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Speaker 1: Bank Baby Jade with us today is Tokyo Vanity is

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Speaker 1: about to go down. What's up everybody? Everybody feelings? Let's

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Speaker 1: get this energy up in here. Man stole my hat? Bro,

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Speaker 1: who stole your hat? Bank? The Big Sect exclusive, right yeah,

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Speaker 1: the Big Facts Exclusive right there. I don't have one

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Speaker 1: anymore Shamas to walk like us for providing hats that banking. No,

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Speaker 1: not everybody has you. I gave you a head and

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Speaker 1: you let the NICA take. I got nothing to do

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Speaker 1: with that. That's y'all smoke anyway. Tokyo Vantity, welcome the

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Speaker 1: Big Facts. We're just having a family uh family stepped

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Speaker 1: into a family discussion. She's gonna get the hair back

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Speaker 1: and Tokyo might be the one that can get the

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Speaker 1: bag and I'm I'm I'm gonna depend on that because

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Speaker 1: other than that, I'm gonna choose violence and it's not

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Speaker 1: gonna it's not gonna turn out properly. You might have

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Speaker 1: to redo this episode. I ain't even choosing violence this year.

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Speaker 1: She's not choosing violence this year. Be clear. I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: put on Hey Tokyo the first day. I want to.

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Speaker 1: We're just having a good conversation, but I want to

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Speaker 1: chop it up and make everybody clear about all your

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Speaker 1: title and what you do. Because we've heard influencer, we

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Speaker 1: know entrepreneur. You have many different hats, But what is it? Uh?

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Speaker 1: If somebody asked you, who are you and what do

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Speaker 1: you do? What would you tell everybody? You all that? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm with because people are fans of me for different reasons.

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Speaker 1: Some people are fans of me because of my music

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Speaker 1: So I'm all that. I started as an influencer. Um,

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Speaker 1: I made music, you know what I'm saying, got my

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Speaker 1: So it's cool, you know. And I'm a reality TV

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Speaker 1: best part about all this ship? Like, what's what? What's

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Speaker 1: parts of it you feel like it's some bullshit. I

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Speaker 1: like that I get to um touch so many people,

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Speaker 1: For real? Because no, not even trolls, just like people

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Speaker 1: you know, ship like that. Yeah, that's it gets weird

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Speaker 1: sometimes it's extremely weird. Like I don't I'm sure I

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Speaker 1: but just like people kind of take no, the fans

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Speaker 1: all of that ship most definitely, but sometimes it's kind

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Speaker 1: why you didn't get on that? You just get on

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Speaker 1: remix of the ship that wasn't on. That wasn't the

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Speaker 1: know that's what indinget people like they like clouds. That's

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Speaker 1: not me, Like this ship really happened on accident for me,

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Speaker 1: Like this wasn't I wasn't like no cloud chasing as

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Speaker 1: How are you not gonna make no more videos? Literally

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Speaker 1: so Hi poppus a compilation every week? I was in

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Speaker 1: like old, come getting a video, I understand that, No,

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Speaker 1: and being in the video that's not enough. How you

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Speaker 1: monitorze your situation, like what you did? Get a team?

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Speaker 1: You got your team? What you do? I already had

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Speaker 1: a team, Like when all that stuff happened, like everything

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Speaker 1: So you was already hustling before you got was already

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Speaker 1: That's my best friend. I popped in two thousand and thirteen.

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Speaker 1: the problem, right, it's not a problem now. It ain't

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Speaker 1: me for picking your brain a little bit. What's what's

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Speaker 1: tokyo vanities? What's your take on side pieces and side chicks?

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Speaker 1: Never I think it never code me, no side I

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Speaker 1: I ain't answer that even if it's not you, do

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Speaker 1: you ever think there's a situation that Warre is a

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Speaker 1: side piece or so I feel like you get your

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Speaker 1: I think your friend bought a package? Is this a

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00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:54,160
Speaker 1: real name? And they'd be like, this girl and really

427
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:56,840
Speaker 1: just bought a thousand dollars worth the stuff for what?

428
00:23:57,160 --> 00:23:59,720
Speaker 1: Like That's how we do so. But if you had

429
00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:01,880
Speaker 1: a the runt and it was your dog, your dog

430
00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:06,119
Speaker 1: always wanted to eat free, you good with that? I

431
00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:08,960
Speaker 1: probably I probably win mine, just the type of person

432
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:12,680
Speaker 1: I am. But in friendships, I do feel like your

433
00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:15,399
Speaker 1: friendship support your business. You support all these other holes

434
00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:18,119
Speaker 1: you don't know. You support all these other businesses you

435
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,400
Speaker 1: don't know. So why would you not want to come

436
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:23,879
Speaker 1: spend your money with your friend? My friend had a restaurant.

437
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,359
Speaker 1: I'm single, so I go on dates all the time.

438
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:29,040
Speaker 1: You know how I have my own personal booth. You

439
00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 1: know how many niggas they have to take me on

440
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:34,119
Speaker 1: the day at this restaurant, right, Like you get what

441
00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like ship like that. I do feel like

442
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 1: your friends supposed to support your business and come in

443
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 1: with their money and buy and shop, especially if they

444
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,960
Speaker 1: have the meets not as different if you know they

445
00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:49,280
Speaker 1: did as broke, don't have nothing, you know, Oh, then

446
00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:51,720
Speaker 1: you know you can't focus on who not supporting you.

447
00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:55,000
Speaker 1: Then you know how to handle them. You know, to

448
00:24:55,119 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 1: handle this friend with a long handed spoon, because they're

449
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 1: not that you know what I'm saying. They're I invested

450
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:03,199
Speaker 1: in and you and your friendship and support you. But

451
00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:06,920
Speaker 1: also sometimes things be missing true and people feel like

452
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:10,400
Speaker 1: because a person is not invested in their brand, is them?

453
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:13,560
Speaker 1: No one's ever gonna be invested in your brand? Is you?

454
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:17,399
Speaker 1: It's your brand. So sometimes a simple conversation needs to

455
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,920
Speaker 1: be had because you would feel like your friends not

456
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,600
Speaker 1: support you. But your friends just got their own life

457
00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:24,840
Speaker 1: and ship that they're going through and they're doing like

458
00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 1: they still got bills between the first and the fifth,

459
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,200
Speaker 1: they got children, they got a husband, like it ain't

460
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:32,439
Speaker 1: that time you're not supporting you, bitch. Time. You got

461
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 1: a million other things in her life that she's doing.

