WEBVTT - Kalani Hilliker 0:00:01.400 --> 0:00:05.040 You're listening to Joja Sua Now with me Jojo Siwa 0:00:05.200 --> 0:00:11.360 and iHeartRadio Podcast. Hew might welcome back to Jojo Seawell. 0:00:11.480 --> 0:00:15.360 Now we're apparently in Australia today. Just kidding. I'm still American. 0:00:15.480 --> 0:00:18.440 One day I'll be Australian and that'd be sick. Anyways, Hi, 0:00:18.640 --> 0:00:21.800 welcome back. This is Jojasua Now hosted by me Jojo 0:00:21.880 --> 0:00:24.320 Sewall where we talk about the past, talk about the President, 0:00:24.360 --> 0:00:26.119 we talk about the future. You will only know what 0:00:26.160 --> 0:00:29.160 I mean if you watched episode one two. I don't 0:00:29.200 --> 0:00:33.280 know which episode I started. Past, President, Future, it doesn't matter. Anyways. 0:00:33.360 --> 0:00:36.800 Today we are doing a blast from the past. I 0:00:36.840 --> 0:00:40.919 am so excited about my guest today. This person has 0:00:40.960 --> 0:00:45.000 been my best friend since I was nine years old 0:00:45.120 --> 0:00:47.640 is when we met, so for the last eleven years, 0:00:47.680 --> 0:00:51.159 which is actually insane. This person has been with me 0:00:51.360 --> 0:00:54.520 pretty much through it all. We've survived a lot together. 0:00:54.600 --> 0:01:00.480 So I'm so excited to welcome Klannie Hilliker to Jojasua. Now. Klana, Hi, 0:01:00.640 --> 0:01:03.160 jud Jo, I'm so excited to be here. You're so 0:01:03.200 --> 0:01:06.960 excited to be you. I love coming to your house. 0:01:07.000 --> 0:01:09.160 That's my favorite because I never know what it's gonna 0:01:09.200 --> 0:01:11.000 look like I was gonna say, my house loves coming 0:01:11.000 --> 0:01:12.960 to you, but then I was like, that doesn't really, Yeah, 0:01:12.959 --> 0:01:14.720 that doesn't really it makes sense. No, not at all. 0:01:15.520 --> 0:01:16.679 It's fine, And. 0:01:16.640 --> 0:01:18.560 I'm just really sad because you won't take me in 0:01:18.680 --> 0:01:19.920 a ride in the Lambo. 0:01:20.200 --> 0:01:23.600 I will, I will. If I didn't have a solo 0:01:23.680 --> 0:01:25.960 podcast after this, you know, I would be you would 0:01:25.959 --> 0:01:29.119 be in the Lambo obviously, naturally we'll take it after 0:01:29.360 --> 0:01:32.520 all right, all right, there we go, there we go. Oh, Klawnie, 0:01:32.600 --> 0:01:37.679 how are you. I'm doing good. We've had a wild dude. 0:01:37.720 --> 0:01:42.600 We for the last three days have been none stop. 0:01:43.000 --> 0:01:46.240 I slept from eight pm to ten am today and 0:01:46.400 --> 0:01:48.520 it is now now I'm here. 0:01:48.560 --> 0:01:51.800 LACKI I know you probably didn't no from like I 0:01:51.840 --> 0:01:53.760 slept from like two to eight. I'm on like a 0:01:53.800 --> 0:01:56.880 cute six hours ac Ever, since I did Special Forces, 0:01:56.880 --> 0:01:59.400 my sleeping is very messed up. That makes sense. 0:01:59.880 --> 0:02:02.760 I've been watching and I remember when you told me 0:02:02.800 --> 0:02:05.800 you were going to do that, and I was like, Jojo, 0:02:06.040 --> 0:02:08.080 you're the most insane person. I would never do that 0:02:08.120 --> 0:02:09.840 in my life, But watching it has been really awesome, 0:02:09.919 --> 0:02:11.440 and that was like, I feel like one of my 0:02:11.440 --> 0:02:12.519 favorite things you've ever done. 0:02:12.600 --> 0:02:14.400 You know, it's for sure one of my favorite projects 0:02:14.440 --> 0:02:17.800 I've ever done. It's the hardest by far, but favorite 0:02:17.840 --> 0:02:21.079 for sure also that far. Anyways, for the last three days, 0:02:21.120 --> 0:02:23.840 Klanie and I have been filming. We're doing a Dance 0:02:23.919 --> 0:02:27.080 Mom's Reunion. Lifetime is doing a Dance Mom's Reunion. Over 0:02:27.160 --> 0:02:33.919 All original producers and the cast is me, Kilanie Page Brook, 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:38.120 Chloe Kindle, and then a few of our moms. Christy 0:02:38.200 --> 0:02:39.600 wasn't able to make it, but she really wanted to 0:02:39.600 --> 0:02:41.520 be a part of it. She facetimed a lot and 0:02:41.560 --> 0:02:45.560 then Kelly, Jill, Kira, Klanie's mom, and my mom Jess 0:02:45.680 --> 0:02:49.480 are all a part of the reunion. I mean, I'll 0:02:49.520 --> 0:02:52.000 be I'll be straight up and honesty. They asked us 0:02:52.040 --> 0:02:54.160 to not talk about which cast is doing it or 0:02:54.200 --> 0:02:56.720 which cast isn't doing it, but I feel like it's 0:02:56.760 --> 0:02:59.079 just been so obvious on social media. 0:03:00.400 --> 0:03:03.120 We posted a photo yah the day that we were there, 0:03:03.280 --> 0:03:06.280 of all the people that were there, so it's like, you. 0:03:06.520 --> 0:03:09.000 You know, yeah, So I think that is just kind 0:03:09.040 --> 0:03:10.840 of like, you know what, like it's all right, we'll 0:03:10.840 --> 0:03:12.919 put out there who was there, but we in the 0:03:13.000 --> 0:03:15.440 last three days have gone down so many memory lanes 0:03:15.480 --> 0:03:18.720 with this Dance Salms reunion, I think the world is 0:03:18.840 --> 0:03:23.000 going to be very interested. I as a dance MS fan, 0:03:23.040 --> 0:03:24.680 I mean was interested in what it was like. It 0:03:24.720 --> 0:03:28.280 was not what I expected it to be, but I know, 0:03:28.520 --> 0:03:28.920 like we. 0:03:28.880 --> 0:03:30.720 Talked about a lot of things and we got really 0:03:30.840 --> 0:03:31.880 deep with a lot of things. 0:03:31.880 --> 0:03:34.840 It felt super deep. Everything felt super super deep. It 0:03:34.920 --> 0:03:38.040 was a big therapy session, literally, and I really didn't 0:03:38.040 --> 0:03:39.760 think it was going to be like that. No, no, 0:03:39.760 --> 0:03:41.520 no no. I thought it was gonna be like lighthearted, 0:03:41.560 --> 0:03:43.560 but it was like but it felt good, Like it 0:03:43.560 --> 0:03:45.560 didn't feel negative. It didn't feel like anyone was like 0:03:45.600 --> 0:03:47.280 having to like relive the past. It was more like 0:03:47.280 --> 0:03:49.520 we were getting to clarified things that may have not 0:03:49.880 --> 0:03:50.960 clarified when we were kids. 0:03:51.160 --> 0:03:56.040 And I feel like you especially don't really know that 0:03:56.120 --> 0:03:57.240 many other people. 0:03:57.120 --> 0:03:58.920 That was then going into it. I only knew Colonie 0:03:58.920 --> 0:04:01.160 and Kendall. I'd never met Page Brook and Chloe, and 0:04:01.160 --> 0:04:03.200 so it was like, what am I getting into. 0:04:03.280 --> 0:04:05.840 Everybody's on social media's always like I can't believe that 0:04:05.920 --> 0:04:06.240 it's like. 0:04:06.280 --> 0:04:07.680 Jojo and Page whenever. 0:04:08.040 --> 0:04:10.760 But we were all big on the like we all 0:04:10.880 --> 0:04:14.480 had like such a big we just don't know each 0:04:14.520 --> 0:04:15.560 other personally. Yeah, I know. 0:04:15.600 --> 0:04:18.080 I saw comments that were like, Jojo, how does it 0:04:18.120 --> 0:04:20.560 feel being in the same room as Chloe after you 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:22.160 shaded her online? I was like, first of all, I've 0:04:22.200 --> 0:04:26.200 never shateed Chloe. I shaded her mom Christy Christy, and like, 0:04:26.320 --> 0:04:28.760 I will stand by what I said to Christy. Did 0:04:28.800 --> 0:04:31.120 I say it into body of a tone? One hundred percent? 0:04:31.400 --> 0:04:34.400 But I was standing up for Gia and like, I 0:04:34.440 --> 0:04:36.160 will stand by that statement. 0:04:36.440 --> 0:04:38.760 But and we talked about some of those We taught 0:04:38.800 --> 0:04:42.159 a lot of things that you will be shocked to 0:04:42.240 --> 0:04:44.440 hear on the show. It got really deep, but I 0:04:44.480 --> 0:04:48.680 think a lot to it. We've never as like the kids. 0:04:48.880 --> 0:04:51.200 We didn't speak that much on the show or get 0:04:51.240 --> 0:04:53.000 to kind of talk to each other. 0:04:53.640 --> 0:04:56.159 Her moment to talk, she got her moment. Now, I 0:04:56.279 --> 0:04:57.480 was I was talking. 0:04:57.720 --> 0:04:59.920 I never really talk and I you know me, I 0:05:00.000 --> 0:05:02.479 I just like am a very like anxious person. I 0:05:02.520 --> 0:05:05.480 don't like to make anybody upset. Yeah, and so I 0:05:05.480 --> 0:05:07.080 never really get to talk. But I feel like I. 0:05:07.000 --> 0:05:08.960 Really you really got to go in. 0:05:09.080 --> 0:05:10.880 Yeah, and like to say how I felt for the 0:05:10.880 --> 0:05:12.880 first it was good. Yeah, it was really good. And 0:05:13.000 --> 0:05:15.560 Jojo really stood by my side through a lot of it, 0:05:16.120 --> 0:05:18.200 sat by each We sat by each other the whole time. 0:05:18.160 --> 0:05:20.400 Thank god. CLONIEA and I sat by each other. At first, 0:05:20.400 --> 0:05:22.040 we weren't, and I was like, absolutely not. Put the 0:05:22.120 --> 0:05:23.960 chairs by each other, like, put the chairs out. They're like, 0:05:24.000 --> 0:05:26.680 you're together. Yeah, okay, we're gonna be a lot. And 0:05:26.680 --> 0:05:28.360 we started feeling each other's heart beats. It was more 0:05:28.400 --> 0:05:28.720 so for. 0:05:28.720 --> 0:05:31.200 Colawging for me because I'm such an anxious person at 0:05:31.240 --> 0:05:32.360 my what's my heart rate? 0:05:32.680 --> 0:05:34.760 Yeah, And we were tracking her heart rate and it 0:05:34.800 --> 0:05:36.960 was fun and then I made her feel mine and 0:05:36.960 --> 0:05:39.440 then she followed mine, and that we we we were good. 0:05:39.480 --> 0:05:40.520 We were good at each other. 0:05:40.680 --> 0:05:43.479 That's like the most anxious girl thing that could ever be. 