1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:12,399 Speaker 1: M from grandmothers who whispered in their baby girl ill 2 00:00:13,400 --> 00:00:16,920 Speaker 1: two fathers on dimly lit street corners, instructing young soldiers 3 00:00:16,920 --> 00:00:20,959 Speaker 1: to always keep their eyes open. You be queen, you 4 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:24,239 Speaker 1: were fired. You will pass through centuries on the hands 5 00:00:24,280 --> 00:00:28,720 Speaker 1: of your daughters. They called you wisdom. Proverbs on the 6 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:32,320 Speaker 1: backs of diamond eyed school children who grew into hymnals 7 00:00:32,320 --> 00:00:37,200 Speaker 1: recited by amethyst holding urban philosophers who recited neighborhood commandments 8 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:40,680 Speaker 1: out of the windows of restored Alchemedo chariots. To keep 9 00:00:40,680 --> 00:00:46,040 Speaker 1: the warmth of their blood. Be wise, be smart, being black, 10 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:50,720 Speaker 1: Opal Brown courts, bloodstone and prayer. Be every form of 11 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:57,760 Speaker 1: Jim see king told, scribe, scribe, told son, son, told wife, wife, 12 00:00:57,800 --> 00:01:02,080 Speaker 1: told her daughter, and daughter told the ass told me 13 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 1: that you would come to give wisdom. Thousands They said 14 00:01:06,920 --> 00:01:12,760 Speaker 1: you would come, Dropping Dropping Jim. Welcome back to another 15 00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:17,280 Speaker 1: episode of the Dropping Gems podcast. I'm your host, Debbie Brown, 16 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,000 Speaker 1: and this is your soft place to land, where we 17 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:25,480 Speaker 1: explore conversations rooted in higher consciousness, all in service to 18 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:29,280 Speaker 1: the highest level appealing possible and the highest level of 19 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:32,680 Speaker 1: purpose possible for each of our lives. So so glad 20 00:01:32,720 --> 00:01:35,120 Speaker 1: that you are joining us, picking up some tools for 21 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:40,000 Speaker 1: the journey, and diving in deeper to this beautiful, long 22 00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:45,160 Speaker 1: windy path of self awareness. As I record this episode, 23 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:49,080 Speaker 1: I just got back from Upstate New York. I was 24 00:01:49,120 --> 00:01:53,200 Speaker 1: out in rhyin back at the Omega Institute with Queena 25 00:01:53,200 --> 00:02:01,360 Speaker 1: Flua for our first Women Who Heal Retreat. It was incredible, 26 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:05,400 Speaker 1: mind blowing. I have actually had to take many days 27 00:02:05,480 --> 00:02:09,880 Speaker 1: to kind of let myself integrate everything that happened process 28 00:02:09,919 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: and also just nourish and restore myself UM from that 29 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:19,200 Speaker 1: very intensive five day experience. I'm gonna have a whole 30 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:22,240 Speaker 1: episode that I record around the Women who He'll Retreat 31 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:25,160 Speaker 1: UM very very very soon, Queen of Who and I 32 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:27,720 Speaker 1: have we're gonna get back on schedule and really kind 33 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:32,840 Speaker 1: of like unpack all of the beauty that we experienced 34 00:02:32,880 --> 00:02:37,560 Speaker 1: and created there. But because I know, out of the 35 00:02:38,040 --> 00:02:42,480 Speaker 1: seventy women that were in that room, the vast majority 36 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:44,280 Speaker 1: share that they listened to this show. So if you're 37 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:46,320 Speaker 1: listening right now when you are at Women Who Heal, 38 00:02:46,639 --> 00:02:50,200 Speaker 1: I just want to tell you I am so proud 39 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:54,080 Speaker 1: of you. It was such a joy to be in 40 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:57,880 Speaker 1: community with every single one of you and all of 41 00:02:57,919 --> 00:03:06,040 Speaker 1: you did deep, deep, deep work, and that after email 42 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:08,720 Speaker 1: is coming, so I want to talk a little bit. 43 00:03:08,760 --> 00:03:10,920 Speaker 1: You know, I'm gonna we'll do a whole episode, but 44 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:13,920 Speaker 1: I do want to share that it was just such 45 00:03:14,919 --> 00:03:18,639 