Speaker 1: I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision.
Speaker 1: Does anybody wants some of the coffee? Because I don't
Speaker 1: need anymore? What's your coffee? Um? Tried tea lot with
Speaker 1: with almond milk. Used to be oat milk, but the
Speaker 1: best coffee order. I don't know if you've ever had
Speaker 1: this brown sugar shaking espresso with oat milk. But I
Speaker 1: ordered breakfast with an extra shot of expresso? Say why
Speaker 1: don't we say express though? Is it getting? Is what espresso?
Speaker 1: Who said that? Italians? Because I've also been there, I've been.
Speaker 1: I ain't been. I ain't gonn hold no. I feel
Speaker 1: like that's someone that likes food. But but see now
Speaker 1: I can't eat all them carbs, so I should have
Speaker 1: went when I was a fat bitch. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be able to eat all that pasta and stuff like.
Speaker 1: I literally don't like carbs. I now have to go
Speaker 1: back to Asia because I like raw food. I need
Speaker 1: all the raw ship. Give me all the raw ship,
Speaker 1: raw dick and all. Not really, but just saying, don't
Speaker 1: do that angle yours like it's like a penis. Yeah,
Speaker 1: do you ain't getting that? But oh yeah, we should
Speaker 1: definitely podcasts. It's called Horrible Decisions. And we like to
Speaker 1: eat and drink coffee. I I can't believe we have
Speaker 1: the same coffee. Um order, are you really surprised? I
Speaker 1: am surprised because we don't have but now a coffee
Speaker 1: orders that. But also I say expresso. It's not fuck them,
Speaker 1: they made it. It's not like I'm that bad where
Speaker 1: I'm out here saying, you know what it's giving. It's giving.
Speaker 1: I don't need to call it um oxtail, don't I
Speaker 1: hate an s on the end oxtails. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: I'm just saying you sound like that, complaining about out
Speaker 1: of here English, saying it like an English word, and
Speaker 1: which we say espresso the same way. I don't know
Speaker 1: what country it originated from. Bitch. I just started watching
Speaker 1: college on b et. Bitch. Why why do all of
Speaker 1: us our community, why don't we say ambulance? We don't know?
Speaker 1: You have to watch College lamb et. It Literally everyone
Speaker 1: that is on there from fucking India, Love Slim Thug,
Speaker 1: Ninie Leaks. Everybody was like because fucking Safty Dash was
Speaker 1: so extra and it was like, yeah, man, the ambulance came.
Speaker 1: Ambulance everybody in green screen said ambulance. Okay, see this,
Speaker 1: I do think country niggas say things differently. Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to think if anyone is from the West Coast,
Speaker 1: because like ambulance, Like, think you just said it? How
Speaker 1: you say now? I say ambulance. I'm a nigga. But
Speaker 1: I also like when they were saying that, I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't think this was right, but everyone is able
Speaker 1: to say pillow. You don't you just said it right though,
Speaker 1: because I was like, you know how to say it,
Speaker 1: you just choose to say it wrong. Can I speaking
Speaker 1: to be an nigga? Let me tell you guys something
Speaker 1: that I got really fucking judged for. So I recently
Speaker 1: moved into a new place in l A And it's
Speaker 1: a house. And I only moved into a house because
Speaker 1: I really want to buy a house. And my homegirl Liz,
Speaker 1: was like, you have to live in it first to
Speaker 1: experience it. A few things about living in a house.
Speaker 1: One I wanted a backyard so I could write people
Speaker 1: over and kick it. I wanted a front porch because
Speaker 1: I wanted to like smoke and talk to it about
Speaker 1: people as they walk. And also like I'm kind of
Speaker 1: tired of living in like a building whatever. Living in
Speaker 1: the house is terrifying because you're so close to like
Speaker 1: the street, and I grew up in a house. But
Speaker 1: for some reason, living as a single woman, I'm like,
Speaker 1: holy shit, I got a gun within forty eight hours
Speaker 1: of being in the house. I was like, I cannot.
Speaker 1: My mom was like, please, don't get a gun because
Speaker 1: it's gonna be illegal. D DA. I was like, do
Speaker 1: you want me, dad, or now you want California is
Speaker 1: not illegal, I know, but I didn't have enough time,
Speaker 1: so it's illegal. You're telling the world you got an
Speaker 1: illegal gun. Bitch, I'm telling the world. I'll shoot you
Speaker 1: if you run up in my ship. Be telling on
Speaker 1: myself here allegedly, can we ad a lily? Allegedly, I'm
Speaker 1: sucking strapped? I got mad. Did you go purchase it from?
Speaker 1: Did you have a friend that just sold you that gun?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk about but you have someone that just
Speaker 1: knew where to get you guns? I mean, honestly, the
Speaker 1: guns probably legal. So I watched so real quick. I
Speaker 1: do watch enough shows you have to scratch off the
Speaker 1: no man. So I'm working on getting the license or whatever.
Speaker 1: But like I was just like, yeah, I need to
Speaker 1: get the license after you after purchase. I needn't get
Speaker 1: my own kind of gun. I just was like, I
Speaker 1: called this nig need to be trapping, Like I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna hold you. You You got the person on the You
Speaker 1: gotta scrutch that ship off, bro, because what if there's
Speaker 1: a body on that. But I'm gonna be real with you.
Speaker 1: I thought about Colin Lambo, but you know, he don't
Speaker 1: live in l anymore, and I didn't want him to
Speaker 1: bring one of his niggles over there because I don't
Speaker 1: wanta have to fuck up. But anyway, that's not okay.
Speaker 1: Well then you technically could have got it for free.
Speaker 1: You could have got a gun for free if you
Speaker 1: fuck him, right, man, he could get three guns. That's crazy.
Speaker 1: They just be sucking dick are weed all the time.
Speaker 1: I think you could. I didn't have to funk him
Speaker 1: because his friends are fine. And then you in the
Speaker 1: house and you feel like you wouldn't want his friends
Speaker 1: for a free gun. Our guts expensive nowadays. By the way,
Speaker 1: let's start off this episode with a you know we
Speaker 1: are not for the n r A and uh no, no, no,
Speaker 1: not control. I'm just talking about like run up in
Speaker 1: my ship, you get shot. But anyway, so I got
Speaker 1: whatever this is in the house. I forgot where I
Speaker 1: was going. Oh yeah, everybody had been coming over helping
Speaker 1: me with ship. Dang the aar and it came to
Speaker 1: hang shape. My mom flew in to help me with ship.
Speaker 1: And for some reason everybody wanted to judge my welcome matt,
Speaker 1: which is watermelons, and what you bought that on purpose? Yeah?
Speaker 1: You bought a oh a floor mat for the entrance
Speaker 1: of your house and it's watermelons, So welcome match because
Speaker 1: I didn't say welcome, No, it just has watersons. So wait,
Speaker 1: my homeboy not ring the doorbell, shot out of pre
Speaker 1: excited about the verse, did not raise the doorbell. He
Speaker 1: came to my house and saw this ship. He said,
Speaker 1: because that watermelons, a you're welcome? I said yeah. He said,
Speaker 1: when you ring the doorbell, does it also say love
Speaker 1: that chicken from pop Eyes? What's crazy about me? I
Speaker 1: have the most niggerish like, Well, they took it out
Speaker 1: of it. Mine st bitch don't wear no shoes in
Speaker 1: the house. So that was out front of my door
Speaker 1: for weeks. I think the neighbors didn't like it. The
Speaker 1: buildings said that it wasn't allowed to do had the
Speaker 1: one I was in the bronx bitch, I'll paid a
Speaker 1: ray here. The building of the neighbors said I couldn't
Speaker 1: have that map for whatever, maybe because bitch was on
Speaker 1: its children. I mean, your friend, what the fun? I
Speaker 1: use colorful language. What's the fucking problem? Literally? Who are you?
Speaker 1: I really appreciate you. Shout out to all the parents
Speaker 1: that like don't like censer around their kids. Like I've
Speaker 1: been to lunch with a few friends in the last
Speaker 1: few new kids start cussing. It's like my homegirl says
Speaker 1: all the time, and I'll never forget it. I was
Speaker 1: saying with her my mom and I kept saying, fucking
Speaker 1: I excuse myself. She was like, you're an adult. She's
Speaker 1: a child. That's not where she don't even worry about it. Like,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, I say that all the time. Bitch, I
Speaker 1: ain't pushed no kid on my coach. I want to
Speaker 1: talk about is like I won't get super vulgar about sex.
Speaker 1: I will. I was at fun spot like goddamn, I
Speaker 1: love some sucking, big old dick right in front of kids,
Speaker 1: and my mom was like, oh, my god, and then
Speaker 1: she had a shot and then she stopped telling me that. Like,
Speaker 1: but I was a fun spot in Orleans. Watermelon Matt
Speaker 1: is getta. That's not ghetto saying. I like to dick
Speaker 1: fuck them kids. First off, it was the middle of
Speaker 1: the week. I said, why are you on it in school?
Speaker 1: Do you like watermelon? Watermelon? Yo, don't test my black No,
Speaker 1: that's not testing. First of all, that's not that's the
Speaker 1: testing of no. Because he said, you love watermelon that
Speaker 1: enough to have it as a fruit, and you're welcome.
Speaker 1: I actually just said watermelon is actually tastes like water,
Speaker 1: and let's they put the tagent on it and then
Speaker 1: and then as good as fun. They can't saying that
Speaker 1: you gotta plip season an old watermelon. No, no no season,
Speaker 1: and you can do a watermelon diet. I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: real with you all. I'm sorry of this triggering somebody.
Speaker 1: I'm on my Lorie Harvey right now. I'm on some
Speaker 1: serious diet culture and I know I'm drinking this that's
Speaker 1: not very um diet of you. And it's calories, water
Speaker 1: with some and almond milk, a lot of carps. You
Speaker 1: could suck my day. They don't have watermelon with it.
Speaker 1: Wait almonds. Almonds are carps. Yeah it's better. Yeah, Oh wait, wait,
Speaker 1: let me go back to the house. So being in
Speaker 1: a fucking house is so scary, bro, Like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: don't get me wrong. I've got the cameras, I've got
Speaker 1: the security centers when you walk outside, nigga, I had
Speaker 1: a six lan flight, so had to leave it for
Speaker 1: you out outside, Like, I'll start to tell me bark,
Speaker 1: it was something going down. So I just kept getting
Speaker 1: louder and louder in case somebody was out there to
Speaker 1: kill me. I was like, yes, babe, I'll be right back. Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm outside. Are you coming to I was, I don't.