462
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:38,680
Speaker 1: So you know, people always be looking at it from

463
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:42,320
Speaker 1: their side, and oh, this person don't do this, and

464
00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:44,720
Speaker 1: this person din't do that, and this and that. I

465
00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:47,520
Speaker 1: had friends that was mad with me, feeling like, oh,

466
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:50,479
Speaker 1: she don't show up to nothing. But you know what

467
00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:55,440
Speaker 1: I'm saying, No, Like I'm depressed, I'm sad, I'm upset,

468
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,359
Speaker 1: like I don't even think I want to live right now, bitch,

469
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,360
Speaker 1: I'm not worried about you, and no mother can pop

470
00:26:00,440 --> 00:26:02,959
Speaker 1: up shot, like you know what I'm saying. So I

471
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,840
Speaker 1: feel like too often people don't communicate enough. It's not

472
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 1: how you get out of it. Are you out of

473
00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:16,080
Speaker 1: it now? Yeah? I would say yes, Um, that ship

474
00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 1: hard because I think the hardest thing about depression is

475
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:21,480
Speaker 1: you don't actually know you the press. You don't be

476
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:25,119
Speaker 1: understanding why the fuck you got everything in the world.

477
00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:27,680
Speaker 1: You could buy anything you want, go anywhere you want.

478
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,480
Speaker 1: You don't have to wake up and punch nobody. Clock,

479
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,879
Speaker 1: can't nobody really tell you what to do. You the boss,

480
00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:37,240
Speaker 1: but you're just still unhappy. You don't really realize that,

481
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:41,000
Speaker 1: like it's from within, like it's something going on here,

482
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:43,399
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That's why you're not happy.

483
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,760
Speaker 1: None of this stuff could ever furnish your happiness for real,

484
00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 1: cause you're unhappy within. It is not an external thing.

485
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 1: So transactional ship and material ship can't make you happy,

486
00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And being around people can

487
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:02,679
Speaker 1: only suppress it. So what what did you do to

488
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:04,960
Speaker 1: make yourself happy to pull yourself out of it? I

489
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:09,239
Speaker 1: went to mental health facility facility, not a therapist, like

490
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:13,560
Speaker 1: a facility like for two and a half weeks. So

491
00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:20,960
Speaker 1: you have a paper, No I did. I went to

492
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 1: the mental health facility for um two and a half weeks,

493
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:30,880
Speaker 1: and so you basically just kind of removed yourself from

494
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:33,720
Speaker 1: this whole entire environment and you had to go somewhere

495
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,479
Speaker 1: where you could just completely and totally focus on you

496
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:41,200
Speaker 1: like you have. Did you have phones in there? Nothing? Yeah?

497
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:44,040
Speaker 1: Hey give us someone give us some of the um?

498
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:46,800
Speaker 1: What they what do you call it? What happened? The routine?

499
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:50,520
Speaker 1: What you call routine? Being in there? You know how

500
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:55,119
Speaker 1: they give you what you call it? Now? When you exercise,

501
00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:58,359
Speaker 1: exercise you're supposed to do in stuff because there's people

502
00:27:58,359 --> 00:28:01,480
Speaker 1: out there watching right now to the depressed, I need

503
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,480
Speaker 1: to feel how you like? You know, they give you exercise,

504
00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:08,600
Speaker 1: right Okay. So for me, I was ten thirteen there

505
00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:14,120
Speaker 1: because I was suicidal. So um, mostly it just used

506
00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:18,360
Speaker 1: to be like um, making lists like I used to make.

507
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:21,520
Speaker 1: I got. I have so many, Like I got a

508
00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:24,120
Speaker 1: whole notebook, like fuller lists, and on the front part

509
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 1: it'll be everything that I'm happy about today, and then

510
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 1: on the back it'll be everything that I'm sad about,

511
00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:31,160
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I had a lot

512
00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:34,400
Speaker 1: of those, and then even like I remember, like when

513
00:28:34,440 --> 00:28:37,879
Speaker 1: I first got there, it was like so many things

514
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:41,160
Speaker 1: that I was like sad about, but then like it

515
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:43,640
Speaker 1: was only like a few things that I was happy about.

516
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:47,080
Speaker 1: But by the time I left, and now like it'll

517
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:50,320
Speaker 1: only be like one thing I'm sad about, and just

518
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:52,840
Speaker 1: like so many pages of things that I'm happy about.

519
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:57,080
Speaker 1: Sometimes you have to see things to to like remind you,

520
00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: like sometimes you have to really think about it and

521
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,440
Speaker 1: jot it down to see it, you know what I'm saying.

522
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:06,360
Speaker 1: I started saying goals for myself because when you become

523
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 1: successful so fast and so young, a lot of your

524
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,320
Speaker 1: goals go out the window, because when you're young, your

525
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,120
Speaker 1: main goal is I want to get some money. So

526
00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 1: once that's checked off, like what else is there to do?

527
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: Like you know, you think you put pressure on yourself.

528
00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:25,000
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, then I had to remember this too. All

529
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:28,560
Speaker 1: my friends is way older than me. So why are

530
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,680
Speaker 1: you feeling unaccomplished at twenty one because you ain't on

531
00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 1: no fucking house shack. These holes is knocking on forty

532
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 1: that's what they're puposed to be doing. You say that

533
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:42,280
Speaker 1: twenty three about oh I don't have no family, but

534
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 1: you don't need no children at twenty three. These women

535
00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 1: is they got children, They got a man they go

536
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:52,600
Speaker 1: home to every day. They almost fought it in they

537
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:55,800
Speaker 1: med thirties, you know what I'm saying, Like, yeah, like

538
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,640
Speaker 1: you have to understand that, you have to understand that

539
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,640
Speaker 1: you can't live life on them. And that's what a

540
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,360
Speaker 1: lot of people don't understand. Everybody's not gonna be a

541
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:07,080
Speaker 1: millionaire twenty three. Some people not gonna ever be a

542
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:11,680
Speaker 1: millionaire at all. Everybody not gonna close on the house

543
00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:14,600
Speaker 1: at twenty five. You're not gonna be driving your dream

544
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:18,720
Speaker 1: call at five, and everybody not doing that. If you do,

545
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:22,000
Speaker 1: that's a blessing. We're so happy for you. You know,

546
00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 1: we're a part of the small percentile that did. But

547
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:28,320
Speaker 1: everybody else, like, don't feel like you can't chase your

548
00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:31,520
Speaker 1: dreams of being a fucking designer because you're twenty seven.

