WEBVTT - THE HOTDOG PHALLICY

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<v Speaker 1>All from fillipaid Johnson.

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<v Speaker 2>Fillipe Johnson, Yes, that's me. Who are you?

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<v Speaker 3>Who am I?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just an old guy. How old? How old?

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<v Speaker 3>Seventy?

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<v Speaker 4>I live in the woods and my grandson told me

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<v Speaker 4>about you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sick of your lies, Filipey. The skies are infinite,

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<v Speaker 2>but they still have no room for lies.

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<v Speaker 5>Goes on the line thanking your phone calls every night, Goes,

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<v Speaker 5>I was teaching you to life an expert.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, hey, welcome to the Therapy Gecko podcast. It is me,

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<v Speaker 2>it is Lyle, and this episode is coming out a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit of it is not being a full week

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<v Speaker 2>since the last one. And the reason for that is

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<v Speaker 2>that I have decided to treat myself this week by

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<v Speaker 2>actually doing the things that I need to do on time.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a beautiful feeling. Really. I never ever finish the

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<v Speaker 2>episode this early into the week. I always procrastinate and

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<v Speaker 2>leave it off. And I want this, look, I want

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<v Speaker 2>this to be a message for you. And this is

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<v Speaker 2>sort of like because people who listen to this might

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<v Speaker 2>also have their own, you know, procrastination issues. And I'm

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<v Speaker 2>telling you right now, I am currently in the body

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<v Speaker 2>of a guy who decided just this once to finish

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<v Speaker 2>something early instead of procrastinating on it, and I'll tell

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<v Speaker 2>you it feels amazing. So if you are currently procrastinating

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<v Speaker 2>on something right now, I recommend going to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>And also I also understand that that is far far

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<v Speaker 2>easier said than done. But holy how this podcast it's finished.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna as soon as I'm done recording this intro,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna edit the rest of it. I'm gonna schedule

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<v Speaker 2>it to come out on Wednesday, and I don't have

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<v Speaker 2>to think about it ever again. We'll have to think

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<v Speaker 2>about it, you know, the next week. But it's a

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<v Speaker 2>beautiful feeling to finish something on time and not feel

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<v Speaker 2>like a piece of shit. So I'll just put that

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<v Speaker 2>I have with the stream. It's easy because I put

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<v Speaker 2>out into the universe all the time. I have every Monday, Wednesday,

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<v Speaker 2>ass has got to be in that chair. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't redact that from the universe. But I've never,

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<v Speaker 2>as you know, given a specific time schedule with the podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>so I can just you know, go Willy Nelly, do

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<v Speaker 2>whatever I want with it. Maybe I should change that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm probably not going to, but once again, it feels

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<v Speaker 2>nice to get not do this last minute. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>words shout out to all the procrastinators out there, and

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<v Speaker 2>all right, I'll shut up, I'll get into it. If

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<v Speaker 2>It'll probably come out to like an hour forty as

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<v Speaker 2>opposed to my usual hour twenty. If you have any

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<v Speaker 2>this is a hot, hot, juicy, juicy episode. I really

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<v Speaker 2>liked all the calls that we have in this episode.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a little bit longer, but I think that it's

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<v Speaker 2>worth the length. So stick around. Listen up. We've got

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<v Speaker 2>calls about all kinds of things. I'm not gonna spoil anything.

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<v Speaker 2>I like to keep the mystery, so I'm gonna shut

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<v Speaker 2>the hell up and let's get into.

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<v Speaker 6>It all from hot Dog.

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<v Speaker 2>Hot Dog?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh was shit?

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<v Speaker 3>I made it?

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<v Speaker 2>You did? Why hot Dog?

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<v Speaker 7>I like hot dogs, They're my favorite, my daily routine.

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<v Speaker 7>I go to Sam hot Dog down the road. It's

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<v Speaker 7>a hot dog dand but run by like a ton

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<v Speaker 7>of lesbians, a bunch of like lesbian slinging were Wait,

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<v Speaker 7>now that turned out wrong. Wien are sling lesbians? Is

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<v Speaker 7>what I meant to say.

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<v Speaker 4>It's great, It's great.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird, you said Wiener slinging lesbians. M hm, yes, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>do you think do you think do you go there

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<v Speaker 2>specifically because they're they're lesbian? No?

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<v Speaker 7>I just really like hot dogs. I think it started

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<v Speaker 7>when I was like fourteen. I have this like weird

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<v Speaker 7>thing where I thought like corn dogs were like the

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<v Speaker 7>cutest thing on the fucking planet, and then it just

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<v Speaker 7>evolved in a hot dog.

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<v Speaker 2>What was I gonna say? Okay, so you eat a

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<v Speaker 2>hot dog every.

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<v Speaker 1>Day pretty much.

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<v Speaker 7>If I don't, then you know I'm not eating that

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<v Speaker 7>day just fucking hot dogs.

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<v Speaker 2>How many hot how many hot dogs do you eat

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<v Speaker 2>a day?

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<v Speaker 7>So for a while I wasn't eating the but or anything,

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<v Speaker 7>but I was getting like these eighty nine cent packs

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<v Speaker 7>of hot dogs, or like eight of the hot dogs

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<v Speaker 7>in each pack, and I would eat like probably four

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<v Speaker 7>of those each day without the Buny.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you afraid that you're going to die?

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<v Speaker 8>No?

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, if I die, it's a good way to die,

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<v Speaker 7>death by hot dogs.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel that I agree with you. By the way,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm on board with this because I believe that people

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<v Speaker 2>should have agency over what kills them. For example, I

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<v Speaker 2>believe that I will eventually get skin cancer from all

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<v Speaker 2>the green shit that I put on my face every day.

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<v Speaker 2>That's my choice, that's my body, and I get the

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<v Speaker 2>chee how it eventually expires and leaves the world, and

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<v Speaker 2>I recommend you for your choice to do so via

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<v Speaker 2>hot dogs.

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<v Speaker 7>Listen, you can have a hot dog and like any

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<v Speaker 7>style and you'll never get bored of it. You could

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<v Speaker 7>have like fucking hot dogs and macaroni if that's your thing,

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<v Speaker 7>or like you know, corn dogs or fucking brought words.

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<v Speaker 7>There's so many different options.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I actually be honest with you? No, I think

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<v Speaker 2>hot dogs are No. Do you not like when people

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<v Speaker 2>are honest with you?

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<v Speaker 7>No, that's fine, go ahead.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you're joking. Yeah, I think hot dogs are disgusting.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh I also do, but they're very aesthetically pleasing to me.

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<v Speaker 7>And the texture is fucking do.

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<v Speaker 3>Not taste good.

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<v Speaker 7>They taste like fucking sweaty ball back. But you know,

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<v Speaker 7>I can justify that because I like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Who are you? What are you doing? Why do you

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<v Speaker 2>do this to yourself? If you don't like hot dogs?

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<v Speaker 7>I'm having a midlife crisis.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm twenty three.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me more about that. You're not having a midlife

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<v Speaker 2>crisis at twenty two? Well, you might be if you

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<v Speaker 2>keep eating the hot dogs. But why are you having

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<v Speaker 2>a midlife crisis?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess I just I don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>I suppose I don't know where I'm going to live

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<v Speaker 7>right now.

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<v Speaker 2>So right now, in response to that, you eat a

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<v Speaker 2>hot dog every day?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, basically that's just my coping messiness.

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<v Speaker 3>I can live a bit.

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<v Speaker 7>I can't talk.

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<v Speaker 2>But where do you want to go besides the lesbian

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<v Speaker 2>hot dog stands.

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<v Speaker 7>The straight hot dogs stand?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm not sure. I don't I don't know what I

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<v Speaker 7>want to do with my life. I'm bored. I fucking

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<v Speaker 7>hate working, even though I have to, and that's just

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<v Speaker 7>a thing that I don't want to live with.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you go go to go somewhere where you

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<v Speaker 2>can live off of like a thousand dollars a month.

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<v Speaker 7>Well that's what I'm planning on doing. I am currently

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<v Speaker 7>living in Kentucky, not by Joys, but just happened, and

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<v Speaker 7>I fucking hate it here. Like all we have on

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<v Speaker 7>my block, I have frat houses, like regular frat houses,

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<v Speaker 7>and then I have like four hippie frat houses, so

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<v Speaker 7>I'm surrounded by that constantly, and I don't like it. It's

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<v Speaker 7>not great.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not a good situation.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, your life sounds terrible. You force yourself to do

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<v Speaker 2>things that you don't want to do for no reason.

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<v Speaker 7>They'll benefit me in some some sort of way at

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<v Speaker 7>some point. I'm just waiting for that. But as far

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<v Speaker 7>as what I want life, I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>You're making horror. You're making not very good investments. If

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<v Speaker 2>you believe that eating a hot dog every day that

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<v Speaker 2>you don't enjoy eating will pay off.

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<v Speaker 7>Eventually, well, listen, you know I'm doing what makes me

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<v Speaker 7>happy right now, and that does make me happy, whether it's.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it doesn't. You just said it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, well, not the hot dog part, but mainly, like

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<v Speaker 7>the hippie frat hot dog part is the.

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<v Speaker 2>Only thing that you've been talking about. What the part

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<v Speaker 2>are you referring to?

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<v Speaker 3>I think just life in general.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to go to New Mexico.

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<v Speaker 7>A truth or consequence is New.

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<v Speaker 2>Mexico to you should go to? You should go to

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<v Speaker 2>New Mexico. I really think you should.

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<v Speaker 7>I will within the next two months. You can, I'll

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<v Speaker 7>bet you, like within the.

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<v Speaker 2>Next two months. Dude, You're not gonna be ship to

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<v Speaker 2>do because We're all still dying. Everyone in the streets

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<v Speaker 2>is dying of a deadly thing. So to wait until,

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<v Speaker 2>wait until you can get some you know, juice in

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<v Speaker 2>your veins. But look after that, go do go crazy,

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<v Speaker 2>Go to go to Thailand and leave off of hot

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<v Speaker 2>dogs forever. Stuff a bunch of your fucking suitcase and

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<v Speaker 2>bring it to the airport with you.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm afraid of traveling out of the United States mainly.

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<v Speaker 2>Because what sorry, I was thanking my friend Nophis for

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<v Speaker 2>subscribing to my channel.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, well, I don't know. I'm afraid of moving out

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<v Speaker 7>of the United States because I feel like I'm actually awkward.

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<v Speaker 7>If I go in the grocery store, I feel like

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<v Speaker 7>I'm tweaking out either, and if I'm like completely sober,

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<v Speaker 7>and I feel like if I go into like another country,

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<v Speaker 7>it's going to be like some times worse because like

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know any questions, I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 7>speak anything besides like English, and I don't know what

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<v Speaker 7>the fuck to do, Like I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 7>convern like US dollars, the fucking Australian dollars.

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<v Speaker 2>So like you what are you calling me with right now?

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<v Speaker 7>I'm calling you with my phone? Is it really bad?

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<v Speaker 2>No? Because what I was going to say is the

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<v Speaker 2>device that you hold in your hand right now, a

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<v Speaker 2>device that you're using to call me. And I know

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<v Speaker 2>that you think that the only purpose that this device

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<v Speaker 2>has is to is you know, to Venmo hot dogs

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<v Speaker 2>stand people for hot dogs, so you don't want to eat,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you can throw them away. But your phone

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<v Speaker 2>can do everything that you cannot do. Your phone can

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<v Speaker 2>convert currency to different kinds of currencies. Your phone can

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<v Speaker 2>speak Chinese. Your phone can speak Chinese for you. You

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<v Speaker 2>can go to China and speak Chinese with other people,

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<v Speaker 2>just with your phone.

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<v Speaker 7>Absolutely no, I completely agree with that. I just I

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<v Speaker 7>don't know. That doesn't sound like a good time to me.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd rather naturally than come for my phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, I think if you don't know what you want

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<v Speaker 2>to do in life, you just gotta go do everything.

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<v Speaker 2>You got to go to Chi. Well, no, you don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to go Chin. You want to go to New Mexico.

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<v Speaker 2>Go to New Mexico. But wait, like a second.

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<v Speaker 1>Why because you know what's the main thing to do.

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<v Speaker 2>We're in a pandemic.

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<v Speaker 7>That's not true. My mom lives in New Mexico and

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<v Speaker 7>she has like seven like wead plants waiting for me,

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<v Speaker 7>so that will give me plenty of things to do.

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<v Speaker 7>And there's like also like aouasca, and there's you know, desert,

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<v Speaker 7>and I like the desert. I can see whatever the

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<v Speaker 7>hell I want to. Like, I can go to the

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<v Speaker 7>desert and pretend I'm like, you know, finding artist acts

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<v Speaker 7>and stuff like that, when I'm really.

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<v Speaker 3>Just digging up really cool looking rocks.

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<v Speaker 7>There's plenty of things I go.

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<v Speaker 4>My name is hot Dog.

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<v Speaker 2>Hot Dog. Well listen, hot Dog, I I uh please

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<v Speaker 2>please call back in after you have your ayahuasca trip

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<v Speaker 2>in the middle of the day and tell me, tell

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<v Speaker 2>me if you've figured out what you're gonna do with

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<v Speaker 2>your life, because I'm very curious about this.

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<v Speaker 7>Well, it's probably going to end up like that one

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<v Speaker 7>scene in Arrested Development where they're just like in that

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<v Speaker 7>hot tent doing like ayahuasca and tripping out's I have.

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<v Speaker 2>Never seen a movie or a TV show before.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh my god, neither of I.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you, hot Dog. I'll talk to you again soon, Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you to get good night.

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<v Speaker 1>Who from easy easy easy.

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<v Speaker 2>Easy easy no easy easy, like you know, no no

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<v Speaker 2>beat like like what easy?

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<v Speaker 6>Like?

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<v Speaker 3>What like the opposite a herd? Like you know when

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<v Speaker 3>you play video games, you put on easy because I'm

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<v Speaker 3>so casual. So listen, I actually called you with the.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually hold all right, hold on, hold on? Who are

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<v Speaker 2>you with? Oh my w you're with someone?

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<v Speaker 8>No one?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you like? You're on a discord call with so

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<v Speaker 2>or something?

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<v Speaker 3>No? No, I was watching your stream and I had

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<v Speaker 3>moved to the other room to get away from it.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, all right, what are you going to say? No,

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<v Speaker 2>don't you never have to apologest for anything ever? All right,

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<v Speaker 2>what are you going to say? You want? You wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to take command of this call. I stopped you on

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<v Speaker 2>being a little bit too much of a micromanager. Here,

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<v Speaker 2>hit me with the thing. Get here, let's let's go,

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<v Speaker 2>let's get into it.

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<v Speaker 3>So I actually called with the story right, So to

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<v Speaker 3>the back story real quick, super super ADHD and I'm

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<v Speaker 3>in bumfuck Tennessee. Those are both very important. So, uh, buddy,

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<v Speaker 3>hits me up with I wanted to smoke some wheat

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<v Speaker 3>here for the first time. You know, I've smoked weed

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<v Speaker 3>at party, you know, one or two hits well, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>hanging out with you and what up? But he was like, nah, man,

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<v Speaker 3>actual wheat this time, you know, like you just wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to get smoked out of his mind? Right, so uh

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<v Speaker 3>so uh I do that. We smoke, which really fun.

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<v Speaker 3>He had fun. I didn't enjoy it, I said, there,

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<v Speaker 3>I I kind of did. Actually, only thoughts were just

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<v Speaker 3>uh to get that high. Yeah, absolutely, but yeah, my

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<v Speaker 3>thoughts were just like so wow, yeah, like I oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, I don't know how people can have

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<v Speaker 3>fun with that whatever. But anyway, after that I got

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<v Speaker 3>done with that, I realized that those load of thoughts, uh,

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<v Speaker 3>those load thoughts were very disorganized and all this other stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that kind of played it into my ADHD.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, you know what, I'm gonna call my doctor.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm going to get some medication. I'm going to take

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<v Speaker 3>care of this, right, And I was like, I feel great,

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<v Speaker 3>feel a because I'm like, you know, taking care of myself.

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<v Speaker 3>But man, I have to tell you some of the

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<v Speaker 3>side effects of this medication nobody tells you about. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just gonna be real with you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, question where you were you born ninety three? Okay?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, ayahy uh. Some of the side effects I

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like I gotta tell you because in Bumfoot, Tennessee,

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<v Speaker 3>none of them everybody here is super conservative, right, and

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<v Speaker 3>none of them like, oh I grew up super conservative,

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<v Speaker 3>you know. I was thought, if you get a boner,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, that means Jesus hates you and you're going

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<v Speaker 3>straight to hell.

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<v Speaker 9>Right.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm like with.

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<v Speaker 2>All the other that one is true.

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<v Speaker 3>I have heard that. I don't know, but we'll we'll

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<v Speaker 3>have to see. You won't wait anyway. But I have

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<v Speaker 3>to say, like, since I've been taking a medication, I

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<v Speaker 3>have just been like absolutely out of my mind. Just

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure worked up, if you will, you know, trying

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<v Speaker 3>to keep it a little peety for this dream.

