1 00:00:05,280 --> 00:00:09,040 Speaker 1: With the police banging on the door, open up. 2 00:00:10,560 --> 00:00:12,440 Speaker 2: The choice to be in that lineup was the last 3 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:15,520 Speaker 2: choice I made as a free man. A year later, 4 00:00:15,560 --> 00:00:17,320 Speaker 2: I ended up writing the system. 5 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:20,320 Speaker 1: I'm going to be one of those people who everyone 6 00:00:20,360 --> 00:00:21,960 Speaker 1: in the world is going to think as a monster 7 00:00:22,079 --> 00:00:24,080 Speaker 1: or suspect as a monster for the rest of my life, 8 00:00:24,120 --> 00:00:25,440 Speaker 1: and I'm just going to have to come to peace 9 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: with that. 10 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:29,639 Speaker 2: Somebody was able to look at my picture in the 11 00:00:29,720 --> 00:00:33,200 Speaker 2: database and say that I was somewhere where I definitely wasn't. 12 00:00:34,800 --> 00:00:37,559 Speaker 2: I overheard three of the jailers discussing what part they 13 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:39,800 Speaker 2: might have to play in my hanging. They had been 14 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:43,040 Speaker 2: told that two prison officers would have to participate in 15 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:43,760 Speaker 2: my execution. 16 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:48,320 Speaker 1: Now I walked back inside that prison for the last time. Man, 17 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:49,640 Speaker 1: all help broke loose. 18 00:00:49,680 --> 00:01:00,360 Speaker 3: But welcome to another edition of Wrongful Conviction. Today is 19 00:01:00,600 --> 00:01:03,560 Speaker 3: a very special day because this is the debut of 20 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:07,039 Speaker 3: wrongful Conviction behind bars, and our guest today is my 21 00:01:07,319 --> 00:01:11,200 Speaker 3: dear friend, an innocent man stuck in a nightmare here 22 00:01:11,240 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 3: at Sing Sing Prison. John Adrian Velasquez, also known as JJ. 23 00:01:15,240 --> 00:01:18,760 Speaker 4: John Adrien Belasquez, convicted of killing a retired New York 24 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:21,920 Speaker 4: City police officer during a botched robbery and Harlem, fifty 25 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:24,880 Speaker 4: nine year old Albert Ward was killed. Velaskaz was found 26 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:26,600 Speaker 4: guilty of second degree murder. 27 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:27,040 Speaker 2: JJ. 28 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:29,720 Speaker 3: Velaskaz was thrown in a lineup and fingered for murdered 29 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:31,720 Speaker 3: by a drug dealer who the police threatened with the. 30 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:35,119 Speaker 2: Rest with no physical evidence. Valaskaz was prosecuted for murder. 31 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:37,840 Speaker 4: This sentence twenty five years to life. 32 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:39,639 Speaker 5: Valaskaz remains in prison. 33 00:01:41,280 --> 00:01:42,480 Speaker 1: JJ, welcome to the show. 34 00:01:42,760 --> 00:01:44,040 Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having me. 35 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:46,520 Speaker 3: You're hearing a lot of background noise today, and there's 36 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:48,640 Speaker 3: a very simple reason for that, which is that we 37 00:01:48,680 --> 00:01:52,120 Speaker 3: are inside of Singsing Correctional Facility and it is a 38 00:01:52,160 --> 00:01:54,920 Speaker 3: noisy place and there's really no getting away from it. 39 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:58,320 Speaker 3: I apologize for any distractions that you're going to experience 40 00:01:58,400 --> 00:02:01,920 Speaker 3: during today's show. We've highlighted the cases of over a 41 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:05,680 Speaker 3: dozen people so far who've been exonerated, and my hope 42 00:02:06,200 --> 00:02:10,200 Speaker 3: is that in bringing more exposure and light to your situation, 43 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:13,160 Speaker 3: that this will be another part of the process of 44 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:17,360 Speaker 3: getting you out. Because JJ is just as innocent as 45 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 3: any of the people who've been on the show, but 46 00:02:19,760 --> 00:02:22,480 Speaker 3: as of yet, he has not been able to win 47 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:25,519 Speaker 3: his freedom. So that's what we're here to talk about today. 48 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:28,360 Speaker 3: But before we even get into that, I want to 49 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:31,360 Speaker 3: go back. Let's go back to how you grew up, 50 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:33,480 Speaker 3: where you grew up. You know, we like to always 51 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:34,720 Speaker 3: give a little context. 52 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,639 Speaker 2: Sure, I'm a native New Yorker, grew up in a 53 00:02:37,680 --> 00:02:41,280 Speaker 2: middle class family home. My mother was a healthcare worker 54 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:44,240 Speaker 2: and eventually she went through training and became a union 55 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:47,640 Speaker 2: organizer for eleven ninety nine. My father is a former 56 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:50,960 Speaker 2: was a former US Army veteran who later became an 57 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:55,440 Speaker 2: Amtrak police officer. By the age of ten, things changed 58 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:58,840 Speaker 2: in my household. I started to realize a lot of 59 00:02:58,960 --> 00:03:02,360 Speaker 2: arguments and fight to what happening between my parents, and 60 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:05,120 Speaker 2: it was because my father was actually living a double life. 61 00:03:05,280 --> 00:03:07,800 Speaker 2: He had two families. I found out for the first 62 00:03:07,800 --> 00:03:11,200 Speaker 2: time that I had a younger brother that was five 63 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:14,680 Speaker 2: years younger than me, half brother from another mother. I 64 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 2: was kind of ecstatic to have a brother. At that time, 65 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:18,960 Speaker 2: I was young and I was naive, and I didn't 