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Speaker 1: Lips. What's up it slip service, I mentil ye, I'm GJ. MacGuire,

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Speaker 1: I'm Louviale. And Zoe Dallas is here and now it's

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Speaker 1: it with us too. She's a special guest. Yeah. More

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Speaker 1: Remy joins us and a little while also now I

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Speaker 1: just feel like we should give you a hug or something.

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Speaker 1: Come on in his EP, come on in, bring it down,

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Speaker 1: bring it on. But I gotta ask you, would you

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Speaker 1: say that your lyrics are all like real life experiences everything?

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Speaker 1: So are you like heartbroken or something? I'd be heartbroken, depressed,

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Speaker 1: suicide or types of ship man? So what is it like? Okay,

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Speaker 1: so there's one song and he is like going through

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Speaker 1: it with his ex she cheated on him. Yeah, facts,

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Speaker 1: And I felt that because a lot of guys would

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Speaker 1: like to admit that their feelings are hurt. Right, we

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Speaker 1: got more emotions and females better at hoden It. I

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Speaker 1: think that's very tru It's a pride thing. It's a

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Speaker 1: meny thing personally in black men are proude is super strong.

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Speaker 1: It's serious. And then you just listed a whole bunch

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Speaker 1: of like you know, depression and all of that, Like

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Speaker 1: where is all that coming from. You know, I would

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Speaker 1: be a lot man when you do everything on your

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Speaker 1: own and you know everybody come to you. I'm like

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Speaker 1: the person everybody come to. But then when you go

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Speaker 1: through summers, like who do you go to? I can

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Speaker 1: feel that, you know. It's like when we when I win,

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Speaker 1: we win. When I lose, I lose by myself, right,

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Speaker 1: So it's almost that situation and everything coming at one

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Speaker 1: and I don't got no substance. I don't drink on smokes,

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Speaker 1: so theything be hitting me at a hunting miles, but

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Speaker 1: our it's me. It's probably good that you don't because

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Speaker 1: then sometimes people do that to like self medicate when

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Speaker 1: they're going through things. Then they go too far and

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Speaker 1: they say, you know they don't crack yeah, alcoholic or something.

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Speaker 1: She'd have jumped off the bridge trying to go to

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Speaker 1: the furthest extreme. That's but sometimes I know how to

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Speaker 1: you know, I pray a lot, and then you know,

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Speaker 1: my son he helped me. Like when I look at him,

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Speaker 1: all that be out the window, I'd be like, what,

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Speaker 1: wake up? I gotta live. That's crazy that he says that,

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Speaker 1: because while A was saying a similar thing with his daughter,

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Speaker 1: that like you know that kind of his daughter brings

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Speaker 1: him out of his depressions and stuff like that. As

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Speaker 1: soon as I see him, I'll be in l A

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Speaker 1: and you know you don't me in Miami. But as

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Speaker 1: soon as I FaceTime him or he called me, like

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Speaker 1: he said, he takes his mom phone and send me

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Speaker 1: videos like what's the up Daddy. As soon as I

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Speaker 1: see him, that be gone. He's like my drug because

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Speaker 1: he like automatically just man, what am I tripping? Is?

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Speaker 1: I'm cool? No, But I don't like being like these

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Speaker 1: other rappers and bring it out to the world like, Oh,

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Speaker 1: I'm just just depressed God, because it's like, no, I'm

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Speaker 1: grateful for my position, but I'll be going through real

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Speaker 1: life stuff money can't fix. Because the money, I'll be cool.

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Speaker 1: I'll be I'm good on money. That's why I say

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Speaker 1: that's important because people always look at people that have

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Speaker 1: no reason. You know, you're losing friends, you're losing relationships,

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Speaker 1: your family is kind of ungrateful sometimes that all that

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Speaker 1: it's good that you do come out and talk about

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Speaker 1: it because there are other people that's going through it

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Speaker 1: If you listen to my music, that's why people should

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Speaker 1: really pay attention to music. Like the people that go

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Speaker 1: it's real music, you're gonna hear it and then you're

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Speaker 1: just gonna figure it out. Like, Okay, this man going

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Speaker 1: my wish, Like what happened? Um, See what happened is

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Speaker 1: we got together and stuff, and I thought everything was cool.

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Speaker 1: Let everybody go, all right, I'm just gonna I'm a liberal,

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Speaker 1: I'm very emotional, and my mom, my brother, and my

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Speaker 1: I feel like, well, there wasn't nobody that you might

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Speaker 1: Damn that hurts. At least he was honest, you know,

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Speaker 1: wasting their time? Their time? Like? Do they automatically? You

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Speaker 1: I hit you. I'm busy to that. I'nna hit you tomorrow.

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Speaker 1: But you know, when we got together, things is all good.

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Speaker 1: Though it'd be cool how you cut up a relationship

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Speaker 1: But I get it. But it's like it's a certain level.

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Speaker 1: And it's like, I'm spotting you on his videos and

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Speaker 1: Like my friends is cool with him, but me and

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Speaker 1: What I'm saying like respect, it's just a respect. I

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Speaker 1: we was friends before the relationship, so I didn't get

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Speaker 1: then it made me feel better. Let that person don't

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Speaker 1: be talking to God. Man, that's the best person to

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Speaker 1: I just go flying for a few hours and get

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Speaker 1: my mom right here, a pilot that's fire. Yeah, what

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Speaker 1: I'm in school for it because music be keeping me busy.

