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Speaker 1: Heart Radio. Hey everyone, it is me Lee. Welcome to
Speaker 1: this special episode of Holy Human. It is our Thanksgiving special,
Speaker 1: our gratitude episode. I am so incredibly grateful for this podcast,
Speaker 1: for being able to share in this space with all
Speaker 1: of you, for all of you for tuning in, for
Speaker 1: sharing your heart and soul with me every episode, and yeah,
Speaker 1: just connecting on such a deep, true, honest human level.
Speaker 1: And I'm I'm incredibly incredibly grateful for you, so thank
Speaker 1: you all for being here. And today I thought that
Speaker 1: we would answer some of your questions. You all had
Speaker 1: some fantastic questions you sent in, and I thought we could,
Speaker 1: we could connect a bit more from you to me
Speaker 1: and me to you. So and I also thought I
Speaker 1: would have my dear friend Darryl Brown. I know you've
Speaker 1: heard me speak of him many times. He's usually the
Speaker 1: man behind, behind the a lot of things. Don't bring
Speaker 1: it up. That could sound very bad. I could go
Speaker 1: in many places with that, but no, he's usually the
Speaker 1: man behind me, supporting me, supporting me behind. So we
Speaker 1: thought that, uh, well, I thought I told him. He
Speaker 1: started asking me these questions and I'm like put the
Speaker 1: microphone up to your mouth. I want you to talk. Okay,
Speaker 1: here we go right, Oh my god, So he follows direction.
Speaker 1: Well number one, UM, and I'm glad that you are here, Daryl,
Speaker 1: thank you for joining me today. Well, thank you for
Speaker 1: letting me be here. You know, I love you and
Speaker 1: um and I love this podcast. I listened to it.
Speaker 1: I even record it with you, and I go back
Speaker 1: and re listen to it all the time. So I
Speaker 1: have gratitude and thanks for that too. Thank you. Well,
Speaker 1: we are going to get into some questions now and
Speaker 1: hopefully this will serve you in whatever ways needed. And
Speaker 1: so Darrell, yes, what are questions today? We have some
Speaker 1: questions from some fans and some listeners and podcast subscribers.
Speaker 1: And then we have a few a lot of questions.
Speaker 1: You have question Jim, Yes, I have no answers by
Speaker 1: questions and me to Well. The first one is kind
Speaker 1: of interesting is from Kristen and and she asked any
Speaker 1: tips on giving yourself compassion when you don't feel deserving
Speaker 1: of it. Before we jump to compassion, I think we
Speaker 1: have to start with acceptance. That would be where I
Speaker 1: would begin, And I know acceptance is such a key
Speaker 1: key piece and in healing and in our journey especially.
Speaker 1: I mean, I know from my own experience, unless I
Speaker 1: can accept everything as it is in this moment, there's
Speaker 1: no way to move from this moment forward. So can
Speaker 1: you accept the fact that you don't feel worthy? Can
Speaker 1: you sit in this moment and bring yourself into the
Speaker 1: present moment and accept all that is with full responsibility,
Speaker 1: and then from full responsibility you can begin to move
Speaker 1: into compassion. Wow, that's that's a great answer. Acceptance then compassion, well,
Speaker 1: acceptance and responsibility. So, and the idea of it is
Speaker 1: that if you don't have acceptance first and then take
Speaker 1: the responsibility. Is that what you're saying, Yes, then at
Speaker 1: that point, when you do do those things, you can
Speaker 1: give yourself compassion where it's needed. Yeah, I mean I
Speaker 1: think then you undo the victim card and you begin
Speaker 1: to take responsibility and actually can then begin to shift
Speaker 1: your own reality. That's interesting too, because if you don't
Speaker 1: do that, then you're just kind of putting a save
Speaker 1: on that you're kind of playating your own feelings, and
Speaker 1: then you then it fails. And he said, well, why
Speaker 1: should I give compassion to myself? It doesn't work? Yes?
