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Speaker 1: M m m h m hm.

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Speaker 2: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 3: I'm Erica and I'm Mila. Happy Wednesday, Happy Humpday. Hey ladies, haymans,

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Speaker 3: hey people's hey party people.

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Speaker 4: What's going on?

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Speaker 5: What's going on with Shoe Boo? I know you're answering

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Speaker 5: in your car right now? Fuck that nigga? I know

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Speaker 5: he tripping, bitch.

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Speaker 4: This is a sign, girl, I heard.

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Speaker 6: I know. I'm am crazy? Am I high high? How

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Speaker 6: are you?

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Speaker 4: What's going on?

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Speaker 5: I'm good, I am wonderful, feel good, feel great, summertime

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Speaker 5: in the city.

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Speaker 6: And what's popping? I cannot complain.

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Speaker 4: We're so popping.

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Speaker 6: Oh my god, I really. Everyone is immediately turning the

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Speaker 6: podcast off right now.

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Speaker 3: They're like, these bitches, wait, hold up, not fuck these bitches,

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Speaker 3: go these bitches, because wherever the funk you're at in

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Speaker 3: your car, I hope you're saying that you're the fuck

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Speaker 3: what did I just say poppin that you're the fuck

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Speaker 3: popping ship.

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Speaker 2: I hope you're in the car like I'm popping.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, because you are popping too.

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Speaker 2: We could all be popping.

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Speaker 6: Was popping girl? We see you find today you look

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Speaker 6: real good.

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Speaker 3: If you haven't told yourself you're popping lately. Remind yourself

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Speaker 3: who the fuck you are? You're fucking popping poppington insert

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Speaker 3: Chris Brown here. Remember that time we made out on

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Speaker 3: the tourmus It's gonna be my celebrity story for life.

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Speaker 4: But I don't care.

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Speaker 6: Oh God, I'm jealous.

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Speaker 4: You should be.

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Speaker 2: I'm never gonna stop talking about it.

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Speaker 3: I was eighteen back in my day.

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Speaker 2: I was backstage with.

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Speaker 3: Hollywood Story this podcasting me and Chris Brown.

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Speaker 6: In your tell.

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Speaker 2: Oh my God, give him none though, because I was scared.

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Speaker 7: I wish I did.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, we are high for sure.

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Speaker 3: God. Well, anyway, we have a special guest here today.

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Speaker 6: You probably hear her.

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Speaker 3: Wondrous laugh in the background. We have our very good friend,

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Speaker 3: actually guest of the show for the second time, Goddess

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Speaker 3: motherfucking Jesse aa Omi Shoon Yeah yeah.

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Speaker 6: Oi yeah, Oi sha.

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Speaker 7: What it is?

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Speaker 5: What last time you were on our show? You were

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Speaker 5: a pussy party. Yes, pussy party. So if you guys,

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Speaker 5: make sure you check out that episode because we did that.

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Speaker 5: Was it during COVID, No, wasn't even during COVID, was

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Speaker 5: right before good was.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it was very early on.

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Speaker 5: It was true because we weren't doing a lot of

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Speaker 5: virtual episodes at all, but like we felt called and

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Speaker 5: we were like, let's do it.

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Speaker 3: Also, Jesse, we did this one podcast with her, like

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Speaker 3: three years ago, and then she magically resurfaced.

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Speaker 2: I hadn't heard from this.

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Speaker 3: Bitch, and like for a minute, I don't even know

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Speaker 3: if I saw her Instagram. She fucking magically resurfaced and

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Speaker 3: the perfect like it just divine fucking femininity united. Like

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Speaker 3: we decided to have a fucking retreat in Costa Rica.

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Speaker 3: I ain't heard from Jesse. And god knows how long

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Speaker 3: we was talking.

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Speaker 6: We was talking here and there no been talking. Yeah,

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Speaker 6: you knew she's gonna be in Costa Rica.

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Speaker 2: We talk, but that was the part where I'm saying,

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Speaker 2: your friends, I know what I did.

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Speaker 6: But there wasn't. I think there was like.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and then she was like, hey, I'm a been.

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Speaker 2: I said we're going to Costa Rica.

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Speaker 3: She said me too, And just so happened that this

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Speaker 3: bitch just happened to be in Costa Rica getting out

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Speaker 3: of another certification thirty minutes from the pickup spot in

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Speaker 3: fucking Costa Rica from the day from the day one

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Speaker 3: of our retreat. So I was like, first, she was like,

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Speaker 2: I don't know, and she googled the address. She was like, bitch,

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Speaker 2: up thirty minutes from the pickup spot. Big is a

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Speaker 2: huge country. She's like, bitch, I'm come, And I said,

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Speaker 2: I know you are.

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Speaker 3: Like the divine way in which God works is crazy,

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Speaker 3: Like she literally we had talked about it, but she

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Speaker 3: just happened to be down the motherfucking street on the

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Speaker 3: day the motherfucking shuttle came. She got all the girls

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Speaker 3: drunk on the best like shout out to all.

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Speaker 7: Of our girls, Yeah, to.

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Speaker 6: Retreat.

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Speaker 3: So it was like this ogi like one of a

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Speaker 3: kind experience because Jesse came and we had all these

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Speaker 3: fucking beautiful ceremonies because Jesse came like multiple like at

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Speaker 3: fresh Water, at fucking ocean water.

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Speaker 2: We had this beautiful divine.

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Speaker 3: Release, Like if you go to our website and watch

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Speaker 3: the fucking video there's there's clips of it, you will

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Speaker 6: It's so weird.

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Speaker 3: And she she magically shifted and helped like really hold

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Speaker 3: space and shifted the magic in week two in a

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Speaker 3: real motherfucking way, Like she guided us in a way

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Speaker 3: I've never fucking seen or experienced before, like.

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Speaker 2: Full tears, full embrace, full trust.

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Speaker 3: We did a beautiful fortieth birthday, a celebration for someone

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Speaker 3: at the freshwater and under True waterfalls.

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Speaker 2: She was dressed in white, wearing a crown.

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Speaker 3: Just so happened this other girl put this in her

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Speaker 3: fucking bag.

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Speaker 6: Was not planned, was not planning.

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Speaker 3: Jesse had all of them, all of these fucking tools

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Speaker 3: in her bag.

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Speaker 2: Had a fucking bell.

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Speaker 3: She's like impromptu, shuttled us into goddess.

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Speaker 4: Like we were all think.

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Speaker 2: She was like do this. We're like what.

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Speaker 3: She was like ring the bell around her or you

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Speaker 3: want to thought we were her fucking mentees she had

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Speaker 3: like were she took half a like half a coconut.

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Speaker 3: She was like pour water over her head. It was

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Speaker 3: baptizing a woman. We were all crying. It was the

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Speaker 3: most magical, fucking Like this trip confirmed my witchiness. I

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Speaker 3: was like, oh, and like I already accepted it, you

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Speaker 3: know for everyone who's just listening like witchy and all

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Speaker 3: the good ways, the good witch but like she like

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Speaker 3: that you really helped me understand in a real fucking

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Speaker 3: way my power and like the power of women period.

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Speaker 3: And like the retreat is like it was like like, oh,

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Speaker 3: when like women come together, this shift, the way the

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Speaker 3: magic dwelled in the jungle, that way, just the beginning

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Speaker 3: of her just happening to be down the fucking street,

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Speaker 3: and how it continued to manifest that way, like everything

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Speaker 3: was so perfect, all the perfect people.

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Speaker 2: It was just such a perfect experience.

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Speaker 3: So like I am here to sing Jesse's praises and

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Speaker 3: motherfucking day.

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Speaker 6: All day every day. It's for real.

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Speaker 8: I mean, hey, yeah, God works in my serious ways,

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Speaker 8: oceanman works in serious ways. I really appreciate y'all for

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Speaker 8: just every all the work that y'all have done. I

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Speaker 8: just remember many times throughout the retreat, like pulling onto

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Speaker 8: the sign and being like, look what you did, like

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Speaker 8: down and look And sometimes I think that that is

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Speaker 8: what support or leadership looks like, not always just shoved

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Speaker 8: information down your throat or making you submit to a

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Speaker 8: certain process, but pointing your head in the right direction

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Speaker 8: of your greatness or pointing your head in the right

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Speaker 8: direction of your purpose right And to me, that's what

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Speaker 8: I felt like. I just came and maybe put a

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Speaker 8: little bit of structure into a few places where the

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Speaker 8: energy was created for a massive healing and a shift

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Speaker 8: to happen. And that wouldn't have happened if y'all would

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Speaker 8: not have created that space, you know, and brought those

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Speaker 7: Of threw y'all into the water.

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Speaker 8: You know how they say, did you learn how to

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Speaker 8: so many people just push.

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Speaker 7: You in the deep in? Yeah?

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Speaker 8: I definitely, because you know it's it's not en you,

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Speaker 7: It you know, the gifts that.

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Speaker 8: I may teach or help people understand that they have,

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Speaker 8: you know, they are behind your emotions. And that was

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Speaker 8: a very emotional moment. So you were at your you know,

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Speaker 8: a knowing unknowingly comes up and you remember that past

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Speaker 8: life when we've been we've been doing this, you know before,

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Speaker 8: and we know the prayers, we know And that's really

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Speaker 8: what I want to talk about today too, because you know,

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Speaker 8: when we had that experience, it did feel very intuitive,

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Speaker 8: It felt familiar. I felt like, how do like, why

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Speaker 8: my god, I've been deprived of this experience as a

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Speaker 8: like even in our own spiritual practices that me and

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Speaker 5: Something that's still missing almost like and what is it?

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Speaker 5: And when we have that experience out there, I was like, oh,

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Speaker 5: like we've we've heard about like you know, ocean and

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Speaker 5: what a high priestess is, but we don't. I feel

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Speaker 5: guess in a broad way about really what it is

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Speaker 5: and your practice. So can you kind of maybe tell

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Speaker 5: us like how you like, how you got into it

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Speaker 7: So how I got into it?

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Speaker 8: Well my story, I went through a divorce and I

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Speaker 8: did like a thirty day like little detox or whatever,

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Speaker 8: Herbs, you know, it's kind of like that rabbit hole,

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Speaker 8: you know, when you start to feel some area is

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Speaker 8: a craft, and so I went to a spiritual store,

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Speaker 8: but it also was like a spiritual house. I didn't

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Speaker 8: spiritual and the magical properties of herbs.

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Speaker 7: That's like where I started.

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Speaker 8: And I went through that class and I learned just

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Speaker 8: you know, another side of healing that that's what I

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Speaker 8: was looking for. And at the end, the guy who

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Speaker 8: was teaching it, who's my godfather now absolutely Yahira, people

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Speaker 8: call him Doc. He acts, Hey, I noticed she's not

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Speaker 8: working with any spirits. And I'm like, what, like, yeah,

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Speaker 8: of course, what you mean. He was like, yeah, you

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Speaker 8: you Basically he saw something in me from I guess how.

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Speaker 8: I just took the homeworks into different things of learning

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Speaker 8: how to actually work with the herbs and do formulations

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Speaker 8: all those things, and he was like, yeah, you should

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Speaker 8: and at So those are luis, those are spirits in voodoo.

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Speaker 8: So that's the whole other side from Arisha and I did.

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Speaker 8: I looked it up and I never resonated with something

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Speaker 6: I love that word, spiritual technology.

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Speaker 7: They know like that he knows, he knows. He knows. No, No,

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Speaker 5: You know what I think that if you're listening right now,

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Speaker 8: So you know, I do practice arisha if I am

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Speaker 7: So you have to figure out, like I said, what

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Speaker 8: Then you go into like your spirits and who are

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Speaker 8: my people will come from Europe, come from this area.

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Speaker 8: We got you know, readings where you know my ancestry

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Speaker 8: You understand because it resonates with you. It's not just

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Speaker 8: But you may be called to Isis, you may be

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Speaker 8: It's different you know, things that you cultivate across all

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Speaker 8: can go into a certain space like let's say, for example,

445
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:27,080
Speaker 8: what happened the other day, Oh, my eyelashes, right, So

446
00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:31,359
Speaker 8: I went to like a like an Indian place and

447
00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:36,720
Speaker 8: got the threading and baby yes for my eyebrows.

448
00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:39,640
Speaker 7: And they were like, they'll.

449
00:23:39,440 --> 00:23:41,359
Speaker 8: Do the eyelashes. So she was doing them, and she

450
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:44,600
Speaker 8: was touching me, you know. And one of my gifts is,

451
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,520
Speaker 8: you know, at me as a priestess, I do have

452
00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:52,119
Speaker 8: the ability to kind of gauge certain spirits and energies

453
00:23:52,119 --> 00:23:56,280
Speaker 8: that are around. Right, And I'm a medium too, so

454
00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 8: I can hear or see in a way ancestors people

455
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:01,880
Speaker 8: who have died.

456
00:24:02,240 --> 00:24:03,719
Speaker 7: And you know, they communicate.

457
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:08,119
Speaker 8: And one lady's ancestor was like, she's having issues with

458
00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:11,679
Speaker 8: her stomach and she needs to drink allow juice. And

459
00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:14,360
Speaker 8: then each one of the girls, because it was two

460
00:24:14,440 --> 00:24:16,920
Speaker 8: ladies doing me and one was watching and as they.

461
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:17,359
Speaker 7: Were touching me.

462
00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:19,320
Speaker 8: My body was like, you know how you get the chills,

463
00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:22,199
Speaker 8: Like we have these feelings, we have these things that

464
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:23,040
Speaker 8: have always been there.

465
00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:25,200
Speaker 7: It's like, ohpen, I'm into it. I'm empathic.

466
00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:30,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, you're probably a medium. You're probably supposed to be

467
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:34,360
Speaker 8: a preestest, You're probably supposed to be a healer, or

468
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,919
Speaker 8: you know, we probably supposed to conjure speed through dance.

469
00:24:37,119 --> 00:24:39,800
Speaker 8: Like there's so many different things you know that we

470
00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:42,240
Speaker 8: are connected to that we write off is just being

471
00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:43,080
Speaker 8: black girl magic.

472
00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:45,920
Speaker 7: Yes, hello, black girl magic.

473
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:46,400
Speaker 4: Right.

474
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:49,840
Speaker 8: So anyways, when I got done, I said, hey, because

475
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:51,840
Speaker 8: now at this point I have to tell messages like

476
00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 8: I can't hold them in. I said, I wanted you

477
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 8: having stomach pains or stomach issues. She said yeah her,

478
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:01,040
Speaker 8: And I said, you know you need to drink alo

479
00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:03,000
Speaker 8: juice and it's.

