WEBVTT - Dustin Hoffman and Edie Falco

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the thing,

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<v Speaker 1>My chance to talk with artists, policymakers and performers, to

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<v Speaker 1>hear their stories. What inspires their creations, what decisions change

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<v Speaker 1>their careers, what relationships influenced their work. This hour, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>talk with two actors, one with a legendary film career,

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<v Speaker 1>the other who helped redefine television. Earlier this year, I

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<v Speaker 1>spoke with actor and director Dustin Hoffman as part of

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<v Speaker 1>the Turner Classic Movie Film Festival in Hollywood. At the festival,

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<v Speaker 1>we screen some of the greatest films of all time

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<v Speaker 1>and then discussed them in front of an audience. We

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<v Speaker 1>decided to show this movie about Lenny Bruce at eleven

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<v Speaker 1>thirty in the morning. We're gonna show TUTSI at midnight.

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<v Speaker 1>We thought we mix it up a bit here at

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<v Speaker 1>the Customer. In two thousand fifteen, we selected Lenny, four,

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<v Speaker 1>film in which Hoffman portrays the groundbreaking but troubled commute

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<v Speaker 1>and social critic Lenny Bruce, who had died just eight

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<v Speaker 1>years prior of a drug overdose while battling ongoing obscenity charges. Lenny,

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<v Speaker 1>shot in black and white by director Bob Fossey was

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<v Speaker 1>nominated for six Oscars, including Best Picture, Best Director for Fossey,

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<v Speaker 1>Best Actress for Valerie Paine, and Best Actor for Dustin Hoffman.

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<v Speaker 1>We're all the same, schluck, and it just cracks me

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<v Speaker 1>up that we try so desperately to be unique when

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<v Speaker 1>we're all the same. Canies and Howard Kennedy Johnson me.

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<v Speaker 1>When you make films like this, I mean you've worked.

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<v Speaker 1>You've made so many great films and work with so

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<v Speaker 1>many great directors. Was Fossey some of them without a goal?

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<v Speaker 1>For you too? To work with Fossey? No, how was

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<v Speaker 1>it to work with Fossey? Tough? Tough? Uh? Bob was

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<v Speaker 1>originally a choreographer, and choreographer don't have dancers coming up

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<v Speaker 1>to them saying, what's my motivation? They dances, do what

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<v Speaker 1>they're told, you know. He tried to be in a

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<v Speaker 1>sense to collaborate, but it was tough for him and

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<v Speaker 1>it was tough for me. We had a tough time.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he like to do a lot of takes? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>both of us did. The script. I thought it was problematic,

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<v Speaker 1>so I wasn't that anxious to do it. We went

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<v Speaker 1>into rehearsal with the principal actors with the wonderful Valerie

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<v Speaker 1>Paene extraordinary performance and with Valerie myself and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Jan Minor and I think Stanley Beck were in New

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<v Speaker 1>York in the room and it's going rough the rehearsal,

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<v Speaker 1>and after five days we started Monday. After five days,

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<v Speaker 1>we're rehearsing routines, rehearsing scenes. And on Friday, Bob Fosse says,

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<v Speaker 1>we don't have a movie. We don't have a script.

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<v Speaker 1>See on Monday, rehearse two weeks or three weeks, and

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<v Speaker 1>we thought it was gonna be shelved. When Hallman came

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<v Speaker 1>back Monday and he says, I solved it, and he

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<v Speaker 1>interspersed it. He says, I'm going to intersperse it with

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<v Speaker 1>interviews because he scenes there's no connective tissue to them.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't connect. So Stanley Beck, who was wonderful and

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<v Speaker 1>at my manager, Valerie Pete, thank you. Uh uh. Stanley

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<v Speaker 1>and I were close friends since we were beginning actors. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>And Valerie Preen and Jan Minor are going I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's all it is, isn't. Those three are going to

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<v Speaker 1>be interviewed throughout the movie, and He'll and I'll have

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<v Speaker 1>an easier time of shooting it. And when when you

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<v Speaker 1>make a film like this or any of the films

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<v Speaker 1>you've made, I should say, do you have any kind

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<v Speaker 1>of unique relationship or a specific relationship with the cinematographer?

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<v Speaker 1>Surtise This film was not manated for six Academy Awards

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<v Speaker 1>and in every one of the major categories you would

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<v Speaker 1>imagine Best Picture, Best Director, Best Actor, Best Actress, Best Screenplay,

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<v Speaker 1>and cinematography for Surtees, who made his reputation shooting a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of Clint Eastwoods films for many, many years. Bob

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<v Speaker 1>Surtees was one of the great cinematographers Robert Surtees, he

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<v Speaker 1>was the cinematographer the graduate Bruce is a son. No,

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<v Speaker 1>we were going with the father and son tense when

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<v Speaker 1>you should have filmed. Do you have a specific relationship

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<v Speaker 1>with cinematographers when you make a film? Or no, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't uh. I don't want to know uh where

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<v Speaker 1>the cameras In terms of uh, I do ask about

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<v Speaker 1>lenses sometimes if I want my hands to do something,

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<v Speaker 1>and I say, where are you cutting? Where's your bottom frame?

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<v Speaker 1>Because if if it's here, also I'd have to have

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<v Speaker 1>my hands up here to have it in the shot.

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<v Speaker 1>Other than that, I don't really want to know. It's

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<v Speaker 1>interesting that you say that, Alec, because one of the

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<v Speaker 1>things I objected to with with Bob is that he

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<v Speaker 1>posed me, and when you see it, it's gorgeous. So

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<v Speaker 1>he was right. It was wrong. But you know, i'd

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<v Speaker 1>be up there, and I worked so hard on these routines. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I had never seen Lennie Bruce. Bob had never seen

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<v Speaker 1>Lennie Bruce. Mike Nichols, who I talked to before I

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<v Speaker 1>did it, because we'd done the graduate. He and Elaine

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<v Speaker 1>May were acting upstairs on Sunset Boulevard was it called

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<v Speaker 1>a duplex or something nightclub, and Lenny Bruce was downstairs

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<v Speaker 1>and in between their acts they would come downstairs and

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<v Speaker 1>watch Bruce. Because no comedian, they said, would do a

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<v Speaker 1>whole show improvising. You know, sometimes you do two minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>three minutes and the rest is yours is your stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>But Lenny would come out and not know what he

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<v Speaker 1>was going to say. I think the only two comedians

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<v Speaker 1>I know since Lenny that that do that one was

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<v Speaker 1>Robbed Mumbles, Robin Williams, and the other one was a

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<v Speaker 1>wonderful Billy Connolly, and neither of them many times would

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<v Speaker 1>just they would just go uh and that that takes

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<v Speaker 1>a lot. What was the question? Um the sorry, we're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about cinematographers and oh yeah, me and I worked hard.

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<v Speaker 1>I got the thirty three rpm s that Lenny had

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<v Speaker 1>made us what we called him that we didn't call

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<v Speaker 1>him finals and U I'd lay down on the floor

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<v Speaker 1>and I would play. I had three months. I had

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<v Speaker 1>about three months and I did every you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>wrote down longhand every single line he said in all

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<v Speaker 1>the records, and he even the ones he did over,

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<v Speaker 1>he would always deviate and I would write them down.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I would go to Bob Fossie and I'd say, geez,

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<v Speaker 1>I like what he did here because he used these sentences,

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<v Speaker 1>are used that And I was promised, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's what I got so upset about that I would

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<v Speaker 1>be able to shoot it. We were going to shoot it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think that's what Bob wanted. We were going

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<v Speaker 1>to shoot it in different clubs in Florida and with

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<v Speaker 1>live audiences, and that's what I wanted. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to really feel like I'm doing it with

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<v Speaker 1>the real audience. And He'll have whatever three or four

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<v Speaker 1>cameras at once. He agreed, and that's what we were

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to do. And then it's probably money wouldn't allow it.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was quite laborious sometimes to do these routines

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<v Speaker 1>over and over again. And he would tell the camera.

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<v Speaker 1>He would he'd be like, where you are and I'd

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<v Speaker 1>be on the stage. He'd said, okay, now look a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit this way, and I'll look up, now look down. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>now do the routine from here to here. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it kind of broke my heart because I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to be the guy. You know. The Foster was a great,

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<v Speaker 1>great artist, and uh, it's funny because I just saw

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<v Speaker 1>a him recently with that Alfred Hitchcock directed with Carrie Grant,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh carry Grant said he had never worked with

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<v Speaker 1>Hitchcock again after the first picture because they didn't get

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<v Speaker 1>along because Hitchcock didn't like to collaborate. But then they

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<v Speaker 1>made up and they made more movies. And that Lenny

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<v Speaker 1>Bruce was not someone you had been a fan of

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<v Speaker 1>or had a big awareness of before them where you

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<v Speaker 1>had no no, I just I was in New York.

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<v Speaker 1>I just never saw him. We couldn't have, uh, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean before I was successful, we couldn't afford to

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<v Speaker 1>go to nightclubs, you know they it was expensive. And uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I love the jazz is what's so extorting? It was

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<v Speaker 1>next to jazz never dates. Jazz is the same now

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<v Speaker 1>as it was that. It's god, dude, the score. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>and uh and I had time no I and I

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<v Speaker 1>had never seen him. I had never seen I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think any comedian. I didn't go to nightclubs much. And

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<v Speaker 1>I went out to l A because they said. Someone

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<v Speaker 1>said to me, if you want to know Lenny Bruce, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta go see Sally mar his mother who was alive.

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<v Speaker 1>And I went. She was very friendly. Uh. She introduced

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<v Speaker 1>me to one of his best friends who used to

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<v Speaker 1>shoot up with and he in turn introduced me to

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<v Speaker 1>friends with Lenny. And I had a tape recorder, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like a wallet, not a walan is like a pearl

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<v Speaker 1>tape recorder. And I taped everything. And she says, you

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<v Speaker 1>want to go to Vegas because they're all there, all

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<v Speaker 1>his friend Buddy hack It other people. And I said,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, yes, And I was taking all these notes.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the best time of research I've ever had.

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<v Speaker 1>They all said the same thing. Uh, except Buddy Hacket. Um. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>They said, you know, you know Broadway, Danny Rose, I

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<v Speaker 1>think Willia Allen did you. And they used to get

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<v Speaker 1>together to commit Indians, Lenny and these guys when they

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<v Speaker 1>were you know certainly what it was, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>cantors or and they said they'd sit around, do what

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<v Speaker 1>they did and bro down, you know, tell jokes, and

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<v Speaker 1>I studly look around. And he was always very quiet.