Speaker 1: Then and then you're still victimized. Then you're still victimized. Right, Wow, great,
Speaker 1: some great tips on self compassion. I love it. Okay,
Speaker 1: let's see what we also we got here, Grandma Ma, oh,
Speaker 1: Grandma Lipstick seven. That in itself is that we need
Speaker 1: to ask you how you got that name. But the
Speaker 1: question for Grandma Lipsticks seven is how did your anxiety
Speaker 1: and depression affect your relationships with loved ones? I can
Speaker 1: answer that maybe I don't want you to do. Is
Speaker 1: this part of your own responsibility to back to understanding
Speaker 1: that I don't know where I want to go with this. Well,
Speaker 1: I know my feelings is that we're all connected each other,
Speaker 1: and the closer we are, like, how's closest I am,
Speaker 1: and Roger so you and some of the other friends
Speaker 1: we can name. And it's like that old thing said,
Speaker 1: when you feel bad, I feel bad. It's when you
Speaker 1: are drowning and we see you drowning all those years
Speaker 1: ago and you're telling us you're not drowning. Yeah. Well,
Speaker 1: that's probably the hardest time that we would have releasing
Speaker 1: ourselves for thinking that we could fix something and trusting
Speaker 1: higher power and maybe a little bit of self preservation.
Speaker 1: That's still there and that's someone, aren't you that you'll
Speaker 1: rise up and then we're healthy enough to be able
Speaker 1: to help if needed. Does that make sense? Yeah? I
Speaker 1: mean you can lead a horse to water, but you
Speaker 1: can't make them drink. You could bathe them though, So
Speaker 1: like in other words, how did how did your anxiety
Speaker 1: and depression in your viewpoint now looking back affect your
Speaker 1: relationships with your loved ones? To be really honest, it
Speaker 1: makes people for me, for my my experience, it's made
Speaker 1: all of us get more honest and made me have
Speaker 1: to connect with people on a deeper level. And it
Speaker 1: also pushed people to connect with me on a deeper level.
Speaker 1: I've kind of been one to always rock the boat.
Speaker 1: I think that's part of my gift, and that's part
Speaker 1: of the gift of what I went through. We all
Speaker 1: had to have harder conversations. We all had to grow. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we all had to grow, and we grew closer it.
Speaker 1: We could have repelled away from it. Yeah, I expected
Speaker 1: people to repel. I think I almost tried to make
Speaker 1: them just to prove myself right. My my one of
Speaker 1: my great therapist, I don't even know if I call
Speaker 1: him a therapist. I don't even know what he is,
Speaker 1: but he's read always says, do you want to be right?
Speaker 1: Or do you want to be well? Do you want
Speaker 1: to be right? Do you want to be right? Or
Speaker 1: do you want to be well? Like do I want
Speaker 1: to unconsciously my subconscious, my subconscious is trying to prove
Speaker 1: me right at old times. So do I want to
Speaker 1: be right that people are always going to leave me
Speaker 1: and I'm too much for people? Or do I want
Speaker 1: to be well? And I think I was very fortunate
Speaker 1: enough to have people around me that did love me,
Speaker 1: like truly loved me in the unconditional sense, and I
Speaker 1: have not had that in my life. And so I
Speaker 1: got to push every button, try and try to rebel everyone,
Speaker 1: and I got a completely different outcome. It took me
Speaker 1: a long time to recognize that that outcome was different
Speaker 1: still to this date, but very rarely. I mean, it's
Speaker 1: it's still there, but it's it's much more rare expected
Speaker 1: to still happen. That was a really deep groove for me,
Speaker 1: that expectation, and so that groove is still there, but
Speaker 1: it's very it's it's not as deep. I like that
Speaker 1: you say it was a gift. It's a really beautiful
Speaker 1: thing for you to say that, because Rod always talks
Speaker 1: about in the systemic way of things, it's like getting
Speaker 1: the whole system healthy. So if anything happen, and we've
Speaker 1: talked about this with certain people in your lives and
Speaker 1: our lives, once you got into the well trained on
Speaker 1: the health train, and you chose that chosen well, people
Speaker 1: had to get on or stay on the well trained
Speaker 1: or that health train as well. If not, you were
Speaker 1: leaving the station to it to a to a higher
Speaker 1: place or to a better place for yourself. People couldn't
Speaker 1: keep their ship and travel long when you're in the
Speaker 1: process of embracing errors and moving to a more expanded
Speaker 1: version of yourself, right, Yeah, And I think that's one
Speaker 1: of the scariest pieces of the journey, and it's also
Speaker 1: one of the scariest pieces of relationship within the healing journey,
Speaker 1: is that I've felt like I can't go too far,
Speaker 1: I can't be too healthy. I mean, this is an
Speaker 1: old it's an old belief. It's still it's a belief.
