WEBVTT - Dave Schools

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome, Welcome, Welcome back to the Bob Left Sense Podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>My guest today is Dave's Schools. You know him as

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<v Speaker 1>the basis for Widespread Panic. He's a record producer, remember

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<v Speaker 1>the hard working Americans and a great guy to boot Dave.

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<v Speaker 1>Great to have you here. Thank you for having me, Bob.

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<v Speaker 1>How you doing. I'm doing well. You know an email

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<v Speaker 1>you said you wanted to talk about the Beatles documentary

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<v Speaker 1>Get Back. So what did you have to say about that?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I could say so much. We don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to burn all of our time on it, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's so important. And I watched it all in one

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<v Speaker 1>fell swoop over Thanksgiving weekend, and I mean I was

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<v Speaker 1>just blown away. And I guess the primary thing for

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<v Speaker 1>someone of my age. I was born in nineteen sixty four,

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<v Speaker 1>and I got turned onto the Beatles when I was

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<v Speaker 1>probably in third or fourth grade, single by single, uh

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<v Speaker 1>gigging into the past. And I went to see the

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<v Speaker 1>Let It Be movie at the late night midnight movie

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in high school, and I realized that

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like we've been kind of lied to about

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<v Speaker 1>the breakup the Beatles. The the editing of the original

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<v Speaker 1>Let It be movie created a cultural shift. Uh. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the Yoko Ono thing became almost like a you know,

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<v Speaker 1>every band has their Yoko Ono um. And what I

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<v Speaker 1>thought was revealed in this Get Back documentary was that

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't that way. It wasn't an acrimonious scene during

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<v Speaker 1>the recording of this. It was a It just made

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<v Speaker 1>me so happy because it was a band trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get back to something that they had left behind a

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<v Speaker 1>few years earlier, which is playing in front of people, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're trying to work up new material and they're

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<v Speaker 1>all getting along and yeah, they're testy and there are problems,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was just amazing to me. I'm like, so

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<v Speaker 1>this is normal. I mean, I've been a and we're

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<v Speaker 1>not the Beatles, but we pull songs together, we fight

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<v Speaker 1>like brothers, we uh strive to get out in front

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<v Speaker 1>of people. And yeah, they were boring parts and there

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<v Speaker 1>are parts that were okay. But when they get to

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<v Speaker 1>that rooftop, that is a band playing and freezing cold

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<v Speaker 1>the best they can to people they really can't see,

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<v Speaker 1>because they certainly couldn't see down on the street. They

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<v Speaker 1>saw people on rooftops as it went on, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was just glorious and I loved it, and I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like nearly fifty years of me thinking things went down

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<v Speaker 1>one way, we're literally washed away in six hours, seven hours. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I agree really with everything you say, the you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the fact that you go through seven and a half

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<v Speaker 1>hours before you get to the rooftop. What astounded me

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<v Speaker 1>was how great they were on the rooftop, how they

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<v Speaker 1>kicked it up a notch. You know, I've been privileged

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<v Speaker 1>to be with you know, world class skiers. He can

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<v Speaker 1>skive them every day, but when competition, it's they don't freeze,

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<v Speaker 1>they get better. And then you know Paul twisting the

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<v Speaker 1>way he did, and then the way John Lennon kind

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<v Speaker 1>of bounces on its feet like a little bit like

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<v Speaker 1>a frog. It was wow. Really, you know, makes your

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<v Speaker 1>inside flutter. Yeah, you know, as a we agree about

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<v Speaker 1>the power of music, the power to unite people. And

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<v Speaker 1>there's something about a group of guys playing together on

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<v Speaker 1>stage or on a roof or in a studio. When

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<v Speaker 1>something magic happens can't be recreated by computers and production.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a human thing. It's a connection thing. And man,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just traveled across fifty some years of stored film footage,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, the work they did restoring that film

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<v Speaker 1>and the audio is just it's fantastic. It was palpable

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<v Speaker 1>um and and it's funny because there's a scene where

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<v Speaker 1>Paul says, this is when we're at our best, when

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<v Speaker 1>our backs are against the wall. And then you can

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<v Speaker 1>tell that all the years of training in those little

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<v Speaker 1>nightclubs and those residencies and foreign countries and just being

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<v Speaker 1>together and and sort of suffering as a group, um,

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<v Speaker 1>that never goes away. You know, you might have to

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<v Speaker 1>like chip away, it's some stone to get back to

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<v Speaker 1>it after a few years off the road, but when

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<v Speaker 1>you find it, it's like a spewing fountain head. It's amazing. Okay, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we certainly saw them in depth recording the what ultimately

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<v Speaker 1>became the Let It Be album. That begs the question

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<v Speaker 1>in your band, when you want to make a new record,

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk about white spread panic. Because you're involved in

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of different acts, both as a producer and

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<v Speaker 1>a player. Uh, how do you do it? Does everybody

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<v Speaker 1>come with songs already written? You work it out in

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<v Speaker 1>the studio like they did. Well, it's it's been you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we've been a band almost twelve thirty five years we've

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<v Speaker 1>been a band, and there's an evolution. You know, things

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<v Speaker 1>were different when we started um and we certainly weren't

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<v Speaker 1>ever the Beatles, with our own studio on Seve will

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<v Speaker 1>Row and you know, the best E M I engineers

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<v Speaker 1>at our behest. But there's an evolution to where the

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<v Speaker 1>first time you go into the studio it's just glorious

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't know what's happening. And the first time

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<v Speaker 1>you hear playback on something that you find acceptable, it's

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<v Speaker 1>shocking and thrilling um. And then you get into this

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<v Speaker 1>thing where we got signed. Uh. Well, you know, we

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<v Speaker 1>made our first record, Space Wrangler, with our producer John Keene,

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<v Speaker 1>in his living room of his house. Bit by bit,

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<v Speaker 1>we record a few songs, go out on the road,

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<v Speaker 1>play some gigs, get some more money to record a

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<v Speaker 1>few more songs, and we made the Space Wrangler record,

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<v Speaker 1>and then we got signed by Capricorn really quickly. And

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<v Speaker 1>what happens then is you're in the studio and you're

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<v Speaker 1>kind of under the gun. Budgets were certainly far inflated

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<v Speaker 1>back then, but you want to get it right, but

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have the experience to know that you have

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<v Speaker 1>to just chill and be a band. So for a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of records, it's get it and and you you

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<v Speaker 1>play a little fast and you make some sacrifices. Luckily,

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<v Speaker 1>our producer at the time on those early Capricorn records

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<v Speaker 1>was the great Johnny Sandlin, who had worked with the

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<v Speaker 1>Almond Brothers and all kinds of Southern rock stalwarts. UM

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<v Speaker 1>and that man was a groove detector, and he kind

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<v Speaker 1>of taught us to slow down and listen for that magic.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, the magic isn't in getting it right a

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<v Speaker 1>flawless performance. The magic is that thing that happens with

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<v Speaker 1>a group of guys who can listen and play and

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<v Speaker 1>respond something an X factor takes over. And so he

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<v Speaker 1>would make us do take after take and hold us

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<v Speaker 1>to slowing things down. So then we began to understand

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<v Speaker 1>what we were trying to capture. UM and it's elusive

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<v Speaker 1>and you could burn a lot of time trying to

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<v Speaker 1>find it. And then later, you know, as the nineties

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<v Speaker 1>war on pro tools came in and then all of

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<v Speaker 1>a sudden there was this he didn't really have to

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<v Speaker 1>commit drums again to get gritted out. Are we were

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<v Speaker 1>back with our producer John Keene, and we're like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember a conversation between Mike Howser and John Keene

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<v Speaker 1>where we were trying to play to a click track

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<v Speaker 1>and Mike Houser's tops to take and he goes, John,

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<v Speaker 1>I swear this thing slowing down, and John Keene, you

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<v Speaker 1>just hear this kind of like click, Mikey, it's a machine.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't slow down or speed up. And so, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just always an evolution. I think, you know, there's

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<v Speaker 1>what a band can do as a group with the

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<v Speaker 1>tools of the studio, and then there's trying to keep

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<v Speaker 1>up with an interface with this incredibly quick modern evolution

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<v Speaker 1>of these tools. You know, with the digital thing, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to commit, you know. I try to push

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<v Speaker 1>young bands I work with to commit to like reach

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<v Speaker 1>down into themselves and find that thing that's elusive. But

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<v Speaker 1>so many of them coming here, like they sing one

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<v Speaker 1>chorus and they're like, okay, so yeah, you can just

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<v Speaker 1>fly that across the rest of the track, right, And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, but are you gonna do that live?

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<v Speaker 1>And maybe if they're gonna be playing the tapes, they

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to sing it, But most of us you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna have to sing it, you know, let's do it.

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<v Speaker 1>We're here in a nice room with good sound. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>go ahead and capture the humanity. Well, the humanity is

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<v Speaker 1>what it makes makes it great, and the imperfections are

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<v Speaker 1>what given edges like velcro to get those little hooks

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<v Speaker 1>you want to get the loops. But okay, let's talk

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<v Speaker 1>about recent recordings. Do you come with the songs finished

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<v Speaker 1>or to what degree of those figured out in the studio? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's been a change too in the old days.

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<v Speaker 1>Once we stopped living together in the band house. You know, obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>when we're all living together in the band house, we

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<v Speaker 1>we're hanging out right in music and laughing our asses

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<v Speaker 1>off all the time. Uh. We were notorious for rehearsing

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<v Speaker 1>in front of audiences. Um, you know, and and okay, wait,

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<v Speaker 1>wait slow, what would you consider rehearsing in front of

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<v Speaker 1>the audience to be, oh, a gig that we charge

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<v Speaker 1>money for? No? I mean, how would that different. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>say I'm on the other side of the stage. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>the band is playing, you know, the band might be jamming.

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<v Speaker 1>What would be different between that and what you consider

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<v Speaker 1>to be a rehearsal. Well, we probably wouldn't stop and

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<v Speaker 1>laugh in the middle of a stage rehearsal as it were.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, we were jamming, and we took chances,

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<v Speaker 1>and and we played a lot of cover songs, and

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<v Speaker 1>as we wrote new material, we kick out the covers

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<v Speaker 1>that weren't that great or that cool, and and gradually

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<v Speaker 1>we just ceased to be a cover band, and we

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<v Speaker 1>kept a lot of the covers that we sort of,

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<v Speaker 1>like some people would use the word interpreted, I like

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<v Speaker 1>to sort of self deprecatingly say, we just weren't that

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<v Speaker 1>good at playing them, so we just sort of had

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<v Speaker 1>our way with them. But we still like a song

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<v Speaker 1>like low Spark a High Heel Boys. That is it's

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<v Speaker 1>right for improvisation. You know, as long as you sing

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<v Speaker 1>the melody, play that counterpoint music, then there are these

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<v Speaker 1>spaces where you can go wherever you want. And we've

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<v Speaker 1>always done that with that song. It's probably one of

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<v Speaker 1>the oldest covers we ever did. But so we'd be

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<v Speaker 1>living in a band house and cobbling these things together

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<v Speaker 1>and tightening them up on stage in front of people.

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<v Speaker 1>We took chances. It's where you kind of found the

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<v Speaker 1>sea legs of a song. We were able to get

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<v Speaker 1>away with taking chances. Our audience allowed that, and in

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<v Speaker 1>fact they expected it. They love the humanity of the band. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>There's pretty much nothing better than stumbling and catching yourself

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<v Speaker 1>with grace, and sometimes it happens if you allow that

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<v Speaker 1>to happen in live music. UM. But then people got married,

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<v Speaker 1>had kids, bought their own houses, and so when we

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<v Speaker 1>come to the studio with new material after that point,

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<v Speaker 1>people came with their own demos. UH. In relative states

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<v Speaker 1>of of finished nous. Mike Howser was had a tendency

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<v Speaker 1>to show up with literally three times more songs than

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else UM, and he just sort of play them

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<v Speaker 1>and show him to us. He might have recorded them

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<v Speaker 1>sitting on his back porch with his acoustic guitar, whereas

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<v Speaker 1>John Bell was he likes to try his hand at

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<v Speaker 1>home recording, so he'd play some bass and he'd put

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<v Speaker 1>a drum machine on it. But he never wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>steer anyone too far in a certain direction. Everybody really

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<v Speaker 1>respected the input of everybody else, whether it was in

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<v Speaker 1>our living room rehearsing, or whether it was with the

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<v Speaker 1>tape rolling in the studio. UM. And now that we

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<v Speaker 1>don't play as much on the road and we are

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<v Speaker 1>scattered all across the country, that sort of bringing a

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<v Speaker 1>more finished demo into the picture is is far more acceptable.

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<v Speaker 1>But everybody is all about plan can change. We can

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<v Speaker 1>pivot at any time someone drops a brick. Hey, that's

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<v Speaker 1>actually sounded pretty good. Maybe that's our middle four that

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't see coming. Okay, you're in the studio. One

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<v Speaker 1>thing that was kind of both tense and interesting watching

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<v Speaker 1>Get Back is the personalities interact. At first, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Paul sort of the sleeve driver. Then John is kind

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<v Speaker 1>of retiring, and then John becomes were active, George Littley

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<v Speaker 1>quits the band. What about the personalities interacting in the studio. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I guess the lesson we all learned the

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<v Speaker 1>older we get is communication really is key, um. And

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<v Speaker 1>also familiarity breeds contempt. And thirdly, it's like a family

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<v Speaker 1>dynamic with siblings. So sometimes communication is the hardest part. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>And sometimes it's hard to break through methods of communication

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<v Speaker 1>that have sort of solidified over decades. Uh. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you can sense that resentment in George, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>you can sort of sense the like power dynamic between

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<v Speaker 1>John and Paul where at one point it's like you

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<v Speaker 1>used to run the band, but I guess now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the boss. And then at the end, at the end,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, he says, now we're the boss again, that's right, um.

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<v Speaker 1>And there's also with the end of realizing that the

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<v Speaker 1>end is actually closer than they might think, and it

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<v Speaker 1>looks like Paul is crying and it really gets me

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<v Speaker 1>and I I it's it can be triggering in a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of ways to watch something like that with myself

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<v Speaker 1>having thirty years of history. You know, we are a

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<v Speaker 1>band of brothers. Widespread panic. Um. We've lost two of them,

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<v Speaker 1>they've passed away, and so whatever communication problems or challenges

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<v Speaker 1>that John Bell and I might face, we're constantly trying

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<v Speaker 1>to work through. And there are times where it's more tense,

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<v Speaker 1>and especially after like taking the COVID time off. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>we when we reconvened in Athens, Georgia at the Georgia

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<v Speaker 1>Theater to rehearse um. And you've probably noticed this too

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<v Speaker 1>with people, stuff kind of comes out sideways in unpredictable

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<v Speaker 1>ways after being sort of cooped up and subject to

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<v Speaker 1>pressure all the various outside pressures. We were all sort

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<v Speaker 1>of suffering in solitary UM and it got weird with communication.

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<v Speaker 1>It's palpable, but we've been together for a long time

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<v Speaker 1>and it's worth working through. But those are things that

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<v Speaker 1>definitely they come up in the studio, and the studio

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<v Speaker 1>tends to turn the heat up a little bit. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>that tape might be rolling, or ones and zeros are

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<v Speaker 1>spinning by, the lights are on, Mike's are on, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>And no matter how hard you try to lose that awareness,

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<v Speaker 1>you're always aware that what you say might not land

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<v Speaker 1>the way you intended to land UM, and that can

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<v Speaker 1>be tough, you know, to get back thing it's I

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<v Speaker 1>thought that it was amazing. I literally saw a cameraman

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<v Speaker 1>maybe three times until they got on the roof. I

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<v Speaker 1>literally forgot. I felt like I was a fly on

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<v Speaker 1>the wall, you know. And then how did those guys

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<v Speaker 1>go from I can understand being in a movie studio

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<v Speaker 1>like Twickenham is not an ideal place to to reconvene UM.

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<v Speaker 1>But once they got into their home turf, no matter

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<v Speaker 1>how new it really was for them, they seem to

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<v Speaker 1>have just they forgot those cameras were there. And we're

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<v Speaker 1>not talking about little digital cameras mounted on a stick,

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<v Speaker 1>hidden away. We're talking about big cameras that need film change,

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<v Speaker 1>sixteen millimeter all the time. Uh. It was amazing to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Although at the very end, during the credit when they

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<v Speaker 1>show the clapper and then you start to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>realize that the film crew was more intrusive than you

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<v Speaker 1>thought they were in the beginning of the the documentary.

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<v Speaker 1>But let's go back to being in the studio. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>we live in a world of compromise. Everything's about business

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<v Speaker 1>getting along. But in the movie, especially Paul, he'll really

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<v Speaker 1>drill ree all three of them and say I want

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<v Speaker 1>it like this, I want it like this. And you're

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<v Speaker 1>certainly after George leaves the man and Baul starts acting

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<v Speaker 1>that way, especially in the third uh episode, you start

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<v Speaker 1>to wins and say, hey, this guy is gonna react,

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<v Speaker 1>you know if you keep pushing him. So as a

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<v Speaker 1>band member, to what degree can you stand up and

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<v Speaker 1>say no, this is the way I need it to be,

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<v Speaker 1>or at what point do you say compromise goes Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>someone has a different opinion. Other times you just feel

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<v Speaker 1>like you're pushing them. Yeah, I think I think that

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<v Speaker 1>in the case of the Beatles, there's a pretty high

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<v Speaker 1>bar that they were always trying to top, so that

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<v Speaker 1>maybe their end goal was a little different, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>as far as like success and relative value of what

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<v Speaker 1>they're doing would make someone push Uh. But I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's a it's a philosophy and a lot of times

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's the way it's delivered. Like for Widespread Panic,

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<v Speaker 1>John Bell is a guy that just wants to get

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<v Speaker 1>his idea into the hands of everybody else, and what

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<v Speaker 1>everybody else changes about it or provides that's unique to

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<v Speaker 1>them musically thrills him. Whereas Mike Howser would. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>he told me one time, He's like, hey, when it

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<v Speaker 1>gets to this part, can you play this B chord

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<v Speaker 1>instead of what you've been playing? And that's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it depends on the delivery system, Uh, the way that

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<v Speaker 1>communication was asked. UM. A great example I'll jump to

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<v Speaker 1>when I was playing with Government Mule and Chuck Lavelle

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<v Speaker 1>was playing keyboards and I had known Chuck for a while,

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<v Speaker 1>super sweet guy, one of the nicest, most gent heel

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<v Speaker 1>people in rock and roll UM, and we were working

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<v Speaker 1>up the song compared to what you know that song

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<v Speaker 1>Eddie Eddie Harris song with that amazing extrapolated intro, and

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<v Speaker 1>Schuck wanted to play it and he could certainly could

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<v Speaker 1>play it, you know, and we had played at a

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<v Speaker 1>time or two rehearsed it, and we debuted it the

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<v Speaker 1>night before, and then the next night we were you know,

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<v Speaker 1>at some theater somewhere and sound checking and we're kind

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<v Speaker 1>of running through the intro and Chuck looks at me

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<v Speaker 1>and he goes, hey, you know, Dave, when it gets

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<v Speaker 1>to this part, da da da, I wish you would

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<v Speaker 1>play this. And I was just like, you know, your

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<v Speaker 1>wishes by command, you know, which is different because you're

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<v Speaker 1>right when when Paul starts sort of telling George how

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<v Speaker 1>to play the way he's delivering that, it's making me WinCE.

0:18:51.359 --> 0:18:53.959
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know this this is a powder keg.

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<v Speaker 1>You could feel it, and certainly with widespread panic it's

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<v Speaker 1>been that way. Um. But we're learning as a family,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, whitebread panic. Everything was d I y. We

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<v Speaker 1>were against the grain. We didn't sound like any other

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<v Speaker 1>Athens band at the time. Uh, you know, we no

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<v Speaker 1>one really cared about a weirdo band from the South,

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<v Speaker 1>So we had to learn how to do everything in

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<v Speaker 1>our own way, including simply how to be a band.

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<v Speaker 1>And for us, being a band was learning how to

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<v Speaker 1>play together. You know, you can you can have the

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<v Speaker 1>way that you play your instrument, and you can be great.