66 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:22,799 Speaker 2: really get to see what was about to happen. Because 67 00:03:23,040 --> 00:03:26,520 Speaker 2: everything changed. The dynamics of my household changed. My father 68 00:03:26,639 --> 00:03:29,400 Speaker 2: wasn't around as much anymore, and he made it his 69 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:34,160 Speaker 2: business to remain present in my life. But it's impossible 70 00:03:34,200 --> 00:03:37,840 Speaker 2: to be two places at once. And eventually I started 71 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:40,760 Speaker 2: to fill that void that I missed with my father 72 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:45,320 Speaker 2: by spending more time in the Devil's playground. And for 73 00:03:45,400 --> 00:03:47,600 Speaker 2: those that are listening that may not understand what the 74 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:51,000 Speaker 2: devil's playground is, the streets of New York are harsh, 75 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:53,040 Speaker 2: and when you go out there and you start to 76 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:56,720 Speaker 2: experience and be exposed to the streets, you start being 77 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:02,080 Speaker 2: overwhelmed by certain environmental factors. In my particular neighborhood, there 78 00:04:02,160 --> 00:04:05,120 Speaker 2: was a lot of negative peer influence and that kind 79 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:09,760 Speaker 2: of changed the dynamics of my thinking. It changed the 80 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:13,080 Speaker 2: trajectory of my interests, where at one point all I 81 00:04:13,120 --> 00:04:17,760 Speaker 2: cared about was school, sports, and home. And then a 82 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:23,880 Speaker 2: time came where I lost interest in home in school, 83 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:27,120 Speaker 2: but I still had that interest in sports. I had 84 00:04:27,120 --> 00:04:31,239 Speaker 2: this dream because I was good. Baseball was really where 85 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:33,760 Speaker 2: I was at a lot of people believed in my talent. 86 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 2: I had gotten hit by a bus at the corner 87 00:04:35,680 --> 00:04:37,919 Speaker 2: of my school when I was sixteen days after my 88 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:41,480 Speaker 2: sixteenth birthday, and when the doctors told me that I 89 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:44,039 Speaker 2: would never be able to compete at the same level 90 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:47,039 Speaker 2: that I was used to. That changed my life. That 91 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:50,640 Speaker 2: was a crossroad at that point when school went out 92 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,520 Speaker 2: the window, or when sports went out the window, rather, 93 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:56,080 Speaker 2: school went out the window with it, and I started 94 00:04:56,080 --> 00:05:01,400 Speaker 2: cutting class, and before you knew it, I became so rebellious. 95 00:05:01,440 --> 00:05:03,600 Speaker 2: There were so many arguments in my household with my 96 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:06,039 Speaker 2: mom's and I would try to play my father against 97 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:08,359 Speaker 2: my mother and my mother against my father. And eventually 98 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 2: I just got tired of it all and I ran 99 00:05:09,839 --> 00:05:12,760 Speaker 2: away from home and in search of my independence. In 100 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:17,040 Speaker 2: pursuit of my independence, I found myself homeless. I've had 101 00:05:17,040 --> 00:05:20,400 Speaker 2: many nights where I went to sleep hungry, and I 102 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,200 Speaker 2: know what it is to live off of a dollar 103 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:24,640 Speaker 2: a salami and a dollar cheese and a stolen loaf 104 00:05:24,680 --> 00:05:29,359 Speaker 2: of bread. And that's basically where everything started for me 105 00:05:29,839 --> 00:05:34,960 Speaker 2: as a whole different aspect of living in New York. 106 00:05:35,160 --> 00:05:37,560 Speaker 2: Because I was on my own and I didn't have 107 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:40,599 Speaker 2: working papers, I didn't have an ID, I was a 108 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:43,240 Speaker 2: high school drop out. I'm running from my mother and 109 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:45,240 Speaker 2: my father, so I can't I got to stay away 110 00:05:45,240 --> 00:05:47,039 Speaker 2: from police. I got to stay away from anybody who 111 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:50,080 Speaker 2: can officially report me to my family, and it was 112 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:52,880 Speaker 2: a matter of pride, like I left and I didn't 113 00:05:52,880 --> 00:05:54,800 Speaker 2: want to go back. And then there was also a 114 00:05:54,839 --> 00:05:57,120 Speaker 2: matter of fear where it was like I'm going to 115 00:05:57,160 --> 00:06:00,280 Speaker 2: be judged when it gets scolded, you know, So there 116 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:03,840 Speaker 2: was shame, There was a lot of different factors playing 117 00:06:03,880 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 2: in and it just made me go deeper and deeper, 118 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,920 Speaker 2: and it was like, I've realized now that that was 119 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:11,880 Speaker 2: the worst choice in my life, because all I did 120 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:16,120 Speaker 2: from that point forward was continued to make worse choices 121 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:17,599 Speaker 2: that dig the deeper grave. 122 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:24,400 Speaker 3: You somehow or other, managed to survive very difficult circumstances, 123 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 3: a lot of disappointments, a lot of things that no 124 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:30,359 Speaker 3: child should have to go through and end up on 125 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:31,080 Speaker 3: the streets. 126 00:06:31,200 --> 00:06:33,159 Speaker 1: But you turned it around. 