WEBVTT - We're Toxic and Going Away

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Wow, what it's just been in a minute?

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<v Speaker 1>Been a week, y'all.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome back to this episode of a ViRGE the intercom

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<v Speaker 2>For them, I guess for them, it has literally been

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<v Speaker 2>a week, but.

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<v Speaker 1>It's been like ten days for us, we haven't seen

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<v Speaker 1>each other ten days. Yeah, I'm serious.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess in my head it's not too crazy because

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<v Speaker 2>I literally was like disappearing for a month at a time,

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<v Speaker 2>for like ever. Yeah, I miss those times. I miss

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<v Speaker 2>running away. I want to run away again. I miss

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<v Speaker 2>when people would miss me. Now you guys have me

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<v Speaker 2>all the time, and you don't care about me, you

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<v Speaker 2>don't like.

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<v Speaker 1>No, that's how I fucking feel. I go away for

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<v Speaker 1>ten days, I go through the worst experience of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>My hometown literally developed a heemorrhagic form of COVID. It

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<v Speaker 1>made you bleed from your eyes and your asshole. It

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<v Speaker 1>was so gnarly. It was the scariest thing in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>And they put us on lockdown, and they put a dome,

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<v Speaker 1>a dome, a glass dome over my whole.

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<v Speaker 2>They gave everyone dome.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they gave everybody head to it. And that's how

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<v Speaker 1>we got rid of it. No, they put a glass

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<v Speaker 1>dome over Grand Bay, and there were rumors of nukes,

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<v Speaker 1>so I had to sneak out at night with my

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<v Speaker 1>family and that's how I'm here, so you should be.

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<v Speaker 1>And my fucking teeth were stolen. Should I go into

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<v Speaker 1>that a little bit? I don't know. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's been saying that the game of radiation therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>The dinis just randomly getting the chemo and radiation. It

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<v Speaker 1>was fucked up. I was literally like bleeding, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>And they took my teeth and the teeth for a week.

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<v Speaker 2>But you do have your teeth now, So how'd you

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<v Speaker 2>get them back?

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<v Speaker 1>Black Market? I stole them.

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<v Speaker 2>It looked exactly like your old one.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you?

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<v Speaker 2>Was that hard?

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<v Speaker 1>I killed thirty six people?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh wow, that's well or mix could probably pick that up. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a copter. There's copter. Can you hear that? Kai? Kai?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you picking up that copter? Outside? There's a helicopter

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<v Speaker 2>circling right now. We're probably gonna be arrested in the

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<v Speaker 2>next few minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>Just like keep it tax fraud.

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<v Speaker 2>Did anything else happened? Did anything that actually happened to

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<v Speaker 2>happen that you want to talk about?

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<v Speaker 1>So now you're telling me that my experiences are valid?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that what you're telling me? Now?

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<v Speaker 2>Wait? Also, what what finger do you rest your phone

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<v Speaker 2>in my pinky's? Someone the other day posted something that

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<v Speaker 2>that like, is will lead to authritis because you're like

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<v Speaker 2>putting such a big strain on your pinky's and it

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<v Speaker 2>can leave to your risk getting authritis. And it freaked

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<v Speaker 2>me out. And also I have the ugly dent in

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<v Speaker 2>my pinkies. So I'm gonna stop using my phone. I

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<v Speaker 2>just feel like I have like.

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<v Speaker 1>Really fascinating a phone that's actually really fascinatingly yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I better see you on it like this episode.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I need to look at it for notes. That's different.

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<v Speaker 1>Stopped using it though.

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<v Speaker 2>No, because it's well, because I didn't want to have

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<v Speaker 2>to have my notebook. I didn't want people to think

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<v Speaker 2>that I was so old fashioned. Typewriter one I have one.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but in Texas, my teeth are stolen. Nukes were dropped.

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<v Speaker 1>The craziest thing is I I can't say that one

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<v Speaker 1>that happened. It's just too intense. Were you gonna I'll

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<v Speaker 1>just move on to the next thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I know what you're gonna say.

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<v Speaker 1>I got sent away to prison. I did, I did,

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<v Speaker 1>I did, y'all, and I had to, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I know things that actually I haven't in Texas,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, yeah, I guess i'd be kind

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<v Speaker 2>of weird to bring it up. Don't bring that up.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah I know, but I like went to prison because

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<v Speaker 1>I like stood my ground doing what I forgot? What

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<v Speaker 1>did I say I went to prison for.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, you've been lying all week. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how to keep out, like I think.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to prison, Oh, because i'd like a giant

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<v Speaker 1>dick and it's illegal. It's illegal to have a big penis.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that is.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to prison for having a big penis in Texas.

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<v Speaker 1>It's this long story. I don't even want to get

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<v Speaker 1>into it, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh it's it's a long story.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but basically I went to prison.

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<v Speaker 2>You didn't even get my joke.

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<v Speaker 1>I was, no, I did, like my penises long, I

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<v Speaker 1>just ignored it. But yeah, no, I like when I

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<v Speaker 1>got in there, immediately I was like, yo, like I

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<v Speaker 1>need to like stand my ground and be like the

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<v Speaker 1>man this prison needs. So immediately I went up to

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<v Speaker 1>like the strongest gang in there and spit in their face.

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<v Speaker 1>Which was stupid because I was only in there for

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<v Speaker 1>four days. And then I started this like underground what's

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<v Speaker 1>it called, like economy with slim gems. So all of

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<v Speaker 1>y'all's donations.

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<v Speaker 2>But they didn't, don't it who donated, just all.

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<v Speaker 1>The viewers, so like they really they would sit by

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<v Speaker 1>my side like they were there for me, and like listener, like,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you for putting money on my commission, like commissary, commisary,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you for putting money on my commissary. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>was able to buy slim gems. I was able to

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<v Speaker 1>buy enough slim gins to start a little slim gym economy.

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<v Speaker 1>And then yeah, I traded three up for a ship

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<v Speaker 1>and I protected myself for four days and I'm here.

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<v Speaker 2>I like, I'm not kidding. Once we start getting like

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<v Speaker 2>like like a hundred views, I'm gonna start putting videos

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<v Speaker 2>lying like that, like just like like slap myself in

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<v Speaker 2>the want, like slap myself in the face, make me

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<v Speaker 2>look really right and beat up and be like I

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<v Speaker 2>just got in my house. Someone was in here and

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<v Speaker 2>I had to fight them out.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I'm just like it's so fun to lie because

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<v Speaker 1>y'all's reactions are so funny, like y'all don't put up

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<v Speaker 1>with it anymore, like like Drew, shut the fuck up.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, it's like how we I posted the picture of

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<v Speaker 2>New York and everybody is like, are you there? And

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<v Speaker 2>I was just like no, yeah, I'm just like yeah. Literally.

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<v Speaker 1>I posted it as well, and all my New York

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<v Speaker 1>friends were like, are you here? And I was like no,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just lying like literally, like.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just I'm just bored. I was because I was

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<v Speaker 2>telling my friends. I was like, who's gonna like literally,

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<v Speaker 2>who's gonna chuck me? Like if I say I'm here

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<v Speaker 2>and you asked to hang out, I'm just gonna be like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, I actually leave tomorrow busy. Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>so busy. And then I leave on Wednesday. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>I was telling some people. I was like, I was like, oh.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'll be back on the twenty fish. Yeah I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, literally, I'll be back immediately, like don't worry.

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<v Speaker 1>No, That's what I was telling everybody. I was like like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not here right now, but I'll be here in

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<v Speaker 1>a week. I'm just posting this because everybody else is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I just want to make fun of people. Stop posting.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, stop posting this sky when I do the

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<v Speaker 2>same thing. But I don't. I don't post the sky

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<v Speaker 2>like that anymore. I've just evolved past misting this guy,

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<v Speaker 2>like I've seen it enough times. But yeah, that's Strews

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<v Speaker 2>update of how it was for him in Texas.

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<v Speaker 1>There are some real things, but I'll let you talk

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<v Speaker 1>for a little bit because I've been talking for.

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<v Speaker 2>My shit is nothing. I literally have just been like

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<v Speaker 2>I imagine me, like getting up in the morning, and

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<v Speaker 2>like I get up, I put on especially because like

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<v Speaker 2>Josh wasn't here, so I had the house to myself

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<v Speaker 2>for a while. I would get up and like put

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<v Speaker 2>on boxers and put on my ugs and walk around

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<v Speaker 2>like hobble around the house shirtless and ugs and boxers

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<v Speaker 2>because it was getting so cold in the house that

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<v Speaker 2>like my feet were like in pain this morning. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I have to wear my ugs in the house. So

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<v Speaker 2>I would just like hobble around in my ugs for

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<v Speaker 2>a while, like boil some eggs, eat like boiled eggs.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't then go.

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<v Speaker 2>Sit on my computer and ed itss. I just sat

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<v Speaker 2>up my computer editing and eating eggs all week, and

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<v Speaker 2>then every now and then I would get invited out

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<v Speaker 2>for a drink, and I would go drink and then

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<v Speaker 2>like chain smoke a pack of cigarettes and then be

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<v Speaker 2>like wake up the next morning with like three extra

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<v Speaker 2>pimples and be like, what the fuck? Why am I

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<v Speaker 2>breaking out again? And then I would do it like

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<v Speaker 2>these six.

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<v Speaker 1>Year amount of eggs consumed in this last week in

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<v Speaker 1>this house is actually concerning.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe three dozen.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can't believe that. And right before I left,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like because I said, I was like, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>I am just over eggs. I like can't do eggs,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was like, you know what, Like I think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm over eggs as well, and I was like fucking finally.

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<v Speaker 2>Like no, you just you know what the beauty about

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<v Speaker 2>eggs is. They come in all different forms. It's like

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<v Speaker 2>if I were to stand up and be like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna make it. It's like if I stood up and

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<v Speaker 2>it was like I'm over woman, Like I just don't

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<v Speaker 2>find them attractive anymore. But there's just so many women.

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna. I was trying to make a dig

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<v Speaker 2>about like they come in all shapes and sizes of

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<v Speaker 2>beauty and you can have them and you could cook

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<v Speaker 2>them in any way you fetishize certain No, that's the

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<v Speaker 2>beauty about it is. I. Yeah, I do hyperfixate on

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<v Speaker 2>one kind of woman. But then I get really disgusted

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<v Speaker 2>and fucking tired of it, and I think it's gross

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<v Speaker 2>and it's the nastiest thing ever got, and I move

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<v Speaker 2>on to the next category. Oh my god, And that's

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<v Speaker 2>how I treat people.

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<v Speaker 1>That's actually really brave that you would admit that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you. No, I actually don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Please know she does.

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<v Speaker 2>Does. But yeah, like eggs, you could just have someone

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<v Speaker 2>who I'm over.

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<v Speaker 1>Like potatoes, they're like potatoes. They're so versatile. People who

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<v Speaker 1>eat sweet potato fries do it for attention. Sorry I

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<v Speaker 1>stole that joke, but it's true. That's not my joke.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to only eat sweet potato fries. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even think it's like for a health reason. I was

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<v Speaker 2>just like, oh, sweet potato fries are so good. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>if I got sweet potato fries put my face, I

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<v Speaker 2>would throw up on them.

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<v Speaker 1>No, absolutely, Like I don't get it and never will.

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<v Speaker 1>They're like candy, like like you eat a fucking regular potato.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, it makes no sense. It makes no sense

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<v Speaker 1>to me.

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<v Speaker 2>Sweet potato is really fucking good, dude. It's some sweet

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<v Speaker 2>potato and like a sweet green salad or just a

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<v Speaker 2>salad in general, like a sweet down, like.

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<v Speaker 1>Sweet potatoes, yams, all that, but like sweet potato fries,

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<v Speaker 1>Like if you have the option to not get sweet

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<v Speaker 1>potato fries, why are you getting sweet potato.

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<v Speaker 2>If you are by if you're purchasing sweet potato fries

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<v Speaker 2>knowing damn well, the only condiment is ketchup. You are

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<v Speaker 2>going to prison.

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<v Speaker 1>Who the fuck is.

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<v Speaker 2>Dipping sweet potato fries and fucking ketchup? I'm gonna shoot

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<v Speaker 2>ran No, I'm gonna shoot you in the feet and

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<v Speaker 2>push you over and stab you in the fucking lungs

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff on you like I.

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<v Speaker 1>No, Yeah, she's gonna that's a joke every easy.

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<v Speaker 2>I made to talk saying that and woke up the

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<v Speaker 2>next morning and it got taken down and I was

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<v Speaker 2>banned from posting for me because people kept fucking tagging

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<v Speaker 2>me on that nasty smiley piercing video, which is offensive.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually I'm gonna get into that. I want to get

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<v Speaker 2>into that. Don't fucking tag me and that nasty breath.

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<v Speaker 2>Those fucking disgusting ass people who don't take care of

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<v Speaker 2>their piercings. If my piercing started to look funky and

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<v Speaker 2>made my breast smell like shit, I would take it out,

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<v Speaker 2>simple as that, Because what's more important having a stupid

0:10:53.160 --> 0:10:55.400
<v Speaker 2>fucking piece of metal in my mouth or being sexy,

0:10:55.440 --> 0:10:58.240
<v Speaker 2>hot and pretty and actually caring about myself like most sexy, hot,

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<v Speaker 2>pretty people do. Exactly, I'm not fucking dirty. Don't fucking

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<v Speaker 2>tag me in that ship. It actually pussed me off.

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<v Speaker 2>And I just hate seeing like, bitch, brush your fucking teeth.

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<v Speaker 2>Brush your fucking teeth. Because they had plaque buildings.

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<v Speaker 1>You're piercing, it's like gross looking now you so, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>like their gums are turning black.

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<v Speaker 2>Also, yeah, I was like that person has like that

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<v Speaker 2>the black gums are not from that smiley piercing because

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<v Speaker 2>she never even touched on it. I was like, that's

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<v Speaker 2>either someone's birthmark or they have like a separate pot.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, probably if they don't take care of your teeth

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<v Speaker 1>to dental high gen.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I was just like that's a different problem.

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<v Speaker 2>But like also their ship being infected and they were

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<v Speaker 2>like why did you take it out? Why did you

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<v Speaker 2>not take it out? Like what did you think was

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<v Speaker 2>gonna happen. But yeah, basically I told people stopping tagging

0:11:46.960 --> 0:11:48.800
<v Speaker 2>me in it, because the next person tagged me in it,

0:11:48.840 --> 0:11:53.240
<v Speaker 2>I was gonna contact TikTok, find their address through TikTok Corporation,

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<v Speaker 2>go to their house, stab them in the chest, shoot

0:11:57.160 --> 0:11:58.839
<v Speaker 2>them in the feet, push them over, and step.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 2>And that was from top of the dome.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice alright, ship, Because I ain't got time, I use

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<v Speaker 1>a tablet of my mind, Liddle Wayne.

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<v Speaker 2>He did not say tablet of my mind.

0:12:14.720 --> 0:12:16.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I don't know. We are probably did though,

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<v Speaker 1>a sh tablet of my mind.

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<v Speaker 2>No, he did not say that, because I wait, what

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<v Speaker 2>song is that?

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<v Speaker 1>From? A million? A million?

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<v Speaker 2>He did say tablet in that because that song is

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<v Speaker 2>like old enough that like tablets weren't like common.

