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Speaker 1: Nikki Glazer Pokaser.

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Speaker 2: Here's Nicky. Hello here, I am welcome to the show.

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Speaker 2: It's Nicky Glazer Podcast. Right before we started, a crazy

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Speaker 2: video of Emily from Noah's like archives of like video

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Speaker 2: to play just started playing. Gen z m of of

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Speaker 2: you crying at the movie. What was the movie that

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Speaker 2: you were crying about? Mild ass. Yeah, definitely recommend seeing that,

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Speaker 2: but that just randomly came up. Sean O'Connor is here,

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Speaker 2: Brian Frangie is here, Noah's here. We're in Los Angeles, California.

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Speaker 2: What is that? What were you used to?

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Speaker 3: We're in Los Angeles? I mean, this is it?

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Speaker 1: This is this?

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Speaker 3: The city is thriving.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's California, dream man. It is is the city thriving?

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Speaker 3: You get know, it just suffered like one of the

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Speaker 3: hugest tragedies of its history, and it's following the industry

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Speaker 3: is imploding. Uh Yeah, being in LA is one of

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Speaker 3: the worst places to be, I think in the.

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Speaker 2: World other than kV No.

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Speaker 1: This is honestly, even with everything going to ship, La

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Speaker 1: is still a city.

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Speaker 3: Well, you guys been to a lot of cities lately.

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Speaker 3: Said we have Ontario.

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Speaker 2: I mean, you know, Victoria, Canada was like the like,

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Speaker 2: I want to just tell all the besties straight up, Victoria,

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Speaker 2: British Columbia is one of the most beautiful cities ever.

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Speaker 1: Everyone should move there and ruin it perfect. It's like, honestly,

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Speaker 1: it was so quaint and lovely that like their busker

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Speaker 1: was like an old man playing the bagpipes. Wow.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, it was really really like beautiful. They have

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Speaker 2: Christmas like a Christmas light kind of outline on every building,

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Speaker 2: but it's not Christmas lights. There's space to part enough

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Speaker 2: that it doesn't give Christmas, do you know what I mean?

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Speaker 3: Like is it white lights or colored lights?

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Speaker 2: White light? Every city should do that.

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Speaker 3: That's like winter.

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Speaker 2: Why isn't every city doing this city does it? It's

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Speaker 2: so cute. It makes everything like pop. It like just

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Speaker 2: looks it's giving it just it was like I was

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Speaker 2: so mad at America for not stealing that, and I

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Speaker 2: think we should Harbor Town. It was like an it's

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like right off the coast of Vancouver. It's

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Speaker 1: so lovely. Oh my god, we should feel it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, we need it. It is The Canadians do not

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Speaker 2: have a sense of humor about us. Possibly stealing them.

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Speaker 2: And I didn't know the gravity of the situation before

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Speaker 2: I went there, and then I researched it, and I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 2: this isn't They're mad. They should be.

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Speaker 3: They're boycotting American goods good.

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Speaker 1: No, yeah, they they have every right to.

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Speaker 2: I would be few I come to my show if

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Speaker 2: I were them. I'm like shocked they still.

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Speaker 3: See you're American good.

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Speaker 2: I'm an American good. Most isn't the American mediocre? That

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Speaker 2: is true? Like, I am like, wait, are they gonna

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Speaker 2: still show these shows?

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Speaker 3: You pay taxes in America, so therefore part of the

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Speaker 3: money that they paid to see your show is going

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Speaker 3: to is going to Trump?

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Speaker 2: No, no, doage.

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Speaker 1: Listen. Nikki is a standout. She has no allegiance to

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Speaker 1: the American government. She is not corn. Like corn go

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Speaker 1: to the show.

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Speaker 2: I'm not Jack Daniels. What else are they like not eating?

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Speaker 3: There was something else syrup Canadian syrup, great lombirds. That

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Speaker 3: Trump wants to cut down all of our national forests

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Speaker 3: so that we can compete with the lack of lumber.

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Speaker 3: That we're gonna not no longer get from here.

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Speaker 1: We have more Josh Gadds than any other country.

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Speaker 2: I will say that I love performing in Canada because

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Speaker 2: you can say things on stage politically that you can't

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Speaker 2: say here because your audience is split here no matter.

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Speaker 2: I mean for me, at least, they're split. And I

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Speaker 3: That's amazing.

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Speaker 2: It's crazy, and so whenever I do say something, those

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Speaker 2: doing exactly.

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Speaker 3: I would say, but you might be one of the only,

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Speaker 3: that did it with that type of swath, Like who

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Speaker 3: No, they're definitely. I think they're all Yeah, they're all left.

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Speaker 2: I don't think so. Taylor Thomlinson is.

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Speaker 2: I think that she's split down the middle because.

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Speaker 1: She started in like the Christian.

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Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, Nate, I think even though you would think

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Speaker 2: its hard to do because I'm not like trying to

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Speaker 2: when you even say his because I have a joke

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Speaker 2: that says his name, but it isn't like it would

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Speaker 2: want to hear from the left side, by the way,

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Speaker 2: I don't want people like Trump. I don't want that either.

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Speaker 2: I just want to say his name and have it

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Speaker 2: be a joke and not have to like have incite

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Speaker 2: said his name, like in it was Portland, Maine. Those

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Speaker 2: people that's a quiet, quaint fishing village. They are there's

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Speaker 2: an anger simmering in Portland, Maine. And I love you guys,

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Speaker 2: but they're you all dress like hippies. You all dress

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Speaker 2: like and you play frisbee and hacky sack and you

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Speaker 2: listen to like Dar Williams. But you you're mad about.

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Speaker 3: From they've been discarded. They're the second Portland even though

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Speaker 2: They do not have a sense of humor, And you

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Speaker 2: That's why, like these aren't even as hard as they

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Speaker 1: They were very interesting in what they went along with, like, yes,

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Speaker 2: Yeah they love celebrating their alcoholism. But I will say

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Speaker 2: and Portland, Maine really is like a very cute town.

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Speaker 2: It's like it's a older because when we were in Victoria,

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah absolutely, Like to me, like Portland, main felt

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Speaker 2: Like, what are you doing? Yes, it was we don't

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Speaker 2: But and she was there with us this weekend as well.

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Speaker 2: But but in Canada you can say, if you want

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Speaker 2: to go scream about Trump on stage, they'll have it,

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Speaker 2: and you can go buck wild for a little bit

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Speaker 2: no one's gonna film.

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Speaker 3: Comedian in two thousand and six.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I mean it felt free.

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Speaker 1: It was. It was magical like when you were talking

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Speaker 1: Honestly, It's like it was like you were talking about

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Speaker 1: But it was.

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Speaker 2: It was really nice to just let her rip of that.

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Speaker 2: And I had no idea that you could. I mean,

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Speaker 2: My god, we had no idea they hate Justin Trudeau

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Speaker 2: as they hate Trump.

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Speaker 3: It's coming back, though, because Canadian nationalism is on the

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Speaker 2: The Booze. If you were performing in Vermont about Trump

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Speaker 2: like it was in saying Trump is hot in Vermont,

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Speaker 2: like it was, I had to change the joke. It

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Speaker 2: what they hate Trudeau? Like what's going on? We kind

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Speaker 2: of all didn't understand. We knew he was leaving, you know,

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Speaker 2: he resigned, but like we didn't know he was like

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Speaker 2: reading about a boyfriend who like sometimes like I don't know,

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Speaker 2: like farts in bed, and you're like leaving him and

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Speaker 2: a kyok.

438
00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:54,680
Speaker 3: Glean from this for for anybody, is that when someone's

439
00:19:54,720 --> 00:19:57,720
Speaker 3: having a tragedy or a crisis or something like that,

440
00:19:58,080 --> 00:19:59,480
Speaker 3: you don't do what you.

441
00:19:59,359 --> 00:19:59,840
Speaker 1: Want to do.

442
00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:02,959
Speaker 3: You ask them what can I do for you? And

443
00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:05,520
Speaker 3: you do what they say. If they say, you know what,

444
00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:07,800
Speaker 3: it would be nice if you just left me alone,

445
00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:12,080
Speaker 3: or if they say I could really use food or whatever.

446
00:20:12,200 --> 00:20:14,640
Speaker 2: But my friends were panicking like it was their own dog,

447
00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:17,800
Speaker 2: which I really appreciate. Right, They all were like crying

448
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,919
Speaker 2: and praying. They don't even pray. Sara Lena made her

449
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:23,320
Speaker 2: husband pray and she was He said he was. She

450
00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:28,320
Speaker 2: said he was very confused, Like everyone on the Girl's

451
00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:31,360
Speaker 2: chat was like that. It was so sweet how they

452
00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:33,560
Speaker 2: almost cared more than I did because I wasn't really

453
00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:35,800
Speaker 2: letting it in because I was like I was, I

454
00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:37,879
Speaker 2: cared I did everything I did to find her, but

455
00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:40,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, I think she's just gonna Based on all

456
00:20:40,320 --> 00:20:42,119
Speaker 2: the stories people were telling me about dogs that had

457
00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:44,440
Speaker 2: gone missing all day, Emily had a story the dog

458
00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:46,639
Speaker 2: finds its way back. You get the word out in

459
00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:49,080
Speaker 2: the neighborhood. That's like a cat, but it had a

460
00:20:49,119 --> 00:20:51,800
Speaker 2: collar on, it's micro chipped, Like, yeah, if it ends

461
00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:53,879
Speaker 2: up somewhere, someone's gonna call me. So the fact that

462
00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:56,960
Speaker 2: no one called me was meant no one had she

463
00:20:57,080 --> 00:20:59,600
Speaker 2: was not in someone's possession, or if she was, they

464
00:20:59,600 --> 00:21:02,080
Speaker 2: had stole her and I was never gonna see her

465
00:21:02,080 --> 00:21:05,760
Speaker 2: again and someone just has her now, which okay, you know,

466
00:21:05,840 --> 00:21:08,000
Speaker 2: like even I played that out, and I'm like, if

467
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:09,879
Speaker 2: someone wants a dog that bad, they're not gonna beat it,

468
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:12,360
Speaker 2: Like at least you'll have a good life. Maybe either

469
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:15,720
Speaker 2: a psychopath, but maybe they'll sell to someone who like

470
00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,800
Speaker 2: likes like, like you know, if a child gets kidnapped,

471
00:21:18,840 --> 00:21:21,359
Speaker 2: their fate is not good, Like it's not often that

472
00:21:21,359 --> 00:21:23,080
Speaker 2: they're kidnapping a child so they can give it a

473
00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:28,440
Speaker 2: great home. True, and so it's I was like kind

474
00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:31,160
Speaker 2: of hopeful that maybe if she Like in my mind,

475
00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:33,200
Speaker 2: I'm like if she gets stolen. When she disappears without

476
00:21:33,200 --> 00:21:35,080
Speaker 2: a trace, I'll hope that someone stole her, or if

477
00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:36,879
Speaker 2: it's coyote, I hope it was a fast death. And

478
00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,240
Speaker 2: at least she provided food to a starving animal that's

479
00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:43,359
Speaker 2: been displaced because of construction. I was like rationalizing everything,

480
00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:44,919
Speaker 2: and I was talking to Chris on the phone, like

481
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,720
Speaker 2: we had really like good eight months with her, and

482
00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:49,240
Speaker 2: you know this is a mistake.

483
00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:51,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want to whoa.

484
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:54,880
Speaker 2: And I just bought a fucking house for his dog.

485
00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:59,240
Speaker 2: So I literally went under contract the day before for

486
00:21:59,280 --> 00:22:02,160
Speaker 2: a house that I'm literally only getting so I can

487
00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:04,080
Speaker 2: have a yard. Do I have a dog because my

488
00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:05,720
Speaker 2: dog doesn't like to go out in the neighborhood. I

489
00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:07,080
Speaker 2: live in a long walk.

490
00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,600
Speaker 3: From the apartment hall to the.

491
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 2: Quarter of a mile.

492
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,119
Speaker 1: Well, here's the thing, Like a quarterback, even dogs, they

493
00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:13,399
Speaker 1: don't change is hard.

494
00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:16,119
Speaker 2: So like she was just acting.

495
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,680
Speaker 3: This is a protest. This is a runaway from home.

496
00:22:18,520 --> 00:22:21,040
Speaker 2: Situation she has. She's getting cold feet about the house

497
00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:21,360
Speaker 2: as well.

498
00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:25,239
Speaker 1: Yes, all of her memories are so tied up in

499
00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:26,000
Speaker 1: your apartment.

500
00:22:26,080 --> 00:22:29,119
Speaker 3: Oh my god, do you remember when Lady Gaga's dog

501
00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:32,200
Speaker 3: walker right here in Hollywood was shot, yes, yeah.

502
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:34,800
Speaker 2: And then to all the celebrities whose dogs have gone

503
00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:36,600
Speaker 2: missing that I've heard about through the years and I

504
00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:38,880
Speaker 2: have felt for I feel for you so much harder,

505
00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:41,840
Speaker 2: and to all the like now I know what it's

506
00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:44,600
Speaker 2: like to like think that something you love has been

507
00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,399
Speaker 2: taken like very quickly, like listen. I have empathy for

508
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,760
Speaker 2: people who lose their dogs to sickness or like you know,

509
00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:53,600
Speaker 2: and when it's fast or like you know, when it's

510
00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,639
Speaker 2: like you know, I have friends that their eighteen year

511
00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:57,600
Speaker 2: old dog just died or nineteen year old dog, and

512
00:22:57,640 --> 00:22:59,640
Speaker 2: it's kind of like that's like when someone loses a grandma,

513
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:01,840
Speaker 2: Like you're sad for that person, but it's like we

514
00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:05,240
Speaker 2: see this coming, like you're on borrow time, like let's

515
00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:06,920
Speaker 2: all wrap our heads around it. But when your dog

516
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:10,440
Speaker 2: is stolen or just disappears, or like I don't want

517
00:23:10,440 --> 00:23:12,399
Speaker 2: a kid now at all, like Chris and I decided,

518
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:14,719
Speaker 2: like one percent the pain we suffered this weekend for

519
00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:19,760
Speaker 2: those thirteen hours literally not worth. Like I imagine the

520
00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:21,359
Speaker 2: pain I felt is what you feel if you're out

521
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 2: of town and your kid has an earache. Yeah, do

522
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:24,879
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like a kid is like

523
00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,760
Speaker 2: so much more than a dog. So I'm like trying

524
00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:29,560
Speaker 2: to even like like put it like if your kid

525
00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,760
Speaker 2: is suffering in any way and you can't be there

526
00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:34,479
Speaker 2: for it, Like I I just don't want that. Yeah,

527
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 2: So all day I'm stressed out. I the second I

528
00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:40,680
Speaker 2: get alone because Emily and I drive to Hartford, the

529
00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:42,560
Speaker 2: second I get alone in my hotel, I like squeeze

530
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,480
Speaker 2: out a couple tears. But I'm also like I don't

531
00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:47,120
Speaker 2: want to cry because that means I've accepted what that's

532
00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:49,879
Speaker 2: what you call that. I literally was just like trying

533
00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,720
Speaker 2: to cry because all my friends are like tearing up

534
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:55,720
Speaker 2: about it. My mom can't stop crying, Chris is crying,

535
00:23:55,800 --> 00:23:58,439
Speaker 2: like everyone seems to be really emotional, and it's like

536
00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:01,119
Speaker 2: she's my dog, and I'm not emotion. It's like because

537
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:04,280
Speaker 2: I just, of course I was. I was a fucking wreck.

