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Speaker 1: Wind Down and radio podcast bonus episode, We got our girls, Sarah,

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Speaker 1: you're back. Um, okay, so, um, we're gonna get to

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Speaker 1: your wedding and stuff. But I feel like we should

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Speaker 1: save all of that for Monday's episode, don't you think so?

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Speaker 1: I think we should keep him waiting a little bit. Um,

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Speaker 1: keep them waiting on that, because I think, Um, do

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Speaker 1: you know how many people? I don't know, Sarah if

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Speaker 1: you listen to the last episode, But Michael and I

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Speaker 1: got into a fight about a shelf, and so I

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Speaker 1: asked it really wasn't about the shelf, you know, but

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Speaker 1: I asked some people about like what they thought, and

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Speaker 1: you know it was because I asked a lot of questions.

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Speaker 1: Do you ask questions or no, no, you're not a question?

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Speaker 1: Does I ask questions? Oh? He does? Okay, so it's reversed.

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Speaker 1: And so do you get annoyed when he asked questions? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you're just like, yeah, I try, but I'm very conscious

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Speaker 1: goes uh. I completely understand both sides, but mainly Jannah side,

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Speaker 1: it's it's because I'm guilty of doing the same thing.

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Speaker 1: I question what my boyfriend does all the time when

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Speaker 1: I think it's an anxiety that I have about not

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Speaker 1: thinks I'm questioning his capability. You're not the only one

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Speaker 1: that this quarantine has been rough, you know. But I

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Speaker 1: because I'm laughing so hard this week's podcast, I saw

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Speaker 1: my husband repeats things that I say to him in

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Speaker 1: feel like when we say things you like the filter

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Speaker 1: could just follow you around again. I've referenced this book

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Speaker 1: a thousand times now, but the Love and Respect Book

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Speaker 1: he even starts by talking about how women here and

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Speaker 1: if anyone came through. So we're on our wind Down podcast.

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Speaker 1: going back through old episodes and please d ms wind

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Speaker 1: down podcast. Um, someone just says hit me up on

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Speaker 1: where just athletes are in there and they just play

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00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:01,359
Speaker 1: games with no fans and all this off. And I

423
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:04,720
Speaker 1: understand the idea behind getting sports back on television, but

424
00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:08,119
Speaker 1: all it takes is one person to get sick and

425
00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:11,080
Speaker 1: it blows up everything. And so it's like, why is

426
00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:12,760
Speaker 1: it even worth, like you're talking about with the Torrent,

427
00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:16,640
Speaker 1: It's like, until people feel safe, why even do that?

428
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:21,960
Speaker 1: What's what's the rush? Don't you know exactly? Well? I urge, yeah,

429
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:25,720
Speaker 1: I urge everybody to just stay home because the truth is,

430
00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:30,000
Speaker 1: we still really don't know what this virus is. Like,

431
00:24:30,040 --> 00:24:32,679
Speaker 1: there's still new things coming out. A lot of people said, oh,

432
00:24:32,720 --> 00:24:35,480
Speaker 1: your animals can't get it. Just yesterday my wife told

433
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 1: me that it was a cat in New York, a tiger.

434
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 1: Tiger has the coronavirus. So it's it's it's not. It's

435
00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,199
Speaker 1: still very very much in its early stage as far

436
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:51,640
Speaker 1: as like what the virus is let alone, it's so

437
00:24:51,680 --> 00:24:54,080
Speaker 1: many unknown. So the best thing for all of us

438
00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:58,040
Speaker 1: to do is to just sit at home and just

439
00:24:58,240 --> 00:25:03,560
Speaker 1: buy the Forward album and just one. There's a repeat.

440
00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:08,440
Speaker 1: There's a repeat button for a reason, there is play

441
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:13,080
Speaker 1: it again. I mean, you're an artist. It's you know,

442
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:15,760
Speaker 1: true and true because you just you know, circled that

443
00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:18,440
Speaker 1: all up and wrapped it together in a little tiny bow.

