Speaker 1: Hey, guys, welcome to motherfucking the second week of Are
Speaker 1: you Alive? It's like white two k out here were
Speaker 1: we scared like the world was gonna end this time now,
Speaker 1: which we got out of crazy. I mean, you can't
Speaker 1: tell you this is we're about to drop tour dates,
Speaker 1: but you might get your money back if we get
Speaker 1: I don't know what's going to happen. We are we're
Speaker 1: too old to be drafted, so I'm not worried. Bro.
Speaker 1: It's abolished in like seventy three. What is the draft?
Speaker 1: So what does that mean? It's only people in the
Speaker 1: army that aren't going. Yes, It's like, I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: So I called my sister immediately because I took all
Speaker 1: the jokes to heart because my sister is in the army,
Speaker 1: but she's in Germany, and she's like, we're like not
Speaker 1: likely to be deployed because we're here in Germany. So
Speaker 1: luckily the base that she's on, there's a very low
Speaker 1: risk of her being shout out to, especially my gaze
Speaker 1: in the Army dogs. I do want to get start
Speaker 1: off and preface this episode with saying that we respect
Speaker 1: and thank everyone who is serving this ship of the country.
Speaker 1: There's a guy on Patreon that we had to delay
Speaker 1: his merch because he was deployed. I think your name
Speaker 1: is Sean. Thanks for your service to I know mouse
Speaker 1: Um was in the military as well. Like my brother's
Speaker 1: in the army. My brother and my sister are both
Speaker 1: in the army. So like it's to see all the
Speaker 1: jokes like in the memes. I was just like, like,
Speaker 1: it's just such home for me. So I guess the
Speaker 1: jokes run are cool and when when you don't really
Speaker 1: have to worry about being you know, sit there anyways, guys,
Speaker 1: welcome to horrible decisions. I'm your girl, Mandy B. I'm wheezy,
Speaker 1: and we're just gonna quickly tell you what dates we
Speaker 1: are going to be in your city this week. We
Speaker 1: are hitting up Detroit on Saturday. Stay teen h that's
Speaker 1: Is that how that works? No, girl, I think you're
Speaker 1: a week behind. That's next week, bro? Is it really you? Girls? Oh? Ship?
Speaker 1: God damn already next week? Bro? So yes, Saturday, Motherfucker's
Speaker 1: how Motherfucker's motherfucking Detroit Baby four shows in a week
Speaker 1: after that, we're going to be in Chicago on the
Speaker 1: twenty second at the Chicago Improv and then we have
Speaker 1: a one date of tickets left for the twenty five
Speaker 1: at Sony Hall in New York. Following that will be
Speaker 1: in Texas on the twenty Dallas. Also, if you guys
Speaker 1: are in New York this week and they might be
Speaker 1: sold out already. I'm hosting the Guy's next Door podcast.
Speaker 1: Actually never hosted anything that will be a ship show
Speaker 1: because you hosted You hosted the show in Connecticut. No, No,
Speaker 1: they just had me like come and be interviewed. I
Speaker 1: thought I was gonna host it, so I was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: let me figure out what how to do? I call
Speaker 1: it mouse When they hit me and I was like, yo, um,
Speaker 1: you know I never hosted anything where he was like
Speaker 1: you are? I take him professor. It's not gonna be
Speaker 1: I already got one joke I can't wait to condemn
Speaker 1: on the off to. I haven't sucked each of them
Speaker 1: yet anyway, it's terrible, but no, it'll be fun and
Speaker 1: they have like such a similar like five to their audience,
Speaker 1: so I'm excited. Um. Also, he has a comedian that
Speaker 1: I will intro as well, so like the comedian will
Speaker 1: open and then they all come out. But yeah, so
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't have to be the comedy part.
Speaker 1: Make sure you kill that ship because a lot of
Speaker 1: people fuck up comedian intros so easily. Really, yes, the
Speaker 1: last thing you got to do for an intro for
Speaker 1: comedian is just say their name, because why the guy
Speaker 1: people like you'll they'll say, oh, they're from them to them,
Speaker 1: and they won't say their name, so they don't have
Speaker 1: like a proper que to come out. Does make sure
Speaker 1: you say that person's name. He didn't added press for
Speaker 1: me to say the person. Now bring out the jokes
Speaker 1: until I got for you. You know what was awful
Speaker 1: about hosting this thing? I knew I had to say
Speaker 1: yes because of all the ship Mouse has done for us. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, I can't even really say no. So I'm
Speaker 1: excited too. For for those of you who are coming
Speaker 1: to UM our Midwest shows and the New York shows,
Speaker 1: we have previous guests that will be in attendance, special
Speaker 1: guests that are invited, and the audience specifically in New
Speaker 1: York will hold a lot of your favorite podcasters, So
Speaker 1: just come out. It's gonna be a good time. UM
Speaker 1: the show that we're putting on for you guys and
Speaker 1: all these shows are are really dope, very fun. Um.
Speaker 1: Also for the men listening, get your tickets too, because
Speaker 1: the women be looking and ready after the guys. Hella,
Speaker 1: dude that with the Boston Boston why do we go?
Speaker 1: There was a lot of single dudes. Okay, that was
Speaker 1: it was Boston. I was like, which was kind of crazy.
Speaker 1: So just men, if you listen to the show, coming tickets. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but also I would like to say shout out to
Speaker 1: the guy that heard me on Flay Grant that came
Speaker 1: up to me in Boston and was like, yo, he
Speaker 1: was right, because I was. I was like, trust me,
Speaker 1: you're gonna get packed. Yeah. I'm not saying I'm sure.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying everybody gets morning after our shows. So
Speaker 1: I'm looking forward to because old Bay won't make it.
Speaker 1: He's gonna be at the Sundance Film Festival because he's
Speaker 1: a home and loves a fucking weekend like that. Yeah. Well,
Speaker 1: I'm hoping I have some guy that I'm dating eventually,
Speaker 1: but until then, all my holes are popping up. So
Speaker 1: have host coming. I have a hope coming to the
Speaker 1: Detroit show, the Chicago show. One is flying into Dallas
Speaker 1: for my Dallas show. One of my host will be
Speaker 1: in Houston for the Houston Show. The only one I
Speaker 1: don't have a hope coming to right now is both
Speaker 1: New York shows, so that like, well he's gonna do
Speaker 1: I think Atlanta New Orleans with me? Um, because he
Speaker 1: was like, where do you want me to come? And
Speaker 1: by the way, guys, yeah, well let me let me
Speaker 1: just let you guys know. Um, probably by the end
Speaker 1: of this week, if not the top of next week,
Speaker 1: you guys will be able to get tickets for Atlanta, Charlotte, Orlando,
Speaker 1: New Orleans, Toronto, l A, and San Francisco. Yes, so
Speaker 1: March and April shows will be dropped. Um, so you
Speaker 1: will be a gonna be a bit No March is disgusting,
Speaker 1: but you'll be able to get your tickets to those
Speaker 1: seven cities. Right now, we still are waiting for the
Speaker 1: venue for Vegas and there are very few rooms left
Speaker 1: for Moca Fest guys. So if you haven't gotten your
Speaker 1: Moca Fest tickets yet, we are doing a live show
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Speaker 1: so you don't have to buy tickets from Moca Fest.
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Speaker 1: off your book. You hot to get it now because
Speaker 1: you got the time off. Just fucking get your tickets now.
Speaker 1: Because me and Mandy were trying to have friends coming,
Speaker 1: it was so crazy expensive my friends. If it wasn't
Speaker 1: like expensive there layovers and ship, it's sucked. Um. I
Speaker 1: don't know if I'm bringing Venus X might come with
Speaker 1: me because she's in dr so it's kind of close.
Speaker 1: Old Bay was like, bitch, I'm not going to ratch
Speaker 1: of ship and I was like the funk. You ain't
Speaker 1: hit You've come for two days and go to the
Speaker 1: Hampton's for Amoryal Day weekend, but you are coming to
Speaker 1: see very do my horror s. I can't. This was
Speaker 1: very boudshy. He's a booge nigga, but so am I
Speaker 1: because I was acting the same way. I was like,
Speaker 1: I want my Abby, I miss and Jesus Christ. Same energy.
Speaker 1: Oh so yeah, what'd you do? New Years? Um? Shout
Speaker 1: out to my friend Dora Um, one of my friends
Speaker 1: who came with us to Jamaica. Hedonism. Um. I went
Speaker 1: to her house and that's just because I bought a
Speaker 1: last minute flight to Vegas. Was gonna go to Vegas,
Speaker 1: but I was going to miss out on like literally
Speaker 1: by m q MS for gold status. And I was
Speaker 1: just like, I don't really care to go all the
Speaker 1: way to Vegas just to be a girl collection um,
Speaker 1: so I canceled that. Once to her house, she rented
Speaker 1: out the bowling alley and her building, and a minute
Speaker 1: she walks in the house at six thirty and was like, oh,
Speaker 1: by the way, guys, we don't have food. So literally,
Speaker 1: me and her homegirl Kendra, had to cook food for
Speaker 1: almost eighty people. I cooked the collar green. Why didn't
Speaker 1: she cater? Because she was bumped out? Did she know
Speaker 1: that many people were forty? So she sold forty tickets
Speaker 1: the day of forty other tickets got sold, so the
Speaker 1: amount of people doubled, like literally the day of New
Speaker 1: Year and so and so she catered. Um, my friend
Speaker 1: gott Yeah, she got the she got the wings, she
Speaker 1: got she she bought wings and she bought fish. But
Speaker 1: I ended up making um two different types of collar
Speaker 1: greens because I put pork in mines and a lot
Speaker 1: of motherfucker's don't eat pork. So I made the collar greens.
