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Speaker 1: Hello, what's up, Deffie. What's going on with you?

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Speaker 2: Nothing? Nah? I just moved back to Chicago from Alaska,

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Speaker 2: and I thought it was funny that you said Alaska

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Speaker 2: not a state, that is a city.

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Speaker 1: You lived in Alaska? You said, yes, sir, Okay, what

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Speaker 1: were you doing over there?

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Speaker 2: I was working on automobiles and tires and doing drugs.

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Speaker 1: What kind of drugs do they have in Alaska?

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Speaker 2: They got a lot everything you can think of, a

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Speaker 2: lot of psychedelics, ecstasy, a lot of hard drugs, mesynthetamine.

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Speaker 1: Okay, were you doing like, were you doing the hard

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Speaker 1: drugs or just the party ones?

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Speaker 2: We're doing all of them?

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Speaker 1: Sure, okay, are you still doing them? Oh?

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Speaker 2: No, Sure, I am twenty three weeks clean.

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Speaker 1: Nice.

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Speaker 2: Nice, don't get me wrong.

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Speaker 1: Okay, what did you did you get clean when you

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Speaker 1: moved to Chicago?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: What do you do now in Chicago?

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Speaker 2: The same thing. I work at a tire shop. I

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Speaker 2: chained tires on semis.

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Speaker 1: Okay, are you enjoying life? Are you happy?

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Speaker 2: I'm a lot happier than I was a few years ago,

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Speaker 2: that's for sure.

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Speaker 1: What changed.

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Speaker 2: I stopped doing hard drugs?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah, Although like when you were doing can I

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Speaker 1: ask you something, what's the hardest drug you've done?

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Speaker 2: I would have to say nothing, famine and heroin at

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Speaker 2: the same time.

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Speaker 1: It's not a good thing to do that, but I

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Speaker 1: now feel that's gotta feel awesome. Does it feel awesome?

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Speaker 2: It? It felt at the time amazing. But I don't

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Speaker 2: suggest people doing.

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Speaker 1: I was, this is fucked up, but I was. I

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Speaker 1: saw a guy on maybe maybe maybe he was on

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Speaker 1: heroin or meth or whatever, and it was like in

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Speaker 1: the I've never done it before, but I have to

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Speaker 1: imagine in the moment it feels great. I like, so

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Speaker 1: I guess what I'm what I'm what I was. What

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Speaker 1: I was thinking was like my my, oh yeah, So,

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Speaker 1: like my day is like at a baseline level of enjoyment.

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Speaker 1: It's a very like flat line, right, And I have

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Speaker 1: to imagine that that the guy doing heroin on the

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Speaker 1: side of the road his day like most so I

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Speaker 1: gotta imagine most of his day is like far below

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Speaker 1: my baseline, but that one moment where he's you know,

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Speaker 1: And so he's kind of going through high highs and

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Speaker 1: low lows, and you know, I'm stopping at stop signs

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Speaker 1: and you know, getting the groceries. That's okay.

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Speaker 2: I would never that bad. I'm a functioning attic. I

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Speaker 2: have to have a job to buy drugs.

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Speaker 1: So you're just smoking weed now, yes, sir, Yes, sure,

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Speaker 1: that's cool. Tell tell me about the rest of your life.

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Speaker 1: Do you have friends? Your family?

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Speaker 2: I have a That's part of the reason why I

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Speaker 2: moved to Alaska. I have thirty six cousins and four

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Speaker 2: uncles and six aunts in Alaska, but all I have

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Speaker 2: in Illinois. Get my mom? Really, Okay?

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Speaker 1: So you had a lot of friends and out of

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Speaker 1: your cousins in Alaska and now it's just you, your

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Speaker 1: mom and your dad.

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Speaker 2: Uh yeah, But I mean I I still have friends

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Speaker 2: out here. Like I ride my motorcycle with a few guys.

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Speaker 1: Fuck, that sounds fun. What's that?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 2: I highly suggest getting a motorcycle. It's what hell got

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Speaker 2: me sober, really really like honestly, like it replaced one

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Speaker 2: bad choice with another. Like I'm still running from the cop.

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Speaker 2: I'm still breaking the law doing one hundred and forty

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Speaker 2: and fifty on the highway and it is villarating hard,

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Speaker 2: bribing like a motherfucker while you and fifty blowing past

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Speaker 1: Did you say your dick is throbbing hard while you're

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Speaker 1: going one hundred and forty miles on the highway?

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Speaker 2: Yes, sir, Yes, sir?

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Speaker 1: Are you I I'm actually I'm actually sitting here debating

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Speaker 2: That's what a lot of people tell me. They're like, man,

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Speaker 2: those drugs are gonna kill you. I was like, well, honestly,

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Speaker 2: what what we're killing me? Through? Or a motorcycle?

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Speaker 1: I was on the internet. I watched the video of

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Speaker 1: this was yesterday. I watched this video of a car

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Speaker 1: side like a side swipe a motorcyclist and it just

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Speaker 2: Sent you flying, didn't it?

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Speaker 1: Kind of all right? So let's back up for a

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Speaker 1: second here, what man, what what do you? What are you?

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Speaker 1: What are you looking for? Here? I guess you you

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Speaker 1: replaced one sort of dangerous activity with another dangerous activity.

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Speaker 1: Are you like trying to feel a lust for danger

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Speaker 2: Honestly, that is something that I'm trying to figure out,

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Speaker 2: like what is wrong with me? I'm like, I go

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Speaker 2: to AA meetings and NA meetings and stuff, and I

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Speaker 2: what I'm looking for. I mean, obviously I'm an adrenaline junkie.

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Speaker 2: Like something about me just constantly need to be in danger.

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Speaker 2: I don't know why.

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Speaker 1: M hm h When you go to these like AA

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Speaker 1: you go to, like, do they well, what what insight

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Speaker 1: have they provided for you on those things.

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Speaker 2: About remaining sober or what do you mean what.

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Speaker 1: Do you mean by that about remaining sober and about

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Speaker 1: like how to address this need for danger that you have.

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Speaker 2: Oh, nobody has really addressed the need for danger or

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Speaker 2: anything like that. They mainly just try to focus on

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Speaker 2: getting another day sober without using drugs.

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Speaker 1: Mhmm.

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Speaker 2: That's mainly what they focus on. They really don't care

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Speaker 2: that I have a seek for danger.

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Speaker 1: Do you do you? Do you have any like do

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Speaker 1: you have an any hobbies or do anything that's uh

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Speaker 1: like not gonna.

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Speaker 2: Go frisbee golf golf?

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Speaker 1: Okay, let's bring get a golfing smoking weed and playing

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Speaker 1: I'm I'm a big I'm a fan of smoking weed

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Speaker 1: and playing frisbee golfing for you, I think I'm like.

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Speaker 2: I'm black or white. Dude, if either there's zero or

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Speaker 2: one hundred, I'm either chill or I'm balld to the wall.

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

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Speaker 2: No, there is no gray, there is no middle grounds

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah yeah No. I I I feel you.

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Speaker 1: I feel you. Have you been like have you always

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Speaker 2: Yet? My mother actually has a video of me trying

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Speaker 2: to jump a picnic table at four years old for

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Speaker 1: Really really? Mm hmmm, So this has been this has

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Speaker 1: been a part of you for a long time.

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Speaker 2: Hold you now, I'm thirty four years old.

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Speaker 1: Okay, word word? Mm hmm. Do you have like uh? Okay?

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Speaker 1: So are you close with your mom and your dad? Who?

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Speaker 2: Because they I'm I'm close with my parents. I have

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Speaker 2: a very you know, honest relationship with them. I let

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Speaker 2: them know the things that I do and the dumb

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Speaker 2: ship that I do.

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Speaker 1: What do they have to say about any of it?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 2: They're happy that I'm not doing drugs rest for sure.

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Speaker 2: They worry about me when I ride my bike because

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Speaker 2: they know how much of a dumb ass I am.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm. How often are you getting chased by cops

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Speaker 1: and barreling down the highway.

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Speaker 2: Every time I'm on that bitch.

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Speaker 1: How often are you on that bitch every day?

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Speaker 2: It's not raining?

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Speaker 1: Oh my god? I mean hm hmmm, And you said.

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Speaker 2: What's up there? Don't get me wrong, Like sometimes I

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Speaker 2: then obviously you know you can only roll the dice

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Speaker 2: so many times before you fucking die. Like, I'm not

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Speaker 2: trying to die. I'm not suicidal. I just enjoy the

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Speaker 1: Do you and I don't? I don't know if this is,

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Speaker 2: Oh go ahead, bro, I'm an open book. What you

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Speaker 1: Do you care about your life?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 2: To a point, I mean, like with the way society

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Speaker 2: the same time, like, I know, everything happened for a reason,

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Speaker 2: and you never know what's right around the corner, you know,

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Speaker 2: But I'm going to do what I like to do

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Speaker 2: I'm happy, but I'm still chasing after something. I don't

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Do you do you ever, like, I mean,

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Speaker 1: do you think about consequences?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I was gonna say, do you think about the consequences

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Speaker 2: I was literally just having a conversation with one of

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Speaker 2: my buddies about that. He was like, I definitely process

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Can you recall any times in your life

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Speaker 2: Uh, consequences of my actions? Yeah? Yeah, there's been a

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Speaker 2: few times, but I've been arrested, did the time for

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Speaker 2: you gotta keep on keeping on, bro. You can't just

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Speaker 2: learn is by sucking up.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm, God, I feel I I don't know what

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Speaker 1: to I don't know what to say to you, definitely

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Speaker 1: because you seem like a really cool guy and I

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Speaker 1: really don't want to be scrolling through addit when they

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Speaker 1: see a video of you, uh getting ran over by

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Speaker 1: a car in your motorcycle.

