WEBVTT - Episode 164: She's downstairs!? (Feat. Zoey Dollaz) 0:00:02.520 --> 0:00:06.240 Lips. What's up it slip service, I mentil ye, I'm GJ. MacGuire, 0:00:06.360 --> 0:00:11.600 I'm Louviale. And Zoe Dallas is here and now it's 0:00:11.640 --> 0:00:15.280 it with us too. She's a special guest. Yeah. More 0:00:15.320 --> 0:00:18.799 Remy joins us and a little while also now I 0:00:18.840 --> 0:00:20.680 just feel like we should give you a hug or something. 0:00:22.800 --> 0:00:26.560 Come on in his EP, come on in, bring it down, 0:00:26.800 --> 0:00:31.159 bring it on. But I gotta ask you, would you 0:00:31.200 --> 0:00:35.879 say that your lyrics are all like real life experiences everything? 0:00:36.120 --> 0:00:40.000 So are you like heartbroken or something? I'd be heartbroken, depressed, 0:00:40.040 --> 0:00:44.760 suicide or types of ship man? So what is it like? Okay, 0:00:44.760 --> 0:00:47.159 so there's one song and he is like going through 0:00:47.200 --> 0:00:51.519 it with his ex she cheated on him. Yeah, facts, 0:00:52.000 --> 0:00:54.160 And I felt that because a lot of guys would 0:00:54.200 --> 0:00:56.520 like to admit that their feelings are hurt. Right, we 0:00:56.600 --> 0:01:00.560 got more emotions and females better at hoden It. I 0:01:00.640 --> 0:01:03.360 think that's very tru It's a pride thing. It's a 0:01:03.480 --> 0:01:07.720 meny thing personally in black men are proude is super strong. 0:01:08.520 --> 0:01:11.080 It's serious. And then you just listed a whole bunch 0:01:11.160 --> 0:01:13.440 of like you know, depression and all of that, Like 0:01:13.760 --> 0:01:16.479 where is all that coming from. You know, I would 0:01:16.480 --> 0:01:18.039 be a lot man when you do everything on your 0:01:18.080 --> 0:01:21.160 own and you know everybody come to you. I'm like 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:23.240 the person everybody come to. But then when you go 0:01:23.280 --> 0:01:25.280 through summers, like who do you go to? I can 0:01:25.360 --> 0:01:28.920 feel that, you know. It's like when we when I win, 0:01:29.080 --> 0:01:32.280 we win. When I lose, I lose by myself, right, 0:01:32.360 --> 0:01:34.800 So it's almost that situation and everything coming at one 0:01:34.840 --> 0:01:37.119 and I don't got no substance. I don't drink on smokes, 0:01:37.120 --> 0:01:38.880 so theything be hitting me at a hunting miles, but 0:01:39.000 --> 0:01:41.559 our it's me. It's probably good that you don't because 0:01:41.560 --> 0:01:43.759 then sometimes people do that to like self medicate when 0:01:43.760 --> 0:01:46.880 they're going through things. Then they go too far and 0:01:46.959 --> 0:01:54.120 they say, you know they don't crack yeah, alcoholic or something. 0:01:54.440 --> 0:01:57.360 She'd have jumped off the bridge trying to go to 0:01:57.400 --> 0:02:01.920 the furthest extreme. That's but sometimes I know how to 0:02:02.000 --> 0:02:04.040 you know, I pray a lot, and then you know, 0:02:04.160 --> 0:02:06.680 my son he helped me. Like when I look at him, 0:02:06.760 --> 0:02:08.760 all that be out the window, I'd be like, what, 0:02:09.720 --> 0:02:12.200 wake up? I gotta live. That's crazy that he says that, 0:02:12.240 --> 0:02:16.560 because while A was saying a similar thing with his daughter, 0:02:16.960 --> 0:02:19.400 that like you know that kind of his daughter brings 0:02:19.480 --> 0:02:22.160 him out of his depressions and stuff like that. As 0:02:22.160 --> 0:02:24.120 soon as I see him, I'll be in l A 0:02:24.240 --> 0:02:25.720 and you know you don't me in Miami. But as 0:02:25.720 --> 0:02:27.560 soon as I FaceTime him or he called me, like 0:02:28.080 --> 0:02:29.639 he said, he takes his mom phone and send me 0:02:29.720 --> 0:02:31.800 videos like what's the up Daddy. As soon as I 0:02:31.840 --> 0:02:34.440 see him, that be gone. He's like my drug because 0:02:34.440 --> 0:02:37.280 he like automatically just man, what am I tripping? Is? 0:02:37.400 --> 0:02:39.959 I'm cool? No, But