WEBVTT - “I AM A SPEED DEMON”

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, what's up, Deffie. What's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing? Nah? I just moved back to Chicago from Alaska,

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<v Speaker 2>and I thought it was funny that you said Alaska

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<v Speaker 2>not a state, that is a city.

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<v Speaker 1>You lived in Alaska? You said, yes, sir, Okay, what

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<v Speaker 1>were you doing over there?

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<v Speaker 2>I was working on automobiles and tires and doing drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of drugs do they have in Alaska?

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<v Speaker 2>They got a lot everything you can think of, a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of psychedelics, ecstasy, a lot of hard drugs, mesynthetamine.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, were you doing like, were you doing the hard

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<v Speaker 1>drugs or just the party ones?

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<v Speaker 2>We're doing all of them?

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, okay, are you still doing them? Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>No, Sure, I am twenty three weeks clean.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Nice, don't get me wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what did you did you get clean when you

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<v Speaker 1>moved to Chicago?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you do now in Chicago?

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<v Speaker 2>The same thing. I work at a tire shop. I

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<v Speaker 2>chained tires on semis.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, are you enjoying life? Are you happy?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a lot happier than I was a few years ago,

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<v Speaker 2>that's for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>What changed.

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<v Speaker 2>I stopped doing hard drugs?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Yeah, Although like when you were doing can I

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<v Speaker 1>ask you something, what's the hardest drug you've done?

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<v Speaker 2>I would have to say nothing, famine and heroin at

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<v Speaker 2>the same time.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not a good thing to do that, but I

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<v Speaker 1>now feel that's gotta feel awesome. Does it feel awesome?

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<v Speaker 2>It? It felt at the time amazing. But I don't

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<v Speaker 2>suggest people doing.

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<v Speaker 1>I was, this is fucked up, but I was. I

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<v Speaker 1>saw a guy on maybe maybe maybe he was on

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<v Speaker 1>heroin or meth or whatever, and it was like in

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<v Speaker 1>the I've never done it before, but I have to

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<v Speaker 1>imagine in the moment it feels great. I like, so

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<v Speaker 1>I guess what I'm what I'm what I was. What

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking was like my my, oh yeah, So,

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<v Speaker 1>like my day is like at a baseline level of enjoyment.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a very like flat line, right, And I have

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<v Speaker 1>to imagine that that the guy doing heroin on the

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<v Speaker 1>side of the road his day like most so I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta imagine most of his day is like far below

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<v Speaker 1>my baseline, but that one moment where he's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just high at ship is probably like way above my baseline.

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<v Speaker 1>And so he's kind of going through high highs and

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<v Speaker 1>low lows, and you know, I'm stopping at stop signs

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, getting the groceries. That's okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I would never that bad. I'm a functioning attic. I

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<v Speaker 2>have to have a job to buy drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're just smoking weed now, yes, sir, Yes, sure,

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<v Speaker 1>that's cool. Tell tell me about the rest of your life.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have friends? Your family?

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<v Speaker 2>I have a That's part of the reason why I

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<v Speaker 2>moved to Alaska. I have thirty six cousins and four

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<v Speaker 2>uncles and six aunts in Alaska, but all I have

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<v Speaker 2>in Illinois. Get my mom? Really, Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>So you had a lot of friends and out of

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<v Speaker 1>your cousins in Alaska and now it's just you, your

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<v Speaker 1>mom and your dad.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, But I mean I I still have friends

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<v Speaker 2>out here. Like I ride my motorcycle with a few guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Fuck, that sounds fun. What's that?

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<v Speaker 3>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>I highly suggest getting a motorcycle. It's what hell got

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<v Speaker 2>me sober, really really like honestly, like it replaced one

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<v Speaker 2>bad choice with another. Like I'm still running from the cop.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm still breaking the law doing one hundred and forty

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<v Speaker 2>and fifty on the highway and it is villarating hard,

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<v Speaker 2>bribing like a motherfucker while you and fifty blowing past

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<v Speaker 2>the cop.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you say your dick is throbbing hard while you're

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<v Speaker 1>going one hundred and forty miles on the highway?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, sir, Yes, sir?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you I I'm actually I'm actually sitting here debating

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<v Speaker 1>which is worse A bit of a of a thing

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<v Speaker 1>between those two things.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what a lot of people tell me. They're like, man,

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<v Speaker 2>those drugs are gonna kill you. I was like, well, honestly,

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<v Speaker 2>what what we're killing me? Through? Or a motorcycle?

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<v Speaker 1>I was on the internet. I watched the video of

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<v Speaker 1>this was yesterday. I watched this video of a car

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<v Speaker 1>side like a side swipe a motorcyclist and it just

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<v Speaker 1>completely ripped their foot off.

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<v Speaker 2>Sent you flying, didn't it?

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<v Speaker 1>Kind of all right? So let's back up for a

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<v Speaker 1>second here, what man, what what do you? What are you?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you looking for? Here? I guess you you

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<v Speaker 1>replaced one sort of dangerous activity with another dangerous activity.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you like trying to feel a lust for danger

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<v Speaker 1>or something?

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<v Speaker 2>Honestly, that is something that I'm trying to figure out,

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<v Speaker 2>like what is wrong with me? I'm like, I go

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<v Speaker 2>to AA meetings and NA meetings and stuff, and I

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<v Speaker 2>talked to other people, and I just I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm looking for. I mean, obviously I'm an adrenaline junkie.

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<v Speaker 2>Like something about me just constantly need to be in danger.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know why.

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<v Speaker 1>M hm h When you go to these like AA

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<v Speaker 1>meetings and NA meetings and therapy and whatever it is

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<v Speaker 1>you go to, like, do they well, what what insight

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<v Speaker 1>have they provided for you on those things.

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<v Speaker 2>About remaining sober or what do you mean what.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you mean by that about remaining sober and about

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<v Speaker 1>like how to address this need for danger that you have.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, nobody has really addressed the need for danger or

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<v Speaker 2>anything like that. They mainly just try to focus on

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<v Speaker 2>getting another day sober without using drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>Mhmm.

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<v Speaker 2>That's mainly what they focus on. They really don't care

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<v Speaker 2>that I have a seek for danger.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do you? Do you have any like do

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<v Speaker 1>you have an any hobbies or do anything that's uh

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<v Speaker 1>like not gonna.

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<v Speaker 2>Go frisbee golf golf?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's bring get a golfing smoking weed and playing

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm a big I'm a fan of smoking weed

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<v Speaker 1>and playing frisbee golfing for you, I think I'm like.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm black or white. Dude, if either there's zero or

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred, I'm either chill or I'm balld to the wall.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>No, there is no gray, there is no middle grounds

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<v Speaker 2>from there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, yeah yeah No. I I I feel you.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel you. Have you been like have you always

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<v Speaker 1>been like that?

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<v Speaker 2>Yet? My mother actually has a video of me trying

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<v Speaker 2>to jump a picnic table at four years old for

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<v Speaker 2>training wheels?

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<v Speaker 1>Really really? Mm hmmm, So this has been this has

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<v Speaker 1>been a part of you for a long time.

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<v Speaker 2>Hold you now, I'm thirty four years old.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, word word? Mm hmm. Do you have like uh? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>So are you close with your mom and your dad? Who?

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<v Speaker 2>Because they I'm I'm close with my parents. I have

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<v Speaker 2>a very you know, honest relationship with them. I let

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<v Speaker 2>them know the things that I do and the dumb

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<v Speaker 2>ship that I do.

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<v Speaker 1>What do they have to say about any of it?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>They're happy that I'm not doing drugs rest for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>They worry about me when I ride my bike because

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<v Speaker 2>they know how much of a dumb ass I am.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. How often are you getting chased by cops

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<v Speaker 1>and barreling down the highway.

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<v Speaker 2>Every time I'm on that bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>How often are you on that bitch every day?

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<v Speaker 2>It's not raining?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god? I mean hm hmmm, And you said.

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<v Speaker 2>What's up there? Don't get me wrong, Like sometimes I

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<v Speaker 2>ride like a normal person, like there's a time and

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<v Speaker 2>no place. Like if I'm riding like that all the time,

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<v Speaker 2>then obviously you know you can only roll the dice

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<v Speaker 2>so many times before you fucking die. Like, I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>trying to die. I'm not suicidal. I just enjoy the

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<v Speaker 2>living life on yetge.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you and I don't? I don't know if this is,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, too invasive of a question or.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh go ahead, bro, I'm an open book. What you

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<v Speaker 2>want to know?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you care about your life?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>To a point, I mean, like with the way society

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<v Speaker 2>is heading, in the way that the world in the

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<v Speaker 2>direction that the world's going, Like I'm not I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>a big fan of how everything's playing out. But at

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<v Speaker 2>the same time, like, I know, everything happened for a reason,

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<v Speaker 2>and you never know what's right around the corner, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like tomorrow might be the best day of my life

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<v Speaker 2>or tomorrow might be the worst day of my life,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm still eager to see what's around the corner.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm going to do what I like to do

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<v Speaker 2>and enjoy life as much as possible every second I can.

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<v Speaker 2>I spent so long being miserable and hating life and

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<v Speaker 2>on drugs, like now, like, I don't want to be miserable, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm happy, but I'm still chasing after something. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what that something is, but hopefully someday I'll find it.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Do you do you ever, like, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>do you think about consequences?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, do you think about the consequences

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<v Speaker 1>of of you know that kind of No.

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<v Speaker 2>I was literally just having a conversation with one of

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<v Speaker 2>my buddies about that. He was like, I definitely process

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<v Speaker 2>consequences different than the average person, Like consequences are future

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<v Speaker 2>deputy problems.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Can you recall any times in your life

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<v Speaker 1>where you really felt consequences.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, consequences of my actions? Yeah? Yeah, there's been a

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<v Speaker 2>few times, but I've been arrested, did the time for

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<v Speaker 2>a bit off more than I could chew, and I

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<v Speaker 2>ended up picking an l in live you know. Yeah, Wait,

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<v Speaker 2>you gotta keep on keeping on, bro. You can't just

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<v Speaker 2>throw on the path and the fuck up. That's how

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<v Speaker 2>you live and you learn. The only way you're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>learn is by sucking up.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm, God, I feel I I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>to I don't know what to say to you, definitely

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<v Speaker 1>because you seem like a really cool guy and I

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<v Speaker 1>really don't want to be scrolling through addit when they

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<v Speaker 1>see a video of you, uh getting ran over by

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<v Speaker 1>a car in your motorcycle.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know what they say, Only the good die young,

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<v Speaker 2>so I'll be around for a long long time.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like that, You're like, what's that? Fucking uh? What's

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<v Speaker 1>the You ever play The Lost in the Damned? The

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<v Speaker 1>Grand Theft Auto?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Yeah, yeah, granted, Yeah, Okay, you're you're You're a

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<v Speaker 2>You're a real outlaw by acre man, you have you

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<v Speaker 2>have no idea here.

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<v Speaker 1>But don't you?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but I just want to tell you.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, go ahead, what do you want to tell me?

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna say that I'm just a big fan.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember the first time I saw you, I was

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<v Speaker 2>trolling through Facebook and I was tripping on mushroom and

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, this fucking guy, this guy got knowledge,

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<v Speaker 2>this guy's going look at you man, now you got

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<v Speaker 2>a ship a ton of Bowers bro.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, thanks man, I god, I don't know, I am

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<v Speaker 1>huh hm hmm. Is there anything go ahead? Go ahead,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys can say.

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<v Speaker 2>I spent a lot of time on the internet, so

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen some of your videos, probably from like two

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<v Speaker 2>years ago, three years ago.

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<v Speaker 3>So mhm.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything anyone could say to you or any

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<v Speaker 1>anything at all that would make you be like, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, I'm gonna try to find ways to uh

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<v Speaker 1>engage in my desire for living my life to the

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<v Speaker 1>fullest and uh being adventurous and all these things that

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<v Speaker 1>are good things. But I'm gonna do it in a

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<v Speaker 1>way where I'm not gonna kill other people or myself.

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<v Speaker 2>Ah, probably not. Is that a bad thing? Now? Is that? Like? Well, like,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you think should I chill the fuck out? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I do, I do. I you know, I'm try like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm such a whatever. I try not to yell

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<v Speaker 1>at people or whatever, but yeah, I do. I totally

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<v Speaker 1>think you should show the fuck out. You seem like

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<v Speaker 1>a because I'm genuinely I'm thinking you seem like a

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<v Speaker 1>cool guy man, and I hate for you to the

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<v Speaker 1>fucking kill yourself or kill somebody else on the fucking motorcycle.

