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Speaker 1: All from fillipaid Johnson.

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Speaker 2: Fillipe Johnson, Yes, that's me. Who are you?

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Speaker 3: Who am I?

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Speaker 2: I'm just an old guy. How old? How old?

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Speaker 3: Seventy?

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Speaker 4: I live in the woods and my grandson told me

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Speaker 4: about you.

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Speaker 2: I'm sick of your lies, Filipey. The skies are infinite,

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Speaker 2: but they still have no room for lies.

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Speaker 5: Goes on the line thanking your phone calls every night, Goes,

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Speaker 5: I was teaching you to life an expert.

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Speaker 2: Hey, hey, welcome to the Therapy Gecko podcast. It is me,

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Speaker 2: it is Lyle, and this episode is coming out a

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Speaker 2: little bit of it is not being a full week

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Speaker 2: since the last one. And the reason for that is

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Speaker 2: It's a beautiful feeling. Really. I never ever finish the

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Speaker 2: also have their own, you know, procrastination issues. And I'm

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Speaker 2: of a guy who decided just this once to finish

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna as soon as I'm done recording this intro,

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Speaker 2: V E R. And Yeah, the podcast is tough because

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Speaker 2: out into the universe all the time. I have every Monday, Wednesday,

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Speaker 2: I can't redact that from the universe. But I've never,

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Speaker 2: as you know, given a specific time schedule with the podcast,

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Speaker 2: so I can just you know, go Willy Nelly, do

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Speaker 2: You did? Why hot Dog?

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Speaker 7: I like hot dogs, They're my favorite, my daily routine.

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Speaker 7: of lesbians, a bunch of like lesbian slinging were Wait,

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Speaker 7: I just really like hot dogs. I think it started

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Speaker 2: How many hot how many hot dogs do you eat

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Speaker 2: Are you afraid that you're going to die?

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Speaker 7: I mean, if I die, it's a good way to die,

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Speaker 7: Listen, you can have a hot dog and like any

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Speaker 7: have like fucking hot dogs and macaroni if that's your thing,

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Speaker 7: or like you know, corn dogs or fucking brought words.

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Speaker 2: Can I actually be honest with you? No, I think

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Speaker 7: And the texture is fucking do.

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Speaker 7: They taste like fucking sweaty ball back. But you know,

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Speaker 2: Who are you? What are you doing? Why do you

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Speaker 7: I'm having a midlife crisis.

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Speaker 1: I'm twenty three.

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Speaker 2: Tell me more about that. You're not having a midlife

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Speaker 3: I guess I just I don't know.

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Speaker 7: I suppose I don't know where I'm going to live

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Speaker 2: So right now, in response to that, you eat a

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Speaker 4: Yeah, basically that's just my coping messiness.

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Speaker 3: I can live a bit.

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Speaker 7: I can't talk.

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Speaker 2: But where do you want to go besides the lesbian

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Speaker 7: The straight hot dogs stand?

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Speaker 7: I'm not sure. I don't I don't know what I

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Speaker 2: You know, you go go to go somewhere where you

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Speaker 7: Well that's what I'm planning on doing. I am currently

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Speaker 7: I fucking hate it here. Like all we have on

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Speaker 3: It's not a good situation.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, your life sounds terrible. You force yourself to do

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Speaker 2: You're making horror. You're making not very good investments. If

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Speaker 7: Eventually, well, listen, you know I'm doing what makes me

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Speaker 2: No, it doesn't. You just said it doesn't.

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Speaker 7: Okay, well, not the hot dog part, but mainly, like

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Speaker 7: the hippie frat hot dog part is the.

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Speaker 2: Only thing that you've been talking about. What the part

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Speaker 3: I think just life in general.

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Speaker 4: No, I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I want to go to New Mexico.

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Speaker 7: A truth or consequence is New.

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Speaker 2: Mexico to you should go to? You should go to

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Speaker 2: New Mexico. I really think you should.

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Speaker 7: I will within the next two months. You can, I'll

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Speaker 7: bet you, like within the.

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Speaker 2: Next two months. Dude, You're not gonna be ship to

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Speaker 2: do because We're all still dying. Everyone in the streets

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Speaker 2: Go to go to Thailand and leave off of hot

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Speaker 2: dogs forever. Stuff a bunch of your fucking suitcase and

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Speaker 2: bring it to the airport with you.

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Speaker 7: I'm afraid of traveling out of the United States mainly.

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Speaker 2: Because what sorry, I was thanking my friend Nophis for

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Speaker 7: Okay, well, I don't know. I'm afraid of moving out

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Speaker 7: and I feel like if I go into like another country,

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Speaker 7: I don't know any questions, I don't know how to

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Speaker 2: So like you what are you calling me with right now?

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Speaker 7: I'm calling you with my phone? Is it really bad?

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Speaker 2: No? Because what I was going to say is the

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Speaker 7: Absolutely no, I completely agree with that. I just I

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Speaker 3: I'd rather naturally than come for my phone.

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Speaker 2: Look, I think if you don't know what you want

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Speaker 2: want to go Chin. You want to go to New Mexico.

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Speaker 1: Why because you know what's the main thing to do.

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Speaker 2: We're in a pandemic.

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Speaker 7: That's not true. My mom lives in New Mexico and

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Speaker 7: There's plenty of things I go.

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Speaker 4: My name is hot Dog.

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Speaker 2: Hot Dog. Well listen, hot Dog, I I uh please

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Speaker 7: Well, it's probably going to end up like that one

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Speaker 7: Oh my god, neither of I.

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Speaker 2: I love you, hot Dog. I'll talk to you again soon, Okay.

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Speaker 2: Easy easy no easy easy, like you know, no no

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Speaker 2: Okay, all right, what are you going to say? No,

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Speaker 3: So I actually called with the story right, So to

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Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, I'm gonna call my doctor.

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Speaker 3: I'm going to get some medication. I'm going to take

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Speaker 3: But man, I have to tell you some of the

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Speaker 3: I'm just gonna be real with you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, question where you were you born ninety three? Okay?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, ayahy uh. Some of the side effects I

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Speaker 3: you know. I was thought, if you get a boner,

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Speaker 3: you know, that means Jesus hates you and you're going

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Speaker 9: Right.

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Speaker 3: So I'm like with.

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Speaker 2: All the other that one is true.

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Speaker 3: I have heard that. I don't know, but we'll we'll

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Speaker 3: I'm sure worked up, if you will, you know, trying

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Speaker 2: I have an important No, you don't have to QBG.

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Speaker 2: You say whatever you want. Do you have you have

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Speaker 3: Oh dude, like none stop for like the past three days.

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Speaker 3: It has just been like full mass.

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Speaker 10: The whole time.

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Speaker 3: This is new territory me. I'm like, oh, I don't

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Speaker 3: I dude, you would think that I wouldn't help, you know,

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Speaker 11: You know.

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Speaker 2: Let me ask you an extremely important question with this scenario. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: have you spoke before calling me? Did you discuss this

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Speaker 2: issue of the never ending boners, which is the spiritual

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's not it's not a big deal. This just

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Speaker 2: By the way, you have a golden ticket here because

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Speaker 2: you you know what you know, because here's the thing,

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Speaker 2: there's medical marijuana. You get medical masturbation here, and you

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Speaker 2: get to be you can jack off all day and

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Speaker 2: we're normally if I jacked off six times a day,

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Speaker 2: it would not be healthy. But you could do it,

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Speaker 2: and you just look, you just do what you gotta do.

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Speaker 2: You're talking your medicine.

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Speaker 3: I'm not saying it's healthy, but I certainly can't. And

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Speaker 3: it's this this stuff is enabling me. But uh, telling

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Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't know who to hit up with this.

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Speaker 2: So to use your penists to summon Satan to earth

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Speaker 2: and have them fuck all the ship up, dude, maybe

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Speaker 2: maybe that Satan. What you do is you take take

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Speaker 2: What you should do is you should weave a take

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Speaker 2: when you get your master boner, you put a pit,

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Speaker 2: but you put the little pip of that, you balance

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Speaker 2: fire when you summon Satan.

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Speaker 12: Dude.

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Speaker 3: And I am very squeamish, friends, I am very squeamish

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Speaker 3: about putting things might use might okay, right, A buddy

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Speaker 3: back in high school, he uh, you know, the you

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Speaker 2: I've been in the chemistry glass Yeah.

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Speaker 3: So to mix up your chemicals you have to use

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Speaker 2: Why was your friend putting that in his urethra?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. Some people are into that. Some people

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Speaker 3: I don't know what people do. Yeah, I try out

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Speaker 2: I won't admit.

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Speaker 1: So here.

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Speaker 3: This was at school, yes, you know, just as you're leaving.

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Speaker 13: I think, is this.

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Speaker 2: Something you can like? Is that? Is that in the handbook?

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Speaker 2: Is that a suspendable offense?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know anybody who actually read

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Speaker 3: I think the average UH test scores down here. Uh,

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Speaker 3: I don't know how to put it. I don't even

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Speaker 3: here you're at My high school was dumb.

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Speaker 10: As fuck, so.

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Speaker 3: We weren't. We were not sending our best and brighter.

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Speaker 3: So it's yeah. So ever since then, I'm like, you

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Speaker 3: know what, that ain't That ain't for me that life.

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Speaker 3: That's not nice.

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Speaker 2: Well, I think that's nice. I don't think that you

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Speaker 2: be grateful for the fact that you can masturbate medically.

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Speaker 2: I think that you should. You don't be afraid of

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Speaker 2: your don't be afraid of penis anymore. Man, Look, god

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Speaker 2: jack off. He just won't tell you because he's nervous,

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Speaker 2: but he'd like talk about that kind of thing. He's

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Speaker 2: a little koy, But dude, do what you got to

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Speaker 2: do. Don't be afraid of your penis, all right. That thing

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Speaker 6: All right.

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Speaker 2: You can't be afraid of yourself.

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Speaker 3: I feel that.

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Speaker 2: And look, whatever people tell you about your penis and

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Speaker 2: that's why is everyone giving satan such a bad rap?

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Speaker 2: You know? They never met him, don't know. I know

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Speaker 2: I was telling you that you should stick awake in

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Speaker 2: I actually I'm gonna go ahead ever track that. I

441
00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:28,920
Speaker 2: don't think that's a good idea. I don't think any

442
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:31,600
Speaker 2: medical professional would seriously recommend you doing that.

443
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:35,240
Speaker 3: I don't know many people would recommend me doing that.

444
00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:37,800
Speaker 2: Would you say? Your name was? Again?

445
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:41,600
Speaker 3: I call myself easy?

446
00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:42,280
Speaker 2: Uh?

447
00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:43,439
Speaker 3: Too easy?

448
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:47,119
Speaker 1: Easy, a y in the check well easy.

449
00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:50,040
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for calling in and sharing and being,

450
00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,119
Speaker 2: you know, look so open and honest and vulnerable with

451
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:54,960
Speaker 2: us about your penis. It takes a lot. It takes

452
00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:58,920
Speaker 2: a lot. It takes a lot, so thank you. Of

453
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:02,480
Speaker 2: course you have a good night, easy, Thank you for calling. Yeah,

454
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:03,160
Speaker 2: let's take care.

455
00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:09,320
Speaker 1: All from Jesus.

456
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:13,679
Speaker 2: Jesus Yo.

457
00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:14,280
Speaker 10: What's up?

458
00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:15,680
Speaker 2: What are you doing?

459
00:23:17,040 --> 00:23:17,840
Speaker 10: I am at work.

460
00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:21,560
Speaker 2: Where do you work? Uh?

461
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 10: I probably don't need to indulge that information. Why I

462
00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:30,320
Speaker 10: can get a little bit of trouble for that.

463
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:31,879
Speaker 2: Do you work at the FBI?

464
00:23:34,359 --> 00:23:34,920
Speaker 9: Not so much?

465
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:35,640
Speaker 10: Pretty close?

466
00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:40,240
Speaker 2: What's close to? Do you work at the CIA?

467
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:42,000
Speaker 12: Now?

468
00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:50,560
Speaker 10: I make boxes like for the FBI, No, just for

469
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:56,280
Speaker 10: people put that in make the paper for the boxes.

470
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:03,080
Speaker 2: Do you have any sort of like personal attachment to this?

471
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:07,200
Speaker 2: Do you take pride in having finally tuned a box

472
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 2: that you have built?

473
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:09,639
Speaker 12: Uh?

474
00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:16,200
Speaker 10: Now now just uh a lot of money get paid.

475
00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:18,920
Speaker 2: So how much money do you make a year?

476
00:24:21,119 --> 00:24:25,360
Speaker 1: That's one hundred grand a year making boxes?

477
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:26,560
Speaker 9: Yeah?

478
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:28,080
Speaker 1: Well make pretty pad.

479
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:30,479
Speaker 9: You need.

480
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 2: That's that's even better. You didn't even have to make

481
00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:33,840
Speaker 2: the box. You just make the paper for the box,

482
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,679
Speaker 2: That's right. What's your guilty pleasure?

483
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:44,159
Speaker 10: Guilt pleasure? Well, because I live in the South, and uh,

484
00:24:45,640 --> 00:24:49,800
Speaker 10: it's very different. I enjoy watching anime, but I don't

485
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 10: tell anybody because it's pretty shunned upon it really. Yeah,

486
00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:58,440
Speaker 10: everybody else kind of hunts and uh, I don't know,

487
00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 10: hit squirrels with take some shiit.

488
00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:03,760
Speaker 2: How do you think people? How do you think your

489
00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:05,879
Speaker 2: friends would react if you told them that you watch anime?

490
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:07,800
Speaker 12: Uh?

491
00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:10,680
Speaker 10: I don't know.

492
00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:15,000
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. So it's something you actively try to keep

493
00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:15,439
Speaker 2: a secret.

494
00:25:16,200 --> 00:25:21,280
Speaker 10: Yep. That and then I'm a I didn't sport Trump,

495
00:25:22,359 --> 00:25:25,720
Speaker 10: so that was like a I was very out of

496
00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:28,399
Speaker 10: thoughts from everybody else that I worked with.

497
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,440
Speaker 2: Do you are you a member of like online anime

498
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:38,240
Speaker 2: communities now you really, because I feel like that would

499
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:41,480
Speaker 2: be like if I was someone who lived in the South,

500
00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:45,080
Speaker 2: or like was lived in a place where people frowned

501
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:50,560
Speaker 2: upon watching anime, I would like retreat into like you know,

502
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,280
Speaker 2: message boards or discords or something where I could talk

503
00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:55,800
Speaker 2: to other people who watch anime.

504
00:25:56,960 --> 00:26:03,479
Speaker 10: I just bing binge wots like I'm a funnimation. Get on, man,

505
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:04,359
Speaker 10: tear that shit up?

506
00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:06,080
Speaker 2: Well, what do you watch?

507
00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:09,840
Speaker 10: I like a little bit of everything. I watched all

508
00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:12,400
Speaker 10: the Nardo like today, I watched some that one piece.

509
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 10: It's pretty good. But I don't know a little bit

510
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 10: of everything really, I mean just everything.

511
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:23,760
Speaker 2: Does it bother you that this is something you can't

512
00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:24,400
Speaker 2: be open about?

513
00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:25,600
Speaker 11: Yeah?

514
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:29,040
Speaker 10: It kind of. Man, I'm a big dude. I enjoy

515
00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:33,560
Speaker 10: hunting and fishing and icking being outside and everything.

516
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:45,440
Speaker 2: But so you feel like you're still in tune with

517
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:48,199
Speaker 2: the culture around you, but a little bit more than that.

518
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:53,359
Speaker 10: Yeah, I guess so sou out of thought, you know,

519
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:54,359
Speaker 10: just out of place.

520
00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:57,840
Speaker 2: Do you ever want to move somewhere else?

521
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:01,359
Speaker 10: Well, I don't know if it's any different, I feel

522
00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:06,080
Speaker 10: like it would. Uh, you know, I've done some traveling before,

523
00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:12,920
Speaker 10: and people are different, different places so I think that firsthand,

524
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 10: but and I haven't really like got to know him

525
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:16,880
Speaker 10: on a personal level.

526
00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:21,000
Speaker 2: What's your favorite place you've been?

527
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:29,399
Speaker 10: Uh, I don't know, man, like up in Wyoming, Oklahoma.

528
00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:34,360
Speaker 10: You know, I don't know. I kind of thinking.

529
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 2: Doesn't exist.

530
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 10: You want to go off the grid, well, you know,

531
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,680
Speaker 10: just away from people, would be kind of cool to

532
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:42,360
Speaker 10: do your own thing.

533
00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 2: I feel that, yeh. Would you ever go to like

534
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 2: a I don't know, man, like some random place in Asia,

535
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:57,960
Speaker 2: someplace just like as foreign as possible from the US

536
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:00,159
Speaker 2: to southern US US.

