WEBVTT - ACL Diaries 0:00:00.440 --> 0:00:02.520 It's insightful though, because not a lot It's not like 0:00:03.040 --> 0:00:04.720 we get to sit here and have this conversation and 0:00:04.720 --> 0:00:06.200 put it on a podcast, because not a lot of 0:00:06.200 --> 0:00:08.720 people understand, like what you know, how everything works, how 0:00:08.720 --> 0:00:11.360 an injury happens, like what happened in the play, How 0:00:11.360 --> 0:00:13.960 are you feeling? What is your you know, what plan 0:00:14.200 --> 0:00:15.960 are you going to take? Your course of action? Like 0:00:16.000 --> 0:00:18.000 get better? Like all that stuff people don't you know, 0:00:18.000 --> 0:00:24.080 we get to give people the nitty gritty. This episode 0:00:24.079 --> 0:00:26.200 of Busting with the Boys The Boys is presented by 0:00:26.239 --> 0:00:27.520 Barstool Sports. 0:00:35.800 --> 0:00:38.360 Bonus Pod Bonus Pod in October. 0:00:38.760 --> 0:00:39.680 Are we starting there right now? 0:00:39.760 --> 0:00:41.360 Yeah, well we kind of already started. We've been doing it. 0:00:41.360 --> 0:00:45.160 We always do it like this anyway. So obviously those 0:00:45.159 --> 0:00:47.320 of you listening, the tier ones already know this. The 0:00:47.320 --> 0:00:49.600 Tier two's probably knows. The tier threes haven't heard this, 0:00:50.280 --> 0:00:51.920 but I'm sure some tier threes have now jumped to 0:00:51.960 --> 0:00:54.000 some Tier twos. You know what I'm saying, like a yeah, 0:00:54.080 --> 0:00:58.080 a big fan of the podcast. My wife is now 0:00:58.080 --> 0:01:01.040 in the in the building. You're wondering we have a crowd, 0:01:01.200 --> 0:01:02.720 Well you got a crowd. It's our first life on 0:01:02.960 --> 0:01:08.080 this graduation. That's awesome, Thank you, thank you. Any way 0:01:08.080 --> 0:01:09.760 you want to slice it, you need to subscribe. I'm 0:01:09.760 --> 0:01:11.520 busting with the boys. You need to raid five stars, 0:01:11.520 --> 0:01:13.760 you need to comment. But the thing is is this 0:01:13.800 --> 0:01:16.240 is this is a podcast. I know, so it is 0:01:16.240 --> 0:01:18.080 what it is. But I made the promise to not 0:01:18.160 --> 0:01:20.480 do podcasts during the season. You never made that promise. 0:01:20.520 --> 0:01:22.360 Oh yeah, yeah, we're good. Yeah. 0:01:22.400 --> 0:01:23.840 Now you have to be careful about what you say 0:01:23.840 --> 0:01:25.840 because you have to see Vrabel every day, no question, 0:01:25.920 --> 0:01:28.720 because of like COVID protocols. It's way different for me 0:01:28.760 --> 0:01:30.960 on IR I'm barely in the building at all. Yeah, 0:01:31.120 --> 0:01:32.800 so I'm kind of living Scott free right now. 0:01:33.160 --> 0:01:33.440 Yeah. 0:01:33.480 --> 0:01:34.560 You know, I don't know if you've seen it, but 0:01:34.560 --> 0:01:35.720 the boy's been a little more on Twitter. 