Speaker 1: Maybe that's their problem and they can leave. I made
Speaker 1: two bads. I put the smoked turkey in both, but
Speaker 1: I didn't put bacon in one. Um. And then we
Speaker 1: made baked mac and cheese. We I bought a cheese plotter.
Speaker 1: We made fucking sausage. We made like we literally had
Speaker 1: to cook food because it was funny. Excuse me, had
Speaker 1: a great time. I mean I blocked out, so I
Speaker 1: don't really know what else happened. I did wake up
Speaker 1: in someone's bed, so that wasn't fun. But I blocked out,
Speaker 1: So there's that. Okay. Yeah, so I actually really wanted
Speaker 1: to drink on New Year's but didn't, so I went
Speaker 1: to Too Loom and my friends the week before. I
Speaker 1: always I feel like Mexico for New Years is my
Speaker 1: ship now. Um shout out to Josie and Brandon. Met
Speaker 1: a bunch of new friends and um yeah it was.
Speaker 1: While in the funk out, also ran into Ryan from
Speaker 1: Pose also known as uh Damien. I want you to
Speaker 1: hear this. I want you to get tagged again. Every
Speaker 1: time we run into each other. We have this trunk.
Speaker 1: You're gonna come on horrible decisions talk No, nigga, you
Speaker 1: are coming on, so I had a great time to
Speaker 1: loom tell them with everybody get to Mexico City. My
Speaker 1: home girl gets so sick she can't go out that night,
Speaker 1: so I end up going out hanging out with one
Speaker 1: E one. It sounded like a law firm. It was
Speaker 1: not a Mexican law firm. It was just literally two
Speaker 1: nigga's name one and one, and I did with them
Speaker 1: all fucking night in some weird plaza. I've never been
Speaker 1: to Mexico City, so that was cool. But I didn't
Speaker 1: drink because I did a spiritual ship thing, a spiritual
Speaker 1: spiritual thing in on top of the Tia too, to
Speaker 1: walk in this pyramid of the sun um so basically
Speaker 1: it's like known as this like sacred ground, and I
Speaker 1: really wanted to like try to like elevate on a
Speaker 1: different frequency. And you can't do that when you're like hungover,
Speaker 1: you know. So I didn't drink or anything. I ate
Speaker 1: very clean. Bro I got up there and it was
Speaker 1: so crazy because it was so high up in the air.
Speaker 1: It's such a big tourist attraction. And I went early.
Speaker 1: Nobody was there like a corner that I wanted to meditate.
Speaker 1: It was crazy packed with the corner that I wanted,
Speaker 1: Like this entire side of the pyramid was empty. It
Speaker 1: was wild, im mediate tears. Like when I started, it
Speaker 1: was weird. I talked to my aunt a little bit
Speaker 1: up there, and then when I put my hands on
Speaker 1: the floor, like I know it sounds nuts, but I
Speaker 1: could feel it like vibrating a little bit this you know,
Speaker 1: right she letting the demons out of ship talking about
Speaker 1: she felt the ground vibrate. It was there was just
Speaker 1: one of Puerto Rico. It was like tingly. I can't
Speaker 1: explain it, but like my energy was crazy, dog like.
Speaker 1: I was all the way up there and they say
Speaker 1: that like that ship could happen to you, and I
Speaker 1: was just meditate. I meditated for an hour, so like
Speaker 1: my my mind was like completely clear, and it took
Speaker 1: a long time to get to that space because I'm
Speaker 1: not a good meditator at home. I'm always thinking. But
Speaker 1: it was completely fucking easy, bro. So I didn't um
Speaker 1: like the Pretzel ship for a while, but that would
Speaker 1: kind of hurt. And so I literally laid on my
Speaker 1: back for the last twenty minutes and it was like
Speaker 1: the sun was beaming on me and it was just
Speaker 1: it was crazy, like all this ship. I was just
Speaker 1: like figuring out and letting go. It felt so good. Um,
Speaker 1: but Mexico said he super dope. You guys never been
Speaker 1: at super artsy. Um, I will say, there's a lot
Speaker 1: of street food my stomach. I have ibs. It didn't
Speaker 1: react exactly. Well, Um, I would love to show you
Speaker 1: all this what happened to me. So Alex and I
Speaker 1: are talking. He's in Miami, We're on FaceTime. We're chilling,
Speaker 1: and I told him how I eat this food. I
Speaker 1: was like, dog, I gotta hang up, and he's like why.
Speaker 1: I was like, I think my ship my pants. He's like, oh,
Speaker 1: don't shoot your pants. Go to the bathroom. Try to
Speaker 1: go into McDonald I couldn't get to a fucking bathroom.
Speaker 1: What do you mean A no? No No? So I get
Speaker 1: to a Walmart. I wait in line of like fifteen Mexicans.
Speaker 1: Get to the toilet and it looks like this. Yeah. No,
Speaker 1: it's literally water on the floor, like muddy brown water.
Speaker 1: Now the fucking pipe is wrapped in like some kind
Speaker 1: of fucking cloth. Bro It was either that or ship
Speaker 1: on myself. At that point, I was like maybe I
Speaker 1: could shut them. I was like I have to go. Now.
Speaker 1: I'm squatting in this fucking Mexican Walmart. This nigga Alex
Speaker 1: I thought I hung up, but it's still in my purse.
Speaker 1: He's rolling and I'm like trying to ship. He's like, yo,
Speaker 1: this is nasty. I'm like, hey, dude, it was so bad.
Speaker 1: So anyway, ship in this Mexican Walmart and it was
Speaker 1: fucking awful. It was literally the worst experience in my life.
Speaker 1: I run back to the hotel was Mexicas hotel were
Speaker 1: staying at. When I tell you, I took an hour
Speaker 1: and a half shower, I felt like there was other
Speaker 1: people shipped on me. It was so And then the
Speaker 1: next day I had the nerve to get more street food. Also.
Speaker 1: It was walked into this place and I said to
Speaker 1: the guy downstairs, I was like, I want something that's
Speaker 1: like really Mexican, not like this other ship you guys
Speaker 1: keep showing me gentrified Mexico. I want the real ship.
Speaker 1: He's like, okay, So he gives me this address. Can't
Speaker 1: find it on Google, when I should have got the soup. Um.
Speaker 1: There's a soup that they put tripe in, and tripe
Speaker 1: is actually um. I think it's um intestines, but it's
Speaker 1: it's good. They only served like five things and the
Speaker 1: growing up she was Mexican. And so what you do
Speaker 1: is it's like a it's red. I know, it's a
Speaker 1: red suit and it has like intestine in it, and
Speaker 1: you literally just soap the tortilla and the like you
Speaker 1: put the you know the name of it right, Yes,
Speaker 1: I had it mad It's something like it's like medudo,
Speaker 1: but it's not medudo because that's like but it's like
Speaker 1: an M words. It's like an M word though I
Speaker 1: had a red suit, but it's a red suit but
Speaker 1: with intestines in it. That's kind. Also, Joe compran day.
Speaker 1: So I get to the spot and I was like, damn,
Speaker 1: is this it, bitch? I walk in. I was menudo.
Speaker 1: I told you I don't like yes, bitch, but it's
Speaker 1: literally intestine soup, bitch. It's good. Hold On manudo also
Speaker 1: known as ponsita little gut or little stomach is it
Speaker 1: has mola, but it's made with cow stomach tripe and
Speaker 1: a broth with red chili pepper basses. I mean me,
Speaker 1: it's cow stomach, bitch, that's beef. Was vegan manuda as
Speaker 1: good as he's God damn vegans. Yeah, I'm tired of Dan.
Speaker 1: Did you know? But anyway Manudo? Yes, I knew. It
Speaker 1: was something like se Madudo Manudo, same ship, go to
Speaker 1: in Mexican restaurant. Let's just look, we're gonna do anyway.
Speaker 1: But this is really good. So guys, if you if
Speaker 1: you guys, haven't, I know it may sound sound nasty.
Speaker 1: Actually really really it was hot dog soup. But anyway, dogs,
Speaker 1: we are not going to do this. First off, it's
Speaker 1: not soup. It's spaghetti. And shout out to all my goes. Okay,
Speaker 1: suck about saying. To be fair, we were in Boston.
Speaker 1: I've never seen so many Haitians try, so I didn't
Speaker 1: know that, Um they made it that far north. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie, yeah, but I didn't know. I was like, damn,
Speaker 1: Haitians make it this far north. I just didn't know
Speaker 1: because Haiti is all the way down, you know, by Florida,
Speaker 1: and it's not really by Florida. It's connected to Dominican Republic.
Speaker 1: But I should have known because there's a lot of
Speaker 1: Dominicans up here, and I was like, ship, so we
Speaker 1: get in there and this whole is trying to throw
Speaker 1: hot dogs spaghetti on a the goddamn but they started
Speaker 1: Zopal was deep in Boston, so shout out to the
Speaker 1: mother buckeroo and then I started cappy and there we go.
Speaker 1: Because we were talking about beans here we got Mandy claims.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, because you're supposed to like bacon
Speaker 1: and beans, and she was like, bacon. It's ground BEI
Speaker 1: okay in the South, but in the South, when you
Speaker 1: like go to a barbecue and you make baked beans,
Speaker 1: you put the ground beef in there and it makes
Speaker 1: like And She's like, ain't nobody putting no ground beef
Speaker 1: and no baked beans. I mean you could add baking.
Speaker 1: Then she said bacon bits. I'm like, bitch, ain't nobody
Speaker 1: putting bacon. See I told you that, No, brother, you
Speaker 1: don't put bacon bits in comparison to putting small piece
Speaker 1: of bacon. Oh, Ed, it is me, bitch, Ed, it
Speaker 1: is me. I told you this meant like breaking up
Speaker 1: told bacon. Yeah. I didn't mean it when I said
Speaker 1: I meant like small pieces of bacon. I never heard that.
