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Speaker 1: How are you? I'm like, you're always on these bikes.

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Speaker 1: to that homie and um, I remember one time. We

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Speaker 1: My mom told me to come back because you have

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Speaker 1: and Everything by Junior Leviz dangful. I didn't know Costco

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Speaker 1: where you're from, what what, what city state, it's all

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00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:41,280
Speaker 1: self love, you know, because you just you know not

420
00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:43,800
Speaker 1: you told you're a piece of ship at a young age.

421
00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:46,280
Speaker 1: You believe it, and then you can't get rid of it,

422
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:50,440
Speaker 1: and then you seek these validations that you are a

423
00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:53,080
Speaker 1: piece of ship, you know, like see I told you,

424
00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:55,960
Speaker 1: you know, suck up even though you don't want to.

425
00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:59,919
Speaker 1: You may not intentionally do it, but you're subconscious run

426
00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:04,439
Speaker 1: the show. And then you just seek evidence to back up.

427
00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:06,760
Speaker 1: I told you I was a piece of ship. That's

428
00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:09,320
Speaker 1: what I found out the therapy and all my ship

429
00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:12,000
Speaker 1: or whatever, and it's just sucked out. In my opinion,

430
00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,280
Speaker 1: you got the bug, or you don't like your fiend,

431
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,240
Speaker 1: or you're not you know, there's normal people. I'm not

432
00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:20,760
Speaker 1: talking to you. I'm a fiend. I can't do shit,

433
00:23:22,119 --> 00:23:24,680
Speaker 1: you know, I take I remember I quit pills for

434
00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:28,800
Speaker 1: some years years, like four or five years. I used

435
00:23:28,800 --> 00:23:31,080
Speaker 1: to love oxy contin syntheta Caroline. I used to sniff

436
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,760
Speaker 1: that ship, smoke that ship, put in my booty hole

437
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:35,240
Speaker 1: all that ship you get buck hell, you know, I

438
00:23:35,359 --> 00:23:38,400
Speaker 1: used to do coconoxies. It was up and down. It's dangerous.

439
00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:41,159
Speaker 1: But I love Mitch Heedburg, John Belushi and that's you know,

440
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:43,639
Speaker 1: that's what they did and that you know, you know,

441
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:47,520
Speaker 1: I said, yeah, it was my hero. I love Jimmy Hendrix.

442
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:49,679
Speaker 1: You know. It's like, no, that's dark. Why you want

443
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:52,439
Speaker 1: to die? You know? Yeah? Wait where was I going

444
00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,560
Speaker 1: with this? Oh? No? And um oh, I I quit

445
00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:59,800
Speaker 1: for years and my buddy just hand me a hand

446
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:04,240
Speaker 1: oh of boxys oxy cotton, you know. And he didn't

447
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,000
Speaker 1: know I quit. He knew me when I was a druggy,

448
00:24:06,080 --> 00:24:08,879
Speaker 1: druggie and I was still drinking and smoking. But I

449
00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 1: wouldn't buy coke. I wouldn't buy pills. I'm off narcotics,

450
00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:14,760
Speaker 1: you know. And he gave me like a handful. I

451
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:16,800
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I'll just take one. It's been years

452
00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 1: we go out drinking. Hood Oh, I just I ate

453
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:24,040
Speaker 1: them all. I woke up. I fucking punched my window

454
00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:26,800
Speaker 1: out was broken glass on my bed. I'm not even violent,

455
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:28,760
Speaker 1: you know, but I was just so doped up and

456
00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 1: just it was hot in the room. So I just

457
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:34,119
Speaker 1: hit the window like this is this is four or

458
00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,240
Speaker 1: five years clean. I was like, oh Jesus, I said,

459
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:39,000
Speaker 1: take one. I took all of it. I can't, like

460
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 1: I used to sell pills and then you know, I

461
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,160
Speaker 1: just take I just take it off my buddy from

462
00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:46,680
Speaker 1: me an ounce of coke. I throw a party and

463
00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:50,400
Speaker 1: he's you know, gangster at Jason or whatever, and then

464
00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:55,120
Speaker 1: he comes for his money. I was like, and then

465
00:24:55,840 --> 00:24:58,920
Speaker 1: he's just like You're like, no, everybody's on paper every party,

466
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:00,840
Speaker 1: and he's like, actually, funk you up. I was like,

467
00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:04,120
Speaker 1: come on, man, come on, I'm sorry, I'm a drug addic.

468
00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:12,720
Speaker 1: What're you giving me? That's all you mean? And I

469
00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:15,560
Speaker 1: just had to run some errands from delivering break pads,

470
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:16,840
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh man, how did I get

471
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,600
Speaker 1: myself in this ship? You know? And I'm not that.

472
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:22,760
Speaker 1: I'm just as spy stoner dude and just caught up.

473
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: And I just know that I can't. I can't even

474
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:29,200
Speaker 1: have a drop of liquor because it leads to powders

475
00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:33,840
Speaker 1: or pills and then hookers and you know, just darkness.

476
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:39,200
Speaker 1: You know, not mean, yeah, it definitely always goes. I

477
00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:41,560
Speaker 1: used to think that I was I would be doing

478
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,600
Speaker 1: it for you know, I never got an oxies or

479
00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:47,200
Speaker 1: I've tried math, but it was always like like ecstasy

480
00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:49,960
Speaker 1: was my drug of choice. And then and then I

481
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,680
Speaker 1: would dabble in cocaine here and there, but then you know,

482
00:25:52,880 --> 00:25:55,600
Speaker 1: pandemic hid and this and that, and then I ended

483
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 1: up like, you know, you can't do ectasy every day,

484
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,959
Speaker 1: so I started doing yeah, grip a chowder on mean,

485
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,639
Speaker 1: just like just getting yaked out. And I got to

486
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:05,600
Speaker 1: a point where like I used to always want to

487
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:07,120
Speaker 1: be high around people and be like, what's up, where

488
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:09,040
Speaker 1: are we going? Where's a party? Like age things and

489
00:26:09,560 --> 00:26:12,399
Speaker 1: let's kick it, And then it turned into like I

490
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:14,080
Speaker 1: would do that, but then I'd be like, oh man,

491
00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:16,560
Speaker 1: I can't wait to get home. You could just beat

492
00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:19,040
Speaker 1: me in the bag. You know, I don't gotta worry

493
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:20,800
Speaker 1: about how I look. I don't gotta borro while saying

494
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,800
Speaker 1: no weird ship, you know, especially when Hint the start

495
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:26,280
Speaker 1: or people started recognized me this and that I don't

496
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 1: want to be all greped out public people like you know,

497
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,280
Speaker 1: what's I love your work and I'm right, thank you,

498
00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:35,840
Speaker 1: you know, because then like we used to my me

499
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,640
Speaker 1: and my drugging buddies, we used to share the drugs here,

500
00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:40,800
Speaker 1: you know, And then just what you said, it was

501
00:26:40,840 --> 00:26:43,600
Speaker 1: like a light switch. It switched and all of a sudden,

502
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,560
Speaker 1: like you drop a pill and you're like, don't fucking move,

503
00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,600
Speaker 1: you know what. I always say this, but you get

504
00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:51,200
Speaker 1: the batman boys, like where is it? Like, where's my shoe?

