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Speaker 1: I can't eat all them carbs, so I should have

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Speaker 1: raw dick and all. Not really, but just saying, don't

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Speaker 1: definitely podcasts. It's called Horrible Decisions. And we like to

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Speaker 1: eat and drink coffee. I I can't believe we have

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Speaker 1: the same coffee. Um order, are you really surprised? I

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Speaker 1: And for some reason everybody wanted to judge my welcome matt,

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Speaker 1: which is watermelons, and what you bought that on purpose? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I didn't say welcome, No, it just has watersons. So wait,

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Speaker 1: and my mom was like, oh, my god, and then

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Speaker 1: but I was a fun spot in Orleans. Watermelon Matt

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Speaker 1: is getta. That's not ghetto saying. I like to dick

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Speaker 1: Do you like watermelon? Watermelon? Yo, don't test my black No,

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Speaker 1: I actually just said watermelon is actually tastes like water,

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Speaker 1: you gotta plip season an old watermelon. No, no no season,

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Speaker 1: Wait almonds. Almonds are carps. Yeah it's better. Yeah, Oh wait, wait,

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Speaker 1: the security centers when you walk outside, nigga, I had

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Speaker 1: I was just making it up. Bro. It's so dark,

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Speaker 1: calabata I don't like niggas. Like celebrities, are you saying

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Speaker 1: go to fucking Atlanta because Nigga we here, y'all, Nigga's

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Speaker 1: both Now they're checking your social media. Look up the

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Speaker 1: new gun laws. They're allowing now people to get guns

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Speaker 1: little scarier, but here to know that, like Nigga's cake

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Speaker 1: really carried that ship, I'd be good I here. When

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Speaker 1: All my friends got their windows broken into, and all

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Speaker 1: time span, the city can set a curfew. It's the business.

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Speaker 1: What do you mean a business? So like say, now,

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Speaker 1: damn euro Fling. I got mad faith for London because

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00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 1: in my tight and then also I was thinking about it,

422
00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:52,480
Speaker 1: I was like, the flights aren't dad expensive, Like it's

423
00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,000
Speaker 1: only a six hour flight. Not if you're in l

424
00:21:55,040 --> 00:21:57,240
Speaker 1: a bis that ship is eleven, right, But when I'm

425
00:21:57,240 --> 00:22:00,119
Speaker 1: on the East Coast, like it's like right there, and

426
00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 1: it's no because it's not thinking, guys, when I'm in

427
00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 1: New York, I ain't flying no bit. These prices went hot.

428
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:16,200
Speaker 1: They for the of the summer, striking gas prices is up. Nigga,

429
00:22:16,240 --> 00:22:17,720
Speaker 1: y'all should have hopped on them flights when I was

430
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:20,080
Speaker 1: offering when they were seventeen dollars during coach Man. Look,

431
00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:23,800
Speaker 1: I would love a little tray coast to d okay,

432
00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:30,560
Speaker 1: because I don't know you want it's not transcontinental because

433
00:22:30,600 --> 00:22:32,600
Speaker 1: that's only in the country something, just saying, maybe it'll

434
00:22:32,640 --> 00:22:35,680
Speaker 1: be l A, New York and London. If I could

435
00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:38,159
Speaker 1: just suck niggas in all of those, that would be

436
00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:39,920
Speaker 1: really fun for me, just until I meet my mate,

437
00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:41,560
Speaker 1: because I ain't gonna hold you. You You probably want to

438
00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:43,439
Speaker 1: get a smaller city. To me, those is like the

439
00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:47,600
Speaker 1: hot spot cities. Them niggas be they fuck everything you

440
00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:51,080
Speaker 1: gotta get you like, yeah, she said, l A, New York, London,

441
00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:53,040
Speaker 1: I need you to get somebody. I don't want to

442
00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:57,240
Speaker 1: go to a small um Austin, Texas and let's do

443
00:22:57,400 --> 00:22:59,920
Speaker 1: something randomly. That's the problem. I need to get to

444
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,119
Speaker 1: the bag when I'm in the cities, right like I'm

445
00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:04,000
Speaker 1: gonna be making money when I'm in London. I make

446
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:05,840
Speaker 1: money when I'm here. I make money when I'm in

447
00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 1: l A. So I need to knock them out. My

448
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:10,080
Speaker 1: love to love, my favorite unique coboms with all of them,

449
00:23:10,119 --> 00:23:15,080
Speaker 1: those cities, the na these niggs are gonna be other people.

450
00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:16,840
Speaker 1: I don't know where Mandy got that I wouldn't use

451
00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 1: condoms with niggas that I've just I mean, you just

452
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:24,719
Speaker 1: took a Plan BE in January, okay, and what about it?

453
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:26,959
Speaker 1: And I think that's where I said you don't use

454
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,840
Speaker 1: condoms when you like nigga. That's not true. I literally

455
00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:32,159
Speaker 1: said I had fucked up. I don't not use condoms

456
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:34,760
Speaker 1: when I like a nigga. But I know you like

457
00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 1: to bring that up. Okay, Carrie, you go ahead. I'm

458
00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:42,320
Speaker 1: just gonna be out here just fighting every nigga raw. No,

459
00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:44,960
Speaker 1: like I made him a mistake like a lot of

460
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:46,960
Speaker 1: humans do, which is why Plan B is available and

461
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,639
Speaker 1: there's access to it. But um does it have to

462
00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:54,040
Speaker 1: be try? I don't know. Like, so I've women, I've

463
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,679
Speaker 1: been wanting to like kind of explore a little bit

464
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:57,639
Speaker 1: outside of La New York and I'm so tired of

465
00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:00,080
Speaker 1: being just there and in London is so easy to

466
00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:02,959
Speaker 1: bounce around. It's also they speak English, so it's just

467
00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:05,720
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, right, you know what I mean. Like

468
00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:07,560
Speaker 1: I feel like when I'm in Italy, I may not

469
00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:10,560
Speaker 1: meet my type you know what I'm saying, or made

470
00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:12,560
Speaker 1: me like too many niggers. I might have like an

471
00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,280
Speaker 1: Italian home it but also London super easy to get to,

472
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like it's it's not like

473
00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 1: you're fucking traveling a little bit further, like it's still

474
00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:23,239
Speaker 1: kind of like a a metro city. And so I

475
00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:25,600
Speaker 1: feel like they got their own scene and I have

476
00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 1: friends they're like, I feel like I want to be good,

477
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:33,200
Speaker 1: but I really would like that. And when I say Polly, like,

478
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:35,399
Speaker 1: I'm not a Polly person. But since I'm just dating

479
00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:38,200
Speaker 1: now until I meet obviously like the perfect person for me,

480
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:41,160
Speaker 1: I think that's what I want. Um, I'm a real

481
00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:43,719
Speaker 1: relationship person and I always have been as long as

482
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,200
Speaker 1: you've heard this podcast, Like, I've always been a relationship

483
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:48,000
Speaker 1: type of girl. So I feel like if I just

484
00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:50,520
Speaker 1: have people to scratch my age, that'll be cool. I

485
00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:53,680
Speaker 1: have a date that's coming up I'm really excited about. Really.

486
00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:58,760
Speaker 1: I met him on Riya months ago and then kind

487
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:02,080
Speaker 1: of just reconnected with him. He lives between New York

488
00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:05,880
Speaker 1: and Europe. Black and que I think he's a filmmaker

489
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,480
Speaker 1: and artist. I don't know, but he looks like one

490
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:10,000
Speaker 1: of those types. But I'm like, damn, what if I

491
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:12,439
Speaker 1: fall love with this nigga? And then I can have

492
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:15,440
Speaker 1: a little summer love and be traveling off of his time.

493
00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:17,680
Speaker 1: That's the type that would be the problem with women.

494
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:22,760
Speaker 1: We'll be getting into this idea of what a man

495
00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:25,639
Speaker 1: can be, and they let us down every time. Like

496
00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:29,520
Speaker 1: we get into like I've met like I remember even

497
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:32,320
Speaker 1: talking about Nebraska. Have you guys have been listening to

498
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:36,040
Speaker 1: the No, that's the He used to work for a

499
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:40,400
Speaker 1: large bank, but he's from Nebraska. And I met him

500
00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:42,440
Speaker 1: when I lived in Singapore and I was like, duh,

501
00:25:42,520 --> 00:25:45,520
Speaker 1: this is great bank. I'm going to be an accountant.

502
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,280
Speaker 1: This will be great. I did the same thing with

503
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 1: lawyer bank got with him my first year of college

504
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:52,520
Speaker 1: becoming an accountant. He was in his last year to

505
00:25:52,520 --> 00:25:54,880
Speaker 1: become a lawyer, and I was like, Oh, great, he's

506
00:25:54,880 --> 00:25:56,640
Speaker 1: gonna be a lawer. I'm gonna be account I'm gonna

507
00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:59,040
Speaker 1: be a cp A. That's gonna be great. I've met

508
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:03,320
Speaker 1: ball players where I'm like, oh, I like no, but no,

509
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,160
Speaker 1: just like oh, I could be a house fly. I'm

510
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:06,800
Speaker 1: gonna go to the games. I'm gonna just fly. I'm

511
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:09,880
Speaker 1: gonna wear these things. Like a lot of times, we

512
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:13,800
Speaker 1: envision what a man can be so early that that's

513
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:16,040
Speaker 1: where we let ourselves down. I mean, I try to

514
00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:19,320
Speaker 1: keep low expectations, but I'm not good at it. All women,

515
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:22,200
Speaker 1: a lot of women come in. I think, I think

516
00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:26,600
Speaker 1: I'm actually you're worse than most and I think all

517
00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:28,960
Speaker 1: women are really bad with that. So if you're worse

518
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,919
Speaker 1: than most women, that's nuts. I think I'm worse because

519
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm really like, I'm a true pisces. There's a clip

520
00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:38,840
Speaker 1: of a girl going around where she goes. I romanticize

521
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:40,480
Speaker 1: things and I make up a script in my mind

522
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:42,000
Speaker 1: and the person doesn't lead up. You saw that girl,

523
00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:43,840
Speaker 1: and the person doesn't lead up to the script. And

524
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:46,640
Speaker 1: mad people send me that, not just mad, random people

525
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:49,560
Speaker 1: like my friends are like, look at yourself. Look can

526
00:26:49,600 --> 00:26:52,199
Speaker 1: you see it? Full up the mirror? This is the mirror. No,

527
00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 1: you said it was a mirror. But also like I

528
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:59,080
Speaker 1: can't help it. That's the ship that keeps it because

529
00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:01,840
Speaker 1: I I'm like a dreamer and a lot of things

530
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:05,080
Speaker 1: in life, which is a good thing, but I can't

531
00:27:05,119 --> 00:27:07,800
Speaker 1: stop it when it comes to love, Like I want

532
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:09,760
Speaker 1: to know that every time I walk outside, especially in

533
00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 1: New York. I don't know why I get like that.