549
00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:34,000
Speaker 1: I remember times got now she's saying, that made me,

550
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:36,520
Speaker 1: thank you. I remember times like coming up used to

551
00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:39,320
Speaker 1: be like ship when I get humble thousand, ain't having

552
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:42,400
Speaker 1: no words to get that. You feel the same way

553
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 1: everything everything that I thought that I wanted when I

554
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:49,840
Speaker 1: got it, I was gonna be happy when I got it.

555
00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,120
Speaker 1: I didn't give a funk about it, like wheeps and

556
00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 1: cause the juror to whatever. Like, once you get it,

557
00:30:55,320 --> 00:30:58,360
Speaker 1: that's this ship like it, don't take it, don't taking

558
00:30:58,360 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: in them, you know what I'm saying. Like you thought

559
00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:03,520
Speaker 1: grinding for that, once you get it was gonna take away,

560
00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 1: get your feeling that you never felt before. Once you

561
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:08,600
Speaker 1: get that that ship just be like I got it

562
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:11,760
Speaker 1: and she ain't ship. Yeah, it ain't gonna make it happy.

563
00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:14,560
Speaker 1: That's why they got to be. You gotta master yourself,

564
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:17,680
Speaker 1: that's what it is. You gotta master yourself. Like what's

565
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:21,560
Speaker 1: for me, like why am I here? Because you don't

566
00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 1: know that's the whole ship about this ship, bro, you're thinking,

567
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 1: like she said, motherfucker to see him. Think I ain't

568
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:29,040
Speaker 1: got no family. It ain't it ain't time, it ain't

569
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:31,880
Speaker 1: ain't whatever, you ain't got, whatever you ain't did, Bro,

570
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:34,480
Speaker 1: it ain't time to be there. Like two of my

571
00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 1: best friends, Judy and Super, we go viral all the time.

572
00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:41,080
Speaker 1: Everybody knows us because they all knew us when we

573
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 1: was pulled together. Now all of us like got these

574
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:47,120
Speaker 1: big careers and doing ship and we all got money now.

575
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:51,800
Speaker 1: And it's like Super is a multimillion multimillion they're offer

576
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:55,080
Speaker 1: her makeup. You know she has a makeup behind. Judy

577
00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:59,720
Speaker 1: is a multimillionaire off of UM, off of hair care,

578
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: out of and you know me, I got money off

579
00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 1: of myself, like being an artist and being a reality

580
00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 1: TV star. So I had noticed at the point in

581
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:11,840
Speaker 1: my life people was pressuring me like, oh, while you

582
00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 1: don't have no business. And then I had to sit

583
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:17,800
Speaker 1: down and understand, Hold up, the bitch, I am the business.

584
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:22,640
Speaker 1: I am what I'm selling. Yeah, like stop playing with me.

585
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:25,720
Speaker 1: They motherfucker's had me feeling like I needed to start

586
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:30,040
Speaker 1: selling something. I said, hold on, we sell me now.

587
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 1: I'm booked Friday said Sunday. You know we we're on

588
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,479
Speaker 1: the road during the week. You know, I'm I'm on

589
00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:41,040
Speaker 1: I'm on TV every Monday. So I mean, I ain't

590
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:45,360
Speaker 1: the brightest crowd and the block telling me so here

591
00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:52,080
Speaker 1: and it ain't no fuss when it's me. So You're

592
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:54,280
Speaker 1: mastered a lot of your businesses, you mastered a lot

593
00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:56,160
Speaker 1: of different social media is and correct me if I'm wrong.

594
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:59,720
Speaker 1: Just be doing my research. You did your thing Instagram, Twitter,

595
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,480
Speaker 1: talk all that stuff. You know, Am I right or wrong?

596
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 1: When they say you got the only fans coming, that's

597
00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:11,120
Speaker 1: the word on the block, you should turn up the

598
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:18,520
Speaker 1: I have a fucking as snaked cookie show. I'm about okay,

599
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:26,240
Speaker 1: I'm okay, I'm playing. I'm not getting the only things

600
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:32,360
Speaker 1: where that comes from, because that's that's what's going out. Seriously, No,

601
00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:37,720
Speaker 1: I'm getting the only fans. Believe, but I believe it now.

602
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:40,120
Speaker 1: It might be music for a lady. I don't know.

603
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 1: No matter what it is, you're gonna work. Yeah, it

604
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:45,400
Speaker 1: is just no, I ain't gonna be on that selling

605
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 1: my soul on my body one thing about a brother,

606
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 1: the thought come to your head. It can happen. You

607
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,360
Speaker 1: have a thought come to your head. Bro, you gotta

608
00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:55,320
Speaker 1: do that ship like you know what I'm saying. You're

609
00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:57,040
Speaker 1: gonna see what when you do it? If it makes

610
00:33:57,040 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 1: sense of that because like you say, you you're the

611
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:07,440
Speaker 1: product taxes off. You ain't let me let me ask

612
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:10,319
Speaker 1: this right quick? What do you think? Do you think them? Like?

613
00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:12,440
Speaker 1: You know how we all have friends and ship Like

614
00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:15,000
Speaker 1: you think you could judge your friend on how they

615
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:18,839
Speaker 1: treat somebody else. I don't judge anybody off of how

616
00:34:18,840 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 1: they treat me, especially like strangers. I don't judge people

617
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:24,920
Speaker 1: off for how they treat me because of course you're

618
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:29,960
Speaker 1: gonna treat me nice. It's like you know, I'm a

619
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,600
Speaker 1: household name, a brand like it. It's not about your

620
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:38,880
Speaker 1: original friends like not still you. I just feel like, yes,

621
00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 1: I judge people off for how they treat other people.

622
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,840
Speaker 1: Your character to me, it's who you are when nobody's looking.

623
00:34:46,640 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying. So how you treat the

624
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:53,040
Speaker 1: homeless person who wasn't begging you for money and bothering

625
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,480
Speaker 1: you when we come out the store. You know what

626
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:59,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying, how courteous you are to older people, you know,

627
00:34:59,239 --> 00:35:02,080
Speaker 1: like things that matter to me, how you treat your children,

628
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:05,640
Speaker 1: how you treat your family, how you treat your other

629
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:09,919
Speaker 1: friends that's around you. That matters to me. Because if

630
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,799
Speaker 1: you're saying you're treating them like this because they made

631
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:16,440
Speaker 1: you mad, I can't guarantee that I'm always make you happy.

632
00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:21,040
Speaker 1: So what happens on the day that I make you mad?

633
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:24,920
Speaker 1: You're just happy with me right now. So yeah, that's

634
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 1: that is how I judge people. That's hard. I agree.