I don't like being like these 0:02:39.960 --> 0:02:43.280 other rappers and bring it out to the world like, Oh, 0:02:43.360 --> 0:02:46.000 I'm just just depressed God, because it's like, no, I'm 0:02:46.000 --> 0:02:48.119 grateful for my position, but I'll be going through real 0:02:48.160 --> 0:02:51.880 life stuff money can't fix. Because the money, I'll be cool. 0:02:52.000 --> 0:02:53.880 I'll be I'm good on money. That's why I say 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:55.680 that's important because people always look at people that have 0:02:55.760 --> 0:02:59.160 stuff and think like he has no reason to be depressed, 0:02:59.280 --> 0:03:03.200 no reason. You know, you're losing friends, you're losing relationships, 0:03:03.919 --> 0:03:06.520 your family is kind of ungrateful sometimes that all that 0:03:06.560 --> 0:03:09.040 takes a toll on you. I feel like that's why 0:03:09.040 --> 0:03:11.480 it's good that you do come out and talk about 0:03:11.480 --> 0:03:13.560 it because there are other people that's going through it 0:03:13.760 --> 0:03:15.359 and they don't want to come out and talk about it. 0:03:15.400 --> 0:03:18.440 If you listen to my music, that's why people should 0:03:18.480 --> 0:03:21.320 really pay attention to music. Like the people that go 0:03:21.400 --> 0:03:23.520 through stuff tells you how they feel their music. If 0:03:23.520 --> 0:03:26.519 it's real music, you're gonna hear it and then you're 0:03:26.520 --> 0:03:28.760 just gonna figure it out. Like, Okay, this man going 0:03:28.800 --> 0:03:31.640 through some ships, so tell us about this X from 0:03:31.639 --> 0:03:35.760 my wish, Like what happened? Um, See what happened is 0:03:35.800 --> 0:03:38.680 we got together and stuff, and I thought everything was cool. 0:03:38.920 --> 0:03:42.360 Let everybody go, all right, I'm just gonna I'm a liberal, 0:03:42.400 --> 0:03:44.880 I'm very emotional, and my mom, my brother, and my 0:03:44.920 --> 0:03:48.200 best friend. I love I love love, so I'll be like, man, 0:03:48.520 --> 0:03:50.520 I could be with somebody without doing all the cheating 0:03:50.560 --> 0:03:52.680 and all hopping around. When you let everybody go, did 0:03:52.720 --> 0:03:55.800 you call them or you just like I just I 0:03:55.800 --> 0:04:01.240 don't got no explanation for you just to fade out. Damn. 0:04:01.840 --> 0:04:04.000 I feel like, well, there wasn't nobody that you might 0:04:04.000 --> 0:04:06.320 have felt like you old, not old, but you would 0:04:06.320 --> 0:04:08.520 be one person and that's the only person I said 0:04:08.560 --> 0:04:11.640 something to. How did that conversation though? I don't like 0:04:11.760 --> 0:04:14.600 hurting good girls because I believe in karma, Like I 0:04:14.640 --> 0:04:17.840 got karma tatted on me biggest. I don't like hurting 0:04:17.880 --> 0:04:19.520 good girls. So I like let her know, like, look 0:04:19.920 --> 0:04:21.640 when you had all fun and I know what it 0:04:21.680 --> 0:04:23.960 is you could do better than that, and you know 0:04:24.440 --> 0:04:26.080 that's a big thing. You could do better than me? 0:04:26.360 --> 0:04:29.440 And then she was But but niggas be knowing that 0:04:30.240 --> 0:04:32.280 who we could stand in the paint with? Who are 0:04:32.400 --> 0:04:34.720 not gonna stand in the paint with? Ain't think I 0:04:34.760 --> 0:04:38.520 waste your time? No, plea's wasting your time. So I 0:04:38.600 --> 0:04:41.279 told her, like, you know, like I love you, but 0:04:41.640 --> 0:04:44.760 it's not that love that's gonna keep me in the relationship. 