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Speaker 1: Hello, it's your name, big money player.

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Speaker 2: This is Derek.

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Speaker 1: Derek. You ever seen then no Disney Channel show called

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Speaker 1: Life with Derek?

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Speaker 2: How have I not seen that?

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Speaker 3: Is that? Like?

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Speaker 2: Is that a lot older?

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Speaker 1: Or how old are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm twenty nine.

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Speaker 1: You would have you? Maybe you were too old for

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Speaker 1: Disney Channel when it came out. Probably, Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I was more of a Nickelodeon kid, you know.

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Speaker 1: Okay, would you watch on Nickelodeon.

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Speaker 2: Fucked on of Blues Clues? Bro that was my ship.

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Speaker 1: That's cool. I remember when the Blues Clues movie came

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Speaker 1: out and they had the dog. The dog was in

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Speaker 1: a costume and it was a crazy game changer to me.

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Speaker 1: I actually saw that and was like, how did they

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Speaker 1: do that? How did they make this?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Man come alive?

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Speaker 2: And I imagine like seeing that at the at a

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Speaker 2: young age man's mind blowing.

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Speaker 1: Well, Derek, I assume you didn't call in to talk

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Speaker 1: about how awesome the Blue School's movie was.

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Speaker 2: I did not, You're correct, although I could if you want.

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Speaker 1: To tell me what you wanted to talk about initially.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: So I have very overbearing parents. They I even at

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Speaker 2: the age of twenty nine, they really don't give me

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Speaker 2: much freedom, and it's it's concerning to say the least.

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Speaker 1: Okay, when you say they don't give you much freedom freedom, well,

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Speaker 1: I mean I have a few questions. But okay, when

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Speaker 1: you say that freedom to do what specifically what things

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Speaker 1: do they not give you the freedom to do?

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Speaker 2: Just like normal adult things, Like they don't even let

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Speaker 2: me move out of their house, even though I have

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Speaker 2: definitely the financial means to be able to do it.

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Speaker 2: They even and because I'm under their roof, they feel

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Speaker 2: like rightfully so, because it's their house that they can dictate,

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Speaker 2: like who I hang out with, what I eat, what

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Speaker 2: I drink.

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Speaker 4: So yeah, okay, so I'm if you have the means

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Speaker 4: with by what authority do they control these things?

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Speaker 2: I just I just think because maybe maybe it's me

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Speaker 2: just not putting my foot down, but I just feel

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Speaker 2: like if they if they really want me to stay there,

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Speaker 2: that I have to respect that because they're my parents,

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Speaker 2: you know, like like you know what I mean, maybe

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Speaker 2: maybe I shouldn't be doing that, but I do feel like,

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Speaker 2: you know, they did a lot for me growing up,

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Speaker 2: So I thought, I think the least I could do

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Speaker 2: in my mind, not saying it's right or wrong is

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Speaker 2: to stay there with them. They don't really need any

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Speaker 2: help or anything, just to stay there.

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Speaker 1: M hmm. Are you and are you in their house

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Speaker 1: right now?

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Speaker 2: I am, Yeah, I'm in the basement.

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Speaker 1: Just you or any siblings.

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Speaker 2: No, I'm an only child.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so just you mom and dad?

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Speaker 2: Correct?

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Speaker 1: Parents still together, They're not remarried or anything.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they don't have the best relationship, but they're still together.

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Speaker 1: Okay. Yeah, if you have the means to move out,

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Speaker 1: and maybe you've explained this already, but if you have

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Speaker 1: the means to move out financially, how come you don't

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Speaker 1: do it?

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Speaker 2: Like I said, I think, I think it's just kind

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Speaker 2: of like a subliminal thing, Like I want to I

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Speaker 2: want to respect my parents wishes since they like raised

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Speaker 2: me and like paid for my college and all that.

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Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

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Speaker 1: Do you want to leave your parents' house or do

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Speaker 1: you kind of like it there?

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Speaker 2: I mean, I don't mind it, It's just I feel

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Speaker 2: self conscious about it, I guess is my thing, like

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Speaker 2: because because all my friends my age are all like

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Speaker 2: with their own homes, their own families, you know what

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Speaker 2: I mean, And I'm kind of the only one who's

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Speaker 2: still here. Even though I don't need to be, but

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Speaker 2: I'm comfortable.

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Speaker 1: Do you ever leave the house?

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Speaker 2: I do, Yeah, I like go hang out with my friends,

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Speaker 2: But like I said, there's sometimes where like I'll say

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Speaker 2: I'm going to hang out with Matt and they'll say no, no, no,

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Speaker 2: you can't hang out with Matt, and I just I

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Speaker 2: just I don't I follow their wishes. I don't know,

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Speaker 2: maybe they're greenwashed me or something.

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Speaker 1: Do you have a more do you have a I

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Speaker 1: guess a more compelling reason to stay in your mom's

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Speaker 1: house other than you feel like you owe her.

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Speaker 2: I guess just my own comfort, which is being content

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Speaker 2: with what I've known forever.

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Speaker 1: Right, And I struggle. I'm taking long pauses what I'm

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Speaker 1: talking to you, because I really do struggle with this

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Speaker 1: thing of like, I truly believe that everyone's wired differently

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Speaker 1: and that there is no right or wrong way to

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Speaker 1: live your life. But if we're talking about whether or

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Speaker 1: not you would be happier not living in your mom's

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Speaker 1: house and being able to go hang out with your

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Speaker 1: friends and live life and not be subject to your

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Speaker 1: parents telling you what to eat and what to drink

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Speaker 1: and who you can and can't hang out with I

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Speaker 1: would hypothesize that you would be happier, But do you

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Speaker 1: agree with that?

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Speaker 5: I don't disagree at all.

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Speaker 2: I guess I guess where I'm in.

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Speaker 3: It's like I don't even know how to start that conversation.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like to break apart from it.

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Speaker 1: You know, tell me more about why you agree with

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Speaker 1: the hypothesis that you would be happier.

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Speaker 2: Because I think, even even though I'm comfortable, I think,

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Speaker 2: deep down I know that having the freedom would be.

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Speaker 3: Better for me in the long run.

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Speaker 1: What do you do for work?

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Speaker 2: I designed a website cool you from web developer?

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Speaker 1: I do okay, cool? So you can go anywhere? Really,

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Speaker 1: you don't even have to stay in? What stay you in?

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Speaker 2: I'm in Colorado?

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Speaker 1: Okay, Oh my god, you can go anywhere if you

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Speaker 1: had to. How would you start this conversation?

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Speaker 3: I had to?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I think the right thing to do

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Speaker 2: obviously was just to, like, you sit down with them

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Speaker 2: and be honest. But there's a lot of anxiety around that.

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Speaker 2: I think most people would have, just just because you fear,

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Speaker 2: I fear of the many different reactions I would get

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Speaker 2: do it.

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Speaker 3: You know.

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Speaker 1: What reactions do you fear you would get from them?

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Speaker 2: I mean, in my mind, they could. They could get

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Speaker 2: kind of upset about it, just because they've been kind

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Speaker 2: of like controlling for the whole time that I've been around, you.

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Speaker 1: Know, Okay, I asked this question honestly. Yeah, what is

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Speaker 1: so bad about your parents being upset at you because

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Speaker 1: you're moving out?

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Speaker 2: Just the fact that I'm disappointing them. It just goes

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Speaker 2: back to like being grateful for what they've done for

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Speaker 2: me as a person.

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Speaker 1: I think that you can be grateful for them for

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Speaker 1: what they've done for you as a person, and not

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Speaker 1: view and not let that gratefulness serve as some sort

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Speaker 1: of eternal debt that you need to pay back by

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Speaker 1: allowing them control over your life.

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Speaker 2: Right, I see what you're saying.

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Speaker 1: You know, I this is not me. This is something

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Speaker 1: I read on Reddit at some point. Your parents raising

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Speaker 1: you is not some kind of a debt that you

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Speaker 1: need to pay back. Okay, it's I I think it's

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Speaker 1: nice that you're being grateful to your mom and your dad,

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Speaker 1: but you don't owe them anything, and you certainly don't

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Speaker 1: owe them, you know, your birth. Your birth certificate doesn't

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Speaker 1: come with a claw that they own all the rights

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Speaker 1: to your existence, uh, in perpetuity. So I don't think

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Speaker 1: it would be I don't think you need to live

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Speaker 3: For sure.

