WEBVTT - ITS Home Edition: JoJo

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Inside the Studio presented by I Heart Radio.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm your host, Joe Leaving. Okay, so this time on

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<v Speaker 1>the home edition of the show, we've got an exceptionally

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<v Speaker 1>personal and fascinating interview with Jojo about her exceptionally personal

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<v Speaker 1>and truly raw album Good to Know. And Jojo talks

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<v Speaker 1>about her career, her bad habits, the relationship that inspired

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<v Speaker 1>Good to Know, what it was like to have a

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<v Speaker 1>number one song with her first single when she was thirteen,

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<v Speaker 1>what it's like to still be getting to know herself

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<v Speaker 1>at twenty nine. There's also some talk about chakras. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a track on Good to Know called pet a

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<v Speaker 1>Light that has one of my favorite lyrics in recent memory,

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<v Speaker 1>which is good afternoon feeling bad still, I need a

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<v Speaker 1>prayer and an advil, And of course that's really about

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<v Speaker 1>recovering after a night out, but during Lockdown, a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of pretty sober afternoons felt exactly that way. And we

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<v Speaker 1>started the home edition of Inside the Studio to let

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<v Speaker 1>you know how the pandemic has impacted the lives of

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<v Speaker 1>artists and how it's affecting the way they make music.

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<v Speaker 1>And Jojo, who released an acoustic version of Good to

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<v Speaker 1>Know in July that was recorded entirely during Lockdown really

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<v Speaker 1>gets into all of this with our quarantine correspondent, Jordan

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<v Speaker 1>Runt Talk. So if you enjoy this episode, be sure

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<v Speaker 1>to check out the I Heart Radio podcast that Jordan's hosts.

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<v Speaker 1>It's called Rivals, Music's Greatest Feuds, and it is available

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<v Speaker 1>wherever you get your podcasts. Hello, everybody, My name is

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<v Speaker 1>Jordan Runt. Talk. Enough about me. My guest today has

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<v Speaker 1>one of the biggest, baddest voices on the planet. She

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<v Speaker 1>always did, even when she was just a teenager. She

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<v Speaker 1>had her first hit at age thirteen with two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>four's Leave Get Out, making her the youngest person at

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<v Speaker 1>that point to score number one. Her highly publicized battle

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<v Speaker 1>with a record label kept her out of the spotlight

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<v Speaker 1>for far too long, but now she's back with a

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<v Speaker 1>new album, Good to Know. The soulful Sensual collection is

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<v Speaker 1>her most personal work to date, detailing her journey from

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<v Speaker 1>self medication to self love. The music is born out

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<v Speaker 1>of her own trials, tribulations and uh, I think I've

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<v Speaker 1>read trips to strip clubs near the recording studio. I

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<v Speaker 1>believe I'm so thrilled to welcome Jojo. Thank you so

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<v Speaker 1>much for taking the time. I'm so happy to be

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<v Speaker 1>with you. Jordan. Oh my god, so many questions, But

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta say, the first time I listened to your

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<v Speaker 1>new record, it was the streaming version, I hit play

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<v Speaker 1>and the first words I heard you sing on so

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<v Speaker 1>bad We're look at Me Now, and I just thought, hell, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know you can say that again. It's

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<v Speaker 1>an album with three acts, three chapters. Can you walk

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<v Speaker 1>me through each one? How you structured it? Yeah, And

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<v Speaker 1>and it was definitely intentional that that first lyric, that

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of opened up the album, because the U

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<v Speaker 1>when I came into this process of putting the album

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<v Speaker 1>together and starting writing for it, I was deeply uncomfortable

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<v Speaker 1>with myself, wanting to get out of my own skin,

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<v Speaker 1>feeling a lot of shame, feeling a lot of guilt,

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<v Speaker 1>regret about the way I handled things in my relationship life,

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<v Speaker 1>and just feeling like I was a bad woman, like

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<v Speaker 1>a bad girl, and I was just again ashamed. So

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<v Speaker 1>I could kind of chronicle the ways in which I

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<v Speaker 1>manifested that feeling, which is like, you know, kind of uh,

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<v Speaker 1>drinking too much and going out and just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>not I'm not showing myself that the most love, And

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<v Speaker 1>then also like busying myself with with just different distractions,

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much wanting to get distracted from my self. The

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<v Speaker 1>middle of the album finds me realizing that I've never

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<v Speaker 1>really been alone, never truly been single, and I need

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<v Speaker 1>that that time. It's really important that as uncomfortable as

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<v Speaker 1>it may be, that it's a necessary experience. And then

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<v Speaker 1>at the end kind of realizing that I might make

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<v Speaker 1>this journey more than once, make the same rotation more

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<v Speaker 1>than once, but I'm more than capable. A matter of fact,

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<v Speaker 1>I love myself, I'm strong, I'm resilient, and and just