0:04:45.120 --> 0:04:48.839 Damn that hurts. At least he was honest, you know, 0:04:49.000 --> 0:04:51.600 but it hurts. How should a woman know when you're 0:04:51.640 --> 0:04:55.000 wasting their time? Their time? Like? Do they automatically? You 0:04:55.040 --> 0:04:57.680 think they know what I mean? I feel like you 0:04:57.680 --> 0:04:59.760 should know certain things you don't gotta remind to do 0:05:00.120 --> 0:05:03.040 the certain ways. You don't got to feel young? Why 0:05:03.040 --> 0:05:05.719 you don't hear me yesterday? They might think you're busy though, 0:05:05.880 --> 0:05:10.000 because I'm busy. It takes three hit you more because 0:05:10.040 --> 0:05:11.720 the guy that likes you, but at least text you 0:05:11.880 --> 0:05:14.000 if you can't call you. And he's busy. I ain't 0:05:14.000 --> 0:05:16.200 about that busy that they can't send a text. Yeah, 0:05:16.160 --> 0:05:18.040 I hit you. I'm busy to that. I'nna hit you tomorrow. 0:05:18.800 --> 0:05:20.800 But you know, when we got together, things is all good. 0:05:20.800 --> 0:05:23.520 And then she just was on something like still hanging 0:05:23.560 --> 0:05:26.359 around her eggs but making it seem like it's you know, 0:05:26.560 --> 0:05:29.320 I'm I'm sisters with his sisters, and I'm like, yo, 0:05:29.440 --> 0:05:33.560 what that's crazy, sisters? What are you talking about my 0:05:33.800 --> 0:05:38.440 cousins with my ex cousin? We ain't together. I'm just crazy. 0:05:38.480 --> 0:05:41.160 Though it'd be cool how you cut up a relationship 0:05:41.200 --> 0:05:43.840 with a family member just because you don't sunk with it. 0:05:43.920 --> 0:05:46.400 But I get it. But it's like it's a certain level. 0:05:46.400 --> 0:05:49.000 You're still hanging out with this man house and you 0:05:49.040 --> 0:05:51.719 know all that. And then they went on because I'm 0:05:51.720 --> 0:05:53.800 really good at not saying how I feel, because I 0:05:53.800 --> 0:05:56.160 think like, if you love somebody, you can sacrifice the 0:05:56.320 --> 0:05:59.200 hurt by just fixing the situation yourself. You know, it's 0:05:59.240 --> 0:06:01.400 not that big. I could fix it, and with time 0:06:01.480 --> 0:06:04.080 is gonna fix But with time it didn't get fixed. 0:06:04.080 --> 0:06:06.680 It just went kept going lefting and that just made 0:06:06.680 --> 0:06:08.520 me feel like, Okay, so what's your point just be 0:06:08.640 --> 0:06:11.280 with this man if you're gonna keep being around him. 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:13.440 And it's like, I'm spotting you on his videos and 0:06:13.480 --> 0:06:19.560 stuff and whoa, whoa back it up, like videos, the 0:06:20.279 --> 0:06:25.200 music video on the grand like they yeah, like and 0:06:25.279 --> 0:06:29.560 I'm seeing you on the stuff like what you hold on? Wait, 0:06:29.600 --> 0:06:31.280 you were looking on his page you know him, or 0:06:31.320 --> 0:06:33.680 you was looking to see it, oh know each other, 0:06:33.880 --> 0:06:36.320 Like my friends is cool with him, but me and 0:06:36.400 --> 0:06:39.200 him is not cool. But my friends is friends with him. 0:06:39.240 --> 0:06:41.600 And then I'm like, oh, but your friends was around, 0:06:41.680 --> 0:06:43.640 so what my friends was around? Like why is you 0:06:43.680 --> 0:06:46.080 still around this man? That might be even worse your 0:06:46.160 --> 0:06:50.160 friends around you chilling up with this nigga like and 0:06:50.200 --> 0:06:52.200 then my friends would be like yo, they don't even 0:06:52.200 --> 0:06:54.440 be speaking. But it's the point, like at the end 0:06:54.440 --> 0:06:56.640 of the day, it's a prod. I'm a man, I 0:06:56.680 --> 0:06:59.880 don't want my showy around like I got a whole 0:07:00.040 --> 0:07:02.680 baby with somebody and you don't see me with that person. 0:07:03.279 --> 0:07:07.200 What I'm saying like respect, it's just a respect. I 0:07:07.200 --> 0:07:08.880 just felt like it could have went there, and then 0:07:08.920 --> 0:07:11.840 we was friends before the relationship, so I didn't get 0:07:11.880 --> 0:07:13.800 mad at home. So I'm like bit shutting up because 0:07:13.800 --> 0:07:15.720 that's not me anyways. I was just like, you know what, 0:07:16.400 --> 0:07:18.520 this isn't working for me. It's just not it. You know, 0:07:18.720 --> 0:07:20.400 we could be cool though, we could be friends. And 0:07:21.720 --> 0:07:23.920 how does she feel about the song? He wrote? I 0:07:23.960 --> 0:07:26.920 see it. I'm keep it real with y'all. She do stairs? 