WEBVTT - INTERVIEW: Lil Rel Howery On Getting Healthy, Being His Best Self, New Projects + More

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<v Speaker 1>Wake that ass up in the morning.

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<v Speaker 2>Breakfast Club Morning, Everybody's Steen j n V Jes Hilarius

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<v Speaker 2>Charlamage the guy.

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<v Speaker 3>We are the breakfast Club. We got a special guest

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<v Speaker 3>in the building.

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<v Speaker 1>He's the dream killer. Ladies and gentlemen, bigger than big

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<v Speaker 1>backs ladies gentlemen. First of all, that's not true. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying like because people, you know, everybody when

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<v Speaker 1>they see me, like, man, you know you lost Wait,

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<v Speaker 1>you look good what you're doing. And then I started

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<v Speaker 1>listening things off, like yo, I stopped drinking, I did this,

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<v Speaker 1>I did that, and then they just be staring at me.

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<v Speaker 1>So now I'm just really honest. So a big dude

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<v Speaker 1>just asked me the hallway, you know what I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 1>I told him. They just still looked at me because

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<v Speaker 1>I can see the grease staying on the jack SyES,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, well, you ain't gonna do it

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<v Speaker 1>what you said? He just let Man, I could tell

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<v Speaker 1>it hurt, but it was. I mean literally, I was

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<v Speaker 1>like therapy. I stopped drinking. This is a lifestyle I

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<v Speaker 1>started five years ago. Consistently, Dude. I literally get up

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<v Speaker 1>every morning, no matter what time, I gotta get up

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<v Speaker 1>at least go to the gym for hour. I got

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<v Speaker 1>stuff set up in my house. I go boxing three

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<v Speaker 1>times a week. It's like when you tell them, they

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<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, you really doing it? Doing it? So

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<v Speaker 1>you work work yeah, because they want you to say

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<v Speaker 1>that you got the shot. That's true, that's what that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's it. Are you doing the ozempic. It's like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't, and it's no distant nobody you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But it's funny because people roast you with

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<v Speaker 1>the ozimpic thing, even though it's commercials for like people

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<v Speaker 1>will go to my page like and say, I do

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<v Speaker 1>workouts in like ozmpic. That's all they're saying, Like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't do it, but okay, brother, I gotta hurt.

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<v Speaker 2>Though, because you actually did it, like you talk about

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<v Speaker 2>your process and now they throw ozipic on you like

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<v Speaker 2>I just told you, you know, three times a week,

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<v Speaker 2>and it used to hurt, but it don't anymore because

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<v Speaker 2>I don't understand how that's a roast and they have

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<v Speaker 2>commercials for it that say that is what it's supposed

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<v Speaker 2>to do. It's just like if I ship, it's like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh you go penicillin or pep the bismo, what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 4>And I've seen you over time and you didn't just

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<v Speaker 4>wake up like you have gradually.

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<v Speaker 1>You've seen it. It was a process. It wasn't like overnight,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess, like and then I don't know, it was

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<v Speaker 1>funny that didn't happen in the hallway. But just I'm

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<v Speaker 1>proud of myself. It's the most proud of, like happiest

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<v Speaker 1>I think I've ever been.

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<v Speaker 5>Like, be proud of black people. Because back in the day,

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<v Speaker 5>you say, damn, reroll on crack.

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<v Speaker 1>They still say stuff like that. Damn they still go say,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, crack. But then I don't even understand what

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<v Speaker 1>this like, you know, after the chat, would think you

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<v Speaker 1>would just think people would just leave people to funk

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<v Speaker 1>along life for real, Like you don't know. But if

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<v Speaker 1>I look happy, damn, but people are so sad, so

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<v Speaker 1>they be like and it.

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<v Speaker 4>Does a lot of happy crackheads. So like if the crackheads.

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<v Speaker 1>Crackheads was always skinny, Like it was a dude named

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<v Speaker 1>Johnny Cash on the West Side of Chicago who had

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<v Speaker 1>the biggest cap. He was just athletic, the most athletic

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<v Speaker 1>crackhead because he walked every fucking day. Most crackheads in

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<v Speaker 1>my era were in shape. Yeah, yeah, they really were.

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<v Speaker 1>They was picking up ship, they were shoveling, they were

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<v Speaker 1>doing all the type of ship to get the crack money.

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<v Speaker 1>So they was in shape. I never see the fat

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<v Speaker 1>crackhead though. You ain't never see the fat one. And

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<v Speaker 1>then the skinny ones was the ones, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>think they had to be kind of all ready a

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<v Speaker 1>little skinny and then it was out. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what we tell you.

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<v Speaker 5>I have never seen a dead one.

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<v Speaker 6>All the crackcads that I knew growing up still right

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<v Speaker 6>now to this day, still to this day.

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<v Speaker 1>Because crack, well crack and cocaine, right, so it's the

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<v Speaker 1>cheap ship.

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<v Speaker 5>Well crack is fried cocaine.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but it's like the cheap it's the cheap version

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<v Speaker 1>of it. I mean, that's what snowfalls are we talking about?

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<v Speaker 3>How do we get.

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<v Speaker 5>Crack is what we need?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, honestly, I think some of this ship is cracked.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't, like, nobody know what zip because for

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<v Speaker 1>diabetes and then people do it to lose well, it's

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<v Speaker 1>fucking weird. You're a weird ass time. But people comfortable

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<v Speaker 1>talking about it. Yeah, so I'm like, y'all got people

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<v Speaker 1>that's saying they're doing it like I still picking on me.