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<v Speaker 2>I have an important No, you don't have to QBG.

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<v Speaker 2>You say whatever you want. Do you have you have

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<v Speaker 2>boners all the time now.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh dude, like none stop for like the past three days.

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<v Speaker 3>It has just been like full mass.

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<v Speaker 10>The whole time.

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<v Speaker 3>This is new territory me. I'm like, oh, I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know how to deal with this, and of course we're

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<v Speaker 3>all in lockdown, so I can't just like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>try to find somebody out there. You have a jack off,

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<v Speaker 3>I dude, you would think that I wouldn't help, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>but like ten minutes right back, it's like ready to go,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'm not ready for me.

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<v Speaker 11>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me ask you an extremely important question with this scenario. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>have you spoke before calling me? Did you discuss this

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<v Speaker 2>issue of the never ending boners, which is the spiritual

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<v Speaker 2>successor to the never ending story? Did you discuss this

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<v Speaker 2>issue with a with a medical professional.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's not it's not a big deal. This just

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<v Speaker 3>happens sometimes, but it wasn't in any of the conversations

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<v Speaker 3>I was in.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, you have a golden ticket here because

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<v Speaker 2>you you know what you know, because here's the thing,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like you get to medical you know how

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<v Speaker 2>there's medical marijuana. You get medical masturbation here, and you

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<v Speaker 2>get to be you can jack off all day and

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<v Speaker 2>we're normally if I jacked off six times a day,

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<v Speaker 2>it would not be healthy. But you could do it,

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<v Speaker 2>and you just look, you just do what you gotta do.

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<v Speaker 2>You're talking your medicine.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not saying it's healthy, but I certainly can't. And

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<v Speaker 3>it's this this stuff is enabling me. But uh, telling

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<v Speaker 3>me get other stuff, uh, you know, helped me get

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<v Speaker 3>on the healthy path, I guess, but like, man, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know what to do about this. I'm like and

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<v Speaker 3>like all the other people around me are like, hey,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like I said, super super Christian family, super

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<v Speaker 3>Christian friends. I don't have a single friend that's not

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<v Speaker 3>like also afraid of their own penises, you know. So

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I don't know who to hit up with this.

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<v Speaker 2>So to use your penists to summon Satan to earth

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<v Speaker 2>and have them fuck all the ship up, dude, maybe

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<v Speaker 2>maybe that Satan. What you do is you take take

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<v Speaker 2>a little fucking uh what is it? Take a little

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<v Speaker 2>What you should do is you should weave a take

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<v Speaker 2>like a little piece of wick out and weave an

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<v Speaker 2>upside down star, and then have at the end of

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<v Speaker 2>the star a little little thing hanging out. And then

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<v Speaker 2>when you get your master boner, you put a pit,

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<v Speaker 2>but you put the little pip of that, you balance

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<v Speaker 2>it in your urethraat, and you light that ship on

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<v Speaker 2>fire when you summon Satan.

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<v Speaker 12>Dude.

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<v Speaker 3>And I am very squeamish, friends, I am very squeamish

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<v Speaker 3>about putting things might use might okay, right, A buddy

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<v Speaker 3>back in high school, he uh, you know, the you

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<v Speaker 3>ever been in a chemistry class.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been in the chemistry glass Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>So to mix up your chemicals you have to use

0:20:03.520 --> 0:20:07.800
<v Speaker 3>a glass rod, right, Well, this glass rod was just

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<v Speaker 3>perfect to fit in the tip, right you would I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know, sort of like docking. So you would use

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<v Speaker 3>that and put it in and out. And then one

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<v Speaker 3>day and I know because I heard him shouting and

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<v Speaker 3>screaming and blood everywhere. Uh, he breaks it off in

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<v Speaker 3>his urethra. So ever since that day, I've just been

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<v Speaker 3>like super squeamish. Nothing goes in there, you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Why was your friend putting that in his urethra?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. Some people are into that. Some people

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<v Speaker 3>like to look at feet and check off to that.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know what people do. Yeah, I try out

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<v Speaker 3>to king Chain, you know what I mean. But it

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<v Speaker 3>is weird.

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<v Speaker 2>I won't admit.

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<v Speaker 1>So here.

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<v Speaker 3>This was at school, yes, you know, just as you're leaving.

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<v Speaker 13>I think, is this.

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<v Speaker 2>Something you can like? Is that? Is that in the handbook?

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<v Speaker 2>Is that a suspendable offense?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I don't know anybody who actually read

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<v Speaker 3>that stupid thing.

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<v Speaker 8>Uh.

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<v Speaker 3>I think the average UH test scores down here. Uh,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how to put it. I don't even

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<v Speaker 3>know what kind of test word you use, but everybody

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<v Speaker 3>here you're at My high school was dumb.

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<v Speaker 10>As fuck, so.

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<v Speaker 3>We weren't. We were not sending our best and brighter.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's yeah. So ever since then, I'm like, you

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<v Speaker 3>know what, that ain't That ain't for me that life.

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<v Speaker 3>That's not nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I think that's nice. I don't think that you

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<v Speaker 2>should put things in your earrethraw. I think you should

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<v Speaker 2>be grateful for the fact that you can masturbate medically.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that you should. You don't be afraid of

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<v Speaker 2>your don't be afraid of penis anymore. Man, Look, god

0:21:56.040 --> 0:21:58.400
<v Speaker 2>jack off. He just won't tell you because he's nervous,

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<v Speaker 2>but he'd like talk about that kind of thing. He's

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<v Speaker 2>a little koy, But dude, do what you got to

0:22:05.320 --> 0:22:07.040
<v Speaker 2>do. Don't be afraid of your penis, all right. That thing

0:22:07.119 --> 0:22:08.680
<v Speaker 2>is your best friend, or it's it's you.

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<v Speaker 6>All right.

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<v Speaker 2>You can't be afraid of yourself.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel that.

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<v Speaker 2>And look, whatever people tell you about your penis and

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<v Speaker 2>how it's going to summon satan, it's probably true. But

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<v Speaker 2>that's why is everyone giving satan such a bad rap?

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<v Speaker 2>You know? They never met him, don't know. I know

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<v Speaker 2>I was telling you that you should stick awake in

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<v Speaker 2>your penis and let it one find someone, saying but

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<v Speaker 2>I actually I'm gonna go ahead ever track that. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think that's a good idea. I don't think any

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<v Speaker 2>medical professional would seriously recommend you doing that.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know many people would recommend me doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you say? Your name was? Again?

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<v Speaker 3>I call myself easy?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Too easy?

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<v Speaker 1>Easy, a y in the check well easy.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much for calling in and sharing and being,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, look so open and honest and vulnerable with

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<v Speaker 2>us about your penis. It takes a lot. It takes

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<v Speaker 2>a lot. It takes a lot, so thank you. Of

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<v Speaker 2>course you have a good night, easy, Thank you for calling. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>let's take care.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Jesus.

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<v Speaker 2>Jesus Yo.

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<v Speaker 10>What's up?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 10>I am at work.

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<v Speaker 2>Where do you work? Uh?

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<v Speaker 10>I probably don't need to indulge that information. Why I

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<v Speaker 10>can get a little bit of trouble for that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you work at the FBI?

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<v Speaker 9>Not so much?

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<v Speaker 10>Pretty close?

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<v Speaker 2>What's close to? Do you work at the CIA?

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<v Speaker 12>Now?

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<v Speaker 10>I make boxes like for the FBI, No, just for

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<v Speaker 10>people put that in make the paper for the boxes.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have any sort of like personal attachment to this?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you take pride in having finally tuned a box

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<v Speaker 2>that you have built?

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<v Speaker 12>Uh?

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<v Speaker 10>Now now just uh a lot of money get paid.

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<v Speaker 2>So how much money do you make a year?

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<v Speaker 1>That's one hundred grand a year making boxes?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Well make pretty pad.

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<v Speaker 9>You need.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that's even better. You didn't even have to make

0:24:32.119 --> 0:24:33.840
<v Speaker 2>the box. You just make the paper for the box,

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<v Speaker 2>That's right. What's your guilty pleasure?

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<v Speaker 10>Guilt pleasure? Well, because I live in the South, and uh,

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<v Speaker 10>it's very different. I enjoy watching anime, but I don't

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<v Speaker 10>tell anybody because it's pretty shunned upon it really. Yeah,

0:24:55.280 --> 0:24:58.440
<v Speaker 10>everybody else kind of hunts and uh, I don't know,

0:24:59.200 --> 0:25:00.720
<v Speaker 10>hit squirrels with take some shiit.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you think people? How do you think your

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<v Speaker 2>friends would react if you told them that you watch anime?

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<v Speaker 12>Uh?

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<v Speaker 10>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. So it's something you actively try to keep

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<v Speaker 2>a secret.

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<v Speaker 10>Yep. That and then I'm a I didn't sport Trump,

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<v Speaker 10>so that was like a I was very out of

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<v Speaker 10>thoughts from everybody else that I worked with.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you are you a member of like online anime

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<v Speaker 2>communities now you really, because I feel like that would

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<v Speaker 2>be like if I was someone who lived in the South,

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<v Speaker 2>or like was lived in a place where people frowned

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<v Speaker 2>upon watching anime, I would like retreat into like you know,

0:25:50.720 --> 0:25:53.280
<v Speaker 2>message boards or discords or something where I could talk

0:25:53.359 --> 0:25:55.800
<v Speaker 2>to other people who watch anime.

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<v Speaker 10>I just bing binge wots like I'm a funnimation. Get on, man,

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<v Speaker 10>tear that shit up?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what do you watch?

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<v Speaker 10>I like a little bit of everything. I watched all

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:12.400
<v Speaker 10>the Nardo like today, I watched some that one piece.

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<v Speaker 10>It's pretty good. But I don't know a little bit

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<v Speaker 10>of everything really, I mean just everything.

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<v Speaker 2>Does it bother you that this is something you can't

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<v Speaker 2>be open about?

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 10>It kind of. Man, I'm a big dude. I enjoy

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<v Speaker 10>hunting and fishing and icking being outside and everything.

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<v Speaker 2>But so you feel like you're still in tune with

0:26:45.560 --> 0:26:48.199
<v Speaker 2>the culture around you, but a little bit more than that.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I guess so sou out of thought, you know,

0:26:53.640 --> 0:26:54.359
<v Speaker 10>just out of place.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you ever want to move somewhere else?

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<v Speaker 10>Well, I don't know if it's any different, I feel

0:27:01.440 --> 0:27:06.080
<v Speaker 10>like it would. Uh, you know, I've done some traveling before,

0:27:06.320 --> 0:27:12.920
<v Speaker 10>and people are different, different places so I think that firsthand,

0:27:13.040 --> 0:27:16.040
<v Speaker 10>but and I haven't really like got to know him

0:27:16.080 --> 0:27:16.880
<v Speaker 10>on a personal level.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your favorite place you've been?

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<v Speaker 10>Uh, I don't know, man, like up in Wyoming, Oklahoma.

0:27:30.400 --> 0:27:34.360
<v Speaker 10>You know, I don't know. I kind of thinking.

0:27:35.880 --> 0:27:36.520
<v Speaker 2>Doesn't exist.

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<v Speaker 10>You want to go off the grid, well, you know,

0:27:39.800 --> 0:27:41.680
<v Speaker 10>just away from people, would be kind of cool to

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<v Speaker 10>do your own thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel that, yeh. Would you ever go to like

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<v Speaker 2>a I don't know, man, like some random place in Asia,

0:27:53.840 --> 0:27:57.960
<v Speaker 2>someplace just like as foreign as possible from the US

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<v Speaker 2>to southern US US.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, it'd be awesome. Man. I've actually talked about that

0:28:05.920 --> 0:28:09.480
<v Speaker 10>with my wife. You know, she wasn't as cool with it,

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<v Speaker 10>but I think it'd be name is she in the anime?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 10>No, Because like every time I try to get her

0:28:18.440 --> 0:28:20.560
<v Speaker 10>to watch one, I'll be like, you pick one, you know,

0:28:20.760 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 10>just looking at the pictures, and we'll pull it up

0:28:23.080 --> 0:28:24.800
<v Speaker 10>and it'll have some weird shit on it, and she

0:28:25.119 --> 0:28:26.720
<v Speaker 10>thinks I'm fucking weird for watching it.

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<v Speaker 2>Where do you think, like, do you do you think

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<v Speaker 2>that you will bite the bullet at some point and

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<v Speaker 2>move away from the south of the US go somewhere else.

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<v Speaker 10>Well, I hope. So you know, I guess what changes

0:28:46.200 --> 0:28:48.680
<v Speaker 10>me down is what changes everybody down. I mean, you

0:28:48.800 --> 0:28:51.360
<v Speaker 10>got to have the money to take that adventure to

0:28:51.680 --> 0:28:55.479
<v Speaker 10>you know, just all it over, plus just being scared.

0:28:55.560 --> 0:28:57.160
<v Speaker 10>You know, if you got a family or whatever, just

0:28:57.200 --> 0:29:01.440
<v Speaker 10>trying to pull up on everything and roots somewhere else

0:29:01.520 --> 0:29:06.920
<v Speaker 10>ain't easy you have kids. But you know, you never know.

0:29:07.920 --> 0:29:09.880
<v Speaker 10>I bought a lottery ticket today. If I'm hoping that

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<v Speaker 10>can of.

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<v Speaker 2>Jackpot on that, you know, what would you do if

0:29:15.360 --> 0:29:15.600
<v Speaker 2>you won?

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<v Speaker 8>Man?

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<v Speaker 10>I probably do the off grid thing, probably like do

0:29:24.800 --> 0:29:27.200
<v Speaker 10>some crazy cabin out in the middle of nowhere.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like, wouldn't it wouldn't it be less expensive

0:29:34.520 --> 0:29:36.880
<v Speaker 2>to live off the grid than to live on the grid?

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<v Speaker 10>I think? So, I mean, get you like a turbine

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:44.040
<v Speaker 10>may just like a wind turbine, or even if you

0:29:44.080 --> 0:29:46.240
<v Speaker 10>had a creek or something and see something with that

0:29:46.520 --> 0:29:48.120
<v Speaker 10>or solar panel.

0:29:49.040 --> 0:29:51.880
<v Speaker 2>It sounds like your problem is more of the you know,

0:29:52.000 --> 0:29:56.200
<v Speaker 2>the family and the wife not wanted to come. Would

0:29:56.280 --> 0:29:57.719
<v Speaker 2>she be into that? Does she want to go off

0:29:57.760 --> 0:29:58.080
<v Speaker 2>the grid?

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<v Speaker 10>My wife? I don't know, man, she's probably fifty fifty.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, like sometimes they hit her on a good

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<v Speaker 10>day and she's kind of up for it and some

0:30:06.120 --> 0:30:08.880
<v Speaker 10>other times not so much. She loves to shout up. Man,

0:30:10.480 --> 0:30:15.960
<v Speaker 10>So you have kids, Yeah, yeah, I've got a couple

0:30:16.000 --> 0:30:16.600
<v Speaker 10>of kids.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think they'd be down getting home schooled in

0:30:20.720 --> 0:30:21.960
<v Speaker 2>a cabin in the middle of the woods.

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<v Speaker 10>Well, they're kind of homeschooling now, what with the virus

0:30:25.640 --> 0:30:29.280
<v Speaker 10>and everything. But I don't know, the seem to enjoy it,

0:30:29.840 --> 0:30:31.520
<v Speaker 10>you know, go down here kind of suck.

0:30:36.240 --> 0:30:37.920
<v Speaker 2>Do they watch anybody with you? I feel like at

0:30:38.000 --> 0:30:39.400
<v Speaker 2>least you could get the kids to watch.

0:30:40.200 --> 0:30:46.600
<v Speaker 10>Actually, my oldest, which she's uh my daughter, she's into it,

0:30:47.440 --> 0:30:50.520
<v Speaker 10>and you know, she drawls and stuff and with all

0:30:50.560 --> 0:30:52.960
<v Speaker 10>all the stuff all so she gets into kind of

0:30:53.080 --> 0:30:56.200
<v Speaker 10>the trawl, come up with her own little ideas, making

0:30:56.360 --> 0:30:59.360
<v Speaker 10>some little manga strips, and you know it's really neat.

0:31:00.320 --> 0:31:02.640
<v Speaker 2>So she's writing her own her own anime, her own

0:31:02.800 --> 0:31:03.760
<v Speaker 2>her own comics, and.

0:31:03.960 --> 0:31:06.200
<v Speaker 10>Her little creative party kind of figure out what.

0:31:06.240 --> 0:31:08.200
<v Speaker 6>She wants to do and what.

0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:15.640
<v Speaker 2>What kind of ideas has she written up? If you

0:31:15.800 --> 0:31:18.880
<v Speaker 2>care to share anything tangible.

0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:23.120
<v Speaker 10>So my daughter I called we've always called her paintings

0:31:23.160 --> 0:31:25.719
<v Speaker 10>when she's a baby, because she'd run around in her

0:31:25.760 --> 0:31:30.080
<v Speaker 10>painting and then my son. We called him Tony because

0:31:30.720 --> 0:31:32.960
<v Speaker 10>he used like to run around in his underwear.