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:44.920 I'm constantly like this. 0:05:45.279 --> 0:05:47.040 Like just like feeling it to make sure it's still there. 0:05:47.080 --> 0:05:48.799 It's a little high right now, but it's okay. 0:05:48.640 --> 0:05:50.520 You'll be fine. You have no reason to be anxious. 0:05:50.520 --> 0:05:52.000 You are in a safe Oh no, I'm not anxious. 0:05:52.000 --> 0:05:53.680 We're just having fun. Yeah, we are having a lot 0:05:53.680 --> 0:05:56.360 of fun. Oh my god, Okay, let's go, let's go back. 0:05:56.440 --> 0:05:59.960 So au DC I feel like we never talk about that. 0:06:00.160 --> 0:06:02.960 We never talk about it, but like we always talk 0:06:03.000 --> 0:06:05.440 about it, like we never actually get into it. 0:06:05.560 --> 0:06:08.880 Yeah, we actually know each other from au DC. I 0:06:08.880 --> 0:06:10.360 don't know if a ton of people know that. We 0:06:10.360 --> 0:06:13.359 were on au DC First, which is Appy's Ultimate Dance Competition, 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:18.760 and we basically lived together. Our rooms were like connecting, like. 0:06:18.880 --> 0:06:21.760 And we always just had the door open, like we. 0:06:21.680 --> 0:06:23.400 Never shut the door, even when we were going to sleep, 0:06:23.440 --> 0:06:24.839 we never shut shut the door. 0:06:24.880 --> 0:06:25.640 We're just all chill. 0:06:26.120 --> 0:06:29.800 Whenever Jojo walked I think I was in first, right, Yeah, 0:06:29.880 --> 0:06:32.719 I was in first and Jojo walked in and I 0:06:32.800 --> 0:06:35.520 told her that we're best friends, so our moms have 0:06:35.560 --> 0:06:37.839 to be best friends. And we told our moms that 0:06:37.960 --> 0:06:38.240 we're like. 0:06:38.200 --> 0:06:39.840 We're gonna best friend so you guys have to be 0:06:39.839 --> 0:06:41.680 best friend from the first day. And it was just 0:06:41.720 --> 0:06:43.960 like okay. And then I think that actually probably too 0:06:44.000 --> 0:06:47.200 helped our parents because they now being an adult, like, yeah, 0:06:47.240 --> 0:06:49.200 what would you do in that situation? So if to 0:06:49.279 --> 0:06:50.840 a picture of like we were both moms and then 0:06:50.839 --> 0:06:52.279 our two kids came up, Jo just like you do 0:06:52.360 --> 0:06:54.080 have to be friends, we'd be like, well, okay, I 0:06:54.160 --> 0:06:54.800 want your name. 0:06:54.880 --> 0:06:59.320 Yeah, and also too, you didn't know a single person 0:06:59.480 --> 0:07:01.320 like when you oh, well you did, I knew one. 0:07:01.360 --> 0:07:04.240 I knew Kaylee mckaylee. But we didn't. 0:07:04.440 --> 0:07:06.760 We didn't know anybody. So like walking in, our parents 0:07:06.760 --> 0:07:09.720 also have no friends either. It's a very kind of 0:07:09.800 --> 0:07:13.000 lonely experience when you walk in, like that's so and 0:07:13.040 --> 0:07:14.160 it's so cutthroat. 0:07:14.280 --> 0:07:17.320 Everyone's there for one thing, and so it's even lonelier 0:07:17.400 --> 0:07:20.320 because you know, even if you become a family like 0:07:20.720 --> 0:07:22.480 with Special Forces, you know, we were all able to 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:24.600 become a family because it was everyone leaves at their 0:07:24.600 --> 0:07:26.920 own will. But this is like someone's going home if 0:07:26.920 --> 0:07:29.280 you're not the best, and so it was super cutthroat, 0:07:29.360 --> 0:07:31.680 like you think someone's your friend and they're not, you 0:07:31.760 --> 0:07:32.880 know what I mean. But I think that was what 0:07:32.960 --> 0:07:36.560 was different about us, is like we truly were each 0:07:36.560 --> 0:07:40.040 other's friends. Yeah, Firse, nobody liked us. I feel like. 0:07:41.560 --> 0:07:43.800 Show we were the youngest and we were definitely like 0:07:43.840 --> 0:07:45.800 the most like crazy going. 0:07:45.880 --> 0:07:46.880 We were there for a good time. 0:07:47.040 --> 0:07:49.560 Yeah, we were having like a good time always and we. 0:07:49.400 --> 0:07:53.840 Were the age under tweenagers like you know what I mean, 0:07:54.000 --> 0:07:56.960 Like we were annoying once you hit thirteen and fourteen 0:07:57.000 --> 0:07:58.880 you want to be cool, And I think you were 0:07:58.920 --> 0:08:01.640 maybe eleven or twelve and I was nine, and so 0:08:01.720 --> 0:08:04.680 it was like, look a nine and twelve year old 0:08:04.800 --> 0:08:06.560 or nine and eleven year old are gonna be there 0:08:06.600 --> 0:08:08.880 for a good time. Yeah, we're just gonna laugh, they're 0:08:08.880 --> 0:08:10.520 gonna have fun, they're gonna play games, they're gonna be 0:08:10.520 --> 0:08:13.440 into toys. Still like yeah, but then the twelve and 0:08:13.480 --> 0:08:16.680 thirteen year old and the fourteen year old are too cool, 0:08:16.840 --> 0:08:19.200 you know. So I think we were able to really 0:08:19.200 --> 0:08:21.680 have each other and that was that was cool. Yeah, 0:08:21.840 --> 0:08:22.840 it was so much fun. 0:08:22.880 --> 0:08:25.640 I will never forget Whenever we walked in with our 0:08:25.680 --> 0:08:27.320 fake Levtons, we thought they. 0:08:27.280 --> 0:08:30.320 Were so cool. We bought fake Levetons and we walked 0:08:30.320 --> 0:08:32.200 in and we thought we were the shit. 0:08:32.400 --> 0:08:34.440 We were like, we had matching Leutonts and they were 0:08:34.679 --> 0:08:35.960 quite obviously fake. 0:08:36.080 --> 0:08:38.680 They did not look like a for sure. Oh, but 0:08:38.760 --> 0:08:40.560 everyone thought they were real. At least we thought they 0:08:40.640 --> 0:08:41.120 thought they were. 0:08:41.120 --> 0:08:43.520 Real at least so we thought we were like, yeah, 0:08:43.600 --> 0:08:46.160 we just got our new Louis, Like, we're so cool. 0:08:46.200 --> 0:08:49.080 I remember when we were like, we're gonna be insta famous. Yeah. 0:08:49.080 --> 0:08:51.680 I kept saying when we because that's when Instagram first became. 0:08:51.800 --> 0:08:53.800 It was when Instagram first started, and like the goal 0:08:54.000 --> 0:08:56.440 was to be insta famous and make it to the 0:08:56.440 --> 0:08:58.719 pop page. Yeah, I remember when you could get to 0:08:58.760 --> 0:09:00.480 the pop page and then like you when you were 0:09:00.480 --> 0:09:02.280 on the pop page and that people would screen shot 0:09:02.280 --> 0:09:05.760 if you're on their pop page. Like, remember was that? 0:09:06.000 --> 0:09:08.000 Remember when you told me that I was annoying? 0:09:09.600 --> 0:09:12.120 I would tell you that still today, Like I love 0:09:12.160 --> 0:09:14.880 you to death, but like, well you're annoying too. Yeah, 0:09:14.920 --> 0:09:16.400 that's why you're my sister. 0:09:17.040 --> 0:09:19.640 Literally, but that clip is just so funny because I 0:09:19.679 --> 0:09:20.760 forget what did you say? 0:09:21.559 --> 0:09:24.080 So there's this So what happened was Colonia got eliminated 0:09:24.120 --> 0:09:26.800 and then she got brought back the next day, and 0:09:26.840 --> 0:09:27.360 I was like. 0:09:27.840 --> 0:09:30.600 Which is the most traumatic, one of the most traumatic 0:09:30.600 --> 0:09:31.400 things of my life. 0:09:31.480 --> 0:09:36.079 Yeah, I can't imagine. That was cannot imagine. They didn't 0:09:36.080 --> 0:09:37.760 what's the story. They didn't tell you that you were 0:09:37.800 --> 0:09:39.200 coming back, right, They were like, you're gonna come to 0:09:39.200 --> 0:09:39.520 your soul. 0:09:40.200 --> 0:09:44.280 So what it was is that Brian, our producer, Yeah, 0:09:44.480 --> 0:09:47.560 did not like my mom because my mom shocker shocker. 0:09:48.120 --> 0:09:50.840 He he loves my mom now, but she just didn't 0:09:50.880 --> 0:09:51.840 cause any drama. 0:09:51.920 --> 0:09:53.120 She wasn't very dramatic. 0:09:53.559 --> 0:09:55.840 And he loved me because I was a good dancer 0:09:56.520 --> 0:10:00.720 and Abby and Abby loved me god DC like I 0:10:00.800 --> 0:10:04.280 was Abby's everything you. Yeah, no, for sure, but just 0:10:04.440 --> 0:10:07.440 like especially then, so it didn't really cause me drama. 0:10:07.480 --> 0:10:10.280 It was like, Okay, Abby loves me, and my mom 0:10:10.360 --> 0:10:15.720 doesn't yell, so it was like, yeah, there's no story. 0:10:15.720 --> 0:10:19.880 I had no story. So Brian wanted to kick me off, 0:10:20.000 --> 0:10:23.400 and you could tell Abby was crying because she knew 0:10:23.440 --> 0:10:24.360 she had to kick me off, but. 0:10:24.360 --> 0:10:25.800 She obviously didn't want to. 0:10:26.040 --> 0:10:28.040 She didn't want to kick me off, and they wouldn't 0:10:28.120 --> 0:10:30.240 let her use I think this is what it was. 0:10:30.280 --> 0:10:33.319 They wouldn't let her use the callback card that night. 0:10:33.360 --> 0:10:36.480 That night she needed like she literally after the show, 0:10:36.800 --> 0:10:39.480 she was bawling to Brian, like bring her back? 0:10:39.520 --> 0:10:40.679 What can I do to bring her back? 0:10:40.679 --> 0:10:42.400 Like Colonie needs to be on the show, Like I 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:44.240 remember hugging her, and she's like, I'm gonna see you again, 0:10:44.360 --> 0:10:46.360 like I'm gonna fight for you right now. 0:10:46.600 --> 0:10:47.920 Yeah, I went home. 0:10:48.000 --> 0:10:52.160 I wish she yeah, like she I mean, I always 0:10:52.160 --> 0:10:54.000 say that, I've said it a thousand times over. She 0:10:54.120 --> 0:10:56.160 is the reason that I have my career because she 0:10:56.320 --> 0:10:59.440 loved me so much and she fought for me because 0:10:59.440 --> 0:11:02.440 nobody else wanted me. There no producers, nobody behind the scenes, 0:11:02.440 --> 0:11:03.640 which those are the people. 