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<v Speaker 1>And suddenly he's gone because he wasn't shy guy. And

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<v Speaker 1>he's gone, and they look around. I don't know where

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<v Speaker 1>he is. And then they find him in the kitchen

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<v Speaker 1>talking to the people that work in the kitchen to help.

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<v Speaker 1>He loved to just talk to the people and and

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<v Speaker 1>ask questions and find out stuff. I think he originally

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<v Speaker 1>this is the stuff I had heard. Uh. They kind

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<v Speaker 1>of say it in the movie. The musicians were more

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<v Speaker 1>important to him than the audience, because when you do

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<v Speaker 1>show after show after show, he if you noticed the musicians,

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<v Speaker 1>they're always sitting like that, you know, because they rash

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<v Speaker 1>of a fon Monroe and uh and Lenny. Uh. Then

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<v Speaker 1>he felt that if he could crack up the musicians,

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<v Speaker 1>then he was getting somewhere. I think he wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>be in Hollywood. We wanted to be an actor. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>I had heard you shot this movie where we shot

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of it in Florida. The nightclubs, the stage work. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>one nightclub. Basically, I think the scene and when we

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<v Speaker 1>were sitting next to each other, the scene up there

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm in my raincoat. And yes, when I came

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<v Speaker 1>back after my three months, I had all this stuff

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<v Speaker 1>to give Bob. You gotta put this in, You gotta

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<v Speaker 1>put that in. You gotta put that. And the one

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<v Speaker 1>thing that he kept was that scene. And the reason

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<v Speaker 1>he did is when I was memorizing it wasn't then.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, this is before the kind of media. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you had cell phones and all the texting. Some guy

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<v Speaker 1>heard I was doing the movie and he had been

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<v Speaker 1>a student somewhere in Chicago, and he sent me found

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<v Speaker 1>out my business address in New York, and he sent

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<v Speaker 1>me a cassette and I played it word for word.

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<v Speaker 1>It's that scene. And I got piste off at Bob

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<v Speaker 1>because when he shot the master from upstairs, right in

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<v Speaker 1>the back, and when I saw it, I said, he

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<v Speaker 1>didn't cut in. You didn't cut in and he says, no,

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<v Speaker 1>So that's eight minutes, you know, being up there just

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<v Speaker 1>in one shot, one shot and again he was he

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<v Speaker 1>was right. Uh, it's nice of you to admit that. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>it's very generous. I've met a lot of stuff forty

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<v Speaker 1>years later. But but do you think do you think

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<v Speaker 1>in your I mean, obviously you're someone who when you

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't believe anything I read. But I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>but but people really I try to minimize that in

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<v Speaker 1>my life and time. But but the but, but for you,

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<v Speaker 1>obviously you know very fastidious and very very lots of

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<v Speaker 1>questions and lots of seeking and so forth in the

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<v Speaker 1>work you were doing. And what do you think that

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<v Speaker 1>comes from? In terms of all the films you've made

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<v Speaker 1>from Graduate on into Cowboy and everything like that, where

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<v Speaker 1>you just seem so what's the word? I mean, you're

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<v Speaker 1>so Jewish? Is that it? I'll convert If that's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Is that simple, I'm gonna convert tomorrow. That's what's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get me into your statusy it? But the but, but

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<v Speaker 1>but the thing is you you just seem like you

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<v Speaker 1>always have something to prove a lot of people got

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<v Speaker 1>where you got and they did what you did, and

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<v Speaker 1>you scored with these performances and the originality. But then

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<v Speaker 1>you keep going and you still feel like you have

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<v Speaker 1>Did you feel that way? You still have something to

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<v Speaker 1>prove again and again and again. What drove you? I

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<v Speaker 1>guess the same thing that still drives me. Kobe Bryant

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<v Speaker 1>was interviewed recently. It was before he, you know, had

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<v Speaker 1>a step out for the season, because he heard himself.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw the interview and I wrote it down. I

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<v Speaker 1>told my son Jake was basketball, same question. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>all these years of great basketball playing and he still

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<v Speaker 1>spend so much time practicing and playing whatever. Why And

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<v Speaker 1>he said, I guess for the challenge of every day.

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<v Speaker 1>It's beautiful, sons. I have only one slight personal connection

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<v Speaker 1>to Lenny Bruce and that and that was that Marvin

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<v Speaker 1>Worth was a dear friend. He died. Producer. He produced

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<v Speaker 1>this some he produced to Malcolm X with Spike. He

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<v Speaker 1>produced a lot good and he was Bruce's manager. Marvin

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<v Speaker 1>Worthy was from Brooklyn and his wife Joe, and they

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<v Speaker 1>were from Brooklyn. And he had the more the heaviest

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<v Speaker 1>New York accents I've never heard in my life. His

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<v Speaker 1>voice was down. We got a very heavy accent like this.

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<v Speaker 1>And he said to me, I'm gonna revive Letty on Broadway,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want you to do play Letty. I go,

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<v Speaker 1>what and he said, uh, he goes. I got a

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<v Speaker 1>thousand hours of tapes of Lenny. I got thought, Julian Barry,

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<v Speaker 1>We've got so much material and Lannis. He said, there's

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<v Speaker 1>so much stuff we can put in there. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>worry about that. It's all gonna work like a child.

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<v Speaker 1>And I go and he goes in the Dusty equals

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<v Speaker 1>to Dusty. Dusty's not the only one who could play

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<v Speaker 1>that part. By the way, you got the only person

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<v Speaker 1>who coul played up on him. I got huh, Sara.

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<v Speaker 1>And he goes and he goes, He goes, and I go,

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<v Speaker 1>but what about the other thing? He goes, one other thing? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>what about the other thing? Was one other thing? One

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<v Speaker 1>other thing? One of the thing. I go, I'm not Jewish.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, you're from Long Island, right, I said, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>He goes, You're You're half way there. The rest of

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<v Speaker 1>them take care of its something like that. And he

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<v Speaker 1>would have been wonderful. But when you did this film,

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<v Speaker 1>how involved in your films? Warn you before then? Later

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<v Speaker 1>in the casting. Oh, I have to tell your gun

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<v Speaker 1>glad you're asked me. Another example of Fosse's genius, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>is that I met Honey Bruce. Uh and uh uh

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<v Speaker 1>which came first? I met? He cast Valerie Pain before

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<v Speaker 1>he met Honey Bruce, and then he met her, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I met her. We you know, not together. And

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't believe Honey Bruce that Valerie was the reincarnation

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<v Speaker 1>of Honey Bruce. Literally, I mean it could have been

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<v Speaker 1>like mother and daughter. I was and I said, Bob,

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<v Speaker 1>you had to have met the Honey Bruce before you

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<v Speaker 1>cast Valeries as No, it was just this intuition. I

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<v Speaker 1>had nothing to do with any of the casting except

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<v Speaker 1>except Stanley. He was not enough to have Stanley in

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<v Speaker 1>it for my manager and all my films. Uh. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean the graduate. They've been trying for two years

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<v Speaker 1>to cast it, and Katherine Ross and myself were the

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<v Speaker 1>last two two screen test after two years. And I

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<v Speaker 1>heard that they were sitting in the screen room not

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<v Speaker 1>particularly excited about our screen test, and I said, well,

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<v Speaker 1>either we go with them or we don't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was that kind of a that they said

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<v Speaker 1>that in interviews. I think Larry Terman said that the

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<v Speaker 1>producer and uh Midnight Cowboy. Uh he uh he cast Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't cast John Voyd. He cast some someone else

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<v Speaker 1>and they wouldn't let him out of his contract. And

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<v Speaker 1>after that happened, I said, please see my friend John Voyd.

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<v Speaker 1>We weren't close friends that we've been off for all

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<v Speaker 1>and he says no. John Sessinger said he read for

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<v Speaker 1>it and he doesn't have that Texas accent. He was

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<v Speaker 1>from Yonkers. I said, yeah, but he's an actor. He

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<v Speaker 1>can get it, you know. And John immediately went down

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<v Speaker 1>to Texas forgot where with the tape recorder and spent

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<v Speaker 1>whatever time and came back and and read for it

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<v Speaker 1>and he got the part. But he was the second choice.

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<v Speaker 1>Kate Jackson was the first choice for Cramer versus Kramer.

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<v Speaker 1>She was in Charlie's Angels and they were saying, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>the film will pay back itself before we started shooting

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<v Speaker 1>because they were so popular. And then the studio wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>let her out. So I kept telling them about this

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<v Speaker 1>Meryl Streep. I had heard about it, uh, and they

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<v Speaker 1>saw and they saw her. So there's been a few

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<v Speaker 1>I've suggested, I've I've never demanded or you know, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that works actually unless you're directing or producing. Well,

0:18:57.240 --> 0:18:59.040
<v Speaker 1>some people there, some people to have these approvals of

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<v Speaker 1>casting and they and they utilize that in whatever way.

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<v Speaker 1>And those are the people who they just don't get involved.

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<v Speaker 1>They just like they just let it that all take

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<v Speaker 1>care of itself, and that it doesn't really change what

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<v Speaker 1>they do. You know, de Valent Hackman and I knew

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<v Speaker 1>each other from the early days. They're much older and

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, we never worked together. And suddenly I'm doing

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<v Speaker 1>this thing a few years ago. We're shooting in New

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<v Speaker 1>Orleans a runaway jury and I have a I think

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<v Speaker 1>a supporting part, and Gene Hackman has a leading part.

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<v Speaker 1>And the director finds out that we knew each other.

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<v Speaker 1>We went to the past seeing the playhouse together to

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<v Speaker 1>kicked out after three months they're not having any talent

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, oh my god, you guys know each other

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<v Speaker 1>for all those time, dirty years. Yeah, we gotta do

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<v Speaker 1>a scene. So they wrote a scene. It's it's one

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<v Speaker 1>of the last scenes in the movie. Takes place in

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<v Speaker 1>a public bathroom. It's like an eight page dialogue scene.

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<v Speaker 1>And afterwards it was lasting they shot in the movie

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<v Speaker 1>it's over and Jean and I said, let's go out

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<v Speaker 1>and get drunk. And we go to an Italian restaurant

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<v Speaker 1>in New Orleans and we're getting drunk, and Hackman says,

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<v Speaker 1>were you scared? I said, I was so scared. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, I'm gonna I'm gonna forget my lines. He

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<v Speaker 1>said he felt exactly the same way. You know, because

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<v Speaker 1>you are what you are at the beginning, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>really change. We were unemployee actors for ten years, and

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<v Speaker 1>he said to me, and one of the great things

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<v Speaker 1>ever said, we were this close to each other. He says,

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<v Speaker 1>do you feel the same way I do after you

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<v Speaker 1>finish a movie? And he probably made a hundred twenty movies.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, what do you feel like You'll never work again?