505
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:57,400
Speaker 1: Give me the ship and it and its switches? Yeah,

506
00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:01,920
Speaker 1: where is it? Where's my pills? Sucking tearing your house apart?

507
00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:04,520
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm gonna tell a story. It's gonna

508
00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:07,639
Speaker 1: give me canceled. But you made me. Remember I was

509
00:27:07,680 --> 00:27:10,359
Speaker 1: at this New Year's party. Everyone's all doped up on

510
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:13,600
Speaker 1: coke and molly and ship and everyone's hooking up but me,

511
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:15,960
Speaker 1: and I'm like, god, damn it, I'm getting no love.

512
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:18,320
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll go to the bathroom. I love myself,

513
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:21,479
Speaker 1: and I just started whacking it. But I'm all doped up.

514
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,600
Speaker 1: But you know, I'll get it. I'm gonna make it.

515
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:29,000
Speaker 1: And you know, your forearm, your pain. And it wasn't

516
00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:31,280
Speaker 1: even my house. And I used all the lotions and

517
00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 1: the lubricants in there, and I came out all greasy,

518
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:37,240
Speaker 1: and the girl the girls like who is in there?

519
00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:40,600
Speaker 1: Who is in there? And I was like and I was,

520
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,680
Speaker 1: you know, I was like, oh ship, my bad, and

521
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:46,680
Speaker 1: I was what you do about all my molly? Man?

522
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:50,440
Speaker 1: I was, you know, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. And

523
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:53,360
Speaker 1: then uh, I got kicked out and I couldn't come back.

524
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:55,400
Speaker 1: It was a party. It was a party house too,

525
00:27:55,520 --> 00:27:57,280
Speaker 1: you know, you're the party house. You're like, oh man,

526
00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:00,160
Speaker 1: I can't go there. Slid you out the bridway, all

527
00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:01,959
Speaker 1: lotion up, Just gonna go ahead and put them out

528
00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:05,200
Speaker 1: out there. This is why, I don't know, almost fighting

529
00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:07,920
Speaker 1: a friend over some bullshit. And I went home. I

530
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,639
Speaker 1: lived with my mama and my grandma, my Mexican side,

531
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:14,080
Speaker 1: my mom, my grandma, my cousin, her two kids, my

532
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: cousin hector in and out the pen. And then I'm

533
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:20,399
Speaker 1: and I'm with uh this like in the morning. I

534
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:22,640
Speaker 1: remember I was selling like a quarter pound of weed

535
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:26,119
Speaker 1: to somebody at my mama's house, you know, and my

536
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:29,480
Speaker 1: homies there, and I remember my mom opened the door

537
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:31,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like hiding the pound of weed, you know,

538
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:35,480
Speaker 1: quarter pounds. And then She's like, why are you so greasy?

539
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:38,200
Speaker 1: And then they just started laughing. And then we went

540
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:42,200
Speaker 1: to Wilmington El Taco Loco right there get some soup.

541
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:45,840
Speaker 1: I left the car running and I was so doped up,

542
00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 1: and I was like, we're the keys, We're the keys,

543
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, it's in the car. Oh the

544
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:55,160
Speaker 1: car is running, you know, damn blacked out, just greasy, greasy,

545
00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:59,760
Speaker 1: greasy and ship trying to bounce back. Yeah, that's why

546
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:04,920
Speaker 1: to find God. You know, I got arrested, I got raided.

547
00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:07,880
Speaker 1: I've been through it. Yeah, I mean it'll take that's

548
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:09,560
Speaker 1: where drugs will take you on me. You let it,

549
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:11,719
Speaker 1: you know, you gotta do the drugs. Can't let him

550
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:14,080
Speaker 1: do you here? But yeah, that's wright I got to.

551
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,400
Speaker 1: I mean, I was like, on that tip, I'll do

552
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 1: it being social. And then when it was time to

553
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:19,520
Speaker 1: go home, like that was it. I left it at that.

554
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:22,240
Speaker 1: But then it was like and then they turned into

555
00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:23,920
Speaker 1: that we're I was disappearing on me. It'd be a

556
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,920
Speaker 1: fucking nice sunny day here in l A and I'd

557
00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:29,920
Speaker 1: be closing my blinds, closing the curtains and just you know,

558
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 1: losing my phone and the cracks of my couch and

559
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:36,600
Speaker 1: just sucking y uh, just going in. It was just

560
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,440
Speaker 1: that's all, you know. I got me num mean everything

561
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: out hold me and just sucking fucking hold me. Yeah.

562
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:44,920
Speaker 1: I didn't know speed was better than coke. And I

563
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:48,040
Speaker 1: got into speed towards the end and I was like, oh,

564
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:51,120
Speaker 1: there you are. I was like, you last eight hours?

565
00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:54,160
Speaker 1: Then now you keep going, you know? Yeah? And then

566
00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:57,479
Speaker 1: I was I always always I say this analogy a lot,

567
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,000
Speaker 1: but I was dumb enough to fucking dive in that world.

568
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:03,040
Speaker 1: But I always held onto the side of the pool

569
00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:04,960
Speaker 1: on the in the deep end. You know. I was like,

570
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:07,960
Speaker 1: I don't let go, bro, because all my buddies started

571
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,920
Speaker 1: slamming and ship and doing this and that, and I

572
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:15,080
Speaker 1: was like no, no, And then I finally pulled myself

573
00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:18,200
Speaker 1: out after I mean, I've said it before, but I

574
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:20,480
Speaker 1: end up I kind of tried to hook up with

575
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:23,840
Speaker 1: my cousin at my birthday party in front of my family.

576
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,080
Speaker 1: So after that, I told Bill Bird had on my

577
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:30,240
Speaker 1: podcast and I clipped it up. And it's I still

578
00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:37,400
Speaker 1: feel weird saying that story. But my sisters like, what

579
00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:40,960
Speaker 1: are you doing? Wait? Was it like your first It was?

580
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:44,719
Speaker 1: It like your first cousin like you, but nothing happened,

581
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:52,680
Speaker 1: isn't ok? And uh we're sober now we're good copy anyways,

582
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:57,040
Speaker 1: Um yeah, yeah, no, it's just but it was weird.