534
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:13,080
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, my god, what if my husband's out

535
00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:15,720
Speaker 1: here and I fall down and he has to pick

536
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:17,879
Speaker 1: me up. Like Charlotte and Trey and Sex in the City.

537
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 1: I was just about to say, it's so crazy that

538
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 1: you have this expectation considering the show that you quote

539
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:26,919
Speaker 1: more than anything on this spot is Sex in the

540
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:30,240
Speaker 1: City and all them bitches really has some fucked up relationships,

541
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:34,480
Speaker 1: Like none of them really had their happily ever after

542
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:36,159
Speaker 1: with any of the men that they were trying to

543
00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:38,080
Speaker 1: have a happily ever afterwards. Now we had to wait

544
00:27:38,119 --> 00:27:41,760
Speaker 1: for the movie later, but I'm just saying, I'm still like,

545
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:44,280
Speaker 1: got that little bit of hoping me. It's so sad

546
00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 1: and fucking terrible. And there's this clip with Charlottagne and

547
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 1: Andrew talking about years ago and I'll never forget it

548
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:52,440
Speaker 1: because Andrew is like, yeah, like we had to have sex,

549
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:54,160
Speaker 1: said a long time like she's waiting for the right guy,

550
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:58,480
Speaker 1: and Charlomagne goes, well, she'll never find that's so right,

551
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:05,399
Speaker 1: and so maybe the terror card reader new Charlemagne. I

552
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:09,640
Speaker 1: totally like, maybe they conspired for may I just look

553
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 1: like an abortion basically what Mandy brings up, She's like,

554
00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:14,359
Speaker 1: you know, he's got like that, I just look like

555
00:28:14,359 --> 00:28:20,800
Speaker 1: an abortion horse. Okay, so let's get into some vanilla ship. Um,

556
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:23,280
Speaker 1: a little bit of blend into the horrid nerve too.

557
00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:27,160
Speaker 1: There's a show on TLC called I Love a Mama's Boy,

558
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,119
Speaker 1: And I don't know if any want to see this clip,

559
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:35,880
Speaker 1: but it's a guy who is getting married and I'm sorry,

560
00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 1: it's disgusting. He's getting married. And so they're filming him

561
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:42,800
Speaker 1: and his mom and the fiance out shopping doing whatever,

562
00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:45,560
Speaker 1: and he's just all over his mom. He keeps talking

563
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,240
Speaker 1: about how she's hot. He keeps saying all these things

564
00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:52,720
Speaker 1: about how um this real mom, Yeah, about how she's

565
00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:55,240
Speaker 1: a milk and he's proud of his milk mom. And

566
00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:59,680
Speaker 1: like then they learned of Mother's Son dance and during

567
00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 1: the mother their Sun dance, Um, he wants to do

568
00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:07,040
Speaker 1: it to sexual healing. And it's so cringe e that

569
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,440
Speaker 1: the fucking guy who's doing it thought he was a joke.

570
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:21,160
Speaker 1: We are. It looks like they're together and sometimes feels

571
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:24,040
Speaker 1: like it's my mom's big day. It is Lena's wedding,

572
00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:26,840
Speaker 1: and I mean, I just need to remember to think

573
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,760
Speaker 1: that Lena is the bride. Remember to think that his

574
00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:33,520
Speaker 1: partner is the bride and not his mom. Like he

575
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:36,640
Speaker 1: has this crazy fucking obsession with his mom dog and

576
00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 1: it's so gray. Have you ever dated a mama's boy?

577
00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:49,120
Speaker 1: Not that bad? Not that bad? How bad? Um? The

578
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 1: dude that day that loved Jesus. He was just very

579
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 1: like that made yourself such a such a atheist book

580
00:29:56,400 --> 00:30:00,760
Speaker 1: it okay, basically like they would just hold each other

581
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:03,400
Speaker 1: a lot, but they were Leftino. So to me, that's

582
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:07,200
Speaker 1: like kind of different, like very like, you know, petting

583
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:12,680
Speaker 1: the hair and kisses and right he looked. I don't know.

584
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 1: His mom was just I don't know. Even in picture

585
00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:17,560
Speaker 1: I've seen with you and your mom, they're like she

586
00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: just seems very loving and a lot of Latin people are,

587
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:23,600
Speaker 1: so was she not? I mean she was, we were.

588
00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:26,920
Speaker 1: I'm not from an affection of family whatsoever. Okay, I'm like,

589
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 1: but like she was just really kissing, like like he would.

590
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 1: She would put his head in her bosom, not bussom,

591
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 1: but like maybe like this is broking his hair, like

592
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:37,360
Speaker 1: brushing his hair back or holding him and kissing him

593
00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:39,480
Speaker 1: a lot. But she lived in Venezuela, so she wasn't

594
00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:42,000
Speaker 1: here often. But that to me was like kind of

595
00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:44,320
Speaker 1: close and it didn't come off for strange, but I

596
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,640
Speaker 1: just knew it was a very intense love there. But

597
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:49,720
Speaker 1: also like I don't know a lot of my friends

598
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:52,040
Speaker 1: that are Latino act like that. Bro, they hold my hand,

599
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:56,520
Speaker 1: they've kissing me and all the ship. So that's why. Well, yeah,

600
00:30:56,560 --> 00:31:01,040
Speaker 1: like you you beat people, you kissed them that and

601
00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:04,120
Speaker 1: then I forget. Some people do one one cheek, others

602
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 1: do both. I don't never know the different country people

603
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:09,640
Speaker 1: do the mouth? Who does the mouth? Who is just

604
00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,480
Speaker 1: out here kissing stroke Brady be kissing his son on

605
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:15,560
Speaker 1: the mouth. No, no, no strangers, the greeting the love.

606
00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 1: I think that's your Wait post covid niggas is still

607
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:24,360
Speaker 1: greeting people kisses in their mouth. I heard that what country?

608
00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 1: Looking up Niggashida went to Brazil and they said niggas

609
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:30,960
Speaker 1: kissing them on the mouth off the first rick. Wait,

610
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:35,320
Speaker 1: what Josie's married now? People that they weren't sucking. Yeah,

611
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:36,840
Speaker 1: they were just talking about how dudes would like try

612
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:38,320
Speaker 1: to come up and kiss them like that was the

613
00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:42,480
Speaker 1: thing in Brasil. Oh hell no, I've never been, but still,

614
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,719
Speaker 1: I mean, apparently a French thing. First of all, it's

615
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:49,360
Speaker 1: not France, but that's why it's called a France kiss.

616
00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,480
Speaker 1: There you go, common and wide range of European land

617
00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:54,120
Speaker 1: countries as well as Russia and certain Arabic Arabic and

618
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 1: sub Saharan. Shut the funk up. But no tongue, right,

619
00:31:57,320 --> 00:31:59,440
Speaker 1: no girl? Why would I say? I mean because I

620
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:03,160
Speaker 1: don't kids that I thought a friend she has a tongue, kids,

621
00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:04,360
Speaker 1: But I guess it's just that I don't suck it.

622
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:09,240
Speaker 1: French kiss is a ton kiss, holy ship. But I

623
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,800
Speaker 1: just got a text from a French friend of mine

624
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:16,200
Speaker 1: who sent kisses will you hurt me? Beat? So anyway, Um,

625
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:19,400
Speaker 1: long story short, that fucking ship was so fucking weird

626
00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:21,440
Speaker 1: and I was like, damn, bro, this is so sick.

627
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:23,200
Speaker 1: And if we all are in the comments talking about

628
00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,320
Speaker 1: how sick it is, why the fuck can't we stop

629
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:31,040
Speaker 1: saying daddy when we're fucking and so apparently listen to

630
00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:38,200
Speaker 1: this um freud who like I think, uh Freudian. That

631
00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:40,240
Speaker 1: was Pavlov with the dog in the bell, so the

632
00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:42,760
Speaker 1: for in terms of Freud, I know what you're talking about.

633
00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:44,360
Speaker 1: Are you saying my mom's Are you talking about daddy?

634
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:48,600
Speaker 1: Because moms. So they Freud has a thing. I love psychology,

635
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 1: So he has a it's like a complex, like the

636
00:32:54,520 --> 00:33:01,560
Speaker 1: Oedipus complex, like you want to fuck your mom? Nah no,

637
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 1: that's not why people the psychology where people want to

638
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:05,960
Speaker 1: suck their mothers. So a lot of this is a

639
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 1: daddy sub dynamic as well that we can't understand. It's

640
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:13,120
Speaker 1: a power balance. So basically, huh like so in our

641
00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 1: b so the wanter fucking mom a mom said technic,

642
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:21,120
Speaker 1: but it's only on them porn because it's not legal

643
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 1: to put momall. Yeah, the borderline is just adding the

644
00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:29,800
Speaker 1: step shut the fun. I don't you gonna hold you.

645
00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 1: I never looked at none of my family members like,

646
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:35,080
Speaker 1: oh I wish we weren't family members. Hell no, So

647
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,479
Speaker 1: I've never wanted to funk one of my family members.

648
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:39,400
Speaker 1: But the thing that they're saying, basically I want to

649
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:42,400
Speaker 1: suck my mom or something like that, is like, it's

650
00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 1: like when guys date someone like their mom. But what's

651
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:49,120
Speaker 1: crazy that I'm hearing the opposite now, especially here we

652
00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 1: go hot take, toxic take, whatever you wanna call it

653
00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:55,560
Speaker 1: in the black community, specifically with black men dating so

654
00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:58,920
Speaker 1: much out of their race that is not the conversation anymore,

655
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:01,880
Speaker 1: because a lot of the conversation is, well, why aren't

656
00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 1: you like if you don't like black women, do you

657
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:08,000
Speaker 1: not like your mom? Like the conversation in psychologically in

658
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:11,280
Speaker 1: the black community is that black men don't date women

659
00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:14,160
Speaker 1: that remind them of their mom. Majority This isn't all,

660
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 1: but this is what I'm seeing, especially with so many

661
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:19,560
Speaker 1: black men stepping outside of their races. I think that's

662
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:21,560
Speaker 1: just an excuse. To be honest, I think, like Nigga's

663
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:24,440
Speaker 1: just like taboo shit. But like, I don't know, I

664
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:26,920
Speaker 1: can't really relate. Like the only thing I could think

665
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 1: of is like when you had a parent that was

666
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:31,319
Speaker 1: maybe your more dominant one. I don't know. Like my

667
00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:33,160
Speaker 1: dad is great, and I know a lot of people

668
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 1: don't have experiences great experiences with their dad, but he is.