0:31:34.120 --> 0:31:34.520
<v Speaker 2>Panties.

0:31:34.560 --> 0:31:40.160
<v Speaker 10>And yes, yeah, tony is like Spanish for underwear. Okay,

0:31:40.680 --> 0:31:43.200
<v Speaker 10>she drew up a little thing and that kind of

0:31:43.280 --> 0:31:47.760
<v Speaker 10>like these cute little chivvy dope, you know, kind of

0:31:47.880 --> 0:31:54.400
<v Speaker 10>like in interpreted them sort of. I probably shouldn't have

0:31:54.440 --> 0:31:57.400
<v Speaker 10>said that, because you know, anybody can still her ideas.

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<v Speaker 2>The Adventures of Pan and Shones. Yeah, I like that,

0:32:03.360 --> 0:32:04.240
<v Speaker 2>that has a good ring to it.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no one, no one here, No no one will

0:32:07.720 --> 0:32:10.800
<v Speaker 2>steal your idea because we have we have evidence. We

0:32:10.880 --> 0:32:14.280
<v Speaker 2>have people watching this right now that they know that

0:32:14.400 --> 0:32:19.280
<v Speaker 2>this idea belongs to you and was incepted on this day.

0:32:19.840 --> 0:32:23.120
<v Speaker 2>So so anyone, no one can steal that unless if

0:32:23.160 --> 0:32:25.560
<v Speaker 2>it unless if it unless if we comes out that

0:32:27.360 --> 0:32:30.200
<v Speaker 2>they did it before. Now we have this as evidence.

0:32:30.720 --> 0:32:32.680
<v Speaker 2>I will let you can present this as exhibit A

0:32:32.800 --> 0:32:34.320
<v Speaker 2>if we go, and I will be there. I will

0:32:34.400 --> 0:32:36.840
<v Speaker 2>be there with you in the courtroom to testify if

0:32:36.880 --> 0:32:38.760
<v Speaker 2>you ever have to see so one for stealing that idea.

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<v Speaker 10>Hey man, I appreciate that's my promise to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, man, would you say your name was you,

0:32:44.680 --> 0:32:47.240
<v Speaker 2>I think you said, Jesus, Jesus.

0:32:48.600 --> 0:32:51.480
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, that's probably better than I actually told you. My

0:32:51.920 --> 0:32:54.320
<v Speaker 10>an't worked and I probably shouldn't have done that, so

0:32:54.520 --> 0:32:55.040
<v Speaker 10>that works.

0:32:55.240 --> 0:32:58.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, Jesus, thank you for calling in, man, and

0:33:00.360 --> 0:33:01.720
<v Speaker 2>have a good time watching animated.

0:33:02.480 --> 0:33:02.640
<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

0:33:02.680 --> 0:33:05.520
<v Speaker 10>Appreciate toughsy man, you show you do great stuff.

0:33:05.600 --> 0:33:05.760
<v Speaker 12>Man.

0:33:05.800 --> 0:33:08.200
<v Speaker 10>Appreciate you. Keep everybody chew.

0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:11.840
<v Speaker 2>Thank you man. You take care you too, buddy.

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<v Speaker 6>All from Emily.

0:33:19.480 --> 0:33:19.840
<v Speaker 2>Emily.

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:23.040
<v Speaker 6>Hey, gag, what's up?

0:33:23.160 --> 0:33:23.360
<v Speaker 2>Dude?

0:33:25.040 --> 0:33:25.520
<v Speaker 3>Just looks up?

0:33:26.640 --> 0:33:28.520
<v Speaker 2>Emily? Can you can you mute your stream real quick?

0:33:29.160 --> 0:33:29.360
<v Speaker 8>Yes?

0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:29.720
<v Speaker 3>Needed?

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<v Speaker 2>Emily? What's your guilty pleasure?

0:33:40.720 --> 0:33:46.880
<v Speaker 6>My guilty pleasure would be, honestly, I eat way too

0:33:47.000 --> 0:33:49.560
<v Speaker 6>much sour candy for my own good, honestly, like my

0:33:50.840 --> 0:33:52.560
<v Speaker 6>I don't want to say my teeth are rotting out,

0:33:52.600 --> 0:33:53.520
<v Speaker 6>but they're rotting out.

0:33:54.680 --> 0:33:54.800
<v Speaker 8>Mm.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, Which candy in particular?

0:33:59.520 --> 0:33:59.560
<v Speaker 8>What?

0:34:00.520 --> 0:34:01.960
<v Speaker 2>Which sour candy in particular?

0:34:03.880 --> 0:34:08.000
<v Speaker 6>I like warheads and sour patch kids, and like the

0:34:08.880 --> 0:34:12.080
<v Speaker 6>sour rope, like the rainbow sour ropes are so good.

0:34:12.760 --> 0:34:13.200
<v Speaker 8>M hmm.

0:34:13.800 --> 0:34:20.000
<v Speaker 2>But I also really like sour candy. You know, a

0:34:20.040 --> 0:34:23.520
<v Speaker 2>lot of sour candy never really gets to me, but

0:34:25.400 --> 0:34:30.600
<v Speaker 2>the you know, the like there there, it's a hard candy.

0:34:30.760 --> 0:34:33.720
<v Speaker 2>They're warheads, you know, the little hard and the hard

0:34:34.280 --> 0:34:38.800
<v Speaker 2>candy warheads. Those actually are pretty pretty spicy.

0:34:40.400 --> 0:34:41.280
<v Speaker 3>Those are the best.

0:34:42.680 --> 0:34:43.080
<v Speaker 10>Mm hmm.

0:34:44.560 --> 0:34:49.839
<v Speaker 2>Do you think that your affinity for sour candy says

0:34:49.920 --> 0:34:53.080
<v Speaker 2>anything about you as a person or.

0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:56.480
<v Speaker 1>Or is it unrelated to personality?

0:34:57.960 --> 0:34:58.080
<v Speaker 8>Do you?

0:34:58.160 --> 0:34:59.880
<v Speaker 2>But do you believe you have a sour personality?

0:35:01.040 --> 0:35:01.080
<v Speaker 11>No?

0:35:01.200 --> 0:35:02.400
<v Speaker 6>I think I have the opposite.

0:35:04.120 --> 0:35:05.920
<v Speaker 2>Really, what makes you think that about yourself?

0:35:07.120 --> 0:35:09.279
<v Speaker 6>I don't think it about myself. I've just been told

0:35:09.320 --> 0:35:14.759
<v Speaker 6>that I'm very sweet. I don't think I am.

0:35:15.640 --> 0:35:16.560
<v Speaker 2>You don't think you're sweet.

0:35:18.560 --> 0:35:19.000
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

0:35:19.239 --> 0:35:21.799
<v Speaker 6>It depends on the situation and the people I'm list.

0:35:21.880 --> 0:35:28.719
<v Speaker 2>I guess you're general demeanor though, you know, I know that.

0:35:29.200 --> 0:35:29.360
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:35:29.480 --> 0:35:30.880
<v Speaker 2>Look, I don't want to put you in a situation

0:35:30.960 --> 0:35:32.279
<v Speaker 2>because you know, I know a lot of you know,

0:35:32.640 --> 0:35:34.760
<v Speaker 2>there's just so much of this is it just depends.

0:35:34.880 --> 0:35:38.480
<v Speaker 2>But would you say, on average you're you're more sweet

0:35:38.520 --> 0:35:38.959
<v Speaker 2>and sour?

0:35:40.040 --> 0:35:40.200
<v Speaker 8>Well?

0:35:40.280 --> 0:35:43.560
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I mean I keep kids, so I think just

0:35:43.680 --> 0:35:46.480
<v Speaker 6>like my automatic like personality and response is to just

0:35:46.520 --> 0:35:47.440
<v Speaker 6>treat everyone like a.

0:35:47.520 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 1>Kid like very hate.

0:35:52.280 --> 0:35:53.200
<v Speaker 2>You said you hate kids?

0:35:54.040 --> 0:35:57.279
<v Speaker 6>No, no, no, I teach kids I teach them. Oh

0:35:57.360 --> 0:36:01.600
<v Speaker 6>you kids, Yeah, they're the best the future.

0:36:03.719 --> 0:36:04.520
<v Speaker 2>See I hate kids.

0:36:05.520 --> 0:36:07.239
<v Speaker 6>Oh that's okay, that's all right.

0:36:11.239 --> 0:36:14.400
<v Speaker 2>Well I well, I mean no. Well, here's the thing is,

0:36:14.640 --> 0:36:17.320
<v Speaker 2>I hate kids. But that's why I'm so grateful for

0:36:17.440 --> 0:36:21.480
<v Speaker 2>people like you, right, because the people who hate kids,

0:36:21.600 --> 0:36:25.920
<v Speaker 2>we need people who like kids because I'm never going

0:36:26.000 --> 0:36:28.480
<v Speaker 2>to be a teacher. I'm never I if I could

0:36:28.560 --> 0:36:30.640
<v Speaker 2>go the rest of my life without speaking to a child,

0:36:30.719 --> 0:36:35.319
<v Speaker 2>I would. I probably can. I probably can. I think

0:36:35.840 --> 0:36:39.759
<v Speaker 2>I just don't have kids. I hate it. They can't

0:36:39.800 --> 0:36:43.080
<v Speaker 2>hold a conversation for a shit what yes they can?

0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:43.960
<v Speaker 8>No?

0:36:44.120 --> 0:36:46.520
<v Speaker 2>They what's the tell me, what's the last really good

0:36:46.560 --> 0:36:48.000
<v Speaker 2>conversation you have with this child?

0:36:50.040 --> 0:36:50.160
<v Speaker 8>Uh?

0:36:50.560 --> 0:36:53.600
<v Speaker 6>The last really good conversation I had with the child

0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:55.920
<v Speaker 6>was I guess about the election. I mean, I want

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<v Speaker 6>to go pick up one of the kids that I nanny,

0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:01.040
<v Speaker 6>and she came running out, and she was so excited

0:37:01.080 --> 0:37:02.840
<v Speaker 6>to tell me that there's a new president. And she

0:37:03.000 --> 0:37:06.000
<v Speaker 6>was telling me all about uh like historical figures that

0:37:06.080 --> 0:37:08.160
<v Speaker 6>she learned about in school. And it was pretty uh

0:37:08.320 --> 0:37:10.839
<v Speaker 6>profound for a six year old.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

0:37:13.480 --> 0:37:13.640
<v Speaker 12>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Kids don't a lot to say. They've got a fresh mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think do you think that as one grows older,

0:37:20.520 --> 0:37:23.440
<v Speaker 2>their minds starts to to poison?

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<v Speaker 6>Oh definitely absolutely.

0:37:26.360 --> 0:37:27.800
<v Speaker 2>Do you think your mind's been poisoned?

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<v Speaker 10>Sure?

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<v Speaker 6>Absolutely, That's why, like adults are all boring and not

0:37:34.040 --> 0:37:36.000
<v Speaker 6>imaginative and like gray.

0:37:37.320 --> 0:37:41.480
<v Speaker 2>See, I disagree with you, right, like fucking you know,

0:37:42.360 --> 0:37:45.960
<v Speaker 2>uh what's what? Let me think of it? Like dude,

0:37:46.040 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 2>Harry Potter was written by an adult? Yeah, in fact,

0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:55.719
<v Speaker 2>I actually I really like when I'm thinking back to

0:37:55.800 --> 0:37:58.279
<v Speaker 2>when I was six and when I was six, every

0:37:58.480 --> 0:38:00.880
<v Speaker 2>like or not six, maybe like how old are how

0:38:00.920 --> 0:38:02.640
<v Speaker 2>old are the kids? You you babysit?

0:38:02.960 --> 0:38:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Or to slash teach uh the kids?

0:38:06.160 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 6>I mean they it's the same pretty much anywhere between

0:38:08.640 --> 0:38:09.960
<v Speaker 6>like four to eight.

0:38:11.320 --> 0:38:13.800
<v Speaker 2>When I was eight years old, I would just quote

0:38:13.880 --> 0:38:16.239
<v Speaker 2>family guy like I didn't have my own I feel

0:38:16.280 --> 0:38:18.959
<v Speaker 2>like the opposite, right Like, when I as I got older,

0:38:19.000 --> 0:38:22.040
<v Speaker 2>I started to develop my own thoughts and my own

0:38:23.000 --> 0:38:25.680
<v Speaker 2>brain and creativity and show. When I was eight, everything

0:38:25.800 --> 0:38:29.080
<v Speaker 2>I fucking said was like a quote from a TV

0:38:29.320 --> 0:38:32.960
<v Speaker 2>show or something. I feel like I was much less creative.

0:38:33.000 --> 0:38:34.680
<v Speaker 2>I felt like because every because I didn't know how

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<v Speaker 2>to think for myself. So I was just a reflection

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<v Speaker 2>of everything I absorbed at that age.

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<v Speaker 6>Are you the youngest siblings?

0:38:42.840 --> 0:38:43.960
<v Speaker 2>I am the youngest sibling.

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<v Speaker 13>That's probably why.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably don't I don't want to mark you, but probably

0:38:49.560 --> 0:38:51.160
<v Speaker 1>why What makes you say that?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, because that generally happens a lot with the youngest siblings,

0:38:54.320 --> 0:38:57.080
<v Speaker 6>Like they have less imagination and they speak less for

0:38:57.080 --> 0:38:59.440
<v Speaker 6>themselves because they have older siblings to speak for them,

0:39:00.640 --> 0:39:03.000
<v Speaker 6>so they have less thought processes. Like I know, I'm

0:39:03.160 --> 0:39:05.799
<v Speaker 6>I'm the oldest in my family, like cousins and siblings too,

0:39:06.239 --> 0:39:08.239
<v Speaker 6>And I would always say like, oh, so and so

0:39:08.400 --> 0:39:10.120
<v Speaker 6>wants this, and so and so wants that, this is

0:39:10.160 --> 0:39:11.680
<v Speaker 6>what they want, this is what they're talking about, Like

0:39:11.680 --> 0:39:14.880
<v Speaker 6>I would speak for my youngest sibling or like my

0:39:14.960 --> 0:39:17.080
<v Speaker 6>cousins and stuff does that habit And I hate that

0:39:17.160 --> 0:39:19.800
<v Speaker 6>I do that. I still do it, And then like

0:39:19.960 --> 0:39:24.279
<v Speaker 6>my youngest cousins and siblings would just like roll with it.

0:39:27.520 --> 0:39:32.440
<v Speaker 2>Because now what about Like that's probably the problem with

0:39:32.520 --> 0:39:36.160
<v Speaker 2>like helicopter parenting. You know people, Oh yeah, I have

0:39:36.239 --> 0:39:37.680
<v Speaker 2>a lot do you do you deal with a lot

0:39:37.760 --> 0:39:40.640
<v Speaker 2>of issues of the idea of like parents being.

0:39:40.520 --> 0:39:44.759
<v Speaker 6>Too Definitely I've had a lot of parents like try

0:39:44.760 --> 0:39:47.360
<v Speaker 6>to be like the classroom mom, but cannot be the

0:39:47.360 --> 0:39:49.719
<v Speaker 6>classroom mom like stuff like that, just because they want

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:51.360
<v Speaker 6>to like cover over their kid and make sure that

0:39:51.520 --> 0:39:54.279
<v Speaker 6>like I'm ticking on them and that they're participating and

0:39:54.360 --> 0:39:56.560
<v Speaker 6>that they're kids doing well without letting their kids do

0:39:56.640 --> 0:39:58.359
<v Speaker 6>their own things. That happens a lot.

0:39:58.960 --> 0:40:00.680
<v Speaker 2>And how do you how do you deal with these parents?

0:40:02.239 --> 0:40:04.000
<v Speaker 6>I just explained to them, like it's good to let

0:40:04.040 --> 0:40:06.200
<v Speaker 6>your kids have their own autonomy and that you can't

0:40:06.280 --> 0:40:08.719
<v Speaker 6>keep doing everything for them, because I did that to

0:40:08.840 --> 0:40:11.600
<v Speaker 6>my younger sibling too, like all the time. Like I

0:40:11.640 --> 0:40:13.880
<v Speaker 6>don't really think I did her any favors, but like,

0:40:14.760 --> 0:40:16.560
<v Speaker 6>I think it's good to let kids have their own

0:40:16.800 --> 0:40:19.640
<v Speaker 6>sense of self and individuality without having the need like

0:40:19.719 --> 0:40:22.359
<v Speaker 6>a person just over them constantly and like worrying about

0:40:22.400 --> 0:40:27.080
<v Speaker 6>filling someone else's shoes, because that just causes a lot

0:40:27.120 --> 0:40:28.840
<v Speaker 6>of anxiety and it's just going to be detrimental in

0:40:28.920 --> 0:40:29.320
<v Speaker 6>the future.

0:40:31.320 --> 0:40:32.279
<v Speaker 2>Do you have kids of your own?

0:40:33.360 --> 0:40:34.759
<v Speaker 3>No, I'm twenty two.

