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Speaker 1: All right, let's get it going right here, right now.

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Speaker 2: This is Eyes up Here, and.

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Speaker 1: You're listening and watching and taking a brand new episode

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Speaker 1: of Eyes up Here. You didn't know by now. My

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Speaker 1: name is Chad and every single week I'm joined here

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Speaker 1: by the easy star of this show, the Vampire Girl.

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Speaker 1: Today she's got a very cool shirt on. We'll hear

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Speaker 1: about that soon, but it is.

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Speaker 3: I am an honorary Vampire Girl today with my new shirt.

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Speaker 3: And like you said, we'll talk about to But everything

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Speaker 3: going all.

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Speaker 1: Right, everything's great, and you want to start hot?

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Speaker 3: I do? Is she here?

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Speaker 1: We start about as hot as you could possibly get

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Speaker 1: it going.

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Speaker 3: So I'm wearing this shirt because I want to honor

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Speaker 3: our guest today, Miss Shelley Martinez is here?

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Speaker 4: Where are you?

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Speaker 5: This is what I did all day yesterday.

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Speaker 4: I made a studio in my girl.

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Speaker 3: Wow, how beautiful is that? At first I said to myself,

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Speaker 3: is that a Ferris wheel behind her? And why is

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Speaker 3: it my time? And where is she? But then I

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Speaker 3: was like, wait a minute, no, that looks great.

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Speaker 4: I'm in my bet cave. I love it.

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Speaker 3: It looks so good.

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Speaker 4: This is the first time me using it because I

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Speaker 4: spent like all day yesterday, like putting it all together

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Speaker 4: because on the other side of my garage is my gym.

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Speaker 4: So it's like I've been really trying to like focus

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Speaker 4: on because there's this really cute place in downtown La

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Speaker 4: like to shoot and it kind of has this vibe,

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Speaker 4: and it's like, dude, I'm spending all this money on

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Speaker 4: this like space, why not just like make my own

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Speaker 4: and just like make it better. Like my couch sucks,

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Speaker 4: it's my old couch, but you know they'll get there.

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Speaker 4: I'll get a good little couch.

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Speaker 3: And you can't even see your couch because your boobs

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Speaker 3: take up the whole lens. So yeah, it's exactly. Look

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Speaker 3: look what I'm I'm sporting today. Yes, I said in

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Speaker 3: your intro, I said, I'm not an honorary vampire girl. Absolutely,

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Speaker 3: I'm not trying to steal your gimmick by any means.

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Speaker 3: But she was nice enough to send me a shirt,

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Speaker 3: and I said, come on the show. Let's promote whatever

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Speaker 3: you're doing and chit chat because it's been a hot minute.

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Speaker 3: I haven't seen your face since we did the Bikini

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Speaker 3: Swimsuits Spectacular Showdown whatever it was called.

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Speaker 4: August August.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's terrible. We you know, her and I are

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Speaker 3: the worst. We will text back and forth, you know,

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Speaker 3: because we we've kept in touch now for a million years, right,

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Speaker 3: and we're always like, we need to FaceTime, we need

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Speaker 3: to sit. We never get around to it, and it's

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Speaker 3: terrible and we really need to do that.

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Speaker 4: I agree, Well, at least we're here.

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Speaker 1: We can and I'm just spator, So FaceTime, I'm.

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Speaker 3: Just saying how shitty we are because we keep saying

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Speaker 3: we're going to do it and we never do it.

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Speaker 3: But you're here now. So what has been going on

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Speaker 3: in the life of miss Martinez? Fill us in let

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Speaker 3: us know.

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Speaker 4: Well, a whole lot.

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Speaker 5: Of course, I have my secret society, that's always a given.

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Speaker 4: But you know, ever since I was in TNA, I

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Speaker 4: had this idea of having this like boutique where it

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Speaker 4: but like, you know, stuff that I love because something

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Speaker 4: because they're getting paid, Like I've wasted so much money.

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Speaker 4: So I wanted to bring like a place where people

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Speaker 4: can like get the things that I love without like

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Speaker 4: cutting the middleman kind of thing. So back in TNA,

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Speaker 4: before social media was what it was, I just kind

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Speaker 4: of saw it as like having like this boutique of

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Speaker 4: making it happen. So I built my website. I got

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Speaker 4: you look so lovely in and they come in Vampire

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Speaker 4: I have some flower hair clips because dumb Shelley. Let's

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Speaker 4: see what else do I have in there? I have

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Speaker 3: What was oh?

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Speaker 4: I have like a digital download. So it's just a

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Speaker 4: bunch of fun stuff and it's like I do have

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Speaker 4: my official merchandise on there, but it's nothing to do

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Speaker 4: with like my secret society or posting like stuff for

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Speaker 4: like my sexy content. It's like literally my little online

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Speaker 4: boutique that it just so happens. That's where my stuff is.

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Speaker 4: And on Sunday, I'm going to be hosting my first

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Speaker 4: ever meet and greet on Good Vibrations boutique dot com.

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Speaker 3: Oh that's so you're going to be live and selling

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Speaker 3: live QDC.

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Speaker 4: Well, just like how we did, like did the bikini thing.

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Speaker 4: You know, it's a thing, but it's gonna be on

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Speaker 4: Good Vibrations Boutique and it'll also go to my YouTube

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Speaker 4: channel of live stream and I'm using stream yarticles. I'm

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Speaker 4: to call like video in and just be like, hey,

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Speaker 4: I bought that so I could chat with them while

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Speaker 4: I sign it. So we'll see how it goes. We

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Speaker 4: know how technology is sometimes, so.

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Speaker 3: That's a good idea. I you know, on Twitter, you

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Speaker 3: have like all these different things that you're promoting and

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Speaker 3: I'm just like, I don't know what is what you

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Speaker 3: know because they're so you have like five different links

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Speaker 3: you have this break it down for me. So you

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Speaker 3: just explained the website that you're you're promoting. When you

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Speaker 3: say your secret Society, okay, is that different than say,

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Speaker 3: like the only fan are you still doing OnlyFans?

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Speaker 4: Well, here's the thing. My Secret Society is my exclusive

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Speaker 4: membership for those of you out theres that don't know,

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Speaker 4: just exclusive content, whether it's videos, photos, you name it,

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Speaker 4: it's there. I have only fans. But the way I

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Speaker 5: Just use OnlyFans, so that's why I have it there

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Speaker 4: And it's at the fifteen dollars tier that I have

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Speaker 4: is on my Patreon just because I used to just

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Speaker 4: solely use it for my Secret Society. And then my website,

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Speaker 4: shall i Martinez dot net. Some people don't like to

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Speaker 4: be on these social media platforms. They like old school.

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Speaker 4: They want an old school website. So the reason why

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Speaker 4: I have so many different options for people is because

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Speaker 4: literally my my audience is some of them just want OnlyFans,

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Speaker 4: some of them just want patreons, some of them just

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Speaker 4: want my website. Now, if I was more over in life,

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Speaker 4: I can command everyone to just go on my.

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Speaker 3: Secret side way over, stop that, but it's over.

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Speaker 4: I wouldn't. I would be able to boss my people

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Speaker 5: That's why I'm able to do what I do for

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Speaker 4: What it's a lot, but it's worth it because I

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Speaker 4: get to do what I want to do.

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Speaker 3: Yes, exactly, no, And I'm not knocking it by any means.

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Speaker 3: I'm just like I see certain links and I'm just

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Speaker 3: like I get confused because I'm like, Okay, what link

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Speaker 3: And so when I wanted to have you on here,

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Speaker 3: They're signing up for the right product.

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Speaker 4: Oh and then I just started another side.

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Speaker 3: I told you you need link Tree.

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Speaker 1: You ever hear link Tree?

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Speaker 4: Yeah? Like, if you go to Shelley Secret Society dot com,

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Speaker 4: it's Gary organized. I put it right there if you

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Speaker 4: long story short as I can make it, I'm a

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Speaker 4: failed foot model fetish model.

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Speaker 5: I tried it. It didn't work out for me. I

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Speaker 4: Girls or fellas that do it, but for me, it

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Speaker 5: Wanted, it made me a few bucks.