669
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,759
Speaker 1: My dad always tells me how beautiful I am and

670
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:41,239
Speaker 1: like tries to show me how to be, like how

671
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:43,160
Speaker 1: I should have been treated when I was a kid

672
00:34:43,160 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 1: by a man whatever chivalry. But I say that to say,

673
00:34:47,920 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: the first thing I think when men do certain things

674
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:52,120
Speaker 1: for me is like, oh, this is like my dad,

675
00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:54,880
Speaker 1: or like I feel like I like introverted men because

676
00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:57,240
Speaker 1: my dad was introverted, and I saw the dynamic between

677
00:34:57,280 --> 00:34:58,960
Speaker 1: him and my mom. I don't, Miss Well, I don't

678
00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:03,399
Speaker 1: fun with you Jamaican. I would never did. Uh. My

679
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:06,759
Speaker 1: my dad is Jamaican. My my All of the men

680
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:09,960
Speaker 1: that I grew up seeing as adult, like all Island men.

681
00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:14,960
Speaker 1: My my younger sister's father is Haitian, so I grew

682
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:18,759
Speaker 1: up seeing all non African American men. Every man that

683
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:21,640
Speaker 1: I grew up around was from the Islands in some

684
00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 1: shape or fashion. I think Orlando was a lot that

685
00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:25,960
Speaker 1: way as well. Like even in my middle schools and

686
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:29,200
Speaker 1: high schools shout out Walker middle School, shout out oak Ridge.

687
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:34,719
Speaker 1: But all the all of the black kids where I

688
00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 1: thought we're all American right when we would meet their parents,

689
00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:41,239
Speaker 1: everyone had an accent. People spoke Creole. You know what

690
00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 1: I mean. They weren't. I didn't grow up around African Americans.

691
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 1: I grew up around Caribbean you know culture, So the

692
00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:52,680
Speaker 1: way they act, their dominance would not allow me to exist.

693
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,839
Speaker 1: So for you to even say that your father has

694
00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:59,680
Speaker 1: such an introverted I've seen your your father also be submissive.

695
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:03,040
Speaker 1: Miss Jewel ran the house and that was great to

696
00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:06,080
Speaker 1: see I never saw a woman really running the house.

697
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:10,239
Speaker 1: Seeing um, Caribbean men, they were very dominant. So to

698
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:12,520
Speaker 1: me growing up, seeing I had more of a dominant

699
00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 1: there's two things to that I like, would never want.

700
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:17,920
Speaker 1: I never people have made comments about my mom running

701
00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:21,640
Speaker 1: the house, and I realized where that comes off. But

702
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:24,719
Speaker 1: like my dad doesn't give a funk about how the

703
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,239
Speaker 1: house is going because he didn't feel like that is

704
00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:32,440
Speaker 1: his role money, taking care of us, um just safety.

705
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:34,439
Speaker 1: Things that made him feel like a man were things

706
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:37,600
Speaker 1: of his concern to where like he just didn't even

707
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: really like whatever my mom wants to do, just like

708
00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:41,960
Speaker 1: whatever he was like, what like just super chill about it.

709
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,799
Speaker 1: And I noticed him partners that I've had that kind

710
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 1: of let me be free. Oh that's the thing about

711
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 1: my dad, because I still want a dominant man. And

712
00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:54,040
Speaker 1: it's really because I think I saw that dynamic growing up.

713
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,960
Speaker 1: But I say that because I don't think that means

714
00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:00,359
Speaker 1: I don't want to suck my father. Um. I just

715
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,279
Speaker 1: think that means like we can see something we like

716
00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:05,920
Speaker 1: in that parent and then emulate it. But like we

717
00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:07,680
Speaker 1: we last week when we had the couple on where

718
00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:09,360
Speaker 1: she was talking about how she called him daddy in

719
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:12,240
Speaker 1: front of her dad. That has actually happened to me before. Um,

720
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 1: and it was so embarrassing. Why because like your your

721
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:20,360
Speaker 1: family's more open than most. They know what you do

722
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:23,520
Speaker 1: for a living. Was this before the show? Um? It

723
00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:26,520
Speaker 1: doesn't matter. I don't. I just was nasty like you.

724
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:28,960
Speaker 1: And then like your mom comes on and says, you're

725
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:31,760
Speaker 1: a dick sucking queen. You're the number one dick sucker

726
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:35,240
Speaker 1: if you like someone. Dad, my mom and my dad

727
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:37,920
Speaker 1: is different. I am like my dad thinks I'm the

728
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:45,399
Speaker 1: most innocent and because and my dad like today my

729
00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:50,680
Speaker 1: dad say, my dad had to fly to Orlando a

730
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:52,560
Speaker 1: few weeks ago because my dad was in the hospital

731
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:58,040
Speaker 1: and the nurse came in and she she recognized me

732
00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:01,560
Speaker 1: because she says something, and like he kind of looks

733
00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 1: at me and he goes, you know, my daughter she

734
00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:06,800
Speaker 1: famous she talked about the six. But this is my baby. Okay,

735
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:11,120
Speaker 1: this is my baby. She did oprah up six. And

736
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:14,000
Speaker 1: I'm laughing that he really thinks this much. Also, like

737
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:17,279
Speaker 1: he don't even it just totally it's like he detaches it.

738
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,960
Speaker 1: Like his son called him and was talking about how

739
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,680
Speaker 1: he saw some about me on the internet. And I

740
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:26,319
Speaker 1: was like, okay, like he don't give a funk because

741
00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 1: I'm his baby. So to know that I was calling

742
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,759
Speaker 1: another naked daddy in front of my daddy, My dad answered, bro,

743
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:36,920
Speaker 1: he was like, it's disgusting to think about that. We

744
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 1: fucking like this ship. But anyway, in the article, it

745
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:44,480
Speaker 1: basically talks about how the main reason like us like

746
00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:47,760
Speaker 1: saying daddy because we are not connecting it with parents,

747
00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:51,759
Speaker 1: were connecting it with power, and normally dad's are the

748
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:53,840
Speaker 1: one that make the rules. Dads are the ones that

749
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:56,799
Speaker 1: will fucking give you the punishment, etcetera. And it's like

750
00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:59,960
Speaker 1: a general thing. And when I was sucking that Brazilian girl,

751
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:02,279
Speaker 1: the one they came on a gold Star episode, she

752
00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:05,840
Speaker 1: made me call her daddy or we call him me daddy,

753
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:08,080
Speaker 1: like whoever was topping who we would call the other

754
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:10,919
Speaker 1: one daddy. And that was strange for me. But something

755
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,400
Speaker 1: I thought that was sexy Kristen we had on the

756
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:17,480
Speaker 1: lesbian Um. She says that they didn't do that. They

757
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:20,319
Speaker 1: just called each other mommy, which I love because it's like, oh,

758
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:23,160
Speaker 1: y'all really gets see I'm so dumb. I've never really

759
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:24,920
Speaker 1: I don't really do the daddy thing. Y'all know, I

760
00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:28,160
Speaker 1: talked nasty, I say, not for me. I talked nuts,

761
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:30,360
Speaker 1: you're in sex. But I realized, you know what to

762
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:33,400
Speaker 1: me is sexy the name, and I know this is

763
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:38,680
Speaker 1: very much Trace songs he's done. I love like, I

764
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:41,040
Speaker 1: just suck this nigger right, and I'm gonna say who

765
00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: it is. But every time he said Mandy, I called

766
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,440
Speaker 1: back his name. And maybe it's because now I know

767
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:49,680
Speaker 1: you're sucking other bitches and I'm sucking other niggas. So

768
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:51,880
Speaker 1: the fact that we even remember each other's names, it

769
00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:54,000
Speaker 1: just like turns me on that you know my name

770
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:59,959
Speaker 1: because I just know you're talking say my name, because

771
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,920
Speaker 1: I have thought he was trying out and forget saying.

772
00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: I like to know that you know who you fucking know.

773
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:09,280
Speaker 1: So if that's not nuts, I like when a niggal

774
00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:12,000
Speaker 1: be like Mandy, oh you know what they and then

775
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:14,080
Speaker 1: I say his name that I used to do that

776
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:17,120
Speaker 1: even like I like calling out a person's name because

777
00:40:17,160 --> 00:40:20,000
Speaker 1: to me, even everybody got a nickname. But sometimes I

778
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,399
Speaker 1: wass forgetting these nigga's names. So I'll be thinking, damn

779
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 1: to the baby, Yeah that whole baby, babe, you're not

780
00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:28,520
Speaker 1: my baby. Actually we're not going together. You're not my nigga.

781
00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:32,200
Speaker 1: A poppy during I will not say poppy nigga. I

782
00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:37,319
Speaker 1: am not Latina. Tell you you'd like better. Nigga stopped me.

783
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:39,360
Speaker 1: I said that in the Brent fire and that if

784
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 1: you I did where like and I don't know if

785
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,480
Speaker 1: I talked about that horrible and niggle really stopped. He's like,

786
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,520
Speaker 1: don't tell me poppy your names, man, it's weird depending

787
00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:48,040
Speaker 1: on the person. I hated that. I don't like Bobby like,

788
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 1: I'll stop. I'll stop a nigga niga from calling me mommy.

789
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,239
Speaker 1: They could say something else in Spanish and if you

790
00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:55,040
Speaker 1: don't know what to say, and I don't want to

791
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,560
Speaker 1: Spanish one and two in high school, in college, nigga,

792
00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:01,560
Speaker 1: if you don't know more than four sentences in Spanish,

793
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:03,719
Speaker 1: you can't call me mom said, and that that used

794
00:41:03,719 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 1: to be a problem. You know you could do Dawn

795
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:07,719
Speaker 1: day aress no bid you you know if she used

796
00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:11,680
Speaker 1: to live in the Bronx Niggas would love no English.

797
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:14,000
Speaker 1: Please don't be honest. I feel like mommy is like,

798
00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:17,560
Speaker 1: so I don't take that, like bro, Mommy is no, no,

799
00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:19,680
Speaker 1: no no, like m A M, I M A M.

800
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:22,360
Speaker 1: I is like niggas said that I don't know. I

801
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,920
Speaker 1: don't really only uptown I'm now living. Maybe because I

802
00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:28,520
Speaker 1: actually associate mommy like that with like New York niggas

803
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:30,920
Speaker 1: New York ship. I did, But it's because they all

804
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:32,840
Speaker 1: even when they like they go up the Dikemond or

805
00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:37,600
Speaker 1: they could be calling I like that sha with not

806
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,480
Speaker 1: Haitian niggas. You've got one Haitian, Nick, calm down, that's

807
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:45,480
Speaker 1: not true. Multivation niggas, hospital diculization. I've talked to us

808
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:50,040
Speaker 1: some Haitian niggas. There's a lot of na podcast Okay, damn,

809
00:41:50,040 --> 00:41:52,759
Speaker 1: that's a lot of niggas. Like I'm just saying, like

810
00:41:52,800 --> 00:41:54,160
Speaker 1: if I'm just just said a lot of creole in

811
00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:57,600
Speaker 1: her pussy, I didn't say they were in it. And

812
00:41:57,760 --> 00:42:03,480
Speaker 1: it says some kreop slap what about slapping home, slapt

813
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:07,239
Speaker 1: your mama creole season. Okay, I love his Haitian, see

814
00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:10,760
Speaker 1: what I mean? I had a nigga from New Orleans.

