Speaker 1: Call It what It Is with Jessica Capshaw and Camille Luddington,
Speaker 1: an iHeartRadio podcast.
Speaker 2: Well, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Call It crew, and welcome
Speaker 2: to another episode of Short, Short and sweetet. This one
Speaker 2: is a little bit different.
Speaker 1: It's a recap.
Speaker 2: It's a recap because we had plans for an episode
Speaker 2: that we were going to do for Short and Sweet,
Speaker 2: and then Teresa Capoudo happened. Happened to us, Yes, happened
Speaker 2: to us. Yes, we got Teresa Caputo, We got Caputo.
Speaker 2: And you guys, if you have not listened to that
Speaker 2: episode yet, please get to listen to it.
Speaker 1: You need to immediately necessary listening.
Speaker 2: It was so wild, and I text Jessica and I said,
Speaker 2: we can't just leave that episode hanging because there's so
Speaker 2: much more to discuss, and so we scratched our plan
Speaker 2: for Short and Sweet. And we've made this a recap
Speaker 2: of Monday's episode so we can dive in a little bit,
Speaker 2: recap what happened, the feelings after, the discoveries after and
Speaker 2: all the things.
Speaker 1: So yeah, I would actually love to take this opportunity
Speaker 1: to tell you, dear listener, if you have not listened
Speaker 1: to the Teresa Caputo episode, you need to press pause.
Speaker 1: We'll be here when you get back, and go straight
Speaker 1: to that episode. It is a million times worth. Listen
Speaker 1: and give me so many, so many chills, so many tears,
Speaker 1: so many yeah, so many tears. So yes, So please
Speaker 1: trust that does and go back to that. But if
Speaker 1: you did already, then stay a while and let's get
Speaker 1: into it.
Speaker 2: I so I think that we need to start with
Speaker 2: a little backstory, okay, and I'm going to be really
Speaker 2: real because we've got to call it what it is.
Speaker 2: Ye When I was talking to Jazz, I really wanted
Speaker 2: Teresa on and I've been a fan just you know,
Speaker 2: obviously like has seen a medium before, she's had that experience.
Speaker 2: My mom passed away a very very very long time ago,
Speaker 2: so it's like, oh my god, twenty one years ago.
Speaker 2: It's been a long time. I've never seen a medium.
Speaker 2: And what I said was I really want her on
Speaker 2: the show. It's spooky season. What I don't want, though,
Speaker 2: is a reading. I thought it would just be too
Speaker 2: more very clear. I was very clear. I was very adamant.
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't want that, and so Jessica,
Speaker 2: of course, supportive, best friend, love her. She was like, yes,
Speaker 2: I support you. We went to iHeart and we told them,
Speaker 2: please let Teresa know that this is this because she
Speaker 2: does different types of interviews. This isn't a reading. This
Speaker 2: is an interview about her gifts, right, And they were like, great, awesome,
Speaker 2: she would love to talk about that of course, and
Speaker 2: you know, offer you guys are reading anytime that you
Speaker 2: guys really wanted reading.
Speaker 1: And we had a million questions. We were very clear
Speaker 1: about the fact that it did not this, So did
Speaker 1: not hinge on a reading. We didn't need the reading.
Speaker 1: We were absolutely going to have a very phenomenal episode
Speaker 1: without any readings.
Speaker 2: Yes, and if you listen to it, and then okay,
Speaker 2: so you listened to it. I went and talked to
Speaker 2: a bunch of people. People were so excited. I had
Speaker 2: cast on set of grays being like, please ask this,
Speaker 2: please ask that we anyway halfway through, Teresa did say
Speaker 2: that she was getting energy from me. That was cautious,
Speaker 2: which was true. Now she didn't you know, Jessica and
Speaker 2: I have had these private conversations about how I feel
Speaker 2: it felt going into it, and Jessica, you have had
Speaker 2: this experience before, so you were open, which she was
Speaker 2: able to sense.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 2: She said that she said that, and I explained, this
Speaker 2: is my first time seeing, you know, talking to a medium,
Speaker 2: because she said, you know, she had started the interview
Speaker 2: by saying she had gone into this part of the
Speaker 2: interview saying, you know some people it's you know, it's
Speaker 2: intimidating to me with the medium. And I said, yes,
Speaker 2: this is my first time. And then she said, well,
Speaker 2: if anything comes through, I'll let you know. And the
Speaker 2: truth is in that moment, I was like, all right,
Speaker 2: let's just let's see.