Speaker 1: such an invaluably gorgeous time and I just can't say 46 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:23,880 Speaker 1: enough about the power of that sacred land. About Omega 47 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:26,840 Speaker 1: two and fifty acres in upstate New York. It's a 48 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 1: historic campus for spiritual learning that's been in existence for 49 00:03:31,480 --> 00:03:35,120 Speaker 1: over forty five years. It was founded by many thought 50 00:03:35,200 --> 00:03:38,520 Speaker 1: leaders of the time forty five years ago, with my 51 00:03:38,680 --> 00:03:42,760 Speaker 1: favorite being one of my personal shaoes, Elizabeth Lesser, who 52 00:03:42,800 --> 00:03:45,840 Speaker 1: I've had the honor of having on this podcast previously. 53 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:50,160 Speaker 1: Uh and this five days, I mean, we were on 54 00:03:50,200 --> 00:03:53,760 Speaker 1: this campus and we were I think one of only 55 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,920 Speaker 1: two programs happening. So it's a vast campus, but we 56 00:03:57,040 --> 00:04:01,520 Speaker 1: took it over. So imagine seventy black and brown women 57 00:04:02,240 --> 00:04:05,880 Speaker 1: for awlicking in the woods all over. We were out 58 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:08,880 Speaker 1: at the lake, we were hiking, we were in our cabins, 59 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:12,560 Speaker 1: we were eating meals together, we were at the campfire together. 60 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:16,960 Speaker 1: We were you know, walking down beautiful trails and being 61 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:21,600 Speaker 1: with nature, and it was exquisite and in that five 62 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 1: days when Queen and I first came together, we actually 63 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:27,280 Speaker 1: had a tea ceremony at my house and we just 64 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:30,960 Speaker 1: felt really called to collaborate on something together. You know, 65 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:33,440 Speaker 1: Queen and I both have our individual work and our 66 00:04:33,480 --> 00:04:36,760 Speaker 1: individual lens of how we view healing and how we 67 00:04:36,839 --> 00:04:39,560 Speaker 1: teach it and share it with others. And you know, 68 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:43,640 Speaker 1: Queen of Flua is, of course such an incredible pioneer 69 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:47,479 Speaker 1: in the space of wellness, having done this deep work, 70 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:54,440 Speaker 1: having healed her community, having offered so many loving, powerful 71 00:04:54,480 --> 00:04:58,440 Speaker 1: tools and resources to the world and especially her community 72 00:04:58,440 --> 00:05:02,520 Speaker 1: in New York for so long, you know, so just 73 00:05:02,760 --> 00:05:05,960 Speaker 1: coming together with all of that wisdom and with some 74 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:09,000 Speaker 1: of the new processes that people are using to heal 75 00:05:09,080 --> 00:05:12,320 Speaker 1: and investigate themselves, we just had a blast. Queen and 76 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:16,400 Speaker 1: I could not stop kind of dancing around campus, smiling, hugging, 77 00:05:16,640 --> 00:05:20,200 Speaker 1: just feeling great. And our deepest intention was, you know, 78 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:26,320 Speaker 1: I I consider myself a teacher for advanced users. You 79 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:29,560 Speaker 1: know where I am on my journey, uh, how I 80 00:05:29,680 --> 00:05:33,840 Speaker 1: experienced my awakening and my mastery and teaching. I want 81 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:38,719 Speaker 1: to share things at the deepest level possible with those 82 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:41,640 Speaker 1: who are ready to be on that leg of the journey, 83 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:43,880 Speaker 1: and that's kind of a rare space to occupy. You know, 84 00:05:43,920 --> 00:05:48,279 Speaker 1: there's a lot of introductory spaces, but doing that deeper, deeper, 85 00:05:48,440 --> 00:05:52,680 Speaker 1: deeper work. You know, I spent ten years investigating finding 86 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:56,120 Speaker 1: the right teachers to do that work with myself earlier 87 00:05:56,120 --> 00:05:58,479 Speaker 1: in my journey and now I, you know, Queen, and 88 00:05:58,520 --> 00:06:02,440 Speaker 1: I think it's important to share an offering like this 89 00:06:03,560 --> 00:06:06,160 Speaker 1: at least once a year so that those who are 90 00:06:06,160 --> 00:06:09,560 Speaker 1: ready for the deeper leg of the journey to access 91 