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Speaker 1: Hey, guys, welcome to motherfucking the second week of Are

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Speaker 1: you Alive? It's like white two k out here were

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Speaker 1: we scared like the world was gonna end this time now,

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Speaker 1: which we got out of crazy. I mean, you can't

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Speaker 1: tell you this is we're about to drop tour dates,

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Speaker 1: but you might get your money back if we get

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Speaker 1: I don't know what's going to happen. We are we're

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Speaker 1: too old to be drafted, so I'm not worried. Bro.

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Speaker 1: It's abolished in like seventy three. What is the draft?

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Speaker 1: So what does that mean? It's only people in the

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Speaker 1: army that aren't going. Yes, It's like, I'm not gonna lie.

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Speaker 1: So I called my sister immediately because I took all

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Speaker 1: the jokes to heart because my sister is in the army,

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Speaker 1: but she's in Germany, and she's like, we're like not

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Speaker 1: likely to be deployed because we're here in Germany. So

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Speaker 1: luckily the base that she's on, there's a very low

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Speaker 1: risk of her being shout out to, especially my gaze

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Speaker 1: in the Army dogs. I do want to get start

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Speaker 1: off and preface this episode with saying that we respect

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Speaker 1: and thank everyone who is serving this ship of the country.

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Speaker 1: There's a guy on Patreon that we had to delay

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Speaker 1: his merch because he was deployed. I think your name

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Speaker 1: is Sean. Thanks for your service to I know mouse

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Speaker 1: Um was in the military as well. Like my brother's

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Speaker 1: in the army. My brother and my sister are both

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Speaker 1: in the army. So like it's to see all the

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Speaker 1: jokes like in the memes. I was just like, like,

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Speaker 1: it's just such home for me. So I guess the

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Speaker 1: jokes run are cool and when when you don't really

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Speaker 1: have to worry about being you know, sit there anyways, guys,

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Speaker 1: welcome to horrible decisions. I'm your girl, Mandy B. I'm wheezy,

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Speaker 1: and we're just gonna quickly tell you what dates we

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Speaker 1: are going to be in your city this week. We

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Speaker 1: are hitting up Detroit on Saturday. Stay teen h that's

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Speaker 1: Is that how that works? No, girl, I think you're

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Speaker 1: a week behind. That's next week, bro? Is it really you? Girls? Oh? Ship?

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Speaker 1: God damn already next week? Bro? So yes, Saturday, Motherfucker's

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Speaker 1: how Motherfucker's motherfucking Detroit Baby four shows in a week

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Speaker 1: after that, we're going to be in Chicago on the

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Speaker 1: twenty second at the Chicago Improv and then we have

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Speaker 1: a one date of tickets left for the twenty five

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Speaker 1: at Sony Hall in New York. Following that will be

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Speaker 1: in Texas on the twenty Dallas. Also, if you guys

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Speaker 1: are in New York this week and they might be

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Speaker 1: sold out already. I'm hosting the Guy's next Door podcast.

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Speaker 1: Actually never hosted anything that will be a ship show

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Speaker 1: because you hosted You hosted the show in Connecticut. No, No,

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Speaker 1: they just had me like come and be interviewed. I

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Speaker 1: thought I was gonna host it, so I was like, Okay,

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Speaker 1: let me figure out what how to do? I call

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Speaker 1: it mouse When they hit me and I was like, yo, um,

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Speaker 1: you know I never hosted anything where he was like

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Speaker 1: you are? I take him professor. It's not gonna be

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Speaker 1: I already got one joke I can't wait to condemn

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Speaker 1: on the off to. I haven't sucked each of them

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Speaker 1: yet anyway, it's terrible, but no, it'll be fun and

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Speaker 1: they have like such a similar like five to their audience,

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Speaker 1: so I'm excited. Um. Also, he has a comedian that

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Speaker 1: I will intro as well, so like the comedian will

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Speaker 1: I feel like I don't have to be the comedy part.

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Speaker 1: Make sure you kill that ship because a lot of

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Speaker 1: people fuck up comedian intros so easily. Really, yes, the

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Speaker 1: comedian is just say their name, because why the guy

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Speaker 1: people like you'll they'll say, oh, they're from them to them,

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Speaker 1: and they won't say their name, so they don't have

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Speaker 1: like a proper que to come out. Does make sure

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Speaker 1: you say that person's name. He didn't added press for

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Speaker 1: me to say the person. Now bring out the jokes

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Speaker 1: until I got for you. You know what was awful

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Speaker 1: about hosting this thing? I knew I had to say

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Speaker 1: yes because of all the ship Mouse has done for us. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Oh wow, I can't even really say no. So I'm

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Speaker 1: excited too. For for those of you who are coming

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Speaker 1: we have previous guests that will be in attendance, special

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Speaker 1: just come out. It's gonna be a good time. UM

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Speaker 1: the show that we're putting on for you guys and

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Speaker 1: all these shows are are really dope, very fun. Um.

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Speaker 1: Also for the men listening, get your tickets too, because

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Speaker 1: the women be looking and ready after the guys. Hella,

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Speaker 1: dude that with the Boston Boston why do we go?

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Speaker 1: you're gonna get packed. Yeah. I'm not saying I'm sure.

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying everybody gets morning after our shows. So

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Speaker 1: I'm looking forward to because old Bay won't make it.

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Speaker 1: a home and loves a fucking weekend like that. Yeah. Well,

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Speaker 1: I'm hoping I have some guy that I'm dating eventually,

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Speaker 1: have host coming. I have a hope coming to the

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Speaker 1: in Jamaica, Daring Moca Fest. It comes with your party package,

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Speaker 1: Because me and Mandy were trying to have friends coming,

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Speaker 1: very boudshy. He's a booge nigga, but so am I

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Speaker 1: Oh so yeah, what'd you do? New Years? Um? Shout

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Speaker 1: out to my friend Dora Um, one of my friends

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Speaker 1: So here's this Mexican place I went into. So, bitch,

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Speaker 1: because I know it's state country, but this ship was

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Speaker 1: of the backyard. While he was forcing hi out, the

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Speaker 1: suspect told him that he had a gun and then

424
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Speaker 1: attempted to fondle his general area. The gun was never seen.

425
00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:23,960
Speaker 1: Apparently unfazed by the gun threat, the man continued to

426
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Speaker 1: successfully fight off his attacker, punching him across the face

427
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Speaker 1: for approximately thirty seconds. Tiring down the toastsucker. The man

428
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:35,159
Speaker 1: was able to return his home and call the police. However,

429
00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:38,480
Speaker 1: the intruder was seemingly unwilling to give up his attack

430
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Speaker 1: at that point. The intruder then ran back towards the house,

431
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Speaker 1: punched out the glass at his front window. He then

432
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Speaker 1: jumped on top of the man's car, stomped on the

433
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:51,840
Speaker 1: wheelchair Windshilter broke before escaping on foot. Who the hell

434
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Speaker 1: is breaking into someone's house? I would like to say,

435
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:57,920
Speaker 1: you guys have heard me talk about drug use. I

436
00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,400
Speaker 1: think drugs are fun, but this is one I don't

437
00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:02,720
Speaker 1: do because it has to be crack. This is a

438
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Speaker 1: methy some acid, meth this acid. People have deep spiritual

439
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:13,360
Speaker 1: awakenings on acid. They so maybe he thought he could

440
00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:17,320
Speaker 1: get some spiritual stuff from some totos. Nick. I think

441
00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:20,040
Speaker 1: this is crackish. And I think it's crackish because if

442
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Speaker 1: you got punched in the face for thirty approximately thirty second,

443
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Speaker 1: and you had the willpower to keep going. That's crack.

444
00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:29,679
Speaker 1: So I'm I'm interested to know if that was in

445
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Speaker 1: the police report and if the crack said the crack

446
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:36,119
Speaker 1: man said crack I got pushed. I can't come with

447
00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:40,440
Speaker 1: crack man, right, but he gave punch for thirty seconds?

448
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:43,400
Speaker 1: Or did the person say, listen, I was assaulted by

449
00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:45,640
Speaker 1: being a woken up by this person in my house

450
00:23:45,680 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 1: by second my feet, and I punched him for thirty seconds.

451
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Speaker 1: Who gave the thirty second detail? Right? I feel like

452
00:23:52,560 --> 00:23:57,159
Speaker 1: it's premeditated the second. That's why I said, did they

453
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Speaker 1: know each other? Like you literally just to house to

454
00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:03,360
Speaker 1: suck another man's toes? You would have to see those

455
00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:05,240
Speaker 1: toes the first time, right, You had to have maybe

456
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:07,119
Speaker 1: seeing them toes. Maybe he used to walk in sandals.

457
00:24:07,119 --> 00:24:09,400
Speaker 1: My daddy be wearing the sandals like he's Jamaica sandals

458
00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 1: that I hate. But maybe he saw this to the sandal.

459
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,639
Speaker 1: And this is why I said the foot guy was

460
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 1: a creepy motherfucker because bat Negga came in here when

461
00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 1: Mandy told that post story and he was like fire

462
00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:27,960
Speaker 1: that reaction. I was sitting across the table like, oh

463
00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:30,960
Speaker 1: my That's like he had to have seen them toes before.

464
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Speaker 1: You don't just want to put any toes in your mouth.

465
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,400
Speaker 1: Normally it comes from an arousal for a certain type

466
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Speaker 1: of toe. So I feel like he saw them toes somewhere. Brokay,

467
00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:42,480
Speaker 1: maybe a hopefuls or something. I don't know, and he

468
00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:45,359
Speaker 1: was like, damn listen, ship, let me roll up on

469
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Speaker 1: you to our next segment, wore Dirts if you haven't

470
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Speaker 1: heard it yet, is our sex tip that we are

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Speaker 1: serving up for the week. It could be from Mandy,

472
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Speaker 1: could be from me, could be from Google, which is

473
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Speaker 1: a lie to most of this fucking should we do?

474
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Speaker 1: But this one is from one of our steners. You

475
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Speaker 1: can submit them to Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com

476
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Speaker 1: along with homemail as well. This one is I'm a

477
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Speaker 1: huge fan of the podcast and I'm looking forward to

478
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Speaker 1: the live show in Charlotte. When I heard about the

479
00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:12,840
Speaker 1: new segment, I immediately opened my email app to type

480
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Speaker 1: this out because it's a sex tip I tell everyone

481
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Speaker 1: about and I think everyone should try. Here. It is

482
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Speaker 1: try the combination combination of stimulating your clip, getting fingered,

483
00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:26,119
Speaker 1: and having your ass eight at the same time. My

484
00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:28,879
Speaker 1: man and I tried it recently, and let me tell you,

485
00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:32,000
Speaker 1: it was mind blowing. I let out the most whatever

486
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:37,200
Speaker 1: she said, noise, She said, I sounded like a cow. Yeah.

