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Speaker 1: With Rowdy.

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Speaker 2: Hello therapy, get go?

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Speaker 1: Yes, who is this?

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Speaker 3: Hey?

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Speaker 2: My name is Rowdy. I'm nineteen and I am obsessed

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Speaker 2: with my teacher. And before you think anything, I do

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Speaker 2: sound like a five year old, but I promise I'm not.

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Speaker 3: But I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I've been obsessed with my teacher for ever since I

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Speaker 2: getting out of hand?

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Speaker 1: Is this your what I would? Are you in high school?

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Speaker 1: Are you in college?

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Speaker 2: I graduated from high school but this was the last year.

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Speaker 1: Okay? Well and this was last year and you're still

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Speaker 1: obsessed with her?

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Speaker 3: Mm hm h.

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Speaker 1: What do you mean by you're obsessed with her?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 1: How does it? I guess what I what I asked specifically,

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Speaker 1: is how does your obsession manifest?

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Speaker 2: Like I want to spend the rest of my life

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Speaker 2: with her as if I was like her son. You

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Speaker 2: know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Are you fucking with me right now? Or is this

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Speaker 1: a serious thing?

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Speaker 2: This is serious?

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Speaker 1: You want to spend the rest of your life with

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Speaker 1: her as if you were her son?

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Speaker 2: Yes, but like now that I say that, a lot,

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Speaker 2: it sounds a lot weirder.

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Speaker 1: But no, no, no, no, I'm not I'm not I'm not here.

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Speaker 1: I just wanted to make sure you were fun with me.

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Speaker 1: I'm not here to judge your thoughts and your and

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Speaker 1: your feelings. Tell me what, tell me more about what

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Speaker 1: you mean by that?

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Speaker 2: Well, huh, I don't know. She what I mean is like,

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know what I could do

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Speaker 2: without her. And I just stopped talking to her a

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Speaker 2: little bit ago. And it's I've been upset since then.

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Speaker 1: And you mean, you mean, what do you mean you

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Speaker 2: So like at the end of school, I just stopped

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Speaker 2: talking to her. And it's you know, because she is

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Speaker 2: I could talk to her about it. You know, if

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Speaker 1: So what kind of teacher was this?

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Speaker 2: This was my math teacher.

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Speaker 1: And when you say you had a problem, she was

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Speaker 1: like helping you out with like personal problems.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes, what kind of personal problems?

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Speaker 1: You know?

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Speaker 2: Uh, I've I've had really bad issues with my mental

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Speaker 2: health and she helped me a lot with that. And

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Speaker 2: then you know, kids would just pick on me because

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Speaker 2: you know, I wouldn't say anything or whatever. And if

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Speaker 2: I ever needed anything from her, she would tell me

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Speaker 2: and let me.

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Speaker 1: M sorry, no, don't be saying anything. So when you

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, not at all.

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Speaker 1: Oh not at all. Oh yeah, okay, all right, that's

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Speaker 1: why that's what I thought.

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Speaker 2: This was no no, no, no. Uh that's what a

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Speaker 2: other person about this, and that's what they thought. But

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Speaker 2: she was never really like I've never had a thought

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Speaker 1: Hm hm hm hmm. Well okay, man, what what's your

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Speaker 2: I'm not too good. When we were, when I was

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Speaker 2: now it's just we fight a lot. That's kind of it.

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Speaker 1: What do you guys typically fight over?

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Speaker 2: You know, like, uh, some days I don't want to

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Speaker 2: You know, it's just I mean, you know, it's McDonald's.

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Speaker 2: But so some days when I call off, I'll tell

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Speaker 2: trying to stab someone.

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Speaker 1: So, yeah, is that something you want to talk about?

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Speaker 2: Sure, I just I really just want to finish getting

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Speaker 2: to talk to and I can't believe I'm on your

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Speaker 2: show right now. I've been waiting years to talk to you. Man.

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Speaker 2: It's just but anyways, I'll get back to the stories.

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Speaker 2: So you know, I'm not romantically obsessed with her, but

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Speaker 1: Sorry? Sorry, sorry what did you you? You kind out

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Speaker 2: I said that she went to school to go do

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Speaker 2: So you know she, uh, she knew what she was saying.

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Speaker 2: And you know, she was just always there for me.

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Speaker 2: And I've been doing a lot rough, a lot more

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Speaker 1: So first thing I'm gonna say, I gotta get this

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Speaker 1: And I know that it's difficult to like get help

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Speaker 1: But still I'll talk to you about this stuff. So

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Speaker 2: I haven't because you know, I always feel that people

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Speaker 2: you know, it's like, why not just get it out

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Speaker 1: So I guess, like, tell me a little bit more

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Speaker 1: about your life, man, Like what uh so you say?

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Speaker 1: Like in when you were in school people were bullying you,

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Speaker 2: Well, you know, uh, I had a bit of a

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Speaker 1: What do you go ahead? I want to do you finish?

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Speaker 2: Oh, I was just gonna say, and I'm mildly autistic,

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Speaker 1: Hmm, what do you want out of life? I'm curious.

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Speaker 1: You know that that evolves over time, but just at

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Speaker 2: This moment, you know, I kind of just I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I want a happy life. You know. I'm tired of

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Speaker 1: So nineteen is a I I need you to know,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'll give you something.

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Speaker 2: This is pretty uh find out anybody else would confess this.

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Speaker 2: But you know, I ain't got nothing better to do

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Speaker 2: and she saved me from that. Also, you know what

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Speaker 2: And then what else. You know, anytime I was ever sad,

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Speaker 1: So so you said you were like, oh, this person

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Speaker 1: just be like are you suicidal? Like have you had

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Speaker 2: Yes, multiple times I've been into the mental hospital about

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Speaker 2: I don't know four or five times.

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Speaker 1: Now.

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Speaker 2: Never wants to help me, you know, everyone's everyone there

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Speaker 1: Oh Jesus Christ man.

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Speaker 2: I know, I know, just like everything else in my life.

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Speaker 1: No no no no no no. So it's a hold. Okay.

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Speaker 1: So the girl that you like, Dane liked, yes, and

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Speaker 2: No no, no, no, she she rejrected him and me.

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Speaker 1: So you know how long ago is this fight?

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Speaker 1: Okay? And you tried to text him and he didn't

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Speaker 3: Hold on, let me pull it up.

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Speaker 2: Sure, I said, hey, Dane, I hope that you're doing better.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry about the argument, but I hope we.

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Speaker 1: What's your name again?

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Speaker 3: Man, Rowdy?

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Speaker 1: Rowdy? That's a cool name.

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Speaker 1: What do you What do you like to do? Do

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Speaker 2: I love pictures, I love shooting guns and uh, you know, uh,

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Speaker 2: I always wanted to be a state trooper. Ether're known

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Speaker 1: So I mean, all, you know, great answers. I mean,

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Speaker 1: I've been talking to you for eighteen minutes and I

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Speaker 2: I appreciate it, man.

