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Speaker 1: Welcome to this episode of Emergency.

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Speaker 2: Intercom, Episode fifteen. We made it. We made it to fifteen.

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Speaker 3: I almost said, that's three weeks in a row.

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Speaker 2: What is that?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: Three almost four months, almost four months of consistent weekly posting.

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Speaker 3: That is unheard of.

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Speaker 1: I like us being a friend of when people were

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Speaker 1: like what the hell and like, yeah, bitch, it is shocking.

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Speaker 2: It's shocking. It's shocking. But we're here to stay. Baby,

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Speaker 2: you can't get rid of us. Hopefully, just wait till

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Speaker 2: we start making money.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna say. I mean, we're here to stay.

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Speaker 1: Is like if it turned into something, but by this

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Speaker 1: time we thought we'd be able to like pay a.

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Speaker 3: Bill or something, but.

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Speaker 2: No money we have it.

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Speaker 3: We can't even pay Khi.

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Speaker 1: We've got free interns. We're free workers for ourselves.

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Speaker 2: Literally no no, and say we're doing all this work

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Speaker 2: for free for them, like they're doing like they're getting

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Speaker 2: us for free.

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Speaker 1: I think they've always gotten us for free though, so

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Speaker 1: like that's not that crazy.

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Speaker 3: It's not like we're like Netflix stars are, like usually

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Speaker 3: you'd have to pay subscription to time.

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Speaker 2: I want booking fees per video. I want a watch

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Speaker 2: this video sent us ten dollars. That'd be awesome.

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Speaker 1: Well that's why we were going to start a Patreon,

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Speaker 1: not for ten dollars, because literally, what would we do

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Speaker 1: for ten dollars If you like a lot of share

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Speaker 1: people out there who would give you ten dollars a month,

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Speaker 1: if you practiced three times a week trying to learn

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Speaker 1: how to do a backflip.

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Speaker 2: I'll do it.

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Speaker 1: The thing is, I know if you try to do

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Speaker 1: a bat flip, you would be the person to like

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Speaker 1: break your fucking back and I'd have to be wheeling

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Speaker 1: you around.

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Speaker 2: I would I know, I think I could land a

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Speaker 2: backflip if I like practice for a while.

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Speaker 3: I don't think tall people can do that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's like maybe not actually no, but

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Speaker 2: I could do a backflip if i'd like practice for

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Speaker 2: like like give me six months and I'll be able

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Speaker 2: to do this.

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Speaker 1: This is literally like when you watch the Olympics that

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Speaker 1: you were like, I could be a sharp shooter.

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Speaker 2: Like you know, I'm okay, literally, but like think about that,

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Speaker 2: Like you just stand still and hold a fucking gun

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Speaker 2: and shoot it. Like that's the easiest thing. Ever. You

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Speaker 2: don't train physically at all, Yes.

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Speaker 1: You do, you think because you go to war once

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Speaker 1: a week.

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Speaker 2: On call of duty. I haven't played in a long time.

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Speaker 3: Good girl.

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Speaker 1: I would go into your room and be like steaming,

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Speaker 1: Which does that makes sense? You should be playing it

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Speaker 1: when it's cold.

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Speaker 3: But I guess since Brandon's wedding is coming up, is

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Speaker 3: that why?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, my brother's getting married. Congratulations Brandon and Rachel. I

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Speaker 2: love y'all.

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Speaker 3: I love y'all so much. I'm sorry, I'm not gonna

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Speaker 3: be there.

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Speaker 2: You flaked last second. Did you know that this is

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Speaker 2: perfect to bring up in the podcast. They've already ordered

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Speaker 2: your food and it's eighty five dollars a plate, and

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Speaker 2: now they haven't actual food.

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Speaker 3: I'll drive there, I'll go for two days and then

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Speaker 3: come back.

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Speaker 2: Let's do it.

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Speaker 3: I'll do it if you kiss me, kiss me?

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Speaker 1: Okay, do we get into the topic or do I

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Speaker 1: get what's on the forefront of my brain out and

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Speaker 1: then we can get on the topic.

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Speaker 2: Get it on the forefront, Get on the forefront.

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Speaker 1: Yes, when you said that, I imagine you're handing me a

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Speaker 1: gun and like pushing me.

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Speaker 2: They need to start going back to war.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, there hasn't been like enough war.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's why there's so much like tension in society

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Speaker 2: right now is because all the men are just at

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Speaker 2: home and we're just not at war. Send us away

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Speaker 2: and life will be good again. That is actually very interesting.

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Speaker 2: I wonder if that.

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Speaker 1: I wonder if your face genuinely turned like like you

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Speaker 1: you believed yourself.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I guess, I don't know. I don't know if

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Speaker 3: the world was any better, but just like couldn't drive cars, no,

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Speaker 2: We had like tanks and airplanes.

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Speaker 3: But just could drive tanks.

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Speaker 1: I have to get what's at the forefront on my

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Speaker 1: brain off, because my brain is actually on fire right now.

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Speaker 1: There's like two very important things three, the first one

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Speaker 1: being that I need to let y'all know because I.

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Speaker 3: Tell y'all about all of Azol's bellel movements.

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Speaker 1: At six thirty am today, I woke up to the

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Speaker 1: sound of like gagging and like coughing, and I looked

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Speaker 3: Down at her vomit that she's thrown up onto my bed.

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Speaker 1: And I literally sat up and I was like staring

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Speaker 1: threw up and she like ran away, and I wish

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Speaker 1: I got a picture of her, because like a little

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Speaker 1: bit of sunlight was peeking through, and it genuinely looked

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Speaker 1: like the alien standing in the doorway, like that was

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Speaker 1: a zool in her shadow, and she was standing there

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Speaker 1: so shameful, just staring at the floor for I'm not

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Speaker 1: getting like twenty minutes.

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Speaker 2: Well, I knew he did a bad thing. He didn't

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Speaker 2: need to do it.

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Speaker 3: No he didn't. I wonder what though, I bet he

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Speaker 3: fucking well.

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Speaker 2: I caught him chomping on my plant again. The reason

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Speaker 2: why I left that there is because there's a dead

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Speaker 2: leaf on the ground, and I'm like, if he's gonna

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Speaker 2: eat anything, he can eat this dead leaf and get

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Speaker 2: it out of him and just eat my fucking plant.

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Speaker 3: But I need to order that spray because.

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Speaker 2: He's destroying all of my plants. Yeah, that whole corner

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Speaker 2: is just fucking mangled.

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Speaker 3: Now much is on it. I think he'd get to it.

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Speaker 3: My room, my big long, fine plane. He's been like

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Speaker 2: It's like, why is he doing that? All of a sudden,

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Speaker 2: it's actually trying.

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Speaker 3: Now, it's because he wants more attention.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna give him attention.

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Speaker 3: That sounds like you're gonna hurt him.

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Speaker 1: And then the second thing is, actually this is not

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Speaker 1: like that's a person.

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Speaker 3: That's kind of it.

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Speaker 2: She's kind of awesome.

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Speaker 3: Like in her own ways. Oh no, this is what

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Speaker 3: I was gonna say. I think she's trying to tell

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Speaker 3: people she's Mexican.

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Speaker 1: A Mexican flag in Bad Baby's bio, and she's been

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Speaker 1: looking like.

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Speaker 3: Hella Pale, but.

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Speaker 1: Like like the makeup is like going towards like a Caliucci's.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I saw that now that Caliucci.

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Speaker 3: Is Mexican, but she's inching into Latin every.

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Speaker 2: Time I see her. She looks different, like completely different,

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Speaker 2: and it actually blows my mind.

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Speaker 1: But she just has the Mexican flag up. And then

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Speaker 1: I was like, no, is that the French flag? No,

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Speaker 1: that's the Mexican flag.

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Speaker 2: Maybe maybe she has a little bit in here, maybe

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Speaker 2: she's like twenty five percent or something.

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Speaker 3: Or may wait wait, wait, let me see before I

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Speaker 3: like call bed Baby out. Oh no, no, no, it's

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Speaker 3: the French flag. Okay, what like why.

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Speaker 2: Or is it the Italian flag?

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Speaker 3: Wait?

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Speaker 1: What is the Italian flag. Oh maybe it's Italian. I

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Speaker 1: think it is the Italian flag.

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Speaker 3: I don't know what all.

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Speaker 2: These because she is like Italian.

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Speaker 3: Oh okay, dude, I wish the Mexican flag.

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Speaker 1: I knew that the emblem is in the middle of

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Speaker 1: the Mexican flag, but in my head I was like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I guess I.

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Speaker 3: Didn't put it on the emoji because like it's.

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Speaker 2: Just like so detare.

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Speaker 3: But I saw that last.

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Speaker 1: Night and literally was cracking the fuck up because imagine,

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Speaker 1: like bad baby just entering her Mexican air.

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Speaker 2: She freaks me the fuck out. Legitimately scares me. Like

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Speaker 2: if I saw her on the street, I'd be terrified

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Speaker 2: of her.

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Speaker 1: She talks about she like like flexes, how like quote

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Speaker 1: unquote petitious all the time.

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Speaker 3: It's like very odd. I was like doing heavy stocking and.

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Speaker 1: She's like, I'm eighty seven pounds, I'm ninety three pounds

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Speaker 1: because she's four eleven.

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Speaker 2: So she's like, I do you remember when she got

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Speaker 2: into that fight with I forgot who she fought, but like,

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Speaker 2: was it Malu? Yeah, maybe it was Malu. I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I remember her fighting someone and it was like it

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Speaker 2: broke the internet for a little bit. She just breaks

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Speaker 2: the Internet constantly, like she knows exactly how to piss

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Speaker 3: She gives very like Miami Florida behavior.

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Speaker 1: So I'm like, let's not expect anything of that baby,

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Speaker 1: like when like of course, yeah, like what a lot

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Speaker 1: of the things she does are wrong, but like why

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Speaker 1: are we holding out hope that bad baby is gonna

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Speaker 1: come to the internet in any sense?

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Speaker 3: Che see like form No.

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Speaker 1: One day she pulls up to the Internet and like

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Speaker 1: just with like minimal like alexis rend makeup and it's like,

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Speaker 1: hey guys, and like.

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Speaker 2: That's my favorite arc. Like literally like whoa Vicky had

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Speaker 2: that arc? Like she was like the worst person of

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Speaker 2: all time and now she's just like a Christian who

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Speaker 2: like loves children and like wants a child, Like her

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Speaker 2: arc was like crazy.