537
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:04,720
Speaker 10: Yeah, it'd be awesome. Man. I've actually talked about that

538
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:09,480
Speaker 10: with my wife. You know, she wasn't as cool with it,

539
00:28:09,920 --> 00:28:13,760
Speaker 10: but I think it'd be name is she in the anime?

540
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:14,840
Speaker 3: No?

541
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:18,399
Speaker 10: No, Because like every time I try to get her

542
00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:20,560
Speaker 10: to watch one, I'll be like, you pick one, you know,

543
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:23,000
Speaker 10: just looking at the pictures, and we'll pull it up

544
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:24,800
Speaker 10: and it'll have some weird shit on it, and she

545
00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:26,720
Speaker 10: thinks I'm fucking weird for watching it.

546
00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:35,400
Speaker 2: Where do you think, like, do you do you think

547
00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:37,560
Speaker 2: that you will bite the bullet at some point and

548
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:41,600
Speaker 2: move away from the south of the US go somewhere else.

549
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:46,160
Speaker 10: Well, I hope. So you know, I guess what changes

550
00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 10: me down is what changes everybody down. I mean, you

551
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:51,360
Speaker 10: got to have the money to take that adventure to

552
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:55,479
Speaker 10: you know, just all it over, plus just being scared.

553
00:28:55,560 --> 00:28:57,160
Speaker 10: You know, if you got a family or whatever, just

554
00:28:57,200 --> 00:29:01,440
Speaker 10: trying to pull up on everything and roots somewhere else

555
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 10: ain't easy you have kids. But you know, you never know.

556
00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:09,880
Speaker 10: I bought a lottery ticket today. If I'm hoping that

557
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 10: can of.

558
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:15,360
Speaker 2: Jackpot on that, you know, what would you do if

559
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:15,600
Speaker 2: you won?

560
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 8: Man?

561
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:24,640
Speaker 10: I probably do the off grid thing, probably like do

562
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:27,200
Speaker 10: some crazy cabin out in the middle of nowhere.

563
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 2: I feel like, wouldn't it wouldn't it be less expensive

564
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:36,880
Speaker 2: to live off the grid than to live on the grid?

565
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:41,840
Speaker 10: I think? So, I mean, get you like a turbine

566
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,040
Speaker 10: may just like a wind turbine, or even if you

567
00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:46,240
Speaker 10: had a creek or something and see something with that

568
00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:48,120
Speaker 10: or solar panel.

569
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,880
Speaker 2: It sounds like your problem is more of the you know,

570
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 2: the family and the wife not wanted to come. Would

571
00:29:56,280 --> 00:29:57,719
Speaker 2: she be into that? Does she want to go off

572
00:29:57,760 --> 00:29:58,080
Speaker 2: the grid?

573
00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 10: My wife? I don't know, man, she's probably fifty fifty.

574
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:03,440
Speaker 10: I mean, like sometimes they hit her on a good

575
00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 10: day and she's kind of up for it and some

576
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:08,880
Speaker 10: other times not so much. She loves to shout up. Man,

577
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:15,960
Speaker 10: So you have kids, Yeah, yeah, I've got a couple

578
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 10: of kids.

579
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:20,640
Speaker 2: Do you think they'd be down getting home schooled in

580
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:21,960
Speaker 2: a cabin in the middle of the woods.

581
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 10: Well, they're kind of homeschooling now, what with the virus

582
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:29,280
Speaker 10: and everything. But I don't know, the seem to enjoy it,

583
00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:31,520
Speaker 10: you know, go down here kind of suck.

584
00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 2: Do they watch anybody with you? I feel like at

585
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,400
Speaker 2: least you could get the kids to watch.

586
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:46,600
Speaker 10: Actually, my oldest, which she's uh my daughter, she's into it,

587
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:50,520
Speaker 10: and you know, she drawls and stuff and with all

588
00:30:50,560 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 10: all the stuff all so she gets into kind of

589
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 10: the trawl, come up with her own little ideas, making

590
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:59,360
Speaker 10: some little manga strips, and you know it's really neat.

591
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,640
Speaker 2: So she's writing her own her own anime, her own

592
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 2: her own comics, and.

593
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,200
Speaker 10: Her little creative party kind of figure out what.

594
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:08,200
Speaker 6: She wants to do and what.

595
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:15,640
Speaker 2: What kind of ideas has she written up? If you

596
00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:18,880
Speaker 2: care to share anything tangible.

597
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:23,120
Speaker 10: So my daughter I called we've always called her paintings

598
00:31:23,160 --> 00:31:25,719
Speaker 10: when she's a baby, because she'd run around in her

599
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 10: painting and then my son. We called him Tony because

600
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 10: he used like to run around in his underwear.

601
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:34,520
Speaker 2: Panties.

602
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 10: And yes, yeah, tony is like Spanish for underwear. Okay,

603
00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 10: she drew up a little thing and that kind of

604
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 10: like these cute little chivvy dope, you know, kind of

605
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:54,400
Speaker 10: like in interpreted them sort of. I probably shouldn't have

606
00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:57,400
Speaker 10: said that, because you know, anybody can still her ideas.

607
00:31:59,040 --> 00:32:03,200
Speaker 2: The Adventures of Pan and Shones. Yeah, I like that,

608
00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:04,240
Speaker 2: that has a good ring to it.

609
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:05,600
Speaker 8: Yeah.

610
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:07,720
Speaker 2: No, no one, no one here, No no one will

611
00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 2: steal your idea because we have we have evidence. We

612
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 2: have people watching this right now that they know that

613
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:19,280
Speaker 2: this idea belongs to you and was incepted on this day.

614
00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 2: So so anyone, no one can steal that unless if

615
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 2: it unless if it unless if we comes out that

616
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 2: they did it before. Now we have this as evidence.

617
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:32,680
Speaker 2: I will let you can present this as exhibit A

618
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 2: if we go, and I will be there. I will

619
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:36,840
Speaker 2: be there with you in the courtroom to testify if

620
00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:38,760
Speaker 2: you ever have to see so one for stealing that idea.

621
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:41,200
Speaker 10: Hey man, I appreciate that's my promise to you.

622
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:44,440
Speaker 2: Of course, man, would you say your name was you,

623
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:47,240
Speaker 2: I think you said, Jesus, Jesus.

624
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 10: Yeah, that's probably better than I actually told you. My

625
00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:54,320
Speaker 10: an't worked and I probably shouldn't have done that, so

626
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:55,040
Speaker 10: that works.

627
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:58,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, Jesus, thank you for calling in, man, and

628
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:01,720
Speaker 2: have a good time watching animated.

629
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:02,640
Speaker 9: Yeah.

630
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,520
Speaker 10: Appreciate toughsy man, you show you do great stuff.

631
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:05,760
Speaker 12: Man.

632
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,200
Speaker 10: Appreciate you. Keep everybody chew.

633
00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:11,840
Speaker 2: Thank you man. You take care you too, buddy.

634
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:17,520
Speaker 6: All from Emily.

635
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:19,840
Speaker 2: Emily.

636
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:23,040
Speaker 6: Hey, gag, what's up?

637
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:23,360
Speaker 2: Dude?

638
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:25,520
Speaker 3: Just looks up?

639
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:28,520
Speaker 2: Emily? Can you can you mute your stream real quick?

640
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 8: Yes?

641
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:29,720
Speaker 3: Needed?

642
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 2: Emily? What's your guilty pleasure?

643
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:46,880
Speaker 6: My guilty pleasure would be, honestly, I eat way too

644
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:49,560
Speaker 6: much sour candy for my own good, honestly, like my

645
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:52,560
Speaker 6: I don't want to say my teeth are rotting out,

646
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:53,520
Speaker 6: but they're rotting out.

647
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:54,800
Speaker 8: Mm.

648
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,040
Speaker 2: Wow, Which candy in particular?

649
00:33:59,520 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 8: What?

650
00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:01,960
Speaker 2: Which sour candy in particular?

651
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:08,000
Speaker 6: I like warheads and sour patch kids, and like the

652
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 6: sour rope, like the rainbow sour ropes are so good.

653
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:13,200
Speaker 8: M hmm.

654
00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:20,000
Speaker 2: But I also really like sour candy. You know, a

655
00:34:20,040 --> 00:34:23,520
Speaker 2: lot of sour candy never really gets to me, but

656
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 2: the you know, the like there there, it's a hard candy.

657
00:34:30,760 --> 00:34:33,720
Speaker 2: They're warheads, you know, the little hard and the hard

658
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:38,800
Speaker 2: candy warheads. Those actually are pretty pretty spicy.

659
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:41,280
Speaker 3: Those are the best.

660
00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:43,080
Speaker 10: Mm hmm.

661
00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:49,839
Speaker 2: Do you think that your affinity for sour candy says

662
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:53,080
Speaker 2: anything about you as a person or.

663
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,480
Speaker 1: Or is it unrelated to personality?

664
00:34:57,960 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 8: Do you?

665
00:34:58,160 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 2: But do you believe you have a sour personality?

666
00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:01,080
Speaker 11: No?

667
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:02,400
Speaker 6: I think I have the opposite.

668
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:05,920
Speaker 2: Really, what makes you think that about yourself?

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Speaker 6: I don't think it about myself. I've just been told

670
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Speaker 6: that I'm very sweet. I don't think I am.

671
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Speaker 2: You don't think you're sweet.

672
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Speaker 4: I don't know.

673
00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:21,799
Speaker 6: It depends on the situation and the people I'm list.

674
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:28,719
Speaker 2: I guess you're general demeanor though, you know, I know that.

675
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:29,360
Speaker 4: You know.

676
00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:30,880
Speaker 2: Look, I don't want to put you in a situation

677
00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 2: because you know, I know a lot of you know,

678
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:34,760
Speaker 2: there's just so much of this is it just depends.

679
00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 2: But would you say, on average you're you're more sweet

680
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:38,959
Speaker 2: and sour?

681
00:35:40,040 --> 00:35:40,200
Speaker 8: Well?

682
00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:43,560
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean I keep kids, so I think just

683
00:35:43,680 --> 00:35:46,480
Speaker 6: like my automatic like personality and response is to just

684
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:47,440
Speaker 6: treat everyone like a.

685
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Speaker 1: Kid like very hate.

686
00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 2: You said you hate kids?

687
00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:57,279
Speaker 6: No, no, no, I teach kids I teach them. Oh

688
00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:01,600
Speaker 6: you kids, Yeah, they're the best the future.

689
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:04,520
Speaker 2: See I hate kids.

690
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:07,239
Speaker 6: Oh that's okay, that's all right.

691
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Speaker 2: Well I well, I mean no. Well, here's the thing is,

692
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Speaker 2: I hate kids. But that's why I'm so grateful for

693
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:21,480
Speaker 2: people like you, right, because the people who hate kids,

694
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 2: we need people who like kids because I'm never going

695
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:28,480
Speaker 2: to be a teacher. I'm never I if I could

696
00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,640
Speaker 2: go the rest of my life without speaking to a child,

697
00:36:30,719 --> 00:36:35,319
Speaker 2: I would. I probably can. I probably can. I think

698
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:39,759
Speaker 2: I just don't have kids. I hate it. They can't

699
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Speaker 2: hold a conversation for a shit what yes they can?

700
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Speaker 8: No?

701
00:36:44,120 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 2: They what's the tell me, what's the last really good

702
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:48,000
Speaker 2: conversation you have with this child?

703
00:36:50,040 --> 00:36:50,160
Speaker 8: Uh?

704
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Speaker 6: The last really good conversation I had with the child

705
00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:55,920
Speaker 6: was I guess about the election. I mean, I want

706
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,879
Speaker 6: to go pick up one of the kids that I nanny,

707
00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 6: and she came running out, and she was so excited

708
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:02,840
Speaker 6: to tell me that there's a new president. And she

709
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:06,000
Speaker 6: was telling me all about uh like historical figures that

710
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 6: she learned about in school. And it was pretty uh

711
00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:10,839
Speaker 6: profound for a six year old.

712
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:12,200
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

713
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:13,640
Speaker 12: Yeah.

714
00:37:13,719 --> 00:37:15,640
Speaker 6: Kids don't a lot to say. They've got a fresh mind.

715
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Speaker 2: Do you think do you think that as one grows older,

716
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:23,440
Speaker 2: their minds starts to to poison?

717
00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:25,600
Speaker 6: Oh definitely absolutely.

718
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:27,800
Speaker 2: Do you think your mind's been poisoned?

719
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:28,839
Speaker 10: Sure?

720
00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:33,920
Speaker 6: Absolutely, That's why, like adults are all boring and not

721
00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:36,000
Speaker 6: imaginative and like gray.

722
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Speaker 2: See, I disagree with you, right, like fucking you know,

723
00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:45,960
Speaker 2: uh what's what? Let me think of it? Like dude,

724
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:53,040
Speaker 2: Harry Potter was written by an adult? Yeah, in fact,

725
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,719
Speaker 2: I actually I really like when I'm thinking back to

726
00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:58,279
Speaker 2: when I was six and when I was six, every

727
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,880
Speaker 2: like or not six, maybe like how old are how

728
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 2: old are the kids? You you babysit?

729
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:05,920
Speaker 1: Or to slash teach uh the kids?

730
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Speaker 6: I mean they it's the same pretty much anywhere between

731
00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:09,960
Speaker 6: like four to eight.

732
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:13,800
Speaker 2: When I was eight years old, I would just quote

733
00:38:13,880 --> 00:38:16,239
Speaker 2: family guy like I didn't have my own I feel

734
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,959
Speaker 2: like the opposite, right Like, when I as I got older,

735
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:22,040
Speaker 2: I started to develop my own thoughts and my own

736
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,680
Speaker 2: brain and creativity and show. When I was eight, everything

737
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:29,080
Speaker 2: I fucking said was like a quote from a TV

738
00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:32,960
Speaker 2: show or something. I feel like I was much less creative.

739
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,680
Speaker 2: I felt like because every because I didn't know how

740
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 2: to think for myself. So I was just a reflection

741
00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:39,879
Speaker 2: of everything I absorbed at that age.

742
00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 6: Are you the youngest siblings?

743
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:43,960
Speaker 2: I am the youngest sibling.

744
00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:45,440
Speaker 13: That's probably why.

745
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Speaker 1: Probably don't I don't want to mark you, but probably

746
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 1: why What makes you say that?

747
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,280
Speaker 6: Well, because that generally happens a lot with the youngest siblings,

748
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 6: Like they have less imagination and they speak less for

749
00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,440
Speaker 6: themselves because they have older siblings to speak for them,

750
00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:03,000
Speaker 6: so they have less thought processes. Like I know, I'm

751
00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:05,799
Speaker 6: I'm the oldest in my family, like cousins and siblings too,

752
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:08,239
Speaker 6: And I would always say like, oh, so and so

753
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:10,120
Speaker 6: wants this, and so and so wants that, this is

754
00:39:10,160 --> 00:39:11,680
Speaker 6: what they want, this is what they're talking about, Like

755
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:14,880
Speaker 6: I would speak for my youngest sibling or like my

756
00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:17,080
Speaker 6: cousins and stuff does that habit And I hate that

757
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:19,800
Speaker 6: I do that. I still do it, And then like

758
00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:24,279
Speaker 6: my youngest cousins and siblings would just like roll with it.

759
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:32,440
Speaker 2: Because now what about Like that's probably the problem with

760
00:39:32,520 --> 00:39:36,160
Speaker 2: like helicopter parenting. You know people, Oh yeah, I have

761
00:39:36,239 --> 00:39:37,680
Speaker 2: a lot do you do you deal with a lot

762
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:40,640
Speaker 2: of issues of the idea of like parents being.

763
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:44,759
Speaker 6: Too Definitely I've had a lot of parents like try

764
00:39:44,760 --> 00:39:47,360
Speaker 6: to be like the classroom mom, but cannot be the

765
00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:49,719
Speaker 6: classroom mom like stuff like that, just because they want

766
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:51,360
Speaker 6: to like cover over their kid and make sure that

767
00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:54,279
Speaker 6: like I'm ticking on them and that they're participating and

768
00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:56,560
Speaker 6: that they're kids doing well without letting their kids do

769
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:58,359
Speaker 6: their own things. That happens a lot.

770
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 2: And how do you how do you deal with these parents?

771
00:40:02,239 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 6: I just explained to them, like it's good to let

772
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:06,200
Speaker 6: your kids have their own autonomy and that you can't

773
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,719
Speaker 6: keep doing everything for them, because I did that to

774
00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:11,600
Speaker 6: my younger sibling too, like all the time. Like I

775
00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:13,880
Speaker 6: don't really think I did her any favors, but like,

776
00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:16,560
Speaker 6: I think it's good to let kids have their own

777
00:40:16,800 --> 00:40:19,640
Speaker 6: sense of self and individuality without having the need like

778
00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:22,359
Speaker 6: a person just over them constantly and like worrying about

779
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:27,080
Speaker 6: filling someone else's shoes, because that just causes a lot

780
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:28,840
Speaker 6: of anxiety and it's just going to be detrimental in

781
00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:29,320
Speaker 6: the future.