0:12:29.760 --> 0:12:35.480
<v Speaker 1>No, I think he meant like ancient tablet. You he

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<v Speaker 1>meant his kindle.

0:12:37.080 --> 0:12:41.360
<v Speaker 2>Yes, Amazon kindle Amazonian, that's what they should call the

0:12:41.360 --> 0:12:42.679
<v Speaker 2>workers Amazonians.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, Amazonian goddess. No, but since we were talking

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<v Speaker 1>about teeth, I might as well actually talk about my teeth.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went to the dentist in Texas and I

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<v Speaker 1>had some I had a toothache, which like I haven't

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<v Speaker 1>gone to the dentist in probably like five or six years,

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<v Speaker 1>which like already already for me is like a red

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<v Speaker 1>flag because like I just have like I just have

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<v Speaker 1>like so many teeth problems from a kid, Like I

0:13:15.240 --> 0:13:17.800
<v Speaker 1>just have like really acidic breath or something. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>fucking know. My mammal is all melted off from a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>But I like I'm a kid from being a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went and sat down in the dnnist chair

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever, and I was sitting there and she like

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<v Speaker 1>opened my mouth and like without even like looking at

0:13:33.960 --> 0:13:36.400
<v Speaker 1>my teeth. She was she like opened my mouth, looked

0:13:36.400 --> 0:13:39.320
<v Speaker 1>inside for like maybe two seconds, and then pulled out

0:13:39.320 --> 0:13:43.000
<v Speaker 1>her like tools, and she was like, do you drink

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of energy drinks? And I was like, I

0:13:46.400 --> 0:13:48.600
<v Speaker 1>was like why do you ask? And she's like, because

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<v Speaker 1>it looks like you drink a lot of energy drinks.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, I mean, like my entire personality

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<v Speaker 1>online for like two years was literally red Bull. Like

0:13:56.120 --> 0:13:58.440
<v Speaker 1>it was literally me drinking Red Bull. And she was like,

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<v Speaker 1>she was like, huh, that's weird because your teeth are

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<v Speaker 1>like destroyed from those energy drinks. And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my fucking God. So like the only reason I

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<v Speaker 1>had to pay forty two hundred dollars four and sixty

0:14:12.360 --> 0:14:15.679
<v Speaker 1>two dollars do for all that They filled three cavities,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I had a root canal because one of

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<v Speaker 1>my teeth was so fucking disgusting that it reached one

0:14:22.600 --> 0:14:24.840
<v Speaker 1>of my roots in my thing and they had to

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<v Speaker 1>go in there and scrape all that shit.

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<v Speaker 2>You aws are like an older person problem, you should

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<v Speaker 2>have a root cannal.

0:14:28.920 --> 0:14:30.760
<v Speaker 1>Well, that's what I'm saying. My teeth were destroyed from

0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Red Bull, so like, stop drinking Red Bull, stop drinking

0:14:34.360 --> 0:14:36.120
<v Speaker 1>acidic drinks in general. But I told her, I was

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<v Speaker 1>like I did for like three years, but then I

0:14:38.800 --> 0:14:40.800
<v Speaker 1>haven't for like the last year because they made my

0:14:40.840 --> 0:14:43.240
<v Speaker 1>heart hurt. They like fucked up my heart. And she

0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:45.280
<v Speaker 1>was like, huh, well, the damage already been done. And

0:14:45.320 --> 0:14:47.120
<v Speaker 1>so she was like, basically like, you're gonna be dealing

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<v Speaker 1>with this for the rest of your life, dude.

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<v Speaker 2>That's gnarly. I wonder I probably have that then too,

0:14:51.720 --> 0:14:54.800
<v Speaker 2>because I was no, but I haven't been drinking Red

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<v Speaker 2>Bull kind of since I moved to LA, And right

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<v Speaker 2>before I came to LA, I think that year it

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<v Speaker 2>was like my last time at the dentist, so I

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<v Speaker 2>got like three cavity. I also got like three or

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<v Speaker 2>four cavity fill. I have a lot of cavities. Are

0:15:07.080 --> 0:15:08.920
<v Speaker 2>cavities from sugar? What is that? Like?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even care. I like have completely neglected that

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<v Speaker 1>like side of the world because it's really a source

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<v Speaker 1>subject for me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's literally so expensive.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well literally not even that. But when I was

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<v Speaker 1>like a kid, me and Maddeline, like I have my

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<v Speaker 1>twin sister, Madeline, like we would go in together and

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<v Speaker 1>get our teeth looked at, and they had this wall

0:15:29.680 --> 0:15:31.480
<v Speaker 1>of like kids who had like came in and had

0:15:31.560 --> 0:15:33.600
<v Speaker 1>zero cavities, and like there was like a bunch of

0:15:33.680 --> 0:15:36.320
<v Speaker 1>kids on there. And every time I would have like

0:15:36.360 --> 0:15:38.880
<v Speaker 1>one or two cavities and Maddelin wouldn't have any, And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like brushing the fuck out of my teeth

0:15:41.800 --> 0:15:45.800
<v Speaker 1>and they probably not good. No, it's because I found

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<v Speaker 1>out why and they told me. They were like, oh, like,

0:15:48.880 --> 0:15:51.840
<v Speaker 1>it's literally not his fault. He has good like dental hygiene,

0:15:51.840 --> 0:15:54.440
<v Speaker 1>like his gums, he's flossing all this shit. But it's

0:15:54.480 --> 0:15:58.560
<v Speaker 1>because I have, like, like I said, reflux, and when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm asleep, it like without me even realizing, like bubbles

0:16:01.960 --> 0:16:05.200
<v Speaker 1>up and then that acid like melted my enamel off

0:16:05.200 --> 0:16:07.200
<v Speaker 1>when I was a kid. So now I have just

0:16:07.240 --> 0:16:12.800
<v Speaker 1>fucking no enamel teeth that like causes me to have

0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:16.080
<v Speaker 1>cavities regularly, And I'm a dentist dream because they just

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<v Speaker 1>get to fucking milk me of all my money. Always.

0:16:19.160 --> 0:16:22.760
<v Speaker 2>I feel like I have probably like I have a

0:16:22.800 --> 0:16:25.520
<v Speaker 2>cavity that got filled, and I know, uh, the teeth

0:16:25.520 --> 0:16:28.400
<v Speaker 2>that get filled they stain quicker, because like obviously it's

0:16:28.400 --> 0:16:30.080
<v Speaker 2>not like your regular teeth. So I have a tooth

0:16:30.120 --> 0:16:31.640
<v Speaker 2>that's in the back of my mouth that like it

0:16:31.680 --> 0:16:34.400
<v Speaker 2>looks like the worst cavity ever. It's like so gross.

0:16:34.760 --> 0:16:36.480
<v Speaker 2>But like I don't fucking care, Like I'm not going

0:16:36.480 --> 0:16:38.640
<v Speaker 2>to the dentist. Like if someone wants to pay for

0:16:38.680 --> 0:16:40.200
<v Speaker 2>me to go to the dentist, sure, I'll like run

0:16:40.240 --> 0:16:42.400
<v Speaker 2>in there. I don't care. But am I going to

0:16:42.520 --> 0:16:45.480
<v Speaker 2>allocate the funds for myself? Fuck no, bitch, unless my

0:16:45.520 --> 0:16:48.480
<v Speaker 2>shit is falling out or it hurts. Nothing hurts. My

0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:52.880
<v Speaker 2>teeth are moving, I think because maybe my wisdom teeth

0:16:52.880 --> 0:16:54.200
<v Speaker 2>are coming in. But I don't give a fuck. I'll wait.

0:16:54.240 --> 0:16:55.400
<v Speaker 2>So that shit's infected and like.

0:16:55.400 --> 0:16:58.080
<v Speaker 1>Rotting over like I know, don't so bad. That's the

0:16:58.160 --> 0:17:00.640
<v Speaker 1>reason why I went was because I was like, Okay,

0:17:01.040 --> 0:17:03.640
<v Speaker 1>like I've heard so many horror stories of people just

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<v Speaker 1>like waiting too long to get their teeth fixed and

0:17:05.720 --> 0:17:08.800
<v Speaker 1>then having to spend thousands and thousands of dollars. Like

0:17:09.000 --> 0:17:11.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna go in get these cavities filled like

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<v Speaker 1>and then call it that and spend maybe one thousand

0:17:13.720 --> 0:17:16.520
<v Speaker 1>dollars total. But I just waited too long, and I

0:17:16.560 --> 0:17:19.119
<v Speaker 1>had to spend four two hundred and sixty two fucking

0:17:19.119 --> 0:17:20.600
<v Speaker 1>dollars to my part.

0:17:20.480 --> 0:17:22.680
<v Speaker 2>In like Miami, where like the dentist is in like

0:17:22.760 --> 0:17:25.000
<v Speaker 2>Applaza next to a little Caesar. So I've been like,

0:17:25.040 --> 0:17:26.920
<v Speaker 2>pay really cheap. That's what literally what I'm gonna do.

0:17:27.040 --> 0:17:30.280
<v Speaker 1>They're gonna give you porcelain veneers good. They're gonna like

0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:33.560
<v Speaker 1>take bone fragments from dog bones in the back and

0:17:33.680 --> 0:17:35.440
<v Speaker 1>carve teeth out of them and stick them in. They're

0:17:35.440 --> 0:17:39.760
<v Speaker 1>gonna give you wooden teeth good. But just another thing

0:17:39.840 --> 0:17:41.040
<v Speaker 1>that I used to do at the dentist when I

0:17:41.119 --> 0:17:45.600
<v Speaker 1>was younger, was I used to like After a while,

0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:47.840
<v Speaker 1>I got used to like getting cavities filled, and I knew,

0:17:47.880 --> 0:17:50.439
<v Speaker 1>like what this mask they put on my face was.

0:17:50.440 --> 0:17:51.879
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know what it was, but I knew it

0:17:51.920 --> 0:17:54.280
<v Speaker 1>made me feel good. But when I was a kid,

0:17:54.320 --> 0:17:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I was getting like an insane amount twice a year,

0:17:58.600 --> 0:18:01.800
<v Speaker 1>an insane amount of laughing put into my body, like

0:18:02.000 --> 0:18:06.960
<v Speaker 1>nitrous oxide. People do whippets of it now. Well, when

0:18:06.960 --> 0:18:08.320
<v Speaker 1>I was a kid, they would put it on me,

0:18:08.359 --> 0:18:10.520
<v Speaker 1>and I would get fucked up, like absolutely loaded, like

0:18:10.600 --> 0:18:12.760
<v Speaker 1>seeing God moments, like looking up at the paintings on

0:18:12.800 --> 0:18:16.119
<v Speaker 1>the ceiling and like the bright lights like buzzing my

0:18:16.280 --> 0:18:19.560
<v Speaker 1>vision and like having auditory hallucinations like all this shit

0:18:19.600 --> 0:18:23.399
<v Speaker 1>as like a child, like it was like literally mind blowing,

0:18:23.440 --> 0:18:25.280
<v Speaker 1>Like I would look over at this painting and like

0:18:25.640 --> 0:18:28.960
<v Speaker 1>have like hallucinations of the people in it, like moving

0:18:29.000 --> 0:18:31.280
<v Speaker 1>and shit like, which is crazy to think about if

0:18:31.320 --> 0:18:34.000
<v Speaker 1>you've like done nitrous oxide, like as an adult, like

0:18:34.080 --> 0:18:36.760
<v Speaker 1>that shit kind of doesn't really happen. But as a kid,

0:18:36.920 --> 0:18:39.919
<v Speaker 1>like I was getting an insane amount pumped into me,

0:18:39.960 --> 0:18:41.439
<v Speaker 1>which I don't know if I should have been, but

0:18:41.520 --> 0:18:44.679
<v Speaker 1>I caught on. I realized when I got cavities, I

0:18:44.680 --> 0:18:47.600
<v Speaker 1>would get the nitrous oxide. So then for like three

0:18:47.680 --> 0:18:51.400
<v Speaker 1>years of my life. I was like very sparingly, just

0:18:51.440 --> 0:18:54.080
<v Speaker 1>like shittily, like brushing my teeth just to get the

0:18:54.080 --> 0:18:56.040
<v Speaker 1>stank out of my mouth and that was it. But

0:18:56.080 --> 0:19:00.119
<v Speaker 1>I was actually like cognitively getting cavities on purpose to

0:19:00.119 --> 0:19:02.119
<v Speaker 1>get fucking high from well.

0:19:02.240 --> 0:19:04.760
<v Speaker 2>I never went to the doctor growing up, and never

0:19:04.800 --> 0:19:07.520
<v Speaker 2>went to the dentist, so I didn't have any experience

0:19:07.560 --> 0:19:09.760
<v Speaker 2>with any drugs. I got vix put on my chest,

0:19:09.920 --> 0:19:11.920
<v Speaker 2>leapt on there, and I got my ass sent into

0:19:11.920 --> 0:19:12.520
<v Speaker 2>my room.

0:19:12.720 --> 0:19:18.840
<v Speaker 1>Someone needs to like investigate the nitrous oxide to drug

0:19:18.880 --> 0:19:21.800
<v Speaker 1>experiment tour pipeline, Like there has to be a connection

0:19:21.840 --> 0:19:27.000
<v Speaker 1>there because like maybe weed isn't the uh gateway drug,

0:19:27.640 --> 0:19:29.920
<v Speaker 1>maybe nitrous oxide from the dentist is. And no one

0:19:29.920 --> 0:19:30.960
<v Speaker 1>wants to have that conversation.

0:19:31.080 --> 0:19:33.520
<v Speaker 2>Fully, I feel like most people who end up like

0:19:33.640 --> 0:19:36.879
<v Speaker 2>experimenting or people who like have like intense surgeries and

0:19:36.880 --> 0:19:38.360
<v Speaker 2>ship at a young age and they're.

0:19:38.200 --> 0:19:42.359
<v Speaker 1>Like all right, this like we felt kind of good

0:19:42.480 --> 0:19:44.879
<v Speaker 1>me and like seventh grade after my new surgery, I

0:19:44.920 --> 0:19:48.960
<v Speaker 1>was like I was like, wait, wait, did a minute

0:19:49.040 --> 0:19:50.680
<v Speaker 1>run that back? I don't have the raw dog life.

0:19:50.720 --> 0:19:52.720
<v Speaker 2>I can just I don't have to raw.

0:19:53.359 --> 0:19:56.000
<v Speaker 1>This is perk thirty and ruin my life.

0:19:55.840 --> 0:19:59.919
<v Speaker 2>Per thirty, I believe. But yeah, I didn't go to

0:19:59.920 --> 0:20:03.919
<v Speaker 2>the the dentists until like high school because my teeth

0:20:03.960 --> 0:20:06.639
<v Speaker 2>were fucked up. Actually, eighth grade was like one of

0:20:06.640 --> 0:20:10.239
<v Speaker 2>my first memories of actually going to the dentist was

0:20:10.960 --> 0:20:13.840
<v Speaker 2>I remember I had to get like fucking five cavities

0:20:13.880 --> 0:20:17.119
<v Speaker 2>filled in eighth grade before I got my braces, and

0:20:17.160 --> 0:20:19.800
<v Speaker 2>I got them filled and then I got braceist. Because

0:20:19.840 --> 0:20:21.159
<v Speaker 2>I don't even know if I want to insert a

0:20:21.160 --> 0:20:22.400
<v Speaker 2>picture of what my teeth looked.