815
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 1: But no, if they're a Haitian. The fact that you

816
00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:17,400
Speaker 1: still sit on this pod months later, years later, in

817
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:19,880
Speaker 1: act like you don't know about Haitian spaghetti. You're dealing with.

818
00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 1: You're dealing with Haitian Americans. What they do the Haitian

819
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,760
Speaker 1: spaghetti the same island. They just they're just a divide,

820
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:29,799
Speaker 1: but it's the same island. How are you sucking all

821
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:32,240
Speaker 1: these Haitians and none of them niggas made you Haitian spaghetti?

822
00:42:32,600 --> 00:42:35,480
Speaker 1: Why wouldn't nigga married me? That? It's good? That's my

823
00:42:35,520 --> 00:42:38,200
Speaker 1: mama dated a Haitian. I got Haitian spaghetti growing up,

824
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 1: and I said, can you make the Asian spaghetti? I

825
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:42,560
Speaker 1: liked it? Enjoy I've had a nigga made me that

826
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,279
Speaker 1: black rice. I don't know what it's called. You'll know

827
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:49,239
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about, Haitians, Negro Bennols. No, there's like

828
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:51,840
Speaker 1: a black right, it's a mushroom rice. It's like a mushroom.

829
00:42:54,320 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 1: What's it called? Jan Jan? Because I actually look not

830
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:06,439
Speaker 1: not the Jean Jean whatever? Do Zozo and Geen Jean.

831
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:09,560
Speaker 1: That's what I want, introduced medeo, Mama, not the Jean Jean.

832
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:12,640
Speaker 1: Do give me some food? Oh yeah, does have fun? Guy?

833
00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: You know? Not whoa sorry fun guys? Now you're calling

834
00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:25,319
Speaker 1: them dirty? That's so disc was like, how okay, let's

835
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:27,239
Speaker 1: get into the horrible decision. So a few weeks ago,

836
00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 1: we had the most full moon we've ever had. It

837
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:33,320
Speaker 1: was like, um, I think it was in forty years.

838
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:35,279
Speaker 1: You know, it was the closest proximity the moon was

839
00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: to the Earth. So they lying, Okay, it's why we

840
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:42,799
Speaker 1: haven't gone back to the moon. No, they don't know

841
00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:44,880
Speaker 1: where the moon was. That's why we haven't gone back.

842
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 1: I literally cool, let's how did you're bringing this up?

843
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 1: That's why we haven't gone back. Somehow the scientists are

844
00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:54,000
Speaker 1: saying they can't find the latitude and longitude of the Moon,

845
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 1: which is why we've never gone back, which is why

846
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:57,799
Speaker 1: we only have this bullshit as video of them on

847
00:43:57,840 --> 00:44:00,839
Speaker 1: the moon. It's false. So for them to say this

848
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:02,839
Speaker 1: was the closest that the moon has been to us

849
00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:04,960
Speaker 1: if they knew where it was about, ben't hop on it.

850
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,319
Speaker 1: Are you trying to say the moon doesn't exist. I'm

851
00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:10,760
Speaker 1: not saying the moon. I'm saying that they lied about

852
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:17,200
Speaker 1: going to the moon. Mrs g She all of the

853
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:20,560
Speaker 1: fucking lies from side and the moon is the one

854
00:44:20,600 --> 00:44:24,600
Speaker 1: you argue about there the moon landing, bro, that was fake.

855
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:27,560
Speaker 1: It was at a studio in Hollywood. Where you at now, bitch?

856
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:34,160
Speaker 1: They lied? They lied? WTF and the NIGG put it down.

857
00:44:34,320 --> 00:44:36,640
Speaker 1: Tell you why they went back? They went on the moon.

858
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:38,560
Speaker 1: I don't know, back in the sixties or something like that.

859
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:43,640
Speaker 1: There's video of this evidence. However, we are now in

860
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:45,600
Speaker 1: when did they walk in the moon? Give me that,

861
00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:51,160
Speaker 1: give me that date? There we go, Okay, go ahead,

862
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: she would know six She kept that as the too. Oh,

863
00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:57,120
Speaker 1: I don't know, because they didn't really go. They gave

864
00:44:57,200 --> 00:45:00,560
Speaker 1: us that date. They said, the videos edited, let's tell

865
00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:04,279
Speaker 1: everyone we went there this day. But literally, you're saying

866
00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:07,040
Speaker 1: that the moon was the closest to us. Scientists have

867
00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 1: literally come out and said, we never went back to

868
00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:13,040
Speaker 1: the moon because we can't catch the latitude and longitude

869
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 1: of the moon. And so for them to lie to

870
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,759
Speaker 1: you with your fucking moon and star's face as talk

871
00:45:17,760 --> 00:45:20,560
Speaker 1: about the moon was the closest it's ever been. Why

872
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:23,000
Speaker 1: do we not go? Why do we not go? If

873
00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:25,440
Speaker 1: they do what the moon was, the July full moon,

874
00:45:25,480 --> 00:45:27,680
Speaker 1: also known as the Buck moon, was approximately the Buck moon.

875
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:32,280
Speaker 1: You said, approximately two thousand miles from Earth on Wednesday,

876
00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:34,759
Speaker 1: That is nearly seventeen miles closer to Earth than it

877
00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:39,400
Speaker 1: is on average. Go ahead and talk about how the

878
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:41,239
Speaker 1: moon was closer. So whenever the win to the moon,

879
00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:43,680
Speaker 1: if it was closer, it was. And I don't really

880
00:45:43,719 --> 00:45:46,480
Speaker 1: be doing that much full moon ship, but I was like,

881
00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:48,640
Speaker 1: you know what, I ain't gonna lie. Quest Love sucked

882
00:45:48,640 --> 00:45:50,520
Speaker 1: me up because this thing can be talking about Matt

883
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:54,520
Speaker 1: He talks about so much deep ship that I was like, man,

884
00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:56,880
Speaker 1: like he's posted a lot of it, but like that

885
00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,879
Speaker 1: nigger really lived that life. And he was talking about

886
00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:02,319
Speaker 1: and he was like, Yo, this is what you gotta

887
00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:03,800
Speaker 1: do this, how you gotta get your ship right. I

888
00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:07,080
Speaker 1: was like all right, So basically wrote down to fifty

889
00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:10,040
Speaker 1: things that I wanted to let go of and burned

890
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: it under the full moon. And I also charged the

891
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:14,279
Speaker 1: moon water, just for a little fun, just for a

892
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:18,960
Speaker 1: little rout. What this moon water? It's like holy water.

893
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:20,759
Speaker 1: So I just got like where you just had a

894
00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:23,520
Speaker 1: jar of water, and I put it under the full moon,

895
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 1: and when the moon was going down, I picked the

896
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:27,560
Speaker 1: moon back up and like you're supposed to drink a

897
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:29,320
Speaker 1: little bit every day, or you can clean your crystals

898
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:31,160
Speaker 1: with it or whatever. Is this America? Is this like

899
00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:34,359
Speaker 1: where we're at now, like I mean, I'll be wrong

900
00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:37,520
Speaker 1: with you, Like I don't know like if it's fucking

901
00:46:37,560 --> 00:46:39,520
Speaker 1: real or if it's not, or if it's fucking hilarious

902
00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:41,800
Speaker 1: that I'm doing it. But to me, it's just like

903
00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:44,360
Speaker 1: I kind of like rituals and I'm not gonna like

904
00:46:44,520 --> 00:46:47,680
Speaker 1: pray to anything because that's not something that really feels

905
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:49,200
Speaker 1: like can we put you on the floor right here

906
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:51,400
Speaker 1: or me and I put my I'm gonna put my

907
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:53,799
Speaker 1: fingers under you like this. Do you know where I'm

908
00:46:53,840 --> 00:46:56,600
Speaker 1: going with this? Levitate l is the feather stip of

909
00:46:56,640 --> 00:46:58,040
Speaker 1: the board. Light is the feather stip of the board,

910
00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:01,360
Speaker 1: and technically you should eyes. That's what they happened in

911
00:47:01,400 --> 00:47:04,759
Speaker 1: the movie. I'm not a witch. That's what moon water

912
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:07,959
Speaker 1: and Crystals is. Witch ship. I'm not doing anything because

913
00:47:08,000 --> 00:47:11,560
Speaker 1: you like rituals. It's giving colder witch. What else I

914
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:15,520
Speaker 1: think how ritual is praying to? So I'm just saying

915
00:47:15,560 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 1: I don't and them is cold too, baby. I ain't

916
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:20,080
Speaker 1: saying they aren't. I'm just saying, like, I just wanted

917
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:21,640
Speaker 1: to do this for myself. I am right. I just

918
00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:23,759
Speaker 1: talked about what I wanted. That's what I didn't want.

919
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:27,000
Speaker 1: But anyway. I bring that up because I feel like

920
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:33,359
Speaker 1: we talked about future fucking and basically, huh, I would

921
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:38,759
Speaker 1: never future Nevedavius, what Nevadius, whatever the name is real.

922
00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:44,640
Speaker 1: I'm not saying. I'm not saying, okay, what I feel like,

923
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,320
Speaker 1: she's like, what you sucking about? Wait? Wait, wait, I

924
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:51,120
Speaker 1: don't tell you what I'm saying. Okay, As someone that

925
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:54,200
Speaker 1: likes dreads, who am I to say? I don't know

926
00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:56,479
Speaker 1: who I can turn down, That's all I mean. There's

927
00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:59,080
Speaker 1: like a lot of niggas in the world that's knowing that.

928
00:47:59,280 --> 00:48:02,879
Speaker 1: You know, Julie has been in the public, how he's

929
00:48:02,920 --> 00:48:05,799
Speaker 1: been as a baby father, how he I don't want

930
00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:08,360
Speaker 1: to say, I'm just trying to be honest here, but

931
00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:11,160
Speaker 1: how he looks without glasses. Have you seen him without

932
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:15,320
Speaker 1: the glasses? I still didn't you. But also like I

933
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:17,160
Speaker 1: don't know if back then he was accused he as now,

934
00:48:17,239 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 1: but like he definitely got he gotta look. He got

935
00:48:19,719 --> 00:48:22,319
Speaker 1: to look now because he got funny, just like Drake

936
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:26,160
Speaker 1: got ab You look better when you have money. That's

937
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:31,160
Speaker 1: why we came in ugly little to me, his his

938
00:48:31,920 --> 00:48:34,640
Speaker 1: energy makes him know. I'm just saying, like if I

939
00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:36,200
Speaker 1: was just out of a clubby how it at me? No,

940
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:39,400
Speaker 1: I don't know. But then also like edding ed and

941
00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:43,400
Speaker 1: we saw your idea yesterday. You look you're making money now.