782
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Speaker 2: Do you have kids of your own?

783
00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:34,759
Speaker 3: No, I'm twenty two.

784
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:35,600
Speaker 6: I don't have kids my own.

785
00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:37,120
Speaker 2: Do you do I have kids?

786
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Speaker 10: Zerra?

787
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:40,160
Speaker 6: Someday?

788
00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:45,080
Speaker 2: Maybe it's crazy to me that you're a nanny? Are

789
00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:47,400
Speaker 2: you are those two different things. You said you were

790
00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:48,840
Speaker 2: a teacher and a nanny.

791
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 6: Yeah, so I'm in college to teach right now. So

792
00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:56,040
Speaker 6: I taught for four years previously, but now I'm going

793
00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:57,680
Speaker 6: to start my student teaching. So I kind of had

794
00:40:57,719 --> 00:40:59,719
Speaker 6: to stop working in my own classrooms so that I

795
00:40:59,760 --> 00:41:02,520
Speaker 6: could didn't teach, but like to keep like making money

796
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 6: and stuffy nanny. So I have child experiences.

797
00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:10,320
Speaker 2: All of your gigs are child related.

798
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:14,239
Speaker 6: Yeah. Every job I've had outside of like retail when

799
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:17,320
Speaker 6: I was in high school, I've been with kids.

800
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,799
Speaker 2: See That's what I was saying, right, is like people

801
00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:23,000
Speaker 2: who hate kids need people who like kids. Because I

802
00:41:23,200 --> 00:41:26,480
Speaker 2: don't want to have anything to do I as a

803
00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:33,719
Speaker 2: human being. I think maybe spiritually or i'd like to

804
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:36,360
Speaker 2: see this thing keep going, you.

805
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:42,759
Speaker 14: Know, I'd like population, yeah, you know, life, humanity, I'd

806
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:45,839
Speaker 14: like to see I'm not like, I'm not a I'm

807
00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:49,120
Speaker 14: not a huge advocate if I'm not out there, you know,

808
00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:51,800
Speaker 14: campaigning for humanity to go on, but i'd.

809
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,760
Speaker 2: Like it to go on if I had to choose

810
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 2: between it going on or it not. But I don't

811
00:41:57,680 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 2: want to have any I don't want to ever, Like

812
00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:01,080
Speaker 2: I said, I want to ever speak to a child

813
00:42:01,239 --> 00:42:03,680
Speaker 2: ever again. So it's great that I know I can

814
00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:06,239
Speaker 2: know that people like you exist in the world to

815
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:10,120
Speaker 2: foster the growth of the next generation so that I

816
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:11,960
Speaker 2: can sit back and have nothing to do with it.

817
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 1: Sure, what'd you say.

818
00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:22,520
Speaker 2: Your name was? It's Emily, Emily. Well, Emily, thank you,

819
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:25,400
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling in. Thank you for you know, doing, uh,

820
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:28,960
Speaker 2: doing great work for humanity so that I don't have

821
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:32,759
Speaker 2: to and I'll talk to you again soon. Thank you

822
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:33,320
Speaker 2: for calling in.

823
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,400
Speaker 6: No problem, have a good night you.

824
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:37,440
Speaker 2: Too, Emily. Take care.

825
00:42:43,040 --> 00:42:43,680
Speaker 6: All from.

826
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:48,680
Speaker 4: Squad laud.

827
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:55,920
Speaker 2: Quad, Clyde Quad. How are you doing, Clyde.

828
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:59,359
Speaker 4: I'm doing good, doing pretty good.

829
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:02,480
Speaker 2: What are you? What are you doing right now? Tell

830
00:43:02,520 --> 00:43:08,040
Speaker 2: me everything? Tell me nothing, Claude, Claude or Clyde Quade, Claude, Claude,

831
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:09,200
Speaker 2: tell me everything, Claude.

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00:43:10,200 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 4: H Honestly, I keep passing by your Reddit live stream

833
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:15,439
Speaker 4: and I keeps seeing it, and I keep saying, huh,

834
00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 4: that looks weird, and so finally I pulled it up

835
00:43:19,560 --> 00:43:22,040
Speaker 4: and I'm like, ah, I'll try calling it, won't get it,

836
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:24,239
Speaker 4: but you know whatever, And I just got it first drive.

837
00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:24,960
Speaker 4: So that's kind of neat.

838
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:25,919
Speaker 12: Mmm.

839
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:30,600
Speaker 2: Okay, So you. You're sort of lukewarm on this on

840
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:35,680
Speaker 2: this stream, are you? Hmm, Well, tell me about yourself.

841
00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:37,560
Speaker 4: I think the stream is really cool. I'm just not

842
00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:40,200
Speaker 4: familiar with it. It is just kind of a surve

843
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:42,160
Speaker 4: of the moment thing I didn't expect anybody to actually

844
00:43:42,239 --> 00:43:42,600
Speaker 4: pick up.

845
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Speaker 2: It's interesting because that's kind of how I feel about you.

846
00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 2: I don't think anything of you specifically, but you've you know,

847
00:43:50,719 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 2: been cordial so far. I don't have any information about

848
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:57,240
Speaker 2: you as a person, so it's almost like the stream

849
00:43:57,800 --> 00:43:59,520
Speaker 2: is like have a reciprocal feelings.

850
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:02,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, well, I mean I do know a little bit

851
00:44:02,840 --> 00:44:04,319
Speaker 4: more about you. I mean, I know you dress up

852
00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:06,080
Speaker 4: as a gecko. So there's one thing.

853
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:09,680
Speaker 2: It's true, I don't know any right because you can

854
00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:11,799
Speaker 2: see me, but I can't see you, So you might

855
00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:14,800
Speaker 2: have some sort of disc I have a distinctive physical

856
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:16,959
Speaker 2: feature about myself, which is that I'm dressed as a gecko,

857
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:19,719
Speaker 2: but I don't really have anything about that for you

858
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:25,400
Speaker 2: because I can't see you right right. Well, describe what

859
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 2: are you wearing?

860
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Speaker 3: Uh clothes?

861
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:37,480
Speaker 4: Okay, let's see what other senior features I have? Hair,

862
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:45,600
Speaker 4: two eyes, uh? Well, my fingers and toes. Thank goodness.

863
00:44:59,200 --> 00:45:07,439
Speaker 4: M So, anyways, thanks for having me, of course, Yeah,

864
00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:09,719
Speaker 4: I got awkward really fast.

865
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Speaker 3: But you know what, who's word of it?

866
00:45:10,760 --> 00:45:12,279
Speaker 2: Thank you? Why do you think well, I don't Why

867
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,000
Speaker 2: do you think that was awkward? I don't think that

868
00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:17,920
Speaker 2: was Do you consider do you consider silence inherently awkward?

869
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:19,200
Speaker 8: Uh?

870
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:20,760
Speaker 4: In mid conversation silence?

871
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:29,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, but we're still we're in each other's presence without

872
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:36,000
Speaker 2: necessarily having to speak with one another, fair enough.

873
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:38,080
Speaker 4: But I do think the presence is diluted by being

874
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:39,560
Speaker 4: over a phone, you know.

875
00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:43,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I still feel I feel you on the line,

876
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:47,760
Speaker 2: not like in a weird, you know, metaphorical energy sense,

877
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:49,960
Speaker 2: but I can tell you're there. You can you know

878
00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:51,360
Speaker 2: I'm there, and I know you're.

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Speaker 13: There right right?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that makes sense. I guess I just kind of

881
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:05,440
Speaker 4: perceive it more like a like when you're chatting with

882
00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:09,320
Speaker 4: a friend online and their status isn't like honorating what

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00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:11,839
Speaker 4: they've prove that they purposely said it to like awe

884
00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:14,320
Speaker 4: that nobody knows when they're online or not, and you

885
00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:15,960
Speaker 4: type something to them, They're like, are they there? Are

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Speaker 4: they not there?

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00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:18,480
Speaker 1: Right?

888
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:23,080
Speaker 2: But we've established that we're not necessarily friends, we're not necessarily.

889
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:25,239
Speaker 2: We don't not like each other, but we've established that

890
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:27,359
Speaker 2: we don't really have a label as to what our

891
00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:30,400
Speaker 2: relationship is just yet, or we might not, right, but

892
00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:32,719
Speaker 2: we've established that there is not a label.

893
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:38,440
Speaker 4: Right right, right, We've definitely established status.

894
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 2: So what are you wearing?

895
00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 13: Uh?

896
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:51,840
Speaker 4: Like I said, shirt and fans And I'm kind of

897
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,880
Speaker 4: nervous about talking about myself like strangers.

898
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:57,719
Speaker 2: You know, not dude, you can make something that you

899
00:46:57,800 --> 00:47:00,880
Speaker 2: can just make something up? How would I know? How

900
00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:03,399
Speaker 2: would I you? You see, now you've learned. I don't

901
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:05,520
Speaker 2: think you realize that you can lie to me, and

902
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:06,239
Speaker 2: I won't be able to.

903
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:10,799
Speaker 4: Tell I can, sure, But you know you don't seem

904
00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:14,120
Speaker 4: like the kind of person who who should be lied to.

905
00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 4: You seem pretty honest, pretty respectful.

906
00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 2: Is does do you think that there are people out

907
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:24,920
Speaker 2: there that should be lied to? Is that a thing?

908
00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:30,600
Speaker 4: I think any person you don't entirely know online should

909
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:32,440
Speaker 4: probably be led to a little bit by default.

910
00:47:33,480 --> 00:47:37,320
Speaker 2: Okay, you don't know me online, so I think so

911
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,680
Speaker 2: by that definition, by your definition, you should lie to

912
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 2: me a little bit.

913
00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:42,000
Speaker 3: A little bit.

914
00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:48,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, have you lied to me at all? During this conversation?

915
00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:50,360
Speaker 4: My name's not Claude.

916
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:57,080
Speaker 2: Okay, that's enough of a lie.

917
00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:03,800
Speaker 4: That's what's on the on the fly. I I the

918
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:05,480
Speaker 4: little voice thing told me to say a name, and

919
00:48:05,560 --> 00:48:07,399
Speaker 4: I just said the first thing that puffed into my head.

920
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:13,720
Speaker 2: Real click, claud before we go. Mm hmm.

921
00:48:16,719 --> 00:48:16,919
Speaker 12: Hmm.

922
00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:17,919
Speaker 2: What are you wearing?

923
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:21,440
Speaker 4: Red shirt, blue jeans.

924
00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:25,840
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon, Claude. I love you.

925
00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:27,520
Speaker 4: It's very team man.

926
00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:35,920
Speaker 13: Oh all from Wednesday.

927
00:48:37,760 --> 00:48:44,360
Speaker 2: Wednesday? Oh my gosh, hello, hello, how are you Wednesday?

928
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:50,560
Speaker 13: I'm doing well, mister Greco. Do you remember me? For sure?

929
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:54,680
Speaker 8: You do, but.

930
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:58,799
Speaker 2: Remind remind us for those who don't know who you are.

931
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:11,360
Speaker 13: Well, one time I called in because I believe a witch.

932
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 2: Right, you called in to tell us that you believe

933
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 2: that you are a witch. Yeah, that's correct, and that

934
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:21,120
Speaker 2: was That was a few months ago. I think I

935
00:49:21,200 --> 00:49:22,480
Speaker 2: haven't heard from you since.

936
00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:24,200
Speaker 12: I know that.

937
00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:25,239
Speaker 3: I actually.

938
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:27,640
Speaker 13: I kind of wanted to talk about that.

939
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:30,320
Speaker 2: Okay, so what what?

940
00:49:30,520 --> 00:49:30,800
Speaker 8: What is?

941
00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:33,719
Speaker 2: What has developed since the past few months?

942
00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:39,560
Speaker 13: Well, I actually I think I learned that I'm I

943
00:49:39,640 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 13: could never do what you do.

944
00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:46,640
Speaker 2: That makes you say that.

945
00:49:47,719 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 13: Well, you ended up posting that clip on TikTok, which

946
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:56,200
Speaker 13: is where you have like most of your following, and

947
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,600
Speaker 13: people saw it, I guess. I mean, I mean, you

948
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:04,040
Speaker 13: know you up following, and I just could not like

949
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:10,120
Speaker 13: take my eyes off the comments. I was so nervous, like,

950
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:12,440
Speaker 13: and I was just so anxious. I think I like

951
00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:16,800
Speaker 13: just watched it non stop for like two days. I

952
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:19,239
Speaker 13: was so sick of hearing the same story over and

953
00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:19,760
Speaker 13: over again.

954
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:26,160
Speaker 2: What did you hear in the comments? Anything that struck

955
00:50:26,239 --> 00:50:27,880
Speaker 2: you in particular?

956
00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:35,680
Speaker 13: Yeah, Well, for one, I thought, I ever since I

957
00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:39,680
Speaker 13: can never I'd do my best to not judge any

958
00:50:39,760 --> 00:50:42,839
Speaker 13: tiktoks I see anymore, because there were just so many

959
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:47,719
Speaker 13: comments of people just judging for whatever. So even like

960
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:51,840
Speaker 13: the most like wild shit, like people were telling me

961
00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:56,759
Speaker 13: that like I was, you know, having delusions, or that

962
00:50:56,960 --> 00:51:00,399
Speaker 13: like I legitimately was cursed and like needed to see help.

963
00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:08,320
Speaker 13: I'm just like, I don't. People just people thought I

964
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:11,800
Speaker 13: was an idiot because I said I said which, And

965
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:13,600
Speaker 13: I guess that's not the right term.

966
00:51:17,760 --> 00:51:21,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, but these judgments are first of all, first of all,

967
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:26,640
Speaker 2: they're illegitimate because what what what judgment can you truly

968
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:31,840
Speaker 2: make on a person from a fuck from a forty

969
00:51:32,040 --> 00:51:36,880
Speaker 2: second out of context TikTok clip.

970
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:41,120
Speaker 13: That's what I'm saying. They're just so like half the

971
00:51:41,200 --> 00:51:43,120
Speaker 13: promise are just like snap judgments.

972
00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:47,680
Speaker 2: It's true. Well, I mean, so when you said you

973
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:49,160
Speaker 2: couldn't do what I do, do you mean like you

974
00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:54,000
Speaker 2: couldn't handle like floods of people on the internet commenting

975
00:51:54,080 --> 00:51:54,279
Speaker 2: on you.

976
00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 13: Yeah, I guess.

977
00:51:58,320 --> 00:51:59,040
Speaker 12: I Also.

978
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:05,520
Speaker 13: I thought it was interesting people on TikTok were like, oh,

979
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:08,840
Speaker 13: she seems so cool, like wow edgy, like oh, I

980
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:13,200
Speaker 13: need me a a Wednesday whatever. But when I was

981
00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:16,920
Speaker 13: on this stream, when I first called in, people were like,

982
00:52:17,360 --> 00:52:21,600
Speaker 13: get her off here, a whack collar, next call or

983
00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:22,480
Speaker 13: next caller.

984
00:52:23,600 --> 00:52:26,879
Speaker 1: So I don't know that I would say.

985
00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:30,799
Speaker 2: I would say first, I wouldn't pay attention. The best

986
00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:33,560
Speaker 2: thing I think is don't I wouldn't pay attention to

987
00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:35,880
Speaker 2: the comments at all, even even the good, even the

988
00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:39,760
Speaker 2: positive ones. Just don't pay attention to any of the comments.

989
00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 9: You know.

990
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:42,839
Speaker 2: That's what I kind of try to do. I mean,

991
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:46,359
Speaker 2: like when I think of, like when I'm like thinking

992
00:52:46,440 --> 00:52:51,440
Speaker 2: of reading internet comments, and shit, I really only go

993
00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:56,279
Speaker 2: in there for like feedback purposes. And you know, I'm

994
00:52:56,400 --> 00:52:58,640
Speaker 2: I'm I'm of course, you know, I'm appreciative of people

995
00:52:58,719 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 2: who who say no nice things, but like people who

996
00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:05,120
Speaker 2: say mean things. People say mean things. They only really

997
00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:10,080
Speaker 2: get to me if it's something that I also think

998
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:12,839
Speaker 2: about myself or the show. But it doesn't really even

999
00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:16,719
Speaker 2: get to me in like a although I'm hurt the

1000
00:53:16,800 --> 00:53:18,520
Speaker 2: type of way it gets to me in like maybe

1001
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:23,640
Speaker 2: that is an issue that I should work on, you

1002
00:53:23,719 --> 00:53:24,200
Speaker 2: know what I mean?