0:11:03.400 --> 0:11:05.480 That control it, control their show. 0:11:05.679 --> 0:11:08.560 Yeah, and she really fought for me to be there. 0:11:08.640 --> 0:11:11.320 But they sent me to a hotel. So we fully 0:11:11.360 --> 0:11:14.680 packed up, went to a hotel, stayed at our hotel. 0:11:14.800 --> 0:11:16.640 Mind you, with au DC, they did not tell you 0:11:16.679 --> 0:11:17.760 how long you were going to be there for. It 0:11:17.760 --> 0:11:19.880 could be I think up to like ten weeks. Yeah, 0:11:19.920 --> 0:11:21.600 but it was like you could go home after they went. 0:11:21.640 --> 0:11:24.000 So it was packed clothes and dance wearing. You can't 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:28.120 rewear anything, yeah, for twelve weeks or ten weeks. And 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:31.200 so like you had, I mean we had suitcases, so 0:11:31.360 --> 0:11:33.600 much soul and then you bought shit too, and then 0:11:33.720 --> 0:11:36.400 like for our apartment, you had by cleaning supplies and 0:11:36.440 --> 0:11:37.640 you had to take all that, like I mean, it 0:11:37.679 --> 0:11:38.080 was a wreck. 0:11:38.280 --> 0:11:41.160 It was pretty crazy. But with a food truck, oh, 0:11:41.240 --> 0:11:42.520 we always had that food truck. 0:11:43.000 --> 0:11:45.160 It was really good. There was this breakfast food truck 0:11:45.360 --> 0:11:48.120 was so good tomatoes. Every day your mom would get 0:11:48.120 --> 0:11:50.480 a blt no like b no l like you're doing 0:11:50.480 --> 0:11:53.199 a tomatoes sandwich or something. So the French toast, my 0:11:53.200 --> 0:11:56.880 mom would always get French TOAs good, so good. I 0:11:56.920 --> 0:11:58.480 don't remember what I got back in the day, but 0:11:58.640 --> 0:12:01.120 I just like remember that being so it was so fun. 0:12:01.480 --> 0:12:02.760 It was so fun. Back to you. 0:12:02.840 --> 0:12:05.840 But we stay in a hotel and I remember bawling 0:12:05.840 --> 0:12:08.160 my eyeballs out all night because we think we're getting 0:12:08.160 --> 0:12:10.480 on a flight the next day. And you know how 0:12:10.559 --> 0:12:12.640 whenever you get kicked off, you do your interview right 0:12:12.679 --> 0:12:14.040 after you go to the hotel, you. 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:14.720 Go home right away. 0:12:14.800 --> 0:12:16.960 Yeah, well, and my mom was like, I want to 0:12:16.960 --> 0:12:18.400 go home right now. So my mom was like, I'm 0:12:18.400 --> 0:12:19.560 gonna rent a car and we're going to go home. 0:12:19.559 --> 0:12:21.800 And they were like, no, you can't go home. You 0:12:21.840 --> 0:12:23.800 can't go home. They were like, we need you for 0:12:23.880 --> 0:12:26.960 interview in the morning, and we were like, oh, nobody 0:12:27.280 --> 0:12:28.640 does interviews in the morning. 0:12:28.720 --> 0:12:29.480 That's not a thing. 0:12:29.920 --> 0:12:31.920 So then we kind of were just like, what's going on, 0:12:32.000 --> 0:12:33.000 and this is really weird. 0:12:33.000 --> 0:12:33.840 This is really weird. 0:12:34.320 --> 0:12:35.880 And we did our interviews in the morning and they 0:12:35.880 --> 0:12:37.600 were like, we need you on stage and we were 0:12:37.640 --> 0:12:41.120 like what and why that's and you know, every time 0:12:41.160 --> 0:12:43.960 there was a callback card. It was used that night 0:12:44.000 --> 0:12:46.800 that night, Yeah, it wasn't used the next day. So 0:12:46.840 --> 0:12:48.880 then I came in and then I got the callback 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:50.560 card the next day. But I'm pretty sure that's because 0:12:50.559 --> 0:12:53.240 Abby literally had a fight for me all night long. 0:12:54.800 --> 0:12:56.960 To the network. Actually, she probably had to go above 0:12:57.000 --> 0:12:59.760 Brian and go to the network. So long a story short, 0:12:59.760 --> 0:13:03.000 like the the production pyramid is like the cast, then 0:13:03.040 --> 0:13:06.360 the production, then the producers, then the network. So network 0:13:06.440 --> 0:13:09.679 always has final say yeah, but there's also such thing 0:13:09.760 --> 0:13:12.079 called the credential card. And I didn't learn about the 0:13:12.080 --> 0:13:13.880 credential card until I was on tour. 0:13:14.120 --> 0:13:15.720 Uh huh, And I was gonna say, I don't even 0:13:15.720 --> 0:13:16.200 know what that is. 0:13:16.280 --> 0:13:18.880 Yeah, so my my tour manager actually taught me about it, 0:13:18.880 --> 0:13:20.520 and he was like, Jojo, your face is the one 0:13:20.520 --> 0:13:23.440 on the credential. You have the credential card. Whatever you 0:13:23.520 --> 0:13:26.160 say can go because we can do the show without 0:13:26.160 --> 0:13:28.800 anyone else, but we cannot do it without you. And 0:13:28.920 --> 0:13:30.880 so I think Abby kind of had to pull her 0:13:30.880 --> 0:13:33.679 credential card. It is her show. Is Abby's also Deal's conversation. Yeah, 0:13:33.679 --> 0:13:36.040 it's her name. If she says I am not showing 0:13:36.120 --> 0:13:39.319 up unless Colonie is back. They have to give her 0:13:39.320 --> 0:13:39.760 what she wants. 0:13:39.800 --> 0:13:42.000 It's called the credentials, which I wouldn't be shocked if, 0:13:42.000 --> 0:13:44.040 like that's literally what she did because she loved me 0:13:44.080 --> 0:13:46.160 so much and she wanted me there. Yeah, so then 0:13:46.160 --> 0:13:48.000 that's how I ended up coming back. But then now 0:13:48.040 --> 0:13:50.199 say the quote, so anyways, I'm back. 0:13:50.160 --> 0:13:51.760 So Colonie's back. She comes back in, and I was 0:13:51.800 --> 0:13:54.560 like so excited to let Colonie's back. I love her now, 0:13:54.920 --> 0:13:57.199 don't get me wrong. Honestly, she can kind of get 0:13:57.240 --> 0:14:00.680 really annoying, but I'm still cheesier something like that. 0:14:00.720 --> 0:14:02.840 Well, because we were like sisters, I would go in 0:14:02.840 --> 0:14:07.040 her room every single day, every single morning, every single. 0:14:06.880 --> 0:14:09.880 Morning, and I would sit on her feet, stood on 0:14:09.920 --> 0:14:12.640 my feet. She would steal my blanket, yeah, and like 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:14.240 try to wake her up. She would try to wake 0:14:14.240 --> 0:14:15.760 me up. She would talk to my mom and I 0:14:15.800 --> 0:14:18.199 would just like no, I was not never having it. 0:14:18.480 --> 0:14:19.800 But she was like a sister to me, and you 0:14:19.800 --> 0:14:21.520 still are like a sister for me. We were feeling 0:14:21.800 --> 0:14:24.440 the dance Mom's reunion and this was the funniest moment 0:14:24.480 --> 0:14:26.240 to me. Kendall sat in my chair because we were 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:27.840 taking a break and I think Jill came in and 0:14:27.840 --> 0:14:30.080 sat in Kendle's chairs, and Kendle sat in my chair, 0:14:30.440 --> 0:14:32.760 and I sat in Colonnie's chair because Colonie was using 0:14:32.760 --> 0:14:35.120 the mushroom. Colonnie comes back and how she's walking back. 0:14:35.200 --> 0:14:37.400 She gets about ten steps away. I get up out 0:14:37.400 --> 0:14:38.880 of her chair and I turn around someway she can 0:14:38.880 --> 0:14:40.440 sit in her chair. She just walks in. 0:14:40.480 --> 0:14:42.880 And said I didn't even like I wasn't even like, oh, 0:14:42.880 --> 0:14:43.320 thank you. 0:14:43.480 --> 0:14:44.600 She just like got up and I just like. 0:14:44.600 --> 0:14:45.760 Sat down and got my phone. 0:14:45.760 --> 0:14:47.600 She'd get you a thing twice and I just was like, 0:14:47.680 --> 0:14:50.480 oh my hell, like I am the little sister. It's 0:14:50.480 --> 0:14:51.920 like my little sister, because I know if I was 0:14:51.920 --> 0:14:53.560 sitting there, You're like get out of my chair. Yeah, 0:14:53.560 --> 0:14:54.840 So I just got up immediately. 0:14:54.840 --> 0:14:56.080 I like looked at you and just gave you like 0:14:56.080 --> 0:14:57.120 the death there, and you would. 0:14:56.880 --> 0:14:58.880 Have just like gotten up. Yeah, So she got up. 0:14:58.880 --> 0:15:00.440 Anyways, we didn't have to deal with the all that 0:15:00.520 --> 0:15:00.880 thank you. 0:15:00.960 --> 0:15:03.120 I was talking to my gro group Kalani's gonna do 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:06.160 my gro group XOMG Pops podcast later today. I'm not sure. 0:15:06.200 --> 0:15:07.960 I'm sure it's gonna be actually released by the time 0:15:08.000 --> 0:15:10.000 this is released, so go listen to that. My gro 0:15:10.080 --> 0:15:13.760 group Xomji Pop. They have their own podcast. It is adorable. Anyways, 0:15:13.840 --> 0:15:16.400 Kalani is gonna be You're gonna be their first guest. Actually, 0:15:16.560 --> 0:15:19.920 oh my god. Sure. So they were chatting yesterday about, 0:15:19.920 --> 0:15:21.560 you know, how they're gonna rearrange a set for you 0:15:21.600 --> 0:15:23.440 to be in there, like they're they're so excited to 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:25.200 have you. But I told them, I was like, you're 0:15:25.200 --> 0:15:26.600 gonna be able to have a fun talk with her 0:15:26.640 --> 0:15:31.760 because how I'm your guys's older sister. I'm her younger sister. Yeah, 0:15:31.800 --> 0:15:33.240 but I was like, we're gonna have y'all will be 0:15:33.280 --> 0:15:34.920 able to have like a fun dynamic because we really 0:15:34.920 --> 0:15:37.400 do have that for sure, sister like bond. 0:15:37.520 --> 0:15:40.080 No, I'm excited to meet them because I teach dance 0:15:40.160 --> 0:15:43.160 now and all my little girls, they were like Xomegi 0:15:43.240 --> 0:15:44.280 Pop for Halloween. 