Speaker 1: You never heard of ground beef and beef the thing
Speaker 1: that you are talking about, the bacon bit it comes
Speaker 1: in a jar. It's like when you do like yeah,
Speaker 1: or like a baby. But anyway, so we're not going
Speaker 1: to debate about food because this is not an episode.
Speaker 1: So here's this Mexican place I went into. So, bitch,
Speaker 1: I went in this place and this is fucked up
Speaker 1: because I know it's state country, but this ship was
Speaker 1: way too Mexican. The what is way to Mexican? This
Speaker 1: is but if you're in Mexico saying something is way
Speaker 1: too Mexican, bitch, I go in there, all the menus
Speaker 1: and sharpie, I'm like, this might be lit. But there
Speaker 1: was gattos and ship what are gottoes cats? I was like,
Speaker 1: oh my Spanish god, damnit this is that wasn't like
Speaker 1: there was an old woman making a ship and I
Speaker 1: was like, damn that ship probably gonna be good. But
Speaker 1: they realized I wasn't Mexican and didn't even want to
Speaker 1: serve me because they were trying to act like it
Speaker 1: was someone's house. And I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: this might either be lit or this might be like
Speaker 1: some fucking it might have been someone's house too. It
Speaker 1: probably would house. So I was like, oh kwanto, like
Speaker 1: you know, for my food, bro my food. I had
Speaker 1: three tacos, the red soup, a coke, and tostada my
Speaker 1: ship with seventy patos, which is not even God, it's
Speaker 1: not even how much five dollars I think for four what.
Speaker 1: I don't know what the equivalent is, but anyway, bitch,
Speaker 1: that's how it was. When I went to time, none
Speaker 1: of my meals were over three dollars. I know it was,
Speaker 1: but me so la and they start laughing, laquenta is
Speaker 1: the check, and then isn't. She's like, it's the check.
Speaker 1: You're only tell them the Spanish niggative that lay for
Speaker 1: the listeners. I'm just telling the story this way because
Speaker 1: I ain gonna lie. I don't know what quentin I said,
Speaker 1: and they looked at me, laughing like, bitch, you think
Speaker 1: we got checks out here? How so then I all
Speaker 1: all I have was a hundred paso, and I was
Speaker 1: gonna let them keep the change. But then I saw
Speaker 1: how excited they was about the change. I pulled out
Speaker 1: another hunted pat So this gave me tupperware to go big. Yeah,
Speaker 1: tips very big over there. Oh yeah, because yeah they do.
Speaker 1: Mexicans are dope as talk, and I experienced a new
Speaker 1: Mexico in Mexico City with the spiritual cleansing and ship,
Speaker 1: like I got one of those. That ship was beautiful. Um,
Speaker 1: and I just didn't know how fucking deep and spiritual
Speaker 1: it was. Like I just was not ready for it. Um. Also, well,
Speaker 1: they love Jesus like a lot. They loved This is
Speaker 1: the kind of ship I had done. See how like
Speaker 1: she's putting a polypons all over her body and like
Speaker 1: she was like saying, we might need to say, Joe,
Speaker 1: as you can't be going to another country letting and
Speaker 1: put smoke around you. It could be bringing you might
Speaker 1: be bringing bad energy. It's just that you're bringing the energy,
Speaker 1: the energy vibes. No, it's not a bad thing. It's
Speaker 1: not a bad thing. Y. I was looking for a
Speaker 1: special place, so I went to someone and asked him
Speaker 1: what I could get it done. I hit up Ameliorities.
Speaker 1: I think you know, it wasn't her with someone else,
Speaker 1: but they told me about someone that I could find.
Speaker 1: So I got a dope ass fucking cleansing. Bro. Like
Speaker 1: she you know, sent some Mexican ship over my body.
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying Spanish it because I think it
Speaker 1: was like specific to Mexicans saying to me a little bit. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: it was more Native um, she's sang to me. And
Speaker 1: then like was cracking me like on some chiropractice. It
Speaker 1: like my neck stage in me. And then when she
Speaker 1: was like using apolot sometimes me, she like lifted my
Speaker 1: shirt up to get it on my body. You're gonna
Speaker 1: need to get your tuities redone. What you don't know
Speaker 1: what hell. I came home, I'm sing looking at whole babe.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, they told me you got
Speaker 1: another bitch, and he was like, get the funk out
Speaker 1: of here. I was like, she told me you got
Speaker 1: another bitch. She was like, yo, that's because you made
Speaker 1: them feel like that. I was like, it's like they're
Speaker 1: feeding off your energy. You told me you thought I
Speaker 1: had another bitch, and she confirmed the ship. I was like,
Speaker 1: Nick's is trash, but I felt saying it anyway. Mexico
Speaker 1: is dope. We are going to start off right now
Speaker 1: with our Vanilla ship, which shout out to the place
Speaker 1: that we are from, Florida. Florida man woken up by
Speaker 1: man who broke into his house and began sucking his toes.
Speaker 1: Christmas Eve and Truder was sucking on his toes. According
Speaker 1: to the unnamed twenty year old man in Brandon, tim Florida,
Speaker 1: that was sound asleep with the sensation of this toe
Speaker 1: sucking that snapped him out of his slumber. Um police
Speaker 1: responded to reports of a burglary, and we're told the
Speaker 1: bizarre details. Once they got on the scene, the victim
Speaker 1: asked the suspect what he was doing and told him
Speaker 1: that he did not have any money. The suspect told
Speaker 1: him he was there to suck toes. The man, apparently
Speaker 1: did not appreciate the fact that his toes were unexpectedly
Speaker 1: lodged in a stranger's mouth, responded with a violent um barrage,
Speaker 1: who look at you? Not? Yeah? That brought the toe
Speaker 1: sucking into a halt and forced the intruder or away
Speaker 1: from the house. The victim proceeded to punch the suspect
Speaker 1: in the mouth. But I didn't know each other. No
Speaker 1: for how long he woke up like that? Now? For
Speaker 1: how long was he punching him? Has I read this article? Said?
Speaker 1: He punched him in the mouth to force him out
Speaker 1: of the backyard. While he was forcing hi out, the
Speaker 1: suspect told him that he had a gun and then
Speaker 1: attempted to fondle his general area. The gun was never seen.
Speaker 1: Apparently unfazed by the gun threat, the man continued to
Speaker 1: successfully fight off his attacker, punching him across the face
Speaker 1: for approximately thirty seconds. Tiring down the toastsucker. The man
Speaker 1: was able to return his home and call the police. However,
Speaker 1: the intruder was seemingly unwilling to give up his attack
Speaker 1: at that point. The intruder then ran back towards the house,
Speaker 1: punched out the glass at his front window. He then
Speaker 1: jumped on top of the man's car, stomped on the
Speaker 1: wheelchair Windshilter broke before escaping on foot. Who the hell
Speaker 1: is breaking into someone's house? I would like to say,
Speaker 1: you guys have heard me talk about drug use. I
Speaker 1: think drugs are fun, but this is one I don't
Speaker 1: do because it has to be crack. This is a
Speaker 1: methy some acid, meth this acid. People have deep spiritual
Speaker 1: awakenings on acid. They so maybe he thought he could
Speaker 1: get some spiritual stuff from some totos. Nick. I think
Speaker 1: this is crackish. And I think it's crackish because if
Speaker 1: you got punched in the face for thirty approximately thirty second,
Speaker 1: and you had the willpower to keep going. That's crack.
Speaker 1: So I'm I'm interested to know if that was in
Speaker 1: the police report and if the crack said the crack
Speaker 1: man said crack I got pushed. I can't come with
Speaker 1: crack man, right, but he gave punch for thirty seconds?
Speaker 1: Or did the person say, listen, I was assaulted by
Speaker 1: being a woken up by this person in my house
Speaker 1: by second my feet, and I punched him for thirty seconds.
Speaker 1: Who gave the thirty second detail? Right? I feel like
Speaker 1: it's premeditated the second. That's why I said, did they
Speaker 1: know each other? Like you literally just to house to
Speaker 1: suck another man's toes? You would have to see those
Speaker 1: toes the first time, right, You had to have maybe
Speaker 1: seeing them toes. Maybe he used to walk in sandals.
Speaker 1: My daddy be wearing the sandals like he's Jamaica sandals
Speaker 1: that I hate. But maybe he saw this to the sandal.
Speaker 1: And this is why I said the foot guy was
Speaker 1: a creepy motherfucker because bat Negga came in here when
Speaker 1: Mandy told that post story and he was like fire
Speaker 1: that reaction. I was sitting across the table like, oh
Speaker 1: my That's like he had to have seen them toes before.
Speaker 1: You don't just want to put any toes in your mouth.
Speaker 1: Normally it comes from an arousal for a certain type
Speaker 1: of toe. So I feel like he saw them toes somewhere. Brokay,
Speaker 1: maybe a hopefuls or something. I don't know, and he
Speaker 1: was like, damn listen, ship, let me roll up on
Speaker 1: you to our next segment, wore Dirts if you haven't
Speaker 1: heard it yet, is our sex tip that we are
Speaker 1: serving up for the week. It could be from Mandy,
Speaker 1: could be from me, could be from Google, which is
Speaker 1: a lie to most of this fucking should we do?
Speaker 1: But this one is from one of our steners. You
Speaker 1: can submit them to Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com
Speaker 1: along with homemail as well. This one is I'm a
Speaker 1: huge fan of the podcast and I'm looking forward to
Speaker 1: the live show in Charlotte. When I heard about the
Speaker 1: new segment, I immediately opened my email app to type
Speaker 1: this out because it's a sex tip I tell everyone
Speaker 1: about and I think everyone should try. Here. It is
Speaker 1: try the combination combination of stimulating your clip, getting fingered,
Speaker 1: and having your ass eight at the same time. My
Speaker 1: man and I tried it recently, and let me tell you,
Speaker 1: it was mind blowing. I let out the most whatever
Speaker 1: she said, noise, She said, I sounded like a cow. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I then proceeded to cry and shake and then laugh hysterically.