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<v Speaker 6>I won't say this though I met you a long

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<v Speaker 6>long time ago. I had to talk to on m TV.

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<v Speaker 5>Came on there. You never looked fund up to me.

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<v Speaker 5>Like the way people acting they act.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I was like I was Lavell Crawford and Bruce

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<v Speaker 1>fucking Don, Dela Weed, I was out shopped Damns weight

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<v Speaker 1>to break this said, that's what I need. I need

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<v Speaker 1>to show up and do more ship for people. We

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<v Speaker 1>got no movie man. Now, this children's movie the Kids

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<v Speaker 1>dog Man Man about dog Man is amazing, cartoon based, amazing,

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<v Speaker 1>but it is kind of dog Man ain't dark, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's because you know, they put their head together with

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<v Speaker 1>the man and but it's a really funny and fun movie.

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<v Speaker 1>I got a chance to do a Pete Davidson and

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<v Speaker 1>kids are loving this movie and it looks like it's

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<v Speaker 1>tracking to do really well. So I'm excited to be

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<v Speaker 1>in that space where we do those cartoon movies that

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<v Speaker 1>that really killed the box office, and I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be one of them.

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<v Speaker 5>Is the box office back?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, for certain stuff, I think family stuff is doing

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<v Speaker 1>well one of them days. I'm proud of what that's doing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in that too, and that's good for comedy to

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<v Speaker 1>comedy movies. And they did a good job of that too,

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<v Speaker 1>cause they did a good job of casting and just

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<v Speaker 1>making it funny because a lot of stuff just hasn't

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<v Speaker 1>been really funny funny for real again. I mean, that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm doing about. Like when I leave here, I

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<v Speaker 1>start directing my first movie that I'm starting in and

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<v Speaker 1>Tiffany's in it, and uh, I guess what I could

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<v Speaker 1>do them? Yeah, I mean, I mean, we ain't got

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<v Speaker 1>o pr budget, so I might.

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<v Speaker 3>As well just say to start now.

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<v Speaker 1>So Carlos Miller got Carlos King Batch, Tony Baker. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so this is gonna be it's gonna be fun, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I believe, like it's time to start casting comedians for

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<v Speaker 1>real in these comedies again it's comedy horror.

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<v Speaker 2>There's one comedian you ain't named that be getting busy

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<v Speaker 2>who wreksa.

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<v Speaker 3>Just yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Before I ain't going I'm not doing that.

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<v Speaker 5>Don't do that.

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<v Speaker 1>Just chances. Also, just like if it was something I love, Jess,

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<v Speaker 1>So I know we're gonna work again. So yeah, absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>I love all the time over this and you are

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<v Speaker 1>like great, Like I'm surprised, like people not begging you

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<v Speaker 1>to do more sitcoms that your timing and everything was

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<v Speaker 1>just natural and perfect.

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<v Speaker 6>But it's not a loot of sitcoms of black people nowadays,

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, not always what you call a two camera

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<v Speaker 6>what they call it.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh multi cam yeh, yeah, no it's not. It's I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>but you still got like the Miss Pat Show, the Upshells. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I think I just think we just got to

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<v Speaker 1>like we just gotta do it. I mean, Bounce got

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<v Speaker 1>a bunch of but.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you say, nobody watching Bounce, but you can create

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<v Speaker 6>something that maybe somebody will watch on it.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I think it's time to like start downplaying those

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<v Speaker 1>places like the Bounces and all these different places, like

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<v Speaker 1>let's go there, let's bring out material that we're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get to these other spots. Go to the place

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<v Speaker 1>it's gonna accept your material.

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<v Speaker 6>But it's the money thing too. I agree with you,

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<v Speaker 6>But you know, we can't just go to these places

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<v Speaker 6>and do charity. They got to have the budget.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, the budgets ain't that great for the other stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>the big stuff neither they cut everything, so you might

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<v Speaker 1>as well go to a place that's gonna let you

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<v Speaker 1>creatively do what you're supposed to do, do what you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do. That's why, like two Bees a Lick,

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<v Speaker 1>I love to know. I'm oh, no, no, don't proudly

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<v Speaker 1>say you got a.

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<v Speaker 5>Joke about Yeah right, it's smart.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't think there's no better comedy on the planet

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<v Speaker 6>than to be but the unintention So.

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<v Speaker 1>Could you imagine if they had a really good meeting

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<v Speaker 1>with them, And that's one of the things I approached

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<v Speaker 1>them about. Like it's like because I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>just give them content. I'm like, yo, I want to

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<v Speaker 1>be let me be an executive over here. Let me

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<v Speaker 1>help with your literally let me be let me run

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<v Speaker 1>your comedy, help bring the stuff in there. But I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to give them my special. I just shot you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I did a comedy festival last year and I shot

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<v Speaker 1>my special there. So I feel like two Bees a

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<v Speaker 1>Lick Man.

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<v Speaker 6>We got ninety four million, ninety million monthly viewers or

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<v Speaker 6>something crazy number, like.

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<v Speaker 1>They got the viewer Like that's why it's trying to

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<v Speaker 1>really like, if they're smart, just you literally could do

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<v Speaker 1>what Netflix did just start taking in really good content

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<v Speaker 1>like w B it ship.

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<v Speaker 6>I want to do a breakfast club murder mystery on

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<v Speaker 6>to be one of my favorite shows on.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do a breakfast club murder mystery.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, because I like this show called just what was

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<v Speaker 6>on it called I Got a Story to Tell an

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<v Speaker 6>ology series? Yeah, man, that ships so good. You seen

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<v Speaker 6>the Gastation Pill episode.