0:01:36.319 --> 0:01:39.600 Oh I've noticed. I've enjoyed it. Have you really enjoyed it? 0:01:40.000 --> 0:01:44.240 I see you embracing it. Changed your name, Yeah, I did. 0:01:44.600 --> 0:01:44.720 Well. 0:01:44.760 --> 0:01:45.640 I don't understand this. 0:01:45.800 --> 0:01:49.800 Jerry is Jerry Ainsworth. It's my alter ego to my 0:01:49.880 --> 0:01:53.600 depression because I don't quite feel the same anymore, just 0:01:53.600 --> 0:01:56.840 a little different now, is that what we're doing. Yeah, 0:01:57.120 --> 0:01:59.920 it's a little sad. My nay doesn't work. 0:02:01.120 --> 0:02:03.760 So it is that like you're in the house kind 0:02:03.760 --> 0:02:06.280 of a family thing. No, that's inside joke. 0:02:06.800 --> 0:02:09.440 Here's the deal. When you deal with something like an injury, 0:02:09.680 --> 0:02:11.440 you have lots of ways you can go down it. 0:02:11.520 --> 0:02:13.720 Most of the time the road to anyway you take. 0:02:13.800 --> 0:02:15.280 His travels and some sort of depression. 0:02:15.560 --> 0:02:16.480 Right, we're headed there. 0:02:16.720 --> 0:02:19.000 I'm on a bullet train there. But I'm handling things 0:02:19.040 --> 0:02:22.120 really well. You are. But also I meet most things 0:02:22.160 --> 0:02:24.760 with humor. And what's the best way. Taylor's not sad, 0:02:24.960 --> 0:02:27.520 but Jerry, Jerry's a very sad boy. 0:02:27.840 --> 0:02:30.839 Oh that's how you play into it. Yeah, okay, here's 0:02:30.840 --> 0:02:33.040 a different alterar. You go, what's the what's the last name? 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:35.400 Is that it like a real person? 0:02:35.680 --> 0:02:38.560 No, because I say it English names. 0:02:38.720 --> 0:02:40.960 I did google it and I was like, man, I 0:02:40.960 --> 0:02:43.800 guess this isn't like I saw some description. I'm like, 0:02:43.800 --> 0:02:45.840 but it's not your bio whatever you said? 0:02:46.400 --> 0:02:48.040 Yeah that I well, I'm sure there's not a guy 0:02:48.040 --> 0:02:50.160 that has a Wikipedia pacee for slipping at a costo. 0:02:50.240 --> 0:02:52.240 And no, I didn't know if he's like some comedian 0:02:53.120 --> 0:02:55.760 made facade that I've done in my own head. 0:02:55.800 --> 0:02:57.680 I didn't know if it was like something in a movie. 0:02:57.960 --> 0:03:00.240 Nope, that's that's that's just exactly what. 0:03:00.600 --> 0:03:03.120 But anyway, Yes, I've seen you've embraced Twitter. Yeah, I've 0:03:03.160 --> 0:03:05.919 been on Twitter a little bit. Hey, even Taylor Taylor's 0:03:05.919 --> 0:03:06.519 been on Twitter. 0:03:06.880 --> 0:03:09.440 Taylor told me the other day She's like, I'm way 0:03:09.480 --> 0:03:11.119 funnier than you are on Twitter, and I said, yeah, 0:03:11.120 --> 0:03:12.720 you probably are. She says things to me and I'm like, 0:03:12.720 --> 0:03:14.280 I don't know, and then she posts in it's a hit. 0:03:14.960 --> 0:03:16.320 She smacked buck Rising today. 0:03:16.400 --> 0:03:20.240 Yeah, oh I saw something about the IR Yeah, because 0:03:20.400 --> 0:03:22.240 it's crazy and she just ran up there. But it's 0:03:22.240 --> 0:03:27.920 crazy what a few retweets does to you. No doubt 0:03:28.040 --> 0:03:31.160 she gets on the tailor bitch HBO. They did kind 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:31.520 of hit too. 0:03:31.560 --> 0:03:33.080 I think the funniest part of her doing anything on 0:03:33.120 --> 0:03:35.400 Twitter is that she never tags me. She just talks 0:03:35.440 --> 0:03:37.040 about me, like I'm not liking her life and we 0:03:37.080 --> 0:03:37.920 don't follow each other. 