Speaker 1: The rest of the day. I couldn't stop smiling. I've
Speaker 1: never had an orgasm like that. Nothing has even come
Speaker 1: close to date. It is one of the most memorable
Speaker 1: sexual experiences for me, and I want everyone to try it. Now.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think of is she okay? But let's
Speaker 1: let's let's break this down. So he is eating her
Speaker 1: ass is he also? Is she playing with her clip
Speaker 1: while he's fingering her? Or is there a way for
Speaker 1: a man? I think he's fingering her while he's and
Speaker 1: then he's rubbing her clip, right, Okay, that's my assumption.
Speaker 1: That's my assumption too. But the way I had it
Speaker 1: done was not from eating. I was getting fucked rubbing
Speaker 1: my clip and I had his fingers up mask. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: that's that's typical. And it was like a little thumb,
Speaker 1: but normally like thumb in the button, I'm never touching
Speaker 1: a clip at the same time, So it was like
Speaker 1: so much ship going on Okay, I started tearing up.
Speaker 1: You just yeah, like I like, um, like for a
Speaker 1: thumb or any finger to be put in my butt
Speaker 1: really while I'm getting but yeah, normally they're not finger
Speaker 1: me in the butt playing with my pussy. And like,
Speaker 1: as as a woman, if you're going to have all
Speaker 1: of these things being played with UM so that you
Speaker 1: can reach some sort of orgasm, you do have to
Speaker 1: become involved to so, either by rubbing your own clip
Speaker 1: or having toys UM, which I enjoy having UM. So
Speaker 1: so and I had a video, well it's in my
Speaker 1: phone but and I and I don't remember what episode
Speaker 1: it was, but I was talking about most the last
Speaker 1: time I fucked um Lawyer Bay, which was last year.
Speaker 1: We in a new year now because they last year,
Speaker 1: but last year when we we fucked UM, I've used
Speaker 1: my dildo. So he put the dildo in my ass
Speaker 1: while he was sucking me, and that to me was
Speaker 1: a different feeling than a finger because it was bigger,
Speaker 1: like I felt like it was Yeah, I talked about
Speaker 1: the DP, but he could feel the toy in my
Speaker 1: ass on his dick while he was inside of me,
Speaker 1: So it was also like a good like it was
Speaker 1: cool for ends he liked, I didn't know it was
Speaker 1: that Like, I guess the lining is that thin, but yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know, and ever like broke it. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like between yeah is made, Nigga. We
Speaker 1: know that's really just said. He's like, yo, you the
Speaker 1: line between the US and one thing. It's bad then
Speaker 1: dush nigga. Okay, camera guy Vincent with the with the knowledge. Wait,
Speaker 1: but yeah, he We should have asked a question when
Speaker 1: doctor what was her name? Um Christina, which you guys
Speaker 1: haven't listened to that episode yet, but we have a
Speaker 1: doctor coming in. UM shout out to Dr Christina, and
Speaker 1: we talked about um damn my sex injury. So where
Speaker 1: I go join that coffee? My assid reflux is sucking
Speaker 1: me up right now. I didn't I'm out of pepsid.
Speaker 1: I'd be feeling so old now I want to take
Speaker 1: tons and ship God damn, could I get some more water? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I think pepsi it's for it's for acid reflux. I
Speaker 1: thought was MS toms to Pepsid is like the pill
Speaker 1: that ship work immediately. But I'm out of it, and
Speaker 1: so I didn't take it this morning when I'm like prescriptions. No,
Speaker 1: it's all it's speaking of prescriptions every time I go
Speaker 1: to Mexico a bit reason just said that I got
Speaker 1: so much ship. I was like, you know what, I'll
Speaker 1: take the ambient. Let's do a little the nex yo.
Speaker 1: I looked like a Caucasian woman in that stars like,
Speaker 1: did you stock up on Plan B? No? I don't
Speaker 1: need Plan B. I'm not that Beline, but that should
Speaker 1: be on the low and I wouldn't. Yeah, I mean
Speaker 1: my goal does not have to take a plan I
Speaker 1: will tell you this, So I don't do any like
Speaker 1: cream pie type ship during opulation and to um levin
Speaker 1: esturnal whatever it's called, like that active ingredient that's in
Speaker 1: Plan B. It's like taking four birth control pills. And
Speaker 1: I've just done that. I'm dead back in the day.
Speaker 1: I mean recently, have I done it? No, the last
Speaker 1: time I took Plan B was Marty grat weekend. That's right. Um. Anyway,
Speaker 1: this one I want to say for the record. You know,
Speaker 1: I was on Twitter the other day and I was
Speaker 1: talking about how niggas ain't shit. I love sucking them,
Speaker 1: but also like I really want to get out of
Speaker 1: this like hating men thing, Like I hate so much
Speaker 1: that feminism is connected with the hatred of men, because
Speaker 1: the two just don't tie in together. And I think that,
Speaker 1: you know, with a new year upon us, a lot
Speaker 1: of us need to let as much as we can
Speaker 1: a lot of our hate for people period ago. We
Speaker 1: have all had a bitch and I'm speaking to women,
Speaker 1: a bitch in our lives that used to be a friend,
Speaker 1: that's done something dirty to us, that's made us feel terrible,
Speaker 1: whatever the case may be. Like, bitches ain't shit either.
Speaker 1: People are trashed. Let's just start using that verbiage as
Speaker 1: a whole. Niggasin ship is like fun to say. And
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm prefacing this because this conversation is
Speaker 1: about gaslighting. And I know it may sound like a
Speaker 1: lot of hatred, but people can gaslight, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like it's not just men. I honestly think
Speaker 1: I may have gaslighted hospital dick and didn't know as
Speaker 1: far as what explained making him feel like something was
Speaker 1: going to happen that wasn't. And I didn't really realize
Speaker 1: it until Yeah, I was like reading this article, like
Speaker 1: people can gaslight when they want to keep you in
Speaker 1: their lives, but they don't know like where to place you,
Speaker 1: or they just want to hold onto something without giving
Speaker 1: you the commitment that you deserve. And yeah, I just
Speaker 1: want to say, for the record, I don't hate men.
Speaker 1: I don't think men are trash, but I think we
Speaker 1: need to unlearn a lot of the ways that we've
Speaker 1: been treating people. And this gas lighting thing is something
Speaker 1: that we should all be aware that we shouldn't do
Speaker 1: to others. And it does generally happen more to women
Speaker 1: from men, So I know that that's where this conversation
Speaker 1: may seem like it's going. But to my men listeners
Speaker 1: and to the ones that are part of our horre
Speaker 1: hive and that love us, don't take the ship so personal,
Speaker 1: like a little hope, it's weird because not that, And
Speaker 1: I think maybe I'm just I'm just overly blunt with
Speaker 1: where I put people, But I also compartmentalize, um where
Speaker 1: someone stands in my life. But not that I've gaslighted.
Speaker 1: But I do feel like I've dealt with a guy
Speaker 1: and I didn't know where to put him in my life,
Speaker 1: so there was maybe signals of me giving him, maybe
Speaker 1: that he took that it was going to go somewhere
Speaker 1: that I necessarily didn't want it to go even though
Speaker 1: I didn't want to communicate, I didn't know how to
Speaker 1: communicate where I wanted it to go at all, if
Speaker 1: that makes sense. Like, so, I think that in in
Speaker 1: terms of saying something is gaslighting or someone leading you on,
Speaker 1: I think that it's also fair to say that sometimes
Speaker 1: we don't know what we is. Why I really like
Speaker 1: these terms because I agree. I didn't know I was gaslighting,
Speaker 1: but when I thought about it, you know, I had
Speaker 1: a conversation with him where he was like, this is
Speaker 1: why I didn't want to do certain things with you.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to like, you know, you're making me
Speaker 1: call you I can't call you fam anymore. And I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: because I don't get talk to you about in that way.
Speaker 1: But in his eyes, it was like, oh, you want
Speaker 1: me to call you babe instead of fam. This is
Speaker 1: so gaslighting. This definition is a form of manipulation that
Speaker 1: occurs in abusive relationships. It's insidious, sometimes covert, type of
Speaker 1: emotional abuse where the bullier abuser makes the target question
Speaker 1: their judgments and reality. Ultimately, the victim of gas lighting
Speaker 1: starts to wonder if they're going crazy. Now I have
Speaker 1: never used such a deep uh definition for gaslighting. I
Speaker 1: thought gaslighting was more leading on, but I kind of
Speaker 1: understand how you know that works. Um. So I'm reading
Speaker 1: an article from very well family dot com says one
Speaker 1: are the tactics used in gas lighting. It's a technique
Speaker 1: that undermines your entire perception of reality. When someone's gaslighting you,
Speaker 1: they often make you second guess yourself, your memories, your perceptions.
Speaker 1: Most of the time after communicating with the person that gaslighted,
Speaker 1: do you feel dazed, confused, and wondering what's wrong with you? Now?
Speaker 1: Now they do? Um. But I think it's also again
Speaker 1: where we as women are the same to where sometimes
Speaker 1: we don't know we want to put a guy. I
Speaker 1: think we also jump into our emotions quicker than men
Speaker 1: and want to have a title quicker than men, which
Speaker 1: is why sometimes we may be feeling like we're getting
Speaker 1: let on, when in reality, I think men are more
Speaker 1: of commitment fobes than we are. So, um, I get
Speaker 1: the idea that maybe we may feel led on by
Speaker 1: them more so, but I think it's because we desire
Speaker 1: commitment quicker than men. This is the thing of I
Speaker 1: heard Oper say this once, and I really loved it.