Speaker 1: I was just making it up. Bro. It's so dark,
Speaker 1: and I live in a really busy area. I live
Speaker 1: in West Hollywood. I was still fucking scared. I don't
Speaker 1: know what it is, but there's a weird thing about
Speaker 1: l A to me for some reason, that feels so
Speaker 1: much more empty and scary in New York because niggas
Speaker 1: gets shot and they rob houses out there. Even in
Speaker 1: calabata I don't like niggas. Like celebrities, are you saying
Speaker 1: like New York has a heavy crime, a big crime
Speaker 1: rate too, right, But I don't never be scared. It's weird.
Speaker 1: I feel more safe in New York then when I
Speaker 1: go to fucking Atlanta because Nigga we here, y'all, Nigga's
Speaker 1: both Now they're checking your social media. Look up the
Speaker 1: new gun laws. They're allowing now people to get guns
Speaker 1: in New York, which is not gonna make me a
Speaker 1: little scarier, but here to know that, like Nigga's cake
Speaker 1: really carried that ship, I'd be good I here. When
Speaker 1: I'll be in Atlanta and my friends be yelling at cards,
Speaker 1: I'll be like, stop, they'll shoot us. Like I'd be
Speaker 1: so scared in Georgia. I just feel like niggas just
Speaker 1: gonna run up so your car while you pump gas.
Speaker 1: All my friends got their windows broken into, and all
Speaker 1: of them. I have multiple friends who have had cars stolen.
Speaker 1: My friend, one of my friends cars, she had a
Speaker 1: range over. It got stolen at the gas pump she
Speaker 1: was pumping her gas. They hopped in the car and
Speaker 1: drove off with her fucking ship. Literally, they're busting windows
Speaker 1: in Atlanta. Atlanta is a scary fucking place. They literally
Speaker 1: just actually put something in the city of Atlanta. If
Speaker 1: a business has two violent crimes within a two year
Speaker 1: time span, the city can set a curfew. It's the business.
Speaker 1: What do you mean a business? So like say, now,
Speaker 1: how you know certain clubs, like we used to go outside,
Speaker 1: We used to because I don't be in clubs somewhere.
Speaker 1: But say you go to a club and you know,
Speaker 1: motherfucker's be fighting or shooting and it has like a
Speaker 1: history of that in in Atlanta, Georgia. If you have
Speaker 1: two violent crimes, the city can put a curfew in
Speaker 1: your business or shut you down like it was gonna
Speaker 1: have one when when when it was sitting outside that
Speaker 1: damn always I said, what's my head? Oh yeah, like yeah, dude, honestly,
Speaker 1: could I just make y'all go ahead, make us laugh
Speaker 1: because this is really funny to me. Make a laugh
Speaker 1: and you love being Betty, I don't care. H I
Speaker 1: want to say a few things that need to preface
Speaker 1: why this is hilarious, hilarious to me, this whole situation
Speaker 1: when WTF came about a year and a half ago.
Speaker 1: One of the main reasons this studio is built the
Speaker 1: way it is, And I said it even yesterday to
Speaker 1: you yeomy as a photographer in here. When we used
Speaker 1: to record horrible decisions, we used to use different spaces
Speaker 1: and have to bring in camera men, bring in a
Speaker 1: photographer because that was the level of attention that a
Speaker 1: show like this needed, and I believe all shows need
Speaker 1: that kind of attention. So it was like, why not
Speaker 1: build not just the podcast that let the cameras to
Speaker 1: go with it, because it's fucking needed and funny enough,
Speaker 1: like now some of those studios are doing the same
Speaker 1: thing and bringing cameras because it makes sense. People want video,
Speaker 1: so that is something that we offer that is actually
Speaker 1: a tier of how engineers get paid, like to break
Speaker 1: another level, right because we make more money, so they
Speaker 1: make more money. When you had on video, This is
Speaker 1: not an event right space, This is not an Airbnb.
Speaker 1: You can't rent it by the hour without someone being present.
Speaker 1: So why the funk would you leave a Google review
Speaker 1: and tell me, oh wait, they lets Google reviews. I
Speaker 1: didn't know that they said that this was for a
Speaker 1: beginner podcaster Google review per real Swear to god, Mandy,
Speaker 1: this was last week when I was son, Alex was like, oh,
Speaker 1: let no, they're bad about me not letting them bring
Speaker 1: their cameras in also berated me about not bringing their
Speaker 1: cameras in, like basically saying why why why, And I'm like, bro,
Speaker 1: this is not how our business models run go somewhere
Speaker 1: like I don't know what to say. I mean not
Speaker 1: even made the point about how engineers make more money.
Speaker 1: And then also a lot of the reason it's kind
Speaker 1: of like the camera quality, because these cameras are of
Speaker 1: a certain quality. So it's like what if the clips
Speaker 1: aren't a certain way or whatever, like it just didn't
Speaker 1: want it. Also like you have to move our ship around?
Speaker 1: Are you going to replace? No, so like stop, just
Speaker 1: let me run my ship the way it is, or
Speaker 1: you don't have to come. It's a fucking ad on.
Speaker 1: They also made mention that we can't add an intro
Speaker 1: or outro sound. Do you really think a fucking studio
Speaker 1: of this caliber can't do that? It's a fucking add on.
Speaker 1: You don't want to spend the money to add on cameras, fine,
Speaker 1: but don't break me and talk about how my it
Speaker 1: ain't ship and it's for beginners because I won't let
Speaker 1: you bring your cameras in because I'll tell you what
Speaker 1: a beginner is, someone that needs to build their ship
Speaker 1: from the ground up. You know why people fucking invest
Speaker 1: in doing this because they don't have the fucking time
Speaker 1: because they're not a fucking beginner. I bet you can't
Speaker 1: do that again. What, Yeah, that's hard. I like, really
Speaker 1: don't appreciate people like trying to tell me how to
Speaker 1: run my ship and then we'll, like, I understand a
Speaker 1: fair review. If you had a poor experience or someone
Speaker 1: treated you badly here, or someone sucked your ship up,
Speaker 1: that makes sense for a bad review. Don't tell me
Speaker 1: because I won't let you bring in cameras. That's a problem.
Speaker 1: How many times have we had to tell people know
Speaker 1: a lot and guess what, don't come back or book
Speaker 1: the cameras here. That's the way it fucking works. This
Speaker 1: is not one of those places where cameras aren't available.
Speaker 1: So sorry, if it ain't mine, is it? And I
Speaker 1: cannot fucking believe these niggas said that was for beginners.
Speaker 1: I mean, no, it's not what it is. I don't
Speaker 1: know what you mean. I mean, we still book up
Speaker 1: so fun are you talking about right after this and
Speaker 1: the one after this and the one after this in
Speaker 1: the two rooms that we got here in the Lake,
Speaker 1: thank you. So Now, if there was an empty room
Speaker 1: where you can bring your equipment in, I believe you
Speaker 1: can find that on splay, Sir, you can go to
Speaker 1: another podcast studio the way they're fucking be empty for you.
Speaker 1: But why it's not a podcast studio otherwise it's an
Speaker 1: arab and B to me. So no, you knew what
Speaker 1: it was. Don't do me like that. And that ship
Speaker 1: had me fucking living. I mean, realistically, that's something that
Speaker 1: both of y'all have to exhibit in having studios, in
Speaker 1: the sense of like you know, like you know that
Speaker 1: this is the place that someone can see you one
Speaker 1: day somewhere at some time. Oh yeah, you know what,
Speaker 1: let's all be professionally here and just be cool. It's
Speaker 1: so crazy. That's that's why I'm too. Like I have
Speaker 1: the gate that comes down, I have cameras in all
Speaker 1: the rooms, but like my name is on the door,
Speaker 1: like w t F. Everyone knows what this is and
Speaker 1: it's weird, Like yeah, my friends are like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: you're not have security. No, Like it's weird because I
Speaker 1: still don't feel like we're that level of celebrity where
Speaker 1: we need. I mean, we are, definitely, but not to needing,
Speaker 1: like not to needing like security when I go out
Speaker 1: to eat and ship like like my friends be so shocked,
Speaker 1: but I'd just be like, yeah, it's not gonna hop
Speaker 1: on the train. Work like they're like you are people working?
Speaker 1: Bug out about me taking this stepway and judge me
Speaker 1: taking the train from girl my homegirl was like, um,
Speaker 1: you have to go to the studio right now, right,
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, I'm gonna hop on the train.
Speaker 1: She said without a mask. But also why aren't you
Speaker 1: taking her car? I'm like, bitch, because I could just
Speaker 1: hop on the l and go straight there. Like she's like,
Speaker 1: you're hopping on the train. I'm like yeah, like literally
Speaker 1: just kids on the train like eight years ago. Um,
Speaker 1: it's like a really before I had a podcast, and
Speaker 1: I remember thinking he was crazy, like you're no, this
Speaker 1: is but it's real, Like we're fucking real people. Like
Speaker 1: I want to speak to people. If they say hi
Speaker 1: to me on the train, that's cool. But also like
Speaker 1: I don't like the biggest thing I'm I don't know
Speaker 1: the JFK experience. Recently, this girl was judging me, Mandy,
Speaker 1: she I can't believe you ain't take an uber from
Speaker 1: the airport. I was like, bro, I'm right off the jet,
Speaker 1: Like what do you mean, Like, what's the fucking big deal?
Speaker 1: And honestly, sometimes it's quicker, you know, it would be
Speaker 1: way quicker. I mean not only cut off six minutes,
Speaker 1: but I saved thirty two dollars. Don't thirty dollars to
Speaker 1: get to JFK. No, no, no, I'm talking about coming
Speaker 1: here from my studio like the time. That's what I'm saying. Nigga,
Speaker 1: we normal but not I mean, I don't know, but yeah,
Speaker 1: like I I say that to say too, like just
Speaker 1: with women, like I feel like we're all happy to
Speaker 1: be back outside again and just kind of like feeling free.
Speaker 1: But like, fuck that niggas is hungry out here and crazy.
Speaker 1: I wanted to get into for this episode. I wanted
Speaker 1: to do some manifestation ship anything that you want for
Speaker 1: your dick, dating love life. This maybe before the summer end.
Speaker 1: It's crazy. We talked about this an episode or two ago.