Speaker 1: Like I said that, it's a deep groove um because
Speaker 1: in the past, when I have changed, people have fallen away,
Speaker 1: and so I I've had to understand that my love
Speaker 1: for myself is priority, and if that happens, then that
Speaker 1: is going back to acceptance. That is I have to
Speaker 1: accept that. I don't have to. I mean, I can
Speaker 1: fight it and be in pain, but ultimately I have
Speaker 1: to accept that and know that my my expansion is
Speaker 1: my highest priority. And that's really hard. I think it's
Speaker 1: so challenging because we love people so much, or sometimes
Speaker 1: it's not love, sometimes it's more of addiction, but it's
Speaker 1: there is you know, there is true love in some situations,
Speaker 1: and that can't still coexist within the health and the
Speaker 1: new journey of the new version of you. That's one
Speaker 1: of it's one of the most challenging things still for
Speaker 1: me is to think that this is what comes up
Speaker 1: for me. My health could destroy but in the unhealth
Speaker 1: it's only destroying me. But that also answers Brady's question,
Speaker 1: do you know how much you inspire people's own spiritual growth?
Speaker 1: You kind of just answer that in some ways and
Speaker 1: for us it's very natural when you see so when
Speaker 1: you love rise up that it inspires you to take
Speaker 1: your own inventory of yourself and rise up as well.
Speaker 1: It also scaves a ship out of people. Yeah, in
Speaker 1: a good way, in a good way always, but sometimes
Speaker 1: our egos like I won't be met in that place.
Speaker 1: I can be very low, it can be very lonely.
Speaker 1: Maybe Brady's questions should have been, do you know how
Speaker 1: much you scare the ship out of your spiritual growth? Yes?
Speaker 1: I do that, I know. Trust me. I've had a
Speaker 1: deer in the headlights for many people Like what, Yeah, no,
Speaker 1: I do. I'm aware of it, and I actually I'm
Speaker 1: aware of it and I'm not aware of it at
Speaker 1: the same time, like it is a piece of my
Speaker 1: journey challenging people and also helping people feel into places
Speaker 1: where they don't normally feel into. Well, you've been inspired
Speaker 1: by others help too, so you just really, I mean
Speaker 1: all the books you've read, all the classes, all the
Speaker 1: workshops you've done, have is taken that inspiration that those
Speaker 1: people's journeys have given to you. You've absorbed it. And
Speaker 1: obviously the podcasts and you're sharing these things in other
Speaker 1: ways on your music sic and podcast it is supposed
Speaker 1: to help pass it off. Yeah. Absolutely, it's now a
Speaker 1: conscious choice. Like I said, I'm not aware of the
Speaker 1: depths of it sometimes because I'm not living I'm not
Speaker 1: in people's lives all the time, but it is a
Speaker 1: conscious choice in order to help people expand and through
Speaker 1: my own expansion. You know, we're all the teacher and
Speaker 1: the student, and so it's not a manipulation of helping
Speaker 1: trying to help people's spiritual growth. It is like it's
Speaker 1: a legit co creation of sorts of of co um curiosity,
Speaker 1: but people could. People have to get out of it
Speaker 1: what they can get out of it where they are,
Speaker 1: and then later you come back and you get more.
Speaker 1: That's like me watching Dirty Dancing when I was six,
Speaker 1: and I didn't realize what I was watching until I
Speaker 1: got older, and then I realized what I was watching,
Speaker 1: or singing a song like blue and not knowing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: my Dirty Dancing reference is way funny. You don't know,
Speaker 1: you don't know what. You don't know until you know it,
Speaker 1: you know it. I want to help people expand and learn,
Speaker 1: and it's only through my own journey that I'm able.
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm able to do that. I love it.
Speaker 1: I think it's great. Okay, this is a really cool
Speaker 1: question and it scared me when I just read it. Okay,
Speaker 1: Jill mc kervick. Jill asked first she says, I love
Speaker 1: everything about you. That's lovely, child. I'll tell you a
Speaker 1: few things later. She might love those two, but her
Speaker 1: question is, will you ever do a podcast on the
Speaker 1: father wound? I haven't done much research on that. Um.
Speaker 1: I've done plenty of therapy on it, um, but I
Speaker 1: have never really dug into if someone actually has taught
Speaker 1: the quote unquote father wound. The mother wound was newer
Speaker 1: to me because I always felt like my some of
Speaker 1: my mother wounding was daddy issues, daddy wounding. But I
Speaker 1: recognize now that a lot of it because of you know,
Speaker 1: our attachment to mother, to parental figure, to life. I mean,
Speaker 1: mother is life. Our attachment to mother is the most potent.