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Speaker 2: Well, you know what they say, Only the good die young,

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Speaker 2: so I'll be around for a long long time.

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Speaker 1: You're like that, You're like, what's that? Fucking uh? What's

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Speaker 1: the You ever play The Lost in the Damned? The

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Speaker 1: Grand Theft Auto?

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Speaker 2: Oh? Yeah, yeah, granted, Yeah, Okay, you're you're You're a

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Speaker 2: You're a real outlaw by acre man, you have you

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Speaker 2: have no idea here.

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Speaker 1: But don't you?

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Speaker 2: I don't know, but I just want to tell you.

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Speaker 1: Sure, go ahead, what do you want to tell me?

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Speaker 2: I was gonna say that I'm just a big fan.

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Speaker 2: I remember the first time I saw you, I was

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Speaker 2: trolling through Facebook and I was tripping on mushroom and

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Speaker 2: I was like, this fucking guy, this guy got knowledge,

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Speaker 1: Well could that I mean, dude, could that be it?

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Speaker 2: Like, if there's a place I could just go and

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess you said the same thing about me.

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Speaker 1: But you you need something to do. You need to

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Speaker 1: Connect do you could literally you could literally like there

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Speaker 1: you could literally do that. I mean you could do that.

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Speaker 1: You could go on there's probably people listening to this

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Speaker 1: you know, you just need it. Sounds like you just

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Speaker 2: I'd be like, yeah, I want to go birth the law.

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Speaker 1: Oh man, well it's a place to start, Okay. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: what else? What else? What else? How do you feel about? Uh?

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Speaker 1: Now, all right, what about what about? Uh? What about

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Speaker 1: being you could become a foodie. You could sample.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you could be a food critic.

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Speaker 2: That sounds terrible, Like we just talked about how I

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Speaker 1: All right, Fuck what else? I don't know? Look again,

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Speaker 2: Like that's that's like right now, like you and I

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00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:14,960
Speaker 2: are having a debate, Like we're sitting here and we're

442
00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 2: trying to think of something, but yet we can't think

443
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:21,879
Speaker 2: of anything. So I'm jiggling my motorcycle key and it

444
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:23,800
Speaker 2: sound real good. You know what I'm saying.

445
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,760
Speaker 1: Dude, Come on, come on, all right, hold on, bear

446
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:31,120
Speaker 1: with me, get them all right, because because I want,

447
00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:39,160
Speaker 1: I need you. Look there is hmm, I can't look,

448
00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:43,440
Speaker 1: but all right, there are. I'm gonna go for it.

449
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 1: There are an infinite amount of human experiences, like more

450
00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:53,640
Speaker 1: than you could ever seek to, more than you could

451
00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:56,600
Speaker 1: ever experience in several lifetimes. Do you agree with that?

452
00:24:57,760 --> 00:24:58,400
Speaker 2: Absolutely?

453
00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:02,040
Speaker 1: Okay, you absolut lutely you agree with that. Okay, So

454
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: would not would it not be crazy, perhaps even a

455
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 1: little arrogant to say to yourself, I am one hundred

456
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:15,080
Speaker 1: percent sure that out of the.

457
00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:20,440
Speaker 6: Literally infinite human experiences, people to meet, places to go,

458
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:26,359
Speaker 6: things to do, there is none that come anywhere close

459
00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:33,920
Speaker 6: to this horrible thing that of doing the motorcycle thing.

460
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:38,879
Speaker 2: How about you get on a motorcycle and you go

461
00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:41,600
Speaker 2: one hundred I won't say one hundred and fifty. You

462
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,560
Speaker 2: do one hundred and twenty mile of an hour, And

463
00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:47,360
Speaker 2: tell me you don't get the biggest erection you've ever

464
00:25:47,440 --> 00:25:48,800
Speaker 2: had in your entire life.

465
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,639
Speaker 1: Buddy, what about six Flags? Have you ever been to

466
00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:52,520
Speaker 1: six flags?

467
00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:55,320
Speaker 2: Yeah?

468
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:59,520
Speaker 1: Go to six go to six flags? Taking uber to

469
00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:00,440
Speaker 1: six flags?

470
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:02,439
Speaker 2: Dude, take an uber to six flag. Don't get on

471
00:26:02,480 --> 00:26:09,280
Speaker 2: the bike. Oh man, I don't think that. I don't

472
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:13,480
Speaker 2: like I get the whole roller coaster and bungee jump

473
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:17,480
Speaker 2: in uh skydivings that all that stuff that's only a

474
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:21,080
Speaker 2: blip of a second to where when you're riding the motorcycle,

475
00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:24,520
Speaker 2: I'm in control from the time that I start the

476
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 2: bike until the time that I turn off the bike.

477
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 2: I can give myself the amount of dope that I

478
00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:32,440
Speaker 2: want and then stop it, to where if I get

479
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:35,440
Speaker 2: on a roller coaster, that dopamine only lasts for as

480
00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:37,800
Speaker 2: long as that rides, and then I have to go

481
00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:40,480
Speaker 2: and pay more money and stand in line, and do

482
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:41,919
Speaker 2: you right?

483
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,600
Speaker 1: That's get what I'm saying. Look, that's fair, and I

484
00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:46,439
Speaker 1: get and I get that we could I get that

485
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:47,880
Speaker 1: we could sit here all day and I could try

486
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,280
Speaker 1: to give you specific things and you could refute them,

487
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:54,320
Speaker 1: but the general idea that I'm trying.

488
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,320
Speaker 2: Oh you're not wrong, Like you're right, getting you go

489
00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 2: onto something about the infinite possibilities of human connection and

490
00:26:59,600 --> 00:27:03,400
Speaker 2: possible abilities of a million different things that I could do.

491
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:09,959
Speaker 1: Oh fuck, I accidentally opened up Premiere Pro on my computer.

492
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 1: Hold on, all right, See that was that was a

493
00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:17,879
Speaker 1: little See that's my version of of adrenaline as I

494
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 1: open all the apps on my computer at the same time. Okay,

495
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:28,320
Speaker 1: here's what I Here's what I'm Here's what I'm trying

496
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:32,479
Speaker 1: to say is and I look, it's my ship is

497
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:35,920
Speaker 1: not as extreme as you know doing meth and heroin,

498
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 1: but I understand in a way the basic thing of like,

499
00:27:41,160 --> 00:27:45,800
Speaker 1: if your brain is not engaged, it's gonna go straight

500
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:49,720
Speaker 1: to the demons. It's gonna go straight to whatever those

501
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:51,639
Speaker 1: DearS like.

502
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:55,520
Speaker 2: Like I I've learned that the drugs are not the

503
00:27:55,600 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 2: answer and it's not going to help me and progress

504
00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 2: me or take me where I want to be in life.

505
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,560
Speaker 2: So I'm not in a hurry to go back to

506
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:07,920
Speaker 2: the drug Like once you get past the withdrawal state,

507
00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 2: it's really it really gets the mindset and a lifestyle change.

508
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 2: Like if you want to keep being a scumbag and

509
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,600
Speaker 2: hang out with certain people, then you're you're always going

510
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:19,880
Speaker 2: to be a part of that life. But if you

511
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:24,240
Speaker 2: yourself want to change, it's not that hard. At least

512
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 2: it is for me. I know some addicts have it harder,

513
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,440
Speaker 2: but I don't plan on going back to the drugs

514
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:32,680
Speaker 2: anytime soon.

515
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:36,639
Speaker 1: And that's fantastic, it is, and and you should be

516
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:38,640
Speaker 1: proud of yourself for that. And I know that was

517
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 1: really difficult. But you have a new challenge now. And

518
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:47,680
Speaker 1: we have a new challenge now, because look, dude, like this,

519
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:52,760
Speaker 1: drive in your motorcycle down one hundred and forty miles

520
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:56,240
Speaker 1: p You're gonna fucking you, have you?

521
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:58,920
Speaker 2: I've seen you can only roll the dice so many times.

522
00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:00,640
Speaker 1: You can only roll the dice, somebody, and you know this,

523
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 1: You can only roll the dice so many times. And

524
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:08,480
Speaker 1: so like you went and and also look you went

525
00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:16,080
Speaker 1: from one high risk crazy activity to another. And so

526
00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:19,520
Speaker 1: you've already you already know you have within yourself the

527
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:23,600
Speaker 1: ability to replace one thing.

528
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:26,320
Speaker 2: Energy somewhere else.

529
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: Yes, to direct your energy somewhere else. I don't love

530
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 1: the place that you've you've directed it too, but you

531
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:37,200
Speaker 1: know that you have that ability, and so I'm just

532
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:44,640
Speaker 1: saying we could you could find a different thing to

533
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 1: channel that energy into. And maybe, as we've talked about,

534
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:55,800
Speaker 1: it's just friends or getting stoned or whatever. Man Like,

535
00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 1: why don't you just get high and run around in the.

536
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,480
Speaker 2: Woods or did that in Alaska? Bro?

537
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:04,120
Speaker 1: That sounds sick.

538
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 2: It was twelve years in Alaska. It was. It was

539
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:12,040
Speaker 2: one of the best experiences I've ever had in my life.

