1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:03,360 Speaker 1: Hey everybody, Hey, Yo, how you doing. I hope it's 2 00:00:03,400 --> 00:00:06,520 Speaker 1: all good out there in the world. For well, we 3 00:00:06,600 --> 00:00:10,080 Speaker 1: can hope in your world, in your personal world, personal world. 4 00:00:10,119 --> 00:00:13,239 Speaker 1: Everything's been great, very excited. Today we're going to be 5 00:00:13,760 --> 00:00:17,960 Speaker 1: back in the Kink world. Yes, crazy episode about an 6 00:00:17,960 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: Australian composer. And I think it's about time. You know, 7 00:00:21,400 --> 00:00:23,720 Speaker 1: we've been all over the world on this show. Yeah, 8 00:00:23,760 --> 00:00:28,360 Speaker 1: and we have not really degraded the Australians with our 9 00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:31,120 Speaker 1: accents yet, and I think it's time we give them 10 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:36,560 Speaker 1: a taste of our own medicine, our shitty medicine. What's 11 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:42,200 Speaker 1: the opposite of medicine poison? I guess, Yeah, in Australia. 12 00:00:42,640 --> 00:00:48,520 Speaker 1: Here comes the poison. Australia high on my list to visit, 13 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:50,560 Speaker 1: am I own? I mean, dream trip if I really 14 00:00:50,600 --> 00:00:52,839 Speaker 1: had all the time in the world, Yeah, go to 15 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:56,360 Speaker 1: Japan and then Australia. Sure, vice versa, because you're much 16 00:00:56,360 --> 00:00:58,800 Speaker 1: closer to one from the other, you know what I mean. 17 00:00:58,880 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 1: I've long said that, I might have even said this 18 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:03,520 Speaker 1: on this show. But if and when I can never 19 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:10,600 Speaker 1: get seriously into philanthropy, my goal would be getting people travel, 20 00:01:10,920 --> 00:01:15,120 Speaker 1: you know, helping people who don't have the means because 21 00:01:15,120 --> 00:01:17,720 Speaker 1: travel is very expensive, even if you do it cheaply, 22 00:01:18,720 --> 00:01:20,920 Speaker 1: to just travel freely, and I just think that's such 23 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:24,800 Speaker 1: an important part of living, of the human experience, and 24 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:28,480 Speaker 1: I think it makes everybody better people. So that's to me, 25 00:01:28,560 --> 00:01:30,920 Speaker 1: that's how I would contribute to the world. I think 26 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:33,520 Speaker 1: that's a great idea. Everybody should travel. I'll tell you 27 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:36,760 Speaker 1: what I'm jealous about with in terms of Australians is 28 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:40,240 Speaker 1: that they get so much time off to travel from 29 00:01:40,240 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 1: their work. I remember when I worked at the Highland Bakery, 30 00:01:42,800 --> 00:01:45,000 Speaker 1: we would often get people in there from Australia who 31 00:01:45,040 --> 00:01:47,039 Speaker 1: are like, oh, yeah, you know, I'm on my three 32 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:50,880 Speaker 1: months paid vacation from work, right, so I'm traveling, you know, 33 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,640 Speaker 1: all of America. You know there would be going to 34 00:01:52,640 --> 00:01:55,280 Speaker 1: so many amazing places in a few months. How can 35 00:01:55,320 --> 00:01:58,360 Speaker 1: you tell me again what they said? Oh, they said, 36 00:01:58,800 --> 00:02:06,840 Speaker 1: oh you know I'm on for Manchester. Is that what 37 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:09,560 Speaker 1: I'm doing? Well, it's definitely not what I was doing 38 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:12,560 Speaker 1: just then. I don't know what what's it down? Like, 39 00:02:13,120 --> 00:02:20,520 Speaker 1: Let's see, they'd say, crikey, I'm on me from London. 40 00:02:22,160 --> 00:02:25,560 Speaker 1: I really poor doing this, poor la. Neither of us 41 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:28,080 Speaker 1: are nailing. It's okay, give me a I don't know, 42 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,600 Speaker 1: I need, I need a phrase to get me into crikey. 43 00:02:31,720 --> 00:02:35,880 Speaker 1: That's a big spider, a big spider. Time for me 44 00:02:36,280 --> 00:02:41,920 Speaker 1: to eat some vegemite. The vegemite scares the spider off. 45 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:47,200 Speaker 1: That scares the spider. You're too soft. Yeah, I get 46 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:53,200 Speaker 1: a little graph kangaroo chasing you down with a big knife. 47 00:02:53,520 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 1: And you turn around and you say, oh, that's not 48 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:58,160 Speaker 1: a knife. That's oh god, that is a knife. Who 49 00:02:58,200 --> 00:03:02,079 Speaker 1: gave this kangaroo such a big note? You know, Australia 50 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:07,600 Speaker 1: in the air back? How's that? On the amback? What? 51 00:03:08,120 --> 00:03:13,040 Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like you're circling Australia. Find Yeah, 52 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:16,120 Speaker 1: kind of like in a boat off the shore somewhere 53 00:03:16,520 --> 00:03:19,400 Speaker 1: quite ever landing there. Now you're stuck at sea, crack, 54 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:23,400 Speaker 1: can't land. Well, let's land it on our subject. And 55 00:03:23,919 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 1: so we've now that we've changed. You know, Australia is 56 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:30,560 Speaker 1: like number three or four in our countries that listen 57 00:03:30,639 --> 00:03:33,400 Speaker 1: to us. So no, I'm sorry, we just scared off 58 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:36,320 Speaker 1: at least a quarter of our audience. So sorry for 59 00:03:36,320 --> 00:03:39,720 Speaker 1: those of you still with us. Apologies. This subject was 60 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:45,640 Speaker 1: suggested by Sarah at Huzza Underscore Sarah on Instagram. Thank 61 00:03:45,680 --> 00:03:49,400 Speaker 1: you Sarah, this is good huzza. And yeah, like you said, 62 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:51,480 Speaker 1: we haven't done like a kinky one in a while, 63 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:53,880 Speaker 1: so I was excited to get into this um. The 64 00:03:53,920 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 1: Australian musician Percy Aldridge Granger. This guy was an internationally 65 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:03,640 Speaker 1: known composer and conductor. He was super eccentric. He invented 66 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:07,040 Speaker 1: like weird instruments and he made his own clothes. He 67 00:04:07,160 --> 00:04:10,600 Speaker 1: was pretty problematic in that he felt Nordic white people 68 00:04:10,680 --> 00:04:14,840 Speaker 1: were far superior to Jewish people in every way. Jeez boom, 69 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:17,359 Speaker 1: why are we talking about this guy? Well, because what 70 00:04:17,440 --> 00:04:22,039 Speaker 1: he's most remembered for is a parcel marked private matters 71 00:04:22,320 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 1: that he instructed should be opened ten years after his death. 72 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:31,479 Speaker 1: But inside were some of Percy's conductor's batons, but they 73 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:35,560 Speaker 1: were not being used for conducting. Oh so let's tell 74 00:04:35,640 --> 00:04:38,599 Speaker 1: you all about this kinky composer and his love for 75 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:43,120 Speaker 1: what he called cruel joy and what we call bdsm. 76 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:46,880 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, let's go. Hey their French come listen. Well, 77 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:50,280 Speaker 1: Elia and Diana got some stories to tell. There's no 78 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:55,280 Speaker 1: matchmaking a romantic tips. It's just about pridiculous Relationships. A 79 00:04:55,440 --> 00:04:57,920 Speaker 1: lover might be any type of person at all, and 80 00:04:58,040 --> 00:05:02,000 Speaker 1: abstract cons ada concrete. But if there's a story. The 81 00:05:02,080 --> 00:05:10,039 Speaker 1: second Clinch Ridiculous Roles, a production of iHeartRadio. Percy Aldridge 82 00:05:10,080 --> 00:05:14,200 Speaker 1: Granger was born near Melbourne in Australia. His dad, John 83 00:05:14,279 --> 00:05:17,240 Speaker 1: was an architect. He's known mostly for bridges, including the 84 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:21,279 Speaker 1: Prince's Bridge in Melbourne, but he was also a heavy 85 00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:25,680 Speaker 1: drinker and womanizer, and after he married Percy's mother, Rose, 86 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:28,960 Speaker 1: she found out that he had another child in England 87 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:32,200 Speaker 1: that she didn't know nothing about who. Even worse, after 88 00:05:32,320 --> 00:05:35,320 Speaker 1: Percy was born in eighteen eighty two, she discovered that 89 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:40,720 Speaker 1: she had contracted syphilis from her promiscuous husband. That is infuriating. 90 00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:42,960 Speaker 1: I feel like I would have a murderous rage right 91 00:05:43,360 --> 00:05:45,800 Speaker 1: especially because there's no treatment at this time, so that's 92 00:05:45,839 --> 00:05:49,720 Speaker 1: just a death sentence like he gave. But even though 93 00:05:49,760 --> 00:05:52,200 Speaker 1: she found out all this crazy shit about him, they 94 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:56,120 Speaker 1: still stayed together until eighteen ninety. But after they split up, 95 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:59,880 Speaker 1: Rose was Percy's main parent. She handled pretty much everything 96 00:06:00,080 --> 00:06:02,360 Speaker 1: to do with his life. She's kind of a helicopter mom. 97 00:06:02,800 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 1: She even did his schooling. She educated him at home. 98 00:06:05,440 --> 00:06:08,000 Speaker 1: She taught him like music and literature, and then she 99 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:12,239 Speaker 1: had tutors handling languages, art and drama. He started playing 100 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,680 Speaker 1: piano at the age of ten, and by the time 101 00:06:14,760 --> 00:06:18,200 Speaker 1: he was twelve he was playing concerts where reviewers called 102 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:23,200 Speaker 1: him quote the flextenhad phenomenon, who plays like a mesta. 103 00:06:23,720 --> 00:06:26,120 Speaker 1: How is that? I think it's a little keywee. But 104 00:06:26,200 --> 00:06:29,279 Speaker 1: it was nice. Well, all right, maybe my Australians are 105 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:34,480 Speaker 1: originally from New Zealand. They've moved just a little laid back. 106 00:06:35,080 --> 00:06:38,160 Speaker 1: They just led back. Yeah, so Percy is doing great. 107 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:40,760 Speaker 1: People are like, oh my god, kids amazing. So Rose 108 00:06:40,839 --> 00:06:43,520 Speaker 1: Granger his mother decided Percy is good enough to be 109 00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:46,960 Speaker 1: studying in Europe, so they moved to Frankfurt, Germany in 110 00:06:47,080 --> 00:06:51,839 Speaker 1: eighteen ninety five. Now, when Frankfurt, Percy continued to study piano, 111 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:55,480 Speaker 1: and he also started showing an interest in preserving folk music. 