127 00:06:33,160 --> 00:06:35,600 Speaker 3: To the extent that you met a great woman, right 128 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:39,479 Speaker 3: and you had a couple of kids. Yeah, So how 129 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:42,440 Speaker 3: did you go from a sixteen seventeen year old kid 130 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:45,200 Speaker 3: on the streets to being a twenty two year old 131 00:06:45,320 --> 00:06:48,279 Speaker 3: man with a couple of kids and a wife and 132 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:50,320 Speaker 3: more of a stable situation. 133 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:53,800 Speaker 2: So basically what happened is being in the street, I 134 00:06:53,839 --> 00:06:58,480 Speaker 2: met Vanessa. I met her at sixteen turning seventeen, Eventually 135 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:00,320 Speaker 2: I started living with her and her family. He took 136 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:03,080 Speaker 2: me in and I was still trying to survive and 137 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:06,000 Speaker 2: I was moving too fast for my own good. Before 138 00:07:06,040 --> 00:07:09,760 Speaker 2: you knew it, I was a father, and that made 139 00:07:09,800 --> 00:07:12,280 Speaker 2: me start to take life a lot more seriously. And 140 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:14,920 Speaker 2: I'm trying to figure out my way and say, all right, listen, 141 00:07:14,920 --> 00:07:16,480 Speaker 2: I need to do something, and I need to do 142 00:07:16,520 --> 00:07:19,280 Speaker 2: something to ensure that my family's going to be all right. 143 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:22,240 Speaker 2: Tried to look for jobs, but again my high school 144 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:25,560 Speaker 2: drop out. At that point, I didn't know what skills 145 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:28,000 Speaker 2: I may have had that were employable. I was a 146 00:07:28,080 --> 00:07:30,480 Speaker 2: child trying to find my way. Before you knew it, 147 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:33,360 Speaker 2: I was a father with another child on the way, 148 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:36,520 Speaker 2: and it was rough. I was basically living off of 149 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 2: Vanessa because she was getting welfare and it's all social service, 150 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:42,760 Speaker 2: you know SSI. I mean, the rent was under one 151 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:46,520 Speaker 2: hundred dollars, so it was affordable, you know. But at 152 00:07:46,520 --> 00:07:49,240 Speaker 2: the same token, they don't know I'm living there. And 153 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:52,680 Speaker 2: it's crazy because yeah, I got arrested a few times, 154 00:07:52,920 --> 00:07:57,320 Speaker 2: no charges ever, you know, stuck. I've gotten arrested for loitering, 155 00:07:57,360 --> 00:08:00,160 Speaker 2: I've gotten arrested for all kinds of little nonsense that 156 00:08:00,240 --> 00:08:02,320 Speaker 2: happens in the neighborhood. They gave me a trespassing for 157 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:04,200 Speaker 2: going to see a friend in the projects, because I 158 00:08:04,200 --> 00:08:07,400 Speaker 2: don't live in the projects. What people need to realize 159 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:09,680 Speaker 2: in New York and all over the world is that 160 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 2: all it takes for you to be in my shoes 161 00:08:12,880 --> 00:08:15,280 Speaker 2: is to get arrested, for them to take a picture, 162 00:08:15,680 --> 00:08:17,520 Speaker 2: for them to take your name and put it in 163 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:21,080 Speaker 2: a system, for them to take your fingerprints. That's what 164 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:24,760 Speaker 2: starts everything. That's what started for me. Somebody was able 165 00:08:24,760 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 2: to look at my picture in a database and say 166 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:29,840 Speaker 2: that I was somewhere where I definitely wasn't. 167 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:32,480 Speaker 3: And I want to talk about that for a second, JJ, 168 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:36,000 Speaker 3: because I'm very well aware of the fact that in 169 00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:39,839 Speaker 3: the poorest neighborhoods like the one that you were residing in, 170 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:42,680 Speaker 3: they do these sweeps and they'll pick people up for 171 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:46,360 Speaker 3: riding a bike on the sidewalk or like you said, 172 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:48,720 Speaker 3: visiting a friend. I mean, I'm not sure how that's 173 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:51,800 Speaker 3: a crime. You know, trespassing, you could call trespassing anything. 174 00:08:51,800 --> 00:08:54,280 Speaker 3: I mean, might as well arrest somebody for breathing. It's 175 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 3: you know, it's almost a fada compleet. That a young 176 00:08:58,120 --> 00:09:00,880 Speaker 3: person like yourself, especially a person of color, is going 177 00:09:00,880 --> 00:09:04,439 Speaker 3: to end up in the system in some form or 178 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:06,719 Speaker 3: another for doing the same type of thing that other 179 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:08,520 Speaker 3: people in other parts of the city or other parts 180 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:09,319 Speaker 3: of the country. 181 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:10,080 Speaker 1: Would not get arrested for. 182 00:09:10,280 --> 00:09:12,720 Speaker 3: As you said, that starts a chain of events that 183 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:17,319 Speaker 3: can only have negative consequences and in your case, tragic consequences. 184 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:19,280 Speaker 3: When I tell these stories to people, they go, but 185 00:09:19,360 --> 00:09:22,800 Speaker 3: that can be like, you can't convict somebody with no evidence, 186 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:25,840 Speaker 3: but you can absolutely. So there you were, you have 187 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:29,040 Speaker 3: your two kids, You're turning your life around, doing the 188 00:09:29,080 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 3: best you can. 189 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:32,080 Speaker 2: At the time, Yeah, I was actually a student at 190 00:09:32,080 --> 00:09:36,040 Speaker 2: TCI Technical Careers in trying to learn about computer programming, 191 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:38,320 Speaker 2: trying to get a skill that would be employable. 