WEBVTT - Clare and Carl

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, we're on the plane.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, on the plane, AI all thirty three. Good to

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<v Speaker 2>be here, Good to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>In late April, my husband and I traveled to London.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you feeling nervous about going to the UK.

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<v Speaker 2>For the first time?

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<v Speaker 1>It's starting to hit me. Yeah, yeah, it's starting to

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<v Speaker 1>hit me. I hope that it's not like the first

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<v Speaker 1>time I went back to Italy. I had never been

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<v Speaker 1>to the UK before, and frankly, I was really nervous.

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<v Speaker 1>In the last eighteen years, the UK media has consistently

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<v Speaker 1>vilified me. My definitive acquittal did not change that. But

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to take the opportunity to talk to more

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<v Speaker 1>people about the Lucy let Be case. In the days

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<v Speaker 1>that followed, I interviewed people in London and in Chester

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<v Speaker 1>connected to the case, the Countess of Chester, Hospital and

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<v Speaker 1>the NHS, meeting them on the ground and in person

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<v Speaker 1>for the first time. I can't say that I'm super

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<v Speaker 1>thrilled about going on Good Morning Britain. Keeping the Lucy

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<v Speaker 1>let Be case in the public consciousness was also a priority.

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<v Speaker 2>On the pre call you did with Good Morning Britain,

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<v Speaker 2>the producer was like, so, why are you sticking your

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<v Speaker 2>head above the parapet here is just like, essentially, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think she's wrong. It's like you are going out

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<v Speaker 2>there into a position that you know people are going

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<v Speaker 2>to want to snipe at you.

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<v Speaker 1>Right well, I mean, I feel like that's exactly the

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<v Speaker 1>position I need to be in in this situation. That's

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<v Speaker 1>what people were doing for me back in the day.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I'm putting myself there because I can. I

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<v Speaker 1>can handle it, and I know that it's for a

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<v Speaker 1>good reason. What is that reason to pay it forward

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<v Speaker 1>and try to help get the truth out about someone

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<v Speaker 1>else's life and these tragic cases. Wanting to get the

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<v Speaker 1>truth out meant I did put my anxiety aside and

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<v Speaker 1>appear on Good Morning Britain.

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<v Speaker 4>There are families who have lost children who believe and

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<v Speaker 4>in fact factually have conviction. Because Lucy let Be has

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<v Speaker 4>a conviction for the murder and attempted murder of those.

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<v Speaker 1>Babies, questions about the grieving families understandably did come up.

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<v Speaker 4>So when you investigate whether that conviction is unsafe, how

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<v Speaker 4>do you handle those sensitivities?

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<v Speaker 1>For me, I approach this as a mother and what

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<v Speaker 1>would I want as a mother? I want to know

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<v Speaker 1>I want to know the how, I want to know

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<v Speaker 1>the why, and I want to make sure that the

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<v Speaker 1>people who are accountable for what happened to my children

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<v Speaker 1>are held accountable. And so as I approach this story,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very very sensitive about protecting the privacy and the

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<v Speaker 1>dignity of the families and the victims while pursuing a

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<v Speaker 1>course of investigation that is very, very focused on the facts.

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<v Speaker 1>It's about what do we know about this hospital, what

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<v Speaker 1>do we know about these cases, and what can we

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<v Speaker 1>say we know for sure as opposed to what is speculation.

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<v Speaker 1>I also spoke to several UK podcasts about the let

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<v Speaker 1>Be case, including Andrew Gold for his podcast Heretics and

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<v Speaker 1>questions about family and parenting came up here too.

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<v Speaker 5>I suppose it's a horrible question, but would you know

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<v Speaker 5>if you were having another child and you knew that

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<v Speaker 5>Lucy let Be was going to be the nurse at

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<v Speaker 5>that hospital, would you take your would you do it there?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I would go to the Countess of Chester

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<v Speaker 1>Hospital for sure, but if it was at a proper hospital.

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<v Speaker 1>I think the evidence that has revealed about the quality

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<v Speaker 1>of care that Lucy let Bee was giving to those

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<v Speaker 1>children was that she was highly qualified and there isn't

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<v Speaker 1>evidence to suggest that she intentionally harmed any of these babies.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I would trust my baby in Lucy Letby's care.

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<v Speaker 3>That's quite something.

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<v Speaker 1>This interview was heard by a couple in Cheshire, parents

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<v Speaker 1>who had had direct contact with Lucy let be Having

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<v Speaker 1>been silent for a decade, they reached out to me,

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<v Speaker 1>ready to share the story of what happened to their

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<v Speaker 1>baby at the Countess of Chester Hospital.

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<v Speaker 3>We want us to know for sure if any of

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<v Speaker 3>the things that had happened to her, which we thought

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<v Speaker 3>weld just medical, had been induced by this person that

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<v Speaker 3>was being accused of.

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<v Speaker 1>Medi This is doubt the case of Lucy let be

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<v Speaker 1>Bus Episode three. Claire and Carl, what was your first

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<v Speaker 1>experience of birth?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 1>Fine?

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<v Speaker 3>Easy?

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<v Speaker 6>Is anything? I didn't even know it was in There

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<v Speaker 6>wasn't enough pain. We opened said you need to push

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<v Speaker 6>and I was like okay, and he was fine and

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<v Speaker 6>perfect natural, no problems went home the next day.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. Yeah, And how about for the birth of your daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Claire who gave birth to her daughter at

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<v Speaker 1>the Countess of Chester in May twenty sixteen, when Lucy

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<v Speaker 1>lutb was at her supposedly most day dangerous and prolific. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>I was admitted a week before and I had the

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<v Speaker 6>same week after. The pregnancy was awful. She was transverse,

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<v Speaker 6>which meant she was lying sideways, but she was up,

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<v Speaker 6>she was down sideways, just kept spinning around. I was

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<v Speaker 6>older as well, so they were a little bit concerned

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<v Speaker 6>about that. The actual birth was in an emergency section

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<v Speaker 6>and it was the most traumatic thing I've ever gone through.

