1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:01,280 Speaker 1: First of all, you don't know me. 2 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:05,640 Speaker 2: We all about that high school drama. Girl drama girl, 3 00:00:05,720 --> 00:00:08,840 Speaker 2: all about them high school queens. We'll take you for 4 00:00:08,960 --> 00:00:12,040 Speaker 2: a rod and our comic girl shared for the right 5 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:16,680 Speaker 2: drama queens up girl fashion, but your tough girl, you 6 00:00:16,720 --> 00:00:17,520 Speaker 2: could sit with us. 7 00:00:17,560 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 1: Girl Drama, Queens Drama, Queise Drama, Queens Drama, drahn the 8 00:00:21,360 --> 00:00:24,040 Speaker 1: Queens Drama Queens. 9 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:24,360 Speaker 3: Hi. 10 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:28,960 Speaker 2: Hi, I'm so happy you're here. Literally, So Rob had 11 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:31,800 Speaker 2: a conflict Joy is like in London, and they were like, 12 00:00:31,880 --> 00:00:34,320 Speaker 2: oh no, we're so sorry, We're gonna have to reschedule 13 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:36,000 Speaker 2: this week. I was like, everybody out of my way. 14 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:38,400 Speaker 2: I need to catch up with my girl, like we 15 00:00:38,479 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 2: have so much to talk about. And Rob was so cute. 16 00:00:41,159 --> 00:00:43,040 Speaker 2: He was like, oh, you have to ask Jana if 17 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:45,559 Speaker 2: she like did the same thing I did, which was like, 18 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:47,479 Speaker 2: you guys were doing the podcast. He goes and for 19 00:00:47,520 --> 00:00:49,880 Speaker 2: the longest time, I was like, why aren't my friends 20 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:52,720 Speaker 2: inviting me on their show? And then I realized you 21 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:56,120 Speaker 2: only like have people on when their character is on screen, 22 00:00:56,240 --> 00:00:59,200 Speaker 2: so I was gonna have to wait seven seasons. I 23 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 2: was like, God, I've been like I've been chomping at 24 00:01:03,040 --> 00:01:04,880 Speaker 2: the bit to get to here and we're finally here. 25 00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, no, one thousand percent. I thought the say. I 26 00:01:06,920 --> 00:01:08,800 Speaker 3: was like, well, everyone's like kept asking me, why are 27 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:10,000 Speaker 3: you be on drab and Queens. I was like, I 28 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:11,839 Speaker 3: don't know. I don't still think they like me because 29 00:01:11,880 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 3: I'm not so but it's fine. 30 00:01:15,440 --> 00:01:18,040 Speaker 2: You just forget that we did our show for essentially 31 00:01:18,080 --> 00:01:20,280 Speaker 2: the equivalent of one hundred and forty years, So it 32 00:01:20,319 --> 00:01:22,240 Speaker 2: took us a while to get to Alex Duprey. 33 00:01:22,560 --> 00:01:25,920 Speaker 3: Yeah. I mean like so many episodes and just so 34 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:28,160 Speaker 3: long and that's just kind of so unheard of now 35 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:30,520 Speaker 3: in this day and age of like TV. And so 36 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:33,759 Speaker 3: I'm like when I even tried to rewatch things from 37 00:01:33,800 --> 00:01:34,840 Speaker 3: I'm like, there's no time. 38 00:01:35,319 --> 00:01:38,240 Speaker 2: There's some time. By the way, I think about that 39 00:01:38,319 --> 00:01:40,400 Speaker 2: so often, like when we go do our sweet little 40 00:01:40,400 --> 00:01:44,480 Speaker 2: conventions and we get to regroup with people, it's like 41 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:47,560 Speaker 2: someone will say, oh, I'm on my fifth rewatch, and 42 00:01:47,600 --> 00:01:49,080 Speaker 2: I'll look at them and be like, do you have 43 00:01:49,120 --> 00:01:52,640 Speaker 2: like a time management app? You know something about free 44 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:54,680 Speaker 2: time that I don't know, and I would love your 45 00:01:54,800 --> 00:01:57,600 Speaker 2: skills And people look at me like I'm crazy. I'm like, 46 00:01:57,640 --> 00:01:59,720 Speaker 2: I just don't I don't feel like I have the 47 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:00,160 Speaker 2: time to. 48 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:02,840 Speaker 3: Watch new things, right, Yeah, but I. 49 00:02:02,720 --> 00:02:06,840 Speaker 2: Am loving the experience of going back and watching our show. Okay, 50 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:10,359 Speaker 2: for our friends at home, I clearly am very excited. 51 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:14,560 Speaker 2: I actually started before you got in. I was just 52 00:02:14,600 --> 00:02:16,680 Speaker 2: like talking to everyone about how excited I was that 53 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:18,640 Speaker 2: you were here, and then realized I wasn't recording because 54 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:20,800 Speaker 2: I'm like so amped that I had forgotten how to 55 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:23,840 Speaker 2: do my job. But I voice noted Janne last night 56 00:02:23,880 --> 00:02:26,160 Speaker 2: and I was like, I'm beside myself that you're coming. 57 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:31,920 Speaker 2: I had obviously the most fun working with you. Like 58 00:02:32,200 --> 00:02:34,839 Speaker 2: for everyone at home, we were roommates for years. I 59 00:02:34,919 --> 00:02:39,200 Speaker 2: love this woman, but like Brooke and Alex were adversaries, 60 00:02:39,680 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 2: so I had to be in scenes. And obviously I 61 00:02:42,639 --> 00:02:44,840 Speaker 2: was so enamored with you because you're the most charming 62 00:02:44,880 --> 00:02:48,200 Speaker 2: personal live but like I never got to just watch you. 63 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:51,080 Speaker 2: I had to act with you. And now I'm watching 64 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:54,919 Speaker 2: you and I am like cackling out loud. I'm obsessed 65 00:02:54,960 --> 00:02:59,360 Speaker 2: with Alex Dupray. I finally relate to Joy where she's like, 66 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:02,360 Speaker 2: oh yeah, it's really weird for me, Like anytime Nathan 67 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:04,600 Speaker 2: has chemistry with a girl on screen, I'm like jealous, 68 00:03:04,639 --> 00:03:06,560 Speaker 2: and I was like, that's weird. And then I was like, 69 00:03:06,680 --> 00:03:08,160 Speaker 2: I was like, how cute. I guess because you guys 70 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:10,880 Speaker 2: work together for so long and you know, Julian is 71 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:13,880 Speaker 2: Brook's endgame and I was like, they have really good chemistry. 72 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:16,320 Speaker 2: I was sort of offended. I'm also sort of a fan. 73 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:20,120 Speaker 2: Should Alex and Julian of ended up together, Like, I 74 00:03:20,120 --> 00:03:21,440 Speaker 2: don't know what's happening to me. 75 00:03:21,800 --> 00:03:26,320 Speaker 3: Well, spoiler alert, Alex did get Julian in the end 76 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:28,520 Speaker 3: in a different movie, because we just didn't. We just 77 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:30,480 Speaker 3: did a movie together, and every little piece of my heart, 78 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:32,040 Speaker 3: I was like, I'm going to go on Drama Queen's 79 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 3: and be like, well Alex finally got to kiss Julian 80 00:03:34,280 --> 00:03:38,080 Speaker 3: and Alex but then he tried to kill her, so 81 00:03:38,240 --> 00:03:39,200 Speaker 3: you know it didn't really. 82 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:42,400 Speaker 2: End up well okay, well that that was the plot 83 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:44,560 Speaker 2: twist I didn't see coming, but probably the point of 84 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:45,280 Speaker 2: the movie. 85 00:03:45,880 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, but yeah, anyway, but it was like it was 86 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,200 Speaker 3: very much like a A wow. I was like a 87 00:03:50,200 --> 00:03:52,000 Speaker 3: lot of people are like, Brooke is not going to 88 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:53,560 Speaker 3: like this because like the Tree Hills, like you know, 89 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,000 Speaker 3: when they cast said Austin and Together, I'm like, all right, 90 00:03:56,040 --> 00:03:58,160 Speaker 3: he's playing my husband. And my first thought was the 91 00:03:58,200 --> 00:04:00,320 Speaker 3: Tree Hill fans. I was like, they're gonna yeah this. 92 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:03,880 Speaker 2: I sort of love it though. I feel like it's 93 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 2: such a testament to our show that so many of 94 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:11,640 Speaker 2: us wind up coming together on all these other endeavors. 