480
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:05,480
Speaker 7: Affecting your sex drive. And she was like oh.

481
00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:12,000
Speaker 8: And then I told one woman that she had Durga,

482
00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:16,440
Speaker 8: is like a Hindu warrior type spirit. Another one had

483
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:18,240
Speaker 8: the elephant, the one that's like kind of looks like

484
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,000
Speaker 8: an elephant truck. I can't think of the name right now,

485
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 8: oh yes, And then the other one had Krishna that

486
00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:27,760
Speaker 8: like devoted the devoted wife kind of like would be

487
00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:31,000
Speaker 8: like an ocean kind of energy on that side. And

488
00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:32,960
Speaker 8: the only reason why I'm able to do that is

489
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:37,919
Speaker 8: because as a medium, I know that when you have

490
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,919
Speaker 8: certain answers or for me, you have to have a

491
00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:43,399
Speaker 8: connection to the anceer stryt to hear the message.

492
00:25:43,440 --> 00:25:45,480
Speaker 7: They're very secretive like that. They're not just.

493
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:49,399
Speaker 8: Gonna tell people whatever, right, So if you have it

494
00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:51,439
Speaker 8: in you, then you can connect to it. And Durga

495
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 8: is a spirit guy from me, it's a warrior spirit

496
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:58,960
Speaker 8: that protects my house from people's energy. That's bullshit, right,

497
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:01,520
Speaker 8: And that because I had that connection, I was able

498
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 8: to do that mediumship.

499
00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:07,560
Speaker 7: And they trust you basically and gave.

500
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:10,360
Speaker 8: Me that message to give to her about her stomach

501
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 8: and that may save her life or that may help

502
00:26:12,640 --> 00:26:12,960
Speaker 8: her sex.

503
00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:15,560
Speaker 7: She said. It says something about her sex drive. You

504
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 7: know me because you know, like I said, I'm the

505
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:20,400
Speaker 7: pussy priests. So it's always usually.

506
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:23,119
Speaker 8: Something going back to that that I'm like helping people with,

507
00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:24,040
Speaker 8: Like on the low.

508
00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:27,159
Speaker 3: I really love that because I think that I think people.

509
00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:30,560
Speaker 3: You know, it's so crazy what you were saying all

510
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,640
Speaker 3: the way back to like we weren't allowed to practice

511
00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:35,760
Speaker 3: our religion. It's like even till this day, like you

512
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:38,320
Speaker 3: say fucking witch to black people, and it's like you

513
00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 3: say anything at like out of you know, this rigid

514
00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:45,399
Speaker 3: form of Christianity, and it's very scary for us. But

515
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:49,560
Speaker 3: I guess so because instinctually in our fucking on.

516
00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:50,640
Speaker 2: A cllular.

517
00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:54,879
Speaker 3: It's like, fuck, no, I'm not practiced to no motherfucking

518
00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:56,880
Speaker 3: what it's some devil ship because.

519
00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:58,560
Speaker 8: You could die, right and they told you it was

520
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:01,080
Speaker 8: the devil. It was like people were getting killed for

521
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:01,600
Speaker 8: doing it.

522
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 6: That's what I'm saying.

523
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:06,400
Speaker 5: Like you're in you're in like defense mode, and that's

524
00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:09,439
Speaker 5: what it always feels like, very defensive, like it's against and.

525
00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:12,199
Speaker 3: I and I know this to be true because I

526
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:15,280
Speaker 3: grew up there was no religion in my house. None,

527
00:27:15,359 --> 00:27:17,119
Speaker 3: Like my dadn't give a fuck. He told me some

528
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:20,000
Speaker 3: like I made up Jesus and everybody listened. That's what

529
00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:24,159
Speaker 3: my dad told me, you know, and like yeah, he

530
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:27,600
Speaker 3: was just like whatever, So I didn't have to like

531
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:30,159
Speaker 3: be religious. It was actually like not a thing in

532
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:32,280
Speaker 3: my household. But I remember, like when I went to

533
00:27:32,320 --> 00:27:35,399
Speaker 3: go chant Buddhism with Buddhists, you know, chance with my friend.

534
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:38,840
Speaker 2: I was like, this feels bad, you know.

535
00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:41,960
Speaker 3: I was like, this feels like against something I felt

536
00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:43,960
Speaker 3: like and then even like, yeah, I felt.

537
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:45,280
Speaker 2: Bad like guilty, And I was like, why the fuck

538
00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:48,040
Speaker 2: do you feel guilty? Bitch? You're not even like, you know,

539
00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 2: like a dev and I did.

540
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:51,240
Speaker 3: I would go to church in Atlanta and shit, but

541
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:56,040
Speaker 3: I started to feel weird about saying like I accept

542
00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:58,760
Speaker 3: Jesus Christ as my learn and savior. Right, it always

543
00:27:58,800 --> 00:28:03,080
Speaker 3: felts so committal. I don't because I have commitment issues. Wow,

544
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 3: this is well maybe I mean now now it's not

545
00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:08,200
Speaker 3: making sense, but it is very premature.

546
00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:09,960
Speaker 7: When you were young, I know you that way.

547
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:11,119
Speaker 6: Can I get to know you? For her?

548
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:16,479
Speaker 3: I was just like, why are I say it right now?

549
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:18,639
Speaker 3: If I least you know, he has to say, I

550
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,240
Speaker 3: gotta go on water? Like at the end of everyone,

551
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:23,080
Speaker 3: they're like, everybody, you want to do it?

552
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:25,000
Speaker 7: Right now? Anybody want to do it?

553
00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:27,920
Speaker 5: Can you church?

554
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:28,240
Speaker 2: Something?

555
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:28,960
Speaker 6: Like they do do that?

556
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:33,439
Speaker 8: Wait right there is like a someone is like right

557
00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:35,400
Speaker 8: versus versus you.

558
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:37,919
Speaker 7: Coming and saying hey, I'm always not one person like

559
00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:39,120
Speaker 7: they want to go home.

560
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:39,520
Speaker 6: They're like.

561
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:45,000
Speaker 2: The line starts formally like all right, then.

562
00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:47,320
Speaker 5: Everybody's like a oh, everybody needs every.

563
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 7: Wow, this is this feelm natural at all? Right, feels

564
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:51,840
Speaker 7: a little forced.

565
00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 3: So I started like, but I understand like that just

566
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:59,120
Speaker 3: like that first scary reaction.

567
00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:01,840
Speaker 2: Unluckily, like I've always.

568
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:03,200
Speaker 3: Been a little witch since I was a little girl,

569
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:06,479
Speaker 3: I've always been very like intrigued by the occult.

570
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:07,680
Speaker 2: I've always been into.

571
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,720
Speaker 3: My powers and like, even going to Catholic school, I

572
00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:13,200
Speaker 3: was into the one time in twelfth grade where I

573
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:15,280
Speaker 3: could do the all all the religions. Finally, in twelfth

574
00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:17,320
Speaker 3: grade they let you learn other religions.

575
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 6: I was like, Fuck, it's not crazy how they hold

576
00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:20,400
Speaker 6: it from you.

577
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:21,920
Speaker 2: This is your curriculum too.

578
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,600
Speaker 6: Every curriculum does that. They can only teach you.

579
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 4: One Catholic one.

580
00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:28,000
Speaker 3: Oh I didn't go to three or four all religion

581
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:31,480
Speaker 3: like bitch eighteen Now you don't like I didn't have

582
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:32,880
Speaker 3: a choice them start there.

583
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:36,280
Speaker 8: See, I was never I never really was indoctrinated into

584
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 8: any religion. Like my dad used always just tell me, like,

585
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 8: I don't need a middle man between me and God.

586
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:45,880
Speaker 8: My grandmother was like a prophetess, and that's where I

587
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:46,920
Speaker 8: get a lot of my gifts from.

588
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 7: She like you know, is my right hand soldier.

589
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:54,320
Speaker 8: But I never got any of like the like shame

590
00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:56,800
Speaker 8: and trauma and like that kind of stuff. I saw

591
00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:58,520
Speaker 8: a lot of things because my grandma was like a

592
00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 8: big dog in the church. So I think as a

593
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:03,520
Speaker 8: smart ass little young kid, I was like, Okay, this

594
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:07,200
Speaker 8: pastor shitting on the first lady the glasses money thing.

595
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 8: Over here, I'm eating all this communion like I'm eating

596
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,880
Speaker 8: like mounds of communion bread because I'm like the favorite

597
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 8: little grandkid.

598
00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:17,080
Speaker 6: I'm so jealous bread.

599
00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:20,240
Speaker 2: And had that fucking cracker.

600
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:23,200
Speaker 8: No that my my grandma would ordered the good stuff,

601
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:25,520
Speaker 8: but like you know how I got to just eat

602
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:26,480
Speaker 8: it in abundance and stuff.

603
00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,480
Speaker 7: So I had a different outlook, like even.

604
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 8: On the ritual you know of communion, which communion is

605
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 8: a ritual and it derives from Africa's spirituality. But you know,

606
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:37,600
Speaker 8: I just saw the business a little early, so I

607
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,360
Speaker 8: was like this is not my people, you know.

608
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,200
Speaker 7: But I never knocked it, you know.

609
00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:44,760
Speaker 8: But when I started, like I said, with the herbs

610
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 8: and starting to study the spirits and to study the practice,

611
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,000
Speaker 8: I never felt closer to God.

612
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 7: And then.

613
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:56,040
Speaker 8: I remember hearing God's voice for the first time and

614
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,440
Speaker 8: my God is a woman, but she has a man's

615
00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:01,320
Speaker 8: voice because she says, I'll listen better.

616
00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:05,479
Speaker 7: She knows me. Wow, you know.

617
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:10,320
Speaker 8: And she said that my job was to heal the

618
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 8: women through the men. And that's how I started the

619
00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:18,800
Speaker 8: Pussy Party Podcast's through that. And what did she say

620
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:22,920
Speaker 8: to That's what she said, she said to women through

621
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 8: the men.

622
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:26,280
Speaker 4: Mm hmmm.

623
00:31:26,560 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 8: So I love men, you know, and I you know,

624
00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,080
Speaker 8: even the men that I have in my life, like

625
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:34,480
Speaker 8: they are healing in some sort of ripple effect themselves,

626
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:34,880
Speaker 8: you know.

627
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:36,920
Speaker 7: So yeah, when I.

628
00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:39,920
Speaker 8: Created the Pussy Party Podcast, it was to bridge the

629
00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:43,560
Speaker 8: gap between spirituality and sexuality and also bring together, like

630
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:46,160
Speaker 8: I would say, the presidential pussies and the presidential penises,

631
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:47,920
Speaker 8: you know, to bust more nuts and.

632
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:51,160
Speaker 7: Make more money, you know, be happy together. And that's

633
00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:54,880
Speaker 7: how I found y'all, and then God brought me to you.

634
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,680
Speaker 3: I'm so happy that you found us on the search

635
00:31:57,720 --> 00:32:00,520
Speaker 3: of the presidential pussies penis.

636
00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:03,240
Speaker 8: Yes, and that's when Spira said that y'all needed to

637
00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 8: give y'all goddess baths.

638
00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:08,080
Speaker 3: And wow, finally we get to do it today two

639
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:08,840
Speaker 3: years later.

640
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,960
Speaker 7: But look how far we're like we are ready now.

641
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 5: Tonight, Jesse is giving us a goddess bath, and I'm

642
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:15,719
Speaker 5: so excited and so hold on.

643
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 8: So it's gonna be a modified goddess bath. Is actually

644
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:22,440
Speaker 8: like get in the tub. Were doing this for eighteen twelve.

645
00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 8: It's a process. It is like a retreat.

646
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 7: Okay, we'll have to have you have to.

647
00:32:26,280 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 8: Do like a thing with Nikita because she came to

648
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:32,200
Speaker 8: the sanctuary, that's right, and she had her God Is bath.

649
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:35,800
Speaker 7: Then y'all said, she is, like she is crazy.

650
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:37,400
Speaker 6: Nikeda, someone that came on the retreat.

651
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 5: And I ha Nikeita watching her transformation from the beginning

652
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 5: of the retreat till like the end, and I can't

653
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:46,880
Speaker 5: even imagine. Now, bitch is unlocked, okay, honey, But I

654
00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 5: remember seeing her in actually a laundra session and seeing

655
00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:54,239
Speaker 5: like her unlocked when we had those mirrors and we

656
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:56,520
Speaker 5: were dancing in front of the mirrors and just like

657
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:58,960
Speaker 5: really just taking in ourselves.

658
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:01,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, it was beautiful. Yeah, that's so dope.

659
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 8: She was the first person I talked to on the

660
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:08,240
Speaker 8: bus and I had like when I got on the bus,

661
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,200
Speaker 8: I could se everyone's answers doo doo doo. I was like,

662
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,280
Speaker 8: oh shit, I see what kind of ship this is

663
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:15,600
Speaker 8: gonna be. And then the alcohol, you know, that opens

664
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,480
Speaker 8: up for the spirits to play and there's a lot

665
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:22,080
Speaker 8: of healing of a lot of women that those women carried.

666
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:23,840
Speaker 7: That happened that week.

667
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 8: But I talked to her and I was reading her

668
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,920
Speaker 8: like girl, you know, talking about signs, talking about you know,

669
00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:33,880
Speaker 8: all the spiritual you know, natural witchy stuff and h

670
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 8: In the end, she said that this was something that

671
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,200
Speaker 8: she wanted to invest in herself.

672
00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:37,640
Speaker 7: And it is.

673
00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:40,440
Speaker 8: It's an investment, but it is I mean, I would

674
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,920
Speaker 8: say like six months to a year of therapy mixed

675
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:44,720
Speaker 8: with like a retreat, you know.

676
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 7: But it's in Third Ward, Texas. It's in the heart of.

677
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 8: You know, Houston, and you come at night and there's

678
00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:54,320
Speaker 8: a lot of ritual, but it's for you.

679
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:56,480
Speaker 7: It's for you, and.