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Speaker 2: For sure, I know I definitely get that, And I

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Speaker 2: think it all just comes down to in my like

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Speaker 2: I said, I'm just like worried about I've always worried

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Speaker 2: about their reaction to me wanting to get out, and

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Speaker 2: I need to stop worrying about that.

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Speaker 1: M h. It's not that bad. It's not going to

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Speaker 1: be that bad. People being upset with you, People being

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Speaker 1: upset with you is not that bad, especially dude. People.

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Speaker 1: People being justifiably upset at you is not that bad.

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Speaker 1: People being unjustifiably and upset at you, that's like, that's nothing,

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Speaker 1: you know right right? I mean you and I both

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Speaker 1: know I I understand that you're afraid, but I think

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Speaker 2: You were mentioning earlier about being a people pleaser, like

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Speaker 1: Like, sure, you know, sure, I thing with people pleasing

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Speaker 1: is it's I think it's OK. I think it's good

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Speaker 1: You're not like I don't know, disabled and need to

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Speaker 1: a you have friends, you're like you know, you got

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Speaker 1: to you got a whole life except for this little thing.

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Speaker 1: And I think you need to sit down with your parents.

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Speaker 1: I mean, you don't even you don't even need to

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Speaker 1: but I should think it'd be good. I think it'd

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Speaker 1: you got to face this fear, because it's gonna severely

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Speaker 1: you know, theoretical debt to your parents and realize that

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Speaker 1: you just wasted a bunch of your life. Right, you're

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Speaker 1: still very young. You can go out and do a

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Speaker 1: billion different things, so you know, go do that all.

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Speaker 1: I mean, also, look, people shit on it, but hanging

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Speaker 2: Xbox there's nothing like it.

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Speaker 1: There's nothing like it's a great life. It's pretty sick. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's pretty That's okay. This is why I said at

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Speaker 1: the beginning. I was like, there's no right way to

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Speaker 1: live life. I honestly think a guy who you know,

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Speaker 1: I honestly think that guy and a guy who hangs

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Speaker 1: out in his mom's basement playing Red Dead Redemption and

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Speaker 1: getting high and stuff. I think both of those lives

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Speaker 1: are good in different ways. So you know, you do

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Speaker 1: you man?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I appreciate that. Gek, I think I think I

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Speaker 2: just needed to talk this out with someone and it

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Speaker 2: was really helpful. I appreciate it. I think I'm going

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Speaker 2: to try and talk with them tomorrow.

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Speaker 1: Okay, good, please do And please, dear guy, what's your

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Speaker 1: name again, Derek? Derek, listen to me. Do not be

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Speaker 1: afraid of your parents. It's being upset with you because

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Speaker 3: Fuck.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, So is there anything else you want

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Speaker 1: What's up? Okay? How's life.

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Speaker 6: Well, I'm gonna say it was about a year ago

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Speaker 6: Yeah, so I had to do some internet digging to

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Speaker 6: She was camming basically, all right. So, long story short,

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Speaker 1: Sorry, I'm sorry. You and your friends find out that

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Speaker 6: So, long story short, my best friend Isaac. He decided

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Speaker 1: So I'm gonna not why are you doing all of this?

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Speaker 6: Just to figure out why.

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Speaker 6: It was more this sounds terrible proof for my dad,

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Speaker 1: What why why would you?

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Speaker 5: Now?

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Speaker 6: Okay, So for in my entire life, she has been

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Speaker 1: Why do you give why do you fuck? Why do

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Speaker 2: Now?

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Speaker 6: I don't have a problem with like sex work online. However,

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Speaker 1: It was like, it's it's not helpful for anyone.

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Speaker 6: My dad it had like a weird name. He's like,

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Speaker 6: I'm like yeah, okay. So then that kind of firaled

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Speaker 1: Still, why do you like? This just doesn't seem like

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Speaker 6: No, but it was very interesting with the outcome of

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Speaker 1: What's your relationship? Like with your sister?

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Speaker 6: We do not talk. I've tried reaching out and being like, hey,

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Speaker 3: You know.

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Speaker 1: Listen, Kay, I'm not going to tell you whether or

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Speaker 6: It was just like I was trying to like totally

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Speaker 1: But why why? But why why? Okay? Why?

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Speaker 6: Because yeah, during that time we she kind of just

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Speaker 1: Yeah, she's fucking twenty one years old. She can do

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Speaker 1: She can fucking do whatever she wants. She doesn't have

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Speaker 6: I'm just like, ah, what are we doing? But like

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Speaker 1: All right, Well I listen, kay, I don't know, dude,

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Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

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Speaker 1: Real Before I know, I what do you? What do

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Speaker 1: you do with your life? Right now? Are you in school?

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Speaker 6: I'm a banker?

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Speaker 1: You're a banker? Yeah, you can bank at nineteen, but

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Speaker 6: I got a it was originally a part time as

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00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:05,720
Speaker 6: a teller, and then I got promoted to the timer.

446
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:09,439
Speaker 1: So school, do you like banking?

447
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:11,280
Speaker 3: I do.

448
00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:15,040
Speaker 6: However, some people nowadays have been really grouchy because of

449
00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:19,199
Speaker 6: the holiday season, which I gets it's busy time and whatnot.

450
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:27,120
Speaker 1: But sorry, no, sorry, Is there anything else you want

451
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:28,520
Speaker 1: to say to the people of the computer before we go?

452
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,280
Speaker 6: Peace? Love, and I hope everybody has a good night

453
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:33,159
Speaker 6: on the stream?

454
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:35,720
Speaker 1: All right, take care, carey you too?

455
00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 6: Bye bye. Bro.

456
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:43,560
Speaker 1: Look, dude, if your sister is of age and wants

457
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:47,840
Speaker 1: to show her boobs on the internet, you know that's

458
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:49,600
Speaker 1: that's her prerogative, you know what I mean.

459
00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:49,920
Speaker 3: I don't.

460
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,119
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't think it's cool to, you know,

461
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,080
Speaker 1: start telling on her to everyone.

462
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:57,560
Speaker 5: Call from Brady.

463
00:25:58,119 --> 00:26:05,879
Speaker 1: But hello, Hey, what's up, dude. I'm a gecko on

464
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:09,359
Speaker 1: the computer. I've I just drank a Celsius Energy drink

465
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:14,240
Speaker 1: that's a free promotion for Celsius Energy Drink. I drink

466
00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:17,680
Speaker 1: them a lot, and they have like two hundred milligrams

467
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:21,879
Speaker 1: of caffeine in them, which I think is like the maximum. No,

468
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,600
Speaker 1: I think the maximum, like the the amount that's like,

469
00:26:24,680 --> 00:26:27,040
Speaker 1: if you go over this, you'll die, is four hundred.

470
00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:29,840
Speaker 1: So two cans gets you there. But right now I'm

471
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:32,280
Speaker 1: only on one and I feel pretty good. I don't

472
00:26:32,320 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 1: know what's in the stuff, but I know the stuff

473
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:37,280
Speaker 1: is in me.

474
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 5: Well, are you jittery?

475
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:42,240
Speaker 3: No?

476
00:26:42,359 --> 00:26:46,480
Speaker 1: I actually feel again, notting Celsius did not pay me

477
00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:48,800
Speaker 1: to say this. I actually feel really good when I

478
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 1: drink these things for like a second. I feel alert.

479
00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 1: It's like you ever take adderall.

480
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:55,080
Speaker 3: I have?

481
00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:59,800
Speaker 1: I feel like Adderallly. You know adderall makes you feel

482
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:05,560
Speaker 1: a way, make alert, optimistic, all that stuff. If you go,

483
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,320
Speaker 1: by the way, for those listening, if you go out

484
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:09,399
Speaker 1: and drink as elsius and you have a heart attack,

485
00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:12,360
Speaker 1: I'm not liable for that. What's your name? I don't

486
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:16,719
Speaker 1: want to talk about this anymore. I'm Brady, Brady. How

487
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:17,720
Speaker 1: can I get you today?

488
00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 5: I don't know, man, I just wanted to hear your voice.