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Speaker 1: My thing is, like what I try to remember is

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Speaker 1: think about how bored you are, and like the people

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Speaker 1: watching like have like jobs and like go to school

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Speaker 1: and like have like these full lives in their own towns,

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Speaker 1: and then think about, like think about how bored you

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Speaker 1: can get even though you're like leading a full life

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Speaker 1: where you have like responsibilities. Think about how bored whoa

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Speaker 1: Vicky is Like and like people like bad baby, and

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Speaker 1: then think about if you had that much free time,

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Speaker 1: there's a chance they're gonna be a fucking piece of

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Speaker 1: shit at some point because you are so bored.

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Speaker 2: And also like when the money's right, like people do

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Speaker 2: stupid shit for money at any time of their life.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, like squid Game, Like I'm so glad the documentary

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Speaker 3: was made about.

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Speaker 2: That because I know, like that needed to actually be

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Speaker 2: talked about.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because like the lengths in which someone will go

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Speaker 1: for two for money and like how they'll just like

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Speaker 1: turn their back on I can't.

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Speaker 2: Believe that happened in real life. I know I'm talking.

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Speaker 1: See that's that's one of my problems is like school

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Speaker 1: doesn't teach you like important things like how to do

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Speaker 1: your taxes and squid game?

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Speaker 2: How do win squid game? I mean technically like the recess,

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Speaker 1: But we didn't grow up in Korea, so we'd fucking die.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, Like I just would be. I would be

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but no, I'm kind of I'm like a lone wolf.

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Speaker 1: I would have to have sex with sixty seven and

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Speaker 1: That was the like special meaning of the episode. Everyone

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Speaker 1: I would probably they would probably I would be like

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Speaker 1: And I would pick sixty seven And like I don't know.

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Speaker 3: Her name or her number.

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Speaker 2: That duo, literally I don't know like I love both

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I like you say, that's the most harbor.

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Speaker 2: Like actually like that that made me cry like so hard.

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Speaker 1: I was literally like I was showing my friend on

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Speaker 2: I cried in the bath. It was awesome.

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Speaker 3: Oh I cried in your mom I was.

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Speaker 2: Literally No one talks about this, but how I was

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Speaker 2: literally the first person to watch squid Game. Like I

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Speaker 2: I did, Like.

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Speaker 3: You were up at like whatever, No.

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Speaker 2: They nailed it to me via drop Box.

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Speaker 3: I don't know if that's like really risky.

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Speaker 2: It was one hundred gigabytes.

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Speaker 3: I feel like that show is way more than one

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Okay, well let's get into this episode because we've

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Speaker 1: Well, you gotta you gotta give them a feeler, make

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Speaker 3: It's like when someone clicked baked.

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Speaker 2: A video, so they clicked off. They already clicked off.

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Speaker 1: When the big thing doesn't happen until later. No, there's

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Speaker 1: that one motherfucker who timestamps oh yeah for us.

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Speaker 3: I haven't seen him in a while.

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Speaker 2: Though, I know you Yeah, And I don't know if

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Speaker 2: the playlist update is still there for Spotify.

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Speaker 3: Damn. It's funny how people just like stop caring about it.

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Speaker 2: They like change, they switch up, They prey on your

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Speaker 3: Okay, so we're here today to talk about.

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Speaker 2: The hate and the Hey incident. I think we've teased

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Speaker 2: this for four or five years, literally since we've known

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Speaker 2: little bit because it's embarrassing.

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Speaker 3: It doesn't well, it shouldn't be embarrassing for you, bitch.

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Speaker 3: It's embarrassing for me because I could not read a room.

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Speaker 2: No, it's embarrassing for me because I just froze.

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Speaker 3: That makes sense. Though. I was like very like extroverted

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Speaker 3: I was like not cool about it. I was very annoying.

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Speaker 1: So if you don't how do we do this? If

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Speaker 1: you don't know what the Hay incident is, Yeah, we're

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Speaker 1: talking about the time Drew literally ghosted me and fully

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Speaker 3: He gave me ego death.

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Speaker 2: So so we'll start from the very beginning. So, like

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Speaker 2: how long ago six years ago? We met each other

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Speaker 3: We like became friends in like late twenty fourteen, early fifteen.

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Speaker 2: And then we met so like we knew of each other.

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Speaker 2: We've known of each other for a while, yeah, and

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think before that I had finally we

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but yeah, So we met each other for the

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Speaker 2: and and you got invited to one of our tour

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Speaker 2: It was like, it's awkward at first, obviously, like.

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Speaker 3: We did have sex immediately.

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Speaker 2: It was really it was gross.

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Speaker 3: We took each other's like rigidity, like immediately.

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Speaker 2: It was really gross in the.

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Speaker 3: Middle of the like banquet hall where everyone was watching.

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Speaker 3: But no, when I went, I.

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Speaker 1: Remember I thought I would hang out with like Christian

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Speaker 3: But it was.

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Speaker 1: Actually you, like I we like hit it off immediately.

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Speaker 2: Wind like soulmates, like legitimately.

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Speaker 3: The Tonic soulmate Sleigh.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, we literally got along instantly, and then I

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like we did like a little duo thing together.

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Speaker 1: then we did every show.

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Speaker 3: That's crazy.

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Speaker 2: It was literally just britt and then we just were like,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we like hit it off immediately.

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Speaker 1: We hung out and did our like meet and green

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Speaker 2: And then there's I remember thinking like, oh, like this

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Speaker 2: and you were what I need you and I was

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Speaker 3: Okay.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and I'm striking out.

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Speaker 3: I'm tweaking.

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Speaker 2: I'm a fucking tweaker. I'm tweaking out, man, Mikey.

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Speaker 4: Mikey's yea the way you do ye, the way you

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Speaker 3: John's perfect. So me Andrew were getting along.

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Speaker 1: The funny thing is too, I don't think we spoke

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Speaker 2: But we were. Yeah, we were texting like literally almost immediately,

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Speaker 3: I was like, we should date.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I was like, and it doesn't help that I'm

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Speaker 3: I don't know if you were like.

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Speaker 2: Gray sweatpants challenge every day.

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Speaker 3: You were always in those gray sweats.

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Speaker 2: I was in those Nike tracks, I.

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Speaker 3: Know, literally in your Nike tracks, and like weird shirts.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, my Metallica shirts. I could not name a single

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Speaker 2: Metallica song.

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Speaker 3: The Metallica Thrasher hair dude.

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Speaker 2: Okay band tea era justin Bieber Purpose Tour merch era,

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Speaker 3: That is where fast fashion began began.

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Speaker 2: That was like this start.

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Speaker 1: The moment Fast Passion looked at us and was like,

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Speaker 1: I'm about to take advantage of you.

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Speaker 2: I'm about to beat this bitch's ass.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I like just thought everyone who was nice

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Speaker 1: to me, like, I was like I should date them,

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Speaker 1: Like that's two, Like we get along.

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Speaker 3: Why aren't we kissing. So I don't know if it was.

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Speaker 2: Like a media but I think it's And I personally

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Speaker 3: No, I I don't even think.

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Speaker 1: It's not like I showed signs of having a crush

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Speaker 1: on you, Like.

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Speaker 2: There was one time, what, no, there was one time

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Speaker 2: you know what I'm talking about? Is it Boston with

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Speaker 3: I was brave.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember very brave in Boston. I was a

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Speaker 2: Like an actual That's the other thing. Like all of

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Speaker 2: was just like it was just like it was unreadable.

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00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:10,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was just something that you could like. Still.

450
00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:12,879
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think I've ever been good at like

451
00:20:13,640 --> 00:20:16,480
Speaker 1: hitting on people or like making it known I like them.

452
00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:19,919
Speaker 1: But especially when I was like sixteen and like just Insekurana,

453
00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:21,719
Speaker 1: I was like, this is what someone wants, Like I

454
00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:23,960
Speaker 1: think like, as far as I know, this is what

455
00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:27,200
Speaker 1: Tumblr has taught me, this is what my fan fixs.

456
00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:32,520
Speaker 1: But yeah, and I don't think it was very obvious

457
00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:35,000
Speaker 1: at all, But in my head it was like a

458
00:20:35,040 --> 00:20:38,240
Speaker 1: blazing I was like, it's just I think every like

459
00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:40,879
Speaker 1: especially like teenager, does that when you have a crush

460
00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,200
Speaker 1: on someone, you read into everything they were doing. Also

461
00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:47,399
Speaker 1: another thing is like I was just a crush whore,

462
00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:49,159
Speaker 1: and I feel like everyone goes to that face. But

463
00:20:49,200 --> 00:20:50,320
Speaker 1: like I had a crush on you. I had a

464
00:20:50,359 --> 00:20:51,760
Speaker 1: crush on like two guys at school. I had a

465
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:52,720
Speaker 1: crush on like a close.

466
00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:52,960
Speaker 3: Friend of mine.

467
00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:54,240
Speaker 2: Like I had a crush but I was at the

468
00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:54,920
Speaker 2: top of the list.

469
00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:58,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, come on, right at the top of my list.

470
00:20:58,920 --> 00:20:59,159
Speaker 2: Let's go.

471
00:21:00,800 --> 00:21:03,359
Speaker 3: So yeah, I don't I think it was like twenty sixteen.

472
00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:06,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, the Hay incident happened.

473
00:21:06,920 --> 00:21:10,480
Speaker 3: Like late twenty like middle twenty sixteen, maybe.

474
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:13,440
Speaker 2: I think top twenty seventeen. It was like right before

475
00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,800
Speaker 2: we moved out. No, it was like a year or

476
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:18,280
Speaker 2: almost two years before we moved that year. I wish

477
00:21:18,359 --> 00:21:21,560
Speaker 2: we had the timeline perfectly laid out, but basically.

478
00:21:21,359 --> 00:21:22,760
Speaker 1: I think I could find it because I have to

479
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:27,320
Speaker 1: find the I have a screenshot of the Hay.

480
00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:33,159
Speaker 2: Yeah, so Enya like was yeah like sending me signals.