112 00:06:56,120 --> 00:06:59,039 Speaker 1: It kind of reminds me of Robert Burns or some 113 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:01,720 Speaker 1: of these other poets who would take you old folk 114 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:05,760 Speaker 1: tunes or folk poems or whatever and set them to music. Yeah, 115 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:08,279 Speaker 1: and he started doing this. He would set poetry to music, 116 00:07:08,360 --> 00:07:12,440 Speaker 1: including poems by Rodyard Kipling and our old friend friend 117 00:07:12,440 --> 00:07:16,560 Speaker 1: of the show Walt Whitman. Yes, Percy was playing concerts 118 00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:20,040 Speaker 1: and teaching and everyone was calling him a prodigy. So 119 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:23,000 Speaker 1: by nineteen oh one he and his mother Rose decided 120 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:27,280 Speaker 1: to move to England. Now Percy was a damn good pianist, 121 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:29,960 Speaker 1: nobody could deny that. But it did not hurt that 122 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:35,160 Speaker 1: he was also pretty handsome and very charming, so with 123 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:38,520 Speaker 1: the elite of London immediately took a fancy to him, 124 00:07:38,560 --> 00:07:42,640 Speaker 1: and he was soon playing concerts in private homes. Oh darling, 125 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:45,680 Speaker 1: won't you come to my musical suare tomorrow night? I 126 00:07:45,760 --> 00:07:49,600 Speaker 1: have Percy Grainger all the way from Australia, Percy Grangel, 127 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:54,920 Speaker 1: the Thunder from down Under, the original Thunder from down 128 00:07:55,080 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: Under Percy Granges. He was even introduced to Queen Alexandra 129 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:04,200 Speaker 1: by a socialite named Lilith Lowry, and Lilith also has 130 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,440 Speaker 1: the distinction of being the first woman that Percy had 131 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:11,000 Speaker 1: sex with. She was twenty years older than him, and 132 00:08:11,080 --> 00:08:16,400 Speaker 1: she apparently frequently traded her patronage for sex. Percy called 133 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:20,320 Speaker 1: it quote a love serve job, and he recalled his 134 00:08:20,440 --> 00:08:25,320 Speaker 1: first sexual experience like this quote. I thought I was 135 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:30,480 Speaker 1: about to die if I remember, correctly, I only experienced 136 00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:34,480 Speaker 1: fear of death. I don't think that joy entered into it. 137 00:08:35,040 --> 00:08:39,880 Speaker 1: My god, what a description, What a way to be 138 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:43,560 Speaker 1: introduced to sex. He's like some lady's sex slave so 139 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:47,000 Speaker 1: that she will introduce him to wealthy patrons. I mean, 140 00:08:47,080 --> 00:08:51,560 Speaker 1: and he's like, I'm not even having fun. So how 141 00:08:51,679 --> 00:08:54,600 Speaker 1: was it when you got with that older woman last night? Well, 142 00:08:54,640 --> 00:08:59,120 Speaker 1: I only thought of my own imminent demise. I saw 143 00:08:59,160 --> 00:09:05,360 Speaker 1: an open gray before mate, and it was twenty magical 144 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:08,959 Speaker 1: minutes of staring into the face of the grim specter 145 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 1: of death. I looked into the abyss, and Lilith looked back. Wow. Well, 146 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:21,440 Speaker 1: you know your first time is never the best, right, 147 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:23,840 Speaker 1: I guess that. I mean, it would be terrible if 148 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:26,480 Speaker 1: it was all downhill from there. That's true. It should. 149 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:29,199 Speaker 1: It should ramp up and enjoyment and stuff as you 150 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:31,800 Speaker 1: get better. Right, I didn't get to know yourself. The 151 00:09:31,840 --> 00:09:34,600 Speaker 1: only time he thought that he was gonna die during 152 00:09:34,640 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 1: sex was the first time. A side note crossover alert. 153 00:09:38,200 --> 00:09:41,840 Speaker 1: It's very likely that Percy Granger saw Williams and Walker's 154 00:09:41,960 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 1: musical in Dahomey in London in nineteen o three, because 155 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:47,319 Speaker 1: he published his own version in nineteen o nine. And 156 00:09:47,360 --> 00:09:51,520 Speaker 1: if you remember the Williams and Walker episode that they 157 00:09:51,520 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: were such cool people. Yeah, so cool. They were like 158 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:59,120 Speaker 1: these amazing vaudeville performers, and they were black vaudeville performers, 159 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:01,600 Speaker 1: so they had to deal with a bunch of stupid racism. 160 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:04,480 Speaker 1: But they were so good that their plays were some 161 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:08,080 Speaker 1: of the first black musicals to be performed overseas, some 162 00:10:08,200 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 1: of the first scores to be ever published. Stuff like that. 163 00:10:11,200 --> 00:10:15,319 Speaker 1: They were just amazing. Please listen, I love all three 164 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:18,800 Speaker 1: of them. It's Bert Williams, George Walker, and his wife 165 00:10:18,840 --> 00:10:22,320 Speaker 1: Aida Walker. Amazing. But back to Percy Grainger. So he 166 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 1: continued performing music all over the world for the next 167 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:27,640 Speaker 1: few years. He became more and more famous. He was 168 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:30,120 Speaker 1: rubbing shoulders with some of the great names in music 169 00:10:30,200 --> 00:10:34,040 Speaker 1: like Richard Strauss and Claude Debussy and Percy's favorite, the 170 00:10:34,080 --> 00:10:39,960 Speaker 1: Norwegian composer Edvard Grieg. And he also collected and transcribed 171 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:43,040 Speaker 1: more than three hundred pieces of folk music from all 172 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:47,520 Speaker 1: over England. He even started incorporating Mayori and Polynesian songs 173 00:10:47,520 --> 00:10:50,280 Speaker 1: into his tours. Okay, I know, I don't know if 174 00:10:50,320 --> 00:10:52,360 Speaker 1: that's appropriative or if it's like cool that he was 175 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:55,679 Speaker 1: trying to highlight their culture in a more interesting way. 176 00:10:57,480 --> 00:11:01,240 Speaker 1: What we'll get into about his noble racism. I kind 177 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:03,319 Speaker 1: of feel like it's probably he was just like this 178 00:11:03,360 --> 00:11:06,200 Speaker 1: is mine now, I know, right, I could totally see it. 179 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:10,840 Speaker 1: But finally, in nineteen eleven, Percy felt confident enough to 180 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:15,119 Speaker 1: start publishing his own music, and his series of concerts 181 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:19,680 Speaker 1: playing only his own compositions were huge successes, which wasn't 182 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:22,679 Speaker 1: always the case. You know, some people were like, get 183 00:11:22,720 --> 00:11:24,240 Speaker 1: back to back, you know what I mean. Yeah, And 184 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:28,360 Speaker 1: his compositions could be kind of crazy. For example, one 185 00:11:28,400 --> 00:11:32,280 Speaker 1: of his pieces from nineteen thirteens called the Warriors, and 186 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:37,320 Speaker 1: it was played with thirty quote exceptionally strong and vigorous 187 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:42,280 Speaker 1: pianists on nineteen pianos. I've heard Australians have exceptionally strong 188 00:11:42,280 --> 00:11:49,200 Speaker 1: and vigorous pianists. That's what they say. The pianists down 189 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:53,480 Speaker 1: there amazing. He was also still teaching, and Percy began 190 00:11:53,559 --> 00:11:57,120 Speaker 1: dating one of his students named Karen Holton. I know 191 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:00,120 Speaker 1: he did remain close with her her whole life. If 192 00:12:00,160 --> 00:12:02,480 Speaker 1: they have a bunch of letters that they exchanged throughout 193 00:12:02,559 --> 00:12:06,640 Speaker 1: their the next many years okay. And then another student 194 00:12:06,760 --> 00:12:10,920 Speaker 1: turned romantic interest was Margot Harrison, who Percy got engaged 195 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:14,479 Speaker 1: to in nineteen thirteen. But according to John Bird's biography 196 00:12:14,520 --> 00:12:18,800 Speaker 1: Percy Grainger, the relationship fell apart partly due to Percy's mother, 197 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:23,319 Speaker 1: Rose's over possessiveness. M Okay, so so far, We've got 198 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:31,080 Speaker 1: a guy who is appropriating minority culturist music, including Mayorian 199 00:12:31,080 --> 00:12:36,080 Speaker 1: Polynesian songs and Williams Walkers into homie. Okay, and also 200 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:40,120 Speaker 1: he's dating his students. So far, so good, A plus great, 201 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:44,199 Speaker 1: all right, I'm gonna do it so good now. His mother, 202 00:12:44,320 --> 00:12:47,760 Speaker 1: Rose's over possessiveness might be part of the reason why 203 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 1: rumors persisted that the two of them had an inappropriately 204 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:56,080 Speaker 1: close relationship. In fact, a lot of people at the 205 00:12:56,120 --> 00:13:01,240 Speaker 1: time were whispering that it was incestuous. James J. Conway 206 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:05,080 Speaker 1: writes in his article A Percy Granger Glossary that there 207 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,920 Speaker 1: are also some pieces of writing by Percy that show 208 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:12,800 Speaker 1: how quote mother fixated he is, including pieces with titles 209 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:19,120 Speaker 1: like arguments with beloved Mother, mother's worship of bodily beauty, 210 00:13:19,679 --> 00:13:26,640 Speaker 1: mother's willfulness, recklessness, fearlessness, bossiness, violence, if opposed tendency to 211 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:33,040 Speaker 1: burn food when cooking. Vehemence. What an incredible title. I mean, 212 00:13:33,040 --> 00:13:35,319 Speaker 1: it's descriptive. He really was, like, I'm just going to 213 00:13:35,400 --> 00:13:39,640 Speaker 1: write all her faults down, say about mother today, and 214 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:41,800 Speaker 1: I'm going to put it into my music. And by music, 215 00:13:41,880 --> 00:13:46,080 Speaker 1: I mean the title of my music. Conway writes that 216 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:51,560 Speaker 1: these quote speak of an obsession of Norman Bates proportions. Now, 217 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:55,040 Speaker 1: that's not clear how much Percy or Rose were privy 218 00:13:55,080 --> 00:13:58,760 Speaker 1: to these rumors and whisperings, since they were particularly rude 219 00:13:58,760 --> 00:14:01,800 Speaker 1: and scandalous. You know, it's not likely that anyone went 220 00:14:01,880 --> 00:14:03,240 Speaker 1: up and told them about it in the middle of 221 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:06,600 Speaker 1: a party, right, very weird thing, knew. But most scholars 222 00:14:06,640 --> 00:14:09,559 Speaker 1: agree that there is no evidence to support these claims. 223 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:12,240 Speaker 1: But you kind of can start to get where people 224 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:15,680 Speaker 1: are coming from. According to Stephanie S. Lake's article fifty 225 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 1: Shades of Percy Granger on Kill Your Darlings dot Com, 226 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:23,760 Speaker 1: Percy himself described their relationship as quote an intense, spirtual 227 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:29,520 Speaker 1: love and devotion and quote the only truly passionate love 228 00:14:29,520 --> 00:14:34,640 Speaker 1: affair of his life. Cut Common Magazine says that they 229 00:14:34,720 --> 00:14:39,040 Speaker 1: even shared a bed until he was thirty six years old. 230 00:14:39,680 --> 00:14:42,240 Speaker 1: That's too long. I'm trying to imagine his thirty seventh 231 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:45,400 Speaker 1: birthday and he's like, mother, I think it's time for 232 00:14:45,480 --> 00:14:48,240 Speaker 1: me to get me own bed. This year for my birthday, 233 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:52,040 Speaker 1: I locked my own room. I don't know why he's British, 234 00:14:52,040 --> 00:14:55,320 Speaker 1: but he he lived in London for a while. She's like, well, boy, 235 00:14:55,360 --> 00:15:06,880 Speaker 1: he's all grown up, all right, Percy of course, of course, 236 00:15:06,920 --> 00:15:09,080 Speaker 1: Well that's the first bed of boy gets after he 237 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:12,359 Speaker 1: stopped sleeping with his parents. A little race car incentive 238 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:16,560 Speaker 1: to sleep by himself will add that. Classic FM says 239 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:21,400 Speaker 1: that Rose never sexually touched Percy because she had syphilis, right, 240 00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:23,760 Speaker 1: Like she didn't want to pass it on the which 241 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:27,680 Speaker 1: is a great reason, but also like not the best reason. 242 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:30,040 Speaker 1: Like I feel like there's other reasons that you don't 243 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:33,720 Speaker 1: sexually encounter your son. I feel like the syphilis is irrelevant. 