540
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you were more stable in Alaska

541
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:15,840
Speaker 1: or in Chicago?

542
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:23,840
Speaker 2: It depends what you mean by that, Like financially and

543
00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 2: mentally stable, Yes, I'm better off in Chicago, but overall

544
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:36,040
Speaker 2: happy as a human being, I would happier being a wild,

545
00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:41,400
Speaker 2: feral animal in Alaska. Like my soul was happy, you know,

546
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:44,800
Speaker 2: but I was doing terrible things. I didn't have a

547
00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:50,000
Speaker 2: roof over my head. Just you get to a certain

548
00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 2: point that you want different things in my life.

549
00:30:54,400 --> 00:31:03,080
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Man Like, go ahead, now you said you

550
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: said you do have friends in Chicago, right, Yeah, what

551
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,480
Speaker 1: what are they like? Do they are they are? Do

552
00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:14,000
Speaker 1: you you see you're talking about being a bad influence

553
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:15,600
Speaker 1: on other people. Do you think other people are ever

554
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 1: a bad influence on you?

555
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:25,479
Speaker 2: No? No, no, I'm always the one that's the bad influence. Like, like,

556
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 2: so right now, one of my good friends that I'm

557
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:34,960
Speaker 2: hanging out is currently is He's Arabic, so he he

558
00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:38,360
Speaker 2: doesn't drink, he doesn't do alcohol, drugs, he doesn't do

559
00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 2: any of that stuff. And I can you know, I

560
00:31:42,240 --> 00:31:44,560
Speaker 2: convinced him to get a motorcycle. And now we're both

561
00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:50,360
Speaker 2: riding and you know, going at irate speech and this kid,

562
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 2: all this guy did would just go home, go to work,

563
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:54,640
Speaker 2: go home, go to work, go home, And like I

564
00:31:54,680 --> 00:31:56,960
Speaker 2: was like, bro, you're just as depressed as I am.

565
00:31:57,200 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 2: And now we're both riding motorcycle. Like I said, I'm

566
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 2: the bad influence.

567
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:06,239
Speaker 1: Mm hmm, there's something for you. I don't know what

568
00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:08,280
Speaker 1: it is. I really don't, but.

569
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:10,840
Speaker 2: There's I'm just trying to find it myself.

570
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 1: Okay, I'll hope you find it before you end up

571
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:21,200
Speaker 1: on our slash crazy fucking videos. I really I really do, man,

572
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:23,480
Speaker 1: I really do. I would be so happy. I would

573
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,160
Speaker 1: be so happy to hear from you a year from

574
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:27,720
Speaker 1: now and you're like, you know what I actually got

575
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: really into competitive yugi. Oh and now I don't uh

576
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:33,160
Speaker 1: kill people with that shadow.

577
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, see I did the shadow around bust here

578
00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 2: when I was a teenage m hmm, what is there

579
00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 2: any if you want? If you want, I will, I

580
00:32:45,040 --> 00:32:48,600
Speaker 2: will literally contact you one year from today and we

581
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:52,040
Speaker 2: can have an evaluation of exact conversation.

582
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:56,239
Speaker 1: Okay, I really seriously, I don't know what. Send me

583
00:32:56,280 --> 00:33:00,120
Speaker 1: an Instagram thing or whatever a year from now and

584
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,280
Speaker 1: I'll be like, oh, ship, I'd be happy to hear

585
00:33:03,320 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 1: that you didn't die.

586
00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:09,600
Speaker 2: You know, And who knows, maybe I'll find my calling

587
00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:12,680
Speaker 2: by them, or maybe I'll settle the fuck down. Who knows?

588
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 1: Are you gonna watch the Are you gonna look in

589
00:33:14,680 --> 00:33:17,200
Speaker 1: the YouTube comments to see if something?

590
00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:17,760
Speaker 2: Literally?

591
00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 1: Dude with dreadlocks is like, man, come on over to

592
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:26,200
Speaker 1: the the Salty Dog Weed Lounge in Chicago. I don't

593
00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:29,040
Speaker 1: know why. I don't know why I said the Salty

594
00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:30,760
Speaker 1: Dog but whatever, are you gonna? Are you gonna look

595
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 1: for it?

596
00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:33,200
Speaker 2: I'm looking right now.

597
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,400
Speaker 1: Well, I haven't posted it yet, but I mean, I

598
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:38,040
Speaker 1: guess there's.

599
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:42,720
Speaker 2: The comics right now? What what am I? I downloaded

600
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:44,400
Speaker 2: the whole app just so I could watch you.

601
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:47,280
Speaker 1: I think a twitch yeah twitch Yeah.

602
00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 2: I literally downloaded it app just so I could watch

603
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 2: you and call you and follow you.

604
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 1: Bro here, All right, let's do this. I'm gonna I'm

605
00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:58,400
Speaker 1: gonna take it to the chat real quick chat. Do

606
00:33:58,400 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 1: you have any suggestions of things for deafie to do?

607
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:04,800
Speaker 1: I forgot we even we didn't even talk about you

608
00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:05,440
Speaker 1: being deaf?

609
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,239
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm seventy two hearing age.

610
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:12,000
Speaker 1: How are you hearing me right now?

611
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,200
Speaker 2: I have really good hearing as that cost forty thousand dollars?

612
00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: Holy shit? Did you have to like? How did you

613
00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:23,640
Speaker 1: are you in like medical debt for that?

614
00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:29,719
Speaker 2: No? I got help through the state.

615
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:31,600
Speaker 1: That actually cool.

616
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:34,840
Speaker 2: Nobody can Nobody has forty thousand dollars playing around if

617
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:38,080
Speaker 2: to hear somebody yell at them?

618
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:42,520
Speaker 1: All right? We got someone said hire a prostitute.

619
00:34:43,840 --> 00:34:47,160
Speaker 2: Oh, her name's Betting and she doesn't have any teeth.

620
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:49,160
Speaker 5: Uh.

621
00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:51,280
Speaker 1: We got a gun range.

622
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:55,160
Speaker 2: You gotta have a void card in Illinois.

623
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:00,680
Speaker 1: What else we got? We got mountain biking. It's pretty good.

624
00:35:00,840 --> 00:35:01,920
Speaker 1: How about mountain biking?

625
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:03,960
Speaker 5: Got?

626
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:07,279
Speaker 1: Oh? What about this?

627
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:07,800
Speaker 4: M m A.

628
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:10,200
Speaker 1: I feel like you'd be I feel like you'd be

629
00:35:10,239 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 1: a good.

630
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:10,920
Speaker 3: M M.

631
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:12,879
Speaker 1: A guy like you see it like you could fight?

632
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:15,239
Speaker 2: Oh I do like to fight. But hold on a second.

633
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:19,200
Speaker 2: There's some guy named mic m I l o K

634
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:22,440
Speaker 2: at eight twenty four. He said, you ride in Chicago

635
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 2: and wants to come riding with me, will hit me up?

636
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:28,319
Speaker 2: I'm gonna put chat.

637
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:32,120
Speaker 1: Oh Jesus, this is not dude. I'm gonna be I'm

638
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,160
Speaker 1: gonna be scrolling through Reddit and it's gonna be three

639
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:36,359
Speaker 1: guys and they're all gonna get fucked up. I'm gonna

640
00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:39,280
Speaker 1: be like, damn it. My stream brought these people together

641
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:39,719
Speaker 1: to die.

642
00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:42,840
Speaker 2: I put my number in the chat. So if you

643
00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:44,279
Speaker 2: guys ever want to go riding and you're in the

644
00:35:44,360 --> 00:35:46,080
Speaker 2: Illinois there, kick me up.

645
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:50,960
Speaker 1: Also, also if you're in the if you're in the

646
00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:54,720
Speaker 1: Illinois area and you run a really cool knitting club

647
00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:58,799
Speaker 1: and you want to invite that, that would be cool too.

648
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:01,759
Speaker 2: If somebody comes up to me and offers me the

649
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 2: knit because of you, I'm gonna do it. Okay, Oh

650
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 2: my god, I heard you on the Gato you want

651
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:07,839
Speaker 2: to come to and I'll be like.

652
00:36:07,719 --> 00:36:09,120
Speaker 1: Fuck yeah, let's do good.

653
00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:12,440
Speaker 2: Well, I'm really open minded to anything.

654
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 1: Let me thank you. Let me. Thank you. Were you,

655
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 1: by the way, were you born deaf or did you become?

656
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:24,200
Speaker 2: No? All right, so I have I got a rare

657
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:28,000
Speaker 2: to view called Kawasaki like the motorcycle, and it gave

658
00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:30,320
Speaker 2: me a fever of one hundred and six and it

659
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,360
Speaker 2: melted the hair inside my cochlea.

660
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:38,200
Speaker 1: Holy shit? Yeah, how do you like hear stuff on

661
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:41,760
Speaker 1: the Does this make the motorcycle thing even more dangerous?

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Speaker 2: No? Like I, like I said, I have hearing it

663
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,399
Speaker 2: and I can't hear. I just can't hear as well

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Speaker 2: as the guy. I'm just like that old guy that's

665
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:55,080
Speaker 2: been surrounded by machine his whole life, you know, Like

666
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 2: I'm like that like your grandpa. I can kind of hear,

667
00:36:58,080 --> 00:36:59,759
Speaker 2: but I've just gotta yell a little bit.

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Speaker 1: Mm okay, hm hm hm, Well, deafie definie, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: Do you wanna do you wanna plug anything to use

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Speaker 1: Instagram or anything like that?

