WEBVTT - Ep 278: Just let it go heaux

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<v Speaker 1>I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision.

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<v Speaker 1>Does anybody wants some of the coffee? Because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need anymore? What's your coffee? Um? Tried tea lot with

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<v Speaker 1>with almond milk. Used to be oat milk, but the

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<v Speaker 1>best coffee order. I don't know if you've ever had

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<v Speaker 1>this brown sugar shaking espresso with oat milk. But I

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<v Speaker 1>ordered breakfast with an extra shot of expresso? Say why

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<v Speaker 1>don't we say express though? Is it getting? Is what espresso?

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<v Speaker 1>Who said that? Italians? Because I've also been there, I've been.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't been. I ain't gonn hold no. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that's someone that likes food. But but see now

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<v Speaker 1>I can't eat all them carbs, so I should have

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<v Speaker 1>went when I was a fat bitch. I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be able to eat all that pasta and stuff like.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally don't like carbs. I now have to go

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<v Speaker 1>back to Asia because I like raw food. I need

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<v Speaker 1>all the raw ship. Give me all the raw ship,

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<v Speaker 1>raw dick and all. Not really, but just saying, don't

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<v Speaker 1>do that angle yours like it's like a penis. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>do you ain't getting that? But oh yeah, we should

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<v Speaker 1>definitely podcasts. It's called Horrible Decisions. And we like to

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<v Speaker 1>eat and drink coffee. I I can't believe we have

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<v Speaker 1>the same coffee. Um order, are you really surprised? I

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<v Speaker 1>am surprised because we don't have but now a coffee

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<v Speaker 1>orders that. But also I say expresso. It's not fuck them,

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<v Speaker 1>they made it. It's not like I'm that bad where

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<v Speaker 1>I'm out here saying, you know what it's giving. It's giving.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't need to call it um oxtail, don't I

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<v Speaker 1>hate an s on the end oxtails. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying you sound like that, complaining about out

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<v Speaker 1>of here English, saying it like an English word, and

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<v Speaker 1>which we say espresso the same way. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what country it originated from. Bitch. I just started watching

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<v Speaker 1>college on b et. Bitch. Why why do all of

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<v Speaker 1>us our community, why don't we say ambulance? We don't know?

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<v Speaker 1>You have to watch College lamb et. It Literally everyone

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<v Speaker 1>that is on there from fucking India, Love Slim Thug,

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<v Speaker 1>Ninie Leaks. Everybody was like because fucking Safty Dash was

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<v Speaker 1>so extra and it was like, yeah, man, the ambulance came.

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<v Speaker 1>Ambulance everybody in green screen said ambulance. Okay, see this,

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<v Speaker 1>I do think country niggas say things differently. Okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to think if anyone is from the West Coast,

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<v Speaker 1>because like ambulance, Like, think you just said it? How

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<v Speaker 1>you say now? I say ambulance. I'm a nigga. But

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<v Speaker 1>I also like when they were saying that, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think this was right, but everyone is able

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<v Speaker 1>to say pillow. You don't you just said it right though,

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like, you know how to say it,

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<v Speaker 1>you just choose to say it wrong. Can I speaking

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<v Speaker 1>to be an nigga? Let me tell you guys something

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<v Speaker 1>that I got really fucking judged for. So I recently

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<v Speaker 1>moved into a new place in l A And it's

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<v Speaker 1>a house. And I only moved into a house because

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<v Speaker 1>I really want to buy a house. And my homegirl Liz,

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<v Speaker 1>was like, you have to live in it first to

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<v Speaker 1>experience it. A few things about living in a house.

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<v Speaker 1>One I wanted a backyard so I could write people

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<v Speaker 1>over and kick it. I wanted a front porch because

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to like smoke and talk to it about

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<v Speaker 1>people as they walk. And also like I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 1>tired of living in like a building whatever. Living in

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<v Speaker 1>the house is terrifying because you're so close to like

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<v Speaker 1>the street, and I grew up in a house. But

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<v Speaker 1>for some reason, living as a single woman, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>holy shit, I got a gun within forty eight hours

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<v Speaker 1>of being in the house. I was like, I cannot.

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<v Speaker 1>My mom was like, please, don't get a gun because

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<v Speaker 1>it's gonna be illegal. D DA. I was like, do

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<v Speaker 1>you want me, dad, or now you want California is

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<v Speaker 1>not illegal, I know, but I didn't have enough time,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's illegal. You're telling the world you got an

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<v Speaker 1>illegal gun. Bitch, I'm telling the world. I'll shoot you

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<v Speaker 1>if you run up in my ship. Be telling on

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<v Speaker 1>myself here allegedly, can we ad a lily? Allegedly, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sucking strapped? I got mad. Did you go purchase it from?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have a friend that just sold you that gun?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna talk about but you have someone that just

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<v Speaker 1>knew where to get you guns? I mean, honestly, the

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<v Speaker 1>guns probably legal. So I watched so real quick. I

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<v Speaker 1>do watch enough shows you have to scratch off the

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<v Speaker 1>no man. So I'm working on getting the license or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But like I was just like, yeah, I need to

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<v Speaker 1>get the license after you after purchase. I needn't get

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<v Speaker 1>my own kind of gun. I just was like, I

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<v Speaker 1>called this nig need to be trapping, Like I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna hold you. You You got the person on the You

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<v Speaker 1>gotta scrutch that ship off, bro, because what if there's

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<v Speaker 1>a body on that. But I'm gonna be real with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought about Colin Lambo, but you know, he don't

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<v Speaker 1>live in l anymore, and I didn't want him to

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<v Speaker 1>bring one of his niggles over there because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>wanta have to fuck up. But anyway, that's not okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Well then you technically could have got it for free.

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<v Speaker 1>You could have got a gun for free if you

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<v Speaker 1>fuck him, right, man, he could get three guns. That's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>They just be sucking dick are weed all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you could. I didn't have to funk him

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<v Speaker 1>because his friends are fine. And then you in the

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<v Speaker 1>house and you feel like you wouldn't want his friends

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<v Speaker 1>for a free gun. Our guts expensive nowadays. By the way,

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<v Speaker 1>let's start off this episode with a you know we

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<v Speaker 1>are not for the n r A and uh no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>not control. I'm just talking about like run up in

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<v Speaker 1>my ship, you get shot. But anyway, so I got

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<v Speaker 1>whatever this is in the house. I forgot where I

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<v Speaker 1>was going. Oh yeah, everybody had been coming over helping

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<v Speaker 1>me with ship. Dang the aar and it came to

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<v Speaker 1>hang shape. My mom flew in to help me with ship.

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<v Speaker 1>And for some reason everybody wanted to judge my welcome matt,

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<v Speaker 1>which is watermelons, and what you bought that on purpose? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>You bought a oh a floor mat for the entrance

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<v Speaker 1>of your house and it's watermelons, So welcome match because

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't say welcome, No, it just has watersons. So wait,

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<v Speaker 1>my homeboy not ring the doorbell, shot out of pre

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<v Speaker 1>excited about the verse, did not raise the doorbell. He

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<v Speaker 1>came to my house and saw this ship. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>because that watermelons, a you're welcome? I said yeah. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>when you ring the doorbell, does it also say love

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<v Speaker 1>that chicken from pop Eyes? What's crazy about me? I

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<v Speaker 1>have the most niggerish like, Well, they took it out

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<v Speaker 1>of it. Mine st bitch don't wear no shoes in

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<v Speaker 1>the house. So that was out front of my door

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<v Speaker 1>for weeks. I think the neighbors didn't like it. The

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<v Speaker 1>buildings said that it wasn't allowed to do had the

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<v Speaker 1>one I was in the bronx bitch, I'll paid a

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<v Speaker 1>ray here. The building of the neighbors said I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>have that map for whatever, maybe because bitch was on

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<v Speaker 1>its children. I mean, your friend, what the fun? I

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<v Speaker 1>use colorful language. What's the fucking problem? Literally? Who are you?

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<v Speaker 1>I really appreciate you. Shout out to all the parents

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<v Speaker 1>that like don't like censer around their kids. Like I've

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<v Speaker 1>been to lunch with a few friends in the last

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<v Speaker 1>few new kids start cussing. It's like my homegirl says

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<v Speaker 1>all the time, and I'll never forget it. I was

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<v Speaker 1>saying with her my mom and I kept saying, fucking

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<v Speaker 1>I excuse myself. She was like, you're an adult. She's

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<v Speaker 1>a child. That's not where she don't even worry about it. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, I say that all the time. Bitch, I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't pushed no kid on my coach. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about is like I won't get super vulgar about sex.

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<v Speaker 1>I will. I was at fun spot like goddamn, I

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<v Speaker 1>love some sucking, big old dick right in front of kids,

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<v Speaker 1>and my mom was like, oh, my god, and then

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<v Speaker 1>she had a shot and then she stopped telling me that. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was a fun spot in Orleans. Watermelon Matt

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<v Speaker 1>is getta. That's not ghetto saying. I like to dick

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<v Speaker 1>fuck them kids. First off, it was the middle of

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<v Speaker 1>the week. I said, why are you on it in school?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like watermelon? Watermelon? Yo, don't test my black No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not testing. First of all, that's not that's the

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<v Speaker 1>testing of no. Because he said, you love watermelon that

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<v Speaker 1>enough to have it as a fruit, and you're welcome.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually just said watermelon is actually tastes like water,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's they put the tagent on it and then

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<v Speaker 1>and then as good as fun. They can't saying that

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta plip season an old watermelon. No, no no season,

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<v Speaker 1>and you can do a watermelon diet. I'm gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>real with you all. I'm sorry of this triggering somebody.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm on my Lorie Harvey right now. I'm on some

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<v Speaker 1>serious diet culture and I know I'm drinking this that's

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<v Speaker 1>not very um diet of you. And it's calories, water

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<v Speaker 1>with some and almond milk, a lot of carps. You

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<v Speaker 1>could suck my day. They don't have watermelon with it.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait almonds. Almonds are carps. Yeah it's better. Yeah, Oh wait, wait,

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<v Speaker 1>let me go back to the house. So being in

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking house is so scary, bro, Like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>don't get me wrong. I've got the cameras, I've got

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<v Speaker 1>the security centers when you walk outside, nigga, I had

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<v Speaker 1>a six lan flight, so had to leave it for

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<v Speaker 1>you out outside, Like, I'll start to tell me bark,

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<v Speaker 1>it was something going down. So I just kept getting

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<v Speaker 1>louder and louder in case somebody was out there to

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<v Speaker 1>kill me. I was like, yes, babe, I'll be right back. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm outside. Are you coming to I was, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just making it up. Bro. It's so dark,

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<v Speaker 1>and I live in a really busy area. I live

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<v Speaker 1>in West Hollywood. I was still fucking scared. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what it is, but there's a weird thing about

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<v Speaker 1>l A to me for some reason, that feels so

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<v Speaker 1>much more empty and scary in New York because niggas

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<v Speaker 1>gets shot and they rob houses out there. Even in

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<v Speaker 1>calabata I don't like niggas. Like celebrities, are you saying

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<v Speaker 1>like New York has a heavy crime, a big crime

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<v Speaker 1>rate too, right, But I don't never be scared. It's weird.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel more safe in New York then when I

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<v Speaker 1>go to fucking Atlanta because Nigga we here, y'all, Nigga's

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<v Speaker 1>both Now they're checking your social media. Look up the

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<v Speaker 1>new gun laws. They're allowing now people to get guns

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, which is not gonna make me a

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<v Speaker 1>little scarier, but here to know that, like Nigga's cake

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<v Speaker 1>really carried that ship, I'd be good I here. When

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be in Atlanta and my friends be yelling at cards,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be like, stop, they'll shoot us. Like I'd be

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<v Speaker 1>so scared in Georgia. I just feel like niggas just

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<v Speaker 1>gonna run up so your car while you pump gas.

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<v Speaker 1>All my friends got their windows broken into, and all

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<v Speaker 1>of them. I have multiple friends who have had cars stolen.

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<v Speaker 1>My friend, one of my friends cars, she had a

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<v Speaker 1>range over. It got stolen at the gas pump she

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<v Speaker 1>was pumping her gas. They hopped in the car and

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<v Speaker 1>drove off with her fucking ship. Literally, they're busting windows

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<v Speaker 1>in Atlanta. Atlanta is a scary fucking place. They literally

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<v Speaker 1>just actually put something in the city of Atlanta. If

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<v Speaker 1>a business has two violent crimes within a two year

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<v Speaker 1>time span, the city can set a curfew. It's the business.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean a business? So like say, now,

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<v Speaker 1>how you know certain clubs, like we used to go outside,

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<v Speaker 1>We used to because I don't be in clubs somewhere.

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<v Speaker 1>But say you go to a club and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>motherfucker's be fighting or shooting and it has like a

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<v Speaker 1>history of that in in Atlanta, Georgia. If you have

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<v Speaker 1>two violent crimes, the city can put a curfew in

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<v Speaker 1>your business or shut you down like it was gonna

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<v Speaker 1>have one when when when it was sitting outside that

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<v Speaker 1>damn always I said, what's my head? Oh yeah, like yeah, dude, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>could I just make y'all go ahead, make us laugh

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<v Speaker 1>because this is really funny to me. Make a laugh

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<v Speaker 1>and you love being Betty, I don't care. H I

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<v Speaker 1>want to say a few things that need to preface

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<v Speaker 1>why this is hilarious, hilarious to me, this whole situation

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<v Speaker 1>when WTF came about a year and a half ago.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the main reasons this studio is built the

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<v Speaker 1>way it is, And I said it even yesterday to

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<v Speaker 1>you yeomy as a photographer in here. When we used

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<v Speaker 1>to record horrible decisions, we used to use different spaces

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<v Speaker 1>and have to bring in camera men, bring in a

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<v Speaker 1>photographer because that was the level of attention that a

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<v Speaker 1>show like this needed, and I believe all shows need

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of attention. So it was like, why not

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<v Speaker 1>build not just the podcast that let the cameras to

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<v Speaker 1>go with it, because it's fucking needed and funny enough,

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<v Speaker 1>like now some of those studios are doing the same

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<v Speaker 1>thing and bringing cameras because it makes sense. People want video,

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<v Speaker 1>so that is something that we offer that is actually

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<v Speaker 1>a tier of how engineers get paid, like to break

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<v Speaker 1>another level, right because we make more money, so they

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<v Speaker 1>make more money. When you had on video, This is

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<v Speaker 1>not an event right space, This is not an Airbnb.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't rent it by the hour without someone being present.

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<v Speaker 1>So why the funk would you leave a Google review

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<v Speaker 1>and tell me, oh wait, they lets Google reviews. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know that they said that this was for a

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<v Speaker 1>beginner podcaster Google review per real Swear to god, Mandy,

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<v Speaker 1>this was last week when I was son, Alex was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>let no, they're bad about me not letting them bring

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<v Speaker 1>their cameras in also berated me about not bringing their

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<v Speaker 1>cameras in, like basically saying why why why, And I'm like, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>this is not how our business models run go somewhere

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't know what to say. I mean not

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<v Speaker 1>even made the point about how engineers make more money.

