WEBVTT - Episode 225 "Khaotic"

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<v Speaker 1>Big shout out to Spice, who announced her pregnancy as well. Allegedly,

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<v Speaker 1>Spice text chaotic saying that pregnant. Y'all see the text.

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<v Speaker 1>But she called you bro. She said, hey, Bro, you

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<v Speaker 1>got me? Bro? What do you mean? That's what she's saying. Bro.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro is like, did you brow a baby? You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. We like to keep people out of business.

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<v Speaker 1>It's brother and then there's father, and there's mother and

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<v Speaker 1>the sister. Like you know how some girls got daddy issues.

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<v Speaker 1>Spice got brother issues. So instead of calling me daddy,

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<v Speaker 1>she liked to call me Bro. I'm telling you, man,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my baby. All right. Look that's what she's calling

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<v Speaker 1>right now, man spelling people. Man, that's my baby. Your man.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm right now, I'm I'm right now at ball alert.

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<v Speaker 1>They asked me about the baby. They say, oh, you

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<v Speaker 1>see Spice. I tell him that's my child. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why they don't believe me. I don't even believe

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<v Speaker 1>a girl that laughing from bro to daddy. Um borrow

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<v Speaker 1>with me here, you know, BT Solo shout oct no color.

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<v Speaker 1>What we see who getting rid about the bathing? You

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<v Speaker 1>can't stand on the home SUSI. I already know he

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<v Speaker 1>can't ball with me because you have up with the

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<v Speaker 1>squad of me they get they called to me by Lola.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to the Ball Show. Podcasts available everywhere you get

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<v Speaker 1>your podcasts that go by the name of Ferrari Simmons

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm your best Tisu solo. You know BT with

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<v Speaker 1>that thro your phone. That's now, what's up? Balls alert Alert?

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<v Speaker 1>It's not ball I learned. I thought it was ball alert.

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<v Speaker 1>He was already tripping before the came. You came before

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<v Speaker 1>us today. Yeah, I got hit before you. I was.

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<v Speaker 1>That's how excited I was to be on this show.

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<v Speaker 1>What time did you get here? Well, the I was.

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<v Speaker 1>They told me to be here at two thirty, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was here at twelve thirty. Really, yeah, why because

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<v Speaker 1>my therapist told me that you should always be two

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<v Speaker 1>hours ahead of anything that you gotta do. Okay, where

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<v Speaker 1>your therapist said? What my therapist told me? I was here.

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<v Speaker 1>I was here at twelve thirty. We was in Prince

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<v Speaker 1>We were definitely. Yeah. No, I was just that I

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<v Speaker 1>got dressed in the park a lot and everything. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I actually felt bad, like I'm like speeding here, Like

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, he's a waiting, but I didn't think

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<v Speaker 1>you had been here since No, I don't. I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I do not look at it as if I was waiting.

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<v Speaker 1>I do not look at it as I was waiting.

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<v Speaker 1>Waiting as a frame matter of something my therapist told me,

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<v Speaker 1>when you think that you're waiting for something, that's just

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<v Speaker 1>something that's in the mind. You're not waiting. As time passes,

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<v Speaker 1>things come a whole. Yeah. In the show, are you ready, sir?

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<v Speaker 1>We donna get up in there. Let's get up and

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<v Speaker 1>Little Baby and Axe team up to create the Ultimate

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<v Speaker 1>drip Kit. The limited edition Wax pack, a chain and

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<v Speaker 1>a stick of axe Apolo uh the oldorant hanging hanging

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<v Speaker 1>like a medallion, a bottle of ax Apolo body wash

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<v Speaker 1>covered in clusters of diamonds shaped like clouds and bubbles,

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<v Speaker 1>clouds of bubbles, and a diamond encrusted four finger ring

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<v Speaker 1>that week that reads wax. It's a chain of affordable cologne.

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<v Speaker 1>That sounded like I just had to make sure I

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<v Speaker 1>ready in contact that's notunded like something I was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of my mind was like this born or is this drugs?

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<v Speaker 1>Or what is it? It's a collab? Wait when you say, wax,

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<v Speaker 1>is it like baby is wham w h A M

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<v Speaker 1>and axes a X E. So it's instead of wham,

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<v Speaker 1>it's whacked, understand, but whim it's weed. So it's it

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<v Speaker 1>like we de ordering that you put the ordering, only

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<v Speaker 1>you get hot no little back, but you must think

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<v Speaker 1>about it. Wham and X Now that would have been

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<v Speaker 1>five if you would have been imagine that you ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gotta hit the joint. Now you wake up, take a shower,

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<v Speaker 1>bom bomb Are you hot? Are you hot? Are you hot?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna? Are you gonna purchase? The collaboration between

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<v Speaker 1>um little baby and AX de ordering well for baller

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<v Speaker 1>Alert on sending on ball Alert, I definitely am, but

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<v Speaker 1>in real life I'm definitely not because axe don't stick.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't know I even gonna lie, and

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<v Speaker 1>I probably just blew my I just blew my AX endorsement.

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<v Speaker 1>But AX don't stick. I like that. I like that secret.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I wear ladies de ordering because when I

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<v Speaker 1>was in prison, right they the men get the speed

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<v Speaker 1>stick or the axe, and that make you under arms

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<v Speaker 1>s or you never it never like satisfies the under arms,

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<v Speaker 1>so you you get you get musty Quick exactly. So

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<v Speaker 1>what we had to do was we had to order

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<v Speaker 1>the Ladies de ordering because it came in a powder form,

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<v Speaker 1>so we were order like the ladies. It was like

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<v Speaker 1>the Lady Secret, Ladies Secret and stuff like that and

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<v Speaker 1>bum bum. You hit yourself with that and you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be smooth for like two days straight because you know

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<v Speaker 1>what when I take a shower, because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>people in high school was was not taking showers when

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<v Speaker 1>they were putting their acts. Last time, I even wore

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<v Speaker 1>an AX. You got to send the pack right, yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like it's like high school. They always do like

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<v Speaker 1>the little too, but make sure you'll put on some

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<v Speaker 1>some deoder. Hit the ax. Ax is supposed to be like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the former cologne, not deodering. That's why I

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<v Speaker 1>never smelled good putting on acts. Yeah, you got you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta de ordering first, did Yeah. They don't tell you that,

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<v Speaker 1>so you're not knowing this in middle school that you

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<v Speaker 1>The way that they're selling it and marketing is like

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<v Speaker 1>it's a former deodor. No, you got to put the

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<v Speaker 1>deodor on then hit you with that. Yeah, that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't do. I put the asking of the bus, dude.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I'm sitting him shame and acts. But really

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't never as y'all gotta y'all gotta send the

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<v Speaker 1>pack out with the with the instructions instruction put yeah Cologne.

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<v Speaker 1>The mugile lineup increases for buying the majority Steak and

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<v Speaker 1>b Et. Who do y'all want to win Tyler Perry

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<v Speaker 1>Byron Allen? Or he did he Atka love Tyler Perry too,

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<v Speaker 1>because I don't know he has a BT here in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 1>Might as well BET needs to come to Atlanta anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>Although I would I hope that if he does get it,

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<v Speaker 1>that he hires other directors and writers who stuff to

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<v Speaker 1>do their own things. Trying to say I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to see Tyler Perry movies show centially located in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 1>In Wakanda, that's where it should be. Anyway. He need

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<v Speaker 1>to have some young people like myself on programming. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>anybody BT gonna be in New York. No, And if

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<v Speaker 1>Byron Allen, I don't know where he from. I think

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<v Speaker 1>you're from the Midwest. Tyler Perry gonna him by it?

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<v Speaker 1>So the central office, you know, you know what I

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<v Speaker 1>want to have if did he bid, Then Karasia gonna

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<v Speaker 1>have her own network network, Karasia gonna be a direct

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<v Speaker 1>Then we don't need that. We needed to be and

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<v Speaker 1>we needed to be in. And then Tyler Perry hands

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<v Speaker 1>somebody who know what they're doing. At least, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Tyler Perry gonna have all little shows on the Speaking

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<v Speaker 1>of for Karasha being on our TVs, what did y'all

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<v Speaker 1>think about her performance in BMF. So I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 1>lie Karesia from the crib okay, So I don't care

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<v Speaker 1>hot bad, what good the acting was. I'm just happy

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<v Speaker 1>to see, like I know Kasha from the from the

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<v Speaker 1>back blues, from the locks, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>from the bricks, so I know her from the project.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know what, I'm staying to see a brown

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<v Speaker 1>lee make it that far. Like Kearsia wasn't no act

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<v Speaker 1>or No, that wasn't her talent. She was like a

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<v Speaker 1>real likehood city girl for real talent. But I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like she care. But to see her go from no

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<v Speaker 1>bricks to that it wasn't the best job. She knew

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't the best job. Listen, But she's far away

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<v Speaker 1>from where she came. That's what I'm saying. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. I would like to see her grow. I

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<v Speaker 1>would like to see her get better in this because

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<v Speaker 1>I think she could if she perfected it and got

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<v Speaker 1>really good at it, and people, I'm pretty sure she

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't good at getting paid on because that was her

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<v Speaker 1>from I am very proud of her for advancing her

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<v Speaker 1>life in her career. Sometimes I just feel like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>directors and people, we are picking people that already have

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<v Speaker 1>fame without thinking about who actually has talent for the role.

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<v Speaker 1>And I feel sorry for people who have been putting

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<v Speaker 1>in the work to be actors and actresses and really

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<v Speaker 1>know what they're doing. But how do you think she did?

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<v Speaker 1>It was not good and she knows it wasn't good.

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<v Speaker 1>She she's been reposting. You know the scene. Man, it's terrible.

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<v Speaker 1>She not a she not an actress. Hey, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>actress yet. But you know, I've seen Karasia in the scene,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's I think the actor coach can help her,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, Mary the accent a little bit, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, y'all have thought about maybe that's why they

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<v Speaker 1>actually getting her these gigs. Maybe I don't want her

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<v Speaker 1>to be a good no, No, you know what it's like. No,

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<v Speaker 1>the reason she getting the gig is like Marilyn Monroe.

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<v Speaker 1>Marilyn Monroe wasn't a good act, but Marylyn Monroe was

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<v Speaker 1>that bitch. So it's like, what we're gonna do If

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<v Speaker 1>we put this bitch in here, everybody gonna tune it was.

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<v Speaker 1>She's a dope person. I don't think Karsia wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>be an actor. She didn't have plans for all this

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<v Speaker 1>and sits unfolding, and I'm glad it is. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>she's taking it as far as she can. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of women that wish they would be. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean took out its point. I think sometimes you don't

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<v Speaker 1>depend on where you come from. Sometimes you don't see

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<v Speaker 1>yourself going past a certain lay, certain market, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So maybe it was just I just want to do music.

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<v Speaker 1>But then now look at her. She has Crecia please,

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<v Speaker 1>and she's I really want her to take I really

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<v Speaker 1>want her up. She has a bright future. If she

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<v Speaker 1>takes it serious, she's definitely gonna tighten up. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>she cheap. I think that what I think it is

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<v Speaker 1>is this is all overwhelming. Huh, Like this over y'all

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<v Speaker 1>probably don't even know behind the scenes, but she in

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<v Speaker 1>the room with her personal circle of people. She probably

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<v Speaker 1>haven't everybody pinch up back to back to see if

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<v Speaker 1>this is real? Like this, you're fucking diddy month just

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<v Speaker 1>pissed on me last night. Hold, and I bit y'all

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<v Speaker 1>never let nigga pissed only five years ago, bitch, but

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<v Speaker 1>that pitch was like gold coming down on me. Holding, Bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm acting, bitch. I don't even know how to read

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<v Speaker 1>the script, bitch, but I felt like Floyd Mayweb in

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<v Speaker 1>that room. Hold, like this ship is for real. Bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>pitched me hope right man, John Morren will not be

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<v Speaker 1>back on the court every time soon. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys saw that the Memphis Grizzlies superstar just

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<v Speaker 1>enter the counseling program and will not we join the

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<v Speaker 1>team until further notice, did you, guys? I bet you

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<v Speaker 1>he's gonna join it them and make the playoffs. All

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<v Speaker 1>I knows it messed up in fantasy football roster. Damn boy,

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<v Speaker 1>I had you on my team and now I'm for

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<v Speaker 1>the lose and not even make the playoffs because I

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<v Speaker 1>need to win this week. And he was on my

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<v Speaker 1>team on fantasy, fantasy basketball. Appreciate you John Morn, daw

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<v Speaker 1>Do you get something a long way in your personal life,

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<v Speaker 1>your career? What do you think Job Morn's problem is

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<v Speaker 1>why is he on the TV screen and on the

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<v Speaker 1>internet flashing guns when he has multimillion dollar deals at risk? What? What?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you think it is kind of power sponsorship?

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<v Speaker 1>Is trying to be something that he's not? Or what

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<v Speaker 1>what is he doing? So? I think with the problem

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<v Speaker 1>is right, he'd probably just be hanging around too many rappers.

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<v Speaker 1>That was his rapper moment. A lot of athletes in

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<v Speaker 1>the inside want to be rappers, and a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>the rappers on the inside, I want to be athletes.

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<v Speaker 1>Look at Look at Quay Bold and Chris Brown knowing them,

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of them boys want to really be athletes.

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<v Speaker 1>They take it serious when they be playing a basketball game.

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<v Speaker 1>You see that basketball game with twenty one savage them

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<v Speaker 1>and that serious. They're ready to swing up that because

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<v Speaker 1>they feel like, you know what I'm said. They inside

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<v Speaker 1>of them like inside of me, you can't tell me

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't know soccer player because I kicked shit all

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<v Speaker 1>day you feel I'm saying. So I feel like an athlete,

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<v Speaker 1>But I think that was his inner rapper coming out.

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<v Speaker 1>He probably was drunk in the club. He got he

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<v Speaker 1>got snuck the scrap in the club, like y'all got

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<v Speaker 1>to scrap on me. The song playing, I think he

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<v Speaker 1>was listening to shame on the owner, reckless he established.

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<v Speaker 1>If he's not investigated, then the police had to take

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<v Speaker 1>that footage. I think the police leaked that. But fresh

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<v Speaker 1>and reckless. I think there's some guys off TikTok shout

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<v Speaker 1>out to them. They got a song called my Blicky,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think he was just caught up. I think

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<v Speaker 1>that was a fake gunna. He was scrapped, was too small.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what you're taking the club. The little man he

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<v Speaker 1>had so I was in the club last night with

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<v Speaker 1>my dudes. Dudes, but I'd never go live with it.