583
00:30:57,120 --> 00:30:59,840
Speaker 1: I had a hot girlfriend. I wasn't sexually starved. I

584
00:30:59,920 --> 00:31:02,240
Speaker 1: was just bugged out, you know. Yeah, yeah, when you

585
00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:04,719
Speaker 1: get on and I fell on my head that night.

586
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:06,800
Speaker 1: I had a little golf ball that was off thet

587
00:31:06,840 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 1: the meth that day. I was on cocaine, molly weed, alcohol,

588
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: probably pills at that time, and that was an empty

589
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 1: stomach and I was just fucking and uh, and then

590
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:23,160
Speaker 1: I got so many stories. So because of all the

591
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:27,160
Speaker 1: drug use, I didn't finish that story either. And I

592
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:30,640
Speaker 1: remember being in my apartment and uh, I was just

593
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:34,240
Speaker 1: looking for love, but nobody, you know, in your apartment. Yeah,

594
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 1: but parties over, you know. They put me in my apartment,

595
00:31:37,640 --> 00:31:40,800
Speaker 1: like go to bed, you psycho. Yeah, that's after all

596
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 1: the ship gay dude falling on my head, cousin, and

597
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:46,000
Speaker 1: I just remember getting butt naked, putting all the oil

598
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:48,800
Speaker 1: all over my body, oiling up and whacking it to

599
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:52,200
Speaker 1: with my apartment door open to an empty hallway, just

600
00:31:53,440 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 1: just hoping somebody you know what I mean. And then creepy,

601
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: I know, I'm sorry, you're not I and I get it. No,

602
00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:03,760
Speaker 1: it's right tooth juice. And that got me so so

603
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:06,000
Speaker 1: you purposely left the door, like hey, I was trying

604
00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:09,719
Speaker 1: to open a girl with somebody's And then and then

605
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:12,240
Speaker 1: nobody came by, you know, I was on the third floor.

606
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,680
Speaker 1: Thank god, nobody saw a ship. And uh and I

607
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:19,080
Speaker 1: smell waking up, but like what the fuck? You know?

608
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:23,760
Speaker 1: But another story, the finger and the booty. I did

609
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 1: so much opioids that caused constipation and poisoned my pros state.

610
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:31,320
Speaker 1: One of my prets went through that and he would

611
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:35,600
Speaker 1: be like on the toilet like yeah, like fuck, like

612
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,800
Speaker 1: a frustrated you almost got to pull it out. Yeah,

613
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:45,680
Speaker 1: and then uh, so the the poop poison my balls.

614
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:48,080
Speaker 1: It's it's in my I feel weird. But it's a

615
00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 1: true story. You know, most of my ships all true stories.

616
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 1: So it poisoned me down there, the ship the poop. Uh,

617
00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:58,280
Speaker 1: and it made my eureth for narrow my dick hole

618
00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 1: and and I had to go to the doctor and

619
00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:05,040
Speaker 1: then he fingered me and made me come in the cup,

620
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 1: you know, to test it to see what I had wait,

621
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:11,120
Speaker 1: he made you bust. Yeah, he pressed He put his

622
00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,680
Speaker 1: finger in my ass and he p yeah, and he

623
00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:16,920
Speaker 1: pressed on a button and he and then he tested

624
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 1: it and he's like, well, you have a where's his

625
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 1: button at? Yeah, that's what I'm getting at. And then

626
00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 1: I was in the uppers and makes you kinky, And

627
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 1: now I'm smoking speed and fingering my asshole. So then

628
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:29,480
Speaker 1: it got weird like that. But then he had he

629
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:33,000
Speaker 1: had to drill. He had to drill my pp because

630
00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:35,920
Speaker 1: my dick hole closed up and I couldn't pee. I

631
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:40,440
Speaker 1: was I was yeah, I was spray pissing and it

632
00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:44,040
Speaker 1: would go everywhere, go on my thighs and I'll go backwards.

633
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:48,120
Speaker 1: So he had yet he it's gonna get graphic. You

634
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:50,320
Speaker 1: want me to go there? Heait, fuck it. He had

635
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 1: a sick metal rods down my dick hole and clear

636
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:55,720
Speaker 1: the passage, and and then he gave me cafeters to

637
00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:58,120
Speaker 1: put in there to dilate it, because he's like, you're

638
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 1: you can't let it close back up thewise, I'll keep

639
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:03,880
Speaker 1: drilling you. And it was because it was because that

640
00:34:04,040 --> 00:34:08,800
Speaker 1: was okay, the oxycon biking and all that masside that

641
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:11,520
Speaker 1: was stuck in you is a cause that infection infecting

642
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,839
Speaker 1: my ship, narrowing my dick hole. And how many days

643
00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:18,080
Speaker 1: did you go without shooting? Oh? On that ship, I

644
00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:21,640
Speaker 1: go like fucking three five days. You know you have

645
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:25,800
Speaker 1: to take celium huss. Yeah, it's terrible. That's why I'm like,

646
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,839
Speaker 1: how homies, ladies, she'll go like two or three days,

647
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:31,640
Speaker 1: even a sober just not shifting, which is always interesting.

648
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:36,359
Speaker 1: Vegetable lady, she does, I said, yeah, but some people yeah,

649
00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 1: but no, damn, homie, I'm glad you made it out

650
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:41,120
Speaker 1: of that though. But so you're at home with the

651
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:43,880
Speaker 1: catheter and then they got better. So did you have

652
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,640
Speaker 1: to kick the kick the dope at that time or

653
00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:48,640
Speaker 1: how did you get through? I think bucket, you're like, hey,

654
00:34:48,640 --> 00:34:51,960
Speaker 1: I got the cat now I could keep partying. I

655
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:55,279
Speaker 1: don't remember the timeline, but but that I didn't do

656
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,480
Speaker 1: the catheter because it's very painful. Yeah, and then I

657
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:01,800
Speaker 1: had to go to him three more times to but

658
00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:07,400
Speaker 1: the metal. And so then after like the third dick drilling,

659
00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:12,279
Speaker 1: I I was done. I was cafter. I still got

660
00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 1: to do it like once a year, but I got

661
00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:16,280
Speaker 1: a little metal rod from that. You know what's funny

662
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,279
Speaker 1: is when I when I would get cooked out, I

663
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:22,640
Speaker 1: couldn't piss because my I would feel like I had

664
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:26,239
Speaker 1: a piss. And then my my muscles or whatever you

665
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,680
Speaker 1: call those muscles that you don't normally use, they're all

666
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,880
Speaker 1: tight and I couldn't. You can't loosen them. So I

667
00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 1: would have to like get in a fucking hotass shower

668
00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:37,800
Speaker 1: or something just to piss to loosen all those muscles,

669
00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: you know. So I'm you know, you can't get it hard.