481
00:21:33,240 --> 00:21:36,800
Speaker 2: I wasn't reading them, Like I feel like I'm pretty

482
00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:38,800
Speaker 2: good at like picking up when like people have like

483
00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:42,199
Speaker 2: crushes on me or whatever, and I like, yeah, like

484
00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:44,960
Speaker 2: because I'm easily like crushed upon, like I just get

485
00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:45,560
Speaker 2: it so often.

486
00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:46,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, it happened to you.

487
00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:48,280
Speaker 2: Literally, people are all.

488
00:21:48,359 --> 00:21:51,359
Speaker 1: September eighth, twenty sixteen. I wait, no, no, no, the

489
00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:53,840
Speaker 1: actual text. I don't know when it was sentau, but

490
00:21:53,920 --> 00:22:00,560
Speaker 1: I had posted something that said hashtag never forget hashtags.

491
00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:03,280
Speaker 2: Oh so it was literally way before that then.

492
00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:05,280
Speaker 3: Yeah.

493
00:22:05,320 --> 00:22:10,080
Speaker 2: So then it was just like twenty sixteen, Okay, let's.

494
00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:11,360
Speaker 3: Keep going, which is so burb of me to post

495
00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 3: on an account you follow. That's like so mean. I

496
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,960
Speaker 3: was a cunt, like but yeah, so I don't know

497
00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:18,520
Speaker 3: at what point I was like fuck it.

498
00:22:18,520 --> 00:22:20,600
Speaker 1: Maybe it was after this Boston incident where I was

499
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:23,680
Speaker 1: like trying to be like no, but like I'm so hot.

500
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:26,719
Speaker 1: Like also, we were like sharing beds and again like

501
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:27,320
Speaker 1: I can't.

502
00:22:27,359 --> 00:22:29,440
Speaker 3: I'm trying to like kind of cut around it.

503
00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:31,560
Speaker 1: Okay, I'll literally just say I like slept in my

504
00:22:31,640 --> 00:22:33,960
Speaker 1: underwear next to Drew, and I was like getting closer

505
00:22:34,040 --> 00:22:35,000
Speaker 1: because I was like, I was.

506
00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:38,399
Speaker 3: Like, he's gonna hold me, Like I was like he cannot.

507
00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:42,280
Speaker 2: And like I was like, it's like, get off of me.

508
00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:43,720
Speaker 3: And it was just.

509
00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:44,120
Speaker 4: Like so.

510
00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:48,400
Speaker 2: I know. I genuinely I don't even remember that. There

511
00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:51,320
Speaker 2: was another thing that I was, Oh, I don't remember that.

512
00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:52,200
Speaker 2: I don't remember.

513
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:53,720
Speaker 3: That's what I remember. I remember.

514
00:22:53,800 --> 00:22:55,400
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm gonna be crazy and I'm gonna

515
00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,280
Speaker 1: be like I didn't bring like pajump pants and I'm

516
00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:59,639
Speaker 1: gonna sleep in my underwear. Also, it's only like I

517
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:03,280
Speaker 1: had so see underwear. I had like fucking like gap

518
00:23:03,359 --> 00:23:07,080
Speaker 1: ass underwear, which some would argue that like that's sexier

519
00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 1: than like a thong, especially if you're like no ass

520
00:23:09,359 --> 00:23:09,560
Speaker 1: like me.

521
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:11,159
Speaker 3: It's like embarrassing to wear a thong for me.

522
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:14,600
Speaker 2: But yeah, I was thinking of was when it was

523
00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:17,400
Speaker 2: like me, you and Cody Ryle and we were like

524
00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:20,960
Speaker 2: all in a room and I guess it was Boston

525
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:26,840
Speaker 2: and like you, no, I do not remember doing it.

526
00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:34,879
Speaker 1: Yes, I did not remember that that happened, because like

527
00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:37,520
Speaker 1: that's the way word yeah, that will get believed out.

528
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,760
Speaker 1: I think around the time when I was like, fucking

529
00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:42,760
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna text him, like because a few of

530
00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: our mutual friends knew, because I would like tell them

531
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:49,000
Speaker 1: that I did, and like they would all be like,

532
00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:52,080
Speaker 1: I think it's like a boat goes both ways, which

533
00:23:52,119 --> 00:23:53,960
Speaker 1: is like a fucking lie, Like, by just tell me

534
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,080
Speaker 1: the truth. And at this point I was just like

535
00:23:57,160 --> 00:23:59,720
Speaker 1: it's not fun anymore. I'm just like bored and I'm

536
00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:01,240
Speaker 1: just gonna to say it and like see if he

537
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,159
Speaker 1: says anything in response. And literally the text is so

538
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:07,440
Speaker 1: like seventeen year old me brain.

539
00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,800
Speaker 2: So this is this is exactly how it went down.

540
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:16,920
Speaker 1: So it was a Tuesday at three am, Like cool,

541
00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,600
Speaker 1: so at three am my time.

542
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,439
Speaker 3: Oh no, it's like one am. But it was on

543
00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:23,399
Speaker 3: like a school night. So whatever I say, I was awake.

544
00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:27,120
Speaker 2: I remember it vividly.

545
00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:29,919
Speaker 1: As if you didn't already know I have the fattest

546
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,359
Speaker 1: crush on you, so I wanted to tell you that

547
00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:33,480
Speaker 1: I do indeed have the fattest crush on you.

548
00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:38,879
Speaker 2: And then and then I ghosted anything and it was

549
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:40,719
Speaker 2: like hours like I had seen it.

550
00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:43,160
Speaker 3: No, it was like almost a full day.

551
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:44,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I meant. Like it was. It was

552
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:48,159
Speaker 2: a long time, and I just completely ghosted it. I

553
00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:52,040
Speaker 2: didn't want to talk about it because I was like, no,

554
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,480
Speaker 2: like I actually like hanging out with you, like I'm

555
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 2: ruin this, but little did you.

556
00:24:56,840 --> 00:25:00,480
Speaker 1: Know that, Like for me, I was like all right, okay, fine,

557
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:03,119
Speaker 1: like this I was bought her, but it was like

558
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:05,919
Speaker 1: more funny to me, Like the whole thing for me

559
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:08,359
Speaker 1: was more funny. But I'm glad you like were caring

560
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:13,119
Speaker 1: about not wanting to like muddle our relationship. But again

561
00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:14,879
Speaker 1: I was like a crush whore and I had a

562
00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:16,280
Speaker 1: crush on literally everybody.

563
00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,040
Speaker 3: It was like actually fucked up. And then I would

564
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:18,520
Speaker 3: lead a bunch.

565
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:23,720
Speaker 2: And then almost twenty four hours later, I just responded, hey, oh.

566
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:25,680
Speaker 3: Wait, no, actually it's high. It's not even hey.

567
00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:29,080
Speaker 2: I responded hi, and then.

568
00:25:29,160 --> 00:25:33,240
Speaker 3: I almost immediately was like hi, and then nothing. He

569
00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:33,960
Speaker 3: didn't say.

570
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:35,680
Speaker 2: Anything because I was like I don't want to. I

571
00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:38,080
Speaker 2: don't know how to fucking address this, like I don't,

572
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:41,359
Speaker 2: I don't I don't crush on you back like I didn't.

573
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:43,320
Speaker 2: I didn't have a thing for you back.

574
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:49,360
Speaker 3: So then later that night at ten and fifty two pm.

575
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,960
Speaker 1: You're just not my type, you know, I say yeah,

576
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:55,159
Speaker 1: because I'm not inside out dad, bitch, You're just not

577
00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:57,800
Speaker 1: my type. If I was inside out dad, though, and

578
00:25:57,840 --> 00:25:59,639
Speaker 1: I said and I said this to you, would you

579
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:00,560
Speaker 1: go for Yeah?

580
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 2: I would have felt like flat fire in my stomach

581
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:07,040
Speaker 2: and my heart would have exploded into a million butterflies

582
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:08,880
Speaker 2: if I would have felt it in my penis.

583
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:14,800
Speaker 1: Tip if I was sixty seven, you would reply instantly

584
00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 1: yes from squip game, you would.

585
00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:18,960
Speaker 3: Be like hello, Hello, hello, exact yes, yes, me too,

586
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:19,520
Speaker 3: me too.

587
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:23,600
Speaker 2: Mama, Mama, that's fond, mamma.

588
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,200
Speaker 1: But what if as sixty seven, I didn't like being

589
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:28,080
Speaker 1: called mama and I found that really weird, and I.

590
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:30,760
Speaker 2: Was like, okay, like, don't talk to me anymore, baby girl,

591
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 2: my girl.

592
00:26:33,400 --> 00:26:33,560
Speaker 3: Oh.

593
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 1: Also, for more insight, is like like I had a

594
00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:40,480
Speaker 1: crush on Drew, but I it wasn't like a true crush,

595
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:43,000
Speaker 1: Like when I think back to it, it literally wasn't

596
00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:46,639
Speaker 1: an actual crush. It was genuinely like I just immediately

597
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:50,000
Speaker 1: loved this person. But I couldn't because especially it was

598
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 1: like a man in my life. I couldn't separate the

599
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:55,919
Speaker 1: two ideas of like, oh, this is someone I like

600
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:59,280
Speaker 1: actually just love on a platonic level versus this is

601
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:01,879
Speaker 1: someone like I have a crush on, because realistically I

602
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,040
Speaker 1: did not want to, Like I would think about, like, oh,

603
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 1: what would like making out with Drew Bee?

604
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 3: And never once was I like I need to do that.

605
00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:09,800
Speaker 1: And I would say that, which was so annoying because

606
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:11,359
Speaker 1: I would say that to all of my friends. I'd

607
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 1: be like, no, like I'm not like sexually attracted to

608
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:15,719
Speaker 1: him or anything like that. And it's not like I'm

609
00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:19,040
Speaker 1: an asexual person. I was very fucking horny, but I

610
00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:19,560
Speaker 1: had no.

611
00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:21,560
Speaker 3: Want to like make out with you or anything like.

612
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:24,399
Speaker 2: Damn, But I'm just saying, do you want to make

613
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 2: out with me?

614
00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:25,000
Speaker 1: Now?

615
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:25,280
Speaker 3: No?

616
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:29,000
Speaker 1: I would literally we've talked about this us having sex

617
00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:30,919
Speaker 1: now would literally be so fucking funny.

618
00:27:31,440 --> 00:27:33,480
Speaker 3: It would be the worst thing ever and like so

619
00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:35,880
Speaker 3: like ill, it would just be funny, Like.