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<v Speaker 5>With young Jockeys?

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<v Speaker 1>That was that was? That was good. Ronnie Jordan was

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<v Speaker 1>really good and hilarious.

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<v Speaker 6>Jock to have asked you to play an ugly person

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<v Speaker 6>like Broll, we needed to play what the in the

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<v Speaker 6>show had to be a he was his character was

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<v Speaker 6>supposed to be ugly.

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<v Speaker 3>But start with that.

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<v Speaker 1>Never said was that the character description?

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<v Speaker 5>Like, seriously, have you seen.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean just that he they called him. I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>never been asked to play an ugly person. Well, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I had asked Kat Williams. He said I'm ugly, so

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I have say that call me ugly? He called

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<v Speaker 1>me the ugliest nigga. He's like, man, you go to

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<v Speaker 1>the mall in Atlanta, ain't nobody gonna talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, that's weird. Like I did well in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was single with with what you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 5>I was in the streets. What I'm saying with men

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<v Speaker 5>women in Atlanta, Jesus, charm no real nowadays identify arlam.

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<v Speaker 1>You I'm not talking about.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm talking about specifically asked me, yes, the internet, because

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<v Speaker 6>I don't want them to take this out of context.

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<v Speaker 3>He wanted to know what you forever.

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<v Speaker 1>Take it out of context? Did you make it context? Man?

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<v Speaker 1>Like you made a context? What did you do? Man?

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<v Speaker 3>He just called you ugly?

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<v Speaker 1>Want to know what you call you? Identifying everything? Use

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<v Speaker 1>those and Jesus surprised.

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<v Speaker 5>You just trying up and down?

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<v Speaker 1>You can jump? You didn't go that far? I mean

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<v Speaker 1>you you you took it. I mean, come on. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of the stuff was a conversation were about the crack era.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, I was on crack. You see what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>But I've never seen you with the man. I would

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<v Speaker 2>never ask, hey, when you was Atlanta that you did

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<v Speaker 2>the man a woman I was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was only the ladies Atlanta. Atlanta is full of

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<v Speaker 1>gorgeous black women. When I was in my single days,

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<v Speaker 1>it was I used to have good times out there.

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<v Speaker 5>How much did how has being engaged changed you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm cool, I'm chilling, you know. You just I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>in no thirsty place, you know what I'm saying. But

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<v Speaker 1>I was like that before I even proposed her. I

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<v Speaker 1>just got to a point where I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to chill. I'm grown, I'm not you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. I like, literally just love being

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<v Speaker 1>around my girl. That's it.

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<v Speaker 4>And it's your second time I getting married both of us.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's both our second time around. So and we

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we ain't diddy everybody when you're gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 1>We possibly may have a reality show, and so we

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<v Speaker 1>may wait to do it and shot it on the show.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, do you want to do that?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Because what I want to do is actually people

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<v Speaker 1>to see the real conversation about because I don't necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>want to win, so she does. So we've actually stopped

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<v Speaker 1>talking about it so we could save it for the show,

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<v Speaker 1>so people could really see what this real conversation is.

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<v Speaker 1>Why don't you want to wedd I think it's overrated.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I talked about that at one time.

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<v Speaker 5>By the way, that started a real conversation.

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<v Speaker 3>I just don't lie.

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<v Speaker 5>But just in everyday life, people was talking to me

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<v Speaker 5>about it.

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<v Speaker 3>I think you said the wedding of the marriage was Yeah, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Gotta prepare what you gotta prepare for marriage. I think

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<v Speaker 1>you should be focused on the marriage, but also we

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<v Speaker 1>should be I think we should treat out of visaries

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<v Speaker 1>like weddings, but how we gonna celebrations. It's like it's

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<v Speaker 1>like for kids start school right here, freshman, we give

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<v Speaker 1>them the graduation this freshman year. You don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>this nigga gonna stay in school the whole four years. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that's what I said. I think we should take

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<v Speaker 1>out of virtuaries, make those the big celebrations are not

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<v Speaker 1>the weddings.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, when you say it like that, it's like you

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<v Speaker 2>spend all this money on the wedding and you don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how long it's gonna last.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all, I ain't been through nothing. It ain't nothing to

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<v Speaker 1>really celebrate. I think anniversaries deserved that energy.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, yeah, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 6>I like it when you said it last time, like

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<v Speaker 6>put put the nobody puts the thought and the emphasis

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<v Speaker 6>into the marriage.

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<v Speaker 5>What is this marriage?

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<v Speaker 1>What does marriage gonna be like? And then like, especially

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<v Speaker 1>if y'all got through a tough year. Yes, I want

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<v Speaker 1>you motherfuckers to celebrate me, right, we went through a

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<v Speaker 1>tough time, like celebrate make anniversaries bigger, spending all this

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<v Speaker 1>money on these ways because now everybody break up so

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<v Speaker 1>quick too. It looks just crazy.

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<v Speaker 6>But how would that affect you? I guess the times

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<v Speaker 6>are so different now you could do whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 6>I was about to say, how would that affect you

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<v Speaker 6>doing reality TV and still doing film?

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<v Speaker 5>But I guess it don't even matter, I.

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<v Speaker 1>Think nowadays because it's not just it wouldn't just be

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<v Speaker 1>more or less the folks to be on her because

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<v Speaker 1>I think she's amazing and on like blending our families

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<v Speaker 1>and things like that. So like also too, it's some

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<v Speaker 1>fun to watch the way I'm moving in my career too.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, it's a lot of things people don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I really, man, I really been on my business

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<v Speaker 1>this season for me, this is the season of business

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<v Speaker 1>for me. So and that's why I did a festival,

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I'm directing, That's why I'm producing and doing

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<v Speaker 1>all this stuff. I'm in boss mode now.