0:15:44.640 --> 0:15:46.800 Stop. They're like obsessed. Stop. 0:15:46.840 --> 0:15:49.880 So they're all gonna love that I'm doing this. They 0:15:49.880 --> 0:15:52.120 all love you, but they love Xomegi Pop too. You know, 0:15:52.240 --> 0:15:54.480 you know you're not older, so that's like the six 0:15:54.600 --> 0:15:56.240 seven year olds are obsessed with that. 0:15:56.400 --> 0:16:00.880 I freaking love it. So my gratitude alarmful. For right now. 0:16:01.640 --> 0:16:02.760 I'm grateful for you right now. 0:16:02.800 --> 0:16:04.880 I'm grateful for you right now because we don't get 0:16:04.920 --> 0:16:07.240 to spend this much time together. 0:16:07.840 --> 0:16:09.120 So I need to come. 0:16:09.160 --> 0:16:10.680 I need to start coming to La more and just 0:16:10.680 --> 0:16:12.440 like stay with you. 0:16:12.120 --> 0:16:14.160 Just just like once, so we usually been here, We 0:16:14.240 --> 0:16:17.880 got the jojo beds, perfect, can't wait. This is exactly 0:16:17.920 --> 0:16:30.040 my vibe. Yeah, there's nothing to like about Colonia and 0:16:30.040 --> 0:16:32.440 I is. We were polar opposites, couldn't be any more opposite, 0:16:32.440 --> 0:16:35.160 but it just works. And like I even noticed, like 0:16:35.960 --> 0:16:39.680 I noticed, I noticed this when the reunion, right, I 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:44.320 noticed that, like you, this is I think this will 0:16:44.360 --> 0:16:47.040 really put into perspective our relationship for people. And then 0:16:47.080 --> 0:16:49.000 we'll get into more of your life and dance moms 0:16:49.040 --> 0:16:51.200 in your life now and care about Lauia. We'll get 0:16:51.200 --> 0:16:52.960 into all the things. But I really want people to 0:16:53.040 --> 0:16:55.760 understand our dynamic. We're doing the Dance Momster union and 0:16:55.840 --> 0:16:59.400 I feel like you are friends with everybody, right, Like 0:17:00.160 --> 0:17:03.080 if everyone's hanging out and I'm over somewhere, like you 0:17:03.200 --> 0:17:06.720 will hang out with everybody, right, and like that's your vibe. 0:17:06.760 --> 0:17:08.800 You'll be chill with everybody, You'll hang out, You'll be 0:17:09.119 --> 0:17:11.640 you'll be fun friends whatever, but then when it comes 0:17:11.720 --> 0:17:15.040 time for you to like need someone, I'm your need 0:17:15.160 --> 0:17:17.879 someone personally, you know what I mean, even like on 0:17:18.080 --> 0:17:20.720 the show, like you would always hang out with Maddie 0:17:20.800 --> 0:17:23.240 with Kindle and like, but then I remember, like when 0:17:23.320 --> 0:17:28.520 you would need someone, they were never your I need someone, yeah. 0:17:28.560 --> 0:17:30.720 And I don't does that make sense? Like I think 0:17:30.760 --> 0:17:35.720 it's just our personalities. You're fine with like being by yourself. 0:17:36.200 --> 0:17:37.960 I don't know how to explain it. And I'm just 0:17:38.080 --> 0:17:41.080 like everybody person. I feel like I talk to everybody. 0:17:41.520 --> 0:17:44.240 I like to be friends with everybody. But when it 0:17:44.320 --> 0:17:46.720 comes down to the end of it, I'm like Jojo, 0:17:46.800 --> 0:17:48.560 I got you. We just have like some sort of connection, 0:17:49.000 --> 0:17:52.840 even with your mom too. I know your mom, like 0:17:52.880 --> 0:17:53.359 you know how like. 0:17:53.440 --> 0:17:54.879 You like don't hang out with your mom, but then 0:17:54.880 --> 0:17:56.200 when you need someone, you go to your mom, and 0:17:56.280 --> 0:17:58.760 you know your mom has you. Yeah, That's how our 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:01.760 relationship is. It's like, no, we don't need to hang out. 0:18:01.760 --> 0:18:03.320 We don't even but like if I need someone, you 0:18:03.400 --> 0:18:04.040 are my phone. 0:18:04.359 --> 0:18:08.080 Especially even just in life, Like I feel like we 0:18:08.160 --> 0:18:09.959 could not talk for two years, but it's like as 0:18:10.000 --> 0:18:12.200 soon as we see each other, it's like, okay, nothing 0:18:12.280 --> 0:18:12.919 nothing changes. 0:18:13.040 --> 0:18:14.920 It's like back to normal, back to normal. Were the 0:18:14.920 --> 0:18:16.639 same humans we always were, like we know each other, 0:18:16.680 --> 0:18:19.240 we got each other. Oh, Kilani, I just love you, 0:18:19.440 --> 0:18:21.840 I really do. I just apore to you. We're on 0:18:22.040 --> 0:18:26.200 Dance Moms. You're living your life when you're on Dance Moms. 0:18:26.240 --> 0:18:29.600 When I just say, dance Moms, what's your like? Where 0:18:29.640 --> 0:18:31.960 does your mind go? But what's what's give me? Like? 0:18:32.520 --> 0:18:33.320 Give me Kilane. 0:18:33.440 --> 0:18:39.760 In Dance Moms, I would say I definitely was a favorite. Yeah, 0:18:39.800 --> 0:18:41.600 so I will. I would say I was a favorite. 0:18:43.200 --> 0:18:47.960 Obviously drama, but ultimately just a ton of fun in 0:18:48.000 --> 0:18:50.040 my childhood. That's how I like to explain it. I 0:18:50.119 --> 0:18:53.760 think that we don't give it enough credit of being 0:18:54.000 --> 0:18:57.240 so much fun, and I wish sometimes I would have 0:18:57.440 --> 0:19:00.320 appreciated it it's had been more when I was in it, 0:19:00.760 --> 0:19:03.080 because I just don't think that I even at the moment, 0:19:03.160 --> 0:19:05.920 which also I think makes it what it is. But 0:19:06.080 --> 0:19:08.359 even at the moment, I just didn't understand, like how 0:19:08.520 --> 0:19:10.359 massive it was, Yeah, how massive it was. 0:19:11.440 --> 0:19:14.760 Sometimes projects are better when you don't know, because then 0:19:14.760 --> 0:19:16.560 you don't put the pressure on yourself to make it big, 0:19:16.800 --> 0:19:20.000 Like I'm I'm in the start of this massive project 0:19:20.080 --> 0:19:22.000 right now. I kind of told you all about it 0:19:22.000 --> 0:19:24.440 the other day. Yeah, and like truthfully, like I don't 0:19:24.440 --> 0:19:26.120 really know much about it. I've never seen the movie 0:19:26.160 --> 0:19:28.600 that it's based on. Yeah, Like, but maybe that's better 0:19:28.640 --> 0:19:30.720 because then I'm going into it. About that pressure, I'm 0:19:30.760 --> 0:19:32.040 like it has to live up to this. 0:19:32.440 --> 0:19:34.600 I think that that's what Dance Pumps was is we 0:19:36.720 --> 0:19:40.240 didn't give ourselves the pressure to be this big show. 0:19:40.280 --> 0:19:43.240 It's almost like low key most of us didn't care. 0:19:43.520 --> 0:19:47.040 No quite actually, like we were just like actually there 0:19:47.160 --> 0:19:49.680 competing every single week and cameras were following us like 0:19:49.800 --> 0:19:51.440 it wasn't all it was. It was never like we 0:19:51.560 --> 0:19:53.200 were doing that for the show. It was like even 0:19:53.200 --> 0:19:54.520 if the cameras were to cut, like I feel like 0:19:54.560 --> 0:19:57.800 we still would have been doing that. Like no, literally crazy, 0:19:57.920 --> 0:20:01.240 we were just so much. We are so ourselves I 0:20:01.359 --> 0:20:04.080 feel as the girl, and it was so real it 0:20:04.200 --> 0:20:06.119 was it couldn't. I don't know why people always are 0:20:06.240 --> 0:20:09.000 like it's scripted. I'm like, it's not. You have literally 0:20:09.160 --> 0:20:12.600 how you can't even write the stuff back empty chair 0:20:12.640 --> 0:20:13.600 to a solo, no one. 0:20:13.520 --> 0:20:16.040 Want to thought about that's literally the things that people 0:20:16.080 --> 0:20:16.760 say are real. 0:20:17.040 --> 0:20:18.800 Get your figure out of my face, girls out the room. 0:20:18.840 --> 0:20:21.760 Girl that never a writer is not that smart to 0:20:21.760 --> 0:20:23.000 think of that just can. 0:20:23.080 --> 0:20:26.320 Mean people need to know that every show has somewhat 0:20:26.440 --> 0:20:30.120 of a production, because sure you can't just throw people 0:20:30.160 --> 0:20:32.760 in a room and be like, okay make TV. Yeah, no, 0:20:32.920 --> 0:20:35.760 there have to be you know, or if somebody hears something, 0:20:35.840 --> 0:20:37.400 be like, okay, bring that back up again. 0:20:37.440 --> 0:20:40.120 And the things dance Forms too, is that yes, not scripted. 0:20:40.160 --> 0:20:42.760 They would they would have their week lined up. You know, 0:20:42.920 --> 0:20:45.359 every every reality show has their week lined up. But 0:20:45.440 --> 0:20:47.639 it will say, Dance Worms is really good at just 0:20:47.840 --> 0:20:50.240 going with it. If we started like the week that 0:20:50.280 --> 0:20:52.520 I had to do it with Kindle is a perfect example. 0:20:53.560 --> 0:20:55.200 All the sudden, Kindle doesn't want to do the jojo 0:20:55.359 --> 0:20:56.560 do the duo with jojo. 0:20:57.000 --> 0:20:58.800 That's hysterical. Why did she want to do the doing 0:20:58.880 --> 0:20:59.040 with you? 0:20:59.280 --> 0:21:01.560 Because she wanted to do with Maddie. Oh it was 0:21:01.680 --> 0:21:04.879 like she she was very pissed and Maddie was just 0:21:04.960 --> 0:21:06.359 doing I think it was when she was doing Austin 0:21:06.400 --> 0:21:09.280 and Alley or something. She was gone. Whenever she was 0:21:09.560 --> 0:21:11.200 she was going to be back for the competition. She 0:21:11.320 --> 0:21:12.920 was just gonna have to learn it on Friday, which 0:21:12.920 --> 0:21:15.000 Maddie could have done easily, of course, but I was 0:21:15.080 --> 0:21:16.840 just filling in for her. And then Kendall was like, 0:21:16.960 --> 0:21:18.520 but I don't even want to learn it with Jojo, 0:21:18.640 --> 0:21:20.000 Like the part of the fun of a duo was 0:21:20.040 --> 0:21:20.480 like learning. 