444
00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:20,960
Speaker 1: I mean, I love that so much. And everyone go

445
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 1: get your album on Friday, and um, I want to help.

446
00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:28,640
Speaker 1: That's that's the best thing you can do. I mean,

447
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 1: you're your your your soulful, Your music is amazing. Um,

448
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,440
Speaker 1: you're an incredible artist and I'm really excited to listen

449
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 1: to your music on your album that comes out on Friday,

450
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:44,200
Speaker 1: and just see my handsome husband cook and going to

451
00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:46,800
Speaker 1: bed to me. You're awesome. You know what I'm saying,

452
00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:49,600
Speaker 1: Hey man, you know, just use it accordingly. You know

453
00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:56,120
Speaker 1: you feel me absolutely absolutely, Sean. We appreciate your time

454
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:58,720
Speaker 1: as always, brother, it will always be a surprise to

455
00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:00,280
Speaker 1: me to talk to you. So thank you so much

456
00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:02,359
Speaker 1: for taking time out of your day. Man, good to

457
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:09,960
Speaker 1: see you. Thank you bye. All right, Oh, make love

458
00:26:10,119 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 1: to you like you want me to. Boys to Men

459
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:16,760
Speaker 1: Dave's happening. It's like a cup of coffee. Man, I'm

460
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:21,679
Speaker 1: re energized right now. He loves voice to men like obsessed.

461
00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,720
Speaker 1: Did you did you even intro him as being a

462
00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:27,200
Speaker 1: part of the Boys to Men? Yeah? He did? Okay,

463
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,159
Speaker 1: I think I'm like, it don't even matter. He's just

464
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:37,480
Speaker 1: if you don't know, you don't deserve to like your

465
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:41,400
Speaker 1: little bonus episode surprised. But I mean, you guys get

466
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:43,720
Speaker 1: me every time, and it's amazing. And like I said,

467
00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:45,920
Speaker 1: it'll always be a surprise to be able to talk

468
00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:48,800
Speaker 1: to him. And he's been so super sweet to us,

469
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:50,960
Speaker 1: and you just want to be down on bended knees.

470
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:53,960
Speaker 1: And I should have gotten this game or tag so

471
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:58,119
Speaker 1: we can play Call of Duty or something together. You

472
00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:01,560
Speaker 1: missed it, babe, I can I can get Jane slide

473
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:04,159
Speaker 1: into his d M. I'd be like, Hi, this is

474
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:06,879
Speaker 1: actually not hey, my husband wants to know what your

475
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:23,160
Speaker 1: game tag is that's funny. Hey, let's do a couple

476
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:26,880
Speaker 1: of emails, actually not emails, their d M s. Now,

477
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,800
Speaker 1: let's do that. If you d M d M s

478
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:33,280
Speaker 1: at the Wine Down podcast, Um, you can find us

479
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:35,600
Speaker 1: there and d M s. And we're going to read

480
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:41,119
Speaker 1: some dams today. So, UM, we have How long did

481
00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 1: it take for you guys to have Jolie? My husband

482
00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:45,120
Speaker 1: and I've been married for two years and I finally

483
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 1: starting to try. I don't want to get my hopes

484
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:49,480
Speaker 1: at but I'm also hoping it doesn't take forever. And

485
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,280
Speaker 1: this is actually you know, for Sarah too, because I

486
00:27:52,359 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 1: know you're going to be trying or trying right now. Um.

487
00:27:56,119 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 1: For us, it took us a while. UM had some

488
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:06,720
Speaker 1: fertility issues and I wouldn't have known about that if

489
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:10,120
Speaker 1: I didn't get an HSG done, which is basically a

490
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:14,000
Speaker 1: test that your gynecologists can do. They flush your fallopian

491
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,800
Speaker 1: tubes to see if your Filippian tubes are blocked. UM

492
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:19,560
Speaker 1: and mine. It doesn't hurt, Sarah, Um, I see your face.