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:13,480 Speaker 1: more of themselves and that are called to higher service 92 00:06:13,560 --> 00:06:19,000 Speaker 1: of others so that they can get extra tools, you know, 93 00:06:19,279 --> 00:06:23,520 Speaker 1: you can get and more of your mastery practice. So 94 00:06:23,520 --> 00:06:26,880 Speaker 1: it was really wonderful. You know, out of that seventy women, 95 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:30,480 Speaker 1: we were filled with women from all over the world 96 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:38,440 Speaker 1: who do all kinds of incredible things. People that are activists, psychologists, psychotherapist, healers, 97 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:44,120 Speaker 1: energy workers, light workers, caretakers, people that work in administrative healthcare. 98 00:06:45,000 --> 00:06:49,320 Speaker 1: We had a beautiful being who is uh space engineer. 99 00:06:49,560 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: You know, there's just so many walks of life. Also, 100 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:56,160 Speaker 1: just powerful mothers who are uplifting their households and communities, 101 00:06:56,240 --> 00:07:00,680 Speaker 1: and it was amazing. It was amazing, And you know, 102 00:07:00,880 --> 00:07:05,320 Speaker 1: a lot of our focus was on deep meditation, accessing 103 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:10,280 Speaker 1: those higher states of awareness and consciousness. It was movement, 104 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 1: secret movement with your body. It was being able to 105 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:21,440 Speaker 1: be in that elemental energy of peace and calm. We 106 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 1: worked a lot with grief. We did a lot of 107 00:07:24,840 --> 00:07:27,720 Speaker 1: grief release, which is an important part of the practice 108 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:31,240 Speaker 1: that shadow work some of those darker parts of the journey. 109 00:07:31,280 --> 00:07:34,480 Speaker 1: Being able to be with them greet them very very, 110 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:38,840 Speaker 1: very important, and we did all of that. So I'm 111 00:07:38,880 --> 00:07:41,840 Speaker 1: so proud. I'm so proud of everyone that joined us 112 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:46,040 Speaker 1: that after carry email is coming and if you feel 113 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:49,120 Speaker 1: called to that journey, we'll be announcing very soon another 114 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:52,840 Speaker 1: opportunity to come join us for something like that. And 115 00:07:52,880 --> 00:07:55,000 Speaker 1: I have to say felt really good as someone that 116 00:07:55,240 --> 00:07:59,320 Speaker 1: you know, especially thinks that this this wonderful podcast community. 117 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:04,600 Speaker 1: I do get quite often so many um request and 118 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:08,480 Speaker 1: and just heartfelt desires for me to be a mentor, 119 00:08:08,960 --> 00:08:12,280 Speaker 1: and that does not fit in the scope of my 120 00:08:12,440 --> 00:08:15,400 Speaker 1: time in my life and just some of my freedoms 121 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:17,440 Speaker 1: that I want to enjoy right now. But I try 122 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:22,080 Speaker 1: to make sure that this podcast is my living mentorship program. 123 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:25,360 Speaker 1: You can find everything that you want for me right 124 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 1: here on this show. But I definitely from this this 125 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 1: last UM experience that women who heal something I do 126 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,240 Speaker 1: want to be committed to is at least once a 127 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:42,160 Speaker 1: year offering an intimate UM environment to do some of 128 00:08:42,200 --> 00:08:46,040 Speaker 1: this deeper teaching for those who are really ready, who 129 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:59,640 Speaker 1: are really ready, something that really got me UM that 130 00:08:59,720 --> 00:09:02,080 Speaker 1: have been thinking about quite a bit this last week 131 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:08,480 Speaker 1: as I've just been reintegrating my experience. I remember at 132 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:12,920 Speaker 1: the very top of the pandemic, I was I was 133 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:17,480 Speaker 1: part of this fun little Zoom circle and we were 134 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:21,360 Speaker 1: meeting like once every Sunday, and there were some there're 135 