635
00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:33,399
Speaker 1: I think it'd be different every every two people gonna

636
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:36,680
Speaker 1: have a different type of relationship. No, that's that's that's absolutely.

637
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:40,520
Speaker 1: But if I'm saying ship, like if I if I

638
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:43,560
Speaker 1: I see you talk to your grandmother like ship, I

639
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,399
Speaker 1: don't give a funk how funked up your grandma? This

640
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:49,879
Speaker 1: is an elderly woman. I don't given if she tells

641
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,520
Speaker 1: you the ugliest motherfucker. She's an old woman, bro laughing,

642
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 1: keeping moving that ship don't matter. Like you know what

643
00:35:56,280 --> 00:36:00,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, Oh, the homeless person that's coming in

644
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:02,920
Speaker 1: the dough behind you, because they're homeless, you let the

645
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:04,920
Speaker 1: dough slam on them. It was nothing for you to

646
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,400
Speaker 1: just hold a dough like you would me behind you,

647
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:09,920
Speaker 1: Like you get what I'm saying. I treat others how

648
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,680
Speaker 1: I want to be treated, because in life, nothing is

649
00:36:12,719 --> 00:36:16,279
Speaker 1: promised but death. That is it. That's the only thing

650
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,920
Speaker 1: that you know for showing life is going to happen

651
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,680
Speaker 1: for everybody in the world. You don't know where life

652
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:25,279
Speaker 1: may take you. You You could end up like that one day,

653
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 1: and I know everybody be like, sh not me, because

654
00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:31,480
Speaker 1: I'm a man. You don't fucking know. Somebody could anything

655
00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:36,120
Speaker 1: in life, cab, but somebody can steal your Yeah, but

656
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: definitely I watched my I watched one of my best

657
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:43,520
Speaker 1: friends lose their whole memory and forget that they ever

658
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:46,680
Speaker 1: even knew me. Like you know what I'm saying. No,

659
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:50,360
Speaker 1: like she have epilepsy. You get what I'm saying. I

660
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:52,960
Speaker 1: got that ship too, but it's mine. Ayn't never do that.

661
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:56,560
Speaker 1: But like she forgot everything and everybody like she went

662
00:36:56,680 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 1: almost I think, like ten years back. So she know

663
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:03,319
Speaker 1: you before him, TI she know you know, she don't

664
00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,840
Speaker 1: remember none y'all been through. She don't know you. You

665
00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:08,680
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. And eventually it came back, But

666
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:10,759
Speaker 1: that was after about two or three years, Like that's

667
00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:13,680
Speaker 1: hurtful as fun. You know, my man is gonna come

668
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:16,120
Speaker 1: back though I know I know him still still yeah,

669
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,320
Speaker 1: some people don't come back still stuck in the party.

670
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:25,839
Speaker 1: Like my man, my ex bike. You see that still

671
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:28,160
Speaker 1: let the party dancing there, he stuck at the party.

672
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:30,120
Speaker 1: Who you're talking about? He's stuck at the part. I'm

673
00:37:30,160 --> 00:37:32,840
Speaker 1: not camping, bro, I know a man he's stuck in

674
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:36,919
Speaker 1: a party right now from nineteen eight or two at

675
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:43,760
Speaker 1: the party in their mind. I don't think I'm playing

676
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:46,400
Speaker 1: who is the random? Yeah? You know like how you

677
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:48,560
Speaker 1: know Jay's and ship. You know what I'm saying, that

678
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:53,600
Speaker 1: high and they ain't hot at the party. Brother, if

679
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:58,759
Speaker 1: you get high different parties. I don't know if he

680
00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:00,920
Speaker 1: smoked dope or not. I'm saying. And like you know

681
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,479
Speaker 1: how you see people that stow talking to their seven ship.

682
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:05,439
Speaker 1: Yeah you know what I'm saying. Like you hear people

683
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:07,799
Speaker 1: talking to their seven ship. I'm gonna typing at the

684
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,560
Speaker 1: talk like trying to see if you can shnap out

685
00:38:09,560 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 1: of Like, bro, what you're talking about? He just give

686
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:19,400
Speaker 1: me a drink the party, crackhead, crack. I'm just saying

687
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:28,080
Speaker 1: that serious like a regular person, like I know you screen, yeah,

688
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:31,680
Speaker 1: and every time I see you, that's all you talk from.

689
00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:36,600
Speaker 1: Big fact, Like bro, we're not at the episode. That

690
00:38:36,840 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 1: fact that ship happened to peace of your mental illness

691
00:38:39,239 --> 00:38:45,240
Speaker 1: to not laughing at that, but anything can happen that

692
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:49,840
Speaker 1: that's true. My ex manager her son, he's uh celebrity DJ,

693
00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:52,799
Speaker 1: like he didn't been all over the world DJ and

694
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:56,719
Speaker 1: for crowds of thirty thousand. He's on a dirt bike

695
00:38:56,719 --> 00:38:58,680
Speaker 1: one day in the middle of the night with his friends.

696
00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:02,280
Speaker 1: They're going to the trail. He gets hit by fucking

697
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:06,880
Speaker 1: pickup trucks. Now he's like para lies. You know what

698
00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:09,399
Speaker 1: I'm saying, his memory three minutes long. He not all

699
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:11,680
Speaker 1: their no more, like you know what I'm saying, Like

700
00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:15,680
Speaker 1: ship in life happens, and it happens like this, the

701
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,799
Speaker 1: ride to the grocery store. You can have a wreck,

702
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:22,080
Speaker 1: lose your mother sucking arm, anything like that happened. Then

703
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:23,600
Speaker 1: you got them. I wish you can go back to

704
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:30,920
Speaker 1: what every movie, every breath, every step, every mill, every friend,

705
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:35,400
Speaker 1: every everything. I'd be grateful, Yeah, definitely, And that's what

706
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:39,880
Speaker 1: the mental health acility taught me to be grateful. Every day.

707
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 1: It was so many people in there that when they

708
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,239
Speaker 1: get this charge, they don't even know where they're going.

709
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:47,360
Speaker 1: It was so many people in there that nobody's bringing

710
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:52,160
Speaker 1: them anything, like they're just in the same clothes every day.

711
00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:54,280
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. It was some people.

712
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:58,080
Speaker 1: It was so crazy because it was some people. Like initially,

713
00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:01,879
Speaker 1: the first day I got there, I had a roommate dad.