244 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 1: He's your son. Yeah, that's like the number one reason 245 00:15:36,760 --> 00:15:40,320 Speaker 1: not to fuck him. That that speculation station. We don't 246 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:43,760 Speaker 1: know that that is the main reason, but no, obviously 247 00:15:44,280 --> 00:15:48,640 Speaker 1: I think that's everyone's speculation station, right because obviously neither 248 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:52,520 Speaker 1: of them ever sat and wrote it out whether they 249 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:57,080 Speaker 1: did or not. Right, Well, anyway, in September of nineteen fourteen, 250 00:15:57,280 --> 00:16:01,800 Speaker 1: Percy and Rose left England for America. Percy told folks 251 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:05,360 Speaker 1: it was quote to give mother a change because she 252 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:08,840 Speaker 1: had been ill for years. But his timing was pretty 253 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:12,240 Speaker 1: sussed because he left right after the outbreak of World 254 00:16:12,240 --> 00:16:15,360 Speaker 1: War One. Oh what a coincidence. Oh you do with 255 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:18,600 Speaker 1: timing's weed? I was just about to leave. Oh I'm 256 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:22,280 Speaker 1: gonna miss it. Sorry, you are going to miss the wall. Yeah. 257 00:16:22,280 --> 00:16:24,560 Speaker 1: The Brits did not care for what they saw as 258 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 1: his cowardice, right, and they weren't really that far off. 259 00:16:28,280 --> 00:16:32,280 Speaker 1: John Bird's biography says Percy told friends that quote he 260 00:16:32,400 --> 00:16:36,160 Speaker 1: wanted to emerge as Australia's first composer of worth, and 261 00:16:36,200 --> 00:16:39,120 Speaker 1: to have laid himself open to the possibility of being 262 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:44,280 Speaker 1: killed would have rendered his goal unattainable. Sorry, folks, kept 263 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:46,760 Speaker 1: dying the wall. I got shit to do? How many 264 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:48,920 Speaker 1: how many soldiers were like, I mean I had some 265 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 1: goals too, bro, But here I am well anyway. So 266 00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:57,320 Speaker 1: they were like, sorry, Percy, if you come back, we're 267 00:16:57,320 --> 00:16:58,920 Speaker 1: gonna be real shit to you, you know, And he 268 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:02,960 Speaker 1: is like, well, right, But in America Percy did well 269 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:07,720 Speaker 1: pretty quickly. Again, He's internationally renowned. So he's immediately playing 270 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:11,520 Speaker 1: concerts in giant music halls. He's befriending Duke Ellington at 271 00:17:11,560 --> 00:17:15,600 Speaker 1: George Gershwin. He even gave a command performance for President 272 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:19,400 Speaker 1: Woodrow Wilson before, of course, the war came to America 273 00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:23,400 Speaker 1: as well in nineteen seventeen. Sorry, Percy, it's a world war. Yeah, 274 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:26,280 Speaker 1: you can't escape it, can I just say? I want 275 00:17:26,280 --> 00:17:29,040 Speaker 1: to interject real quick and tease myself a little bit 276 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:33,080 Speaker 1: after going after the Australians this whole time, I was literally, 277 00:17:33,200 --> 00:17:36,120 Speaker 1: you're reading this about him coming to America and them 278 00:17:36,200 --> 00:17:38,680 Speaker 1: welcoming him and him doing well, and I was trying 279 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:40,960 Speaker 1: to come up with a bit about what the Americans 280 00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:43,520 Speaker 1: would say, And I kid you not. In my head 281 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:47,240 Speaker 1: I literally had the thought, wait, what's an American accent? 282 00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:53,320 Speaker 1: How would I do an American voice? Do I know 283 00:17:53,440 --> 00:17:57,399 Speaker 1: that one? Well, it's early, we don't usually record this early. 284 00:17:57,600 --> 00:18:00,760 Speaker 1: You're trying to bring your excellent A game, right, transtant topics, 285 00:18:00,840 --> 00:18:02,960 Speaker 1: that's right, trying to bring the people what they want. 286 00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:07,919 Speaker 1: Mockery of worldwide accents. I guess you should do like 287 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:10,840 Speaker 1: how a brit would do an American accent? Really hit 288 00:18:10,880 --> 00:18:15,880 Speaker 1: those rs. Oh, thanks Percy for coming over to America's 289 00:18:15,960 --> 00:18:18,880 Speaker 1: super happy to have you here, and you'll do very 290 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:25,800 Speaker 1: well with your fancy music from England. Kind of sounded 291 00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:29,400 Speaker 1: like a male Joane Q Sack. I don't know why, 292 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:32,560 Speaker 1: so yeah, the war, you know, they're like sorry, the 293 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,359 Speaker 1: wars here, and he's like, damn it, I gotta do 294 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:38,639 Speaker 1: something anyway. So Percy enlisted as a bandsman and he 295 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:41,520 Speaker 1: played the saxophone and the oboe in the Army band. 296 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:44,480 Speaker 1: But as an encore to his band concerts, he would 297 00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:48,600 Speaker 1: play a piano setting to the folk tune Country Gardens, 298 00:18:49,080 --> 00:18:52,760 Speaker 1: and this quickly became his most famous composition. It still 299 00:18:52,880 --> 00:18:55,960 Speaker 1: is apparently the piece of music that he's most associated 300 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:59,800 Speaker 1: with today. After the war, Percy became an American citizen 301 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,879 Speaker 1: and he reached the peak of his career, playing around 302 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,919 Speaker 1: one hundred and twenty concerts a year. He also started 303 00:19:05,960 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 1: developing elastic scoring, where a piece of music can be 304 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:14,200 Speaker 1: adapted for various numbers of performers and instruments. So usually 305 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,000 Speaker 1: you write a piece of music and you're like, okay, 306 00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:18,800 Speaker 1: there's you know, I need two cellos and whatever. You know, 307 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:22,480 Speaker 1: you have your very specific tone that you're trying to reach. Yeah, 308 00:19:22,520 --> 00:19:24,919 Speaker 1: but he's like, well, what if you only have four people, 309 00:19:25,400 --> 00:19:27,000 Speaker 1: I still want you to be able to play my songs. 310 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:30,760 Speaker 1: So he would figure out a way to score four 311 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:34,920 Speaker 1: various numbers of instruments, types of instruments, numbers of performers, 312 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:38,000 Speaker 1: that's everything. It's pretty interesting. And there's still only two 313 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:40,440 Speaker 1: composers that use it today, so it must be quite difficult. 314 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:44,840 Speaker 1: Oh wow. But tragedy struck their family in nineteen twenty two. 315 00:19:45,359 --> 00:19:47,600 Speaker 1: Percy and his mother had moved to White Plains, New 316 00:19:47,680 --> 00:19:50,960 Speaker 1: York in nineteen twenty one, and her health took a 317 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:54,800 Speaker 1: sharp downturn. Rose had been sick for years, but now 318 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:58,240 Speaker 1: she started having more hallucinations and delusions, and she became 319 00:19:58,320 --> 00:20:02,679 Speaker 1: paranoid that her illness would ruined her son's career. Then 320 00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:06,120 Speaker 1: Percy went on to tour the West Coast, leaving Rose 321 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:09,760 Speaker 1: alone in New York, where she was finally directly confronted 322 00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:13,240 Speaker 1: by a friend about the rumors of an incestuous relationship 323 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:18,119 Speaker 1: between her and her son. Now, this accusation just really 324 00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:20,960 Speaker 1: pushed her over the edge. It really unbalanced her, and 325 00:20:21,080 --> 00:20:24,719 Speaker 1: on April thirtieth of nineteen twenty two, she jumped from 326 00:20:24,760 --> 00:20:28,399 Speaker 1: the eighteenth floor of the Aeolian Building in Manhattan, and 327 00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:31,879 Speaker 1: she died instantly. She left her son a note beginning 328 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:34,800 Speaker 1: with quote I am out of my mind and cannot 329 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:40,000 Speaker 1: think properly, and it ended quote your poor insane mother. 330 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:45,560 Speaker 1: This is obviously a crushing blow for Percy. His very 331 00:20:45,640 --> 00:20:48,520 Speaker 1: first composition from eighteen ninety three had been a birthday 332 00:20:48,600 --> 00:20:51,600 Speaker 1: gift to his mother, and she had arranged and was 333 00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 1: involved in every aspect of his life, from his career 334 00:20:55,320 --> 00:21:00,240 Speaker 1: all the way to his sexual relationships, for his entire life. 335 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:04,639 Speaker 1: But now he was alone. His grief and his depression 336 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:07,919 Speaker 1: was intense, and he lost himself in his work. But 337 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:11,800 Speaker 1: he would soon meet a new love to occupy his heart, 338 00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:15,600 Speaker 1: and we will hear more about that right after this 339 00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:24,720 Speaker 1: Welcome Back everybody. So after Rose died, Percy immediately plunged 340 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:27,280 Speaker 1: himself into work, trying to distract himself. He spent a 341 00:21:27,359 --> 00:21:30,679 Speaker 1: year in Europe collecting Danish folk songs and doing this 342 00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:33,760 Speaker 1: very intense concert tour, and then he came back to 343 00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:36,359 Speaker 1: New York in nineteen twenty three continued to perform to 344 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:39,720 Speaker 1: great acclaim and popularity, and part of what kept him 345 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:42,800 Speaker 1: so much in the headlines was this sort of eccentric 346 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:45,479 Speaker 1: character that he created for himself. He knew, you know, 347 00:21:45,520 --> 00:21:47,399 Speaker 1: you got to be good copy. It's not enough to 348 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:50,600 Speaker 1: just be a talented musician. You gotta wear a meat dress, 349 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:53,600 Speaker 1: you know, to the Grammys. I think of Alexander Hermann 350 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,119 Speaker 1: from her last episode where he talked about, you know, 351 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:58,879 Speaker 1: playing the part is as important as your skill as 352 00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:00,680 Speaker 1: a magician, Like, you've got to have this character that 353 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:04,320 Speaker 1: people are interested in. It's part of the entertainment. Yeah. Yeah, 354 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,879 Speaker 1: So at Percy's concerts, he apparently would run into the 355 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:11,840 Speaker 1: auditorium dressed in gym clothes and then leap over his 356 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:15,399 Speaker 1: piano as his grined and wow. Percy also made his 357 00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:19,960 Speaker 1: own clothes out of multicolored terry toweling material that he 358 00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 1: all stitched together. He looks like nothing so much as 359 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 1: like a harlequin at a Renaissance fair if you look 360 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:30,000 Speaker 1: it up. Um. He also liked to sleep naked under 361 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:33,639 Speaker 1: his piano. Later in life, he became a vegetarian, but 362 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:37,840 Speaker 1: he hated vegetables, so he ate mostly bread, pastries, fruit, 363 00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:43,480 Speaker 1: and nuts. Excuse me, highly relatable. I don't hate vegetables, 364 00:22:43,560 --> 00:22:47,720 Speaker 1: but I as a vegetarian mostly eat bread, fruit, pastry, 365 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:52,440 Speaker 1: and nuts. Quite literally, think of the staple diet. I mean, 366 00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:55,200 Speaker 1: I feel like you must. He should probably have incorporated 367 