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<v Speaker 1>feeling empowered towards the end of it. So this journey

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<v Speaker 1>you go through on the album, you were going through

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<v Speaker 1>that in real time as you were writing these, like

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<v Speaker 1>when you were started with bad habits and things like that,

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<v Speaker 1>you really felt that way in that moment when you're

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<v Speaker 1>writing it totally because I just wanted to stay busy

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<v Speaker 1>so I wouldn't have to really think about what I

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<v Speaker 1>was feeling. You know, sometimes we run from our feelings

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<v Speaker 1>by whatever it may be, by just more and more

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<v Speaker 1>and more and more stimulation. And what's been so interesting

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<v Speaker 1>about this pandemic that we're all living through is that

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<v Speaker 1>there's no opportunity for distraction. You know, really, we we

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<v Speaker 1>like are forced to take a look inside and at

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<v Speaker 1>what's around us. We just can't look away. Has made

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<v Speaker 1>our vision so clear, And it's just interesting that I

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<v Speaker 1>was I was kind of already on a journey inward

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<v Speaker 1>and just um taking a lot of accountability within myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there was a quote, uh that you said, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you said you were looking at yourself instead of reckoning

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<v Speaker 1>needed to happen. What prompted that reckoning in your life? Honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I cheated on my best friend like we were in

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship, and I I used a lot of the

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<v Speaker 1>same like coping mechanisms of distraction and attention and all

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<v Speaker 1>these things, and I just I really messed up. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was like a catastrophic personal change in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>When this person totally cut me off. There was no

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<v Speaker 1>talking about it. I was just like, Wow, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>just be out here doing whatever reckless with my heart

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<v Speaker 1>and other people's. And I was just like, I have

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<v Speaker 1>to grow up. I have to really look and be like,

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<v Speaker 1>what kind of person do you want to be? Like?

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<v Speaker 1>I know I'm a great friend. I know I can

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<v Speaker 1>be reliable, but like, what type of woman do you

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<v Speaker 1>really want to be? One of my favorite tracks on

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<v Speaker 1>the album, I think relations think about You. It's such

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<v Speaker 1>a raw song. I think is my favorite track on

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<v Speaker 1>the album. What does that song means to you? Where

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<v Speaker 1>did that come from? That came from that the end

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<v Speaker 1>of that relationship that I was mentioning, um, And it

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<v Speaker 1>is super raw and like very almost desperately vulnerable. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's just it was kind of like a journal excerpt.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was my first time working with my producer

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<v Speaker 1>Leto and I had been a big fan of what

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<v Speaker 1>I had heard him do with Paulsy and with his

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<v Speaker 1>own material, and he's just I think he's a genie

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<v Speaker 1>is And we connected instantly because I just like had

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<v Speaker 1>these metaphorical like open wounds, um, because I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>how am I ever gonna move on? Like I keep

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<v Speaker 1>just beating myself up about this. I was still very

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<v Speaker 1>much in that shame spiral and um, and I hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>forgiven myself even if he had forgiven me, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the the other person on the other side of the relationship. Oh.

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<v Speaker 1>And I listened to Small Things, which sort of a

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<v Speaker 1>follow on from that too, about all the little things

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<v Speaker 1>that that you know remind you of this other person.

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<v Speaker 1>That song is incredible because it's just is so relatable.

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<v Speaker 1>We've all been there, Like you, you can't even sit

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<v Speaker 1>up straight because you're thinking of this other person. It's

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<v Speaker 1>it's so visceral and and sometimes it's just what I

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<v Speaker 1>love about music in general is that everybody will listen

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<v Speaker 1>to one song and like relate their own life to it.

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<v Speaker 1>So it might not be a romantic relationship, but it

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<v Speaker 1>might be just that you're not over something and you're

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<v Speaker 1>acting like everything is okay. You know, maybe you had

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<v Speaker 1>some type of experience that that shook you or changed

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<v Speaker 1>you and you're just trying to move on from it.

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<v Speaker 1>But maybe you hadn't fully dealt with it, and that

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<v Speaker 1>can be and sometimes something can trigger you out of

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<v Speaker 1>nowhere and just really make you realize, WHOA this is

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<v Speaker 1>still very much present in my in my body and

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<v Speaker 1>my in my heart. You move through it and if

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<v Speaker 1>the first single from the album man I love especially.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that the title because it's not really about

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<v Speaker 1>another man at all. It's about you and what you

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<v Speaker 1>want exactly. It's me taking a moment and feeling like, okay, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm live. I really dig myself right now, I have

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in process. I'm certainly not perfect, but I do

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<v Speaker 1>recognize everything that I bring to my own table and

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<v Speaker 1>if it's more than enough, and I'm saying, I'm really

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<v Speaker 1>enjoying this time with myself. So if I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>break out of this very delicious self partnership that I

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<v Speaker 1>have going on, then it's gonna really take somebody incredibly special, strong,