0:40:34.760 --> 0:40:35.600
<v Speaker 6>I don't have kids my own.

0:40:36.320 --> 0:40:37.120
<v Speaker 2>Do you do I have kids?

0:40:37.160 --> 0:40:37.359
<v Speaker 10>Zerra?

0:40:39.680 --> 0:40:40.160
<v Speaker 6>Someday?

0:40:40.280 --> 0:40:45.080
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's crazy to me that you're a nanny? Are

0:40:45.160 --> 0:40:47.400
<v Speaker 2>you are those two different things. You said you were

0:40:47.440 --> 0:40:48.840
<v Speaker 2>a teacher and a nanny.

0:40:49.640 --> 0:40:52.440
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, so I'm in college to teach right now. So

0:40:52.680 --> 0:40:56.040
<v Speaker 6>I taught for four years previously, but now I'm going

0:40:56.080 --> 0:40:57.680
<v Speaker 6>to start my student teaching. So I kind of had

0:40:57.719 --> 0:40:59.719
<v Speaker 6>to stop working in my own classrooms so that I

0:40:59.760 --> 0:41:02.520
<v Speaker 6>could didn't teach, but like to keep like making money

0:41:02.560 --> 0:41:07.560
<v Speaker 6>and stuffy nanny. So I have child experiences.

0:41:08.280 --> 0:41:10.320
<v Speaker 2>All of your gigs are child related.

0:41:11.280 --> 0:41:14.239
<v Speaker 6>Yeah. Every job I've had outside of like retail when

0:41:14.239 --> 0:41:17.320
<v Speaker 6>I was in high school, I've been with kids.

0:41:18.040 --> 0:41:19.799
<v Speaker 2>See That's what I was saying, right, is like people

0:41:19.840 --> 0:41:23.000
<v Speaker 2>who hate kids need people who like kids. Because I

0:41:23.200 --> 0:41:26.480
<v Speaker 2>don't want to have anything to do I as a

0:41:26.600 --> 0:41:33.719
<v Speaker 2>human being. I think maybe spiritually or i'd like to

0:41:33.880 --> 0:41:36.360
<v Speaker 2>see this thing keep going, you.

0:41:36.440 --> 0:41:42.759
<v Speaker 14>Know, I'd like population, yeah, you know, life, humanity, I'd

0:41:42.880 --> 0:41:45.839
<v Speaker 14>like to see I'm not like, I'm not a I'm

0:41:45.840 --> 0:41:49.120
<v Speaker 14>not a huge advocate if I'm not out there, you know,

0:41:49.280 --> 0:41:51.800
<v Speaker 14>campaigning for humanity to go on, but i'd.

0:41:51.760 --> 0:41:54.760
<v Speaker 2>Like it to go on if I had to choose

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:57.680
<v Speaker 2>between it going on or it not. But I don't

0:41:57.680 --> 0:41:59.600
<v Speaker 2>want to have any I don't want to ever, Like

0:41:59.640 --> 0:42:01.080
<v Speaker 2>I said, I want to ever speak to a child

0:42:01.239 --> 0:42:03.680
<v Speaker 2>ever again. So it's great that I know I can

0:42:03.800 --> 0:42:06.239
<v Speaker 2>know that people like you exist in the world to

0:42:06.440 --> 0:42:10.120
<v Speaker 2>foster the growth of the next generation so that I

0:42:10.239 --> 0:42:11.960
<v Speaker 2>can sit back and have nothing to do with it.

0:42:12.600 --> 0:42:18.680
<v Speaker 1>Sure, what'd you say.

0:42:18.560 --> 0:42:22.520
<v Speaker 2>Your name was? It's Emily, Emily. Well, Emily, thank you,

0:42:22.680 --> 0:42:25.400
<v Speaker 2>Thank you for calling in. Thank you for you know, doing, uh,

0:42:26.400 --> 0:42:28.960
<v Speaker 2>doing great work for humanity so that I don't have

0:42:29.120 --> 0:42:32.759
<v Speaker 2>to and I'll talk to you again soon. Thank you

0:42:32.840 --> 0:42:33.320
<v Speaker 2>for calling in.

0:42:34.400 --> 0:42:36.400
<v Speaker 6>No problem, have a good night you.

0:42:36.440 --> 0:42:37.440
<v Speaker 2>Too, Emily. Take care.

0:42:43.040 --> 0:42:43.680
<v Speaker 6>All from.

0:42:45.280 --> 0:42:48.680
<v Speaker 4>Squad laud.

0:42:50.360 --> 0:42:55.920
<v Speaker 2>Quad, Clyde Quad. How are you doing, Clyde.

0:42:57.200 --> 0:42:59.359
<v Speaker 4>I'm doing good, doing pretty good.

0:43:00.880 --> 0:43:02.480
<v Speaker 2>What are you? What are you doing right now? Tell

0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:08.040
<v Speaker 2>me everything? Tell me nothing, Claude, Claude or Clyde Quade, Claude, Claude,

0:43:08.120 --> 0:43:09.200
<v Speaker 2>tell me everything, Claude.

0:43:10.200 --> 0:43:13.600
<v Speaker 4>H Honestly, I keep passing by your Reddit live stream

0:43:13.640 --> 0:43:15.439
<v Speaker 4>and I keeps seeing it, and I keep saying, huh,

0:43:16.120 --> 0:43:19.120
<v Speaker 4>that looks weird, and so finally I pulled it up

0:43:19.560 --> 0:43:22.040
<v Speaker 4>and I'm like, ah, I'll try calling it, won't get it,

0:43:22.160 --> 0:43:24.239
<v Speaker 4>but you know whatever, And I just got it first drive.

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:24.960
<v Speaker 4>So that's kind of neat.

0:43:25.680 --> 0:43:25.919
<v Speaker 12>Mmm.

0:43:26.880 --> 0:43:30.600
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So you. You're sort of lukewarm on this on

0:43:30.760 --> 0:43:35.680
<v Speaker 2>this stream, are you? Hmm, Well, tell me about yourself.

0:43:35.960 --> 0:43:37.560
<v Speaker 4>I think the stream is really cool. I'm just not

0:43:37.960 --> 0:43:40.200
<v Speaker 4>familiar with it. It is just kind of a surve

0:43:40.200 --> 0:43:42.160
<v Speaker 4>of the moment thing I didn't expect anybody to actually

0:43:42.239 --> 0:43:42.600
<v Speaker 4>pick up.

0:43:44.120 --> 0:43:47.400
<v Speaker 2>It's interesting because that's kind of how I feel about you.

0:43:47.520 --> 0:43:50.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't think anything of you specifically, but you've you know,

0:43:50.719 --> 0:43:53.799
<v Speaker 2>been cordial so far. I don't have any information about

0:43:53.840 --> 0:43:57.240
<v Speaker 2>you as a person, so it's almost like the stream

0:43:57.800 --> 0:43:59.520
<v Speaker 2>is like have a reciprocal feelings.

0:44:01.080 --> 0:44:02.799
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, well, I mean I do know a little bit

0:44:02.840 --> 0:44:04.319
<v Speaker 4>more about you. I mean, I know you dress up

0:44:04.320 --> 0:44:06.080
<v Speaker 4>as a gecko. So there's one thing.

0:44:07.440 --> 0:44:09.680
<v Speaker 2>It's true, I don't know any right because you can

0:44:09.760 --> 0:44:11.799
<v Speaker 2>see me, but I can't see you, So you might

0:44:11.960 --> 0:44:14.800
<v Speaker 2>have some sort of disc I have a distinctive physical

0:44:14.840 --> 0:44:16.959
<v Speaker 2>feature about myself, which is that I'm dressed as a gecko,

0:44:17.040 --> 0:44:19.719
<v Speaker 2>but I don't really have anything about that for you

0:44:19.840 --> 0:44:25.400
<v Speaker 2>because I can't see you right right. Well, describe what

0:44:25.480 --> 0:44:26.040
<v Speaker 2>are you wearing?

0:44:27.920 --> 0:44:28.880
<v Speaker 3>Uh clothes?

0:44:30.400 --> 0:44:37.480
<v Speaker 4>Okay, let's see what other senior features I have? Hair,

0:44:39.719 --> 0:44:45.600
<v Speaker 4>two eyes, uh? Well, my fingers and toes. Thank goodness.

0:44:59.200 --> 0:45:07.439
<v Speaker 4>M So, anyways, thanks for having me, of course, Yeah,

0:45:08.600 --> 0:45:09.719
<v Speaker 4>I got awkward really fast.

0:45:09.760 --> 0:45:10.640
<v Speaker 3>But you know what, who's word of it?

0:45:10.760 --> 0:45:12.279
<v Speaker 2>Thank you? Why do you think well, I don't Why

0:45:12.320 --> 0:45:14.000
<v Speaker 2>do you think that was awkward? I don't think that

0:45:14.080 --> 0:45:17.920
<v Speaker 2>was Do you consider do you consider silence inherently awkward?

0:45:19.080 --> 0:45:19.200
<v Speaker 8>Uh?

0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:20.760
<v Speaker 4>In mid conversation silence?

0:45:20.880 --> 0:45:29.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but we're still we're in each other's presence without

0:45:29.800 --> 0:45:36.000
<v Speaker 2>necessarily having to speak with one another, fair enough.

0:45:35.880 --> 0:45:38.080
<v Speaker 4>But I do think the presence is diluted by being

0:45:38.320 --> 0:45:39.560
<v Speaker 4>over a phone, you know.

0:45:41.040 --> 0:45:43.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I still feel I feel you on the line,

0:45:43.320 --> 0:45:47.760
<v Speaker 2>not like in a weird, you know, metaphorical energy sense,

0:45:47.920 --> 0:45:49.960
<v Speaker 2>but I can tell you're there. You can you know

0:45:50.120 --> 0:45:51.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm there, and I know you're.

0:45:51.239 --> 0:45:53.480
<v Speaker 13>There right right?

0:45:57.800 --> 0:46:02.759
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that makes sense. I guess I just kind of

0:46:02.760 --> 0:46:05.440
<v Speaker 4>perceive it more like a like when you're chatting with

0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:09.320
<v Speaker 4>a friend online and their status isn't like honorating what

0:46:09.400 --> 0:46:11.839
<v Speaker 4>they've prove that they purposely said it to like awe

0:46:12.160 --> 0:46:14.320
<v Speaker 4>that nobody knows when they're online or not, and you

0:46:14.400 --> 0:46:15.960
<v Speaker 4>type something to them, They're like, are they there? Are

0:46:16.000 --> 0:46:16.600
<v Speaker 4>they not there?

0:46:18.320 --> 0:46:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Right?

0:46:18.560 --> 0:46:23.080
<v Speaker 2>But we've established that we're not necessarily friends, we're not necessarily.

0:46:23.120 --> 0:46:25.239
<v Speaker 2>We don't not like each other, but we've established that

0:46:25.840 --> 0:46:27.359
<v Speaker 2>we don't really have a label as to what our

0:46:27.400 --> 0:46:30.400
<v Speaker 2>relationship is just yet, or we might not, right, but

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:32.719
<v Speaker 2>we've established that there is not a label.

0:46:33.440 --> 0:46:38.440
<v Speaker 4>Right right, right, We've definitely established status.

0:46:44.400 --> 0:46:45.120
<v Speaker 2>So what are you wearing?

0:46:46.920 --> 0:46:47.040
<v Speaker 13>Uh?

0:46:47.400 --> 0:46:51.840
<v Speaker 4>Like I said, shirt and fans And I'm kind of

0:46:51.880 --> 0:46:54.880
<v Speaker 4>nervous about talking about myself like strangers.

0:46:54.400 --> 0:46:57.719
<v Speaker 2>You know, not dude, you can make something that you

0:46:57.800 --> 0:47:00.880
<v Speaker 2>can just make something up? How would I know? How

0:47:00.880 --> 0:47:03.399
<v Speaker 2>would I you? You see, now you've learned. I don't

0:47:03.400 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 2>think you realize that you can lie to me, and

0:47:05.600 --> 0:47:06.239
<v Speaker 2>I won't be able to.

0:47:06.280 --> 0:47:10.799
<v Speaker 4>Tell I can, sure, But you know you don't seem

0:47:10.800 --> 0:47:14.120
<v Speaker 4>like the kind of person who who should be lied to.

0:47:14.360 --> 0:47:17.080
<v Speaker 4>You seem pretty honest, pretty respectful.

0:47:20.640 --> 0:47:22.440
<v Speaker 2>Is does do you think that there are people out

0:47:22.480 --> 0:47:24.920
<v Speaker 2>there that should be lied to? Is that a thing?

0:47:26.200 --> 0:47:30.600
<v Speaker 4>I think any person you don't entirely know online should

0:47:30.640 --> 0:47:32.440
<v Speaker 4>probably be led to a little bit by default.

0:47:33.480 --> 0:47:37.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay, you don't know me online, so I think so

0:47:37.480 --> 0:47:39.680
<v Speaker 2>by that definition, by your definition, you should lie to

0:47:39.760 --> 0:47:40.279
<v Speaker 2>me a little bit.

0:47:41.520 --> 0:47:42.000
<v Speaker 3>A little bit.

0:47:42.120 --> 0:47:48.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, have you lied to me at all? During this conversation?

0:47:49.360 --> 0:47:50.360
<v Speaker 4>My name's not Claude.

0:47:51.520 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's enough of a lie.

0:48:00.120 --> 0:48:03.800
<v Speaker 4>That's what's on the on the fly. I I the

0:48:03.840 --> 0:48:05.480
<v Speaker 4>little voice thing told me to say a name, and

0:48:05.560 --> 0:48:07.399
<v Speaker 4>I just said the first thing that puffed into my head.

0:48:10.400 --> 0:48:13.720
<v Speaker 2>Real click, claud before we go. Mm hmm.

0:48:16.719 --> 0:48:16.919
<v Speaker 12>Hmm.

0:48:17.360 --> 0:48:17.919
<v Speaker 2>What are you wearing?

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:21.440
<v Speaker 4>Red shirt, blue jeans.

0:48:24.480 --> 0:48:25.840
<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon, Claude. I love you.

0:48:26.680 --> 0:48:27.520
<v Speaker 4>It's very team man.

0:48:31.520 --> 0:48:35.920
<v Speaker 13>Oh all from Wednesday.

0:48:37.760 --> 0:48:44.360
<v Speaker 2>Wednesday? Oh my gosh, hello, hello, how are you Wednesday?

0:48:45.600 --> 0:48:50.560
<v Speaker 13>I'm doing well, mister Greco. Do you remember me? For sure?

0:48:51.760 --> 0:48:54.680
<v Speaker 8>You do, but.

0:48:56.440 --> 0:48:58.799
<v Speaker 2>Remind remind us for those who don't know who you are.

0:49:04.160 --> 0:49:11.360
<v Speaker 13>Well, one time I called in because I believe a witch.

0:49:12.840 --> 0:49:15.400
<v Speaker 2>Right, you called in to tell us that you believe

0:49:15.480 --> 0:49:19.120
<v Speaker 2>that you are a witch. Yeah, that's correct, and that

0:49:19.320 --> 0:49:21.120
<v Speaker 2>was That was a few months ago. I think I

0:49:21.200 --> 0:49:22.480
<v Speaker 2>haven't heard from you since.

0:49:23.760 --> 0:49:24.200
<v Speaker 12>I know that.

0:49:24.400 --> 0:49:25.239
<v Speaker 3>I actually.

0:49:26.400 --> 0:49:27.640
<v Speaker 13>I kind of wanted to talk about that.

0:49:28.800 --> 0:49:30.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so what what?

0:49:30.520 --> 0:49:30.800
<v Speaker 8>What is?

0:49:31.040 --> 0:49:33.719
<v Speaker 2>What has developed since the past few months?

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<v Speaker 13>Well, I actually I think I learned that I'm I

0:49:39.640 --> 0:49:40.759
<v Speaker 13>could never do what you do.

0:49:45.880 --> 0:49:46.640
<v Speaker 2>That makes you say that.

0:49:47.719 --> 0:49:52.600
<v Speaker 13>Well, you ended up posting that clip on TikTok, which

0:49:52.680 --> 0:49:56.200
<v Speaker 13>is where you have like most of your following, and

0:49:56.400 --> 0:49:59.600
<v Speaker 13>people saw it, I guess. I mean, I mean, you

0:49:59.680 --> 0:50:04.040
<v Speaker 13>know you up following, and I just could not like

0:50:04.400 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 13>take my eyes off the comments. I was so nervous, like,

0:50:10.239 --> 0:50:12.440
<v Speaker 13>and I was just so anxious. I think I like

0:50:12.760 --> 0:50:16.800
<v Speaker 13>just watched it non stop for like two days. I

0:50:16.920 --> 0:50:19.239
<v Speaker 13>was so sick of hearing the same story over and

0:50:19.320 --> 0:50:19.760
<v Speaker 13>over again.

0:50:22.760 --> 0:50:26.160
<v Speaker 2>What did you hear in the comments? Anything that struck

0:50:26.239 --> 0:50:27.880
<v Speaker 2>you in particular?