487
00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,720
Speaker 1: I then proceeded to cry and shake and then laugh hysterically.

488
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Speaker 1: The rest of the day. I couldn't stop smiling. I've

489
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,960
Speaker 1: never had an orgasm like that. Nothing has even come

490
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,000
Speaker 1: close to date. It is one of the most memorable

491
00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:49,960
Speaker 1: sexual experiences for me, and I want everyone to try it. Now.

492
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:55,160
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think of is she okay? But let's

493
00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,160
Speaker 1: let's let's break this down. So he is eating her

494
00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:01,560
Speaker 1: ass is he also? Is she playing with her clip

495
00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:03,520
Speaker 1: while he's fingering her? Or is there a way for

496
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:05,920
Speaker 1: a man? I think he's fingering her while he's and

497
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,440
Speaker 1: then he's rubbing her clip, right, Okay, that's my assumption.

498
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:11,280
Speaker 1: That's my assumption too. But the way I had it

499
00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:15,359
Speaker 1: done was not from eating. I was getting fucked rubbing

500
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:19,280
Speaker 1: my clip and I had his fingers up mask. Oh yeah,

501
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:22,000
Speaker 1: that's that's typical. And it was like a little thumb,

502
00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:24,200
Speaker 1: but normally like thumb in the button, I'm never touching

503
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:25,800
Speaker 1: a clip at the same time, So it was like

504
00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:28,680
Speaker 1: so much ship going on Okay, I started tearing up.

505
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:38,879
Speaker 1: You just yeah, like I like, um, like for a

506
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 1: thumb or any finger to be put in my butt

507
00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:45,200
Speaker 1: really while I'm getting but yeah, normally they're not finger

508
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,760
Speaker 1: me in the butt playing with my pussy. And like,

509
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 1: as as a woman, if you're going to have all

510
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:53,919
Speaker 1: of these things being played with UM so that you

511
00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:56,480
Speaker 1: can reach some sort of orgasm, you do have to

512
00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:59,320
Speaker 1: become involved to so, either by rubbing your own clip

513
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 1: or having toys UM, which I enjoy having UM. So

514
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:10,439
Speaker 1: so and I had a video, well it's in my

515
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:13,160
Speaker 1: phone but and I and I don't remember what episode

516
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:15,440
Speaker 1: it was, but I was talking about most the last

517
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,560
Speaker 1: time I fucked um Lawyer Bay, which was last year.

518
00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 1: We in a new year now because they last year,

519
00:27:21,359 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 1: but last year when we we fucked UM, I've used

520
00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:28,080
Speaker 1: my dildo. So he put the dildo in my ass

521
00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 1: while he was sucking me, and that to me was

522
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,919
Speaker 1: a different feeling than a finger because it was bigger,

523
00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:37,160
Speaker 1: like I felt like it was Yeah, I talked about

524
00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:41,199
Speaker 1: the DP, but he could feel the toy in my

525
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 1: ass on his dick while he was inside of me,

526
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:46,359
Speaker 1: So it was also like a good like it was

527
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Speaker 1: cool for ends he liked, I didn't know it was

528
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:52,400
Speaker 1: that Like, I guess the lining is that thin, but yeah,

529
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 1: I don't know, and ever like broke it. You know

530
00:27:54,960 --> 00:28:05,399
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like between yeah is made, Nigga. We

531
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:10,560
Speaker 1: know that's really just said. He's like, yo, you the

532
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,080
Speaker 1: line between the US and one thing. It's bad then

533
00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:22,879
Speaker 1: dush nigga. Okay, camera guy Vincent with the with the knowledge. Wait,

534
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:25,600
Speaker 1: but yeah, he We should have asked a question when

535
00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 1: doctor what was her name? Um Christina, which you guys

536
00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:31,239
Speaker 1: haven't listened to that episode yet, but we have a

537
00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:34,479
Speaker 1: doctor coming in. UM shout out to Dr Christina, and

538
00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:39,240
Speaker 1: we talked about um damn my sex injury. So where

539
00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:41,560
Speaker 1: I go join that coffee? My assid reflux is sucking

540
00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 1: me up right now. I didn't I'm out of pepsid.

541
00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 1: I'd be feeling so old now I want to take

542
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:49,960
Speaker 1: tons and ship God damn, could I get some more water? Yeah?

543
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 1: I think pepsi it's for it's for acid reflux. I

544
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:58,400
Speaker 1: thought was MS toms to Pepsid is like the pill

545
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:02,440
Speaker 1: that ship work immediately. But I'm out of it, and

546
00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:04,920
Speaker 1: so I didn't take it this morning when I'm like prescriptions. No,

547
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,720
Speaker 1: it's all it's speaking of prescriptions every time I go

548
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 1: to Mexico a bit reason just said that I got

549
00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 1: so much ship. I was like, you know what, I'll

550
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 1: take the ambient. Let's do a little the nex yo.

551
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:19,600
Speaker 1: I looked like a Caucasian woman in that stars like,

552
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:21,760
Speaker 1: did you stock up on Plan B? No? I don't

553
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 1: need Plan B. I'm not that Beline, but that should

554
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:28,920
Speaker 1: be on the low and I wouldn't. Yeah, I mean

555
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:31,560
Speaker 1: my goal does not have to take a plan I

556
00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:33,920
Speaker 1: will tell you this, So I don't do any like

557
00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 1: cream pie type ship during opulation and to um levin

558
00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:42,120
Speaker 1: esturnal whatever it's called, like that active ingredient that's in

559
00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:45,600
Speaker 1: Plan B. It's like taking four birth control pills. And

560
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:49,600
Speaker 1: I've just done that. I'm dead back in the day.

561
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:52,440
Speaker 1: I mean recently, have I done it? No, the last

562
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:57,400
Speaker 1: time I took Plan B was Marty grat weekend. That's right. Um. Anyway,

563
00:29:57,440 --> 00:30:01,160
Speaker 1: this one I want to say for the record. You know,

564
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,760
Speaker 1: I was on Twitter the other day and I was

565
00:30:03,840 --> 00:30:06,840
Speaker 1: talking about how niggas ain't shit. I love sucking them,

566
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: but also like I really want to get out of

567
00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:11,640
Speaker 1: this like hating men thing, Like I hate so much

568
00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 1: that feminism is connected with the hatred of men, because

569
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:20,400
Speaker 1: the two just don't tie in together. And I think that,

570
00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:22,720
Speaker 1: you know, with a new year upon us, a lot

571
00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:25,320
Speaker 1: of us need to let as much as we can

572
00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:28,680
Speaker 1: a lot of our hate for people period ago. We

573
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:31,120
Speaker 1: have all had a bitch and I'm speaking to women,

574
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 1: a bitch in our lives that used to be a friend,

575
00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:36,080
Speaker 1: that's done something dirty to us, that's made us feel terrible,

576
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:39,120
Speaker 1: whatever the case may be. Like, bitches ain't shit either.

577
00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:42,200
Speaker 1: People are trashed. Let's just start using that verbiage as

578
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,120
Speaker 1: a whole. Niggasin ship is like fun to say. And

579
00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:47,640
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm prefacing this because this conversation is

580
00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:50,080
Speaker 1: about gaslighting. And I know it may sound like a

581
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:52,959
Speaker 1: lot of hatred, but people can gaslight, you know what

582
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:56,480
Speaker 1: I mean, Like it's not just men. I honestly think

583
00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,880
Speaker 1: I may have gaslighted hospital dick and didn't know as

584
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: far as what explained making him feel like something was

585
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:07,800
Speaker 1: going to happen that wasn't. And I didn't really realize

586
00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:12,400
Speaker 1: it until Yeah, I was like reading this article, like

587
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:14,680
Speaker 1: people can gaslight when they want to keep you in

588
00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:16,640
Speaker 1: their lives, but they don't know like where to place you,

589
00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:18,600
Speaker 1: or they just want to hold onto something without giving

590
00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:22,600
Speaker 1: you the commitment that you deserve. And yeah, I just

591
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:24,560
Speaker 1: want to say, for the record, I don't hate men.

592
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:27,440
Speaker 1: I don't think men are trash, but I think we

593
00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:29,720
Speaker 1: need to unlearn a lot of the ways that we've

594
00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:33,160
Speaker 1: been treating people. And this gas lighting thing is something

595
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,000
Speaker 1: that we should all be aware that we shouldn't do

596
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:37,640
Speaker 1: to others. And it does generally happen more to women

597
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 1: from men, So I know that that's where this conversation

598
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 1: may seem like it's going. But to my men listeners

599
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:45,280
Speaker 1: and to the ones that are part of our horre

600
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:48,680
Speaker 1: hive and that love us, don't take the ship so personal,

601
00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,920
Speaker 1: like a little hope, it's weird because not that, And

602
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:56,040
Speaker 1: I think maybe I'm just I'm just overly blunt with

603
00:31:56,440 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 1: where I put people, But I also compartmentalize, um where

604
00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:03,720
Speaker 1: someone stands in my life. But not that I've gaslighted.

605
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,120
Speaker 1: But I do feel like I've dealt with a guy

606
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,240
Speaker 1: and I didn't know where to put him in my life,

607
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 1: so there was maybe signals of me giving him, maybe

608
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:15,920
Speaker 1: that he took that it was going to go somewhere

609
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 1: that I necessarily didn't want it to go even though

610
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:20,080
Speaker 1: I didn't want to communicate, I didn't know how to

611
00:32:20,120 --> 00:32:22,480
Speaker 1: communicate where I wanted it to go at all, if

612
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 1: that makes sense. Like, so, I think that in in

613
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 1: terms of saying something is gaslighting or someone leading you on,

614
00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:33,240
Speaker 1: I think that it's also fair to say that sometimes

615
00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:37,360
Speaker 1: we don't know what we is. Why I really like

616
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:41,160
Speaker 1: these terms because I agree. I didn't know I was gaslighting,

617
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:43,320
Speaker 1: but when I thought about it, you know, I had

618
00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:46,120
Speaker 1: a conversation with him where he was like, this is

619
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 1: why I didn't want to do certain things with you.