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Speaker 1: But since a kid, that's been like my dream. Before music,

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Speaker 1: a ain't and walk and be walking out and see

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Speaker 1: Hey captain's cap. So you have vision? Yeah? Perfect? I'm jealous.

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Speaker 1: only that's the thing with me. Don't like keep coming

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Speaker 1: I won't put you on some ship like plug you

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Speaker 1: But if she's a scammers, hey, you gotta get what

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Speaker 1: it's a twofold thing there, right, because on one hand,

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Speaker 1: that because when you said you wouldn't mind a woman

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Speaker 1: I was gonna say, if she laughed for you didn't

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Speaker 1: very even emotional, but not wanting to show it. So

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00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:58,119
Speaker 1: how does that translate? I means they came to my

424
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Speaker 1: own horn. I ain't had a bad reviews. You may

425
00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:09,480
Speaker 1: like masturbate, but I never had nobody saying nothing bad.

426
00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:13,800
Speaker 1: I always had that I need that great reviews. I

427
00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:16,440
Speaker 1: didn't have people who get into whole relationships like you

428
00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:26,920
Speaker 1: and my island boy, so that comes you don't. I

429
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:30,160
Speaker 1: don't have no restrictions except but just one thing. What's

430
00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:33,680
Speaker 1: that one thing? Just at Okay, you don't with that ship?

431
00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:36,480
Speaker 1: Na nothing, So you don't put no fingers in her?

432
00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:38,439
Speaker 1: But or nothing? I mean you did that, you eat her,

433
00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:45,160
Speaker 1: but just not. I'm not sticking by the way hurt.

434
00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:51,160
Speaker 1: Just how that hurt? If I don't like that thumb either,

435
00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:55,199
Speaker 1: you gotta do like this finger this, Yeah, this is

436
00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:59,520
Speaker 1: the finger. Trust me. I know if you hear somebody

437
00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:02,280
Speaker 1: in front of put this figure in there like this?

438
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:06,040
Speaker 1: This weird the thumb? Ship is you? You holding her

439
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:11,520
Speaker 1: like this? It's like a great type of thing. You

440
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 1: don't just put your this your index. You gott put

441
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:18,399
Speaker 1: your index indexes. When you don't have your thing, it's

442
00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:38,000
Speaker 1: like we want you you get one, you get two things. Yeah,

443
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:40,879
Speaker 1: that's anything you won't do is ain't know? What about

444
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 1: like would you let a girl pee on you? I

445
00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:50,439
Speaker 1: mean this might be like yes, no thing squirting is peeing,

446
00:23:51,119 --> 00:23:56,480
Speaker 1: so yes, like a Kelly, what are you talking about?

447
00:23:56,480 --> 00:24:02,120
Speaker 1: Like a golden shower swer? You know? He said, yeah, no, no,

448
00:24:02,359 --> 00:24:05,639
Speaker 1: we're not doing the just random pin on me? What

449
00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:16,800
Speaker 1: about dressing up? What on some like batman? Batman? So

450
00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:21,200
Speaker 1: you have done that? Yeah? What was your role pilot?

451
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 1: We actually did like some what's the clown? What's the

452
00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:30,760
Speaker 1: clown ship? Hold me to clown? Not hold me to

453
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:36,720
Speaker 1: clown up? Yeah you should. I would have been running

454
00:24:36,720 --> 00:24:41,160
Speaker 1: the crying you up as the clown from it. Yeah,

455
00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:45,840
Speaker 1: and how did this scenario went amazing? Well? I could

456
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 1: imagine that what was she dressed up as? Did you

457
00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:54,480
Speaker 1: pull her in the seward? She had some some princess

458
00:24:54,480 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: ship that clown and this was hollow just costumes. It

459
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:06,760
Speaker 1: was a Halloween. It really was the Halloween consume. But

460
00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 1: what was this opening line when he when he grabbed

461
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:20,800
Speaker 1: her up? I got a game, thinking about I got

462
00:25:20,800 --> 00:25:23,359
Speaker 1: my digging a box for you? Did you change your

463
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:31,119
Speaker 1: voice and everything? See, that's mental. You gotta be really

464
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:33,480
Speaker 1: mentally like I'm just with the ships, like with the

465
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 1: road player. Okay, come on and you this, come on,

466
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:45,040
Speaker 1: let's get it crack, just let's go. Oh my God

467
00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:48,639
Speaker 1: gives you. I'm sorry, I'm visualizing this. So that's the

468
00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:50,639
Speaker 1: only time you ever dressed up as the clown from it,

469
00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:56,760
Speaker 1: I don't think like, oh now, I wouldn't do that.

470
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,359
Speaker 1: I'm with that. So she came to you, like, listen, babe,

471
00:25:59,359 --> 00:26:01,640
Speaker 1: when you come up with today, I'm anna headed door

472
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:04,560
Speaker 1: unlocked and I'm gonna be in the room curling my hair,

473
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,200
Speaker 1: and I want you to come in like a burglar

474
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:10,480
Speaker 1: and rape me. You with it, of course, and where

475
00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,360
Speaker 1: makes very specific. And make sure you got on your gloves,

476
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,400
Speaker 1: in your in your ski mask so I can't see

477
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:19,160
Speaker 1: your face with that. Look around me. Somebody doing that,

478
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:22,840
Speaker 1: somebody else. Now you don't know, No, that's not not

479
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:27,320
Speaker 1: it's really not you. Would you let her tell you up? Uh? Yeah,

480
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:39,480
Speaker 1: all that? What did you say? Stop with the pizza?