Speaker 1: You became open.
Speaker 2: I became open in that moment because I kind of no, no, no,
Speaker 2: I was, Yes, I fell open in that moment. I
Speaker 2: was not expecting the next thing to happen.
Speaker 1: Yeah, no one was. No one was.
Speaker 2: And what I what I love about Jess is well, Jess,
Speaker 2: you can talk about this part too, is that we talked.
Speaker 1: We call you.
Speaker 2: You called me after and you were like I was
Speaker 2: feeling like, you know, very protective.
Speaker 1: Over I did. I had a moment when it when it,
Speaker 1: when it got real, I think that I would say
Speaker 1: the close. I thought about this a lot since it,
Speaker 1: since it happened. I felt almost like I was in
Speaker 1: a trance, like there was a trance like quality to
Speaker 1: the session. If you will, like, yes, I and we
Speaker 1: know I like to talk. I had no words, Yeah
Speaker 1: I was. I felt sort of I felt speechless. I
Speaker 1: also felt like but beyond speechless. There were not words
Speaker 1: or thoughts coming into my head. And when when she
Speaker 1: got to the part where I realized what was happening
Speaker 1: and she was that your mom was there.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I did not.
Speaker 1: I was a very like fire or flight moment.
Speaker 2: I did not know what showing up for you as
Speaker 2: a friend looked like in that moment, and I just
Speaker 2: had to take my next best guess because something really
Speaker 2: powerful was happening. And there was a version where I was,
Speaker 2: you know, the tried and true best friend that did
Speaker 2: the best thing by stopping her and saying, like, this
Speaker 2: is not what she wants. She said, she doesn't want
Speaker 2: this and we're not doing this, and then there.
Speaker 1: Was this higher vibration power energy I don't even know
Speaker 1: what that was, steering me towards let this go. Trust
Speaker 1: in her, know that and she's she's got this, and
Speaker 1: I'm right here if things go sideways, but like, she's
Speaker 1: got this, and so I then became sort of like
Speaker 1: a viewer. I mean, I was there, but I was
Speaker 1: sort of observing.
Speaker 2: I love that you talked about the energy because Jessica
Speaker 2: and I, you know us, we can talk and I
Speaker 2: and we had a laundry list of questions, and halfway
Speaker 2: through the interview, I felt exactly like Jessica felt. We
Speaker 2: talked to, you know, our producers who also were listening in,
Speaker 2: and they we all felt like this different thing happening
Speaker 2: that has not happened on the podcast.
Speaker 1: Wait, say what it was. Let's talk about what it was.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm talking about just the energy, Like, I don't
Speaker 2: even know what that energy was.
Speaker 1: What was the moment that you felt the energy take over?
Speaker 1: And what was the moment that you felt connected to
Speaker 1: what she was saying?
Speaker 2: Okay, So so it's very hard. I'm gonna be very real.
Speaker 2: It's very hard thinking that you might have a medium
Speaker 2: read to you when you know that you are a
Speaker 2: public figure figure right because you are like, they can
Speaker 2: google anything about you. So going into this, I had
Speaker 2: said to my husband, there's one thing you cannot for
Speaker 2: sure google about me, and that's that the last night
Speaker 2: I saw my mom. This is an intimate memory, but
Speaker 2: the last night that I saw my mom, she took
Speaker 2: the ring off her finger and she put it on
Speaker 2: my finger and she said goodbye, and that's the last
Speaker 2: time I saw her. Well, I lost that ring maybe
Speaker 2: three years later in Los Angeles and just called the
Speaker 2: place I had lost it at, like was looking for it,
Speaker 2: could not find it. Still think about it to this day,
Speaker 2: like maybe I'll just show up randomly. I'll be in
Speaker 2: somewhere coffee shop, and I'll just be there, you know.