620
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,080
Speaker 1: I didn't want to like, you know, you're making me

621
00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:53,040
Speaker 1: call you I can't call you fam anymore. And I'm like, yeah,

622
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:54,520
Speaker 1: because I don't get talk to you about in that way.

623
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 1: But in his eyes, it was like, oh, you want

624
00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 1: me to call you babe instead of fam. This is

625
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:03,640
Speaker 1: so gaslighting. This definition is a form of manipulation that

626
00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:07,240
Speaker 1: occurs in abusive relationships. It's insidious, sometimes covert, type of

627
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:10,880
Speaker 1: emotional abuse where the bullier abuser makes the target question

628
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:15,680
Speaker 1: their judgments and reality. Ultimately, the victim of gas lighting

629
00:33:15,720 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 1: starts to wonder if they're going crazy. Now I have

630
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:23,560
Speaker 1: never used such a deep uh definition for gaslighting. I

631
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 1: thought gaslighting was more leading on, but I kind of

632
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:29,720
Speaker 1: understand how you know that works. Um. So I'm reading

633
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,920
Speaker 1: an article from very well family dot com says one

634
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:34,959
Speaker 1: are the tactics used in gas lighting. It's a technique

635
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:38,520
Speaker 1: that undermines your entire perception of reality. When someone's gaslighting you,

636
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:41,400
Speaker 1: they often make you second guess yourself, your memories, your perceptions.

637
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:44,240
Speaker 1: Most of the time after communicating with the person that gaslighted,

638
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 1: do you feel dazed, confused, and wondering what's wrong with you? Now?

639
00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 1: Now they do? Um. But I think it's also again

640
00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:59,400
Speaker 1: where we as women are the same to where sometimes

641
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 1: we don't know we want to put a guy. I

642
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:04,880
Speaker 1: think we also jump into our emotions quicker than men

643
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 1: and want to have a title quicker than men, which

644
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:10,000
Speaker 1: is why sometimes we may be feeling like we're getting

645
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:12,839
Speaker 1: let on, when in reality, I think men are more

646
00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:16,920
Speaker 1: of commitment fobes than we are. So, um, I get

647
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,319
Speaker 1: the idea that maybe we may feel led on by

648
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:22,360
Speaker 1: them more so, but I think it's because we desire

649
00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,040
Speaker 1: commitment quicker than men. This is the thing of I

650
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:28,000
Speaker 1: heard Oper say this once, and I really loved it.

651
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:30,799
Speaker 1: It's funny because this came up in a conversation how

652
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 1: way oh Oprah said or she said or so much

653
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 1: interviewed on Super Soul said, when someone shows you who

654
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: they are the first time, you have to listen to them.

655
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,440
Speaker 1: If they're telling you something the first time, you have

656
00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:47,640
Speaker 1: to listen to them. I we've had a few conversations

657
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: on this podcast. No no, no, like when we talk

658
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:54,000
Speaker 1: about UM, he's telling you doesn't want a relationship, understand him,

659
00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 1: even if he's not saying those words, because that's gas lighting, right,

660
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: even if he's not saying I don't on it. If

661
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:03,239
Speaker 1: he's showing you that he doesn't want it, bitch it

662
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:07,640
Speaker 1: to know you know I I think that like over time,

663
00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:11,400
Speaker 1: if I've learned, and this is how situation ships happened.

664
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,360
Speaker 1: Are you looking for a girlfriend? Know what happens happens?

665
00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 1: I ain't buying net nomo it' I am being very

666
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:22,520
Speaker 1: um upfront with what I'm looking for. And so like

667
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:25,600
Speaker 1: that's why Aries, which may or may not have much

668
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:27,960
Speaker 1: of an air time on air um Aries is already

669
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:30,520
Speaker 1: cut off. Um and so it's PhD. Yeah, Aries is

670
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:33,840
Speaker 1: oh I didn't listen, so this is something I'm probably

671
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:38,000
Speaker 1: going to deal with um in therapy, which if I

672
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:41,600
Speaker 1: am very quick to cut a motherfuck off as much

673
00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:44,920
Speaker 1: as I also linger and keep niggas around forever. As

674
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:46,840
Speaker 1: soon as I feel like, Okay, you're not going to

675
00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 1: start the purpose that I want you for my nigga,

676
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,680
Speaker 1: you can go. Um. And so yeah, when when it

677
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:57,360
Speaker 1: came to aries UM, I was just seeing red flags

678
00:35:57,880 --> 00:36:01,120
Speaker 1: in what he was saying and what he was showing.

679
00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:06,560
Speaker 1: So when you tell someone I really want consistency and communication,

680
00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:10,520
Speaker 1: but you're not consistent and your communication is asked, you

681
00:36:10,560 --> 00:36:13,160
Speaker 1: know what, I'm not gonna be dealing with this. And

682
00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:15,399
Speaker 1: then again if that's projecting from like the last person

683
00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:20,240
Speaker 1: you dated. So no, the last person was PhD him.

684
00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,440
Speaker 1: Like if someone was like, oh I need this, this

685
00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:25,399
Speaker 1: and this, it's because you didn't have that the last

686
00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:27,480
Speaker 1: time you were in a relationship Joan meeting ready for

687
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:30,439
Speaker 1: it now, I'm just mean you ain't have it when

688
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: you were with somebody. I mean I just know, like

689
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:36,359
Speaker 1: and I talked about Nebraska on the show before. I

690
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:40,920
Speaker 1: really liked Nebraska. He he was somebody who on paper

691
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:44,160
Speaker 1: I really really like. Girlfriend he broke up with her bitch.

692
00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 1: Then we was really talking, but I wasn't gonna be

693
00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,480
Speaker 1: a girlfriend. Number two one time he was willing to

694
00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 1: have an open relationship, but she lived with him, and

695
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 1: I was like, bitch, if she living rent for you,

696
00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:53,719
Speaker 1: gonna have to pay my rent in New York. So

697
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:56,000
Speaker 1: we ain't really that's that was the problem that situation.

698
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,359
Speaker 1: But he ended up breaking up for her. UM sent

699
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:02,279
Speaker 1: her ays back to Singapore. And then when we really

700
00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:05,480
Speaker 1: started talking. Yeah, she was here from from single, met

701
00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:08,759
Speaker 1: him when I was studying abroad in Singapore. Anyways, sent

702
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 1: her back home to her country, and then we was

703
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:17,120
Speaker 1: really talking. But his communication was to break up. Don't

704
00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:20,040
Speaker 1: do that. She wasn't deported. She just basically she just

705
00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:22,840
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna stay in America. When we over, you do

706
00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:29,400
Speaker 1: go back home. Um, And so well we started talking

707
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:33,320
Speaker 1: because he sent her back. His communication was just really poor.

708
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:36,879
Speaker 1: And to me, I'm okay with considering long distance. I'm

709
00:37:36,920 --> 00:37:39,799
Speaker 1: okay with dating somebody. You know, it's crazy. I was

710
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:42,000
Speaker 1: really considering dating the nigga who lived in Portland over

711
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 1: dating the nigga in Brooklyn. That's how bad. Like listen, right,

712
00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:48,200
Speaker 1: as I guess I wanted my miles instead. But I

713
00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 1: feel like I just I need communication. I need communication.

714
00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:53,960
Speaker 1: And that's the thing with PhD. He communicated that he

715
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:57,880
Speaker 1: had a really bad seven year relationship, and so although

716
00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:01,880
Speaker 1: we were vibing really good, and he also was scaring me,

717
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:04,520
Speaker 1: letting me know he doesn't know when he's gonna be

718
00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 1: ready to jump into another relationship. And to me, I

719
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:11,040
Speaker 1: wasn't willing to invest the time or money or emotions

720
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:14,520
Speaker 1: into someone who is telling me up front he doesn't

721
00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:17,840
Speaker 1: necessarily know if he's ready for another relationship. It was

722
00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:21,440
Speaker 1: just glad I got that insurance on their flight home.

723
00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:23,000
Speaker 1: You know what I wanted to ask you. I talked

724
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:26,320
Speaker 1: to a girl I know who recently started only fans

725
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:31,759
Speaker 1: for panties like no face, and she's like, bro, like

726
00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:35,440
Speaker 1: when I tell Nigga's like, they act crazy. And I

727
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:37,120
Speaker 1: was curious to know what men have said to you

728
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:39,800
Speaker 1: since you started only fans or feet, they have no problem,

729
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:44,480
Speaker 1: Like they laugh, They're literally yeah, they're literally like just

730
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,160
Speaker 1: steal feet. I say so, I will say, since starting

731
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,520
Speaker 1: the only fans and posting more on my feet on

732
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,359
Speaker 1: social media, I do see how many people want to

733
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:55,120
Speaker 1: meet up for foot jobs, and I'm just like that's

734
00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:57,320
Speaker 1: not a thing. I'm not meeting up with people. Um,

735
00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:01,680
Speaker 1: but also now much there is no amount like no,

736
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:05,560
Speaker 1: not for you. I'm saying like I'm not I'm not

737
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:09,720
Speaker 1: asking what's your price for a foot job to a stranger? Okay,

738
00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:12,240
Speaker 1: not like a fete Instagram. No, it's a stranger who's

739
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:14,120
Speaker 1: paying for a foot job. What are you doing a

740
00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:17,960
Speaker 1: foot job for? You gotta leverage your blue check? Dog? No, bro,

741
00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:23,160
Speaker 1: my blue check doesn't matter. It's just like, I mean,

742
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:26,160
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a new internet person. If I'm like

743
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:28,640
Speaker 1: in the game and you got used to be a

744
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:31,160
Speaker 1: straight stunt and you could really leverage fee, what's your

745
00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:36,280
Speaker 1: press right now? I wasn't a straight and first off,

746
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,680
Speaker 1: calm down, are you? I wasn't straight stunting? Actually two

747
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:42,719
Speaker 1: issues a straight sign. Yes, I was jil to nine.

748
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:44,520
Speaker 1: I know it's a jail mag which is why my

749
00:39:44,560 --> 00:39:47,560
Speaker 1: boyfriend at the time he was just like he didn't

750
00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:49,440
Speaker 1: like me being a straight sutton because he knew that

751
00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:52,680
Speaker 1: the magazine got sent to jail's. He's from Staten Island, which,

752
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:54,040
Speaker 1: mind you, I thought he was from New York. I

753
00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:55,919
Speaker 1: didn't know how lame Stating Island was. Until I moved

754
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 1: up here. I've been here seven years and every want

755
00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:59,160
Speaker 1: to stat N Island. I was like, damn, I thought

756
00:39:59,200 --> 00:40:01,359
Speaker 1: I was dating a real New York nigga from stat

757
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:05,560
Speaker 1: In Island. Anyway, So when when he found out that

758
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:08,080
Speaker 1: I was in a straight stutton, we had a huge

759
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:10,560
Speaker 1: like argument about it because he was like, Yo, you

760
00:40:10,560 --> 00:40:13,360
Speaker 1: know where this magazine go? Yo, what does for his community?