680
00:33:56,960 --> 00:34:00,800
Speaker 8: There's you know, offerings, there's readings, you know, there's a

681
00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:05,959
Speaker 8: formulation of certain herbs and many other things for what

682
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:08,799
Speaker 8: you're actually going to be sitting in. And then you know,

683
00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:10,560
Speaker 8: we go through a process. There's a lot of shadow

684
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:14,080
Speaker 8: work and mirror work and things like that and connecting

685
00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:17,560
Speaker 8: with your ancestors, your spirit guides, whoever comes to the

686
00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:21,200
Speaker 8: dark stuff, you know, and I'm guide to you. You know,

687
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 8: we are going on a plant medicine journey and we

688
00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 8: go in and I, you know, walk through your value

689
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,880
Speaker 8: of shadow of death or I walk through your brightest

690
00:34:30,920 --> 00:34:32,560
Speaker 8: and we write through, we walk through whatever we need

691
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,640
Speaker 8: to walk through, and you know, I fight those things

692
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:41,319
Speaker 8: with you, and you come out a goddess, you know,

693
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:47,440
Speaker 8: understanding you always were, you know, but really being actualized.

694
00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:49,680
Speaker 7: In that way. And it's a beautiful experience.

695
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:53,479
Speaker 8: So we're gonna do a form of that. We're gonna

696
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:58,200
Speaker 8: do more HOODU style. So hudo is more like the

697
00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:02,960
Speaker 8: lifestyle practice of spiritual that really was made in the

698
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:07,000
Speaker 8: in African like American culture to fight white supremacy. That's

699
00:35:07,040 --> 00:35:10,359
Speaker 8: where a lot of different like certain spells for Delhi

700
00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:13,279
Speaker 8: you keep your man lost spells, stuff to get you

701
00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:15,880
Speaker 8: out of jail. Like people abuse those kind of things

702
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:18,600
Speaker 8: now or whatever, But a lot of I mean back

703
00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:20,160
Speaker 8: in the day, if a woman didn't have a man,

704
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:21,600
Speaker 8: she couldn't get a house, she couldn't take care of

705
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:23,680
Speaker 8: her kids, she couldn't get a back account, you know

706
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:27,560
Speaker 8: what I'm saying. So yeah, you know she created a

707
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:30,399
Speaker 8: spell to keep her man from you know, walking in

708
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 8: the hands of another woman.

709
00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:36,920
Speaker 7: So these are our practices. This is our ancestors.

710
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:38,960
Speaker 8: You know, invented these things, you know, or we had

711
00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 8: certain things to get our men out of jail because

712
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 8: they were being unlawfully you know, detained from I mean

713
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:48,000
Speaker 8: since KKK and slave catcher times type stuff. So that's

714
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 8: where protection stuff comes into play. All these things are

715
00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:54,040
Speaker 8: practices that are modifications of spiritual technology that we had

716
00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:56,160
Speaker 8: to adapt and create as we.

717
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:58,680
Speaker 7: Came through to this form from like where we were

718
00:35:58,680 --> 00:35:59,240
Speaker 7: in Africa.

719
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:01,720
Speaker 8: So that so I like, now it's like, oh yeah, witchy,

720
00:36:02,320 --> 00:36:04,680
Speaker 8: but it's way deeper than that, like we all have

721
00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:08,240
Speaker 8: which ancestor Yes, most of our ancestors were witches too. Yes,

722
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:12,200
Speaker 8: But you know, you are a diviner, you are a medium,

723
00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 8: you are you know, a clairvoyant, you are you have

724
00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:18,680
Speaker 8: healing hands, you have prophetic dreams, you have a prophetic

725
00:36:18,719 --> 00:36:20,160
Speaker 8: you can speak, you know.

726
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:22,400
Speaker 7: You're a prayer warrior.

727
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:24,439
Speaker 8: You could pray over someone and pray healing over them

728
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:29,440
Speaker 8: like that is grander you know than just which but

729
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:34,000
Speaker 8: also too yes, which too, right, you know. So I'm

730
00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:36,719
Speaker 8: excited for you guys because y'all are going out in

731
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:41,520
Speaker 8: the world and you're doing you know, y'all's work, and

732
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 8: so you need covering and protection too to keep balance,

733
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:48,360
Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying of you know, just getting

734
00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:50,680
Speaker 8: more and more in the spotlight and seeing and all

735
00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:54,359
Speaker 8: those things, and you're pussy being out there. So yeah,

736
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:57,360
Speaker 8: that's the other part I think that we need to

737
00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:00,960
Speaker 8: talk about on the spiritual spectrum of things, you know,

738
00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 8: because I have a lot of people that come into

739
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:08,359
Speaker 8: the sanctuary and they are preacher's kids or former you know,

740
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 8: praise dancer, this whatever whatever whatever, right, and they have

741
00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 8: a hatred for the church or they have a disdain

742
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:19,160
Speaker 8: for the church or you know, it's not necessarily a

743
00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:25,160
Speaker 8: healthy relationship there, right, And I think that in all

744
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 8: these various religions, the thing that what makes it just

745
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:33,840
Speaker 8: not click at the end of the day is the

746
00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:41,360
Speaker 8: separation of sexuality and almost everything feminine in it, right,

747
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:44,040
Speaker 8: And so you know, as people get.

748
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:49,040
Speaker 6: So upset by this, like it really disturbs them.

749
00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:51,920
Speaker 5: And I realized that through a few different conversations that

750
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:53,799
Speaker 5: we've had on the show, and even like talking about

751
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:58,880
Speaker 5: manifesting and masturbation and like people being like how pray

752
00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:03,879
Speaker 5: while you masturb Like whoa and that's just like yeah,

753
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:08,719
Speaker 5: and obviously I think it's so people need to like

754
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 5: words matter to people mm hmm, you know, and sometimes

755
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,680
Speaker 5: it's a matter of just like if you don't say which,

756
00:38:14,719 --> 00:38:15,040
Speaker 5: you use.

757
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,640
Speaker 6: Another word and then suddenly they click it clicks.

758
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:19,719
Speaker 5: Right, or they say, you know, you even relating like

759
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:23,280
Speaker 5: you know the history of you know, are our history

760
00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:25,680
Speaker 5: in Africa and then it being covered by Christianity, then

761
00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 5: people are like, oh, that does kind of make sense,

762
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:33,799
Speaker 5: Like it's it's so interesting how people really really gravitate

763
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:36,880
Speaker 5: towards what words mean versus like what is the overall

764
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:39,759
Speaker 5: intention here? Right, definitely, and like what are we trying

765
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:41,440
Speaker 5: to accomplish here? And like what is it that we're

766
00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 5: tapping into? Which is yourself? And essentially that's what that's

767
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:45,560
Speaker 5: what religion.

768
00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,399
Speaker 3: God, God created people and in the image of God

769
00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 3: and that's and I think we're all connected and we

770
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:53,440
Speaker 3: all know that, and that's why this all the stories

771
00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:57,040
Speaker 3: are very similar and there's rituals all across. But we've

772
00:38:57,080 --> 00:39:00,560
Speaker 3: been so programmed to have these like boundaries about how

773
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,400
Speaker 3: it could look because like even as a child, I

774
00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:06,480
Speaker 3: remember thinking like watching the fucking Pocahontas, like yeah, like

775
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,880
Speaker 3: thinking that water has spirit and like the living trees,

776
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:12,640
Speaker 3: like that makes sense the tree, Grandma, Yeah, that made

777
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:15,920
Speaker 3: sense to me, right, definitely, Like because these are these

778
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:18,480
Speaker 3: are things that are all living, we're all existing together,

779
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:22,640
Speaker 3: and you feel the energy coming off of those living things.

780
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:23,799
Speaker 2: So like.

781
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 3: I sometimes I just encourage people to like question everything,

782
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:32,160
Speaker 3: question it all and also don't limit it. You know, like

783
00:39:32,440 --> 00:39:34,680
Speaker 3: you can do this and do this, and just because

784
00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:37,160
Speaker 3: someone does this, it doesn't mean that it's evil. Like

785
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:41,279
Speaker 3: loving and worshiping yourself and being like in tune with

786
00:39:41,320 --> 00:39:44,480
Speaker 3: yourself and being in tune with your pleasure and like.

787
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:48,120
Speaker 2: You know what that looks like, Like remember.

788
00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:52,120
Speaker 3: God or whoever that you is your thing, who created you,

789
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:55,080
Speaker 3: your creative spirit, like they intended for us to live,

790
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:57,960
Speaker 3: to breathe, Like why will we be in this form

791
00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:00,520
Speaker 3: and this magic like with each other if we're not

792
00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:04,719
Speaker 3: intended to like the have the human experience, which is

793
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:08,840
Speaker 3: the beauty of touch, a feel of embrace, of exchange

794
00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:11,520
Speaker 3: of movement, you know, like we get to really embody

795
00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:16,640
Speaker 3: something as a spirit and experience one another, have conversations

796
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:20,400
Speaker 3: like love making looks so different, like really engage with

797
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:22,840
Speaker 3: all of your senses all the fucking time I.

798
00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:25,879
Speaker 5: Think about, like how even like those people that are

799
00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:29,360
Speaker 5: the naysayers of that, I would argue that they've definitely

800
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:33,480
Speaker 5: probably had spiritual sexual experiences with their lovers and like orgasm,

801
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:35,719
Speaker 5: but they don't relate the two. They don't they don't

802
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:38,759
Speaker 5: relate the two, but they've experienced it. And it's like

803
00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 5: it's just like this disconnection from your body, right, I even.

804
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 8: Can see it in like the spiritual world is like

805
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:48,360
Speaker 8: my higher self and my lower self, my higher wants

806
00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:53,680
Speaker 8: and my cardinal desires. It's still that same kind of liberation. Yeah,

807
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,520
Speaker 8: and like your lower self is still yourself, you know,

808
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 8: want and be shipped without the slack girl, you know

809
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 8: what I'm saying.

810
00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:04,400
Speaker 7: And so that's what I'm saying.

811
00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:09,200
Speaker 8: And to me, that culture is like it's problematic, and

812
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 8: I think that's why we have the issues that we

813
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:14,600
Speaker 8: have with women in these spaces, you know. And so

814
00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 8: everyone that has gone through some well not everyone, let

815
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 8: me not say that, but a lot of people have

816
00:41:20,160 --> 00:41:25,440
Speaker 8: had negative experiences going into pick a organization, pick a religion,

817
00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:29,319
Speaker 8: pick a or you know, a group, and there's this

818
00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:35,279
Speaker 8: misuse or abuse of power, and usually it's dealing with

819
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,160
Speaker 8: some man in a powerful position and a young woman.

820
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:43,440
Speaker 8: And so I really felt like that's what separates the

821
00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:45,920
Speaker 8: Sanctuary from a lot of other places, because yeah, we

822
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 8: are Elay, you know, Oshoon, Risha, all that stuff, but

823
00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:52,799
Speaker 8: it's a.

824
00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:53,759
Speaker 7: Place for a safe place for.

825
00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:56,320
Speaker 8: Women to discover and develop their gifts. And you cannot

826
00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:59,880
Speaker 8: discover and develop who you are without acknowledging the central

827
00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:04,760
Speaker 8: sexual energy and the pussy. We cannot you know, ignore

828
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:06,719
Speaker 8: it when we put it to the side and we

829
00:42:06,760 --> 00:42:09,320
Speaker 8: I thought it doesn't exist. It creates a space and

830
00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:12,239
Speaker 8: opportunity for it to be exploited, for it to be

831
00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 8: totally like shunned and like put down in this you

832
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:22,360
Speaker 8: know place, or to be abused, right, because there's a

833
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 8: level of ignorance of us not understanding our power, us

834
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 8: not understanding our gifts, us not understanding it doesn't matter

835
00:42:32,320 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 8: if the guy is some guy that works in the

836
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:37,760
Speaker 8: corner or if he's the priest of the whole big church.

837
00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:38,759
Speaker 7: He is not.

838
00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:42,799
Speaker 8: Exempt from your energy if it is powerful as it is.

839
00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:49,000
Speaker 8: So be conscious of learning and connecting and going into

840
00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:54,239
Speaker 8: certain situations thinking that, oh, I'm just the student and

841
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 8: he's just the past, he's just this thing. Right when no, bitch,

842
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:02,520
Speaker 8: you are a goddess, right, you know, you are a priestess,

843
00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:05,319
Speaker 8: you are a all these things. So you need to

844
00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 8: understand that. Yes, as you're developing in your you know

845
00:43:09,080 --> 00:43:14,000
Speaker 8: that someone's probably gonna understand that and eventually maybe take

846
00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:17,000
Speaker 8: advantage of it because they know that you're ignorant. They

847
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:18,800
Speaker 8: know that you don't know you know what I'm saying,

848
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:22,319
Speaker 8: what all you're carrying and so and they don't know,

849
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:26,440
Speaker 8: you know, when it gets to a certain degree. And

850
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 8: so I feel like, for me, if I have a

851
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,640
Speaker 8: woman that goes through my program and she understands what

852
00:43:32,719 --> 00:43:36,279
Speaker 8: her issues are, she understands what her gifts are, she

853
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:41,160
Speaker 8: understands actual like what Arisha are, she understands the foundation

854
00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:43,759
Speaker 8: of the practice, she could go off. She doesn't have

855
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:46,720
Speaker 8: to come under me and you know, be in my home.

856
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:49,279
Speaker 8: She could I mean be in my elay. She can

857
00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 8: have her own like church can be at your house.

858
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:56,120
Speaker 8: You could be your own you know, individual practitioner. Or

859
00:43:56,239 --> 00:43:58,799
Speaker 8: she could go somewhere else where she you know.

860
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:00,399
Speaker 7: Gets something else that she needs, but she's not gonna

861
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:03,439
Speaker 7: get taken advantage of because she's gonna understand. One's gonna

862
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:05,200
Speaker 7: be able to tell her that.

863
00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:09,520
Speaker 8: She's, you know, just supposed to be the wife to

864
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:12,880
Speaker 8: a priest and this priest has six wives that you

865
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:15,960
Speaker 8: know what I'm saying. No, your decinity is way bigger

866
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:21,640
Speaker 8: than that. And so that's kind of like this protections

867
00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:25,960
Speaker 8: is in the education of the pussy, right.

868
00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:28,040
Speaker 5: Because I'm sure, yeah, because I just yeah, Like just

869
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:32,200
Speaker 5: like you said, in any space of devotion, in any

870
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:34,239
Speaker 5: way you can be taken advantage of, you know what

871
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:37,040
Speaker 5: I just thought about, Like, you know, me and Mila

872
00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:39,840
Speaker 5: talk a lot about you know, teaching, having sharing your

873
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:43,400
Speaker 5: spiritual practices with your children, and you know, even like

874
00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:46,719
Speaker 5: teaching our kids how to manifest and meditate and just

875
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:50,360
Speaker 5: like trust their intuition and have autonomy over their bodies

876
00:44:50,400 --> 00:44:53,600
Speaker 5: and all these things like do are there like baby

877
00:44:53,680 --> 00:44:56,960
Speaker 5: orrishus are like little girl Orrisius like a lot of

878
00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:59,400
Speaker 5: Racius I'm sorry, like high priestesses or not me guessing,

879
00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 5: I guess, but imagine have to be an adult.