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<v Speaker 1>And then also a lot of the reason it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like the camera quality, because these cameras are of

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<v Speaker 1>a certain quality. So it's like what if the clips

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<v Speaker 1>aren't a certain way or whatever, like it just didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want it. Also like you have to move our ship around?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you going to replace? No, so like stop, just

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<v Speaker 1>let me run my ship the way it is, or

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have to come. It's a fucking ad on.

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<v Speaker 1>They also made mention that we can't add an intro

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<v Speaker 1>or outro sound. Do you really think a fucking studio

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<v Speaker 1>of this caliber can't do that? It's a fucking add on.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want to spend the money to add on cameras, fine,

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<v Speaker 1>but don't break me and talk about how my it

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<v Speaker 1>ain't ship and it's for beginners because I won't let

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<v Speaker 1>you bring your cameras in because I'll tell you what

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<v Speaker 1>a beginner is, someone that needs to build their ship

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<v Speaker 1>from the ground up. You know why people fucking invest

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<v Speaker 1>in doing this because they don't have the fucking time

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<v Speaker 1>because they're not a fucking beginner. I bet you can't

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<v Speaker 1>do that again. What, Yeah, that's hard. I like, really

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<v Speaker 1>don't appreciate people like trying to tell me how to

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<v Speaker 1>run my ship and then we'll, like, I understand a

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<v Speaker 1>fair review. If you had a poor experience or someone

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<v Speaker 1>treated you badly here, or someone sucked your ship up,

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<v Speaker 1>that makes sense for a bad review. Don't tell me

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<v Speaker 1>because I won't let you bring in cameras. That's a problem.

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<v Speaker 1>How many times have we had to tell people know

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<v Speaker 1>a lot and guess what, don't come back or book

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<v Speaker 1>the cameras here. That's the way it fucking works. This

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<v Speaker 1>is not one of those places where cameras aren't available.

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<v Speaker 1>So sorry, if it ain't mine, is it? And I

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<v Speaker 1>cannot fucking believe these niggas said that was for beginners.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, no, it's not what it is. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what you mean. I mean, we still book up

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<v Speaker 1>so fun are you talking about right after this and

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<v Speaker 1>the one after this and the one after this in

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<v Speaker 1>the two rooms that we got here in the Lake,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you. So Now, if there was an empty room

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<v Speaker 1>where you can bring your equipment in, I believe you

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<v Speaker 1>can find that on splay, Sir, you can go to

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<v Speaker 1>another podcast studio the way they're fucking be empty for you.

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<v Speaker 1>But why it's not a podcast studio otherwise it's an

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<v Speaker 1>arab and B to me. So no, you knew what

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<v Speaker 1>it was. Don't do me like that. And that ship

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<v Speaker 1>had me fucking living. I mean, realistically, that's something that

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<v Speaker 1>both of y'all have to exhibit in having studios, in

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<v Speaker 1>the sense of like you know, like you know that

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<v Speaker 1>this is the place that someone can see you one

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<v Speaker 1>day somewhere at some time. Oh yeah, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>let's all be professionally here and just be cool. It's

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<v Speaker 1>so crazy. That's that's why I'm too. Like I have

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<v Speaker 1>the gate that comes down, I have cameras in all

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<v Speaker 1>the rooms, but like my name is on the door,

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<v Speaker 1>like w t F. Everyone knows what this is and

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<v Speaker 1>it's weird, Like yeah, my friends are like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not have security. No, Like it's weird because I

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<v Speaker 1>still don't feel like we're that level of celebrity where

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<v Speaker 1>we need. I mean, we are, definitely, but not to needing,

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<v Speaker 1>like not to needing like security when I go out

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<v Speaker 1>to eat and ship like like my friends be so shocked,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'd just be like, yeah, it's not gonna hop

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<v Speaker 1>on the train. Work like they're like you are people working?

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<v Speaker 1>Bug out about me taking this stepway and judge me

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<v Speaker 1>taking the train from girl my homegirl was like, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to go to the studio right now, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, yeah, I'm gonna hop on the train.

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<v Speaker 1>She said without a mask. But also why aren't you

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<v Speaker 1>taking her car? I'm like, bitch, because I could just

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<v Speaker 1>hop on the l and go straight there. Like she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're hopping on the train. I'm like yeah, like literally

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<v Speaker 1>just kids on the train like eight years ago. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like a really before I had a podcast, and

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<v Speaker 1>I remember thinking he was crazy, like you're no, this

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<v Speaker 1>is but it's real, Like we're fucking real people. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I want to speak to people. If they say hi

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<v Speaker 1>to me on the train, that's cool. But also like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like the biggest thing I'm I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>the JFK experience. Recently, this girl was judging me, Mandy,

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<v Speaker 1>she I can't believe you ain't take an uber from

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<v Speaker 1>the airport. I was like, bro, I'm right off the jet,

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<v Speaker 1>Like what do you mean, Like, what's the fucking big deal?

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<v Speaker 1>And honestly, sometimes it's quicker, you know, it would be

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<v Speaker 1>way quicker. I mean not only cut off six minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>but I saved thirty two dollars. Don't thirty dollars to

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<v Speaker 1>get to JFK. No, no, no, I'm talking about coming

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<v Speaker 1>here from my studio like the time. That's what I'm saying. Nigga,

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<v Speaker 1>we normal but not I mean, I don't know, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like I I say that to say too, like just

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<v Speaker 1>with women, like I feel like we're all happy to

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<v Speaker 1>be back outside again and just kind of like feeling free.

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<v Speaker 1>But like, fuck that niggas is hungry out here and crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to get into for this episode. I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to do some manifestation ship anything that you want for

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<v Speaker 1>your dick, dating love life. This maybe before the summer end.

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<v Speaker 1>It's crazy. We talked about this an episode or two ago.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not managing manifesting anything with men right now. No, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>not love, not dick, not niggas. Like the just the

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<v Speaker 1>excitement of like my studio is like really exciting like

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<v Speaker 1>my first guest literally just got done having an interview

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<v Speaker 1>with Neo. Neo is great, by the way, if you

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<v Speaker 1>have a yet self explanatory out, now get it. It's amazing. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And just spending time with my friends, Like I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to Vegas. We're gonna do the Usher Residency. I'm making.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I'm so excited about that, especially after this fucking MPR.

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<v Speaker 1>How much for this? Oh wish? They're all over like

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<v Speaker 1>and U t n W me can't get it? Been

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<v Speaker 1>asking don't work as you said. No one's getting comps

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<v Speaker 1>for me. Um, they are, depending on where we decide

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<v Speaker 1>to sit. They're all over two hundred seven. We're going

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<v Speaker 1>on like a Wednesday night. Oh I looked at the weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, no, no no, no, we're going on Wednesday. My

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<v Speaker 1>friend is gonna be there for um a conference for

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<v Speaker 1>her for our company. So she's there literally Sunday to Thursday.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're doing all the off day for Usher and

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<v Speaker 1>the perfect date night. And see I'm like, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>Adriana and Crystal and I'm like, bitch already, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>went with my mom and I had mad We're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>go out to dinner, so to me, like again, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>have listened to this spot for the last two years

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<v Speaker 1>now with my with my ex, it was so emotionally

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<v Speaker 1>draining that now, like there's a bit of excitement in

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<v Speaker 1>the freedom I have right now. Like there was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of conversations regarding check in, um, just letting someone

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<v Speaker 1>know where I was at, letting someone know about my

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<v Speaker 1>day like that, I realized, like was another job. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm like, I'm good right now, Like I'm working,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm exciting. I have like different employees coming in. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just like excited about what the rest of the

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<v Speaker 1>six months looks like. Like we have this month, we

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<v Speaker 1>have Black Effect Podcast Festival, we have the Envisioned Festival.

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<v Speaker 1>We are about to go back on tour. Um, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>starting to do a little pop ups with like to

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<v Speaker 1>just have done the BT Awards. My chauffeur and TV

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<v Speaker 1>is dropping. I don't care about these niggas, And to

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<v Speaker 1>be fair, I got to a my old niggas back

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<v Speaker 1>in the tuck. Whatever I need niggas, they pull it

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<v Speaker 1>up and then one was actually like he's spontaneous, this

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<v Speaker 1>my nigga that I couldn't really watch basketball with my

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<v Speaker 1>ex wit. He's still on my fucking phone. Hey like,

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<v Speaker 1>come here tomorrow. I'm not gonna say where he lives.

0:20:16.920 --> 0:20:19.120
<v Speaker 1>He's like, come here tomorrow. I'm like, yeah, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>I interview, ne know, I can come next week. So

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<v Speaker 1>there's even still like I don't even I can't even

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<v Speaker 1>fucking travel and be a home. So to me, there's

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<v Speaker 1>no manifesting right now love relationship Dick. I did that

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<v Speaker 1>and I got it and it was great. I just

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<v Speaker 1>I just kind of want to live right now. While

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<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you my dating manifestations are not necessarily a

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<v Speaker 1>person rather than situations. I've been by Coastal for almost

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<v Speaker 1>a year now and then ship is mad fun. But

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<v Speaker 1>I never have had two people in two cities like truly,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like the best scenario could be like

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<v Speaker 1>two people wasn't like in one trip you'll have to

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean by that? Like I really they

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<v Speaker 1>didn't feel like because I was dating old Bay, but

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<v Speaker 1>like it wasn't really feeling like like there was be

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<v Speaker 1>d D there's a way, but it didn't feel like

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<v Speaker 1>one was like a oh, this is my person, this

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<v Speaker 1>one is just dick, Like I actually really want to

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<v Speaker 1>try a little Polly right now in two cities where

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<v Speaker 1>I really like, you know, I'm doing my thing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I also want wanted them to be a woman. I

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<v Speaker 1>think that I've been making the joke that nigga ship

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<v Speaker 1>so I need to go back to girls, But that's

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<v Speaker 1>not really the only reason. I think. I just genuinely

0:21:32.320 --> 0:21:35.040
<v Speaker 1>need to be with the woman alone again. I've had

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<v Speaker 1>so many three stomes over the years that made me

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<v Speaker 1>sound terrible, but there's a lot of three somes, so

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<v Speaker 1>I would love that, and I really fucking want God

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<v Speaker 1>damn euro Fling. I got mad faith for London because

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<v Speaker 1>in my tight and then also I was thinking about it,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, the flights aren't dad expensive, Like it's

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<v Speaker 1>only a six hour flight. Not if you're in l

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<v Speaker 1>a bis that ship is eleven, right, But when I'm

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<v Speaker 1>on the East Coast, like it's like right there, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's no because it's not thinking, guys, when I'm in

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<v Speaker 1>New York, I ain't flying no bit. These prices went hot.

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<v Speaker 1>They for the of the summer, striking gas prices is up. Nigga,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all should have hopped on them flights when I was

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<v Speaker 1>offering when they were seventeen dollars during coach Man. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>I would love a little tray coast to d okay,

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<v Speaker 1>because I don't know you want it's not transcontinental because

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<v Speaker 1>that's only in the country something, just saying, maybe it'll

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<v Speaker 1>be l A, New York and London. If I could

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<v Speaker 1>just suck niggas in all of those, that would be

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<v Speaker 1>really fun for me, just until I meet my mate,

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<v Speaker 1>because I ain't gonna hold you. You You probably want to

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<v Speaker 1>get a smaller city. To me, those is like the

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<v Speaker 1>hot spot cities. Them niggas be they fuck everything you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta get you like, yeah, she said, l A, New York, London,

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<v Speaker 1>I need you to get somebody. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>go to a small um Austin, Texas and let's do

0:22:57.400 --> 0:22:59.920
<v Speaker 1>something randomly. That's the problem. I need to get to

0:23:00.040 --> 0:23:02.119
<v Speaker 1>the bag when I'm in the cities, right like I'm

0:23:02.119 --> 0:23:04.000
<v Speaker 1>gonna be making money when I'm in London. I make

0:23:04.040 --> 0:23:05.840
<v Speaker 1>money when I'm here. I make money when I'm in

0:23:05.960 --> 0:23:07.280
<v Speaker 1>l A. So I need to knock them out. My

0:23:07.400 --> 0:23:10.080
<v Speaker 1>love to love, my favorite unique coboms with all of them,

0:23:10.119 --> 0:23:15.080
<v Speaker 1>those cities, the na these niggs are gonna be other people.

0:23:15.160 --> 0:23:16.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know where Mandy got that I wouldn't use

0:23:16.880 --> 0:23:21.080
<v Speaker 1>condoms with niggas that I've just I mean, you just

0:23:21.080 --> 0:23:24.719
<v Speaker 1>took a Plan BE in January, okay, and what about it?

0:23:24.760 --> 0:23:26.959
<v Speaker 1>And I think that's where I said you don't use

0:23:27.000 --> 0:23:29.840
<v Speaker 1>condoms when you like nigga. That's not true. I literally

0:23:29.880 --> 0:23:32.159
<v Speaker 1>said I had fucked up. I don't not use condoms

0:23:32.200 --> 0:23:34.760
<v Speaker 1>when I like a nigga. But I know you like

0:23:34.800 --> 0:23:38.760
<v Speaker 1>to bring that up. Okay, Carrie, you go ahead. I'm

0:23:38.800 --> 0:23:42.320
<v Speaker 1>just gonna be out here just fighting every nigga raw. No,

0:23:43.119 --> 0:23:44.960
<v Speaker 1>like I made him a mistake like a lot of

0:23:45.040 --> 0:23:46.960
<v Speaker 1>humans do, which is why Plan B is available and

0:23:47.000 --> 0:23:49.639
<v Speaker 1>there's access to it. But um does it have to

0:23:49.680 --> 0:23:54.040
<v Speaker 1>be try? I don't know. Like, so I've women, I've

0:23:54.040 --> 0:23:55.679
<v Speaker 1>been wanting to like kind of explore a little bit

0:23:55.680 --> 0:23:57.639
<v Speaker 1>outside of La New York and I'm so tired of

0:23:57.680 --> 0:24:00.080
<v Speaker 1>being just there and in London is so easy to

0:24:00.080 --> 0:24:02.959
<v Speaker 1>bounce around. It's also they speak English, so it's just

0:24:03.080 --> 0:24:05.720
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, yeah, right, you know what I mean. Like

0:24:05.800 --> 0:24:07.560
<v Speaker 1>I feel like when I'm in Italy, I may not

0:24:07.640 --> 0:24:10.560
<v Speaker 1>meet my type you know what I'm saying, or made

0:24:10.600 --> 0:24:12.560
<v Speaker 1>me like too many niggers. I might have like an

0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:15.280
<v Speaker 1>Italian home it but also London super easy to get to,

0:24:15.920 --> 0:24:17.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Like it's it's not like

0:24:17.640 --> 0:24:19.760
<v Speaker 1>you're fucking traveling a little bit further, like it's still

0:24:19.840 --> 0:24:23.239
<v Speaker 1>kind of like a a metro city. And so I

0:24:23.280 --> 0:24:25.600
<v Speaker 1>feel like they got their own scene and I have

0:24:25.680 --> 0:24:28.000
<v Speaker 1>friends they're like, I feel like I want to be good,

0:24:29.160 --> 0:24:33.200
<v Speaker 1>but I really would like that. And when I say Polly, like,

0:24:33.240 --> 0:24:35.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a Polly person. But since I'm just dating

0:24:35.400 --> 0:24:38.200
<v Speaker 1>now until I meet obviously like the perfect person for me,

0:24:38.520 --> 0:24:41.160
<v Speaker 1>I think that's what I want. Um, I'm a real

0:24:41.200 --> 0:24:43.719
<v Speaker 1>relationship person and I always have been as long as

0:24:43.720 --> 0:24:46.200
<v Speaker 1>you've heard this podcast, Like, I've always been a relationship

0:24:46.200 --> 0:24:48.000
<v Speaker 1>type of girl. So I feel like if I just

0:24:48.040 --> 0:24:50.520
<v Speaker 1>have people to scratch my age, that'll be cool. I

0:24:50.520 --> 0:24:53.680
<v Speaker 1>have a date that's coming up I'm really excited about. Really.