714
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:05,560
Speaker 1: She was ceased real quick. But the first thing I

715
00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:07,360
Speaker 1: got that I had a roommate and my roommate she

716
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:09,960
Speaker 1: had been up for four months but never talked before.

717
00:40:11,719 --> 00:40:15,920
Speaker 1: But my roommate talked to me. That fucked me up.

718
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:19,640
Speaker 1: We're not waiting and I was like, what's going on?

719
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,839
Speaker 1: She just started talking about No. She just looked at

720
00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:25,960
Speaker 1: me and smile. She ain't saying so I was like, okay.

721
00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 1: So then like the next day or whatever, because I'm

722
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:32,560
Speaker 1: just a bubbly person. The next day she was sitting

723
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:35,080
Speaker 1: at the thing by herself, so I said, next, I

724
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:46,080
Speaker 1: was like, hey, rumy, ain't got no choice. She said,

725
00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:51,520
Speaker 1: are you sure I'm happy? She said, were you sure

726
00:40:51,520 --> 00:41:01,879
Speaker 1: I'm happy? She never talked. I'm like, hell no, I'm

727
00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:06,719
Speaker 1: talk to Yeah. They probably like didn't um what's her name?

728
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:09,680
Speaker 1: They probably and nobody probably ever like once they saw

729
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,759
Speaker 1: that she didn't talk, they probably just never tried to

730
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: funk with her again, like trying to be nice to her,

731
00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:16,080
Speaker 1: make or tall. They were just you know, I probably

732
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:19,280
Speaker 1: like draw all to the side, and you probably had

733
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:21,920
Speaker 1: like the energy and the spirit and the love. And

734
00:41:21,960 --> 00:41:24,920
Speaker 1: she felt that. So she felt like, Okay, now it's

735
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,120
Speaker 1: time for me to talk. I feel like I had

736
00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:30,279
Speaker 1: a greater purpose. I feel like God put me in

737
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 1: that space and put me there for a reason because

738
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:36,880
Speaker 1: even in there, like I touched so many people that

739
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:39,759
Speaker 1: that time. While I was in there, I donated so much.

740
00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:47,520
Speaker 1: Everything happened for a reason. Everything so friends, I did God.

741
00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:51,839
Speaker 1: It's two of them that called me to this day.

742
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 1: Now I we don't see each other and ship, but

743
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,799
Speaker 1: they called me. I kick it win him. I talk

744
00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:58,840
Speaker 1: to him on the phone ship. I was talking to

745
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:00,560
Speaker 1: him when I was in the facility, and they hand

746
00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:02,759
Speaker 1: nobody to talk to. So why am I not talking

747
00:42:02,760 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 1: to something now? Ain't too good because I'm on the outside,

748
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:09,719
Speaker 1: because someone could click and I'll be right back for

749
00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:17,680
Speaker 1: real life. Crazy. What's tokeyo? Vanity's weaknesses vices, addictions, your

750
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:19,600
Speaker 1: phone light on too, just let you know your battery,

751
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:27,160
Speaker 1: don't what's your vices? Weaknesses? Addictions? Weaknesses, addictions. I ain't

752
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:31,359
Speaker 1: no eddy like that and not say like that like

753
00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:37,840
Speaker 1: I might drink too much soda, drink too much. I

754
00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:42,239
Speaker 1: don't know. I think my advices helping people, Okay, I

755
00:42:42,400 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 1: really say that. I think that, like I really feel

756
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 1: like that would be my own self destruction. Like because

757
00:42:52,160 --> 00:42:54,880
Speaker 1: it's like when you come from a place to struggle

758
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 1: in pain and you get to a place that's like sunny.

759
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:04,200
Speaker 1: It's like when other people is in a place that

760
00:43:04,360 --> 00:43:08,360
Speaker 1: hurt and struggling pain, you just be like, damn, I

761
00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:11,080
Speaker 1: remember when I was there, Like fuck, I know how

762
00:43:11,120 --> 00:43:14,320
Speaker 1: they feel, like let me just help. But when a

763
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:19,600
Speaker 1: person but I'm I'm why I'm mad because I didn't

764
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:22,360
Speaker 1: have nobody to like fall back on, Like you know

765
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,680
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And when I said I didn't have nobody,

766
00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:27,720
Speaker 1: I didn't have nobody and I voluntarily didn't hear nobody

767
00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:30,239
Speaker 1: because I didn't want to be lazy or stuck up

768
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,360
Speaker 1: under my mama or my daddy or ship like that.

769
00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:34,879
Speaker 1: Like I wanted to have my own life and my

770
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:38,759
Speaker 1: own everything and just figure ship out so that when

771
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:41,520
Speaker 1: my mama or my father close their eyes, they don't

772
00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:44,040
Speaker 1: have to worry about me. Like you know what I'm saying,

773
00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:46,759
Speaker 1: Because when people stay with their parents and crutch off

774
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:49,919
Speaker 1: their parents forever, then it's like your parents really never

775
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 1: could be at peace because they don't know what the

776
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:53,480
Speaker 1: funk gonna happen to you if something happened to them.

777
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 1: They spending their whole life slaving trying to furnish the

778
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:59,400
Speaker 1: lifestyle for you because they want you to be okay,

779
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:01,680
Speaker 1: and nine want that for my mom because my mama

780
00:44:01,719 --> 00:44:06,239
Speaker 1: already sees Yeah. So absolutely, finally we gotta ask you

781
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:09,439
Speaker 1: a little bit about love and hip hop, I think.

782
00:44:09,719 --> 00:44:11,520
Speaker 1: So I have a question real quick for me to

783
00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:14,799
Speaker 1: cut you off, so we know, like with loving hip hop,

784
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:18,319
Speaker 1: like a lot of times, you know, people fall out,

785
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,839
Speaker 1: they have like you know, the online situations or whatever

786
00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:23,080
Speaker 1: way they go back and forth or be for whatever

787
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:27,799
Speaker 1: you call it. So what is your take on involving

788
00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:33,239
Speaker 1: kids and children and online beef, Like do you think

789
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:38,759
Speaker 1: that that's an acceptable like draw for or like talking

790
00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:42,440
Speaker 1: about one. Lets just say that I'm just speaking in

791
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:45,279
Speaker 1: it ain't it ain't just but it ain't just dom,

792
00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:49,799
Speaker 1: it ain't just it's not not. I don't give about

793
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,759
Speaker 1: either one of them. I'm just saying, like, what how

794
00:44:53,160 --> 00:44:59,080
Speaker 1: it's been done with the kids first, Let's see what happened.