Speaker 1: I'm not managing manifesting anything with men right now. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: not love, not dick, not niggas. Like the just the
Speaker 1: excitement of like my studio is like really exciting like
Speaker 1: my first guest literally just got done having an interview
Speaker 1: with Neo. Neo is great, by the way, if you
Speaker 1: have a yet self explanatory out, now get it. It's amazing. Um.
Speaker 1: And just spending time with my friends, Like I'm going
Speaker 1: to Vegas. We're gonna do the Usher Residency. I'm making.
Speaker 1: Oh I'm so excited about that, especially after this fucking MPR.
Speaker 1: How much for this? Oh wish? They're all over like
Speaker 1: and U t n W me can't get it? Been
Speaker 1: asking don't work as you said. No one's getting comps
Speaker 1: for me. Um, they are, depending on where we decide
Speaker 1: to sit. They're all over two hundred seven. We're going
Speaker 1: on like a Wednesday night. Oh I looked at the weekend.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, no no, no, we're going on Wednesday. My
Speaker 1: friend is gonna be there for um a conference for
Speaker 1: her for our company. So she's there literally Sunday to Thursday.
Speaker 1: So we're doing all the off day for Usher and
Speaker 1: the perfect date night. And see I'm like, I'm going
Speaker 1: Adriana and Crystal and I'm like, bitch already, Like I
Speaker 1: went with my mom and I had mad We're gonna
Speaker 1: go out to dinner, so to me, like again, y'all
Speaker 1: have listened to this spot for the last two years
Speaker 1: now with my with my ex, it was so emotionally
Speaker 1: draining that now, like there's a bit of excitement in
Speaker 1: the freedom I have right now. Like there was a
Speaker 1: lot of conversations regarding check in, um, just letting someone
Speaker 1: know where I was at, letting someone know about my
Speaker 1: day like that, I realized, like was another job. And
Speaker 1: so I'm like, I'm good right now, Like I'm working,
Speaker 1: I'm exciting. I have like different employees coming in. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm just like excited about what the rest of the
Speaker 1: six months looks like. Like we have this month, we
Speaker 1: have Black Effect Podcast Festival, we have the Envisioned Festival.
Speaker 1: We are about to go back on tour. Um, I'm
Speaker 1: starting to do a little pop ups with like to
Speaker 1: just have done the BT Awards. My chauffeur and TV
Speaker 1: is dropping. I don't care about these niggas, And to
Speaker 1: be fair, I got to a my old niggas back
Speaker 1: in the tuck. Whatever I need niggas, they pull it
Speaker 1: up and then one was actually like he's spontaneous, this
Speaker 1: my nigga that I couldn't really watch basketball with my
Speaker 1: ex wit. He's still on my fucking phone. Hey like,
Speaker 1: come here tomorrow. I'm not gonna say where he lives.
Speaker 1: He's like, come here tomorrow. I'm like, yeah, I can't
Speaker 1: I interview, ne know, I can come next week. So
Speaker 1: there's even still like I don't even I can't even
Speaker 1: fucking travel and be a home. So to me, there's
Speaker 1: no manifesting right now love relationship Dick. I did that
Speaker 1: and I got it and it was great. I just
Speaker 1: I just kind of want to live right now. While
Speaker 1: I'll tell you my dating manifestations are not necessarily a
Speaker 1: person rather than situations. I've been by Coastal for almost
Speaker 1: a year now and then ship is mad fun. But
Speaker 1: I never have had two people in two cities like truly,
Speaker 1: and I feel like the best scenario could be like
Speaker 1: two people wasn't like in one trip you'll have to
Speaker 1: what do you mean by that? Like I really they
Speaker 1: didn't feel like because I was dating old Bay, but
Speaker 1: like it wasn't really feeling like like there was be
Speaker 1: d D there's a way, but it didn't feel like
Speaker 1: one was like a oh, this is my person, this
Speaker 1: one is just dick, Like I actually really want to
Speaker 1: try a little Polly right now in two cities where
Speaker 1: I really like, you know, I'm doing my thing, and
Speaker 1: I also want wanted them to be a woman. I
Speaker 1: think that I've been making the joke that nigga ship
Speaker 1: so I need to go back to girls, But that's
Speaker 1: not really the only reason. I think. I just genuinely
Speaker 1: need to be with the woman alone again. I've had
Speaker 1: so many three stomes over the years that made me
Speaker 1: sound terrible, but there's a lot of three somes, so
Speaker 1: I would love that, and I really fucking want God
Speaker 1: damn euro Fling. I got mad faith for London because
Speaker 1: in my tight and then also I was thinking about it,
Speaker 1: I was like, the flights aren't dad expensive, Like it's
Speaker 1: only a six hour flight. Not if you're in l
Speaker 1: a bis that ship is eleven, right, But when I'm
Speaker 1: on the East Coast, like it's like right there, and
Speaker 1: it's no because it's not thinking, guys, when I'm in
Speaker 1: New York, I ain't flying no bit. These prices went hot.
Speaker 1: They for the of the summer, striking gas prices is up. Nigga,
Speaker 1: y'all should have hopped on them flights when I was
Speaker 1: offering when they were seventeen dollars during coach Man. Look,
Speaker 1: I would love a little tray coast to d okay,
Speaker 1: because I don't know you want it's not transcontinental because
Speaker 1: that's only in the country something, just saying, maybe it'll
Speaker 1: be l A, New York and London. If I could
Speaker 1: just suck niggas in all of those, that would be
Speaker 1: really fun for me, just until I meet my mate,
Speaker 1: because I ain't gonna hold you. You You probably want to
Speaker 1: get a smaller city. To me, those is like the
Speaker 1: hot spot cities. Them niggas be they fuck everything you
Speaker 1: gotta get you like, yeah, she said, l A, New York, London,
Speaker 1: I need you to get somebody. I don't want to
Speaker 1: go to a small um Austin, Texas and let's do
Speaker 1: something randomly. That's the problem. I need to get to
Speaker 1: the bag when I'm in the cities, right like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be making money when I'm in London. I make
Speaker 1: money when I'm here. I make money when I'm in
Speaker 1: l A. So I need to knock them out. My
Speaker 1: love to love, my favorite unique coboms with all of them,
Speaker 1: those cities, the na these niggs are gonna be other people.
Speaker 1: I don't know where Mandy got that I wouldn't use
Speaker 1: condoms with niggas that I've just I mean, you just
Speaker 1: took a Plan BE in January, okay, and what about it?
Speaker 1: And I think that's where I said you don't use
Speaker 1: condoms when you like nigga. That's not true. I literally
Speaker 1: said I had fucked up. I don't not use condoms
Speaker 1: when I like a nigga. But I know you like
Speaker 1: to bring that up. Okay, Carrie, you go ahead. I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna be out here just fighting every nigga raw. No,
Speaker 1: like I made him a mistake like a lot of
Speaker 1: humans do, which is why Plan B is available and
Speaker 1: there's access to it. But um does it have to
Speaker 1: be try? I don't know. Like, so I've women, I've
Speaker 1: been wanting to like kind of explore a little bit
Speaker 1: outside of La New York and I'm so tired of
Speaker 1: being just there and in London is so easy to
Speaker 1: bounce around. It's also they speak English, so it's just
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, right, you know what I mean. Like
Speaker 1: I feel like when I'm in Italy, I may not
Speaker 1: meet my type you know what I'm saying, or made
Speaker 1: me like too many niggers. I might have like an
Speaker 1: Italian home it but also London super easy to get to,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like it's it's not like
Speaker 1: you're fucking traveling a little bit further, like it's still
Speaker 1: kind of like a a metro city. And so I
Speaker 1: feel like they got their own scene and I have
Speaker 1: friends they're like, I feel like I want to be good,
Speaker 1: but I really would like that. And when I say Polly, like,
Speaker 1: I'm not a Polly person. But since I'm just dating
Speaker 1: now until I meet obviously like the perfect person for me,
Speaker 1: I think that's what I want. Um, I'm a real
Speaker 1: relationship person and I always have been as long as
Speaker 1: you've heard this podcast, Like, I've always been a relationship
Speaker 1: type of girl. So I feel like if I just
Speaker 1: have people to scratch my age, that'll be cool. I
Speaker 1: have a date that's coming up I'm really excited about. Really.
Speaker 1: I met him on Riya months ago and then kind
Speaker 1: of just reconnected with him. He lives between New York
Speaker 1: and Europe. Black and que I think he's a filmmaker
Speaker 1: and artist. I don't know, but he looks like one
Speaker 1: of those types. But I'm like, damn, what if I
Speaker 1: fall love with this nigga? And then I can have
Speaker 1: a little summer love and be traveling off of his time.
Speaker 1: That's the type that would be the problem with women.
Speaker 1: We'll be getting into this idea of what a man
Speaker 1: can be, and they let us down every time. Like
Speaker 1: we get into like I've met like I remember even
Speaker 1: talking about Nebraska. Have you guys have been listening to
Speaker 1: the No, that's the He used to work for a
Speaker 1: large bank, but he's from Nebraska. And I met him
Speaker 1: when I lived in Singapore and I was like, duh,
Speaker 1: this is great bank. I'm going to be an accountant.
Speaker 1: This will be great. I did the same thing with
Speaker 1: lawyer bank got with him my first year of college
Speaker 1: becoming an accountant. He was in his last year to
Speaker 1: become a lawyer, and I was like, Oh, great, he's
Speaker 1: gonna be a lawer. I'm gonna be account I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be a cp A. That's gonna be great. I've met
Speaker 1: ball players where I'm like, oh, I like no, but no,
Speaker 1: just like oh, I could be a house fly. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go to the games. I'm gonna just fly. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna wear these things. Like a lot of times, we
Speaker 1: envision what a man can be so early that that's
Speaker 1: where we let ourselves down. I mean, I try to
Speaker 1: keep low expectations, but I'm not good at it. All women,
Speaker 1: a lot of women come in. I think, I think
Speaker 1: I'm actually you're worse than most and I think all
Speaker 1: women are really bad with that. So if you're worse
Speaker 1: than most women, that's nuts. I think I'm worse because
Speaker 1: I'm really like, I'm a true pisces. There's a clip
Speaker 1: of a girl going around where she goes. I romanticize
Speaker 1: things and I make up a script in my mind
Speaker 1: and the person doesn't lead up. You saw that girl,
Speaker 1: and the person doesn't lead up to the script. And
Speaker 1: mad people send me that, not just mad, random people
Speaker 1: like my friends are like, look at yourself. Look can
Speaker 1: you see it? Full up the mirror? This is the mirror. No,
Speaker 1: you said it was a mirror. But also like I
Speaker 1: can't help it. That's the ship that keeps it because
Speaker 1: I I'm like a dreamer and a lot of things
Speaker 1: in life, which is a good thing, but I can't
Speaker 1: stop it when it comes to love, Like I want
Speaker 1: to know that every time I walk outside, especially in
Speaker 1: New York. I don't know why I get like that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, my god, what if my husband's out
Speaker 1: here and I fall down and he has to pick
Speaker 1: me up. Like Charlotte and Trey and Sex in the City.