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Speaker 4: But to like add that of my roster of things

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Speaker 4: I did a poll on Twitter, on my Secret Society Twitter,

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Speaker 3: So do you not do full content on the other sites.

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Speaker 4: I mean I do, but it's more like the foot

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Speaker 4: giving them the wrinkle, like all the things they love

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Speaker 4: I was giving to them. Yeah, but now it's more like, Okay,

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Speaker 4: like you know what, I mean to like sit there

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Speaker 4: because I got all these other sites I'm working on.

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Speaker 4: So that's why I was just like, you know what,

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Speaker 4: I don't think it's for me. I think I should

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Speaker 4: just work that my audience likes to pay for my

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Speaker 4: boobs and my butt, and that's it.

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Speaker 3: I find it interesting because, like I dabbled in the

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Speaker 3: foot fetish realm, I didn't know much about it. You know,

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Speaker 3: I always got requests for my feet. Now I'm gonna

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Speaker 3: go on record and say, my feet are the drizzling shits.

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Speaker 3: My feet to me look like Fred Flintstone when he

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Speaker 3: So it's like, I know, yeah, but you're picking out

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Speaker 4: then the next day I didn't remember what happened like

435
00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:38,240
Speaker 4: at the end of the night, and I don't like that.

436
00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:41,080
Speaker 4: And then like I heard rumors about things that I did,

437
00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:43,680
Speaker 4: and like half people said I did it, half people

438
00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:46,080
Speaker 4: said I didn't. So I don't know.

439
00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:48,800
Speaker 3: My ring light wasn't on. I was like, I look

440
00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:53,000
Speaker 3: really dark, Sorry about that. No, it's me being selfish

441
00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:56,119
Speaker 3: wanting a weekend with my friends. And I said, we

442
00:21:56,560 --> 00:21:59,080
Speaker 3: discussed this before. I'm just like, oh, I just want

443
00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:01,320
Speaker 3: to hang out, like with my friends. I want us

444
00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:03,639
Speaker 3: all to be booked, I want us all to make money,

445
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:06,680
Speaker 3: and I want to s all the hangout because in wrestling,

446
00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:09,400
Speaker 3: your friends don't live down the street from you. They

447
00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,760
Speaker 3: live in different states and you never get to see

448
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:16,160
Speaker 3: them unless you're working together. So, you know, as much

449
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:19,000
Speaker 3: as I would love to plan a girl's weekend where

450
00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:23,200
Speaker 3: I can fly to some you know, on Charted Island

451
00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:26,959
Speaker 3: and hang out, I have kids. I have responsibility. I

452
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:29,680
Speaker 3: can't if it's not a payday, I just can't get

453
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:32,480
Speaker 3: up and go far, you know what I mean. So

454
00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:35,399
Speaker 3: it's just a way for me to see you or

455
00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:39,120
Speaker 3: other people, which is nice. You know, it's a paid way.

456
00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:44,680
Speaker 4: Absolutely, I get it. WrestleMania is supposed to be here,

457
00:22:44,840 --> 00:22:47,240
Speaker 4: and like, however, what twenty three next year?

458
00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:54,440
Speaker 3: I guess is it for that kan Kan? Yeah, because

459
00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:58,280
Speaker 3: this year it's in Dallas. So if I well, I

460
00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:00,439
Speaker 3: don't know if you've heard, but this this might be

461
00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:03,119
Speaker 3: my last year because you know it's it's the fifty

462
00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:06,560
Speaker 3: and Fabulous store because I'll be fifty next month. Whoa,

463
00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:10,600
Speaker 3: and you know I might be hanging it up. So

464
00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:12,760
Speaker 3: I'm not sure. But if I but if I pulitary

465
00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:15,160
Speaker 3: Funk and I come back, I will try to get

466
00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:16,040
Speaker 3: to La.

467
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:19,520
Speaker 4: Just do that one, Like, just just do that one, oh,

468
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 4: because it brings you here. You'll make the money. You'll

469
00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:24,040
Speaker 4: make good money because they know that's the only time

470
00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 4: I'm only going so I can go to California. Then

471
00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:28,600
Speaker 4: you go and everyone's like, oh my god, this is

472
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:29,960
Speaker 4: the last time to see Francine.

473
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:32,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have to promote it that way. Well, well

474
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 3: we have some time to do that. But uh yeah,

475
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:41,480
Speaker 3: that's just me being selfish wanting to see you. So

476
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,000
Speaker 3: I don't know. I just keep it in the back

477
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,639
Speaker 3: of your head. I can always get your books somewhere

478
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:48,760
Speaker 3: somewhere fun.

479
00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:51,680
Speaker 4: It just doesn't seem Maybe it's just.

480
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,280
Speaker 3: Me there, Maybe it's no one else, and I'm glad

481
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:57,720
Speaker 3: it's you. Maybe I'm doing the signing at a store

482
00:23:57,800 --> 00:24:01,800
Speaker 3: and I say, oh, would you like a vampire because

483
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:05,400
Speaker 3: I know one, you know, and I would do it. Well,

484
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:07,840
Speaker 3: we need to get that done because maybe maybe we

485
00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:12,840
Speaker 3: can promote two thousand and six fake ec dub television,

486
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:16,600
Speaker 3: Me and you, any promoters out there when the books

487
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:17,000
Speaker 3: Shelly and I.

488
00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:18,560
Speaker 1: Theres a market for it, for.

489
00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:23,600
Speaker 3: Sure for it, I'm telling you. But it was a

490
00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:26,959
Speaker 3: great year, and and it was it was such I

491
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,720
Speaker 3: think back on that, and there's fans who always put,

492
00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:32,439
Speaker 3: like you and I the graphics up from our little feud,

493
00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:35,520
Speaker 3: the tiny little feud that it could have been so

494
00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:40,080
Speaker 3: much more, right. I remember you and I. They gave

495
00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:44,960
Speaker 3: us a minute and a half, maybe two at the most, right,

496
00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:48,040
Speaker 3: and I remember you and I going over it right

497
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:52,640
Speaker 3: in front of Gorilla, and I remember Jr. Walking by

498
00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:55,359
Speaker 3: and looking at us and good luck ladies, you know,

499
00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:58,040
Speaker 3: and we just looked at each other like this is

500
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:03,040
Speaker 3: the shits, you know, like we knew how bad it was.

501
00:25:03,119 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 3: They didn't let us do anything, and here was that here? Yeah,

502
00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:11,639
Speaker 3: I mean it couldn't. We could have did so much

503
00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:16,640
Speaker 3: more and they just I don't know, it just could

504
00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:18,359
Speaker 3: it could have been bigger than it was.

505
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:24,800
Speaker 4: So what's interesting is like, Okay, when we were living it, right, yeah,

506
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:26,600
Speaker 4: it was kind of like all you and I can

507
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:29,760
Speaker 4: do was just crack jokes and you know, make fun

508
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:32,000
Speaker 4: of ourselves for being so unover with them.

509
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:37,480
Speaker 5: But like it's so cool now. Is something I didn't realize.

510
00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:39,840
Speaker 4: When I was living in it was how awesome we

511
00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:42,600
Speaker 4: really were. Like I always knew that, like our feud

512
00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:45,200
Speaker 4: would have been great, But when I see the footage

513
00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:47,679
Speaker 4: and I'm like, oh my god, Like I was so

514
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:49,720
Speaker 4: busy living that moment. Now that I can kind of

515
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,879
Speaker 4: like detached from wrestling, I guess you'd say personally, I

516
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:56,800
Speaker 4: watch it and I'm like, dude, this was like amazing,

517
00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:57,399
Speaker 4: Like I.

518
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:02,040
Speaker 5: And it's it's a new realization that I've had.

519
00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:03,919
Speaker 4: I know that might sound weird to like the fans

520
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:07,080
Speaker 4: out there, but like to me, it was always like

521
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 4: when I perform, Okay, I go and perform and I'm done.