942
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:45,920
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is memory better when they make

943
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 1: money too. Oh, I'm bringing that up on the bike, Yo.

944
00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 1: That didn't look like whole sway right now. He looked

945
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:55,440
Speaker 1: like he could be Julio. You know what I mean.

946
00:48:55,719 --> 00:49:01,080
Speaker 1: He got a little line of ship Julio. Not wait,

947
00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:04,800
Speaker 1: we gotta put the doe. Come on do Julio. No,

948
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:09,520
Speaker 1: but you look better. It's it's you're gonna making more money. Oh,

949
00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:18,160
Speaker 1: you don't want to say I was giving Andrew Schultz

950
00:49:18,840 --> 00:49:21,359
Speaker 1: he look like he's working hard and the sun every day,

951
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:25,320
Speaker 1: and I do. Look. Yes, you you were getting like

952
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 1: you were fresh off of it. It looks like I

953
00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:28,840
Speaker 1: don't want to say the word. It starts with the

954
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:32,320
Speaker 1: be the butt the boat. Why would you say it?

955
00:49:32,760 --> 00:49:35,040
Speaker 1: Why would you say if we don't believe that, let's bleed,

956
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:40,200
Speaker 1: let get the TV show? You're right fresh off the boat. Hey,

957
00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:43,799
Speaker 1: my daddy, fresh off the boat, just off the bet

958
00:49:43,840 --> 00:49:46,040
Speaker 1: your own a green card. I ain't gonna hold you wait,

959
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,600
Speaker 1: it doesn't counter talking because technically it's like our own kind.

960
00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 1: It is our own guy. We all have parents that

961
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:52,560
Speaker 1: are fresh off the boat. I'm sure I have some

962
00:49:52,719 --> 00:50:00,680
Speaker 1: Latino in me. You in you, that's bo true. I'm

963
00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:09,319
Speaker 1: gonna love yeah, so uh running outline today you see

964
00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 1: is my phone charged. So the list of things to

965
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:15,920
Speaker 1: let go and then burn it. These are just my

966
00:50:16,440 --> 00:50:18,800
Speaker 1: things that I had to let go of. And it

967
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 1: wasn't like necessarily love, but one feeling unwanted in love.

968
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:26,920
Speaker 1: This to me is like a big one where like

969
00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:30,920
Speaker 1: I think that people like hold a lot of the past,

970
00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:33,880
Speaker 1: so they're anticipating that the next parton. They're like, nobody

971
00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,080
Speaker 1: wants me x y Z. Like I even get in

972
00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:37,920
Speaker 1: that mindset sometimes and I'm just like going through a

973
00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 1: break up or whatever. But that is something I burned

974
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:42,160
Speaker 1: because even though I don't feel it right now, I

975
00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 1: might feel it at some point. And I was like,

976
00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:47,480
Speaker 1: I know that I've talked myself down a hill, you

977
00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:48,920
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I think a lot of

978
00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:51,160
Speaker 1: us have done that when we've had a really bad

979
00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:53,719
Speaker 1: experience and we just can't help but feeling unwanted, and

980
00:50:53,840 --> 00:50:56,120
Speaker 1: sometimes we make everything about us when it's not really

981
00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 1: you know, like I've learned that through therapy, feeling rejected,

982
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 1: it's just a thing that we all experienced, and it's

983
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:05,840
Speaker 1: not always about you and making things about you. That

984
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,920
Speaker 1: self pity and self deprecation is like some ship that

985
00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: like I don't know if I'll ever get over. I

986
00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:14,239
Speaker 1: hope I do, but it's probably my biggest what do

987
00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:17,120
Speaker 1: you What do you want to get over? Just if

988
00:51:17,160 --> 00:51:20,399
Speaker 1: I make things about me when there's problems, If I'm

989
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:21,960
Speaker 1: making things about me like oh it's my fault and

990
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:24,759
Speaker 1: blah blah blah blah blah things I can't control, then

991
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:27,400
Speaker 1: I started getting that I'm not this, I'm not x

992
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,960
Speaker 1: y Z, and maybe just feeling totally unworthy, Like I

993
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:32,759
Speaker 1: think the last time I did it that I can

994
00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:37,880
Speaker 1: remember specifically was I had someone in my life that

995
00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:40,600
Speaker 1: needed space and I was like, oh my god, they're

996
00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:42,879
Speaker 1: not into me. Then I started comparing myself to someone

997
00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:45,120
Speaker 1: else they dated, Oh I'm this, or maybe I'm not

998
00:51:45,200 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 1: as attractive, or my body types not like this, or

999
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:50,160
Speaker 1: it's because I have a sex podcast. Like it's just

1000
00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:53,320
Speaker 1: everything that weighs on me and I have to remember that,

1001
00:51:53,480 --> 00:51:55,640
Speaker 1: like it's just one little thing that person said, stop

1002
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,280
Speaker 1: making it about you, right, Like you have to sometimes

1003
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 1: live in their reality, like, okay, this since spends time

1004
00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:02,440
Speaker 1: with me, so they do like me. They're calling me

1005
00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:04,920
Speaker 1: to see me. But just like having space, it's okay

1006
00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: and it's something natural. I've asked for it, So why

1007
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:09,279
Speaker 1: am I now making this about me? But when I

1008
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,960
Speaker 1: totally wrap my head around it being me, I just

1009
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:15,480
Speaker 1: go like I can. I ask you though, because this

1010
00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:18,680
Speaker 1: was the issue of my last relationship. What does space

1011
00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:22,640
Speaker 1: look like to you? I think space means how many days,

1012
00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:26,879
Speaker 1: how many hours? What's the time frame when someone says

1013
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:29,839
Speaker 1: I need space because maybe they're trying to figure out

1014
00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:32,880
Speaker 1: their thoughts right, And this is I broke up with

1015
00:52:32,920 --> 00:52:35,399
Speaker 1: this nigga because he said he needed space. I gave

1016
00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: him two and a half days. Okay, now we're done.

1017
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:41,400
Speaker 1: And I blocked him because to me it was too

1018
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:43,680
Speaker 1: much space to where I was like, we don't did

1019
00:52:43,760 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 1: this now eight times we broke up and got together,

1020
00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:50,360
Speaker 1: I'd like I would like to talk through something. I

1021
00:52:50,400 --> 00:52:52,880
Speaker 1: would like for us to work through something. And so

1022
00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:57,040
Speaker 1: when someone tells you, yo, I need space, is there

1023
00:52:57,080 --> 00:52:59,600
Speaker 1: a time limit on how much space you give them?

1024
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:02,080
Speaker 1: In a relationship. I'm not talking about a business. I'm

1025
00:53:02,080 --> 00:53:04,680
Speaker 1: not talking about a friendship. Because I've had friendships where

1026
00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:07,360
Speaker 1: there was so much space that was given. And now

1027
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:09,920
Speaker 1: I see this friendship wasn't it wasn't work ship, and

1028
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:11,839
Speaker 1: I'm good on it now and I actually just did

1029
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:15,239
Speaker 1: that with my relationship. So when you're in a relationship

1030
00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:18,840
Speaker 1: with someone and someone does need their space, I know

1031
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:20,719
Speaker 1: how you live right now. You don't live with someone,

1032
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:24,160
Speaker 1: and you're on a bicoastal like schedule and you work

1033
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:26,640
Speaker 1: a lot. So when someone genuinely need space, it's not

1034
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,360
Speaker 1: like you're all up under them. How much space do

1035
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:31,480
Speaker 1: you really grant somebody when they say face is like,

1036
00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:34,279
Speaker 1: for example, I've said that old day was dead to

1037
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:37,120
Speaker 1: me and I'll never get back with that nigga, but

1038
00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:39,640
Speaker 1: dead to me is and I couldn't even speak to

1039
00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:41,239
Speaker 1: him right. I was like fun that. Now I let

1040
00:53:41,320 --> 00:53:44,400
Speaker 1: him watch Nina and we're we're cool. But my space

1041
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,320
Speaker 1: from him after finding out that ship when he was

1042
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:50,920
Speaker 1: with that fucking married forror, Maggie, what bro, you were

1043
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:53,840
Speaker 1: getting real serious but then you had to shade. But

1044
00:53:54,719 --> 00:53:58,120
Speaker 1: that space was almost ninety days, it was almost three

1045
00:53:58,160 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 1: months months and he had emailed. He was texting me

1046
00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:04,640
Speaker 1: and we've had a lot of conversation since because I

1047
00:54:04,719 --> 00:54:08,200
Speaker 1: can't remember how we spoke again, but basically, um, he

1048
00:54:08,360 --> 00:54:09,719
Speaker 1: was like, oh, it was when he sent me the

1049
00:54:09,719 --> 00:54:12,759
Speaker 1: product collar, which is a damn shame. But I was like,

1050
00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:14,080
Speaker 1: you know what, I didn't want to rouse pick to

1051
00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:16,880
Speaker 1: come watch this thought. But he was like, yo, I

1052
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:19,200
Speaker 1: didn't really understand, like you said you needed space. Before

1053
00:54:19,239 --> 00:54:21,200
Speaker 1: I thought you were coming back. I thought you were

1054
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,480
Speaker 1: going to talk to me like you're like my friend.

1055
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:25,279
Speaker 1: And I was like, yo, you felt like my family

1056
00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:26,960
Speaker 1: start couldn't be leave. You lied into x y Z.

1057
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,600
Speaker 1: But he was like, I didn't know how much space

1058
00:54:28,719 --> 00:54:30,520
Speaker 1: you need. I didn't know how much space I need.

