1 00:00:01,360 --> 00:00:05,000 Speaker 1: You're listening to Jojo Sea Now with me Jojo Seua 2 00:00:05,160 --> 00:00:10,800 Speaker 1: and iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to Jojo See one Now. 3 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:14,200 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I am so excited for this podcast 4 00:00:14,440 --> 00:00:15,960 Speaker 1: because I've been wanting to do this for a while. 5 00:00:15,960 --> 00:00:18,880 Speaker 1: I've been wanting to switch up the podcast, do something new, 6 00:00:19,239 --> 00:00:23,200 Speaker 1: do something innovative, do something creative, and I truly I 7 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:25,200 Speaker 1: just haven't been able to put my finger on what. 8 00:00:25,480 --> 00:00:27,840 Speaker 1: And then my mom actually had this idea and we 9 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:30,560 Speaker 1: kind of worked on it together. And so today I'm 10 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:33,800 Speaker 1: going to be introducing you guys to the new format 11 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: of Jojo Sewn Now, which I am so stoked about, 12 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:41,680 Speaker 1: which I'll get into in just a second. My life 13 00:00:41,840 --> 00:00:47,640 Speaker 1: has just changed drastically because I am now twenty one. 14 00:00:48,360 --> 00:00:51,599 Speaker 1: I can check into a hotel by myself. I can 15 00:00:51,640 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 1: drink alcohol, I can buy weed in the state of California. 16 00:00:55,080 --> 00:00:58,640 Speaker 1: I am twenty freaking one, and I don't know how 17 00:00:58,680 --> 00:01:02,440 Speaker 1: to feel about it. I had a great twenty first birthday. 18 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:06,160 Speaker 1: I got to be in Disney World with literally my 19 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:10,800 Speaker 1: favorite people ever family friends Tyler Cameron, who y'all know 20 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:14,959 Speaker 1: is like my lifeline of a best friend. Je Flip, 21 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:19,360 Speaker 1: who everybody knows I love and they inspire me so much. 22 00:01:19,400 --> 00:01:21,840 Speaker 1: There who got me into drums. They are who I 23 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: did my first eefor adult performance with, and they they 24 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:28,520 Speaker 1: have just been such a good friend to me and 25 00:01:28,560 --> 00:01:32,080 Speaker 1: such a good I guess, I guess person for me 26 00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:34,840 Speaker 1: to like personally look up to, because obviously g is 27 00:01:34,880 --> 00:01:40,480 Speaker 1: such a public icon, but even personally being their friend 28 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:42,000 Speaker 1: and being able to talk to them and being able 29 00:01:42,040 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: to be inspired by them on not their public profile 30 00:01:47,160 --> 00:01:50,840 Speaker 1: but on like a more intimate friend level, it has 31 00:01:50,880 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 1: been so great. So getting to spend the day with 32 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:56,360 Speaker 1: them family tie. I mean, it just was literally the 33 00:01:56,400 --> 00:01:59,720 Speaker 1: best twenty first birthday. Being in Disney World, drinking around 34 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:04,800 Speaker 1: the world to Epcot. Oh my god, I had way 35 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:09,040 Speaker 1: too much fun. It genuinely was the best day I 36 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:12,639 Speaker 1: also my whole freaking life. Literally since I was four 37 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:14,679 Speaker 1: years old, the only thing that I ever want to 38 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:17,360 Speaker 1: do on my twenty first birthday was go to Applebee's 39 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:21,800 Speaker 1: and get a perfect margarita. And finally, finally, twenty one 40 00:02:21,880 --> 00:02:24,080 Speaker 1: years of waiting and I got to go to Applebe's 41 00:02:24,080 --> 00:02:26,920 Speaker 1: on my twenty first birthday. My family remembered that that 42 00:02:27,040 --> 00:02:29,600 Speaker 1: has been my dream and we made it happen, and 43 00:02:29,840 --> 00:02:34,120 Speaker 1: it just h made my heart so happy. It really did. 44 00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:37,280 Speaker 1: Aside from that, a couple of other updates that have happened. 45 00:02:37,320 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 1: I got my new tattoo, which I'm stoked about. I 46 00:02:41,240 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 1: got the beast Eyes of Karma tattooed on my right arm, 47 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,160 Speaker 1: thinking that I'm gonna get some more tattoos on my 48 00:02:47,240 --> 00:02:49,399 Speaker 1: right arm. I want to get four hundred and seventeen 49 00:02:49,480 --> 00:02:53,040 Speaker 1: to represent Boomerang being the four hundred and seventeenth video 50 00:02:53,320 --> 00:02:58,079 Speaker 1: ever to hit a billion views on YouTube, which is crazy. 51 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:02,240 Speaker 1: We decided that my second song coming out is Choose 52 00:03:02,280 --> 00:03:05,480 Speaker 1: Your Fighter, so I'm really stoked about that. I jumped 53 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:07,680 Speaker 1: right off of the tattoo train. I want to talk 54 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:09,600 Speaker 1: a little bit more about this. I feel like I 55 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:12,200 Speaker 1: decided that I want to make my whole right arm 56 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:14,480 Speaker 1: like a cool patchwork sleeve. I want to get the 57 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:16,840 Speaker 1: four hundred and seventeen tattooed. I have a couple of 58 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:19,600 Speaker 1: other things that I want to get tattooed. The thing 59 00:03:19,680 --> 00:03:21,200 Speaker 1: for me is I really like to make sure that 60 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:23,800 Speaker 1: I'm never gonna hate something if it's on my body. 61 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:28,200 Speaker 1: And so my tattoos have been quite impulsive. They've been 62 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:30,920 Speaker 1: like I want to go get this today. Let's go. 63 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:34,480 Speaker 1: And I actually the other day I was supposed to 64 