0:20:22.200 --> 0:20:25.560
<v Speaker 1>Like before she had the ankle biers. The dogs are out,

0:20:26.600 --> 0:20:27.200
<v Speaker 1>I used.

0:20:27.000 --> 0:20:29.199
<v Speaker 2>To tell me about. I Like the way I describe

0:20:29.200 --> 0:20:31.399
<v Speaker 2>it is, my teeth were literally playing soccer like they

0:20:31.440 --> 0:20:33.840
<v Speaker 2>were like all like shuffling around each other trying to kick,

0:20:34.359 --> 0:20:38.520
<v Speaker 2>Like yeah, and my teeth are actually I don't.

0:20:38.359 --> 0:20:40.840
<v Speaker 1>Think they've moved that much, but they really haven't.

0:20:41.040 --> 0:20:43.480
<v Speaker 2>I think I just now realized that they have moved

0:20:43.520 --> 0:20:45.880
<v Speaker 2>since I was like younger, because I was even looking

0:20:45.880 --> 0:20:47.919
<v Speaker 2>at a video like from a few months ago, and

0:20:47.960 --> 0:20:49.480
<v Speaker 2>when I like backed my head up to laugh, I

0:20:49.480 --> 0:20:51.080
<v Speaker 2>could see that my teeth were moving. And for some

0:20:51.119 --> 0:20:54.280
<v Speaker 2>reason now it's becoming like a really big insecurity in mine, Like, yeah,

0:20:54.359 --> 0:20:57.080
<v Speaker 2>now I'm starting to get really insecure about like my teeth,

0:20:57.160 --> 0:20:59.640
<v Speaker 2>and they I think they have moved a little more

0:20:59.640 --> 0:21:01.800
<v Speaker 2>in the past like a year, so that's why I'm

0:21:01.840 --> 0:21:04.320
<v Speaker 2>noticing them more now. But I'm like really insecure about

0:21:04.320 --> 0:21:04.680
<v Speaker 2>my teeth.

0:21:04.880 --> 0:21:06.600
<v Speaker 1>Beautiful teeth, thanks.

0:21:06.280 --> 0:21:09.679
<v Speaker 2>Babes, my beautiful cavity written teeth. But I don't have

0:21:09.720 --> 0:21:10.639
<v Speaker 2>any like toothpains.

0:21:10.640 --> 0:21:13.919
<v Speaker 1>So I don't think I have like a root canalary.

0:21:14.240 --> 0:21:15.800
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I need a root canal or anything.

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<v Speaker 1>No, probably not, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I yeah, I have like zero pains in my teeth.

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<v Speaker 2>The only time where like there was like two weeks

0:21:22.240 --> 0:21:24.880
<v Speaker 2>where like the back of my jaw was like really hurting,

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<v Speaker 2>like this dull, weird pain. And then I was like,

0:21:27.600 --> 0:21:30.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm assuming that's my wisdom teeth like starting to grow out,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's not hurting.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me explore in there.

0:21:33.840 --> 0:21:37.000
<v Speaker 2>You want to explore my mouth? Yeah, okay, I'll shrink

0:21:37.040 --> 0:21:39.600
<v Speaker 2>you down and you in there and toss you back.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, that's one of my toxic traits, if if we

0:21:42.760 --> 0:21:44.399
<v Speaker 2>want to just get into it, is that I just

0:21:44.400 --> 0:21:46.280
<v Speaker 2>don't believe in going to the doctor. I don't fucking care,

0:21:46.359 --> 0:21:49.919
<v Speaker 2>like I genuinely don't care, Like like the second like

0:21:50.000 --> 0:21:52.760
<v Speaker 2>a manager or someone wants to be like here and

0:21:52.800 --> 0:21:55.080
<v Speaker 2>you're like, next time you're getting paid for something, we're

0:21:55.080 --> 0:21:57.159
<v Speaker 2>gonna allocate the funds and like keep them. Actually no,

0:21:57.200 --> 0:21:59.080
<v Speaker 2>I'd be like give me that shit. Don't play with me,

0:21:59.160 --> 0:22:01.679
<v Speaker 2>like you're not my mom, Like stop playing with me.

0:22:02.119 --> 0:22:04.280
<v Speaker 2>So literally nothing could make me go to the doctor

0:22:04.359 --> 0:22:06.880
<v Speaker 2>unless my mommy or daddy like brought me there and

0:22:06.920 --> 0:22:08.560
<v Speaker 2>like they went to go pay, and then I was

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<v Speaker 2>like stop, like you like, ah, I guess I'll pay.

0:22:10.920 --> 0:22:14.440
<v Speaker 1>I feel that there were six months recently, very recently

0:22:14.480 --> 0:22:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that I was like heavily convinced that like doctors were

0:22:18.240 --> 0:22:21.440
<v Speaker 1>just lying to everybody, and like I could fix all

0:22:21.480 --> 0:22:25.720
<v Speaker 1>my problems myself with my fucking weird holistic chemicals, which

0:22:25.760 --> 0:22:28.320
<v Speaker 1>like there is some validity to that I do my head.

0:22:28.359 --> 0:22:30.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I'm like cavemen didn't have.

0:22:30.760 --> 0:22:33.960
<v Speaker 1>Perk thirties, but also they lived like thirteen years old,

0:22:34.000 --> 0:22:36.200
<v Speaker 1>and like they were grown adults when they were at thirteen,

0:22:37.240 --> 0:22:39.360
<v Speaker 1>and now we live to like one hundred. But there

0:22:39.400 --> 0:22:42.480
<v Speaker 1>is some validity to like my stack or whatever that

0:22:42.520 --> 0:22:46.960
<v Speaker 1>I take now. But I'm like, I don't I like

0:22:47.119 --> 0:22:49.320
<v Speaker 1>going to the doctor. I'll say, I like going to

0:22:49.320 --> 0:22:51.359
<v Speaker 1>the hospital. Like going to the doctor. I love the attention.

0:22:52.240 --> 0:22:53.480
<v Speaker 1>I love I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>It literally gives me so much anxiety because I'm like,

0:22:55.600 --> 0:22:58.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't like. No, I don't care, like I literally

0:22:58.320 --> 0:22:59.399
<v Speaker 2>I can't stress enough.

0:22:59.440 --> 0:23:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't fucking care, like, but I care, and I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to be well.

0:23:03.200 --> 0:23:03.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't care.

0:23:03.880 --> 0:23:05.800
<v Speaker 1>You know what you need to do is go get

0:23:05.800 --> 0:23:09.400
<v Speaker 1>your fucking stomach looked back, because it's ridiculous. It's too long.

0:23:09.680 --> 0:23:11.320
<v Speaker 2>So they could tell me I have IBS and be like,

0:23:11.359 --> 0:23:13.080
<v Speaker 2>all right, here's your car so you can ship wherever

0:23:13.119 --> 0:23:15.400
<v Speaker 2>you want, and then like like, I don't. I don't

0:23:15.400 --> 0:23:17.240
<v Speaker 2>even know if there's a cure for IBS.

0:23:17.119 --> 0:23:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Something easier. I think you just have to point like

0:23:19.000 --> 0:23:21.080
<v Speaker 1>a blow dryer at your stomach.

0:23:21.480 --> 0:23:23.280
<v Speaker 2>I think also they might they might tell me what

0:23:23.320 --> 0:23:24.600
<v Speaker 2>I can and can't eat, but I don't want that

0:23:24.640 --> 0:23:26.800
<v Speaker 2>shit either, because I want to do whatever the I want.

0:23:26.960 --> 0:23:28.520
<v Speaker 1>They did that to me when I had my shit

0:23:28.560 --> 0:23:31.080
<v Speaker 1>looked at. They were like, you can't eat this, this

0:23:31.119 --> 0:23:33.119
<v Speaker 1>and this, and I legitimately through the paper out the

0:23:33.119 --> 0:23:35.439
<v Speaker 1>same day. I was like, I refuse to like follow

0:23:35.480 --> 0:23:38.080
<v Speaker 1>a diet like I'm not eating like fucking seeds.

0:23:38.280 --> 0:23:41.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, like I'm yeah, I just don't believe in it,

0:23:41.160 --> 0:23:46.000
<v Speaker 2>Like I don't care if something's gonna happen, like it's

0:23:46.040 --> 0:23:49.000
<v Speaker 2>gonna happen, like like that's one of my talks of tricks.

0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:50.920
<v Speaker 2>I just don't believe in it. I don't care about

0:23:50.920 --> 0:23:53.959
<v Speaker 2>the fucking dentist. Unless my teeth started like fucking hurting

0:23:54.000 --> 0:23:56.280
<v Speaker 2>and like falling out and like I was swallowing them

0:23:56.320 --> 0:23:58.000
<v Speaker 2>in my sleep, then I would like start going to

0:23:58.040 --> 0:23:59.600
<v Speaker 2>the dentist and be like give me a fake one,

0:23:59.840 --> 0:24:01.320
<v Speaker 2>or would just hit someone up on ig and be

0:24:01.359 --> 0:24:04.440
<v Speaker 2>like give me veneers, like come on, we have progressed

0:24:04.480 --> 0:24:06.800
<v Speaker 2>past needing dentists, but just can get viniars. Actually, I

0:24:06.840 --> 0:24:08.879
<v Speaker 2>would never get veneers, though. I think veneers were the

0:24:08.920 --> 0:24:11.600
<v Speaker 2>worst thing done to humankind, and I think it's so mean.

0:24:11.840 --> 0:24:13.119
<v Speaker 2>I think there's something natural.

0:24:13.160 --> 0:24:15.960
<v Speaker 1>There's natural like veneers that are done naturally that I'm like, oh,

0:24:15.960 --> 0:24:17.160
<v Speaker 1>those look really good.

0:24:17.280 --> 0:24:19.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking of ones that like now, like fucking people

0:24:20.000 --> 0:24:22.440
<v Speaker 2>who do botox are also like come I also we'll

0:24:22.440 --> 0:24:24.480
<v Speaker 2>do your teeth, like we'll touch your teeth too, and

0:24:24.480 --> 0:24:26.679
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, one, I'm like, you shouldn't be getting your

0:24:26.680 --> 0:24:28.960
<v Speaker 2>teeth done by someone off ig should be going to.

0:24:31.160 --> 0:24:34.040
<v Speaker 1>Well. One of my toxic traits and this is a

0:24:34.160 --> 0:24:39.119
<v Speaker 1>very real one, and Kai witnessed it today partially but

0:24:39.760 --> 0:24:42.280
<v Speaker 1>not letting Enya or Josh clean the house because I

0:24:42.320 --> 0:24:45.080
<v Speaker 1>have a very particular way of cleaning, and then getting

0:24:45.160 --> 0:24:47.439
<v Speaker 1>mad at Inya and Josh for not cleaning up the house.

0:24:48.760 --> 0:24:51.840
<v Speaker 2>The thing is, I think I keep the space like clean.

0:24:52.000 --> 0:24:54.040
<v Speaker 2>I defin didn't pick up before you got here. And

0:24:54.080 --> 0:24:55.720
<v Speaker 2>I remember before I went and got you from the airport,

0:24:56.240 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 2>I had made a content out there. I was like,

0:24:57.680 --> 0:24:59.200
<v Speaker 2>here's gonna be so annoyed by the way I have

0:24:59.240 --> 0:24:59.840
<v Speaker 2>the house right now.

0:25:00.160 --> 0:25:01.920
<v Speaker 1>Genuinely didn't. I wasn't annoyed at all.

0:25:02.240 --> 0:25:05.200
<v Speaker 2>Oh, I just have like a way, my little way

0:25:05.240 --> 0:25:07.320
<v Speaker 2>of doing things. I'm like, I put the dishes away

0:25:07.320 --> 0:25:08.439
<v Speaker 2>before I do the other dishes.

0:25:08.520 --> 0:25:12.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and like it drives me insane. Like Inya like

0:25:12.960 --> 0:25:15.719
<v Speaker 1>does her dishes, which is like awesome because like having her,

0:25:16.080 --> 0:25:18.159
<v Speaker 1>I think, like having a roommate that does her dishes

0:25:18.200 --> 0:25:20.480
<v Speaker 1>is like rare. I don't fucking know. I think I

0:25:20.480 --> 0:25:22.200
<v Speaker 1>don't know, But in your dishes.

0:25:22.320 --> 0:25:23.400
<v Speaker 2>I has never touched the sea.

0:25:23.480 --> 0:25:26.280
<v Speaker 1>He hasn't touched the dishes once in his fucking life,

0:25:26.600 --> 0:25:29.359
<v Speaker 1>but in your desert dishes. But she doesn't put them away,

0:25:29.400 --> 0:25:33.120
<v Speaker 1>and that drives me absolutely. Sometimes then when she does

0:25:33.200 --> 0:25:35.480
<v Speaker 1>put them away, she does it wrong, and I'm like,

0:25:35.640 --> 0:25:37.040
<v Speaker 1>oh my god. So then I go in there and

0:25:37.400 --> 0:25:38.520
<v Speaker 1>that's I don't.

0:25:38.320 --> 0:25:40.359
<v Speaker 2>Put them away because I would throw all the cups

0:25:40.359 --> 0:25:41.760
<v Speaker 2>in there because I don't care how they look in there.

0:25:41.760 --> 0:25:44.159
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna take them anyway. But Drew has all of

0:25:44.200 --> 0:25:46.240
<v Speaker 2>it so particular that I'm like, I'm not about to

0:25:46.240 --> 0:25:48.320
<v Speaker 2>sit here and waste my time. And also you don't

0:25:48.359 --> 0:25:50.160
<v Speaker 2>like them put in their wet and in my head,

0:25:50.160 --> 0:25:51.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, if I'm here, I need to do it all.

0:25:51.680 --> 0:25:53.840
<v Speaker 2>At the same time, it's it's a whole fucking thing,

0:25:53.880 --> 0:25:54.400
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like I.

0:25:54.320 --> 0:25:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Don't like no, but see that's like that's toxic, like

0:25:57.200 --> 0:25:59.040
<v Speaker 1>on my part, like you should be able to put

0:25:59.040 --> 0:26:01.800
<v Speaker 1>the dishes away. But then and also like, yeah, there's

0:26:01.840 --> 0:26:04.000
<v Speaker 1>just other little things that like I have to Yeah,

0:26:04.000 --> 0:26:05.639
<v Speaker 1>I wake up early in the morning and I just

0:26:05.680 --> 0:26:08.920
<v Speaker 1>like do my little cleaning, my tasks, and I am

0:26:09.040 --> 0:26:11.240
<v Speaker 1>so angry while doing them. I'm like, why can't you

0:26:11.280 --> 0:26:14.120
<v Speaker 1>just fucking wipe the ketchup off the fucking glass countertop

0:26:14.160 --> 0:26:16.200
<v Speaker 1>and the and it's mainly Josh is doing in there,

0:26:16.240 --> 0:26:19.359
<v Speaker 1>but that our little ottoman thing in there, what is

0:26:19.359 --> 0:26:23.120
<v Speaker 1>that table? The table, the coffee table is fucking rancid.

0:26:23.200 --> 0:26:25.240
<v Speaker 1>Like every day I go in there, and it's because

0:26:25.280 --> 0:26:27.320
<v Speaker 1>we all eat our food on there, and just like

0:26:27.800 --> 0:26:30.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't, yeah you don't, but like me and Josh do.

0:26:30.840 --> 0:26:32.040
<v Speaker 1>And I clean up after myself.