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<v Speaker 1>I I just I mean, I hate motorcycles and I

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<v Speaker 1>hate cars, and I hate going fast. I hate that.

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<v Speaker 1>I just think it's so fucking dumb. And I and

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<v Speaker 1>I and I and I hate it a lot. But

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<v Speaker 1>the core of what you're talking about, okay, And here's

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<v Speaker 1>where I think we might be aligned on something. You

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<v Speaker 1>like excitement, you like adventure. You don't want to stay

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<v Speaker 1>at home, you want to be out in the US,

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<v Speaker 1>you want to be Yeah, I look, I'm with you too.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like that as well. I like adventure, I like excitement,

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<v Speaker 1>I like doing things. But oh my god, there's a

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<v Speaker 1>thousand different ways to scratch that itch to where you're

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<v Speaker 1>you're talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>Like bungee jumping and skydiving and ship I'm not a.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, I'm not a big extreme sports skydivey bungee jumping thing,

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<v Speaker 1>but even skydiving or bungee jumping is a thousand times

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<v Speaker 1>safer than barreling your motorcycle down the highway.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know about that. You've done it, no, see,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm that's next on the bucket list. Bro, It's coming up.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't worry I'll tell you about the next time I

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<v Speaker 2>do it. Okay, Well, but I will take into consideration

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<v Speaker 2>what you say, mister Gecko.

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<v Speaker 1>And okay, good, I will I will.

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<v Speaker 2>Take you know, I'll slow it down a little bit

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<v Speaker 2>for a week and if I get bored, funk that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going back to her.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you'll give it. You'll do a week. I'll do

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<v Speaker 1>a week for me.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll do I'll do a week for.

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<v Speaker 1>You, okay, because look, I would hate I'm very flattered

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<v Speaker 1>by by you listening to this show and being a fan,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, can I what can I tell this

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<v Speaker 1>guy to make him not?

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<v Speaker 2>You know? It's it, bro'll like knock on wood. But

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be around for a long time, Like I know

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<v Speaker 2>when to hold him and when to fold him and

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<v Speaker 2>when to do it, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>But I appreciate your concerns, and I would like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I I'll give it a week, sir. But if I'm bored,

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<v Speaker 2>what am I supposed to do?

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<v Speaker 1>There's a lot I'm gonna tell you as Look as

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<v Speaker 1>somebody who I very recently have been having all these

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<v Speaker 1>existential crisises of like fucking boredom or what is that

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<v Speaker 1>with life. Yeah, yeah, yeah, Look, I'm there's a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a lot, there's a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>You get you three examples and I'll do them this week,

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<v Speaker 2>I promise.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, let's see here. Do you like traveling?

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<v Speaker 2>I love traveling. Why do you think I went to Alaskans?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you where? Where on their Where in the world

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<v Speaker 1>have you not been to yet that you want to

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<v Speaker 1>go to? Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>I've always wanted to go to Prague, but I don't

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<v Speaker 2>have the money for that right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Uh, I'm sorry, let's think of it right now.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, all right, that's fair. I respect that, all right.

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<v Speaker 1>Things that you can do that are.

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<v Speaker 2>Not for under five hundred dollars, things that can be.

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<v Speaker 1>Things you can do under five hundred dollars that are

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<v Speaker 1>not recklessly driving your motorcycle down the highway.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I gotta beat that or come close.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, and by the way, hold on, I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to. I just want to say something, even

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<v Speaker 1>if I can't think, even if I am one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>percent sure that you can find those things, even if

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<v Speaker 1>I can't name them right now, but I'm gonna.

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<v Speaker 2>Think about I know they're out there, but it's just

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<v Speaker 2>like I like I go to work, I come home.

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<v Speaker 2>I go to work, I come home. I don't really

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<v Speaker 2>have much of a social life.

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<v Speaker 1>Well could that I mean, dude, could that be it?

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<v Speaker 5>Like?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you just like brow?

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<v Speaker 2>That's probably one. But I mean, like I don't drink

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<v Speaker 2>alcohol and they don't have weed bars yet.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, if there's a place I could just go and

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<v Speaker 2>smoke weed with like minded people, I would be there,

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<v Speaker 2>like the old man that you see at the bar

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<v Speaker 2>from open to clothes. I'd be that fucking guy at

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<v Speaker 2>the weed bar. But I don't drink alcohol and I

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<v Speaker 2>fucking hate sloppy drunk people.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's see, you're in your Illinois and Illinois is a

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<v Speaker 1>legal state.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, it is a legal state.

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<v Speaker 1>Aren't there? Aren't there? Like? Are they're not weed lounges?

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<v Speaker 2>I if there are? I, Like I said, I just

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<v Speaker 2>got back to Chicago, uh later this year. So if

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<v Speaker 2>there are weed lounges and somebody knows about it in

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<v Speaker 2>the Chicago area, hit me up, leave a message in

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<v Speaker 2>the comment or let me know because I.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't know of a new ser Okay, all right, when

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<v Speaker 1>I I'm gonna post this on YouTube and on the

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<v Speaker 1>podcast and stuff, So go go go look at the

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<v Speaker 1>YouTube comments and maybe somebody will will will know a

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<v Speaker 1>thing because I would so I would so much rather

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<v Speaker 1>you you know, make friends and hang out and get

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<v Speaker 1>high in a room then be you know, doing the

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<v Speaker 1>thing with the motorcycles. So all right, that's one thing.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, we got one thing. We got one thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Go to Okay, dude? Is that? I mean, look, is

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<v Speaker 1>that really it? Are you just like, are you lonely?

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<v Speaker 1>And this is like giving you some kind of dopamine

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<v Speaker 1>that you're not getting from like socializing with people?

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<v Speaker 2>Honestly now talking about this out loud, get go. I

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<v Speaker 2>think you might be on the something okay, cause I'm

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<v Speaker 2>feeling vulnerable right now. Like I didn't like the way

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<v Speaker 2>that sounded. But you know what they say, if you

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<v Speaker 2>don't like it, you don't like the truth, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what they say, Dude, I might I just might be

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<v Speaker 2>a lonely dude.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmmmm mm hmmm. I look, I have crazy ship

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<v Speaker 1>that I do when I'm just like, you know, uh, lonely,

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<v Speaker 1>like a fucking lonely we all do a thousand milky

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<v Speaker 1>ways and ship.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>What the up?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I guess you said the same thing about me.

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<v Speaker 2>Riding the motors ile going one hundred and fifty. But

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I don't know. I need an excitement, I

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<v Speaker 2>need that thrill.

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<v Speaker 1>But you you need something to do. You need to

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<v Speaker 1>get your bad Yeah, you need something to fucking do.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not like work and go insane. I get I

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<v Speaker 1>get it, because that's the thing. If you're if there's

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<v Speaker 1>that whole thing of the Devil's idle hand whatever, what

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<v Speaker 1>is it? Idle hand? Don't Yeah, yeah, that'll thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know the quote, but I know what you're

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<v Speaker 2>talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>And so it's like, if you don't have anything to

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<v Speaker 1>do that's really engaging your brain, you're just gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>into addict mode and do that whatever the extreme thing is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, you're right, you're onto something.

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<v Speaker 1>So all right, there's the weed lounge. I got a question.

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<v Speaker 1>I got a question for you. All right, right, well

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<v Speaker 1>I'll get to my question. All right, weed lounge. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just thinking of how now I'm just I was

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say. I mean, I'm also I'm a big fan

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<v Speaker 1>of if a place for you in the universe does

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<v Speaker 1>not exist, you create it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a big fan of Are you talking about smoking

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<v Speaker 2>d MT?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I'm not talking about smoking fucking DMD Oh my bad.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I thought you were going with that, like

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<v Speaker 2>creating like I tried that with drug and it didn't

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<v Speaker 2>really go out very well.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean, here's okay. So here's here's what I

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<v Speaker 1>Here's what I do mean by that is, if you

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<v Speaker 1>let's say this weed lounge or whatever, it doesn't exist,

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<v Speaker 1>could you create it? Could you do create a meet up?

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's whatever. I don't know if that costs money.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it probably does. But or even if I

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<v Speaker 1>meet up or like, could you create some kind of

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<v Speaker 1>club or some kind of social gathering event thing whatever

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<v Speaker 1>it is that that fulfills.

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<v Speaker 2>This thing will come type ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, I I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Think I have the status quo nor the financial to

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<v Speaker 2>do that, but I mean, like, I'm sure I could try.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what the word that can happen, like two

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<v Speaker 2>people show up and then I got a new weak.

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<v Speaker 1>Connect do you could literally you could literally like there

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<v Speaker 1>was there's that what there's that always sunny episode where

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<v Speaker 1>they are we Fly where they put out those flowers

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<v Speaker 1>of just like uh, looking for cool dudes to hang

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<v Speaker 1>out with or whatever it is. You could go on TikTok. Dude,

0:22:36.480 --> 0:22:38.960
<v Speaker 1>you could literally do that. I mean you could do that.

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<v Speaker 1>You could go on there's probably people listening to this

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<v Speaker 1>podcast who are like, yeah, I'll hang out. I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>get high with this guy in his basement. Fuck it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you just need it. Sounds like you just

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<v Speaker 1>bro it sounds like you just need like people to

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<v Speaker 1>hang out with. So you're not you know, you're not wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't think that would pick the entire situation

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<v Speaker 2>because I would just be up being a bad influence.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, yeah, I want to go birth the law.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, well it's a place to start, Okay. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>what else? What else? What else? How do you feel about? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like cooking? Cooking? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I like eating, but not really cooking.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, all right, what about what about? Uh? What about

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<v Speaker 1>being you could become a foodie. You could sample.

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<v Speaker 2>Local food, go around being a food critic.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you could be a food critic.

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<v Speaker 2>That sounds terrible, Like we just talked about how I

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<v Speaker 2>need excitement that does around.

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<v Speaker 1>You're one hundred percent correct, that was a stupid idea.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, Fuck what else? I don't know? Look again,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know off the top of my.

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<v Speaker 2>Head, Like I said, I understand if you can't find them.

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<v Speaker 2>I know there's stuff out there. I did you know?

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<v Speaker 2>Like that's that's like right now, like you and I

0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:14.960
<v Speaker 2>are having a debate, Like we're sitting here and we're

0:24:15.000 --> 0:24:17.560
<v Speaker 2>trying to think of something, but yet we can't think

0:24:17.600 --> 0:24:21.879
<v Speaker 2>of anything. So I'm jiggling my motorcycle key and it

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<v Speaker 2>sound real good. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Dude, Come on, come on, all right, hold on, bear

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<v Speaker 1>with me, get them all right, because because I want,

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<v Speaker 1>I need you. Look there is hmm, I can't look,

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<v Speaker 1>but all right, there are. I'm gonna go for it.

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<v Speaker 1>There are an infinite amount of human experiences, like more

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<v Speaker 1>than you could ever seek to, more than you could

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<v Speaker 1>ever experience in several lifetimes. Do you agree with that?

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you absolut lutely you agree with that. Okay, So

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<v Speaker 1>would not would it not be crazy, perhaps even a

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<v Speaker 1>little arrogant to say to yourself, I am one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>percent sure that out of the.

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<v Speaker 6>Literally infinite human experiences, people to meet, places to go,

0:25:20.760 --> 0:25:26.359
<v Speaker 6>things to do, there is none that come anywhere close

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<v Speaker 6>to this horrible thing that of doing the motorcycle thing.

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<v Speaker 2>How about you get on a motorcycle and you go

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred I won't say one hundred and fifty. You

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<v Speaker 2>do one hundred and twenty mile of an hour, And

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<v Speaker 2>tell me you don't get the biggest erection you've ever

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<v Speaker 2>had in your entire life.

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy, what about six Flags? Have you ever been to

0:25:51.720 --> 0:25:52.520
<v Speaker 1>six flags?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:25:55.480 --> 0:25:59.520
<v Speaker 1>Go to six go to six flags? Taking uber to

0:25:59.600 --> 0:26:00.440
<v Speaker 1>six flags?

