WEBVTT - Ep149: Toe Sucking Crimes & Gaslighting

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, guys, welcome to motherfucking the second week of Are

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<v Speaker 1>you Alive? It's like white two k out here were

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<v Speaker 1>we scared like the world was gonna end this time now,

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<v Speaker 1>which we got out of crazy. I mean, you can't

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<v Speaker 1>tell you this is we're about to drop tour dates,

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<v Speaker 1>but you might get your money back if we get

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what's going to happen. We are we're

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<v Speaker 1>too old to be drafted, so I'm not worried. Bro.

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<v Speaker 1>It's abolished in like seventy three. What is the draft?

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<v Speaker 1>So what does that mean? It's only people in the

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<v Speaker 1>army that aren't going. Yes, It's like, I'm not gonna lie.

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<v Speaker 1>So I called my sister immediately because I took all

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<v Speaker 1>the jokes to heart because my sister is in the army,

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<v Speaker 1>but she's in Germany, and she's like, we're like not

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<v Speaker 1>likely to be deployed because we're here in Germany. So

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<v Speaker 1>luckily the base that she's on, there's a very low

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<v Speaker 1>risk of her being shout out to, especially my gaze

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<v Speaker 1>in the Army dogs. I do want to get start

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<v Speaker 1>off and preface this episode with saying that we respect

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<v Speaker 1>and thank everyone who is serving this ship of the country.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a guy on Patreon that we had to delay

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<v Speaker 1>his merch because he was deployed. I think your name

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<v Speaker 1>is Sean. Thanks for your service to I know mouse

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<v Speaker 1>Um was in the military as well. Like my brother's

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<v Speaker 1>in the army. My brother and my sister are both

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<v Speaker 1>in the army. So like it's to see all the

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<v Speaker 1>jokes like in the memes. I was just like, like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just such home for me. So I guess the

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<v Speaker 1>jokes run are cool and when when you don't really

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<v Speaker 1>have to worry about being you know, sit there anyways, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to horrible decisions. I'm your girl, Mandy B. I'm wheezy,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're just gonna quickly tell you what dates we

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<v Speaker 1>are going to be in your city this week. We

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<v Speaker 1>are hitting up Detroit on Saturday. Stay teen h that's

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<v Speaker 1>Is that how that works? No, girl, I think you're

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<v Speaker 1>a week behind. That's next week, bro? Is it really you? Girls? Oh? Ship?

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<v Speaker 1>God damn already next week? Bro? So yes, Saturday, Motherfucker's

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<v Speaker 1>how Motherfucker's motherfucking Detroit Baby four shows in a week

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<v Speaker 1>after that, we're going to be in Chicago on the

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<v Speaker 1>twenty second at the Chicago Improv and then we have

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<v Speaker 1>a one date of tickets left for the twenty five

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<v Speaker 1>at Sony Hall in New York. Following that will be

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<v Speaker 1>in Texas on the twenty Dallas. Also, if you guys

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<v Speaker 1>are in New York this week and they might be

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<v Speaker 1>sold out already. I'm hosting the Guy's next Door podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually never hosted anything that will be a ship show

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<v Speaker 1>because you hosted You hosted the show in Connecticut. No, No,

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<v Speaker 1>they just had me like come and be interviewed. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I was gonna host it, so I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let me figure out what how to do? I call

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<v Speaker 1>it mouse When they hit me and I was like, yo, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know I never hosted anything where he was like

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<v Speaker 1>you are? I take him professor. It's not gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>I already got one joke I can't wait to condemn

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<v Speaker 1>on the off to. I haven't sucked each of them

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<v Speaker 1>yet anyway, it's terrible, but no, it'll be fun and

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<v Speaker 1>they have like such a similar like five to their audience,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm excited. Um. Also, he has a comedian that

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<v Speaker 1>I will intro as well, so like the comedian will

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<v Speaker 1>open and then they all come out. But yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I don't have to be the comedy part.

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<v Speaker 1>Make sure you kill that ship because a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people fuck up comedian intros so easily. Really, yes, the

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<v Speaker 1>last thing you got to do for an intro for

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<v Speaker 1>comedian is just say their name, because why the guy

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<v Speaker 1>people like you'll they'll say, oh, they're from them to them,

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<v Speaker 1>and they won't say their name, so they don't have

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<v Speaker 1>like a proper que to come out. Does make sure

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<v Speaker 1>you say that person's name. He didn't added press for

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<v Speaker 1>me to say the person. Now bring out the jokes

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<v Speaker 1>until I got for you. You know what was awful

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<v Speaker 1>about hosting this thing? I knew I had to say

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<v Speaker 1>yes because of all the ship Mouse has done for us. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh wow, I can't even really say no. So I'm

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<v Speaker 1>excited too. For for those of you who are coming

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<v Speaker 1>to UM our Midwest shows and the New York shows,

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<v Speaker 1>we have previous guests that will be in attendance, special

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<v Speaker 1>guests that are invited, and the audience specifically in New

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<v Speaker 1>York will hold a lot of your favorite podcasters, So

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<v Speaker 1>just come out. It's gonna be a good time. UM

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<v Speaker 1>the show that we're putting on for you guys and

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<v Speaker 1>all these shows are are really dope, very fun. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>Also for the men listening, get your tickets too, because

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<v Speaker 1>the women be looking and ready after the guys. Hella,

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<v Speaker 1>dude that with the Boston Boston why do we go?

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<v Speaker 1>There was a lot of single dudes. Okay, that was

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<v Speaker 1>it was Boston. I was like, which was kind of crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So just men, if you listen to the show, coming tickets. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but also I would like to say shout out to

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<v Speaker 1>the guy that heard me on Flay Grant that came

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<v Speaker 1>up to me in Boston and was like, yo, he

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<v Speaker 1>was right, because I was. I was like, trust me,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna get packed. Yeah. I'm not saying I'm sure.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying everybody gets morning after our shows. So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking forward to because old Bay won't make it.

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<v Speaker 1>He's gonna be at the Sundance Film Festival because he's

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<v Speaker 1>a home and loves a fucking weekend like that. Yeah. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm hoping I have some guy that I'm dating eventually,

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<v Speaker 1>but until then, all my holes are popping up. So

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<v Speaker 1>have host coming. I have a hope coming to the

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<v Speaker 1>Detroit show, the Chicago show. One is flying into Dallas

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<v Speaker 1>for my Dallas show. One of my host will be

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<v Speaker 1>in Houston for the Houston Show. The only one I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have a hope coming to right now is both

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<v Speaker 1>New York shows, so that like, well he's gonna do

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<v Speaker 1>I think Atlanta New Orleans with me? Um, because he

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<v Speaker 1>was like, where do you want me to come? And

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, guys, yeah, well let me let me

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<v Speaker 1>just let you guys know. Um, probably by the end

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<v Speaker 1>of this week, if not the top of next week,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys will be able to get tickets for Atlanta, Charlotte, Orlando,

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<v Speaker 1>New Orleans, Toronto, l A, and San Francisco. Yes, so

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<v Speaker 1>March and April shows will be dropped. Um, so you

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<v Speaker 1>will be a gonna be a bit No March is disgusting,

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<v Speaker 1>but you'll be able to get your tickets to those

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<v Speaker 1>seven cities. Right now, we still are waiting for the

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<v Speaker 1>venue for Vegas and there are very few rooms left

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<v Speaker 1>for Moca Fest guys. So if you haven't gotten your

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<v Speaker 1>Moca Fest tickets yet, we are doing a live show

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<v Speaker 1>in Jamaica, Daring Moca Fest. It comes with your party package,

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<v Speaker 1>so you don't have to buy tickets from Moca Fest.

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<v Speaker 1>UM use promo code. Horrible that's w h O r

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<v Speaker 1>E I b l E. And you get fifty dollars

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<v Speaker 1>off your book. You hot to get it now because

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<v Speaker 1>you got the time off. Just fucking get your tickets now.

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<v Speaker 1>Because me and Mandy were trying to have friends coming,

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<v Speaker 1>it was so crazy expensive my friends. If it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>like expensive there layovers and ship, it's sucked. Um. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if I'm bringing Venus X might come with

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<v Speaker 1>me because she's in dr so it's kind of close.

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<v Speaker 1>Old Bay was like, bitch, I'm not going to ratch

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<v Speaker 1>of ship and I was like the funk. You ain't

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<v Speaker 1>hit You've come for two days and go to the

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<v Speaker 1>Hampton's for Amoryal Day weekend, but you are coming to

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<v Speaker 1>see very do my horror s. I can't. This was

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<v Speaker 1>very boudshy. He's a booge nigga, but so am I

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<v Speaker 1>because I was acting the same way. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I want my Abby, I miss and Jesus Christ. Same energy.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh so yeah, what'd you do? New Years? Um? Shout

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<v Speaker 1>out to my friend Dora Um, one of my friends

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<v Speaker 1>who came with us to Jamaica. Hedonism. Um. I went

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<v Speaker 1>to her house and that's just because I bought a

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<v Speaker 1>last minute flight to Vegas. Was gonna go to Vegas,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was going to miss out on like literally

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<v Speaker 1>by m q MS for gold status. And I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, I don't really care to go all the

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<v Speaker 1>way to Vegas just to be a girl collection um,

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<v Speaker 1>so I canceled that. Once to her house, she rented

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<v Speaker 1>out the bowling alley and her building, and a minute

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<v Speaker 1>she walks in the house at six thirty and was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, guys, we don't have food. So literally,

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<v Speaker 1>me and her homegirl Kendra, had to cook food for

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<v Speaker 1>almost eighty people. I cooked the collar green. Why didn't

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<v Speaker 1>she cater? Because she was bumped out? Did she know

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<v Speaker 1>that many people were forty? So she sold forty tickets

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<v Speaker 1>the day of forty other tickets got sold, so the

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<v Speaker 1>amount of people doubled, like literally the day of New

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<v Speaker 1>Year and so and so she catered. Um, my friend

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<v Speaker 1>gott Yeah, she got the she got the wings, she

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<v Speaker 1>got she she bought wings and she bought fish. But

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<v Speaker 1>I ended up making um two different types of collar

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<v Speaker 1>greens because I put pork in mines and a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of motherfucker's don't eat pork. So I made the collar greens.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's their problem and they can leave. I made

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<v Speaker 1>two bads. I put the smoked turkey in both, but

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't put bacon in one. Um. And then we

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<v Speaker 1>made baked mac and cheese. We I bought a cheese plotter.

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<v Speaker 1>We made fucking sausage. We made like we literally had

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<v Speaker 1>to cook food because it was funny. Excuse me, had

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<v Speaker 1>a great time. I mean I blocked out, so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really know what else happened. I did wake up

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<v Speaker 1>in someone's bed, so that wasn't fun. But I blocked out,

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<v Speaker 1>So there's that. Okay. Yeah, so I actually really wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to drink on New Year's but didn't, so I went

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<v Speaker 1>to Too Loom and my friends the week before. I

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<v Speaker 1>always I feel like Mexico for New Years is my

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<v Speaker 1>ship now. Um shout out to Josie and Brandon. Met

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<v Speaker 1>a bunch of new friends and um yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 1>While in the funk out, also ran into Ryan from

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<v Speaker 1>Pose also known as uh Damien. I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>hear this. I want you to get tagged again. Every

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<v Speaker 1>time we run into each other. We have this trunk.

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna come on horrible decisions talk No, nigga, you

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<v Speaker 1>are coming on, so I had a great time to

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<v Speaker 1>loom tell them with everybody get to Mexico City. My

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<v Speaker 1>home girl gets so sick she can't go out that night,

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<v Speaker 1>so I end up going out hanging out with one

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<v Speaker 1>E one. It sounded like a law firm. It was

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<v Speaker 1>not a Mexican law firm. It was just literally two

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<v Speaker 1>nigga's name one and one, and I did with them

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<v Speaker 1>all fucking night in some weird plaza. I've never been

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<v Speaker 1>to Mexico City, so that was cool. But I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>drink because I did a spiritual ship thing, a spiritual

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<v Speaker 1>spiritual thing in on top of the Tia too, to

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<v Speaker 1>walk in this pyramid of the sun um so basically

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<v Speaker 1>it's like known as this like sacred ground, and I

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<v Speaker 1>really wanted to like try to like elevate on a

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<v Speaker 1>different frequency. And you can't do that when you're like hungover,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So I didn't drink or anything. I ate

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<v Speaker 1>very clean. Bro I got up there and it was

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<v Speaker 1>so crazy because it was so high up in the air.

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<v Speaker 1>It's such a big tourist attraction. And I went early.

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<v Speaker 1>Nobody was there like a corner that I wanted to meditate.

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<v Speaker 1>It was crazy packed with the corner that I wanted,

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<v Speaker 1>Like this entire side of the pyramid was empty. It

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<v Speaker 1>was wild, im mediate tears. Like when I started, it

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<v Speaker 1>was weird. I talked to my aunt a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>up there, and then when I put my hands on

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<v Speaker 1>the floor, like I know it sounds nuts, but I

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<v Speaker 1>could feel it like vibrating a little bit this you know,

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<v Speaker 1>right she letting the demons out of ship talking about

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<v Speaker 1>she felt the ground vibrate. It was there was just

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<v Speaker 1>one of Puerto Rico. It was like tingly. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>explain it, but like my energy was crazy, dog like.

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<v Speaker 1>I was all the way up there and they say

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<v Speaker 1>that like that ship could happen to you, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was just meditate. I meditated for an hour, so like

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<v Speaker 1>my my mind was like completely clear, and it took

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<v Speaker 1>a long time to get to that space because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not a good meditator at home. I'm always thinking. But

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<v Speaker 1>it was completely fucking easy, bro. So I didn't um

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<v Speaker 1>like the Pretzel ship for a while, but that would

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<v Speaker 1>kind of hurt. And so I literally laid on my

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<v Speaker 1>back for the last twenty minutes and it was like

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<v Speaker 1>the sun was beaming on me and it was just

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<v Speaker 1>it was crazy, like all this ship. I was just

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<v Speaker 1>like figuring out and letting go. It felt so good. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>but Mexico said he super dope. You guys never been

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<v Speaker 1>at super artsy. Um, I will say, there's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of street food my stomach. I have ibs. It didn't

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<v Speaker 1>react exactly. Well, Um, I would love to show you

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<v Speaker 1>all this what happened to me. So Alex and I

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<v Speaker 1>are talking. He's in Miami, We're on FaceTime. We're chilling,

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<v Speaker 1>and I told him how I eat this food. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, dog, I gotta hang up, and he's like why.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I think my ship my pants. He's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>don't shoot your pants. Go to the bathroom. Try to

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<v Speaker 1>go into McDonald I couldn't get to a fucking bathroom.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean A no? No No? So I get

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<v Speaker 1>to a Walmart. I wait in line of like fifteen Mexicans.

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<v Speaker 1>Get to the toilet and it looks like this. Yeah. No,

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<v Speaker 1>it's literally water on the floor, like muddy brown water.

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<v Speaker 1>Now the fucking pipe is wrapped in like some kind

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<v Speaker 1>of fucking cloth. Bro It was either that or ship

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<v Speaker 1>on myself. At that point, I was like maybe I

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<v Speaker 1>could shut them. I was like I have to go. Now.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm squatting in this fucking Mexican Walmart. This nigga Alex

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I hung up, but it's still in my purse.