0:26:32.080 --> 0:26:33.800
<v Speaker 2>But but Josh leaves his whole side.

0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:36.240
<v Speaker 1>You know, I started doing this thing, which is so annoying.

0:26:36.280 --> 0:26:39.439
<v Speaker 1>But Josh will be eating there and he'll spill something

0:26:39.480 --> 0:26:41.560
<v Speaker 1>on there, and I'll go grab the spray bottle and

0:26:41.600 --> 0:26:44.760
<v Speaker 1>spray it and clean it while he's eating, so he knows.

0:26:45.000 --> 0:26:48.440
<v Speaker 1>And I just know when we have this like vinegar spray,

0:26:48.800 --> 0:26:52.000
<v Speaker 1>and I know so stinks like shit, and I know

0:26:52.160 --> 0:26:53.760
<v Speaker 1>some of it gets on his food. And I do

0:26:53.800 --> 0:26:55.840
<v Speaker 1>it on purpose because I'm like, okay, like, if you

0:26:55.920 --> 0:26:58.280
<v Speaker 1>want to eat here, you're gonna have to pick up

0:26:58.280 --> 0:26:59.760
<v Speaker 1>after yourself. But if you're not gonna pick up the

0:27:00.080 --> 0:27:02.680
<v Speaker 1>after yourself, I'm gonna spread your food with wind decks

0:27:02.680 --> 0:27:05.080
<v Speaker 1>and you're gonna eat wind decks and you're gonna get

0:27:05.080 --> 0:27:08.760
<v Speaker 1>amonia poisoned. Kidneys are gonna melt, but you're gonna learn

0:27:08.760 --> 0:27:09.200
<v Speaker 1>your lesson.

0:27:09.960 --> 0:27:12.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you do have your own ways. I'm curious to

0:27:12.280 --> 0:27:14.240
<v Speaker 2>see what your own apartment is gonna look like.

0:27:14.960 --> 0:27:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna let it go. It's gonna be terrible. It's

0:27:17.320 --> 0:27:17.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna be.

0:27:18.760 --> 0:27:20.879
<v Speaker 2>I doubt it though, because when I'm here alone, I

0:27:21.160 --> 0:27:23.359
<v Speaker 2>feel like I tend to clean more when I'm alone

0:27:23.359 --> 0:27:25.520
<v Speaker 2>in the house because I'm like, like, it feels like

0:27:25.600 --> 0:27:27.239
<v Speaker 2>tending to my space. It's kind of like how I

0:27:27.240 --> 0:27:29.600
<v Speaker 2>always like, am cleaning my room in a way. I

0:27:29.640 --> 0:27:31.600
<v Speaker 2>clean my room every day, and it's always dirty to

0:27:31.640 --> 0:27:33.119
<v Speaker 2>me in my head. Like people go in there and

0:27:33.160 --> 0:27:34.680
<v Speaker 2>they're like, it's not dirty here, but I'm like, dude,

0:27:34.720 --> 0:27:38.919
<v Speaker 2>it's it's so disgusting, Like I haven't. I haven't, like

0:27:39.359 --> 0:27:42.280
<v Speaker 2>a zool makes so much fucking first actually ridiculous.

0:27:42.320 --> 0:27:44.800
<v Speaker 1>You know what it is, it's our events and we

0:27:44.880 --> 0:27:45.560
<v Speaker 1>have black mold.

0:27:46.359 --> 0:27:48.360
<v Speaker 2>I just want to Should I text the landlord right now?

0:27:48.480 --> 0:27:52.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Literally, you're getting a live update of us communicating

0:27:52.160 --> 0:27:57.399
<v Speaker 1>with our landlord. Our vents are rancid, like absolutely the

0:27:57.440 --> 0:28:01.520
<v Speaker 1>most disgusting thing I've ever seen in my entire life.

0:28:01.640 --> 0:28:03.440
<v Speaker 2>I actually don't even know if that's someone else's no,

0:28:03.560 --> 0:28:06.960
<v Speaker 2>because it's more than just that that or no.

0:28:07.000 --> 0:28:09.840
<v Speaker 1>I think we have to know that is our duty

0:28:09.880 --> 0:28:12.199
<v Speaker 1>to do. But I just need to know where to

0:28:12.280 --> 0:28:16.120
<v Speaker 1>get those like vent covers because it's such a random

0:28:16.160 --> 0:28:19.200
<v Speaker 1>size though, like it's like we'd have to like cut

0:28:19.240 --> 0:28:21.920
<v Speaker 1>to size or something. I don't know. But that's why

0:28:21.960 --> 0:28:24.280
<v Speaker 1>I think we have mold poisoning, which is another toxic

0:28:24.320 --> 0:28:27.919
<v Speaker 1>trait of mine. I think we have mold poisoning. I

0:28:27.960 --> 0:28:31.320
<v Speaker 1>think our house is full of black mold and we're

0:28:31.400 --> 0:28:34.240
<v Speaker 1>all just like and that's why we're like sad. I

0:28:34.280 --> 0:28:36.840
<v Speaker 1>sent any a screenshot of like all this symptoms, and

0:28:36.920 --> 0:28:38.560
<v Speaker 1>one of them is like depressive.

0:28:38.920 --> 0:28:41.200
<v Speaker 2>I was just depressed in the house where we apparently

0:28:41.240 --> 0:28:41.840
<v Speaker 2>didn't have.

0:28:42.280 --> 0:28:45.160
<v Speaker 1>But I wasn't what happened in between there and here,

0:28:45.480 --> 0:28:49.640
<v Speaker 1>A lot life happens. But yeah, that's a toxic trait

0:28:49.680 --> 0:28:53.920
<v Speaker 1>I have is I'm like fully convinced that there's toxic

0:28:54.040 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 1>mold in our couch. Specifically, our couch is just gross.

0:28:59.360 --> 0:29:00.600
<v Speaker 2>A lot of the friend of her in our house

0:29:00.680 --> 0:29:03.560
<v Speaker 2>is just like gross, but it's like why why replace

0:29:03.640 --> 0:29:07.080
<v Speaker 2>it when at some like eventually I feel like saying

0:29:07.080 --> 0:29:09.840
<v Speaker 2>this people get big no no, like eventually, we obviously

0:29:09.880 --> 0:29:12.360
<v Speaker 2>all want our own spaces. And I'm like not about

0:29:12.400 --> 0:29:15.040
<v Speaker 2>to throw down, like each of us throwing down like

0:29:15.600 --> 0:29:16.840
<v Speaker 2>one to two k's.

0:29:16.800 --> 0:29:17.680
<v Speaker 1>On a nice couch.

0:29:17.840 --> 0:29:19.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, when what the fuck are we gonna do? Split

0:29:19.880 --> 0:29:22.040
<v Speaker 2>up the cushions? Like it's not worth it and.

0:29:22.080 --> 0:29:24.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to buy that piece off of someone.

0:29:25.160 --> 0:29:28.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so we just have to leave it. But yeah,

0:29:28.000 --> 0:29:31.400
<v Speaker 2>the couch is gross. Our couch is disgusting. It like, oh,

0:29:31.480 --> 0:29:34.160
<v Speaker 2>it radiates like humidity and heat and it stinks.

0:29:34.400 --> 0:29:35.880
<v Speaker 1>Now there's piss on it.

0:29:35.920 --> 0:29:37.680
<v Speaker 2>I think a zul piste on the couch because it

0:29:37.760 --> 0:29:38.640
<v Speaker 2>like smells gone.

0:29:38.680 --> 0:29:40.200
<v Speaker 1>A zul pissed on the couch.

0:29:40.400 --> 0:29:43.520
<v Speaker 2>She missed you, I know she probably be while she

0:29:43.640 --> 0:29:45.440
<v Speaker 2>was like scared of other people in the house when

0:29:45.480 --> 0:29:47.520
<v Speaker 2>she like does that thing where she like just hugs

0:29:47.560 --> 0:29:48.280
<v Speaker 2>into the corner.

0:29:48.400 --> 0:29:50.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he's never pissed.

0:29:50.320 --> 0:29:52.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he doesn't piss everywhere though, So maybe one of

0:29:52.120 --> 0:29:53.480
<v Speaker 2>the humans who sleeping That's.

0:29:53.400 --> 0:29:55.240
<v Speaker 1>What I was thinking. I was I went in the

0:29:55.320 --> 0:29:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Indians room and I was like, has anybody slept on

0:29:57.080 --> 0:29:59.719
<v Speaker 1>the couch recently and I was like what, And I

0:29:59.760 --> 0:30:02.960
<v Speaker 1>was like, because it smells like human piss on the couch,

0:30:03.000 --> 0:30:05.000
<v Speaker 1>because cat piss has a very distinct smell.

0:30:05.080 --> 0:30:08.160
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's just it's like in the bathroom there's like

0:30:08.360 --> 0:30:10.120
<v Speaker 2>there's a scent starting in the house.

0:30:10.840 --> 0:30:11.680
<v Speaker 1>It's the mold.

0:30:12.240 --> 0:30:14.520
<v Speaker 2>There is a sense starting in the house. I don't

0:30:14.560 --> 0:30:17.320
<v Speaker 2>I don't want people to think our house is like gross.

0:30:17.520 --> 0:30:18.280
<v Speaker 2>It's not gross.

0:30:18.480 --> 0:30:21.720
<v Speaker 1>Is our house gross? Yes, motherfucker.

0:30:22.280 --> 0:30:28.040
<v Speaker 2>Nor house is not gross. It's as you would expect

0:30:28.080 --> 0:30:31.360
<v Speaker 2>the house of like three like twenty year olds to be.

0:30:31.560 --> 0:30:33.960
<v Speaker 2>It's it's like cute and it's nice, but it's not

0:30:34.040 --> 0:30:37.800
<v Speaker 2>like super well furnished because like, bitch, we don't have

0:30:37.800 --> 0:30:40.200
<v Speaker 2>to say it again, we're not raking in the dough,

0:30:40.240 --> 0:30:42.920
<v Speaker 2>like come on. Like I think some people, like we're

0:30:42.960 --> 0:30:44.560
<v Speaker 2>kind of talking about this yesterday. I won't go to

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:48.000
<v Speaker 2>in depth, but I think some people see, like specifically

0:30:48.000 --> 0:30:50.640
<v Speaker 2>with me, like with the clothing I own and like stuff,

0:30:50.680 --> 0:30:52.560
<v Speaker 2>and they're like, damn, how does she have all that money?

0:30:52.880 --> 0:30:55.040
<v Speaker 2>Like how can she afford that? Trust me, I asked

0:30:55.080 --> 0:30:57.800
<v Speaker 2>the same thing. Yeah, Like I the thing is like

0:30:57.840 --> 0:31:00.120
<v Speaker 2>I spend past what I need to be spending and

0:31:00.160 --> 0:31:03.760
<v Speaker 2>that's as far as I will get on my finances, yeah, publicly.

0:31:03.360 --> 0:31:03.520
<v Speaker 1>But.

0:31:05.160 --> 0:31:08.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah maybe if we maybe, if we had like good

0:31:08.880 --> 0:31:11.080
<v Speaker 2>money like that, we'd be living in a house and

0:31:11.120 --> 0:31:13.240
<v Speaker 2>not an apartment where we in my apartment with a

0:31:13.440 --> 0:31:17.160
<v Speaker 2>con with a concrete backyard. In my room is the

0:31:17.280 --> 0:31:20.280
<v Speaker 2>living room. It's a say, a two bedroom apartment. But

0:31:20.360 --> 0:31:23.880
<v Speaker 2>that's beside the point. My other toxic trait is I

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:26.640
<v Speaker 2>am so nosy, and I've talked about this lightly before,

0:31:26.920 --> 0:31:29.400
<v Speaker 2>but it is a toxic trait. Like I, if you

0:31:29.480 --> 0:31:32.760
<v Speaker 2>were talking to me, I will fully stop talking, like

0:31:32.880 --> 0:31:35.680
<v Speaker 2>I will stop communicating with you if something else comes up.

0:31:36.000 --> 0:31:38.560
<v Speaker 2>If like if someone else is walking by and I

0:31:38.640 --> 0:31:41.200
<v Speaker 2>hear even the slightest word that's of interest to me,

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:43.640
<v Speaker 2>I won't let you know I'm not talking to you anymore.

0:31:43.720 --> 0:31:46.400
<v Speaker 2>I will just start blocking you out and listening to

0:31:46.440 --> 0:31:48.200
<v Speaker 2>the other person, and then I have to be like,

0:31:48.240 --> 0:31:51.400
<v Speaker 2>oh sorry, or was it listening what? And like that

0:31:51.600 --> 0:31:53.840
<v Speaker 2>is a toxic trait because it's like really mean, because

0:31:53.960 --> 0:31:55.760
<v Speaker 2>people will just be like talking to me and it'll

0:31:55.960 --> 0:31:58.600
<v Speaker 2>it doesn't even matter what conversation we're having having, Like

0:31:58.800 --> 0:32:00.520
<v Speaker 2>if you want to have a serious converse with me.

0:32:00.760 --> 0:32:04.240
<v Speaker 2>Have it in taking doors, yeah, have it between four

0:32:04.280 --> 0:32:06.760
<v Speaker 2>walls with nothing on them and like nothing happening in

0:32:06.760 --> 0:32:10.280
<v Speaker 2>that room, because then maybe and even then so maybe

0:32:10.360 --> 0:32:11.440
<v Speaker 2>I can fully listen.

0:32:12.720 --> 0:32:14.640
<v Speaker 1>No, I think I'm good literally doing it right now.

0:32:14.760 --> 0:32:16.200
<v Speaker 1>I didn't hear it where he said.

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:17.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, No, are you doing the thing where you're just

0:32:17.720 --> 0:32:19.240
<v Speaker 2>waiting for me to finish talking.

0:32:19.000 --> 0:32:21.040
<v Speaker 1>So you could No, I was just like lost in

0:32:21.080 --> 0:32:23.080
<v Speaker 1>my head. I was just like thinking of just like

0:32:23.360 --> 0:32:27.120
<v Speaker 1>other shit, like completely Yes, me and Drew.

0:32:27.000 --> 0:32:29.520
<v Speaker 2>Had like a ketchup talk last night for like three hours,

0:32:29.560 --> 0:32:31.720
<v Speaker 2>and so many moments of it. I would just be

0:32:31.840 --> 0:32:34.240
<v Speaker 2>thinking of like eight million different things and trying to

0:32:34.280 --> 0:32:36.840
<v Speaker 2>listen to But Yeah, that's one of my toxic traits,

0:32:36.880 --> 0:32:39.200
<v Speaker 2>is I like, I'm just fucking nosy. I'm too busy

0:32:39.240 --> 0:32:42.040
<v Speaker 2>being chismosa. I don't have time to talk to the

0:32:42.040 --> 0:32:44.120
<v Speaker 2>people I love because I'm too busy trying to hear

0:32:44.200 --> 0:32:45.560
<v Speaker 2>what shit other people are saying.

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:47.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was thinking about camping, That's what I was

0:32:47.680 --> 0:32:49.240
<v Speaker 1>thinking about. I was like, we need to go on

0:32:49.320 --> 0:32:51.480
<v Speaker 1>a camping, that's right. I don't know how my brain

0:32:51.480 --> 0:32:52.280
<v Speaker 1>got there, but I was like.

0:32:52.320 --> 0:32:54.600
<v Speaker 2>Isn't it like too cold to go camping comfortably.