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<v Speaker 2>Dude, take an uber to six flag. Don't get on

0:26:02.480 --> 0:26:09.280
<v Speaker 2>the bike. Oh man, I don't think that. I don't

0:26:09.400 --> 0:26:13.480
<v Speaker 2>like I get the whole roller coaster and bungee jump

0:26:13.520 --> 0:26:17.480
<v Speaker 2>in uh skydivings that all that stuff that's only a

0:26:17.760 --> 0:26:21.080
<v Speaker 2>blip of a second to where when you're riding the motorcycle,

0:26:21.160 --> 0:26:24.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm in control from the time that I start the

0:26:24.560 --> 0:26:26.960
<v Speaker 2>bike until the time that I turn off the bike.

0:26:27.240 --> 0:26:29.760
<v Speaker 2>I can give myself the amount of dope that I

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<v Speaker 2>want and then stop it, to where if I get

0:26:32.440 --> 0:26:35.440
<v Speaker 2>on a roller coaster, that dopamine only lasts for as

0:26:35.480 --> 0:26:37.800
<v Speaker 2>long as that rides, and then I have to go

0:26:37.920 --> 0:26:40.480
<v Speaker 2>and pay more money and stand in line, and do

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<v Speaker 2>you right?

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<v Speaker 1>That's get what I'm saying. Look, that's fair, and I

0:26:44.640 --> 0:26:46.439
<v Speaker 1>get and I get that we could I get that

0:26:46.440 --> 0:26:47.880
<v Speaker 1>we could sit here all day and I could try

0:26:47.920 --> 0:26:50.280
<v Speaker 1>to give you specific things and you could refute them,

0:26:50.600 --> 0:26:54.320
<v Speaker 1>but the general idea that I'm trying.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you're not wrong, Like you're right, getting you go

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<v Speaker 2>onto something about the infinite possibilities of human connection and

0:26:59.600 --> 0:27:03.400
<v Speaker 2>possible abilities of a million different things that I could do.

0:27:06.880 --> 0:27:09.959
<v Speaker 1>Oh fuck, I accidentally opened up Premiere Pro on my computer.

0:27:10.000 --> 0:27:14.119
<v Speaker 1>Hold on, all right, See that was that was a

0:27:14.119 --> 0:27:17.879
<v Speaker 1>little See that's my version of of adrenaline as I

0:27:17.880 --> 0:27:26.240
<v Speaker 1>open all the apps on my computer at the same time. Okay,

0:27:26.480 --> 0:27:28.320
<v Speaker 1>here's what I Here's what I'm Here's what I'm trying

0:27:28.320 --> 0:27:32.479
<v Speaker 1>to say is and I look, it's my ship is

0:27:32.480 --> 0:27:35.920
<v Speaker 1>not as extreme as you know doing meth and heroin,

0:27:36.400 --> 0:27:40.320
<v Speaker 1>but I understand in a way the basic thing of like,

0:27:41.160 --> 0:27:45.800
<v Speaker 1>if your brain is not engaged, it's gonna go straight

0:27:45.840 --> 0:27:49.720
<v Speaker 1>to the demons. It's gonna go straight to whatever those

0:27:49.760 --> 0:27:51.639
<v Speaker 1>DearS like.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I I've learned that the drugs are not the

0:27:55.600 --> 0:27:58.080
<v Speaker 2>answer and it's not going to help me and progress

0:27:58.160 --> 0:28:00.400
<v Speaker 2>me or take me where I want to be in life.

0:28:00.760 --> 0:28:02.560
<v Speaker 2>So I'm not in a hurry to go back to

0:28:02.640 --> 0:28:07.920
<v Speaker 2>the drug Like once you get past the withdrawal state,

0:28:08.200 --> 0:28:12.600
<v Speaker 2>it's really it really gets the mindset and a lifestyle change.

0:28:12.640 --> 0:28:14.480
<v Speaker 2>Like if you want to keep being a scumbag and

0:28:14.520 --> 0:28:17.600
<v Speaker 2>hang out with certain people, then you're you're always going

0:28:17.680 --> 0:28:19.880
<v Speaker 2>to be a part of that life. But if you

0:28:19.880 --> 0:28:24.240
<v Speaker 2>yourself want to change, it's not that hard. At least

0:28:24.240 --> 0:28:26.520
<v Speaker 2>it is for me. I know some addicts have it harder,

0:28:27.000 --> 0:28:30.440
<v Speaker 2>but I don't plan on going back to the drugs

0:28:31.800 --> 0:28:32.680
<v Speaker 2>anytime soon.

0:28:33.520 --> 0:28:36.639
<v Speaker 1>And that's fantastic, it is, and and you should be

0:28:36.680 --> 0:28:38.640
<v Speaker 1>proud of yourself for that. And I know that was

0:28:38.680 --> 0:28:43.400
<v Speaker 1>really difficult. But you have a new challenge now. And

0:28:43.640 --> 0:28:47.680
<v Speaker 1>we have a new challenge now, because look, dude, like this,

0:28:48.880 --> 0:28:52.760
<v Speaker 1>drive in your motorcycle down one hundred and forty miles

0:28:52.800 --> 0:28:56.240
<v Speaker 1>p You're gonna fucking you, have you?

0:28:56.480 --> 0:28:58.920
<v Speaker 2>I've seen you can only roll the dice so many times.

0:28:58.920 --> 0:29:00.640
<v Speaker 1>You can only roll the dice, somebody, and you know this,

0:29:00.800 --> 0:29:03.120
<v Speaker 1>You can only roll the dice so many times. And

0:29:03.200 --> 0:29:08.480
<v Speaker 1>so like you went and and also look you went

0:29:08.880 --> 0:29:16.080
<v Speaker 1>from one high risk crazy activity to another. And so

0:29:16.240 --> 0:29:19.520
<v Speaker 1>you've already you already know you have within yourself the

0:29:19.600 --> 0:29:23.600
<v Speaker 1>ability to replace one thing.

0:29:25.320 --> 0:29:26.320
<v Speaker 2>Energy somewhere else.

0:29:26.720 --> 0:29:29.240
<v Speaker 1>Yes, to direct your energy somewhere else. I don't love

0:29:29.280 --> 0:29:33.640
<v Speaker 1>the place that you've you've directed it too, but you

0:29:33.760 --> 0:29:37.200
<v Speaker 1>know that you have that ability, and so I'm just

0:29:37.280 --> 0:29:44.640
<v Speaker 1>saying we could you could find a different thing to

0:29:44.880 --> 0:29:48.920
<v Speaker 1>channel that energy into. And maybe, as we've talked about,

0:29:49.000 --> 0:29:55.800
<v Speaker 1>it's just friends or getting stoned or whatever. Man Like,

0:29:56.040 --> 0:29:59.280
<v Speaker 1>why don't you just get high and run around in the.

0:29:59.240 --> 0:30:02.480
<v Speaker 2>Woods or did that in Alaska? Bro?

0:30:03.360 --> 0:30:04.120
<v Speaker 1>That sounds sick.

0:30:06.080 --> 0:30:09.160
<v Speaker 2>It was twelve years in Alaska. It was. It was

0:30:09.200 --> 0:30:12.040
<v Speaker 2>one of the best experiences I've ever had in my life.

0:30:12.720 --> 0:30:15.120
<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like you were more stable in Alaska

0:30:15.200 --> 0:30:15.840
<v Speaker 1>or in Chicago?

0:30:19.200 --> 0:30:23.840
<v Speaker 2>It depends what you mean by that, Like financially and

0:30:23.960 --> 0:30:30.040
<v Speaker 2>mentally stable, Yes, I'm better off in Chicago, but overall

0:30:30.320 --> 0:30:36.040
<v Speaker 2>happy as a human being, I would happier being a wild,

0:30:36.240 --> 0:30:41.400
<v Speaker 2>feral animal in Alaska. Like my soul was happy, you know,

0:30:41.720 --> 0:30:44.800
<v Speaker 2>but I was doing terrible things. I didn't have a

0:30:44.880 --> 0:30:50.000
<v Speaker 2>roof over my head. Just you get to a certain

0:30:50.040 --> 0:30:52.560
<v Speaker 2>point that you want different things in my life.

0:30:54.400 --> 0:31:03.080
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Man Like, go ahead, now you said you

0:31:03.120 --> 0:31:09.000
<v Speaker 1>said you do have friends in Chicago, right, Yeah, what

0:31:09.000 --> 0:31:11.480
<v Speaker 1>what are they like? Do they are they are? Do

0:31:11.520 --> 0:31:14.000
<v Speaker 1>you you see you're talking about being a bad influence

0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:15.600
<v Speaker 1>on other people. Do you think other people are ever

0:31:15.640 --> 0:31:18.640
<v Speaker 1>a bad influence on you?

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:25.479
<v Speaker 2>No? No, no, I'm always the one that's the bad influence. Like, like,

0:31:26.000 --> 0:31:28.480
<v Speaker 2>so right now, one of my good friends that I'm

0:31:28.480 --> 0:31:34.960
<v Speaker 2>hanging out is currently is He's Arabic, so he he

0:31:35.040 --> 0:31:38.360
<v Speaker 2>doesn't drink, he doesn't do alcohol, drugs, he doesn't do

0:31:38.440 --> 0:31:42.200
<v Speaker 2>any of that stuff. And I can you know, I

0:31:42.240 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 2>convinced him to get a motorcycle. And now we're both

0:31:44.640 --> 0:31:50.360
<v Speaker 2>riding and you know, going at irate speech and this kid,

0:31:50.440 --> 0:31:52.640
<v Speaker 2>all this guy did would just go home, go to work,

0:31:52.720 --> 0:31:54.640
<v Speaker 2>go home, go to work, go home, And like I

0:31:54.680 --> 0:31:56.960
<v Speaker 2>was like, bro, you're just as depressed as I am.

0:31:57.200 --> 0:32:00.240
<v Speaker 2>And now we're both riding motorcycle. Like I said, I'm

0:32:00.240 --> 0:32:01.000
<v Speaker 2>the bad influence.

0:32:02.080 --> 0:32:06.239
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm, there's something for you. I don't know what

0:32:06.280 --> 0:32:08.280
<v Speaker 1>it is. I really don't, but.

0:32:08.240 --> 0:32:10.840
<v Speaker 2>There's I'm just trying to find it myself.

0:32:11.440 --> 0:32:13.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I'll hope you find it before you end up

0:32:13.760 --> 0:32:21.200
<v Speaker 1>on our slash crazy fucking videos. I really I really do, man,

0:32:21.440 --> 0:32:23.480
<v Speaker 1>I really do. I would be so happy. I would

0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:25.160
<v Speaker 1>be so happy to hear from you a year from

0:32:25.240 --> 0:32:27.720
<v Speaker 1>now and you're like, you know what I actually got

0:32:27.720 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>really into competitive yugi. Oh and now I don't uh

0:32:31.560 --> 0:32:33.160
<v Speaker 1>kill people with that shadow.

0:32:34.160 --> 0:32:37.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, see I did the shadow around bust here

0:32:37.640 --> 0:32:42.720
<v Speaker 2>when I was a teenage m hmm, what is there

0:32:42.760 --> 0:32:45.000
<v Speaker 2>any if you want? If you want, I will, I

0:32:45.040 --> 0:32:48.600
<v Speaker 2>will literally contact you one year from today and we

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:52.040
<v Speaker 2>can have an evaluation of exact conversation.

0:32:52.640 --> 0:32:56.239
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I really seriously, I don't know what. Send me

0:32:56.280 --> 0:33:00.120
<v Speaker 1>an Instagram thing or whatever a year from now and

0:33:00.160 --> 0:33:03.280
<v Speaker 1>I'll be like, oh, ship, I'd be happy to hear

0:33:03.320 --> 0:33:04.360
<v Speaker 1>that you didn't die.

0:33:04.760 --> 0:33:09.600
<v Speaker 2>You know, And who knows, maybe I'll find my calling

0:33:09.680 --> 0:33:12.680
<v Speaker 2>by them, or maybe I'll settle the fuck down. Who knows?

0:33:13.040 --> 0:33:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna watch the Are you gonna look in

0:33:14.680 --> 0:33:17.200
<v Speaker 1>the YouTube comments to see if something?

0:33:17.480 --> 0:33:17.760
<v Speaker 2>Literally?

0:33:17.840 --> 0:33:20.480
<v Speaker 1>Dude with dreadlocks is like, man, come on over to

0:33:20.560 --> 0:33:26.200
<v Speaker 1>the the Salty Dog Weed Lounge in Chicago. I don't

0:33:26.200 --> 0:33:29.040
<v Speaker 1>know why. I don't know why I said the Salty

0:33:29.080 --> 0:33:30.760
<v Speaker 1>Dog but whatever, are you gonna? Are you gonna look

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:31.120
<v Speaker 1>for it?