481
00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:42,320
Speaker 1: I'm coming in, pizza boy. You want me to come in?

482
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:45,280
Speaker 1: What I'm not with I'm not with three songs with

483
00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:48,359
Speaker 1: my girl though, okay, but other girls with the thoughts,

484
00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:51,200
Speaker 1: but not not a one night saying. That's a one

485
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:53,760
Speaker 1: night thing, right, No, I mean a one night stent.

486
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,720
Speaker 1: Isn't like you meet somebody you don't know. You just

487
00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 1: ain't ramming and that's it, okay, right yeah right, yeah,

488
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:03,439
Speaker 1: wouldn't three year relationships. But I'm not three something I

489
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:07,520
Speaker 1: would never do with my man. But but what if

490
00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:12,640
Speaker 1: it wasn't your man yet? Because what happenin't happening? Yeah, now,

491
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:16,600
Speaker 1: I ain't girlfriend. I don't need nothing touch with my girlfriend.

492
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 1: But meat, what if that would you get flogged? You know,

493
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:24,159
Speaker 1: let a girl kind of like whip you lightly. I

494
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:27,840
Speaker 1: had to be in a mood to see, Like mentally

495
00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 1: right now, I'm like, oh no, they have like the

496
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:36,200
Speaker 1: little leather things with tastoos. Oh no, what about choking?

497
00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:39,080
Speaker 1: You like being choked? I like choking. I don't know

498
00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:44,200
Speaker 1: about choking me. Yeah, I'm not really like a person,

499
00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:47,119
Speaker 1: so I'm really like it's sweetheart, I'm a smooth person.

500
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 1: I'm not doing all the smacking you in the face.

501
00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,719
Speaker 1: And know what if she asked you to spit her mouth. Yea,

502
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:57,720
Speaker 1: the quick list. Now he's a freak. He just ain't

503
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,480
Speaker 1: really telling us all the way I mean I am.

504
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 1: I'm just not with the with the rough ship, like

505
00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:08,960
Speaker 1: the smacking in the face, the nicest crazy like I'll

506
00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:11,359
Speaker 1: be hearing girls I like being smacked in the face.

507
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:18,920
Speaker 1: What whe no longer smack than the face during what

508
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,760
Speaker 1: that should have had me like, hold on, you just

509
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 1: smacked me shortly chill. I feel like Remy likes being

510
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,639
Speaker 1: smacks and she just don't want to say it. It

511
00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 1: depends a little like I don't want to be the one. No, no,

512
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:31,920
Speaker 1: it dependings something. If that's it. Man, Man, of course

513
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:34,720
Speaker 1: you want him to make love to you and feel specially,

514
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 1: and then that's trying. I'll be on that like i'd

515
00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 1: be on That's probably easier for me to really be

516
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 1: in a relationship with Shotty than versus somebody like I

517
00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:45,720
Speaker 1: don't know you, I can't really make love to you.

518
00:28:45,760 --> 00:28:48,440
Speaker 1: And then I'm not that type of nigger like what

519
00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:51,320
Speaker 1: you want me to do. I didn't chill with girls

520
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,440
Speaker 1: like maybe they was the fucking I'm just like, man,

521
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:56,640
Speaker 1: I'm gonna chill with you because I don't even know you.

522
00:28:56,760 --> 00:29:01,120
Speaker 1: Like that, like I don't know you bit like yeah,

523
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 1: like I gotta know you for me to be If

524
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,280
Speaker 1: I'm not attracted to you, like mentally, it's not gonna go.

525
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:10,640
Speaker 1: You probably gonna get limp dick, like I'm gonna favor

526
00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 1: if I ain't feeling you. Just like when y'all feeling nigga,

527
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:19,160
Speaker 1: you don't get wet. It's the same ship for the nigga.

528
00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:22,800
Speaker 1: We don't be at full capacity. There's no emotions, no feelings.

529
00:29:22,840 --> 00:29:24,880
Speaker 1: There's like I don't know if I didn't know guys

530
00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:29,480
Speaker 1: care so much about emotions when they have sex about yourself,

531
00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:34,160
Speaker 1: nigga's gonna happ and say they don't if they feel

532
00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:37,680
Speaker 1: anything sometimes Yeah, but I'm gonna tell you why that

533
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:41,400
Speaker 1: should just be a like to be cool type ship.

534
00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:44,800
Speaker 1: There's nothing like sucking the girl you actually like, like

535
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:47,520
Speaker 1: you know you're feeling that girl like I'm gonna go

536
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:50,200
Speaker 1: crazy on you, opposed to you're just smashing. I thought

537
00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:52,280
Speaker 1: you're not giving her no full capacity, just trying to.