489
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:25,879
Speaker 5: I've been partying so much, thought that'd be cool, and

490
00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:29,399
Speaker 5: I watched you so many I guess years now, but

491
00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:30,920
Speaker 5: I just wanted to hear your voice.

492
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,639
Speaker 1: That's cool.

493
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:35,119
Speaker 3: Uh.

494
00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:41,840
Speaker 1: What have we spoken before? Absolutely not what you've been partying?

495
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 1: You you're you're You're talking to me like I'm a

496
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,639
Speaker 1: I'm a lost lover from your life or something like that.

497
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:50,640
Speaker 3: Oh shocks.

498
00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 5: I mean, I think everyone's a lot lover to me.

499
00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:54,200
Speaker 5: You know, I try and play it Berry.

500
00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:55,320
Speaker 1: Who are you?

501
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:55,640
Speaker 3: Man?

502
00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:58,120
Speaker 1: What's your deal? You've been partying a lot?

503
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,119
Speaker 5: Yeah, I think too much, man. I mean I got

504
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,119
Speaker 5: so much going on. I got a good girly, I

505
00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:08,000
Speaker 5: got a good job. So I just can't stop having fun.

506
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:10,200
Speaker 3: What is that?

507
00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 1: What is having fun look like to you?

508
00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:19,600
Speaker 5: Having fun to me is waking up and just getting obliterated.

509
00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:19,880
Speaker 3: Man.

510
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 5: And I know that's not a good thing, but I

511
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 5: just love it so much.

512
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:28,920
Speaker 1: That sounds more like alcoholism.

513
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:33,600
Speaker 5: It's not even alcohol though it's it's well, it is alcohol,

514
00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:36,840
Speaker 5: but it's more of just like everything that you could

515
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,800
Speaker 5: think of. I've tried and I don't know why, because

516
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 5: I'm such a good I'm a good boy, you know,

517
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 5: like I'd hold the door open for Anny old lady,

518
00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:48,080
Speaker 5: and I smile at everyone. But for some reason, I

519
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,280
Speaker 5: just got this demon in me that's like, we have

520
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:52,640
Speaker 5: to have fun even when it's not fun.

521
00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:54,680
Speaker 1: What what is everything?

522
00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:54,800
Speaker 3: Like?

523
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:57,960
Speaker 1: Are you on heroin or meth? And like are you

524
00:28:58,000 --> 00:28:59,040
Speaker 1: getting into hard stuff?

525
00:29:01,120 --> 00:29:03,960
Speaker 5: I've tried it, I mean smoked age, but it's not

526
00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:06,400
Speaker 5: you know, it's it's just not what it is, right,

527
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:09,680
Speaker 5: you know, people say it's all that but you know

528
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:10,280
Speaker 5: the next thing.

529
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:11,400
Speaker 3: You know, you're just a loser.

530
00:29:12,840 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 1: Do you feel like a loser?

531
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:16,200
Speaker 5: No, not at all.

532
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,000
Speaker 3: I love my life.

533
00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 5: I got a beautiful fucking girly.

534
00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 3: I got a beautiful job.

535
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:25,480
Speaker 5: I mean, I got my own place. I mean, it's

536
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,920
Speaker 5: pretty much more than most people.

537
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,960
Speaker 3: I like to believe that's.

538
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:32,760
Speaker 1: Really all you could. I think want in life is

539
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 1: a good career, a nice place to live, and a girlfriend.

540
00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:42,640
Speaker 1: That's cool. But also, I mean, I don't know, I'm

541
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:46,760
Speaker 1: no doctor, but uh, waking up and getting obliterated every day,

542
00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:49,040
Speaker 1: it doesn't sound extremely healthy. I mean I do it

543
00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:49,920
Speaker 1: with skittles, but.

544
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:56,040
Speaker 5: Well, I don't know you're right, but you know what, Okay,

545
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 5: I gotta ask you, Jak, what age would you be

546
00:29:58,600 --> 00:29:59,480
Speaker 5: okay with? Diana?

547
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:06,200
Speaker 1: Why are we are you? How long? How long have

548
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 1: you been waking up every day and getting obliterated for?

549
00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:11,040
Speaker 3: Oh? Years?

550
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:11,360
Speaker 1: Man?

551
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:12,920
Speaker 5: Ever since I was like fifteen?

552
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:14,640
Speaker 1: Okay? How old are you now?

553
00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:16,760
Speaker 5: I'm twenty two?

554
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:19,600
Speaker 1: Okay? How much longer do you think you can keep

555
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:19,920
Speaker 1: it up for?

556
00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:25,920
Speaker 5: I hope I can keep it up till forty. I

557
00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 5: mean that's pretty much where I want to go?

558
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 3: Is that forty?

559
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:32,040
Speaker 5: Because I like to believe after forty you know you've

560
00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:34,680
Speaker 5: you've done it, your body has done it. And after

561
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:37,520
Speaker 5: forty it's like, okay, we're kind of enjoying what we have.

562
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 5: But I don't want to enjoy what I have. I

563
00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:40,840
Speaker 5: want to enjoy that now.

564
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:49,200
Speaker 1: It's hard, right, What does your girlfriend think about this?

565
00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 5: She doesn't like it? But oh no, no, I know

566
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,920
Speaker 5: it's a surprise, right, But I mean, come on, I mean,

567
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:01,280
Speaker 5: what do you have you? I'm such a lovable guy

568
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 5: and I treat everyone. I mean, I don't want to

569
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:05,440
Speaker 5: too my own horn, but I really do take an

570
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:08,240
Speaker 5: extra step to be that good of a guy for

571
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 5: the extra person that I don't even know, just because

572
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 5: I know that I'm going to have less years than

573
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:14,840
Speaker 5: the average human being.

574
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:19,400
Speaker 1: I like the idea that you're a guy where drugs

575
00:31:19,440 --> 00:31:22,320
Speaker 1: and alcohol have actually made you a nicer, better person

576
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:23,360
Speaker 1: instead of a dick.

577
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:30,920
Speaker 5: That's a scary fucking thing. Get yeah, it is.

578
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 1: So you don't even remember a time in your life

579
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 1: where you weren't getting obliterated every day.

580
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 6: No, I do.

581
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,360
Speaker 5: But I was just you know, as a kid, I

582
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,200
Speaker 5: was just so bullied and I always have like a

583
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:49,280
Speaker 5: tough relationship like my parents were kind of like the worst.

584
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:54,920
Speaker 5: So anytime I was obliterated, I was just giving love.

585
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:57,600
Speaker 5: And even when I'm not obliterated, I'm giving love, but

586
00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:59,920
Speaker 5: I just prefer to be obliterated while giving love.

587
00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:02,000
Speaker 1: Are you obliterated right now?

588
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:05,240
Speaker 3: No? No, I just got off work.

589
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:06,800
Speaker 1: What do you do for work?

590
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:09,240
Speaker 5: I work at a pipe factory.

591
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 1: Okay?

592
00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:11,760
Speaker 3: Uh?

593
00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:13,360
Speaker 1: Do you guys? Do you ever get obliterated and go

594
00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 1: to work?

595
00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:19,840
Speaker 5: I used to, gak I honestly, I'm ashamed to say

596
00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:23,360
Speaker 5: I used to, and then I got trapped in a saw,

597
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:27,120
Speaker 5: like a huge industrial saw, and I almost died.

598
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 1: It's a good reason to stop doing.

599
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 3: That, Thank you, Jack. I like to. That's what my

600
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:35,040
Speaker 3: girlfriend says.

601
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:37,760
Speaker 1: How long you've been with your girlfriend?

602
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,360
Speaker 5: For two years?

603
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:41,280
Speaker 3: Love of my life.

604
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:43,480
Speaker 5: I'm gonna marry this woman. She gives it all for me,

605
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 5: and I just wish I could give it all for

606
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:53,560
Speaker 5: her more. You know, that's the scariest thing, gak is.

607
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:56,239
Speaker 5: I've always had this nature. And again, I'm not two

608
00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:58,840
Speaker 5: in my own horn, but I'm just a social fucking guy,

609
00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 5: and I can reaccuse where it's I can understand when

610
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 5: someone is a little bit curious of it. And I

611
00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,480
Speaker 5: just got these demons in me that since I'm just

612
00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:10,720
Speaker 5: such an obliterated type of guy, I can really get

613
00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:14,720
Speaker 5: any person to, you know, consider it. And then I

614
00:33:14,840 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 5: don't know why I do it, but I turn them

615
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 5: to the dark side.