795
00:44:59,080 --> 00:45:01,600
Speaker 1: What happened, give me the story. Who y'all. I'm just

796
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:04,000
Speaker 1: speaking in general. A lot of times, a lot of

797
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:07,960
Speaker 1: times people going people from from the site, Well, I

798
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:11,759
Speaker 1: want Alexis, they had a little not Valerian. Alexis had

799
00:45:11,800 --> 00:45:17,040
Speaker 1: some ship going on. Alexis, Okay, they had some they

800
00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:20,880
Speaker 1: had some ship going on. They used to be friends, yes,

801
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:24,360
Speaker 1: too much. Yeah. So basically when they got the interview

802
00:45:24,360 --> 00:45:27,120
Speaker 1: and I'm asking them ship, Alexis was like, oh, you

803
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:29,560
Speaker 1: need to be worried about your kids, let's talk about

804
00:45:30,160 --> 00:45:35,399
Speaker 1: let's talk about something the kids question. I go back

805
00:45:35,440 --> 00:45:37,319
Speaker 1: to the question because you went somewhere else with it. Like,

806
00:45:37,520 --> 00:45:40,000
Speaker 1: I'm just speaking in general, because a lot of times

807
00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:43,440
Speaker 1: that's like the punchline that people throw in there, like okay,

808
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:47,439
Speaker 1: so this is my thing, all right, So of course

809
00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:51,400
Speaker 1: everybody's gonna say, let's not let's not talk about people's

810
00:45:51,440 --> 00:45:55,480
Speaker 1: children or whatever. So of course, off back, Yes, I

811
00:45:55,520 --> 00:46:01,880
Speaker 1: would not talk about I'm back if I were nothing. Listen, listen,

812
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:06,600
Speaker 1: how very minutes let me leave my plane. I wint okay,

813
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:12,439
Speaker 1: I win't talk about your child. But like, but once

814
00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:16,600
Speaker 1: you start like to go in and go in like

815
00:46:16,719 --> 00:46:19,879
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm staying like that your buts all

816
00:46:20,040 --> 00:46:23,359
Speaker 1: like she hurt because you're talking to she. I don't

817
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:25,160
Speaker 1: look on the in the name and watch you fating

818
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:28,719
Speaker 1: on this fat ugly bits. So now I gotta tell

819
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,839
Speaker 1: you you're the girl fatting ugly and her thoughts rather

820
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:34,359
Speaker 1: together she shaved like a military as your kids know.

821
00:46:35,040 --> 00:46:37,480
Speaker 1: You're still not saying like you should just shouldn't have

822
00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:40,400
Speaker 1: started with me, because I don't start with I promised

823
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 1: to say no boundaries and war it ain't it really ain't.

824
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:48,040
Speaker 1: But you know, shut up, shut up. It's no shut up,

825
00:46:48,719 --> 00:46:52,440
Speaker 1: shut up because I go down. That's how the internet, God,

826
00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:55,919
Speaker 1: it's funked up. But that. But but but I think

827
00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:57,840
Speaker 1: that even even if it can't even engage in this,

828
00:46:58,040 --> 00:47:00,000
Speaker 1: that's what I say, even in war and smoking whatever,

829
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:01,920
Speaker 1: you don't want to get to that point where you

830
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:05,520
Speaker 1: like man that took that ship, don't say that. I'm

831
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:07,719
Speaker 1: not saying because if y'all, if y'all a lot of

832
00:47:07,719 --> 00:47:11,360
Speaker 1: people think about it. I said no, listen, old wrapping

833
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 1: Beef and niggas right, even making records of ship more

834
00:47:14,719 --> 00:47:16,560
Speaker 1: times than none, the niggas got cool with each other.

835
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:18,480
Speaker 1: So all right, we got cool. But nigga, that's out.

836
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:20,680
Speaker 1: Don't don't get uncol because I'm gonna say this again.

837
00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:27,080
Speaker 1: The type ship. But I'm on that so letting. I'm

838
00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:30,279
Speaker 1: not even go them. I'm not taking nothing back. Like

839
00:47:30,440 --> 00:47:37,280
Speaker 1: I said it. I meant it when I even if nothing, Yeah,

840
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:40,480
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Like they're so so in y'all's opinion,

841
00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:49,799
Speaker 1: nothing over there because it's ship type of person I am.

842
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: I don't never start the ship. So if I had

843
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,080
Speaker 1: something to say about you, I'm not gonna. I ain't

844
00:47:54,080 --> 00:48:00,600
Speaker 1: gonna leave with oh bitch baby not but once once

845
00:48:00,680 --> 00:48:03,719
Speaker 1: you say something about me, something about fat or something

846
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:08,360
Speaker 1: about my mama, it's up like yeah, sure. Other people

847
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:10,200
Speaker 1: and to like you're being in a fight, Yeah, I

848
00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:14,279
Speaker 1: ain't gonna keep. I ain't gonna that's two people bite.

849
00:48:14,280 --> 00:48:15,840
Speaker 1: You're gonna do whatever I can do to hurt you.

850
00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:21,200
Speaker 1: That's two people being in the fight with somebody else

851
00:48:21,200 --> 00:48:23,960
Speaker 1: to jump in like other people. The old baby if

852
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:26,560
Speaker 1: your baby was old enough. She's gonna come with you

853
00:48:26,719 --> 00:48:28,560
Speaker 1: to do whatever y'all want to do to me. Yeah,

854
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:34,520
Speaker 1: she's with you. Your baby had an Instagram. She is

855
00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:39,640
Speaker 1: gonna repost you just in me. So it's fun everything

856
00:48:39,719 --> 00:48:43,799
Speaker 1: standing because listen, alright, I'm on all right, I'm on

857
00:48:43,920 --> 00:48:46,680
Speaker 1: a weight long shirt. Everybody know my ship fluction weights.

858
00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:52,640
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's going it's going up. Okay, so with me,

859
00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:57,359
Speaker 1: but on one of my real good kicks, I'm like

860
00:48:57,480 --> 00:49:07,799
Speaker 1: thirty five, Like I feel good my picture. I've love

861
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:15,360
Speaker 1: my picture and this don't even follow me. Came on

862
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:21,759
Speaker 1: my ship and they say something about me. I like

863
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:25,319
Speaker 1: I was ugly or something I just saw. I went

864
00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:28,560
Speaker 1: and come in. I said, you're calling me ugly? What

865
00:49:28,640 --> 00:49:37,080
Speaker 1: you need to be about that ug class baby? But

866
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:41,400
Speaker 1: no excuse me last god, because I ain't had no

867
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:52,080
Speaker 1: child here, but it's my thing, Like why would you mother?