Speaker 1: My beautiful therapist is not a therapist once again, always
Speaker 1: says who chooses daddy mommy? So it all leads back
Speaker 1: to mommy ultimately, even daddy's choices, even daddy and yes,
Speaker 1: his his uh influence, all ultimately leads back to mommy
Speaker 1: because mommy chose daddy. I definitely would love to have
Speaker 1: that conversation. There's plenty to have there, I just I
Speaker 1: haven't done my own research down that path. Would be
Speaker 1: a good thing for season three we should look at. Yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure. Absolutely. Speaking of seasons on season two, this
Speaker 1: is a hard question, Danielle Um, who is your favorite
Speaker 1: guest this season? Which is cruel to ask anybody. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I can't choose that. That's like, let me ask you
Speaker 1: a different thing right now, just off the spur the
Speaker 1: top of head. Is there any kind of favorite experience
Speaker 1: you had on the podcast this last year that might
Speaker 1: rise up for you. Some of the most potent information
Speaker 1: that I received was from the Mother Wound, was from
Speaker 1: Bethany Webster. There's things I still use. I mean, I
Speaker 1: use all of it like it's all in fluenced me
Speaker 1: in some way, shape or form. But I think the
Speaker 1: Mother Wound is is some that I'm still still researching
Speaker 1: and exploring on my own. You know. I still use
Speaker 1: things from Ethan cross of you know, the chatter, the
Speaker 1: way I speak to myself in my mind, the way
Speaker 1: I put myself up with myself talk. I still use
Speaker 1: a lot from Dr jeff Brewer um on with anxiety
Speaker 1: and my habitual patterns. There's so much, honestly that I have.
Speaker 1: Jeffrey marsh affected me as too, and yet Jeffrey on
Speaker 1: as well. Yeah, No, Jeffrey's beautiful. Absolutely, Um, I still
Speaker 1: talk to them and I love them to death. Leads
Speaker 1: back to your acceptance thing, about the acceptance place of
Speaker 1: who and where you are at this moment and the
Speaker 1: love thing. Adding compassion, Jeffrey brought a lot of compassion
Speaker 1: to the show. Yeah, Jeffrey does bring a lot of compassion,
Speaker 1: almost to the point where it's painful, Like you don't
Speaker 1: even know how to give yourself that much compassion. It's
Speaker 1: a thing that I'm still learning for myself. Yeah, every
Speaker 1: every single person I've had on has been incredibly inspiring
Speaker 1: and an influential in and a piece of my my journey. Hey,
Speaker 1: so after two seasons, the first episode goes on fear
Speaker 1: and how terrified creating the podcast had made you. Have
Speaker 1: things changed? No, are you still as afraid really at times? Yeah,
Speaker 1: explained that what is that fear? Well, I mean things
Speaker 1: have definitely changed after two seasons. Like, I'm not as
Speaker 1: have you expanded or oh I've expanded and evolved. I'm
Speaker 1: not as like traumatized before I go into a podcast,
Speaker 1: um and apprehensive, but I'm still Yeah, I as actually
Speaker 1: noticing this. Last night I had a show, Um in Arizona,
Speaker 1: and coming off of a year and a half being
Speaker 1: off the road, I was terrified like going back into shows.
Speaker 1: And then I started, you know, working on my voice
Speaker 1: and feeling really good and like feeling really really free.
Speaker 1: And then I had like almost a month off and
Speaker 1: then I literally had a full on fucking panic attack
Speaker 1: for like three hours yesterday morning. And I think it's
Speaker 1: I don't I really don't know what has changed. I
Speaker 1: think it's maybe because I'm so I just came out
Speaker 1: of having such a deep fear about it that it's
Speaker 1: not like solidified the other piece of it for me again.