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<v Speaker 1>You can have chops, you can be academically schooled. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But the worth of a band and the sound of

0:19:37.359 --> 0:19:41.000
<v Speaker 1>a band comes when four people come together and learn

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<v Speaker 1>how to play together and whitchpread panic. You know, we

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<v Speaker 1>all just sort of taught ourselves, and then we came

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<v Speaker 1>together and we taught ourselves as a group, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's why we pretty much instantly had a sound

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<v Speaker 1>that was unlike anyone else. I look at a band

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<v Speaker 1>like you two, and if I could be a fly

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<v Speaker 1>on a wall and hear them rehearsing before they got

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<v Speaker 1>put into a studio with a producer, I bet it's

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<v Speaker 1>four guys learning how to make that sound of you

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<v Speaker 1>two together, probably completely unaware that that's what's happening. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the sort of thing where I realized it about

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<v Speaker 1>widespread panic after a few records and looking back and

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<v Speaker 1>hearing other bands talk about how they crafted their sound

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<v Speaker 1>or how a producer helped them find their sound, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, huh, I think we just sort of

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<v Speaker 1>we just lucked out, you know, we just showed up

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<v Speaker 1>knowing what we knew, and then the unit, the hive mind,

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<v Speaker 1>sort of took care of everything else. Um and I

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<v Speaker 1>think that there's an evolution in that you can see

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<v Speaker 1>some of it and get back. How revelatory is it

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<v Speaker 1>when Paul sits down and starts strumming that after bass

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<v Speaker 1>like it's a rhythm guitar and pulling the words to

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<v Speaker 1>get back out of the atmosphere. It was like alchemy,

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<v Speaker 1>although I'm not sure that I believe that's the first

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<v Speaker 1>time he did it. Well, you know, was that Phil

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<v Speaker 1>Walden said to us, it's all spoken mirrors boys, mirrors,

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<v Speaker 1>that's for sure. So just talking to you for a

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<v Speaker 1>minute or two, not only are you very verbal, you're

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<v Speaker 1>very intelligent. And what's it like interacting with other musicians?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Bob Dylan had that song Darre Loan Landlord

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<v Speaker 1>Wich says each of us has his own special gift,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know that was meant to be true. And

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't underestimate me, I won't underestimate you, which

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<v Speaker 1>I've really uses my mantra. Since people have intelligence in

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<v Speaker 1>different ways, there are people who can barely speak, but

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<v Speaker 1>are unbelievable at their instrument. But what's it like for

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<v Speaker 1>you interacting with musicians? Generally speaking? Rock music is not

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<v Speaker 1>a highbrow endeavor. It's not, but it is. And you're

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely right, you know you nailed me. Verbal is a

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<v Speaker 1>very nice way of putting it. When I've gotten in

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<v Speaker 1>trouble working with bands, I think it's because I talked

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<v Speaker 1>too much. You know, uh, if we're gonna string get

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<v Speaker 1>back all the way through. I think that there's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of great information in the way that not only

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<v Speaker 1>Glenn John's is sort of just allowing the band and

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<v Speaker 1>capturing it, and the way George Martin is it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like laying on the floor writing the newspaper in his

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<v Speaker 1>suit until you know the one clip that I love

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<v Speaker 1>the most, he's you know, Glenn's like, Okay, so the

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<v Speaker 1>idea is we're gonna just capture a song and and

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<v Speaker 1>and it'll be sort of live. And then George cuts

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<v Speaker 1>him off. He's like, here's what we'll do. We'll rehearse

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<v Speaker 1>it and we'll play it. And then he goes in

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<v Speaker 1>the joke Bode and he's like, we'll play it again

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<v Speaker 1>and again and again. We're not gonna edit it. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I talked too much. It's always been my thing. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it's intelligent or anxiety or what,

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<v Speaker 1>but I've learned when working with bands, to give the

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<v Speaker 1>thing the space to happen. Whether it's an artist like

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<v Speaker 1>Todd Snyder that will come in and just he wants

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<v Speaker 1>to just kind of spew his ideas, he wants to

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<v Speaker 1>just throw this haystack. I called it like a haystack

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<v Speaker 1>of golden needles, and we're looking for the platinum one

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<v Speaker 1>in it. Um, why instruct that guy, We'll just enable it. Um.

0:23:33.160 --> 0:23:39.080
<v Speaker 1>Other artists need a little more. What they need is vindication. Uh. Jason,

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<v Speaker 1>my engineer, we were talking about a session we had

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<v Speaker 1>here at the studio and the artist came back a

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<v Speaker 1>week later to throw some keyboards on and there was

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<v Speaker 1>no one around to sort of vindicate what he played.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was sort of looking out of the control

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<v Speaker 1>room through the glass at Jason while he was enabling

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<v Speaker 1>the recording. Um, you know, is this cool? So some

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<v Speaker 1>artists want just maybe the eye contact or a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit of a smile like yeah, that's great. Um. And

0:24:06.800 --> 0:24:10.840
<v Speaker 1>others want to be what their hands really held and

0:24:10.920 --> 0:24:14.480
<v Speaker 1>sort of pulled. They want someone to push them or

0:24:14.560 --> 0:24:18.480
<v Speaker 1>help them separate all their ideas. Uh, maybe me being

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<v Speaker 1>so verbal is me trying to sort through to what's

0:24:21.880 --> 0:24:25.120
<v Speaker 1>most important. Um. And so for the artist that has

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of ideas, maybe they need to spew them

0:24:29.000 --> 0:24:32.959
<v Speaker 1>all and have someone go, hey, that one there that works.

0:24:33.119 --> 0:24:35.960
<v Speaker 1>It works for me, does it work for you? I

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<v Speaker 1>just I want to continue to evolve, bob and and

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<v Speaker 1>I love it when people give me honest feedback because

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<v Speaker 1>it helps me get better at what it is I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to do. And all I'm trying to do is

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<v Speaker 1>get better. You know, it would be great if I

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<v Speaker 1>could win a Grammy. It would make my mom happy,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. But really, when I hear an artist say

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<v Speaker 1>that there pleased with what we captured in the studio,

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<v Speaker 1>or that that's it to me, that that makes me

0:25:06.400 --> 0:25:09.159
<v Speaker 1>really happy, it's almost as thrilling as what I was

0:25:09.200 --> 0:25:12.960
<v Speaker 1>saying earlier about hearing my band on the first time

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<v Speaker 1>on playback in the studio. It's like, Wow, it's a

0:25:16.760 --> 0:25:21.159
<v Speaker 1>great feeling. Okay, there's you know this mantra that no

0:25:21.200 --> 0:25:24.119
<v Speaker 1>one can tell a hit. I don't really agree with that.

0:25:24.400 --> 0:25:29.000
<v Speaker 1>Never mind, commercially, if you do something phenomenal, you know. Actually,

0:25:29.080 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 1>my favorite story on this So I was talking to

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<v Speaker 1>Al Cooper, who's telling me the story of recording Sweet

0:25:34.560 --> 0:25:38.119
<v Speaker 1>Home Alabama. And it was recorded a year before it

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<v Speaker 1>came out, the first album just come out. I said, out,

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<v Speaker 1>did you know it was a hit? And he says

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<v Speaker 1>it was Sweet Home Alabama? You know. So the question is,

0:25:48.760 --> 0:25:54.560
<v Speaker 1>do you know when you're locked in and something is transcendent? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's uh, it's unlike. It's not unlike the zone that

0:25:57.640 --> 0:26:00.119
<v Speaker 1>athletes say they get into. I mean, you're talking to

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<v Speaker 1>someone that isn't a band that sort of specializes in

0:26:03.680 --> 0:26:07.359
<v Speaker 1>not having hits. We have catchy songs, and we have

0:26:07.480 --> 0:26:11.359
<v Speaker 1>short songs. Um, but really what we're after is the

0:26:11.400 --> 0:26:15.720
<v Speaker 1>word you just used as transcendence. It's a transportation was

0:26:15.760 --> 0:26:18.600
<v Speaker 1>it Jerry Garcia that famously said the Grateful Dead is

0:26:18.600 --> 0:26:22.879
<v Speaker 1>isn't in the music business or in the transportation business. Uh,

0:26:23.080 --> 0:26:26.320
<v Speaker 1>that's to me, that's the thing. And so if I

0:26:26.400 --> 0:26:29.240
<v Speaker 1>was to be interviewed after a concert like an athlete

0:26:29.240 --> 0:26:32.879
<v Speaker 1>after a game, I would hope that more times than not,

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:36.160
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, I don't remember what happened. It must

0:26:36.160 --> 0:26:38.440
<v Speaker 1>have been good. And it wasn't because I was fucked up,

0:26:38.920 --> 0:26:40.880
<v Speaker 1>you know it was. It was because I was lost

0:26:40.920 --> 0:26:46.520
<v Speaker 1>in the moment of of that transcendent zone. Um. I

0:26:46.560 --> 0:26:49.920
<v Speaker 1>think me being a huge led Zeppelin fan. And they

0:26:49.920 --> 0:26:52.639
<v Speaker 1>talked about when they took the p a outside and

0:26:52.760 --> 0:26:55.320
<v Speaker 1>cranked the mix of Dancing Days and everybody was dancing

0:26:55.359 --> 0:26:58.040
<v Speaker 1>on the grass. That's the kind of moment, you know.

0:26:58.160 --> 0:27:02.760
<v Speaker 1>It's like true. When I heard that song when I

0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:05.919
<v Speaker 1>was in fourth grade, I it. I couldn't believe it.

0:27:05.920 --> 0:27:08.480
<v Speaker 1>It was like a trip to another world. Well, the

0:27:08.520 --> 0:27:11.040
<v Speaker 1>funny thing is, no one ever talks about that song

0:27:11.160 --> 0:27:13.800
<v Speaker 1>from Houses Holy. A lot of people think Houses Holy

0:27:13.840 --> 0:27:16.199
<v Speaker 1>the best album. I don't agree. But they mentioned all

0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:22.160
<v Speaker 1>these songs, Dancing Days is the one for me. It's crazy.

0:27:22.320 --> 0:27:25.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean, here's a little story about me. I went

0:27:25.240 --> 0:27:28.520
<v Speaker 1>to Vermont in fourth grade for the summer with one

0:27:28.520 --> 0:27:31.120
<v Speaker 1>of my friends and his older brother and his friend came.

0:27:31.560 --> 0:27:33.960
<v Speaker 1>And this was the days where even if you're going

0:27:34.040 --> 0:27:37.320
<v Speaker 1>to Nag's Head for a week, you bring the whole

0:27:37.359 --> 0:27:40.560
<v Speaker 1>high five system and a creative LPs, and so there's

0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:43.480
<v Speaker 1>this whole moving in ritual and everything, and and the

0:27:43.560 --> 0:27:46.400
<v Speaker 1>older boys would go off and do what they did,

0:27:46.480 --> 0:27:49.439
<v Speaker 1>and us younger guys, we'd sneak in. And they had

0:27:49.440 --> 0:27:53.240
<v Speaker 1>a stash of the National Lampoon magazines, which were hilarious

0:27:53.240 --> 0:27:56.440
<v Speaker 1>and kind of edgy for us. And then they had

0:27:56.480 --> 0:28:00.480
<v Speaker 1>to they had their albums, and I remember a Goodbye

0:28:00.560 --> 0:28:02.440
<v Speaker 1>Yellow Brick Road. I knew Elton John I had his

0:28:02.520 --> 0:28:06.480
<v Speaker 1>greatest Hits record, and I had Beatles records. But I

0:28:06.520 --> 0:28:09.639
<v Speaker 1>saw that houses the Holy cover with all those little

0:28:09.760 --> 0:28:14.320
<v Speaker 1>blonde babies crawling up that apocalyptic landscape. What's it? The

0:28:14.359 --> 0:28:19.639
<v Speaker 1>giants causeway um And there's no band name on it,

0:28:20.560 --> 0:28:24.160
<v Speaker 1>there's no information whatsoever. I'm like, this looks weird. Let's

0:28:24.160 --> 0:28:30.800
<v Speaker 1>put it on. And my friends brothers friend's sister had

0:28:30.840 --> 0:28:33.280
<v Speaker 1>written her name in the top corner of the record

0:28:33.320 --> 0:28:36.840
<v Speaker 1>in weird calligraphy, and her name was Lisa whole Grave.

0:28:37.440 --> 0:28:40.280
<v Speaker 1>And so I put the record on. Dance of Days

0:28:40.360 --> 0:28:44.760
<v Speaker 1>comes on, Robert Plant sounds like a girl. I'm thinking,

0:28:45.760 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 1>who is this Lisa whole Grave? They rock And I

0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:53.880
<v Speaker 1>remember going to UH it was the best products show room.

0:28:53.920 --> 0:28:56.240
<v Speaker 1>You're an East Coaster, you might remember this. This place.

0:28:56.320 --> 0:28:58.640
<v Speaker 1>It was like a catalog place you could go into.

0:28:59.480 --> 0:29:03.840
<v Speaker 1>They had a record department was some very disinterested clerks,

0:29:04.320 --> 0:29:06.360
<v Speaker 1>and I came in there with my dad and, you know,

0:29:06.440 --> 0:29:09.320
<v Speaker 1>my six dollars to buy a record. And I walk

0:29:09.440 --> 0:29:11.640
<v Speaker 1>up and go, do you guys have that Leasa Whole

0:29:11.680 --> 0:29:16.320
<v Speaker 1>Grave record? And they're like, what are you talking to who?

0:29:16.640 --> 0:29:18.240
<v Speaker 1>And I said, you know, it's this weird record with

0:29:18.280 --> 0:29:21.120
<v Speaker 1>these all little naked blonde girls crawling up this red thing.

0:29:21.160 --> 0:29:26.200
<v Speaker 1>And they're like, oh, yeah, that's sled Zeppelin. So that's

0:29:26.240 --> 0:29:29.320
<v Speaker 1>my weird story about dancing days. And and I seem

0:29:29.360 --> 0:29:35.000
<v Speaker 1>to have a weird history of listening to classic records,

0:29:36.240 --> 0:29:39.239
<v Speaker 1>starting with Side Too, and it informs the way that

0:29:39.320 --> 0:29:42.760
<v Speaker 1>I forever hear the record. I don't know why I

0:29:42.760 --> 0:29:45.360
<v Speaker 1>started with side to the first time I heard Sergeant

0:29:45.360 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 1>Peppers it was on cassette at a little sleepover party,

0:29:49.960 --> 0:29:52.840
<v Speaker 1>and uh, for years I thought Within You Without You

0:29:52.960 --> 0:29:57.680
<v Speaker 1>was the first song with Sergeant Peppers. If only it was. Boy,

0:29:57.760 --> 0:30:01.960
<v Speaker 1>what an amazing piece of music. Right, So you are

0:30:02.360 --> 0:30:07.440
<v Speaker 1>upbeat and low quasies. You ever get depressed, you ever

0:30:07.480 --> 0:30:13.239
<v Speaker 1>get down, Bob. You know, I'm a I grew up

0:30:13.280 --> 0:30:17.920
<v Speaker 1>as an only child of latch Key Kid, so my

0:30:18.000 --> 0:30:21.880
<v Speaker 1>best friends were books and records. And yeah, I get depressed.

0:30:21.880 --> 0:30:24.800
<v Speaker 1>I get lonely. I grew up thinking, man, if I

0:30:24.880 --> 0:30:27.160
<v Speaker 1>just had siblings to to torture me, or if my

0:30:27.240 --> 0:30:30.200
<v Speaker 1>best friend lived a little closer. Uh, you know, I

0:30:30.240 --> 0:30:32.640
<v Speaker 1>could ride my bike and hang out. And so I

0:30:32.680 --> 0:30:39.280
<v Speaker 1>sat around and and it's funny because my stasis is solitary.

0:30:40.360 --> 0:30:43.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, when I need to recharge my will, I

0:30:43.240 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 1>need to do it solitarily. But at the same time,

0:30:46.000 --> 0:30:50.920
<v Speaker 1>my nemesis is being alone, if that makes any sense. Um.

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:53.080
<v Speaker 1>So it's sort of a weird push and pull with me.

0:30:53.640 --> 0:30:56.280
<v Speaker 1>And as you know, like on a tour, buser's no aloneness.

0:30:57.080 --> 0:30:58.840
<v Speaker 1>The most alone you can get is to crawl into

0:30:58.840 --> 0:31:01.200
<v Speaker 1>your bunk, pull the curtain and hope that the air

0:31:01.240 --> 0:31:05.800
<v Speaker 1>conditioning stays on. UM. So it's it's funny, and it

0:31:05.840 --> 0:31:08.520
<v Speaker 1>can be really really exhausting. But yeah, I get depressed

0:31:08.560 --> 0:31:14.200
<v Speaker 1>and and uh, I gotta tell you that social media

0:31:14.280 --> 0:31:18.440
<v Speaker 1>exacerbates it. For me. I look through Instagram and what

0:31:18.520 --> 0:31:20.840
<v Speaker 1>started as a neat way to see what my family

0:31:20.920 --> 0:31:24.240
<v Speaker 1>was doing and eating, um, and then catch up and

0:31:24.320 --> 0:31:26.920
<v Speaker 1>keep up with bands that I love, friends that I

0:31:27.000 --> 0:31:30.920
<v Speaker 1>have in in bands that are always traveling around. Uh,

0:31:30.960 --> 0:31:34.360
<v Speaker 1>since they started doing the ads, and the AI took

0:31:34.400 --> 0:31:37.720
<v Speaker 1>over what you saw and it stopped being instant as

0:31:37.760 --> 0:31:42.560
<v Speaker 1>an instant Graham, I'm like, I'm missing my god daughter's posts,

0:31:43.280 --> 0:31:46.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, because the AI doesn't she doesn't post frequently enough.

0:31:46.800 --> 0:31:50.680
<v Speaker 1>Whereas you know, quest love is is. He's a good

0:31:50.720 --> 0:31:53.560
<v Speaker 1>poster post a lot and a lot of it's amazing information.

0:31:53.640 --> 0:31:57.240
<v Speaker 1>But a lot of times now I just get depressed

0:31:57.280 --> 0:32:00.480
<v Speaker 1>and uh, and it's funny. It's sometimes times it makes

0:32:00.480 --> 0:32:05.040
<v Speaker 1>me want to give up music. I can't tell you why,

0:32:05.080 --> 0:32:12.240
<v Speaker 1>but that's my own personal down a little bit, Okay,

0:32:12.280 --> 0:32:16.600
<v Speaker 1>the feeling of given giving up music? How much is Instagram?

0:32:16.680 --> 0:32:19.920
<v Speaker 1>How much is this being overwhelmed by social media? How

0:32:20.000 --> 0:32:22.600
<v Speaker 1>much of it is feeling powerless? How much is feeling

0:32:22.640 --> 0:32:25.520
<v Speaker 1>that there's no context? Tell me a little bit more.

0:32:25.760 --> 0:32:27.600
<v Speaker 1>It's it's all of that. I mean with the social

0:32:27.640 --> 0:32:33.480
<v Speaker 1>media thing, I think it's an unintentional comparison syndrome. Um,

0:32:33.520 --> 0:32:36.560
<v Speaker 1>it's really because everybody's putting their best foot forward. They're

0:32:36.600 --> 0:32:40.520
<v Speaker 1>showing you the thing they're most proud of. Very few

0:32:40.520 --> 0:32:43.000
<v Speaker 1>people get on social media and show you the thing

0:32:43.040 --> 0:32:45.160
<v Speaker 1>that they're least proud of, or they're not going to

0:32:45.240 --> 0:32:49.360
<v Speaker 1>post when they're having a bad day. Um, But everything

0:32:49.400 --> 0:32:52.200
<v Speaker 1>else you said, it's true. I think with me it

0:32:52.240 --> 0:32:57.200
<v Speaker 1>can be burnt out. Um, sometimes it's I'm not doing enough.

0:32:57.880 --> 0:33:00.240
<v Speaker 1>You know. If I can get into my happy place

0:33:00.320 --> 0:33:03.880
<v Speaker 1>in the studio and work with somebody, it refills my will.

0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I'll never get tired of it. I might get exhausted

0:33:06.920 --> 0:33:08.520
<v Speaker 1>at the end of a really long day, but I'll

0:33:08.520 --> 0:33:11.520
<v Speaker 1>never get tired of it. Um. I do kind of

0:33:11.600 --> 0:33:14.680
<v Speaker 1>miss the exhaustive touring. I missed six and eight week

0:33:14.720 --> 0:33:18.560
<v Speaker 1>tours in a in a nostalgic way, we put it

0:33:18.600 --> 0:33:25.040
<v Speaker 1>that way. But for instance, Neil Cassal was someone that

0:33:25.800 --> 0:33:28.200
<v Speaker 1>when I met when we started the Hard Working Americans,

0:33:29.360 --> 0:33:33.240
<v Speaker 1>we were instant kindred spirits. Were both studio rats. You

0:33:33.320 --> 0:33:36.200
<v Speaker 1>put us in a control room and we're gonna just

0:33:36.520 --> 0:33:39.480
<v Speaker 1>it's like a two kids in a sandbox. We have

0:33:39.600 --> 0:33:44.400
<v Speaker 1>so much fun. And and we also he had such

0:33:44.480 --> 0:33:47.720
<v Speaker 1>great taste, you know, the people that he had worked with,

0:33:47.800 --> 0:33:52.000
<v Speaker 1>the training he got from people like Jim scott Um

0:33:52.200 --> 0:33:55.959
<v Speaker 1>gave him a real great bullshit detector. So we'd have

0:33:56.040 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 1>so much fun. And after he left Hard Working American,

0:34:00.120 --> 0:34:02.280
<v Speaker 1>we stayed in touch and we always wanted to work together,

0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:04.640
<v Speaker 1>and we're always throwing our projects back and forth at

0:34:04.680 --> 0:34:07.840
<v Speaker 1>each other. And uh, I would tell him, Neil, I'm

0:34:07.880 --> 0:34:09.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm burned out and I don't know if I have

0:34:09.880 --> 0:34:13.680
<v Speaker 1>anything left to contribute. Uh and he'd go, don't even

0:34:13.719 --> 0:34:15.759
<v Speaker 1>think that way, man, the world needs what you have

0:34:15.880 --> 0:34:22.520
<v Speaker 1>to give. Um. So, when he committed suicide and I

0:34:22.640 --> 0:34:27.520
<v Speaker 1>read his manifesto, uh, he was talking about a lot

0:34:27.520 --> 0:34:29.840
<v Speaker 1>of the same things, and I was just kind of pissed.