620
00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:39,359
Speaker 2: I like saw it. I saw it in my head.

621
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 2: I saw it in my head.

622
00:27:43,160 --> 00:27:44,679
Speaker 1: But yeah, And I would tell this all of my

623
00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 1: friends and they'd be like, girl, that's because you're a prude,

624
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 1: and I'm like, no, I've definitely looked at other people

625
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:50,520
Speaker 1: and wanted that, but like.

626
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 2: I don't know style yeah, like Nile Horran.

627
00:27:55,400 --> 00:28:01,480
Speaker 1: Drake, but yeah, I like so I think I'm saying

628
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:02,520
Speaker 1: that because I want to make it.

629
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:07,280
Speaker 3: Clear that like there was it wasn't even gonna go

630
00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:07,879
Speaker 3: anywhere it was.

631
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,719
Speaker 1: But it's such a funny thing. But that night, at

632
00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:12,120
Speaker 1: ten fifty two, I say.

633
00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:18,400
Speaker 2: Hi, and man that minutes later I say Hi back.

634
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,439
Speaker 1: And then I was being a fucking cunt because I

635
00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:24,040
Speaker 1: was like, cool, fucking poking Facebook Poke game we're playing.

636
00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:28,520
Speaker 1: So I just sent him a screenshot of our text.

637
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,760
Speaker 2: It's high high Hi Hi.

638
00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:33,040
Speaker 1: And like us saying hi like four times in a

639
00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 1: row to each other. But my friend at the time,

640
00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 1: like a close friend of mine at the time, who

641
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 1: was friends with Drew, I sent her that screenshot and

642
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:45,000
Speaker 1: she printed it out and like took a picture with it.

643
00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,480
Speaker 2: So it's good to know that all of my friends

644
00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:50,320
Speaker 2: were making fun of me behind my back, because I

645
00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:53,000
Speaker 2: know it was all the girls like getting together having

646
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 2: a key making fun of me, and then I was

647
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:59,440
Speaker 2: just here oblivious to the whole situation. And it's not

648
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:02,120
Speaker 2: my fault. I didn't have a crush back on you.

649
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 1: And that's okay because realistically, now that I know you

650
00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:08,080
Speaker 1: very well and we know each other very well, I

651
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 1: would actually rather die than us date, like, but I

652
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:13,880
Speaker 1: feel that about all my friends because it's like, now

653
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:16,360
Speaker 1: you don't go in like with rose colored lenses.

654
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:18,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know everybody for their flaws.

655
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:19,840
Speaker 2: You've seen me cry.

656
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 1: I know I've seen you be a fucking brat and

657
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 1: you've seen me be a fucking brat piece of shit.

658
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:28,400
Speaker 2: So it's like, yeah, well I wouldn't date you either.

659
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 3: Is this your like coming around the bend ark you

660
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:32,440
Speaker 3: want to date me?

661
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 2: I wouldn't date you either.

662
00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 1: Me and Drew will get married if we're not married

663
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 1: by we have to push you past thirty because now

664
00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, thirty isn't old enough.

665
00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,080
Speaker 2: If we're not married, we're gonna like finally like be

666
00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:43,120
Speaker 2: hot when we're thirty.

667
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, by thirty, that's when I'll start like getting interests

668
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 1: is because it makes me very happy when I see

669
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:52,600
Speaker 1: people like sixty seven from Squid Game, because she's like

670
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:55,280
Speaker 1: twenty eight, twenty nine, and I'm like, she is so

671
00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:58,160
Speaker 1: fucking hot, And I look at myself and then other

672
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 1: twenty like two twenty three years old girls and I'm like,

673
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:01,600
Speaker 1: I just.

674
00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:04,000
Speaker 3: I don't look like that.

675
00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:06,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like what when's my time?

676
00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:07,960
Speaker 3: What is my puberty?

677
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:11,160
Speaker 1: When is my womanhood gonna like really set it, like

678
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:12,520
Speaker 1: I look like a woman, but I want to like

679
00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 1: look like a woman. Yeah, I want to I want

680
00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 1: to serve like O Ryan woman.

681
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 2: Yeah. But yeah, we made like a pact that we

682
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:22,520
Speaker 2: were going to get married when we were thirty and

683
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,520
Speaker 2: have children. I think it was forty. I'm pretty sure

684
00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:25,360
Speaker 2: it was always forty.

685
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:27,800
Speaker 3: It was I know, I think because we we said this.

686
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:31,120
Speaker 1: When we were like eighteen nineteen, nineteen twenty so, and

687
00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:34,760
Speaker 1: we were like, thirty is so fucking baheito like far away,

688
00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:38,920
Speaker 1: like ill, and now we're like almost like.

689
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:41,920
Speaker 2: Don't say it at the I don't say.

690
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 3: It halfway point, so it doesn't seem that far. So

691
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 3: being like when we're thirty, I'm like, bitch, I won't

692
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:49,720
Speaker 3: even have a house when I'm thirty, Like I can't

693
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 3: do thirty.

694
00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 2: I'll have a house when i'm thirty. But yeah, we

695
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:56,000
Speaker 2: have this packed. We have a blood packed where we're

696
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,600
Speaker 2: gonna get married when we're forty and have adopt children.

697
00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:05,760
Speaker 2: We can have children. I'll take a viagra, thanks a lot.

698
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:09,280
Speaker 2: I'll inmate you.

699
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:14,080
Speaker 1: I'd actually rather fucking end my life. But we could

700
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:17,240
Speaker 1: do that thing where it's like they you have to

701
00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:19,360
Speaker 1: go like do your business in a cup and then

702
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:23,440
Speaker 1: they like put like a turkey, uh like the thing

703
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 1: they put yeah baster in me and they.

704
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 3: Just like, I give it to me. Our kids would

705
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 3: be pretty.

706
00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:32,040
Speaker 2: We would have cute babies. Maybe no, we would have

707
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:35,800
Speaker 2: cute babies. We'd have cute little like Hispanic white babies,

708
00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:42,719
Speaker 2: Hunduran white babies. Do you have you have brown eyes?

709
00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 3: What the fuck?

710
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,479
Speaker 1: I wish I had blue eyes, dude, growing up, my

711
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 1: siblings had Dante's.

712
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 3: If you had hazel eyes, and that's all I wanted, It's.

713
00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 2: All that's jealous of Madeline size growing up. She had

714
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:54,360
Speaker 2: like green brown eyes.

715
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:55,720
Speaker 3: That's hazel sie.

716
00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:59,520
Speaker 2: No, like the insides were green and the outsides were brown.

717
00:31:59,600 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 3: I think that tazel sis.

718
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 2: Woa.

719
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:07,080
Speaker 3: But yeah, and I don't even know how it flushed out.

720
00:32:07,120 --> 00:32:08,800
Speaker 1: I know I brought it up to him all the time,

721
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:11,200
Speaker 1: like I would be like annoying, Like we'd be hanging

722
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:12,600
Speaker 1: out and I would just bring it up and be

723
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:15,760
Speaker 1: like hi, and like be like really annoying about it.

724
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 2: Honestly, legitimately, unless I trauma blocked this, like I remember

725
00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:22,880
Speaker 2: just like moving on from them. Yeah, it was not

726
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,760
Speaker 2: personally I did not have a second thought about it.

727
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,240
Speaker 2: I wasn't like, oh, this is like awkward, this is

728
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,480
Speaker 2: gonna be weird now, Like I remember we like we're

729
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 2: probably together that next weekend and like we probably hung

730
00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:37,800
Speaker 2: out the entire time. But yeah, legitimately, like it didn't

731
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,560
Speaker 2: cross my mind as uncomfortable. I wish we had like

732
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:42,440
Speaker 2: maybe spoken about it back then, but it probably would

733
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:43,680
Speaker 2: have made things fucking even more.

734
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,920
Speaker 1: I know, like just in teen brain, it was like whatever,

735
00:32:46,040 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 1: moving on, Like it was not that big of.

736
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 2: The next crush on.

737
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, I literally, I genuinely don't think I thought about

738
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:54,120
Speaker 1: it for more than it was just funny. And I

739
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:57,720
Speaker 1: knew going into sending that text that it wasn't gonna

740
00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,800
Speaker 1: like you weren't going to turn around and be like,

741
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,240
Speaker 1: oh god, yes, And I didn't want that anyway, because

742
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:04,080
Speaker 1: like it literally I feel like so many people can

743
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:04,680
Speaker 1: agree with that.

744
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:06,600
Speaker 3: The fun part about.

745
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:08,760
Speaker 1: Having a million crushes is that it's gonna go nowhere,

746
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:10,040
Speaker 1: and it's literally.

747
00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:13,400
Speaker 2: Just like crushes literally feel good. It's like a dopamine hit.

748
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:16,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just fun to like engage in. Whether it's

749
00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 1: reciprocated or not.

750
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:21,520
Speaker 2: That's another thing, Like I bet depressed people have more

751
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 2: crushes because it feels good to have a crush on people,

752
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 2: and like every time you see them do something you're

753
00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:31,719
Speaker 2: you immediately rewarded for that and you get crazy amounts

754
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 2: of dopamine and serotonin pumped into your brain.

755
00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 3: Probably because I had hell of crushes and I wanted to.

756
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:40,960
Speaker 2: You feel me, I feel you.

757
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:43,360
Speaker 1: But yeah, I think I just moved on and it

758
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,719
Speaker 1: was literally never spoken about. And then I went on

759
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 1: to date so many people and have so much sex,

760
00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:52,800
Speaker 1: like oh my god, like I can't even see. Like

761
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 1: I just was like always like seeing someone and having.

762
00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 2: Such and since we were sharing rooms, it was like

763
00:33:58,480 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 2: the same bed as me.

764
00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 3: Yeah we are. It's a lot in bed with Drew.

765
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:03,480
Speaker 4: You know.

766
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:05,600
Speaker 3: Actually, you know what is the.

767
00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:08,399
Speaker 1: Only thing that I think made me think maybe we

768
00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,160
Speaker 1: you liked me back is when we would like do

769
00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:13,680
Speaker 1: stupid videos where we were obviously trying to act like

770
00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:14,320
Speaker 1: we were dating.

771
00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:16,239
Speaker 3: And that is something that I see a lot on

772
00:34:16,239 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 3: the internet, and I'm like.

