Speaker 1: All from fillipaid Johnson.
Speaker 2: Fillipe Johnson, Yes, that's me. Who are you?
Speaker 3: Who am I?
Speaker 2: I'm just an old guy. How old? How old?
Speaker 3: Seventy?
Speaker 4: I live in the woods and my grandson told me
Speaker 4: about you.
Speaker 2: I'm sick of your lies, Filipey. The skies are infinite,
Speaker 2: but they still have no room for lies.
Speaker 5: Goes on the line thanking your phone calls every night, Goes,
Speaker 5: I was teaching you to life an expert.
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Speaker 6: It all from hot Dog.
Speaker 2: Hot Dog?
Speaker 7: Oh was shit?
Speaker 3: I made it?
Speaker 2: You did? Why hot Dog?
Speaker 7: I like hot dogs, They're my favorite, my daily routine.
Speaker 7: I go to Sam hot Dog down the road. It's
Speaker 7: a hot dog dand but run by like a ton
Speaker 7: of lesbians, a bunch of like lesbian slinging were Wait,
Speaker 7: now that turned out wrong. Wien are sling lesbians? Is
Speaker 7: what I meant to say.
Speaker 4: It's great, It's great.
Speaker 2: Weird, you said Wiener slinging lesbians. M hm, yes, okay,
Speaker 2: do you think do you think do you go there
Speaker 2: specifically because they're they're lesbian? No?
Speaker 7: I just really like hot dogs. I think it started
Speaker 7: when I was like fourteen. I have this like weird
Speaker 7: thing where I thought like corn dogs were like the
Speaker 7: cutest thing on the fucking planet, and then it just
Speaker 7: evolved in a hot dog.
Speaker 2: What was I gonna say? Okay, so you eat a
Speaker 2: hot dog every.
Speaker 1: Day pretty much.
Speaker 7: If I don't, then you know I'm not eating that
Speaker 7: day just fucking hot dogs.
Speaker 2: How many hot how many hot dogs do you eat
Speaker 2: a day?
Speaker 7: So for a while I wasn't eating the but or anything,
Speaker 7: but I was getting like these eighty nine cent packs
Speaker 7: of hot dogs, or like eight of the hot dogs
Speaker 7: in each pack, and I would eat like probably four
Speaker 7: of those each day without the Buny.
Speaker 2: Are you afraid that you're going to die?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 7: I mean, if I die, it's a good way to die,
Speaker 7: death by hot dogs.
Speaker 2: I feel that I agree with you. By the way,
Speaker 2: I'm on board with this because I believe that people
Speaker 2: should have agency over what kills them. For example, I
Speaker 2: believe that I will eventually get skin cancer from all
Speaker 2: the green shit that I put on my face every day.
Speaker 2: That's my choice, that's my body, and I get the
Speaker 2: chee how it eventually expires and leaves the world, and
Speaker 2: I recommend you for your choice to do so via
Speaker 2: hot dogs.
Speaker 7: Listen, you can have a hot dog and like any
Speaker 7: style and you'll never get bored of it. You could
Speaker 7: have like fucking hot dogs and macaroni if that's your thing,
Speaker 7: or like you know, corn dogs or fucking brought words.
Speaker 7: There's so many different options.
Speaker 2: Can I actually be honest with you? No, I think
Speaker 2: hot dogs are No. Do you not like when people
Speaker 2: are honest with you?
Speaker 7: No, that's fine, go ahead.
Speaker 2: Oh you're joking. Yeah, I think hot dogs are disgusting.
Speaker 7: Oh I also do, but they're very aesthetically pleasing to me.
Speaker 7: And the texture is fucking do.
Speaker 3: Not taste good.
Speaker 7: They taste like fucking sweaty ball back. But you know,
Speaker 7: I can justify that because I like that.
Speaker 2: Who are you? What are you doing? Why do you
Speaker 2: do this to yourself? If you don't like hot dogs?
Speaker 7: I'm having a midlife crisis.
Speaker 1: I'm twenty three.
Speaker 2: Tell me more about that. You're not having a midlife
Speaker 2: crisis at twenty two? Well, you might be if you
Speaker 2: keep eating the hot dogs. But why are you having
Speaker 2: a midlife crisis?
Speaker 3: I guess I just I don't know.
Speaker 7: I suppose I don't know where I'm going to live
Speaker 7: right now.
Speaker 2: So right now, in response to that, you eat a
Speaker 2: hot dog every day?
Speaker 4: Yeah, basically that's just my coping messiness.
Speaker 3: I can live a bit.
Speaker 7: I can't talk.
Speaker 2: But where do you want to go besides the lesbian
Speaker 2: hot dog stands.
Speaker 7: The straight hot dogs stand?
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 7: I'm not sure. I don't I don't know what I
Speaker 7: want to do with my life. I'm bored. I fucking
Speaker 7: hate working, even though I have to, and that's just
Speaker 7: a thing that I don't want to live with.
Speaker 2: You know, you go go to go somewhere where you
Speaker 2: can live off of like a thousand dollars a month.
Speaker 7: Well that's what I'm planning on doing. I am currently
Speaker 7: living in Kentucky, not by Joys, but just happened, and
Speaker 7: I fucking hate it here. Like all we have on
Speaker 7: my block, I have frat houses, like regular frat houses,
Speaker 7: and then I have like four hippie frat houses, so
Speaker 7: I'm surrounded by that constantly, and I don't like it. It's
Speaker 7: not great.
Speaker 3: It's not a good situation.
Speaker 2: Yeah, your life sounds terrible. You force yourself to do
Speaker 2: things that you don't want to do for no reason.
Speaker 7: They'll benefit me in some some sort of way at
Speaker 7: some point. I'm just waiting for that. But as far
Speaker 7: as what I want life, I'm.
Speaker 2: You're making horror. You're making not very good investments. If
Speaker 2: you believe that eating a hot dog every day that
Speaker 2: you don't enjoy eating will pay off.
Speaker 7: Eventually, well, listen, you know I'm doing what makes me
Speaker 7: happy right now, and that does make me happy, whether it's.
Speaker 2: No, it doesn't. You just said it doesn't.
Speaker 7: Okay, well, not the hot dog part, but mainly, like
Speaker 7: the hippie frat hot dog part is the.
Speaker 2: Only thing that you've been talking about. What the part
Speaker 2: are you referring to?
Speaker 3: I think just life in general.
Speaker 4: No, I don't know.
Speaker 3: I want to go to New Mexico.
Speaker 7: A truth or consequence is New.
Speaker 2: Mexico to you should go to? You should go to
Speaker 2: New Mexico. I really think you should.
Speaker 7: I will within the next two months. You can, I'll
Speaker 7: bet you, like within the.
Speaker 2: Next two months. Dude, You're not gonna be ship to
Speaker 2: do because We're all still dying. Everyone in the streets
Speaker 2: is dying of a deadly thing. So to wait until,
Speaker 2: wait until you can get some you know, juice in
Speaker 2: your veins. But look after that, go do go crazy,
Speaker 2: Go to go to Thailand and leave off of hot
Speaker 2: dogs forever. Stuff a bunch of your fucking suitcase and
Speaker 2: bring it to the airport with you.
Speaker 7: I'm afraid of traveling out of the United States mainly.
Speaker 2: Because what sorry, I was thanking my friend Nophis for
Speaker 2: subscribing to my channel.
Speaker 7: Okay, well, I don't know. I'm afraid of moving out
Speaker 7: of the United States because I feel like I'm actually awkward.
Speaker 7: If I go in the grocery store, I feel like
Speaker 7: I'm tweaking out either, and if I'm like completely sober,
Speaker 7: and I feel like if I go into like another country,
Speaker 7: it's going to be like some times worse because like
Speaker 7: I don't know any questions, I don't know how to
Speaker 7: speak anything besides like English, and I don't know what
Speaker 7: the fuck to do, Like I don't know how to
Speaker 7: convern like US dollars, the fucking Australian dollars.
Speaker 2: So like you what are you calling me with right now?
Speaker 7: I'm calling you with my phone? Is it really bad?
Speaker 2: No? Because what I was going to say is the
Speaker 2: device that you hold in your hand right now, a
Speaker 2: device that you're using to call me. And I know
Speaker 2: that you think that the only purpose that this device
Speaker 2: has is to is you know, to Venmo hot dogs
Speaker 2: stand people for hot dogs, so you don't want to eat,
Speaker 2: and then you can throw them away. But your phone
Speaker 2: can do everything that you cannot do. Your phone can
Speaker 2: convert currency to different kinds of currencies. Your phone can
Speaker 2: speak Chinese. Your phone can speak Chinese for you. You
Speaker 2: can go to China and speak Chinese with other people,
Speaker 2: just with your phone.
Speaker 7: Absolutely no, I completely agree with that. I just I
Speaker 7: don't know. That doesn't sound like a good time to me.
Speaker 3: I'd rather naturally than come for my phone.
Speaker 2: Look, I think if you don't know what you want
Speaker 2: to do in life, you just gotta go do everything.
Speaker 2: You got to go to Chi. Well, no, you don't
Speaker 2: want to go Chin. You want to go to New Mexico.
Speaker 2: Go to New Mexico. But wait, like a second.
Speaker 1: Why because you know what's the main thing to do.
Speaker 2: We're in a pandemic.
Speaker 7: That's not true. My mom lives in New Mexico and
Speaker 7: she has like seven like wead plants waiting for me,
Speaker 7: so that will give me plenty of things to do.
Speaker 7: And there's like also like aouasca, and there's you know, desert,
Speaker 7: and I like the desert. I can see whatever the
Speaker 7: hell I want to. Like, I can go to the
Speaker 7: desert and pretend I'm like, you know, finding artist acts
Speaker 7: and stuff like that, when I'm really.
Speaker 3: Just digging up really cool looking rocks.
Speaker 7: There's plenty of things I go.
Speaker 4: My name is hot Dog.
Speaker 2: Hot Dog. Well listen, hot Dog, I I uh please
Speaker 2: please call back in after you have your ayahuasca trip
Speaker 2: in the middle of the day and tell me, tell
Speaker 2: me if you've figured out what you're gonna do with
Speaker 2: your life, because I'm very curious about this.
Speaker 7: Well, it's probably going to end up like that one
Speaker 7: scene in Arrested Development where they're just like in that
Speaker 7: hot tent doing like ayahuasca and tripping out's I have.
Speaker 2: Never seen a movie or a TV show before.
Speaker 7: Oh my god, neither of I.
Speaker 2: I love you, hot Dog. I'll talk to you again soon, Okay.
Speaker 2: I love you to get good night.
Speaker 1: Who from easy easy easy.
Speaker 2: Easy easy no easy easy, like you know, no no
Speaker 2: beat like like what easy?
Speaker 6: Like?
Speaker 3: What like the opposite a herd? Like you know when
Speaker 3: you play video games, you put on easy because I'm
Speaker 3: so casual. So listen, I actually called you with the.
Speaker 2: Actually hold all right, hold on, hold on? Who are
Speaker 2: you with? Oh my w you're with someone?
Speaker 8: No one?
Speaker 2: Are you like? You're on a discord call with so
Speaker 2: or something?
Speaker 3: No? No, I was watching your stream and I had
Speaker 3: moved to the other room to get away from it.
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, what are you going to say? No,
Speaker 2: don't you never have to apologest for anything ever? All right,
Speaker 2: what are you going to say? You want? You wanted
Speaker 2: to take command of this call. I stopped you on
Speaker 2: being a little bit too much of a micromanager. Here,
Speaker 2: hit me with the thing. Get here, let's let's go,
Speaker 2: let's get into it.