Speaker 2: So I said to Matt, if that story gets brought up,
Speaker 2: that's not something that you can look at on my
Speaker 2: Instagram page or anywhere or any interview I've ever talked
Speaker 2: about it, I'll know that it's that's real. So she
Speaker 2: started by saying, you know, you have a mother energy
Speaker 2: coming through, and I was like, okay, well, you know
Speaker 2: I was leaning in, but I was also like, you
Speaker 2: could possibly google this right, like this is something that
Speaker 2: you could know. And then she said two things are
Speaker 2: coming through. She said, you have a piece of her
Speaker 2: jewelry and you're looking for something of hers. And that
Speaker 2: is when the air left my body. I mean I
Speaker 2: felt almost like finked a little bit because that was
Speaker 2: the second thing that she brought up. And that's when
Speaker 2: I was like, oh boy, like this is something's happening here.
Speaker 2: But like Jessica said, the energy felt palpable, right, yes,
Speaker 2: and we're not even in the same room as her.
Speaker 2: We're all on zoom.
Speaker 1: We had been very clear that we weren't doing readings,
Speaker 1: so she was talking about what she does. But then
Speaker 1: she was talking to you.
Speaker 2: Yes, then it was just happening.
Speaker 1: It was just happening. It was happening. It was you
Speaker 1: got kapudoed.
Speaker 2: One of the reasons why I wanted to do the
Speaker 2: recap is she said, she's talked about a tree.
Speaker 1: She said, there's a tree like you. I don't know.
Speaker 1: She's showed me trees. Do you leg trees? Is your husband?
Speaker 2: She joked about mapping a landscaper or was there a
Speaker 2: tree in someone's memory? And I was like, nope, never
Speaker 2: seeing a tree in mind what you're talking In.
Speaker 1: The moment, you were like new new no.
Speaker 2: Because I was still I have to say that I
Speaker 2: was like just trying. I was super aware of not
Speaker 2: trying to lean in something that I wasn't sure, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, like be like, oh, I'm trying
Speaker 2: to search for the tiny thing that is you know,
Speaker 2: a tree or what. Anyway, my point is is that
Speaker 2: it didn't ring true to me. Is something Well, I
Speaker 2: get off the podcast and my little brother staying with me,
Speaker 2: and I was like, wait, Joey, didn't Dad plant a
Speaker 2: tree in our backyard in memory of Mom, which is
Speaker 2: not a very Ludington thing to do, by the way,
Speaker 2: like that does not We're not like tree planting in
Speaker 2: memory family vibes. And Joey was like yeah, and I
Speaker 2: remembered that we had this apple tree and by the way,
Speaker 2: we're just not planting people at all. We're not gardeners,
Speaker 2: like that thing should have died. That thing grew into
Speaker 2: this beautiful, big apple tree, and I had completely fucking
Speaker 2: forgotten about that. And I'm like, damn the tree. Yeah,
Speaker 2: and onl and even towards the end of the podcast,
Speaker 2: She's like the tree. Anybody the tree? And so I
Speaker 2: want to recap with you guys. The tree was. It
Speaker 2: was something that and I even said like, please let
Speaker 2: Theresa know the tree is a real thing. Then she
Speaker 2: brought up the number seventeen and I was like, nip, no,
Speaker 2: it doesn't ring about another I ever heard of that number.
Speaker 1: Skip it when county totally.
Speaker 2: And then I have I met, I mean, Jessica and
Speaker 2: I have talked about this too, and I'll talk about
Speaker 2: it on the pod. It's really hard for me because
Speaker 2: sometimes I don't want to feel like I'm looking for
Speaker 2: the thing that she's talking about. I want it to
Speaker 2: feel obvious to me, in the same way that the
Speaker 2: ring felt obvious. But when I talked to my sister,
Speaker 2: I'd always thought that my sister was sixteen. My memory
Speaker 2: was like she was sixteen when my mom passed. Well,
Speaker 2: she had had just had her seventeenth birthday, so seventeen
Speaker 2: had a lot of significance. In fact, she just celebrated
Speaker 2: a birthday thing that weekend that my mom passed, So
Speaker 2: there is that. Also. When I got off the pod,
Speaker 2: for some reason, I just thought to myself, the date
Speaker 2: my mom passed, what are those numbers added together.