1003
00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:27,279
Speaker 13: I know, but that's what I'm saying, Like I don't

1004
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:30,440
Speaker 13: have the willpower to not look at the comments like

1005
00:53:30,560 --> 00:53:33,120
Speaker 13: people who get like who are like cyber bullet, I'm

1006
00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:38,480
Speaker 13: like close the laptop, buddy. But it's so like if

1007
00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:41,400
Speaker 13: you could know what people are thinking and they're just

1008
00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:44,560
Speaker 13: spilling it out there and they don't even know that

1009
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:48,920
Speaker 13: you're that that that the person they're talking about is

1010
00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:52,640
Speaker 13: gonna see it and know and like, you know, be

1011
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:53,399
Speaker 13: talked about.

1012
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:55,720
Speaker 2: Right, But why why do you care about the opinion

1013
00:53:55,840 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 2: of some someone on the internet, you know, especially for

1014
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:03,239
Speaker 2: I mean for negative comments in particular. It's like I

1015
00:54:03,440 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 2: I truly believe there's no like more losory thing that

1016
00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:12,040
Speaker 2: someone can do than like specifically go out and just

1017
00:54:12,200 --> 00:54:16,400
Speaker 2: write you know, negative ship on the internet.

1018
00:54:16,719 --> 00:54:16,880
Speaker 8: You know.

1019
00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:18,640
Speaker 2: So it's like that why would I care about that

1020
00:54:18,760 --> 00:54:19,520
Speaker 2: person's opinion?

1021
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 13: I know, I don't know. I don't know, and I'm

1022
00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 13: like I I you know, I watch the stream, I

1023
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:32,080
Speaker 13: know who calls in, and no sense I don't know

1024
00:54:32,120 --> 00:54:33,440
Speaker 13: if they're all on my left?

1025
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:36,960
Speaker 2: What does that even? What does it even mean? What

1026
00:54:37,160 --> 00:54:38,920
Speaker 2: is what level are you talking about?

1027
00:54:39,719 --> 00:54:39,759
Speaker 8: No?

1028
00:54:41,239 --> 00:54:41,600
Speaker 12: I don't know.

1029
00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:47,040
Speaker 13: Sometimes I just feel no, no, because now everyone's gonna

1030
00:54:47,040 --> 00:54:49,080
Speaker 13: say I'm having delusions of grand jury again.

1031
00:54:49,160 --> 00:54:51,879
Speaker 2: Okay, who can I want the truth Wednesday. I don't

1032
00:54:51,880 --> 00:54:52,799
Speaker 2: care what people say.

1033
00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:56,960
Speaker 13: Oh, some of the callers who come on here, I don't.

1034
00:54:57,160 --> 00:54:58,239
Speaker 13: I think I don't.

1035
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:04,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I like to think I could say,

1036
00:55:04,320 --> 00:55:05,200
Speaker 1: you could say you do you do?

1037
00:55:05,360 --> 00:55:05,400
Speaker 12: Not?

1038
00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:05,600
Speaker 8: Do?

1039
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:06,439
Speaker 2: Not like them?

1040
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:07,080
Speaker 4: Do you not?

1041
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:11,839
Speaker 13: Very I very much enjoy the stream, and I think

1042
00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:13,919
Speaker 13: a part of it is because I kind of grew

1043
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:16,239
Speaker 13: up in like an intellectual family, and the people who

1044
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:19,000
Speaker 13: come on here are always like super intellectual and structured,

1045
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:20,600
Speaker 13: and it's like interesting and different and funny.

1046
00:55:22,040 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 2: That's fair, I mean like.

1047
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,160
Speaker 13: But I also think I'm better than telling.

1048
00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:30,040
Speaker 2: What makes what makes you? What makes you? What makes you?

1049
00:55:30,200 --> 00:55:31,640
Speaker 2: What what makes you feel that way?

1050
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:38,399
Speaker 13: Nothing? Really, because like at the other day, I'm still

1051
00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:40,960
Speaker 13: gonna listen to all their comments and critiques on me.

1052
00:55:44,239 --> 00:55:44,520
Speaker 3: I just.

1053
00:55:46,200 --> 00:55:49,759
Speaker 2: It's so it's weird here because half of you. This

1054
00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:51,360
Speaker 2: is actually I didn't even notice how much of a

1055
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:54,319
Speaker 2: like shift this is because half of you you spent.

1056
00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:57,359
Speaker 2: You spent a lot of the time previously. Just now

1057
00:55:57,719 --> 00:56:02,280
Speaker 2: it's talking about how you know other people's opinions bother

1058
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:05,600
Speaker 2: you a lot, But then now you've flipped to I

1059
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:08,080
Speaker 2: think I'm better than these people.

1060
00:56:08,760 --> 00:56:12,120
Speaker 13: Okay, some of the calls.

1061
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:14,239
Speaker 2: I'm not judging you. I'm just trying to figure out

1062
00:56:14,239 --> 00:56:17,719
Speaker 2: where your head is, you know, like because to me,

1063
00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:20,400
Speaker 2: like if if if you if you like, if you

1064
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:24,239
Speaker 2: truly believed that you were like on another and I

1065
00:56:24,320 --> 00:56:26,400
Speaker 2: don't think there's anything I don't you know, I have

1066
00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:29,040
Speaker 2: no judgment either way about that, but like, if you

1067
00:56:29,080 --> 00:56:32,399
Speaker 2: truly believe that, then why in turn would it bother

1068
00:56:32,600 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 2: you when these people have negative things to say about you?

1069
00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:40,719
Speaker 13: Okay, you know what, while you were just saying that,

1070
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:44,480
Speaker 13: I actually figured out what it is. It's because I'm

1071
00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:51,920
Speaker 13: like confident in my intellect, but just not in the

1072
00:56:52,080 --> 00:56:54,320
Speaker 13: rest of me. So I care about their comments on

1073
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:56,080
Speaker 13: whether or not if they like me, if they think

1074
00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,080
Speaker 13: I'm funny if they think I'm a witch, I see,

1075
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:02,480
Speaker 13: but I don't care to know. Well, I don't know

1076
00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:04,560
Speaker 13: because someone of the comments, yes, some one of the

1077
00:57:04,560 --> 00:57:07,239
Speaker 13: comments that were like, oh yeah, it's not a witch,

1078
00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:09,200
Speaker 13: not what a witch is if people just think anything

1079
00:57:09,320 --> 00:57:11,920
Speaker 13: the witch. But I wasn't really offended by those. That's

1080
00:57:11,960 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 13: just like I was just going with whatever came off

1081
00:57:13,719 --> 00:57:14,359
Speaker 13: my brain first.

1082
00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:17,920
Speaker 1: But maybe someone came in.

1083
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,520
Speaker 2: So you have certain now, and I get this, you

1084
00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:23,520
Speaker 2: have certain aspects about yourself that you're more confident in

1085
00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:25,680
Speaker 2: than other aspects, and if someone insults you about an

1086
00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:27,600
Speaker 2: aspect of yourself that you're confident in, it doesn't bother

1087
00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:30,000
Speaker 2: you as much as you know, if someone insults you

1088
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:31,640
Speaker 2: about something that you're less secure.

1089
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:34,320
Speaker 13: About, Yeah, yeah.

1090
00:57:36,640 --> 00:57:39,240
Speaker 2: That makes sense. But so then so then if you

1091
00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:42,360
Speaker 2: saw a TikTok comment that was like, oh, this person's dumb,

1092
00:57:42,520 --> 00:57:43,240
Speaker 2: like you wouldn't care.

1093
00:57:46,120 --> 00:57:49,680
Speaker 13: See that is That's the thing that always gets me,

1094
00:57:50,120 --> 00:57:58,040
Speaker 13: like is that I'm I'm confident in my intellect, but

1095
00:57:58,160 --> 00:58:01,440
Speaker 13: then sometimes i feel like I'm so confident in it

1096
00:58:01,600 --> 00:58:04,160
Speaker 13: that it's like the only thing I'm confident in. And

1097
00:58:04,280 --> 00:58:07,960
Speaker 13: so then if anyone insults that it's like insulting the

1098
00:58:08,080 --> 00:58:10,400
Speaker 13: only thing I have, and then I'm just crumble more.

1099
00:58:14,520 --> 00:58:16,400
Speaker 2: Well, then you're cot well, you're comfort. Well that's the problem, though,

1100
00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:20,360
Speaker 2: because your confidence in your intellect shouldn't it should be

1101
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 2: it should be based. It should be built upon a

1102
00:58:25,280 --> 00:58:30,360
Speaker 2: foundation that's very internal. And if it's built upon that foundation,

1103
00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:34,960
Speaker 2: then it won't be rocked by other people saying that

1104
00:58:35,080 --> 00:58:37,400
Speaker 2: you're dumb. You know what I mean? Because if other

1105
00:58:37,440 --> 00:58:41,840
Speaker 2: people saying that you're dumb bothers you and and hurts

1106
00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:46,360
Speaker 2: your confidence in your intellect, then your confidence is then

1107
00:58:46,880 --> 00:58:50,680
Speaker 2: probably not one hundred percent built upon your own opinion

1108
00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:55,160
Speaker 2: of yourself, but maybe seventy percent your own opinion of

1109
00:58:55,200 --> 00:58:58,560
Speaker 2: yourself and then thirty percent other people supporting that opinion.

1110
00:58:59,200 --> 00:59:01,400
Speaker 2: And then when people tell you that you're dumb, it

1111
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:05,400
Speaker 2: picks away at that thirty percent. And what you, then,

1112
00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:09,600
Speaker 2: I think, would want to do is try to get

1113
00:59:09,640 --> 00:59:16,280
Speaker 2: to one hundred percent of this confidence is internal, not

1114
00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:19,040
Speaker 2: based upon the opinions of other people. Does that make sense?

1115
00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:22,320
Speaker 8: Yes?

1116
00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:23,760
Speaker 12: It does, But.

1117
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:28,280
Speaker 15: I don't know.

1118
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:30,960
Speaker 13: I don't think all confidence isn't. I don't think your

1119
00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:34,560
Speaker 13: like self worth ORDI is like entirely internal.

1120
00:59:36,880 --> 00:59:37,040
Speaker 8: It's.

1121
00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:39,360
Speaker 2: Oh, it's a hard place. It's it it's it is. Oh,

1122
00:59:39,440 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 2: what I just described is like, no, that's like that

1123
00:59:41,800 --> 00:59:44,720
Speaker 2: ship is like achieving enlightenment. You know, it's it's it's

1124
00:59:44,840 --> 00:59:51,760
Speaker 2: ridiculously hard. Oh it's hard. I'm not saying that it's easy,

1125
00:59:51,920 --> 00:59:57,520
Speaker 2: but that's you know. I I personally like, I'm not there,

1126
00:59:58,120 --> 01:00:00,520
Speaker 2: you know, but I I I get a lot of

1127
01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:04,000
Speaker 2: value out of playing the game to get there and

1128
01:00:04,120 --> 01:00:06,240
Speaker 2: trying to get there and having that as a goal.

1129
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:10,920
Speaker 12: It's true.

1130
01:00:11,440 --> 01:00:14,880
Speaker 13: One thing, well, okay, two things, because I don't want

1131
01:00:14,880 --> 01:00:16,360
Speaker 13: to take up too much time, but I just wanted

1132
01:00:16,400 --> 01:00:18,800
Speaker 13: to say two things. I know you said not to

1133
01:00:18,840 --> 01:00:22,000
Speaker 13: look at chat, but you know I've said I can't

1134
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:22,680
Speaker 13: oh myself.

1135
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:26,840
Speaker 2: So One, I'm not if you're if you're if you're

1136
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:28,480
Speaker 2: going to respond to whatever.

1137
01:00:29,880 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 13: I'm just gonns. I just wanted. Everyone was calling for age.

1138
01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:36,920
Speaker 13: Check I am, I promise you I am of age.

1139
01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:40,000
Speaker 13: I don't know. I remember nine eleven, all right, the

1140
01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:40,480
Speaker 13: next thing?

1141
01:00:40,560 --> 01:00:41,280
Speaker 2: What's the next thing.

1142
01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:43,480
Speaker 15: I also saw a.

1143
01:00:43,560 --> 01:00:47,320
Speaker 13: Lot of people saying that like like like that were

1144
01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:50,360
Speaker 13: genuinely concerned for me, genuinely telling me that, like I

1145
01:00:50,440 --> 01:00:53,440
Speaker 13: need a therapy and like help. And I'm starting to

1146
01:00:53,520 --> 01:01:00,840
Speaker 13: get that on this stream too, so they're right, But

1147
01:01:01,040 --> 01:01:06,680
Speaker 13: like I'm like, literally, okay, I go to therapy. It's

1148
01:01:06,720 --> 01:01:09,640
Speaker 13: all okay, I call them the therapy get go for

1149
01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 13: a song because.

1150
01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:14,760
Speaker 2: I am beautiful. That's exactly that is what we want here.

1151
01:01:14,800 --> 01:01:17,280
Speaker 2: I don't I first of all, I don't I I

1152
01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:19,120
Speaker 2: first of all, I don't posture my up people. I

1153
01:01:20,120 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 2: speaking of internet commerce. I do get a lot of

1154
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,840
Speaker 2: comments that are like this, guys should not be playing therapist.

1155
01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:26,880
Speaker 2: I'm not playing therapist. I have no idea what I'm doing.

1156
01:01:28,080 --> 01:01:32,320
Speaker 2: I'm you a gecko. I'm internet gecko boy. I'm not

1157
01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:35,160
Speaker 2: claimed to be an expert on anything. I don't even

1158
01:01:35,160 --> 01:01:36,800
Speaker 2: think i'm here. I'm not even here to give advice.

1159
01:01:37,520 --> 01:01:41,320
Speaker 2: I'm just in a chair talking to people. So I I, yes,

1160
01:01:42,680 --> 01:01:46,280
Speaker 2: go to therapy, call the therapy gecko for whatever reason,

1161
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:54,560
Speaker 2: but not in the place of a therapist anyway. That well, Wednesday,

1162
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:56,560
Speaker 2: thank you for calling, and thanks for the follow up.

1163
01:01:56,680 --> 01:01:59,360
Speaker 2: Glad to see you're still around. Uh do you still?

1164
01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:02,960
Speaker 2: Do you still this day? Check those comments because that

1165
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:05,000
Speaker 2: video blows up every once in a while.

1166
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:10,320
Speaker 12: You know, Honestly, I can't say that it didn't make

1167
01:02:10,360 --> 01:02:12,920
Speaker 12: myself a steam feel a little is good because it

1168
01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:14,800
Speaker 12: is one of your more popular videos.

1169
01:02:16,480 --> 01:02:19,680
Speaker 13: So like, do you see how much?

1170
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:20,160
Speaker 12: Do you see?

1171
01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:20,440
Speaker 8: How much?

1172
01:02:20,480 --> 01:02:22,120
Speaker 13: How much affect me? It's too much?

1173
01:02:23,200 --> 01:02:25,120
Speaker 2: Well look you can you can have that.

1174
01:02:25,320 --> 01:02:30,800
Speaker 12: That's all yours, okay, well thick, honestly not look at

1175
01:02:30,840 --> 01:02:33,480
Speaker 12: the comments, just look at the views and base my

1176
01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:35,360
Speaker 12: entire self worth on numbers.

1177
01:02:35,640 --> 01:02:37,360
Speaker 13: Thank you there to get go, you really say?

1178
01:02:38,480 --> 01:02:40,680
Speaker 2: Of course time Wednesday. You have a good night.

1179
01:02:46,280 --> 01:02:48,600
Speaker 6: All from Zach.

1180
01:02:51,280 --> 01:02:58,440
Speaker 2: Zach Oh? Who are you?

1181
01:02:58,560 --> 01:03:00,600
Speaker 1: Zach Oh?

1182
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:03,480
Speaker 10: I'm good? Who am i?

1183
01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:05,080
Speaker 5: Ah?

1184
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:09,200
Speaker 10: I'm just trying to figure that out myself.

1185
01:03:10,760 --> 01:03:12,560
Speaker 2: What are you leaning towards? What are your options?

1186
01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:14,440
Speaker 15: What are my options?

1187
01:03:14,680 --> 01:03:14,880
Speaker 8: Well?

1188
01:03:16,720 --> 01:03:17,360
Speaker 2: It could be a.

1189
01:03:19,760 --> 01:03:20,120
Speaker 9: I don't know.

1190
01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:22,560
Speaker 3: I sometimes I think of myself as a frog.

1191
01:03:22,680 --> 01:03:27,440
Speaker 2: Honestly interesting, How did you come to that conclusion or

1192
01:03:27,760 --> 01:03:29,320
Speaker 2: what what leads you to believe that you might be

1193
01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:29,720
Speaker 2: a frog?

1194
01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:36,800
Speaker 9: Well as my uh my skin now I know that

1195
01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:39,720
Speaker 9: this is this is not really a rare skin condition,

1196
01:03:39,880 --> 01:03:42,560
Speaker 9: but it has been turning green in some areas.

1197
01:03:43,200 --> 01:03:44,640
Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not even joking.

1198
01:03:44,400 --> 01:03:46,480
Speaker 10: About this is this is quite serious.

1199
01:03:46,600 --> 01:03:48,160
Speaker 9: It's not it's gonna kill.

