WEBVTT - The Real Heavyweights

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<v Kelsey Snelling>This episode contains descriptions of disordered eating and diet behavior.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>This language could be sensitive for some listeners, so please

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<v Kelsey Snelling>take care. Camp Shane, like any other summer camp, had

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a set of traditions that kept it afloat. Starting in

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the late nineties, one of those traditions was watching the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>movie Heavyweights, the Disney movie from nineteen ninety five about

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a boy's weight loss camp. In the film, a group

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<v Kelsey Snelling>of campers hold an uprising against the camp's oppressive, militaristic

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<v Kelsey Snelling>leader played by Ben Stiller.

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<v Heavyweights Archival>Attention, campers. Lunch has been canceled today due to lack

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<v Heavyweights Archival>of hustle. Deal with it.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>It's based at least partially on Camp Shane. I actually

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<v Kelsey Snelling>talked to the director of the movie, Steve Brill.

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<v Steve>My name is Steve Brill. I think I was built

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<v Steve>as Steven Brill earlier in my career, but I dropped

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<v Steve>the "N". I thought it was too pretentious.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Great! Okay, I won't call you Steven then. Steve told

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<v Kelsey Snelling>me that the idea for the movie came from an advertisement.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>When he was a kid, Steve saw the notorious Camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Shane ad in the back of the New York Times magazine.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>You know, the one with a skinny kid holding out

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<v Kelsey Snelling>his waistband inches away from his body to show off

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<v Kelsey Snelling>how much weight he'd lost.

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<v Steve>I would always stare at that ad, going Wow, what

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<v Steve>would it be like to go there?

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Years later, Steve was working in Hollywood brainstorming movie ideas

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<v Kelsey Snelling>with then rookie producer Judd Apatow,

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<v Steve>And I told him that about that ad. He said,

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<v Steve>we have to make it that. So that's how it

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<v Steve>became about a weight loss camp, and particularly about Camp Shane,

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<v Steve>because that was the only camp that we knew about.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>If you know anything about Camp Shane, then when you

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<v Kelsey Snelling>watch Heavyweights you can see the parallels. There are kids

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<v Kelsey Snelling>smuggling candy. There are weigh ins, there's a bus driver

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<v Kelsey Snelling>pretending to pull into a fast food drive through before

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<v Kelsey Snelling>course correcting in the direction of camp. There are even

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<v Kelsey Snelling>go karts,

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<v Heavyweights Archival>Go carts! How many times can you go on the go carts?

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<v Heavyweights Archival>As much as you want, Jerry.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Jerry, if you went to Camp Shane, you'd be sorely disappointed.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>The go carts were always broken. For many kids who

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<v Kelsey Snelling>had not yet been to Camp Shane, Heavyweights was their

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<v Kelsey Snelling>point of reference, and the movie made camp look crazy fun.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>When I was interviewing people for this show. It came

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<v Kelsey Snelling>up again and again.

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<v Stephen>Movies like Heavyweights.

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<v Seth>That movie Heavyweights.

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<v Casey>I think we all saw Heavyweights.

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<v Stephen>All I really had naturally was Heavyweights in my mind.

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<v Nelson>It was like the movie Heavyweights.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>But Camp Shane wasn't quite like Heavyweights, not really. Even

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Steve Brill could see that. During his research, he watched

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<v Kelsey Snelling>several promotional videos from fat camps all over the country.

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<v Steve>The Camp Shane when it was always just something a

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<v Steve>little off about it. I remember being bummed ultimately that

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<v Steve>the camp that I was hoping would be the model

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<v Steve>camp was shady.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>This is Camp Shame. I'm your host, Kelsey Snelling. Today

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<v Kelsey Snelling>we're talking about Camp Shane's new ownership, mother son squabbles

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and an innocent film screening gone awry. Like the camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in Heavyweights, Camp Shane passed hands from an older married

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<v Kelsey Snelling>couple to a young man with a fresh perspective. But

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<v Kelsey Snelling>instead of the fitness guru Ben Stiller, Camp Shane had

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<v Kelsey Snelling>David Ettenberg. By nineteen ninety, he had been camp director

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<v Kelsey Snelling>for eight years and business was booming. The proof was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in the sugar free pudding. Shane's tax returns that year

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<v Kelsey Snelling>showed profits of two hundred and sixty thousand dollars. Adjusted

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<v Kelsey Snelling>for twenty twenty five, that's upwards of six hundred and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>thirty thousand dollars, and that's just from the nine weeks

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<v Kelsey Snelling>that Camp Shane was open each year, and enrollment was rising.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>By nineteen ninety five, four hundred kids had signed up

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to go to Camp Shane. It had come a long

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<v Kelsey Snelling>way since the twenty nine campers of its opening year

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in nineteen sixty nine. Looking back at the nineties, there

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<v Kelsey Snelling>are certain things you might remember, like Friends, Seinfeld and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the Simpsons dominating television, or Sir Mix A Lot's "Baby

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Got Back" on the radio.