1059
00:54:30,920 --> 00:54:32,799
Speaker 1: When I said that, you got space to the point

1060
00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:37,120
Speaker 1: where you to me, you spaced yourself out of your relationship,

1061
00:54:37,360 --> 00:54:39,600
Speaker 1: which is why I'm asking you this because if you

1062
00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 1: said it was three months, three months and really sitting

1063
00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,359
Speaker 1: with your thoughts by yourself. So I mean, he did

1064
00:54:45,440 --> 00:54:48,880
Speaker 1: something terrible to me. But there's another world where my

1065
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:52,480
Speaker 1: space has been a week, um, and I think to

1066
00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:54,600
Speaker 1: two and a half days isn't enough. I think people

1067
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:56,680
Speaker 1: want need a chance to miss you not not when

1068
00:54:56,760 --> 00:54:59,160
Speaker 1: we break up every month and a half and you'll

1069
00:54:59,200 --> 00:55:02,040
Speaker 1: heard it for the last year, you've got every month

1070
00:55:02,040 --> 00:55:05,400
Speaker 1: and a half. But also the thing too with almost right, like,

1071
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:07,600
Speaker 1: it could be two things. It could be space from

1072
00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:10,040
Speaker 1: hanging out every day because we just had that couple

1073
00:55:10,160 --> 00:55:11,319
Speaker 1: last week and he was like, yeah, it's been two

1074
00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 1: and a half weeks, you need to go home. It

1075
00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:17,040
Speaker 1: could be just not maybe talking like oh, like I

1076
00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:18,799
Speaker 1: think I had a situation where I was like, let's

1077
00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:20,640
Speaker 1: talk on Friday, and we had a date to look

1078
00:55:20,640 --> 00:55:23,719
Speaker 1: forward to. That's a good thing for someone that is

1079
00:55:23,800 --> 00:55:28,080
Speaker 1: scared to tell somebody they need space because that thing

1080
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:30,719
Speaker 1: that you felt of when what like the let me

1081
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:34,680
Speaker 1: be a little bit more um not so vague. When

1082
00:55:34,719 --> 00:55:38,920
Speaker 1: there's an issue that arises, when there's a disagreement, when

1083
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:42,120
Speaker 1: you know one of the parties is upsets something else

1084
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:44,640
Speaker 1: the other party did, what is the space for you

1085
00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:47,520
Speaker 1: to get your thoughts together? Because that's different from we

1086
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:51,359
Speaker 1: have a date plan. We're doing what I was gonna say,

1087
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:55,200
Speaker 1: because if there's an actual thing, yes, if it happens

1088
00:55:55,200 --> 00:55:59,000
Speaker 1: on Sunday, I'm gonna be like, yo, I'm really angry

1089
00:55:59,080 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 1: right now, and I need a table this ship. Let's

1090
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:03,319
Speaker 1: talk and have dinner on Thursday. I probably won't want

1091
00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:04,799
Speaker 1: to talk to you, so then I want to hear

1092
00:56:04,840 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 1: from you. Don't pick on my story, not even sex messaging, No,

1093
00:56:08,680 --> 00:56:10,600
Speaker 1: because then a lot of like and I talk. I

1094
00:56:10,640 --> 00:56:15,759
Speaker 1: feel like we send good morning, good night text every day. Right,

1095
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:19,280
Speaker 1: that's your relationship and you're and you're in your means

1096
00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:23,560
Speaker 1: of being upset. Your partner cannot hit you for three days, No,

1097
00:56:24,800 --> 00:56:27,040
Speaker 1: not even if there's a real morning and I need

1098
00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 1: space for now. Obey didn't know how to respect my space,

1099
00:56:32,080 --> 00:56:33,680
Speaker 1: and he would still send me a good morning and

1100
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:37,160
Speaker 1: good night things because he thinks I wanted it. But

1101
00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 1: there were a lot of times where I kind of did,

1102
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:40,960
Speaker 1: But there were other where were like, damn, he really

1103
00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:43,480
Speaker 1: won't fucking leave me alone. Like I would be out

1104
00:56:43,680 --> 00:56:46,400
Speaker 1: not thinking about the situation, feeling a little better and

1105
00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:48,560
Speaker 1: almost missing him, and then he would hit me up,

1106
00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:50,440
Speaker 1: and I'll be like, Damn, you just can't fucking do

1107
00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 1: what I'm asking. You're violating my boundaries, Like my boundaries,

1108
00:56:54,280 --> 00:56:56,040
Speaker 1: don't hit me up. One of the problems with the

1109
00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,320
Speaker 1: hospital dick and eyes, Like he would tell me he

1110
00:56:58,440 --> 00:57:00,440
Speaker 1: needed space and he would kind talk to me when

1111
00:57:00,440 --> 00:57:03,759
Speaker 1: he's ready, and I was just so thirsty to fuck

1112
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:06,120
Speaker 1: to be honest, because he just has the best dick

1113
00:57:06,160 --> 00:57:08,319
Speaker 1: ever that I would just be like, oh my god,

1114
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:10,520
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about aunt, send a song or some ship,

1115
00:57:10,560 --> 00:57:13,839
Speaker 1: and he'd be like, yo, like I'm thinking about you too,

1116
00:57:14,040 --> 00:57:17,080
Speaker 1: but like, fuck, now, you make me feel anxiety about

1117
00:57:17,120 --> 00:57:20,240
Speaker 1: responding when I actually wanted to a moment, and I

1118
00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:24,200
Speaker 1: nig is right. That was probably, um one of the

1119
00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,439
Speaker 1: worst things I've ever done to somebody is not listen

1120
00:57:26,520 --> 00:57:28,840
Speaker 1: to what they're asking. And I think men and women

1121
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:31,960
Speaker 1: can't do that because with women their head spirals and

1122
00:57:32,160 --> 00:57:35,600
Speaker 1: with men they they're ego. They feel like they're gonna

1123
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:37,840
Speaker 1: lose you. Like all old they thought is I was

1124
00:57:37,880 --> 00:57:40,400
Speaker 1: gonna go to the club and suck a dick. Damn,

1125
00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:47,440
Speaker 1: Like huh huh, what I might have suck a day.

1126
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,560
Speaker 1: I mean, anyway, if you give me enough space, nigger,

1127
00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:56,480
Speaker 1: I'm letting the snapchat flow. Hey, I'm responding in everything

1128
00:57:57,160 --> 00:57:59,280
Speaker 1: like and that was my problem with the bright snapchat

1129
00:58:00,000 --> 00:58:02,440
Speaker 1: as you snapdown, I love it. I'm famous. Now I'm

1130
00:58:02,440 --> 00:58:04,720
Speaker 1: not sending nudes regular an I know that cheats on

1131
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:09,360
Speaker 1: their girl used a snapchat n Okay, Well, anyway, let's

1132
00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:12,120
Speaker 1: get into the homemail. It's a short one and I

1133
00:58:12,200 --> 00:58:16,520
Speaker 1: think I don't know what to say home mail. Okay.

1134
00:58:16,560 --> 00:58:18,480
Speaker 1: I'm a straight woman for the most part, but I

1135
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:21,240
Speaker 1: have this recurring dream about me fucking bitches, like over

1136
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:23,919
Speaker 1: and over and over and over, and it's an every

1137
00:58:24,040 --> 00:58:25,840
Speaker 1: night type of thing, and it's low key confusing the

1138
00:58:25,880 --> 00:58:27,560
Speaker 1: absolute funk out of me. I'm reading it like the

1139
00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:30,400
Speaker 1: punctuation it's given, like last night, I had a dick.

1140
00:58:30,480 --> 00:58:33,880
Speaker 1: I was sucking this girl out a dick. I was

1141
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:35,600
Speaker 1: sucking this girl. Yep, last night I had a dick.

1142
00:58:35,680 --> 00:58:37,840
Speaker 1: I was sucking this girl. Was so realistic it kept

1143
00:58:37,880 --> 00:58:41,520
Speaker 1: slipping out and everything. What do you guys think? It means, Um,

1144
00:58:42,280 --> 00:58:43,800
Speaker 1: that you listened to the spot too much and you

1145
00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:46,000
Speaker 1: want to peg somebody for one. No, no, no, but

1146
00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: also women. No. But that's what she says, she got

1147
00:58:48,880 --> 00:58:51,760
Speaker 1: a dick. You could shrop a woman. Sorry, shout out

1148
00:58:51,800 --> 00:58:56,680
Speaker 1: to Jade. Um. I think that she has a desire

1149
00:58:56,720 --> 00:58:58,760
Speaker 1: to be with women, and I'm gonna say it like

1150
00:58:58,880 --> 00:59:02,000
Speaker 1: I it's it's a medina. I feel like she's fighting

1151
00:59:02,080 --> 00:59:05,000
Speaker 1: her gay and there's a lot of women that maybe

1152
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:09,800
Speaker 1: someone that wouldn't want to be with women. Yeah, but

1153
00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:11,680
Speaker 1: to have a dream about women. And now you're confused

1154
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 1: while you're having all these thoughts about women, and maybe

1155
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:16,160
Speaker 1: you've never been with a woman, maybe you're maybe you've

1156
00:59:16,200 --> 00:59:18,400
Speaker 1: been fighting this gay urge that you've had to be

1157
00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:21,120
Speaker 1: with women for a long time, and maybe you don't subconsciously.

1158
00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:24,800
Speaker 1: You'd be surprised how many people have heard gay is bad,

1159
00:59:25,240 --> 00:59:28,480
Speaker 1: lesbian is bad, monogamy is the way to go, man

1160
00:59:28,560 --> 00:59:30,480
Speaker 1: and woman. That's the way to not knowing how to

1161
00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 1: navigate it. There might be in I mean, you don't

1162
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:34,760
Speaker 1: give us enough backstory. It's kind of funny. Yours a

1163
00:59:34,840 --> 00:59:36,880
Speaker 1: too short, other people too long. I don't know, but

1164
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:40,520
Speaker 1: I think some backstory they would have helped is like one,

1165
00:59:40,760 --> 00:59:42,680
Speaker 1: have you ever had an experience with a woman too?

1166
00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:45,200
Speaker 1: You have friends that are gay? Where the funk do

1167
00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:47,880
Speaker 1: you live? Can you explore? Do you have a job

1168
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:50,200
Speaker 1: where you can't be or put yourself on apps or

1169
00:59:50,280 --> 00:59:54,280
Speaker 1: something like that? Like, honestly, when I was like ready

1170
00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:57,240
Speaker 1: to what do you call dabble in the what pool?

1171
00:59:59,120 --> 01:00:01,479
Speaker 1: Dabble in the lady pop that was in the lady pool,

1172
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:03,680
Speaker 1: I would just go on absent swipe first because that

1173
01:00:03,720 --> 01:00:05,320
Speaker 1: was all I can handle, and then it got the messaging,

1174
01:00:05,360 --> 01:00:06,760
Speaker 1: and then finally I was able to go on a date.

1175
01:00:07,160 --> 01:00:11,360
Speaker 1: But I've only had in my life two teams where

1176
01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:13,000
Speaker 1: I've had sex with someone I didn't want to have

1177
01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:15,439
Speaker 1: sex with in the dream and like people, I'm talking

1178
01:00:15,480 --> 01:00:18,000
Speaker 1: people I wasn't attracted to, like forbidden ship. Like one

1179
01:00:18,040 --> 01:00:19,840
Speaker 1: of them was this ugly guy at work with And

1180
01:00:19,880 --> 01:00:21,240
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know where it came from,

1181
01:00:21,280 --> 01:00:23,120
Speaker 1: but anyone else I've ever had sex within a dream

1182
01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:27,880
Speaker 1: I wanted to fund subconsciously, so I know, for I

1183
01:00:27,920 --> 01:00:30,960
Speaker 1: feel like you've shared a dream about as fucking but

1184
01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:33,440
Speaker 1: carry on. Maybe that was the one of the two.

