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Speaker 1: I was thinking recently that I was talking to my

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Speaker 1: been in a relationship for a brief period of time,

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Speaker 1: or it's a year, or it's two years, I mean,

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Speaker 1: especially this time of year, it can be really hard

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Speaker 1: like comparing think about like, oh god, look what he

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Speaker 1: how much they're having sex, Look how obsessed with each

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Speaker 1: other they are. And the truth is, you never really

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Speaker 1: know what's going on behind closed doors. Now there are

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Speaker 1: people that are madly in love after all of these

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Speaker 1: years people could be There are people that are madly

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Speaker 1: in love after decades. Some people are nauseated by their

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Speaker 1: own parents because they're obsessed with Some people are not

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Speaker 1: by their own parents because they're obsessed with each other.

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Speaker 1: What does that mean? Does that mean a that they

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Speaker 1: just are luckier, They just met their partner and they've

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Speaker 1: just never ever looked elsewhere or just been uncertain. Does

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Speaker 1: that mean that each person was raised with parents that

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Speaker 1: the example that have been set. Does that mean that

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Speaker 1: one of these two people suffers from anxiety, the other

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Speaker 1: one OCD. One of them had parents that were together,

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Speaker 1: one was raised by wolves. One is a breeder dog,

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Speaker 1: one is a rescue dog. I mean the person is

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Speaker 1: I refer to someone who came from like a well

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Speaker 1: just I think about that, and then also let's talk

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Speaker 1: about this. What about people that seem perfect and they

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Speaker 1: then get divorced? That means that they're maybe I'll show

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Speaker 1: and no go many people. The Housewives has taught me

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Speaker 1: one thing more than anything else, all show and know go,

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Speaker 1: fronting and stunting. There is no place where I've seen

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Speaker 1: more of people pretending everything is perfect because it's better

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Speaker 1: for it to look like you have a great life

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Speaker 1: than for you to actually have a great life. And

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Speaker 1: why is that? Because people who are broke want to

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Speaker 1: have expensive bags so other people think they're rich. People

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Speaker 1: who are emotionally broken or their relationships are broken want

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Speaker 1: other people to think that they have an amazing elevated relationship.

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Speaker 1: What's the difference you're broke and you have an airmez

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Speaker 1: fifteen thousand dollars bag. You want everyone to think you're rich,

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Speaker 1: You're miserable, but you have a relationship that if you

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Speaker 1: gloss it over, wear nice things, go on vacations and

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Speaker 1: distract yourself, you can pretend to other people that that's real.

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Speaker 1: And you know, it's so easy to hide in a

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Speaker 1: relationship because I've I've seen people that are always on

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Speaker 1: couples vacations. Beware of people that are always on couples

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Speaker 1: vacations and never going away with their partner alone. Why. Yes,

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Speaker 1: people have kids and they want to do family vacations.

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Speaker 1: I'm not dissing that, meaning that blanket statement you're a

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Speaker 1: miserable person. I'm not saying that. Obviously, a group vacation

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Speaker 1: is fun for some not myself. I'm not the type

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Speaker 1: understand it. That doesn't mean I'm right, It doesn't mean

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Speaker 1: I'm successful at relationships. We all know that. I just

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Speaker 1: feel like I don't want to be on somebody else's program,

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Speaker 1: and I don't want to have meals with people all day,

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Speaker 1: every day, three times a day, and like, what's the

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Speaker 1: big plan and the New Year's Eve plan? And then

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Speaker 1: the women are going off walking and the husband are

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Speaker 1: going off golfing. That's fine, but and then the kids

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Speaker 1: are off playing with the other kids. That's great because

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Speaker 1: for kids you really want that. But for me, I

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Speaker 1: like intimacy in friendships and relationships. So for me, the

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Speaker 1: group vacations, unless it's an exception, are not for me. Okay,

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Speaker 1: but forget me because I'm an ol liar and I

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Speaker 1: am a rescue dog. But I know people that are

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Speaker 1: never not on a couple's vacation. And I have spoken

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Speaker 1: they can hide in a relationship by constantly having group plans.

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Speaker 1: So let's say you live in a community and you're married,

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Speaker 1: and you're like, blah, you're either empty nesters or having

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Speaker 1: why many people swing. I think it's why many people

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Speaker 1: But it's a great distraction. It doesn't mean it's like

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Speaker 1: layer this in. You wake up in the morning, say

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Speaker 1: Maybe you're home with the kids. You get to talk

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Speaker 1: the big plan six couples. You gotta look cute. You

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Speaker 1: get dressed, you got a shop to look cute. You know,

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Speaker 1: you got to show off and show how great you are.

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Speaker 1: Maybe you give your husband the obligatory fuck this week.

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Speaker 1: Maybe he gives you the obligatory fuck. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: You go out to the dinner, you all get wasted. Sunday,

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Speaker 1: Housewives and reality television is the greatest example of that.

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Speaker 1: Look at any season one. It could be Kelsey Grammer

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Speaker 1: seen it deteriorate. I've seen her become more negative and

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Speaker 1: what the hell is the point? So nobody gets out

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Speaker 1: are so many formulas. Please do not, in one moment

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Speaker 1: So do not compare. Do not compare. I want to

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Speaker 1: Robbins gives. It's absolutely true. You can be successful at

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Speaker 1: So if you're sitting there, I should be doing that.

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Speaker 1: Of course, I've been down in Florida, and I've been

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Speaker 1: that another day. I think the more shit you do,

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