0:24:54.640 --> 0:24:58.760
<v Speaker 1>I met him on Riya months ago and then kind

0:24:58.800 --> 0:25:02.080
<v Speaker 1>of just reconnected with him. He lives between New York

0:25:02.160 --> 0:25:05.880
<v Speaker 1>and Europe. Black and que I think he's a filmmaker

0:25:05.880 --> 0:25:07.480
<v Speaker 1>and artist. I don't know, but he looks like one

0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:10.000
<v Speaker 1>of those types. But I'm like, damn, what if I

0:25:10.080 --> 0:25:12.439
<v Speaker 1>fall love with this nigga? And then I can have

0:25:12.440 --> 0:25:15.440
<v Speaker 1>a little summer love and be traveling off of his time.

0:25:15.960 --> 0:25:17.680
<v Speaker 1>That's the type that would be the problem with women.

0:25:19.920 --> 0:25:22.760
<v Speaker 1>We'll be getting into this idea of what a man

0:25:22.840 --> 0:25:25.639
<v Speaker 1>can be, and they let us down every time. Like

0:25:25.760 --> 0:25:29.520
<v Speaker 1>we get into like I've met like I remember even

0:25:29.640 --> 0:25:32.320
<v Speaker 1>talking about Nebraska. Have you guys have been listening to

0:25:32.400 --> 0:25:36.040
<v Speaker 1>the No, that's the He used to work for a

0:25:36.160 --> 0:25:40.400
<v Speaker 1>large bank, but he's from Nebraska. And I met him

0:25:40.400 --> 0:25:42.440
<v Speaker 1>when I lived in Singapore and I was like, duh,

0:25:42.520 --> 0:25:45.520
<v Speaker 1>this is great bank. I'm going to be an accountant.

0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:47.280
<v Speaker 1>This will be great. I did the same thing with

0:25:47.359 --> 0:25:50.280
<v Speaker 1>lawyer bank got with him my first year of college

0:25:50.400 --> 0:25:52.520
<v Speaker 1>becoming an accountant. He was in his last year to

0:25:52.520 --> 0:25:54.880
<v Speaker 1>become a lawyer, and I was like, Oh, great, he's

0:25:54.880 --> 0:25:56.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna be a lawer. I'm gonna be account I'm gonna

0:25:56.640 --> 0:25:59.040
<v Speaker 1>be a cp A. That's gonna be great. I've met

0:25:59.280 --> 0:26:03.320
<v Speaker 1>ball players where I'm like, oh, I like no, but no,

0:26:03.600 --> 0:26:05.160
<v Speaker 1>just like oh, I could be a house fly. I'm

0:26:05.160 --> 0:26:06.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna go to the games. I'm gonna just fly. I'm

0:26:06.800 --> 0:26:09.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna wear these things. Like a lot of times, we

0:26:10.000 --> 0:26:13.800
<v Speaker 1>envision what a man can be so early that that's

0:26:13.800 --> 0:26:16.040
<v Speaker 1>where we let ourselves down. I mean, I try to

0:26:16.119 --> 0:26:19.320
<v Speaker 1>keep low expectations, but I'm not good at it. All women,

0:26:19.600 --> 0:26:22.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of women come in. I think, I think

0:26:22.280 --> 0:26:26.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm actually you're worse than most and I think all

0:26:26.640 --> 0:26:28.960
<v Speaker 1>women are really bad with that. So if you're worse

0:26:29.000 --> 0:26:31.919
<v Speaker 1>than most women, that's nuts. I think I'm worse because

0:26:32.200 --> 0:26:35.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm really like, I'm a true pisces. There's a clip

0:26:35.640 --> 0:26:38.840
<v Speaker 1>of a girl going around where she goes. I romanticize

0:26:38.840 --> 0:26:40.480
<v Speaker 1>things and I make up a script in my mind

0:26:40.520 --> 0:26:42.000
<v Speaker 1>and the person doesn't lead up. You saw that girl,

0:26:42.280 --> 0:26:43.840
<v Speaker 1>and the person doesn't lead up to the script. And

0:26:43.840 --> 0:26:46.640
<v Speaker 1>mad people send me that, not just mad, random people

0:26:46.680 --> 0:26:49.560
<v Speaker 1>like my friends are like, look at yourself. Look can

0:26:49.600 --> 0:26:52.199
<v Speaker 1>you see it? Full up the mirror? This is the mirror. No,

0:26:52.320 --> 0:26:55.000
<v Speaker 1>you said it was a mirror. But also like I

0:26:55.040 --> 0:26:59.080
<v Speaker 1>can't help it. That's the ship that keeps it because

0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:01.840
<v Speaker 1>I I'm like a dreamer and a lot of things

0:27:01.840 --> 0:27:05.080
<v Speaker 1>in life, which is a good thing, but I can't

0:27:05.119 --> 0:27:07.800
<v Speaker 1>stop it when it comes to love, Like I want

0:27:07.800 --> 0:27:09.760
<v Speaker 1>to know that every time I walk outside, especially in

0:27:09.760 --> 0:27:10.960
<v Speaker 1>New York. I don't know why I get like that.

0:27:11.000 --> 0:27:13.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, my god, what if my husband's out

0:27:13.119 --> 0:27:15.720
<v Speaker 1>here and I fall down and he has to pick

0:27:15.800 --> 0:27:17.879
<v Speaker 1>me up. Like Charlotte and Trey and Sex in the City.

0:27:17.920 --> 0:27:20.560
<v Speaker 1>I was just about to say, it's so crazy that

0:27:20.760 --> 0:27:24.560
<v Speaker 1>you have this expectation considering the show that you quote

0:27:24.560 --> 0:27:26.919
<v Speaker 1>more than anything on this spot is Sex in the

0:27:26.960 --> 0:27:30.240
<v Speaker 1>City and all them bitches really has some fucked up relationships,

0:27:30.560 --> 0:27:34.480
<v Speaker 1>Like none of them really had their happily ever after

0:27:34.600 --> 0:27:36.159
<v Speaker 1>with any of the men that they were trying to

0:27:36.160 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 1>have a happily ever afterwards. Now we had to wait

0:27:38.119 --> 0:27:41.760
<v Speaker 1>for the movie later, but I'm just saying, I'm still like,

0:27:41.800 --> 0:27:44.280
<v Speaker 1>got that little bit of hoping me. It's so sad

0:27:44.320 --> 0:27:47.000
<v Speaker 1>and fucking terrible. And there's this clip with Charlottagne and

0:27:47.000 --> 0:27:49.560
<v Speaker 1>Andrew talking about years ago and I'll never forget it

0:27:49.760 --> 0:27:52.440
<v Speaker 1>because Andrew is like, yeah, like we had to have sex,

0:27:52.480 --> 0:27:54.160
<v Speaker 1>said a long time like she's waiting for the right guy,

0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:58.480
<v Speaker 1>and Charlomagne goes, well, she'll never find that's so right,

0:27:59.720 --> 0:28:05.399
<v Speaker 1>and so maybe the terror card reader new Charlemagne. I

0:28:05.680 --> 0:28:09.640
<v Speaker 1>totally like, maybe they conspired for may I just look

0:28:09.680 --> 0:28:12.840
<v Speaker 1>like an abortion basically what Mandy brings up, She's like,

0:28:12.880 --> 0:28:14.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, he's got like that, I just look like

0:28:14.359 --> 0:28:20.800
<v Speaker 1>an abortion horse. Okay, so let's get into some vanilla ship. Um,

0:28:21.040 --> 0:28:23.280
<v Speaker 1>a little bit of blend into the horrid nerve too.

0:28:24.040 --> 0:28:27.160
<v Speaker 1>There's a show on TLC called I Love a Mama's Boy,

0:28:27.400 --> 0:28:29.119
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if any want to see this clip,

0:28:29.720 --> 0:28:35.880
<v Speaker 1>but it's a guy who is getting married and I'm sorry,

0:28:35.880 --> 0:28:38.600
<v Speaker 1>it's disgusting. He's getting married. And so they're filming him

0:28:38.640 --> 0:28:42.800
<v Speaker 1>and his mom and the fiance out shopping doing whatever,

0:28:42.960 --> 0:28:45.560
<v Speaker 1>and he's just all over his mom. He keeps talking

0:28:45.600 --> 0:28:48.240
<v Speaker 1>about how she's hot. He keeps saying all these things

0:28:48.280 --> 0:28:52.720
<v Speaker 1>about how um this real mom, Yeah, about how she's

0:28:52.720 --> 0:28:55.240
<v Speaker 1>a milk and he's proud of his milk mom. And

0:28:55.320 --> 0:28:59.680
<v Speaker 1>like then they learned of Mother's Son dance and during

0:28:59.680 --> 0:29:02.760
<v Speaker 1>the mother their Sun dance, Um, he wants to do

0:29:02.800 --> 0:29:07.040
<v Speaker 1>it to sexual healing. And it's so cringe e that

0:29:07.080 --> 0:29:09.440
<v Speaker 1>the fucking guy who's doing it thought he was a joke.

0:29:17.720 --> 0:29:21.160
<v Speaker 1>We are. It looks like they're together and sometimes feels

0:29:21.160 --> 0:29:24.040
<v Speaker 1>like it's my mom's big day. It is Lena's wedding,

0:29:24.120 --> 0:29:26.840
<v Speaker 1>and I mean, I just need to remember to think

0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:30.760
<v Speaker 1>that Lena is the bride. Remember to think that his

0:29:30.840 --> 0:29:33.520
<v Speaker 1>partner is the bride and not his mom. Like he

0:29:33.600 --> 0:29:36.640
<v Speaker 1>has this crazy fucking obsession with his mom dog and

0:29:36.680 --> 0:29:40.080
<v Speaker 1>it's so gray. Have you ever dated a mama's boy?

0:29:40.320 --> 0:29:49.120
<v Speaker 1>Not that bad? Not that bad? How bad? Um? The

0:29:49.480 --> 0:29:52.320
<v Speaker 1>dude that day that loved Jesus. He was just very

0:29:52.480 --> 0:29:56.360
<v Speaker 1>like that made yourself such a such a atheist book

0:29:56.400 --> 0:30:00.760
<v Speaker 1>it okay, basically like they would just hold each other

0:30:00.800 --> 0:30:03.400
<v Speaker 1>a lot, but they were Leftino. So to me, that's

0:30:03.480 --> 0:30:07.200
<v Speaker 1>like kind of different, like very like, you know, petting

0:30:07.200 --> 0:30:12.680
<v Speaker 1>the hair and kisses and right he looked. I don't know.

0:30:12.840 --> 0:30:15.720
<v Speaker 1>His mom was just I don't know. Even in picture

0:30:15.760 --> 0:30:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I've seen with you and your mom, they're like she

0:30:17.640 --> 0:30:20.280
<v Speaker 1>just seems very loving and a lot of Latin people are,

0:30:20.360 --> 0:30:23.600
<v Speaker 1>so was she not? I mean she was, we were.

0:30:23.640 --> 0:30:26.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm not from an affection of family whatsoever. Okay, I'm like,

0:30:27.120 --> 0:30:29.600
<v Speaker 1>but like she was just really kissing, like like he would.

0:30:29.680 --> 0:30:33.160
<v Speaker 1>She would put his head in her bosom, not bussom,

0:30:33.200 --> 0:30:35.160
<v Speaker 1>but like maybe like this is broking his hair, like

0:30:35.200 --> 0:30:37.360
<v Speaker 1>brushing his hair back or holding him and kissing him

0:30:37.360 --> 0:30:39.480
<v Speaker 1>a lot. But she lived in Venezuela, so she wasn't

0:30:39.520 --> 0:30:42.000
<v Speaker 1>here often. But that to me was like kind of

0:30:42.040 --> 0:30:44.320
<v Speaker 1>close and it didn't come off for strange, but I

0:30:44.360 --> 0:30:46.640
<v Speaker 1>just knew it was a very intense love there. But

0:30:46.720 --> 0:30:49.720
<v Speaker 1>also like I don't know a lot of my friends

0:30:49.720 --> 0:30:52.040
<v Speaker 1>that are Latino act like that. Bro, they hold my hand,

0:30:52.040 --> 0:30:56.520
<v Speaker 1>they've kissing me and all the ship. So that's why. Well, yeah,

0:30:56.560 --> 0:31:01.040
<v Speaker 1>like you you beat people, you kissed them that and

0:31:01.040 --> 0:31:04.120
<v Speaker 1>then I forget. Some people do one one cheek, others

0:31:04.120 --> 0:31:06.360
<v Speaker 1>do both. I don't never know the different country people

0:31:06.400 --> 0:31:09.640
<v Speaker 1>do the mouth? Who does the mouth? Who is just

0:31:09.680 --> 0:31:12.480
<v Speaker 1>out here kissing stroke Brady be kissing his son on

0:31:12.480 --> 0:31:15.560
<v Speaker 1>the mouth. No, no, no strangers, the greeting the love.

0:31:15.760 --> 0:31:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I think that's your Wait post covid niggas is still

0:31:19.400 --> 0:31:24.360
<v Speaker 1>greeting people kisses in their mouth. I heard that what country?

0:31:25.040 --> 0:31:27.880
<v Speaker 1>Looking up Niggashida went to Brazil and they said niggas

0:31:27.960 --> 0:31:30.960
<v Speaker 1>kissing them on the mouth off the first rick. Wait,

0:31:31.200 --> 0:31:35.320
<v Speaker 1>what Josie's married now? People that they weren't sucking. Yeah,

0:31:35.320 --> 0:31:36.840
<v Speaker 1>they were just talking about how dudes would like try

0:31:36.880 --> 0:31:38.320
<v Speaker 1>to come up and kiss them like that was the

0:31:38.360 --> 0:31:42.480
<v Speaker 1>thing in Brasil. Oh hell no, I've never been, but still,

0:31:44.000 --> 0:31:46.719
<v Speaker 1>I mean, apparently a French thing. First of all, it's

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:49.360
<v Speaker 1>not France, but that's why it's called a France kiss.

0:31:49.440 --> 0:31:51.480
<v Speaker 1>There you go, common and wide range of European land

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:54.120
<v Speaker 1>countries as well as Russia and certain Arabic Arabic and

0:31:54.120 --> 0:31:57.200
<v Speaker 1>sub Saharan. Shut the funk up. But no tongue, right,

0:31:57.320 --> 0:31:59.440
<v Speaker 1>no girl? Why would I say? I mean because I

0:31:59.480 --> 0:32:03.160
<v Speaker 1>don't kids that I thought a friend she has a tongue, kids,

0:32:03.160 --> 0:32:04.360
<v Speaker 1>But I guess it's just that I don't suck it.