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, every single time. But that's it. My conversation

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<v Speaker 1>with Dustin Hoffman continues after the break. You can hear

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<v Speaker 1>from other actors in the Here's the thing, archives like

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<v Speaker 1>Julianne Moore, who shares her special technique for getting ready

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<v Speaker 1>to play a scene. I'm very chatty. I'd like to

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<v Speaker 1>talk all the way up to action. I do, I do,

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<v Speaker 1>And if you can't talk to me. I'm really disappointed.

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<v Speaker 1>Then I get lonely, and I want to be lonely

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<v Speaker 1>when I'm working. I want to be with my buddy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to talk to me. You talk to me, friend,

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<v Speaker 1>Let's be buddies. Talk to you. What did you do

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<v Speaker 1>this morning? What do you have for dinner last night?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing later today? Are you cold? Do

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<v Speaker 1>you like that sweater? Did you like my sweater? What

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<v Speaker 1>are you doing? Action acting? I love it. That's my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite parts. You get this great connection with other human being,

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<v Speaker 1>and then the scene is like, comes alive. Take a

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<v Speaker 1>listen and here's the thing. Dot Org, this is Alec

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<v Speaker 1>Baldwin and you're listening to here's the thing. Dustin Hoffman

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<v Speaker 1>has been nominated for the OSCAR for Best Actor seven times.

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<v Speaker 1>He's won the award twice. Actors strive for depth and

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<v Speaker 1>range in their work. Dustin Hoffman makes this appear effortless.

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<v Speaker 1>There's obviously roles you played like Crame versus Cramer and

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<v Speaker 1>all the President's men, and you seem it's I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what word to use. It seems closer to who

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<v Speaker 1>you are, your voice and your appearance, and you're the

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<v Speaker 1>psychologic stuff that you're paying playing a contemporary character. You're

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<v Speaker 1>not playing somebody with some disability or what have you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not rain man or someone who's damaged and broken

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<v Speaker 1>like Cowboy and so forth like that. But you've done both.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a there's a theatricality of the roles and a

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<v Speaker 1>vividness to them, and you're not afraid to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>Where does that come from? From being in the theater? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I where are you from? I told you

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<v Speaker 1>from long for a long island. So how first of all,

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<v Speaker 1>I wish we lived in the same city. How old

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<v Speaker 1>were you when you started studying act? And when they

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<v Speaker 1>sent you out? They sent you out for certain kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of parts, young leading man, the young guys who I

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<v Speaker 1>had a lot or whatever. I'm the short Jew and

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<v Speaker 1>uh still with some acne, and I come to New

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<v Speaker 1>York to study and they always said leading men, young

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<v Speaker 1>leading men, juvenile's character juveniles. That's what I was designed as.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't get an agent. And that's just code for Semitic,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because in those days, the leading man was

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<v Speaker 1>white Anglo Saxon Protestant, and the ethnic person was character

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<v Speaker 1>juvenile or character Janews. It really was that way anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went out a few times. I could, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>go to open auditions, because if you're not equity then

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<v Speaker 1>you can't go to a regular audition, and you can't

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<v Speaker 1>go to a regular audition until you get your equity card,

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<v Speaker 1>and you can't get an equity card until you get

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<v Speaker 1>a job, so you know, catch twenty two. So the

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<v Speaker 1>few times that I could go, it was the character

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<v Speaker 1>juvenile and by Hooker Crook. Uh Nichols casts Katherine Ross

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<v Speaker 1>and I in a graduate and I'd been just starting

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<v Speaker 1>to get somewhere off Broadway doing you know, my own

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<v Speaker 1>style of stuff. Hunchbacked German gay guy with a limp.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, the first thing that I got mentioned for

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<v Speaker 1>in the in the New York Times, and uh Nichols

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<v Speaker 1>had heard about it, and uh and I got to

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<v Speaker 1>you're not kidding. You played a hunchback German homosexual with

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<v Speaker 1>a limb. Ronald Ribbon. What was the production Harry Noon

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<v Speaker 1>and Night. And the other actor was what was his

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<v Speaker 1>Joel Joel Gray? Sorry Joel? Uh, yes, that was accurate.

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<v Speaker 1>So uh he brings me out to test me, and

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to test. I was doing for the

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<v Speaker 1>first time in my life doing well off Broadway. I

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<v Speaker 1>won an award and I thought, oh, I'll have a career.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'll do off Broadway. And you know this

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<v Speaker 1>as well as I do. Uh. You know, if God

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<v Speaker 1>has said, look alec uh, you'll never be in a movie,

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<v Speaker 1>you'll never get leading roles. If you're struggling for years,

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<v Speaker 1>you won't even be on Broadway. I will guarantee you

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<v Speaker 1>a good part off Broadway for the rest of your life.

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<v Speaker 1>You'd sign, you would, you know? Uh? And so would

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<v Speaker 1>a hackman who moved furniture and down, you know, six

0:25:32.840 --> 0:25:34.960
<v Speaker 1>flights and do val who worked midnight to eight in

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<v Speaker 1>the post office. And I was doing waiter jobs and

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<v Speaker 1>a little acting teaching if I could. And it's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's never changed as actors. Here you know the pain

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<v Speaker 1>of that. Um and uh. Here he is now taking

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<v Speaker 1>me out into l A and testing and can we

0:25:52.160 --> 0:25:56.000
<v Speaker 1>do anything about his nose? I remember, And I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>well the guy is he said, you don't and he

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't believe it. I mean, he's the hottest director from

0:26:02.040 --> 0:26:07.239
<v Speaker 1>Neil Simon Broadway and also Virginia Wolf. He did. Uh,

0:26:07.880 --> 0:26:10.600
<v Speaker 1>there was no hotter director at that moment. In time

0:26:11.359 --> 0:26:14.520
<v Speaker 1>he was Spielberg and he said, what do you mean

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<v Speaker 1>you don't want to do this part? I said, I

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<v Speaker 1>read the book of Mr Nichols. Was on the phone. He'said,

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<v Speaker 1>Alam in New York doing a play. I said, Benjamin

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<v Speaker 1>Braddock in the book. He's five ft eleven, blonde hair.

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<v Speaker 1>I says, it's Redford. I said, you don't want me

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<v Speaker 1>and he said no. He says, I I would like

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<v Speaker 1>to test you. He said, you mean he's not Jewish.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, right, it's Benjamin Braddock. And he said something

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<v Speaker 1>I've never forgotten. He says, well, maybe he's Jewish. Inside

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<v Speaker 1>years later he's from Berlin, Mike. He came here in

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<v Speaker 1>the early thirties, and uh, he had his own pain

0:26:53.480 --> 0:26:56.080
<v Speaker 1>because he didn't have a lot of hair. He had

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<v Speaker 1>scarlet fever. And uh he not too long ago, just

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<v Speaker 1>a few years ago. I read in the paper that

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<v Speaker 1>he never understood why he cast me, and then he

0:27:08.080 --> 0:27:11.800
<v Speaker 1>finally did through the analysis or something, and he said,

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like an alter ego of him. He

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<v Speaker 1>felt like he was me in uh, you know, on

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<v Speaker 1>the periphery, you know, out of it, and he was

0:27:24.119 --> 0:27:27.639
<v Speaker 1>casting himself the funny looking guy. Do you know that

0:27:27.840 --> 0:27:31.919
<v Speaker 1>that movie was shot and I went back to New

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:36.320
<v Speaker 1>York to collect unemployment. It was a lot, because you know,

0:27:36.400 --> 0:27:38.600
<v Speaker 1>it's fifty bucks a week is getting the mostly to

0:27:38.760 --> 0:27:41.639
<v Speaker 1>get and they're cutting the movie again. I read this

0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:46.720
<v Speaker 1>in the newspapers and Lawrence Turman, I think it was

0:27:46.760 --> 0:27:49.600
<v Speaker 1>a New York carrents a producer. They're showing it all

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<v Speaker 1>over the bel Air circuit, every Hills Belair, Brentwood on

0:27:55.040 --> 0:27:59.680
<v Speaker 1>a movie theaters they have in the homes and over

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<v Speaker 1>in a over again Urman said before it opened, and

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<v Speaker 1>over and over again. People in the industry would come

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:11.639
<v Speaker 1>up to Larry, Why brilliant film you almost had if

0:28:11.680 --> 0:28:17.480
<v Speaker 1>you hadn't a miscast the lead. And that was the perception.

0:28:19.200 --> 0:28:22.639
<v Speaker 1>It's interesting because speaking of that casting thing, he and

0:28:22.720 --> 0:28:25.840
<v Speaker 1>I have had a little There was a whiff of this,

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:28.920
<v Speaker 1>of this, of my appreciation of his career, and you

0:28:29.040 --> 0:28:31.080
<v Speaker 1>wind him mind. I remember this. I doubt you remember this.

0:28:31.160 --> 0:28:33.879
<v Speaker 1>But I go to the old Westwood Marquis Hotel because

0:28:33.960 --> 0:28:37.040
<v Speaker 1>I get called to go an audition for the movie

0:28:37.160 --> 0:28:41.240
<v Speaker 1>Hero and Stephen Friers is the director, and the phone rings,

0:28:41.240 --> 0:28:42.760
<v Speaker 1>and this is back when I was making films in

0:28:42.800 --> 0:28:45.080
<v Speaker 1>the nineties and everything, and I'm lighting one off the

0:28:45.200 --> 0:28:47.520
<v Speaker 1>other and I'm gonna meet this guy and I'm gonna

0:28:47.680 --> 0:28:52.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm in my car. I'm like, God, masically gonna go

0:28:52.440 --> 0:28:54.800
<v Speaker 1>to the Westwood Marquis, and they just lay out the

0:28:54.840 --> 0:28:56.480
<v Speaker 1>facts are like, you know, snap out of it. You're

0:28:56.480 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 1>gonna go to the Westwood Marquis. You're gonna be Steen

0:28:58.280 --> 0:28:59.960
<v Speaker 1>Friars and you're gonna have a meeting with Dustin hop

0:29:00.000 --> 0:29:05.160
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, I love this guy. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>be this movie where this guy and all of a sudden,

0:29:07.240 --> 0:29:09.520
<v Speaker 1>like twenty minutes goes by and Stephen Fiers. If you

0:29:09.560 --> 0:29:12.680
<v Speaker 1>know the movie Hero, where someone commits this actor, there's

0:29:12.680 --> 0:29:14.880
<v Speaker 1>a case of mistake in identity, and Andy Garcia played

0:29:14.880 --> 0:29:16.360
<v Speaker 1>the other role, so there has to be this case

0:29:16.400 --> 0:29:19.120
<v Speaker 1>of mistaken identity between the two actors. Stephen fears literally

0:29:19.160 --> 0:29:22.280
<v Speaker 1>twenty minutes in. I mean, my dream is just taking flight,

0:29:22.480 --> 0:29:25.800
<v Speaker 1>my wings. I'm flying over the west Wood Blocky Hotel.