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<v Speaker 6>Why is that just the way it They just they

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<v Speaker 6>came into monitor me and said, her heart ras isn't

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<v Speaker 6>very good. I'm going to push the big red button.

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<v Speaker 6>It's going to get very busy, very fast. And it did,

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<v Speaker 6>and everyone flew in and they just said go on

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<v Speaker 6>your side. Get on your side. They just said we're

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<v Speaker 6>taking you for a section now, and I was like crying.

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<v Speaker 6>They wanted to put me to sleep, and I said

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<v Speaker 6>no because I want Carl to be there, because his

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<v Speaker 6>only experience of being a father than birth. They eventually agreed.

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<v Speaker 6>They put the sheet up and there's so many people

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<v Speaker 6>in there, and I asked them when they're going to start,

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<v Speaker 6>and they said, we already have. I was getting punched

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<v Speaker 6>to death in my stomach. Her thought was going to

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<v Speaker 6>throw up. I was sweated. She took forty seven minutes

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<v Speaker 6>to get out. She was little, she was tiny, and

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<v Speaker 6>they just took her straight to check her over. And

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<v Speaker 6>that's when KRL came in, and then Kyl came back

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<v Speaker 6>with her to me, and that's when the nurse came

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<v Speaker 6>past and said, we got to take her. She's got

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<v Speaker 6>national flare, and they just took her away.

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<v Speaker 1>Nostril flairing babies is a sign of potential respiratory distress,

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<v Speaker 1>a very serious condition in such a small baby.

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<v Speaker 6>So when the nurse looked at her, because she was

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<v Speaker 6>wrapped up so well, she just saw no shells really

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<v Speaker 6>flaring and said, sorry, just took her off, Carl. And

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<v Speaker 6>then a guy came in and said, here's a picture

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<v Speaker 6>of her. You can see her shortly after recovery. Obviously,

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<v Speaker 6>I was in a wheelchair and I went in to

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<v Speaker 6>see her and she was on lying on the front

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<v Speaker 6>with a bomb in the air, and she had a

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<v Speaker 6>big mask on her face, a breathing mask, loads of wires.

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<v Speaker 6>And I said to the nurse, should she be lying

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<v Speaker 6>on a front And they were like, she's fine, she's

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<v Speaker 6>monitored up to everything, and they said she was okay,

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<v Speaker 6>she just can't get a big breath in. And it

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<v Speaker 6>was actually Lucy that said that to us. She explained

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<v Speaker 6>what was going on.

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<v Speaker 1>Carl, Claire's husband, also recalls Lucy on the neonatal ward.

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<v Speaker 3>Lucy left being very sharious, very quiet, just quietly doing

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<v Speaker 3>what she needed to do. It looked like she was

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<v Speaker 3>taking stats, so she was looking at the monitor, she

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<v Speaker 3>writing things down, and then she spoke to us briefly,

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<v Speaker 3>and then she went on I think she was to

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<v Speaker 3>another baby in the corner, and then off off the room.

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<v Speaker 1>At this point, their new baby daughter Jessica, had had

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<v Speaker 1>a battery of tests, including X rays and a lumbar puncture,

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<v Speaker 1>and was now on antibiotics in case of any infection.

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<v Speaker 1>All normal procedures, but they were told one thing that

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<v Speaker 1>was a cause for a little concern. She had had

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<v Speaker 1>two so called pale moments.

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<v Speaker 6>And I said, what are they in the sense where

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<v Speaker 6>the stats druck on. We don't know why, but she's

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<v Speaker 6>okay now, So I was like, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>In the following days, Claire and her husband Karl, spent

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<v Speaker 1>time between the maternity ward and the neonatal unit. And

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<v Speaker 1>before we get to how Lucy interacted with their baby.

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<v Speaker 1>We need to understand what conditions were actually like in

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<v Speaker 1>Countess of Chester Hospital because those conditions, if you recall,

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<v Speaker 1>are at the center of the alternate non criminal explanations

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<v Speaker 1>for the increased deaths during this time. What was it

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<v Speaker 1>like on the maternity ward at the time.

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<v Speaker 6>Not very good, to be fair. It was really old,

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<v Speaker 6>really hot, like ridiculously hot. The doors didn't work properly

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<v Speaker 6>or the bathrooms weren't very good. There was loads of

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<v Speaker 6>arguments between staff and people staying on the wards with families.

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<v Speaker 6>There was police called, there was security there. It just

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<v Speaker 6>didn't seem very professional.

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<v Speaker 3>Old seventies buildings, automatic doors not working right, you have

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<v Speaker 3>to knock on a window to get someone to let

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<v Speaker 3>you in, you know that sort of thing. Lots of

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<v Speaker 3>hustle and bustle, lots of noise, you know, lefts out

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<v Speaker 3>of order. The thing that comes across the most is

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<v Speaker 3>is there's a lot of staff complaining and they're not

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<v Speaker 3>quiet about it. So because we were there for a

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<v Speaker 3>week and a half or a little bit longer, these

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<v Speaker 3>people just naturally get to know you and they're just

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<v Speaker 3>telling you about the day and that it's nothing. Both well,

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<v Speaker 3>this isn't working such and such as an in today,

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<v Speaker 3>so we're understaffed, or we can't do that now because

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<v Speaker 3>that unit's been shut down for a deep clean, so

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<v Speaker 3>we've got everybody working on that, so you're not going

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<v Speaker 3>to get this today. Like everything was a series of

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<v Speaker 3>compromises that these people had to make every day because

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<v Speaker 3>of either understaffed or under equipped, or the facilities themselves

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<v Speaker 3>went working so they were waiting for a plumber to

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<v Speaker 3>come in, or they were waiting for an electrician, so

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<v Speaker 3>that area was out of use until then.