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:58,760 Speaker 1: some beans or something. Yeah, I love a salad. But 368 00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:03,040 Speaker 1: man also in instead of the usual like Italian terms, 369 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:07,119 Speaker 1: he would write weird instructions in his scores. According to 370 00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:09,359 Speaker 1: the Big Smoke dot Com, so instead of terms like 371 00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:13,760 Speaker 1: crescendo and arpeggio, he would instruct his musicians to play 372 00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:20,480 Speaker 1: quote more flowingly but very wayward, or go ahead impulsively 373 00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:25,159 Speaker 1: and slow off hugely. Oh okay, which I think is 374 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:28,880 Speaker 1: kind of fun. There's such wrote terms that you typically 375 00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 1: use and they have a very specific meaning. But if 376 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:33,480 Speaker 1: he's trying to be evocative and be like you, do 377 00:23:33,520 --> 00:23:36,400 Speaker 1: you get the gist of these words, like do kind 378 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:39,120 Speaker 1: of your interpretation of what I'm saying here might give 379 00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:42,240 Speaker 1: you something a little more creative. Well, his music so wild. 380 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:44,320 Speaker 1: I really do think people should listen to it because 381 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:48,359 Speaker 1: it's very interesting. It's very wild and raucous, kind of 382 00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:53,880 Speaker 1: sort of very energetic is a good word, I guess, yeah. 383 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:57,240 Speaker 1: But also like there were times when schools and stuff 384 00:23:57,280 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: would be like, come on over and share our music. 385 00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:03,560 Speaker 1: Department in or you know, some kind of educational interesting part. 386 00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:05,920 Speaker 1: And he would say, well, the reason my music is 387 00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:10,240 Speaker 1: so unique is because I didn't have that kind of education. 388 00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:15,920 Speaker 1: I'm not bound by yeah, you know, your regular music education, 389 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:17,879 Speaker 1: So I don't think it would make sense for me 390 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:19,680 Speaker 1: to be in charge of that sort of thing. Well, 391 00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:21,080 Speaker 1: you can decide if you want to listen to his 392 00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:24,600 Speaker 1: music or not, but at least he is not personally 393 00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:28,880 Speaker 1: profiting off of it anymore. Because another eccentricity this guy 394 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:33,240 Speaker 1: had less charming was that he was extremely preoccupied with 395 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:37,520 Speaker 1: Nordic culture, dating back to his childhood. But the older 396 00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:42,600 Speaker 1: he got, the more convinced he became that Scandinavians had 397 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,440 Speaker 1: gotten everything right. So he developed his own way of speaking, 398 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,840 Speaker 1: which was inspired by Nordic word forms that he called 399 00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:55,400 Speaker 1: quote blue eyed English. Like instead of orchestra, he said 400 00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:59,720 Speaker 1: blend band, and instead of lecturer, he listened to a 401 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:04,560 Speaker 1: fourth speaker. Instead of an article, he'd read a writ piece. 402 00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:08,399 Speaker 1: In a word, he was a big fat racist, I 403 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:11,159 Speaker 1: mean basically, he was just like, and where have I 404 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:14,359 Speaker 1: heard this before? Boy? You know, these tall blonde people 405 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:17,800 Speaker 1: sure are the best people in the world, aren't they? 406 00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 1: You know? Not a viewpoint that was good then, nor 407 00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:27,080 Speaker 1: has aged well since. Not really. Music historian David Pear 408 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,840 Speaker 1: calls him, quote at root, a racial bigot of no 409 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,960 Speaker 1: small order, and he was apparently especially anti Semitic, saying 410 00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:39,320 Speaker 1: that Jewish people weren't capable of making music as good 411 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:46,120 Speaker 1: as Scandinavians. And boy do I have some counterpoints for that, sir, 412 00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:51,399 Speaker 1: by the names of I don't know, Neil Diamonds, Leonard Cohen, 413 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:55,480 Speaker 1: he's got I've got no use for Lennard Cohen, Gershwin, 414 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:59,520 Speaker 1: I mean he's friends with Gershwin. Right, it's crazy. He's 415 00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 1: an ass whole clearly a racist asshole. Stephen Sondheim. Okay, look, 416 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:10,080 Speaker 1: he's not a smart man in this particular. No, no, 417 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,359 Speaker 1: this is terrible behavior, and it makes him a bad 418 00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:16,240 Speaker 1: person as a whole. Um. But in nineteen fifty eight, 419 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:20,240 Speaker 1: also he wrote a little essay called the Things I Dislike. 420 00:26:21,119 --> 00:26:25,480 Speaker 1: We should all write an essay, Yeah, I'd I dislike 421 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:32,080 Speaker 1: number one Percy Granger, anti Semitism. This essay began quote 422 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:38,640 Speaker 1: almost everything. First of all foreigners, which means all Europeans 423 00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:44,800 Speaker 1: except the British, the Scandinavians, and the Dutch. Wow, what 424 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:49,280 Speaker 1: a dick. I'm saying, good god, man, I mean, this 425 00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:52,920 Speaker 1: guy started out possibly being a motherfucker and now he's 426 00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:57,359 Speaker 1: just a motherfucker. You know, there's many ways to be 427 00:26:57,359 --> 00:27:02,199 Speaker 1: a motherfucker, and this guy found both of them. Geez. 428 00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:05,720 Speaker 1: He even veers into eugenesis territory. Of course he does, yea. 429 00:27:06,119 --> 00:27:08,520 Speaker 1: He wrote at one point quote, let us set our 430 00:27:08,520 --> 00:27:11,760 Speaker 1: house in order to kill off the sick, the nasty, 431 00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:17,080 Speaker 1: the ugly, the lazy. Jesus Boo Percy. This guy is 432 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,320 Speaker 1: the worst. This guy's really bad. Kill off the sick. 433 00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:25,280 Speaker 1: I mean, oh my god. Look, something's even in that 434 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:28,800 Speaker 1: moronic mindset of Well, if we just kind of can 435 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:30,960 Speaker 1: sort of reign in genetics a little bit, we'll have 436 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,040 Speaker 1: perfect people. There's so many problems with that idea to 437 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,280 Speaker 1: begin with. Also, it doesn't work like that, and a 438 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:40,800 Speaker 1: lot of the things he's talking about are not genetic. Like, sorry, 439 00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:43,760 Speaker 1: but I know some beautiful people with some ugly ass children, 440 00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:46,800 Speaker 1: you know, and vice versa. You don't know how it's 441 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,639 Speaker 1: gonna come out. Also, you know, a baby could be 442 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:53,320 Speaker 1: very beautiful and then grow up to not be that beautiful. 443 00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,080 Speaker 1: It's kind of a plain normal looking person, and vice versa. 444 00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:58,800 Speaker 1: So you don't know, I know a whole duckling with 445 00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:01,680 Speaker 1: that story. There's the duckling and he says he wants 446 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,399 Speaker 1: to kill off the nasty well. Percy, why don't you 447 00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:09,040 Speaker 1: start with yourself? Right, you nasty well. Knowing all that 448 00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:11,760 Speaker 1: about him, it's maybe not surprising that when he met 449 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:15,800 Speaker 1: the Swedish poet and painter Ela Strome in nineteen twenty eight, 450 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:20,280 Speaker 1: he was immediately stricken with her blonde, blue eyed beauty. Wow. 451 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:23,600 Speaker 1: Ella Strom sounds a little too close to Eva Brauns 452 00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:28,840 Speaker 1: for me. Yikes. They met on a steamship they were 453 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,440 Speaker 1: coming back to America in nineteen twenty six, and they 454 00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:34,119 Speaker 1: became friends on the voyage, and then they met again 455 00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:37,119 Speaker 1: in England the following year, and in October of nineteen 456 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:39,800 Speaker 1: twenty seven, they decided to get married. And there's not 457 00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:42,480 Speaker 1: much written about Ella herself, so we can't really get 458 00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:44,880 Speaker 1: a good picture of her. So let's turn to the 459 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 1: New York Times, because they ran an engagement announcement with 460 00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:53,600 Speaker 1: a quote from Percy saying, quote, miss Strome is a 461 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:57,960 Speaker 1: very prototype of radiant Nordic, as lovely as the morning 462 00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:01,720 Speaker 1: to look upon, and a regular Amazon to walk run 463 00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:05,880 Speaker 1: swim and dance and play games at the same time. 464 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:09,000 Speaker 1: She is one of the most deeply and many sidedly 465 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:12,440 Speaker 1: gifted artists I have ever met, and it is hard 466 00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:16,160 Speaker 1: to say what charms I most saw in her bewitching 467 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:20,800 Speaker 1: beauty or the philosophical and emotional depths of her nature 468 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:25,120 Speaker 1: as shown forth in her art and thoughts. It is 469 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:29,480 Speaker 1: an unspeakable boon to me to have this soul satisfying 470 00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:34,760 Speaker 1: comrade to commune with. Wow. So she's tall, she's blonde, 471 00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:39,080 Speaker 1: that's good enough for me, twite, She's an artist. She 472 00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:43,080 Speaker 1: gets me. He also wrote a song for her, called 473 00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:47,400 Speaker 1: to a Nordic Princess, and they married on August ninth, 474 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:51,040 Speaker 1: nineteen twenty eight, at the Hollywood Bowl, following one of 475 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:55,400 Speaker 1: Percy's concerts, in front of twenty two thousand people. I 476 00:29:55,440 --> 00:29:58,360 Speaker 1: bet they didn't serve a meal to twenty two thousand people. 