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Speaker 1: You know, you're gonna have to go to school to

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Speaker 1: the past that cause yourself steam to be whatever it is.

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00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:06,160
Speaker 1: You know, you're inevitable you're the idea that you'll live

443
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:09,879
Speaker 1: this happy life. It's it to me is inevitable if

444
00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:13,080
Speaker 1: if you have the courage to, you know, make that

445
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:16,639
Speaker 1: list and attack it. So I'm optimists.

446
00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:21,280
Speaker 2: I got more more things to say. First, I really

447
00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:23,280
Speaker 2: do appreciate it, man, I really do.

448
00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,040
Speaker 3: I love your shows.

449
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:26,800
Speaker 2: You know, I've been watching you for like two and

450
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:29,479
Speaker 2: a half years now, me and my little sister has

451
00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:30,280
Speaker 2: been watching you.

452
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:31,280
Speaker 3: We love you.

453
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:35,639
Speaker 2: But the other thing is is that back to my

454
00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 2: teacher real quick, is that you know, I also I

455
00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:42,159
Speaker 2: want kids, like how she has kids, but also that

456
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:46,040
Speaker 2: I found out recently that she was getting divorced and

457
00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:50,119
Speaker 2: it sucks because you know, I don't know. I know

458
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:52,600
Speaker 2: this is going to sound super like weird, but I

459
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,880
Speaker 2: don't want her to find a new boyfriend because it's

460
00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:59,919
Speaker 2: just her husband, I guess, because I feel like just

461
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,600
Speaker 2: her kids will change so much.

462
00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:08,000
Speaker 1: Are you sure you don't have romantic feelings for this person?

463
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:13,600
Speaker 2: Yes, I am sure. I mean, you know, I never

464
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:17,040
Speaker 2: really had the thought of, like, no ever being with

465
00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 2: her like that, But I don't know, I just feel like,

466
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 2: you know, it's gonna tear her family apart.

467
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,680
Speaker 1: In all this stuff, my brother my brother, my brother

468
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:31,760
Speaker 1: rat Rowdy, Rowdy, I uh, it's very sweet that you

469
00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 1: care about this, but you got you absolutely gotta gotta you.

470
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:39,440
Speaker 1: You absolutely cannot be invested in this woman's life.

471
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Speaker 2: M hm.

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Speaker 1: Take take. I would take the amount of investment that

473
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:47,600
Speaker 1: you have in this woman's life and redirect that to

474
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:48,200
Speaker 1: your own.

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00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:52,200
Speaker 2: All right.

476
00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:56,040
Speaker 1: You know you want to have kids one day, you

477
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:58,439
Speaker 1: want to do this, You want to do that, So

478
00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 1: focus on doing whatever you gotta do to put yourself

479
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,639
Speaker 1: in the best position to be doing that shit instead

480
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 1: of thinking about this lady's kids.

481
00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 2: And I actually, I do have one more thing to say.

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Speaker 1: Go ahead.

483
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:16,200
Speaker 3: I feel like.

484
00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:20,000
Speaker 2: I might be, you know, fucked up in the head because,

485
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 2: like truly, I think if somebody ever hurts my teacher

486
00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 2: and I ever find out that I would kill them.

487
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:32,919
Speaker 2: And I'm being honest. I'm not trying to sound creepy

488
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,200
Speaker 2: or whatever, but no, it's just.

489
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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I first, all, Rowdy, you got I don't you gotta

491
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:50,840
Speaker 1: go see a real therapist? Oh okay, you gotta go

492
00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 1: see a real therapist. Yeah, will you go do that?

493
00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:57,359
Speaker 1: Will you do that? Will you try it? Will you

494
00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,080
Speaker 1: at least try to see a real therapist. Will you

495
00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:01,520
Speaker 1: go on the internet and be like, how can I

496
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:04,439
Speaker 1: get free therapy? Will you? Will you do something to

497
00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:06,280
Speaker 1: try to get a real thing? Does McDonald's give you

498
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:08,399
Speaker 1: health insurance? No?

499
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:10,360
Speaker 2: Sadly fucked up?

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Speaker 1: I know, okay, will you at least will you try?

501
00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:14,919
Speaker 1: Will you try to go see a real therapist?

502
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:16,280
Speaker 3: Yes?

503
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:20,439
Speaker 2: Technically I have one, but you know, I just I

504
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 2: don't really talk to her too much because.

505
00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:26,160
Speaker 1: You know, who is your technical real therapist?

506
00:28:28,119 --> 00:28:30,240
Speaker 2: Well, I can't necessarily say her name, but.

507
00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:31,919
Speaker 1: Not her No, don't. I don't want her name like

508
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:32,880
Speaker 1: who like who?

509
00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:33,479
Speaker 3: Like?

510
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:34,720
Speaker 1: What does she do? What's her job?

511
00:28:36,119 --> 00:28:36,399
Speaker 3: Oh?

512
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:41,520
Speaker 2: She is all a counselor therapist kind of person. She

513
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:43,760
Speaker 2: just I kind of just sit down, tell her how

514
00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:46,520
Speaker 2: I'm feeling, what happened this and this?

515
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:51,320
Speaker 1: Och a therapist? Yeah, why don't you tell her all

516
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:53,640
Speaker 1: these things that you're talking about on this podcast right now?

517
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:58,720
Speaker 2: Because, like I said before, you know, I'm going to

518
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 2: see I'm going to see her multiple times until you know,

519
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 2: I eventually you know, stop paying insurance or whatever. But

520
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 2: you know, with you and everyone who's watching, you know,

521
00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 2: they may know who know who I am? They may not,

522
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:16,200
Speaker 2: you know, but I doubt I will ever see any

523
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 2: of y'all in my entire life.

524
00:29:17,800 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 1: I implore you to share everything you shared on this

525
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,840
Speaker 1: show with your real therapist.

526
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:35,640
Speaker 2: And I talked to my therapist because I told her,

527
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:37,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, I did tell her this. I'm like, I

528
00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,640
Speaker 2: feel like I'm obsessed with my teacher, but not in

529
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:45,120
Speaker 2: an like romantic kind of way. And she was like, Okay,

530
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:48,960
Speaker 2: well you know this, this and this, and I'm like yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 2: And then one time while I was working, my teacher

532
00:29:54,360 --> 00:29:56,680
Speaker 2: actually came through the drive through with her kids and

533
00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:59,840
Speaker 2: I tried to pay for her meal. And I told

534
00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:02,440
Speaker 2: my counsel or that and she goes, well, you know,

535
00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:05,360
Speaker 2: you seem like you seem like, you know, you have

536
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:09,760
Speaker 2: a romantic relationship with her. And I'm like, I hope not.