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<v Speaker 5>In Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what's fun? I don't I think everything is Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 1>Something I wish somebody would say, because I always hear like,

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<v Speaker 1>like I shout out to my homeboy Country Wayne, but

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<v Speaker 1>he always kind of talking about like going against Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm like, bro, you in Hollywood, Like you're you're filming,

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<v Speaker 1>making movies. That is Hollywood. I think we keep thinking

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood is a place and it's an industry. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>care if you put stuff on content on Instagram. You're

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<v Speaker 1>part of Hollywood. You know what I'm saying, That's that's Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 1>So like I just I just think we I think

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<v Speaker 1>people love to just say I'm not a part of

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<v Speaker 1>this thing, but damn, Hollywood is Hollywood. As long as

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<v Speaker 1>you're making movies and TV even skits and all that stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>episodic stuff, that's Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I actually feel like the traditional Hollywood is kind

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<v Speaker 6>of behind the eight ball because you got these people

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<v Speaker 6>like the Country and Drew Skies whoever. They just like

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<v Speaker 6>they doing all of these kids and sketches every single day.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like watching the TV show every day.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it don't exist. I mean it don't exist in

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<v Speaker 1>a good way. It's actually embracing more people. That's why,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, we're talking about too b I do

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<v Speaker 1>love that we are embracing these other filmmakers, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Like it's just it's coming from everywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not like I think we just be so full.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just feel good. I guess to say, Hollywood, it's like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't even shooting a La for real, no more.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah about you about to be out here in Jersey

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<v Speaker 6>your life? You said what you're gonna be out in Jersey?

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<v Speaker 5>Lot? They got the Lions.

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<v Speaker 1>Shoot, we're shooting at Detroit, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>But we're shooting that, so like it's it's I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>hopefully La honestly work on his tax credit because especially

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<v Speaker 1>with the fires and everything, you want to see that

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<v Speaker 1>community get built back up, and so hopefully work on

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<v Speaker 1>these tax and centives because there's nothing being shot in La,

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<v Speaker 1>which is yep.

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<v Speaker 3>Were you affected by the fires at all?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? No, we only had to evacuate one time, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's because of the kind of fires which was really

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<v Speaker 1>close to us, like we can see it, and but

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<v Speaker 1>it was only going for one day. But I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>sleep that whole first week because you didn't you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the phones was going off. I was watching the news

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<v Speaker 1>the whole time, making sure the fan was good because

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't know when you had to pick up and leave,

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<v Speaker 1>and you had to have the mindset of all, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a chance all this stuff is gonna be gone.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you pack up what you wanted just in case,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm gonna put this right here in the car,

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<v Speaker 2>just in case we gotta go.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I just took Honestly, I was okay with losing

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the stuff. I was more, let's just

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<v Speaker 1>all the papers and stuff there reporting papers. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even think I was like all these Jordan's

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<v Speaker 1>is gone. Yeah. I was like, yeah, that is, it

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<v Speaker 1>is what it is, but it's it's That was one

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<v Speaker 1>of the craziest things I've been and I'm, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>from Chicago, but like this that fire thing and the

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<v Speaker 1>ambers was flying everywhere. I ain't never seen them because

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<v Speaker 1>it was so windy. It was like two days where

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<v Speaker 1>it felt like like Hurricane Wins. It was. It was

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<v Speaker 1>frightening and they couldn't stop the fires because of that,

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<v Speaker 1>Like the fire departments and and shout out to like man,

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<v Speaker 1>the firefighters, like they got all those young people that

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<v Speaker 1>you know that's in jail that came out as they

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<v Speaker 1>did most of work. It was crazy.

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<v Speaker 6>So what's the point of being in La now if

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<v Speaker 6>you're not from La? Like with everybody who's from LA,

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<v Speaker 6>because they're people who like, really love La. That's they

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<v Speaker 6>wrap it in a real way. They don't even think

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<v Speaker 6>what y'all do, what we're doing. We go out there and.

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<v Speaker 1>Really law like, yeah, y'all transplants exactly.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So what's the reason for you to be out

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<v Speaker 5>did that?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't know how long we're going to

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<v Speaker 1>stay out there, to be honest with you, but I

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<v Speaker 1>love La, you know, and you just talk because wife

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<v Speaker 1>people was talking. We had it was a real conversation

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<v Speaker 1>about it because I don't know. I'm just I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>in a rush to leave, you know what i mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I like La and I'm from Chicago. I think

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<v Speaker 1>you should live outside of where you grew up at.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, if we moved, probably gonna to Mississippi though,

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<v Speaker 1>Missippi that's where she's from. You know, people got a

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of land out there, So I'm like, dude, we

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<v Speaker 1>might as well go down there and build something.

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<v Speaker 6>If I'm not mistaken, there's always been a connected like

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<v Speaker 6>a lot of people who who came to Mississippi back

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<v Speaker 6>in the day migrated to Chicago.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's a whole. I think that's why me and

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<v Speaker 1>her hit it off, to be quite honest with you,

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<v Speaker 1>because it's I love a country, country, southern black girl

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<v Speaker 1>and she's a black girl because people love to call

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<v Speaker 1>her not black.

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<v Speaker 5>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I be let me tell you this is what I catch.

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<v Speaker 1>I catch it for losing weight, and I catch it

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<v Speaker 1>for like, yeah, cat said, you got them light skin,

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<v Speaker 1>You got your light skin. They gave you, They gave

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<v Speaker 1>you that light skinned girl around, they gave Hollywood gave it.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, what do they do this? What the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck are y'all talking about? They don't be giving out people.