192 00:09:38,360 --> 00:09:40,720 Speaker 3: And to your credit, it's interesting because I think for 193 00:09:40,800 --> 00:09:45,160 Speaker 3: some people, the responsibility of fatherhood, of having become a 194 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:47,559 Speaker 3: father at such a young age, causes them to run. 195 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:49,520 Speaker 3: But in your case, you took it seriously, and you 196 00:09:49,559 --> 00:09:51,080 Speaker 3: took it as it actually has an opportunity to turn 197 00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:51,720 Speaker 3: your life around. 198 00:09:51,840 --> 00:09:54,560 Speaker 1: Absolutely, So one day everything changed. 199 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:57,600 Speaker 2: It's almost like a blink of an eye. I receive 200 00:09:57,640 --> 00:10:00,520 Speaker 2: a phone call. It was a Saturday morning, and it's 201 00:10:00,520 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 2: from my brother's mother, Carmen, who I also have a 202 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:07,280 Speaker 2: very close relationship with. And basically my license, my driver's 203 00:10:07,280 --> 00:10:10,240 Speaker 2: license was addressed to my father's address and that's where 204 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:13,280 Speaker 2: Carmen and my brother Jason lived. So they went to 205 00:10:13,360 --> 00:10:17,199 Speaker 2: that apartment at like four in the morning Friday night 206 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,600 Speaker 2: going into Saturday morning, and they were looking for me. 207 00:10:20,720 --> 00:10:24,520 Speaker 2: You have police officers looking for me, and they tried 208 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:28,040 Speaker 2: to even grab up my little brother. Now, at the time, 209 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:30,560 Speaker 2: I was twenty one years old, so my little brother 210 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,880 Speaker 2: being five years younger than me, it's sixteen years old. 211 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:36,920 Speaker 2: The description was given of two male blacks from twenty 212 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:38,920 Speaker 2: five to thirty years old. Why are you trying to 213 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 2: grab up this child? Clearly he looks like a child. 214 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 2: Clearly he doesn't look like me either, and neither one 215 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:48,880 Speaker 2: of us appear to be two black men, right, But 216 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:52,120 Speaker 2: they're trying to grab him thinking that he's me for 217 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:54,840 Speaker 2: whatever odd reason. And then you know, Carmen just makes 218 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:56,800 Speaker 2: a big stink and says, do you understand that this 219 00:10:56,840 --> 00:11:00,760 Speaker 2: is the house of an officer who died within the 220 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:03,320 Speaker 2: last ten months. Do you understand what you're doing? You're 221 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:06,800 Speaker 2: violating the children of somebody who served this country, just 222 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:10,040 Speaker 2: like you. And that's when they were like, they eased 223 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 2: up a little bit. They didn't have a warrant for arrest, 224 00:11:12,679 --> 00:11:14,840 Speaker 2: so they gave her a card and said, listen, you 225 00:11:14,880 --> 00:11:17,120 Speaker 2: get in touch with mister Velaskis. Please have him get 226 00:11:17,160 --> 00:11:19,400 Speaker 2: in touch with us. We're trying to help him. I 227 00:11:19,440 --> 00:11:21,560 Speaker 2: was living in the Bronx with Vanessa and I get 228 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:24,160 Speaker 2: this call from Carmen and it's a startling call because 229 00:11:24,160 --> 00:11:26,200 Speaker 2: she's like, listen, you know, the cops are looking for you. 230 00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:28,960 Speaker 2: They're saying something about you shot a police officer and 231 00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:31,079 Speaker 2: that you need to call them. They're making it seem 232 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:35,600 Speaker 2: very serious. They came in here deep and I'm like, listen, Carmen, 233 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:37,720 Speaker 2: what's going on? What are you talking about? I have 234 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:41,600 Speaker 2: no idea what you're talking about. Slow down, and she's like, yo, listen, 235 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:44,439 Speaker 2: all I know, here's a number they want you to call. 236 00:11:44,679 --> 00:11:46,960 Speaker 2: I'm like, what precinct did they come from? You know, 237 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:50,400 Speaker 2: where's this coming from? Listen, here's the name. His name 238 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:53,040 Speaker 2: is Joseph latrent That here's his phone number. They told 239 00:11:53,080 --> 00:11:54,520 Speaker 2: me the precinct at the time, it was a twenty 240 00:11:54,559 --> 00:11:57,640 Speaker 2: eighth precinct I don't think I even registered that was. 241 00:11:57,640 --> 00:11:58,560 Speaker 1: This four in the morning. 242 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:01,880 Speaker 2: She called me about nine in the morning. She waited 243 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:04,320 Speaker 2: until a decent time I guess to call me. At 244 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:06,880 Speaker 2: that point, I started to kind of like panic, and 245 00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:09,920 Speaker 2: I was frantic. And I have two children. One is 246 00:12:10,320 --> 00:12:13,560 Speaker 2: a child that's only a few weeks old. I have 247 00:12:13,679 --> 00:12:16,840 Speaker 2: Vanessa there. And Vanessa realized from the phone call that 248 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:20,400 Speaker 2: something serious is going on. But she's like, what's going on? 249 00:12:20,480 --> 00:12:22,439 Speaker 2: And I'm like, yo, just wait a minute. I gotta 250 00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 2: process this, like I really don't even know what's going on, Like, 251 00:12:25,920 --> 00:12:27,679 Speaker 2: let me call my mother. So I called my mother 252 00:12:27,679 --> 00:12:30,080 Speaker 2: and I'm like, yo, ma, you know they're saying the 253 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:32,319 Speaker 2: police are looking for me. She started getting hysterical on 254 00:12:32,360 --> 00:12:34,680 Speaker 2: the phone what happened, And I'm like, listen, I don't 