Speaker 3: So I actually called with the story right, So to
Speaker 3: the back story real quick, super super ADHD and I'm
Speaker 3: in bumfuck Tennessee. Those are both very important. So, uh, buddy,
Speaker 3: hits me up with I wanted to smoke some wheat
Speaker 3: here for the first time. You know, I've smoked weed
Speaker 3: at party, you know, one or two hits well, you know,
Speaker 3: hanging out with you and what up? But he was like, nah, man,
Speaker 3: actual wheat this time, you know, like you just wanted
Speaker 3: to get smoked out of his mind? Right, so uh
Speaker 3: so uh I do that. We smoke, which really fun.
Speaker 3: He had fun. I didn't enjoy it, I said, there,
Speaker 3: I I kind of did. Actually, only thoughts were just
Speaker 3: uh to get that high. Yeah, absolutely, but yeah, my
Speaker 3: thoughts were just like so wow, yeah, like I oh,
Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't know how people can have
Speaker 3: fun with that whatever. But anyway, after that I got
Speaker 3: done with that, I realized that those load of thoughts, uh,
Speaker 3: those load thoughts were very disorganized and all this other stuff.
Speaker 3: I think that kind of played it into my ADHD.
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, I'm gonna call my doctor.
Speaker 3: I'm going to get some medication. I'm going to take
Speaker 3: care of this, right, And I was like, I feel great,
Speaker 3: feel a because I'm like, you know, taking care of myself.
Speaker 3: But man, I have to tell you some of the
Speaker 3: side effects of this medication nobody tells you about. Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna be real with you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, question where you were you born ninety three? Okay?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, ayahy uh. Some of the side effects I
Speaker 3: I feel like I gotta tell you because in Bumfoot, Tennessee,
Speaker 3: none of them everybody here is super conservative, right, and
Speaker 3: none of them like, oh I grew up super conservative,
Speaker 3: you know. I was thought, if you get a boner,
Speaker 3: you know, that means Jesus hates you and you're going
Speaker 3: straight to hell.
Speaker 9: Right.
Speaker 3: So I'm like with.
Speaker 2: All the other that one is true.
Speaker 3: I have heard that. I don't know, but we'll we'll
Speaker 3: have to see. You won't wait anyway. But I have
Speaker 3: to say, like, since I've been taking a medication, I
Speaker 3: have just been like absolutely out of my mind. Just
Speaker 3: I'm sure worked up, if you will, you know, trying
Speaker 3: to keep it a little peety for this dream.
Speaker 2: I have an important No, you don't have to QBG.
Speaker 2: You say whatever you want. Do you have you have
Speaker 2: boners all the time now.
Speaker 3: Oh dude, like none stop for like the past three days.
Speaker 3: It has just been like full mass.
Speaker 10: The whole time.
Speaker 3: This is new territory me. I'm like, oh, I don't
Speaker 3: know how to deal with this, and of course we're
Speaker 3: all in lockdown, so I can't just like, you know,
Speaker 3: try to find somebody out there. You have a jack off,
Speaker 3: I dude, you would think that I wouldn't help, you know,
Speaker 3: but like ten minutes right back, it's like ready to go,
Speaker 3: Like I'm not ready for me.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 2: Let me ask you an extremely important question with this scenario. Yeah,
Speaker 2: have you spoke before calling me? Did you discuss this
Speaker 2: issue of the never ending boners, which is the spiritual
Speaker 2: successor to the never ending story? Did you discuss this
Speaker 2: issue with a with a medical professional.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's not it's not a big deal. This just
Speaker 3: happens sometimes, but it wasn't in any of the conversations
Speaker 3: I was in.
Speaker 2: By the way, you have a golden ticket here because
Speaker 2: you you know what you know, because here's the thing,
Speaker 2: you know, like you get to medical you know how
Speaker 2: there's medical marijuana. You get medical masturbation here, and you
Speaker 2: get to be you can jack off all day and
Speaker 2: we're normally if I jacked off six times a day,
Speaker 2: it would not be healthy. But you could do it,
Speaker 2: and you just look, you just do what you gotta do.
Speaker 2: You're talking your medicine.
Speaker 3: I'm not saying it's healthy, but I certainly can't. And
Speaker 3: it's this this stuff is enabling me. But uh, telling
Speaker 3: me get other stuff, uh, you know, helped me get
Speaker 3: on the healthy path, I guess, but like, man, I
Speaker 3: don't know what to do about this. I'm like and
Speaker 3: like all the other people around me are like, hey,
Speaker 3: you know, like I said, super super Christian family, super
Speaker 3: Christian friends. I don't have a single friend that's not
Speaker 3: like also afraid of their own penises, you know. So
Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't know who to hit up with this.
Speaker 2: So to use your penists to summon Satan to earth
Speaker 2: and have them fuck all the ship up, dude, maybe
Speaker 2: maybe that Satan. What you do is you take take
Speaker 2: a little fucking uh what is it? Take a little
Speaker 2: What you should do is you should weave a take
Speaker 2: like a little piece of wick out and weave an
Speaker 2: upside down star, and then have at the end of
Speaker 2: the star a little little thing hanging out. And then
Speaker 2: when you get your master boner, you put a pit,
Speaker 2: but you put the little pip of that, you balance
Speaker 2: it in your urethraat, and you light that ship on
Speaker 2: fire when you summon Satan.
Speaker 12: Dude.
Speaker 3: And I am very squeamish, friends, I am very squeamish
Speaker 3: about putting things might use might okay, right, A buddy
Speaker 3: back in high school, he uh, you know, the you
Speaker 3: ever been in a chemistry class.
Speaker 2: I've been in the chemistry glass Yeah.
Speaker 3: So to mix up your chemicals you have to use
Speaker 3: a glass rod, right, Well, this glass rod was just
Speaker 3: perfect to fit in the tip, right you would I
Speaker 3: don't know, sort of like docking. So you would use
Speaker 3: that and put it in and out. And then one
Speaker 3: day and I know because I heard him shouting and
Speaker 3: screaming and blood everywhere. Uh, he breaks it off in
Speaker 3: his urethra. So ever since that day, I've just been
Speaker 3: like super squeamish. Nothing goes in there, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean.
Speaker 2: Why was your friend putting that in his urethra?
Speaker 3: I don't know. Some people are into that. Some people
Speaker 3: like to look at feet and check off to that.
Speaker 3: I don't know what people do. Yeah, I try out
Speaker 3: to king Chain, you know what I mean. But it
Speaker 3: is weird.
Speaker 2: I won't admit.
Speaker 1: So here.
Speaker 3: This was at school, yes, you know, just as you're leaving.
Speaker 13: I think, is this.
Speaker 2: Something you can like? Is that? Is that in the handbook?
Speaker 2: Is that a suspendable offense?
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know anybody who actually read
Speaker 3: that stupid thing.
Speaker 8: Uh.
Speaker 3: I think the average UH test scores down here. Uh,
Speaker 3: I don't know how to put it. I don't even
Speaker 3: know what kind of test word you use, but everybody
Speaker 3: here you're at My high school was dumb.
Speaker 10: As fuck, so.
Speaker 3: We weren't. We were not sending our best and brighter.
Speaker 3: So it's yeah. So ever since then, I'm like, you
Speaker 3: know what, that ain't That ain't for me that life.
Speaker 3: That's not nice.
Speaker 2: Well, I think that's nice. I don't think that you
Speaker 2: should put things in your earrethraw. I think you should
Speaker 2: be grateful for the fact that you can masturbate medically.
Speaker 2: I think that you should. You don't be afraid of
Speaker 2: your don't be afraid of penis anymore. Man, Look, god
Speaker 2: jack off. He just won't tell you because he's nervous,
Speaker 2: but he'd like talk about that kind of thing. He's
Speaker 2: a little koy, But dude, do what you got to
Speaker 2: do. Don't be afraid of your penis, all right. That thing
Speaker 2: is your best friend, or it's it's you.
Speaker 6: All right.
Speaker 2: You can't be afraid of yourself.
Speaker 3: I feel that.
Speaker 2: And look, whatever people tell you about your penis and
Speaker 2: how it's going to summon satan, it's probably true. But
Speaker 2: that's why is everyone giving satan such a bad rap?
Speaker 2: You know? They never met him, don't know. I know
Speaker 2: I was telling you that you should stick awake in
Speaker 2: your penis and let it one find someone, saying but
Speaker 2: I actually I'm gonna go ahead ever track that. I
Speaker 2: don't think that's a good idea. I don't think any
Speaker 2: medical professional would seriously recommend you doing that.
Speaker 3: I don't know many people would recommend me doing that.
Speaker 2: Would you say? Your name was? Again?
Speaker 3: I call myself easy?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 3: Too easy?
Speaker 1: Easy, a y in the check well easy.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for calling in and sharing and being,
Speaker 2: you know, look so open and honest and vulnerable with
Speaker 2: us about your penis. It takes a lot. It takes
Speaker 2: a lot. It takes a lot, so thank you. Of
Speaker 2: course you have a good night, easy, Thank you for calling. Yeah,
Speaker 2: let's take care.
Speaker 1: All from Jesus.
Speaker 2: Jesus Yo.
Speaker 10: What's up?
Speaker 2: What are you doing?
Speaker 10: I am at work.
Speaker 2: Where do you work? Uh?
Speaker 10: I probably don't need to indulge that information. Why I
Speaker 10: can get a little bit of trouble for that.
Speaker 2: Do you work at the FBI?
Speaker 9: Not so much?
Speaker 10: Pretty close?
Speaker 2: What's close to? Do you work at the CIA?
Speaker 12: Now?
Speaker 10: I make boxes like for the FBI, No, just for
Speaker 10: people put that in make the paper for the boxes.
Speaker 2: Do you have any sort of like personal attachment to this?
Speaker 2: Do you take pride in having finally tuned a box
Speaker 2: that you have built?
Speaker 12: Uh?
Speaker 10: Now now just uh a lot of money get paid.
Speaker 2: So how much money do you make a year?
Speaker 1: That's one hundred grand a year making boxes?
Speaker 9: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Well make pretty pad.
Speaker 9: You need.
Speaker 2: That's that's even better. You didn't even have to make
Speaker 2: the box. You just make the paper for the box,
Speaker 2: That's right. What's your guilty pleasure?
Speaker 10: Guilt pleasure? Well, because I live in the South, and uh,
Speaker 10: it's very different. I enjoy watching anime, but I don't
Speaker 10: tell anybody because it's pretty shunned upon it really. Yeah,
Speaker 10: everybody else kind of hunts and uh, I don't know,
Speaker 10: hit squirrels with take some shiit.
Speaker 2: How do you think people? How do you think your
Speaker 2: friends would react if you told them that you watch anime?
Speaker 12: Uh?
Speaker 10: I don't know.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. So it's something you actively try to keep
Speaker 2: a secret.
Speaker 10: Yep. That and then I'm a I didn't sport Trump,
Speaker 10: so that was like a I was very out of
Speaker 10: thoughts from everybody else that I worked with.
Speaker 2: Do you are you a member of like online anime
Speaker 2: communities now you really, because I feel like that would
Speaker 2: be like if I was someone who lived in the South,
Speaker 2: or like was lived in a place where people frowned
Speaker 2: upon watching anime, I would like retreat into like you know,
Speaker 2: message boards or discords or something where I could talk
Speaker 2: to other people who watch anime.
Speaker 10: I just bing binge wots like I'm a funnimation. Get on, man,
Speaker 10: tear that shit up?
Speaker 2: Well, what do you watch?