0:03:38.080 --> 0:03:40.560 Yeah. Well, you guys are only like two or three 0:03:40.680 --> 0:03:45.240 letters off, just two just two letters. Sorry, you know 0:03:45.240 --> 0:03:46.720 how it is. You're like thinking on the run. It's 0:03:46.720 --> 0:03:48.160 been a long day. It has been a long day. 0:03:48.160 --> 0:03:49.320 Tell me about your day. Do what was it like 0:03:49.320 --> 0:03:52.720 at the building today? Well, you know, regular regular day 0:03:52.880 --> 0:03:53.480 at the building. 0:03:53.640 --> 0:03:56.920 Yeah, does it feel like you guys are finding. 0:03:56.720 --> 0:03:59.000 I would tell you, but you kind of got. 0:03:58.880 --> 0:04:01.760 A yeah, some murky waters right now, I get it. 0:04:01.840 --> 0:04:04.720 You gotta be You got to be on the team. 0:04:04.960 --> 0:04:06.800 People in their car just zoned out on the road. 0:04:06.960 --> 0:04:08.720 Hey, you gotta be in the building. You know what 0:04:08.800 --> 0:04:12.080 I mean to know? Oh, I see what's going on. Yeah, 0:04:12.160 --> 0:04:14.119 it feels good. I'm not gonna lie. It feels good 0:04:14.120 --> 0:04:14.400 to say. 0:04:14.440 --> 0:04:16.320 Maybe maybe i'd be in the building a little more 0:04:16.360 --> 0:04:17.480 if I didn't have to carry you for the last 0:04:17.560 --> 0:04:18.560 year and half of this podcast. 0:04:18.560 --> 0:04:21.599 Maybe that's not working. That it's not working. 0:04:21.880 --> 0:04:22.240 My knees. 0:04:23.880 --> 0:04:25.279 Yeah, your knees couldn't take the pressure. 0:04:25.320 --> 0:04:27.000 They couldn't take the pressure of carrying your way in 0:04:27.040 --> 0:04:28.599 that fucking bust on my back all the time. 0:04:28.720 --> 0:04:30.800 Dude, what I've done? Look at us? 0:04:31.279 --> 0:04:33.880 You going you you use my bus. Now you're using 0:04:33.920 --> 0:04:34.839 my basement and get. 0:04:34.800 --> 0:04:37.560 Hurt and you're like, boom, Thank God will build this 0:04:37.640 --> 0:04:38.360 other job for me? 0:04:38.440 --> 0:04:40.840 Are you joking? Dude? 0:04:41.160 --> 0:04:44.000 God will build this other job? I am this podcast 0:04:44.160 --> 0:04:47.280 so glad that he thought even talking about it is? 0:04:47.520 --> 0:04:48.400 Who's rich Eison? 0:04:49.320 --> 0:04:50.360 I don't know Michigan. 0:04:50.360 --> 0:04:54.960 Alum, gotta do Yeah, Michigan, sweet, Yeah you heard Adam Schefter? 0:04:55.080 --> 0:04:58.800 Is who in Nebraska football outside? Do you mean me? 0:04:59.600 --> 0:05:02.440 You talking talking about let David? 0:05:02.520 --> 0:05:02.680 Yeah? 0:05:02.720 --> 0:05:07.600 He's solid, dude was yeah, he still saw he saw it. 0:05:07.640 --> 0:05:10.240 I don't know what I'm saying. And if you hear this, baby, 0:05:10.240 --> 0:05:10.560 I'm just. 0:05:13.400 --> 0:05:14.360 De God. 0:05:14.839 --> 0:05:16.400 Now I get what you're saying. I get what you're 0:05:16.400 --> 0:05:17.839 trying to get at. Here's the reality. 0:05:19.200 --> 0:05:22.159 No wait, wait, wait, wait, it's all everything that's going 0:05:22.240 --> 0:05:24.400 to come out of your mouth is subjective. That's not 0:05:24.400 --> 0:05:28.120 true because when you say reality, you can beIN reality 0:05:28.120 --> 0:05:28.880 however you want to. 0:05:29.279 --> 0:05:31.440 What is his mind? Benders? Do you think that's what? 0:05:31.440 --> 0:05:31.719 What? 0:05:31.720 --> 0:05:33.040 What is the twilight zone? 0:05:33.560 --> 0:05:33.960 I'm living. 