761
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:15,160
Speaker 1: My niggas in the like my niggas in the pen.

762
00:40:15,200 --> 00:40:16,560
Speaker 1: I don't need them checking off to you, you know,

763
00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:19,240
Speaker 1: Like he did not like that I was a stray stutton.

764
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,400
Speaker 1: So what's crazy is Yeah, me being in a magazine

765
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:23,680
Speaker 1: got more of an outrage than me saying I now

766
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:26,360
Speaker 1: sell pictures of my feet on only pantis. Yeah, but

767
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,640
Speaker 1: you were younger than and also I was younger than Yeah,

768
00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:31,520
Speaker 1: I think um Shorty's point. So she's a dental surgeon,

769
00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:33,719
Speaker 1: really likes doing this. She's like, I feel like it's

770
00:40:33,719 --> 00:40:34,920
Speaker 1: like the one thing I could do this like bad.

771
00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 1: It makes me feel good. It's a little extra cash.

772
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:42,239
Speaker 1: So she seven people, that's a lot. That's a lot.

773
00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:48,440
Speaker 1: So but you are receiving, but you're receiving like something

774
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:51,840
Speaker 1: tangible like on me because I'm not offering foot jobs,

775
00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:55,120
Speaker 1: he said, panties. She's sending panties right and explain I

776
00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:57,840
Speaker 1: really want us to interview her. But she like soils

777
00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:01,680
Speaker 1: her panties and like rings them out and like shows

778
00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 1: what's inside of him. Like videos that's a that's discharge whatever.

779
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 1: Nigga's like that ship, especially like Opulation Week. She's like

780
00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:13,759
Speaker 1: that is crazy. So she was saying to me, like

781
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:16,200
Speaker 1: when I tell guys about to stay freak out, I

782
00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:18,239
Speaker 1: wasn't wonder if that's happened in Mandy, but then I

783
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:20,640
Speaker 1: thought to myself, like, well it's not also have a

784
00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:23,520
Speaker 1: sex podcast. Yeah, so what's crazy is even aried a bit.

785
00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:26,399
Speaker 1: You're like looking a little dentists like now I'm sounding pain.

786
00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:28,719
Speaker 1: It's funny because me and Aries we're talking on the

787
00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:32,160
Speaker 1: phone before he got cut off clearly, and he actually

788
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:36,840
Speaker 1: said that it's one of his I guess fantasies. He

789
00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:41,240
Speaker 1: wanted to create uh and only fans or whatever type

790
00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,719
Speaker 1: of online service where him and his next girlfriend have

791
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:47,920
Speaker 1: sex on camera for other people to watch. And so

792
00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:49,839
Speaker 1: I told him, I was like, well, I have tattoos.

793
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:52,800
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be willing to do that, I said, lawyer

794
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,920
Speaker 1: Bay wanted to do that, and we came up with

795
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,840
Speaker 1: the conclusion that if we do it, we have to

796
00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 1: be dressed in superhero costumes. So he was like, yo,

797
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,720
Speaker 1: I'm down with that. So we literally talked already about

798
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 1: possibly doing it, but we don't talk anymore. But I

799
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:08,880
Speaker 1: would be down to I would be down to creating

800
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:11,880
Speaker 1: a page with a lover and doing that, but without

801
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 1: my tattoos showing, because clearly we see tattoos telling you

802
00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:17,560
Speaker 1: shout out to the thing that sucks. Though. It's like,

803
00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:19,839
Speaker 1: you can't be a personality and do it because people then,

804
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:22,399
Speaker 1: like I thought the other day, I took this nude

805
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:25,279
Speaker 1: right and I was like, yo, as high as fun.

806
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,839
Speaker 1: I was like, my ex cloud got hacked. I don't

807
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:30,560
Speaker 1: use I only back up to my computer. What people

808
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:32,000
Speaker 1: know it's me because there's no tattoos in it. And

809
00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:35,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, look at the fucking background, Like there's photos

810
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:37,800
Speaker 1: of my face with the same background. Like, you can't

811
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:40,719
Speaker 1: be someone that people know and then have a new league.

812
00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:42,440
Speaker 1: They will put them ships together. Did you see what

813
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 1: happened with Lorie Harvey in future? What happened Lorie Harvey

814
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:47,760
Speaker 1: went to Nigeria. Oh, yeah, they had took a picture

815
00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:50,279
Speaker 1: in the mirror and his shoes were in the bad

816
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:52,560
Speaker 1: His shoes was in the back. You can never be

817
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:55,759
Speaker 1: I don't wit down on the seat. Always happened. I

818
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:58,520
Speaker 1: don't know because I've been playing the gas lighting. So

819
00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 1: here are the fifteen. So I don't know if I'm

820
00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:02,560
Speaker 1: gonna go through all his team, Probably not, but I

821
00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,480
Speaker 1: like these first one lie to you. People who engage

822
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:10,720
Speaker 1: in gaslighting are habitual and pathico logical liars manipulation. I'm sorry.

823
00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:13,320
Speaker 1: Men do be lying just to get a cornerstone of behavior.

824
00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:16,359
Speaker 1: And even when you know they're to be very convincing too,

825
00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:19,200
Speaker 1: they'll discredit you to others. They may pretend to be

826
00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 1: worried about your behavior while subtly telling people that you

827
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:25,440
Speaker 1: seem a little unemotionally stable. Definitely do that to me

828
00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 1: or that to me reads when a nigga be like,

829
00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:31,760
Speaker 1: why are you tripping, and it's like, I'm not tripping,

830
00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: just asking you a questioning. I hate that is the

831
00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:38,040
Speaker 1: gaslighter may lighte to you and tell you that other

832
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:39,960
Speaker 1: people are think you're crazy. Keep in mind, though they

833
00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:41,440
Speaker 1: may never say a bad thing about you, so that

834
00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:43,680
Speaker 1: they will make every attempt to think that you are

835
00:43:43,760 --> 00:43:47,280
Speaker 1: losing it, deflect the topic of hand. When you ask

836
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,640
Speaker 1: a gaslighter question, you call them out for something they did.

837
00:43:49,719 --> 00:43:52,200
Speaker 1: They may change the subject by asking a questions, Bro,

838
00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:54,600
Speaker 1: you know what niggas do and this is what and

839
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:56,879
Speaker 1: maybe it's just a I don't know, but niggas fun.

840
00:43:57,560 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 1: I'll be texting the motherfucking letting him know everything that

841
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:04,120
Speaker 1: I think. It is all right there, whether it's through

842
00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:06,359
Speaker 1: a text or on the phone. And you know what

843
00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:11,640
Speaker 1: irks me more than anything when a nigger responds, huh, sir,

844
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 1: I spoke English. It's not in any other language. You

845
00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:17,200
Speaker 1: can reread it as many times as you want because

846
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:19,520
Speaker 1: it's right there in text message, and you respond with

847
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:22,319
Speaker 1: huh do I need to be and I don't want

848
00:44:22,320 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 1: to repeat myself, So then saying huh as a response

849
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:29,520
Speaker 1: to me opening my heart is probably the worst thing

850
00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:31,319
Speaker 1: and they can do, and they do it a lot.

851
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:35,040
Speaker 1: Maybe it's no literally athletes, we're doing this ship. They'd

852
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,680
Speaker 1: be like, huh, you're not dumb. I mean you might be,

853
00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:42,440
Speaker 1: but you're not that dumb. So they dumb. No, I

854
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:47,000
Speaker 1: don't deal with ct no, minimize your thoughts and feelings.

855
00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:50,200
Speaker 1: By minimizing your thoughts and feelings, are able to gain

856
00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:55,080
Speaker 1: power statements like calm down this one, I love? Why

857
00:44:55,120 --> 00:44:59,799
Speaker 1: are you? Oh no, bro? See this is triggering me.

858
00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:06,560
Speaker 1: B said that to do what? What's your sensitive? So

859
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:11,880
Speaker 1: actually I've been told that to shift blame to you.

860
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 1: Blame shifting is a common tact. At every discussion, you

861
00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,080
Speaker 1: have somehow twisted to where you were to blame for

862
00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:19,640
Speaker 1: something that occurred. Even when you try to discussion behavior

863
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:21,440
Speaker 1: and how their behavior how it makes you feel, they're

864
00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:23,400
Speaker 1: able to twist and end up blaming you. In other words,

865
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,600
Speaker 1: they manipulate the situation in such a way that you

866
00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:28,240
Speaker 1: end up believing that you're the cause for their bad behavior.

867
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 1: Deny any wrongdoing Read that so bullies and abusers are

868
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:39,840
Speaker 1: notorious for denying what they did, that they did anything wrong.

869
00:45:40,280 --> 00:45:42,880
Speaker 1: They do this in order to avoid taking responsibility for

870
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 1: their poor choices, but it also leaves the victim of

871
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:48,399
Speaker 1: gas lighting confused and frustrated because there is no acknowledgment

872
00:45:48,440 --> 00:45:50,560
Speaker 1: of the pain they have caused. This also makes it

873
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,440
Speaker 1: very hard for the victim to move on or to

874
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 1: heal from the bullying. Our abusiveness. Damn, this sounds like

875
00:45:54,760 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 1: our therapy episode. Um, they use compati I mean, bitch me,

876
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 1: I'm the I'm the gas right now, use um compassionate

877
00:46:06,560 --> 00:46:10,120
Speaker 1: words as a weapon. Okay, so sometimes we call out

878
00:46:10,320 --> 00:46:13,280
Speaker 1: or question a gaslighter will use kind and loving words

879
00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 1: to try to smooth over the situation. I think that's

880
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:17,960
Speaker 1: what like when they know they're wrong, they're like baby.