0:32:04.680 --> 0:32:09.240
<v Speaker 1>French kiss is a ton kiss, holy ship. But I

0:32:09.320 --> 0:32:11.800
<v Speaker 1>just got a text from a French friend of mine

0:32:11.800 --> 0:32:16.200
<v Speaker 1>who sent kisses will you hurt me? Beat? So anyway, Um,

0:32:16.440 --> 0:32:19.400
<v Speaker 1>long story short, that fucking ship was so fucking weird

0:32:19.680 --> 0:32:21.440
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, damn, bro, this is so sick.

0:32:21.480 --> 0:32:23.200
<v Speaker 1>And if we all are in the comments talking about

0:32:23.200 --> 0:32:25.320
<v Speaker 1>how sick it is, why the fuck can't we stop

0:32:25.360 --> 0:32:31.040
<v Speaker 1>saying daddy when we're fucking and so apparently listen to

0:32:31.080 --> 0:32:38.200
<v Speaker 1>this um freud who like I think, uh Freudian. That

0:32:38.240 --> 0:32:40.240
<v Speaker 1>was Pavlov with the dog in the bell, so the

0:32:40.520 --> 0:32:42.760
<v Speaker 1>for in terms of Freud, I know what you're talking about.

0:32:42.800 --> 0:32:44.360
<v Speaker 1>Are you saying my mom's Are you talking about daddy?

0:32:44.440 --> 0:32:48.600
<v Speaker 1>Because moms. So they Freud has a thing. I love psychology,

0:32:51.880 --> 0:32:54.000
<v Speaker 1>So he has a it's like a complex, like the

0:32:54.520 --> 0:33:01.560
<v Speaker 1>Oedipus complex, like you want to fuck your mom? Nah no,

0:33:01.800 --> 0:33:04.480
<v Speaker 1>that's not why people the psychology where people want to

0:33:04.520 --> 0:33:05.960
<v Speaker 1>suck their mothers. So a lot of this is a

0:33:06.040 --> 0:33:08.680
<v Speaker 1>daddy sub dynamic as well that we can't understand. It's

0:33:08.680 --> 0:33:13.120
<v Speaker 1>a power balance. So basically, huh like so in our

0:33:13.200 --> 0:33:17.320
<v Speaker 1>b so the wanter fucking mom a mom said technic,

0:33:18.280 --> 0:33:21.120
<v Speaker 1>but it's only on them porn because it's not legal

0:33:21.160 --> 0:33:25.240
<v Speaker 1>to put momall. Yeah, the borderline is just adding the

0:33:25.240 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>step shut the fun. I don't you gonna hold you.

0:33:29.840 --> 0:33:31.480
<v Speaker 1>I never looked at none of my family members like,

0:33:31.480 --> 0:33:35.080
<v Speaker 1>oh I wish we weren't family members. Hell no, So

0:33:35.360 --> 0:33:37.479
<v Speaker 1>I've never wanted to funk one of my family members.

0:33:37.520 --> 0:33:39.400
<v Speaker 1>But the thing that they're saying, basically I want to

0:33:39.440 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>suck my mom or something like that, is like, it's

0:33:42.440 --> 0:33:45.840
<v Speaker 1>like when guys date someone like their mom. But what's

0:33:45.840 --> 0:33:49.120
<v Speaker 1>crazy that I'm hearing the opposite now, especially here we

0:33:49.160 --> 0:33:52.200
<v Speaker 1>go hot take, toxic take, whatever you wanna call it

0:33:52.520 --> 0:33:55.560
<v Speaker 1>in the black community, specifically with black men dating so

0:33:55.640 --> 0:33:58.920
<v Speaker 1>much out of their race that is not the conversation anymore,

0:33:59.120 --> 0:34:01.880
<v Speaker 1>because a lot of the conversation is, well, why aren't

0:34:01.880 --> 0:34:04.200
<v Speaker 1>you like if you don't like black women, do you

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:08.000
<v Speaker 1>not like your mom? Like the conversation in psychologically in

0:34:08.040 --> 0:34:11.280
<v Speaker 1>the black community is that black men don't date women

0:34:11.320 --> 0:34:14.160
<v Speaker 1>that remind them of their mom. Majority This isn't all,

0:34:14.400 --> 0:34:16.640
<v Speaker 1>but this is what I'm seeing, especially with so many

0:34:16.840 --> 0:34:19.560
<v Speaker 1>black men stepping outside of their races. I think that's

0:34:19.560 --> 0:34:21.560
<v Speaker 1>just an excuse. To be honest, I think, like Nigga's

0:34:21.600 --> 0:34:24.440
<v Speaker 1>just like taboo shit. But like, I don't know, I

0:34:24.480 --> 0:34:26.920
<v Speaker 1>can't really relate. Like the only thing I could think

0:34:26.960 --> 0:34:29.520
<v Speaker 1>of is like when you had a parent that was

0:34:29.560 --> 0:34:31.319
<v Speaker 1>maybe your more dominant one. I don't know. Like my

0:34:31.400 --> 0:34:33.160
<v Speaker 1>dad is great, and I know a lot of people

0:34:33.160 --> 0:34:36.040
<v Speaker 1>don't have experiences great experiences with their dad, but he is.

0:34:36.080 --> 0:34:38.759
<v Speaker 1>My dad always tells me how beautiful I am and

0:34:38.800 --> 0:34:41.239
<v Speaker 1>like tries to show me how to be, like how

0:34:41.320 --> 0:34:43.160
<v Speaker 1>I should have been treated when I was a kid

0:34:43.160 --> 0:34:47.680
<v Speaker 1>by a man whatever chivalry. But I say that to say,

0:34:47.920 --> 0:34:50.239
<v Speaker 1>the first thing I think when men do certain things

0:34:50.280 --> 0:34:52.120
<v Speaker 1>for me is like, oh, this is like my dad,

0:34:52.800 --> 0:34:54.880
<v Speaker 1>or like I feel like I like introverted men because

0:34:54.920 --> 0:34:57.240
<v Speaker 1>my dad was introverted, and I saw the dynamic between

0:34:57.280 --> 0:34:58.960
<v Speaker 1>him and my mom. I don't, Miss Well, I don't

0:34:58.960 --> 0:35:03.399
<v Speaker 1>fun with you Jamaican. I would never did. Uh. My

0:35:03.400 --> 0:35:06.759
<v Speaker 1>my dad is Jamaican. My my All of the men

0:35:06.840 --> 0:35:09.960
<v Speaker 1>that I grew up seeing as adult, like all Island men.

0:35:10.440 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 1>My my younger sister's father is Haitian, so I grew

0:35:15.040 --> 0:35:18.759
<v Speaker 1>up seeing all non African American men. Every man that

0:35:18.840 --> 0:35:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I grew up around was from the Islands in some

0:35:21.760 --> 0:35:23.600
<v Speaker 1>shape or fashion. I think Orlando was a lot that

0:35:23.640 --> 0:35:25.960
<v Speaker 1>way as well. Like even in my middle schools and

0:35:26.040 --> 0:35:29.200
<v Speaker 1>high schools shout out Walker middle School, shout out oak Ridge.

0:35:29.600 --> 0:35:34.719
<v Speaker 1>But all the all of the black kids where I

0:35:34.719 --> 0:35:37.840
<v Speaker 1>thought we're all American right when we would meet their parents,

0:35:37.920 --> 0:35:41.239
<v Speaker 1>everyone had an accent. People spoke Creole. You know what

0:35:41.280 --> 0:35:44.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean. They weren't. I didn't grow up around African Americans.

0:35:44.120 --> 0:35:48.920
<v Speaker 1>I grew up around Caribbean you know culture, So the

0:35:49.000 --> 0:35:52.680
<v Speaker 1>way they act, their dominance would not allow me to exist.

0:35:52.960 --> 0:35:55.839
<v Speaker 1>So for you to even say that your father has

0:35:55.920 --> 0:35:59.680
<v Speaker 1>such an introverted I've seen your your father also be submissive.

0:36:00.200 --> 0:36:03.040
<v Speaker 1>Miss Jewel ran the house and that was great to

0:36:03.080 --> 0:36:06.080
<v Speaker 1>see I never saw a woman really running the house.

0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:10.239
<v Speaker 1>Seeing um, Caribbean men, they were very dominant. So to

0:36:10.280 --> 0:36:12.520
<v Speaker 1>me growing up, seeing I had more of a dominant

0:36:12.560 --> 0:36:15.160
<v Speaker 1>there's two things to that I like, would never want.

0:36:15.160 --> 0:36:17.920
<v Speaker 1>I never people have made comments about my mom running

0:36:17.920 --> 0:36:21.640
<v Speaker 1>the house, and I realized where that comes off. But

0:36:21.719 --> 0:36:24.719
<v Speaker 1>like my dad doesn't give a funk about how the

0:36:24.719 --> 0:36:26.239
<v Speaker 1>house is going because he didn't feel like that is

0:36:26.360 --> 0:36:32.440
<v Speaker 1>his role money, taking care of us, um just safety.

0:36:32.480 --> 0:36:34.439
<v Speaker 1>Things that made him feel like a man were things

0:36:34.440 --> 0:36:37.600
<v Speaker 1>of his concern to where like he just didn't even

0:36:37.600 --> 0:36:39.640
<v Speaker 1>really like whatever my mom wants to do, just like

0:36:39.640 --> 0:36:41.960
<v Speaker 1>whatever he was like, what like just super chill about it.

0:36:42.320 --> 0:36:44.799
<v Speaker 1>And I noticed him partners that I've had that kind

0:36:44.800 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 1>of let me be free. Oh that's the thing about

0:36:47.680 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 1>my dad, because I still want a dominant man. And

0:36:50.680 --> 0:36:54.040
<v Speaker 1>it's really because I think I saw that dynamic growing up.

0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:57.960
<v Speaker 1>But I say that because I don't think that means

0:36:57.960 --> 0:37:00.359
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to suck my father. Um. I just

0:37:00.440 --> 0:37:03.279
<v Speaker 1>think that means like we can see something we like

0:37:03.400 --> 0:37:05.920
<v Speaker 1>in that parent and then emulate it. But like we

0:37:06.120 --> 0:37:07.680
<v Speaker 1>we last week when we had the couple on where

0:37:07.680 --> 0:37:09.360
<v Speaker 1>she was talking about how she called him daddy in

0:37:09.360 --> 0:37:12.240
<v Speaker 1>front of her dad. That has actually happened to me before. Um,

0:37:12.280 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 1>and it was so embarrassing. Why because like your your

0:37:17.560 --> 0:37:20.360
<v Speaker 1>family's more open than most. They know what you do

0:37:20.440 --> 0:37:23.520
<v Speaker 1>for a living. Was this before the show? Um? It

0:37:23.560 --> 0:37:26.520
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter. I don't. I just was nasty like you.

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:28.960
<v Speaker 1>And then like your mom comes on and says, you're

0:37:29.000 --> 0:37:31.760
<v Speaker 1>a dick sucking queen. You're the number one dick sucker

0:37:32.400 --> 0:37:35.240
<v Speaker 1>if you like someone. Dad, my mom and my dad

0:37:35.360 --> 0:37:37.920
<v Speaker 1>is different. I am like my dad thinks I'm the

0:37:37.960 --> 0:37:45.399
<v Speaker 1>most innocent and because and my dad like today my

0:37:45.520 --> 0:37:50.680
<v Speaker 1>dad say, my dad had to fly to Orlando a

0:37:50.719 --> 0:37:52.560
<v Speaker 1>few weeks ago because my dad was in the hospital

0:37:53.160 --> 0:37:58.040
<v Speaker 1>and the nurse came in and she she recognized me

0:37:58.920 --> 0:38:01.560
<v Speaker 1>because she says something, and like he kind of looks

0:38:01.600 --> 0:38:03.080
<v Speaker 1>at me and he goes, you know, my daughter she

0:38:03.120 --> 0:38:06.800
<v Speaker 1>famous she talked about the six. But this is my baby. Okay,

0:38:06.840 --> 0:38:11.120
<v Speaker 1>this is my baby. She did oprah up six. And

0:38:09.920 --> 0:38:14.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm laughing that he really thinks this much. Also, like

0:38:14.280 --> 0:38:17.279
<v Speaker 1>he don't even it just totally it's like he detaches it.

0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:20.960
<v Speaker 1>Like his son called him and was talking about how

0:38:21.000 --> 0:38:23.680
<v Speaker 1>he saw some about me on the internet. And I

0:38:23.760 --> 0:38:26.319
<v Speaker 1>was like, okay, like he don't give a funk because

0:38:26.360 --> 0:38:28.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm his baby. So to know that I was calling

0:38:28.840 --> 0:38:31.759
<v Speaker 1>another naked daddy in front of my daddy, My dad answered, bro,

0:38:32.680 --> 0:38:36.920
<v Speaker 1>he was like, it's disgusting to think about that. We

0:38:37.040 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 1>fucking like this ship. But anyway, in the article, it

0:38:40.480 --> 0:38:44.480
<v Speaker 1>basically talks about how the main reason like us like

0:38:44.600 --> 0:38:47.760
<v Speaker 1>saying daddy because we are not connecting it with parents,

0:38:47.760 --> 0:38:51.759
<v Speaker 1>were connecting it with power, and normally dad's are the

0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:53.840
<v Speaker 1>one that make the rules. Dads are the ones that

0:38:53.920 --> 0:38:56.799
<v Speaker 1>will fucking give you the punishment, etcetera. And it's like

0:38:56.800 --> 0:38:59.960
<v Speaker 1>a general thing. And when I was sucking that Brazilian girl,

0:39:00.120 --> 0:39:02.279
<v Speaker 1>the one they came on a gold Star episode, she

0:39:02.440 --> 0:39:05.840
<v Speaker 1>made me call her daddy or we call him me daddy,

0:39:05.840 --> 0:39:08.080
<v Speaker 1>like whoever was topping who we would call the other

0:39:08.080 --> 0:39:10.919
<v Speaker 1>one daddy. And that was strange for me. But something

0:39:10.960 --> 0:39:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I thought that was sexy Kristen we had on the

0:39:13.480 --> 0:39:17.480
<v Speaker 1>lesbian Um. She says that they didn't do that. They

0:39:17.480 --> 0:39:20.319
<v Speaker 1>just called each other mommy, which I love because it's like, oh,

0:39:20.400 --> 0:39:23.160
<v Speaker 1>y'all really gets see I'm so dumb. I've never really

0:39:23.400 --> 0:39:24.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't really do the daddy thing. Y'all know, I

0:39:24.960 --> 0:39:28.160
<v Speaker 1>talked nasty, I say, not for me. I talked nuts,

0:39:28.440 --> 0:39:30.360
<v Speaker 1>you're in sex. But I realized, you know what to

0:39:30.400 --> 0:39:33.400
<v Speaker 1>me is sexy the name, and I know this is

0:39:33.520 --> 0:39:38.680
<v Speaker 1>very much Trace songs he's done. I love like, I

0:39:38.719 --> 0:39:41.040
<v Speaker 1>just suck this nigger right, and I'm gonna say who

0:39:41.040 --> 0:39:44.640
<v Speaker 1>it is. But every time he said Mandy, I called

0:39:44.680 --> 0:39:47.440
<v Speaker 1>back his name. And maybe it's because now I know

0:39:47.480 --> 0:39:49.680
<v Speaker 1>you're sucking other bitches and I'm sucking other niggas. So

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:51.880
<v Speaker 1>the fact that we even remember each other's names, it

0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:54.000
<v Speaker 1>just like turns me on that you know my name

0:39:54.320 --> 0:39:59.959
<v Speaker 1>because I just know you're talking say my name, because

0:40:00.000 --> 0:40:01.920
<v Speaker 1>I have thought he was trying out and forget saying.