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:24,720 Speaker 1: some really beautiful, amazing, dynamic women. We were in this 136 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:30,560 Speaker 1: Zoom community. Every Sunday we meet and we just talk 137 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:33,840 Speaker 1: and chill. And you know, some of the people that 138 00:09:33,880 --> 00:09:37,200 Speaker 1: were on this um our our kind of Zoom group 139 00:09:37,800 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 1: was love e Um, Yvonne Orgy, We had Brittany Packnet, 140 00:09:47,200 --> 00:09:50,720 Speaker 1: cunning Ham, Um, so many, so many amazing women. I 141 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:53,560 Speaker 1: think it was around six of us. And then we started, 142 00:09:53,679 --> 00:09:56,520 Speaker 1: you know, getting deep in the pandemic and getting out 143 00:09:56,559 --> 00:09:59,600 Speaker 1: of the pandemic. But it was such a special, special 144 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:01,840 Speaker 1: moment in time, and I remember at our very first 145 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:05,960 Speaker 1: session that we had together. We were all kind of 146 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:08,599 Speaker 1: sharing our thoughts on what this moment meant, this was 147 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:12,079 Speaker 1: in and I remember I asked everyone in the group 148 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:15,800 Speaker 1: one question, this question that God had delivered to my 149 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:18,600 Speaker 1: mind and heart that I was working with at the 150 00:10:18,640 --> 00:10:22,320 Speaker 1: top of the pandemic, and it is who are you 151 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:27,760 Speaker 1: being called to become? Right now? Who are you being 152 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:32,520 Speaker 1: called to become? Right now? I remember God gave me 153 00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:37,959 Speaker 1: that so so clearly that first week of lockdown and isolation, 154 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:42,600 Speaker 1: and I instantly understood that the next couple of years 155 00:10:42,640 --> 00:10:44,320 Speaker 1: of my life were going to be some of the 156 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:46,880 Speaker 1: most important where I was going to do my deepest 157 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:49,680 Speaker 1: work on myself, be able to stand into the highest 158 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:53,080 Speaker 1: levels of my own purpose um and just be able 159 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:57,319 Speaker 1: to really shift everything for my highest good. And now 160 00:10:57,320 --> 00:10:59,840 Speaker 1: that I look back on the pandemic and I remember 161 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:02,439 Speaker 1: how I first related to that question, how I journal 162 00:11:02,559 --> 00:11:07,079 Speaker 1: to it, I just really see all that came to fruition, 163 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 1: and I see all of the programming I was able 164 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:15,320 Speaker 1: to release and the new version that I was really 165 00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:20,480 Speaker 1: able to come and step into. So having a question 166 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:25,319 Speaker 1: like that that you ask aloud that in and of itself, 167 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:29,000 Speaker 1: without knowing the answers without knowing how you'll do it 168 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:32,240 Speaker 1: can be one of the most powerful things you ever 169 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:34,680 Speaker 1: do for your life. And I know I've shared that 170 00:11:34,800 --> 00:11:37,280 Speaker 1: question before, and that question along with one other that 171 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:42,440 Speaker 1: I'll share as we settle into a meditation together. If 172 00:11:42,520 --> 00:11:45,880 Speaker 1: you really actively, without trying to fill it with an answer, 173 00:11:46,240 --> 00:11:52,679 Speaker 1: ask yourself those questions allowed every day, ask yourself those 174 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:59,640 Speaker 1: questions before bed in meditation, your life will change for 175 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:03,880 Speaker 1: the highest good, for the better. So I want to 176 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:06,560 Speaker 1: plant that there, And I just felt really really called 177 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:11,360 Speaker 1: today to do a deeper meditation. Uh, you know, at 178 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:14,040 Speaker 1: at a time of recording right