Speaker 1: I was just about to say, it's so crazy that
Speaker 1: you have this expectation considering the show that you quote
Speaker 1: more than anything on this spot is Sex in the
Speaker 1: City and all them bitches really has some fucked up relationships,
Speaker 1: Like none of them really had their happily ever after
Speaker 1: with any of the men that they were trying to
Speaker 1: have a happily ever afterwards. Now we had to wait
Speaker 1: for the movie later, but I'm just saying, I'm still like,
Speaker 1: got that little bit of hoping me. It's so sad
Speaker 1: and fucking terrible. And there's this clip with Charlottagne and
Speaker 1: Andrew talking about years ago and I'll never forget it
Speaker 1: because Andrew is like, yeah, like we had to have sex,
Speaker 1: said a long time like she's waiting for the right guy,
Speaker 1: and Charlomagne goes, well, she'll never find that's so right,
Speaker 1: and so maybe the terror card reader new Charlemagne. I
Speaker 1: totally like, maybe they conspired for may I just look
Speaker 1: like an abortion basically what Mandy brings up, She's like,
Speaker 1: you know, he's got like that, I just look like
Speaker 1: an abortion horse. Okay, so let's get into some vanilla ship. Um,
Speaker 1: a little bit of blend into the horrid nerve too.
Speaker 1: There's a show on TLC called I Love a Mama's Boy,
Speaker 1: And I don't know if any want to see this clip,
Speaker 1: but it's a guy who is getting married and I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: it's disgusting. He's getting married. And so they're filming him
Speaker 1: and his mom and the fiance out shopping doing whatever,
Speaker 1: and he's just all over his mom. He keeps talking
Speaker 1: about how she's hot. He keeps saying all these things
Speaker 1: about how um this real mom, Yeah, about how she's
Speaker 1: a milk and he's proud of his milk mom. And
Speaker 1: like then they learned of Mother's Son dance and during
Speaker 1: the mother their Sun dance, Um, he wants to do
Speaker 1: it to sexual healing. And it's so cringe e that
Speaker 1: the fucking guy who's doing it thought he was a joke.
Speaker 1: We are. It looks like they're together and sometimes feels
Speaker 1: like it's my mom's big day. It is Lena's wedding,
Speaker 1: and I mean, I just need to remember to think
Speaker 1: that Lena is the bride. Remember to think that his
Speaker 1: partner is the bride and not his mom. Like he
Speaker 1: has this crazy fucking obsession with his mom dog and
Speaker 1: it's so gray. Have you ever dated a mama's boy?
Speaker 1: Not that bad? Not that bad? How bad? Um? The
Speaker 1: dude that day that loved Jesus. He was just very
Speaker 1: like that made yourself such a such a atheist book
Speaker 1: it okay, basically like they would just hold each other
Speaker 1: a lot, but they were Leftino. So to me, that's
Speaker 1: like kind of different, like very like, you know, petting
Speaker 1: the hair and kisses and right he looked. I don't know.
Speaker 1: His mom was just I don't know. Even in picture
Speaker 1: I've seen with you and your mom, they're like she
Speaker 1: just seems very loving and a lot of Latin people are,
Speaker 1: so was she not? I mean she was, we were.
Speaker 1: I'm not from an affection of family whatsoever. Okay, I'm like,
Speaker 1: but like she was just really kissing, like like he would.
Speaker 1: She would put his head in her bosom, not bussom,
Speaker 1: but like maybe like this is broking his hair, like
Speaker 1: brushing his hair back or holding him and kissing him
Speaker 1: a lot. But she lived in Venezuela, so she wasn't
Speaker 1: here often. But that to me was like kind of
Speaker 1: close and it didn't come off for strange, but I
Speaker 1: just knew it was a very intense love there. But
Speaker 1: also like I don't know a lot of my friends
Speaker 1: that are Latino act like that. Bro, they hold my hand,
Speaker 1: they've kissing me and all the ship. So that's why. Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: like you you beat people, you kissed them that and
Speaker 1: then I forget. Some people do one one cheek, others
Speaker 1: do both. I don't never know the different country people
Speaker 1: do the mouth? Who does the mouth? Who is just
Speaker 1: out here kissing stroke Brady be kissing his son on
Speaker 1: the mouth. No, no, no strangers, the greeting the love.
Speaker 1: I think that's your Wait post covid niggas is still
Speaker 1: greeting people kisses in their mouth. I heard that what country?
Speaker 1: Looking up Niggashida went to Brazil and they said niggas
Speaker 1: kissing them on the mouth off the first rick. Wait,
Speaker 1: what Josie's married now? People that they weren't sucking. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they were just talking about how dudes would like try
Speaker 1: to come up and kiss them like that was the
Speaker 1: thing in Brasil. Oh hell no, I've never been, but still,
Speaker 1: I mean, apparently a French thing. First of all, it's
Speaker 1: not France, but that's why it's called a France kiss.
Speaker 1: There you go, common and wide range of European land
Speaker 1: countries as well as Russia and certain Arabic Arabic and
Speaker 1: sub Saharan. Shut the funk up. But no tongue, right,
Speaker 1: no girl? Why would I say? I mean because I
Speaker 1: don't kids that I thought a friend she has a tongue, kids,
Speaker 1: But I guess it's just that I don't suck it.
Speaker 1: French kiss is a ton kiss, holy ship. But I
Speaker 1: just got a text from a French friend of mine
Speaker 1: who sent kisses will you hurt me? Beat? So anyway, Um,
Speaker 1: long story short, that fucking ship was so fucking weird
Speaker 1: and I was like, damn, bro, this is so sick.
Speaker 1: And if we all are in the comments talking about
Speaker 1: how sick it is, why the fuck can't we stop
Speaker 1: saying daddy when we're fucking and so apparently listen to
Speaker 1: this um freud who like I think, uh Freudian. That
Speaker 1: was Pavlov with the dog in the bell, so the
Speaker 1: for in terms of Freud, I know what you're talking about.
Speaker 1: Are you saying my mom's Are you talking about daddy?
Speaker 1: Because moms. So they Freud has a thing. I love psychology,
Speaker 1: So he has a it's like a complex, like the
Speaker 1: Oedipus complex, like you want to fuck your mom? Nah no,
Speaker 1: that's not why people the psychology where people want to
Speaker 1: suck their mothers. So a lot of this is a
Speaker 1: daddy sub dynamic as well that we can't understand. It's
Speaker 1: a power balance. So basically, huh like so in our
Speaker 1: b so the wanter fucking mom a mom said technic,
Speaker 1: but it's only on them porn because it's not legal
Speaker 1: to put momall. Yeah, the borderline is just adding the
Speaker 1: step shut the fun. I don't you gonna hold you.
Speaker 1: I never looked at none of my family members like,
Speaker 1: oh I wish we weren't family members. Hell no, So
Speaker 1: I've never wanted to funk one of my family members.
Speaker 1: But the thing that they're saying, basically I want to
Speaker 1: suck my mom or something like that, is like, it's
Speaker 1: like when guys date someone like their mom. But what's
Speaker 1: crazy that I'm hearing the opposite now, especially here we
Speaker 1: go hot take, toxic take, whatever you wanna call it
Speaker 1: in the black community, specifically with black men dating so
Speaker 1: much out of their race that is not the conversation anymore,
Speaker 1: because a lot of the conversation is, well, why aren't
Speaker 1: you like if you don't like black women, do you
Speaker 1: not like your mom? Like the conversation in psychologically in
Speaker 1: the black community is that black men don't date women
Speaker 1: that remind them of their mom. Majority This isn't all,
Speaker 1: but this is what I'm seeing, especially with so many
Speaker 1: black men stepping outside of their races. I think that's
Speaker 1: just an excuse. To be honest, I think, like Nigga's
Speaker 1: just like taboo shit. But like, I don't know, I
Speaker 1: can't really relate. Like the only thing I could think
Speaker 1: of is like when you had a parent that was
Speaker 1: maybe your more dominant one. I don't know. Like my
Speaker 1: dad is great, and I know a lot of people
Speaker 1: don't have experiences great experiences with their dad, but he is.
Speaker 1: My dad always tells me how beautiful I am and
Speaker 1: like tries to show me how to be, like how
Speaker 1: I should have been treated when I was a kid
Speaker 1: by a man whatever chivalry. But I say that to say,
Speaker 1: the first thing I think when men do certain things
Speaker 1: for me is like, oh, this is like my dad,
Speaker 1: or like I feel like I like introverted men because
Speaker 1: my dad was introverted, and I saw the dynamic between
Speaker 1: him and my mom. I don't, Miss Well, I don't
Speaker 1: fun with you Jamaican. I would never did. Uh. My
Speaker 1: my dad is Jamaican. My my All of the men
Speaker 1: that I grew up seeing as adult, like all Island men.
Speaker 1: My my younger sister's father is Haitian, so I grew
Speaker 1: up seeing all non African American men. Every man that
Speaker 1: I grew up around was from the Islands in some
Speaker 1: shape or fashion. I think Orlando was a lot that
Speaker 1: way as well. Like even in my middle schools and
Speaker 1: high schools shout out Walker middle School, shout out oak Ridge.
Speaker 1: But all the all of the black kids where I
Speaker 1: thought we're all American right when we would meet their parents,
Speaker 1: everyone had an accent. People spoke Creole. You know what
Speaker 1: I mean. They weren't. I didn't grow up around African Americans.
Speaker 1: I grew up around Caribbean you know culture, So the
Speaker 1: way they act, their dominance would not allow me to exist.
Speaker 1: So for you to even say that your father has
Speaker 1: such an introverted I've seen your your father also be submissive.
Speaker 1: Miss Jewel ran the house and that was great to
Speaker 1: see I never saw a woman really running the house.