0:40:02.920 --> 0:40:05.640
<v Speaker 1>I like to know that you know who you fucking know.

0:40:06.080 --> 0:40:09.280
<v Speaker 1>So if that's not nuts, I like when a niggal

0:40:09.320 --> 0:40:12.000
<v Speaker 1>be like Mandy, oh you know what they and then

0:40:12.040 --> 0:40:14.080
<v Speaker 1>I say his name that I used to do that

0:40:14.120 --> 0:40:17.120
<v Speaker 1>even like I like calling out a person's name because

0:40:17.160 --> 0:40:20.000
<v Speaker 1>to me, even everybody got a nickname. But sometimes I

0:40:20.120 --> 0:40:22.399
<v Speaker 1>wass forgetting these nigga's names. So I'll be thinking, damn

0:40:22.480 --> 0:40:26.080
<v Speaker 1>to the baby, Yeah that whole baby, babe, you're not

0:40:26.120 --> 0:40:28.520
<v Speaker 1>my baby. Actually we're not going together. You're not my nigga.

0:40:29.440 --> 0:40:32.200
<v Speaker 1>A poppy during I will not say poppy nigga. I

0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:37.319
<v Speaker 1>am not Latina. Tell you you'd like better. Nigga stopped me.

0:40:37.520 --> 0:40:39.360
<v Speaker 1>I said that in the Brent fire and that if

0:40:39.400 --> 0:40:41.480
<v Speaker 1>you I did where like and I don't know if

0:40:41.520 --> 0:40:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I talked about that horrible and niggle really stopped. He's like,

0:40:43.520 --> 0:40:45.520
<v Speaker 1>don't tell me poppy your names, man, it's weird depending

0:40:45.520 --> 0:40:48.040
<v Speaker 1>on the person. I hated that. I don't like Bobby like,

0:40:48.120 --> 0:40:50.680
<v Speaker 1>I'll stop. I'll stop a nigga niga from calling me mommy.

0:40:51.000 --> 0:40:53.239
<v Speaker 1>They could say something else in Spanish and if you

0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:55.040
<v Speaker 1>don't know what to say, and I don't want to

0:40:55.120 --> 0:40:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Spanish one and two in high school, in college, nigga,

0:40:58.000 --> 0:41:01.560
<v Speaker 1>if you don't know more than four sentences in Spanish,

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:03.719
<v Speaker 1>you can't call me mom said, and that that used

0:41:03.719 --> 0:41:05.160
<v Speaker 1>to be a problem. You know you could do Dawn

0:41:05.239 --> 0:41:07.719
<v Speaker 1>day aress no bid you you know if she used

0:41:07.719 --> 0:41:11.680
<v Speaker 1>to live in the Bronx Niggas would love no English.

0:41:11.719 --> 0:41:14.000
<v Speaker 1>Please don't be honest. I feel like mommy is like,

0:41:14.640 --> 0:41:17.560
<v Speaker 1>so I don't take that, like bro, Mommy is no, no,

0:41:17.560 --> 0:41:19.680
<v Speaker 1>no no, like m A M, I M A M.

0:41:19.719 --> 0:41:22.360
<v Speaker 1>I is like niggas said that I don't know. I

0:41:22.400 --> 0:41:25.920
<v Speaker 1>don't really only uptown I'm now living. Maybe because I

0:41:25.920 --> 0:41:28.520
<v Speaker 1>actually associate mommy like that with like New York niggas

0:41:28.840 --> 0:41:30.920
<v Speaker 1>New York ship. I did, But it's because they all

0:41:31.239 --> 0:41:32.840
<v Speaker 1>even when they like they go up the Dikemond or

0:41:33.440 --> 0:41:37.600
<v Speaker 1>they could be calling I like that sha with not

0:41:37.760 --> 0:41:40.480
<v Speaker 1>Haitian niggas. You've got one Haitian, Nick, calm down, that's

0:41:40.480 --> 0:41:45.480
<v Speaker 1>not true. Multivation niggas, hospital diculization. I've talked to us

0:41:45.480 --> 0:41:50.040
<v Speaker 1>some Haitian niggas. There's a lot of na podcast Okay, damn,

0:41:50.040 --> 0:41:52.759
<v Speaker 1>that's a lot of niggas. Like I'm just saying, like

0:41:52.800 --> 0:41:54.160
<v Speaker 1>if I'm just just said a lot of creole in

0:41:54.239 --> 0:41:57.600
<v Speaker 1>her pussy, I didn't say they were in it. And

0:41:57.760 --> 0:42:03.480
<v Speaker 1>it says some kreop slap what about slapping home, slapt

0:42:03.480 --> 0:42:07.239
<v Speaker 1>your mama creole season. Okay, I love his Haitian, see

0:42:07.239 --> 0:42:10.760
<v Speaker 1>what I mean? I had a nigga from New Orleans.

0:42:11.560 --> 0:42:13.239
<v Speaker 1>But no, if they're a Haitian. The fact that you

0:42:13.320 --> 0:42:17.400
<v Speaker 1>still sit on this pod months later, years later, in

0:42:17.440 --> 0:42:19.880
<v Speaker 1>act like you don't know about Haitian spaghetti. You're dealing with.

0:42:20.320 --> 0:42:24.520
<v Speaker 1>You're dealing with Haitian Americans. What they do the Haitian

0:42:24.560 --> 0:42:27.760
<v Speaker 1>spaghetti the same island. They just they're just a divide,

0:42:28.000 --> 0:42:29.799
<v Speaker 1>but it's the same island. How are you sucking all

0:42:29.840 --> 0:42:32.240
<v Speaker 1>these Haitians and none of them niggas made you Haitian spaghetti?

0:42:32.600 --> 0:42:35.480
<v Speaker 1>Why wouldn't nigga married me? That? It's good? That's my

0:42:35.520 --> 0:42:38.200
<v Speaker 1>mama dated a Haitian. I got Haitian spaghetti growing up,

0:42:38.200 --> 0:42:40.600
<v Speaker 1>and I said, can you make the Asian spaghetti? I

0:42:40.640 --> 0:42:42.560
<v Speaker 1>liked it? Enjoy I've had a nigga made me that

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:45.279
<v Speaker 1>black rice. I don't know what it's called. You'll know

0:42:45.280 --> 0:42:49.239
<v Speaker 1>what I'm talking about, Haitians, Negro Bennols. No, there's like

0:42:49.280 --> 0:42:51.840
<v Speaker 1>a black right, it's a mushroom rice. It's like a mushroom.

0:42:54.320 --> 0:43:00.520
<v Speaker 1>What's it called? Jan Jan? Because I actually look not

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:06.439
<v Speaker 1>not the Jean Jean whatever? Do Zozo and Geen Jean.

0:43:06.520 --> 0:43:09.560
<v Speaker 1>That's what I want, introduced medeo, Mama, not the Jean Jean.

0:43:09.719 --> 0:43:12.640
<v Speaker 1>Do give me some food? Oh yeah, does have fun? Guy?

0:43:12.960 --> 0:43:16.600
<v Speaker 1>You know? Not whoa sorry fun guys? Now you're calling

0:43:16.640 --> 0:43:25.319
<v Speaker 1>them dirty? That's so disc was like, how okay, let's

0:43:25.320 --> 0:43:27.239
<v Speaker 1>get into the horrible decision. So a few weeks ago,

0:43:27.400 --> 0:43:29.960
<v Speaker 1>we had the most full moon we've ever had. It

0:43:30.040 --> 0:43:33.320
<v Speaker 1>was like, um, I think it was in forty years.

0:43:33.360 --> 0:43:35.279
<v Speaker 1>You know, it was the closest proximity the moon was

0:43:35.320 --> 0:43:40.080
<v Speaker 1>to the Earth. So they lying, Okay, it's why we

0:43:40.120 --> 0:43:42.799
<v Speaker 1>haven't gone back to the moon. No, they don't know

0:43:42.840 --> 0:43:44.880
<v Speaker 1>where the moon was. That's why we haven't gone back.

0:43:45.239 --> 0:43:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I literally cool, let's how did you're bringing this up?

0:43:48.280 --> 0:43:51.000
<v Speaker 1>That's why we haven't gone back. Somehow the scientists are

0:43:51.040 --> 0:43:54.000
<v Speaker 1>saying they can't find the latitude and longitude of the Moon,

0:43:54.000 --> 0:43:55.520
<v Speaker 1>which is why we've never gone back, which is why

0:43:55.560 --> 0:43:57.799
<v Speaker 1>we only have this bullshit as video of them on

0:43:57.840 --> 0:44:00.839
<v Speaker 1>the moon. It's false. So for them to say this

0:44:01.000 --> 0:44:02.839
<v Speaker 1>was the closest that the moon has been to us

0:44:03.080 --> 0:44:04.960
<v Speaker 1>if they knew where it was about, ben't hop on it.

0:44:05.040 --> 0:44:07.319
<v Speaker 1>Are you trying to say the moon doesn't exist. I'm

0:44:07.360 --> 0:44:10.760
<v Speaker 1>not saying the moon. I'm saying that they lied about

0:44:10.880 --> 0:44:17.200
<v Speaker 1>going to the moon. Mrs g She all of the

0:44:17.280 --> 0:44:20.560
<v Speaker 1>fucking lies from side and the moon is the one

0:44:20.600 --> 0:44:24.600
<v Speaker 1>you argue about there the moon landing, bro, that was fake.

0:44:24.680 --> 0:44:27.560
<v Speaker 1>It was at a studio in Hollywood. Where you at now, bitch?

0:44:28.280 --> 0:44:34.160
<v Speaker 1>They lied? They lied? WTF and the NIGG put it down.

0:44:34.320 --> 0:44:36.640
<v Speaker 1>Tell you why they went back? They went on the moon.

0:44:36.719 --> 0:44:38.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, back in the sixties or something like that.

0:44:39.560 --> 0:44:43.640
<v Speaker 1>There's video of this evidence. However, we are now in

0:44:44.440 --> 0:44:45.600
<v Speaker 1>when did they walk in the moon? Give me that,

0:44:45.680 --> 0:44:51.160
<v Speaker 1>give me that date? There we go, Okay, go ahead,

0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:55.200
<v Speaker 1>she would know six She kept that as the too. Oh,

0:44:55.280 --> 0:44:57.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, because they didn't really go. They gave

0:44:57.200 --> 0:45:00.560
<v Speaker 1>us that date. They said, the videos edited, let's tell

0:45:00.600 --> 0:45:04.279
<v Speaker 1>everyone we went there this day. But literally, you're saying

0:45:04.320 --> 0:45:07.040
<v Speaker 1>that the moon was the closest to us. Scientists have

0:45:07.120 --> 0:45:09.520
<v Speaker 1>literally come out and said, we never went back to

0:45:09.600 --> 0:45:13.040
<v Speaker 1>the moon because we can't catch the latitude and longitude

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:14.920
<v Speaker 1>of the moon. And so for them to lie to

0:45:15.000 --> 0:45:17.759
<v Speaker 1>you with your fucking moon and star's face as talk

0:45:17.760 --> 0:45:20.560
<v Speaker 1>about the moon was the closest it's ever been. Why

0:45:20.560 --> 0:45:23.000
<v Speaker 1>do we not go? Why do we not go? If

0:45:23.000 --> 0:45:25.440
<v Speaker 1>they do what the moon was, the July full moon,

0:45:25.480 --> 0:45:27.680
<v Speaker 1>also known as the Buck moon, was approximately the Buck moon.

0:45:27.760 --> 0:45:32.280
<v Speaker 1>You said, approximately two thousand miles from Earth on Wednesday,

0:45:32.360 --> 0:45:34.759
<v Speaker 1>That is nearly seventeen miles closer to Earth than it

0:45:34.880 --> 0:45:39.400
<v Speaker 1>is on average. Go ahead and talk about how the

0:45:39.440 --> 0:45:41.239
<v Speaker 1>moon was closer. So whenever the win to the moon,

0:45:41.320 --> 0:45:43.680
<v Speaker 1>if it was closer, it was. And I don't really

0:45:43.719 --> 0:45:46.480
<v Speaker 1>be doing that much full moon ship, but I was like,

0:45:46.560 --> 0:45:48.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I ain't gonna lie. Quest Love sucked

0:45:48.640 --> 0:45:50.520
<v Speaker 1>me up because this thing can be talking about Matt

0:45:51.040 --> 0:45:54.520
<v Speaker 1>He talks about so much deep ship that I was like, man,

0:45:55.120 --> 0:45:56.880
<v Speaker 1>like he's posted a lot of it, but like that

0:45:57.000 --> 0:45:59.879
<v Speaker 1>nigger really lived that life. And he was talking about

0:46:00.040 --> 0:46:02.319
<v Speaker 1>and he was like, Yo, this is what you gotta

0:46:02.360 --> 0:46:03.800
<v Speaker 1>do this, how you gotta get your ship right. I

0:46:03.880 --> 0:46:07.080
<v Speaker 1>was like all right, So basically wrote down to fifty

0:46:07.160 --> 0:46:10.040
<v Speaker 1>things that I wanted to let go of and burned

0:46:10.080 --> 0:46:12.360
<v Speaker 1>it under the full moon. And I also charged the

0:46:12.480 --> 0:46:14.279
<v Speaker 1>moon water, just for a little fun, just for a

0:46:14.320 --> 0:46:18.960
<v Speaker 1>little rout. What this moon water? It's like holy water.

0:46:19.320 --> 0:46:20.759
<v Speaker 1>So I just got like where you just had a

0:46:20.880 --> 0:46:23.520
<v Speaker 1>jar of water, and I put it under the full moon,

0:46:23.600 --> 0:46:25.680
<v Speaker 1>and when the moon was going down, I picked the

0:46:25.719 --> 0:46:27.560
<v Speaker 1>moon back up and like you're supposed to drink a

0:46:27.560 --> 0:46:29.320
<v Speaker 1>little bit every day, or you can clean your crystals

0:46:29.360 --> 0:46:31.160
<v Speaker 1>with it or whatever. Is this America? Is this like

0:46:31.320 --> 0:46:34.359
<v Speaker 1>where we're at now, like I mean, I'll be wrong

0:46:34.440 --> 0:46:37.520
<v Speaker 1>with you, Like I don't know like if it's fucking

0:46:37.560 --> 0:46:39.520
<v Speaker 1>real or if it's not, or if it's fucking hilarious

0:46:39.560 --> 0:46:41.800
<v Speaker 1>that I'm doing it. But to me, it's just like

0:46:42.520 --> 0:46:44.360
<v Speaker 1>I kind of like rituals and I'm not gonna like

0:46:44.520 --> 0:46:47.680
<v Speaker 1>pray to anything because that's not something that really feels

0:46:47.719 --> 0:46:49.200
<v Speaker 1>like can we put you on the floor right here

0:46:49.280 --> 0:46:51.400
<v Speaker 1>or me and I put my I'm gonna put my

0:46:51.440 --> 0:46:53.799
<v Speaker 1>fingers under you like this. Do you know where I'm

0:46:53.840 --> 0:46:56.600
<v Speaker 1>going with this? Levitate l is the feather stip of

0:46:56.640 --> 0:46:58.040
<v Speaker 1>the board. Light is the feather stip of the board,

0:46:58.760 --> 0:47:01.360
<v Speaker 1>and technically you should eyes. That's what they happened in

0:47:01.400 --> 0:47:04.759
<v Speaker 1>the movie. I'm not a witch. That's what moon water

0:47:04.920 --> 0:47:07.959
<v Speaker 1>and Crystals is. Witch ship. I'm not doing anything because

0:47:08.000 --> 0:47:11.560
<v Speaker 1>you like rituals. It's giving colder witch. What else I

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:15.520
<v Speaker 1>think how ritual is praying to? So I'm just saying

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:18.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't and them is cold too, baby. I ain't

0:47:18.080 --> 0:47:20.080
<v Speaker 1>saying they aren't. I'm just saying, like, I just wanted

0:47:20.120 --> 0:47:21.640
<v Speaker 1>to do this for myself. I am right. I just

0:47:21.760 --> 0:47:23.759
<v Speaker 1>talked about what I wanted. That's what I didn't want.