1185
01:00:34,400 --> 01:00:36,640
Speaker 1: I had a dream that we had sex. I think

1186
01:00:36,640 --> 01:00:37,960
Speaker 1: you shared it on the Pune. I could believe that

1187
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:44,880
Speaker 1: maybe she'd be just horny and I just the wind

1188
01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:50,720
Speaker 1: blows and like, um, I had had a dream that

1189
01:00:50,720 --> 01:00:52,680
Speaker 1: had sex with someone who works here, and I was like,

1190
01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:57,720
Speaker 1: I can't tell you who it was. Issue, Like she

1191
01:00:57,800 --> 01:01:01,240
Speaker 1: can't say who she had a dream she fucked Randy

1192
01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:05,919
Speaker 1: an hr issue. But I remember when I had when Dave.

1193
01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:10,600
Speaker 1: I would actually think Wolf because Wolf was handsome, my

1194
01:01:10,640 --> 01:01:14,320
Speaker 1: first time and Wolf got the drugs. She said that

1195
01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:18,760
Speaker 1: because I looked like him, see what I mean. However,

1196
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:21,400
Speaker 1: because it looked like him, that doesn't mean that's why

1197
01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:24,800
Speaker 1: she guessed that. You just said I love dreading. Well,

1198
01:01:24,880 --> 01:01:27,360
Speaker 1: there's like eight people that worked for WT, so I

1199
01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:30,120
Speaker 1: got dreads. Thank God. I've never had a dream about

1200
01:01:30,160 --> 01:01:32,560
Speaker 1: sucking Alex because I feel like I'd be so scared.

1201
01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:36,360
Speaker 1: I'm actually really tired of people like wanting to make

1202
01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:38,640
Speaker 1: us be together. It's actually really exhausting. Do you have

1203
01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:40,760
Speaker 1: any male friends in your life that people keep well,

1204
01:01:40,760 --> 01:01:46,080
Speaker 1: why'd you guys together? No? I mean it was a

1205
01:01:46,160 --> 01:01:49,000
Speaker 1: problem when, like, like when I first signed to the

1206
01:01:49,080 --> 01:01:50,840
Speaker 1: job but a network, everyone thought I was sucking Joe.

1207
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:53,880
Speaker 1: I would never fun Joe, but everyone thought we were sucking. No,

1208
01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:57,520
Speaker 1: absolutely not had a boyfriend. People do that though. That

1209
01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,120
Speaker 1: was that was a weird one that people were like,

1210
01:02:01,120 --> 01:02:02,760
Speaker 1: you know, what's funny they think The reason that I've

1211
01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:05,720
Speaker 1: always pushed myself on mall is a joke is because

1212
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:07,640
Speaker 1: I hang out with Rory so much and people always

1213
01:02:07,680 --> 01:02:10,800
Speaker 1: have said I'm sucking Rory. They'll fucking tag Sam and Shipp,

1214
01:02:10,840 --> 01:02:14,320
Speaker 1: who I'm cool with just weird. I think that actually

1215
01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:16,520
Speaker 1: is probably why my brain I'm over the top about Mall.

1216
01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:18,880
Speaker 1: So they just stopped. Well, I'm glad you brought that

1217
01:02:18,920 --> 01:02:22,160
Speaker 1: out because Mall is cool with niggas that I fuck. Actually,

1218
01:02:22,720 --> 01:02:26,000
Speaker 1: and so I Mal is just my friend, Like, oh no,

1219
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,480
Speaker 1: he knows some of my work because they his friends.

1220
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:32,800
Speaker 1: And it like was like, I don't want but because

1221
01:02:32,880 --> 01:02:35,800
Speaker 1: of the podcast space me hanging out with the niggas them,

1222
01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:38,720
Speaker 1: nigga's got jealous and I'm like, it's small, bro, I

1223
01:02:38,800 --> 01:02:42,200
Speaker 1: don't know. And also like I'm also very I'm not

1224
01:02:42,320 --> 01:02:44,440
Speaker 1: really conscious of how I make things look when I'm

1225
01:02:44,480 --> 01:02:48,040
Speaker 1: not sucking you. That makes sense, Like when I'm sucking someone,

1226
01:02:48,120 --> 01:02:51,360
Speaker 1: I'm like, you'll be flirting, bitch, you'd be looking, You'll

1227
01:02:51,360 --> 01:02:53,360
Speaker 1: be making it seem like you fuck everybody. I know.

1228
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:56,160
Speaker 1: That's the funny part, because I don't if I'm not

1229
01:02:56,320 --> 01:02:58,760
Speaker 1: sucking you, what am I worried about? But like I

1230
01:02:58,880 --> 01:03:01,640
Speaker 1: think someone said to me one like, uh, because Alex

1231
01:03:01,680 --> 01:03:03,440
Speaker 1: will sleep on my couch when he comes to l A.

1232
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:04,720
Speaker 1: I don't have a two I didn't have a two

1233
01:03:04,760 --> 01:03:06,640
Speaker 1: bedroom at the time, so I was like post him

1234
01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:09,680
Speaker 1: ship with Nina and are you sucking nigga, Like, how

1235
01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:11,240
Speaker 1: would I post him? I ain't gonna hold jo If

1236
01:03:11,280 --> 01:03:14,640
Speaker 1: y'all think I'm sucking nigga, go through my follows. No nigga,

1237
01:03:15,160 --> 01:03:19,600
Speaker 1: No nigga, I'm sucking right now? Do I follow now?

1238
01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:21,760
Speaker 1: Some of them I want to fuck, but I don't

1239
01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:25,040
Speaker 1: fuck yet. So y'all think one of these niggers I'm

1240
01:03:25,080 --> 01:03:27,560
Speaker 1: talking about, what do you want to fight? I told

1241
01:03:27,600 --> 01:03:29,120
Speaker 1: you all, and I'm following him. As soon as I

1242
01:03:29,200 --> 01:03:33,720
Speaker 1: fun that nigga, I'm following him. I said, literally, if

1243
01:03:33,880 --> 01:03:36,680
Speaker 1: y'all be on here, try that's a manifestation. I was

1244
01:03:36,720 --> 01:03:41,400
Speaker 1: gonna say that manifestation. You didn't even realize that's what manifesting.

1245
01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:45,000
Speaker 1: I gotta say following him. No, they're going, I'm a

1246
01:03:45,080 --> 01:03:47,240
Speaker 1: just mutile girl. We all talking about what you mean?

1247
01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:50,160
Speaker 1: I won't I won that little West Coast nigga, But

1248
01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:54,400
Speaker 1: I don't even think. I bet you don gonna wear

1249
01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:59,240
Speaker 1: a converse. But but the nigga, the niggas that I fucked,

1250
01:04:00,120 --> 01:04:03,120
Speaker 1: don't follow them at all. So there's a little tip

1251
01:04:03,320 --> 01:04:08,160
Speaker 1: for you, mother that I first off, some of them

1252
01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:10,000
Speaker 1: can blocked me and then we went back so and

1253
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:14,080
Speaker 1: they just never unblocked me. Nigga's block. I'm blocked because

1254
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Speaker 1: I'll be talking crazy to these niggas. These niggas, but

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01:04:16,520 --> 01:04:19,040
Speaker 1: this pussy is so good. They come back like literally,

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01:04:19,120 --> 01:04:22,800
Speaker 1: niggas will be like, so you're gonna put me on

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Speaker 1: your podcast again, nigga, are you gonna you want me

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01:04:25,040 --> 01:04:28,440
Speaker 1: to suck your dick or not? Like literally, you may

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01:04:28,520 --> 01:04:30,280
Speaker 1: or may not be brought up, but at the end

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Speaker 1: of the day, do you mind being brought up on

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01:04:31,800 --> 01:04:33,560
Speaker 1: the podcast or do you want that dick suck? How

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01:04:33,600 --> 01:04:36,600
Speaker 1: do they know we're talking? Like I know, these niggas

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Speaker 1: ain't listening to thing. We don't even say biting it.

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01:04:40,360 --> 01:04:43,919
Speaker 1: You're a sucking mo ho. Well, I mean this moment,

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Speaker 1: we don't say names, but that's why I said it.

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Speaker 1: And you you you saw me on the Live Nigga.

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Speaker 1: I'm about to start coming up. My group of niggas

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Speaker 1: moving from this point forward will be called the Boys. No,

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Speaker 1: not from the Hulu movie. I'm coming up with superhero

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01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:00,800
Speaker 1: names for all the niggas I UK and I'm not

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Speaker 1: telling you all the truth, Okay, So I'm super excited.

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01:05:03,360 --> 01:05:06,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna come up with different like careers that they

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01:05:06,120 --> 01:05:08,800
Speaker 1: haven't all that ship. I'm gonna throw you all, bitches

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01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:11,680
Speaker 1: all I'm gonna give you all just a superpowers. That's

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01:05:11,680 --> 01:05:14,240
Speaker 1: gonna be the next phase of this pod instead of

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01:05:14,360 --> 01:05:16,600
Speaker 1: saying like what they do or what they look like

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01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:19,280
Speaker 1: and all that ship because about to have superhero names.

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Speaker 1: I'm excited speaking of fake jobs. Before we get out

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Speaker 1: of here, Lambo was like, I can't leave you told

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Speaker 1: it's just on a dope dealer. I was like, but you,

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Speaker 1: I mean, so I didn't get like I end up

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01:05:32,880 --> 01:05:40,320
Speaker 1: dabbling music, but like, I feel so bad, but like

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01:05:40,560 --> 01:05:45,080
Speaker 1: you know, every drug deal I got a front whatever. Brother, Like, fuck,

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I didn't session. Sorry, you made a bat

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Speaker 1: and now suddenly you're fucking a beat? Made one beat? Okay?

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Speaker 1: Did it? Did he get landed? Oh? Who? And he

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Speaker 1: did it with more than one b B. Thank you

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01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:07,280
Speaker 1: so much for watching horrible Decisions. Before we get out

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Speaker 1: of here to pleasure, Yes, before we get out of here,

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Speaker 1: make sure you guys check us out. We are flooding

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Speaker 1: the streets this month. That's right, in the month of August,

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Speaker 1: or maybe maybe it's next month. I don't know, but

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Speaker 1: in August, we have two opportunities for you guys to

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Speaker 1: come see us. We are going to be a part

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Speaker 1: festival in Brooklyn that has taken place August, and get

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Speaker 1: you haven't yet puss the assholes hor Hive, I need

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Speaker 1: you how to turn the motherfuck up. So Black Effects sees.

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Speaker 1: Who the funk they signed Black Effect Podcast Festival Baby August,

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Speaker 1: come and check us out, and we need the hor

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Speaker 1: Hives strong. I want to see the shirts. I want

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Speaker 1: to see the signs. I want to see don't sign

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Speaker 1: sorry PTSC Sorry, I would like to see new sign

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Speaker 1: value add the nigga said they brought value to our

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Speaker 1: show Girl that we've been doing Girl anyway, get your

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Speaker 1: tickets now. That is Block Effect dot Com back Slash

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Speaker 1: Podcast Festival is taking place Sunday, August. We're gonna be

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Speaker 1: joining with eighty five Style, Big Facts, we talked back

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Speaker 1: reasonably Shady, all all the ships, So get your ticket.