0:33:32.200 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm looking right now.

0:33:35.680 --> 0:33:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Well, I haven't posted it yet, but I mean, I

0:33:37.400 --> 0:33:38.040
<v Speaker 1>guess there's.

0:33:37.840 --> 0:33:42.720
<v Speaker 2>The comics right now? What what am I? I downloaded

0:33:42.720 --> 0:33:44.400
<v Speaker 2>the whole app just so I could watch you.

0:33:44.480 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 1>I think a twitch yeah twitch Yeah.

0:33:47.640 --> 0:33:50.560
<v Speaker 2>I literally downloaded it app just so I could watch

0:33:50.600 --> 0:33:52.320
<v Speaker 2>you and call you and follow you.

0:33:52.360 --> 0:33:55.640
<v Speaker 1>Bro here, All right, let's do this. I'm gonna I'm

0:33:55.680 --> 0:33:58.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna take it to the chat real quick chat. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you have any suggestions of things for deafie to do?

0:34:02.920 --> 0:34:04.800
<v Speaker 1>I forgot we even we didn't even talk about you

0:34:04.880 --> 0:34:05.440
<v Speaker 1>being deaf?

0:34:06.720 --> 0:34:10.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm seventy two hearing age.

0:34:10.800 --> 0:34:12.000
<v Speaker 1>How are you hearing me right now?

0:34:13.200 --> 0:34:16.200
<v Speaker 2>I have really good hearing as that cost forty thousand dollars?

0:34:16.560 --> 0:34:21.520
<v Speaker 1>Holy shit? Did you have to like? How did you

0:34:22.200 --> 0:34:23.640
<v Speaker 1>are you in like medical debt for that?

0:34:25.360 --> 0:34:29.719
<v Speaker 2>No? I got help through the state.

0:34:30.840 --> 0:34:31.600
<v Speaker 1>That actually cool.

0:34:32.080 --> 0:34:34.840
<v Speaker 2>Nobody can Nobody has forty thousand dollars playing around if

0:34:34.880 --> 0:34:38.080
<v Speaker 2>to hear somebody yell at them?

0:34:38.120 --> 0:34:42.520
<v Speaker 1>All right? We got someone said hire a prostitute.

0:34:43.840 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 2>Oh, her name's Betting and she doesn't have any teeth.

0:34:48.719 --> 0:34:49.160
<v Speaker 5>Uh.

0:34:49.280 --> 0:34:51.280
<v Speaker 1>We got a gun range.

0:34:52.600 --> 0:34:55.160
<v Speaker 2>You gotta have a void card in Illinois.

0:34:56.719 --> 0:35:00.680
<v Speaker 1>What else we got? We got mountain biking. It's pretty good.

0:35:00.840 --> 0:35:01.920
<v Speaker 1>How about mountain biking?

0:35:03.840 --> 0:35:03.960
<v Speaker 5>Got?

0:35:06.520 --> 0:35:07.279
<v Speaker 1>Oh? What about this?

0:35:07.520 --> 0:35:07.800
<v Speaker 4>M m A.

0:35:08.200 --> 0:35:10.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you'd be I feel like you'd be

0:35:10.239 --> 0:35:10.560
<v Speaker 1>a good.

0:35:10.719 --> 0:35:10.920
<v Speaker 3>M M.

0:35:11.000 --> 0:35:12.879
<v Speaker 1>A guy like you see it like you could fight?

0:35:13.040 --> 0:35:15.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh I do like to fight. But hold on a second.

0:35:15.280 --> 0:35:19.200
<v Speaker 2>There's some guy named mic m I l o K

0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:22.440
<v Speaker 2>at eight twenty four. He said, you ride in Chicago

0:35:22.480 --> 0:35:26.040
<v Speaker 2>and wants to come riding with me, will hit me up?

0:35:26.760 --> 0:35:28.319
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna put chat.

0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:32.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh Jesus, this is not dude. I'm gonna be I'm

0:35:32.120 --> 0:35:34.160
<v Speaker 1>gonna be scrolling through Reddit and it's gonna be three

0:35:34.200 --> 0:35:36.359
<v Speaker 1>guys and they're all gonna get fucked up. I'm gonna

0:35:36.360 --> 0:35:39.280
<v Speaker 1>be like, damn it. My stream brought these people together

0:35:39.360 --> 0:35:39.719
<v Speaker 1>to die.

0:35:40.719 --> 0:35:42.840
<v Speaker 2>I put my number in the chat. So if you

0:35:42.880 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 2>guys ever want to go riding and you're in the

0:35:44.360 --> 0:35:46.080
<v Speaker 2>Illinois there, kick me up.

0:35:48.920 --> 0:35:50.960
<v Speaker 1>Also, also if you're in the if you're in the

0:35:51.000 --> 0:35:54.720
<v Speaker 1>Illinois area and you run a really cool knitting club

0:35:54.760 --> 0:35:58.799
<v Speaker 1>and you want to invite that, that would be cool too.

0:36:00.040 --> 0:36:01.759
<v Speaker 2>If somebody comes up to me and offers me the

0:36:01.840 --> 0:36:05.160
<v Speaker 2>knit because of you, I'm gonna do it. Okay, Oh

0:36:05.160 --> 0:36:06.680
<v Speaker 2>my god, I heard you on the Gato you want

0:36:06.719 --> 0:36:07.839
<v Speaker 2>to come to and I'll be like.

0:36:07.719 --> 0:36:09.120
<v Speaker 1>Fuck yeah, let's do good.

0:36:10.080 --> 0:36:12.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm really open minded to anything.

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:17.200
<v Speaker 1>Let me thank you. Let me. Thank you. Were you,

0:36:17.239 --> 0:36:19.840
<v Speaker 1>by the way, were you born deaf or did you become?

0:36:20.480 --> 0:36:24.200
<v Speaker 2>No? All right, so I have I got a rare

0:36:24.280 --> 0:36:28.000
<v Speaker 2>to view called Kawasaki like the motorcycle, and it gave

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:30.320
<v Speaker 2>me a fever of one hundred and six and it

0:36:30.440 --> 0:36:32.360
<v Speaker 2>melted the hair inside my cochlea.

0:36:34.160 --> 0:36:38.200
<v Speaker 1>Holy shit? Yeah, how do you like hear stuff on

0:36:38.239 --> 0:36:41.760
<v Speaker 1>the Does this make the motorcycle thing even more dangerous?

0:36:42.560 --> 0:36:44.759
<v Speaker 2>No? Like I, like I said, I have hearing it

0:36:45.000 --> 0:36:48.399
<v Speaker 2>and I can't hear. I just can't hear as well

0:36:48.480 --> 0:36:52.319
<v Speaker 2>as the guy. I'm just like that old guy that's

0:36:52.320 --> 0:36:55.080
<v Speaker 2>been surrounded by machine his whole life, you know, Like

0:36:55.120 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm like that like your grandpa. I can kind of hear,

0:36:58.080 --> 0:36:59.759
<v Speaker 2>but I've just gotta yell a little bit.

0:37:00.760 --> 0:37:08.960
<v Speaker 1>Mm okay, hm hm hm, Well, deafie definie, I don't know.

0:37:09.040 --> 0:37:11.680
<v Speaker 1>Do you wanna do you wanna plug anything to use

0:37:11.760 --> 0:37:13.120
<v Speaker 1>Instagram or anything like that?

0:37:14.360 --> 0:37:17.799
<v Speaker 2>I do have an Instagram. Uh it's at de fie

0:37:17.840 --> 0:37:21.120
<v Speaker 2>d staying with my Snapchat defu d.

0:37:23.080 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 1>D e a f y d d e a f

0:37:27.960 --> 0:37:32.360
<v Speaker 1>f y d. Well, if if you live in Chicago

0:37:32.440 --> 0:37:41.320
<v Speaker 1>and you have some positive non uh keep hearing. Safety

0:37:41.840 --> 0:37:45.960
<v Speaker 1>that you want to invite definite to go do. Uh?

0:37:46.760 --> 0:37:52.719
<v Speaker 1>There he is dangerous? Well, definitely is a good yeah,

0:37:52.880 --> 0:37:59.160
<v Speaker 1>not a non dangerous thing. Or if you know any

0:37:59.160 --> 0:38:01.680
<v Speaker 1>cool weed Landes hit him up?

0:38:02.600 --> 0:38:05.839
<v Speaker 2>Tone, why would donating blood be exciting our fun?

0:38:07.000 --> 0:38:08.880
<v Speaker 1>Did somebody in the chat say donating blood?

0:38:10.440 --> 0:38:11.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they said donate blood.

0:38:13.920 --> 0:38:15.720
<v Speaker 1>Hey, man, don't knock it to you trying any.

0:38:15.880 --> 0:38:17.400
<v Speaker 2>Thinking about the Roman Empire.

0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:22.279
<v Speaker 1>Uh well, definitely, I'm gonna stop looking at the chat

0:38:22.320 --> 0:38:27.080
<v Speaker 1>right now, Deffie. I've enjoyed talking to you, man. I

0:38:27.120 --> 0:38:29.520
<v Speaker 1>really hope that you find something. You seem like a

0:38:29.520 --> 0:38:31.680
<v Speaker 1>cool guy. I want you to continue to live many

0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:35.759
<v Speaker 1>years on the earth. Dude, is there anything else you

0:38:35.800 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Speaker 1>wanted to say or talk about or anything like that?

0:38:38.640 --> 0:38:39.279
<v Speaker 1>Before we go?

0:38:40.880 --> 0:38:43.680
<v Speaker 2>I would just like to leave all your followers and

0:38:43.719 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 2>everyone listening that everything does happen for a reason, whether

0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:52.000
<v Speaker 2>you turn leapt or turn right or ghost or it

0:38:52.080 --> 0:38:57.080
<v Speaker 2>will choose the next choice in your life. Everything happened

0:38:57.120 --> 0:38:57.720
<v Speaker 2>for a reason.

0:38:59.239 --> 0:38:59.399
<v Speaker 4>Hey.

0:38:59.440 --> 0:39:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Also, if I go to Alaska, what should I do?

0:39:02.600 --> 0:39:03.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking about going there?

0:39:04.840 --> 0:39:09.600
<v Speaker 2>Drugs? No, it depends on what part of Alaska are

0:39:09.640 --> 0:39:11.880
<v Speaker 2>you going to? Are you gonna go? Like take a cruise.

0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:14.480
<v Speaker 2>Are you going to go to like the island. Are

0:39:14.480 --> 0:39:16.839
<v Speaker 2>you going to go to like Anchorage? Like? What are

0:39:16.840 --> 0:39:18.279
<v Speaker 2>you trying to do in Alaska?

0:39:18.840 --> 0:39:19.000
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:39:19.080 --> 0:39:22.320
<v Speaker 1>Probably I want to go to the city and see

0:39:22.360 --> 0:39:25.840
<v Speaker 1>like cool mountain shit. And all right, if you.

0:39:25.840 --> 0:39:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Want to see the city and mountains, I suggest go

0:39:28.280 --> 0:39:31.799
<v Speaker 2>into Anchorage. And weed is also legal in Alaska, so

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:34.279
<v Speaker 2>you can hit up the defense. We grab yourself some shit.

0:39:34.600 --> 0:39:41.200
<v Speaker 2>I recommend Denally Dispensary right there. It's right there in downtown.

0:39:41.800 --> 0:39:43.440
<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, and then you can go out to the

0:39:43.480 --> 0:39:46.319
<v Speaker 2>Eagle River, go hiking up Baldy Mountain and get a

0:39:46.320 --> 0:39:49.760
<v Speaker 2>beautiful view, smoke some of that awesome ganga and just enjoy.

0:39:51.200 --> 0:39:54.080
<v Speaker 1>See you've helped me too, Deffy, because all this week

0:39:54.120 --> 0:39:58.000
<v Speaker 1>I really was very existential and thinking that, you know,

0:39:58.040 --> 0:39:59.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what else there is left to do

0:40:00.239 --> 0:40:06.040
<v Speaker 1>in life. But now you've shown me that I can

0:40:06.040 --> 0:40:09.799
<v Speaker 1>get high in Alaska, which is a reason enough to

0:40:10.360 --> 0:40:10.719
<v Speaker 1>And if.

0:40:10.640 --> 0:40:13.440
<v Speaker 2>You need people for harder stuff or other stuff, just

0:40:13.520 --> 0:40:14.000
<v Speaker 2>let me know.