0:32:54.720 --> 0:32:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Now we could go to the Raphael Swells in Utah

0:32:59.400 --> 0:33:02.280
<v Speaker 1>in camping desert and it wouldn't be too cold, but.

0:33:02.360 --> 0:33:06.440
<v Speaker 2>Do we get cold? And I oh, Also, this is

0:33:06.520 --> 0:33:11.120
<v Speaker 2>kind of like my doctor's toxic trait, but it's like

0:33:11.200 --> 0:33:13.840
<v Speaker 2>way worse, especially because it's fully based in like the

0:33:13.840 --> 0:33:16.280
<v Speaker 2>privilege that like, as like a white person, I can

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:21.200
<v Speaker 2>do this. My tag on my car is expired three

0:33:21.280 --> 0:33:24.440
<v Speaker 2>years strong now, and my car but this isn't like

0:33:24.520 --> 0:33:27.040
<v Speaker 2>necessarily a privileged thing. Also, my car needs an oil change,

0:33:27.040 --> 0:33:27.920
<v Speaker 2>and both of those.

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:29.400
<v Speaker 1>Are things I didn't get your oil change.

0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:31.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, both of those are things I have no plans

0:33:31.520 --> 0:33:33.640
<v Speaker 2>on doing. That is not on my mind.

0:33:33.680 --> 0:33:35.200
<v Speaker 1>I was like, and you should get it done while

0:33:35.240 --> 0:33:36.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gone.

0:33:35.840 --> 0:33:39.479
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, yeah, yeah. The thing is I

0:33:39.520 --> 0:33:42.640
<v Speaker 2>only took my car out. I'm not kidding, Drew. I

0:33:42.720 --> 0:33:44.720
<v Speaker 2>left the house in my car maybe three times the

0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:47.080
<v Speaker 2>whole time, and then I was just sitting on my

0:33:47.120 --> 0:33:50.760
<v Speaker 2>computer editing and working. Actually maybe like four times, because

0:33:50.800 --> 0:33:54.080
<v Speaker 2>I went to like the grocery store twice and then

0:33:54.160 --> 0:33:57.680
<v Speaker 2>like write it once and then the heaven Chop. And

0:33:57.720 --> 0:34:00.280
<v Speaker 2>that's what I did for like ten days that's the

0:34:00.280 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 2>only time I left the house. And then if it

0:34:02.200 --> 0:34:04.480
<v Speaker 2>wasn't like that, I was either getting in an uber

0:34:04.680 --> 0:34:05.959
<v Speaker 2>or someone was picking me up.

0:34:06.200 --> 0:34:09.080
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, Hey, that's a good life though. That's kind

0:34:09.120 --> 0:34:09.600
<v Speaker 1>of the life I.

0:34:09.680 --> 0:34:12.160
<v Speaker 2>Lead, except you never get in the car.

0:34:12.280 --> 0:34:14.640
<v Speaker 1>I know. I just like kind of you hitch rides,

0:34:14.640 --> 0:34:16.560
<v Speaker 1>You're a hitchhiker. I'm a hitchhiker baby.

0:34:17.520 --> 0:34:19.920
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, that's one of my talks of traits. And

0:34:20.080 --> 0:34:21.920
<v Speaker 2>my dad is not going to hear this because I

0:34:21.960 --> 0:34:24.640
<v Speaker 2>don't think he listens to full episodes. But I've been

0:34:24.680 --> 0:34:26.520
<v Speaker 2>going back and forth with my dad about getting my

0:34:26.760 --> 0:34:29.520
<v Speaker 2>I've been that I never lie to my dad, but

0:34:29.560 --> 0:34:32.400
<v Speaker 2>I've been lying to my dad. He knows like that

0:34:32.440 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm lying. But I've been lying to him about this

0:34:35.360 --> 0:34:38.200
<v Speaker 2>tag literally for the past four years that I've lived here.

0:34:38.239 --> 0:34:40.560
<v Speaker 2>Like he's always like, did you get your tag? Did

0:34:40.560 --> 0:34:42.279
<v Speaker 2>you get your tag? And I'm like yes, yes, Oh

0:34:42.280 --> 0:34:44.520
<v Speaker 2>my god. And then like I was driving the car

0:34:44.640 --> 0:34:46.799
<v Speaker 2>once and like had him on speaker and he heard

0:34:46.800 --> 0:34:48.759
<v Speaker 2>the blink and he was like, are you driving right now?

0:34:48.760 --> 0:34:50.680
<v Speaker 2>Because we had just had a conversation about me and

0:34:50.719 --> 0:34:53.319
<v Speaker 2>bidding that I didn't have my tags done. And then

0:34:53.320 --> 0:34:56.240
<v Speaker 2>he was like are you kidding, Like are you actually kidding?

0:34:56.280 --> 0:34:58.040
<v Speaker 2>Are you driving to go? Get it done? And it

0:34:58.080 --> 0:35:00.279
<v Speaker 2>was like it was such a rhetorical question because him

0:35:00.280 --> 0:35:02.000
<v Speaker 2>it was nine pm and for me it was six pm.

0:35:02.120 --> 0:35:05.359
<v Speaker 2>I was like, no, I'm going to dinner, like I'm

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:08.000
<v Speaker 2>going to meet my friends. And he's like, you can't

0:35:08.040 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 2>do that. He was like, how far are you from

0:35:09.840 --> 0:35:11.480
<v Speaker 2>the house. Go take the car back to the house

0:35:11.480 --> 0:35:14.120
<v Speaker 2>and uber there, and I was like, I'm already five

0:35:14.120 --> 0:35:16.279
<v Speaker 2>minutes away from where I'm going, Like I can do that,

0:35:16.360 --> 0:35:19.200
<v Speaker 2>Like I'm sorry. And then when I was in Miami,

0:35:19.239 --> 0:35:21.279
<v Speaker 2>I lied to him again, but he fucking I got

0:35:21.320 --> 0:35:23.319
<v Speaker 2>myself caught and I had to admit to him that

0:35:23.400 --> 0:35:26.279
<v Speaker 2>I was lying. But it's all funny games. But my

0:35:26.400 --> 0:35:28.279
<v Speaker 2>dad literally was like searing the fuck out of me

0:35:28.360 --> 0:35:32.080
<v Speaker 2>because at one point I had no license and my expired.

0:35:31.760 --> 0:35:37.560
<v Speaker 1>Time go to jail, jail, going to jail.

0:35:37.600 --> 0:35:39.280
<v Speaker 2>But I was like, you're gonna get a fucking felony,

0:35:39.280 --> 0:35:40.520
<v Speaker 2>And then that scared the fuck out of me. So

0:35:40.560 --> 0:35:43.640
<v Speaker 2>I got my license because I was like it was

0:35:43.680 --> 0:35:46.480
<v Speaker 2>also really inconvenient to be like, Okay, I'm going to

0:35:46.480 --> 0:35:50.239
<v Speaker 2>New York. I need my fucking passport, Like, did you

0:35:50.239 --> 0:35:52.919
<v Speaker 2>see that they're gonna update that you need a new

0:35:53.000 --> 0:35:56.160
<v Speaker 2>kind of IDA to travel in twenty twenty three by

0:35:56.200 --> 0:35:58.600
<v Speaker 2>twenty twenty three. Yeah, it's good. It's like they were

0:35:58.600 --> 0:36:01.040
<v Speaker 2>all for my first one when we first went to

0:36:01.080 --> 0:36:03.719
<v Speaker 2>the DMV and they're offering it. No, now they're making

0:36:03.800 --> 0:36:06.319
<v Speaker 2>like you have to get that by twenty twenty three.

0:36:06.640 --> 0:36:08.839
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I thought they were doing that. By twenty twenty two,

0:36:09.160 --> 0:36:11.200
<v Speaker 1>you have that. Yeah, you just gotta you get a

0:36:11.200 --> 0:36:12.560
<v Speaker 1>star on your license, that's it.

0:36:13.200 --> 0:36:13.840
<v Speaker 2>Maybe I have that.

0:36:13.920 --> 0:36:16.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, if you got a license recently, I'm pretty sure

0:36:16.080 --> 0:36:17.120
<v Speaker 1>you got a real id.

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:18.520
<v Speaker 2>Well.

0:36:18.640 --> 0:36:24.240
<v Speaker 1>Another one of my toxic traits is thinking I can build, slash,

0:36:24.239 --> 0:36:27.320
<v Speaker 1>make anything that is very I feel.

0:36:27.080 --> 0:36:29.040
<v Speaker 2>Like that's such a man like toxic trait.

0:36:29.239 --> 0:36:32.359
<v Speaker 1>No, literally I can make anything, but I have made

0:36:32.440 --> 0:36:34.480
<v Speaker 1>nothing in my life, like anytime and he's like I

0:36:34.520 --> 0:36:36.319
<v Speaker 1>want to buy this, and I'm like, no, we can,

0:36:36.400 --> 0:36:39.000
<v Speaker 1>we can go make that, and like I swear to God,

0:36:39.040 --> 0:36:40.960
<v Speaker 1>I have never used the power tool once in my life.

0:36:41.000 --> 0:36:43.239
<v Speaker 2>Like I've built anything that.

0:36:43.320 --> 0:36:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Can in this house, Inya has like built and yeah,

0:36:48.560 --> 0:36:50.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm just I don't know where I got that blind

0:36:50.840 --> 0:36:53.359
<v Speaker 1>optimism from but I genuinely believe it in a moment

0:36:53.440 --> 0:36:55.120
<v Speaker 1>when I say it, like no, like we can I

0:36:55.120 --> 0:36:56.600
<v Speaker 1>even say it about clothes. I'm like, oh, I can

0:36:56.640 --> 0:36:58.640
<v Speaker 1>make that. I've never sewed.

0:36:58.800 --> 0:37:00.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna say you even say about things that, like

0:37:01.000 --> 0:37:03.920
<v Speaker 2>you'll say it about glassware like you're about to go blow.

0:37:03.800 --> 0:37:06.200
<v Speaker 1>Flass, like, oh that this is cute. Like I can

0:37:06.239 --> 0:37:08.799
<v Speaker 1>probably like figure it out. But maybe that's like what

0:37:08.920 --> 0:37:09.839
<v Speaker 1>makes me me, you know.

0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:12.040
<v Speaker 2>No, that's what makes you a man. That's like one

0:37:12.040 --> 0:37:14.439
<v Speaker 2>of the manliest traits about you is you're being like.

0:37:14.560 --> 0:37:17.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make it, like but I cannot stress this enough.

0:37:17.960 --> 0:37:22.080
<v Speaker 1>I have never made anything ever ever in my life.

0:37:22.719 --> 0:37:26.520
<v Speaker 2>Another toxic trait of mine that is actually toxic is

0:37:26.640 --> 0:37:28.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm always right. So I have to do it for

0:37:28.680 --> 0:37:30.360
<v Speaker 2>it to be done right, but I will complain the

0:37:30.360 --> 0:37:34.160
<v Speaker 2>whole time while doing it. Yeah, I am such a

0:37:34.280 --> 0:37:36.360
<v Speaker 2>like piece of shit, Like I need to have the

0:37:36.400 --> 0:37:38.560
<v Speaker 2>final say. I need to have the final say, but

0:37:38.600 --> 0:37:41.000
<v Speaker 2>I need to ask everyone their opinion and ignore it.

0:37:41.000 --> 0:37:41.960
<v Speaker 1>It's a control thing.

0:37:42.160 --> 0:37:45.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I am fully a control free like even up

0:37:45.680 --> 0:37:47.600
<v Speaker 2>to like the podcast and stuff like, I am like

0:37:48.120 --> 0:37:50.440
<v Speaker 2>a fucking freak. Of nature and I am a tyrant

0:37:50.520 --> 0:37:51.839
<v Speaker 2>and I like need to but.

0:37:51.840 --> 0:37:54.799
<v Speaker 1>No, it's it's good on projects like this where like

0:37:55.200 --> 0:37:57.719
<v Speaker 1>there needs to be some control, but like on other

0:37:57.800 --> 0:38:00.880
<v Speaker 1>little things, I'm like like just let let go. No,

0:38:00.920 --> 0:38:03.320
<v Speaker 1>I get like I need I'm like just like I

0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:05.840
<v Speaker 1>think I said it already, but like you're like, I

0:38:05.840 --> 0:38:08.680
<v Speaker 1>don't have blind optimism, like I have blind pessimism, Like.

0:38:08.760 --> 0:38:10.759
<v Speaker 2>You know, it will all go to shit if I

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:13.479
<v Speaker 2>am not stressing over and making sure it goes right,

0:38:13.560 --> 0:38:15.680
<v Speaker 2>and even if I'm putting all my time and stress

0:38:15.719 --> 0:38:17.640
<v Speaker 2>into it, it will one hundred percent go wrong.

0:38:17.680 --> 0:38:20.880
<v Speaker 1>Can I say something? It all works out in the

0:38:21.000 --> 0:38:23.200
<v Speaker 1>end even if it doesn't, do you know why?

0:38:23.880 --> 0:38:25.560
<v Speaker 2>Because that's the way it was meant to be.

0:38:25.880 --> 0:38:28.480
<v Speaker 1>Exactly, And we'll also just be dead like so it

0:38:28.600 --> 0:38:29.920
<v Speaker 1>actually doesn't matter.

0:38:29.880 --> 0:38:34.000
<v Speaker 2>Like Josh should be worth talking about like old age

0:38:34.040 --> 0:38:35.600
<v Speaker 2>and I was actually I don't know if I could

0:38:35.640 --> 0:38:37.680
<v Speaker 2>say this. This this comes with a trigger warning. But

0:38:37.680 --> 0:38:39.440
<v Speaker 2>it's not like I don't want it to be like

0:38:39.480 --> 0:38:41.880
<v Speaker 2>the saddest thing ever. It's just like this goes to

0:38:41.920 --> 0:38:43.839
<v Speaker 2>show how morbid I am. And I get it from

0:38:43.880 --> 0:38:45.759
<v Speaker 2>my dad because when I was like fifteen, my dad

0:38:45.840 --> 0:38:47.920
<v Speaker 2>was like talking about possibly so.

0:38:48.520 --> 0:38:49.360
<v Speaker 1>And you're not letting go.

0:38:49.760 --> 0:38:52.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm done to keep holding hands. It's like warm. When

0:38:52.440 --> 0:38:54.040
<v Speaker 2>I was like fifteen, you know when your parents get

0:38:54.080 --> 0:38:56.080
<v Speaker 2>to that age where they start talking about dying. My

0:38:56.200 --> 0:38:59.439
<v Speaker 2>dad has always threatened his death to us, even when

0:38:59.440 --> 0:39:01.439
<v Speaker 2>he was like thirty three. He'd be like, I'm gonna

0:39:01.440 --> 0:39:02.960
<v Speaker 2>fucking keel over and have a heart attack and y'all

0:39:03.000 --> 0:39:04.239
<v Speaker 2>are never gonna see me again. And I'd be like,

0:39:04.280 --> 0:39:05.239
<v Speaker 2>oh my god.