538
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:57,840
Speaker 1: We're not. There's no kissing, none of that. Like, look,

539
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:00,000
Speaker 1: we're gonna do what we do. I'm gonna catch there's nothing,

540
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,520
Speaker 1: no man, you ain't catch yours too bad? Like but

541
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:05,360
Speaker 1: you smashing your girl's short of you? Like you really

542
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 1: trying to get trying to please her, like you aiming

543
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 1: to please that person because you funk with them. What

544
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 1: do you think Guys don't like to admit that they

545
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:17,720
Speaker 1: are so emotional? You can tell the way or the yeah,

546
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:19,680
Speaker 1: you can tell. I feel like guys need more emotional

547
00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:22,400
Speaker 1: their women a lot. They are would be some homely

548
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:25,920
Speaker 1: ship niggas trying to press their dogs. It's like niggas

549
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 1: telling me like, are you too love you dove? Like

550
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,440
Speaker 1: what am I supposed to do with a woman? I'm

551
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:34,479
Speaker 1: supposed to woman? Even if she had thought, I'm not

552
00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:36,200
Speaker 1: fronna be all, I know what it is, but I'm

553
00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:38,720
Speaker 1: still gonna treat her like a woman. She's a woman,

554
00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:40,760
Speaker 1: Like what you want me to do? Do you want

555
00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:42,840
Speaker 1: me to be gay and treat you like this? You're

556
00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:46,760
Speaker 1: my man? Like women is made to be loved, My nigga, Like,

557
00:30:46,840 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 1: if she had thought, I know where to place her

558
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:50,560
Speaker 1: after I'm done with her. But if I'm well, I'm

559
00:30:50,560 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 1: gonna treat her like a woman. If you see some

560
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:54,480
Speaker 1: of your homies acting a little out of order to

561
00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 1: a female, do you say something he's gonna fight. I

562
00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:59,080
Speaker 1: always tell my man is that if I ever catch

563
00:30:59,080 --> 00:31:01,000
Speaker 1: one of y'all put y'all ends on the female, our

564
00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:04,120
Speaker 1: friendship is done because or even speaking disrespectfully, I'm gonna

565
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,480
Speaker 1: tell them chill. If one of my man's ever hit

566
00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:09,240
Speaker 1: a female from me one, I'm gonna back my gun

567
00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:11,960
Speaker 1: out on you until you get the funk on and

568
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,040
Speaker 1: then we won't be friends no more because I don't

569
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:17,560
Speaker 1: tolerate that that's dope. I don't funk with it like

570
00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:20,520
Speaker 1: that's dope, because yeah, but I don't like people, wouldn't

571
00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:24,240
Speaker 1: like some people. Just let's not happening. And if it's front,

572
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:26,000
Speaker 1: if it's my man man and that's his girl, will

573
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:29,680
Speaker 1: be like, yo, just chilled, my nigga, Like just let

574
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 1: that ship rocking from me. But all that beating women

575
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:34,800
Speaker 1: and from me, no bro. And another thing you said,

576
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes guys do be mad when they

577
00:31:37,640 --> 00:31:41,520
Speaker 1: man get a girl, like they'd be real mad and

578
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:44,680
Speaker 1: instead of them like you know, being like yo, that's dope,

579
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:47,600
Speaker 1: like whatever, they'll say things to get him. Not the

580
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,520
Speaker 1: funk with the girl up do ship that is gonna

581
00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:53,040
Speaker 1: make her mad type ship can't be me if I

582
00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,120
Speaker 1: if I could kiss you behind closed doors, I do

583
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:58,400
Speaker 1: it from my niggas too. The niggas can't do. I

584
00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:04,080
Speaker 1: think everyone should be like you, you know, but I

585
00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 1: feel like I was. I was raised by my mom

586
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:12,120
Speaker 1: and my sister, so I'm really in tune with like female,

587
00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 1: so I know, like my popswort in my life, like

588
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:16,720
Speaker 1: I didn't have a nigga to teach me how to

589
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:18,280
Speaker 1: be fucked up. If I'm sucked up, that's just me

590
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,959
Speaker 1: being sucked up as a nigger. What I'm saying like,

591
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,040
Speaker 1: cause I got I'm not perfect. I got my ways.

592
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:25,440
Speaker 1: I know how to do foul ship. But then again,

593
00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 1: I was raised by all women, and I know how

594
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 1: delicate is. I know how to treat a woman. If

595
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,240
Speaker 1: your girl's friends try to kick it to you, would

596
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:36,640
Speaker 1: you tell him? Of course, tell you fast, get her

597
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,480
Speaker 1: to funk away from you. I'm getting I'm gonna tell you, like, hey,

598
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:47,840
Speaker 1: it's not your friends. It's just like when you're girl,

599
00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 1: tell you tell me you know niggas is fouled, bro

600
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:59,200
Speaker 1: or some niggas a chill till later on when you're

601
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:02,240
Speaker 1: not with her. No more, like no tell me now,

602
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 1: don't tell me. Oh it's like when you tell her,

603
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 1: I've seen this girl on Twitter said this my nigga

604
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:10,680
Speaker 1: always talking about it's so many women who want your place,

605
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 1: but your dog wants yours. It's like you think that's cool.

606
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 1: It shouldn't cool. Like you better tell me. Sometimes I

607
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 1: think people think you want but like believe I gotta

608
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:23,160
Speaker 1: make him choose. And he's been friends with that person.

609
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:27,800
Speaker 1: It's not that, but it would be sometimes may be.

610
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,560
Speaker 1: Sometimes how your man see you treat your shortiest if

611
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 1: this is your real wifeee, they know better. But then again,

612
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:36,680
Speaker 1: that's gonna let you know how serious you is with

613
00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:39,479
Speaker 1: the nigga, how his friends approach you. It's gonna let

614
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:43,680
Speaker 1: you know, like you say, this nigga not something but

615
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:47,120
Speaker 1: something that's just haters and that's not really one of

616
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:50,240
Speaker 1: my man's definitely not gonna let him know. Wheah. I

617
00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:53,360
Speaker 1: could never see one of my man's girl as somebody

618
00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:55,760
Speaker 1: I'll be with automatically once my man is with her.