522
00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:12,480
Speaker 4: I'm not the no offense that goes and watches myself

523
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,080
Speaker 4: back over to like whatever, I've never been that tight,

524
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,000
Speaker 4: and I'm not knocking it. There's a lot of people

525
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:19,560
Speaker 4: that can learn. I probably could have too my mistakes

526
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,320
Speaker 4: that were consistent or whatever, But I was kind of like,

527
00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:25,439
Speaker 4: I did that moving forward, what's the next match? What

528
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:29,040
Speaker 4: are we doing next? So I was so in that

529
00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:31,760
Speaker 4: mode when all that stuff was going on, especially when

530
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:33,720
Speaker 4: you're on the road, because it's like boom boom boom, boom,

531
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:38,560
Speaker 4: boom boom. Now that I can like appreciate it, it's like,

532
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:41,640
Speaker 4: holy cow, Like we did a good job.

533
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:43,440
Speaker 5: And when they gave us that tiny amount of time,

534
00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:45,600
Speaker 5: like we really killed it.

535
00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:48,200
Speaker 4: And there's some performers out there that are in wrestling

536
00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,359
Speaker 4: that they couldn't pull that off, and I'm really proud

537
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:53,399
Speaker 4: that we were able to at least pull off with

538
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:54,600
Speaker 4: a little bit that.

539
00:26:56,080 --> 00:27:00,199
Speaker 3: Do you remember standing in the back with Undertaker and

540
00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:03,200
Speaker 3: giving him the spot that we wanted to do with

541
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:07,400
Speaker 3: the table and asking him for advice? Do you remember

542
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:11,800
Speaker 3: that Undertakers walking by? Shelley and I are in the

543
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:14,600
Speaker 3: back and we're like, wouldn't it be great if we

544
00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:18,320
Speaker 3: uh we climbed? We were like fight we I think

545
00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 3: I think we were supposed to have each other by

546
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:22,480
Speaker 3: the hair because you and I came up with this

547
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:25,080
Speaker 3: spot in the back and we're like, oh, there's Undertaker.

548
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:27,640
Speaker 3: Let's let's pitch it to him and see what he says,

549
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:29,800
Speaker 3: like like he gave a ship. But he was very nice,

550
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:33,960
Speaker 3: very nice. Uh. We Shelley and I had each other

551
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,159
Speaker 3: by the hair and we go into the corner and

552
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:40,239
Speaker 3: we climb the ropes right and there's a table and

553
00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,880
Speaker 3: both of us wanted to crash through the table together

554
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,760
Speaker 3: and we yes, and we pitched it the Undertaker and

555
00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:50,480
Speaker 3: he's like, I think that sounds great. I think you

556
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 3: should tell somebody. We're like, oh, well, we're telling you.

557
00:27:55,920 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 3: And I don't know if we thought that he was

558
00:27:57,640 --> 00:28:00,480
Speaker 3: gonna just help us, but he didn't. He was like

559
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 3: great ladies, and he walked away. And then I think

560
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:07,119
Speaker 3: we might have told uh, I don't know. Did we

561
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:10,159
Speaker 3: tell one of our agents or Johnny's And they were like,

562
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:15,359
Speaker 3: you're not doing that and we were like these things

563
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 3: and nobody wants to hear it, nobody cares, nobody listens.

564
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:22,679
Speaker 3: And that was that. But Undertaker had a big smile,

565
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 3: so we thought we really did I remember that right?

566
00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:28,320
Speaker 3: I was like, did I dream that or did we

567
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:32,640
Speaker 3: really pitch this to to uh mister uh mister Undertaker

568
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:35,440
Speaker 3: and he just was like yeah, and then he walked away.

569
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,200
Speaker 3: But how cool would that spot have been if we

570
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:40,200
Speaker 3: were able to do that on our TV.

571
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:46,400
Speaker 4: They didn't want us to. They didn't care to appease

572
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:52,240
Speaker 4: whatever money making market we had, Like they didn't really care.

573
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 4: And it's dumb because if they cared just a teensy bit,

574
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,680
Speaker 4: we could have actually made them more money. You know.

575
00:28:57,840 --> 00:29:01,320
Speaker 3: Oh, it blows my mind. I remember Mickey James coming

576
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,320
Speaker 3: over to me and catering right, and she was just like, oh,

577
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:07,320
Speaker 3: I heard that you and Shelley are doing something on

578
00:29:07,400 --> 00:29:09,880
Speaker 3: TV this week finally, because you know, I was there

579
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:12,040
Speaker 3: forever and they never used me and I would just

580
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:14,200
Speaker 3: sit there and catering and eat the food and collect

581
00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:17,080
Speaker 3: my check and uh. And she was like, oh, I

582
00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 3: can't wait to see what you guys do. And I said, well,

583
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 3: it's not a lot. They only gave us like two minutes.

584
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,920
Speaker 3: And I was sitting with her when she watched it,

585
00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:31,120
Speaker 3: and her face was literally like this, and.

586
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,120
Speaker 6: I was like, okay, you could say it's the shits,

587
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 6: It's okay, like you know, and she was so unimpressed,

588
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:40,160
Speaker 6: but she knows as a worker it wasn't us, but

589
00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:43,040
Speaker 6: she was like her expectations.

590
00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 2: Were like we like it just went down and she

591
00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:48,520
Speaker 2: just had this look of disgust on her face and

592
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,320
Speaker 2: I just looked at her like, this is my life,

593
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:55,280
Speaker 2: not yours.

594
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 4: I feel most wrestlers in my career, when they see

595
00:29:58,560 --> 00:29:59,880
Speaker 4: me in the ring, make that.

596
00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:04,200
Speaker 3: Now when your badge is boss.

597
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:11,480
Speaker 4: But it's it's so funny because now people like trained

598
00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:14,920
Speaker 4: with people that I work with on the Indies or

599
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 4: people that been the shows in Me and the Indian

600
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:20,200
Speaker 4: they see me go. So I don't need to explain myself,

601
00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,280
Speaker 4: but people want to say I stuck. I get it

602
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:25,880
Speaker 4: because when I was both aerial and swing it, they

603
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 4: didn't give me an opportunity to showcase anybody. So I

604
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:33,960
Speaker 4: don't blame people for that. But it's so crazy because

605
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:38,239
Speaker 4: people who have trained with me and then like like

606
00:30:38,280 --> 00:30:41,080
Speaker 4: for example, in wwe like some of us train together

607
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:44,800
Speaker 4: and then we get on TV eventually together, they kind

608
00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 4: of like would have this like jobbing me out kind

609
00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:51,959
Speaker 4: of vi like like I'm not that good and all

610
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,880
Speaker 4: this because I wasn't really doing anything. And it's like

611
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,640
Speaker 4: when a situation like that where we didn't have much

612
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,640
Speaker 4: we could even do like we had that crowd. That crowd,

613
00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:04,440
Speaker 4: we had them from the moment we came out to

614
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:06,920
Speaker 4: the moment we went back in. And that's what you do.

615
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,360
Speaker 4: It doesn't matter if you're doing a bunch of moves,

616
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 4: it doesn't matter. What matters is connecting with the audience

617
00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 4: to make them feel like it's real. And we made

618
00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:18,760
Speaker 4: everyone in that arena feel like that was real, and

619
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,120
Speaker 4: we were really pissed at each other. We're really going

620
00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 4: at it. And so it's just funny to me that

621
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,800
Speaker 4: people want to be like, oh, show these shits and

622
00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 4: it's like, okay, you're saying that. Mickey said that, just.

