1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,480 Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife. 2 00:00:03,680 --> 00:00:06,440 Speaker 1: She couldn't She cleaned and cared for her children and 3 00:00:06,480 --> 00:00:08,840 Speaker 1: the man of the house, and of course she didn't 4 00:00:08,960 --> 00:00:12,200 Speaker 1: talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature. 5 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:15,480 Speaker 1: She was a good woman who always made good choice. 6 00:00:17,440 --> 00:00:20,000 Speaker 2: We're good mom's bad choices, you single mom, who said, 7 00:00:20,040 --> 00:00:22,840 Speaker 2: But the patriarchy shared all their bad choices and found. 8 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:24,000 Speaker 3: Out they were so bad after all. 9 00:00:24,040 --> 00:00:27,160 Speaker 2: We're experts over shares and your new besties. Sit back 10 00:00:27,200 --> 00:00:28,240 Speaker 2: and enjoy the ride. 11 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:35,360 Speaker 4: I can do a bad mon I can do on 12 00:00:35,640 --> 00:00:42,120 Speaker 4: myne hear me, my flowers. I can lay it back 13 00:00:42,440 --> 00:00:47,360 Speaker 4: powers powers as we have lived. 14 00:00:54,280 --> 00:00:56,440 Speaker 2: Well, that was quite We walked to the liquor store, 15 00:00:56,800 --> 00:01:01,880 Speaker 2: just a casual strolls tequila. I love a mid afternoon 16 00:01:01,960 --> 00:01:04,600 Speaker 2: Wednesday strollers some petima, how about you. I actually guess 17 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:05,640 Speaker 2: it's my new favorite hobby. 18 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 5: Especially like to take my new pup on a walk. 19 00:01:09,360 --> 00:01:12,039 Speaker 3: He was such a good boy for I. 20 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:14,760 Speaker 5: Usually, you know, I usually don't like pets. I'm the 21 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:18,000 Speaker 5: only feline in my household. But occasionally there's a new 22 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:19,640 Speaker 5: puppy on the streets and I just want to play 23 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:22,280 Speaker 5: with it, and so I appreciate you allowing us to 24 00:01:22,280 --> 00:01:24,280 Speaker 5: play with you and take you on our walk in 25 00:01:24,360 --> 00:01:26,840 Speaker 5: studio Sunny Studio City, California. 26 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:30,119 Speaker 2: You know, I've always preferred big dogs anyway. I've never 27 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:31,960 Speaker 2: been like a little pup type. 28 00:01:31,720 --> 00:01:33,440 Speaker 3: Of bitch me either. I haven't. 29 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:35,200 Speaker 5: I'm not like a Pomerin and like, if I'm gonna go, 30 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:35,959 Speaker 5: I'm gonna get. 31 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:37,440 Speaker 3: A big husky. 32 00:01:37,880 --> 00:01:43,800 Speaker 5: I have all bulls like the detective warm heavy dog, 33 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:46,880 Speaker 5: warm warm. 34 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:47,880 Speaker 3: You know that fur. 35 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:54,480 Speaker 2: Yes, I'm not a cold dog. We don't wanny cold dogs, 36 00:01:56,160 --> 00:01:57,280 Speaker 2: no frozen dogs. 37 00:01:57,320 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 6: And see it's husky. 38 00:02:03,120 --> 00:02:05,160 Speaker 3: Well, welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. 39 00:02:05,240 --> 00:02:09,919 Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Mela, and it's Wednesday, bitch Shane. 40 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:11,760 Speaker 3: We lit here. You know what that means. 41 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 5: Some day we drink tequila. Cheers you guys, that's cheers. 42 00:02:20,280 --> 00:02:22,120 Speaker 5: I love the dogs that drink tequila. Those are my 43 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:26,040 Speaker 5: favorite bad dog. 44 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:26,519 Speaker 3: With Good Mom's. 45 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 2: So I am excited to introduce to the show four 46 00:02:33,360 --> 00:02:34,560 Speaker 2: four four four. 47 00:02:34,720 --> 00:02:37,120 Speaker 3: We have been waiting for this moment. 48 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:37,440 Speaker 7: Sir. 49 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 3: You are hard to track down. You are a busy pup. 50 00:02:42,600 --> 00:02:44,400 Speaker 7: Sometimes I get a little hunted. 51 00:02:44,919 --> 00:02:46,320 Speaker 3: Do you like to be called a pup? Or are 52 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:47,799 Speaker 3: you a dog or a doggie? 53 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:51,880 Speaker 5: Good boy, very good boy. You know, we have been 54 00:02:52,040 --> 00:02:54,560 Speaker 5: stalking for a little bit. We've been trying to get 55 00:02:54,600 --> 00:02:56,400 Speaker 5: him on the show. But you know what, like a 56 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:59,680 Speaker 5: good dog does a good pup. He he let us 57 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,359 Speaker 5: know what he was in town and said I'm in town. 58 00:03:01,400 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 3: I said, we got to make this happen. So I 59 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:04,320 Speaker 3: appreciate that. 60 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:06,520 Speaker 2: And for those who are listening and you're like, what 61 00:03:06,560 --> 00:03:08,160 Speaker 2: the fuck are these bitches talking about? 62 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:10,600 Speaker 3: Who is for? And why is he a pup or 63 00:03:10,639 --> 00:03:11,160 Speaker 3: a good boy? 64 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:13,880 Speaker 2: Well, I would like you to come to YouTube and 65 00:03:13,919 --> 00:03:15,600 Speaker 2: check out check it out. But if you're in your 66 00:03:15,639 --> 00:03:20,680 Speaker 2: car for maybe you can explain to our audience what 67 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:21,960 Speaker 2: and who you are. 68 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:24,560 Speaker 5: But first let's give him a proper introduction for his 69 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:30,799 Speaker 5: artist tattoo artist father. You might know him from Black Ink, 70 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:35,280 Speaker 5: CRWSE Chicago and most recently for his debut on OnlyFans 71 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:36,680 Speaker 5: as a sexual Superstar. 72 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:39,840 Speaker 3: Oh, a sexual superstar. I like that. 73 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:43,000 Speaker 7: There. 74 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:46,200 Speaker 5: We got the best pup sub in the game. 75 00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:49,600 Speaker 2: And you know what else are you known for? How 76 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:52,160 Speaker 2: have you come to be for the pup? 77 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:54,960 Speaker 8: I'm a great friend, I'm a great brother, you know, 78 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:57,920 Speaker 8: and a fantastic sign I take care of my mom, 79 00:03:58,160 --> 00:04:03,160 Speaker 8: my family, things like that, you know, But for me personally, 80 00:04:03,840 --> 00:04:05,760 Speaker 8: how I even a lot of people always ask how 81 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:08,040 Speaker 8: do how do I get to this point? 82 00:04:08,360 --> 00:04:08,560 Speaker 7: Right? 83 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:15,520 Speaker 8: I'm an artist, so I see everything is art, you know. 84 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:21,360 Speaker 8: I got in a place where because the blacking stuff, 85 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 8: you know, the TV stuff, the man under here is 86 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:30,640 Speaker 8: exposed to you know, what people know me from, you know, 87 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:32,640 Speaker 8: and I got to a place where it was like 88 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:33,640 Speaker 8: you get tired of that. 89 00:04:33,760 --> 00:04:33,960 Speaker 7: You know. 90 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:35,720 Speaker 8: It's like you feel like sometimes you can't grow. They 91 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:37,760 Speaker 8: put you in the box, and I'd rather be in 92 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:38,599 Speaker 8: a cage, you know. 93 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:43,960 Speaker 7: Yeah. 94 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:48,440 Speaker 8: So you know, for me, you know, I just wanted 95 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:51,800 Speaker 8: to rebrand myself. Uh, I'm working on my sex line 96 00:04:51,880 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 8: right now, you know, for play you know, sex stores 97 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 8: on the way be dropping the end of this year. 98 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:02,400 Speaker 8: So but most importantly, I just got to a place 99 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:04,720 Speaker 8: where I just wanted to just like kind of free myself, 100 00:05:05,279 --> 00:05:07,520 Speaker 8: you know, not n not that I was hiding anything, 101 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:09,560 Speaker 8: but just like, you know, some things people do in 102 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:14,279 Speaker 8: private and they just don't speak on publicly. And I 103 00:05:14,400 --> 00:05:16,240 Speaker 8: just one day I just woke up and I just 104 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:21,440 Speaker 8: felt like, you know, just a little more confident than 105 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:23,680 Speaker 8: than normal. And I was just like, you know, I 106 00:05:23,720 --> 00:05:27,359 Speaker 8: have to own my own narrative, you know, uh what. 107 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:28,600 Speaker 7: Rather people know or not. 108 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:32,760 Speaker 8: Reality TV kind of kind of ruined me in a 109 00:05:32,800 --> 00:05:37,760 Speaker 8: way due to being very vulnerable, due to you know, 110 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:41,520 Speaker 8: having producers you know, sell you things, and then when 111 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 8: you watch the show back, you see how they can 112 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:47,200 Speaker 8: almost you know, do whatever to get you know, ratings 113 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:51,400 Speaker 8: and things like that. So I was, I was, I 114 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 8: was in a predicament where I was in a predicament 115 00:05:55,360 --> 00:05:57,599 Speaker 8: like where I got like exposed, like you know, and 116 00:05:57,680 --> 00:06:00,359 Speaker 8: I was you know, dealing with uh, you know, a 117 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:03,680 Speaker 8: chick at the time. But this was like this now, 118 00:06:03,680 --> 00:06:05,640 Speaker 8: it's about have been about five six years ago, you know, 119 00:06:05,720 --> 00:06:09,480 Speaker 8: but it didn't go anywhere. It was like when I 120 00:06:09,480 --> 00:06:11,719 Speaker 8: got exposed, I had sent a girl a nude or whatever, 121 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:14,480 Speaker 8: you know, and it was a she. 122 00:06:14,520 --> 00:06:17,360 Speaker 7: Was a wild she was a wild, wild thing, you know, freak. 123 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:21,720 Speaker 8: So she told me she wanted to you know, suck 124 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:24,320 Speaker 8: me from the back and YadA, YadA, YadA. So I'm like, okay, cool. 125 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:26,480 Speaker 8: So she sending me videos, I'm sending her videos. We 126 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:29,920 Speaker 8: both getting active or whatever. Long story, long story, short 127 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:32,760 Speaker 8: forget how it happened. Production gets their hands on it, 128 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:36,080 Speaker 8: and they put me in a position where they was 129 00:06:36,120 --> 00:06:40,120 Speaker 8: tired of the narrative that the show was going as 130 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:43,000 Speaker 8: far as like everybody's in relationships, you know, let's spice 131 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:43,240 Speaker 8: it up. 132 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:44,400 Speaker 7: We need some fun, we need some fun. 133 00:06:44,440 --> 00:06:47,200 Speaker 8: And I remember walking on set and they wanted me 134 00:06:47,279 --> 00:06:51,159 Speaker 8: to like break up from my relationship for TV. I 135 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:52,960 Speaker 8: was like, man, this is a real thing. I can't 136 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:56,479 Speaker 8: really you know, it wasn't like I was. It wasn't 137 00:06:56,480 --> 00:06:58,120 Speaker 8: like it was a cast situation. This was like a 138 00:06:58,120 --> 00:07:00,400 Speaker 8: real person I was really dealing with off camera. And 139 00:07:02,200 --> 00:07:05,360 Speaker 8: the last thing they told me, if you don't do it, 140 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:07,839 Speaker 8: we will, And I didn't know what they meant. 141 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:10,680 Speaker 6: By but they didn't even give me the chance to 142 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:11,960 Speaker 6: do it, you know what I'm saying. 143 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,280 Speaker 3: Like they were going to show her the pictures. 144 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:16,160 Speaker 7: They did as she was walking on sets. 145 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:18,280 Speaker 3: So the picture was from you were sending to another girl? 146 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:21,200 Speaker 8: Yeah yeah, yeah, well because it was okay, so let 147 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:23,120 Speaker 8: me clear that up. I was setting up a threesome 148 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:24,640 Speaker 8: because the girl I was there that time. We had 149 00:07:24,680 --> 00:07:27,240 Speaker 8: a lot of like threesomes and poly stuff going on. 150 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:29,680 Speaker 8: So AnyWho, how did they have the picture? 151 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:30,560 Speaker 3: The internet? 152 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:32,080 Speaker 7: Not even that Uh. 153 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:35,080 Speaker 8: One of the said, that's why I said, long story short, 154 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:36,640 Speaker 8: but the in detailed parts. 155 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:37,000 Speaker 3: Uh. 156 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:39,880 Speaker 8: Someone that was very close with the girl who I 157 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:42,000 Speaker 8: sent the video to ended up getting access to it 158 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:44,440 Speaker 8: and sent it to production because they wanted they wanted, 159 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:46,520 Speaker 8: they were trying to get. They wanted to be on 160 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:50,480 Speaker 8: TV so bad. So this was her in She thought, yeah, yeah, yeah, so. 161 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:54,760 Speaker 5: This photo of you that's very black mainly yeah, yeah, yeah, 162 00:07:54,840 --> 00:07:56,640 Speaker 5: yeah yeah, and you are going to get me on 163 00:07:56,640 --> 00:07:57,480 Speaker 5: the show and return. 164 00:07:57,720 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 7: Yeah. 165 00:07:57,960 --> 00:08:00,720 Speaker 8: But that didn't happen. She ended up, to my from 166 00:08:00,800 --> 00:08:02,960 Speaker 8: what I hear, she did end up having sex with 167 00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:06,320 Speaker 8: one of the producers, but she never made it on 168 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:08,520 Speaker 8: TV though they got Yeah. I don't know if she 169 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:10,080 Speaker 8: thought she's gonna get TV time or she or they 170 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:12,560 Speaker 8: were gonna make pay for it. But anyway, she ended 171 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:15,559 Speaker 8: up sleeping with one of the producers. They got the footage, right, cool, 172 00:08:16,160 --> 00:08:17,760 Speaker 8: never mind that part that had nothing to do with me, Right. 173 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:20,480 Speaker 8: The part I had to deal with was like I 174 00:08:20,560 --> 00:08:22,760 Speaker 8: was caught so off guard because I'm like, damn, like 175 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:26,400 Speaker 8: it was just bad timing, right. I was shocked, But anyway, 176 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:29,880 Speaker 8: I couldn't get past that part of my life, like 177 00:08:30,440 --> 00:08:32,599 Speaker 8: it didn't matter what I did, you feel me, I 178 00:08:32,600 --> 00:08:36,160 Speaker 8: could do amaze one hundred amazing things. Everybody wants you 179 00:08:36,200 --> 00:08:39,480 Speaker 8: to always remember your your losses or times, you know 180 00:08:39,520 --> 00:08:41,280 Speaker 8: what I'm saying, where you may have slipped up in something. 