0:34:29.880 --> 0:34:34.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, there's those five stages of of death, grief,

0:34:34.640 --> 0:34:38.400
<v Speaker 1>five stages of grief and uh. So I was angry

0:34:38.640 --> 0:34:40.640
<v Speaker 1>with him. You know, it's like, how dare you give

0:34:40.680 --> 0:34:43.279
<v Speaker 1>me these pep talks and keep me going when I'm

0:34:43.320 --> 0:34:47.279
<v Speaker 1>having some self doubt or or just burned out and tired, um,

0:34:47.320 --> 0:34:52.600
<v Speaker 1>And how dare you do that? Uh? And and so

0:34:52.719 --> 0:34:55.759
<v Speaker 1>I think it's it's important to realize that these are

0:34:55.840 --> 0:34:59.640
<v Speaker 1>natural feelings. Uh. It's important for me to realize their

0:34:59.760 --> 0:35:04.279
<v Speaker 1>natural feelings, and that there are people that I can

0:35:04.320 --> 0:35:06.799
<v Speaker 1>talk to about it. I don't have to sit there

0:35:06.840 --> 0:35:11.640
<v Speaker 1>and ruminate and fester because my natural stasis is an

0:35:11.680 --> 0:35:15.279
<v Speaker 1>only child whose friends live too far away to like

0:35:15.560 --> 0:35:20.720
<v Speaker 1>just show up. So it's it's something I'm always learning,

0:35:21.719 --> 0:35:24.719
<v Speaker 1>and it was it was really easy to substitute things

0:35:24.760 --> 0:35:29.520
<v Speaker 1>on the road. Start feeling bad or down, you know,

0:35:29.600 --> 0:35:34.000
<v Speaker 1>there's always the next gig. It's always exciting. Uh, there

0:35:34.040 --> 0:35:38.400
<v Speaker 1>are certainly substances I've been down that road. Um and

0:35:38.440 --> 0:35:41.040
<v Speaker 1>in the end, it's really just me trying to be

0:35:41.080 --> 0:35:44.360
<v Speaker 1>honest with myself. But those words of Neil ring in

0:35:44.400 --> 0:35:47.040
<v Speaker 1>my head. It's like, you can't give up. The world

0:35:47.080 --> 0:35:52.120
<v Speaker 1>needs what you have to offer. And uh, okay, let's

0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:55.359
<v Speaker 1>just stop there for a second. You recently produced, very

0:35:55.400 --> 0:36:01.759
<v Speaker 1>recently just came out a multi album tribute to Neil,

0:36:02.480 --> 0:36:05.000
<v Speaker 1>So can you tell us how that came together? Also

0:36:05.120 --> 0:36:08.360
<v Speaker 1>what the expectations might be. I mean, even if someone

0:36:08.400 --> 0:36:11.440
<v Speaker 1>has no idea who Neil is, it's very hit to

0:36:11.520 --> 0:36:15.000
<v Speaker 1>use word palatable because it's not, you know, positive enough.

0:36:15.040 --> 0:36:18.400
<v Speaker 1>But even tribute albums for the best acts tend to

0:36:18.400 --> 0:36:21.239
<v Speaker 1>be unlistenable. And if it's an act you don't know

0:36:21.840 --> 0:36:23.920
<v Speaker 1>and you don't know the material, usually you know you

0:36:23.960 --> 0:36:25.840
<v Speaker 1>can't find your entry point where. That is not the

0:36:25.920 --> 0:36:29.200
<v Speaker 1>case with this project. So tell me about it. Thank you,

0:36:30.239 --> 0:36:32.840
<v Speaker 1>and and this is all I believe me. You're I've

0:36:32.880 --> 0:36:34.840
<v Speaker 1>read you for a long time, as you well know,

0:36:35.040 --> 0:36:38.520
<v Speaker 1>and and uh, we don't have the bandwidth to listen

0:36:38.560 --> 0:36:40.680
<v Speaker 1>to things we you know, you want me to listen

0:36:40.719 --> 0:36:42.480
<v Speaker 1>to your record, send me the best song on it.

0:36:43.320 --> 0:36:46.840
<v Speaker 1>Um So I understand that a forty one song tribute

0:36:46.880 --> 0:36:50.120
<v Speaker 1>record for a relatively unheard of artist is you know,

0:36:50.880 --> 0:36:54.240
<v Speaker 1>a daunting task. But basically the genesis of the project

0:36:54.600 --> 0:36:58.840
<v Speaker 1>was Neil sadly committed suicide in the fall of twenty nineteen,

0:36:59.719 --> 0:37:03.479
<v Speaker 1>and wasn't too quickly after that that his longtime friend

0:37:03.480 --> 0:37:08.239
<v Speaker 1>and manager Gary Waldman called me up and, uh, you know,

0:37:08.320 --> 0:37:10.359
<v Speaker 1>what can we do? And I know that I had

0:37:10.360 --> 0:37:13.759
<v Speaker 1>had fourteen demos sitting on my desktop for a few

0:37:13.840 --> 0:37:16.680
<v Speaker 1>years of Neil, and I was just after him to

0:37:16.680 --> 0:37:19.960
<v Speaker 1>get in the studio and do them. And Gary's like, well,

0:37:19.960 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, Neil, he made twelve fourteen records in the

0:37:25.160 --> 0:37:30.320
<v Speaker 1>nineties and none of them ever got the attention they deserved.

0:37:31.120 --> 0:37:33.320
<v Speaker 1>So we began to put together this idea for a

0:37:33.360 --> 0:37:36.359
<v Speaker 1>sort of attribute record, and we thought we'd maybe make

0:37:36.400 --> 0:37:40.040
<v Speaker 1>a double record, two LPs, one c D, maybe eighteen songs.

0:37:40.680 --> 0:37:44.759
<v Speaker 1>Find some people that Neil worked with, some people who

0:37:45.320 --> 0:37:50.840
<v Speaker 1>respected Neil, and we began to cobble together an idea.

0:37:51.440 --> 0:37:54.880
<v Speaker 1>And my contribution to the idea where you say tribute

0:37:54.920 --> 0:37:58.320
<v Speaker 1>records are unlistenable. And I know that you're probably saying

0:37:58.360 --> 0:38:02.719
<v Speaker 1>that because you don't know half the artists on it,

0:38:02.840 --> 0:38:05.759
<v Speaker 1>or it's too long, or for whatever reason. But I

0:38:05.800 --> 0:38:09.600
<v Speaker 1>find tribute records to be unlistenable because they're recorded in

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:13.440
<v Speaker 1>a very scattershot way. Uh. You know, this artist recorded

0:38:13.480 --> 0:38:16.359
<v Speaker 1>in a fancy studio in New York, and this other

0:38:16.480 --> 0:38:19.759
<v Speaker 1>artist recorded it in his bathroom on his iPhone, and

0:38:20.600 --> 0:38:25.080
<v Speaker 1>it's there's no continuity across the sonic landscape. Um, people

0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:27.840
<v Speaker 1>are gonna needle drop one song by the artists they know.

0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:30.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, well, what if we get a bunch

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:34.040
<v Speaker 1>of artists that most people don't know, and what if

0:38:34.040 --> 0:38:38.200
<v Speaker 1>we bring them all to Jim Scott's studio in Santa Clarita,

0:38:38.480 --> 0:38:42.680
<v Speaker 1>And what if we provide them bands made up of

0:38:42.719 --> 0:38:46.520
<v Speaker 1>people that played with Neil Um. So, for instance, I

0:38:46.560 --> 0:38:50.040
<v Speaker 1>called up Marcus King and said, how do you feel

0:38:50.040 --> 0:38:54.120
<v Speaker 1>about doing one of Neil's songs? And here's the plant,

0:38:54.280 --> 0:38:56.560
<v Speaker 1>Come to Jim Scott's and take your pick. We can

0:38:56.600 --> 0:39:00.799
<v Speaker 1>put basically Jackson Brown's band behind you was Neil's band

0:39:00.800 --> 0:39:04.160
<v Speaker 1>on his first record, Fadeaway Diamond Time, So that's Don Heffington,

0:39:04.280 --> 0:39:08.840
<v Speaker 1>Bob glob and Greg Lease. Or you can have Circles

0:39:08.840 --> 0:39:11.840
<v Speaker 1>around the Sun Neil's band, or you could have the

0:39:11.920 --> 0:39:15.120
<v Speaker 1>rhythm section from the Chris Robinson Brotherhood Neil's other band.

0:39:15.760 --> 0:39:18.320
<v Speaker 1>Or you could have the hard Working American's Rhythm Section

0:39:18.719 --> 0:39:22.560
<v Speaker 1>Neil's other other other band. And Marcus like, are you

0:39:22.640 --> 0:39:25.320
<v Speaker 1>saying that I could basically have any of those groups

0:39:25.360 --> 0:39:27.960
<v Speaker 1>or any combination of those guys, and I could pick

0:39:28.000 --> 0:39:29.959
<v Speaker 1>any of these songs I want And I'm like, that's

0:39:29.960 --> 0:39:32.399
<v Speaker 1>exactly what I'm saying, And he was like, bang, I'm in,

0:39:33.120 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 1>And that's basically what happened. The first artist we had

0:39:36.520 --> 0:39:39.560
<v Speaker 1>in was Billy Strings, and we put him with Circles

0:39:39.560 --> 0:39:42.000
<v Speaker 1>around the Sun and he did an amazing version of

0:39:42.000 --> 0:39:44.719
<v Speaker 1>All the Luck in the World, one of a very

0:39:44.800 --> 0:39:47.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, boy, what a delivery. Billy is a true

0:39:47.840 --> 0:39:51.400
<v Speaker 1>national treasure. He really is. He's for real. But him

0:39:51.480 --> 0:39:54.359
<v Speaker 1>being the first artist and our little experiment working that

0:39:54.400 --> 0:39:57.400
<v Speaker 1>way was the green flag we needed to to be like,

0:39:57.480 --> 0:40:01.480
<v Speaker 1>we can do this um and we didn't have any

0:40:01.520 --> 0:40:05.520
<v Speaker 1>problem getting people. People actually started blowing us up. Can

0:40:05.560 --> 0:40:09.400
<v Speaker 1>I participate? I love Neil? Can I do this song? Uh?

0:40:09.440 --> 0:40:12.239
<v Speaker 1>And we we find you know, we're like, well, we're

0:40:12.239 --> 0:40:14.880
<v Speaker 1>at five LPs now I think I think this is

0:40:14.920 --> 0:40:17.919
<v Speaker 1>the headstone we need. Um. We probably could have kept

0:40:17.920 --> 0:40:20.880
<v Speaker 1>going if it wasn't for COVID. And it's an amazing

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:24.200
<v Speaker 1>testament to the artists who are involved that once they

0:40:24.200 --> 0:40:28.040
<v Speaker 1>got over their fear of COVID, they found their sea

0:40:28.120 --> 0:40:31.480
<v Speaker 1>legs and they were able to remotely record and all

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:34.800
<v Speaker 1>those tracks came back to Jim where he mixed them.

0:40:34.840 --> 0:40:37.959
<v Speaker 1>So we have that sonic continuity. And what we hope

0:40:38.040 --> 0:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>is that someone will drop the needle on the side

0:40:39.920 --> 0:40:45.120
<v Speaker 1>one here Aaron Lee Tashan and just you know, listen

0:40:45.160 --> 0:40:49.680
<v Speaker 1>to the whole thing. It's a daunting task, but really

0:40:49.719 --> 0:40:53.320
<v Speaker 1>what we're trying to accomplish is to further Neil's musical

0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:58.359
<v Speaker 1>legacy because it was underserved and it is fantastic when

0:40:58.360 --> 0:41:02.200
<v Speaker 1>you hear Shooter Jennings deliver a song like maybe California,

0:41:02.520 --> 0:41:06.759
<v Speaker 1>It's for real. Neil was a songwriting master. Um, there's

0:41:06.800 --> 0:41:10.759
<v Speaker 1>a lot of songwriting masters. Maybe he'll get his due now, um.

0:41:10.880 --> 0:41:13.239
<v Speaker 1>But the main thing is we are We've started the

0:41:13.280 --> 0:41:17.880
<v Speaker 1>Neil Kasal Music Foundation, and this record is sort of

0:41:17.920 --> 0:41:21.480
<v Speaker 1>an audio calling card, and what we want to do

0:41:21.560 --> 0:41:25.840
<v Speaker 1>with that foundation is put musical instruments into the hands

0:41:25.840 --> 0:41:29.040
<v Speaker 1>of children in high schools where Neil grew up in

0:41:29.320 --> 0:41:31.680
<v Speaker 1>New Jersey and New York, and we've been able to

0:41:31.719 --> 0:41:35.480
<v Speaker 1>do that. And then the second thing is to be

0:41:35.560 --> 0:41:40.560
<v Speaker 1>able to support resources for mental health. We did a

0:41:40.560 --> 0:41:43.600
<v Speaker 1>big concert at the Capitol Theater um. It was sort

0:41:43.600 --> 0:41:45.600
<v Speaker 1>of the genesis of a lot of the songs on

0:41:45.640 --> 0:41:47.719
<v Speaker 1>the record, and we were able to give a nice

0:41:47.719 --> 0:41:52.080
<v Speaker 1>sizable donation to Music Cares. UH back Line dot Care

0:41:52.960 --> 0:41:55.680
<v Speaker 1>started in the wake of Neil's suicide and they are

0:41:55.760 --> 0:41:58.160
<v Speaker 1>blowing up and they're one of the people we want

0:41:58.160 --> 0:42:02.640
<v Speaker 1>to work with provide support too. Because in Neil's letter,

0:42:04.280 --> 0:42:07.640
<v Speaker 1>he talks about feeling like he's existing on the outer

0:42:07.719 --> 0:42:10.760
<v Speaker 1>rim of the galaxy, looking in at all this exciting world,

0:42:11.320 --> 0:42:14.040
<v Speaker 1>whether he's traveling the world with Ryan Adams and the Cardinals,

0:42:14.760 --> 0:42:17.239
<v Speaker 1>or you know, having fun in the studio with the

0:42:17.239 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>hard working Americans or Chris Robinson brotherhood. He felt like

0:42:21.680 --> 0:42:25.719
<v Speaker 1>an outsider. It's that impostor syndrome maybe, or some hole

0:42:25.800 --> 0:42:28.360
<v Speaker 1>in him and we've all felt that way. You know,

0:42:28.520 --> 0:42:30.319
<v Speaker 1>a little while ago I was I was telling you

0:42:30.360 --> 0:42:33.560
<v Speaker 1>how I felt that way in my own way. And

0:42:33.640 --> 0:42:37.040
<v Speaker 1>there's a there's a real stigma to reaching out about

0:42:37.040 --> 0:42:39.520
<v Speaker 1>one's mental health, and we want to sort of dissolve that.

0:42:40.040 --> 0:42:42.560
<v Speaker 1>We want to destigmatize that and make it okay to

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:46.680
<v Speaker 1>talk about the way you feel. It's hard, but that's

0:42:46.719 --> 0:42:55.960
<v Speaker 1>the point of the record, and thank you for asking. Okay,

0:42:56.040 --> 0:42:58.239
<v Speaker 1>let's go back, and it's really ties in and you're

0:42:58.239 --> 0:43:02.200
<v Speaker 1>talking about being on the road for six or eight weeks. Uh.

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:06.160
<v Speaker 1>Musicians are notorious for getting hooked on drugs and odin

0:43:06.440 --> 0:43:09.200
<v Speaker 1>into a great degree. It's the pressure. So you go on.

0:43:09.719 --> 0:43:12.280
<v Speaker 1>You're a band who you work with, a band mainly

0:43:12.520 --> 0:43:14.960
<v Speaker 1>wedgebread piano that plays for a long time. So let's

0:43:14.960 --> 0:43:16.799
<v Speaker 1>just say, for the sake of discussion, you play for

0:43:16.840 --> 0:43:20.640
<v Speaker 1>three hours. There's twenty one other hours in the day.

0:43:21.760 --> 0:43:24.240
<v Speaker 1>Some of that you have to travel. So you finished

0:43:24.239 --> 0:43:26.120
<v Speaker 1>the gig, let's say eleven o'clock at night. You can't

0:43:26.160 --> 0:43:28.920
<v Speaker 1>fall asleep at midnight. You're lucky if you can get

0:43:28.920 --> 0:43:31.399
<v Speaker 1>any sleep by three or four in the morning. Then

0:43:31.440 --> 0:43:35.000
<v Speaker 1>the sun comes up. You gotta do sound check. You're

0:43:35.000 --> 0:43:38.120
<v Speaker 1>with the same fucking assholes you've been with for thirty years.

0:43:39.920 --> 0:43:43.279
<v Speaker 1>How do you cope? You know, everybody copes in their

0:43:43.320 --> 0:43:47.879
<v Speaker 1>own way, and partying, for lack of a better term,

0:43:48.120 --> 0:43:51.000
<v Speaker 1>is one of the ways. I mean, And I'm only

0:43:51.000 --> 0:43:54.680
<v Speaker 1>going to speak for myself. Uh. I was an uptight

0:43:54.719 --> 0:43:56.680
<v Speaker 1>asshole and in a lot of ways I still am,

0:43:56.800 --> 0:43:59.600
<v Speaker 1>but without the siblings to beat up on me in

0:43:59.600 --> 0:44:02.720
<v Speaker 1>a love way, I sort of projected what I needed

0:44:02.719 --> 0:44:06.840
<v Speaker 1>onto my bandmates. UM, and I don't know that anyone

0:44:07.320 --> 0:44:11.000
<v Speaker 1>can really shoulder that burden. You know, no one's gonna

0:44:11.000 --> 0:44:14.440
<v Speaker 1>take that on uh in a in a good way.

0:44:14.800 --> 0:44:18.080
<v Speaker 1>And so one of my ways was to just be

0:44:18.239 --> 0:44:21.840
<v Speaker 1>the guy that was not partying all the time. And

0:44:21.920 --> 0:44:25.040
<v Speaker 1>it made me really uptight and it it I'd get resentful,

0:44:25.960 --> 0:44:28.840
<v Speaker 1>um and feel like an outsider. And one of the

0:44:28.840 --> 0:44:30.800
<v Speaker 1>ways to sort of break that wall down would be to,

0:44:31.400 --> 0:44:33.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, smoke some wheat. That's a that's a ritual,

0:44:34.000 --> 0:44:37.960
<v Speaker 1>passing the peace pipe around. Sometimes when things would get

0:44:38.000 --> 0:44:42.080
<v Speaker 1>dicey in the early days of widespread panic, we would

0:44:42.080 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 1>go to this little Mexican joint in Athens called Gus

0:44:45.080 --> 0:44:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Garcia's and it was mainly an excuse to the Mexican

0:44:48.480 --> 0:44:50.880
<v Speaker 1>food was a delivery system for things they served at

0:44:50.920 --> 0:44:54.560
<v Speaker 1>the bar, and uh, we'd have what we call tequila confessional,

0:44:55.480 --> 0:44:57.600
<v Speaker 1>and uh, we just get drunk and let it. I'll

0:44:57.640 --> 0:45:01.640
<v Speaker 1>hang out and we'd get through it later. Like when

0:45:01.640 --> 0:45:07.560
<v Speaker 1>you described the sort of endless daily rotation of being

0:45:08.160 --> 0:45:10.239
<v Speaker 1>not in a bus, you know, we weren't in a

0:45:10.280 --> 0:45:15.160
<v Speaker 1>bus until after the success of the first two Horde tours. Um,

0:45:15.200 --> 0:45:17.160
<v Speaker 1>it was a van and a truck, and before that

0:45:17.200 --> 0:45:19.600
<v Speaker 1>it was a car and a van, and before that

0:45:19.680 --> 0:45:24.320
<v Speaker 1>it was two cars. So yeah, it's a finish your gig,

0:45:24.560 --> 0:45:27.319
<v Speaker 1>go pack into a motel room with you know, if

0:45:27.360 --> 0:45:30.560
<v Speaker 1>you're lucky, there's two or three people in each room.

0:45:30.600 --> 0:45:33.520
<v Speaker 1>But then of course housekeepings banging on the door at

0:45:33.560 --> 0:45:35.880
<v Speaker 1>eight am, and then you got to get up and

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:38.399
<v Speaker 1>drive another four hours to get to sound check on time.

0:45:38.440 --> 0:45:42.319
<v Speaker 1>Where you hurry up and wait for four hours, there's

0:45:42.320 --> 0:45:45.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of time to find other things. And I

0:45:45.480 --> 0:45:47.800
<v Speaker 1>went down that road. I found all kinds of other things.

0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:51.800
<v Speaker 1>It's never much of a cocaine guy, but I sure

0:45:51.840 --> 0:45:56.160
<v Speaker 1>liked anything that would remove me from reality. Um, you know,

0:45:56.200 --> 0:45:59.560
<v Speaker 1>psychedelics were a little too intense, although I certainly had

0:45:59.600 --> 0:46:03.160
<v Speaker 1>my fun with those, But it was opiates that really,

0:46:03.280 --> 0:46:06.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, took me away and and they're insidious, they'll

0:46:06.080 --> 0:46:08.319
<v Speaker 1>get their hooks in you, and they did get their

0:46:08.360 --> 0:46:13.200
<v Speaker 1>hooks in me. Be a little bit more specific which opiates? Well, heroin?

0:46:14.000 --> 0:46:19.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, look a little little bit slower intelligence, relatively

0:46:19.239 --> 0:46:22.879
<v Speaker 1>educated guy. How do you start taking heroin? And did

0:46:22.920 --> 0:46:27.040
<v Speaker 1>you get hooked on heroin? Well? You avoid it like

0:46:27.120 --> 0:46:32.400
<v Speaker 1>the plague, because of you know, it's a rattlesnake. We

0:46:32.480 --> 0:46:36.719
<v Speaker 1>all know what a rattlesnake does if you pick it up. Um,

0:46:36.760 --> 0:46:39.760
<v Speaker 1>so avoid it like the plague. But then you start

0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:45.120
<v Speaker 1>with but with a little yellow once delatted, little yellow

0:46:45.239 --> 0:46:48.279
<v Speaker 1>cough pills, crush them up, stored them, feel good for

0:46:48.280 --> 0:46:51.879
<v Speaker 1>a little while, get some sleep. Uh, And then later,

0:46:51.960 --> 0:46:54.919
<v Speaker 1>you know, you play someplace, I don't know, a port

0:46:55.000 --> 0:46:59.120
<v Speaker 1>town like Charleston, South Carolina, or Baltimore, and someone shows

0:46:59.200 --> 0:47:01.680
<v Speaker 1>up with some little whack packets, some white powder in it.