880
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:04,239
Speaker 7: But like what is no, absolutely not. So think about it.

881
00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:07,960
Speaker 7: Back in Africa, we lived this was our life, right.

882
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:10,520
Speaker 7: You were in Ocean.

883
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Speaker 8: Town, you were in Shango State, So you grew up

884
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:18,160
Speaker 8: from being zero, honoring Narsiu's going through certain rights of passage.

885
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:20,480
Speaker 7: That's the thing. There's a lot of rights of passage.

886
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:24,200
Speaker 8: So when you're born, you have a reading from a

887
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 8: priest called a say, and that reading tells you, uh,

888
00:45:29,040 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 8: the crown of that child, the the any taboos, what

889
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:37,480
Speaker 8: their destiny is, what ancestor that child is that's come back,

890
00:45:37,840 --> 00:45:40,879
Speaker 8: So you have a full understanding of like what you're

891
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892
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Speaker 8: oh my kid is extremely artistic and they are not

893
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894
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 7: Kid is as a warrior.

895
00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:56,360
Speaker 8: They're gonna wanna do like they're they're born to be

896
00:45:57,239 --> 00:46:01,480
Speaker 8: a singer and sing you know whatever, like you know already.

897
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,320
Speaker 7: So discipline and like certain structure.

898
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,919
Speaker 8: Is different over there than how it is here, right,

899
00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 8: And so you grow up and you do other ceremonies

900
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,839
Speaker 8: where you know from when you were born that you're

901
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:14,680
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902
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:15,600
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903
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Speaker 8: You get to think about twelve is the age that

904
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905
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Speaker 8: But the thing is, everybody's not a priest, Like how

906
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907
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Speaker 8: my destiny is to teach people, to bring people into

908
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909
00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 7: To do that work, some people have to become priests

910
00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:36,520
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911
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,400
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912
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913
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914
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Speaker 5: This makes me think of you know, when we went

976
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Speaker 5: to the Brewbery, we went to the by in Costa Rica,

977
00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:17,440
Speaker 5: which isn't the like it's it's indigenous land there, and

978
00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 5: it's all it's basically a tribe of indigenous people. And

979
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:24,840
Speaker 5: obviously you know there's here you want to hit this.

980
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:26,600
Speaker 5: I think, I don't know if it's.

981
00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:31,960
Speaker 6: Still it hit hit? Is it okay? There?

982
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:37,920
Speaker 5: And them talking about the initiations and how it starts

983
00:50:37,920 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 5: at birth and how at a certain age they have

984
00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:46,719
Speaker 5: a reading by a shaman and that child is either

985
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:50,480
Speaker 5: deemed a shaman or other other things and then they're

986
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:53,399
Speaker 5: either they learn how to well all of them have

987
00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:56,080
Speaker 5: to know how to work with the land period. And

988
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:57,359
Speaker 5: by the time that I think it was like by

989
00:50:57,440 --> 00:50:59,839
Speaker 5: fifteen or twelve, I can't recall, but like they're like

990
00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:05,000
Speaker 5: professional like land workers, the plants, the medical, how to

991
00:51:05,040 --> 00:51:09,239
Speaker 5: build a house, provide for their family. Yeah, and and

992
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:12,920
Speaker 5: thinking about how that Costa Rica obviously is not anywhere

993
00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:16,279
Speaker 5: near Africa. But these traditions, a lot of them, every

994
00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:17,960
Speaker 5: one of them mimic each other and the way at

995
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Speaker 5: least in their foundations.

996
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Speaker 8: Yes, a lot like you were saying a lot of

997
00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:23,080
Speaker 8: the things and the rituals, like they're.

998
00:51:22,880 --> 00:51:23,960
Speaker 7: All similar and all connected.

999
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:25,640
Speaker 8: Well a lot of them are similarly connected because they

1000
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:27,719
Speaker 8: come from Africa, because we invented this ship.

1001
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:36,799
Speaker 7: We invented this shit. Like a lot of things in Christianity.

1002
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:40,160
Speaker 8: Like this is b C before Like when we're I'm

1003
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:43,560
Speaker 8: talking about what I practice is before Christ. Right, Remember

1004
00:51:43,560 --> 00:51:46,759
Speaker 8: in school, how you learn that timeline that exists, so

1005
00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:49,080
Speaker 8: you can't ignore that, you know what I'm saying. And

1006
00:51:49,600 --> 00:51:52,680
Speaker 8: also when you practice Arisia, you can practice other things

1007
00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:54,319
Speaker 8: that are people that are Christian and Risia.

1008
00:51:54,360 --> 00:51:55,800
Speaker 7: They're people that are Muslim in Aresia.

1009
00:51:55,840 --> 00:51:58,480
Speaker 8: There are people that are Buddhists in Risia. I practice

1010
00:51:58,719 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 8: New Orleans Woodoo. I am an arisha.

1011
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:04,520
Speaker 7: Priestis and I was, I mean even though I never

1012
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:05,680
Speaker 7: was like baptized.

1013
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:07,759
Speaker 4: I rock with Jesus.

1014
00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:09,719
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying, Like I.

1015
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:12,839
Speaker 8: Have certain arisha like cause in our culture you can

1016
00:52:13,120 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 8: receive arisha and it's a consecration of a certain you know,

1017
00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:23,120
Speaker 8: implement that brings that spirit into your home. My o Batilla,

1018
00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:25,600
Speaker 8: which is another arisha. He's like the father of a man.

1019
00:52:26,080 --> 00:52:27,080
Speaker 8: He created man.

1020
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:33,080
Speaker 7: Yeah, we did offering, right.

1021
00:52:33,160 --> 00:52:36,839
Speaker 8: So you get a certain path because these arishas they

1022
00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:40,480
Speaker 8: came and had human experiences, and they reincarnated many times

1023
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:42,960
Speaker 8: in many places, and that's where all the stories and

1024
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:46,799
Speaker 8: things come from. And the path that I have birth

1025
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,759
Speaker 8: to me is the one that's associated with the crucified

1026
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:54,719
Speaker 8: Christ and the Holy Trinity. So you know, Christianity is

1027
00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:56,680
Speaker 8: just kind of like this more like I say.

1028
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:59,359
Speaker 7: Like a parent child thing. It just doesn't get that

1029
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:01,719
Speaker 7: connection at all, you know.

1030
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:05,480
Speaker 8: And so what they practice there usually, like I said,

1031
00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:07,479
Speaker 8: I have the pks who are running from the church

1032
00:53:07,920 --> 00:53:09,399
Speaker 8: and they figure out who they are, They figure out

1033
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:09,840
Speaker 8: their gifts.

1034
00:53:10,080 --> 00:53:11,759
Speaker 7: They figure out that they were the praise.

1035
00:53:11,600 --> 00:53:14,560
Speaker 8: Dancer or they were the one who did the whatever,

1036
00:53:15,080 --> 00:53:18,120
Speaker 8: and so they know how to conjure spirit through dance

1037
00:53:18,239 --> 00:53:18,960
Speaker 8: or they know how.

1038
00:53:18,840 --> 00:53:20,799
Speaker 7: To heal people like through.

1039
00:53:22,480 --> 00:53:25,840
Speaker 8: Being a prayer warrior, speaking in tongues and all these things.

1040
00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:27,960
Speaker 8: And so they run from it. They figure out who

1041
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:31,920
Speaker 8: they are, but they acknowledged their femininity too. They acknowledge

1042
00:53:31,960 --> 00:53:34,960
Speaker 8: their true essence and power and totality, and then they

1043
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:37,799
Speaker 8: usually sing them right back to maybe not actually the church,

1044
00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 8: but yeah, be a priest, be exalted and elevated in

1045
00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:44,720
Speaker 8: whatever your area of life is, y'all could.

1046
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:45,960
Speaker 7: Be the priestesses of podcasting.

1047
00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:47,720
Speaker 6: It's you know what I'm.

1048
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:54,400
Speaker 3: Saying, I think high priestess of podcasting podcast like we have.

1049
00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:59,680
Speaker 6: Wow, I mean bio too.

1050
00:54:01,640 --> 00:54:03,759
Speaker 8: Okay, Well, then with that being said, it's time for

1051
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 8: y'all to step into figuring out who your spirits are.

1052
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:11,440
Speaker 4: I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready.

1053
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:12,319
Speaker 6: And you know what I feel like.

1054
00:54:12,600 --> 00:54:14,480
Speaker 5: I feel like as you're saying, this is how a

1055
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:17,239
Speaker 5: lot of people feel like inadequate and they don't really

1056
00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:19,040
Speaker 5: know what they're worth is, and they don't really know

1057
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:22,279
Speaker 5: what their value is or what their power is is.

1058
00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:23,960
Speaker 5: And I think a lot of that is wrapped up

1059
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:26,799
Speaker 5: in your spirituality and your sexuality and when you are

1060
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:30,279
Speaker 5: running from that or or the or whatever religion that

1061
00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:32,279
Speaker 5: you're following, doesn't really speak to you. Because I know

1062
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,120
Speaker 5: for me growing up, like none of that ship ever

1063
00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:37,120
Speaker 5: spoke to me, and it would it bothered my parents

1064
00:54:37,160 --> 00:54:39,560
Speaker 5: a lot, Like my dad would take me to church.

1065
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:42,040
Speaker 5: I was just like, I love the music element of

1066
00:54:42,080 --> 00:54:43,399
Speaker 5: it because my dad went to a black church.

1067
00:54:43,440 --> 00:54:47,239
Speaker 4: I was like, oh, this is fly. Wow, I'm for

1068
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:47,640
Speaker 4: that too.

1069
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:50,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, I was like wow, And I would get emotional.

1070
00:54:50,080 --> 00:54:53,000
Speaker 5: That's when I would feel emotion. I never felt emotion

1071
00:54:53,360 --> 00:54:56,319
Speaker 5: in the practice of listening to a man tell me

1072
00:54:56,360 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 5: how to be and feel and u and then you know,

1073
00:55:01,280 --> 00:55:03,040
Speaker 5: and it's like just make mi la said. In high

1074
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:04,960
Speaker 5: school actually was in college, it wasn't. I didn't eve

1075
00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:06,480
Speaker 5: really learn about other religions in high school. I went

1076
00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:08,399
Speaker 5: to Catholic school. When I went to college, I took

1077
00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:14,120
Speaker 5: a class on like Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, and I was like, oh,

1078
00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:15,839
Speaker 5: this makes so much more sense, right, and a lot

1079
00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:18,520
Speaker 5: of our stuff too, is in some of those things.

1080
00:55:18,560 --> 00:55:20,239
Speaker 5: Because but even that didn't feel like I was like,

1081
00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:23,040
Speaker 5: this isn't my shit, though, like I just say, I

1082
00:55:23,080 --> 00:55:25,560
Speaker 5: was like, this makes more sense than the other shit like.

1083
00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:26,600
Speaker 7: Maybe Comma Sutra.

1084
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 5: But you know, and but I think not having necessarily

1085
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:35,560
Speaker 5: even now, like I'm still on the I feel like

1086
00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:37,440
Speaker 5: on the search of trying to really understand what my

1087
00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:40,399
Speaker 5: power is, there's a there is a level of.

1088
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:42,240
Speaker 4: Insecurity I feel because I don't.

1089
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:44,520
Speaker 5: There's like a level of confusion a little bit even

1090
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:47,000
Speaker 5: though way to place it. Even sometimes in my spiritual practices,

1091
00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:49,719
Speaker 5: like is this my spiritual practice? Like there's times where

1092
00:55:49,719 --> 00:55:51,680
Speaker 5: I'm doing things and rituals where I'm like, this feels

1093
00:55:51,719 --> 00:55:53,640
Speaker 5: really good, and there's times where I'm like, is it

1094
00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 5: my am I doing it right?

1095
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:56,600
Speaker 6: And I shouldn't like have to feel I shouldn't feel

1096
00:55:56,600 --> 00:55:58,320
Speaker 6: that way when I when I'm in practice.

1097
00:55:58,440 --> 00:56:01,040
Speaker 5: Absolutely so, I think, like for people that are listening

1098
00:56:01,080 --> 00:56:02,960
Speaker 5: right now, and I think there's probably a lot of

1099
00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:06,880
Speaker 5: women that feel like me, like it's time, it's time

1100
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:09,480
Speaker 5: to tap in and figure that out, bitch, because trying

1101
00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:12,000
Speaker 5: to figure it out, it's it really is, because this

1102
00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,960
Speaker 5: is the time women we are elevating, and this is like,

1103
00:56:15,239 --> 00:56:16,959
Speaker 5: this is the missing element right here.

1104
00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:19,480
Speaker 6: This is how you're gonna get rich. This is how

1105
00:56:19,480 --> 00:56:20,759
Speaker 6: you're going to find that man.

1106
00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:22,439
Speaker 5: This is how you're and the man that is going

1107
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:25,920
Speaker 5: to be able to, you know, match your energy and

1108
00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:29,440
Speaker 5: respect you and honor you, you know, and and succeed

1109
00:56:29,520 --> 00:56:33,080
Speaker 5: in parenthood and motherhood and just overall live your motherfucking

1110
00:56:33,120 --> 00:56:35,000
Speaker 5: best life life.

1111
00:56:35,120 --> 00:56:37,520
Speaker 4: Really really really like the word totality.

1112
00:56:38,080 --> 00:56:42,920
Speaker 3: Totality, Like, I think that a lot of our programming is,

1113
00:56:43,520 --> 00:56:44,560
Speaker 3: you know, like parts.

1114
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:46,680
Speaker 7: Of yourself apartmentalize, hide this part.

1115
00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:50,319
Speaker 3: But as women like you can't hide this, right, you

1116
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,600
Speaker 3: can't hide not to see we walk first in everyone

1117
00:56:52,719 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 3: in every room. You know what I'm saying, And it's

1118
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:57,840
Speaker 3: it does such a disservice to ignore a portion of

1119
00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:01,759
Speaker 3: ourselves for the comfortability of who the fuck ever A

1120
00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:03,360
Speaker 3: lot of times for each other, a lot of times

1121
00:57:03,360 --> 00:57:05,319
Speaker 3: of men, a lot of times of ourselves, because we're

1122
00:57:05,360 --> 00:57:08,279
Speaker 3: asking for too much attention because like, why did this thigh?