0:29:26.280 --> 0:29:29.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make my first movie with Dustin Effin Hoffman,

0:29:29.840 --> 0:29:31.440
<v Speaker 1>and Stephen Fiers looks at me and goes, you know,

0:29:31.480 --> 0:29:33.920
<v Speaker 1>I just realized that you don't look anything like Dustin

0:29:34.000 --> 0:29:41.160
<v Speaker 1>at all, and it was like there, I'm flying. Also

0:29:43.200 --> 0:29:47.040
<v Speaker 1>he shoots my balloon, my crash onto Westwood Boulevard. I'm

0:29:47.160 --> 0:29:50.360
<v Speaker 1>dead on the highway there. I'll never figure to talk about. Yeah,

0:29:50.440 --> 0:29:54.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm not. I'm not. Our dreams are dreams, how they

0:29:54.400 --> 0:29:57.360
<v Speaker 1>how they escape us. But I'm called the Emma right

0:29:57.640 --> 0:30:01.720
<v Speaker 1>right right. But the when you do, when you show

0:30:01.800 --> 0:30:03.680
<v Speaker 1>up and you work with Lessinger and you do Cowboy,

0:30:04.080 --> 0:30:05.840
<v Speaker 1>do you you come up with all that and you

0:30:06.000 --> 0:30:09.400
<v Speaker 1>show him did he help you? Did you Cowboy? Very briefly,

0:30:10.440 --> 0:30:12.640
<v Speaker 1>he didn't want It's very similar to Freers and you.

0:30:13.280 --> 0:30:15.680
<v Speaker 1>He did not want to see me because he had

0:30:15.720 --> 0:30:18.280
<v Speaker 1>seen a graduate and that's the only thing he'd ever

0:30:18.360 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 1>seen me in. And he was an artist. He give

0:30:21.880 --> 0:30:23.960
<v Speaker 1>a ship that I was in a big hit and

0:30:24.080 --> 0:30:28.280
<v Speaker 1>suddenly an instant star. He wanted the right person, and

0:30:28.360 --> 0:30:30.360
<v Speaker 1>he refused to see me. And I heard about this,

0:30:30.920 --> 0:30:33.960
<v Speaker 1>and I had read the book. I thought the script

0:30:34.040 --> 0:30:36.960
<v Speaker 1>was okay. It was Waldo Salt. He actually came in

0:30:37.080 --> 0:30:40.160
<v Speaker 1>a room with John Votnit when we did it, and

0:30:40.160 --> 0:30:43.760
<v Speaker 1>he had a wall inside tape recorder. We improvised everything.

0:30:44.080 --> 0:30:47.360
<v Speaker 1>Everything was Lessener was great at that and he would

0:30:47.400 --> 0:30:50.880
<v Speaker 1>go home, Uh, wald as well and write the improvisations

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:53.960
<v Speaker 1>into the scenes that he had already written. Anyway, he

0:30:54.040 --> 0:30:56.960
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't see me, and I said, please, you know, I

0:30:58.200 --> 0:31:00.480
<v Speaker 1>gotta see him. He's got to see me. And he agreed.

0:31:00.880 --> 0:31:03.560
<v Speaker 1>I know we're running out of time, so I go quick.

0:31:04.080 --> 0:31:08.280
<v Speaker 1>Uh forty second Street. What are they called those things

0:31:08.360 --> 0:31:10.280
<v Speaker 1>where you you go when you put the quarter in?

0:31:10.440 --> 0:31:14.520
<v Speaker 1>I can't remember the automat, thank you, And I said,

0:31:17.400 --> 0:31:19.880
<v Speaker 1>the automat. I'm gonna direct the movie of him playing

0:31:19.960 --> 0:31:25.320
<v Speaker 1>a car. You all heard it, go ahead? And I

0:31:25.680 --> 0:31:27.520
<v Speaker 1>used to go there and we all did you know,

0:31:27.720 --> 0:31:31.200
<v Speaker 1>to three in the morning whatever, uh, and get coffee

0:31:31.240 --> 0:31:35.200
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. And it was all kind of trance people there.

0:31:35.520 --> 0:31:38.360
<v Speaker 1>And I said, I'll meet him in the automat, and

0:31:38.480 --> 0:31:40.080
<v Speaker 1>I want to do it about one or two in

0:31:40.200 --> 0:31:43.600
<v Speaker 1>the morning, because you know, and I'll dress accordingly, which

0:31:43.680 --> 0:31:45.760
<v Speaker 1>is what I did. It kind of like I wore

0:31:45.840 --> 0:31:49.120
<v Speaker 1>in that scene that rain Cole and I didn't shave

0:31:49.240 --> 0:31:53.000
<v Speaker 1>a few days and I greased my hair. I was

0:31:53.040 --> 0:31:56.400
<v Speaker 1>auditioning and I came in and I just said, met

0:31:56.440 --> 0:31:58.320
<v Speaker 1>him there, sat there and he looked at me, and

0:31:58.400 --> 0:32:02.200
<v Speaker 1>he looked at you know, sparsely crowded, you know, people

0:32:02.240 --> 0:32:04.760
<v Speaker 1>around he says. Oh, he says, yes, I think you'll

0:32:04.800 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 1>do quite well. So the voice and all of it,

0:32:07.840 --> 0:32:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you just throw that out there. You come up with that.

0:32:10.400 --> 0:32:12.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh well, yeah, you keep trying. You mean, my friend

0:32:12.920 --> 0:32:15.640
<v Speaker 1>Will Daniel, My friend Will Daniel, you're too comes. Where

0:32:15.680 --> 0:32:22.000
<v Speaker 1>do you find this? You get desperate? Um, but I didn't.

0:32:22.040 --> 0:32:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't. I didn't. That's my father. I wasn't desperate enough. No,

0:32:26.920 --> 0:32:31.680
<v Speaker 1>And uh, we were rehearsing and then uh, Lesson has

0:32:31.760 --> 0:32:36.120
<v Speaker 1>to shoot some exteriors before we start shooting, uh, principal

0:32:36.160 --> 0:32:39.200
<v Speaker 1>photography because he's got winter and he needed winter. So

0:32:39.400 --> 0:32:42.240
<v Speaker 1>John Voight and I go and he says, you don't

0:32:42.280 --> 0:32:44.160
<v Speaker 1>have to talk. I says, I don't have a character.

0:32:44.240 --> 0:32:45.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't have a voice. I said, I can't. I

0:32:46.040 --> 0:32:48.680
<v Speaker 1>barely have a walk. No, we've had the camera cross

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:51.200
<v Speaker 1>the street. You guys just gotta walk. We're not starting

0:32:51.280 --> 0:32:53.280
<v Speaker 1>for a month, but we just need the weather, you know,

0:32:53.400 --> 0:32:56.960
<v Speaker 1>the smoke coming up. Whatever was right? Okay? So John

0:32:57.800 --> 0:33:00.520
<v Speaker 1>and I were walking. John Voight and I knew each

0:33:00.520 --> 0:33:03.840
<v Speaker 1>other for years. I was the assistant director, which is

0:33:03.880 --> 0:33:07.080
<v Speaker 1>like you know, sharpening pencils in the off Broadway when

0:33:07.160 --> 0:33:09.240
<v Speaker 1>he was in From the Bridge with Bob du Valle.

0:33:09.280 --> 0:33:12.240
<v Speaker 1>He was brilliant and he was up and coming star,

0:33:12.680 --> 0:33:17.160
<v Speaker 1>and uh, and you know we were competitive. Actors are

0:33:17.160 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 1>always competitive. And uh, you know, if you're walking down

0:33:20.840 --> 0:33:22.720
<v Speaker 1>the street, you got a script, you have a reading,

0:33:22.840 --> 0:33:25.840
<v Speaker 1>or you did the read, you see another actor coming up,

0:33:25.880 --> 0:33:28.080
<v Speaker 1>You've always put it behind your back, you know. Said

0:33:28.240 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>but no, it's just something, you know, because you don't

0:33:29.920 --> 0:33:33.440
<v Speaker 1>want the competition. Uh. Anyway, so we're across the street

0:33:33.480 --> 0:33:36.479
<v Speaker 1>walking and says after this, I said, yeah, but I'm

0:33:36.480 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>supposed to cough. Were at that point in the movie

0:33:39.080 --> 0:33:41.240
<v Speaker 1>where you know he's got You're gonna find out the

0:33:41.360 --> 0:33:44.320
<v Speaker 1>S T B or whatever. He says, yes, says this, says, already,

0:33:44.320 --> 0:33:46.080
<v Speaker 1>you do some coughing and do something not going, but

0:33:46.200 --> 0:33:50.800
<v Speaker 1>you don't have to talk. Okay, I'm rehearsing out of panic,

0:33:51.280 --> 0:33:55.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, trying on these limps or whatever. And uh,

0:33:55.640 --> 0:33:58.360
<v Speaker 1>I said, it shouldn't be shooting. We got a month ago.

0:33:58.680 --> 0:34:02.560
<v Speaker 1>I haven't found him yet. And suddenly we're walking and

0:34:02.680 --> 0:34:06.280
<v Speaker 1>we paused, and I'm trying a cough and I threw

0:34:06.440 --> 0:34:15.520
<v Speaker 1>up literally on John Voyd's Cowboy boots and afterwards sus

0:34:15.600 --> 0:34:19.759
<v Speaker 1>and just I think we've got it. You did, and

0:34:20.800 --> 0:34:23.840
<v Speaker 1>John because he's an actor and you know we're competitive.

0:34:24.239 --> 0:34:28.360
<v Speaker 1>He Passenger told me later he went up to pless

0:34:28.400 --> 0:34:30.719
<v Speaker 1>and Journey said, John, let me just ask you something.