0:07:27.680 --> 0:07:34.400 Oh god telling, can she come up? She ain't gonna 0:07:34.440 --> 0:07:38.480 come now, so y'all still so wait, that's not your 0:07:38.720 --> 0:07:42.680 sill together. So it's just your ex and not can 0:07:42.760 --> 0:07:49.840 working it out? How could what was my song? Let's 0:07:49.840 --> 0:07:52.040 just show you how my my music is real, Like 0:07:52.160 --> 0:07:56.360 it's real situations. People never look at guys like you 0:07:56.360 --> 0:07:58.440 could get away with that, you know what I'm saying, 0:07:58.560 --> 0:08:01.560 Like you guys, we are always think that guys don't 0:08:01.600 --> 0:08:03.600 have emotions like that and if we mess up, they 0:08:03.600 --> 0:08:08.520 won't cut us off. He said, she's downstairs got that 0:08:08.840 --> 0:08:12.400 something like you know downstairs we got emotions, especially me. 0:08:12.480 --> 0:08:15.800 I have a lot of emotions and and I can't 0:08:15.840 --> 0:08:17.520 I could count on my hands. I mean girlfriends I 0:08:17.520 --> 0:08:20.360 had because I'm like real serious about my relationship. My 0:08:20.400 --> 0:08:22.680 first girlfriend was with her for eight years, then with 0:08:22.760 --> 0:08:24.440 this other girl, and I end up with my baby 0:08:24.440 --> 0:08:26.640 mama for like three or four years, and I got 0:08:26.640 --> 0:08:29.000 with this other check and you said you could be faithful, 0:08:29.200 --> 0:08:32.320 that's what you said. Yeah, but you have cheated before. 0:08:33.240 --> 0:08:35.959 I cheated on the girl that cheated on me. It's 0:08:36.000 --> 0:08:38.560 all about to get bad. Oh my god. Yeah, And 0:08:38.559 --> 0:08:42.680 then it made me feel better. Let that person don't 0:08:42.800 --> 0:08:45.440 don't make you feel better. It made me feel better. 0:08:45.600 --> 0:08:49.920 Did you have did you have like an example like 0:08:49.920 --> 0:08:52.920 when he was younger, somebody that stayed together or something. 0:08:52.960 --> 0:08:55.559 My mom she was with my step pops for like 0:08:55.840 --> 0:08:59.240 eighteen years and never cheated, and she has never cheated 0:08:59.280 --> 0:09:03.800 on this man. He constantly and she always taken it. 0:09:03.840 --> 0:09:08.160 And it's like, I guess that's where that loyalty came from. 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:10.559 So you said that you have nobody to talk to really, 0:09:10.600 --> 0:09:13.160 like when there's things going on with you. Felbody as 0:09:13.200 --> 0:09:16.319 strong as me to like really tell me something that's 0:09:16.320 --> 0:09:18.880 gonna make that I can't say to myself. But then 0:09:18.920 --> 0:09:21.320 sometimes telling to yourself you feel like you're crazy, like, 0:09:22.080 --> 0:09:24.240 but sometimes it is not. Somebody has to tell you something. 0:09:24.280 --> 0:09:27.920 Sometimes it's you're just being able to talk about it. Yeah, 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:30.760 but then again, I'll be feeling like, man, you venting 0:09:30.840 --> 0:09:33.920 somebody to go vent your issues and somebody else or 0:09:33.960 --> 0:09:36.080 to use it against you. Yeah, they'll be using that 0:09:36.120 --> 0:09:38.360 against you, trying to hold it over your head. I'll 0:09:38.400 --> 0:09:40.760 be talking to God. Man, that's the best person to 0:09:40.800 --> 0:09:43.360 talk to us, just because I'm a pilot as well. 0:09:43.480 --> 0:09:45.560 I just go flying for a few hours and get 0:09:45.600 --> 0:09:49.640 my mom right here, a pilot that's fire. Yeah, what 0:09:49.760 --> 0:09:52.560 made you get your pilot license? I didn't get it yet. 0:09:52.600 --> 0:09:54.679 I'm in school for it because music be keeping me busy. 0:09:54.720 --> 0:09:57.480 But since a kid, that's been like my dream. Before music, 0:09:57.520 --> 0:09:59.640 it was always aviation. I would love to be on 0:09:59.640 --> 0:10:01.680 a ain't and walk and be walking out and see 0:10:01.760 --> 0:10:16.120 Zoe dollars lane the plane. Oh god, that's all I 0:10:16.160 --> 0:10:19.000 could think about. I felt like, bitches throw the pussy. 