255 00:12:34,679 --> 00:12:37,200 Speaker 2: know what happened. I don't know what happened. This is 256 00:12:37,200 --> 00:12:38,960 Speaker 2: what I know. I know the police are looking for me. 257 00:12:39,280 --> 00:12:41,040 Speaker 2: I know it's the weekend. I know it's not a 258 00:12:41,040 --> 00:12:44,080 Speaker 2: good time to get into contact with the police because 259 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:48,120 Speaker 2: I can't see a judge or anybody else until maybe 260 00:12:48,160 --> 00:12:49,960 Speaker 2: one day. If they come for me. They're saying this 261 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:52,000 Speaker 2: is serious. They're saying I shot a cop. I have 262 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,720 Speaker 2: no idea what this is about, but I'm scared and 263 00:12:54,760 --> 00:12:57,000 Speaker 2: I need your help. What are we gonna do? So 264 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,480 Speaker 2: she's like, stay there, I'm coming. My mother lives upstate 265 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:02,439 Speaker 2: at the time, and she came and picked me up 266 00:13:02,480 --> 00:13:04,079 Speaker 2: and she took me to the church that we used 267 00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:06,360 Speaker 2: to attend together regularly on the weekend. It's called Love 268 00:13:06,400 --> 00:13:09,320 Speaker 2: Gospel Assembly. We went to the church and there were 269 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:12,400 Speaker 2: a few people there and we started to tell what 270 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:14,680 Speaker 2: was going on, but everything was so limited, like we 271 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:17,000 Speaker 2: didn't have any real knowledge. And they're saying, listen, the 272 00:13:17,040 --> 00:13:19,400 Speaker 2: first thing you gotta do is get an attorney and 273 00:13:19,480 --> 00:13:24,160 Speaker 2: contact the precinct. So we try to figure out, you know, 274 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:26,599 Speaker 2: who would be a good lawyer. So I try to 275 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:28,280 Speaker 2: speak to a couple of my friends that I know 276 00:13:28,360 --> 00:13:30,000 Speaker 2: have been involved in the system. Do you know any 277 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:32,520 Speaker 2: good lawyers? They tell me a name. His name is 278 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:35,079 Speaker 2: Franklin Gould May rest in peace. At this point, I've 279 00:13:35,160 --> 00:13:38,440 Speaker 2: learned that he has passed away recently. So I'm trying 280 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:40,720 Speaker 2: to get in touch with Franklin Gould. Bad part about 281 00:13:40,760 --> 00:13:42,720 Speaker 2: this again, it's the weekend. How do you get in 282 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,920 Speaker 2: touch with a lawyer over the weekend? Right, and we 283 00:13:45,960 --> 00:13:48,360 Speaker 2: were waiting for Frank Gould to get back to us, 284 00:13:49,480 --> 00:13:52,240 Speaker 2: and in that time, the range of emotions that we 285 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:54,960 Speaker 2: went through as a family picture us being in a 286 00:13:55,000 --> 00:14:01,560 Speaker 2: car driving around aimlessly. It's my mother, me, Vanessa, JJ, 287 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 2: which is my son, right, I don't want to confuse 288 00:14:04,440 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 2: nobody and Jacob, and JJ is three years old at 289 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:12,200 Speaker 2: the time. Jacob is a few weeks He was born 290 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:17,320 Speaker 2: December twentieth, and this is January maybe thirtieth, so he's 291 00:14:17,559 --> 00:14:20,160 Speaker 2: a little bit more than a month. And we're driving 292 00:14:20,200 --> 00:14:23,000 Speaker 2: around aimlessly and aimlessly, and every time I see a 293 00:14:23,040 --> 00:14:25,920 Speaker 2: police car, it's like I get this little chill and 294 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,960 Speaker 2: I don't know what's going to happen here. Eventually we 295 00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:31,800 Speaker 2: get in touch with this lawyer. We were outside of 296 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:34,600 Speaker 2: a restaurant and I remember I spoke to him briefly. 297 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,240 Speaker 2: I didn't have any information for him. I didn't know 298 00:14:37,280 --> 00:14:39,120 Speaker 2: what to tell him. He's asking me for information, like 299 00:14:39,160 --> 00:14:41,880 Speaker 2: I'm supposed to know certain things. I don't know nothing. 300 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:47,280 Speaker 5: All you know is that the cops are looking for well, no. 301 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:49,160 Speaker 2: I didn't even know there was a murder at the time. 302 00:14:49,280 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 2: At that point. All I was told was that a 303 00:14:51,600 --> 00:14:54,080 Speaker 2: cop was shot but I just want to address this 304 00:14:54,120 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 2: and get it over with because the longer I'm out here, 305 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:58,720 Speaker 2: the more my life is in jeopardy. 306 00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:00,440 Speaker 1: And he wants you to give him deep tell what 307 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:01,720 Speaker 1: you would have to have them. 308 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:03,600 Speaker 2: I'm trying to tell him, I'm hiring you so you 309 00:15:03,600 --> 00:15:06,600 Speaker 2: can get the details, right, That's just why I'm calling you. 310 00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:10,800 Speaker 2: So he said that he had contacted the precinct, but 311 00:15:10,880 --> 00:15:13,120 Speaker 2: that they weren't giving any information. They just wanted me 312 00:15:13,160 --> 00:15:16,240 Speaker 2: to turn myself in. But I left them on the 313 00:15:16,280 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 2: phone my mother, and when my mother came back, I 314 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:23,560 Speaker 2: was so upset. I was scared, but I was so 315 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:26,120 Speaker 2: upset that I decided there's no way I want to 316 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:29,240 Speaker 2: deal with this guy. Because this lawyer told my mother 317 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:31,280 Speaker 2: that if we were to get pulled over by police, 318 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:34,400 Speaker 2: that I should put my head down in the ground 319 