95 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:15,360 Speaker 2: Like there's something really special about the kinds of friendships 96 00:04:15,360 --> 00:04:18,279 Speaker 2: you build where it doesn't matter if it's been a 97 00:04:18,279 --> 00:04:20,200 Speaker 2: week or a year since you've seen someone, You're like 98 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:23,719 Speaker 2: right back in the groove. Yeah, it's something that only 99 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:25,719 Speaker 2: this little handful of us got to do together, and 100 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:26,680 Speaker 2: it's so special. 101 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:29,919 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was. It was cool because I was so 102 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:33,240 Speaker 3: my husband has never never watched One Tree Hill ever, 103 00:04:33,279 --> 00:04:35,120 Speaker 3: and oh my god, I was going to ask, yeah, 104 00:04:35,120 --> 00:04:37,880 Speaker 3: he's never watched, had no idea who I was on 105 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:42,960 Speaker 3: the show, and he and honestly, like, when I auditioned 106 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:45,440 Speaker 3: for One Tree Hill, I didn't even audition for Alex, 107 00:04:45,600 --> 00:04:50,320 Speaker 3: auditioned for Chantelle's character. I didn't know that in Chantale 108 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:51,359 Speaker 3: auditioned for Alex. 109 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:54,720 Speaker 2: What wait, okay, hold on, hold on, do you know 110 00:04:55,400 --> 00:04:57,920 Speaker 2: that when the show first started? And I didn't even 111 00:04:57,920 --> 00:04:59,720 Speaker 2: know this until years later because Brook's not in the 112 00:04:59,760 --> 00:05:02,400 Speaker 2: pie so like I missed, you know. I showed up 113 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:07,320 Speaker 2: in Wilmington in July for like episode one, and everybody 114 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:09,880 Speaker 2: had had this pre existing life for months where like 115 00:05:09,920 --> 00:05:11,680 Speaker 2: they knew each other and all these things from the 116 00:05:11,720 --> 00:05:15,360 Speaker 2: pilot back in April, and I had no clue about 117 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,720 Speaker 2: very pivotal pieces of information, both on screen and off. 118 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:23,920 Speaker 2: And I learned that originally the WB had tried to 119 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:28,360 Speaker 2: cast Chad as Nathan. Oh wow, and he was like, no, 120 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:30,520 Speaker 2: I always play the bad guy. I want to play 121 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:33,120 Speaker 2: the good guy because I guess his character on Dawson's 122 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:35,080 Speaker 2: Creek was like a really terrible person. I don't know. 123 00:05:35,120 --> 00:05:37,680 Speaker 2: I didn't watch the later seasons of the show, but 124 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:41,680 Speaker 2: so Chad was almost Nathan and you were almost Quinn. Yeah, 125 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:43,040 Speaker 2: oh my god, this is crazy. 126 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 3: Yeah. So I remember going into producer sessions with you know, 127 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:50,480 Speaker 3: the producers, and then the creator was there and he 128 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:54,000 Speaker 3: was like, you're great, but I don't think this is 129 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:56,520 Speaker 3: your part. And I was like okay. He's like, can 130 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:58,120 Speaker 3: you read these sides? Can you go out in the 131 00:05:58,200 --> 00:06:04,240 Speaker 3: hall and read these sides? And so I'm just like yeah, sure, yep. 132 00:06:04,440 --> 00:06:06,160 Speaker 3: And so I go out there and I'm reading these 133 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,480 Speaker 3: sides and I'm like, this is so not me, Like 134 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:11,479 Speaker 3: this is the farthest thing from me. I don't feel 135 00:06:11,520 --> 00:06:15,120 Speaker 3: connected to this character at all, and I just like 136 00:06:15,320 --> 00:06:17,760 Speaker 3: I don't know, like the every time, even like to 137 00:06:17,800 --> 00:06:21,720 Speaker 3: this day, whenever there's like a really big energy, I 138 00:06:21,760 --> 00:06:23,440 Speaker 3: just I don't know, I just it doesn't like it 139 00:06:23,520 --> 00:06:25,280 Speaker 3: just feels weird. I'm like, she's an alcoholic and I've 140 00:06:25,279 --> 00:06:27,520 Speaker 3: never been drunk before, and I've never done drugs, and 141 00:06:27,600 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 3: so it's just like all the things. I'm like, I 142 00:06:28,720 --> 00:06:31,000 Speaker 3: just have not connected this character. And then I booked 143 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,520 Speaker 3: it and I was like, oh crap. So so then, 144 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:38,640 Speaker 3: like watching back, I was always really insecure of playing 145 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:41,880 Speaker 3: Alex because I just didn't I don't know, it just 146 00:06:41,960 --> 00:06:44,280 Speaker 3: it she didn't. I really had to like try to 147 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:46,919 Speaker 3: like create create something different with her and try to 148 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:50,080 Speaker 3: make her have a little bit of heart in moments. Yeah, 149 00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 3: because I just didn't like connect her at times. But 150 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:53,560 Speaker 3: then there's other scenes where it was like, you know, 151 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:55,200 Speaker 3: later on scenes, I'm like, oh my gosh, I so 152 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:58,000 Speaker 3: connect her. But but yeah, it was it was always 153 00:06:58,040 --> 00:06:59,960 Speaker 3: so weird. But watching back, I'm like, Okay, I wasn't. 154 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:03,120 Speaker 3: In my head, I thought I wasn't. I wasn't good. 155 00:07:03,200 --> 00:07:05,040 Speaker 3: I wasn't like funny or I wasn't and I'm like, oh, 156 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:07,440 Speaker 3: I'm actually laughing along to like our scenes. It was 157 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:10,400 Speaker 3: like enjoyable to actually watch back a few episodes to 158 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:13,120 Speaker 3: go okay, like this was funny or I did do 159 00:07:13,160 --> 00:07:13,960 Speaker 3: a decent job. 160 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:14,960 Speaker 1: Yeah. 161 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:19,600 Speaker 2: I mean, my god, you're so good. It's really interesting 162 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:21,600 Speaker 2: to hear you talk about it in that way because 163 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:23,520 Speaker 2: that's how I felt getting cast as Brooke. 164 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:27,200 Speaker 3: Oh wow, and you're like the perfect Brook And. 165 00:07:27,640 --> 00:07:31,320 Speaker 2: To me you obviously I know you as a human differently, 166 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:33,560 Speaker 2: and you know me as a human differently, But on 167 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:36,480 Speaker 2: screen you embody so much of Alex And I think 168 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:39,600 Speaker 2: I think maybe that's the through line is when you 169 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 2: can't understand why someone would behave in a way, you 170 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:46,400 Speaker 2: really have to figure out why. You have to figure 171 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:49,280 Speaker 2: out their emotional story. You have to have something underneath 172 00:07:49,280 --> 00:07:55,080 Speaker 2: it that makes this, you know, on paper outlandish behavior 173 00:07:55,600 --> 00:07:57,240 Speaker 2: feel like it comes from somewhere. 174 00:07:57,480 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 3: Yeah. 175 00:07:57,960 --> 00:08:01,280 Speaker 2: And I remember early in us doing the podcast when 176 00:08:01,720 --> 00:08:05,200 Speaker 2: Joy and Hill and I were talking and Joy was like, wait, 177 00:08:05,320 --> 00:08:09,120 Speaker 2: I but hold on, because to me, you know, this 178 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:11,640 Speaker 2: all made sense. Why did it feel so different for you, 179 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:13,520 Speaker 2: and I told her this, and I don't know if 180 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:17,440 Speaker 2: we've ever talked about this part, but like when we 181 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:20,480 Speaker 2: started the show, like when I came in for episode one, 182 00:08:21,240 --> 00:08:25,440 Speaker 2: I was three years out of an all girls school, 183 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:29,080 Speaker 2: Like there were fifty five girls in my graduating class, 184 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:32,440 Speaker 2: and we were in school from seventh through twelfth grade together, 185 00:08:32,520 --> 00:08:34,880 Speaker 2: and then I went to you know, a big sort 186 00:08:34,920 --> 00:08:37,280 Speaker 2: of traditional college for three years, and then I came 187 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:40,800 Speaker 2: to set. I was like, what is high school? Who 188 00:08:40,840 --> 00:08:44,320 Speaker 2: are boys? Like, what do you mean they're in your class? 