0:21:21.000 --> 0:21:23.119 I'm actually so sad we never had a duo on 0:21:23.200 --> 0:21:23.640 dance moment. 0:21:23.640 --> 0:21:25.000 It's a rip off. We at least got our do. 0:21:25.040 --> 0:21:27.159 On a Yeah, we we only had one duo. It 0:21:27.280 --> 0:21:29.240 was so funny. They just never put us together. No, 0:21:29.440 --> 0:21:30.560 but we were best friends. 0:21:30.640 --> 0:21:32.960 We were best but they would never put us together. 0:21:33.200 --> 0:21:35.640 But maybe it's because they knew that, Like it would 0:21:35.640 --> 0:21:36.480 have caused nothing and. 0:21:36.440 --> 0:21:38.440 Would have caused nothing. There was nothing between us, like 0:21:38.600 --> 0:21:42.040 our moms loved each other. Yeah, they only occasionally ever fought, 0:21:42.119 --> 0:21:44.840 and it wasn't really it was just more like we're 0:21:45.840 --> 0:21:47.639 they would let something bug them that they would normally 0:21:47.720 --> 0:21:48.720 not even give a shit about it. 0:21:48.840 --> 0:21:50.560 No, Yeah, it wasn't our parents. 0:21:50.680 --> 0:21:54.280 Fights weren't meaning yeahful fights. But we had one one 0:21:54.400 --> 0:21:56.760 duo on au DC and it was the Vampire One 0:21:57.000 --> 0:21:57.960 and it was so iconic. 0:21:58.119 --> 0:21:59.600 It's so iconic, and I feel like people. 0:21:59.359 --> 0:22:00.840 Don't even know about it, and it makes me really 0:22:00.920 --> 0:22:03.280 sad because that's our only jo together. 0:22:03.840 --> 0:22:06.600 Ana's iconic. It was so good and it was choreographed 0:22:06.600 --> 0:22:10.160 by such an iconic choreographer. Is amazing. I mean, she's 0:22:10.240 --> 0:22:13.280 done everything in the world. She's she's a billion of 0:22:13.280 --> 0:22:14.960 the dances on so you think you can dance? She 0:22:15.640 --> 0:22:17.680 should a bunch of for Bieber just on his last tour. 0:22:17.680 --> 0:22:21.200 I mean, Cassandra is a legendary chographer. Incredible, Like thinking 0:22:21.240 --> 0:22:22.679 about the fact that we got to work with her 0:22:22.720 --> 0:22:24.040 when we were nine. 0:22:23.840 --> 0:22:28.320 And like what, no, seriously why And her being on 0:22:28.400 --> 0:22:30.840 aa DC is also just like the most insane thing 0:22:31.160 --> 0:22:32.919 when she is just a. 0:22:33.000 --> 0:22:36.920 Massive, massive massgrifer. Do you know who else did choreography? 0:22:37.240 --> 0:22:41.000 He did the Cowboy group dance. Victor Rojas is his name, 0:22:41.040 --> 0:22:43.879 and he's like a top dog Gaga dancer. He's been 0:22:43.920 --> 0:22:46.320 her dancer for like, oh yeah, I love Victor yea yeah. 0:22:46.520 --> 0:22:48.680 Like the fact that he did the group dance. No, 0:22:48.880 --> 0:22:51.080 it's crazy, Like do you remember too when he used 0:22:51.080 --> 0:22:53.040 to run the dance and then he'd be like, all right, 0:22:53.080 --> 0:22:55.800 let me watch it, and he'd like close his eyes. 0:22:55.840 --> 0:22:59.040 He wouldn't watch Richie does that really? So when Richie 0:22:59.160 --> 0:23:01.240 he raps for me. Yeah. 0:23:01.600 --> 0:23:04.399 And so we worked with so many iconic people on 0:23:04.560 --> 0:23:07.040 the show, and I don't even think that at the 0:23:07.160 --> 0:23:09.440 time we realized it. That's going back to just like 0:23:09.600 --> 0:23:12.600 being a kid, and we were so real It's like 0:23:12.720 --> 0:23:15.119 now you look back at it and it's like, what, 0:23:16.000 --> 0:23:18.680 how did we even get the opportunities to work with 0:23:18.720 --> 0:23:19.639 the people that we worked with. 0:23:19.880 --> 0:23:22.520 It's and we didn't even know. No, we had no clue. 0:23:22.600 --> 0:23:24.159 We didn't even know how big of a deal to 0:23:24.200 --> 0:23:26.920 sign it was. We had no clue. It's amazing. 0:23:26.960 --> 0:23:28.800 I worked with her a lot though, with like when 0:23:28.880 --> 0:23:31.200 as I got older in the dance world, and I 0:23:31.200 --> 0:23:33.200 would assist her all the time. She did a bunch 0:23:33.200 --> 0:23:36.120 of dances when we did the Irreplaceable tour, she did 0:23:36.440 --> 0:23:38.879 some of our dances for that. Me and Kendall had 0:23:38.920 --> 0:23:40.160 a really beautiful. 0:23:39.800 --> 0:23:42.680 Duo that she did. She's so good. I love her. Yeah, 0:23:42.720 --> 0:23:53.359 she's so good. Okay, we got to go back because 0:23:53.359 --> 0:23:57.000 we jumped right ahead to dance homes. But pov I 0:23:57.280 --> 0:23:59.760 at this point am like six years old and I'm 0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:01.960 one my favorite TV show and it's like, look, you 0:24:02.040 --> 0:24:03.520 can be on our TV show, Oh You Gotta to 0:24:03.520 --> 0:24:06.400 Do is submitted dance video. I submitted dance video. I'm 0:24:06.440 --> 0:24:09.600 Jonah exactly what I am in Nebraska. I am six 0:24:09.760 --> 0:24:12.000 years old and I am a star. I do a 0:24:12.080 --> 0:24:15.000 dance and it is so bad. All of a sudden, 0:24:15.200 --> 0:24:17.920 I see there was a winner already of this TV show. 0:24:18.280 --> 0:24:22.199 This TV show is Shake it Up. And guess who 0:24:22.320 --> 0:24:25.800 the freaking winner of Disney's Shake it Up Make Your 0:24:25.920 --> 0:24:29.800 Mark competition was the very first year. You me, no, 0:24:29.920 --> 0:24:30.600 it's so crazy. 0:24:30.920 --> 0:24:33.520 A lot of people don't know that I fully had 0:24:33.640 --> 0:24:36.560 like a dance career crazy before I did dance. 0:24:36.400 --> 0:24:37.680 Mom, because you did bun Heads. 0:24:37.760 --> 0:24:38.679 I did bun Heads. 0:24:38.840 --> 0:24:40.399 I did Shake it Up. 0:24:40.520 --> 0:24:42.080 I did some other things I can't even remember off 0:24:42.080 --> 0:24:43.479 the top of my head. But that was like an 0:24:43.520 --> 0:24:46.720 ABC Family show, big show. I worked with Marguerite Derek's 0:24:47.040 --> 0:24:50.879 huge choreographer. Yeah, someone like amazing. This was no that 0:24:51.240 --> 0:24:54.159 was a Bunheads. But on Make Your Mark, like my 0:24:54.400 --> 0:24:58.200 judges were Sean Kingston, Selena Gomez. I was with every 0:24:58.280 --> 0:25:00.560 Disney star possible when I did Shake it Up, and 0:25:00.720 --> 0:25:02.960 that's insane. I was nine then, But do you know 0:25:03.040 --> 0:25:05.240 how big of a deal Making Mark was like it 0:25:05.400 --> 0:25:07.600 was huge and it's just funny because we didn't know 0:25:07.680 --> 0:25:11.280 each other at the point, and I won that crazy. 0:25:11.440 --> 0:25:12.840 It was so fun. A lot of people don't know 0:25:12.920 --> 0:25:14.960 that either. They'll go back and they'll be like, wait, 0:25:15.080 --> 0:25:18.640 that's and then the next year another little girl group 0:25:18.760 --> 0:25:20.320 duo from your studio. 0:25:20.080 --> 0:25:23.080 Once again, and like everybody thought I was rigged and 0:25:23.160 --> 0:25:23.600 it really was. 0:25:23.680 --> 0:25:25.080 It really wasn't. They were just cute and they were 0:25:25.119 --> 0:25:26.240 good and they had it together. 0:25:26.320 --> 0:25:28.960 Oh my gosh, are my real dance studio that I 0:25:29.000 --> 0:25:29.520 grew up at? 0:25:29.840 --> 0:25:32.760 Really? Oh my god, so good. I feel like y'all 0:25:32.800 --> 0:25:35.560 were like, how Utah is now? That was the original 0:25:37.040 --> 0:25:39.000 club dance Like crazy, so good. 0:25:39.160 --> 0:25:41.359 We won so many things. We did so many things, 0:25:41.400 --> 0:25:44.119 like we had another group to America's got talent like 0:25:44.240 --> 0:25:47.560 we did. We were very much so little fresh they 0:25:47.600 --> 0:25:48.320 were so cute. 0:25:48.400 --> 0:25:51.440 It was so hard. When Brnn first came to Dance Moms, 0:25:51.640 --> 0:25:53.320 me did not fan grow over her because I loved 0:25:53.359 --> 0:25:55.879 fresh faces. I really loved fresh faces, and a lot 0:25:55.880 --> 0:25:58.200 of people know like Brin was from my studio. We 0:25:58.280 --> 0:25:58.880 were on the show. 0:25:59.000 --> 0:26:01.879 Like there's a lot that's like cross connecting things that 0:26:02.080 --> 0:26:03.680 happened throughout d Smith. 0:26:03.800 --> 0:26:06.200 You know you know, and if you don't know, it's 0:26:06.240 --> 0:26:07.720 not even worth catching you up because. 0:26:07.480 --> 0:26:09.399 There's just you just have and you're just such a 0:26:09.440 --> 0:26:13.520 big fan of everything, literally everything that you knew, everything 0:26:13.800 --> 0:26:14.160 I knew. 0:26:14.840 --> 0:26:17.399 Think about me is I'm not ashamed of my like 0:26:17.760 --> 0:26:21.960 fan girl status, Like no shame in hiding it. Literally 0:26:22.000 --> 0:26:24.119 watched dance Woms every single day. I'm getting ready to 0:26:24.160 --> 0:26:26.119 do the David o Brick Dancewoms or what's up moms? 0:26:26.200 --> 0:26:27.240 Like that's all I watch. 0:26:27.400 --> 0:26:30.200 Yeah, I'm a pretty big fan girl too. I think 0:26:31.280 --> 0:26:35.600 in different things of Tyler Cameron. We know Tyler just 0:26:35.760 --> 0:26:39.640 like really trying here, you got. 0:26:39.600 --> 0:26:41.480 No, You're really trying. I know. 0:26:41.840 --> 0:26:44.199 I actually haven't really been trying because you're like come up, 0:26:44.359 --> 0:26:46.000 You'll be like get here right now, and I'll be 0:26:46.080 --> 0:26:47.360 like I tell her. 0:26:47.320 --> 0:26:50.080 I'm like Tyler's coming over tonight. We're having to watch party. 