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Speaker 1: Welcome to Can'tflee Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio and

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Speaker 1: the Black Effects.

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Speaker 2: Oh shit, we want to hear.

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Speaker 1: Okay, welcome back to yet another episode of Canfully Reckless

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Speaker 1: Season four. We're in season four, guys, I'm so excited

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Speaker 1: to announce that we're gonna jump straight into it. We

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Speaker 1: have no voice memos. Y'all just don't respect me at

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Speaker 1: this point. Y'all want me to read and mess up

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Speaker 1: and try to catch all errors before y'all even my gosh,

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Speaker 1: y'are so stressful. I'm done before even start. But I'm

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Speaker 1: about to start right now. So this story Cater's Surprise Month.

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Speaker 1: I'm very proud to announce that as well. I mean,

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Speaker 1: I'm not gay, but I'm proud to announce that. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so here we are. I'm a longtime listener, so you

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Speaker 1: were the first one I thought about when I heard

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Speaker 2: Okay, I'm going to make this short. Sweet.

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Speaker 1: I've been dating this guy for about four years now,

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Speaker 1: and he recently told me that he had a couple

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Speaker 1: of sexual experiences with transsexual women when he was in

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Speaker 1: his twenties.

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Speaker 2: We are both in our forties.

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Speaker 1: I am definitely an open minded person and believe that

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Speaker 1: everyone has the right to explore. I also don't necessarily

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Speaker 1: like the double standard when it comes to women exploring.

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Speaker 1: But am I wrong for feeling a little bit weird

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Speaker 1: about the fact that he had an entire dick in

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Speaker 2: Damn No, you're not. Sis.

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Speaker 1: He says that it was just an exploration and that

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Speaker 1: he is not attracted to men. Would you believe that?

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Speaker 1: What would you do in this situation? I really need

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Speaker 1: some other opinions about this. Please keep me anonymous, and

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Speaker 1: thank you so much. Oh baby, I definitely wouldn't be

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Speaker 1: like so Shara said, hard nigga be having big dix

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Speaker 1: in his mouth. No, I'm not going to ever put

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Speaker 1: you all day like that, okay, But her name is

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Speaker 1: not Charrey, y'all. That was just me giving an example

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Speaker 1: of me Aaron out who tells me their stories.

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Speaker 2: I would never do that.

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Speaker 1: That's why you remain anonymous, Okay. The fact that you

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Speaker 1: are open minded and that you said you believe that

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Speaker 1: everyone has the right to explore. I do understand that,

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Speaker 1: but that goes to a certain extent because while you're

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Speaker 1: that way, you also said you just m you just

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Speaker 1: can't get over the fact that he had an entire

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Speaker 1: just exploring how many dicks did he have in his mouth?

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Speaker 1: They'd lets you know that, Oh, was this just you know,

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Speaker 1: a one time, little dingling thing, like you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, how many times did he actually do this?

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Speaker 1: And then two that shouldn't even be a question, sis,

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Speaker 1: because he actually did keep it a buck with you,

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Speaker 1: and he told you that he had a couple of

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Speaker 1: sexual experiences with transsexual women, you know, and transsexual women

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Speaker 1: they still have the penis, you know, transgendered women, they don't,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So we Yeah, he at

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Speaker 1: love the fact that he was honest with you, and

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Speaker 1: I I'm and I'm assuming that he was honest upfront

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Speaker 1: and that this didn't come after y'all started fucking and

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Speaker 1: catching feelings and y'all were already intimate with each other

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Speaker 1: and already were in a relationship something like that. I

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Speaker 1: hope that that wasn't the case. However, you did not

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Speaker 1: let me know, so I'm just going to assume that

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Speaker 1: he told you that shit up front. You know, a

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Speaker 1: lot of guys they feel like they don't need to

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Speaker 1: bring up their past, especially about something like this that was,

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Speaker 1: you know, over twenty years ago.

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Speaker 2: So I do respect him in that sense.

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Speaker 1: However, just like you, some things I just can't get over,

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Speaker 1: Like if you know, if I were you, you know,

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Speaker 1: if that worthy case, I don't know. I can't even see.

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Speaker 2: That's the thing.

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Speaker 1: I can't even put myself in your shoes because I

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Speaker 2: I can't. I just I really love to go there

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Speaker 1: I love to put myself in your shoes, but I

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Speaker 1: can't even imagine a man saying that to me, like,

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Speaker 1: you know, hey, I just want to let you know

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Speaker 1: when I was I'm you know, we're forty now, but

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Speaker 1: I'm glad that you are honest, but this is either

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Speaker 1: we just have to be friends from that, you know,

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Speaker 1: because he gave you a choice. Honestly, he gave you

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Speaker 1: tell you that shit. But now fast forward to y'all

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Speaker 2: You said that he said that he's not attracted the men.