1200
01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:49,720
Speaker 7: Me, but I am turning green.

1201
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:55,360
Speaker 2: Have you consulted with a legitimate medical professional about this before?

1202
01:03:56,320 --> 01:03:56,440
Speaker 8: Oh?

1203
01:03:56,520 --> 01:03:57,040
Speaker 10: Absolutely?

1204
01:03:58,320 --> 01:03:59,520
Speaker 9: They told me it's nothing really.

1205
01:03:59,400 --> 01:03:59,919
Speaker 7: To worry about.

1206
01:04:01,840 --> 01:04:02,720
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, what did you say?

1207
01:04:04,000 --> 01:04:05,280
Speaker 9: It's nothing to worry about?

1208
01:04:08,440 --> 01:04:10,920
Speaker 2: So you haven't consulted with a legitimate medical professional.

1209
01:04:12,760 --> 01:04:14,600
Speaker 7: My eyes are bulging out of my skull.

1210
01:04:14,880 --> 01:04:16,440
Speaker 10: I consulted them about that.

1211
01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:23,160
Speaker 2: Okay, what did they say? They told me to stop

1212
01:04:23,200 --> 01:04:27,600
Speaker 2: eating salt, and then you stop eating salt.

1213
01:04:30,840 --> 01:04:31,920
Speaker 3: I eat a lot of salt.

1214
01:04:32,840 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 2: Stop eating salt, noah, or continue eating salt. Become whatever

1215
01:04:39,200 --> 01:04:42,320
Speaker 2: you're trying to become. It doesn't who cares?

1216
01:04:42,920 --> 01:04:43,040
Speaker 8: Right?

1217
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:45,880
Speaker 2: Only you get to live for so long? Why don't

1218
01:04:45,880 --> 01:04:48,040
Speaker 2: you might as well have green skin and have your

1219
01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:50,160
Speaker 2: eyes bulged out of you? And I don't know how

1220
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,840
Speaker 2: you seem like you're fifteen? How old are you?

1221
01:04:54,000 --> 01:04:54,880
Speaker 15: I am nineteen, sir?

1222
01:04:56,920 --> 01:04:59,640
Speaker 2: Go ahead, dude, become a lizard. You know, a long

1223
01:04:59,680 --> 01:05:02,000
Speaker 2: lizard live. They live to be about twenty two. So

1224
01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:06,520
Speaker 2: you got three awful lizard years that you have chosen

1225
01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:10,240
Speaker 2: for yourself by neglecting the advice of a medical professional.

1226
01:05:10,520 --> 01:05:13,560
Speaker 2: And let me tell you what they're gonna be awful years. Okay,

1227
01:05:13,680 --> 01:05:18,880
Speaker 2: Being a lizard sucks. Ask any lizard on Earth if

1228
01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:21,360
Speaker 2: it would rather be a person named Noah, and it

1229
01:05:21,520 --> 01:05:23,720
Speaker 2: guarantee you one hundred percent of them would say they would.

1230
01:05:24,560 --> 01:05:27,360
Speaker 2: But go ahead, Noah, choose this life for yourself. Your

1231
01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:30,400
Speaker 2: name isn't Noah. It doesn't matter what your name is.

1232
01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:36,120
Speaker 2: Revel in the fact. Revel on the fact that this

1233
01:05:36,320 --> 01:05:38,800
Speaker 2: horrible life that you are about to experience is, at

1234
01:05:38,800 --> 01:05:41,800
Speaker 2: the very least the one that you've chosen rather than

1235
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:45,600
Speaker 2: something that was forced upon you. Does that comfort you, Zach?

1236
01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:52,560
Speaker 2: It does not. That you got my name right? Stop

1237
01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:53,520
Speaker 2: eating so much salt?

1238
01:05:55,760 --> 01:05:56,600
Speaker 3: That sounds about right.

1239
01:05:57,840 --> 01:06:00,160
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you, zachk you.

1240
01:06:08,520 --> 01:06:12,080
Speaker 2: We get to pick how we suffer if we're lucky,

1241
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:15,760
Speaker 2: like Zach.

1242
01:06:16,400 --> 01:06:18,520
Speaker 6: Paul From Lisa.

1243
01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:25,320
Speaker 2: Lisa. Hello, Hello, Lisa, how are you?

1244
01:06:26,640 --> 01:06:27,960
Speaker 15: I'm good? I'm excited.

1245
01:06:29,040 --> 01:06:30,360
Speaker 2: What year were you born? Lisa?

1246
01:06:31,480 --> 01:06:34,520
Speaker 15: Nineteen ninety nine? I already called one. Can you ask

1247
01:06:34,600 --> 01:06:35,439
Speaker 15: me the same thing?

1248
01:06:36,960 --> 01:06:37,080
Speaker 3: Uh?

1249
01:06:37,680 --> 01:06:39,680
Speaker 2: Do you have a prize? Is that the problem that

1250
01:06:39,720 --> 01:06:42,520
Speaker 2: you typically have of people thinking that you're fourteen?

1251
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:44,360
Speaker 12: Yeah?

1252
01:06:44,400 --> 01:06:45,600
Speaker 15: Because I also look.

1253
01:06:45,520 --> 01:06:48,640
Speaker 2: Fourteen, so you look fourteen as well.

1254
01:06:49,880 --> 01:06:50,720
Speaker 13: I feel like I do.

1255
01:06:50,880 --> 01:06:52,760
Speaker 15: I feel like I haven't changed in middle school. But

1256
01:06:53,040 --> 01:06:54,640
Speaker 15: probably people wouldn't agree with that.

1257
01:06:56,280 --> 01:07:00,120
Speaker 2: You know what's funny is I think you you've you,

1258
01:07:00,360 --> 01:07:02,440
Speaker 2: I trust you. I don't think that you're underage. But

1259
01:07:03,160 --> 01:07:07,640
Speaker 2: you it's tear me out. You kind of sound like

1260
01:07:07,800 --> 01:07:10,080
Speaker 2: you're lying, you know what I mean? Like if you say,

1261
01:07:10,280 --> 01:07:13,120
Speaker 2: like like if someone said to you, I know I

1262
01:07:13,320 --> 01:07:16,160
Speaker 2: sound fourteen and look fourteen, but trust me, I'm not.

1263
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:21,680
Speaker 2: It sounds like a blatant lie. Not that I think

1264
01:07:21,760 --> 01:07:25,040
Speaker 2: you are, but you know what I'm saying.

1265
01:07:26,160 --> 01:07:28,400
Speaker 15: You know why I think it sounds like I'm lying,

1266
01:07:28,560 --> 01:07:32,000
Speaker 15: Probably because the tone of my voice.

1267
01:07:33,040 --> 01:07:34,760
Speaker 2: No, but this is the thing, it doesn't it for

1268
01:07:34,960 --> 01:07:37,080
Speaker 2: it doesn't sound like you're lying, like if I took

1269
01:07:37,160 --> 01:07:39,760
Speaker 2: the word like, cause you're the way your tone, your vibe,

1270
01:07:39,800 --> 01:07:42,840
Speaker 2: I could tell that you're not lying. But but someone

1271
01:07:43,040 --> 01:07:46,440
Speaker 2: saying what you're saying with a different vibe would blatantly

1272
01:07:46,480 --> 01:07:47,280
Speaker 2: sound like they're lying.

1273
01:07:48,320 --> 01:07:48,520
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1274
01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:51,880
Speaker 15: Probably, but yeah, no, I'm not nice. I'm almost funny too.

1275
01:07:52,400 --> 01:07:54,160
Speaker 6: Hopefully my voice will change.

1276
01:07:56,880 --> 01:08:01,960
Speaker 2: Do you ever run into issues like what's what's the wackiest?

1277
01:08:02,400 --> 01:08:07,080
Speaker 2: That's that's the verb I chose, It's not a verb.

1278
01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:10,040
Speaker 2: I'm so dumb. What what kind of situations have you

1279
01:08:10,080 --> 01:08:12,200
Speaker 2: gotten into as a result of people thinking that you

1280
01:08:12,320 --> 01:08:15,880
Speaker 2: are young, or or maybe inconveniences of any sorts.

1281
01:08:17,040 --> 01:08:22,400
Speaker 15: Huh No, I don't know. I can't think of anything.

1282
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:26,080
Speaker 15: I don't I don't think my age is usually an issue.

1283
01:08:26,560 --> 01:08:27,639
Speaker 15: I think it's just my voice.

1284
01:08:28,240 --> 01:08:28,600
Speaker 13: I don't know.

1285
01:08:28,680 --> 01:08:30,880
Speaker 15: I've never gone into any problems like that.

1286
01:08:32,040 --> 01:08:33,400
Speaker 2: Did you say you're you said you're twenty one?

1287
01:08:34,479 --> 01:08:35,960
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm telling one, almost twenty two.

1288
01:08:36,600 --> 01:08:38,080
Speaker 2: Do you get carted a lot?

1289
01:08:39,080 --> 01:08:39,599
Speaker 3: I don't.

1290
01:08:42,800 --> 01:08:46,880
Speaker 1: Hmmm, what what's your guilty what's your guilty?

1291
01:08:46,960 --> 01:08:47,719
Speaker 2: Pleasure? Lisa?

1292
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:54,519
Speaker 15: Okay, this isn't like that bad, but I hope that

1293
01:08:54,640 --> 01:08:57,200
Speaker 15: some people can relate with me. I like to put

1294
01:08:57,479 --> 01:09:07,200
Speaker 15: ketch ups on everything, like my pancakes, my popcorn, like

1295
01:09:07,840 --> 01:09:15,840
Speaker 15: corn tortillas as a snack, and it's not socially acceptable.

1296
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:16,320
Speaker 1: It's not.

1297
01:09:18,400 --> 01:09:21,479
Speaker 15: Sometimes when I go to Taco bell or adult taco

1298
01:09:22,040 --> 01:09:27,559
Speaker 15: I like to put ketchup on my tacos. No Mexican tacos,

1299
01:09:27,720 --> 01:09:30,040
Speaker 15: just American tacos. Okay, I'm not crazy.

1300
01:09:31,479 --> 01:09:32,920
Speaker 2: And what is appeeling about this to you?

1301
01:09:34,800 --> 01:09:40,240
Speaker 15: It's just yummy, it's sweet. It just adds to my food.

1302
01:09:41,479 --> 01:09:46,040
Speaker 15: On popcorn, it's like the contrast of cold and warm.

1303
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:48,160
Speaker 2: On rice.

1304
01:09:48,400 --> 01:09:54,000
Speaker 15: It just gives a bad extra kick. Also on pancakes, when.

1305
01:09:56,120 --> 01:10:02,639
Speaker 2: Ketchup on a pancake. When you're putting ketchup on pancake,

1306
01:10:03,400 --> 01:10:05,800
Speaker 2: uh huh do you put a lot of it on

1307
01:10:06,040 --> 01:10:07,400
Speaker 2: or just a little amount.

1308
01:10:10,840 --> 01:10:15,000
Speaker 15: Because it's not socially acceptable. I kind of squirt the

1309
01:10:16,320 --> 01:10:19,960
Speaker 15: ketchup on the side and then I just kind of

1310
01:10:20,080 --> 01:10:23,720
Speaker 15: like let it go all over my food, trying to

1311
01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:25,880
Speaker 15: like not let people notice, you know what I mean.

1312
01:10:26,200 --> 01:10:28,160
Speaker 15: I'm not I'm not like a I don't just like

1313
01:10:28,240 --> 01:10:29,400
Speaker 15: put it all over my play.

1314
01:10:29,400 --> 01:10:31,200
Speaker 4: I just put a little saw and.

1315
01:10:31,240 --> 01:10:34,080
Speaker 15: Then like eventually my food just makes its way over

1316
01:10:34,280 --> 01:10:35,559
Speaker 15: the ketchup spot.

1317
01:10:35,760 --> 01:10:43,040
Speaker 2: You know, so out of shame, you use ketchup stealthily.

1318
01:10:46,160 --> 01:10:47,160
Speaker 3: I use ketchup will.

1319
01:10:48,760 --> 01:10:49,320
Speaker 2: Stealthily.

1320
01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:51,960
Speaker 15: Oh wow, I've never heard that word.

1321
01:10:52,240 --> 01:10:55,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, you know with stealth, you know what? You

1322
01:10:55,400 --> 01:10:56,680
Speaker 2: know the words stealth.

1323
01:10:58,280 --> 01:10:58,639
Speaker 7: Self?

1324
01:10:58,920 --> 01:10:59,559
Speaker 3: I don't think so.

1325
01:10:59,720 --> 01:11:01,160
Speaker 2: Replace metal gear solid.

1326
01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:02,720
Speaker 8: No.

1327
01:11:03,920 --> 01:11:08,559
Speaker 15: English isn't my first language. I'm sorry, stealth you.

1328
01:11:08,600 --> 01:11:10,640
Speaker 2: Know the words? Have you heard the word stealth like

1329
01:11:10,880 --> 01:11:13,280
Speaker 2: with I thought that was a more common word.

1330
01:11:15,000 --> 01:11:17,280
Speaker 13: I don't know, not for me stealth.

1331
01:11:17,160 --> 01:11:19,160
Speaker 2: Right, let me try us again. Let me try us again.

1332
01:11:20,720 --> 01:11:22,080
Speaker 6: Stealth Okay.

1333
01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:28,599
Speaker 2: Yeah, so when you apply ketchup in public to food,

1334
01:11:29,720 --> 01:11:31,360
Speaker 2: you do so with secrecy?

1335
01:11:32,479 --> 01:11:36,240
Speaker 15: Yeah, I do so with secrecy also, like especially at

1336
01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:39,200
Speaker 15: the movies with popcorns, especially at the movies with.

1337
01:11:39,240 --> 01:11:41,240
Speaker 9: Popcorn mm hmm.

1338
01:11:42,680 --> 01:11:47,320
Speaker 15: And my friends know about this, but they are embarrassed

1339
01:11:47,400 --> 01:11:49,679
Speaker 15: by it sometimes, like when we go to Del Taco

1340
01:11:49,880 --> 01:11:52,800
Speaker 15: and they're like, oh, hot, mild medium, you know, what

1341
01:11:52,840 --> 01:11:55,080
Speaker 15: do you want? And I'm like, catch up. They get

1342
01:11:55,120 --> 01:11:57,519
Speaker 15: embarrassed to ask for it, but.

1343
01:11:58,080 --> 01:11:58,680
Speaker 9: But they do it.

1344
01:11:59,520 --> 01:12:02,320
Speaker 15: I don't hid it from them, but I do like

1345
01:12:02,439 --> 01:12:03,440
Speaker 15: eat it in secrecy.

1346
01:12:04,560 --> 01:12:06,760
Speaker 2: Do you get a lot of weird looks from strangers

1347
01:12:06,800 --> 01:12:09,479
Speaker 2: in public when you put ketchup on your tacos?

1348
01:12:11,000 --> 01:12:13,200
Speaker 15: When I asked for it, I feel like, But I

1349
01:12:13,320 --> 01:12:17,880
Speaker 15: also feel like the workers probably don't care, you know,

1350
01:12:17,920 --> 01:12:19,080
Speaker 15: they have other things story about.

1351
01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:20,320
Speaker 7: I just think about it too much.

1352
01:12:22,280 --> 01:12:27,760
Speaker 2: What is your strategy for using ketchup undetected?

1353
01:12:29,479 --> 01:12:31,600
Speaker 15: I started bringing around my own ketchup had it.

1354
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:41,160
Speaker 2: And then do you just like, like, do you just

1355
01:12:41,400 --> 01:12:44,840
Speaker 2: like take your plate and put it under the table

1356
01:12:44,960 --> 01:12:48,439
Speaker 2: and put the ketchup on then and then put it back.

1357
01:12:49,479 --> 01:12:51,439
Speaker 15: No, I just like you know, get it out of

1358
01:12:51,479 --> 01:12:55,200
Speaker 15: my bag and just try like to put it on

1359
01:12:55,320 --> 01:13:00,240
Speaker 15: when nobody's watching. And I'm not. It's my guilty place here,

1360
01:13:00,280 --> 01:13:02,200
Speaker 15: but I'm not gonna be embarrassed of it.

1361
01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:04,080
Speaker 9: You know, it is what it is.

1362
01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:07,400
Speaker 15: I like Ketchup. I'm scared it's not gonna go away.

1363
01:13:07,439 --> 01:13:10,360
Speaker 15: I don't want to be thirty and keep even ketchup

1364
01:13:10,439 --> 01:13:12,280
Speaker 15: with everything. I'm like a little scared of that.

1365
01:13:13,640 --> 01:13:14,200
Speaker 2: I respect that.

1366
01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:16,200
Speaker 15: Yeah, But.

1367
01:13:20,120 --> 01:13:22,360
Speaker 2: Okay, so you so you're so you're so you you

1368
01:13:22,520 --> 01:13:25,680
Speaker 2: this is this, this is you're actively feeling guilt over this.