0:47:24.400 --> 0:47:27.000
<v Speaker 1>But anyway. I bring that up because I feel like

0:47:27.680 --> 0:47:33.359
<v Speaker 1>we talked about future fucking and basically, huh, I would

0:47:33.400 --> 0:47:38.759
<v Speaker 1>never future Nevedavius, what Nevadius, whatever the name is real.

0:47:39.360 --> 0:47:44.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying. I'm not saying, okay, what I feel like,

0:47:45.400 --> 0:47:48.320
<v Speaker 1>she's like, what you sucking about? Wait? Wait, wait, I

0:47:48.360 --> 0:47:51.120
<v Speaker 1>don't tell you what I'm saying. Okay, As someone that

0:47:51.200 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 1>likes dreads, who am I to say? I don't know

0:47:54.280 --> 0:47:56.479
<v Speaker 1>who I can turn down, That's all I mean. There's

0:47:56.520 --> 0:47:59.080
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of niggas in the world that's knowing that.

0:47:59.280 --> 0:48:02.879
<v Speaker 1>You know, Julie has been in the public, how he's

0:48:02.920 --> 0:48:05.799
<v Speaker 1>been as a baby father, how he I don't want

0:48:05.920 --> 0:48:08.360
<v Speaker 1>to say, I'm just trying to be honest here, but

0:48:08.719 --> 0:48:11.160
<v Speaker 1>how he looks without glasses. Have you seen him without

0:48:11.160 --> 0:48:15.320
<v Speaker 1>the glasses? I still didn't you. But also like I

0:48:15.360 --> 0:48:17.160
<v Speaker 1>don't know if back then he was accused he as now,

0:48:17.239 --> 0:48:19.600
<v Speaker 1>but like he definitely got he gotta look. He got

0:48:19.719 --> 0:48:22.319
<v Speaker 1>to look now because he got funny, just like Drake

0:48:22.400 --> 0:48:26.160
<v Speaker 1>got ab You look better when you have money. That's

0:48:26.200 --> 0:48:31.160
<v Speaker 1>why we came in ugly little to me, his his

0:48:31.920 --> 0:48:34.640
<v Speaker 1>energy makes him know. I'm just saying, like if I

0:48:34.719 --> 0:48:36.200
<v Speaker 1>was just out of a clubby how it at me? No,

0:48:36.360 --> 0:48:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. But then also like edding ed and

0:48:39.480 --> 0:48:43.400
<v Speaker 1>we saw your idea yesterday. You look you're making money now.

0:48:43.840 --> 0:48:45.920
<v Speaker 1>But what I'm saying is memory better when they make

0:48:45.960 --> 0:48:50.600
<v Speaker 1>money too. Oh, I'm bringing that up on the bike, Yo.

0:48:51.120 --> 0:48:52.960
<v Speaker 1>That didn't look like whole sway right now. He looked

0:48:52.960 --> 0:48:55.440
<v Speaker 1>like he could be Julio. You know what I mean.

0:48:55.719 --> 0:49:01.080
<v Speaker 1>He got a little line of ship Julio. Not wait,

0:49:01.120 --> 0:49:04.800
<v Speaker 1>we gotta put the doe. Come on do Julio. No,

0:49:04.960 --> 0:49:09.520
<v Speaker 1>but you look better. It's it's you're gonna making more money. Oh,

0:49:13.800 --> 0:49:18.160
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to say I was giving Andrew Schultz

0:49:18.840 --> 0:49:21.359
<v Speaker 1>he look like he's working hard and the sun every day,

0:49:21.400 --> 0:49:25.320
<v Speaker 1>and I do. Look. Yes, you you were getting like

0:49:25.440 --> 0:49:27.520
<v Speaker 1>you were fresh off of it. It looks like I

0:49:27.560 --> 0:49:28.840
<v Speaker 1>don't want to say the word. It starts with the

0:49:28.880 --> 0:49:32.320
<v Speaker 1>be the butt the boat. Why would you say it?

0:49:32.760 --> 0:49:35.040
<v Speaker 1>Why would you say if we don't believe that, let's bleed,

0:49:35.840 --> 0:49:40.200
<v Speaker 1>let get the TV show? You're right fresh off the boat. Hey,

0:49:40.239 --> 0:49:43.799
<v Speaker 1>my daddy, fresh off the boat, just off the bet

0:49:43.840 --> 0:49:46.040
<v Speaker 1>your own a green card. I ain't gonna hold you wait,

0:49:46.560 --> 0:49:49.600
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't counter talking because technically it's like our own kind.

0:49:49.719 --> 0:49:51.160
<v Speaker 1>It is our own guy. We all have parents that

0:49:51.200 --> 0:49:52.560
<v Speaker 1>are fresh off the boat. I'm sure I have some

0:49:52.719 --> 0:50:00.680
<v Speaker 1>Latino in me. You in you, that's bo true. I'm

0:50:00.680 --> 0:50:09.319
<v Speaker 1>gonna love yeah, so uh running outline today you see

0:50:09.960 --> 0:50:13.120
<v Speaker 1>is my phone charged. So the list of things to

0:50:13.280 --> 0:50:15.920
<v Speaker 1>let go and then burn it. These are just my

0:50:16.440 --> 0:50:18.800
<v Speaker 1>things that I had to let go of. And it

0:50:18.920 --> 0:50:24.160
<v Speaker 1>wasn't like necessarily love, but one feeling unwanted in love.

0:50:25.040 --> 0:50:26.920
<v Speaker 1>This to me is like a big one where like

0:50:28.040 --> 0:50:30.920
<v Speaker 1>I think that people like hold a lot of the past,

0:50:31.040 --> 0:50:33.880
<v Speaker 1>so they're anticipating that the next parton. They're like, nobody

0:50:33.960 --> 0:50:36.080
<v Speaker 1>wants me x y Z. Like I even get in

0:50:36.120 --> 0:50:37.920
<v Speaker 1>that mindset sometimes and I'm just like going through a

0:50:37.960 --> 0:50:40.520
<v Speaker 1>break up or whatever. But that is something I burned

0:50:40.520 --> 0:50:42.160
<v Speaker 1>because even though I don't feel it right now, I

0:50:42.280 --> 0:50:44.160
<v Speaker 1>might feel it at some point. And I was like,

0:50:44.560 --> 0:50:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I know that I've talked myself down a hill, you

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:48.920
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. And I think a lot of

0:50:49.040 --> 0:50:51.160
<v Speaker 1>us have done that when we've had a really bad

0:50:51.200 --> 0:50:53.719
<v Speaker 1>experience and we just can't help but feeling unwanted, and

0:50:53.840 --> 0:50:56.120
<v Speaker 1>sometimes we make everything about us when it's not really

0:50:56.520 --> 0:50:59.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I've learned that through therapy, feeling rejected,

0:51:00.000 --> 0:51:02.120
<v Speaker 1>it's just a thing that we all experienced, and it's

0:51:02.160 --> 0:51:05.840
<v Speaker 1>not always about you and making things about you. That

0:51:06.000 --> 0:51:08.920
<v Speaker 1>self pity and self deprecation is like some ship that

0:51:09.120 --> 0:51:11.440
<v Speaker 1>like I don't know if I'll ever get over. I

0:51:11.480 --> 0:51:14.239
<v Speaker 1>hope I do, but it's probably my biggest what do

0:51:14.280 --> 0:51:17.120
<v Speaker 1>you What do you want to get over? Just if

0:51:17.160 --> 0:51:20.399
<v Speaker 1>I make things about me when there's problems, If I'm

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:21.960
<v Speaker 1>making things about me like oh it's my fault and

0:51:22.000 --> 0:51:24.759
<v Speaker 1>blah blah blah blah blah things I can't control, then

0:51:24.840 --> 0:51:27.400
<v Speaker 1>I started getting that I'm not this, I'm not x

0:51:27.520 --> 0:51:30.960
<v Speaker 1>y Z, and maybe just feeling totally unworthy, Like I

0:51:31.040 --> 0:51:32.759
<v Speaker 1>think the last time I did it that I can

0:51:33.400 --> 0:51:37.880
<v Speaker 1>remember specifically was I had someone in my life that

0:51:37.920 --> 0:51:40.600
<v Speaker 1>needed space and I was like, oh my god, they're

0:51:40.600 --> 0:51:42.879
<v Speaker 1>not into me. Then I started comparing myself to someone

0:51:42.920 --> 0:51:45.120
<v Speaker 1>else they dated, Oh I'm this, or maybe I'm not

0:51:45.200 --> 0:51:48.120
<v Speaker 1>as attractive, or my body types not like this, or

0:51:48.480 --> 0:51:50.160
<v Speaker 1>it's because I have a sex podcast. Like it's just

0:51:50.520 --> 0:51:53.320
<v Speaker 1>everything that weighs on me and I have to remember that,

0:51:53.480 --> 0:51:55.640
<v Speaker 1>like it's just one little thing that person said, stop

0:51:55.719 --> 0:51:58.280
<v Speaker 1>making it about you, right, Like you have to sometimes

0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:00.680
<v Speaker 1>live in their reality, like, okay, this since spends time

0:52:00.680 --> 0:52:02.440
<v Speaker 1>with me, so they do like me. They're calling me

0:52:02.560 --> 0:52:04.920
<v Speaker 1>to see me. But just like having space, it's okay

0:52:05.000 --> 0:52:07.520
<v Speaker 1>and it's something natural. I've asked for it, So why

0:52:07.560 --> 0:52:09.279
<v Speaker 1>am I now making this about me? But when I

0:52:09.960 --> 0:52:11.960
<v Speaker 1>totally wrap my head around it being me, I just

0:52:12.080 --> 0:52:15.480
<v Speaker 1>go like I can. I ask you though, because this

0:52:15.680 --> 0:52:18.680
<v Speaker 1>was the issue of my last relationship. What does space

0:52:18.760 --> 0:52:22.640
<v Speaker 1>look like to you? I think space means how many days,

0:52:23.360 --> 0:52:26.879
<v Speaker 1>how many hours? What's the time frame when someone says

0:52:26.920 --> 0:52:29.839
<v Speaker 1>I need space because maybe they're trying to figure out

0:52:29.880 --> 0:52:32.880
<v Speaker 1>their thoughts right, And this is I broke up with

0:52:32.920 --> 0:52:35.399
<v Speaker 1>this nigga because he said he needed space. I gave

0:52:35.480 --> 0:52:38.120
<v Speaker 1>him two and a half days. Okay, now we're done.

0:52:38.480 --> 0:52:41.400
<v Speaker 1>And I blocked him because to me it was too

0:52:41.480 --> 0:52:43.680
<v Speaker 1>much space to where I was like, we don't did

0:52:43.760 --> 0:52:46.440
<v Speaker 1>this now eight times we broke up and got together,

0:52:47.520 --> 0:52:50.360
<v Speaker 1>I'd like I would like to talk through something. I

0:52:50.400 --> 0:52:52.880
<v Speaker 1>would like for us to work through something. And so

0:52:53.080 --> 0:52:57.040
<v Speaker 1>when someone tells you, yo, I need space, is there

0:52:57.080 --> 0:52:59.600
<v Speaker 1>a time limit on how much space you give them?

0:52:59.680 --> 0:53:02.080
<v Speaker 1>In a relationship. I'm not talking about a business. I'm

0:53:02.080 --> 0:53:04.680
<v Speaker 1>not talking about a friendship. Because I've had friendships where

0:53:04.680 --> 0:53:07.360
<v Speaker 1>there was so much space that was given. And now

0:53:07.440 --> 0:53:09.920
<v Speaker 1>I see this friendship wasn't it wasn't work ship, and

0:53:09.920 --> 0:53:11.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm good on it now and I actually just did

0:53:11.880 --> 0:53:15.239
<v Speaker 1>that with my relationship. So when you're in a relationship

0:53:15.280 --> 0:53:18.840
<v Speaker 1>with someone and someone does need their space, I know

0:53:19.040 --> 0:53:20.719
<v Speaker 1>how you live right now. You don't live with someone,

0:53:20.800 --> 0:53:24.160
<v Speaker 1>and you're on a bicoastal like schedule and you work

0:53:24.200 --> 0:53:26.640
<v Speaker 1>a lot. So when someone genuinely need space, it's not

0:53:26.760 --> 0:53:29.360
<v Speaker 1>like you're all up under them. How much space do

0:53:29.440 --> 0:53:31.480
<v Speaker 1>you really grant somebody when they say face is like,

0:53:31.800 --> 0:53:34.279
<v Speaker 1>for example, I've said that old day was dead to

0:53:34.360 --> 0:53:37.120
<v Speaker 1>me and I'll never get back with that nigga, but

0:53:38.160 --> 0:53:39.640
<v Speaker 1>dead to me is and I couldn't even speak to

0:53:39.719 --> 0:53:41.239
<v Speaker 1>him right. I was like fun that. Now I let

0:53:41.320 --> 0:53:44.400
<v Speaker 1>him watch Nina and we're we're cool. But my space

0:53:44.560 --> 0:53:46.320
<v Speaker 1>from him after finding out that ship when he was

0:53:46.360 --> 0:53:50.920
<v Speaker 1>with that fucking married forror, Maggie, what bro, you were

0:53:50.960 --> 0:53:53.840
<v Speaker 1>getting real serious but then you had to shade. But

0:53:54.719 --> 0:53:58.120
<v Speaker 1>that space was almost ninety days, it was almost three

0:53:58.160 --> 0:54:00.880
<v Speaker 1>months months and he had emailed. He was texting me

0:54:01.239 --> 0:54:04.640
<v Speaker 1>and we've had a lot of conversation since because I

0:54:04.719 --> 0:54:08.200
<v Speaker 1>can't remember how we spoke again, but basically, um, he

0:54:08.360 --> 0:54:09.719
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, it was when he sent me the

0:54:09.719 --> 0:54:12.759
<v Speaker 1>product collar, which is a damn shame. But I was like,

0:54:12.760 --> 0:54:14.080
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I didn't want to rouse pick to

0:54:14.120 --> 0:54:16.880
<v Speaker 1>come watch this thought. But he was like, yo, I

0:54:16.960 --> 0:54:19.200
<v Speaker 1>didn't really understand, like you said you needed space. Before

0:54:19.239 --> 0:54:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I thought you were coming back. I thought you were

0:54:21.200 --> 0:54:23.480
<v Speaker 1>going to talk to me like you're like my friend.