619
00:33:55,880 --> 00:34:00,000
Speaker 1: That it doesn't even I don't even find him attractive.

620
00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:03,520
Speaker 1: I agree with that. I was like Ja my favorite rapper.

621
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:07,000
Speaker 1: I never found Beyonce attractive, but you can say she's

622
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 1: a nice woman woman. The fact that this is my

623
00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:13,720
Speaker 1: favorite rapper and I know that's his wife. I always

624
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:17,160
Speaker 1: be like cool, but I've never been attracted to any

625
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:24,759
Speaker 1: of your boyfriends you first of all the way that

626
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:29,400
Speaker 1: I like, I'll be cool. Yeah, you can be like,

627
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 1: oh yeah, your boyfriend handsome, he's cute. If that's my man, girl,

628
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:37,960
Speaker 1: I can't see it. Family. That's just that's just me.

629
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:39,680
Speaker 1: You know what the worst thing is when you started

630
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: dating somebody and then you don't know if it's gonna

631
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 1: work out, and you tell your friends some ship, Like

632
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:46,120
Speaker 1: one of my friends is dating this guy and when

633
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:47,440
Speaker 1: they first started day and she told me he had

634
00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:51,400
Speaker 1: the smallest dick ever, and she acted like she be together,

635
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:53,719
Speaker 1: and then they ended up together. And now every time

636
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:58,560
Speaker 1: I see them together and they're like, you know, when

637
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:00,680
Speaker 1: you're in love for the person you make that small

638
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:05,759
Speaker 1: sometimes small thick can be a good thing. I'd be

639
00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:07,799
Speaker 1: feeling bad every time I see her because she was

640
00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:10,440
Speaker 1: complaining about it, like, oh hell no, his dick small,

641
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 1: dadda dada da complaining, complaining daddy together. See if I

642
00:35:14,680 --> 00:35:17,520
Speaker 1: like her, but she didn't like him like that at first.

643
00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:20,160
Speaker 1: That sucks because if I do like somebody, I don't

644
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:22,400
Speaker 1: talk about the sex that I have with them, especially

645
00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:25,200
Speaker 1: if it's somebody I think I'm gonna be with. But

646
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:27,600
Speaker 1: I don't want to know. But sometimes I don't know.

647
00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:29,719
Speaker 1: I'd be like, well, girl, like you said, ain't hard

648
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,720
Speaker 1: to suck his dick friends, Like I was like, yeah, already,

649
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:41,400
Speaker 1: so good. I'm like his ship ain't the same songs

650
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:44,400
Speaker 1: as the first night. Now I have a question. We

651
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:46,600
Speaker 1: were having a debate about this right before y'all all

652
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:48,799
Speaker 1: got here, and I want you to chime in and

653
00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:52,239
Speaker 1: see what you think. So I was with um. I

654
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,480
Speaker 1: was at a restaurant and my ex boyfriend was there

655
00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:57,400
Speaker 1: and I was with a bunch of my girls, and

656
00:35:57,400 --> 00:35:58,919
Speaker 1: so he came up to the bar. He was talking

657
00:35:58,920 --> 00:36:02,400
Speaker 1: to us whatever whatever, and my friend screamed on him

658
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:06,279
Speaker 1: because he didn't pay for everybody's drinks. I think, what

659
00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:10,000
Speaker 1: type of Nike he is? She thinks? She was like Angela,

660
00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:12,600
Speaker 1: he was over there talking your air off. He shouldn't

661
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 1: paid for everybody. And I was like, but he don't

662
00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:17,560
Speaker 1: even know, y'all, but look what his question was, and

663
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:22,120
Speaker 1: what type of what caliber nickel he is? Here? Get money? Niked? Okay,

664
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:24,840
Speaker 1: he got money? Like this is what you're supposed to

665
00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:27,400
Speaker 1: do as a gey or he is a regular working

666
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:29,640
Speaker 1: he's a regular but he's got money, and he's a

667
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:31,920
Speaker 1: regular nine to five working person. He's got money, but

668
00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:34,520
Speaker 1: he's cheap as hell. I mean, if you're a regular

669
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:36,720
Speaker 1: nine of fire, dude, I'll give him a pass because

670
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:38,680
Speaker 1: as long as he paid for your stuff, he paid

671
00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:40,719
Speaker 1: my stuff, all right, he cool with me. I don't

672
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 1: give him no pass. You are expo a reason you

673
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:49,920
Speaker 1: got to check in with this crow whole girl. You

674
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,719
Speaker 1: got to feel that. In front of him, she was like, oh,

675
00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:55,960
Speaker 1: so you're not paying for everybody's drinks. Yeah, I mean

676
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:00,760
Speaker 1: so now he didn't really know as your that's different.

677
00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:02,960
Speaker 1: If he's like if you knew that I was the

678
00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,799
Speaker 1: home girl, and I get it, But as your friend,

679
00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:07,680
Speaker 1: she's supposed to say that to him if they know

680
00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:10,120
Speaker 1: each other. But if you don't know, I was like,

681
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:14,200
Speaker 1: but he fucking up girl time. Think about it. They're

682
00:37:14,239 --> 00:37:17,239
Speaker 1: hanging out chilling. If he come in the middle of

683
00:37:17,280 --> 00:37:19,839
Speaker 1: the ship, if you about talking about the whole time,

684
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:23,000
Speaker 1: If if she was a home girl, what he did

685
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,279
Speaker 1: and the stuff like that, he was like, damn, who

686
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:27,840
Speaker 1: was this new person just coming around? He was, he

687
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:30,360
Speaker 1: didn't know. He wasn't even with him anymore anyway, So

688
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:32,680
Speaker 1: it's not like we were together, you know what I'm saying.