0:34:31.080 --> 0:34:35.640
<v Speaker 1>Is he going to do that all throughout the Jesus

0:34:35.680 --> 0:34:38.960
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not even in the scene. If he does, well,

0:34:39.680 --> 0:34:41.440
<v Speaker 1>let me just say this because obviously, I mean, I

0:34:41.520 --> 0:34:43.480
<v Speaker 1>got another forty five questions I could ask, but they

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:45.800
<v Speaker 1>do have a schedule here for the festival. But I

0:34:45.880 --> 0:34:49.000
<v Speaker 1>do want to say. I mean, as as as sadly

0:34:49.040 --> 0:34:51.319
<v Speaker 1>as this sounds on behalf of everybody here, I want

0:34:51.360 --> 0:34:56.479
<v Speaker 1>to say thank you to you because I mean, I really,

0:34:56.600 --> 0:34:58.960
<v Speaker 1>from the bottom of my heart, from the bottom of

0:34:59.040 --> 0:35:02.120
<v Speaker 1>my heart, you are one of the greatest movie actors

0:35:02.160 --> 0:35:07.640
<v Speaker 1>that has ever lived. And this happen really actress ever,

0:35:08.680 --> 0:35:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, there's somebody great ful. Please help me in

0:35:10.440 --> 0:35:19.600
<v Speaker 1>a thanky Dustin everyone. Dustin Hoffman has accrued a lifetime

0:35:19.680 --> 0:35:23.560
<v Speaker 1>of knowledge about acting and the entertainment industry, and despite

0:35:23.600 --> 0:35:27.000
<v Speaker 1>turning seventy eight this summer, he's now embracing a very

0:35:27.120 --> 0:35:30.200
<v Speaker 1>new way to share it. He's teaching an acting class

0:35:30.640 --> 0:35:34.960
<v Speaker 1>online The description reads, quote Dustin teaches you everything he

0:35:35.080 --> 0:35:38.799
<v Speaker 1>wishes someone had taught him unquote. You can sign up

0:35:39.160 --> 0:35:44.040
<v Speaker 1>at master class dot com. Coming up actress Edie Falco

0:35:44.600 --> 0:35:46.520
<v Speaker 1>Sweeney Todd was one of the first things I saw

0:35:47.360 --> 0:35:49.399
<v Speaker 1>where I thought, oh, I got it what. I don't

0:35:49.400 --> 0:35:52.040
<v Speaker 1>know how, but I got it. Oh my god. That

0:35:52.239 --> 0:36:00.320
<v Speaker 1>one show, This is Alec Baldwin and you were listening

0:36:00.400 --> 0:36:04.120
<v Speaker 1>to hear is the thing. Edie Falco played Carmelo soprano

0:36:04.520 --> 0:36:08.160
<v Speaker 1>on the groundbreaking HBO show about an Italian American mob

0:36:08.280 --> 0:36:12.240
<v Speaker 1>family from New Jersey. Falco now has two kids herself,

0:36:12.640 --> 0:36:14.880
<v Speaker 1>but when she was playing Carmela, she was a single

0:36:14.960 --> 0:36:18.520
<v Speaker 1>woman living in New York. In this clip, we hear

0:36:18.560 --> 0:36:22.480
<v Speaker 1>Falco with the late great James Gandolfini, who played her

0:36:22.560 --> 0:36:28.600
<v Speaker 1>husband Tony. You know what I don't understand, Tony. What

0:36:28.760 --> 0:36:39.840
<v Speaker 1>does she have that I don't have. I did not

0:36:39.960 --> 0:36:42.640
<v Speaker 1>carry on an affair with the cousin, and I will

0:36:42.640 --> 0:36:46.719
<v Speaker 1>take a damn polygray effect. I want you to leave

0:36:46.760 --> 0:36:51.640
<v Speaker 1>this house, Tony, please, I want you to leave me alone.

0:36:52.680 --> 0:36:57.240
<v Speaker 1>TV Guide named The Sopranos the best television show in history.

0:36:57.920 --> 0:37:00.200
<v Speaker 1>It's safe to say the role of Carmela made her

0:37:00.640 --> 0:37:03.719
<v Speaker 1>but Edie Falco didn't sense that. At the start, I

0:37:03.800 --> 0:37:05.880
<v Speaker 1>didn't have any sense of the gravity of what we

0:37:05.960 --> 0:37:07.840
<v Speaker 1>were doing, and might might have just been because I

0:37:07.960 --> 0:37:11.480
<v Speaker 1>was dumb. I didn't realize, what, you know, the the

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:14.680
<v Speaker 1>larger themes at play there. But I just enjoyed it.

0:37:14.719 --> 0:37:17.359
<v Speaker 1>And it was still a novel TV working on something

0:37:17.440 --> 0:37:19.880
<v Speaker 1>that was good, that people enjoyed, that seemed to be

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:23.279
<v Speaker 1>well received. Yeah, that was the excitement of being on

0:37:23.440 --> 0:37:26.560
<v Speaker 1>something good. Was still very new, and I wonder when

0:37:26.600 --> 0:37:29.480
<v Speaker 1>you did the show, was it fun and pleasant? Was

0:37:29.520 --> 0:37:31.719
<v Speaker 1>it really tough? Was it work? Now? It was fun

0:37:31.800 --> 0:37:35.040
<v Speaker 1>and pleasant because it was There was a lighthearted atmosphere.

0:37:35.120 --> 0:37:36.879
<v Speaker 1>The writing was funny. There was a lot of really

0:37:36.920 --> 0:37:38.239
<v Speaker 1>funny stuff, and it was a lot of these sort

0:37:38.280 --> 0:37:41.239
<v Speaker 1>of goomba guys. It just felt like family to me

0:37:41.400 --> 0:37:44.719
<v Speaker 1>and very easy to be with. Did you participate in

0:37:44.800 --> 0:37:47.359
<v Speaker 1>the writing of the did you just turn that all over?

0:37:47.480 --> 0:37:49.160
<v Speaker 1>You never got involved, not at all. I was not

0:37:49.239 --> 0:37:52.480
<v Speaker 1>at all interested. I had so much trust in certainly

0:37:52.600 --> 0:37:56.480
<v Speaker 1>David Chase, but in all the staff that he carefully chosen,

0:37:56.680 --> 0:37:59.040
<v Speaker 1>hand picked. I felt like they knew what they were doing.

0:37:59.120 --> 0:38:02.680
<v Speaker 1>They had much better overview of what the story was

0:38:02.719 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 1>about as opposed to what would Carmela do want here?

0:38:04.840 --> 0:38:07.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, I just thought it was a huge relief

0:38:07.480 --> 0:38:08.960
<v Speaker 1>to know that I could just let them do their

0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:10.400
<v Speaker 1>thing and I would do what I was hired to do.

0:38:10.600 --> 0:38:13.680
<v Speaker 1>I felt completely comfortable with that. Did they put things

0:38:13.719 --> 0:38:15.759
<v Speaker 1>about you and the characters? They got me, Tina Fey

0:38:15.760 --> 0:38:17.640
<v Speaker 1>When I did thirty Rock with someone who the moment

0:38:17.680 --> 0:38:21.080
<v Speaker 1>you told a story, it was an embarrassing It was

0:38:21.120 --> 0:38:23.680
<v Speaker 1>in the show. Absolutely. Jim said that all the times,

0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:26.279
<v Speaker 1>like I can't talk to anybody about anything, It's gonna

0:38:26.320 --> 0:38:29.160
<v Speaker 1>be in the next episode. But I didn't notice it

0:38:29.280 --> 0:38:31.160
<v Speaker 1>so much from my life. There was nothing going on

0:38:31.200 --> 0:38:32.640
<v Speaker 1>in my life that was all that interesting, So I

0:38:32.719 --> 0:38:34.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't see a lot of it in the scripts. But

0:38:34.640 --> 0:38:37.959
<v Speaker 1>I know they, like I guess, every show, to some extent,

0:38:38.040 --> 0:38:40.640
<v Speaker 1>they start writing for the actors that have been hired, like, um,

0:38:41.560 --> 0:38:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I eat his character right A tour that who played

0:38:43.680 --> 0:38:46.000
<v Speaker 1>his sister was supposed to be a very different thing.

0:38:46.120 --> 0:38:48.480
<v Speaker 1>It was supposed to be more like the mom sort

0:38:48.520 --> 0:38:52.080
<v Speaker 1>of cold and calculating and unkind. And because I ate

0:38:52.120 --> 0:38:53.960
<v Speaker 1>a Tour was doing it, it's sort of morphed into

0:38:54.040 --> 0:38:57.000
<v Speaker 1>this whole other like Parvody, that phase that she went

0:38:57.040 --> 0:38:58.720
<v Speaker 1>through where she was sort of like an earth child.

0:38:58.840 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 1>And so yeah, I'm sure they were writing based on

0:39:02.200 --> 0:39:05.080
<v Speaker 1>what they perceived me to be, but I was. I

0:39:05.239 --> 0:39:08.160
<v Speaker 1>was not entirely cognizant of myth. Think they hired you

0:39:08.239 --> 0:39:10.920
<v Speaker 1>for that part because you said I read an interview

0:39:11.200 --> 0:39:12.880
<v Speaker 1>where you talked about how you win, and you just

0:39:13.000 --> 0:39:15.799
<v Speaker 1>relaxed and said, Hey, if this happens, it happens, which

0:39:15.880 --> 0:39:17.640
<v Speaker 1>we all go through when you sometimes sit there and go,

0:39:17.760 --> 0:39:20.440
<v Speaker 1>I can't stress about another interview, that's right. What do

0:39:20.480 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 1>you think they hired you for? I couldn't begin to

0:39:24.760 --> 0:39:26.560
<v Speaker 1>tell you. I think I think probably because of that,

0:39:26.760 --> 0:39:30.960
<v Speaker 1>because I was completely non stressed. It was a script

0:39:31.000 --> 0:39:32.960
<v Speaker 1>that had been bouncing around for a while, but I

0:39:33.160 --> 0:39:35.240
<v Speaker 1>was doing odds at the time, and I was working

0:39:35.280 --> 0:39:36.960
<v Speaker 1>a lot, and I kind of was all caught up

0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:39.560
<v Speaker 1>in that. And it came along and it called Sopranos,

0:39:39.600 --> 0:39:41.640
<v Speaker 1>and I thought it's about singers or something, and it's

0:39:41.680 --> 0:39:48.000
<v Speaker 1>a you know, Italian American American woman wife, and I

0:39:48.080 --> 0:39:50.160
<v Speaker 1>thought that I never get cast as that I know

0:39:50.200 --> 0:39:51.920
<v Speaker 1>who's going to get cast I figured it's you know,

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:54.759
<v Speaker 1>Annabella Shore or Marissa Tomay or some of these women

0:39:54.800 --> 0:39:57.160
<v Speaker 1>who had played parts that sort of felt similar to that.