Speaker 1: I don't know why.
Speaker 2: So I've never ever thought of that before, And they
Speaker 2: came out to seventeen. And then my daughter was born
Speaker 2: in twenty seventeen, So again, all of these things could be.
Speaker 1: Someone what about the part with your daughter.
Speaker 2: So she talked about my daughter and she asked, you know,
Speaker 2: if there's some like resemblance there. Well, I think that
Speaker 2: she has so much of my mom's kid personality in
Speaker 2: her because I know my mom. My mom would tell
Speaker 2: me stories about her as a kid, and they just
Speaker 2: are very similar. She's very different to me. And then
Speaker 2: she referenced that she was being shown her own grandchild
Speaker 2: who was like two when Hayden was about one and
Speaker 2: a half. She because she talked about having seen my mom.
Speaker 2: Is that what she said? Like sort of like yes,
Speaker 2: I thought that Hayden had seen my mom. Hayden would
Speaker 2: do this thing and I even took videos of it
Speaker 2: where she would almost act like someone was playing hide
Speaker 2: and seek with her. She would be very cools like
Speaker 2: this and she would look up and something would make
Speaker 2: her giggle. And it happened enough times that I was
Speaker 2: one time just took out my camera. I'm like, this
Speaker 2: is mom, Like she's she's fully interacting with something. So
Speaker 2: she was right on the money there and she said,
Speaker 2: I feel something to my head and like a gunshot.
Speaker 1: And that's when I was like, oh, you know what
Speaker 1: this all?
Speaker 2: This is all bullshit? You know what this is? So
Speaker 2: me and just were like, no, this doesn't mean anything
Speaker 2: to us. We were I was like, this is this
Speaker 2: that to me in that moment. For that one second,
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, she's so far off now I'm
Speaker 2: wondering if any of it's true, And she.
Speaker 1: Said she kept going though she was sure about it.
Speaker 2: Who else is on here? And our producer Ashley was
Speaker 2: listening with us and Ashley, we're gonna have you come out.
Speaker 2: We love Ashley, she's part of our team. Ashley, we
Speaker 2: want to talk to you about this. Because of course
Speaker 2: I was making it about me. I was like, no, no, no,
Speaker 2: this is not real.
Speaker 1: And Ashley, I remember her saying, is there? Who else
Speaker 1: is on the call? And then all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: Ashley's voice came in, like it's about to come in
Speaker 1: right now.
Speaker 3: I just didn't think think working that day that that
Speaker 3: was going to happen right because we're all off camera
Speaker 3: in the back end. So when she asked about that,
Speaker 3: and I was already crying from watching you about your mom,
Speaker 3: it was such a deep episode to be a part
Speaker 3: of her feelings. We were just all so intertwined with
Speaker 3: each other and it was just very deep, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean very much. I just when she said that,
Speaker 3: I immediately was like, my grandpa's here, and it's someone
Speaker 3: that my mom is talked. I never got to meet him.
Speaker 3: My mom loves him and misses him so much. And
Speaker 3: when she said that, I knew I've chilledre right now.
Speaker 1: But what was the connecting detail? Like when did you
Speaker 1: know it was your grandpa?
Speaker 2: The second she said it?
Speaker 3: The second she said a gunshot wounded the head, which
Speaker 3: is how he passed, and then he was when she said,
Speaker 3: he wants you to know that how he died didn't
Speaker 3: define him. And that's something my mom was always telling us.
Speaker 3: He was wonderful. Just because he died this way doesn't
Speaker 3: mean that he was a bad person. And the whole
Speaker 3: thing I was in shambles.
Speaker 1: You can hear.