0:50:28.560 --> 0:50:35.680
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, Well, for one, I thought, I ever since I

0:50:35.960 --> 0:50:39.680
<v Speaker 13>can never I'd do my best to not judge any

0:50:39.760 --> 0:50:42.839
<v Speaker 13>tiktoks I see anymore, because there were just so many

0:50:42.960 --> 0:50:47.719
<v Speaker 13>comments of people just judging for whatever. So even like

0:50:47.800 --> 0:50:51.840
<v Speaker 13>the most like wild shit, like people were telling me

0:50:51.960 --> 0:50:56.759
<v Speaker 13>that like I was, you know, having delusions, or that

0:50:56.960 --> 0:51:00.399
<v Speaker 13>like I legitimately was cursed and like needed to see help.

0:51:03.840 --> 0:51:08.320
<v Speaker 13>I'm just like, I don't. People just people thought I

0:51:08.360 --> 0:51:11.800
<v Speaker 13>was an idiot because I said I said which, And

0:51:11.880 --> 0:51:13.600
<v Speaker 13>I guess that's not the right term.

0:51:17.760 --> 0:51:21.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but these judgments are first of all, first of all,

0:51:22.000 --> 0:51:26.640
<v Speaker 2>they're illegitimate because what what what judgment can you truly

0:51:27.239 --> 0:51:31.840
<v Speaker 2>make on a person from a fuck from a forty

0:51:32.040 --> 0:51:36.880
<v Speaker 2>second out of context TikTok clip.

0:51:37.480 --> 0:51:41.120
<v Speaker 13>That's what I'm saying. They're just so like half the

0:51:41.200 --> 0:51:43.120
<v Speaker 13>promise are just like snap judgments.

0:51:45.040 --> 0:51:47.680
<v Speaker 2>It's true. Well, I mean, so when you said you

0:51:47.680 --> 0:51:49.160
<v Speaker 2>couldn't do what I do, do you mean like you

0:51:49.239 --> 0:51:54.000
<v Speaker 2>couldn't handle like floods of people on the internet commenting

0:51:54.080 --> 0:51:54.279
<v Speaker 2>on you.

0:51:56.920 --> 0:51:57.520
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I guess.

0:51:58.320 --> 0:51:59.040
<v Speaker 12>I Also.

0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:05.520
<v Speaker 13>I thought it was interesting people on TikTok were like, oh,

0:52:05.640 --> 0:52:08.840
<v Speaker 13>she seems so cool, like wow edgy, like oh, I

0:52:09.000 --> 0:52:13.200
<v Speaker 13>need me a a Wednesday whatever. But when I was

0:52:13.320 --> 0:52:16.920
<v Speaker 13>on this stream, when I first called in, people were like,

0:52:17.360 --> 0:52:21.600
<v Speaker 13>get her off here, a whack collar, next call or

0:52:21.800 --> 0:52:22.480
<v Speaker 13>next caller.

0:52:23.600 --> 0:52:26.879
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know that I would say.

0:52:27.239 --> 0:52:30.799
<v Speaker 2>I would say first, I wouldn't pay attention. The best

0:52:30.920 --> 0:52:33.560
<v Speaker 2>thing I think is don't I wouldn't pay attention to

0:52:33.640 --> 0:52:35.880
<v Speaker 2>the comments at all, even even the good, even the

0:52:35.960 --> 0:52:39.760
<v Speaker 2>positive ones. Just don't pay attention to any of the comments.

0:52:40.440 --> 0:52:40.640
<v Speaker 9>You know.

0:52:40.920 --> 0:52:42.839
<v Speaker 2>That's what I kind of try to do. I mean,

0:52:43.080 --> 0:52:46.359
<v Speaker 2>like when I think of, like when I'm like thinking

0:52:46.440 --> 0:52:51.440
<v Speaker 2>of reading internet comments, and shit, I really only go

0:52:51.560 --> 0:52:56.279
<v Speaker 2>in there for like feedback purposes. And you know, I'm

0:52:56.400 --> 0:52:58.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm of course, you know, I'm appreciative of people

0:52:58.719 --> 0:53:02.480
<v Speaker 2>who who say no nice things, but like people who

0:53:02.560 --> 0:53:05.120
<v Speaker 2>say mean things. People say mean things. They only really

0:53:05.160 --> 0:53:10.080
<v Speaker 2>get to me if it's something that I also think

0:53:10.800 --> 0:53:12.839
<v Speaker 2>about myself or the show. But it doesn't really even

0:53:12.880 --> 0:53:16.719
<v Speaker 2>get to me in like a although I'm hurt the

0:53:16.800 --> 0:53:18.520
<v Speaker 2>type of way it gets to me in like maybe

0:53:18.560 --> 0:53:23.640
<v Speaker 2>that is an issue that I should work on, you

0:53:23.719 --> 0:53:24.200
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean?

0:53:25.000 --> 0:53:27.279
<v Speaker 13>I know, but that's what I'm saying, Like I don't

0:53:27.360 --> 0:53:30.440
<v Speaker 13>have the willpower to not look at the comments like

0:53:30.560 --> 0:53:33.120
<v Speaker 13>people who get like who are like cyber bullet, I'm

0:53:33.239 --> 0:53:38.480
<v Speaker 13>like close the laptop, buddy. But it's so like if

0:53:38.560 --> 0:53:41.400
<v Speaker 13>you could know what people are thinking and they're just

0:53:42.000 --> 0:53:44.560
<v Speaker 13>spilling it out there and they don't even know that

0:53:44.800 --> 0:53:48.920
<v Speaker 13>you're that that that the person they're talking about is

0:53:48.960 --> 0:53:52.640
<v Speaker 13>gonna see it and know and like, you know, be

0:53:52.840 --> 0:53:53.399
<v Speaker 13>talked about.

0:53:53.600 --> 0:53:55.720
<v Speaker 2>Right, But why why do you care about the opinion

0:53:55.840 --> 0:54:00.880
<v Speaker 2>of some someone on the internet, you know, especially for

0:54:01.000 --> 0:54:03.239
<v Speaker 2>I mean for negative comments in particular. It's like I

0:54:03.440 --> 0:54:08.000
<v Speaker 2>I truly believe there's no like more losory thing that

0:54:08.120 --> 0:54:12.040
<v Speaker 2>someone can do than like specifically go out and just

0:54:12.200 --> 0:54:16.400
<v Speaker 2>write you know, negative ship on the internet.

0:54:16.719 --> 0:54:16.880
<v Speaker 8>You know.

0:54:17.080 --> 0:54:18.640
<v Speaker 2>So it's like that why would I care about that

0:54:18.760 --> 0:54:19.520
<v Speaker 2>person's opinion?

0:54:21.320 --> 0:54:25.560
<v Speaker 13>I know, I don't know. I don't know, and I'm

0:54:25.640 --> 0:54:29.200
<v Speaker 13>like I I you know, I watch the stream, I

0:54:29.360 --> 0:54:32.080
<v Speaker 13>know who calls in, and no sense I don't know

0:54:32.120 --> 0:54:33.440
<v Speaker 13>if they're all on my left?

0:54:34.960 --> 0:54:36.960
<v Speaker 2>What does that even? What does it even mean? What

0:54:37.160 --> 0:54:38.920
<v Speaker 2>is what level are you talking about?

0:54:39.719 --> 0:54:39.759
<v Speaker 8>No?

0:54:41.239 --> 0:54:41.600
<v Speaker 12>I don't know.

0:54:42.040 --> 0:54:47.040
<v Speaker 13>Sometimes I just feel no, no, because now everyone's gonna

0:54:47.040 --> 0:54:49.080
<v Speaker 13>say I'm having delusions of grand jury again.

0:54:49.160 --> 0:54:51.879
<v Speaker 2>Okay, who can I want the truth Wednesday. I don't

0:54:51.880 --> 0:54:52.799
<v Speaker 2>care what people say.

0:54:53.320 --> 0:54:56.960
<v Speaker 13>Oh, some of the callers who come on here, I don't.

0:54:57.160 --> 0:54:58.239
<v Speaker 13>I think I don't.

0:55:00.040 --> 0:55:04.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I like to think I could say,

0:55:04.320 --> 0:55:05.200
<v Speaker 1>you could say you do you do?

0:55:05.360 --> 0:55:05.400
<v Speaker 12>Not?

0:55:05.560 --> 0:55:05.600
<v Speaker 8>Do?

0:55:05.760 --> 0:55:06.439
<v Speaker 2>Not like them?

0:55:06.680 --> 0:55:07.080
<v Speaker 4>Do you not?

0:55:09.840 --> 0:55:11.839
<v Speaker 13>Very I very much enjoy the stream, and I think

0:55:11.880 --> 0:55:13.919
<v Speaker 13>a part of it is because I kind of grew

0:55:14.040 --> 0:55:16.239
<v Speaker 13>up in like an intellectual family, and the people who

0:55:16.320 --> 0:55:19.000
<v Speaker 13>come on here are always like super intellectual and structured,

0:55:19.000 --> 0:55:20.600
<v Speaker 13>and it's like interesting and different and funny.

0:55:22.040 --> 0:55:23.279
<v Speaker 2>That's fair, I mean like.

0:55:24.320 --> 0:55:26.160
<v Speaker 13>But I also think I'm better than telling.

0:55:28.000 --> 0:55:30.040
<v Speaker 2>What makes what makes you? What makes you? What makes you?

0:55:30.200 --> 0:55:31.640
<v Speaker 2>What what makes you feel that way?

0:55:35.880 --> 0:55:38.399
<v Speaker 13>Nothing? Really, because like at the other day, I'm still

0:55:38.480 --> 0:55:40.960
<v Speaker 13>gonna listen to all their comments and critiques on me.

0:55:44.239 --> 0:55:44.520
<v Speaker 3>I just.

0:55:46.200 --> 0:55:49.759
<v Speaker 2>It's so it's weird here because half of you. This

0:55:49.840 --> 0:55:51.360
<v Speaker 2>is actually I didn't even notice how much of a

0:55:51.600 --> 0:55:54.319
<v Speaker 2>like shift this is because half of you you spent.

0:55:54.800 --> 0:55:57.359
<v Speaker 2>You spent a lot of the time previously. Just now

0:55:57.719 --> 0:56:02.280
<v Speaker 2>it's talking about how you know other people's opinions bother

0:56:02.440 --> 0:56:05.600
<v Speaker 2>you a lot, But then now you've flipped to I

0:56:05.719 --> 0:56:08.080
<v Speaker 2>think I'm better than these people.

0:56:08.760 --> 0:56:12.120
<v Speaker 13>Okay, some of the calls.

0:56:12.760 --> 0:56:14.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm not judging you. I'm just trying to figure out

0:56:14.239 --> 0:56:17.719
<v Speaker 2>where your head is, you know, like because to me,

0:56:17.840 --> 0:56:20.400
<v Speaker 2>like if if if you if you like, if you

0:56:20.560 --> 0:56:24.239
<v Speaker 2>truly believed that you were like on another and I

0:56:24.320 --> 0:56:26.400
<v Speaker 2>don't think there's anything I don't you know, I have

0:56:26.520 --> 0:56:29.040
<v Speaker 2>no judgment either way about that, but like, if you

0:56:29.080 --> 0:56:32.399
<v Speaker 2>truly believe that, then why in turn would it bother

0:56:32.600 --> 0:56:36.680
<v Speaker 2>you when these people have negative things to say about you?

0:56:37.200 --> 0:56:40.719
<v Speaker 13>Okay, you know what, while you were just saying that,

0:56:40.840 --> 0:56:44.480
<v Speaker 13>I actually figured out what it is. It's because I'm

0:56:45.840 --> 0:56:51.920
<v Speaker 13>like confident in my intellect, but just not in the

0:56:52.080 --> 0:56:54.320
<v Speaker 13>rest of me. So I care about their comments on

0:56:54.440 --> 0:56:56.080
<v Speaker 13>whether or not if they like me, if they think

0:56:56.120 --> 0:56:59.080
<v Speaker 13>I'm funny if they think I'm a witch, I see,

0:56:59.560 --> 0:57:02.480
<v Speaker 13>but I don't care to know. Well, I don't know

0:57:02.520 --> 0:57:04.560
<v Speaker 13>because someone of the comments, yes, some one of the

0:57:04.560 --> 0:57:07.239
<v Speaker 13>comments that were like, oh yeah, it's not a witch,

0:57:07.360 --> 0:57:09.200
<v Speaker 13>not what a witch is if people just think anything

0:57:09.320 --> 0:57:11.920
<v Speaker 13>the witch. But I wasn't really offended by those. That's

0:57:11.960 --> 0:57:13.680
<v Speaker 13>just like I was just going with whatever came off

0:57:13.719 --> 0:57:14.359
<v Speaker 13>my brain first.

0:57:15.000 --> 0:57:17.920
<v Speaker 1>But maybe someone came in.

0:57:18.040 --> 0:57:19.520
<v Speaker 2>So you have certain now, and I get this, you

0:57:19.600 --> 0:57:23.520
<v Speaker 2>have certain aspects about yourself that you're more confident in

0:57:23.640 --> 0:57:25.680
<v Speaker 2>than other aspects, and if someone insults you about an

0:57:25.680 --> 0:57:27.600
<v Speaker 2>aspect of yourself that you're confident in, it doesn't bother

0:57:27.640 --> 0:57:30.000
<v Speaker 2>you as much as you know, if someone insults you

0:57:30.040 --> 0:57:31.640
<v Speaker 2>about something that you're less secure.

0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:34.320
<v Speaker 13>About, Yeah, yeah.

0:57:36.640 --> 0:57:39.240
<v Speaker 2>That makes sense. But so then so then if you

0:57:39.280 --> 0:57:42.360
<v Speaker 2>saw a TikTok comment that was like, oh, this person's dumb,

0:57:42.520 --> 0:57:43.240
<v Speaker 2>like you wouldn't care.

0:57:46.120 --> 0:57:49.680
<v Speaker 13>See that is That's the thing that always gets me,

0:57:50.120 --> 0:57:58.040
<v Speaker 13>like is that I'm I'm confident in my intellect, but

0:57:58.160 --> 0:58:01.440
<v Speaker 13>then sometimes i feel like I'm so confident in it

0:58:01.600 --> 0:58:04.160
<v Speaker 13>that it's like the only thing I'm confident in. And

0:58:04.280 --> 0:58:07.960
<v Speaker 13>so then if anyone insults that it's like insulting the

0:58:08.080 --> 0:58:10.400
<v Speaker 13>only thing I have, and then I'm just crumble more.

0:58:14.520 --> 0:58:16.400
<v Speaker 2>Well, then you're cot well, you're comfort. Well that's the problem, though,

0:58:16.440 --> 0:58:20.360
<v Speaker 2>because your confidence in your intellect shouldn't it should be

0:58:22.400 --> 0:58:25.160
<v Speaker 2>it should be based. It should be built upon a

0:58:25.280 --> 0:58:30.360
<v Speaker 2>foundation that's very internal. And if it's built upon that foundation,

0:58:30.880 --> 0:58:34.960
<v Speaker 2>then it won't be rocked by other people saying that

0:58:35.080 --> 0:58:37.400
<v Speaker 2>you're dumb. You know what I mean? Because if other

0:58:37.440 --> 0:58:41.840
<v Speaker 2>people saying that you're dumb bothers you and and hurts

0:58:41.920 --> 0:58:46.360
<v Speaker 2>your confidence in your intellect, then your confidence is then

0:58:46.880 --> 0:58:50.680
<v Speaker 2>probably not one hundred percent built upon your own opinion

0:58:50.720 --> 0:58:55.160
<v Speaker 2>of yourself, but maybe seventy percent your own opinion of

0:58:55.200 --> 0:58:58.560
<v Speaker 2>yourself and then thirty percent other people supporting that opinion.

0:58:59.200 --> 0:59:01.400
<v Speaker 2>And then when people tell you that you're dumb, it

0:59:02.320 --> 0:59:05.400
<v Speaker 2>picks away at that thirty percent. And what you, then,

0:59:05.600 --> 0:59:09.600
<v Speaker 2>I think, would want to do is try to get

0:59:09.640 --> 0:59:16.280
<v Speaker 2>to one hundred percent of this confidence is internal, not

0:59:16.440 --> 0:59:19.040
<v Speaker 2>based upon the opinions of other people. Does that make sense?

0:59:22.200 --> 0:59:22.320
<v Speaker 8>Yes?

0:59:22.400 --> 0:59:23.760
<v Speaker 12>It does, But.

0:59:27.920 --> 0:59:28.280
<v Speaker 15>I don't know.

0:59:28.320 --> 0:59:30.960
<v Speaker 13>I don't think all confidence isn't. I don't think your

0:59:31.120 --> 0:59:34.560
<v Speaker 13>like self worth ORDI is like entirely internal.

0:59:36.880 --> 0:59:37.040
<v Speaker 8>It's.