537
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,280
Speaker 2: She's way older than me, and you know, I have

538
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:17,880
Speaker 2: never had a thought of that throughout this, even meeting her.

539
00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:21,080
Speaker 2: And it's just I kind of want your opinion on it,

540
00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 2: to be honest.

541
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:25,680
Speaker 1: My opinion specifically on the teacher.

542
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, if I need to share more so you can

543
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:30,120
Speaker 2: get more.

544
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:32,720
Speaker 1: No, I feel like, no, no, I I kind of

545
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:34,480
Speaker 1: feel like I've given you what my opinion is on

546
00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:41,280
Speaker 1: this on this teacher situation. But I'll restate it is like, like, dude,

547
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:43,760
Speaker 1: you're like, first of all, I just hope you like

548
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:49,640
Speaker 1: you're you're in nineteen. You've told me so many things. Sure,

549
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 1: you've said things that are concerning, right, but you've also

550
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:56,320
Speaker 1: said things like again, I'm not a real fucking therapist.

551
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:58,520
Speaker 1: Like I'm just a fucking dude, and you should talk

552
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:00,720
Speaker 1: to a real therapist or be your respond possible for

553
00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:03,720
Speaker 1: let me just say you like, hey, we're gonna have

554
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 1: the Hey, I got you. We're cool. Like that's it,

555
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 1: like you you gotta talk to real favors. But from

556
00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:13,160
Speaker 1: my perspective, yes, you've told me things that are concerning,

557
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: but you've also told me things that actually made me

558
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:23,640
Speaker 1: feel pretty optimistic because you've laid out really nice goals

559
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 1: for yourself. You've laid out really clear direction for your

560
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 1: life that's positive, you know, saying you want to help people.

561
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 3: You know.

562
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:39,120
Speaker 1: You You've said thing, You've said things that show that

563
00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:43,680
Speaker 1: you care, not the thing about killing the guy, but

564
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:48,320
Speaker 1: the thing about you know, your friend Dane, you know.

565
00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:54,400
Speaker 1: And so my response to this problem you have it

566
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,480
Speaker 1: but being obsessed to your teacher, my opinion, My feelings

567
00:31:57,520 --> 00:32:03,400
Speaker 1: truly are that you should really thread together all of

568
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 1: those positive things you've laid out and take all of

569
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:12,120
Speaker 1: the energy that you're putting into being obsessed with your

570
00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:14,120
Speaker 1: teacher to thinking about her life into thinking like, if

571
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 1: anything happens, r take all of that energy that you

572
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:23,560
Speaker 1: are focused on this woman and redirect it into a

573
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 1: strong investment in your own life and in the direction

574
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:32,440
Speaker 1: that you have laid out talking to me right now.

575
00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:38,240
Speaker 1: Does that make sense? Yes, Okay, that is exactly what

576
00:32:38,360 --> 00:32:40,520
Speaker 1: I think you should do and go see a real therapist.

577
00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 1: Do you agree with me?

578
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:48,840
Speaker 2: I do agree. It's just like I said, you know,

579
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:54,200
Speaker 2: it's just hard to tell a therapist exactly how I'm

580
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:57,800
Speaker 2: feeling and whatnot, because you know, it's just like I

581
00:32:57,840 --> 00:33:00,400
Speaker 2: said before, I'm going to see him again and then

582
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:01,479
Speaker 2: they're going to bring it up.

583
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 1: That's good. It's good that you're going to see them again,

584
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:06,280
Speaker 1: and it's good that they're going to bring it up again.

585
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:13,160
Speaker 2: Well, I kind of feel what I'm scared of is

586
00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:16,440
Speaker 2: that some days I'm having a really good day and

587
00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:19,400
Speaker 2: then you know, somebody brings up something and they just

588
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 2: ruins my day, it ruins my week, you know.

589
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 1: Look, man, I, by the way, by the way, what

590
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 1: you I just I'm what you just said. I've personally

591
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,960
Speaker 1: been dealing a lot with this idea of like you know,

592
00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,480
Speaker 1: like like when I'm dealing with my own fucking problems,

593
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:42,800
Speaker 1: I talk about them in therapy, and uh I journal

594
00:33:42,840 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 1: about them, and part of me really latches on actually

595
00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:49,800
Speaker 1: to what you just said, which is like, oh, uh am,

596
00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 1: I just going to be like reinforcing my own problems

597
00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 1: in my brain. Like what if I'm having a good day,

598
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:58,920
Speaker 1: I don't want to go to therapy that's scheduled that

599
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,080
Speaker 1: on this Thursday at four pm where I happen to

600
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:03,720
Speaker 1: be doing good and then get in a chair and

601
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: talk about how I'm doing bad. But that's not fuck it,

602
00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:10,120
Speaker 1: but that's but that's good, right because then your therapist

603
00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:11,560
Speaker 1: can be like, hey, remember when you were talking about this,

604
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:13,279
Speaker 1: and you can be like, oh, I don't fucking know

605
00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 1: what you're talking about. Life's great, everything's amazing. Then you

606
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:18,120
Speaker 1: go back and then it's like, especially if you already

607
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:20,080
Speaker 1: have a therapist, man, Like I get, I understand it's

608
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,880
Speaker 1: really like fucking tough out there, but like, if you

609
00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 1: already have a therapist, you talking about this shit.

610
00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:25,879
Speaker 3: And.

611
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:33,080
Speaker 1: You know it might help you kind of track a pattern, right,

612
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 1: because you're just dealing with your own thoughts on your

613
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:43,319
Speaker 1: own fucking brand. And yeah, but so you should do that.

614
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:48,520
Speaker 1: But in addition to doing that, I'll say it again,

615
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: you should take all the positive things you laid out.

616
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:51,360
Speaker 1: I want to help people, I want to do this,

617
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 1: I want to do that, and like feverishly attack those

618
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:59,439
Speaker 1: goals and spend all of your time, all the time

619
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:02,160
Speaker 1: that you're spending thinking about your teacher, please try to

620
00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:06,319
Speaker 1: spend it instead thinking about the ways in which you

621
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:09,080
Speaker 1: want to improve your life and work towards the positive

622
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:11,640
Speaker 1: things you've told me. Do you feel like you can

623
00:35:11,680 --> 00:35:14,879
Speaker 1: do that? Yeah? Cool man.

624
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,080
Speaker 2: It feels so much better getting it off my chest, though,

625
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 2: because anytime I talk to my mom about it, she's like, well,

626
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,360
Speaker 2: you know, why do you like her more than me?

627
00:35:23,480 --> 00:35:26,000
Speaker 2: And this and this and this, And I'm like, you know,

628
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:29,120
Speaker 2: every time I tell you how I feel, you either

629
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 2: yell at me or tell me how bad your life is,

630
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 2: and it just sucks because.