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<v Speaker 1>He's rolling and I'm like trying to ship. He's like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>this is nasty. I'm like, hey, dude, it was so bad.

0:13:07.000 --> 0:13:09.800
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, ship in this Mexican Walmart and it was

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<v Speaker 1>fucking awful. It was literally the worst experience in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I run back to the hotel was Mexicas hotel were

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<v Speaker 1>staying at. When I tell you, I took an hour

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<v Speaker 1>and a half shower, I felt like there was other

0:13:19.600 --> 0:13:22.559
<v Speaker 1>people shipped on me. It was so And then the

0:13:22.600 --> 0:13:25.880
<v Speaker 1>next day I had the nerve to get more street food. Also.

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<v Speaker 1>It was walked into this place and I said to

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<v Speaker 1>the guy downstairs, I was like, I want something that's

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<v Speaker 1>like really Mexican, not like this other ship you guys

0:13:36.960 --> 0:13:40.440
<v Speaker 1>keep showing me gentrified Mexico. I want the real ship.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, okay, So he gives me this address. Can't

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<v Speaker 1>find it on Google, when I should have got the soup. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a soup that they put tripe in, and tripe

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<v Speaker 1>is actually um. I think it's um intestines, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's good. They only served like five things and the

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<v Speaker 1>growing up she was Mexican. And so what you do

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<v Speaker 1>is it's like a it's red. I know, it's a

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<v Speaker 1>red suit and it has like intestine in it, and

0:14:08.800 --> 0:14:12.920
<v Speaker 1>you literally just soap the tortilla and the like you

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<v Speaker 1>put the you know the name of it right, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I had it mad It's something like it's like medudo,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's not medudo because that's like but it's like

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<v Speaker 1>an M words. It's like an M word though I

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<v Speaker 1>had a red suit, but it's a red suit but

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<v Speaker 1>with intestines in it. That's kind. Also, Joe compran day.

0:14:32.560 --> 0:14:35.000
<v Speaker 1>So I get to the spot and I was like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>is this it, bitch? I walk in. I was menudo.

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<v Speaker 1>I told you I don't like yes, bitch, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>literally intestine soup, bitch. It's good. Hold On manudo also

0:14:45.600 --> 0:14:51.400
<v Speaker 1>known as ponsita little gut or little stomach is it

0:14:51.400 --> 0:14:54.440
<v Speaker 1>has mola, but it's made with cow stomach tripe and

0:14:54.480 --> 0:14:59.920
<v Speaker 1>a broth with red chili pepper basses. I mean me,

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<v Speaker 1>it's cow stomach, bitch, that's beef. Was vegan manuda as

0:15:04.080 --> 0:15:07.400
<v Speaker 1>good as he's God damn vegans. Yeah, I'm tired of Dan.

0:15:08.640 --> 0:15:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Did you know? But anyway Manudo? Yes, I knew. It

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<v Speaker 1>was something like se Madudo Manudo, same ship, go to

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<v Speaker 1>in Mexican restaurant. Let's just look, we're gonna do anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>But this is really good. So guys, if you if

0:15:20.880 --> 0:15:23.480
<v Speaker 1>you guys, haven't, I know it may sound sound nasty.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually really really it was hot dog soup. But anyway, dogs,

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<v Speaker 1>we are not going to do this. First off, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not soup. It's spaghetti. And shout out to all my goes. Okay,

0:15:34.400 --> 0:15:37.160
<v Speaker 1>suck about saying. To be fair, we were in Boston.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never seen so many Haitians try, so I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know that, Um they made it that far north. I'm

0:15:42.960 --> 0:15:45.360
<v Speaker 1>not gonna lie, yeah, but I didn't know. I was like, damn,

0:15:45.360 --> 0:15:47.400
<v Speaker 1>Haitians make it this far north. I just didn't know

0:15:47.440 --> 0:15:50.120
<v Speaker 1>because Haiti is all the way down, you know, by Florida,

0:15:50.440 --> 0:15:52.800
<v Speaker 1>and it's not really by Florida. It's connected to Dominican Republic.

0:15:52.880 --> 0:15:54.440
<v Speaker 1>But I should have known because there's a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>Dominicans up here, and I was like, ship, so we

0:15:56.920 --> 0:15:58.280
<v Speaker 1>get in there and this whole is trying to throw

0:15:58.400 --> 0:16:01.800
<v Speaker 1>hot dogs spaghetti on a the goddamn but they started

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<v Speaker 1>Zopal was deep in Boston, so shout out to the

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<v Speaker 1>mother buckeroo and then I started cappy and there we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Because we were talking about beans here we got Mandy claims.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, because you're supposed to like bacon

0:16:12.680 --> 0:16:15.640
<v Speaker 1>and beans, and she was like, bacon. It's ground BEI

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<v Speaker 1>okay in the South, but in the South, when you

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<v Speaker 1>like go to a barbecue and you make baked beans,

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<v Speaker 1>you put the ground beef in there and it makes

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<v Speaker 1>like And She's like, ain't nobody putting no ground beef

0:16:27.880 --> 0:16:30.960
<v Speaker 1>and no baked beans. I mean you could add baking.

0:16:31.000 --> 0:16:33.080
<v Speaker 1>Then she said bacon bits. I'm like, bitch, ain't nobody

0:16:33.080 --> 0:16:37.320
<v Speaker 1>putting bacon. See I told you that, No, brother, you

0:16:37.360 --> 0:16:41.000
<v Speaker 1>don't put bacon bits in comparison to putting small piece

0:16:41.040 --> 0:16:44.160
<v Speaker 1>of bacon. Oh, Ed, it is me, bitch, Ed, it

0:16:44.280 --> 0:16:47.120
<v Speaker 1>is me. I told you this meant like breaking up

0:16:50.920 --> 0:16:52.840
<v Speaker 1>told bacon. Yeah. I didn't mean it when I said

0:16:53.440 --> 0:16:55.880
<v Speaker 1>I meant like small pieces of bacon. I never heard that.

0:16:56.160 --> 0:16:58.600
<v Speaker 1>You never heard of ground beef and beef the thing

0:16:58.640 --> 0:17:00.800
<v Speaker 1>that you are talking about, the bacon bit it comes

0:17:00.800 --> 0:17:06.520
<v Speaker 1>in a jar. It's like when you do like yeah,

0:17:06.640 --> 0:17:10.439
<v Speaker 1>or like a baby. But anyway, so we're not going

0:17:10.480 --> 0:17:12.280
<v Speaker 1>to debate about food because this is not an episode.

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<v Speaker 1>So here's this Mexican place I went into. So, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>I went in this place and this is fucked up

0:17:18.160 --> 0:17:19.879
<v Speaker 1>because I know it's state country, but this ship was

0:17:19.920 --> 0:17:23.240
<v Speaker 1>way too Mexican. The what is way to Mexican? This

0:17:23.320 --> 0:17:27.280
<v Speaker 1>is but if you're in Mexico saying something is way

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<v Speaker 1>too Mexican, bitch, I go in there, all the menus

0:17:29.720 --> 0:17:31.679
<v Speaker 1>and sharpie, I'm like, this might be lit. But there

0:17:31.720 --> 0:17:35.600
<v Speaker 1>was gattos and ship what are gottoes cats? I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my Spanish god, damnit this is that wasn't like

0:17:39.960 --> 0:17:41.520
<v Speaker 1>there was an old woman making a ship and I

0:17:41.560 --> 0:17:43.840
<v Speaker 1>was like, damn that ship probably gonna be good. But

0:17:43.920 --> 0:17:46.399
<v Speaker 1>they realized I wasn't Mexican and didn't even want to

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<v Speaker 1>serve me because they were trying to act like it

0:17:47.680 --> 0:17:49.120
<v Speaker 1>was someone's house. And I was like, oh my god,

0:17:49.280 --> 0:17:50.879
<v Speaker 1>this might either be lit or this might be like

0:17:50.920 --> 0:17:54.200
<v Speaker 1>some fucking it might have been someone's house too. It

0:17:54.240 --> 0:17:57.479
<v Speaker 1>probably would house. So I was like, oh kwanto, like

0:17:58.320 --> 0:18:01.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, for my food, bro my food. I had

0:18:01.480 --> 0:18:07.399
<v Speaker 1>three tacos, the red soup, a coke, and tostada my

0:18:07.400 --> 0:18:11.119
<v Speaker 1>ship with seventy patos, which is not even God, it's

0:18:11.160 --> 0:18:13.720
<v Speaker 1>not even how much five dollars I think for four what.

0:18:13.760 --> 0:18:16.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the equivalent is, but anyway, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>that's how it was. When I went to time, none

0:18:18.440 --> 0:18:20.600
<v Speaker 1>of my meals were over three dollars. I know it was,

0:18:22.359 --> 0:18:27.120
<v Speaker 1>but me so la and they start laughing, laquenta is

0:18:27.760 --> 0:18:33.320
<v Speaker 1>the check, and then isn't. She's like, it's the check.

0:18:34.280 --> 0:18:39.879
<v Speaker 1>You're only tell them the Spanish niggative that lay for

0:18:39.880 --> 0:18:42.040
<v Speaker 1>the listeners. I'm just telling the story this way because

0:18:42.040 --> 0:18:43.800
<v Speaker 1>I ain gonna lie. I don't know what quentin I said,

0:18:44.920 --> 0:18:46.680
<v Speaker 1>and they looked at me, laughing like, bitch, you think

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<v Speaker 1>we got checks out here? How so then I all

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<v Speaker 1>all I have was a hundred paso, and I was

0:18:52.480 --> 0:18:54.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna let them keep the change. But then I saw

0:18:54.320 --> 0:18:56.159
<v Speaker 1>how excited they was about the change. I pulled out

0:18:56.160 --> 0:19:00.640
<v Speaker 1>another hunted pat So this gave me tupperware to go big. Yeah,

0:19:02.040 --> 0:19:05.000
<v Speaker 1>tips very big over there. Oh yeah, because yeah they do.

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<v Speaker 1>Mexicans are dope as talk, and I experienced a new

0:19:08.359 --> 0:19:13.440
<v Speaker 1>Mexico in Mexico City with the spiritual cleansing and ship,

0:19:13.520 --> 0:19:16.320
<v Speaker 1>like I got one of those. That ship was beautiful. Um,

0:19:16.400 --> 0:19:19.119
<v Speaker 1>and I just didn't know how fucking deep and spiritual

0:19:19.200 --> 0:19:23.280
<v Speaker 1>it was. Like I just was not ready for it. Um. Also, well,

0:19:23.400 --> 0:19:26.840
<v Speaker 1>they love Jesus like a lot. They loved This is

0:19:26.880 --> 0:19:29.560
<v Speaker 1>the kind of ship I had done. See how like

0:19:29.640 --> 0:19:32.080
<v Speaker 1>she's putting a polypons all over her body and like

0:19:32.920 --> 0:19:38.440
<v Speaker 1>she was like saying, we might need to say, Joe,

0:19:38.480 --> 0:19:40.800
<v Speaker 1>as you can't be going to another country letting and

0:19:40.800 --> 0:19:43.719
<v Speaker 1>put smoke around you. It could be bringing you might

0:19:43.760 --> 0:19:47.240
<v Speaker 1>be bringing bad energy. It's just that you're bringing the energy,

0:19:47.240 --> 0:19:50.480
<v Speaker 1>the energy vibes. No, it's not a bad thing. It's

0:19:50.480 --> 0:19:54.199
<v Speaker 1>not a bad thing. Y. I was looking for a

0:19:54.200 --> 0:19:56.479
<v Speaker 1>special place, so I went to someone and asked him

0:19:56.520 --> 0:19:59.240
<v Speaker 1>what I could get it done. I hit up Ameliorities.

0:19:59.320 --> 0:20:01.240
<v Speaker 1>I think you know, it wasn't her with someone else,

0:20:01.280 --> 0:20:03.160
<v Speaker 1>but they told me about someone that I could find.

0:20:03.200 --> 0:20:05.439
<v Speaker 1>So I got a dope ass fucking cleansing. Bro. Like

0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:09.399
<v Speaker 1>she you know, sent some Mexican ship over my body.

0:20:09.960 --> 0:20:12.240
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not saying Spanish it because I think it

0:20:12.280 --> 0:20:16.000
<v Speaker 1>was like specific to Mexicans saying to me a little bit. Yeah, yeah,

0:20:16.040 --> 0:20:18.560
<v Speaker 1>it was more Native um, she's sang to me. And

0:20:18.600 --> 0:20:20.720
<v Speaker 1>then like was cracking me like on some chiropractice. It

0:20:20.920 --> 0:20:23.000
<v Speaker 1>like my neck stage in me. And then when she

0:20:23.119 --> 0:20:25.960
<v Speaker 1>was like using apolot sometimes me, she like lifted my

0:20:26.040 --> 0:20:28.760
<v Speaker 1>shirt up to get it on my body. You're gonna

0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:34.359
<v Speaker 1>need to get your tuities redone. What you don't know

0:20:34.400 --> 0:20:38.480
<v Speaker 1>what hell. I came home, I'm sing looking at whole babe.

0:20:38.840 --> 0:20:41.159
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, they told me you got

0:20:41.160 --> 0:20:42.680
<v Speaker 1>another bitch, and he was like, get the funk out

0:20:42.680 --> 0:20:45.080
<v Speaker 1>of here. I was like, she told me you got

0:20:45.119 --> 0:20:47.080
<v Speaker 1>another bitch. She was like, yo, that's because you made

0:20:47.080 --> 0:20:51.760
<v Speaker 1>them feel like that. I was like, it's like they're

0:20:51.800 --> 0:20:54.439
<v Speaker 1>feeding off your energy. You told me you thought I

0:20:54.480 --> 0:20:56.800
<v Speaker 1>had another bitch, and she confirmed the ship. I was like,

0:20:56.840 --> 0:21:02.919
<v Speaker 1>Nick's is trash, but I felt saying it anyway. Mexico

0:21:03.000 --> 0:21:06.440
<v Speaker 1>is dope. We are going to start off right now

0:21:06.480 --> 0:21:09.760
<v Speaker 1>with our Vanilla ship, which shout out to the place

0:21:09.800 --> 0:21:14.280
<v Speaker 1>that we are from, Florida. Florida man woken up by

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<v Speaker 1>man who broke into his house and began sucking his toes.