now, we are in 179 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:19,959 Speaker 1: early October twenty twenty two, Like what day? What year 180 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:25,240 Speaker 1: is it? We're in October, so that means October to 181 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:30,760 Speaker 1: November day. We have three months until the New Year's 182 00:12:31,080 --> 00:12:35,199 Speaker 1: three months until we hit And I'm a big believer 183 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:39,720 Speaker 1: in getting a headstart on all of the work we'd 184 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:43,480 Speaker 1: like to do. I'm a big, big, big, big believer 185 00:12:43,840 --> 00:12:49,280 Speaker 1: in going into the new year already having begun the foundation, 186 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:52,360 Speaker 1: because then when that new year kicks in, you already 187 00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:56,240 Speaker 1: have the momentum to sustain the goals. You're not looking 188 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:59,440 Speaker 1: to just start them. You've already embedded a little bit 189 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: into the pro access and so the new year just 190 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:07,079 Speaker 1: gives you that added layer. So that is the space 191 00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:11,640 Speaker 1: um to really really connect to now. So let's get 192 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:19,439 Speaker 1: into a meditation together. Everyone, take a second here and 193 00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:24,440 Speaker 1: just get really, really, really really comfortable, whatever that means 194 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:31,760 Speaker 1: for you. Take a deep breath in through your nose, 195 00:13:40,559 --> 00:13:45,360 Speaker 1: Let yourself sink a little deeper. Maybe give yourself just 196 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:51,480 Speaker 1: a very light kind of internal wiggle, a wiggle that 197 00:13:51,640 --> 00:13:55,760 Speaker 1: begins on the inside of your body and slowly pushes 198 00:13:55,840 --> 00:14:00,360 Speaker 1: its way out, very light vibration of movement, just to 199 00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:03,440 Speaker 1: let you really settle in and anchor into this space 200 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:14,960 Speaker 1: that you're in. Beautiful, Let's take a couple more deep 201 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:18,160 Speaker 1: breaths here, allow yourself to breathe in through your nose 202 00:14:23,240 --> 00:14:37,160 Speaker 1: bolder and really, let's do that again, deep inhale through 203 00:14:37,160 --> 00:14:54,560 Speaker 1: your nose and really, and we'll do that one more 204 00:14:54,640 --> 00:15:02,960 Speaker 1: time here, beginning inhale through your nose. H yeah, and 205 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:19,680 Speaker 1: oh really, and I still closed, still feeling comfortable in 206 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:24,160 Speaker 1: your body. I want you to bring to your mind's 207 00:15:24,240 --> 00:15:36,400 Speaker 1: eye all the ways that you've come into an upgraded 208 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:45,000 Speaker 1: self over this last year, and just gently great whatever 209 00:15:45,120 --> 00:15:52,119 Speaker 1: comes up, and then bring forward all of the ways 210 00:15:57,040 --> 00:16:01,720 Speaker 1: that you've really lived your new awareness over this last year. 211 00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:08,600 Speaker 1: So anything you were actively kind of noticing and working 212 00:16:08,640 --> 00:16:12,600 Speaker 1: on with yourself. I want you to really see and 213 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:22,960 Speaker 1: acknowledge and honor the pieces that have stuck. Really honor 214 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:33,680 Speaker 1: the pieces that you've been able to live that have 215 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:39,040 Speaker 1: changed you and changed your interactions, changed the way you 216 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:50,080 Speaker 1: are received, change the way you receive others. Just notice 217 00:16:50,240 --> 00:16:56,440 Speaker 1: some of those shifts that have really created space and 218 00:16:56,600 --> 00:17:11,840 Speaker 1: ease in your life. Yeah, now releasting, Matt, I want 219 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:23,080 Speaker 1: you to think forward this next year of your journey. 220 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:29,480 Speaker 1: How would you like to walk into that new year 221 00:17:30,560 --> 00:17:34,160 Speaker 1: that is just it feels like moments away from appearing. 