00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:36,320 Speaker 2: and that my mother should throw her body over me 320 00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:39,560 Speaker 2: to make sure that nothing happens to me because I 321 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:42,560 Speaker 2: could get shot. And I didn't like that. You know, 322 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:44,760 Speaker 2: if anything, he should have said that to me while 323 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:46,160 Speaker 2: I was on the phone. You don't see that to 324 00:15:46,200 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 2: my mother had a frantic You know. 325 00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,880 Speaker 3: That's a strange thing for a lawyer to say. I mean, 326 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:53,920 Speaker 3: I understand he was in a certain way trying to 327 00:15:54,400 --> 00:16:00,600 Speaker 3: prevent looking that's a little bit hysterical. Yeah, yeah, and 328 00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:02,800 Speaker 3: you're absolutely right. I mean he should have addressed that 329 00:16:02,920 --> 00:16:06,000 Speaker 3: directly with you, right, So you ended up not engage you. 330 00:16:06,280 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 2: I didn't engage with him. We ended up dealing with 331 00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:10,920 Speaker 2: an attorney. I believe his name is Goldstein. I don't 332 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:13,840 Speaker 2: know his first name. And he told us to go 333 00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:16,520 Speaker 2: to a hotel and we got a hotel. We called 334 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:19,720 Speaker 2: him from the hotel, gave me the address, and everything 335 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:22,600 Speaker 2: is crazy. At this point, Vanessa and my mother go 336 00:16:22,600 --> 00:16:24,720 Speaker 2: get the hotel room. I'm sneaking in through the back. 337 00:16:24,760 --> 00:16:27,520 Speaker 2: I'm afraid, and I'm staying in the hotel room. I'm 338 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:29,840 Speaker 2: waiting for this guy. So this the lawyer comes. He 339 00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:31,800 Speaker 2: comes to the hotel and he meets me, and he's like, 340 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:33,920 Speaker 2: all right, how you doing? This is what's going to happen. 341 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:36,480 Speaker 2: I contacted the precinct. I told him that I'm arranging 342 00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:40,160 Speaker 2: to turn you in on Monday, right because it was Saturday. Still, 343 00:16:40,320 --> 00:16:41,960 Speaker 2: so he says, I'm going to turn you in on Monday. 344 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:43,960 Speaker 2: Until then, I want you to stay in this hotel room. 345 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:45,640 Speaker 2: I do not want you to leave this hotel room. 346 00:16:45,760 --> 00:16:47,440 Speaker 2: I want you to shave your face. I want you 347 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:49,720 Speaker 2: to be clean shaving. We're going to walk into that 348 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:52,040 Speaker 2: precinct early in the morning on Monday, and we're going 349 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:54,800 Speaker 2: to deal with this situation. I want a thousand dollars 350 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:56,960 Speaker 2: right now. I want one thousand dollars the day that 351 00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:59,800 Speaker 2: you turn yourself in on Monday, and then you'll be 352 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:03,240 Speaker 2: like and Friday you'll be going to an arraignment, and 353 00:17:03,280 --> 00:17:05,520 Speaker 2: at that point, I want five thousand dollars. And I'm like, 354 00:17:06,320 --> 00:17:08,679 Speaker 2: what are you not getting I didn't do anything. What 355 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:10,520 Speaker 2: are you talking about that? I got to give you money? 356 00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:13,400 Speaker 2: Now give you money again, then give you money on Friday. 357 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:15,240 Speaker 2: And you're saying them, spend five days in jail. What 358 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:18,040 Speaker 2: are you representing me for? And he's like, listen, I'm 359 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:19,960 Speaker 2: just telling you. These are some serious charge. This was 360 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,359 Speaker 2: going to happen. You want me to be real with 361 00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:23,960 Speaker 2: you or not? So I give him the money. I 362 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:27,280 Speaker 2: gave him the first thousand dollars, and I'm just frantic. 363 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 2: I don't know what's going to happen. This guy's telling 364 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:31,520 Speaker 2: me now that I'm going to jail like it doesn't 365 00:17:31,560 --> 00:17:34,639 Speaker 2: matter what I did or didn't do I'm going to jail. 366 00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:36,560 Speaker 3: And let's go back for a second. I mean we're 367 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:39,240 Speaker 3: talking twenty years ago. That was a lot of money. 368 00:17:39,480 --> 00:17:41,440 Speaker 3: I mean there's a lot of money. Now, yeah, there's 369 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:42,200 Speaker 3: a lot of money. 370 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:45,720 Speaker 2: Absolutely. He actually said that the case was going to 371 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:48,880 Speaker 2: cost fifty thousand dollars before everything was said and done, 372 00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:52,160 Speaker 2: because I would be going to trial on this case. 373 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:54,960 Speaker 2: So he basically convicted me before we even got to 374 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:59,560 Speaker 2: the precinct. So this is the mindset that I'm dealing with. Already, 375 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:03,040 Speaker 2: two lowers have rubbed me the wrong way, and at 376 00:18:03,119 --> 00:18:06,320 Speaker 2: that time, I'm not measuring if maybe it's because of 377 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:09,840 Speaker 2: the emotions that I have something inside of me, maybe 378 00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 2: it's not them. I'm not thinking like that. I was 379 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:16,119 Speaker 2: twenty one years old, and eventually, you know, I just 380 00:18:16,160 --> 00:18:19,000 Speaker 2: sitting there and I keep staring at my children. I'm 381 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:20,880 Speaker 2: staring at for us, and I'm staring at my mother, 382 00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:23,439 Speaker 2: and I'm saying, this might be the last time I 383 00:18:23,480 --> 00:18:25,360 Speaker 2: get to see my children, This might be the last 384 00:18:25,400 --> 00:18:28,840 Speaker 2: time I get to see my mother. How did this happen? 