477 00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:01,120 Speaker 1: Oh true, Yeah, I was gonna say. We had one 478 00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:06,320 Speaker 1: hundred and fifty and it was nuts. Well. After marrying Ella, 479 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,640 Speaker 1: Percy's creativity seemed to ramp back up. He started experimenting 480 00:30:09,640 --> 00:30:13,000 Speaker 1: with electronic music as early as nineteen thirty seven, and 481 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:16,240 Speaker 1: he also started working on what he called free music 482 00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 1: and see there's sounds in nature that occur together but 483 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:23,560 Speaker 1: without harmony, but they're still not jarring to the ear. 484 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:25,880 Speaker 1: It's not like just hitting two random notes on a 485 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:29,320 Speaker 1: on a piano that sound weird together. That's two kind 486 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:32,719 Speaker 1: of discordant noises that work. Yeah, like birds singing together 487 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:35,240 Speaker 1: or something. He was just like, there's all these sounds 488 00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:39,560 Speaker 1: that aren't planned, but they sound beautiful together. Right, Sometimes 489 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,280 Speaker 1: I hear like, you know that the sound of an 490 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:46,760 Speaker 1: eagle screeching while while a jackhammer is breaking the pavement 491 00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:50,880 Speaker 1: in the construction site behind our backyards, there's something beautiful 492 00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:54,640 Speaker 1: about it. Well, he wanted to try and recreate that 493 00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:58,400 Speaker 1: sort of natural sound music without the boring constrictions of 494 00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:02,560 Speaker 1: tone and meter. His positions included parts for these solivox 495 00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:05,520 Speaker 1: and for theremins, but he felt that in order to 496 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:09,120 Speaker 1: have truly free music, human players would have to be 497 00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:13,960 Speaker 1: eliminated entirely, leaving the performance to the machines. So I 498 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:17,080 Speaker 1: guess you'd be a big proponent of AI today. His 499 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,920 Speaker 1: eugenicism goes all the way to like what if we 500 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,480 Speaker 1: just kill off all the people at all, you know, 501 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:26,680 Speaker 1: the worst kind of people people. I mean, for real, 502 00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:30,040 Speaker 1: this guy's crazy. Now. To this end, he, alongside a 503 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:36,040 Speaker 1: young physics teacher named Burnett Cross, invented several very weird instruments, 504 00:31:36,040 --> 00:31:39,680 Speaker 1: including the st read tone tool, which is basically this 505 00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:44,720 Speaker 1: bizarre giant harmonica, the Butterfly Piano, which was this like 506 00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:48,680 Speaker 1: smaller piano that was tuned to one sixth notes instead 507 00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:50,640 Speaker 1: of the usual twelve, so an octave was broken down 508 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:54,200 Speaker 1: into six notes instead of twelve, and the Kangaroo pouch 509 00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:57,600 Speaker 1: free music machine in nineteen fifty two, which, according to 510 00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:02,400 Speaker 1: Atlas Obscura, was quote designed to sound like a malfunctioning 511 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:07,360 Speaker 1: air raid siren. Okay, that was two things. First of all, 512 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:12,120 Speaker 1: great name, kangaroo pouch free music machine, I'm in, and also, 513 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,520 Speaker 1: second of all, designed to sound I feel like you 514 00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:17,560 Speaker 1: could just get an air raid siren and break it. Yeah, 515 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:20,680 Speaker 1: that's what it's supposed to sound like. But another thing 516 00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:24,960 Speaker 1: that was occupying his mind a lot was his overwhelming 517 00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:30,680 Speaker 1: desire for a Percy Granger museum. He told Ella, quote, 518 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:35,120 Speaker 1: I am hungry for fame after death, and he was 519 00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,960 Speaker 1: very obsessed with his own legacy, partly because he felt 520 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,480 Speaker 1: he's a truly amazing musician. He had no peers in 521 00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:44,960 Speaker 1: his own time and nobody understands me. And partly because 522 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,400 Speaker 1: he felt he was kind of the only remaining legacy 523 00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:52,040 Speaker 1: of his deceased parents, particularly of course his darling mother, 524 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,480 Speaker 1: and to preserve his own life was in a way 525 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:59,719 Speaker 1: preserving their greatest contribution to the world as well. Oh wow, 526 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:02,200 Speaker 1: So the guy just did not have a self esteem problem, 527 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:05,600 Speaker 1: is what I'm learning. Yeah, the shock of shocks. This 528 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:10,120 Speaker 1: guy wanted a whole museum dedicated to himself. Oh my god, obsessive. 529 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:13,040 Speaker 1: But Linda Nimick wrote a really in depth paper for 530 00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:16,640 Speaker 1: the National Museum of Australia that says that pretty much 531 00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:20,240 Speaker 1: as soon as his mother died, he got real fixated 532 00:33:20,320 --> 00:33:24,120 Speaker 1: on this idea. She feels that he was so closely 533 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:28,080 Speaker 1: like he just felt so closely identified with his mother 534 00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:32,320 Speaker 1: that after she died, he felt naturally he must, you know, 535 00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:35,200 Speaker 1: he's going to die soon too, kind of so he 536 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:38,400 Speaker 1: became very preoccupied with his legacy, even though he's only forty. 537 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:42,240 Speaker 1: When she passed away, like before he even arranged her funeral, 538 00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:45,680 Speaker 1: he was writing letters about bequeathing this museum, the Percy 539 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:49,480 Speaker 1: Grainger Museum, and he started gathering together like a truly 540 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:54,480 Speaker 1: overwhelming amount of stuff for it. He was a very 541 00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:57,960 Speaker 1: avid collector. He kept everything and he gave He had 542 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:04,440 Speaker 1: like some forty thousand piece is of correspondence, music, manuscripts, photos, furniture, 543 00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:08,000 Speaker 1: objects like the instruments of his own design or like 544 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,719 Speaker 1: a pucket watch that a famous composer gave him, and 545 00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 1: stuff like that, and creepily also the contents of Rosa's 546 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:19,720 Speaker 1: purse the day she died and a lock of her hair. Weird, 547 00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:22,480 Speaker 1: and they're all displayed in a case with like it's 548 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:24,400 Speaker 1: all spread out so you can see her two pairs 549 00:34:24,400 --> 00:34:27,240 Speaker 1: of spectacles and her pair of gloves and stuff is bizarre, 550 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:29,799 Speaker 1: very strange. And he is the gym shorts I wore 551 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:34,839 Speaker 1: a red rocks Yeah, I mean yeah, he probably wouldn't weird. 552 00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:38,160 Speaker 1: He probably does have that well. He contacted the University 553 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:41,000 Speaker 1: of Melbourne about giving him some land to build his 554 00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:43,319 Speaker 1: museum on because he felt that it should be at 555 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:46,600 Speaker 1: his birthplace sure, even though he did not live there. Right. 556 00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:50,279 Speaker 1: The university at the time was broke, so they were 557 00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:52,480 Speaker 1: totally all about this idea of having a museum for 558 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:55,560 Speaker 1: a famous composer on their campus. This would attract visitors 559 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:57,800 Speaker 1: to come in it would be at no cost to themselves. 560 00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:01,319 Speaker 1: So they agreed, and the Purse Granger Museum opened in 561 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:05,800 Speaker 1: nineteen thirty eight, although not to the general public at first. 562 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:09,240 Speaker 1: It was only open to scholars, and Percy was fine 563 00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:11,239 Speaker 1: with that. I mean, I'm sure he thought scholars were 564 00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:15,200 Speaker 1: better than regular people. Anyway, they should be studying me. Yes, 565 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:17,279 Speaker 1: he said, he didn't care if it didn't open to 566 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:21,400 Speaker 1: the public for a hundred years. He was feeling like 567 00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:24,200 Speaker 1: a failure despite all his success, and he wrote to 568 00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:28,040 Speaker 1: a friend that quote, all my compositional life, I have 569 00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:32,120 Speaker 1: been a leader without follow us, which is also something 570 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:38,000 Speaker 1: that megalomaniacal racists tend to say. Well, you're a very 571 00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:41,320 Speaker 1: weird guy. How many people could follow up the kangaroo 572 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,360 Speaker 1: pouch free music machine. I'm a natural leader. I'm better 573 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:48,040 Speaker 1: than everybody else. Why aren't people lining up to listen 574 00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:52,160 Speaker 1: to everything I say? In October of nineteen fifty three, 575 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:55,719 Speaker 1: Percy was operated on for abdominal cancer and this would 576 00:35:55,719 --> 00:35:59,000 Speaker 1: eventually kill him, so, knowing his time was short, he 577 00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,440 Speaker 1: made out a will stating that he wanted his flesh 578 00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:05,919 Speaker 1: removed from his skeleton and cremated to be buried next 579 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,960 Speaker 1: to his mother's ashes, and that his skeleton would then 580 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,640 Speaker 1: be displayed at the Percy Green Drum Museum. Oh my god, 581 00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:16,920 Speaker 1: Now this wish was not carried out. Oh, either because 582 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:18,600 Speaker 1: no one could figure out how to burn his flesh 583 00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 1: off while also preserving a skeleton. Or maybe it's just 584 00:36:21,520 --> 00:36:23,320 Speaker 1: because it's kind of an icky thing to ask. So 585 00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:28,080 Speaker 1: it's easy. You just gotta get one big potato peela, 586 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,839 Speaker 1: don't He's like, flay the meat from my bone. I mean, 587 00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:36,320 Speaker 1: like Jesus, everyone's doing that. Everyone at the mortuary busts 588 00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:39,040 Speaker 1: out that will and it's like, uh, can we just 589 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,480 Speaker 1: pretend we didn't read that part. Yeah, we're just gonna 590 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:45,440 Speaker 1: burn it. And this is smudgeoi smudge, I can't read 591 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,200 Speaker 1: what it says. He. I guess it's if someone writes 592 00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:51,160 Speaker 1: a really weird thing in their will, you don't have 593 00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:53,359 Speaker 1: to do it. Maybe you don't have to do it. 594 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:55,359 Speaker 1: I guess you don't have to do any of it. Right. Oh, 595 00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:58,920 Speaker 1: it's given me ideas to write some crazy shit. Oh fuck, 596 00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:02,919 Speaker 1: I gotta deal with it. Excuse me? What makes you think? 