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<v Baby Got Back Archive>I liked big butts and I can not lie. You otha brothas can't deny.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Maybe you have memories of walking around your hometown mall

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<v Kelsey Snelling>or sitting at home in the computer room exploring the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>World Wide Web. These cultural touchstones might make you sigh

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<v Kelsey Snelling>with happy nostalgia, But there was another cultural undercurrent roaring

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<v Kelsey Snelling>through the nineties, fat phobia. Fat Phobia wasn't new, but

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<v Kelsey Snelling>as pop culture shifted and advertising became all the more pervasive,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>it was taking on fresh tactics to convince Americans that

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<v Kelsey Snelling>being fat was something to fear, something to be mocked,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and if you were fat you'd better spend serious chunks

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<v Kelsey Snelling>of your hard earned money trying to slim down,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Trim toned, firm, slim, fit and in shape. I think

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<v Kelsey Snelling>we get the point. When you weren't explicitly being sold

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<v Kelsey Snelling>thinness like in those ads, it was still implicitly being

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<v Kelsey Snelling>marketed towards you. Fashion magazines were filled with images of

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<v Kelsey Snelling>emaciated models with pale skin and dark circles under their eyes,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a look dubbed heroin chic without an ounce of irony.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>These models weren't selling diet pills or exercise plans, but

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<v Kelsey Snelling>they were communicating the idea that thinness equals beauty, even

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<v Kelsey Snelling>if it's a thinness that can only be obtained through

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<v Kelsey Snelling>objectively unhealthy means like drug addiction or disordered eating, and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in TV and movies, fat people were constantly the butt

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<v Kelsey Snelling>of the jokes, once again sending the message that being

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<v Kelsey Snelling>fat is abnormal and shameful. Take the show Friends, for instance,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>it was filled with jokes about Monica's weight.

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<v Friends Archival>Oh oh, and I'm sorry that I said you were

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<v Friends Archival>a cow in high school. That's okay, I was a cow.

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<v Friends Archival>I know, I'm just sorry I said it.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>All of these signals were affecting people's psyches. For example,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in nineteen ninety four, Esquire magazine printed an article revealing

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<v Kelsey Snelling>that fifty four percent of women surveyed would rather be

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<v Kelsey Snelling>hit by a truck than be fat. Think about that,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>women would rather be seriously injured or die than be fat.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>This fear of fatness could have stemmed from the fact

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<v Kelsey Snelling>that between nineteen eighty and the late nineties, childhood obesity

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<v Kelsey Snelling>rates in America nearly tripled, hovering around fifteen percent. In

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<v Kelsey Snelling>nineteen ninety seven, the World Health Organization declared obesity as

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a major public health problem and a global epidemic. Around

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the same time, the American Heart Association added obesity to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>its list of major risk factors for heart disease and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>heart attacks. Then, in nineteen ninety eight, the National Institutes

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<v Kelsey Snelling>of Health changed body mass index or BMI categories. For

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<v Kelsey Snelling>those who don't know, BMI is a medical screening tool

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<v Kelsey Snelling>that measures the ratio of your height to your weight.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>The resulting number supposedly indicates how much body fat you

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<v Kelsey Snelling>have. Your number places you into four categories underweight, healthy weight, overweight, or obese.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Under the new guidelines, a BMI of twenty six or

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<v Kelsey Snelling>higher was considered overweight. With this change, millions of Americans

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<v Kelsey Snelling>went to bed normal sized and then woke up overweight

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<v Kelsey Snelling>without gaining a single pound. The National Institutes of Health

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<v Kelsey Snelling>told reporters at the time that the changes were necessary

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<v Kelsey Snelling>because of studies linking extra weight to health problems. Parents

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and physicians alike now had a medical cause to prescribe

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<v Kelsey Snelling>fat camp to even more children. But here's the thing.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>BMI actually does a crap job of assessing how healthy

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<v Kelsey Snelling>someone is, and it was never meant to assess the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>health of an individual in the first place.

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<v Dr. Erlanger>It was developed by a Belgian mathematician in the eighteen hundreds.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>That's doctor Lisa Erlanger. She's a family physician, educator, activist,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and speaker who focuses on anti bias weight inclusive trauma

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<v Kelsey Snelling>informed care for patients of all sizes and backgrounds. This mathematician,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>named Adolphe Quetelet, was simply collecting data on averages. He never

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<v Kelsey Snelling>intended for this to be used as a medical prescription. Plus,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>he conducted his measurements only on men, and this was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>nearly two hundred years ago. Clearly, his findings are far

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<v Kelsey Snelling>from applicable in most modern societies.

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<v Dr. Erlanger>Those ideas were adopted by eugenicists people trying to create

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<v Dr. Erlanger>the ideal human. And also later this BMI, which was

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<v Dr. Erlanger>never intended to measure the health of an individual, particularly

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<v Dr. Erlanger>not in our modern community, started to be used as

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<v Dr. Erlanger>a way to assess the health of an individual.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>And here's another thing. BMI does not take into account

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<v Kelsey Snelling>muscle mass, body composition, or really anything other than height

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<v Kelsey Snelling>versus weight.