689
00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 1: So he just she shouldn't never dragged. If that was

690
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,279
Speaker 1: your friend that was with there and the relationship with

691
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:40,560
Speaker 1: y'all like there, then that's like if if that was

692
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,359
Speaker 1: what would you have done, Zoe? Me being Zoe, I'm

693
00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 1: gonna pay. Yeah, it's just a certain image you gotta

694
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:48,719
Speaker 1: live up to when you know you were wrapper, I'm

695
00:37:48,719 --> 00:37:51,879
Speaker 1: gonna cut it at least at least what he could

696
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:53,640
Speaker 1: have did when he came to the bar, y'all want

697
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:55,359
Speaker 1: to drink. You ain't got to pay for the chaff

698
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 1: from the home, but at least I'm trying to snatch

699
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,160
Speaker 1: your away from them. I'm gonna commentating them like, yeah,

700
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:05,840
Speaker 1: let me highlight you come in, let's go talk. G

701
00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:08,760
Speaker 1: doesn't bother you. Your boyfriend paid for everything for everybody,

702
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:10,839
Speaker 1: you know, because he pays for everything for me too.

703
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:15,160
Speaker 1: First first, if you're not around and he's still paying

704
00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 1: for everybody, if you know what I don't like though,

705
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:19,480
Speaker 1: Like if I'm trying to take a girl out to

706
00:38:19,480 --> 00:38:21,719
Speaker 1: eat and she's like, I'm gonna bring my homegirl what

707
00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:26,120
Speaker 1: she's doing. Yeah. Um, And to answer your question, I

708
00:38:26,239 --> 00:38:29,040
Speaker 1: don't mind because usually if it's a setting where it's

709
00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:32,839
Speaker 1: like a restaurant or a club or some something that's

710
00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 1: sociale like that, then he put it on his company

711
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 1: cart anyway, so he really ain't paying for it. Okay,

712
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:42,799
Speaker 1: I hope they don't hear this, but he but he's

713
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:44,560
Speaker 1: known for being that type of person, like that's your

714
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:48,359
Speaker 1: best friend, you know, like he's the everybody everybody come

715
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:56,400
Speaker 1: on the trip, Oh, everybody just yeah for everything and

716
00:38:56,440 --> 00:38:58,920
Speaker 1: then complain about it three days later, Like you know,

717
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:03,200
Speaker 1: you left me with that guy to pay and don't

718
00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:06,560
Speaker 1: get nothing to like order order. Why didn't you just

719
00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:11,400
Speaker 1: get a whole bottle? If you got eight shots, know

720
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 1: it's gonna happen, That would say Larry. One time we

721
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,239
Speaker 1: went out and some guy came to meet her that

722
00:39:16,320 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 1: was trying to date her, and he showed up and um,

723
00:39:19,239 --> 00:39:21,000
Speaker 1: we had been eating, drinking and everything and he paid

724
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:24,440
Speaker 1: for everything. But let's know him. How many times that

725
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:26,279
Speaker 1: me and you've been out with a guy that I

726
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:28,840
Speaker 1: even know that I haven't paid, that hasn't been like

727
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:31,160
Speaker 1: I'm going to pay the bell I don't feel like

728
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:33,360
Speaker 1: I deal with guys that will just come in the

729
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:35,839
Speaker 1: middle of something or even come to meet that won't

730
00:39:35,840 --> 00:39:38,279
Speaker 1: pay the bell. That's just that. Yeah, I mean I've

731
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: been in the bathroom. You got to do that sometimes,

732
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:49,920
Speaker 1: you know, but so broken You've got money because got

733
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:52,400
Speaker 1: the bread. Put myself in that position. This is how

734
00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:54,799
Speaker 1: you have empathy. I'd be like, I should just be

735
00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 1: so annoyed if somebody tell me come meet me for

736
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:58,799
Speaker 1: a drink and then you get there and six of

737
00:39:58,800 --> 00:40:00,920
Speaker 1: their friends is there. The next thing you know, you're

738
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:06,840
Speaker 1: paying for everything. Check this out. Imagine it. Imagine you

739
00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:10,240
Speaker 1: like a Rihanna Nikki and then the dude tell you'll

740
00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:12,040
Speaker 1: pull up on me, and then you come to the

741
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:15,200
Speaker 1: restaurant his friends there. Just as a man, his job

742
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,399
Speaker 1: is to still take care of bill. Just as a man,

743
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:22,560
Speaker 1: you're not supposed to take care of that. As a dude,

744
00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:25,680
Speaker 1: that's like your job to take care of you. Feel

745
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 1: like women take advantage of that sometimes though some women

746
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:30,600
Speaker 1: do because sometimes you be feeling like is she playing me?

747
00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,440
Speaker 1: Some women do some women do with some women be

748
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:36,359
Speaker 1: on it like it's girls at a hard head foot

749
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:38,960
Speaker 1: with me to not pay I'll be like what like

750
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:40,960
Speaker 1: we out to the movies or we all eating? What

751
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,640
Speaker 1: are you what you're pulling out your bag for? Do

752
00:40:43,719 --> 00:40:46,279
Speaker 1: not make me look as crazy in here. But if

753
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 1: it's like my girl paid for it, you want to

754
00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:51,680
Speaker 1: because that's probably even half your money. Your money, Yeah,

755
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:54,000
Speaker 1: like paid for it. I'm gonna double back on something

756
00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:56,400
Speaker 1: else anyways, Like We're gonna go out shopping somewhere and

757
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:58,880
Speaker 1: I'm going to take care of it or something, because

758
00:40:58,880 --> 00:41:05,560
Speaker 1: don't be like your name is that we like dudes

759
00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:07,680
Speaker 1: that leader crib and don't lead a girl some money.