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<v Speaker 1>See he don't. He don't understand rappers ain't gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>live in the club with the five whatever. Whatever rapper

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<v Speaker 1>he was with didn't give him the rapper man, you

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<v Speaker 1>were like. He didn't get like, you can't go into clubs.

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<v Speaker 1>He listened to too much NBA Young Boys, and he

0:13:38.160 --> 0:13:41.439
<v Speaker 1>was listening to NBA Young Boy darn Alive yep. I

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<v Speaker 1>think NBA young boy called in it and he wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to let NBA know I'm scrapped in here, or he

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<v Speaker 1>would probably on live and seeing the op on live.

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<v Speaker 1>Man basketball players don't have hops, Yeah they No, they don't.

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<v Speaker 1>And his head basketball players does not have ops. His

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<v Speaker 1>rapper side probably got ops, the rapper but in him

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<v Speaker 1>got Oh you think John Murred is beefing with somebody, daddy,

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<v Speaker 1>somebody baby daddy, one of them girls, baby daddy. Think

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<v Speaker 1>about it now. The ball players be hitting everybody, girls,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody baby mama, So everybody somebody, they don't. They don't

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<v Speaker 1>gotta be like a the world. That mean you got

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<v Speaker 1>the opposition, That mean you really got some smoke with

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<v Speaker 1>somebody day. Yeah, we think we all got ops. It's

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<v Speaker 1>your point. A lot of beef start over a woman. Yeah, sure, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm probably hitting their body. Girl. What you think about

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<v Speaker 1>Shawn rocking blue Face blue Face? Do you think she's

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<v Speaker 1>pregning number one and it's a blue face baby? I honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I honestly and truthfully think that she probably is pregnant,

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't think she's pregnant because if you really look,

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<v Speaker 1>if she's still drinking like a fish if she isn't

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<v Speaker 1>drinking in a minute. But I love huge. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>think she is the perfect definition of a down the

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<v Speaker 1>ass bitch. Well I think that, Um, he's just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to ruin her birthday. Get tip for tat because he

0:15:07.520 --> 0:15:09.480
<v Speaker 1>was angry on his birthday and now he's trying to

0:15:09.560 --> 0:15:12.880
<v Speaker 1>make her mad on her birthday. On her birthday, he

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<v Speaker 1>wrote some very disrespectful tweets she pregnant, missing the tooth

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<v Speaker 1>with seven tattoos, going to make a fool of herself

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<v Speaker 1>with the next nigga And I'm not pregnant at allting

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<v Speaker 1>to live my life perfectly fine with the next bitch

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<v Speaker 1>who gonna take me even more serious? Now, it's really

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<v Speaker 1>tragic for real men, tell y'all something now, y'all know

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<v Speaker 1>that they make they living off of public humiliation right

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<v Speaker 1>of each other, of each other, So just think about this.

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<v Speaker 1>Why would I believe anything coming from a couple that

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<v Speaker 1>make money off of public humiliation? And Chris Shawn said

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<v Speaker 1>she went on Live and said she should probably abort

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<v Speaker 1>her baby. But why a lot of that could be

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<v Speaker 1>just cop just for just to just to get people

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<v Speaker 1>to do what we're doing right now. Because as long

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<v Speaker 1>as we're talking about them, people as going to tap

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<v Speaker 1>into them. And you know, right now and this day

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<v Speaker 1>and age, ignorance is like the biggest highest feel this

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<v Speaker 1>might be the most ignorant couple. They dont sex tape,

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<v Speaker 1>this might be the most ignorant arrow Yeah, he tweed

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<v Speaker 1>in response to her live please do it? Wait please,

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<v Speaker 1>he said. She went on live and said she should

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<v Speaker 1>aboard the baby. He said, please do it. Damn. But

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<v Speaker 1>I don't believe that they really feel like that. I

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<v Speaker 1>believe I think so people. It's the message to the

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<v Speaker 1>youth that's looking up to them thinking it's okay, normalizing

0:16:38.760 --> 0:16:40.760
<v Speaker 1>stuff like I don't think anybody looking up that that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's crazy. I had a hosting with them, man, I

0:16:47.560 --> 0:16:49.480
<v Speaker 1>walked in. They're like, hey, I'll get it. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>what's up? I got you girls go a chaotic. I'm like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>look at me, okay, y'all. She walked in. I was like, well, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I ain't that famous. So they'll never say

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<v Speaker 1>that they don't look up the they love that. This

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<v Speaker 1>is the most toxic era in life. I've never seen

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<v Speaker 1>nothing like this before. This is the most toxic error

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<v Speaker 1>in life. It's almost celebrate I mean Bobby and Whitney.

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<v Speaker 1>That wasn't all the way out here like that. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it wasn't social media either. That that's the fact

0:17:23.080 --> 0:17:25.680
<v Speaker 1>that would have been. They would, you know what, let's

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<v Speaker 1>let's keep it real, and they ain't. No, ain't ain't

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<v Speaker 1>no toping Bobby and Whitney as far as what and

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<v Speaker 1>on top of them as far as toxicness, that was

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<v Speaker 1>the most toxic ever. Yeah, I don't think Chris Shawan

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<v Speaker 1>and and and and and and blue Face Bobby got

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<v Speaker 1>nothing known um Chris Whitney and and and Bobby Brown. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way the story ended, what come on many

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<v Speaker 1>one here exactly? How crazy? Okay, ain't Bobby daughter? Name

0:17:53.320 --> 0:17:58.440
<v Speaker 1>was Chris? Chris Shary? You're trying to put them all together,

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<v Speaker 1>low rock Before we go to break, big shout out

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<v Speaker 1>to Spice, who announced her pregnancy as well. Y'all know

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<v Speaker 1>that's my baby, right, your baby like in her stomach,

0:18:11.359 --> 0:18:19.520
<v Speaker 1>that's your baby. Yeah, you're the dad and Blue Oh Spice, No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my baby. MoMA. I can FaceTime right now. She

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<v Speaker 1>is confirmed for an existing child or the current I

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<v Speaker 1>call her right now, she'll confirmed. Come on y'all. People,

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<v Speaker 1>people think I should be saying stuff. You you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Now, what site are we talking about? Far?

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<v Speaker 1>He just face time me, y'all tell us so far

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<v Speaker 1>he gotta come on the show. Com in about to

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<v Speaker 1>get back to each other? Far better safe out here.

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<v Speaker 1>One on the plane this big she she she so

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<v Speaker 1>wait talk about that? She might be why that's your

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<v Speaker 1>baby that's on the way. Yeah, all y'all want to

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<v Speaker 1>go to commerce. I don't think nobody live would lie

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<v Speaker 1>about that. I don't think it would lie. I think

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<v Speaker 1>people would play. They would play, especially after just making

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<v Speaker 1>a point that ignorance is what sALS just went to

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<v Speaker 1>the baby come out and look like a change gonna

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<v Speaker 1>come it is. I don't know that was a text.

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<v Speaker 1>We're supposed to get out of here. But allegedly Spice

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<v Speaker 1>just text chaotic saying that pregnant. She just she just

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<v Speaker 1>checks and showed y'all, y'all see the text. But she

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<v Speaker 1>called you, bro, She said, hey, Bro, you got me? Bro?

0:19:49.520 --> 0:19:52.080
<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? That's what she's saying? Bro, Bro

0:19:52.359 --> 0:19:55.440
<v Speaker 1>is like did you brow a bay? Right? Like? Come on, man,

0:19:55.520 --> 0:19:58.800
<v Speaker 1>Like she can't know? We don't we don't. We don't.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't. We don't never refer to each other as babe.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. We like to keep people

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<v Speaker 1>out of business. It's brother, and then there's father, and

0:20:07.840 --> 0:20:10.280
<v Speaker 1>there's mother and her sister. Like you know how, some

0:20:10.440 --> 0:20:14.639
<v Speaker 1>girls got daddy issues. Spice got brother issues. So instead

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<v Speaker 1>of calling me daddy, she liked to call me bro. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's your baby and her sarment right now, see it. Look, hey, hey,

0:20:21.280 --> 0:20:25.800
<v Speaker 1>you got me pregnant. You see that, But she's really pregnant.

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<v Speaker 1>For you to say that three days ago, God just

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<v Speaker 1>said that this ain't about what you said. You said

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<v Speaker 1>that I ain't got her pregnant, but she Look who

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<v Speaker 1>whose name is that? I can't see that. I'm telling you, man,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my baby, all right. Friend. Look that's what she's

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<v Speaker 1>calling right now, man, spot telling people man, that's my baby. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm right now, I'm I'm I'm right now at ball

0:20:55.960 --> 0:20:58.800
<v Speaker 1>Alert doing an interview with ball Alert, and I'm telling

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<v Speaker 1>they say, they asked me about the baby. They say, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you see Spice, But I tell him that's my child.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know why they don't believe me. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>even believe that, laughing that I'm I'm the you cook

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<v Speaker 1>them oxtails? All right, I'm on my way. I just

0:21:24.200 --> 0:21:28.400
<v Speaker 1>wrapped this in it. Oh yeah, something to come eat

0:21:28.440 --> 0:21:33.280
<v Speaker 1>them oxtails. Then I'm gonna eat you, all right? Baby?

0:21:33.320 --> 0:21:40.920
<v Speaker 1>How that pomp poem on ice for me? We'll just

0:21:41.000 --> 0:21:48.359
<v Speaker 1>say joke from brother Daddy that she'll know, she'll know,

0:21:48.560 --> 0:21:51.080
<v Speaker 1>she'll know who I'm around. But I just was filled

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<v Speaker 1>with Spice dog the other baby, and Spice was not bregnant.

0:21:55.320 --> 0:21:58.280
<v Speaker 1>I just did. We just did a theme last week.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to tell y'all can't believe the media. I

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<v Speaker 1>just we feel in love and hip hop together, right.

0:22:04.720 --> 0:22:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I just did a video shoot the other day and

0:22:08.040 --> 0:22:10.239
<v Speaker 1>it's no, she is not. That's why I when I've

0:22:10.240 --> 0:22:12.320
<v Speaker 1>seen after that, like, what the fuck did this happen? That?

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<v Speaker 1>And let me tell you who else I don't believe

0:22:15.680 --> 0:22:18.760
<v Speaker 1>pregnant the bratt really nigga. We'll be right back with

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<v Speaker 1>more of the Baller Alert. Y'all. You're listening to a

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<v Speaker 1>special edition of the Baller Alert. Shaw, Yo, what's up?

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<v Speaker 1>And that your boy chaotic man? Let me put these

0:22:33.400 --> 0:22:35.720
<v Speaker 1>balls on your whole head, y'all? What I man, that

0:22:35.760 --> 0:22:37.600
<v Speaker 1>your boy chaotic and I'm hanging out with the ball

0:22:37.720 --> 0:22:39.920
<v Speaker 1>Alerk Show and we are bad with the Baller Show

0:22:40.000 --> 0:22:46.440
<v Speaker 1>podcast where laticaus chaotic is a damn daddy. Prenant said

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<v Speaker 1>he just felled with Spice a few days ago and

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<v Speaker 1>she wasn't pregnant. Then I didn't see the baby bump.

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<v Speaker 1>Not that not what I see right now. You just

0:22:55.400 --> 0:22:56.879
<v Speaker 1>said that was your baby. But I really want to

0:22:56.920 --> 0:23:00.879
<v Speaker 1>know him pregnant that night. Hell do you think the

0:23:01.000 --> 0:23:03.320
<v Speaker 1>brat is not pregnant. We've seen the pictures, We've seen

0:23:03.400 --> 0:23:05.560
<v Speaker 1>the video, we reported it. I got cussed out on

0:23:05.640 --> 0:23:09.280
<v Speaker 1>t top. See her belly pregnant. Watch this. I can

0:23:09.400 --> 0:23:13.240
<v Speaker 1>go right now and build a whole baby and be pregnant.

0:23:13.720 --> 0:23:16.320
<v Speaker 1>This I could build my stomach and be pregnant. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but why don't you It's fair for you because the

0:23:18.400 --> 0:23:20.680
<v Speaker 1>brad is the man in the relationship. So why is

0:23:20.720 --> 0:23:23.760
<v Speaker 1>the brad carrying the baby? Never had the experience of

0:23:23.920 --> 0:23:29.200
<v Speaker 1>childbirth her her wife has had three kids. Oh just

0:23:29.280 --> 0:23:31.040
<v Speaker 1>don't she don't look for I can't take it since

0:23:31.119 --> 0:23:34.200
<v Speaker 1>she don't look pretty. I did never see the brad. Look.

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<v Speaker 1>The brad got the whole stuff and you can't believe

0:23:37.400 --> 0:23:39.920
<v Speaker 1>she's pregnant. I can't if I'm not there seeing the baby,

0:23:39.960 --> 0:23:42.159
<v Speaker 1>saying push and pulling it out, I won't believe that

0:23:42.240 --> 0:23:45.000
<v Speaker 1>the Brad had made Oh my god, Well that won't

0:23:45.040 --> 0:23:47.760
<v Speaker 1>happen because you won't be in the room, but she will.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe she is pregnant. I believe she's pregnant too.

0:23:50.920 --> 0:23:53.119
<v Speaker 1>So y'all don't think that's just like a little belly thing. No,

0:23:53.440 --> 0:23:56.320
<v Speaker 1>I've seen Brad in real life is pregnant. That's a

0:23:56.359 --> 0:23:59.200
<v Speaker 1>difference between like a belly and a pregnancy belly. Facts,

0:23:59.480 --> 0:24:03.080
<v Speaker 1>the shape, the firmness. Like, well, I don't know because

0:24:03.320 --> 0:24:05.920
<v Speaker 1>this the baby that's coming with Spice, my first child.

0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:08.879
<v Speaker 1>And like I said, even when we was just no

0:24:09.000 --> 0:24:12.440
<v Speaker 1>I got a kid, I'm shooting blanks. But you just

0:24:12.640 --> 0:24:19.240
<v Speaker 1>said that just happened. That just happened. Let's let's let's

0:24:19.280 --> 0:24:22.200
<v Speaker 1>talk about chaotic man chaotic for Helen from South Florida.