1123
00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:11,960
Speaker 3: Is so fucking overwhelming you can't fucking think right, Like no,

1124
00:57:12,040 --> 00:57:15,759
Speaker 3: but so much self hate, so much and shame has

1125
00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:19,160
Speaker 3: been fucking like planted on us so fucking early that

1126
00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:22,080
Speaker 3: we didn't even ask for so much, so that conversations

1127
00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:26,320
Speaker 3: like this make us uncomfortable. But listen, bitch, it's making

1128
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:29,360
Speaker 3: you uncomfortable because it's telling you something.

1129
00:57:29,280 --> 00:57:30,160
Speaker 7: That's where you need to grow.

1130
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,880
Speaker 3: Your body is reacting, because don't you feel like you're

1131
00:57:32,920 --> 00:57:36,280
Speaker 3: missing something? You're missing something if you're not in tune

1132
00:57:36,320 --> 00:57:40,760
Speaker 3: with your sensuality, like we we create people, We are God.

1133
00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:45,680
Speaker 3: God's a woman. Surprise, you are God. And like being

1134
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 3: not in tune with your body and with your sensuality

1135
00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:51,680
Speaker 3: and the fact that you can create and not honoring

1136
00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 3: that and like what the vast really abundance of that

1137
00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:58,560
Speaker 3: that what that fucking means, Like you are the universe

1138
00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:01,160
Speaker 3: and if you don't start checking people like they don't

1139
00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 3: fucking know it, and most importantly, grasping yourself that way,

1140
00:58:05,240 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 3: praising yourself that way, worshiping yourself that way. I don't know,

1141
00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:11,840
Speaker 3: Like one time I was in deep meditation and I

1142
00:58:11,960 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 3: was like, I had this crazy thought like why don't

1143
00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 3: I like praise myself the way like people praise God?

1144
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:23,280
Speaker 3: Why am I not as unconditionally loving to myself? Like

1145
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,640
Speaker 3: people are so like this, like you're not allowed.

1146
00:58:25,720 --> 00:58:26,560
Speaker 2: You're not allowed.

1147
00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 7: That an illusion.

1148
00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:31,520
Speaker 3: That's an illusion, and that's that's the that's the game.

1149
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:33,440
Speaker 3: People like, that's how they fucked the game up right.

1150
00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:38,960
Speaker 8: I mean honestly, I remember once I definitely knew I

1151
00:58:39,000 --> 00:58:42,320
Speaker 8: was a goddess and I was saying this started with

1152
00:58:42,360 --> 00:58:48,000
Speaker 8: my contract practice. Shout out to Amina Patterson, Elena Tantra,

1153
00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:50,760
Speaker 8: but she's the one who opened me up to the

1154
00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:54,200
Speaker 8: goddess lifestyle. Spirituality and all that stuff was one thing.

1155
00:58:54,440 --> 00:58:57,120
Speaker 7: And it was great and it was free, and I

1156
00:58:57,160 --> 00:58:59,600
Speaker 7: just wasn't sexually free, you know, so it just worked

1157
00:58:59,600 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 7: for me.

1158
00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:04,080
Speaker 8: But going on that side and understanding the goddess lifestyle

1159
00:59:04,680 --> 00:59:07,000
Speaker 8: that I think was the shift. And when I go

1160
00:59:07,080 --> 00:59:09,280
Speaker 8: to Chick fil A', like what name God is?

1161
00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:14,440
Speaker 7: Jesse and they're like Jesse and my goddess, Goddess got it.

1162
00:59:14,720 --> 00:59:17,320
Speaker 8: When I'm in the club, you know, God is God

1163
00:59:17,360 --> 00:59:19,000
Speaker 8: is like God. Sometimes I just say God it and

1164
00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:21,360
Speaker 8: I'm like, well, at least you know, it's like saying doctor,

1165
00:59:21,440 --> 00:59:25,560
Speaker 8: like yes, you know, and saying that and putting that

1166
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 8: energy out there like now I don't even have to

1167
00:59:28,200 --> 00:59:29,520
Speaker 8: say it like people say it, but.

1168
00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:31,600
Speaker 5: Yeah, putting that energy out there and demanding that they

1169
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:35,880
Speaker 5: so so that it's always in it's always in motion,

1170
00:59:36,120 --> 00:59:39,440
Speaker 5: it's always going, it's always flowing, you're always being reminded,

1171
00:59:39,480 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 5: you're always being asserting yourself as so because you are right.

1172
00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:46,000
Speaker 8: And the thing is, it's about acknowledging the feminine energy.

1173
00:59:46,880 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 8: It's not female, it's feminine. So once we acknowledge that.

1174
00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:54,920
Speaker 7: In us, we push it out. We start receiving that.

1175
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,680
Speaker 7: But it's not just for women.

1176
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:02,080
Speaker 8: Men have feminine energy as well, and so once everyone

1177
01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:06,560
Speaker 8: acknowledges their feminine we all will elevate the vibration of

1178
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:08,520
Speaker 8: where we are just kind of in our chew.

1179
01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:09,520
Speaker 7: Will be higher.

1180
01:00:09,720 --> 01:00:12,240
Speaker 5: Oh my god, I just got chills thinking about that,

1181
01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 5: because I feel like the reason why the world is

1182
01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:17,360
Speaker 5: so toxic is because men are so tapped into just

1183
01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:20,880
Speaker 5: being masculine and that's it. And and we both, even women,

1184
01:00:20,960 --> 01:00:23,480
Speaker 5: we have masculine energy as well. But like there's a

1185
01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:26,040
Speaker 5: balance that has to happen, and we all know feminine energy.

1186
01:00:26,040 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 6: It's the nurturers of the world. Where the nurturers.

1187
01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:33,840
Speaker 5: And that's why when women lead, there's balance. When feminine

1188
01:00:33,920 --> 01:00:36,200
Speaker 5: energy is leading, there's balance.

1189
01:00:36,360 --> 01:00:37,920
Speaker 7: And are the mother Yeah.

1190
01:00:37,960 --> 01:00:40,360
Speaker 8: And that's why, two ladies, we have to heal our

1191
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:44,320
Speaker 8: relationships with men. We have to love on our respect

1192
01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:46,920
Speaker 8: and invest in them like we have. Like the thing

1193
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:49,000
Speaker 8: is that we all have our dukes of and I

1194
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:51,400
Speaker 8: see it in spiritual warfare because I be going like

1195
01:00:51,440 --> 01:00:55,040
Speaker 8: spiritual battle first coming you bitches in the spiritual realm.

1196
01:00:55,360 --> 01:01:00,120
Speaker 8: Oh my dreams were going woo after the tree, and

1197
01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:00,520
Speaker 8: I did.

1198
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,000
Speaker 7: I went to battle for you bitches.

1199
01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:06,720
Speaker 8: But the thing is we have to realize, like we

1200
01:01:06,760 --> 01:01:10,640
Speaker 8: create our lives. We are goddess right, and so get

1201
01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:13,360
Speaker 8: out of the victim seat and stop fighting.

1202
01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:15,520
Speaker 7: Put your dukes down one of us.

1203
01:01:15,560 --> 01:01:17,680
Speaker 8: We have to stop, you know, the men or the

1204
01:01:17,680 --> 01:01:22,600
Speaker 8: women and I want, you know, this cultivation with you know,

1205
01:01:22,680 --> 01:01:23,360
Speaker 8: the black men.

1206
01:01:24,200 --> 01:01:27,760
Speaker 7: They're there, we know them, they are there, and we

1207
01:01:27,840 --> 01:01:30,400
Speaker 7: just kind of have to like bring it together.

1208
01:01:31,000 --> 01:01:32,600
Speaker 8: And the only way to be able to do that

1209
01:01:32,720 --> 01:01:36,400
Speaker 8: is to stop fighting the feminine within you, and then

1210
01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:39,560
Speaker 8: thus the mini will stop fighting the feminine within them,

1211
01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:41,880
Speaker 8: and then we can all be I think, happier and

1212
01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:43,920
Speaker 8: vibrating on a different level, because then when we be

1213
01:01:43,960 --> 01:01:46,320
Speaker 8: able to truly see each other in our true selves

1214
01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:50,600
Speaker 8: who we were before all of this shit happened. And

1215
01:01:50,640 --> 01:01:53,200
Speaker 8: they did a lot of things to fuck us up,

1216
01:01:53,320 --> 01:01:54,920
Speaker 8: but one of the biggest things that they did was

1217
01:01:54,960 --> 01:01:56,920
Speaker 8: they took this practice away from us, and they took

1218
01:01:56,960 --> 01:01:59,960
Speaker 8: us away from each other. So figure out who the

1219
01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:03,800
Speaker 8: fuck you are and knowledge you're feminine, and I think

1220
01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:04,840
Speaker 8: the world is gonna be.

1221
01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:06,640
Speaker 7: A better place because you will be a better bitch.

1222
01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:07,160
Speaker 6: Mmm.

1223
01:02:08,240 --> 01:02:10,760
Speaker 3: I think the first time, like I really started to

1224
01:02:10,800 --> 01:02:15,520
Speaker 3: acknowledge acknowledge my powers was when I met Erica, and

1225
01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:19,880
Speaker 3: like when we started to like speak things into existence

1226
01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:22,400
Speaker 3: really easily. In the beginning, I was like, huh. And

1227
01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:23,000
Speaker 3: we started to.

1228
01:02:22,920 --> 01:02:25,240
Speaker 2: Do it more and I'm like hmmmm, and I think

1229
01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:25,800
Speaker 2: we both.

1230
01:02:25,680 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 3: Kind of knew were like, which it little like we

1231
01:02:27,360 --> 01:02:30,360
Speaker 3: can manipulate energy and our intentions meant something. But when

1232
01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:32,240
Speaker 3: we started to see like little things like I always

1233
01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:35,160
Speaker 3: say this, but it's like this kind of confidence started

1234
01:02:35,200 --> 01:02:37,360
Speaker 3: to conjure and I that was like my first time

1235
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:41,080
Speaker 3: really believing in the like understanding the power of feminine

1236
01:02:41,480 --> 01:02:45,120
Speaker 3: energy combined right and the magic the intention. Like we

1237
01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:46,919
Speaker 3: literally would just look at each other like bow bow,

1238
01:02:46,960 --> 01:02:51,760
Speaker 3: and then within hours or days bow bow. And now

1239
01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:54,120
Speaker 3: to the point where like literally she said this to

1240
01:02:54,160 --> 01:02:57,200
Speaker 3: me today, like we can make anything happen. And I

1241
01:02:57,240 --> 01:02:59,520
Speaker 3: know I believe that, and I know that and like

1242
01:02:59,600 --> 01:03:01,560
Speaker 3: the power or like and I know you said, I

1243
01:03:01,600 --> 01:03:04,040
Speaker 3: think we also have to understand that like trusting in

1244
01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:07,040
Speaker 3: other women and putting our guard down with other women

1245
01:03:07,200 --> 01:03:09,000
Speaker 3: is allowed, will allow us to put the guard down

1246
01:03:09,040 --> 01:03:10,480
Speaker 3: in it with our own feminine we can't.

1247
01:03:10,320 --> 01:03:10,840
Speaker 6: Do it alone.

1248
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:14,040
Speaker 7: And like that of your home alone, Yeah, like.

1249
01:03:13,960 --> 01:03:17,640
Speaker 3: That judgmental bullshit, Like everybody we all got shit, you know,

1250
01:03:17,720 --> 01:03:20,760
Speaker 3: but we all really need each other's support. And like

1251
01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:25,760
Speaker 3: that's been like that's that combined force with Erica then

1252
01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:29,240
Speaker 3: built this huge network and ricochet of all these bomb

1253
01:03:29,400 --> 01:03:33,120
Speaker 3: ass women that I now call my friends, like hundreds

1254
01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:33,479
Speaker 3: of women.

1255
01:03:33,560 --> 01:03:34,400
Speaker 2: I'm like, I can comfort this.

1256
01:03:34,520 --> 01:03:36,280
Speaker 3: I can confident that I need the goddess bath let

1257
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:41,160
Speaker 3: me call fucking justice. I'm saying I need because that's

1258
01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:43,720
Speaker 3: what I've We put out this call together, we figured

1259
01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 3: it out, and we put this fucking siren out and

1260
01:03:46,040 --> 01:03:50,360
Speaker 3: now there's this fucking crazy, beautiful network.

1261
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:52,520
Speaker 2: And beautifl like of of tribe everywhere.

1262
01:03:52,720 --> 01:03:56,160
Speaker 3: Yes, and like that's the power of tapping in and

1263
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:59,400
Speaker 3: not being afraid of the nurturing, softer, feminine parts of

1264
01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:00,720
Speaker 3: yourself and.

1265
01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:03,280
Speaker 2: Like your power, Like it's your power, and that's okay.

1266
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:06,200
Speaker 3: It doesn't take anything away from anything else, you know,

1267
01:04:06,320 --> 01:04:08,320
Speaker 3: but like it does it can change the trajectory of

1268
01:04:08,360 --> 01:04:08,760
Speaker 3: some shit.

1269
01:04:09,000 --> 01:04:10,600
Speaker 7: And that is today's pussy church.

1270
01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:13,720
Speaker 8: But okay, so do you want I can give you?

1271
01:04:13,720 --> 01:04:15,280
Speaker 8: So let's talk about Witches. I think this could be

1272
01:04:15,280 --> 01:04:17,520
Speaker 8: a Patreon thing because it's like I'm about.

1273
01:04:17,360 --> 01:04:18,160
Speaker 7: To give you all some game.

1274
01:04:18,240 --> 01:04:19,000
Speaker 6: Okay, we're about to go.

1275
01:04:19,000 --> 01:04:20,840
Speaker 5: We're about to go in on witches for all the

1276
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:22,720
Speaker 5: people now interested writing Patreon.

1277
01:04:23,680 --> 01:04:24,240
Speaker 7: Well, before we.

1278
01:04:24,240 --> 01:04:27,440
Speaker 6: Get out of here, I don't do an affirmation.

1279
01:04:28,480 --> 01:04:30,760
Speaker 3: I didn't pull a card either me, so I had

1280
01:04:30,760 --> 01:04:33,640
Speaker 3: a okay, you have an afformation and affirmation.