Speaker 10: I like a little bit of everything. I watched all
Speaker 10: the Nardo like today, I watched some that one piece.
Speaker 10: It's pretty good. But I don't know a little bit
Speaker 10: of everything really, I mean just everything.
Speaker 2: Does it bother you that this is something you can't
Speaker 2: be open about?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 10: It kind of. Man, I'm a big dude. I enjoy
Speaker 10: hunting and fishing and icking being outside and everything.
Speaker 2: But so you feel like you're still in tune with
Speaker 2: the culture around you, but a little bit more than that.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I guess so sou out of thought, you know,
Speaker 10: just out of place.
Speaker 2: Do you ever want to move somewhere else?
Speaker 10: Well, I don't know if it's any different, I feel
Speaker 10: like it would. Uh, you know, I've done some traveling before,
Speaker 10: and people are different, different places so I think that firsthand,
Speaker 10: but and I haven't really like got to know him
Speaker 10: on a personal level.
Speaker 2: What's your favorite place you've been?
Speaker 10: Uh, I don't know, man, like up in Wyoming, Oklahoma.
Speaker 10: You know, I don't know. I kind of thinking.
Speaker 2: Doesn't exist.
Speaker 10: You want to go off the grid, well, you know,
Speaker 10: just away from people, would be kind of cool to
Speaker 10: do your own thing.
Speaker 2: I feel that, yeh. Would you ever go to like
Speaker 2: a I don't know, man, like some random place in Asia,
Speaker 2: someplace just like as foreign as possible from the US
Speaker 2: to southern US US.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it'd be awesome. Man. I've actually talked about that
Speaker 10: with my wife. You know, she wasn't as cool with it,
Speaker 10: but I think it'd be name is she in the anime?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 10: No, Because like every time I try to get her
Speaker 10: to watch one, I'll be like, you pick one, you know,
Speaker 10: just looking at the pictures, and we'll pull it up
Speaker 10: and it'll have some weird shit on it, and she
Speaker 10: thinks I'm fucking weird for watching it.
Speaker 2: Where do you think, like, do you do you think
Speaker 2: that you will bite the bullet at some point and
Speaker 2: move away from the south of the US go somewhere else.
Speaker 10: Well, I hope. So you know, I guess what changes
Speaker 10: me down is what changes everybody down. I mean, you
Speaker 10: got to have the money to take that adventure to
Speaker 10: you know, just all it over, plus just being scared.
Speaker 10: You know, if you got a family or whatever, just
Speaker 10: trying to pull up on everything and roots somewhere else
Speaker 10: ain't easy you have kids. But you know, you never know.
Speaker 10: I bought a lottery ticket today. If I'm hoping that
Speaker 10: can of.
Speaker 2: Jackpot on that, you know, what would you do if
Speaker 2: you won?
Speaker 8: Man?
Speaker 10: I probably do the off grid thing, probably like do
Speaker 10: some crazy cabin out in the middle of nowhere.
Speaker 2: I feel like, wouldn't it wouldn't it be less expensive
Speaker 2: to live off the grid than to live on the grid?
Speaker 10: I think? So, I mean, get you like a turbine
Speaker 10: may just like a wind turbine, or even if you
Speaker 10: had a creek or something and see something with that
Speaker 10: or solar panel.
Speaker 2: It sounds like your problem is more of the you know,
Speaker 2: the family and the wife not wanted to come. Would
Speaker 2: she be into that? Does she want to go off
Speaker 2: the grid?
Speaker 10: My wife? I don't know, man, she's probably fifty fifty.
Speaker 10: I mean, like sometimes they hit her on a good
Speaker 10: day and she's kind of up for it and some
Speaker 10: other times not so much. She loves to shout up. Man,
Speaker 10: So you have kids, Yeah, yeah, I've got a couple
Speaker 10: of kids.
Speaker 2: Do you think they'd be down getting home schooled in
Speaker 2: a cabin in the middle of the woods.
Speaker 10: Well, they're kind of homeschooling now, what with the virus
Speaker 10: and everything. But I don't know, the seem to enjoy it,
Speaker 10: you know, go down here kind of suck.
Speaker 2: Do they watch anybody with you? I feel like at
Speaker 2: least you could get the kids to watch.
Speaker 10: Actually, my oldest, which she's uh my daughter, she's into it,
Speaker 10: and you know, she drawls and stuff and with all
Speaker 10: all the stuff all so she gets into kind of
Speaker 10: the trawl, come up with her own little ideas, making
Speaker 10: some little manga strips, and you know it's really neat.
Speaker 2: So she's writing her own her own anime, her own
Speaker 2: her own comics, and.
Speaker 10: Her little creative party kind of figure out what.
Speaker 6: She wants to do and what.
Speaker 2: What kind of ideas has she written up? If you
Speaker 2: care to share anything tangible.
Speaker 10: So my daughter I called we've always called her paintings
Speaker 10: when she's a baby, because she'd run around in her
Speaker 10: painting and then my son. We called him Tony because
Speaker 10: he used like to run around in his underwear.
Speaker 2: Panties.
Speaker 10: And yes, yeah, tony is like Spanish for underwear. Okay,
Speaker 10: she drew up a little thing and that kind of
Speaker 10: like these cute little chivvy dope, you know, kind of
Speaker 10: like in interpreted them sort of. I probably shouldn't have
Speaker 10: said that, because you know, anybody can still her ideas.
Speaker 2: The Adventures of Pan and Shones. Yeah, I like that,
Speaker 2: that has a good ring to it.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, no one, no one here, No no one will
Speaker 2: steal your idea because we have we have evidence. We
Speaker 2: have people watching this right now that they know that
Speaker 2: this idea belongs to you and was incepted on this day.
Speaker 2: So so anyone, no one can steal that unless if
Speaker 2: it unless if it unless if we comes out that
Speaker 2: they did it before. Now we have this as evidence.
Speaker 2: I will let you can present this as exhibit A
Speaker 2: if we go, and I will be there. I will
Speaker 2: be there with you in the courtroom to testify if
Speaker 2: you ever have to see so one for stealing that idea.
Speaker 10: Hey man, I appreciate that's my promise to you.
Speaker 2: Of course, man, would you say your name was you,
Speaker 2: I think you said, Jesus, Jesus.
Speaker 10: Yeah, that's probably better than I actually told you. My
Speaker 10: an't worked and I probably shouldn't have done that, so
Speaker 10: that works.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, Jesus, thank you for calling in, man, and
Speaker 2: have a good time watching animated.
Speaker 9: Yeah.
Speaker 10: Appreciate toughsy man, you show you do great stuff.
Speaker 12: Man.
Speaker 10: Appreciate you. Keep everybody chew.
Speaker 2: Thank you man. You take care you too, buddy.
Speaker 6: All from Emily.
Speaker 2: Emily.
Speaker 6: Hey, gag, what's up?
Speaker 2: Dude?
Speaker 3: Just looks up?
Speaker 2: Emily? Can you can you mute your stream real quick?
Speaker 8: Yes?
Speaker 3: Needed?
Speaker 2: Emily? What's your guilty pleasure?
Speaker 6: My guilty pleasure would be, honestly, I eat way too
Speaker 6: much sour candy for my own good, honestly, like my
Speaker 6: I don't want to say my teeth are rotting out,
Speaker 6: but they're rotting out.
Speaker 8: Mm.
Speaker 2: Wow, Which candy in particular?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 2: Which sour candy in particular?
Speaker 6: I like warheads and sour patch kids, and like the
Speaker 6: sour rope, like the rainbow sour ropes are so good.
Speaker 8: M hmm.
Speaker 2: But I also really like sour candy. You know, a
Speaker 2: lot of sour candy never really gets to me, but
Speaker 2: the you know, the like there there, it's a hard candy.
Speaker 2: They're warheads, you know, the little hard and the hard
Speaker 2: candy warheads. Those actually are pretty pretty spicy.
Speaker 3: Those are the best.
Speaker 10: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: Do you think that your affinity for sour candy says
Speaker 2: anything about you as a person or.
Speaker 1: Or is it unrelated to personality?
Speaker 8: Do you?
Speaker 2: But do you believe you have a sour personality?
Speaker 11: No?
Speaker 6: I think I have the opposite.
Speaker 2: Really, what makes you think that about yourself?
Speaker 6: I don't think it about myself. I've just been told
Speaker 6: that I'm very sweet. I don't think I am.
Speaker 2: You don't think you're sweet.
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 6: It depends on the situation and the people I'm list.
Speaker 2: I guess you're general demeanor though, you know, I know that.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: Look, I don't want to put you in a situation
Speaker 2: because you know, I know a lot of you know,
Speaker 2: there's just so much of this is it just depends.
Speaker 2: But would you say, on average you're you're more sweet
Speaker 2: and sour?
Speaker 8: Well?
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean I keep kids, so I think just
Speaker 6: like my automatic like personality and response is to just
Speaker 6: treat everyone like a.
Speaker 1: Kid like very hate.
Speaker 2: You said you hate kids?
Speaker 6: No, no, no, I teach kids I teach them. Oh
Speaker 6: you kids, Yeah, they're the best the future.
Speaker 2: See I hate kids.
Speaker 6: Oh that's okay, that's all right.
Speaker 2: Well I well, I mean no. Well, here's the thing is,
Speaker 2: I hate kids. But that's why I'm so grateful for
Speaker 2: people like you, right, because the people who hate kids,
Speaker 2: we need people who like kids because I'm never going
Speaker 2: to be a teacher. I'm never I if I could
Speaker 2: go the rest of my life without speaking to a child,
Speaker 2: I would. I probably can. I probably can. I think
Speaker 2: I just don't have kids. I hate it. They can't
Speaker 2: hold a conversation for a shit what yes they can?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 2: They what's the tell me, what's the last really good
Speaker 2: conversation you have with this child?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 6: The last really good conversation I had with the child
Speaker 6: was I guess about the election. I mean, I want
Speaker 6: to go pick up one of the kids that I nanny,
Speaker 6: and she came running out, and she was so excited
Speaker 6: to tell me that there's a new president. And she
Speaker 6: was telling me all about uh like historical figures that
Speaker 6: she learned about in school. And it was pretty uh
Speaker 6: profound for a six year old.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
Speaker 12: Yeah.
Speaker 6: Kids don't a lot to say. They've got a fresh mind.
Speaker 2: Do you think do you think that as one grows older,
Speaker 2: their minds starts to to poison?
Speaker 6: Oh definitely absolutely.
Speaker 2: Do you think your mind's been poisoned?
Speaker 10: Sure?
Speaker 6: Absolutely, That's why, like adults are all boring and not
Speaker 6: imaginative and like gray.
Speaker 2: See, I disagree with you, right, like fucking you know,
Speaker 2: uh what's what? Let me think of it? Like dude,
Speaker 2: Harry Potter was written by an adult? Yeah, in fact,
Speaker 2: I actually I really like when I'm thinking back to
Speaker 2: when I was six and when I was six, every
Speaker 2: like or not six, maybe like how old are how
Speaker 2: old are the kids? You you babysit?
Speaker 1: Or to slash teach uh the kids?
Speaker 6: I mean they it's the same pretty much anywhere between
Speaker 6: like four to eight.
Speaker 2: When I was eight years old, I would just quote
Speaker 2: family guy like I didn't have my own I feel
Speaker 2: like the opposite, right Like, when I as I got older,
Speaker 2: I started to develop my own thoughts and my own
Speaker 2: brain and creativity and show. When I was eight, everything
Speaker 2: I fucking said was like a quote from a TV
Speaker 2: show or something. I feel like I was much less creative.