189 00:08:44,360 --> 00:08:46,920 Speaker 2: What do you mean people ditch? I could never I 190 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,839 Speaker 2: could never have skipped class, like in the school that 191 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:51,640 Speaker 2: I went to, There's no way I could have gotten 192 00:08:51,640 --> 00:08:54,600 Speaker 2: away with it. So to be this girl who was 193 00:08:54,640 --> 00:08:59,240 Speaker 2: like sexual and into i don't know, being wild and 194 00:08:59,280 --> 00:09:02,400 Speaker 2: cutting school, I didn't care. I was. I felt like 195 00:09:02,480 --> 00:09:07,120 Speaker 2: you felt being like, uh okay, I guess I have 196 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:08,760 Speaker 2: to figure out why she's like. 197 00:09:08,800 --> 00:09:11,840 Speaker 3: This, right, And you did and you killed it. 198 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:14,520 Speaker 2: What a trip though, because I feel that watching you, 199 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 2: I'm like, you just absolutely crushed it. 200 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:19,960 Speaker 3: Well, thank you. But it was like we ended up 201 00:09:20,040 --> 00:09:23,960 Speaker 3: watching a couple more of the episodes and there was 202 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:27,079 Speaker 3: that you know, the scenes where I ended up finding 203 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 3: her and me through her. It was it was a 204 00:09:29,760 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 3: very like Crety and I like I now miss playing Alex. 205 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:35,960 Speaker 3: It's like, I just she was so fun, you know, 206 00:09:36,559 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 3: and I feel like a lot of times I I 207 00:09:39,559 --> 00:09:41,800 Speaker 3: don't take risks and I'm like, oh, I'm not right 208 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:43,480 Speaker 3: for this, I'm not right for this, and so she's 209 00:09:43,679 --> 00:09:45,480 Speaker 3: like that character has kind of helped me go Okay, no, 210 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:47,480 Speaker 3: I wasn't right for that. I didn't feel like I 211 00:09:47,480 --> 00:09:48,680 Speaker 3: was right for that and I got it, so like 212 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:50,920 Speaker 3: kind of and then like have fun with things? Is 213 00:09:50,960 --> 00:09:54,280 Speaker 3: I really truly like I there's I stopped myself from 214 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:56,200 Speaker 3: the fun and the joy of a lot of stuff. 215 00:09:56,400 --> 00:09:59,120 Speaker 3: So because I'm too in my brain. 216 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, oh isn't It's so interesting when we go 217 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:04,480 Speaker 2: to therapy and we figure out how our childhood trauma 218 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:06,800 Speaker 2: presents as adults and you're like, I'm not going to 219 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:07,959 Speaker 2: do that, and I'm not going to do that, and 220 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:10,120 Speaker 2: I'm not going to do anything that is maybe unsafe, 221 00:10:10,559 --> 00:10:12,680 Speaker 2: and then it's in the unsafe where you kind of 222 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:14,920 Speaker 2: learn the most and you have the most fun with yourself. 223 00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:17,600 Speaker 3: Yeah. So yeah, but that's why I missed it. That's 224 00:10:17,600 --> 00:10:19,480 Speaker 3: why it was fun to kind of like revisit. And 225 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:22,200 Speaker 3: then Alan was just chuckling in bed last night just 226 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:24,360 Speaker 3: watching all of it. He was just like, he was, 227 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:25,959 Speaker 3: your voice is different. I'm like, I know, why is 228 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:29,719 Speaker 3: my voice so high? 229 00:10:29,760 --> 00:10:32,560 Speaker 2: But maybe that maybe the voice helped you get into 230 00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:33,280 Speaker 2: it right, you know? 231 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:34,440 Speaker 3: Yeah? 232 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:39,080 Speaker 2: I loved it. Okay, So we are an easy ten 233 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:41,320 Speaker 2: minutes in and I think what we have to do 234 00:10:41,360 --> 00:10:43,840 Speaker 2: for the fans. I want to go through some like 235 00:10:44,840 --> 00:10:48,040 Speaker 2: Q and A, let's get into some stuff questions and 236 00:10:48,120 --> 00:10:49,959 Speaker 2: then do the episode because I feel like we have 237 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:51,600 Speaker 2: too much to talk about to try to do them 238 00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:54,400 Speaker 2: all at the same time. Are you down? Just so 239 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:59,640 Speaker 2: you just talked about Alan? Also footnote, So Megan Park, 240 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:02,000 Speaker 2: you know who's married to Tyler Hilton for all the 241 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:06,959 Speaker 2: friends at home, our beloved Chris Keller. Megan got these 242 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:09,600 Speaker 2: hats made that say I've never seen One Tree Hill 243 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:14,400 Speaker 2: because she'd never seen it, and she sent one to 244 00:11:14,440 --> 00:11:17,360 Speaker 2: Ash and I feel like Alan needs one too. 245 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:20,760 Speaker 3: One percent. And also yo, I mean I hate to 246 00:11:20,800 --> 00:11:23,839 Speaker 3: say it, but I never watched I know, I personally 247 00:11:23,880 --> 00:11:26,880 Speaker 3: never watched One Tree Hill, and I watched a couple episodes, 248 00:11:26,880 --> 00:11:28,480 Speaker 3: but then I didn't go back, and like, I didn't 249 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 3: even know Nathan and uh, I didn't know there were brothers, 250 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:37,760 Speaker 3: like until like way later. I really just didn't do 251 00:11:37,800 --> 00:11:40,520 Speaker 3: my research before going on the show. I knew you, 252 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:43,640 Speaker 3: I knew like, but I just yeah, I know, I 253 00:11:43,679 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 3: was so nervous. I remember working with you. I was like, 254 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:47,319 Speaker 3: oh my gosh, she's so Sophia Bush. 255 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:48,520 Speaker 2: Oh my god. Stop. 256 00:11:48,760 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 3: But yeah, so I but yeah, Alan for sure because 257 00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:53,760 Speaker 3: he's never seen any of them, so yeah, until. 258 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:57,280 Speaker 2: That is so great? Yeah wait, so what what did 259 00:11:57,320 --> 00:11:59,040 Speaker 2: he think? What was the feedback? 260 00:11:59,520 --> 00:12:02,640 Speaker 3: He he was like, you know, in his little cute 261 00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:06,160 Speaker 3: Scottish accent, he's like he really, He's like, yeah, babies, 262 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:08,120 Speaker 3: like that was I get it. I get why people 263 00:12:08,160 --> 00:12:10,160 Speaker 3: like it so much. He's like, I got into it, 264 00:12:10,360 --> 00:12:12,439 Speaker 3: you know. So then, because he was asking questions about 265 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,240 Speaker 3: the episode we were watching, He's like, so, wait, did 266 00:12:14,720 --> 00:12:16,880 Speaker 3: is there a love child with Nathan or is that 267 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:19,679 Speaker 3: like she she actually lying? So I'm like, oh, you're 268 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:20,560 Speaker 3: asking questions. 269 00:12:21,040 --> 00:12:24,280 Speaker 2: Interesting, You're into it, invested in the drama. 270 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, And he's like, okay, So I thought, then I 271 00:12:27,640 --> 00:12:30,600 Speaker 3: thought Colletti or you know, Stephen's character was with Mia. 272 00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:33,160 Speaker 3: What so I thought that was your boy So he 273 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:35,240 Speaker 3: was like, how does what's the progression like? And so 274 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:37,520 Speaker 3: he was he was definitely asking. So he liked it. 275 00:12:37,559 --> 00:12:39,199 Speaker 2: I love it. Yeah, I love it. 276 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:41,240 Speaker 3: And then he was just like you're so young, and 277 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:43,079 Speaker 3: you know, he's like, you're cute. 278 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:48,120 Speaker 2: I was watching yesterday to get prepped, and I'm on 279 00:12:48,160 --> 00:12:50,880 Speaker 2: the East coast and so Ash sat down to watch 280 00:12:50,880 --> 00:12:53,960 Speaker 2: with me. Our friend Sammy's here and she was like, wait, 281 00:12:54,120 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 2: but that's your boyfriend. Wait, you also dated this guy 282 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:59,240 Speaker 2: in high school? Wait? Okay, has Brooke dated every boy 283 00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:01,680 Speaker 2: on the show? Okay? Wait. There were so many questions 284 00:13:01,679 --> 00:13:04,079 Speaker 2: and I was like, oh man, people, it's the exact 285 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:06,480 Speaker 2: same feeling. You're like, oh, you really do want to 286 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 2: know who these people are. You want to understand their world. 