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00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,799
Speaker 2: I do have an Instagram. Uh it's at de fie

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Speaker 2: d staying with my Snapchat defu d.

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Speaker 1: D e a f y d d e a f

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Speaker 1: f y d. Well, if if you live in Chicago

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Speaker 1: and you have some positive non uh keep hearing. Safety

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Speaker 1: that you want to invite definite to go do. Uh?

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00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:52,719
Speaker 1: There he is dangerous? Well, definitely is a good yeah,

678
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:59,160
Speaker 1: not a non dangerous thing. Or if you know any

679
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:01,680
Speaker 1: cool weed Landes hit him up?

680
00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:05,839
Speaker 2: Tone, why would donating blood be exciting our fun?

681
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:08,880
Speaker 1: Did somebody in the chat say donating blood?

682
00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:11,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, they said donate blood.

683
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Speaker 1: Hey, man, don't knock it to you trying any.

684
00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:17,400
Speaker 2: Thinking about the Roman Empire.

685
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Speaker 1: Uh well, definitely, I'm gonna stop looking at the chat

686
00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:27,080
Speaker 1: right now, Deffie. I've enjoyed talking to you, man. I

687
00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:29,520
Speaker 1: really hope that you find something. You seem like a

688
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,680
Speaker 1: cool guy. I want you to continue to live many

689
00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:35,759
Speaker 1: years on the earth. Dude, is there anything else you

690
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 1: wanted to say or talk about or anything like that?

691
00:38:38,640 --> 00:38:39,279
Speaker 1: Before we go?

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Speaker 2: I would just like to leave all your followers and

693
00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:47,640
Speaker 2: everyone listening that everything does happen for a reason, whether

694
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:52,000
Speaker 2: you turn leapt or turn right or ghost or it

695
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 2: will choose the next choice in your life. Everything happened

696
00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:57,720
Speaker 2: for a reason.

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00:38:59,239 --> 00:38:59,399
Speaker 4: Hey.

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Speaker 1: Also, if I go to Alaska, what should I do?

699
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Speaker 1: I'm thinking about going there?

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00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:09,600
Speaker 2: Drugs? No, it depends on what part of Alaska are

701
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,880
Speaker 2: you going to? Are you gonna go? Like take a cruise.

702
00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 2: Are you going to go to like the island. Are

703
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:16,839
Speaker 2: you going to go to like Anchorage? Like? What are

704
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:18,279
Speaker 2: you trying to do in Alaska?

705
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:19,000
Speaker 3: Oh?

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00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:22,320
Speaker 1: Probably I want to go to the city and see

707
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:25,840
Speaker 1: like cool mountain shit. And all right, if you.

708
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 2: Want to see the city and mountains, I suggest go

709
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:31,799
Speaker 2: into Anchorage. And weed is also legal in Alaska, so

710
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 2: you can hit up the defense. We grab yourself some shit.

711
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:41,200
Speaker 2: I recommend Denally Dispensary right there. It's right there in downtown.

712
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:43,440
Speaker 2: And then yeah, and then you can go out to the

713
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Speaker 2: Eagle River, go hiking up Baldy Mountain and get a

714
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:49,760
Speaker 2: beautiful view, smoke some of that awesome ganga and just enjoy.

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Speaker 1: See you've helped me too, Deffy, because all this week

716
00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:58,000
Speaker 1: I really was very existential and thinking that, you know,

717
00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,600
Speaker 1: I don't know what else there is left to do

718
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:06,040
Speaker 1: in life. But now you've shown me that I can

719
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Speaker 1: get high in Alaska, which is a reason enough to

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Speaker 1: And if.

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Speaker 2: You need people for harder stuff or other stuff, just

722
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Speaker 2: let me know.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I will thank you definitely.

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00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,960
Speaker 2: I got you. You're my favorite.

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Speaker 1: Hey, you're my favorite. Uh got deaf god you too, man?

726
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Speaker 1: H I like that guy. I don't know, dude, I

727
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Speaker 1: I do, I met, but I hate I fucking hate

728
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:47,960
Speaker 1: like the whole like going one hundred miles an hour

729
00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:51,879
Speaker 1: on the highway. I hate it. It's dangerous for you,

730
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:55,720
Speaker 1: it's dangerous for other people. It's just such a shit

731
00:40:56,920 --> 00:41:01,279
Speaker 1: not good thing to do. And it's and it's a

732
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:05,080
Speaker 1: bummer because I like I like Defie. He's a cool guy,

733
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 1: you know, and there's a lot of stuff that he

734
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 1: I think he could do that would be you know,

735
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Speaker 1: fun or exciting or or you know, worth worthwhile to do.

736
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Speaker 1: That's not that And I hope he finds it if

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00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,319
Speaker 1: I hope I get the d M a year from

738
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:30,040
Speaker 1: now being like, hey, I'm really into competitive chess, boxing

739
00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:36,759
Speaker 1: or whatever. The fuck. Yeah, I'm excited. Now that I'm

740
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:41,680
Speaker 1: done with my tour, I'm gonna try to go make

741
00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:45,160
Speaker 1: more like uh fun geto videos in places. So I'm

742
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:48,239
Speaker 1: gonna go to I'm gonna try Alaska on that on

743
00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:52,719
Speaker 1: that man's recommendation, and I'm gonna get high and look

744
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:58,280
Speaker 1: at a polar bear and uh, everything will hopefully feel okay.

745
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:04,360
Speaker 1: Thanks Stephie, Hey, everybody, it's Lyle. That is the conclusion

746
00:42:04,840 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 1: of the phone call portion of this podcast. But get

747
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:13,480
Speaker 1: this now is the part of this podcast where we

748
00:42:13,520 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 1: are going to transportate to the streets of a little

749
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:25,320
Speaker 1: place called Brisbane, Australia, in front of a little place

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Speaker 1: called Hungry Jacks, which is what they call burger king

751
00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 1: in Australia. I made like an Instagram story saying where

752
00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:39,719
Speaker 1: in Brisbane, Australia should I go to film stuff? And

753
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:42,600
Speaker 1: like one hundred people told me that I should go

754
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Speaker 1: in front of this Hungry Jacks in this shopping mall

755
00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:50,480
Speaker 1: and I did. And here's a little interview that I

756
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Speaker 1: did with a person who was kind of telling me

757
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:58,839
Speaker 1: about some demons that she was facing and whatnot. And

758
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 1: also we're interrupted at some point by a very drunk guy.

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Speaker 1: So take a listen. What's your name?

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Speaker 4: I'm Ash Ash, Nice to meet you, Nice to meet by.

761
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Speaker 1: What's that again?

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Speaker 4: I just learned that you're.

763
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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, And I learned that you're Ash. There we go.

764
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Speaker 1: I was I all right, so just some backstorre and

765
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:21,960
Speaker 1: you saw this. I was setting up and without fail,

766
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Speaker 1: everywhere I've gone to set up and do this in Australia,

767
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 1: people have come to try to kick me out.

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Speaker 3: But I was.

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Speaker 1: And then but that and that woman came.

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Speaker 4: I saw her. I was ready to I was ready

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Speaker 4: to come and defend. You be like, nah, he's a

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Speaker 4: therapy she.

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Speaker 1: Well, she was. She was gonna kick me out. And

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Speaker 1: like normally when somebody starts when I see a police officer,

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Speaker 1: I'm just I shut down and I'm like it's over.

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00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,040
Speaker 4: Sheficer?

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Speaker 1: Who was she was?

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Speaker 4: She's just like power dynamic, you know, she's like male security. Yeah,

779
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:52,239
Speaker 4: not even male security. She's like mole. I said that.

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Speaker 4: She's like just like a council worker.

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Speaker 1: She had a she had a whole, she had a notebook. Yeah, well,

782
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Speaker 1: I guess it's I guess you can tell if somebody

783
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Speaker 1: is a real police. Like in America, if some guy

784
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,440
Speaker 1: has like a big fucking gun, you're like, all right,

785
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Speaker 1: I gotta stop filming at in front of this KFC

786
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Speaker 1: or else they'll shoot me in the face.

787
00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:17,040
Speaker 4: But a police have guns and tases.

788
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Speaker 1: That this would be a really hilarious thing to get

789
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Speaker 1: taste for. I will say that. I will say that.

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Speaker 4: The Brisbane City place is the best place.

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Speaker 1: No, she was cool. She was cool. I mean, but normally,

792
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Speaker 1: when I see like a security guard, police officer, trying

793
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Speaker 1: to kick me out. I'm like, I'm like, it's over,

794
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Speaker 1: it's all. But I was like, I was like, I

795
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Speaker 1: fucking I've getten kicked out of every single place I've

796
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Speaker 1: tried to do this in Australia. And I was like, no,

797
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Speaker 1: I'm gonna fight back this time. I'm gonna fight back

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Speaker 1: this time. And she told me I could be here

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Speaker 1: for twenty minutes, and she told you, yeah, but I

800
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:50,240
Speaker 1: mean I'm gonna try to be here for an hour. Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Brisbane's different, like a small where, like a country town.

802
00:44:53,719 --> 00:44:56,160
Speaker 1: We'll see, she'll come. Maybe she'll come back and I

803
00:44:56,200 --> 00:44:58,799
Speaker 1: can convince her to sit down and talk to me. Yes,

804
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,239
Speaker 1: you should, s Collins. She's not gonna want to. I

805
00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:03,360
Speaker 1: know that for a fact.