623
00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 3: No, no, no, it was just disappointment in her face,

624
00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:36,600
Speaker 3: Like her face just went from a smile to just

625
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:40,080
Speaker 3: discuss and I could see her as clear as day,

626
00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:41,840
Speaker 3: and I'm just like, I hope she doesn't think it's

627
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,760
Speaker 3: my fault, because you're only as good as they want

628
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:49,720
Speaker 3: you to be. It's it's a proven fact. You can

629
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 3: have all the talent in the world, but they can

630
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 3: make you look like shit. Because I tell these I

631
00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:58,480
Speaker 3: tell it to the fans all the time. You have

632
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,840
Speaker 3: to do what they tell you to do. I can't

633
00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:03,320
Speaker 3: just walk out there and do fifty moves because I

634
00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 3: know how and get myself up. No, no, you have

635
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:10,680
Speaker 3: to listen to what the script calls for. And people

636
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:14,959
Speaker 3: can't understand that, and they blame the talent, but they

637
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 3: should be blaming the writers, the producers, the people who

638
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:21,600
Speaker 3: are in charge. It's not the talent's fault. And people

639
00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 3: don't seem to realize that. So you're not the shits

640
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 3: you're well, don't don't let them make you think that

641
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:31,440
Speaker 3: you are.

642
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 4: Because well, that's that's what I'm saying, is like these

643
00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:38,960
Speaker 4: people my whole wrestling career, there's a group of people

644
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 4: like in the business with us, you know, among us

645
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:45,120
Speaker 4: that they have this opinion of me like that, And

646
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,360
Speaker 4: I've never been one to be like try to prove

647
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:50,160
Speaker 4: them wrong because then, like when I'm in training with

648
00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:52,920
Speaker 4: those same people, especially after they got a name for themselves,

649
00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:55,840
Speaker 4: they're outside of the room, not doing drills with everybody

650
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,680
Speaker 4: because they think they're too over. Whereas me, I did

651
00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 4: it because I had a show a show to do

652
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:03,200
Speaker 4: that weekend. I want to make sure my footwork's good.

653
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,960
Speaker 4: That's why I train I train so that I don't

654
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,520
Speaker 4: mess up in my matches and I'm crisp and I

655
00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:11,000
Speaker 4: can be more present in my characters instead of being

656
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:15,320
Speaker 4: like oh okay, and then what. So it's funny to

657
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:18,520
Speaker 4: me that these people, when I have this opinion and

658
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:20,280
Speaker 4: that's why I say that, have trained with me, so

659
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 4: they know and like, because I don't go and try

660
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:28,760
Speaker 4: to prove myself, they like continue to like what. And

661
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 4: it's so funny because it's like, I don't need to

662
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 4: prove myself to anybody. First of all, I'm saving my body,

663
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 4: so like whatever, Like, no, I've already done stupid stuff

664
00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,520
Speaker 4: already with my body. I don't need it for you

665
00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 4: to be like, oh, Shelly is good. I remember I

666
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:46,160
Speaker 4: had a match with and it was a really awesome match,

667
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:48,760
Speaker 4: and it was with a girl who in real life

668
00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,760
Speaker 4: I had a very ugly falling out with. And later

669
00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:54,240
Speaker 4: I found out that they booked that match because they

670
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:56,560
Speaker 4: thought I was an a beater up. So I was like,

671
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:58,760
Speaker 4: are you kidding me? So it's already set up right

672
00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:04,000
Speaker 4: well her and I she called me, owned up to everything, apologized,

673
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:06,240
Speaker 4: and we talked things out so we can have a

674
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,960
Speaker 4: good match and be civil because prior to her screwing

675
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,239
Speaker 4: me over, I always thought I'd have an amazing match

676
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,680
Speaker 4: with her, so I always wanted to wrestle her. So

677
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:16,920
Speaker 4: I thought it was really cool that I got that moment.

678
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,240
Speaker 4: And then we had this awesome match. And the person

679
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 4: one of the people that booked me, when I came

680
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:23,520
Speaker 4: to the back, instead of him being like damn, that

681
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:26,680
Speaker 4: was awesome, like the crowd was like all about it,

682
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,040
Speaker 4: he was like mad. He goes, oh, I could tell

683
00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:35,360
Speaker 4: you've been training. I'm like, yeah, you're good. That was

684
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 4: really good.

685
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,360
Speaker 5: And I never heard from that person ever again.

686
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:42,960
Speaker 3: It's so bizarre. It goes back to like I remember

687
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:46,000
Speaker 3: the first night that I don't know where we were,

688
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,480
Speaker 3: but the first night that they put me with balls

689
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:53,200
Speaker 3: and we did the thing with you and Kevin and

690
00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 3: we got all four of us were so over and

691
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 3: Johnny Ace was so happy in the bat Do you remember,

692
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:04,359
Speaker 3: like did the arena? They were so loud. They were

693
00:35:04,440 --> 00:35:07,319
Speaker 3: so loud throughout the whole thing. And it was the

694
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:11,200
Speaker 3: night that I'm gonna tell this story. It was the

695
00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:15,960
Speaker 3: night that I was driving with al Snow and I

696
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:21,600
Speaker 3: had parfays for do you remember this? I got two

697
00:35:21,680 --> 00:35:29,279
Speaker 3: parfays from McDonald's. Gotta remember the story. Two parfays from McDonald's.

698
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:30,799
Speaker 3: We did a drive through and I didn't want a

699
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:33,680
Speaker 3: burger and I didn't want chicken. I said, I'll be healthy.

700
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:35,920
Speaker 3: I'll have two parfaes with a fruit parfait with like

701
00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:39,440
Speaker 3: yogurt and granola and all this shit, right, And it

702
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 3: was you and me and the boys out there, and

703
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:45,480
Speaker 3: I had I don't know if I was practicing the

704
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:49,200
Speaker 3: Luthez jump before TV or I did something. We did

705
00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 3: something together, but I was having bathroom problems because of

706
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:56,920
Speaker 3: all the granola and the yogurt. Do you remember this?

707
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,840
Speaker 3: And I'm like, Shelley, if I run away, you'll know

708
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 3: it was a house show. It wasn't TV. And I

709
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:05,560
Speaker 3: kept running to the back. We were in Gorilla. I'm like,

710
00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,400
Speaker 3: I'll be right back. Ran to the bathroom, but we

711
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:11,239
Speaker 3: went out there. I finally I calmed my stomach down

712
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:14,240
Speaker 3: and we went out there. The place was so freaking loud,

713
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:18,239
Speaker 3: and I remember coming to the back and thinking, this

714
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 3: is gonna be great because we won't have to do

715
00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:24,120
Speaker 3: the bikini bullshit anymore. We're gonna get to work. I'm

716
00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:26,719
Speaker 3: gonna get to work. Together, which we were comfortable with

717
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:29,040
Speaker 3: each other, and I thought there was gonna be this big,

718
00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 3: long program and Johnny pulled me to the side told

719
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaker 3: me how over we all were, this, that and the other,

720
00:36:34,560 --> 00:36:36,960
Speaker 3: and then they completely share on us. And I don't

721
00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:40,120
Speaker 3: understand why companies do this. I don't get it now.

722
00:36:40,160 --> 00:36:45,359
Speaker 3: I know Balls took drugs and ruined, ruined me and him,

723
00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 3: but I mean they could put me with someone else

724
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,600
Speaker 3: and they chose not to. So I mean that made

725
00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:54,719
Speaker 3: it made me think, am I that horrible a performer?

726
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 4: Like?

727
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,359
Speaker 3: Did they not see something in me? That palls all

728
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:01,759
Speaker 3: in me? Like it's it's just it's a mind. It

729
00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:04,840
Speaker 3: screws with your mind, It really doesn't. It makes you

730
00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:09,040
Speaker 3: think that you're worthless. And that company is they're They're

731
00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:10,960
Speaker 3: known for it, and it's a shame.

732
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:16,520
Speaker 4: The thing is is like, first of all, I was

733
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:21,000
Speaker 4: so distracted behind the scenes, like when people were like, oh,

734
00:37:21,080 --> 00:37:23,319
Speaker 4: like how I was always always tell people I was

735
00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 4: too busy. Unfortunately, this makes me my vomit chasing unavailable

736
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 4: guys that I wanted to be my boyfriend. So but

737
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,839
Speaker 4: the thing is is, I'm kind of glad that I'm

738
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:36,640
Speaker 4: a stage five clinger. Like that because stage five, like

739
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:40,719
Speaker 4: I think me being distracted with chasing these guys I

740
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 4: wanted to be my boyfriend.

741
00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:44,439
Speaker 5: It kept me away from like the politics.