0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:07.399
<v Speaker 1>My dad does this same fucking shit. He's like, you're

0:39:07.400 --> 0:39:09.680
<v Speaker 1>gonna miss me when I'm gone, Like you're gonna miss

0:39:09.680 --> 0:39:12.640
<v Speaker 1>where are you going at? He's like, You'll like I

0:39:12.680 --> 0:39:14.520
<v Speaker 1>may be annoying you now, but like when I'm dead,

0:39:14.640 --> 0:39:17.359
<v Speaker 1>you'll remember this. And I mean it's working because it

0:39:17.440 --> 0:39:19.439
<v Speaker 1>has not left me now.

0:39:19.480 --> 0:39:20.320
<v Speaker 2>You live in fear.

0:39:20.520 --> 0:39:22.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, ba, I know what. I Am gonna miss you

0:39:22.440 --> 0:39:25.280
<v Speaker 1>when you're gone. Are you gonna miss me when you're gone?

0:39:25.719 --> 0:39:27.760
<v Speaker 1>You said the fuck the Cup song?

0:39:28.800 --> 0:39:31.160
<v Speaker 2>When I was like fifteen, my dad literally looked we

0:39:31.160 --> 0:39:33.440
<v Speaker 2>were we were having dinner, like it was not a

0:39:33.440 --> 0:39:37.120
<v Speaker 2>part of conversation. You're so annoying. But my dad looked

0:39:37.120 --> 0:39:39.160
<v Speaker 2>at us and he was like, if I'm ever old,

0:39:39.320 --> 0:39:41.359
<v Speaker 2>like of old age. I'm like a vegetable. You better

0:39:41.400 --> 0:39:43.439
<v Speaker 2>fucking kill me. He was like, he was like, don't.

0:39:43.480 --> 0:39:44.440
<v Speaker 1>He was like, I agree with that.

0:39:44.560 --> 0:39:46.000
<v Speaker 2>He was like, and yeah, I know that's where I

0:39:46.000 --> 0:39:48.160
<v Speaker 2>get my like morbid ideas of like life and death

0:39:48.200 --> 0:39:50.239
<v Speaker 2>because my dad fully drolled that unto me and I

0:39:50.280 --> 0:39:52.880
<v Speaker 2>fully believe that shit. I'm like, bitch. My dad was like, if.

0:39:52.760 --> 0:39:54.640
<v Speaker 1>I can't like wipe my own ass.

0:39:54.480 --> 0:39:56.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, if I can't wipe my own ass, I don't

0:39:56.080 --> 0:39:57.840
<v Speaker 2>want anybody. I don't want anyone who is in me

0:39:57.880 --> 0:39:59.760
<v Speaker 2>touching my ass, like fucking put me out.

0:40:00.040 --> 0:40:02.879
<v Speaker 1>When people touching my ass, I do.

0:40:03.880 --> 0:40:05.960
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, he was like, he was like, just fucking

0:40:06.080 --> 0:40:07.879
<v Speaker 2>He was like, if I can't talk to you, why

0:40:07.880 --> 0:40:11.200
<v Speaker 2>are you holding me? Like, like what is happening? Like,

0:40:11.320 --> 0:40:13.560
<v Speaker 2>let me go? Like he was like, especially if he

0:40:13.600 --> 0:40:15.239
<v Speaker 2>was like, it's different if I'm like young and there's

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:17.279
<v Speaker 2>an accident, but if I am old, He was like,

0:40:17.320 --> 0:40:20.480
<v Speaker 2>if I'm like eighty seven, I'm not gonna get up

0:40:20.480 --> 0:40:22.759
<v Speaker 2>and start doing jumping Jackson girl, let me go. Like,

0:40:22.840 --> 0:40:24.799
<v Speaker 2>he was like, just call it quits. I was telling

0:40:24.840 --> 0:40:27.400
<v Speaker 2>Josh that I was like not to be morbid, but

0:40:27.520 --> 0:40:30.560
<v Speaker 2>like I don't know how you tell me if this

0:40:30.600 --> 0:40:34.000
<v Speaker 2>is too morbid, But I'm like, I don't even think

0:40:34.000 --> 0:40:37.480
<v Speaker 2>it's morbid. I think it's like the toxic like aftermath

0:40:37.520 --> 0:40:39.839
<v Speaker 2>of being someone who's been just like so depressed all

0:40:39.880 --> 0:40:42.439
<v Speaker 2>your life and like always been like if anyone's gonna

0:40:42.440 --> 0:40:44.319
<v Speaker 2>take me out, it's gonna be me. Like that's like

0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:46.480
<v Speaker 2>always in my head. I don't believe I'm gonna die

0:40:46.480 --> 0:40:48.239
<v Speaker 2>in a car crash. I don't believe like any of

0:40:48.239 --> 0:40:49.799
<v Speaker 2>that shit. I don't think a murder is gonna get

0:40:49.800 --> 0:40:51.360
<v Speaker 2>to me because I've said this before, and let a

0:40:51.440 --> 0:40:53.000
<v Speaker 2>murderer come in this house, and I know they're gonna

0:40:53.040 --> 0:40:54.759
<v Speaker 2>murder me. I'm gonna kill myself and now you have

0:40:54.840 --> 0:40:58.560
<v Speaker 2>to go to jail for it. Anyways, Like it's I'm

0:40:58.560 --> 0:41:00.880
<v Speaker 2>not gonna die from like poison, and they're like arson

0:41:00.960 --> 0:41:03.000
<v Speaker 2>or something like I'm I like, I'm not gonna die

0:41:03.000 --> 0:41:07.720
<v Speaker 2>from like going to I'm not dying of anybody's hands

0:41:07.920 --> 0:41:10.080
<v Speaker 2>but my own, because I'm also not dying of old age,

0:41:10.120 --> 0:41:13.000
<v Speaker 2>because I'll be damned if I'm still alive and I

0:41:13.040 --> 0:41:15.239
<v Speaker 2>can't drive my car to go to lunch, Like are

0:41:15.239 --> 0:41:17.239
<v Speaker 2>you kidding me. Like if I'm to the point that

0:41:17.320 --> 0:41:18.920
<v Speaker 2>like one of my girls hit me up and they're like,

0:41:19.000 --> 0:41:20.560
<v Speaker 2>let's have lunch, and I'm like.

0:41:20.480 --> 0:41:23.520
<v Speaker 1>I have to my cataracts. My cataracts have me blind.

0:41:24.360 --> 0:41:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't see in front of me.

0:41:26.120 --> 0:41:28.520
<v Speaker 2>I have to be like dragged by some like young

0:41:28.560 --> 0:41:31.839
<v Speaker 2>person who hates their job and hates me to go

0:41:31.920 --> 0:41:34.880
<v Speaker 2>and like have lunch. Like, bitch, kill my ass if

0:41:34.920 --> 0:41:37.240
<v Speaker 2>I can't like get on deep hop, kill.

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:39.200
<v Speaker 1>My ass, kill my ass.

0:41:40.320 --> 0:41:42.120
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, no, not kill me. I'm just gonna I'll

0:41:42.160 --> 0:41:45.920
<v Speaker 2>do it myself. I'm like, I'll wash y'all's hands clean.

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:49.040
<v Speaker 2>And the thing is, I'm like, who's really gonna be

0:41:49.080 --> 0:41:51.680
<v Speaker 2>sad if I'm like ninety and I do it to myself.

0:41:52.040 --> 0:41:52.719
<v Speaker 1>That's my thought.

0:41:53.080 --> 0:41:55.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't think anyone's gonna be like, No, she

0:41:56.200 --> 0:42:01.640
<v Speaker 2>had so much like like she lives a great line. Yeah,

0:42:01.680 --> 0:42:05.400
<v Speaker 2>she was happy. So yeah, that's one of my toxic

0:42:05.480 --> 0:42:08.000
<v Speaker 2>traits is that I just I believe that it's it

0:42:08.120 --> 0:42:08.720
<v Speaker 2>is my doing.

0:42:08.960 --> 0:42:10.480
<v Speaker 1>We should do an episode where we sit in each

0:42:10.520 --> 0:42:11.240
<v Speaker 1>other's laps.

0:42:12.000 --> 0:42:15.799
<v Speaker 2>I think you you are like so physically like touch

0:42:15.880 --> 0:42:17.080
<v Speaker 2>deprived all you've.

0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:19.839
<v Speaker 1>Been No, I had a lot of sex back. I

0:42:19.920 --> 0:42:22.279
<v Speaker 1>swear I told Kai about it. I did. I did.

0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:28.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm not touched deprived. No, You're like, You're like I've

0:42:28.920 --> 0:42:31.520
<v Speaker 1>just been taking Osha Ganda and it's making me super horny.

0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:39.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm constantly well, I don't need I'm just always horny,

0:42:39.160 --> 0:42:41.120
<v Speaker 2>Like I'm literally I am clinically like.

0:42:41.160 --> 0:42:44.760
<v Speaker 1>Horny, like real shit, we need to get that diagnosed.

0:42:46.040 --> 0:42:49.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm just always walking around just like leaving a trail behind.

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:52.240
<v Speaker 2>Like people always like, did you piss yourself?

0:42:52.280 --> 0:42:55.799
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like no, like that's a different and then

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:57.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm back there just like.

0:43:00.800 --> 0:43:04.440
<v Speaker 2>With my mouth, dude, the way you moved it down.

0:43:06.800 --> 0:43:11.359
<v Speaker 2>But why aren't brains dying to sponsor and it because

0:43:11.400 --> 0:43:13.799
<v Speaker 2>like imagine that and then we're like we cut to

0:43:13.920 --> 0:43:14.840
<v Speaker 2>like a different everywhere.

0:43:15.080 --> 0:43:21.240
<v Speaker 1>Thank you for sponsoring, thank you, better help for sponsoringers. Okay,

0:43:22.200 --> 0:43:24.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm bouncing off of that. And one of my last

0:43:24.800 --> 0:43:27.600
<v Speaker 1>ones is being sexually attracted to people twice my age.

0:43:27.680 --> 0:43:29.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to go into that. I just will

0:43:29.680 --> 0:43:31.920
<v Speaker 1>let that happen and just let that be.

0:43:32.239 --> 0:43:33.480
<v Speaker 2>Let that mean what it means.

0:43:33.520 --> 0:43:35.520
<v Speaker 1>Fan, y'all can just interpret that how you will.

0:43:38.719 --> 0:43:42.160
<v Speaker 2>And I feel that, but that's because like, I don't

0:43:42.239 --> 0:43:44.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't need no fucking twenty three year old who's

0:43:44.200 --> 0:43:46.560
<v Speaker 2>gonna gaslight me. I'm like, all right, shut the fuck up. Like,

0:43:46.800 --> 0:43:49.640
<v Speaker 2>but that's that's neither here, and that's a big conversation.

0:43:49.840 --> 0:43:50.879
<v Speaker 2>We don't have to go into that.

0:43:51.239 --> 0:43:55.120
<v Speaker 1>And then my last one is thinking grizzly bears won't

0:43:55.200 --> 0:43:58.480
<v Speaker 1>kill me because they are so cute and I just

0:43:58.520 --> 0:44:06.600
<v Speaker 1>want to watch them play. I think I think that's

0:44:06.600 --> 0:44:11.759
<v Speaker 1>pretty toxic. I just think I could go up to

0:44:12.400 --> 0:44:15.160
<v Speaker 1>I want to watch them. I think I could go

0:44:15.239 --> 0:44:18.360
<v Speaker 1>up to a grizzly bear and pet it and I

0:44:18.360 --> 0:44:20.279
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't die. And I think a lot of people could

0:44:20.280 --> 0:44:22.080
<v Speaker 1>do that. But I think we just have this stigma

0:44:22.120 --> 0:44:24.880
<v Speaker 1>set in place. There's societal pressures telling us not to

0:44:24.920 --> 0:44:27.800
<v Speaker 1>go fuck with grizzly bears. But I think there's actually

0:44:27.840 --> 0:44:30.759
<v Speaker 1>there's probably more to that than we realize, Like there's

0:44:31.000 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 1>they're probably sent to me.

0:44:32.200 --> 0:44:34.520
<v Speaker 2>You know what. My one of my toxic traits is

0:44:34.520 --> 0:44:38.160
<v Speaker 2>is every single day of my life, I will wake

0:44:38.320 --> 0:44:40.560
<v Speaker 2>up and look at something on my phone, like a

0:44:40.560 --> 0:44:43.319
<v Speaker 2>piece of item that I don't need, and I will

0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:45.200
<v Speaker 2>say and I will look up from my phone at

0:44:45.200 --> 0:44:46.719
<v Speaker 2>someone I'm next to you and be like, you know

0:44:46.760 --> 0:44:52.000
<v Speaker 2>what I need and then say the most unneeded thing ever. Yes,

0:44:52.239 --> 0:44:54.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, you know what I really need. It's like

0:44:54.400 --> 0:44:56.120
<v Speaker 2>a good pair of boots.

0:44:56.280 --> 0:44:58.560
<v Speaker 1>Like, girl, you have thirty in your closet and these

0:44:58.600 --> 0:45:00.640
<v Speaker 1>are six hundred dollars with a tow and.

0:45:01.160 --> 0:45:03.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah all of them are like so like they're like

0:45:03.600 --> 0:45:07.640
<v Speaker 2>all like hundred dollars investments and investments quote unquote I

0:45:07.680 --> 0:45:10.120
<v Speaker 2>made because I was like, no, this is like like

0:45:10.160 --> 0:45:11.960
<v Speaker 2>it's a collector's piece and I wore it once and

0:45:12.000 --> 0:45:14.719
<v Speaker 2>the fucking soul pops off because it's like thirty years old. Yeah.

0:45:15.200 --> 0:45:16.120
<v Speaker 2>I actually I have.

0:45:16.120 --> 0:45:17.200
<v Speaker 1>My final toxic trait.

0:45:17.280 --> 0:45:18.560
<v Speaker 2>I have to call the shoober today.

0:45:18.760 --> 0:45:20.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, for all my shoes, actually your cobbler.

0:45:21.600 --> 0:45:24.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they gobble, they have. They call it the shuber.

0:45:24.800 --> 0:45:26.600
<v Speaker 1>And now why the fuck are they called cobblers?

0:45:28.000 --> 0:45:31.239
<v Speaker 2>No, one's because they're hobbling and cobbling. Yeah, I wish

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:33.120
<v Speaker 2>I could talk about who I've been saying has been

0:45:33.160 --> 0:45:34.279
<v Speaker 2>hobbling around my mind.

0:45:34.400 --> 0:45:37.720
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, that ship was actually killing me. Should

0:45:38.320 --> 0:45:40.000
<v Speaker 1>she one day? One day we'll be able to.

0:45:40.040 --> 0:45:43.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, she's straight. She has been hobbling she's been hobbling around.

0:45:43.360 --> 0:45:48.680
<v Speaker 1>Tobbling goblin when I'm another toxic traite popping in my mind.

0:45:50.600 --> 0:45:52.160
<v Speaker 1>I lost it. I lost it.

0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:55.560
<v Speaker 2>I think that was it. Also, I was being like, oh,

0:45:55.600 --> 0:45:58.200
<v Speaker 2>I one of them was like probable ibs being a

0:45:58.239 --> 0:46:00.120
<v Speaker 2>toxic trait because all I do is talk about my

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:01.280
<v Speaker 2>stomach pains.

0:46:00.840 --> 0:46:03.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh, that's one of my as well as like eating

0:46:03.200 --> 0:46:06.240
<v Speaker 1>like absolute shit but then complaining when my stomach kurts.