1369
01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:29,240
Speaker 2: This is a perfect guilty pleasure because I can sense

1370
01:13:29,840 --> 01:13:31,559
Speaker 2: the guilt and I could also sense the pleasure.

1371
01:13:32,800 --> 01:13:35,240
Speaker 15: Yeah, and you know what, I didn't even I didn't

1372
01:13:35,280 --> 01:13:37,880
Speaker 15: even think about it until the first guy called about

1373
01:13:37,920 --> 01:13:38,320
Speaker 15: the mail.

1374
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:39,800
Speaker 6: Then it hit me.

1375
01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:42,599
Speaker 15: I was like, ketchup, that's my guilty pleasure.

1376
01:13:43,640 --> 01:13:45,240
Speaker 2: Well he was talking about jacking off.

1377
01:13:45,680 --> 01:13:48,479
Speaker 7: Oh yeah, yeah, no yeah no.

1378
01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:52,599
Speaker 15: But also another thing, I don't even have a preferred

1379
01:13:52,720 --> 01:13:55,800
Speaker 15: ketchup brand. I'm just like all around ketchup. I just

1380
01:13:56,040 --> 01:13:56,640
Speaker 15: I just love it.

1381
01:13:58,120 --> 01:14:02,960
Speaker 2: Mmm. Have you consulted with anyone on how you might

1382
01:14:03,040 --> 01:14:03,920
Speaker 2: be able to break this?

1383
01:14:06,560 --> 01:14:06,600
Speaker 13: No?

1384
01:14:07,320 --> 01:14:11,840
Speaker 15: Because my I learned this from my sister, my older sister.

1385
01:14:12,120 --> 01:14:15,639
Speaker 15: She's probably a little bit worse than me. I don't

1386
01:14:15,640 --> 01:14:17,400
Speaker 15: think she sees it as a guilty pleasure, though she

1387
01:14:17,439 --> 01:14:18,200
Speaker 15: has so.

1388
01:14:18,280 --> 01:14:19,679
Speaker 2: She also does the ketchup ship.

1389
01:14:20,520 --> 01:14:24,960
Speaker 15: Yeah, she also does a ketchup. I don't think she's No,

1390
01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:26,400
Speaker 15: I don't know where we got it from.

1391
01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:33,200
Speaker 2: We just yeah, but okay, so you're so for your sister,

1392
01:14:33,320 --> 01:14:35,280
Speaker 2: this is not a guilty pleasure. This is just a pleasure.

1393
01:14:35,320 --> 01:14:36,160
Speaker 2: She doesn't give a fuck.

1394
01:14:36,920 --> 01:14:38,639
Speaker 15: Yeah she doesn't. Yeah, she doesn't care.

1395
01:14:39,280 --> 01:14:39,519
Speaker 13: She does.

1396
01:14:39,960 --> 01:14:43,800
Speaker 2: She will go out into the restaurant and in plain

1397
01:14:44,040 --> 01:14:48,040
Speaker 2: sight with no let me tell you this, she'll like.

1398
01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:51,559
Speaker 15: Take the ketchup packet and just kind of like that's

1399
01:14:51,600 --> 01:14:52,759
Speaker 15: the ketch him out of the packet.

1400
01:14:59,040 --> 01:14:59,760
Speaker 2: It's a lot worse.

1401
01:15:00,880 --> 01:15:03,800
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm not there yet, But what if one day

1402
01:15:03,840 --> 01:15:05,720
Speaker 15: I do get there? You know, she is five years

1403
01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:07,479
Speaker 15: older than me. What if one day I can get there?

1404
01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:13,040
Speaker 2: Oh right, that's your future in five years. Yeah, yeah,

1405
01:15:13,080 --> 01:15:15,120
Speaker 2: you got to do something before that happens. You gotta

1406
01:15:15,240 --> 01:15:16,960
Speaker 2: talk to someone, You gotta go to see.

1407
01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:18,760
Speaker 15: A real therapist. So this is that I kind of

1408
01:15:18,800 --> 01:15:22,040
Speaker 15: wanted to feel better, and you're telling you it is

1409
01:15:22,160 --> 01:15:24,640
Speaker 15: that I should be ashamed of this.

1410
01:15:25,640 --> 01:15:27,240
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you should be ashamed of it.

1411
01:15:27,680 --> 01:15:30,280
Speaker 2: But no, see I don't think you should be. Here's no,

1412
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:31,960
Speaker 2: here's why I don't think. Okay, the first of all, no,

1413
01:15:32,120 --> 01:15:38,120
Speaker 2: it's not objectively bad, but you do not in your

1414
01:15:38,240 --> 01:15:40,160
Speaker 2: mind and you know, you as a person of your

1415
01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:42,720
Speaker 2: own agency maker, and this is you do not I

1416
01:15:42,760 --> 01:15:46,160
Speaker 2: could tell it is it is. It is imperative for

1417
01:15:46,320 --> 01:15:48,920
Speaker 2: you to not get to that point because you don't

1418
01:15:48,920 --> 01:15:50,439
Speaker 2: want to get to that point. So I think that

1419
01:15:50,560 --> 01:15:52,479
Speaker 2: because you don't want to get to that point, you should.

1420
01:15:52,560 --> 01:15:55,519
Speaker 2: You should, you know, quell this. It is bad because

1421
01:15:55,560 --> 01:15:58,400
Speaker 2: you have decided it's bad, not because I've decided it's bad.

1422
01:15:59,720 --> 01:16:06,920
Speaker 15: Yeah, okay, another thing, I'm the girl that called about

1423
01:16:07,000 --> 01:16:10,360
Speaker 15: her three prowsis demon. I was wondering if you wanted

1424
01:16:10,400 --> 01:16:11,160
Speaker 15: an update on that.

1425
01:16:12,760 --> 01:16:17,600
Speaker 2: That was in the same stream as the as the

1426
01:16:17,720 --> 01:16:18,479
Speaker 2: witch girl.

1427
01:16:19,640 --> 01:16:21,960
Speaker 6: Oh my gosh, Wednesday.

1428
01:16:22,160 --> 01:16:27,080
Speaker 2: That's Wednesday. Yes, wait, that's crazy. Have you and I

1429
01:16:27,120 --> 01:16:30,760
Speaker 2: haven't heard from you in forever? I don't think, right, Yeah,

1430
01:16:31,040 --> 01:16:34,120
Speaker 2: that's actually is pretty crazy though, because I uploaded those

1431
01:16:34,240 --> 01:16:36,680
Speaker 2: That's actually I'm the only one who's freaked out by

1432
01:16:36,720 --> 01:16:39,560
Speaker 2: this because I'm or whatever about my TikTok, But like

1433
01:16:40,280 --> 01:16:42,160
Speaker 2: that is kind of crazy to me because I uploaded

1434
01:16:42,160 --> 01:16:45,280
Speaker 2: those two at the same, like right after each other,

1435
01:16:45,439 --> 01:16:48,240
Speaker 2: so they're grouped in my head as like that's that

1436
01:16:48,439 --> 01:16:51,360
Speaker 2: era of my TikTok or whatever. So it's very and

1437
01:16:51,400 --> 01:16:53,000
Speaker 2: they were. They were from the same stream when we

1438
01:16:53,080 --> 01:16:56,120
Speaker 2: went to India. So that's interesting that I'm getting both

1439
01:16:56,200 --> 01:16:58,000
Speaker 2: of the follow ups from those two streams.

1440
01:16:58,200 --> 01:17:02,040
Speaker 15: In this stream, you're having like a moment.

1441
01:17:02,320 --> 01:17:10,759
Speaker 2: You know, she might be a witch, Dude, she might Okay,

1442
01:17:10,920 --> 01:17:12,160
Speaker 2: I'll hear a quick follow up.

1443
01:17:13,000 --> 01:17:16,720
Speaker 15: Okay, I think you fixed my problem. I think ever

1444
01:17:16,880 --> 01:17:23,400
Speaker 15: since that I manifested this sexual power that kept the

1445
01:17:23,479 --> 01:17:25,200
Speaker 15: demon a way he was so scared.

1446
01:17:26,840 --> 01:17:28,920
Speaker 2: Let me I want to update you know, the people

1447
01:17:28,920 --> 01:17:30,880
Speaker 2: who don't necessarily know what we're talking about here. You

1448
01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:34,240
Speaker 2: called in and said that you were having a sleep

1449
01:17:34,280 --> 01:17:36,200
Speaker 2: you had a sleep paralysystem and that was haunting you.

1450
01:17:36,600 --> 01:17:38,680
Speaker 2: And we sort of talked and we came to the

1451
01:17:38,720 --> 01:17:43,880
Speaker 2: conclusion that you might have to have and you we

1452
01:17:44,120 --> 01:17:46,679
Speaker 2: came to this clusion you might need to have sex

1453
01:17:46,760 --> 01:17:48,639
Speaker 2: with the sleep paralysis demon to get it to leave

1454
01:17:48,680 --> 01:17:49,120
Speaker 2: you alone.

1455
01:17:49,439 --> 01:17:49,599
Speaker 10: Right.

1456
01:17:49,680 --> 01:17:52,240
Speaker 2: That's where we came to and so what did you do?

1457
01:17:53,120 --> 01:17:54,800
Speaker 2: Did you have sex with the sleeperousest demon?

1458
01:17:55,640 --> 01:17:59,479
Speaker 15: No, he never came around. He just he hasn't come around.

1459
01:18:00,160 --> 01:18:02,599
Speaker 15: And I think about it at night. I'm like, all right,

1460
01:18:02,680 --> 01:18:05,639
Speaker 15: if this fucker comes, I'm gonna get him because I'm

1461
01:18:05,680 --> 01:18:11,719
Speaker 15: not I'm not, I'm how do you say it, I'm

1462
01:18:11,800 --> 01:18:15,720
Speaker 15: not scared of I hate to describe it this way,

1463
01:18:15,800 --> 01:18:20,360
Speaker 15: wet dreams, I might you know that? Isn't that what

1464
01:18:20,439 --> 01:18:22,679
Speaker 15: they call when you dream of sex?

1465
01:18:23,760 --> 01:18:27,400
Speaker 2: Sure you're not afraid of the dreams of the sleeper

1466
01:18:27,439 --> 01:18:29,240
Speaker 2: house steaming will be less scary if you were having

1467
01:18:29,280 --> 01:18:30,960
Speaker 2: sex with him, because it's a wet dream and you're

1468
01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:33,560
Speaker 2: less so afraid of that that you are, you know,

1469
01:18:33,800 --> 01:18:34,479
Speaker 2: a demon dream?

1470
01:18:35,000 --> 01:18:38,120
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm comfortable with that. So I kept him away

1471
01:18:38,439 --> 01:18:41,640
Speaker 15: like I was confident, and he just has to come

1472
01:18:41,680 --> 01:18:46,040
Speaker 15: to haunt me unless this is me manifesting him tonight.

1473
01:18:47,880 --> 01:18:49,720
Speaker 2: Well, look, it doesn't matter if you because you have

1474
01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:54,559
Speaker 2: a you have a big sword of sexual energy as

1475
01:18:54,600 --> 01:18:58,360
Speaker 2: your weapon to combat this demon. Yeah, and I believe

1476
01:18:58,400 --> 01:18:59,160
Speaker 2: that that will protect you.

1477
01:19:00,200 --> 01:19:03,559
Speaker 15: So thank you. You actually solved my problem, or maybe

1478
01:19:03,760 --> 01:19:05,880
Speaker 15: once they put a curse over my demon.

1479
01:19:06,960 --> 01:19:09,560
Speaker 2: Well, look, I'm glad that I'm glad that you know

1480
01:19:09,640 --> 01:19:11,880
Speaker 2: the forces that be brought you to this place where

1481
01:19:11,920 --> 01:19:12,800
Speaker 2: you could find your solution.

1482
01:19:14,320 --> 01:19:17,719
Speaker 1: Thank you, and I'll work on to catch up the beautiful.

1483
01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:21,479
Speaker 2: But take care. Thank you for calling. Please, I recommend

1484
01:19:22,400 --> 01:19:23,200
Speaker 2: I probably won't.

1485
01:19:23,000 --> 01:19:23,400
Speaker 5: Do that, but.

1486
01:19:24,960 --> 01:19:28,320
Speaker 2: All right, have a good days.

1487
01:19:29,840 --> 01:19:32,280
Speaker 3: From Gary.

1488
01:19:34,640 --> 01:19:34,960
Speaker 2: Gary.

1489
01:19:38,280 --> 01:19:42,320
Speaker 8: Sure, what's up are you doing?

1490
01:19:44,320 --> 01:19:44,760
Speaker 2: I'm all right?

1491
01:19:44,800 --> 01:19:45,080
Speaker 9: What are you?

1492
01:19:45,800 --> 01:19:46,240
Speaker 2: Who are you?

1493
01:19:48,640 --> 01:19:53,799
Speaker 8: My name is Gary, all right, I live in Georgia.

1494
01:19:54,520 --> 01:20:00,439
Speaker 8: All right, I'm I started watching your stuff on TikTok

1495
01:20:01,160 --> 01:20:04,920
Speaker 8: and uh decided to give you a a view on

1496
01:20:05,120 --> 01:20:05,880
Speaker 8: tweet to see what.

1497
01:20:07,640 --> 01:20:08,240
Speaker 10: That's a dog?

1498
01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:09,400
Speaker 2: Who's the dog?

1499
01:20:10,479 --> 01:20:11,400
Speaker 10: That's my dog?

1500
01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:14,840
Speaker 2: Uh?

1501
01:20:15,000 --> 01:20:16,920
Speaker 8: It's the Spanish word for tiny.

1502
01:20:17,520 --> 01:20:19,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna ask is he a tiny dog?

1503
01:20:20,160 --> 01:20:21,280
Speaker 8: Uh? He's a blueno's pit.

1504
01:20:22,680 --> 01:20:23,439
Speaker 2: This is a big dog.

1505
01:20:24,680 --> 01:20:25,880
Speaker 5: Yeah he uh.

1506
01:20:27,800 --> 01:20:32,479
Speaker 8: Yeah, he doesn't realize that. Uh he's uh eighty pounds

1507
01:20:32,560 --> 01:20:33,479
Speaker 8: of pure muscle.

1508
01:20:36,040 --> 01:20:37,080
Speaker 2: He sounds terrifying.

1509
01:20:38,400 --> 01:20:43,120
Speaker 8: Oh, he's the biggest dan titty baby. He's got a

1510
01:20:43,479 --> 01:20:48,479
Speaker 8: uh sour attitude when he doesn't get his way, and

1511
01:20:48,760 --> 01:20:50,120
Speaker 8: uh he's very vocal about it.

1512
01:20:52,160 --> 01:20:53,680
Speaker 2: When's the last time he didn't get his way?

1513
01:20:57,080 --> 01:20:57,240
Speaker 10: Right?

1514
01:20:57,320 --> 01:20:59,720
Speaker 2: Now, what does he want.

1515
01:21:00,200 --> 01:21:04,880
Speaker 8: Uh, he's wanting, he's wanting attention, and uh he's trying

1516
01:21:04,960 --> 01:21:08,080
Speaker 8: to open up my dad's door to go and uh

1517
01:21:08,520 --> 01:21:11,360
Speaker 8: try to hang out with him. But he's not allowed

1518
01:21:11,439 --> 01:21:15,720
Speaker 8: on the bed because uh dog hair and stuff, and

1519
01:21:15,840 --> 01:21:18,960
Speaker 8: he gets upset when he's not allowed into uh doors

1520
01:21:19,240 --> 01:21:22,040
Speaker 8: or any room in the house. I can't go take

1521
01:21:22,080 --> 01:21:24,080
Speaker 8: a shit without him trying to bust the door open.

1522
01:21:25,000 --> 01:21:26,280
Speaker 2: Karre, What you were You born.

1523
01:21:27,160 --> 01:21:28,160
Speaker 8: Nineteen ninety six?

1524
01:21:29,560 --> 01:21:32,439
Speaker 2: Mm, that was a good year.

1525
01:21:32,439 --> 01:21:33,400
Speaker 8: I feel like that old man.

1526
01:21:34,760 --> 01:21:35,679
Speaker 2: What do you feel old?

1527
01:21:36,360 --> 01:21:36,519
Speaker 3: Well?

1528
01:21:36,560 --> 01:21:36,640
Speaker 2: How?

1529
01:21:36,760 --> 01:21:36,800
Speaker 12: What?

1530
01:21:36,920 --> 01:21:37,240
Speaker 8: How old?

1531
01:21:37,240 --> 01:21:37,680
Speaker 2: Does that make you?

1532
01:21:37,760 --> 01:21:37,800
Speaker 8: Like?

1533
01:21:37,840 --> 01:21:38,280
Speaker 2: Twenty four?

1534
01:21:39,200 --> 01:21:41,719
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm I turned twenty four October last.

