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Speaker 1: Here it is strawberry letta. Whoo. All right, subject, get

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Speaker 1: ready for this when my son caught me cheating. Dear

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Speaker 1: Stephen Shirley, I've been married to my amazing husband for

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Speaker 1: I love my husband, but his job requires a lot

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Speaker 1: There are absolutely no feelings involved. Well, a few weekends ago,

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Speaker 1: my husband was out of town and my children were

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Speaker 1: He came over and we were getting down and dirty

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Speaker 1: in my living room, when, to my surprise, my eighteen

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Speaker 1: God he was just standing there in shock for a

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Speaker 1: but he's normal with my husband and his siblings. My

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Speaker 1: for forgiveness. What else can I do? This is like

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Speaker 1: one of the most hurtful letters I think we've ever had.

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Speaker 1: I mean, really, it doesn't get much worse than this.

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Speaker 1: And how disrespectful and ratchet of you to be having

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Speaker 1: sex in your living room where your husband and your

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Speaker 1: about how amazing your husband is for eighteen years, how

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Speaker 1: had sex in your living room. This is crazy. I mean, really,

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Speaker 1: you gambled with your marriage, you got caught, and now, hey,

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Speaker 1: whatever happens happens, You've talked to your pastor. I'm glad

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Speaker 1: about that and I'm especially pleased that you have prayed

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Speaker 1: and asked for forgiveness. But although you know God forgives

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Speaker 1: us for our sins and all of that, you may

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Speaker 1: to God's up to your son. Now, you really really

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Speaker 1: really need to talk to your son. I know he's

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Speaker 1: to find a way to get through to him. Uh,

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Speaker 1: and talk to him and and tell him you know,

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Speaker 1: this is a mistake. This was a mistake. You didn't

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Speaker 1: mean it. You love your husband. All you got to

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Speaker 1: you gotta convince your son that, um, almost what he saw,

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Speaker 1: he didn't really see almost almost you. I know you

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Speaker 1: can't do that. I'm just saying, you really got to

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Speaker 1: talk to him. Oh he saw it. I know that,

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Speaker 1: But I'm just saying, you really, really really have to

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Speaker 1: this really really is. If your husband finds out, I'm

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Speaker 1: pretty sure you're done. Steve. Yeah, I see this one

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Speaker 1: Why people start their letters, Yeah, you know they always

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Speaker 1: I love my husband, amazing to my amazing husband for

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Speaker 1: I can't. I can't say that ain't gonna happen to you.

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Speaker 1: The loneliness got so bad that I started having an

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Speaker 1: to faire fault. Strictly this all this phone now strictly

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Speaker 1: come back early. Never crossed his mind, his mind, I'm

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Speaker 1: My damn pants off, dog. It ain't no way. I

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Speaker 1: He's stupid. Now let's move over to your stupid ass. Okay,

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Speaker 1: because everybody in your damn that are stupid. To me,

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Speaker 1: what the hell was you thinking in your house, disrespecting

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Speaker 1: you damn sure. Ain't no amazing wife. You're trifling and tricky.

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Speaker 1: You got over your house in the living room, just

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Speaker 1: he eighteen years old. Lord, No, it's been on his mind.

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Speaker 1: your mama. It's getting jammed another dude. Dad ain't his daddy,

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Speaker 1: thank you. Man, that's terrible what he jacked out. Now

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Speaker 1: he run to his room. You put your clothes on it,

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Speaker 1: telling your daddy is not the reason the family ruined.

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Speaker 1: We'll get on that right after that. Yeah, we'll have

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Speaker 1: birt two of Steve's response. Let's recap today's Strawberry letters.

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Speaker 1: Subject okay, this health for marriage to her maids and

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Speaker 1: his act of infidelity which caused you to do this?

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Speaker 1: You just did it because you were just feeling lonely,

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Speaker 1: so you got to looked up with this coworker yours

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Speaker 1: two out of three? Only thing missing? Now? Love? Love, companionship,

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Speaker 1: everything that? Who ain't looking for that? Who ain't looking

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Speaker 1: I'm telling you right now that's unthinkable. But even more

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Speaker 1: unthinkable is you had the man come to your home

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Speaker 1: where you raise your family. Y'all been on that couch

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Speaker 1: now oh oh oh, I ain't no more eating prop

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Speaker 1: corn when it fall on the cushion. No more huh. Hello. See,

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Speaker 1: now you're the change the dynamics of the couch. But

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Speaker 1: he was here a real trifling part. Your eighteen year

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Speaker 1: process process this. First of all, man, this my mama,

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Speaker 1: whoa whoa hold up man who out in held in

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Speaker 1: such high esteem since birth? Who was the first woman

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Speaker 1: talking to your father is not the destruction of the

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Speaker 1: families you destroyed. No no, no, no no no no. See,

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Speaker 1: Ain't normal? You didn't jack this boy up? Yeah, he

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Speaker 1: Let me tell you, man, But this little dude who

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Speaker 1: You hear your son still jacked up when you're going

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Speaker 1: to my past I don't know what your pastor told you,

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Speaker 1: probably forgave you because he do forgive absolutely. I ain't

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Speaker 1: what you can do is you could tell Ain't your

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Speaker 1: I've been eighteen before. Ain't know where I walk in,

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Speaker 1: See my mama, you can't erase, no, doc, you can't test.

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Speaker 1: You didn't. You didn't see lady, you trifle it because

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Speaker 1: because they lie when you're doing dirty stuff. It's noise

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Speaker 1: fans on didn't hotter hell in here? No? No, cain't this.

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Speaker 1: Cain't this young boy like use this to his advantage though,

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Speaker 1: Can't he still got a daddy? No, I mean he

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Speaker 1: about this. Now, why is that jackhammer going? Said subject?

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Speaker 1: My son caught me cheating? Uh? If we did, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: put his protein back. Everything happened. Wow, daddy, it's gonna

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Speaker 1: Because I let him come in here to have band practice.

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Speaker 1: father Sunday, she got to go. Yeah everywhere. She has

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Speaker 1: Yeah she has really really you see your mama getting

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Speaker 1: you think it's shady, man, and who wants to see

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Speaker 1: their parents like that. That's just no, no, no, that

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Speaker 1: The other dudes. Lord, yeah, man, that's all yeah, yeah see,

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Speaker 1: but but see that's a whole nother thing to get over.

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Speaker 1: But I cracked one time, and and it scared me

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Speaker 1: Oh baby, I had a little crayon in my hand.

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Speaker 1: I mama, come get out your dad or your mom,

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Speaker 1: daddy and mama propone who was talking to nobody see

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Speaker 1: your artwork? Right? And next thing you know, I had

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Speaker 1: fighting about? Now? Oh my god, your mom was on

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Speaker 1: top old she holding him down us. Bad image when

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Speaker 1: want you to come over, my husband come over with Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm dog. You can't. You can't talk me into the No, no, no,

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Speaker 1: haven't seen that happen. Oh, I've seen that passion. Oh

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Speaker 1: not well, no, I know a dude that was over

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Speaker 1: this girl's house. But when I was young, I was

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Speaker 1: I'm doing. I get the moving trying to remember that

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Speaker 1: I jumped down. I didn't touch nothing but landings. Whoa,

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Speaker 1: when I ran, I ran outside. I damn that bike.

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Speaker 1: I ain't got time being over remember this combination you

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