0:46:06.360 --> 0:46:11.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Like, the thing is, people people have done a

0:46:11.560 --> 0:46:13.800
<v Speaker 2>good job. I have done almost too good of a

0:46:13.880 --> 0:46:17.839
<v Speaker 2>job at normalizing Yeah. Wait, but they've done too good

0:46:17.840 --> 0:46:19.839
<v Speaker 2>of a job at normalizing like depression to the point

0:46:19.840 --> 0:46:21.440
<v Speaker 2>that people who are just like kind of sad think

0:46:21.440 --> 0:46:23.839
<v Speaker 2>they have depression. No one's done a good job of

0:46:23.920 --> 0:46:27.279
<v Speaker 2>Just if you normalized complaining, then there won't be this

0:46:27.440 --> 0:46:32.040
<v Speaker 2>like over like swhelming amount of people who were like

0:46:32.280 --> 0:46:34.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm depressed, because they would they wouldn't have to put

0:46:34.680 --> 0:46:37.680
<v Speaker 2>a big label on it. They could just complain willingly

0:46:37.840 --> 0:46:40.239
<v Speaker 2>and freely and not be judged for complaining.

0:46:41.480 --> 0:46:43.400
<v Speaker 1>I think you're like talking about therapy though.

0:46:44.239 --> 0:46:46.560
<v Speaker 2>No, I think it should be normal to complain to

0:46:46.560 --> 0:46:48.799
<v Speaker 2>the therapy, like to the to the public. Like, Okay,

0:46:48.840 --> 0:46:50.839
<v Speaker 2>that's what I'm saying. We need to normalize complaining to

0:46:50.920 --> 0:46:53.800
<v Speaker 2>the public, because what I think the problem is a

0:46:53.840 --> 0:46:56.640
<v Speaker 2>lot of people are like, I'm depressed. Here's why. But

0:46:56.640 --> 0:46:58.359
<v Speaker 2>then they just go on to name like a bunch

0:46:58.400 --> 0:47:00.879
<v Speaker 2>of complaints about mundane life and they're like, and that's

0:47:00.880 --> 0:47:03.680
<v Speaker 2>why I'm so depressed, and I'm like, no, depression. Depression

0:47:03.719 --> 0:47:06.920
<v Speaker 2>isn't just like you're annoyed because like you have to

0:47:06.960 --> 0:47:09.359
<v Speaker 2>like wake up early for school or whatever like that.

0:47:09.360 --> 0:47:13.120
<v Speaker 2>That's a complaint, Like waking up sucks. Waking up early sucks.

0:47:13.680 --> 0:47:16.560
<v Speaker 2>But once once the act of waking up is what

0:47:16.760 --> 0:47:19.160
<v Speaker 2>sucks and it's not the early part, then you're talking.

0:47:19.239 --> 0:47:21.920
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, if we normalize complaining less, people would be

0:47:22.000 --> 0:47:24.160
<v Speaker 2>running around like being like I'm this, this, that, and

0:47:24.200 --> 0:47:27.960
<v Speaker 2>the third. It's like, no, girl, just complain, like do

0:47:28.040 --> 0:47:28.759
<v Speaker 2>your complaining.

0:47:29.239 --> 0:47:33.560
<v Speaker 1>See, it's good if people do that. And I constantly

0:47:33.600 --> 0:47:36.360
<v Speaker 1>am like, we need to take away like the first Amendment,

0:47:36.600 --> 0:47:38.480
<v Speaker 1>I said, the second Amendment. Amendment, But no, we need

0:47:38.520 --> 0:47:40.560
<v Speaker 1>to take away the first Amendment. That's the right to

0:47:40.640 --> 0:47:44.280
<v Speaker 1>free speech. Now, Okai, I think that's the second Amendment.

0:47:45.120 --> 0:47:47.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. I literally don't give a shit, but whatever.

0:47:47.120 --> 0:47:47.520
<v Speaker 1>It is.

0:47:47.520 --> 0:47:48.760
<v Speaker 2>The second Amendment, that's.

0:47:48.560 --> 0:47:50.799
<v Speaker 1>The bare arms because I made a Miley Cyrish joke

0:47:50.840 --> 0:47:51.920
<v Speaker 1>when she had free arms.

0:47:52.040 --> 0:47:53.279
<v Speaker 2>God my god, oh my god, Oh my god, Oh

0:47:53.280 --> 0:47:53.760
<v Speaker 2>my god.

0:47:55.320 --> 0:47:56.640
<v Speaker 1>It's really early on ament.

0:47:59.440 --> 0:48:00.680
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's to bare arms.

0:48:00.719 --> 0:48:02.719
<v Speaker 1>The first Amendment is the freedom we need to take

0:48:02.719 --> 0:48:03.240
<v Speaker 1>away freedom.

0:48:03.520 --> 0:48:05.680
<v Speaker 2>So from Jump someone said some out of pocket ship

0:48:05.760 --> 0:48:08.840
<v Speaker 2>and they were like, you know, I should legally.

0:48:07.960 --> 0:48:11.640
<v Speaker 1>Say that, likeabies, Yeah, I guess, I'm I'm like, everyone

0:48:11.680 --> 0:48:14.160
<v Speaker 1>should get to complain, but no, there's a difference.

0:48:13.800 --> 0:48:16.360
<v Speaker 2>Between complaining and then like the white people who have

0:48:16.440 --> 0:48:18.480
<v Speaker 2>taken the past year as an excuse to like beat

0:48:18.560 --> 0:48:21.759
<v Speaker 2>fucking tyrants and like be like fuck the police, but

0:48:21.840 --> 0:48:23.880
<v Speaker 2>then in turn become police in their own way. I

0:48:24.239 --> 0:48:26.040
<v Speaker 2>won't I won't go to depth about that. And if

0:48:26.080 --> 0:48:29.120
<v Speaker 2>you don't like what I said, you have the freedom

0:48:29.480 --> 0:48:33.799
<v Speaker 2>to suck my fucking balls.

0:48:35.440 --> 0:48:39.719
<v Speaker 1>Okay balls? Should I say these for the next episode

0:48:39.920 --> 0:48:42.600
<v Speaker 1>or I know I want to I want your save it.

0:48:42.560 --> 0:48:46.520
<v Speaker 2>For the next episode, because what are we at right now? Yeah,

0:48:46.719 --> 0:48:49.960
<v Speaker 2>save save it for the save it for the next sea, Bestie.

0:48:49.719 --> 0:48:52.560
<v Speaker 1>And the Patreon and my balls.

0:48:53.239 --> 0:48:56.360
<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's it for the fucking episode. Fuck, you know, media,

0:48:56.600 --> 0:48:57.080
<v Speaker 2>just kidding.

0:48:57.200 --> 0:49:01.239
<v Speaker 1>Imagine, Okay, I've just have to spout off about this

0:49:01.880 --> 0:49:04.960
<v Speaker 1>real quick, just real fucking quick. I'll make it quick.

0:49:06.040 --> 0:49:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I saw a single comment that absolutely boiled my fucking

0:49:11.000 --> 0:49:15.080
<v Speaker 1>blood to the maximum. And I was on no, yeah,

0:49:15.160 --> 0:49:19.040
<v Speaker 1>I was on my flight, and when I wasn't sleeping,

0:49:19.200 --> 0:49:21.239
<v Speaker 1>it was literally all I could think about. And I

0:49:21.320 --> 0:49:25.799
<v Speaker 1>was fantasizing, like actually physically arguing with this person and

0:49:25.840 --> 0:49:28.640
<v Speaker 1>then also beating their fucking ass. And I was like,

0:49:29.160 --> 0:49:30.879
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna be boss man and like mention them

0:49:30.880 --> 0:49:34.000
<v Speaker 1>by name and like call them out and like just

0:49:34.239 --> 0:49:34.960
<v Speaker 1>what you should do?

0:49:35.400 --> 0:49:37.120
<v Speaker 2>You should if they were because is this the person

0:49:37.160 --> 0:49:38.399
<v Speaker 2>who's like left a bunch of.

0:49:38.360 --> 0:49:40.600
<v Speaker 1>Mean things or no, no, this is a different person.

0:49:41.040 --> 0:49:43.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't give a shit about them because they are

0:49:43.360 --> 0:49:52.480
<v Speaker 1>literally a syop. But this person went out of their

0:49:52.520 --> 0:49:56.480
<v Speaker 1>way to one call me out for being a hypocrite.

0:49:57.560 --> 0:49:59.760
<v Speaker 1>I have made it very clear that I'm a hypocrite.

0:49:59.800 --> 0:50:02.719
<v Speaker 1>I say things one week and then the next week

0:50:02.760 --> 0:50:04.399
<v Speaker 1>I backtrack on it, and you're just gonna to fucking

0:50:04.400 --> 0:50:04.759
<v Speaker 1>live with that.

0:50:04.840 --> 0:50:08.879
<v Speaker 2>I might be speaking out of bounds, but I feel

0:50:08.880 --> 0:50:10.399
<v Speaker 2>like we're pretty good at being like I fucking hate

0:50:10.440 --> 0:50:13.120
<v Speaker 2>these kind of people. And then I know, specifically multiple

0:50:13.120 --> 0:50:14.760
<v Speaker 2>times I've been like, but I'm projecting.

0:50:14.640 --> 0:50:18.200
<v Speaker 1>Exactly, but that's not the real beef of it. I

0:50:18.280 --> 0:50:19.840
<v Speaker 1>just need to get that out of the way because

0:50:20.040 --> 0:50:22.880
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of people out there fuck you guys.

0:50:24.680 --> 0:50:29.440
<v Speaker 1>But literally, I like, genuinely, it just got under my

0:50:29.440 --> 0:50:33.000
<v Speaker 1>skin because this person was like, wasn't it like two

0:50:33.000 --> 0:50:36.000
<v Speaker 1>weeks ago that y'all were saying that, like gas slighting

0:50:36.120 --> 0:50:39.640
<v Speaker 1>is stupid, but now I meant gatekeeping is stupid, but

0:50:39.719 --> 0:50:42.719
<v Speaker 1>now like you're gate keeping these like two albums from us,

0:50:42.760 --> 0:50:45.239
<v Speaker 1>Like it's really fucking corny and lame, and y'all are

0:50:45.280 --> 0:50:48.719
<v Speaker 1>losers like verbatim, not verbatim, but like said, corny lame

0:50:48.760 --> 0:50:53.000
<v Speaker 1>losers like almost broken guard. I don't know why that

0:50:53.040 --> 0:50:54.520
<v Speaker 1>pissed me off so much, because, like.

0:50:57.440 --> 0:51:00.520
<v Speaker 2>You know, what it is is because one that's funny

0:51:00.520 --> 0:51:02.919
<v Speaker 2>about a comment like that is because that person only

0:51:02.920 --> 0:51:05.839
<v Speaker 2>brought it up because they felt like personally attacked when

0:51:05.880 --> 0:51:07.800
<v Speaker 2>we said it. But I think what was more annoying

0:51:07.840 --> 0:51:10.440
<v Speaker 2>is that person then going on a like another time

0:51:10.640 --> 0:51:13.040
<v Speaker 2>a tangent about how like they're like the point of

0:51:13.080 --> 0:51:14.960
<v Speaker 2>like loving music and stuff is that you get to

0:51:14.960 --> 0:51:17.040
<v Speaker 2>share it with like people you love and stuff, and

0:51:17.040 --> 0:51:18.840
<v Speaker 2>not that I don't have a love for our audience,

0:51:18.880 --> 0:51:21.360
<v Speaker 2>of course, Like I like, I like. The reason I

0:51:21.400 --> 0:51:23.360
<v Speaker 2>do what I fucking do is because like of the

0:51:23.400 --> 0:51:26.919
<v Speaker 2>connection we have. But what the fuck are you talking about?

0:51:26.960 --> 0:51:29.440
<v Speaker 2>Like you're you're literally comparing you going to your like

0:51:29.520 --> 0:51:32.280
<v Speaker 2>best Like, of course me and Drew share music everything

0:51:32.320 --> 0:51:35.360
<v Speaker 2>together because it's like this loving relationship that we have

0:51:35.520 --> 0:51:38.560
<v Speaker 2>that's very personal and connected. And that's why people like

0:51:38.680 --> 0:51:40.960
<v Speaker 2>music is because it's like a personal connection. We were

0:51:41.000 --> 0:51:44.160
<v Speaker 2>talking about motherfuckers who be like you don't know afex

0:51:44.239 --> 0:51:47.359
<v Speaker 2>twin because you gigs. That's the difference, is.

0:51:47.320 --> 0:51:51.319
<v Speaker 1>What we're talking the difference. But this motherfucker fucker motherfucker

0:51:51.800 --> 0:51:54.600
<v Speaker 1>was like, it's just corny and lane, Like that's all

0:51:54.640 --> 0:51:59.439
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. No, I I can't even get my thoughts

0:51:59.480 --> 0:52:00.400
<v Speaker 1>out because I'm angry.

0:52:00.600 --> 0:52:03.920
<v Speaker 2>I I'll I'm like, I'm just repeating kind of what

0:52:03.960 --> 0:52:06.800
<v Speaker 2>you said yesterday, because I think you placed you yesterday.

0:52:06.800 --> 0:52:08.640
<v Speaker 2>You did a really good job of expressing it.

0:52:08.800 --> 0:52:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So, like the the point that I'm trying to

0:52:13.160 --> 0:52:17.040
<v Speaker 1>make is I keep some things to myself because for

0:52:17.120 --> 0:52:19.799
<v Speaker 1>the last four years of my fucking life, five years

0:52:19.800 --> 0:52:22.799
<v Speaker 1>of my life, I have given everything, all of my

0:52:22.880 --> 0:52:27.879
<v Speaker 1>personality and it has been replicated, which I don't mind

0:52:27.920 --> 0:52:30.680
<v Speaker 1>at all. I think it's like really awesome. But then

0:52:30.840 --> 0:52:34.520
<v Speaker 1>like when people who don't realize who they're replicating it from,

0:52:36.200 --> 0:52:36.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

0:52:36.840 --> 0:52:39.520
<v Speaker 2>I just we should talk about that one day at

0:52:39.520 --> 0:52:41.600
<v Speaker 2>some point. But yeah, it's just like it's a different

0:52:41.600 --> 0:52:42.240
<v Speaker 2>thing when.

0:52:42.080 --> 0:52:45.000
<v Speaker 1>You you have influence, because like then you destroy these communities,

0:52:45.040 --> 0:52:47.480
<v Speaker 1>these small communities, like when I put on this small artist,

0:52:47.560 --> 0:52:49.480
<v Speaker 1>like yes, I support this artist and I want to

0:52:49.480 --> 0:52:51.279
<v Speaker 1>see them grow as a musician. But like at the

0:52:51.320 --> 0:52:54.839
<v Speaker 1>same time, like there's a community around these people, like

0:52:54.840 --> 0:52:56.799
<v Speaker 1>like all of you motherfuckers, I'm sure y'all are keeping

0:52:56.800 --> 0:52:57.640
<v Speaker 1>the shit out of us.

0:52:57.680 --> 0:53:00.680
<v Speaker 2>Like yeah, I feel because I feel like that. It's

0:53:00.719 --> 0:53:02.680
<v Speaker 2>just always a thing. Gatekeeping is like a big thing

0:53:02.680 --> 0:53:05.680
<v Speaker 2>in general. When we say we don't fuck with gatekeeping,

0:53:05.760 --> 0:53:09.080
<v Speaker 2>we specifically mean when there's someone you know in real

0:53:09.120 --> 0:53:10.759
<v Speaker 2>life and they're like, no, you don't know about that,

0:53:10.880 --> 0:53:12.920
<v Speaker 2>so like you, I like you just wouldn't get it,

0:53:12.960 --> 0:53:14.600
<v Speaker 2>Like they're just like ahead of your time, and like

0:53:14.880 --> 0:53:17.000
<v Speaker 2>that kind of gatekeeping. I'll punch you in the face.