Speaker 1: It's funny because this came up in a conversation how
Speaker 1: way oh Oprah said or she said or so much
Speaker 1: interviewed on Super Soul said, when someone shows you who
Speaker 1: they are the first time, you have to listen to them.
Speaker 1: If they're telling you something the first time, you have
Speaker 1: to listen to them. I we've had a few conversations
Speaker 1: on this podcast. No no, no, like when we talk
Speaker 1: about UM, he's telling you doesn't want a relationship, understand him,
Speaker 1: even if he's not saying those words, because that's gas lighting, right,
Speaker 1: even if he's not saying I don't on it. If
Speaker 1: he's showing you that he doesn't want it, bitch it
Speaker 1: to know you know I I think that like over time,
Speaker 1: if I've learned, and this is how situation ships happened.
Speaker 1: Are you looking for a girlfriend? Know what happens happens?
Speaker 1: I ain't buying net nomo it' I am being very
Speaker 1: um upfront with what I'm looking for. And so like
Speaker 1: that's why Aries, which may or may not have much
Speaker 1: of an air time on air um Aries is already
Speaker 1: cut off. Um and so it's PhD. Yeah, Aries is
Speaker 1: oh I didn't listen, so this is something I'm probably
Speaker 1: going to deal with um in therapy, which if I
Speaker 1: am very quick to cut a motherfuck off as much
Speaker 1: as I also linger and keep niggas around forever. As
Speaker 1: soon as I feel like, Okay, you're not going to
Speaker 1: start the purpose that I want you for my nigga,
Speaker 1: you can go. Um. And so yeah, when when it
Speaker 1: came to aries UM, I was just seeing red flags
Speaker 1: in what he was saying and what he was showing.
Speaker 1: So when you tell someone I really want consistency and communication,
Speaker 1: but you're not consistent and your communication is asked, you
Speaker 1: know what, I'm not gonna be dealing with this. And
Speaker 1: then again if that's projecting from like the last person
Speaker 1: you dated. So no, the last person was PhD him.
Speaker 1: Like if someone was like, oh I need this, this
Speaker 1: and this, it's because you didn't have that the last
Speaker 1: time you were in a relationship Joan meeting ready for
Speaker 1: it now, I'm just mean you ain't have it when
Speaker 1: you were with somebody. I mean I just know, like
Speaker 1: and I talked about Nebraska on the show before. I
Speaker 1: really liked Nebraska. He he was somebody who on paper
Speaker 1: I really really like. Girlfriend he broke up with her bitch.
Speaker 1: Then we was really talking, but I wasn't gonna be
Speaker 1: a girlfriend. Number two one time he was willing to
Speaker 1: have an open relationship, but she lived with him, and
Speaker 1: I was like, bitch, if she living rent for you,
Speaker 1: gonna have to pay my rent in New York. So
Speaker 1: we ain't really that's that was the problem that situation.
Speaker 1: But he ended up breaking up for her. UM sent
Speaker 1: her ays back to Singapore. And then when we really
Speaker 1: started talking. Yeah, she was here from from single, met
Speaker 1: him when I was studying abroad in Singapore. Anyways, sent
Speaker 1: her back home to her country, and then we was
Speaker 1: really talking. But his communication was to break up. Don't
Speaker 1: do that. She wasn't deported. She just basically she just
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna stay in America. When we over, you do
Speaker 1: go back home. Um, And so well we started talking
Speaker 1: because he sent her back. His communication was just really poor.
Speaker 1: And to me, I'm okay with considering long distance. I'm
Speaker 1: okay with dating somebody. You know, it's crazy. I was
Speaker 1: really considering dating the nigga who lived in Portland over
Speaker 1: dating the nigga in Brooklyn. That's how bad. Like listen, right,
Speaker 1: as I guess I wanted my miles instead. But I
Speaker 1: feel like I just I need communication. I need communication.
Speaker 1: And that's the thing with PhD. He communicated that he
Speaker 1: had a really bad seven year relationship, and so although
Speaker 1: we were vibing really good, and he also was scaring me,
Speaker 1: letting me know he doesn't know when he's gonna be
Speaker 1: ready to jump into another relationship. And to me, I
Speaker 1: wasn't willing to invest the time or money or emotions
Speaker 1: into someone who is telling me up front he doesn't
Speaker 1: necessarily know if he's ready for another relationship. It was
Speaker 1: just glad I got that insurance on their flight home.
Speaker 1: You know what I wanted to ask you. I talked
Speaker 1: to a girl I know who recently started only fans
Speaker 1: for panties like no face, and she's like, bro, like
Speaker 1: when I tell Nigga's like, they act crazy. And I
Speaker 1: was curious to know what men have said to you
Speaker 1: since you started only fans or feet, they have no problem,
Speaker 1: Like they laugh, They're literally yeah, they're literally like just
Speaker 1: steal feet. I say so, I will say, since starting
Speaker 1: the only fans and posting more on my feet on
Speaker 1: social media, I do see how many people want to
Speaker 1: meet up for foot jobs, and I'm just like that's
Speaker 1: not a thing. I'm not meeting up with people. Um,
Speaker 1: but also now much there is no amount like no,
Speaker 1: not for you. I'm saying like I'm not I'm not
Speaker 1: asking what's your price for a foot job to a stranger? Okay,
Speaker 1: not like a fete Instagram. No, it's a stranger who's
Speaker 1: paying for a foot job. What are you doing a
Speaker 1: foot job for? You gotta leverage your blue check? Dog? No, bro,
Speaker 1: my blue check doesn't matter. It's just like, I mean,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a new internet person. If I'm like
Speaker 1: in the game and you got used to be a
Speaker 1: straight stunt and you could really leverage fee, what's your
Speaker 1: press right now? I wasn't a straight and first off,
Speaker 1: calm down, are you? I wasn't straight stunting? Actually two
Speaker 1: issues a straight sign. Yes, I was jil to nine.
Speaker 1: I know it's a jail mag which is why my
Speaker 1: boyfriend at the time he was just like he didn't
Speaker 1: like me being a straight sutton because he knew that
Speaker 1: the magazine got sent to jail's. He's from Staten Island, which,
Speaker 1: mind you, I thought he was from New York. I
Speaker 1: didn't know how lame Stating Island was. Until I moved
Speaker 1: up here. I've been here seven years and every want
Speaker 1: to stat N Island. I was like, damn, I thought
Speaker 1: I was dating a real New York nigga from stat
Speaker 1: In Island. Anyway, So when when he found out that
Speaker 1: I was in a straight stutton, we had a huge
Speaker 1: like argument about it because he was like, Yo, you
Speaker 1: know where this magazine go? Yo, what does for his community?
Speaker 1: My niggas in the like my niggas in the pen.
Speaker 1: I don't need them checking off to you, you know,
Speaker 1: Like he did not like that I was a stray stutton.
Speaker 1: So what's crazy is Yeah, me being in a magazine
Speaker 1: got more of an outrage than me saying I now
Speaker 1: sell pictures of my feet on only pantis. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: you were younger than and also I was younger than Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think um Shorty's point. So she's a dental surgeon,
Speaker 1: really likes doing this. She's like, I feel like it's
Speaker 1: like the one thing I could do this like bad.
Speaker 1: It makes me feel good. It's a little extra cash.
Speaker 1: So she seven people, that's a lot. That's a lot.
Speaker 1: So but you are receiving, but you're receiving like something
Speaker 1: tangible like on me because I'm not offering foot jobs,
Speaker 1: he said, panties. She's sending panties right and explain I
Speaker 1: really want us to interview her. But she like soils
Speaker 1: her panties and like rings them out and like shows
Speaker 1: what's inside of him. Like videos that's a that's discharge whatever.
Speaker 1: Nigga's like that ship, especially like Opulation Week. She's like
Speaker 1: that is crazy. So she was saying to me, like
Speaker 1: when I tell guys about to stay freak out, I
Speaker 1: wasn't wonder if that's happened in Mandy, but then I
Speaker 1: thought to myself, like, well it's not also have a
Speaker 1: sex podcast. Yeah, so what's crazy is even aried a bit.
Speaker 1: You're like looking a little dentists like now I'm sounding pain.
Speaker 1: It's funny because me and Aries we're talking on the
Speaker 1: phone before he got cut off clearly, and he actually
Speaker 1: said that it's one of his I guess fantasies. He
Speaker 1: wanted to create uh and only fans or whatever type
Speaker 1: of online service where him and his next girlfriend have
Speaker 1: sex on camera for other people to watch. And so
Speaker 1: I told him, I was like, well, I have tattoos.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be willing to do that, I said, lawyer
Speaker 1: Bay wanted to do that, and we came up with
Speaker 1: the conclusion that if we do it, we have to
Speaker 1: be dressed in superhero costumes. So he was like, yo,
Speaker 1: I'm down with that. So we literally talked already about
Speaker 1: possibly doing it, but we don't talk anymore. But I
Speaker 1: would be down to I would be down to creating
Speaker 1: a page with a lover and doing that, but without
Speaker 1: my tattoos showing, because clearly we see tattoos telling you
Speaker 1: shout out to the thing that sucks. Though. It's like,
Speaker 1: you can't be a personality and do it because people then,
Speaker 1: like I thought the other day, I took this nude
Speaker 1: right and I was like, yo, as high as fun.
Speaker 1: I was like, my ex cloud got hacked. I don't
Speaker 1: use I only back up to my computer. What people
Speaker 1: know it's me because there's no tattoos in it. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, look at the fucking background, Like there's photos
Speaker 1: of my face with the same background. Like, you can't
Speaker 1: be someone that people know and then have a new league.