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<v Speaker 5>Did the motivate you to lose any of the weight anyway?

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<v Speaker 1>Nah? I was. I was more or less like when

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<v Speaker 1>I saw Get Out. I didn't like the way I looked,

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<v Speaker 1>but and it wasn't necessary the physical part. It was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, you know, you could see how I know

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<v Speaker 1>it was a great moment, but I could see how

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<v Speaker 1>sad I was. Even when I was doing a real show,

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<v Speaker 1>I was still trying to figure things out. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>until I went to therapy for real, Shola man, And

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<v Speaker 1>it was like, Damn, I really buried so much ship

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<v Speaker 1>that I didn't even know that was buried. And then

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<v Speaker 1>you come from the crib from Chicago. Even some of

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<v Speaker 1>the stuff that I grew up seeing, I normalized it,

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<v Speaker 1>and that ship was affecting me. So until I went

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<v Speaker 1>to therapy and really talked this ship out, I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>realize I had all that shit going on.

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<v Speaker 4>I really didn't that you can speak to that because

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<v Speaker 4>you were you were very reserved on set, like it

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<v Speaker 4>was quiet you just like there was.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of pressure on me on that set, man.

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<v Speaker 4>And I didn't know you as well as you know,

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<v Speaker 4>like your friends knew you and all that type of stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>But I could still see you know, it was definitely

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<v Speaker 4>did you had your kids with you out there. It

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<v Speaker 4>was a lot of things that you had to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Also to you, I'm trying to make a show to

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<v Speaker 1>impress black people, which is so fucking tough to do. Lord,

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<v Speaker 1>have mercy, you know. I learned a big lesson from there.

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<v Speaker 1>You just gotta creatively do what you do because you're not.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody always gonna find something wrong with something, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, So, like I learned a lot from

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<v Speaker 1>doing a real show. It's even just learning to like

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<v Speaker 1>delegate better. You know, a lot of times you saw

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<v Speaker 1>me because I was always thinking about what I had

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<v Speaker 1>to do. So I learned a lot. I mean, like

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<v Speaker 1>betwe once again, between therapy and then owning a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of stuff, like I do everything so much better. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a better person on every set I own. I bring

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<v Speaker 1>better energy. Even that sometimes I was overdoing my blackness sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>like on sets like yeah, you ain't gonna take me

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<v Speaker 1>what to say, you know, and all that shit, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, well, you're doing too much. So going to

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<v Speaker 1>therapy made me literally overanalyze myself and own a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of my bullshit.

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<v Speaker 3>You want to do?

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<v Speaker 6>Was sad too, That's that's a very specific word.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I was. I was hurting because I was going

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<v Speaker 1>through a divorce, like rou Don't Get Out was Carmichael show,

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<v Speaker 1>and so going through a divorce trying to figure out

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I think most dads don't talk about this,

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<v Speaker 1>but when you know the kids are with your mom,

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<v Speaker 1>and they was with the mom and they was with

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<v Speaker 1>you and now you by yourself. Man, that's an adjustment.

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<v Speaker 1>And most men don't talk about it, you know, because

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<v Speaker 1>everybody think, are you out here back? You know, because

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<v Speaker 1>most you know, the baby mom's like are you here

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<v Speaker 1>living it up? And then it like no, I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>laying in their rooms because I miss them. I'm sad

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<v Speaker 1>as fuck because I don't have that energy around anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So I was really I

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<v Speaker 1>was really sad and I had to really when I

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<v Speaker 1>talked to my therapist about it, I had to open

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<v Speaker 1>up about stuff that I didn't even know that was

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<v Speaker 1>buried like that, and to.

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<v Speaker 6>The outside world, that was your moment, like you know,

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<v Speaker 6>you was having your big break get out, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's what kept me alive though Charlemagne was the

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<v Speaker 1>art performing kept me alive. Like if I had to

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<v Speaker 1>deal with what I was truly thinking about myself, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I'm sure you learned this in therapy. They say that,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, staying busy as a response to trauma.

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<v Speaker 5>That's what I learned. So and I don't I never

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<v Speaker 5>saw you take a break.

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<v Speaker 1>Nope. Yeah, I mean if you think about that time

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing, like I mean, look, this is about it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't get enough credit, Like I'll be looking

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<v Speaker 1>at it like I was literally talking to I was

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<v Speaker 1>doing the interview yesterday. I was talking about how I

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<v Speaker 1>saw one of those pictures with all the comedians on there,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like you know these and I'm like, how

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<v Speaker 1>the hell I'm never owned these lists? Like I to

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<v Speaker 1>get out, I did like thirty movies. How many stand

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<v Speaker 1>up comics have done that? Which specials and had a sitcom?

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<v Speaker 1>So I can't make none of these lists.

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<v Speaker 5>We'll tell me who the list is first.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you know what it is. It's the same people.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the picture with with the greats on there, Eddie Richard,

0:20:32.400 --> 0:20:38.160
<v Speaker 1>the King's all those guys, Chris Dave Kevin, Eddie Griffith,

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<v Speaker 1>I saw Jay Farrell and there they had Gerard on there, Martin.

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<v Speaker 1>You know the list. But it's like, if you think

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<v Speaker 1>about it, when you look as totality as a resume,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how many of those guys, even the

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<v Speaker 1>ones who's great, match it with my resume.

