1 00:00:20,520 --> 00:00:26,880 Speaker 1: Okay, let's let's move on to romantic love. Oh, sexy, 2 00:00:27,760 --> 00:00:28,440 Speaker 1: sexy love. 3 00:00:31,600 --> 00:00:34,840 Speaker 2: Okay, So have you ever been in love? 4 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:39,520 Speaker 1: Okay talking about romantic love? 5 00:00:40,120 --> 00:00:41,640 Speaker 2: No, No, I have never. 6 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:45,599 Speaker 1: I have never been in love. I think there were 7 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:48,600 Speaker 1: moments where I could have maybe gotten to a relationship 8 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:53,320 Speaker 1: and like like develop it, but it never got to 9 00:00:53,360 --> 00:00:53,760 Speaker 1: that point. 10 00:00:54,280 --> 00:00:55,120 Speaker 2: Why do you think that is? 11 00:00:55,880 --> 00:01:00,680 Speaker 1: I don't know, I I don't think. Yeah, I'm trying 12 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:04,080 Speaker 1: to think of my life and I've never I've never 13 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:08,319 Speaker 1: fallen in love before. I feel as though, you know, 14 00:01:08,319 --> 00:01:11,920 Speaker 1: I came out. I came out as being gay when 15 00:01:11,920 --> 00:01:14,560 Speaker 1: I was twenty nine years old. So that's a good 16 00:01:14,680 --> 00:01:18,800 Speaker 1: chunk of life, right, like twenty nine years. So I 17 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:22,080 Speaker 1: almost missed, Like I feel like I've almost missed like 18 00:01:22,200 --> 00:01:28,440 Speaker 1: nine years of really developing a sense of like romantic relationships. 19 00:01:28,440 --> 00:01:30,840 Speaker 1: Like I wasn't able to allow myself to be in 20 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:33,679 Speaker 1: those type relationships until twenty nine. So being like a 21 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:36,640 Speaker 1: full fledged adult and being thrown into the dating scene 22 00:01:36,680 --> 00:01:39,559 Speaker 1: and thrown into you know, certain relationships here and there, 23 00:01:39,920 --> 00:01:43,480 Speaker 1: it's actually easier. It's actually easy for me to be single. Yeah, 24 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:45,720 Speaker 1: because I've been single my whole life, you know, So 25 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:49,640 Speaker 1: It's it's almost as if like I've tried relationships out 26 00:01:49,680 --> 00:01:52,080 Speaker 1: and I'm like given love a chance, but also at 27 00:01:52,080 --> 00:01:54,840 Speaker 1: the same time, I'm like, I'm still okay being. 28 00:01:54,800 --> 00:01:57,720 Speaker 2: Single, like, you know, because I've been single for so long, right, 29 00:01:58,840 --> 00:02:00,600 Speaker 2: I don't know if that makes sense. Up, Okay, I 30 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:02,440 Speaker 2: understand Okay, cool and I relate. 31 00:02:02,640 --> 00:02:15,079 Speaker 1: Okay, So what you're saying to cool mm hmmmmmm