Speaker 1: They will put them ships together. Did you see what
Speaker 1: happened with Lorie Harvey in future? What happened Lorie Harvey
Speaker 1: went to Nigeria. Oh, yeah, they had took a picture
Speaker 1: in the mirror and his shoes were in the bad
Speaker 1: His shoes was in the back. You can never be
Speaker 1: I don't wit down on the seat. Always happened. I
Speaker 1: don't know because I've been playing the gas lighting. So
Speaker 1: here are the fifteen. So I don't know if I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go through all his team, Probably not, but I
Speaker 1: like these first one lie to you. People who engage
Speaker 1: in gaslighting are habitual and pathico logical liars manipulation. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: Men do be lying just to get a cornerstone of behavior.
Speaker 1: And even when you know they're to be very convincing too,
Speaker 1: they'll discredit you to others. They may pretend to be
Speaker 1: worried about your behavior while subtly telling people that you
Speaker 1: seem a little unemotionally stable. Definitely do that to me
Speaker 1: or that to me reads when a nigga be like,
Speaker 1: why are you tripping, and it's like, I'm not tripping,
Speaker 1: just asking you a questioning. I hate that is the
Speaker 1: gaslighter may lighte to you and tell you that other
Speaker 1: people are think you're crazy. Keep in mind, though they
Speaker 1: may never say a bad thing about you, so that
Speaker 1: they will make every attempt to think that you are
Speaker 1: losing it, deflect the topic of hand. When you ask
Speaker 1: a gaslighter question, you call them out for something they did.
Speaker 1: They may change the subject by asking a questions, Bro,
Speaker 1: you know what niggas do and this is what and
Speaker 1: maybe it's just a I don't know, but niggas fun.
Speaker 1: I'll be texting the motherfucking letting him know everything that
Speaker 1: I think. It is all right there, whether it's through
Speaker 1: a text or on the phone. And you know what
Speaker 1: irks me more than anything when a nigger responds, huh, sir,
Speaker 1: I spoke English. It's not in any other language. You
Speaker 1: can reread it as many times as you want because
Speaker 1: it's right there in text message, and you respond with
Speaker 1: huh do I need to be and I don't want
Speaker 1: to repeat myself, So then saying huh as a response
Speaker 1: to me opening my heart is probably the worst thing
Speaker 1: and they can do, and they do it a lot.
Speaker 1: Maybe it's no literally athletes, we're doing this ship. They'd
Speaker 1: be like, huh, you're not dumb. I mean you might be,
Speaker 1: but you're not that dumb. So they dumb. No, I
Speaker 1: don't deal with ct no, minimize your thoughts and feelings.
Speaker 1: By minimizing your thoughts and feelings, are able to gain
Speaker 1: power statements like calm down this one, I love? Why
Speaker 1: are you? Oh no, bro? See this is triggering me.
Speaker 1: B said that to do what? What's your sensitive? So
Speaker 1: actually I've been told that to shift blame to you.
Speaker 1: Blame shifting is a common tact. At every discussion, you
Speaker 1: have somehow twisted to where you were to blame for
Speaker 1: something that occurred. Even when you try to discussion behavior
Speaker 1: and how their behavior how it makes you feel, they're
Speaker 1: able to twist and end up blaming you. In other words,
Speaker 1: they manipulate the situation in such a way that you
Speaker 1: end up believing that you're the cause for their bad behavior.
Speaker 1: Deny any wrongdoing Read that so bullies and abusers are
Speaker 1: notorious for denying what they did, that they did anything wrong.
Speaker 1: They do this in order to avoid taking responsibility for
Speaker 1: their poor choices, but it also leaves the victim of
Speaker 1: gas lighting confused and frustrated because there is no acknowledgment
Speaker 1: of the pain they have caused. This also makes it
Speaker 1: very hard for the victim to move on or to
Speaker 1: heal from the bullying. Our abusiveness. Damn, this sounds like
Speaker 1: our therapy episode. Um, they use compati I mean, bitch me,
Speaker 1: I'm the I'm the gas right now, use um compassionate
Speaker 1: words as a weapon. Okay, so sometimes we call out
Speaker 1: or question a gaslighter will use kind and loving words
Speaker 1: to try to smooth over the situation. I think that's
Speaker 1: what like when they know they're wrong, they're like baby.
Speaker 1: Don't like the baby words. Maybe in other words, they
Speaker 1: might say something like, oh, you know how much I
Speaker 1: love you. I would never hurt you on purpose. These
Speaker 1: words and apology are what you want to hear, but
Speaker 1: they are not authentic, especially at the same I said
Speaker 1: I don't hate niggas, I do. I mean, God damn it,
Speaker 1: I will say. I will say that reading these things
Speaker 1: and having experienced these let you know, in reality, we
Speaker 1: cannot choose our sexuality because I still want to deal
Speaker 1: with niggas and and it's toxic and it's okay because
Speaker 1: I didn't stop dealing with them. The only thing is
Speaker 1: I won't go off about how much like I might
Speaker 1: call my homegirl and do it, but like, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna publicly say I hate niggas because I still funck.
Speaker 1: But I feel like if you're one of those people.
Speaker 1: Look are you pussy all the time and it's lovely.
Speaker 1: I feel like if you really feel like men are
Speaker 1: a cause to your trauma, to your fucking well being,
Speaker 1: you cut them niggers off for a little bit and
Speaker 1: so you can heal from it, because what's happening is
Speaker 1: you do lef to men. Just find another like how
Speaker 1: to date men when you hate men and when you
Speaker 1: really are in a space where like all men have done.
Speaker 1: I was that person when I left my first boyfriend.
Speaker 1: I would date somebody and project all my shirt onto
Speaker 1: them from the last person. But I think, but that's
Speaker 1: that's someone that needs to deal with their trauma and
Speaker 1: their feelings and how they don't date any fucking body.
Speaker 1: Just don't. Yeah, so it's not to get away like, yeah,
Speaker 1: don't date anybody. I'm a bisexual person. If men are
Speaker 1: making me angry, I doubt that I'm gonna take that
Speaker 1: onto a woman. My point is, if men have gotten
Speaker 1: you to that fucking place, do not date man in
Speaker 1: that space. I really weird. I also, but I've been
Speaker 1: in that space and me dating a woman doesn't resolve that.
Speaker 1: It doesn't. But I think you need to cut niggers off.
Speaker 1: But when you date somebody, I think the way you responded.
Speaker 1: Things in dating in general can happen from a man
Speaker 1: or one, but you cannot date while you're not healed
Speaker 1: from something that's it's just going to funk you up.
Speaker 1: If you're a person. I'm not talking about like you've
Speaker 1: been heartbroken or whatever. I'm talking about a viewer, a
Speaker 1: person that thinks that men have fucked you over like that,
Speaker 1: and when you start seeing someone else, all you do
Speaker 1: is talk to them like that. Bro, I'm dating an
Speaker 1: old way right now, and there are certain things I
Speaker 1: say that he thinks our sarcasm because he's used to
Speaker 1: a bit talking down to him that way. If I'm like,
Speaker 1: did you funk a bitch last night? He gets nervous.
Speaker 1: He's like he doesn't know how to read it. And
Speaker 1: I'm He's like, I don't know, why, why do you
Speaker 1: think that? I'm like, yo, I want to know, tell
Speaker 1: me and let's talk about it, have a good time
Speaker 1: talking about it, and like we had to get to
Speaker 1: that point, like if I know, He's like he almost
Speaker 1: thinks that, like I have this other face to me
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna let out and just stop being cool,
Speaker 1: and I think a lot of times it's because we've
Speaker 1: given this idea that like I don't know that like
Speaker 1: rebounding and jumping into ship will get you over the
Speaker 1: last one, but it'll just bring out the other problems.
Speaker 1: And men do the same thing too. If I hang out,
Speaker 1: I mean not particularly with the man um data now,
Speaker 1: but I've hung out with my homeboys before, and if
Speaker 1: a nigga had a girl, they used to suck their
Speaker 1: friends or they ended up with a friend after them,
Speaker 1: They're gonna think I'm sucking my friends. And it's like,
Speaker 1: don't bring your baggage onto me. And I really don't
Speaker 1: want anybody, any of our listeners. You know, we've had
Speaker 1: people on that I've talked about how to heal from
Speaker 1: relationships and breakups and ship like that. Just don't bring
Speaker 1: your fucking bullshit onto the next one. Yes, we all
Speaker 1: learned stuff from relationships. Bring that knowledge, know the signs
Speaker 1: of ship, but don't just beat somebody downright, like, because
Speaker 1: I don't think that men deserve that. I've met really
Speaker 1: good men in my life and they don't deserve that ship.
Speaker 1: I've also met Nick, and I know one what I
Speaker 1: think one minute now, too to pose on Saris good
Speaker 1: All because that's told I was just like, no, this
Speaker 1: isn't gonna work. Shar next, so you want to get
Speaker 1: into the homemail before we get up out of hell. Yeah,
Speaker 1: for our patrons, we will have that link in there
Speaker 1: again if you want to check it out, it's on
Speaker 1: very well family dot com fifteen signs. There's actually also
Speaker 1: fifteen signs of to know that you're a victim of
Speaker 1: gas lighting. UM. So yeah, we'll put that link on
Speaker 1: Patreon and also include I'll include that link in the description.
Speaker 1: UM to imagine like going through a list and me
Speaker 1: and like, oh it's me. I'm I'm looking for this homemail.
Speaker 1: It was a good one. It was about a woman
Speaker 1: that wants to become a dom at forty. Unfortunately, she
Speaker 1: wrote us over the holiday and a lot of y'all
Speaker 1: emailed us. I'm looking. I'm not prepared. Many should do
Speaker 1: the outlines. Here we go. I'm forty and I want
Speaker 1: to be a dominatrix in my triping. Hello ladies, my
Speaker 1: name is Nicole and I want to be a dom
Speaker 1: at the tender age of forty. Here's the thing. I'm
Speaker 1: an entertainment business professional. I used to be a creative.