0:40:14.719 --> 0:40:16.400
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I will thank you definitely.

0:40:17.600 --> 0:40:19.960
<v Speaker 2>I got you. You're my favorite.

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:26.879
<v Speaker 1>Hey, you're my favorite. Uh got deaf god you too, man?

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:38.399
<v Speaker 1>H I like that guy. I don't know, dude, I

0:40:38.400 --> 0:40:43.239
<v Speaker 1>I do, I met, but I hate I fucking hate

0:40:43.560 --> 0:40:47.960
<v Speaker 1>like the whole like going one hundred miles an hour

0:40:48.160 --> 0:40:51.879
<v Speaker 1>on the highway. I hate it. It's dangerous for you,

0:40:52.080 --> 0:40:55.720
<v Speaker 1>it's dangerous for other people. It's just such a shit

0:40:56.920 --> 0:41:01.279
<v Speaker 1>not good thing to do. And it's and it's a

0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:05.080
<v Speaker 1>bummer because I like I like Defie. He's a cool guy,

0:41:05.239 --> 0:41:08.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, and there's a lot of stuff that he

0:41:08.080 --> 0:41:10.759
<v Speaker 1>I think he could do that would be you know,

0:41:11.280 --> 0:41:15.799
<v Speaker 1>fun or exciting or or you know, worth worthwhile to do.

0:41:16.000 --> 0:41:22.080
<v Speaker 1>That's not that And I hope he finds it if

0:41:22.200 --> 0:41:24.319
<v Speaker 1>I hope I get the d M a year from

0:41:24.320 --> 0:41:30.040
<v Speaker 1>now being like, hey, I'm really into competitive chess, boxing

0:41:30.120 --> 0:41:36.759
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. The fuck. Yeah, I'm excited. Now that I'm

0:41:36.760 --> 0:41:41.680
<v Speaker 1>done with my tour, I'm gonna try to go make

0:41:41.760 --> 0:41:45.160
<v Speaker 1>more like uh fun geto videos in places. So I'm

0:41:45.200 --> 0:41:48.239
<v Speaker 1>gonna go to I'm gonna try Alaska on that on

0:41:48.280 --> 0:41:52.719
<v Speaker 1>that man's recommendation, and I'm gonna get high and look

0:41:52.760 --> 0:41:58.280
<v Speaker 1>at a polar bear and uh, everything will hopefully feel okay.

0:41:59.719 --> 0:42:04.360
<v Speaker 1>Thanks Stephie, Hey, everybody, it's Lyle. That is the conclusion

0:42:04.840 --> 0:42:09.080
<v Speaker 1>of the phone call portion of this podcast. But get

0:42:09.120 --> 0:42:13.480
<v Speaker 1>this now is the part of this podcast where we

0:42:13.520 --> 0:42:19.360
<v Speaker 1>are going to transportate to the streets of a little

0:42:19.400 --> 0:42:25.320
<v Speaker 1>place called Brisbane, Australia, in front of a little place

0:42:25.960 --> 0:42:30.000
<v Speaker 1>called Hungry Jacks, which is what they call burger king

0:42:30.719 --> 0:42:35.640
<v Speaker 1>in Australia. I made like an Instagram story saying where

0:42:35.680 --> 0:42:39.719
<v Speaker 1>in Brisbane, Australia should I go to film stuff? And

0:42:40.000 --> 0:42:42.600
<v Speaker 1>like one hundred people told me that I should go

0:42:43.120 --> 0:42:46.439
<v Speaker 1>in front of this Hungry Jacks in this shopping mall

0:42:46.680 --> 0:42:50.480
<v Speaker 1>and I did. And here's a little interview that I

0:42:50.560 --> 0:42:53.600
<v Speaker 1>did with a person who was kind of telling me

0:42:53.640 --> 0:42:58.839
<v Speaker 1>about some demons that she was facing and whatnot. And

0:42:58.920 --> 0:43:03.680
<v Speaker 1>also we're interrupted at some point by a very drunk guy.

0:43:04.080 --> 0:43:06.120
<v Speaker 1>So take a listen. What's your name?

0:43:06.280 --> 0:43:09.920
<v Speaker 4>I'm Ash Ash, Nice to meet you, Nice to meet by.

0:43:10.320 --> 0:43:11.040
<v Speaker 1>What's that again?

0:43:11.280 --> 0:43:13.400
<v Speaker 4>I just learned that you're.

0:43:12.760 --> 0:43:15.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, And I learned that you're Ash. There we go.

0:43:15.719 --> 0:43:18.840
<v Speaker 1>I was I all right, so just some backstorre and

0:43:18.880 --> 0:43:21.960
<v Speaker 1>you saw this. I was setting up and without fail,

0:43:22.440 --> 0:43:25.000
<v Speaker 1>everywhere I've gone to set up and do this in Australia,

0:43:25.320 --> 0:43:27.000
<v Speaker 1>people have come to try to kick me out.

0:43:27.239 --> 0:43:27.640
<v Speaker 3>But I was.

0:43:27.760 --> 0:43:29.399
<v Speaker 1>And then but that and that woman came.

0:43:29.880 --> 0:43:31.400
<v Speaker 4>I saw her. I was ready to I was ready

0:43:31.400 --> 0:43:33.759
<v Speaker 4>to come and defend. You be like, nah, he's a

0:43:33.800 --> 0:43:34.799
<v Speaker 4>therapy she.

0:43:34.880 --> 0:43:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Well, she was. She was gonna kick me out. And

0:43:36.920 --> 0:43:39.880
<v Speaker 1>like normally when somebody starts when I see a police officer,

0:43:39.920 --> 0:43:41.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm just I shut down and I'm like it's over.

0:43:41.920 --> 0:43:43.040
<v Speaker 4>Sheficer?

0:43:43.160 --> 0:43:44.000
<v Speaker 1>Who was she was?

0:43:44.360 --> 0:43:49.239
<v Speaker 4>She's just like power dynamic, you know, she's like male security. Yeah,

0:43:49.400 --> 0:43:52.239
<v Speaker 4>not even male security. She's like mole. I said that.

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:56.200
<v Speaker 4>She's like just like a council worker.

0:43:57.560 --> 0:44:03.759
<v Speaker 1>She had a she had a whole, she had a notebook. Yeah, well,

0:44:03.800 --> 0:44:05.600
<v Speaker 1>I guess it's I guess you can tell if somebody

0:44:05.680 --> 0:44:07.839
<v Speaker 1>is a real police. Like in America, if some guy

0:44:07.880 --> 0:44:10.440
<v Speaker 1>has like a big fucking gun, you're like, all right,

0:44:10.480 --> 0:44:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I gotta stop filming at in front of this KFC

0:44:13.160 --> 0:44:14.400
<v Speaker 1>or else they'll shoot me in the face.

0:44:14.480 --> 0:44:17.040
<v Speaker 4>But a police have guns and tases.

0:44:17.680 --> 0:44:20.120
<v Speaker 1>That this would be a really hilarious thing to get

0:44:20.120 --> 0:44:22.520
<v Speaker 1>taste for. I will say that. I will say that.

0:44:22.680 --> 0:44:24.520
<v Speaker 4>The Brisbane City place is the best place.

0:44:25.400 --> 0:44:28.080
<v Speaker 1>No, she was cool. She was cool. I mean, but normally,

0:44:28.120 --> 0:44:30.000
<v Speaker 1>when I see like a security guard, police officer, trying

0:44:30.000 --> 0:44:32.040
<v Speaker 1>to kick me out. I'm like, I'm like, it's over,

0:44:32.120 --> 0:44:33.840
<v Speaker 1>it's all. But I was like, I was like, I

0:44:34.040 --> 0:44:38.640
<v Speaker 1>fucking I've getten kicked out of every single place I've

0:44:38.640 --> 0:44:40.640
<v Speaker 1>tried to do this in Australia. And I was like, no,

0:44:40.680 --> 0:44:42.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna fight back this time. I'm gonna fight back

0:44:42.360 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 1>this time. And she told me I could be here

0:44:45.000 --> 0:44:47.400
<v Speaker 1>for twenty minutes, and she told you, yeah, but I

0:44:47.440 --> 0:44:50.240
<v Speaker 1>mean I'm gonna try to be here for an hour. Yeah.

0:44:50.360 --> 0:44:53.399
<v Speaker 4>Brisbane's different, like a small where, like a country town.

0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:56.160
<v Speaker 1>We'll see, she'll come. Maybe she'll come back and I

0:44:56.200 --> 0:44:58.799
<v Speaker 1>can convince her to sit down and talk to me. Yes,

0:44:58.960 --> 0:45:01.239
<v Speaker 1>you should, s Collins. She's not gonna want to. I

0:45:01.280 --> 0:45:03.360
<v Speaker 1>know that for a fact.

0:45:03.400 --> 0:45:04.200
<v Speaker 4>Oh that's okay.

0:45:04.840 --> 0:45:06.160
<v Speaker 1>What's up? How's life?

0:45:06.560 --> 0:45:07.919
<v Speaker 4>Life's really shit?

0:45:08.480 --> 0:45:09.160
<v Speaker 1>Tell me why?

0:45:09.960 --> 0:45:12.280
<v Speaker 4>Well, at the moment, I'm trying to find a psychiatrist

0:45:12.520 --> 0:45:14.600
<v Speaker 4>and I've been told it's a six to twelve months wait,

0:45:15.640 --> 0:45:17.880
<v Speaker 4>and my doctor thinks I've got psychosis.

0:45:18.360 --> 0:45:20.239
<v Speaker 1>Really, why does he think you have psychosis?

0:45:20.440 --> 0:45:24.480
<v Speaker 4>Because I'm like really delusional. So seeing a gecko just like,

0:45:25.239 --> 0:45:27.080
<v Speaker 4>I was like, is this seven real?

0:45:27.560 --> 0:45:28.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Right? Right?

0:45:28.800 --> 0:45:32.600
<v Speaker 4>That's fun? What are you having delusions about spirits? A

0:45:32.640 --> 0:45:35.919
<v Speaker 4>lot of spirits at the moment, Okay, And like it's

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:38.759
<v Speaker 4>like I'm kind of thinking that, Like I can't believe

0:45:38.760 --> 0:45:40.480
<v Speaker 4>I'm just talking to you about this. I'm kind of

0:45:40.520 --> 0:45:44.640
<v Speaker 4>thinking that, like everything is connected and intertwined with like

0:45:44.760 --> 0:45:48.240
<v Speaker 4>spirits and shit, and I'm terrified, Like there's specific clothing

0:45:48.280 --> 0:45:50.319
<v Speaker 4>I can't wear because what if, like the spirits are

0:45:50.320 --> 0:45:51.200
<v Speaker 4>gonna fucking get me.

0:45:52.360 --> 0:45:57.080
<v Speaker 1>What are you like the spirit's getting you? What does

0:45:57.120 --> 0:45:58.520
<v Speaker 1>that mean, Like they're gonna hurt you?

0:45:58.840 --> 0:46:03.120
<v Speaker 4>Well, ghosts can't hurt people. Otherwise everyone would probably be dead, right,

0:46:03.160 --> 0:46:05.960
<v Speaker 4>So how would they even get you? They just get

0:46:06.040 --> 0:46:08.320
<v Speaker 4>in my head and just make me take my life.

0:46:08.680 --> 0:46:10.880
<v Speaker 4>M this's got real deep, real fast. No.

0:46:11.000 --> 0:46:12.880
<v Speaker 1>I mean you can talk about whatever you want to

0:46:12.880 --> 0:46:14.160
<v Speaker 1>talk about it if you want to talk about it.

0:46:14.520 --> 0:46:16.720
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever been visited by like a spirit?

0:46:18.680 --> 0:46:18.919
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:46:19.760 --> 0:46:22.440
<v Speaker 4>But but at the moment, in the house we live in,

0:46:22.520 --> 0:46:25.160
<v Speaker 4>me and my partner, I think that there's most certainly

0:46:25.239 --> 0:46:27.960
<v Speaker 4>a spirit and she just like agrees with me. I'm like, yeah,

0:46:28.000 --> 0:46:31.160
<v Speaker 4>there's a spirit and she's like, yeah, yeah, I still agree.

0:46:31.560 --> 0:46:35.120
<v Speaker 1>Do you think she's agreeing with you out of desire

0:46:35.160 --> 0:46:36.600
<v Speaker 1>for a lack of conflict or do you think she

0:46:36.640 --> 0:46:38.160
<v Speaker 1>genuinely thinks there's also a spirit.