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<v Speaker 6>And the actual saturday she was born, I actually woke

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<v Speaker 6>up with contractions and I was like, this isn't good.

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<v Speaker 6>So I got up and went to someone and said

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<v Speaker 6>I'm having contractions and they went, oh, wow, well done,

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<v Speaker 6>and I was like, no, no, this isn't good. I

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<v Speaker 6>can't have a naturally, you know, a foot might come

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<v Speaker 6>out or she's lying the wrong way, and they just

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<v Speaker 6>walked away, so I was like, I need to find someone.

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't shocked that they were all rushed and that

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<v Speaker 3>we were understaffed, or shocked that they were people to

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<v Speaker 3>answer questions. Was just that's just part and part of

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<v Speaker 3>what happens when you go through the NHS system.

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<v Speaker 1>What was it like when you went down to visit

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<v Speaker 1>the neonatal unit.

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<v Speaker 3>The way it's laid out is there's a room which

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<v Speaker 3>is very very dark to keep the lights very low,

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<v Speaker 3>and I think that's the room where they have like

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<v Speaker 3>the sickest children.

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<v Speaker 6>It was very very busy. They were like shooting everywhere

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<v Speaker 6>the staff and there was monsters going off and that

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<v Speaker 6>room was kind of quiet, but there were nurses just

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<v Speaker 6>like going everywhere. There never still ever and they said,

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<v Speaker 6>she's fine, she's fine, she's doing well. That was the

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<v Speaker 6>first night. The second night she was out of there

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<v Speaker 6>into a separate room in a cot, no dome over it,

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<v Speaker 6>still wired up on the monsters to check our stats

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<v Speaker 6>all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>What would you say The vibe of the atmosphere.

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<v Speaker 6>Was like it seemed very intense, very stressed. The atmosphere

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<v Speaker 6>seems like you cut it with a knife sort of thing.

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<v Speaker 3>It was very god you know.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean we sat there with Jessica and a cart

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<v Speaker 6>and monitors going off behind us and nurses rushing everywhere,

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<v Speaker 6>and they're saying, oh, this baby keeps stop breathing. We

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<v Speaker 6>don't know why.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, oh my god.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, it was very not inappropriate, but very high.

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<v Speaker 6>I didn't want to sit there and witness that. I know,

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<v Speaker 6>we're in a room with poorly babies, but I was like,

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<v Speaker 6>oh gosh.

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<v Speaker 1>Did it seem like the nurses knew what to do?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, they did too fair.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the things that the nurses brought up was

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<v Speaker 1>a small detail, but knowing what follows is possibly a

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<v Speaker 1>huge clue as to what was going on on the unit.

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<v Speaker 6>They had a fright because they went to weigh her

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<v Speaker 6>and she was like five pounds and we told us

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<v Speaker 6>that she was six pound three when she was born,

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<v Speaker 6>so she's lost a lot of weight very quickly. But

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<v Speaker 6>they went and checked with a delivery room to make

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<v Speaker 6>sure and their scales were out. I was like, wow,

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<v Speaker 6>so many babies have got the wrong weight right now,

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<v Speaker 6>all these babies been born, they've got the wrong weight,

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<v Speaker 6>which is important with a newborn.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the buttons on what kind of food you give them,

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<v Speaker 1>what dation you give them? Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I was just shocked.

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<v Speaker 6>Really, I was like, this really important part of a

0:14:40.080 --> 0:14:42.840
<v Speaker 6>newborn baby is like how much they weigh to how

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<v Speaker 6>much are they gaining weight? Are they losing weight, how

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<v Speaker 6>much feed do you give them, how often you feed them,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, things like that. I just couldn't believe it, really,

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<v Speaker 6>for in a neonatal unit. Does it not work? You know,

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<v Speaker 6>it's it's just ni bizarre.

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<v Speaker 1>So if the scales were out on the maternity ward,

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<v Speaker 1>could that mean the babies we know who died from

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<v Speaker 1>overfeeding could have been saved? Eventually, thankfully, baby Jessica recovered.

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<v Speaker 3>Lucy Leppie was the one who brought Jessica up to

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<v Speaker 3>our room in the ward when she was free out

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<v Speaker 3>of the need you to come up and sit with us,

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<v Speaker 3>so she delivered it to us and that was a

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<v Speaker 3>very short, quick interaction as well. She's just, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>here's your baby kind of thing. She's all yours. My

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<v Speaker 3>experience is very different than my wife should see, very

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<v Speaker 3>very traumatic time for Claire, but for me it was

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<v Speaker 3>like one of the best times of my life because

0:15:46.000 --> 0:15:49.800
<v Speaker 3>my daughter's coming into the world and I thought everything

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<v Speaker 3>was okay. So those that week and a half for

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<v Speaker 3>me was really just filled with I can't wait to

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<v Speaker 3>get at home and you know, make sure Claire was

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<v Speaker 3>recovering quickly.

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<v Speaker 1>How did it feel when you were able to go home?