Speaker 1: But when I was young, the business was different than
Speaker 1: it is now. The Internet wasn't king, and getting a
Speaker 1: chance was hard. So I settled and now I work
Speaker 1: behind the scenes like corporate office. Think the only black
Speaker 1: person in the room. I've been in business for sixteen
Speaker 1: years and I've never reached my full potential. It's really sad,
Speaker 1: but I never moved up to a certain point and
Speaker 1: I don't make much money. I think the office manager,
Speaker 1: personal assistant. I'm also shoot just typo. I also grew
Speaker 1: up in a very horrible neighborhood of a major city
Speaker 1: in the northeast section of the country. I never just
Speaker 1: said to God, damn city. I know that was a
Speaker 1: lot of God, the northeast section of the country, New York.
Speaker 1: I've never had support in my career from family or
Speaker 1: friends that I usually don't understand. Too busy trying to survive,
Speaker 1: and it's always been lonely. Therefore, once I got a
Speaker 1: study income and study as a low level position and
Speaker 1: the entertainment business can provide, I've never stepped outside of
Speaker 1: it again. Never really got close to many people at
Speaker 1: work either because I'm different, never being old, everybody would
Speaker 1: be going out, and that didn't because I don't fit in. Damn.
Speaker 1: Bitch gets the point. Honestly, just works too much because
Speaker 1: I'm good at my job. But when I'm off, I
Speaker 1: live in a reality. So I have cousins who have
Speaker 1: abusive baby daddy's and are on Section eight. She is saying,
Speaker 1: whole goddamn lot, what are we? Where are we going?
Speaker 1: You said when we get where, we gonna do this one.
Speaker 1: You're like, yeah, that's good. You said it was about
Speaker 1: a woman in reporting because I didn't know he was
Speaker 1: about to hear about section damn, and maybe I'll get
Speaker 1: good go we buy seafood with their food stamps in
Speaker 1: the basement, friends who have criminal records and can't find jobs.
Speaker 1: Little cousins who called a prison I'm sorry to just right. Really,
Speaker 1: my two worlds don't mean because one is too ghetto,
Speaker 1: but it's where I come from. The other is bougie.
Speaker 1: I don't really. They don't really like any girl, but
Speaker 1: you want to be a dominatrix and the depression sets
Speaker 1: in anxiety stars. They're really bad. The men I work
Speaker 1: with overlook me. I'm really nothing to them. The women
Speaker 1: who aren't like me, why do I deserve. She needs
Speaker 1: to see it. There hideway started comings and tears and insecurities.
Speaker 1: But in the name of self care, I can't anymore.
Speaker 1: I'm bursting at the seams, spills all over my natural life.
Speaker 1: Men take advantage of me. I'm overweight. I hate this word,
Speaker 1: but the doctor says, obese a PC. You ain't read
Speaker 1: this before you picked a bitch. God damn. I use
Speaker 1: sex as a remedy for my sugar. Just just get
Speaker 1: the last all right. Younger guys think I'd be a
Speaker 1: sugar mama with my weight and my age is bothering me.
Speaker 1: My last relationship funk that I was in therapy last year.
Speaker 1: They b go to the last centence. All in all.
Speaker 1: I want to explore the world of domination. Okay, alright,
Speaker 1: now we're getting that. Now we're gonna do this. There's
Speaker 1: a little read it, Read it edin. I can't. I
Speaker 1: can't this a book, right, she thought? She said, Just
Speaker 1: get to it. Read the last filled water. I A.
Speaker 1: I'll just are there a different kind of doms. I
Speaker 1: feel like there are like small timers, big time. I
Speaker 1: want safe, shiny, grand high profile. I thought about going
Speaker 1: to sex parties to mingle, but I don't know of
Speaker 1: any and I've never been to one, and I don't
Speaker 1: want to end up at some shady house party. Can
Speaker 1: you just go and be unseen? Screet scree, the scret
Speaker 1: is safe. I don't live in the Northeast anymore. I
Speaker 1: now live in the South Atlanta. To be exact, people
Speaker 1: these people down here are so sexual. I'm sure I
Speaker 1: could find my footing. I just need direction. Okay, goddamn, um,
Speaker 1: you need a therapist. First of all, first and foremost said,
Speaker 1: but we didn't. We didn't see what happened with therapy.
Speaker 1: You know it's not working for her. She she just
Speaker 1: projected everything in an email to horrible decisions. Um, I
Speaker 1: just would Yeah, she didn't. Yeah, no, I guess the
Speaker 1: title sounded good, but you didn't scrawl, because god damn it,
Speaker 1: it really sounded like it was gonna be fun. So, No,
Speaker 1: forty is not too old to be a dom I
Speaker 1: think that that's not like I know you were saying
Speaker 1: your age makes you insecure. Forty is not old. I mean,
Speaker 1: well now is because this year I gotta sit here
Speaker 1: and be like, yeah, wow where she literally called my
Speaker 1: nigga old bay because first off, you you called him
Speaker 1: old bay, I mean I don't talk na, Yeah, blame
Speaker 1: you so anyway, Uh So I don't think forty is
Speaker 1: too old. I also think that your weight should be celebrated,
Speaker 1: like Lisa Swiftson came on and she was a big
Speaker 1: girl and that bit just getting money from being a
Speaker 1: fucking dom. So I would first find a bunch of
Speaker 1: doms online that you can follow, but you can also
Speaker 1: pay um to figure out how to get your way
Speaker 1: in there, like they'll fucking pay you, like they'll they'll
Speaker 1: take money for some combo and be able to teach
Speaker 1: you what's going on and ship like that, like pay
Speaker 1: women for their ship. And you can say, also, um,
Speaker 1: look up fem dom um. It's f E M M
Speaker 1: E dom um the hashtag and when you look up
Speaker 1: the hashtag you can find people that way. You can
Speaker 1: go on Twitter and a lot of people do just
Speaker 1: tweet like Dominatrix like yeah, like they're very dominant and
Speaker 1: even just their presence online, you have to That's where
Speaker 1: you're just going to dungeon tonight, so you guys will
Speaker 1: hopefully be able to um hear that story. I'm going
Speaker 1: with King Noir and he's gonna have um one of
Speaker 1: his subs with him a service sub. I'm gonna learn
Speaker 1: all these lingos and ship. But I'm excited because I've
Speaker 1: never been to a dungeon before. Um, and it's one
Speaker 1: of those where you have it's like in my only stuffs,
Speaker 1: like Very and Ashley might join us. Ashley chubby bunny
Speaker 1: who you guys are going to be hearing, who was
Speaker 1: also a big girl who I can definitely. So I'm
Speaker 1: excited because we're gonna do this dungeon. But yeah, I
Speaker 1: would say, look in your in Atlanta? Do you know
Speaker 1: any places in Atlanta? I don't, but I know that.
Speaker 1: So um, whenever I need to get a son, and
Speaker 1: this girl comes over and I fucking found out that
Speaker 1: she knows Dash, who was one of her dums. And
Speaker 1: she was like, yo, I work in a dungeon. I'm like, bitch,
Speaker 1: I've known this bitch for like two years. I had
Speaker 1: no idea. So she found an ad for like a
Speaker 1: sex operator type of thing for someone to run like
Speaker 1: a club, and then she gets there and they were
Speaker 1: looking for doms. So you've got to like work with
Speaker 1: how you can like trying to figure it out, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, like through gigs or whatever, on Craigslist,
Speaker 1: and that's how you can find the dungeon. Well, there's that,
Speaker 1: But I would also say in Atlanta, just go to Trapeez.
Speaker 1: Trapeeze is the sex club, so a lot of people
Speaker 1: will be in there in character, so you may meet
Speaker 1: someone who's in leather, or you'll see men masks. Yeah,
Speaker 1: men are going there to explore and have W night
Speaker 1: if you feel weird about your weight and you want to,
Speaker 1: Like in New York specifically, there's a BBW night at
Speaker 1: sex clubs. I feel like because why not, Like I
Speaker 1: can understand being in a space where you feel like
Speaker 1: nobody's gonna look like you and you want other people
Speaker 1: that are sucking into you. So it's like a knight
Speaker 1: for me. Na. But also if you, I would say, yeah,
Speaker 1: if you go to the sex club, explore there. Um,
Speaker 1: so before you start maybe getting into where people are
Speaker 1: trying to pay you for services, test out your your
Speaker 1: dom personality. And at Trapeze you can go in there
Speaker 1: with leather on, you can go in there with a mask,
Speaker 1: you can go in there with a whip, um and
Speaker 1: make it known that you want to dominate. Okay, I
Speaker 1: think it can really bad. I just started skimming through it,
Speaker 1: and she's like, I'm torn between one and kids, a husband,
Speaker 1: and basically I'm emotionally and professionally being down. I feel
Speaker 1: they listen, We're just saying, if you want to become
Speaker 1: a dime, you can. I'm not gonna sit here and
Speaker 1: give her a therapy session. I'm sorry. Well here, Actually
Speaker 1: funny you said that you can't give it to it
Speaker 1: because I worked word seen, like sixteen hours, Like fourteen
Speaker 1: sixteen hours is what she would have to pay is
Speaker 1: the money she would spend for each visit, basically a
Speaker 1: hundred alls a week for her ills a month. Um,
Speaker 1: She's like, I worked fourteen sixteen hour days, so I'm
Speaker 1: not working, So like, what the fund can I do
Speaker 1: but spend money? She has a lot going on. Maybe
Speaker 1: she feels like beating someone up will make her feel better.
Speaker 1: Oh oh I do, guys, Um we and if you
Speaker 1: want to be a dom or in that space, we
Speaker 1: have a UM episode coming up, UM where you got
Speaker 1: guys are going to be able to hear from a
Speaker 1: guest named liquid Um and she is in the space
Speaker 1: to where she can provide you with information also maybe
Speaker 1: we can give you also we also we did have
Speaker 1: Mistress Marley on here as well. Um who you guys
Speaker 1: will be seeing or here anyways, we're working with Mrs Morley.