0:39:57.880 --> 0:40:00.120
<v Speaker 1>There's no better place to be and when you walk

0:40:00.160 --> 0:40:02.680
<v Speaker 1>into an audition then knowing you're not going to get

0:40:02.719 --> 0:40:05.680
<v Speaker 1>it and not caring, so, uh, you know, I really

0:40:05.719 --> 0:40:07.720
<v Speaker 1>just sort of enjoyed myself and thought, it's just another

0:40:07.760 --> 0:40:09.920
<v Speaker 1>audition and if you're in a good head, you can

0:40:10.000 --> 0:40:13.279
<v Speaker 1>never not learn something from an audition. So I just

0:40:13.320 --> 0:40:16.400
<v Speaker 1>went in and had fun. And you inadvertently you present

0:40:16.440 --> 0:40:18.359
<v Speaker 1>your best self when you're doing that, and I guess,

0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:20.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I was relaxed and I enjoyed myself,

0:40:20.239 --> 0:40:22.680
<v Speaker 1>so I guess that's what they So I don't know.

0:40:22.920 --> 0:40:24.960
<v Speaker 1>And when you got the job, was that something that

0:40:25.120 --> 0:40:28.960
<v Speaker 1>was just floored you? Are you ecstatic about getting the job? Well,

0:40:29.120 --> 0:40:31.520
<v Speaker 1>remember so you just just a pilot you get cast

0:40:31.600 --> 0:40:33.680
<v Speaker 1>for you know, So at that point it was whatever.

0:40:33.760 --> 0:40:35.160
<v Speaker 1>It was two weeks of work, and it was a

0:40:35.200 --> 0:40:37.799
<v Speaker 1>sum of money I had never seen before, which now

0:40:37.960 --> 0:40:40.439
<v Speaker 1>seems not all that shocking, but back in the day

0:40:40.800 --> 0:40:42.600
<v Speaker 1>it meant I could pay off my student loan and

0:40:42.840 --> 0:40:45.760
<v Speaker 1>so I was able to with that one check completely

0:40:45.760 --> 0:40:47.960
<v Speaker 1>pay off my student loan. It was huge. It was

0:40:48.040 --> 0:40:51.080
<v Speaker 1>a huge occurrence. But again two weeks of work and

0:40:51.120 --> 0:40:53.640
<v Speaker 1>then onto the next panic thing, you know, about what

0:40:53.840 --> 0:40:56.400
<v Speaker 1>what to do next. So soon after the pilot was shot,

0:40:56.920 --> 0:40:58.480
<v Speaker 1>I think it was a year you told, so you

0:40:58.600 --> 0:41:01.400
<v Speaker 1>waited a year to be told this was going to

0:41:01.480 --> 0:41:03.960
<v Speaker 1>move forward. And David Chase called me and said, I

0:41:04.000 --> 0:41:05.719
<v Speaker 1>just won't let you know this has been picked up.

0:41:05.920 --> 0:41:07.560
<v Speaker 1>This is after we shot the pilot. And he said, well,

0:41:07.600 --> 0:41:09.320
<v Speaker 1>nobody's gonna watch this thing, but I'm proud of what

0:41:09.400 --> 0:41:12.840
<v Speaker 1>we made or whatever. And David was also apparently he

0:41:12.920 --> 0:41:14.560
<v Speaker 1>put his head in his hand and said, oh no

0:41:15.280 --> 0:41:16.759
<v Speaker 1>when he found out it was picked up, because I

0:41:16.800 --> 0:41:20.040
<v Speaker 1>don't think he had intended to have to tell more

0:41:20.080 --> 0:41:21.799
<v Speaker 1>about these people. I think he was trying to get

0:41:21.840 --> 0:41:24.239
<v Speaker 1>a movie made and this was almost like a spec

0:41:24.280 --> 0:41:27.120
<v Speaker 1>script or something, you know. I don't think he had

0:41:27.200 --> 0:41:30.920
<v Speaker 1>anticipated this going on like this, So he was had

0:41:30.960 --> 0:41:32.719
<v Speaker 1>his head in his hands. Jimmy's like, what am I doing?

0:41:32.840 --> 0:41:34.560
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, I can pay my student alone. And

0:41:34.640 --> 0:41:36.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, here at his four thousand years later, and

0:41:36.840 --> 0:41:39.440
<v Speaker 1>uh just goes to show you you wake up every day.

0:41:39.440 --> 0:41:41.319
<v Speaker 1>I have no idea what anything is going to turn into?

0:41:41.440 --> 0:41:44.200
<v Speaker 1>So well, two things that come to mind for me.

0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:46.880
<v Speaker 1>One and I probably told you this before and when

0:41:46.880 --> 0:41:49.560
<v Speaker 1>I would run into you, But one was I never

0:41:49.640 --> 0:41:52.359
<v Speaker 1>watched TV. I just didn't have time. And I hit

0:41:52.440 --> 0:41:56.319
<v Speaker 1>this period toward the last probably four seasons, definitely maybe five.

0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:59.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to say obsession, but my fondness for

0:41:59.880 --> 0:42:03.000
<v Speaker 1>you and your character. Remember I watched him go, oh

0:42:03.080 --> 0:42:05.200
<v Speaker 1>my god, I've got to be married to that kind

0:42:05.280 --> 0:42:10.680
<v Speaker 1>of woman through thick and thin and smart choices, and

0:42:10.800 --> 0:42:13.360
<v Speaker 1>she's a good partner. Did you sense that when you

0:42:13.440 --> 0:42:16.280
<v Speaker 1>were doing it? I loved it for that reason because

0:42:16.320 --> 0:42:19.759
<v Speaker 1>it was everything that I was not, you know, I

0:42:19.840 --> 0:42:21.759
<v Speaker 1>mean it was you know, I was a single woman

0:42:21.840 --> 0:42:23.920
<v Speaker 1>living in New York, didn't have kids, and here I

0:42:24.200 --> 0:42:28.000
<v Speaker 1>was ensconced in this life that I saw my grandparents live,

0:42:28.160 --> 0:42:32.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, married with kids, deeply entrenched in a community

0:42:32.800 --> 0:42:36.680
<v Speaker 1>of people. Family gatherings were huge, you know, everything that

0:42:36.840 --> 0:42:39.480
<v Speaker 1>and even with Jim feeling like I was attached to

0:42:39.600 --> 0:42:41.759
<v Speaker 1>a big man who would take care of stuff. It

0:42:41.880 --> 0:42:47.960
<v Speaker 1>was a tremendously um invigorating place to inhabit while I

0:42:48.040 --> 0:42:51.400
<v Speaker 1>was working. It was completely diametrically opposed to what I

0:42:51.600 --> 0:42:53.839
<v Speaker 1>lived when I left the set, And for that reason,

0:42:53.920 --> 0:42:56.000
<v Speaker 1>I absolutely what did you live when you left the set?

0:42:56.800 --> 0:42:59.800
<v Speaker 1>The life of a single actress in Manhattan? You know,

0:42:59.840 --> 0:43:02.120
<v Speaker 1>I had a relatively small apartment, I had my dog,

0:43:02.280 --> 0:43:04.960
<v Speaker 1>I had my dates. But it was not you know

0:43:05.040 --> 0:43:07.279
<v Speaker 1>at all what a lot other women my age, let's say,

0:43:07.320 --> 0:43:09.360
<v Speaker 1>in the Midwest are certainly in my family back a

0:43:09.440 --> 0:43:14.320
<v Speaker 1>number of generations. Primary and I was your boyfriend. It

0:43:14.560 --> 0:43:18.520
<v Speaker 1>was when you dated other guys on the side. Was

0:43:18.719 --> 0:43:21.239
<v Speaker 1>it was? And I was thrilled for it, thrilled for it.

0:43:21.640 --> 0:43:23.680
<v Speaker 1>I loved it. How old were you when you first

0:43:23.719 --> 0:43:25.000
<v Speaker 1>had a sense that you wanted to do that for

0:43:25.040 --> 0:43:28.320
<v Speaker 1>a living? Seriously, do it for a living? Well, I

0:43:28.440 --> 0:43:30.040
<v Speaker 1>didn't know that I could ever do it for a living.

0:43:30.160 --> 0:43:31.800
<v Speaker 1>I think until I was able to do it for

0:43:31.840 --> 0:43:33.279
<v Speaker 1>a living, I thought I would just do it as

0:43:33.560 --> 0:43:35.840
<v Speaker 1>after my waitressing gig. You know, the idea that I

0:43:35.880 --> 0:43:39.239
<v Speaker 1>could support myself with it was sort of preposterous. Um.

0:43:39.960 --> 0:43:42.400
<v Speaker 1>But my mom was an actress. She did stuff at

0:43:42.400 --> 0:43:45.920
<v Speaker 1>arena players in Farmingdale and broad Hollow Theater and Huntington's

0:43:45.960 --> 0:43:47.960
<v Speaker 1>all around Long Island. But she had a job, and

0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:49.799
<v Speaker 1>she would do her plays in the weekends and at night,

0:43:49.840 --> 0:43:52.720
<v Speaker 1>and I sort of thought of your job many different jobs.

0:43:52.760 --> 0:43:55.759
<v Speaker 1>But she was a she was a DJ W g L,

0:43:55.800 --> 0:43:58.880
<v Speaker 1>I was a station on Long Island. She was a copywriter,

0:43:59.160 --> 0:44:00.880
<v Speaker 1>and she did a million different things. She decided she

0:44:00.960 --> 0:44:03.480
<v Speaker 1>wanted a job and she would get it, but then

0:44:03.520 --> 0:44:05.319
<v Speaker 1>at night she'd do her plays. And I thought, that's

0:44:05.520 --> 0:44:06.719
<v Speaker 1>what you do when you want to be an actor.

0:44:08.320 --> 0:44:11.399
<v Speaker 1>I've got an older brother, younger brother, and a younger sister.

0:44:11.520 --> 0:44:13.840
<v Speaker 1>It's four four of us all, and were any of

0:44:13.920 --> 0:44:16.239
<v Speaker 1>them also interested in the theater, not at all, even

0:44:16.239 --> 0:44:18.719
<v Speaker 1>though your mother was an actress and your father was

0:44:18.840 --> 0:44:23.080
<v Speaker 1>a patriot artist and be with musician for when he

0:44:23.200 --> 0:44:25.200
<v Speaker 1>was younger, but then he went on to do sculpture

0:44:25.239 --> 0:44:27.520
<v Speaker 1>and painting. And your parents got divorced from your how old.