0:46:38.800 --> 0:46:42.000
<v Speaker 4>I think she's just agreeing with me to like avoid conflict.

0:46:42.200 --> 0:46:45.040
<v Speaker 4>Like I think that is definitely what it is, which

0:46:45.080 --> 0:46:46.400
<v Speaker 4>is nice.

0:46:46.800 --> 0:46:49.640
<v Speaker 1>So when you went to the doctor and the doctor.

0:46:49.440 --> 0:46:51.319
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I see my doctor every single week.

0:46:51.480 --> 0:46:53.799
<v Speaker 1>What did like, what did they tell you about the spirits? Then?

0:46:54.440 --> 0:46:55.960
<v Speaker 4>I haven't really told her about it because I don't

0:46:55.960 --> 0:46:58.160
<v Speaker 4>know how to like approach the subject probably with her,

0:46:58.480 --> 0:47:01.680
<v Speaker 4>really yeah, because she she's really cool. She's a really

0:47:01.719 --> 0:47:04.239
<v Speaker 4>amazing lady, and like she sees me every single week,

0:47:04.280 --> 0:47:06.520
<v Speaker 4>tells me to book appointments and we're trying to avoid

0:47:06.560 --> 0:47:08.600
<v Speaker 4>putting me on too much medication because I don't agree

0:47:08.600 --> 0:47:12.960
<v Speaker 4>with meds. Sure, so, but I've told them about it

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:15.680
<v Speaker 4>and they're like, like they asked me if for her

0:47:15.760 --> 0:47:19.600
<v Speaker 4>voices and I'm like, oh, maybe, not sure, and they're like,

0:47:19.600 --> 0:47:22.160
<v Speaker 4>could it be your interior monologue or whatever it's called?

0:47:22.160 --> 0:47:26.759
<v Speaker 4>And I'm like, uh, it could be. But like I

0:47:26.880 --> 0:47:29.040
<v Speaker 4>just like wake up every morning with really bad thoughts,

0:47:29.080 --> 0:47:32.000
<v Speaker 4>really negative thoughts, and it's like really fucking hard.

0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:33.759
<v Speaker 6>You.

0:47:34.200 --> 0:47:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I just I hope you take this as a compliment.

0:47:36.600 --> 0:47:39.879
<v Speaker 1>You're the sanest person on psychosis I've ever met.

0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:43.160
<v Speaker 4>That's an honor. That's such a compliment.

0:47:43.320 --> 0:47:45.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I mean because I don't I mean, I

0:47:45.400 --> 0:47:47.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know. You've been talking to you for two minutes,

0:47:47.239 --> 0:47:49.760
<v Speaker 1>but you you don't seem crazy.

0:47:49.920 --> 0:47:50.120
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

0:47:50.120 --> 0:47:52.080
<v Speaker 4>I got to keep it all together. Yeah, I had

0:47:52.080 --> 0:47:54.359
<v Speaker 4>to my whole life. I've been suffering with mental health

0:47:54.400 --> 0:47:57.799
<v Speaker 4>for since for ten years. About mmmm, So.

0:47:57.840 --> 0:48:03.640
<v Speaker 1>It's does anything make you happy or make you feel

0:48:03.680 --> 0:48:04.360
<v Speaker 1>like chill?

0:48:06.000 --> 0:48:07.879
<v Speaker 4>Not at the moment, not a lot of things make

0:48:07.920 --> 0:48:10.680
<v Speaker 4>me feel very happy and chill. Like my partner, she's awesome.

0:48:10.760 --> 0:48:12.600
<v Speaker 4>She makes me feel really happy and chill, and like

0:48:12.640 --> 0:48:16.200
<v Speaker 4>reassures me and comforts me. And like going to the

0:48:16.239 --> 0:48:20.320
<v Speaker 4>movie theaters that like relaxes me. I love watching TV

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:22.360
<v Speaker 4>shows on like YouTube and stuff because it takes me

0:48:22.400 --> 0:48:25.759
<v Speaker 4>into a different world, right right, And like I watch

0:48:25.800 --> 0:48:29.279
<v Speaker 4>a lot of TikTok, and TikTok kind of feeds into

0:48:29.280 --> 0:48:30.200
<v Speaker 4>delusions as well.

0:48:30.200 --> 0:48:32.400
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I was about to say, because your TikTok algorithm

0:48:32.400 --> 0:48:35.759
<v Speaker 1>will like kind of show you what you're gonna be

0:48:35.760 --> 0:48:37.400
<v Speaker 1>glued to. And the thing you're gonna be glued to,

0:48:37.440 --> 0:48:40.080
<v Speaker 1>I assume is like things confirming that your delusions are real?

0:48:40.280 --> 0:48:41.560
<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, one hundred percent.

0:48:41.760 --> 0:48:44.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what kinds of like are you seeing content about

0:48:44.440 --> 0:48:45.319
<v Speaker 1>like ghosts and shit?

0:48:45.600 --> 0:48:49.120
<v Speaker 4>I not really because I try, I try and like

0:48:49.719 --> 0:48:51.399
<v Speaker 4>not think about it too much, and then I take

0:48:51.440 --> 0:48:53.480
<v Speaker 4>my I take my meds, and I'm like, okay, it's

0:48:53.480 --> 0:48:56.680
<v Speaker 4>all good, everything is fine. So I haven't taken my

0:48:56.719 --> 0:48:57.280
<v Speaker 4>meds today.

0:48:58.320 --> 0:49:00.640
<v Speaker 1>Why are you? And but I know, whole personal thing

0:49:00.640 --> 0:49:01.719
<v Speaker 1>you don't have to talk about if you want to,

0:49:01.719 --> 0:49:03.680
<v Speaker 1>But like, if you do want to talk about it,

0:49:03.719 --> 0:49:05.760
<v Speaker 1>why are you against taking your meds?

0:49:08.200 --> 0:49:11.680
<v Speaker 4>I think I'm against taking meds because they I think

0:49:11.719 --> 0:49:15.000
<v Speaker 4>that they're just trying to poison me, to be completely honest, And.

0:49:14.920 --> 0:49:16.480
<v Speaker 1>Like when you say they're trying to poison you, do

0:49:16.480 --> 0:49:20.240
<v Speaker 1>you mean like they are like yours? So you believe

0:49:20.280 --> 0:49:24.319
<v Speaker 1>that your psychiatrist is like genuinely like malevolent and like

0:49:24.400 --> 0:49:26.919
<v Speaker 1>out to get you and wants to poison you type

0:49:26.920 --> 0:49:27.160
<v Speaker 1>of thing.

0:49:27.239 --> 0:49:30.200
<v Speaker 4>Well, like, when I have not seen it psychiatrists at

0:49:30.200 --> 0:49:32.400
<v Speaker 4>the moment, there's a long wait. But when I have

0:49:32.480 --> 0:49:35.799
<v Speaker 4>seen psychiatrists in the past, they just drugged me up

0:49:36.160 --> 0:49:39.200
<v Speaker 4>and just turned me into like a dope, which is

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:41.920
<v Speaker 4>really hard because like, I don't like being dope. I

0:49:42.080 --> 0:49:45.239
<v Speaker 4>like to like feel life and live life. But it's

0:49:45.280 --> 0:49:46.960
<v Speaker 4>really hard to do with meds sometimes.

0:49:48.400 --> 0:49:50.919
<v Speaker 1>What what I mean? What a what are you want?

0:49:50.960 --> 0:49:53.120
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I feel like there's gotta be whatever you say,

0:49:53.160 --> 0:49:54.680
<v Speaker 1>it is got to be someone in the comments is

0:49:54.680 --> 0:49:56.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna say something like I was on that before.

0:49:57.040 --> 0:50:00.760
<v Speaker 4>I'm on Sarah quill Is, Like I'm on undred milligrams

0:50:00.760 --> 0:50:02.879
<v Speaker 4>a day, which isn't really a lot, I don't think.

0:50:03.440 --> 0:50:06.560
<v Speaker 4>And then I'm on another med called mini Press okay,

0:50:06.760 --> 0:50:09.359
<v Speaker 4>and it's for lowering for blood pressure, but it helps

0:50:09.360 --> 0:50:12.800
<v Speaker 4>with nightmares because I really really like vivid, vivid dreams

0:50:12.800 --> 0:50:17.239
<v Speaker 4>and nightmares. What do you have nightmares about the other day,

0:50:17.280 --> 0:50:20.799
<v Speaker 4>I had a nightmare that I was being accused of

0:50:21.000 --> 0:50:24.040
<v Speaker 4>a murder, and like it was so real and like

0:50:24.600 --> 0:50:26.839
<v Speaker 4>I was the one who, like I killed this dad

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:29.640
<v Speaker 4>and his kid, and I was like, it's like what

0:50:29.680 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 4>the fuck? Like I was just full being accused of it,

0:50:32.680 --> 0:50:34.320
<v Speaker 4>and that's all I really remember.

0:50:34.800 --> 0:50:37.719
<v Speaker 1>In the dream. Did you did in the dream? Did

0:50:37.760 --> 0:50:39.920
<v Speaker 1>you do it? Or were you like falsely accused?

0:50:40.080 --> 0:50:42.640
<v Speaker 4>No, it's falsely accused. I didn't do it, Which was

0:50:42.680 --> 0:50:44.600
<v Speaker 4>the weirdest part because I know that I didn't do it.

0:50:45.480 --> 0:50:48.239
<v Speaker 1>Tell me about your Do you go to school or

0:50:48.280 --> 0:50:48.920
<v Speaker 1>work or anything?

0:50:49.200 --> 0:50:51.200
<v Speaker 4>Oh no, I can't work? Called doing school at the moment.

0:50:51.640 --> 0:50:54.120
<v Speaker 1>When was the last time you did?

0:50:55.719 --> 0:51:01.280
<v Speaker 4>I was working like last year and like November December,

0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:04.080
<v Speaker 4>but like, my mental health just completely took me over.

0:51:04.920 --> 0:51:07.160
<v Speaker 4>So it was like I was paranoid. The like my

0:51:07.200 --> 0:51:10.200
<v Speaker 4>boss hated me. So it made the problems for me

0:51:10.239 --> 0:51:14.000
<v Speaker 4>at work. And then I ended up ended up just

0:51:14.040 --> 0:51:16.960
<v Speaker 4>having mental health days every single week and just not

0:51:17.040 --> 0:51:20.080
<v Speaker 4>coming back. I ended up ended up going into work.

0:51:22.160 --> 0:51:24.879
<v Speaker 4>I brought my shirt in and I told her. I

0:51:24.920 --> 0:51:27.239
<v Speaker 4>was like, I'd like to talk to you. This is

0:51:27.239 --> 0:51:29.040
<v Speaker 4>where it gets exciting. And then so I went up

0:51:29.080 --> 0:51:32.719
<v Speaker 4>to talk to her and she's like, had like to

0:51:32.800 --> 0:51:34.000
<v Speaker 4>talk to you in the back, and I'm like, n

0:51:34.000 --> 0:51:36.440
<v Speaker 4>I prefer if we talked in front of people, because

0:51:36.480 --> 0:51:38.719
<v Speaker 4>like she already like it already felt like she was

0:51:38.760 --> 0:51:43.319
<v Speaker 4>against me. And then so she ended up saying to me,

0:51:43.400 --> 0:51:46.880
<v Speaker 4>she's like, what did she say? I was like, you know,

0:51:46.960 --> 0:51:49.040
<v Speaker 4>the way that you have treated me has been really

0:51:49.120 --> 0:51:51.840
<v Speaker 4>unfair and just not very kind, because she genuinely was

0:51:51.920 --> 0:51:54.360
<v Speaker 4>being really shitty towards me, and she wanted to fire

0:51:54.400 --> 0:51:57.240
<v Speaker 4>me because I went to Brisbane because I wasn't living

0:51:57.360 --> 0:51:59.319
<v Speaker 4>in Brisbane at the time. Yeah, and I went back

0:51:59.320 --> 0:52:01.759
<v Speaker 4>to Brisbane to see my family and my younger sister

0:52:01.800 --> 0:52:04.439
<v Speaker 4>was also graduating, and so I went to see them

0:52:04.480 --> 0:52:07.760
<v Speaker 4>and she found out because there was a family friend

0:52:08.000 --> 0:52:10.400
<v Speaker 4>that worked with me as well. And then so she

0:52:10.560 --> 0:52:12.480
<v Speaker 4>fired me. And I went in to quit before she

0:52:12.520 --> 0:52:14.759
<v Speaker 4>could fire me, because she told everyone else that I

0:52:14.800 --> 0:52:17.680
<v Speaker 4>was fired before she told me. And in the end,

0:52:18.760 --> 0:52:20.719
<v Speaker 4>I was like sort of going off and sort of

0:52:20.719 --> 0:52:22.640
<v Speaker 4>talking about it, and she's like, oh, would you fuck off?