806
00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:04,200
Speaker 4: Oh that's okay.

807
00:45:04,840 --> 00:45:06,160
Speaker 1: What's up? How's life?

808
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:07,919
Speaker 4: Life's really shit?

809
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:09,160
Speaker 1: Tell me why?

810
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,280
Speaker 4: Well, at the moment, I'm trying to find a psychiatrist

811
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:14,600
Speaker 4: and I've been told it's a six to twelve months wait,

812
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:17,880
Speaker 4: and my doctor thinks I've got psychosis.

813
00:45:18,360 --> 00:45:20,239
Speaker 1: Really, why does he think you have psychosis?

814
00:45:20,440 --> 00:45:24,480
Speaker 4: Because I'm like really delusional. So seeing a gecko just like,

815
00:45:25,239 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 4: I was like, is this seven real?

816
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 1: Yeah? Right? Right?

817
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:32,600
Speaker 4: That's fun? What are you having delusions about spirits? A

818
00:45:32,640 --> 00:45:35,919
Speaker 4: lot of spirits at the moment, Okay, And like it's

819
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:38,759
Speaker 4: like I'm kind of thinking that, Like I can't believe

820
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Speaker 4: I'm just talking to you about this. I'm kind of

821
00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 4: thinking that, like everything is connected and intertwined with like

822
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:48,240
Speaker 4: spirits and shit, and I'm terrified, Like there's specific clothing

823
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Speaker 4: I can't wear because what if, like the spirits are

824
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Speaker 4: gonna fucking get me.

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Speaker 1: What are you like the spirit's getting you? What does

826
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Speaker 1: that mean, Like they're gonna hurt you?

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Speaker 4: Well, ghosts can't hurt people. Otherwise everyone would probably be dead, right,

828
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Speaker 4: So how would they even get you? They just get

829
00:46:06,040 --> 00:46:08,320
Speaker 4: in my head and just make me take my life.

830
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Speaker 4: M this's got real deep, real fast. No.

831
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Speaker 1: I mean you can talk about whatever you want to

832
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:14,160
Speaker 1: talk about it if you want to talk about it.

833
00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:16,720
Speaker 1: Have you ever been visited by like a spirit?

834
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:18,919
Speaker 2: No?

835
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:22,440
Speaker 4: But but at the moment, in the house we live in,

836
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:25,160
Speaker 4: me and my partner, I think that there's most certainly

837
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:27,960
Speaker 4: a spirit and she just like agrees with me. I'm like, yeah,

838
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:31,160
Speaker 4: there's a spirit and she's like, yeah, yeah, I still agree.

839
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Speaker 1: Do you think she's agreeing with you out of desire

840
00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 1: for a lack of conflict or do you think she

841
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:38,160
Speaker 1: genuinely thinks there's also a spirit.

842
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Speaker 4: I think she's just agreeing with me to like avoid conflict.

843
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:45,040
Speaker 4: Like I think that is definitely what it is, which

844
00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:46,400
Speaker 4: is nice.

845
00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:49,640
Speaker 1: So when you went to the doctor and the doctor.

846
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Speaker 4: Yeah, I see my doctor every single week.

847
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:53,799
Speaker 1: What did like, what did they tell you about the spirits? Then?

848
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:55,960
Speaker 4: I haven't really told her about it because I don't

849
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Speaker 4: know how to like approach the subject probably with her,

850
00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:01,680
Speaker 4: really yeah, because she she's really cool. She's a really

851
00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:04,239
Speaker 4: amazing lady, and like she sees me every single week,

852
00:47:04,280 --> 00:47:06,520
Speaker 4: tells me to book appointments and we're trying to avoid

853
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:08,600
Speaker 4: putting me on too much medication because I don't agree

854
00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:12,960
Speaker 4: with meds. Sure, so, but I've told them about it

855
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 4: and they're like, like they asked me if for her

856
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:19,600
Speaker 4: voices and I'm like, oh, maybe, not sure, and they're like,

857
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Speaker 4: could it be your interior monologue or whatever it's called?

858
00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:26,759
Speaker 4: And I'm like, uh, it could be. But like I

859
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:29,040
Speaker 4: just like wake up every morning with really bad thoughts,

860
00:47:29,080 --> 00:47:32,000
Speaker 4: really negative thoughts, and it's like really fucking hard.

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Speaker 6: You.

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Speaker 1: I just I hope you take this as a compliment.

863
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:39,879
Speaker 1: You're the sanest person on psychosis I've ever met.

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Speaker 4: That's an honor. That's such a compliment.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean because I don't I mean, I

866
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Speaker 1: don't know. You've been talking to you for two minutes,

867
00:47:47,239 --> 00:47:49,760
Speaker 1: but you you don't seem crazy.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

869
00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,080
Speaker 4: I got to keep it all together. Yeah, I had

870
00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:54,359
Speaker 4: to my whole life. I've been suffering with mental health

871
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:57,799
Speaker 4: for since for ten years. About mmmm, So.

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00:47:57,840 --> 00:48:03,640
Speaker 1: It's does anything make you happy or make you feel

873
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:04,360
Speaker 1: like chill?

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00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:07,879
Speaker 4: Not at the moment, not a lot of things make

875
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:10,680
Speaker 4: me feel very happy and chill. Like my partner, she's awesome.

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00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 4: She makes me feel really happy and chill, and like

877
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:16,200
Speaker 4: reassures me and comforts me. And like going to the

878
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:20,320
Speaker 4: movie theaters that like relaxes me. I love watching TV

879
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:22,360
Speaker 4: shows on like YouTube and stuff because it takes me

880
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,759
Speaker 4: into a different world, right right, And like I watch

881
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:29,279
Speaker 4: a lot of TikTok, and TikTok kind of feeds into

882
00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:30,200
Speaker 4: delusions as well.

883
00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:32,400
Speaker 1: Okay, I was about to say, because your TikTok algorithm

884
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:35,759
Speaker 1: will like kind of show you what you're gonna be

885
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:37,400
Speaker 1: glued to. And the thing you're gonna be glued to,

886
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:40,080
Speaker 1: I assume is like things confirming that your delusions are real?

887
00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:41,560
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, one hundred percent.

888
00:48:41,760 --> 00:48:44,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, what kinds of like are you seeing content about

889
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:45,319
Speaker 1: like ghosts and shit?

890
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:49,120
Speaker 4: I not really because I try, I try and like

891
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:51,399
Speaker 4: not think about it too much, and then I take

892
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:53,480
Speaker 4: my I take my meds, and I'm like, okay, it's

893
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:56,680
Speaker 4: all good, everything is fine. So I haven't taken my

894
00:48:56,719 --> 00:48:57,280
Speaker 4: meds today.

895
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:00,640
Speaker 1: Why are you? And but I know, whole personal thing

896
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:01,719
Speaker 1: you don't have to talk about if you want to,

897
00:49:01,719 --> 00:49:03,680
Speaker 1: But like, if you do want to talk about it,

898
00:49:03,719 --> 00:49:05,760
Speaker 1: why are you against taking your meds?

899
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:11,680
Speaker 4: I think I'm against taking meds because they I think

900
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:15,000
Speaker 4: that they're just trying to poison me, to be completely honest, And.

901
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:16,480
Speaker 1: Like when you say they're trying to poison you, do

902
00:49:16,480 --> 00:49:20,240
Speaker 1: you mean like they are like yours? So you believe

903
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:24,319
Speaker 1: that your psychiatrist is like genuinely like malevolent and like

904
00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:26,919
Speaker 1: out to get you and wants to poison you type

905
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:27,160
Speaker 1: of thing.

906
00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:30,200
Speaker 4: Well, like, when I have not seen it psychiatrists at

907
00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,400
Speaker 4: the moment, there's a long wait. But when I have

908
00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:35,799
Speaker 4: seen psychiatrists in the past, they just drugged me up

909
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:39,200
Speaker 4: and just turned me into like a dope, which is

910
00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:41,920
Speaker 4: really hard because like, I don't like being dope. I

911
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:45,239
Speaker 4: like to like feel life and live life. But it's

912
00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:46,960
Speaker 4: really hard to do with meds sometimes.

913
00:49:48,400 --> 00:49:50,919
Speaker 1: What what I mean? What a what are you want?

914
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,120
Speaker 1: Maybe I feel like there's gotta be whatever you say,

915
00:49:53,160 --> 00:49:54,680
Speaker 1: it is got to be someone in the comments is

916
00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:56,400
Speaker 1: gonna say something like I was on that before.

917
00:49:57,040 --> 00:50:00,760
Speaker 4: I'm on Sarah quill Is, Like I'm on undred milligrams

918
00:50:00,760 --> 00:50:02,879
Speaker 4: a day, which isn't really a lot, I don't think.

919
00:50:03,440 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 4: And then I'm on another med called mini Press okay,

920
00:50:06,760 --> 00:50:09,359
Speaker 4: and it's for lowering for blood pressure, but it helps

921
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:12,800
Speaker 4: with nightmares because I really really like vivid, vivid dreams

922
00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 4: and nightmares. What do you have nightmares about the other day,

923
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:20,799
Speaker 4: I had a nightmare that I was being accused of

924
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:24,040
Speaker 4: a murder, and like it was so real and like

925
00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:26,839
Speaker 4: I was the one who, like I killed this dad

926
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 4: and his kid, and I was like, it's like what

927
00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 4: the fuck? Like I was just full being accused of it,

928
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:34,320
Speaker 4: and that's all I really remember.