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<v Speaker 6>After Jessica finished around TOI Biotics and got the all clear,

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<v Speaker 6>it was that she just like couldn't wait to get home,

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<v Speaker 6>you know what I mean, just wanted to leave and

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<v Speaker 6>never come back hever. And I got home, I just

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<v Speaker 6>literally be put down. I just need to go outside

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<v Speaker 6>and sit down outside and just give meself five minutes

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<v Speaker 6>to say I'm home, you know. Yeah, it was really nice.

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<v Speaker 3>To be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Two years later, it's twenty eighteen and Jessica is growing

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<v Speaker 1>healthy and happy. There had been some issues with her breathing,

0:16:43.320 --> 0:16:49.400
<v Speaker 1>but she had recovered. Well, do you remember when you

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<v Speaker 1>first heard that there was a case at the hospital

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<v Speaker 1>against Lucy letb.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>My sister in law sent me a message said have

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<v Speaker 6>you seen this? And I read it and I was like,

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<v Speaker 6>oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 3>When you hear news like that, you go I knew

0:17:03.360 --> 0:17:06.199
<v Speaker 3>there was something going on in that unit, but we

0:17:06.280 --> 0:17:08.119
<v Speaker 3>didn't know what at the time. You just get a

0:17:08.160 --> 0:17:11.439
<v Speaker 3>feeling for there's something wrong, there's attension in it in

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<v Speaker 3>a place, you know. But again, because my experience has

0:17:14.960 --> 0:17:20.040
<v Speaker 3>been reasonably positive, I hadn't thought about it and dwelled

0:17:20.080 --> 0:17:22.000
<v Speaker 3>on it as much as Claire. So when the news

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<v Speaker 3>came out. It more affected Claire more than me, really,

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<v Speaker 3>and it's.

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<v Speaker 6>Sprung to my mind that these pale moments that she

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<v Speaker 6>had that couldn't be explained, which I found very strange

0:17:32.440 --> 0:17:36.080
<v Speaker 6>considering I thought these people in the hospital where it's

0:17:36.119 --> 0:17:39.920
<v Speaker 6>that unit were specialized in very sick children babies.

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<v Speaker 3>My attitude was, she's here, she's happy, she's healthy, We're lucky.

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<v Speaker 3>We don't need to be involved, you know.

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<v Speaker 6>I said, well, I need to find out because you

0:17:53.359 --> 0:17:54.080
<v Speaker 6>didn't sit with me.

0:17:54.160 --> 0:17:58.680
<v Speaker 3>Well, we wants to know for sure if any of

0:17:58.720 --> 0:18:01.200
<v Speaker 3>the things that had happened to which we thought were

0:18:01.320 --> 0:18:04.960
<v Speaker 3>just you know, medical had been induced by this person

0:18:05.040 --> 0:18:07.760
<v Speaker 3>that was being accused of Maurer because just like everybody

0:18:07.840 --> 0:18:10.399
<v Speaker 3>else and the way the media portrayed it, we just

0:18:10.560 --> 0:18:12.960
<v Speaker 3>jumped to the conclusion that she must be guilty. Why

0:18:13.000 --> 0:18:14.960
<v Speaker 3>would you were arrested women for that, you know, if

0:18:14.960 --> 0:18:17.800
<v Speaker 3>you didn't have proper evidence, and then the news are

0:18:17.800 --> 0:18:19.679
<v Speaker 3>saying there's a confession and all the rest of us.

0:18:19.680 --> 0:18:22.359
<v Speaker 3>So he's just like, well, this person has been in

0:18:22.520 --> 0:18:25.600
<v Speaker 3>extremely close proximity to my daughter at the time that

0:18:25.640 --> 0:18:28.880
<v Speaker 3>she was extremely ill. We did want to know if

0:18:28.880 --> 0:18:32.200
<v Speaker 3>she would be involved in the investigation and that's when

0:18:32.200 --> 0:18:33.200
<v Speaker 3>we reached out to the police.

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<v Speaker 6>I emailed them, I said, the only reason is because

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<v Speaker 6>she had these two pale moments and they won't explain

0:18:40.240 --> 0:18:43.560
<v Speaker 6>to me why, And they just came back and said, well,

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<v Speaker 6>look at her file.

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<v Speaker 1>The police, working on Operation Hammingbird, agreed to investigate Jessica's

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<v Speaker 1>file to find out if any intentional harm had been

0:19:12.320 --> 0:19:15.959
<v Speaker 1>done to their baby by lucy LETB. Did you have

0:19:16.000 --> 0:19:19.680
<v Speaker 1>any particular feelings about Lucy let be at the time

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<v Speaker 1>when you when you heard about all of this.

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<v Speaker 6>I at the time, I was like, first off, I

0:19:26.040 --> 0:19:29.119
<v Speaker 6>couldn't believe it because they were so busy. Where they

0:19:29.119 --> 0:19:32.720
<v Speaker 6>find the time, they always be together, there's always two nurses,

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<v Speaker 6>So it's like, how on earth that could have possibly happened.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know, you know, because literally they were everywhere

0:19:39.760 --> 0:19:42.680
<v Speaker 6>there was nurses just together, flip flip flip flipped to

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<v Speaker 6>different things. And then I was like obviously concerned that

0:19:46.359 --> 0:19:49.240
<v Speaker 6>something could have happened to Jessica and I wanted to

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<v Speaker 6>know why. But the only interaction I had with at

0:19:52.440 --> 0:19:54.760
<v Speaker 6>firstly was that very first I said, this is what

0:19:54.800 --> 0:19:57.080
<v Speaker 6>we've done to her. I'm bringing her back to our

0:19:57.240 --> 0:19:59.680
<v Speaker 6>room the police.