0:59:37.160 --> 0:59:39.360
<v Speaker 2>Oh, it's a hard place. It's it it's it is. Oh,

0:59:39.440 --> 0:59:41.680
<v Speaker 2>what I just described is like, no, that's like that

0:59:41.800 --> 0:59:44.720
<v Speaker 2>ship is like achieving enlightenment. You know, it's it's it's

0:59:44.840 --> 0:59:51.760
<v Speaker 2>ridiculously hard. Oh it's hard. I'm not saying that it's easy,

0:59:51.920 --> 0:59:57.520
<v Speaker 2>but that's you know. I I personally like, I'm not there,

0:59:58.120 --> 1:00:00.520
<v Speaker 2>you know, but I I I get a lot of

1:00:00.640 --> 1:00:04.000
<v Speaker 2>value out of playing the game to get there and

1:00:04.120 --> 1:00:06.240
<v Speaker 2>trying to get there and having that as a goal.

1:00:10.400 --> 1:00:10.920
<v Speaker 12>It's true.

1:00:11.440 --> 1:00:14.880
<v Speaker 13>One thing, well, okay, two things, because I don't want

1:00:14.880 --> 1:00:16.360
<v Speaker 13>to take up too much time, but I just wanted

1:00:16.400 --> 1:00:18.800
<v Speaker 13>to say two things. I know you said not to

1:00:18.840 --> 1:00:22.000
<v Speaker 13>look at chat, but you know I've said I can't

1:00:22.040 --> 1:00:22.680
<v Speaker 13>oh myself.

1:00:23.360 --> 1:00:26.840
<v Speaker 2>So One, I'm not if you're if you're if you're

1:00:26.880 --> 1:00:28.480
<v Speaker 2>going to respond to whatever.

1:00:29.880 --> 1:00:32.840
<v Speaker 13>I'm just gonns. I just wanted. Everyone was calling for age.

1:00:32.960 --> 1:00:36.920
<v Speaker 13>Check I am, I promise you I am of age.

1:00:37.000 --> 1:00:40.000
<v Speaker 13>I don't know. I remember nine eleven, all right, the

1:00:40.080 --> 1:00:40.480
<v Speaker 13>next thing?

1:00:40.560 --> 1:00:41.280
<v Speaker 2>What's the next thing.

1:00:42.600 --> 1:00:43.480
<v Speaker 15>I also saw a.

1:00:43.560 --> 1:00:47.320
<v Speaker 13>Lot of people saying that like like like that were

1:00:47.440 --> 1:00:50.360
<v Speaker 13>genuinely concerned for me, genuinely telling me that, like I

1:00:50.440 --> 1:00:53.440
<v Speaker 13>need a therapy and like help. And I'm starting to

1:00:53.520 --> 1:01:00.840
<v Speaker 13>get that on this stream too, so they're right, But

1:01:01.040 --> 1:01:06.680
<v Speaker 13>like I'm like, literally, okay, I go to therapy. It's

1:01:06.720 --> 1:01:09.640
<v Speaker 13>all okay, I call them the therapy get go for

1:01:09.720 --> 1:01:11.040
<v Speaker 13>a song because.

1:01:10.840 --> 1:01:14.760
<v Speaker 2>I am beautiful. That's exactly that is what we want here.

1:01:14.800 --> 1:01:17.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't I first of all, I don't I I

1:01:17.560 --> 1:01:19.120
<v Speaker 2>first of all, I don't posture my up people. I

1:01:20.120 --> 1:01:21.840
<v Speaker 2>speaking of internet commerce. I do get a lot of

1:01:21.840 --> 1:01:23.840
<v Speaker 2>comments that are like this, guys should not be playing therapist.

1:01:23.880 --> 1:01:26.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm not playing therapist. I have no idea what I'm doing.

1:01:28.080 --> 1:01:32.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm you a gecko. I'm internet gecko boy. I'm not

1:01:32.800 --> 1:01:35.160
<v Speaker 2>claimed to be an expert on anything. I don't even

1:01:35.160 --> 1:01:36.800
<v Speaker 2>think i'm here. I'm not even here to give advice.

1:01:37.520 --> 1:01:41.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm just in a chair talking to people. So I I, yes,

1:01:42.680 --> 1:01:46.280
<v Speaker 2>go to therapy, call the therapy gecko for whatever reason,

1:01:46.360 --> 1:01:54.560
<v Speaker 2>but not in the place of a therapist anyway. That well, Wednesday,

1:01:54.720 --> 1:01:56.560
<v Speaker 2>thank you for calling, and thanks for the follow up.

1:01:56.680 --> 1:01:59.360
<v Speaker 2>Glad to see you're still around. Uh do you still?

1:01:59.440 --> 1:02:02.960
<v Speaker 2>Do you still this day? Check those comments because that

1:02:03.120 --> 1:02:05.000
<v Speaker 2>video blows up every once in a while.

1:02:06.240 --> 1:02:10.320
<v Speaker 12>You know, Honestly, I can't say that it didn't make

1:02:10.360 --> 1:02:12.920
<v Speaker 12>myself a steam feel a little is good because it

1:02:13.200 --> 1:02:14.800
<v Speaker 12>is one of your more popular videos.

1:02:16.480 --> 1:02:19.680
<v Speaker 13>So like, do you see how much?

1:02:19.840 --> 1:02:20.160
<v Speaker 12>Do you see?

1:02:20.160 --> 1:02:20.440
<v Speaker 8>How much?

1:02:20.480 --> 1:02:22.120
<v Speaker 13>How much affect me? It's too much?

1:02:23.200 --> 1:02:25.120
<v Speaker 2>Well look you can you can have that.

1:02:25.320 --> 1:02:30.800
<v Speaker 12>That's all yours, okay, well thick, honestly not look at

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<v Speaker 12>the comments, just look at the views and base my

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<v Speaker 12>entire self worth on numbers.

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<v Speaker 13>Thank you there to get go, you really say?

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<v Speaker 2>Of course time Wednesday. You have a good night.

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<v Speaker 6>All from Zach.

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<v Speaker 2>Zach Oh? Who are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Zach Oh?

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<v Speaker 10>I'm good? Who am i?

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<v Speaker 5>Ah?

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<v Speaker 10>I'm just trying to figure that out myself.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you leaning towards? What are your options?

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<v Speaker 15>What are my options?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>It could be a.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I sometimes I think of myself as a frog.

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<v Speaker 2>Honestly interesting, How did you come to that conclusion or

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<v Speaker 2>what what leads you to believe that you might be

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<v Speaker 2>a frog?

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<v Speaker 9>Well as my uh my skin now I know that

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<v Speaker 9>this is this is not really a rare skin condition,

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<v Speaker 9>but it has been turning green in some areas.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I'm not even joking.

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<v Speaker 10>About this is this is quite serious.

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<v Speaker 9>It's not it's gonna kill.

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<v Speaker 7>Me, but I am turning green.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you consulted with a legitimate medical professional about this before?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh?

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<v Speaker 10>Absolutely?

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<v Speaker 9>They told me it's nothing really.

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<v Speaker 7>To worry about.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, what did you say?

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<v Speaker 9>It's nothing to worry about?

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<v Speaker 2>So you haven't consulted with a legitimate medical professional.

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<v Speaker 7>My eyes are bulging out of my skull.

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<v Speaker 10>I consulted them about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what did they say? They told me to stop

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<v Speaker 2>eating salt, and then you stop eating salt.

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<v Speaker 3>I eat a lot of salt.

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<v Speaker 2>Stop eating salt, noah, or continue eating salt. Become whatever

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<v Speaker 2>you're trying to become. It doesn't who cares?

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<v Speaker 8>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Only you get to live for so long? Why don't

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<v Speaker 2>you might as well have green skin and have your

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<v Speaker 2>eyes bulged out of you? And I don't know how

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<v Speaker 2>you seem like you're fifteen? How old are you?

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<v Speaker 15>I am nineteen, sir?

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<v Speaker 2>Go ahead, dude, become a lizard. You know, a long

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<v Speaker 2>lizard live. They live to be about twenty two. So

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<v Speaker 2>you got three awful lizard years that you have chosen

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<v Speaker 2>for yourself by neglecting the advice of a medical professional.

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<v Speaker 2>And let me tell you what they're gonna be awful years. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>Being a lizard sucks. Ask any lizard on Earth if

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<v Speaker 2>it would rather be a person named Noah, and it

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<v Speaker 2>guarantee you one hundred percent of them would say they would.

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<v Speaker 2>But go ahead, Noah, choose this life for yourself. Your

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<v Speaker 2>name isn't Noah. It doesn't matter what your name is.

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<v Speaker 2>Revel in the fact. Revel on the fact that this

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<v Speaker 2>horrible life that you are about to experience is, at

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<v Speaker 2>the very least the one that you've chosen rather than

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<v Speaker 2>something that was forced upon you. Does that comfort you, Zach?

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<v Speaker 2>It does not. That you got my name right? Stop

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<v Speaker 2>eating so much salt?

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<v Speaker 3>That sounds about right.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll talk to you, zachk you.

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<v Speaker 2>We get to pick how we suffer if we're lucky,

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<v Speaker 2>like Zach.

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<v Speaker 6>Paul From Lisa.

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<v Speaker 2>Lisa. Hello, Hello, Lisa, how are you?

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<v Speaker 15>I'm good? I'm excited.

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<v Speaker 2>What year were you born? Lisa?

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<v Speaker 15>Nineteen ninety nine? I already called one. Can you ask

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<v Speaker 15>me the same thing?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have a prize? Is that the problem that

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<v Speaker 2>you typically have of people thinking that you're fourteen?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 15>Because I also look.

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<v Speaker 2>Fourteen, so you look fourteen as well.

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<v Speaker 13>I feel like I do.

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<v Speaker 15>I feel like I haven't changed in middle school. But

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<v Speaker 15>probably people wouldn't agree with that.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what's funny is I think you you've you,

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<v Speaker 2>I trust you. I don't think that you're underage. But

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<v Speaker 2>you it's tear me out. You kind of sound like

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<v Speaker 2>you're lying, you know what I mean? Like if you say,

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<v Speaker 2>like like if someone said to you, I know I

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<v Speaker 2>sound fourteen and look fourteen, but trust me, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 2>It sounds like a blatant lie. Not that I think

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<v Speaker 2>you are, but you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 15>You know why I think it sounds like I'm lying,

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<v Speaker 15>Probably because the tone of my voice.

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<v Speaker 2>No, but this is the thing, it doesn't it for

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't sound like you're lying, like if I took

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<v Speaker 2>the word like, cause you're the way your tone, your vibe,

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<v Speaker 2>I could tell that you're not lying. But but someone

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<v Speaker 2>saying what you're saying with a different vibe would blatantly

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<v Speaker 2>sound like they're lying.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 15>Probably, but yeah, no, I'm not nice. I'm almost funny too.

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<v Speaker 6>Hopefully my voice will change.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you ever run into issues like what's what's the wackiest?

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<v Speaker 2>That's that's the verb I chose, It's not a verb.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so dumb. What what kind of situations have you

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<v Speaker 2>gotten into as a result of people thinking that you

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<v Speaker 2>are young, or or maybe inconveniences of any sorts.

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<v Speaker 15>Huh No, I don't know. I can't think of anything.

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<v Speaker 15>I don't I don't think my age is usually an issue.

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<v Speaker 15>I think it's just my voice.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 15>I've never gone into any problems like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you say you're you said you're twenty one?

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I'm telling one, almost twenty two.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you get carted a lot?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Hmmm, what what's your guilty what's your guilty?

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<v Speaker 2>Pleasure? Lisa?

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<v Speaker 15>Okay, this isn't like that bad, but I hope that

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<v Speaker 15>some people can relate with me. I like to put

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<v Speaker 15>ketch ups on everything, like my pancakes, my popcorn, like

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<v Speaker 15>corn tortillas as a snack, and it's not socially acceptable.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not.

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<v Speaker 15>Sometimes when I go to Taco bell or adult taco

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<v Speaker 15>I like to put ketchup on my tacos. No Mexican tacos,

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<v Speaker 15>just American tacos. Okay, I'm not crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>And what is appeeling about this to you?

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<v Speaker 15>It's just yummy, it's sweet. It just adds to my food.

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<v Speaker 15>On popcorn, it's like the contrast of cold and warm.

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<v Speaker 2>On rice.

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<v Speaker 15>It just gives a bad extra kick. Also on pancakes, when.

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<v Speaker 2>Ketchup on a pancake. When you're putting ketchup on pancake,

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<v Speaker 2>uh huh do you put a lot of it on

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<v Speaker 2>or just a little amount.

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<v Speaker 15>Because it's not socially acceptable. I kind of squirt the

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<v Speaker 15>ketchup on the side and then I just kind of

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<v Speaker 15>like let it go all over my food, trying to

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<v Speaker 15>like not let people notice, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 15>I'm not I'm not like a I don't just like

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<v Speaker 15>put it all over my play.

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<v Speaker 4>I just put a little saw and.

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<v Speaker 15>Then like eventually my food just makes its way over

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<v Speaker 15>the ketchup spot.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, so out of shame, you use ketchup stealthily.

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<v Speaker 3>I use ketchup will.

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<v Speaker 2>Stealthily.

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<v Speaker 15>Oh wow, I've never heard that word.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, you know with stealth, you know what? You

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<v Speaker 2>know the words stealth.

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<v Speaker 7>Self?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think so.

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<v Speaker 2>Replace metal gear solid.

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<v Speaker 8>No.

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<v Speaker 15>English isn't my first language. I'm sorry, stealth you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know the words? Have you heard the word stealth like

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<v Speaker 2>with I thought that was a more common word.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't know, not for me stealth.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, let me try us again. Let me try us again.

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<v Speaker 6>Stealth Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so when you apply ketchup in public to food,

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<v Speaker 2>you do so with secrecy?

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I do so with secrecy also, like especially at

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<v Speaker 15>the movies with popcorns, especially at the movies with.

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<v Speaker 9>Popcorn mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 15>And my friends know about this, but they are embarrassed

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<v Speaker 15>by it sometimes, like when we go to Del Taco

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<v Speaker 15>and they're like, oh, hot, mild medium, you know, what

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<v Speaker 15>do you want? And I'm like, catch up. They get

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<v Speaker 15>embarrassed to ask for it, but.

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<v Speaker 9>But they do it.

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<v Speaker 15>I don't hid it from them, but I do like

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<v Speaker 15>eat it in secrecy.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you get a lot of weird looks from strangers

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<v Speaker 2>in public when you put ketchup on your tacos?

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<v Speaker 15>When I asked for it, I feel like, But I

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<v Speaker 15>also feel like the workers probably don't care, you know,

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<v Speaker 15>they have other things story about.

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<v Speaker 7>I just think about it too much.

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<v Speaker 2>What is your strategy for using ketchup undetected?

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<v Speaker 15>I started bringing around my own ketchup had it.

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<v Speaker 2>And then do you just like, like, do you just

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<v Speaker 2>like take your plate and put it under the table

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<v Speaker 2>and put the ketchup on then and then put it back.

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<v Speaker 15>No, I just like you know, get it out of

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<v Speaker 15>my bag and just try like to put it on

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<v Speaker 15>when nobody's watching. And I'm not. It's my guilty place here,

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<v Speaker 15>but I'm not gonna be embarrassed of it.

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<v Speaker 9>You know, it is what it is.

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<v Speaker 15>I like Ketchup. I'm scared it's not gonna go away.

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<v Speaker 15>I don't want to be thirty and keep even ketchup

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<v Speaker 15>with everything. I'm like a little scared of that.

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<v Speaker 2>I respect that.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, But.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you so you're so you're so you you

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<v Speaker 2>this is this, this is you're actively feeling guilt over this.

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<v Speaker 2>This is a perfect guilty pleasure because I can sense

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<v Speaker 2>the guilt and I could also sense the pleasure.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, and you know what, I didn't even I didn't

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<v Speaker 15>even think about it until the first guy called about

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<v Speaker 15>the mail.

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<v Speaker 6>Then it hit me.

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<v Speaker 15>I was like, ketchup, that's my guilty pleasure.

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<v Speaker 2>Well he was talking about jacking off.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh yeah, yeah, no yeah no.

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<v Speaker 15>But also another thing, I don't even have a preferred

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<v Speaker 15>ketchup brand. I'm just like all around ketchup. I just

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<v Speaker 15>I just love it.

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<v Speaker 2>Mmm. Have you consulted with anyone on how you might

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<v Speaker 2>be able to break this?

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<v Speaker 13>No?

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<v Speaker 15>Because my I learned this from my sister, my older sister.

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<v Speaker 15>She's probably a little bit worse than me. I don't

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<v Speaker 15>think she sees it as a guilty pleasure, though she

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<v Speaker 15>has so.

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<v Speaker 2>She also does the ketchup ship.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, she also does a ketchup. I don't think she's No,

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<v Speaker 15>I don't know where we got it from.

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<v Speaker 2>We just yeah, but okay, so you're so for your sister,

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<v Speaker 2>this is not a guilty pleasure. This is just a pleasure.

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<v Speaker 2>She doesn't give a fuck.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah she doesn't. Yeah, she doesn't care.