1281
01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:35,760
Speaker 7: The goddess always wins.

1282
01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:38,560
Speaker 2: The goddess always wins.

1283
01:04:39,480 --> 01:04:40,360
Speaker 6: I believe that.

1284
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:43,520
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, I always pull the card.

1285
01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:45,800
Speaker 3: But since you're an actual, real Tarot card reader here

1286
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:48,360
Speaker 3: with us, not just me reading from Biddie Taro.

1287
01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:50,880
Speaker 2: But even though I'm getting very.

1288
01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:54,160
Speaker 3: But very my card's blinkt my card pulling skills are

1289
01:04:54,320 --> 01:04:54,840
Speaker 3: top lunch.

1290
01:04:55,480 --> 01:04:57,280
Speaker 8: So we're gonna that's a part of the training. I

1291
01:04:57,320 --> 01:04:59,439
Speaker 8: will teach you how to read tar you know, I'm

1292
01:04:59,440 --> 01:05:00,439
Speaker 8: just gonna get you little.

1293
01:05:01,080 --> 01:05:02,560
Speaker 3: That's a part of the whole I've only been reading

1294
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:04,000
Speaker 3: Biddy Trail all fucking year long.

1295
01:05:04,040 --> 01:05:05,880
Speaker 4: You would think I would be a genius right now,

1296
01:05:05,920 --> 01:05:06,800
Speaker 4: but I'm starting to.

1297
01:05:06,760 --> 01:05:07,120
Speaker 6: Get it now.

1298
01:05:07,320 --> 01:05:07,920
Speaker 2: I'm starting to get it.

1299
01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:10,160
Speaker 3: But also i'd be getting high, so i'd be forgetting.

1300
01:05:11,680 --> 01:05:12,760
Speaker 7: Okay, So what you want me to do?

1301
01:05:12,960 --> 01:05:17,640
Speaker 3: I would take can you pull for us?

1302
01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:24,680
Speaker 7: I think sexy thoughts? So okay, what I like for

1303
01:05:24,720 --> 01:05:25,040
Speaker 7: you to do?

1304
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:27,960
Speaker 8: Everybody, take three deep breaths inhale and then excel much

1305
01:05:28,040 --> 01:05:29,560
Speaker 8: to hear you exhale.

1306
01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:31,120
Speaker 7: Mm hmmm.

1307
01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:49,840
Speaker 8: So just from the breathing is a few things that's

1308
01:05:49,840 --> 01:05:53,760
Speaker 8: coming to me. You need to take a little meat

1309
01:05:53,800 --> 01:06:02,600
Speaker 8: fast Okay, you like meat fast, Yeah, just a little bit.

1310
01:06:04,080 --> 01:06:06,080
Speaker 8: I think it's making you too hot, it's making you too.

1311
01:06:07,920 --> 01:06:10,880
Speaker 7: Like aggressive.

1312
01:06:12,800 --> 01:06:16,240
Speaker 8: You know, like right now you need to conserve your

1313
01:06:16,320 --> 01:06:24,960
Speaker 8: energy before cancer season starts, because once cancer season starts,

1314
01:06:25,160 --> 01:06:27,680
Speaker 8: your your energy you think you need right now, you're

1315
01:06:27,680 --> 01:06:30,680
Speaker 8: gonna really need by the time you're s you know,

1316
01:06:30,720 --> 01:06:35,960
Speaker 8: your solar return comes. So eat cool foods, like cool

1317
01:06:36,000 --> 01:06:39,480
Speaker 8: yourself down and even do some research and like what's

1318
01:06:39,520 --> 01:06:41,200
Speaker 8: feminine herbs, what's feminine?

1319
01:06:41,920 --> 01:06:45,920
Speaker 7: You know everything, okay and put that in your body.

1320
01:06:46,760 --> 01:06:47,080
Speaker 6: Okay.

1321
01:06:48,000 --> 01:06:53,520
Speaker 7: So, yeah, you actually are in a r like a

1322
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:56,080
Speaker 7: d interestingly soft place right now.

1323
01:06:56,400 --> 01:07:08,080
Speaker 1: Hm.

1324
01:07:08,160 --> 01:07:11,600
Speaker 8: I feel as if like you're just waiting for your

1325
01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:15,800
Speaker 8: ships to sail in, Like there should be this.

1326
01:07:15,840 --> 01:07:18,360
Speaker 1: Underlying, this.

1327
01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:28,919
Speaker 8: Underlying sureness that like you're almost there, Like what you're

1328
01:07:28,960 --> 01:07:31,960
Speaker 8: looking for is like it's right there, like you're You

1329
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:35,000
Speaker 8: ever seen the meme of the guy sitting there under

1330
01:07:35,040 --> 01:07:38,240
Speaker 8: the cave and he stopped digging and the other person

1331
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:41,560
Speaker 8: is digging still and the diamonds are like one inch away.

1332
01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:43,560
Speaker 7: You never seen that.

1333
01:07:44,640 --> 01:07:46,760
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's like a meme where basically it's like you

1334
01:07:46,840 --> 01:07:50,600
Speaker 8: never knew how close you were to quit. Yeah, and

1335
01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:54,120
Speaker 8: I feel like where you are underneath whatever the fuck

1336
01:07:54,240 --> 01:07:58,960
Speaker 8: is going on, that there is a shortness that what

1337
01:07:59,160 --> 01:08:02,160
Speaker 8: you are looking for or what you're trying to attain,

1338
01:08:02,240 --> 01:08:05,160
Speaker 8: like you're so if you don't know that, that's the

1339
01:08:05,200 --> 01:08:10,960
Speaker 8: message that you're very close. But I feel a calmness

1340
01:08:11,400 --> 01:08:18,640
Speaker 8: in your spirit that I have not felt before. And

1341
01:08:18,720 --> 01:08:21,839
Speaker 8: so just sit in like savor that.

1342
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:25,559
Speaker 6: Okay, I wanted, I want to, Yes, I want to.

1343
01:08:25,680 --> 01:08:27,240
Speaker 6: I feel I feel frantic a lot.

1344
01:08:27,320 --> 01:08:30,720
Speaker 5: Actually, I mean I do feel softer, I will say,

1345
01:08:30,760 --> 01:08:32,840
Speaker 5: because I've really been actively like trying to work on

1346
01:08:33,160 --> 01:08:38,080
Speaker 5: that part of myself. And but I do feel I

1347
01:08:38,120 --> 01:08:40,120
Speaker 5: do feel like I'm waiting.

1348
01:08:39,920 --> 01:08:42,599
Speaker 6: For my ships to sail in. I feel that way.

1349
01:08:43,200 --> 01:08:44,559
Speaker 6: I feel very confident about that.

1350
01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:45,040
Speaker 4: Right.

1351
01:08:45,080 --> 01:08:48,280
Speaker 8: Well, now is it time for you whatever work you do,

1352
01:08:48,320 --> 01:08:50,000
Speaker 8: you need to do it like you already have it,

1353
01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:52,559
Speaker 8: not like you're still asking for like stop asking for

1354
01:08:52,640 --> 01:08:57,760
Speaker 8: it and just maybe do more giving thanks for it

1355
01:08:58,840 --> 01:08:59,960
Speaker 8: and done.

1356
01:09:00,439 --> 01:09:01,920
Speaker 7: So you got the impress, you.

1357
01:09:02,040 --> 01:09:09,800
Speaker 8: Got the nine of Ones's nine of ones? Okay, yes, yes, yes, oh.

1358
01:09:09,880 --> 01:09:14,320
Speaker 8: The nine of ones shows that there's a lot of

1359
01:09:14,720 --> 01:09:21,040
Speaker 8: uh protections that are up. But I don't think you

1360
01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:24,760
Speaker 8: mays necessarily need them all. Like you see how there's

1361
01:09:24,800 --> 01:09:27,280
Speaker 8: like that is to build a wall, but you can

1362
01:09:27,320 --> 01:09:30,000
Speaker 8: see through them, like but we can see you. You know,

1363
01:09:32,560 --> 01:09:37,280
Speaker 8: it really looks like you know, and like I said

1364
01:09:37,280 --> 01:09:40,000
Speaker 8: that there's I think it's like not a waste of energy,

1365
01:09:40,120 --> 01:09:44,920
Speaker 8: like trust, like you could trust you're you're safe, You're

1366
01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:47,599
Speaker 8: you're protected, You've got your stick. You don't need all

1367
01:09:47,640 --> 01:09:50,320
Speaker 8: those other things, you know what I'm saying, Like you

1368
01:09:50,400 --> 01:09:54,000
Speaker 8: are you know, fear, you're you know, and there is

1369
01:09:54,040 --> 01:09:55,639
Speaker 8: a lot of work to be done. There's a lot

1370
01:09:55,680 --> 01:09:59,880
Speaker 8: of different little opportunities that are kind of related but

1371
01:10:00,040 --> 01:10:03,439
Speaker 8: in different spaces. And that's where you need to put

1372
01:10:03,479 --> 01:10:06,320
Speaker 8: your focus and your protections.

1373
01:10:05,800 --> 01:10:08,240
Speaker 7: Up is in those worlds or what have you.

1374
01:10:08,840 --> 01:10:12,360
Speaker 8: But like just in your life and your space and

1375
01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:15,040
Speaker 8: your environment and your people, You're good.

1376
01:10:17,680 --> 01:10:23,559
Speaker 7: Okay, Okay, what.

1377
01:10:26,080 --> 01:10:28,880
Speaker 5: I've said that I could be easily convinced, I could

1378
01:10:28,920 --> 01:10:32,320
Speaker 5: be not easily. Wait, well, I could be convinced, but

1379
01:10:32,560 --> 01:10:35,040
Speaker 5: I have I don't, I don't know, I've been. I

1380
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:36,760
Speaker 5: consider it all the time, I think about it all

1381
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:40,479
Speaker 5: the time. I like to consider having one, But like

1382
01:10:40,560 --> 01:10:44,800
Speaker 5: wonder if I will, Like I'm okay if I don't,

1383
01:10:44,800 --> 01:10:48,200
Speaker 5: but I'm okay if I do. I just feel like

1384
01:10:48,800 --> 01:10:51,040
Speaker 5: me acknowledging what you said and like acting like I

1385
01:10:51,040 --> 01:10:54,320
Speaker 5: already have it, would I would feel more safe as

1386
01:10:54,360 --> 01:10:57,080
Speaker 5: I maybe say yes, I understand it, you.

1387
01:10:57,040 --> 01:11:02,759
Speaker 8: Know right well, I definitely feel like with your spiritual

1388
01:11:02,800 --> 01:11:07,080
Speaker 8: elevation will bring what you need to get you comfortable

1389
01:11:07,160 --> 01:11:12,719
Speaker 8: for that, because it is definitely like there, it's there.

1390
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:17,840
Speaker 8: I probably I think you probably need to do some

1391
01:11:17,920 --> 01:11:21,120
Speaker 8: offerings to issue. We'll talk about that, to open up

1392
01:11:21,160 --> 01:11:22,880
Speaker 8: some roads, maybe not necessarily having a.

1393
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:23,280
Speaker 4: Base like.

1394
01:11:29,880 --> 01:11:30,600
Speaker 7: The impress.

1395
01:11:30,600 --> 01:11:33,960
Speaker 8: This is like more like your desire, right, but to

1396
01:11:34,000 --> 01:11:37,320
Speaker 8: get there you have to feel certain levels of safe.

1397
01:11:37,680 --> 01:11:41,920
Speaker 7: So it's ahowing opportunities even like financially or what have you,

1398
01:11:42,040 --> 01:11:45,320
Speaker 7: or to live in this place or whatever that you

1399
01:11:45,360 --> 01:11:48,759
Speaker 7: can open the roads for. And then yes, the ultimate

1400
01:11:48,960 --> 01:11:51,280
Speaker 7: root desire of what it all goes down to to

1401
01:11:51,320 --> 01:11:52,960
Speaker 7: what I feel is that you.

1402
01:11:52,920 --> 01:11:53,719
Speaker 1: Might have another baby.

1403
01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:59,200
Speaker 7: You know you want to have like I'm the queen

1404
01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:03,600
Speaker 7: of the castles mm hm. And so that's where you

1405
01:12:03,640 --> 01:12:05,559
Speaker 7: were and I saw the three. There are the three.

1406
01:12:05,960 --> 01:12:09,560
Speaker 7: That's the number two issue. So that's what's signaling.

1407
01:12:09,120 --> 01:12:11,799
Speaker 8: To me that that could be a medicine of spiritual

1408
01:12:11,800 --> 01:12:15,120
Speaker 8: technology to help you open up the roads too your

1409
01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:18,000
Speaker 8: actual desires, you know, because we open up the roads

1410
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:20,160
Speaker 8: own goddess work. So I'm the goddess of desires. I

1411
01:12:20,160 --> 01:12:25,200
Speaker 8: can read people's desires deep down, keep down. And that's

1412
01:12:25,280 --> 01:12:28,519
Speaker 8: the thing is. You want to have a certain life

1413
01:12:28,560 --> 01:12:30,920
Speaker 8: where you can have the Queen of the castle, experience

1414
01:12:31,800 --> 01:12:36,240
Speaker 8: of motherhood and wife all those things right, and like

1415
01:12:36,400 --> 01:12:39,360
Speaker 8: boss bitche like on the business thing too, you know,

1416
01:12:40,240 --> 01:12:45,320
Speaker 8: like if Queen Elizabeth was black and lived in La Yeah,

1417
01:12:45,400 --> 01:12:47,120
Speaker 8: I mean, I just want some One thing that I've

1418
01:12:47,120 --> 01:12:49,800
Speaker 8: been like debating in my mind is like I was like,

1419
01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:52,439
Speaker 8: I know I'm gonna be successful, so do I like,

1420
01:12:52,600 --> 01:12:55,640
Speaker 8: what what are the requirementstead of me having like the

1421
01:12:55,680 --> 01:12:58,160
Speaker 8: family that I want? Is it the success is the

1422
01:12:58,160 --> 01:13:01,240
Speaker 8: financial stability? Like would I feel more safe having a

1423
01:13:01,320 --> 01:13:02,760
Speaker 8: child if I felt like I could take care of

1424
01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:05,519
Speaker 8: all both of my childs alone? And really that's what

1425
01:13:05,560 --> 01:13:08,120
Speaker 8: it is is, because like I want to know that

1426
01:13:08,200 --> 01:13:10,200
Speaker 8: I'll be straight, I won't have to rely on anything

1427
01:13:10,240 --> 01:13:13,200
Speaker 8: or anybody, and then I would feel more safe even

1428
01:13:13,520 --> 01:13:15,400
Speaker 8: knowing that I might have a baby with someone and

1429
01:13:15,400 --> 01:13:18,759
Speaker 8: they could potentially leave just to share in that experience

1430
01:13:18,760 --> 01:13:21,000
Speaker 8: because I, like I would, there's part of me that

1431
01:13:21,040 --> 01:13:23,800
Speaker 8: wants to redo that experience absolutely or relive it or

1432
01:13:23,800 --> 01:13:25,559
Speaker 8: do it again and see see what it's like.