929
00:50:34,800 --> 00:50:37,719
Speaker 1: In the dream. Did you did in the dream? Did

930
00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:39,920
Speaker 1: you do it? Or were you like falsely accused?

931
00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:42,640
Speaker 4: No, it's falsely accused. I didn't do it, Which was

932
00:50:42,680 --> 00:50:44,600
Speaker 4: the weirdest part because I know that I didn't do it.

933
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:48,239
Speaker 1: Tell me about your Do you go to school or

934
00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:48,920
Speaker 1: work or anything?

935
00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:51,200
Speaker 4: Oh no, I can't work? Called doing school at the moment.

936
00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:54,120
Speaker 1: When was the last time you did?

937
00:50:55,719 --> 00:51:01,280
Speaker 4: I was working like last year and like November December,

938
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:04,080
Speaker 4: but like, my mental health just completely took me over.

939
00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:07,160
Speaker 4: So it was like I was paranoid. The like my

940
00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:10,200
Speaker 4: boss hated me. So it made the problems for me

941
00:51:10,239 --> 00:51:14,000
Speaker 4: at work. And then I ended up ended up just

942
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:16,960
Speaker 4: having mental health days every single week and just not

943
00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:20,080
Speaker 4: coming back. I ended up ended up going into work.

944
00:51:22,160 --> 00:51:24,879
Speaker 4: I brought my shirt in and I told her. I

945
00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:27,239
Speaker 4: was like, I'd like to talk to you. This is

946
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 4: where it gets exciting. And then so I went up

947
00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:32,719
Speaker 4: to talk to her and she's like, had like to

948
00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:34,000
Speaker 4: talk to you in the back, and I'm like, n

949
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,440
Speaker 4: I prefer if we talked in front of people, because

950
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:38,719
Speaker 4: like she already like it already felt like she was

951
00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:43,319
Speaker 4: against me. And then so she ended up saying to me,

952
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:46,880
Speaker 4: she's like, what did she say? I was like, you know,

953
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:49,040
Speaker 4: the way that you have treated me has been really

954
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:51,840
Speaker 4: unfair and just not very kind, because she genuinely was

955
00:51:51,920 --> 00:51:54,360
Speaker 4: being really shitty towards me, and she wanted to fire

956
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:57,240
Speaker 4: me because I went to Brisbane because I wasn't living

957
00:51:57,360 --> 00:51:59,319
Speaker 4: in Brisbane at the time. Yeah, and I went back

958
00:51:59,320 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 4: to Brisbane to see my family and my younger sister

959
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:04,439
Speaker 4: was also graduating, and so I went to see them

960
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:07,760
Speaker 4: and she found out because there was a family friend

961
00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:10,400
Speaker 4: that worked with me as well. And then so she

962
00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 4: fired me. And I went in to quit before she

963
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 4: could fire me, because she told everyone else that I

964
00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:17,680
Speaker 4: was fired before she told me. And in the end,

965
00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:20,719
Speaker 4: I was like sort of going off and sort of

966
00:52:20,719 --> 00:52:22,640
Speaker 4: talking about it, and she's like, oh, would you fuck off?

967
00:52:22,680 --> 00:52:25,040
Speaker 4: And I was like, WHOA, you shouldn't say that. And

968
00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:27,320
Speaker 4: then we went to the back room and I tried

969
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:30,760
Speaker 4: to quit and I ended up vomiting. It's really really shameful.

970
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 1: I okay, I want to tell you about this, and

971
00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:37,520
Speaker 1: this might this might be ignorant, but like in this

972
00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:39,520
Speaker 1: moment right now, as I am talking to you, as

973
00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:43,640
Speaker 1: I'm looking at you, you're like and even when I

974
00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:45,719
Speaker 1: was talking to you before the camera's rolling, you were

975
00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:50,319
Speaker 1: like smiling, and you seemed like and you're very socialable

976
00:52:50,440 --> 00:52:55,440
Speaker 1: and you're very like, you know, uh good at like presenting.

977
00:52:55,480 --> 00:52:57,759
Speaker 1: You say you feel, you feel it feels like you're here,

978
00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:00,000
Speaker 1: like if you feel it seems you feel very present.

979
00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:02,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, if that makes sense. Yeah, and so.

980
00:53:02,760 --> 00:53:06,399
Speaker 1: I guess I'm trying to do you feel that way

981
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:08,719
Speaker 1: about yourself? Oh no, not at all, Okay, because I

982
00:53:08,800 --> 00:53:09,239
Speaker 1: see that.

983
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,600
Speaker 4: Because for me, I'm like, I'm like, like I feel

984
00:53:12,600 --> 00:53:14,960
Speaker 4: like I'm on another planet right now. I look at

985
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:17,600
Speaker 4: myself and like, oh, like feel myself on a TikTok

986
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:19,839
Speaker 4: or whatever. Yeah, and I'll be like, I don't even

987
00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:20,799
Speaker 4: know who the fuck that is.

988
00:53:23,680 --> 00:53:25,520
Speaker 1: Tell me about what are the other relationships you have

989
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:28,160
Speaker 1: besides just your partner, Like are you equal with your parents?

990
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:28,760
Speaker 1: Your friends?

991
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:31,239
Speaker 4: My dad acts like a twenty year old's stating a

992
00:53:31,280 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 4: twenty nine year old at the moment. Okay, so that's

993
00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:36,200
Speaker 4: really weird. And he tells me about it. I was

994
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:38,799
Speaker 4: like doing MDMA and how I should come out and

995
00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:42,080
Speaker 4: how he's having all these three ways, and I'm like, wow, okay, wow,

996
00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:43,480
Speaker 4: thanks dad, love that.

997
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:44,040
Speaker 2: Yeah.

998
00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:46,000
Speaker 1: Thanks calling your mom?

999
00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:49,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, things are right with my mom. She just I

1000
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:50,560
Speaker 4: don't really like my stepdad.

1001
00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:51,200
Speaker 1: Okay.

1002
00:53:51,440 --> 00:53:51,800
Speaker 4: Sorry.

1003
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: Now you have your friends, your homies, Yeah.

1004
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:55,280
Speaker 4: I've got a lot of friends.

1005
00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:56,840
Speaker 1: Okay, cool. Oh yeah, I.

1006
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,440
Speaker 4: Think I've got a lot of friends because all my

1007
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:01,600
Speaker 4: friends understand and like how bad my mental health is.

1008
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:03,839
Speaker 4: So like I've been a shitty friend and I've been

1009
00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:05,440
Speaker 4: a shitty partner and I know that and I can

1010
00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:09,719
Speaker 4: acknowledge that, but like they stick around because like they

1011
00:54:09,719 --> 00:54:12,799
Speaker 4: know that I I'm not They know that I'm not

1012
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:15,879
Speaker 4: good at isolate a lot, and I like don't see

1013
00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:17,920
Speaker 4: my friends for months, if not your years.

1014
00:54:18,000 --> 00:54:18,360
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1015
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:20,440
Speaker 4: It's hard and it gets really hard for my partner.

1016
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,239
Speaker 1: How long have you been with your partner for?

1017
00:54:23,840 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 4: We've been together? What lit?

1018
00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:37,359
Speaker 1: How drunk are you at fucking four pm?

1019
00:54:37,360 --> 00:54:37,760
Speaker 5: Smash?

1020
00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:41,240
Speaker 3: I'll just smashed to four packs of four wood sorts?

1021
00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:41,680
Speaker 3: All right?

1022
00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:42,000
Speaker 4: Nice?

1023
00:54:42,239 --> 00:54:52,440
Speaker 1: Nice, Yeah dude, we did it. What are you? What

1024
00:54:52,440 --> 00:54:53,760
Speaker 1: are you doing out on the town.

1025
00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:55,720
Speaker 5: To go to the mid tonight?

1026
00:54:57,000 --> 00:55:00,120
Speaker 3: The Mets A shithold, mate, I can't be fun on

1027
00:55:00,200 --> 00:55:03,120
Speaker 3: the way to Goldie, I'm saying, in Brisbane tonight.

1028
00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:05,200
Speaker 4: Mate, then go to like prohibitions.

1029
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:08,759
Speaker 3: I've got the Meriton. You know the Meritan just ran

1030
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:11,160
Speaker 3: near the corner from the Met. Yeah, That's where I'm

1031
00:55:11,160 --> 00:55:15,360
Speaker 3: saying tonight, and comba the frog is coming.

1032
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:18,040
Speaker 1: What's where? What's what's the Meraton?

1033
00:55:18,280 --> 00:55:19,280
Speaker 4: It's just a hotel.

1034
00:55:19,640 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 1: Oh okay, where are you? Where are you from? Where

1035
00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:23,040
Speaker 1: are you from?

1036
00:55:23,280 --> 00:55:26,000
Speaker 3: I'm from the Meriton, but I'm going to the met

1037
00:55:26,080 --> 00:55:28,800
Speaker 3: tonight and me and fucking comit the frog?

1038
00:55:28,960 --> 00:55:32,920
Speaker 1: Are you coming to pick up some are you? Are you?

1039
00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you here alone?

1040
00:55:34,960 --> 00:55:35,240
Speaker 5: Mate?

1041
00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:35,319
Speaker 2: Now?

1042
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:37,359
Speaker 3: I'm here to I'm meeting up with a mate at

1043
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:41,280
Speaker 3: south Bank soon, but I'm just getting smashed before tonight.