616
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:18,360
Speaker 3: And I like it.

617
00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:22,680
Speaker 1: What what does that mean? What do you mean you

618
00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:24,000
Speaker 1: turn them to the dark side?

619
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:26,520
Speaker 2: Oh?

620
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:28,800
Speaker 5: You know we started this conversation. You're talking about like

621
00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:30,840
Speaker 5: how long do you think you could live?

622
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:31,200
Speaker 2: Rady?

623
00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:34,560
Speaker 5: But to me, how I look at that, it's not

624
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,960
Speaker 5: how long I can live, but how many people I

625
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,560
Speaker 5: can influence to live the lifestyle I live.

626
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:41,880
Speaker 3: And it's not right.

627
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 1: Come on, man, what do you talk?

628
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:47,760
Speaker 3: I agree, I.

629
00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:50,840
Speaker 5: Agree it's not well, but I know it's dark. It's

630
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 5: it's really dark.

631
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:55,120
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

632
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 3: What so.

633
00:33:57,440 --> 00:33:59,920
Speaker 1: Well, first of all, you know this is this is

634
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:04,800
Speaker 1: I hate to sound like a fucking school principle, but

635
00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,960
Speaker 1: this is drug and alcohol addiction, not the fucking Star Wars.

636
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:15,400
Speaker 1: My friends, I completely agree. Grady. You said your name was.

637
00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 3: Did you just say it with a G?

638
00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:19,400
Speaker 1: Brady?

639
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:24,520
Speaker 5: Grady Brady like Tom Brady, the dude that deflated the football?

640
00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:29,880
Speaker 1: Okay, well Brady, God, I don't know. This is so

641
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:33,560
Speaker 1: beyond me. But I'm conflicting. Look on one hand, On

642
00:34:33,719 --> 00:34:40,839
Speaker 1: one hand, I'm slightly uh uh, I don't know, uh

643
00:34:41,400 --> 00:34:44,520
Speaker 1: a libertarian on this issue of Like, look, man, if

644
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 1: if your prerogative is to go and I don't know

645
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 1: if I'm using the word libertarian correctly, I might be stupid,

646
00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:54,640
Speaker 1: but I kind of think if your prerogative truly is

647
00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:57,759
Speaker 1: to just you know, spend your life getting fucked up,

648
00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:02,760
Speaker 1: then you know that's your uh uh right is as

649
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,080
Speaker 1: a as a free human being on the earth to

650
00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:07,759
Speaker 1: go do that. But I don't know if it's going

651
00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:12,760
Speaker 1: to help you in the long run or the people

652
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 1: that you have in your life.

653
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 5: That's an interesting Yeah, I respect that's an interesting What

654
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:22,600
Speaker 5: can I ask why you think that?

655
00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:25,800
Speaker 1: Can I ask? You're asking me why I think that

656
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:28,000
Speaker 1: getting sucked up every day is not a good thing?

657
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:33,120
Speaker 5: No, bullet? Well, well when you put it in.

658
00:35:33,239 --> 00:35:40,640
Speaker 1: That, uh, that sounds dumb, Yeah a little bit. Yeah, yeah,

659
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,000
Speaker 1: it does sound a little dumb.

660
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:46,120
Speaker 5: No, they think, But that's what I'm trying to fix. Geck,

661
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:48,279
Speaker 5: I don't know what to do, because you know, there's

662
00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:51,600
Speaker 5: I just I believe that I'm a really good person,

663
00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:54,479
Speaker 5: but I believe I'm also an even better person when I'm.

664
00:35:54,719 --> 00:35:57,880
Speaker 3: Like messed up, and I love to be messed up, but.

665
00:35:57,960 --> 00:36:01,680
Speaker 5: I also love turning people into the stuff stuff, And

666
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,400
Speaker 5: I'm trying to fix that on me. Like I know

667
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 5: it's wrong, trust me, I don't. It's not like I

668
00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:07,719
Speaker 5: want to. I didn't grow up to think that this

669
00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:10,360
Speaker 5: is what I wanted. But I mean just being in

670
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 5: it and living day to day. I mean just the

671
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:16,680
Speaker 5: ability to change a person's aspect or even their day

672
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:20,760
Speaker 5: by me being obliterated, like I have a higher chance

673
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:24,239
Speaker 5: to make them happy is all I've ever wanted. Like

674
00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:26,440
Speaker 5: when I was a kid going to school, I remember

675
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:28,120
Speaker 5: I wouldn't go to school to learn. I went to

676
00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:30,520
Speaker 5: school to make people's days, make them smile.

677
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:35,719
Speaker 1: Brady, this is one of those times in my show

678
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:39,719
Speaker 1: where I need to tell you that these problem is

679
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:41,879
Speaker 1: beyond me and you need to go see a real

680
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:46,080
Speaker 1: therapist slash counselor person. But now that I've said that

681
00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:51,960
Speaker 1: to you, I'll just tell you this this logic that

682
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,960
Speaker 1: you have, Like what you're saying, Brady, I think you're

683
00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:58,520
Speaker 1: a sweet guy and a nice guy. You have good

684
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:02,080
Speaker 1: intentions for the Okay, you don't seem like a hostile individual.

685
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:06,239
Speaker 1: But this logic that you're bestowing upon us right now

686
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:10,560
Speaker 1: is nuts. Dude. You're saying to me right now that

687
00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:16,680
Speaker 1: you getting obliterated and fucked up is making other people's day.

688
00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:17,960
Speaker 1: What does that mean?

689
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 5: Like an example of that would be like if I

690
00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:25,600
Speaker 5: go to the grocery source sober, you know, and I

691
00:37:25,719 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 5: see an old lady, I smile at her and I say, hey,

692
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:32,480
Speaker 5: you look nice. But like if I go and obliterated

693
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 5: the wrong word. But if I go and I've had

694
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,560
Speaker 5: a bump or I've had anything, you know, just a

695
00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:39,840
Speaker 5: toke or just a drink, you know, I can go

696
00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 5: to that lady that's working a cashier and I can

697
00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 5: really look at her and be like, you know what,

698
00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:46,480
Speaker 5: I just want you to know that, like people love you,

699
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:49,759
Speaker 5: and sometimes it does backfire and then they look at

700
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,480
Speaker 5: me like I'm a junkie, which is respectable.

701
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:55,680
Speaker 3: I kind of am, but on the edge radio, it's

702
00:37:55,719 --> 00:37:56,680
Speaker 3: those small moments.

703
00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 1: Sorry yet, Brady, you can do those things without me. Ready,

704
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,600
Speaker 1: you can you can tell a person to have a

705
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:11,319
Speaker 1: nice day without being on cocaine. Ready again, I'll say

706
00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 1: this because you know, I think you're I think you're

707
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 1: a sweet guy. But you're the logic that you use

708
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:19,880
Speaker 1: to live your life every day. Is is a fallacy,

709
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:22,759
Speaker 1: and is is fucked up and is gonna make your

710
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:27,080
Speaker 1: life and the life of people around you worse. And

711
00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:29,960
Speaker 1: I want you to understand that because I and because

712
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,279
Speaker 1: I think that to your core you're a good guy.

713
00:38:32,320 --> 00:38:36,759
Speaker 1: I want you to understand that and and try and

714
00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:41,360
Speaker 1: take that into like some real therapy, because I I

715
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 1: don't I I I don't agree with a single thing

716
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:49,000
Speaker 1: that you've you've said to me. I think hiding in

717
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:53,520
Speaker 1: you is a sweet guy who wants everyone to love

718
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:56,759
Speaker 1: everyone and uh wants everyone to have a nice day,

719
00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 1: and wants to be entertaining and make people laugh and

720
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:00,839
Speaker 1: make people smile. And I can you can I get

721
00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,719
Speaker 1: how you can get into a trap of thinking that

722
00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:08,120
Speaker 1: you need to be fucked up on cocaine and alcohol

723
00:39:08,239 --> 00:39:11,200
Speaker 1: every single day to make that happen. I understand the

724
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 1: math of how you got there, but that math is wrong.