00:03:34,480 --> 00:03:36,920 Speaker 1: get another tattoo. I was supposed to get one with 65 00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:40,480 Speaker 1: the Dance Moms girls. If you saw everyone got a 66 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:44,600 Speaker 1: DM and I was supposed to go. It was after 67 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:46,480 Speaker 1: we did the press tour for Dance Moms. We after 68 00:03:46,480 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 1: we had our party. We had this plan to go. 69 00:03:49,240 --> 00:03:51,840 Speaker 1: We had this plan. We were gonna get DM all 70 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:54,480 Speaker 1: different fonts. I was stressing the fuck out of it 71 00:03:54,520 --> 00:03:56,000 Speaker 1: because I didn't really want DM. But I was like, 72 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:57,680 Speaker 1: you know what, if everyone's gonna get I'll get it. 73 00:03:58,040 --> 00:04:00,920 Speaker 1: I wanted something related to Dance Moms, but no, like 74 00:04:00,960 --> 00:04:02,560 Speaker 1: that's too weak, you know what I mean? But I 75 00:04:02,600 --> 00:04:05,200 Speaker 1: was like fine, whatever. Then I was like, they're all 76 00:04:05,240 --> 00:04:07,320 Speaker 1: so girly. They're gonna want to get a curly tattoo 77 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:09,400 Speaker 1: with a gurly font. And I was like, that's just 78 00:04:10,120 --> 00:04:12,000 Speaker 1: not my vibe. But you know what, I'm gonna commit. 79 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:13,720 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna stick to the plan. 80 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:16,000 Speaker 1: But then I ended up convincing everyone. I was like, 81 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:19,839 Speaker 1: let's get different fonts to represent each of our different experiences. 82 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:22,800 Speaker 1: Everyone loved the idea. They were all down. I was 83 00:04:22,920 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 1: stoked about Okay, so I was gonna get like a 84 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:27,280 Speaker 1: big blocky DM and I was gonna make it really cool. 85 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:30,800 Speaker 1: And then after we got the matching tattoos, I was 86 00:04:30,839 --> 00:04:34,360 Speaker 1: gonna get under it S five e three to represent 87 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:36,760 Speaker 1: season five, episode three, which is when I came onto 88 00:04:36,760 --> 00:04:39,680 Speaker 1: the show stoked about it sold Literally, we go get 89 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:43,360 Speaker 1: that tattoo tomorrow. Anyways, it was after the press tour. 90 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:46,599 Speaker 1: Everyone was out at the party and it was time 91 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:47,880 Speaker 1: for me to leave the party. I had just been 92 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:50,960 Speaker 1: there for too long. I wasn't drinking. Everyone was drinking, 93 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 1: and I was like, I've been here for too long. 94 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:55,600 Speaker 1: Y'all are having fun, like y'all live your life. I'm tired. 95 00:04:55,680 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 1: I'm going downstairs. So I go to my hotel room 96 00:04:58,279 --> 00:05:00,720 Speaker 1: and then I wake up in the morning. Don't think 97 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:03,440 Speaker 1: twice about anything. I was like, Oh, everyone's a boarding mission. 98 00:05:03,440 --> 00:05:05,400 Speaker 1: No one's going to get tattoos. They are all wasted 99 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:09,200 Speaker 1: right now, Like there's no way wake up the next morning. 100 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:11,320 Speaker 1: Check my phone and it's like meeting the lobby in 101 00:05:11,360 --> 00:05:14,000 Speaker 1: ten minutes. We're going at like three in the morning. 102 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:15,839 Speaker 1: That's dramatic. Maybe it was like one in the morning 103 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 1: and I was like y'all are nuts. I was dead asleep, 104 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,320 Speaker 1: so then, honestly, that is the only reason why I 105 00:05:21,320 --> 00:05:23,400 Speaker 1: didn't get the matching dance mom tattoo is because I 106 00:05:23,520 --> 00:05:26,800 Speaker 1: was out like a light, dead asleep. But I was 107 00:05:26,839 --> 00:05:28,840 Speaker 1: supposed to get it, So maybe maybe I'll still go 108 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:30,600 Speaker 1: and get it. But I'll get I'll get I'll get 109 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:33,240 Speaker 1: my cool blockie letters. I was so happy that I 110 00:05:33,279 --> 00:05:36,799 Speaker 1: actually didn't end up going because everyone got the same font, 111 00:05:36,839 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 1: and of course I would have just partook and been like, 112 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:40,080 Speaker 1: you know what, fuck it, I'll just get that font. 113 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:42,560 Speaker 1: That's what everyone's doing. But I didn't really want that, 114 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:45,960 Speaker 1: and so I'm happy that I didn't go because then 115 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:47,560 Speaker 1: I would have something on my body forever that I 116 00:05:47,560 --> 00:05:50,120 Speaker 1: didn't really want. But I will be getting with a 117 00:05:50,240 --> 00:06:01,880 Speaker 1: dance Mom sattoo at some point in time. Stay tuned. Okay, Honestly, 118 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 1: I feel like those are pretty much my updates. Talk 119 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:06,440 Speaker 1: about the tattoos, talk about the new music, talking about 120 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:10,400 Speaker 1: my twenty first birthday. Now I want to talk to 121 00:06:10,440 --> 00:06:14,240 Speaker 1: you about the new format of Jojo Siua. Now I 122 00:06:14,279 --> 00:06:17,560 Speaker 1: am so stoked about this. So basically what I want 123 00:06:17,600 --> 00:06:19,920 Speaker 1: to start to do is it's I'm calling it the 124 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:23,320 Speaker 1: five things or five things. You can add the or 125 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:26,479 Speaker 1: take away though whatever you want. But five things that 126 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:30,080 Speaker 1: I hate doing on a daily, Five