0:19:59.840 --> 0:20:02.400
<v Speaker 1>The actually came back to the couple. Having gone through

0:20:02.480 --> 0:20:07.000
<v Speaker 1>Jessica's file, they say there is no need for further investigation.

0:20:08.160 --> 0:20:11.240
<v Speaker 1>Jessica will not be a part of the case against

0:20:11.359 --> 0:20:12.040
<v Speaker 1>Lucy let Be.

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<v Speaker 6>Really relieved obviously, like thank goodness, but then still had questions,

0:20:17.960 --> 0:20:21.320
<v Speaker 6>really like if she's not being investigated, why does she

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<v Speaker 6>have these moments where has start dropped for no reason

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<v Speaker 6>at all.

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<v Speaker 3>It didn't matter to me because she's here, she's happy,

0:20:28.359 --> 0:20:32.320
<v Speaker 3>she's healthy, she's got a great mind, she's completely just

0:20:32.680 --> 0:20:34.639
<v Speaker 3>everything you could ever want out of a child. So

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<v Speaker 3>it was like, all's well, that ends well, was my

0:20:38.119 --> 0:20:40.960
<v Speaker 3>kind of feeling. At that point.

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<v Speaker 6>We thought, okay, we're done. Then it came out again

0:20:45.600 --> 0:20:48.520
<v Speaker 6>in socials and the news that she was accused of

0:20:48.680 --> 0:20:51.399
<v Speaker 6>more cases. So I thought to myself, well, if they

0:20:51.440 --> 0:20:55.440
<v Speaker 6>missed that first time around, maybe they missed my daughters.

0:20:55.880 --> 0:20:58.560
<v Speaker 6>So I said, look, I'm not happy, like, obviously new

0:20:58.600 --> 0:21:01.720
<v Speaker 6>information has come out, so reinvestigate my daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>In light of Lucy let Be's second arrest, Operation Hummingbird

0:21:07.440 --> 0:21:11.560
<v Speaker 1>agreed to take another look at baby Jessica's file. They

0:21:11.600 --> 0:21:15.360
<v Speaker 1>also make Claire and Carl an unexpected offer.

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<v Speaker 6>Would you like to meet with the head of the

0:21:17.119 --> 0:21:20.159
<v Speaker 6>hospital on the head of pediatrics and they can go

0:21:20.240 --> 0:21:23.200
<v Speaker 6>through what happened to Jessica while she was in the unit.

0:21:23.800 --> 0:21:26.280
<v Speaker 6>And I said perfect. And I said, okay, we'll arrange

0:21:26.320 --> 0:21:29.399
<v Speaker 6>that you'll pay from the Countess in the next few days.

0:21:33.240 --> 0:21:35.960
<v Speaker 1>Let's talk about that. Meeting at the hospital.

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<v Speaker 3>Very much was a please don't sue. His meeting was

0:21:40.400 --> 0:21:43.879
<v Speaker 3>the field. You know, we haven't done anything wrong. Don't worry.

0:21:43.960 --> 0:21:46.760
<v Speaker 3>Your child was not in any way involved. Oh but

0:21:46.920 --> 0:21:49.480
<v Speaker 3>by the way, she did have all these things done

0:21:49.520 --> 0:21:52.760
<v Speaker 3>to her and you should know them already. It was

0:21:52.920 --> 0:21:56.320
<v Speaker 3>a very dismissive attitude. Tools it was like, well, don't worry,

0:21:56.359 --> 0:21:59.480
<v Speaker 3>she's fine, was the takeaway that they were trying to

0:21:59.640 --> 0:22:00.000
<v Speaker 3>give it.

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<v Speaker 6>One of them was head of the hospital and the

0:22:03.080 --> 0:22:06.439
<v Speaker 6>one was the head of pediatrics. The head of pediatrics

0:22:06.440 --> 0:22:09.159
<v Speaker 6>had a piece of paper with him and they said,

0:22:09.440 --> 0:22:12.280
<v Speaker 6>I've got a list here of what happened to Jessica

0:22:12.400 --> 0:22:15.560
<v Speaker 6>while she was missed onto the unit. I said, okay, yeah,

0:22:15.560 --> 0:22:18.520
<v Speaker 6>read it outgrade. So they said she had what we

0:22:18.520 --> 0:22:22.000
<v Speaker 6>was told. And then he said she needed to be

0:22:22.040 --> 0:22:25.920
<v Speaker 6>intribated and have medicine put into her lungs to help

0:22:25.960 --> 0:22:31.440
<v Speaker 6>her breathe, and we were like what and said, well,

0:22:31.440 --> 0:22:33.800
<v Speaker 6>it says it parents informed and we were like, no,

0:22:33.920 --> 0:22:37.360
<v Speaker 6>we were not informed at all because both of us

0:22:37.359 --> 0:22:42.160
<v Speaker 6>just went oh, said you put oh, my gosh. Then

0:22:42.280 --> 0:22:44.760
<v Speaker 6>the head of hospital said, well, she was the sickest

0:22:44.760 --> 0:22:47.440
<v Speaker 6>baby in the unit for twenty four hours.

0:22:48.480 --> 0:22:48.720
<v Speaker 1>Or she.

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<v Speaker 6>I said, if I knew that, I wouldn't have left

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<v Speaker 6>her side.

0:22:53.119 --> 0:22:53.879
<v Speaker 3>We weren't told.

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<v Speaker 1>In a meeting lasting forty five minutes, Claire and Carl

0:22:59.440 --> 0:23:02.760
<v Speaker 1>finally get their answer as to why their baby had

0:23:02.800 --> 0:23:05.040
<v Speaker 1>suffered pale moments.