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<v Speaker 1>Christmas Eve and Truder was sucking on his toes. According

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<v Speaker 1>to the unnamed twenty year old man in Brandon, tim Florida,

0:21:24.200 --> 0:21:26.240
<v Speaker 1>that was sound asleep with the sensation of this toe

0:21:26.280 --> 0:21:29.840
<v Speaker 1>sucking that snapped him out of his slumber. Um police

0:21:29.840 --> 0:21:32.399
<v Speaker 1>responded to reports of a burglary, and we're told the

0:21:32.400 --> 0:21:35.879
<v Speaker 1>bizarre details. Once they got on the scene, the victim

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<v Speaker 1>asked the suspect what he was doing and told him

0:21:39.320 --> 0:21:41.920
<v Speaker 1>that he did not have any money. The suspect told

0:21:41.960 --> 0:21:45.320
<v Speaker 1>him he was there to suck toes. The man, apparently

0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:47.680
<v Speaker 1>did not appreciate the fact that his toes were unexpectedly

0:21:47.720 --> 0:21:52.240
<v Speaker 1>lodged in a stranger's mouth, responded with a violent um barrage,

0:21:53.080 --> 0:21:57.800
<v Speaker 1>who look at you? Not? Yeah? That brought the toe

0:21:57.840 --> 0:22:00.200
<v Speaker 1>sucking into a halt and forced the intruder or away

0:22:00.200 --> 0:22:03.040
<v Speaker 1>from the house. The victim proceeded to punch the suspect

0:22:03.040 --> 0:22:04.639
<v Speaker 1>in the mouth. But I didn't know each other. No

0:22:05.119 --> 0:22:08.040
<v Speaker 1>for how long he woke up like that? Now? For

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<v Speaker 1>how long was he punching him? Has I read this article? Said?

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<v Speaker 1>He punched him in the mouth to force him out

0:22:12.640 --> 0:22:14.560
<v Speaker 1>of the backyard. While he was forcing hi out, the

0:22:14.640 --> 0:22:17.840
<v Speaker 1>suspect told him that he had a gun and then

0:22:17.840 --> 0:22:20.639
<v Speaker 1>attempted to fondle his general area. The gun was never seen.

0:22:20.680 --> 0:22:23.960
<v Speaker 1>Apparently unfazed by the gun threat, the man continued to

0:22:24.000 --> 0:22:26.880
<v Speaker 1>successfully fight off his attacker, punching him across the face

0:22:26.880 --> 0:22:33.000
<v Speaker 1>for approximately thirty seconds. Tiring down the toastsucker. The man

0:22:33.040 --> 0:22:35.159
<v Speaker 1>was able to return his home and call the police. However,

0:22:35.200 --> 0:22:38.480
<v Speaker 1>the intruder was seemingly unwilling to give up his attack

0:22:38.520 --> 0:22:41.960
<v Speaker 1>at that point. The intruder then ran back towards the house,

0:22:42.359 --> 0:22:44.919
<v Speaker 1>punched out the glass at his front window. He then

0:22:45.040 --> 0:22:46.879
<v Speaker 1>jumped on top of the man's car, stomped on the

0:22:46.880 --> 0:22:51.840
<v Speaker 1>wheelchair Windshilter broke before escaping on foot. Who the hell

0:22:52.040 --> 0:22:55.520
<v Speaker 1>is breaking into someone's house? I would like to say,

0:22:55.800 --> 0:22:57.920
<v Speaker 1>you guys have heard me talk about drug use. I

0:22:57.960 --> 0:23:00.400
<v Speaker 1>think drugs are fun, but this is one I don't

0:23:00.440 --> 0:23:02.720
<v Speaker 1>do because it has to be crack. This is a

0:23:05.040 --> 0:23:10.680
<v Speaker 1>methy some acid, meth this acid. People have deep spiritual

0:23:10.720 --> 0:23:13.360
<v Speaker 1>awakenings on acid. They so maybe he thought he could

0:23:13.400 --> 0:23:17.320
<v Speaker 1>get some spiritual stuff from some totos. Nick. I think

0:23:17.359 --> 0:23:20.040
<v Speaker 1>this is crackish. And I think it's crackish because if

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<v Speaker 1>you got punched in the face for thirty approximately thirty second,

0:23:23.280 --> 0:23:26.480
<v Speaker 1>and you had the willpower to keep going. That's crack.

0:23:26.600 --> 0:23:29.679
<v Speaker 1>So I'm I'm interested to know if that was in

0:23:29.720 --> 0:23:32.320
<v Speaker 1>the police report and if the crack said the crack

0:23:32.400 --> 0:23:36.119
<v Speaker 1>man said crack I got pushed. I can't come with

0:23:36.160 --> 0:23:40.440
<v Speaker 1>crack man, right, but he gave punch for thirty seconds?

0:23:41.000 --> 0:23:43.400
<v Speaker 1>Or did the person say, listen, I was assaulted by

0:23:43.640 --> 0:23:45.640
<v Speaker 1>being a woken up by this person in my house

0:23:45.680 --> 0:23:48.320
<v Speaker 1>by second my feet, and I punched him for thirty seconds.

0:23:48.480 --> 0:23:52.560
<v Speaker 1>Who gave the thirty second detail? Right? I feel like

0:23:52.560 --> 0:23:57.159
<v Speaker 1>it's premeditated the second. That's why I said, did they

0:23:57.200 --> 0:24:00.439
<v Speaker 1>know each other? Like you literally just to house to

0:24:00.480 --> 0:24:03.360
<v Speaker 1>suck another man's toes? You would have to see those

0:24:03.359 --> 0:24:05.240
<v Speaker 1>toes the first time, right, You had to have maybe

0:24:05.280 --> 0:24:07.119
<v Speaker 1>seeing them toes. Maybe he used to walk in sandals.

0:24:07.119 --> 0:24:09.400
<v Speaker 1>My daddy be wearing the sandals like he's Jamaica sandals

0:24:09.400 --> 0:24:12.000
<v Speaker 1>that I hate. But maybe he saw this to the sandal.

0:24:13.440 --> 0:24:16.639
<v Speaker 1>And this is why I said the foot guy was

0:24:16.680 --> 0:24:20.240
<v Speaker 1>a creepy motherfucker because bat Negga came in here when

0:24:20.320 --> 0:24:24.840
<v Speaker 1>Mandy told that post story and he was like fire

0:24:25.240 --> 0:24:27.960
<v Speaker 1>that reaction. I was sitting across the table like, oh

0:24:28.040 --> 0:24:30.960
<v Speaker 1>my That's like he had to have seen them toes before.

0:24:31.000 --> 0:24:33.760
<v Speaker 1>You don't just want to put any toes in your mouth.

0:24:34.000 --> 0:24:36.400
<v Speaker 1>Normally it comes from an arousal for a certain type

0:24:36.440 --> 0:24:40.200
<v Speaker 1>of toe. So I feel like he saw them toes somewhere. Brokay,

0:24:40.640 --> 0:24:42.480
<v Speaker 1>maybe a hopefuls or something. I don't know, and he

0:24:42.600 --> 0:24:45.359
<v Speaker 1>was like, damn listen, ship, let me roll up on

0:24:45.480 --> 0:24:50.240
<v Speaker 1>you to our next segment, wore Dirts if you haven't

0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:52.440
<v Speaker 1>heard it yet, is our sex tip that we are

0:24:52.480 --> 0:24:54.359
<v Speaker 1>serving up for the week. It could be from Mandy,

0:24:54.400 --> 0:24:56.399
<v Speaker 1>could be from me, could be from Google, which is

0:24:56.400 --> 0:24:58.159
<v Speaker 1>a lie to most of this fucking should we do?

0:24:58.440 --> 0:25:00.399
<v Speaker 1>But this one is from one of our steners. You

0:25:00.400 --> 0:25:03.240
<v Speaker 1>can submit them to Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com

0:25:03.280 --> 0:25:06.600
<v Speaker 1>along with homemail as well. This one is I'm a

0:25:06.680 --> 0:25:08.600
<v Speaker 1>huge fan of the podcast and I'm looking forward to

0:25:08.640 --> 0:25:10.240
<v Speaker 1>the live show in Charlotte. When I heard about the

0:25:10.240 --> 0:25:12.840
<v Speaker 1>new segment, I immediately opened my email app to type

0:25:12.840 --> 0:25:15.560
<v Speaker 1>this out because it's a sex tip I tell everyone

0:25:15.600 --> 0:25:17.719
<v Speaker 1>about and I think everyone should try. Here. It is

0:25:18.480 --> 0:25:22.960
<v Speaker 1>try the combination combination of stimulating your clip, getting fingered,

0:25:23.200 --> 0:25:26.119
<v Speaker 1>and having your ass eight at the same time. My

0:25:26.200 --> 0:25:28.879
<v Speaker 1>man and I tried it recently, and let me tell you,

0:25:28.920 --> 0:25:32.000
<v Speaker 1>it was mind blowing. I let out the most whatever

0:25:32.040 --> 0:25:37.200
<v Speaker 1>she said, noise, She said, I sounded like a cow. Yeah.

0:25:37.400 --> 0:25:40.720
<v Speaker 1>I then proceeded to cry and shake and then laugh hysterically.

0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:42.400
<v Speaker 1>The rest of the day. I couldn't stop smiling. I've

0:25:42.440 --> 0:25:44.960
<v Speaker 1>never had an orgasm like that. Nothing has even come

0:25:45.000 --> 0:25:47.000
<v Speaker 1>close to date. It is one of the most memorable

0:25:47.280 --> 0:25:49.960
<v Speaker 1>sexual experiences for me, and I want everyone to try it. Now.

0:25:51.040 --> 0:25:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to think of is she okay? But let's

0:25:55.240 --> 0:25:58.160
<v Speaker 1>let's let's break this down. So he is eating her

0:25:58.200 --> 0:26:01.560
<v Speaker 1>ass is he also? Is she playing with her clip

0:26:01.600 --> 0:26:03.520
<v Speaker 1>while he's fingering her? Or is there a way for

0:26:03.640 --> 0:26:05.920
<v Speaker 1>a man? I think he's fingering her while he's and

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:09.440
<v Speaker 1>then he's rubbing her clip, right, Okay, that's my assumption.

0:26:09.480 --> 0:26:11.280
<v Speaker 1>That's my assumption too. But the way I had it

0:26:11.320 --> 0:26:15.359
<v Speaker 1>done was not from eating. I was getting fucked rubbing

0:26:15.400 --> 0:26:19.280
<v Speaker 1>my clip and I had his fingers up mask. Oh yeah,

0:26:19.320 --> 0:26:22.000
<v Speaker 1>that's that's typical. And it was like a little thumb,

0:26:22.119 --> 0:26:24.200
<v Speaker 1>but normally like thumb in the button, I'm never touching

0:26:24.200 --> 0:26:25.800
<v Speaker 1>a clip at the same time, So it was like

0:26:25.920 --> 0:26:28.680
<v Speaker 1>so much ship going on Okay, I started tearing up.

0:26:30.000 --> 0:26:38.879
<v Speaker 1>You just yeah, like I like, um, like for a

0:26:39.000 --> 0:26:40.840
<v Speaker 1>thumb or any finger to be put in my butt

0:26:40.880 --> 0:26:45.200
<v Speaker 1>really while I'm getting but yeah, normally they're not finger

0:26:45.240 --> 0:26:48.760
<v Speaker 1>me in the butt playing with my pussy. And like,

0:26:49.080 --> 0:26:51.520
<v Speaker 1>as as a woman, if you're going to have all

0:26:51.560 --> 0:26:53.919
<v Speaker 1>of these things being played with UM so that you

0:26:53.960 --> 0:26:56.480
<v Speaker 1>can reach some sort of orgasm, you do have to

0:26:56.560 --> 0:26:59.320
<v Speaker 1>become involved to so, either by rubbing your own clip

0:26:59.800 --> 0:27:07.760
<v Speaker 1>or having toys UM, which I enjoy having UM. So

0:27:07.760 --> 0:27:10.439
<v Speaker 1>so and I had a video, well it's in my

0:27:10.480 --> 0:27:13.160
<v Speaker 1>phone but and I and I don't remember what episode

0:27:13.200 --> 0:27:15.440
<v Speaker 1>it was, but I was talking about most the last

0:27:15.480 --> 0:27:18.560
<v Speaker 1>time I fucked um Lawyer Bay, which was last year.

0:27:19.040 --> 0:27:20.760
<v Speaker 1>We in a new year now because they last year,

0:27:21.359 --> 0:27:25.200
<v Speaker 1>but last year when we we fucked UM, I've used

0:27:25.200 --> 0:27:28.080
<v Speaker 1>my dildo. So he put the dildo in my ass

0:27:28.160 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 1>while he was sucking me, and that to me was

0:27:31.600 --> 0:27:33.919
<v Speaker 1>a different feeling than a finger because it was bigger,

0:27:33.960 --> 0:27:37.160
<v Speaker 1>like I felt like it was Yeah, I talked about

0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:41.199
<v Speaker 1>the DP, but he could feel the toy in my

0:27:41.320 --> 0:27:43.760
<v Speaker 1>ass on his dick while he was inside of me,

0:27:43.920 --> 0:27:46.359
<v Speaker 1>So it was also like a good like it was

0:27:46.359 --> 0:27:49.560
<v Speaker 1>cool for ends he liked, I didn't know it was

0:27:49.560 --> 0:27:52.400
<v Speaker 1>that Like, I guess the lining is that thin, but yeah,

0:27:52.880 --> 0:27:54.879
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, and ever like broke it. You know

0:27:54.960 --> 0:28:05.399
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, like between yeah is made, Nigga. We

0:28:05.520 --> 0:28:10.560
<v Speaker 1>know that's really just said. He's like, yo, you the

0:28:10.640 --> 0:28:13.080
<v Speaker 1>line between the US and one thing. It's bad then

0:28:13.600 --> 0:28:22.879
<v Speaker 1>dush nigga. Okay, camera guy Vincent with the with the knowledge. Wait,

0:28:23.320 --> 0:28:25.600
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, he We should have asked a question when

0:28:25.680 --> 0:28:29.080
<v Speaker 1>doctor what was her name? Um Christina, which you guys

0:28:29.119 --> 0:28:31.239
<v Speaker 1>haven't listened to that episode yet, but we have a

0:28:31.320 --> 0:28:34.479
<v Speaker 1>doctor coming in. UM shout out to Dr Christina, and

0:28:34.520 --> 0:28:39.240
<v Speaker 1>we talked about um damn my sex injury. So where

0:28:39.280 --> 0:28:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I go join that coffee? My assid reflux is sucking

0:28:41.640 --> 0:28:44.840
<v Speaker 1>me up right now. I didn't I'm out of pepsid.

0:28:44.840 --> 0:28:46.640
<v Speaker 1>I'd be feeling so old now I want to take

0:28:47.040 --> 0:28:49.960
<v Speaker 1>tons and ship God damn, could I get some more water? Yeah?

0:28:49.960 --> 0:28:54.560
<v Speaker 1>I think pepsi it's for it's for acid reflux. I

0:28:54.560 --> 0:28:58.400
<v Speaker 1>thought was MS toms to Pepsid is like the pill

0:28:59.360 --> 0:29:02.440
<v Speaker 1>that ship work immediately. But I'm out of it, and

0:29:02.440 --> 0:29:04.920
<v Speaker 1>so I didn't take it this morning when I'm like prescriptions. No,

0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:08.720
<v Speaker 1>it's all it's speaking of prescriptions every time I go

0:29:08.800 --> 0:29:12.280
<v Speaker 1>to Mexico a bit reason just said that I got

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:14.320
<v Speaker 1>so much ship. I was like, you know what, I'll

0:29:14.320 --> 0:29:16.920
<v Speaker 1>take the ambient. Let's do a little the nex yo.