597 00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:05,960 Speaker 1: And I won't be dealing with yours. I do think that. 598 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:10,239 Speaker 1: But you know, if anyone's dealing with yours probably gonna 599 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:12,480 Speaker 1: be me. You're so you're saying you're gonna outlive me. 600 00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:15,640 Speaker 1: I mean, I think we should both plan to outlive 601 00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:18,560 Speaker 1: the others. I think we need to make any plans, 602 00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:21,480 Speaker 1: because we're gonna die hand in hand. At one hundred 603 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:26,440 Speaker 1: and seventeen years old, happily watching the one hundred and 604 00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:31,480 Speaker 1: fifth season of The Lost reboot, right after the series finale, 605 00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:36,200 Speaker 1: which I directed. Oh wow, good job, that's the that's 606 00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: the end. I look forward to that, huh in our 607 00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:43,319 Speaker 1: enormous Parisian mansion right obviously, because they won't let us 608 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:49,400 Speaker 1: into Australia anymore. Your accents somewhere France is like, oh no, 609 00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:54,560 Speaker 1: you're not coming here. We've also heard yours. You're covered 610 00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:57,279 Speaker 1: in barnacles. No matter which country Scotland will take us, 611 00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:01,640 Speaker 1: will they? Well, all right, So anyway, again, is really 612 00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:04,719 Speaker 1: worried about his death, so he makes out this creepy will, 613 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,240 Speaker 1: and then in nineteen fifty six, he deposited a package 614 00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:13,120 Speaker 1: at a bank marked quote private matters do not open 615 00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:19,520 Speaker 1: until ten years after my death, tantalizing. On February twentieth, 616 00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:23,279 Speaker 1: nineteen sixty one, Percy Grainger died in White Plains at 617 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:27,760 Speaker 1: the age of seventy eight. Ella outlived him by eighteen years, 618 00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:30,080 Speaker 1: going on to marry a much younger man when she 619 00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:33,759 Speaker 1: was eighty three and dying in nineteen seventy nine. But 620 00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:37,439 Speaker 1: the story of Percy Grainger is barely even told yet 621 00:38:37,719 --> 00:38:41,359 Speaker 1: because there's still that little private matters package to deal with. 622 00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:44,880 Speaker 1: And in nineteen seventy one, the trustees of the Percy 623 00:38:44,920 --> 00:38:49,840 Speaker 1: Granger Museum, scholars and archivists all gathered around to see 624 00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:54,720 Speaker 1: what this incredibly talented and incredibly weird musician had left 625 00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:59,440 Speaker 1: as his final calling card. What could be inside, maybe 626 00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:04,520 Speaker 1: never before seeing compositions of folk songs that he'd collected, 627 00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:08,440 Speaker 1: or poetry that he'd set to music. Maybe letters to 628 00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:11,680 Speaker 1: and from some of the incredible musicians and composers that 629 00:39:11,719 --> 00:39:15,239 Speaker 1: he'd been friends with in life. You know, maybe some 630 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:19,400 Speaker 1: sort of manifesto about the best way to breed humanity 631 00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:24,080 Speaker 1: into a bright, tall, blond future. Who knows either way. 632 00:39:24,440 --> 00:39:27,520 Speaker 1: We like to imagine a real sense of excitement in 633 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:31,960 Speaker 1: anticipation as they cut through the tape and carefully removed 634 00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:38,239 Speaker 1: the lid of the box to find an extensive collection 635 00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:44,920 Speaker 1: of pornography, some bloodstained clothing and around eighty three whips, 636 00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:52,319 Speaker 1: some of them fashioned from conductor's batons. Oh, so we're 637 00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:55,440 Speaker 1: gonna dig a little deeper into that box and explain 638 00:39:55,520 --> 00:40:04,040 Speaker 1: everything we promise right after this break. Welcome back to 639 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:08,600 Speaker 1: Percy's sex box, everybody. I mean, what a time capsule, 640 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:12,719 Speaker 1: you know. So, Yeah, Percy's Private Matters Box had been 641 00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:15,719 Speaker 1: even more private than the trustees could have ever expected, 642 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,520 Speaker 1: because yeah, it was all about his sex life. They're 643 00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:20,719 Speaker 1: probably like, jeez, I WI should have been the manifesto, 644 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:25,719 Speaker 1: I know, right, of all things I want to read now, 645 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,680 Speaker 1: Percy had been heavily into bondage and whipping during sex, 646 00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:33,120 Speaker 1: which is you know what we'd now call BDSM, which 647 00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:38,239 Speaker 1: stands for bondage and discipline, dominance and submission, sadism and masochism. 648 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:41,520 Speaker 1: So we kind of have the b's and d's and 649 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:46,719 Speaker 1: s's doing this an overlap. YEAHSM, but that's two. That's 650 00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:49,880 Speaker 1: not very sexy, not really. I feel a nice short 651 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:52,520 Speaker 1: B DSM boom. Are you into b D D D 652 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:56,880 Speaker 1: SCSM like a fell asleep halfway through? I don't know 653 00:40:56,920 --> 00:41:00,800 Speaker 1: acronym now. At the time, Siegmund Freud had only recently 654 00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:05,800 Speaker 1: coined the term sado masochism to describe this this sexual urge, 655 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,560 Speaker 1: and the Percy himself referred to it as his quote 656 00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:15,600 Speaker 1: cruel joy and quote evil sex feeling. Oh. Now, he 657 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:19,400 Speaker 1: apparently had been experimenting with flagellation and other like bondage 658 00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:22,120 Speaker 1: practices by the time he was sixteen. And then he 659 00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,680 Speaker 1: visited Amsterdam when he was eighteen, and he was introduced 660 00:41:25,719 --> 00:41:28,839 Speaker 1: to the underworld of BDSM through seeing some books of 661 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:33,200 Speaker 1: photos of women being lashed. So maybe realize, oh, I'm 662 00:41:33,239 --> 00:41:35,520 Speaker 1: not the only one you know out here that likes 663 00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:38,480 Speaker 1: this kind of thing, right, And according to Stephanie Slake's 664 00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:41,440 Speaker 1: article Fifty Shades of Percy Grainger, he also read violent 665 00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:45,520 Speaker 1: literature that caused him to quote shake with delight. Now 666 00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:49,000 Speaker 1: he clearly struggled with himself. Stephanie Slake writes that he 667 00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:53,000 Speaker 1: punished himself for what he saw as his evil desires 668 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:57,359 Speaker 1: by standing naked in the snow, carrying heavy weights on 669 00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:04,480 Speaker 1: his back and burning himself on the stove. But because 670 00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:07,560 Speaker 1: you know, it's hard to physically punish someone who gets 671 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,560 Speaker 1: off on physical punishment, he also loved it. He wrote, 672 00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:14,560 Speaker 1: quote did my cruel joy, which shows itself both in 673 00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:18,160 Speaker 1: wishing to give pain and take it arise from the 674 00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:21,920 Speaker 1: whippings my mother gave me from the earliest childhood up 675 00:42:21,960 --> 00:42:25,040 Speaker 1: to fourteen or fifteen. Maybe it did, And if this 676 00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:28,399 Speaker 1: is the case, I must feel doubly thankful to her 677 00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:35,600 Speaker 1: for having given me my life's greatest boon thing. Not 678 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:39,600 Speaker 1: only was mother the most important person in my life 679 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,560 Speaker 1: and I owe everything to her, but I'm so glad 680 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:46,120 Speaker 1: she gave me this kink. I mean, right, I mean sure, 681 00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:48,520 Speaker 1: I guess you could be grateful for wherever you got 682 00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:52,759 Speaker 1: your kink, but just a weird relationship. It's a really 683 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:56,200 Speaker 1: interesting quote though, because of course Sigmund Freud very much 684 00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:59,400 Speaker 1: about oh, we all have incestuous desires for our parents 685 00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:03,239 Speaker 1: opposite sex parents, so he must have read some of 686 00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:05,840 Speaker 1: that and was like, you know, trying to understand himself 687 00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:09,919 Speaker 1: in the psychological context of the day, right right, which, 688 00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:13,320 Speaker 1: of course, we don't really go for it anymore, especially 689 00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:16,160 Speaker 1: when it comes to BDSM. Most people are like, it's fine, Actually, 690 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,360 Speaker 1: you can really enjoy it and it's no problem. Was 691 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:22,000 Speaker 1: a trusting, loving thing to do, Yeah, I have. This 692 00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:25,960 Speaker 1: show has brought me into lurking on the BDSM subreddit 693 00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:29,040 Speaker 1: in places like that, you really learn a lot. And 694 00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,720 Speaker 1: it's amazing how many conversations that people are like, yeah, 695 00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:34,680 Speaker 1: I was spanked and hit with switches and stuff when 696 00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:36,319 Speaker 1: I grew up, and now I love it, and other 697 00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:39,279 Speaker 1: people are like, no one ever did anything like that 698 00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:42,080 Speaker 1: to me, and I love it too, So you know, 699 00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:45,000 Speaker 1: I can't really say it's either way. I remember hearing 700 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:48,680 Speaker 1: a story about someone getting really into nice play, which yeah, 701 00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:50,640 Speaker 1: it's not for me, but you know, they were like, oh, 702 00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:52,560 Speaker 1: I got tied up and then they run a knife 703 00:43:52,600 --> 00:43:55,480 Speaker 1: on your back and it, you know, sometimes draw a 704 00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:57,960 Speaker 1: little blood. And she was like, I had never done 705 00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:01,279 Speaker 1: anything like this before, but it made her cry with 706 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:05,000 Speaker 1: happiness because she just felt so safe. Like she's like, 707 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,200 Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm letting someone do this and I'm 708 00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:09,840 Speaker 1: not worried. Yeah, So it was like just that release 709 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:13,640 Speaker 1: of like feeling so comfortable with somebody. It must be 710 00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:17,520 Speaker 1: is like partly what makes it so exciting and sexy. Yeah, 711 00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:19,520 Speaker 1: it must be similar to like a feeling you get 712 00:44:19,560 --> 00:44:22,160 Speaker 1: like bungee jumping or something where you like, I'm on 713 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:25,840 Speaker 1: the I'm standing right here in front of something dangerous, 714 00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:28,880 Speaker 1: knowing that I'm going to be fine. Yeah, I know 715 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:31,839 Speaker 1: that's pretty that's pretty exciting. I guess what makes sense 716 00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:33,160 Speaker 1: why I wouldn't like it. I don't even like a 717 00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:37,400 Speaker 1: roller coaster. No, I don't trust none, y'all nous, And 718 00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:39,799 Speaker 1: in that category, I only like roller coasters because for 719 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:42,000 Speaker 1: some reason, I'm like, I feel safe or strapped to 720 00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:46,279 Speaker 1: seven thousand pounds of steel. But I do jump it 721 00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:50,799 Speaker 1: out of an airplane. Sorry, I neither for me. I'll 722 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:53,920 Speaker 1: stay on the ground and watch and wave now John Bird, 723 00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:57,719 Speaker 1: Granger's main biographer. He says that Ella did not know 724 00:44:57,880 --> 00:45:01,720 Speaker 1: anything about this kink of Percy's before they got married, 725 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:06,040 Speaker 1: but there's a letter dated four months before their wedding 726 00:45:06,160 --> 00:45:09,880 Speaker 1: where Percy wrote to Ella quote, as far as my 727 00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:14,719 Speaker 1: taste goes, blows are most thrilling on breasts, bottom in 728 00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:19,960 Speaker 1: a thighs sex pots. I shall thoroughly, thoroughly understand if 729 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,720 Speaker 1: you cannot in any way see your way to follow 730 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:27,080 Speaker 1: up this hot wish of mine. Wow. Actually that's a 731 00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:29,680 Speaker 1: very good way to approach it. It is, you know, 732 00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:32,840 Speaker 1: to say this is something I'm into. But of course 733 00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:35,520 Speaker 1: I understand if you can't get into it right, which 734 00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:37,320 Speaker 1: is I mean, the only way to do b DSM 735 00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:39,040 Speaker 1: I think, Yeah, I have to say, if you're not 736 00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:41,480 Speaker 1: into it, then it's not fun for me either. You 737 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:45,120 Speaker 1: can't force a kink on someone, nor can you really 738 00:45:45,160 --> 00:45:47,399 Speaker 1: force them to give it up, right any I mean, 739 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:50,160 Speaker 1: like we were just saying, it's it's about the safety 740 00:45:50,200 --> 00:45:55,120 Speaker 1: and trust. You can't force a feeling of safety. Not possible. Yeah, 741 00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:57,440 Speaker 1: but how funny that you have to like write like 742 00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:59,120 Speaker 1: he's like, well, we're not together, but I want you 743 00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:02,360 Speaker 1: to know what you're in for, So what do you like? 744 00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:05,080 Speaker 1: What do I like? I don't know. That's just funny 745 00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:06,719 Speaker 1: to me. I haven't trying to write like, Okay, this 746 00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:08,440 Speaker 1: is what I'm into in bed you know before you 747 00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:13,759 Speaker 1: get here. But this the contents of the Private Matters package, 748 00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:17,279 Speaker 1: which again it included pieces of bloody clothing his many 749 00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:22,040 Speaker 1: many whips. It also included nude photos of both Ella 750 00:46:22,200 --> 00:46:26,000 Speaker 1: and Percy tied up in various positions with visible whit 751 00:46:26,080 --> 00:46:29,919 Speaker 1: marks on their back, and he even included some confessions 752 00:46:30,000 --> 00:46:33,560 Speaker 1: and a letter marked quote read this, if Ella Granger 753 00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:37,080 Speaker 1: or Percy Granger are found dead covered with whit marks, 754 00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,319 Speaker 1: I love it. I don't want anyone to misunderstand what 755 00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:46,279 Speaker 1: happened here. Yeah, He's like, if we're found dead, don't 756 00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:48,200 Speaker 1: read this. But if we're covered in whit marks and 757 00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:51,520 Speaker 1: found dead, that's when you read this. What does it say? 758 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:54,920 Speaker 1: He wrote, quote, I am a sadist and a flagelent. 759 00:46:55,520 --> 00:46:59,080 Speaker 1: My highest sexual delight is to whip a beloved woman's 760 00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:02,799 Speaker 1: body to a lesser degree. I enjoy being whipped myself, 761 00:47:03,040 --> 00:47:06,840 Speaker 1: and before marriage, used to whip myself every few weeks. Wow, 762 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:10,480 Speaker 1: he's a switch. Yeah, he's a switch totally. And so 763 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,040 Speaker 1: she must have Ella must have seen her way to 764 00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:16,200 Speaker 1: follow up his hot wish after all, because she's definitely 765 00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:19,520 Speaker 1: in these photos. I mean she's probably like, holy shit, 766 00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:22,160 Speaker 1: I've been living in the stuff, yes, society in the world. 767 00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:25,520 Speaker 1: I didn't realize I could cut loose like this. Yeah yeah, 768 00:47:25,520 --> 00:47:26,920 Speaker 1: I mean she's like, I'll give it a whirl, and 769 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:30,480 Speaker 1: then she got into it. Yeah. Now, my only complaint 770 00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:34,040 Speaker 1: right here is that he's like, opened this package of 771 00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:36,600 Speaker 1: nudy photos of me and my wife ten years after 772 00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:40,319 Speaker 1: my death. Ella's still alive, by the way, and people 773 00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:43,680 Speaker 1: are looking at these nudy photos of her in this museum. Yeah, 774 00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:45,560 Speaker 1: she didn't have a say on that, So I find 775 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:48,400 Speaker 1: that a little weird. But I guess she never complained, 776 00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:50,440 Speaker 1: so maybe he asked her I had a time, like 777 00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:53,160 Speaker 1: you careful put these pitches in, and she's like, not 778 00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:57,000 Speaker 1: that one. I don't know, that's my bad side. She's like, 779 00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,000 Speaker 1: I see that weird thing that my butt's doing in 780 00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:01,279 Speaker 1: this one. Can't we do? Let me pick a few 781 00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:03,759 Speaker 1: out for you, few out that are like I can 782 00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:07,399 Speaker 1: stand beside. Now. Obviously this kind of thing is not 783 00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:10,399 Speaker 1: this shocking right now. Just whether you get the letter 784 00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:14,200 Speaker 1: that I tell you open ten years after my death. Yeah, yeah, 785 00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:17,120 Speaker 1: it's a post fifty shades of gray world. We all 786 00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:19,799 Speaker 1: know what whippings are and things like that. It's such 787 00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:22,440 Speaker 1: a nothing thing now, right. But at the time this 788 00:48:22,560 --> 00:48:26,360 Speaker 1: was considered like a serious sexual perversion. They thought of 789 00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:28,960 Speaker 1: it as a sign of a violent and sick individual. 790 00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:33,560 Speaker 1: So that's also how Percy himself learned to contextualize it. 791 00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:37,600 Speaker 1: He thought of these urges as childlike. He wrote, quote 792 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:41,160 Speaker 1: the core of me, my inner self, My senses have 793 00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:44,280 Speaker 1: stayed like those of a child. A child at nausey 794 00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:48,440 Speaker 1: is naughty and looks to be punished for it. But 795 00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:51,919 Speaker 1: he also thought the world would eventually catch up to him, 796 00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:54,400 Speaker 1: just like he thought that it would catch up to 797 00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:56,400 Speaker 1: his kind of music that was sort of ahead of 798 00:48:56,440 --> 00:49:00,000 Speaker 1: its time. Part of his reasoning for waiting ten years 799 00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:03,279 Speaker 1: just to reveal all this sexual stuff about himself was 800 00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:06,360 Speaker 1: that he hoped by then people would be more accepting. 801 00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:10,040 Speaker 1: M probably should have waited a little ten years, right, 802 00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:15,440 Speaker 1: more than ten years in the year twenty fifty seven. Openness, 803 00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:18,839 Speaker 1: open this up and see what you think. Let's say 804 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:22,360 Speaker 1: twenty eight five, just in case, you know what, a 805 00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:25,480 Speaker 1: hundred years from now, three hundred let's say three hundred 806 00:49:25,560 --> 00:49:28,640 Speaker 1: years from now, you can find out that all I 807 00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:32,279 Speaker 1: like to ship meself? Oh wow, whatever, he has a 808 00:49:32,320 --> 00:49:37,520 Speaker 1: whole other box. Yeah, easier into this over the centuries. 809 00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,920 Speaker 1: What you thought was that you knew everything, but you don't. 810 00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:43,760 Speaker 1: Why did you think I'm made my clothes out of towels? 811 00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:48,080 Speaker 1: So that's all well and good. He thought the world 812 00:49:48,160 --> 00:49:51,400 Speaker 1: would be cool in nineteen seventy one or whatever. But 813 00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:55,200 Speaker 1: why include it at all in a museum that's austin 814 00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:58,759 Speaker 1: sensibly dedicated to music and like Australian composition, Like, what 815 00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:02,120 Speaker 1: does that have to do with anything? And it's because 816 00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:05,319 Speaker 1: Percy felt that his sex life and his music were 817 00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:10,040 Speaker 1: intrinsically linked, like his sexual urges and his creativity came 818 00:50:10,080 --> 00:50:13,560 Speaker 1: from the same place. He wrote in nineteen forty eight quote, 819 00:50:14,239 --> 00:50:16,839 Speaker 1: I cannot give a true picture of my tone art 820 00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:19,600 Speaker 1: and of my art life if I do not tell 821 00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:22,319 Speaker 1: of the cruel joy that is one of the mainstairs 822 00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:26,440 Speaker 1: of my being. Fierceness is in the keynote to my music. 