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<v Speaker 3>Why do you feel like they don't put you on

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<v Speaker 3>the list.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't know. Sometimes I feel like either

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<v Speaker 1>either I've made it look really easy because I mean

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm still a beast on stage, like it ain't

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<v Speaker 1>like any audience person to come see me, lie, because

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes I always surprise my audiences because some of them

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<v Speaker 1>only see me in movies and they be like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>you're hysterical. I'm like, yeah, I'm a really good stand

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<v Speaker 1>up comic.

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<v Speaker 2>Too, is it because sometimes they look at you, possibly

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<v Speaker 2>as a loner, Like when you see these comedians, you

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<v Speaker 2>see comedians with each other.

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<v Speaker 3>We always see real by himself.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, but shit, Eddie Griffin, don't be hanging out

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<v Speaker 1>with nobody.

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<v Speaker 6>I know that you've been doing it for a long time,

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<v Speaker 6>but to the general public.

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<v Speaker 5>It hasn't even been ten years.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but think about this, if you truly look at

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<v Speaker 1>I literally did it in such an old school, like

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<v Speaker 1>I would at least think my people will at least

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<v Speaker 1>push because I, like, I came from the chilling circuit.

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<v Speaker 1>I did it literally step by step. I was on

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<v Speaker 1>Comic View.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, create people don't remember that.

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<v Speaker 5>But if you didn't a plan.

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<v Speaker 1>But then but that's what I'm saying, like even that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>but they still put them on these lists, Like I think, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>it has to come from the other comedians, right, And

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<v Speaker 1>I've never from the other comics, Like comics that text me.

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<v Speaker 1>I have comics that would never tweet or instagram. They

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<v Speaker 1>love my specials, but they'll text me, And that to me,

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<v Speaker 1>that's the part of that. Like weird, it is a

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<v Speaker 1>clickie thing. Some of this stuff is a little clubby,

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<v Speaker 1>but like I don't know, I think. And also to

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<v Speaker 1>it's on me a little bit where when I had

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<v Speaker 1>the heat on me, like like extremely on me, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't necessarily want to press for it. And that's because

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<v Speaker 1>I was in a place where not necessarily just sad.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't know, I just didn't feel I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want them to see me. That's that's real shit. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want that because I wasn't I didn't like the

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't like how it felt, even though things was

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<v Speaker 1>going great, because think about that we get out, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>I should have been on some magazine covers. I could

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<v Speaker 1>have did that stuff. I was just like, let the

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<v Speaker 1>work speak for itself. Let me just stand it back.

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>Culturally though, like culturally I felt like, you know, that

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<v Speaker 6>character't get Out was a big deal.

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<v Speaker 1>I've done some culture things like even just being on

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<v Speaker 1>and secure that's a big culture thing, even like doing

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<v Speaker 1>movies like Judas in the Black Messiah, like being a

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<v Speaker 1>part of I've been a part of some really powerful moments,

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<v Speaker 1>like even when Jay did his four four four album

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<v Speaker 1>and that and when we did that we did that

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<v Speaker 1>music video the Black Friends, and it was me eas

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<v Speaker 1>Like I've been a part of some really cool things.

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<v Speaker 1>I just never participated in hyping myself up like I

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<v Speaker 1>should have.

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<v Speaker 6>It is interesting, right, and I'll be having these conversations sometimes,

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<v Speaker 6>like when I look at like you and Gerard called Michael,

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<v Speaker 6>y'all had everything right, Like y'all had the sitcoms, the

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<v Speaker 6>HBO specials, the big movies.

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<v Speaker 5>But then it's still don't.

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<v Speaker 6>Cut through like connect like a eighty five South show

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<v Speaker 6>or a Duvall or.

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<v Speaker 1>Well that's true and not true. It's just spaces for everything, right.

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<v Speaker 1>And so like you think about Carmichael Show, that's still

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<v Speaker 1>a very well loved show, like so many people still

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it and still like approach me about it.

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<v Speaker 1>But once again, Girard is kind of like me too.

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<v Speaker 1>I think until we saw like Gerard, we're seeing I'm

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<v Speaker 1>coming to his own too. Now he's a lot more

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<v Speaker 1>open about everything than he's ever been. You know, we

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<v Speaker 1>saw that by the time we got to Rock Thaniel.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, That's why he had his moment,

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<v Speaker 1>That's why he wanted in me. That's why you saw

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<v Speaker 1>him getting more attention with that. And so I think

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<v Speaker 1>that might be my season now, to be quite honest

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<v Speaker 1>with you, cause now I'm like, you know, some like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm such a nerd as shit. I purposely did everything

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<v Speaker 1>I did so I could be one of the greatest.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to sit KWN with my name on it

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<v Speaker 1>on Network TV that all that shit was done on purpose.

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<v Speaker 1>Even just the way I did the movies, it's based

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<v Speaker 1>off like what Bernie Mack did. Like if I get

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<v Speaker 1>one small role, it's like Bernie, I killed any role, Okay, real,

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<v Speaker 1>make sure even if it's small, be memorable, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So, but now I'm in a place

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<v Speaker 1>now even just like even just having a great PR

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<v Speaker 1>team I have. Now, this is the most I've ever been.

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel good, I'm happy, and I believe in

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<v Speaker 1>myself for real. So maybe I'm comfortable showing people who

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<v Speaker 1>I am.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, But I also think it's like you said, is

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<v Speaker 2>being seen right if you think of some of the

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<v Speaker 2>comedians that you name, Yeah, see them all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's not just see them on billboards. You see

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<v Speaker 2>them at the game, you see them at these events.

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<v Speaker 2>You see them all the time, and you picture and

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<v Speaker 2>you see them all the time. Even in the newspapers.