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<v Dr. Erlanger>BMS is also just an incredibly poor predictor of how

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<v Dr. Erlanger>much body fat a person has. And we know this intuitively, right.

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<v Dr. Erlanger>We know two hundred and fifty pound people who are

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<v Dr. Erlanger>all muscle, and we know one hundred and fifty pound

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<v Dr. Erlanger>people who are all fat. And so the idea that

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<v Dr. Erlanger>just taking these two measurements would tell us how fat

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<v Dr. Erlanger>a person is is intuitively ridiculous.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Researchers have found that BMI alone is not a good

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<v Kelsey Snelling>indicator of mortality risk. In some studies, people in the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>overweight category actually had the lowest mortality rate of anyone.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Obese people fare better than any other group when faced

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<v Kelsey Snelling>with congestive heart failure, certain bypass surgeries, and hypertensive heart disease.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Ironic because doctors often use BMI to determine the types

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<v Kelsey Snelling>of treatment a patient will receive, and a patient's BMI

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<v Kelsey Snelling>can even affect their insurance premiums.

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<v Dr. Erlanger>And so not only was this never intended to be

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<v Dr. Erlanger>a measure of health, the way we use it is

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<v Dr. Erlanger>clearly not a reflection of health.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Contrary to popular belief, it's extremely possible to be healthy

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and fat at the same time. Yet in nineties America

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and at Camp Shane, that possibility was completely unrecognized. In fact,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>obesity was starting to be viewed as a disease. To

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<v Kelsey Snelling>weight inclusive health experts like doctor Rachel Milner. These attempts

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to turn body size into a disease not only to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>humanize people and put blame where it doesn't belong, it

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<v Kelsey Snelling>also sets people up for ineffective treatment. It's why she

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<v Kelsey Snelling>actually avoids using the words obese or overweight.

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<v Dr. Millner>This language and this attempt to identify body size as

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<v Dr. Millner>a disease is really a way for the pharmaceutical companies

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<v Dr. Millner>and for the diet industry to make money. If we

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<v Dr. Millner>say bodies are a disease and then they come up

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<v Dr. Millner>with these so called interventions. This is a multi multi

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<v Dr. Millner>billion dollar industry.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>A condition can be classified as a disease if it

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<v Kelsey Snelling>impairs the normal functioning of the body, but millions of

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<v Kelsey Snelling>fat people have no negative symptoms at all. In fact,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>fat storage is actually the human body working properly. It's

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a key component of our species survival. With this in mind,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Doctor Millner doesn't think weight should factor into medical treatment.

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<v Dr. Millner>The only role that body size should play in medical

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<v Dr. Millner>treatment is if the dosage of a medication or anesthesia

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<v Dr. Millner>or a blood pressure cuff needs to be adjusted to

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<v Dr. Millner>make sure that it's safe and effective for the size

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<v Dr. Millner>of the person's body. Outside of that, it is unethical

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<v Dr. Millner>to make body size a part of treatment.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>So yes, Americans were getting fatter throughout the nineties. I mean,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>how could we not when eleven servings of grain were

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<v Kelsey Snelling>at the base of the food pyramid. But BMI was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>also screwing with obesity data, we can now look back

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and realize it wasn't really the health catastrophe the National

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Institutes of Health or the World Health Organization would have

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<v Kelsey Snelling>us believe. But at the time, rising childhood obesity rates

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and rampant fat phobia and popular culture meant more parents

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<v Kelsey Snelling>were concerned about their children's weight and more people were

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<v Kelsey Snelling>interested in Camp Shane than ever. Behind the scenes, Camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Shane was going through some major strife. Selma and her

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<v Kelsey Snelling>son David were caught up in a battle for ownership

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and things were about to get nasty. Not yet ready

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to pass the reins to her son, Selma still owned

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the camp, but David was camp director and partial owner.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>He and his wife, Ziporah moved into the house in

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the center of camp and lived there. During the summer season,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Salma moved into a house across the street from camp.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>That meant David had more power and presence than ever before.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Under David's reign things were different because his motivation wasn't necessarily

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to help kids lose weight like it was for Selma.

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<v Sue>The biggest change between Selma and David's era is that

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<v Sue>you could tell by lots of little things that it

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<v Sue>had become a business, a for profit business.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>That's Sue Steinberg, who you heard from last episode. By

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the nineties, she was working at Camp Shane as a lifeguard,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>swim instructor, and later on head of the pool. She

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<v Kelsey Snelling>witnessed what she saw as a rocky transition from Selma

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to David.

