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Speaker 1: She understood the mechanics of it. The people tended to

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Speaker 1: They dismissed us late. We had a special lecture before

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Speaker 1: And why am I okay with all this? Maybe it

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Speaker 1: what I'd hoped to find exactly. Sasha felt a spike

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Speaker 1: You barely know this man, Sasha. His whole job might

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Speaker 1: cologne filled her nostrils. Madyr Emmanuel Sanchez, Miss Sasha, may

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Speaker 1: expression unchanged. Mata, Alexander du Bois. I'm a friend of Sasha's,

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Speaker 1: Alexander's lips curled up into an even more ghoulish variant

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Speaker 1: I'm here, Emmanuel. We've chosen you. By now, it felt

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Speaker 1: It was a sudden gesture, and a faintly aggressive one.

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Speaker 1: of course it was. In a more normal situation, Sasha

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Speaker 1: But just then she was far too consumed with terror,

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