0:44:28.000 --> 0:44:31.560
<v Speaker 1>I have no idea, because they got divorced and then

0:44:31.600 --> 0:44:33.759
<v Speaker 1>they remarried each other two other times, so it's a

0:44:33.840 --> 0:44:36.800
<v Speaker 1>very complicated childhood with that. They remarried each other and

0:44:36.840 --> 0:44:38.680
<v Speaker 1>then dovorris and remarried divorce And I don't even know

0:44:38.719 --> 0:44:41.120
<v Speaker 1>if because because I want to make a movie at us,

0:44:41.160 --> 0:44:43.279
<v Speaker 1>I want to play this. They got divorced. When they

0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:45.080
<v Speaker 1>would get divorced, how long were they apart before they

0:44:45.120 --> 0:44:47.640
<v Speaker 1>were united? A matter of months, No longer it was

0:44:47.760 --> 0:44:49.560
<v Speaker 1>for the first time, it was a number of years.

0:44:49.680 --> 0:44:51.160
<v Speaker 1>And you know, they kind of the kids were pitted

0:44:51.160 --> 0:44:53.040
<v Speaker 1>against each other and the right against And then we

0:44:53.080 --> 0:44:54.800
<v Speaker 1>found out the parents were sort of hanging out with

0:44:54.880 --> 0:44:57.719
<v Speaker 1>each other again. It was, you know, horrifying for the

0:44:57.800 --> 0:44:59.719
<v Speaker 1>kids that they would something get together again. Then they

0:44:59.719 --> 0:45:02.000
<v Speaker 1>would have a ceremony, we would witness there. What it was,

0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:05.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't know led to some psychological issues and I'm

0:45:05.360 --> 0:45:07.360
<v Speaker 1>working on as we speak, but we get to that.

0:45:08.480 --> 0:45:10.920
<v Speaker 1>And none of your siblings had the bug, not at all, not,

0:45:11.120 --> 0:45:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean did the opposite. And so did this become

0:45:14.320 --> 0:45:16.640
<v Speaker 1>formal for you only when you go to Purchase or

0:45:16.719 --> 0:45:19.600
<v Speaker 1>had you done plays before you went to school? Community

0:45:19.640 --> 0:45:23.239
<v Speaker 1>theater plays nothing too and school plays, you know, but

0:45:23.400 --> 0:45:26.920
<v Speaker 1>nothing very serious. Um. And then I went to Purchase

0:45:27.000 --> 0:45:31.279
<v Speaker 1>first as a liberal arts person, and uh, I saw

0:45:31.400 --> 0:45:34.160
<v Speaker 1>my some actor friends had gone into Purchase in the program,

0:45:34.239 --> 0:45:36.279
<v Speaker 1>and I thought that wanted to be there, and that

0:45:36.400 --> 0:45:39.200
<v Speaker 1>program had grown, Yes, and now it's become this very

0:45:39.360 --> 0:45:42.400
<v Speaker 1>estimable program on the East coast, big time. So I

0:45:42.440 --> 0:45:44.800
<v Speaker 1>auditioned and went the next year as an acting student.

0:45:45.080 --> 0:45:47.879
<v Speaker 1>And did you graduate? Did you finish? I did? I did?

0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:50.759
<v Speaker 1>And then when you finished, what did you do? Well?

0:45:51.320 --> 0:45:54.040
<v Speaker 1>Remember the league auditions? That whole thing. So we had

0:45:54.080 --> 0:45:56.719
<v Speaker 1>the league auditions, and from those auditions, I got a

0:45:56.800 --> 0:45:59.279
<v Speaker 1>part in a movie where I had to be on

0:45:59.360 --> 0:46:01.800
<v Speaker 1>set the day after I graduated, and I thought, you know,

0:46:01.880 --> 0:46:05.200
<v Speaker 1>what's everybody talking about? This is so easy. I just

0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:07.919
<v Speaker 1>kind of glided my way into this career. I didn't

0:46:07.920 --> 0:46:10.239
<v Speaker 1>do anything for five plus years after that, but did

0:46:10.320 --> 0:46:12.719
<v Speaker 1>a movie called Sweet Lorraine that was done up in

0:46:13.440 --> 0:46:17.320
<v Speaker 1>The Cat's Skills with the guy's name was Steve Gohmer,

0:46:17.360 --> 0:46:22.040
<v Speaker 1>the director. How did that go? It was? Well, it

0:46:22.200 --> 0:46:23.799
<v Speaker 1>was I couldn't believe it was on a movie set,

0:46:23.920 --> 0:46:25.520
<v Speaker 1>you know. It was a huge thing, and I just

0:46:25.680 --> 0:46:29.600
<v Speaker 1>graduated from school and it was crazily exciting. You know

0:46:29.640 --> 0:46:31.200
<v Speaker 1>what the heck were we like eight weeks up in

0:46:31.320 --> 0:46:33.600
<v Speaker 1>the Cats Skills I think it was, and kind of

0:46:33.680 --> 0:46:35.359
<v Speaker 1>fell in love with all the boys in the show.

0:46:35.560 --> 0:46:38.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, it was being a sleep away camp. And

0:46:38.200 --> 0:46:40.759
<v Speaker 1>I remember when my agents said, I hope you're sitting down.

0:46:41.320 --> 0:46:44.480
<v Speaker 1>You booked that movie? And you're gonna get paid more

0:46:44.520 --> 0:46:46.560
<v Speaker 1>money than you have ever seen in your life. They're

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:49.279
<v Speaker 1>going to pay you two thousand dollars a week, which

0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:51.880
<v Speaker 1>was more money than I had ever seen. And waitressing

0:46:52.360 --> 0:46:55.520
<v Speaker 1>not yet, I uh no, except on Long Island, I

0:46:55.640 --> 0:47:00.200
<v Speaker 1>hadn't really happened. So it was after the movie the waitressing. Yes,

0:47:00.440 --> 0:47:06.160
<v Speaker 1>in to try to keep up weekends the Rainbow Room.

0:47:06.239 --> 0:47:10.719
<v Speaker 1>I was ane, thinking it would be consistent. Yes, but

0:47:10.840 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 1>now what was the job for you that ended that? Like?

0:47:13.520 --> 0:47:15.520
<v Speaker 1>When did you get a job and then you never

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:17.560
<v Speaker 1>went back again? You only made a living as an actress.

0:47:18.160 --> 0:47:20.640
<v Speaker 1>I was waitressing at a place called Canyon Road on

0:47:20.960 --> 0:47:23.680
<v Speaker 1>seventy seven, and first it was the last waitressing job

0:47:23.719 --> 0:47:26.120
<v Speaker 1>I had. I worked in with Paul Scholzy, my friend

0:47:26.200 --> 0:47:28.240
<v Speaker 1>who has actually been on a bunch of my shows

0:47:28.280 --> 0:47:32.400
<v Speaker 1>with me, my great actor friend, and he was bartending,

0:47:32.640 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 1>and I went off to do a thing called Cost

0:47:34.680 --> 0:47:37.600
<v Speaker 1>of Living, a low budget independent thing, and I left

0:47:38.920 --> 0:47:41.640
<v Speaker 1>and I was about to come back to the restaurant job,

0:47:41.680 --> 0:47:44.360
<v Speaker 1>and I just had one of those sort of grace

0:47:44.640 --> 0:47:47.719
<v Speaker 1>moments where I thought, no, I'm not going to come back.

0:47:47.760 --> 0:47:49.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how this is going to work. But

0:47:49.880 --> 0:47:51.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna waitress anymore. I really was one. It

0:47:51.840 --> 0:47:55.319
<v Speaker 1>was a total leap of faith. I just I'm going

0:47:55.360 --> 0:47:57.799
<v Speaker 1>to live in a washing machine box, which see nicked

0:47:57.840 --> 0:48:00.720
<v Speaker 1>out the box preferable to taking another order at that restaurant.

0:48:00.760 --> 0:48:03.120
<v Speaker 1>So I couldn't do it anymore. So yeah, and at

0:48:03.160 --> 0:48:05.960
<v Speaker 1>that I don't know. I guess um oz happened shortly

0:48:06.000 --> 0:48:08.680
<v Speaker 1>after maybe. So what was the experience like working with

0:48:08.760 --> 0:48:13.879
<v Speaker 1>fontana Um? You know Tom right? I I love him.

0:48:14.000 --> 0:48:16.399
<v Speaker 1>He was one of those angel guys, you know. Because

0:48:16.440 --> 0:48:19.160
<v Speaker 1>I had done a movie called Laws of Gravity and

0:48:19.440 --> 0:48:22.360
<v Speaker 1>it got some attention and played the sort of sundance

0:48:22.400 --> 0:48:26.400
<v Speaker 1>and the the festival circuit. Tom saw it and decided

0:48:26.480 --> 0:48:28.440
<v Speaker 1>he wanted to use me for stuff, and so he

0:48:29.040 --> 0:48:32.640
<v Speaker 1>put me in um series called Firehouse about e MT

0:48:32.920 --> 0:48:36.080
<v Speaker 1>workers and fire people or whatever. Then he cast me

0:48:36.280 --> 0:48:39.959
<v Speaker 1>in homicide, or maybe it was the other way around.

0:48:40.000 --> 0:48:41.719
<v Speaker 1>He just we kept putting me and stuff when I

0:48:41.800 --> 0:48:44.239
<v Speaker 1>wasn't really working much. And then he said, I'm doing

0:48:44.239 --> 0:48:47.800
<v Speaker 1>the series about a prison. I have two parts. You

0:48:47.880 --> 0:48:51.200
<v Speaker 1>can play the nun or you can play the correction officer.