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<v Sue>I did recognize the signs of the lack of love

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<v Sue>for this community and with that said,um, giving David Ettenberg

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<v Sue>the benefit of the doubt. To him, it was a business,

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<v Sue>you know. Like he never purported to have started a

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<v Sue>camp for fat people to create a bubble of societal

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<v Sue>you know, marginalized people who could explore their identities. You know, like,

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<v Sue>he never would have said that Camp Shane was supposed

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<v Sue>to be that to him, he would. Have said, you know,

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<v Sue>I am running a business, and he ran it as

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<v Sue>such for sure.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Another person who noticed this was Jenna Hopkins. Jenna was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a group leader throughout the nineties. She saw David's leadership

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<v Kelsey Snelling>style grow increasingly lax over time.

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<v Jenna>It seemed to be better managed by the owners and

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<v Jenna>staff in the beginning. It just seemed like maybe it

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<v Jenna>was too big for them to properly manage, and maybe

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<v Jenna>weren't even really, we're just taking the money and running,

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<v Jenna>you know. Just it's all right, Well that happens who cares,

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<v Jenna>you know. That was sort of the mentality that it

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<v Jenna>seemed to be as the years went on.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>What happened next was an avalanche. According to reporting from

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Bloomberg BusinessWeek, Selma insisted that David and his wife Ziporah

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<v Kelsey Snelling>live in their house on camp all year long, even

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<v Kelsey Snelling>outside of the summer season. David and Ziporah said no.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>According to David, Selma then sent the sheriff to evict

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<v Kelsey Snelling>them from their on campus house. Selma later claimed that

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<v Kelsey Snelling>David abruptly announced he was quitting during the crucial hiring

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<v Kelsey Snelling>period in April before camp began. We're sure whether or

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<v Kelsey Snelling>not he actually did. Because of this debacle, which may

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<v Kelsey Snelling>or may not have even happened, Selma and her husband, Irving,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>furiously filed a lawsuit to invalidate their previous agreement, the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>one that said David would one day own the Camp.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>David then used his minority shareholder status to dissolve the company.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>An ugly legal battle ensued. In the end, both parties

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<v Kelsey Snelling>agreed that David would.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Purchase the Camp for one point two million dollars. By

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<v Kelsey Snelling>nineteen ninety three, David was the sole owner of Camp Shane.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Though David and his mother were often at odds, he

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<v Kelsey Snelling>did continue a few of her business practices, like hiring

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<v Kelsey Snelling>counselors through exchange programs like Camp America, an organization that

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<v Kelsey Snelling>sends camp counselors from other countries across the globe to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>America for summer jobs. This saved David money because Camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>America counselors generally worked for lower wages than state side

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<v Kelsey Snelling>counselors would, and David loved saving money. Camp America counselors

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<v Kelsey Snelling>are some of the central characters behind the grandest of

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Camp Shane lore, like the supplier of the M and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>M cartel in episode one, Remember Heavyweights. Each year, a

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<v Kelsey Snelling>counselor would drive to the Blockbuster in town to rent

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the VHS tape and host a screening in the gymnasium.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>And yes, I know some of you listening are probably

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<v Kelsey Snelling>googling Blockbuster and VHS tape right about now. But one

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<v Kelsey Snelling>year the screening didn't white go according to plan.

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<v Nelson>There was the operations manager then was from Eastern Europe

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<v Nelson>and he had a heavy accent, and he was told

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<v Nelson>to go to Blockbuster and rent Heavyweights. Well, I don't

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<v Nelson>know why we didn't have it at the camp. We

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<v Nelson>watch it every year. God bless him. He goes to

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<v Nelson>the video store and he asks for Heevy weights. He's like, I want the Heevy weights, the Heevy weights. And they're like, what? Heevy weights? He is like, yeah, Heevy, Heevy weights. And he is like, all right. So he gets what he thinks is Heavyweights the, you know, funny, Ben Stiller comedy Heavyweights.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>That’s Nelson Jancaterino. You heard from him in episode 1. He was a camper at Camp Shane for several years before working as a counselor for several more summers. But back to the story: the counselor rented the tape and brought it back to camp

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<v Nelson>And they put in what they think is Heavyweights, and

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<v Nelson>they turn it off when it wasn't Heavyweights. It was Heevyweights, which

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<v Nelson>was this graphic porno. It only lasted for like a

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<v Nelson>few seconds to like Big Dog, who was like a

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<v Nelson>notorious counselor, jumped in front of the projector. But all

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<v Nelson>the kids whore like five seconds saw this like graphic

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<v Nelson>sex act.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>We're talking around one hundred kids, some as young as

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<v Kelsey Snelling>eight years old being exposed to graphic pornography. Somehow, despite

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<v Kelsey Snelling>this mishap, the Heavyweight screenings continued with the actual movie.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Of course. Another Camp America counselor was a British former

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<v Kelsey Snelling>race car driver named Simon Greenwood. Merryl Winter, a camper

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and then counselor throughout the eighties, nineties, and two thousands,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>worked closely with Simon.