0:29:17.080 --> 0:29:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I looked like a Caucasian woman in that stars like,

0:29:19.640 --> 0:29:21.760
<v Speaker 1>did you stock up on Plan B? No? I don't

0:29:21.760 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 1>need Plan B. I'm not that Beline, but that should

0:29:25.120 --> 0:29:28.920
<v Speaker 1>be on the low and I wouldn't. Yeah, I mean

0:29:30.000 --> 0:29:31.560
<v Speaker 1>my goal does not have to take a plan I

0:29:31.560 --> 0:29:33.920
<v Speaker 1>will tell you this, So I don't do any like

0:29:33.920 --> 0:29:39.000
<v Speaker 1>cream pie type ship during opulation and to um levin

0:29:39.200 --> 0:29:42.120
<v Speaker 1>esturnal whatever it's called, like that active ingredient that's in

0:29:42.200 --> 0:29:45.600
<v Speaker 1>Plan B. It's like taking four birth control pills. And

0:29:46.000 --> 0:29:49.600
<v Speaker 1>I've just done that. I'm dead back in the day.

0:29:50.000 --> 0:29:52.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean recently, have I done it? No, the last

0:29:52.440 --> 0:29:57.400
<v Speaker 1>time I took Plan B was Marty grat weekend. That's right. Um. Anyway,

0:29:57.440 --> 0:30:01.160
<v Speaker 1>this one I want to say for the record. You know,

0:30:01.200 --> 0:30:03.760
<v Speaker 1>I was on Twitter the other day and I was

0:30:03.840 --> 0:30:06.840
<v Speaker 1>talking about how niggas ain't shit. I love sucking them,

0:30:06.880 --> 0:30:09.280
<v Speaker 1>but also like I really want to get out of

0:30:09.320 --> 0:30:11.640
<v Speaker 1>this like hating men thing, Like I hate so much

0:30:11.680 --> 0:30:16.600
<v Speaker 1>that feminism is connected with the hatred of men, because

0:30:16.640 --> 0:30:20.400
<v Speaker 1>the two just don't tie in together. And I think that,

0:30:20.800 --> 0:30:22.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, with a new year upon us, a lot

0:30:22.760 --> 0:30:25.320
<v Speaker 1>of us need to let as much as we can

0:30:25.480 --> 0:30:28.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot of our hate for people period ago. We

0:30:28.760 --> 0:30:31.120
<v Speaker 1>have all had a bitch and I'm speaking to women,

0:30:31.600 --> 0:30:33.400
<v Speaker 1>a bitch in our lives that used to be a friend,

0:30:33.400 --> 0:30:36.080
<v Speaker 1>that's done something dirty to us, that's made us feel terrible,

0:30:36.600 --> 0:30:39.120
<v Speaker 1>whatever the case may be. Like, bitches ain't shit either.

0:30:39.320 --> 0:30:42.200
<v Speaker 1>People are trashed. Let's just start using that verbiage as

0:30:42.240 --> 0:30:45.120
<v Speaker 1>a whole. Niggasin ship is like fun to say. And

0:30:45.160 --> 0:30:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm prefacing this because this conversation is

0:30:47.640 --> 0:30:50.080
<v Speaker 1>about gaslighting. And I know it may sound like a

0:30:50.080 --> 0:30:52.959
<v Speaker 1>lot of hatred, but people can gaslight, you know what

0:30:52.960 --> 0:30:56.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, Like it's not just men. I honestly think

0:30:57.120 --> 0:31:00.880
<v Speaker 1>I may have gaslighted hospital dick and didn't know as

0:31:00.880 --> 0:31:03.760
<v Speaker 1>far as what explained making him feel like something was

0:31:03.760 --> 0:31:07.800
<v Speaker 1>going to happen that wasn't. And I didn't really realize

0:31:07.840 --> 0:31:12.400
<v Speaker 1>it until Yeah, I was like reading this article, like

0:31:12.760 --> 0:31:14.680
<v Speaker 1>people can gaslight when they want to keep you in

0:31:14.720 --> 0:31:16.640
<v Speaker 1>their lives, but they don't know like where to place you,

0:31:16.760 --> 0:31:18.600
<v Speaker 1>or they just want to hold onto something without giving

0:31:18.640 --> 0:31:22.600
<v Speaker 1>you the commitment that you deserve. And yeah, I just

0:31:22.600 --> 0:31:24.560
<v Speaker 1>want to say, for the record, I don't hate men.

0:31:24.600 --> 0:31:27.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't think men are trash, but I think we

0:31:27.480 --> 0:31:29.720
<v Speaker 1>need to unlearn a lot of the ways that we've

0:31:29.760 --> 0:31:33.160
<v Speaker 1>been treating people. And this gas lighting thing is something

0:31:33.200 --> 0:31:35.000
<v Speaker 1>that we should all be aware that we shouldn't do

0:31:35.080 --> 0:31:37.640
<v Speaker 1>to others. And it does generally happen more to women

0:31:37.680 --> 0:31:40.440
<v Speaker 1>from men, So I know that that's where this conversation

0:31:40.440 --> 0:31:43.440
<v Speaker 1>may seem like it's going. But to my men listeners

0:31:43.840 --> 0:31:45.280
<v Speaker 1>and to the ones that are part of our horre

0:31:45.360 --> 0:31:48.680
<v Speaker 1>hive and that love us, don't take the ship so personal,

0:31:49.440 --> 0:31:51.920
<v Speaker 1>like a little hope, it's weird because not that, And

0:31:51.960 --> 0:31:56.040
<v Speaker 1>I think maybe I'm just I'm just overly blunt with

0:31:56.440 --> 0:32:00.760
<v Speaker 1>where I put people, But I also compartmentalize, um where

0:32:00.800 --> 0:32:03.720
<v Speaker 1>someone stands in my life. But not that I've gaslighted.

0:32:04.240 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 1>But I do feel like I've dealt with a guy

0:32:06.200 --> 0:32:08.240
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know where to put him in my life,

0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:12.680
<v Speaker 1>so there was maybe signals of me giving him, maybe

0:32:12.920 --> 0:32:15.920
<v Speaker 1>that he took that it was going to go somewhere

0:32:15.960 --> 0:32:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that I necessarily didn't want it to go even though

0:32:18.200 --> 0:32:20.080
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to communicate, I didn't know how to

0:32:20.120 --> 0:32:22.480
<v Speaker 1>communicate where I wanted it to go at all, if

0:32:22.560 --> 0:32:27.000
<v Speaker 1>that makes sense. Like, so, I think that in in

0:32:27.120 --> 0:32:31.000
<v Speaker 1>terms of saying something is gaslighting or someone leading you on,

0:32:31.080 --> 0:32:33.240
<v Speaker 1>I think that it's also fair to say that sometimes

0:32:33.240 --> 0:32:37.360
<v Speaker 1>we don't know what we is. Why I really like

0:32:37.520 --> 0:32:41.160
<v Speaker 1>these terms because I agree. I didn't know I was gaslighting,

0:32:41.200 --> 0:32:43.320
<v Speaker 1>but when I thought about it, you know, I had

0:32:43.360 --> 0:32:46.120
<v Speaker 1>a conversation with him where he was like, this is

0:32:46.160 --> 0:32:47.720
<v Speaker 1>why I didn't want to do certain things with you.

0:32:47.840 --> 0:32:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to like, you know, you're making me

0:32:50.120 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 1>call you I can't call you fam anymore. And I'm like, yeah,

0:32:53.040 --> 0:32:54.520
<v Speaker 1>because I don't get talk to you about in that way.

0:32:54.520 --> 0:32:55.880
<v Speaker 1>But in his eyes, it was like, oh, you want

0:32:55.880 --> 0:32:57.760
<v Speaker 1>me to call you babe instead of fam. This is

0:32:58.520 --> 0:33:03.640
<v Speaker 1>so gaslighting. This definition is a form of manipulation that

0:33:03.680 --> 0:33:07.240
<v Speaker 1>occurs in abusive relationships. It's insidious, sometimes covert, type of

0:33:07.280 --> 0:33:10.880
<v Speaker 1>emotional abuse where the bullier abuser makes the target question

0:33:10.960 --> 0:33:15.680
<v Speaker 1>their judgments and reality. Ultimately, the victim of gas lighting

0:33:15.720 --> 0:33:18.400
<v Speaker 1>starts to wonder if they're going crazy. Now I have

0:33:18.520 --> 0:33:23.560
<v Speaker 1>never used such a deep uh definition for gaslighting. I

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:26.160
<v Speaker 1>thought gaslighting was more leading on, but I kind of

0:33:26.280 --> 0:33:29.720
<v Speaker 1>understand how you know that works. Um. So I'm reading

0:33:29.800 --> 0:33:32.920
<v Speaker 1>an article from very well family dot com says one

0:33:32.920 --> 0:33:34.959
<v Speaker 1>are the tactics used in gas lighting. It's a technique

0:33:35.000 --> 0:33:38.520
<v Speaker 1>that undermines your entire perception of reality. When someone's gaslighting you,

0:33:38.520 --> 0:33:41.400
<v Speaker 1>they often make you second guess yourself, your memories, your perceptions.

0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:44.240
<v Speaker 1>Most of the time after communicating with the person that gaslighted,

0:33:44.280 --> 0:33:51.440
<v Speaker 1>do you feel dazed, confused, and wondering what's wrong with you? Now?

0:33:52.040 --> 0:33:55.280
<v Speaker 1>Now they do? Um. But I think it's also again

0:33:55.360 --> 0:33:59.400
<v Speaker 1>where we as women are the same to where sometimes

0:33:59.480 --> 0:34:01.000
<v Speaker 1>we don't know we want to put a guy. I

0:34:01.040 --> 0:34:04.880
<v Speaker 1>think we also jump into our emotions quicker than men

0:34:05.200 --> 0:34:07.600
<v Speaker 1>and want to have a title quicker than men, which

0:34:07.600 --> 0:34:10.000
<v Speaker 1>is why sometimes we may be feeling like we're getting

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:12.839
<v Speaker 1>let on, when in reality, I think men are more

0:34:12.880 --> 0:34:16.920
<v Speaker 1>of commitment fobes than we are. So, um, I get

0:34:16.960 --> 0:34:19.319
<v Speaker 1>the idea that maybe we may feel led on by

0:34:19.400 --> 0:34:22.360
<v Speaker 1>them more so, but I think it's because we desire

0:34:22.480 --> 0:34:25.040
<v Speaker 1>commitment quicker than men. This is the thing of I

0:34:25.080 --> 0:34:28.000
<v Speaker 1>heard Oper say this once, and I really loved it.

0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:30.799
<v Speaker 1>It's funny because this came up in a conversation how

0:34:30.840 --> 0:34:33.480
<v Speaker 1>way oh Oprah said or she said or so much

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:37.200
<v Speaker 1>interviewed on Super Soul said, when someone shows you who

0:34:37.239 --> 0:34:41.719
<v Speaker 1>they are the first time, you have to listen to them.

0:34:41.760 --> 0:34:44.440
<v Speaker 1>If they're telling you something the first time, you have

0:34:44.520 --> 0:34:47.640
<v Speaker 1>to listen to them. I we've had a few conversations

0:34:47.680 --> 0:34:50.239
<v Speaker 1>on this podcast. No no, no, like when we talk

0:34:50.280 --> 0:34:54.000
<v Speaker 1>about UM, he's telling you doesn't want a relationship, understand him,

0:34:54.040 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 1>even if he's not saying those words, because that's gas lighting, right,

0:34:58.440 --> 0:35:00.520
<v Speaker 1>even if he's not saying I don't on it. If

0:35:00.520 --> 0:35:03.239
<v Speaker 1>he's showing you that he doesn't want it, bitch it

0:35:03.400 --> 0:35:07.640
<v Speaker 1>to know you know I I think that like over time,

0:35:07.680 --> 0:35:11.400
<v Speaker 1>if I've learned, and this is how situation ships happened.

0:35:11.920 --> 0:35:14.360
<v Speaker 1>Are you looking for a girlfriend? Know what happens happens?

0:35:14.920 --> 0:35:18.640
<v Speaker 1>I ain't buying net nomo it' I am being very

0:35:18.760 --> 0:35:22.520
<v Speaker 1>um upfront with what I'm looking for. And so like

0:35:22.600 --> 0:35:25.600
<v Speaker 1>that's why Aries, which may or may not have much

0:35:25.640 --> 0:35:27.960
<v Speaker 1>of an air time on air um Aries is already

0:35:27.960 --> 0:35:30.520
<v Speaker 1>cut off. Um and so it's PhD. Yeah, Aries is

0:35:30.520 --> 0:35:33.840
<v Speaker 1>oh I didn't listen, so this is something I'm probably

0:35:33.880 --> 0:35:38.000
<v Speaker 1>going to deal with um in therapy, which if I

0:35:38.040 --> 0:35:41.600
<v Speaker 1>am very quick to cut a motherfuck off as much

0:35:41.600 --> 0:35:44.920
<v Speaker 1>as I also linger and keep niggas around forever. As

0:35:44.960 --> 0:35:46.840
<v Speaker 1>soon as I feel like, Okay, you're not going to

0:35:46.840 --> 0:35:48.920
<v Speaker 1>start the purpose that I want you for my nigga,

0:35:48.960 --> 0:35:52.680
<v Speaker 1>you can go. Um. And so yeah, when when it

0:35:52.960 --> 0:35:57.360
<v Speaker 1>came to aries UM, I was just seeing red flags

0:35:57.880 --> 0:36:01.120
<v Speaker 1>in what he was saying and what he was showing.

0:36:01.480 --> 0:36:06.560
<v Speaker 1>So when you tell someone I really want consistency and communication,

0:36:07.120 --> 0:36:10.520
<v Speaker 1>but you're not consistent and your communication is asked, you

0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:13.160
<v Speaker 1>know what, I'm not gonna be dealing with this. And

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:15.399
<v Speaker 1>then again if that's projecting from like the last person

0:36:15.520 --> 0:36:20.240
<v Speaker 1>you dated. So no, the last person was PhD him.

0:36:20.440 --> 0:36:22.440
<v Speaker 1>Like if someone was like, oh I need this, this

0:36:22.480 --> 0:36:25.399
<v Speaker 1>and this, it's because you didn't have that the last

0:36:25.440 --> 0:36:27.480
<v Speaker 1>time you were in a relationship Joan meeting ready for

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:30.439
<v Speaker 1>it now, I'm just mean you ain't have it when

0:36:30.440 --> 0:36:32.920
<v Speaker 1>you were with somebody. I mean I just know, like

0:36:33.320 --> 0:36:36.359
<v Speaker 1>and I talked about Nebraska on the show before. I

0:36:36.480 --> 0:36:40.920
<v Speaker 1>really liked Nebraska. He he was somebody who on paper

0:36:41.040 --> 0:36:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I really really like. Girlfriend he broke up with her bitch.

0:36:44.200 --> 0:36:46.520
<v Speaker 1>Then we was really talking, but I wasn't gonna be

0:36:46.520 --> 0:36:48.480
<v Speaker 1>a girlfriend. Number two one time he was willing to

0:36:48.520 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 1>have an open relationship, but she lived with him, and

0:36:50.640 --> 0:36:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I was like, bitch, if she living rent for you,

0:36:52.040 --> 0:36:53.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna have to pay my rent in New York. So

0:36:53.760 --> 0:36:56.000
<v Speaker 1>we ain't really that's that was the problem that situation.