0:05:33.960 --> 0:05:36.560 I'm living and breathing the same oxygen you are. Real 0:05:36.880 --> 0:05:39.560 does not have COVID in it because we follow guidelines 0:05:39.720 --> 0:05:42.920 that we follow. You see a little twists and turn 0:05:43.040 --> 0:05:49.120 right there. Yeah, but no, you're welcome for giving you 0:05:49.160 --> 0:05:52.240 a presence outside of football. You're welcome for getting you 0:05:52.279 --> 0:05:54.159 back on the teams. Do you know really like what 0:05:54.279 --> 0:05:56.360 happened when guys were getting knocked off during camp? What 0:05:56.400 --> 0:05:58.039 was going on? Verybel texted me, he said, what do 0:05:58.080 --> 0:06:00.800 you think about Will? And I was like, you got 0:06:00.839 --> 0:06:03.480 to deal with what comes with him, the baggage, always 0:06:03.520 --> 0:06:07.479 constantly on social media trying to get attention. And he said, 0:06:07.480 --> 0:06:08.600 you know what, we should flip the coin. So I 0:06:08.600 --> 0:06:10.120 went to his office. We fip the corn and here 0:06:10.120 --> 0:06:10.640 you are. 0:06:10.800 --> 0:06:13.800 And now you're welcome. Now your name is Jerry on Twitter. 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:16.760 Yeah, because I'm going through a mild depression because my 0:06:16.880 --> 0:06:20.960 knee blew out. So are you saying my friend couldn't 0:06:20.960 --> 0:06:22.880 carry his own weight? So I had to put some 0:06:22.960 --> 0:06:23.920 of my fucking back. 0:06:24.000 --> 0:06:25.800 Bro. You know what, I'll give this because you're really 0:06:25.839 --> 0:06:28.200 lashing out. You're saying a lot of false things. 0:06:28.320 --> 0:06:29.120 What are you talking about. 0:06:29.240 --> 0:06:31.840 You're saying a lot of false things that you think 0:06:31.880 --> 0:06:34.200 you're responsible for my identity outside of football. 0:06:34.279 --> 0:06:35.520 I'll tell you what I am hurting. 0:06:36.000 --> 0:06:38.520 I know you are. I'm lashing out. I know you 0:06:38.600 --> 0:06:39.000 are right now. 0:06:39.000 --> 0:06:42.840 It's a hard deal. When you're seventy two hours out. 0:06:43.240 --> 0:06:45.400 It's tough. You know what I'm saying. 0:06:45.720 --> 0:06:48.719 I'm reading kill myself, no question, I'll tell you what 0:06:48.839 --> 0:06:51.000 I am there. Sometimes I thought you I thought that 0:06:51.040 --> 0:06:51.679 was in your book? 0:06:52.360 --> 0:06:53.880 Did not? But I looked at him a little bit, 0:06:54.960 --> 0:06:56.680 so I glanced through it. I glanced through it. 0:06:58.120 --> 0:06:59.839 Yeah, the boy tours a cl. 0:07:01.480 --> 0:07:02.880 So this is going great. 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:06.800 Let's uh, let's start and explain what happened. 0:07:07.600 --> 0:07:11.760 Uh, all right, So we're playing. We're obviously play in 0:07:11.760 --> 0:07:15.680 the Houston, Texans this this past week, and we called 0:07:15.680 --> 0:07:18.679 the screen to AJ. Vrabel always talks about not talking 0:07:18.680 --> 0:07:21.360 about scheme and stuff, but we called a screen to AJ. 0:07:22.120 --> 0:07:25.360 So I took three hard steps down, went out and 0:07:25.600 --> 0:07:27.080 I don't know what happened. I haven't even watched the 0:07:27.080 --> 0:07:30.240 play since then. But AJ is supposed to press up 0:07:30.240 --> 0:07:31.960 and then go back and so he can get the ball, 0:07:32.000 --> 0:07:34.200 and then I'm supposed to pick off the guy that's 0:07:34.240 --> 0:07:36.400 blocking him. I'm pretty sure the guy was pressed. Was 0:07:36.400 --> 0:07:39.440 he pressing? Did they show that in film today? He 0:07:39.480 --> 0:07:42.280 was pressed? He skipped it good. I appreciate that. That 0:07:42.320 --> 0:07:44.440 was the test. So I go out there and the 0:07:44.440 --> 0:07:46.560 guys all hung up over AJ, and so I go 0:07:46.640 --> 0:07:48.920 to dive. I go to plant and dive to get 0:07:48.920 --> 0:07:51.880 this kind of like trying to save the play. And 0:07:52.280 --> 0:07:54.640 when I went to plant, I heard like this loud 0:07:54.680 --> 0:07:58.320 pop and a tear, and I was like, like, I 0:07:58.400 --> 0:08:00.520 just I grabbed my leg and I'm like, fuck, dude, 0:08:00.560 --> 0:08:03.160 and here I am. I'm like, okay, you're a pretty 0:08:03.200 --> 0:08:05.960 dramatic cat, Like is this am I really being like? 0:08:06.000 --> 0:08:08.400 This is a real thing? And so I at first, 0:08:08.440 --> 0:08:10.640 I was like it was so hot, Like I never 0:08:10.640 --> 0:08:12.640 really had like a big injury before, Like I dissocated 0:08:12.720 --> 0:08:15.600 my elbow in twenty twelve, and when I did that, 0:08:15.640 --> 0:08:17.120 like it was like out out, like they had to 0:08:17.160 --> 0:08:19.720 reset it back in, but I didn't need surgery or anything. 0:08:19.760 --> 0:08:21.880 So like, but when I did it, my arm was 0:08:21.920 --> 0:08:24.280 super hot. And when I like when I planted and 0:08:24.320 --> 0:08:27.480 I felt like that tear and rip, I my leg 0:08:27.520 --> 0:08:29.320 all of a suddenly got super super hot, and so 0:08:29.320 --> 0:08:31.240 I thought I disocated my knee or something like or 0:08:31.320 --> 0:08:33.440 my leg, and so I went and grabbed it and 0:08:33.480 --> 0:08:35.520 was feeling it and I was like, Okay, well, hopefully 0:08:35.520 --> 0:08:37.240 it's not the ac Hopefully it's just the outside because 0:08:37.280 --> 0:08:39.160 I felt like the outside where I felt like it 0:08:39.240 --> 0:08:43.800 kind of like rip and so I'm laying there it 0:08:43.880 --> 0:08:46.079 kind of it didn't hurt. It was the weirdest thing, 0:08:46.160 --> 0:08:48.559 Like I think I was adrenaline was obviously movement, but 0:08:48.679 --> 0:08:51.840 I didn't it didn't hurt at all. And the doctor 0:08:51.880 --> 0:08:54.760 came out and like Raba was there, Todd was there, 0:08:54.800 --> 0:08:56.640 a couple other trainers there. And the doctor came out 0:08:56.920 --> 0:08:58.600 and he grabs my leg and he does like the 0:08:58.640 --> 0:09:01.480 test and uh, anybody who's never had their ACL chick. 0:09:01.520 --> 0:09:03.600 It's like you grab under the hamstring and you grab 0:09:03.679 --> 0:09:06.400 the calf and then you you try to move the 0:09:06.440 --> 0:09:08.280 calf forward and if you feel like a clicking, that 0:09:08.280 --> 0:09:10.920 that's the AC grab a cl grabbing. And if it doesn't, 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:13.719 then that's a you know possibility the a c L 0:09:13.760 --> 0:09:15.440 is out there. Well, the doctor picks up my leg 0:09:15.880 --> 0:09:18.920 and tests it one time, like one little yank, nothing hurt, 0:09:19.000 --> 0:09:21.840 nothing at all, puts my leg back down. He just 0:09:22.520 --> 0:09:23.160 he won yanked. 