1433
01:13:26,000 --> 01:13:26,200
Speaker 6: You know.

1434
01:13:26,439 --> 01:13:30,680
Speaker 8: And even though I know you say that, ultimately it

1435
01:13:30,800 --> 01:13:34,400
Speaker 8: actually happening and it actually going well and actually you know,

1436
01:13:35,439 --> 01:13:39,880
Speaker 8: being everything that you deserve it to be is and

1437
01:13:39,920 --> 01:13:42,200
Speaker 8: that and it can happen and that is that's the desire.

1438
01:13:42,479 --> 01:13:45,800
Speaker 8: So you can't modify it, even though we would, of course.

1439
01:13:45,720 --> 01:13:47,520
Speaker 6: Well, I always like have a backup plans.

1440
01:13:49,720 --> 01:13:52,360
Speaker 7: Right But that's and that's the work is to let

1441
01:13:52,400 --> 01:13:53,439
Speaker 7: that's the work, I know.

1442
01:13:53,760 --> 01:13:55,920
Speaker 8: And it's shoe, That's what I'm saying, doing the offering

1443
01:13:55,960 --> 01:13:58,439
Speaker 8: to shoe. So it's even like a key right there.

1444
01:13:59,120 --> 01:14:01,639
Speaker 8: I didn't even see that. That's why okay, also shout

1445
01:14:01,640 --> 01:14:06,120
Speaker 8: out ma hogany terror because see the witer ray deck

1446
01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:09,559
Speaker 8: is to me like the white version of like it's

1447
01:14:09,560 --> 01:14:12,960
Speaker 8: like the you know, ABC like you know of it.

1448
01:14:13,040 --> 01:14:14,080
Speaker 7: So I never I always.

1449
01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:15,439
Speaker 8: Kind of was like right away like I was one

1450
01:14:15,479 --> 01:14:17,719
Speaker 8: of those black people that was like, you know, because

1451
01:14:17,720 --> 01:14:20,080
Speaker 8: I didn't see myself any but not even myself. I

1452
01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:22,280
Speaker 8: didn't see the spirit. I didn't my intuition did not.

1453
01:14:23,360 --> 01:14:25,200
Speaker 8: But then I seen this deck.

1454
01:14:25,680 --> 01:14:26,559
Speaker 7: I seen things.

1455
01:14:26,600 --> 01:14:30,320
Speaker 8: I never seen issue in the Empress card reading, you know,

1456
01:14:30,479 --> 01:14:33,960
Speaker 8: but I can now maybe just because it's the melanin,

1457
01:14:34,120 --> 01:14:37,439
Speaker 8: like Melani does activate things. That's why they're selling it

1458
01:14:37,439 --> 01:14:40,040
Speaker 8: by the ton, you know, or what have you. So

1459
01:14:40,120 --> 01:14:42,240
Speaker 8: we love those guys.

1460
01:14:43,760 --> 01:14:45,880
Speaker 6: Definitely click the link in our episode description.

1461
01:14:46,080 --> 01:14:47,840
Speaker 7: But yeah, girls, so see an issue on there.

1462
01:14:47,880 --> 01:14:50,000
Speaker 8: I was like, so if you do an offering, that

1463
01:14:50,080 --> 01:14:53,080
Speaker 8: will open the way to really to the desires versus

1464
01:14:53,120 --> 01:14:55,120
Speaker 8: all of the other little things that we put our

1465
01:14:55,120 --> 01:14:57,519
Speaker 8: magic out there for. You got that's why you have

1466
01:14:57,600 --> 01:14:59,599
Speaker 8: to figure out what it is you really want deep

1467
01:14:59,640 --> 01:15:03,360
Speaker 8: down and pinpoint on that and just keep moving forward

1468
01:15:03,800 --> 01:15:04,320
Speaker 8: towards it.

1469
01:15:05,680 --> 01:15:08,240
Speaker 6: Yes, ma'am.

1470
01:15:08,320 --> 01:15:09,439
Speaker 7: Yeah, you need just rest.

1471
01:15:09,520 --> 01:15:16,439
Speaker 8: You need to rest, lay down, lay down, and let

1472
01:15:16,439 --> 01:15:18,720
Speaker 8: people take care of things. Let let someone serve you,

1473
01:15:18,800 --> 01:15:21,960
Speaker 8: Let someone figure it out, let someone you know what

1474
01:15:22,000 --> 01:15:22,400
Speaker 8: I'm saying.

1475
01:15:22,520 --> 01:15:23,800
Speaker 7: Just let and just.

1476
01:15:27,000 --> 01:15:32,639
Speaker 8: No heavy lifting, goddess heavy lifting emotionally, we will lift

1477
01:15:32,640 --> 01:15:33,320
Speaker 8: this heavy pussy.

1478
01:15:33,360 --> 01:15:36,000
Speaker 6: No heavy lifting goddesses.

1479
01:15:36,080 --> 01:15:39,519
Speaker 7: I just yes, I will drop it on you.

1480
01:15:40,240 --> 01:15:41,440
Speaker 6: Boom boom.

1481
01:15:42,240 --> 01:15:43,600
Speaker 2: That's all you're gonna need. I'm not gonna do it.

1482
01:15:43,800 --> 01:15:43,960
Speaker 6: Out.

1483
01:15:44,120 --> 01:15:44,400
Speaker 4: Yes.

1484
01:15:44,760 --> 01:15:49,639
Speaker 8: So first step is we're gonna we're gonna do your outdoor,

1485
01:15:49,640 --> 01:15:52,320
Speaker 8: your hoodle style baths tonight and cleansing, and then if

1486
01:15:52,360 --> 01:15:53,280
Speaker 8: we have some time to do.

1487
01:15:53,280 --> 01:15:55,680
Speaker 7: Some candle work. I got a dick candle, but I

1488
01:15:55,720 --> 01:15:58,800
Speaker 7: don't know if y'all need it candle.

1489
01:15:58,720 --> 01:16:02,200
Speaker 4: Dick candle, I don't know. I I think we're good

1490
01:16:02,200 --> 01:16:02,960
Speaker 4: on the dick right now.

1491
01:16:03,000 --> 01:16:04,120
Speaker 7: I think you're good on the dick.

1492
01:16:04,200 --> 01:16:05,920
Speaker 6: I'm about to get some tomorrow. Can't wait too.

1493
01:16:06,840 --> 01:16:09,320
Speaker 3: But it's not I mean, Erica and I are having

1494
01:16:09,720 --> 01:16:12,400
Speaker 3: our men's travel with us and all our appearances.

1495
01:16:13,640 --> 01:16:14,280
Speaker 7: I love that.

1496
01:16:14,560 --> 01:16:15,559
Speaker 2: It's so fun.

1497
01:16:16,240 --> 01:16:20,360
Speaker 3: Maybe at the hotel, Yeah, my apparents. It's on Saturday, and.

1498
01:16:20,320 --> 01:16:21,519
Speaker 7: They better have that dig ready.

1499
01:16:21,800 --> 01:16:24,400
Speaker 3: When I get ready, I'll be at the hotel after

1500
01:16:24,439 --> 01:16:25,040
Speaker 3: my apparents.

1501
01:16:29,560 --> 01:16:31,960
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, I love it here.

1502
01:16:32,160 --> 01:16:32,959
Speaker 6: This is a podcast.

1503
01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:35,720
Speaker 5: Well, look, we gotta go because we got to get

1504
01:16:35,720 --> 01:16:39,000
Speaker 5: to this bath. Yes, and so I want you to

1505
01:16:39,000 --> 01:16:40,559
Speaker 5: tell the people where they can find you, where they

1506
01:16:40,560 --> 01:16:43,360
Speaker 5: can get your all your services and all the things.

1507
01:16:43,479 --> 01:16:43,719
Speaker 6: Sure.

1508
01:16:44,120 --> 01:16:46,800
Speaker 5: Wait before we go, though, Wait, can you share a horry?

1509
01:16:47,000 --> 01:16:49,840
Speaker 5: Because I want you to share a specific horry.

1510
01:16:49,880 --> 01:16:51,920
Speaker 6: I mean, you can what you want. But it's the

1511
01:16:52,240 --> 01:16:53,960
Speaker 6: it's the it's the it.

1512
01:16:56,280 --> 01:17:01,679
Speaker 7: Is the good vibes. This is like horror story, all right,

1513
01:17:01,960 --> 01:17:10,640
Speaker 7: just swacking up in the morning. Gotta thank god horse stories.

1514
01:17:12,479 --> 01:17:17,080
Speaker 7: I'm in Costa Rica with my two bestie bitches. You know,

1515
01:17:17,160 --> 01:17:20,040
Speaker 7: we're out here working, we healing. We didn't.

1516
01:17:20,360 --> 01:17:23,880
Speaker 8: We didn't purge, we didn't offered, we didn't shook ass,

1517
01:17:24,000 --> 01:17:27,280
Speaker 8: we didn't we didn't did it all right, ritual? And

1518
01:17:27,320 --> 01:17:29,080
Speaker 8: so then we had this manifestation dinner.

1519
01:17:29,120 --> 01:17:31,000
Speaker 7: Oh my bad. We had this manifestation dinner.

1520
01:17:38,040 --> 01:17:44,960
Speaker 8: Okay, step by step, and so we were getting the

1521
01:17:45,080 --> 01:17:50,600
Speaker 8: manifest dinner together, and y'all made y'all's oracle cards that

1522
01:17:50,680 --> 01:17:55,640
Speaker 8: y'all put on everyone's placements, and something happened where I

1523
01:17:55,720 --> 01:17:59,120
Speaker 8: ended up having a move seats and one of y'all

1524
01:17:59,240 --> 01:18:00,720
Speaker 8: drew me a different card.

1525
01:18:02,400 --> 01:18:02,639
Speaker 4: Different.

1526
01:18:02,960 --> 01:18:05,040
Speaker 7: Yeah, anyways, one of these I put one of these.

1527
01:18:06,080 --> 01:18:06,880
Speaker 6: I put the cards down.

1528
01:18:07,000 --> 01:18:09,640
Speaker 8: Remember I said this live on the one of these

1529
01:18:09,720 --> 01:18:13,640
Speaker 8: priestsses drew me another card, and my card said you

1530
01:18:13,680 --> 01:18:15,760
Speaker 8: are made of love and love will always find you,

1531
01:18:16,640 --> 01:18:19,519
Speaker 8: and yes, I'll shay to that, right. So we end

1532
01:18:19,640 --> 01:18:22,120
Speaker 8: up going to learn about the bree breed and then

1533
01:18:22,160 --> 01:18:24,479
Speaker 8: we ended up at the waterfall with the brief bree

1534
01:18:24,760 --> 01:18:26,479
Speaker 8: and that's when we ended up doing all that spiritual

1535
01:18:26,520 --> 01:18:30,840
Speaker 8: work of the releasing, and we did the baptism for

1536
01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:36,000
Speaker 8: what's her name for for me Kieah And it was beautiful, right,

1537
01:18:36,200 --> 01:18:38,080
Speaker 8: And I'm like getting pictures at the end because I've

1538
01:18:38,080 --> 01:18:40,240
Speaker 8: been working. I ain't taking no pictures in the waterfowl

1539
01:18:40,280 --> 01:18:41,240
Speaker 8: all these pictures.

1540
01:18:40,960 --> 01:18:41,639
Speaker 6: Just looking fine.

1541
01:18:41,720 --> 01:18:46,080
Speaker 8: I'm like, babes, you know, I'm slain in the spirit.

1542
01:18:46,680 --> 01:18:47,880
Speaker 6: And so then you.

1543
01:18:47,800 --> 01:18:50,120
Speaker 8: Know, the photographer Bessie of the Year over here is

1544
01:18:50,160 --> 01:18:51,240
Speaker 8: like take take care.

1545
01:18:51,880 --> 01:18:53,479
Speaker 6: Here was so beautiful. I was like, co go for

1546
01:18:53,479 --> 01:18:54,280
Speaker 6: there there.

1547
01:18:54,360 --> 01:18:56,040
Speaker 7: She's like, hold on, she's coming from my feet. I'm like,

1548
01:18:56,080 --> 01:18:57,120
Speaker 7: see this is a real one.

1549
01:18:57,880 --> 01:18:59,840
Speaker 5: We're going to see more than actually where anything include

1550
01:18:59,840 --> 01:19:02,679
Speaker 5: these extra episode Oh yeah, cause.

1551
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:04,280
Speaker 7: You look fine things things.

1552
01:19:04,600 --> 01:19:08,000
Speaker 8: So there's like a little cove of the waterfall down there,

1553
01:19:08,000 --> 01:19:10,760
Speaker 8: and I'm and mark my words, right, I did say this, right,

1554
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:12,479
Speaker 8: I said, Oh, I said I want to go in

1555
01:19:12,560 --> 01:19:15,000
Speaker 8: that adventure down there, and I want to see what's

1556
01:19:15,000 --> 01:19:15,640
Speaker 8: at the river down there.

1557
01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:16,800
Speaker 7: I said, I don't want to go with none of

1558
01:19:16,800 --> 01:19:17,960
Speaker 7: you bitches. I want to go with a.

1559
01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:21,439
Speaker 8: Band and so then we left right, So then I

1560
01:19:21,479 --> 01:19:24,599
Speaker 8: went to sleep, and then I woke up in the morning.

1561
01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:27,240
Speaker 8: I had to thank God and I looked at myself

1562
01:19:27,240 --> 01:19:29,559
Speaker 8: in the mirror, and I said, I'm getting some dick today.

1563
01:19:30,600 --> 01:19:33,120
Speaker 8: And I put some extra connors in my backpack.

1564
01:19:33,240 --> 01:19:36,760
Speaker 3: And this is a little town, a little so little

1565
01:19:36,800 --> 01:19:40,880
Speaker 3: town off the the fucking Caribbean size of the fucking

1566
01:19:40,960 --> 01:19:41,639
Speaker 3: Costa Rica.