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<v Speaker 2>You see them all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, that's why I've been participating more. It's so funny

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<v Speaker 1>because like I did that Jennifer Hudson walked in and

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<v Speaker 1>came out yesterday and people have been fucking.

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<v Speaker 5>With but that.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's what I'm saying. That's a part of I know.

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<v Speaker 1>But it connect because I feel good though, and be

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm telling you, I'm really confident and I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>happy because almost like I feel I'm excited about letting

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<v Speaker 1>people feel my energy. But at that time I didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>and almost some of that stuff I didn't know if

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like I deserved.

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<v Speaker 5>It in pasta syndrome.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah I was. I was in a weird place, and

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<v Speaker 1>I could be honest about that. At the time, I

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<v Speaker 1>could even admit to that, even when like Gerardine could

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<v Speaker 1>tell someone was going on and I couldn't articulate it

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<v Speaker 1>to my friends what was going on yet because I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't understand.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm about to ask for earlier, do you do a

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<v Speaker 2>couple of theapees with your fiance.

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<v Speaker 1>We're thinking about it. She thinks we should do it,

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<v Speaker 1>but let me say this. I think we should do it.

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<v Speaker 1>But for me, it was like, I want her to

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<v Speaker 1>go to therapy consistently on her own first, because women

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<v Speaker 1>love to do this couple of ship but won't work

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<v Speaker 1>on their personal ship. You know what I mean. So

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<v Speaker 1>I love therapy, then you should love therapy. And we

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<v Speaker 1>both consistently going therapy. Cool. We could go talk to

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<v Speaker 1>somebody together because we know how to do therapy right.

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<v Speaker 3>She has to find the right person for her though

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<v Speaker 3>as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean she had, she's where she who she's

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<v Speaker 1>talking to now? She she absolutely loves. So we'll find

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<v Speaker 1>like And it's interesting with couples therapy because I'll be

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<v Speaker 1>watching like shows like like Shrinking is one of my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite shows. I love. Damn I love that show. Watch Shrinking.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw a couple of so good and so like.

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<v Speaker 1>It's interesting because you know, most couples go to like

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<v Speaker 1>the pastors, and I don't know, it's interested to find

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<v Speaker 1>who I couples therapy personally.

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<v Speaker 6>It's what you're saying is interesting because it's hard enough

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<v Speaker 6>to start seeing yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so when you and your.

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<v Speaker 6>Partner to get together and y'all start feeling back them

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<v Speaker 6>lazers and you thought one thing and she thinks another,

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<v Speaker 6>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 5>You wrong with just you.

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<v Speaker 1>But I mean, but even though we don't go to therapy,

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<v Speaker 1>we do that a lot and it's been beautiful. Like

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<v Speaker 1>even one day, I think a couple of weeks ago,

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<v Speaker 1>she was like, we need to communicate better. I'm like,

0:27:08.720 --> 0:27:11.720
<v Speaker 1>we're actually doing it. We just not agreeing.

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<v Speaker 5>That's real.

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<v Speaker 1>We talking about it. And I think that's maturity too,

0:27:16.480 --> 0:27:19.520
<v Speaker 1>being able to have a conversation and not agree, like

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<v Speaker 1>nobody has to win this when you get.

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<v Speaker 3>Dead, that's good. That's when your relationship is good. Because

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<v Speaker 3>first couple of years, like I said, most people mind,

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<v Speaker 3>is you fighting win? You just want to win.

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<v Speaker 2>When you realize now we got two different opinions, all right,

0:27:33.520 --> 0:27:34.720
<v Speaker 2>let's keep it moving.

0:27:34.880 --> 0:27:36.960
<v Speaker 3>That's that's when you've established them.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's that's where we're at too, And I actually

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<v Speaker 1>love that, Like I love the way I don't know

0:27:42.920 --> 0:27:45.520
<v Speaker 1>man even with that right, like to be legitimately in

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<v Speaker 1>love and appreciate what love really is and a partner man,

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<v Speaker 1>that's his next level. I like really appreciate her, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, Like I love talking to it

0:27:54.520 --> 0:27:57.120
<v Speaker 1>and not once again, even when we don't agree. It's

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<v Speaker 1>so interesting because she'll sometimes she'll get really on ten.

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<v Speaker 5>I'd be like, all right, you love it like you

0:28:02.400 --> 0:28:04.560
<v Speaker 5>love your kids. They always say, they always.

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<v Speaker 6>If you love somebody the way you love your kids

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<v Speaker 6>and you you're really in love.

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<v Speaker 1>I think your partner is a whole other level of

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<v Speaker 1>that too, though, because I remember, like when my dad,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, when my mom passed and just we're trying,

0:28:16.720 --> 0:28:20.040
<v Speaker 1>we were trying to figure out his pain because he

0:28:20.160 --> 0:28:22.320
<v Speaker 1>did lou he lost somebody who was his best friend,

0:28:22.400 --> 0:28:25.920
<v Speaker 1>who he like decided they made that decision together. That's

0:28:25.960 --> 0:28:29.320
<v Speaker 1>a whole other type of love and relationship. So I

0:28:29.359 --> 0:28:30.199
<v Speaker 1>just think it's different.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that you feel like she should get therapy for

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<v Speaker 4>herself first, Like what are some things that you that

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<v Speaker 4>you see that she needs to work on, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>individually before a couple don't get in trouble.