181 00:08:41,679 --> 00:08:44,480 Speaker 7: So as of. 182 00:08:46,280 --> 00:08:49,560 Speaker 8: Twenty twenty two, I just got to a place where 183 00:08:50,920 --> 00:08:53,200 Speaker 8: I saw like a blog post me or whatever, and 184 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:54,360 Speaker 8: it wasn't even that negative. 185 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:56,559 Speaker 7: It was just like something positive. And I just remember 186 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:57,400 Speaker 7: the comments. 187 00:08:57,080 --> 00:08:59,760 Speaker 8: That people were just like, oh, we still ain't forgot 188 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:02,000 Speaker 8: about this, or oh you know, they like they still 189 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,680 Speaker 8: bringing it up. So I'm just like, man, you know what, 190 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:07,280 Speaker 8: I'm finna give y'all hell for the rest of the year. 191 00:09:07,679 --> 00:09:10,000 Speaker 8: That was literally my mission. I said, this is not 192 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:11,760 Speaker 8: gonna be the only thing y'all talk about. I'm gonna 193 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:15,160 Speaker 8: make sure y'all talk about everything. Y'all going to talk 194 00:09:15,160 --> 00:09:17,000 Speaker 8: about everything about me. Literally, That's where I was at, 195 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:20,400 Speaker 8: you know, And I'm gonna own it in my own control, 196 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:22,679 Speaker 8: in my narrative, you know. So I let the world 197 00:09:22,679 --> 00:09:24,360 Speaker 8: have their way with me for so long last time 198 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:26,080 Speaker 8: for me to have my way with the world. It 199 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:28,360 Speaker 8: was a real personal thing that was I think this 200 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:30,920 Speaker 8: was the only way I could really get ahead of it, 201 00:09:31,360 --> 00:09:33,920 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying, Because if it didn't happen, 202 00:09:34,640 --> 00:09:36,760 Speaker 8: I mean, I don't know where I would be right now, 203 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:38,880 Speaker 8: you know what I mean. But sometimes bad things happen 204 00:09:38,920 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 8: for a good reason. 205 00:09:40,760 --> 00:09:44,199 Speaker 5: Well damn, damn, I didn't even know that they were 206 00:09:44,280 --> 00:09:46,280 Speaker 5: getting nasty like that behind the scenes. 207 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:47,920 Speaker 3: I was trying to tell that it seems like that's 208 00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:48,679 Speaker 3: like revenge. 209 00:09:48,400 --> 00:09:49,800 Speaker 5: Porn, Like that's that's the thing you should be able 210 00:09:49,800 --> 00:09:54,440 Speaker 5: to sue for and full transparency. Like I only know 211 00:09:54,559 --> 00:09:56,360 Speaker 5: Black and Crew like the New York on. I don't 212 00:09:56,360 --> 00:09:58,160 Speaker 5: watch that much TV, so I didn't watch New York 213 00:09:58,200 --> 00:09:59,560 Speaker 5: Black Crew in Chicago. 214 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:01,000 Speaker 3: I wasn't familiar. 215 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:02,679 Speaker 5: I'd had no idea that this is why you came 216 00:10:02,720 --> 00:10:05,800 Speaker 5: out and like this and this version of yourself. However, 217 00:10:06,480 --> 00:10:08,000 Speaker 5: when I saw you, I was like, I love that 218 00:10:08,120 --> 00:10:11,560 Speaker 5: for him, because I liked anybody who's themselves full frontal. 219 00:10:12,120 --> 00:10:13,720 Speaker 3: I have a bitch. I'm like, I'm intrigued. 220 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 5: I like that, nigga, because first of all, as a 221 00:10:16,320 --> 00:10:18,640 Speaker 5: black man, as black people like, we haven't been we 222 00:10:18,760 --> 00:10:21,000 Speaker 5: haven't been able to take up space, we haven't been 223 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:24,240 Speaker 5: enable to be multifaceted. If you're this then you're not this. 224 00:10:24,360 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 5: If you're this, you're not masculine. 225 00:10:25,679 --> 00:10:28,160 Speaker 3: It's like all these rules. So immediately I was like, oh, 226 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:28,640 Speaker 3: that's dope. 227 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:31,080 Speaker 5: But I had no idea that the background story was 228 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:34,240 Speaker 5: so deep and so dark and ugly, especially because how long. 229 00:10:34,080 --> 00:10:34,839 Speaker 3: Were you on that show? 230 00:10:35,280 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 7: Seven years? 231 00:10:37,000 --> 00:10:37,400 Speaker 3: Seasons? 232 00:10:37,440 --> 00:10:40,280 Speaker 5: You give seven seasons to a show and you disrespect 233 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:41,960 Speaker 5: me in this way where you put me in a 234 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:44,560 Speaker 5: position like this, where like and that's another thing, even 235 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:49,439 Speaker 5: hearing your story is like, the black community is so unforgiving. 236 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:53,679 Speaker 7: Sometimes for sure, it's very unforgetting. 237 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:55,760 Speaker 2: And what you, like you said as Wold was like, Helen, 238 00:10:55,840 --> 00:10:58,800 Speaker 2: niggas are doing hella weird shit behind closed doors, weird 239 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:01,280 Speaker 2: or not weird, or I mean, sex gets weird. 240 00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 3: Let's be real. 241 00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:04,120 Speaker 5: Fantasies, kinks, they get weird because that's the nature of 242 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:06,760 Speaker 5: them and that's why they've been kept secret. But there 243 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:09,160 Speaker 5: is so much power in being like fuck you and 244 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:11,679 Speaker 5: what because the difference between me and you is at 245 00:11:11,760 --> 00:11:13,920 Speaker 5: least I'm gonna be who I am and you, you know, 246 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:18,920 Speaker 5: are still in secrecy and sewing stones. But like, yeah, 247 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:22,400 Speaker 5: that's one thing about our nature, and none of eve 248 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:23,960 Speaker 5: know if it's our nature, but how we are is 249 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:25,880 Speaker 5: like we will not let some shit go and anything 250 00:11:25,880 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 5: outside of the box is everything under the sin. 251 00:11:29,600 --> 00:11:33,400 Speaker 7: Yeah. So for me now I'm so like none with 252 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:35,240 Speaker 7: people say it. Let me clear this up. 253 00:11:35,480 --> 00:11:37,679 Speaker 8: A lot of people that since this is where I'm 254 00:11:37,679 --> 00:11:39,480 Speaker 8: at now in life, a lot of people think like, oh, 255 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:42,480 Speaker 8: he's mentally ill, what's wrong with him because of black 256 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:44,800 Speaker 8: Like they really don't know that, Oh he's sold his soul. 257 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:47,440 Speaker 8: Like if they only knew how happy I am, how 258 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:49,560 Speaker 8: much I'm smiling under this mask right now, you know. 259 00:11:49,880 --> 00:11:53,880 Speaker 8: So it's just like, you know, I feel like, you know, 260 00:11:55,120 --> 00:12:01,800 Speaker 8: people like to find negative reasons why someone is taking 261 00:12:02,160 --> 00:12:04,440 Speaker 8: a toll in life versus seeing the positive to it, 262 00:12:04,840 --> 00:12:07,640 Speaker 8: you know, when they don't understand it. I always say this, 263 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:10,679 Speaker 8: like everything sounds crazy when you're talking to the wrong audience, 264 00:12:10,920 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 8: you know. So that's why for me, I wanted to 265 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:18,400 Speaker 8: find my tribe. Once I found my people, everything else 266 00:12:18,440 --> 00:12:21,600 Speaker 8: silence itself, you know. So that's where that's why I've 267 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:23,319 Speaker 8: been in. I knew like if I take this leap 268 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:25,880 Speaker 8: of faith, I'm sure I would get the universe is 269 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:26,440 Speaker 8: going to pour. 270 00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:26,840 Speaker 7: It back into me. 271 00:12:27,640 --> 00:12:29,400 Speaker 3: I mean, that's that's it. 272 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:32,920 Speaker 2: You know us very well because that is our whole shit. 273 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 3: I have a question. 274 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,720 Speaker 5: I didn't do a lot of research, maybe fifteen minutes 275 00:12:36,760 --> 00:12:40,680 Speaker 5: before you walked in, but I know you discussed like 276 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:44,080 Speaker 5: your mental health a lot and battling depression when you're 277 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:45,839 Speaker 5: on the show, and you're pretty transparent about that. And 278 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:48,000 Speaker 5: I think that's also commendable because a lot of men 279 00:12:48,080 --> 00:12:51,800 Speaker 5: need to see that men be, you know, express themselves, share, 280 00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:54,040 Speaker 5: tell somebody, and I think we struggle with that as 281 00:12:54,040 --> 00:12:56,079 Speaker 5: a community's black people and just. 282 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:56,760 Speaker 3: Men in general. 283 00:12:56,840 --> 00:12:59,120 Speaker 5: And I want to know, like, in this chapter of 284 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:05,319 Speaker 5: your life, choosing this existing in your excuse me, choosing 285 00:13:05,400 --> 00:13:09,199 Speaker 5: to exist in your full you know, essence, do you 286 00:13:09,240 --> 00:13:12,880 Speaker 5: think has that contributed or has it helped or improved 287 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:15,679 Speaker 5: those you know, that depression and that part of your life. 288 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:17,880 Speaker 5: Because I feel and we feel like sometimes when you 289 00:13:18,120 --> 00:13:20,760 Speaker 5: give yourself permission to just do all the be, all 290 00:13:20,840 --> 00:13:23,439 Speaker 5: the things without having to hide or feel shamed or 291 00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:25,560 Speaker 5: judged by other people, then that's kind of the like 292 00:13:25,559 --> 00:13:27,600 Speaker 5: you said, the universe starts to bless you because you're 293 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,000 Speaker 5: not going against yourself. 294 00:13:29,240 --> 00:13:31,680 Speaker 8: Yeah, Like I definitely had to, you know, go through 295 00:13:31,679 --> 00:13:34,920 Speaker 8: the mud to get to this place. But it was 296 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:39,000 Speaker 8: times where I asked, what was like, Damn, am I 297 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:43,040 Speaker 8: going crazy? Because I was paying attention to the shock 298 00:13:43,120 --> 00:13:46,959 Speaker 8: of people, the negatives. The negatives is what I was 299 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:52,120 Speaker 8: paying attention to, family, losing friends, everything right. And then 300 00:13:52,160 --> 00:13:55,120 Speaker 8: I asked myself like, well, how do you feel? And 301 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:57,920 Speaker 8: I was like, well, I feel good. And I was like, 302 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:01,360 Speaker 8: well that's all I need to focus. You know who's 303 00:14:01,360 --> 00:14:03,640 Speaker 8: going to be for me? Will we'll continue to support 304 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:07,760 Speaker 8: or be there. It definitely helped with the mental health 305 00:14:07,760 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 8: part because it was times where I would wake up 306 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,280 Speaker 8: and just I was I was lacking a lot of 307 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:14,880 Speaker 8: like self love and I'm a and and a lot 308 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:17,400 Speaker 8: of people who knows me and have relationships with me 309 00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:19,680 Speaker 8: they know I'm I'm I'm a really like good hearted person. 310 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:23,560 Speaker 8: I'm a giver I family friends, you know, I give 311 00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:25,000 Speaker 8: a stranger something if I got to you know what 312 00:14:25,040 --> 00:14:28,040 Speaker 8: I'm saying. So I just needed to pour that into myself. 313 00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 8: I wasn't doing. I was putting myself last, giving myself 314 00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:32,280 Speaker 8: the short end of the stick on every on everything, 315 00:14:32,320 --> 00:14:35,160 Speaker 8: any blessing I got, I was just giving it away, 316 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:37,120 Speaker 8: you know. So I had to learn to be a 317 00:14:37,120 --> 00:14:39,440 Speaker 8: little selfish this time around, and like, you know, let 318 00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:42,160 Speaker 8: me see if I try a different way, what will 319 00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:45,680 Speaker 8: be the reward? You know? So you know, my my 320 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:48,880 Speaker 8: cousin he always told me this quote and he said, 321 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:52,320 Speaker 8: if you do what's hard, your life will be easy. 322 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:54,720 Speaker 7: If you do what's easy, then your life will be hard. 323 00:14:55,880 --> 00:14:58,560 Speaker 8: And that stuck with me, you know, and this was 324 00:14:58,640 --> 00:15:03,040 Speaker 8: a hard place that I had to overcome, like for 325 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:04,880 Speaker 8: years and years, you know, And I say, you know what, 326 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:06,920 Speaker 8: let me just own it, because once you own it, 327 00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:07,960 Speaker 8: what can people really say? 328 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:11,160 Speaker 7: Everything else is just you just numb, numb to certain things. 329 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:16,040 Speaker 2: So you know, how did you come to I guess 330 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:18,160 Speaker 2: embody this version like this? 331 00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:19,080 Speaker 7: Yeah? 332 00:15:19,360 --> 00:15:23,400 Speaker 3: Like what why the dog? Why the good boy? 333 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:23,880 Speaker 1: Like? 334 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:24,440 Speaker 3: What is that? 335 00:15:24,520 --> 00:15:26,960 Speaker 2: How does that correlate to who you are? And also 336 00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:29,920 Speaker 2: my other question is how do you when do you 337 00:15:29,920 --> 00:15:35,080 Speaker 2: feel most powerful when you're in the mask or. 338 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:36,920 Speaker 3: With good? 339 00:15:36,920 --> 00:15:38,000 Speaker 7: Good question, good question. 340 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:44,320 Speaker 8: I feel most powerful obviously when when the mask is off, 341 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:48,120 Speaker 8: because of my worth, because of everything I put into 342 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:52,840 Speaker 8: myself and what people know me for right, because I 343 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:54,000 Speaker 8: could use it, you can use you know what I'm 344 00:15:53,960 --> 00:15:56,640 Speaker 8: say as you should, right. But this is why I 345 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:58,480 Speaker 8: feel safe, This is why I feel protect. This is 346 00:15:58,520 --> 00:16:01,200 Speaker 8: why I feel like I'm not happy to please nobody 347 00:16:01,480 --> 00:16:04,080 Speaker 8: by myself when I go outside, when I show this face, 348 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 8: like when I travel, I purposely wear the pushisty ski 349 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:12,840 Speaker 8: mask and glasses because I don't want no one even 350 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:14,640 Speaker 8: notice me to bother me. I just want to get 351 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:17,480 Speaker 8: treated normally. Sometimes it's hard to get treated normally when 352 00:16:17,480 --> 00:16:20,000 Speaker 8: people know you for so much. You know, it can 353 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:21,280 Speaker 8: give you a little I mean it get it's perks, 354 00:16:21,320 --> 00:16:23,280 Speaker 8: don't get me wrong, but it could be a headache 355 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:25,640 Speaker 8: at times like okay, bro, all right, you know, and 356 00:16:26,120 --> 00:16:27,720 Speaker 8: it put me in a box, like I said, So 357 00:16:28,600 --> 00:16:33,280 Speaker 8: you know this how the dog really came about, you know, 358 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:37,400 Speaker 8: was also you know the mindset of a dog, right, 359 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:42,640 Speaker 8: They're loyal, they're no good energy, they're no bad energy. 