0:47:02.600 --> 0:47:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Do a little hoover. I remember the first time I

0:47:07.920 --> 0:47:09.600
<v Speaker 1>did it, I'm like, this is great. I don't feel

0:47:09.600 --> 0:47:12.080
<v Speaker 1>like I want to do anymore. I remember thinking that,

0:47:12.920 --> 0:47:15.319
<v Speaker 1>and then I got in my own way later with

0:47:15.360 --> 0:47:21.080
<v Speaker 1>a broken heart and found a connection and went pretty deep.

0:47:21.440 --> 0:47:23.440
<v Speaker 1>I went pretty deep for a couple of years. I

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:26.920
<v Speaker 1>would never shoot it. I'd always snored it. Sometimes i'd

0:47:26.960 --> 0:47:30.799
<v Speaker 1>smoke it. But it it got really bad, you know,

0:47:30.960 --> 0:47:33.719
<v Speaker 1>and it was it was a point of concern. There

0:47:33.800 --> 0:47:37.960
<v Speaker 1>was an intervention or two and uh, finally, you know,

0:47:38.239 --> 0:47:42.920
<v Speaker 1>being the kind of guy that I am, a loner. Uh,

0:47:43.200 --> 0:47:45.399
<v Speaker 1>my moment of clarity was just like, I don't want

0:47:45.400 --> 0:47:47.920
<v Speaker 1>to be a slave to something else. That really piste

0:47:47.920 --> 0:47:50.680
<v Speaker 1>me off when I realized that had happened. So I

0:47:50.760 --> 0:47:54.880
<v Speaker 1>saught help, and I went out to Anaheim, California, and

0:47:54.880 --> 0:47:58.680
<v Speaker 1>and got help, and then of course I left rehab

0:47:58.680 --> 0:48:01.520
<v Speaker 1>against medical advice and went right out onto widespread panic

0:48:01.520 --> 0:48:04.879
<v Speaker 1>tour the summer at two thousand and the first thing

0:48:04.880 --> 0:48:07.200
<v Speaker 1>they did was, Hey, you may or may not remember this,

0:48:07.320 --> 0:48:10.000
<v Speaker 1>but the we have a documentary film crew that's gonna

0:48:10.040 --> 0:48:14.240
<v Speaker 1>be up our asses the whole whole tour. So enjoy

0:48:14.320 --> 0:48:19.080
<v Speaker 1>your sobriety with that going on. And did you stay sober?

0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:23.440
<v Speaker 1>And what do you do now? Yeah? What do you imbibe?

0:48:23.520 --> 0:48:28.400
<v Speaker 1>If anything? Now? If anything? Now, I like a good bourbon.

0:48:29.360 --> 0:48:32.399
<v Speaker 1>I live out here in wine Country. Sometimes a drink

0:48:32.840 --> 0:48:35.480
<v Speaker 1>glass or two of wine and it tastes like the

0:48:35.480 --> 0:48:38.120
<v Speaker 1>way the earth smells on a dewey morning. It's really nice.

0:48:38.160 --> 0:48:41.959
<v Speaker 1>But alcohol was never my problem. Um, Like I said,

0:48:42.000 --> 0:48:45.440
<v Speaker 1>wanting to just be at peace and separate from all

0:48:45.480 --> 0:48:50.000
<v Speaker 1>the fault role and the feelings was my problem. UM.

0:48:50.040 --> 0:48:54.640
<v Speaker 1>I like micro dusting psilocybin. That really really helps. I'm

0:48:54.640 --> 0:48:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm a very positive guy about that. Um. It's not

0:48:58.600 --> 0:49:02.239
<v Speaker 1>for everybody, but I've found that it helps with the depression,

0:49:02.840 --> 0:49:05.839
<v Speaker 1>and it helps with when life comes at you really hard,

0:49:06.120 --> 0:49:10.720
<v Speaker 1>like it sometimes does. Uh. I feel like I'm prepared

0:49:10.760 --> 0:49:14.239
<v Speaker 1>to deal with it. It's kind of like surfing. It's like, well,

0:49:14.280 --> 0:49:16.160
<v Speaker 1>this isn't going to go away, you know, like the

0:49:16.200 --> 0:49:20.239
<v Speaker 1>fact that my homeowners insurance company just canceled, like they're

0:49:20.239 --> 0:49:23.560
<v Speaker 1>canceling so many people out here non renewing because of

0:49:23.600 --> 0:49:27.640
<v Speaker 1>the fires. Um, you know, me like being piste off

0:49:27.680 --> 0:49:31.200
<v Speaker 1>about it like I usually would isn't gonna help me

0:49:31.239 --> 0:49:35.480
<v Speaker 1>get re insured. Um. So I find the micro dosing

0:49:35.560 --> 0:49:38.040
<v Speaker 1>helps with that. Okay, let's go. Micro Dosing is a

0:49:38.080 --> 0:49:41.880
<v Speaker 1>big thing in the news right now. Michael Chaban's wife

0:49:42.000 --> 0:49:45.239
<v Speaker 1>is really into which we are Uh a lot about it.

0:49:45.560 --> 0:49:49.360
<v Speaker 1>Are you doing this under the auspices of an m

0:49:49.440 --> 0:49:52.200
<v Speaker 1>D or you're talking about someone has mushrooms and you're

0:49:52.200 --> 0:49:56.000
<v Speaker 1>just taking a little bit. Uh, well, it's it's measured

0:49:56.040 --> 0:49:59.120
<v Speaker 1>doses of ground up mushrooms and gail caps. I mean,

0:49:59.200 --> 0:50:01.480
<v Speaker 1>I am out here in a ful dead territory and

0:50:01.520 --> 0:50:05.200
<v Speaker 1>there are psychonauts out here. Um, and you know, I

0:50:05.239 --> 0:50:08.400
<v Speaker 1>don't feel like I'm gambling. I stopped taking LSD and

0:50:09.040 --> 0:50:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I stopped the big trip, saying, way back in the

0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:14.480
<v Speaker 1>early eighties, I felt like the key had stripped that

0:50:14.520 --> 0:50:18.200
<v Speaker 1>lock and I had learned everything I needed to learn. Um.

0:50:18.239 --> 0:50:20.400
<v Speaker 1>So I stopped for a really long time. And of

0:50:20.400 --> 0:50:23.239
<v Speaker 1>course after I got sober, you know, no, no, no,

0:50:23.520 --> 0:50:27.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna go there. It was very uptight about it. Um.

0:50:27.360 --> 0:50:31.439
<v Speaker 1>But lately I feel good and I love where I live,

0:50:31.680 --> 0:50:36.520
<v Speaker 1>and I love what I'm doing, and uh, it's very helpful.

0:50:37.200 --> 0:50:40.960
<v Speaker 1>What about ayahuasca? Have you done Ayahuaska? Yeah, that's that's

0:50:40.960 --> 0:50:45.719
<v Speaker 1>a funny story. Back in the way early nineties, maybe

0:50:45.840 --> 0:50:47.840
<v Speaker 1>even the late eighties, we used to play this place

0:50:48.080 --> 0:50:51.759
<v Speaker 1>called the Bayou Club in Washington, d C. It was

0:50:51.840 --> 0:50:54.160
<v Speaker 1>you could see the watergate hotel right down the canal

0:50:54.320 --> 0:50:57.240
<v Speaker 1>was under one of the elevated highways, and this dude

0:50:57.280 --> 0:50:59.919
<v Speaker 1>showed up with a bag of what looked like great

0:51:00.120 --> 0:51:04.640
<v Speaker 1>nuts and he's like, it's ayahuasca root man, you guys

0:51:04.640 --> 0:51:07.640
<v Speaker 1>should split this up and play your gig tonight. And

0:51:07.680 --> 0:51:12.279
<v Speaker 1>we're like, you know, we're not that crazy. Uh So

0:51:13.040 --> 0:51:14.560
<v Speaker 1>we played the gig and then we went back to

0:51:14.560 --> 0:51:16.640
<v Speaker 1>the room and took a tiny little bit of it,

0:51:17.360 --> 0:51:21.120
<v Speaker 1>and uh we called it the root and one little

0:51:21.160 --> 0:51:25.600
<v Speaker 1>grape nut peace or two got the desired effect. I

0:51:25.640 --> 0:51:30.040
<v Speaker 1>remember thinking, dat motherfucker. He just wanted to like drop

0:51:30.080 --> 0:51:32.399
<v Speaker 1>a match into a pile of leaves and sit back

0:51:32.400 --> 0:51:36.480
<v Speaker 1>and watch what happened when his favorite band got on fire. Um,

0:51:36.560 --> 0:51:38.960
<v Speaker 1>but that bag lasted the whole tour. And then we

0:51:39.040 --> 0:51:42.720
<v Speaker 1>had a Halloween party in Athens, played a gig and

0:51:42.719 --> 0:51:46.319
<v Speaker 1>and everybody at the party did the ayahuasca and it

0:51:46.440 --> 0:51:49.640
<v Speaker 1>was pretty fun. But yeah, I've never done any shamanic

0:51:49.680 --> 0:51:52.879
<v Speaker 1>experiences like that. Okay, you said it said a few

0:51:52.880 --> 0:51:56.879
<v Speaker 1>minutes ago. You're an uptight asshole. Go a little deeper there,

0:51:59.280 --> 0:52:04.239
<v Speaker 1>how dare you? Um, you know, I think it's it's

0:52:04.280 --> 0:52:08.560
<v Speaker 1>just do you want me to go deeper in respective

0:52:09.120 --> 0:52:12.400
<v Speaker 1>how the how the hychedelics have helped me overcome this,

0:52:13.480 --> 0:52:16.000
<v Speaker 1>because people that I work with have said, you've changed

0:52:16.880 --> 0:52:20.920
<v Speaker 1>what happened, and and it really it took the uptight

0:52:21.040 --> 0:52:27.200
<v Speaker 1>asshole away because I guess that I would just I'd

0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:29.760
<v Speaker 1>get triggered and my guard would go up almost instantly

0:52:29.760 --> 0:52:32.640
<v Speaker 1>about anything. It took me a long time and a

0:52:32.640 --> 0:52:36.719
<v Speaker 1>lot of therapy to sort of realized that I was

0:52:36.760 --> 0:52:38.719
<v Speaker 1>the one that painted the target on my back all

0:52:38.760 --> 0:52:42.680
<v Speaker 1>those years that other people weren't just shooting arrows at me.

0:52:43.200 --> 0:52:46.359
<v Speaker 1>I put a target there with my behavior. In fact,

0:52:46.400 --> 0:52:49.080
<v Speaker 1>I want to see a shrink who helped me get

0:52:49.120 --> 0:52:53.080
<v Speaker 1>over a lot of this stuff. And the first appointment

0:52:53.160 --> 0:52:56.560
<v Speaker 1>was three hours, and I took up almost three hours

0:52:57.560 --> 0:53:00.279
<v Speaker 1>unspooling the tape of my life story about how I'd

0:53:00.320 --> 0:53:04.080
<v Speaker 1>been done wrong and was so alone and boo hoo hoo,

0:53:04.120 --> 0:53:08.200
<v Speaker 1>and everybody's against me. And she very calmly listened and

0:53:08.280 --> 0:53:11.399
<v Speaker 1>nodded and took notes, and then at the very end

0:53:11.440 --> 0:53:14.840
<v Speaker 1>I finally ran out of steam and uh, I said,

0:53:16.440 --> 0:53:19.040
<v Speaker 1>I guess that's it, you know, And she just looks

0:53:19.040 --> 0:53:20.759
<v Speaker 1>and she goes and what part did you play in

0:53:20.800 --> 0:53:23.279
<v Speaker 1>all of this. Our time is up, I'll see you

0:53:23.360 --> 0:53:27.680
<v Speaker 1>next week, and off I went, going, Well, she just

0:53:28.480 --> 0:53:30.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, And it took me a long time to

0:53:30.120 --> 0:53:34.120
<v Speaker 1>realize that I was creating all those problems. You know,

0:53:34.480 --> 0:53:40.200
<v Speaker 1>for me, life doesn't have any ill will. The ill

0:53:40.200 --> 0:53:42.680
<v Speaker 1>will is like how I respond to things in life,

0:53:43.520 --> 0:53:46.360
<v Speaker 1>and I've tried to apply that listen to everything I do. Now.

0:53:46.840 --> 0:53:50.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, this band that I'm producing, they're not against me,

0:53:51.520 --> 0:53:53.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, this is like I'm having a hard time

0:53:53.880 --> 0:53:58.279
<v Speaker 1>rising to the challenge that they've presented. Um So I

0:53:58.280 --> 0:54:00.080
<v Speaker 1>try to find a positive way to work through it.

0:54:00.640 --> 0:54:05.239
<v Speaker 1>But that's a big lesson overcoming the uptight asshole and

0:54:05.280 --> 0:54:08.879
<v Speaker 1>realizing that I'm perceived as an uptight asshole and that's

0:54:08.920 --> 0:54:11.200
<v Speaker 1>my reality because of the way I respond in any

0:54:11.239 --> 0:54:15.120
<v Speaker 1>given situation. Tough lesson to learn. How many people in

0:54:15.160 --> 0:54:20.160
<v Speaker 1>the music industry actually get to learn that lesson for real? Okay,

0:54:20.840 --> 0:54:25.160
<v Speaker 1>micro dosing, how often would you dose and what would

0:54:25.160 --> 0:54:29.239
<v Speaker 1>inspire to take a dose? Well, it's it's more like

0:54:29.280 --> 0:54:35.040
<v Speaker 1>a routine. I started with, like, point to Graham, you know,

0:54:36.120 --> 0:54:40.880
<v Speaker 1>barely perceptible and do it like five days, take two

0:54:40.960 --> 0:54:44.520
<v Speaker 1>days off and work my way up to it's you know,

0:54:44.560 --> 0:54:47.799
<v Speaker 1>it's generally like a third of a Graham when I

0:54:47.880 --> 0:54:51.840
<v Speaker 1>do it, and I don't even really feel it, I

0:54:52.200 --> 0:54:54.520
<v Speaker 1>know that I did it. I'm not seeing colors out

0:54:54.520 --> 0:54:58.200
<v Speaker 1>of the corners of my eyes. I'm not hearing voices whispering. Uh,

0:54:58.239 --> 0:55:01.680
<v Speaker 1>the walls aren't breathing. Well, let's just assume there's no

0:55:01.760 --> 0:55:04.359
<v Speaker 1>supply and you don't have it for a month. Are

0:55:04.400 --> 0:55:08.360
<v Speaker 1>you what what kind of internal situation you're going to

0:55:08.440 --> 0:55:12.840
<v Speaker 1>be in. I'm gonna be just fine, you know, because

0:55:12.880 --> 0:55:15.719
<v Speaker 1>I I've learned what I've learned now from it, and

0:55:15.800 --> 0:55:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's I don't think it's necessary. I

0:55:20.160 --> 0:55:24.799
<v Speaker 1>think like it's surfing. You know, you go out to

0:55:24.840 --> 0:55:28.160
<v Speaker 1>surf and some days you just don't catch any waves.

0:55:28.440 --> 0:55:31.200
<v Speaker 1>Are you a surfer? No, I'm not, but I love

0:55:31.239 --> 0:55:34.520
<v Speaker 1>the metaphor. I just I just spent six months working

0:55:34.560 --> 0:55:38.759
<v Speaker 1>with a band with are all surfers from vents, So

0:55:39.520 --> 0:55:43.759
<v Speaker 1>you see surfing metaphors. That's you can thank Farmer Dave

0:55:43.840 --> 0:55:45.440
<v Speaker 1>and the Wizards of the West. But no, I'm not

0:55:45.480 --> 0:55:49.120
<v Speaker 1>a surfer. I was a skateboarder. Okay, let's go back.

0:55:49.480 --> 0:55:51.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, one of the first things you ever told

0:55:51.200 --> 0:55:55.920
<v Speaker 1>me when we met backstage, if therapeum was that you

0:55:55.960 --> 0:56:01.239
<v Speaker 1>were adopted and you were meeting blood relatives, what went

0:56:01.280 --> 0:56:03.560
<v Speaker 1>on there and what degree do you think that's affected

0:56:03.600 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 1>your life? Wow, I mean got another hour. It was.

0:56:09.560 --> 0:56:12.319
<v Speaker 1>It's a big deal because, like I said, so much

0:56:12.360 --> 0:56:17.320
<v Speaker 1>of what formed me was being that lonely kid, no siblings.

0:56:17.880 --> 0:56:24.000
<v Speaker 1>And the first thing that happened around was we were

0:56:24.000 --> 0:56:27.400
<v Speaker 1>playing We've been on tour with Blues Traveler, and we

0:56:27.480 --> 0:56:30.160
<v Speaker 1>finished the tour at the Roseland in New York City

0:56:30.480 --> 0:56:35.000
<v Speaker 1>and we opened up for Blues Traveler and looking at

0:56:35.040 --> 0:56:38.120
<v Speaker 1>the room, the ballroom was filled with people in costumes,

0:56:38.760 --> 0:56:43.480
<v Speaker 1>but there was this older woman and too young to

0:56:43.560 --> 0:56:46.759
<v Speaker 1>be there boy standing in the crowd. They stuck out

0:56:46.760 --> 0:56:49.399
<v Speaker 1>to me like a sore thumb. And I even met

0:56:49.440 --> 0:56:51.960
<v Speaker 1>them on the street afterwards and signed like a you know,

0:56:52.000 --> 0:56:55.319
<v Speaker 1>a poster or something. And finished the tour and I

0:56:55.400 --> 0:57:00.880
<v Speaker 1>got home and there was this big, thick letter amongst

0:57:00.880 --> 0:57:05.279
<v Speaker 1>my stack of mail, handwritten, and I kind of just knew.

0:57:05.320 --> 0:57:08.040
<v Speaker 1>I opened it up and this picture fell out and

0:57:08.080 --> 0:57:13.040
<v Speaker 1>it was that woman, that boy and a young female

0:57:13.480 --> 0:57:17.200
<v Speaker 1>and I just knew. I'm like, this is my birth mother. Uh.

0:57:17.240 --> 0:57:20.120
<v Speaker 1>And so I read the letter and that's exactly what happened,

0:57:20.120 --> 0:57:24.040
<v Speaker 1>and she detailed the way it worked, and I led

0:57:24.040 --> 0:57:29.680
<v Speaker 1>her into my life. She probably broke some laws reaching

0:57:29.680 --> 0:57:34.280
<v Speaker 1>out like that, and I had never wanted to find

0:57:34.280 --> 0:57:37.040
<v Speaker 1>out who they were. I was perfectly happy my adopted parents,

0:57:37.160 --> 0:57:40.120
<v Speaker 1>the schools is Bill and Frand did an amazing job

0:57:40.200 --> 0:57:47.280
<v Speaker 1>raising me. Uh. But now my interest was piqued, and

0:57:47.320 --> 0:57:49.600
<v Speaker 1>so I led her into my life and found out

0:57:49.600 --> 0:57:52.280
<v Speaker 1>I had a half sister and a half brother, and

0:57:52.400 --> 0:57:58.000
<v Speaker 1>that was amazing, and it was just it was thrilling. Uh.

0:57:58.240 --> 0:58:01.000
<v Speaker 1>But the one thing that was incomplete was where's the dad?

0:58:01.240 --> 0:58:06.240
<v Speaker 1>Where's the father? And uh, hamden hard And I was

0:58:06.280 --> 0:58:09.760
<v Speaker 1>finally like, after a year of asking, you know, she'd

0:58:09.760 --> 0:58:11.640
<v Speaker 1>be like, oh I lost touch with him and blah

0:58:11.640 --> 0:58:15.640
<v Speaker 1>blah blah, and uh. Finally I said, look, I can't

0:58:15.720 --> 0:58:19.360
<v Speaker 1>go halfway. If I'm gonna this is a sweeping life

0:58:19.440 --> 0:58:22.600
<v Speaker 1>change for me. You can't just come in and be

0:58:22.720 --> 0:58:26.960
<v Speaker 1>in my life and not helped me find my father.

0:58:28.080 --> 0:58:32.600
<v Speaker 1>So she finally produced an address and I wrote a letter,

0:58:33.640 --> 0:58:36.600
<v Speaker 1>and a couple of weeks later I got a letter

0:58:36.640 --> 0:58:41.400
<v Speaker 1>back and it was from my father, and of course

0:58:41.400 --> 0:58:45.560
<v Speaker 1>you've met him, you've seen him, and uh he's like,

0:58:46.680 --> 0:58:49.680
<v Speaker 1>imagine my surprise upon opening your letter on Father's Day

0:58:50.280 --> 0:58:56.520
<v Speaker 1>of all days. So it came to pass that Widespread

0:58:56.520 --> 0:59:00.440
<v Speaker 1>Panic was playing at the Ritz in l A. Was

0:59:00.480 --> 0:59:03.200
<v Speaker 1>it the Ritz? I think it's the Rits, right y

0:59:03.920 --> 0:59:08.240
<v Speaker 1>Roxy Roxy Roxy played the Roxy And that was my

0:59:08.440 --> 0:59:12.080
<v Speaker 1>time to meet my dad. And he showed up after

0:59:12.160 --> 0:59:16.520
<v Speaker 1>sound check and he had two little kids with him,

0:59:16.560 --> 0:59:20.120
<v Speaker 1>which was another half brother and half sister. But the

0:59:20.160 --> 0:59:22.760
<v Speaker 1>amazing thing about meeting my dad was finding out that

0:59:23.520 --> 0:59:26.000
<v Speaker 1>he'd been in the music business forever and ever and ever,

0:59:27.320 --> 0:59:30.880
<v Speaker 1>ever and ever and ever and uh So. The funny

0:59:30.920 --> 0:59:38.240
<v Speaker 1>thing was my birth mother was basically raised by her uncle,

0:59:38.360 --> 0:59:44.320
<v Speaker 1>Johnny Mercer in Savannah, Georgia, and who worked with my

0:59:44.440 --> 0:59:49.280
<v Speaker 1>girlfriends and we have we have a lot of connections

0:59:49.280 --> 0:59:53.360
<v Speaker 1>to the way the world doesn't draw smarter, smaller and smaller.