Speaker 2: I was so when I came yes the site, and
Speaker 2: I have to say in that moment, when Ashley came
Speaker 2: on and was like, wait, I know what this is,
Speaker 2: then I was sold. Then I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: this is insane.
Speaker 1: And then for me the trance continued. It was kind
Speaker 1: of like I do oh.
Speaker 2: It only yes, because I do think that like people,
Speaker 2: you know, and I said this to you in a
Speaker 2: call after dress. People can people plant trees in someone's memory,
Speaker 2: right like people can have It's common to keep someone's
Speaker 2: a piece of someone's jewelry, right, But a gunshot wound
Speaker 2: to the head is so incredibly specific, and I would
Speaker 2: not say it's like a run of the mill way
Speaker 2: that people pass. And so for her to say that
Speaker 2: and then say who else is on this call? I
Speaker 2: was just I was like, she's not guessing here, this
Speaker 2: is this something really is happening.
Speaker 1: M h ash.
Speaker 2: How did you feel after the pod?
Speaker 3: I was in a weird days the entire I felt
Speaker 3: very tired. I had to lay down. I couldn't focus
Speaker 3: on the rest of my work, and I kept thinking
Speaker 3: about all of us on the call. I couldn't stop
Speaker 3: thinking about it and how I grew up watching these
Speaker 3: shows and like, oh, it's just Hollywood, it's fake, and
Speaker 3: that we all felt that together it wasn't fake. And
Speaker 3: that was a trip.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: When Camilla and I talked later, we were both driving
Speaker 1: and just asking each other questions and the way things happen,
Speaker 1: Like when things like that happened, you sort of called
Speaker 1: a check in with each other, like did you hear
Speaker 1: that didn't really have pros together, just like reprocessing. And
Speaker 1: I think one of my favorite moments from that conversation
Speaker 1: was both of us realizing but you, Camilla, just with
Speaker 1: a shaky chin and your full heart and and all
Speaker 1: of your just how how exposed you felt in being
Speaker 1: in this situation, you just saying, my god, we have
Speaker 1: been through so much together. I know, and I know
Speaker 1: that this was something that you know was not on
Speaker 1: your wish list in this way, and yet it was
Speaker 1: something that you were drawn to. I thought about that too,
Speaker 1: because I thought, Wow, if I had been the one
Speaker 1: that was, you know, the most very interested in having
Speaker 1: Teresa Caputo on it and we said not we we
Speaker 1: didn't want to be read, and then she read you,
Speaker 1: I'd feel terrible like it. I'd like I made it happen.
Speaker 1: But actually, but you had been steering the ship a
Speaker 1: little bit more on this one, so I was. I
Speaker 1: actually think it even further cements that it was it
Speaker 1: was meant to be. It was cause she was coming
Speaker 1: to you. This was this was a conversation that you
Speaker 1: know was meant to happen. Did you talk to Mad
Speaker 1: about it afterwards? I did?
Speaker 2: I talk to Mad about it. And it's funny because
Speaker 2: I also so what was hard for me a little bit.
Speaker 1: Is growing up my mom did not.
Speaker 2: Leave, not believe actually she just did. She was against
Speaker 2: going to a meet to mediums and and so, and
Speaker 2: she even made a joke one time. I remember being like, well,
Speaker 2: if I ever did it, you know, when I died,
Speaker 2: don't don't ask a medium for me.
Speaker 1: I won't come through.
Speaker 2: And so I had been feeling very torn about that,
Speaker 2: even though I have a different opinion about it right now,
Speaker 2: and even before I had said almost this little prayer
Speaker 2: before getting on with her, and I said, this is
Speaker 2: just an interview. We are just doing questions on not
Speaker 2: asking to be read. However, if you feel like coming through,
Speaker 2: go for it, you know kind of thing. And if
Speaker 2: you don't, it's fine. Because I didn't want to go
Speaker 2: into it feeling like, Okay, is she going to come
Speaker 2: through or not? And I truly had gone into it
Speaker 2: feeling like it was just going to be an interview.