360 00:16:42,640 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 7: They sense that, you know, and dog is man's best friend, 361 00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:48,120 Speaker 7: you know what I'm saying. 362 00:16:48,160 --> 00:16:50,320 Speaker 8: So for me, it's like those are a lot of 363 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:53,200 Speaker 8: my traits that I have with people and with self, 364 00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:56,000 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying. I can sense energy very well, 365 00:16:56,440 --> 00:17:00,680 Speaker 8: you know what I mean. So this was for something 366 00:17:00,720 --> 00:17:02,560 Speaker 8: that was more so for me. Of course, I've been 367 00:17:02,560 --> 00:17:05,400 Speaker 8: into like the BDSM community and were you. 368 00:17:05,600 --> 00:17:10,159 Speaker 2: Were you into the BDSM community. Prior to embodying this character, I. 369 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:13,720 Speaker 8: Would say I would say yes or no, because at 370 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:17,600 Speaker 8: the time when I was having these experiences with women, 371 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,479 Speaker 8: I didn't know what it was. I didn't know it 372 00:17:19,480 --> 00:17:21,520 Speaker 8: was a community. I just thought it was a kink, 373 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:24,520 Speaker 8: you know. Okay, she a little freaky, you know what 374 00:17:24,560 --> 00:17:28,280 Speaker 8: I'm saying. And then you start going to like Exotica 375 00:17:28,400 --> 00:17:30,080 Speaker 8: or all these like poor and conventions, and you start 376 00:17:30,119 --> 00:17:32,359 Speaker 8: seeing like, oh, okay, so it's a tribe of people, 377 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:32,880 Speaker 8: you know what I mean. 378 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:35,680 Speaker 7: So then I started just learning more, you know what 379 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:37,720 Speaker 7: I'm saying, and just with. 380 00:17:37,560 --> 00:17:39,000 Speaker 3: The mask always part of your. 381 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:43,119 Speaker 2: Experiences or had it been or had you know. 382 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:47,199 Speaker 7: The masag just kind of came. Man, I don't know, 383 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:49,480 Speaker 7: it just called me. It just it shows me. 384 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:52,240 Speaker 2: And did you make this yourself? Because this is beautiful. 385 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:53,440 Speaker 2: It's very well made. 386 00:17:53,480 --> 00:17:54,920 Speaker 7: It shows me. Yeah, it it's my face. 387 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:57,320 Speaker 8: I didn't make this one, but I do have one 388 00:17:57,400 --> 00:17:59,600 Speaker 8: right now being made. I can't wait to release it. 389 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:05,800 Speaker 8: But actually, with masks like this, you know, changed like this, 390 00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:10,080 Speaker 8: and even even if the vest on whan like like 391 00:18:10,119 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 8: I'm opening up a sex store. So these will be 392 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:14,320 Speaker 8: some of the products that people will be able to 393 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:17,359 Speaker 8: go by. But for me, it wasn't really about the 394 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,119 Speaker 8: sex store to sell products. I just wanted to have 395 00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:23,199 Speaker 8: a safe space where people could feel welcome and they 396 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 8: could be themselves, you know. And I have my team 397 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:28,199 Speaker 8: for the professionals that can teach people, you know, or 398 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:30,800 Speaker 8: learn more about whatever they're into, the stuff that I 399 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:32,800 Speaker 8: may not know about, you know. So it's just so 400 00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 8: a place where people can feel, you know, especially our culture, 401 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:36,160 Speaker 8: the black culture. 402 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:38,600 Speaker 7: I feel like we're the ones that need it the most, 403 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:38,960 Speaker 7: you know. 404 00:18:39,600 --> 00:18:42,080 Speaker 8: So if I couldn't find nobody to look up to, 405 00:18:42,160 --> 00:18:44,440 Speaker 8: so I said, let me be the person. Like I 406 00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:47,280 Speaker 8: literally I sure I was looking for somebody to be like, yeah, 407 00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:50,879 Speaker 8: you know, I needed something to attach my name with. 408 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,720 Speaker 8: But I couldn't, you know, So I like, I gotta 409 00:18:53,760 --> 00:18:55,199 Speaker 8: just to jump off the cliff and just, you know, 410 00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:55,919 Speaker 8: see what happens. 411 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,359 Speaker 3: So where's your story going to be? 412 00:18:58,200 --> 00:19:00,159 Speaker 7: That's why I'm trying to figure out now I'm up 413 00:19:00,160 --> 00:19:01,000 Speaker 7: and around so much. 414 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:04,520 Speaker 8: It was going to be in Dallas at first, because 415 00:19:04,520 --> 00:19:07,840 Speaker 8: that's why I've been, But you don't, I really don't know. 416 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,280 Speaker 8: I guess I'm waiting for it. I'm waiting for it 417 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:13,640 Speaker 8: to just feel right, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, 418 00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 8: like some of my friends in Chicago. But I'm not 419 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,800 Speaker 8: going to do in the Chicago New York. Yeah, I 420 00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:20,600 Speaker 8: gotta be somewhere fun like you know what I'm saying, 421 00:19:20,840 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 8: weather nice like vibes like you know, Chicago people are. 422 00:19:24,400 --> 00:19:28,119 Speaker 5: Going to come to gather. Would you consider yourself a 423 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:28,720 Speaker 5: sub or? 424 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:30,879 Speaker 8: I really like a switch. Like when I take this 425 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:34,280 Speaker 8: mask off, I get active. Okay, I really like that. 426 00:19:35,640 --> 00:19:37,880 Speaker 8: I really like the mask. I could be like that really, 427 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:39,000 Speaker 8: but it's all about it. 428 00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:43,399 Speaker 7: I get active. I mean, I'm put it down. I 429 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:44,359 Speaker 7: ain't gonna play no games. 430 00:19:44,440 --> 00:19:48,240 Speaker 5: Is that you embody the dots? 431 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:50,520 Speaker 2: Are you someone that? Do you have another name for 432 00:19:50,560 --> 00:19:54,360 Speaker 2: yourself when you're in that? When when you're getting active. 433 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:56,080 Speaker 3: And the mask? 434 00:19:56,720 --> 00:19:59,040 Speaker 7: I mean, so it depends. So check this out. So 435 00:19:59,119 --> 00:19:59,960 Speaker 7: another kink about me? 436 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,359 Speaker 2: Right, that's the only character you got? You got some 437 00:20:02,359 --> 00:20:05,280 Speaker 2: other ones hidden under there? Yeah, you got some secret 438 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:06,919 Speaker 2: characters under there for Can. 439 00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,440 Speaker 3: You tell us some of the characters and how did 440 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:09,359 Speaker 3: you discover them? 441 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 5: You know, I think people like I think sometimes when 442 00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:14,399 Speaker 5: you're not open minded and you're only like with vanilla sex, 443 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:17,160 Speaker 5: and you've only done missionary and when the dark and 444 00:20:17,400 --> 00:20:18,879 Speaker 5: you think it's fair to be naked in front of 445 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:21,760 Speaker 5: yourself and shit like that, and you've been like brainwashed 446 00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:22,440 Speaker 5: by the religion. 447 00:20:22,520 --> 00:20:26,400 Speaker 3: Oh me personally, let them nomula, you tell. 448 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:28,119 Speaker 2: Them, because people are right now are like do I 449 00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:28,560 Speaker 2: like that? 450 00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:30,640 Speaker 3: No? No, no, And then it's like, no, let your 451 00:20:30,640 --> 00:20:31,760 Speaker 3: mind wander. 452 00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:33,479 Speaker 8: They don't want to like it because they don't have 453 00:20:33,520 --> 00:20:36,960 Speaker 8: a nation of people that say yes proudly. 454 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:40,520 Speaker 2: You know, there's a group of women watching right now 455 00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:43,560 Speaker 2: that are looking at you and judging you. But there's 456 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,480 Speaker 2: also a group of women that are looking at you 457 00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:47,800 Speaker 2: and being like, oh would I do if I saw 458 00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:49,720 Speaker 2: this nigga walk up to me in the dark. 459 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:54,160 Speaker 3: You know, and handy, what I do? What ill colored? Yeah? 460 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:56,399 Speaker 2: Yeah, And that's what it's about, is the is the 461 00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:58,080 Speaker 2: openness that not everything has. 462 00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:58,520 Speaker 3: To be your shit. 463 00:20:59,000 --> 00:20:59,200 Speaker 7: Yeah. 464 00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 8: And I tell people it's like like like for me, 465 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:04,199 Speaker 8: like it's not about telling the world about what I 466 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:06,800 Speaker 8: like or what I do. It is actually it's more 467 00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:08,840 Speaker 8: so like my mission is just to let people know 468 00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:13,160 Speaker 8: to just be yourself, free yourself, be yourself. 469 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,760 Speaker 7: That's it. That's it. 470 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:19,200 Speaker 8: Like nothing else, Like I wish I could change who 471 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:20,480 Speaker 8: I am, but I can't. You know what I'm saying, 472 00:21:20,480 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 8: I'd rather accept it, and I tried to change. It's 473 00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:25,600 Speaker 8: been times, I swear it's been time. It's been times. 474 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:27,000 Speaker 8: I've literally tried to go on. 475 00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:27,560 Speaker 7: Like you know how. 476 00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:32,080 Speaker 8: Sometimes people do like a cleanse, right seven day cleans 477 00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:33,800 Speaker 8: or whatever you want to call it, or they say 478 00:21:33,880 --> 00:21:35,360 Speaker 8: it takes twenty one days to get ready of bad 479 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:39,760 Speaker 8: habits or whatever. I tried all those things, and I 480 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:44,040 Speaker 8: tried to I tried to remove the. 481 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:47,000 Speaker 7: Yeah I did. I tried to take the dog out 482 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:48,439 Speaker 7: of me, the freak out of me. 483 00:21:48,520 --> 00:21:51,800 Speaker 8: I tried to really, like I really have to, like, 484 00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:53,320 Speaker 8: you know what, let me today's gonna be the day, 485 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:59,440 Speaker 8: you know? Yeah, Like that's why I was that said, 486 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:02,200 Speaker 8: you know what, because I didn't feel like I had 487 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:07,280 Speaker 8: the protection to feel like it's okay. You know, it's 488 00:22:07,320 --> 00:22:10,639 Speaker 8: not like I'm not I'm out here pedophiling, killing people, 489 00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:12,960 Speaker 8: selling drugs. I'm not doing none of those things, you know, 490 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:17,240 Speaker 8: So it's like, why am I shaming something about myself? 491 00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:20,840 Speaker 8: You know when it's not like I'm doing anything to harm. 492 00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:23,320 Speaker 3: Anyone and not getting rich over there on only. 493 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,320 Speaker 7: Fans you know what I'm saying. That's another story. 494 00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:28,719 Speaker 2: Girls are putting more objects in their face and walking 495 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:29,560 Speaker 2: around on the earth. 496 00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:35,199 Speaker 3: People have fake shit in their bodies. You know, I'm 497 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 3: going to foreign countries to get to be cut open, to. 498 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:40,960 Speaker 2: Get this is a beautiful leather math leather math, leather math. 499 00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:51,360 Speaker 3: It beautifully. 500 00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:52,879 Speaker 7: This is my this is my baby. 501 00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:55,320 Speaker 8: Like at one point I thought I lost it and 502 00:22:55,440 --> 00:23:00,000 Speaker 8: I was going crazy, going crazy. 503 00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:02,560 Speaker 2: Wait, have you ever fucked a girl? And like another 504 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,719 Speaker 2: like another doggy mask, like she had her own dog. 505 00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:07,200 Speaker 8: I'm getting to play, now, what about a cat mask? 506 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:08,720 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I'm getting to play. 507 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:10,520 Speaker 3: You know. So it is not a yes or no. 508 00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:11,400 Speaker 7: It's on the way. 509 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:12,320 Speaker 3: It's on the way. 510 00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:14,359 Speaker 2: I love the manifest to tell you, like we need 511 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:16,639 Speaker 2: women like I don't know whoever needs caddiers. 512 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:17,560 Speaker 3: We need like I. 513 00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,919 Speaker 5: Always wanted the tail that like moves mechanically, like with 514 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:21,359 Speaker 5: your body. 515 00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:22,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, like I just wanted to be able to. 516 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:26,760 Speaker 7: Yeah, you might need to invent this. 517 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:28,399 Speaker 3: I want it. You know, you can charge a lot 518 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:29,680 Speaker 3: of money. I only got to sell like a one 519 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:31,919 Speaker 3: hundred everything at this point. 