0:52:22.680 --> 0:52:25.040
<v Speaker 4>And I was like, WHOA, you shouldn't say that. And

0:52:25.080 --> 0:52:27.320
<v Speaker 4>then we went to the back room and I tried

0:52:27.320 --> 0:52:30.760
<v Speaker 4>to quit and I ended up vomiting. It's really really shameful.

0:52:31.440 --> 0:52:34.080
<v Speaker 1>I okay, I want to tell you about this, and

0:52:34.400 --> 0:52:37.520
<v Speaker 1>this might this might be ignorant, but like in this

0:52:37.600 --> 0:52:39.520
<v Speaker 1>moment right now, as I am talking to you, as

0:52:39.560 --> 0:52:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at you, you're like and even when I

0:52:43.680 --> 0:52:45.719
<v Speaker 1>was talking to you before the camera's rolling, you were

0:52:45.760 --> 0:52:50.319
<v Speaker 1>like smiling, and you seemed like and you're very socialable

0:52:50.440 --> 0:52:55.440
<v Speaker 1>and you're very like, you know, uh good at like presenting.

0:52:55.480 --> 0:52:57.759
<v Speaker 1>You say you feel, you feel it feels like you're here,

0:52:58.160 --> 0:53:00.000
<v Speaker 1>like if you feel it seems you feel very present.

0:53:00.280 --> 0:53:02.600
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, if that makes sense. Yeah, and so.

0:53:02.760 --> 0:53:06.399
<v Speaker 1>I guess I'm trying to do you feel that way

0:53:06.400 --> 0:53:08.719
<v Speaker 1>about yourself? Oh no, not at all, Okay, because I

0:53:08.800 --> 0:53:09.239
<v Speaker 1>see that.

0:53:09.480 --> 0:53:12.600
<v Speaker 4>Because for me, I'm like, I'm like, like I feel

0:53:12.600 --> 0:53:14.960
<v Speaker 4>like I'm on another planet right now. I look at

0:53:15.000 --> 0:53:17.600
<v Speaker 4>myself and like, oh, like feel myself on a TikTok

0:53:17.680 --> 0:53:19.839
<v Speaker 4>or whatever. Yeah, and I'll be like, I don't even

0:53:19.880 --> 0:53:20.799
<v Speaker 4>know who the fuck that is.

0:53:23.680 --> 0:53:25.520
<v Speaker 1>Tell me about what are the other relationships you have

0:53:25.600 --> 0:53:28.160
<v Speaker 1>besides just your partner, Like are you equal with your parents?

0:53:28.200 --> 0:53:28.760
<v Speaker 1>Your friends?

0:53:28.840 --> 0:53:31.239
<v Speaker 4>My dad acts like a twenty year old's stating a

0:53:31.280 --> 0:53:33.960
<v Speaker 4>twenty nine year old at the moment. Okay, so that's

0:53:34.080 --> 0:53:36.200
<v Speaker 4>really weird. And he tells me about it. I was

0:53:36.280 --> 0:53:38.799
<v Speaker 4>like doing MDMA and how I should come out and

0:53:38.800 --> 0:53:42.080
<v Speaker 4>how he's having all these three ways, and I'm like, wow, okay, wow,

0:53:42.200 --> 0:53:43.480
<v Speaker 4>thanks dad, love that.

0:53:43.840 --> 0:53:44.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:53:44.080 --> 0:53:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Thanks calling your mom?

0:53:46.120 --> 0:53:49.239
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, things are right with my mom. She just I

0:53:49.239 --> 0:53:50.560
<v Speaker 4>don't really like my stepdad.

0:53:50.760 --> 0:53:51.200
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

0:53:51.440 --> 0:53:51.800
<v Speaker 4>Sorry.

0:53:51.920 --> 0:53:54.520
<v Speaker 1>Now you have your friends, your homies, Yeah.

0:53:54.400 --> 0:53:55.280
<v Speaker 4>I've got a lot of friends.

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:56.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, cool. Oh yeah, I.

0:53:56.840 --> 0:53:58.440
<v Speaker 4>Think I've got a lot of friends because all my

0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:01.600
<v Speaker 4>friends understand and like how bad my mental health is.

0:54:01.760 --> 0:54:03.839
<v Speaker 4>So like I've been a shitty friend and I've been

0:54:03.840 --> 0:54:05.440
<v Speaker 4>a shitty partner and I know that and I can

0:54:05.480 --> 0:54:09.719
<v Speaker 4>acknowledge that, but like they stick around because like they

0:54:09.719 --> 0:54:12.799
<v Speaker 4>know that I I'm not They know that I'm not

0:54:12.880 --> 0:54:15.879
<v Speaker 4>good at isolate a lot, and I like don't see

0:54:15.880 --> 0:54:17.920
<v Speaker 4>my friends for months, if not your years.

0:54:18.000 --> 0:54:18.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

0:54:18.400 --> 0:54:20.440
<v Speaker 4>It's hard and it gets really hard for my partner.

0:54:20.560 --> 0:54:22.239
<v Speaker 1>How long have you been with your partner for?

0:54:23.840 --> 0:54:29.200
<v Speaker 4>We've been together? What lit?

0:54:34.080 --> 0:54:37.359
<v Speaker 1>How drunk are you at fucking four pm?

0:54:37.360 --> 0:54:37.760
<v Speaker 5>Smash?

0:54:37.760 --> 0:54:41.240
<v Speaker 3>I'll just smashed to four packs of four wood sorts?

0:54:41.400 --> 0:54:41.680
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:54:41.800 --> 0:54:42.000
<v Speaker 4>Nice?

0:54:42.239 --> 0:54:52.440
<v Speaker 1>Nice, Yeah dude, we did it. What are you? What

0:54:52.440 --> 0:54:53.760
<v Speaker 1>are you doing out on the town.

0:54:54.680 --> 0:54:55.720
<v Speaker 5>To go to the mid tonight?

0:54:57.000 --> 0:55:00.120
<v Speaker 3>The Mets A shithold, mate, I can't be fun on

0:55:00.200 --> 0:55:03.120
<v Speaker 3>the way to Goldie, I'm saying, in Brisbane tonight.

0:55:02.880 --> 0:55:05.200
<v Speaker 4>Mate, then go to like prohibitions.

0:55:05.200 --> 0:55:08.759
<v Speaker 3>I've got the Meriton. You know the Meritan just ran

0:55:08.840 --> 0:55:11.160
<v Speaker 3>near the corner from the Met. Yeah, That's where I'm

0:55:11.160 --> 0:55:15.360
<v Speaker 3>saying tonight, and comba the frog is coming.

0:55:16.200 --> 0:55:18.040
<v Speaker 1>What's where? What's what's the Meraton?

0:55:18.280 --> 0:55:19.280
<v Speaker 4>It's just a hotel.

0:55:19.640 --> 0:55:22.560
<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, where are you? Where are you from? Where

0:55:22.600 --> 0:55:23.040
<v Speaker 1>are you from?

0:55:23.280 --> 0:55:26.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm from the Meriton, but I'm going to the met

0:55:26.080 --> 0:55:28.800
<v Speaker 3>tonight and me and fucking comit the frog?

0:55:28.960 --> 0:55:32.920
<v Speaker 1>Are you coming to pick up some are you? Are you?

0:55:33.000 --> 0:55:34.160
<v Speaker 1>Are you? Are you here alone?

0:55:34.960 --> 0:55:35.240
<v Speaker 5>Mate?

0:55:35.239 --> 0:55:35.319
<v Speaker 2>Now?

0:55:35.360 --> 0:55:37.359
<v Speaker 3>I'm here to I'm meeting up with a mate at

0:55:37.400 --> 0:55:41.280
<v Speaker 3>south Bank soon, but I'm just getting smashed before tonight.

0:55:41.400 --> 0:55:43.920
<v Speaker 4>Mate, How are you going to make it out?

0:55:45.880 --> 0:55:46.439
<v Speaker 1>He asked?

0:55:46.480 --> 0:55:46.600
<v Speaker 2>How?

0:55:46.760 --> 0:55:48.680
<v Speaker 1>He asked? How you're gonna make it out?

0:55:49.160 --> 0:55:50.319
<v Speaker 5>How am I gonna make it out?

0:55:50.520 --> 0:55:50.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:55:51.520 --> 0:55:53.120
<v Speaker 3>The only way that I'm going to make it out

0:55:53.160 --> 0:55:55.400
<v Speaker 3>was the kermit frog magician.

0:55:55.520 --> 0:55:58.239
<v Speaker 1>Mate, that actually makes a lot of sense.

0:55:58.400 --> 0:56:00.319
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, can you help me to.

0:56:00.320 --> 0:56:03.160
<v Speaker 5>Not he's my wingman, he's my wingmen?

0:56:04.000 --> 0:56:06.440
<v Speaker 4>Are you talking to I'll mate?

0:56:06.719 --> 0:56:09.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Well? Wait? How many? How? What? How many beers

0:56:09.920 --> 0:56:10.840
<v Speaker 1>have you had today?

0:56:11.000 --> 0:56:14.360
<v Speaker 3>I've had I've had too four packs of two percent

0:56:14.360 --> 0:56:15.120
<v Speaker 3>of wood socks.

0:56:15.360 --> 0:56:18.359
<v Speaker 4>How many percentage drinks are they I've had?

0:56:18.680 --> 0:56:19.480
<v Speaker 5>Wait? What do you mean?

0:56:19.640 --> 0:56:21.399
<v Speaker 4>Like? How many standard drinks is in one?

0:56:22.000 --> 0:56:22.320
<v Speaker 1>Two?

0:56:23.800 --> 0:56:24.560
<v Speaker 5>And I've had.

0:56:26.160 --> 0:56:31.440
<v Speaker 1>So that count? That's about it? That's to four? Everybody?

0:56:31.480 --> 0:56:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Everybody here is doing math to see how up this goes?

0:56:34.560 --> 0:56:35.600
<v Speaker 1>What's your what's your name?

0:56:35.680 --> 0:56:37.520
<v Speaker 5>Man?

0:56:37.680 --> 0:56:44.359
<v Speaker 1>From? What's what's your dream? In life?

0:56:44.440 --> 0:56:44.680
<v Speaker 2>Dream?

0:56:44.719 --> 0:56:46.520
<v Speaker 5>And life is to get a job? Mate?

0:56:47.400 --> 0:56:48.799
<v Speaker 1>You've got a job. I don't know if this is

0:56:48.800 --> 0:56:49.560
<v Speaker 1>going to help you.

0:56:50.160 --> 0:56:53.440
<v Speaker 3>I've got to jomp into view on Wednesday for a

0:56:53.480 --> 0:56:54.319
<v Speaker 3>warehouse job.

0:56:54.920 --> 0:56:55.359
<v Speaker 4>Good money?

0:56:55.440 --> 0:56:57.879
<v Speaker 1>Oh cool man? What? What what's the what's the We've

0:56:57.920 --> 0:57:01.000
<v Speaker 1>only just got in a jail us. Oh what were you?

0:57:01.080 --> 0:57:02.080
<v Speaker 1>What were you doing in jail?

0:57:02.600 --> 0:57:04.760
<v Speaker 5>Fucking some bad things that I can't mention?

0:57:05.200 --> 0:57:05.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:57:05.800 --> 0:57:06.680
<v Speaker 4>Can you tell us one?

0:57:07.680 --> 0:57:09.120
<v Speaker 5>I did some armed robberies?

0:57:10.040 --> 0:57:11.520
<v Speaker 4>Should have do that? What?

0:57:11.920 --> 0:57:13.240
<v Speaker 5>I've just spent two years?

0:57:13.680 --> 0:57:15.600
<v Speaker 3>I did a year and a half in New South

0:57:15.600 --> 0:57:19.280
<v Speaker 3>Wales jail, came up to Queensland for four days, just

0:57:19.320 --> 0:57:20.120
<v Speaker 3>did ten months.

0:57:20.240 --> 0:57:21.640
<v Speaker 5>Just got a gel and Arfa.

0:57:21.520 --> 0:57:24.360
<v Speaker 4>Gory, Arthur gory. That's a ship.