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<v Speaker 1>powerful too to move me. You know, I really enjoy

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<v Speaker 1>stretching out and having my whole bed right now. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's it. I was listening to the album and

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to figure out and maybe it's both.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this album more about moving beyond bad habits or

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<v Speaker 1>is it about accepting yourself laws and all? Or is

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<v Speaker 1>it both? I think it's both, um because for people

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<v Speaker 1>with like addictive personalities or people that can just have

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<v Speaker 1>this tendency to want more or to get really obsessed

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<v Speaker 1>over things, this is probably a lifelong struggle. Like whether

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<v Speaker 1>it's but I think we just find healthier ways of

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<v Speaker 1>focusing that attention. And so am I going to be

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<v Speaker 1>like have I removed all bad habits from my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Hell no, Like I'm still you know, I still be

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<v Speaker 1>messing up all the time. But um, I just don't

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<v Speaker 1>I think this this album is just about getting better.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a beautiful way to put it. You know. I

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<v Speaker 1>was thinking, just having a career in entertainment has got

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<v Speaker 1>to be so tough, because I feel like that, more

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<v Speaker 1>than almost any other career I can think of, you

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<v Speaker 1>get so much to yourself worth from external sources fans

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<v Speaker 1>or critics or label executives. That has to be really

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<v Speaker 1>tough to deal with. How do you combat something like that? Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think you just have to think

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<v Speaker 1>about yourself as multifaceted and build up those other facets

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<v Speaker 1>of yourself. And that was something that I had to

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<v Speaker 1>grow through as well, and it was like really uncomfortable

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<v Speaker 1>because when you get the messaging that your self worth

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<v Speaker 1>is predicated on, it's just it's it's crazy. My first

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<v Speaker 1>single went number one, you know, it was a number

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<v Speaker 1>one pop record when I was thirteen, and you can't

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<v Speaker 1>get any higher than that. So it's it's interesting to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like adjust. Okay, so what is success, what

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<v Speaker 1>is happiness? What is sustainable? Like, who are you when

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<v Speaker 1>nobody's looking? What are people going to say at your

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<v Speaker 1>intimate birthday dinner? What are they gonna stay at your funeral?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I just started thinking about all these things, like

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<v Speaker 1>because we are more than numbers and statistics and we're

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<v Speaker 1>people were I don't know. It took me so many

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<v Speaker 1>self help books and therapy and all this stuff to

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<v Speaker 1>really believe that. I think I read an interview where

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<v Speaker 1>you said, you're more spiritual at this point in your

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<v Speaker 1>life than you ever thought you would be, Like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>how did you get to that place? So many people

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<v Speaker 1>don't so many people knowing it close? Well, I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up Catholic, so I love like rituals and tradition. I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's really beautiful. But I, um so, I had

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<v Speaker 1>that that background of like knowing a higher power, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think just through yoga, meditation, I found that these

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<v Speaker 1>things really really helped me. And the books that I

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<v Speaker 1>was reading, the podcast I was listening to, the YouTube

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<v Speaker 1>clips or whatever, it was just really expanding my mind

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<v Speaker 1>to realize that not only is there not only am

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<v Speaker 1>I like feeling this and it's something I can't describe,

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<v Speaker 1>but there is science behind it. Um So, I think

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<v Speaker 1>that linking your breath to movement, and I just I

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<v Speaker 1>think I appreciate the little things more and I find

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<v Speaker 1>God and all those I try to be in the moment,

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<v Speaker 1>it just feels better. I want to ask you about

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<v Speaker 1>the your album cover. I don't like the colors on

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<v Speaker 1>the album cover. Orange has a great deal of significance

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<v Speaker 1>to you with chakra, as I believe, Oh God, I

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<v Speaker 1>am no chakra expert by any freaking means, but I

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<v Speaker 1>am very interested in the energetic centers of the body.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was absinent while I was writing this album,

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<v Speaker 1>and I really wanted to, like hone in on my

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<v Speaker 1>um my sensuality, my sexuality, and creativity, and that apparently

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<v Speaker 1>comes from the same energy center and it's represented by

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<v Speaker 1>the color orange, and that also represents you know, rebirth,

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<v Speaker 1>regeneration and creativities. And I've just been really feeling the

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<v Speaker 1>color orange because I love seed in the sunsets and

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<v Speaker 1>the sunrises. It just makes me very happy. My step

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<v Speaker 1>mom's a raicky master, So I really wanted to ask

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<v Speaker 1>you about that. As fast a lot of chakra talker

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<v Speaker 1>on these parts. I bet so you you you drop

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<v Speaker 1>your album Good to Know in May and then in

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<v Speaker 1>mid July, you drop an acoustic version. How did that

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<v Speaker 1>come about? Was that all recorded in Lockdown or were

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<v Speaker 1>those early demos or the acoustic was recorded in Lockdown,