538
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:06,960
Speaker 2: I think I lost like five fistfuls of hair because

539
00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:12,040
Speaker 2: of the stress of like dress, denial, denial, I was

540
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:14,840
Speaker 2: I can't read that stage, and I was just and

541
00:24:14,880 --> 00:24:17,680
Speaker 2: I also was like an acceptance. I was like, she's gone, Yes,

542
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 2: she died. I'm gonna get on with my life. It's

543
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:21,119
Speaker 2: gonna be hard to get a new dog. I'm not

544
00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 2: going to anytime soon. I already told, like I wrote

545
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:26,879
Speaker 2: to the girls chat like, don't anyone buy me a

546
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,520
Speaker 2: painting of my dog? Don't get anything with my dog's

547
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:30,760
Speaker 2: picture on it. I don't want to see it. Like

548
00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 2: I almost was like, but I didn't put that out

549
00:24:32,840 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 2: there because I thought that was like I wrote it,

550
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:36,480
Speaker 2: and then I raised it because I said, oh, that's

551
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,840
Speaker 2: that means that I think says she's definitely gone. But

552
00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:40,280
Speaker 2: if she would have been gone, I would have said,

553
00:24:40,359 --> 00:24:42,119
Speaker 2: do not. I don't want anything with her face on it.

554
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:44,320
Speaker 2: I don't want to be reminded of her, like I

555
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,760
Speaker 2: was already preparing for that. But then so I cried

556
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:48,520
Speaker 2: a little bit, but I couldn't really get anything out.

557
00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:50,720
Speaker 2: So I called Chris to cry, because when you talk

558
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:52,960
Speaker 2: to someone about something usually it like comes out yeah,

559
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:54,960
Speaker 2: and he didn't pick up, so I was just like,

560
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:58,440
Speaker 2: what the lock? So I just went and worked out.

561
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, am I allowed to work out with my

562
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:02,080
Speaker 2: dog is missing? Like I don't know what else to do.

563
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:04,320
Speaker 2: And then we went to the show and I had

564
00:25:04,320 --> 00:25:06,359
Speaker 2: the first show, and honestly, when I was on stage,

565
00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:07,520
Speaker 2: I literally forgot about.

566
00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:08,800
Speaker 3: Well, that's the beauty of the stage.

567
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,119
Speaker 2: I couldn't believe that thought.

568
00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:12,360
Speaker 3: All your problems go away for a short time.

569
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:15,640
Speaker 2: First show in Hartford, had a great time on stage, Yeah,

570
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,720
Speaker 2: walked off stage immediately felt the pain and the stress again.

571
00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:21,960
Speaker 2: But like you know, you keep things light. I'm kind

572
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:23,560
Speaker 2: of joking about it because I just don't want to

573
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:26,360
Speaker 2: let it in. And then the second show it's now

574
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:28,919
Speaker 2: dark in Saint Louis and I'm like, yeah, yeah, like

575
00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:32,159
Speaker 2: when it got six o'clock, it's coyote time, it's the

576
00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:34,520
Speaker 2: witching hour. Yeah yeah, And when it gets dark, I

577
00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:37,000
Speaker 2: was just like, well she in my mind, I'm like, well,

578
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:38,919
Speaker 2: she was on an island for five days before I

579
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:42,600
Speaker 2: got her. Like she's a survivor. This was less than

580
00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:45,400
Speaker 2: a year ago. She was out in the woods by herself.

581
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:47,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, she's not gonna die. She's just gonna work hard.

582
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 2: She knows what she Yeah, okay, whole friend story. When

583
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:55,960
Speaker 2: I get back from break and we're back, so then

584
00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:01,440
Speaker 2: go start the second show. And right before the second show,

585
00:26:01,440 --> 00:26:03,840
Speaker 2: I think I was backstage with you guys, like if.

586
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:04,920
Speaker 5: I said to you, it was like wait, like how

587
00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:07,120
Speaker 5: cool would it be if like we found her mid show,

588
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:08,639
Speaker 5: like would you want me to run on stage and

589
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:09,160
Speaker 5: say something?

590
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,439
Speaker 1: I was like ugh, and you're like yeah, wow do

591
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:17,080
Speaker 1: you responded it so quickly being like yeah. But it

592
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:21,120
Speaker 1: also felt like you're like that's never going down, like yeah, right,

593
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:22,840
Speaker 1: please walk out, sae.

594
00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:28,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, it really was that five. You're so right because

595
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:30,800
Speaker 2: when it was like it was night. It was now

596
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,800
Speaker 2: nine o'clock at night and there I was like, it's done,

597
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:37,399
Speaker 2: Like it's been three hours of darkness. She's just hunkered

598
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:39,720
Speaker 2: down for the night. I pictured her and like she

599
00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,040
Speaker 2: carved out a little like you know, hole in a

600
00:26:42,119 --> 00:26:45,840
Speaker 2: hollow tree or something, and it's just like scared and

601
00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,399
Speaker 2: shaking and waiting because she hadn't eaten since the day before.

602
00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,359
Speaker 2: It like five o'clock when she eats, you know, Like

603
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 2: I was like, she's gone for over twenty four hours

604
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,560
Speaker 2: without eating. Hopefully she got into some trash or something

605
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:57,000
Speaker 2: and found something to eat that day.

606
00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,320
Speaker 3: Water even, oh my god, she needs to be checked

607
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:02,800
Speaker 3: for what.

608
00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:04,240
Speaker 2: I didn't even think about water.

609
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,240
Speaker 3: She should probably take her to the vet to be

610
00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,399
Speaker 3: checked for worms because she might have drank.

611
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:13,639
Speaker 1: By the way, absolutely, when you get away, like she

612
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:17,040
Speaker 1: was eating trash, she was like drinking up my god.

613
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm doing my podcast and Brian just had a

614
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:23,920
Speaker 2: really good point that Goldie could have eaten from puddles

615
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,080
Speaker 2: during the day she was gone, and so we should

616
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:30,240
Speaker 2: have her checked for worms period. Okay, good to know,

617
00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:33,040
Speaker 2: we'll do that this week. Thank you for that. I

618
00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:37,640
Speaker 2: just dictated a text, by the way, So then I'm

619
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,040
Speaker 2: on stage in Hartford and I do a joke about

620
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:42,240
Speaker 2: Goldie being you you bring it up?

621
00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:42,719
Speaker 1: Bring it up?

622
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:44,000
Speaker 2: Was she found at that point?

623
00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:50,320
Speaker 1: No, literally, you say it on stage.

624
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:53,400
Speaker 3: That's not this scratching the asshole Joe.

625
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 2: It was.

626
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:54,320
Speaker 1: No.

627
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,359
Speaker 2: I was talking about I go, my dog is missing,

628
00:27:56,960 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 2: and I said, she's been missing all day. This is

629
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:03,399
Speaker 2: really helping me, like distract me from it. But the

630
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:05,679
Speaker 2: only good thing about having a missing dog as opposed

631
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:07,359
Speaker 2: to like a missing kid, is I know that no

632
00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:11,800
Speaker 2: one's trying to fuck my dog because that is true.

633
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 2: Like great, It was like some kind of relief that

634
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 2: you know dog because if you're dog, yeah, that's true.

635
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:20,840
Speaker 2: And then Sean shoke was and if someone is, I

636
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 2: don't want her back.

637
00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 4: Her.

638
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 2: So I said that joke and everyone kind of laughed,

639
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:28,480
Speaker 2: but I was like, she really is missing. It sucks

640
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,080
Speaker 2: so much, but you know, thanks for coming out, and

641
00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:32,520
Speaker 2: this actually does distract me. It's gonna be okay, everything

642
00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 2: will be fine. And then a minute later, I just

643
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 2: hear commotion on the side of the stage and I

644
00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:40,520
Speaker 2: like look over and Emily's like they found her. They

645
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:44,000
Speaker 2: found her, like so adorable, and I'm like what what?

646
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:45,800
Speaker 2: And then I like looked at my phone. I was like,

647
00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:50,280
Speaker 2: it was the best feeling I've ever felt in my

648
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:54,120
Speaker 2: entire life, Like I I will never feel I hope

649
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:56,640
Speaker 2: I never feel a feeling that good again, because it

650
00:28:56,960 --> 00:28:59,400
Speaker 2: the only way to feel it is to be so discouraged,

651
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:03,280
Speaker 2: so sad. I know that I will hopefully, I know

652
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:07,160
Speaker 2: I'll feel the other feeling again. Scary shit happens in life.

653
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 2: But like to have a loss that you've kind of

654
00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:12,760
Speaker 2: accepted ninety percent in your heart, that it's like happened,

655
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:15,840
Speaker 2: and to have that relieved is like and that she's

656
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:21,480
Speaker 2: safe was just I can't even It's like transcends orgasm.

657
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,760
Speaker 2: Like it was the best feeling. Yeah, And then I

658
00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,560
Speaker 2: had to like go back to my act, and that

659
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,360
Speaker 2: actually was hard to do it. It's harder to do

660
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 2: my act on the tail of on the end of

661
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:33,320
Speaker 2: being that happy than it was when I was scared

662
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:33,720
Speaker 2: and sad.

663
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:35,640
Speaker 1: That to me was the most magical part. Is you

664
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:38,160
Speaker 1: going back to your act because you were so elated,

665
00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:41,960
Speaker 1: Like honestly, there was like that took over. You threw

666
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 1: your arms up, you were jumping up a down a

667
00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:50,680
Speaker 1: child and right pedophile. It was just so funny. You

668
00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:51,240
Speaker 1: have to go.

669
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,960
Speaker 2: Actually that's where I was. I'm telling that joke a

670
00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:56,560
Speaker 2: minute before. It really got me into my pedophile song.

671
00:29:57,080 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 2: That's so funny. Yeah, Like I didn't because that I

672
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 2: am very uncomfortable like being too like emotional on stage,

673
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:08,240
Speaker 2: Like I know, like people like that a lot, and

674
00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:11,239
Speaker 2: I just think that people overact when they're trying to

675
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 2: like celebrate and get attention. I just don't want anyone

676
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:14,440
Speaker 2: to ever think I'm doing.

677
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 1: That, I know. That's what it felt. So weird of

678
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:19,240
Speaker 1: finding out a minute later where I'm like this now

679
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: feels like I said.

680
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:24,560
Speaker 2: Well, you know what it would have been, Like I

681
00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:27,480
Speaker 2: could see any other comic being like making just such

682
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,720
Speaker 2: a meal of it and like my dog's missing and

683
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:32,560
Speaker 2: like trying to like get sympathy for it. Like I

684
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:35,240
Speaker 2: don't want any sympathy for my dog missing. I really didn't.

685
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 2: It's not it's it could happen to anyone. I'm not

686
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:41,080
Speaker 2: special because of it. Like yeah, like my friends can

687
00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:42,800
Speaker 2: give me up, my friends can have sympathy, but like

688
00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:45,240
Speaker 2: the audience, like using that as a tactic for the

689
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,520
Speaker 2: audience to be on your side or like also I'd

690
00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:49,880
Speaker 2: be like, fuck, I bought tickets to this show and

691
00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:52,760
Speaker 2: now the performers are all like sad and shit. I

692
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 2: didn't want to put that on them, so I didn't

693
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 2: And I didn't like indulge in that.

694
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:56,760
Speaker 3: I'm not in the net.

695
00:30:56,960 --> 00:30:59,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, like imagine doing the net all about your miss

696
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:03,720
Speaker 1: like yeah, I got the rest of the show.

697
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, I couldn't do that to people, and like, you know,

698
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,480
Speaker 2: it would feel like I was hijacking the show with

699
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:11,240
Speaker 2: like this is about like it's always about me. But

700
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:14,360
Speaker 2: at least I have jokes, you know. So then when

701
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:16,480
Speaker 2: it was really happy, I also was like I don't

702
00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:18,680
Speaker 2: want to be too much in this either, because they

703
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 2: don't care. They were they only knew about my missing

704
00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:22,760
Speaker 2: dog for thirty seconds. They're not like in this moment

705
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 2: as much. But then I looked back at the video,

706
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:25,840
Speaker 2: I was like I should have stayed in a little

707
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,720
Speaker 2: bit more and let let them celebrate, because I like

708
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:30,240
Speaker 2: instantly was like, oh, like I did a joke immediately

709
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 2: where I was like, oh, no, I can't get sympathy

710
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 2: laughs anymore because I was making jokes about how you

711
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:38,680
Speaker 2: guys have to laugh at that my dog's been you

712
00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:44,000
Speaker 2: don't know my dog show, And so I immediately made

713
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:45,720
Speaker 2: a joke after I was happy and I was like, oh,

714
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:47,920
Speaker 2: that's like not watching it. Later on, I was like,

715
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 2: you should like be a little bit more in the like,

716
00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 2: let people have a moment with you, Like you don't

717
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 2: need to rob them of that because you think that

718
00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:58,280
Speaker 2: you're being manipulative when you're really not. You're like trying

719
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 2: not to be manipulative, so then you all are almost Yeah,

720
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:05,520
Speaker 2: they were also thrilled there. But I just like, I

721
00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 2: just don't know why I project the audience member like

722
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,800
Speaker 2: I because I don't think that way. I would if

723
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 2: I was watching Kelsey Ballerini and her dog was missing

724
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,920
Speaker 2: and then there was found, I would be so excited

725
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:17,880
Speaker 2: to be like, let's celebrate this moment and give it

726
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:20,480
Speaker 2: a beat. But I always just think my audience member

727
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 2: is like, oh, everything has to be about you. Doesn't it, Oh, Nikki,

728
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,440
Speaker 2: were you said you win? And when well, my mom

729
00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 2: died of cancer last month. Like I just thought of

730
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 2: the audience member being like you're said about your little

731
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 2: missing dog for thirteen hours, like my you.

732
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 3: Know whatever, Like is that like the voice in your head?