0:54:23.719 --> 0:54:25.279
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, yo, you felt like my family

0:54:25.360 --> 0:54:26.960
<v Speaker 1>start couldn't be leave. You lied into x y Z.

0:54:27.120 --> 0:54:28.600
<v Speaker 1>But he was like, I didn't know how much space

0:54:28.719 --> 0:54:30.520
<v Speaker 1>you need. I didn't know how much space I need.

0:54:30.920 --> 0:54:32.799
<v Speaker 1>When I said that, you got space to the point

0:54:32.880 --> 0:54:37.120
<v Speaker 1>where you to me, you spaced yourself out of your relationship,

0:54:37.360 --> 0:54:39.600
<v Speaker 1>which is why I'm asking you this because if you

0:54:39.680 --> 0:54:42.640
<v Speaker 1>said it was three months, three months and really sitting

0:54:42.719 --> 0:54:45.359
<v Speaker 1>with your thoughts by yourself. So I mean, he did

0:54:45.440 --> 0:54:48.880
<v Speaker 1>something terrible to me. But there's another world where my

0:54:49.000 --> 0:54:52.480
<v Speaker 1>space has been a week, um, and I think to

0:54:52.840 --> 0:54:54.600
<v Speaker 1>two and a half days isn't enough. I think people

0:54:54.719 --> 0:54:56.680
<v Speaker 1>want need a chance to miss you not not when

0:54:56.760 --> 0:54:59.160
<v Speaker 1>we break up every month and a half and you'll

0:54:59.200 --> 0:55:02.040
<v Speaker 1>heard it for the last year, you've got every month

0:55:02.040 --> 0:55:05.400
<v Speaker 1>and a half. But also the thing too with almost right, like,

0:55:05.840 --> 0:55:07.600
<v Speaker 1>it could be two things. It could be space from

0:55:07.640 --> 0:55:10.040
<v Speaker 1>hanging out every day because we just had that couple

0:55:10.160 --> 0:55:11.319
<v Speaker 1>last week and he was like, yeah, it's been two

0:55:11.320 --> 0:55:13.160
<v Speaker 1>and a half weeks, you need to go home. It

0:55:13.239 --> 0:55:17.040
<v Speaker 1>could be just not maybe talking like oh, like I

0:55:17.160 --> 0:55:18.799
<v Speaker 1>think I had a situation where I was like, let's

0:55:18.840 --> 0:55:20.640
<v Speaker 1>talk on Friday, and we had a date to look

0:55:20.640 --> 0:55:23.719
<v Speaker 1>forward to. That's a good thing for someone that is

0:55:23.800 --> 0:55:28.080
<v Speaker 1>scared to tell somebody they need space because that thing

0:55:28.160 --> 0:55:30.719
<v Speaker 1>that you felt of when what like the let me

0:55:30.760 --> 0:55:34.680
<v Speaker 1>be a little bit more um not so vague. When

0:55:34.719 --> 0:55:38.920
<v Speaker 1>there's an issue that arises, when there's a disagreement, when

0:55:39.000 --> 0:55:42.120
<v Speaker 1>you know one of the parties is upsets something else

0:55:42.160 --> 0:55:44.640
<v Speaker 1>the other party did, what is the space for you

0:55:44.719 --> 0:55:47.520
<v Speaker 1>to get your thoughts together? Because that's different from we

0:55:47.640 --> 0:55:51.359
<v Speaker 1>have a date plan. We're doing what I was gonna say,

0:55:51.880 --> 0:55:55.200
<v Speaker 1>because if there's an actual thing, yes, if it happens

0:55:55.200 --> 0:55:59.000
<v Speaker 1>on Sunday, I'm gonna be like, yo, I'm really angry

0:55:59.080 --> 0:56:01.000
<v Speaker 1>right now, and I need a table this ship. Let's

0:56:01.040 --> 0:56:03.319
<v Speaker 1>talk and have dinner on Thursday. I probably won't want

0:56:03.320 --> 0:56:04.799
<v Speaker 1>to talk to you, so then I want to hear

0:56:04.840 --> 0:56:07.600
<v Speaker 1>from you. Don't pick on my story, not even sex messaging, No,

0:56:08.680 --> 0:56:10.600
<v Speaker 1>because then a lot of like and I talk. I

0:56:10.640 --> 0:56:15.759
<v Speaker 1>feel like we send good morning, good night text every day. Right,

0:56:15.840 --> 0:56:19.280
<v Speaker 1>that's your relationship and you're and you're in your means

0:56:19.320 --> 0:56:23.560
<v Speaker 1>of being upset. Your partner cannot hit you for three days, No,

0:56:24.800 --> 0:56:27.040
<v Speaker 1>not even if there's a real morning and I need

0:56:27.160 --> 0:56:32.000
<v Speaker 1>space for now. Obey didn't know how to respect my space,

0:56:32.080 --> 0:56:33.680
<v Speaker 1>and he would still send me a good morning and

0:56:33.760 --> 0:56:37.160
<v Speaker 1>good night things because he thinks I wanted it. But

0:56:37.400 --> 0:56:39.200
<v Speaker 1>there were a lot of times where I kind of did,

0:56:39.280 --> 0:56:40.960
<v Speaker 1>But there were other where were like, damn, he really

0:56:41.040 --> 0:56:43.480
<v Speaker 1>won't fucking leave me alone. Like I would be out

0:56:43.680 --> 0:56:46.400
<v Speaker 1>not thinking about the situation, feeling a little better and

0:56:46.440 --> 0:56:48.560
<v Speaker 1>almost missing him, and then he would hit me up,

0:56:48.560 --> 0:56:50.440
<v Speaker 1>and I'll be like, Damn, you just can't fucking do

0:56:50.520 --> 0:56:54.279
<v Speaker 1>what I'm asking. You're violating my boundaries, Like my boundaries,

0:56:54.280 --> 0:56:56.040
<v Speaker 1>don't hit me up. One of the problems with the

0:56:56.080 --> 0:56:58.320
<v Speaker 1>hospital dick and eyes, Like he would tell me he

0:56:58.440 --> 0:57:00.440
<v Speaker 1>needed space and he would kind talk to me when

0:57:00.440 --> 0:57:03.759
<v Speaker 1>he's ready, and I was just so thirsty to fuck

0:57:04.280 --> 0:57:06.120
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, because he just has the best dick

0:57:06.160 --> 0:57:08.319
<v Speaker 1>ever that I would just be like, oh my god,

0:57:08.360 --> 0:57:10.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking about aunt, send a song or some ship,

0:57:10.560 --> 0:57:13.839
<v Speaker 1>and he'd be like, yo, like I'm thinking about you too,

0:57:14.040 --> 0:57:17.080
<v Speaker 1>but like, fuck, now, you make me feel anxiety about

0:57:17.120 --> 0:57:20.240
<v Speaker 1>responding when I actually wanted to a moment, and I

0:57:21.120 --> 0:57:24.200
<v Speaker 1>nig is right. That was probably, um one of the

0:57:24.280 --> 0:57:26.439
<v Speaker 1>worst things I've ever done to somebody is not listen

0:57:26.520 --> 0:57:28.840
<v Speaker 1>to what they're asking. And I think men and women

0:57:28.880 --> 0:57:31.960
<v Speaker 1>can't do that because with women their head spirals and

0:57:32.160 --> 0:57:35.600
<v Speaker 1>with men they they're ego. They feel like they're gonna

0:57:35.600 --> 0:57:37.840
<v Speaker 1>lose you. Like all old they thought is I was

0:57:37.880 --> 0:57:40.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna go to the club and suck a dick. Damn,

0:57:40.840 --> 0:57:47.440
<v Speaker 1>Like huh huh, what I might have suck a day.

0:57:48.680 --> 0:57:51.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, anyway, if you give me enough space, nigger,

0:57:52.000 --> 0:57:56.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm letting the snapchat flow. Hey, I'm responding in everything

0:57:57.160 --> 0:57:59.280
<v Speaker 1>like and that was my problem with the bright snapchat

0:58:00.000 --> 0:58:02.440
<v Speaker 1>as you snapdown, I love it. I'm famous. Now I'm

0:58:02.440 --> 0:58:04.720
<v Speaker 1>not sending nudes regular an I know that cheats on

0:58:04.760 --> 0:58:09.360
<v Speaker 1>their girl used a snapchat n Okay, Well, anyway, let's

0:58:09.360 --> 0:58:12.120
<v Speaker 1>get into the homemail. It's a short one and I

0:58:12.200 --> 0:58:16.520
<v Speaker 1>think I don't know what to say home mail. Okay.

0:58:16.560 --> 0:58:18.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm a straight woman for the most part, but I

0:58:18.600 --> 0:58:21.240
<v Speaker 1>have this recurring dream about me fucking bitches, like over

0:58:21.400 --> 0:58:23.919
<v Speaker 1>and over and over and over, and it's an every

0:58:24.040 --> 0:58:25.840
<v Speaker 1>night type of thing, and it's low key confusing the

0:58:25.880 --> 0:58:27.560
<v Speaker 1>absolute funk out of me. I'm reading it like the

0:58:27.600 --> 0:58:30.400
<v Speaker 1>punctuation it's given, like last night, I had a dick.

0:58:30.480 --> 0:58:33.880
<v Speaker 1>I was sucking this girl out a dick. I was

0:58:33.920 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Speaker 1>sucking this girl. Yep, last night I had a dick.

0:58:35.680 --> 0:58:37.840
<v Speaker 1>I was sucking this girl. Was so realistic it kept

0:58:37.880 --> 0:58:41.520
<v Speaker 1>slipping out and everything. What do you guys think? It means, Um,

0:58:42.280 --> 0:58:43.800
<v Speaker 1>that you listened to the spot too much and you

0:58:43.800 --> 0:58:46.000
<v Speaker 1>want to peg somebody for one. No, no, no, but

0:58:46.240 --> 0:58:48.760
<v Speaker 1>also women. No. But that's what she says, she got

0:58:48.880 --> 0:58:51.760
<v Speaker 1>a dick. You could shrop a woman. Sorry, shout out

0:58:51.800 --> 0:58:56.680
<v Speaker 1>to Jade. Um. I think that she has a desire

0:58:56.720 --> 0:58:58.760
<v Speaker 1>to be with women, and I'm gonna say it like

0:58:58.880 --> 0:59:02.000
<v Speaker 1>I it's it's a medina. I feel like she's fighting

0:59:02.080 --> 0:59:05.000
<v Speaker 1>her gay and there's a lot of women that maybe

0:59:07.160 --> 0:59:09.800
<v Speaker 1>someone that wouldn't want to be with women. Yeah, but

0:59:09.880 --> 0:59:11.680
<v Speaker 1>to have a dream about women. And now you're confused

0:59:11.720 --> 0:59:13.360
<v Speaker 1>while you're having all these thoughts about women, and maybe

0:59:13.400 --> 0:59:16.160
<v Speaker 1>you've never been with a woman, maybe you're maybe you've

0:59:16.200 --> 0:59:18.400
<v Speaker 1>been fighting this gay urge that you've had to be

0:59:18.480 --> 0:59:21.120
<v Speaker 1>with women for a long time, and maybe you don't subconsciously.

0:59:21.200 --> 0:59:24.800
<v Speaker 1>You'd be surprised how many people have heard gay is bad,

0:59:25.240 --> 0:59:28.480
<v Speaker 1>lesbian is bad, monogamy is the way to go, man

0:59:28.560 --> 0:59:30.480
<v Speaker 1>and woman. That's the way to not knowing how to

0:59:30.600 --> 0:59:32.600
<v Speaker 1>navigate it. There might be in I mean, you don't

0:59:32.600 --> 0:59:34.760
<v Speaker 1>give us enough backstory. It's kind of funny. Yours a

0:59:34.840 --> 0:59:36.880
<v Speaker 1>too short, other people too long. I don't know, but

0:59:38.200 --> 0:59:40.520
<v Speaker 1>I think some backstory they would have helped is like one,

0:59:40.760 --> 0:59:42.680
<v Speaker 1>have you ever had an experience with a woman too?

0:59:43.080 --> 0:59:45.200
<v Speaker 1>You have friends that are gay? Where the funk do

0:59:45.280 --> 0:59:47.880
<v Speaker 1>you live? Can you explore? Do you have a job

0:59:47.960 --> 0:59:50.200
<v Speaker 1>where you can't be or put yourself on apps or

0:59:50.280 --> 0:59:54.280
<v Speaker 1>something like that? Like, honestly, when I was like ready

0:59:54.320 --> 0:59:57.240
<v Speaker 1>to what do you call dabble in the what pool?

0:59:59.120 --> 1:00:01.479
<v Speaker 1>Dabble in the lady pop that was in the lady pool,

1:00:01.800 --> 1:00:03.680
<v Speaker 1>I would just go on absent swipe first because that

1:00:03.720 --> 1:00:05.320
<v Speaker 1>was all I can handle, and then it got the messaging,

1:00:05.360 --> 1:00:06.760
<v Speaker 1>and then finally I was able to go on a date.

1:00:07.160 --> 1:00:11.360
<v Speaker 1>But I've only had in my life two teams where

1:00:11.400 --> 1:00:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I've had sex with someone I didn't want to have

1:00:13.080 --> 1:00:15.439
<v Speaker 1>sex with in the dream and like people, I'm talking

1:00:15.480 --> 1:00:18.000
<v Speaker 1>people I wasn't attracted to, like forbidden ship. Like one

1:00:18.040 --> 1:00:19.840
<v Speaker 1>of them was this ugly guy at work with And

1:00:19.880 --> 1:00:21.240
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I don't know where it came from,

1:00:21.280 --> 1:00:23.120
<v Speaker 1>but anyone else I've ever had sex within a dream

1:00:23.440 --> 1:00:27.880
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to fund subconsciously, so I know, for I

1:00:27.920 --> 1:00:30.960
<v Speaker 1>feel like you've shared a dream about as fucking but

1:00:31.360 --> 1:00:33.440
<v Speaker 1>carry on. Maybe that was the one of the two.

1:00:34.400 --> 1:00:36.640
<v Speaker 1>I had a dream that we had sex. I think

1:00:36.640 --> 1:00:37.960
<v Speaker 1>you shared it on the Pune. I could believe that

1:00:38.760 --> 1:00:44.880
<v Speaker 1>maybe she'd be just horny and I just the wind

1:00:44.960 --> 1:00:50.720
<v Speaker 1>blows and like, um, I had had a dream that

1:00:50.720 --> 1:00:52.680
<v Speaker 1>had sex with someone who works here, and I was like,

1:00:54.280 --> 1:00:57.720
<v Speaker 1>I can't tell you who it was. Issue, Like she

1:00:57.800 --> 1:01:01.240
<v Speaker 1>can't say who she had a dream she fucked Randy

1:01:02.240 --> 1:01:05.919
<v Speaker 1>an hr issue. But I remember when I had when Dave.