1535
01:21:41,600 --> 01:21:41,960
Speaker 9: Year, So.

1536
01:21:43,479 --> 01:21:44,320
Speaker 2: Then you feel old?

1537
01:21:45,640 --> 01:21:45,840
Speaker 12: Yes?

1538
01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:46,920
Speaker 2: Why?

1539
01:21:48,680 --> 01:21:48,920
Speaker 10: Well?

1540
01:21:50,120 --> 01:21:52,360
Speaker 3: I mean I guess I wouldn't.

1541
01:21:52,520 --> 01:21:55,320
Speaker 8: I guess I wouldn't say I feel old. I like

1542
01:21:55,439 --> 01:21:59,800
Speaker 8: him like age wise, but I feel old like I've

1543
01:21:59,840 --> 01:22:01,080
Speaker 8: been on this earth too long.

1544
01:22:04,080 --> 01:22:06,720
Speaker 1: Really, Like in my.

1545
01:22:06,840 --> 01:22:10,479
Speaker 8: TikTok Bio, I have it where it says I'm twenty

1546
01:22:10,520 --> 01:22:11,800
Speaker 8: four years too old.

1547
01:22:14,240 --> 01:22:15,400
Speaker 2: That's a little nihilistic.

1548
01:22:17,960 --> 01:22:20,200
Speaker 8: I don't really know what that word means off the

1549
01:22:20,280 --> 01:22:20,960
Speaker 8: top of my head.

1550
01:22:24,880 --> 01:22:27,280
Speaker 2: Maybe that seems a little pessimistic.

1551
01:22:29,680 --> 01:22:34,400
Speaker 8: Oh well, I guess you could say that you.

1552
01:22:34,400 --> 01:22:36,240
Speaker 2: Feel like you've been on here for too long.

1553
01:22:38,560 --> 01:22:42,960
Speaker 8: Like I've been on this earth for twenty four years

1554
01:22:44,240 --> 01:22:46,320
Speaker 8: and I'm just now starting my life. But at the

1555
01:22:46,360 --> 01:22:48,240
Speaker 8: same time, it feels like it should have been over

1556
01:22:49,200 --> 01:22:50,160
Speaker 8: before it even started.

1557
01:22:52,280 --> 01:22:54,160
Speaker 2: You said you're just now starting your life. Is there

1558
01:22:54,640 --> 01:22:58,160
Speaker 2: did an event happen to you recently that makes you

1559
01:22:58,280 --> 01:23:02,280
Speaker 2: feel like you're that that's sort of marked in your

1560
01:23:02,320 --> 01:23:03,719
Speaker 2: eyes the start of your life?

1561
01:23:06,400 --> 01:23:06,519
Speaker 8: Uh?

1562
01:23:07,960 --> 01:23:11,479
Speaker 2: Not really, But so then what makes you say that

1563
01:23:11,520 --> 01:23:12,840
Speaker 2: you're just now starting your life?

1564
01:23:14,280 --> 01:23:25,760
Speaker 8: Well, to be honest, I don't know, I feel like, uh,

1565
01:23:27,560 --> 01:23:33,000
Speaker 8: like I'm twenty four, but I feel like I'm older,

1566
01:23:33,920 --> 01:23:37,760
Speaker 8: but like I don't want to be older. Does that

1567
01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:39,200
Speaker 8: if that makes sense?

1568
01:23:39,800 --> 01:23:41,080
Speaker 2: What's your problem with being older?

1569
01:23:43,520 --> 01:23:46,200
Speaker 8: I take care of more ship every day. I'm just

1570
01:23:46,320 --> 01:23:46,800
Speaker 8: tired of it.

1571
01:23:47,479 --> 01:23:50,440
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Give you have a lot more responsibilities.

1572
01:23:51,680 --> 01:23:55,559
Speaker 8: I mean, that's that's gonna happen either way, and I've

1573
01:23:55,600 --> 01:23:59,720
Speaker 8: come to accept that. But I'm not really on a

1574
01:24:01,120 --> 01:24:03,960
Speaker 8: h I'm on the sense about it.

1575
01:24:04,040 --> 01:24:06,200
Speaker 2: I guess, well, all right, I mean, you say it's

1576
01:24:06,200 --> 01:24:07,400
Speaker 2: gonna happen either way, but like, do you do you

1577
01:24:07,439 --> 01:24:08,040
Speaker 2: have a girlfriend?

1578
01:24:09,840 --> 01:24:14,519
Speaker 8: No, I ain't got time to have a relationship. I

1579
01:24:14,960 --> 01:24:17,679
Speaker 8: sleep on the couch in my dad's house, pay him rent,

1580
01:24:17,920 --> 01:24:19,599
Speaker 8: and that's my last.

1581
01:24:21,400 --> 01:24:25,920
Speaker 2: So your main responsibility is is full for yourself? And

1582
01:24:26,080 --> 01:24:27,400
Speaker 2: do you take care of the dog or does your

1583
01:24:27,400 --> 01:24:28,360
Speaker 2: family take care of the dog?

1584
01:24:29,320 --> 01:24:31,320
Speaker 8: Oh, he's he's our family dog.

1585
01:24:31,400 --> 01:24:37,519
Speaker 2: We all take care Okay. What responsibilities do you feel

1586
01:24:37,560 --> 01:24:40,280
Speaker 2: like you had? Like, well, when did you start having

1587
01:24:40,320 --> 01:24:40,880
Speaker 2: to pay rent?

1588
01:24:44,160 --> 01:24:47,680
Speaker 8: Back when I got out of the navy. Uh, my

1589
01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:53,080
Speaker 8: dad was like, you're gonna be paying rent, help around

1590
01:24:53,080 --> 01:24:55,680
Speaker 8: the house. That way, you don't really have to do

1591
01:24:55,840 --> 01:24:58,560
Speaker 8: much anything else. Focus on yourself, take care of what

1592
01:24:58,680 --> 01:24:59,120
Speaker 8: you got to do.

1593
01:25:00,280 --> 01:25:03,200
Speaker 2: How curious, if you have to pay rent at your parents' house,

1594
01:25:03,760 --> 01:25:07,560
Speaker 2: would you not rather move out and pay rents in

1595
01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:08,240
Speaker 2: living your own?

1596
01:25:09,560 --> 01:25:13,519
Speaker 8: See, I've already done that and it didn't really work out.

1597
01:25:14,600 --> 01:25:17,439
Speaker 8: I moved in with a buddy of mine at the time.

1598
01:25:17,640 --> 01:25:21,880
Speaker 8: He had the same name as me, and we worked

1599
01:25:21,920 --> 01:25:25,160
Speaker 8: the same job, lived the same we did everything. He

1600
01:25:25,200 --> 01:25:27,200
Speaker 8: didn't have a vehicle, so he was all anytime he

1601
01:25:27,240 --> 01:25:30,519
Speaker 8: wanted to go out, he always had to Uh. I

1602
01:25:30,600 --> 01:25:32,560
Speaker 8: always had to drive him around, and I got to

1603
01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:34,280
Speaker 8: the point where I just let him start taking my

1604
01:25:34,360 --> 01:25:39,479
Speaker 8: truck and uh, it ended up it was like four

1605
01:25:39,600 --> 01:25:43,200
Speaker 8: or five months we were living in this house, and uh,

1606
01:25:44,600 --> 01:25:46,600
Speaker 8: it was kind of a we didn't really have like

1607
01:25:47,479 --> 01:25:49,920
Speaker 8: like a written agreement with the guy that let us

1608
01:25:49,920 --> 01:25:52,040
Speaker 8: stay there and we had to pay rent or anything,

1609
01:25:52,240 --> 01:25:56,600
Speaker 8: and we more or less just kind of squatted in

1610
01:25:56,680 --> 01:25:57,479
Speaker 8: this guy's house.

1611
01:25:59,360 --> 01:26:03,280
Speaker 2: And it was a casual, no least type of deal.

1612
01:26:04,120 --> 01:26:06,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, he was like, hey, y'all pay me rent and

1613
01:26:07,920 --> 01:26:12,080
Speaker 8: I'll let you stay in my mother's house. At like this,

1614
01:26:12,400 --> 01:26:15,600
Speaker 8: this guy's mom died of a heart attack in the

1615
01:26:15,720 --> 01:26:22,240
Speaker 8: house and they left everything that she had like it

1616
01:26:22,479 --> 01:26:25,800
Speaker 8: was for ten years and didn't touch it at all.

1617
01:26:26,720 --> 01:26:28,040
Speaker 1: Wow it.

1618
01:26:29,840 --> 01:26:30,200
Speaker 5: And they.

1619
01:26:31,800 --> 01:26:34,360
Speaker 2: What made them decide to then rent it out. I mean,

1620
01:26:34,360 --> 01:26:35,280
Speaker 2: I don't know if you know that, but.

1621
01:26:35,760 --> 01:26:39,240
Speaker 8: The landlord was wanting money. There's needing money because he

1622
01:26:39,360 --> 01:26:41,320
Speaker 8: was going to lose a property or something. So he

1623
01:26:41,479 --> 01:26:44,639
Speaker 8: was like, yeah, y'all give me y'all stay here, pay

1624
01:26:44,720 --> 01:26:47,719
Speaker 8: me rent, helped me out, and y'all have a place

1625
01:26:47,760 --> 01:26:48,120
Speaker 8: to stay.

1626
01:26:48,800 --> 01:26:49,439
Speaker 10: So we thought that.

1627
01:26:53,520 --> 01:26:54,600
Speaker 2: Behind it, like.

1628
01:26:57,560 --> 01:27:01,720
Speaker 8: Like it didn't really bother me. But like that the

1629
01:27:01,880 --> 01:27:04,679
Speaker 8: house it wasn't even a house. It was a single wide,

1630
01:27:04,800 --> 01:27:09,759
Speaker 8: seventy foot long trailer and there was one power outlet

1631
01:27:10,200 --> 01:27:14,759
Speaker 8: in every room. We had a gas stove with no gas,

1632
01:27:15,560 --> 01:27:18,400
Speaker 8: so any we didn't buy anything we couldn't heat up

1633
01:27:18,400 --> 01:27:21,360
Speaker 8: with a candle like I would go out and buy.

1634
01:27:21,479 --> 01:27:22,360
Speaker 10: We'd go out and buy.

1635
01:27:22,360 --> 01:27:24,800
Speaker 8: Chef board, rd's and stuff like that. We had a

1636
01:27:24,880 --> 01:27:28,599
Speaker 8: microwave too, but they heat up our cans. We didn't

1637
01:27:28,640 --> 01:27:31,240
Speaker 8: really have bowls or plates or anything like that. We

1638
01:27:31,400 --> 01:27:33,280
Speaker 8: just had whatever was there in the house that we

1639
01:27:33,439 --> 01:27:37,439
Speaker 8: wanted to use. We would I would take a candle,

1640
01:27:37,680 --> 01:27:39,960
Speaker 8: light it up, and we had this little like dish

1641
01:27:40,080 --> 01:27:42,560
Speaker 8: rack that fit perfectly over the candle. I put the

1642
01:27:42,680 --> 01:27:45,560
Speaker 8: can on top and heat that bitch up and have

1643
01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:49,520
Speaker 8: dinner every night. Every night. We literally drink.

1644
01:27:50,960 --> 01:27:51,559
Speaker 3: Every night.

1645
01:27:51,960 --> 01:27:54,760
Speaker 8: It was any night we got off work. We were

1646
01:27:54,840 --> 01:28:00,760
Speaker 8: drunk as foot partying every night. My room didn't have

1647
01:28:00,880 --> 01:28:04,559
Speaker 8: a door, like there wasn't a doorframe or a place

1648
01:28:04,640 --> 01:28:06,760
Speaker 8: for a door. It was the wall came out to

1649
01:28:06,880 --> 01:28:10,360
Speaker 8: a certain point and then stopped and it was the

1650
01:28:10,520 --> 01:28:14,120
Speaker 8: other side of the trailer that it was. I had

1651
01:28:14,160 --> 01:28:16,080
Speaker 8: a notewis. I didn't even want to put up a

1652
01:28:16,160 --> 01:28:18,040
Speaker 8: damn curtain or anything like.

1653
01:28:18,360 --> 01:28:19,320
Speaker 10: It was ridiculous.

1654
01:28:20,840 --> 01:28:26,040
Speaker 3: I basically lived in a small like mini storage unit, and.

1655
01:28:26,400 --> 01:28:28,880
Speaker 2: How did that affect your mental health?

1656
01:28:31,479 --> 01:28:31,679
Speaker 8: Well?

1657
01:28:33,080 --> 01:28:38,000
Speaker 2: And by the way, I look, some people kind I've had.

1658
01:28:38,120 --> 01:28:41,880
Speaker 2: I've had roommates who, you know, live a certain way.

1659
01:28:42,000 --> 01:28:48,080
Speaker 2: Some people like to you know, live like a different way.

1660
01:28:51,240 --> 01:28:54,200
Speaker 8: He actually my roommate at the time, he actually got

1661
01:28:54,280 --> 01:28:58,280
Speaker 8: the room, uh that the landlord's mom died in because

1662
01:28:58,320 --> 01:29:01,400
Speaker 8: it was bigger, and he said, I'm taking the bigger room,

1663
01:29:02,240 --> 01:29:05,880
Speaker 8: and I just had to live with it. But I

1664
01:29:05,960 --> 01:29:10,360
Speaker 8: could honestly say, even though like that was a really

1665
01:29:10,439 --> 01:29:13,200
Speaker 8: dark time for me, Like it wasn't even but like

1666
01:29:13,280 --> 01:29:19,439
Speaker 8: two years ago, and I honestly would go back to

1667
01:29:19,560 --> 01:29:24,960
Speaker 8: sleeping and living in that house. But I kind of

1668
01:29:25,280 --> 01:29:29,759
Speaker 8: I kind of ruined that. I me and my buddy

1669
01:29:30,000 --> 01:29:32,000
Speaker 8: at the time, we both worked the same job. We

1670
01:29:32,080 --> 01:29:36,240
Speaker 8: were doing a tree service. We'd go in chip wood

1671
01:29:37,200 --> 01:29:39,679
Speaker 8: that had been cut off, the power lines down the roads,

1672
01:29:39,720 --> 01:29:42,759
Speaker 8: stuff like that. We both got fired on the same day.

1673
01:29:44,920 --> 01:29:45,880
Speaker 3: Over some bullshit.

1674
01:29:46,680 --> 01:29:49,400
Speaker 8: I'd been working a whole week. I'd been working the

1675
01:29:49,439 --> 01:29:52,439
Speaker 8: whole week before Memorial Day a couple of years ago

1676
01:29:53,040 --> 01:29:57,400
Speaker 8: with bronchitis one hundred and two degree heat.

1677
01:29:58,400 --> 01:29:59,240
Speaker 2: It was awful.

1678
01:30:00,080 --> 01:30:02,320
Speaker 8: The last day of the week, I said, hey, I'm

1679
01:30:02,360 --> 01:30:05,880
Speaker 8: not feeling good. I'm calling out. I'll be back Monday.

1680
01:30:05,920 --> 01:30:08,920
Speaker 8: It was on a Friday, and they texted me over

1681
01:30:09,000 --> 01:30:12,560
Speaker 8: the weekend and said, bring a doctor's note in otherwise

1682
01:30:12,640 --> 01:30:15,120
Speaker 8: don't come back to work. I was like, how am

1683
01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:17,759
Speaker 8: I supposed to schedule a doctor's appointment on the weekend

1684
01:30:19,200 --> 01:30:21,920
Speaker 8: at last minute? That's not gonna work. So I just

1685
01:30:22,000 --> 01:30:27,320
Speaker 8: said all right, bah, and he got fired too. Instead

1686
01:30:27,360 --> 01:30:30,080
Speaker 8: of actually going out and getting another job to help

1687
01:30:30,120 --> 01:30:33,639
Speaker 8: pay for rent, I had to take care of everything.

1688
01:30:34,080 --> 01:30:35,240
Speaker 2: I had to pay for all of.

1689
01:30:35,280 --> 01:30:41,479
Speaker 8: His bills, his phone bills, and it was it was

1690
01:30:41,560 --> 01:30:43,320
Speaker 8: just a big struggle we got. We got into so

1691
01:30:43,439 --> 01:30:45,920
Speaker 8: many different fights, like there was never any fist fights.

1692
01:30:46,760 --> 01:30:50,639
Speaker 2: But why did your roommate get fired?

1693
01:30:53,800 --> 01:30:56,960
Speaker 8: He didn't since he couldn't get to work. Was out

1694
01:30:57,160 --> 01:30:57,679
Speaker 8: my truck?

1695
01:30:58,680 --> 01:30:59,800
Speaker 1: Oh sure he didn't.