Speaker 2: I felt like because every because I didn't know how
Speaker 2: to think for myself. So I was just a reflection
Speaker 2: of everything I absorbed at that age.
Speaker 6: Are you the youngest siblings?
Speaker 2: I am the youngest sibling.
Speaker 13: That's probably why.
Speaker 1: Probably don't I don't want to mark you, but probably
Speaker 1: why What makes you say that?
Speaker 6: Well, because that generally happens a lot with the youngest siblings,
Speaker 6: Like they have less imagination and they speak less for
Speaker 6: themselves because they have older siblings to speak for them,
Speaker 6: so they have less thought processes. Like I know, I'm
Speaker 6: I'm the oldest in my family, like cousins and siblings too,
Speaker 6: And I would always say like, oh, so and so
Speaker 6: wants this, and so and so wants that, this is
Speaker 6: what they want, this is what they're talking about, Like
Speaker 6: I would speak for my youngest sibling or like my
Speaker 6: cousins and stuff does that habit And I hate that
Speaker 6: I do that. I still do it, And then like
Speaker 6: my youngest cousins and siblings would just like roll with it.
Speaker 2: Because now what about Like that's probably the problem with
Speaker 2: like helicopter parenting. You know people, Oh yeah, I have
Speaker 2: a lot do you do you deal with a lot
Speaker 2: of issues of the idea of like parents being.
Speaker 6: Too Definitely I've had a lot of parents like try
Speaker 6: to be like the classroom mom, but cannot be the
Speaker 6: classroom mom like stuff like that, just because they want
Speaker 6: to like cover over their kid and make sure that
Speaker 6: like I'm ticking on them and that they're participating and
Speaker 6: that they're kids doing well without letting their kids do
Speaker 6: their own things. That happens a lot.
Speaker 2: And how do you how do you deal with these parents?
Speaker 6: I just explained to them, like it's good to let
Speaker 6: your kids have their own autonomy and that you can't
Speaker 6: keep doing everything for them, because I did that to
Speaker 6: my younger sibling too, like all the time. Like I
Speaker 6: don't really think I did her any favors, but like,
Speaker 6: I think it's good to let kids have their own
Speaker 6: sense of self and individuality without having the need like
Speaker 6: a person just over them constantly and like worrying about
Speaker 6: filling someone else's shoes, because that just causes a lot
Speaker 6: of anxiety and it's just going to be detrimental in
Speaker 6: the future.
Speaker 2: Do you have kids of your own?
Speaker 3: No, I'm twenty two.
Speaker 6: I don't have kids my own.
Speaker 2: Do you do I have kids?
Speaker 10: Zerra?
Speaker 6: Someday?
Speaker 2: Maybe it's crazy to me that you're a nanny? Are
Speaker 2: you are those two different things. You said you were
Speaker 2: a teacher and a nanny.
Speaker 6: Yeah, so I'm in college to teach right now. So
Speaker 6: I taught for four years previously, but now I'm going
Speaker 6: to start my student teaching. So I kind of had
Speaker 6: to stop working in my own classrooms so that I
Speaker 6: could didn't teach, but like to keep like making money
Speaker 6: and stuffy nanny. So I have child experiences.
Speaker 2: All of your gigs are child related.
Speaker 6: Yeah. Every job I've had outside of like retail when
Speaker 6: I was in high school, I've been with kids.
Speaker 2: See That's what I was saying, right, is like people
Speaker 2: who hate kids need people who like kids. Because I
Speaker 2: don't want to have anything to do I as a
Speaker 2: human being. I think maybe spiritually or i'd like to
Speaker 2: see this thing keep going, you.
Speaker 14: Know, I'd like population, yeah, you know, life, humanity, I'd
Speaker 14: like to see I'm not like, I'm not a I'm
Speaker 14: not a huge advocate if I'm not out there, you know,
Speaker 14: campaigning for humanity to go on, but i'd.
Speaker 2: Like it to go on if I had to choose
Speaker 2: between it going on or it not. But I don't
Speaker 2: want to have any I don't want to ever, Like
Speaker 2: I said, I want to ever speak to a child
Speaker 2: ever again. So it's great that I know I can
Speaker 2: know that people like you exist in the world to
Speaker 2: foster the growth of the next generation so that I
Speaker 2: can sit back and have nothing to do with it.
Speaker 1: Sure, what'd you say.
Speaker 2: Your name was? It's Emily, Emily. Well, Emily, thank you,
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling in. Thank you for you know, doing, uh,
Speaker 2: doing great work for humanity so that I don't have
Speaker 2: to and I'll talk to you again soon. Thank you
Speaker 2: for calling in.
Speaker 6: No problem, have a good night you.
Speaker 2: Too, Emily. Take care.
Speaker 6: All from.
Speaker 4: Squad laud.
Speaker 2: Quad, Clyde Quad. How are you doing, Clyde.
Speaker 4: I'm doing good, doing pretty good.
Speaker 2: What are you? What are you doing right now? Tell
Speaker 2: me everything? Tell me nothing, Claude, Claude or Clyde Quade, Claude, Claude,
Speaker 2: tell me everything, Claude.
Speaker 4: H Honestly, I keep passing by your Reddit live stream
Speaker 4: and I keeps seeing it, and I keep saying, huh,
Speaker 4: that looks weird, and so finally I pulled it up
Speaker 4: and I'm like, ah, I'll try calling it, won't get it,
Speaker 4: but you know whatever, And I just got it first drive.
Speaker 4: So that's kind of neat.
Speaker 12: Mmm.
Speaker 2: Okay, So you. You're sort of lukewarm on this on
Speaker 2: this stream, are you? Hmm, Well, tell me about yourself.
Speaker 4: I think the stream is really cool. I'm just not
Speaker 4: familiar with it. It is just kind of a surve
Speaker 4: of the moment thing I didn't expect anybody to actually
Speaker 4: pick up.
Speaker 2: It's interesting because that's kind of how I feel about you.
Speaker 2: I don't think anything of you specifically, but you've you know,
Speaker 2: been cordial so far. I don't have any information about
Speaker 2: you as a person, so it's almost like the stream
Speaker 2: is like have a reciprocal feelings.
Speaker 4: Yeah, well, I mean I do know a little bit
Speaker 4: more about you. I mean, I know you dress up
Speaker 4: as a gecko. So there's one thing.
Speaker 2: It's true, I don't know any right because you can
Speaker 2: see me, but I can't see you, So you might
Speaker 2: have some sort of disc I have a distinctive physical
Speaker 2: feature about myself, which is that I'm dressed as a gecko,
Speaker 2: but I don't really have anything about that for you
Speaker 2: because I can't see you right right. Well, describe what
Speaker 2: are you wearing?
Speaker 3: Uh clothes?
Speaker 4: Okay, let's see what other senior features I have? Hair,
Speaker 4: two eyes, uh? Well, my fingers and toes. Thank goodness.
Speaker 4: M So, anyways, thanks for having me, of course, Yeah,
Speaker 4: I got awkward really fast.
Speaker 3: But you know what, who's word of it?
Speaker 2: Thank you? Why do you think well, I don't Why
Speaker 2: do you think that was awkward? I don't think that
Speaker 2: was Do you consider do you consider silence inherently awkward?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 4: In mid conversation silence?
Speaker 2: Yeah, but we're still we're in each other's presence without
Speaker 2: necessarily having to speak with one another, fair enough.
Speaker 4: But I do think the presence is diluted by being
Speaker 4: over a phone, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I still feel I feel you on the line,
Speaker 2: not like in a weird, you know, metaphorical energy sense,
Speaker 2: but I can tell you're there. You can you know
Speaker 2: I'm there, and I know you're.
Speaker 13: There right right?
Speaker 4: Yeah, that makes sense. I guess I just kind of
Speaker 4: perceive it more like a like when you're chatting with
Speaker 4: a friend online and their status isn't like honorating what
Speaker 4: they've prove that they purposely said it to like awe
Speaker 4: that nobody knows when they're online or not, and you
Speaker 4: type something to them, They're like, are they there? Are
Speaker 4: they not there?
Speaker 1: Right?
Speaker 2: But we've established that we're not necessarily friends, we're not necessarily.
Speaker 2: We don't not like each other, but we've established that
Speaker 2: we don't really have a label as to what our
Speaker 2: relationship is just yet, or we might not, right, but
Speaker 2: we've established that there is not a label.
Speaker 4: Right right, right, We've definitely established status.
Speaker 2: So what are you wearing?
Speaker 13: Uh?
Speaker 4: Like I said, shirt and fans And I'm kind of
Speaker 4: nervous about talking about myself like strangers.
Speaker 2: You know, not dude, you can make something that you
Speaker 2: can just make something up? How would I know? How
Speaker 2: would I you? You see, now you've learned. I don't
Speaker 2: think you realize that you can lie to me, and
Speaker 2: I won't be able to.
Speaker 4: Tell I can, sure, But you know you don't seem
Speaker 4: like the kind of person who who should be lied to.
Speaker 4: You seem pretty honest, pretty respectful.
Speaker 2: Is does do you think that there are people out
Speaker 2: there that should be lied to? Is that a thing?
Speaker 4: I think any person you don't entirely know online should
Speaker 4: probably be led to a little bit by default.
Speaker 2: Okay, you don't know me online, so I think so
Speaker 2: by that definition, by your definition, you should lie to
Speaker 2: me a little bit.
Speaker 3: A little bit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, have you lied to me at all? During this conversation?
Speaker 4: My name's not Claude.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's enough of a lie.
Speaker 4: That's what's on the on the fly. I I the
Speaker 4: little voice thing told me to say a name, and
Speaker 4: I just said the first thing that puffed into my head.
Speaker 2: Real click, claud before we go. Mm hmm.
Speaker 12: Hmm.
Speaker 2: What are you wearing?
Speaker 4: Red shirt, blue jeans.
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon, Claude. I love you.
Speaker 4: It's very team man.
Speaker 13: Oh all from Wednesday.
Speaker 2: Wednesday? Oh my gosh, hello, hello, how are you Wednesday?
Speaker 13: I'm doing well, mister Greco. Do you remember me? For sure?
Speaker 8: You do, but.
Speaker 2: Remind remind us for those who don't know who you are.
Speaker 13: Well, one time I called in because I believe a witch.
Speaker 2: Right, you called in to tell us that you believe
Speaker 2: that you are a witch. Yeah, that's correct, and that
Speaker 2: was That was a few months ago. I think I
Speaker 2: haven't heard from you since.
Speaker 12: I know that.
Speaker 3: I actually.
Speaker 13: I kind of wanted to talk about that.
Speaker 2: Okay, so what what?
Speaker 8: What is?
Speaker 2: What has developed since the past few months?
Speaker 13: Well, I actually I think I learned that I'm I
Speaker 13: could never do what you do.
Speaker 2: That makes you say that.
Speaker 13: Well, you ended up posting that clip on TikTok, which
Speaker 13: is where you have like most of your following, and
Speaker 13: people saw it, I guess. I mean, I mean, you
Speaker 13: know you up following, and I just could not like
Speaker 13: take my eyes off the comments. I was so nervous, like,
Speaker 13: and I was just so anxious. I think I like
Speaker 13: just watched it non stop for like two days. I
Speaker 13: was so sick of hearing the same story over and
Speaker 13: over again.
Speaker 2: What did you hear in the comments? Anything that struck
Speaker 2: you in particular?