0:36:56.160 --> 0:36:58.359
<v Speaker 1>But he ended up breaking up for her. UM sent

0:36:58.480 --> 0:37:02.279
<v Speaker 1>her ays back to Singapore. And then when we really

0:37:02.280 --> 0:37:05.480
<v Speaker 1>started talking. Yeah, she was here from from single, met

0:37:05.560 --> 0:37:08.759
<v Speaker 1>him when I was studying abroad in Singapore. Anyways, sent

0:37:08.880 --> 0:37:11.680
<v Speaker 1>her back home to her country, and then we was

0:37:11.719 --> 0:37:17.120
<v Speaker 1>really talking. But his communication was to break up. Don't

0:37:17.120 --> 0:37:20.040
<v Speaker 1>do that. She wasn't deported. She just basically she just

0:37:20.160 --> 0:37:22.840
<v Speaker 1>wasn't gonna stay in America. When we over, you do

0:37:23.440 --> 0:37:29.400
<v Speaker 1>go back home. Um, And so well we started talking

0:37:29.640 --> 0:37:33.320
<v Speaker 1>because he sent her back. His communication was just really poor.

0:37:33.360 --> 0:37:36.879
<v Speaker 1>And to me, I'm okay with considering long distance. I'm

0:37:36.920 --> 0:37:39.799
<v Speaker 1>okay with dating somebody. You know, it's crazy. I was

0:37:39.840 --> 0:37:42.000
<v Speaker 1>really considering dating the nigga who lived in Portland over

0:37:42.080 --> 0:37:45.680
<v Speaker 1>dating the nigga in Brooklyn. That's how bad. Like listen, right,

0:37:45.719 --> 0:37:48.200
<v Speaker 1>as I guess I wanted my miles instead. But I

0:37:48.200 --> 0:37:51.040
<v Speaker 1>feel like I just I need communication. I need communication.

0:37:51.080 --> 0:37:53.960
<v Speaker 1>And that's the thing with PhD. He communicated that he

0:37:54.000 --> 0:37:57.880
<v Speaker 1>had a really bad seven year relationship, and so although

0:37:57.960 --> 0:38:01.880
<v Speaker 1>we were vibing really good, and he also was scaring me,

0:38:02.040 --> 0:38:04.520
<v Speaker 1>letting me know he doesn't know when he's gonna be

0:38:04.600 --> 0:38:07.080
<v Speaker 1>ready to jump into another relationship. And to me, I

0:38:07.120 --> 0:38:11.040
<v Speaker 1>wasn't willing to invest the time or money or emotions

0:38:11.080 --> 0:38:14.520
<v Speaker 1>into someone who is telling me up front he doesn't

0:38:14.560 --> 0:38:17.840
<v Speaker 1>necessarily know if he's ready for another relationship. It was

0:38:17.880 --> 0:38:21.440
<v Speaker 1>just glad I got that insurance on their flight home.

0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:23.000
<v Speaker 1>You know what I wanted to ask you. I talked

0:38:23.040 --> 0:38:26.320
<v Speaker 1>to a girl I know who recently started only fans

0:38:26.440 --> 0:38:31.759
<v Speaker 1>for panties like no face, and she's like, bro, like

0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:35.440
<v Speaker 1>when I tell Nigga's like, they act crazy. And I

0:38:35.480 --> 0:38:37.120
<v Speaker 1>was curious to know what men have said to you

0:38:37.160 --> 0:38:39.800
<v Speaker 1>since you started only fans or feet, they have no problem,

0:38:39.840 --> 0:38:44.480
<v Speaker 1>Like they laugh, They're literally yeah, they're literally like just

0:38:44.560 --> 0:38:47.160
<v Speaker 1>steal feet. I say so, I will say, since starting

0:38:47.200 --> 0:38:49.520
<v Speaker 1>the only fans and posting more on my feet on

0:38:49.560 --> 0:38:52.359
<v Speaker 1>social media, I do see how many people want to

0:38:52.400 --> 0:38:55.120
<v Speaker 1>meet up for foot jobs, and I'm just like that's

0:38:55.120 --> 0:38:57.320
<v Speaker 1>not a thing. I'm not meeting up with people. Um,

0:38:57.360 --> 0:39:01.680
<v Speaker 1>but also now much there is no amount like no,

0:39:01.840 --> 0:39:05.560
<v Speaker 1>not for you. I'm saying like I'm not I'm not

0:39:05.600 --> 0:39:09.720
<v Speaker 1>asking what's your price for a foot job to a stranger? Okay,

0:39:09.760 --> 0:39:12.240
<v Speaker 1>not like a fete Instagram. No, it's a stranger who's

0:39:12.239 --> 0:39:14.120
<v Speaker 1>paying for a foot job. What are you doing a

0:39:14.120 --> 0:39:17.960
<v Speaker 1>foot job for? You gotta leverage your blue check? Dog? No, bro,

0:39:20.680 --> 0:39:23.160
<v Speaker 1>my blue check doesn't matter. It's just like, I mean,

0:39:23.280 --> 0:39:26.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm a new internet person. If I'm like

0:39:26.960 --> 0:39:28.640
<v Speaker 1>in the game and you got used to be a

0:39:28.680 --> 0:39:31.160
<v Speaker 1>straight stunt and you could really leverage fee, what's your

0:39:31.200 --> 0:39:36.280
<v Speaker 1>press right now? I wasn't a straight and first off,

0:39:37.040 --> 0:39:39.680
<v Speaker 1>calm down, are you? I wasn't straight stunting? Actually two

0:39:39.680 --> 0:39:42.719
<v Speaker 1>issues a straight sign. Yes, I was jil to nine.

0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I know it's a jail mag which is why my

0:39:44.560 --> 0:39:47.560
<v Speaker 1>boyfriend at the time he was just like he didn't

0:39:47.560 --> 0:39:49.440
<v Speaker 1>like me being a straight sutton because he knew that

0:39:49.480 --> 0:39:52.680
<v Speaker 1>the magazine got sent to jail's. He's from Staten Island, which,

0:39:52.719 --> 0:39:54.040
<v Speaker 1>mind you, I thought he was from New York. I

0:39:54.040 --> 0:39:55.919
<v Speaker 1>didn't know how lame Stating Island was. Until I moved

0:39:55.960 --> 0:39:57.600
<v Speaker 1>up here. I've been here seven years and every want

0:39:57.600 --> 0:39:59.160
<v Speaker 1>to stat N Island. I was like, damn, I thought

0:39:59.200 --> 0:40:01.359
<v Speaker 1>I was dating a real New York nigga from stat

0:40:01.360 --> 0:40:05.560
<v Speaker 1>In Island. Anyway, So when when he found out that

0:40:05.600 --> 0:40:08.080
<v Speaker 1>I was in a straight stutton, we had a huge

0:40:08.440 --> 0:40:10.560
<v Speaker 1>like argument about it because he was like, Yo, you

0:40:10.560 --> 0:40:13.360
<v Speaker 1>know where this magazine go? Yo, what does for his community?

0:40:13.480 --> 0:40:15.160
<v Speaker 1>My niggas in the like my niggas in the pen.

0:40:15.200 --> 0:40:16.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't need them checking off to you, you know,

0:40:16.719 --> 0:40:19.240
<v Speaker 1>Like he did not like that I was a stray stutton.

0:40:19.400 --> 0:40:21.400
<v Speaker 1>So what's crazy is Yeah, me being in a magazine

0:40:21.440 --> 0:40:23.680
<v Speaker 1>got more of an outrage than me saying I now

0:40:24.280 --> 0:40:26.360
<v Speaker 1>sell pictures of my feet on only pantis. Yeah, but

0:40:26.400 --> 0:40:28.640
<v Speaker 1>you were younger than and also I was younger than Yeah,

0:40:28.680 --> 0:40:31.520
<v Speaker 1>I think um Shorty's point. So she's a dental surgeon,

0:40:31.920 --> 0:40:33.719
<v Speaker 1>really likes doing this. She's like, I feel like it's

0:40:33.719 --> 0:40:34.920
<v Speaker 1>like the one thing I could do this like bad.

0:40:34.960 --> 0:40:37.040
<v Speaker 1>It makes me feel good. It's a little extra cash.

0:40:37.200 --> 0:40:42.239
<v Speaker 1>So she seven people, that's a lot. That's a lot.

0:40:42.400 --> 0:40:48.440
<v Speaker 1>So but you are receiving, but you're receiving like something

0:40:48.520 --> 0:40:51.840
<v Speaker 1>tangible like on me because I'm not offering foot jobs,

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:55.120
<v Speaker 1>he said, panties. She's sending panties right and explain I

0:40:55.160 --> 0:40:57.840
<v Speaker 1>really want us to interview her. But she like soils

0:40:57.840 --> 0:41:01.680
<v Speaker 1>her panties and like rings them out and like shows

0:41:01.760 --> 0:41:06.680
<v Speaker 1>what's inside of him. Like videos that's a that's discharge whatever.

0:41:07.120 --> 0:41:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Nigga's like that ship, especially like Opulation Week. She's like

0:41:11.040 --> 0:41:13.759
<v Speaker 1>that is crazy. So she was saying to me, like

0:41:13.840 --> 0:41:16.200
<v Speaker 1>when I tell guys about to stay freak out, I

0:41:16.280 --> 0:41:18.239
<v Speaker 1>wasn't wonder if that's happened in Mandy, but then I

0:41:18.239 --> 0:41:20.640
<v Speaker 1>thought to myself, like, well it's not also have a

0:41:20.640 --> 0:41:23.520
<v Speaker 1>sex podcast. Yeah, so what's crazy is even aried a bit.

0:41:23.560 --> 0:41:26.399
<v Speaker 1>You're like looking a little dentists like now I'm sounding pain.

0:41:26.480 --> 0:41:28.719
<v Speaker 1>It's funny because me and Aries we're talking on the

0:41:28.719 --> 0:41:32.160
<v Speaker 1>phone before he got cut off clearly, and he actually

0:41:32.239 --> 0:41:36.840
<v Speaker 1>said that it's one of his I guess fantasies. He

0:41:36.960 --> 0:41:41.240
<v Speaker 1>wanted to create uh and only fans or whatever type

0:41:41.360 --> 0:41:44.719
<v Speaker 1>of online service where him and his next girlfriend have

0:41:44.800 --> 0:41:47.920
<v Speaker 1>sex on camera for other people to watch. And so

0:41:47.960 --> 0:41:49.839
<v Speaker 1>I told him, I was like, well, I have tattoos.

0:41:50.200 --> 0:41:52.800
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't be willing to do that, I said, lawyer

0:41:52.840 --> 0:41:54.920
<v Speaker 1>Bay wanted to do that, and we came up with

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:56.840
<v Speaker 1>the conclusion that if we do it, we have to

0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:59.640
<v Speaker 1>be dressed in superhero costumes. So he was like, yo,

0:42:00.200 --> 0:42:02.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm down with that. So we literally talked already about

0:42:02.960 --> 0:42:05.000
<v Speaker 1>possibly doing it, but we don't talk anymore. But I

0:42:05.040 --> 0:42:08.880
<v Speaker 1>would be down to I would be down to creating

0:42:08.920 --> 0:42:11.880
<v Speaker 1>a page with a lover and doing that, but without

0:42:11.920 --> 0:42:15.200
<v Speaker 1>my tattoos showing, because clearly we see tattoos telling you

0:42:15.520 --> 0:42:17.560
<v Speaker 1>shout out to the thing that sucks. Though. It's like,

0:42:17.560 --> 0:42:19.839
<v Speaker 1>you can't be a personality and do it because people then,

0:42:20.600 --> 0:42:22.399
<v Speaker 1>like I thought the other day, I took this nude

0:42:22.480 --> 0:42:25.279
<v Speaker 1>right and I was like, yo, as high as fun.

0:42:25.560 --> 0:42:27.839
<v Speaker 1>I was like, my ex cloud got hacked. I don't

0:42:27.880 --> 0:42:30.560
<v Speaker 1>use I only back up to my computer. What people

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:32.000
<v Speaker 1>know it's me because there's no tattoos in it. And

0:42:32.040 --> 0:42:35.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, look at the fucking background, Like there's photos

0:42:35.600 --> 0:42:37.800
<v Speaker 1>of my face with the same background. Like, you can't

0:42:37.840 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 1>be someone that people know and then have a new league.

0:42:40.719 --> 0:42:42.440
<v Speaker 1>They will put them ships together. Did you see what

0:42:42.480 --> 0:42:45.400
<v Speaker 1>happened with Lorie Harvey in future? What happened Lorie Harvey

0:42:45.440 --> 0:42:47.760
<v Speaker 1>went to Nigeria. Oh, yeah, they had took a picture

0:42:47.800 --> 0:42:50.279
<v Speaker 1>in the mirror and his shoes were in the bad

0:42:50.960 --> 0:42:52.560
<v Speaker 1>His shoes was in the back. You can never be

0:42:53.000 --> 0:42:55.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't wit down on the seat. Always happened. I

0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:58.520
<v Speaker 1>don't know because I've been playing the gas lighting. So

0:42:58.600 --> 0:43:00.600
<v Speaker 1>here are the fifteen. So I don't know if I'm

0:43:00.600 --> 0:43:02.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna go through all his team, Probably not, but I

0:43:02.640 --> 0:43:05.480
<v Speaker 1>like these first one lie to you. People who engage

0:43:05.480 --> 0:43:10.720
<v Speaker 1>in gaslighting are habitual and pathico logical liars manipulation. I'm sorry.

0:43:10.719 --> 0:43:13.320
<v Speaker 1>Men do be lying just to get a cornerstone of behavior.

0:43:13.320 --> 0:43:16.359
<v Speaker 1>And even when you know they're to be very convincing too,

0:43:16.440 --> 0:43:19.200
<v Speaker 1>they'll discredit you to others. They may pretend to be

0:43:19.200 --> 0:43:21.600
<v Speaker 1>worried about your behavior while subtly telling people that you

0:43:21.640 --> 0:43:25.440
<v Speaker 1>seem a little unemotionally stable. Definitely do that to me

0:43:27.320 --> 0:43:29.600
<v Speaker 1>or that to me reads when a nigga be like,

0:43:30.120 --> 0:43:31.760
<v Speaker 1>why are you tripping, and it's like, I'm not tripping,

0:43:31.960 --> 0:43:36.239
<v Speaker 1>just asking you a questioning. I hate that is the

0:43:36.320 --> 0:43:38.040
<v Speaker 1>gaslighter may lighte to you and tell you that other

0:43:38.040 --> 0:43:39.960
<v Speaker 1>people are think you're crazy. Keep in mind, though they

0:43:39.960 --> 0:43:41.440
<v Speaker 1>may never say a bad thing about you, so that

0:43:41.520 --> 0:43:43.680
<v Speaker 1>they will make every attempt to think that you are

0:43:43.760 --> 0:43:47.280
<v Speaker 1>losing it, deflect the topic of hand. When you ask

0:43:47.320 --> 0:43:49.640
<v Speaker 1>a gaslighter question, you call them out for something they did.