493
00:28:19,560 --> 00:28:24,280
Speaker 1: It doesn't. Um, you know, it doesn't. It doesn't. Yeah,

494
00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:26,240
Speaker 1: it doesn't, it doesn't hurt. They just put this little

495
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 1: die in there and and it Basically what I saw

496
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:33,920
Speaker 1: was that, yeah, one of my tubes was blocked, and

497
00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:36,200
Speaker 1: they're like, you're not going to be able to get pregnant.

498
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 1: And I just remember being just like so devastated, and

499
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:46,480
Speaker 1: what I have done hystoscopy hysteroscopy to remove the scarring um.

500
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:49,080
Speaker 1: And then when we were doing that, we were also

501
00:28:49,120 --> 00:28:51,360
Speaker 1: doing I was like, all right, well let's do some

502
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:56,320
Speaker 1: IVF and get some eggs out. And yeah, long story short,

503
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:59,560
Speaker 1: Um got pregnant. Lost. But then the next cycle we

504
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:03,560
Speaker 1: had Joe, so UM it kind of all um worked

505
00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 1: out there. But you know, it's it's some people get

506
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:07,920
Speaker 1: pregnant really easy, some people don't. And so I would

507
00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:11,480
Speaker 1: just say to those trying, there's no there's no good

508
00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:13,920
Speaker 1: time to get pregnant. And if you think that you're

509
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:19,000
Speaker 1: gonna plan it out perfectly, you're not like that. There's

510
00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,560
Speaker 1: like a one percent of you actually planning it out.

511
00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:24,640
Speaker 1: It's a lot harder to get pregnant, um than you think. Mike,

512
00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:29,000
Speaker 1: you have an email or a D this is yeah,

513
00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,160
Speaker 1: this is a D m Um. It's just from she

514
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:36,960
Speaker 1: said Canadian Girl. The title is Nudity on TV. I've

515
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 1: been married for a few years and recently had our

516
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:41,280
Speaker 1: second baby three months ago, and I'm slowly making my

517
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:44,120
Speaker 1: way back to my babyweight, oh to my pre baby weeight.

518
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 1: My husband and I have a very healthy and strong

519
00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:48,440
Speaker 1: marriage with no infidelity, but I can't help to feel

520
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:52,080
Speaker 1: jealous and insecure when nudity comes on TV and the movies.

521
00:29:53,240 --> 00:29:55,280
Speaker 1: I'm not a jealous person begin with, but when nudity

522
00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:57,080
Speaker 1: comes on, I feel upset that my husband is looking

523
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,360
Speaker 1: at another woman. I've mentioned this to him. He's and

524
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:02,920
Speaker 1: he was so incredibly great at saying that he isn't

525
00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:04,760
Speaker 1: a twelve year old boy who gets excited when he

526
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: sees a naked girl. How do I get over my

527
00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:10,880
Speaker 1: own insecurities? Shannah? Do you feel this way about nudity? Mike?

528
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 1: Is my husband being sincere when he says the nudity

529
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: doesn't excite him? So for my part of the question, um, yes,

530
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:23,840
Speaker 1: he is being sincere, And especially with you guys having

531
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:28,880
Speaker 1: no infidelity issues or anything like that, he, I mean,

532
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:35,080
Speaker 1: even me with our history and you know the title

533
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:40,080
Speaker 1: of being in recovery for sex addiction, seeing something on

534
00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 1: TV isn't taboo, if that makes sense, And a lot

535
00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:49,160
Speaker 1: of you know, the addiction side is things that are

536
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,840
Speaker 1: that are not public. Now it's it's all about secret

537
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:55,640
Speaker 1: everything with like addictions secret, like no matter what kind

538
00:30:55,680 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 1: of addiction. So that's there's nothing out of the ordinary

539
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:02,720
Speaker 1: for that. So that's never for me personally, never done anything.