Speaker 13: Yeah, Well, for one, I thought, I ever since I
Speaker 13: can never I'd do my best to not judge any
Speaker 13: tiktoks I see anymore, because there were just so many
Speaker 13: comments of people just judging for whatever. So even like
Speaker 13: the most like wild shit, like people were telling me
Speaker 13: that like I was, you know, having delusions, or that
Speaker 13: like I legitimately was cursed and like needed to see help.
Speaker 13: I'm just like, I don't. People just people thought I
Speaker 13: was an idiot because I said I said which, And
Speaker 13: I guess that's not the right term.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but these judgments are first of all, first of all,
Speaker 2: they're illegitimate because what what what judgment can you truly
Speaker 2: make on a person from a fuck from a forty
Speaker 2: second out of context TikTok clip.
Speaker 13: That's what I'm saying. They're just so like half the
Speaker 13: promise are just like snap judgments.
Speaker 2: It's true. Well, I mean, so when you said you
Speaker 2: couldn't do what I do, do you mean like you
Speaker 2: couldn't handle like floods of people on the internet commenting
Speaker 2: on you.
Speaker 13: Yeah, I guess.
Speaker 12: I Also.
Speaker 13: I thought it was interesting people on TikTok were like, oh,
Speaker 13: she seems so cool, like wow edgy, like oh, I
Speaker 13: need me a a Wednesday whatever. But when I was
Speaker 13: on this stream, when I first called in, people were like,
Speaker 13: get her off here, a whack collar, next call or
Speaker 13: next caller.
Speaker 1: So I don't know that I would say.
Speaker 2: I would say first, I wouldn't pay attention. The best
Speaker 2: thing I think is don't I wouldn't pay attention to
Speaker 2: the comments at all, even even the good, even the
Speaker 2: positive ones. Just don't pay attention to any of the comments.
Speaker 9: You know.
Speaker 2: That's what I kind of try to do. I mean,
Speaker 2: like when I think of, like when I'm like thinking
Speaker 2: of reading internet comments, and shit, I really only go
Speaker 2: in there for like feedback purposes. And you know, I'm
Speaker 2: I'm I'm of course, you know, I'm appreciative of people
Speaker 2: who who say no nice things, but like people who
Speaker 2: say mean things. People say mean things. They only really
Speaker 2: get to me if it's something that I also think
Speaker 2: about myself or the show. But it doesn't really even
Speaker 2: get to me in like a although I'm hurt the
Speaker 2: type of way it gets to me in like maybe
Speaker 2: that is an issue that I should work on, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean?
Speaker 13: I know, but that's what I'm saying, Like I don't
Speaker 13: have the willpower to not look at the comments like
Speaker 13: people who get like who are like cyber bullet, I'm
Speaker 13: like close the laptop, buddy. But it's so like if
Speaker 13: you could know what people are thinking and they're just
Speaker 13: spilling it out there and they don't even know that
Speaker 13: you're that that that the person they're talking about is
Speaker 13: gonna see it and know and like, you know, be
Speaker 13: talked about.
Speaker 2: Right, But why why do you care about the opinion
Speaker 2: of some someone on the internet, you know, especially for
Speaker 2: I mean for negative comments in particular. It's like I
Speaker 2: I truly believe there's no like more losory thing that
Speaker 2: someone can do than like specifically go out and just
Speaker 2: write you know, negative ship on the internet.
Speaker 8: You know.
Speaker 2: So it's like that why would I care about that
Speaker 2: person's opinion?
Speaker 13: I know, I don't know. I don't know, and I'm
Speaker 13: like I I you know, I watch the stream, I
Speaker 13: know who calls in, and no sense I don't know
Speaker 13: if they're all on my left?
Speaker 2: What does that even? What does it even mean? What
Speaker 2: is what level are you talking about?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 12: I don't know.
Speaker 13: Sometimes I just feel no, no, because now everyone's gonna
Speaker 13: say I'm having delusions of grand jury again.
Speaker 2: Okay, who can I want the truth Wednesday. I don't
Speaker 2: care what people say.
Speaker 13: Oh, some of the callers who come on here, I don't.
Speaker 13: I think I don't.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I like to think I could say,
Speaker 1: you could say you do you do?
Speaker 12: Not?
Speaker 8: Do?
Speaker 2: Not like them?
Speaker 4: Do you not?
Speaker 13: Very I very much enjoy the stream, and I think
Speaker 13: a part of it is because I kind of grew
Speaker 13: up in like an intellectual family, and the people who
Speaker 13: come on here are always like super intellectual and structured,
Speaker 13: and it's like interesting and different and funny.
Speaker 2: That's fair, I mean like.
Speaker 13: But I also think I'm better than telling.
Speaker 2: What makes what makes you? What makes you? What makes you?
Speaker 2: What what makes you feel that way?
Speaker 13: Nothing? Really, because like at the other day, I'm still
Speaker 13: gonna listen to all their comments and critiques on me.
Speaker 3: I just.
Speaker 2: It's so it's weird here because half of you. This
Speaker 2: is actually I didn't even notice how much of a
Speaker 2: like shift this is because half of you you spent.
Speaker 2: You spent a lot of the time previously. Just now
Speaker 2: it's talking about how you know other people's opinions bother
Speaker 2: you a lot, But then now you've flipped to I
Speaker 2: think I'm better than these people.
Speaker 13: Okay, some of the calls.
Speaker 2: I'm not judging you. I'm just trying to figure out
Speaker 2: where your head is, you know, like because to me,
Speaker 2: like if if if you if you like, if you
Speaker 2: truly believed that you were like on another and I
Speaker 2: don't think there's anything I don't you know, I have
Speaker 2: no judgment either way about that, but like, if you
Speaker 2: truly believe that, then why in turn would it bother
Speaker 2: you when these people have negative things to say about you?
Speaker 13: Okay, you know what, while you were just saying that,
Speaker 13: I actually figured out what it is. It's because I'm
Speaker 13: like confident in my intellect, but just not in the
Speaker 13: rest of me. So I care about their comments on
Speaker 13: whether or not if they like me, if they think
Speaker 13: I'm funny if they think I'm a witch, I see,
Speaker 13: but I don't care to know. Well, I don't know
Speaker 13: because someone of the comments, yes, some one of the
Speaker 13: comments that were like, oh yeah, it's not a witch,
Speaker 13: not what a witch is if people just think anything
Speaker 13: the witch. But I wasn't really offended by those. That's
Speaker 13: just like I was just going with whatever came off
Speaker 13: my brain first.
Speaker 1: But maybe someone came in.
Speaker 2: So you have certain now, and I get this, you
Speaker 2: have certain aspects about yourself that you're more confident in
Speaker 2: than other aspects, and if someone insults you about an
Speaker 2: aspect of yourself that you're confident in, it doesn't bother
Speaker 2: you as much as you know, if someone insults you
Speaker 2: about something that you're less secure.
Speaker 13: About, Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: That makes sense. But so then so then if you
Speaker 2: saw a TikTok comment that was like, oh, this person's dumb,
Speaker 2: like you wouldn't care.
Speaker 13: See that is That's the thing that always gets me,
Speaker 13: like is that I'm I'm confident in my intellect, but
Speaker 13: then sometimes i feel like I'm so confident in it
Speaker 13: that it's like the only thing I'm confident in. And
Speaker 13: so then if anyone insults that it's like insulting the
Speaker 13: only thing I have, and then I'm just crumble more.
Speaker 2: Well, then you're cot well, you're comfort. Well that's the problem, though,
Speaker 2: because your confidence in your intellect shouldn't it should be
Speaker 2: it should be based. It should be built upon a
Speaker 2: foundation that's very internal. And if it's built upon that foundation,
Speaker 2: then it won't be rocked by other people saying that
Speaker 2: you're dumb. You know what I mean? Because if other
Speaker 2: people saying that you're dumb bothers you and and hurts
Speaker 2: your confidence in your intellect, then your confidence is then
Speaker 2: probably not one hundred percent built upon your own opinion
Speaker 2: of yourself, but maybe seventy percent your own opinion of
Speaker 2: yourself and then thirty percent other people supporting that opinion.
Speaker 2: And then when people tell you that you're dumb, it
Speaker 2: picks away at that thirty percent. And what you, then,
Speaker 2: I think, would want to do is try to get
Speaker 2: to one hundred percent of this confidence is internal, not
Speaker 2: based upon the opinions of other people. Does that make sense?
Speaker 8: Yes?
Speaker 12: It does, But.
Speaker 15: I don't know.
Speaker 13: I don't think all confidence isn't. I don't think your
Speaker 13: like self worth ORDI is like entirely internal.
Speaker 8: It's.
Speaker 2: Oh, it's a hard place. It's it it's it is. Oh,
Speaker 2: what I just described is like, no, that's like that
Speaker 2: ship is like achieving enlightenment. You know, it's it's it's
Speaker 2: ridiculously hard. Oh it's hard. I'm not saying that it's easy,
Speaker 2: but that's you know. I I personally like, I'm not there,
Speaker 2: you know, but I I I get a lot of
Speaker 2: value out of playing the game to get there and
Speaker 2: trying to get there and having that as a goal.
Speaker 12: It's true.
Speaker 13: One thing, well, okay, two things, because I don't want
Speaker 13: to take up too much time, but I just wanted
Speaker 13: to say two things. I know you said not to
Speaker 13: look at chat, but you know I've said I can't
Speaker 13: oh myself.
Speaker 2: So One, I'm not if you're if you're if you're
Speaker 2: going to respond to whatever.
Speaker 13: I'm just gonns. I just wanted. Everyone was calling for age.
Speaker 13: Check I am, I promise you I am of age.
Speaker 13: I don't know. I remember nine eleven, all right, the
Speaker 13: next thing?
Speaker 2: What's the next thing.
Speaker 15: I also saw a.
Speaker 13: Lot of people saying that like like like that were
Speaker 13: genuinely concerned for me, genuinely telling me that, like I
Speaker 13: need a therapy and like help. And I'm starting to
Speaker 13: get that on this stream too, so they're right, But
Speaker 13: like I'm like, literally, okay, I go to therapy. It's
Speaker 13: all okay, I call them the therapy get go for
Speaker 13: a song because.
Speaker 2: I am beautiful. That's exactly that is what we want here.
Speaker 2: I don't I first of all, I don't I I
Speaker 2: first of all, I don't posture my up people. I
Speaker 2: speaking of internet commerce. I do get a lot of
Speaker 2: comments that are like this, guys should not be playing therapist.
Speaker 2: I'm not playing therapist. I have no idea what I'm doing.
Speaker 2: I'm you a gecko. I'm internet gecko boy. I'm not
Speaker 2: claimed to be an expert on anything. I don't even
Speaker 2: think i'm here. I'm not even here to give advice.
Speaker 2: I'm just in a chair talking to people. So I I, yes,
Speaker 2: go to therapy, call the therapy gecko for whatever reason,
Speaker 2: but not in the place of a therapist anyway. That well, Wednesday,
Speaker 2: thank you for calling, and thanks for the follow up.
Speaker 2: Glad to see you're still around. Uh do you still?
Speaker 2: Do you still this day? Check those comments because that
Speaker 2: video blows up every once in a while.
Speaker 12: You know, Honestly, I can't say that it didn't make
Speaker 12: myself a steam feel a little is good because it
Speaker 12: is one of your more popular videos.
Speaker 13: So like, do you see how much?
Speaker 12: Do you see?
Speaker 8: How much?
Speaker 13: How much affect me? It's too much?
Speaker 2: Well look you can you can have that.
Speaker 12: That's all yours, okay, well thick, honestly not look at
Speaker 12: the comments, just look at the views and base my
Speaker 12: entire self worth on numbers.