631
00:35:33,239 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 3: It makes me feel worse.

632
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:41,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, And it's like, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry

633
00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:44,000
Speaker 1: to hear that. I'm sorry that your mom is has

634
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,560
Speaker 1: been selfish? What's the question.

635
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:52,840
Speaker 2: Now this I'm kind of going off on, you know,

636
00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:55,520
Speaker 2: just what I've seen you post before. Well, I do

637
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 2: want to say that one video, that one you posted,

638
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,759
Speaker 2: I can't remember the girls, but she pegged. I think

639
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:06,400
Speaker 2: it was a Christian man. That was the funniest shit ever. Yeah, English,

640
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:09,239
Speaker 2: I just want to know if you would like I'm

641
00:36:09,239 --> 00:36:12,480
Speaker 2: not asking you to, nor am I telling you not to,

642
00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:17,600
Speaker 2: but if you do post this anywhere, I would love

643
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:20,799
Speaker 2: to hear what other people think about it, because, you know,

644
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:23,719
Speaker 2: I want to know what other people think to the

645
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 2: point that I can get a better understanding of you know,

646
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:30,319
Speaker 2: how how other people look at it. This is how

647
00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:33,120
Speaker 2: I look at it, and then see what my therapist,

648
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:34,359
Speaker 2: you know, looks at it.

649
00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:36,640
Speaker 1: Are you talking about pegging or are you talking about

650
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,200
Speaker 1: everything you just talked to me about of the course of.

651
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 2: This conversation, everything I just talked to you about.

652
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:44,040
Speaker 1: Okay, you faith that, you know. Here's the thing. I'm

653
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:46,840
Speaker 1: going to post this on YouTube and there are YouTube comments.

654
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 1: Take the YouTube, by the way. I here's the thing

655
00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:53,279
Speaker 1: I I gen you. First, First of all, I think

656
00:36:53,360 --> 00:37:00,200
Speaker 1: that uh, I think that the the the gecko go

657
00:37:00,360 --> 00:37:05,040
Speaker 1: watchers are pretty are pretty reasonable people. I have. I

658
00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:08,239
Speaker 1: have that faith and they will they will absolutely have

659
00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:15,839
Speaker 1: thoughts on your situation. Take and and you're gonna read them,

660
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Speaker 1: and I'm gonna read them too, because I'm curious about

661
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:19,839
Speaker 1: their thoughts of the situation. And I read a lot

662
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Speaker 1: of comments. But take them with a grain of salt,

663
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Speaker 1: because people on YouTube and on the internet are in

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Speaker 1: fact insane mm hmm, So take them with a grain

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00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 1: of salt. If you see something and you're like, oh,

666
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:42,960
Speaker 1: that's a good point, that's helpful, then run. Then great.

667
00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 1: If you see something that's like you suck and you you,

668
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 1: you know whatever, then just ignore it, you know, So

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Speaker 1: take them with a grain of salt. If you read the.

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Speaker 2: Comments, well, I'll let other people call in because I

671
00:37:57,440 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 2: know tons of people want to talk to you. But

672
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 2: I really do appreciate you talking to me. I really

673
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:03,800
Speaker 2: need to get this stuff off my chest.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm yeah, I'm glad. I'm glad we could talk

675
00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:12,080
Speaker 1: about all this stuff. And I please, I implore you

676
00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:15,440
Speaker 1: to uh take take what I said into consideration about

677
00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:18,560
Speaker 1: redirecting everything and towards you know, how you can improve

678
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:22,319
Speaker 1: your own life, because uh, I'm I'm I'm optimistic for you.

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Speaker 3: Mhm.

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Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

681
00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:27,720
Speaker 1: people that Is there anything?

682
00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:27,839
Speaker 2: Oh?

683
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 1: Sorry? Is there anything else you want to say to

684
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:30,120
Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go?

685
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:37,560
Speaker 2: What should I say? Never don't tell your dreams to

686
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 2: a small minded person because they will shoot it down. Anyways,

687
00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:45,240
Speaker 2: thank you, therapy, Get.

688
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Speaker 1: Go, have a good night routing you too, So it's fun.

689
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Speaker 1: Okay for the people in the YouTube comments are going

690
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:01,000
Speaker 1: to be upset that I call them insane, but I

691
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Speaker 1: had dude, you can go look at I forget which

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Speaker 1: video this is on, but I do. I read the

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Speaker 1: comments on my YouTube and on Spotify's comments now, and

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Speaker 1: I read all of those, and I forget which which

695
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Speaker 1: one was it. I'm trying to remember which podcast it was.

696
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Speaker 1: I think it was with the guy who I never

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Speaker 1: remember anyone's name, but I think his name was No,

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Speaker 1: it was I think it was on the podcast with

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Speaker 1: our boy Richard. I think it's the one called I'm

700
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Speaker 1: Getting My Life Together at thirty five. I think it's

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Speaker 1: that one. It's either Richard or that guy Tyler. But anyway,

702
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:43,920
Speaker 1: somebody commented saying, hey, Gek, you should be nicer to

703
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Speaker 1: the callers. You were a little bit of an ass

704
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:47,920
Speaker 1: you know. They didn't say you were kind of an asshole.

705
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:50,760
Speaker 1: They said, hey, GEK, you should be nicer to the callers.

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Speaker 1: You were kind of an asshole to that guy. And I,

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Speaker 1: you know, when I read when I read that, I

708
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Speaker 1: wasn't like, oh, fuck this guy, you know, it was like,

709
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Speaker 1: I'm like, what maybe I maybe I fucking will dude.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I am sometimes in insane moods when

711
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Speaker 1: I record these, so I was like, oh shit, maybe

712
00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:09,279
Speaker 1: I was being common asshole to this guy. So I

713
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Speaker 1: wrote back and I was like, all I wrote I

714
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:15,359
Speaker 1: was how so because I wanted to know. I wanted

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Speaker 1: to exp I've done this before. Actually this is I

716
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:21,960
Speaker 1: had another comment there who said, God, what did she say? Oh?

717
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 1: She said I gave this caller tailor terrible advice and uh.

718
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Speaker 1: And I wasn't like, oh fuck you, what do you

719
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Speaker 1: know you're on YouTube? I was like, I was genuinely curious.

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Speaker 1: I was like, what do you think? Uh, why did

721
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Speaker 1: you why? What did you disagree with? And she wrote

722
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Speaker 1: me back a whole bunch of stuff. But anyway, I'm

723
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Speaker 1: off traffic. Okay. Someone comments they go, hey, GEK, you're

724
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Speaker 1: being kind of an asshole to this guy I wrote.