725
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:19,759
Speaker 1: And I hope you understand that these things that you

726
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,160
Speaker 1: want to do and accomplish, and this person that you

727
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 1: want to be, and this energy that you want to radiate,

728
00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:28,880
Speaker 1: can all of those things can be done without you

729
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:33,880
Speaker 1: having to take a bump of cocaine first. And I

730
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:35,759
Speaker 1: don't know what to do to make you understand that

731
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:39,600
Speaker 1: more than just telling it to you. But you need

732
00:39:39,640 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 1: to unlearn those things about yourself because I think they're

733
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:44,080
Speaker 1: just going to be very detrimental to you.

734
00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:49,720
Speaker 5: Hey, you know, I get I really appreciate your honesty,

735
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 5: and I do I take your words deeply, but if

736
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,680
Speaker 5: I can open up just for one second, you talk

737
00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:58,520
Speaker 5: about therapy, and this is the one issue I've had

738
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,520
Speaker 5: as I've had therapy. I have family members that are

739
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:05,040
Speaker 5: close to me that are counselors, but I've struggled with

740
00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:08,360
Speaker 5: therapy before just because I've been groomed by a therapist.

741
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:10,800
Speaker 5: And then I had one of my best friends be

742
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:14,759
Speaker 5: a therapist and he just completely turned to the dark side,

743
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:15,879
Speaker 5: like the worst team than.

744
00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:16,680
Speaker 3: Being I've ever met.

745
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,040
Speaker 5: So it's both of those has really turned me away

746
00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:21,480
Speaker 5: from ever getting well.

747
00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:23,839
Speaker 1: You Okay, I'm very curious about this because you've used

748
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:26,359
Speaker 1: this phrase the dark side several times, and I think

749
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,920
Speaker 1: you have it has a different meaning when you say

750
00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:30,360
Speaker 1: it about your friend. What does it mean when you

751
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:37,200
Speaker 1: say about your friends, well, me.

752
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:40,040
Speaker 5: Turning people the dark side? You're right, You're right, me

753
00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:42,279
Speaker 5: turning them to the dark side is more of just

754
00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:45,880
Speaker 5: like evil versus like, really drugs is what that is,

755
00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:48,840
Speaker 5: versus him turning to the dark side was more of

756
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 5: an arrogance high and mighty. I don't care what you

757
00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:54,640
Speaker 5: say because I'm always right type of deal.

758
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

759
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:58,440
Speaker 5: But I'm gonna be I'm gonna be honest with.

760
00:40:58,480 --> 00:40:59,919
Speaker 3: You, Jack. That's not the main reason.

761
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:03,080
Speaker 5: The main reason is. I mean, when I was fifteen,

762
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:08,799
Speaker 5: I was groomed by a therapist m So it's really

763
00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:11,520
Speaker 5: hard for me to even trust someone who has that

764
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,239
Speaker 5: kind of power. And you have to listen to them.

765
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:21,360
Speaker 1: Brady. First of all, I'm sorry that they happened to you,

766
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:26,960
Speaker 1: but I I mean, I don't know.

767
00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:27,239
Speaker 3: Man.

768
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,719
Speaker 1: Look look Brady, you don't have to do anything. But

769
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:33,879
Speaker 1: if you're calling me and you're asked, I don't even

770
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:35,120
Speaker 1: know if you're asking me. I don't know if you

771
00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:37,520
Speaker 1: came on here just to tell me these things or

772
00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:43,520
Speaker 1: to ask me for my perspective on them. But did

773
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 1: you come here to just tell me these things, here

774
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:47,160
Speaker 1: to ask me from my perspective on them? I want

775
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:48,440
Speaker 1: to I genuinely would like to know.

776
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:54,359
Speaker 5: Honestly, I came in here to hear your voice. I mean,

777
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 5: I love your perspective and I've been a long time listener,

778
00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:00,759
Speaker 5: and you do. You've got some very just you tell

779
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 5: it how it is. And I really respect that, even

780
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 5: though you have your own issues going on. But I

781
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 5: do really respect how you give advice even you want

782
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:10,839
Speaker 5: you want to tell people what to do, even though

783
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:12,840
Speaker 5: you don't want to tell people what to do. But

784
00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 5: you just have that deep thing inside of you where

785
00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:18,440
Speaker 5: you you know what's right, and I would.

786
00:42:18,239 --> 00:42:18,800
Speaker 3: Love to hear it.

787
00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:21,919
Speaker 1: Well, I'm on the only I I the only reason

788
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 1: I'm being so I'm gonna be so honest with you.

789
00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:26,719
Speaker 1: The only reason I'm being so adamant in this phone

790
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,960
Speaker 1: call is because I'm on a lot of Celsius energy

791
00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:31,359
Speaker 1: drink caffeine right now, and it's hyping me up.

792
00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 3: I'll sponsored, Oh god, I.

793
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 1: Don't I don't know, Brady, I don't know. It's it's

794
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:43,399
Speaker 1: it's it's beyond me, man. But I I just think

795
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:45,839
Speaker 1: that you're doing the wrong math in your head about

796
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:49,000
Speaker 1: the person you want to be. I like the the

797
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:54,640
Speaker 1: crux of where you're coming from. You know, you want

798
00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:56,919
Speaker 1: to be a posit, you want to be a cool guy.

799
00:42:57,640 --> 00:43:01,880
Speaker 1: Smiling at old ladies at the grocery store or and

800
00:43:02,160 --> 00:43:04,840
Speaker 1: just and follow that. But I just I need you

801
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:10,439
Speaker 1: to understand that that getting fucked up all the time

802
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:16,400
Speaker 1: is not the best way to achieve that, uh, that

803
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 1: goal I think with when it comes to the drugs

804
00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:26,520
Speaker 1: in general, it's like anytime you you take some aspect

805
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,799
Speaker 1: of your personality or of your life and you make

806
00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,919
Speaker 1: it a condition that you can only be that way

807
00:43:33,600 --> 00:43:36,600
Speaker 1: when you're on drugs, you just told you just fuck

808
00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:40,480
Speaker 1: yourself for no reason, Like it's it's it's really a

809
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:45,200
Speaker 1: stupid thing to do. Like any anytime you're like, oh,

810
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 1: I'm a better person when i'm fucked up, I'm funnier

811
00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:50,880
Speaker 1: when i'm fucked up, I'm nicer when i'm fucked up,

812
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:54,239
Speaker 1: I'm more whatever. When any you take any positive trait

813
00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:56,319
Speaker 1: and you make it a condition that you can only

814
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 1: be that trait when you're fucked up, you just you're

815
00:43:58,640 --> 00:44:02,759
Speaker 1: doing that for no reason and it's not going to

816
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:06,360
Speaker 1: help you. And I want you to understand, Brady, that

817
00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: the thing that's causing you to want to smile at

818
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: that old lady is is a is a desire within

819
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,759
Speaker 1: you that has nothing to do with being fucked up.

820
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:21,680
Speaker 1: So if you get any I don't know. I I

821
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:26,880
Speaker 1: appreciate that you like the show and you wanted to

822
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:31,799
Speaker 1: hear my voice. But if if you get any, if

823
00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:34,759
Speaker 1: you can think about anything after I hang up from

824
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:37,759
Speaker 1: this phone call, I just want it to be that

825
00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:44,440
Speaker 1: you you have a you have a your fundamental understanding

826
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:48,439
Speaker 1: of who you are and why you are that way

827
00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:52,520
Speaker 1: is fucked up, which I know is a crazy thing.

828
00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:54,840
Speaker 1: And I don't know. It's probably not my right to

829
00:44:54,880 --> 00:45:01,080
Speaker 1: say that to a stranger, but you should. You should

830
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:03,800
Speaker 1: rework yourself to understand that you can be all the

831
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:05,200
Speaker 1: things that you want to be with that him to

832
00:45:05,239 --> 00:45:07,839
Speaker 1: be fucked up all the time. Is that a fair

833
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:10,120
Speaker 1: thing to say? Oh?