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<v Merryl>All the girls fell in love with Simon. He had

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<v Merryl>an English accent, he was adorable, and he's meticulous, so

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<v Merryl>he was always good at what he did.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>If this were really like the movie Heavyweights, then Simon

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<v Kelsey Snelling>would be Pat the encouraging counselor that all the kids

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and fellow staffers love, only like the Lady Magnet version.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>David loved Simon too, and soon David made him his

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<v Kelsey Snelling>right hand man, and they were quite the character foils

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to one another. Where David was distant,

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<v Merryl>He never took the time to get to know the kids,

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<v Merryl>he didn't know any of them.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Simon was invested.

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<v Merryl>He was a hard worker, he loved the kids, he

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<v Merryl>loved the concept of camp, and he was really the

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<v Merryl>backbone of that camp. It wouldn't have survived without him.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>But Selma was still living across the street from camp,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and she didn't care how many passionate, hard working sidekicks

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<v Kelsey Snelling>David had by his side. She challenged David at every turn.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>She may have no longer been the camp's owner, but

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<v Kelsey Snelling>she was still around, helping out in the office and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>riding her golf cart on the campgrounds to yell at

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<v Kelsey Snelling>kids for chewing gum. Even when she was off campus,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>she never really left. She was known to watch whatever

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<v Kelsey Snelling>she could from her house. If that sounds like I'm exaggerating,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>I'm not. She sometimes sat on her porch with a

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<v Kelsey Snelling>pair of binoculars to peer inside the camp. She even

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<v Kelsey Snelling>contested the sale of the camp, claiming she felt pressure

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<v Kelsey Snelling>to sell at a low price. Everyone could see the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>continuing tension between Selma and David, including Merryl.

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<v Merryl>I saw they were feuding. You couldn't not see they

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<v Merryl>were feuding when they weren't talking. Yet they were sharing

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<v Merryl>an office together, and they were mother and son, so

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<v Merryl>it's really hard to fathom. But she installed a lock

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<v Merryl>on the door so if David walked out of the office,

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<v Merryl>she would just lock it from her seat, which was

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<v Merryl>kind of funny.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>And these were the adults in charge of hundreds of children.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Janna Hopkins, the group leader you heard from earlier, noticed

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the rivalry between Selma and David as soon as she

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<v Kelsey Snelling>stepped on camp for her first day of work.

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<v Janna>Everybody knew that there was a battle going on. It

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<v Janna>was just it was, you know, it permeated everything.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Janna was a single mom in Texas when she came

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<v Kelsey Snelling>across an ad for Camp Shane in the back of

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a teacher's magazine. She decided to apply and got a

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<v Kelsey Snelling>job as a group leader.

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<v Jenna>Kind of thought, well, I'm going to make money. I

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<v Jenna>got an opportunity to be in the outdoors and maybe

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<v Jenna>lose some weight. Plus my kid camps for free. This

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<v Jenna>is pretty cool, and you escape the you know, one

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<v Jenna>thousand degree summers in Dallas.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Jana drove herself and her seven year old all the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>way from Dallas to the Catskills. That's a crazy journey

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<v Kelsey Snelling>for a single mom to make, but she did it.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>After days on the road, Janna arrived in Ferndale and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>drove into the center of Camp Shane.

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<v Janna>So I drive in and I park, and we get out,

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<v Janna>and I walk up to the you know, the window

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<v Janna>of the office and this woman slams the window open

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<v Janna>and she looks at me and she says, what do

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<v Janna>you want? So I'm immediately thinking, oh, no. You know,

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<v Janna>maybe I'm in the wrong place.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>I don't know.

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<v Janna>And I said hi, I said, my name is Janna,

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<v Janna>and I said I'm supposed to be a group leader

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<v Janna>this summer. And she looks at me and she says,

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<v Janna>I didn't hire you. Go home, And I'm just standing

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<v Janna>there with my kid going uh oh, I have to say,

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<v Janna>I mean, so many things are running through my head.

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<v Janna>I'm literally still standing there. And then David Ettenberg comes

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<v Janna>out of the office and he says, Janna, Janna, Janna its David. Don't worry about that. Just ignore her. That's my mother. And that was how I met Selma.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>But Janna couldn't really ignore Selma. She kept making herself

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<v Kelsey Snelling>known and flexing power that she didn't really have anymore.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>One day, Janna took a group of her campers for

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a walk into town. One of the girls fell and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>hurt her leg. It hurt so much she couldn't walk

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<v Kelsey Snelling>back to camp. So Janna ran back to camp to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>get her car and drove the girl to the infirmary

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<v Kelsey Snelling>on campus.

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<v Janna>You know, no cell phones, I couldn't stop and whip my phone out and say, “Hey, I need somebody to come help me”. So I made the choice to go ahead and I ran, well, I didn't really run, but I went back to camp. So I got my keys, I got my car, and I came back and I picked her up - just her! And I took her back, and I took her to the infirmary, and I left my co-counselor with the other girls and said, you know, y'all going back. And the next morning I woke up where, in my cabin thing where I slept, and I heard something, and I opened my eyes and Selma was sitting right next to my bed in a chair. 