742
00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:49,479
Speaker 4: I had no idea until like like towards the end,

743
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:53,160
Speaker 4: and then years after I left of like how like

744
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:55,640
Speaker 4: all these weird things that were going on behind the scenes.

745
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:59,080
Speaker 3: Oh dude, I never politics, and I got in trouble

746
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:03,319
Speaker 3: for not politics and which which blows my mind. And

747
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:07,399
Speaker 3: then I was told rub oil on your chest and

748
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:09,799
Speaker 3: go knock on Vince McMahon's door and lean over with

749
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:12,640
Speaker 3: your boobs hanging out. One of the agents told me

750
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 3: to do that. Do you believe that? But I go,

751
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:18,239
Speaker 3: I'm not doing that, and I didn't do it, and

752
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:22,920
Speaker 3: probably that's that's probably why I got released. That's what

753
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 3: That's what went one there.

754
00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:28,400
Speaker 4: And that's the thing is like I was so in

755
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:33,319
Speaker 4: my own world that I only knew these things, like

756
00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:36,600
Speaker 4: I said towards the end, because I'll never have name names,

757
00:38:36,719 --> 00:38:40,800
Speaker 4: so people don't come for me. But people have confided

758
00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:43,719
Speaker 4: in me the things that they've done, and they didn't

759
00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:46,080
Speaker 4: feel good about it. And I don't know if it

760
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:48,160
Speaker 4: was because I was kind of like after you left,

761
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:50,279
Speaker 4: I kind of just kind of stayed to myself. You know,

762
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:54,320
Speaker 4: I was friendly, like to everybody, but like stayed to myself.

763
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:56,480
Speaker 5: So I think that some people kind of noticed I

764
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 5: didn't get involved in drama and stuff, so they confided

765
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,279
Speaker 5: in me, and I was like, wait, what what.

766
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:05,080
Speaker 4: This is going on? So my whole thing is I'm

767
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 4: dying to know what was said about me behind the scenes,

768
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:12,120
Speaker 4: like when you're like sitting at the table or on the.

769
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:13,920
Speaker 5: Phone call and they're like, we're gonna fire that area,

770
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:15,360
Speaker 5: like what was said?

771
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,560
Speaker 4: Like I think it's so like I want to know,

772
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:20,799
Speaker 4: not because it's like Adam, I think I would be.

773
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:24,040
Speaker 5: I think it's funny, like does Vince McMahon think I'm

774
00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:25,040
Speaker 5: a dumb bitch like you?

775
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:27,359
Speaker 4: Like I want terror?

776
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:30,880
Speaker 5: And then as time goes on, it's funny because then

777
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:31,480
Speaker 5: I'll find out.

778
00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:33,160
Speaker 4: I'll talk to somebody and they'll like, well, you know,

779
00:39:33,280 --> 00:39:36,279
Speaker 4: this is what happened, and I'm like, oh, now it

780
00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:39,000
Speaker 4: makes sense. And it's so funny because there's people I've

781
00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:41,640
Speaker 4: confronted like hey, I know you have an issue with me.

782
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,279
Speaker 4: No no, no, no, And then life will go on

783
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 4: and then people will fill in the blanks and I'm like,

784
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:50,720
Speaker 4: oh my god, I think it's hilarious. So, hey, anyone

785
00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:53,880
Speaker 4: watching out there, you want to anonymously write me to

786
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:55,360
Speaker 4: tell me what was said. Please.

787
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:59,640
Speaker 5: There was some guy I can't remember who it bothers me.

788
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,640
Speaker 4: I worked on the Indie show, and he said that

789
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,239
Speaker 4: he was there the day that me and Batista got

790
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:09,759
Speaker 4: into it, and like he filled in some blanks. And

791
00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,439
Speaker 4: this wasn't until like in the last like five or years,

792
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,120
Speaker 4: two years or so that I found this out. So

793
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 4: when he filled in some like blanks, I was like,

794
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:19,480
Speaker 4: oh my gosh, because to me, it was just like Okay,

795
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:21,520
Speaker 4: this happened, and then this happened, and this happened, and

796
00:40:21,560 --> 00:40:23,759
Speaker 4: then like I performed and then I came back and

797
00:40:23,800 --> 00:40:26,560
Speaker 4: then whatever, and I got fired. So to hear like

798
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:30,000
Speaker 4: what happened in the guy's locker room and what was

799
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 4: being said, I was.

800
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:35,279
Speaker 3: Like, yeah, like being a fly on the wall, right.

801
00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:36,400
Speaker 4: It's funny.

802
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:41,040
Speaker 3: It's just unfortunate there. I always say, there was so

803
00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:44,680
Speaker 3: much talent that has been misused that has walked through

804
00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:48,359
Speaker 3: that door, and it's just it's not the talent at all,

805
00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:49,319
Speaker 3: you know.

806
00:40:49,520 --> 00:40:50,840
Speaker 1: And I asked you guys a question.

807
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:51,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm sorry interrupt.

808
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:54,000
Speaker 1: Do you think it's still like that today or do

809
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,200
Speaker 1: you think it's evolved at all?

810
00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:57,960
Speaker 4: Nope, I think it's exactly the same same thing.

811
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:01,160
Speaker 3: I kind of all. I still think it's who you know,

812
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 3: and I still stand by you know, homegrown talent gets

813
00:41:06,880 --> 00:41:09,759
Speaker 3: a better shot than somebody you know I can. And

814
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:13,160
Speaker 3: I hate using this term superstar because I don't think

815
00:41:13,160 --> 00:41:16,640
Speaker 3: of myself as a superstar at all, but being a

816
00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:21,399
Speaker 3: superstar in air quotes in another company and then going there,

817
00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:24,480
Speaker 3: and I tried to be as humble as I possibly.

818
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,480
Speaker 3: I mean, I was in catering, getting the girl's stuff

819
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,520
Speaker 3: from catering that were in the business for five years,

820
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:32,160
Speaker 3: and at that point I was in the business for

821
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:35,680
Speaker 3: thirteen years. I had more seniority than any other girl

822
00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 3: in that locker room. And I'm like, oh, would you

823
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 3: like a cookie? I'm gonna go to catering. Would you

824
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 3: like a bottle of wah? Just trying to fit in

825
00:41:42,239 --> 00:41:44,759
Speaker 3: because I don't know these people, and I'm trying to

826
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:46,839
Speaker 3: make friends, especially because you know, you had the wrong

827
00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:51,040
Speaker 3: and SmackDown rosters with us at the time, you know,

828
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:53,000
Speaker 3: And so I'm just trying to be friends with all

829
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:55,760
Speaker 3: these girls and I think I came in with zero

830
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:59,799
Speaker 3: ego and I was still treated like like one guy

831
00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:02,160
Speaker 3: to me, Oh, you should try and join the Diva Search,

832
00:42:03,680 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 3: I said, the Diva sarch are you kidding me right now?

833
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:09,839
Speaker 3: Like what? Well, you know they like the Diva Search. Girl,

834
00:42:09,920 --> 00:42:12,440
Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm so First of all, I'm thirty four

835
00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:15,360
Speaker 3: years old. I'm not gonna join the frigging Diva Search.

836
00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:15,680
Speaker 4: Like.

837
00:42:15,960 --> 00:42:18,520
Speaker 3: It just pissed me. I was pissed. I was. I

838
00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 3: wasn't bitter, but I was just mad that I was

839
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:24,120
Speaker 3: stuck in a bikini, which I didn't do in my twenties.

840
00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 3: Now I'm in my mid thirties and they have us

841
00:42:26,719 --> 00:42:31,560
Speaker 3: running around in bikinis, rolling all over the matt like idiots,

842
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,080
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. It was the same thing

843
00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:36,319
Speaker 3: every single week, and I just I hated going. I

844
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:39,680
Speaker 3: hate it. The only reason why I liked it was

845
00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:42,040
Speaker 3: to see like you and to hang out with the girls,

846
00:42:42,239 --> 00:42:44,600
Speaker 3: because we were starting to get like a little chummy

847
00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:49,000
Speaker 3: except for one that we chow me. You know, we

848
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:51,040
Speaker 3: were starting to hang out and have a good time

849
00:42:51,239 --> 00:42:55,000
Speaker 3: and and it just it's just a they screwed your

850
00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:58,359
Speaker 3: mind and it made me sick. To come to work

851
00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:01,359
Speaker 3: sometimes when I got that don't call and was like, oh,

852
00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:03,640
Speaker 3: you're not need it this weekend, Like Howard would be

853
00:43:03,719 --> 00:43:06,480
Speaker 3: scared to call me and he's like a freight scene.