Speaker 13: Thank you there to get go, you really say?
Speaker 2: Of course time Wednesday. You have a good night.
Speaker 6: All from Zach.
Speaker 2: Zach Oh? Who are you?
Speaker 1: Zach Oh?
Speaker 10: I'm good? Who am i?
Speaker 5: Ah?
Speaker 10: I'm just trying to figure that out myself.
Speaker 2: What are you leaning towards? What are your options?
Speaker 15: What are my options?
Speaker 8: Well?
Speaker 2: It could be a.
Speaker 9: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I sometimes I think of myself as a frog.
Speaker 2: Honestly interesting, How did you come to that conclusion or
Speaker 2: what what leads you to believe that you might be
Speaker 2: a frog?
Speaker 9: Well as my uh my skin now I know that
Speaker 9: this is this is not really a rare skin condition,
Speaker 9: but it has been turning green in some areas.
Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not even joking.
Speaker 10: About this is this is quite serious.
Speaker 9: It's not it's gonna kill.
Speaker 7: Me, but I am turning green.
Speaker 2: Have you consulted with a legitimate medical professional about this before?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 10: Absolutely?
Speaker 9: They told me it's nothing really.
Speaker 7: To worry about.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, what did you say?
Speaker 9: It's nothing to worry about?
Speaker 2: So you haven't consulted with a legitimate medical professional.
Speaker 7: My eyes are bulging out of my skull.
Speaker 10: I consulted them about that.
Speaker 2: Okay, what did they say? They told me to stop
Speaker 2: eating salt, and then you stop eating salt.
Speaker 3: I eat a lot of salt.
Speaker 2: Stop eating salt, noah, or continue eating salt. Become whatever
Speaker 2: you're trying to become. It doesn't who cares?
Speaker 8: Right?
Speaker 2: Only you get to live for so long? Why don't
Speaker 2: you might as well have green skin and have your
Speaker 2: eyes bulged out of you? And I don't know how
Speaker 2: you seem like you're fifteen? How old are you?
Speaker 15: I am nineteen, sir?
Speaker 2: Go ahead, dude, become a lizard. You know, a long
Speaker 2: lizard live. They live to be about twenty two. So
Speaker 2: you got three awful lizard years that you have chosen
Speaker 2: for yourself by neglecting the advice of a medical professional.
Speaker 2: And let me tell you what they're gonna be awful years. Okay,
Speaker 2: Being a lizard sucks. Ask any lizard on Earth if
Speaker 2: it would rather be a person named Noah, and it
Speaker 2: guarantee you one hundred percent of them would say they would.
Speaker 2: But go ahead, Noah, choose this life for yourself. Your
Speaker 2: name isn't Noah. It doesn't matter what your name is.
Speaker 2: Revel in the fact. Revel on the fact that this
Speaker 2: horrible life that you are about to experience is, at
Speaker 2: the very least the one that you've chosen rather than
Speaker 2: something that was forced upon you. Does that comfort you, Zach?
Speaker 2: It does not. That you got my name right? Stop
Speaker 2: eating so much salt?
Speaker 3: That sounds about right.
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you, zachk you.
Speaker 2: We get to pick how we suffer if we're lucky,
Speaker 2: like Zach.
Speaker 6: Paul From Lisa.
Speaker 2: Lisa. Hello, Hello, Lisa, how are you?
Speaker 15: I'm good? I'm excited.
Speaker 2: What year were you born? Lisa?
Speaker 15: Nineteen ninety nine? I already called one. Can you ask
Speaker 15: me the same thing?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: Do you have a prize? Is that the problem that
Speaker 2: you typically have of people thinking that you're fourteen?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 15: Because I also look.
Speaker 2: Fourteen, so you look fourteen as well.
Speaker 13: I feel like I do.
Speaker 15: I feel like I haven't changed in middle school. But
Speaker 15: probably people wouldn't agree with that.
Speaker 2: You know what's funny is I think you you've you,
Speaker 2: I trust you. I don't think that you're underage. But
Speaker 2: you it's tear me out. You kind of sound like
Speaker 2: you're lying, you know what I mean? Like if you say,
Speaker 2: like like if someone said to you, I know I
Speaker 2: sound fourteen and look fourteen, but trust me, I'm not.
Speaker 2: It sounds like a blatant lie. Not that I think
Speaker 2: you are, but you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 15: You know why I think it sounds like I'm lying,
Speaker 15: Probably because the tone of my voice.
Speaker 2: No, but this is the thing, it doesn't it for
Speaker 2: it doesn't sound like you're lying, like if I took
Speaker 2: the word like, cause you're the way your tone, your vibe,
Speaker 2: I could tell that you're not lying. But but someone
Speaker 2: saying what you're saying with a different vibe would blatantly
Speaker 2: sound like they're lying.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 15: Probably, but yeah, no, I'm not nice. I'm almost funny too.
Speaker 6: Hopefully my voice will change.
Speaker 2: Do you ever run into issues like what's what's the wackiest?
Speaker 2: That's that's the verb I chose, It's not a verb.
Speaker 2: I'm so dumb. What what kind of situations have you
Speaker 2: gotten into as a result of people thinking that you
Speaker 2: are young, or or maybe inconveniences of any sorts.
Speaker 15: Huh No, I don't know. I can't think of anything.
Speaker 15: I don't I don't think my age is usually an issue.
Speaker 15: I think it's just my voice.
Speaker 13: I don't know.
Speaker 15: I've never gone into any problems like that.
Speaker 2: Did you say you're you said you're twenty one?
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm telling one, almost twenty two.
Speaker 2: Do you get carted a lot?
Speaker 3: I don't.
Speaker 1: Hmmm, what what's your guilty what's your guilty?
Speaker 2: Pleasure? Lisa?
Speaker 15: Okay, this isn't like that bad, but I hope that
Speaker 15: some people can relate with me. I like to put
Speaker 15: ketch ups on everything, like my pancakes, my popcorn, like
Speaker 15: corn tortillas as a snack, and it's not socially acceptable.
Speaker 1: It's not.
Speaker 15: Sometimes when I go to Taco bell or adult taco
Speaker 15: I like to put ketchup on my tacos. No Mexican tacos,
Speaker 15: just American tacos. Okay, I'm not crazy.
Speaker 2: And what is appeeling about this to you?
Speaker 15: It's just yummy, it's sweet. It just adds to my food.
Speaker 15: On popcorn, it's like the contrast of cold and warm.
Speaker 2: On rice.
Speaker 15: It just gives a bad extra kick. Also on pancakes, when.
Speaker 2: Ketchup on a pancake. When you're putting ketchup on pancake,
Speaker 2: uh huh do you put a lot of it on
Speaker 2: or just a little amount.
Speaker 15: Because it's not socially acceptable. I kind of squirt the
Speaker 15: ketchup on the side and then I just kind of
Speaker 15: like let it go all over my food, trying to
Speaker 15: like not let people notice, you know what I mean.
Speaker 15: I'm not I'm not like a I don't just like
Speaker 15: put it all over my play.
Speaker 4: I just put a little saw and.
Speaker 15: Then like eventually my food just makes its way over
Speaker 15: the ketchup spot.
Speaker 2: You know, so out of shame, you use ketchup stealthily.
Speaker 3: I use ketchup will.
Speaker 2: Stealthily.
Speaker 15: Oh wow, I've never heard that word.
Speaker 2: I'm like, you know with stealth, you know what? You
Speaker 2: know the words stealth.
Speaker 7: Self?
Speaker 3: I don't think so.
Speaker 2: Replace metal gear solid.
Speaker 8: No.
Speaker 15: English isn't my first language. I'm sorry, stealth you.
Speaker 2: Know the words? Have you heard the word stealth like
Speaker 2: with I thought that was a more common word.
Speaker 13: I don't know, not for me stealth.
Speaker 2: Right, let me try us again. Let me try us again.
Speaker 6: Stealth Okay.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so when you apply ketchup in public to food,
Speaker 2: you do so with secrecy?
Speaker 15: Yeah, I do so with secrecy also, like especially at
Speaker 15: the movies with popcorns, especially at the movies with.
Speaker 9: Popcorn mm hmm.
Speaker 15: And my friends know about this, but they are embarrassed
Speaker 15: by it sometimes, like when we go to Del Taco
Speaker 15: and they're like, oh, hot, mild medium, you know, what
Speaker 15: do you want? And I'm like, catch up. They get
Speaker 15: embarrassed to ask for it, but.
Speaker 9: But they do it.
Speaker 15: I don't hid it from them, but I do like
Speaker 15: eat it in secrecy.
Speaker 2: Do you get a lot of weird looks from strangers
Speaker 2: in public when you put ketchup on your tacos?
Speaker 15: When I asked for it, I feel like, But I
Speaker 15: also feel like the workers probably don't care, you know,
Speaker 15: they have other things story about.
Speaker 7: I just think about it too much.
Speaker 2: What is your strategy for using ketchup undetected?
Speaker 15: I started bringing around my own ketchup had it.
Speaker 2: And then do you just like, like, do you just
Speaker 2: like take your plate and put it under the table
Speaker 2: and put the ketchup on then and then put it back.
Speaker 15: No, I just like you know, get it out of
Speaker 15: my bag and just try like to put it on
Speaker 15: when nobody's watching. And I'm not. It's my guilty place here,
Speaker 15: but I'm not gonna be embarrassed of it.
Speaker 9: You know, it is what it is.
Speaker 15: I like Ketchup. I'm scared it's not gonna go away.
Speaker 15: I don't want to be thirty and keep even ketchup
Speaker 15: with everything. I'm like a little scared of that.
Speaker 2: I respect that.
Speaker 15: Yeah, But.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you so you're so you're so you you
Speaker 2: this is this, this is you're actively feeling guilt over this.
Speaker 2: This is a perfect guilty pleasure because I can sense
Speaker 2: the guilt and I could also sense the pleasure.
Speaker 15: Yeah, and you know what, I didn't even I didn't
Speaker 15: even think about it until the first guy called about
Speaker 15: the mail.
Speaker 6: Then it hit me.
Speaker 15: I was like, ketchup, that's my guilty pleasure.
Speaker 2: Well he was talking about jacking off.
Speaker 7: Oh yeah, yeah, no yeah no.
Speaker 15: But also another thing, I don't even have a preferred
Speaker 15: ketchup brand. I'm just like all around ketchup. I just
Speaker 15: I just love it.
Speaker 2: Mmm. Have you consulted with anyone on how you might
Speaker 2: be able to break this?
Speaker 13: No?
Speaker 15: Because my I learned this from my sister, my older sister.
Speaker 15: She's probably a little bit worse than me. I don't
Speaker 15: think she sees it as a guilty pleasure, though she
Speaker 15: has so.
Speaker 2: She also does the ketchup ship.
Speaker 15: Yeah, she also does a ketchup. I don't think she's No,
Speaker 15: I don't know where we got it from.
Speaker 2: We just yeah, but okay, so you're so for your sister,
Speaker 2: this is not a guilty pleasure. This is just a pleasure.
Speaker 2: She doesn't give a fuck.
Speaker 15: Yeah she doesn't. Yeah, she doesn't care.
Speaker 13: She does.
Speaker 2: She will go out into the restaurant and in plain
Speaker 2: sight with no let me tell you this, she'll like.
Speaker 15: Take the ketchup packet and just kind of like that's
Speaker 15: the ketch him out of the packet.
Speaker 2: It's a lot worse.
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm not there yet, But what if one day
Speaker 15: I do get there? You know, she is five years
Speaker 15: older than me. What if one day I can get there?