760
00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: Like if that's your girl, you're leaving out the crib.

761
00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:12,319
Speaker 1: You choose to be able to leave your girl. He's

762
00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:14,120
Speaker 1: some hunting bucks for her to go eat. I used

763
00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:18,560
Speaker 1: to get that treatment. I'm single and I got to

764
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:21,359
Speaker 1: leave myself home, get your food or like text your

765
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:24,160
Speaker 1: girl some money, like get your nails down money for me,

766
00:41:24,239 --> 00:41:26,840
Speaker 1: and you need that, I mean coup of noodles for me?

767
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:30,280
Speaker 1: What does that mean? I don't get that treatment because

768
00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,239
Speaker 1: I'm me. If you got to if you don't have

769
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:35,359
Speaker 1: a boyfriend, a guy might this angel man, I do

770
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:39,600
Speaker 1: have a boyfriend, you don't leave maybe because that's the relationship, y'all. God,

771
00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 1: you didn't suck the dick good enough to night before

772
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:48,600
Speaker 1: on the counters. That's just a relationship. I'm trying to think.

773
00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:54,760
Speaker 1: It's not even live a quarter or nothing quarter breakfast.

774
00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 1: You have to do it, though, you have to send

775
00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 1: your girl that cash, like I want cash. I want

776
00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:05,279
Speaker 1: this ship, Matt Blacks. What is nice is if he'll

777
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:07,319
Speaker 1: do something like, you know, if he knows I'm going

778
00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:10,520
Speaker 1: to despire something, we'll pay for that or send the

779
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:12,160
Speaker 1: money to one of my friends and be like buy

780
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:15,040
Speaker 1: her something, you know out so I just want to

781
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:17,600
Speaker 1: make sure I pay for everything. And then my fan

782
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:20,040
Speaker 1: and be like, oh, he's send money to pay for everything. Yeah,

783
00:42:20,080 --> 00:42:25,840
Speaker 1: that's that's only for your girl though, right do you

784
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,640
Speaker 1: speak to your girlfriend's friends, like do you have their

785
00:42:28,640 --> 00:42:31,480
Speaker 1: phone numbers and can talk to them like one, I

786
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:34,160
Speaker 1: don't try to affiliate with too many because you know,

787
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:38,480
Speaker 1: then the girls start knowing you too much. And no women,

788
00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:40,959
Speaker 1: especially for the ones that's going through ship and see

789
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,399
Speaker 1: that you're a good dude, and like damn, start oneting

790
00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 1: to just replace your girl and whole like I wish

791
00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:53,640
Speaker 1: he was mine. Wait what happened? Every one of my

792
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:56,879
Speaker 1: past experiences somehow end up intertwined in the show because

793
00:42:56,920 --> 00:43:00,800
Speaker 1: ANGELA know my whole life. I'm like, why did you

794
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:04,680
Speaker 1: don't have friends? They try to push up, Oh yeah, children, Yeah,

795
00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:09,799
Speaker 1: but it comes with like you telling them everything absolutely,

796
00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:12,160
Speaker 1: and you know. The lesson I learned from my experience

797
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:14,080
Speaker 1: is if a bitch don't know your business, she can't

798
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:16,160
Speaker 1: tell it. Or if a bitch don't know everything that's

799
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:17,839
Speaker 1: going on and thinks she can get what you got,

800
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:19,560
Speaker 1: she ain't gonna try to get you. And that's what

801
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:21,239
Speaker 1: it was. I had too many friends around me. That

802
00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:26,200
Speaker 1: was one of those where we just think they could

803
00:43:26,239 --> 00:43:28,359
Speaker 1: get it, and then like, don't trust me. You're gonna

804
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:33,160
Speaker 1: bring him back. Not what you want, your girl, But

805
00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:36,399
Speaker 1: oh she bad, ain't there? That bitch is a headache, yea.

806
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:39,319
Speaker 1: I can only deal with her. You're gonna bring her back.

807
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:41,399
Speaker 1: He could. I didn't brung her back, and I took

808
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,200
Speaker 1: her back and brung her back into the nine years later.

809
00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:54,760
Speaker 1: The headache her back? She downstairs right now? Is that jealous?

810
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 1: Unfortunately we gotta go. But we had such a great

811
00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:58,920
Speaker 1: time with the ep is out right now out on

812
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:01,520
Speaker 1: every stream and play that for him and my single

813
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:04,360
Speaker 1: is out everywhere to make sure you get that catch

814
00:44:04,360 --> 00:44:06,719
Speaker 1: a vibe to that, okay, because it's very honest. That's

815
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:09,000
Speaker 1: why I had to ask him. You mean all that stuff?