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<v Speaker 1>but the album was all done before that, so we

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<v Speaker 1>stuck to the plan of releasing it, you know in

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<v Speaker 1>uh in March, that's when it came out, right, Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So the the so Good to Know came out right

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<v Speaker 1>in the beginning of of Lockdown, and then and then

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<v Speaker 1>the the acoustic later. But I didn't want to. It

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<v Speaker 1>was really important to me that I could stay consistent

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<v Speaker 1>for my fans, Like I told him it was coming

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<v Speaker 1>out at this time. I wanted to put it out

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<v Speaker 1>at this time. I like, there's been so much that

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<v Speaker 1>I can't control within my career that I just I

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<v Speaker 1>felt like we're all hunkered down, and I know I

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<v Speaker 1>could use some music right now. But then the acoustic

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<v Speaker 1>came and I just felt like the songs can stand alone,

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<v Speaker 1>like just stripped down with a vocal in one instrument.

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<v Speaker 1>So I wanted to. I just wanted to express it

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<v Speaker 1>in a different way, especially since I can't go on

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<v Speaker 1>tour right now, like nobody can. You mentioned that Good

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<v Speaker 1>to Know? It was so much about your own relationship

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<v Speaker 1>with yourself and getting to know yourself and be alone

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<v Speaker 1>with yourself and quarantine happened. How what have you learned

0:14:40.640 --> 0:14:44.280
<v Speaker 1>about yourself in this period? What have I learned? I'm

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<v Speaker 1>much more nurturing than I thought I was, Like, I

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<v Speaker 1>really love making food for people, and like, uh, take

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<v Speaker 1>like keeping my home a certain way, or like dropping

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<v Speaker 1>cookies off to people. I'm like, I don't know when

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<v Speaker 1>I turned into this person, but like that brings me

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<v Speaker 1>so much joy. I realized. I guess that I'm creative

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<v Speaker 1>in other ways and that being board is actually maybe

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<v Speaker 1>good for us. Like we don't need to be constantly stimulated.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't need to be on social media constantly. I

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<v Speaker 1>still need to learn that because I do spend too

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<v Speaker 1>much time to still scrolling. But yeah, there's there's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to be afraid of in my own company. At someone

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<v Speaker 1>I've learned. And you're in California with your mom? What

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<v Speaker 1>do you what do you both like to do together? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's been really cool. I try out new recipes on

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<v Speaker 1>her because I'm super passionate about being in cooking and baking,

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<v Speaker 1>and um, we walk my dog. Her name is Agathe.

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<v Speaker 1>So many people I mean yourself included are cooking, doing

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<v Speaker 1>puzzles during lockdown. You also filmed the music video which

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<v Speaker 1>I know, oh my gosh with with Zelda Williams. How

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<v Speaker 1>did that go down? Was that? I assume you had

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<v Speaker 1>to do like all of it yourselves, right, Yeah. Zelda

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<v Speaker 1>is one of my best friends. We met um when

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<v Speaker 1>I was fifteen and I played her dad's daughter in

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<v Speaker 1>r V and we met at the premier and she's

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<v Speaker 1>like my first l A friend and like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>taught me how to show me l A pretty much,

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<v Speaker 1>so even friends for what feels like forever, and I

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<v Speaker 1>love her. I she's she's a great creative all around,

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<v Speaker 1>and she had directed a music video for me um

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<v Speaker 1>on my like on a previous project called Save My Soul.

0:16:39.400 --> 0:16:42.520
<v Speaker 1>And because I know her so well and I know

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<v Speaker 1>how stringent she was being about COVID, I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>I could feel confident in going over to her house

0:16:50.080 --> 0:16:51.880
<v Speaker 1>and we literally shot at just me, her and one

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<v Speaker 1>other person, and we did everything outside. We used natural sunlight.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just really amazing what you can do with very

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<v Speaker 1>very little and just a desire. It looked incredible. I Mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I I'd seen them and I had no idea. I

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<v Speaker 1>assumed you made them like months and months in advance

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<v Speaker 1>before all this went down, and then I like I

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<v Speaker 1>realized the backstory. It was just like three of you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's incredible, It's absolutely amazing. It feels nice to find

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<v Speaker 1>ways around things that are a little bit challenging, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, are very challenging, are very challenging. Yet have

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<v Speaker 1>you been writing a lot of music during this time?