868
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:55,520
Speaker 1: I know how I feel today, like you don't know

869
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 1: how I feel today. I really can feel like funk,

870
00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:00,320
Speaker 1: I'm at the bottom of the bear. I feel so ugly,

871
00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:02,680
Speaker 1: and then you come and tell me I'm fair ugly.

872
00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:06,520
Speaker 1: You don't even final you come volunteering that, So now

873
00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:09,360
Speaker 1: I gotta tell you you're a girl uggly and like agreement.

874
00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:12,680
Speaker 1: See I'll be like me personally, don't like when it

875
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:15,040
Speaker 1: comes to the when it I'm I'm all for the

876
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:18,320
Speaker 1: everything's fair and war, you know what I'm saying, whatever whatever,

877
00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:21,600
Speaker 1: But me personally, I'm I'm I'm scared of the kids,

878
00:50:21,680 --> 00:50:26,960
Speaker 1: like like if it's the last, last last resort, then possibly,

879
00:50:27,880 --> 00:50:30,160
Speaker 1: But I talked about a nigga's mama or like a

880
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:35,359
Speaker 1: nigga's grandma or it's like like like before kids like

881
00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:40,080
Speaker 1: this is something if it's something, that's the thing like

882
00:50:40,239 --> 00:50:43,239
Speaker 1: with with like and we're not talking about them, but

883
00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:47,440
Speaker 1: with her daughter, her daughter had um has a like

884
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:52,160
Speaker 1: has you know, a condition or whatever, and the other

885
00:50:52,280 --> 00:50:57,160
Speaker 1: one called her daughter retarded, but they were but it's

886
00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:59,080
Speaker 1: not even about that. The bigger picture to the ship

887
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:02,759
Speaker 1: is is that we're friends before. So it's like she

888
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:06,600
Speaker 1: knows the struggle of the child's condition and what I'm

889
00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:10,640
Speaker 1: saying whatever whatever, it was just fucked up, like take

890
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:13,759
Speaker 1: care of your kids. You tell somebody to go take

891
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:16,239
Speaker 1: care of their kids, you pretty much staying there unfit pared.

892
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:18,279
Speaker 1: So if somebody tell me go take care of chance,

893
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:20,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like, what do you know? That was friends,

894
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:24,839
Speaker 1: so she know already personal when you know each other. Yeah, yeah,

895
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:27,920
Speaker 1: yeah con trolls like you had a troll so somebody

896
00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:29,520
Speaker 1: came in the side. That was my whole point of

897
00:51:30,120 --> 00:51:32,879
Speaker 1: people real paging. So there's not no troll nor most

898
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:36,560
Speaker 1: personal though, what y'all tell me that personal personal? Like

899
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,799
Speaker 1: yeah that personally, I don't know. I don't know. I

900
00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:42,560
Speaker 1: just feel like I just don't say nothing about me

901
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:46,399
Speaker 1: because I really don't want because you gotta understand, like,

902
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:51,240
Speaker 1: I'm young, I'm from the ghetto, I'm black, I'm dark skinned,

903
00:51:51,360 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 1: and I'm fat, like what those Kim companies bitch, I

904
00:51:56,239 --> 00:51:59,919
Speaker 1: know how m like, what's your were doing this gol?

905
00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:05,920
Speaker 1: What I call it? John? Yeah, And I don't care

906
00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:09,000
Speaker 1: what I say because I'm not saying I'm Layla. I

907
00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:12,600
Speaker 1: leave nobody, but I'm really outside. Like we can fight

908
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:21,000
Speaker 1: about it too. We're gonna yeah, you don't love you

909
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:26,680
Speaker 1: about Yeah? Watch the ship? Who she got in with us?

910
00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:38,160
Speaker 1: The ranch? Yeah, spiceple lovely ladies. Huh y'all cool though,

911
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:39,840
Speaker 1: That's what I be trying to figure out because that

912
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:44,399
Speaker 1: love and hip hop. No, you can put the foot

913
00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:50,200
Speaker 1: in Joe, I can't give me though, Hey, look, you know,

914
00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:53,080
Speaker 1: but when it is within the out of beholder, So

915
00:52:54,040 --> 00:52:57,399
Speaker 1: you see what I'm saying. We can't worry about that fight.

916
00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,600
Speaker 1: We can't worry about the present fight. You just gotta

917
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:02,040
Speaker 1: worry I win, making shore, you win the next fight.

918
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:07,759
Speaker 1: You love to see another fight. But um, yeah, I

919
00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:12,839
Speaker 1: know like hip hop. Yeah, like when you're feminine, ship

920
00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:15,680
Speaker 1: like you enjoyed feminine doing all that ship love and

921
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:17,120
Speaker 1: hip hop is good to me. I don't know what

922
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 1: nobody else descriptancy is with it, but it was. It

923
00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,840
Speaker 1: was a great franchise. I came, I did what I

924
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 1: was supposed to do. I started assignment. I succeeded with

925
00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:31,160
Speaker 1: the assignment. I was a fan favorite. And you know

926
00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:34,120
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, How real is it? Though? Okay, So

927
00:53:34,200 --> 00:53:37,400
Speaker 1: what people to understand is it's not it's not that

928
00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:41,640
Speaker 1: it's fake. It's that it's stage. So as me and

929
00:53:41,680 --> 00:53:43,799
Speaker 1: you that had a problem before, and I don't like

930
00:53:43,880 --> 00:53:46,319
Speaker 1: you and you don't like me for whatever reason it is,

931
00:53:47,120 --> 00:53:51,160
Speaker 1: and we are both scheduled to field Thursday, and it's

932
00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:53,200
Speaker 1: just me and you there. We're not stupid. We know

933
00:53:53,239 --> 00:53:56,120
Speaker 1: what we're supposed to talk about, right, So if we're

934
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,919
Speaker 1: trying to talk about what it is and I get

935
00:53:58,960 --> 00:54:01,800
Speaker 1: so fucking mad out busting your head with it's a

936
00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:06,240
Speaker 1: rock bottle. That's not faith. That really happened. We really

937
00:54:06,239 --> 00:54:10,160
Speaker 1: have an issue. It just was staged. It's no stage

938
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 1: for you guys to have that issue. No, it wasn't

939
00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 1: a stage for us to have the issue. But we

940
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:17,640
Speaker 1: both are a part of a TV show show. It

941
00:54:17,800 --> 00:54:20,879
Speaker 1: stays for us to talk to come because you guys