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Speaker 1: How So he writes back, Ah, fuck, I'm sorry, man,

726
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:49,840
Speaker 1: I didn't actually mean that stuff. I just wanted to

727
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Speaker 1: get your attention. And I was like, all right, because

728
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Speaker 1: I read when I read, I read shit, I think

729
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:04,920
Speaker 1: about it. But that was kind of interesting for me

730
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:08,520
Speaker 1: because it made me be like, Okay, ninety nine percent

731
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Speaker 1: of what everyone writes on the internet, they just don't

732
00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:14,520
Speaker 1: fucking mean. Like when you when you when you comment

733
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Speaker 1: on like a TikTok of someone and you're like, this

734
00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:19,320
Speaker 1: is cringe and you suck and you should kill yourself.

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Speaker 1: If the person that is in the TikTok, if you

736
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Speaker 1: were looking at their face right now, that's what you'd say.

737
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Speaker 1: You'd say, Ah fuck, I'm sorry. I didn't. I did

738
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Speaker 1: not realize you're a real human being. You only you

739
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:39,680
Speaker 1: have existed for your entire life, and you've existed for

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Speaker 1: point zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero

741
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:47,759
Speaker 1: zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero one

742
00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 1: percent of my life. And so we're working on two

743
00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:57,720
Speaker 1: complete opposite contexts. When I'm writing, you know that you suck,

744
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:04,960
Speaker 1: so uh, you know something to consider when you're reading

745
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:06,600
Speaker 1: internet comments.

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Speaker 2: All from Anthony.

747
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Speaker 3: Hello, holy shi it is this? Gek?

748
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Speaker 1: Yeah? Who is this?

749
00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:17,280
Speaker 3: This is Anthony?

750
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Speaker 1: What's going on? Anthony? How can I get you?

751
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 3: Let Well, I had a few questions for you, gek.

752
00:42:25,080 --> 00:42:26,759
Speaker 1: Okay, I'll try my best. What's going on?

753
00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:34,120
Speaker 3: Okay? So you've talked about your Panda Express.

754
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,200
Speaker 1: Before? Yeah, I love pan Express.

755
00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:40,800
Speaker 3: What's what's your order from Panda Express when you're sober

756
00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:41,680
Speaker 3: and when you're high?

757
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:49,880
Speaker 1: Uh, trick question, they're the same. Actually actually wait no,

758
00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:52,200
Speaker 1: all right, you're you know you totally got Okay, here's

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00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 1: my order what I'm sober. My order i'm sober is

760
00:42:55,440 --> 00:43:01,840
Speaker 1: half and half fried rice and Lomaine noodles. Okay, I

761
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,680
Speaker 1: get the Kariokey chicken and the orange chicken. That's what

762
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:09,799
Speaker 1: I'm sober. Okay, Okay. When I'm when I'm high, I

763
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 1: get the same thing. But I also get a side

764
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Speaker 1: order of the honeyglaze shrimp and a chicken egg roll

765
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,040
Speaker 1: and an apple pie roll.

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Speaker 3: They have apple pie rolls.

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00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:30,759
Speaker 1: They have apple pie rolls, which is truly something you

768
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Speaker 1: would only get if you are extremely high. They're good, dude,

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00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:37,839
Speaker 1: They're like, yeah, they're like an apple pie egg roll.

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Speaker 1: It's delicious.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's why.

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00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:44,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's Is it like the McDonald's like apple pie

773
00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:46,880
Speaker 1: or it was just about I was just about to

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Speaker 1: say that it's similar to a McDonald's apple pie, but

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Speaker 1: it's you know, and it is it is similar to

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Speaker 1: McDonald's apple pie. But it's it's really good. Bro. It's

777
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 1: like covered. I think they've it's like some like kind

778
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:04,000
Speaker 1: of crystallized sugar on the outside of it. Yeah, it's

779
00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:07,840
Speaker 1: an egg roll with like fucking cinnamon and apple inside

780
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:12,160
Speaker 1: and then they roll it around and some yeah, like glazed,

781
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 1: some some kind of crystallized sugar. Bullshit.

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Speaker 3: Nice.

783
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Speaker 1: I'm not particularly adventurous when it comes to Panda express

784
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:25,239
Speaker 1: I like what I like. Although here's my problem, my

785
00:44:25,239 --> 00:44:29,360
Speaker 1: problem with the Lo Maine. I'm so happy that you

786
00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:32,080
Speaker 1: asked me this question. I feel like all day I'm

787
00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:37,040
Speaker 1: just talking about intense things, which actually I like doing

788
00:44:38,880 --> 00:44:41,880
Speaker 1: some of the times. But this is this is good, Okay,

789
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:46,239
Speaker 1: the Low Maine. It's got like onions and peppers in it.

790
00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:48,240
Speaker 1: I can hang with. I can hang with some onions.

791
00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:53,319
Speaker 1: But yeah, there's I think there's you know, there's something

792
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:56,279
Speaker 1: I eat around. What is I think it's onions. I

793
00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 1: like onions, but I wouldn't just like eat a whole

794
00:44:58,280 --> 00:44:59,759
Speaker 1: fuck of both of them, you know, I'd eat them

795
00:44:59,800 --> 00:45:02,439
Speaker 1: like a yeah yeah. Fairs and the onions they cut

796
00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:05,960
Speaker 1: and they put in that low mane are huge, but

797
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,360
Speaker 1: the low maine is good and so kind of typically

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Speaker 1: towards the end of the meal, I just have a big,

799
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Speaker 1: big container of onions.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:18,239
Speaker 3: I do kind of hate like a giant chunk of

802
00:45:18,239 --> 00:45:21,120
Speaker 3: any chopped vegetable when I have a bunch of mixed vegetables,

803
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:24,279
Speaker 3: because then it's like just one giant piece. I'm not

804
00:45:24,320 --> 00:45:26,920
Speaker 3: really enjoying the mixture. I'm just enjoying the piece.

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00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:31,080
Speaker 1: What are you uh? These people just sat through a

806
00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:33,360
Speaker 1: bunch of ads, but we're doing this one for free?

807
00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 1: What do you get at Panda Express?

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Speaker 3: At Panda Express, I feel like most of the time

809
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:45,240
Speaker 3: I go, I only will get like the the bowls

810
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Speaker 3: where it's one entree on one side, and I'll just

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Speaker 3: get I kind of switch it up between the low

812
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Speaker 3: maine and the fried rice.

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Speaker 1: You never do half.

814
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:57,520
Speaker 3: I've done half in half, but then I feel like

815
00:45:57,520 --> 00:46:00,280
Speaker 3: half and half, half and half in just those bowls.

816
00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:03,600
Speaker 3: It doesn't really feel good, you.

817
00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:04,920
Speaker 1: Know, what I'm gonna agree with you. I think I

818
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,479
Speaker 1: half and half is kind of the coward's way out,

819
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:09,200
Speaker 1: like you have to really commit.