0:23:05.520 --> 0:23:08.160
<v Speaker 6>They said, well, a baby with reflux, if they lie

0:23:08.160 --> 0:23:10.679
<v Speaker 6>in the back, they hold the breath on the stats

0:23:10.720 --> 0:23:13.960
<v Speaker 6>druck and I said, if I knew that, then I

0:23:13.960 --> 0:23:17.760
<v Speaker 6>wouldn't be here now. No one in a unit that

0:23:17.880 --> 0:23:20.439
<v Speaker 6>worked with sick babies, who are specialized in looking after

0:23:20.480 --> 0:23:21.560
<v Speaker 6>sick babies could tell me that.

0:23:21.640 --> 0:23:21.680
<v Speaker 1>No.

0:23:22.960 --> 0:23:25.960
<v Speaker 6>And he was like, well, that's what happens with the baby,

0:23:25.960 --> 0:23:28.320
<v Speaker 6>broomy flops. They just hold the breath.

0:23:29.760 --> 0:23:33.119
<v Speaker 1>And at the same time, they learned that the woman

0:23:33.480 --> 0:23:37.040
<v Speaker 1>who was accused of being a serial killer of babies

0:23:37.560 --> 0:23:43.320
<v Speaker 1>had complete access and control over the health of their newborn.

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<v Speaker 6>And he was like, oh yeah, you know, quite blase

0:23:46.359 --> 0:23:48.680
<v Speaker 6>about it. They said, oh, I know all the things

0:23:48.760 --> 0:23:52.040
<v Speaker 6>in immediate at the moment about you know, certain staff members.

0:23:52.800 --> 0:23:56.119
<v Speaker 6>But she was herly nurse and she went through all

0:23:56.119 --> 0:23:59.159
<v Speaker 6>the right procedures to get help. So I sat there

0:23:59.160 --> 0:24:02.520
<v Speaker 6>and I was like, wait, wait, you're telling me that

0:24:02.560 --> 0:24:04.439
<v Speaker 6>the person in the media do you see that be

0:24:05.240 --> 0:24:08.920
<v Speaker 6>was Jessica's lead nurse. And twice she had to call

0:24:09.000 --> 0:24:13.119
<v Speaker 6>for help because she was going to die unless someone

0:24:13.200 --> 0:24:16.320
<v Speaker 6>came to help. So she went all through the correct

0:24:16.359 --> 0:24:18.960
<v Speaker 6>procedure and called the right people, did the right thing

0:24:19.359 --> 0:24:21.440
<v Speaker 6>twice over two days.

0:24:21.480 --> 0:24:25.800
<v Speaker 3>The revelation that this so called serial color had saved

0:24:25.800 --> 0:24:29.840
<v Speaker 3>our child's life twice like an angel, without our knowledge,

0:24:30.240 --> 0:24:32.359
<v Speaker 3>never asking nor telling us that you've done it. Never

0:24:32.560 --> 0:24:35.640
<v Speaker 3>you know, it wasn't like she was trying to look

0:24:35.680 --> 0:24:37.520
<v Speaker 3>at me, I'm the greatest nurse in the world. He

0:24:37.560 --> 0:24:39.680
<v Speaker 3>didn't even tell us that she was their lead nurse.

0:24:39.760 --> 0:24:41.639
<v Speaker 3>She just got on and did their job to the

0:24:41.640 --> 0:24:43.639
<v Speaker 3>best of her ability. And now I have my daughter

0:24:43.720 --> 0:24:48.639
<v Speaker 3>because of that. So this just doesn't make sense. You know,

0:24:49.160 --> 0:24:51.400
<v Speaker 3>whenever we talk about any part of this, it alway

0:24:51.440 --> 0:24:54.320
<v Speaker 3>comes back the same question. It just doesn't make logical sense.

0:24:54.720 --> 0:24:57.720
<v Speaker 3>And when things don't make sense, it's usually either missing

0:24:57.800 --> 0:25:01.520
<v Speaker 3>information or somebody's telling well not the other.

0:25:01.720 --> 0:25:06.439
<v Speaker 6>You know, how is it possible that she's been accused

0:25:07.200 --> 0:25:11.840
<v Speaker 6>of randomly going around these babies, but then sees my

0:25:11.960 --> 0:25:17.040
<v Speaker 6>baby and does everything else she should have been trained

0:25:17.040 --> 0:25:20.960
<v Speaker 6>for and saved her twice. She didn't do that, Jessica

0:25:20.960 --> 0:25:23.919
<v Speaker 6>wouldn't be here, you know. She could have said nothing,

0:25:24.359 --> 0:25:28.440
<v Speaker 6>you know, and nature take its course. But she didn't.

0:25:29.200 --> 0:25:32.040
<v Speaker 6>It's so hard to get that round my head because

0:25:32.320 --> 0:25:35.359
<v Speaker 6>it's like she was accused of being the serial killer,

0:25:36.240 --> 0:25:39.000
<v Speaker 6>and I was like, well, why did she saved my

0:25:39.080 --> 0:25:40.119
<v Speaker 6>daughter's life twice?

0:25:41.520 --> 0:25:45.479
<v Speaker 1>Operation Hummingbird came back to the parents and confirmed again

0:25:45.800 --> 0:25:48.720
<v Speaker 1>that there was no need to investigate Jessica's case.