834
00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:14,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's beyond favor, buddy. I mean, you're spending facts

835
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,680
Speaker 5: right now. Of course is an issue. I'm not arguing

836
00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:20,000
Speaker 5: this is an issue. The only thing I'm saying is

837
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:23,400
Speaker 5: I've just I've I've done this for so long and

838
00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:27,480
Speaker 5: I didn't have any parental conditioning to pull me away

839
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 5: from this. So from fifteen to twenty two, I mean

840
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,279
Speaker 5: like I've just been I know, I don't have to

841
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:34,440
Speaker 5: be messed up to look at a lady and say, hey,

842
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:36,320
Speaker 5: you know what, I really hope you have a beautiful

843
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:37,600
Speaker 5: day because that's in me.

844
00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:41,759
Speaker 3: But it's also in me the drug.

845
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:44,520
Speaker 1: And I know it's not but you, but but but

846
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:51,520
Speaker 1: but Brady, you get your I I'm I'm I'm very

847
00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:58,120
Speaker 1: sorry to hear that you experienced what you experience. But

848
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:00,680
Speaker 1: I really think at this point in your life, you

849
00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 1: get to decide whether or not certain things are a

850
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,880
Speaker 1: part of you. And I think it would be helpful

851
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 1: for you to really sit down and understand what parts

852
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,839
Speaker 1: of you are helpful for your life and what parts

853
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:18,719
Speaker 1: of you are not helpful. And I'm not you know,

854
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:21,719
Speaker 1: like I said, I if you want to get fucked

855
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:25,120
Speaker 1: up all day, uh, that's your prerogative. And I get

856
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:26,799
Speaker 1: where you're coming from. And I'm not going to tell

857
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:30,560
Speaker 1: you whether or not your your life is going to

858
00:46:30,600 --> 00:46:34,480
Speaker 1: be better if you do it, or even if you

859
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,840
Speaker 1: I don't even know if you care about whether or

860
00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:38,200
Speaker 1: not your life would be I don't know what you

861
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 1: care about. But I just Brad, I just hope you

862
00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:49,160
Speaker 1: think about you know, I hope, I hope you examine

863
00:46:49,200 --> 00:46:51,600
Speaker 1: the beliefs that you have about yourself and really prod

864
00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:56,080
Speaker 1: at them. Uh, so you you know, are living intentionally

865
00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:58,560
Speaker 1: instead of just letting yourself get swept away by your

866
00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:04,279
Speaker 1: your your habits and entrenched beliefs that didn't even really

867
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:11,160
Speaker 1: come from you. Does that make any sense? So much sense?

868
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:12,960
Speaker 5: I really appreciate you telling me that.

869
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:17,960
Speaker 1: For sure, this got way more. I swear to God

870
00:47:18,040 --> 00:47:21,759
Speaker 1: it's I actually feel This is not an ad for

871
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:25,200
Speaker 1: the Celsiest energy drink. It's really not, but I actually

872
00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 1: feel like the energy. I actually feel like I was

873
00:47:30,239 --> 00:47:33,560
Speaker 1: fired up because I'm on so much caffeine that i

874
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 1: was acted like a school principle for the entire time

875
00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:42,120
Speaker 1: of this call. Thanks for letting me do that, Brady.

876
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:43,640
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

877
00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:44,920
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

878
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,000
Speaker 3: You know what there is.

879
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:50,759
Speaker 5: I just want to tell people, you know, in your

880
00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:56,120
Speaker 5: darkest moments, you're really gonna look around and they're gonna

881
00:47:56,160 --> 00:47:57,560
Speaker 5: wonder what is.

882
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 2: What means most to you?

883
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:04,160
Speaker 5: And coming from a guy who has almost died messed

884
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:08,440
Speaker 5: up on drugs at work, those small moments where you

885
00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 5: just think it's all gonna be over, the only thing

886
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:14,480
Speaker 5: you're ever gonna think about is the people closest to you.

887
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:19,640
Speaker 5: So just remember that, don't don't follow money, follow the

888
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 5: moments of people.

889
00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:30,560
Speaker 1: Thanks for calling, Brady. I love you, dude. Sometimes with

890
00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:34,920
Speaker 1: this show, I'm like, I'm gonna probably watch this phone

891
00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:37,040
Speaker 1: call back and be like, how the who the fuck

892
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:40,279
Speaker 1: is this guy that's talking right now? I don't know.

893
00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 1: I'm in over my head with a lot of this shit.

894
00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:42,600
Speaker 3: I meant.

895
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:45,760
Speaker 1: I don't take back anything that I said. I hope

896
00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:49,839
Speaker 1: it got through Brady in some way. I think he's

897
00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:52,759
Speaker 1: a good guy. But yeah, I don't know. I'm in

898
00:48:52,840 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 1: over my head doing this shit. But you know, it's

899
00:48:58,200 --> 00:48:58,799
Speaker 1: my life now.

900
00:48:58,880 --> 00:48:59,480
Speaker 3: This is what I do.

901
00:48:59,640 --> 00:49:03,480
Speaker 1: I I talked to strangers on the phone about sometimes

902
00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 1: crazy things. So I don't know. Let just let's just

903
00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:11,520
Speaker 1: do it. What's the worst that could happen? What's the

904
00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:15,040
Speaker 1: worst that could happen? I don't know. Okay, all right,

905
00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:16,520
Speaker 1: let's keep this all right?

906
00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:21,560
Speaker 3: Hello?

907
00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:23,960
Speaker 1: Hey, Hello, what's your name?

908
00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:27,200
Speaker 3: Oh? Hey, this is Cliff? Holy crap?

909
00:49:27,719 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 1: Hey, Yeah, what's up Cliff? What's going on?

910
00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:34,719
Speaker 3: Baby? I am just having a nice Friday. You're gonna

911
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:37,320
Speaker 3: go out and see my girlfriend to night and have

912
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:40,200
Speaker 3: some drinks and doing good man?

913
00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:44,360
Speaker 1: That's cool, man. I like I like the base, I

914
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,800
Speaker 1: like a baseline life, you know what I mean, Like

915
00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:50,960
Speaker 1: a baseline day, Like no one died, nothing amazing happened.

916
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:55,520
Speaker 1: It's just you going to eat food with a person

917
00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:59,000
Speaker 1: that you like. That's a good day. Oh yeah, that's

918
00:49:59,120 --> 00:49:59,560
Speaker 1: that's good.

919
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:02,600
Speaker 3: I mean I went to the dentist or that.

920
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:09,480
Speaker 1: That that didn't change a single thing in my opinion. Cliff,

921
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:11,600
Speaker 1: what's what's up man? Would you want to talk about today?

922
00:50:12,840 --> 00:50:17,799
Speaker 3: Yeah? Well, I wanted your thoughts on what men who

923
00:50:17,880 --> 00:50:22,120
Speaker 3: do aerial filks are supposed to wear pants wise, because

924
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:25,640
Speaker 3: like a lot of other students in the class, like

925
00:50:25,680 --> 00:50:30,560
Speaker 3: it's mostly women, and a lot of them were like

926
00:50:30,920 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 3: really really tight yoga pants, you know the kind that

927
00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:34,880
Speaker 3: like have the stitch and the butt.

928
00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:36,399
Speaker 2: Yeah.

929
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:38,920
Speaker 1: For me to answer this question, I need you to

930
00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 1: explain exactly what the hell you are talking about.

931
00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:47,000
Speaker 3: Oh oh right, okay, So have you ever been to

932
00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 3: like I've seen it at the ren Fair or at

933
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:55,719
Speaker 3: I don't know, a different performance like you might see

934
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 3: it like like variety shows or live performances where people

935
00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 3: are kind of hanging from like silk fabric way up

936
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:03,279
Speaker 3: in the air.

937
00:51:03,920 --> 00:51:07,600
Speaker 1: It's kind of like yeah, yeah, yeah, it's like a

938
00:51:07,800 --> 00:51:11,359
Speaker 1: giant it's like a giant handkerchief and people are twirling around, right.

939
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:13,600
Speaker 3: It's a giant handkerchief.

940
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:18,440
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Yeah, Okay, I know what you're talking about. Oh

941
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,840
Speaker 1: that's cool. Yes, do that?

942
00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:22,880
Speaker 2: I do?

943
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 3: Actually, yeah, I really I've really been enjoying that for

944
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:30,800
Speaker 3: about a year now. I think cool.

945
00:51:31,080 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 1: I like that, would you ever do? You should like

946
00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:36,399
Speaker 1: dangle out of a helicopter and do that ship that'd

947
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:36,840
Speaker 1: be awesome.