Speaker 1: But the same thing happens with the podcast. We'll go
Speaker 1: and we'll do twelve episodes and I'm like by the
Speaker 1: last one, I'm like, this is easy. And then we're
Speaker 1: off for six, seven, eight weeks and then all of
Speaker 1: a sudden, I'm like, oh, ship, we have to start
Speaker 1: my next podcast and do I ever remember how to
Speaker 1: do this? And like all the things like start to
Speaker 1: come back in my head. But no, Well it's human,
Speaker 1: but I think it also serves a purpose. Like for me,
Speaker 1: my old way of being has been that is an
Speaker 1: habitual pattern for me of like that's almost like the
Speaker 1: way I pumped myself up in some weird, fucked up way,
Speaker 1: Like that's what I can have to go into what
Speaker 1: I think is love. It's the way I think I'm
Speaker 1: protecting myself. My mother was like that. My mother was
Speaker 1: always a warrior. And so before my cognitive years, um,
Speaker 1: before I can understand what love is, which by the
Speaker 1: time I can understand that, I'm programmed to think it's
Speaker 1: something else. I think that worrying is loving myself. So
Speaker 1: I think that if I can worry enough about what's
Speaker 1: going to happen in the future, I'll protect myself against
Speaker 1: judgment and ridicule and whatever else may come at me failure.
Speaker 1: So I think that that's love. So I've literally talked
Speaker 1: about habitual patterning. I've had to. I'm starting to realize, oh,
Speaker 1: that's just a pattern. It's not something that I have
Speaker 1: to continue to live with. But it's such a deep
Speaker 1: groove again that it takes some time. But I'm aware
Speaker 1: that that's a pattern. Like there's nothing that's going to
Speaker 1: protect me from anything. That's not protecting me, it's only
Speaker 1: hurting me ultimately. So I've yes, So I guess I
Speaker 1: have changed, but that patterning is still there. I'm just
Speaker 1: handling it a bit different. It kind of started answering
Speaker 1: this too, is it has it? Has it been like
Speaker 1: we're challenging to be so open and vulnerable when sharing
Speaker 1: your stories during this season or the last season. How
Speaker 1: challenging is it for you to be open and vulnerable
Speaker 1: like this. It's not challenging at all for me to
Speaker 1: be open and vulnerable. Actually it feels enlivening, isn't it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it does feel enlivening. I've been really digging into this
Speaker 1: for myself around secrecy and why being open and vulnerable
Speaker 1: feels so enlivening. And I do think it was, you know,
Speaker 1: going back to parents. No, not in blame at all,
Speaker 1: but for just awareness. Is that I really I felt
Speaker 1: like I had to hide a lot of things for
Speaker 1: my parents, like whether or not it was the fact
Speaker 1: that we didn't have a lot of money and we wanted,
Speaker 1: you know, we wanted to project a certain ideal, or
Speaker 1: that there was abuse in the house, or that my
Speaker 1: parents weren't happy like whatever it was, I always had
Speaker 1: to hide something for them. And so I think it
Speaker 1: taught me that I have to have these two worlds.
Speaker 1: I mean, even and then of course, like that group
Speaker 1: got even deeper when I had to become quote unquotely
Speaker 1: in rhymes and I had to have this like side
Speaker 1: of me that no one knew, and then I had
Speaker 1: to project this other worldly kind of persona onto, you know,
Speaker 1: into the world. That would be your hurdle, that that
Speaker 1: you had to chump you jumping over. Yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: I think are all of our hurdles is that. I
Speaker 1: mean that mine just like multiplied because it was. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but all of our hurdles those you know, to actually
Speaker 1: like it past the mask. But I think that's why
Speaker 1: I enjoy this so much, is that there's no wall, Like,
Speaker 1: there's no I do get to be really honest like that.
Speaker 1: I created the space for myself to be able to
Speaker 1: do that. Yeah, yeah, in spite of how I felt.
Speaker 1: So that's how powerful we are. But I know from
Speaker 1: my own self, like I know, there's a higher piece
Speaker 1: of me that creates these kind of places for me
Speaker 1: to come and share my truth. And there's also that
Speaker 1: higher piece is also in my subconscious. So like my
Speaker 1: subconscious and the ego that we think is all the darker,
Speaker 1: shadowy stuff is also the place that holds the greatness
Speaker 1: in us that will create the space for me, Like
Speaker 1: I created this space almost unconsciously, and not until hindsight
Speaker 1: was I able to look back and go, oh, that
Speaker 1: was really me creating a space for me to be
Speaker 1: able to to be so open and honest. But there's
Speaker 1: so much of my shadow, the darker side quote unquote
Speaker 1: that is tied into that too. They both come from
Speaker 1: the same place, so it is kind of fascinating when
Speaker 1: you start to recognize that weakness and strength. They're so
Speaker 1: interesting where they're from the same place. City Genesis asked
Speaker 1: what is your favorite wellness topic to discuss? Narcissism? And
Speaker 1: I'm just kidding, Okay, you me, me, me, what's your
Speaker 1: favorite wellness topic to discuss? Actually, I find I find
Speaker 1: the subconscious fascinating, like you know, the fact that I
Speaker 1: we are like what I just said, Like that the
Speaker 1: subconscious is so powerful and it holds our shadow and
Speaker 1: it holds our light, like it holds both things. I
Speaker 1: find it. I find that truly, truly fascinating. Okay, this
Speaker 1: is it's a really simple question with a big answer.