670
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:43,319
Speaker 1: I can't pay because I'm so yacked out home. I'm

671
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:45,000
Speaker 1: not doing a normal amount of coke, you know, I'm

672
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:48,360
Speaker 1: doing and then just sucking either trying to take a

673
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 1: piss or trying to get it up in my bed

674
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,279
Speaker 1: and just buy myself, you know. And I'm just like,

675
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:55,320
Speaker 1: you know, and just like that's what you're doing for

676
00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:58,600
Speaker 1: fun with me, Like really, it's crazy. It's crazy, and

677
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:03,240
Speaker 1: it never starts that way exactly fun down the party,

678
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:07,759
Speaker 1: on the party, I get down the little Yeah, And

679
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:09,920
Speaker 1: then he realized, you're just trying to fucking crush all

680
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,360
Speaker 1: these these demons that you have in saide to this

681
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 1: fucking trauma and all this bettle, all the reasons that

682
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:18,239
Speaker 1: you hate yourself. That's why you're partying. And it wasn't

683
00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 1: that before. It was like no, I just like to

684
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,360
Speaker 1: have a little fun, you know, I get down there

685
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:23,799
Speaker 1: right now and then just like high, you're running from

686
00:36:23,880 --> 00:36:28,040
Speaker 1: your childhood exactly. Then, in terms that it is all fun,

687
00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:34,040
Speaker 1: how's it hanging everyone? Rudy Rodriguez Here, a lot of

688
00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 1: people want to know how they can tread on a

689
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,440
Speaker 1: guitar night move. The other night, I finished up my

690
00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 1: second sat at commerce casino with my boys, and the

691
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,480
Speaker 1: Petro walked up to be a nash if I had

692
00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:47,759
Speaker 1: sold my soul to the devil at the Crossroads. That's

693
00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:51,640
Speaker 1: a reference to the movie Crossroads starring Rap Machio, where

694
00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:54,400
Speaker 1: he wanted to become a great blues man, but in

695
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:56,840
Speaker 1: order to do it, you had to battle the devil

696
00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: laid by Steve I. I one of the Adis guitar

697
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:05,640
Speaker 1: players of all time in my opinion. So they're just

698
00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:08,200
Speaker 1: trying to outshred each other in this epic battle and

699
00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 1: long behold route match your wins. Wow, man, gives me

700
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:15,280
Speaker 1: a little would every time I think about that scene.

701
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 1: I sure Shelf didn't learn it from the devil, and

702
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:23,759
Speaker 1: I never took a lession ship. If you put a

703
00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:25,200
Speaker 1: sheet of music in front of me, might as well

704
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:27,920
Speaker 1: be a Chinese. And I'm not a Chinese person, so

705
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:32,120
Speaker 1: I don't know how to read that ship. But I

706
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 1: do know that I love music. It changed my life,

707
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:39,080
Speaker 1: so that's why I chose to just play it from

708
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:46,640
Speaker 1: my heart. Fucking music class. Take this class here, Rudy Rodriguess,

709
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna teach you. I'm gonna teach you just

710
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:55,719
Speaker 1: like this. I don't know what cord this is, but

711
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 1: I make my hand kind of like an eagle's talent,

712
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 1: God bless him, and I grabbed the strings like an

713
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:16,400
Speaker 1: eagle catching the snakes. I call that cord survival of

714
00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:25,560
Speaker 1: the Fittest, God bless America. This cord, I don't know

715
00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:28,440
Speaker 1: what the hell people call it, but I make my

716
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:33,680
Speaker 1: fingers like I'm gripping a long sword, like I'm about

717
00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:42,720
Speaker 1: to slay a dragon. I called this cord bad dragon, bad, motherfucker, naughty.

718
00:38:43,400 --> 00:38:48,400
Speaker 1: I need to get punished. This chord I called the

719
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 1: pile driver for obvious reasons. This pile driving alone reminds

720
00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,759
Speaker 1: me of mine, my little senior reader. I got down

721
00:38:56,800 --> 00:39:02,760
Speaker 1: there in Norwalk. She loves that Cord the best because

722
00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:06,359
Speaker 1: she loves to get pile drive. And when I bring

723
00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:10,840
Speaker 1: the heat, I bring that. Motherfuckers that Rudy Rodrick is.

724
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:20,200
Speaker 1: I also teach you cool things like sometimes you don't

725
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:23,759
Speaker 1: have to press the fret board. You can just touch

726
00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:28,080
Speaker 1: the string lightly and make this sound. I don't know

727
00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:34,000
Speaker 1: what technique it is, but I call it gratitude. God

728
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:37,759
Speaker 1: bless America. So I'd like to thank all the men

729
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:41,640
Speaker 1: and women busting their ashes delivering food via grub Hub.

730
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:46,400
Speaker 1: Thank you to the truck drivers all across the nation

731
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 1: that deliver fresh eggs to the market when no one

732
00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:55,680
Speaker 1: else wanted to. Thank you to the groundskeepers at the

733
00:39:55,760 --> 00:40:00,880
Speaker 1: local parks that makes sure to cut our field for littlely.

734
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:12,719
Speaker 1: That's gratitude, Rudy Rodrick gets here. You know, we's gotta

735
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:16,120
Speaker 1: remember to lead with gratitude. A lot of times we don't.

736
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:19,800
Speaker 1: We look the people, the things that help us. You

737
00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:21,800
Speaker 1: don't have to have a better life, take life a

738
00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 1: little easier to damn. I want to say thank you,

739
00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 1: said down ned with little gratitude to beat that. To

740
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:41,279
Speaker 1: our A C unit repair men and women, I want

741
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:45,600
Speaker 1: to say thank you because without you, you know, we

742
00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:49,920
Speaker 1: didn't have no no heat, no air conditions. I sweating

743
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:53,520
Speaker 1: my mom's off, wreak their my own living room. I

744
00:40:53,680 --> 00:41:00,960
Speaker 1: want to sit down. I gotta stay grateful, always be thankful.