1696
01:31:00,280 --> 01:31:04,519
Speaker 8: Yeah, he didn't call in or anything like our uh

1697
01:31:05,040 --> 01:31:08,439
Speaker 8: manager was our supervisor or whatever. He lived like ten

1698
01:31:08,520 --> 01:31:11,000
Speaker 8: minutes away, and he said, fuck, you find your own

1699
01:31:11,040 --> 01:31:11,519
Speaker 8: way to work.

1700
01:31:15,439 --> 01:31:17,120
Speaker 3: So he never found a way to work.

1701
01:31:17,240 --> 01:31:21,120
Speaker 8: They texted us the same message over the weekend, like

1702
01:31:21,240 --> 01:31:22,680
Speaker 8: we were going to be able to do something with

1703
01:31:22,760 --> 01:31:24,200
Speaker 8: it within with two days.

1704
01:31:24,280 --> 01:31:25,040
Speaker 10: It was ridiculous.

1705
01:31:27,640 --> 01:31:32,200
Speaker 2: But you said just now that you would go back

1706
01:31:32,600 --> 01:31:35,960
Speaker 2: if you could, you would prefer with your dad.

1707
01:31:36,880 --> 01:31:41,280
Speaker 8: Not necessarily that place in particular, but just being able

1708
01:31:41,360 --> 01:31:45,120
Speaker 8: to be on my own would be nice. But where

1709
01:31:45,160 --> 01:31:52,080
Speaker 8: I live rent is absolutely ridiculous, especially for the because

1710
01:31:52,600 --> 01:31:56,479
Speaker 8: the place I live in is actually considered the mess

1711
01:31:56,640 --> 01:31:58,400
Speaker 8: capital of your dog.

1712
01:31:59,520 --> 01:32:00,599
Speaker 2: I'm sorry you're saying.

1713
01:32:02,400 --> 01:32:05,559
Speaker 11: The area I live in is actually considered the mess

1714
01:32:05,920 --> 01:32:11,880
Speaker 11: capital of Georgia, and so rents are.

1715
01:32:13,439 --> 01:32:13,639
Speaker 8: High.

1716
01:32:17,520 --> 01:32:19,120
Speaker 2: Well with it being a.

1717
01:32:19,160 --> 01:32:22,680
Speaker 8: Mess capital Georgia, you better shut the hell up. You're

1718
01:32:22,760 --> 01:32:29,160
Speaker 8: being very inconsiderate right now, with uh it being in

1719
01:32:29,200 --> 01:32:31,800
Speaker 8: the mess capital of the world. Angry everybody that's trying

1720
01:32:31,880 --> 01:32:35,000
Speaker 8: to put a place out for rent is wanting that

1721
01:32:36,160 --> 01:32:42,439
Speaker 8: high dollar ship for rent, and there's not really many

1722
01:32:42,800 --> 01:32:46,360
Speaker 8: well paying jobs around here that's gonna set me up

1723
01:32:46,400 --> 01:32:47,639
Speaker 8: for like a future type of stuff.

1724
01:32:47,880 --> 01:32:51,240
Speaker 2: So I don't really I'm surprised, Tom, Sorry, are you

1725
01:32:51,280 --> 01:32:52,960
Speaker 2: saying no, go for it?

1726
01:32:53,560 --> 01:32:53,720
Speaker 8: I was.

1727
01:32:54,000 --> 01:32:56,800
Speaker 2: I'm surprised that the rents are high in the meth

1728
01:32:57,360 --> 01:32:59,479
Speaker 2: capital of the of Georgia.

1729
01:33:01,840 --> 01:33:07,519
Speaker 8: Yeah, But like, I don't really have to worry about

1730
01:33:07,520 --> 01:33:10,439
Speaker 8: it too much because I actually I've been kind of blessed.

1731
01:33:10,479 --> 01:33:11,360
Speaker 3: I work with my dad.

1732
01:33:11,439 --> 01:33:16,439
Speaker 8: He owns his own company, and he owns an appliance

1733
01:33:16,479 --> 01:33:19,599
Speaker 8: store and it sells brand news, scratching down appliances and stuff,

1734
01:33:19,720 --> 01:33:22,200
Speaker 8: and I just do the deliveries.

1735
01:33:24,439 --> 01:33:25,720
Speaker 3: I'll be delivering.

1736
01:33:27,840 --> 01:33:30,679
Speaker 8: A ton of appliances every damn day and week.

1737
01:33:30,760 --> 01:33:33,040
Speaker 3: It's ridiculous, but it's good money.

1738
01:33:33,120 --> 01:33:35,360
Speaker 8: I don't really have a lot of bills. I don't

1739
01:33:35,400 --> 01:33:37,479
Speaker 8: have to worry about too many things, you know. I mean,

1740
01:33:37,520 --> 01:33:39,559
Speaker 8: I'm happy, but like it could be better.

1741
01:33:40,960 --> 01:33:41,720
Speaker 2: You thought about moving?

1742
01:33:43,680 --> 01:33:47,240
Speaker 8: Uh? Yeah, I thought about moving, but I don't know

1743
01:33:47,280 --> 01:33:49,080
Speaker 8: where I would go or would over do, so I

1744
01:33:49,240 --> 01:33:52,759
Speaker 8: just I'm just biding my time. I guess want figure

1745
01:33:52,760 --> 01:33:57,880
Speaker 8: out what I'm going to be doing. I can't really

1746
01:33:57,960 --> 01:33:59,800
Speaker 8: do long term goals at the moment because I got

1747
01:33:59,840 --> 01:34:02,760
Speaker 8: some shit going on and it'll determine or whether or

1748
01:34:02,800 --> 01:34:07,439
Speaker 8: not what direction my life goes to. And it was

1749
01:34:07,520 --> 01:34:09,840
Speaker 8: like legal type shit and I'm not really going to

1750
01:34:09,880 --> 01:34:12,880
Speaker 8: get into it too much, but like it could either

1751
01:34:13,760 --> 01:34:17,559
Speaker 8: go where the case gets dropped or I could spend

1752
01:34:17,600 --> 01:34:21,080
Speaker 8: the next five years on prison over some shit that

1753
01:34:21,120 --> 01:34:22,040
Speaker 8: I didn't even actually do.

1754
01:34:25,520 --> 01:34:27,200
Speaker 2: I would ask you about it, but it doesn't sound

1755
01:34:27,200 --> 01:34:28,040
Speaker 2: like you want to get into it.

1756
01:34:29,640 --> 01:34:32,479
Speaker 8: Well, I won't get into details, but more or less,

1757
01:34:33,080 --> 01:34:37,040
Speaker 8: an ex said I did some stuff for revenge when

1758
01:34:37,080 --> 01:34:42,240
Speaker 8: I didn't and filed the case against me in another

1759
01:34:42,400 --> 01:34:46,839
Speaker 8: state after she moved, and then moved back down to Georgia,

1760
01:34:48,800 --> 01:34:51,160
Speaker 8: and so the case instead of being instead of it

1761
01:34:51,280 --> 01:34:53,880
Speaker 8: being held in Georgia where the incident happened, I'm having

1762
01:34:53,920 --> 01:34:57,880
Speaker 8: to drive eight hours up to North Carolina next month

1763
01:34:58,520 --> 01:35:01,639
Speaker 8: for the hearing and figure out.

1764
01:35:01,560 --> 01:35:03,200
Speaker 2: Can't do that resume anymore.

1765
01:35:04,520 --> 01:35:07,800
Speaker 8: No, I've been waiting for this that happened since March

1766
01:35:07,840 --> 01:35:15,200
Speaker 8: of last year. The investigators of the case didn't contact

1767
01:35:15,280 --> 01:35:18,880
Speaker 8: me the right way and didn't put the effort to

1768
01:35:18,960 --> 01:35:22,639
Speaker 8: actually get in touch with me, so instead of trying harder,

1769
01:35:22,760 --> 01:35:24,639
Speaker 8: they just put out a worn't out for my arrest,

1770
01:35:26,000 --> 01:35:26,960
Speaker 8: and I had no idea.

1771
01:35:27,920 --> 01:35:28,960
Speaker 3: I got home from work.

1772
01:35:28,840 --> 01:35:31,719
Speaker 8: One night at like ten o'clock, tired as hell, trying

1773
01:35:31,760 --> 01:35:34,320
Speaker 8: to go home and take a shower and chill, And

1774
01:35:34,479 --> 01:35:37,200
Speaker 8: as soon as I get into the driveway, two police

1775
01:35:37,240 --> 01:35:39,920
Speaker 8: officers show up and they're asking for me, and shit,

1776
01:35:43,080 --> 01:35:44,479
Speaker 8: I said, hey, yeah, we got a warrant for your

1777
01:35:44,520 --> 01:35:47,920
Speaker 8: rest out in this place in North Carolina. So you're

1778
01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:52,280
Speaker 8: gonna have to come with us, and just I just

1779
01:35:52,439 --> 01:35:53,479
Speaker 8: I went to jail for a week.

1780
01:35:56,040 --> 01:36:01,120
Speaker 2: Okay, Man, I hope, I hope things work out for you.

1781
01:36:01,280 --> 01:36:01,439
Speaker 7: Man.

1782
01:36:02,600 --> 01:36:05,120
Speaker 8: Oh well, according to my lawyers, there's no way that

1783
01:36:05,200 --> 01:36:10,360
Speaker 8: they're that I'm going to lose. So I mean, I'm

1784
01:36:10,439 --> 01:36:13,519
Speaker 8: optimistic about it. But at the same time, it's like ship.

1785
01:36:13,640 --> 01:36:14,160
Speaker 9: What if.

1786
01:36:18,439 --> 01:36:22,080
Speaker 2: There's something back that I interrupted you during uh where

1787
01:36:22,080 --> 01:36:24,360
Speaker 2: you were talking about your your working situation that you

1788
01:36:24,439 --> 01:36:28,439
Speaker 2: were trying Maybe maybe maybe I'm not brings up, but

1789
01:36:28,520 --> 01:36:30,479
Speaker 2: is did you say your working situation was changing in

1790
01:36:30,560 --> 01:36:31,679
Speaker 2: some way shape or for him.

1791
01:36:33,800 --> 01:36:34,439
Speaker 3: At the moment?

1792
01:36:34,720 --> 01:36:39,639
Speaker 8: No, Uh, I worked six yea, I worked six days

1793
01:36:39,680 --> 01:36:42,400
Speaker 8: a week and the one thing we have off for

1794
01:36:42,760 --> 01:36:45,919
Speaker 8: for sure Sunday because we don't believe in working on Sundays.

1795
01:36:46,800 --> 01:36:48,759
Speaker 3: And well I don't even.

1796
01:36:48,560 --> 01:36:52,320
Speaker 8: Actually work on Saturdays. It's just if if they need me,

1797
01:36:52,439 --> 01:36:57,000
Speaker 8: I'll come in. But it's not really a bad job.

1798
01:36:57,280 --> 01:36:57,720
Speaker 5: I like it.

1799
01:36:58,360 --> 01:37:00,200
Speaker 2: It sounds like you got a good setup.

1800
01:37:00,760 --> 01:37:00,960
Speaker 3: You know.

1801
01:37:02,080 --> 01:37:05,479
Speaker 8: Yeah, right now, I would say.

1802
01:37:06,240 --> 01:37:09,760
Speaker 2: What's your but before we go, what's your like way

1803
01:37:09,840 --> 01:37:13,120
Speaker 2: of a magic wand do whatever the hell you would

1804
01:37:13,240 --> 01:37:15,960
Speaker 2: like to do. What's the ultimate thing that you would

1805
01:37:16,000 --> 01:37:18,080
Speaker 2: want to do move to.

1806
01:37:18,160 --> 01:37:21,040
Speaker 8: An area where I have better internet service so I

1807
01:37:21,120 --> 01:37:23,840
Speaker 8: can actually uh stream like I want to.

1808
01:37:24,880 --> 01:37:26,040
Speaker 1: Oh really cool.

1809
01:37:26,920 --> 01:37:31,120
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'd really love to be able to stream all

1810
01:37:31,200 --> 01:37:34,360
Speaker 8: the time. But I barely have ten gigabytes of upload

1811
01:37:34,400 --> 01:37:37,800
Speaker 8: speed at any given time or download speed, and I

1812
01:37:37,920 --> 01:37:41,400
Speaker 8: have at any given time anywhere from four hundred to

1813
01:37:41,560 --> 01:37:45,040
Speaker 8: nine hundred kilobytes a second for upload speed, So I'm

1814
01:37:45,120 --> 01:37:47,920
Speaker 8: already lagging in the game. And when I try to stream,

1815
01:37:48,240 --> 01:37:52,479
Speaker 8: if it's an online game, it's even worse, and I

1816
01:37:53,320 --> 01:37:55,599
Speaker 8: can't even handle it for more than thirty minutes without

1817
01:37:55,600 --> 01:37:58,960
Speaker 8: getting frustrated and just quitting, like you trying to give up.

1818
01:38:00,280 --> 01:38:02,960
Speaker 8: I usually try to stream like Star Wars Battlefront two

1819
01:38:03,840 --> 01:38:08,960
Speaker 8: or sometimes Rocket League, or I really want to stream Smite.

1820
01:38:09,080 --> 01:38:13,920
Speaker 8: I really love Smite, but it just doesn't work out.

1821
01:38:16,680 --> 01:38:17,080
Speaker 2: Dude, if you.

1822
01:38:20,479 --> 01:38:20,920
Speaker 9: Go for it.

1823
01:38:21,439 --> 01:38:23,479
Speaker 2: Oh, I was gonna say, if you do anyto streaming,

1824
01:38:23,520 --> 01:38:24,760
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know how big they are

1825
01:38:24,800 --> 01:38:27,160
Speaker 2: in video games, but definitely try streaming on Reddit. Man,

1826
01:38:27,200 --> 01:38:29,479
Speaker 2: It's a good place to start to meet, you know,

1827
01:38:30,040 --> 01:38:31,080
Speaker 2: get new people in there.

1828
01:38:32,200 --> 01:38:33,280
Speaker 3: I've actually never been.

1829
01:38:35,320 --> 01:38:39,280
Speaker 8: I've actually never really gone on to Reddit, like I've

1830
01:38:39,280 --> 01:38:41,840
Speaker 8: seen memes and stuff and I know a little bit

1831
01:38:41,880 --> 01:38:44,640
Speaker 8: about it, but it's like Twitter for me too. Like

1832
01:38:44,800 --> 01:38:48,360
Speaker 8: I have a Twitter account, but I literally not posted

1833
01:38:48,439 --> 01:38:52,000
Speaker 8: anything or even been on Twitter in years.

1834
01:38:53,439 --> 01:38:56,439
Speaker 2: Yeah. Reddit streaming is pretty much is how I started

1835
01:38:56,479 --> 01:38:58,760
Speaker 2: all this stuff. You know, it's a it's a good

1836
01:38:58,800 --> 01:39:01,960
Speaker 2: way to you know, get get in front of people

1837
01:39:02,000 --> 01:39:05,160
Speaker 2: with streaming, even if you're just like, you know, talking,

1838
01:39:05,560 --> 01:39:07,920
Speaker 2: you know, not necessarily playing video games or anything like that.

1839
01:39:08,080 --> 01:39:15,080
Speaker 11: But what we're gonna say you're talking about, like you

1840
01:39:15,160 --> 01:39:18,040
Speaker 11: can just do the just chatting type of stuff on Twitch.

1841
01:39:18,960 --> 01:39:19,200
Speaker 12: Yeah.

1842
01:39:21,080 --> 01:39:23,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, people in the chat.

1843
01:39:23,240 --> 01:39:25,040
Speaker 2: I don't usually look at the chat during calls, but

1844
01:39:25,120 --> 01:39:28,080
Speaker 2: I want to relay. People are people I want to relay.

1845
01:39:28,520 --> 01:39:31,200
Speaker 2: The chat is telling is saying to not do meth.

1846
01:39:33,080 --> 01:39:35,960
Speaker 3: I see that you have no worries about that.

1847
01:39:36,120 --> 01:39:36,360
Speaker 11: I'm not.

1848
01:39:36,720 --> 01:39:38,840
Speaker 8: I'm not trying to screw my life up.

1849
01:39:42,000 --> 01:39:45,840
Speaker 2: Uh okay, rock and Roll. Well, Well I'll talk to

1850
01:39:45,880 --> 01:39:46,240
Speaker 2: you soon.

1851
01:39:46,320 --> 01:39:46,519
Speaker 3: Gary.

1852
01:39:46,600 --> 01:39:47,320
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling in.

1853
01:39:47,439 --> 01:39:50,080
Speaker 8: Man, Thanks man, you have a nice night.

1854
01:39:50,160 --> 01:39:53,120
Speaker 2: Dude, you too, Man, Tic care Adio.

1855
01:39:56,400 --> 01:40:01,360
Speaker 5: Goes on the line. Every never been kept goos doing

1856
01:40:01,439 --> 01:40:03,960
Speaker 5: a ride was teaching you a clousing And You're like

1857
01:40:04,439 --> 01:40:06,640
Speaker 5: but he's not really an expert.