540
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 1: I don't know if I know a man that it

541
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:08,360
Speaker 1: necessarily gets him excited or anything like that. It's just

542
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:12,480
Speaker 1: you're watching a movie. It's part of culture and it's different. Yeah,

543
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,320
Speaker 1: and I feel like a lot of time, I mean, actually,

544
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 1: I guess girls are different. I'm gonna say a lot

545
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 1: of times, I guess they do show boobs like you

546
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:19,800
Speaker 1: can show radar, you can show boobs, because I'm like,

547
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,680
Speaker 1: what kind of nudity. But I guess like sex scenes

548
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 1: she can do like a full frontal. I mean, there

549
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 1: are definitely some scenes that I've gotten uncomfortable and um,

550
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 1: just because it's a trigger from the past. But I

551
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:36,920
Speaker 1: usually do a good job just being like I feel

552
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 1: unomfortable or can we fast forward this part or yeah,

553
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:42,240
Speaker 1: and I share those feelings with you when we're together.

554
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:49,360
Speaker 1: And honestly, even I've noticed myself doing that and this

555
00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:55,880
Speaker 1: is just completely being completely honest. Um, watching things on

556
00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 1: Netflix and if there's a scene that comes up, I

557
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 1: guess excene or whatever, and it's going on longer than

558
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:05,440
Speaker 1: it really needs to. I hit the little you know,

559
00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:08,920
Speaker 1: thirty seconds fast forward. And that's just because I'm uncomfortable too.

560
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:12,120
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying it's bad to sit there and watch.

561
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 1: I'm not saying anything anyone has to do, but just

562
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:17,040
Speaker 1: that's just me. I've noticed that I've gotten more uncomfortable,

563
00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 1: and I think it's out of the issues that Jan

564
00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:24,680
Speaker 1: and I have dealt with. I'm like, uh, I don't

565
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:26,840
Speaker 1: I don't really need to be watching this. Yeah, I

566
00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:29,520
Speaker 1: don't need this. I get the point. Okay, there, I

567
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,800
Speaker 1: get the point. Move on. You know, I'm not in

568
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:35,440
Speaker 1: it to watch it for that. So yeah, I mean

569
00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,880
Speaker 1: I think we all agree. In sex scenes, I'm usually like, okay,

570
00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:42,280
Speaker 1: that was moving on. Yeah, right, it's okay. Yeah, I'm

571
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,480
Speaker 1: going off of what you just said about sex addiction.

572
00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:47,440
Speaker 1: Someone um DM just saying my question is about how

573
00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 1: to best support a family member who's struggling with sex addiction.

574
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:53,120
Speaker 1: My brother in law has just recently told my husband

575
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:57,120
Speaker 1: UM and I that he's a sex addict. He's going

576
00:32:57,200 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 1: to therapy and taking steps to recovery. My husband and

577
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:00,840
Speaker 1: I have made it clear to him that we are

578
00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:03,320
Speaker 1: proud of him for facing this and we are here

579
00:33:03,320 --> 00:33:05,600
Speaker 1: to support him through this. Mike and Jannah, do you

580
00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:08,120
Speaker 1: have any advice on um? What are some ways that

581
00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:11,080
Speaker 1: we can support him during this time? Specifically, I'm curious

582
00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:14,280
Speaker 1: how to support him when he's not my significant other,

583
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 1: so I know he's not going to tell me everything

584
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 1: or it's easier to lie to us about things. But

585
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:22,040
Speaker 1: from a family's members standpoint, Mike, what are some things

586
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:25,320
Speaker 1: your family or friends did to help support you? That's

587
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:28,800
Speaker 1: a good question. That's a really good question. I feel like,

588
00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:32,640
Speaker 1: especially during now, during like quarantine, I got addiction is

589
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,320
Speaker 1: like ten times harder for people to be dealing well.