And I just looked at her and I said, Selma. And she said, did you put a camper in your car yesterday? And I mean, you know, I just woke up. I was, I was disoriented and I was just shocked. And I was like, yes, yes, I did. And she said, you're not allowed to do that. And I said, here's what happened, you know? And she said, you should have just walked back and got somebody. And I said, I just felt like I had to get her back as soon as I could.

And so she just gave me– she kept saying me, I could get fired. And, and I was breaking rules and, and, and all these things. And I’m thinking to myself, man,
She had some balls. And she had to have planned that out. She had to, she had to find out where I was living. She had to know which room was mine. She even brought a chair. I mean, there wasn't a chair in our room.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Truly horrifying. Remember, at this point, Selma was no longer

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in charge, but that didn't stop her from trying to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>discipline staffers as if she were. Her presence still loomed large.

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<v Janna>And I honestly I was afraid of her. There are

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<v Janna>a lot of people who love her and have a

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<v Janna>lot of respect for her, But I didn't see or

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<v Janna>know that Selma. I just saw the one who was

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<v Janna>overwrought with the desire to get her camp back and

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<v Janna>would do anything she could to do that.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Jana didn't know just how far Selma was willing to go.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>In nineteen ninety five, a smoke alarm went off in

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Selma's house across the street from Camp, prompting a visit

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<v Kelsey Snelling>from the fire department. The police investigated. Leslie, Selma's daughter

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and David's sister believed Selma started the fire herself, using

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<v Kelsey Snelling>old newspapers and film negatives to frame David. Selma claimed

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<v Kelsey Snelling>she wasn't home that evening. Later that summer, a quote

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<v Kelsey Snelling>"concerned parent" sent an anonymous letter to the New York

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<v Kelsey Snelling>State Department of Health calling attention to overcrowding and poor

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<v Kelsey Snelling>food quality at Shane. The thing is the letter included

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<v Kelsey Snelling>lots of insider details like enrollment figures, bunk square footage,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and health inspection dates. To David, the letter wasn't anonymous

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<v Kelsey Snelling>at all. With all of this drama and chaos going on,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>no one seemed to be prioritizing the kids. Sometime that August,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a fourteen year old broke his collarbone while allegedly playing

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<v Kelsey Snelling>unsupervised at the off campus Lake. Nineteen ninety five was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Janna's last summer. At this point, she'd been at Camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Shane for years. She had the sense that something bad

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<v Kelsey Snelling>was going to happen, and she didn't want to be

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<v Kelsey Snelling>there when it did.

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<v Jenna>The biggest problem I had with David, I think was later, as things were getting crazy. And I just kept saying, I said,I don't want this to happen. And he would say, I know, I know, don't worry. I'm handling it, I'm handling it. But clearly he wasn't handling.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Another thing David wasn't handling well, the food. David didn't

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<v Kelsey Snelling>prioritize nutrition so much as he prioritized cutting calories, so

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<v Kelsey Snelling>kids were served the same junk food they were likely

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<v Kelsey Snelling>eating at home, just much smaller portions, say two French

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<v Kelsey Snelling>toasticks for breakfast instead of four, and then for dinner

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<v Kelsey Snelling>one slice of pizza instead of two or three, served

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<v Kelsey Snelling>with a glass of milk. Not enough food to sustain

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<v Kelsey Snelling>kids doing eight hours of exercise a day. Now, there

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<v Kelsey Snelling>was one workaround, at least for the skinny campers at Shane.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>If kids were deemed an acceptable level of thin, they

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<v Kelsey Snelling>were sometimes awarded a visit to... The Pig Out Room, a

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<v Kelsey Snelling>supply closet off the dining hall filled with all the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>contraband snacks that Shaners weren't allowed to eat, peanut butter

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and jelly sandwiches, candy chips, cakes baked by the camp chefs.

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<v Sue>And then of the people that were like normal weighted people,

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<v Sue>they had the pig out where. You know, I never

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<v Sue>got there, so I'm not really sure, but I think

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<v Sue>there was peanut butter there. You know.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>The Pig Out Room disappeared in the late nineties, but

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<v Kelsey Snelling>while it existed, it was protected like a national treasure.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Sometimes staff would check bags and backpacks to make sure

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<v Kelsey Snelling>no one was hiding any contraband food that they might

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<v Kelsey Snelling>have smuggled from the room. Campers were almost never allowed

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in there, try as they might, and most counselors weren't either.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Only the fittest were permitted, those who had reached Camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Shane's definition of a goal weight. Usually that meant the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Camp America counselors who were already thin and weren't at

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Camp Shane to lose anything. So camper's food intake was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>heavily restricted, and then their reward for restriction was to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>eat a bunch of cake and cookies in The Pig

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Out room. It's a confusing message that further fetishized quote

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<v Kelsey Snelling>"bad foods" and not one that in stilled healthy habits.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Sue remembers a Camp America counselor who was a semi

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<v Kelsey Snelling>professional soccer player. He was one of those straight sized

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<v Kelsey Snelling>counselors who would have been allowed to go to The

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Pig Out Room. He didn't understand this relationship that camp

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<v Kelsey Snelling>was establishing between campers and food.