287 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:12,520 Speaker 2: And then the question that is the bane of my existence, 288 00:13:12,520 --> 00:13:15,560 Speaker 2: which doesn't relate to any of our characters, is everyone 289 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:18,360 Speaker 2: who tunes in and later seasons goes, why is your 290 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:21,200 Speaker 2: store so purple? I'm like, listen, I didn't pick it out. 291 00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 2: It wouldn't have been my choice. I don't know what 292 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:25,880 Speaker 2: else to say other than it was the early aughts 293 00:13:25,920 --> 00:13:28,920 Speaker 2: and people were really into lavender. 294 00:13:29,160 --> 00:13:55,640 Speaker 3: It worked, It worked, it's fine, fine, it's fine. 295 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:51,800 Speaker 2: Okay, you and Alan got married in Scotland. Congratulations. How 296 00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:54,320 Speaker 2: long has it been? How is newly led life? Tell 297 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:55,480 Speaker 2: us how you met your man? 298 00:13:56,320 --> 00:14:01,800 Speaker 3: So he DMed me on Instagram's s not Yeah, he 299 00:14:01,880 --> 00:14:04,600 Speaker 3: slid into the dms, but he was. He's a football 300 00:14:04,679 --> 00:14:09,000 Speaker 3: soccer coach and so he was coaching in England and 301 00:14:09,120 --> 00:14:11,679 Speaker 3: at the time, you know, I'm divorced to have two kids, 302 00:14:11,679 --> 00:14:14,000 Speaker 3: and I had just had quite a fun summer and 303 00:14:14,000 --> 00:14:15,680 Speaker 3: I'm like, you know what, I just need a break 304 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:18,520 Speaker 3: and I just want to just chill and U But 305 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:20,840 Speaker 3: he was pretty persistent, and I told him if he 306 00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:24,040 Speaker 3: was ever in the States to come to Nashville and 307 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:28,360 Speaker 3: you know, we can go out for a drink. And he, uh, 308 00:14:28,960 --> 00:14:31,280 Speaker 3: we were yeah, we were texting, and then he's like, 309 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:33,280 Speaker 3: all right, I'm gonna I'm gonna be in Tampa, so 310 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:36,200 Speaker 3: I'm gonna come. I'd love to take you out in Nashville. 311 00:14:36,240 --> 00:14:37,480 Speaker 3: So I was like, sure, I'll go out with you. 312 00:14:37,520 --> 00:14:40,000 Speaker 3: And then it was just like stepping into my own 313 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:43,240 Speaker 3: Christmas movie. We was in November and the Christmas lights 314 00:14:43,240 --> 00:14:44,840 Speaker 3: were all up in the tree and he just like 315 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,840 Speaker 3: turns around and his like dapper, you know, peak coat 316 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 3: and his like sexy Scottish accent, and I was like, oh, 317 00:14:50,720 --> 00:14:55,400 Speaker 3: I am so screwed. Yeah, and then you know, things 318 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,640 Speaker 3: obviously progressed pretty quick from there and he moved over 319 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:03,880 Speaker 3: in March. I was in gosh, I mean what April? 320 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 3: And then we had our baby in November and yeah, 321 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:12,000 Speaker 3: and then we just got married on July thirteenth, twenty four. 322 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:14,080 Speaker 2: Oh, it's so exciting. 323 00:15:14,360 --> 00:15:17,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, and he's I mean, he's a dream. It's it's been. 324 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:21,880 Speaker 3: It's it's so beautiful now kind of where life is 325 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:24,160 Speaker 3: at because I always there were so many questions like 326 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,120 Speaker 3: why did this happen? Or how come I had to 327 00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:28,160 Speaker 3: go through that and like I you know, the struggle 328 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:30,120 Speaker 3: that I had with my ex husband for seven years 329 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:32,600 Speaker 3: and just like the back and forth you know, affairs, 330 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:36,560 Speaker 3: and it's like it's it's so beautiful now to go okay, 331 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:38,640 Speaker 3: I had to kind of walk this path, find me 332 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:42,280 Speaker 3: through that path, and then find the absolute love of 333 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:45,880 Speaker 3: my life who I just trust with everything, and he 334 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 3: how he loves my you know, my two kids has 335 00:15:48,560 --> 00:15:51,000 Speaker 3: now step kids is just it's so beautiful and like 336 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,840 Speaker 3: they they now get to see what you know, true 337 00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:55,800 Speaker 3: love looks like and in a you know, a more 338 00:15:55,880 --> 00:16:00,280 Speaker 3: modern world, and it's just it's beautiful, and he's he's 339 00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:02,360 Speaker 3: so good with me, like he pushes me, but yet 340 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:08,040 Speaker 3: he's very he's very protective, he's very loving, and we 341 00:16:08,160 --> 00:16:09,600 Speaker 3: just we have each other's back, and I just I 342 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:12,280 Speaker 3: don't there's no there's no doubts because he shows up. 343 00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:14,040 Speaker 3: He says what he says, and he does what he does. 344 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:16,480 Speaker 3: You know, he says what he does. So it's those 345 00:16:16,640 --> 00:16:19,000 Speaker 3: words and actions match, and it makes me then trust 346 00:16:19,040 --> 00:16:20,960 Speaker 3: him and not you know, freak out like I did 347 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:22,840 Speaker 3: the last time. So it's just like it's a beautiful 348 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,760 Speaker 3: and it's peaceful, and it's like I finally can take 349 00:16:25,800 --> 00:16:28,120 Speaker 3: a breath and just like have steady ground, and that's 350 00:16:28,280 --> 00:16:29,840 Speaker 3: just a joy. 351 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:34,920 Speaker 2: I like, I love that you chose to say peaceful. 352 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:42,160 Speaker 2: We've certainly like been through the Ringer together and in parallel, 353 00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:48,600 Speaker 2: and I didn't even realize for the longest time how 354 00:16:48,680 --> 00:16:51,320 Speaker 2: hard all the work felt. And I think when you 355 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:55,760 Speaker 2: have to your point past betrayal to heal, you know, 356 00:16:56,640 --> 00:17:00,640 Speaker 2: very by the way well deserved trust issues, Like when 357 00:17:00,640 --> 00:17:04,200 Speaker 2: you've been through things that are so hard, I think 358 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:06,199 Speaker 2: there can even be at least there was for me 359 00:17:06,320 --> 00:17:10,520 Speaker 2: this like subconscious desire to prove that that didn't change 360 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:14,200 Speaker 2: you and that you can move past it. And when 361 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:18,760 Speaker 2: you try to do everything right, it doesn't necessarily mean 362 00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:25,600 Speaker 2: that it's right for you. Doesn't necessarily mean that checking 363 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:28,560 Speaker 2: every you know box off the list is going to 364 00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:33,800 Speaker 2: actually lead you to happiness or peace. And sometimes I 365 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:39,000 Speaker 2: wonder if, especially because for us as performance artists, we've 366 00:17:39,040 --> 00:17:42,800 Speaker 2: been trained to like push through the pain, sing through 367 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:47,359 Speaker 2: the sickness, act through the illness, whatever it is, because 368 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:50,960 Speaker 2: you have to be a good team leader. And I 369 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:54,359 Speaker 2: think that that can be really great in a team sport, 370 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:58,240 Speaker 2: but isn't necessarily so great in your personal home life. 371 00:17:58,320 --> 00:17:58,840 Speaker 3: And when you. 372 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:02,320 Speaker 2: Stop like fighting through it and you find a person 373 00:18:02,359 --> 00:18:05,520 Speaker 2: you can rest with, like what a gift? 374 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,840 Speaker 3: Yeah? So yeah, I mean there's there's that piece, and 375 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:11,639 Speaker 3: then there's just there's a piece. There's a piece of 376 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:14,640 Speaker 3: just so much safety too, not in like a settling 377 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:17,479 Speaker 3: safety way, like he's just like I feel so safe 378 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:21,240 Speaker 3: with him, and and with that is the support and 379 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:24,680 Speaker 3: the love and everything else. But there's I've always kind 380 00:18:24,680 --> 00:18:26,919 Speaker 3: of feared things, and I don't have to fear anymore. 