733
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, well I think it's the voice. It's just like

734
00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 2: I do just don't want anyone to think that. I

735
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:44,520
Speaker 2: think I'm kuh and I think that sometimes people use

736
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 2: like this thing happened to me to be like to

737
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:51,560
Speaker 2: get attention, and I just don't. I want attention through comedy.

738
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:54,880
Speaker 2: I don't want attention through things that like my birthday

739
00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,600
Speaker 2: sings that I don't I don't have control of them.

740
00:32:57,720 --> 00:33:00,880
Speaker 1: But I think I think I think most in this

741
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:06,320
Speaker 1: world are they're like, they're very like they are. They're

742
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:10,200
Speaker 1: so basic And where the cynical people who are like

743
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,320
Speaker 1: they don't want this, but they really do. Yeah, they

744
00:33:13,400 --> 00:33:15,000
Speaker 1: want a happy ending so.

745
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:17,640
Speaker 2: Much they want to. I need to. Like I learned

746
00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 2: a lesson both as an artist that night, as a like,

747
00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 2: I don't know what I learned as like a human.

748
00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 2: I think I would have probably handled her disappearance the

749
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:26,320
Speaker 2: same way today if it happened based on what I

750
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:30,440
Speaker 2: did that day, like everything was I felt right about.

751
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:32,400
Speaker 2: But I think as an artist, I would have like

752
00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 2: leaned into a little bit more and had it be

753
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:37,880
Speaker 2: like a more celebratory moment and like like because why not.

754
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:40,120
Speaker 2: But there would have been in my mind the whole

755
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,160
Speaker 2: time someone being like it's a dog bitch. Yeah, Like

756
00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 2: I just you know, I always thinking about Patrise O'Neil's

757
00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:49,040
Speaker 2: joke about like white women kissing their dogs or like

758
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:51,000
Speaker 2: there's something like they just get in there, and like

759
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,880
Speaker 2: how it's just like so white and privileged of me

760
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,959
Speaker 2: to be like my little doggie who I rescued is gone,

761
00:33:57,080 --> 00:33:59,240
Speaker 2: and I just like you don't have a right to

762
00:33:59,240 --> 00:34:02,680
Speaker 2: be sad where I sometimes see like like Elizabeth Smart,

763
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 2: I'd be milking that the rest of my life. If

764
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:07,360
Speaker 2: I survived something that horrific where I was in the woods,

765
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,680
Speaker 2: stolen from my house and raped every day for like

766
00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:11,480
Speaker 2: months and months in the woods and no one could

767
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:13,440
Speaker 2: find me, I wouldn't be like I don't really want

768
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:15,359
Speaker 2: to talk about this. I'd be like, no, you all

769
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:18,040
Speaker 2: have to listen to my struggle because nothing, nothing you've

770
00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:18,600
Speaker 2: been through.

771
00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 1: Is what I've been through.

772
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:22,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, you can tour with that for like twenty years. Yeah,

773
00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 2: if I go like if my if my parents die someday,

774
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:26,920
Speaker 2: I might have jokes about it. But unless it's like

775
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,959
Speaker 2: a thing that not everyone eventually has to go through,

776
00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:32,879
Speaker 2: which is losing our parents, which you know, hopefully that's

777
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,439
Speaker 2: the way it happens, and it's not the other way,

778
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:37,320
Speaker 2: Like I you know, there are people in that audience

779
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 2: who probably lost their children to like, you know, like

780
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,200
Speaker 2: and how dare I get up there and be like

781
00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 2: I dog like I just why do I do that?

782
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:47,720
Speaker 1: Because people are But you have to realize that everyone

783
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 1: in that audience is just there to have a nice

784
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:51,920
Speaker 1: time and they want to feel happy.

785
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:52,760
Speaker 2: Yeah that's true.

786
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:55,560
Speaker 1: And like, honestly, if you bought tickets.

787
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 2: To you to make my I make my fans a

788
00:34:58,160 --> 00:35:03,000
Speaker 2: bit and I'm sorry to why not of judgmental bitches,

789
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:03,440
Speaker 2: But they're not.

790
00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:06,799
Speaker 1: No, they want to see you in all the ways,

791
00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:09,319
Speaker 1: just like if Elizabeth Marth was touring with her One

792
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:09,919
Speaker 1: Woman show.

793
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:17,319
Speaker 3: Intents, It's like when a politician posts something online like

794
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 3: about like there's been a lot of crime and we've

795
00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:22,120
Speaker 3: decreased the crime rate in our in our state this year.

796
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,560
Speaker 3: Very proud of the police officers. And then someone comments

797
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:27,080
Speaker 3: like you did this whole speech with that once mentioning

798
00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 3: dark four. Yeah, like this has nothing to do with Darfur.

799
00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:33,040
Speaker 1: We talked about darfour for so long, and that I

800
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,000
Speaker 1: haven't heard darfour.

801
00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:39,839
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, yeah, exactly you but you're so right.

802
00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 2: Everything comes back. If you read any comments, you will

803
00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:45,880
Speaker 2: eventually see someone bringing that up of like, oh so

804
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:48,279
Speaker 2: you care about this and not this, and it's like, yeah,

805
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:51,200
Speaker 2: it's a different thing. That's the person I planted someone.

806
00:35:52,360 --> 00:35:55,520
Speaker 1: That's how I view everyone in the world. But it's like, truly,

807
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,920
Speaker 1: the most miserable person online, right, who is never paid

808
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:00,880
Speaker 1: to go out into don't.

809
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:02,839
Speaker 3: Doesn't even have to be a tragedy. It'd be like

810
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:07,160
Speaker 3: today's International Women's Day. Congratulations to International Women's Day. You

811
00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:09,719
Speaker 3: don't even mention dark four. It's like, this is not

812
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:11,680
Speaker 3: even a tragedy we're talking about for.

813
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:12,920
Speaker 2: It's a cute dog name though.

814
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:13,239
Speaker 3: Yeah.

815
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,080
Speaker 2: So anyway, she was found, how do they find her?

816
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:23,359
Speaker 3: Foun she just they find her part where they found her.

817
00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:27,600
Speaker 2: My parents were watching Bill maher my mom is just

818
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:32,720
Speaker 2: like play poor parents. They were watching They were yeah,

819
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 2: that's what they do, and that's why she went missing,

820
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:36,560
Speaker 2: because they care too much about.

821
00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:39,320
Speaker 3: New rule to keep her in the house.

822
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:43,360
Speaker 2: The new rule I gotta I just sent them today

823
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 2: like a little like like, uh, blow up kind of

824
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:50,120
Speaker 2: pillow you put around her head so she can't sneak

825
00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:54,520
Speaker 2: through fences when she goes out, and I put an

826
00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:55,759
Speaker 2: air tag around her neck.

827
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,760
Speaker 1: That's what Goldie deserves, though, like she should be shunned.

828
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:03,040
Speaker 2: A little bit that has a doughnut print on it.

829
00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:05,240
Speaker 2: For some reason, there was only one on Amazon twenty

830
00:37:05,239 --> 00:37:09,400
Speaker 2: two bucks arriving tomorrow, Mom. But uh no, they were

831
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:13,080
Speaker 2: just watching Bill Maher tenth nine thirty at night. And

832
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:15,200
Speaker 2: because I see it like in the video where my

833
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:17,000
Speaker 2: dad is like talking to Goldie, I see Bill mar

834
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:19,040
Speaker 2: Froze on TV. But yeah, they were watching watching Bill Maar.

835
00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:22,560
Speaker 2: And then they have like that there's like an outdoor

836
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:25,680
Speaker 2: door to a deck that's like on a second story

837
00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:27,080
Speaker 2: that you have to like climb up these stairs to

838
00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:29,320
Speaker 2: get the deck. And Goldie came back through the hole

839
00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,440
Speaker 2: in the fence from which she came or maybe they

840
00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:33,600
Speaker 2: left the gate open, I don't know what, and she

841
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:35,399
Speaker 2: came back in and came up through the back door

842
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,520
Speaker 2: where she would have originally gone to go get foo

843
00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:40,400
Speaker 2: food her own.

844
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:49,560
Speaker 1: She scratched at the door, at the door, Hakeem Jeffreys, Oh.

845
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:52,080
Speaker 2: My god, that's so funny. I don't know where Bilmar

846
00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:56,319
Speaker 2: is going to be this weekend, what casino, So she

847
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,319
Speaker 2: just scratched at the door like I'm ready to eat.

848
00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 3: She had like a firm Bullie journey or whatever that

849
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:01,360
Speaker 3: movie is.

850
00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 2: No one, That's what I know is no one caught

851
00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:06,880
Speaker 2: her all day because she would be with us, like

852
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,480
Speaker 2: she just was on her own all day having an adventure.

853
00:38:09,560 --> 00:38:12,279
Speaker 2: I think, you know, she probably chased something once she

854
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,280
Speaker 2: got out of the fence, got too far away, lost

855
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,960
Speaker 2: the scent, and then all day was I think she

856
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:19,960
Speaker 2: just lost and was like probably went through modes of

857
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:23,200
Speaker 2: like having fun and sniffing to like being really scared,

858
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:27,359
Speaker 2: and then eventually just got little whiffs of sense of

859
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: the neighborhood and got back. Because there's no other reason

860
00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 2: she Because I was talking to Anya and she's like

861
00:38:32,320 --> 00:38:33,799
Speaker 2: she just was out all day, and I was like, no,

862
00:38:33,840 --> 00:38:35,880
Speaker 2: she would not have stayed like she was hungry. She

863
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 2: wanted to get back. There's no way she would have

864
00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:40,680
Speaker 2: been out longer than ten minutes. Ever, she's never gone

865
00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:43,600
Speaker 2: that long. She definitely lost the scent and then she

866
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:44,360
Speaker 2: picked it up again.

867
00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:45,280
Speaker 3: She's smart.

868
00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:47,919
Speaker 2: She always knows, like a mile away from my parents' house,

869
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:49,920
Speaker 2: she like knows she could smell the air and like

870
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 2: knows we're getting close. So she's she's smart and she

871
00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:55,799
Speaker 2: found her way back. But god, damn it, every dog.

872
00:38:55,880 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 3: I feel like every dog has one adventure like that

873
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 3: in their life. Yeah, ever out Jack got Jack was.

874
00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:04,600
Speaker 3: I was in New York on Long Island with Jack

875
00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:06,759
Speaker 3: in the backyard. And my backyard Long Island doesn't have

876
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:09,360
Speaker 3: a fence. It has a fence around the back, but

877
00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:11,239
Speaker 3: not on the side, so you can easily just walk

878
00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:15,040
Speaker 3: out or walk in. And Jack never runs away, you know, Jack,

879
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,719
Speaker 3: he's just kind of like but he was younger at

880
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:19,800
Speaker 3: the time, and he caught the scent of a squirrel

881
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:22,839
Speaker 3: and he started chasing it. And yeah, he wasn't gone

882
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:25,040
Speaker 3: for that long, but it was a little adventure where

883
00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:27,520
Speaker 3: he just was in the neighborhood probably like an hour

884
00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:29,959
Speaker 3: that's long. Yeah, where he was like he was out

885
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:31,760
Speaker 3: and I was like it took me like ten minutes

886
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,239
Speaker 3: to realize, like, wait where is he? And then yeah,

887
00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 3: we got on.

888
00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:37,160
Speaker 2: Bikes and then you found it about cause we knew.

889
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:38,759
Speaker 3: Like he couldn't be that far away based on the

890
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:41,480
Speaker 3: amount of time he's been missing, but he was pretty far.

891
00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:44,840
Speaker 2: Had stories about this where their dog goes missing and

892
00:39:44,880 --> 00:39:46,719
Speaker 2: it was eight hours, it was nine hours. There was

893
00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:48,560
Speaker 2: one that was like three days. So I was like,

894
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 2: not completely hopeless. I really was like, oh, this is

895
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,719
Speaker 2: going to be one of those. But yeah, they just

896
00:39:54,320 --> 00:40:00,279
Speaker 2: she came back with a pierced belly button. She got

897
00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:04,080
Speaker 2: a while she's pregnant. Sean sheeplessly asked in the green

898
00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 2: room is a Goldie spade or whatever? And I was

899
00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:13,160
Speaker 2: like yeah. He was like, good, you're right, and they're not.

900
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:17,520
Speaker 2: They come back if that dog got pregnant. She's too

901
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,880
Speaker 2: widow to be pregnant. All right, So do we go

902
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:23,640
Speaker 2: to break or do we You can if you want to,

903
00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:26,320
Speaker 2: can we do it? And then we come back. Sure,

904
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:28,799
Speaker 2: big announcement when we get back. We'll be right back

905
00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:35,759
Speaker 2: with this. All right, I'm back. So Bessie's I have

906
00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 2: an announcement and oh my god.

907
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:42,680
Speaker 3: What I mean, It's just this is like your dog

908
00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:43,680
Speaker 3: goes missing suddenly.

909
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:49,239
Speaker 2: Yeah, Bessie's, you're about to lose your dog, and I

910
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 2: really hate to do this to you. There's no easy

911
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:55,839
Speaker 2: way to say this, so I just will say it.

912
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 2: This is the last episode of the Nicki Glazer podcast,

913
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:01,799
Speaker 2: and that is a real set. It is true, the

914
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:04,680
Speaker 2: podcast is ending. I am so sorry to tell you

915
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 2: this way. I know. I'm just gonna let it sink in.

916
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:14,160
Speaker 2: I know that there's just no easy way to tell

917
00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:17,040
Speaker 2: people when something is over. I could have told two

918
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 2: weeks ago, but then you would have been sad then,

919
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:22,320
Speaker 2: and then you would have just been sad for two weeks.

920
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:27,080
Speaker 2: I think. I think as a listener, I would be like,

921
00:41:27,239 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 2: why did she wait till the last episode to tell us?

922
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:34,440
Speaker 2: That's really shitty? But I think ultimately the episodes that

923
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 2: follow an announcement that it's the last episode are not great. Yeah,

924
00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:41,799
Speaker 2: there's a vibe that would be different. And so I

925
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:44,480
Speaker 2: and just know that this was the way it had

926
00:41:44,520 --> 00:41:47,399
Speaker 2: to happen, both from what I wanted to do and

927
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:50,520
Speaker 2: other forces. So this is how it's happening. And I'm

928
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,640
Speaker 2: really sorry if it hurts you to hear that, And

929
00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:58,080
Speaker 2: let's just talk about why. I think you probably already know.

930
00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:04,279
Speaker 2: My life is gotten a lot more insane. It has

931
00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:06,279
Speaker 2: been for a couple of years now, but it is

932
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 2: just into a different realm at this point of just

933
00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:17,480
Speaker 2: demand and time consuming. And and it's not like I

934
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,879
Speaker 2: don't enjoy this podcast. It's not like I don't look

935
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 2: forward to it, because all those things are still true.