0:24:22.840 --> 0:24:24.960
<v Speaker 1>A lot of people don't may may see you, that

0:24:25.800 --> 0:24:28.240
<v Speaker 1>may see you on love and hip hop and and

0:24:28.640 --> 0:24:31.119
<v Speaker 1>socializing and in the clubs, but I know you as

0:24:31.160 --> 0:24:33.600
<v Speaker 1>a as an artist. I don't know your back. Yeah,

0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:36.159
<v Speaker 1>don't know that you're actually you actually started as an

0:24:36.440 --> 0:24:40.600
<v Speaker 1>artist from Florida. You had you had crazy, the original

0:24:40.680 --> 0:24:46.000
<v Speaker 1>dregs that you. That's what I'm saying. Yeah, and you

0:24:46.119 --> 0:24:48.760
<v Speaker 1>had goals in your mouth like you're changed. Man. How

0:24:48.840 --> 0:24:51.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm seeing you? Yeah, because you knew me when I

0:24:51.680 --> 0:24:56.000
<v Speaker 1>was a drug at it, alcoholic h when I had

0:24:56.080 --> 0:24:58.960
<v Speaker 1>mental health issues. You knew me when I used top

0:24:59.040 --> 0:25:01.520
<v Speaker 1>them guns and stuff. You were making really good music.

0:25:02.119 --> 0:25:04.080
<v Speaker 1>Of course, look at Bob Mandy, he was high, he

0:25:04.160 --> 0:25:09.080
<v Speaker 1>made great music. Elvis Presley, what's his name, Rachel Harles

0:25:09.480 --> 0:25:11.520
<v Speaker 1>heroin add it made the best. You know, you make

0:25:11.560 --> 0:25:13.840
<v Speaker 1>the best music when you was under the influence. Now

0:25:14.800 --> 0:25:16.720
<v Speaker 1>I have a natural high, so I don't need the

0:25:17.200 --> 0:25:19.560
<v Speaker 1>drugs and alcohol and stuff like that to make good music.

0:25:19.680 --> 0:25:22.800
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, that's why I started at making dope music.

0:25:23.040 --> 0:25:26.040
<v Speaker 1>What led you to lean on drugs like that? I'm

0:25:26.040 --> 0:25:29.960
<v Speaker 1>from Overtown. I come from a drug infested neighborhood. Overtown

0:25:30.119 --> 0:25:34.920
<v Speaker 1>is like one of the biggest drug infested neighborhoods in Miami, Florida.

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<v Speaker 1>So I grew up in the house round. My daddy

0:25:38.240 --> 0:25:40.480
<v Speaker 1>was a dope hell I was. I'm a coke baby.

0:25:41.040 --> 0:25:44.320
<v Speaker 1>I was born off of cocaine. Daddy used to get

0:25:44.359 --> 0:25:46.120
<v Speaker 1>on the coke and hit my MoMA on the coke.

0:25:46.240 --> 0:25:48.920
<v Speaker 1>That coke dick hit different. He hit up with that

0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:50.840
<v Speaker 1>coke dick and then they made the coke baby. All

0:25:50.880 --> 0:25:52.720
<v Speaker 1>of us was coke babies. My brother got on coke,

0:25:52.800 --> 0:25:55.800
<v Speaker 1>myth I just snort at the powder, you know what

0:25:55.840 --> 0:25:57.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So it's like it was. I think it

0:25:57.720 --> 0:25:59.960
<v Speaker 1>was in my bloodline, you know what I'm saying. I

0:26:00.040 --> 0:26:02.359
<v Speaker 1>think my daddy was only dope daddy. Daddy was on

0:26:02.440 --> 0:26:06.679
<v Speaker 1>the dope. Everybody. You're coming from Miami, from South Florida

0:26:07.040 --> 0:26:12.000
<v Speaker 1>and everybody everybody like an sisters and grandparents and played

0:26:12.040 --> 0:26:13.680
<v Speaker 1>with the coke. So I think that it was just

0:26:13.800 --> 0:26:16.440
<v Speaker 1>like I'm from the Yeah, I'm from the cocaine city.

0:26:16.480 --> 0:26:18.680
<v Speaker 1>So I think it's just like a normal thing. And

0:26:18.800 --> 0:26:22.200
<v Speaker 1>then as you grow older, you know, um, your urge

0:26:22.280 --> 0:26:25.040
<v Speaker 1>for whatever the drug is that you use, and just

0:26:25.160 --> 0:26:27.280
<v Speaker 1>start to grow because of the problems that you're dealing

0:26:27.280 --> 0:26:30.080
<v Speaker 1>with in life. I've been in and out of juvenile

0:26:30.200 --> 0:26:32.560
<v Speaker 1>and prison since I was a chick because I was

0:26:32.600 --> 0:26:35.840
<v Speaker 1>just like one of them bad kids, like by default

0:26:35.880 --> 0:26:38.680
<v Speaker 1>product of my environment. So growing up you ain't you

0:26:38.720 --> 0:26:41.040
<v Speaker 1>ain't Fenna. It ain't too many people from my neighborhood

0:26:41.080 --> 0:26:42.760
<v Speaker 1>that grew up that didn't go to jail, that ain't

0:26:42.760 --> 0:26:45.000
<v Speaker 1>got felon. He's like, you know how the government designed

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:47.000
<v Speaker 1>and that's why they put us in the projects. I

0:26:47.080 --> 0:26:51.000
<v Speaker 1>saw in the clip in an interview, someone almost tried

0:26:51.040 --> 0:26:53.479
<v Speaker 1>to take your life, oh several times because I used

0:26:53.480 --> 0:26:55.119
<v Speaker 1>to be a bad person. You know. I used to

0:26:55.200 --> 0:26:57.399
<v Speaker 1>do a lot of bad stuff. My brothers used to

0:26:57.480 --> 0:26:59.680
<v Speaker 1>do a lot of bad stuff, my cousins. I come

0:26:59.760 --> 0:27:02.560
<v Speaker 1>from like a crime family, you know what I'm saying.

0:27:02.600 --> 0:27:06.680
<v Speaker 1>My uncles, my brother my homeboys. We were from over town,

0:27:06.720 --> 0:27:10.040
<v Speaker 1>so we had like we had a fox cent hole.

0:27:10.440 --> 0:27:12.119
<v Speaker 1>The fox cent hole was like, well, we used to

0:27:12.160 --> 0:27:15.080
<v Speaker 1>sell a fold dollar rocks, Craig rocks for four dollars

0:27:15.160 --> 0:27:17.399
<v Speaker 1>and we used to call him folk cents. And that

0:27:17.560 --> 0:27:20.399
<v Speaker 1>was like a family business, like something that my uncle started.

0:27:20.440 --> 0:27:23.920
<v Speaker 1>And then like everybody, what type of Craig seller for photos?

0:27:24.119 --> 0:27:27.440
<v Speaker 1>Folk folk rocks by the size of the about the

0:27:27.480 --> 0:27:29.840
<v Speaker 1>star and the rocks was about the size of the

0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:35.520
<v Speaker 1>nail on my pinky. I know, y'all, Pike the manicured clause. Yeah,

0:27:36.800 --> 0:27:38.639
<v Speaker 1>I used to always be like this. He used to

0:27:38.680 --> 0:27:43.960
<v Speaker 1>be cocaine and there and that was m jail. But

0:27:44.040 --> 0:27:46.760
<v Speaker 1>continue to tell you, Yeah, so that was like our

0:27:46.840 --> 0:27:50.000
<v Speaker 1>family business and what kind of with the family businesses,

0:27:50.080 --> 0:27:52.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, getting locked up on the jail. You know

0:27:52.920 --> 0:27:55.320
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, knowing the cold depth of Potastanni, you

0:27:55.359 --> 0:27:59.520
<v Speaker 1>can't tell what come with dad is hate us and

0:27:59.720 --> 0:28:03.600
<v Speaker 1>be and you know what I'm saying, territorial wars where

0:28:03.640 --> 0:28:05.960
<v Speaker 1>you gotta you know, this is our bread and butter.

0:28:06.040 --> 0:28:08.000
<v Speaker 1>That's the way we eat. People see me eat it

0:28:08.080 --> 0:28:09.399
<v Speaker 1>like this over here, they're gonna want you know what

0:28:09.400 --> 0:28:11.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, You're gonna get tested. You know I coached,

0:28:11.600 --> 0:28:12.960
<v Speaker 1>and you know it was a lot of times in

0:28:13.040 --> 0:28:14.760
<v Speaker 1>life we don't got tested and a lot of things

0:28:14.840 --> 0:28:17.320
<v Speaker 1>had to happen and transpire. You So it was just

0:28:17.480 --> 0:28:22.359
<v Speaker 1>a time in my life and probably uh probably like

0:28:22.440 --> 0:28:30.600
<v Speaker 1>a three four year runner, just straight chaos, chaos. Oh man,

0:28:30.840 --> 0:28:32.920
<v Speaker 1>I see one thing about me. I don't believe that

0:28:33.000 --> 0:28:35.200
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be for my same daddy and same mama

0:28:35.280 --> 0:28:38.680
<v Speaker 1>to be my brother. So I got many brothers and

0:28:38.800 --> 0:28:41.800
<v Speaker 1>many sisters. You know what I'm saying, I don't And

0:28:42.200 --> 0:28:45.160
<v Speaker 1>we're raised by your mama. Many of us. My daddy

0:28:45.160 --> 0:28:47.120
<v Speaker 1>got on that coaching, but all he did was made

0:28:47.200 --> 0:28:50.680
<v Speaker 1>coke babies and cleared you know, and then my mom

0:28:50.840 --> 0:28:53.640
<v Speaker 1>or dad nah, like that was something that that was

0:28:53.720 --> 0:28:56.440
<v Speaker 1>actually like uh, when I when I first got to

0:28:56.480 --> 0:28:58.479
<v Speaker 1>love and Hillpop, they went and found them and bought them.

0:28:58.520 --> 0:29:00.480
<v Speaker 1>And we got a clip of him like seeing like

0:29:01.240 --> 0:29:03.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, he was kind of just apologizing and saying,

0:29:03.760 --> 0:29:05.680
<v Speaker 1>I like for never being there, and I was telling him,

0:29:05.760 --> 0:29:08.080
<v Speaker 1>like I remember one time I was shot up. I

0:29:08.160 --> 0:29:11.320
<v Speaker 1>got shot fifteen times one time, right, fifteen times in

0:29:11.440 --> 0:29:13.600
<v Speaker 1>one timeteen times at one time in the living room,

0:29:14.200 --> 0:29:16.080
<v Speaker 1>in the living room of an apartment. I got set

0:29:16.160 --> 0:29:18.680
<v Speaker 1>up by a female niggas was looking for me. So

0:29:18.920 --> 0:29:21.440
<v Speaker 1>you know I had you know, I, like I said,

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:22.880
<v Speaker 1>I did a lot of a lot of you know,

0:29:23.000 --> 0:29:24.720
<v Speaker 1>bad things in my life. You know what I'm saying

0:29:24.760 --> 0:29:26.360
<v Speaker 1>that at one point in time in my life I

0:29:26.440 --> 0:29:28.280
<v Speaker 1>was doing a lot of bad things. What was what

0:29:28.520 --> 0:29:30.320
<v Speaker 1>was this bad thing that you did for them to

0:29:30.560 --> 0:29:33.320
<v Speaker 1>retaliate like this, Well, these tids drops on my face

0:29:33.400 --> 0:29:35.600
<v Speaker 1>ain't just for show. And see what I'm saying, so

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:39.920
<v Speaker 1>like like life like like see, I don't I don't.

0:29:39.920 --> 0:29:42.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't run around like I'm a fun person, loose person.

0:29:43.640 --> 0:29:46.160
<v Speaker 1>I like push personality, and how farm right now with

0:29:46.280 --> 0:29:49.880
<v Speaker 1>myself because I don't feel like I'm one of them

0:29:49.880 --> 0:29:52.560
<v Speaker 1>people that got to push like my story of being

0:29:52.640 --> 0:29:54.760
<v Speaker 1>a gangstore what I did in the streets, because really

0:29:54.920 --> 0:29:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to lead that way it was at because

0:29:56.720 --> 0:30:00.200
<v Speaker 1>really it was. It wasn't like it ain't so then

0:30:00.240 --> 0:30:02.160
<v Speaker 1>that's fun, you know what I'm saying. Hot niggas make

0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:05.160
<v Speaker 1>it like wrapping about shooting dead offs and all that

0:30:05.200 --> 0:30:06.760
<v Speaker 1>shit and make it like it's just like a fun

0:30:06.880 --> 0:30:10.360
<v Speaker 1>cool thing. It really ain't that you feel me like so,

0:30:10.520 --> 0:30:13.360
<v Speaker 1>But when I was in it, and I was high

0:30:13.440 --> 0:30:15.320
<v Speaker 1>and drunk, and you know a lot of niggas do

0:30:15.440 --> 0:30:17.440
<v Speaker 1>drills on dope, and you know what I'm saying, When

0:30:17.440 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 1>you're hind drunk, it's easy for you to up that

0:30:19.920 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 1>scrap and running, you know what I'm saying. But it's

0:30:21.880 --> 0:30:23.200
<v Speaker 1>just like at the end of the day, once you

0:30:23.320 --> 0:30:29.280
<v Speaker 1>start losing people to death or to prison or even yourself,

0:30:29.360 --> 0:30:31.080
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, when you have near death

0:30:31.200 --> 0:30:34.760
<v Speaker 1>experiences back to back to back, or they're they're losing

0:30:34.800 --> 0:30:36.520
<v Speaker 1>your freedom back to back to back, and then you

0:30:36.600 --> 0:30:39.400
<v Speaker 1>see like God intervene, Like that's what really changed my

0:30:39.520 --> 0:30:43.480
<v Speaker 1>whole everything, the way God intervened and my life. God

0:30:43.560 --> 0:30:45.600
<v Speaker 1>just constantly say I got shot fifteen times in the

0:30:45.640 --> 0:30:49.840
<v Speaker 1>living room, like my hospital records are on my page

0:30:49.920 --> 0:30:52.720
<v Speaker 1>and my p posts. You know what I'm saying, because

0:30:52.840 --> 0:30:55.000
<v Speaker 1>like people be like, man, you're lying, and it's like, yeah,

0:30:55.040 --> 0:30:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I could put them up right now, and to show you,

0:30:56.640 --> 0:30:59.480
<v Speaker 1>I got shot in the scout, in the face twelve times,

0:30:59.520 --> 0:31:02.640
<v Speaker 1>in the lord extremities, in the back twice, like it'll

0:31:02.720 --> 0:31:05.960
<v Speaker 1>show you all everywhere. While I got shot the whole

0:31:06.040 --> 0:31:08.360
<v Speaker 1>nine yards in the living room. So then you make

0:31:08.400 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 1>it out of that. And the lady who the lady

0:31:11.000 --> 0:31:15.320
<v Speaker 1>who um found me called the police said when she

0:31:15.720 --> 0:31:18.920
<v Speaker 1>when she came outside, she said, I was hanging out

0:31:19.000 --> 0:31:21.800
<v Speaker 1>of the door of the apartment. Now, mind you, I

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:25.320
<v Speaker 1>don't even remember the last thing I remember when I

0:31:25.400 --> 0:31:28.680
<v Speaker 1>went in there. You know I got there. You know,

0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:30.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking I'm going to link with a chick. So

0:31:30.400 --> 0:31:32.720
<v Speaker 1>the chick takes me like, oh, the door open, come in.