381 00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:28,280 Speaker 3: I don't have to fear of the abuse. I don't 382 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 3: have to fear of the betrayal. Like I get to 383 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:33,560 Speaker 3: just feel safe in a beautiful way. And that's that's 384 00:18:33,560 --> 00:18:34,520 Speaker 3: a gift for sure too. 385 00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:36,800 Speaker 2: Well, yeah, when your nervous system gets to. 386 00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 3: Relax, I know, I'm like, oh, well this is nice. 387 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:42,200 Speaker 3: And so now I'm like with my ax, I'm like 388 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:46,520 Speaker 3: thank you, Like, yeah, thanks, Yeah, it's good. You know. 389 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:50,080 Speaker 2: I think that's a really profound place to get to, 390 00:18:50,480 --> 00:18:52,840 Speaker 2: is when you can look at every thing that's ever 391 00:18:52,880 --> 00:18:56,480 Speaker 2: happened to you, every way someone betrayed your trust and go, 392 00:18:58,000 --> 00:18:59,439 Speaker 2: you know what, if that's what it took me to 393 00:18:59,480 --> 00:19:03,160 Speaker 2: get here and to just like lay it all down 394 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:06,359 Speaker 2: and be willing to start over and be happy. Thank you. 395 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:11,120 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it's big. I'm just so happy for you. 396 00:19:13,800 --> 00:19:17,880 Speaker 2: So what is what is life like? Tell us what's 397 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:21,160 Speaker 2: going on? I mean, you've you've been such a great 398 00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:24,359 Speaker 2: leader with your platform, like the things that you have 399 00:19:25,200 --> 00:19:27,239 Speaker 2: been willing to speak about and the journeys you've been 400 00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:30,840 Speaker 2: willing to take people on. I think I think people 401 00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:34,320 Speaker 2: don't always necessarily know what sort of courage and vulnerability 402 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:38,400 Speaker 2: that can take. But you've modeled it really really beautifully, 403 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:43,800 Speaker 2: and I don't know, like what what feels like next. 404 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:45,640 Speaker 2: You know, you just talked about the movie you did 405 00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:46,200 Speaker 2: with Austin. 406 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:49,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was so fun that came out, That came 407 00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:52,080 Speaker 3: out this summer, and it was it was so fun. 408 00:19:52,080 --> 00:19:54,000 Speaker 3: And that was a you know, that was a piece 409 00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:56,760 Speaker 3: on domestic violence, which you know obviously you know my 410 00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:58,800 Speaker 3: past with domestic violence. So to be able to kind 411 00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:02,919 Speaker 3: of change the script and I got to get the 412 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:06,040 Speaker 3: power back through acting was a really powerful moment. Like 413 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:08,560 Speaker 3: I never got to I got to see my ex 414 00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:10,480 Speaker 3: in court, but I never got to say anything. And 415 00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:12,560 Speaker 3: so this like I got to you know, change the 416 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:14,480 Speaker 3: script with that, and so that was a really powerful 417 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:18,000 Speaker 3: thing I got to this past summer and you know, uh, 418 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:21,960 Speaker 3: this year, I mean my book, I'm still you know, 419 00:20:22,119 --> 00:20:23,760 Speaker 3: promoting the book that I wrote last year or the 420 00:20:23,800 --> 00:20:25,679 Speaker 3: next chapter. And that was you know, walking through a 421 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:28,560 Speaker 3: really hard season of you know, divorce and getting through that. 422 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:33,240 Speaker 3: And but really I've always put my joy and happiness 423 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:35,359 Speaker 3: on a relationship and a man, and I really had 424 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:37,879 Speaker 3: to go, okay, I have I forced myself to be 425 00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:40,760 Speaker 3: alone to find true happiness with myself. And that was 426 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,760 Speaker 3: the hardest piece of my post divorce that I had 427 00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:46,120 Speaker 3: to walk through because I've always was like I am 428 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:48,199 Speaker 3: happy when I am in a relationship, and I was like, 429 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:51,160 Speaker 3: I have to break that cycle because I will never 430 00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:55,040 Speaker 3: be happy. He will never be enough or make me happy. 431 00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:56,879 Speaker 3: So I'm like, I got to find it. So I 432 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 3: think that was a you know, so I'm still you know, 433 00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:02,600 Speaker 3: working on ways of you know, still talking about that. 434 00:21:02,760 --> 00:21:06,520 Speaker 3: And obviously through my podcast wind Down has been you know, 435 00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:09,960 Speaker 3: a really we do like therapy Thursdays because obviously, I 436 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:13,280 Speaker 3: think it's really important to talk about, you know, mental health. 437 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:15,200 Speaker 3: So we have two episodes a week that we do, 438 00:21:15,640 --> 00:21:20,360 Speaker 3: uh and then you know, I'm just grinding and auditioning 439 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:22,639 Speaker 3: and just trying to like my dream obviously is to 440 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:25,879 Speaker 3: be back on a show watching these episodes again, and 441 00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:27,879 Speaker 3: I you know, I kind of fast forward through a 442 00:21:27,880 --> 00:21:30,240 Speaker 3: few more of the other ones and you know, getting 443 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:33,639 Speaker 3: to one of the episodes and the season one of 444 00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:36,840 Speaker 3: the season finales was like like having that like camaraderie 445 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:38,959 Speaker 3: again with like a cast, and like it's just like 446 00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:41,920 Speaker 3: like I miss it, Like I miss I miss showing 447 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:45,240 Speaker 3: up and doing that and working, you know, and I've 448 00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:49,400 Speaker 3: gotten so close on some shows that have just been heartbreaking. 449 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:52,320 Speaker 3: In this industry is so hard, you know, it's like, yeah, 450 00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:54,480 Speaker 3: I had one that I tested for, got pinned for, 451 00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:56,480 Speaker 3: and you know, working out all the stuff, and then 452 00:21:56,520 --> 00:21:58,119 Speaker 3: you get the call they're like they went with the 453 00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:01,480 Speaker 3: other one, other actress, and it's like it's just devastating, 454 00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:04,159 Speaker 3: you know, because you get so close and you're like, well, 455 00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:05,720 Speaker 3: I don't know when I'm going to be that close again. 456 00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:08,600 Speaker 3: But I'm for me, I'm just like, you know, I 457 00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:12,359 Speaker 3: support my kids, and I will always be working and 458 00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 3: grinding and and a piece of that is like I 459 00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 3: want to be giving back and working on charities and stuff, 460 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:20,640 Speaker 3: but also you know, dream goals or yeah I get 461 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 3: back on a show, that's like my number one thing 462 00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:25,920 Speaker 3: is working towards that, and you know, just being the 463 00:22:25,960 --> 00:22:27,800 Speaker 3: best mom my kid because I've got three kids now, 464 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,800 Speaker 3: and you know, my husband he's traveling a lot with soccer. 