Speaker 1: Seeing um, Caribbean men, they were very dominant. So to
Speaker 1: me growing up, seeing I had more of a dominant
Speaker 1: there's two things to that I like, would never want.
Speaker 1: I never people have made comments about my mom running
Speaker 1: the house, and I realized where that comes off. But
Speaker 1: like my dad doesn't give a funk about how the
Speaker 1: house is going because he didn't feel like that is
Speaker 1: his role money, taking care of us, um just safety.
Speaker 1: Things that made him feel like a man were things
Speaker 1: of his concern to where like he just didn't even
Speaker 1: really like whatever my mom wants to do, just like
Speaker 1: whatever he was like, what like just super chill about it.
Speaker 1: And I noticed him partners that I've had that kind
Speaker 1: of let me be free. Oh that's the thing about
Speaker 1: my dad, because I still want a dominant man. And
Speaker 1: it's really because I think I saw that dynamic growing up.
Speaker 1: But I say that because I don't think that means
Speaker 1: I don't want to suck my father. Um. I just
Speaker 1: think that means like we can see something we like
Speaker 1: in that parent and then emulate it. But like we
Speaker 1: we last week when we had the couple on where
Speaker 1: she was talking about how she called him daddy in
Speaker 1: front of her dad. That has actually happened to me before. Um,
Speaker 1: and it was so embarrassing. Why because like your your
Speaker 1: family's more open than most. They know what you do
Speaker 1: for a living. Was this before the show? Um? It
Speaker 1: doesn't matter. I don't. I just was nasty like you.
Speaker 1: And then like your mom comes on and says, you're
Speaker 1: a dick sucking queen. You're the number one dick sucker
Speaker 1: if you like someone. Dad, my mom and my dad
Speaker 1: is different. I am like my dad thinks I'm the
Speaker 1: most innocent and because and my dad like today my
Speaker 1: dad say, my dad had to fly to Orlando a
Speaker 1: few weeks ago because my dad was in the hospital
Speaker 1: and the nurse came in and she she recognized me
Speaker 1: because she says something, and like he kind of looks
Speaker 1: at me and he goes, you know, my daughter she
Speaker 1: famous she talked about the six. But this is my baby. Okay,
Speaker 1: this is my baby. She did oprah up six. And
Speaker 1: I'm laughing that he really thinks this much. Also, like
Speaker 1: he don't even it just totally it's like he detaches it.
Speaker 1: Like his son called him and was talking about how
Speaker 1: he saw some about me on the internet. And I
Speaker 1: was like, okay, like he don't give a funk because
Speaker 1: I'm his baby. So to know that I was calling
Speaker 1: another naked daddy in front of my daddy, My dad answered, bro,
Speaker 1: he was like, it's disgusting to think about that. We
Speaker 1: fucking like this ship. But anyway, in the article, it
Speaker 1: basically talks about how the main reason like us like
Speaker 1: saying daddy because we are not connecting it with parents,
Speaker 1: were connecting it with power, and normally dad's are the
Speaker 1: one that make the rules. Dads are the ones that
Speaker 1: will fucking give you the punishment, etcetera. And it's like
Speaker 1: a general thing. And when I was sucking that Brazilian girl,
Speaker 1: the one they came on a gold Star episode, she
Speaker 1: made me call her daddy or we call him me daddy,
Speaker 1: like whoever was topping who we would call the other
Speaker 1: one daddy. And that was strange for me. But something
Speaker 1: I thought that was sexy Kristen we had on the
Speaker 1: lesbian Um. She says that they didn't do that. They
Speaker 1: just called each other mommy, which I love because it's like, oh,
Speaker 1: y'all really gets see I'm so dumb. I've never really
Speaker 1: I don't really do the daddy thing. Y'all know, I
Speaker 1: talked nasty, I say, not for me. I talked nuts,
Speaker 1: you're in sex. But I realized, you know what to
Speaker 1: me is sexy the name, and I know this is
Speaker 1: very much Trace songs he's done. I love like, I
Speaker 1: just suck this nigger right, and I'm gonna say who
Speaker 1: it is. But every time he said Mandy, I called
Speaker 1: back his name. And maybe it's because now I know
Speaker 1: you're sucking other bitches and I'm sucking other niggas. So
Speaker 1: the fact that we even remember each other's names, it
Speaker 1: just like turns me on that you know my name
Speaker 1: because I just know you're talking say my name, because
Speaker 1: I have thought he was trying out and forget saying.
Speaker 1: I like to know that you know who you fucking know.
Speaker 1: So if that's not nuts, I like when a niggal
Speaker 1: be like Mandy, oh you know what they and then
Speaker 1: I say his name that I used to do that
Speaker 1: even like I like calling out a person's name because
Speaker 1: to me, even everybody got a nickname. But sometimes I
Speaker 1: wass forgetting these nigga's names. So I'll be thinking, damn
Speaker 1: to the baby, Yeah that whole baby, babe, you're not
Speaker 1: my baby. Actually we're not going together. You're not my nigga.
Speaker 1: A poppy during I will not say poppy nigga. I
Speaker 1: am not Latina. Tell you you'd like better. Nigga stopped me.
Speaker 1: I said that in the Brent fire and that if
Speaker 1: you I did where like and I don't know if
Speaker 1: I talked about that horrible and niggle really stopped. He's like,
Speaker 1: don't tell me poppy your names, man, it's weird depending
Speaker 1: on the person. I hated that. I don't like Bobby like,
Speaker 1: I'll stop. I'll stop a nigga niga from calling me mommy.
Speaker 1: They could say something else in Spanish and if you
Speaker 1: don't know what to say, and I don't want to
Speaker 1: Spanish one and two in high school, in college, nigga,
Speaker 1: if you don't know more than four sentences in Spanish,
Speaker 1: you can't call me mom said, and that that used
Speaker 1: to be a problem. You know you could do Dawn
Speaker 1: day aress no bid you you know if she used
Speaker 1: to live in the Bronx Niggas would love no English.
Speaker 1: Please don't be honest. I feel like mommy is like,
Speaker 1: so I don't take that, like bro, Mommy is no, no,
Speaker 1: no no, like m A M, I M A M.
Speaker 1: I is like niggas said that I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't really only uptown I'm now living. Maybe because I
Speaker 1: actually associate mommy like that with like New York niggas
Speaker 1: New York ship. I did, But it's because they all
Speaker 1: even when they like they go up the Dikemond or
Speaker 1: they could be calling I like that sha with not
Speaker 1: Haitian niggas. You've got one Haitian, Nick, calm down, that's
Speaker 1: not true. Multivation niggas, hospital diculization. I've talked to us
Speaker 1: some Haitian niggas. There's a lot of na podcast Okay, damn,
Speaker 1: that's a lot of niggas. Like I'm just saying, like
Speaker 1: if I'm just just said a lot of creole in
Speaker 1: her pussy, I didn't say they were in it. And
Speaker 1: it says some kreop slap what about slapping home, slapt
Speaker 1: your mama creole season. Okay, I love his Haitian, see
Speaker 1: what I mean? I had a nigga from New Orleans.
Speaker 1: But no, if they're a Haitian. The fact that you
Speaker 1: still sit on this pod months later, years later, in
Speaker 1: act like you don't know about Haitian spaghetti. You're dealing with.
Speaker 1: You're dealing with Haitian Americans. What they do the Haitian
Speaker 1: spaghetti the same island. They just they're just a divide,
Speaker 1: but it's the same island. How are you sucking all
Speaker 1: these Haitians and none of them niggas made you Haitian spaghetti?
Speaker 1: Why wouldn't nigga married me? That? It's good? That's my
Speaker 1: mama dated a Haitian. I got Haitian spaghetti growing up,
Speaker 1: and I said, can you make the Asian spaghetti? I
Speaker 1: liked it? Enjoy I've had a nigga made me that
Speaker 1: black rice. I don't know what it's called. You'll know
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about, Haitians, Negro Bennols. No, there's like
Speaker 1: a black right, it's a mushroom rice. It's like a mushroom.
Speaker 1: What's it called? Jan Jan? Because I actually look not
Speaker 1: not the Jean Jean whatever? Do Zozo and Geen Jean.
Speaker 1: That's what I want, introduced medeo, Mama, not the Jean Jean.
Speaker 1: Do give me some food? Oh yeah, does have fun? Guy?
Speaker 1: You know? Not whoa sorry fun guys? Now you're calling
Speaker 1: them dirty? That's so disc was like, how okay, let's
Speaker 1: get into the horrible decision. So a few weeks ago,
Speaker 1: we had the most full moon we've ever had. It
Speaker 1: was like, um, I think it was in forty years.
Speaker 1: You know, it was the closest proximity the moon was
Speaker 1: to the Earth. So they lying, Okay, it's why we
Speaker 1: haven't gone back to the moon. No, they don't know
Speaker 1: where the moon was. That's why we haven't gone back.
Speaker 1: I literally cool, let's how did you're bringing this up?
Speaker 1: That's why we haven't gone back. Somehow the scientists are
Speaker 1: saying they can't find the latitude and longitude of the Moon,
Speaker 1: which is why we've never gone back, which is why
Speaker 1: we only have this bullshit as video of them on
Speaker 1: the moon. It's false. So for them to say this
Speaker 1: was the closest that the moon has been to us
Speaker 1: if they knew where it was about, ben't hop on it.
Speaker 1: Are you trying to say the moon doesn't exist. I'm
Speaker 1: not saying the moon. I'm saying that they lied about
Speaker 1: going to the moon. Mrs g She all of the
Speaker 1: fucking lies from side and the moon is the one
Speaker 1: you argue about there the moon landing, bro, that was fake.
Speaker 1: It was at a studio in Hollywood. Where you at now, bitch?
Speaker 1: They lied? They lied? WTF and the NIGG put it down.
Speaker 1: Tell you why they went back? They went on the moon.
Speaker 1: I don't know, back in the sixties or something like that.
Speaker 1: There's video of this evidence. However, we are now in
Speaker 1: when did they walk in the moon? Give me that,
Speaker 1: give me that date? There we go, Okay, go ahead,
Speaker 1: she would know six She kept that as the too. Oh,
Speaker 1: I don't know, because they didn't really go. They gave
Speaker 1: us that date. They said, the videos edited, let's tell
Speaker 1: everyone we went there this day. But literally, you're saying
Speaker 1: that the moon was the closest to us. Scientists have
Speaker 1: literally come out and said, we never went back to
Speaker 1: the moon because we can't catch the latitude and longitude
Speaker 1: of the moon. And so for them to lie to
Speaker 1: you with your fucking moon and star's face as talk
Speaker 1: about the moon was the closest it's ever been. Why
Speaker 1: do we not go? Why do we not go? If
Speaker 1: they do what the moon was, the July full moon,
Speaker 1: also known as the Buck moon, was approximately the Buck moon.