Speaker 2: Oh right, that's your future in five years. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: you got to do something before that happens. You gotta
Speaker 2: talk to someone, You gotta go to see.
Speaker 15: A real therapist. So this is that I kind of
Speaker 15: wanted to feel better, and you're telling you it is
Speaker 15: that I should be ashamed of this.
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you should be ashamed of it.
Speaker 2: But no, see I don't think you should be. Here's no,
Speaker 2: here's why I don't think. Okay, the first of all, no,
Speaker 2: it's not objectively bad, but you do not in your
Speaker 2: mind and you know, you as a person of your
Speaker 2: own agency maker, and this is you do not I
Speaker 2: could tell it is it is. It is imperative for
Speaker 2: you to not get to that point because you don't
Speaker 2: want to get to that point. So I think that
Speaker 2: because you don't want to get to that point, you should.
Speaker 2: You should, you know, quell this. It is bad because
Speaker 2: you have decided it's bad, not because I've decided it's bad.
Speaker 15: Yeah, okay, another thing, I'm the girl that called about
Speaker 15: her three prowsis demon. I was wondering if you wanted
Speaker 15: an update on that.
Speaker 2: That was in the same stream as the as the
Speaker 2: witch girl.
Speaker 6: Oh my gosh, Wednesday.
Speaker 2: That's Wednesday. Yes, wait, that's crazy. Have you and I
Speaker 2: haven't heard from you in forever? I don't think, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's actually is pretty crazy though, because I uploaded those
Speaker 2: That's actually I'm the only one who's freaked out by
Speaker 2: this because I'm or whatever about my TikTok, But like
Speaker 2: that is kind of crazy to me because I uploaded
Speaker 2: those two at the same, like right after each other,
Speaker 2: so they're grouped in my head as like that's that
Speaker 2: era of my TikTok or whatever. So it's very and
Speaker 2: they were. They were from the same stream when we
Speaker 2: went to India. So that's interesting that I'm getting both
Speaker 2: of the follow ups from those two streams.
Speaker 15: In this stream, you're having like a moment.
Speaker 2: You know, she might be a witch, Dude, she might Okay,
Speaker 2: I'll hear a quick follow up.
Speaker 15: Okay, I think you fixed my problem. I think ever
Speaker 15: since that I manifested this sexual power that kept the
Speaker 15: demon a way he was so scared.
Speaker 2: Let me I want to update you know, the people
Speaker 2: who don't necessarily know what we're talking about here. You
Speaker 2: called in and said that you were having a sleep
Speaker 2: you had a sleep paralysystem and that was haunting you.
Speaker 2: And we sort of talked and we came to the
Speaker 2: conclusion that you might have to have and you we
Speaker 2: came to this clusion you might need to have sex
Speaker 2: with the sleep paralysis demon to get it to leave
Speaker 2: you alone.
Speaker 10: Right.
Speaker 2: That's where we came to and so what did you do?
Speaker 2: Did you have sex with the sleeperousest demon?
Speaker 15: No, he never came around. He just he hasn't come around.
Speaker 15: And I think about it at night. I'm like, all right,
Speaker 15: if this fucker comes, I'm gonna get him because I'm
Speaker 15: not I'm not, I'm how do you say it, I'm
Speaker 15: not scared of I hate to describe it this way,
Speaker 15: wet dreams, I might you know that? Isn't that what
Speaker 15: they call when you dream of sex?
Speaker 2: Sure you're not afraid of the dreams of the sleeper
Speaker 2: house steaming will be less scary if you were having
Speaker 2: sex with him, because it's a wet dream and you're
Speaker 2: less so afraid of that that you are, you know,
Speaker 2: a demon dream?
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm comfortable with that. So I kept him away
Speaker 15: like I was confident, and he just has to come
Speaker 15: to haunt me unless this is me manifesting him tonight.
Speaker 2: Well, look, it doesn't matter if you because you have
Speaker 2: a you have a big sword of sexual energy as
Speaker 2: your weapon to combat this demon. Yeah, and I believe
Speaker 2: that that will protect you.
Speaker 15: So thank you. You actually solved my problem, or maybe
Speaker 15: once they put a curse over my demon.
Speaker 2: Well, look, I'm glad that I'm glad that you know
Speaker 2: the forces that be brought you to this place where
Speaker 2: you could find your solution.
Speaker 1: Thank you, and I'll work on to catch up the beautiful.
Speaker 2: But take care. Thank you for calling. Please, I recommend
Speaker 2: I probably won't.
Speaker 5: Do that, but.
Speaker 2: All right, have a good days.
Speaker 3: From Gary.
Speaker 2: Gary.
Speaker 8: Sure, what's up are you doing?
Speaker 2: I'm all right?
Speaker 9: What are you?
Speaker 2: Who are you?
Speaker 8: My name is Gary, all right, I live in Georgia.
Speaker 8: All right, I'm I started watching your stuff on TikTok
Speaker 8: and uh decided to give you a a view on
Speaker 8: tweet to see what.
Speaker 10: That's a dog?
Speaker 2: Who's the dog?
Speaker 10: That's my dog?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 8: It's the Spanish word for tiny.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna ask is he a tiny dog?
Speaker 8: Uh? He's a blueno's pit.
Speaker 2: This is a big dog.
Speaker 5: Yeah he uh.
Speaker 8: Yeah, he doesn't realize that. Uh he's uh eighty pounds
Speaker 8: of pure muscle.
Speaker 2: He sounds terrifying.
Speaker 8: Oh, he's the biggest dan titty baby. He's got a
Speaker 8: uh sour attitude when he doesn't get his way, and
Speaker 8: uh he's very vocal about it.
Speaker 2: When's the last time he didn't get his way?
Speaker 10: Right?
Speaker 2: Now, what does he want.
Speaker 8: Uh, he's wanting, he's wanting attention, and uh he's trying
Speaker 8: to open up my dad's door to go and uh
Speaker 8: try to hang out with him. But he's not allowed
Speaker 8: on the bed because uh dog hair and stuff, and
Speaker 8: he gets upset when he's not allowed into uh doors
Speaker 8: or any room in the house. I can't go take
Speaker 8: a shit without him trying to bust the door open.
Speaker 2: Karre, What you were You born.
Speaker 8: Nineteen ninety six?
Speaker 2: Mm, that was a good year.
Speaker 8: I feel like that old man.
Speaker 2: What do you feel old?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 2: How?
Speaker 12: What?
Speaker 8: How old?
Speaker 2: Does that make you?
Speaker 8: Like?
Speaker 2: Twenty four?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm I turned twenty four October last.
Speaker 9: Year, So.
Speaker 2: Then you feel old?
Speaker 12: Yes?
Speaker 2: Why?
Speaker 10: Well?
Speaker 3: I mean I guess I wouldn't.
Speaker 8: I guess I wouldn't say I feel old. I like
Speaker 8: him like age wise, but I feel old like I've
Speaker 8: been on this earth too long.
Speaker 1: Really, Like in my.
Speaker 8: TikTok Bio, I have it where it says I'm twenty
Speaker 8: four years too old.
Speaker 2: That's a little nihilistic.
Speaker 8: I don't really know what that word means off the
Speaker 8: top of my head.
Speaker 2: Maybe that seems a little pessimistic.
Speaker 8: Oh well, I guess you could say that you.
Speaker 2: Feel like you've been on here for too long.
Speaker 8: Like I've been on this earth for twenty four years
Speaker 8: and I'm just now starting my life. But at the
Speaker 8: same time, it feels like it should have been over
Speaker 8: before it even started.
Speaker 2: You said you're just now starting your life. Is there
Speaker 2: did an event happen to you recently that makes you
Speaker 2: feel like you're that that's sort of marked in your
Speaker 2: eyes the start of your life?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 2: Not really, But so then what makes you say that
Speaker 2: you're just now starting your life?
Speaker 8: Well, to be honest, I don't know, I feel like, uh,
Speaker 8: like I'm twenty four, but I feel like I'm older,
Speaker 8: but like I don't want to be older. Does that
Speaker 8: if that makes sense?
Speaker 2: What's your problem with being older?
Speaker 8: I take care of more ship every day. I'm just
Speaker 8: tired of it.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Give you have a lot more responsibilities.
Speaker 8: I mean, that's that's gonna happen either way, and I've
Speaker 8: come to accept that. But I'm not really on a
Speaker 8: h I'm on the sense about it.
Speaker 2: I guess, well, all right, I mean, you say it's
Speaker 2: gonna happen either way, but like, do you do you
Speaker 2: have a girlfriend?
Speaker 8: No, I ain't got time to have a relationship. I
Speaker 8: sleep on the couch in my dad's house, pay him rent,
Speaker 8: and that's my last.
Speaker 2: So your main responsibility is is full for yourself? And
Speaker 2: do you take care of the dog or does your
Speaker 2: family take care of the dog?
Speaker 8: Oh, he's he's our family dog.
Speaker 2: We all take care Okay. What responsibilities do you feel
Speaker 2: like you had? Like, well, when did you start having
Speaker 2: to pay rent?
Speaker 8: Back when I got out of the navy. Uh, my
Speaker 8: dad was like, you're gonna be paying rent, help around
Speaker 8: the house. That way, you don't really have to do
Speaker 8: much anything else. Focus on yourself, take care of what
Speaker 8: you got to do.
Speaker 2: How curious, if you have to pay rent at your parents' house,
Speaker 2: would you not rather move out and pay rents in
Speaker 2: living your own?
Speaker 8: See, I've already done that and it didn't really work out.
Speaker 8: I moved in with a buddy of mine at the time.
Speaker 8: He had the same name as me, and we worked
Speaker 8: the same job, lived the same we did everything. He
Speaker 8: didn't have a vehicle, so he was all anytime he
Speaker 8: wanted to go out, he always had to Uh. I
Speaker 8: always had to drive him around, and I got to
Speaker 8: the point where I just let him start taking my
Speaker 8: truck and uh, it ended up it was like four
Speaker 8: or five months we were living in this house, and uh,
Speaker 8: it was kind of a we didn't really have like
Speaker 8: like a written agreement with the guy that let us
Speaker 8: stay there and we had to pay rent or anything,
Speaker 8: and we more or less just kind of squatted in
Speaker 8: this guy's house.
Speaker 2: And it was a casual, no least type of deal.
Speaker 8: Yeah, he was like, hey, y'all pay me rent and
Speaker 8: I'll let you stay in my mother's house. At like this,
Speaker 8: this guy's mom died of a heart attack in the
Speaker 8: house and they left everything that she had like it
Speaker 8: was for ten years and didn't touch it at all.
Speaker 1: Wow it.
Speaker 5: And they.
Speaker 2: What made them decide to then rent it out. I mean,
Speaker 2: I don't know if you know that, but.
Speaker 8: The landlord was wanting money. There's needing money because he
Speaker 8: was going to lose a property or something. So he
Speaker 8: was like, yeah, y'all give me y'all stay here, pay
Speaker 8: me rent, helped me out, and y'all have a place
Speaker 8: to stay.
Speaker 10: So we thought that.
Speaker 2: Behind it, like.
Speaker 8: Like it didn't really bother me. But like that the
Speaker 8: house it wasn't even a house. It was a single wide,
Speaker 8: seventy foot long trailer and there was one power outlet
Speaker 8: in every room. We had a gas stove with no gas,
Speaker 8: so any we didn't buy anything we couldn't heat up
Speaker 8: with a candle like I would go out and buy.
Speaker 10: We'd go out and buy.