0:10:19.040 --> 0:10:25.400 More pilot than a wrapping out right, Hey, cap pilot, 0:10:26.280 --> 0:10:34.760 Hey captain's cap. So you have vision? Yeah? Perfect? I'm jealous. 0:10:35.480 --> 0:10:39.040 I'm I can't see ship. He said, I see it all, 0:10:39.160 --> 0:10:42.240 see it all. He means that in every way possible. 0:10:43.880 --> 0:10:47.360 I see it all. Bitch, I see you, I see 0:10:47.360 --> 0:10:52.880 you in the story, bitch, dancing in the background. Oh wait, 0:10:52.920 --> 0:11:00.360 we can't say still girl, All right, Rammy, I know remembers, 0:11:00.360 --> 0:11:04.520 gotta come sit in because we got yeah, come bring 0:11:04.559 --> 0:11:10.000 yourself up. She's gonna have some ship to say. Been quiet. 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:13.319 She shine And we actually had a competition with black 0:11:13.360 --> 0:11:18.319 youngster and she won on what well I was like 0:11:18.400 --> 0:11:20.960 a dating and dating game. But he just liked her 0:11:21.000 --> 0:11:23.520 answers the best because she's a rider die but she 0:11:23.640 --> 0:11:29.120 crazy and rider she killed like baby, She's doing all 0:11:29.240 --> 0:11:33.920 kind of ship. Remember you were ebserbing from the corner. 0:11:33.920 --> 0:11:36.320 What do you think so far about Zoe Dallas? I mean, 0:11:36.600 --> 0:11:39.160 men do be emotional. I had a couple with my days. 0:11:39.880 --> 0:11:43.000 I'm not a I'm I could say I'm emotionally possible. 0:11:43.040 --> 0:11:45.000 I'm not going to tell you. Don't you think that's 0:11:45.000 --> 0:11:50.600 a problem, Like I'm a gym off my favorite so crazy, 0:11:51.559 --> 0:11:53.240 Like if you know me, you should know what I 0:11:53.360 --> 0:11:54.959 like and what I don't. I shouldn't have to explain 0:11:55.000 --> 0:11:57.880 it to you. See. I think that's wrong because a 0:11:57.880 --> 0:12:00.200 lot of times we assume people know times is not 0:12:00.280 --> 0:12:03.000 intentional too, and the person don't know they did something 0:12:03.000 --> 0:12:05.560 wrong like that too, all to your feelings and you 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:07.760 don't tell them nothing, and they just keep doing it 0:12:07.840 --> 0:12:10.120 until you bottle all that ship and then blow up 0:12:10.160 --> 0:12:12.600 on them. They're like, I know that now I don't 0:12:12.600 --> 0:12:15.240 getting older. I'll be trying. But sometimes that's like it 0:12:15.240 --> 0:12:17.760 it depends on what they did too, right, So y'all 0:12:17.760 --> 0:12:19.320 would just be together and both of you are not 0:12:19.360 --> 0:12:24.079 expressing each other to each other's say something, but like sometimes, yeah, 0:12:24.080 --> 0:12:30.360 there's your problem, like thinking definitely is that how did 0:12:30.360 --> 0:12:33.160 your ex manage to slide back in? No, you know, 0:12:33.200 --> 0:12:36.520 I'm just cool. Like so now she hanging out with 0:12:36.559 --> 0:12:44.400 you like she was hanging out with y'all. Just put 0:12:44.440 --> 0:12:48.720 that in my head. I might tell just go home 0:12:50.600 --> 0:12:55.520 and cool. You know, So what about these other rappers 0:12:55.600 --> 0:12:57.520 right there? You know, obviously you have a lot of 0:12:57.520 --> 0:12:59.800 relationships with people, but the people that you feel like 0:12:59.800 --> 0:13:01.520 you've a real cool with that you could talk to 0:13:01.960 --> 0:13:03.960 in this business. Yeah, me and East we talk all 0:13:04.000 --> 0:13:05.600 the time. You know, he was going through the same 0:13:06.440 --> 0:13:09.920 baby issues and custody and stuff. We talked. That's my guy. 0:13:10.280 --> 0:13:13.280 Me a good friend of mine. To Derek, I gotta 0:13:13.280 --> 0:13:15.760 like a few friends like not on the industry, like 0:13:15.800 --> 0:13:17.880 these is my brothers. I talked to him all the time. 0:13:18.240 --> 0:13:20.160 So do you ever have one night stands or not? 0:13:20.240 --> 0:13:23.199 Never had one? Never? No? Never? Have you read me 0:13:23.720 --> 0:13:26.719 one time? And that turned into like a three year relationship. 