942
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:23,680
Speaker 1: are in such close quarters. No, but we really don't

943
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 1: be in close core. It's not close, bro. It's a

944
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:29,799
Speaker 1: table that's longer than this table, and you on this

945
00:54:30,040 --> 00:54:33,839
Speaker 1: end and they on that and it's six security right

946
00:54:33,840 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 1: here and six right here. So like I mean, if

947
00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:40,319
Speaker 1: you're in my light, if you're on my site and

948
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:44,600
Speaker 1: we got smoke like it's it's it's inevitable for that

949
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:49,239
Speaker 1: ship to go down. Sometimes it's two people that get

950
00:54:49,280 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 1: in the room and they talk like sucking adults like

951
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:57,600
Speaker 1: and smoke. I've done it before. Listen. A lot of

952
00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,040
Speaker 1: the fights that go on, it be because people of

953
00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:03,359
Speaker 1: an audience half of the ship that going on. If

954
00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:07,320
Speaker 1: their people had got into in the room by themselves,

955
00:55:07,400 --> 00:55:10,000
Speaker 1: they had their disagreement in the room by themselves, the

956
00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:12,239
Speaker 1: ship would have never went past the room. They would

957
00:55:12,239 --> 00:55:15,360
Speaker 1: have gotten to hash it out and whatever in that quarters.

958
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:17,800
Speaker 1: They would have even probably thought about it some people,

959
00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:22,360
Speaker 1: and it would have been that everything be a ship show,

960
00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:26,360
Speaker 1: Like we'd had an argument on Instagram. So now everybody

961
00:55:26,480 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 1: trying to see who the badest, and now you want

962
00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:32,839
Speaker 1: to prove who the baddest. Thing. Sometimes that ship make

963
00:55:32,880 --> 00:55:35,160
Speaker 1: you end up places that you don't want to be,

964
00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:37,120
Speaker 1: like data and jail, because you're trying to prove that

965
00:55:37,160 --> 00:55:40,520
Speaker 1: you're the baddest. So like with Love and hip Hop's

966
00:55:40,600 --> 00:55:43,239
Speaker 1: most definitely stage, but it's not real. Then you have

967
00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:46,600
Speaker 1: some cast members who they don't really have ship going on,

968
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:49,640
Speaker 1: so they started linking on the side and saying ship

969
00:55:49,760 --> 00:55:52,239
Speaker 1: like yeah, Jamie and you're gonna both pretend that we

970
00:55:52,239 --> 00:55:54,799
Speaker 1: ain't gonna tell them. But when the network called me,

971
00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:57,560
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell them that your your boyfriend tried to

972
00:55:57,560 --> 00:56:00,440
Speaker 1: talk to me, and and then motherfucker really with it

973
00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:03,279
Speaker 1: and they really can't handle it because they don't even

974
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:05,799
Speaker 1: have the brain capacity for that. So then they go

975
00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:08,520
Speaker 1: try to play that ship out on TV. And then

976
00:56:08,560 --> 00:56:13,200
Speaker 1: when producers started calling y'all, separate motherfucker start tripping, and

977
00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:15,600
Speaker 1: now they really do have a problem because they weren't

978
00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:20,160
Speaker 1: even built for what they created. Right now, you say

979
00:56:20,200 --> 00:56:22,680
Speaker 1: they might come come with a play like they got

980
00:56:22,719 --> 00:56:27,319
Speaker 1: them because they choose one out of the tool. Yeah,

981
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 1: it's like when the hall agreed to a threesome to

982
00:56:29,239 --> 00:56:31,160
Speaker 1: make a nigger happy and then y'all get in the

983
00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:34,960
Speaker 1: threesome and now she now we didn't know what she made. Yeah,

984
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:38,200
Speaker 1: you weren't built for it. And you know that, like

985
00:56:38,280 --> 00:56:40,680
Speaker 1: you you put this ship together and you thought you

986
00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:44,600
Speaker 1: was gonna on the network and then back with your

987
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:47,759
Speaker 1: ass and now it's just a bunch of bullshit. Now

988
00:56:47,840 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: y'all really telling each other business and giving the network

989
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:54,759
Speaker 1: exactly what they need for viewers for no, not for

990
00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:59,760
Speaker 1: free fun for a very small for the little amount.

991
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:03,319
Speaker 1: Can fight your friendship, No, most definitely, And like me,

992
00:57:03,480 --> 00:57:05,600
Speaker 1: they couldn't do that with me on TV. I have

993
00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:09,120
Speaker 1: such a strong personality. I am who I am like

994
00:57:09,200 --> 00:57:11,560
Speaker 1: in life, I wasn't the person who got peer pressure.

995
00:57:11,640 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 1: People did things because they wanted to be cool with me,

996
00:57:14,600 --> 00:57:19,360
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. So yeah, for Shure

997
00:57:21,600 --> 00:57:26,480
Speaker 1: Tokyo Manity, we appreciate you rocking with us. Okay, we

998
00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:30,600
Speaker 1: look forward to this summer um music music. Yeah, this

999
00:57:30,680 --> 00:57:32,640
Speaker 1: is my first year that I took this year off

1000
00:57:32,640 --> 00:57:34,560
Speaker 1: from everything I ain't do nom but my music. This

1001
00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:38,920
Speaker 1: year I focused on consistently dropping music, getting the music

1002
00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 1: in rotation, consistently shooting videos, putting the videos out and

1003
00:57:43,240 --> 00:57:46,120
Speaker 1: you got something on now. Um Yeah, I dropped a

1004
00:57:46,160 --> 00:57:50,160
Speaker 1: song called s b A. I dropped a song called

1005
00:57:50,240 --> 00:57:53,720
Speaker 1: um Fund Nigga Free, and I dropped um s O

1006
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:57,600
Speaker 1: d D sit on Dead Dick with Tokyo Jazz. I'm

1007
00:57:57,600 --> 00:58:00,480
Speaker 1: featuring on that. We dropped videos for all three of

1008
00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:03,320
Speaker 1: those and on all the platforms and on every platform,

1009
00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:07,120
Speaker 1: and a in rotation on well as s b A

1010
00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 1: was in rotation on Revolts, t V and MTV jams

1011
00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 1: and all the rest of them. Yeah, okay, cool. Oh

1012
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,960
Speaker 1: and I got a song coming out. It's called collect Call.

1013
00:58:18,040 --> 00:58:22,160
Speaker 1: I'm dropping very soon. Video already shot. Everything's ready and

1014
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:23,920
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