Speaker 1: I love that you said that before that. I also
Speaker 1: think no person in good health, you know, is gonna
Speaker 1: is going to say that they want you to go
Speaker 1: to a medium when like you can't see ahead. But
Speaker 1: I think that everyone should hold some space for the
Speaker 1: possibility that they might want to come and busy people
Speaker 1: from the other side.
Speaker 2: But the truth is is that. I also think that
Speaker 2: my my mom passed at forty three years old with
Speaker 2: young children. I think that when what I imagine is
Speaker 2: that she was saying that, imagining that she was eighty
Speaker 2: years old, and now we're like, you know, sixty, I
Speaker 2: want to see a medium. Is it really necessary?
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: Maybe yes for some people that it does, you know,
Speaker 2: but we I'm forty and I haven't seen her in
Speaker 2: twenty one years, right, so it's over half my life
Speaker 2: already that I've had without her. She might have changed
Speaker 2: her mind and not under not really realizing those circumstances.
Speaker 2: Because the truth is, if I passed young and I
Speaker 2: had the opportunity to talk to my kids, if Hayden
Speaker 2: needed that, I would do it.
Speaker 1: Yes, you would, of course you would. I wouldn't be
Speaker 1: like you know what, I just but I didn't want
Speaker 1: to be. I just don't know. I have the time.
Speaker 1: This heaven thing is very busy. I'm very busy.
Speaker 2: This is such an intimate conversation for me. By the way,
Speaker 2: I've never this is. You know, I'm spilling all the beans,
Speaker 2: but I did. In fact, I'm getting like emotional right
Speaker 2: now because because I really was just so grateful to
Speaker 2: have just there, yeah, been through so much together, and
Speaker 2: in that moment, I just it felt like my you know,
Speaker 2: my American sister was like right there with me experiencing
Speaker 2: this thing that would be really hard to describe to
Speaker 2: someone else. And then Ashley you ended up part of
Speaker 2: it too, and it felt like we texted later and
Speaker 2: we're like we just went through like this little crazy
Speaker 2: experience together and it really felt like we were in
Speaker 2: it together too, because we're all kind of just floored.
Speaker 2: I have to admit, though you will laugh. But later
Speaker 2: that night, so I was feeling like, Okay, wait to
Speaker 2: hang on. What if? What if this is like a
Speaker 2: horror movie though, and like someone else has been able
Speaker 2: to come through too, right, So it's like there's like
Speaker 2: a potential spooky season. Yeah, yeah, it's bookie season, right.
Speaker 2: And I was in bed that night and one of
Speaker 2: our we have this like, well, first off, Matt, he's
Speaker 2: one of those people that if he has to put
Speaker 2: up something, he's gonna like, STEMI nail it in, do
Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like he'll he'll.
Speaker 2: Hang it on a He'll you know, it's not gonna
Speaker 2: be hung quite right. We have in my living room,
Speaker 2: these branches that he just balanced on top of the
Speaker 2: curtain rod that have these little bats hanging on them.
Speaker 2: Are they secure? No, they're not secure. However they have been.
Speaker 2: They've stayed up the whole time so far. And at
Speaker 2: eleven thirty pm at night that night they fell. They
Speaker 2: made this massive noise and I came downstairs and that's like, oh, crab,
Speaker 2: the bats fell. And I was like, you don't understand.
Speaker 2: This whole place is possessed. We have a poltageist. And
Speaker 2: he was like, m really not really sure that happened
Speaker 2: over your five minutes zoom wading. And I was like, no, no, wait,
Speaker 2: wait for the morning. There's gonna be a fucking it's
Speaker 2: gonna be fucking what it's gonna be pulled to guy
Speaker 2: the movie.
Speaker 1: There will be stacks ofient flying. Yes, it's flying. Cupboards
Speaker 1: are opening, cobbels are exactly.
Speaker 2: And so that I think I was just so exhausted
Speaker 2: and in such a crazy place that I was just
Speaker 2: out of my mind a little.
Speaker 1: Bit thought that something had been let in from another dimension.
Speaker 1: I get it, you saw yourself starring in a whole
Speaker 1: other kind of show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I thought this is the beginning. You've
Speaker 2: made a huge mistake. There's a portal now through the computer.