465 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:34,240 Speaker 3: So it's just you know, it's a lot as you 466 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:39,399 Speaker 3: know now with having littles around, and so it's you know, 467 00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:41,960 Speaker 3: it's a it's a responsibility. And for me, it's like 468 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:45,120 Speaker 3: I just I want to I want to keep grinding, 469 00:22:45,119 --> 00:22:47,199 Speaker 3: but I have to you know, support supporting them, and 470 00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:50,760 Speaker 3: also like their childhood goes by so fast that I 471 00:22:50,840 --> 00:22:53,240 Speaker 3: want to be present in those moments too. Like there's 472 00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:55,760 Speaker 3: a lot of things that I've There was a movie 473 00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:57,320 Speaker 3: I didn't take this year because I didn't want to 474 00:22:57,359 --> 00:22:58,919 Speaker 3: go back to back movies because I'm like, I'm not 475 00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 3: going to miss six weeks that kids. Like, that's just 476 00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:03,360 Speaker 3: I'm still a mom first and foremost. 477 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:10,639 Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, it's like the grind changes and to 478 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:15,760 Speaker 2: really realize how how everything you do models for them, 479 00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:20,119 Speaker 2: and you know, I think there's no way that you 480 00:23:20,280 --> 00:23:23,080 Speaker 2: go through like some of the things you and I 481 00:23:23,119 --> 00:23:26,200 Speaker 2: have been through, and you get to the other end 482 00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:28,639 Speaker 2: of it where you go, oh, I can see everything 483 00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,199 Speaker 2: that led me here. I see what I accepted that 484 00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:34,399 Speaker 2: I shouldn't have. I see that I didn't know my worth. 485 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:38,359 Speaker 2: I see that I thought if I could build around 486 00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:42,719 Speaker 2: what might be missing, maybe the center would fill in. 487 00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:48,359 Speaker 2: Like whatever the aha moments are, you know, I and 488 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,200 Speaker 2: I know you feel a lot of this, Like I 489 00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:52,480 Speaker 2: love my parents, but there was a whole lot I 490 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:56,040 Speaker 2: didn't learn in my house that I'm finally coming to 491 00:23:56,160 --> 00:24:00,440 Speaker 2: terms with as an adult, and I cherish the fact 492 00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:02,399 Speaker 2: that we have such a good relationship and now we 493 00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:04,199 Speaker 2: can talk about a lot of the things that I 494 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:07,840 Speaker 2: didn't necessarily understand as a kid. But when you realize 495 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:12,200 Speaker 2: how early they get molded and how early they learn, 496 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,879 Speaker 2: you know, what healthy love is, and that they matter 497 00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:18,639 Speaker 2: and that they deserve to be seen and heard and 498 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:23,320 Speaker 2: all these things, it's like, yeah, shifts everything and I 499 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:27,240 Speaker 2: get you know, when you're young, it's like you go, yeah, 500 00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:28,720 Speaker 2: we can do it all, we can have it all, 501 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:30,960 Speaker 2: and then you become an adult and you go, yeah, maybe, 502 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,320 Speaker 2: but not all at the same time. Right. And I 503 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:36,000 Speaker 2: called one of my girlfriends who has two kids, and 504 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:37,919 Speaker 2: I was like the fact that I ever with a 505 00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:40,080 Speaker 2: straight face, looked at you and was like, well, yeah, 506 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:41,600 Speaker 2: why don't we just have dinner after the kids go 507 00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:46,439 Speaker 2: to bed like eight o'clock? Like excuse you, Yeah, if 508 00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:48,199 Speaker 2: they've gone to bed at eight, like you're asleep by 509 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:50,879 Speaker 2: eight twelve, what are you talking about. It's just like 510 00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:54,600 Speaker 2: a crazy it's a crazy thing, and it's fun. It's 511 00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:59,639 Speaker 2: really special to watch you get to do all this, 512 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,639 Speaker 2: navigate all this, and I love I love the fact, 513 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:07,199 Speaker 2: even by the way that you're so open, like to 514 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:09,159 Speaker 2: have written the book and to talk about what it 515 00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:14,479 Speaker 2: is to find that sort of piece in yourself and 516 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:17,960 Speaker 2: then also to be like, just because I finally put 517 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,560 Speaker 2: my own puzzle together, doesn't mean I don't have to 518 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:21,080 Speaker 2: work on me. 519 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:24,520 Speaker 3: Oh no, I go every two weeks to therapy, you know, 520 00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:27,480 Speaker 3: because it's things come up that trigger you from certain 521 00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,840 Speaker 3: things in your past. You know, that's the whole thing. 522 00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:32,000 Speaker 3: And what I think is cool about kind of you 523 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,679 Speaker 3: and I too, is like I you've seen me go 524 00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:38,560 Speaker 3: on that boy Chase struggle and that like and it's 525 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:41,200 Speaker 3: like there's so many times too, and like I can 526 00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 3: reverse it and go man, you know, it's when I've 527 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:46,280 Speaker 3: seen my friends kind of see what I was doing. 528 00:25:46,359 --> 00:25:49,679 Speaker 3: It's like you you can't do anything, you can't say anything. 529 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:51,960 Speaker 3: They just person just has to go through it, you know. 530 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,120 Speaker 3: So and it's kind of you know, you and you've 531 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:58,720 Speaker 3: gone on your own path of how your childhood has 532 00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 3: led you to walk different different roads. So yeah, you know, 533 00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:04,520 Speaker 3: and you just you find it out and then you 534 00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:08,199 Speaker 3: get to make the choice whether you're gonna succumb to 535 00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:11,440 Speaker 3: that or you're going to change it, and you know grow, So. 536 00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:17,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, it is, it's so it's so surreal. One of 537 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:20,840 Speaker 2: the things that I love that you mentioned about even 538 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,240 Speaker 2: carving out a space for that sort of growth on 539 00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:25,919 Speaker 2: the podcast, like what you do on wind down and 540 00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:30,720 Speaker 2: what you do on Thursdays. I just think it's more 541 00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:36,480 Speaker 2: powerful than you might even realize. The willingness to normalize growth, 542 00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:41,439 Speaker 2: to normalize learning, how to choose yourself, to say no 543 00:26:41,440 --> 00:26:43,600 Speaker 2: matter what it looks like on the outside, you don't 544 00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:47,040 Speaker 2: have any idea what's happening on the inside. You know, 545 00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:51,320 Speaker 2: the courage that it takes to share those things, I 546 00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:55,520 Speaker 2: don't know. I just I'm grateful that you do it well. 547 00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:57,760 Speaker 3: Like we're always going to get thrown things our way, 548 00:26:57,840 --> 00:27:01,000 Speaker 3: Like life isn't easy. It's hard. There's things that don't 549 00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:02,960 Speaker 3: make sense to us that we can be triggered from. 550 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,800 