0:26:50.240 --> 0:26:52.760 I'm just always messing with her, like I love you. 0:26:52.840 --> 0:26:55.399 But my best two friends could never no, no, I 0:26:55.400 --> 0:26:57.920 would never allow it. I would lose my mind. What 0:26:58.000 --> 0:27:01.040 happens if something was to happening, what happened? I'm chill, 0:27:01.280 --> 0:27:02.400 but like what would happen? 0:27:02.520 --> 0:27:04.280 Like me I'm like already, like going into it, nothing 0:27:04.280 --> 0:27:04.760 would happened. 0:27:04.760 --> 0:27:07.240 I'm chill. You're you're not only planning your relationship, you're 0:27:07.240 --> 0:27:07.959 planning your breakup. 0:27:08.040 --> 0:27:10.560 Now we haven't even got to the relationship part, but 0:27:10.600 --> 0:27:11.920 I'm planning the breakup after. 0:27:12.200 --> 0:27:14.240 Like I everything will be fine. Y'all are both my 0:27:14.359 --> 0:27:15.719 family now? Like I couldn't. 0:27:15.960 --> 0:27:19.280 I Yeah, that's amazing, and then we can all actually 0:27:19.359 --> 0:27:19.879 be family. 0:27:20.000 --> 0:27:23.200 It'd be great. Okay. Then can I marry you? Yes? 0:27:23.800 --> 0:27:26.159 I want the La Klan's gonna marry me so you 0:27:26.200 --> 0:27:28.920 can have a labor. Okay. This actually this leads me 0:27:28.960 --> 0:27:32.920 into my next topic. So obviously we need to clarify 0:27:33.000 --> 0:27:35.359 this before we get into this subject because I know 0:27:35.480 --> 0:27:37.960 people are gonna take clips of this and they are 0:27:38.000 --> 0:27:40.920 gonna shimmey it and sham it and twist it and 0:27:41.080 --> 0:27:43.639 turn it and make it whatever it is. But we're 0:27:43.680 --> 0:27:48.560 about to get controversial here. The world thinks I have 0:27:48.640 --> 0:27:53.119 the biggest crush on you, Glani. I love you with 0:27:53.280 --> 0:27:55.359 my whole heart. You're my sister, who are one of 0:27:55.440 --> 0:27:57.919 the hottest women in the world. I see your pictures 0:27:57.960 --> 0:28:00.600 and I'm like, yes, bitch, you better work. You could 0:28:00.640 --> 0:28:04.480 not be further from my type. I know what, I'm 0:28:04.560 --> 0:28:08.600 kind of sad about feminine. You're short, Yeah, I I 0:28:09.320 --> 0:28:12.080 that's honestly, that's it, like your personalities to the nines. 0:28:12.119 --> 0:28:14.800 But like I think you, I don't. I don't. Feminine 0:28:14.840 --> 0:28:16.680 is just not my vibe. And I really like someone 0:28:16.720 --> 0:28:18.639 that's taller than me. I am a firm believer and 0:28:18.680 --> 0:28:23.080 like your personal be your person, Like you're not my person. 0:28:24.119 --> 0:28:27.400 I've known you my person. Yeah, you're not my type either. 0:28:28.240 --> 0:28:28.560 Dang it. 0:28:29.480 --> 0:28:32.880 Those but those clips make me laugh so hard. Also 0:28:33.040 --> 0:28:35.640 just because people trying to think that, like you see 0:28:35.640 --> 0:28:37.760 your say, have a crush on me, you don't. Literally, 0:28:37.840 --> 0:28:39.400 I kind of hang out with you the way we 0:28:39.480 --> 0:28:41.080 hang out if you actually crash. 0:28:40.880 --> 0:28:43.520 Actually did, but it is funny. I will say, Okay, 0:28:43.640 --> 0:28:45.600 take us out of the situation. Okay, we don't know 0:28:45.720 --> 0:28:48.320 each other. We don't know ourselves like we are. We've 0:28:48.360 --> 0:28:51.440 never met each other. Watching the clips from Dance Moms, 0:28:52.120 --> 0:28:54.880 watching the I actually have a video edit that we're 0:28:54.880 --> 0:28:56.920 going to react to for a TikTok later if you're down, 0:28:56.960 --> 0:28:59.840 because it's just hilarious seeing the picture from the team 0:29:00.480 --> 0:29:04.600 or I'm staring at you like you actually like, I 0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:10.840 understand why the rumor started, like it so looks like 0:29:10.960 --> 0:29:12.400 it and it's so many funny. 0:29:12.560 --> 0:29:14.120 So May and my friends sent it to me and 0:29:14.240 --> 0:29:16.240 were like, does she really have a crush And You'm like, no, 0:29:16.360 --> 0:29:18.520 she's literally my sister. I don't know how to explain it. 0:29:19.200 --> 0:29:22.000 We could never be in that sort of a relationship. 0:29:22.080 --> 0:29:24.960 We're just not, like absolutely not like I would lick 0:29:25.000 --> 0:29:26.680 the ground you walked on if you told me to, 0:29:27.080 --> 0:29:27.560 but I would. 0:29:28.480 --> 0:29:32.240 No, no, I can't. I can't even talk about it anyway. 0:29:33.760 --> 0:29:35.440 It's getting so far where I'm like, Okay, we gotta 0:29:35.480 --> 0:29:37.120 we gotta wrap up this conversation. But it is just 0:29:37.200 --> 0:29:39.840 so funny. So I just want to know when the rumor, 0:29:40.240 --> 0:29:42.720 Like when you first saw the TikTok? What did? What 0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:45.239 did you think? I'm talking like the iconic, iconic one 0:29:45.280 --> 0:29:47.200 where you're like, oh, look at myself with this when 0:29:47.200 --> 0:29:50.280 I'm just giving you all the stares. I'm literally watching 0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:52.400 you do your dance, but people think I'm checking you out, 0:29:52.600 --> 0:29:54.640 but always You're like, I was just. 0:29:54.720 --> 0:29:56.960 Like, it's funny. I didn't really think you liked me 0:29:57.040 --> 0:30:00.840 because I'm so close with you and I just never 0:30:00.960 --> 0:30:02.960 have thought of you like that. So I just thought 0:30:02.960 --> 0:30:05.000 it was funny and we kind of played and do it, 0:30:05.080 --> 0:30:06.720 and I think that that's all I was thinking about. 0:30:07.040 --> 0:30:08.040 I wasn't like, oh my. 0:30:08.080 --> 0:30:09.720 Gosh, that's so weird, Like I don't know, I don't 0:30:09.960 --> 0:30:13.480 like get like that either, though I'd be flattered if you. 0:30:13.520 --> 0:30:15.920 Did like me, because I want your lambeau. 0:30:16.480 --> 0:30:18.320 Okay, actually, one time you told me you'd buy me 0:30:18.360 --> 0:30:19.880 a car, and I think you forgot about that. 0:30:20.080 --> 0:30:22.280 I think it'll make you yourself. I literally don't remember that, 0:30:22.400 --> 0:30:26.200 and I remember almost everything I know you did. Did 0:30:26.280 --> 0:30:29.040 I I mean it sounds like something I would say, Okay, 0:30:29.320 --> 0:30:33.880 maybe one day. Did you ever say the thing that 0:30:33.960 --> 0:30:36.040 my brother commented on my April Fool's post, I made 0:30:36.080 --> 0:30:37.800 like an edit of me with like a secret girlfriend. 0:30:37.800 --> 0:30:39.680 It was literally it was my brother's girlfriend that I 0:30:39.720 --> 0:30:43.240 made me in the video okay, holding my hand. Obviously, 0:30:43.280 --> 0:30:45.440 I'm I'm as single as can be. I wish I 0:30:45.520 --> 0:30:47.520 wasn't as single as can be. I'm very single right now, 0:30:47.560 --> 0:30:49.920 single as can be. But my brother was like, can 0:30:50.000 --> 0:30:52.720 I comment on it? So happy for you and Klaunie, 0:30:53.040 --> 0:30:55.240 and I was like, fucking, it's April Fools. That is 0:30:55.560 --> 0:30:57.080 so funny, so funny. 0:30:57.080 --> 0:30:58.960 Oh my god, I should have been like, I love 0:30:59.000 --> 0:31:00.560 you baby, thanks so much. 0:31:02.160 --> 0:31:04.160 It's just like this happened to me and my gay 0:31:04.200 --> 0:31:06.120 best friend. People thought we were hooking up, and. 0:31:06.200 --> 0:31:08.360 I was like, wait, no, it would actually be really 0:31:08.440 --> 0:31:10.960 funny though if we did, like end up dating like 0:31:11.040 --> 0:31:12.720 from the show, we're not going. 0:31:12.600 --> 0:31:15.160 To do I know, but like that would have been 0:31:15.280 --> 0:31:17.840 hysterically imagine if it was real. No, Like that would 0:31:17.880 --> 0:31:19.400 have been really fun I imagine if you would have 0:31:19.400 --> 0:31:20.800 gotten the text for me or the call for me. 0:31:20.880 --> 0:31:23.480 I was like, hey, so there's this room going around 0:31:23.600 --> 0:31:25.440 and I just really need to be I need to confess. 0:31:25.480 --> 0:31:28.040 I need to confess. I gotta I gotta just be honest. 0:31:28.240 --> 0:31:28.479 I had. 0:31:28.680 --> 0:31:30.960 I had a boyfriend at the time too. My boyfriend 0:31:31.120 --> 0:31:33.600 was like, that's actually really funny. He was like, because 0:31:33.680 --> 0:31:36.280 like I'm with you, but like it was really funny. 0:31:36.160 --> 0:31:38.560 So obvious if you know us, But if you don't, 0:31:38.600 --> 0:31:40.480 and you just see those clips like I do, I 0:31:40.520 --> 0:31:42.320 do see where the world's coming from, and it's it's 0:31:42.520 --> 0:31:43.200 honestly on the. 0:31:43.200 --> 0:31:46.240 Show, we weren't super close, like during Dance Moms, I'm 0:31:46.320 --> 0:31:47.080 so older. 0:31:47.000 --> 0:31:49.080 That's what I was saying like you would hang out 0:31:49.120 --> 0:31:51.120 with the cool kids. I was not a good when 0:31:51.120 --> 0:31:52.560 I came to dance, and I was just like the 0:31:52.640 --> 0:31:54.800 oldest too. You're the oldest. You were the vibeest. But 0:31:54.880 --> 0:31:58.400 then like again, if you needed somebody, oh it's it's Jojo, 0:31:58.560 --> 0:31:59.520 I know where you were going. Yeah. 0:32:00.000 --> 0:32:02.440 I just feel like our like age gap at that point. 