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<v Sue>For him, food was fuel. He never could compute. And

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<v Sue>I just remember the whole summer of him being like,

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<v Sue>I do not get it. These kids are out there

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<v Sue>running all day and we are feeding them, you know,

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<v Sue>a teaspoon of apple butter and some dried toast and

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<v Sue>some cottage cheese.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Like her fellow counselors, Sue also had questions about the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>camp's approach to food and how it was all adding up.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>One day, she got a glimpse of the numbers and

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<v Kelsey Snelling>learned just how little these kids were surviving off of

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<v Sue>I was working there with the nutritionist and she was concerned, you know, rightfully so. And she was, somewhat distraught. She was just like, the numbers aren't computing, I remember specifically she was like, oh, on Thursday we got 1400 calories. And that was sort of in the range that we were supposed to be getting per day. And she sort of, you know, showed me the numbers of like four straight days of like 900 or a thousand calories a day. 

And somehow I got roped into this. And then there was, it, it was a short conversation, um, with David. But I was like she's really concerned that, you know, some days are very low in calories. And he was like, you know, it all averages out in the end. And I was like, I don't think calories really work that way. Like, you need enough calories every day.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Sue’s right. It doesn’t work that way. And since David had been in this space for over 20 years, the fact that he didn’t understand how calories work isn’t just shocking. It’s irresponsible. Plus, these days we know calorie restriction simply doesn’t work. Researchers have found that more than 95% of all diets fail long term, most within a couple of years. And often, the weight regained puts people at a higher weight than where they started in the first place. And still, year after year, the message campers got was to restrict their food intake.

Stacy Toth attended Camp Shane for two summers in the nineties.

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<v Stacy>The understanding was very much… you need to lose weight and by all means necessary while you're at camp. Both the camp is gonna help you and we're gonna turn a blind eye to behaviors that we know are aiding people in weight loss that are actually not healthy and good for them.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Stacy told me about the shame and embarrassment she felt

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<v Kelsey Snelling>growing up in a bigger body. She hated walking to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>the plus size section to pick out her new swimsuit,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and she was always comparing herself to her stepsisters, who

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<v Kelsey Snelling>were just naturally smaller than her, while she listened to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>her grandma brag about only drinking water and eating Ritz

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Crackers all day. Stacy used food as a coping mechanism

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<v Kelsey Snelling>after a traumatic experience in her childhood. She felt like

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<v Kelsey Snelling>a black sheep in her family.

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<v Stacy>But looking back at photos, I looked like an Olympic swimmer,

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<v Stacy>Like I looked like a healthy person with a lot

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<v Stacy>of muscle mass. And it wasn't until I was at

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<v Stacy>Camp Shane that I learned how to purge, you know,

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<v Stacy>to binge and purge, how to avoid food right like

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<v Stacy>if we were going to be weighed in the next day,

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<v Stacy>everybody would just not eat.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>This mentality to lose weight by all means necessary was dangerous.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>At Camp Shane, Stacy experienced disordered eating, long hours exercising.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>And little food. After a few weeks of this, she

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<v Kelsey Snelling>got sick and because she was at fat camp. The

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<v Kelsey Snelling>counselors didn't believe her. They thought she was just making

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<v Kelsey Snelling>excuses to get out of exercising.

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<v Stacy>You had multiple activities that you were doing physically all day long. And particularly when I would go to things that were high intensity cardio, like aerobics and circuit training, I basically couldn't breathe. And it wasn't because I was out of shape, it was because I had bronchitis and I probably had just caught a cold or something and then gotten sick. But I remember coming back up from the hill from, the dining hall and feeling like I couldn't make it up the hillI remember asking multiple times like, I, I don't think I can do this. Can I sit this out? And being told no, being very much given the impression that I was lazy

I just kept feeling worse and worse until one day when I was trying to make it up the hill. I basically collapsed and they needed to put me on a golf cart and take me up to the nurse's station.

0:35:07.880 --> 0:35:12.440
<v Kelsey Snelling>Stacy had bronchitis, which turned into walking pneumonia. She was

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<v Kelsey Snelling>given broth and tea, but that was it. She kept

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<v Kelsey Snelling>coughing and soon cracked a rib.

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<v Stacy>My body was overwhelmed with the amount of exercise and

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<v Stacy>extreme pressure that it was being put under physically and

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<v Stacy>not supported with nutrition, and that led to my body

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<v Stacy>literally crashing, crumpling to beg for help. I mean, that's

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<v Stacy>what sickness is, right is our body physically telling us

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<v Stacy>to slow down, to rest, to recover.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Stacy went home early that summer feeling like a failure.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>She didn't accomplish what she went to Camp Shane to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>do to lose weight to become skinny. She tried to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>replicate the weight loss tactics she learned from camp at home.