745
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:04,120
Speaker 1: You know, when you take a piece and now you're

746
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 1: knowing you've got that little rubber piece in there with

747
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 1: a little rubber spots on it. Keep your piece through

748
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,879
Speaker 1: some splashing everywhere. Somebody gotta put that in. Somebody gotta

749
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:12,799
Speaker 1: take it out. To that person, I want to say

750
00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:20,600
Speaker 1: thank you. Whoa You know, sometimes you're walking into Denny's,

751
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:24,919
Speaker 1: somebody there baching around at the same time. They choose

752
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,279
Speaker 1: to open the door and let you in first. To

753
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:31,640
Speaker 1: that person, I want to say thank you. I want

754
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:38,400
Speaker 1: to say that you gotta be grateful. You gotta say thankful,

755
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:45,239
Speaker 1: you know, to that and that person delivering that grub

756
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:47,680
Speaker 1: ub border, you know, trying to get it to you

757
00:41:47,719 --> 00:41:49,920
Speaker 1: all time. Just get a couple of extra bucks, hopefully

758
00:41:50,239 --> 00:41:55,200
Speaker 1: some tips. I want to say thank you, And that

759
00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 1: tip is coming from the sister God bless you who

760
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:08,560
Speaker 1: you're mm hm m m m m m mmmm. We

761
00:42:08,719 --> 00:42:11,560
Speaker 1: got that laughter for your soul and now too into

762
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:15,920
Speaker 1: the freaky you on this show. So what man, all

763
00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:18,440
Speaker 1: that ship you've been through and stuff like that. So

764
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:22,680
Speaker 1: when you when you started doing stand up comedy and

765
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:27,400
Speaker 1: all that, were you were you already like, um, you know,

766
00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:29,759
Speaker 1: were you still in your depths of addiction or is

767
00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:31,560
Speaker 1: that something to help you bounce out of it? Or

768
00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:34,600
Speaker 1: I was on the road. I was on the road

769
00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:37,040
Speaker 1: to cleaning up. And I was scared of stand up.

770
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:39,520
Speaker 1: So I did actually iOS right down the street and

771
00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 1: Second City and UCB because I was terrified to stand up.

772
00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:46,080
Speaker 1: But I was the weird stoner. I was drinking and

773
00:42:46,160 --> 00:42:48,560
Speaker 1: stoner and maybe cocaine here and there, you know, but

774
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:52,319
Speaker 1: I was I wasn't because the opioids was my darkest days,

775
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:57,040
Speaker 1: you know, that ship that had me and uh and

776
00:42:57,280 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 1: so uh and then that birthday party happened with the

777
00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:04,680
Speaker 1: thing you know, and then uh, I don't even wanting

778
00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: and then uh and then I was like, oh ship,

779
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:10,000
Speaker 1: and I was sobered within three weeks and it was

780
00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 1: a perfect storm. And then I found stand up like

781
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:15,440
Speaker 1: I had done it a couple of times, and stand

782
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,600
Speaker 1: up save my life straight up because it felt you

783
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:20,320
Speaker 1: need something to fill the void, and stand up was

784
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:23,520
Speaker 1: big enough to fill that void because it's a big hole.

785
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,839
Speaker 1: And then and then once I had it, I put

786
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 1: it all in there and it's a wrapped baby by

787
00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 1: the beach. I'm so happy. A lot of time, I

788
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:36,759
Speaker 1: was a fucking junkie living at home with my mama.

789
00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 1: I say it all the time, but I had scabbed

790
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:39,840
Speaker 1: on my nut sat because you get real itchy on

791
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:44,200
Speaker 1: so I would brush my nuts with my one of

792
00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:47,600
Speaker 1: my theos man Heed. I helped him get some opios

793
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:49,960
Speaker 1: in turn, you know whatever, loan of some money, this

794
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 1: and that, and then he gave me a few to

795
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:53,719
Speaker 1: just like, all right, I'll try this ship your nose,

796
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:56,360
Speaker 1: and homie, I got itchy as fun. I was like,

797
00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:58,800
Speaker 1: I remember laying in bed, just what the funk on me?

798
00:43:59,239 --> 00:44:01,120
Speaker 1: I mean, if I couldn't does that a little bit too.

799
00:44:01,239 --> 00:44:04,760
Speaker 1: But but man, those that opioid ship. I mean, thankfully,

800
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:07,160
Speaker 1: I know every time I tried I've tried oxy and

801
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:09,080
Speaker 1: tral ship, I would always get sick as fun. So

802
00:44:09,120 --> 00:44:11,359
Speaker 1: I just never never jumped off for me from my body.

803
00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:14,160
Speaker 1: You know. That's the same with cigarettes. I'm like sometimes

804
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:17,000
Speaker 1: especially when you're when you're going and when I was

805
00:44:17,080 --> 00:44:20,439
Speaker 1: having my windows a complete sobriety, I'd be like, funk

806
00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:22,480
Speaker 1: on me and all the like cigarettes are allowed there,

807
00:44:23,239 --> 00:44:25,919
Speaker 1: so you're liken, man. But every time I tried smoking sea,

808
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,040
Speaker 1: I get sick as fun. Same thing, even just a tobacco.

809
00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:31,839
Speaker 1: But but I could do fucking Molly cocaine fucking oh yeah,

810
00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:34,759
Speaker 1: you know all that ship and cigarettes never got me either.

811
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,640
Speaker 1: I don't know why because literally every other thing did,

812
00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 1: you know. And I was like, I was like I

813
00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:42,399
Speaker 1: was smoking a point, you know. I was like, get

814
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:45,399
Speaker 1: that out of here. Yeah, a stoners from twelve years old.

815
00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:48,960
Speaker 1: So at tobacco didn't make sense. I was like, I'll

816
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:52,160
Speaker 1: just roll the joint. That's how my brain operated, thank god,

817
00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 1: because otherwise I would have just had another thing, you know. Yeah,

818
00:44:57,920 --> 00:45:00,400
Speaker 1: but I tried the down there's the OPIOI and it

819
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,359
Speaker 1: was most it's fifty fifty either you fall in love

820
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:06,080
Speaker 1: or you get dope sick. I fell in love and

821
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:09,920
Speaker 1: I was like, oh no, yeah, I know man. It's

822
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:12,560
Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, those motherfucker's who I've seen them get

823
00:45:12,680 --> 00:45:15,439
Speaker 1: get fulls, you know, yeah, just close families. So let's

824
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,600
Speaker 1: talk about winning. Though. He's look at you. You ain't

825
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:19,840
Speaker 1: doing dope no more. I'm not doing dope. I mean,

826
00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:23,360
Speaker 1: you know, it's still I know. I'm like, yeah, right now,

827
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:25,080
Speaker 1: I have like no desire to do it. But then

828
00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:26,800
Speaker 1: you know, I still back on my mind. I'm like,

829
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,719
Speaker 1: sounds funny, I get just get a bag and hit

830
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:34,400
Speaker 1: the town and what's up. You know. But it's like now,

831
00:45:34,640 --> 00:45:36,800
Speaker 1: now I end up disappearing for two days and giving

832
00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:39,919
Speaker 1: myself up, and you know, and then relationships and start

833
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:43,439
Speaker 1: falling apart around you, and it's bad. But everybody loves

834
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:45,120
Speaker 1: you and you have a support system, and you know,

835
00:45:45,640 --> 00:45:48,520
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you're conscious because most of

836
00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:50,239
Speaker 1: the time when I was in that world, I didn't

837
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:52,600
Speaker 1: even know. I didn't even know you could get out.