520 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:33,359 Speaker 7: You know. 521 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,520 Speaker 8: And another thing that got me into the mask also, 522 00:23:35,640 --> 00:23:39,359 Speaker 8: like I'm really big on horror, like I love I 523 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:43,760 Speaker 8: love scary movies. So I got all the Michael Myers 524 00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:47,439 Speaker 8: and Freddie Couger's and all that, you know, So I 525 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:48,960 Speaker 8: always was into that. 526 00:23:48,960 --> 00:23:53,280 Speaker 7: That that all to ego, you know, type of persona. 527 00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:55,199 Speaker 7: So here I am. 528 00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 2: What's your favorite horror film? 529 00:23:57,920 --> 00:23:58,399 Speaker 7: Hm? Hmmm. 530 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:00,560 Speaker 8: Just depends on what type of horror we talking about. 531 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:03,760 Speaker 8: Are we talking more so like based on true story? 532 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:06,040 Speaker 3: We're talking about psychological thriller. 533 00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:11,280 Speaker 8: Like like Michael Myers stuff like that, Michael Halloween. That's 534 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:13,120 Speaker 8: my boy, that's my boy. 535 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:15,960 Speaker 7: What about you? 536 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,159 Speaker 2: I like suspense horror because I really want to like, 537 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:21,600 Speaker 2: I want to go, I want to scream. 538 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:22,960 Speaker 3: I want to be like held. 539 00:24:23,240 --> 00:24:26,720 Speaker 5: I don't believe it can maybe happen like Psycho the 540 00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:28,320 Speaker 5: original that was shining. 541 00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:32,679 Speaker 8: Have y'all seen this movie that's it's called Unhinged? 542 00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:34,920 Speaker 7: No, please watch it tonight? 543 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:37,000 Speaker 3: Is it? It has to be? Because I feel like. 544 00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:39,119 Speaker 7: It's unhinged like you said it suspense and. 545 00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:40,920 Speaker 3: I feel like it's a new term and you. 546 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,040 Speaker 8: Say this could possibly happen to you. Watch the movie 547 00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:44,280 Speaker 8: Unhinged tonight, please? 548 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,320 Speaker 5: You know, you know I like to love horror and 549 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:48,159 Speaker 5: I still do. I love Halloween, but as an adult, 550 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:48,920 Speaker 5: I'm like, I. 551 00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:49,800 Speaker 3: Don't like watching it. 552 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:53,320 Speaker 5: Already regular stress with like regular life, and so when 553 00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:55,440 Speaker 5: I want to turn some shit on leisurely, I'm like, 554 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:57,840 Speaker 5: am I gonna really leisurely? 555 00:24:57,960 --> 00:25:00,480 Speaker 3: Just be like I I will. 556 00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:03,919 Speaker 2: That's what came out energy there with me who's spending 557 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,480 Speaker 2: the night? I don't want to watch horror as a 558 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:07,560 Speaker 2: woman by myself and go to bed, No, because I 559 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 2: will have a nightmare. I have nightmares when I say time, 560 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,199 Speaker 2: and that's part of the horror that I like about it. 561 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:15,239 Speaker 2: It's kind of dark. I like watching horror films and 562 00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:16,560 Speaker 2: then having nightmares about it. 563 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,120 Speaker 3: But I don't want to wake up alone. 564 00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:21,440 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I hate that. I understand for sure. 565 00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,240 Speaker 3: I want you to save me from my own. We 566 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:24,879 Speaker 3: cannot tour a night or even spend the night. 567 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,560 Speaker 8: I'm telling you, hear just not. And it's not a 568 00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:32,080 Speaker 8: scary movie. But it's a really good suspense movie. Okay, 569 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:33,240 Speaker 8: like it's a really good movie. 570 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:34,199 Speaker 3: How old are you? 571 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:36,000 Speaker 7: How do I need to be. 572 00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 3: As long as you're over twenty five? 573 00:25:38,560 --> 00:25:38,720 Speaker 2: Oh? 574 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:39,400 Speaker 7: Yeah, for sure? 575 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,040 Speaker 3: Over thirty, yes, ma'am forty? 576 00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:42,439 Speaker 7: No? 577 00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:43,720 Speaker 3: When's your birthday? 578 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:44,560 Speaker 7: Twenty first? 579 00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:45,080 Speaker 3: In March. 580 00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:49,080 Speaker 2: This is the areas. 581 00:25:49,160 --> 00:25:50,679 Speaker 7: I'm right on the cuss first day areas. 582 00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:54,399 Speaker 8: Yeah, twenty first I thought I was a pisty my 583 00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:58,560 Speaker 8: whole life because my grandmother's birthday is the day before minds. 584 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,280 Speaker 7: So she's a piscy. So I'm like a yeah, okay, 585 00:26:00,359 --> 00:26:01,080 Speaker 7: on whatever. Whatever. 586 00:26:01,119 --> 00:26:01,720 Speaker 3: What do you feel? 587 00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:05,240 Speaker 2: Do you relate to the stars and the astrological signs? 588 00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:07,280 Speaker 3: Now you realize that? 589 00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:10,919 Speaker 8: And from what I hear, From what I hear, you know, 590 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,479 Speaker 8: I feel like I mean, for me, it seems like 591 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:16,080 Speaker 8: because I dated Aris, you know what I'm saying. 592 00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:19,200 Speaker 7: So I feel like aries are very sexual, freaky people. 593 00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:23,119 Speaker 3: I feel like, do you know what your moon and 594 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:23,880 Speaker 3: your rising are? 595 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,119 Speaker 7: No, I haven't tapped in all day. 596 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:28,600 Speaker 2: Give me your birthday and time of date birth date. 597 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,639 Speaker 2: Just tell us all of your give us your social 598 00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:35,880 Speaker 2: We don't need your social All I need is your 599 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:40,760 Speaker 2: time of birth. Speaking of whitchy things in astrology, would 600 00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:44,280 Speaker 2: you mind pulling a card first, we're gonna we're gonna 601 00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:49,920 Speaker 2: read it at the end of the session. Close your 602 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:53,080 Speaker 2: eyes and select one to see where the energy guides 603 00:26:53,119 --> 00:26:55,960 Speaker 2: are smoking. These cookies I keep for getting an indicate 604 00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:59,680 Speaker 2: like when you stop backing like I smoke in the 605 00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:02,320 Speaker 2: good day. Okay, okay, pick it. 606 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:06,720 Speaker 7: Up, turn it over. 607 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:14,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, I tell y'all, yeah, I love black people, like 608 00:27:14,680 --> 00:27:15,320 Speaker 2: should I tell? 609 00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:15,879 Speaker 4: Is it? 610 00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:18,280 Speaker 3: Okay? 611 00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:20,639 Speaker 7: M hm? 612 00:27:21,359 --> 00:27:25,160 Speaker 2: Two of swords? Okay, Well we'll investigate this later. 613 00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:31,680 Speaker 3: Your dad, right, yep? How how you have one child? 614 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:33,160 Speaker 7: Yeah? My son is two. 615 00:27:34,359 --> 00:27:36,840 Speaker 3: Oh you're a new daddy, ingratulations, welcome. 616 00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:38,840 Speaker 7: Daddy, new father. You know what I'm saying. 617 00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:39,520 Speaker 3: What does that mean? 618 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,840 Speaker 7: Daddy? You know what I'm talking about. 619 00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:46,159 Speaker 3: That's what the fun I'm talking about my father. So 620 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:51,959 Speaker 3: to clarify for those listenings to a small child one, Yeah, yeah. 621 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,720 Speaker 2: How's been how's father had been to you? 622 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 8: You know, started off a little rocky, but it's been 623 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:03,360 Speaker 8: great white rocky cause it's just intense. Uh, it's yeah, 624 00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 8: definitely intense getting to an understanding you know with uh, 625 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:10,560 Speaker 8: you know, his mother, things like that, you know, going 626 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:13,000 Speaker 8: through the trials and trip relations. But we you know, 627 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,320 Speaker 8: worked out a lot of kings and you know, we 628 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,760 Speaker 8: back on track. So yeah, but far as like with 629 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:20,960 Speaker 8: me and my son, from the moment he was out 630 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,600 Speaker 8: the womb, we've been locked like you know, mm yeah, 631 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,240 Speaker 8: he a happy baby too, So my and my son 632 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:30,119 Speaker 8: is is he's like beautiful and he's so smart, so fast. 633 00:28:30,119 --> 00:28:32,440 Speaker 8: Like sometimes I'll be like questioning, like, man, how old 634 00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,760 Speaker 8: are you for real? Like you haven't seen a movie 635 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,440 Speaker 8: that the omen with like somebody like oh they look young, 636 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:39,480 Speaker 8: but they really old. Yeah, that's how my son. He 637 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:42,360 Speaker 8: would get the talking and saying stuff, I man, how 638 00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,120 Speaker 8: old are you for real? You know, I'll be tripping. 639 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 3: Myself out believe people can like have passed lives. 640 00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:50,400 Speaker 8: Well, I know he can't, cause I saw him produced, 641 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:52,440 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying, saw how he came out 642 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:55,600 Speaker 8: the womb, But I don't know. I mean, yeah, it's 643 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,480 Speaker 8: actually a true story about that. There's one this one, 644 00:28:57,520 --> 00:28:59,680 Speaker 8: this one lady did this. I forgot her name, but 645 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:01,760 Speaker 8: it's they they had They had the story on I 646 00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:05,680 Speaker 8: think Netflix. It's about this little girl where we thought 647 00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:08,600 Speaker 8: she was a little girl. She got adopted from like uh, 648 00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:11,800 Speaker 8: I want to say London maybe, and they brought her over. 649 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,960 Speaker 8: Somebody adopted her. You know, they had this girl around 650 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,440 Speaker 8: their kids and everything, and to come to find out 651 00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:21,320 Speaker 8: she was like really like twenty five or something like that. 652 00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:24,520 Speaker 8: So she grew into the family with them thinking how 653 00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:27,000 Speaker 8: thinking she was this little girl, you know what. 654 00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:27,840 Speaker 3: Was she like a dwarf? 655 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:31,200 Speaker 7: Yeah, she was like a dwarf. Yeah, yeah, she couldn't grow. 656 00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:34,320 Speaker 8: But but but she used to lie about her age 657 00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,200 Speaker 8: and say she was like she used to lie by 658 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,080 Speaker 8: her age and say she was like like five or 659 00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:39,720 Speaker 8: six or something. 660 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,280 Speaker 3: Like that, so she could stay in the families. 661 00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:43,840 Speaker 8: So what they started doing, Yeah, so what they started 662 00:29:43,840 --> 00:29:46,760 Speaker 8: doing was they started bringing her around other five year olds, 663 00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:49,520 Speaker 8: like you know, and they start comparing the sizes like 664 00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:51,560 Speaker 8: like you know, like hold on, you know. 665 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:53,680 Speaker 7: Certain features, certain details, you. 666 00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:54,040 Speaker 3: Know what I mean? 667 00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,560 Speaker 8: So that that's something I forgot the name. I'm gonna 668 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:58,280 Speaker 8: look it up and I'm gonna let y'all know. But 669 00:29:58,320 --> 00:30:00,760 Speaker 8: it was a real story. It's a real story. 670 00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:04,200 Speaker 2: I mean, I might do it to take care of 671 00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:06,320 Speaker 2: me as long as I gonna do it. 672 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:08,400 Speaker 3: Look like a little girl, I can't do much. They 673 00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:10,400 Speaker 3: left me here. I'm fine. 674 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:14,000 Speaker 7: She did. She did like three families. 675 00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:19,800 Speaker 3: Survival cheers, the survival. 676 00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:25,320 Speaker 5: Cheers for sure, even if it's like. 677 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:27,560 Speaker 7: Even if you've got a lot of kick, it for sure. 678 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:36,520 Speaker 2: M So, what would you say is the hardest lesson 679 00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:39,320 Speaker 2: you've had to learn so far about fatherhood? 680 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:42,160 Speaker 7: You said the harder lesson than father so far. 681 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:46,320 Speaker 8: I mean, it's simple, man, it ain't about me no more, 682 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:48,680 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying. It's not just about me, 683 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:51,760 Speaker 8: you know, but I enjoy it for me like it 684 00:30:51,840 --> 00:30:55,640 Speaker 8: made me want to It made me resett and want 685 00:30:55,640 --> 00:30:57,520 Speaker 8: to turn up more, you know, go harder. 