Speaker 1: You said, approximately two thousand miles from Earth on Wednesday,
Speaker 1: That is nearly seventeen miles closer to Earth than it
Speaker 1: is on average. Go ahead and talk about how the
Speaker 1: moon was closer. So whenever the win to the moon,
Speaker 1: if it was closer, it was. And I don't really
Speaker 1: be doing that much full moon ship, but I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I ain't gonna lie. Quest Love sucked
Speaker 1: me up because this thing can be talking about Matt
Speaker 1: He talks about so much deep ship that I was like, man,
Speaker 1: like he's posted a lot of it, but like that
Speaker 1: nigger really lived that life. And he was talking about
Speaker 1: and he was like, Yo, this is what you gotta
Speaker 1: do this, how you gotta get your ship right. I
Speaker 1: was like all right, So basically wrote down to fifty
Speaker 1: things that I wanted to let go of and burned
Speaker 1: it under the full moon. And I also charged the
Speaker 1: moon water, just for a little fun, just for a
Speaker 1: little rout. What this moon water? It's like holy water.
Speaker 1: So I just got like where you just had a
Speaker 1: jar of water, and I put it under the full moon,
Speaker 1: and when the moon was going down, I picked the
Speaker 1: moon back up and like you're supposed to drink a
Speaker 1: little bit every day, or you can clean your crystals
Speaker 1: with it or whatever. Is this America? Is this like
Speaker 1: where we're at now, like I mean, I'll be wrong
Speaker 1: with you, Like I don't know like if it's fucking
Speaker 1: real or if it's not, or if it's fucking hilarious
Speaker 1: that I'm doing it. But to me, it's just like
Speaker 1: I kind of like rituals and I'm not gonna like
Speaker 1: pray to anything because that's not something that really feels
Speaker 1: like can we put you on the floor right here
Speaker 1: or me and I put my I'm gonna put my
Speaker 1: fingers under you like this. Do you know where I'm
Speaker 1: going with this? Levitate l is the feather stip of
Speaker 1: the board. Light is the feather stip of the board,
Speaker 1: and technically you should eyes. That's what they happened in
Speaker 1: the movie. I'm not a witch. That's what moon water
Speaker 1: and Crystals is. Witch ship. I'm not doing anything because
Speaker 1: you like rituals. It's giving colder witch. What else I
Speaker 1: think how ritual is praying to? So I'm just saying
Speaker 1: I don't and them is cold too, baby. I ain't
Speaker 1: saying they aren't. I'm just saying, like, I just wanted
Speaker 1: to do this for myself. I am right. I just
Speaker 1: talked about what I wanted. That's what I didn't want.
Speaker 1: But anyway. I bring that up because I feel like
Speaker 1: we talked about future fucking and basically, huh, I would
Speaker 1: never future Nevedavius, what Nevadius, whatever the name is real.
Speaker 1: I'm not saying. I'm not saying, okay, what I feel like,
Speaker 1: she's like, what you sucking about? Wait? Wait, wait, I
Speaker 1: don't tell you what I'm saying. Okay, As someone that
Speaker 1: likes dreads, who am I to say? I don't know
Speaker 1: who I can turn down, That's all I mean. There's
Speaker 1: like a lot of niggas in the world that's knowing that.
Speaker 1: You know, Julie has been in the public, how he's
Speaker 1: been as a baby father, how he I don't want
Speaker 1: to say, I'm just trying to be honest here, but
Speaker 1: how he looks without glasses. Have you seen him without
Speaker 1: the glasses? I still didn't you. But also like I
Speaker 1: don't know if back then he was accused he as now,
Speaker 1: but like he definitely got he gotta look. He got
Speaker 1: to look now because he got funny, just like Drake
Speaker 1: got ab You look better when you have money. That's
Speaker 1: why we came in ugly little to me, his his
Speaker 1: energy makes him know. I'm just saying, like if I
Speaker 1: was just out of a clubby how it at me? No,
Speaker 1: I don't know. But then also like edding ed and
Speaker 1: we saw your idea yesterday. You look you're making money now.
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is memory better when they make
Speaker 1: money too. Oh, I'm bringing that up on the bike, Yo.
Speaker 1: That didn't look like whole sway right now. He looked
Speaker 1: like he could be Julio. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1: He got a little line of ship Julio. Not wait,
Speaker 1: we gotta put the doe. Come on do Julio. No,
Speaker 1: but you look better. It's it's you're gonna making more money. Oh,
Speaker 1: you don't want to say I was giving Andrew Schultz
Speaker 1: he look like he's working hard and the sun every day,
Speaker 1: and I do. Look. Yes, you you were getting like
Speaker 1: you were fresh off of it. It looks like I
Speaker 1: don't want to say the word. It starts with the
Speaker 1: be the butt the boat. Why would you say it?
Speaker 1: Why would you say if we don't believe that, let's bleed,
Speaker 1: let get the TV show? You're right fresh off the boat. Hey,
Speaker 1: my daddy, fresh off the boat, just off the bet
Speaker 1: your own a green card. I ain't gonna hold you wait,
Speaker 1: it doesn't counter talking because technically it's like our own kind.
Speaker 1: It is our own guy. We all have parents that
Speaker 1: are fresh off the boat. I'm sure I have some
Speaker 1: Latino in me. You in you, that's bo true. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna love yeah, so uh running outline today you see
Speaker 1: is my phone charged. So the list of things to
Speaker 1: let go and then burn it. These are just my
Speaker 1: things that I had to let go of. And it
Speaker 1: wasn't like necessarily love, but one feeling unwanted in love.
Speaker 1: This to me is like a big one where like
Speaker 1: I think that people like hold a lot of the past,
Speaker 1: so they're anticipating that the next parton. They're like, nobody
Speaker 1: wants me x y Z. Like I even get in
Speaker 1: that mindset sometimes and I'm just like going through a
Speaker 1: break up or whatever. But that is something I burned
Speaker 1: because even though I don't feel it right now, I
Speaker 1: might feel it at some point. And I was like,
Speaker 1: I know that I've talked myself down a hill, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I think a lot of
Speaker 1: us have done that when we've had a really bad
Speaker 1: experience and we just can't help but feeling unwanted, and
Speaker 1: sometimes we make everything about us when it's not really
Speaker 1: you know, like I've learned that through therapy, feeling rejected,
Speaker 1: it's just a thing that we all experienced, and it's
Speaker 1: not always about you and making things about you. That
Speaker 1: self pity and self deprecation is like some ship that
Speaker 1: like I don't know if I'll ever get over. I
Speaker 1: hope I do, but it's probably my biggest what do
Speaker 1: you What do you want to get over? Just if
Speaker 1: I make things about me when there's problems, If I'm
Speaker 1: making things about me like oh it's my fault and
Speaker 1: blah blah blah blah blah things I can't control, then
Speaker 1: I started getting that I'm not this, I'm not x
Speaker 1: y Z, and maybe just feeling totally unworthy, Like I
Speaker 1: think the last time I did it that I can
Speaker 1: remember specifically was I had someone in my life that
Speaker 1: needed space and I was like, oh my god, they're
Speaker 1: not into me. Then I started comparing myself to someone
Speaker 1: else they dated, Oh I'm this, or maybe I'm not
Speaker 1: as attractive, or my body types not like this, or
Speaker 1: it's because I have a sex podcast. Like it's just
Speaker 1: everything that weighs on me and I have to remember that,
Speaker 1: like it's just one little thing that person said, stop
Speaker 1: making it about you, right, Like you have to sometimes
Speaker 1: live in their reality, like, okay, this since spends time
Speaker 1: with me, so they do like me. They're calling me
Speaker 1: to see me. But just like having space, it's okay
Speaker 1: and it's something natural. I've asked for it, So why
Speaker 1: am I now making this about me? But when I
Speaker 1: totally wrap my head around it being me, I just
Speaker 1: go like I can. I ask you though, because this
Speaker 1: was the issue of my last relationship. What does space
Speaker 1: look like to you? I think space means how many days,
Speaker 1: how many hours? What's the time frame when someone says
Speaker 1: I need space because maybe they're trying to figure out
Speaker 1: their thoughts right, And this is I broke up with
Speaker 1: this nigga because he said he needed space. I gave
Speaker 1: him two and a half days. Okay, now we're done.
Speaker 1: And I blocked him because to me it was too
Speaker 1: much space to where I was like, we don't did
Speaker 1: this now eight times we broke up and got together,
Speaker 1: I'd like I would like to talk through something. I
Speaker 1: would like for us to work through something. And so
Speaker 1: when someone tells you, yo, I need space, is there
Speaker 1: a time limit on how much space you give them?
Speaker 1: In a relationship. I'm not talking about a business. I'm
Speaker 1: not talking about a friendship. Because I've had friendships where
Speaker 1: there was so much space that was given. And now
Speaker 1: I see this friendship wasn't it wasn't work ship, and
Speaker 1: I'm good on it now and I actually just did
Speaker 1: that with my relationship. So when you're in a relationship
Speaker 1: with someone and someone does need their space, I know
Speaker 1: how you live right now. You don't live with someone,
Speaker 1: and you're on a bicoastal like schedule and you work
Speaker 1: a lot. So when someone genuinely need space, it's not
Speaker 1: like you're all up under them. How much space do
Speaker 1: you really grant somebody when they say face is like,
Speaker 1: for example, I've said that old day was dead to
Speaker 1: me and I'll never get back with that nigga, but
Speaker 1: dead to me is and I couldn't even speak to
Speaker 1: him right. I was like fun that. Now I let
Speaker 1: him watch Nina and we're we're cool. But my space
Speaker 1: from him after finding out that ship when he was
Speaker 1: with that fucking married forror, Maggie, what bro, you were
Speaker 1: getting real serious but then you had to shade. But
Speaker 1: that space was almost ninety days, it was almost three
Speaker 1: months months and he had emailed. He was texting me
Speaker 1: and we've had a lot of conversation since because I
Speaker 1: can't remember how we spoke again, but basically, um, he
Speaker 1: was like, oh, it was when he sent me the
Speaker 1: product collar, which is a damn shame. But I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I didn't want to rouse pick to
Speaker 1: come watch this thought. But he was like, yo, I
Speaker 1: didn't really understand, like you said you needed space. Before
Speaker 1: I thought you were coming back. I thought you were
Speaker 1: going to talk to me like you're like my friend.