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Speaker 2: What about it?

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Speaker 1: Don't you trust the fact that he did give a

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Speaker 1: man oral pleasures before, like oral sex?

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Speaker 2: Like what about it?

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Speaker 1: I mean, because one part of it can't discuss you

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Speaker 2: It has to be all parts, Like so, are you

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Speaker 2: more okay with.

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Speaker 1: Him bending one of the trans women over than you

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Speaker 1: like you suck to dick beffore, like that's what seems

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Speaker 1: it's like, I want to tell you, you can't like

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Speaker 2: But I mean, you asked me what you should do.

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Speaker 1: I think if that's going to always be in the

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Speaker 2: Because think about it, somebody else could have told you.

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Speaker 1: Y'all could be out one day walking in the park,

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Speaker 1: Then what you're gonna do. You're gonna sit there and

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Speaker 1: And what if he was like, no, he suck my deck,

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Speaker 1: you was, you know, and that's okay. As women, you know,

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Speaker 1: we get a little confused sometimes. You know, maybe you

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Speaker 1: do love him, but if that's going to be in

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Speaker 2: Okay, keep me updated.

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Speaker 1: If you love me, you'll listen to this commercial and

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Speaker 1: then we'll be right back.

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Speaker 2: Okay.

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Speaker 1: I am a seventeen year old woman who lives in Nigeria.

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Speaker 1: I was born in the US, but I am from

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Speaker 1: Congo and have spent most of my life living in Africa.

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Speaker 1: I'm in the serious need of your help. Oh wait

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Speaker 1: a minute, is this about some money, because I don't.

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Speaker 1: Oh well, okay, girl, Well you start off like that

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Speaker 1: and it be like I'm in serious need of your help.

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Speaker 2: It's like, oh no, no, no, no, okay, Okay.

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Speaker 1: My dad is cheating on my mom, who is currently

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Speaker 1: in North America trying to find a job so we

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Speaker 1: the first time my father has been unfaithful. Once my

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Speaker 2: I know it's right.

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Speaker 1: I had to carry her thirty pounds suit up the

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Speaker 1: The same thing happened about two years later, but this

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Speaker 1: time she went back to Cameroon, threatened to divorce him,

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Speaker 2: Oh, I see what are we going? Okay?

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Speaker 1: My dad's infidelity has been a consistent issue in their marriage,

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Speaker 1: and I know my mom will not leave him. He's

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Speaker 1: honestly think they're better parents when they are apart. About

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Speaker 1: two years ago, when we were moving to a new

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Speaker 1: used to modern slavery type things. Girl, okay, okay, baby.

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Speaker 2: He was cheating then too.

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Speaker 1: I found condoms in the trash can and he was

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I do not mean.

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Speaker 1: To laugh I'm just trying to figure out what is

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Speaker 1: the problem, Like you know what I'm saying, Like, okay,

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Speaker 1: because it seems like more of a ventcing session. But

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Speaker 1: I got you, baby, I'm gonna keep going because it's

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Speaker 1: about four more progress, all right. He is so disrespectful

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Speaker 1: and does not even have the decency to cover his tracks.

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Speaker 1: He bought cheap ass condoms when we went grocery shopping

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Speaker 1: and thought he was slick making me go get salad

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Speaker 1: while he quickly paid for it. We are a carnivorous family. Yeah, okay, girl,

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Speaker 1: so do everybody else. You don't have to You don't

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Speaker 2: Oh, let me finish. Okay.

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Speaker 1: Nobody in this bitch eats salads. Oh a girl. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: all right, but you and I have to say we're not.

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Speaker 2: We are a carnivorous family.

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Speaker 1: Like, girl, okay, so technical, I know she's going to college.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Nobody in his bitch eats salads.

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Speaker 1: Later that night, he gave me the receipt to throw

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Speaker 1: the receipt. His first chaps were his priority before our

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Speaker 1: school snacks. He has come home twice with dirty cheats

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Speaker 1: that have wet spots on them, dirty draws you mean

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Speaker 1: be ready for the next bitch. STDs still exist, they

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Speaker 1: certainly did. I am not an idiot. I am not

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Speaker 2: Be so oblivious with his adultery.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to tell my mom as she won't

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Speaker 2: Make sure you call up.

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Speaker 1: There if you want an immediate measure of advice, because

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Speaker 1: So yeah, if you feel like you need immediate advice

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Speaker 1: Like no, it's not the breakfast Club. Jesus, all right, y'all.

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