936
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:27,960
Speaker 2: I just don't have the energy to uh, I'm I

937
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,239
Speaker 2: want to. I want to have the energy to love

938
00:42:30,239 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 2: it every time I do it, and that's starting to

939
00:42:32,320 --> 00:42:34,680
Speaker 2: wane for me. It's not at that point yet, but

940
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:37,719
Speaker 2: I could see with the like what I've got going

941
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 2: on the rest of the year, it would have started

942
00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:41,719
Speaker 2: to be taxing. And I don't want to give you

943
00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:44,239
Speaker 2: a product that I'm showing up. And I don't want

944
00:42:44,239 --> 00:42:47,280
Speaker 2: to make you the first show Hartford Crowd where I'm

945
00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 2: getting through some sort of pain to deliver a product.

946
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,560
Speaker 2: I don't want that from my artists, and I don't

947
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:56,799
Speaker 2: think you would want that either. And I am very

948
00:42:56,800 --> 00:43:02,480
Speaker 2: sad about it, because this obviously is very special to me.

949
00:43:02,520 --> 00:43:04,640
Speaker 2: I've been doing it for four years, and even before that.

950
00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:08,080
Speaker 2: I have fans from the last podcast I Did You Up.

951
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:10,440
Speaker 2: I have fans for probably even the not safe podcasts

952
00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:13,239
Speaker 2: who have been listening to me podcasts and even before then,

953
00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:16,840
Speaker 2: let's go to the one I did with Anya. I

954
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:20,399
Speaker 2: forget the name, but even before what was it? Nothing?

955
00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,719
Speaker 2: I know nothing, Yes, thank you. And then before that

956
00:43:23,600 --> 00:43:25,600
Speaker 2: you had to be there. Like I've been podcasting for

957
00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 2: over ten years. I've only taken a couple years break

958
00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 2: I think in that time, and I will again at

959
00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:37,160
Speaker 2: some point in the future. But I need to have

960
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 2: this break, and I will miss it because it is

961
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,080
Speaker 2: you already know this, besties, Like I talk on this

962
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:44,560
Speaker 2: podcast in a way that I don't talk anywhere else

963
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:46,480
Speaker 2: in my life. I think you probably see me on

964
00:43:46,560 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 2: things here and there. You come to see my stand

965
00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 2: up and you go, oh, that's like the nikky we

966
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:52,560
Speaker 2: know from the podcast. But it's not a place that

967
00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:54,920
Speaker 2: I can can't be this way and this open and

968
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:58,200
Speaker 2: this kind of free and loose anywhere else in my life.

969
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:01,279
Speaker 2: And I've really appreciated having that outlet. It's meant so

970
00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:03,799
Speaker 2: much to me. I will miss it so freaking much.

971
00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:07,120
Speaker 2: You don't even understand. I'm already like thinking of things

972
00:44:07,160 --> 00:44:08,799
Speaker 2: I wanted to tell you this week, and I'm like, well,

973
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,160
Speaker 2: I can't fit it in because this is the good

974
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,320
Speaker 2: bye episode. There's going to be times where I'm like,

975
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:14,120
Speaker 2: damn it, I wish I could tell the besties that

976
00:44:14,520 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 2: because but the good news is is that because of this,

977
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:19,960
Speaker 2: I'm going to be forced to inject that kind of

978
00:44:20,280 --> 00:44:22,479
Speaker 2: person I am on this podcast that you love so much,

979
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:24,160
Speaker 2: because you might not be a fan of my other

980
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:26,600
Speaker 2: outlets of entertainment. You might be someone who goes I

981
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:28,120
Speaker 2: like her podcasts, I don't like her stand up, I

982
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:30,000
Speaker 2: like her on I like her podcasts. I don't like

983
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:32,319
Speaker 2: her on these shows or the roast that's not her.

984
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:34,480
Speaker 2: I understand that because this is a different version of

985
00:44:34,520 --> 00:44:41,040
Speaker 2: me that is more authentic, more less less manicured, literally

986
00:44:41,120 --> 00:44:45,920
Speaker 2: and I uh and I understand wanting and missing that,

987
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 2: and I'll miss it in myself. So what I'm saying

988
00:44:48,040 --> 00:44:50,120
Speaker 2: to you is that because of the void of this,

989
00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:52,960
Speaker 2: you will start to see that vibe of me injected

990
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 2: into the other things I do because I will have

991
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:57,520
Speaker 2: to put them out there because I will I will

992
00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:00,879
Speaker 2: miss putting it out here. So that means more tiktoks

993
00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:04,280
Speaker 2: that are more like this kind of vibe, just more

994
00:45:04,440 --> 00:45:06,200
Speaker 2: in my stand up that's this kind of vibe. I

995
00:45:06,239 --> 00:45:08,360
Speaker 2: just know that the Nikki that you know in this

996
00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:10,840
Speaker 2: podcast that you're gonna miss will show up in other places,

997
00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:12,440
Speaker 2: And I understand if you don't want to support those

998
00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:14,319
Speaker 2: places yet, and you're going to be like, you know what,

999
00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:15,800
Speaker 2: if she's not doing the podcast, I don't want to

1000
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:18,879
Speaker 2: support her is totally your prerogative, and you can wait

1001
00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:22,120
Speaker 2: till I maybe podcasts to get in the future when

1002
00:45:22,160 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 2: I have the time and the energy for it. This

1003
00:45:24,320 --> 00:45:27,240
Speaker 2: isn't an iHeart thing. I have loved being at iHeart.

1004
00:45:27,239 --> 00:45:28,839
Speaker 2: They let me be who I want. They have never

1005
00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:32,279
Speaker 2: given me a single note, almost to the detriment of them,

1006
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:34,719
Speaker 2: to be honest with you, they should have. They have

1007
00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:36,759
Speaker 2: let me be myself. They have given me everything that

1008
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,040
Speaker 2: I've ever wanted for this podcast. They have let They've

1009
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:41,920
Speaker 2: never forced guests on me. They have never forced me

1010
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:45,600
Speaker 2: to do any kind of like marketing or campaign or

1011
00:45:45,640 --> 00:45:48,440
Speaker 2: anything like well, a lot of podcasts networks do like

1012
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:51,200
Speaker 2: It's It's. I have been so lucky to be with them.

1013
00:45:51,239 --> 00:45:53,600
Speaker 2: Anytime any comedian asked me like, should I do a

1014
00:45:53,640 --> 00:45:56,640
Speaker 2: podcast with iHeart, I'm like, one hundred percent yes. I

1015
00:45:56,680 --> 00:45:59,640
Speaker 2: don't even talk to them. They only deal with Noah

1016
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:03,279
Speaker 2: and know has has loved her relationship with them, like

1017
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,239
Speaker 2: they just they let me be me and that has

1018
00:46:06,719 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 2: been such a gift. And so I've gotten just to

1019
00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:12,240
Speaker 2: have on my friends that I love and you've gotten

1020
00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:15,680
Speaker 2: to know through me. Like That's the one thing I

1021
00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:17,799
Speaker 2: won't miss about the podcast is people asking me if

1022
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:19,480
Speaker 2: they can be a guest on the show and me

1023
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:21,960
Speaker 2: having to explain that I only have on my friends

1024
00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:23,520
Speaker 2: and then they go, but I'm your friend, and I go,

1025
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:25,880
Speaker 2: I think we should. You should reassess that the same thing.

1026
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:30,120
Speaker 2: That's the one thing that's I was trying to think of,

1027
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 2: like what lone I miss about the podcast And that's

1028
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:33,839
Speaker 2: the only thing is people being like, hey, I've got

1029
00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,440
Speaker 2: to promote this thing. Can I be on the podcast?

1030
00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:37,759
Speaker 2: And me having to ask Noah, like how do I

1031
00:46:38,040 --> 00:46:40,760
Speaker 2: tell this person, like I only have on my parents

1032
00:46:41,280 --> 00:46:44,640
Speaker 2: and my comedian friends, who I like am most comfortable

1033
00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 2: around because this is a comedian friend. Like that's the

1034
00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:50,399
Speaker 2: only thing I'll I won't miss. It has never felt

1035
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:54,880
Speaker 2: like a burden. It's always been fun and I just

1036
00:46:54,920 --> 00:46:57,920
Speaker 2: have to I just have to move on for now

1037
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:02,799
Speaker 2: because I need to focus on the other things that

1038
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:06,160
Speaker 2: are just in such demand in my life. And I

1039
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:08,239
Speaker 2: hope you understand, and I hope you can kind of

1040
00:47:08,239 --> 00:47:11,160
Speaker 2: see it through your own life of like things you've

1041
00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,600
Speaker 2: had to let go that you love because you just

1042
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 2: can't fit it anymore, you know, Like you love going

1043
00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:18,360
Speaker 2: to yoga, you love meditating, you love going to therapy,

1044
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:20,759
Speaker 2: Like things that are good for your soul that you like,

1045
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,359
Speaker 2: they fall by the wayside when life gets busy. That's

1046
00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:27,520
Speaker 2: what's happening right now. Like this podcast is like, uh,

1047
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:31,760
Speaker 2: just it's it's felt like something that has been extra

1048
00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:33,399
Speaker 2: that I get to do that is so fun. It's

1049
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 2: never felt like work, but now it unfortunately, I have

1050
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:41,760
Speaker 2: to say goodbye to it, this version of it for

1051
00:47:42,680 --> 00:47:46,319
Speaker 2: the foreseeable future. And I'm I'm trying not to be

1052
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,839
Speaker 2: tried about it. I'm trying to be matter of fact

1053
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:51,480
Speaker 2: and like tell you the facts. And I'm sorry that

1054
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:55,200
Speaker 2: I'm feeling I'm seemingly emotionless. I don't know if you

1055
00:47:55,280 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 2: just noticed earlier on the show, but I don't like

1056
00:47:57,320 --> 00:48:00,920
Speaker 2: to be emotional about things that are actually very painful.

1057
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:03,680
Speaker 2: So I'm not letting in like the pain that I'm

1058
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:06,680
Speaker 2: feeling around this. But just I promise you I am,

1059
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:09,279
Speaker 2: I am just as sad as you are, and I

1060
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,280
Speaker 2: know that I'm in control of this and it's it's

1061
00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:16,680
Speaker 2: this is my choice to stop the podcast, but I

1062
00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:20,080
Speaker 2: promise you it's gonna make my life a lot, like uh,

1063
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:23,440
Speaker 2: you know, this is work, and it's going to free

1064
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:28,160
Speaker 2: me up to be mentally better for the people in

1065
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,719
Speaker 2: my life. And I hope that you want that for me.

1066
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:33,759
Speaker 2: And I promise you you're gonna find another podcast. There is

1067
00:48:33,800 --> 00:48:36,000
Speaker 2: another podcast out there for you. I'm not trying to

1068
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:37,839
Speaker 2: be like it's not you, it's me, and like there's

1069
00:48:37,840 --> 00:48:39,840
Speaker 2: a better girl out there for you. There's maybe not,

1070
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,400
Speaker 2: but there are other people doing podcasts that are just

1071
00:48:42,440 --> 00:48:45,200
Speaker 2: as honest, just as loose, just as silly as mine.

1072
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:49,759
Speaker 2: Go to podcasts on Reddit and ask put out a

1073
00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:51,320
Speaker 2: post and say here's what I like in a podcast,

1074
00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:53,520
Speaker 2: and people will recommend once to you. I can't off

1075
00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:54,839
Speaker 2: the top of my head, like you know, I listened

1076
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:57,359
Speaker 2: to last cultur Aesis. I would really steer you towards

1077
00:48:57,440 --> 00:49:00,399
Speaker 2: that because it is like a plus banter and chat

1078
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:03,080
Speaker 2: chit chat and like honesty.

1079
00:49:03,239 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 6: Well, we call our listeners besties because they're are best

1080
00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:11,920
Speaker 6: friends and we started this podcast being best friends. And

1081
00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 6: one of the things that make us best friends is

1082
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:17,400
Speaker 6: that we support each other. And when you see your

1083
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:19,839
Speaker 6: friend thriving, like you want her or him to just

1084
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:21,520
Speaker 6: get the most out of it.

1085
00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:23,840
Speaker 2: And I know that's gonna be the overall vibe. I

1086
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,399
Speaker 2: know some people are gonna be upset and really mad

1087
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:29,040
Speaker 2: at me. And that's fine too, because that's this happens

1088
00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:31,520
Speaker 2: with best friends. But like I would like to also say,

1089
00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:35,040
Speaker 2: that's such a good reminder, Noah, Like, like best friends,

1090
00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:37,480
Speaker 2: you can move to a different city. This is like

1091
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:40,319
Speaker 2: a best friend leaving your city. You're still gonna see

1092
00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:43,520
Speaker 2: me in other ways, Like we're still gonna keep in touch.

1093
00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:47,439
Speaker 2: I'm not disappearing. It's gonna be, but it's not gonna

1094
00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:50,399
Speaker 2: be as frequent, right, And so that is and it's

1095
00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:52,359
Speaker 2: sad and it sucks. But my husband got a job

1096
00:49:52,400 --> 00:49:54,640
Speaker 2: in another town and I have to move. Well, it's

1097
00:49:54,719 --> 00:49:55,600
Speaker 2: you have got the job.

1098
00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:57,880
Speaker 6: You have such an exciting year ahead and there's so

1099
00:49:57,960 --> 00:49:59,680
Speaker 6: many things that are coming down the pike that when

1100
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:01,239
Speaker 6: people see them happen.

1101
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:04,440
Speaker 2: Your girlfriends get jobs themselves and they don't just follow it.

1102
00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:09,160
Speaker 2: If I'm talking about your best friend in the late eighties, Yeah,

1103
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:12,239
Speaker 2: that's the only reason you would lose her is that

1104
00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:16,120
Speaker 2: her husband got a job in marketing and DC so

1105
00:50:17,080 --> 00:50:19,120
Speaker 2: but yeah, but here's the other thing, is like you

1106
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:21,160
Speaker 2: just pick back where you left off as soon as

1107
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,360
Speaker 2: it becomes possible to be best friends to get me

1108
00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 2: so like, I obviously will come back. I would bet

1109
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:32,120
Speaker 2: everything on it that I will re enter the podcast

1110
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 2: game at some point I would love to do with

1111
00:50:33,719 --> 00:50:37,680
Speaker 2: iHeart iHeart listen up like the throw your hat in

1112
00:50:37,719 --> 00:50:39,360
Speaker 2: the ring when that's time to do that. You know

1113
00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:42,319
Speaker 2: I love you. I don't have any plans that I'm

1114
00:50:42,320 --> 00:50:44,680
Speaker 2: not thinking about another podcast. I'm not thinking about when

1115
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:47,080
Speaker 2: it is like I am going to be single for

1116
00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:49,480
Speaker 2: a while and be someone who doesn't have a podcast.