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<v Speaker 1>I've been writing some Christmas songs. Actually interesting to be

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<v Speaker 1>you know, writing I see cozy fireplace songs when it's

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<v Speaker 1>like blazing outside Christmas in July action exactly. Um. So

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<v Speaker 1>I've been been doing that and it's been I've been

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<v Speaker 1>writing more poetry than full formed songs, and that's been

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<v Speaker 1>nice because I used to do that a lot as

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<v Speaker 1>a kid. And it's just a good exercise. Um and

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like a good brain purge. Do you consider

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<v Speaker 1>yourself a homebody? Like? Do you get more inspiration looking

0:18:09.080 --> 0:18:16.400
<v Speaker 1>inward or looking outward? Um? I I can find inspiration

0:18:16.440 --> 0:18:20.760
<v Speaker 1>almost anywhere, Like I could answer, I do like to

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<v Speaker 1>be around people, though I like to be in I

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<v Speaker 1>love traveling. I love being on the road. I missed that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm also not going to make an excuse as

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<v Speaker 1>if I can't be inspired unless i'm, you know, in

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<v Speaker 1>another place that I'm trying to trying to find the vibes.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved your special quarantine version of Leave Get Out

0:18:42.720 --> 0:18:48.639
<v Speaker 1>Chill Stay In that was inspired by UM. I was

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<v Speaker 1>doing a live stream and one of my fans like

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<v Speaker 1>wrote in the comments it was like, stay in right

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<v Speaker 1>now song to the UM, you know tune of Leave

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<v Speaker 1>Get Out, And I'm like, ah ha, that's so smart.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, yeah, there's something there. So I just went

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<v Speaker 1>ahead and it wrote the rest of it, and it

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<v Speaker 1>just feels good to you know, to laugh. I'm glad

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<v Speaker 1>some people got to smile out of it. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like your fans are more fiercely loyal than most because

0:19:15.600 --> 0:19:19.800
<v Speaker 1>you know everything you've been through. They're incredible. Like, what's

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<v Speaker 1>it been like staying connected to them throughout all of

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<v Speaker 1>this quarantine lockdown stuff? It's been, I mean freaking awesome.

0:19:28.080 --> 0:19:32.240
<v Speaker 1>It's it's like how we've stayed connected through everything. We've

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of us have grown up together and we're

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<v Speaker 1>going through a lot of um the same things in

0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:42.800
<v Speaker 1>our respective places of where we live. And I'm just

0:19:42.800 --> 0:19:45.119
<v Speaker 1>trying to figure out life. I've been listening to and

0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:47.520
<v Speaker 1>watching some of the covers you've been posting on social media.

0:19:47.600 --> 0:19:50.399
<v Speaker 1>D'Angelo TLC. I think one time you just sang the

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<v Speaker 1>word hello, and it's still made my jaw drop. Uh

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<v Speaker 1>expects the question, what are you doing to keep your

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<v Speaker 1>voice that strong? It's amazing you're doing warm ups every day.

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<v Speaker 1>You're doing like zoom sessions with a vocal coach. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you so much. I have been getting back to

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<v Speaker 1>basics and kind of like doing scales at the piano.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't warm up every day before I record.

0:20:12.560 --> 0:20:16.080
<v Speaker 1>I do some vocalizations if you will, um. But I've

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<v Speaker 1>also just been going back and listening to some of

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite singers and trying to impersonate them. That's how

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<v Speaker 1>I started. When I was a kid, I tried. I

0:20:24.040 --> 0:20:26.800
<v Speaker 1>tried to sound like Aretha Franklin or Whitney Houston and

0:20:26.880 --> 0:20:31.520
<v Speaker 1>Mariah Carey. And now I'm finding that same passion for like,

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<v Speaker 1>for recreating sounds. I saw that a couple of months back.

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<v Speaker 1>You spoke on a panel for the Grammy Museum about

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<v Speaker 1>any Winehouse, one of my all time favorite artists. What

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<v Speaker 1>does she mean to you? Did you ever get a

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<v Speaker 1>chance to meet her or perform with her. I never

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<v Speaker 1>got a chance to meet her. And I remember when

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<v Speaker 1>I discovered her first album, Frank. It was after Back

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<v Speaker 1>to Black had already come out, and I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was after she passed away, and I was the same

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<v Speaker 1>age that she was when she wrote it and put

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<v Speaker 1>it out, and I was just like, Yo, this girl

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<v Speaker 1>is killing me softly with her words, like she is

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<v Speaker 1>drumming my pain right now, Like I just feel everything

0:21:09.840 --> 0:21:13.359
<v Speaker 1>that she was saying. Um, And she just had a

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<v Speaker 1>way of Uh. She was so vivid with her storytelling

0:21:17.040 --> 0:21:21.639
<v Speaker 1>and so raw, and I just love I loved everything

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<v Speaker 1>about how giving she was with her artistry. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>just so bringing unfair what fame can do to uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a sensitive soul that is just pure and Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>But but her music continues to just blow my mind

0:21:39.960 --> 0:21:42.760
<v Speaker 1>and it's something that can continue unraveled, like you know

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<v Speaker 1>when you when you go back to it and listen

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<v Speaker 1>to it at different years in your life, there's still

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<v Speaker 1>so much to take from it. I think I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>thought about that with Frank and Good to Know. I

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<v Speaker 1>see them as as very similar. I mean, some of