0:57:24.400 --> 0:57:24.920
<v Speaker 1>I being in.

0:57:24.960 --> 0:57:27.840
<v Speaker 3>Jail since I was eighteen, just got out and I'm

0:57:27.840 --> 0:57:28.760
<v Speaker 3>parting hard.

0:57:30.720 --> 0:57:33.640
<v Speaker 1>What do you have a what's what's the so? So?

0:57:34.200 --> 0:57:35.680
<v Speaker 1>What's the warehouse like? Is it?

0:57:35.720 --> 0:57:36.360
<v Speaker 4>Ah? No?

0:57:36.360 --> 0:57:38.920
<v Speaker 3>No, I've got a job interview on Wednesday for the

0:57:38.920 --> 0:57:39.640
<v Speaker 3>warehouse job.

0:57:39.680 --> 0:57:46.000
<v Speaker 5>I don't know. It's for packing aluminion and other stuff.

0:57:46.720 --> 0:57:49.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh, okay, are you excited? Are you happy to be

0:57:49.160 --> 0:57:49.760
<v Speaker 1>out of jail?

0:57:49.840 --> 0:57:52.040
<v Speaker 3>I'm fucking excited, bro, so I can get some money

0:57:52.080 --> 0:57:52.800
<v Speaker 3>in my pocket.

0:57:53.400 --> 0:57:55.000
<v Speaker 1>Nice man, what's your like?

0:57:55.280 --> 0:57:57.560
<v Speaker 3>It's like he's got a fucking Acri bracelet on right

0:57:57.600 --> 0:57:59.600
<v Speaker 3>the la Wait what's that on your leg?

0:57:59.680 --> 0:58:02.280
<v Speaker 5>Can't what was it?

0:58:03.160 --> 0:58:07.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh? Yeah, he's got an ankle breas TV mate.

0:58:07.080 --> 0:58:09.560
<v Speaker 4>What's DVO Domestic Violet sorder?

0:58:09.720 --> 0:58:11.400
<v Speaker 1>Oh jesus, what is it for?

0:58:14.360 --> 0:58:14.560
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:58:15.240 --> 0:58:15.439
<v Speaker 2>Bruh.

0:58:15.440 --> 0:58:16.920
<v Speaker 1>I think I think it's just I think he just

0:58:16.960 --> 0:58:17.880
<v Speaker 1>sprained his ankle.

0:58:18.080 --> 0:58:21.520
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, they don't worry about the Joel antics mate.

0:58:21.880 --> 0:58:24.760
<v Speaker 1>What how are you like? Are you trying to stay

0:58:24.800 --> 0:58:26.040
<v Speaker 1>out of jail? Do you think you'll be able to

0:58:26.080 --> 0:58:27.200
<v Speaker 1>stay out this time?

0:58:27.280 --> 0:58:28.600
<v Speaker 5>I'm trying to stay out of jail.

0:58:28.720 --> 0:58:31.280
<v Speaker 3>Okay, good because I want to change my life and

0:58:31.320 --> 0:58:34.920
<v Speaker 3>actually do something rot good because ever since twenty eighteen,

0:58:34.960 --> 0:58:36.680
<v Speaker 3>I've been going in and out of jail. Sin soul

0:58:36.800 --> 0:58:39.480
<v Speaker 3>was twenty eighteen, so I've been going in out of

0:58:39.560 --> 0:58:41.000
<v Speaker 3>jail for the last six years.

0:58:41.480 --> 0:58:42.600
<v Speaker 1>What do you want to what do you want to

0:58:42.640 --> 0:58:43.640
<v Speaker 1>do to make things right?

0:58:44.520 --> 0:58:46.280
<v Speaker 3>I want to get a job, I want to pay

0:58:46.440 --> 0:58:48.600
<v Speaker 3>tax and fuck the matrix.

0:58:48.760 --> 0:58:50.480
<v Speaker 1>Mighte fuck the matrix.

0:58:51.240 --> 0:58:52.920
<v Speaker 5>What's stuck in the matrix? Mate?

0:58:53.200 --> 0:58:55.439
<v Speaker 1>I know what's your what's your plan? What's your plan

0:58:55.560 --> 0:58:58.960
<v Speaker 1>to to get out of the matrix? One?

0:58:59.040 --> 0:59:00.720
<v Speaker 3>My plan is to get out of the metric is

0:59:00.800 --> 0:59:03.320
<v Speaker 3>to make a load of money, save a load of money,

0:59:04.280 --> 0:59:06.320
<v Speaker 3>and join Andrew Tight's team.

0:59:07.040 --> 0:59:11.760
<v Speaker 1>Jesus, come on, man, you're going back to come on him,

0:59:12.000 --> 0:59:18.600
<v Speaker 1>come on, listen, can before we go? I thank you.

0:59:19.320 --> 0:59:24.880
<v Speaker 1>I genuinely hope that you achieve your goal of turning

0:59:24.880 --> 0:59:27.720
<v Speaker 1>it all around. I want to turn for I hope

0:59:27.760 --> 0:59:30.440
<v Speaker 1>you do. I really do, and I hope I hope.

0:59:30.280 --> 0:59:36.400
<v Speaker 3>You because fuck crime, fuck drugs by drugs, have a

0:59:36.400 --> 0:59:36.800
<v Speaker 3>good one.

0:59:36.840 --> 0:59:38.000
<v Speaker 4>Alcohol is a drug.

0:59:40.960 --> 0:59:45.160
<v Speaker 1>She got it? Oh, never really gonna kicks out? All right,

0:59:45.440 --> 0:59:51.760
<v Speaker 1>thank you, thank you, it's it's sorry, it's all right,

0:59:51.960 --> 0:59:59.720
<v Speaker 1>it's all right, it's all right. Looks have a good one.

1:00:00.280 --> 1:00:02.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah you too, man, take.

1:00:02.240 --> 1:00:04.919
<v Speaker 4>Care, Okay, that's enough.

1:00:05.040 --> 1:00:08.760
<v Speaker 1>Ken Is that that might be one of the spirits.

1:00:09.480 --> 1:00:11.560
<v Speaker 1>That's definitely, that's definitely one of the that's definitely one

1:00:11.560 --> 1:00:16.480
<v Speaker 1>of the spirits. Does that? Oh man, I don't even know.

1:00:16.520 --> 1:00:21.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know where to be, where to begin, I.

1:00:21.840 --> 1:00:26.919
<v Speaker 4>Don't even know what to say that. I'm speechless. Yeah,

1:00:27.520 --> 1:00:30.280
<v Speaker 4>Andrew tait comment got me. That really got me.

1:00:30.480 --> 1:00:32.520
<v Speaker 1>I feel you know, I don't know because I want.

1:00:32.680 --> 1:00:35.160
<v Speaker 1>I love for that guy to wake up in the

1:00:35.160 --> 1:00:39.160
<v Speaker 1>morning and be like, oh ship, I really gotta not

1:00:39.680 --> 1:00:40.200
<v Speaker 1>do that.

1:00:40.240 --> 1:00:44.240
<v Speaker 4>He's gonna oh yeah.

1:00:43.120 --> 1:00:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I want him because I think within him he genuinely

1:00:48.000 --> 1:00:50.920
<v Speaker 1>does maybe want to turn it around, but he's misguided.

1:00:51.040 --> 1:00:55.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, he's very misguided. Yeah, yeah, yeah, but that's okay.

1:00:56.560 --> 1:00:57.600
<v Speaker 4>Everyone can change.

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<v Speaker 1>I think so too.

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<v Speaker 4>Fucking hell, man, are you okay?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel great?

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<v Speaker 4>You feel great?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel great. I felt The only thing is that

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<v Speaker 1>that lady is watching us right now. But I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>keep Yeah no, don't don't look at keep again.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, so good, so good?

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, what were we talking about before that guy came?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even remember.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't even remember, babe, Do you remember what we

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<v Speaker 4>were talking about?

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<v Speaker 1>That guy's crew. That guy's not even didn't even sound

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<v Speaker 1>like he's Australian. It sounds like he's.

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<v Speaker 4>From He's Oh that's what a bogan is.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been hearing that. I've been hearing that.

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<v Speaker 4>I've been hearing that bogan same sort of way.

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<v Speaker 1>Playing let's see, Oh we were talking about you. What

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<v Speaker 1>you know. What it's funny is I guess, I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>What I've learned from the past ten minutes or so

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<v Speaker 1>is like, if you look, if you take anything away

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<v Speaker 1>from this experiment, is no matter how bad you feel

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<v Speaker 1>like you're doing, you're doing better than that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm doing Yeah yeah. I haven't been in and

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<v Speaker 4>out of jail for five years.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you how do you? How do you feel? Ash?

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like I need to take my meds and

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<v Speaker 4>have a sleep good again the other night.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I can I see it later? I can't do

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<v Speaker 1>it right now?

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<v Speaker 4>Consent?

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<v Speaker 5>I said, Oh, that's meaning TikTok from a famous to.

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<v Speaker 4>Last Do you need a medal? Well, I'm not giving

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<v Speaker 4>you one.

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<v Speaker 5>Cool to a real echo?

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<v Speaker 1>Get get Yeah, dude. It's like it's like the thing

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<v Speaker 1>on your on your thing.

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<v Speaker 3>He's posing as an echo, but he's meant to be

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<v Speaker 3>comit the frall.

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<v Speaker 4>I think he's siguatededly is maybe killed by mental health.

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<v Speaker 1>Now we don't don't do that. Don't do that, don't

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<v Speaker 1>do that. Well, Ash, you're doing Ash. I think you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing great. I think you're doing great. Dude, is there

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<v Speaker 1>anything else you want to say to the people of

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<v Speaker 1>the computer before we go.

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<v Speaker 4>Everything's a choice. So it that's it.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice to meet you, Ash, Thank you for talking to

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<v Speaker 1>a GEcho. I appreciate it, of course, have a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey it's me again, And I just wanted to say

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<v Speaker 1>that if you want to listen to that full listen

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<v Speaker 1>to all the interviews that I did in Brisbane, Australia

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<v Speaker 1>outside of that burger king, you can go to YouTube

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<v Speaker 1>dot com slash Lyle forever, or just go click the

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<v Speaker 1>link in the episode description and you can find the

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<v Speaker 1>full video there. All right, that's it. That's the end.

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<v Speaker 1>I kind I kind of I'm gonna be. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like recording myself just like alone into my phone. It

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<v Speaker 1>feels weird, you know. I like, I like talking to people.

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<v Speaker 1>I like when there's more than one person. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>weirding to myself to this phone. I actually I was wondering,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, could I AI, Could I train an AI

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<v Speaker 1>robot to just say these parts of the podcast for

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<v Speaker 1>me so that I don't have to do it, so

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<v Speaker 1>that I can just you know, do the talking to

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<v Speaker 1>people and not introducing the talking to people. Does anyone

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<v Speaker 1>know how to do that. Yeah, I'm not. I'm probably

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna do that. I'll play sound weird. It's fun

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<v Speaker 1>to rant at the end of the episode, though, because

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this doesn't even I'm not obstructing any further

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<v Speaker 1>content with this rant. This is at the end. I

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<v Speaker 1>can just keep ranting for like a while, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not in the midd you can click off. There's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>after this rant. There's no phone call or further content

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<v Speaker 1>after this. This is the end of the episode. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't feel and it might drop off, and I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if that affects algorithm. I don't even care. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just I'm I'm having a you know, I'm having fun

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<v Speaker 1>ran thing right now. I wasn't before. I was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of dreading the ranting because I was trying to think

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<v Speaker 1>of like something cool or funny to say. But now

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't mean I don't have to. I don't. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not operating under that pressure anymore because this isn't even anything.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no pressure for me what I'm saying right now

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<v Speaker 1>to be of any amount of entertainment value. It's at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the episode, so there's this is this

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<v Speaker 1>is a bonus. This isn't. What I'm doing right now

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<v Speaker 1>is not part of an episode of anything. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>a rant. I'm hungry. I wonder what I should eat tonight. Honestly, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>talking about burger king and hungery Jackson stuff, it made

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<v Speaker 1>me want to go get some burger king so I

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<v Speaker 1>might get burger king. This isn't even This is not

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<v Speaker 1>an ad for burger king. By the way, this is

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't anything. All right, thanks for listening to my podcast.

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<v Speaker 4>Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

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<v Speaker 4>The repin Can goes to what his ride's teaching you

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<v Speaker 4>about in Every Life, but he's not really an expert.