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Speaker 3: Well, I think it's fine, but I feel like if

821
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Speaker 3: you do half and half in the bowl, you're just

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Speaker 3: not getting like a happy amount of each. You're just

823
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 3: getting kind of like a sad amount of each where

824
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:29,520
Speaker 3: you wish you had a little bit more but not enough.

825
00:46:30,000 --> 00:46:31,600
Speaker 1: What's the one entre that you get.

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Speaker 3: A lot of the time, I'll get orange chicken, but

827
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Speaker 3: I also like the fuck the I can't remember anymore,

828
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Speaker 3: but mostly orange chicken. I'm being honest. I'm kind of

829
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Speaker 3: basic like that.

830
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Speaker 1: I deeply scrabbring moons, bro, they have fucking crab grown

831
00:46:52,600 --> 00:46:59,719
Speaker 1: wounds at at a Panda Express. Yeah, do you get

832
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:01,480
Speaker 1: the carangoons? Have you ever had one? I've never had.

833
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:02,360
Speaker 1: Have you ever had one?

834
00:47:02,560 --> 00:47:02,799
Speaker 3: Wait?

835
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:05,760
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I'll stop, stop, stop, stop stop. They don't

836
00:47:05,880 --> 00:47:09,440
Speaker 1: have I'm sorry, sorry, I'm so sorry. They do not

837
00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:15,080
Speaker 1: have crab rangoons. At Panda Express. They have cream cheese rangoons,

838
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,600
Speaker 1: which kind of sound like who gives a fuck? Actually,

839
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Speaker 1: I'm sure they're good. I respect them. Only yet one

840
00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:23,719
Speaker 1: entre I wish I had that kind of discipline. Okay, Wait,

841
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:26,799
Speaker 1: by the way, there was a second question that you

842
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:28,480
Speaker 1: had or something. I think you said you had multiple.

843
00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:34,400
Speaker 3: Well, on a more serious note, I have a very

844
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:35,960
Speaker 3: important exam.

845
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:40,040
Speaker 1: Tomorrow and you're talking with me about Panda Express instead

846
00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 1: of doing your fucking homework.

847
00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:46,240
Speaker 3: Well, study for a while, and I'm kind of tired

848
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 3: of studying, and I figured I'd rather not just study

849
00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:51,319
Speaker 3: all night. I kind of want to just relax for

850
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:53,760
Speaker 3: a little bit before I take this exam.

851
00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:54,600
Speaker 1: Okay.

852
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:57,200
Speaker 3: I feel like if I if I study too much,

853
00:47:57,239 --> 00:47:59,880
Speaker 3: it's just gonna overload and I'll just be like this

854
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,680
Speaker 3: and then kind of not too good. What kind of

855
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:08,359
Speaker 3: examines it to online exam to become certified as a

856
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 3: personal trainer?

857
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:18,920
Speaker 1: Wow? And is Panda Express part of your uh your

858
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 1: your nutritionist recommendation?

859
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:25,080
Speaker 3: Well, that'd be out of my scope of practice to

860
00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:28,080
Speaker 3: say anything on nutrition, But I wish I could tell

861
00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:32,240
Speaker 3: people more about Panda Express while training them.

862
00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:34,920
Speaker 1: Is free. I mean it's about I mean, I assume

863
00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:36,280
Speaker 1: it's like it's a good source of protein.

864
00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:42,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, pan Express has like good healthy choices, but I

865
00:48:42,239 --> 00:48:45,239
Speaker 3: mean most of the time you go to Panda Express, Like,

866
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:49,240
Speaker 3: when are you getting healthy choices, they're kind of shitty.

867
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Speaker 1: I mean, okay, I mean, tell me what you think.

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00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:54,799
Speaker 1: I I mean, I get the Tarioki chicken. Obviously, when

869
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:56,240
Speaker 1: I go in there and I'm stone that I'm getting

870
00:48:56,239 --> 00:48:58,719
Speaker 1: like like when you're getting the apple pie roll, you're not.

871
00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:03,080
Speaker 1: It's not a great day. But I go like, I

872
00:49:03,120 --> 00:49:05,080
Speaker 1: feel like, okay, when I get their Tariact chicken, It's

873
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:07,840
Speaker 1: like it's grilled. It's not for yes, they put a

874
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:11,279
Speaker 1: lot of sugary sauce on it, but like just that

875
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:18,960
Speaker 1: and some rice. I'm like, Okay, this can't be that unhealthy's.

876
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:18,960
Speaker 3: I'd say that's that's pretty good. It's better than like

877
00:49:19,560 --> 00:49:21,319
Speaker 3: if you don't want to cook at home and you

878
00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:22,759
Speaker 3: make and you go out and you get that a

879
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:24,880
Speaker 3: Pan Express. Like that's pretty solid. You did a pretty

880
00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:26,080
Speaker 3: good selection.

881
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:30,960
Speaker 1: Okay. I got another question for you. Okay, when you

882
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:36,360
Speaker 1: go to Panda Express and you get to the register

883
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:39,840
Speaker 1: and they do this at every Panda Express, do you

884
00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:46,120
Speaker 1: round up the thirty cents to give to the Children's hospital?

885
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,520
Speaker 3: Shit, No, I never do that.

886
00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 1: You know you never do it?

887
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:54,200
Speaker 3: Uh anywhere I go. If they asked me to round up,

888
00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:56,960
Speaker 3: I pretty much never do it one time. My I

889
00:49:57,000 --> 00:49:59,640
Speaker 3: did it once for like a single penny because I

890
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:01,439
Speaker 3: saw it asked me to round up by a penny,

891
00:50:01,480 --> 00:50:03,120
Speaker 3: and I was like, it's fine, it's just a penny.

892
00:50:03,640 --> 00:50:06,640
Speaker 3: And then I showed the receipt to my mom because

893
00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,400
Speaker 3: I think I was getting something for her, and I

894
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,640
Speaker 3: rounded up by a penny, and she's she saw the receipts,

895
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 3: saw that I rounded up and was like, well, now

896
00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:16,239
Speaker 3: I have to keep this for like a tax right off,

897
00:50:16,239 --> 00:50:26,000
Speaker 3: because you don I never thought that the penny would

898
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:27,360
Speaker 3: really matter. I thought we'd just move on.

899
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 1: That's really funny. That's just keeping the receipt for the

900
00:50:30,719 --> 00:50:31,359
Speaker 1: tax right off.

901
00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:35,520
Speaker 3: She doesn't. I always love to give my mom every

902
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:39,439
Speaker 3: receipt this cause wait down. You know those apps where

903
00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:42,399
Speaker 3: you can like scan your receipt and you can get

904
00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:44,640
Speaker 3: points and eventually, like get enough points, you get a

905
00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:45,560
Speaker 3: gift card or something.