things that I 127 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:32,680 Speaker 1: want everyone to know about me, Five things that I 128 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:34,760 Speaker 1: wish I could have done as a kid, Five things 129 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:37,040 Speaker 1: that I regret doing now you know what I mean? 130 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:40,159 Speaker 1: Five things because I feel like that you'll get to 131 00:06:40,279 --> 00:06:42,360 Speaker 1: know me more, You'll get to know my experiences more, 132 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:45,360 Speaker 1: You'll get to know my life more without me just 133 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:47,480 Speaker 1: like chit chatting and you don't know what you're gonna get. 134 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:48,960 Speaker 1: I feel like now in the title of the episode, 135 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:51,119 Speaker 1: you're like, Oh, I know what this is gonna be about. 136 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:53,839 Speaker 1: I'm curious about this. I want to watch us. Let's 137 00:06:53,839 --> 00:06:57,719 Speaker 1: fucking go. And So today, because it was just my 138 00:06:57,760 --> 00:07:01,680 Speaker 1: twenty first birthday and I have had so a wild 139 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:04,800 Speaker 1: life in front of the public eye, I wanted to 140 00:07:04,839 --> 00:07:08,600 Speaker 1: do the five things that I missed out on because 141 00:07:08,760 --> 00:07:11,880 Speaker 1: of Hollywood. Because as great as my career has been, 142 00:07:12,680 --> 00:07:15,080 Speaker 1: there also has been a lot of times that I 143 00:07:15,160 --> 00:07:19,920 Speaker 1: have realized I am missing out on simple things that 144 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:24,200 Speaker 1: most people, I guess take for granted. I was making 145 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:26,360 Speaker 1: the list of things and I didn't include this on 146 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:28,760 Speaker 1: my list. Of five things. But one of the things 147 00:07:28,760 --> 00:07:30,200 Speaker 1: that I came up with that I was just like, wow, 148 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:32,480 Speaker 1: people really take that for granta and I never had. 149 00:07:32,480 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 1: That was school lunches. That was something that I was like, Damn, 150 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:38,320 Speaker 1: I did miss out on school lunches. Like I don't 151 00:07:38,360 --> 00:07:43,560 Speaker 1: know why my brain thought of that, but it just did. Anyways, 152 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:45,840 Speaker 1: that's not one of the five things though. That's our 153 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:47,880 Speaker 1: bonus little six thing. But I came up with five 154 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:50,320 Speaker 1: things then. I don't think most people would realize that 155 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 1: I truly missed out on growing up in the industry, 156 00:07:53,120 --> 00:07:55,560 Speaker 1: being in front of the limelight. Since I was nine 157 00:07:55,640 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: years old, there's been a lot and a lot of 158 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,240 Speaker 1: things I didn't really realize I was missing out on 159 00:08:00,360 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 1: until I was older and realized that I just never 160 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 1: had them, if that makes sense. So the first thing 161 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 1: that I have is honestly kind of like child star 162 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:15,040 Speaker 1: one oh one prom. I never gone to homecoming, never 163 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:19,720 Speaker 1: gone a prom. I don't really wish that I had, though, 164 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:24,560 Speaker 1: I honestly I attribute that to what you wear to 165 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:28,120 Speaker 1: homecoming or prom, and for me, if I had to go, 166 00:08:28,480 --> 00:08:32,599 Speaker 1: i'd be miserable. They had like insta prom back in 167 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:35,560 Speaker 1: the day for influencers, and I was always invited, but 168 00:08:35,600 --> 00:08:39,080 Speaker 1: I never wanted to go because I'm not like that. 169 00:08:39,480 --> 00:08:41,360 Speaker 1: I'm not like a grillly girl that's gonna want to 170 00:08:41,400 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: wear a dress like I'm more of a Let me 171 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:46,400 Speaker 1: wear a jacket, let me be company, let me wear pants. 172 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:47,960 Speaker 1: I don't. I don't wear ball gowns. I just went 173 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:51,240 Speaker 1: to my best friend Nick Vile his wedding and I 174 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:53,600 Speaker 1: was like, bro, your dress code is killing me. And 175 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,880 Speaker 1: he was like, ball gowns if you're a girl. And 176 00:08:55,920 --> 00:08:58,120 Speaker 1: I was like, I will be in a suit. I 177 00:08:58,120 --> 00:08:59,920 Speaker 1: will be taking the boys dress code. And he was like, 178 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:02,280 Speaker 1: I so frequent utely you can take the boy's dress code. 179 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:04,640 Speaker 1: And I was like, thank you very much. I was like, 180 00:09:04,679 --> 00:09:07,040 Speaker 1: because I ain't getting my black tie dresses out no 181 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:10,040 Speaker 1: freaking way. And so if I went to the prom, 182 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:12,880 Speaker 1: I definitely would have not wanted to wear a dress 183 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:18,000 Speaker 1: or be gurly girl. But I wasn't as secure in 184 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:21,080 Speaker 1: my identity. I didn't even know that I was essentially 185 00:09:21,160 --> 00:09:24,280 Speaker 1: as gay as I am when I was that age 186 00:09:24,480 --> 00:09:28,440 Speaker 1: prom and homecoming, and so I would have definitely tried 187 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:30,680 Speaker 1: to fit the mold of a girly girl. But I 188 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:33,240 Speaker 1: would have just been so uncomfortable. Now, if I was 189 00:09:33,320 --> 00:09:35,240 Speaker 1: going to problem, I'd be giving my suit, giving my chains, 190 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:38,440 Speaker 1: giving my glasses, and let's freaking go. But back then, 191 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:42,120 Speaker 1: I would have been like, let's go dress shopping, let's 192 00:09:42,200 --> 00:09:45,440 Speaker 1: find some heels, and I would have just been so uncomfortable. 