773
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:20,320
Speaker 1: Y'all are playing a risky game, because I was like, yeah,

774
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:21,880
Speaker 1: like I was lucky that I walked away and I

775
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,560
Speaker 1: was like that's not real and like whatever, But there

776
00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:26,319
Speaker 1: were moments where I was like, wait, is this a thing,

777
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: because we were like so like good at like putting

778
00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:30,360
Speaker 1: it on for a camera, a.

779
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:34,640
Speaker 3: Piece of shorn leading me on.

780
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:41,759
Speaker 2: Yeah no, but yeah, that's like the beginning of our

781
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:43,320
Speaker 2: fruitful relationship.

782
00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:46,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, and now we've been dating for seven years without

783
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 3: telling anybody.

784
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:51,919
Speaker 2: I mean like kind of like if like we see

785
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:55,239
Speaker 2: each other every fucking day, Like I would not.

786
00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:57,440
Speaker 3: Want to see anyone I'm dating every single day of

787
00:34:57,480 --> 00:34:59,000
Speaker 3: my life. That sounds like a.

788
00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:01,279
Speaker 2: Marri No one can tolerate rate me the way I mean,

789
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:04,080
Speaker 2: you can't tolerate people the way you tolerate me.

790
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 1: I was trying to think of something mean to say,

791
00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 1: but I was like it would be too real if

792
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:13,839
Speaker 1: I was, like, I fucking hate being a round here.

793
00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:18,160
Speaker 1: But yeah, and now we have a very sweet, loving,

794
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,840
Speaker 1: platonic relationship and we what's crazy is we still like

795
00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 1: kept sharing rooms and like sleeping together and like doing

796
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,239
Speaker 1: the whole thing. And it literally was not a big deal.

797
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:28,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, genuinely wasn't weird at all.

798
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:29,040
Speaker 3: I missed back.

799
00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:31,319
Speaker 1: I miss those days when you could just move on.

800
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:34,720
Speaker 1: Now everything hurts now.

801
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:36,960
Speaker 2: It hurts now, it feels like a stab in the heart.

802
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:41,000
Speaker 3: But yeah, that was that, and I don't I don't

803
00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:41,759
Speaker 3: even know how to end it.

804
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:46,920
Speaker 2: Because basically I get bitches and I can pick and

805
00:35:47,040 --> 00:35:50,200
Speaker 2: choose who I want and who I don't want and

806
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:54,719
Speaker 2: any I'm sorry, but you were rotten apple, Like, well,

807
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:56,040
Speaker 2: I don't know where the fuck I was.

808
00:35:56,000 --> 00:36:01,680
Speaker 1: Going with that, but yeah, that was that. Maybe one

809
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 1: day we'll get into like the stories of the tour days,

810
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:08,480
Speaker 1: because that shit was fucking batshit crazy.

811
00:36:08,719 --> 00:36:11,399
Speaker 2: That was the act. We'll do that next episode because

812
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 2: that was legitimately like the most insane time of my life.

813
00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:19,800
Speaker 2: Like yeah, like the stories from that fucking the tour

814
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:22,520
Speaker 2: days were like not chill and not even like oh

815
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:27,040
Speaker 2: the rock star stories, but like literally.

816
00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:29,759
Speaker 1: Like nightmare like children and like a not okay situation.

817
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:33,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, like in a diabolical situation. I mean, like if

818
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:36,919
Speaker 2: that story is like anything to like take from tour,

819
00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 2: like the scenarios we were put in were like diabolical.

820
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, because also like.

821
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:48,319
Speaker 1: A bunch of like random like horny bored teen kids

822
00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 1: should not have been checked.

823
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:50,400
Speaker 2: It's not gonna end.

824
00:36:50,239 --> 00:36:52,880
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, it's like I'm gonna have a crush on

825
00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:54,719
Speaker 1: my bestie, Like you're you're making.

826
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 3: Me do it.

827
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:59,280
Speaker 1: But yeah, and then now we live together. It's literally nothing.

828
00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:02,440
Speaker 1: I could not neither of us could imagine it. Some

829
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,560
Speaker 1: people maybe still hold out a hope that that's a thing,

830
00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:07,200
Speaker 1: and I'm sorry to break.

831
00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 2: It to it.

832
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:10,400
Speaker 3: Was literally like it will never happen.

833
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:12,480
Speaker 2: I've seen too much of Vinya.

834
00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:18,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, just see me like burst into tears multiple times

835
00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:21,400
Speaker 1: and be a fucking maniacal.

836
00:37:20,960 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 3: Evil piece of shit.

837
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:23,439
Speaker 2: So and vice versa.

838
00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:27,760
Speaker 1: He I get crazy, I get crazy, I get curry,

839
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:29,080
Speaker 1: I get crazy.

840
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:31,600
Speaker 3: Also imagine like dating sixteen year old me. Thank god

841
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:32,040
Speaker 3: I wasn't.

842
00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 1: Dating anybody when I was a kid, a teenager because

843
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:36,600
Speaker 1: I was latica to the mat.

844
00:37:37,280 --> 00:37:40,080
Speaker 2: I was like, I mean, if those if that screenshots anything,

845
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:42,560
Speaker 2: you literally screenshot or attacks and sent it back to me,

846
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:44,359
Speaker 2: like it would have been so you would have tore

847
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:46,600
Speaker 2: my ship up. You would have fucking ate me alive.

848
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:47,760
Speaker 3: I would have put you in your place.

849
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:48,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, you literally would have.

850
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 3: You would have been a different person.

851
00:37:51,239 --> 00:37:53,239
Speaker 2: I probably would have like you would have destroyed me

852
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:54,960
Speaker 2: to the point where I was like, I can't, I

853
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:56,839
Speaker 2: can't keep doing this, and I would have dropped off

854
00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:00,080
Speaker 2: the face of the earth and like just tended to

855
00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:02,800
Speaker 2: my fish tank and never post it online again.

856
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 3: And that would have been maybe a life view liked it.

857
00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 2: Would have been the best fucking life imaginable, like me

858
00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:12,520
Speaker 2: at fish conventions like selling coral and like rare fish,

859
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:16,720
Speaker 2: like that is my fucking dream, like a reptile convention

860
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:19,040
Speaker 2: selling lizards, like well.

861
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:21,880
Speaker 1: Literally me in twenty nineteen when I was like so

862
00:38:22,040 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 1: determined to leave the Internet and be at Barista. I've

863
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:26,920
Speaker 1: never talked about that online, but when I was like

864
00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:28,600
Speaker 1: in the rut of my depression, I was like, dude,

865
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:30,720
Speaker 1: I can't do this social media, Like I actually can't,

866
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:33,200
Speaker 1: Like it's destroying me. And every single day I would

867
00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:34,880
Speaker 1: wake up and go to the coffee shop I liked

868
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 1: and like talk to the barisas and I was like,

869
00:38:37,239 --> 00:38:39,399
Speaker 1: I'm going to do it, like gonna I'm just gonna

870
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:39,680
Speaker 1: work here.

871
00:38:39,719 --> 00:38:41,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, I remember, like that was a whole phase. And

872
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:43,799
Speaker 2: then we were like, okay, but like what if we

873
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:46,480
Speaker 2: opened our own coffee shop, which I still think would

874
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:47,400
Speaker 2: be fucking awesome.

875
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've always wanted a coffee shop, but I.

876
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,040
Speaker 2: Can't even post some my like in twenty but like

877
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:55,960
Speaker 2: hiring people to just do all the work for us,

878
00:38:56,120 --> 00:38:58,239
Speaker 2: like but like we design it and make sure the

879
00:38:58,280 --> 00:38:59,839
Speaker 2: coffee tastes good, and like, yeah I did.

880
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 1: I think I liked the idea of like building a space,

881
00:39:02,560 --> 00:39:04,600
Speaker 1: and I've like always had a love.

882
00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,320
Speaker 3: For coffee, so I was just like a coffee shop,

883
00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:08,080
Speaker 3: Like making a coffee shop would be like the best

884
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:09,680
Speaker 3: thing I could ever do in my life. No, this

885
00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:11,319
Speaker 3: was as far back as like twenty eighteen when we

886
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 3: first moved here.

887
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:15,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, this was like other than like our second tour,

888
00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:17,320
Speaker 2: Like this is the first thing we were like planning

889
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:18,239
Speaker 2: on doing and.

890
00:39:18,200 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: Then it just never happened because we can't even get

891
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:24,480
Speaker 1: a fucking investor for a podcast, So I don't know

892
00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 1: why the fuck so I thought someone would give me

893
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:27,239
Speaker 1: money to it.

894
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:31,160
Speaker 2: Actually is insane how people literally don't care about us.

895
00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:33,439
Speaker 3: And that's okay because it's a very humbling thing.

896
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:37,480
Speaker 1: Like some people call paparazzi on themselves and like go

897
00:39:37,560 --> 00:39:39,879
Speaker 1: to Nobu every day even though they like can't even

898
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,359
Speaker 1: commit to eating like the good fish there, and they

899
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:45,000
Speaker 1: go there and they like eat the fucking rice and

900
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:48,080
Speaker 1: then leave, which is like why go to a nice

901
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 1: sushi restaurant if you're gonna eat like like the fried

902
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:54,480
Speaker 1: chicken and like rice or like the steak and rice

903
00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 1: or whatever.

904
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:55,759
Speaker 3: That's just me.

905
00:39:55,880 --> 00:40:00,000
Speaker 2: We should just become villains, Like we should literally become

906
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:04,080
Speaker 2: the villain. I'm like, I toy with that idea so often,

907
00:40:04,280 --> 00:40:07,360
Speaker 2: just becoming the villain of the Internet and really fucking

908
00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:10,560
Speaker 2: leaning into the role and let everybody just fucking hate

909
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:12,800
Speaker 2: me and call me names. But at the end of

910
00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:16,120
Speaker 2: the day, like I can't. All publicity is good publicity.

911
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:20,840
Speaker 2: But I get called ugly once or I get called

912
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:23,960
Speaker 2: boring once, and it literally eats me alive for three weeks.

913
00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:26,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, the people who like live that life

914
00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:28,280
Speaker 1: are just like in a different reality.

915
00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:32,760
Speaker 2: I genuinely am so impressed by like the worth ethic

916
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:34,399
Speaker 2: of like other people in our.