Speaker 2: The portal has been opened, has been a zoom portal opened,
Speaker 2: and anything could come in anything the meeting, I d yeah.
Speaker 1: The path they had, the pass code came on through,
Speaker 1: they had the mess you up. They've added a filter
Speaker 1: and they're in. This would be a good time to
Speaker 1: remind you that the universe, I deeply believe is on
Speaker 1: our side, that the universe is conspiring to make wonderful
Speaker 1: things happen for us. And I think that Matt just
Speaker 1: shut the bed on hanging those branches.
Speaker 2: I well, I well, because originally I was like, maybe
Speaker 2: you tied those so tin and he was like, not really,
Speaker 2: And I went back through pictures and there's literally just
Speaker 2: like one, the tiniest twig is what he looped around
Speaker 2: the curtain rod.
Speaker 1: In your mind, there was gorilla glue involved, guys.
Speaker 2: But that night I thought, you know, I thought it
Speaker 2: was like home improvement, like a whole situation, and this
Speaker 2: had just.
Speaker 1: Flown off, you know. Yeah.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so that was the aftermath. But all these
Speaker 2: I still keep thinking, aboud, you have her on.
Speaker 1: Again, would you do it? Were you gonna hang out,
Speaker 1: Are you gonna sign up for your reading? I'm signing
Speaker 1: up for my reading. I'm gonna have my reading. I'll
Speaker 1: report back.
Speaker 2: Well, the truth is is that when I I did
Speaker 2: ask for another reading and she said she'd be happy
Speaker 2: to do it, but it's her I didn't realize her
Speaker 2: readings are on her podcast.
Speaker 1: Oh what they're not? No super private. Yes, I did
Speaker 1: think about that after, did you? It did not occur
Speaker 1: to me? Yeah I did. I didn't. I think an
Speaker 1: hour I might faint. Yeah, you would no longer be
Speaker 1: with us. You would crossover.
Speaker 2: I would cross over, and then I'd be having communicate with.
Speaker 1: Her how to get back.
Speaker 2: And so I don't know if I need that public.
Speaker 1: I'm glad we can laugh, we can laugh. I guess
Speaker 1: what you can get through anything. Everything will be okay
Speaker 1: in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
Speaker 1: I'm so glad that we did this together. Me too,
Speaker 1: Me too.
Speaker 2: Now, I mean I do think that you know, we
Speaker 2: need more. I like those episodes because they are just
Speaker 2: so wild and you really don't know where they're gonna go.
Speaker 2: But call that crew. I have to say you were
Speaker 2: with us on this one too, and and we kind
Speaker 2: of all experienced this together. Would you guys go see
Speaker 2: a medium? Is there a reason you wouldn't go see
Speaker 2: a medium? I want to know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too. Tell me all your experiences.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we want to hear. And and I'm so thankful. Honestly,
Speaker 2: I was not planning on sharing it, and in light
Speaker 2: of how intimate we've gotten and vulnerable we've gotten on
Speaker 2: this podcast, it felt right to keep it in. I mean,
Speaker 2: I once it was done, I was like, crap, do
Speaker 2: I edit that part out? That was so intense? But
Speaker 2: but no, it feels like something to share. It was
Speaker 2: very real and uh and and and again there was
Speaker 2: more to it afterwards, and and.
Speaker 1: And yeah, here we are. I love it.
Speaker 2: I think you should. Yeah, I just I think you
Speaker 2: should send us out, send out this episode. Yeah, do
Speaker 2: the sign out, because you're.
Speaker 1: Losing me. I'm in the portal. She's she's at the
Speaker 1: portal's head. Is that a thing? A portal head? A
Speaker 1: brain's got? Second out of our buddies. Well, I think
Speaker 1: it's been a very impactful, very meaningful episode and experience
Speaker 1: in our lives, and I'm so happy that we are
Speaker 1: now recapping it on this short and suite and to
Speaker 1: that end, I would like to call it the end
Speaker 1: of this episode Episode