0:21:53.400 --> 0:21:56.719
<v Speaker 1>her songs, like I've heard Love as Blinds or or

0:21:56.760 --> 0:21:59.320
<v Speaker 1>take the Box. I mean, the lyrics are so funny,

0:21:59.480 --> 0:22:03.080
<v Speaker 1>they're so brutal and bruising at points, but you just

0:22:03.119 --> 0:22:04.760
<v Speaker 1>want to you feel like you know, or you want

0:22:04.760 --> 0:22:06.760
<v Speaker 1>to give her a hug. It's it's incredible. Yes, that's

0:22:06.760 --> 0:22:09.600
<v Speaker 1>such a good point. I mean, she's a type of

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<v Speaker 1>writer that I look up to. She's so inspirational and aspirational,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think she kind of continues in a line

0:22:17.480 --> 0:22:22.600
<v Speaker 1>of female songwriters like Joni Mitchell, who were never concerned

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<v Speaker 1>about looking uh like the perfect woman whatever that you

0:22:27.800 --> 0:22:32.000
<v Speaker 1>know is thought to be, but like meaning, uh they

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<v Speaker 1>were they mess up there, corny, They're hungry for more,

0:22:41.119 --> 0:22:45.600
<v Speaker 1>they're dissatisfied, they're irrational there, you know, all these things

0:22:45.600 --> 0:22:48.720
<v Speaker 1>that we can be while we're also worthy, you know

0:22:48.760 --> 0:22:52.119
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. So I just loved I loved that

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<v Speaker 1>all of those things existed within her writing. Was there

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<v Speaker 1>a lightning bolt moment for you when you knew that

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't want to just be a musical appreciator, you

0:23:00.160 --> 0:23:01.960
<v Speaker 1>want to be somebody who made it yourself. I don't

0:23:01.960 --> 0:23:04.760
<v Speaker 1>know if there was a lightning moment, but um, I

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<v Speaker 1>just remember being in the living room and watching my

0:23:08.480 --> 0:23:11.439
<v Speaker 1>favorite divas on the TV on like vach One, Diva's

0:23:11.480 --> 0:23:15.040
<v Speaker 1>Live or something like that, Like I want that, like

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<v Speaker 1>I want to have big hair and I want to

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<v Speaker 1>wear a little dress that I want to say um.

0:23:21.359 --> 0:23:24.359
<v Speaker 1>And it was you know Mariah and Whitney and Selene

0:23:26.080 --> 0:23:31.360
<v Speaker 1>uh Tina Turner, Shaka Khan, Donna Summer, just all these

0:23:31.359 --> 0:23:36.320
<v Speaker 1>incredible singers. And I've been singing professionally since i was six,

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:38.720
<v Speaker 1>Like that's when I started. Beside when I think I

0:23:38.720 --> 0:23:41.720
<v Speaker 1>got my first check from I did like musical theater

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<v Speaker 1>or something. So it's hard to think back and remember

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<v Speaker 1>a specific lightning moment, but shoot, once once I was struck,

0:23:50.800 --> 0:23:52.399
<v Speaker 1>I was just like, you know, you can't get me

0:23:52.440 --> 0:23:54.480
<v Speaker 1>away from this. I just love this. I forgot to

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<v Speaker 1>ask you met Mariah, what was that? Like? That was

0:24:00.359 --> 0:24:05.159
<v Speaker 1>so special for me? And it's really just through her

0:24:05.200 --> 0:24:08.199
<v Speaker 1>actions and how giving and generous she was with me

0:24:08.359 --> 0:24:15.000
<v Speaker 1>and the people around her. It taught me about um,

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<v Speaker 1>how you can be larger than life and legendary but

0:24:18.280 --> 0:24:21.120
<v Speaker 1>be so grounded and down to earth. And the way

0:24:21.160 --> 0:24:23.280
<v Speaker 1>she made me feel was she was so present with me,

0:24:23.359 --> 0:24:26.439
<v Speaker 1>she was so um, so kind, and I want to

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<v Speaker 1>give you know young artists, younger artists who look up

0:24:30.359 --> 0:24:32.679
<v Speaker 1>to me that same feeling that she gave me because

0:24:33.080 --> 0:24:37.239
<v Speaker 1>she made me, she encouraged me even just with her

0:24:37.280 --> 0:24:39.199
<v Speaker 1>actions and what she had to say, and I just

0:24:39.280 --> 0:24:54.439
<v Speaker 1>ideally appreciate her. Two younger artists at their sensitive souls,

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<v Speaker 1>who are you know, really dying to get in the

0:24:57.320 --> 0:25:00.440
<v Speaker 1>music industry. What is your advice for them? Well, first,

0:25:00.520 --> 0:25:02.720
<v Speaker 1>I would want them to get clear on why they

0:25:02.760 --> 0:25:05.560
<v Speaker 1>want to be in the music industry, Like the music

0:25:05.640 --> 0:25:08.720
<v Speaker 1>industry is gross, Like you know what I mean, But

0:25:08.920 --> 0:25:13.119
<v Speaker 1>music is music is awesome, but the industry is whack.