816
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,680
Speaker 1: You right? Right? Of course? Of course you got to, man,

817
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:13,439
Speaker 1: you gotta put That's how I feel like you could

818
00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:16,200
Speaker 1: relate to other people, because you know, if you're putting

819
00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:18,479
Speaker 1: fall ship in music and people be like, that's someone

820
00:44:18,520 --> 00:44:20,320
Speaker 1: else I was talking about on someone else's point of

821
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:23,239
Speaker 1: view or an experience, somebody you do that to see

822
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,600
Speaker 1: I do that like on Twitter like stuff I see

823
00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:27,560
Speaker 1: my man's in them go through I tweet something about it,

824
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:31,320
Speaker 1: and somebody be like, you're really going through that? No to, Like, no,

825
00:44:31,480 --> 00:44:34,799
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't. I try not to. You don't

826
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,640
Speaker 1: know you try not. I try not to. What the

827
00:44:37,719 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: last time you stub someone? Let me go look at

828
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 1: his Twitter right now? Let me see. I feel like

829
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:45,960
Speaker 1: seven seven is like it's the same thing. If I

830
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:47,920
Speaker 1: see my man going through some ship, I tweet, man,

831
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:51,880
Speaker 1: these bitches crazy, and somebody be like, what you mean? No,

832
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:56,960
Speaker 1: I was just talking man, what you mean it's a

833
00:44:57,040 --> 00:44:59,919
Speaker 1: stub because it's him going through it, not me. If

834
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:02,680
Speaker 1: if I see my nigger tweet that, and I'm just

835
00:45:02,760 --> 00:45:07,239
Speaker 1: going around with it's crazy this bit because I'll show

836
00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:12,160
Speaker 1: you that I have before we go. I gotta agree

837
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 1: this tweet. I love you, baby, I just can't trust you.

838
00:45:16,239 --> 00:45:21,600
Speaker 1: That's why she downstairs. Damn, I gotta watch her. Keep

839
00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:24,040
Speaker 1: it in your back. That's what we called. That's what

840
00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 1: we called that. That fifth pocket, this one right here,

841
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:33,919
Speaker 1: tam keep that little one. How is that every did

842
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:36,480
Speaker 1: you feel like that? I just feel like that, in general,

843
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:38,200
Speaker 1: you could love somebody, you know, he really be said,

844
00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 1: he said, I ain't forgive you. I just stopped chipping

845
00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:52,279
Speaker 1: about it. Yeah, damn, h look service God Jesus. I mean,

846
00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:53,879
Speaker 1: how are you going to get over it? Like? How

847
00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:58,719
Speaker 1: do you move past the trust thing? Honestly, I don't know.

848
00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:00,959
Speaker 1: I just feel like, after you, if somebody a certain

849
00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 1: amount of chances, you just let you know what fun it.

850
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 1: I'm not ain't gonna dwell on this is what it is.

851
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 1: I feel like you could love somebody without trusting him.

852
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:12,839
Speaker 1: M hm. Can you be with them? You can't. You're

853
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:15,480
Speaker 1: just gonna be guarded up. But you could not be

854
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:18,680
Speaker 1: petty and childish about it, though, because sometimes you gotta

855
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:20,680
Speaker 1: allow yourself like, you know, let me try to believe

856
00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:22,960
Speaker 1: this person. Right, Well, then there's gonna be that time

857
00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:26,000
Speaker 1: when you were loaning you're just thinking about should like man,

858
00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:30,640
Speaker 1: and you get mad all over again about it. And

859
00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:32,920
Speaker 1: it's like, because I just feel like I'm such a

860
00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 1: good person that you shouldn't do certain ship. You know,

861
00:46:35,840 --> 00:46:38,640
Speaker 1: like if I'm dealing with some fun person, Okay, we

862
00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 1: both fucked up, it is what it is. But if

863
00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 1: I'm good to you, you should give me the same

864
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:45,920
Speaker 1: ship back. Alright. Well, I love that we end on

865
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,840
Speaker 1: that right for sure, Zoe downs And I'm glad that

866
00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:50,400
Speaker 1: you are able to express yourself in your music, but

867
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:52,560
Speaker 1: you gotta do it in real life too. I think

868
00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:54,319
Speaker 1: he did a good job. He did a good job

869
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:57,480
Speaker 1: with that. I'm gonna try some of my man's be like, man,

870
00:46:57,520 --> 00:46:59,640
Speaker 1: talk to me. I'll be like, Nigga, you just came

871
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 1: to me for some ship. You can't help me. Bro,

872
00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:06,400
Speaker 1: I just told you what to do, But you can

873
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,839
Speaker 1: tell each other exactly. It's so much better than somebody.

874
00:47:10,080 --> 00:47:12,120
Speaker 1: Are easier to help somebody when you're not in this

875
00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:15,200
Speaker 1: situation because you've got the clear mind. I live off

876
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:19,239
Speaker 1: helping like I live off giving like that. What makes

877
00:47:19,239 --> 00:47:21,560
Speaker 1: me feel good, you know what I'm saying, Like, I'll

878
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,560
Speaker 1: see I have, I put a thousand in this pocket

879
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:26,800
Speaker 1: and put like three hunting, and I'm like every homeless

880
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:29,040
Speaker 1: person I said, twenty dollars to this whole three hundred

881
00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:32,000
Speaker 1: is gone, Like I live off that. But sometimes you

882
00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:34,600
Speaker 1: need things too, and it's not a bad thing, of course,

883
00:47:34,920 --> 00:47:38,400
Speaker 1: you know. All right, Well, thank you so much. I

884
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:42,000
Speaker 1: appreciate your lift service, Zoe dollars, appreciate you, and thank

885
00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:45,360
Speaker 1: you so much. To our winner from the Black Youngster episode,

886
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:52,000
Speaker 1: We had a good time at you. Remy. Yeah,