0:31:33.920 --> 0:31:36.200
<v Speaker 1>I walk in. I had a bag with a bottle

0:31:36.240 --> 0:31:38.120
<v Speaker 1>of hen of seeing it right here, and I had

0:31:38.200 --> 0:31:40.760
<v Speaker 1>my fire in my pocket on my on my hip

0:31:40.880 --> 0:31:44.040
<v Speaker 1>right here, and I'm high drunk. I'm you know what

0:31:44.040 --> 0:31:46.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. I'm geek. I'm ready to going there. I'm like,

0:31:46.840 --> 0:31:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to knock this bitch block off, you feel me?

0:31:49.280 --> 0:31:50.720
<v Speaker 1>I walk in that bitch. Soon as I walk in,

0:31:50.800 --> 0:31:53.480
<v Speaker 1>that bitch is darker than the motherfucker the dope. I

0:31:53.600 --> 0:31:55.560
<v Speaker 1>just hear the dope like I didn't even close the

0:31:55.600 --> 0:31:57.520
<v Speaker 1>doe because when I walked in, it was dalking the

0:31:57.600 --> 0:32:00.400
<v Speaker 1>dough closed. I felt the nigga grabbed me from behind,

0:32:00.760 --> 0:32:02.560
<v Speaker 1>so it wasn't even like they were just after. I

0:32:02.600 --> 0:32:05.120
<v Speaker 1>think they was about to torture my ass first because

0:32:05.120 --> 0:32:07.840
<v Speaker 1>the nigga grabbed me from behind first. When he grabbed me,

0:32:08.160 --> 0:32:10.200
<v Speaker 1>I dropped. That's the bottle light Hennessey that was in

0:32:10.240 --> 0:32:13.040
<v Speaker 1>my hand to dropped boom and hit the ground. I

0:32:13.160 --> 0:32:15.120
<v Speaker 1>swear to God, Dog, I've seen a grim reaper. This

0:32:15.280 --> 0:32:18.320
<v Speaker 1>nigga was floating. It was a seller weather to sell

0:32:18.360 --> 0:32:20.760
<v Speaker 1>of weather. This nigga, this on everything I loved looked

0:32:20.800 --> 0:32:23.080
<v Speaker 1>like a nigga came floating front of hallway. Dog. He

0:32:23.200 --> 0:32:25.720
<v Speaker 1>was like, this is Dell, we coming for me. You

0:32:25.840 --> 0:32:29.760
<v Speaker 1>fear me not knowing saying I'm scrapped. So the nigga

0:32:29.800 --> 0:32:33.640
<v Speaker 1>holding me like this hill, you fear me like like

0:32:33.840 --> 0:32:35.920
<v Speaker 1>he could tell he taller than me because you're holding

0:32:35.960 --> 0:32:38.960
<v Speaker 1>me up here. I got this right here the first

0:32:39.000 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 1>thing I do. I'm sure I don't never at that

0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:43.760
<v Speaker 1>when at that time, I never had a safety and

0:32:43.880 --> 0:32:46.360
<v Speaker 1>I never not kept one in the head. So I

0:32:46.480 --> 0:32:49.120
<v Speaker 1>upped off the rip and bomb bomb dropped the devil

0:32:49.200 --> 0:32:51.560
<v Speaker 1>to the motherfucking floats, send him straight down the hill.

0:32:51.840 --> 0:32:53.640
<v Speaker 1>The nigga let me go who was holding me, and

0:32:53.840 --> 0:33:00.160
<v Speaker 1>pushed me. When I got pushed, I just felt like

0:33:00.280 --> 0:33:02.880
<v Speaker 1>it was an out of body experience, nigga my whole.

0:33:03.880 --> 0:33:06.360
<v Speaker 1>That's why I like the stealth mode is real. Like

0:33:06.400 --> 0:33:08.880
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't stealth mold. It was like you ain't even

0:33:09.040 --> 0:33:11.440
<v Speaker 1>feel like you don't even feel it no more. It's

0:33:11.480 --> 0:33:13.880
<v Speaker 1>like it's like you come out of your body when

0:33:13.920 --> 0:33:15.920
<v Speaker 1>that ship hitting you like that back to back. It's

0:33:15.960 --> 0:33:19.200
<v Speaker 1>like the um the drilling in. It's like in the

0:33:19.280 --> 0:33:21.280
<v Speaker 1>drilling in rush, I ain't feel shit. It's like, really,

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:22.959
<v Speaker 1>I ain't even really feel it. That was just out

0:33:23.000 --> 0:33:25.080
<v Speaker 1>of my body. And I remember the last thing I

0:33:25.200 --> 0:33:28.200
<v Speaker 1>was saying was like, alright, I'm dead because nigga. At

0:33:28.280 --> 0:33:30.640
<v Speaker 1>that point, I know the first when I when that

0:33:30.760 --> 0:33:32.760
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker first hit me, I think it was my back,

0:33:33.160 --> 0:33:35.240
<v Speaker 1>but I'm bumping. Then them shit just started coming rapping,

0:33:35.320 --> 0:33:38.320
<v Speaker 1>and like the gun I had, I felt the ship

0:33:38.440 --> 0:33:40.760
<v Speaker 1>just come out of mind. In my mind, I think

0:33:40.800 --> 0:33:42.560
<v Speaker 1>somebody snatched that bitch out of my hand, but I

0:33:43.360 --> 0:33:45.160
<v Speaker 1>knew it didn't get snatched out of my hand because

0:33:45.240 --> 0:33:47.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm getting shot, so that threw out my hand. I

0:33:48.040 --> 0:33:50.400
<v Speaker 1>didn't think about it. And that's why I know majority

0:33:50.440 --> 0:33:52.920
<v Speaker 1>of the shots was to the legs, because it was

0:33:52.960 --> 0:33:55.480
<v Speaker 1>two people in there that shot me, you feel me,

0:33:55.560 --> 0:33:57.880
<v Speaker 1>and they probably wasn't trying to hit each other in

0:33:57.960 --> 0:34:01.080
<v Speaker 1>a process or whatever. They was kind of like shooting

0:34:01.120 --> 0:34:04.160
<v Speaker 1>down lower. And then I know at the end I

0:34:04.280 --> 0:34:06.920
<v Speaker 1>got kicked, right, I knew I got kicked in the mouth,

0:34:07.720 --> 0:34:10.399
<v Speaker 1>because my whole this whole ship was like split open,

0:34:10.560 --> 0:34:12.920
<v Speaker 1>like two of my fronts. He had got kicked out,

0:34:13.000 --> 0:34:15.520
<v Speaker 1>like they they they was, they was on it. And

0:34:15.680 --> 0:34:17.560
<v Speaker 1>then I remember the last thing I would saying, I

0:34:17.640 --> 0:34:19.399
<v Speaker 1>was like, all right, all right, man, I'm dead. I'm dead.

0:34:20.360 --> 0:34:24.800
<v Speaker 1>And after that I blacked out and then you know,

0:34:26.080 --> 0:34:27.759
<v Speaker 1>like after the fact, you know what I'm saying. I

0:34:27.880 --> 0:34:31.279
<v Speaker 1>know that I actually went back over there because they

0:34:31.360 --> 0:34:32.920
<v Speaker 1>told me it was a lady who found me called

0:34:32.920 --> 0:34:34.960
<v Speaker 1>the police, and I wouldn't have seen the lady, like,

0:34:35.080 --> 0:34:36.919
<v Speaker 1>but this was very I heeled and I was hoping

0:34:37.000 --> 0:34:39.120
<v Speaker 1>she was like still less. She was actually still less.

0:34:39.600 --> 0:34:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And she just told me, like when I when I

0:34:41.440 --> 0:34:43.200
<v Speaker 1>came out of my house, she was like, he was

0:34:43.280 --> 0:34:45.319
<v Speaker 1>like like, look like she said, I was crawling out

0:34:45.360 --> 0:34:48.520
<v Speaker 1>of the apartment, and I'm like, how the fuck. I

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:53.200
<v Speaker 1>don't never remember crawling out of a fucking apartment. That's

0:34:53.239 --> 0:34:56.400
<v Speaker 1>why it's like, and shit is crazy, you know what

0:34:56.440 --> 0:34:59.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. Then, one time Nigga and Nigga tried to

0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:02.520
<v Speaker 1>hit me, I was with ball Greasy. This is after,

0:35:02.800 --> 0:35:06.960
<v Speaker 1>this is after the fifteen times that is that was

0:35:07.000 --> 0:35:09.080
<v Speaker 1>at the moment that changed your life. Did you retaliate

0:35:09.239 --> 0:35:12.000
<v Speaker 1>or that didn't change my life? Did you retaliate? After that?

0:35:12.440 --> 0:35:15.600
<v Speaker 1>I was I was in a hospital. I was back,

0:35:15.719 --> 0:35:17.640
<v Speaker 1>I was back on my feet like two months later.

0:35:17.760 --> 0:35:19.680
<v Speaker 1>They was telling me like that I wasn't gonna be

0:35:19.680 --> 0:35:21.160
<v Speaker 1>able to see out this eye. But then I had

0:35:21.200 --> 0:35:23.239
<v Speaker 1>like hell of surgeries on it, and then they brought

0:35:23.280 --> 0:35:25.560
<v Speaker 1>the vision back, like the vision in his eyes like

0:35:25.760 --> 0:35:28.160
<v Speaker 1>probably at like a seventy five percent, you know what

0:35:28.160 --> 0:35:30.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. It took me a wild light start walking again.

0:35:30.560 --> 0:35:32.640
<v Speaker 1>They had to pump my legs. I had to pump

0:35:32.719 --> 0:35:35.520
<v Speaker 1>my legs up with these pumps every day. And then

0:35:35.560 --> 0:35:37.520
<v Speaker 1>when they finally let me out the hospital, they was

0:35:37.560 --> 0:35:38.759
<v Speaker 1>like trying to tell me I had to be on

0:35:38.880 --> 0:35:41.000
<v Speaker 1>beard rest. Gave me all these crushes like I'm a

0:35:41.120 --> 0:35:43.239
<v Speaker 1>cripple motherfucker. I was like, y'all got me fund up.

0:35:43.640 --> 0:35:47.880
<v Speaker 1>I had to sleep on on this this mattress on

0:35:47.960 --> 0:35:50.960
<v Speaker 1>the floor in the living room because at that time

0:35:51.000 --> 0:35:53.160
<v Speaker 1>I had the house upstairs downstairs, but I couldn't never

0:35:53.160 --> 0:35:57.319
<v Speaker 1>go upstairs to my room. And I had like, uh,

0:35:57.520 --> 0:35:59.560
<v Speaker 1>this is girl named MEETI shout out to meet you.

0:35:59.680 --> 0:36:00.840
<v Speaker 1>She was like I got that. While I say like

0:36:01.000 --> 0:36:03.279
<v Speaker 1>you ain't gotta be my oh from My'm the same

0:36:03.360 --> 0:36:06.080
<v Speaker 1>mama saying daddy to be my she was like my

0:36:06.239 --> 0:36:08.279
<v Speaker 1>sister that he is my sister. She took kire of

0:36:08.320 --> 0:36:10.920
<v Speaker 1>me and she used to try to like baby me,

0:36:11.840 --> 0:36:13.800
<v Speaker 1>and I like I just had to call her phone.

0:36:13.960 --> 0:36:15.600
<v Speaker 1>She was up stalls every time I need a sign.

0:36:15.800 --> 0:36:17.200
<v Speaker 1>I never used to call her phone every time she

0:36:17.280 --> 0:36:19.719
<v Speaker 1>used to come downstairs, the crawling to the kitchen on

0:36:19.840 --> 0:36:23.120
<v Speaker 1>my elbows, trying to get shit out the fridgerator. You

0:36:23.160 --> 0:36:24.840
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. When I had the p I

0:36:25.200 --> 0:36:27.399
<v Speaker 1>roll over ground to cut myself like I ain't never

0:36:27.880 --> 0:36:30.120
<v Speaker 1>when I was shaking back, I never got no help

0:36:30.360 --> 0:36:32.279
<v Speaker 1>like she always used to try to every time she

0:36:32.400 --> 0:36:33.960
<v Speaker 1>used to catch me. She's to catch me. When she

0:36:34.000 --> 0:36:36.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't hear me screaming, she because, now why are you

0:36:36.719 --> 0:36:38.520
<v Speaker 1>trying to But I just all I wanted to do

0:36:38.680 --> 0:36:40.879
<v Speaker 1>is get back right then. I even fucked me before

0:36:40.880 --> 0:36:46.239
<v Speaker 1>I was supposed to fuck and nutted blood because I

0:36:46.360 --> 0:36:48.000
<v Speaker 1>got one of the shots hit me right here and

0:36:48.719 --> 0:36:50.840
<v Speaker 1>right by my right by my ship. So it was

0:36:50.880 --> 0:36:55.399
<v Speaker 1>like like for for a long time, like I had

0:36:55.440 --> 0:36:57.879
<v Speaker 1>to like probably for like a month month and month

0:36:57.920 --> 0:37:00.279
<v Speaker 1>of the house traight. Every time I was said, I

0:37:00.320 --> 0:37:04.200
<v Speaker 1>would come blood. You mentioned that at one point you

0:37:04.600 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 1>found gout or you felt that GUD changed your life.

0:37:06.920 --> 0:37:08.680
<v Speaker 1>If it wasn't at the time that you got shot

0:37:08.719 --> 0:37:11.840
<v Speaker 1>fifteen times, at what point do you feel that you

0:37:11.960 --> 0:37:15.680
<v Speaker 1>really felt a spiritual connection, well, I mean I always

0:37:15.719 --> 0:37:19.040
<v Speaker 1>felt the spiritual connection, but I just always ignored it.

0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:21.560
<v Speaker 1>But what was the moment that changed your life that

0:37:21.760 --> 0:37:24.160
<v Speaker 1>made you want to quit the drugs and just change? OK?