0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:56.880
<v Speaker 1>But my dad, you know, he grew up in Savannah, Georgia.

0:59:56.960 --> 1:00:00.880
<v Speaker 1>He was born in England. His first memories of music

1:00:00.920 --> 1:00:06.880
<v Speaker 1>are Spike Jones Orchestra being played during blitzes to like

1:00:07.000 --> 1:00:10.320
<v Speaker 1>help alleviate the fact that bombs are dropping on your city.

1:00:10.680 --> 1:00:13.920
<v Speaker 1>And then came to live with an uncle, and Johnny

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<v Speaker 1>Mercer would pick him up and hold him up so

1:00:16.080 --> 1:00:18.120
<v Speaker 1>he could look through the windows of the Baptist church

1:00:18.920 --> 1:00:22.280
<v Speaker 1>while the choir sang, and he remembers the jukebox split

1:00:22.320 --> 1:00:27.800
<v Speaker 1>into race sides and white sides, you know. And uh,

1:00:29.040 --> 1:00:34.240
<v Speaker 1>he he got my mom pregnant right when he decided

1:00:34.320 --> 1:00:38.800
<v Speaker 1>to moved to Detroit to start to produce records, and

1:00:38.920 --> 1:00:42.840
<v Speaker 1>so all of the himning and hawing between them and

1:00:43.160 --> 1:00:47.280
<v Speaker 1>between my birth mother and myself was simply about not

1:00:47.360 --> 1:00:49.880
<v Speaker 1>selling him out. She wanted me to have a fair

1:00:49.920 --> 1:00:53.320
<v Speaker 1>shot of meeting him, and they were afraid that if

1:00:53.360 --> 1:00:56.840
<v Speaker 1>he said I can't raise a son, I just moved

1:00:56.840 --> 1:01:00.240
<v Speaker 1>to Detroit. I'm sleeping on a sofa. Um that I

1:01:00.240 --> 1:01:03.320
<v Speaker 1>would hold that against him, and I really don't, because

1:01:03.880 --> 1:01:05.840
<v Speaker 1>giving me up for adoption was probably the best thing

1:01:05.920 --> 1:01:08.680
<v Speaker 1>that happened to me at that time. And then later

1:01:09.240 --> 1:01:13.960
<v Speaker 1>as a traveling musician, finding out that it's in your

1:01:14.000 --> 1:01:17.880
<v Speaker 1>blood is a real vindication, you know. And I remember

1:01:17.920 --> 1:01:20.600
<v Speaker 1>that show at the Roxy. I was playing like a

1:01:20.720 --> 1:01:22.840
<v Speaker 1>mad man. I wanted to impress my old man with

1:01:22.960 --> 1:01:27.160
<v Speaker 1>his musical taste, and he gives me. He goes you

1:01:27.200 --> 1:01:30.439
<v Speaker 1>play too many goddamn notes. But don't worry. Don't worry.

1:01:30.440 --> 1:01:32.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna send you something to take care of it.

1:01:32.320 --> 1:01:34.200
<v Speaker 1>And so when I got back to Athens after we

1:01:34.280 --> 1:01:37.080
<v Speaker 1>first met, he had sent me that James Jamison book

1:01:37.720 --> 1:01:41.320
<v Speaker 1>um that had all the great people like McCartney and

1:01:41.480 --> 1:01:44.840
<v Speaker 1>Sting talking about Jamison, and it had a cassette that

1:01:44.880 --> 1:01:47.520
<v Speaker 1>you could plug in and if you move the speaker

1:01:47.560 --> 1:01:50.680
<v Speaker 1>balance all the way to the right, you'd hear Jamison's

1:01:50.720 --> 1:01:54.640
<v Speaker 1>baseline juxtaposed against the famous song. If you move the

1:01:54.640 --> 1:01:56.919
<v Speaker 1>speaker all the way to the left, you know you'd

1:01:56.920 --> 1:02:01.080
<v Speaker 1>hear Stings baseline his interpretation. And that was just that

1:02:01.200 --> 1:02:04.200
<v Speaker 1>was great. You know, my dad's got no filters and

1:02:04.440 --> 1:02:07.360
<v Speaker 1>I love him for that. And he wound up running

1:02:07.360 --> 1:02:10.800
<v Speaker 1>a studio and starting a publishing company. He published that

1:02:10.840 --> 1:02:15.919
<v Speaker 1>song the rose Um, and he loved playing music. I've

1:02:16.560 --> 1:02:19.000
<v Speaker 1>stumbled in on him playing a song one time when

1:02:19.040 --> 1:02:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I was visiting, and it was a song called Honky

1:02:21.920 --> 1:02:24.360
<v Speaker 1>read by this artist named Urray McLoughlin that he had

1:02:24.400 --> 1:02:28.120
<v Speaker 1>worked with publishing wise, and I said, what is that song?

1:02:29.240 --> 1:02:31.480
<v Speaker 1>And he told me what it was, and I'm like,

1:02:31.600 --> 1:02:34.920
<v Speaker 1>is it okay? If widespread panic records it and he's like,

1:02:35.000 --> 1:02:37.520
<v Speaker 1>please do and so we recorded it and put it

1:02:37.520 --> 1:02:41.320
<v Speaker 1>on our record called Street Dogs. Um. He's an invaluable

1:02:41.320 --> 1:02:44.960
<v Speaker 1>resource and he's seen it all because he mixed live

1:02:45.080 --> 1:02:49.160
<v Speaker 1>sound for Scott Richardson case opening for Led Zeppelin and

1:02:49.200 --> 1:02:52.360
<v Speaker 1>The Grateful Dead, and you know, had a horn band

1:02:52.720 --> 1:02:55.840
<v Speaker 1>called Rastus that was like competitive with Blood, Sweat and

1:02:55.840 --> 1:02:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Tears and Chicago and the horn band Realm. And then

1:02:59.280 --> 1:03:00.960
<v Speaker 1>he came out to l A in the early seventies

1:03:01.000 --> 1:03:05.240
<v Speaker 1>and work with Zevon. Um, you know, mixed for Bobby Womack,

1:03:05.920 --> 1:03:09.800
<v Speaker 1>all kinds of cool stuff. And what a beautiful gift,

1:03:09.920 --> 1:03:18.680
<v Speaker 1>What a resource. Okay, I have to ask you this

1:03:18.760 --> 1:03:22.400
<v Speaker 1>late date, Hey, when did you find out? How old

1:03:22.400 --> 1:03:24.120
<v Speaker 1>were you when you found out you were adopted? And

1:03:24.160 --> 1:03:26.520
<v Speaker 1>what did you think of that? And now with this

1:03:26.840 --> 1:03:31.600
<v Speaker 1>long extended family, your people who raised you, the birth parents, etcetera,

1:03:32.280 --> 1:03:37.920
<v Speaker 1>how does it all fit together? Um? I guess I

1:03:38.000 --> 1:03:41.520
<v Speaker 1>was probably when I talked to my adopted mom. I'll

1:03:41.560 --> 1:03:49.400
<v Speaker 1>call her friends schools, uh I. I I feel like

1:03:49.440 --> 1:03:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I was probably three or four when I was told

1:03:52.360 --> 1:03:56.240
<v Speaker 1>I was adopted. And she kind of refutes this, but

1:03:56.280 --> 1:04:00.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure how great, her memory might be about it. Um,

1:04:00.280 --> 1:04:03.480
<v Speaker 1>But I remember a book. You know, I was a

1:04:03.640 --> 1:04:07.120
<v Speaker 1>really really early reader. Um, And like I said, books

1:04:07.160 --> 1:04:09.960
<v Speaker 1>and records were my best friends growing up. But it

1:04:10.040 --> 1:04:13.040
<v Speaker 1>was a book that was written for a very young

1:04:13.160 --> 1:04:16.360
<v Speaker 1>child to explain adoption. And then I was loved and

1:04:16.400 --> 1:04:19.320
<v Speaker 1>blah blah blah, and so I took it in stride.

1:04:19.960 --> 1:04:23.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, in my memory I never harbored any fantasies that,

1:04:23.640 --> 1:04:26.360
<v Speaker 1>oh you know, there was a princess somewhere that had

1:04:26.400 --> 1:04:28.280
<v Speaker 1>to give me up and it was all wrong and

1:04:28.320 --> 1:04:30.280
<v Speaker 1>if I could just find her, my life would be better.

1:04:30.680 --> 1:04:35.640
<v Speaker 1>My life was fine. Um. I got everything I needed.

1:04:35.720 --> 1:04:38.920
<v Speaker 1>I was provided for. I was allowed to experiment. I

1:04:38.960 --> 1:04:43.520
<v Speaker 1>was given music lessons, bas lessons, piano lessons. I went

1:04:43.560 --> 1:04:46.000
<v Speaker 1>to a private school from kindergarten until I went to

1:04:46.040 --> 1:04:49.720
<v Speaker 1>college at the University of Georgia. I was provided for.

1:04:50.200 --> 1:04:54.440
<v Speaker 1>I would never cared or really wanted to meet my

1:04:54.560 --> 1:04:57.080
<v Speaker 1>real parents. But like I said, once my mom got

1:04:57.080 --> 1:05:00.920
<v Speaker 1>in touch with me, then the the can of worms

1:05:00.960 --> 1:05:03.760
<v Speaker 1>was open and I just had to go whole hog.

1:05:03.840 --> 1:05:06.840
<v Speaker 1>And so suddenly I have four half siblings at the

1:05:06.880 --> 1:05:10.840
<v Speaker 1>age of and I got this extended family when I

1:05:10.880 --> 1:05:13.960
<v Speaker 1>got married to my wife, were like, how are we

1:05:14.000 --> 1:05:17.040
<v Speaker 1>going to do this wedding thing? You know, it's I

1:05:17.120 --> 1:05:22.160
<v Speaker 1>got adopted parents who are divorced and they can't sit together.

1:05:22.240 --> 1:05:26.080
<v Speaker 1>And I got, you know, the Savannah side of my

1:05:26.240 --> 1:05:30.720
<v Speaker 1>birth family and the Los Angeles side of my biological family,

1:05:30.800 --> 1:05:33.960
<v Speaker 1>and and we wound up just having a private little affair.

1:05:34.040 --> 1:05:38.760
<v Speaker 1>But when you ask what it's like, it's both wonderful

1:05:38.800 --> 1:05:44.840
<v Speaker 1>and terrifying because so many things that I had always wanted, siblings,

1:05:45.800 --> 1:05:50.800
<v Speaker 1>a family, a larger family um I suddenly had. But

1:05:50.960 --> 1:05:54.600
<v Speaker 1>suddenly having something like that is it's intense, you know.

1:05:54.680 --> 1:05:58.160
<v Speaker 1>It's I'd get calls for cousins I had never met. Hey,

1:05:58.240 --> 1:06:00.400
<v Speaker 1>we want to come see you play it Red Rocks,

1:06:00.480 --> 1:06:04.000
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, okay, I really want to come see you.

1:06:04.040 --> 1:06:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Work at Morgan Stanley, you know, but I'm working. I

1:06:07.800 --> 1:06:10.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't have no time to meet you, and and

1:06:10.400 --> 1:06:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't have the bandwidth. And that was difficult. And

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<v Speaker 1>I've talked to a lot of people who have had

1:06:16.880 --> 1:06:20.160
<v Speaker 1>so many varying experiences when they find their birth parents

1:06:21.360 --> 1:06:25.960
<v Speaker 1>from like literally the I found my birth mother and

1:06:26.080 --> 1:06:28.600
<v Speaker 1>she's still married to my birth father. And I have

1:06:29.240 --> 1:06:32.600
<v Speaker 1>two full siblings. The reason they gave me up was

1:06:32.640 --> 1:06:35.440
<v Speaker 1>because they were in high school. I know a story

1:06:35.560 --> 1:06:38.000
<v Speaker 1>like that pretty well? Is it that a do you have?

1:06:38.040 --> 1:06:40.760
<v Speaker 1>What is that your story? No, it is not my story.

1:06:40.840 --> 1:06:44.480
<v Speaker 1>But friends, and now everybody gets along and the people

1:06:44.480 --> 1:06:47.400
<v Speaker 1>are accomplished. You know, at this point, you know, it's

1:06:47.400 --> 1:06:50.760
<v Speaker 1>all inherently strange because it all happened when this person

1:06:50.840 --> 1:06:53.959
<v Speaker 1>was an adult, that she ultimately found her birth mother.

1:06:54.440 --> 1:06:57.200
<v Speaker 1>But that it's just you resident. Obviously everyone's got a

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<v Speaker 1>different story. Yeah, you know, I mean, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>it was a long balancing act, you know. And I've

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<v Speaker 1>gotten it down to where I'm comfortable. My my biological

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<v Speaker 1>mother sadly passed away. Um, but I'm very close with

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<v Speaker 1>her husband, who famously said the night that she confessed

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<v Speaker 1>that there was a child that he did not know about,

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<v Speaker 1>and he said he got any more and more secrets

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<v Speaker 1>you want to share with me? Uh? And and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my my my biological father, like I said, we're just

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<v Speaker 1>we're kind of very the same. I believe that. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>he was living in Van Nuys at that time, and

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<v Speaker 1>I went back to his house after that show at

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<v Speaker 1>the roxy I was talking about and I hadn't met

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<v Speaker 1>his wife, and we were in his sort of man

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<v Speaker 1>cave stereo room and just laughing our asses off about something,

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<v Speaker 1>and she had come in and the first thing she

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<v Speaker 1>said was I couldn't tell whose laugh was Who's um.

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<v Speaker 1>We have a very different speaking voice. He's got a

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<v Speaker 1>real wonderful baritone voice. He should he should do narration

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<v Speaker 1>and loop work or something. But uh, yeah, we're both cynical,

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<v Speaker 1>We're both crusty. Uh. I hope that I can be

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<v Speaker 1>as crusty and cynical and full of love and joy

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<v Speaker 1>as he is when i'm his age. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he he I met you with Chip Hooper. But I

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<v Speaker 1>do believe that it was my father that said you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta read this email blast. This was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Windows era, When did you start the letter? I started

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<v Speaker 1>in eighty six. He didn't become an email bliss blast

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<v Speaker 1>till the year two thousand. But okay, yeah, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>so this has been a long time and and he's

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<v Speaker 1>been around. I think you've probably met him a time

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<v Speaker 1>or two backstage. But incredible, I mean, just it. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I said, it's a balancing act. We all know, especially

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<v Speaker 1>since we're into the thick of the holiday spirit as

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<v Speaker 1>it were right now out how difficult that can be.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, just like sort of the things we

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<v Speaker 1>were talking about with widespread panic and with the Beatles,

1:09:07.320 --> 1:09:10.919
<v Speaker 1>this sort of sibling thing and the dynamic that exists

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<v Speaker 1>across decades. Um, we're in the thick of it, and

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<v Speaker 1>so all that stuff gets multiplied when I let my

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<v Speaker 1>biological mother and father and their children and their extend

1:09:23.040 --> 1:09:27.200
<v Speaker 1>their extended families. You know, my father had the same experience,

1:09:27.320 --> 1:09:29.599
<v Speaker 1>my mother had the same experience. They were both sort

1:09:29.600 --> 1:09:35.000
<v Speaker 1>of raised by different people. You know, my father's father

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<v Speaker 1>was pushed out of the family during World War Two.

1:09:38.800 --> 1:09:41.439
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't good enough for the daughter, so he was

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<v Speaker 1>sent to like France or Germany to fight. And so

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<v Speaker 1>my dad was raised by his mother in a foreign country.

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<v Speaker 1>And there are British relatives and Irish relatives that are

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<v Speaker 1>close enough to be someone you might want to see

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<v Speaker 1>during the holidays, but it's just sometimes it's all too much.

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<v Speaker 1>I love meeting him. But like I said, my stasis

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<v Speaker 1>is solitude. That's kind of you know, when I go

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<v Speaker 1>back to the egg to recharge, I'm by myself, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, my wife puts up with it. She's wonderful

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<v Speaker 1>in that respect. She gets it. You know, if I

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<v Speaker 1>come home from tours, she knows I need a few

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<v Speaker 1>days to sort of put myself back together. And uh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's when I'm really happy that there's a seven and

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<v Speaker 1>a half hour documentary that I can watch. Okay, So

1:10:31.840 --> 1:10:34.439
<v Speaker 1>when and how did you meet your wife? Did you

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<v Speaker 1>partake of the goodies on the road before meeting her?

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<v Speaker 1>What keeps you together? And how about the issue of children? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I met my wife in l A. My half sister, Robin,

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<v Speaker 1>the daughter of my birth father, was dating my wife's

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<v Speaker 1>little brother, and she said, you gotta meet Andrea. And

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<v Speaker 1>so she brought her to a show at the Wiltern

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<v Speaker 1>and we went to Musso and Frank and had lunch

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<v Speaker 1>the next day and I was just I remember sitting

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<v Speaker 1>down beside her. She was the first one there, and

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<v Speaker 1>she's like, you might want to sit on the other

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<v Speaker 1>side because I'm left handed. We might bump elbows. And

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<v Speaker 1>I said, ah, I like it right here. If if

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<v Speaker 1>if your elbow gets in the way, I'll rip your

1:11:19.479 --> 1:11:21.280
<v Speaker 1>arm off and beat you with it. And she laughed.

1:11:21.800 --> 1:11:25.240
<v Speaker 1>And so we forged a relationship that's based on comedy.

1:11:25.640 --> 1:11:30.400
<v Speaker 1>And humor. Uh, like we'd run our favorite Mr Show routines,

1:11:30.760 --> 1:11:33.880
<v Speaker 1>if you remember Mr Show with Love and David just

1:11:34.000 --> 1:11:39.800
<v Speaker 1>groundbreaking and wonderful, wonderful work. And uh we'd laugh and

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<v Speaker 1>laugh and laugh, and we courted in a very strange

1:11:43.439 --> 1:11:45.160
<v Speaker 1>way because I met her. Like I said, it was

1:11:45.200 --> 1:11:49.000
<v Speaker 1>set up. My little sister set it up. And I

1:11:49.040 --> 1:11:52.400
<v Speaker 1>was keeping a blog. Do you remember my Space? I

1:11:52.439 --> 1:11:54.880
<v Speaker 1>had been under the behest of one of the office

1:11:54.960 --> 1:11:58.519
<v Speaker 1>people at Widespread Panic headquarters, like you're a pretty good writer.

1:11:58.600 --> 1:12:00.240
<v Speaker 1>Why don't you keep a blog during this on our

1:12:00.240 --> 1:12:02.280
<v Speaker 1>tour and we'll put it up on our MySpace account.

1:12:02.320 --> 1:12:06.280
<v Speaker 1>And uh so I did, And that's what I was doing.

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<v Speaker 1>And I wrote about the experiences we had in l

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<v Speaker 1>A and and I said and head lunched with my

1:12:11.400 --> 1:12:15.000
<v Speaker 1>sister's adorable friend. And we had moved on up the

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<v Speaker 1>West coast, you know, on tour, and I kept calling

1:12:19.320 --> 1:12:22.160
<v Speaker 1>my sister, going did Andrea say anything? What she say

1:12:22.160 --> 1:12:24.280
<v Speaker 1>about me? What she say about me? And I was

1:12:24.320 --> 1:12:26.519
<v Speaker 1>getting crickets and I was like, oh, this is not good.

1:12:26.560 --> 1:12:28.439
<v Speaker 1>I thought I was I thought I thought we hit

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<v Speaker 1>it off, you know. And and finally I get an

1:12:32.680 --> 1:12:37.200
<v Speaker 1>email from the office guy at Brown Cat Widespread Panic headquarters.

1:12:37.240 --> 1:12:40.400
<v Speaker 1>He's like, I wouldn't normally share these types of things

1:12:40.439 --> 1:12:42.200
<v Speaker 1>with you, but I think you might be interested in

1:12:42.200 --> 1:12:44.400
<v Speaker 1>this one. And I opened it up and it was

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<v Speaker 1>from Andrea and the first line was, oh, so you

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<v Speaker 1>think I'm adorable A So we began correspondence. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>we're talking courtship here, wooing. And so it was emails

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<v Speaker 1>back and forth, and by time the band got down

1:13:00.280 --> 1:13:03.800
<v Speaker 1>to Down from the Hook, down through the Rockies down

1:13:03.880 --> 1:13:08.000
<v Speaker 1>to Texas, we were having phone calls. And then I

1:13:08.040 --> 1:13:10.160
<v Speaker 1>got home to Georgia and the phone calls were longer

1:13:10.160 --> 1:13:13.920
<v Speaker 1>and longer across time zones. And then I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we got these, uh three nights for doing

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<v Speaker 1>a radio city music hall, wink wink, why don't you

1:13:20.160 --> 1:13:23.680
<v Speaker 1>come out and uh come see some Panic shows. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was also Jimmy Herring's first shows with Widespread Panic,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, we had rehearsed our asses off, so we

1:13:30.520 --> 1:13:33.679
<v Speaker 1>weren't rehearsing all day before the shows. I had days.