686 00:30:58,040 --> 00:30:58,160 Speaker 7: You know. 687 00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:01,960 Speaker 8: It's like even days my think about you know, slacking 688 00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:02,720 Speaker 8: or just want to. 689 00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:04,400 Speaker 7: Be lazy and lay back. I get up and think 690 00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:04,760 Speaker 7: about that. 691 00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:07,520 Speaker 8: So it's actually another motivation, you know what, I mean, 692 00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:08,880 Speaker 8: to keep me going. 693 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:13,320 Speaker 3: You feel, has your son seen you as this dog? 694 00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,680 Speaker 7: See my son love? It's so crazy. 695 00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:17,680 Speaker 8: I think my son is going to be somewhat similar 696 00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:19,760 Speaker 8: to me, like as far as just like what the 697 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:28,120 Speaker 8: way of thinking artistic. Like the other day, randomly, his 698 00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,400 Speaker 8: mom was taking him to my mom's house to watch 699 00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:35,320 Speaker 8: him right and out of nowhere, out of nowhere, he 700 00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:37,800 Speaker 8: picked out what he wanted to wear, right and it 701 00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:41,520 Speaker 8: was his Batman costume from Halloween. Because he dressed up 702 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,800 Speaker 8: as Batman and I was like Superman. And when he 703 00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:45,960 Speaker 8: when he told her he did, that's what he really 704 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:48,120 Speaker 8: wanted to wear this day, they let him wear. You know, 705 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:52,160 Speaker 8: he called me like daddy, I'm Batman, so I'm like 706 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:54,720 Speaker 8: he tapping into that alter ego like so it was 707 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:56,160 Speaker 8: like for me, it was just like wow, Like you know, 708 00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:57,920 Speaker 8: I looked at it like that, like he has a 709 00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:01,960 Speaker 8: you know, personality of that I can relate to. That's 710 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:03,520 Speaker 8: like you I saw a little bit of me and 711 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:06,280 Speaker 8: that you know, sense of humor. So it was cool 712 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:08,000 Speaker 8: to just see him getting character like that. You know, 713 00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:13,160 Speaker 8: I haven't wore this mass surroundable yet or before. But 714 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,160 Speaker 8: he loves animals, you know what I'm saying. He loves 715 00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:16,680 Speaker 8: a lot of animal So if I know my son, 716 00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:18,440 Speaker 8: if he's seen me with this, he'll probably try to 717 00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:20,120 Speaker 8: take it off, just like you know what I'm saying, 718 00:32:20,120 --> 00:32:22,520 Speaker 8: see what I'm hiding. He even when I wear glasses 719 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:24,600 Speaker 8: or hats, he take everything off my face, you know. 720 00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:28,960 Speaker 2: So, yeah, have you thought about how you would talk 721 00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:32,160 Speaker 2: to your son about like how you show up publicly? 722 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,360 Speaker 7: We'll see. That's the thing I wanted to jump. 723 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,280 Speaker 8: I figured it was now an never for me, right, 724 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:42,640 Speaker 8: my son is young, he's too right, There's gonna be 725 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:43,280 Speaker 8: so much. 726 00:32:43,120 --> 00:32:46,760 Speaker 7: Going on in the next few years as he gets older. 727 00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:50,600 Speaker 8: And I was just like, you know, I'd rather take 728 00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:54,719 Speaker 8: this approach now before he gets too too older, I 729 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,040 Speaker 8: mean too old, you know, and then I have to 730 00:32:57,040 --> 00:32:59,880 Speaker 8: start explaining it, like you know, he's he's not obviously 731 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,880 Speaker 8: the Internet on Instagram and stuff like that. 732 00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:02,320 Speaker 7: You know. 733 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:04,080 Speaker 8: Then I feel like the world we're growing in now, 734 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,880 Speaker 8: there's gonna be so much more going on and everything 735 00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:09,000 Speaker 8: now is a lot of things are more open now. 736 00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:13,600 Speaker 8: I feel like, so my word would be to my son. 737 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,440 Speaker 8: You know, he could be so much better than me. 738 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 8: Nothing has to be anything like me, but to be yourself. 739 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:20,600 Speaker 7: I wanted. 740 00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:23,440 Speaker 8: My goal is to make sure that we have that 741 00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:28,440 Speaker 8: connection to always know what's going on mentally whatever he's 742 00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:31,479 Speaker 8: curious about things like that, you know, That's what I'm 743 00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:33,520 Speaker 8: more cared about. You know what I'm saying. If you 744 00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:35,920 Speaker 8: want to dress up as Batman until he twenty, go ahead. 745 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:36,760 Speaker 8: You know what I'm saying that. 746 00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:40,760 Speaker 2: Your kids will be reminders of play. Like remember when 747 00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:44,160 Speaker 2: you like your child, you say when you see him, 748 00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:47,120 Speaker 2: you see some of you and him, But it's probably 749 00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:49,400 Speaker 2: like that is you as a child as well, like 750 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:52,280 Speaker 2: the person that can play and stay in that in 751 00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,080 Speaker 2: that world of play and pleasure like. 752 00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,520 Speaker 8: Balance, Yeah, like like life don't have to always be 753 00:33:58,600 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 8: so serious, like you have to always be so so 754 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:02,240 Speaker 8: much of an adult. 755 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,640 Speaker 7: You forget to have fun, you know what I mean. 756 00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:06,560 Speaker 8: I feel like that's what a lot of people that 757 00:34:06,640 --> 00:34:08,880 Speaker 8: I've been seeing lately, you know, all right, where. 758 00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:11,800 Speaker 7: They're just old and they become grumps. 759 00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:13,880 Speaker 8: You know, you just mathing o. Really your life, man, 760 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:16,719 Speaker 8: have fun. It's okay to smile, it's okay to kick it. 761 00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:20,680 Speaker 3: Just the dog chilling over here? What's with you? 762 00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:22,320 Speaker 7: It's crazy? 763 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:26,080 Speaker 2: Do you so like is your is this mask I 764 00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:29,040 Speaker 2: guess sexual? Or is it just does it have both? 765 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:30,320 Speaker 2: Does it embody both sides? 766 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:32,440 Speaker 8: I mean it may turn women on, but for you 767 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:37,600 Speaker 8: this is you see, I'm you know, I'm in street 768 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:38,280 Speaker 8: clothes chilling. 769 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:40,880 Speaker 7: You know, this is just why I feel like the 770 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:41,479 Speaker 7: most whole. 771 00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:44,040 Speaker 2: And I think that's also like the confusion too around 772 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:48,480 Speaker 2: like I guess the dress up of something or like 773 00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:52,480 Speaker 2: the looking like something. It's like it's not necessarily always 774 00:34:52,480 --> 00:34:53,480 Speaker 2: this sexual thing. 775 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:54,000 Speaker 3: It's both. 776 00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:58,120 Speaker 2: Like this is where I feel like my whole is self. Literally, 777 00:34:58,200 --> 00:34:59,680 Speaker 2: you know, it connects both sides. 778 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 8: I literally go like I live my life like this daily, 779 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:04,280 Speaker 8: Like I just go outside, don't. 780 00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:05,120 Speaker 3: You know the grocery store like that. 781 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,480 Speaker 7: Well, luckily I don't grocery shop. 782 00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:11,400 Speaker 3: Oh yeah, we love that, butts. 783 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:14,839 Speaker 7: Luckily I don't grocery shop. You know what I'm saying. 784 00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:17,000 Speaker 7: I get I get too confused. There's too much in 785 00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 7: the hours, there's too much stuff. I get crazy. 786 00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:23,520 Speaker 8: Yeah, but yeah, I just go where I just, like 787 00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:25,480 Speaker 8: I said, a lot of spots. I go to a 788 00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:28,960 Speaker 8: pet friendly, so you know, no one really bothers me 789 00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:31,800 Speaker 8: or people if they do see me out. Some people 790 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,880 Speaker 8: just feel like they gotta record, they gotta take pictures 791 00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:37,880 Speaker 8: because it's an unseen world to you know, to a 792 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:39,080 Speaker 8: certain type of person. 793 00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 7: So I get it. 794 00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:42,600 Speaker 8: I take everything that comes with it, but I don't 795 00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:44,520 Speaker 8: I don't feel any way about it, you know what 796 00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:46,640 Speaker 8: I mean, Because I'm comfortable, you know what I mean. So, 797 00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,640 Speaker 8: but I don't do it all the time. You know, 798 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:51,640 Speaker 8: sometimes the mask comes, you know. 799 00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:56,759 Speaker 3: Fifty yeah, yeah, yeah, yea yeah, well sixty forty sixty. 800 00:35:56,760 --> 00:36:03,600 Speaker 2: You're handsome under there, yeah see you you know. 801 00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,359 Speaker 7: See. So, like I said, I've been trying to. 802 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:13,239 Speaker 8: Rebrand myself so like you know, so for me, right, 803 00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:17,399 Speaker 8: I pay attention to like engagement, engagement, like the world 804 00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:20,319 Speaker 8: we in now as big numbers are big, right, So 805 00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:22,680 Speaker 8: business wise, I pay attention to numbers. 806 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:23,320 Speaker 7: Right, So. 807 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:28,680 Speaker 8: I could look at a part of me that they've 808 00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:34,279 Speaker 8: already accepted, and it may be okay, engagement because they 809 00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:37,160 Speaker 8: they are that's just for Oh, there's just another tattoo. 810 00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:39,160 Speaker 7: Ah, that's just another song. Right. 811 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:44,040 Speaker 8: And then when I transform, you know, and I come 812 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:48,879 Speaker 8: alive now, it's like, oh, you know, it's so it's 813 00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:51,840 Speaker 8: like for me, it's like I see the reward in 814 00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:54,880 Speaker 8: what I'm doing, so it's like, okay, well, I gotta 815 00:36:54,920 --> 00:36:56,600 Speaker 8: be doing something right. As much as you hate it, 816 00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:59,400 Speaker 8: you love it. You feel me as much as you 817 00:36:59,440 --> 00:37:02,759 Speaker 8: hated You love me seriously, so I don't really you know. 818 00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:04,480 Speaker 3: And I feel good here, lute. 819 00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:10,120 Speaker 7: It works. It's good that you called it, checked up 820 00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:11,120 Speaker 7: on me now. You know. 821 00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:16,239 Speaker 5: It's definitely a practice of shedding the criticism because you 822 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:18,360 Speaker 5: always got something to say if I'm this, if I'm this, 823 00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:20,360 Speaker 5: But I feel feel good here. 824 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:20,600 Speaker 3: And. 825 00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,760 Speaker 7: Like the most you're gonna like you are gonna run out. 826 00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:30,000 Speaker 8: Of everything you can say before you know what I'm saying, 827 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:30,879 Speaker 8: give up who I am? 828 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:31,560 Speaker 3: You know what I mean. 829 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:34,719 Speaker 8: You're gonna say everything in a book and then after that, 830 00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:36,560 Speaker 8: what else? So I do, like, if all I have 831 00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:40,480 Speaker 8: to deal with is words, and that's it, you go 832 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:42,480 Speaker 8: run out of words. You got to start speaking in 833 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:44,640 Speaker 8: a whole other language. And at that point, I'm not 834 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:47,479 Speaker 8: gonna understand it, you know what I'm saying. So that's 835 00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:48,120 Speaker 8: just how I feel. 836 00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:49,399 Speaker 7: You know, I. 837 00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:50,000 Speaker 3: Wanted to ask you. 838 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:53,480 Speaker 5: You said, like finding your tribe, you know, has made 839 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:54,040 Speaker 5: a big difference. 840 00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:55,439 Speaker 3: And we talk about that a lot, but I don't 841 00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:56,560 Speaker 3: I really hear men. 842 00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,840 Speaker 5: Talk about that, and especially as a black man, especially 843 00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:02,279 Speaker 5: you know in this world of B D, S, M 844 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:05,239 Speaker 5: and kink where it's not you know, we haven't really 845 00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:09,280 Speaker 5: dabbled in that. How have you felt like your tribe 846 00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:11,719 Speaker 5: has embraced you? And like, what is it mostly like 847 00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:12,719 Speaker 5: black men? 848 00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:14,359 Speaker 3: Like have you? You know what I mean? 849 00:38:14,680 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 7: Man, it's been crazy. Let me take this drink. 