0:09:23.320 --> 0:09:25.160 He's not sitting there like you know, we just he 0:09:25.160 --> 0:09:28.120 went over there, grabbed it, pulled it and he he 0:09:28.200 --> 0:09:31.400 like pulled it. He goes put him down and. 0:09:31.400 --> 0:09:34.680 Put my leg down and I said, is it my 0:09:34.679 --> 0:09:37.199 a cl is a torn? And he goes on. He 0:09:37.720 --> 0:09:41.000 the doctor says, I'm not saying anything right now, which 0:09:41.160 --> 0:09:44.360 obviously means absolutely here a cl is torn. What the fuck? 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:45.120 Yeah? 0:09:45.160 --> 0:09:48.240 But I was like, uh, I was like check it again. 0:09:48.280 --> 0:09:49.679 You gotta you gotta. Like. I was like, now I'm 0:09:49.720 --> 0:09:52.000 not kind of panicking, but no, no, no, just check it again, 0:09:52.320 --> 0:09:55.120 because I had a scare like this year three did 0:09:55.120 --> 0:09:57.600 Marco Murray cut a guy into my legs and they 0:09:57.679 --> 0:09:59.080 checked it and they said you tore your a cl 0:09:59.120 --> 0:10:00.600 and ended up just being a bone. I didn't even 0:10:00.600 --> 0:10:03.960 tear anything, and so I'm like, you gotta check it again, 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:06.480 like just please check it again, kind of getting panicky, 0:10:06.520 --> 0:10:08.319 and he he looks at me and he's like, uh, 0:10:08.760 --> 0:10:10.520 he goes, I don't have to check it again, and 0:10:10.559 --> 0:10:14.880 I was like, fuck, dude. So they like, let's get 0:10:14.920 --> 0:10:17.160 him up. So they get me up and I'm walking 0:10:17.320 --> 0:10:19.199 and I'm kind of just like as I'm walking, I'm 0:10:19.240 --> 0:10:21.880 like walking towards our sideline, but I'm looking up at 0:10:21.920 --> 0:10:24.400 the sweets because like my wife's in a suite. I'm 0:10:24.400 --> 0:10:25.720 like kind of just looking to see where she's at 0:10:25.720 --> 0:10:27.760 because I'm like, I'm in fucking panic mode. You know 0:10:27.800 --> 0:10:29.880 what I'm saying. You have all these plans for a 0:10:29.920 --> 0:10:33.080 comeback season after doing a getting a ped last year 0:10:33.120 --> 0:10:35.440 and all that, and you think like it really hadn't 0:10:35.480 --> 0:10:36.760 hit me. It still hasn't hit me yet that I'm 0:10:36.760 --> 0:10:38.079 out for the season. I think I like for sure 0:10:38.120 --> 0:10:40.480 hit Sunday. It hurt. It hit a little bit yesterday 0:10:40.480 --> 0:10:43.080 when we were talking, but I was I was like 0:10:43.120 --> 0:10:45.520 walking up looking like looking for any sort of like 0:10:46.240 --> 0:10:49.000 comfort to any like person that I know, like that 0:10:49.040 --> 0:10:50.960 could possibly give me because I felt like so alone 0:10:50.960 --> 0:10:53.679 in that moment or whatever. And we go into the 0:10:53.720 --> 0:10:57.000 blue tent and the doctor comes in. I think I 0:10:57.000 --> 0:10:59.560 think his name is doctor Petty's dude. He's a good dude. 0:11:00.040 --> 0:11:01.000 And he's like, I do you want me to check 0:11:01.000 --> 0:11:02.560 it again? I was like, yes, please check it again, 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:06.280 