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<v Speaker 1>So you have to, like a do you want it

0:25:15.960 --> 0:25:18.480
<v Speaker 1>for fame? Because if you do that is not sustainable.

0:25:18.800 --> 0:25:24.080
<v Speaker 1>You have to really really have a thick skin and

0:25:24.400 --> 0:25:29.800
<v Speaker 1>um and an unwavering belief in yourself. It can waiver,

0:25:30.200 --> 0:25:32.680
<v Speaker 1>but you have to have a resilience, you know, and

0:25:33.160 --> 0:25:35.520
<v Speaker 1>I understand that feeling when it's like, Okay, if I

0:25:35.560 --> 0:25:37.880
<v Speaker 1>don't do this, I'll never forgive myself or I'll never

0:25:38.359 --> 0:25:42.200
<v Speaker 1>start stop questioning what I what could have been had

0:25:42.200 --> 0:25:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I not just chosen a quote unquote more guaranteed thing.

0:25:48.920 --> 0:25:50.960
<v Speaker 1>Nothing in life is guaranteed. So if you love music.

0:25:51.320 --> 0:25:53.960
<v Speaker 1>You can create a path for yourself. There is there's

0:25:54.000 --> 0:25:57.439
<v Speaker 1>no one way to be successful. Um, you don't need

0:25:57.480 --> 0:25:59.800
<v Speaker 1>to sign to a major label. You can do it yourself.

0:26:00.000 --> 0:26:04.320
<v Speaker 1>Are so many different avenues in which you can build

0:26:04.359 --> 0:26:08.879
<v Speaker 1>something really substantial and lucrative. And I would just encourage

0:26:09.480 --> 0:26:12.000
<v Speaker 1>people to hone in on what it is that makes

0:26:12.040 --> 0:26:16.600
<v Speaker 1>them special, unique, and be as much of yourself as

0:26:16.600 --> 0:26:18.919
<v Speaker 1>you can, because that's what other human beings are going

0:26:18.920 --> 0:26:21.879
<v Speaker 1>to connect to. Like that resonates in a way that

0:26:21.920 --> 0:26:24.960
<v Speaker 1>we can't even describe. Sometimes, Was that Bernard, that Peter's quote,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like everybody else, what have they need you for?

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<v Speaker 1>Something like that? I love that it's so true. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>was there ever a time when you were going through

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<v Speaker 1>all the stuff you're going through. I don't even want

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<v Speaker 1>to get into it, but that you ever thought, you know, what,

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<v Speaker 1>the hell with it, this isn't worth it, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to go do something else? Or did you never? Was

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<v Speaker 1>that never even an option for you? You always knew

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<v Speaker 1>that that this was it, this is what you were

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<v Speaker 1>going to do. It's not that it wasn't worth it

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<v Speaker 1>for me. It's that there was a time where I

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<v Speaker 1>thought that I would not be able to ever put

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<v Speaker 1>out music again because of the contract I was under,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't own my voice. So I felt like, okay, realistically,

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<v Speaker 1>you know when we start thinking realistically, where like okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well maybe I have to figure out something from my

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<v Speaker 1>life because what am I going to do? Stay frozen? Like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't. I have to do something. So I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>like maybe, you know, I'll go to college, which sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like a great idea, get a degree, and then maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I'll become a teacher or maybe you know, like maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I'll get deeper into songwriting and i'll you know, write

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<v Speaker 1>songs for other artists and both would be a totally cool,

0:27:23.400 --> 0:27:26.439
<v Speaker 1>fine thing to do. Um, I could have combined my

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<v Speaker 1>passions for um, travel and culture and done something with

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<v Speaker 1>that and I would have made away. But again, I

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<v Speaker 1>would have always wondered like who would I have been

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<v Speaker 1>if I had continued to develop as an artist? And uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad that I had people around me who didn't

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<v Speaker 1>let me believe that my dreams were over. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>and this year you want to gram me with p

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<v Speaker 1>H Morton for say, so that that must have been

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<v Speaker 1>pretty damn validating. That's incredible, Congratulations, thank you. I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>thankful to PJ. And I just love how things work out.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just it was a very validating moment because I

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<v Speaker 1>just followed my heart with this one. It was not

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<v Speaker 1>like any uh, industry masterminding going on. It wasn't like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, let's take this artist and this artist

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<v Speaker 1>and get them on a smash track together. It was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, I love p J. There's we have this

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<v Speaker 1>mutual respect, and he sent me a song. I loved

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<v Speaker 1>it and people really loved it too, So that felt

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<v Speaker 1>really nice to be like, sometimes you can just do

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<v Speaker 1>what feels right and it can work. Congratulations. What is

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<v Speaker 1>next for you? You've got this Christmas project coming up?