948
00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:41,080
Speaker 3: Holy crap, that's really cool idea.

949
00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:43,880
Speaker 1: So this is about what you should work while you

950
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:46,280
Speaker 1: while you defy gravity.

951
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:50,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, because all right, So, like I said, like a

952
00:51:50,280 --> 00:51:53,320
Speaker 3: lot of the you know, it's predominantly a is it

953
00:51:53,440 --> 00:51:58,640
Speaker 3: a sport, a dance, a hobby? Uh? Anyways, like it's

954
00:51:58,640 --> 00:52:01,959
Speaker 3: predominantly like it's it's email dominated if you will, sure,

955
00:52:02,080 --> 00:52:05,560
Speaker 3: And yeah, like a lot of the women and you know,

956
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:08,360
Speaker 3: they wear like, you know, like dance outfits and stuff

957
00:52:08,560 --> 00:52:12,279
Speaker 3: where like with the tight like leggings and stuff like

958
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:15,160
Speaker 3: that and like yoga pants and stuff like that. But

959
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:17,520
Speaker 3: they really don't make that for guys. And I've figured

960
00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:19,759
Speaker 3: out a system, but I just kind of wanted, like,

961
00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:22,279
Speaker 3: you know, some extra thoughts on I want to see

962
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:23,000
Speaker 3: what you thought of it.

963
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:35,640
Speaker 1: Listen to to prance around h dangling from a silk sheet. Uh,

964
00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:41,600
Speaker 1: I think would invite the same amount of criticism as

965
00:52:41,800 --> 00:52:49,200
Speaker 1: would wearing women's clothing. And you, my friends, Cliff, seem

966
00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:54,879
Speaker 1: as though that criticism is is is but a little

967
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:59,560
Speaker 1: a little gnat flying onto your arm that you smack

968
00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:03,919
Speaker 1: and move on with your life. And so I don't

969
00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 1: really think it matters what fuck pants you wear while

970
00:53:07,600 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: you while you hang out of a helicopter holding onto

971
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:14,640
Speaker 1: a handkerchief that's actually really insightful.

972
00:53:14,719 --> 00:53:16,600
Speaker 3: How did you like get into your brain and pick

973
00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:17,560
Speaker 3: that out so easily?

974
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:24,480
Speaker 1: Well, because like I guess, I don't. I mean, I mean,

975
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:26,919
Speaker 1: here's the thing. This is any guy, any any guy

976
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:31,320
Speaker 1: who's doing a a female dominated activity, if you're a

977
00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:35,279
Speaker 1: poll dancer, a cheerleader, whatever it is, I assume you're

978
00:53:35,360 --> 00:53:43,000
Speaker 1: already don't really care what people think about you doing this,

979
00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:45,120
Speaker 1: and so I don't see why you would all of

980
00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:48,120
Speaker 1: a sudden care about what people think about the pants

981
00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 1: that you wear, you know.

982
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:54,120
Speaker 3: I mean, to be honest, most of my concern is

983
00:53:55,040 --> 00:53:57,200
Speaker 3: how much is when you're gonna show that's pretty much?

984
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:01,640
Speaker 1: Well, look, look, I mean we're not you're not showing

985
00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,680
Speaker 1: any It's like it's just the outline.

986
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:07,880
Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, pretty much. And I actually kind of recently

987
00:54:08,600 --> 00:54:13,759
Speaker 3: had to buy and a dance belt to be able

988
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:16,480
Speaker 3: to I mean that OUB scares a lot of outline

989
00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:19,120
Speaker 3: and a lot of and it gets gets gets it

990
00:54:19,200 --> 00:54:21,879
Speaker 3: gets your bits out of the way pretty darn effectively. Why.

991
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:26,200
Speaker 1: I mean, look, look these performances, this is you're not

992
00:54:26,360 --> 00:54:28,239
Speaker 1: doing this for the Ringling bros. All right, this is

993
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:32,640
Speaker 1: not a family event. I assume that's true.

994
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:33,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's true.

995
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:37,760
Speaker 1: These are all these are these are all grown adults

996
00:54:37,920 --> 00:54:38,960
Speaker 1: who can handle.

997
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:39,360
Speaker 3: A little bit of.

998
00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:41,680
Speaker 1: A bulge.

999
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:44,960
Speaker 3: I think, you know what. In fact, one of the

1000
00:54:45,000 --> 00:54:47,600
Speaker 3: places that I really kind of would like to perform

1001
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:50,600
Speaker 3: eventually when I get my confidence level high enough is

1002
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 3: at like burlesque shows and kind of like kink friendly

1003
00:54:54,640 --> 00:54:58,200
Speaker 3: dance events and stuff like that. Aerialists do stuff at

1004
00:54:58,239 --> 00:54:59,240
Speaker 3: those types of events.

1005
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:02,480
Speaker 1: Those people are paying for deliver.

1006
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:06,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're right that, Yeah they want that. Should I

1007
00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:07,360
Speaker 3: accent my balls?

1008
00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:08,839
Speaker 1: I don't.

1009
00:55:09,080 --> 00:55:13,719
Speaker 3: I don't really know what that means, like enhance or

1010
00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:16,960
Speaker 3: maybe even decorate. U.

1011
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:22,600
Speaker 1: Now, now you're on a you're on a different spiritual

1012
00:55:22,760 --> 00:55:26,800
Speaker 1: plane than I am. What does decorate your balls.

1013
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:29,360
Speaker 3: Mean, I don't know. You got me thinking, man, like,

1014
00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:33,320
Speaker 3: what if I could, like, uh, I don't, I don't know,

1015
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:37,240
Speaker 3: paint it, put like a mask or something, or a smile,

1016
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:41,839
Speaker 3: like a yellow smiley face, or a like. Oh man,

1017
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:43,920
Speaker 3: I could cut the face off of a off of

1018
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:46,439
Speaker 3: a doll, like a baby doll and put that there.

1019
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:50,880
Speaker 1: All right, So you've gone from is it weird to

1020
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:54,160
Speaker 1: wear yoga pants to Hey, I've got an idea. I'm

1021
00:55:54,160 --> 00:55:57,520
Speaker 1: gonna cut the face off of a doll and put

1022
00:55:57,560 --> 00:55:58,359
Speaker 1: it on my dick.

1023
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:01,040
Speaker 3: You know what you gained?

1024
00:56:01,800 --> 00:56:04,879
Speaker 1: You've gained so much confidence over the course of this call,

1025
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:06,239
Speaker 1: and I'm very happy to see it.

1026
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,600
Speaker 3: This is the effect. This is the get effect.

1027
00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:12,799
Speaker 1: Hey man, I'm just along for the ride.

1028
00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:16,480
Speaker 3: This is all you. Oh wow, that's awesome. Thank you.

1029
00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:18,279
Speaker 1: Where are you? Where can I see?

1030
00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 3: Where?

1031
00:56:18,800 --> 00:56:19,200
Speaker 1: Where is this?

1032
00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:19,560
Speaker 2: What do you?

1033
00:56:19,680 --> 00:56:20,279
Speaker 1: Where do you do this?

1034
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:25,000
Speaker 3: I'm in Charlotte. It actually when you came to Charlotte recently,

1035
00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:27,320
Speaker 3: I held the door for you, and you told my

1036
00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:29,759
Speaker 3: girlfriend and I that we're going to go crazy that night,

1037
00:56:30,080 --> 00:56:31,480
Speaker 3: and it would meant a lot to me to get

1038
00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:33,600
Speaker 3: a little picture with you and stuff. So that was awesome.

1039
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:33,920
Speaker 3: Thank you.

1040
00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:35,040
Speaker 2: Hmm.

1041
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:37,919
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think what h what was it about

1042
00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:41,200
Speaker 1: you say that you're gonna go crazy tonight?