1117
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:51,440
Speaker 2: It might be a long while, might be I don't know,

1118
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:54,239
Speaker 2: but I when I'm ready to do that again, I

1119
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:55,840
Speaker 2: hope you jump back on board. If you don't, I

1120
00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:58,680
Speaker 2: understand if you found someone else. Just know that I

1121
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:01,480
Speaker 2: will really really miss you guys, and that it doesn't

1122
00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,160
Speaker 2: have to end, Like you could still come to my shows.

1123
00:51:03,200 --> 00:51:05,600
Speaker 2: You can still. A girl gave me a note on

1124
00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 2: stage this weekend. I wouldn't recommend that because we're about

1125
00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:10,400
Speaker 2: to amp up security and so rushing the stage at

1126
00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,440
Speaker 2: the end of the show might get you in trouble,

1127
00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:14,319
Speaker 2: but if you give it to the merch booth, they

1128
00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:18,560
Speaker 2: will deliver it to me, right, okay. And then also

1129
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:22,000
Speaker 2: we're going to keep the Nikki guys are Pod Instagram open.

1130
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 2: I'll still post things on that when I think of you,

1131
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:28,160
Speaker 2: guys and remember things, and you can still DM me.

1132
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:29,759
Speaker 2: I mean a lot of you are already slipped in my

1133
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:35,799
Speaker 2: dms you. There's ways to stay in touch, and I

1134
00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:38,680
Speaker 2: feel all the love and I hope that our friendship

1135
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:41,359
Speaker 2: doesn't have to end with this. I really just want

1136
00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:43,000
Speaker 2: you to look at this like your best friend is

1137
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:45,960
Speaker 2: moving out of the country and that she's still alive.

1138
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 2: But you, guys, your friendship isn't going to be as

1139
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:50,960
Speaker 2: tight and as frequent anymore. But that doesn't mean that

1140
00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:54,799
Speaker 2: the connection is still there, right yeah, yeah, And I

1141
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:58,359
Speaker 2: don't want to add that. I'll be fine. Sean and

1142
00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 2: Brian are on Nicky's writers. They're still going to be collaborating,

1143
00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:04,440
Speaker 2: and then you'll have Emily on the road with you

1144
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:07,759
Speaker 2: forever and they'll be so fun. And this was a

1145
00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:10,640
Speaker 2: decision like you, I would understand, like if I was

1146
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:13,440
Speaker 2: a listener and I'm like, Oh, she's gotten new people

1147
00:52:13,440 --> 00:52:15,680
Speaker 2: in her life recently, and like maybe this is their

1148
00:52:15,760 --> 00:52:18,960
Speaker 2: influence or something, if you know, like if you've been

1149
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,839
Speaker 2: listening for the past few like year or whatever, Like

1150
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:27,560
Speaker 2: all the people that have been added to my life, Brian, Sean, Emily, Taylor, Chris,

1151
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:30,799
Speaker 2: like all these people that have become major stays in

1152
00:52:30,800 --> 00:52:33,360
Speaker 2: my life, Like they're all like the best people. Ever,

1153
00:52:33,680 --> 00:52:36,040
Speaker 2: this isn't a decision that was like inspired by any

1154
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,680
Speaker 2: of them or has taken me away from something like

1155
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:42,920
Speaker 2: this is literally coming from me. And I want to

1156
00:52:42,960 --> 00:52:45,520
Speaker 2: write movies, I want to make TV shows. I can't

1157
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:49,080
Speaker 2: do that when I have other stuff going on and

1158
00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:51,480
Speaker 2: I need I'm clearing space in my life, not just

1159
00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:53,240
Speaker 2: with the podcast, but with a lot of other things

1160
00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:56,720
Speaker 2: to try other types of things in my life. So Brian,

1161
00:52:56,800 --> 00:52:58,719
Speaker 2: me and Sean and Emily are all going to be

1162
00:52:59,239 --> 00:53:01,880
Speaker 2: producing stuff to go other Noah is going to obviously

1163
00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:04,040
Speaker 2: stay in my life. On girls Chat, we have a friendship.

1164
00:53:04,040 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 2: Oh you is not.

1165
00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:09,000
Speaker 6: Even friendship's number one based on what'd you say. Our

1166
00:53:09,040 --> 00:53:11,640
Speaker 6: friendship is number one, Like I totally forgot that. We

1167
00:53:11,719 --> 00:53:13,440
Speaker 6: have to like even make that clear to the pain

1168
00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:16,640
Speaker 6: of our friendship. Is starting December third.

1169
00:53:17,719 --> 00:53:20,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, that like that's the that's the great part is

1170
00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:22,399
Speaker 2: like I think when you leave a job, you leave

1171
00:53:22,440 --> 00:53:24,160
Speaker 2: behind so many people that you worked with and saw

1172
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:26,200
Speaker 2: every day. But like, my relationship with Noah's not going

1173
00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:28,840
Speaker 2: to change really at all. Like the podcast was just

1174
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:30,920
Speaker 2: something we did in addition to our friendship, you know

1175
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,560
Speaker 2: what I mean. So, and Noah's going to be fine.

1176
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:37,640
Speaker 2: She is an incredible producer and you will be able

1177
00:53:37,719 --> 00:53:41,080
Speaker 2: to find her work elsewhere, and we'll let you know

1178
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:45,080
Speaker 2: about that when we can, I guess via our socials Noah. Yeah,

1179
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:48,480
Speaker 2: well people know where to find Okay, cool and anything

1180
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:49,799
Speaker 2: you guys would like to add. I'm sorry I just

1181
00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:52,600
Speaker 2: monologized for I.

1182
00:53:52,600 --> 00:53:55,279
Speaker 3: Can't believe that you did that whole announcement that once

1183
00:53:55,360 --> 00:54:02,600
Speaker 3: mentioning darfour yes really upseting. I do want to say

1184
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:05,280
Speaker 3: thank you. I mean I came in midstream on this podcast.

1185
00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:07,319
Speaker 3: I wasn't a not safe podcast, so I guess to

1186
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:09,800
Speaker 3: some people I was familiar, but to a great eighty

1187
00:54:09,840 --> 00:54:12,680
Speaker 3: five percent of them, I was a stranger. And you know,

1188
00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:15,400
Speaker 3: maybe some people hated me at the beginning and then

1189
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:16,720
Speaker 3: came around to those people.

1190
00:54:16,760 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 2: Thank you.

1191
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:20,560
Speaker 3: But yeah, I appreciate being like embraced by the besties.

1192
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:24,400
Speaker 3: I got so much, so many nice messages over the

1193
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:28,439
Speaker 3: last two years from besties saying you know, nice things

1194
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:30,080
Speaker 3: about me or even just like helping me out when

1195
00:54:30,080 --> 00:54:32,880
Speaker 3: I'm searching for a mattress or getting my gallbladder removed

1196
00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:36,840
Speaker 3: or whatever the fuck I was dealing with. And yeah,

1197
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,600
Speaker 3: this is a great, incredible group of fans. Yeah, and

1198
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:44,239
Speaker 3: such nice people. And I was just I'm just so

1199
00:54:44,360 --> 00:54:44,879
Speaker 3: happy that.

1200
00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,680
Speaker 2: We're special, right, Like, there's incredible.

1201
00:54:47,080 --> 00:54:48,600
Speaker 3: Group of fans.

1202
00:54:48,640 --> 00:54:51,279
Speaker 2: It's different. I want to give you guys credit for that,

1203
00:54:51,320 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 2: because you're just probably one fan in a and you

1204
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:56,120
Speaker 2: don't understand like the group that you're in, or maybe

1205
00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:58,920
Speaker 2: you have met them at shows or in subreddits or whatever.

1206
00:54:58,960 --> 00:55:02,120
Speaker 2: But like you're all just like different than all my

1207
00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:03,759
Speaker 2: other fans. I know, I've always told you that. But

1208
00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:07,799
Speaker 2: you just you know me better than some Like I mean,

1209
00:55:08,719 --> 00:55:11,080
Speaker 2: best friends outside this room don't know me as well

1210
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:12,520
Speaker 2: as you guys know me. Like if you listen to

1211
00:55:12,520 --> 00:55:16,480
Speaker 2: the podcast, you are a ride or die like I

1212
00:55:16,560 --> 00:55:19,200
Speaker 2: will always love you, like I will always love you

1213
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:21,920
Speaker 2: for loving me when I've been at my worst on

1214
00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:25,239
Speaker 2: this podcast, when I've come in in bad moods and depressed,

1215
00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:28,040
Speaker 2: and I could. I was always allowed to be myself.

1216
00:55:28,120 --> 00:55:30,680
Speaker 2: I never feared the backlash from you guys. You don't

1217
00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 2: know how freeing that is as an artist. I do

1218
00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:36,840
Speaker 2: not take it for granted. Did I get right? Usually?

1219
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:38,920
Speaker 2: I say granted because I tried to do the opposite

1220
00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:42,279
Speaker 2: of the what you know, I really don't like. I

1221
00:55:43,239 --> 00:55:44,880
Speaker 2: hope you stay with me. I hope you follow me

1222
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:46,520
Speaker 2: wherever I go next. I hope you support the other

1223
00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:49,160
Speaker 2: things I do. But it's okay if you don't like I,

1224
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:51,760
Speaker 2: I I'll be okay. But and you have every reason

1225
00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:55,839
Speaker 2: to be so upset and so like disappointed, like let

1226
00:55:55,880 --> 00:55:58,000
Speaker 2: that in. But like I was thinking about this, and

1227
00:55:58,000 --> 00:55:59,640
Speaker 2: I was like, god, I don't want to disappoint them.

1228
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,040
Speaker 2: Like it was just like how do I say this?

1229
00:56:02,160 --> 00:56:04,160
Speaker 2: Like do I really do this? Like I just don't

1230
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:06,000
Speaker 2: want people to be mad at me, especially not besties

1231
00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:08,200
Speaker 2: who have like the best hearts, And why would I

1232
00:56:08,239 --> 00:56:10,080
Speaker 2: be giving up on this whole group of this fan

1233
00:56:10,160 --> 00:56:12,919
Speaker 2: base that has been so supportive through thick and thin,

1234
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:16,279
Speaker 2: and and it's like I just was like, you know what,

1235
00:56:16,480 --> 00:56:18,799
Speaker 2: my favorite things have all ended at some point and

1236
00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:20,840
Speaker 2: I've had to get used to Seinfeld being in my

1237
00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:23,279
Speaker 2: life in a different way than the show Seinfeld. And

1238
00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:26,239
Speaker 2: I've had to watch media in the cars, you know.

1239
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:26,799
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1240
00:56:27,080 --> 00:56:30,359
Speaker 2: Or I've had to friends ended, and that was devastating,

1241
00:56:30,440 --> 00:56:34,560
Speaker 2: like deep ended, like things that have mattered succession, like

1242
00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:38,120
Speaker 2: you guys have worked through me, like White Lotus this season.

1243
00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 2: I am so obsessed with White Lotus in a way

1244
00:56:40,640 --> 00:56:42,680
Speaker 2: that I know besties are obsessed with this podcast, like

1245
00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:47,160
Speaker 2: I'm wrapped up and it's going to things end. Everything ends,

1246
00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:53,359
Speaker 2: And that's not me being you know, being flippant about it.

1247
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:55,640
Speaker 2: But just know that I've been through this before with

1248
00:56:55,719 --> 00:56:58,040
Speaker 2: things that I love, and so I'm commiserating with you,

1249
00:56:58,080 --> 00:56:59,839
Speaker 2: and I understand and even the way I feel about

1250
00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:01,759
Speaker 2: this podcast is different than the way you feel about it,

1251
00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:05,680
Speaker 2: and so I understand what a loss this is to

1252
00:57:05,719 --> 00:57:07,640
Speaker 2: some of you, and I'm understand also understand that some

1253
00:57:07,719 --> 00:57:09,000
Speaker 2: of you are like, this is the first episode I've

1254
00:57:09,000 --> 00:57:09,800
Speaker 2: listened to chill out this.

1255
00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:15,800
Speaker 3: I would say most people probably have not heard every

1256
00:57:15,840 --> 00:57:19,320
Speaker 3: single episode of this podcast or half of all of

1257
00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:22,440
Speaker 3: your podcasts, And like a lot of the episodes are evergreen.

1258
00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:24,320
Speaker 3: It's not like you have to know, it's not like

1259
00:57:24,360 --> 00:57:27,200
Speaker 3: topical stuff about Barack Obama or something. You can go back,

1260
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:29,720
Speaker 3: you can go back and listen. And I think we'd

1261
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:34,760
Speaker 3: be remiss to not mention Andrew here and how important

1262
00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:37,720
Speaker 3: pactful he was for the first two and a half

1263
00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:38,640
Speaker 3: years of the podcast.

1264
00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:40,600
Speaker 2: He'll be here right now. But he moved to New York.

1265
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:42,040
Speaker 3: So yeah, he moved to New York.

1266
00:57:42,440 --> 00:57:48,880
Speaker 1: Got to be the only one who's not fine. He's

1267
00:57:48,960 --> 00:57:49,520
Speaker 1: also moved.

1268
00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:51,800
Speaker 3: He's also moved on to a new chapter in his life.

1269
00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:52,840
Speaker 3: I wonder could you call him?

1270
00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:53,200
Speaker 1: Could he?

1271
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:55,920
Speaker 2: I would love to. The thing is, yeah, Andrew I

1272
00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 2: wanted on here, but he just moved to New York. Yeah,

1273
00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:01,400
Speaker 2: the way you guys handled and leaving the show and

1274
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:05,280
Speaker 2: then Brian taking his place, and that really was extraordinary

1275
00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:07,240
Speaker 2: because that was a rough part of the show for

1276
00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:09,720
Speaker 2: me as well, Like that all came out that was

1277
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:12,880
Speaker 2: not what I wanted, and Brian was what I wanted

1278
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:15,400
Speaker 2: ultimately when there was a space from but Andrew leaving

1279
00:58:15,400 --> 00:58:19,560
Speaker 2: that wasn't anything anyone wanted and it was uncomfortable. And

1280
00:58:19,960 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 2: so we've been through some shit on this show and

1281
00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:24,080
Speaker 2: you guys like rolled with it and you accepted me,

1282
00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:26,600
Speaker 2: and I just really appreciate you so much, and you've

1283
00:58:26,680 --> 00:58:29,240
Speaker 2: allowed You've like seen me through a crazy change in

1284
00:58:29,280 --> 00:58:32,240
Speaker 2: my life, and you've loved everyone that I've introduced you to.