Speaker 1: What has been the biggest takeaway for you personally from
Speaker 1: all of the guests so far? The fact that I'm
Speaker 1: still doing this on three. Season three, We're going into
Speaker 1: season three and like I'm still I'm still here and
Speaker 1: learning and being I'm willing to be this vulnerable and
Speaker 1: I'm really conquering a massive fear for myself and showing
Speaker 1: up every time to do so. I actually started doing
Speaker 1: ice baths um, which are have multiple fantastic benefits for
Speaker 1: the body of reducing inflammation and better sleep and um
Speaker 1: elevated mood, like so many different things. So I decided
Speaker 1: I wanted to try this, and I know that it
Speaker 1: has taken a certain level of clarity and healing for
Speaker 1: me to actually be able to consciously choose this torture
Speaker 1: is how describe it. It feels like torture UM. And
Speaker 1: I'm terrified of I'm terrified of cold, and the level
Speaker 1: of terror that the ice bath brought up at me
Speaker 1: when I experienced it was so intense. And I've only
Speaker 1: done a full submersion ice bath once, but I have
Speaker 1: continued to do my limbs, my feet, and my hands
Speaker 1: because our feet in our hands are the most sensitive,
Speaker 1: and so I'm working up to doing a completely full
Speaker 1: submersion again. I would like to, and I started to
Speaker 1: enjoy it. That's what I was getting at as I've
Speaker 1: actually started to enjoy the whole process of like knowing
Speaker 1: that each time I'm doing it, I'm conquering a new
Speaker 1: like level of fear, Like I'm peeling back another layer
Speaker 1: of the onion. I'm getting closer and closer to my
Speaker 1: true self. And I feel like that's kind of what
Speaker 1: this podcast has been for me, Like each episode is
Speaker 1: this new layer of fear, and it's like a drug.
Speaker 1: Like every time I get done with one, I'm usually
Speaker 1: high from it for hours. You know, every time I
Speaker 1: get done with an ice submersion of my limbs, I'm
Speaker 1: high with the ice. Especially no one's doing it with me.
Speaker 1: Usually have Darrel here with the podcast asked, like a
Speaker 1: cheerleader is going, you can do it, But I have
Speaker 1: no one cheering me on in these I spats. And
Speaker 1: it's taught me that I am stronger, like the the eye,
Speaker 1: the eternal, I is so much stronger than my little
Speaker 1: little I my ego wants me to believe. And so
Speaker 1: that's why I think what I've taken away from this
Speaker 1: podcast is that was kind of this podcast was like
Speaker 1: the first layer of the cake of me understanding that
Speaker 1: I'm so much more than what I've believed myself to
Speaker 1: be beautiful. I love it. Carolyn um, Well, what drives
Speaker 1: you to keep a healthy minded body and spirit? Like
Speaker 1: all that you've just been talking about, getting the ice past,
Speaker 1: doing the podcast, doing these experiences and reading with you,
Speaker 1: what drives you A few things? Uh, my past self
Speaker 1: and my future self. My past self, because I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna if we talk about quantum healing, which
Speaker 1: I'm not going to go into the whole thing of
Speaker 1: it right now, but if you talk about quantum healing,
Speaker 1: like the idea that we only have the present, but
Speaker 1: everything is connected through energetics, so we can heal in
Speaker 1: this present moment, I can heal the past and the
Speaker 1: future and and change the future or shift the future.
Speaker 1: So keeping my promise to my past self in order
Speaker 1: to be present enough so that my future self thanks me.
Speaker 1: It's like, my past self did such a fucking great
Speaker 1: job at survival, Like it was so good. She was
Speaker 1: so genius, like so brilliant, and so it's almost like, oh,
Speaker 1: because my past self helped me survive all this time,
Speaker 1: It's like, now, in the present moment, I get to
Speaker 1: choose a way for us to thrive my own soul expansion.