0:37:24.480 --> 0:37:28.160
<v Speaker 1>So so bum fast forward. There was a it was

0:37:28.200 --> 0:37:33.000
<v Speaker 1>a case. I was in North Carolina. I was gonna do,

0:37:33.200 --> 0:37:37.799
<v Speaker 1>you know, make some moves with Worth and dude who

0:37:37.840 --> 0:37:40.759
<v Speaker 1>I was dealing with was so called my homeboy. So

0:37:40.920 --> 0:37:43.719
<v Speaker 1>when we got out there to do business with him

0:37:44.040 --> 0:37:47.160
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, he tried to play. He tried to do

0:37:47.320 --> 0:37:50.480
<v Speaker 1>something flaking and and this on this on that's on

0:37:50.600 --> 0:37:53.960
<v Speaker 1>line too, So you know, I end up popping him

0:37:54.000 --> 0:37:56.400
<v Speaker 1>like seven times. Bam bam bam bla. You got hit

0:37:56.480 --> 0:37:59.160
<v Speaker 1>like seven times. And we jumped in a cough and

0:37:59.239 --> 0:38:01.960
<v Speaker 1>my other dog in the car and we hit it.

0:38:02.160 --> 0:38:04.480
<v Speaker 1>The people in the neighborhood called the police. So we're

0:38:04.480 --> 0:38:07.280
<v Speaker 1>on the expressway trying to make it back from Roley,

0:38:07.400 --> 0:38:13.320
<v Speaker 1>North Carolina to um to Atlanta. But we just shot

0:38:13.360 --> 0:38:15.120
<v Speaker 1>a nick. So we're trying to figure out how how

0:38:15.239 --> 0:38:17.000
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, we end up jumping on

0:38:17.040 --> 0:38:20.600
<v Speaker 1>an expressway. We're hitting on the expressway. Nigga, I'd probably

0:38:20.719 --> 0:38:22.280
<v Speaker 1>tell you five minutes how to be on the expressway.

0:38:22.280 --> 0:38:25.000
<v Speaker 1>We've seen state troopers. So we got off the expressway

0:38:25.000 --> 0:38:27.960
<v Speaker 1>and ended up in a goddamn airport. We're thinking, we're

0:38:28.560 --> 0:38:30.560
<v Speaker 1>trying to get away the place that we gotta got

0:38:31.000 --> 0:38:33.160
<v Speaker 1>off that was at the airport. So we got off.

0:38:33.200 --> 0:38:35.120
<v Speaker 1>At that point, we jumped out on thinking to do

0:38:35.280 --> 0:38:36.839
<v Speaker 1>throw the gun, try to get up out of them

0:38:37.719 --> 0:38:41.480
<v Speaker 1>bum So fast forward, they locked me and my dog up.

0:38:42.040 --> 0:38:43.759
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, we're already saying listen, I

0:38:43.800 --> 0:38:46.680
<v Speaker 1>ain't saying nohing, You ain't saying nothing. We established that

0:38:46.800 --> 0:38:49.759
<v Speaker 1>we go to jail. When we get into jail, we

0:38:49.920 --> 0:38:53.680
<v Speaker 1>get arrested for shooting. Went into they charged both of

0:38:53.800 --> 0:38:56.359
<v Speaker 1>us with the same thing, shooting with the intent to kill,

0:38:57.960 --> 0:39:00.680
<v Speaker 1>trafficking an attempt to arm robber because he said we

0:39:00.760 --> 0:39:03.960
<v Speaker 1>tried to rob him, and they and the charges was

0:39:04.000 --> 0:39:08.200
<v Speaker 1>against Jason Parker. So when we got in there and

0:39:08.239 --> 0:39:10.680
<v Speaker 1>they they when they when they booked us and stuff

0:39:10.680 --> 0:39:13.359
<v Speaker 1>like that, and I'm like, Jason Parker, Who the fuck

0:39:13.480 --> 0:39:16.239
<v Speaker 1>is Jason Parker? In my head, I'm like this nigga

0:39:16.360 --> 0:39:19.560
<v Speaker 1>named Raymond, And then I'm thinking like them the whole time,

0:39:20.239 --> 0:39:22.360
<v Speaker 1>I thought this nigga, So this nigga gave me a

0:39:22.400 --> 0:39:24.200
<v Speaker 1>fake naw all this. I knew Nigga for a couple

0:39:24.200 --> 0:39:25.600
<v Speaker 1>of years, so I'm like, dam, I didn't even know

0:39:25.640 --> 0:39:28.120
<v Speaker 1>who I was really dealing with. Fast forward, while we

0:39:28.239 --> 0:39:30.960
<v Speaker 1>sitting in the holding celle, he come in to motherfucking

0:39:31.200 --> 0:39:34.719
<v Speaker 1>or a jail band going up, so we like, what

0:39:34.920 --> 0:39:39.319
<v Speaker 1>the fuck? Fast forward I end up finding out at

0:39:39.360 --> 0:39:42.400
<v Speaker 1>the hospital they found out his name was Raymond too too,

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:46.200
<v Speaker 1>but he told the police that his name was Jason Parker.

0:39:47.000 --> 0:39:49.680
<v Speaker 1>Was already too late. We already booked with charges of

0:39:49.800 --> 0:39:52.600
<v Speaker 1>shooting with then to kill and attempt the arm, robbery,

0:39:52.800 --> 0:39:57.200
<v Speaker 1>and trafficking with ray I mean with Jason Parker, not Raymond. Two.

0:39:58.719 --> 0:40:02.319
<v Speaker 1>Understand I'm saying. So we facing charges against a person

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:05.560
<v Speaker 1>that don't even exist. You understand, understand this. You're trying

0:40:05.560 --> 0:40:08.560
<v Speaker 1>to show you how God work. If this wasn't to happen,

0:40:09.680 --> 0:40:11.480
<v Speaker 1>our life was really over. What I'm saying, we were

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:16.279
<v Speaker 1>probably gonna have to drop the case because now, but

0:40:16.640 --> 0:40:20.640
<v Speaker 1>we sat at that time, we didn't have lawyers, we

0:40:20.760 --> 0:40:24.200
<v Speaker 1>had public defenders, but we knew were gonna get off,

0:40:24.360 --> 0:40:26.759
<v Speaker 1>so we had to sit. He ended. They stun him

0:40:26.800 --> 0:40:29.359
<v Speaker 1>to prison. He had a warrant he had to end

0:40:29.440 --> 0:40:32.040
<v Speaker 1>up eventually go up. They bandished he was a fatten nigger.

0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:34.200
<v Speaker 1>So there the seven shots with a three eighty. It

0:40:34.360 --> 0:40:37.680
<v Speaker 1>did something twin, but it ain't take him down. So

0:40:38.080 --> 0:40:40.200
<v Speaker 1>he ended up having to go to prison on that

0:40:40.400 --> 0:40:44.760
<v Speaker 1>same case because he was already warn violation, the probation

0:40:44.800 --> 0:40:47.320
<v Speaker 1>all type of bs. So we end up sitting in

0:40:47.360 --> 0:40:50.240
<v Speaker 1>Wake County Jail and Riley, North Carolina for like sixteen

0:40:50.360 --> 0:40:55.600
<v Speaker 1>months before were we both sitting there, and y'all know, like, man,

0:40:55.640 --> 0:40:58.080
<v Speaker 1>we guess how they did us. The criminal justice system

0:40:58.120 --> 0:41:00.600
<v Speaker 1>so far up, they wanted to get up for something,

0:41:00.680 --> 0:41:03.480
<v Speaker 1>so they told us credit time, sir, for the trafficking.

0:41:04.520 --> 0:41:07.840
<v Speaker 1>We could have said no and rolled it out longer.

0:41:08.080 --> 0:41:11.120
<v Speaker 1>It just had no convictions. But man, Nick is ready

0:41:11.160 --> 0:41:13.880
<v Speaker 1>to get home. So right, I took that. I took that.

0:41:14.320 --> 0:41:17.080
<v Speaker 1>I took that. F Okay, y'all just want the felony. Okay,

0:41:17.120 --> 0:41:19.279
<v Speaker 1>come on, I've been in the bid sixteen months and

0:41:19.600 --> 0:41:21.719
<v Speaker 1>right then another whole time Like I say that, while

0:41:21.719 --> 0:41:23.640
<v Speaker 1>I say, you ain't gotta be for my mom and

0:41:23.760 --> 0:41:26.360
<v Speaker 1>my daddy to be my brother. The whole time I

0:41:26.440 --> 0:41:28.200
<v Speaker 1>was locked up on that bid. One of my homeboys

0:41:28.239 --> 0:41:31.680
<v Speaker 1>in Miami had came up. You know what I'm saying.

0:41:31.719 --> 0:41:34.320
<v Speaker 1>He came up. He was doing real good and he

0:41:34.480 --> 0:41:36.600
<v Speaker 1>was holding me down that whole bid and just telling me, dog,

0:41:36.640 --> 0:41:39.920
<v Speaker 1>when you come home, you gotta take the music series. Man,

0:41:39.960 --> 0:41:42.080
<v Speaker 1>we fa we're gonna get right, but you're too talented.

0:41:42.120 --> 0:41:44.759
<v Speaker 1>You you know, he know my story, he knowing all

0:41:44.800 --> 0:41:46.960
<v Speaker 1>of this shit out I've been throwing back. He like, man,

0:41:47.000 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 1>we gotta take this music series, but when you get home.

0:41:49.520 --> 0:41:51.960
<v Speaker 1>So then when I came home at that time, you

0:41:52.000 --> 0:41:54.400
<v Speaker 1>know I'm saying, I was like, I'm gonna take this.

0:41:54.440 --> 0:41:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna take this. I'm gonna take this music series

0:41:56.800 --> 0:41:59.840
<v Speaker 1>because prior to that, before that, I had a charge.

0:42:00.080 --> 0:42:02.680
<v Speaker 1>What I was finding why I could have had fifteen

0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:07.560
<v Speaker 1>or twenty years for assault or a robbery and an

0:42:07.560 --> 0:42:10.879
<v Speaker 1>assault in a possession of fight on by convicted felon Well.

0:42:11.280 --> 0:42:14.040
<v Speaker 1>It was a nigga who said I robbed him when

0:42:14.080 --> 0:42:16.120
<v Speaker 1>it was really a drug deal going bad. It wasn't

0:42:16.160 --> 0:42:19.520
<v Speaker 1>a robbery, but he put the law on me because

0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:22.680
<v Speaker 1>I smacked because I smacked him with the pistol and

0:42:23.960 --> 0:42:25.600
<v Speaker 1>I took his money. You got a lot of drug

0:42:25.680 --> 0:42:28.320
<v Speaker 1>deals going wrong. No, But what the thing was was this,

0:42:28.560 --> 0:42:30.600
<v Speaker 1>don't know. The thing was was this. You make me

0:42:30.800 --> 0:42:33.960
<v Speaker 1>bring you something right, and when I get there, you

0:42:34.080 --> 0:42:36.719
<v Speaker 1>know what it is. But now you said, oh, nah,

0:42:36.760 --> 0:42:38.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't want that. Well, I don't rode all the

0:42:38.760 --> 0:42:40.840
<v Speaker 1>way across town. Don't play me. You finna get that

0:42:40.880 --> 0:42:42.959
<v Speaker 1>you knew what it was. Oh, I need a better problem.

0:42:43.160 --> 0:42:45.239
<v Speaker 1>So really, you think you don't even know why I'm

0:42:45.239 --> 0:42:49.239
<v Speaker 1>a psycho path It's a joke. So I smacked him up,

0:42:49.280 --> 0:42:52.880
<v Speaker 1>and I take it bum. I didn't even know he

0:42:53.000 --> 0:42:55.479
<v Speaker 1>caught the police after the fact that I was gone

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:58.120
<v Speaker 1>and put a whole case in. I robbed him for

0:42:58.239 --> 0:43:00.680
<v Speaker 1>his money and ain't said nothing about the drills. You

0:43:00.760 --> 0:43:04.359
<v Speaker 1>understand what I'm saying. So I'm casually in the same

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:09.080
<v Speaker 1>area two days later, walking across the street. And this

0:43:09.280 --> 0:43:11.840
<v Speaker 1>is why I hate thugging. When I mean thugging us

0:43:12.080 --> 0:43:14.239
<v Speaker 1>in Miami we call wearing the same clothes for like

0:43:14.360 --> 0:43:17.480
<v Speaker 1>two days straight it's thugging. So here I go on

0:43:17.600 --> 0:43:19.880
<v Speaker 1>my same outfit. I just smacked this man up with

0:43:20.360 --> 0:43:22.840
<v Speaker 1>walking across the street from a hotel I was trapping

0:43:22.880 --> 0:43:25.759
<v Speaker 1>out of to the gas station with my pistol on

0:43:25.880 --> 0:43:28.200
<v Speaker 1>me and this is just like. That's why I sayd

0:43:29.080 --> 0:43:31.560
<v Speaker 1>I walked across the streek as I'm in the middle.

0:43:31.600 --> 0:43:33.400
<v Speaker 1>That's the medium, right, I'm in the middle of the

0:43:33.480 --> 0:43:35.919
<v Speaker 1>police ride by and they see me, and they slow

0:43:36.000 --> 0:43:38.120
<v Speaker 1>down and they go to busting you. I'm like, oh shit,

0:43:38.200 --> 0:43:39.839
<v Speaker 1>I got my scrap on me, y'all. As soon as

0:43:39.840 --> 0:43:41.440
<v Speaker 1>I seen that, I try to, you know, run back

0:43:41.440 --> 0:43:43.040
<v Speaker 1>across the street to the hotel. I see them pull

0:43:43.120 --> 0:43:44.839
<v Speaker 1>up in the hotel. When they pull up in the hotel,

0:43:44.880 --> 0:43:46.520
<v Speaker 1>it's a vendom machine. I took the gun off of me,

0:43:46.800 --> 0:43:49.759
<v Speaker 1>dropping in a vendor machine or a thing, and then

0:43:49.800 --> 0:43:52.080
<v Speaker 1>I walked. I was walking through the hall. As soon

0:43:52.080 --> 0:43:53.520
<v Speaker 1>as I came on the other side of the police

0:43:53.680 --> 0:43:57.040
<v Speaker 1>on the ground, what's something, mister Chaotic? Like, how y'all

0:43:57.120 --> 0:43:59.120
<v Speaker 1>know I name Chaotic? Oh, it's written right there over

0:43:59.160 --> 0:44:03.760
<v Speaker 1>your forehead. You've been looking for you, he told told.