1285
00:58:32,360 --> 00:58:34,480
Speaker 2: You love my parents, you love my boyfriend, you love

1286
00:58:35,200 --> 00:58:37,200
Speaker 2: my friends, you love Taylor, you love my sister, you

1287
00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:40,560
Speaker 2: love my brother in law like it's you love my dogs.

1288
00:58:41,120 --> 00:58:43,880
Speaker 2: I really appreciate the love. It feels like family. And

1289
00:58:43,960 --> 00:58:47,120
Speaker 2: I'm gonna really misconnecting with you all. Twice a week.

1290
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:49,280
Speaker 2: We're gonna get Andrew on the phone, and I just

1291
00:58:49,320 --> 00:58:50,920
Speaker 2: I want you to know I love you a lot,

1292
00:58:51,040 --> 00:58:54,480
Speaker 2: and it doesn't have to change. You can still comment

1293
00:58:54,520 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 2: on myself. I'll read it sometimes, Andrew, I'll text them.

1294
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:02,680
Speaker 2: Will you text you up? Thank you so much? Emily.

1295
00:59:03,800 --> 00:59:08,520
Speaker 2: Yeah so that. But yeah, I I'm so sorry to

1296
00:59:08,600 --> 00:59:11,600
Speaker 2: tell you this way. I but I'm this is a

1297
00:59:11,600 --> 00:59:13,800
Speaker 2: Glazer exit. You guys know I don't like goodbyes. I

1298
00:59:13,840 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 2: worked on it with my therapist. She said that when

1299
00:59:15,600 --> 00:59:17,880
Speaker 2: I left her, I had to go to three sessions

1300
00:59:17,920 --> 00:59:19,520
Speaker 2: before I left her. But I think that was just

1301
00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:22,760
Speaker 2: a way to get me to like, to convince me

1302
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:25,360
Speaker 2: to stay. Yeah, but she was like, you don't like goodbyes,

1303
00:59:25,440 --> 00:59:27,080
Speaker 2: you say them very quick and then you leave. I

1304
00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:30,040
Speaker 2: don't who does Like why do people like to revel in?

1305
00:59:30,160 --> 00:59:32,320
Speaker 2: Like I don't like this? Like I'm already getting like

1306
00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:34,840
Speaker 2: emotional talking about too much. It's embarrassing to cry. Oh

1307
00:59:34,880 --> 00:59:40,400
Speaker 2: Andrew's calling back. Yes, Andrew, Yo, Hey, it's the last podcast.

1308
00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:43,880
Speaker 2: I just told the besties it's the last one. I

1309
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:47,560
Speaker 2: broke the news. We're talking about the show or reminiscing

1310
00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:50,600
Speaker 2: about the good times. And uh, and obviously you were

1311
00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,760
Speaker 2: a huge part of the show and even continue to

1312
00:59:52,760 --> 00:59:54,480
Speaker 2: be in the end, and I just wanted to know

1313
00:59:54,520 --> 00:59:57,000
Speaker 2: if you had anything to say to the besties.

1314
00:59:57,440 --> 00:59:58,120
Speaker 4: What show.

1315
01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:05,200
Speaker 2: Las Boy Island three?

1316
01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:10,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, I was happy to have you on and be

1317
01:00:10,800 --> 01:00:15,320
Speaker 4: part of it. You're an up and comer. I saw

1318
01:00:15,360 --> 01:00:16,480
Speaker 4: something in you that no.

1319
01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:20,960
Speaker 3: One saw, you know, anywhere, and.

1320
01:00:20,960 --> 01:00:23,000
Speaker 4: I was like, you know what, this person needs this

1321
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:26,600
Speaker 4: and it is a pleasure. It was honestly the best

1322
01:00:27,160 --> 01:00:28,440
Speaker 4: year and eight months of my life.

1323
01:00:28,520 --> 01:00:29,640
Speaker 3: I really did enjoy it.

1324
01:00:29,680 --> 01:00:33,120
Speaker 4: And uh, I mean, well maybe that was a little far,

1325
01:00:33,200 --> 01:00:34,240
Speaker 4: but I really didn't.

1326
01:00:34,280 --> 01:00:35,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, the last couple of months of that year and

1327
01:00:35,840 --> 01:00:39,680
Speaker 2: eight months wasn't we were we were headed for divorce.

1328
01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:40,840
Speaker 2: But now we're good.

1329
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, now we're good. I mean it can only go

1330
01:00:44,680 --> 01:00:49,120
Speaker 4: up from those last two months. No, it really was

1331
01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:52,920
Speaker 4: incredible and uh the best these were great and we

1332
01:00:53,120 --> 01:00:56,200
Speaker 4: really I just remember every once in a while, we'll

1333
01:00:56,240 --> 01:00:58,680
Speaker 4: be like, it's Wednesday, folks, you know what that means

1334
01:00:58,760 --> 01:00:59,240
Speaker 4: or whatever?

1335
01:00:59,360 --> 01:01:01,320
Speaker 1: You know, just like the little terms that we came

1336
01:01:01,440 --> 01:01:01,760
Speaker 1: up with.

1337
01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:05,040
Speaker 4: Yep, and it felt like a like a piece in

1338
01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:08,480
Speaker 4: time that doesn't even feel real because it was like COVID.

1339
01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:11,200
Speaker 2: And yeah, you moved to Saint Louis to start the

1340
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:16,920
Speaker 2: podcast with me. We started in the Cayman Islands. Yeah,

1341
01:01:16,960 --> 01:01:19,000
Speaker 2: but we started the show when we were filming F

1342
01:01:19,040 --> 01:01:21,400
Speaker 2: Boy one and we couldn't even talk about F Boy one.

1343
01:01:21,440 --> 01:01:23,160
Speaker 2: We were in the Cayman Islands. Isn't that where we

1344
01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:26,200
Speaker 2: started the show. We did the show everywhere. We did

1345
01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:28,280
Speaker 2: the show in Europe. We did the show in Kaba,

1346
01:01:28,400 --> 01:01:31,560
Speaker 2: we did the show in Uh where were we doing

1347
01:01:31,640 --> 01:01:35,439
Speaker 2: F Boy three? Lovers and Liars up in Malibu. We've

1348
01:01:35,480 --> 01:01:39,320
Speaker 2: done this. I've done the show from so many different hotels.

1349
01:01:40,720 --> 01:01:43,000
Speaker 2: But you moved to Saint Louis to start the podcast,

1350
01:01:43,040 --> 01:01:44,720
Speaker 2: and you lived there and met your wife there because

1351
01:01:44,720 --> 01:01:47,080
Speaker 2: of this podcast. Wow, I don't want me to take credit,

1352
01:01:47,160 --> 01:01:47,920
Speaker 2: but you're welcome.

1353
01:01:51,280 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 4: Yes, I mean that's I think why I didn't give

1354
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:56,479
Speaker 4: you a speech at my wedding because I thought that's what.

1355
01:01:56,400 --> 01:01:57,000
Speaker 2: You would say.

1356
01:02:00,400 --> 01:02:04,560
Speaker 4: No, honestly, yeah, it was. It definitely was a life

1357
01:02:04,600 --> 01:02:08,720
Speaker 4: shift and a career shift. And I think it, you know,

1358
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:13,160
Speaker 4: being doing four shows a week with you, I don't know.

1359
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:15,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, it started out as four shows a week, which

1360
01:02:15,880 --> 01:02:18,600
Speaker 2: was insane, and I know everyone's like, why don't you

1361
01:02:18,600 --> 01:02:21,200
Speaker 2: just whittle it down to one one show a week? Guys, don't,

1362
01:02:21,320 --> 01:02:24,480
Speaker 2: let's not play that game. Don't. I've been through that already.

1363
01:02:24,920 --> 01:02:28,360
Speaker 2: We're not. Don't play that game with me. But yeah,

1364
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:30,720
Speaker 2: it was just it was just the it was. It

1365
01:02:30,840 --> 01:02:34,800
Speaker 2: was so much fun and and it almost feels like

1366
01:02:34,840 --> 01:02:36,520
Speaker 2: I'm trying to like remember the best times, and I

1367
01:02:36,520 --> 01:02:38,640
Speaker 2: swear to god, it almost feels like when you're trying

1368
01:02:38,680 --> 01:02:41,880
Speaker 2: to remember your best times of high school or something

1369
01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:44,720
Speaker 2: and it's like I don't even I can't. It's like

1370
01:02:44,800 --> 01:02:46,920
Speaker 2: it just was like hanging out, like it was just

1371
01:02:46,960 --> 01:02:49,880
Speaker 2: the best hangs. And I always just felt like all

1372
01:02:49,920 --> 01:02:52,840
Speaker 2: the besties you were just you're always there like with

1373
01:02:52,920 --> 01:02:55,440
Speaker 2: us listening It's like it's a conversation that involves you

1374
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:59,040
Speaker 2: even though you're not there, and so I felt, I

1375
01:02:59,040 --> 01:03:04,880
Speaker 2: always feel you, You're always with us, and yeah, it's

1376
01:03:04,920 --> 01:03:07,240
Speaker 2: this isn't this isn't that sad? I mean it is.

1377
01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:10,000
Speaker 2: I don't want to take away people's feelings. But do

1378
01:03:10,120 --> 01:03:15,360
Speaker 2: I have cancer? Okay, God, I'm so glad something. I mean,

1379
01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:21,240
Speaker 2: you will eventually, but you all announce, won't we all?

1380
01:03:21,440 --> 01:03:22,680
Speaker 4: In between two and three?

1381
01:03:22,720 --> 01:03:23,720
Speaker 3: I just don't have healthcare.

1382
01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:28,640
Speaker 2: How is New York? By the way, we just.

1383
01:03:28,600 --> 01:03:31,840
Speaker 4: Moved into our place and we're in the upper West side.

1384
01:03:31,840 --> 01:03:35,040
Speaker 4: By you notice the place called Central Park. It is

1385
01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:38,360
Speaker 4: I think I went five times in ten years. It

1386
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,240
Speaker 4: really is like the best place on earth.

1387
01:03:40,280 --> 01:03:41,360
Speaker 3: And I never what.

1388
01:03:41,280 --> 01:03:44,280
Speaker 2: Are you doing there? Maybe if you're not John Lennon.

1389
01:03:47,160 --> 01:03:55,520
Speaker 4: John Lennon shot himself and walked by that building the

1390
01:03:55,560 --> 01:03:58,800
Speaker 4: other day and I was like, Brenda, there's John Lennon

1391
01:03:58,840 --> 01:04:01,200
Speaker 4: got shot right there? And she like, was he a drummer?

1392
01:04:01,760 --> 01:04:02,200
Speaker 1: No?

1393
01:04:02,680 --> 01:04:04,720
Speaker 4: It means a lot to a younger generation.

1394
01:04:04,960 --> 01:04:08,880
Speaker 2: Wait, Emily, our generation, what did John Lennon do in

1395
01:04:08,920 --> 01:04:15,680
Speaker 2: the Beatles? I didn't even know that that Wait? What what?

1396
01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:17,760
Speaker 2: I don't know who that is John Lennon.

1397
01:04:18,920 --> 01:04:30,080
Speaker 7: John legend is my god. Wow, I'm not you know,

1398
01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:34,760
Speaker 7: I'm never one to be like Emily come on this Weekend.

1399
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:36,880
Speaker 2: But it was that was with what was that way?

1400
01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:39,880
Speaker 2: It was a comedian that I definitely George Carlin. Why

1401
01:04:39,920 --> 01:04:40,520
Speaker 2: would I know who that?

1402
01:04:40,640 --> 01:04:42,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, if you're not in comedy. I don't think

1403
01:04:42,640 --> 01:04:43,720
Speaker 3: my wife knew George Carlin.

1404
01:04:44,160 --> 01:04:47,360
Speaker 2: No, I think that was I don't think. I just go,

1405
01:04:47,480 --> 01:04:49,960
Speaker 2: you need to get to like I understood, But John Lennon,

1406
01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:53,160
Speaker 2: I don't understand why you don't know there was what

1407
01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:56,040
Speaker 2: it was Marie Antoinette was one where you didn't know

1408
01:04:56,080 --> 01:04:59,160
Speaker 2: And I go, that's I know because I grew up.

1409
01:04:59,080 --> 01:05:03,560
Speaker 1: With Generation.

1410
01:05:05,160 --> 01:05:10,200
Speaker 2: Right, that's Henry's what I think. So okay, thank you.

1411
01:05:10,840 --> 01:05:11,800
Speaker 2: I mean like I don't know.

1412
01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:14,320
Speaker 3: About Cake and I remember when Napoleon was coming to

1413
01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:15,800
Speaker 3: power and it was really impactful.

1414
01:05:17,960 --> 01:05:20,320
Speaker 2: Duh what I don't know?

1415
01:05:20,520 --> 01:05:25,640
Speaker 3: Okay, Uh, Jagger and the Dagger.

1416
01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:26,880
Speaker 2: Has a song about him.

1417
01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:29,160
Speaker 1: I just want to like Jack, I just want to say,

1418
01:05:29,240 --> 01:05:32,000
Speaker 1: it is truly wild that you don't know who John

1419
01:05:32,080 --> 01:05:34,880
Speaker 1: Lennon is. But like right before we started going, like

1420
01:05:35,160 --> 01:05:39,920
Speaker 1: we got to introduce you to Tate McCrae. Yeah.

1421
01:05:40,000 --> 01:05:42,400
Speaker 2: Right before the podcast, Emily was like, don't worry, Shot,

1422
01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:44,560
Speaker 2: We're going to do a Tate Tate McCrae deep dive

1423
01:05:44,800 --> 01:05:47,640
Speaker 2: very soon. That's always says to me, but I can

1424
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:49,320
Speaker 2: never say to you that's true.

1425
01:05:49,440 --> 01:05:59,400
Speaker 1: I know a beetle, Yeah, she might be Bolkswagen Beetle.

1426
01:05:59,440 --> 01:05:59,960
Speaker 3: I'm open to.

1427
01:06:00,080 --> 01:06:03,680
Speaker 2: Hearing about it, saying for someone who doesn't know what

1428
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,640
Speaker 2: a beatle is. We were almost thinking of it as

1429
01:06:06,680 --> 01:06:08,479
Speaker 2: like a like the way they even be, like she's

1430
01:06:08,520 --> 01:06:10,520
Speaker 2: like a legend. Yeah, you know, like she could be

1431
01:06:10,560 --> 01:06:14,960
Speaker 2: a Beatle. No, she can't. She literally can't. I'm in

1432
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:15,640
Speaker 2: the sixties.