850 00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:17,360 Speaker 3: It's been crazy. 851 00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:20,680 Speaker 2: Let's take a Teers to the tribe, to the tribe. 852 00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:22,320 Speaker 2: Cheers to the tribe. 853 00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:23,440 Speaker 3: Right now, we tribe. 854 00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:27,120 Speaker 2: We have our own tribes, and then the tribes come together. 855 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:32,560 Speaker 3: Listen, you can do whatever you want over here as 856 00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:33,680 Speaker 3: long as you're happy. Yeah. 857 00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:39,880 Speaker 7: Yeah, So when it came to the tribe part, at first, 858 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:43,440 Speaker 7: at first, I didn't know what was going to happen. 859 00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:45,560 Speaker 8: I just like, you know what, it's me against the world, 860 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:48,479 Speaker 8: and I'm going to war about myself. Right That's literally 861 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:52,960 Speaker 8: where I was at. And when I tell you, so 862 00:38:53,239 --> 00:39:00,480 Speaker 8: many people called and reached out. I'm talking about people 863 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:04,680 Speaker 8: that you wouldn't even expect, you know, and they and 864 00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:06,879 Speaker 8: they welcomed me, and they embraced me, and. 865 00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:09,760 Speaker 7: They let me know, like, yo, you were literally living 866 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:10,640 Speaker 7: for me. You know. 867 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:14,399 Speaker 8: They're like I couldn't you know, because either the way 868 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:19,400 Speaker 8: they was raised, you know, or the job or you know, 869 00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:23,120 Speaker 8: the religion they but they was giving me the deepest 870 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:28,000 Speaker 8: you know, secrets and they was letting me know like 871 00:39:28,080 --> 00:39:30,560 Speaker 8: you know, they felt safe with me, you know. So 872 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:32,520 Speaker 8: for me, it was like I got embraced in ways 873 00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:35,000 Speaker 8: where I'm like, damn if I never took this leap 874 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,240 Speaker 8: of faith, Like I wasn't getting this type of reward. 875 00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:39,040 Speaker 8: I mean when I spoke on mental health, yeah, people 876 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,760 Speaker 8: reached out, but this was different. 877 00:39:40,880 --> 00:39:41,080 Speaker 7: You know. 878 00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:44,000 Speaker 8: It was like, Yo, these are like deep secrets and 879 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:46,319 Speaker 8: fantasies people don't get to talk about. We get to 880 00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:48,440 Speaker 8: talk about mental health, you know, people don't get to 881 00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:49,719 Speaker 8: talk about this side, you know. 882 00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:53,000 Speaker 7: So when I got the reward like that, a lot. 883 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:55,160 Speaker 8: A lot of people in the Key community, they looked 884 00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,520 Speaker 8: at me as a voice right away because of my 885 00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:00,319 Speaker 8: platform I already had, you know, like you can grow 886 00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:02,200 Speaker 8: a big fan base in that world. But that's just 887 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:04,799 Speaker 8: for that world. I have a lot of I wear 888 00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:08,040 Speaker 8: a lot of hats, so you know, my my audience 889 00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:09,640 Speaker 8: is different, you know what I mean. So I welcome 890 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:12,239 Speaker 8: a lot of other people in so they protect me. 891 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:15,839 Speaker 8: Like every time I put a post up, it's as 892 00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:18,160 Speaker 8: much as I may get some hate or backlash, it's 893 00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,960 Speaker 8: people in there protecting me. So it's like I don't 894 00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:22,719 Speaker 8: even got to say something sometimes because I know my 895 00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:25,319 Speaker 8: people gonna take off of me. Who understand me, you know. 896 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:27,359 Speaker 8: So that's what it feels. That's that's what feels good 897 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:28,239 Speaker 8: to me, you know what I mean. 898 00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:29,279 Speaker 2: So I understand that. 899 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:32,000 Speaker 7: Yeah, so I didn't even realize my position. You feel me. 900 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:35,400 Speaker 7: I'm just being me. They're like, nah, bro, You're like 901 00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:38,520 Speaker 7: you're a light. You're the light, you know, you know. 902 00:40:38,640 --> 00:40:41,799 Speaker 2: And I think about just people need that, they need 903 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:45,399 Speaker 2: representation in that way, just like they may not embody that, 904 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:47,919 Speaker 2: but they just need just to see that to know 905 00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:50,359 Speaker 2: that damn I can. If he can do that, then 906 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:54,359 Speaker 2: I can just be ten percent of me right now. Shit, yep, 907 00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:56,640 Speaker 2: you know, And that's that's inspirational. 908 00:40:56,719 --> 00:40:58,200 Speaker 8: And that's just where I'm at. Like I want to 909 00:40:58,239 --> 00:41:03,880 Speaker 8: feel I want to feel unstoppable. I want to feel 910 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:06,640 Speaker 8: like I'm in control. I want to feel like it's 911 00:41:06,719 --> 00:41:09,840 Speaker 8: okay to be yourself. You know, a lot of people 912 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:13,520 Speaker 8: live for other people. I've done that before, you know, 913 00:41:13,719 --> 00:41:16,239 Speaker 8: not saying that this part mattered, but I'm saying I've 914 00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:20,319 Speaker 8: done that part where it's like pouring into an empty cup, 915 00:41:20,480 --> 00:41:21,719 Speaker 8: you know, where it wasn't refeeling me. 916 00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:25,920 Speaker 7: But you know, I I love it. I'm happy. 917 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:30,040 Speaker 8: I'm If I never took this, this this risk, this chance, 918 00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:31,800 Speaker 8: like I wouldn't even be here talking to you guys, 919 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,920 Speaker 8: you know me. So I appreciate every opportunity, you know 920 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:39,000 Speaker 8: what I'm saying, Every platform that I've been able to 921 00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:42,000 Speaker 8: speak on, to talk to like minded people, you know 922 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,600 Speaker 8: what I mean, Because like I said. 923 00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:46,160 Speaker 7: Even with me, it was a it was a it 924 00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:46,880 Speaker 7: was a. 925 00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:50,600 Speaker 8: Quiet conversations I'm having with myself, you know, like, yeah, 926 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:52,319 Speaker 8: I can't talk to that like like it is my 927 00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:52,799 Speaker 8: best friend. 928 00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,359 Speaker 7: But I can't, you know, because we. 929 00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:59,840 Speaker 8: Talked about it. Because that's another thing. If I was 930 00:42:00,239 --> 00:42:03,000 Speaker 8: like if I was Caucasian, no wonder. 931 00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:05,719 Speaker 3: Like Rick Owens. 932 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:11,520 Speaker 2: Literally he's giving Rick going through a season. 933 00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:17,000 Speaker 8: You feel me, They get a past, they get a 934 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:19,480 Speaker 8: past with everything. Yeah, I mean so for me, it 935 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:23,560 Speaker 8: was just like you know, like this ain't about color man, 936 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,000 Speaker 8: and that's about just being yourself. 937 00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:30,080 Speaker 5: Being this existing and knowing that is enough and that 938 00:42:30,160 --> 00:42:32,919 Speaker 5: is okay. Doesn't have to be a secret and doesn't 939 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:34,680 Speaker 5: have to be behind closed doors. If you don't feel 940 00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:36,520 Speaker 5: that way, you don't have anything to be ashamed of. 941 00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:39,680 Speaker 5: In fact, the best version of you is just exactly 942 00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 5: as you are, and that's how you find your people. 943 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:43,920 Speaker 3: It's like putting out a that is how you find you. 944 00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,360 Speaker 3: How you have to be yourself, Like listen, I'm a 945 00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:48,520 Speaker 3: little I'm a little wild. How about you here? 946 00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:50,320 Speaker 7: It's okay? 947 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:53,279 Speaker 8: Yeah, you know, like people tell me so I got 948 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,120 Speaker 8: it's so crazy because I got so much tea on 949 00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:55,800 Speaker 8: people now. 950 00:42:56,320 --> 00:43:00,319 Speaker 7: Not that I even want it talking you want it, 951 00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:00,799 Speaker 7: you know what I mean? 952 00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:04,120 Speaker 8: Sometimes people call and me like hey I heard about Hey, 953 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:06,799 Speaker 8: don't say nothing. I'm just like okay, But it's not 954 00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:08,480 Speaker 8: certain things. It's not a big deal to me. No 955 00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:10,799 Speaker 8: one's like, Okay, that's what you care about, all right, 956 00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:12,400 Speaker 8: that's normal. 957 00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:13,640 Speaker 7: Over here right right, you know. 958 00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:17,240 Speaker 8: That's like you know, like literally somebody told me yesterday, 959 00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:22,520 Speaker 8: like just this dude, I just Matt. He's into the 960 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:25,680 Speaker 8: point industry. He's like, you know, I do porn. You know, 961 00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:27,680 Speaker 8: I still do. I'm still in the streets. 962 00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:27,920 Speaker 7: Though, you know. 963 00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:30,799 Speaker 8: He's like, I do porn, you know, but it's some 964 00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:32,600 Speaker 8: stuff I don't film. And I was like, well, what 965 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:35,200 Speaker 8: do you what don't you put on camera? He's like, 966 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,359 Speaker 8: I don't put me get my ass because I'm still 967 00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:37,920 Speaker 8: in the streets. 968 00:43:38,680 --> 00:43:40,440 Speaker 7: And I was like, and I was like, hey, I 969 00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:41,080 Speaker 7: saw I. 970 00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,239 Speaker 2: Said, that's a real NA Like I'm you know, I'm 971 00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:44,880 Speaker 2: open minded because I'm doing porn. 972 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:50,640 Speaker 3: But this is about heart boundary right here. I feel you. 973 00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,640 Speaker 7: He's like, man, I still get it. 974 00:43:53,760 --> 00:43:57,239 Speaker 3: I still get it. I get it. I get it. 975 00:43:57,480 --> 00:43:57,680 Speaker 7: You know. 976 00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,960 Speaker 3: The black lines, the black lines, what we play is 977 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:04,919 Speaker 3: a hard line in the sand, legs up or bent over. 978 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,080 Speaker 3: It's just in the black book. 979 00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:09,040 Speaker 7: Of I don't care. I don't care. 980 00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:13,000 Speaker 8: I'm going I'm going legs up and and I'm going. 981 00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,840 Speaker 3: Nine, but they're just not talking about. 982 00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:18,840 Speaker 7: Yeah, I noticed, I noticed. I noticed. 983 00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:31,920 Speaker 2: Well, speaking of which, so, what's what's going on your 984 00:44:31,920 --> 00:44:35,680 Speaker 2: only fans? What's happening over there, sir? I mean, what 985 00:44:35,719 --> 00:44:36,600 Speaker 2: should be doing over there? 986 00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:41,640 Speaker 3: What? Petting? Pegging, pegging? Okay, like hard huh it's like 987 00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:42,880 Speaker 3: hardcore is like sensual? 988 00:44:43,120 --> 00:44:43,960 Speaker 7: Yeah? Hard? 989 00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:51,759 Speaker 3: Is that with men or women or both? That's yeah, 990 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:52,439 Speaker 3: that would make sense. 991 00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:57,320 Speaker 2: Ye yeah, yeah, you maybe spoke this quickie and. 992 00:44:57,200 --> 00:45:01,720 Speaker 8: Now I'm high, but no, so oh yeah, pegging? 993 00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:04,360 Speaker 3: Do it? 994 00:45:04,440 --> 00:45:07,480 Speaker 2: So is that something you really enjoy? And what is 995 00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:09,279 Speaker 2: the best and what are some tips for guys that 996 00:45:09,320 --> 00:45:10,080 Speaker 2: want to get pegged? 997 00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:14,320 Speaker 3: Like? What are like some yeah? Okay, so how do 998 00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:14,880 Speaker 3: you prepare? 999 00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:17,440 Speaker 2: And I don't even think I don't even think any 1000 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:18,920 Speaker 2: men know how to do that because the. 1001 00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:21,319 Speaker 7: Thing is just I never It wasn't nothing that I 1002 00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:22,239 Speaker 7: just came up with. 1003 00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:26,600 Speaker 8: It happened over time with me dealing with partners and 1004 00:45:26,719 --> 00:45:28,560 Speaker 8: just being open like Okay, if I'm going to date 1005 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:30,600 Speaker 8: this girl and she's into what she's into, all I 1006 00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:32,560 Speaker 8: could do is accept it or not and just be 1007 00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:36,960 Speaker 8: open minded for my partner. So you know, I've had 1008 00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:39,680 Speaker 8: just like a different caliber women that was into different 1009 00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:42,680 Speaker 8: things like eating ass that should happened to me when 1010 00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:44,400 Speaker 8: I was like seventeen. 1011 00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:46,840 Speaker 3: You say you attract more dominant women. 