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<v Speaker 1>So she came out and she'd never really been to

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<v Speaker 1>New York before, and we just we had a great time.

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<v Speaker 1>We stayed, we walked, to the shows, get the van back,

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<v Speaker 1>eat some dinner, hang out, have a great time. And

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<v Speaker 1>we never really did anything New York is and uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it was time to take her back to the airport

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<v Speaker 1>and I had a day off. So it's like we

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<v Speaker 1>didn't do a carriage where I we didn't do anything romantic.

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<v Speaker 1>We didn't go to Barney's or the Russian Tea Room

1:14:04.400 --> 1:14:07.559
<v Speaker 1>or you know anything like that. I'm like, I got

1:14:07.600 --> 1:14:11.559
<v Speaker 1>it getting a yellow New York taxicab and I tell

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<v Speaker 1>the guy man, you gotta burn to LaGuardia because she

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<v Speaker 1>is late. She's gonna miss her flight. So the guy

1:14:17.400 --> 1:14:21.120
<v Speaker 1>put on the classic New York City cab ride, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hawking at pedestrians, gunning his engine. It was thrilling, it

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<v Speaker 1>was great, and and I was it was the end

1:14:27.280 --> 1:14:29.800
<v Speaker 1>of the long cell for me because that was it.

1:14:30.200 --> 1:14:34.120
<v Speaker 1>And you talk about kids, and neither of us really

1:14:34.120 --> 1:14:37.679
<v Speaker 1>wanted them. You know. It's like, I'm a child of divorce,

1:14:38.920 --> 1:14:43.800
<v Speaker 1>she's a strange from her parents. We just want to

1:14:43.800 --> 1:14:47.000
<v Speaker 1>have fun together and so that's what we do. Um.

1:14:47.040 --> 1:14:49.960
<v Speaker 1>And I am not evading your question about the fruit

1:14:50.040 --> 1:14:53.640
<v Speaker 1>of the road as it were. Um, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>might be an uptight asshole who's working on it. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm also a silly old romantic and I so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>you know, my wife says, you and your dad and

1:15:03.640 --> 1:15:07.680
<v Speaker 1>your your your dad's kids, you all love love. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I don't know that we're in love with

1:15:09.240 --> 1:15:12.480
<v Speaker 1>the concept of love. I think that we're just we're romantics.

1:15:13.600 --> 1:15:18.280
<v Speaker 1>We like that feeling better than the other feeling of lust.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying I refute the feeling of lust, and

1:15:22.000 --> 1:15:24.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying I have not acted upon the feeling

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<v Speaker 1>of lust, but I you know, I want a partner.

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<v Speaker 1>I want someone that I can run through silly comedy

1:15:31.800 --> 1:15:35.639
<v Speaker 1>sketches with. I want someone that's gonna like have joke

1:15:35.760 --> 1:15:40.680
<v Speaker 1>wedding vows to a certain degree. Um. So, yes, that

1:15:40.760 --> 1:15:43.360
<v Speaker 1>low hanging fruit was available, and it was weird to me,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, And I think things worked out the way

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<v Speaker 1>they did. I had great relationships that evolved and it

1:15:53.439 --> 1:15:56.000
<v Speaker 1>was time to move on. And I would certainly have

1:15:56.439 --> 1:16:00.880
<v Speaker 1>had fucked up great relationships and not fucked up relationships.

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<v Speaker 1>But we've been married for thirteen years now and we've

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<v Speaker 1>been through a lot, and it's worth it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's worth working through it. Um, and it's I can't

1:16:14.680 --> 1:16:17.880
<v Speaker 1>say that it's easy. You were married once, weren't you?

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<v Speaker 1>Of course I was. We can tell my story off,

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<v Speaker 1>not that I wouldn't, but it will take up a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of time. Why do you live in northern California?

1:16:25.920 --> 1:16:31.400
<v Speaker 1>I fell in love with classic rock, you know. I

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<v Speaker 1>I did not get to be in San Francisco when

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<v Speaker 1>it was cooking in the late sixties. But I loved

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<v Speaker 1>all those bands. I saw The Grateful Dead a lot

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in high school and college early eighties. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I was blown away with what they were doing, and

1:16:49.479 --> 1:16:51.360
<v Speaker 1>I was blown away with the spirit. But as close

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<v Speaker 1>as I got to that was you know, when I

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<v Speaker 1>could go see a Woodstock at the Midnight Movie, which

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<v Speaker 1>is way too long of a movie for a midnight movie,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way. You know it was on it was

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<v Speaker 1>on cable, and I got the Triple Record, and these

1:17:05.160 --> 1:17:09.120
<v Speaker 1>were the artists doing what they did on film. You know,

1:17:09.360 --> 1:17:11.519
<v Speaker 1>MTV was different. I liked some of the music. I

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<v Speaker 1>love the new wave, I love punk. I got it, um.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know when I decided what I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>do was when I saw Jimmy Page working in his pajamas.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like that guy goes to work in black silk pajamas,

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<v Speaker 1>and that is a cool job. And then when I

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<v Speaker 1>saw John entwhistle, like, that's the pace player that I

1:17:32.840 --> 1:17:37.960
<v Speaker 1>want to I like that guy's style. So when panic first,

1:17:38.360 --> 1:17:40.759
<v Speaker 1>I actually ball backtrack. I came to see a Grateful

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<v Speaker 1>Dead concert New Year's Eve in Oakland. I went with

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<v Speaker 1>a girlfriend of mine who had met the people that

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<v Speaker 1>the grandson of or the son of the folks that

1:17:52.560 --> 1:17:56.160
<v Speaker 1>live in seventeen Ashbury, the Grateful Dead House. We got

1:17:56.200 --> 1:17:59.479
<v Speaker 1>to stay there because of that connection. She had gone

1:17:59.520 --> 1:18:01.639
<v Speaker 1>done to some or class at Berkeley, met this guy

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<v Speaker 1>c J. And they graciously allowed us to stay at

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<v Speaker 1>the house. UM. And I fell in love with San Francisco.

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<v Speaker 1>And this was the San Francisco of Hate Street was

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<v Speaker 1>still oh man Um. And then when widespread Panics started

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<v Speaker 1>playing out here, you know, we didn't just start at

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<v Speaker 1>the war field. We uh we played I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was called the full Moon Saloon or the Moon Saloon

1:18:30.040 --> 1:18:33.960
<v Speaker 1>or something like that. It was on Hate Street, UM

1:18:34.000 --> 1:18:37.599
<v Speaker 1>and other little places, and it just I always wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be here. And then for a brief time in

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<v Speaker 1>like seven, I dated a girl and we lived in

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<v Speaker 1>the Sunset part of San Francisco. And then when I

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<v Speaker 1>met Audrey, she was going to school in San Luis Obispo,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, I'm ready to move, you know,

1:18:55.120 --> 1:18:57.679
<v Speaker 1>are you willing to to come up to the Bay area?

1:18:57.760 --> 1:19:01.960
<v Speaker 1>So we just started looking for properties. We found a

1:19:02.000 --> 1:19:05.080
<v Speaker 1>real estate agent. We're looking in North Marin and and

1:19:05.120 --> 1:19:09.479
<v Speaker 1>we kept drifting up towards Sonoma. Uh Sebastopol is the

1:19:09.479 --> 1:19:13.320
<v Speaker 1>town where I live. And one day the real estate

1:19:13.360 --> 1:19:18.439
<v Speaker 1>agent goes, why are you so interested in this area

1:19:18.520 --> 1:19:22.040
<v Speaker 1>West Sonoma County? It's got a real yeehaw factor, don't

1:19:22.040 --> 1:19:25.040
<v Speaker 1>you think? And I said, what do you mean by

1:19:25.120 --> 1:19:27.840
<v Speaker 1>yeehaw factor? And he said, oh, well, I just mean

1:19:27.880 --> 1:19:30.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, you see pickup trucks on cinder blocks and

1:19:30.720 --> 1:19:34.799
<v Speaker 1>people's yards and satellite dishes and stuff. And I'm like, motherfucker.

1:19:34.800 --> 1:19:37.439
<v Speaker 1>Alend in Georgia for twenty five years. I feel right

1:19:37.479 --> 1:19:41.040
<v Speaker 1>at home here. And so, you know, she's sort of

1:19:41.040 --> 1:19:43.599
<v Speaker 1>a city mouse. She grew up in Woodland Hills and

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<v Speaker 1>then you know, went to Santa Cruz and then wound

1:19:45.840 --> 1:19:48.920
<v Speaker 1>up finishing and slow and working there. Um, so it

1:19:48.960 --> 1:19:51.639
<v Speaker 1>took her a little getting used to because it's way

1:19:51.680 --> 1:19:55.760
<v Speaker 1>colder and rainier up here, but uh, man, we love it.

1:19:55.840 --> 1:19:57.599
<v Speaker 1>I love it up here. I feel right at home.

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<v Speaker 1>I've I've got a great life, and uh so, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>not San Francisco kind of glad I don't live in there.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I grew up in Richmond, Virginia, a

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<v Speaker 1>medium sized city on the East coast. I lived in Athens,

1:20:10.680 --> 1:20:13.320
<v Speaker 1>Georgia for twenty five years. That's a big college town

1:20:14.000 --> 1:20:16.720
<v Speaker 1>on the east coast. And now I live between a

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<v Speaker 1>town of seven thousand and a town of two hundred,

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<v Speaker 1>and if I ever moved from here, it's probably not

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<v Speaker 1>going to even have a post office where I wind up. Okay,

1:20:26.880 --> 1:20:29.400
<v Speaker 1>you mentioned Athens. For those of us who grew up

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<v Speaker 1>in the Northeast, are real first exposure to Athens was R. E. M.

1:20:33.800 --> 1:20:36.880
<v Speaker 1>And we hear about the whole scene, etcetera. You know, certainly,

1:20:36.920 --> 1:20:39.439
<v Speaker 1>growing up in Northeast, like myself, you really don't know

1:20:39.560 --> 1:20:42.720
<v Speaker 1>that much about the South, although I did, uh live

1:20:42.800 --> 1:20:46.320
<v Speaker 1>with a woman romantically from Tallahassee, which is really more

1:20:46.360 --> 1:20:50.000
<v Speaker 1>Georgia than Florida. But what was going on in Athens?

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<v Speaker 1>Explain it to me, man, Athens is uh the best description,

1:20:55.320 --> 1:20:57.400
<v Speaker 1>and I can't say that I coined this, but I

1:20:57.439 --> 1:21:02.640
<v Speaker 1>don't know who did Mayberry on acid. Uh. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I went to college there. I love the B fifty twos.

1:21:07.400 --> 1:21:10.599
<v Speaker 1>That was the first Athens band that I heard. And um,

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<v Speaker 1>but I went to college there because A I could

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<v Speaker 1>get early acceptance so I could be like done with

1:21:17.800 --> 1:21:20.320
<v Speaker 1>that whole college thing. And remember I went to a

1:21:20.400 --> 1:21:23.360
<v Speaker 1>prep school called Collegiate that was a thirteen year prep

1:21:23.400 --> 1:21:27.519
<v Speaker 1>school in Richmond. So by Thanksgiving of my senior year,

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<v Speaker 1>I had been accepted at the University of Georgia. I

1:21:30.200 --> 1:21:33.160
<v Speaker 1>knew that they had a music scene, but I think

1:21:33.200 --> 1:21:34.960
<v Speaker 1>what was more important to me at the time was

1:21:35.360 --> 1:21:39.240
<v Speaker 1>Playboy magazine had named them the top party college in

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<v Speaker 1>the country, and I had gone down there. My best

1:21:44.720 --> 1:21:47.759
<v Speaker 1>friend's dad was like an alumni rep, so he dragged

1:21:47.800 --> 1:21:50.800
<v Speaker 1>us down there to see herschel Walker play football and

1:21:50.960 --> 1:21:55.040
<v Speaker 1>uh a visitation weekend. And there's a place called Legion

1:21:55.080 --> 1:21:58.800
<v Speaker 1>Field where on campus they'd have the big outdoor concerts

1:21:59.360 --> 1:22:02.360
<v Speaker 1>and I saw the psychedelic furs and I was like, Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>this is really cool. And um. So there I was

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<v Speaker 1>Fall of eighty three, moving into a dorm and things

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<v Speaker 1>were cooking. Uh. The guy across the hall was listening

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<v Speaker 1>to w U O G the college station, and the

1:22:17.720 --> 1:22:21.080
<v Speaker 1>band Love Tractor was on there talking about their new record,

1:22:21.120 --> 1:22:23.960
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, that is some alien sounding cool music.

1:22:24.400 --> 1:22:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Of course, chronic Town had just dropped the famous R E.

1:22:28.200 --> 1:22:32.240
<v Speaker 1>M EP bands were cooking. There weren't that many liquor

1:22:32.280 --> 1:22:35.040
<v Speaker 1>licenses downtown. There was a couple of places to play,

1:22:35.920 --> 1:22:38.160
<v Speaker 1>place called Tyrone's you couldn't get to unless you had

1:22:38.200 --> 1:22:40.600
<v Speaker 1>a car, and then there was the infamous forty Wi

1:22:40.720 --> 1:22:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Club and r M was cooking. In fact, Athens is

1:22:45.200 --> 1:22:49.000
<v Speaker 1>so hip that r M hadn't even put out their

1:22:49.000 --> 1:22:53.040
<v Speaker 1>second record yet, and the hipsters and Athens were writing

1:22:53.040 --> 1:22:55.840
<v Speaker 1>them off. Is too popular to be cool. That's how

1:22:55.880 --> 1:22:59.080
<v Speaker 1>cool Athens was. And it was a miasma of styles.

1:22:59.120 --> 1:23:03.120
<v Speaker 1>There was the thrist door hipsters, people that like literally

1:23:03.120 --> 1:23:06.920
<v Speaker 1>sowed their own clothing. There's the weirdo punk rockers, the

1:23:07.000 --> 1:23:11.240
<v Speaker 1>straight edge guys, and uh, what a great place, What

1:23:11.320 --> 1:23:13.800
<v Speaker 1>a great place. Everybody was in a band. Everybody was

1:23:13.840 --> 1:23:17.360
<v Speaker 1>in three bands, and it was time to have a job.

1:23:17.760 --> 1:23:19.439
<v Speaker 1>You got a job at a place like the euro

1:23:19.600 --> 1:23:24.640
<v Speaker 1>rap Um doing schwarma or the taco stand rolling burritos.

1:23:24.640 --> 1:23:28.600
<v Speaker 1>And your boss knew that you were an artist or

1:23:28.640 --> 1:23:31.280
<v Speaker 1>you were in a band, and so yeah, take two weeks,

1:23:32.120 --> 1:23:34.880
<v Speaker 1>go off and lose your ass playing playing your music.

1:23:35.120 --> 1:23:37.040
<v Speaker 1>That your job will be waiting when you come back,

1:23:38.040 --> 1:23:40.000
<v Speaker 1>you know. And I was lucky enough to stumble into

1:23:40.080 --> 1:23:42.280
<v Speaker 1>working the door at a place called the Uptown Lounge

1:23:43.200 --> 1:23:48.480
<v Speaker 1>um where I saw Black Flag, I saw Camper van Beethoven,

1:23:48.640 --> 1:23:52.559
<v Speaker 1>I saw you know, any number of bands that would

1:23:52.560 --> 1:23:56.800
<v Speaker 1>go on to become stalwarts of the alternative, the Lollapaloosa scene,

1:23:57.240 --> 1:24:02.880
<v Speaker 1>Chili Pepper's Meat Puppets, you name it, and man that

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<v Speaker 1>talk about something where you don't realize you're in the

1:24:07.960 --> 1:24:12.679
<v Speaker 1>midst of something that's cooking, but then you do and

1:24:12.800 --> 1:24:17.040
<v Speaker 1>then it explodes. That's kind of what happened. And so

1:24:17.160 --> 1:24:21.559
<v Speaker 1>Athens to me was this strange, little Mayberian acid kind

1:24:21.600 --> 1:24:25.200
<v Speaker 1>of town. And and it always will be. It always is,

1:24:25.240 --> 1:24:30.160
<v Speaker 1>no matter how homogenized they try to make it. Uh,

1:24:30.200 --> 1:24:33.160
<v Speaker 1>there's an independent coffee shop that exists right next door

1:24:33.200 --> 1:24:36.760
<v Speaker 1>to a Starbucks. You know, there's enough support because you've

1:24:36.800 --> 1:24:39.160
<v Speaker 1>got the kids from the college that will go to Starbucks,

1:24:39.160 --> 1:24:41.719
<v Speaker 1>and then you've got the townies and the the weirdo

1:24:41.880 --> 1:24:45.160
<v Speaker 1>kids from the college that will go to Espresso Royal

1:24:45.960 --> 1:24:50.160
<v Speaker 1>or whatever it's called um and I really I miss it,

1:24:50.280 --> 1:24:52.600
<v Speaker 1>and I'm glad that we go back there to have

1:24:52.720 --> 1:24:55.080
<v Speaker 1>business meetings, and we go back there to rehearse and

1:24:55.160 --> 1:24:58.800
<v Speaker 1>so forth. It's it's a very resetting kind of town.

1:24:59.560 --> 1:25:02.720
<v Speaker 1>A lot people don't ever leave, and it's it's very

1:25:02.760 --> 1:25:06.280
<v Speaker 1>easy to see why. Here's a little interesting story about

1:25:06.280 --> 1:25:11.120
<v Speaker 1>Athens in the two thousand and four election. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>George Bush was going for his second term and uh

1:25:15.240 --> 1:25:17.120
<v Speaker 1>and he won. We all know that. We all know

1:25:17.160 --> 1:25:21.200
<v Speaker 1>what happens the Athens Banner Herald that morning. You know

1:25:21.240 --> 1:25:24.560
<v Speaker 1>that Georgia has its counties. It's a lot of counties.

1:25:25.439 --> 1:25:30.160
<v Speaker 1>And on the Athens Banner Herald that morning it said

1:25:30.240 --> 1:25:35.200
<v Speaker 1>Democrats sweep Clark County. And there's a picture of the

1:25:35.200 --> 1:25:38.760
<v Speaker 1>state of Georgia and it is read entirely all these

1:25:39.160 --> 1:25:42.400
<v Speaker 1>a hundred and some counties and this one little blue

1:25:42.439 --> 1:25:48.160
<v Speaker 1>dot Athens Clark County. Democrats sweep Clark County. That to

1:25:48.240 --> 1:25:52.200
<v Speaker 1>me sums up the attitude in Athens, Georgia. Okay, let's

1:25:52.280 --> 1:25:55.080
<v Speaker 1>jump to today. You work on a lot of records,

1:25:55.120 --> 1:25:57.400
<v Speaker 1>but needless just say, in the thirty odd years you've

1:25:57.400 --> 1:26:00.800
<v Speaker 1>been in this game, the landscape is complete. He changed.

1:26:01.400 --> 1:26:02.960
<v Speaker 1>You know. It used to be there were very few

1:26:02.960 --> 1:26:06.360
<v Speaker 1>bands cost money to make records was distribution was a

1:26:06.400 --> 1:26:12.439
<v Speaker 1>big bottleneck. You wanted to have widespread acceptance. What's it

1:26:12.479 --> 1:26:15.200
<v Speaker 1>like making a record today? Why even make a record?

1:26:16.120 --> 1:26:18.000
<v Speaker 1>You know? That is a question that I asked a

1:26:18.080 --> 1:26:21.680
<v Speaker 1>young band that I'm working with. And I agree with

1:26:21.720 --> 1:26:23.760
<v Speaker 1>a lot of what you write, A lot of it

1:26:24.280 --> 1:26:27.719
<v Speaker 1>um and sometimes I disagree, but this one I really

1:26:27.760 --> 1:26:32.360
<v Speaker 1>agree on. Um. You make an LP, it's a vanity project,

1:26:32.640 --> 1:26:34.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, or it's just because of what you do.

1:26:34.960 --> 1:26:38.760
<v Speaker 1>Widespread Panic has always made LPs. That's just what we do,

1:26:39.200 --> 1:26:42.759
<v Speaker 1>and we've done it independently. There have been budgets from labels.

1:26:43.360 --> 1:26:44.920
<v Speaker 1>We were one of the first bands to go with

1:26:44.960 --> 1:26:47.639
<v Speaker 1>Sanctuary Records in the late nineties, and so we had

1:26:48.000 --> 1:26:51.880
<v Speaker 1>a fifty fifty deal because we made all of our

1:26:51.920 --> 1:26:56.080
<v Speaker 1>money selling tickets and so sure, we'll pay for fifty

1:26:56.360 --> 1:26:58.280
<v Speaker 1>of the recording budget and we'll up what we get

1:26:58.320 --> 1:27:01.599
<v Speaker 1>on the end, and that's rate. But for a young

1:27:01.640 --> 1:27:04.599
<v Speaker 1>band in this landscape where all they're gonna make money

1:27:04.640 --> 1:27:08.240
<v Speaker 1>off of is selling tickets and merchandise. Do you really

1:27:08.680 --> 1:27:11.400
<v Speaker 1>have in your coffers enough money to record ten or

1:27:11.400 --> 1:27:15.400
<v Speaker 1>twelve songs? And then if you're gonna make money off

1:27:15.400 --> 1:27:18.519
<v Speaker 1>of you're not selling c d s. You're not gonna

1:27:18.560 --> 1:27:23.439
<v Speaker 1>get paid. Unless you really go viral on TikTok or

1:27:23.479 --> 1:27:26.000
<v Speaker 1>a stream, You're not gonna get paid that way. So

1:27:26.040 --> 1:27:28.880
<v Speaker 1>how are you gonna afford to press and make vinyl?