1433
01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:16,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

1434
01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:21,280
Speaker 2: Paul McCartney, Yeah, okay, what was he? You play the guitar? Yeah,

1435
01:06:21,320 --> 01:06:23,800
Speaker 2: but he was in the Beatles. Okay, do you know

1436
01:06:23,840 --> 01:06:24,360
Speaker 2: the Beatles?

1437
01:06:24,640 --> 01:06:24,840
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1438
01:06:25,280 --> 01:06:29,280
Speaker 2: Can you name a song? There's a song like love

1439
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:29,560
Speaker 2: in it?

1440
01:06:29,640 --> 01:06:29,800
Speaker 4: Right?

1441
01:06:29,920 --> 01:06:30,400
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1442
01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:34,240
Speaker 3: I think most of yea or every song from that decade.

1443
01:06:34,840 --> 01:06:35,040
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1444
01:06:35,200 --> 01:06:38,320
Speaker 2: Vega, Yeah, there's a show called Love in Vegas. Yeah.

1445
01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:41,160
Speaker 1: They was running around the word love like they were. Yeah,

1446
01:06:41,240 --> 01:06:43,240
Speaker 1: they really love bombing the nineteen sixties.

1447
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:46,000
Speaker 2: They really were. It was all they love, love, love.

1448
01:06:46,120 --> 01:06:46,600
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1449
01:06:46,400 --> 01:06:50,280
Speaker 5: Yeah, I know who a lot of these people are yeah.

1450
01:06:50,200 --> 01:06:53,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, well Andrew, we're gonna say goodbye, but thank

1451
01:06:53,280 --> 01:06:53,880
Speaker 2: you so much for.

1452
01:06:55,560 --> 01:06:57,000
Speaker 1: This. Here we go again.

1453
01:06:58,560 --> 01:07:00,640
Speaker 2: You know that I have the power to hang up party, right,

1454
01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:05,400
Speaker 2: So you want to say you're goodbye? Yeah? I do?

1455
01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:08,600
Speaker 6: You want to get?

1456
01:07:09,360 --> 01:07:10,920
Speaker 2: The want to get what are you going to do?

1457
01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:14,120
Speaker 2: And what are you going to do? What are you

1458
01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:14,520
Speaker 2: going to do?

1459
01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:15,320
Speaker 4: Legends?

1460
01:07:19,160 --> 01:07:19,400
Speaker 1: Wait?

1461
01:07:19,480 --> 01:07:22,160
Speaker 2: So what are you going to do? What are you

1462
01:07:22,200 --> 01:07:23,440
Speaker 2: doing in Central Park today?

1463
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:28,960
Speaker 4: I already walked around the Jacqueline Kennedy Reservoir lake and

1464
01:07:29,000 --> 01:07:31,000
Speaker 4: I can call it a lake. People call you dumb.

1465
01:07:31,440 --> 01:07:34,280
Speaker 2: I learned that you're going to.

1466
01:07:34,320 --> 01:07:37,320
Speaker 4: Probably get said by some pigeons and uh.

1467
01:07:42,760 --> 01:07:45,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's starting get all the time.

1468
01:07:50,960 --> 01:07:56,520
Speaker 4: I go to the John Legend Museum, walk around thing

1469
01:07:56,640 --> 01:07:58,919
Speaker 4: about love. Okay, well, thanks for having me on, Thanks

1470
01:07:58,960 --> 01:07:59,600
Speaker 4: for thinking of me.

1471
01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:03,960
Speaker 2: Always love you buddy, all right, love you Andrew?

1472
01:08:04,040 --> 01:08:04,280
Speaker 1: Bye?

1473
01:08:05,320 --> 01:08:09,600
Speaker 2: Okay. So final thought, it's over.

1474
01:08:11,200 --> 01:08:13,040
Speaker 3: This is truly the final thought.

1475
01:08:13,120 --> 01:08:18,280
Speaker 2: This is truly final. The final thought is life will

1476
01:08:18,280 --> 01:08:21,120
Speaker 2: go on. Nothing really is going to change, except you're

1477
01:08:21,160 --> 01:08:26,120
Speaker 2: not going to have this like, uh bi weekly? Is

1478
01:08:26,160 --> 01:08:26,759
Speaker 2: it bi weekly?

1479
01:08:26,840 --> 01:08:26,960
Speaker 1: Though?

1480
01:08:27,000 --> 01:08:29,840
Speaker 2: I think that's what I say. It's every two weeks.

1481
01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:31,639
Speaker 2: I think that's what people like.

1482
01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:33,960
Speaker 1: I always said bi weekly for every two weeks, but

1483
01:08:34,000 --> 01:08:35,520
Speaker 1: I think bi weekly.

1484
01:08:35,320 --> 01:08:36,000
Speaker 2: Means twice a week.

1485
01:08:36,080 --> 01:08:38,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, twice a week, Okay, bi weekly.

1486
01:08:37,840 --> 01:08:47,360
Speaker 2: This bi weekly podcast that they feed you knowledge that, yeah,

1487
01:08:47,400 --> 01:08:49,160
Speaker 2: you're not the only thing that's going to change is

1488
01:08:49,200 --> 01:08:51,080
Speaker 2: that you're not going to have this like access to me.

1489
01:08:51,160 --> 01:08:53,920
Speaker 2: But just know that I'm all right and that you

1490
01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:58,440
Speaker 2: actually we have a friendship that transcends a podcast listener relationship,

1491
01:08:59,120 --> 01:09:01,960
Speaker 2: especially if you've listened more that I would say five episodes.

1492
01:09:02,040 --> 01:09:05,240
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're in with me. I you will always

1493
01:09:05,320 --> 01:09:08,040
Speaker 2: if you ever see me, I'm saying, like thirty years

1494
01:09:08,040 --> 01:09:12,800
Speaker 2: from now, when I'm old and gray and I am

1495
01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:15,160
Speaker 2: you see me in an airport getting wheeled down the

1496
01:09:15,240 --> 01:09:18,639
Speaker 2: runway by a nice man and I'm muttering to myself

1497
01:09:18,720 --> 01:09:20,719
Speaker 2: and you can say, hey, I'm a bestie, and I'll

1498
01:09:20,840 --> 01:09:24,680
Speaker 2: spit at you because I'm having cognitive decline. But just know,

1499
01:09:24,920 --> 01:09:28,360
Speaker 2: somewhere deep inside me, in my subconscious I feel a

1500
01:09:28,400 --> 01:09:31,760
Speaker 2: deep affection for you. Know I'm serious, like saying you're

1501
01:09:31,760 --> 01:09:34,040
Speaker 2: a bestie to me in public if you ever see me,

1502
01:09:34,320 --> 01:09:38,320
Speaker 2: and like you know, at a show like sharing a

1503
01:09:38,320 --> 01:09:39,840
Speaker 2: certain way. They're like, I can tell it when there's

1504
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:41,679
Speaker 2: a bestie. But if you ever run into me in public,

1505
01:09:42,080 --> 01:09:44,120
Speaker 2: just know that you you could always ask for a picture.

1506
01:09:44,120 --> 01:09:45,840
Speaker 2: You can always have a conversation with me. You have

1507
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:48,439
Speaker 2: like you have a VIP access to my heart and

1508
01:09:48,520 --> 01:09:51,960
Speaker 2: my time that other fans do not have. U forever,

1509
01:09:52,200 --> 01:09:54,519
Speaker 2: you have that as a bestie. All you have to

1510
01:09:54,600 --> 01:09:56,600
Speaker 2: do is have listened to five or more episodes of

1511
01:09:56,640 --> 01:09:59,200
Speaker 2: the show and heard this statement. But it's true, like

1512
01:09:59,280 --> 01:10:01,439
Speaker 2: the rest of my life, no matter how famous I

1513
01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:04,599
Speaker 2: get and I have bodyguards or something crazy, like if

1514
01:10:04,600 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 2: there's a bestie, I will say, let her in, let's

1515
01:10:07,200 --> 01:10:10,600
Speaker 2: get over get over here. Shoot me you can now,

1516
01:10:10,760 --> 01:10:13,880
Speaker 2: please don't hurt me. But yeah, you guys are like

1517
01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,880
Speaker 2: my friends. There's not like a wall up that I

1518
01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:19,800
Speaker 2: sometimes have to put up for other fans. And I

1519
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:23,120
Speaker 2: don't mean to say that that means you can you know,

1520
01:10:23,960 --> 01:10:26,160
Speaker 2: let's just be cool about it, you know what I mean.

1521
01:10:26,240 --> 01:10:28,120
Speaker 2: But like, just know that you guys are the real ones.

1522
01:10:28,160 --> 01:10:30,360
Speaker 2: I know you're the real ones. It will never change.

1523
01:10:30,360 --> 01:10:33,200
Speaker 2: That will never change, and that someday we will have

1524
01:10:33,240 --> 01:10:37,120
Speaker 2: this relationship again. In another way because podcasting and being

1525
01:10:37,120 --> 01:10:39,640
Speaker 2: this intimate with people and talking long form is what

1526
01:10:39,720 --> 01:10:41,559
Speaker 2: I'm about. I just have to take a break from

1527
01:10:41,600 --> 01:10:43,200
Speaker 2: it right now, and I don't know how long that

1528
01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:45,280
Speaker 2: break will be. It might be years and years and years.

1529
01:10:45,320 --> 01:10:49,280
Speaker 2: Just like, buckle up, though, and just know that I'll

1530
01:10:49,360 --> 01:10:52,200
Speaker 2: let you back in and when I am ready to.

1531
01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:55,920
Speaker 2: And I love you and I'm sorry that I ended

1532
01:10:55,920 --> 01:10:59,000
Speaker 2: it so abruptly, but I think in the end that

1533
01:10:59,520 --> 01:11:02,599
Speaker 2: was actually what was for the best, because I don't

1534
01:11:02,640 --> 01:11:04,559
Speaker 2: like to wallow in goodbyes and maybe that's something I

1535
01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:06,120
Speaker 2: need to work on. And you can write me and

1536
01:11:06,120 --> 01:11:10,559
Speaker 2: tell me that it is, but that is I'll work

1537
01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:12,880
Speaker 2: on it. You know, I'm an ever changing person. I

1538
01:11:12,920 --> 01:11:15,080
Speaker 2: don't do things perfectly, and that's what this podcast has

1539
01:11:15,080 --> 01:11:17,400
Speaker 2: been about more than anything, is that I have been

1540
01:11:17,439 --> 01:11:20,360
Speaker 2: a complete mess and you guys have still accepted me.

1541
01:11:20,400 --> 01:11:21,960
Speaker 2: And I don't say things that are right. I am

1542
01:11:22,000 --> 01:11:25,360
Speaker 2: not always eloquent. I am say dumb things that I

1543
01:11:25,400 --> 01:11:27,240
Speaker 2: you know, in retrospect, I'm like, I shouldn't have said that.

1544
01:11:27,240 --> 01:11:29,240
Speaker 2: I should take that out. I left it in And

1545
01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:30,760
Speaker 2: this is another one of those. So if I got

1546
01:11:30,960 --> 01:11:33,720
Speaker 2: if I fucked up this goodbye, just know it's like

1547
01:11:33,840 --> 01:11:36,479
Speaker 2: in line with everything else this podcast was about, and

1548
01:11:36,520 --> 01:11:38,720
Speaker 2: you should expect no less than me from me. I

1549
01:11:38,760 --> 01:11:41,800
Speaker 2: want to just give some thank yous to iHeart before

1550
01:11:41,840 --> 01:11:45,920
Speaker 2: we leave and say goodbye forever and not forever, just

1551
01:11:46,479 --> 01:11:50,320
Speaker 2: in this format. I want to thank Connell Byrne, Will Pearson,

1552
01:11:50,479 --> 01:11:54,040
Speaker 2: Carrie Lieberman at iHeart Podcast, obviously, Will Ferrell, and the

1553
01:11:54,040 --> 01:11:57,840
Speaker 2: Big Money Players Jack O'Brien, Thank you so much, Jack

1554
01:11:57,880 --> 01:12:00,080
Speaker 2: and all the comedy team at Big Money Players. You

1555
01:12:00,080 --> 01:12:03,200
Speaker 2: guys have been so supportive. It's been awesome being a

1556
01:12:03,240 --> 01:12:09,200
Speaker 2: part of that select group of amazing comedy podcasts. Those

1557
01:12:09,320 --> 01:12:12,280
Speaker 2: that's where you should go to supplement if you haven't already.

1558
01:12:13,360 --> 01:12:16,519
Speaker 2: Thank you Nathan o'towski for having us at the super Bowl,

1559
01:12:16,800 --> 01:12:18,840
Speaker 2: for all the marketing duties that you've done to make

1560
01:12:18,880 --> 01:12:19,960
Speaker 2: this podcast work.

1561
01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:22,280
Speaker 3: And thank you.

1562
01:12:22,800 --> 01:12:26,960
Speaker 2: Thank you Nathan, ad sales team, Christine Jordan, thank you

1563
01:12:27,040 --> 01:12:31,080
Speaker 2: so much for keeping this podcast going. And and to

1564
01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:33,800
Speaker 2: all the you know companies throughout the years who I've

1565
01:12:33,840 --> 01:12:35,519
Speaker 2: done ads for, thank you for being so cool and

1566
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:37,880
Speaker 2: never giving me notes about how I do my ads.

1567
01:12:37,920 --> 01:12:41,240
Speaker 2: That's been really helpful. And to everyone on the video

1568
01:12:41,240 --> 01:12:44,240
Speaker 2: team that has made this accessible on YouTube. Mark Canton

1569
01:12:44,400 --> 01:12:46,600
Speaker 2: shout out, Mark, thank you for all the zooms that

1570
01:12:46,640 --> 01:12:48,799
Speaker 2: you stayed on with us to like set up cameras

1571
01:12:48,840 --> 01:12:53,920
Speaker 2: and shots and always so kind. Kelly patronis and lean

1572
01:12:54,000 --> 01:12:57,160
Speaker 2: and Loaf is the that's not person's name, that's a

1573
01:12:57,320 --> 01:13:02,720
Speaker 2: company that the video. I hope Leanne Loaf was a

1574
01:13:02,800 --> 01:13:05,479
Speaker 2: person's name, Lean and Loaf, And then for audio purposes

1575
01:13:05,880 --> 01:13:08,040
Speaker 2: to make this sound so good and to fix all

1576
01:13:08,040 --> 01:13:10,080
Speaker 2: of our problems that we may have had with like

1577
01:13:10,120 --> 01:13:12,400
Speaker 2: air conditioners running and stuff like that. I want to

1578
01:13:12,439 --> 01:13:16,479
Speaker 2: thank Chris the check. Chris is the check. I think

1579
01:13:16,479 --> 01:13:19,280
Speaker 2: that's how you say it right. And then obviously Noah,

1580
01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:20,760
Speaker 2: thank you so much for all of the work that

1581
01:13:20,800 --> 01:13:22,680
Speaker 2: you've done in this podcast behind the scenes. It's an

1582
01:13:22,680 --> 01:13:26,000
Speaker 2: immense amount of work producing a podcast. You've always made

1583
01:13:26,040 --> 01:13:29,680
Speaker 2: it seem you've never like she's the best producer that

1584
01:13:29,800 --> 01:13:34,400
Speaker 2: a person could ever dream of, like always never. You know,

1585
01:13:34,479 --> 01:13:36,680
Speaker 2: so many times I would have ads that like I

1586
01:13:36,680 --> 01:13:39,000
Speaker 2: should have given herder the day before, and she gets

1587
01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,960
Speaker 2: me extensions. She's never once made me feel bad about anything.