Speaker 1: And I was like, yo, you felt like my family
Speaker 1: start couldn't be leave. You lied into x y Z.
Speaker 1: But he was like, I didn't know how much space
Speaker 1: you need. I didn't know how much space I need.
Speaker 1: When I said that, you got space to the point
Speaker 1: where you to me, you spaced yourself out of your relationship,
Speaker 1: which is why I'm asking you this because if you
Speaker 1: said it was three months, three months and really sitting
Speaker 1: with your thoughts by yourself. So I mean, he did
Speaker 1: something terrible to me. But there's another world where my
Speaker 1: space has been a week, um, and I think to
Speaker 1: two and a half days isn't enough. I think people
Speaker 1: want need a chance to miss you not not when
Speaker 1: we break up every month and a half and you'll
Speaker 1: heard it for the last year, you've got every month
Speaker 1: and a half. But also the thing too with almost right, like,
Speaker 1: it could be two things. It could be space from
Speaker 1: hanging out every day because we just had that couple
Speaker 1: last week and he was like, yeah, it's been two
Speaker 1: and a half weeks, you need to go home. It
Speaker 1: could be just not maybe talking like oh, like I
Speaker 1: think I had a situation where I was like, let's
Speaker 1: talk on Friday, and we had a date to look
Speaker 1: forward to. That's a good thing for someone that is
Speaker 1: scared to tell somebody they need space because that thing
Speaker 1: that you felt of when what like the let me
Speaker 1: be a little bit more um not so vague. When
Speaker 1: there's an issue that arises, when there's a disagreement, when
Speaker 1: you know one of the parties is upsets something else
Speaker 1: the other party did, what is the space for you
Speaker 1: to get your thoughts together? Because that's different from we
Speaker 1: have a date plan. We're doing what I was gonna say,
Speaker 1: because if there's an actual thing, yes, if it happens
Speaker 1: on Sunday, I'm gonna be like, yo, I'm really angry
Speaker 1: right now, and I need a table this ship. Let's
Speaker 1: talk and have dinner on Thursday. I probably won't want
Speaker 1: to talk to you, so then I want to hear
Speaker 1: from you. Don't pick on my story, not even sex messaging, No,
Speaker 1: because then a lot of like and I talk. I
Speaker 1: feel like we send good morning, good night text every day. Right,
Speaker 1: that's your relationship and you're and you're in your means
Speaker 1: of being upset. Your partner cannot hit you for three days, No,
Speaker 1: not even if there's a real morning and I need
Speaker 1: space for now. Obey didn't know how to respect my space,
Speaker 1: and he would still send me a good morning and
Speaker 1: good night things because he thinks I wanted it. But
Speaker 1: there were a lot of times where I kind of did,
Speaker 1: But there were other where were like, damn, he really
Speaker 1: won't fucking leave me alone. Like I would be out
Speaker 1: not thinking about the situation, feeling a little better and
Speaker 1: almost missing him, and then he would hit me up,
Speaker 1: and I'll be like, Damn, you just can't fucking do
Speaker 1: what I'm asking. You're violating my boundaries, Like my boundaries,
Speaker 1: don't hit me up. One of the problems with the
Speaker 1: hospital dick and eyes, Like he would tell me he
Speaker 1: needed space and he would kind talk to me when
Speaker 1: he's ready, and I was just so thirsty to fuck
Speaker 1: to be honest, because he just has the best dick
Speaker 1: ever that I would just be like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about aunt, send a song or some ship,
Speaker 1: and he'd be like, yo, like I'm thinking about you too,
Speaker 1: but like, fuck, now, you make me feel anxiety about
Speaker 1: responding when I actually wanted to a moment, and I
Speaker 1: nig is right. That was probably, um one of the
Speaker 1: worst things I've ever done to somebody is not listen
Speaker 1: to what they're asking. And I think men and women
Speaker 1: can't do that because with women their head spirals and
Speaker 1: with men they they're ego. They feel like they're gonna
Speaker 1: lose you. Like all old they thought is I was
Speaker 1: gonna go to the club and suck a dick. Damn,
Speaker 1: Like huh huh, what I might have suck a day.
Speaker 1: I mean, anyway, if you give me enough space, nigger,
Speaker 1: I'm letting the snapchat flow. Hey, I'm responding in everything
Speaker 1: like and that was my problem with the bright snapchat
Speaker 1: as you snapdown, I love it. I'm famous. Now I'm
Speaker 1: not sending nudes regular an I know that cheats on
Speaker 1: their girl used a snapchat n Okay, Well, anyway, let's
Speaker 1: get into the homemail. It's a short one and I
Speaker 1: think I don't know what to say home mail. Okay.
Speaker 1: I'm a straight woman for the most part, but I
Speaker 1: have this recurring dream about me fucking bitches, like over
Speaker 1: and over and over and over, and it's an every
Speaker 1: night type of thing, and it's low key confusing the
Speaker 1: absolute funk out of me. I'm reading it like the
Speaker 1: punctuation it's given, like last night, I had a dick.
Speaker 1: I was sucking this girl out a dick. I was
Speaker 1: sucking this girl. Yep, last night I had a dick.
Speaker 1: I was sucking this girl. Was so realistic it kept
Speaker 1: slipping out and everything. What do you guys think? It means, Um,
Speaker 1: that you listened to the spot too much and you
Speaker 1: want to peg somebody for one. No, no, no, but
Speaker 1: also women. No. But that's what she says, she got
Speaker 1: a dick. You could shrop a woman. Sorry, shout out
Speaker 1: to Jade. Um. I think that she has a desire
Speaker 1: to be with women, and I'm gonna say it like
Speaker 1: I it's it's a medina. I feel like she's fighting
Speaker 1: her gay and there's a lot of women that maybe
Speaker 1: someone that wouldn't want to be with women. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: to have a dream about women. And now you're confused
Speaker 1: while you're having all these thoughts about women, and maybe
Speaker 1: you've never been with a woman, maybe you're maybe you've
Speaker 1: been fighting this gay urge that you've had to be
Speaker 1: with women for a long time, and maybe you don't subconsciously.
Speaker 1: You'd be surprised how many people have heard gay is bad,
Speaker 1: lesbian is bad, monogamy is the way to go, man
Speaker 1: and woman. That's the way to not knowing how to
Speaker 1: navigate it. There might be in I mean, you don't
Speaker 1: give us enough backstory. It's kind of funny. Yours a
Speaker 1: too short, other people too long. I don't know, but
Speaker 1: I think some backstory they would have helped is like one,
Speaker 1: have you ever had an experience with a woman too?
Speaker 1: You have friends that are gay? Where the funk do
Speaker 1: you live? Can you explore? Do you have a job
Speaker 1: where you can't be or put yourself on apps or
Speaker 1: something like that? Like, honestly, when I was like ready
Speaker 1: to what do you call dabble in the what pool?
Speaker 1: Dabble in the lady pop that was in the lady pool,
Speaker 1: I would just go on absent swipe first because that
Speaker 1: was all I can handle, and then it got the messaging,
Speaker 1: and then finally I was able to go on a date.
Speaker 1: But I've only had in my life two teams where
Speaker 1: I've had sex with someone I didn't want to have
Speaker 1: sex with in the dream and like people, I'm talking
Speaker 1: people I wasn't attracted to, like forbidden ship. Like one
Speaker 1: of them was this ugly guy at work with And
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know where it came from,
Speaker 1: but anyone else I've ever had sex within a dream
Speaker 1: I wanted to fund subconsciously, so I know, for I
Speaker 1: feel like you've shared a dream about as fucking but
Speaker 1: carry on. Maybe that was the one of the two.
Speaker 1: I had a dream that we had sex. I think
Speaker 1: you shared it on the Pune. I could believe that
Speaker 1: maybe she'd be just horny and I just the wind
Speaker 1: blows and like, um, I had had a dream that
Speaker 1: had sex with someone who works here, and I was like,
Speaker 1: I can't tell you who it was. Issue, Like she
Speaker 1: can't say who she had a dream she fucked Randy
Speaker 1: an hr issue. But I remember when I had when Dave.
Speaker 1: I would actually think Wolf because Wolf was handsome, my
Speaker 1: first time and Wolf got the drugs. She said that
Speaker 1: because I looked like him, see what I mean. However,
Speaker 1: because it looked like him, that doesn't mean that's why
Speaker 1: she guessed that. You just said I love dreading. Well,
Speaker 1: there's like eight people that worked for WT, so I
Speaker 1: got dreads. Thank God. I've never had a dream about
Speaker 1: sucking Alex because I feel like I'd be so scared.
Speaker 1: I'm actually really tired of people like wanting to make
Speaker 1: us be together. It's actually really exhausting. Do you have
Speaker 1: any male friends in your life that people keep well,
Speaker 1: why'd you guys together? No? I mean it was a
Speaker 1: problem when, like, like when I first signed to the
Speaker 1: job but a network, everyone thought I was sucking Joe.
Speaker 1: I would never fun Joe, but everyone thought we were sucking. No,
Speaker 1: absolutely not had a boyfriend. People do that though. That
Speaker 1: was that was a weird one that people were like,
Speaker 1: you know, what's funny they think The reason that I've
Speaker 1: always pushed myself on mall is a joke is because
Speaker 1: I hang out with Rory so much and people always
Speaker 1: have said I'm sucking Rory. They'll fucking tag Sam and Shipp,
Speaker 1: who I'm cool with just weird. I think that actually
Speaker 1: is probably why my brain I'm over the top about Mall.
Speaker 1: So they just stopped. Well, I'm glad you brought that
Speaker 1: out because Mall is cool with niggas that I fuck. Actually,
Speaker 1: and so I Mal is just my friend, Like, oh no,
Speaker 1: he knows some of my work because they his friends.