0:43:49.719 --> 0:43:52.200
<v Speaker 1>They may change the subject by asking a questions, Bro,

0:43:52.320 --> 0:43:54.600
<v Speaker 1>you know what niggas do and this is what and

0:43:54.840 --> 0:43:56.879
<v Speaker 1>maybe it's just a I don't know, but niggas fun.

0:43:57.560 --> 0:44:00.520
<v Speaker 1>I'll be texting the motherfucking letting him know everything that

0:44:00.600 --> 0:44:04.120
<v Speaker 1>I think. It is all right there, whether it's through

0:44:04.120 --> 0:44:06.359
<v Speaker 1>a text or on the phone. And you know what

0:44:06.400 --> 0:44:11.640
<v Speaker 1>irks me more than anything when a nigger responds, huh, sir,

0:44:12.160 --> 0:44:15.200
<v Speaker 1>I spoke English. It's not in any other language. You

0:44:15.239 --> 0:44:17.200
<v Speaker 1>can reread it as many times as you want because

0:44:17.239 --> 0:44:19.520
<v Speaker 1>it's right there in text message, and you respond with

0:44:19.640 --> 0:44:22.319
<v Speaker 1>huh do I need to be and I don't want

0:44:22.320 --> 0:44:26.040
<v Speaker 1>to repeat myself, So then saying huh as a response

0:44:26.080 --> 0:44:29.520
<v Speaker 1>to me opening my heart is probably the worst thing

0:44:29.560 --> 0:44:31.319
<v Speaker 1>and they can do, and they do it a lot.

0:44:31.520 --> 0:44:35.040
<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's no literally athletes, we're doing this ship. They'd

0:44:35.080 --> 0:44:37.680
<v Speaker 1>be like, huh, you're not dumb. I mean you might be,

0:44:37.800 --> 0:44:42.440
<v Speaker 1>but you're not that dumb. So they dumb. No, I

0:44:42.440 --> 0:44:47.000
<v Speaker 1>don't deal with ct no, minimize your thoughts and feelings.

0:44:48.160 --> 0:44:50.200
<v Speaker 1>By minimizing your thoughts and feelings, are able to gain

0:44:50.239 --> 0:44:55.080
<v Speaker 1>power statements like calm down this one, I love? Why

0:44:55.120 --> 0:44:59.799
<v Speaker 1>are you? Oh no, bro? See this is triggering me.

0:45:00.040 --> 0:45:06.560
<v Speaker 1>B said that to do what? What's your sensitive? So

0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>actually I've been told that to shift blame to you.

0:45:11.960 --> 0:45:14.160
<v Speaker 1>Blame shifting is a common tact. At every discussion, you

0:45:14.160 --> 0:45:16.080
<v Speaker 1>have somehow twisted to where you were to blame for

0:45:16.160 --> 0:45:19.640
<v Speaker 1>something that occurred. Even when you try to discussion behavior

0:45:19.680 --> 0:45:21.440
<v Speaker 1>and how their behavior how it makes you feel, they're

0:45:21.440 --> 0:45:23.400
<v Speaker 1>able to twist and end up blaming you. In other words,

0:45:23.600 --> 0:45:25.600
<v Speaker 1>they manipulate the situation in such a way that you

0:45:25.680 --> 0:45:28.240
<v Speaker 1>end up believing that you're the cause for their bad behavior.

0:45:30.239 --> 0:45:36.600
<v Speaker 1>Deny any wrongdoing Read that so bullies and abusers are

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:39.840
<v Speaker 1>notorious for denying what they did, that they did anything wrong.

0:45:40.280 --> 0:45:42.880
<v Speaker 1>They do this in order to avoid taking responsibility for

0:45:42.920 --> 0:45:45.360
<v Speaker 1>their poor choices, but it also leaves the victim of

0:45:45.400 --> 0:45:48.399
<v Speaker 1>gas lighting confused and frustrated because there is no acknowledgment

0:45:48.440 --> 0:45:50.560
<v Speaker 1>of the pain they have caused. This also makes it

0:45:50.680 --> 0:45:52.440
<v Speaker 1>very hard for the victim to move on or to

0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:54.719
<v Speaker 1>heal from the bullying. Our abusiveness. Damn, this sounds like

0:45:54.760 --> 0:46:01.120
<v Speaker 1>our therapy episode. Um, they use compati I mean, bitch me,

0:46:01.560 --> 0:46:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm the I'm the gas right now, use um compassionate

0:46:06.560 --> 0:46:10.120
<v Speaker 1>words as a weapon. Okay, so sometimes we call out

0:46:10.320 --> 0:46:13.280
<v Speaker 1>or question a gaslighter will use kind and loving words

0:46:13.520 --> 0:46:16.200
<v Speaker 1>to try to smooth over the situation. I think that's

0:46:16.239 --> 0:46:17.960
<v Speaker 1>what like when they know they're wrong, they're like baby.

0:46:17.960 --> 0:46:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Don't like the baby words. Maybe in other words, they

0:46:20.719 --> 0:46:23.440
<v Speaker 1>might say something like, oh, you know how much I

0:46:23.480 --> 0:46:26.080
<v Speaker 1>love you. I would never hurt you on purpose. These

0:46:26.120 --> 0:46:28.520
<v Speaker 1>words and apology are what you want to hear, but

0:46:28.560 --> 0:46:31.560
<v Speaker 1>they are not authentic, especially at the same I said

0:46:31.600 --> 0:46:35.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't hate niggas, I do. I mean, God damn it,

0:46:35.320 --> 0:46:39.800
<v Speaker 1>I will say. I will say that reading these things

0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:43.640
<v Speaker 1>and having experienced these let you know, in reality, we

0:46:43.719 --> 0:46:47.439
<v Speaker 1>cannot choose our sexuality because I still want to deal

0:46:47.440 --> 0:46:51.440
<v Speaker 1>with niggas and and it's toxic and it's okay because

0:46:51.480 --> 0:46:53.400
<v Speaker 1>I didn't stop dealing with them. The only thing is

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:55.440
<v Speaker 1>I won't go off about how much like I might

0:46:55.440 --> 0:46:57.040
<v Speaker 1>call my homegirl and do it, but like, I'm not

0:46:57.040 --> 0:46:59.200
<v Speaker 1>gonna publicly say I hate niggas because I still funck.

0:46:59.680 --> 0:47:01.320
<v Speaker 1>But I feel like if you're one of those people.

0:47:01.600 --> 0:47:03.960
<v Speaker 1>Look are you pussy all the time and it's lovely.

0:47:04.480 --> 0:47:07.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like if you really feel like men are

0:47:07.840 --> 0:47:12.480
<v Speaker 1>a cause to your trauma, to your fucking well being,

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:14.600
<v Speaker 1>you cut them niggers off for a little bit and

0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:16.920
<v Speaker 1>so you can heal from it, because what's happening is

0:47:18.120 --> 0:47:21.279
<v Speaker 1>you do lef to men. Just find another like how

0:47:21.280 --> 0:47:23.359
<v Speaker 1>to date men when you hate men and when you

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:26.520
<v Speaker 1>really are in a space where like all men have done.

0:47:26.560 --> 0:47:28.640
<v Speaker 1>I was that person when I left my first boyfriend.

0:47:28.640 --> 0:47:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I would date somebody and project all my shirt onto

0:47:31.000 --> 0:47:34.439
<v Speaker 1>them from the last person. But I think, but that's

0:47:34.560 --> 0:47:38.359
<v Speaker 1>that's someone that needs to deal with their trauma and

0:47:38.400 --> 0:47:41.359
<v Speaker 1>their feelings and how they don't date any fucking body.

0:47:41.520 --> 0:47:44.319
<v Speaker 1>Just don't. Yeah, so it's not to get away like, yeah,

0:47:44.480 --> 0:47:46.680
<v Speaker 1>don't date anybody. I'm a bisexual person. If men are

0:47:46.719 --> 0:47:48.920
<v Speaker 1>making me angry, I doubt that I'm gonna take that

0:47:48.960 --> 0:47:52.120
<v Speaker 1>onto a woman. My point is, if men have gotten

0:47:52.160 --> 0:47:56.040
<v Speaker 1>you to that fucking place, do not date man in

0:47:56.080 --> 0:47:58.960
<v Speaker 1>that space. I really weird. I also, but I've been

0:47:59.000 --> 0:48:01.920
<v Speaker 1>in that space and me dating a woman doesn't resolve that.

0:48:02.040 --> 0:48:04.920
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't. But I think you need to cut niggers off.

0:48:04.960 --> 0:48:11.000
<v Speaker 1>But when you date somebody, I think the way you responded.

0:48:11.040 --> 0:48:13.839
<v Speaker 1>Things in dating in general can happen from a man

0:48:14.000 --> 0:48:18.720
<v Speaker 1>or one, but you cannot date while you're not healed

0:48:18.960 --> 0:48:21.560
<v Speaker 1>from something that's it's just going to funk you up.

0:48:21.880 --> 0:48:24.319
<v Speaker 1>If you're a person. I'm not talking about like you've

0:48:24.360 --> 0:48:26.680
<v Speaker 1>been heartbroken or whatever. I'm talking about a viewer, a

0:48:26.680 --> 0:48:29.439
<v Speaker 1>person that thinks that men have fucked you over like that,

0:48:29.840 --> 0:48:32.239
<v Speaker 1>and when you start seeing someone else, all you do

0:48:32.280 --> 0:48:35.680
<v Speaker 1>is talk to them like that. Bro, I'm dating an

0:48:35.680 --> 0:48:37.480
<v Speaker 1>old way right now, and there are certain things I

0:48:37.560 --> 0:48:41.400
<v Speaker 1>say that he thinks our sarcasm because he's used to

0:48:41.400 --> 0:48:43.840
<v Speaker 1>a bit talking down to him that way. If I'm like,

0:48:43.840 --> 0:48:45.960
<v Speaker 1>did you funk a bitch last night? He gets nervous.

0:48:46.239 --> 0:48:48.200
<v Speaker 1>He's like he doesn't know how to read it. And

0:48:48.239 --> 0:48:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm He's like, I don't know, why, why do you

0:48:50.120 --> 0:48:52.719
<v Speaker 1>think that? I'm like, yo, I want to know, tell

0:48:52.800 --> 0:48:54.439
<v Speaker 1>me and let's talk about it, have a good time

0:48:54.480 --> 0:48:56.400
<v Speaker 1>talking about it, and like we had to get to

0:48:56.440 --> 0:48:59.200
<v Speaker 1>that point, like if I know, He's like he almost

0:48:59.200 --> 0:49:01.279
<v Speaker 1>thinks that, like I have this other face to me

0:49:01.320 --> 0:49:03.280
<v Speaker 1>that I'm gonna let out and just stop being cool,

0:49:03.760 --> 0:49:07.000
<v Speaker 1>and I think a lot of times it's because we've

0:49:07.040 --> 0:49:11.880
<v Speaker 1>given this idea that like I don't know that like

0:49:12.600 --> 0:49:15.680
<v Speaker 1>rebounding and jumping into ship will get you over the

0:49:15.760 --> 0:49:17.840
<v Speaker 1>last one, but it'll just bring out the other problems.

0:49:17.880 --> 0:49:20.440
<v Speaker 1>And men do the same thing too. If I hang out,

0:49:20.480 --> 0:49:22.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean not particularly with the man um data now,

0:49:22.320 --> 0:49:24.560
<v Speaker 1>but I've hung out with my homeboys before, and if

0:49:24.600 --> 0:49:26.120
<v Speaker 1>a nigga had a girl, they used to suck their

0:49:26.200 --> 0:49:27.880
<v Speaker 1>friends or they ended up with a friend after them,

0:49:27.880 --> 0:49:30.000
<v Speaker 1>They're gonna think I'm sucking my friends. And it's like,

0:49:30.239 --> 0:49:34.000
<v Speaker 1>don't bring your baggage onto me. And I really don't

0:49:34.000 --> 0:49:37.120
<v Speaker 1>want anybody, any of our listeners. You know, we've had

0:49:37.160 --> 0:49:39.040
<v Speaker 1>people on that I've talked about how to heal from

0:49:39.040 --> 0:49:41.400
<v Speaker 1>relationships and breakups and ship like that. Just don't bring

0:49:41.400 --> 0:49:44.560
<v Speaker 1>your fucking bullshit onto the next one. Yes, we all

0:49:44.640 --> 0:49:48.120
<v Speaker 1>learned stuff from relationships. Bring that knowledge, know the signs

0:49:48.160 --> 0:49:51.320
<v Speaker 1>of ship, but don't just beat somebody downright, like, because

0:49:51.320 --> 0:49:53.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't think that men deserve that. I've met really

0:49:53.600 --> 0:49:57.280
<v Speaker 1>good men in my life and they don't deserve that ship.

0:49:57.320 --> 0:49:59.640
<v Speaker 1>I've also met Nick, and I know one what I

0:49:59.719 --> 0:50:03.879
<v Speaker 1>think one minute now, too to pose on Saris good

0:50:03.920 --> 0:50:06.560
<v Speaker 1>All because that's told I was just like, no, this

0:50:06.600 --> 0:50:10.560
<v Speaker 1>isn't gonna work. Shar next, so you want to get

0:50:10.560 --> 0:50:12.600
<v Speaker 1>into the homemail before we get up out of hell. Yeah,

0:50:12.640 --> 0:50:14.919
<v Speaker 1>for our patrons, we will have that link in there

0:50:15.320 --> 0:50:16.719
<v Speaker 1>again if you want to check it out, it's on

0:50:16.840 --> 0:50:19.960
<v Speaker 1>very well family dot com fifteen signs. There's actually also

0:50:20.719 --> 0:50:24.480
<v Speaker 1>fifteen signs of to know that you're a victim of

0:50:24.480 --> 0:50:27.080
<v Speaker 1>gas lighting. UM. So yeah, we'll put that link on

0:50:27.200 --> 0:50:30.680
<v Speaker 1>Patreon and also include I'll include that link in the description.

0:50:31.160 --> 0:50:33.680
<v Speaker 1>UM to imagine like going through a list and me

0:50:33.680 --> 0:50:38.600
<v Speaker 1>and like, oh it's me. I'm I'm looking for this homemail.

0:50:38.640 --> 0:50:40.560
<v Speaker 1>It was a good one. It was about a woman

0:50:40.960 --> 0:50:46.719
<v Speaker 1>that wants to become a dom at forty. Unfortunately, she

0:50:46.760 --> 0:50:48.600
<v Speaker 1>wrote us over the holiday and a lot of y'all

0:50:48.640 --> 0:50:51.160
<v Speaker 1>emailed us. I'm looking. I'm not prepared. Many should do

0:50:51.200 --> 0:50:54.080
<v Speaker 1>the outlines. Here we go. I'm forty and I want

0:50:54.120 --> 0:50:56.520
<v Speaker 1>to be a dominatrix in my triping. Hello ladies, my

0:50:56.600 --> 0:50:57.799
<v Speaker 1>name is Nicole and I want to be a dom

0:50:57.880 --> 0:51:00.000
<v Speaker 1>at the tender age of forty. Here's the thing. I'm

0:51:00.000 --> 0:51:03.200
<v Speaker 1>an entertainment business professional. I used to be a creative.