854
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:08,560
Speaker 3: I'm like, please tell me I'm staying home this weekend

855
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,680
Speaker 3: and he's like, are you okay with that? I'm like, absolutely,

856
00:43:11,760 --> 00:43:16,200
Speaker 3: just send me my check on Monday, because it was draming.

857
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:19,400
Speaker 3: It was draining getting on that airplane and doing four

858
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:23,840
Speaker 3: days and not being not being appreciated and not being used,

859
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:27,400
Speaker 3: you know, Like I remember Ted Dibiassi walking in, well

860
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:29,319
Speaker 3: you're not working tonight, but I'm sure you don't care,

861
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:32,960
Speaker 3: and I'm just like, ew, like, what kind of attitude

862
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 3: is not to get? How do you know? You don't

863
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 3: even know me?

864
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 4: I would just stand that guy by the way, I

865
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 4: just didn't throw that out there.

866
00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 3: But anyway, he wasn't very nice. I mean, I hate

867
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:44,239
Speaker 3: to say he wasn't nice to me. And I never

868
00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:46,600
Speaker 3: did anything to him, but the stuff he would say

869
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:49,400
Speaker 3: to me, and I'm just like, really, sir, how do

870
00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 3: you know I don't care?

871
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:54,800
Speaker 5: You know, as an asshole, I don't care he's an asshole.

872
00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:59,239
Speaker 3: I don't like him. I'm just like, okay, you know,

873
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:03,319
Speaker 3: just not not being given a fair shot today, I

874
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:05,520
Speaker 3: feel like, and even back then, I feel like it's

875
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:08,839
Speaker 3: who you know. If you're chummy, if you have an inn,

876
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:12,640
Speaker 3: if you have a previous relationship with someone, if you're

877
00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 3: a spouse. I think it's a lot easier to get

878
00:44:15,200 --> 00:44:19,240
Speaker 3: a spot than if you are a name from somewhere

879
00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:23,320
Speaker 3: else and you're established. And you know, I was lucky

880
00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:26,080
Speaker 3: because they didn't change my name because it's my birth name,

881
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:27,960
Speaker 3: so I got to use my name that I was

882
00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:30,279
Speaker 3: known for. But they could have gave me a shit.

883
00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:32,200
Speaker 3: I could have been Gertrude for all I know and

884
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:36,040
Speaker 3: walked out, you know, I mean, who cares. I just

885
00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:38,160
Speaker 3: all I wanted to do was work, and they didn't

886
00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:40,439
Speaker 3: let me. And I just feel like you and I

887
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 3: could have had something really magical together and they just

888
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:44,640
Speaker 3: didn't let us do it. So it was just a

889
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:46,520
Speaker 3: missed opportunity. We'll never know.

890
00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:48,719
Speaker 5: I think that's like.

891
00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:52,920
Speaker 4: When people like throughout the years have asked me, you know,

892
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:56,479
Speaker 4: a different interview or just conversations, What it boils down

893
00:44:56,520 --> 00:45:01,840
Speaker 4: to for me is one I started to see how

894
00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:04,520
Speaker 4: some people were getting ahead, and it was on more

895
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:07,439
Speaker 4: on the shady side or whatever. To me, the way

896
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:11,040
Speaker 4: I looked at it was that's not my business ease

897
00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:13,920
Speaker 4: or grown adults making their own choices. If that's what

898
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 4: you choose to do, that's your deal. I'll look this way.

899
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:22,520
Speaker 4: And what annoyed me was that I wasn't being someone

900
00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:24,880
Speaker 4: that's trying to ruffle feathers. I wasn't somebody that was

901
00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:26,960
Speaker 4: trying to start problems or trying to be a do

902
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:30,120
Speaker 4: good or I just kind of kept to myself, did

903
00:45:30,160 --> 00:45:33,160
Speaker 4: my thing, and when I saw these things going down,

904
00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:35,400
Speaker 4: I didn't even judge these people. It was just like, Okay,

905
00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:37,879
Speaker 4: that's how it is, right or maybe if somebody kind

906
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:40,080
Speaker 4: of rubbed me wrong and I found out like they're

907
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 4: not maybe the best person, I would be like, okay,

908
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,520
Speaker 4: now it makes sense, cool whatever, Like I can move

909
00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:47,240
Speaker 4: on from that. So I felt like it was almost

910
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 4: like I got punished for not rolling going with the flow. Yeah,

911
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:55,480
Speaker 4: And he's like, at least I didn't make any troubles,

912
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:59,040
Speaker 4: like you you respectful, You just And the thing is

913
00:45:59,040 --> 00:46:01,280
Speaker 4: is like when you say, oh, you ask these girls

914
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:03,760
Speaker 4: what they want, it's called just being a nice person.

915
00:46:03,920 --> 00:46:07,000
Speaker 4: It's called being a thoughtful person, like who cares like

916
00:46:07,120 --> 00:46:09,360
Speaker 4: you know, and so it's like I kind of feel

917
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:12,640
Speaker 4: I'm right there with you. It was like I could

918
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:15,520
Speaker 4: have made I could have been difficult, like these other

919
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:22,759
Speaker 4: girls are very difficult and drama. Yeah, but like I'm

920
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:26,600
Speaker 4: getting the job done. And the thing is, I made

921
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:29,200
Speaker 4: a tweet not too long ago and I said something

922
00:46:29,239 --> 00:46:32,399
Speaker 4: to the effect about how WWE never gave me any

923
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:34,319
Speaker 4: direction with my character. I just did it and they

924
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 4: saw I was doing a good job and let me

925
00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:38,560
Speaker 4: go with it. And then I said, and it's something

926
00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:42,719
Speaker 4: to the effect to wrestlers that remember, like you create,

927
00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:45,160
Speaker 4: you know, bring life to your characters, not a company.

928
00:46:45,239 --> 00:46:47,919
Speaker 4: You And my whole point was when people get down

929
00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:52,040
Speaker 4: in the dumps about getting fired, I feel like I've

930
00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:55,320
Speaker 4: already gone through that process. So like I'm like many

931
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:58,880
Speaker 4: years like of going through all the feelings and emotions,

932
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:02,520
Speaker 4: and I didn't really see, especially because the internet wasn't

933
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:05,560
Speaker 4: what it was is today. When I'm there was no

934
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:08,080
Speaker 4: one out there talking that I could relate to because

935
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:11,440
Speaker 4: it was either people were totally trashing like WWE, or

936
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:14,560
Speaker 4: they're praising them. So it's like I didn't feel like

937
00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:16,759
Speaker 4: anyone was like, man, this really sucks, Like I used

938
00:47:16,760 --> 00:47:20,560
Speaker 4: to like disappointments whatever, So I try to like do

939
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:22,920
Speaker 4: that for the generation now. That's like my little do

940
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:25,759
Speaker 4: good or deed for wrestling pay forward is I wish

941
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,240
Speaker 4: I could have come across some video or a pose

942
00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 4: that someone that gets it. And it's so crazy because

943
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:33,680
Speaker 4: a lot of people were like, oh, well, not everyone

944
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:36,120
Speaker 4: gets that creative, and like that's not the point. The

945
00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:40,720
Speaker 4: point is is that whether it's you and your creation

946
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:43,520
Speaker 4: before WWE and it was an ECW or how I

947
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,880
Speaker 4: came into my own as aerial and learned how to

948
00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:48,600
Speaker 4: be in front of the audience like that, It's like

949
00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 4: we created these characters and brought them to life, and

950
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,839
Speaker 4: it sucks that there's a lot of versions of us

951
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:58,400
Speaker 4: that like didn't get that chance for whatever reason. But

952
00:47:58,719 --> 00:47:59,680
Speaker 4: I think people.