193 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:49,840 Speaker 1: Second thing that I missed out on is I have 194 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,400 Speaker 1: written down football games now. The reason why I have 195 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:55,600 Speaker 1: this written down is because I used to say this 196 00:09:55,679 --> 00:09:57,199 Speaker 1: joke when I was little because people would be like, 197 00:09:57,280 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 1: do you feel like you're missing out on a childhood 198 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 1: and I always said no, And my example was always 199 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:05,320 Speaker 1: football games and people would be like, why not, You 200 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:08,320 Speaker 1: literally are and I'm like, no, I'm not. People my 201 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:09,920 Speaker 1: age go to high school football games, but I go 202 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,240 Speaker 1: to the Super Bowl, so it's just a trade. And like, 203 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,920 Speaker 1: twelve year old me really had a valid point. Okay dramatic, 204 00:10:15,960 --> 00:10:18,240 Speaker 1: I was fourteen at the time, but fourteen on me 205 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:21,199 Speaker 1: had a very very very valid point, like super Bowls 206 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:24,040 Speaker 1: freaking sick to go to at fourteen. But at the 207 00:10:24,080 --> 00:10:28,800 Speaker 1: same time, then when I was sixteen seventeen is when 208 00:10:28,840 --> 00:10:31,600 Speaker 1: I got into my first relationship and my girlfriend at 209 00:10:31,640 --> 00:10:33,800 Speaker 1: the time of sixteen, going to high school football games 210 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:38,240 Speaker 1: every weekend, and I realized that it wasn't the actual 211 00:10:38,320 --> 00:10:41,520 Speaker 1: game of football that people were saying I was missing 212 00:10:41,559 --> 00:10:44,959 Speaker 1: out on. It was the adventure that came with it, 213 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:47,000 Speaker 1: the stories that came with the memories that came with it, 214 00:10:47,120 --> 00:10:49,760 Speaker 1: the before the game, after the game, what happens at 215 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:52,920 Speaker 1: the game, during the game, the snacks you met, it was. 216 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:55,840 Speaker 1: It was so much more than just the game of football. 217 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:58,480 Speaker 1: And so I always said that, like, I didn't care 218 00:10:58,480 --> 00:11:02,120 Speaker 1: about missing the football game, but I realize, oh, no, 219 00:11:02,160 --> 00:11:05,240 Speaker 1: one meant the actual game. They meant everything surrounding it. 220 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:08,280 Speaker 1: So started to realize that I did miss out on 221 00:11:08,480 --> 00:11:12,320 Speaker 1: something when I was sixteen to seventeen eighteen, but I 222 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:15,800 Speaker 1: still didn't really care, if that makes sense. I was 223 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:20,520 Speaker 1: still really happy and still really secure. Anything that I've 224 00:11:21,200 --> 00:11:23,800 Speaker 1: missed out on in my in my life because of 225 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:26,520 Speaker 1: my career, I've never cared about because it was it's 226 00:11:26,679 --> 00:11:31,160 Speaker 1: it is so worth it. I mean, I have literally 227 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:35,280 Speaker 1: my dream life and I wouldn't trade it for absolutely anything. 228 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:40,920 Speaker 1: The next thing is friends, my own age. That is 229 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:46,040 Speaker 1: something that I honestly have never ever had. I even 230 00:11:46,040 --> 00:11:49,800 Speaker 1: when I was little, I definitely had friends, but they 231 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:53,000 Speaker 1: were always older than me. I was seven and my 232 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:55,760 Speaker 1: closest friends were fourteen and fifteen, you know what I mean. 233 00:11:55,960 --> 00:11:58,480 Speaker 1: And then you know, when I was fourteen and fifteen 234 00:11:58,480 --> 00:12:01,440 Speaker 1: my closest friends, it jumped and my closest friends changed 235 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,480 Speaker 1: to the twenty seven year old to thirty year old. 236 00:12:04,520 --> 00:12:07,640 Speaker 1: And now it's still the same now that I am twenty, right, 237 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:11,320 Speaker 1: I'm twenty one. I guess I'm twenty one. My best 238 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:18,000 Speaker 1: friends are thirty, thirty five, thirty two, thirty three, I 239 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 1: think like twenty eight, maybe even one of my best, best, 240 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 1: best best. My two closest friends are twenty eight and 241 00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:30,520 Speaker 1: twenty four. My best friends have always just been so 242 00:12:30,600 --> 00:12:33,840 Speaker 1: older than me. And I think that's because I talked 243 00:12:33,840 --> 00:12:35,839 Speaker 1: about this when I went on and call her Daddy. Actually, 244 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:39,080 Speaker 1: a lot of people think that I'm mentally younger than 245 00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:43,320 Speaker 1: I am because of my public persona, and like, yeah, 246 00:12:43,400 --> 00:12:45,559 Speaker 1: no shit, you see this as a sixteen year old, right, 247 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:48,560 Speaker 1: that looks like an eleven year old. I believe it too. 248 00:12:49,280 --> 00:12:53,280 Speaker 1: But what people didn't understand is that that was actually 249 00:12:53,360 --> 00:12:57,199 Speaker 1: a massive consumer products photo shoot that I was at 250 00:12:57,240 --> 00:12:59,520 Speaker 1: and I was deciding everything for it. The products that 251 00:12:59,559 --> 00:13:01,360 Speaker 1: came out, well, I guess I didn't really decide the 252 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:03,480 Speaker 1: products that came out, but I was deciding what I 253 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:05,960 Speaker 1: looked like, and I was deciding that, you know, what 254 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:07,719 Speaker 1: I wanted my hair to look like. And I was 255 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:11,120 Speaker 1: deciding that this was my career at fourteen, and so 256 00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:14,720 Speaker 1: even though I was looking young, the inside of me 257 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:17,680 Speaker 1: was much much older. And so I've always just gravitated 258 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:21,920 Speaker 1: towards older age friends because of a maturity difference level. 