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<v Speaker 13>She does.

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<v Speaker 2>She will go out into the restaurant and in plain

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<v Speaker 2>sight with no let me tell you this, she'll like.

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<v Speaker 15>Take the ketchup packet and just kind of like that's

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<v Speaker 15>the ketch him out of the packet.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a lot worse.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I'm not there yet, But what if one day

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<v Speaker 15>I do get there? You know, she is five years

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<v Speaker 15>older than me. What if one day I can get there?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh right, that's your future in five years. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you got to do something before that happens. You gotta

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<v Speaker 2>talk to someone, You gotta go to see.

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<v Speaker 15>A real therapist. So this is that I kind of

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<v Speaker 15>wanted to feel better, and you're telling you it is

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<v Speaker 15>that I should be ashamed of this.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't think you should be ashamed of it.

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<v Speaker 2>But no, see I don't think you should be. Here's no,

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<v Speaker 2>here's why I don't think. Okay, the first of all, no,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not objectively bad, but you do not in your

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<v Speaker 2>mind and you know, you as a person of your

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<v Speaker 2>own agency maker, and this is you do not I

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<v Speaker 2>could tell it is it is. It is imperative for

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<v Speaker 2>you to not get to that point because you don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to get to that point. So I think that

1:15:50.560 --> 1:15:52.479
<v Speaker 2>because you don't want to get to that point, you should.

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<v Speaker 2>You should, you know, quell this. It is bad because

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<v Speaker 2>you have decided it's bad, not because I've decided it's bad.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, okay, another thing, I'm the girl that called about

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<v Speaker 15>her three prowsis demon. I was wondering if you wanted

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<v Speaker 15>an update on that.

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<v Speaker 2>That was in the same stream as the as the

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<v Speaker 2>witch girl.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh my gosh, Wednesday.

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<v Speaker 2>That's Wednesday. Yes, wait, that's crazy. Have you and I

1:16:27.120 --> 1:16:30.760
<v Speaker 2>haven't heard from you in forever? I don't think, right, Yeah,

1:16:31.040 --> 1:16:34.120
<v Speaker 2>that's actually is pretty crazy though, because I uploaded those

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<v Speaker 2>That's actually I'm the only one who's freaked out by

1:16:36.720 --> 1:16:39.560
<v Speaker 2>this because I'm or whatever about my TikTok, But like

1:16:40.280 --> 1:16:42.160
<v Speaker 2>that is kind of crazy to me because I uploaded

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<v Speaker 2>those two at the same, like right after each other,

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<v Speaker 2>so they're grouped in my head as like that's that

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<v Speaker 2>era of my TikTok or whatever. So it's very and

1:16:51.400 --> 1:16:53.000
<v Speaker 2>they were. They were from the same stream when we

1:16:53.080 --> 1:16:56.120
<v Speaker 2>went to India. So that's interesting that I'm getting both

1:16:56.200 --> 1:16:58.000
<v Speaker 2>of the follow ups from those two streams.

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<v Speaker 15>In this stream, you're having like a moment.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, she might be a witch, Dude, she might Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll hear a quick follow up.

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<v Speaker 15>Okay, I think you fixed my problem. I think ever

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<v Speaker 15>since that I manifested this sexual power that kept the

1:17:23.479 --> 1:17:25.200
<v Speaker 15>demon a way he was so scared.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me I want to update you know, the people

1:17:28.920 --> 1:17:30.880
<v Speaker 2>who don't necessarily know what we're talking about here. You

1:17:31.120 --> 1:17:34.240
<v Speaker 2>called in and said that you were having a sleep

1:17:34.280 --> 1:17:36.200
<v Speaker 2>you had a sleep paralysystem and that was haunting you.

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<v Speaker 2>And we sort of talked and we came to the

1:17:38.720 --> 1:17:43.880
<v Speaker 2>conclusion that you might have to have and you we

1:17:44.120 --> 1:17:46.679
<v Speaker 2>came to this clusion you might need to have sex

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<v Speaker 2>with the sleep paralysis demon to get it to leave

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<v Speaker 2>you alone.

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<v Speaker 10>Right.

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<v Speaker 2>That's where we came to and so what did you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you have sex with the sleeperousest demon?

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<v Speaker 15>No, he never came around. He just he hasn't come around.

1:18:00.160 --> 1:18:02.599
<v Speaker 15>And I think about it at night. I'm like, all right,

1:18:02.680 --> 1:18:05.639
<v Speaker 15>if this fucker comes, I'm gonna get him because I'm

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<v Speaker 15>not I'm not, I'm how do you say it, I'm

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<v Speaker 15>not scared of I hate to describe it this way,

1:18:15.800 --> 1:18:20.360
<v Speaker 15>wet dreams, I might you know that? Isn't that what

1:18:20.439 --> 1:18:22.679
<v Speaker 15>they call when you dream of sex?

1:18:23.760 --> 1:18:27.400
<v Speaker 2>Sure you're not afraid of the dreams of the sleeper

1:18:27.439 --> 1:18:29.240
<v Speaker 2>house steaming will be less scary if you were having

1:18:29.280 --> 1:18:30.960
<v Speaker 2>sex with him, because it's a wet dream and you're

1:18:31.040 --> 1:18:33.560
<v Speaker 2>less so afraid of that that you are, you know,

1:18:33.800 --> 1:18:34.479
<v Speaker 2>a demon dream?

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I'm comfortable with that. So I kept him away

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<v Speaker 15>like I was confident, and he just has to come

1:18:41.680 --> 1:18:46.040
<v Speaker 15>to haunt me unless this is me manifesting him tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, look, it doesn't matter if you because you have

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<v Speaker 2>a you have a big sword of sexual energy as

1:18:54.600 --> 1:18:58.360
<v Speaker 2>your weapon to combat this demon. Yeah, and I believe

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<v Speaker 2>that that will protect you.

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<v Speaker 15>So thank you. You actually solved my problem, or maybe

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<v Speaker 15>once they put a curse over my demon.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, look, I'm glad that I'm glad that you know

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<v Speaker 2>the forces that be brought you to this place where

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<v Speaker 2>you could find your solution.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, and I'll work on to catch up the beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>But take care. Thank you for calling. Please, I recommend

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<v Speaker 2>I probably won't.

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<v Speaker 5>Do that, but.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, have a good days.

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<v Speaker 3>From Gary.

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<v Speaker 2>Gary.

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<v Speaker 8>Sure, what's up are you doing?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm all right?

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<v Speaker 9>What are you?

1:19:45.800 --> 1:19:46.240
<v Speaker 2>Who are you?

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<v Speaker 8>My name is Gary, all right, I live in Georgia.

1:19:54.520 --> 1:20:00.439
<v Speaker 8>All right, I'm I started watching your stuff on TikTok

1:20:01.160 --> 1:20:04.920
<v Speaker 8>and uh decided to give you a a view on

1:20:05.120 --> 1:20:05.880
<v Speaker 8>tweet to see what.

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<v Speaker 10>That's a dog?

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<v Speaker 2>Who's the dog?

1:20:10.479 --> 1:20:11.400
<v Speaker 10>That's my dog?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 8>It's the Spanish word for tiny.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was gonna ask is he a tiny dog?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh? He's a blueno's pit.

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<v Speaker 2>This is a big dog.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah he uh.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, he doesn't realize that. Uh he's uh eighty pounds

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<v Speaker 8>of pure muscle.

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<v Speaker 2>He sounds terrifying.

1:20:38.400 --> 1:20:43.120
<v Speaker 8>Oh, he's the biggest dan titty baby. He's got a

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<v Speaker 8>uh sour attitude when he doesn't get his way, and

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<v Speaker 8>uh he's very vocal about it.

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<v Speaker 2>When's the last time he didn't get his way?

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<v Speaker 10>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Now, what does he want.

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<v Speaker 8>Uh, he's wanting, he's wanting attention, and uh he's trying

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<v Speaker 8>to open up my dad's door to go and uh

1:21:08.520 --> 1:21:11.360
<v Speaker 8>try to hang out with him. But he's not allowed

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<v Speaker 8>on the bed because uh dog hair and stuff, and

1:21:15.840 --> 1:21:18.960
<v Speaker 8>he gets upset when he's not allowed into uh doors

1:21:19.240 --> 1:21:22.040
<v Speaker 8>or any room in the house. I can't go take

1:21:22.080 --> 1:21:24.080
<v Speaker 8>a shit without him trying to bust the door open.

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<v Speaker 2>Karre, What you were You born.

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<v Speaker 8>Nineteen ninety six?

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<v Speaker 2>Mm, that was a good year.

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<v Speaker 8>I feel like that old man.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you feel old?

1:21:36.360 --> 1:21:36.519
<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>How?

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<v Speaker 12>What?

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<v Speaker 8>How old?

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<v Speaker 2>Does that make you?

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<v Speaker 8>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Twenty four?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I'm I turned twenty four October last.

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<v Speaker 9>Year, So.

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<v Speaker 2>Then you feel old?

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<v Speaker 12>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Why?

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<v Speaker 10>Well?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I guess I wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 8>I guess I wouldn't say I feel old. I like

1:21:55.439 --> 1:21:59.800
<v Speaker 8>him like age wise, but I feel old like I've

1:21:59.840 --> 1:22:01.080
<v Speaker 8>been on this earth too long.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, Like in my.

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<v Speaker 8>TikTok Bio, I have it where it says I'm twenty

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<v Speaker 8>four years too old.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a little nihilistic.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't really know what that word means off the

1:22:20.280 --> 1:22:20.960
<v Speaker 8>top of my head.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe that seems a little pessimistic.

1:22:29.680 --> 1:22:34.400
<v Speaker 8>Oh well, I guess you could say that you.

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<v Speaker 2>Feel like you've been on here for too long.

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<v Speaker 8>Like I've been on this earth for twenty four years

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<v Speaker 8>and I'm just now starting my life. But at the

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<v Speaker 8>same time, it feels like it should have been over

1:22:49.200 --> 1:22:50.160
<v Speaker 8>before it even started.

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<v Speaker 2>You said you're just now starting your life. Is there

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<v Speaker 2>did an event happen to you recently that makes you

1:22:58.280 --> 1:23:02.280
<v Speaker 2>feel like you're that that's sort of marked in your

1:23:02.320 --> 1:23:03.719
<v Speaker 2>eyes the start of your life?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Not really, But so then what makes you say that

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<v Speaker 2>you're just now starting your life?

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<v Speaker 8>Well, to be honest, I don't know, I feel like, uh,

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<v Speaker 8>like I'm twenty four, but I feel like I'm older,

1:23:33.920 --> 1:23:37.760
<v Speaker 8>but like I don't want to be older. Does that

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<v Speaker 8>if that makes sense?

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<v Speaker 2>What's your problem with being older?

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<v Speaker 8>I take care of more ship every day. I'm just

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<v Speaker 8>tired of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. Give you have a lot more responsibilities.

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<v Speaker 8>I mean, that's that's gonna happen either way, and I've

1:23:55.600 --> 1:23:59.720
<v Speaker 8>come to accept that. But I'm not really on a

1:24:01.120 --> 1:24:03.960
<v Speaker 8>h I'm on the sense about it.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess, well, all right, I mean, you say it's

1:24:06.200 --> 1:24:07.400
<v Speaker 2>gonna happen either way, but like, do you do you

1:24:07.439 --> 1:24:08.040
<v Speaker 2>have a girlfriend?

1:24:09.840 --> 1:24:14.519
<v Speaker 8>No, I ain't got time to have a relationship. I

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<v Speaker 8>sleep on the couch in my dad's house, pay him rent,

1:24:17.920 --> 1:24:19.599
<v Speaker 8>and that's my last.

1:24:21.400 --> 1:24:25.920
<v Speaker 2>So your main responsibility is is full for yourself? And

1:24:26.080 --> 1:24:27.400
<v Speaker 2>do you take care of the dog or does your

1:24:27.400 --> 1:24:28.360
<v Speaker 2>family take care of the dog?

1:24:29.320 --> 1:24:31.320
<v Speaker 8>Oh, he's he's our family dog.

1:24:31.400 --> 1:24:37.519
<v Speaker 2>We all take care Okay. What responsibilities do you feel

1:24:37.560 --> 1:24:40.280
<v Speaker 2>like you had? Like, well, when did you start having

1:24:40.320 --> 1:24:40.880
<v Speaker 2>to pay rent?

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<v Speaker 8>Back when I got out of the navy. Uh, my

1:24:47.840 --> 1:24:53.080
<v Speaker 8>dad was like, you're gonna be paying rent, help around

1:24:53.080 --> 1:24:55.680
<v Speaker 8>the house. That way, you don't really have to do

1:24:55.840 --> 1:24:58.560
<v Speaker 8>much anything else. Focus on yourself, take care of what

1:24:58.680 --> 1:24:59.120
<v Speaker 8>you got to do.

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<v Speaker 2>How curious, if you have to pay rent at your parents' house,

1:25:03.760 --> 1:25:07.560
<v Speaker 2>would you not rather move out and pay rents in

1:25:07.600 --> 1:25:08.240
<v Speaker 2>living your own?

1:25:09.560 --> 1:25:13.519
<v Speaker 8>See, I've already done that and it didn't really work out.

1:25:14.600 --> 1:25:17.439
<v Speaker 8>I moved in with a buddy of mine at the time.

1:25:17.640 --> 1:25:21.880
<v Speaker 8>He had the same name as me, and we worked

1:25:21.920 --> 1:25:25.160
<v Speaker 8>the same job, lived the same we did everything. He

1:25:25.200 --> 1:25:27.200
<v Speaker 8>didn't have a vehicle, so he was all anytime he

1:25:27.240 --> 1:25:30.519
<v Speaker 8>wanted to go out, he always had to Uh. I

1:25:30.600 --> 1:25:32.560
<v Speaker 8>always had to drive him around, and I got to

1:25:32.600 --> 1:25:34.280
<v Speaker 8>the point where I just let him start taking my

1:25:34.360 --> 1:25:39.479
<v Speaker 8>truck and uh, it ended up it was like four

1:25:39.600 --> 1:25:43.200
<v Speaker 8>or five months we were living in this house, and uh,

1:25:44.600 --> 1:25:46.600
<v Speaker 8>it was kind of a we didn't really have like

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<v Speaker 8>like a written agreement with the guy that let us

1:25:49.920 --> 1:25:52.040
<v Speaker 8>stay there and we had to pay rent or anything,

1:25:52.240 --> 1:25:56.600
<v Speaker 8>and we more or less just kind of squatted in

1:25:56.680 --> 1:25:57.479
<v Speaker 8>this guy's house.

1:25:59.360 --> 1:26:03.280
<v Speaker 2>And it was a casual, no least type of deal.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, he was like, hey, y'all pay me rent and

1:26:07.920 --> 1:26:12.080
<v Speaker 8>I'll let you stay in my mother's house. At like this,

1:26:12.400 --> 1:26:15.600
<v Speaker 8>this guy's mom died of a heart attack in the

1:26:15.720 --> 1:26:22.240
<v Speaker 8>house and they left everything that she had like it

1:26:22.479 --> 1:26:25.800
<v Speaker 8>was for ten years and didn't touch it at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow it.

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<v Speaker 5>And they.

1:26:31.800 --> 1:26:34.360
<v Speaker 2>What made them decide to then rent it out. I mean,

1:26:34.360 --> 1:26:35.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you know that, but.

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<v Speaker 8>The landlord was wanting money. There's needing money because he

1:26:39.360 --> 1:26:41.320
<v Speaker 8>was going to lose a property or something. So he

1:26:41.479 --> 1:26:44.639
<v Speaker 8>was like, yeah, y'all give me y'all stay here, pay

1:26:44.720 --> 1:26:47.719
<v Speaker 8>me rent, helped me out, and y'all have a place

1:26:47.760 --> 1:26:48.120
<v Speaker 8>to stay.

1:26:48.800 --> 1:26:49.439
<v Speaker 10>So we thought that.

1:26:53.520 --> 1:26:54.600
<v Speaker 2>Behind it, like.

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<v Speaker 8>Like it didn't really bother me. But like that the

1:27:01.880 --> 1:27:04.679
<v Speaker 8>house it wasn't even a house. It was a single wide,

1:27:04.800 --> 1:27:09.759
<v Speaker 8>seventy foot long trailer and there was one power outlet

1:27:10.200 --> 1:27:14.759
<v Speaker 8>in every room. We had a gas stove with no gas,

1:27:15.560 --> 1:27:18.400
<v Speaker 8>so any we didn't buy anything we couldn't heat up

1:27:18.400 --> 1:27:21.360
<v Speaker 8>with a candle like I would go out and buy.

1:27:21.479 --> 1:27:22.360
<v Speaker 10>We'd go out and buy.