1:27:29.400 --> 1:27:31.920
<v Speaker 1>Because that is one way that if you can afford

1:27:31.960 --> 1:27:33.800
<v Speaker 1>to do it, you can sell it at your shows.

1:27:33.840 --> 1:27:36.320
<v Speaker 1>You can make some money on it. Why do you

1:27:36.360 --> 1:27:39.400
<v Speaker 1>want to do that? So I asked them, why wouldn't

1:27:39.400 --> 1:27:42.200
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't you rather just like take your two best songs

1:27:42.280 --> 1:27:46.599
<v Speaker 1>you're most confident in and record them really really well,

1:27:47.640 --> 1:27:51.680
<v Speaker 1>make them, use these tools of the studio, and and

1:27:51.800 --> 1:27:55.840
<v Speaker 1>let's just leverage what you got into an amazing recording.

1:27:56.520 --> 1:27:58.599
<v Speaker 1>You know, press a seven inch you can sell that

1:27:58.880 --> 1:28:01.920
<v Speaker 1>people will love. They'll they'll buy LPs and seven inches

1:28:01.960 --> 1:28:05.280
<v Speaker 1>even if they don't have a turntable, because you can

1:28:05.320 --> 1:28:07.080
<v Speaker 1>sign it and they can put it on their mantle.

1:28:07.560 --> 1:28:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Other people who listen to it. That's great. But and

1:28:12.000 --> 1:28:13.880
<v Speaker 1>I encounter it and a lot of a lot of

1:28:13.920 --> 1:28:16.719
<v Speaker 1>the younger bands get it. They get that it's gone

1:28:16.760 --> 1:28:18.639
<v Speaker 1>back to it's gone back to the kind of world

1:28:18.640 --> 1:28:20.600
<v Speaker 1>that we grew up in. You know. I'd go to

1:28:21.720 --> 1:28:24.760
<v Speaker 1>UH Standard drug store and they had a wall of

1:28:24.800 --> 1:28:27.559
<v Speaker 1>the top forty singles there, and my dad would give

1:28:27.600 --> 1:28:29.639
<v Speaker 1>me a buck and I'd buy whichever one I wanted.

1:28:30.080 --> 1:28:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Deep Purple createds Clear Order Revival, and then we got

1:28:34.360 --> 1:28:37.920
<v Speaker 1>into the LP world and it was a good world

1:28:37.960 --> 1:28:42.519
<v Speaker 1>for a little while. But we had gatekeepers. Um, we

1:28:42.560 --> 1:28:46.759
<v Speaker 1>had radio stations, some local, then the radio stations went national.

1:28:47.200 --> 1:28:50.200
<v Speaker 1>Heard the same twenty eight songs every freaking day until

1:28:50.479 --> 1:28:52.720
<v Speaker 1>you were tired of it, and then you heard it

1:28:52.800 --> 1:28:57.320
<v Speaker 1>some more. But I don't understand why a young band

1:28:58.920 --> 1:29:00.760
<v Speaker 1>would want to record any thing more than a song

1:29:00.880 --> 1:29:04.200
<v Speaker 1>or two in this day and age right now, unless

1:29:04.200 --> 1:29:08.120
<v Speaker 1>you're so incredibly confident and have such amazing material that

1:29:08.160 --> 1:29:10.080
<v Speaker 1>it's going to go deep. But is it going to

1:29:10.160 --> 1:29:14.320
<v Speaker 1>go deep, Bob, No, it's not. But going a little

1:29:14.320 --> 1:29:17.640
<v Speaker 1>deeper on this topic, how good a studio do you

1:29:17.720 --> 1:29:19.800
<v Speaker 1>have and how much does it cost someone to make

1:29:19.840 --> 1:29:23.320
<v Speaker 1>a record to come into work with you? Well, I

1:29:23.360 --> 1:29:27.280
<v Speaker 1>mean I'm in a really great place. Um, we're at

1:29:27.280 --> 1:29:30.240
<v Speaker 1>a studio right here. I'm talking to you from my

1:29:30.360 --> 1:29:33.320
<v Speaker 1>studio and my engineer Jason. It's we call it space Camp.

1:29:33.960 --> 1:29:37.040
<v Speaker 1>It used to belong to Kataro, the New Age artist.

1:29:37.280 --> 1:29:40.479
<v Speaker 1>He built it by hand and we took over after

1:29:40.520 --> 1:29:43.519
<v Speaker 1>he left. Um. We got a thirty six channel student

1:29:43.560 --> 1:29:46.600
<v Speaker 1>console in here. All kinds of great sense and instruments

1:29:46.640 --> 1:29:52.200
<v Speaker 1>and engineer that knows how to work them and record them. UM.

1:29:52.200 --> 1:29:55.400
<v Speaker 1>So you know, we work with people we want to

1:29:55.439 --> 1:29:57.599
<v Speaker 1>work with. Here. If you want me to produce your

1:29:57.640 --> 1:30:00.880
<v Speaker 1>record and you have a studio and mind, I'll come

1:30:01.200 --> 1:30:04.040
<v Speaker 1>and we'll talk about what it costs. I really when

1:30:04.080 --> 1:30:05.920
<v Speaker 1>I say I'm in a great position, it means that

1:30:06.360 --> 1:30:08.080
<v Speaker 1>I can pick and shoes. This isn't what I want

1:30:08.080 --> 1:30:11.000
<v Speaker 1>to do for a living. It's what I love. I

1:30:11.040 --> 1:30:13.920
<v Speaker 1>love the studio. I love working with artists. It's my

1:30:14.000 --> 1:30:17.800
<v Speaker 1>happy place. Making the Neil Kassal record with Jim Scott,

1:30:17.840 --> 1:30:20.439
<v Speaker 1>the eighteen songs we were able to do down and

1:30:20.479 --> 1:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>stay on Korita at Pliers, his home studio. Some of

1:30:23.720 --> 1:30:26.559
<v Speaker 1>the happiest times in my life. I'm working with all

1:30:26.640 --> 1:30:30.320
<v Speaker 1>kinds of different artists. I'm meeting and working with heroes.

1:30:30.600 --> 1:30:32.960
<v Speaker 1>You know. I mean to sit around and talk base

1:30:33.040 --> 1:30:36.719
<v Speaker 1>with Bobby glob Come on to get to play base

1:30:36.840 --> 1:30:40.200
<v Speaker 1>with Don Heffington. God rest his soul, give me a break,

1:30:40.720 --> 1:30:44.360
<v Speaker 1>you know. To bring someone like Tim Hiecker and have

1:30:45.000 --> 1:30:49.360
<v Speaker 1>Jim Scott, you know, recording and have a handpicked band

1:30:50.360 --> 1:30:55.240
<v Speaker 1>supporting Tim is wonderful. It's the best thing in the world.

1:30:56.320 --> 1:30:58.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't need to get paid. Doesn't mean I'm not,

1:30:58.439 --> 1:31:00.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, it doesn't mean I'm gonna work for free.

1:31:00.200 --> 1:31:02.200
<v Speaker 1>But I don't get I don't want to get paid.

1:31:02.240 --> 1:31:03.920
<v Speaker 1>We can work something out on the back end, if

1:31:03.920 --> 1:31:05.400
<v Speaker 1>there ever is a back end, and I don't think

1:31:05.439 --> 1:31:09.040
<v Speaker 1>there's ever going to be a back ever again, really,

1:31:09.080 --> 1:31:12.080
<v Speaker 1>you know. But Jason and I we're here and we

1:31:12.160 --> 1:31:14.800
<v Speaker 1>work on stuff that we love. How far is it

1:31:14.880 --> 1:31:21.920
<v Speaker 1>from your house? Three miles? Oh far? Three miles? And

1:31:22.400 --> 1:31:26.960
<v Speaker 1>where did Qataro go? Why did he sell it? Uh? Well,

1:31:27.000 --> 1:31:30.639
<v Speaker 1>he had a divorce and he went back to Japan,

1:31:31.000 --> 1:31:34.320
<v Speaker 1>to his homeland, and then he got snagged there by

1:31:34.360 --> 1:31:38.360
<v Speaker 1>COVID when they're sort of they had pretty severe protocol.

1:31:38.760 --> 1:31:42.360
<v Speaker 1>He kind of got trapped there, couldn't leave. Um. But

1:31:43.880 --> 1:31:46.760
<v Speaker 1>here we are at space camp, and I'm talking to

1:31:46.760 --> 1:31:49.599
<v Speaker 1>you from space camp and you can see this old

1:31:49.720 --> 1:31:55.160
<v Speaker 1>art synthesizer right behind me. And yeah, I actually worked

1:31:55.160 --> 1:31:59.360
<v Speaker 1>on that my college. Yeah, um, we we have we

1:31:59.479 --> 1:32:03.320
<v Speaker 1>love old off. Jason is a circuit bender, built pedals,

1:32:04.360 --> 1:32:07.759
<v Speaker 1>worked able to enlive with Steve Kimok and also TechEd

1:32:07.800 --> 1:32:11.400
<v Speaker 1>his guitars and his amps. So you know, here we

1:32:11.439 --> 1:32:15.280
<v Speaker 1>are making music. I'm ready to make another record for

1:32:15.400 --> 1:32:20.640
<v Speaker 1>my own twisted devices and uh, you know, no commercial potential,

1:32:20.800 --> 1:32:24.120
<v Speaker 1>no hope at all. Just have some fun and make

1:32:24.200 --> 1:32:26.800
<v Speaker 1>some music for me. It's been like twenty years since

1:32:26.840 --> 1:32:29.760
<v Speaker 1>I did that. And uh, maybe it's a soundtrack to

1:32:29.800 --> 1:32:31.600
<v Speaker 1>a movie that hadn't been made yet. I don't know.

1:32:31.720 --> 1:32:41.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't really care. I'm about being happy, you know. Okay,

1:32:41.920 --> 1:32:45.640
<v Speaker 1>let's talk finances. You're in a band with multiple members.

1:32:46.200 --> 1:32:50.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, whatever publishing is is, there's not that much

1:32:50.040 --> 1:32:54.360
<v Speaker 1>and it's split, etcetera. How are you doing financially? Uh,

1:32:54.560 --> 1:32:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm really good. You know. Widespread Panic has been a

1:32:57.040 --> 1:33:02.120
<v Speaker 1>band that can sell tickets for thirty years. Um, there's

1:33:02.160 --> 1:33:05.839
<v Speaker 1>been eras where we're in the top ten concert grossing

1:33:05.880 --> 1:33:09.360
<v Speaker 1>attractions in Billboard. Now we're to a point where we

1:33:09.400 --> 1:33:13.400
<v Speaker 1>play maybe thirty five shows a year, and we go

1:33:13.479 --> 1:33:15.880
<v Speaker 1>and we do three three night runs, four night runs

1:33:15.880 --> 1:33:19.120
<v Speaker 1>and cities we love, and we get to play our

1:33:19.160 --> 1:33:21.599
<v Speaker 1>catalog and we play our music, and our fans come

1:33:21.600 --> 1:33:25.040
<v Speaker 1>in and they have a great time, and everybody's happy.

1:33:25.080 --> 1:33:28.080
<v Speaker 1>Everybody's happier than they've been in a long time because

1:33:28.120 --> 1:33:30.920
<v Speaker 1>we worked our asses off, Bob. You know, we we

1:33:31.760 --> 1:33:34.000
<v Speaker 1>There were years where we did two d fifty shows

1:33:34.800 --> 1:33:36.559
<v Speaker 1>and then there was a long stretch where we did

1:33:36.560 --> 1:33:38.960
<v Speaker 1>eighty a hundred shows. And that was the best part

1:33:38.960 --> 1:33:42.360
<v Speaker 1>of our career was being in you know, three tour buses,

1:33:42.400 --> 1:33:45.840
<v Speaker 1>three semi trucks, having a modular system where we'd go

1:33:45.880 --> 1:33:49.040
<v Speaker 1>play a shed somewhere that we could easily downsize to

1:33:49.120 --> 1:33:53.240
<v Speaker 1>play an arena or downsize to play a theater. And

1:33:53.280 --> 1:33:55.800
<v Speaker 1>I gotta tell you, I love these theaters. We placed

1:33:55.920 --> 1:33:59.760
<v Speaker 1>places like the Beacon, the Orpheum, the Riverside, and we'll

1:33:59.760 --> 1:34:01.439
<v Speaker 1>walk key. We just got done with a run at

1:34:01.439 --> 1:34:07.920
<v Speaker 1>the Chicago Theater. It's it's fantastic um, you know. I

1:34:07.960 --> 1:34:10.840
<v Speaker 1>remember we played two nights at Madison Square Garden for

1:34:10.920 --> 1:34:15.599
<v Speaker 1>Halloween in the year maybe two thousand and four or five,

1:34:15.720 --> 1:34:20.040
<v Speaker 1>I can't remember. But to walk out on that stage

1:34:20.960 --> 1:34:26.120
<v Speaker 1>and literally be on the X where Jimmy Page was

1:34:26.160 --> 1:34:29.640
<v Speaker 1>standing approximately when I saw that movie when I was

1:34:29.680 --> 1:34:31.800
<v Speaker 1>twelve years old on its first run in the theater,

1:34:32.000 --> 1:34:34.680
<v Speaker 1>where I had my revelation about tech guy works in

1:34:34.720 --> 1:34:37.439
<v Speaker 1>his pajamas. I want that job. That was one of

1:34:37.479 --> 1:34:40.360
<v Speaker 1>those moments, you know. I think in the end, our

1:34:40.400 --> 1:34:42.920
<v Speaker 1>lives are are just sort of a string of those moments,

1:34:42.960 --> 1:34:47.080
<v Speaker 1>don't you think, And that was a big one for me. Um.

1:34:47.160 --> 1:34:50.800
<v Speaker 1>But those big arenas, when you can pull them in

1:34:50.880 --> 1:34:53.720
<v Speaker 1>and make them small and unite the audience and get

1:34:53.720 --> 1:34:58.040
<v Speaker 1>into that zone, that is super special. That's what for

1:34:58.160 --> 1:35:00.960
<v Speaker 1>lack of a better label, jam bands f you know,

1:35:01.080 --> 1:35:06.760
<v Speaker 1>they can take a room that large and shrink it

1:35:06.800 --> 1:35:09.880
<v Speaker 1>into a nightclub and they might have an amazing light

1:35:09.880 --> 1:35:14.479
<v Speaker 1>show and the best sound system ever. Uh but that's

1:35:14.720 --> 1:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>what we do, and that's amazing. And after thirty five

1:35:19.000 --> 1:35:21.240
<v Speaker 1>years to be able to go to a beautiful place

1:35:21.840 --> 1:35:23.920
<v Speaker 1>like the Chicago Theater or to a place like the

1:35:24.000 --> 1:35:27.240
<v Speaker 1>Riverside in Milwaukee where they just treat you so good

1:35:27.280 --> 1:35:29.400
<v Speaker 1>and it sounds so good and the people are right

1:35:29.479 --> 1:35:33.160
<v Speaker 1>up there in your face. Some of those faces I've

1:35:33.160 --> 1:35:37.360
<v Speaker 1>been seeing for over twenty five years. Um, it's amazing.

1:35:37.520 --> 1:35:40.880
<v Speaker 1>What a gift. And I think we just we did

1:35:40.920 --> 1:35:44.479
<v Speaker 1>it on the boards because we just toured and toured

1:35:44.479 --> 1:35:47.840
<v Speaker 1>and toured. You know, you asked me what I talked

1:35:47.880 --> 1:35:51.599
<v Speaker 1>about with young bands in the studio. There's a lot

1:35:51.640 --> 1:35:54.000
<v Speaker 1>of experience that I like to share with them about

1:35:54.680 --> 1:35:56.960
<v Speaker 1>how do you important it is? You know, I'm fond

1:35:56.960 --> 1:36:00.200
<v Speaker 1>of saying, this is a business of relationships and you're

1:36:00.200 --> 1:36:03.360
<v Speaker 1>gonna encounter the same people decade after decade. They might

1:36:03.400 --> 1:36:07.360
<v Speaker 1>all have different jobs than they did when you met him,

1:36:07.360 --> 1:36:10.479
<v Speaker 1>but we've all got each other's back in this whacked

1:36:10.479 --> 1:36:14.360
<v Speaker 1>out business if we maintain those relationships. And so for

1:36:14.439 --> 1:36:17.040
<v Speaker 1>a young band to go out and you know you're

1:36:17.080 --> 1:36:19.920
<v Speaker 1>gonna play those places where you're like, who the funk

1:36:19.960 --> 1:36:23.679
<v Speaker 1>booked us in this pizza joint? There's one guy there

1:36:23.720 --> 1:36:27.479
<v Speaker 1>that you changed his life that night. You make a

1:36:27.520 --> 1:36:29.920
<v Speaker 1>friend out of that guy, you know, give him a

1:36:30.080 --> 1:36:32.599
<v Speaker 1>give him a CD or a single, or get him

1:36:32.600 --> 1:36:36.200
<v Speaker 1>on your mailing list somehow. And you do that long

1:36:36.320 --> 1:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>enough and the next thing you know, you've got a following.

1:36:40.760 --> 1:36:42.760
<v Speaker 1>You know, it's like, what is it? Arlo Guthrie says,

1:36:42.840 --> 1:36:45.960
<v Speaker 1>is you get three and you've got yourself a conspiracy

1:36:46.200 --> 1:36:50.559
<v Speaker 1>right right? To what degree did Phil Walden and Capricorn help?

1:36:51.280 --> 1:36:55.360
<v Speaker 1>And we're any big Phil Walden lessons or stories. Well,

1:36:55.400 --> 1:36:58.200
<v Speaker 1>the one thing we always wondered was how come we

1:36:58.240 --> 1:37:01.720
<v Speaker 1>never saw Phil Waldon and Names Brown in the same room,

1:37:01.760 --> 1:37:04.840
<v Speaker 1>because they had the same kind of charisma to us.

1:37:05.320 --> 1:37:07.800
<v Speaker 1>But Phil was a great mentor. I mean his son,

1:37:07.880 --> 1:37:11.400
<v Speaker 1>Phil Walldon Jr. Was our first manager. He saw us

1:37:11.400 --> 1:37:14.400
<v Speaker 1>playing a frat party that he was a member of

1:37:14.600 --> 1:37:16.880
<v Speaker 1>the frat. It was Phi Delta Theta. I think at

1:37:16.880 --> 1:37:20.280
<v Speaker 1>you g A and uh, He's like, you know, my

1:37:20.360 --> 1:37:24.439
<v Speaker 1>daddy's in the music business, and uh, maybe he'd like

1:37:24.520 --> 1:37:26.720
<v Speaker 1>to hear you guys, And you know he was. He

1:37:26.760 --> 1:37:30.559
<v Speaker 1>was reassembling Capricorn at the time. And Phil Jr. Managed us,

1:37:30.560 --> 1:37:33.360
<v Speaker 1>And I remember we played a place called Elston Square,

1:37:33.520 --> 1:37:39.760
<v Speaker 1>was a rock club in Nashville, and we invited Phil

1:37:39.760 --> 1:37:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Waldon to come see us play, and no one was

1:37:43.080 --> 1:37:49.559
<v Speaker 1>there except for Phil Walden and a couple of the

1:37:49.560 --> 1:37:51.840
<v Speaker 1>guys from R. E. M there in Nashville trying to

1:37:51.880 --> 1:37:54.559
<v Speaker 1>make their third record, and some of the guys from

1:37:54.640 --> 1:37:58.040
<v Speaker 1>Jason and the Scorchers, And we played our set as

1:37:58.040 --> 1:37:59.760
<v Speaker 1>best we could. And we sat down with Phil and

1:37:59.760 --> 1:38:01.840
<v Speaker 1>we and uh, hey, you know, what did you think?

1:38:02.360 --> 1:38:04.799
<v Speaker 1>And he just looked at he said it's a big country, boys,

1:38:05.800 --> 1:38:08.800
<v Speaker 1>which was like, oh, but he was right. You know.

1:38:09.000 --> 1:38:12.360
<v Speaker 1>What he was telling us was get out there and work,

1:38:12.760 --> 1:38:14.240
<v Speaker 1>and it is a big country. There's a lot of

1:38:14.240 --> 1:38:17.240
<v Speaker 1>opportunity to learn how to be a band seeing this

1:38:17.320 --> 1:38:21.760
<v Speaker 1>big country and gathering fans. And then when we made

1:38:21.760 --> 1:38:24.280
<v Speaker 1>Space Wrangler and it went Indie Gold, it was on

1:38:24.360 --> 1:38:28.679
<v Speaker 1>Landslide Records, and it sold a surprising number of copies

1:38:28.760 --> 1:38:34.479
<v Speaker 1>and cemented us as a viable touring force. That's when

1:38:34.520 --> 1:38:40.240
<v Speaker 1>they came after us. Um, Phil signed us and put

1:38:40.320 --> 1:38:44.160
<v Speaker 1>us with Johnny Sandlin and just let us do our thing.