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<v Stacy>I would starve myself. I would try to restrict my

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<v Stacy>calories the way that had been restricted at camp, and

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<v Stacy>then I would starve. I was just so hungry that

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<v Stacy>then I would binge, and then I would feel badly

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<v Stacy>about having binged, and then I would purge, and that

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<v Stacy>cycle would go over and over and over again. I

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<v Stacy>don't know that I fully understood body shame until I

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<v Stacy>went to a fat camp, and it's why it was

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<v Stacy>called Camp Shame. We didn't call it "Camp Shane". We

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<v Stacy>called it Camp Shame. And the messaging was very much

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<v Stacy>especially for children who had been going for years. It

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<v Stacy>was a focus on you get love, you get attention,

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<v Stacy>you get these sort of things when you perform at camp,

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<v Stacy>and performance in that instance was losing weight.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Stacy's experience of starting with calorie restriction and developing disordered

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<v Kelsey Snelling>eating from there is a pretty common long term effect

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<v Kelsey Snelling>according to psychologists and certified eating disorder specialist doctor Rachel Millner.

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<v Dr. Millner>So anything that is an attempt to either lose weight

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<v Dr. Millner>or prevent weight gain for kids and adolescents who need

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<v Dr. Millner>to be growing and developing, is going to increase their

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<v Dr. Millner>risk of eating disorders. And if they're not somebody that

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<v Dr. Millner>developed an eating disorder, it's still going to put them

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<v Dr. Millner>in a place where they're constantly weight cycling, so they're

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<v Dr. Millner>trying to lose weight and then regain weight, which we

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<v Dr. Millner>know as a negative impact on health, and where they

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<v Dr. Millner>don't get to feel fully embodied, that they feel like

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<v Dr. Millner>their body is constantly betraying them.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Of course, this mindset and messaging wasn't only playing out

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<v Kelsey Snelling>at Camp Shane. It was happening at home, at school

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and in the TV and movies kids watched, which brings

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<v Kelsey Snelling>us back to Heavyweights. One interesting thing about the movie is,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>even though it was released in nineteen ninety five, it's

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<v Kelsey Snelling>somehow not filled with outdated fat phobic jokes like you

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<v Kelsey Snelling>might expect. The movie is a comedy, but the jokes

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<v Kelsey Snelling>are rarely at the expense of the fat characters. Director

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Steve Brill said that was intentional.

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<v Steve>I certainly wanted to ennoble and make these characters fun

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<v Steve>and people you could look up to and not make

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<v Steve>fun of, which is obviously what the fat guy or

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<v Steve>the fat kid has always been in movies. By being overweight,

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<v Steve>you know, the shame and self criticism and the doubt

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<v Steve>that it brings into you is is really harmful. And

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<v Steve>that's something that you know, we wanted to address as

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<v Steve>a problem, and that's something that you know, hopefully the

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<v Steve>kids when they watch the movie, they go, oh, it's

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<v Steve>all right, it's all right to be overweight.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>If you've never seen the movie, then spoiler alert, I'm

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<v Kelsey Snelling>about to talk about the ending. The campers have successfully

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<v Kelsey Snelling>ousted their militaristic camp director and they've just won the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>annual competition against their rival. Camp Music swells as the

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<v Kelsey Snelling>campers all cheer and hug each other. The main character

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Jerry turns to Pat the camp counselor, and says.

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<v Heavyweights Archival>Thanks for the best damn summer of my life.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Unfortunately that's just a movie. At the end of a

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Camp Shane summer, there's no trophy, no music that swells

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<v Kelsey Snelling>as the credits start to roll. No hearts filled with

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<v Kelsey Snelling>new lessons about loving yourself in spite of the bullies

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<v Kelsey Snelling>and naysayers. It is all right to be fat, like

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Steve said, but our culture is often telling us otherwise.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>So even though almost all Shaners had fun at one

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<v Kelsey Snelling>point or another, I don't think any of them walked

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<v Kelsey Snelling>away from camp thinking it's all right to be heavy.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>Another difference between Camp Shane and the fictional Camp Hope.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>The camp owner at Shane hadn't been ousted. In fact,

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<v Kelsey Snelling>in spite of his mother's sabotage, David was about to

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<v Kelsey Snelling>lead Camp Shane into its biggest decade yet. Next week.

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<v Kelsey Snelling>On Camp Shane.

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<v Merryl>He was happy with bodies in camp, whether they be, um, kids or counselors...Didn't matter if they were doing things that were unethical or, or, um, dangerous

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<v Kelsey Snelling>We reached out to David Ettenberg and Ziporah Janowski for comment; at the time of this recording we have not received a reply

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