Speaker 3: But also like just because I'm not in a you know, 551 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:09,720 Speaker 3: my relationship now is is the healthiest model of a 552 00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 3: relationship I've ever had, But there's still going to be 553 00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:13,920 Speaker 3: things that come in, like I said, like from my past. 554 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 3: So it's yeah, okay, how do I how do I 555 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:19,000 Speaker 3: make sure that I communicate from the girl I am 556 00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:21,120 Speaker 3: now as opposed to the girl twenty years ago, because 557 00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:23,040 Speaker 3: I don't because I can. I can go back real 558 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:24,840 Speaker 3: fast to her, and I can go in protective mode 559 00:27:24,880 --> 00:27:26,359 Speaker 3: and I can be an ass and I can be 560 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:28,880 Speaker 3: mean with my words and I can like but that's 561 00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,600 Speaker 3: all like my protection and that's me trying to because 562 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,359 Speaker 3: I get scared and you're gonna you're gonna leave me, 563 00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:34,919 Speaker 3: You're not gonna choose me, and so it's like I 564 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:36,960 Speaker 3: go right back. So it's like, how do I like 565 00:27:37,359 --> 00:27:39,960 Speaker 3: take those moments to just like breathe and go, Okay, 566 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,080 Speaker 3: he's not leaving me, he's not hurt, you know, So 567 00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 3: it's like or and it's not just him, but like 568 00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:46,280 Speaker 3: just anybody. So it's like because I go straight into 569 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:49,919 Speaker 3: like got to protect myself d up like and so 570 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:54,359 Speaker 3: you know that's like those things like that is just 571 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:56,639 Speaker 3: you know, continuing to work on that and then something 572 00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:58,440 Speaker 3: that else, you know, anything else that kind of comes 573 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:00,080 Speaker 3: up is just like I just think that you can 574 00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:01,800 Speaker 3: always be growing, you can always be healing, you can 575 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:04,679 Speaker 3: always be learning. And so if I'm because that's going 576 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:06,160 Speaker 3: to make me a better parent too. 577 00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:09,960 Speaker 2: So yes, please, I'm like you know, you know, back 578 00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:11,919 Speaker 2: when Oprah was on and she'd be like tweet it, 579 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:17,960 Speaker 2: like I'm like put it up, but make it a billboard. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, 580 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:20,080 Speaker 2: I just I love it. 581 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:22,480 Speaker 3: Well, we were having it was funny, there was and 582 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 3: it wasn't even because we haven't even had like an argument, 583 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,159 Speaker 3: like we've you know, bickered a few times. But like 584 00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:30,960 Speaker 3: the other day, I had to I had to work 585 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,120 Speaker 3: something in with We were just kind of walking through 586 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,560 Speaker 3: something that I knew was possibly going to be triggering 587 00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:38,600 Speaker 3: for both of us, and so I was like, all right, 588 00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:40,760 Speaker 3: I'm going to tap into some therapy right now. I'm like, Okay, 589 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,800 Speaker 3: what I heard you said was this? And I'm like, 590 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:46,120 Speaker 3: is there anything I missed so that way, you know, 591 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:47,840 Speaker 3: and then like and then what did you hear me say? 592 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:49,200 Speaker 3: So it was just like and we had like the 593 00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:52,280 Speaker 3: most amazing conversation and like old school Janet, it would 594 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:54,560 Speaker 3: have been probably like a big fight, you know, right. 595 00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:10,160 Speaker 2: Isn't that cool though, when you see yourself grow and 596 00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:13,720 Speaker 2: you're like, wow, I had that. I had that recently too, 597 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:18,640 Speaker 2: like you know, the ringer of my early twenties and 598 00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:23,000 Speaker 2: like going from this tiny environment to college, which you know, 599 00:29:23,160 --> 00:29:25,560 Speaker 2: in two thousand, like I felt like I was on 600 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:27,560 Speaker 2: the side of can't hardly wait or something like it 601 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,480 Speaker 2: felt like a rom com. And then to be on 602 00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:33,080 Speaker 2: our show, which was such a highlight, but to like 603 00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:35,760 Speaker 2: get chewed up the way women were in that early 604 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:39,680 Speaker 2: ATS era in the tabloids and whatever, and by the way, 605 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:43,920 Speaker 2: to have all these other people project someone else's behavior 606 00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:47,080 Speaker 2: like onto me, and I was like, make the person 607 00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:49,000 Speaker 2: who did the behavior answer for it, Like I don't 608 00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:50,800 Speaker 2: want to answer for it. Stop asking me about it. 609 00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:54,760 Speaker 2: Like it was really traumatizing as a young as a 610 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,400 Speaker 2: young person, and it was hard to go through it 611 00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:01,480 Speaker 2: so quickly as our show, oh you know, was new 612 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,880 Speaker 2: and whatnot, and like recently I felt that part of 613 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:07,240 Speaker 2: me get triggered. That was like, leave me the fuck alone, 614 00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:13,000 Speaker 2: back off stop And I was like, oh whoa like 615 00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:18,440 Speaker 2: that old wound, like that pain, that twenty two to 616 00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:21,800 Speaker 2: twenty three year old version of me needs adult me 617 00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 2: to hold her and let her know that even though 618 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,680 Speaker 2: she was very alone then and the adults in the 619 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,960 Speaker 2: room were incredibly terrible to her and made a lot 620 00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:32,840 Speaker 2: of this stuff worse, Like I'm the adult in the 621 00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:34,760 Speaker 2: room now. But I was like, wow, it's been a 622 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:37,000 Speaker 2: while since since I saw her. It's been a while 623 00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:40,600 Speaker 2: since I let her drive the car right, and like, okay, 624 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,959 Speaker 2: really important to check in and be reminded that, like, 625 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,480 Speaker 2: it's okay to say it's hard to do what we do. 626 00:30:47,560 --> 00:30:50,600 Speaker 2: It's hard to be one little human on the receiving 627 00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:54,960 Speaker 2: end of millions of people's feedback. It's understandable that that's tough. 628 00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:58,480 Speaker 2: Let's change our relationship to it for a while, let's 629 00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:02,000 Speaker 2: set better boundaries around it. Yeah, it's an interesting thing 630 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:05,960 Speaker 2: as an adult to start reparenting, you know, your younger selves, 631 00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:08,240 Speaker 2: because you carry them around in you like little nesting 632 00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:09,840 Speaker 2: dolls forever. 