917
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:38,239
Speaker 1: Internship, you know, because genuinely, like does Nikita Dragon have

918
00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 1: a therapist? Like does she have a therapist? Does she

919
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:44,439
Speaker 1: just do the like crazy shit she does then puts

920
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:46,840
Speaker 1: her phone down? Like maybe that's what it is, is

921
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:49,600
Speaker 1: like these motherfuckers just post crazy shit and then literally

922
00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:50,359
Speaker 1: put their phone down.

923
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:52,400
Speaker 3: But there's no way because they're also self absorbed.

924
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,960
Speaker 2: They have their stream times are all eighteen hours, like

925
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:58,319
Speaker 2: it's too like the only time they're off their phone

926
00:40:58,320 --> 00:40:59,880
Speaker 2: is when they're in the club, and.

927
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:04,279
Speaker 1: Even that they're like with their fucking led like l

928
00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:08,760
Speaker 1: D ring like selfie cameras, like, ah.

929
00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 2: It's just not the life for me.

930
00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:11,920
Speaker 3: I'm like, not the for me.

931
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:17,000
Speaker 1: I'm good begging my followers for Patreons up and send

932
00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:20,479
Speaker 1: down next next to the candle that's gonna burn.

933
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 3: Drew's plushy alive I've been doing. Yeah, he's been frucing

934
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:26,080
Speaker 3: up the set for you all.

935
00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:27,839
Speaker 2: So that's what I've been doing with this.

936
00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,400
Speaker 1: Oh my god, when it gets actually cozy, we should cozy.

937
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:33,839
Speaker 1: We should like set it up like false out when

938
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:37,759
Speaker 1: you get back and like lean into the dude.

939
00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:40,720
Speaker 3: The only thing about that is like, also, now we're.

940
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 2: Just talking, and then a Christmas tree right here.

941
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:43,680
Speaker 3: It'd be cute.

942
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,759
Speaker 1: The only thing about that is that we have to

943
00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:48,960
Speaker 1: set this ship up every time we fil Terrible.

944
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:51,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know I need That's another thing. We need

945
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:53,319
Speaker 2: a Patreon so we can get a fucking studio and

946
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:54,479
Speaker 2: a cool set like that.

947
00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:54,920
Speaker 1: I know.

948
00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:59,000
Speaker 3: Our original plan was like, oh, we're like, oh, trust me.

949
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,040
Speaker 1: The second we put on episode, sponsorships are going to

950
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:02,720
Speaker 1: be flying.

951
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:09,040
Speaker 3: They're gonna be fighting for their time we got one

952
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:14,200
Speaker 3: email and it turns out maybe we're not profitable.

953
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:18,960
Speaker 2: No, we are. Just give us a fucking chance, give

954
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:22,320
Speaker 2: me a chance. But no, we decided we're going independent.

955
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:26,320
Speaker 2: We're going fully independent. We're funding this ourselves. You're funding

956
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:26,920
Speaker 2: this for us.

957
00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:30,760
Speaker 3: Oh, I know, love you, love you, love you. Mercury

958
00:42:30,800 --> 00:42:31,680
Speaker 3: is not in retrograde.

959
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:32,200
Speaker 2: No, it is.

960
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:35,279
Speaker 1: You've got a chemical imbalanced babes, Like, let's talk about it.

961
00:42:35,520 --> 00:42:39,359
Speaker 2: No, it is very interesting that every time Mercury is

962
00:42:39,400 --> 00:42:44,320
Speaker 2: in Mercury's and retrograde, I feel like I don't exist.

963
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:46,879
Speaker 2: Like for the past I don't know if you could tell,

964
00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:51,200
Speaker 2: but for the past four episodes, three episodes, maybe four,

965
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:53,719
Speaker 2: I legitimately have not been present.

966
00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:55,880
Speaker 3: The last episode I felt like that. But you know

967
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 3: what it is like sometimes in life, you just have

968
00:42:57,719 --> 00:43:00,840
Speaker 3: to really really push that feeling down. You're just like

969
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:03,960
Speaker 3: really like there's just this way of despair and like

970
00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:07,759
Speaker 3: lack of motivation and there's absolutely no lust for life.

971
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:09,839
Speaker 3: And you might think, like, you know, I should talk

972
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 3: about it, I should figure it out. But then once

973
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:13,160
Speaker 3: you get to twenty two, you're like, you know what,

974
00:43:13,280 --> 00:43:15,120
Speaker 3: this feeling is gonna be here for.

975
00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,040
Speaker 1: Some time, so you got to just get up and

976
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:18,480
Speaker 1: you got to put all your weight on it and

977
00:43:18,520 --> 00:43:20,440
Speaker 1: push it down and push it down.

978
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:22,120
Speaker 3: To your feet, and by the night time it's rised

979
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:23,000
Speaker 3: back up to your head.

980
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:24,920
Speaker 1: But it's too late because you're tired and you're going

981
00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:26,640
Speaker 1: to bed, so you don't have time to think about it.

982
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:30,280
Speaker 2: Or you get on your iPhone all day on your iPad,

983
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:33,200
Speaker 2: watch iPad, iPhone TV.

984
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:35,839
Speaker 3: Have them all blasting yeah at your senses.

985
00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:38,840
Speaker 2: At once, Spotify just blasting noise into your ears, and

986
00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:40,880
Speaker 2: so you literally can't think about these.

987
00:43:40,760 --> 00:43:42,799
Speaker 3: There's no time. There is no time. That's a lie.

988
00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:45,800
Speaker 3: I have a therapist, and it slays.

989
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:50,120
Speaker 2: I have performance anxiety. I think no, because I felt

990
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:52,840
Speaker 2: dead before even the podcast. I don't know. We'll figure

991
00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:55,759
Speaker 2: it out, hopefully I become alive again. I've felt dead

992
00:43:55,840 --> 00:44:00,000
Speaker 2: ever since the drinking the night where I almost died.

993
00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:05,000
Speaker 2: So maybe I literally need to go to the doctor

994
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:08,280
Speaker 2: and figure that out, because my brain has been foggy

995
00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:08,759
Speaker 2: since then.

996
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:11,839
Speaker 1: Also, what I will say is you were on a

997
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:14,759
Speaker 1: really good run of eating healthy, like not to be

998
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,399
Speaker 1: that annoying person, but you were having your like this

999
00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:18,160
Speaker 1: is so annoying.

1000
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:21,359
Speaker 3: You're having your like air on meals of like you

1001
00:44:21,360 --> 00:44:22,799
Speaker 3: were eating like kind of I.

1002
00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:24,720
Speaker 1: Don't want to be that person, but you were eating

1003
00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:28,680
Speaker 1: like for the most part, like predominantly like vegetarian.

1004
00:44:28,719 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 3: But you've been doing that. You've been having like curry,

1005
00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:32,360
Speaker 3: which doesn't have any meaning, but yeah.

1006
00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:35,120
Speaker 1: You were eating like your meals like twice a day,

1007
00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 1: getting your little.

1008
00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:41,960
Speaker 2: Bebbies in my bevy. I don't know, well, Viana, we'll see.

1009
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:44,719
Speaker 2: I'll probably just snap out of it, dude. That's the

1010
00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,759
Speaker 2: thing that's such an unhealthy mindset that I have is

1011
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:48,520
Speaker 2: because when I was like sixteen and like the most

1012
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:50,880
Speaker 2: depressed I've ever been in my entire life, one day

1013
00:44:50,920 --> 00:44:53,879
Speaker 2: I just woke up and I felt totally fine. And

1014
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,880
Speaker 2: now that I'm like a grown ass man and an adult,

1015
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:58,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, like, one day I'll just wake up

1016
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,439
Speaker 2: and it'll feel good. But that's just literally not. That's

1017
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:03,200
Speaker 2: not how it's going to happen. I'm gonna have to

1018
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:04,000
Speaker 2: do the fucking work.

1019
00:45:04,239 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 3: Life is ebb and flows. Yeah, you will have to

1020
00:45:06,640 --> 00:45:10,839
Speaker 3: do the work. And you know, therapy doesn't fix it,

1021
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:12,680
Speaker 3: but it makes it easier.

1022
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:14,880
Speaker 2: You've been trying to convince me to go to therapy

1023
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 2: for two years.

1024
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 3: I think I tried.

1025
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:19,600
Speaker 1: I try to do it because genuinely it has helped

1026
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:23,120
Speaker 1: me so much, and like I feel like I've seen

1027
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:27,479
Speaker 1: like very dark places and you've heard me the way

1028
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:30,279
Speaker 1: I was when I was in those spots, and literally like.

1029
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:32,960
Speaker 3: They're a sleigh.

1030
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 1: They should start calling it their a slee They're a

1031
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:40,960
Speaker 1: slay their bay slacology.

1032
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:43,359
Speaker 3: I'm going to discover that now.

1033
00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 2: So yeah, we have to like sleychology report.

1034
00:45:47,680 --> 00:45:49,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, we have to tie this up because I have

1035
00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:53,040
Speaker 1: a UCLA like zoom meeting about my psychology class.

1036
00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:56,279
Speaker 2: The toxic or slay cology report is like what they

1037
00:45:56,520 --> 00:45:59,000
Speaker 2: do on you after you have a night of yoahsing.

1038
00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:04,319
Speaker 2: They like review your.

1039
00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 3: Your bored ye your Y level levels. I need to

1040
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:09,000
Speaker 3: think of it.

1041
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:12,440
Speaker 2: I talked way too many pills last night. I literally

1042
00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:13,520
Speaker 2: can't stop yassing.

1043
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:20,160
Speaker 3: I'm I'm trying to.

1044
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:22,440
Speaker 2: Think of bacon strips, trying.

1045
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:25,280
Speaker 3: To think of one for dope sick. I'm slay sick.

1046
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:27,600
Speaker 3: So I'm literally so slicick.

1047
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:30,520
Speaker 2: That was like the gnarliest era of my life when

1048
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,319
Speaker 2: I would just lay in bed in the morning and

1049
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 2: not get out of bed and like call you and

1050
00:46:34,120 --> 00:46:36,000
Speaker 2: Josh in my room and be like I'm dope.

1051
00:46:37,760 --> 00:46:42,520
Speaker 3: Dope, it's fucking fun.

1052
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:45,759
Speaker 2: But yeah, I'm allowed to.

1053
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:49,200
Speaker 1: I know. I'm like, don't fucking question my jokes about

1054
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:50,319
Speaker 1: substance abuse because you.