823 00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:30,120 Speaker 1: The object of my music is not to entertain, but 824 00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:35,520 Speaker 1: to agonize. Oh it's supposed to sound like exactly. I mean, 825 00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:39,040 Speaker 1: it's a malfunctioning air raised Byron So. I guess that's true. 826 00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,799 Speaker 1: So yeah, in his mind, the museum about himself would 827 00:50:43,840 --> 00:50:47,280 Speaker 1: be both useless and false if he did not include 828 00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:50,960 Speaker 1: this key piece of information about Okay, okay, So my 829 00:50:51,120 --> 00:50:54,759 Speaker 1: music is like whipping you. Yeah, I love it, and 830 00:50:54,840 --> 00:50:58,200 Speaker 1: you might like it. I don't I want to leave 831 00:50:58,239 --> 00:51:02,040 Speaker 1: some marks on my audience, right, yeah, right, yeah, I 832 00:51:02,080 --> 00:51:04,680 Speaker 1: guess so. And he really was very concerned about this. 833 00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:07,800 Speaker 1: He wrote to a friend and fellow composer, Cyril Scott 834 00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:12,160 Speaker 1: in nineteen fifty six that quote, one of the greatest 835 00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:15,280 Speaker 1: and most continual worries is that I might die without 836 00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:18,840 Speaker 1: the full evilness of my sex feelings being known. To 837 00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:22,040 Speaker 1: the world or recorded, which says to me that he 838 00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:25,399 Speaker 1: was also a little bit of an exhibitionist. Right like death, 839 00:51:25,480 --> 00:51:28,320 Speaker 1: he was getting off on people on knowing that people 840 00:51:28,320 --> 00:51:30,640 Speaker 1: were going to know about this one day. I think 841 00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:32,960 Speaker 1: he might be right about that makes sense. I mean, 842 00:51:32,960 --> 00:51:36,200 Speaker 1: even though he wasn't alive to enjoy it. Yeah, maybe 843 00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,719 Speaker 1: it was enough. Maybe he was a little scared of 844 00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:41,319 Speaker 1: actually having to deal with people finding out about it, 845 00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:44,239 Speaker 1: but he still was kind of, you know, titillated by 846 00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:47,239 Speaker 1: the idea that oh, it's in the envelope now, oh, 847 00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:49,440 Speaker 1: any day someone might just open that They're going to 848 00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:55,160 Speaker 1: look at my naked body enjoy, you know. Stephanie yes 849 00:51:55,239 --> 00:51:57,960 Speaker 1: Lake says that the inclusion of what's called the Lust 850 00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:01,799 Speaker 1: branch of the museum has helped it totally surpass its 851 00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:05,000 Speaker 1: original intention, Like it was supposed to be a physical 852 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:08,759 Speaker 1: homage to Percy Granger and shed light on composition in Australia. 853 00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:13,000 Speaker 1: But in twenty seventeen, the University of Melbourne incorporated his 854 00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:17,440 Speaker 1: stuff into a case study for a history of sexualities. 855 00:52:18,160 --> 00:52:22,880 Speaker 1: Another time, fine arts students visited to create original sketches, 856 00:52:23,200 --> 00:52:27,040 Speaker 1: and postgrad students in bioethics and public health use the 857 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:30,080 Speaker 1: contents of the lust branch of the museum to analyze 858 00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:34,480 Speaker 1: the concepts of stigma and autonomy. Really a lot more 859 00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:39,640 Speaker 1: to study here than just music and whips. That is 860 00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:43,040 Speaker 1: very interesting and smart, I feel, if you try to 861 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:46,560 Speaker 1: put it to different uses. Yeah. Yeah, Percy Aldridge Granger 862 00:52:46,719 --> 00:52:49,239 Speaker 1: was a complicated man. No, okay, he's a freak in 863 00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:51,840 Speaker 1: the street. Yeah, he's a big fat racist. It's a 864 00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:56,760 Speaker 1: folk music enthusiasts, he's a mama's boy. He's a virtuoso musician, 865 00:52:57,160 --> 00:53:00,480 Speaker 1: an avant garde thinker, and a wild composer, and he 866 00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:04,360 Speaker 1: never quite achieved his aims. His greatest contribution to music 867 00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:08,839 Speaker 1: was not his wild, weird thirty pianos compositions, but rather 868 00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:13,160 Speaker 1: kickstarting a renewed interest in folk music scholarship, okay, and 869 00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:16,520 Speaker 1: of course preserving the folk music of several cultures. And 870 00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:20,680 Speaker 1: his museum turned into a shrine to sexuality rather than 871 00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:24,560 Speaker 1: to his musical genius, and more to his eccentricity also 872 00:53:24,640 --> 00:53:28,160 Speaker 1: than to his musical genius. So I mean, maybe, in 873 00:53:28,239 --> 00:53:31,080 Speaker 1: being so sure that he needed to preserve his legacy 874 00:53:31,120 --> 00:53:34,319 Speaker 1: for the future, he was very narcissistic and self satisfied, 875 00:53:34,520 --> 00:53:37,799 Speaker 1: and he definitely was, obviously, but there is something to 876 00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,279 Speaker 1: be said about being open with your sex life in 877 00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:43,600 Speaker 1: a way that frees others. As Percy himself wrote in 878 00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:48,359 Speaker 1: nineteen thirty quote, when we successfully follow and realize our lusts, 879 00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:57,560 Speaker 1: we are lords. Indeed, lords with mummies, lords with mummies, mummies, bombies. 880 00:53:57,560 --> 00:54:00,279 Speaker 1: We were talking about this earlier because we watched a 881 00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:03,719 Speaker 1: trailer for that movie with Toni Collette and Monica Bellucci, 882 00:54:04,719 --> 00:54:08,040 Speaker 1: and I was like, Mama, Mafia, Mafia, Mama, Mafia mom. 883 00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:10,920 Speaker 1: And I was like, m yeah, Tony Collette, Monica Bellucci, 884 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:13,000 Speaker 1: those are my And I was like, wait a minute, 885 00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:18,840 Speaker 1: Padre Pascal and Oscar Isaac, these are the Hollywood daddies. 886 00:54:20,120 --> 00:54:23,000 Speaker 1: Yeah they are. But women, Yeah, but women don't really 887 00:54:23,040 --> 00:54:25,960 Speaker 1: get what's the equivalent there. I mean, there's like cougar 888 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:30,200 Speaker 1: and stuff, but like what is Kate Blanchett and cougar 889 00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:32,160 Speaker 1: is a different vibe. That's what it feels like. You're 890 00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:34,520 Speaker 1: on the prowl, you're looking for. Daddies are not on 891 00:54:34,520 --> 00:54:38,120 Speaker 1: the prowl. They're just like they're here to look hot 892 00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:40,239 Speaker 1: and be in and you know when they say sit, 893 00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:44,440 Speaker 1: you sit. Yeah. So and Monica Bellucci and Toni Collette, 894 00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:47,160 Speaker 1: I would I would immediately sit for if they told 895 00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:51,719 Speaker 1: me too. So, what is mommy? Sounds like, I guess, 896 00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:56,319 Speaker 1: not sexy? Yeah, well, I mean, but that's the old trick, right. 897 00:54:56,360 --> 00:55:00,000 Speaker 1: It's like daddy to some sound sexy and to others 898 00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:02,560 Speaker 1: sounds like my father, you know, and that's not people 899 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:05,359 Speaker 1: want to get into. I don't know, I guess, yeah, 900 00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:08,560 Speaker 1: find us the mom mommy equivalent of zaddy or daddy. 901 00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:12,240 Speaker 1: What do I say besides Tony Collett and Monica Bellucci 902 00:55:12,280 --> 00:55:16,239 Speaker 1: are my mommy's because that even saying it, I'm like, 903 00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:18,799 Speaker 1: that's not what I mean. That's not what you mean. 904 00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:20,759 Speaker 1: I hear the words and it's not what I'm trying 905 00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:25,200 Speaker 1: to say. And I mentioned mother because there's, like I guess, specifically, 906 00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:28,479 Speaker 1: a lot of gay men I hear say, oh, she's 907 00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:31,600 Speaker 1: so mother, yeah, like Lady Gaga or something mother monster, right, 908 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:35,880 Speaker 1: Florence Pugh out too as well, she's so mother. But 909 00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:37,680 Speaker 1: I don't think that's what they mean either. It's not 910 00:55:37,719 --> 00:55:40,440 Speaker 1: a sexy thing. It's like, oh, that's like, I don't know, 911 00:55:40,520 --> 00:55:44,640 Speaker 1: like a safe person, and she's giving me life like 912 00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:47,440 Speaker 1: a mother. And if you make it sexual, it's weird, 913 00:55:47,560 --> 00:55:51,640 Speaker 1: like Percy grangernds like mother told me I need it 914 00:55:51,680 --> 00:55:53,600 Speaker 1: to bend over and pick out my toys. You know 915 00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:58,520 Speaker 1: you're like, who that's not comfortable? All right, Well, come through, listeners. 916 00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:00,439 Speaker 1: We need to know what the word is here. Tell 917 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:02,160 Speaker 1: us what it is. I'm going to figure out if 918 00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:04,960 Speaker 1: there might not be one, in which case give us 919 00:56:05,480 --> 00:56:07,320 Speaker 1: jump jump on a speculation station here and trying to 920 00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:10,799 Speaker 1: come up with something. Make up. Let's make one up. Yeah, 921 00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:14,960 Speaker 1: think think Kate Blanchett, Thank, Tony Collette, think Monica Blucci, 922 00:56:15,040 --> 00:56:22,040 Speaker 1: think think Halle Berry. I always am um even uh 923 00:56:22,520 --> 00:56:25,879 Speaker 1: oh Michelle Yos stepped up into that roomy, Yeah, she's 924 00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:29,840 Speaker 1: up there. All women who if they if this is 925 00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,120 Speaker 1: this is the only context I have? They if they 926 00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:36,000 Speaker 1: said sit down, I happily would I would do it 927 00:56:36,520 --> 00:56:41,560 Speaker 1: right away. Well hey, thanks again to Sarah has Asara 928 00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:44,640 Speaker 1: on Instagram. That's a great suggestion. It was really fun 929 00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:47,279 Speaker 1: to learn about Percy and his weirdness. And here was 930 00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:50,879 Speaker 1: his music is. I've enjoyed listening to it, even though 931 00:56:50,880 --> 00:56:54,160 Speaker 1: he sucks in a lot of ways, but it was 932 00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,120 Speaker 1: really cool to be able to explore b DSM in 933 00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:58,640 Speaker 1: this episode. Yeah, I don't think we really have since 934 00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:01,839 Speaker 1: we talked about Wonder Woman. God, yeah, I guess not. 935 00:57:02,200 --> 00:57:04,160 Speaker 1: I don't think we really have gotten there said, it's 936 00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,560 Speaker 1: just not that ridiculous these days. I know, it's just like, 937 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:12,360 Speaker 1: oh ho hum, you'd like to be tied up? Okay, No, 938 00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:15,799 Speaker 1: we hope that you guys also enjoyed this episode. Um, 939 00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:18,160 Speaker 1: you know we love to hear from you, so please 940 00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:21,080 Speaker 1: reach out. Our email address is ridic Romance at gmail 941 00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:23,200 Speaker 1: dot com. That's right. You can find us on Twitter 942 00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:26,240 Speaker 1: and Instagram. I'm at Oh great, it's Eli. I'm at 943 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:30,200 Speaker 1: Dynamite Boom and the show is at ridic Romance. Yeah, 944 00:57:30,200 --> 00:57:33,280 Speaker 1: and we're on TikTok as well. Ridiculous Romance. 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