881
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:20,640
Speaker 1: Don't like the baby words. Maybe in other words, they

882
00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:23,440
Speaker 1: might say something like, oh, you know how much I

883
00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:26,080
Speaker 1: love you. I would never hurt you on purpose. These

884
00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:28,520
Speaker 1: words and apology are what you want to hear, but

885
00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:31,560
Speaker 1: they are not authentic, especially at the same I said

886
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:35,200
Speaker 1: I don't hate niggas, I do. I mean, God damn it,

887
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:39,800
Speaker 1: I will say. I will say that reading these things

888
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 1: and having experienced these let you know, in reality, we

889
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:47,439
Speaker 1: cannot choose our sexuality because I still want to deal

890
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:51,440
Speaker 1: with niggas and and it's toxic and it's okay because

891
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 1: I didn't stop dealing with them. The only thing is

892
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:55,440
Speaker 1: I won't go off about how much like I might

893
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: call my homegirl and do it, but like, I'm not

894
00:46:57,040 --> 00:46:59,200
Speaker 1: gonna publicly say I hate niggas because I still funck.

895
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:01,320
Speaker 1: But I feel like if you're one of those people.

896
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:03,960
Speaker 1: Look are you pussy all the time and it's lovely.

897
00:47:04,480 --> 00:47:07,640
Speaker 1: I feel like if you really feel like men are

898
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:12,480
Speaker 1: a cause to your trauma, to your fucking well being,

899
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:14,600
Speaker 1: you cut them niggers off for a little bit and

900
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:16,920
Speaker 1: so you can heal from it, because what's happening is

901
00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:21,279
Speaker 1: you do lef to men. Just find another like how

902
00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:23,359
Speaker 1: to date men when you hate men and when you

903
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:26,520
Speaker 1: really are in a space where like all men have done.

904
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:28,640
Speaker 1: I was that person when I left my first boyfriend.

905
00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:30,960
Speaker 1: I would date somebody and project all my shirt onto

906
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:34,439
Speaker 1: them from the last person. But I think, but that's

907
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:38,359
Speaker 1: that's someone that needs to deal with their trauma and

908
00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:41,359
Speaker 1: their feelings and how they don't date any fucking body.

909
00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:44,319
Speaker 1: Just don't. Yeah, so it's not to get away like, yeah,

910
00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 1: don't date anybody. I'm a bisexual person. If men are

911
00:47:46,719 --> 00:47:48,920
Speaker 1: making me angry, I doubt that I'm gonna take that

912
00:47:48,960 --> 00:47:52,120
Speaker 1: onto a woman. My point is, if men have gotten

913
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 1: you to that fucking place, do not date man in

914
00:47:56,080 --> 00:47:58,960
Speaker 1: that space. I really weird. I also, but I've been

915
00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 1: in that space and me dating a woman doesn't resolve that.

916
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:04,920
Speaker 1: It doesn't. But I think you need to cut niggers off.

917
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:11,000
Speaker 1: But when you date somebody, I think the way you responded.

918
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:13,839
Speaker 1: Things in dating in general can happen from a man

919
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:18,720
Speaker 1: or one, but you cannot date while you're not healed

920
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: from something that's it's just going to funk you up.

921
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:24,319
Speaker 1: If you're a person. I'm not talking about like you've

922
00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,680
Speaker 1: been heartbroken or whatever. I'm talking about a viewer, a

923
00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:29,439
Speaker 1: person that thinks that men have fucked you over like that,

924
00:48:29,840 --> 00:48:32,239
Speaker 1: and when you start seeing someone else, all you do

925
00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 1: is talk to them like that. Bro, I'm dating an

926
00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:37,480
Speaker 1: old way right now, and there are certain things I

927
00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:41,400
Speaker 1: say that he thinks our sarcasm because he's used to

928
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:43,840
Speaker 1: a bit talking down to him that way. If I'm like,

929
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:45,960
Speaker 1: did you funk a bitch last night? He gets nervous.

930
00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:48,200
Speaker 1: He's like he doesn't know how to read it. And

931
00:48:48,239 --> 00:48:50,080
Speaker 1: I'm He's like, I don't know, why, why do you

932
00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:52,719
Speaker 1: think that? I'm like, yo, I want to know, tell

933
00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:54,439
Speaker 1: me and let's talk about it, have a good time

934
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:56,400
Speaker 1: talking about it, and like we had to get to

935
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:59,200
Speaker 1: that point, like if I know, He's like he almost

936
00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:01,279
Speaker 1: thinks that, like I have this other face to me

937
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:03,280
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna let out and just stop being cool,

938
00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:07,000
Speaker 1: and I think a lot of times it's because we've

939
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 1: given this idea that like I don't know that like

940
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:15,680
Speaker 1: rebounding and jumping into ship will get you over the

941
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:17,840
Speaker 1: last one, but it'll just bring out the other problems.

942
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:20,440
Speaker 1: And men do the same thing too. If I hang out,

943
00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:22,239
Speaker 1: I mean not particularly with the man um data now,

944
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:24,560
Speaker 1: but I've hung out with my homeboys before, and if

945
00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:26,120
Speaker 1: a nigga had a girl, they used to suck their

946
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:27,880
Speaker 1: friends or they ended up with a friend after them,

947
00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 1: They're gonna think I'm sucking my friends. And it's like,

948
00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:34,000
Speaker 1: don't bring your baggage onto me. And I really don't

949
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:37,120
Speaker 1: want anybody, any of our listeners. You know, we've had

950
00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:39,040
Speaker 1: people on that I've talked about how to heal from

951
00:49:39,040 --> 00:49:41,400
Speaker 1: relationships and breakups and ship like that. Just don't bring

952
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:44,560
Speaker 1: your fucking bullshit onto the next one. Yes, we all

953
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:48,120
Speaker 1: learned stuff from relationships. Bring that knowledge, know the signs

954
00:49:48,160 --> 00:49:51,320
Speaker 1: of ship, but don't just beat somebody downright, like, because

955
00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:53,600
Speaker 1: I don't think that men deserve that. I've met really

956
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:57,280
Speaker 1: good men in my life and they don't deserve that ship.

957
00:49:57,320 --> 00:49:59,640
Speaker 1: I've also met Nick, and I know one what I

958
00:49:59,719 --> 00:50:03,879
Speaker 1: think one minute now, too to pose on Saris good

959
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 1: All because that's told I was just like, no, this

960
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:10,560
Speaker 1: isn't gonna work. Shar next, so you want to get

961
00:50:10,560 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 1: into the homemail before we get up out of hell. Yeah,

962
00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:14,919
Speaker 1: for our patrons, we will have that link in there

963
00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 1: again if you want to check it out, it's on

964
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:19,960
Speaker 1: very well family dot com fifteen signs. There's actually also

965
00:50:20,719 --> 00:50:24,480
Speaker 1: fifteen signs of to know that you're a victim of

966
00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:27,080
Speaker 1: gas lighting. UM. So yeah, we'll put that link on

967
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 1: Patreon and also include I'll include that link in the description.

968
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 1: UM to imagine like going through a list and me

969
00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:38,600
Speaker 1: and like, oh it's me. I'm I'm looking for this homemail.

970
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:40,560
Speaker 1: It was a good one. It was about a woman

971
00:50:40,960 --> 00:50:46,719
Speaker 1: that wants to become a dom at forty. Unfortunately, she

972
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:48,600
Speaker 1: wrote us over the holiday and a lot of y'all

973
00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:51,160
Speaker 1: emailed us. I'm looking. I'm not prepared. Many should do

974
00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 1: the outlines. Here we go. I'm forty and I want

975
00:50:54,120 --> 00:50:56,520
Speaker 1: to be a dominatrix in my triping. Hello ladies, my

976
00:50:56,600 --> 00:50:57,799
Speaker 1: name is Nicole and I want to be a dom

977
00:50:57,880 --> 00:51:00,000
Speaker 1: at the tender age of forty. Here's the thing. I'm

978
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:03,200
Speaker 1: an entertainment business professional. I used to be a creative.

979
00:51:03,239 --> 00:51:05,400
Speaker 1: But when I was young, the business was different than

980
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:07,320
Speaker 1: it is now. The Internet wasn't king, and getting a

981
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:09,960
Speaker 1: chance was hard. So I settled and now I work

982
00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:12,680
Speaker 1: behind the scenes like corporate office. Think the only black

983
00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:15,880
Speaker 1: person in the room. I've been in business for sixteen

984
00:51:15,920 --> 00:51:18,200
Speaker 1: years and I've never reached my full potential. It's really sad,

985
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:21,000
Speaker 1: but I never moved up to a certain point and

986
00:51:21,040 --> 00:51:23,560
Speaker 1: I don't make much money. I think the office manager,

987
00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:29,200
Speaker 1: personal assistant. I'm also shoot just typo. I also grew

988
00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:31,840
Speaker 1: up in a very horrible neighborhood of a major city

989
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:34,600
Speaker 1: in the northeast section of the country. I never just

990
00:51:34,600 --> 00:51:36,600
Speaker 1: said to God, damn city. I know that was a

991
00:51:36,600 --> 00:51:41,560
Speaker 1: lot of God, the northeast section of the country, New York.

992
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 1: I've never had support in my career from family or

993
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:48,680
Speaker 1: friends that I usually don't understand. Too busy trying to survive,

994
00:51:48,680 --> 00:51:50,560
Speaker 1: and it's always been lonely. Therefore, once I got a

995
00:51:50,600 --> 00:51:53,200
Speaker 1: study income and study as a low level position and

996
00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:56,319
Speaker 1: the entertainment business can provide, I've never stepped outside of

997
00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:58,560
Speaker 1: it again. Never really got close to many people at

998
00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:00,799
Speaker 1: work either because I'm different, never being old, everybody would

999
00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:03,480
Speaker 1: be going out, and that didn't because I don't fit in. Damn.

1000
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:06,879
Speaker 1: Bitch gets the point. Honestly, just works too much because

1001
00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:08,960
Speaker 1: I'm good at my job. But when I'm off, I

1002
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:13,440
Speaker 1: live in a reality. So I have cousins who have

1003
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:17,200
Speaker 1: abusive baby daddy's and are on Section eight. She is saying,

1004
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:20,000
Speaker 1: whole goddamn lot, what are we? Where are we going?

1005
00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,160
Speaker 1: You said when we get where, we gonna do this one.

1006
00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:24,560
Speaker 1: You're like, yeah, that's good. You said it was about

1007
00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:26,759
Speaker 1: a woman in reporting because I didn't know he was

1008
00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:28,759
Speaker 1: about to hear about section damn, and maybe I'll get

1009
00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:32,799
Speaker 1: good go we buy seafood with their food stamps in

1010
00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:36,120
Speaker 1: the basement, friends who have criminal records and can't find jobs.