1055
00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:51,200
Speaker 3: Don't know my fucking life.

1056
00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:52,400
Speaker 2: You don't know anything about you.

1057
00:46:52,760 --> 00:46:53,480
Speaker 3: I don't know you.

1058
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:55,280
Speaker 2: You Maybe I'll get into that one day.

1059
00:46:55,800 --> 00:46:58,400
Speaker 3: Subscard to my patron, Fuck you, I hate you, bitch.

1060
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:01,320
Speaker 3: I'm literal. I know, I'm not kidding.

1061
00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:04,600
Speaker 1: I am this close to inching back into being a

1062
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,560
Speaker 1: fucking moniacal psychotic bitch.

1063
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:07,120
Speaker 3: Fuck you, I.

1064
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 2: Hate you, ba, That's what I was saying, Like it

1065
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:10,880
Speaker 2: would be so fun to be the villain, but like

1066
00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 2: it's just not sustainable, And yeah it's.

1067
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 1: Not because that was like I wasn't even doing it

1068
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,360
Speaker 1: to the level like other people were doing it. But

1069
00:47:17,440 --> 00:47:20,839
Speaker 1: that time of my life was the most like turmoil

1070
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:26,000
Speaker 1: I've ever felt, and it was so unenjoyable because you

1071
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 1: would get like this rush of rush of adrenaline which

1072
00:47:28,680 --> 00:47:33,320
Speaker 1: would turn into like embarrassment and shame and like self

1073
00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:36,120
Speaker 1: degradtion and like it's just like it's quite the psychle

1074
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:38,600
Speaker 1: but I guess these motherfuckers are also like too busy

1075
00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:40,920
Speaker 1: being drunk and like fucking silly.

1076
00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:44,560
Speaker 2: Anyways, I wish, I wish I was sociable. I can't

1077
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:46,279
Speaker 2: do it. I don't know what happened. I just can't

1078
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:49,000
Speaker 2: do it anymore. Like literally, the two weeks of hanging out,

1079
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:51,600
Speaker 2: three weeks of hanging out that we've had has actually,

1080
00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:53,920
Speaker 2: I genuinely think made me feel this way. I think

1081
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:56,319
Speaker 2: I just need a break from society again. I think

1082
00:47:56,320 --> 00:48:01,160
Speaker 2: I need to go away and lock myself though. Yeah,

1083
00:48:01,200 --> 00:48:03,160
Speaker 2: but I need to. I need to go like a

1084
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:06,560
Speaker 2: not solo, and I can't go so that. I need

1085
00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:10,520
Speaker 2: to go somewhere in the woods and just reset. I

1086
00:48:10,560 --> 00:48:12,920
Speaker 2: know that's so lame to say, but legitimately, like I

1087
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:13,680
Speaker 2: just need to reset.

1088
00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:16,480
Speaker 1: But all that's blame to say because I like was

1089
00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:18,360
Speaker 1: going to big Bear round like shit like that for

1090
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,799
Speaker 1: a minute and it was the sleigh of my life.

1091
00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:22,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're just different.

1092
00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:25,120
Speaker 1: Like I'm always out and about and like my life

1093
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:27,160
Speaker 1: is a movie and your life is like a really

1094
00:48:27,239 --> 00:48:29,240
Speaker 1: sad like Edgar Allan Poe poem.

1095
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 3: I'm the main character, though, main character syndrome.

1096
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:35,400
Speaker 2: Okay, we need to Jesus Christ, please stop giving me

1097
00:48:35,440 --> 00:48:40,120
Speaker 2: your hardest battles. I'm so weak. I can't handle it anymore. No,

1098
00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:41,959
Speaker 2: I just don't want to talk about this real quick.

1099
00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:43,120
Speaker 3: Oh your shure.

1100
00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:48,279
Speaker 2: I have secretly been blaming everybody for the loss of

1101
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:50,279
Speaker 2: this shirt. I blamed my mom. I was like, she

1102
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:52,520
Speaker 2: stole it from me. I blamed iny in my head.

1103
00:48:52,560 --> 00:48:53,840
Speaker 2: I was like, she stole it from me. It's in

1104
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:56,719
Speaker 2: the back of her closet, like she has it. I

1105
00:48:56,760 --> 00:48:59,960
Speaker 2: just blamed everyone. I was like, someone stole this show

1106
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:03,279
Speaker 2: from me. I haven't seen it in months, and I

1107
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:06,160
Speaker 2: was just I did like a deep cleaning of my

1108
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:09,799
Speaker 2: closet this morning to find like slacks, and sure enough

1109
00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:12,200
Speaker 2: it was at the very bottom of my pants pile,

1110
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:14,640
Speaker 2: which was so random. But I found it and it

1111
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 2: was dirtiest shit and it smells really bad. But I

1112
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 2: threw it in the washer with a wet sock and

1113
00:49:19,680 --> 00:49:22,600
Speaker 2: a dryer pad and de wrinkled it and it still

1114
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:26,040
Speaker 2: smells like shit. But that's my story. That's my story.

1115
00:49:26,080 --> 00:49:26,920
Speaker 2: I found my shirt.

1116
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:28,840
Speaker 3: I that actually just made me think I had to

1117
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:29,600
Speaker 3: mooch out to shirt.

1118
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:31,440
Speaker 1: But I gave it to Josie because it was like

1119
00:49:31,640 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 1: my boobs would take up all the fabric and it

1120
00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:35,600
Speaker 1: did that thing that small shirts do when it flares

1121
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:37,160
Speaker 1: out and it makes me really uncomfortable.

1122
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:38,799
Speaker 2: That's like how this one does. But I kind of

1123
00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 2: like my lower back showing. It's like a reverse crop top.

1124
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,919
Speaker 1: God gave the biggest tits to his weakest soldier, which

1125
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:47,200
Speaker 1: is me.

1126
00:49:48,080 --> 00:49:49,680
Speaker 3: I don't even have that big of boobs.

1127
00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 1: There are people who look at me him They're like, girl,

1128
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:52,880
Speaker 1: can you shut up about your boobs? I wish I

1129
00:49:52,920 --> 00:49:56,080
Speaker 1: had your breasts, my beautiful, luscious breasts.

1130
00:49:56,239 --> 00:50:00,160
Speaker 2: God gives the biggest balls to his strongest soldiers, and

1131
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:00,560
Speaker 2: that's me.

1132
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,000
Speaker 3: I have a short butt crack, like because I.

1133
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:05,120
Speaker 2: Have no ass, Dude, you can find something to be

1134
00:50:05,160 --> 00:50:08,479
Speaker 2: insecure about, like all the time, Like you literally find

1135
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:10,759
Speaker 2: a new insecurity like once a week. And I'm like, girl, like,

1136
00:50:12,040 --> 00:50:14,240
Speaker 2: you're a short ass crack. That makes no sense.

1137
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 3: If you saw it, you would scream.

1138
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:19,239
Speaker 2: I have literally seen your ass before, and it does

1139
00:50:19,280 --> 00:50:21,560
Speaker 2: not make me scream. You have I've got it makes

1140
00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:28,799
Speaker 2: me scream without the yes always got to have one

1141
00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:31,360
Speaker 2: of those zingers in there for the clips for the

1142
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:33,080
Speaker 2: TikTok clips, right, you.

1143
00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:38,120
Speaker 3: Jack clip that. But I have gotten so comfortable, literally,

1144
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 3: like almost everybody I've met has seen me like undressed

1145
00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:41,600
Speaker 3: for the most part.

1146
00:50:42,320 --> 00:50:46,480
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, and I don't care because my body is

1147
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:48,560
Speaker 1: not a wonderland. It is literally a vessel that I

1148
00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:50,200
Speaker 1: am fucking stuck inside of.

1149
00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 2: Your body may be a temple. My body you staring

1150
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:59,040
Speaker 2: at the place. I don't even know where I was going.

1151
00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:03,560
Speaker 1: Okay, So Media of the week, Squid Game, Sleigh, Squid Sleigh.

1152
00:51:03,640 --> 00:51:06,000
Speaker 2: She's so late, Like I saw it first, like he did.

1153
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:08,560
Speaker 1: He was the first person I heard talking about it,

1154
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:09,680
Speaker 1: and he was like, oh.

1155
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:12,040
Speaker 2: Like I was like, it kind of sucks, but it's

1156
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:14,360
Speaker 2: like fucking awesome. It's just like brain Dead. You just

1157
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 2: watch it and enjoy it. But now that I've like

1158
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:21,080
Speaker 2: let it marinate, it is really fucking good.

1159
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:27,120
Speaker 3: Okay, so it's squid Game for me. Also, oh my god,

1160
00:51:29,760 --> 00:51:30,760
Speaker 3: I was gonna say movie.

1161
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:35,600
Speaker 1: I literally was just about I've been watching like The Simpsons,

1162
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:36,640
Speaker 1: which isn't that interesting.

1163
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:43,759
Speaker 3: I think I said that the last episode. And actually I.

1164
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:45,799
Speaker 1: Watched Nightmare before Christmas last night because it's that time

1165
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:46,160
Speaker 1: of the year.

1166
00:51:46,239 --> 00:51:46,479
Speaker 4: Done.

1167
00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:48,520
Speaker 3: Oh my god, Like those kind of movies never get boring.

1168
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:49,480
Speaker 2: No, they're always good.

1169
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:53,319
Speaker 1: I'm never tired of watching those. And then do you

1170
00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:54,480
Speaker 1: want to go for musical first?

1171
00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:56,920
Speaker 2: Or no, you can go ahead and finish your whole team.

1172
00:51:58,920 --> 00:51:59,040
Speaker 4: Up.

1173
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:05,719
Speaker 1: I want to talk about this album because the like,

1174
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:08,279
Speaker 1: I'm like, the listeners are going up. But I only

1175
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:09,719
Speaker 1: say that because I found them when it was at

1176
00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:12,239
Speaker 1: four hundred and now it's like tripled in the past year,

1177
00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:14,239
Speaker 1: and I'm like scared. But I don't want it to

1178
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:15,920
Speaker 1: be a thing. I don't know why, Like what is

1179
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:17,440
Speaker 1: in my head that I don't want people to know

1180
00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:18,000
Speaker 1: about music.

1181
00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:18,520
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1182
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,560
Speaker 3: Do I just let go of it like since.