259 00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:26,360 Speaker 1: And that's something actually that people just don't believe. And 260 00:13:26,400 --> 00:13:28,080 Speaker 1: I always I have this new setting that's like you 261 00:13:28,200 --> 00:13:29,839 Speaker 1: just have to be there, like you just the girls 262 00:13:29,840 --> 00:13:32,679 Speaker 1: I get to get and the girls that don't. I 263 00:13:32,679 --> 00:13:34,840 Speaker 1: did this podcast the other day with somebody who is 264 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:38,080 Speaker 1: mid thirties or young thirties, young young mid thirties, I believe, 265 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:41,640 Speaker 1: And during the podcast she was questioning me about my 266 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 1: older friends, and I was like, honestly, you just had 267 00:13:45,760 --> 00:13:48,760 Speaker 1: to explain it. And she was like, you at twelve 268 00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:51,400 Speaker 1: being friends with a twenty year old is the equivalent 269 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:53,319 Speaker 1: of you now being friends with a twelve year old? 270 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:55,280 Speaker 1: Could you ever see that being a thing? And do 271 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:57,120 Speaker 1: you see where I'm coming from? And I was like, no, 272 00:13:57,800 --> 00:14:00,600 Speaker 1: one thousand percent. I see where you're coming from. But 273 00:14:00,679 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: back then, it just it was what it was. And 274 00:14:02,679 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 1: I was like, I was explaining to her how it 275 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:08,319 Speaker 1: translates now, and she was like, that blows my mind 276 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:10,000 Speaker 1: that like as a twenty year old now like your 277 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,800 Speaker 1: friends are thirty like And this was in the beginning 278 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:15,760 Speaker 1: of the podcast where she didn't really fully know me 279 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:18,360 Speaker 1: yet or hear me talk yet. And then we ended 280 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:21,280 Speaker 1: the podcast. We were chatting for a second and it 281 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,720 Speaker 1: clicked for her and she asked me. She was like, 282 00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:26,320 Speaker 1: you know what I'm realizing And I was like, what's up? 283 00:14:26,320 --> 00:14:28,840 Speaker 1: And she was like, I am your friend age and 284 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:33,120 Speaker 1: I could see myself being friends with you, and she 285 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:34,760 Speaker 1: was like can we be friends? And I was like, fuck, yeah, 286 00:14:34,760 --> 00:14:36,360 Speaker 1: we can be friends, Like this is what I'm saying, 287 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:39,840 Speaker 1: Like you, people don't get it till they get it, 288 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:42,760 Speaker 1: and I I didn't even realize that until I asked 289 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:44,840 Speaker 1: my best friend who's older than me. I was like, 290 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:48,080 Speaker 1: why were you friends with me at thirteen? Like what? 291 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:51,960 Speaker 1: Why did it work? Like? I don't get it, and 292 00:14:52,040 --> 00:14:53,720 Speaker 1: because I could have picture myself being friends with a 293 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:56,520 Speaker 1: thirteen year old and she was like, you just were different, 294 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:59,120 Speaker 1: and she was like it just it was what it was, 295 00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:03,120 Speaker 1: and it was it was just like, it's the same 296 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:05,360 Speaker 1: way that we're friends now we have the same age gap. 297 00:15:05,440 --> 00:15:08,960 Speaker 1: Nothing's changed. She was like, it's you've just been on 298 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:13,440 Speaker 1: a maturity level that is beyond your years. And yeah, anyways, 299 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:14,720 Speaker 1: my mom used to try to get me to have 300 00:15:14,760 --> 00:15:19,240 Speaker 1: friends my own age, and I just never ever ever worked. 301 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:22,360 Speaker 1: I would be like, Mom, they're just so immature. And 302 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:23,960 Speaker 1: she would even see me hang out with them and 303 00:15:24,520 --> 00:15:26,520 Speaker 1: they'd want to make slime and my mom would be like, 304 00:15:26,560 --> 00:15:28,240 Speaker 1: you love making slime, and I'd be like, for a 305 00:15:28,280 --> 00:15:30,160 Speaker 1: YouTube video, I make the slime and then I go 306 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,480 Speaker 1: edit the video, like that's where I die. I just 307 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,960 Speaker 1: do it for the video, you know what I mean. 308 00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:37,440 Speaker 1: And she was like, oh, okay, that makes sense. So yeah, 309 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,360 Speaker 1: friends of my own age. I just it was because 310 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:43,720 Speaker 1: of Hollywood, but I also didn't want friends my own age, 311 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:46,600 Speaker 1: if that makes sense. All Right. I got two more, 312 00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:49,400 