1588
01:13:42,320 --> 01:13:45,519
Speaker 2: She's never once communicated that on her end things are

1589
01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:49,040
Speaker 2: really stressful, and like she is just such a pro

1590
01:13:49,320 --> 01:13:51,519
Speaker 2: has always been so supportive of everything I do, always

1591
01:13:51,520 --> 01:13:53,800
Speaker 2: looking out for me of like, hey, maybe let's talk

1592
01:13:53,840 --> 01:13:56,160
Speaker 2: about this, maybe let's not talk about this, but always

1593
01:13:56,200 --> 01:13:59,240
Speaker 2: so gentle in presenting that She's been an amazing friend,

1594
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:02,519
Speaker 2: an amazing part of the show. Let's not even forget that.

1595
01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:04,680
Speaker 2: And so I just want to thank you so much

1596
01:14:04,720 --> 01:14:06,280
Speaker 2: for all the work that you've put into it that

1597
01:14:06,400 --> 01:14:08,120
Speaker 2: I don't even know about, like I know it's like,

1598
01:14:08,840 --> 01:14:12,439
Speaker 2: and through your pregnancy, through being a new mom, through

1599
01:14:12,520 --> 01:14:16,200
Speaker 2: moving to Tucson, through your marriage like we've Yeah, I mean,

1600
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:17,839
Speaker 2: so many life changes.

1601
01:14:18,880 --> 01:14:20,800
Speaker 6: But I can only do my job as good as

1602
01:14:20,840 --> 01:14:23,879
Speaker 6: I do because I work with such a wonderful person.

1603
01:14:24,360 --> 01:14:26,599
Speaker 6: And I want to thank Brian also for being so

1604
01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:29,519
Speaker 6: helpful in all these situations. Getting to meet Sean and Emily,

1605
01:14:30,120 --> 01:14:33,599
Speaker 6: and it was awesome working with Andrew and him setting

1606
01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:35,920
Speaker 6: me files and stuff the best he can. I just

1607
01:14:35,960 --> 01:14:36,719
Speaker 6: had the best time.

1608
01:14:40,720 --> 01:14:43,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you so much, Brian for coming into the

1609
01:14:43,040 --> 01:14:45,960
Speaker 2: show and like at a time where you know, like

1610
01:14:46,040 --> 01:14:48,320
Speaker 2: people are like what's going on and just riding with

1611
01:14:48,360 --> 01:14:52,599
Speaker 2: it and being such a fun like person to talk at.

1612
01:14:53,120 --> 01:14:56,200
Speaker 2: And you never made it about you, even though a

1613
01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:59,519
Speaker 2: lot of comedians would like, it's very humble with being

1614
01:14:59,800 --> 01:15:02,400
Speaker 2: a amazing co host in a way that you know,

1615
01:15:02,960 --> 01:15:05,160
Speaker 2: you've never made me feel bad about talking over you

1616
01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:07,519
Speaker 2: when I know I have a bazillion times and I've

1617
01:15:07,520 --> 01:15:09,120
Speaker 2: felt bad on my own, but you just like have

1618
01:15:09,160 --> 01:15:11,880
Speaker 2: always been so supportive, such a good friend, so funny.

1619
01:15:12,240 --> 01:15:14,960
Speaker 2: Besties love you. Everyone's falling in love with you. So

1620
01:15:15,080 --> 01:15:16,759
Speaker 2: thank you so much for Yeah.

1621
01:15:16,560 --> 01:15:18,400
Speaker 3: Thank you, thank you for having me. It was so

1622
01:15:18,479 --> 01:15:19,760
Speaker 3: cool that to hang out.

1623
01:15:20,120 --> 01:15:21,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, really was.

1624
01:15:21,479 --> 01:15:25,240
Speaker 3: And what an incredible time capsule in your life these

1625
01:15:25,360 --> 01:15:29,920
Speaker 3: last two years to have like bi weekly recaps of

1626
01:15:29,960 --> 01:15:32,960
Speaker 3: these moments, Like I do think this is something you'll

1627
01:15:33,000 --> 01:15:35,000
Speaker 3: look back on for a long time. To be able

1628
01:15:35,040 --> 01:15:37,759
Speaker 3: to just go back and listen to the day after

1629
01:15:37,960 --> 01:15:40,479
Speaker 3: the roast in like a comfortable setting, sound like you're

1630
01:15:40,520 --> 01:15:43,040
Speaker 3: on Good Morning America. You're here, like talking to your friends,

1631
01:15:43,040 --> 01:15:44,880
Speaker 3: to go back and listen to the day after the globes.

1632
01:15:44,920 --> 01:15:46,280
Speaker 2: Oh my god, these are going to be.

1633
01:15:46,200 --> 01:15:49,240
Speaker 3: Things that you look back on, like in thirty years

1634
01:15:49,240 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 3: when you're when you're dement and you're spitting on.

1635
01:15:51,280 --> 01:15:53,639
Speaker 2: I mean truly, like I was thinking about I went

1636
01:15:53,640 --> 01:15:58,320
Speaker 2: through like like breakups, getting falling in love, like having

1637
01:15:59,360 --> 01:16:04,080
Speaker 2: immense out of depression, immense bouts of elation, COVID, Like,

1638
01:16:04,479 --> 01:16:06,559
Speaker 2: there were so many things I went through on this podcast,

1639
01:16:06,560 --> 01:16:09,160
Speaker 2: and I whether or not I was talking explicitly about them,

1640
01:16:09,200 --> 01:16:11,439
Speaker 2: like I was able to like emote and get it

1641
01:16:11,479 --> 01:16:13,679
Speaker 2: out on the show and I felt accepted. And even

1642
01:16:13,720 --> 01:16:15,800
Speaker 2: when the podcast wasn't at its best because I wasn't

1643
01:16:15,840 --> 01:16:17,479
Speaker 2: at my best, you guys like hung in there, and

1644
01:16:17,520 --> 01:16:19,640
Speaker 2: maybe we lost a few of you, but like I like,

1645
01:16:19,960 --> 01:16:21,680
Speaker 2: I just always felt like you can come and go

1646
01:16:21,760 --> 01:16:25,799
Speaker 2: and like they accept me and it's just your artists

1647
01:16:25,840 --> 01:16:27,920
Speaker 2: are It's really rare that an artist gets this kind

1648
01:16:27,920 --> 01:16:30,240
Speaker 2: of platform. And that's what makes podcasting so special to

1649
01:16:30,280 --> 01:16:32,240
Speaker 2: me at least. Does it just feel so intimate. It's

1650
01:16:32,240 --> 01:16:35,479
Speaker 2: such a good friendship, and it's it's just different than

1651
01:16:35,560 --> 01:16:39,599
Speaker 2: like fan uh artist connection. It's it's it's it's better

1652
01:16:39,640 --> 01:16:39,880
Speaker 2: than that.

1653
01:16:40,040 --> 01:16:44,040
Speaker 3: And and yeah, final shout out is to to Anya,

1654
01:16:44,120 --> 01:16:46,760
Speaker 3: who was also here for so much of this and

1655
01:16:46,840 --> 01:16:48,839
Speaker 3: also made the theme song to the podcast.

1656
01:16:49,000 --> 01:16:52,880
Speaker 2: Anya's theme song is such an earworm in the like

1657
01:16:52,920 --> 01:16:55,519
Speaker 2: the best sense of that word. People love it so much,

1658
01:16:55,840 --> 01:16:59,600
Speaker 2: keep singing it and Anya, Yeah, thank thank you to

1659
01:16:59,640 --> 01:17:01,920
Speaker 2: Anya for being on so many episodes of the show

1660
01:17:01,960 --> 01:17:05,879
Speaker 2: and being such an integral part to just the fabric

1661
01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:07,920
Speaker 2: of this show through the years, and just is someone

1662
01:17:07,960 --> 01:17:10,000
Speaker 2: I can always like talk about in the besties just

1663
01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:12,920
Speaker 2: know instantly who I'm talking about. Girls chat. Shout out

1664
01:17:12,960 --> 01:17:15,520
Speaker 2: to all of them, they all listen. They've always been supportive.

1665
01:17:16,280 --> 01:17:18,760
Speaker 2: And and Sean, thank you for joining the show in

1666
01:17:18,800 --> 01:17:21,120
Speaker 2: these last few months and being such a regular and

1667
01:17:21,439 --> 01:17:23,920
Speaker 2: fun addition, like people just fallen in love with you

1668
01:17:23,960 --> 01:17:24,360
Speaker 2: as well.

1669
01:17:24,880 --> 01:17:25,519
Speaker 1: It's an honor.

1670
01:17:25,680 --> 01:17:26,280
Speaker 2: It's an honor.

1671
01:17:26,439 --> 01:17:30,320
Speaker 1: And I'm I'm sorry I'm not gay.

1672
01:17:31,080 --> 01:17:34,000
Speaker 2: People really disappointed you're not gay. And then thank you

1673
01:17:34,040 --> 01:17:37,519
Speaker 2: to Emily for running my shit. And also Emily is

1674
01:17:37,560 --> 01:17:40,960
Speaker 2: a bestie, so it was important for me to talk

1675
01:17:41,000 --> 01:17:42,880
Speaker 2: to her a lot these past couple of weeks when

1676
01:17:42,880 --> 01:17:44,719
Speaker 2: we were planning this last episode. I know it seems

1677
01:17:44,720 --> 01:17:46,800
Speaker 2: like it's unplanned, but this was, like I did give

1678
01:17:46,800 --> 01:17:48,360
Speaker 2: it a lot of thought of what I was gonna say.

1679
01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:51,879
Speaker 2: Whether I hit all those points, I don't know. But Emily,

1680
01:17:52,640 --> 01:17:54,479
Speaker 2: you know, I really talked to her about like what

1681
01:17:54,560 --> 01:17:56,880
Speaker 2: the besties want, and I'm grateful that it was in

1682
01:17:56,920 --> 01:18:00,599
Speaker 2: line with what I thought that they would want. But yeah,

1683
01:18:00,640 --> 01:18:04,480
Speaker 2: so you in my inner circle, you have someone representing

1684
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:07,160
Speaker 2: you besties in Emily. Who's going to keep me on

1685
01:18:08,040 --> 01:18:11,200
Speaker 2: before yes, and he is important, yes, and who is

1686
01:18:11,640 --> 01:18:14,160
Speaker 2: going to keep me that same person that you know

1687
01:18:14,200 --> 01:18:17,320
Speaker 2: in love and is you know, is turned into my

1688
01:18:17,600 --> 01:18:20,439
Speaker 2: best friend who is with me all the time. And

1689
01:18:20,840 --> 01:18:24,120
Speaker 2: I'm in good hands, uh with a bestie. I literally

1690
01:18:24,160 --> 01:18:27,599
Speaker 2: have a bestie in working for me now through this podcast.

1691
01:18:27,680 --> 01:18:30,200
Speaker 2: Is how she even ended up working for me, right, Like.

1692
01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:32,640
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean that's how I first knew if you

1693
01:18:32,720 --> 01:18:34,960
Speaker 5: was from this podcast. Amazing and here we are and

1694
01:18:35,000 --> 01:18:37,760
Speaker 5: I'm only gen ZM because of this like at the shows, like.

1695
01:18:40,360 --> 01:18:46,000
Speaker 2: And like that's pretty great. By hello, So thank you

1696
01:18:46,040 --> 01:18:49,639
Speaker 2: guys so much. This is just goodbye for now and

1697
01:18:49,760 --> 01:18:53,760
Speaker 2: I love you so much. Jackpots sports sport, don't be

1698
01:18:55,040 --> 01:19:03,160
Speaker 2: fine and you've been touched and wait for me because

1699
01:19:03,200 --> 01:19:04,720
Speaker 2: I'll be back in some way. And I love you

1700
01:19:04,800 --> 01:19:09,160
Speaker 2: so much. Bye, guys. The Nicki Glazer podcast is a

1701
01:19:09,200 --> 01:19:12,720
Speaker 2: production by Will Ferrell's Big Money Players and iHeart Podcasts,

1702
01:19:12,800 --> 01:19:15,880
Speaker 2: created and hosted by me Nicki Glaser, co hosted by

1703
01:19:15,880 --> 01:19:19,479
Speaker 2: Brian Frangie, Executive produced by Will Ferrell, Hans Sonny and

1704
01:19:19,560 --> 01:19:24,000
Speaker 2: noah Avior, edited, engineered by Lean and Loaf video production

1705
01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:27,400
Speaker 2: Mark Canton and music by on Your Marina. You can

1706
01:19:27,400 --> 01:19:30,920
Speaker 2: now watch full episodes of the Nicki Glazer podcast on YouTube,

1707
01:19:31,040 --> 01:19:33,960
Speaker 2: Follow at Nicky glazer Pod and subscribe to our channel.

1708
01:19:34,000 --> 01:19:36,839
Speaker 2: The Nicki Glazer podcast is a production by Will Ferrell's

1709
01:19:36,840 --> 01:19:40,280
Speaker 2: Big Money Players and iHeart Podcasts. Created and hosted by

1710
01:19:40,280 --> 01:19:43,879
Speaker 2: me Nicki Glaser, co hosted by Brian Frangie Executive produced

1711
01:19:43,880 --> 01:19:47,160
Speaker 2: by Will Ferrell, Hans Sonny and noah Avior edited. It

1712
01:19:47,240 --> 01:19:51,559
Speaker 2: engineered by Lean and Loaf Video Production, Mark Canton and

1713
01:19:51,640 --> 01:19:54,320
Speaker 2: music by on Your Marina. You can now watch full

1714
01:19:54,360 --> 01:19:57,800
Speaker 2: episodes of the Nicki Glazer podcast on YouTube, Follow at

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01:19:57,880 --> 01:20:00,000
Speaker 2: Nicky glazer Pod and subscribe to our channel.

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01:20:00,080 --> 01:20:00,120
Speaker 1: No