0:32:02.520 --> 0:32:04.880 Was just the awkwarding. It was like the awkward fifteen 0:32:05.080 --> 0:32:07.040 or ten to fourteen or eleven fourteen whatever, you. 0:32:07.080 --> 0:32:09.880 Are still really young, and I was like the oldest 0:32:09.960 --> 0:32:11.720 one and I was hanging out like I feel like 0:32:11.760 --> 0:32:14.480 I was like closest with like Maddie and like we're cool. 0:32:14.560 --> 0:32:17.120 You were Yeah you were wearing Brandy Mailville and yeah, 0:32:17.200 --> 0:32:18.760 I literally and I was like I want to go 0:32:18.800 --> 0:32:19.880 to justice. Yeah. 0:32:20.200 --> 0:32:23.440 Yeah, we just were in like different People forget that. 0:32:23.520 --> 0:32:25.600 It was like actually our childhood too. That I think 0:32:25.600 --> 0:32:26.640 a lot of people forget that that. 0:32:26.760 --> 0:32:28.040 It's like, imagine what. 0:32:28.080 --> 0:32:30.360 You went through in your childhood. We were just kids 0:32:30.440 --> 0:32:32.080 and it was just put on TV. 0:32:32.160 --> 0:32:33.720 The public for the Yeah. 0:32:34.320 --> 0:32:35.920 And I think it's so funny when people like pen 0:32:36.000 --> 0:32:37.680 us against each other, like so and so is so mean. 0:32:37.720 --> 0:32:39.080 You have to like you have to remember we were. 0:32:39.240 --> 0:32:42.760 We were children, literally twelve like babies. 0:32:42.960 --> 0:32:44.960 Yeah, I'm like, think about what your childhood was like, 0:32:45.080 --> 0:32:47.840 that's what ours was, just just so public. 0:32:48.000 --> 0:32:51.200 Yeah okay, So now, I mean I feel like we've 0:32:51.200 --> 0:32:52.880 gotten a lot of dance Mom's chat, and we got 0:32:52.920 --> 0:32:54.440 the reunion coming up where people are going to get 0:32:54.440 --> 0:32:57.400 even more dance Moms chat. You've done so many incredible 0:32:57.480 --> 0:33:02.240 things post Dance Moms. I've loved watching you. I've loved 0:33:02.280 --> 0:33:04.680 watching everyone's journey post Dance Moms. But I've just I 0:33:04.800 --> 0:33:06.800 love seeing you go on all your brand deal trips 0:33:06.880 --> 0:33:08.600 and I'm just like you better work, Colone like you 0:33:08.760 --> 0:33:11.640 you got it. You're doing the dang thing. You become 0:33:11.680 --> 0:33:13.959 an older sister, which again, I mean you have two 0:33:14.000 --> 0:33:15.880 little brothers and now you have a little sister, which 0:33:16.040 --> 0:33:18.840 is I mean, I just I love following along with you, 0:33:19.040 --> 0:33:21.720 like personally because I love and adore you so much, 0:33:21.920 --> 0:33:25.800 but to see to see you like doing what you've 0:33:25.800 --> 0:33:27.960 always wanted to be doing is just so cool. But 0:33:28.120 --> 0:33:31.080 something that is new for you and that I am 0:33:31.560 --> 0:33:33.760 so proud of you forre because stuff like this takes 0:33:33.920 --> 0:33:37.040 so much work. Is care by Colonie. Yeah, give me 0:33:37.120 --> 0:33:39.200 the rundown, Give Me how it started, Give me it All. 0:33:39.400 --> 0:33:43.680 Yeah, So my brand, it's only maybe six seven months 0:33:43.840 --> 0:33:44.560 old right now. 0:33:44.960 --> 0:33:45.480 That bag. 0:33:47.080 --> 0:33:49.440 It is a care by Klawonnie, and it is a 0:33:51.040 --> 0:33:52.640 I'm a very big mental health advocate. 0:33:52.760 --> 0:33:55.360 I feel like, you know, from being on the show 0:33:55.440 --> 0:33:57.959 to even now, the things that I've gone through personally 0:33:58.040 --> 0:34:00.400 that I try to open up with, but I don't 0:34:00.480 --> 0:34:02.600 share too much, just because there's obviously a lot of 0:34:02.680 --> 0:34:05.680 things that are personal to me. But that was the 0:34:05.720 --> 0:34:07.200 whole point of why I wanted to start Care by 0:34:07.240 --> 0:34:10.759 Claudiates a self care brand, and I think that that's 0:34:10.800 --> 0:34:14.959 something that I really got into post show. On the show, 0:34:15.000 --> 0:34:17.200 I feel like I was very emotionless. If you go 0:34:17.320 --> 0:34:19.920 back and watch episodes, and I've gone and like watched episodes, 0:34:20.320 --> 0:34:22.120 I was just the oldest. I really feel like I 0:34:22.200 --> 0:34:24.319 took care of everybody and you were just you were 0:34:24.360 --> 0:34:27.120 there to dance. You weren't there to express feeling, express emotion. 0:34:27.239 --> 0:34:29.160 You were just there to dance. And at the time 0:34:29.320 --> 0:34:32.840 that was good. But now looking back in hindsight, you're like, oh, no, 0:34:32.960 --> 0:34:34.520 maybe I did need to feel things. 0:34:34.440 --> 0:34:38.080 No for sure, and I let so much bottle up 0:34:39.000 --> 0:34:42.239 that after the show, I went through one of the 0:34:42.320 --> 0:34:44.799 hardest parts of my life where I was just having 0:34:44.880 --> 0:34:46.919 panic attacks every day, anxious every day, and I didn't 0:34:46.960 --> 0:34:48.759 know why. And it was more or less just because 0:34:48.800 --> 0:34:50.960 I bottled everything up from when I was a kid 0:34:51.440 --> 0:34:53.880 and I never expressed it. And you know my mom too, 0:34:53.960 --> 0:34:58.400 she's not really like a very emotionally person. 0:34:58.520 --> 0:35:00.560 You know, I don't know, she's not an emotional animal. 0:35:00.719 --> 0:35:01.800 She's like a fun puppy. 0:35:02.120 --> 0:35:05.400 Yeah, She's not someone that I felt like, not in 0:35:05.480 --> 0:35:06.120 a bad way. 0:35:06.000 --> 0:35:08.440 But I can, especially with you. Your mom was a 0:35:08.560 --> 0:35:11.440 very young mom, and she's been open about that, and 0:35:11.880 --> 0:35:13.840 so I think now with her kids, she might have 0:35:13.920 --> 0:35:16.040 a bit different of a relationship her younger kids. But 0:35:16.120 --> 0:35:17.640 you and your mom are close in age, and so 0:35:18.280 --> 0:35:18.640 we are. 0:35:18.560 --> 0:35:21.960 Basically just growing up together exactly, going through Yeah. And 0:35:22.040 --> 0:35:23.799 I feel like also, all a lot of the other 0:35:24.239 --> 0:35:28.200 kids on the show, their moms were older or had 0:35:28.280 --> 0:35:30.759 like older siblings, so when they had gone through things before, 0:35:30.880 --> 0:35:33.360 I was my mom's first, like, so we were just 0:35:33.480 --> 0:35:35.640 going through everything together so fresh and new, which every 0:35:35.640 --> 0:35:38.319 single person was. But I don't know, I just didn't 0:35:38.360 --> 0:35:40.719 express my emotion at time. So once I got off 0:35:40.760 --> 0:35:45.960 the show. I just was going through anxiety and panic attacks, 0:35:45.960 --> 0:35:47.879 and I was living by myself, and I was living 0:35:47.920 --> 0:35:50.359 in La alone, and COVID was happening, and there were 0:35:50.400 --> 0:35:53.520 so many new things that I really wanted to be 0:35:53.960 --> 0:35:56.560 a mental health advocate to people, and that was the 0:35:56.600 --> 0:36:00.160 whole point of starting my brand. So she's new and 0:36:00.640 --> 0:36:03.920 she's self care. Actually, I was just thinking this. You 0:36:04.080 --> 0:36:07.920 left yesterday on set, but I gave everybody packages back. 0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:11.359 Everybody stall the stuff. But I have your address, now, 0:36:11.800 --> 0:36:12.480 you have where I live. 0:36:12.560 --> 0:36:14.680 Now I'm going to be sent it to you. I'm 0:36:14.719 --> 0:36:16.279 also all buy it. You don't have to send it. 0:36:16.320 --> 0:36:19.239 I want to support Please do will I will one 0:36:19.320 --> 0:36:21.239 hundred percent. I will write after this, you know I 0:36:21.719 --> 0:36:23.440 I'll send you. Has it been fun? Has it been 0:36:23.480 --> 0:36:25.840 fun to do? Because I think one of the coolest 0:36:25.880 --> 0:36:27.920 things you can do is take one of your struggles 0:36:28.520 --> 0:36:31.640 and make it something that you are proud of. And 0:36:31.960 --> 0:36:34.200 I feel like that's kind of care by Colonnie kind 0:36:34.200 --> 0:36:37.960 of gave you the outlet of you have recently, I 0:36:38.040 --> 0:36:40.200 mean literally, as of three days ago, started to be 0:36:40.560 --> 0:36:43.719 open about some of your very very serious struggles. But 0:36:43.840 --> 0:36:46.200 I think for the longest time you've been open about 0:36:46.400 --> 0:36:49.080 just your struggles in general. H And I think this 0:36:49.280 --> 0:36:51.799 now care bout Keloonie gives you a place to take 0:36:51.800 --> 0:36:54.240 those struggles and do good with them and help others. 0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:57.160 So does it? Does it feel good? Is it tough? 0:36:57.239 --> 0:36:59.759 I mean, do you? I don't know? Would you? 0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:04.120 I always say that I wanted whenever I started a 0:37:04.200 --> 0:37:07.480 brand or whenever I started something, I wanted it to 0:37:07.600 --> 0:37:10.120 be meaningful to me and to be able to help others. 0:37:10.560 --> 0:37:13.120 I didn't want to just start something to make money. 0:37:13.600 --> 0:37:15.759 I wanted because I feel like that's something that a 0:37:15.840 --> 0:37:19.240 lot of people just do it this which I totally 0:37:19.360 --> 0:37:19.920 understand too. 0:37:20.560 --> 0:37:23.719 And the success financially will only come if it's something 0:37:23.800 --> 0:37:25.960 that has the longevity, and it has a longevity if 0:37:25.960 --> 0:37:29.680 it's something that you truly are passionate exactly. And so 0:37:29.840 --> 0:37:31.959 that was the whole reason of starting the brand. 0:37:32.000 --> 0:37:37.360 And I feel like having a genuine outlook and like 0:37:37.480 --> 0:37:41.239 being genuine about what I'm creating, you know, makes it 0:37:41.840 --> 0:37:43.759 makes it better. You know, I'm not just in it 0:37:43.800 --> 0:37:45.680 for the money. I like genuinely want to help people, 0:37:45.800 --> 0:37:48.040 Like that's what I try to do. I genuinely try 0:37:48.120 --> 0:37:50.719 to help people and help people understand what's going on. 0:37:50.880 --> 0:37:53.600 I do think that it's hard sometimes just because people 0:37:53.680 --> 0:37:55.920 look at you and think there's no way you have anxiety. 