1183
00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:26,120
Speaker 2: Or save it for the Patreon? Oh, if you want

1184
00:52:26,239 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 2: our deep deep cuts, deep cuts, go on, because look

1185
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 2: at this. Look at this album that I made today,

1186
00:52:33,320 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 2: this fucking album private. But like the girls one, I

1187
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:39,799
Speaker 2: heard you.

1188
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:42,759
Speaker 1: Listening to like this half of this this morning and

1189
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:47,600
Speaker 1: this album. Ah, this album and this album literally reminds

1190
00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:50,000
Speaker 1: me so much of like my happiest moments in twenty twenty.

1191
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:52,640
Speaker 2: It pisses me, on, have you listened to this album?

1192
00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:56,239
Speaker 3: No, and they're They're one of the better songs on that.

1193
00:52:56,239 --> 00:53:01,480
Speaker 2: Album, and also them and also just them being on

1194
00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:03,439
Speaker 2: that album is fucking crazy, dude.

1195
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:06,279
Speaker 1: No, that whole like collective album is fucking all of

1196
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:08,720
Speaker 1: those like cuts that they did together as a collective.

1197
00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:10,439
Speaker 3: Oh okay, we'll talk about that on the page.

1198
00:53:10,640 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, if y'all want the real deep cuts, the real

1199
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:17,600
Speaker 2: good ship, the real stuff we're listening to subscribes on Patreon.

1200
00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:19,400
Speaker 3: Just don't fucking post it on your story, bitch, fuck you.

1201
00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:23,000
Speaker 2: Yeah. Literally, I'm about to start privating on my fucking playlist,

1202
00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:26,800
Speaker 2: like I'm sorry, these get girls gate Keep. The girls

1203
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:30,160
Speaker 2: are finding my playlist and posting all my music from them,

1204
00:53:30,719 --> 00:53:33,600
Speaker 2: And normally I'm like, why gate Keep music, Like I

1205
00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:35,680
Speaker 2: don't give a ship, But now I'm like, but now

1206
00:53:35,719 --> 00:53:38,680
Speaker 2: y'all are posting like the really deep ship from my playlist,

1207
00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:40,120
Speaker 2: and I went through and removed all of them because

1208
00:53:40,120 --> 00:53:41,480
Speaker 2: I'm like, y'all, I'm not kidding.

1209
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:44,640
Speaker 1: This is when I heard you listening to that one album,

1210
00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 1: like the one that I'm like, this is my favorite

1211
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:46,640
Speaker 1: album ever.

1212
00:53:46,840 --> 00:53:47,480
Speaker 3: When I heard you.

1213
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:49,520
Speaker 1: Listening to today, I was like, I went through your

1214
00:53:49,560 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 1: plays to see if it was in there, because I

1215
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:54,400
Speaker 1: got like a shock of panic. If this becomes I'm

1216
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:57,239
Speaker 1: gonna even though like I don't know why, I like,

1217
00:53:57,560 --> 00:53:59,359
Speaker 1: I have the CD so I don't have to think

1218
00:53:59,360 --> 00:54:02,680
Speaker 1: about like that becoming a thing like I don't know

1219
00:54:02,719 --> 00:54:04,840
Speaker 1: why I gatekeep. I gatekeep because I have such an

1220
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:07,439
Speaker 1: emotional connection to this music, and I know I don't

1221
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 1: want other people to be like me because I have

1222
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 1: an individualism ego and I'm a fucking freak.

1223
00:54:12,280 --> 00:54:13,879
Speaker 3: And I fucking hate you. Fuck you bitch. Don't post

1224
00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:14,520
Speaker 3: on your fucking story.

1225
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:19,000
Speaker 2: Subscribe to our Patreon please. Okay, what is your music?

1226
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 1: Well, actually I'll give this one because this is like

1227
00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:28,359
Speaker 1: also one of my favorite songs ever. But it's a

1228
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:30,799
Speaker 1: cover of a cover of a cover, so whatever. But

1229
00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:33,080
Speaker 1: the chances of you knowing it are like solo because like,

1230
00:54:33,200 --> 00:54:35,680
Speaker 1: I'm just like very cutty and like I like do

1231
00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 1: the research and like I'm different and I might have

1232
00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:39,720
Speaker 1: big tits, but I know a lot about music.

1233
00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:44,120
Speaker 2: Wait that's possible. Yeah, I know big to go to music?

1234
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:49,160
Speaker 3: What big girl like? Don't you catch she don't know

1235
00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:53,439
Speaker 3: nothing else? Didn't want to have to do it.

1236
00:54:53,440 --> 00:54:56,839
Speaker 1: It's a cover of, like I think, a song by

1237
00:54:56,920 --> 00:55:00,359
Speaker 1: like the Spoonful, but this version, the version and that.

1238
00:55:00,360 --> 00:55:02,960
Speaker 3: Is the best one, is by cass Elliotts.

1239
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:07,280
Speaker 1: That song literally there are certain songs in the world

1240
00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:10,319
Speaker 1: that I don't think I like would ever do it.

1241
00:55:10,600 --> 00:55:12,759
Speaker 1: But certain songs, I'm like, I want to just make

1242
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,920
Speaker 1: a cover of this, like actually like it. Like certain

1243
00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:18,120
Speaker 1: songs make me want to genuinely learn how to fucking

1244
00:55:18,120 --> 00:55:20,879
Speaker 1: play the guitar and like make covers in my room

1245
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:23,080
Speaker 1: because I'm like, this song is fucking awesome and I

1246
00:55:23,120 --> 00:55:25,160
Speaker 1: want to like belt it. This song is so awesome,

1247
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:26,879
Speaker 1: I want to like colonize it and make it my own,

1248
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:28,640
Speaker 1: and like I want people to hear me because I

1249
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:28,880
Speaker 1: want to.

1250
00:55:28,920 --> 00:55:31,279
Speaker 3: I want to somehow make this about me. Let's make

1251
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:36,080
Speaker 3: it up us so that is one of my songs.

1252
00:55:36,160 --> 00:55:38,520
Speaker 1: And then someone's gonna like laugh at me because like

1253
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:42,879
Speaker 1: this is genuinely the only Wilco song I like care about.

1254
00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:47,439
Speaker 3: Is like Jesus, is it Jesus Don't Cry or Jesus

1255
00:55:47,520 --> 00:55:50,839
Speaker 3: Easy See? Whatever the fuck it is. That one song

1256
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:54,200
Speaker 3: is like Jesus Don't Cry. I love that song.

1257
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:59,720
Speaker 2: Actually I need to know now, yeah Jesus.

1258
00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:04,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, that song, like for me is so good. I

1259
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:10,160
Speaker 1: haven't really been able to get into other Wilco songs

1260
00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:14,080
Speaker 1: because I don't know why. And then an album I'll

1261
00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:18,240
Speaker 1: give is Ambient Volume two, The Plateau of Mirror, Harold Bud,

1262
00:56:18,320 --> 00:56:22,480
Speaker 1: Brian Eno and If you want more like boring shit

1263
00:56:22,600 --> 00:56:23,840
Speaker 1: like that, you have to follow the Patreon.

1264
00:56:23,920 --> 00:56:27,280
Speaker 3: But that album is like such a good album. Harold

1265
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:28,320
Speaker 3: Bud is so good.

1266
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 1: Rip imagine I grabbed my coffee and like poured one

1267
00:56:31,760 --> 00:56:35,720
Speaker 1: out for him right now, out for that fucking album

1268
00:56:35,800 --> 00:56:38,360
Speaker 1: is so goddamn good if you want to feel like

1269
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 1: shit and cry and like shit yourself.

1270
00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:41,759
Speaker 2: Have I talked about this?

1271
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:43,680
Speaker 3: I think so, but I would.

1272
00:56:43,880 --> 00:56:45,759
Speaker 1: I think you've mentioned it lightly once, but I would

1273
00:56:45,760 --> 00:56:47,280
Speaker 1: mention it again for like a good Halloween.

1274
00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:53,319
Speaker 2: Yeah that's okay. So my movie recommendation this week is

1275
00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:59,600
Speaker 2: House nineteen seventy seven. It's like a Japanese horror that

1276
00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 2: is is just fucking so fun to watch. It super

1277
00:57:02,680 --> 00:57:06,000
Speaker 2: campy and like there are some actually really scary elements

1278
00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:07,920
Speaker 2: that I was like, whoa, Like, how the fuck were

1279
00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:10,799
Speaker 2: they doing this back then? It's really like like a

1280
00:57:10,840 --> 00:57:15,319
Speaker 2: groundbreaking movie and it really is just like super good.

1281
00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:17,320
Speaker 2: It has a good story, it may and like there's

1282
00:57:17,320 --> 00:57:19,760
Speaker 2: some really beautiful shots in it, like in the beginning

1283
00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:23,040
Speaker 2: that I've even like painted from because I was.

1284
00:57:23,120 --> 00:57:24,920
Speaker 3: It's literally just visually soap pleased.

1285
00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:29,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like it's just really really fun. It's not

1286
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:30,480
Speaker 2: the most scary movie in the world.

1287
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:33,120
Speaker 1: But oh, my movie wreck is Mars Attack because that's

1288
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:34,720
Speaker 1: literally one of the best movies ever and it used

1289
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:36,160
Speaker 1: to scare with the fuck out of me as a kid.

1290
00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:38,200
Speaker 2: I love Mars Attacks so good.

1291
00:57:38,240 --> 00:57:41,240
Speaker 3: And then I'm seeing killer clowns from outer space on Friday.

1292
00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:47,600
Speaker 2: Ooh, and if you really want to just like freak

1293
00:57:47,640 --> 00:57:51,440
Speaker 2: the fuck out, watch Waking Life. But watch it your

1294
00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:57,640
Speaker 2: own risk, because that'll ruin your whole month. Week. My

1295
00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:01,640
Speaker 2: music is It's Nice to Be a by Vegan. It's

1296
00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:07,440
Speaker 2: a really pretty song, Strawberry by Doss and Daisy by

1297
00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:12,200
Speaker 2: Strawberry Machine, And those are my three songs this week.

1298
00:58:13,080 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 1: That was the episode We sligh every day, my babe in.

1299
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:19,840
Speaker 3: Our own way.

1300
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:24,880
Speaker 2: You're gay. Thank you guys for watching this episode.

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Speaker 3: Bye mm hmm