838
00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,719
Speaker 1: I didn't know you weren't supposed to do that. It

839
00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:58,839
Speaker 1: wasn't it was just oh this is what you do. Yeah,

840
00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:03,080
Speaker 1: get money, get drugs, get fucked up, and then you're

841
00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:06,959
Speaker 1: just like, oh no, this isn't no way to exist. Yeah,

842
00:46:07,320 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 1: it's you know, I could relate when you said I

843
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:11,000
Speaker 1: was even when I was on the deep end of

844
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:13,120
Speaker 1: the pool. I have my hand on the on the side,

845
00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:16,360
Speaker 1: and it was like I remember, I was always like

846
00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:18,840
Speaker 1: my mom and dad drilled into me, like you know,

847
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:20,960
Speaker 1: they grew up in the hood and ship and it

848
00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:23,720
Speaker 1: was like they're always like, oh, I have this friend,

849
00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:25,719
Speaker 1: you know, he did all these drugs and he had

850
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:27,719
Speaker 1: a pumpkin head and it never went away and he

851
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:29,399
Speaker 1: just stayed like that. They would tell me the ship

852
00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:31,840
Speaker 1: when I was little, so I'm like, okay, stay away

853
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:34,880
Speaker 1: from that. And then you know, just walking in on

854
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,600
Speaker 1: my my deals, like you know, they'd be shooting up

855
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,080
Speaker 1: and stuff and it would be like I'm like, oh dang,

856
00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:42,279
Speaker 1: and they would even be like the highlight. It would

857
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:44,960
Speaker 1: will never do this stuff right, like you know, and

858
00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:47,120
Speaker 1: then I would you know, give him a ride to

859
00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:48,920
Speaker 1: do whatever while they were on that ship. So I

860
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:51,080
Speaker 1: was always like, all right, they're telling me stay away

861
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:53,960
Speaker 1: from that, like while they're on it. So it was

862
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,160
Speaker 1: like and then next thing, you know, it was like

863
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:59,160
Speaker 1: you know, so I was just like on these other

864
00:46:59,239 --> 00:47:02,239
Speaker 1: recreational ugs, ended up getting into the driver's seat, you know,

865
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:05,040
Speaker 1: and they were just like start just being my hall.

866
00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:08,759
Speaker 1: Everything was around that. It became the priority rather than

867
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:11,640
Speaker 1: something you just do on the side for fun. And

868
00:47:11,719 --> 00:47:14,759
Speaker 1: then that's when it was like you know, those more

869
00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:16,840
Speaker 1: that ship will eat you alive, as you know, homie,

870
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,160
Speaker 1: like you know, I've been it's literally taking me to

871
00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:22,080
Speaker 1: my knees, you know, or I'm like on the ground,

872
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:24,920
Speaker 1: like just depleted of all like Serotoni or whatever, just

873
00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:29,280
Speaker 1: like you know, begging God the universe like funk on me, please,

874
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:32,040
Speaker 1: like take this fucking monster away from me, Like what's happening?

875
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:34,520
Speaker 1: And that's exactly what it is as a monster. It's

876
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:40,800
Speaker 1: a monster out to eat you every fucking day, you know, terrible.

877
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:42,640
Speaker 1: So you gotta do something to tell that pho to

878
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:47,279
Speaker 1: chill out exactly. So I was like, but I was

879
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:48,640
Speaker 1: in that spot where I was like, I don't know

880
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:50,759
Speaker 1: if I'm belaible to make it out like that, just

881
00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:52,359
Speaker 1: how it's going to end for me, you know, because

882
00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:55,200
Speaker 1: you're that fucked up, You're that all one like sucking

883
00:47:55,239 --> 00:47:57,840
Speaker 1: on me something end. And then I thought everything that

884
00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,359
Speaker 1: you work towards everything, you know, since I was a kid,

885
00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:02,320
Speaker 1: I knew I wanted to entertain and stuff like that,

886
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:04,880
Speaker 1: Like you know, my mom and pops are always in

887
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:06,920
Speaker 1: the entertainment, so they're always there. The guy me show

888
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:09,960
Speaker 1: me love. You know, even though whatever we all go

889
00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:11,839
Speaker 1: through ship and I went through some dark ship as

890
00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:15,040
Speaker 1: a youngster that you know is now surfacing itself in

891
00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:18,439
Speaker 1: my depths of my addiction. All that. Now, I'm like, okay, well,

892
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:21,160
Speaker 1: you have an opportunity to get better, and there's people

893
00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:22,759
Speaker 1: that care about it and love you and all that.

894
00:48:23,080 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 1: And all the people that we have the opportunity to

895
00:48:25,719 --> 00:48:27,680
Speaker 1: touch that we make laugh or touch through our humor.

896
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:31,120
Speaker 1: You're beacon of life. You show them like, look, I'm

897
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 1: fucked up, and but I'm healing, and look what what

898
00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 1: happens when you heal. I'm on a TV show. I

899
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:40,600
Speaker 1: got a condo, you know what I mean? You can

900
00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:44,759
Speaker 1: get out and get out, yeah for real, you know,

901
00:48:45,520 --> 00:48:47,120
Speaker 1: I say it all the time, like I was a

902
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 1: drug addict, loser, living at home with my mama. I

903
00:48:49,080 --> 00:48:51,200
Speaker 1: got an ocean view. I got a little gold Now yea,

904
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:54,279
Speaker 1: he met the little chain. He just go wake up

905
00:48:54,320 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 1: wording this road you put on the road, little goal

906
00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:01,080
Speaker 1: chain looking at that ocean view up or you did it? Yeah?

907
00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:04,280
Speaker 1: And that and that was, you know, from stealing money

908
00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:08,960
Speaker 1: and drugs and cars, I mean from family members. Still

909
00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 1: more like I was only stealing for family members. It's

910
00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:16,880
Speaker 1: all good, but you know we changed. I want to.

911
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:19,479
Speaker 1: I think That's what I'm put here for, to show

912
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:21,680
Speaker 1: the knuckleheads and the junkies, like you could get the

913
00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:25,000
Speaker 1: funk out. You can get out, get out, man, it

914
00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 1: ain't no life in there. You you see, what do

915
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:32,400
Speaker 1: you see these streets? Yeah, I got hi, you know,

916
00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:35,239
Speaker 1: and I'm grateful I do have some family. Uh you know,

917
00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:38,560
Speaker 1: I have a three more uh you know, Mighty mouse.