0:37:55.960 --> 0:37:59.600 You have this perfect life, and I'm like, absolutely not. 0:38:00.120 --> 0:38:02.320 You know what we were talking about on the reunion, 0:38:02.960 --> 0:38:06.239 And it's just I really wanted to start something that 0:38:06.520 --> 0:38:08.920 was meaningful to me. But in my brand, I'm going 0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:10.839 to start just like I wanted it to be very 0:38:11.040 --> 0:38:15.480 also vague, because I self care can mean anything. Like 0:38:15.560 --> 0:38:17.920 a form of self care for me is dance. I 0:38:18.080 --> 0:38:21.319 love to dance. I love to teach dance. And during 0:38:21.360 --> 0:38:24.120 those times where I was really really bad and really anxious, 0:38:24.520 --> 0:38:26.359 I took dance out of my life because I think 0:38:26.400 --> 0:38:28.160 I was so just over it. 0:38:28.360 --> 0:38:30.000 And I think you may have thought too, that was 0:38:30.040 --> 0:38:30.560 the problem. 0:38:30.960 --> 0:38:35.000 Yeah, I think I did. And I just recently, maybe 0:38:35.040 --> 0:38:37.200 in the past two years, have started teaching and dancing 0:38:37.320 --> 0:38:41.480 more and it's something that I find such a Yeah, 0:38:41.520 --> 0:38:42.000 I love it. 0:38:42.120 --> 0:38:43.600 I love to dance. I'm like, you dance a lot 0:38:43.680 --> 0:38:46.360 now too. Anytime I'm going through something hard now I 0:38:46.440 --> 0:38:47.120 reach for dance. 0:38:47.280 --> 0:38:47.440 Yeah. 0:38:47.480 --> 0:38:49.680 It's like if I'm just like chilling, like I reach 0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:51.440 right now. I'm into the drums like that it's like 0:38:51.520 --> 0:38:54.040 what I reach for. But when I am like, I 0:38:54.360 --> 0:38:58.640 need to like get emotion out dance yeah instantly. So 0:38:58.760 --> 0:39:02.239 I've been teaching dance now too, and I want to 0:39:02.280 --> 0:39:03.960 create so many different things for my brand. I want 0:39:03.960 --> 0:39:06.640 to go into like skincare, I want to go into 0:39:08.160 --> 0:39:14.279 like dance where maybe like things. So if you can 0:39:14.360 --> 0:39:17.200 make something that can relate into that somehow, yeah, I 0:39:18.000 --> 0:39:20.319 have to think about that. Socks. If you do socks, 0:39:20.320 --> 0:39:23.680 I can wear the socks for in pilate sometimes. I love, 0:39:24.080 --> 0:39:27.439 I love I do make pilate socks. Let's do it. Yeah, yeah, 0:39:27.640 --> 0:39:30.080 I'm there's just with my brand. 0:39:30.280 --> 0:39:31.840 I just want to help outlets and I want to 0:39:32.360 --> 0:39:36.400 create so many things beyond what I even have started. 0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:38.600 So that was just the point of the brand, and 0:39:38.680 --> 0:39:40.279 I love it. I think it's a fun venture to 0:39:40.400 --> 0:39:44.600 have to just outside of everything that I've done. It's 0:39:44.640 --> 0:39:47.000 something that I'm passionate about and it means a lot 0:39:47.080 --> 0:39:49.839 to me. So that's why I started care and then 0:39:50.000 --> 0:39:51.360 I teach chance and those I feel like are my 0:39:51.600 --> 0:39:53.280 two major things that I work. 0:39:53.120 --> 0:39:54.799 On the most. I love it. They keep you, they 0:39:54.880 --> 0:39:57.640 keep you saying, yeah, keep you sane. Yep. Where can 0:39:57.719 --> 0:40:00.440 people where can people buy care by Flani? You can 0:40:00.520 --> 0:40:02.799 buy it at care dot shop care, dot shop care 0:40:02.880 --> 0:40:05.960 with a K, Care with a KK a r E. Yeah, care, 0:40:06.120 --> 0:40:08.600 dot shop care with the K, Care with the K. 0:40:09.120 --> 0:40:10.080 She's care with the K. 0:40:10.480 --> 0:40:12.319 So many play on words here, but yes, you. 0:40:12.400 --> 0:40:15.640 Said something too about like how people I don't want 0:40:15.640 --> 0:40:17.359 to wrap it up soon, but you said something about 0:40:17.400 --> 0:40:19.839 how people you know look at you and think like, oh, 0:40:19.880 --> 0:40:22.160 you have this perfect life. Oh you're beautiful, Oh you 0:40:22.840 --> 0:40:26.680 you're a great dancer, you're talented. But sometimes some of 0:40:26.719 --> 0:40:29.680 the happiest people that you see are the people that 0:40:29.800 --> 0:40:32.920 are struggling the most. And so I think that's just 0:40:33.040 --> 0:40:36.320 something to keep an eye out for for everyone in 0:40:36.440 --> 0:40:38.520 the world. Keep an eye on your friends. 0:40:38.960 --> 0:40:41.640 And and especially the people that don't talk about it 0:40:41.719 --> 0:40:43.960 the most. Yep, because I'm not on. 0:40:43.960 --> 0:40:46.120 Those people that are there for everyone else. Yeah, sometimes 0:40:46.160 --> 0:40:47.719 they need someone to be there for them. Yeah. 0:40:47.840 --> 0:40:53.520 I think that, you know, depression, anxiety, all these mental 0:40:53.600 --> 0:40:57.240 health problems that people have come in so many different 0:40:57.280 --> 0:41:00.239 shapes and sizes, and then it all goes back for 0:41:00.360 --> 0:41:03.040 me at least, like be nice on social media, because 0:41:03.440 --> 0:41:04.880 I feel like a lot of times that has been 0:41:04.960 --> 0:41:07.359 something that has hurt me, and I'm sure that you've 0:41:07.360 --> 0:41:11.480 gone through you have thick skin now, but it's so hard. Yeah, 0:41:11.480 --> 0:41:13.160 and I think it could happen to anybody. 0:41:13.400 --> 0:41:16.480 Yeah, it's it's it's so tough. Social media is so tough, 0:41:17.280 --> 0:41:21.600 and no one's gonna straight up be like, hey, I'm 0:41:21.719 --> 0:41:24.239 struggling with my mental health right now, because. 0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:25.839 It's the hardest thing to do. I've done it before. 0:41:26.040 --> 0:41:28.399 Ask you don't even you don't even know how much 0:41:28.680 --> 0:41:29.640 it took me to do it. 0:41:29.840 --> 0:41:31.759 So I think that that's why I'm also such a 0:41:31.800 --> 0:41:35.280 big advocate, because I've been able to get over that hump. 0:41:35.560 --> 0:41:38.680 Yeah. So I always try to tell people just to 0:41:38.760 --> 0:41:41.520 be kind to others because it's you never know what somebody's. 0:41:41.160 --> 0:41:44.640 Going through, and if you're struggling, getting over that hump 0:41:44.760 --> 0:41:47.200 is the hardest thing, but it is worth it to 0:41:47.239 --> 0:41:49.640 get over that. Yeah, It's okay to ask for help. 0:41:50.440 --> 0:41:52.360 It is better to ask for help than it is 0:41:52.440 --> 0:41:55.920 to not. I agreed. Ninety nine point nine percent of 0:41:56.000 --> 0:42:00.800 problems can be worked through, but one percent of problems 0:42:00.840 --> 0:42:02.800 can get worked through with no help. A lot of 0:42:02.920 --> 0:42:06.080 problems need help, whether that's from a family, whether that's 0:42:06.080 --> 0:42:09.680 from a friend or whether that's from a professional. Don't 0:42:09.719 --> 0:42:10.440 be scared of help. 0:42:10.680 --> 0:42:13.719 Yeah, don't be scared of help. And I think you know, 0:42:13.960 --> 0:42:16.040 I have a good support system. Find the people that 0:42:16.320 --> 0:42:18.680 love you and care about you, and just try to 0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:21.080 keep your life positive. And I feel like that that's 0:42:21.120 --> 0:42:21.799 helped me so much. 0:42:22.239 --> 0:42:22.759 I mean for me. 0:42:22.880 --> 0:42:25.359 You know that I moved back. I moved back to Scottsdale. 0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:28.480 I was in LA. You're the best. Sorry, this is 0:42:28.520 --> 0:42:30.520 such a sun note. You have the best coffee shop 0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:37.400 in Scottsdale. What's it called? Something? Elephant? Black something something blackrock? Blackrock? 0:42:37.560 --> 0:42:38.680 Where did elephant come from? 0:42:38.719 --> 0:42:42.080 Because here we have black elephant. Oh, okay, blackrock. It's 0:42:42.200 --> 0:42:42.719 so good. 0:42:42.880 --> 0:42:44.839 I get that almost every day before I get teach chance. 0:42:44.880 --> 0:42:47.200 So the banana chocolate one from there, I'll have to 0:42:47.239 --> 0:42:47.799 give that a try. 0:42:47.840 --> 0:42:48.120 I haven't. 0:42:48.160 --> 0:42:50.440 Oh it's a it's a like a protein shaker, isn't it. 0:42:50.600 --> 0:42:52.000 No, it's a coffee, but it's coffee. 0:42:52.719 --> 0:42:55.320 Okay, I'm gonna have to un I'm gonna have to give. 0:42:55.160 --> 0:42:58.240 That a try. Ala, it's my favorite. Do love Alfreds. 0:42:58.280 --> 0:43:01.320 I love Priscilla's too. Here and find out the holiday 0:43:01.400 --> 0:43:04.160 drinks are out like, I know what Christmas drinks are 0:43:04.200 --> 0:43:06.680 out right now, Merry freaking Christmas the season. What's on 0:43:06.680 --> 0:43:12.000 your holiday list? Like? I want a boyfriend, saying a 0:43:12.080 --> 0:43:13.560 girlfriend and care bye, Coloni. 0:43:13.880 --> 0:43:15.840 Yeah, I'll get you care by Colonie. I'll give you 0:43:16.280 --> 0:43:19.040 everything in every color because you make a favorite. 0:43:19.320 --> 0:43:20.960 I'm gonna go order it, don't send it. I'm gonna 0:43:21.000 --> 0:43:23.799 order very kind of you, y'all. Thank you for joining 0:43:23.880 --> 0:43:27.240 this Jojosa Now. I hope you guys enjoyed poor usual. 0:43:27.280 --> 0:43:29.480 If you like to give a good review. Clonie, I 0:43:29.600 --> 0:43:31.920 love you. Thank you for being here. 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