Speaker 1: And this first one that I'm about to explain to you, 313 00:15:49,520 --> 00:15:51,840 Speaker 1: or I guess it's our fourth one that I'm talking about, 314 00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:55,720 Speaker 1: is really interesting when you think about it. And this 315 00:15:55,880 --> 00:15:59,760 Speaker 1: is something that I had to come to terms two with, 316 00:16:00,480 --> 00:16:04,680 Speaker 1: maybe like a year ago. Little under a year ago. 317 00:16:04,720 --> 00:16:06,160 Speaker 1: I feel like it was a little under a year 318 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:08,240 Speaker 1: ago because it was right after I did Special Forces 319 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:09,760 Speaker 1: that I really had to come to terms with it. 320 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:14,560 Speaker 1: I didn't choose my career when I was old enough 321 00:16:14,560 --> 00:16:16,840 Speaker 1: to choose my career, if that makes sense. I chose 322 00:16:16,880 --> 00:16:20,920 Speaker 1: my career when I was nine. And think about in school, 323 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,920 Speaker 1: right when you go to kindergarten, everyone in kindergarten wants 324 00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:27,800 Speaker 1: to be an astronaut, a firefighter. You dream of these careers, right, 325 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:30,520 Speaker 1: and some do stick to the plan, don't get me wrong. 326 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:32,600 Speaker 1: And when I was little, when I was two, I 327 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,400 Speaker 1: said I either want to be a surgeon or Hannah 328 00:16:34,440 --> 00:16:38,120 Speaker 1: Montana and that never changed. The only thing that changed 329 00:16:38,120 --> 00:16:39,360 Speaker 1: about it is when I was twelve, I was like, 330 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:41,840 Speaker 1: I either want to be a pop star or a neurosurgeon. 331 00:16:41,840 --> 00:16:45,760 Speaker 1: We just got a little more specific. But the thing 332 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: is is the same way that Like, you're a kid 333 00:16:49,920 --> 00:16:51,440 Speaker 1: and you want to be an astronaut, and then you 334 00:16:51,480 --> 00:16:54,520 Speaker 1: go to school and you realize, oh, I like this more. 335 00:16:54,560 --> 00:16:56,200 Speaker 1: Maybe I want to be a book writer. Maybe I 336 00:16:56,280 --> 00:16:58,080 Speaker 1: want to be an artist. Maybe I want to be 337 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:00,760 Speaker 1: an engineer, Maybe I want to be a technician, Like 338 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,440 Speaker 1: there's so many different jobs. Maybe I want to work 339 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:06,600 Speaker 1: at McDonald's, Like whatever it is that you want to do. 340 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:12,639 Speaker 1: I never got the chance to test out different careers 341 00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:17,080 Speaker 1: or choose my career at an age being wise enough 342 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:20,800 Speaker 1: to and I don't want to change my career at all. 343 00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:26,680 Speaker 1: But becoming older, once I hit seventeen and my ex 344 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:30,480 Speaker 1: girlfriend a girlfriend at the time, you know, she was 345 00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:32,840 Speaker 1: working at Starbucks, she was working at the local grocery store, 346 00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:39,199 Speaker 1: she was working volunteering for Ocean Life. She songwriting so 347 00:17:39,240 --> 00:17:42,040 Speaker 1: many different things. And then you know, my brother, my 348 00:17:42,119 --> 00:17:44,320 Speaker 1: brother worked at Universal for a little bit. My brother 349 00:17:44,400 --> 00:17:47,000 Speaker 1: now has literally my like third dream job ever in 350 00:17:47,040 --> 00:17:50,280 Speaker 1: the world, and we laugh about it all the times. 351 00:17:50,359 --> 00:17:52,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know, you're literally living my dream, like 352 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:55,160 Speaker 1: besides what I'm doing, Like, you're literally living my secondary 353 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:59,720 Speaker 1: dream right now. And he got to, you know, to 354 00:17:59,720 --> 00:18:01,240 Speaker 1: see you wanted to be a chef. He was really 355 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:04,240 Speaker 1: good at cooking. And so getting older, I never realized 356 00:18:04,280 --> 00:18:06,200 Speaker 1: this when I was younger, but getting older and seeing 357 00:18:06,240 --> 00:18:10,080 Speaker 1: everyone around me kind of at this phase of life 358 00:18:10,240 --> 00:18:14,160 Speaker 1: choose their careers. Even my friends right now are not 359 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,359 Speaker 1: the thirty year olds like my little bit more distant 360 00:18:16,359 --> 00:18:19,479 Speaker 1: friends that are closer in my age trying out different 361 00:18:19,560 --> 00:18:21,359 Speaker 1: things even though they have like their main thing that 362 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,639 Speaker 1: they want to do, They're still figuring it out and 363 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:26,719 Speaker 1: still trying things out. And like my friend that's twenty four, 364 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: I'll be like, I just don't know what I want 365 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:29,200 Speaker 1: to do in life, and I'm like, you're so young, 366 00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:30,679 Speaker 1: you have so much time to figure it out, Like 367 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:33,080 Speaker 1: just be young, be twenty four. And I'm like, damn, 368 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:37,520 Speaker 1: you're twenty and you haven't figured out. You're not changing it. 369 00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:39,359 Speaker 1: You are pops. Are you are doing this? You are 370 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:42,639 Speaker 1: touring for your life like you already have chosen this. 371 00:18:43,359 --> 00:18:46,399 Speaker 1: I'm missing out on that joy of like getting to 372 00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:52,000 Speaker 1: pick what you do for the first time and experience 373 00:18:52,080 --> 00:18:55,760 Speaker 1: different jobs. Now, with that being said, in my job, 374 00:18:55,920 --> 00:19:00,320 Speaker 1: in being an entertainer, I do have so many different 375 00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:02,280 Speaker 1: jobs that I get to do. I get to do 376 00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:04,159 Speaker 1: my podcast, I get to do music. I get to 377 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:06,480 Speaker 1: do music videos. I get to do merchandising. I get 378 00:19:06,520 --> 00:19:09,440 Speaker 1: a manager, girl group. I get to perform. I get 379 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,520 Speaker 1: a rehearse, I get a direct I get to produce, 380 00:19:11,560 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 1: I get a write, I get to do social media, 381 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:18,440 Speaker 1: be an influencer, give be a mentor. There's so choreographed. 