Speaker 1: And it like was like, I don't want but because
Speaker 1: of the podcast space me hanging out with the niggas them,
Speaker 1: nigga's got jealous and I'm like, it's small, bro, I
Speaker 1: don't know. And also like I'm also very I'm not
Speaker 1: really conscious of how I make things look when I'm
Speaker 1: not sucking you. That makes sense, Like when I'm sucking someone,
Speaker 1: I'm like, you'll be flirting, bitch, you'd be looking, You'll
Speaker 1: be making it seem like you fuck everybody. I know.
Speaker 1: That's the funny part, because I don't if I'm not
Speaker 1: sucking you, what am I worried about? But like I
Speaker 1: think someone said to me one like, uh, because Alex
Speaker 1: will sleep on my couch when he comes to l A.
Speaker 1: I don't have a two I didn't have a two
Speaker 1: bedroom at the time, so I was like post him
Speaker 1: ship with Nina and are you sucking nigga, Like, how
Speaker 1: would I post him? I ain't gonna hold jo If
Speaker 1: y'all think I'm sucking nigga, go through my follows. No nigga,
Speaker 1: No nigga, I'm sucking right now? Do I follow now?
Speaker 1: Some of them I want to fuck, but I don't
Speaker 1: fuck yet. So y'all think one of these niggers I'm
Speaker 1: talking about, what do you want to fight? I told
Speaker 1: you all, and I'm following him. As soon as I
Speaker 1: fun that nigga, I'm following him. I said, literally, if
Speaker 1: y'all be on here, try that's a manifestation. I was
Speaker 1: gonna say that manifestation. You didn't even realize that's what manifesting.
Speaker 1: I gotta say following him. No, they're going, I'm a
Speaker 1: just mutile girl. We all talking about what you mean?
Speaker 1: I won't I won that little West Coast nigga, But
Speaker 1: I don't even think. I bet you don gonna wear
Speaker 1: a converse. But but the nigga, the niggas that I fucked,
Speaker 1: don't follow them at all. So there's a little tip
Speaker 1: for you, mother that I first off, some of them
Speaker 1: can blocked me and then we went back so and
Speaker 1: they just never unblocked me. Nigga's block. I'm blocked because
Speaker 1: I'll be talking crazy to these niggas. These niggas, but
Speaker 1: this pussy is so good. They come back like literally,
Speaker 1: niggas will be like, so you're gonna put me on
Speaker 1: your podcast again, nigga, are you gonna you want me
Speaker 1: to suck your dick or not? Like literally, you may
Speaker 1: or may not be brought up, but at the end
Speaker 1: of the day, do you mind being brought up on
Speaker 1: the podcast or do you want that dick suck? How
Speaker 1: do they know we're talking? Like I know, these niggas
Speaker 1: ain't listening to thing. We don't even say biting it.
Speaker 1: You're a sucking mo ho. Well, I mean this moment,
Speaker 1: we don't say names, but that's why I said it.
Speaker 1: And you you you saw me on the Live Nigga.
Speaker 1: I'm about to start coming up. My group of niggas
Speaker 1: moving from this point forward will be called the Boys. No,
Speaker 1: not from the Hulu movie. I'm coming up with superhero
Speaker 1: names for all the niggas I UK and I'm not
Speaker 1: telling you all the truth, Okay, So I'm super excited.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna come up with different like careers that they
Speaker 1: haven't all that ship. I'm gonna throw you all, bitches
Speaker 1: all I'm gonna give you all just a superpowers. That's
Speaker 1: gonna be the next phase of this pod instead of
Speaker 1: saying like what they do or what they look like
Speaker 1: and all that ship because about to have superhero names.
Speaker 1: I'm excited speaking of fake jobs. Before we get out
Speaker 1: of here, Lambo was like, I can't leave you told
Speaker 1: it's just on a dope dealer. I was like, but you,
Speaker 1: I mean, so I didn't get like I end up
Speaker 1: dabbling music, but like, I feel so bad, but like
Speaker 1: you know, every drug deal I got a front whatever. Brother, Like, fuck,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I didn't session. Sorry, you made a bat
Speaker 1: and now suddenly you're fucking a beat? Made one beat? Okay?
Speaker 1: Did it? Did he get landed? Oh? Who? And he
Speaker 1: did it with more than one b B. Thank you
Speaker 1: so much for watching horrible Decisions. Before we get out
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Speaker 1: amazing gang bang. But and there we go. Well, guys
Speaker 1: will leave you with a five minute bones slip from
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Speaker 1: horrible decisions. Any of y'all used around wrap, any of
Speaker 1: y'all use anything else as a con them without having
Speaker 1: a condom. I'm just curious, what do you want to
Speaker 1: talk about? Jail, Mandy? Actually, that's everywhere everyone's head is.
Speaker 1: It's giving to do that. It's more fun. Let's not
Speaker 1: give our jail tips, just in case you go I
Speaker 1: I don't want no jail to mine. Is go on
Speaker 1: a full stomach because you're not gonna wanna eat that ship. Bro. Okay,
Speaker 1: anybody else got one, Bro, We're not doing this. We're
Speaker 1: not doing jail tips because I'm not going to jail. Bro.
Speaker 1: I was defending myself. I was I was defended my
Speaker 1: friend and me mm hmm, and was sucked up about it.
Speaker 1: Is the first thing I'm gonna say is I paid
Speaker 1: my full tab and tip timbo V. I'm gonna say
Speaker 1: I paid my whole fucking bill, bitch, so I don't
Speaker 1: even know why the funk I'm here, Ship, damn you
Speaker 1: hold on, watch your tone with the judge. Good point,
Speaker 1: good one. I'm gonna watch my phone. I'm gonna go
Speaker 1: in there, be really, really nice they come over because
Speaker 1: the judge might try Yo, what nigga quick, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go in with a full belly, no liquor. I won't
Speaker 1: drink that morning, Mandy. Don't even go have a nice
Speaker 1: meal and have one cocktail because you don't know how
Speaker 1: to shut the funk up when you're drunk. Bro. First off,
Speaker 1: I don't be drunk off one cocktail, bitch, I does this? Kay? Hello, Okay,
Speaker 1: so you know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna drink
Speaker 1: green tea that morning. Green tea always like make you
Speaker 1: calm and ship. That's what they always give you, Like
Speaker 1: some green tea. I'm gonna say, some green tea, and
Speaker 1: I'm gonna work. I'm making my voice higher so it's
Speaker 1: not so ratspy and dog. The bending is crazy. If
Speaker 1: you fucking get let's just say they like you want
Speaker 1: to keep you like. I'll stop putting this into the universe.
Speaker 1: I am the dude. They made me cough and spread
Speaker 1: my own pluss the whole bit and going to be
Speaker 1: thrown out. And that's what it's gonna be. Everything else, y'all.
Speaker 1: Niglas to saying it's for the birds, and I damn
Speaker 1: never had to get pregnant for content. And you can't
Speaker 1: just go to jail for two days, no, bitch, I
Speaker 1: got work to do. How I'm going to places for
Speaker 1: research purposes. I just went and saw Burnlesque. I'm about
Speaker 1: to go to Times Square and see one of the
Speaker 1: peak shows. I am going bitch throughout the pandemic. I
Speaker 1: was at the sex club every two week. Fuck you, bitch,
Speaker 1: that's content for the motherfucker podcast. That's what you need
Speaker 1: to go to jail for. Bitch. What they didn't even
Speaker 1: make a back seeing people. There were fifteen people they
Speaker 1: followed state when Mandy was at the sex club five
Speaker 1: there was still Viagra's fucking brand. Okay, like we didn't
Speaker 1: know what the fun was going on. Well any who,
Speaker 1: y'all it is now. You ain't get pregnant for us
Speaker 1: fresh ofall, bitch, I'm definitely not preging meat that Niga
Speaker 1: told me today though she said, Oh my god, what
Speaker 1: the fuck is wrong with Barry? I'm over Berry. Berry
Speaker 1: is in another screen. I can't even see Barry. They gone, oh,
Speaker 1: he got your mug shot up with Oh way, never mind,
Speaker 1: he's in the corner. I see that little You know what, Barry, Marry,
Speaker 1: We're not gonna do this no more. We're just not.
Speaker 1: Um sank the honor a whole lot. Good tip um.
Speaker 1: You know, I got a trouble in jail because I
Speaker 1: kept saying Mr. The officer, Mr. The Officer to come
Speaker 1: over and tell me, uh, you see these blue stripes
Speaker 1: on my arm, I am sergeant. I was like you think,
Speaker 1: I say, I don't go to jail. I don't know
Speaker 1: the difference between an officer and a sergeant and a lieutenant.
Speaker 1: They can be called the doctor nurse. That's what she did.
Speaker 1: You know what's crazy is I was gonna let me
Speaker 1: mute everybody. We got people in here. Hold on, was
Speaker 1: getting cut. I mute yourself. Uh wheezy. This was our
Speaker 1: first time. By the way, we have almost two hundred
Speaker 1: people in the room with us for this town hall,
Speaker 1: so thank all of you for tuning in for the
Speaker 1: first time. Hopefully not the last time. Thank you that
Speaker 1: fucking zoom because they anyway. By the way, for those
Speaker 1: of you who just jumped in, UM, I apologized like
Speaker 1: we didn't add on, and I guess I just didn't attach.
Speaker 1: So now we're good and we should be good from
Speaker 1: here on out. Um Oh, I do have an update.
Speaker 1: I have to get my blood checked before LiPo and
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys know about my I
Speaker 1: know you know I'm allergy days, but I have a
Speaker 1: serious fear of, like, um getting an ivy, like the
Speaker 1: blue tape, the whole thing whatever. Um. I reacted so
Speaker 1: badly to trying to get my blood taken that I
Speaker 1: was like, yo, like it was. It was really intense.
Speaker 1: It was bad, like I was shaking. The guy I
Speaker 1: told me to come back in a week and get zanex,
Speaker 1: like literally come on his zan X. He was like,
Speaker 1: you're bugging out. And I was getting so scared and
Speaker 1: freaking myself out so much that I felt like I'm
Speaker 1: not ready for it to be next Friday, So I
Speaker 1: pushed the date a little bit. You ship up, Yeah,
Speaker 1: right now, it's like end of March. Hopefully Sex Cells
Speaker 1: Season two doesn't film around then. But I was like
Speaker 1: bugging the funk out, bro. Like my reaction was so
Speaker 1: crazy that, like I just I was hYP prevent I
Speaker 1: couldn't even drive myself. Not too about the film Sex
Speaker 1: Cells in a fat hobbit, Carol, That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like I'm pissed because I thought I was gonna be
Speaker 1: spe