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<v Speaker 1>What else he working on? Like you're really excited about?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm proud of. I have the deluxe version of Good

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<v Speaker 1>to Know and a couple amazing surprise features that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>really hype about. Um and I have a video coming

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<v Speaker 1>for the single off of the deluxe And so the

0:28:58.760 --> 0:29:00.959
<v Speaker 1>standard version of the album was only nine songs, and

0:29:01.000 --> 0:29:02.720
<v Speaker 1>some of my fans were like, what the hell is

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<v Speaker 1>this nine songs? So now it's like a complete this

0:29:06.600 --> 0:29:10.600
<v Speaker 1>is a full suban and h A, I'm just super

0:29:10.680 --> 0:29:13.800
<v Speaker 1>hype about these songs, like they're they're so good. So

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<v Speaker 1>that coming. Um, and I'm gonna start putting things together

0:29:20.760 --> 0:29:24.440
<v Speaker 1>for my next project, Like I'm just even putting together

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<v Speaker 1>a vision board and like some some things, some goals

0:29:28.040 --> 0:29:30.520
<v Speaker 1>that I want to reach and start putting together my

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<v Speaker 1>dream team of collaborators. Can you talk a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>more about who you want to work with or is

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<v Speaker 1>it still you don't want to you don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>speak it it's like superstitious. I kind of I kind

0:29:40.080 --> 0:29:42.440
<v Speaker 1>of do feel a little bit superstitious. I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to get in the room with these people and uh

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<v Speaker 1>and really camp out and just see what we can do.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you have a birthday coming up in December,

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<v Speaker 1>a milestone one. I had the same one myself two

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<v Speaker 1>Decembers ago. Yeah, some of December maybe also. Um, it's

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<v Speaker 1>always a good time for reflection. I was wondering, what

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<v Speaker 1>did the twelve year old who wrote Keep On, Keeping

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<v Speaker 1>On think they'd be doing it thirty? Oh wow, at thirty.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was twelve, I probably thought that I would

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<v Speaker 1>be Oh god, I don't know, thirty sounded so distant

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<v Speaker 1>and old, you know what I mean. And now that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here. I'm like, yo, I'm such a baby. So

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<v Speaker 1>I probably thought that I would be like Beyonce, whatever

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<v Speaker 1>that means, and and that I think I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>would have been like the head of a label or something,

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<v Speaker 1>which I am. Actually I do have my label clover

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<v Speaker 1>and so I think the only difference is that I

0:30:38.640 --> 0:30:41.840
<v Speaker 1>thought i'd be married with children. Um, and I'm not Beyonce,

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<v Speaker 1>but I never will be. I'm Joe Joe, I'm Jooe

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<v Speaker 1>and is pretty dope. It's pretty damn awesome. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if you're you're married or have kids, but I

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<v Speaker 1>just now it feels like something that, Wow, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>believe that I thought that i'd be They're already. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>thirty seems so old when I was twenty five. Now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thirty two, Like, oh oh oh, now I feel

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<v Speaker 1>better than ever. So I hope that I just continue

0:31:08.800 --> 0:31:10.480
<v Speaker 1>to feel this way, Like if j Lo is any

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<v Speaker 1>example of how you can thrive, like just even in

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<v Speaker 1>any decade. Shoot, I mean, she's the prototype. So listen

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<v Speaker 1>to twelve year old jo Joe, keep on keeping on.

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<v Speaker 1>He exactly, Oh Joe, My my last question I've been

0:31:27.120 --> 0:31:30.560
<v Speaker 1>asking everybody this is My last question, what's the first

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<v Speaker 1>thing you want to do when this pandemic is over?

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<v Speaker 1>If you could snap your fingers and if everything go

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<v Speaker 1>back to normal right now, what would you do if

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<v Speaker 1>people trips? You want to take people, you want to hug, restaurants,

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<v Speaker 1>you want to go to What is it for you? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I wanna go travel, I want to go see I

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<v Speaker 1>want to take a friend's trip. I want to get

0:31:46.600 --> 0:31:51.880
<v Speaker 1>like all my friends together, um from from the East Coast,

0:31:51.920 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Speaker 1>from l A, from Australia in Europe. I want us

0:31:54.360 --> 0:31:57.400
<v Speaker 1>all to meet somewhere in the middle, like whether it's

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<v Speaker 1>West Africa, or whether we go to you know, New Zealand,

0:32:02.720 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 1>or I just want to go somewhere when whether you

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<v Speaker 1>meet up in Hawaii. I would really really love to

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<v Speaker 1>be on a beach somewhere and have some great food,

0:32:11.080 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 1>some great drinks and great company. And I would really

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<v Speaker 1>love to travel. Yeah, Judge, thank you so much for

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<v Speaker 1>your time. Your music has been such a pleasure. I

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