Speaker 8: Chef board, rd's and stuff like that. We had a
Speaker 8: microwave too, but they heat up our cans. We didn't
Speaker 8: really have bowls or plates or anything like that. We
Speaker 8: just had whatever was there in the house that we
Speaker 8: wanted to use. We would I would take a candle,
Speaker 8: light it up, and we had this little like dish
Speaker 8: rack that fit perfectly over the candle. I put the
Speaker 8: can on top and heat that bitch up and have
Speaker 8: dinner every night. Every night. We literally drink.
Speaker 3: Every night.
Speaker 8: It was any night we got off work. We were
Speaker 8: drunk as foot partying every night. My room didn't have
Speaker 8: a door, like there wasn't a doorframe or a place
Speaker 8: for a door. It was the wall came out to
Speaker 8: a certain point and then stopped and it was the
Speaker 8: other side of the trailer that it was. I had
Speaker 8: a notewis. I didn't even want to put up a
Speaker 8: damn curtain or anything like.
Speaker 10: It was ridiculous.
Speaker 3: I basically lived in a small like mini storage unit, and.
Speaker 2: How did that affect your mental health?
Speaker 8: Well?
Speaker 2: And by the way, I look, some people kind I've had.
Speaker 2: I've had roommates who, you know, live a certain way.
Speaker 2: Some people like to you know, live like a different way.
Speaker 8: He actually my roommate at the time, he actually got
Speaker 8: the room, uh that the landlord's mom died in because
Speaker 8: it was bigger, and he said, I'm taking the bigger room,
Speaker 8: and I just had to live with it. But I
Speaker 8: could honestly say, even though like that was a really
Speaker 8: dark time for me, Like it wasn't even but like
Speaker 8: two years ago, and I honestly would go back to
Speaker 8: sleeping and living in that house. But I kind of
Speaker 8: I kind of ruined that. I me and my buddy
Speaker 8: at the time, we both worked the same job. We
Speaker 8: were doing a tree service. We'd go in chip wood
Speaker 8: that had been cut off, the power lines down the roads,
Speaker 8: stuff like that. We both got fired on the same day.
Speaker 3: Over some bullshit.
Speaker 8: I'd been working a whole week. I'd been working the
Speaker 8: whole week before Memorial Day a couple of years ago
Speaker 8: with bronchitis one hundred and two degree heat.
Speaker 2: It was awful.
Speaker 8: The last day of the week, I said, hey, I'm
Speaker 8: not feeling good. I'm calling out. I'll be back Monday.
Speaker 8: It was on a Friday, and they texted me over
Speaker 8: the weekend and said, bring a doctor's note in otherwise
Speaker 8: don't come back to work. I was like, how am
Speaker 8: I supposed to schedule a doctor's appointment on the weekend
Speaker 8: at last minute? That's not gonna work. So I just
Speaker 8: said all right, bah, and he got fired too. Instead
Speaker 8: of actually going out and getting another job to help
Speaker 8: pay for rent, I had to take care of everything.
Speaker 2: I had to pay for all of.
Speaker 8: His bills, his phone bills, and it was it was
Speaker 8: just a big struggle we got. We got into so
Speaker 8: many different fights, like there was never any fist fights.
Speaker 2: But why did your roommate get fired?
Speaker 8: He didn't since he couldn't get to work. Was out
Speaker 8: my truck?
Speaker 1: Oh sure he didn't.
Speaker 8: Yeah, he didn't call in or anything like our uh
Speaker 8: manager was our supervisor or whatever. He lived like ten
Speaker 8: minutes away, and he said, fuck, you find your own
Speaker 8: way to work.
Speaker 3: So he never found a way to work.
Speaker 8: They texted us the same message over the weekend, like
Speaker 8: we were going to be able to do something with
Speaker 8: it within with two days.
Speaker 10: It was ridiculous.
Speaker 2: But you said just now that you would go back
Speaker 2: if you could, you would prefer with your dad.
Speaker 8: Not necessarily that place in particular, but just being able
Speaker 8: to be on my own would be nice. But where
Speaker 8: I live rent is absolutely ridiculous, especially for the because
Speaker 8: the place I live in is actually considered the mess
Speaker 8: capital of your dog.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry you're saying.
Speaker 11: The area I live in is actually considered the mess
Speaker 11: capital of Georgia, and so rents are.
Speaker 8: High.
Speaker 2: Well with it being a.
Speaker 8: Mess capital Georgia, you better shut the hell up. You're
Speaker 8: being very inconsiderate right now, with uh it being in
Speaker 8: the mess capital of the world. Angry everybody that's trying
Speaker 8: to put a place out for rent is wanting that
Speaker 8: high dollar ship for rent, and there's not really many
Speaker 8: well paying jobs around here that's gonna set me up
Speaker 8: for like a future type of stuff.
Speaker 2: So I don't really I'm surprised, Tom, Sorry, are you
Speaker 2: saying no, go for it?
Speaker 8: I was.
Speaker 2: I'm surprised that the rents are high in the meth
Speaker 2: capital of the of Georgia.
Speaker 8: Yeah, But like, I don't really have to worry about
Speaker 8: it too much because I actually I've been kind of blessed.
Speaker 3: I work with my dad.
Speaker 8: He owns his own company, and he owns an appliance
Speaker 8: store and it sells brand news, scratching down appliances and stuff,
Speaker 8: and I just do the deliveries.
Speaker 3: I'll be delivering.
Speaker 8: A ton of appliances every damn day and week.
Speaker 3: It's ridiculous, but it's good money.
Speaker 8: I don't really have a lot of bills. I don't
Speaker 8: have to worry about too many things, you know. I mean,
Speaker 8: I'm happy, but like it could be better.
Speaker 2: You thought about moving?
Speaker 8: Uh? Yeah, I thought about moving, but I don't know
Speaker 8: where I would go or would over do, so I
Speaker 8: just I'm just biding my time. I guess want figure
Speaker 8: out what I'm going to be doing. I can't really
Speaker 8: do long term goals at the moment because I got
Speaker 8: some shit going on and it'll determine or whether or
Speaker 8: not what direction my life goes to. And it was
Speaker 8: like legal type shit and I'm not really going to
Speaker 8: get into it too much, but like it could either
Speaker 8: go where the case gets dropped or I could spend
Speaker 8: the next five years on prison over some shit that
Speaker 8: I didn't even actually do.
Speaker 2: I would ask you about it, but it doesn't sound
Speaker 2: like you want to get into it.
Speaker 8: Well, I won't get into details, but more or less,
Speaker 8: an ex said I did some stuff for revenge when
Speaker 8: I didn't and filed the case against me in another
Speaker 8: state after she moved, and then moved back down to Georgia,
Speaker 8: and so the case instead of being instead of it
Speaker 8: being held in Georgia where the incident happened, I'm having
Speaker 8: to drive eight hours up to North Carolina next month
Speaker 8: for the hearing and figure out.
Speaker 2: Can't do that resume anymore.
Speaker 8: No, I've been waiting for this that happened since March
Speaker 8: of last year. The investigators of the case didn't contact
Speaker 8: me the right way and didn't put the effort to
Speaker 8: actually get in touch with me, so instead of trying harder,
Speaker 8: they just put out a worn't out for my arrest,
Speaker 8: and I had no idea.
Speaker 3: I got home from work.
Speaker 8: One night at like ten o'clock, tired as hell, trying
Speaker 8: to go home and take a shower and chill, And
Speaker 8: as soon as I get into the driveway, two police
Speaker 8: officers show up and they're asking for me, and shit,
Speaker 8: I said, hey, yeah, we got a warrant for your
Speaker 8: rest out in this place in North Carolina. So you're
Speaker 8: gonna have to come with us, and just I just
Speaker 8: I went to jail for a week.
Speaker 2: Okay, Man, I hope, I hope things work out for you.
Speaker 7: Man.
Speaker 8: Oh well, according to my lawyers, there's no way that
Speaker 8: they're that I'm going to lose. So I mean, I'm
Speaker 8: optimistic about it. But at the same time, it's like ship.
Speaker 9: What if.
Speaker 2: There's something back that I interrupted you during uh where
Speaker 2: you were talking about your your working situation that you
Speaker 2: were trying Maybe maybe maybe I'm not brings up, but
Speaker 2: is did you say your working situation was changing in
Speaker 2: some way shape or for him.
Speaker 3: At the moment?
Speaker 8: No, Uh, I worked six yea, I worked six days
Speaker 8: a week and the one thing we have off for
Speaker 8: for sure Sunday because we don't believe in working on Sundays.
Speaker 3: And well I don't even.
Speaker 8: Actually work on Saturdays. It's just if if they need me,
Speaker 8: I'll come in. But it's not really a bad job.
Speaker 5: I like it.
Speaker 2: It sounds like you got a good setup.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 8: Yeah, right now, I would say.
Speaker 2: What's your but before we go, what's your like way
Speaker 2: of a magic wand do whatever the hell you would
Speaker 2: like to do. What's the ultimate thing that you would
Speaker 2: want to do move to.
Speaker 8: An area where I have better internet service so I
Speaker 8: can actually uh stream like I want to.
Speaker 1: Oh really cool.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'd really love to be able to stream all
Speaker 8: the time. But I barely have ten gigabytes of upload
Speaker 8: speed at any given time or download speed, and I
Speaker 8: have at any given time anywhere from four hundred to
Speaker 8: nine hundred kilobytes a second for upload speed, So I'm
Speaker 8: already lagging in the game. And when I try to stream,
Speaker 8: if it's an online game, it's even worse, and I
Speaker 8: can't even handle it for more than thirty minutes without
Speaker 8: getting frustrated and just quitting, like you trying to give up.
Speaker 8: I usually try to stream like Star Wars Battlefront two
Speaker 8: or sometimes Rocket League, or I really want to stream Smite.
Speaker 8: I really love Smite, but it just doesn't work out.
Speaker 2: Dude, if you.
Speaker 9: Go for it.
Speaker 2: Oh, I was gonna say, if you do anyto streaming,
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know how big they are
Speaker 2: in video games, but definitely try streaming on Reddit. Man,
Speaker 2: It's a good place to start to meet, you know,
Speaker 2: get new people in there.
Speaker 3: I've actually never been.
Speaker 8: I've actually never really gone on to Reddit, like I've
Speaker 8: seen memes and stuff and I know a little bit
Speaker 8: about it, but it's like Twitter for me too. Like
Speaker 8: I have a Twitter account, but I literally not posted
Speaker 8: anything or even been on Twitter in years.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Reddit streaming is pretty much is how I started
Speaker 2: all this stuff. You know, it's a it's a good
Speaker 2: way to you know, get get in front of people
Speaker 2: with streaming, even if you're just like, you know, talking,
Speaker 2: you know, not necessarily playing video games or anything like that.
Speaker 11: But what we're gonna say you're talking about, like you
Speaker 11: can just do the just chatting type of stuff on Twitch.
Speaker 12: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, people in the chat.
Speaker 2: I don't usually look at the chat during calls, but
Speaker 2: I want to relay. People are people I want to relay.
Speaker 2: The chat is telling is saying to not do meth.
Speaker 3: I see that you have no worries about that.
Speaker 11: I'm not.
Speaker 8: I'm not trying to screw my life up.
Speaker 2: Uh okay, rock and Roll. Well, Well I'll talk to
Speaker 2: you soon.
Speaker 3: Gary.
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling in.
Speaker 8: Man, Thanks man, you have a nice night.
Speaker 2: Dude, you too, Man, Tic care Adio.
Speaker 5: Goes on the line. Every never been kept goos doing
Speaker 5: a ride was teaching you a clousing And You're like
Speaker 5: but he's not really an expert.