0:25:50.280 --> 0:25:52.960
<v Speaker 6>I asked the police, why do you think she left

0:25:53.040 --> 0:25:57.320
<v Speaker 6>Jessica alone if she did do stuff? And she said

0:25:57.440 --> 0:26:02.280
<v Speaker 6>lack of opportunity. I said, lack of opportunity. But she

0:26:02.359 --> 0:26:07.160
<v Speaker 6>saved her life twice. That's a perfect opportunity right there

0:26:07.920 --> 0:26:13.479
<v Speaker 6>if she wanted, but she didn't. She saved twice, and

0:26:13.720 --> 0:26:18.400
<v Speaker 6>apparently Carl said he remembered the second intervention, Lucy actually

0:26:18.440 --> 0:26:21.800
<v Speaker 6>did something to Jessica to help her before the consultant

0:26:21.800 --> 0:26:25.120
<v Speaker 6>came in. So she more than just did the procedure,

0:26:25.160 --> 0:26:28.639
<v Speaker 6>but she actually did something to her to help to

0:26:28.720 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 6>save her. So I couldn't get that around me as

0:26:31.320 --> 0:26:36.040
<v Speaker 6>a lack of opportunity. So nah, that's not an answer.

0:26:38.280 --> 0:26:42.200
<v Speaker 1>For this family. The revelation that this supposed serial killer

0:26:42.480 --> 0:26:46.440
<v Speaker 1>had gone above and beyond to save their child had

0:26:46.480 --> 0:26:47.680
<v Speaker 1>a huge effect.

0:26:48.720 --> 0:26:51.800
<v Speaker 6>I felt guilty for not being there for Jessica because

0:26:51.800 --> 0:26:54.159
<v Speaker 6>it should have been at a bob And then I

0:26:54.200 --> 0:26:56.920
<v Speaker 6>felt very guilty that in a way she survived on

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<v Speaker 6>the other's died, so that stayed would be for a

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<v Speaker 6>very time. I had nightmares, anxiety, really bad anxiety about her,

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<v Speaker 6>the fear of losing her.

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<v Speaker 3>All the time.

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<v Speaker 6>I wouldn't leave her of anyone, didn't trust anyone. I

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<v Speaker 6>wouldn't leave her with any medical person again by herself

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<v Speaker 6>ever her or Dad is with her. After I found

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<v Speaker 6>that out, that that's where the nightmare started of this

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<v Speaker 6>losing her, you know, the loss of nearly losing her,

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<v Speaker 6>people nabbring her, taking her, you know. It was it

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<v Speaker 6>was really not a good time. I say it was

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<v Speaker 6>a relief, but at the same time, it still didn't

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<v Speaker 6>sit with me at all very well. It still bothers

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<v Speaker 6>me now. I still got upsseessed about it. Now that

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<v Speaker 6>shouldn't happen.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>I tried to talk to counselors about it. They don't

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<v Speaker 6>seem interested in it. It's like they don't want to

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<v Speaker 6>talk about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Why not?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 6>I really don't know. I say to them, this is

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<v Speaker 6>like what's happened in the last few is to me

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<v Speaker 6>to make me feel quite sad or anxious. It is

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<v Speaker 6>the anxiety that gets me. And I bring up Lucy,

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<v Speaker 6>and I bring up the hospital and I just don't

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<v Speaker 6>ever touch base on it.

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<v Speaker 1>And these are just like therapists that you reach out to.

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<v Speaker 1>Just people don't want to talk about it.

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<v Speaker 6>I say, this has happened, you know that's happened, and

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<v Speaker 6>I just never it's never talked about. Probably too frightened too.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, how do you cope with all of this?

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's almost like you have insider knowledge that other

0:28:36.080 --> 0:28:38.480
<v Speaker 1>people don't have. Like is that strange? How do you

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<v Speaker 1>cope with all of this?

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<v Speaker 6>It's very frustrating when you're trying to give your information

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<v Speaker 6>to help. Maybe I send an emails to the court

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<v Speaker 6>when she was in trial to say, like, the scales

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<v Speaker 6>were wrong, that's why overfeeding babies. Maybe that was why.

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<v Speaker 6>Because I hate unfairness. I really do a simple thing

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<v Speaker 6>like if they said, oh, this baby has dropped so

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<v Speaker 6>much weight, let's get loads of milk in it, and

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<v Speaker 6>then like you ever had that baby, Well, yeah, of

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<v Speaker 6>course it is because your scales. Hospital scales are wrong

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<v Speaker 6>in a neonatal unit. Call it this big email to

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<v Speaker 6>Operation Hummingbird, and they basically said, well, she's been investigated

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<v Speaker 6>twice and there's nothing there. It's like, no, you're not listening.

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<v Speaker 6>It's not about her, it's about the hospital.

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<v Speaker 3>I've got this idea that this potential serial color has

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<v Speaker 3>saved my child. I'd say over ninety percent sure that

0:29:34.960 --> 0:29:39.640
<v Speaker 3>they've blamed bad management and bad siege us and badly

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<v Speaker 3>run units on one individual. Is she an opportunity to

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<v Speaker 3>escape out somebody? I feel I don't believe for one

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<v Speaker 3>minute that there's an individual out there who's capable of

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<v Speaker 3>murdering one baby and then passing up on the opportunity

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<v Speaker 3>to murder another twice. Maybe people can be that crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I don't know. I hope not, but

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<v Speaker 3>it doesn't make any sense to me. You know, I'd

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<v Speaker 3>love to just sit down with Lucy and say, look,

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<v Speaker 3>what happened that day, Why did you do what you

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<v Speaker 3>did and why didn't you hear to if that's what

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<v Speaker 3>you did. I said this to me, the only person

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<v Speaker 3>that could add to that question for it is Lucy.