0:13:28.679 --> 0:13:31.720 That's just on the first night. There's a difference between 0:13:31.720 --> 0:13:34.880 the one night stand on the first night she wanted. 0:13:37.200 --> 0:13:40.160 You would say automatically, when you see a guy, ladies, 0:13:40.200 --> 0:13:43.760 you know you're gonna sus got no women. Though I'm 0:13:43.760 --> 0:13:49.280 not a not me sometimes say something right, Listen, Sometimes 0:13:49.360 --> 0:13:51.280 I can meet a guy and I don't like him 0:13:51.320 --> 0:13:53.360 at all, and it takes me a while and then 0:13:53.400 --> 0:13:56.760 I'll be head over heels like but like it might 0:13:56.760 --> 0:13:58.360 be a guy like off of looks that I'm like, 0:13:58.840 --> 0:14:01.120 he looked good at the doc. But I wouldn't be like, yeah, 0:14:01.120 --> 0:14:03.360 I just off top want to fuck him. I gotta 0:14:03.440 --> 0:14:07.200 like have a conversation with dude, like you're gonna do it. 0:14:07.559 --> 0:14:11.000 But na, I'm telling you all need to hear him. 0:14:11.320 --> 0:14:14.120 I got to see how he is, like his personality is, 0:14:14.160 --> 0:14:16.840 it's gonna make me fuck him. And he can't be ugly, 0:14:17.000 --> 0:14:19.400 but you know his personality is was really gonna win 0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:22.040 him over. Some people look good as soon as they 0:14:22.080 --> 0:14:26.600 talk and say something like no one thing all the 0:14:26.600 --> 0:14:30.360 way over. What do you say, Um, I feel like 0:14:30.720 --> 0:14:35.280 when you try to create that space with somebody, it's 0:14:35.320 --> 0:14:37.960 automatically off of you've seen something you like about that person, 0:14:38.120 --> 0:14:40.400 like not like lust that first sight, but basically like 0:14:40.560 --> 0:14:42.440 when you try to hiller at somebody, it's because what 0:14:42.640 --> 0:14:44.120 you like the way they look. But if you're not 0:14:44.160 --> 0:14:45.760 trying to hollow, let's just say yell in the same 0:14:45.760 --> 0:14:47.440 thing if a guy, if a guy come to you 0:14:47.440 --> 0:14:48.840 trying to high let you, it's because he want to 0:14:48.840 --> 0:14:50.520 suck you. He looked at you and said, damn, I 0:14:50.520 --> 0:14:52.520 would hit that. And if a girl in response to 0:14:52.520 --> 0:14:54.800 give you her number, then she's looking at you like no. 0:14:54.880 --> 0:14:56.800 But let's maybe all in an environment like we're in 0:14:56.800 --> 0:14:59.480 this room together and oh this is such a test, 0:14:59.520 --> 0:15:02.200 this is such an such and everybody just introducing each other. 0:15:02.360 --> 0:15:04.240 You don't never look at somebody be like fuck him, 0:15:05.520 --> 0:15:08.400 he said yeah, no, no, no, like no, you like 0:15:08.640 --> 0:15:11.760 it could be an ugly dude, dude, whatever, but this 0:15:11.920 --> 0:15:14.280 swag is on a hundred, like you know what you like, 0:15:14.480 --> 0:15:16.480 you understand what I'm saying, Like, that's why a lot 0:15:16.520 --> 0:15:21.000 of ugly beneath the girls. But because like you see 0:15:21.000 --> 0:15:23.680 a girl and I'm like and then I hit it. 0:15:23.960 --> 0:15:25.560 And then when I get it talking and I'm like, 0:15:25.760 --> 0:15:30.560 I really funk with this girl, Like I can't leave girls. 0:15:31.680 --> 0:15:34.720 I'm covering that that. I'm gonna hold that down with me. 