0:44:04.360 --> 0:44:07.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, damn man. So they put me in the handcuffs,

0:44:07.480 --> 0:44:10.839
<v Speaker 1>set me down on a curb. I see them going

0:44:10.920 --> 0:44:14.480
<v Speaker 1>towards the vending machine. I'm like, oh shit, it's a

0:44:14.640 --> 0:44:17.239
<v Speaker 1>hell right now in front of me. The dummy shit

0:44:17.280 --> 0:44:19.120
<v Speaker 1>I ever did. I got up off the sidewalk with

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:20.759
<v Speaker 1>the handcuffs and tried to run up the hill and

0:44:20.800 --> 0:44:23.800
<v Speaker 1>get away. Feel rolled down the hill. They laughing at me.

0:44:24.080 --> 0:44:25.640
<v Speaker 1>What made you thought you was gonna I'm like, I

0:44:25.680 --> 0:44:29.080
<v Speaker 1>got to try something, y'all to take the egg. So

0:44:29.280 --> 0:44:32.600
<v Speaker 1>Barna ended up telling me that um telling me what

0:44:32.719 --> 0:44:36.279
<v Speaker 1>it was for all of that, bumb I go to

0:44:36.400 --> 0:44:41.440
<v Speaker 1>court two days later to the first um um what

0:44:41.560 --> 0:44:44.919
<v Speaker 1>you call it hearing? For the first hearing, the dude

0:44:45.000 --> 0:44:48.120
<v Speaker 1>show up at the hearing. He showed up at the hearing,

0:44:49.040 --> 0:44:51.319
<v Speaker 1>point me out, that's the guy, and tell a whole

0:44:51.440 --> 0:44:57.239
<v Speaker 1>different story, tell a whole different story. He's so mad

0:44:57.320 --> 0:44:59.200
<v Speaker 1>at me that I took that bread from him. He

0:44:59.320 --> 0:45:00.879
<v Speaker 1>came to quote on me at all. But he told

0:45:00.920 --> 0:45:03.160
<v Speaker 1>a whole different story from the story that he told

0:45:03.239 --> 0:45:05.759
<v Speaker 1>them when we when I first when he first caught

0:45:05.840 --> 0:45:12.800
<v Speaker 1>the police. So bump another situation like he's not a

0:45:12.840 --> 0:45:16.799
<v Speaker 1>credible He's not incredible. This is not even an incredible case.

0:45:17.320 --> 0:45:20.480
<v Speaker 1>But again, I wasn't in a financial position to have

0:45:20.560 --> 0:45:23.839
<v Speaker 1>a really good lawyer. I'm really nickel and diamond out here,

0:45:23.880 --> 0:45:26.080
<v Speaker 1>so I ain't powered up to have a good lawyer.

0:45:26.840 --> 0:45:30.480
<v Speaker 1>I sat fifteen months before they came at me and say,

0:45:30.560 --> 0:45:33.560
<v Speaker 1>all right, we had dropped on robbery, we had dropped

0:45:33.600 --> 0:45:36.480
<v Speaker 1>the ussault. If you just take credit time, sir, for

0:45:36.520 --> 0:45:38.800
<v Speaker 1>the possession of a fight arm by a convicted feeling

0:45:41.920 --> 0:45:44.840
<v Speaker 1>that was here him. So now now let me just

0:45:44.960 --> 0:45:47.040
<v Speaker 1>fast forward it to y'all. Now watch this. I'm a

0:45:47.160 --> 0:45:51.719
<v Speaker 1>high bitual criminal. Like I'm high bitualized. If I go

0:45:51.800 --> 0:45:53.800
<v Speaker 1>to jail right now for a charge, that means that

0:45:53.920 --> 0:45:57.200
<v Speaker 1>they can seek the maximum penalty for whatever it is.

0:45:57.480 --> 0:45:59.440
<v Speaker 1>Like he can go to jail for driving with suspended

0:45:59.480 --> 0:46:03.000
<v Speaker 1>license right now and they just send him home and say, boy,

0:46:03.440 --> 0:46:05.279
<v Speaker 1>well they might lock him up there and write him

0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:07.160
<v Speaker 1>a ticket for that. Me I go to jail for

0:46:07.280 --> 0:46:11.200
<v Speaker 1>driving with suspend the license they don't want. If it's

0:46:11.239 --> 0:46:14.279
<v Speaker 1>a year, if that, if that carries a year, that's

0:46:14.320 --> 0:46:16.480
<v Speaker 1>what that's That's what I'm saying. So at what point

0:46:16.520 --> 0:46:18.400
<v Speaker 1>does love and hip hop come into play with with

0:46:18.560 --> 0:46:20.239
<v Speaker 1>all this that you got going on in life? When

0:46:20.320 --> 0:46:21.800
<v Speaker 1>does love and hip hop come in? And how do

0:46:21.840 --> 0:46:25.160
<v Speaker 1>you transition into being on TV? So bum When I

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:29.080
<v Speaker 1>came home. When I came home, I got back into

0:46:29.960 --> 0:46:32.040
<v Speaker 1>from that last time I got locked up. I came home.

0:46:32.080 --> 0:46:34.120
<v Speaker 1>I got back into the music. So I went to

0:46:34.200 --> 0:46:35.520
<v Speaker 1>bang and I went to the corner hard. I went

0:46:35.640 --> 0:46:38.919
<v Speaker 1>doing the music I had coming back and forth that Lanta.

0:46:39.000 --> 0:46:41.000
<v Speaker 1>That's me and Fari used to do a lot of

0:46:41.040 --> 0:46:43.720
<v Speaker 1>business back then. Like he was like playing the record

0:46:43.760 --> 0:46:46.279
<v Speaker 1>the whole nine y'alls. I had a real good motion going.

0:46:47.040 --> 0:46:49.120
<v Speaker 1>I had a whole vibe going and ding bam, I

0:46:49.120 --> 0:46:53.520
<v Speaker 1>got locked up again. See you in a minute, I got.

0:46:53.600 --> 0:46:55.400
<v Speaker 1>I was locked up. I was going And at that

0:46:55.480 --> 0:46:57.680
<v Speaker 1>time when I got locked up, that's what Kodak came out,

0:46:58.120 --> 0:47:01.799
<v Speaker 1>So like that Kodak Wave. Actually, that code Ac deal

0:47:01.960 --> 0:47:05.319
<v Speaker 1>was my deal because I had Atlantic right at that time.

0:47:05.400 --> 0:47:07.880
<v Speaker 1>One in Me, I had Cotch one Me. I had

0:47:07.920 --> 0:47:13.680
<v Speaker 1>several different labels. Yeah yeah, And I had a record

0:47:13.719 --> 0:47:15.920
<v Speaker 1>call these Holes for everybody that was like you know

0:47:15.920 --> 0:47:17.920
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I had. I had Luccio that I

0:47:18.080 --> 0:47:22.959
<v Speaker 1>was touring with, Lucci, Kevin Gates, Black Youngster, Rest in Peace,

0:47:23.000 --> 0:47:27.120
<v Speaker 1>Young Greatness, Rest in Peace, bank Roll fresh Um Free

0:47:27.239 --> 0:47:30.840
<v Speaker 1>Rollo Free, Wi Fi, and Lucci. Uh SCHOOLI all that

0:47:31.080 --> 0:47:34.160
<v Speaker 1>was like if it was a freshman class, that was

0:47:34.239 --> 0:47:36.080
<v Speaker 1>my friend. That would have been my freshman class. But

0:47:36.120 --> 0:47:38.000
<v Speaker 1>they wasn't doing freshman class at that time, but that

0:47:38.080 --> 0:47:41.279
<v Speaker 1>was my freshman class right there, all those guys. And

0:47:41.719 --> 0:47:43.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm still cool with all these guys. I ain't never

0:47:43.480 --> 0:47:45.000
<v Speaker 1>had no beef with none of them and no pressure.

0:47:45.239 --> 0:47:47.160
<v Speaker 1>So shout out to all of them that's doing anything.

0:47:48.840 --> 0:47:50.719
<v Speaker 1>So dn Bom, I go to jail, I come home

0:47:51.680 --> 0:47:54.440
<v Speaker 1>back broke again. Like you know what I'm saying, fucked up.

0:47:54.520 --> 0:47:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to figure out how to get myself back

0:47:56.640 --> 0:48:00.200
<v Speaker 1>together and get back on my feet. Uh. And only

0:48:00.239 --> 0:48:02.920
<v Speaker 1>thing I had was a cell phone. And you know

0:48:03.000 --> 0:48:07.160
<v Speaker 1>who you know? I DC Young Fly. Shout out the

0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:09.960
<v Speaker 1>DC Young Fly. I was watching DC Young Fly. He

0:48:10.120 --> 0:48:13.479
<v Speaker 1>was doing skits going crazy, and I was like, damn

0:48:13.640 --> 0:48:16.200
<v Speaker 1>DC Young Flyer and took off, like from the time

0:48:16.239 --> 0:48:17.960
<v Speaker 1>where I was, you know what I'm saying, doing my

0:48:18.120 --> 0:48:19.920
<v Speaker 1>thing to one of you. Come up with DC Young

0:48:19.960 --> 0:48:23.759
<v Speaker 1>Flies popping on the ground going viral, and I'm like, shit,

0:48:23.880 --> 0:48:27.880
<v Speaker 1>I have personality too. I started making it. I started

0:48:27.960 --> 0:48:30.280
<v Speaker 1>making it because it ain't cost me nothing. I started

0:48:30.320 --> 0:48:34.320
<v Speaker 1>making Instagram videos talking shit, doing stuff because I didn't

0:48:34.360 --> 0:48:37.160
<v Speaker 1>have a bag to start pushing music again. So I

0:48:37.280 --> 0:48:40.880
<v Speaker 1>just started through Instagram videos and like two months of

0:48:41.000 --> 0:48:44.680
<v Speaker 1>that consistency and started going a little viral and Florida

0:48:44.680 --> 0:48:46.400
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that, and two months out of that,

0:48:46.480 --> 0:48:49.120
<v Speaker 1>Love and Hill Pop hit me. They was actually looking

0:48:49.200 --> 0:48:52.920
<v Speaker 1>for an artist with some personality to bring to the

0:48:52.960 --> 0:48:56.000
<v Speaker 1>show because everybody it was so much drama on it.

0:48:56.360 --> 0:48:58.960
<v Speaker 1>They didn't have no personality. So they was looking for

0:48:59.040 --> 0:49:03.080
<v Speaker 1>somebody with personality. And just because I was doing those videos.

0:49:04.480 --> 0:49:06.440
<v Speaker 1>So that's another reason why I always tell people you

0:49:06.560 --> 0:49:09.239
<v Speaker 1>never know who watching, because just because I was doing

0:49:09.280 --> 0:49:12.000
<v Speaker 1>those videos, I knew you can't be great. When I

0:49:12.040 --> 0:49:14.279
<v Speaker 1>said I saw you on the shot, I said, all shit, Ye,

0:49:14.480 --> 0:49:17.800
<v Speaker 1>there it go. So what made you cut the dreads

0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:21.960
<v Speaker 1>and get your teeth done? Yeah? You know, I got

0:49:22.040 --> 0:49:24.640
<v Speaker 1>like three moget and shot stories and shot that stories.

0:49:25.400 --> 0:49:27.080
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted that to be known, like, but we

0:49:27.239 --> 0:49:32.800
<v Speaker 1>gotta get into it. But there's a lot of more stories.

0:49:32.920 --> 0:49:35.640
<v Speaker 1>You know. I'm saying that. I always I always said,

0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:38.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, because jay Z say, you respect the one

0:49:38.200 --> 0:49:40.400
<v Speaker 1>that got shot and I respect the shooter, But jay Z,

0:49:40.560 --> 0:49:42.400
<v Speaker 1>I was both. I was the shooter and the one

0:49:42.480 --> 0:49:45.400
<v Speaker 1>getting shot. You know what I'm saying because I you know,

0:49:45.480 --> 0:49:47.320
<v Speaker 1>and I tell my story, I tell about you know,

0:49:47.440 --> 0:49:50.320
<v Speaker 1>being shot at or being shot But I'm never you know,

0:49:50.480 --> 0:49:54.239
<v Speaker 1>glorifying what's understood ain't gotta be explained. So you know

0:49:54.239 --> 0:49:55.640
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, I ain't. I ain't never being a

0:49:55.680 --> 0:49:58.319
<v Speaker 1>type of person that trying to just make it like yeah, man,

0:49:58.400 --> 0:50:01.759
<v Speaker 1>I you know what I'm saying. But you know, why

0:50:01.800 --> 0:50:05.520
<v Speaker 1>did you cut your hair? Brother? Because that you know,

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:07.040
<v Speaker 1>that's a hard thing to do. No, let me tell

0:50:07.080 --> 0:50:15.839
<v Speaker 1>you why. So I started the UM when I when

0:50:15.880 --> 0:50:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I took my goals out, basically, yeah, I did that.

0:50:19.600 --> 0:50:23.920
<v Speaker 1>I did that last year February because coming into twenty

0:50:24.000 --> 0:50:26.359
<v Speaker 1>twenty two, I said, you know what I want to UM,

0:50:26.800 --> 0:50:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I want to do more in TV and more in film,

0:50:29.040 --> 0:50:32.080
<v Speaker 1>and I felt like having the goals was really limiting that.

0:50:32.640 --> 0:50:34.000
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, you know what, I'm gonna take

0:50:34.080 --> 0:50:36.120
<v Speaker 1>my goals out because I want to do more in

0:50:36.200 --> 0:50:38.480
<v Speaker 1>film and more on TV. I was never gonna cut

0:50:38.560 --> 0:50:41.560
<v Speaker 1>my health f y. So I took out the goals.

0:50:41.680 --> 0:50:45.000
<v Speaker 1>And when I took out the goals, that same month

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:46.799
<v Speaker 1>I started working out. I'm like, man, I took out

0:50:46.840 --> 0:50:49.200
<v Speaker 1>the goals. Everybody loving my smile. I might I might

0:50:49.239 --> 0:50:52.600
<v Speaker 1>as well start like working out and getting because my

0:50:52.840 --> 0:50:56.160
<v Speaker 1>legs was always real small from when I got shot

0:50:56.239 --> 0:50:57.719
<v Speaker 1>up because I used to have to wear bags on

0:50:57.800 --> 0:50:59.680
<v Speaker 1>my legs. So I used to be like, man, my

0:50:59.760 --> 0:51:03.120
<v Speaker 1>legs chicken my stomach a little fact. It was like

0:51:03.239 --> 0:51:06.120
<v Speaker 1>my upper body looked bigger than my lower body. I'm slick,

0:51:06.239 --> 0:51:08.600
<v Speaker 1>bad body on the low. You feel what I'm saying.