Speaker 1: Here is what keeps me driven. Tamara, who I had on,
Speaker 1: who's my sweet vocal coach. I love her so much.
Speaker 1: She's so amazing by the way, mind blowing on all
Speaker 1: the things that I've learned with that. She was saying
Speaker 1: the other day that she thinks that my true assessence
Speaker 1: when we talk about like what I was as a
Speaker 1: child was like super curious and very open and very
Speaker 1: expanded like all children are. But I had this like
Speaker 1: real curiosity about me, which I think is coming out
Speaker 1: in this podcast. That's what drives me is that curiosity.
Speaker 1: And I think that that as I get older, I
Speaker 1: thought that curiosity was going to hurt me in some way,
Speaker 1: and that was also going back to my mother. That
Speaker 1: was also my mother's feelings that I took on. So
Speaker 1: I've had as I start to unwind this, my curiosity
Speaker 1: has become more and more intense, and I think I'm
Speaker 1: getting back to my own true essence and that's that
Speaker 1: essence that that curiosity is what drives me. Wow, another
Speaker 1: fantastic Is there going to be a chant to Yeah,
Speaker 1: there's going to be a chance too. I'm creating chance
Speaker 1: for my candles all the time, which is the way
Speaker 1: that that the chant record started because I was creating
Speaker 1: candles and wanting to chant over the candles, and so
Speaker 1: I created a chance for each candle and then created
Speaker 1: the chant record. And then now I'm still creating candles,
Speaker 1: so I'm still creating chance and we have we probably
Speaker 1: have almost a half a record done so far just
Speaker 1: from that. So I really just need to finish up
Speaker 1: the chant record. Yes, my answer is yes, there will
Speaker 1: be a chance to And this is another question from
Speaker 1: someone um anonymous, but live events take your your interviews
Speaker 1: and your podcasting to a live event and also bring
Speaker 1: your chant to a live event too. Is your way
Speaker 1: to have some type of gathering of that together. Have
Speaker 1: you thought about that? Yes, I actually have thought about
Speaker 1: bringing chant doing a chant live experience. Uh. I would love, love,
Speaker 1: love to do that. I think that that's I almost
Speaker 1: feel like I do at my show already and like
Speaker 1: a little bit of a little bit of a teaser. Um,
Speaker 1: so I would love to create a whole experience along
Speaker 1: those lines where there's a totally different vibe and experience.
Speaker 1: I don't even know if people would be sitting in
Speaker 1: seats I don't know if people would be laying down
Speaker 1: on yoga mats. I have no idea. I would love
Speaker 1: to though, create a you can have live podcasts, interviews
Speaker 1: with special guests. We're not there yet, No, don't freak
Speaker 1: me out to the past. Yes, there's no edit button.
Speaker 1: There's there's no filter. What the hell are we going
Speaker 1: to do live without a filtering? No? I would I
Speaker 1: would love. I would love to do that. Maybe a
Speaker 1: Holy Human tour. Maybe there's someth thing with Holy Human
Speaker 1: that you can take out and about. It might be interesting.
Speaker 1: You guys got it right in and let us let
Speaker 1: us know what sparks if you see that feels cool?
Speaker 1: Is it twenty four hours? Is it eight hours? Is
Speaker 1: it two days? What is it? Is it a retreat?
Speaker 1: Is it a retreat? I would love to do that. Yes,
Speaker 1: I have dreams of absolutely doing that. That's cool, that's great, Well,
Speaker 1: that was wonderful. Anything else you want to share? Obviously
Speaker 1: Holy Human? When is that? When's the next season going
Speaker 1: to start? Obviously next year? Probably right? Yeah, next season
Speaker 1: for Holy Human will be in two And I can't
Speaker 1: believe we're saying that's so weird. Yeah, I feel like
Speaker 1: one I just got used to saying I just got
Speaker 1: just that, reconciling my anger at and then I have
Speaker 1: residual anger. So yeah, two, the third season of Holy
Speaker 1: Human will be coming to Fruition, Yeah pretty pretty soon,
Speaker 1: pretty soon, And I will have new music out soon.
Speaker 1: So lots of wonderful things inwo But for now, thank
Speaker 1: you all for your questions and thanks for tuning in
Speaker 1: and spending this time with us, and I hope you
Speaker 1: have a beautiful Thanksgiving and I just hope you feel
Speaker 1: my gratitude for each and every one of you, and
Speaker 1: I send many blessings to you all. Holy Human with
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