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Speaker 1: Those um links will be in the description of this episode.

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Speaker 1: Make sure you also join us on Patreon. This Patreon

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Speaker 1: dot com backslash Horrible Decisions for the updated t Hen

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Speaker 1: episode When I'm in Europe, hopefully I have a fucking

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01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:45,440
Speaker 1: amazing gang bang. But and there we go. Well, guys

1318
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Speaker 1: will leave you with a five minute bones slip from

1319
01:07:47,320 --> 01:07:50,200
Speaker 1: our Patreon and this has been yet another episode of

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Speaker 1: horrible decisions. Any of y'all used around wrap, any of

1321
01:07:57,200 --> 01:08:01,000
Speaker 1: y'all use anything else as a con them without having

1322
01:08:01,080 --> 01:08:03,920
Speaker 1: a condom. I'm just curious, what do you want to

1323
01:08:03,960 --> 01:08:06,720
Speaker 1: talk about? Jail, Mandy? Actually, that's everywhere everyone's head is.

1324
01:08:06,800 --> 01:08:11,960
Speaker 1: It's giving to do that. It's more fun. Let's not

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01:08:12,120 --> 01:08:14,920
Speaker 1: give our jail tips, just in case you go I

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01:08:15,720 --> 01:08:17,840
Speaker 1: I don't want no jail to mine. Is go on

1327
01:08:17,920 --> 01:08:23,639
Speaker 1: a full stomach because you're not gonna wanna eat that ship. Bro. Okay,

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01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,360
Speaker 1: anybody else got one, Bro, We're not doing this. We're

1329
01:08:26,400 --> 01:08:28,479
Speaker 1: not doing jail tips because I'm not going to jail. Bro.

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01:08:28,920 --> 01:08:34,200
Speaker 1: I was defending myself. I was I was defended my

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01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:37,960
Speaker 1: friend and me mm hmm, and was sucked up about it.

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01:08:38,080 --> 01:08:40,160
Speaker 1: Is the first thing I'm gonna say is I paid

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01:08:40,200 --> 01:08:45,000
Speaker 1: my full tab and tip timbo V. I'm gonna say

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Speaker 1: I paid my whole fucking bill, bitch, so I don't

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01:08:47,400 --> 01:08:50,160
Speaker 1: even know why the funk I'm here, Ship, damn you

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01:08:50,680 --> 01:08:52,840
Speaker 1: hold on, watch your tone with the judge. Good point,

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01:08:52,960 --> 01:08:54,840
Speaker 1: good one. I'm gonna watch my phone. I'm gonna go

1338
01:08:54,880 --> 01:08:58,400
Speaker 1: in there, be really, really nice they come over because

1339
01:08:58,439 --> 01:09:05,800
Speaker 1: the judge might try Yo, what nigga quick, I'm gonna

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01:09:05,840 --> 01:09:08,840
Speaker 1: go in with a full belly, no liquor. I won't

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01:09:08,880 --> 01:09:11,439
Speaker 1: drink that morning, Mandy. Don't even go have a nice

1342
01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:13,360
Speaker 1: meal and have one cocktail because you don't know how

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01:09:13,400 --> 01:09:15,519
Speaker 1: to shut the funk up when you're drunk. Bro. First off,

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Speaker 1: I don't be drunk off one cocktail, bitch, I does this? Kay? Hello, Okay,

1345
01:09:22,800 --> 01:09:24,920
Speaker 1: so you know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna drink

1346
01:09:24,960 --> 01:09:27,800
Speaker 1: green tea that morning. Green tea always like make you

1347
01:09:27,920 --> 01:09:29,920
Speaker 1: calm and ship. That's what they always give you, Like

1348
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:33,960
Speaker 1: some green tea. I'm gonna say, some green tea, and

1349
01:09:34,040 --> 01:09:36,360
Speaker 1: I'm gonna work. I'm making my voice higher so it's

1350
01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 1: not so ratspy and dog. The bending is crazy. If

1351
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:40,960
Speaker 1: you fucking get let's just say they like you want

1352
01:09:40,960 --> 01:09:44,320
Speaker 1: to keep you like. I'll stop putting this into the universe.

1353
01:09:44,439 --> 01:09:47,040
Speaker 1: I am the dude. They made me cough and spread

1354
01:09:47,080 --> 01:09:51,120
Speaker 1: my own pluss the whole bit and going to be

1355
01:09:51,280 --> 01:09:54,720
Speaker 1: thrown out. And that's what it's gonna be. Everything else, y'all.

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01:09:54,800 --> 01:09:57,960
Speaker 1: Niglas to saying it's for the birds, and I damn

1357
01:09:57,960 --> 01:09:59,840
Speaker 1: never had to get pregnant for content. And you can't

1358
01:09:59,880 --> 01:10:02,320
Speaker 1: just go to jail for two days, no, bitch, I

1359
01:10:02,400 --> 01:10:05,479
Speaker 1: got work to do. How I'm going to places for

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01:10:05,600 --> 01:10:08,599
Speaker 1: research purposes. I just went and saw Burnlesque. I'm about

1361
01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:10,519
Speaker 1: to go to Times Square and see one of the

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01:10:10,680 --> 01:10:14,000
Speaker 1: peak shows. I am going bitch throughout the pandemic. I

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01:10:14,120 --> 01:10:16,479
Speaker 1: was at the sex club every two week. Fuck you, bitch,

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01:10:17,760 --> 01:10:21,559
Speaker 1: that's content for the motherfucker podcast. That's what you need

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01:10:21,640 --> 01:10:24,599
Speaker 1: to go to jail for. Bitch. What they didn't even

1366
01:10:24,680 --> 01:10:29,160
Speaker 1: make a back seeing people. There were fifteen people they

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01:10:29,320 --> 01:10:33,080
Speaker 1: followed state when Mandy was at the sex club five

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01:10:33,160 --> 01:10:35,880
Speaker 1: there was still Viagra's fucking brand. Okay, like we didn't

1369
01:10:35,920 --> 01:10:41,080
Speaker 1: know what the fun was going on. Well any who,

1370
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Speaker 1: y'all it is now. You ain't get pregnant for us

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01:10:43,680 --> 01:10:47,280
Speaker 1: fresh ofall, bitch, I'm definitely not preging meat that Niga

1372
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Speaker 1: told me today though she said, Oh my god, what

1373
01:10:51,200 --> 01:10:56,920
Speaker 1: the fuck is wrong with Barry? I'm over Berry. Berry

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01:10:57,040 --> 01:11:00,120
Speaker 1: is in another screen. I can't even see Barry. They gone, oh,

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01:11:00,160 --> 01:11:02,720
Speaker 1: he got your mug shot up with Oh way, never mind,

1376
01:11:02,760 --> 01:11:07,519
Speaker 1: he's in the corner. I see that little You know what, Barry, Marry,

1377
01:11:07,560 --> 01:11:09,280
Speaker 1: We're not gonna do this no more. We're just not.

1378
01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:14,200
Speaker 1: Um sank the honor a whole lot. Good tip um.

1379
01:11:16,360 --> 01:11:18,479
Speaker 1: You know, I got a trouble in jail because I

1380
01:11:18,640 --> 01:11:22,240
Speaker 1: kept saying Mr. The officer, Mr. The Officer to come

1381
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:25,240
Speaker 1: over and tell me, uh, you see these blue stripes

1382
01:11:25,360 --> 01:11:29,040
Speaker 1: on my arm, I am sergeant. I was like you think,

1383
01:11:29,240 --> 01:11:31,080
Speaker 1: I say, I don't go to jail. I don't know

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Speaker 1: the difference between an officer and a sergeant and a lieutenant.

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01:11:34,320 --> 01:11:36,640
Speaker 1: They can be called the doctor nurse. That's what she did.

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Speaker 1: You know what's crazy is I was gonna let me

1387
01:11:40,680 --> 01:11:43,920
Speaker 1: mute everybody. We got people in here. Hold on, was

1388
01:11:43,920 --> 01:11:48,280
Speaker 1: getting cut. I mute yourself. Uh wheezy. This was our

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Speaker 1: first time. By the way, we have almost two hundred

1390
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Speaker 1: people in the room with us for this town hall,

1391
01:11:53,280 --> 01:11:55,200
Speaker 1: so thank all of you for tuning in for the

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01:11:55,280 --> 01:12:00,320
Speaker 1: first time. Hopefully not the last time. Thank you that

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01:12:00,439 --> 01:12:05,320
Speaker 1: fucking zoom because they anyway. By the way, for those

1394
01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:07,960
Speaker 1: of you who just jumped in, UM, I apologized like

1395
01:12:08,080 --> 01:12:10,479
Speaker 1: we didn't add on, and I guess I just didn't attach.

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01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:12,080
Speaker 1: So now we're good and we should be good from

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Speaker 1: here on out. Um Oh, I do have an update.

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Speaker 1: I have to get my blood checked before LiPo and

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Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys know about my I

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Speaker 1: know you know I'm allergy days, but I have a

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01:12:27,560 --> 01:12:31,160
Speaker 1: serious fear of, like, um getting an ivy, like the

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01:12:31,240 --> 01:12:35,800
Speaker 1: blue tape, the whole thing whatever. Um. I reacted so

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01:12:36,000 --> 01:12:40,519
Speaker 1: badly to trying to get my blood taken that I

1404
01:12:40,720 --> 01:12:43,439
Speaker 1: was like, yo, like it was. It was really intense.

1405
01:12:43,520 --> 01:12:45,519
Speaker 1: It was bad, like I was shaking. The guy I

1406
01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:47,320
Speaker 1: told me to come back in a week and get zanex,

1407
01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:49,439
Speaker 1: like literally come on his zan X. He was like,

1408
01:12:49,439 --> 01:12:52,240
Speaker 1: you're bugging out. And I was getting so scared and

1409
01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:54,439
Speaker 1: freaking myself out so much that I felt like I'm

1410
01:12:54,479 --> 01:12:56,120
Speaker 1: not ready for it to be next Friday, So I

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01:12:56,200 --> 01:13:01,760
Speaker 1: pushed the date a little bit. You ship up, Yeah,

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01:13:02,160 --> 01:13:04,479
Speaker 1: right now, it's like end of March. Hopefully Sex Cells

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01:13:04,520 --> 01:13:07,280
Speaker 1: Season two doesn't film around then. But I was like

1414
01:13:07,360 --> 01:13:09,519
Speaker 1: bugging the funk out, bro. Like my reaction was so

1415
01:13:09,680 --> 01:13:11,320
Speaker 1: crazy that, like I just I was hYP prevent I

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01:13:11,360 --> 01:13:13,559
Speaker 1: couldn't even drive myself. Not too about the film Sex

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Speaker 1: Cells in a fat hobbit, Carol, That's what I'm saying.

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01:13:16,920 --> 01:13:18,560
Speaker 1: Like I'm pissed because I thought I was gonna be

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Speaker 1: spe