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:37.720 Hold that. Damn. You got a conversation with somebody in 0:15:37.760 --> 0:15:41.760 they make you be like never mind, Yeah, some people 0:15:41.880 --> 0:15:45.040 be airheads. You talked to him, You're like, oh no, listen, 0:15:46.200 --> 0:15:48.280 I'm not gonna lie with dealing with a guy very 0:15:48.320 --> 0:15:51.640 good looking. And after time I started to think, like, 0:15:51.760 --> 0:15:55.640 you know, he's kind of sucking dumb, like he and 0:15:55.680 --> 0:16:00.560 Angela knows who I'm talking about, and think about it. Yes, 0:16:01.000 --> 0:16:04.520 and the more that the dumber this motherfucker was, the 0:16:04.680 --> 0:16:07.480 uglier this nigga was. It don't matter how cute, like 0:16:07.880 --> 0:16:10.600 girls love him whatever, whatever, But as soon as he 0:16:10.640 --> 0:16:13.800 opened his mouth and say that dumb ship, sorry you're ugly, 0:16:13.840 --> 0:16:15.440 now you know what to turn me off. If somebody 0:16:15.480 --> 0:16:20.080 is not ambitious at all like that, that ship would 0:16:20.080 --> 0:16:22.560 be the biggest turn off. Like we're cool and everything, 0:16:22.640 --> 0:16:24.880 you're funny, but if every time I call you not 0:16:25.000 --> 0:16:28.720 doing it, like what you doing? Then or you can 0:16:28.760 --> 0:16:30.680 just content with like whatever it is that you have 0:16:30.760 --> 0:16:33.360 going on and don't want more for yourself and the 0:16:33.440 --> 0:16:37.080 worst now that's face. Now what about you? Could you 0:16:37.080 --> 0:16:39.400 be with a woman that's like maybe she doesn't have 0:16:39.440 --> 0:16:41.400 a job and her whole thing is that she's just 0:16:41.880 --> 0:16:44.960 catering to you. Yeah, I could, but I'm gonna put 0:16:45.120 --> 0:16:48.360 on something to make her your own money. That's the 0:16:48.360 --> 0:16:50.320 only that's the thing with me. Don't like keep coming 0:16:50.320 --> 0:16:52.560 in my pocket giving you money, because then what did 0:16:52.600 --> 0:16:56.120 something happened to me? And I need you right, you know, 0:16:56.440 --> 0:16:58.400 I won't put you on some ship like plug you 0:16:58.440 --> 0:17:00.440 out with somebody, find out something you know how to 0:17:00.520 --> 0:17:03.760 do and get you to do it and get some money. 0:17:03.880 --> 0:17:13.280 But if she's a scammers, hey, you gotta get what 0:17:13.320 --> 0:17:15.440 you gotta do. You gotta. But then again, I'm gonna 0:17:15.440 --> 0:17:17.720 make you scam valuable ship though that you could sell 0:17:17.840 --> 0:17:20.159 and get some money and then have to stop scamming 0:17:20.200 --> 0:17:26.880 and go legit. You stand up guy, Dan, Hey, thank 0:17:26.920 --> 0:17:30.800 you saying this ship. You think about getting married? Yeah, 0:17:30.840 --> 0:17:33.520 of course one day. Yeah, I want to. I mean 0:17:33.520 --> 0:17:36.040 I want to like ten kids, So I definitely on 0:17:36.119 --> 0:17:39.520 your man one right now. Yeah, okay, so you've got 0:17:39.560 --> 0:17:43.400 no more that must be the number. Huh. A big 0:17:43.440 --> 0:17:45.720 family because of the fact that I know that love 0:17:46.000 --> 0:17:49.240 is like unconditional for real, Like it's you can't doubt 0:17:49.280 --> 0:17:52.120 to love your kids. Have you like to love my son? 0:17:52.240 --> 0:17:54.200 Give me and I look at him. It's scary because 0:17:54.520 --> 0:17:56.960 I'm like, that can be taken away from me, you 0:17:56.960 --> 0:17:59.679 know what I'm saying, Like, it's scary to love somebody 0:17:59.720 --> 0:18:02.000 that and to know they love you back. So I 0:18:02.119 --> 0:18:05.359 want that from multiple people. Like of course my mom 0:18:05.440 --> 0:18:07.840 loved me, but it's scary because one day she got 0:18:07.840 --> 0:18:10.119 to go, you know what I'm saying, So it's getting 0:18:10.160 --> 0:18:12.959 taken away from me. But you always hope that you 0:18:13.000 --> 0:18:15.119 outlive your parents because they hope that, you know what 0:18:15.119 --> 0:18:18.520 I'm saying, Like, man, I don't hope that I can't. 0:18:18.600 --> 0:18:21.359 I've seen some of my homies. My homie mom passed 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:23.840 