633 00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:12,480 Speaker 3: Well that and like you just the age of you know, 634 00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:17,280 Speaker 3: when we started. When I started One Tree Hill, we 635 00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:21,880 Speaker 3: didn't have I didn't have an Instagram, and so god, 636 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:25,600 Speaker 3: I wish I could. You know, there's Instagram has has 637 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:27,920 Speaker 3: helped me support my children, and so for that, I'm 638 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:32,840 Speaker 3: very grateful for that platform. And also it's been half 639 00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:36,040 Speaker 3: the reason why I'm in therapy with because of the 640 00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:39,200 Speaker 3: loud noises and the voices and the criticism and and 641 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 3: also you know, we're you know, I've I've faulted in 642 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:44,600 Speaker 3: those areas too. Like I've been on the other side 643 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:46,480 Speaker 3: of it too, and I'm like, wow, I was just 644 00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:47,320 Speaker 3: a total hypocrite. 645 00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:49,320 Speaker 2: Oh you mean you were a human. You were actually 646 00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:52,200 Speaker 2: a human was not perfect all the time like a robot. 647 00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:56,720 Speaker 3: Right, But it's it's just like everything is so multiplied. 648 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:59,560 Speaker 3: And my therapist has really helped me work on because 649 00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:03,440 Speaker 3: I would sit and stew and read and like almost 650 00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:05,960 Speaker 3: like like be like, oh that I am that person. 651 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:07,880 Speaker 3: I'm like, no, that's not who I am, and like 652 00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:11,200 Speaker 3: and so she was. She really helped me with not 653 00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:13,840 Speaker 3: letting the gas in. She's like, stop opening the window 654 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 3: to get the gas. Like She's like, you can't breathe. 655 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:19,560 Speaker 3: He's like, why are you You're literally letting the toxins 656 00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:21,640 Speaker 3: in when you open the window. She's like, you are, 657 00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:23,640 Speaker 3: and you are doing it. She's like, I'm not opening 658 00:32:23,680 --> 00:32:26,080 Speaker 3: the window for you. You're allowing the window to open. 659 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:28,520 Speaker 3: And I'm like, yeah, well but you don't understand and 660 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:30,400 Speaker 3: it's hard and you like you but and like me, 661 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:32,560 Speaker 3: I just like always want to like defend myself and 662 00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,840 Speaker 3: like prove that I'm not this person, because that's what 663 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,120 Speaker 3: I've felt like I've had to do with my past abusers, 664 00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:38,880 Speaker 3: like prove that I'm not the reason like that I 665 00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:40,520 Speaker 3: should be hit or this that and the other and 666 00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:43,800 Speaker 3: so it's like, yeah, and I've and I don't know, 667 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:45,480 Speaker 3: if you like you don't want to talk with that's 668 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,400 Speaker 3: totally fine. But like when i've kind of you've obviously 669 00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:51,680 Speaker 3: had the other side of you know, the criticism and 670 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:55,080 Speaker 3: online stuff too with other things, and it's like, how 671 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,080 Speaker 3: you've is that why you kind of go offline a 672 00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 3: little bit at times? Like I see you on there? 673 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 3: But then also like it's like how do you deal 674 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:07,360 Speaker 3: with like that? Absolutely feeding into that that's people are negative. 675 00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:10,120 Speaker 2: People are horrible, And what you realize is it's like 676 00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:13,080 Speaker 2: you just don't know. Like people who saw you with 677 00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 2: your ex didn't know you were being abused. People who 678 00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:23,640 Speaker 2: saw me try to like build this life that I 679 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:27,400 Speaker 2: believed in and that I always wanted have no idea 680 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:32,479 Speaker 2: what it was like to go through the brutality of 681 00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:34,719 Speaker 2: a year of fertility. 682 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,400 Speaker 3: And social media does not know that inside walls, inside 683 00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:39,440 Speaker 3: the four walls, I don't know how. 684 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,200 Speaker 2: Many years you struggle, yea, they don't know what you're going. 685 00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:45,239 Speaker 3: To know any struggle. Alan always says, what's inside our 686 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:47,720 Speaker 3: four walls, that's what that's what matters, and that's the truth. 687 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,160 Speaker 3: We love Alan, We love Alan. It's just like my 688 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:53,640 Speaker 3: steady calm like anger. 689 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,680 Speaker 2: Rob calls me the president of the Jana Kramer Fan 690 00:33:56,720 --> 00:34:01,239 Speaker 2: Club Strong Queens, and I, I know you're clearly the 691 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:04,800 Speaker 2: president of the Alan Russell Fan Club, but I would 692 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,040 Speaker 2: like to be your VP and coacher. I got it. 693 00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:09,120 Speaker 3: And can I be Ashley since she's kind of my 694 00:34:09,200 --> 00:34:11,360 Speaker 3: lesbian well she isn't kind of, she is my lesbian crush. 695 00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:15,959 Speaker 2: So if I could just hi, thanks, girl, Absolutely come over. 696 00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:18,120 Speaker 2: We all need we need to like, we need to 697 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:18,640 Speaker 2: get the family. 698 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:20,640 Speaker 3: We can talk football, we can do a double date 699 00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:23,960 Speaker 3: and we can talk well they you know soccer. You know, 700 00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:25,279 Speaker 3: I have to I have to say, I mean it's 701 00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:27,160 Speaker 3: real soccer, Okay, thank you. 702 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,480 Speaker 2: It is like, it's so weird to me that we 703 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:32,600 Speaker 2: have this incredible global sport that is played with feet. 704 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,279 Speaker 3: Does she call it soccer though, even though they it's 705 00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:36,000 Speaker 3: she's an American. 706 00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:38,959 Speaker 2: It's it's like back and forth for her. She played 707 00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:41,760 Speaker 2: in Germany, she played in Sweden. Like she's done the whole, 708 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:46,080 Speaker 2: the whole rigamarole. But it's very funny to me that 709 00:34:46,200 --> 00:34:48,719 Speaker 2: like in America, we're like, well, for the world, the 710 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:51,200 Speaker 2: game with the feet is football. But here we throw 711 00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:53,200 Speaker 2: a ball around with our hands, and we'll call it 712 00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:56,480 Speaker 2: football because we decided. I'm like, who did who didn't? 713 00:34:58,160 --> 00:35:02,400 Speaker 3: Double date? Coming soon they can just football football. 714 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:05,640 Speaker 2: I can't wait. This has felt like therapy for me. 715 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:09,120 Speaker 2: I'm madly in love with you. I have one million 716 00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:12,120 Speaker 2: more questions for you about our show, about Alex dupray 717 00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:16,479 Speaker 2: about I mean, every dreamy will maintain thing. So let's 718 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:17,520 Speaker 2: go do seven oh six. 719 00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:18,960 Speaker 3: Hey, thanks for listening. 720 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,280 Speaker 2: Don't forget to leave us a review. 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