1011
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:43,160
Speaker 1: Little cousins who called a prison I'm sorry to just right. Really,

1012
00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:45,480
Speaker 1: my two worlds don't mean because one is too ghetto,

1013
00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:47,120
Speaker 1: but it's where I come from. The other is bougie.

1014
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:48,880
Speaker 1: I don't really. They don't really like any girl, but

1015
00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: you want to be a dominatrix and the depression sets

1016
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:53,359
Speaker 1: in anxiety stars. They're really bad. The men I work

1017
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:55,560
Speaker 1: with overlook me. I'm really nothing to them. The women

1018
00:52:55,560 --> 00:52:58,120
Speaker 1: who aren't like me, why do I deserve. She needs

1019
00:52:58,120 --> 00:53:01,839
Speaker 1: to see it. There hideway started comings and tears and insecurities.

1020
00:53:01,840 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 1: But in the name of self care, I can't anymore.

1021
00:53:03,480 --> 00:53:06,319
Speaker 1: I'm bursting at the seams, spills all over my natural life.

1022
00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:08,719
Speaker 1: Men take advantage of me. I'm overweight. I hate this word,

1023
00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:13,359
Speaker 1: but the doctor says, obese a PC. You ain't read

1024
00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:17,759
Speaker 1: this before you picked a bitch. God damn. I use

1025
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:21,680
Speaker 1: sex as a remedy for my sugar. Just just get

1026
00:53:21,719 --> 00:53:24,000
Speaker 1: the last all right. Younger guys think I'd be a

1027
00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:26,239
Speaker 1: sugar mama with my weight and my age is bothering me.

1028
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:29,880
Speaker 1: My last relationship funk that I was in therapy last year.

1029
00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:33,839
Speaker 1: They b go to the last centence. All in all.

1030
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:38,960
Speaker 1: I want to explore the world of domination. Okay, alright,

1031
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:40,719
Speaker 1: now we're getting that. Now we're gonna do this. There's

1032
00:53:40,719 --> 00:53:48,880
Speaker 1: a little read it, Read it edin. I can't. I

1033
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:53,279
Speaker 1: can't this a book, right, she thought? She said, Just

1034
00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:57,040
Speaker 1: get to it. Read the last filled water. I A.

1035
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:00,480
Speaker 1: I'll just are there a different kind of doms. I

1036
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:03,319
Speaker 1: feel like there are like small timers, big time. I

1037
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 1: want safe, shiny, grand high profile. I thought about going

1038
00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:09,680
Speaker 1: to sex parties to mingle, but I don't know of

1039
00:54:09,760 --> 00:54:11,680
Speaker 1: any and I've never been to one, and I don't

1040
00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:13,560
Speaker 1: want to end up at some shady house party. Can

1041
00:54:13,640 --> 00:54:17,479
Speaker 1: you just go and be unseen? Screet scree, the scret

1042
00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:20,680
Speaker 1: is safe. I don't live in the Northeast anymore. I

1043
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:24,480
Speaker 1: now live in the South Atlanta. To be exact, people

1044
00:54:24,920 --> 00:54:26,880
Speaker 1: these people down here are so sexual. I'm sure I

1045
00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 1: could find my footing. I just need direction. Okay, goddamn, um,

1046
00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:34,120
Speaker 1: you need a therapist. First of all, first and foremost said,

1047
00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:36,280
Speaker 1: but we didn't. We didn't see what happened with therapy.

1048
00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:38,799
Speaker 1: You know it's not working for her. She she just

1049
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:42,520
Speaker 1: projected everything in an email to horrible decisions. Um, I

1050
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:45,040
Speaker 1: just would Yeah, she didn't. Yeah, no, I guess the

1051
00:54:45,080 --> 00:54:48,279
Speaker 1: title sounded good, but you didn't scrawl, because god damn it,

1052
00:54:48,280 --> 00:54:50,319
Speaker 1: it really sounded like it was gonna be fun. So, No,

1053
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:52,719
Speaker 1: forty is not too old to be a dom I

1054
00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:54,759
Speaker 1: think that that's not like I know you were saying

1055
00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:58,359
Speaker 1: your age makes you insecure. Forty is not old. I mean,

1056
00:54:58,600 --> 00:55:02,839
Speaker 1: well now is because this year I gotta sit here

1057
00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:05,200
Speaker 1: and be like, yeah, wow where she literally called my

1058
00:55:05,320 --> 00:55:09,359
Speaker 1: nigga old bay because first off, you you called him

1059
00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:14,840
Speaker 1: old bay, I mean I don't talk na, Yeah, blame

1060
00:55:14,880 --> 00:55:19,120
Speaker 1: you so anyway, Uh So I don't think forty is

1061
00:55:19,160 --> 00:55:22,399
Speaker 1: too old. I also think that your weight should be celebrated,

1062
00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:24,919
Speaker 1: like Lisa Swiftson came on and she was a big

1063
00:55:24,960 --> 00:55:28,279
Speaker 1: girl and that bit just getting money from being a

1064
00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:31,560
Speaker 1: fucking dom. So I would first find a bunch of

1065
00:55:31,600 --> 00:55:34,560
Speaker 1: doms online that you can follow, but you can also

1066
00:55:34,600 --> 00:55:37,480
Speaker 1: pay um to figure out how to get your way

1067
00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:39,680
Speaker 1: in there, like they'll fucking pay you, like they'll they'll

1068
00:55:39,719 --> 00:55:41,719
Speaker 1: take money for some combo and be able to teach

1069
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:43,839
Speaker 1: you what's going on and ship like that, like pay

1070
00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:46,240
Speaker 1: women for their ship. And you can say, also, um,

1071
00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 1: look up fem dom um. It's f E M M

1072
00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:53,600
Speaker 1: E dom um the hashtag and when you look up

1073
00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:55,799
Speaker 1: the hashtag you can find people that way. You can

1074
00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:58,640
Speaker 1: go on Twitter and a lot of people do just

1075
00:55:58,760 --> 00:56:04,319
Speaker 1: tweet like Dominatrix like yeah, like they're very dominant and

1076
00:56:04,360 --> 00:56:09,439
Speaker 1: even just their presence online, you have to That's where

1077
00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:11,839
Speaker 1: you're just going to dungeon tonight, so you guys will

1078
00:56:11,840 --> 00:56:15,440
Speaker 1: hopefully be able to um hear that story. I'm going

1079
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:17,880
Speaker 1: with King Noir and he's gonna have um one of

1080
00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:20,600
Speaker 1: his subs with him a service sub. I'm gonna learn

1081
00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:23,399
Speaker 1: all these lingos and ship. But I'm excited because I've

1082
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:25,799
Speaker 1: never been to a dungeon before. Um, and it's one

1083
00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:27,840
Speaker 1: of those where you have it's like in my only stuffs,

1084
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:30,320
Speaker 1: like Very and Ashley might join us. Ashley chubby bunny

1085
00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 1: who you guys are going to be hearing, who was

1086
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:34,920
Speaker 1: also a big girl who I can definitely. So I'm

1087
00:56:34,960 --> 00:56:37,400
Speaker 1: excited because we're gonna do this dungeon. But yeah, I

1088
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:40,759
Speaker 1: would say, look in your in Atlanta? Do you know

1089
00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:43,839
Speaker 1: any places in Atlanta? I don't, but I know that.

1090
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:45,759
Speaker 1: So um, whenever I need to get a son, and

1091
00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:48,239
Speaker 1: this girl comes over and I fucking found out that

1092
00:56:48,320 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: she knows Dash, who was one of her dums. And

1093
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:52,399
Speaker 1: she was like, yo, I work in a dungeon. I'm like, bitch,

1094
00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:53,880
Speaker 1: I've known this bitch for like two years. I had

1095
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:57,840
Speaker 1: no idea. So she found an ad for like a

1096
00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:00,239
Speaker 1: sex operator type of thing for someone to run like

1097
00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:01,680
Speaker 1: a club, and then she gets there and they were

1098
00:57:01,719 --> 00:57:04,759
Speaker 1: looking for doms. So you've got to like work with

1099
00:57:04,800 --> 00:57:06,640
Speaker 1: how you can like trying to figure it out, you

1100
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:09,560
Speaker 1: know what I mean, like through gigs or whatever, on Craigslist,

1101
00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:11,640
Speaker 1: and that's how you can find the dungeon. Well, there's that,

1102
00:57:11,680 --> 00:57:14,960
Speaker 1: But I would also say in Atlanta, just go to Trapeez.

1103
00:57:15,160 --> 00:57:19,040
Speaker 1: Trapeeze is the sex club, so a lot of people

1104
00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: will be in there in character, so you may meet

1105
00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:24,919
Speaker 1: someone who's in leather, or you'll see men masks. Yeah,

1106
00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:29,360
Speaker 1: men are going there to explore and have W night

1107
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,320
Speaker 1: if you feel weird about your weight and you want to,

1108
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:34,680
Speaker 1: Like in New York specifically, there's a BBW night at

1109
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 1: sex clubs. I feel like because why not, Like I

1110
00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:43,680
Speaker 1: can understand being in a space where you feel like

1111
00:57:43,720 --> 00:57:46,520
Speaker 1: nobody's gonna look like you and you want other people

1112
00:57:46,520 --> 00:57:48,400
Speaker 1: that are sucking into you. So it's like a knight

1113
00:57:48,440 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 1: for me. Na. But also if you, I would say, yeah,

1114
00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:53,640
Speaker 1: if you go to the sex club, explore there. Um,

1115
00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:56,040
Speaker 1: so before you start maybe getting into where people are

1116
00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:59,200
Speaker 1: trying to pay you for services, test out your your

1117
00:57:59,360 --> 00:58:03,760
Speaker 1: dom personality. And at Trapeze you can go in there

1118
00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:05,560
Speaker 1: with leather on, you can go in there with a mask,

1119
00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:08,120
Speaker 1: you can go in there with a whip, um and

1120
00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:10,920
Speaker 1: make it known that you want to dominate. Okay, I

1121
00:58:10,920 --> 00:58:13,120
Speaker 1: think it can really bad. I just started skimming through it,

1122
00:58:13,120 --> 00:58:15,240
Speaker 1: and she's like, I'm torn between one and kids, a husband,

1123
00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:18,320
Speaker 1: and basically I'm emotionally and professionally being down. I feel

1124
00:58:19,160 --> 00:58:20,640
Speaker 1: they listen, We're just saying, if you want to become

1125
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:22,320
Speaker 1: a dime, you can. I'm not gonna sit here and

1126
00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:25,720
Speaker 1: give her a therapy session. I'm sorry. Well here, Actually

1127
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:27,160
Speaker 1: funny you said that you can't give it to it

1128
00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:32,280
Speaker 1: because I worked word seen, like sixteen hours, Like fourteen

1129
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:35,120
Speaker 1: sixteen hours is what she would have to pay is

1130
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:37,240
Speaker 1: the money she would spend for each visit, basically a

1131
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:39,480
Speaker 1: hundred alls a week for her ills a month. Um,

1132
00:58:39,640 --> 00:58:41,920
Speaker 1: She's like, I worked fourteen sixteen hour days, so I'm

1133
00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 1: not working, So like, what the fund can I do

1134
00:58:44,160 --> 00:58:47,440
Speaker 1: but spend money? She has a lot going on. Maybe

1135
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:49,880
Speaker 1: she feels like beating someone up will make her feel better.