and so he grabs it, yanks on it twice, goes 0:11:06.280 --> 0:11:09.040 to my other leg. He puts my leg down and 0:11:09.080 --> 0:11:11.600 he goes your your a CL's gone. It's like it's 0:11:11.640 --> 0:11:15.000 not there, and like, uh, I like grabbed the dude. 0:11:15.320 --> 0:11:17.120 He was like wearing this windbreaker and I grabbed him 0:11:17.160 --> 0:11:19.080 and I pulled him into me and I just started 0:11:19.120 --> 0:11:22.520 fucking letting loose. Just absolutely started bowling my eyes out, 0:11:22.840 --> 0:11:26.360 just overwhelmingly crying, like the like the sob, like the 0:11:26.559 --> 0:11:29.079 loud sobb man, like a good bitch cry. You know 0:11:29.120 --> 0:11:32.679 what I'm saying. Just let it out, dude, like absolutely 0:11:32.720 --> 0:11:37.160 just fucking was like it just sucked. It just sucked. 0:11:37.160 --> 0:11:39.760 At that moment. I was like, you just feel so helpless, 0:11:40.320 --> 0:11:43.120 you know, you know, like everything kind of moves on, 0:11:43.200 --> 0:11:45.360 and it was super. He got weirder from there, like 0:11:45.679 --> 0:11:47.120 I got my helmet. I put my helmet on because 0:11:47.160 --> 0:11:48.760 IM like I don't want people see me crying, like 0:11:48.760 --> 0:11:51.040 like you know, big tough guy, I gotta get go 0:11:51.080 --> 0:11:53.559 to lockdown. Already felt cool enough that I was walking 0:11:53.559 --> 0:11:56.360 on it. Shut out myself and I go to the 0:11:56.400 --> 0:11:59.319 locker room and like the doctor Like at this point, 0:11:59.360 --> 0:12:01.040 I'm thinking to myself, like I don't want to be alone, 0:12:01.320 --> 0:12:03.280 like I just got to make sure like someone's around me, 0:12:04.320 --> 0:12:07.000 so I don't like go into the the the deep 0:12:07.080 --> 0:12:09.880 dark hole where Jerry was now and now lives, you 0:12:09.920 --> 0:12:12.319 know what I'm saying. Like I'm like like, fuck, I 0:12:12.360 --> 0:12:13.560 do not want to. I don't want I don't want 0:12:13.559 --> 0:12:14.880 to deal with my reality, right. I need somebody to 0:12:14.920 --> 0:12:17.760 distract me. So sal Ur Trainer, He's an awesome dude, 0:12:17.760 --> 0:12:20.560 like takes me in. I'm like I need to see 0:12:20.600 --> 0:12:23.240 my wife, like can I can? I can my wife 0:12:23.280 --> 0:12:25.520 come down here? And he's like, well no, with the 0:12:25.520 --> 0:12:30.079 protocols with COVID protocols like you can't like you can't happen. 0:12:30.120 --> 0:12:32.480 Which when I got ejected from the Packers game like 0:12:32.520 --> 0:12:35.280 three four years ago, Tailing came down. We sat in 0:12:35.280 --> 0:12:36.920 the locker room and watched the rest of the game together. 0:12:37.120 --> 0:12:38.719 So that was that was a bit of a different deal. 0:12:38.760 --> 0:12:40.480 So I was like, I text the Tail and I'm like, 0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:41.840 what sweet are you? And she told me what suit 0:12:41.880 --> 0:12:43.640 she was in. 