0:51:03.239 --> 0:51:05.400
<v Speaker 1>But when I was young, the business was different than

0:51:05.440 --> 0:51:07.320
<v Speaker 1>it is now. The Internet wasn't king, and getting a

0:51:07.400 --> 0:51:09.960
<v Speaker 1>chance was hard. So I settled and now I work

0:51:10.000 --> 0:51:12.680
<v Speaker 1>behind the scenes like corporate office. Think the only black

0:51:12.719 --> 0:51:15.880
<v Speaker 1>person in the room. I've been in business for sixteen

0:51:15.920 --> 0:51:18.200
<v Speaker 1>years and I've never reached my full potential. It's really sad,

0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:21.000
<v Speaker 1>but I never moved up to a certain point and

0:51:21.040 --> 0:51:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't make much money. I think the office manager,

0:51:23.800 --> 0:51:29.200
<v Speaker 1>personal assistant. I'm also shoot just typo. I also grew

0:51:29.239 --> 0:51:31.840
<v Speaker 1>up in a very horrible neighborhood of a major city

0:51:32.080 --> 0:51:34.600
<v Speaker 1>in the northeast section of the country. I never just

0:51:34.600 --> 0:51:36.600
<v Speaker 1>said to God, damn city. I know that was a

0:51:36.600 --> 0:51:41.560
<v Speaker 1>lot of God, the northeast section of the country, New York.

0:51:44.840 --> 0:51:46.560
<v Speaker 1>I've never had support in my career from family or

0:51:46.560 --> 0:51:48.680
<v Speaker 1>friends that I usually don't understand. Too busy trying to survive,

0:51:48.680 --> 0:51:50.560
<v Speaker 1>and it's always been lonely. Therefore, once I got a

0:51:50.600 --> 0:51:53.200
<v Speaker 1>study income and study as a low level position and

0:51:53.239 --> 0:51:56.319
<v Speaker 1>the entertainment business can provide, I've never stepped outside of

0:51:56.320 --> 0:51:58.560
<v Speaker 1>it again. Never really got close to many people at

0:51:58.560 --> 0:52:00.799
<v Speaker 1>work either because I'm different, never being old, everybody would

0:52:00.800 --> 0:52:03.480
<v Speaker 1>be going out, and that didn't because I don't fit in. Damn.

0:52:03.520 --> 0:52:06.879
<v Speaker 1>Bitch gets the point. Honestly, just works too much because

0:52:06.920 --> 0:52:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm good at my job. But when I'm off, I

0:52:09.000 --> 0:52:13.440
<v Speaker 1>live in a reality. So I have cousins who have

0:52:13.520 --> 0:52:17.200
<v Speaker 1>abusive baby daddy's and are on Section eight. She is saying,

0:52:17.320 --> 0:52:20.000
<v Speaker 1>whole goddamn lot, what are we? Where are we going?

0:52:20.120 --> 0:52:22.160
<v Speaker 1>You said when we get where, we gonna do this one.

0:52:22.160 --> 0:52:24.560
<v Speaker 1>You're like, yeah, that's good. You said it was about

0:52:24.560 --> 0:52:26.759
<v Speaker 1>a woman in reporting because I didn't know he was

0:52:26.760 --> 0:52:28.759
<v Speaker 1>about to hear about section damn, and maybe I'll get

0:52:28.760 --> 0:52:32.799
<v Speaker 1>good go we buy seafood with their food stamps in

0:52:32.840 --> 0:52:36.120
<v Speaker 1>the basement, friends who have criminal records and can't find jobs.

0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:43.160
<v Speaker 1>Little cousins who called a prison I'm sorry to just right. Really,

0:52:43.480 --> 0:52:45.480
<v Speaker 1>my two worlds don't mean because one is too ghetto,

0:52:45.520 --> 0:52:47.120
<v Speaker 1>but it's where I come from. The other is bougie.

0:52:47.160 --> 0:52:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't really. They don't really like any girl, but

0:52:48.960 --> 0:52:51.080
<v Speaker 1>you want to be a dominatrix and the depression sets

0:52:51.120 --> 0:52:53.359
<v Speaker 1>in anxiety stars. They're really bad. The men I work

0:52:53.400 --> 0:52:55.560
<v Speaker 1>with overlook me. I'm really nothing to them. The women

0:52:55.560 --> 0:52:58.120
<v Speaker 1>who aren't like me, why do I deserve. She needs

0:52:58.120 --> 0:53:01.839
<v Speaker 1>to see it. There hideway started comings and tears and insecurities.

0:53:01.840 --> 0:53:03.480
<v Speaker 1>But in the name of self care, I can't anymore.

0:53:03.480 --> 0:53:06.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm bursting at the seams, spills all over my natural life.

0:53:06.320 --> 0:53:08.719
<v Speaker 1>Men take advantage of me. I'm overweight. I hate this word,

0:53:08.760 --> 0:53:13.359
<v Speaker 1>but the doctor says, obese a PC. You ain't read

0:53:13.400 --> 0:53:17.759
<v Speaker 1>this before you picked a bitch. God damn. I use

0:53:17.840 --> 0:53:21.680
<v Speaker 1>sex as a remedy for my sugar. Just just get

0:53:21.719 --> 0:53:24.000
<v Speaker 1>the last all right. Younger guys think I'd be a

0:53:24.040 --> 0:53:26.239
<v Speaker 1>sugar mama with my weight and my age is bothering me.

0:53:26.320 --> 0:53:29.880
<v Speaker 1>My last relationship funk that I was in therapy last year.

0:53:29.880 --> 0:53:33.839
<v Speaker 1>They b go to the last centence. All in all.

0:53:35.440 --> 0:53:38.960
<v Speaker 1>I want to explore the world of domination. Okay, alright,

0:53:39.040 --> 0:53:40.719
<v Speaker 1>now we're getting that. Now we're gonna do this. There's

0:53:40.719 --> 0:53:48.880
<v Speaker 1>a little read it, Read it edin. I can't. I

0:53:48.880 --> 0:53:53.279
<v Speaker 1>can't this a book, right, she thought? She said, Just

0:53:53.320 --> 0:53:57.040
<v Speaker 1>get to it. Read the last filled water. I A.

0:53:57.680 --> 0:54:00.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll just are there a different kind of doms. I

0:54:00.480 --> 0:54:03.319
<v Speaker 1>feel like there are like small timers, big time. I

0:54:03.360 --> 0:54:07.000
<v Speaker 1>want safe, shiny, grand high profile. I thought about going

0:54:07.040 --> 0:54:09.680
<v Speaker 1>to sex parties to mingle, but I don't know of

0:54:09.760 --> 0:54:11.680
<v Speaker 1>any and I've never been to one, and I don't

0:54:11.680 --> 0:54:13.560
<v Speaker 1>want to end up at some shady house party. Can

0:54:13.640 --> 0:54:17.479
<v Speaker 1>you just go and be unseen? Screet scree, the scret

0:54:17.640 --> 0:54:20.680
<v Speaker 1>is safe. I don't live in the Northeast anymore. I

0:54:20.760 --> 0:54:24.480
<v Speaker 1>now live in the South Atlanta. To be exact, people

0:54:24.920 --> 0:54:26.880
<v Speaker 1>these people down here are so sexual. I'm sure I

0:54:26.880 --> 0:54:31.400
<v Speaker 1>could find my footing. I just need direction. Okay, goddamn, um,

0:54:31.520 --> 0:54:34.120
<v Speaker 1>you need a therapist. First of all, first and foremost said,

0:54:34.200 --> 0:54:36.280
<v Speaker 1>but we didn't. We didn't see what happened with therapy.

0:54:36.480 --> 0:54:38.799
<v Speaker 1>You know it's not working for her. She she just

0:54:39.000 --> 0:54:42.520
<v Speaker 1>projected everything in an email to horrible decisions. Um, I

0:54:42.560 --> 0:54:45.040
<v Speaker 1>just would Yeah, she didn't. Yeah, no, I guess the

0:54:45.080 --> 0:54:48.279
<v Speaker 1>title sounded good, but you didn't scrawl, because god damn it,

0:54:48.280 --> 0:54:50.319
<v Speaker 1>it really sounded like it was gonna be fun. So, No,

0:54:50.680 --> 0:54:52.719
<v Speaker 1>forty is not too old to be a dom I

0:54:52.800 --> 0:54:54.759
<v Speaker 1>think that that's not like I know you were saying

0:54:54.760 --> 0:54:58.359
<v Speaker 1>your age makes you insecure. Forty is not old. I mean,

0:54:58.600 --> 0:55:02.839
<v Speaker 1>well now is because this year I gotta sit here

0:55:02.880 --> 0:55:05.200
<v Speaker 1>and be like, yeah, wow where she literally called my

0:55:05.320 --> 0:55:09.359
<v Speaker 1>nigga old bay because first off, you you called him

0:55:09.400 --> 0:55:14.840
<v Speaker 1>old bay, I mean I don't talk na, Yeah, blame

0:55:14.880 --> 0:55:19.120
<v Speaker 1>you so anyway, Uh So I don't think forty is

0:55:19.160 --> 0:55:22.399
<v Speaker 1>too old. I also think that your weight should be celebrated,

0:55:22.480 --> 0:55:24.919
<v Speaker 1>like Lisa Swiftson came on and she was a big

0:55:24.960 --> 0:55:28.279
<v Speaker 1>girl and that bit just getting money from being a

0:55:28.320 --> 0:55:31.560
<v Speaker 1>fucking dom. So I would first find a bunch of

0:55:31.600 --> 0:55:34.560
<v Speaker 1>doms online that you can follow, but you can also

0:55:34.600 --> 0:55:37.480
<v Speaker 1>pay um to figure out how to get your way

0:55:37.520 --> 0:55:39.680
<v Speaker 1>in there, like they'll fucking pay you, like they'll they'll

0:55:39.719 --> 0:55:41.719
<v Speaker 1>take money for some combo and be able to teach

0:55:41.760 --> 0:55:43.839
<v Speaker 1>you what's going on and ship like that, like pay

0:55:43.960 --> 0:55:46.240
<v Speaker 1>women for their ship. And you can say, also, um,

0:55:46.400 --> 0:55:50.680
<v Speaker 1>look up fem dom um. It's f E M M

0:55:50.800 --> 0:55:53.600
<v Speaker 1>E dom um the hashtag and when you look up

0:55:53.600 --> 0:55:55.799
<v Speaker 1>the hashtag you can find people that way. You can

0:55:55.840 --> 0:55:58.640
<v Speaker 1>go on Twitter and a lot of people do just

0:55:58.760 --> 0:56:04.319
<v Speaker 1>tweet like Dominatrix like yeah, like they're very dominant and

0:56:04.360 --> 0:56:09.439
<v Speaker 1>even just their presence online, you have to That's where

0:56:09.440 --> 0:56:11.839
<v Speaker 1>you're just going to dungeon tonight, so you guys will

0:56:11.840 --> 0:56:15.440
<v Speaker 1>hopefully be able to um hear that story. I'm going

0:56:15.480 --> 0:56:17.880
<v Speaker 1>with King Noir and he's gonna have um one of

0:56:17.880 --> 0:56:20.600
<v Speaker 1>his subs with him a service sub. I'm gonna learn

0:56:20.600 --> 0:56:23.399
<v Speaker 1>all these lingos and ship. But I'm excited because I've

0:56:23.400 --> 0:56:25.799
<v Speaker 1>never been to a dungeon before. Um, and it's one

0:56:25.800 --> 0:56:27.840
<v Speaker 1>of those where you have it's like in my only stuffs,

0:56:27.880 --> 0:56:30.320
<v Speaker 1>like Very and Ashley might join us. Ashley chubby bunny

0:56:30.320 --> 0:56:31.759
<v Speaker 1>who you guys are going to be hearing, who was

0:56:31.800 --> 0:56:34.920
<v Speaker 1>also a big girl who I can definitely. So I'm

0:56:34.960 --> 0:56:37.400
<v Speaker 1>excited because we're gonna do this dungeon. But yeah, I

0:56:37.440 --> 0:56:40.759
<v Speaker 1>would say, look in your in Atlanta? Do you know

0:56:40.920 --> 0:56:43.839
<v Speaker 1>any places in Atlanta? I don't, but I know that.

0:56:43.960 --> 0:56:45.759
<v Speaker 1>So um, whenever I need to get a son, and

0:56:45.800 --> 0:56:48.239
<v Speaker 1>this girl comes over and I fucking found out that

0:56:48.320 --> 0:56:50.600
<v Speaker 1>she knows Dash, who was one of her dums. And

0:56:50.640 --> 0:56:52.399
<v Speaker 1>she was like, yo, I work in a dungeon. I'm like, bitch,

0:56:52.440 --> 0:56:53.880
<v Speaker 1>I've known this bitch for like two years. I had

0:56:53.880 --> 0:56:57.840
<v Speaker 1>no idea. So she found an ad for like a

0:56:58.000 --> 0:57:00.239
<v Speaker 1>sex operator type of thing for someone to run like

0:57:00.239 --> 0:57:01.680
<v Speaker 1>a club, and then she gets there and they were

0:57:01.719 --> 0:57:04.759
<v Speaker 1>looking for doms. So you've got to like work with

0:57:04.800 --> 0:57:06.640
<v Speaker 1>how you can like trying to figure it out, you

0:57:06.640 --> 0:57:09.560
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, like through gigs or whatever, on Craigslist,

0:57:09.600 --> 0:57:11.640
<v Speaker 1>and that's how you can find the dungeon. Well, there's that,

0:57:11.680 --> 0:57:14.960
<v Speaker 1>But I would also say in Atlanta, just go to Trapeez.