0:51:08.880 --> 0:51:10.799
<v Speaker 1>And I got the nice smile. I need to get

0:51:10.840 --> 0:51:13.759
<v Speaker 1>the body to match you, feel I'm saying. So I

0:51:13.840 --> 0:51:18.359
<v Speaker 1>started working out, and I'm a year end now consistently

0:51:18.400 --> 0:51:20.400
<v Speaker 1>working out. You feel me like? So I started my

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:22.719
<v Speaker 1>workout journey February last year and I'm a year ind

0:51:23.080 --> 0:51:25.680
<v Speaker 1>on working out. And then I started eating healthier because

0:51:25.680 --> 0:51:27.720
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to live longer because I'm in my thirties.

0:51:27.920 --> 0:51:29.360
<v Speaker 1>So I like, damn, bro, you and you thought this.

0:51:29.640 --> 0:51:31.400
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. You got to live longer.

0:51:31.440 --> 0:51:33.320
<v Speaker 1>You know. You know how people had the New Year's resolution,

0:51:33.440 --> 0:51:34.880
<v Speaker 1>So it was like that was one of my New

0:51:35.000 --> 0:51:37.320
<v Speaker 1>Year's resolutions. I wanted to eat better, I wanted to

0:51:37.400 --> 0:51:40.320
<v Speaker 1>look better than I wanted to feel better. And mind you,

0:51:40.400 --> 0:51:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm already sober, like I've been sober since I got out,

0:51:45.200 --> 0:51:47.800
<v Speaker 1>since I got on Loveing Hip Hop. I got sober

0:51:48.280 --> 0:51:50.719
<v Speaker 1>just to get off track for one second. I went

0:51:50.800 --> 0:51:52.840
<v Speaker 1>sober because I was in the scene on Loveing Hipop

0:51:52.960 --> 0:51:56.479
<v Speaker 1>one time, and I see that every time we're going scene,

0:51:56.520 --> 0:51:59.760
<v Speaker 1>they feed everybody alcohol. And when they feed everybody alcohol,

0:52:00.080 --> 0:52:03.640
<v Speaker 1>that's when everybody just act like turn the Wringland Brothers.

0:52:03.760 --> 0:52:07.680
<v Speaker 1>Everybody just become you know, puff is on the string

0:52:07.880 --> 0:52:10.520
<v Speaker 1>and people don't they don't know what they're saying. They

0:52:10.640 --> 0:52:13.080
<v Speaker 1>just saying it. And then when the show airs, they

0:52:13.200 --> 0:52:17.080
<v Speaker 1>regretting everything that they did. Damn because you was lit.

0:52:17.239 --> 0:52:20.520
<v Speaker 1>They try to blame and they blaming it on the editing.

0:52:20.600 --> 0:52:22.839
<v Speaker 1>But the reality of it is you're the one who

0:52:22.920 --> 0:52:25.360
<v Speaker 1>get drunk, going and there saying everything because yeah what

0:52:25.520 --> 0:52:26.919
<v Speaker 1>old love and hip hop. You know how many times

0:52:26.960 --> 0:52:30.840
<v Speaker 1>they told me, hey, you know because they're gonna they

0:52:31.080 --> 0:52:33.719
<v Speaker 1>give you, they give you something that reminds you like,

0:52:34.200 --> 0:52:36.840
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, then you said something something about this person,

0:52:37.320 --> 0:52:39.440
<v Speaker 1>so yeah, going there and said just because they say

0:52:39.520 --> 0:52:41.120
<v Speaker 1>going there, and said, don't mean you gotta say it,

0:52:41.480 --> 0:52:43.680
<v Speaker 1>but if you drunk and you ain't in your right man.

0:52:47.200 --> 0:52:49.360
<v Speaker 1>After the first month of film, and I piped that

0:52:49.680 --> 0:52:51.840
<v Speaker 1>and I said, you know what, I'm gonna go sober

0:52:52.239 --> 0:52:54.080
<v Speaker 1>because I don't want to. I don't want to. I

0:52:54.080 --> 0:52:56.680
<v Speaker 1>don't want to drop the ball on this opportunity and

0:52:56.800 --> 0:52:58.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to and I don't want to be

0:52:58.840 --> 0:53:02.600
<v Speaker 1>in seen on my level and say the wrong thing

0:53:02.680 --> 0:53:05.560
<v Speaker 1>about somebody or do the wrong thing and then bam,

0:53:05.960 --> 0:53:08.000
<v Speaker 1>I blew my whole face. So you know what I'm saying,

0:53:08.080 --> 0:53:09.719
<v Speaker 1>because it's two ways you could do it. You could

0:53:09.880 --> 0:53:12.160
<v Speaker 1>come off as a cornball on the show and people

0:53:12.239 --> 0:53:14.360
<v Speaker 1>just look at you like you're a cornball. Or you

0:53:14.400 --> 0:53:16.560
<v Speaker 1>could say something on the show that make the world

0:53:16.680 --> 0:53:18.920
<v Speaker 1>hate you because you said something against women, or you

0:53:18.960 --> 0:53:22.320
<v Speaker 1>said something against gaze, or just going against the community

0:53:22.400 --> 0:53:25.719
<v Speaker 1>guide lines of what the what the people in the

0:53:25.800 --> 0:53:28.960
<v Speaker 1>world think it's right or wrong. I say no, I'm

0:53:28.960 --> 0:53:32.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna be on point. And that's what made me go sober,

0:53:32.680 --> 0:53:35.719
<v Speaker 1>and ever since then, I'm five years sober. Now fast

0:53:35.760 --> 0:53:43.960
<v Speaker 1>forward to Bob. So fast forward Bob. In twenty eighteen,

0:53:44.800 --> 0:53:46.840
<v Speaker 1>while I was feeling loveing hip hop, I caught a

0:53:47.000 --> 0:53:49.359
<v Speaker 1>charge another charge, like you know, the devilould be right

0:53:49.400 --> 0:53:54.279
<v Speaker 1>in my back because I was getting followed by a

0:53:54.360 --> 0:53:57.720
<v Speaker 1>mall police car and I didn't know it was the police,

0:53:57.880 --> 0:54:02.160
<v Speaker 1>because mind you just third fourth time I got shot

0:54:02.200 --> 0:54:04.359
<v Speaker 1>at well, this was the second time I got shot.

0:54:04.440 --> 0:54:06.879
<v Speaker 1>I got shot two times this time, so all together

0:54:06.880 --> 0:54:09.719
<v Speaker 1>out and been shot seventeen times. So on this time

0:54:09.760 --> 0:54:13.359
<v Speaker 1>I got shot two times. Somebody followed me from fingerlicking

0:54:13.640 --> 0:54:15.759
<v Speaker 1>on the expressway and they dropped the whole whill and

0:54:15.880 --> 0:54:17.680
<v Speaker 1>my homeboy was in the front seat. He got shot

0:54:17.760 --> 0:54:19.440
<v Speaker 1>two times in the back and I got hit in

0:54:19.480 --> 0:54:22.560
<v Speaker 1>my knee and in my foot on that on that occasion,

0:54:22.840 --> 0:54:24.920
<v Speaker 1>so I got followed. And then there was another time

0:54:24.960 --> 0:54:28.280
<v Speaker 1>my car got shot up leaving this club called Climax

0:54:28.400 --> 0:54:30.440
<v Speaker 1>in Miami, where I nigga tried to follow me from

0:54:30.480 --> 0:54:33.279
<v Speaker 1>the club and dropped my whip. So I got PTSD

0:54:33.920 --> 0:54:36.360
<v Speaker 1>of people jumping behind my whip and following me and

0:54:36.440 --> 0:54:39.160
<v Speaker 1>trying to drop my whip. So when I when I

0:54:39.360 --> 0:54:43.200
<v Speaker 1>seen the police, I didn't know it was the police.

0:54:43.920 --> 0:54:47.160
<v Speaker 1>Even though I wasn't active, I didn't actually have no beef.

0:54:47.200 --> 0:54:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I just felt like, no, certain demon's gonna always haunt you,

0:54:50.280 --> 0:54:52.279
<v Speaker 1>So I I ain't knowing this could have been something old,

0:54:52.400 --> 0:54:54.839
<v Speaker 1>somebody on my trail. And then you know, my brother

0:54:54.960 --> 0:54:57.319
<v Speaker 1>in prison, he got thirty years. My brother got Fox

0:54:57.400 --> 0:55:03.680
<v Speaker 1>Bodies twenty. I aggivated the saults fifteen robberies like my

0:55:03.840 --> 0:55:06.920
<v Speaker 1>brother had, And that's on my pim post. It's my

0:55:07.000 --> 0:55:09.000
<v Speaker 1>brother saying Daddy, same moment. So it's like, you know,

0:55:09.320 --> 0:55:11.239
<v Speaker 1>I could be having demons from him or my cousin

0:55:11.560 --> 0:55:14.680
<v Speaker 1>without a body second to green murder. It could be

0:55:14.760 --> 0:55:19.520
<v Speaker 1>from anything. So it happened to be the police. But

0:55:19.719 --> 0:55:22.680
<v Speaker 1>I I just sped. I brought him on the chase,

0:55:23.760 --> 0:55:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I had my him in the stash spot. I sprouting

0:55:26.080 --> 0:55:28.839
<v Speaker 1>him out the stash spot, and I'm riding. I'm I'm

0:55:28.880 --> 0:55:30.800
<v Speaker 1>trying to get to like I'm on to express with

0:55:30.920 --> 0:55:34.879
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm an expressway, I'm on the arm access. Yeah,

0:55:34.960 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 1>you could drive this way and dry that way, but

0:55:36.719 --> 0:55:38.279
<v Speaker 1>I drove on the wrong side of the street and

0:55:38.360 --> 0:55:40.560
<v Speaker 1>was hitting me and I was right went out from

0:55:40.600 --> 0:55:42.279
<v Speaker 1>the cut through the light and try to hit it

0:55:42.360 --> 0:55:43.920
<v Speaker 1>off the back because I was really gonna try to

0:55:44.000 --> 0:55:46.160
<v Speaker 1>hit the backstreet and like get out of angle and

0:55:46.280 --> 0:55:48.480
<v Speaker 1>just hang out the window or something because I'm like,

0:55:48.520 --> 0:55:51.239
<v Speaker 1>I ain't, y'all't in my head. I'm like, if I

0:55:51.320 --> 0:55:54.160
<v Speaker 1>take him to the shot, I'm dead. As soon as

0:55:54.200 --> 0:55:57.600
<v Speaker 1>I went through that light boom. I got into an

0:55:57.640 --> 0:56:02.280
<v Speaker 1>accident and crashed and this is on you know YouTube everywhere,

0:56:02.760 --> 0:56:06.600
<v Speaker 1>so bomb when I crashed, Uh, I jumped out because

0:56:06.640 --> 0:56:08.880
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't hurt and I ran. When I jumped out

0:56:08.920 --> 0:56:11.000
<v Speaker 1>the rent I seen it was the police. They laid

0:56:11.040 --> 0:56:13.520
<v Speaker 1>me down like, well, I ain't never put your lights on,

0:56:13.640 --> 0:56:15.719
<v Speaker 1>so they ain't never put they They didn't put the side.

0:56:15.760 --> 0:56:19.359
<v Speaker 1>They cut the signs off, so you think somebody really

0:56:19.400 --> 0:56:22.560
<v Speaker 1>trying to kill you. And that was that was on

0:56:22.719 --> 0:56:24.920
<v Speaker 1>my storyline for Love and Hip Hop. That was a

0:56:25.000 --> 0:56:27.760
<v Speaker 1>part of my storyline because that happened while I'm filming,

0:56:28.440 --> 0:56:30.080
<v Speaker 1>so that was a part of my storyline. I'm talking

0:56:30.080 --> 0:56:32.360
<v Speaker 1>about them in court every court date, everything, and they

0:56:32.440 --> 0:56:34.640
<v Speaker 1>filmed it so fast forward. I was out on bond

0:56:34.719 --> 0:56:38.400
<v Speaker 1>for that for five years. Just now Janruary seventeenth. I

0:56:38.480 --> 0:56:41.279
<v Speaker 1>went to trial because they wasn't trying to drop the

0:56:41.360 --> 0:56:45.480
<v Speaker 1>cases against me because I'm a high bitual. So they

0:56:45.600 --> 0:56:48.840
<v Speaker 1>wanted ten years from me, you understand, was saying, and

0:56:48.920 --> 0:56:51.600
<v Speaker 1>they yeah, they wanted ten years from me, and I

0:56:51.760 --> 0:56:53.719
<v Speaker 1>was facing teen and it was like, I gotta go

0:56:53.760 --> 0:56:56.520
<v Speaker 1>to trial. So my lawyer told me, hey, you're gonna

0:56:56.520 --> 0:56:59.279
<v Speaker 1>have a jury in here. You know, you got your

0:56:59.320 --> 0:57:02.080
<v Speaker 1>teeth done, you got you gotta look you feel me.

0:57:02.560 --> 0:57:04.880
<v Speaker 1>He was like, we're gonna put the makeup over them tattoos,

0:57:04.920 --> 0:57:07.040
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna cut them drigs off, and we've been going

0:57:07.120 --> 0:57:11.960
<v Speaker 1>here and fight for your life, okay, And I'm like, shit, damn,

0:57:12.000 --> 0:57:13.480
<v Speaker 1>I want to get rid of my dress. You know,

0:57:13.520 --> 0:57:15.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm a Florida boy. So in my mind like

0:57:15.600 --> 0:57:18.680
<v Speaker 1>these drills, and my mind always thought Sampson, my drigs

0:57:18.760 --> 0:57:21.160
<v Speaker 1>is my strip and all this, you know whatever it was.