1:01:07.600 --> 1:01:10.600
<v Speaker 1>I would actually think Wolf because Wolf was handsome, my

1:01:10.640 --> 1:01:14.320
<v Speaker 1>first time and Wolf got the drugs. She said that

1:01:14.320 --> 1:01:18.760
<v Speaker 1>because I looked like him, see what I mean. However,

1:01:18.960 --> 1:01:21.400
<v Speaker 1>because it looked like him, that doesn't mean that's why

1:01:21.480 --> 1:01:24.800
<v Speaker 1>she guessed that. You just said I love dreading. Well,

1:01:24.880 --> 1:01:27.360
<v Speaker 1>there's like eight people that worked for WT, so I

1:01:27.760 --> 1:01:30.120
<v Speaker 1>got dreads. Thank God. I've never had a dream about

1:01:30.160 --> 1:01:32.560
<v Speaker 1>sucking Alex because I feel like I'd be so scared.

1:01:32.560 --> 1:01:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm actually really tired of people like wanting to make

1:01:36.480 --> 1:01:38.640
<v Speaker 1>us be together. It's actually really exhausting. Do you have

1:01:38.640 --> 1:01:40.760
<v Speaker 1>any male friends in your life that people keep well,

1:01:40.760 --> 1:01:46.080
<v Speaker 1>why'd you guys together? No? I mean it was a

1:01:46.160 --> 1:01:49.000
<v Speaker 1>problem when, like, like when I first signed to the

1:01:49.080 --> 1:01:50.840
<v Speaker 1>job but a network, everyone thought I was sucking Joe.

1:01:51.000 --> 1:01:53.880
<v Speaker 1>I would never fun Joe, but everyone thought we were sucking. No,

1:01:54.440 --> 1:01:57.520
<v Speaker 1>absolutely not had a boyfriend. People do that though. That

1:01:58.200 --> 1:02:00.120
<v Speaker 1>was that was a weird one that people were like,

1:02:01.120 --> 1:02:02.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, what's funny they think The reason that I've

1:02:02.760 --> 1:02:05.720
<v Speaker 1>always pushed myself on mall is a joke is because

1:02:05.760 --> 1:02:07.640
<v Speaker 1>I hang out with Rory so much and people always

1:02:07.680 --> 1:02:10.800
<v Speaker 1>have said I'm sucking Rory. They'll fucking tag Sam and Shipp,

1:02:10.840 --> 1:02:14.320
<v Speaker 1>who I'm cool with just weird. I think that actually

1:02:14.400 --> 1:02:16.520
<v Speaker 1>is probably why my brain I'm over the top about Mall.

1:02:16.640 --> 1:02:18.880
<v Speaker 1>So they just stopped. Well, I'm glad you brought that

1:02:18.920 --> 1:02:22.160
<v Speaker 1>out because Mall is cool with niggas that I fuck. Actually,

1:02:22.720 --> 1:02:26.000
<v Speaker 1>and so I Mal is just my friend, Like, oh no,

1:02:26.160 --> 1:02:28.480
<v Speaker 1>he knows some of my work because they his friends.

1:02:29.000 --> 1:02:32.800
<v Speaker 1>And it like was like, I don't want but because

1:02:32.880 --> 1:02:35.800
<v Speaker 1>of the podcast space me hanging out with the niggas them,

1:02:35.880 --> 1:02:38.720
<v Speaker 1>nigga's got jealous and I'm like, it's small, bro, I

1:02:38.800 --> 1:02:42.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know. And also like I'm also very I'm not

1:02:42.320 --> 1:02:44.440
<v Speaker 1>really conscious of how I make things look when I'm

1:02:44.480 --> 1:02:48.040
<v Speaker 1>not sucking you. That makes sense, Like when I'm sucking someone,

1:02:48.120 --> 1:02:51.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you'll be flirting, bitch, you'd be looking, You'll

1:02:51.360 --> 1:02:53.360
<v Speaker 1>be making it seem like you fuck everybody. I know.

1:02:53.720 --> 1:02:56.160
<v Speaker 1>That's the funny part, because I don't if I'm not

1:02:56.320 --> 1:02:58.760
<v Speaker 1>sucking you, what am I worried about? But like I

1:02:58.880 --> 1:03:01.640
<v Speaker 1>think someone said to me one like, uh, because Alex

1:03:01.680 --> 1:03:03.440
<v Speaker 1>will sleep on my couch when he comes to l A.

1:03:03.560 --> 1:03:04.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't have a two I didn't have a two

1:03:04.760 --> 1:03:06.640
<v Speaker 1>bedroom at the time, so I was like post him

1:03:06.720 --> 1:03:09.680
<v Speaker 1>ship with Nina and are you sucking nigga, Like, how

1:03:09.720 --> 1:03:11.240
<v Speaker 1>would I post him? I ain't gonna hold jo If

1:03:11.280 --> 1:03:14.640
<v Speaker 1>y'all think I'm sucking nigga, go through my follows. No nigga,

1:03:15.160 --> 1:03:19.600
<v Speaker 1>No nigga, I'm sucking right now? Do I follow now?

1:03:19.720 --> 1:03:21.760
<v Speaker 1>Some of them I want to fuck, but I don't

1:03:21.840 --> 1:03:25.040
<v Speaker 1>fuck yet. So y'all think one of these niggers I'm

1:03:25.080 --> 1:03:27.560
<v Speaker 1>talking about, what do you want to fight? I told

1:03:27.600 --> 1:03:29.120
<v Speaker 1>you all, and I'm following him. As soon as I

1:03:29.200 --> 1:03:33.720
<v Speaker 1>fun that nigga, I'm following him. I said, literally, if

1:03:33.880 --> 1:03:36.680
<v Speaker 1>y'all be on here, try that's a manifestation. I was

1:03:36.720 --> 1:03:41.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna say that manifestation. You didn't even realize that's what manifesting.

1:03:41.520 --> 1:03:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I gotta say following him. No, they're going, I'm a

1:03:45.080 --> 1:03:47.240
<v Speaker 1>just mutile girl. We all talking about what you mean?

1:03:47.400 --> 1:03:50.160
<v Speaker 1>I won't I won that little West Coast nigga, But

1:03:52.360 --> 1:03:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't even think. I bet you don gonna wear

1:03:54.400 --> 1:03:59.240
<v Speaker 1>a converse. But but the nigga, the niggas that I fucked,

1:04:00.120 --> 1:04:03.120
<v Speaker 1>don't follow them at all. So there's a little tip

1:04:03.320 --> 1:04:08.160
<v Speaker 1>for you, mother that I first off, some of them

1:04:08.200 --> 1:04:10.000
<v Speaker 1>can blocked me and then we went back so and

1:04:10.280 --> 1:04:14.080
<v Speaker 1>they just never unblocked me. Nigga's block. I'm blocked because

1:04:14.080 --> 1:04:16.400
<v Speaker 1>I'll be talking crazy to these niggas. These niggas, but

1:04:16.520 --> 1:04:19.040
<v Speaker 1>this pussy is so good. They come back like literally,

1:04:19.120 --> 1:04:22.800
<v Speaker 1>niggas will be like, so you're gonna put me on

1:04:22.880 --> 1:04:25.000
<v Speaker 1>your podcast again, nigga, are you gonna you want me

1:04:25.040 --> 1:04:28.440
<v Speaker 1>to suck your dick or not? Like literally, you may

1:04:28.520 --> 1:04:30.280
<v Speaker 1>or may not be brought up, but at the end

1:04:30.320 --> 1:04:31.720
<v Speaker 1>of the day, do you mind being brought up on

1:04:31.800 --> 1:04:33.560
<v Speaker 1>the podcast or do you want that dick suck? How

1:04:33.600 --> 1:04:36.600
<v Speaker 1>do they know we're talking? Like I know, these niggas

1:04:36.600 --> 1:04:39.600
<v Speaker 1>ain't listening to thing. We don't even say biting it.

1:04:40.360 --> 1:04:43.919
<v Speaker 1>You're a sucking mo ho. Well, I mean this moment,

1:04:44.200 --> 1:04:47.000
<v Speaker 1>we don't say names, but that's why I said it.

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<v Speaker 1>And you you you saw me on the Live Nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to start coming up. My group of niggas

1:04:53.040 --> 1:04:55.800
<v Speaker 1>moving from this point forward will be called the Boys. No,

1:04:56.000 --> 1:04:58.800
<v Speaker 1>not from the Hulu movie. I'm coming up with superhero

1:04:58.920 --> 1:05:00.800
<v Speaker 1>names for all the niggas I UK and I'm not

1:05:00.920 --> 1:05:03.200
<v Speaker 1>telling you all the truth, Okay, So I'm super excited.

1:05:03.360 --> 1:05:06.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna come up with different like careers that they

1:05:06.120 --> 1:05:08.800
<v Speaker 1>haven't all that ship. I'm gonna throw you all, bitches

1:05:08.840 --> 1:05:11.680
<v Speaker 1>all I'm gonna give you all just a superpowers. That's

1:05:11.680 --> 1:05:14.240
<v Speaker 1>gonna be the next phase of this pod instead of

1:05:14.360 --> 1:05:16.600
<v Speaker 1>saying like what they do or what they look like

1:05:16.760 --> 1:05:19.280
<v Speaker 1>and all that ship because about to have superhero names.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited speaking of fake jobs. Before we get out

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<v Speaker 1>it's just on a dope dealer. I was like, but you,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, so I didn't get like I end up

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<v Speaker 1>dabbling music, but like, I feel so bad, but like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, every drug deal I got a front whatever. Brother, Like, fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, I didn't session. Sorry, you made a bat

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<v Speaker 1>and now suddenly you're fucking a beat? Made one beat? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>Did it? Did he get landed? Oh? Who? And he

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<v Speaker 1>did it with more than one b B. Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>give our jail tips, just in case you go I

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want no jail to mine. Is go on

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<v Speaker 1>a full stomach because you're not gonna wanna eat that ship. Bro. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else got one, Bro, We're not doing this. We're

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<v Speaker 1>not doing jail tips because I'm not going to jail. Bro.

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<v Speaker 1>I was defending myself. I was I was defended my

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<v Speaker 1>friend and me mm hmm, and was sucked up about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Is the first thing I'm gonna say is I paid

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<v Speaker 1>my full tab and tip timbo V. I'm gonna say

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<v Speaker 1>I paid my whole fucking bill, bitch, so I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even know why the funk I'm here, Ship, damn you

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, watch your tone with the judge. Good point,

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<v Speaker 1>good one. I'm gonna watch my phone. I'm gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>in there, be really, really nice they come over because

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<v Speaker 1>the judge might try Yo, what nigga quick, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>go in with a full belly, no liquor. I won't

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<v Speaker 1>drink that morning, Mandy. Don't even go have a nice

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<v Speaker 1>meal and have one cocktail because you don't know how

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<v Speaker 1>to shut the funk up when you're drunk. Bro. First off,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't be drunk off one cocktail, bitch, I does this? Kay? Hello, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so you know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna drink

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<v Speaker 1>green tea that morning. Green tea always like make you

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<v Speaker 1>calm and ship. That's what they always give you, Like

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<v Speaker 1>some green tea. I'm gonna say, some green tea, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna work. I'm making my voice higher so it's

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<v Speaker 1>not so ratspy and dog. The bending is crazy. If

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<v Speaker 1>you fucking get let's just say they like you want

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<v Speaker 1>to keep you like. I'll stop putting this into the universe.

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<v Speaker 1>I am the dude. They made me cough and spread

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<v Speaker 1>my own pluss the whole bit and going to be

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<v Speaker 1>thrown out. And that's what it's gonna be. Everything else, y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>Niglas to saying it's for the birds, and I damn

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<v Speaker 1>never had to get pregnant for content. And you can't

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<v Speaker 1>just go to jail for two days, no, bitch, I

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<v Speaker 1>got work to do. How I'm going to places for

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<v Speaker 1>research purposes. I just went and saw Burnlesque. I'm about

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<v Speaker 1>to go to Times Square and see one of the

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<v Speaker 1>peak shows. I am going bitch throughout the pandemic. I

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<v Speaker 1>was at the sex club every two week. Fuck you, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>that's content for the motherfucker podcast. That's what you need

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<v Speaker 1>to go to jail for. Bitch. What they didn't even

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<v Speaker 1>make a back seeing people. There were fifteen people they

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<v Speaker 1>followed state when Mandy was at the sex club five

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<v Speaker 1>there was still Viagra's fucking brand. Okay, like we didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know what the fun was going on. Well any who,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all it is now. You ain't get pregnant for us

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<v Speaker 1>fresh ofall, bitch, I'm definitely not preging meat that Niga

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<v Speaker 1>told me today though she said, Oh my god, what

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<v Speaker 1>the fuck is wrong with Barry? I'm over Berry. Berry

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<v Speaker 1>is in another screen. I can't even see Barry. They gone, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>he got your mug shot up with Oh way, never mind,

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<v Speaker 1>he's in the corner. I see that little You know what, Barry, Marry,

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<v Speaker 1>We're not gonna do this no more. We're just not.

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<v Speaker 1>Um sank the honor a whole lot. Good tip um.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I got a trouble in jail because I

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<v Speaker 1>kept saying Mr. The officer, Mr. The Officer to come

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<v Speaker 1>over and tell me, uh, you see these blue stripes

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<v Speaker 1>on my arm, I am sergeant. I was like you think,

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<v Speaker 1>I say, I don't go to jail. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>the difference between an officer and a sergeant and a lieutenant.

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<v Speaker 1>They can be called the doctor nurse. That's what she did.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what's crazy is I was gonna let me

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<v Speaker 1>mute everybody. We got people in here. Hold on, was

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<v Speaker 1>getting cut. I mute yourself. Uh wheezy. This was our

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<v Speaker 1>first time. By the way, we have almost two hundred

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<v Speaker 1>people in the room with us for this town hall,

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<v Speaker 1>so thank all of you for tuning in for the

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<v Speaker 1>first time. Hopefully not the last time. Thank you that

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<v Speaker 1>fucking zoom because they anyway. By the way, for those

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<v Speaker 1>of you who just jumped in, UM, I apologized like

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<v Speaker 1>we didn't add on, and I guess I just didn't attach.

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<v Speaker 1>So now we're good and we should be good from

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<v Speaker 1>here on out. Um Oh, I do have an update.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to get my blood checked before LiPo and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you guys know about my I

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<v Speaker 1>know you know I'm allergy days, but I have a

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<v Speaker 1>serious fear of, like, um getting an ivy, like the

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<v Speaker 1>blue tape, the whole thing whatever. Um. I reacted so

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<v Speaker 1>badly to trying to get my blood taken that I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, yo, like it was. It was really intense.

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<v Speaker 1>It was bad, like I was shaking. The guy I

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<v Speaker 1>told me to come back in a week and get zanex,

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<v Speaker 1>like literally come on his zan X. He was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're bugging out. And I was getting so scared and

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<v Speaker 1>freaking myself out so much that I felt like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not ready for it to be next Friday, So I

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<v Speaker 1>pushed the date a little bit. You ship up, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>right now, it's like end of March. Hopefully Sex Cells

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<v Speaker 1>Season two doesn't film around then. But I was like

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<v Speaker 1>bugging the funk out, bro. Like my reaction was so

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<v Speaker 1>crazy that, like I just I was hYP prevent I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't even drive myself. Not too about the film Sex

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<v Speaker 1>Cells in a fat hobbit, Carol, That's what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm pissed because I thought I was gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>spe