918
00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:41,120
Speaker 1: And he was off that off that ship. I'm not

919
00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:43,800
Speaker 1: gonna say his name, so but you know he was.

920
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:45,600
Speaker 1: He was out that man man on it, you know,

921
00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:47,759
Speaker 1: and it was just like in and out of in

922
00:49:47,880 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 1: and out of jail, and you know, but he had

923
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:53,000
Speaker 1: he had heard in him. He was he's a good dude, hilarious.

924
00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:56,319
Speaker 1: And then he got off the ship, you know because

925
00:49:56,360 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 1: he had kids, and you know, he went in one

926
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:00,239
Speaker 1: more time when he had kids. He got out and

927
00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:02,719
Speaker 1: he was like, no more homie. And now he's just

928
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:06,399
Speaker 1: like you know, blue collar works construction with third Day,

929
00:50:06,760 --> 00:50:08,759
Speaker 1: like all those things are like inspirational. A lot of

930
00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 1: people even they might not even realize that, you know,

931
00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:12,640
Speaker 1: they're just trying to like not go back to prison,

932
00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:15,000
Speaker 1: whatever it is. And then it's like, damn, and I

933
00:50:15,080 --> 00:50:18,239
Speaker 1: got good homies, you know, Lefty Lucky, all these all

934
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:20,600
Speaker 1: these fools that are in um you know, they might

935
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,200
Speaker 1: some like relapse here and there, but at the same

936
00:50:23,239 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: time they're like they go back, They're back into the

937
00:50:25,520 --> 00:50:29,000
Speaker 1: like no homie, like this is our best path to success,

938
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:31,120
Speaker 1: whatever it is. And then I'm like, and when I'm

939
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:32,959
Speaker 1: when I'm not sucking up, when I'm not on drugs

940
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:34,719
Speaker 1: and on sober, that I am the happiest on me.

941
00:50:34,800 --> 00:50:36,480
Speaker 1: I'm like, hell yeah, you know what I'm like, And

942
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:39,239
Speaker 1: it's real happy, calling my sister, calling my mom, calling

943
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:42,680
Speaker 1: my you know, every day, and like maintaining those relationships,

944
00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 1: building them even stronger, you know. And then uh, you're like, hey, Mom,

945
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,399
Speaker 1: we don't got a shop at t J max no more. Yeah,

946
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:53,359
Speaker 1: We're going to Macy's and we're going to Northrop hell yeah.

947
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:56,040
Speaker 1: And so you know they even that, My mom and

948
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:57,759
Speaker 1: dad even did that on their own. Man. You know,

949
00:50:57,840 --> 00:51:00,239
Speaker 1: they they got sober when I was young hung and

950
00:51:00,239 --> 00:51:02,279
Speaker 1: then it was just like you know that, you know,

951
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:04,560
Speaker 1: alcohol is always around stuff like that. But the whole

952
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:06,360
Speaker 1: like that old ship has gone on me and they

953
00:51:06,440 --> 00:51:10,600
Speaker 1: they've had success, just boomed on their own grind on hustle,

954
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:13,239
Speaker 1: and it was inspirational for me. But it's like, I

955
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:15,759
Speaker 1: don't know, man, it's like it's always a slippery slope too.

956
00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 1: It's like, I mean, even after I got sober, you know,

957
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 1: I went to like rehab all this ship and I

958
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 1: even told you. I remember when one night I was like, yeah,

959
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:26,080
Speaker 1: I hold me. I'm just trying to be sober. How

960
00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:28,200
Speaker 1: You're like, and you told me something that I'll never forget.

961
00:51:28,239 --> 00:51:30,440
Speaker 1: You're like, oh man, You're like you're gonna kill you

962
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:33,040
Speaker 1: like you're already killing it on me, but you're about

963
00:51:33,080 --> 00:51:35,400
Speaker 1: to kill it now. And I was like, oh what

964
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:38,360
Speaker 1: you know? And then and then I think like a

965
00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:40,800
Speaker 1: month or two after that, I relapsed and I and

966
00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:44,000
Speaker 1: I had I had a glass of tequil out of

967
00:51:44,040 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 1: my hand at the improv, the Hollywood improv, and I

968
00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 1: was I had just got off stage or something. I

969
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:50,560
Speaker 1: was standing there and you walked up to me, and

970
00:51:50,600 --> 00:51:52,960
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I got all like embarrassed,

971
00:51:54,200 --> 00:51:59,640
Speaker 1: no judgment, I mean it all right, uh yeah yeah no.

972
00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,400
Speaker 1: But I I got out stage and you were like,

973
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:03,840
Speaker 1: fucking man, he's funny, I said, And I was like,

974
00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:05,640
Speaker 1: I was almost trying to hide the glass at the

975
00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:08,160
Speaker 1: quila from you. I was like, you know, and then

976
00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 1: I I message you after that, like funk. Man, I

977
00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:12,600
Speaker 1: felt bad. You're like, dude, hey, And that's one thing

978
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:14,200
Speaker 1: I learned, Like nobody gets a funk on me. You

979
00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:17,280
Speaker 1: can't be like you. I wanted to just touch topic

980
00:52:17,360 --> 00:52:21,239
Speaker 1: on that real quick, Like if you slip up and

981
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:25,319
Speaker 1: you relapse a little bit, you know, it's still it's

982
00:52:25,360 --> 00:52:28,120
Speaker 1: still okay. It's not a big deal. It's a big

983
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:30,600
Speaker 1: deal if you make it a big deal. Like I know,

984
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 1: I'm just quit weed recently. It's not you know, my

985
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:36,600
Speaker 1: other demons. But like let's say I smoke today. I

986
00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:40,840
Speaker 1: smoke one time in thirty days, but I was smoking

987
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:44,440
Speaker 1: all day every day. It's still a wind. You know,

988
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 1: you still reduced, you still less arm, You're still winding.

989
00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:51,839
Speaker 1: I don't like that pressure. The pressure is what makes

990
00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:55,520
Speaker 1: motherfucker's go oh yeah, you know, and just go hard.