0:57:15.160 --> 0:57:19.040
<v Speaker 1>Trapeeze is the sex club, so a lot of people

0:57:19.080 --> 0:57:21.800
<v Speaker 1>will be in there in character, so you may meet

0:57:21.840 --> 0:57:24.919
<v Speaker 1>someone who's in leather, or you'll see men masks. Yeah,

0:57:24.920 --> 0:57:29.360
<v Speaker 1>men are going there to explore and have W night

0:57:29.400 --> 0:57:31.320
<v Speaker 1>if you feel weird about your weight and you want to,

0:57:31.320 --> 0:57:34.680
<v Speaker 1>Like in New York specifically, there's a BBW night at

0:57:35.240 --> 0:57:39.360
<v Speaker 1>sex clubs. I feel like because why not, Like I

0:57:39.400 --> 0:57:43.680
<v Speaker 1>can understand being in a space where you feel like

0:57:43.720 --> 0:57:46.520
<v Speaker 1>nobody's gonna look like you and you want other people

0:57:46.520 --> 0:57:48.400
<v Speaker 1>that are sucking into you. So it's like a knight

0:57:48.440 --> 0:57:50.360
<v Speaker 1>for me. Na. But also if you, I would say, yeah,

0:57:50.400 --> 0:57:53.640
<v Speaker 1>if you go to the sex club, explore there. Um,

0:57:53.720 --> 0:57:56.040
<v Speaker 1>so before you start maybe getting into where people are

0:57:56.080 --> 0:57:59.200
<v Speaker 1>trying to pay you for services, test out your your

0:57:59.360 --> 0:58:03.760
<v Speaker 1>dom personality. And at Trapeze you can go in there

0:58:03.800 --> 0:58:05.560
<v Speaker 1>with leather on, you can go in there with a mask,

0:58:05.640 --> 0:58:08.120
<v Speaker 1>you can go in there with a whip, um and

0:58:08.360 --> 0:58:10.920
<v Speaker 1>make it known that you want to dominate. Okay, I

0:58:10.920 --> 0:58:13.120
<v Speaker 1>think it can really bad. I just started skimming through it,

0:58:13.120 --> 0:58:15.240
<v Speaker 1>and she's like, I'm torn between one and kids, a husband,

0:58:15.560 --> 0:58:18.320
<v Speaker 1>and basically I'm emotionally and professionally being down. I feel

0:58:19.160 --> 0:58:20.640
<v Speaker 1>they listen, We're just saying, if you want to become

0:58:20.640 --> 0:58:22.320
<v Speaker 1>a dime, you can. I'm not gonna sit here and

0:58:22.320 --> 0:58:25.720
<v Speaker 1>give her a therapy session. I'm sorry. Well here, Actually

0:58:25.800 --> 0:58:27.160
<v Speaker 1>funny you said that you can't give it to it

0:58:27.240 --> 0:58:32.280
<v Speaker 1>because I worked word seen, like sixteen hours, Like fourteen

0:58:32.320 --> 0:58:35.120
<v Speaker 1>sixteen hours is what she would have to pay is

0:58:35.160 --> 0:58:37.240
<v Speaker 1>the money she would spend for each visit, basically a

0:58:37.280 --> 0:58:39.480
<v Speaker 1>hundred alls a week for her ills a month. Um,

0:58:39.640 --> 0:58:41.920
<v Speaker 1>She's like, I worked fourteen sixteen hour days, so I'm

0:58:41.960 --> 0:58:44.000
<v Speaker 1>not working, So like, what the fund can I do

0:58:44.160 --> 0:58:47.440
<v Speaker 1>but spend money? She has a lot going on. Maybe

0:58:47.440 --> 0:58:49.880
<v Speaker 1>she feels like beating someone up will make her feel better.

0:58:49.960 --> 0:58:52.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh oh I do, guys, Um we and if you

0:58:52.880 --> 0:58:55.680
<v Speaker 1>want to be a dom or in that space, we

0:58:55.760 --> 0:58:59.880
<v Speaker 1>have a UM episode coming up, UM where you got

0:59:00.000 --> 0:59:02.240
<v Speaker 1>guys are going to be able to hear from a

0:59:02.320 --> 0:59:06.600
<v Speaker 1>guest named liquid Um and she is in the space

0:59:06.640 --> 0:59:09.120
<v Speaker 1>to where she can provide you with information also maybe

0:59:09.160 --> 0:59:11.520
<v Speaker 1>we can give you also we also we did have

0:59:11.600 --> 0:59:14.960
<v Speaker 1>Mistress Marley on here as well. Um who you guys

0:59:15.000 --> 0:59:19.120
<v Speaker 1>will be seeing or here anyways, we're working with Mrs Morley.

0:59:19.160 --> 0:59:23.600
<v Speaker 1>Awesome ship too. But um, so again look into some

0:59:23.720 --> 0:59:26.200
<v Speaker 1>of our past guests. There's Lisa Splits and there's so

0:59:26.200 --> 0:59:28.760
<v Speaker 1>many of our guests that are in that space. Um.

0:59:28.800 --> 0:59:32.960
<v Speaker 1>They're confident, they're dom women and not only are they

0:59:33.040 --> 0:59:35.160
<v Speaker 1>are part of the community, but they making money doing it.

0:59:35.280 --> 0:59:38.800
<v Speaker 1>So um again, listen to those episodes. She got a

0:59:38.800 --> 0:59:45.040
<v Speaker 1>lot going on, a whole lot going on. Um um.

0:59:45.160 --> 0:59:48.080
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so there's our advice just looking to the lifestyle.

0:59:48.080 --> 0:59:50.840
<v Speaker 1>There's so many things that you can look um online

0:59:50.920 --> 0:59:55.400
<v Speaker 1>for you get into dom work. You could write something

0:59:55.920 --> 0:59:58.280
<v Speaker 1>I think clearly because she wrote God named Bustly. You

0:59:58.320 --> 1:00:00.640
<v Speaker 1>could start like a fake Twitter, like a fence to

1:00:00.840 --> 1:00:03.040
<v Speaker 1>I have a fence to of like me, but it's

1:00:03.080 --> 1:00:04.640
<v Speaker 1>not me, you know what I mean, Like, yeah, I

1:00:04.680 --> 1:00:06.600
<v Speaker 1>brought it up in the episode. Would be the most

1:00:06.640 --> 1:00:08.960
<v Speaker 1>like I know a lot of industribution. Yes, you can

1:00:09.000 --> 1:00:11.240
<v Speaker 1>like add your like pictures whatever you want. So like

1:00:11.280 --> 1:00:12.720
<v Speaker 1>the stuff I'm doing, but it's not really in my

1:00:12.800 --> 1:00:15.760
<v Speaker 1>face and it's like close friends or whatever. You can

1:00:15.800 --> 1:00:18.720
<v Speaker 1>start like your fence to fake Twitter fit foot what

1:00:18.800 --> 1:00:24.000
<v Speaker 1>would you what would you call it? Fake twitter? Twitter? Twitter?

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<v Speaker 1>Not a fwitter because you can't be a fence to annoying?

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<v Speaker 1>What would it still? Because it's not a troll page,

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<v Speaker 1>just talking to people, not like a troll page, but

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<v Speaker 1>like actual you could be like the lady on um.

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<v Speaker 1>But them cats killed him? Cats? What's that documentary? Yes? Body,

1:00:48.760 --> 1:00:51.440
<v Speaker 1>moon body, Yes he had a whole body move, So

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<v Speaker 1>what is the goddamn name of that goddamn documentary? Don't cats? There?

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<v Speaker 1>We go said? Put them cats the same ship talking

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<v Speaker 1>about and right, you could post your pictures, oh perfect,

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<v Speaker 1>started put some pictures up at yourself tag fim dom.

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<v Speaker 1>Start seeing if you can get some money. Listen to

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<v Speaker 1>that episode, Taylor, I think it's six maybe and like,

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<v Speaker 1>get those tips. Have niggas like sucking pay you to

1:01:16.440 --> 1:01:17.840
<v Speaker 1>do that ship. That will probably make you feel a

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<v Speaker 1>better bitch. I'm guessing if you're not able to go

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<v Speaker 1>out and actually do it right, well, um, But again,

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<v Speaker 1>before we get out of here, we are looking forward

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<v Speaker 1>to seeing all of you guys live and a motherfucking action.

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<v Speaker 1>So one eighteen we are in Detroit, that is this Saturday.

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<v Speaker 1>Um on the twenty two, which is a Tuesday, we

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<v Speaker 1>will be in Chicago. Then of course we are rounding

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<v Speaker 1>out January and none other than New York City. So

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<v Speaker 1>Friday is sold out, but get your tickets for Saturday,

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<v Speaker 1>that is January at Sony Hall. It is going to

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<v Speaker 1>be a fucking fun field event. And then of course

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<v Speaker 1>Texas where everything is bigger, even the dicks. Um, we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be in Dallas on the twentie and we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be a mother the biggest dick in the world and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna see is in Houston one. So um again,

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<v Speaker 1>Texas where everything is bigger. We're coming to y'all. Keep

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<v Speaker 1>buying them tickets. Dallas, y'all are strong. I'm so excited

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<v Speaker 1>to go to Dallas, and that is my second home

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<v Speaker 1>with my second family. So Dallas, I'm excited to come.

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<v Speaker 1>Um haven't been there since I think last year, um

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<v Speaker 1>Thanksgiving or something ship like that. But again, looking forward

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<v Speaker 1>to coming to Dallas, looking forward to seeing all of

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<v Speaker 1>you guys. And again within either the end of this

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<v Speaker 1>week or the top of next week, we will be

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<v Speaker 1>dropping tickets for Atlanta, New Orleans, Toronto, l A, San Francisco, Charlotte, Orlando, y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know which ones I just repeated, but

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<v Speaker 1>also I want to shout out to all of our patrons,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, motherfucking motherfucker's We're leaving y'all with a bonus clip.

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<v Speaker 1>way to find us because it's eight team plus our

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<v Speaker 1>community shares porn. We have a community board. They meet

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<v Speaker 1>up before and after our Lives shows, and it is

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<v Speaker 1>also the only place that gives you an access code

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<v Speaker 1>for our pre saltic. We should figure out if patrons

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<v Speaker 1>are gonna somebody like two patrons each other, that'd be great.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm youn't started. There's a whole group chat for our

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<v Speaker 1>top tier patrons and they'd be in there rocking with

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<v Speaker 1>each other, happy, happy, like there's like whole ass friendships

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<v Speaker 1>and relationships being built. Um. One of our patrons even

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<v Speaker 1>said that one of another patron is flying her out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes bitch from the group. Yes, no, they deem me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>they dm me was likesten. I don't actually I think

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<v Speaker 1>she said not to mention it, but I didn't say

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<v Speaker 1>the name. But yeah, one of our patrons is fine,

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<v Speaker 1>another patron out and it's some ship. I didn't hear that.

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<v Speaker 1>There's there's a there's a there's quite a bit um.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyways, Yes, we are going to leave you guys

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<v Speaker 1>with a five minute bonus clip um, so check it out.

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<v Speaker 1>And once again this has been another episode of horrible decisions. Fine,

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<v Speaker 1>we're having a great time. I'm on the beach tall

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<v Speaker 1>like I walked by, like did I fuck him? And

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<v Speaker 1>sure enough I did? It was sick nipple fuck who.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally must have spoken to existence because we talked

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<v Speaker 1>about he had seen his face in a year and

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't sucked him for almost two and I'm in

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<v Speaker 1>too Loom and I see him. I'm like, holy sh it.

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<v Speaker 1>So my friends was like the voice you put on.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh my god. Hi. He comes over.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, uh, he can't believe you see him either,

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<v Speaker 1>So he's like, what are you guys doing tonight? Now?

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<v Speaker 1>Realist bitch. I was like, yo, I want to come

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<v Speaker 1>to invite me to this party. Was like, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to come, but I'm with my friends. He's like, bring him.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, there's eight of them. He's like that's no.

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<v Speaker 1>I know. I'm like, I'm not leaving my friends. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>plus there was all game because like I want to.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like, done, I'll put them. I'll figure it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Put him on a list. We go to this fucking

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<v Speaker 1>beach party. Niggas lit. I'm fucking everybody's high as I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I'm in a molly mood. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going for. So I fucking find the Mexican drug dealer.

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<v Speaker 1>You can always spot a plug, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>The plugs have a look. They just do. Just her right,

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<v Speaker 1>Me and Benson, They're looking at each other like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>just you just you can spot. No, you go to

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<v Speaker 1>to not drugs. Okay, maybe drugs, I'm saying, but like real,

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<v Speaker 1>you go to the club. You know the nigga that

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<v Speaker 1>sells dope. Are you telling me you don't, Mandy, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't just pick up random, you know, not random.

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<v Speaker 1>I was in Mexican. Look, I'm living my life anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Look we're all just like just you little dangerous life,

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<v Speaker 1>because no, I'm not just you can't spot the plug.

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<v Speaker 1>Come on, bro, no, not me. First off, maybe you're

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<v Speaker 1>not looking for it, but you can tell. And when

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<v Speaker 1>a nigga sells dope, I can smell them when they

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<v Speaker 1>walk by, but tell I can't tell what nigga. So

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<v Speaker 1>so I'll be honest with you. How many patrons, it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter though, but to me, like to me, if

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<v Speaker 1>I'm at a place where all black people, I'm also

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<v Speaker 1>not the one that just wants to assume everyone there

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<v Speaker 1>sells drugs. So I'm not gonna add yo, you're selling like,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's kind of like what I mean, you're with

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<v Speaker 1>you're with me. Look, my drug radar was on, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not just walking up to a nigger and because

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<v Speaker 1>people like you you selling, like do you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean? Like whatever you live a dangelus like a

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<v Speaker 1>tattoo on his neck and speaking on English. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>he got it, So go up to him. I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>all uh, and you know I want some And he's

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<v Speaker 1>like come on, like, okay, I'm the drug dealer a right, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm doing hand signals, right, So he's like, how

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<v Speaker 1>do you say? What do you how do you com what?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you say? Drug kid or something like that? Kid?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay kid whatever? He said, get us so he points

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<v Speaker 1>in his nose. I was like, no, that could kill me.

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<v Speaker 1>Here he points to the reed. I'm like, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>know it's not that good. So I'm trying to do

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<v Speaker 1>like a popping kill motion. What is you just hit

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<v Speaker 1>your like an Indian? Was like that a little. First

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<v Speaker 1>of all, that's Native American, Mandy. We are not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do that in India. I just let it go. You're

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<v Speaker 1>having a rough day. Oh wait they are. They're not

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<v Speaker 1>the same. Okay, you're right. Wait you're Native American. My bad.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, first of all, you could have done this.

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<v Speaker 1>Molly Molly. He just like seeing so he hands me Molly.

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<v Speaker 1>Molly is just as scary as here's what I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, let me figure out bad. Molly is

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<v Speaker 1>really bad. Okay, okay, what's your smart ship? Because you

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<v Speaker 1>have no test kit with her? No, I didn't and

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<v Speaker 1>I only and I only do Molly on test because

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't had Molly in like three or four years.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just in a Molly mood. So I'm like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>what am I gonna do? Right, So all my day

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<v Speaker 1>is like, no, bitch, we're just on cacus like but

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<v Speaker 1>like I A'm about to swallowing at the last eight hours,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, fuck you, right, okay, So here's what

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<v Speaker 1>I did. I found some white bitch. Shut out of

1:08:00.120 --> 1:08:01.720
<v Speaker 1>my white girls that listen to this pod. I wouldn't

1:08:01.760 --> 1:08:03.640
<v Speaker 1>have done it to you, but I found some white bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yo, I got some molly. You want

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<v Speaker 1>to try it because I've never had it. You want

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<v Speaker 1>to see it was good? Like do you know? Three

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<v Speaker 1>girls said yes immediately, they're idiots there in Mexico. They

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<v Speaker 1>are in Mexico. So I felt, so I give it

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<v Speaker 1>to one girl. I'm like, how big is it that

1:08:19.880 --> 1:08:21.519
<v Speaker 1>you could share it with three bitches? I bought a lot?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you bought a lot? Anyway? How much weight? How

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<v Speaker 1>how much I've probably I don't know, man Son. The

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<v Speaker 1>paso two dollar ratio is crazy. She's been a million

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<v Speaker 1>pas after it was really three dollars. But it felt right.

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<v Speaker 1>So anyway, I give this girl like right, I give

1:08:38.960 --> 1:08:41.040
<v Speaker 1>it to her. I'm like, go take it, like mix

1:08:41.080 --> 1:08:42.479
<v Speaker 1>it in your drinkcause I knew we hit her faster

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<v Speaker 1>and I wanted to see those good so I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>she dies, What of them? You running trials in Mexico?

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<v Speaker 1>What else was I supposed to do?