906
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:51,680
Speaker 1: Are we about to do another ad? No, I've never

907
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 1: I've never heard of these apps. What are these I have? No,

908
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:55,520
Speaker 1: I haven't heard of them.

909
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:58,960
Speaker 3: Tell me, okay, so there are these apps that I

910
00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:02,880
Speaker 3: don't use. My mom is and you can do surveys

911
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:06,880
Speaker 3: as well as scanning your receipt from like basically wherever

912
00:51:06,920 --> 00:51:10,160
Speaker 3: you go and you can get points for them, and eventually,

913
00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 3: once you get enough points, you can get gift cards.

914
00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:16,239
Speaker 3: But it's like you gotta like do a lot of

915
00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:17,759
Speaker 3: spending to get a gift card.

916
00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:20,000
Speaker 1: It's so far. I'm gonna put like an ad read

917
00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:22,360
Speaker 1: right before this call, and so they're just gonna go

918
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:26,120
Speaker 1: from ad reads to even more ads. I've been No,

919
00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:27,800
Speaker 1: I haven't heard I haven't heard of these. Well, I

920
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:29,680
Speaker 1: guess we didn't say any of the n app's names,

921
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,600
Speaker 1: but no, I've never heard of them. Damn. Maybe I

922
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:35,839
Speaker 1: should have been keeping my receipt because I'll I'll round

923
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:40,600
Speaker 1: up when it's like sixty seven cents. But yeah, I'm like, yeah, whatever,

924
00:51:40,800 --> 00:51:43,000
Speaker 1: round up. Sometimes sometimes they'll get me. I just feel

925
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 1: like a dick every time I don't. Here's Here's what's

926
00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:47,400
Speaker 1: funny though, is when you do it, they like they

927
00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 1: there's like a there's like a bell that they press. Yeah,

928
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 1: that makes me uncomfortable, like like you like like when

929
00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:56,640
Speaker 1: I round Like when they're like, hey, do you want

930
00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:58,480
Speaker 1: to ride up ten cents? And I'm like sure, and

931
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:01,800
Speaker 1: they're like look at this guy. I'm like, yeah, you

932
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:04,319
Speaker 1: don't need to do that what were you gonna say, do.

933
00:52:04,239 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 3: You uh uh? So do you round up only when

934
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:10,839
Speaker 3: someone asks you? Or do you round up when like

935
00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:13,480
Speaker 3: you're doing something on electronic device and no one there

936
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:15,360
Speaker 3: is to like pressure you.

937
00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:18,600
Speaker 1: No, it asks me on the thing. And I don't think, no,

938
00:52:18,719 --> 00:52:20,640
Speaker 1: it's never it's never a human being asking me. It's

939
00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:23,520
Speaker 1: just it's the thing asking me. Although I am like, okay,

940
00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:26,799
Speaker 1: I'll do that, right, because it's like whatever, sixty seven cents, Yeah,

941
00:52:26,800 --> 00:52:30,560
Speaker 1: you can have my sixty seven cents. But I do

942
00:52:30,840 --> 00:52:39,080
Speaker 1: wonder because like giant corporations are never altruistic, right, like

943
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:41,839
Speaker 1: like like like when I go to McDonald, so it'll

944
00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:45,359
Speaker 1: be like round up for the uh whatever, Ronald McDonald house,

945
00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 1: you know, the ron McDonald house.

946
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:51,000
Speaker 3: Uh sure, sure, cool.

947
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:55,600
Speaker 1: It's like it's like it's like their charity. And when

948
00:52:55,600 --> 00:52:57,960
Speaker 1: you go to mcdonal times it'll ask you to round up,

949
00:52:58,120 --> 00:53:02,280
Speaker 1: however many sense to give to the Ronald McDonald charity,

950
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:05,640
Speaker 1: and it's like the the logo is like his clown

951
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:13,600
Speaker 1: hands giving and oh yeah, and so I'll occasionally I'll

952
00:53:13,680 --> 00:53:16,719
Speaker 1: round it up and uh but I'm thinking, I'm like,

953
00:53:16,960 --> 00:53:22,520
Speaker 1: there's no fucking way that McDonald's and Pana Express are like,

954
00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:26,560
Speaker 1: you know, let's just do something nice for the kids. Like,

955
00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:28,719
Speaker 1: there's no fucking way. There's gotta be. There's gotta be

956
00:53:28,880 --> 00:53:31,320
Speaker 1: and I don't know what it is. Maybe John Oliver

957
00:53:31,520 --> 00:53:33,399
Speaker 1: can do a thing on it or whatever the fuck,

958
00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:39,440
Speaker 1: but but there's gotta be something that is still like

959
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:41,320
Speaker 1: the money is going to help them. I don't know

960
00:53:41,360 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 1: if it's like a tax right off, but.

961
00:53:43,440 --> 00:53:44,880
Speaker 3: I bet it is a tax, right If I was

962
00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:45,919
Speaker 3: just about to ask you that.

963
00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:49,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's probably just like a tax. It's probably just like, oh,

964
00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:52,879
Speaker 1: let's get more of their money so that we can

965
00:53:53,520 --> 00:53:56,319
Speaker 1: write it off as I mean, maybe I'll stop, Maybe

966
00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:57,719
Speaker 1: maybe I should stop rounding it.

967
00:53:57,719 --> 00:54:02,680
Speaker 3: Up, because then if you round it up, then McDonald's

968
00:54:02,719 --> 00:54:05,480
Speaker 3: and pan Express can say, oh, we donated like two

969
00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:09,440
Speaker 3: million to charity this year. But really it's like it's you, you.

970
00:54:09,440 --> 00:54:13,359
Speaker 1: Know what, I might start keeping my receipts so that

971
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:15,719
Speaker 1: I get the right off and they don't, or I

972
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:17,439
Speaker 1: guess we both get it right off. But why should

973
00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:18,960
Speaker 1: they get a fucking right off They didn't do it? Well,

974
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:21,080
Speaker 1: hold on, that doesn't make any sense, though, Why should

975
00:54:21,080 --> 00:54:23,200
Speaker 1: they get the fucking right off? Only one of us

976
00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:25,719
Speaker 1: hold on. Okay, now I'm thinking about this. Now, I'm

977
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:27,560
Speaker 1: thinking about this because I didn't even think about that

978
00:54:27,640 --> 00:54:30,000
Speaker 1: with your mom, with the receipt and everything. If I

979
00:54:30,160 --> 00:54:34,200
Speaker 1: round up my sixty seven cents and I write that

980
00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:39,080
Speaker 1: spending off on my taxes, can the company also write

981
00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:43,080
Speaker 1: that ship off on their taxes? Because that's because then

982
00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:45,360
Speaker 1: that money is being written off twice in the in

983
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:45,880
Speaker 1: the system.