1012 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:50,920 Speaker 7: Maybe I mean not by fault, but just I guess 1013 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:51,920 Speaker 7: it just is what it. 1014 00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:55,360 Speaker 3: Is, or do you Yeah, maybe you Ieergetically. 1015 00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:57,360 Speaker 8: Yeah, it's an energy thing, you know, energy exchange. But 1016 00:45:57,600 --> 00:45:59,560 Speaker 8: I think if that's the case, it is what it is. 1017 00:46:00,440 --> 00:46:01,920 Speaker 8: You know, I ain't ducking it. I mean I've definitely 1018 00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:05,319 Speaker 8: had some very submissive women too that you know, they 1019 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:07,200 Speaker 8: go do whatever full say, you know what I'm saying. 1020 00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:09,000 Speaker 7: So if. 1021 00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:13,160 Speaker 8: Yeah, for those type of women at that point, I'm 1022 00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:16,880 Speaker 8: already experienced in certain fields. So she wants to please me. 1023 00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,800 Speaker 8: So this is the way I like to be pleased, 1024 00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:21,680 Speaker 8: and it may please her to know that she's pleasing me, 1025 00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:26,279 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying. So yeah, but I do 1026 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,680 Speaker 8: prefer dominant women. I just like to I don't know, 1027 00:46:28,840 --> 00:46:31,520 Speaker 8: I just get to kick out of like I don't know, 1028 00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:32,960 Speaker 8: like like a woman in control. 1029 00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,080 Speaker 7: All women that talk to me crazy, you know what. 1030 00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,600 Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like shut the fuck up, yes, ma'am. 1031 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,680 Speaker 7: Yeah, but in a sexual way, Yeah, for sure, Like 1032 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:42,360 Speaker 7: I like that you. 1033 00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:44,640 Speaker 3: Know what I'm say, she's much better at that than I. 1034 00:46:45,320 --> 00:46:47,520 Speaker 8: Yeah, but like I don't know, okay, Like I like 1035 00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:49,839 Speaker 8: to be amiliated and everything, Like I just get spit 1036 00:46:49,920 --> 00:46:50,720 Speaker 8: on all kind of stuff. 1037 00:46:50,840 --> 00:46:53,520 Speaker 3: Wow, in public live shows. 1038 00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:58,520 Speaker 6: I'm pissed if this no not a stranger though, of 1039 00:46:58,560 --> 00:47:01,279 Speaker 6: course if I'm connected with the yeah yeah, yeah, like 1040 00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:02,920 Speaker 6: you can do whatever you're gonna do to me, because 1041 00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:06,239 Speaker 6: you know, if we swapping spit anyway, the same way, 1042 00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:08,080 Speaker 6: would you let us we ain't swapping spit. 1043 00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:12,120 Speaker 3: Come on, I'm trustworthy. 1044 00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:14,400 Speaker 7: You said you ain't even like that. You said you 1045 00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:15,600 Speaker 7: like that. 1046 00:47:15,880 --> 00:47:18,640 Speaker 2: You just said one quickie and one tequila and this 1047 00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:25,439 Speaker 2: bit just a dumb I'm a safe space for okay, Yeah, 1048 00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:25,920 Speaker 2: I feel you. 1049 00:47:25,960 --> 00:47:27,600 Speaker 3: I'm kind of like, if we're gonna do it, let's 1050 00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:29,080 Speaker 3: do it. It's going all the way. 1051 00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:32,000 Speaker 8: Yeah, it's like no, No, I like to have fun, 1052 00:47:32,239 --> 00:47:34,319 Speaker 8: I think because I lost my virginity at at an 1053 00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:38,680 Speaker 8: early age fourteen okay fourteen? 1054 00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:41,480 Speaker 3: You know why are you laughing over there? Nigga? 1055 00:47:42,239 --> 00:47:42,399 Speaker 7: Late? 1056 00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:47,200 Speaker 3: You know I was how old was I? I was thirteen? God? 1057 00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:48,040 Speaker 2: I was thirteen. 1058 00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:49,040 Speaker 4: Yeah. 1059 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:51,520 Speaker 7: He got me to a place of like me being 1060 00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:52,640 Speaker 7: just like. 1061 00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:55,000 Speaker 2: I was. 1062 00:47:55,440 --> 00:47:56,680 Speaker 7: I guess advanced. 1063 00:47:56,920 --> 00:47:59,560 Speaker 8: You know what I'm saying, because I had at an 1064 00:47:59,560 --> 00:48:03,240 Speaker 8: early age each you know, I was I was eating 1065 00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:05,239 Speaker 8: pussy when I didn't know what I was really doing, 1066 00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,279 Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying, But it was I took 1067 00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:09,400 Speaker 8: yeah for sure voluntarily. 1068 00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:11,000 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I was. I was. I was curious, what 1069 00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:14,520 Speaker 7: is that? What it tastes like? You know? Any who? 1070 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,319 Speaker 8: I just always any who always just always just been 1071 00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:22,799 Speaker 8: advanced to what I'm saying. So the more the more 1072 00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:25,320 Speaker 8: older I got, they say, the older you get, the 1073 00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:25,960 Speaker 8: freaking you get. 1074 00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:27,280 Speaker 7: That's what they say. 1075 00:48:28,040 --> 00:48:29,960 Speaker 3: That is not always that's what they say. 1076 00:48:30,080 --> 00:48:31,040 Speaker 7: Let's just say what they say. 1077 00:48:31,080 --> 00:48:31,680 Speaker 3: That's what they want. 1078 00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:35,080 Speaker 7: I don't even know who that is, but that's what people. 1079 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:39,720 Speaker 3: Have a conversation with that. Are you listening that? Listen? 1080 00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:43,680 Speaker 5: Some people just stay square their whole lives, absolutely, and 1081 00:48:43,719 --> 00:48:46,200 Speaker 5: some people just have the natural inclination to be curious. 1082 00:48:47,440 --> 00:48:49,840 Speaker 2: People get some people get square. I'm telling you, they 1083 00:48:49,920 --> 00:48:51,440 Speaker 2: get they're freaky and then they get square. 1084 00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:51,920 Speaker 3: It's weird. 1085 00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:53,600 Speaker 7: Yeah, I guess. 1086 00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:58,200 Speaker 8: Like for me, I always just wanted to know, like 1087 00:48:58,840 --> 00:49:01,960 Speaker 8: I know, its levels to this ship, you know, So 1088 00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:03,480 Speaker 8: I was like, let me just figure out what's the 1089 00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:06,439 Speaker 8: next level, Like, let me just see how like how 1090 00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:09,360 Speaker 8: high or how much further we can go into and 1091 00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:13,560 Speaker 8: just exploring each other's bodies and you know, climaxing at 1092 00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:17,200 Speaker 8: the highest power. Yeah, even if even I say, even 1093 00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:19,560 Speaker 8: on the giving end, you know what I'm saying. So 1094 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:22,239 Speaker 8: it's just like I want I'm a big pleaser. So 1095 00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:26,440 Speaker 8: you know, I was always into trying to figure out 1096 00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:28,880 Speaker 8: other ways to make a woman go crazy. 1097 00:49:29,360 --> 00:49:31,120 Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying. I I I could I 1098 00:49:31,160 --> 00:49:31,960 Speaker 7: get a kick out of that. 1099 00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,439 Speaker 3: Yeah, pleasure giving and receiving it. 1100 00:49:35,440 --> 00:49:37,640 Speaker 7: Yeah, So you know that's what I'm saying. 1101 00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:39,480 Speaker 8: That's that's really where I was ever things, you know 1102 00:49:39,520 --> 00:49:41,359 Speaker 8: what I'm saying in life, I mean still I'm still there. 1103 00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:42,680 Speaker 7: I'm still learning. 1104 00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:45,440 Speaker 3: You know, do you do you have an affirmation for 1105 00:49:45,520 --> 00:49:45,960 Speaker 3: the people? 1106 00:49:49,040 --> 00:50:01,320 Speaker 7: Yeah, it's a few, but every dog at this day, every. 1107 00:50:01,120 --> 00:50:03,359 Speaker 3: Every dog gets his day. 1108 00:50:03,640 --> 00:50:08,360 Speaker 8: Yeah, I feel like I've been having a few of them. 1109 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:09,319 Speaker 3: What does that mean? 1110 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:11,880 Speaker 8: I've heard it's it's just more for me, it's just 1111 00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:13,880 Speaker 8: more so it means like everybody gets their turn. You know, 1112 00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:16,200 Speaker 8: you got to sometimes be patient for you, for you, 1113 00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:19,640 Speaker 8: for your blessings that you're about to receive, you know. 1114 00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:21,520 Speaker 8: So for me, it's just like I used to be 1115 00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:23,879 Speaker 8: really impatient because you could want something so bad, but 1116 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:25,800 Speaker 8: it's gonna come when it's supposed to, you know what 1117 00:50:25,840 --> 00:50:28,680 Speaker 8: I'm saying. So like this energy I've received, this is 1118 00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:31,879 Speaker 8: feel It feels better than any amount of money, any 1119 00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:35,160 Speaker 8: any amount of success that I've ever received. You feel me, 1120 00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:37,000 Speaker 8: I feel I never felt. 1121 00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:38,879 Speaker 3: So alive because it's to who you are. 1122 00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:41,120 Speaker 7: Yeah, I feel so alive, you know what I mean? 1123 00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:42,480 Speaker 2: That beautiful. 1124 00:50:42,560 --> 00:50:44,520 Speaker 8: That's the thing, Like, like, that's why I think people 1125 00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:47,360 Speaker 8: are mad or upset because I just feel so alive. 1126 00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:50,520 Speaker 8: Where you can't even control this, so you have to 1127 00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:53,040 Speaker 8: find a reason to dislike it, you know. And that's 1128 00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:55,600 Speaker 8: totally fine too. I'm not here to really please no 1129 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:56,560 Speaker 8: one but myself right. 1130 00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:58,360 Speaker 3: Now, you know or ever. 1131 00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:00,680 Speaker 7: Well, I used to be a people please a big. 1132 00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:07,520 Speaker 2: Time congratulations on living a full life at least in 1133 00:51:07,520 --> 00:51:10,279 Speaker 2: that department. If you can get over that part, the 1134 00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:14,640 Speaker 2: other ship is so much easier just being yourself and honestly, 1135 00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:16,480 Speaker 2: then you're still gonna have hiccups. 1136 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:18,120 Speaker 3: But that's the hardest part really. 1137 00:51:18,120 --> 00:51:19,919 Speaker 2: When someone can tell you something about yourself and maybe 1138 00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:22,680 Speaker 2: like yeah, listen, that might I might, I might have 1139 00:51:22,719 --> 00:51:25,000 Speaker 2: other things I might do this, that might be that, Like, I. 1140 00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:26,080 Speaker 3: Don't know who you are. 1141 00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:29,399 Speaker 5: You can't really be offended with some do. But I'm 1142 00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:31,239 Speaker 5: not mad about those parts. I mean you are. 1143 00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:34,320 Speaker 7: Yeah, So do you feel like when people are like that? 1144 00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:35,880 Speaker 7: Is that like self reflection or. 1145 00:51:36,080 --> 00:51:37,440 Speaker 3: Abso's a projection. 1146 00:51:37,640 --> 00:51:40,080 Speaker 5: It's a projection of parts of them that they can't access. 1147 00:51:40,120 --> 00:51:42,560 Speaker 5: It's a projection of parts of them that they don't 1148 00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:43,919 Speaker 5: feel that they can be either. 1149 00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,359 Speaker 2: You're going to be inspired. It's also very learned fear learned. 1150 00:51:47,400 --> 00:51:51,240 Speaker 2: We've been also been deeply ingrained with this fear around 1151 00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:54,840 Speaker 2: anything out of what we've deemed normal, what our society 1152 00:51:54,880 --> 00:51:59,720 Speaker 2: is deemed normal, acceptable, godly worthy, all those. 1153 00:51:59,560 --> 00:52:03,400 Speaker 3: Things masculine, feminine, wife. 1154 00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:07,920 Speaker 2: Like you know you said wife like wife like wife 1155 00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:09,360 Speaker 2: like wife materials. 1156 00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:12,440 Speaker 7: What you say. I want to make sure I heard 1157 00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:12,840 Speaker 7: it correct. 1158 00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:13,960 Speaker 3: It's probably a better word for that. 1159 00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,520 Speaker 2: But wait, so before we get out of here for 1160 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:19,759 Speaker 2: because we got to get you out of here, little 1161 00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:23,560 Speaker 2: boy or good boy, God, I'm gonna get better at 1162 00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:25,640 Speaker 2: this one day, I'm gonna be a good go. 1163 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:28,120 Speaker 3: To dom school like and it's fit. 1164 00:52:29,840 --> 00:52:31,319 Speaker 2: I spake to bath earlier, and I was like, are 1165 00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:35,000 Speaker 2: you okay, okay, do you have a horry that you 1166 00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:36,399 Speaker 2: can share with us? 1167 00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:37,160 Speaker 3: Do you know what? 1168 00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:39,839 Speaker 2: Ye all? 1169 00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:44,480 Speaker 3: Right time, guys, man, let me think. 1170 00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:51,759 Speaker 8: Okay, okay, So this was this is a minute ago, 1171 00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:57,759 Speaker 8: but it stuck with me. So this girl wanted me 1172 00:52:57,800 --> 00:53:03,000 Speaker 8: to come over her house. I went over there and she, uh, 1173 00:53:03,480 --> 00:53:07,440 Speaker 8: she wants to do anal for the first time, you know. 1174 00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:11,560 Speaker 8: And before we got to that point, you know what 1175 00:53:11,600 --> 00:53:13,680 Speaker 8: I'm saying, we had uh, you know, we were just 1176 00:53:13,719 --> 00:53:16,600 Speaker 8: having you know, regular sex, you know, in the vagina 1177 00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:17,120 Speaker 8: and stuff like. 1178 00:53:17,040 --> 00:53:19,880 Speaker 3: That, you know, regular. 