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So I end up getting to 0:14:57.560 --> 0:15:01.280 my I get up getting to the suite and when 0:15:01.280 --> 0:15:03.400 I got there, like open the door and Taylor saw 0:15:03.440 --> 0:15:06.120 me and she's like she knew something was wrong and 0:15:06.320 --> 0:15:08.480 I win. It was like one of her first games, 0:15:08.480 --> 0:15:12.560 like being there and she's like, uh, She's like, Daddy, 0:15:12.720 --> 0:15:15.400 you played football with your friends. I was like, yeah, 0:15:15.480 --> 0:15:19.080 Daddy was just playing football as his friends. I was like, Daddy, 0:15:19.160 --> 0:15:21.120 daddy touched his knee though, So he's gonna be home 0:15:21.600 --> 0:15:23.160 and we're gonna hang out a lot, Like we're gonna 0:15:23.160 --> 0:15:24.960 be able to hang out all the time now. And 0:15:25.000 --> 0:15:27.640 she's like, oh, I'm excited. It's like that's awesome. Your 0:15:27.680 --> 0:15:29.400 dad's literally going through huge te meadic experience. But I 0:15:29.400 --> 0:15:32.480 appreciate you win. And she's like, she's like, you don't 0:15:32.480 --> 0:15:33.760 want to pay football with your friends. I was like, no, 0:15:33.920 --> 0:15:36.200 I want to come hang out and win, and she's like, 0:15:36.240 --> 0:15:38.240 you sad, and I was like, no, I'm not sad. 0:15:38.240 --> 0:15:40.320 I'm like literally like holding back tears. And my daughter 0:15:40.360 --> 0:15:43.440 she's like my counselor. So I get to see them, 0:15:43.440 --> 0:15:47.800 which was really cool. But yeah, after I had to 0:15:47.800 --> 0:15:49.000 talk to Tay for a little bit and then I 0:15:49.040 --> 0:15:53.520 went down and got some ice, and then when y'all 0:15:53.520 --> 0:15:56.080 tied it up for us to go into overtime, I 0:15:56.120 --> 0:15:57.240 was like, I gotta get the fuck out there that 0:15:57.560 --> 0:16:00.280 we're gonna win and sir and like, I walked out 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:04.240 there while KB was walking out for the overtime coin 0:16:04.280 --> 0:16:06.680 toss and I was like standing next to Arthur Smith 0:16:06.680 --> 0:16:09.280 for the entire every play call he had, and it 0:16:09.400 --> 0:16:11.480 was sick. Just to watch Arthur, like in a huge 0:16:11.480 --> 0:16:16.760 pressure situation operating dude, operating like a gangster. Like, so calm, 0:16:16.880 --> 0:16:18.440 I'm not gonna say any plays. We'll get in trouble, 0:16:18.480 --> 0:16:20.800 see that, we'll stay on top of it. But yeah, 0:16:20.880 --> 0:16:22.240 so calm just like, hey, all right, this is what 0:16:22.280 --> 0:16:24.640 we're doing. Like he even said, like in the mic 0:16:24.680 --> 0:16:26.280 at one point he's like, all right, calm down, just 0:16:26.280 --> 0:16:28.160 calm down, all right first, and then he just starts 0:16:28.200 --> 0:16:30.320 going into the next play. Yeah, And I was like, Yo, 0:16:30.360 --> 0:16:33.800 this dude's a fucking's savage, you know how savage? 0:16:33.960 --> 0:16:35.560 You know how we walk around and talk about like 0:16:35.600 --> 0:16:38.160 BD and big dick energy. And after the game, when 0:16:38.160 --> 0:16:40.120 we got done, I was like, what it's like walking 0:16:40.120 --> 0:16:42.040 back to my locker, and he happened to be behind me. 0:16:42.120 --> 0:16:44.080 He was like, hey, how about that big dick energy. 0:16:44.440 --> 0:16:45.760 I was like, oh god, you are the. 0:16:45.840 --> 0:16:50.680 Man, the fucking man that's sick. Yeah, dude, it's a gangster. 0:16:51.320 --> 0:16:53.840 So I mean after that, I just went and got 0:16:53.840 --> 0:16:54.720