1044
00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:43,920
Speaker 4: Mate, How are you going to make it out?

1045
00:55:45,880 --> 00:55:46,439
Speaker 1: He asked?

1046
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:46,600
Speaker 2: How?

1047
00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:48,680
Speaker 1: He asked? How you're gonna make it out?

1048
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:50,319
Speaker 5: How am I gonna make it out?

1049
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:50,719
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1050
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:53,120
Speaker 3: The only way that I'm going to make it out

1051
00:55:53,160 --> 00:55:55,400
Speaker 3: was the kermit frog magician.

1052
00:55:55,520 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 1: Mate, that actually makes a lot of sense.

1053
00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:00,319
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, can you help me to.

1054
00:56:00,320 --> 00:56:03,160
Speaker 5: Not he's my wingman, he's my wingmen?

1055
00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:06,440
Speaker 4: Are you talking to I'll mate?

1056
00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:09,920
Speaker 1: Yeah? Well? Wait? How many? How? What? How many beers

1057
00:56:09,920 --> 00:56:10,840
Speaker 1: have you had today?

1058
00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:14,360
Speaker 3: I've had I've had too four packs of two percent

1059
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:15,120
Speaker 3: of wood socks.

1060
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:18,359
Speaker 4: How many percentage drinks are they I've had?

1061
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:19,480
Speaker 5: Wait? What do you mean?

1062
00:56:19,640 --> 00:56:21,399
Speaker 4: Like? How many standard drinks is in one?

1063
00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:22,320
Speaker 1: Two?

1064
00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:24,560
Speaker 5: And I've had.

1065
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:31,440
Speaker 1: So that count? That's about it? That's to four? Everybody?

1066
00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:34,320
Speaker 1: Everybody here is doing math to see how up this goes?

1067
00:56:34,560 --> 00:56:35,600
Speaker 1: What's your what's your name?

1068
00:56:35,680 --> 00:56:37,520
Speaker 5: Man?

1069
00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:44,359
Speaker 1: From? What's what's your dream? In life?

1070
00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:44,680
Speaker 2: Dream?

1071
00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:46,520
Speaker 5: And life is to get a job? Mate?

1072
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:48,799
Speaker 1: You've got a job. I don't know if this is

1073
00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:49,560
Speaker 1: going to help you.

1074
00:56:50,160 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 3: I've got to jomp into view on Wednesday for a

1075
00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:54,319
Speaker 3: warehouse job.

1076
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:55,359
Speaker 4: Good money?

1077
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:57,879
Speaker 1: Oh cool man? What? What what's the what's the We've

1078
00:56:57,920 --> 00:57:01,000
Speaker 1: only just got in a jail us. Oh what were you?

1079
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: What were you doing in jail?

1080
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:04,760
Speaker 5: Fucking some bad things that I can't mention?

1081
00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:05,680
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1082
00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:06,680
Speaker 4: Can you tell us one?

1083
00:57:07,680 --> 00:57:09,120
Speaker 5: I did some armed robberies?

1084
00:57:10,040 --> 00:57:11,520
Speaker 4: Should have do that? What?

1085
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:13,240
Speaker 5: I've just spent two years?

1086
00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:15,600
Speaker 3: I did a year and a half in New South

1087
00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:19,280
Speaker 3: Wales jail, came up to Queensland for four days, just

1088
00:57:19,320 --> 00:57:20,120
Speaker 3: did ten months.

1089
00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:21,640
Speaker 5: Just got a gel and Arfa.

1090
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:24,360
Speaker 4: Gory, Arthur gory. That's a ship.

1091
00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:24,920
Speaker 1: I being in.

1092
00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:27,840
Speaker 3: Jail since I was eighteen, just got out and I'm

1093
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:28,760
Speaker 3: parting hard.

1094
00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:33,640
Speaker 1: What do you have a what's what's the so? So?

1095
00:57:34,200 --> 00:57:35,680
Speaker 1: What's the warehouse like? Is it?

1096
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:36,360
Speaker 4: Ah? No?

1097
00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:38,920
Speaker 3: No, I've got a job interview on Wednesday for the

1098
00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:39,640
Speaker 3: warehouse job.

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Speaker 5: I don't know. It's for packing aluminion and other stuff.

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Speaker 1: Oh, okay, are you excited? Are you happy to be

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00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:49,760
Speaker 1: out of jail?

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Speaker 3: I'm fucking excited, bro, so I can get some money

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00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:52,800
Speaker 3: in my pocket.

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00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:55,000
Speaker 1: Nice man, what's your like?

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00:57:55,280 --> 00:57:57,560
Speaker 3: It's like he's got a fucking Acri bracelet on right

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00:57:57,600 --> 00:57:59,600
Speaker 3: the la Wait what's that on your leg?

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00:57:59,680 --> 00:58:02,280
Speaker 5: Can't what was it?

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00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:07,000
Speaker 1: Oh? Yeah, he's got an ankle breas TV mate.

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00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:09,560
Speaker 4: What's DVO Domestic Violet sorder?

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00:58:09,720 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 1: Oh jesus, what is it for?

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00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:14,560
Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Bruh.

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00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:16,920
Speaker 1: I think I think it's just I think he just

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00:58:16,960 --> 00:58:17,880
Speaker 1: sprained his ankle.

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00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, they don't worry about the Joel antics mate.

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00:58:21,880 --> 00:58:24,760
Speaker 1: What how are you like? Are you trying to stay

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00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:26,040
Speaker 1: out of jail? Do you think you'll be able to

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00:58:26,080 --> 00:58:27,200
Speaker 1: stay out this time?

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00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:28,600
Speaker 5: I'm trying to stay out of jail.

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Speaker 3: Okay, good because I want to change my life and

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00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:34,920
Speaker 3: actually do something rot good because ever since twenty eighteen,

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00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:36,680
Speaker 3: I've been going in and out of jail. Sin soul

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00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:39,480
Speaker 3: was twenty eighteen, so I've been going in out of

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00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:41,000
Speaker 3: jail for the last six years.

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Speaker 1: What do you want to what do you want to

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00:58:42,640 --> 00:58:43,640
Speaker 1: do to make things right?

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00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:46,280
Speaker 3: I want to get a job, I want to pay

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Speaker 3: tax and fuck the matrix.

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00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:50,480
Speaker 1: Mighte fuck the matrix.

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00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:52,920
Speaker 5: What's stuck in the matrix? Mate?

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00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,439
Speaker 1: I know what's your what's your plan? What's your plan

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00:58:55,560 --> 00:58:58,960
Speaker 1: to to get out of the matrix? One?

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00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:00,720
Speaker 3: My plan is to get out of the metric is

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00:59:00,800 --> 00:59:03,320
Speaker 3: to make a load of money, save a load of money,

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Speaker 3: and join Andrew Tight's team.

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00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:11,760
Speaker 1: Jesus, come on, man, you're going back to come on him,

1137
00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:18,600
Speaker 1: come on, listen, can before we go? I thank you.

1138
00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:24,880
Speaker 1: I genuinely hope that you achieve your goal of turning

1139
00:59:24,880 --> 00:59:27,720
Speaker 1: it all around. I want to turn for I hope

1140
00:59:27,760 --> 00:59:30,440
Speaker 1: you do. I really do, and I hope I hope.

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00:59:30,280 --> 00:59:36,400
Speaker 3: You because fuck crime, fuck drugs by drugs, have a

1142
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:36,800
Speaker 3: good one.

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00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:38,000
Speaker 4: Alcohol is a drug.

1144
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:45,160
Speaker 1: She got it? Oh, never really gonna kicks out? All right,

1145
00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:51,760
Speaker 1: thank you, thank you, it's it's sorry, it's all right,

1146
00:59:51,960 --> 00:59:59,720
Speaker 1: it's all right, it's all right. Looks have a good one.

1147
01:00:00,280 --> 01:00:02,440
Speaker 1: Yeah you too, man, take.

1148
01:00:02,240 --> 01:00:04,919
Speaker 4: Care, Okay, that's enough.

1149
01:00:05,040 --> 01:00:08,760
Speaker 1: Ken Is that that might be one of the spirits.

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01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,560
Speaker 1: That's definitely, that's definitely one of the that's definitely one

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01:00:11,560 --> 01:00:16,480
Speaker 1: of the spirits. Does that? Oh man, I don't even know.

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01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:21,920
Speaker 1: I don't even know where to be, where to begin, I.

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01:00:21,840 --> 01:00:26,919
Speaker 4: Don't even know what to say that. I'm speechless. Yeah,

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01:00:27,520 --> 01:00:30,280
Speaker 4: Andrew tait comment got me. That really got me.

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01:00:30,480 --> 01:00:32,520
Speaker 1: I feel you know, I don't know because I want.

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01:00:32,680 --> 01:00:35,160
Speaker 1: I love for that guy to wake up in the

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01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:39,160
Speaker 1: morning and be like, oh ship, I really gotta not

1158
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:40,200
Speaker 1: do that.

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01:00:40,240 --> 01:00:44,240
Speaker 4: He's gonna oh yeah.

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01:00:43,120 --> 01:00:48,000
Speaker 1: I want him because I think within him he genuinely

1161
01:00:48,000 --> 01:00:50,920
Speaker 1: does maybe want to turn it around, but he's misguided.

1162
01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:55,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, he's very misguided. Yeah, yeah, yeah, but that's okay.

1163
01:00:56,560 --> 01:00:57,600
Speaker 4: Everyone can change.