1179 00:53:22,160 --> 00:53:24,000 Speaker 8: It just really I just remember, I just remember this 1180 00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:26,680 Speaker 8: moment because like I went right on shrimp right after this. 1181 00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:28,400 Speaker 8: It was like we I was having sex with her 1182 00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:30,759 Speaker 8: whatever it was in the daytime, and I'm having sex 1183 00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:33,400 Speaker 8: with her and randomly We're just having sex on like 1184 00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:35,280 Speaker 8: clean clothes like she had just like took the clothes 1185 00:53:35,280 --> 00:53:36,080 Speaker 8: out the dryer and stuff. 1186 00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:39,440 Speaker 7: Yeah, it was a little warm, right, decent. Okay, it 1187 00:53:39,480 --> 00:53:40,200 Speaker 7: was warm, decent. 1188 00:53:40,560 --> 00:53:44,040 Speaker 8: So it's funny you said that, So as as weird 1189 00:53:45,040 --> 00:53:47,960 Speaker 8: as I'm on top of the fresh clothes out the 1190 00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:51,080 Speaker 8: dryer and it's magically warm, so you know, beating it 1191 00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:53,040 Speaker 8: up whatever, you know, and it's feeling like warm, but 1192 00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:55,759 Speaker 8: it's feeling like a little like a little hot, a. 1193 00:53:55,760 --> 00:53:58,640 Speaker 7: Little bit, you know what I'm saying. So, were you 1194 00:53:58,640 --> 00:53:59,359 Speaker 7: having sex whatever? 1195 00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:01,359 Speaker 8: And she and she she kept saying like all right, 1196 00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:03,200 Speaker 8: sticking in and she was ready for the at or whatever. 1197 00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:05,560 Speaker 7: And by the time I took took took. 1198 00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:08,319 Speaker 8: My you know, my boy out of her to put 1199 00:54:08,360 --> 00:54:12,680 Speaker 8: in it, she had like diarrhea all over the new 1200 00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:13,760 Speaker 8: the fresh clothes. 1201 00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:15,040 Speaker 7: So it was the. 1202 00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,719 Speaker 8: Warmth that was on that I was feeling. That was 1203 00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:20,400 Speaker 8: like touching my legs. It was really she had diar read. 1204 00:54:20,239 --> 00:54:24,680 Speaker 3: On put in her but know what was going on. 1205 00:54:25,480 --> 00:54:27,840 Speaker 7: It was like it was like it was like leaking 1206 00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:30,440 Speaker 7: like water like it was like all the time she 1207 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:31,320 Speaker 7: had like some juice. 1208 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:34,640 Speaker 2: It was like maybe she was conducing and she didn't 1209 00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:35,120 Speaker 2: get to last. 1210 00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:35,719 Speaker 7: I don't know. 1211 00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:37,759 Speaker 8: It was like it was when I said, it was 1212 00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:38,960 Speaker 8: the worst thing I saw you. 1213 00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:41,680 Speaker 7: I think this is on white. She watched whites. She 1214 00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:42,560 Speaker 7: was watching whites. 1215 00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:46,920 Speaker 3: This is a really this is very bad benefit. 1216 00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:49,759 Speaker 8: I think this is the last time I've ever we 1217 00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:51,000 Speaker 8: ever had anything going on. 1218 00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:53,160 Speaker 3: Did you did you ever check in on her make 1219 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,520 Speaker 3: sure she was okay. She said, I didn't know what happened. 1220 00:54:55,680 --> 00:54:58,319 Speaker 3: Was I left a little water? It was it. 1221 00:54:58,280 --> 00:55:02,080 Speaker 8: Was it was like it was like I was like, 1222 00:55:02,760 --> 00:55:03,960 Speaker 8: it was like. 1223 00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:07,919 Speaker 3: Maybe she was terrible. You don't get me feeling bad 1224 00:55:07,920 --> 00:55:08,200 Speaker 3: for her. 1225 00:55:09,680 --> 00:55:12,040 Speaker 2: I'm telling you, she was trying to juice to prepare. 1226 00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:15,359 Speaker 2: And that's the only. 1227 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:19,319 Speaker 7: I was so mad. Listen, there's there's how mad I was. 1228 00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:20,319 Speaker 7: I'm so mad. I'm mad. 1229 00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:22,080 Speaker 8: I had to tell that story. That's how mad I was. 1230 00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:24,600 Speaker 8: I thought I should have never even seen that. 1231 00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:28,799 Speaker 3: You know, my god, the scary part of you. I 1232 00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:30,880 Speaker 3: feel for you too. That's that was. You know what 1233 00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:33,560 Speaker 3: your feelings matter in this too? That was that was 1234 00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:37,279 Speaker 3: bad for you. She traumatized though mortified. Maybe she was. 1235 00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:40,919 Speaker 2: I mean I never thought about how Yeah, like ship 1236 00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:42,080 Speaker 2: on your dick is not ideal. 1237 00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:44,799 Speaker 3: That kind of could be terrifying before you. I mean, 1238 00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:46,200 Speaker 3: I don't even know what it's like to have a dick. 1239 00:55:46,200 --> 00:55:47,880 Speaker 2: But if I had a dick then I and I 1240 00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:49,600 Speaker 2: had shot on it, it would be a little bit 1241 00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:50,160 Speaker 2: hor horrific. 1242 00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:53,920 Speaker 3: There's a little hole thing. It'd be concerned. It's just 1243 00:55:54,360 --> 00:56:00,760 Speaker 3: there's ship on my dick. Okay, that is enough. It's like, yeah, anyway, 1244 00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:06,200 Speaker 3: never mind moving on from the ship on the dick too, Taro, 1245 00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:08,080 Speaker 3: I'm sorry that happened to you. 1246 00:56:08,160 --> 00:56:08,319 Speaker 7: Four. 1247 00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:14,520 Speaker 5: That doesn't sound ideal. I mean, but an analp. 1248 00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:15,000 Speaker 3: That you weren't wearing white, Ben, because that would have been. 1249 00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:22,879 Speaker 2: Got to know when you gotta know when to pull 1250 00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:26,680 Speaker 2: the white out to an art form. 1251 00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:28,879 Speaker 3: Okay, I'm gonna read what your card means. The two 1252 00:56:28,880 --> 00:56:32,960 Speaker 3: of swords? Correct? Yes, the two of swords indicates that. 1253 00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:36,160 Speaker 5: You're facing a challenging decision, but you are unlear about 1254 00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:39,080 Speaker 5: which option to take. Both possibilities it may seem equally 1255 00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:42,160 Speaker 5: good or equally bad, and you're stumped about which will 1256 00:56:42,239 --> 00:56:44,560 Speaker 5: lead to the best outcome. You must be able to 1257 00:56:44,600 --> 00:56:47,080 Speaker 5: weigh up the pros and cons of each choice and 1258 00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:50,120 Speaker 5: then make a conscious judgment. You use both your head, 1259 00:56:50,200 --> 00:56:52,400 Speaker 5: your mind and the intellect and your heart, your feelings 1260 00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:55,640 Speaker 5: and intuition to choose the path that is most aligned 1261 00:56:55,640 --> 00:56:56,600 Speaker 5: with your higher self. 1262 00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:00,719 Speaker 3: It looks like you need to go into meditation. 1263 00:57:01,239 --> 00:57:01,799 Speaker 7: I like that. 1264 00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:05,920 Speaker 3: Do you meditate? Have you tried? 1265 00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:07,160 Speaker 7: I tried. 1266 00:57:07,160 --> 00:57:08,640 Speaker 3: It's not for you. 1267 00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:12,040 Speaker 7: I would say it was not for me. I probably 1268 00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:14,799 Speaker 7: need to do them more than once, but I definitely try. 1269 00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:18,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think meditation is a good place for contemplation. 1270 00:57:19,000 --> 00:57:22,000 Speaker 2: And this card, the reason it came out is because 1271 00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:24,120 Speaker 2: it looks like his eyes are closed. 1272 00:57:24,200 --> 00:57:24,400 Speaker 3: Right. 1273 00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:27,600 Speaker 2: So it's like with making decisions without being able to 1274 00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:30,240 Speaker 2: see the obvious and really having to trust your intuition, 1275 00:57:30,640 --> 00:57:31,120 Speaker 2: and you. 1276 00:57:31,800 --> 00:57:34,160 Speaker 5: May lack of information you need to make the right decisions. 1277 00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:37,240 Speaker 5: To make the right decisions, you may be missing potential risk, 1278 00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:41,240 Speaker 5: alternative solutions, or critical pieces of information that would help 1279 00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:43,440 Speaker 5: guide you in a particular direction. Once you remove the 1280 00:57:43,440 --> 00:57:45,640 Speaker 5: blindfold and see the situation for what it really is, 1281 00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:47,880 Speaker 5: you'll be in a much better position to find your 1282 00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:53,160 Speaker 5: best path forward, research your options, seek outside opinions and feedback, 1283 00:57:53,160 --> 00:57:55,040 Speaker 5: and ask yourself what you might be missing. 1284 00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:58,080 Speaker 2: Maybe this is in regards to your future endeavors that 1285 00:57:58,080 --> 00:58:00,160 Speaker 2: you swear you want to put, like where you to 1286 00:58:00,160 --> 00:58:01,200 Speaker 2: put your store, your store? 1287 00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:04,320 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Absolutely. 1288 00:58:04,560 --> 00:58:06,640 Speaker 8: You know, it's crazy when you get messages like that, 1289 00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:09,440 Speaker 8: you always overthinking, like, man, what is it? 1290 00:58:09,520 --> 00:58:12,680 Speaker 7: This is it that you know what I'm saying? 1291 00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:15,040 Speaker 8: So I'm gonna just, you know, let go on that guy, 1292 00:58:15,320 --> 00:58:18,520 Speaker 8: you know, and just see what's what's what's what's best 1293 00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:19,439 Speaker 8: or what's next to come? 1294 00:58:20,800 --> 00:58:21,680 Speaker 3: Yes? Amen? 1295 00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:27,120 Speaker 2: Well, for can you tell the people where they can 1296 00:58:27,160 --> 00:58:27,600 Speaker 2: find you? 1297 00:58:29,600 --> 00:58:31,640 Speaker 7: They can subscribe to my Only Fans it's. 1298 00:58:33,280 --> 00:58:37,400 Speaker 8: Only fans dot com slash forever forever. 1299 00:58:37,480 --> 00:58:42,920 Speaker 7: What forever basically means forever me, I am. 1300 00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:46,840 Speaker 5: Oh, I'm forever. I'm so wait. 1301 00:58:46,880 --> 00:58:48,400 Speaker 3: You have pegging going on over there? What else do 1302 00:58:48,440 --> 00:58:48,600 Speaker 3: you have? 1303 00:58:48,680 --> 00:58:48,960 Speaker 2: Happened? 1304 00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:50,000 Speaker 3: You have going on over there? 1305 00:58:51,720 --> 00:58:57,200 Speaker 7: Got some PU play? Got what else? I mean? 1306 00:58:57,200 --> 00:58:59,320 Speaker 8: I got some hardcore X on that too, you know, 1307 00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:01,400 Speaker 8: but I got like a lot of like solos like 1308 00:59:01,440 --> 00:59:01,640 Speaker 8: you know. 1309 00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:05,440 Speaker 3: So you know, how is only fans treating you? 1310 00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:11,800 Speaker 8: I mean, it's definitely another and source income, you know, 1311 00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,760 Speaker 8: it's definitely another side of income. But uh, I mean 1312 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:16,520 Speaker 8: every time I go viral and make a lot of 1313 00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:20,040 Speaker 8: a lot of money, like five thousand dollars a day, Yeah, 1314 00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:23,480 Speaker 8: it can get crazy sometimes because curiosity is with sales. 1315 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:28,520 Speaker 7: Yeah, because they got a c they want the t 1316 00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:29,560 Speaker 7: they want to talk, you know what. 1317 00:59:29,840 --> 00:59:32,880 Speaker 3: So for me, it's like, okay, so. 1318 00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:37,280 Speaker 7: I focus on marketing, marketing my only fans like that. 1319 00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:37,760 Speaker 2: Uh. 1320 00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:40,000 Speaker 8: There's a lot of other creators that go about their 1321 00:59:40,040 --> 00:59:42,640 Speaker 8: stuff the other way. But that's that's predominantly how I 1322 00:59:42,680 --> 00:59:49,760 Speaker 8: do moms. My social links Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat is fav 1323 00:59:49,840 --> 00:59:50,439 Speaker 8: rim as well. 1324 00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:53,560 Speaker 7: P h O R E V E R I M. 1325 00:59:53,840 --> 00:59:57,800 Speaker 5: I'm gonna get that one more times. 1326 00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:01,240 Speaker 2: Yes, make sure you click the link in this episode 1327 01:00:01,320 --> 01:00:05,880 Speaker 2: description to make sure you can find four and y'all. 1328 01:00:06,040 --> 01:00:10,080 Speaker 2: Make sure you are subscribed to A the YouTube, A 1329 01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:14,200 Speaker 2: the podcast that you are checking out, the Good Vibe 1330 01:00:14,280 --> 01:00:21,800 Speaker 2: Treat because we have a lot of you know what, 1331 01:00:21,840 --> 01:00:23,640 Speaker 2: I almost forgot. I was I wanted to ask you 1332 01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:25,600 Speaker 2: to do that, and then I just got so used 1333 01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:27,960 Speaker 2: to seeing you with the mask, but it felt like 1334 01:00:28,400 --> 01:00:29,920 Speaker 2: I was looking at your face already. 1335 01:00:29,960 --> 01:00:36,200 Speaker 3: But wow, handsome face personality. I feel like I'm speaking 1336 01:00:36,240 --> 01:00:39,439 Speaker 3: to a whole new person sort of but not really. 1337 01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:42,280 Speaker 3: It's the eyes. The eyes, that was the. 1338 01:00:42,320 --> 01:00:45,880 Speaker 7: Eyes I was peaking through. Yeah, well here I am 1339 01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:49,800 Speaker 7: a flash. You said it. I had to take it 1340 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:50,439 Speaker 7: off at some point. 1341 01:00:50,520 --> 01:00:53,080 Speaker 3: It's true. I believe, Yeah she did. I'm glad that 1342 01:00:53,120 --> 01:00:54,160 Speaker 3: you had. Thank you for listening. 1343 01:00:54,960 --> 01:00:59,320 Speaker 7: Good boy, definitely good boy. 1344 01:01:02,360 --> 01:01:04,600 Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for coming on our show for. 1345 01:01:05,040 --> 01:01:07,120 Speaker 7: Well, for sure, thank you all for having me. Love 1346 01:01:07,160 --> 01:01:07,680 Speaker 7: what y'all doing. 1347 01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:10,440 Speaker 3: Keep going, Yeah, make sure you check for out. 1348 01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:12,520 Speaker 2: Make sure you check him out on Instagram and all 1349 01:01:12,600 --> 01:01:16,880 Speaker 2: his channels and click a link in this episode description. 1350 01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:19,040 Speaker 3: Bitches are tipsy and high rate. 1351 01:01:24,400 --> 01:01:24,680 Speaker 7: Bitch. 1352 01:01:24,880 --> 01:01:25,720 Speaker 3: You know what's it do. 1353 01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:29,320 Speaker 2: Good Mom's Bad Choices is a production of the Black 1354 01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:33,040 Speaker 2: Effect podcast Network. For more podcasts from iHeartRadio, visit the 1355 01:01:33,080 --> 01:01:36,360 Speaker 2: iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your 1356 01:01:36,360 --> 01:01:39,760 Speaker 2: favorite shows. 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