1043
00:56:41,800 --> 00:56:45,280
Speaker 3: I don't know. But after the show, I just happened

1044
00:56:45,320 --> 00:56:48,440
Speaker 3: to be like by the door and we just kind

1045
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:51,120
Speaker 3: of like got up and skid oudled and held the

1046
00:56:51,200 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 3: door for it, and you were like, we made I

1047
00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:55,360
Speaker 3: can't contact earlier, and I was all like, oh I

1048
00:56:55,520 --> 00:56:59,359
Speaker 3: noticed me and and yeah, and then we just said, hey,

1049
00:56:59,480 --> 00:57:02,040
Speaker 3: why you're in me and greeten outside? And I don't

1050
00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:03,480
Speaker 3: know what. I don't know why you said that. We

1051
00:57:03,560 --> 00:57:06,200
Speaker 3: actually had a really tame night that night. I wish

1052
00:57:06,280 --> 00:57:07,080
Speaker 3: we had gone crazy.

1053
00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:11,440
Speaker 1: Were you wearing yoga pants with your penis bulging out

1054
00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:11,759
Speaker 1: in them?

1055
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:12,800
Speaker 3: No?

1056
00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:13,600
Speaker 2: I wasn't.

1057
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:16,080
Speaker 3: Maybe you know, maybe I should have.

1058
00:57:19,120 --> 00:57:21,880
Speaker 1: I have no comment on whether or not you should have.

1059
00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:25,240
Speaker 1: But okay, what's your girlfriend think about this? You have

1060
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:28,480
Speaker 1: a girl, you're you have you're in a relationship.

1061
00:57:28,720 --> 00:57:31,320
Speaker 3: Yeah for three years going great? She's awesome.

1062
00:57:31,680 --> 00:57:34,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, is a woman in your life who loves you?

1063
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:36,960
Speaker 1: Know whether or not you wear women's clothing? Isn't that

1064
00:57:37,040 --> 00:57:39,080
Speaker 1: a cuzy? You're so lucky, that's amazing.

1065
00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:42,800
Speaker 3: Well, I'm actually looking for like dance, like they do

1066
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 3: make dance leggings for men. I don't know, you know,

1067
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:49,000
Speaker 3: because like if you wear like women's dance leggings, there's

1068
00:57:49,040 --> 00:57:52,760
Speaker 3: a stitch there that, man, it is not comfortable.

1069
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:58,040
Speaker 1: What does she do is she does she play rugby?

1070
00:57:59,360 --> 00:58:04,000
Speaker 3: She? Oh? She she does cosplay. She likes to make

1071
00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:09,360
Speaker 3: costplay and is very supportive of me doing silks and

1072
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:15,040
Speaker 3: is just the coolest cutie you ever meet, purple hair.

1073
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:16,360
Speaker 3: I don't know. That's the thing.

1074
00:58:17,440 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 1: Cliff, you and your name is Cliff, Cliff, you got

1075
00:58:19,840 --> 00:58:21,320
Speaker 1: a cool life? Goy? Do you do you have any

1076
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:21,960
Speaker 1: advice for me?

1077
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:22,480
Speaker 2: How do I?

1078
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:23,960
Speaker 3: How do I live?

1079
00:58:24,040 --> 00:58:26,840
Speaker 1: I want to live like you man, doing whatever you want.

1080
00:58:27,040 --> 00:58:32,120
Speaker 1: You're you're in love, You're getting you honor me hm hm.

1081
00:58:34,000 --> 00:58:35,640
Speaker 3: You know what, I think I could actually say the

1082
00:58:35,680 --> 00:58:41,080
Speaker 3: same thing back to you exactly. You are living your life.

1083
00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:44,880
Speaker 3: I'm sure you're in love with things you are. You

1084
00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:47,600
Speaker 3: have a successful show going on that you're touring with.

1085
00:58:47,760 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 3: That's amazing. And man, you're just like going out some

1086
00:58:51,720 --> 00:58:55,880
Speaker 3: decent widinds of people while also remaining humble. I don't know,

1087
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:57,880
Speaker 3: maybe we both just need to kind of like keep

1088
00:58:57,960 --> 00:58:59,760
Speaker 3: you know, keep up with good work. I guess you know,

1089
00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:00,280
Speaker 3: you know what?

1090
00:59:00,680 --> 00:59:02,880
Speaker 1: You know what, Cliff, You're right, I am awesome, and

1091
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:05,919
Speaker 1: I'm going to start uh being a being a real

1092
00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:06,600
Speaker 1: dick about it.

1093
00:59:07,880 --> 00:59:12,200
Speaker 3: Look well, okay, Uh, you know what, I don't know.

1094
00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:12,960
Speaker 3: I don't know if I can.

1095
00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:14,880
Speaker 1: Support I'm just I'm just, I'm just I don't know

1096
00:59:14,960 --> 00:59:16,640
Speaker 1: why I'm talking the way that I'm talking.

1097
00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:19,160
Speaker 3: Unless you're a dick about it. Unless you're a dick

1098
00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:21,720
Speaker 3: about it while you're like decorated with the cutoff baby

1099
00:59:21,760 --> 00:59:24,520
Speaker 3: doll head or decorated or something like that, you're.

1100
00:59:24,360 --> 00:59:26,760
Speaker 1: A crazy cl you know what, I I you know,

1101
00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:29,960
Speaker 1: it's funny. I'm very happy to hear that. When we met,

1102
00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:31,320
Speaker 1: I said to you that you two are going to

1103
00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:35,320
Speaker 1: go crazy tonight because I you because I I don't

1104
00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:37,320
Speaker 1: know what it is. But and now that I've talked

1105
00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:39,920
Speaker 1: to you, there's got to be something about your face

1106
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:44,840
Speaker 1: that expresses your personality, because you seem like the kind

1107
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:46,800
Speaker 1: of guy that's that's gonna go crazy tonight.

1108
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:50,480
Speaker 3: I wonder. Yeah, so well it was Friday night, so

1109
00:59:56,680 --> 00:59:58,680
Speaker 3: so yeah, I go crazy on Friday night.

1110
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:00,720
Speaker 1: Cliff? Is there I think else you want to say

1111
01:00:00,720 --> 01:00:02,000
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go.

1112
01:00:03,160 --> 01:00:06,480
Speaker 3: Man, the people of computer. I was gonna say, hey, one,

1113
01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:12,800
Speaker 3: do be you do your thing, and man, I really

1114
01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:17,240
Speaker 3: appreciate everything you do for the people of the computer

1115
01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:21,000
Speaker 3: of which I won. And man, thanks for talking to me.

1116
01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:22,680
Speaker 3: Holy crap, this has been an honor.

1117
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:25,840
Speaker 1: Thanks Cliff. I appreciate it. And by the way, you know,

1118
01:00:25,880 --> 01:00:30,720
Speaker 1: if it makes you feel any better, these gecko pants

1119
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:35,280
Speaker 1: that I wear are pretty close to yoga pants style fabrics.

1120
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:36,640
Speaker 3: So I bet you we are.

1121
01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:40,800
Speaker 1: You know there were We're in the same boat here.

1122
01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:46,840
Speaker 3: All right. Man, Well, hey, keep keep the boys comfortable

1123
01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:47,640
Speaker 3: while you're sitting there.

1124
01:00:48,120 --> 01:00:48,760
Speaker 1: Thank you, brother.

1125
01:00:49,000 --> 01:00:52,520
Speaker 3: Take care Cliff, all right, take care of a great one. Man.

1126
01:00:54,200 --> 01:00:56,080
Speaker 1: Cliff's a nice guy. I agree with what he said.

1127
01:00:56,200 --> 01:00:59,960
Speaker 1: Be you, you know, do what you want in this life,

1128
01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:04,560
Speaker 1: unless if what you want to do is kill people.

1129
01:01:07,040 --> 01:01:09,600
Speaker 1: I mean even then you know no, actually no, you

1130
01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:12,760
Speaker 1: shouldn't do that. You shouldn't you shouldn't kill people. That's

1131
01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:15,320
Speaker 1: my official. You can quote me on that. You can

1132
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:16,080
Speaker 1: quote me saying that.

1133
01:01:17,120 --> 01:01:20,560
Speaker 2: Never kid goes on the line taking your phone calls

1134
01:01:20,640 --> 01:01:21,200
Speaker 2: every night.

1135
01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:24,680
Speaker 1: Never be kid goes doing to ride. Who's teaching you aloud?

1136
01:01:24,720 --> 01:01:25,400
Speaker 1: In the matter of your

1137
01:01:25,480 --> 01:01:28,280
Speaker 5: Life, but he's not really an expert.