0:53:17.120 --> 0:53:19.239
<v Speaker 2>Also like random straight white dudes, like you have no

0:53:19.320 --> 0:53:21.359
<v Speaker 2>right to gatekeep girl, you don't own anything, like you're

0:53:21.440 --> 0:53:25.440
<v Speaker 2>fucking you're a freak. But yeah, that's that's a different tangent.

0:53:25.480 --> 0:53:28.279
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, there is something to be said about when

0:53:28.280 --> 0:53:30.800
<v Speaker 2>you give everything you love and know to the internet,

0:53:30.840 --> 0:53:35.720
<v Speaker 2>including yourself, there's nothing left that feels like it makes

0:53:35.760 --> 0:53:38.480
<v Speaker 2>you you because it becomes a public entity and then

0:53:38.560 --> 0:53:42.680
<v Speaker 2>you feel like a ghost of a cyborg.

0:53:42.440 --> 0:53:45.160
<v Speaker 1>And it's not very relatable. It's not relatable at all.

0:53:45.200 --> 0:53:48.080
<v Speaker 2>It's yeah, that was like the least relatable take ever.

0:53:48.040 --> 0:53:50.719
<v Speaker 1>But it is real. It is very real for us.

0:53:51.080 --> 0:53:53.880
<v Speaker 1>And also that just like whatever, I could go on

0:53:53.960 --> 0:53:56.600
<v Speaker 1>for about for hours and hours and hours.

0:53:57.160 --> 0:53:59.000
<v Speaker 2>With that being said, here's the media, and the reason

0:53:59.080 --> 0:54:01.919
<v Speaker 2>we share media is because we do like sharing shit.

0:54:02.200 --> 0:54:05.360
<v Speaker 1>Yes, that's that's what I was gonna say. This motherfucker

0:54:05.360 --> 0:54:07.200
<v Speaker 1>said that, Like, I haven't been given away the sauce

0:54:07.239 --> 0:54:08.480
<v Speaker 1>for fifteen fucking weeks.

0:54:08.600 --> 0:54:11.160
<v Speaker 2>I know, even beyond that, like we've we've always been

0:54:11.200 --> 0:54:12.640
<v Speaker 2>people who publicly.

0:54:12.360 --> 0:54:16.239
<v Speaker 1>I have a very public spotify with everything that I'm

0:54:16.280 --> 0:54:17.279
<v Speaker 1>constantly listening to.

0:54:17.560 --> 0:54:19.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm the bitch who recluse myself because I don't trust

0:54:19.880 --> 0:54:22.880
<v Speaker 2>so I was starting to see my name dragged around.

0:54:23.360 --> 0:54:25.320
<v Speaker 2>I was started people being like I found this Ermeno

0:54:25.360 --> 0:54:26.800
<v Speaker 2>and then someone else being like, well, I don't know

0:54:26.800 --> 0:54:28.400
<v Speaker 2>who the fuck that is and she should kill herself,

0:54:28.440 --> 0:54:30.440
<v Speaker 2>fuck you, and fuck everyone.

0:54:30.680 --> 0:54:32.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll go first with the media since I just went

0:54:32.480 --> 0:54:41.520
<v Speaker 1>on a crazy tangent. So I've been listening to the

0:54:41.800 --> 0:54:49.200
<v Speaker 1>Fantastic Planet soundtrack, which is really really good. You should

0:54:49.200 --> 0:54:52.680
<v Speaker 1>just check that out. It's just like a really good album.

0:54:52.800 --> 0:54:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I've been listening to DJ Screw a lot. My mind

0:54:57.040 --> 0:55:01.359
<v Speaker 1>went blank, as like my automatic go to every time. Yeah,

0:55:01.400 --> 0:55:09.920
<v Speaker 1>and then I'll give one more fan for fanfare for

0:55:10.239 --> 0:55:14.240
<v Speaker 1>Naran Ratan by Naran Ratan. It's just a really cute

0:55:14.320 --> 0:55:19.319
<v Speaker 1>like song. It's just like bleeps and bloops. My that's

0:55:19.360 --> 0:55:19.880
<v Speaker 1>my music.

0:55:20.360 --> 0:55:24.680
<v Speaker 2>My music media of the week is pretty simple. Late

0:55:24.760 --> 0:55:29.640
<v Speaker 2>October by Harold Bud. It's it's another fucking Harold Bud

0:55:29.960 --> 0:55:33.239
<v Speaker 2>and like Brian, you know, do I say his name right?

0:55:33.280 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't like I ever say right, you know, you know,

0:55:37.120 --> 0:55:39.799
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. But it's another project by the both

0:55:39.800 --> 0:55:42.840
<v Speaker 2>of them, and it's under the album The Pearl. But

0:55:43.080 --> 0:55:45.799
<v Speaker 2>late October. That album is good again. I've just been

0:55:45.840 --> 0:55:48.680
<v Speaker 2>on my like a beyond, like laying in my bed

0:55:48.719 --> 0:55:50.839
<v Speaker 2>after being on my computer and just like zoning out

0:55:50.880 --> 0:55:53.080
<v Speaker 2>and like falling away. But then if I need a

0:55:53.200 --> 0:55:55.279
<v Speaker 2>pick up, I listened to the album in my Mind

0:55:55.280 --> 0:55:58.439
<v Speaker 2>by Pharrell because that's just been on rotation specifically take

0:55:58.480 --> 0:56:01.520
<v Speaker 2>it Off and as it feel those two songs, I

0:56:01.560 --> 0:56:06.200
<v Speaker 2>literally will drive around and scream and yeah, that's my

0:56:06.440 --> 0:56:10.359
<v Speaker 2>music media. I don't have any. Oh, actually I do

0:56:10.440 --> 0:56:13.319
<v Speaker 2>have a visual media, the French Dispatch.

0:56:13.760 --> 0:56:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Oh you really good?

0:56:14.840 --> 0:56:17.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I oh, by the time this comes out, it's out.

0:56:17.200 --> 0:56:17.759
<v Speaker 2>But I saw it.

0:56:18.280 --> 0:56:20.040
<v Speaker 1>I was jealous of that. You.

0:56:20.719 --> 0:56:22.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it wasn't the event we went to. It was

0:56:22.280 --> 0:56:25.919
<v Speaker 2>that but yeah, I I was lucky enough to see

0:56:25.960 --> 0:56:28.719
<v Speaker 2>it last week and it was good. But it was

0:56:28.800 --> 0:56:31.440
<v Speaker 2>the first Wes Anderson movie I saw that wasn't an animation.

0:56:31.520 --> 0:56:33.920
<v Speaker 2>I realize I have not seen any of his movies

0:56:33.960 --> 0:56:37.000
<v Speaker 2>other than Fantastic Mister Fox and I All of the Dogs,

0:56:37.560 --> 0:56:40.320
<v Speaker 2>and I haven't seen any of his like real movies,

0:56:41.080 --> 0:56:44.680
<v Speaker 2>like non animation wise, because I'm just different and I

0:56:44.680 --> 0:56:46.840
<v Speaker 2>don't know who like Wes Anderson really is, Like I

0:56:46.880 --> 0:56:48.359
<v Speaker 2>don't get it, Like, I don't know who he is,

0:56:48.640 --> 0:56:52.319
<v Speaker 2>but that movie was fucking awesome. In my opinion. I'm

0:56:52.360 --> 0:56:55.120
<v Speaker 2>sure some fucking Wes Anderson Nerd or like film buff

0:56:55.120 --> 0:56:56.560
<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be like, actually, it's one of his like

0:56:56.640 --> 0:56:58.680
<v Speaker 2>least interesting films. I don't give a fuck. I'll punch

0:56:58.680 --> 0:56:59.640
<v Speaker 2>you in the balls and kick you in.

0:56:59.640 --> 0:57:05.520
<v Speaker 1>The face, like, actually it sucks. Really, here's a down dute. Okay,

0:57:08.040 --> 0:57:10.920
<v Speaker 1>uh on the internet for today, you served on the

0:57:10.960 --> 0:57:14.760
<v Speaker 1>internet from the Here's an updute. Here's a skeleton dancing

0:57:14.760 --> 0:57:18.000
<v Speaker 1>skeleton updute. I don't know if I've ever we've ever

0:57:18.040 --> 0:57:24.200
<v Speaker 1>talked about Dead Leaves. This like one of the greatest animations.

0:57:24.280 --> 0:57:26.240
<v Speaker 2>I've never seen it. I've only seen the trailer. I've

0:57:26.240 --> 0:57:28.320
<v Speaker 2>never seen it. I saw Mind Games, but that was

0:57:28.320 --> 0:57:29.600
<v Speaker 2>the movie that we were like, we need to watch

0:57:29.640 --> 0:57:29.960
<v Speaker 2>this next.

0:57:30.880 --> 0:57:34.640
<v Speaker 1>It's less than an hour long. It is fucking incredible.

0:57:34.720 --> 0:57:36.520
<v Speaker 2>Is that the one where they're like, there's like a

0:57:36.560 --> 0:57:37.320
<v Speaker 2>car scene.

0:57:37.160 --> 0:57:41.160
<v Speaker 1>The very in the very beginning. Yeah, it is so insane,

0:57:41.200 --> 0:57:44.080
<v Speaker 1>Like I don't understand how you can conceptualize like an

0:57:44.120 --> 0:57:48.920
<v Speaker 1>animation like this complex and like also have a fantastic

0:57:49.240 --> 0:57:52.680
<v Speaker 1>fantastic story. It does like have some really gnarly like

0:57:52.720 --> 0:57:55.160
<v Speaker 1>subject matter in it, but like other than that, like

0:57:55.920 --> 0:57:59.280
<v Speaker 1>it is fantastic. I love it. I watch it like

0:58:00.840 --> 0:58:02.560
<v Speaker 1>just all the time, Like I'll just randomly put it

0:58:02.600 --> 0:58:04.200
<v Speaker 1>on and they'll be in the background and just like

0:58:04.200 --> 0:58:06.400
<v Speaker 1>it's so inspiring, you know what.

0:58:06.440 --> 0:58:08.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm so sorry? Are you done?

0:58:08.640 --> 0:58:10.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? I was just gonna keep going on how cool

0:58:10.640 --> 0:58:10.920
<v Speaker 1>it was.

0:58:11.280 --> 0:58:13.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm so annoying. And I've never seen Black Swan until

0:58:13.960 --> 0:58:15.920
<v Speaker 2>like this past week, and I'm fucking obsessed with it

0:58:15.960 --> 0:58:18.200
<v Speaker 2>and I'm literally gonna be the white one for all yeah,

0:58:18.320 --> 0:58:19.800
<v Speaker 2>because I was like, oh my god, this movie is

0:58:19.840 --> 0:58:22.320
<v Speaker 2>so great. Also, I'm I decided I'm going to start

0:58:22.320 --> 0:58:25.480
<v Speaker 2>a letterbox and like it can be between us. Just

0:58:25.520 --> 0:58:28.520
<v Speaker 2>make sure you follow it and like overally interact with

0:58:28.560 --> 0:58:31.760
<v Speaker 2>all my posts, because my goal is to literally be

0:58:31.840 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Speaker 2>like a huge letterbox account that annoys the living shit

0:58:35.800 --> 0:58:39.000
<v Speaker 2>out of like the films random film bros. But my

0:58:39.440 --> 0:58:42.800
<v Speaker 2>is Boner Trumper forty six. And here is my review

0:58:43.240 --> 0:58:47.120
<v Speaker 2>of The French Dispatch. I said awesome as balls, and

0:58:47.160 --> 0:58:49.400
<v Speaker 2>then for Black Swan, I said, such a good movie.

0:58:49.440 --> 0:58:51.160
<v Speaker 2>Why is no one ever talking about this movie?

0:58:51.680 --> 0:58:53.480
<v Speaker 1>That's true. No one ever really yeah.

0:58:53.320 --> 0:58:54.960
<v Speaker 2>No, no, no one talks about it, Like why is

0:58:54.960 --> 0:58:55.680
<v Speaker 2>no one talking about that?

0:58:55.760 --> 0:59:01.040
<v Speaker 1>It is very underground and like weird, we're plugging letterbox

0:59:01.080 --> 0:59:02.280
<v Speaker 1>mind as well plug mine.

0:59:03.600 --> 0:59:04.040
<v Speaker 2>Fuck you.

0:59:05.560 --> 0:59:08.040
<v Speaker 1>Sorry. Mine already has three point two thousand followers. I

0:59:08.040 --> 0:59:10.240
<v Speaker 1>don't know how at all. I don't know how.

0:59:10.320 --> 0:59:13.600
<v Speaker 2>I think because like, you are a sane, like public

0:59:13.600 --> 0:59:16.520
<v Speaker 2>figure who uses your name on everything, and I go

0:59:16.560 --> 0:59:19.160
<v Speaker 2>onto every app in the world, and I'm like, I

0:59:19.160 --> 0:59:21.080
<v Speaker 2>don't want to use my name. I want to be

0:59:21.120 --> 0:59:23.160
<v Speaker 2>a part of the fun everyone gets to make. I'm like,

0:59:23.280 --> 0:59:25.560
<v Speaker 2>everyone gets to make cute names and might shoot.

0:59:25.320 --> 0:59:28.160
<v Speaker 1>Is Bonder Trump for forty six? I do be chomping'

0:59:28.800 --> 0:59:33.520
<v Speaker 1>Drew Fillipson nine on Letterbox Go follow it, check it out.

0:59:34.000 --> 0:59:36.560
<v Speaker 2>Will be the biggest movie critiques yet.

0:59:36.760 --> 0:59:39.440
<v Speaker 1>That maybe that'll motivate me to actually review shit seriously

0:59:39.480 --> 0:59:42.760
<v Speaker 1>because I only review shitty movies and I have two reviews,

0:59:42.760 --> 0:59:45.040
<v Speaker 1>and their very in depth reviews of like the worst

0:59:45.080 --> 0:59:45.720
<v Speaker 1>movies ever made.

0:59:45.880 --> 0:59:50.080
<v Speaker 2>I literally will review every single movie under twenty words,

0:59:50.160 --> 0:59:52.360
<v Speaker 2>which I think is good. I don't need to read

0:59:52.440 --> 0:59:54.920
<v Speaker 2>some random motherfucker's take. But I guess there are some

0:59:54.960 --> 0:59:57.480
<v Speaker 2>people who like that. I'm just projecting because I know

0:59:57.560 --> 0:59:59.600
<v Speaker 2>certain people who I fucking hate and despise, and they're

0:59:59.640 --> 1:00:00.800
<v Speaker 2>so all right.

1:00:00.960 --> 1:00:02.480
<v Speaker 1>That's it for the episode.

1:00:02.560 --> 1:00:05.000
<v Speaker 2>I will close this episode with a heart full of

1:00:05.040 --> 1:00:11.480
<v Speaker 2>fucking hate and send you off you Oh okay, bye

1:00:12.760 --> 1:00:33.600
<v Speaker 2>bye