382 00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:21,680 Speaker 1: God Like, there's so many different like aspects of my career, 383 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:23,879 Speaker 1: which I'm very grateful for because I think I would 384 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:27,720 Speaker 1: get very bored if I didn't have that, because I've 385 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:30,000 Speaker 1: been doing the same thing for the last eleven years. 386 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:32,520 Speaker 1: Like by this point in time, you know, I feel 387 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:33,680 Speaker 1: like if you do the same thing from the time 388 00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:35,840 Speaker 1: you're thirty to sixty, you're a little more developed, you 389 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:38,400 Speaker 1: kind of you know, run a little bit more autopilot. 390 00:19:38,920 --> 00:19:42,359 Speaker 1: But from the time you're nine to twenty, so much 391 00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:44,520 Speaker 1: changes in your life that I feel like you need 392 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:48,480 Speaker 1: that constant stimulation, You need that constant change. And I 393 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:51,200 Speaker 1: feel like, for me, I would have gotten so bored 394 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:53,119 Speaker 1: if I was doing only one thing. And so that's 395 00:19:53,160 --> 00:19:55,280 Speaker 1: why I'm lucky that, you know, I have the movies 396 00:19:55,280 --> 00:19:57,920 Speaker 1: and the TV shows and the music and the podcasts 397 00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:00,400 Speaker 1: and the press and the photo shoots and the brand 398 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:03,320 Speaker 1: ambassador or stuff, and like, there's so many different layers 399 00:20:03,359 --> 00:20:05,000 Speaker 1: to my career that I kind of get a focus 400 00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:08,240 Speaker 1: on different ones at different times. But I now I 401 00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:12,399 Speaker 1: got to work at a normal job, which I definitely would 402 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:15,280 Speaker 1: want to for a day. I think for more than 403 00:20:15,320 --> 00:20:17,720 Speaker 1: a day. Honestly, I think it's really cool and I 404 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:22,199 Speaker 1: definitely wouldn't take it for granted Anyways. Last thing, and 405 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:26,880 Speaker 1: this goes without being said, but it's not talked about enough. 406 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:31,960 Speaker 1: The biggest thing that I missed out on and still 407 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:37,080 Speaker 1: am for sure missing out on because of Hollywood is privacy. 408 00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:42,320 Speaker 1: I have none, and I when I was little, it 409 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:45,080 Speaker 1: was much easier. Now that I'm older and I want 410 00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:47,920 Speaker 1: privacy and I don't get it or I can't have it. 411 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:52,560 Speaker 1: That's much harder to deal with. And it's weird how 412 00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:55,600 Speaker 1: things I thought we're gonna get easier over time got 413 00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:58,639 Speaker 1: harder over time than the two things are hate and privacy. 414 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:01,040 Speaker 1: It was easy for me to deal with hate and 415 00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:03,640 Speaker 1: bullying when I was younger than it is now. Now 416 00:21:03,640 --> 00:21:06,080 Speaker 1: I take things way more to heart and ways way 417 00:21:06,119 --> 00:21:10,320 Speaker 1: more serious, and I'm way more secure and I wait 418 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:13,480 Speaker 1: overthink more and so that gets that gets harder on me. 419 00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:17,040 Speaker 1: But the other thing is privacy. I didn't really care 420 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:18,560 Speaker 1: when I was little. It didn't really matter to me. 421 00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:20,280 Speaker 1: But now you know, I want to go on a 422 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 1: date and I can't because then it's public. I want 423 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:26,719 Speaker 1: to go out and be a lunatic, and I can't 424 00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:29,159 Speaker 1: because then it's online. The next day. I want to 425 00:21:30,400 --> 00:21:32,639 Speaker 1: dress like a bum and go to Target, but I 426 00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:37,040 Speaker 1: can't because there's no privacy and it's something that I 427 00:21:37,080 --> 00:21:42,160 Speaker 1: know isn't ever gonna change. And I told myself this 428 00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:45,240 Speaker 1: because I was talking to somebody and they told me 429 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:49,119 Speaker 1: that they could never handle my public life. And I 430 00:21:49,160 --> 00:21:52,600 Speaker 1: was like, no, no, no, you don't understand. Like I do 431 00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:54,080 Speaker 1: have a side of my life that's in my house 432 00:21:54,119 --> 00:21:56,200 Speaker 1: and like I can keep things private, and they're like, no, 433 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,680 Speaker 1: you can. But at the end of the day, your 434 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:03,840 Speaker 1: life is so public that even if for some odd 435 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:06,440 Speaker 1: reason you were like, all throw away my career for you, 436 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,400 Speaker 1: we still can't go on a date. We still can't 437 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:12,440 Speaker 1: go and not be seen together because that's just your life. 438 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 1: It's so public. And that was tough for me to 439 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,120 Speaker 1: wrap my head around because I was a bit younger 440 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:18,919 Speaker 1: and I didn't understand it, and I was like, give 441 00:22:18,960 --> 00:22:20,960 Speaker 1: it a shot, why not? But then I realized that 442 00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:23,720 Speaker 1: public life is not for everybody. And that's when I 443 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:25,800 Speaker 1: realized that that person was not meant to be my person. 