222 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:40,520 Speaker 1: How do you want to feel? What do you want 223 00:17:40,600 --> 00:17:47,080 Speaker 1: to be the truth of your life? How do you 224 00:17:47,080 --> 00:17:55,560 Speaker 1: want to share it? Let's take another deep breath here, 225 00:17:55,600 --> 00:18:15,120 Speaker 1: in through your nose old and out and in through 226 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:33,159 Speaker 1: your nose again, oh, and release and once more in 227 00:18:33,359 --> 00:18:55,679 Speaker 1: through your nose old, release and coming into the center 228 00:18:55,720 --> 00:19:00,720 Speaker 1: of your heart. I want you to repeat the questions 229 00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:10,760 Speaker 1: silently to yourself after you here me say it. Who 230 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:22,680 Speaker 1: is God calling me to become? Right now? Who is God? 231 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:43,320 Speaker 1: Calling me to become right now? Who is God calling 232 00:19:43,359 --> 00:19:52,080 Speaker 1: me to become right now? Let's hold here as you 233 00:19:52,200 --> 00:20:25,840 Speaker 1: settle into this meditation, this intention. M yeah, and now 234 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:31,600 Speaker 1: bring forward to your mind another call out to the divine, 235 00:20:35,040 --> 00:20:49,840 Speaker 1: repeating silently after me, God, Universe Creator, please show me 236 00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:57,439 Speaker 1: the truth of who I am. Please show me the 237 00:20:57,560 --> 00:21:11,679 Speaker 1: truth of who I am? M God, please show me 238 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:41,719 Speaker 1: the truth of who I am? M hm. Not yourself released, 239 00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:50,439 Speaker 1: Whatever feels present gently flowed away. Let's take a deep 240 00:21:50,880 --> 00:22:04,760 Speaker 1: breathing through our noses here, old dab yeah, and release 241 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:13,280 Speaker 1: through your mouth side. We'll do that two more times. 242 00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:32,520 Speaker 1: Take another deep inhale here, and one last time in 243 00:22:32,640 --> 00:22:56,480 Speaker 1: together mm hmm beautiful, allow yourself to revisit this meditation 244 00:22:56,600 --> 00:22:59,120 Speaker 1: and these thoughts. Then you're still work for this week 245 00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:05,960 Speaker 1: until we meet again. Is to just do a light 246 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:13,600 Speaker 1: bullet point focused journaling exercise with those two questions. Just 247 00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:17,920 Speaker 1: let things come out in one word, two words quick sentences. 248 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:22,960 Speaker 1: Do it bullet point style. First one is, after a meditation, 249 00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:27,240 Speaker 1: say who am I called to become right now? In 250 00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:30,639 Speaker 1: one word or two words brief sentences. Drop down a 251 00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:34,639 Speaker 1: few bullet points, then turn the page and start on 252 00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:41,520 Speaker 1: a fresh page, God, Universe, creator, source, however you relate 253 00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:44,840 Speaker 1: to that higher power, whatever you call the higher power 254 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:50,840 Speaker 1: at play, Please show me the truth of my life. 255 00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:57,320 Speaker 1: Please show me the truth of who I am. So 256 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:01,119 Speaker 1: you made journal to that as what is deepest truth 257 00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:06,159 Speaker 1: of who I am? What is the deepest truth of 258 00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:10,919 Speaker 1: who I am? And then bullet point right down, right down, 259 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:14,520 Speaker 1: right down. And when you finish this exercise, I want 260 00:24:14,520 --> 00:24:17,800 Speaker 1: you to put it aside and I want you to 261 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:22,720 Speaker 1: take two to three days of space from it. And 262 00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:24,280 Speaker 1: then I want you to pick it up and I 263 00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:27,720 Speaker 1: want you to slowly connect to those questions he wrote, 264 00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:31,919 Speaker 1: and slowly read the flow that came out, read the 265 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:38,399 Speaker 1: bullet points, and just sit with it. 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