1:27:22.360 --> 1:27:24.800
<v Speaker 8>Chef board, rd's and stuff like that. We had a

1:27:24.880 --> 1:27:28.599
<v Speaker 8>microwave too, but they heat up our cans. We didn't

1:27:28.640 --> 1:27:31.240
<v Speaker 8>really have bowls or plates or anything like that. We

1:27:31.400 --> 1:27:33.280
<v Speaker 8>just had whatever was there in the house that we

1:27:33.439 --> 1:27:37.439
<v Speaker 8>wanted to use. We would I would take a candle,

1:27:37.680 --> 1:27:39.960
<v Speaker 8>light it up, and we had this little like dish

1:27:40.080 --> 1:27:42.560
<v Speaker 8>rack that fit perfectly over the candle. I put the

1:27:42.680 --> 1:27:45.560
<v Speaker 8>can on top and heat that bitch up and have

1:27:45.760 --> 1:27:49.520
<v Speaker 8>dinner every night. Every night. We literally drink.

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<v Speaker 3>Every night.

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<v Speaker 8>It was any night we got off work. We were

1:27:54.840 --> 1:28:00.760
<v Speaker 8>drunk as foot partying every night. My room didn't have

1:28:00.880 --> 1:28:04.559
<v Speaker 8>a door, like there wasn't a doorframe or a place

1:28:04.640 --> 1:28:06.760
<v Speaker 8>for a door. It was the wall came out to

1:28:06.880 --> 1:28:10.360
<v Speaker 8>a certain point and then stopped and it was the

1:28:10.520 --> 1:28:14.120
<v Speaker 8>other side of the trailer that it was. I had

1:28:14.160 --> 1:28:16.080
<v Speaker 8>a notewis. I didn't even want to put up a

1:28:16.160 --> 1:28:18.040
<v Speaker 8>damn curtain or anything like.

1:28:18.360 --> 1:28:19.320
<v Speaker 10>It was ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 3>I basically lived in a small like mini storage unit, and.

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<v Speaker 2>How did that affect your mental health?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>And by the way, I look, some people kind I've had.

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<v Speaker 2>I've had roommates who, you know, live a certain way.

1:28:42.000 --> 1:28:48.080
<v Speaker 2>Some people like to you know, live like a different way.

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<v Speaker 8>He actually my roommate at the time, he actually got

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<v Speaker 8>the room, uh that the landlord's mom died in because

1:28:58.320 --> 1:29:01.400
<v Speaker 8>it was bigger, and he said, I'm taking the bigger room,

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<v Speaker 8>and I just had to live with it. But I

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<v Speaker 8>could honestly say, even though like that was a really

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<v Speaker 8>dark time for me, Like it wasn't even but like

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<v Speaker 8>two years ago, and I honestly would go back to

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<v Speaker 8>sleeping and living in that house. But I kind of

1:29:25.280 --> 1:29:29.759
<v Speaker 8>I kind of ruined that. I me and my buddy

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<v Speaker 8>at the time, we both worked the same job. We

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<v Speaker 8>were doing a tree service. We'd go in chip wood

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<v Speaker 8>that had been cut off, the power lines down the roads,

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<v Speaker 8>stuff like that. We both got fired on the same day.

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<v Speaker 3>Over some bullshit.

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<v Speaker 8>I'd been working a whole week. I'd been working the

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<v Speaker 8>whole week before Memorial Day a couple of years ago

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<v Speaker 8>with bronchitis one hundred and two degree heat.

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<v Speaker 2>It was awful.

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<v Speaker 8>The last day of the week, I said, hey, I'm

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<v Speaker 8>not feeling good. I'm calling out. I'll be back Monday.

1:30:05.920 --> 1:30:08.920
<v Speaker 8>It was on a Friday, and they texted me over

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<v Speaker 8>the weekend and said, bring a doctor's note in otherwise

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<v Speaker 8>don't come back to work. I was like, how am

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<v Speaker 8>I supposed to schedule a doctor's appointment on the weekend

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<v Speaker 8>at last minute? That's not gonna work. So I just

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<v Speaker 8>said all right, bah, and he got fired too. Instead

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<v Speaker 8>of actually going out and getting another job to help

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<v Speaker 8>pay for rent, I had to take care of everything.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to pay for all of.

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<v Speaker 8>His bills, his phone bills, and it was it was

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<v Speaker 8>just a big struggle we got. We got into so

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<v Speaker 8>many different fights, like there was never any fist fights.

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<v Speaker 2>But why did your roommate get fired?

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<v Speaker 8>He didn't since he couldn't get to work. Was out

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<v Speaker 8>my truck?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh sure he didn't.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, he didn't call in or anything like our uh

1:31:05.040 --> 1:31:08.439
<v Speaker 8>manager was our supervisor or whatever. He lived like ten

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<v Speaker 8>minutes away, and he said, fuck, you find your own

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<v Speaker 8>way to work.

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<v Speaker 3>So he never found a way to work.

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<v Speaker 8>They texted us the same message over the weekend, like

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<v Speaker 8>we were going to be able to do something with

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<v Speaker 8>it within with two days.

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<v Speaker 10>It was ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 2>But you said just now that you would go back

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<v Speaker 2>if you could, you would prefer with your dad.

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<v Speaker 8>Not necessarily that place in particular, but just being able

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<v Speaker 8>to be on my own would be nice. But where

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<v Speaker 8>I live rent is absolutely ridiculous, especially for the because

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<v Speaker 8>the place I live in is actually considered the mess

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<v Speaker 8>capital of your dog.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry you're saying.

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<v Speaker 11>The area I live in is actually considered the mess

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<v Speaker 11>capital of Georgia, and so rents are.

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<v Speaker 8>High.

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<v Speaker 2>Well with it being a.

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<v Speaker 8>Mess capital Georgia, you better shut the hell up. You're

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<v Speaker 8>being very inconsiderate right now, with uh it being in

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<v Speaker 8>the mess capital of the world. Angry everybody that's trying

1:32:31.880 --> 1:32:35.000
<v Speaker 8>to put a place out for rent is wanting that

1:32:36.160 --> 1:32:42.439
<v Speaker 8>high dollar ship for rent, and there's not really many

1:32:42.800 --> 1:32:46.360
<v Speaker 8>well paying jobs around here that's gonna set me up

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<v Speaker 8>for like a future type of stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't really I'm surprised, Tom, Sorry, are you

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<v Speaker 2>saying no, go for it?

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<v Speaker 8>I was.

1:32:54.000 --> 1:32:56.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm surprised that the rents are high in the meth

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<v Speaker 2>capital of the of Georgia.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, But like, I don't really have to worry about

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<v Speaker 8>it too much because I actually I've been kind of blessed.

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<v Speaker 3>I work with my dad.

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<v Speaker 8>He owns his own company, and he owns an appliance

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<v Speaker 8>store and it sells brand news, scratching down appliances and stuff,

1:33:19.720 --> 1:33:22.200
<v Speaker 8>and I just do the deliveries.

1:33:24.439 --> 1:33:25.720
<v Speaker 3>I'll be delivering.

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<v Speaker 8>A ton of appliances every damn day and week.

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<v Speaker 3>It's ridiculous, but it's good money.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't really have a lot of bills. I don't

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<v Speaker 8>have to worry about too many things, you know. I mean,

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<v Speaker 8>I'm happy, but like it could be better.

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<v Speaker 2>You thought about moving?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh? Yeah, I thought about moving, but I don't know

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<v Speaker 8>where I would go or would over do, so I

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<v Speaker 8>just I'm just biding my time. I guess want figure

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<v Speaker 8>out what I'm going to be doing. I can't really

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<v Speaker 8>do long term goals at the moment because I got

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<v Speaker 8>some shit going on and it'll determine or whether or

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<v Speaker 8>not what direction my life goes to. And it was

1:34:07.520 --> 1:34:09.840
<v Speaker 8>like legal type shit and I'm not really going to

1:34:09.880 --> 1:34:12.880
<v Speaker 8>get into it too much, but like it could either

1:34:13.760 --> 1:34:17.559
<v Speaker 8>go where the case gets dropped or I could spend

1:34:17.600 --> 1:34:21.080
<v Speaker 8>the next five years on prison over some shit that

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<v Speaker 8>I didn't even actually do.

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<v Speaker 2>I would ask you about it, but it doesn't sound

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<v Speaker 2>like you want to get into it.

1:34:29.640 --> 1:34:32.479
<v Speaker 8>Well, I won't get into details, but more or less,

1:34:33.080 --> 1:34:37.040
<v Speaker 8>an ex said I did some stuff for revenge when

1:34:37.080 --> 1:34:42.240
<v Speaker 8>I didn't and filed the case against me in another

1:34:42.400 --> 1:34:46.839
<v Speaker 8>state after she moved, and then moved back down to Georgia,

1:34:48.800 --> 1:34:51.160
<v Speaker 8>and so the case instead of being instead of it

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<v Speaker 8>being held in Georgia where the incident happened, I'm having

1:34:53.920 --> 1:34:57.880
<v Speaker 8>to drive eight hours up to North Carolina next month

1:34:58.520 --> 1:35:01.639
<v Speaker 8>for the hearing and figure out.

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<v Speaker 2>Can't do that resume anymore.

1:35:04.520 --> 1:35:07.800
<v Speaker 8>No, I've been waiting for this that happened since March

1:35:07.840 --> 1:35:15.200
<v Speaker 8>of last year. The investigators of the case didn't contact

1:35:15.280 --> 1:35:18.880
<v Speaker 8>me the right way and didn't put the effort to

1:35:18.960 --> 1:35:22.639
<v Speaker 8>actually get in touch with me, so instead of trying harder,

1:35:22.760 --> 1:35:24.639
<v Speaker 8>they just put out a worn't out for my arrest,

1:35:26.000 --> 1:35:26.960
<v Speaker 8>and I had no idea.

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<v Speaker 3>I got home from work.

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<v Speaker 8>One night at like ten o'clock, tired as hell, trying

1:35:31.760 --> 1:35:34.320
<v Speaker 8>to go home and take a shower and chill, And

1:35:34.479 --> 1:35:37.200
<v Speaker 8>as soon as I get into the driveway, two police

1:35:37.240 --> 1:35:39.920
<v Speaker 8>officers show up and they're asking for me, and shit,

1:35:43.080 --> 1:35:44.479
<v Speaker 8>I said, hey, yeah, we got a warrant for your

1:35:44.520 --> 1:35:47.920
<v Speaker 8>rest out in this place in North Carolina. So you're

1:35:47.920 --> 1:35:52.280
<v Speaker 8>gonna have to come with us, and just I just

1:35:52.439 --> 1:35:53.479
<v Speaker 8>I went to jail for a week.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Man, I hope, I hope things work out for you.

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<v Speaker 7>Man.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh well, according to my lawyers, there's no way that

1:36:05.200 --> 1:36:10.360
<v Speaker 8>they're that I'm going to lose. So I mean, I'm

1:36:10.439 --> 1:36:13.519
<v Speaker 8>optimistic about it. But at the same time, it's like ship.

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<v Speaker 9>What if.

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<v Speaker 2>There's something back that I interrupted you during uh where

1:36:22.080 --> 1:36:24.360
<v Speaker 2>you were talking about your your working situation that you

1:36:24.439 --> 1:36:28.439
<v Speaker 2>were trying Maybe maybe maybe I'm not brings up, but

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<v Speaker 2>is did you say your working situation was changing in

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<v Speaker 2>some way shape or for him.

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<v Speaker 3>At the moment?

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<v Speaker 8>No, Uh, I worked six yea, I worked six days

1:36:39.680 --> 1:36:42.400
<v Speaker 8>a week and the one thing we have off for

1:36:42.760 --> 1:36:45.919
<v Speaker 8>for sure Sunday because we don't believe in working on Sundays.

1:36:46.800 --> 1:36:48.759
<v Speaker 3>And well I don't even.

1:36:48.560 --> 1:36:52.320
<v Speaker 8>Actually work on Saturdays. It's just if if they need me,

1:36:52.439 --> 1:36:57.000
<v Speaker 8>I'll come in. But it's not really a bad job.

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<v Speaker 5>I like it.

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<v Speaker 2>It sounds like you got a good setup.

1:37:00.760 --> 1:37:00.960
<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, right now, I would say.

1:37:06.240 --> 1:37:09.760
<v Speaker 2>What's your but before we go, what's your like way

1:37:09.840 --> 1:37:13.120
<v Speaker 2>of a magic wand do whatever the hell you would

1:37:13.240 --> 1:37:15.960
<v Speaker 2>like to do. What's the ultimate thing that you would

1:37:16.000 --> 1:37:18.080
<v Speaker 2>want to do move to.

1:37:18.160 --> 1:37:21.040
<v Speaker 8>An area where I have better internet service so I

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<v Speaker 8>can actually uh stream like I want to.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh really cool.

1:37:26.920 --> 1:37:31.120
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I'd really love to be able to stream all

1:37:31.200 --> 1:37:34.360
<v Speaker 8>the time. But I barely have ten gigabytes of upload

1:37:34.400 --> 1:37:37.800
<v Speaker 8>speed at any given time or download speed, and I

1:37:37.920 --> 1:37:41.400
<v Speaker 8>have at any given time anywhere from four hundred to

1:37:41.560 --> 1:37:45.040
<v Speaker 8>nine hundred kilobytes a second for upload speed, So I'm

1:37:45.120 --> 1:37:47.920
<v Speaker 8>already lagging in the game. And when I try to stream,

1:37:48.240 --> 1:37:52.479
<v Speaker 8>if it's an online game, it's even worse, and I

1:37:53.320 --> 1:37:55.599
<v Speaker 8>can't even handle it for more than thirty minutes without

1:37:55.600 --> 1:37:58.960
<v Speaker 8>getting frustrated and just quitting, like you trying to give up.

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<v Speaker 8>I usually try to stream like Star Wars Battlefront two

1:38:03.840 --> 1:38:08.960
<v Speaker 8>or sometimes Rocket League, or I really want to stream Smite.

1:38:09.080 --> 1:38:13.920
<v Speaker 8>I really love Smite, but it just doesn't work out.

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<v Speaker 2>Dude, if you.

1:38:20.479 --> 1:38:20.920
<v Speaker 9>Go for it.

1:38:21.439 --> 1:38:23.479
<v Speaker 2>Oh, I was gonna say, if you do anyto streaming,

1:38:23.520 --> 1:38:24.760
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I don't know how big they are

1:38:24.800 --> 1:38:27.160
<v Speaker 2>in video games, but definitely try streaming on Reddit. Man,

1:38:27.200 --> 1:38:29.479
<v Speaker 2>It's a good place to start to meet, you know,

1:38:30.040 --> 1:38:31.080
<v Speaker 2>get new people in there.

1:38:32.200 --> 1:38:33.280
<v Speaker 3>I've actually never been.

1:38:35.320 --> 1:38:39.280
<v Speaker 8>I've actually never really gone on to Reddit, like I've

1:38:39.280 --> 1:38:41.840
<v Speaker 8>seen memes and stuff and I know a little bit

1:38:41.880 --> 1:38:44.640
<v Speaker 8>about it, but it's like Twitter for me too. Like

1:38:44.800 --> 1:38:48.360
<v Speaker 8>I have a Twitter account, but I literally not posted

1:38:48.439 --> 1:38:52.000
<v Speaker 8>anything or even been on Twitter in years.

1:38:53.439 --> 1:38:56.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Reddit streaming is pretty much is how I started

1:38:56.479 --> 1:38:58.760
<v Speaker 2>all this stuff. You know, it's a it's a good

1:38:58.800 --> 1:39:01.960
<v Speaker 2>way to you know, get get in front of people

1:39:02.000 --> 1:39:05.160
<v Speaker 2>with streaming, even if you're just like, you know, talking,

1:39:05.560 --> 1:39:07.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, not necessarily playing video games or anything like that.

1:39:08.080 --> 1:39:15.080
<v Speaker 11>But what we're gonna say you're talking about, like you

1:39:15.160 --> 1:39:18.040
<v Speaker 11>can just do the just chatting type of stuff on Twitch.

1:39:18.960 --> 1:39:19.200
<v Speaker 12>Yeah.

1:39:21.080 --> 1:39:23.160
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, people in the chat.

1:39:23.240 --> 1:39:25.040
<v Speaker 2>I don't usually look at the chat during calls, but

1:39:25.120 --> 1:39:28.080
<v Speaker 2>I want to relay. People are people I want to relay.

1:39:28.520 --> 1:39:31.200
<v Speaker 2>The chat is telling is saying to not do meth.

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<v Speaker 3>I see that you have no worries about that.

1:39:36.120 --> 1:39:36.360
<v Speaker 11>I'm not.

1:39:36.720 --> 1:39:38.840
<v Speaker 8>I'm not trying to screw my life up.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh okay, rock and Roll. Well, Well I'll talk to

1:39:45.880 --> 1:39:46.240
<v Speaker 2>you soon.

1:39:46.320 --> 1:39:46.519
<v Speaker 3>Gary.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you for calling in.

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<v Speaker 8>Man, Thanks man, you have a nice night.

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<v Speaker 2>Dude, you too, Man, Tic care Adio.

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<v Speaker 5>Goes on the line. Every never been kept goos doing

1:40:01.439 --> 1:40:03.960
<v Speaker 5>a ride was teaching you a clousing And You're like

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<v Speaker 5>but he's not really an expert.