444 00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:29,720 Speaker 1: And that is totally okay, and I'm much happier now, 445 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:32,400 Speaker 1: and so that's all that matters. But and so are they, 446 00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 1: which is great. But yeah, privacy is something that you 447 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:43,440 Speaker 1: It is so small and you don't even realize as 448 00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:46,920 Speaker 1: a non celebrity that you have it. And it is 449 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,399 Speaker 1: so crazy to think that like that is something that 450 00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:52,280 Speaker 1: you just are supposed to have as a human. But 451 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:54,240 Speaker 1: then when you have a public life, like you don't 452 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:56,920 Speaker 1: get that. Gwen Stefani said a quote she said, everybody 453 00:22:56,920 --> 00:23:00,520 Speaker 1: has their shit. Mine is just really public and hit 454 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:01,919 Speaker 1: like a ton of bricks because I was like, that 455 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:05,520 Speaker 1: is exactly what I've been feeling for the last twenty years. 456 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:08,280 Speaker 1: That's a lie. Eleven years. Eleven years, Oh my god, 457 00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:10,879 Speaker 1: I can say twelve now I'm twenty one. Fuck yeah, 458 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:14,240 Speaker 1: twelve years. A dozen years. That's sick. I love that. 459 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:19,120 Speaker 1: It's privacy. That's something that I've very much so missed 460 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:22,440 Speaker 1: out on. And I'm also never gonna get ever U 461 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,040 Speaker 1: And I realize that, and I'm okay with that, and 462 00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:27,360 Speaker 1: it is what it is, and it is one of 463 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:29,280 Speaker 1: the things that I will just lack for forever. But 464 00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 1: I've made it this far. I'm gonna keep making it 465 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:36,320 Speaker 1: a well, everybody. That is five things that I missed 466 00:23:36,359 --> 00:23:38,640 Speaker 1: out on because of Hollywood, and honestly, the five things 467 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,400 Speaker 1: that I will forever miss out on because of Hollywood. 468 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:42,560 Speaker 1: Sure there's gonna be more, but there's a lot more 469 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,840 Speaker 1: that I gain and that I get to be excited 470 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:47,960 Speaker 1: about because of my job in Hollywood. So not complaining. 471 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:51,800 Speaker 1: I love my life. I wouldn't trade it for the world. Yeah, 472 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:54,639 Speaker 1: thank you guys for listening. I hope you enjoyed this 473 00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:57,520 Speaker 1: new five things. If you didn't enjoy it, honestly, keep 474 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:59,959 Speaker 1: it to yourself, don't really care. If you didn't enjoy it, 475 00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:03,400 Speaker 1: let me know. I would love to hear. I hope 476 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:04,720 Speaker 1: you all have a great day today. I hope you 477 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:08,080 Speaker 1: all today remember five things that you are grateful for. 478 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:10,240 Speaker 1: Five things right now in this moment. I'm grateful for 479 00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:13,959 Speaker 1: my family, my friends, Aussie Bites. They're a really good 480 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,119 Speaker 1: food that I'm gonna go eat right after this. If 481 00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:20,120 Speaker 1: you've never had Ausie Bites, go try them. Celsius, Red Bull, 482 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:21,960 Speaker 1: and Ghosts because of those are the three things I 483 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:27,280 Speaker 1: get me through my day. And podcasts. I'm really grateful 484 00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,040 Speaker 1: for podcasts that I get to do this podcast and 485 00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:31,200 Speaker 1: that you guys like it. Thank you all for listening, 486 00:24:31,280 --> 00:24:33,239 Speaker 1: and I will see you next week. Going to just 487 00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:35,120 Speaker 1: to Now and I tell you five things that I've 488 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:37,520 Speaker 1: done with X's that I shouldn't tell you. Good luck, 489 00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:41,760 Speaker 1: enjoy that one. Good Bye. Thank you so much for listening, everybody. 490 00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:44,440 Speaker 1: Be sure to follow us on Instagram and TikTok at 491 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:47,520 Speaker 1: Jojosa Now Podcast. Be sure to write us a review 492 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:50,160 Speaker 1: and maybe if you're feeling to leave us five stars. 493 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:51,560 Speaker 1: I'll see you next week.