Speaker 1: Awesome ship too. But um, so again look into some
Speaker 1: of our past guests. There's Lisa Splits and there's so
Speaker 1: many of our guests that are in that space. Um.
Speaker 1: They're confident, they're dom women and not only are they
Speaker 1: are part of the community, but they making money doing it.
Speaker 1: So um again, listen to those episodes. She got a
Speaker 1: lot going on, a whole lot going on. Um um.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so there's our advice just looking to the lifestyle.
Speaker 1: There's so many things that you can look um online
Speaker 1: for you get into dom work. You could write something
Speaker 1: I think clearly because she wrote God named Bustly. You
Speaker 1: could start like a fake Twitter, like a fence to
Speaker 1: I have a fence to of like me, but it's
Speaker 1: not me, you know what I mean, Like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: brought it up in the episode. Would be the most
Speaker 1: like I know a lot of industribution. Yes, you can
Speaker 1: like add your like pictures whatever you want. So like
Speaker 1: the stuff I'm doing, but it's not really in my
Speaker 1: face and it's like close friends or whatever. You can
Speaker 1: start like your fence to fake Twitter fit foot what
Speaker 1: would you what would you call it? Fake twitter? Twitter? Twitter?
Speaker 1: Not a fwitter because you can't be a fence to annoying?
Speaker 1: What would it still? Because it's not a troll page,
Speaker 1: just talking to people, not like a troll page, but
Speaker 1: like actual you could be like the lady on um.
Speaker 1: But them cats killed him? Cats? What's that documentary? Yes? Body,
Speaker 1: moon body, Yes he had a whole body move, So
Speaker 1: what is the goddamn name of that goddamn documentary? Don't cats? There?
Speaker 1: We go said? Put them cats the same ship talking
Speaker 1: about and right, you could post your pictures, oh perfect,
Speaker 1: started put some pictures up at yourself tag fim dom.
Speaker 1: Start seeing if you can get some money. Listen to
Speaker 1: that episode, Taylor, I think it's six maybe and like,
Speaker 1: get those tips. Have niggas like sucking pay you to
Speaker 1: do that ship. That will probably make you feel a
Speaker 1: better bitch. I'm guessing if you're not able to go
Speaker 1: out and actually do it right, well, um, But again,
Speaker 1: before we get out of here, we are looking forward
Speaker 1: to seeing all of you guys live and a motherfucking action.
Speaker 1: So one eighteen we are in Detroit, that is this Saturday.
Speaker 1: Um on the twenty two, which is a Tuesday, we
Speaker 1: will be in Chicago. Then of course we are rounding
Speaker 1: out January and none other than New York City. So
Speaker 1: Friday is sold out, but get your tickets for Saturday,
Speaker 1: that is January at Sony Hall. It is going to
Speaker 1: be a fucking fun field event. And then of course
Speaker 1: Texas where everything is bigger, even the dicks. Um, we're
Speaker 1: gonna be in Dallas on the twentie and we're gonna
Speaker 1: be a mother the biggest dick in the world and
Speaker 1: I'm gonna see is in Houston one. So um again,
Speaker 1: Texas where everything is bigger. We're coming to y'all. Keep
Speaker 1: buying them tickets. Dallas, y'all are strong. I'm so excited
Speaker 1: to go to Dallas, and that is my second home
Speaker 1: with my second family. So Dallas, I'm excited to come.
Speaker 1: Um haven't been there since I think last year, um
Speaker 1: Thanksgiving or something ship like that. But again, looking forward
Speaker 1: to coming to Dallas, looking forward to seeing all of
Speaker 1: you guys. And again within either the end of this
Speaker 1: week or the top of next week, we will be
Speaker 1: dropping tickets for Atlanta, New Orleans, Toronto, l A, San Francisco, Charlotte, Orlando, y'all,
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Speaker 1: Yes bitch from the group. Yes, no, they deem me. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: another patron out and it's some ship. I didn't hear that.
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Speaker 1: And once again this has been another episode of horrible decisions. Fine,
Speaker 1: we're having a great time. I'm on the beach tall
Speaker 1: like I walked by, like did I fuck him? And
Speaker 1: sure enough I did? It was sick nipple fuck who.
Speaker 1: I literally must have spoken to existence because we talked
Speaker 1: about he had seen his face in a year and
Speaker 1: I haven't sucked him for almost two and I'm in
Speaker 1: too Loom and I see him. I'm like, holy sh it.
Speaker 1: So my friends was like the voice you put on.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god. Hi. He comes over.
Speaker 1: He's like, uh, he can't believe you see him either,
Speaker 1: So he's like, what are you guys doing tonight? Now?
Speaker 1: Realist bitch. I was like, yo, I want to come
Speaker 1: to invite me to this party. Was like, I want
Speaker 1: to come, but I'm with my friends. He's like, bring him.
Speaker 1: I'm like, there's eight of them. He's like that's no.
Speaker 1: I know. I'm like, I'm not leaving my friends. I'm
Speaker 1: plus there was all game because like I want to.
Speaker 1: He was like, done, I'll put them. I'll figure it out.
Speaker 1: Put him on a list. We go to this fucking
Speaker 1: beach party. Niggas lit. I'm fucking everybody's high as I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm in a molly mood. That's what
Speaker 1: I'm going for. So I fucking find the Mexican drug dealer.
Speaker 1: You can always spot a plug, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: The plugs have a look. They just do. Just her right,
Speaker 1: Me and Benson, They're looking at each other like, no,
Speaker 1: just you just you can spot. No, you go to
Speaker 1: to not drugs. Okay, maybe drugs, I'm saying, but like real,
Speaker 1: you go to the club. You know the nigga that
Speaker 1: sells dope. Are you telling me you don't, Mandy, No,
Speaker 1: I don't just pick up random, you know, not random.
Speaker 1: I was in Mexican. Look, I'm living my life anyway.
Speaker 1: Look we're all just like just you little dangerous life,
Speaker 1: because no, I'm not just you can't spot the plug.
Speaker 1: Come on, bro, no, not me. First off, maybe you're
Speaker 1: not looking for it, but you can tell. And when
Speaker 1: a nigga sells dope, I can smell them when they
Speaker 1: walk by, but tell I can't tell what nigga. So
Speaker 1: so I'll be honest with you. How many patrons, it
Speaker 1: doesn't matter though, but to me, like to me, if
Speaker 1: I'm at a place where all black people, I'm also
Speaker 1: not the one that just wants to assume everyone there
Speaker 1: sells drugs. So I'm not gonna add yo, you're selling like,
Speaker 1: because that's kind of like what I mean, you're with
Speaker 1: you're with me. Look, my drug radar was on, and
Speaker 1: I'm not just walking up to a nigger and because
Speaker 1: people like you you selling, like do you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Like whatever you live a dangelus like a
Speaker 1: tattoo on his neck and speaking on English. I'm like,
Speaker 1: he got it, So go up to him. I'm like
Speaker 1: all uh, and you know I want some And he's
Speaker 1: like come on, like, okay, I'm the drug dealer a right, okay,
Speaker 1: now I'm doing hand signals, right, So he's like, how
Speaker 1: do you say? What do you how do you com what?
Speaker 1: What do you say? Drug kid or something like that? Kid?
Speaker 1: Okay kid whatever? He said, get us so he points
Speaker 1: in his nose. I was like, no, that could kill me.
Speaker 1: Here he points to the reed. I'm like, no, I
Speaker 1: know it's not that good. So I'm trying to do
Speaker 1: like a popping kill motion. What is you just hit
Speaker 1: your like an Indian? Was like that a little. First
Speaker 1: of all, that's Native American, Mandy. We are not gonna
Speaker 1: do that in India. I just let it go. You're
Speaker 1: having a rough day. Oh wait they are. They're not
Speaker 1: the same. Okay, you're right. Wait you're Native American. My bad.
Speaker 1: He's like, first of all, you could have done this.
Speaker 1: Molly Molly. He just like seeing so he hands me Molly.
Speaker 1: Molly is just as scary as here's what I did.
Speaker 1: I was like, let me figure out bad. Molly is
Speaker 1: really bad. Okay, okay, what's your smart ship? Because you
Speaker 1: have no test kit with her? No, I didn't and
Speaker 1: I only and I only do Molly on test because
Speaker 1: I haven't had Molly in like three or four years.
Speaker 1: I was just in a Molly mood. So I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: what am I gonna do? Right, So all my day
Speaker 1: is like, no, bitch, we're just on cacus like but
Speaker 1: like I A'm about to swallowing at the last eight hours,
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck you, right, okay, So here's what
Speaker 1: I did. I found some white bitch. Shut out of
Speaker 1: my white girls that listen to this pod. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: have done it to you, but I found some white bitch.
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I got some molly. You want
Speaker 1: to try it because I've never had it. You want
Speaker 1: to see it was good? Like do you know? Three
Speaker 1: girls said yes immediately, they're idiots there in Mexico. They
Speaker 1: are in Mexico. So I felt, so I give it
Speaker 1: to one girl. I'm like, how big is it that
Speaker 1: you could share it with three bitches? I bought a lot?
Speaker 1: Are you bought a lot? Anyway? How much weight? How
Speaker 1: how much I've probably I don't know, man Son. The
Speaker 1: paso two dollar ratio is crazy. She's been a million
Speaker 1: pas after it was really three dollars. But it felt right.
Speaker 1: So anyway, I give this girl like right, I give
Speaker 1: it to her. I'm like, go take it, like mix
Speaker 1: it in your drinkcause I knew we hit her faster
Speaker 1: and I wanted to see those good so I'm like,
Speaker 1: she dies, What of them? You running trials in Mexico?
Speaker 1: What else was I supposed to do?