1:38:44.760 --> 1:38:47.719
<v Speaker 1>He let us do our thing. There were great lessons,

1:38:48.880 --> 1:38:51.479
<v Speaker 1>but most of them really didn't apply to us. One

1:38:51.520 --> 1:38:55.400
<v Speaker 1>of the best ones was what did he say? Wait,

1:38:55.640 --> 1:38:59.120
<v Speaker 1>we're asking about the labels involvement in the Carter campaign,

1:39:00.040 --> 1:39:03.400
<v Speaker 1>and his comment was, we put a peanut farmer in

1:39:03.439 --> 1:39:09.679
<v Speaker 1>the White House Rick company out of business. Okay. What's

1:39:09.720 --> 1:39:13.800
<v Speaker 1>the status of the jam bam world today? It is

1:39:13.840 --> 1:39:18.479
<v Speaker 1>continually evolving. Um. You know, I I've always said that

1:39:18.560 --> 1:39:21.559
<v Speaker 1>I hate labels, I think they're more convenient for for

1:39:21.560 --> 1:39:23.639
<v Speaker 1>people who have a product to sell if they can

1:39:24.360 --> 1:39:26.360
<v Speaker 1>put a label on a cubby hole in a shelf

1:39:26.400 --> 1:39:30.519
<v Speaker 1>and put your product on it. Um. So, jam band

1:39:30.600 --> 1:39:35.559
<v Speaker 1>was never one that I thought applied. It's it's the

1:39:35.600 --> 1:39:40.160
<v Speaker 1>state of the jam band world. Is there are the

1:39:40.160 --> 1:39:43.400
<v Speaker 1>the original jam bands are? They're gone now for the

1:39:43.400 --> 1:39:48.599
<v Speaker 1>most part. The Almond Brothers gone dead and company still

1:39:48.680 --> 1:39:52.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of doing it, in fact doing it really well

1:39:52.160 --> 1:39:55.519
<v Speaker 1>in some respects bringing in the young people and getting

1:39:55.560 --> 1:39:58.680
<v Speaker 1>him onto it. But there's a whole scene. There's the

1:39:58.800 --> 1:40:01.840
<v Speaker 1>jam grass scene. I don't know if Billy Strings is

1:40:01.880 --> 1:40:05.000
<v Speaker 1>part of that or not, but bands like String Cheese

1:40:05.160 --> 1:40:08.439
<v Speaker 1>would certainly qualifies. They started out of the jam grass.

1:40:08.920 --> 1:40:12.760
<v Speaker 1>There's the sort of live tronica jam bands you wrote

1:40:12.800 --> 1:40:16.679
<v Speaker 1>about Sound Tribes Sector nine. They were actually on Landslide

1:40:16.720 --> 1:40:19.840
<v Speaker 1>Records too. They were a former Athens band. They're doing

1:40:19.840 --> 1:40:24.280
<v Speaker 1>amazing things. There's a new band called Goose that I'm

1:40:24.320 --> 1:40:27.080
<v Speaker 1>hearing a lot about that. Uh, you know, they can play,

1:40:27.120 --> 1:40:31.840
<v Speaker 1>they're writing songs. Um to me. You know, it's why

1:40:31.920 --> 1:40:34.160
<v Speaker 1>is it led Zeppelin a jam band? Didn't they do

1:40:34.200 --> 1:40:37.360
<v Speaker 1>improvisational jams? Well? Well, let's do the jam band. Let's

1:40:37.400 --> 1:40:41.000
<v Speaker 1>forget the term. Let's just say there are certain number

1:40:41.080 --> 1:40:45.280
<v Speaker 1>of bands that a R bands because most everybody else

1:40:45.360 --> 1:40:48.560
<v Speaker 1>is a solo act and they're doing in their bedroom,

1:40:48.840 --> 1:40:53.880
<v Speaker 1>B or c depending uh is. Guitar is not the

1:40:53.960 --> 1:40:58.680
<v Speaker 1>dominant sound in the dominant recording world. So what do

1:40:58.800 --> 1:41:02.360
<v Speaker 1>we know? If you look at the the road revenues,

1:41:03.200 --> 1:41:06.360
<v Speaker 1>the biggest numbers are pulled by the classic rock acts.

1:41:06.400 --> 1:41:08.320
<v Speaker 1>Some of them only have a few years left before

1:41:08.320 --> 1:41:11.439
<v Speaker 1>they're going to be too old to play. Okay. Then

1:41:11.520 --> 1:41:14.719
<v Speaker 1>we have the Spotify world, the Top forty radio world,

1:41:14.720 --> 1:41:19.040
<v Speaker 1>which is hip hop and pop, and it very rarely

1:41:19.120 --> 1:41:23.120
<v Speaker 1>intersects with guitar based band music. Ed Sharon kind of

1:41:23.120 --> 1:41:26.400
<v Speaker 1>bridges that gap, but almost no one else does. So

1:41:26.439 --> 1:41:29.800
<v Speaker 1>as we march forward, what's the evolution? What do we know?

1:41:29.920 --> 1:41:33.240
<v Speaker 1>In hip hop? It's really about who your friends are.

1:41:34.120 --> 1:41:36.400
<v Speaker 1>Beyond your record, you'll be on mine. And we have

1:41:36.520 --> 1:41:39.000
<v Speaker 1>now seen, unfortunately with Astro World and a lot of

1:41:39.040 --> 1:41:41.840
<v Speaker 1>other things, that they can actually sell tickets, although a

1:41:41.920 --> 1:41:45.439
<v Speaker 1>lot of people cannot. Of the big Top forty song.

1:41:45.920 --> 1:41:49.120
<v Speaker 1>So Adele comes in at this point. It's a force

1:41:49.200 --> 1:41:51.920
<v Speaker 1>of nature. But before it became this force of nature.

1:41:52.360 --> 1:41:55.960
<v Speaker 1>She's doing something completely different and being more successful than

1:41:55.960 --> 1:41:58.400
<v Speaker 1>anybody else. It's not that different if you plug her

1:41:58.439 --> 1:42:02.360
<v Speaker 1>back into the seventies. For today, it's very different. So

1:42:03.000 --> 1:42:06.200
<v Speaker 1>on some level, there's a band world, a guitar world

1:42:06.439 --> 1:42:11.200
<v Speaker 1>that is very healthy, live, but it doesn't dominate in

1:42:11.320 --> 1:42:15.120
<v Speaker 1>any other way. What's going to happen? Is it plays

1:42:15.160 --> 1:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>out in the future. You know, that's a really good question. Um.

1:42:21.720 --> 1:42:23.920
<v Speaker 1>I try not to concern myself with it. And maybe

1:42:23.920 --> 1:42:26.880
<v Speaker 1>it's just because my own band and my experience in

1:42:26.960 --> 1:42:31.080
<v Speaker 1>widespread panic. Uh, you know, I don't I think we're

1:42:31.200 --> 1:42:34.040
<v Speaker 1>We're never going to dominate charts. I just don't think

1:42:34.080 --> 1:42:35.840
<v Speaker 1>it works that way. And I'm not sure what the

1:42:35.960 --> 1:42:40.560
<v Speaker 1>value of There's so many charts, what do they even mean? Um?

1:42:40.640 --> 1:42:43.040
<v Speaker 1>I think it's about but but let's talk mind share.

1:42:43.520 --> 1:42:45.160
<v Speaker 1>Mind share, that's what I was going to get to

1:42:45.240 --> 1:42:47.760
<v Speaker 1>the people. I think it's the people and the music

1:42:47.840 --> 1:42:53.080
<v Speaker 1>they want to hear. Um, why are the Beatles still popular? Sure,

1:42:53.120 --> 1:42:55.200
<v Speaker 1>there's a segment of younger people that are like, oh god,

1:42:55.200 --> 1:42:58.800
<v Speaker 1>that's what my grandfather listened to. Can't stand it. But

1:42:58.880 --> 1:43:01.000
<v Speaker 1>there are other younger people. I was talking to a

1:43:01.000 --> 1:43:03.439
<v Speaker 1>twelve year old young lady the other day that's like,

1:43:04.000 --> 1:43:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I like the Beatles, but she also likes the fruit Bats.

1:43:09.160 --> 1:43:11.840
<v Speaker 1>And I think that there is always going to be

1:43:11.960 --> 1:43:15.040
<v Speaker 1>a segment of society that listens to music for the

1:43:15.120 --> 1:43:18.680
<v Speaker 1>joy it gives them. Um, And no matter what it is,

1:43:18.880 --> 1:43:23.400
<v Speaker 1>for some people that's guitar based songwriting music, the predominant

1:43:23.400 --> 1:43:28.360
<v Speaker 1>thing is obviously hip hop. Adele is amazing. But what

1:43:28.400 --> 1:43:32.080
<v Speaker 1>was it you said the other day, the demographic that

1:43:32.120 --> 1:43:37.080
<v Speaker 1>buys an adele vinyl? You know, Um, I don't know

1:43:37.080 --> 1:43:42.120
<v Speaker 1>where it's headed. It is so fractioned out now, um,

1:43:42.160 --> 1:43:46.759
<v Speaker 1>and so heavily curated. Uh. I feel like I missed

1:43:46.760 --> 1:43:49.200
<v Speaker 1>the days of the gatekeepers, and we're sort of into

1:43:49.200 --> 1:43:52.160
<v Speaker 1>this world of tyranny of choice. So it's hard to

1:43:52.240 --> 1:43:55.559
<v Speaker 1>find something to listen to without a mentor. I mean,

1:43:55.600 --> 1:43:58.040
<v Speaker 1>I know how important that guy at Gary's Records and

1:43:58.080 --> 1:44:01.240
<v Speaker 1>Tapes in Richmond, Virginia was to me when he said,

1:44:01.280 --> 1:44:03.479
<v Speaker 1>are you sure you want to buy that status quo record?

1:44:04.720 --> 1:44:07.600
<v Speaker 1>Because why don't you try on this Ramon's record And

1:44:07.600 --> 1:44:09.200
<v Speaker 1>if you don't like it, you can bring it back

1:44:09.200 --> 1:44:11.559
<v Speaker 1>and I'll give you back your money. That guy was

1:44:11.600 --> 1:44:14.160
<v Speaker 1>super important to me. I don't know if I ever

1:44:14.240 --> 1:44:18.680
<v Speaker 1>would have discovered the Ramones at that early of an age. Uh,

1:44:20.000 --> 1:44:25.400
<v Speaker 1>there's a cultural phenomenon of of hip hop. Uh. Adele

1:44:25.560 --> 1:44:30.640
<v Speaker 1>is absolutely amazing, amazing voice, amazing career. Taylor Swift, you know,

1:44:31.960 --> 1:44:35.320
<v Speaker 1>it's music. I like all kinds of stuff. You know,

1:44:35.600 --> 1:44:39.240
<v Speaker 1>whatever it is, I'm personally seeking, I'm going to try

1:44:39.240 --> 1:44:42.120
<v Speaker 1>to find any way I can. It's hard these days.

1:44:42.120 --> 1:44:45.800
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot to sort through. UM, and I don't

1:44:45.840 --> 1:44:52.400
<v Speaker 1>even really trust the curated playlists. But you know, here's

1:44:52.400 --> 1:44:55.800
<v Speaker 1>the funny thing. In the Beatles documentary, we see them

1:44:55.840 --> 1:45:00.439
<v Speaker 1>passing around that Fender based six guitar, and I'm watching

1:45:00.439 --> 1:45:03.160
<v Speaker 1>Sean Lennon play and like, oh, that's that's great. I

1:45:03.160 --> 1:45:05.599
<v Speaker 1>always kind of want in one of those. And we've

1:45:05.600 --> 1:45:09.040
<v Speaker 1>been graciously working with Fender, who's donated instruments to the

1:45:09.040 --> 1:45:12.240
<v Speaker 1>Neil Kasal Music Foundation. And I write the guys and

1:45:12.280 --> 1:45:15.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, hey, you guys making those Base six is anymore?

1:45:15.800 --> 1:45:18.120
<v Speaker 1>You know? And and the response the first thing they

1:45:18.160 --> 1:45:21.600
<v Speaker 1>said was after that documentary, we damn well ought to

1:45:21.640 --> 1:45:24.639
<v Speaker 1>be you know, people are like, but Squire still makes them.

1:45:24.920 --> 1:45:27.320
<v Speaker 1>The custom shop will make them and the guys like

1:45:27.400 --> 1:45:29.679
<v Speaker 1>I would surely hope that would put it into production.

1:45:29.800 --> 1:45:34.599
<v Speaker 1>Apparently this documentary is having any effect on people. Um

1:45:34.720 --> 1:45:37.240
<v Speaker 1>and you know, you're very five redd time and time again,

1:45:37.240 --> 1:45:39.160
<v Speaker 1>and I agree. You know, the Beatles came to America

1:45:39.200 --> 1:45:42.559
<v Speaker 1>and everybody suddenly bought an electric guitar, and it began.

1:45:43.080 --> 1:45:47.160
<v Speaker 1>This thing that we grew up in began. And I

1:45:47.200 --> 1:45:49.120
<v Speaker 1>don't know, you know, like I said, it was so

1:45:49.240 --> 1:45:54.000
<v Speaker 1>important to me watching Sir Paul strumming that Hofner and

1:45:54.479 --> 1:45:58.080
<v Speaker 1>the seeds of get Back are coming out, like that's

1:45:58.760 --> 1:46:01.840
<v Speaker 1>that's a guitar. You know that base six is a guitar.

1:46:01.880 --> 1:46:04.600
<v Speaker 1>You can tune it, play like a baritone guitar, or

1:46:04.640 --> 1:46:07.679
<v Speaker 1>you can pick up an acoustic guitar. That's where people

1:46:07.720 --> 1:46:11.519
<v Speaker 1>start piano acoustic guitar. I don't know what the future holds,

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<v Speaker 1>but and I don't know there will ever be something

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<v Speaker 1>as important as of Rolling Stones or Beatles or Bob Dylan.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there will be lots of those, and they'll

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<v Speaker 1>be different kinds of those. They will appeal to certain

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<v Speaker 1>strata that like a certain type of music. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, Bob, I just I know that there's

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<v Speaker 1>always music that I find that makes me happy. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>and who knows what's going to explode. Okay, let's go

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<v Speaker 1>back to something you said earlier, which is a string

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<v Speaker 1>of peak experiences. There's this woman, Deborah Tannon. I think

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<v Speaker 1>she's still at the University of Maryland. She's an academic,

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<v Speaker 1>so she's not a pop psychologist, and she wrote a

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<v Speaker 1>legendary book forty years ago called you Don't You just

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<v Speaker 1>don't understand differences in conversation between men and women. And

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<v Speaker 1>there are a lot of definitive examples that will lay

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<v Speaker 1>this out, but one thing she said is always stuck

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<v Speaker 1>with me with women, It's about all these experiences, etcetera.

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<v Speaker 1>Where men want a constant upward movement, they want to

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<v Speaker 1>get to a destination. What do we know really? Since

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<v Speaker 1>the explosion of social media, Spotify, et Center in the

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<v Speaker 1>last ten years, the top has been blown apart. The

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<v Speaker 1>top used to be very narrow. So I'm sure you

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<v Speaker 1>had goals. Wow, I'm I play this venue. Okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>on late night TV. I got reviewed in this paper.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm getting closer to the mental target. Then they the

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<v Speaker 1>target doesn't exist anymore. That's right, So you know, how

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<v Speaker 1>does this affect. You kind of cooks back into an

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<v Speaker 1>earlier question in terms of what you're doing to what

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<v Speaker 1>degree can you go along? So I'm just doing what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing, having fun or what degree in the back

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<v Speaker 1>of your mind, do you have a goal, want to

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<v Speaker 1>have a goal, and want to feel that you're progressing

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<v Speaker 1>to something. Well, you know, that's a question that's really

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<v Speaker 1>difficult to answer, and the only way that I can

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<v Speaker 1>think to answer it, honestly is to frame it in

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<v Speaker 1>age and how. And I absolutely agree with with miss

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<v Speaker 1>tannin Uh. There was a goal and it was sort

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<v Speaker 1>of elusive, but it was it came in steps. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>For me, my first goal was I sure would be

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<v Speaker 1>happy if I could pay my share of the long

1:48:29.720 --> 1:48:32.400
<v Speaker 1>distance phone bill. Hey kids, remember the long distance bill?

1:48:33.240 --> 1:48:34.960
<v Speaker 1>And then it was I should be happy I could

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<v Speaker 1>not have to have these roommates and have my own place. Wow,

1:48:38.840 --> 1:48:40.479
<v Speaker 1>I sure would like to buy a car. I sure

1:48:40.479 --> 1:48:43.439
<v Speaker 1>would like to buy a new car. Every it was

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<v Speaker 1>more like life type goals. The band was so entrenched

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<v Speaker 1>in doing what we did that, you know, we didn't

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<v Speaker 1>really get a rest until after Mike Hawser died in

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<v Speaker 1>the year two thousand and two. We had already, uh

1:48:57.479 --> 1:49:00.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, we'd achieved so many goals, but we didn't

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<v Speaker 1>ever stopped to look back. And we celebrated our twenty

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<v Speaker 1>five anniversary. Uh she's ten years ago or whatever it was.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was really the first chance that I sort

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<v Speaker 1>of had to cast back. Um, and I'm being honest

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<v Speaker 1>here doing interviews for the you know, it's like that

1:49:18.680 --> 1:49:21.080
<v Speaker 1>was the angle. So you guys twenty five years old

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<v Speaker 1>now and I'll be like, gosh, that's bone jarring. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that says Hunter Thompson would call that's a meat hook

1:49:27.560 --> 1:49:32.839
<v Speaker 1>reality right there. And uh so then I allowed myself

1:49:32.880 --> 1:49:37.040
<v Speaker 1>the chance to look back. Um. You know, John Bell,

1:49:37.200 --> 1:49:41.799
<v Speaker 1>our our singer, would often say, I'm too busy working

1:49:41.840 --> 1:49:44.840
<v Speaker 1>on the Pheasant and the future of widespread panic to

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<v Speaker 1>concern myself with the past. And I think that that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's apropos for me, but to place that the My

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<v Speaker 1>goals changed as I age and and literally that desperation

1:50:00.040 --> 1:50:06.600
<v Speaker 1>to chase something some elusive uh you know, watermark watershed

1:50:06.720 --> 1:50:10.000
<v Speaker 1>moment of Wow, we sold out Madison Square Garden, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>or we just played you know, our sixtie sold out

1:50:14.680 --> 1:50:19.960
<v Speaker 1>show at Red Rocks. You know, it's it's it's it's

1:50:20.040 --> 1:50:23.479
<v Speaker 1>kind of it's weird. You know, who who has a

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<v Speaker 1>career like this, who gets to still go out and play.

1:50:26.280 --> 1:50:30.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm about to turn fifty seven years old. Um, who

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<v Speaker 1>gets to go out and do something different every night?

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<v Speaker 1>I do. I'm in widespread panic, and it's amazing to me. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>We've worked long and hard, so yeah, with the top

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<v Speaker 1>being blown off, as you say, and my goal really

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<v Speaker 1>is just to keep gathering experiences and learning. UM. I

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<v Speaker 1>love talking about it, you know, I love it helps

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<v Speaker 1>me put it in perspective when you ask me a

1:50:56.320 --> 1:51:00.160
<v Speaker 1>good question. I'm sitting here thinking, Wow, do I need

1:51:00.200 --> 1:51:02.360
<v Speaker 1>a goal? Maybe I should think about it. What can

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<v Speaker 1>I do? Like I said, I'd love to win a Grammy.

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<v Speaker 1>It would make my mom happy, you know. It's I

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<v Speaker 1>remember going to see a World Series game at Bill

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<v Speaker 1>Barry's house, the drummer for R. E. M. And in

1:51:13.120 --> 1:51:15.320
<v Speaker 1>his man cave, and uh, he had a little half

1:51:15.400 --> 1:51:17.919
<v Speaker 1>bath and I went in there to use the restroom

1:51:18.000 --> 1:51:22.680
<v Speaker 1>and lining the floorboard of the entire bathroom around the

1:51:22.680 --> 1:51:26.360
<v Speaker 1>toilet where all those little MTV Spaceman statuettes. And then

1:51:26.400 --> 1:51:29.200
<v Speaker 1>he had three Grammy sitting on the reservoir or the toilet,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm not sure what that meant, if there is

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<v Speaker 1>anything other or maybe it's like I've got so many

1:51:34.200 --> 1:51:36.000
<v Speaker 1>of these darn things, this is the only place to

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<v Speaker 1>store them. But you know, I'd be happy. My mom

1:51:39.920 --> 1:51:42.400
<v Speaker 1>would be happy. She could brag to her Bridge friends

1:51:42.720 --> 1:51:45.559
<v Speaker 1>about her son, and that makes me happy. I like

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<v Speaker 1>making other people happy. I think if I can help

1:51:48.720 --> 1:51:52.759
<v Speaker 1>people put their music into the world and it provides

1:51:53.000 --> 1:51:55.559
<v Speaker 1>even just a modicum of the joy that music has

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<v Speaker 1>given me in my life, then I'm doing something good.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I don't mean to sound as if I'm

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<v Speaker 1>giving this stuff away, you know, or but it really,

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<v Speaker 1>at my age, with everything I've done, it feels better

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<v Speaker 1>than anything. And on that note, I could literally talk

1:52:18.400 --> 1:52:22.559
<v Speaker 1>to you all day because you're a thinker and you

1:52:22.600 --> 1:52:26.160
<v Speaker 1>stimulate me, and that's what I'm looking for in conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Will have to do this again sometime. There's so many

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<v Speaker 1>other things we didn't even touch on, but Dave, thanks

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<v Speaker 1>so much for appearing here today. Until next time. This

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<v Speaker 1>is Bob left Sex