0:48:51.280 --> 0:48:52.719
<v Speaker 1>Which part you want to play? So I'll be the

0:48:52.760 --> 0:48:55.600
<v Speaker 1>correction officer and that was you know, and he just

0:48:55.920 --> 0:48:57.520
<v Speaker 1>decided he was going to take care of me, and

0:48:57.600 --> 0:48:59.800
<v Speaker 1>he did, and he did for many years, and just

0:49:00.000 --> 0:49:02.759
<v Speaker 1>you were in his troop. I was in his troop. Yeah,

0:49:03.000 --> 0:49:07.440
<v Speaker 1>and I was just digital of oz. Gosh, you know,

0:49:07.520 --> 0:49:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I have no idea actually, come to think of it,

0:49:09.080 --> 0:49:12.000
<v Speaker 1>more than a couple. Yeah. It was just so crazy

0:49:12.080 --> 0:49:14.040
<v Speaker 1>grateful for the work. And I remember it was before

0:49:14.080 --> 0:49:16.440
<v Speaker 1>cell phones. Remember Terry Kinney was on the show with me,

0:49:16.480 --> 0:49:18.080
<v Speaker 1>and he was the first person I ever knew who

0:49:18.160 --> 0:49:20.480
<v Speaker 1>had his own phone. I just thought he was the coolest,

0:49:20.560 --> 0:49:24.680
<v Speaker 1>coolest thing going. Yeah, yeah, I don't know. It was fun,

0:49:24.719 --> 0:49:26.200
<v Speaker 1>It was really really fun. And it was great to

0:49:26.280 --> 0:49:28.680
<v Speaker 1>have a steady gig. And then after that, what did

0:49:28.719 --> 0:49:31.120
<v Speaker 1>you do? How long between that and the Sopranos? Not

0:49:31.360 --> 0:49:34.040
<v Speaker 1>long I was doing you know, I was doing uh

0:49:36.040 --> 0:49:38.600
<v Speaker 1>that that was during Sopranos. I think that was during

0:49:38.640 --> 0:49:40.680
<v Speaker 1>two seasons of Sopranos. But I was doing ODZ and

0:49:40.760 --> 0:49:43.920
<v Speaker 1>then I was doing Sideman play that I did for

0:49:43.920 --> 0:49:45.680
<v Speaker 1>a very long time. And I was doing Odds at

0:49:45.800 --> 0:49:47.960
<v Speaker 1>night and Sideman during the day, and then Sopranos came

0:49:48.000 --> 0:49:49.319
<v Speaker 1>in and so I was doing there was a period

0:49:49.360 --> 0:49:51.239
<v Speaker 1>of time where I was doing sort of all three

0:49:51.280 --> 0:49:53.080
<v Speaker 1>of them, and I thought because they were so great

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<v Speaker 1>and I couldn't say no to anything. But I was

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<v Speaker 1>very unhappy because I was exhausted and sick most of

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<v Speaker 1>the time, screen me my voice out and it was

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<v Speaker 1>an embarrassment of riches. But I might have done better

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<v Speaker 1>to say no to one of them. But be that

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<v Speaker 1>as it may, it was at a time when I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't imagine not doing any of those jobs. Hello, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm trying to think of how to say this.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to write a book. I'm writing a memoir

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<v Speaker 1>that's coming out in a year. And in the book,

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<v Speaker 1>I've got some interesting things I talked about, and one

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<v Speaker 1>of which was I celebrated my thirtieth anniversary in February

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<v Speaker 1>this year. I went up to Los Angeles, which is

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<v Speaker 1>was the scene of the crime from that, right, Can

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<v Speaker 1>we talk about that? How are you on the record

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<v Speaker 1>about that? I was wondering what that, how that affected

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<v Speaker 1>your career? Well, I got sober twenty three years ago

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<v Speaker 1>and there was really not much of anything going on

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, and I'm grateful for that also because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the access people have to your life nowadays. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just glad that none of that was going on.

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<v Speaker 1>Nobody was interested back when I was a mess um,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was able to get kind of squared with

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of that stuff before. Yeah, before anything big

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<v Speaker 1>was happening in my life. I was very, very grateful

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<v Speaker 1>for the timing of all that. When you walk into

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<v Speaker 1>a room in a a there's not a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people who have twenty five years. Yeah that people make

0:51:14.320 --> 0:51:16.520
<v Speaker 1>it that far. Yeah, they might be when they do

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<v Speaker 1>the hand raising thing. I'm in a room the other

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<v Speaker 1>day in l A where there was three people and

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<v Speaker 1>there might have been like six or eight of them

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<v Speaker 1>that had over twenty years. Yeah, right, where the times right,

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<v Speaker 1>there's still a part of your left. I go on

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<v Speaker 1>my anniversary, which was the last week, and just to

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<v Speaker 1>announce it, and now I'm I'm a Buddhist, which is

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<v Speaker 1>where what I what I do now? Yeah, I spend

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<v Speaker 1>a great deal time at the Buddhist Center in New York,

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<v Speaker 1>were has given my life a tremendous amount of when

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<v Speaker 1>when in because you're not the first person I know

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<v Speaker 1>who has supplanted sobriety interest and twelve steps sobriety with

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<v Speaker 1>Buddhism or Buddhists of crossovers. I see a lot of

0:51:57.560 --> 0:52:01.080
<v Speaker 1>people that I know from both places. So I see, yeah, uh,

0:52:01.360 --> 0:52:04.440
<v Speaker 1>Like twenty something years ago, I inadvertently ran into a

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<v Speaker 1>meditation class and it was this teacher, and then I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of wandered away, and then I kind of went

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<v Speaker 1>back and it was the same teacher. I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to some other thing. This happened a number

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<v Speaker 1>of times, and then a good five or six years

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<v Speaker 1>ago I went back again, and here's the same darn

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<v Speaker 1>teacher in a different place. And I've been going consistently

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<v Speaker 1>for I don't know, four or five years as much

0:52:24.280 --> 0:52:27.080
<v Speaker 1>as I can. It feeds me in a huge way.

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<v Speaker 1>So what do you get out of it? Well, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not just sort of mumbo jumbo spiritual kind of it's

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<v Speaker 1>also it's like a science of the mind really that

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<v Speaker 1>was established years ago. And so they've got they've got

0:52:40.239 --> 0:52:43.480
<v Speaker 1>history on their side. And I see the people who

0:52:43.719 --> 0:52:45.759
<v Speaker 1>spend a good deal of time there, and the teacher there.

0:52:46.200 --> 0:52:47.600
<v Speaker 1>They have what I want, you know, the stick with

0:52:47.640 --> 0:52:50.719
<v Speaker 1>the winners thing that I love a But you know,

0:52:50.800 --> 0:52:52.920
<v Speaker 1>there there are a lot of cuckoos in there, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and I love them because I understand them.

0:52:55.360 --> 0:52:57.200
<v Speaker 1>But to be in a place where there somebody who

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<v Speaker 1>really has something that I want, it's very meaningful to me,

0:52:59.840 --> 0:53:02.160
<v Speaker 1>but comes harder and harder to find that that's huge

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<v Speaker 1>And and and for you, what I'm wondering, what did

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<v Speaker 1>it give you? What did it help you deal with?

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<v Speaker 1>Or manager? Well, single parenting is not for this faint

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<v Speaker 1>of heart. Uh, shall I say? You know, you live

0:53:13.680 --> 0:53:16.400
<v Speaker 1>for forty years where you're the center of your universe.

0:53:16.480 --> 0:53:17.759
<v Speaker 1>You know, when you want to get a massage, you

0:53:17.840 --> 0:53:21.160
<v Speaker 1>go get one, and as you know that, kids enter

0:53:21.200 --> 0:53:23.799
<v Speaker 1>the picture, and it just turns your whole life. I mean,

0:53:24.080 --> 0:53:26.719
<v Speaker 1>there's nothing recognizable about it. And it was really a

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<v Speaker 1>crash course in in uh, not being the center of

0:53:30.760 --> 0:53:34.040
<v Speaker 1>my universe anymore so, And I didn't always handle it great.

0:53:34.200 --> 0:53:36.600
<v Speaker 1>Spent a fair amount of time just not being okay

0:53:36.680 --> 0:53:39.360
<v Speaker 1>with the fact that I couldn't control my environment. So

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of it is about remaining calm, about being patient,

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<v Speaker 1>about remembering what's important about patients is I think the

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<v Speaker 1>biggest part of it. I am. I have I have

0:53:50.960 --> 0:53:54.800
<v Speaker 1>a short temper that people may not believe, but you know,

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<v Speaker 1>in in my human environment. Yeah, it's not pretty. So

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<v Speaker 1>it has helped me in measure believe with that, Describe

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<v Speaker 1>your son, cute blonde. He's uh, spectacularly amazing kid and

0:54:12.080 --> 0:54:14.640
<v Speaker 1>he's been through a lot, and uh he has some

0:54:14.880 --> 0:54:18.279
<v Speaker 1>learning stuff and uh also a d D a d

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<v Speaker 1>h D and all those acronyms, um, which you know,

0:54:22.360 --> 0:54:24.920
<v Speaker 1>single parenting under the best of circumstances is difficult. But

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<v Speaker 1>when you have a kid who's bouncing off the walls

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<v Speaker 1>and then a kid who's not who's getting beat up

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<v Speaker 1>by the kid who's bounced off the wall, it's complicated

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<v Speaker 1>and it's difficult. Yeah, she's the sort of the survivor, yes, yes, so,

0:54:41.040 --> 0:54:42.560
<v Speaker 1>but you know she's a tough kid. She can take

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<v Speaker 1>care of herself. Let's play sword fights. Yeah no, no,

0:54:45.080 --> 0:54:48.200
<v Speaker 1>you're the sword and he's constantly beaten the crap out

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<v Speaker 1>ever and she's learned to kind of make the make

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<v Speaker 1>the best of it. But the fact that she has

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<v Speaker 1>to what is a drag so um. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we all had our stuff growing up in the middle

0:54:59.360 --> 0:55:02.040
<v Speaker 1>child and everybody we all have some order in which

0:55:02.080 --> 0:55:04.279
<v Speaker 1>we were born and the difficulties we had and being

0:55:04.360 --> 0:55:06.040
<v Speaker 1>the first one or the last one or whatever, and

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<v Speaker 1>my kids challenges are not that unusual. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I say that my daughter, my older daughter, I said

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<v Speaker 1>to her recently. I said to her, you know, to me,

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<v Speaker 1>a god or the presence of some kind of force

0:55:18.800 --> 0:55:21.440
<v Speaker 1>like that in your life manifests itself in the instincts

0:55:21.520 --> 0:55:25.719
<v Speaker 1>that you have. And I said to her, the minute

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<v Speaker 1>you get into trouble in this life, in my experience,

0:55:28.239 --> 0:55:31.319
<v Speaker 1>is when you stopped listening to your instincts. That's all

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<v Speaker 1>we can do is try to get them to listen

0:55:33.480 --> 0:55:35.520
<v Speaker 1>to that voice in them because in the end, they're

0:55:35.520 --> 0:55:37.680
<v Speaker 1>gonna do what they're gonna do. We can't make them

0:55:37.760 --> 0:55:40.879
<v Speaker 1>do what we want to do. Is painful, it's shocking too.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, especially in this industry. We have so many

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<v Speaker 1>people running around, you know, telling you how great you are,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, making sure that every your every need

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<v Speaker 1>is taken care of, and then you go home and

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<v Speaker 1>your kids just couldn't care less what you're asking they do.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think they think everybody's parents have some kind

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<v Speaker 1>of life like this. I don't know, they exceedingly unimpressed,

0:55:59.000 --> 0:56:00.960
<v Speaker 1>but you know, just to hang up the damn coat,

0:56:01.040 --> 0:56:03.080
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? It just couldn't possibly care

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<v Speaker 1>less the way I want, the how's the look? And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, all that stuff that used to be so

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<v Speaker 1>important that I'm learning slowly to let go of. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a human nous to Eadie Falco's characters, no matter how

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<v Speaker 1>tough their exterior appears. Her women are vulnerable, fallible, and

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