385 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:33,200 Speaker 3: It's literally everybody's worst nightmare. Everybody's out to get you. 386 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:36,720 Speaker 3: You didn't do anything and it's the most terrible thing 387 00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:39,399 Speaker 3: that you could be accused of. The murder or the 388 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:42,440 Speaker 3: shooting of a police officer is right at the top 389 00:18:42,440 --> 00:18:44,880 Speaker 3: of them to the list of things that you don't 390 00:18:44,920 --> 00:18:46,159 Speaker 3: want to be wrongly accused. 391 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:48,960 Speaker 2: And bear in mind you're talking to the son of 392 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:53,280 Speaker 2: a police officer. I was raising a police officer's household, right, 393 00:18:53,320 --> 00:18:55,159 Speaker 2: I mean, what sense would it make for me to 394 00:18:55,200 --> 00:18:58,480 Speaker 2: go out on a rampage and shoot a police officer. 395 00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:01,120 Speaker 3: That's crazy, And you had no history of violence, and 396 00:19:01,480 --> 00:19:05,520 Speaker 3: none of it adds up. The nightmare is growing as 397 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:08,639 Speaker 3: you are encountering these people who are supposed to be 398 00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:12,320 Speaker 3: on your side, people who are supposed to be helping you. Right, 399 00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:14,840 Speaker 3: your only chance is to get a lawyer that's gonna 400 00:19:15,040 --> 00:19:17,159 Speaker 3: represent you. Monday comes. 401 00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:20,520 Speaker 2: Actually the step back just a second. Sunday I get 402 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:23,639 Speaker 2: a call from Frank Gould and Frank Gould man is 403 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:27,199 Speaker 2: something about this guy. He's a real smooth talker. He 404 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:30,440 Speaker 2: made me feel comfortable, and he said, Yo, listen, don't 405 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:33,639 Speaker 2: worry about that guy Goldsting. I'm gonna see if I 406 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:35,520 Speaker 2: can get the thousand dollars from him. If not, don't 407 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:38,080 Speaker 2: worry about it. We're not even talking about money. Right now, 408 00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:41,240 Speaker 2: You're in a serious dilemma. And guess what, I want 409 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,399 Speaker 2: to meet you outside that precinct. We're gonna meet in 410 00:19:43,440 --> 00:19:45,240 Speaker 2: the morning time. I'm gonna walk in there with you. 411 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:47,199 Speaker 2: We're gonna see what's going on. You wait for my 412 00:19:47,280 --> 00:19:49,399 Speaker 2: phone call. After my phone call, you meet me in 413 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:51,800 Speaker 2: front of the twenty eighth precinct and we'll deal with 414 00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:55,600 Speaker 2: this situation. Made me feel a thousand times better. I mean, 415 00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:57,600 Speaker 2: he knew how to talk to me. He's talking to 416 00:19:57,640 --> 00:19:59,840 Speaker 2: me like, all right, you're innocent. We're gonna see what's 417 00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,320 Speaker 2: going going on, and we're going to play this by ear. 418 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:06,560 Speaker 2: Not you're going to jail. You're gonna get shot. That's 419 00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:10,359 Speaker 2: not what somebody wants to hear. And I really respected that. 420 00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:15,080 Speaker 2: And eventually Monday came and that's exactly what happened. We 421 00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:18,679 Speaker 2: had found out that the apartment in the Bronx thirteen 422 00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:23,439 Speaker 2: forty four University Avenue, the door to our apartment was 423 00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:25,720 Speaker 2: hanging off the hinges with a police lock on it, 424 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:28,200 Speaker 2: which means that the police had gone into the building, 425 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,879 Speaker 2: went into my apartment, knocked down the door. They've been 426 00:20:30,920 --> 00:20:32,920 Speaker 2: in it. They said it was trash. These were neighbors 427 00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 2: that ended up calling. They got in touch with Vanessa, 428 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:38,520 Speaker 2: I believe. So we sent Vanessa home and my mother 429 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:40,680 Speaker 2: took me to the priests and to meet my attorneys. 430 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:44,639 Speaker 2: So now we get to the front and Frank Goule's 431 00:20:44,680 --> 00:20:47,800 Speaker 2: there with another attorney. Her name is Susan Walsh. We're 432 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:50,560 Speaker 2: on the steps. My mother's like, you know you want 433 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,879 Speaker 2: me to stay and wait for you out here. I said, listen, 434 00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 2: I don't know what's going to happen. Just go home. 435 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:58,119 Speaker 2: If anything, I'll take a cab. Just go home. And 436 00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:01,920 Speaker 2: she's like, all right. I mean, that was the last 437 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:04,120 Speaker 2: time I got to touch my mother as a free person. 