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<v Speaker 3>If she is guilty, and if she's not guilty, then

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<v Speaker 3>I don't believe a word that came out of the

0:30:24.520 --> 0:30:25.560
<v Speaker 3>hospital's mouth anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Over the years, as more information came out about the case,

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<v Speaker 1>doubt and confusion continued to grow for this couple.

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<v Speaker 6>I asked the head of the hospital when we had

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<v Speaker 6>that meeting at the time Jessica went into that unit,

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<v Speaker 6>did you have any idea or any knowledge that anything

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<v Speaker 6>were untoward was going on in that unit? Because if

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<v Speaker 6>you did, you purposely knowingly put our daughter's life at risk.

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<v Speaker 6>Does that be like base, wouldn't it? And he was like, nope, nothing,

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<v Speaker 6>didn't know a thing. After we watched that documentary, I

0:31:02.040 --> 0:31:05.520
<v Speaker 6>was like, they lied so bad because they absolutely knew,

0:31:06.160 --> 0:31:09.120
<v Speaker 6>They absolutely knew way before Jessica went in there, that's

0:31:09.120 --> 0:31:12.080
<v Speaker 6>something was going on and put her in there and

0:31:12.080 --> 0:31:15.320
<v Speaker 6>lied about it, So I said to Carl. For all

0:31:15.360 --> 0:31:18.040
<v Speaker 6>we know right now in that meeting, that could have

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<v Speaker 6>been all wise.

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<v Speaker 3>It's all about saving themselves from being sued or you know,

0:31:23.520 --> 0:31:27.960
<v Speaker 3>bad press. They'll tell you anything to make you walk

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<v Speaker 3>away happy. So I can't. We don't even know if

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<v Speaker 3>Lucy actually did save our child. We think she did

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<v Speaker 3>because it says so in the notes, but I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know if I can even trust the notes. At this point.

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<v Speaker 3>We're left in it like this limbo of who do

0:31:41.120 --> 0:31:45.200
<v Speaker 3>you believe? Because the hospital can't be trusted, the police

0:31:45.200 --> 0:31:48.800
<v Speaker 3>can't be trusted, Nobody seems to be interested in finding

0:31:48.800 --> 0:31:52.360
<v Speaker 3>out what really happened anyway, apart from independent people like

0:31:52.440 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 3>you said, It feels like the administration and everybody else

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<v Speaker 3>involved and the media just decided that's she's guilty, and

0:32:00.960 --> 0:32:04.920
<v Speaker 3>we're just going to make that fit however we can.

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<v Speaker 3>How if we hear opposing opinions that we're just going

0:32:09.680 --> 0:32:13.040
<v Speaker 3>to keep them quiet and push them off the way.

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<v Speaker 3>That's what it feels like has happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I really can empathize with your determination to know the

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<v Speaker 1>truth of what happened, and it seems odd to me

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<v Speaker 1>that someone would suggest to you well, what do you care?

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<v Speaker 1>Your kid's fine? Can you talk to me about like

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<v Speaker 1>how you manage that almost confrontation, like do you feel

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<v Speaker 1>like people are questioning your motives?

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<v Speaker 6>Or like I just say were you there? And they're like, no,

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<v Speaker 6>I was. We were, so you didn't see the things

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<v Speaker 6>we see. We didn't go through what we went through.

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<v Speaker 6>You haven't been told that your child need die twice,

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<v Speaker 6>but I suppose to say, real killer that saves a

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<v Speaker 6>life twice, So you can't possibly imagine or start to

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<v Speaker 6>imagine how it is for us, and the fact that

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<v Speaker 6>if it comes out something different, could you sit there

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<v Speaker 6>and obviously say someone's been in prison and been found

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<v Speaker 6>innocent or whatever, and who saved our daughter's life twice?

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<v Speaker 6>If we did nothing about it. We didn't stand shout

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<v Speaker 6>up and say look this happened. There's events that happened

0:33:23.480 --> 0:33:26.440
<v Speaker 6>that shouldn't have in the hospital. We don't sit well

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<v Speaker 6>with that. We'm just telling our story, our experience of

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<v Speaker 6>what happened to us whilst we were there with our

0:33:31.880 --> 0:33:35.360
<v Speaker 6>daughter and afterwards when we had interaction with the hospital,

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<v Speaker 6>because no one really listens to those stories. They want

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<v Speaker 6>to hear the sad ones or the horrid ones or

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<v Speaker 6>the pretty ones or you know ones that gets more

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<v Speaker 6>interested in my eyes?

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<v Speaker 1>How did you feel about the families of the lost

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<v Speaker 1>babies at this time?

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<v Speaker 6>It's like a survivor's guilty. She's my respare put at

0:34:04.120 --> 0:34:08.600
<v Speaker 6>a cost of do say theirs and I want to

0:34:08.640 --> 0:34:11.600
<v Speaker 6>do help you feel. I just couldn't bear it. It

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<v Speaker 6>still upsets me to this day because I don't it

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<v Speaker 6>to happen to my children. I'll never recover ever. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 6>that's what I mean. It's like they've gone through so

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<v Speaker 6>much for so long I can say I feel really

0:34:28.440 --> 0:34:31.680
<v Speaker 6>really sorry for and you always will always.

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<v Speaker 1>The tall Unclaire and Carl has been great, even for

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<v Speaker 1>a family who were lucky enough to have been able

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<v Speaker 1>to bring their child home safe. I want to thank

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<v Speaker 1>them for sharing their story with me, but also the

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<v Speaker 1>many people who have shared their personal stories and comments

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<v Speaker 1>as well. Next week we meet with Mark MacDonald and

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<v Speaker 1>David Davis in London to hear more about their involvement

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<v Speaker 1>in the Lucy let Be case. That's next week on

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