991
00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:58,960
Speaker 1: It's not it's I mean try not to, of course,

992
00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:02,799
Speaker 1: but it's okay, and then just get back to it. Yeah, yeah,

993
00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:07,359
Speaker 1: it's no. I don't like that. Yeah, that's something I'm

994
00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:10,920
Speaker 1: still learning because in in the year two I I

995
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 1: got five months total of sobriety, total, no alcohol, no

996
00:53:14,760 --> 00:53:17,960
Speaker 1: nothing on me, no weed, nothing, And like you know,

997
00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:20,960
Speaker 1: that's all put together that time though, but I remember,

998
00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:23,879
Speaker 1: you know, uh, having those moments because you know, you're

999
00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:25,919
Speaker 1: in the program stuff like that, and the program is great,

1000
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:28,840
Speaker 1: but it was also like just me learning, like you

1001
00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:31,120
Speaker 1: gotta take what you want from it and get you

1002
00:53:31,239 --> 00:53:33,480
Speaker 1: to the better place. I would have that those moments

1003
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:36,080
Speaker 1: will be like, oh, you're fucked up. You relapse, and

1004
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:39,759
Speaker 1: and because sometimes because I relaxed, now you gotta enjoy this,

1005
00:53:39,840 --> 00:53:44,080
Speaker 1: because you gotta take this out, take it out for

1006
00:53:44,120 --> 00:53:47,399
Speaker 1: a couple of days, because like you ays gonna get

1007
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 1: back into the sobriety. And also it was like but

1008
00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:52,919
Speaker 1: but yeah, yeah, so now it's like it's like you said,

1009
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:55,600
Speaker 1: just like you gotta take take that in like that

1010
00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:58,440
Speaker 1: that doesn't discount of the time that you have sober.

1011
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:01,600
Speaker 1: And it's like I've been pile only those times up.

1012
00:54:01,719 --> 00:54:05,400
Speaker 1: Like like uh, like you know, if I do drink

1013
00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 1: or I do party, I know that it's not gonna

1014
00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:10,480
Speaker 1: go back to where I was, which was I was

1015
00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:12,479
Speaker 1: doing something every day. I mean, you know, I wasn't

1016
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:14,719
Speaker 1: like out of my minor, but you know I would

1017
00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:16,640
Speaker 1: go if I had a few days off after like

1018
00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:20,799
Speaker 1: finishing a project or whatever, the weekend of touring. Yeah,

1019
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 1: sucking on me. You know, I'm gonna disappear for a

1020
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:24,480
Speaker 1: few days and just get on one. And like, now

1021
00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:26,240
Speaker 1: I know that I can't do that, you know, because

1022
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:28,600
Speaker 1: that's gonna cost me a week, you know, of just

1023
00:54:28,719 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 1: being out of it and fucking whatever, and and who

1024
00:54:31,480 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: knows how much longer after that, and you know, you

1025
00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:34,960
Speaker 1: start using I start using all the other ship to

1026
00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:38,600
Speaker 1: come down from that fucking zan X, pain pills whatever, Like, Okay,

1027
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,799
Speaker 1: my nose is sucked up, so let me just let

1028
00:54:41,840 --> 00:54:43,760
Speaker 1: me come down for the next few days of fucking

1029
00:54:43,920 --> 00:54:50,719
Speaker 1: zan X and whiskey and down. And that's dangerous ship

1030
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 1: over me. It's like fun. It is scary, but I

1031
00:54:53,960 --> 00:54:55,880
Speaker 1: just want to say one more thing too. It's uh,

1032
00:54:57,000 --> 00:54:58,759
Speaker 1: I find this to be true. And I know a

1033
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:01,800
Speaker 1: lot of others who of sacrifice something you love, you

1034
00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:06,440
Speaker 1: love dope or whatever if you quit that ship. It

1035
00:55:06,560 --> 00:55:09,640
Speaker 1: sounds cheesy, but you know that whole God closed the door,

1036
00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:12,000
Speaker 1: open the window. When you give up something you love,

1037
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:16,840
Speaker 1: you will get ship. You know this makes sense. I

1038
00:55:16,880 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 1: don't got the biggest vocabulary, but like like when I

1039
00:55:20,160 --> 00:55:22,799
Speaker 1: got sober all of a sudden, like oh, here come

1040
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:25,719
Speaker 1: work for this producer I'll give you stage time. Yeah, yeah.

1041
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:29,680
Speaker 1: Or you know, it's it's strange coincidences. You know, if

1042
00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:32,600
Speaker 1: you sacrifice some ship that doesn't serve you, that you're

1043
00:55:32,640 --> 00:55:35,319
Speaker 1: in love with, that you're attached to, you will get

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Speaker 1: good ship. Yeah. For lack of better words, it was

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Speaker 1: like happens filming in like, you know, the the Hulu

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Speaker 1: show that whole first season of this full Like I

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Speaker 1: didn't touch drugs that whole time because I was so

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00:55:48,080 --> 00:55:51,520
Speaker 1: locked in, like and I'm grateful that I didn't let

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Speaker 1: the drugs take you know. I was like I knew

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Speaker 1: what it was, and I was like, fucking on me,

1051
00:55:56,680 --> 00:55:58,960
Speaker 1: you gotta get this ship. This is it right here,

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Speaker 1: and and uh, I just got locked in on it

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Speaker 1: and did it. And so I was like, you know,

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Speaker 1: I had, you know, stepping away from the drugs as

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Speaker 1: what gave me that opportunity to to help bring what

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Speaker 1: I had to that show, you know, and quit again,

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Speaker 1: and God gave you a season two and then I

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Speaker 1: I got on the sick one after and then I

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Speaker 1: got sober again and now we got season two over. Yeah. Yeah, Craig,

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Speaker 1: there's so much for being here. Where can where can

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Speaker 1: people find you? On social media whatever you want to plug.

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Speaker 1: Craig knit dot com, Craig pet Conan on all social

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Speaker 1: media's I got san Jose improv I forgot the date

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Speaker 1: Janu Yeah, I think it got San Jose. I got

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Speaker 1: go to my website. What happened there, Craig Craig dot com.

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Speaker 1: I'm torn like a motherfucker. I'm outain these streets. I

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Speaker 1: sell my own hoodies. Baby, I'll be out there. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Craig Coner, y'all make sure to check them out. I'm

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Speaker 1: your boy Frankie, you know, and that's signing off shore.

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Speaker 1: I'll be right there. Uh let me see said. Uh,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna say side, Okay. I'll be right there in

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Speaker 1: February four at the christ Theater and Sacramento. Alright, much love, y'all,

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Speaker 1: see you next time there for tuning into another episode

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Speaker 1: on the Frankie in your next show. For sended by

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Speaker 1: Will Ferrell's Big Money Players Network. Shout out to the homies, Haigns,

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Speaker 1: Olivia Neck, the Homie earned dog here in the studio,

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Speaker 1: James Fritz, Kevin Kamia, Bobby d J Buzz, the legendary

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Speaker 1: soul assassions by me. You know how we do homie,

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Speaker 1: thank you for giving it. I saw an opportunity off

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Speaker 1: the get down and if you get a chance told

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Speaker 1: me it's going and rank and review the podcast or

1082
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Speaker 1: continue living your life. We'll see you on the next

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Speaker 1: episode of The Frankie Show. That's what's soft right there.