1567
01:19:42,240 --> 01:19:44,280
Speaker 8: So I was gonna go in the city because I

1568
01:19:44,280 --> 01:19:45,840
Speaker 8: want to buy gifts for everybody. But I only had

1569
01:19:45,880 --> 01:19:47,519
Speaker 8: one hundred dollars bill, so I had to go to

1570
01:19:47,560 --> 01:19:49,040
Speaker 8: the bank. And when I went to the bank, they

1571
01:19:49,040 --> 01:19:51,120
Speaker 8: wouldn't take my ship and I didn't have my ID,

1572
01:19:51,240 --> 01:19:53,559
Speaker 8: and I was like, fuck, Like I gotta go all

1573
01:19:53,560 --> 01:19:55,680
Speaker 8: the way back to my room or either like I

1574
01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,880
Speaker 8: don't know how am I going to get back on

1575
01:19:57,920 --> 01:20:00,400
Speaker 8: the taxi. I could probably flirting with these guys, like

1576
01:20:00,520 --> 01:20:03,000
Speaker 8: take me without any money, I'm sure right, So I'm like,

1577
01:20:03,000 --> 01:20:05,360
Speaker 8: fucking let me just in a spirit said to me, go.

1578
01:20:05,240 --> 01:20:07,559
Speaker 7: To the other bank. They're gonna have everything you need.

1579
01:20:07,920 --> 01:20:10,400
Speaker 8: So I walked to the other bank, and as soon

1580
01:20:10,400 --> 01:20:13,280
Speaker 8: as I got to the motherfucking bank, I turned my

1581
01:20:13,479 --> 01:20:18,040
Speaker 8: head and a man rolled up on a motherfucking motorcycle

1582
01:20:19,000 --> 01:20:21,880
Speaker 8: and he like chariot, like at my feet. And when

1583
01:20:21,920 --> 01:20:24,360
Speaker 8: you see the chariot card, I know, y'all tear your girls.

1584
01:20:24,520 --> 01:20:27,080
Speaker 8: See the dad was the motherfucking chariot card. Now, this

1585
01:20:27,160 --> 01:20:29,400
Speaker 8: was the night of swards, babe, the night of wands,

1586
01:20:30,080 --> 01:20:32,479
Speaker 8: this was the night of ones. Oh here, So he

1587
01:20:32,560 --> 01:20:34,840
Speaker 8: came and got off the motherfucking thing.

1588
01:20:34,880 --> 01:20:35,640
Speaker 7: He was like, went on.

1589
01:20:35,800 --> 01:20:41,360
Speaker 8: I was like hey, and he's standing there kind of

1590
01:20:41,360 --> 01:20:45,439
Speaker 8: looking at me. I'm looking right and then he's like, oh,

1591
01:20:45,479 --> 01:20:47,040
Speaker 8: what are you doing. I'm like, I'm trying to cash

1592
01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:47,880
Speaker 8: one hundred dollars bill.

1593
01:20:48,040 --> 01:20:48,960
Speaker 6: I'm from a man, you know.

1594
01:20:49,320 --> 01:20:51,120
Speaker 8: And he's like, oh, like you should go around. He

1595
01:20:51,200 --> 01:20:53,599
Speaker 8: he did solve my problem. He gave me the answer.

1596
01:20:54,040 --> 01:20:55,760
Speaker 8: But then he was like, well, what you know what

1597
01:20:55,840 --> 01:20:57,880
Speaker 8: you're doing here or whatever? And I don't know what

1598
01:20:57,920 --> 01:20:59,439
Speaker 8: I said, but eventually I was like, where you're a

1599
01:20:59,439 --> 01:21:02,439
Speaker 8: woman at? And he was like, I don't have no

1600
01:21:02,479 --> 01:21:03,400
Speaker 8: woman where you're man at.

1601
01:21:04,240 --> 01:21:09,040
Speaker 7: I don't have no man right here right here.

1602
01:21:10,120 --> 01:21:11,880
Speaker 8: And so anyways, he's like, oh, I'll take you to

1603
01:21:11,920 --> 01:21:15,320
Speaker 8: this waterfall and like meet me at. He knew exactly

1604
01:21:15,360 --> 01:21:17,160
Speaker 8: where I was staying in my airbnb, which I could

1605
01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:20,080
Speaker 8: have been a concern, but I divinely got it and

1606
01:21:20,080 --> 01:21:21,880
Speaker 8: protected so I'm not worried about it.

1607
01:21:21,960 --> 01:21:24,040
Speaker 7: And I'm like, well, I just went to a waterfall

1608
01:21:24,080 --> 01:21:25,599
Speaker 7: the other day. He's like, no, you ain't never been.

1609
01:21:25,720 --> 01:21:27,360
Speaker 7: This is the one you ain't been to.

1610
01:21:27,400 --> 01:21:30,400
Speaker 8: This this one isn't the cut, right, And so I'm

1611
01:21:30,439 --> 01:21:34,360
Speaker 8: like okay, So I go to like have breakfast. I

1612
01:21:34,360 --> 01:21:37,800
Speaker 8: didn't have having breakfast with the white twin tight and

1613
01:21:37,880 --> 01:21:41,439
Speaker 8: hot manh yeah the basketball football player shout out if

1614
01:21:41,439 --> 01:21:46,400
Speaker 8: you watch this me. So we're getting in the car,

1615
01:21:46,960 --> 01:21:49,679
Speaker 8: we're like holding hands and we're doing the whole thing

1616
01:21:49,920 --> 01:21:50,519
Speaker 8: and all that stuff.

1617
01:21:50,520 --> 01:21:51,160
Speaker 7: I'm getting high.

1618
01:21:51,240 --> 01:21:54,200
Speaker 8: I took a little shrooms and he took me to

1619
01:21:55,120 --> 01:21:55,920
Speaker 8: the well.

1620
01:21:55,920 --> 01:21:56,120
Speaker 6: First.

1621
01:21:56,160 --> 01:21:57,760
Speaker 7: I was like, well, maybe like there's they all go

1622
01:21:57,880 --> 01:21:59,920
Speaker 7: up a mountain, because we were really like go just

1623
01:22:00,320 --> 01:22:00,679
Speaker 7: the mountain.

1624
01:22:00,680 --> 01:22:01,559
Speaker 6: You gotta take two cars.

1625
01:22:01,720 --> 01:22:03,920
Speaker 8: But then we got to Homeboy where they got the

1626
01:22:03,960 --> 01:22:06,800
Speaker 8: like SODA's and the caprice on right there.

1627
01:22:07,080 --> 01:22:07,559
Speaker 2: I know this.

1628
01:22:07,760 --> 01:22:09,920
Speaker 7: I know this guy. He like gave him like three dollars.

1629
01:22:10,000 --> 01:22:13,400
Speaker 8: I was like, oh, okay, we're going to the high roller, right,

1630
01:22:13,520 --> 01:22:14,880
Speaker 8: And so then he takes me to the top.

1631
01:22:14,920 --> 01:22:17,000
Speaker 7: I guess there's like another at the top.

1632
01:22:16,840 --> 01:22:18,960
Speaker 8: And shows me the whole like top view and shit,

1633
01:22:19,000 --> 01:22:20,519
Speaker 8: I'm like, okay, He's like, well, come on, let's go

1634
01:22:20,560 --> 01:22:22,320
Speaker 8: down there. So he takes me so I'm thinking maybe

1635
01:22:22,360 --> 01:22:24,519
Speaker 8: he'll just take me to like another side I never seen,

1636
01:22:24,840 --> 01:22:27,160
Speaker 8: no bit. He takes me right back to the same

1637
01:22:27,200 --> 01:22:30,080
Speaker 8: place that we have did all that spiritual work, walk

1638
01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:32,400
Speaker 8: me all the way down the pussy cove of the

1639
01:22:32,439 --> 01:22:33,799
Speaker 8: fucking river.

1640
01:22:34,479 --> 01:22:36,519
Speaker 7: Like there was some trees that.

1641
01:22:36,439 --> 01:22:38,160
Speaker 8: Had fallen, so we went over the tree so then

1642
01:22:38,160 --> 01:22:40,280
Speaker 8: you couldn't like see us. And it was like water

1643
01:22:40,280 --> 01:22:42,640
Speaker 8: coming down, look like a scene from motherfucking Lion King and.

1644
01:22:42,880 --> 01:22:45,400
Speaker 7: Shit like that. And we put like the towe down.

1645
01:22:45,240 --> 01:22:48,960
Speaker 8: On the river bank and we made love on the

1646
01:22:48,960 --> 01:22:55,200
Speaker 8: motherfucking like waterfall river bank thing in in.

1647
01:22:55,280 --> 01:23:01,479
Speaker 7: The motherfucking jungle, which the birds, the monkeys. It was.

1648
01:23:01,760 --> 01:23:05,200
Speaker 8: It was over stimulating. It was everything I deserved it

1649
01:23:05,280 --> 01:23:07,320
Speaker 8: in that moment. I remember, I was like, oh, and

1650
01:23:07,320 --> 01:23:09,960
Speaker 8: he had like a I love plantains.

1651
01:23:10,400 --> 01:23:14,519
Speaker 7: I love plantains now right. It was like it was

1652
01:23:14,640 --> 01:23:18,320
Speaker 7: like and uncircumstanced, it was in its natural form.

1653
01:23:18,439 --> 01:23:20,000
Speaker 6: It was beautiful. He was picture.

1654
01:23:20,720 --> 01:23:22,400
Speaker 3: I was like she was like was like he was

1655
01:23:22,560 --> 01:23:23,840
Speaker 3: you see a man in the wild, you see the

1656
01:23:23,840 --> 01:23:26,640
Speaker 3: back rooms all brawlic there, but like it was like

1657
01:23:27,560 --> 01:23:30,040
Speaker 3: it looked like something that like the ancient times.

1658
01:23:30,479 --> 01:23:33,320
Speaker 8: And looked So I got on top of him because

1659
01:23:33,360 --> 01:23:34,920
Speaker 8: I think he's like, oh, let me get get on top.

1660
01:23:35,120 --> 01:23:36,559
Speaker 7: And I don't know what he's dealing with.

1661
01:23:36,520 --> 01:23:39,120
Speaker 8: The Costa Rica, but I was like, oh, I was

1662
01:23:39,160 --> 01:23:42,280
Speaker 8: waiting for you to say something. And so he was surprised, right,

1663
01:23:42,640 --> 01:23:45,559
Speaker 8: And so then I thought to myself, hold on, this

1664
01:23:45,760 --> 01:23:50,080
Speaker 8: is some other ship. Like I manifested this. I manifested

1665
01:23:50,120 --> 01:23:53,360
Speaker 8: this with my bitches, like really, So I told him.

1666
01:23:53,400 --> 01:23:56,599
Speaker 8: I was like, moments like this, you can manifest a miracle,

1667
01:23:56,840 --> 01:24:02,880
Speaker 8: so be mindful of your thoughts, like okay, and I

1668
01:24:02,920 --> 01:24:05,960
Speaker 8: sent energy out to everything. I was like, oh man,

1669
01:24:06,560 --> 01:24:10,360
Speaker 8: it was fucking amazing. So then after it was over,

1670
01:24:10,439 --> 01:24:11,840
Speaker 8: I was like, okay, I gotta put my pussy in

1671
01:24:11,840 --> 01:24:15,080
Speaker 8: the water, like obviously I got it, you know, and

1672
01:24:15,439 --> 01:24:18,400
Speaker 8: you know, and I didn't even say that while I

1673
01:24:18,479 --> 01:24:19,240
Speaker 8: was having sex.

1674
01:24:19,520 --> 01:24:21,040
Speaker 7: I have a little playlist.

1675
01:24:22,120 --> 01:24:25,120
Speaker 8: And I had this playlist It's called thirty three My

1676
01:24:25,200 --> 01:24:27,360
Speaker 8: Jesus Year on Apple if you want to follow me,

1677
01:24:27,800 --> 01:24:32,240
Speaker 8: and one of the songs is like that of blues

1678
01:24:32,280 --> 01:24:34,880
Speaker 8: for Nina, like the poem that's kind of turns into

1679
01:24:34,920 --> 01:24:37,719
Speaker 8: a song at the end or whatever. And in there

1680
01:24:37,960 --> 01:24:41,880
Speaker 8: they're like Lawrence Tate says, like, is your name Yami y'all?

1681
01:24:42,320 --> 01:24:45,680
Speaker 7: It's like, oh, hell no, it's got to be Oshoe.

1682
01:24:45,880 --> 01:24:48,400
Speaker 8: So when I heard that, while this man is inside

1683
01:24:48,400 --> 01:24:50,840
Speaker 8: of me, while I'm at the river after I just

1684
01:24:50,880 --> 01:24:53,920
Speaker 8: got done doing spiritual work to my mother O Shoon,

1685
01:24:54,520 --> 01:24:58,639
Speaker 8: I was like inside like oh, like.

1686
01:24:59,439 --> 01:25:02,439
Speaker 7: Uh right, So anyways, it was amazing.

1687
01:25:02,479 --> 01:25:03,040
Speaker 4: It was good.

1688
01:25:03,640 --> 01:25:06,720
Speaker 8: We orgasm, like I think the energy out. I did

1689
01:25:06,840 --> 01:25:10,120
Speaker 8: all the manifestations of the world that I feel like

1690
01:25:10,160 --> 01:25:13,840
Speaker 8: we are still feeling the effects of. Okay, and I

1691
01:25:13,880 --> 01:25:17,240
Speaker 8: remember seeing like the motherfucking sacred geometry in the trees

1692
01:25:18,240 --> 01:25:20,479
Speaker 8: and it was fucking beautiful.

1693
01:25:20,520 --> 01:25:21,040
Speaker 7: It was beautiful.

1694
01:25:21,040 --> 01:25:23,160
Speaker 8: I went and got my pussy in the water, and

1695
01:25:23,200 --> 01:25:25,200
Speaker 8: as soon as I put myself under the water, all

1696
01:25:25,200 --> 01:25:27,639
Speaker 8: I could hear Oshoon say was you trust me Now?

1697
01:25:29,240 --> 01:25:31,960
Speaker 7: I was like, I am devoted.

1698
01:25:32,880 --> 01:25:34,320
Speaker 2: So here I am language.

1699
01:25:34,479 --> 01:25:39,880
Speaker 7: Here I am doing O'shoon's work. Who needs pussy healing?

1700
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1727
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1728
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