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<v Speaker 6>Nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>No, she's working on She's working on everything. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>we both are like and I ain't gonna put her

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<v Speaker 1>personal stuff because we do really talk about it, but

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<v Speaker 1>she's working on it. Like that's why she goes out

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<v Speaker 1>there like Danella is so it is crazy. It's really

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<v Speaker 1>the stuff she's working on is all it's going to

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<v Speaker 1>do is make her even great her and like for me,

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<v Speaker 1>I see her and that's one of the things like

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes when I kind of get on her about things,

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<v Speaker 1>it's because I see I can see the great dis

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<v Speaker 1>in her, you know what I'm saying, And like when

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<v Speaker 1>somebody really see like I mean, honestly, I tell her

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<v Speaker 1>this all the time. I stopped drinking because I had

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<v Speaker 1>the right woman. It was something I wanted to do

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time but I couldn't. I don't know. Whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever I needed, she was able to provide for me.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was from this, like I know you want

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<v Speaker 1>to get better, and I'm not gonna even like poke

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<v Speaker 1>at you about it. I'm gonna just cover you and

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<v Speaker 1>pray for you, and man, I'm gonna be there for

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<v Speaker 1>you and I'm gonna let you know I'm proud of

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<v Speaker 1>you when you're doing And that's what she did. And

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<v Speaker 1>I literally just told her that, like it's like one

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<v Speaker 1>of our weird emotional crime because that's where I'm at too,

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<v Speaker 1>like the tears come down there, like like some days

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<v Speaker 1>I wake up and I just be like, I like

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<v Speaker 1>can't believe. I'm like, you saved me, Like she literally

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<v Speaker 1>to me, saved my life. Yeah, well I got to go.

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<v Speaker 5>You got to go. But what got you to a

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<v Speaker 5>place of worthy?

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<v Speaker 1>Mm oh that's a good question. Wow, you know, And

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<v Speaker 1>that's that at first I didn't feel like it because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you go through. It's so funny that happened

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<v Speaker 1>with the fires too a little bit, where like I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of felt guilty that I placed it catch fire

0:30:22.120 --> 0:30:25.240
<v Speaker 1>in a weird way because I felt bad for everybody,

0:30:25.680 --> 0:30:29.080
<v Speaker 1>like people lost everything. I'm like, dang, why do I

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<v Speaker 1>feel guilty about being kind of blessed in a way

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<v Speaker 1>because it didn't happen to me. But it's the same thing.

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<v Speaker 1>It was, like, you know, when I felt when I

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<v Speaker 1>felt worthy for real, Charlotte Mane, it was really here

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<v Speaker 1>we yo. It was one of the therapy sessions, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And I remember my therapist was I was trying to

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<v Speaker 1>explain to I don't know what I was saying to

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<v Speaker 1>maybe acting like I didn't deserve some of the stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't understand why. And that's when we started doing

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<v Speaker 1>that exercise to talk to little me, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, Like, yo to the kid who had the dream,

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<v Speaker 1>who was on the West side of Chicago watching the

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<v Speaker 1>TV right like, dang, I wish I could, Like it

0:31:09.800 --> 0:31:13.520
<v Speaker 1>didn't seem realistic. Like even when we say Hollywood from

0:31:13.560 --> 0:31:16.040
<v Speaker 1>where I live, I'm like, what is that a real place?

0:31:16.760 --> 0:31:20.880
<v Speaker 1>It felt like os But then like she was like,

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<v Speaker 1>talk to little you, because you actually did it. And

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<v Speaker 1>so that's when I had that moment like oh shit,

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<v Speaker 1>I went back and told little me, like, dude, we

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<v Speaker 1>made it. We made it in that movie theater where

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<v Speaker 1>like you, you would sit there for hours and watch

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<v Speaker 1>back to bad movies, cause it was just taking you,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, away from whatever you you made it inside

0:31:38.000 --> 0:31:40.800
<v Speaker 1>the TV like you and the thing you're You're part

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<v Speaker 1>of this beautiful, great up dream you had and you

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<v Speaker 1>worthy of it, like you earned it fan, and I

0:31:52.160 --> 0:31:55.280
<v Speaker 1>was like, damn. And that's really when I felt worthy.

0:31:55.320 --> 0:31:57.760
<v Speaker 1>And that's why, like I love that, you know, one

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<v Speaker 1>of the biggest compliments I do get more than anything.

0:31:59.800 --> 0:32:04.080
<v Speaker 1>It's like, dude, you just seem happy and I'm like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so comfortable and just even though not just being real,

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<v Speaker 1>Like even my relationship with God is on the whole

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<v Speaker 1>other level, you know what I'm saying, Like, it's just

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<v Speaker 1>the conversations I have with God now, be so honest. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and so like lately, I'll say it again, like this's

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<v Speaker 1>probably been the most emotional I've ever been in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I just wake up sometimes with a new praise every

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<v Speaker 1>single day, and I'm loving what I do more now,

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<v Speaker 1>even just like you know, promoting dog Man and I'm like, Wow,

0:32:36.960 --> 0:32:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm in this animated movie that's one of those big movies,

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<v Speaker 1>and I get a chance for a book that the

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<v Speaker 1>voice has never existed and the first time a kid

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<v Speaker 1>hears Chief talk, it's me. That's so cool. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm literally enjoying every aspect of this now more than

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<v Speaker 1>I ever have.

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<v Speaker 5>Gratitude.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, should got to go guys.

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<v Speaker 2>It man absolutely Manral, ladies and gentlemen, make sure you

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<v Speaker 2>check out dog Man in theaters now.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's the Breakfast Club.

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<v Speaker 1>Good morning, Wake that ass up Earth in the morning.

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<v Speaker 3>The Breakfast Club