1136
00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:52,840
Speaker 1: Oh oh I do, guys, Um we and if you

1137
00:58:52,880 --> 00:58:55,680
Speaker 1: want to be a dom or in that space, we

1138
00:58:55,760 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 1: have a UM episode coming up, UM where you got

1139
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,240
Speaker 1: guys are going to be able to hear from a

1140
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:06,600
Speaker 1: guest named liquid Um and she is in the space

1141
00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:09,120
Speaker 1: to where she can provide you with information also maybe

1142
00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:11,520
Speaker 1: we can give you also we also we did have

1143
00:59:11,600 --> 00:59:14,960
Speaker 1: Mistress Marley on here as well. Um who you guys

1144
00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:19,120
Speaker 1: will be seeing or here anyways, we're working with Mrs Morley.

1145
00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:23,600
Speaker 1: Awesome ship too. But um, so again look into some

1146
00:59:23,720 --> 00:59:26,200
Speaker 1: of our past guests. There's Lisa Splits and there's so

1147
00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:28,760
Speaker 1: many of our guests that are in that space. Um.

1148
00:59:28,800 --> 00:59:32,960
Speaker 1: They're confident, they're dom women and not only are they

1149
00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:35,160
Speaker 1: are part of the community, but they making money doing it.

1150
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:38,800
Speaker 1: So um again, listen to those episodes. She got a

1151
00:59:38,800 --> 00:59:45,040
Speaker 1: lot going on, a whole lot going on. Um um.

1152
00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:48,080
Speaker 1: But yeah, so there's our advice just looking to the lifestyle.

1153
00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:50,840
Speaker 1: There's so many things that you can look um online

1154
00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:55,400
Speaker 1: for you get into dom work. You could write something

1155
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:58,280
Speaker 1: I think clearly because she wrote God named Bustly. You

1156
00:59:58,320 --> 01:00:00,640
Speaker 1: could start like a fake Twitter, like a fence to

1157
01:00:00,840 --> 01:00:03,040
Speaker 1: I have a fence to of like me, but it's

1158
01:00:03,080 --> 01:00:04,640
Speaker 1: not me, you know what I mean, Like, yeah, I

1159
01:00:04,680 --> 01:00:06,600
Speaker 1: brought it up in the episode. Would be the most

1160
01:00:06,640 --> 01:00:08,960
Speaker 1: like I know a lot of industribution. Yes, you can

1161
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:11,240
Speaker 1: like add your like pictures whatever you want. So like

1162
01:00:11,280 --> 01:00:12,720
Speaker 1: the stuff I'm doing, but it's not really in my

1163
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:15,760
Speaker 1: face and it's like close friends or whatever. You can

1164
01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:18,720
Speaker 1: start like your fence to fake Twitter fit foot what

1165
01:00:18,800 --> 01:00:24,000
Speaker 1: would you what would you call it? Fake twitter? Twitter? Twitter?

1166
01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:26,960
Speaker 1: Not a fwitter because you can't be a fence to annoying?

1167
01:00:27,200 --> 01:00:35,960
Speaker 1: What would it still? Because it's not a troll page,

1168
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:39,400
Speaker 1: just talking to people, not like a troll page, but

1169
01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:44,080
Speaker 1: like actual you could be like the lady on um.

1170
01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:48,720
Speaker 1: But them cats killed him? Cats? What's that documentary? Yes? Body,

1171
01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:51,440
Speaker 1: moon body, Yes he had a whole body move, So

1172
01:00:51,600 --> 01:00:55,480
Speaker 1: what is the goddamn name of that goddamn documentary? Don't cats? There?

1173
01:00:55,520 --> 01:00:59,520
Speaker 1: We go said? Put them cats the same ship talking

1174
01:00:59,520 --> 01:01:05,800
Speaker 1: about and right, you could post your pictures, oh perfect,

1175
01:01:06,240 --> 01:01:09,200
Speaker 1: started put some pictures up at yourself tag fim dom.

1176
01:01:09,440 --> 01:01:11,080
Speaker 1: Start seeing if you can get some money. Listen to

1177
01:01:11,080 --> 01:01:14,520
Speaker 1: that episode, Taylor, I think it's six maybe and like,

1178
01:01:14,600 --> 01:01:16,440
Speaker 1: get those tips. Have niggas like sucking pay you to

1179
01:01:16,440 --> 01:01:17,840
Speaker 1: do that ship. That will probably make you feel a

1180
01:01:17,840 --> 01:01:20,040
Speaker 1: better bitch. I'm guessing if you're not able to go

1181
01:01:20,080 --> 01:01:23,080
Speaker 1: out and actually do it right, well, um, But again,

1182
01:01:23,120 --> 01:01:25,360
Speaker 1: before we get out of here, we are looking forward

1183
01:01:25,400 --> 01:01:28,320
Speaker 1: to seeing all of you guys live and a motherfucking action.

1184
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:31,960
Speaker 1: So one eighteen we are in Detroit, that is this Saturday.

1185
01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:35,000
Speaker 1: Um on the twenty two, which is a Tuesday, we

1186
01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:37,920
Speaker 1: will be in Chicago. Then of course we are rounding

1187
01:01:37,920 --> 01:01:41,160
Speaker 1: out January and none other than New York City. So

1188
01:01:41,240 --> 01:01:44,080
Speaker 1: Friday is sold out, but get your tickets for Saturday,

1189
01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:48,000
Speaker 1: that is January at Sony Hall. It is going to

1190
01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:50,360
Speaker 1: be a fucking fun field event. And then of course

1191
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:54,640
Speaker 1: Texas where everything is bigger, even the dicks. Um, we're

1192
01:01:54,640 --> 01:01:57,600
Speaker 1: gonna be in Dallas on the twentie and we're gonna

1193
01:01:57,600 --> 01:01:59,400
Speaker 1: be a mother the biggest dick in the world and

1194
01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:04,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna see is in Houston one. So um again,

1195
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:06,800
Speaker 1: Texas where everything is bigger. We're coming to y'all. Keep

1196
01:02:06,840 --> 01:02:09,680
Speaker 1: buying them tickets. Dallas, y'all are strong. I'm so excited

1197
01:02:09,720 --> 01:02:11,880
Speaker 1: to go to Dallas, and that is my second home

1198
01:02:12,120 --> 01:02:15,640
Speaker 1: with my second family. So Dallas, I'm excited to come.

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01:02:16,040 --> 01:02:19,360
Speaker 1: Um haven't been there since I think last year, um

1200
01:02:19,360 --> 01:02:23,560
Speaker 1: Thanksgiving or something ship like that. But again, looking forward

1201
01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:26,360
Speaker 1: to coming to Dallas, looking forward to seeing all of

1202
01:02:26,400 --> 01:02:29,120
Speaker 1: you guys. And again within either the end of this

1203
01:02:29,160 --> 01:02:31,000
Speaker 1: week or the top of next week, we will be

1204
01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:39,320
Speaker 1: dropping tickets for Atlanta, New Orleans, Toronto, l A, San Francisco, Charlotte, Orlando, y'all,

1205
01:02:39,480 --> 01:02:41,200
Speaker 1: and I don't know which ones I just repeated, but

1206
01:02:41,280 --> 01:02:42,920
Speaker 1: also I want to shout out to all of our patrons,

1207
01:02:43,040 --> 01:02:46,320
Speaker 1: thank you, motherfucking motherfucker's We're leaving y'all with a bonus clip.

1208
01:02:46,560 --> 01:02:48,360
Speaker 1: If you guys are all caught up and want three

1209
01:02:48,360 --> 01:02:51,880
Speaker 1: bonus episodes a month, wheezy and I give y'all more content.

1210
01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:55,000
Speaker 1: So that's three bonus episodes every month. Go to patreon

1211
01:02:55,080 --> 01:02:57,480
Speaker 1: dot com back slash Horrible Decisions. That is the only

1212
01:02:57,520 --> 01:02:59,440
Speaker 1: way to find us because it's eight team plus our

1213
01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:02,760
Speaker 1: community shares porn. We have a community board. They meet

1214
01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:04,840
Speaker 1: up before and after our Lives shows, and it is

1215
01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:07,320
Speaker 1: also the only place that gives you an access code

1216
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:09,520
Speaker 1: for our pre saltic. We should figure out if patrons

1217
01:03:09,520 --> 01:03:13,880
Speaker 1: are gonna somebody like two patrons each other, that'd be great.

1218
01:03:12,920 --> 01:03:16,800
Speaker 1: I'm youn't started. There's a whole group chat for our

1219
01:03:16,840 --> 01:03:19,320
Speaker 1: top tier patrons and they'd be in there rocking with

1220
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:23,000
Speaker 1: each other, happy, happy, like there's like whole ass friendships

1221
01:03:23,000 --> 01:03:26,200
Speaker 1: and relationships being built. Um. One of our patrons even

1222
01:03:26,240 --> 01:03:28,880
Speaker 1: said that one of another patron is flying her out.

1223
01:03:30,320 --> 01:03:34,200
Speaker 1: Yes bitch from the group. Yes, no, they deem me. Yeah,

1224
01:03:34,240 --> 01:03:36,920
Speaker 1: they dm me was likesten. I don't actually I think

1225
01:03:36,960 --> 01:03:38,480
Speaker 1: she said not to mention it, but I didn't say

1226
01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:40,040
Speaker 1: the name. But yeah, one of our patrons is fine,

1227
01:03:40,080 --> 01:03:42,560
Speaker 1: another patron out and it's some ship. I didn't hear that.

1228
01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:45,919
Speaker 1: There's there's a there's a there's quite a bit um.

1229
01:03:45,960 --> 01:03:48,080
Speaker 1: But anyways, Yes, we are going to leave you guys

1230
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:51,280
Speaker 1: with a five minute bonus clip um, so check it out.