away Friday, and it broke me because I spent the 0:18:23.840 --> 0:18:26.080 whole day just thinking about my own mom. But think 0:18:26.080 --> 0:18:28.680 about how your mama feel if she outlived you. Hey, 0:18:29.080 --> 0:18:30.879 you'd rather be the person that gotta deal with that 0:18:30.920 --> 0:18:34.639 pain than her have to deal with that. Absolutely, Absolutely, 0:18:34.720 --> 0:18:36.320 That's why I want so much kids. I want to 0:18:36.320 --> 0:18:39.399 like ten kids person. It could be that, or it 0:18:39.440 --> 0:18:41.280 could be like I don't want no five biby mamas, 0:18:41.320 --> 0:18:43.879 though for sure I don't want that. So why do 0:18:43.960 --> 0:18:46.679 things when I with you and your son's mother music, 0:18:46.720 --> 0:18:49.639 I had to pick between her and my career. She 0:18:49.760 --> 0:18:51.879 was okay with me being broke, and she was the 0:18:51.920 --> 0:18:55.399 one working and and I'd just be cool and deliver 0:18:55.440 --> 0:18:58.280 a regular life. She couldn't take, like the fame and 0:18:58.800 --> 0:19:01.439 the leaving and all that couldn't take it. So you 0:19:01.440 --> 0:19:04.520 don't okay, So it'sn't I got a song saying that 0:19:04.960 --> 0:19:09.560 Me and Wayne is a song called Mula. Oh well, 0:19:09.560 --> 0:19:12.119 it's a twofold thing there, right, because on one hand, 0:19:12.280 --> 0:19:14.080 you want somebody that loves you even if you don't 0:19:14.080 --> 0:19:16.920 have anything, But then on the other hand, you don't 0:19:16.920 --> 0:19:19.760 want somebody that doesn't want you to have things. Yeah, 0:19:19.800 --> 0:19:22.359 it's just like I had to make the decision because 0:19:22.359 --> 0:19:25.600 it's like your love is like, it's cool, I love it, 0:19:25.600 --> 0:19:27.520 it's great. It's a girl friending and know somebody love 0:19:27.600 --> 0:19:30.800 you for you. But then again, like this is my career, 0:19:30.880 --> 0:19:32.440 this is how I'm gonna take care of my mother, 0:19:32.520 --> 0:19:36.639 and we've been broke, like my baby mama met me 0:19:36.680 --> 0:19:39.720 with like my last hundred thousand, that's not really broke 0:19:44.920 --> 0:19:47.920 because I always say this to my homie, once you 0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:50.520 fall in love and fall off if you're a hustler, 0:19:50.880 --> 0:19:54.600 I think when people in Brownsville they have nothing. I said, 0:19:54.800 --> 0:20:02.639 I was just broke out because because I wasn't I 0:20:02.720 --> 0:20:04.639 fell in love and I wasn't on hustle. The more 0:20:04.680 --> 0:20:07.440 I was like, man, forget all this scamming and doing 0:20:07.480 --> 0:20:09.119 all of this. I'm gonna be laid up with my 0:20:09.200 --> 0:20:12.399 chick and with time, all all that goes down, that 0:20:12.480 --> 0:20:15.680 money come down. You're not You're not making no money 0:20:15.680 --> 0:20:18.000 no more because I'm in the crib laying out with 0:20:18.040 --> 0:20:19.800 my girl. My home is coming. I gotta play for 0:20:19.840 --> 0:20:21.679 you for like forty thousand, and I'm like, I'm with 0:20:21.720 --> 0:20:24.320 my girl right now. Bro. So like, once you fall 0:20:24.320 --> 0:20:26.440 in love and you're a hustler, you're falling off. You 0:20:26.480 --> 0:20:29.160 didn't bind the launching a barber shop and nothing. Man, 0:20:29.200 --> 0:20:30.879 I had to get out the projects and get my 0:20:30.920 --> 0:20:33.159 mom to a better crickers. That's what that's two thirteen 0:20:33.160 --> 0:20:35.720 to about fourteen when my music started like doing what 0:20:35.800 --> 0:20:37.359 it needed to do. So I had to get out 0:20:37.400 --> 0:20:40.000 the hood. It's either stand the hood, get killed, or 0:20:40.520 --> 0:20:43.720 grab my mam a spot somewhere better. So that money 0:20:43.800 --> 0:20:45.760 had to be used to move me out of the hood. 0:20:46.400 --> 0:20:48.639 And I sat on that money for so long, and 0:20:48.680 --> 0:20:50.440