0:57:21.240 --> 0:57:24.480
<v Speaker 1>So then bum I ended up cutting the hell and

0:57:24.680 --> 0:57:30.479
<v Speaker 1>I beat the trial cutting off a lot of that. Yeah,

0:57:30.560 --> 0:57:34.640
<v Speaker 1>so I feel like, yeah, the whole time, I'm thinking

0:57:34.680 --> 0:57:37.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm holding on to shrimp. When I cut that is

0:57:37.640 --> 0:57:39.800
<v Speaker 1>like I cut all that bad energy off. Now when

0:57:39.840 --> 0:57:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I went inside that courtroom, God bless me, and I

0:57:42.520 --> 0:57:47.280
<v Speaker 1>not beat the trial. So guess what I posted the

0:57:47.440 --> 0:57:51.320
<v Speaker 1>post I'm me cutting my hea and it just went

0:57:51.520 --> 0:57:54.240
<v Speaker 1>streamly viral. Yeah, because you don't tell people why you

0:57:54.320 --> 0:57:57.520
<v Speaker 1>were cutting. Nobody knew. Nobody knew why because I didn't

0:57:57.560 --> 0:57:59.360
<v Speaker 1>want to speak on my trial. In my case, nothing

0:57:59.440 --> 0:58:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I was. It's just like even my lawyer said, you know,

0:58:02.440 --> 0:58:04.800
<v Speaker 1>don't speak on nothing, don't because I was gonna post.

0:58:05.120 --> 0:58:07.560
<v Speaker 1>I got the post on on Instagram. Y'all pray for me.

0:58:07.600 --> 0:58:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I wanted Lloyd say, don't do none of that. This

0:58:10.680 --> 0:58:15.720
<v Speaker 1>was a paid lawyer this time, right, yes, right, you

0:58:15.800 --> 0:58:17.800
<v Speaker 1>know the money guy, right, you know I stand like

0:58:17.920 --> 0:58:19.880
<v Speaker 1>the money guy. Right from that, I got it. I

0:58:19.960 --> 0:58:22.680
<v Speaker 1>got I got two three lawyers. Now I got taming lawyer.

0:58:22.720 --> 0:58:25.960
<v Speaker 1>I got a criminal lawyer, and I'm set up now.

0:58:26.280 --> 0:58:29.760
<v Speaker 1>But guy was like, really in your life and cover

0:58:29.880 --> 0:58:32.280
<v Speaker 1>you super obvious. But now you got new music coming out?

0:58:32.280 --> 0:58:34.400
<v Speaker 1>Are we gonna hear any collaborations with any of your

0:58:34.480 --> 0:58:37.160
<v Speaker 1>love and hip hop co hosts? Okay, so right now,

0:58:37.200 --> 0:58:40.400
<v Speaker 1>I got a single out called Princess Treatment with my

0:58:40.680 --> 0:58:45.320
<v Speaker 1>um ex fleing Suki Hunter. You know, Men and Sukie

0:58:45.400 --> 0:58:47.680
<v Speaker 1>was a thing at one point of time, a real thing.

0:58:48.160 --> 0:58:51.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah thing. No, Men and Sukie was a real thing.

0:58:51.440 --> 0:58:54.120
<v Speaker 1>We used to go super viral together every day, like

0:58:54.200 --> 0:58:56.080
<v Speaker 1>we used to. Me and Sukie used to be like

0:58:56.560 --> 0:59:00.560
<v Speaker 1>Chris Shawn and Blue Face. If you if you watch this,

0:59:00.720 --> 0:59:03.080
<v Speaker 1>if you ever go to YouTube and type being chaotic

0:59:03.160 --> 0:59:06.200
<v Speaker 1>and Suki, It's gonna take you on a journey. You're

0:59:06.240 --> 0:59:08.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna be like wow that he was really crazy, Like

0:59:09.200 --> 0:59:13.400
<v Speaker 1>we was like like blue Flace and for Shaan was

0:59:14.040 --> 0:59:17.880
<v Speaker 1>but this Instagram was lit, but it wasn't like as

0:59:18.560 --> 0:59:20.240
<v Speaker 1>little as it is right now. This was back in

0:59:20.920 --> 0:59:24.800
<v Speaker 1>twenty sixteen, twenty seventeen. So Princess Treatment is the name

0:59:24.800 --> 0:59:28.680
<v Speaker 1>of the song with your ex yup. That's out right now.

0:59:28.800 --> 0:59:31.840
<v Speaker 1>That's y'all scream that that's doing really well. And then

0:59:31.960 --> 0:59:35.960
<v Speaker 1>I got I actually got a record with Spice You're

0:59:36.000 --> 0:59:39.120
<v Speaker 1>a future Baby Mama, My baby Mama. Okay, I got

0:59:39.520 --> 0:59:43.280
<v Speaker 1>I got another record with Safari Me and Erica Banks.

0:59:43.600 --> 0:59:46.920
<v Speaker 1>Got a record coming, and I'm dropping one with Renny too.

0:59:47.360 --> 0:59:49.880
<v Speaker 1>And I got my album. I got my album called

0:59:50.000 --> 0:59:53.040
<v Speaker 1>My album is called a Provider. You know what I'm saying.

0:59:53.080 --> 0:59:55.240
<v Speaker 1>So I got an album called a Provider. Wares book

0:59:55.280 --> 0:59:57.880
<v Speaker 1>coming out because y'all, life telling you is a whole

0:59:58.040 --> 1:00:02.040
<v Speaker 1>book slash documentary slash. It's coming. It's definitely coming, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. It's definitely coming. It's just I

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<v Speaker 1>got I'm juggling so many things right now. I still

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<v Speaker 1>got a lot more accomplishments. I got a lot more things.

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta accomplish before I give them the full story.

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<v Speaker 1>So once I once I hit the pinnacle of my career,

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<v Speaker 1>then I can say bomb, it's kind of drop this

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<v Speaker 1>and get to him, because now I can show you

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<v Speaker 1>the full success story. And that's why one thing about me,

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<v Speaker 1>like now, I carry God and everything I do, and

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<v Speaker 1>I always mentioned God and everything I'm doing always thank God.

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<v Speaker 1>And I just always tell people like, you know, stop

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<v Speaker 1>digging from God. We got to stop asking God for

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<v Speaker 1>stuff and thank God. You know what I'm saying for

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<v Speaker 1>everything that just being for me, just being alive and free,

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<v Speaker 1>it's enough, you know what I'm saying. All of this

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<v Speaker 1>right here is just this is like super being here.

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<v Speaker 1>This is super big for me. Like you gotta tell

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<v Speaker 1>people they feel like they're bigger than the platforms and

1:00:55.440 --> 1:00:57.760
<v Speaker 1>they're bigger than the even with love and hip hop.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I even tell them, like all the time, I'd

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<v Speaker 1>be like, I'm so grateful for this opportunity because you

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<v Speaker 1>got other people on that man are todd and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>handling me like this and that one. Some people act

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<v Speaker 1>like they're bigger than love and hippop, and I'll always

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<v Speaker 1>be like I ain't gonna say no names, but it'd

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<v Speaker 1>be like if you're so bigger than love and hippop,

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<v Speaker 1>then while you're still on it. Yeah, it's like a

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<v Speaker 1>person that at the job that's always like, no, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>about to quit the day. Yeah, but why you ain't quick? No.

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<v Speaker 1>I think God has definitely saved you a lot of times. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you ever think, and that's my final question, do

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<v Speaker 1>you ever think that you will grow from the name chaotic? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean to be honest with you, of course, but

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<v Speaker 1>I just feel like, you know, that's what everybody know

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<v Speaker 1>me from. You know what I'm saying, and I guess

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest with you, I feel like I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>even that no more. I ain't even gonna lie to you.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what I see. I ain't even add no more.

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<v Speaker 1>The outside of that, though, I think the name chaotic

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<v Speaker 1>is is kind of like a testimony. Yeah, we all

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<v Speaker 1>didn't come out and just be these saints and perfectly

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<v Speaker 1>we all have stories and your story may seem chaotic

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<v Speaker 1>to some, but just make sure you celebrate where you

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<v Speaker 1>are today. Like and I only asked because I know

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of artists sometimes they grow from their situations

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<v Speaker 1>and they dropped their old name and they who they

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<v Speaker 1>really are, whatever name they're born into or whatever. But

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<v Speaker 1>that's why I act. Yeah, salute to you, brother, because

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<v Speaker 1>I was there when he was transitioning from being chaotic

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<v Speaker 1>the street guy into the professional rapper and then even

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<v Speaker 1>right now. Yeah yeah, we talk about the fashions. Yeah yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>yeah yeah yeah yeah. So yeah, man, I got my

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<v Speaker 1>my my my drip. I might call my clothing line

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<v Speaker 1>trash bag. Oh true, I thought that was you had

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<v Speaker 1>it on right now. This is not Oh no, this

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<v Speaker 1>is me really like showing love. Actually, this is one

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<v Speaker 1>of my Instagram followers who um reached out to my

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<v Speaker 1>DM and something me like they stuff and it was

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<v Speaker 1>like I was like, that's dope. So I just like,

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<v Speaker 1>I wear this stuff because you know, we feel in

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<v Speaker 1>love and hip hop right now, So I would I

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<v Speaker 1>wear people's stuff on the show. So wait, you did

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<v Speaker 1>say before we start the two that you're on Love

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<v Speaker 1>and Hip Hop Atlanta. Yeah, I'm doing Love and Hip

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<v Speaker 1>Hop Atlanta. How I got to Atlanta was we did

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<v Speaker 1>the family Reunion. You know, they do Love hip Hop

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<v Speaker 1>Family Union where they take people from all love hip

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<v Speaker 1>hops and they take you on the island and Bomb.

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<v Speaker 1>So when they took me on the island with the

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<v Speaker 1>Family Union, I was so lit and so turned that

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<v Speaker 1>the producers from Love and Hip Hop Atlanta was there

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<v Speaker 1>and they was like, yo, um, we want you to

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<v Speaker 1>come to Atlanta. We don't want you to do Miami

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<v Speaker 1>this season, and I'm like, oh for a show. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, you know what's crazy. I got a crib

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<v Speaker 1>in Atlanta right now. I had just moved to Atlanta again,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's like it was like, yeah, we want to

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<v Speaker 1>bring you on Atlanta. And then they had two other

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<v Speaker 1>shows from me. It was like the show called Girls

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<v Speaker 1>Night Out and this other show where all they now

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<v Speaker 1>was something something like that. So I end up like

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<v Speaker 1>just all of being in Jamaica and my personality and

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<v Speaker 1>energy from the Family Union end up getting me on

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<v Speaker 1>three other shows that Atlanta and then two other spinoffs.

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<v Speaker 1>So that God is the greatest man. Yeah, man working

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<v Speaker 1>in your life on the ball Alert show, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>come and give us apart two because I noticed, well

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<v Speaker 1>I want to come back. When I dropped my album

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<v Speaker 1>next month. Um, the album is called The Provider and

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<v Speaker 1>the jarre of the album is Afro R and B. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I created that job. Y'all heard it here first

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<v Speaker 1>after So if you ever hear somebody talking about AFRO

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<v Speaker 1>R and B, just know they beat my swag and

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<v Speaker 1>I did it first. Sold your boy, you didn't do

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<v Speaker 1>that first Baller Mail. We'll be right back. Stay tuned

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<v Speaker 1>with more of the Baller Alert. Y'all. You're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>a special edition of the ball Alert. Shaw. Yo, what's

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<v Speaker 1>up man? That's your boy chaotic man. Let me put

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<v Speaker 1>these balls on your whole head. Y'all, what up man?

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<v Speaker 1>That's your boy chaotic And I'm hanging out with the

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<v Speaker 1>ball Alert show message. It is now time for baller Mail. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I have a question for ball Alert, but it would

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<v Speaker 1>I would like to remain a note of So. I've

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<v Speaker 1>been married for five years and we have three kids together,

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<v Speaker 1>and I have a daughter from a previous relationship. My

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<v Speaker 1>husband treated my daughter like his by giving her attention,

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<v Speaker 1>buying her things up until we had our daughter together.

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<v Speaker 1>We've been with each other since my daughter was eleven

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<v Speaker 1>months old, and when I ask him why he treats

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<v Speaker 1>her different, he says it's her behavior or because he

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<v Speaker 1>can't feel the same way about her as he feels

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<v Speaker 1>his own. He only wants her to be disciplined and

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<v Speaker 1>not the other kids. Should I leave him or should

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<v Speaker 1>I wait for a change, because I know my daughter

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<v Speaker 1>can feel different treatment. I'm not letting my child feel

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<v Speaker 1>any type of insecure way in any new relationship. You're

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<v Speaker 1>either gonna treat my child like yours or we're not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be together. And that's just it. I mean, you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta give him advice. What what should she do? Should

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<v Speaker 1>she leave her man for treating her daughter that's not

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<v Speaker 1>his any different? Yes, because now they have a daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, of course, because when you sign up for

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<v Speaker 1>those everything. I got a girl right now, who I talk?

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<v Speaker 1>So she got three dogs. I hate them dogs, but

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<v Speaker 1>I have to accept them dogs in my life, so

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<v Speaker 1>i'd be walking them for cleaning them all. Can you

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<v Speaker 1>wash the dog for me? Ain't the dog? Listen? Man,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't just leave a marriage just based off of

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a hiccup in the in the in the marriage.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe that that you so look, I believe that

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they definitely should have a talk um, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe go to marriage counseling or something like that. But

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<v Speaker 1>you can't just leave a marriage just because of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>a hiccup in the in the situation. You know, marriage

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<v Speaker 1>is supposed to be forever and death, do us Paul, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm definitely feeling the way. If a kid is not

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<v Speaker 1>being treated as equal, all kids should be treated equal

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<v Speaker 1>in a relationship, marriage or even if it's just a

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<v Speaker 1>situation ship, all kids should be treated the same. Um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>at all times. Don't. Yeah, you don't leave you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't do that to no kids. So I think

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<v Speaker 1>you should explore some counseling. So work on that. And

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<v Speaker 1>he probably he got to be a stand up guy.

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<v Speaker 1>If he go. You gotta treat them, them babies the same, man, An,

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<v Speaker 1>they has to be here, Thank you for that. Before

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<v Speaker 1>we get out of here, we have a pep talk.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm chaotic, and um, I would just say, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>believe in God, you know what I'm saying, and believe

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<v Speaker 1>in yourself and don't don't don't don't. Don't focus on

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<v Speaker 1>the problem in anything, if it's a relationship, if it's

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<v Speaker 1>a situation, if it's a job, if it's a something

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<v Speaker 1>that you're trying to do, don't focus on the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Just always focus on how you can solve the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>So I always think up a solution, then sitting in

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<v Speaker 1>the problem, and then it'll get you a lot further

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<v Speaker 1>than life because you won't basking in the problems and

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<v Speaker 1>you'll just be more solving the problems until you get

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<v Speaker 1>to where you want to go out in life. Be

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<v Speaker 1>a problem solver and not the problem. That's that's what

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