953
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:02,040
Speaker 5: Needed remind themselves out there, especially the wrestlers of today.

954
00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:05,960
Speaker 4: It's like you're still you, you could still You're still

955
00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:09,480
Speaker 4: that character. Like they just don't pay you anymore, and

956
00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:12,920
Speaker 4: that sucks you're not making that money. But like it

957
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:16,480
Speaker 4: makes me sad to see people literally like put all

958
00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:20,440
Speaker 4: their self worth and if they're with specifically WWE or not,

959
00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:25,680
Speaker 4: and it's like, oh, guy, I know, and it's not

960
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:29,520
Speaker 4: my business, but it just breaks my heart because we're

961
00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:31,239
Speaker 4: all going to get old and one day you can't

962
00:48:31,239 --> 00:48:37,520
Speaker 4: do wrestling anymore, you know, you know, like see like

963
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:40,399
Speaker 4: they can't do wrestling anymore, and they're gonna sit there

964
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 4: and be like, because WWE never hired me, I'm a

965
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:45,560
Speaker 4: failure and it's like so not true.

966
00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:48,359
Speaker 3: It's the yeah. And I always say when I when

967
00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:51,640
Speaker 3: I got well, I said it after because, like you said,

968
00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:54,399
Speaker 3: the internet wasn't what it was when we were there.

969
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:57,000
Speaker 3: But I always say, like, it's not the end of

970
00:48:57,040 --> 00:49:00,080
Speaker 3: the world when you get released by WWE, or or

971
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:03,160
Speaker 3: if you never get to work for ww you become

972
00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:05,239
Speaker 3: a wrestler because you're a fan. I always say, we're

973
00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 3: all marks, right, We're all marks. That's why we got

974
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:10,120
Speaker 3: into the business because we love the sport, we love

975
00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 3: the business, we love performing and just because somebody did

976
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:19,279
Speaker 3: not see the potential that you have does not mean

977
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:23,319
Speaker 3: that you're not a good performer. I thrived inn e CW.

978
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:27,360
Speaker 3: I was the drizzling shits in WWE. It's not my fault.

979
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:30,359
Speaker 3: I did exactly what I was told to do, and

980
00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:34,320
Speaker 3: I was held down by the man spot to speak.

981
00:49:35,440 --> 00:49:38,120
Speaker 3: You know, I went in Johnny Ace's office and cried

982
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:41,080
Speaker 3: my eyes out and pitched and pitched and pitched. You

983
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:43,680
Speaker 3: can only pitch for so long, you know. And like

984
00:49:43,719 --> 00:49:46,120
Speaker 3: you said, I had my integrity. I wasn't going to

985
00:49:46,239 --> 00:49:49,600
Speaker 3: rub oil on my boobs and lower myself and go

986
00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:52,000
Speaker 3: in there and you know, try to be like a

987
00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:56,320
Speaker 3: sex object behind closed doors when it's not on camera.

988
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 3: I had a hard enough time being sexy on camera,

989
00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:01,239
Speaker 3: let alone try to do it in real life to

990
00:50:01,280 --> 00:50:03,680
Speaker 3: a man that I don't even know, that's, you know,

991
00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:06,800
Speaker 3: forty years older than me, married or whatever. He is married,

992
00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:11,360
Speaker 3: And that's not my gig. That wasn't I don't politic.

993
00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 3: I never had to, so for them to be mad

994
00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 3: at me for not politicking, I got in trouble for

995
00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:22,440
Speaker 3: staying in the locker room too long. Oh yeah, you disappear.

996
00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:24,760
Speaker 3: You stay in the locker room when you're reading a book,

997
00:50:25,320 --> 00:50:27,359
Speaker 3: I said, while I'm staying out of people's way. Well,

998
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:29,919
Speaker 3: that's like watching paint dry, That's what I was told.

999
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:31,319
Speaker 3: I said, Well, what would you like me to do?

1000
00:50:31,880 --> 00:50:33,759
Speaker 3: What am I supposed to do? Do you want me

1001
00:50:33,800 --> 00:50:36,680
Speaker 3: to cause a problem start? Do you want me to

1002
00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:39,000
Speaker 3: mix it up with these you know, form a gang

1003
00:50:39,840 --> 00:50:41,920
Speaker 3: like do you what do you want me to do? Here?

1004
00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:43,920
Speaker 3: I had no idea what they wanted me to do

1005
00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:46,440
Speaker 3: behind the scenes, because I never had to do it before.

1006
00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:49,080
Speaker 3: You know. It was just like, oh, you can work, okay, here,

1007
00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:53,279
Speaker 3: try this, get yourself over. I did it worked. I

1008
00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:56,000
Speaker 3: worked for seven years before we went bankrupt. You know.

1009
00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:57,920
Speaker 3: Then I go to this other company, I try and

1010
00:50:57,960 --> 00:51:00,480
Speaker 3: work and they don't let me, and it's like done,

1011
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:03,040
Speaker 3: you know, and it does leave a bitter taste in

1012
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:06,840
Speaker 3: your mouth. But I knew it wasn't me. You know.

1013
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:09,480
Speaker 3: Just because he didn't see something in me doesn't mean

1014
00:51:09,520 --> 00:51:14,960
Speaker 3: I'm worthless. And these other performers need to realize that's

1015
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:18,120
Speaker 3: not the holy grail. You know. For some people it

1016
00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:21,359
Speaker 3: is their lifelong dream, but especially nowadays, there's so many

1017
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:24,279
Speaker 3: other companies to work for and to thrive. And if

1018
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 3: you never get on TV and you're doing indies and

1019
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:30,000
Speaker 3: you're loving life, then that's all that matters.

1020
00:51:30,480 --> 00:51:35,520
Speaker 4: That's all that matters. Like and that's the thing. Like,

1021
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:38,560
Speaker 4: the people who I feel are the most cutthroat that

1022
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:41,440
Speaker 4: I've met, and through wrestling, I realize those aren't the

1023
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:43,520
Speaker 4: kind of people I like to keep company with anything

1024
00:51:43,760 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 4: because they're taking it too. I feel I connect with

1025
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 4: people in the business that, Okay, maybe they can get

1026
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:55,279
Speaker 4: distracted with WWE here and there, but they do it

1027
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:56,560
Speaker 4: because they love this business.

1028
00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:58,279
Speaker 5: They do it because they want to be in.

1029
00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,759
Speaker 4: That ring, and they love the feeling it is to

1030
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:03,440
Speaker 4: connect with that audience and to tell that damn story.

1031
00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 4: And it's just it's an amazing feeling, you know, It's

1032
00:52:07,120 --> 00:52:11,520
Speaker 4: an amazing, undescribable feeling, especially when you got that audience.

1033
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 4: So to me, these people who are like the butt

1034
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:18,800
Speaker 4: heads I call them, they're like so driven by ego

1035
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:22,120
Speaker 4: that they've like lost sight of that. And then that's

1036
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:24,719
Speaker 4: where you see them get so down in the dumps

1037
00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:26,960
Speaker 4: when they get fired, and it's like, first of all,

1038
00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:28,360
Speaker 4: you know you're going to try to go back and

1039
00:52:28,360 --> 00:52:32,040
Speaker 4: you probably will, so like why are you crying about it?

1040
00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:35,160
Speaker 4: And like set's a bad example. And I feel like

1041
00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:39,360
Speaker 4: it makes people of younger generations feel like, oh see,

1042
00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:41,839
Speaker 4: I have to because of Da DA And it's like, man,

1043
00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:44,640
Speaker 4: there's so many amazing companies. That's what I discovered my

1044
00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:47,080
Speaker 4: second time going back to the indies because I grew

1045
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:49,799
Speaker 4: up in California, and at that time, there wasn't much

1046
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:51,840
Speaker 4: wrestling going on over here, like there was just a

1047
00:52:52,280 --> 00:52:54,400
Speaker 4: very It was hard. It was like, I mean, I

1048
00:52:54,440 --> 00:52:57,760
Speaker 4: had to get cast in an independent film about wrestling

1049
00:52:57,800 --> 00:52:59,520
Speaker 4: to find out how to be a wrestler. Like it

1050
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:02,160
Speaker 4: just wasn't common knowledge like how it is in other

1051
00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:06,319
Speaker 4: parts of the country. So nowadays, more than ever, it's like,

1052
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 4: you know these amazing companies, like I remember there's this company.