1231
01:03:51,360 --> 01:03:56,160
Speaker 1: And once again this has been another episode of horrible decisions. Fine,

1232
01:03:56,760 --> 01:03:59,680
Speaker 1: we're having a great time. I'm on the beach tall

1233
01:03:59,720 --> 01:04:03,720
Speaker 1: like I walked by, like did I fuck him? And

1234
01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:06,360
Speaker 1: sure enough I did? It was sick nipple fuck who.

1235
01:04:06,400 --> 01:04:09,439
Speaker 1: I literally must have spoken to existence because we talked

1236
01:04:09,440 --> 01:04:14,080
Speaker 1: about he had seen his face in a year and

1237
01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:16,840
Speaker 1: I haven't sucked him for almost two and I'm in

1238
01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:19,080
Speaker 1: too Loom and I see him. I'm like, holy sh it.

1239
01:04:20,360 --> 01:04:22,880
Speaker 1: So my friends was like the voice you put on.

1240
01:04:22,920 --> 01:04:26,040
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god. Hi. He comes over.

1241
01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,240
Speaker 1: He's like, uh, he can't believe you see him either,

1242
01:04:31,240 --> 01:04:33,360
Speaker 1: So he's like, what are you guys doing tonight? Now?

1243
01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:36,840
Speaker 1: Realist bitch. I was like, yo, I want to come

1244
01:04:36,840 --> 01:04:38,440
Speaker 1: to invite me to this party. Was like, I want

1245
01:04:38,440 --> 01:04:40,400
Speaker 1: to come, but I'm with my friends. He's like, bring him.

1246
01:04:40,440 --> 01:04:43,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, there's eight of them. He's like that's no.

1247
01:04:43,680 --> 01:04:45,200
Speaker 1: I know. I'm like, I'm not leaving my friends. I'm

1248
01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:46,840
Speaker 1: plus there was all game because like I want to.

1249
01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:49,040
Speaker 1: He was like, done, I'll put them. I'll figure it out.

1250
01:04:49,080 --> 01:04:50,680
Speaker 1: Put him on a list. We go to this fucking

1251
01:04:50,680 --> 01:04:55,560
Speaker 1: beach party. Niggas lit. I'm fucking everybody's high as I'm like,

1252
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:57,440
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm in a molly mood. That's what

1253
01:04:57,520 --> 01:05:01,160
Speaker 1: I'm going for. So I fucking find the Mexican drug dealer.

1254
01:05:01,560 --> 01:05:03,960
Speaker 1: You can always spot a plug, you know what I'm saying.

1255
01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:07,600
Speaker 1: The plugs have a look. They just do. Just her right,

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01:05:07,840 --> 01:05:09,680
Speaker 1: Me and Benson, They're looking at each other like, no,

1257
01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:15,360
Speaker 1: just you just you can spot. No, you go to

1258
01:05:15,360 --> 01:05:18,840
Speaker 1: to not drugs. Okay, maybe drugs, I'm saying, but like real,

1259
01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:21,200
Speaker 1: you go to the club. You know the nigga that

1260
01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:24,600
Speaker 1: sells dope. Are you telling me you don't, Mandy, No,

1261
01:05:24,680 --> 01:05:27,200
Speaker 1: I don't just pick up random, you know, not random.

1262
01:05:27,360 --> 01:05:29,600
Speaker 1: I was in Mexican. Look, I'm living my life anyway.

1263
01:05:31,360 --> 01:05:35,000
Speaker 1: Look we're all just like just you little dangerous life,

1264
01:05:35,040 --> 01:05:38,240
Speaker 1: because no, I'm not just you can't spot the plug.

1265
01:05:38,600 --> 01:05:41,720
Speaker 1: Come on, bro, no, not me. First off, maybe you're

1266
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:43,000
Speaker 1: not looking for it, but you can tell. And when

1267
01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:44,880
Speaker 1: a nigga sells dope, I can smell them when they

1268
01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:48,600
Speaker 1: walk by, but tell I can't tell what nigga. So

1269
01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:50,400
Speaker 1: so I'll be honest with you. How many patrons, it

1270
01:05:50,440 --> 01:05:54,600
Speaker 1: doesn't matter though, but to me, like to me, if

1271
01:05:54,600 --> 01:05:56,680
Speaker 1: I'm at a place where all black people, I'm also

1272
01:05:56,720 --> 01:05:58,440
Speaker 1: not the one that just wants to assume everyone there

1273
01:05:58,440 --> 01:06:01,480
Speaker 1: sells drugs. So I'm not gonna add yo, you're selling like,

1274
01:06:01,520 --> 01:06:04,760
Speaker 1: because that's kind of like what I mean, you're with

1275
01:06:05,520 --> 01:06:10,000
Speaker 1: you're with me. Look, my drug radar was on, and

1276
01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:12,200
Speaker 1: I'm not just walking up to a nigger and because

1277
01:06:12,240 --> 01:06:16,560
Speaker 1: people like you you selling, like do you know what

1278
01:06:16,560 --> 01:06:19,840
Speaker 1: I mean? Like whatever you live a dangelus like a

1279
01:06:19,920 --> 01:06:22,480
Speaker 1: tattoo on his neck and speaking on English. I'm like,

1280
01:06:22,520 --> 01:06:24,960
Speaker 1: he got it, So go up to him. I'm like

1281
01:06:25,720 --> 01:06:28,000
Speaker 1: all uh, and you know I want some And he's

1282
01:06:28,040 --> 01:06:33,280
Speaker 1: like come on, like, okay, I'm the drug dealer a right, okay,

1283
01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:36,280
Speaker 1: now I'm doing hand signals, right, So he's like, how

1284
01:06:36,320 --> 01:06:37,880
Speaker 1: do you say? What do you how do you com what?

1285
01:06:39,360 --> 01:06:42,880
Speaker 1: What do you say? Drug kid or something like that? Kid?

1286
01:06:43,560 --> 01:06:47,840
Speaker 1: Okay kid whatever? He said, get us so he points

1287
01:06:47,880 --> 01:06:49,680
Speaker 1: in his nose. I was like, no, that could kill me.

1288
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:52,240
Speaker 1: Here he points to the reed. I'm like, no, I

1289
01:06:52,240 --> 01:06:54,040
Speaker 1: know it's not that good. So I'm trying to do

1290
01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:57,000
Speaker 1: like a popping kill motion. What is you just hit

1291
01:06:57,040 --> 01:07:02,760
Speaker 1: your like an Indian? Was like that a little. First

1292
01:07:02,760 --> 01:07:06,160
Speaker 1: of all, that's Native American, Mandy. We are not gonna

1293
01:07:06,160 --> 01:07:08,400
Speaker 1: do that in India. I just let it go. You're

1294
01:07:08,440 --> 01:07:13,840
Speaker 1: having a rough day. Oh wait they are. They're not

1295
01:07:13,880 --> 01:07:20,720
Speaker 1: the same. Okay, you're right. Wait you're Native American. My bad.

1296
01:07:21,240 --> 01:07:23,360
Speaker 1: He's like, first of all, you could have done this.

1297
01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:28,240
Speaker 1: Molly Molly. He just like seeing so he hands me Molly.

1298
01:07:28,720 --> 01:07:32,400
Speaker 1: Molly is just as scary as here's what I did.

1299
01:07:32,560 --> 01:07:36,200
Speaker 1: I was like, let me figure out bad. Molly is

1300
01:07:36,200 --> 01:07:39,720
Speaker 1: really bad. Okay, okay, what's your smart ship? Because you

1301
01:07:39,840 --> 01:07:41,880
Speaker 1: have no test kit with her? No, I didn't and

1302
01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:44,160
Speaker 1: I only and I only do Molly on test because

1303
01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,600
Speaker 1: I haven't had Molly in like three or four years.

1304
01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:48,440
Speaker 1: I was just in a Molly mood. So I'm like, okay,

1305
01:07:48,560 --> 01:07:50,600
Speaker 1: what am I gonna do? Right, So all my day

1306
01:07:50,720 --> 01:07:53,360
Speaker 1: is like, no, bitch, we're just on cacus like but

1307
01:07:53,440 --> 01:07:55,720
Speaker 1: like I A'm about to swallowing at the last eight hours,

1308
01:07:55,840 --> 01:07:57,960
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck you, right, okay, So here's what

1309
01:07:58,000 --> 01:08:00,120
Speaker 1: I did. I found some white bitch. Shut out of

1310
01:08:00,120 --> 01:08:01,720
Speaker 1: my white girls that listen to this pod. I wouldn't

1311
01:08:01,760 --> 01:08:03,640
Speaker 1: have done it to you, but I found some white bitch.

1312
01:08:03,680 --> 01:08:05,840
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I got some molly. You want

1313
01:08:05,880 --> 01:08:07,400
Speaker 1: to try it because I've never had it. You want

1314
01:08:07,400 --> 01:08:10,280
Speaker 1: to see it was good? Like do you know? Three

1315
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:15,080
Speaker 1: girls said yes immediately, they're idiots there in Mexico. They

1316
01:08:15,160 --> 01:08:17,439
Speaker 1: are in Mexico. So I felt, so I give it

1317
01:08:17,479 --> 01:08:19,840
Speaker 1: to one girl. I'm like, how big is it that

1318
01:08:19,880 --> 01:08:21,519
Speaker 1: you could share it with three bitches? I bought a lot?

1319
01:08:21,560 --> 01:08:24,200
Speaker 1: Are you bought a lot? Anyway? How much weight? How

1320
01:08:24,320 --> 01:08:28,840
Speaker 1: how much I've probably I don't know, man Son. The

1321
01:08:28,880 --> 01:08:31,800
Speaker 1: paso two dollar ratio is crazy. She's been a million

1322
01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:35,800
Speaker 1: pas after it was really three dollars. But it felt right.

1323
01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:38,960
Speaker 1: So anyway, I give this girl like right, I give

1324
01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:41,040
Speaker 1: it to her. I'm like, go take it, like mix

1325
01:08:41,080 --> 01:08:42,479
Speaker 1: it in your drinkcause I knew we hit her faster

1326
01:08:42,479 --> 01:08:44,080
Speaker 1: and I wanted to see those good so I'm like,

1327
01:08:44,160 --> 01:08:48,439
Speaker 1: she dies, What of them? You running trials in Mexico?

1328
01:08:49,280 --> 01:08:50,599
Speaker 1: What else was I supposed to do?