1164
01:00:57,760 --> 01:00:58,520
Speaker 1: I think so too.

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01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:02,400
Speaker 4: Fucking hell, man, are you okay?

1166
01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 3: Oh?

1167
01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:03,479
Speaker 1: I feel great?

1168
01:01:03,680 --> 01:01:04,240
Speaker 4: You feel great?

1169
01:01:04,280 --> 01:01:04,480
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1170
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 1: I feel great. I felt The only thing is that

1171
01:01:06,520 --> 01:01:08,400
Speaker 1: that lady is watching us right now. But I'm gonna

1172
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:12,840
Speaker 1: keep Yeah no, don't don't look at keep again.

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01:01:12,960 --> 01:01:14,640
Speaker 4: Okay, so good, so good?

1174
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:17,920
Speaker 1: But yeah, what were we talking about before that guy came?

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01:01:17,960 --> 01:01:18,840
Speaker 1: I don't even remember.

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01:01:19,040 --> 01:01:22,920
Speaker 4: I don't even remember, babe, Do you remember what we

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01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:23,680
Speaker 4: were talking about?

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01:01:25,840 --> 01:01:28,000
Speaker 1: That guy's crew. That guy's not even didn't even sound

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01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:29,400
Speaker 1: like he's Australian. It sounds like he's.

1180
01:01:29,320 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 4: From He's Oh that's what a bogan is.

1181
01:01:33,320 --> 01:01:34,360
Speaker 1: I've been hearing that. I've been hearing that.

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01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:37,920
Speaker 4: I've been hearing that bogan same sort of way.

1183
01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:43,960
Speaker 1: Playing let's see, Oh we were talking about you. What

1184
01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:46,520
Speaker 1: you know. What it's funny is I guess, I guess.

1185
01:01:46,520 --> 01:01:49,240
Speaker 1: What I've learned from the past ten minutes or so

1186
01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:52,640
Speaker 1: is like, if you look, if you take anything away

1187
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:55,320
Speaker 1: from this experiment, is no matter how bad you feel

1188
01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:59,760
Speaker 1: like you're doing, you're doing better than that. Yeah.

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01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:02,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm doing Yeah yeah. I haven't been in and

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01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:04,120
Speaker 4: out of jail for five years.

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01:02:04,880 --> 01:02:07,240
Speaker 1: Do you how do you? How do you feel? Ash?

1192
01:02:08,640 --> 01:02:10,600
Speaker 4: I feel like I need to take my meds and

1193
01:02:10,680 --> 01:02:16,520
Speaker 4: have a sleep good again the other night.

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01:02:16,920 --> 01:02:20,480
Speaker 1: Can I can I see it later? I can't do

1195
01:02:20,520 --> 01:02:20,920
Speaker 1: it right now?

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01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:21,720
Speaker 4: Consent?

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01:02:23,600 --> 01:02:25,760
Speaker 5: I said, Oh, that's meaning TikTok from a famous to.

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01:02:26,880 --> 01:02:30,040
Speaker 4: Last Do you need a medal? Well, I'm not giving

1199
01:02:30,080 --> 01:02:30,439
Speaker 4: you one.

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01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 5: Cool to a real echo?

1201
01:02:35,160 --> 01:02:38,680
Speaker 1: Get get Yeah, dude. It's like it's like the thing

1202
01:02:38,720 --> 01:02:39,800
Speaker 1: on your on your thing.

1203
01:02:41,000 --> 01:02:43,360
Speaker 3: He's posing as an echo, but he's meant to be

1204
01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:44,160
Speaker 3: comit the frall.

1205
01:02:46,160 --> 01:02:50,200
Speaker 4: I think he's siguatededly is maybe killed by mental health.

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01:02:50,240 --> 01:02:53,880
Speaker 1: Now we don't don't do that. Don't do that, don't

1207
01:02:53,880 --> 01:03:00,480
Speaker 1: do that. Well, Ash, you're doing Ash. I think you're

1208
01:03:00,480 --> 01:03:02,920
Speaker 1: doing great. I think you're doing great. Dude, is there

1209
01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:04,400
Speaker 1: anything else you want to say to the people of

1210
01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:05,520
Speaker 1: the computer before we go.

1211
01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:13,840
Speaker 4: Everything's a choice. So it that's it.

1212
01:03:13,960 --> 01:03:15,360
Speaker 1: Nice to meet you, Ash, Thank you for talking to

1213
01:03:15,360 --> 01:03:17,880
Speaker 1: a GEcho. I appreciate it, of course, have a good day.

1214
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 1: Hey it's me again, And I just wanted to say

1215
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:24,480
Speaker 1: that if you want to listen to that full listen

1216
01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:29,800
Speaker 1: to all the interviews that I did in Brisbane, Australia

1217
01:03:29,840 --> 01:03:32,920
Speaker 1: outside of that burger king, you can go to YouTube

1218
01:03:32,960 --> 01:03:36,920
Speaker 1: dot com slash Lyle forever, or just go click the

1219
01:03:37,000 --> 01:03:40,160
Speaker 1: link in the episode description and you can find the

1220
01:03:40,160 --> 01:03:44,880
Speaker 1: full video there. All right, that's it. That's the end.

1221
01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:46,439
Speaker 1: I kind I kind of I'm gonna be. I don't

1222
01:03:46,440 --> 01:03:52,800
Speaker 1: like recording myself just like alone into my phone. It

1223
01:03:52,800 --> 01:03:56,400
Speaker 1: feels weird, you know. I like, I like talking to people.

1224
01:03:56,840 --> 01:03:59,360
Speaker 1: I like when there's more than one person. I feel

1225
01:03:59,360 --> 01:04:04,440
Speaker 1: weirding to myself to this phone. I actually I was wondering,

1226
01:04:04,480 --> 01:04:07,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, could I AI, Could I train an AI

1227
01:04:07,720 --> 01:04:12,520
Speaker 1: robot to just say these parts of the podcast for

1228
01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:14,080
Speaker 1: me so that I don't have to do it, so

1229
01:04:14,080 --> 01:04:16,920
Speaker 1: that I can just you know, do the talking to

1230
01:04:16,960 --> 01:04:21,120
Speaker 1: people and not introducing the talking to people. Does anyone

1231
01:04:21,200 --> 01:04:24,040
Speaker 1: know how to do that. Yeah, I'm not. I'm probably

1232
01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:27,720
Speaker 1: not gonna do that. I'll play sound weird. It's fun

1233
01:04:27,720 --> 01:04:29,760
Speaker 1: to rant at the end of the episode, though, because

1234
01:04:30,400 --> 01:04:33,840
Speaker 1: I mean, this doesn't even I'm not obstructing any further

1235
01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:38,080
Speaker 1: content with this rant. This is at the end. I

1236
01:04:38,120 --> 01:04:42,480
Speaker 1: can just keep ranting for like a while, and I'm

1237
01:04:42,520 --> 01:04:44,520
Speaker 1: not in the midd you can click off. There's nothing

1238
01:04:44,600 --> 01:04:48,360
Speaker 1: after this rant. There's no phone call or further content

1239
01:04:49,720 --> 01:04:51,560
Speaker 1: after this. This is the end of the episode. I

1240
01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:53,560
Speaker 1: don't feel and it might drop off, and I don't

1241
01:04:53,600 --> 01:04:57,000
Speaker 1: know if that affects algorithm. I don't even care. I'm

1242
01:04:57,040 --> 01:04:59,080
Speaker 1: just I'm I'm having a you know, I'm having fun

1243
01:04:59,760 --> 01:05:03,880
Speaker 1: ran thing right now. I wasn't before. I was kind

1244
01:05:03,880 --> 01:05:06,520
Speaker 1: of dreading the ranting because I was trying to think

1245
01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:09,800
Speaker 1: of like something cool or funny to say. But now

1246
01:05:09,800 --> 01:05:11,680
Speaker 1: it doesn't mean I don't have to. I don't. I'm

1247
01:05:11,680 --> 01:05:15,680
Speaker 1: not operating under that pressure anymore because this isn't even anything.

1248
01:05:16,600 --> 01:05:19,800
Speaker 1: There's no pressure for me what I'm saying right now

1249
01:05:20,280 --> 01:05:23,480
Speaker 1: to be of any amount of entertainment value. It's at

1250
01:05:23,520 --> 01:05:31,760
Speaker 1: the end of the episode, so there's this is this

1251
01:05:31,800 --> 01:05:33,720
Speaker 1: is a bonus. This isn't. What I'm doing right now

1252
01:05:33,800 --> 01:05:38,120
Speaker 1: is not part of an episode of anything. It's just

1253
01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:45,800
Speaker 1: a rant. I'm hungry. I wonder what I should eat tonight. Honestly, honestly,

1254
01:05:45,840 --> 01:05:48,360
Speaker 1: talking about burger king and hungery Jackson stuff, it made

1255
01:05:48,400 --> 01:05:50,680
Speaker 1: me want to go get some burger king so I

1256
01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:55,280
Speaker 1: might get burger king. This isn't even This is not

1257
01:05:55,320 --> 01:05:57,080
Speaker 1: an ad for burger king. By the way, this is

1258
01:05:57,960 --> 01:06:03,520
Speaker 1: this isn't anything. All right, thanks for listening to my podcast.

1259
01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:06,680
Speaker 4: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

1260
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,760
Speaker 4: The repin Can goes to what his ride's teaching you

1261
01:06:09,800 --> 01:06:13,800
Speaker 4: about in Every Life, but he's not really an expert.