1053
00:53:12,360 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 4: Now I don't like the guy that runs it, I'll

1054
00:53:14,600 --> 00:53:18,359
Speaker 4: say that, but Beyond Wrestling. I remember when I went there,

1055
00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:21,280
Speaker 4: I was like, Wow, this is amazing, Like I'm getting

1056
00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:23,319
Speaker 4: chills right now. I didn't really do much there. I

1057
00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:25,319
Speaker 4: was like a valet, but I felt it and I

1058
00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:27,279
Speaker 4: was like, this is why I love wrestling and I

1059
00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:29,880
Speaker 4: needed that. And then there's a company, Hodslam, that I

1060
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:32,759
Speaker 4: worked with for a while and it's like they made

1061
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:35,120
Speaker 4: me Like I felt like Beyond was kind of like

1062
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:39,239
Speaker 4: the East Coast version of Hudslam a little bit, and

1063
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 4: I just got to be around these performers that just

1064
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:44,720
Speaker 4: wanted to connect. So it's like it makes me sad

1065
00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:48,560
Speaker 4: when people just think like they're all.

1066
00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:50,839
Speaker 5: Their worth is.

1067
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:53,120
Speaker 4: Just like gone because they're not there, or when I

1068
00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:56,040
Speaker 4: was in TNA, there'd be people that were killing it

1069
00:53:56,080 --> 00:53:59,200
Speaker 4: in TNA with their character like killing it, but they

1070
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:01,839
Speaker 4: still behind the scenes when I talked to them, they

1071
00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:04,560
Speaker 4: wanted that WWE it wasn't good enough. And it's like,

1072
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:07,640
Speaker 4: look what you have right now, this is awesome, Like

1073
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:10,759
Speaker 4: you have this. You might not have that there, you

1074
00:54:10,880 --> 00:54:14,200
Speaker 4: might not be able to do this there. But it's

1075
00:54:14,280 --> 00:54:19,239
Speaker 4: like my opinion, it's like this brainwash of you're not

1076
00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 4: worth anything unless you're here.

1077
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,960
Speaker 3: And I write that right, and that's why I try

1078
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:26,080
Speaker 3: to just tell them that. Don't let them make you

1079
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:29,919
Speaker 3: feel that way, you know, Because yeah, I was sad

1080
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,680
Speaker 3: when when I got released, because I think I was

1081
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:34,880
Speaker 3: more sad because I didn't know what my next step

1082
00:54:35,040 --> 00:54:37,520
Speaker 3: was going to be at that point. Not so much

1083
00:54:37,880 --> 00:54:40,279
Speaker 3: I'm gone from the company because I really wasn't happy

1084
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:43,080
Speaker 3: there anyway. But I've said it time and time again,

1085
00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 3: if I did not take that job there, you and

1086
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:48,120
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be as close as we are now. So

1087
00:54:48,160 --> 00:54:50,920
Speaker 3: that's the one good thing that I got out of it.

1088
00:54:51,080 --> 00:54:56,839
Speaker 3: So happy about that. But tell everyone where they can

1089
00:54:56,960 --> 00:55:01,080
Speaker 3: find you and how they can join your eighty seven projects.

1090
00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:05,960
Speaker 4: That you're doing eighty eight now.

1091
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:07,160
Speaker 3: Coming up.

1092
00:55:07,320 --> 00:55:11,320
Speaker 4: Yes, So if you just go to Shelley'slinks dot com,

1093
00:55:11,360 --> 00:55:14,000
Speaker 4: everything is listed there. But if you are interested in

1094
00:55:14,080 --> 00:55:17,640
Speaker 4: joining my exclusive fan club, then you can go to

1095
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,759
Speaker 4: Shelley Secret Society dot com and then it's all laid

1096
00:55:19,760 --> 00:55:21,800
Speaker 4: out there a little bit better. You have to keep

1097
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:25,279
Speaker 4: clicking through Shelley's Links, but yeah, everything's there, And go

1098
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,759
Speaker 4: to Good Vibrations Boutique dot com. There's gonna be you

1099
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:32,399
Speaker 4: can get the vampire girl or guy shirt. Got lots

1100
00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:36,200
Speaker 4: of other awesome things on their cool products coming soon.

1101
00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:41,239
Speaker 4: And oh and follow me on Instagram. My Instagram's coming

1102
00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:45,440
Speaker 4: back slowly but surely. Long story short, Instagram deleted me

1103
00:55:45,520 --> 00:55:49,799
Speaker 4: without any questions asked. And I have like thirty four

1104
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:52,800
Speaker 4: thousand followers, And for someone that hadn't been on TV

1105
00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:56,840
Speaker 4: for so long, I was proud that, like I put

1106
00:55:56,840 --> 00:56:01,440
Speaker 4: my time in and so it's like now with like

1107
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:04,040
Speaker 4: when I work with other companies and things like that.

1108
00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 4: It just helps me people with my little side gigs.

1109
00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:08,920
Speaker 3: What's your hand? What's your new handle? Because I follow

1110
00:56:08,920 --> 00:56:10,320
Speaker 3: you on Instagram? What's your new handle?

1111
00:56:10,680 --> 00:56:14,040
Speaker 4: Shelley from Cali for the number four has made pat

1112
00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:16,640
Speaker 4: number because they destroy Shelley from Kelly.

1113
00:56:16,920 --> 00:56:18,880
Speaker 1: Just follow Look at that you got another you gotta do.

1114
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:22,040
Speaker 3: What are we doing? The code for the shirt for

1115
00:56:22,239 --> 00:56:23,360
Speaker 3: Eyes of Peer listeners.

1116
00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:26,800
Speaker 4: Hell yeah. If you guys, Francine, when you go to

1117
00:56:26,840 --> 00:56:29,840
Speaker 4: Good Vibrations boutique on anything, not just the shirts but anything,

1118
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 4: you will save ten percent off your order.

1119
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 3: Listen to that. People get on over there and support

1120
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Speaker 3: my girl. It was a pleasure. Say cheese.

1121
00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:39,239
Speaker 1: I'll tweet that out.

1122
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:39,880
Speaker 3: So say cheese.

1123
00:56:39,920 --> 00:56:41,719
Speaker 1: We'll do a big smile. I'll use this picture.

1124
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:42,839
Speaker 3: Yeah, you get my boobs in here.

1125
00:56:42,960 --> 00:56:44,400
Speaker 1: They say big cheese. Cheese.

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Speaker 4: Geez.

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00:56:48,680 --> 00:56:49,759
Speaker 1: I'd love to tweet that out.

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00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:54,080
Speaker 3: Love speaking with you and your points of view on

1129
00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 3: things and mentioning your vagina once again. I always have

1130
00:56:58,640 --> 00:57:04,640
Speaker 3: to mention your vagina once per episode. Very disappointed, absolutely

1131
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:08,080
Speaker 3: because I know you thought of me when you screamed

1132
00:57:08,080 --> 00:57:10,160
Speaker 3: it out. To thank you for that. We will we

1133
00:57:10,239 --> 00:57:14,239
Speaker 3: will FaceTime soon to uh you know, pull each other

1134
00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:19,720
Speaker 3: in on private stuff. But until until we meet again,

1135
00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:23,600
Speaker 3: We'll have a wonderful weekend and we will talk very soon.

1136
00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:27,200
Speaker 3: All right, audio bye baby. If you want to follow

1137
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:30,040
Speaker 3: me on social media, I can be found at e

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Speaker 3: c w dver Francine. Twitter is my favorite platform to you,

1139
00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:38,120
Speaker 3: So give me a follow on that and uh with that.

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Speaker 3: That is