984
00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:47,239
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

985
00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:50,319
Speaker 1: There's God, there's something fishy going on about this.

986
00:54:50,719 --> 00:54:51,520
Speaker 3: Something wrong there.

987
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:56,839
Speaker 1: There's something going on. Yeah, there's definitely something going on

988
00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:58,759
Speaker 1: at the at the fron McDonald house. I don't know

989
00:54:58,760 --> 00:54:59,200
Speaker 1: what it is.

990
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:04,080
Speaker 3: There's definitely something. I feel like if if they let you,

991
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:08,360
Speaker 3: if they put it up there, it's definitely benefiting them somehow.

992
00:55:09,440 --> 00:55:11,040
Speaker 3: So I feel like the write off has to be

993
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:13,640
Speaker 3: a thing for them. I feel like you can't just

994
00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:16,960
Speaker 3: be like an image thing because most about food fast

995
00:55:16,960 --> 00:55:20,680
Speaker 3: food places just have the image of the food itself

996
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:21,200
Speaker 3: and that's it.

997
00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:24,359
Speaker 1: What do you get when you go to McDonald's.

998
00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:30,919
Speaker 3: Usually, uh, they have that five dollars meal. I got

999
00:55:30,920 --> 00:55:33,000
Speaker 3: that a few times, but usually I just get like

1000
00:55:33,880 --> 00:55:37,360
Speaker 3: two mc chickens and then I'll do their online coupon

1001
00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:39,879
Speaker 3: for like a dollar large fry.

1002
00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:44,759
Speaker 1: No bev no bet you you you you do it.

1003
00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:47,319
Speaker 3: All raw, got beds at home?

1004
00:55:48,560 --> 00:55:49,160
Speaker 1: Wow? Okay?

1005
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:50,160
Speaker 3: What you are?

1006
00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:52,120
Speaker 1: You a water guy? You dye coke? What are we doing?

1007
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:57,920
Speaker 3: Water? For sure? But also like a big big like

1008
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:01,640
Speaker 3: PEPSI zero coke zero guy? Not really a diet coke guy.

1009
00:56:02,480 --> 00:56:04,320
Speaker 1: Mm hmm interesting. Interesting.

1010
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:09,840
Speaker 3: Diet coke doesn't taste like coke, but coke zero it

1011
00:56:09,880 --> 00:56:10,560
Speaker 3: tastes like coke.

1012
00:56:12,600 --> 00:56:15,200
Speaker 1: Di coke doesn't taste like coke, but coke zero tastes

1013
00:56:15,239 --> 00:56:17,520
Speaker 1: like coke. I was thinking today, I was wondering what

1014
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:19,640
Speaker 1: the differences between diet coke and coke zero. I have

1015
00:56:19,680 --> 00:56:21,600
Speaker 1: no idea.

1016
00:56:23,040 --> 00:56:25,719
Speaker 3: I think coke zero doesn't have caffeine in it, but

1017
00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:26,479
Speaker 3: I might be wrong.

1018
00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:28,680
Speaker 1: I don't know coke zero has. Guy, I really I

1019
00:56:28,880 --> 00:56:31,480
Speaker 1: you know, someone in the comments, let me let us

1020
00:56:31,520 --> 00:56:33,560
Speaker 1: know if you have the answers to any of these questions.

1021
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:35,719
Speaker 1: I'm really curus. I've always wondered what the difference is

1022
00:56:35,719 --> 00:56:38,360
Speaker 1: between diet coke and coke zero because there's no such no,

1023
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:43,280
Speaker 1: there's caffeine and coke zero. They have diet caffeine free coke.

1024
00:56:44,680 --> 00:56:47,200
Speaker 1: That stuff's the best, because you know, sometimes I want

1025
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:48,520
Speaker 1: a diet soda in the middle of the night, but

1026
00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:49,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to be uh, you know, up up

1027
00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:51,160
Speaker 1: until the wee hours of the morning.

1028
00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:53,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, for sure.

1029
00:56:55,840 --> 00:56:59,040
Speaker 1: Well this was a great way to fill thirteen minutes

1030
00:56:59,040 --> 00:56:59,800
Speaker 1: of this podcast.

1031
00:57:02,040 --> 00:57:03,239
Speaker 3: Is this going on the podcast?

1032
00:57:04,120 --> 00:57:04,880
Speaker 1: Going on the podcast?

1033
00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:06,640
Speaker 3: This is? Yeah?

1034
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,880
Speaker 1: Absolutely absolutely you thought this wasn't podcast material.

1035
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:13,279
Speaker 3: I didn't know for I was gonna ask you later

1036
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:14,799
Speaker 3: towards the end of the cough this could go on

1037
00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:15,560
Speaker 3: the podcast or not?

1038
00:57:15,880 --> 00:57:17,200
Speaker 1: It was absolutely, big fan.

1039
00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:21,680
Speaker 3: I worked a summer job at Walmart and your podcast

1040
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:25,120
Speaker 3: like saved my life at this Walmarts. Man, it made it.

1041
00:57:25,120 --> 00:57:25,960
Speaker 3: It made it bearable.

1042
00:57:26,720 --> 00:57:34,680
Speaker 1: Thank you. Well, good luck on your personal trainer thing.

1043
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:36,560
Speaker 1: That's not what I would have pegged this exam to

1044
00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:40,200
Speaker 1: be for after this conversation, but good luck. I hope

1045
00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:44,800
Speaker 1: you break all your prs and uh and you and

1046
00:57:44,840 --> 00:57:48,880
Speaker 1: you and you get to eat lots of kaaki chicken

1047
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:50,080
Speaker 1: whilst doing so.

1048
00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:54,040
Speaker 3: Here if I if I passed tomorrow, I'll go get

1049
00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:55,160
Speaker 3: Panda Express.

1050
00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:58,360
Speaker 1: It's a great that's actually pretty.

1051
00:57:58,080 --> 00:58:02,160
Speaker 3: Sure that well, I'll try the apple pie egg roll

1052
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:03,480
Speaker 3: thing and hopefully.

1053
00:58:03,120 --> 00:58:06,280
Speaker 1: Try the apple thing and I took no responsibility for

1054
00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:10,000
Speaker 1: any diseases you make in tract. All right, take care

1055
00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:10,360
Speaker 1: of man.

1056
00:58:11,720 --> 00:58:13,200
Speaker 3: Why is your face not red?

1057
00:58:13,760 --> 00:58:14,600
Speaker 1: Go get out of here.

1058
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:20,080
Speaker 2: Never bek goes on the line, taking your phone calls

1059
00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 2: every night.

1060
00:58:21,120 --> 00:58:24,240
Speaker 1: Never Beacon goes to his side. He's teaching your cloud

1061
00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:27,280
Speaker 1: in the of your life, but he's not ready an

1062
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:27,840
Speaker 1: expert