590
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,440
Speaker 1: And I'm sure maybe a porn addiction too is even

591
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:44,240
Speaker 1: just yeah, I'm saying, stuck at home. Yeah, all of it. Um,

592
00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:47,080
Speaker 1: that's actually a really good question. And my answer to

593
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:52,040
Speaker 1: that is actually ask him questions. Oh interesting, So from

594
00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:59,120
Speaker 1: a man who doesn't like questions, ask you questions. It

595
00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:05,720
Speaker 1: all comes yeah yeah, yeah. Um. The reason I say

596
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:12,640
Speaker 1: that is because as someone in in a program, and

597
00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:18,600
Speaker 1: in that program, when I've been more moved, when I've

598
00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:25,279
Speaker 1: had friends or family ask me about it, and you

599
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,080
Speaker 1: almost want to talk about it too. I do, only

600
00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:33,280
Speaker 1: because then it kind of normalizes it more. It's probably

601
00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:36,400
Speaker 1: therapeutic for Yeah, And it's not that I want to.

602
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:39,360
Speaker 1: I don't want to vent to my friends or my

603
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:42,279
Speaker 1: family about it because it's they're not there for that.

604
00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 1: I don't. I'm not going to unload on them with

605
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,960
Speaker 1: things that they might not understand. But by them asking questions,

606
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,640
Speaker 1: it allows me to feel more comfortable with who I am,

607
00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:57,200
Speaker 1: and I don't feel like I have to make up

608
00:34:57,320 --> 00:34:59,839
Speaker 1: stories that they're a shamed or there they think it's

609
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 1: years or they don't understand or so ask him questions

610
00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:07,480
Speaker 1: to know that you're truly there for him and that

611
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:10,520
Speaker 1: you're interested in helping and that he can talk to

612
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:13,720
Speaker 1: you about it. Because I'm not just gonna start talking

613
00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:16,880
Speaker 1: to friends or family about it that haven't said anything,

614
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:21,759
Speaker 1: you know. But but those friends and family members that

615
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:25,360
Speaker 1: have asked questions, I feel more comfortable around them, And

616
00:35:25,360 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 1: I almost feel like a lot of times too, you're like, hey,

617
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:29,920
Speaker 1: I kind of want to say something so that they

618
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:32,160
Speaker 1: know that they can ask me questions. And then it's

619
00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:35,399
Speaker 1: not uncomfortable because and so I don't know I feel

620
00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:37,600
Speaker 1: like the people that if you're friends that you have

621
00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: talked to, you all have a greater understanding and a

622
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:47,160
Speaker 1: greater um. It just seems like a stronger relationship. YEA.

623
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:49,520
Speaker 1: From an outsider's point of view, it is. I mean,

624
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 1: even some of my closest buddies, when I was on

625
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,840
Speaker 1: a trip with them last year and I don't know,

626
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:58,120
Speaker 1: I don't remember how it came up, the topic of

627
00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:04,000
Speaker 1: master reading or something came up, and I think one

628
00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:05,759
Speaker 1: of them saying, Oh, I haven't you know massurbating like

629
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:08,239
Speaker 1: a week or something. I don't remember how it came up.

630
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:11,719
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, it's been however many you know,

631
00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: days or whatever, like what And I'm like, yeah, I'm

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Speaker 1: like I am a sex head of guys Like surprise,

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Speaker 1: you guys have like you know all of this information. Um,

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Speaker 1: you're like four of my closest friends. But this is

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Speaker 1: part of my program. I don't do that. And so

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Speaker 1: even just that breaking that ice, even with guys who

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Speaker 1: it because not all of them asked questions. And that's okay,

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Speaker 1: they don't have to, but I just want to know

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Speaker 1: that they can. I want them to know that they can,

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Speaker 1: and I want to know that I can feel comfortable

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Speaker 1: around them. Yeah, I like that. Um. Well, this is

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Speaker 1: a really fun little bonus episode. I hope all of

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Speaker 1: you guys are staying healthy, staying at home. UM and Sarah, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you want to come back next week for because I

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Speaker 1: want to give everybody just a wedding recap and see

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Speaker 1: how everything is. I've got time. Check your calendar, check

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Speaker 1: macaw alright, they wash your hands, stay home, wash your hands,

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Speaker 1: don't touch your eyes. Face knows everything. Just stay home. Okay.

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Speaker 1: I love you guys, and we're thinking of you guys,

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Speaker 1: and see you next week. I