438 00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:08,760 Speaker 2: It's kind of crazy. And we walked into the precinct 439 00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:11,480 Speaker 2: and when we went in there, Frank said give me 440 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:14,280 Speaker 2: a minute. He left me there with Susan. I remember 441 00:21:14,359 --> 00:21:16,639 Speaker 2: him coming back and saying, let's go. I said, what 442 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:18,400 Speaker 2: you mean, let's go? He said, let's get out of here. 443 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:20,960 Speaker 2: They don't got no warran for your arrest. So we're 444 00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:24,520 Speaker 2: walking out and I'm like, listen, Frank, you really have 445 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,480 Speaker 2: to make me understand what's going on. I've been frantic 446 00:21:27,560 --> 00:21:31,040 Speaker 2: for an entire weekend, running around with my family, staying 447 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:35,639 Speaker 2: in hotels, being threatened by lawyers, and you're telling me 448 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:37,959 Speaker 2: we could just walk away from this. And he's like, 449 00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,560 Speaker 2: they don't have a waran for your arrest. So I 450 00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:42,600 Speaker 2: want you to go home, I said, and then what 451 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,560 Speaker 2: happens when I go home? I got a door hanging 452 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:47,320 Speaker 2: off a hinge. What happens when I go home? Is 453 00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:49,360 Speaker 2: this over? He said, no, it's not over. I said, 454 00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:52,400 Speaker 2: what do you mean it's not over? He says, they 455 00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:53,919 Speaker 2: want to put you in a lineup. I'm not going 456 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:55,760 Speaker 2: to let them put you in a lineup. I said, 457 00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:57,600 Speaker 2: what happens if I don't get picked in that lineup? 458 00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:00,360 Speaker 2: He says, then you're free. I said, so I'm going 459 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:03,239 Speaker 2: in that lineup. He says, no, you're not. Let us 460 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:08,040 Speaker 2: do our job. Let them do their job. Okay. I'm like, no, 461 00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:10,520 Speaker 2: it's not okay. I want to go in that lineup. 462 00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:12,040 Speaker 2: You're telling me that the only way that this is 463 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:13,399 Speaker 2: going to be over is if I go in that 464 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:15,159 Speaker 2: lineup and I don't get picked. I'm telling you I 465 00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:17,640 Speaker 2: didn't do this crime. So I'm going in that lineup. 466 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,200 Speaker 2: He says. If you get picked in that lineup, your 467 00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:22,600 Speaker 2: life is going to change forever. You're going to jail, 468 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:26,480 Speaker 2: I said, And what happens if I leave? What are 469 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 2: they go pick me up? Put something in my pocket? 470 00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:31,600 Speaker 2: Or do they shoot at me? Do you realize what 471 00:22:31,640 --> 00:22:33,800 Speaker 2: I've been through this weekend? I'm going in that lineup. 472 00:22:34,119 --> 00:22:36,240 Speaker 2: And that's exactly what we did. We walked back in 473 00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:38,760 Speaker 2: that precinct and I volunteered for that lineup. I stood 474 00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:41,600 Speaker 2: in the bullpen, like the outside area of a bullpen, 475 00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:43,600 Speaker 2: sitting in a chair with Susan wallsh for a couple 476 00:22:43,640 --> 00:22:45,760 Speaker 2: of hours while they went and got some fellers. 477 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,360 Speaker 3: And this is a bizarre part of the story too, 478 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:51,080 Speaker 3: because at this point it's interesting and it's important that 479 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 3: you highlighted that you just spent the weekend like a 480 00:22:53,359 --> 00:22:54,800 Speaker 3: fugitive hiding out. 481 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:56,119 Speaker 2: It's exactly when we come. 482 00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:57,439 Speaker 3: To find out they don't even have a warn for 483 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:01,760 Speaker 3: your arrest. Now you're volunteering for a lineup, which you 484 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:04,560 Speaker 3: would be a little nuts if you were actually guilty 485 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:07,760 Speaker 3: to go and do that. Absolutely that that doesn't add up, 486 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:09,920 Speaker 3: And then you know, you don't have to be a 487 00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:13,119 Speaker 3: professor of criminology to understand that, right, And then on 488 00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:16,280 Speaker 3: top of that, you didn't know this at the time, 489 00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:19,560 Speaker 3: But the suspect they were looking for was a guy 490 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:20,520 Speaker 3: named Mustafa. 491 00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:23,080 Speaker 1: Is any part of your name Mustafa? 492 00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:23,640 Speaker 2: Absolutely? 493 00:23:24,080 --> 00:23:26,760 Speaker 3: And the suspect they were looking for was a black 494 00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:31,119 Speaker 3: mail with dreads right, right? Have you ever been a 495 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,000 Speaker 3: black mail or had dreads? 496 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:34,359 Speaker 2: Maybe in another life? 497 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:38,000 Speaker 3: Right, So it would be pretty much it would seem 498 00:23:38,119 --> 00:23:41,040 Speaker 3: like an open and shot situation. And there were numerous 499 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:45,359 Speaker 3: witnesses who all agreed on this description. It wasn't like 500 00:23:45,400 --> 00:23:47,280 Speaker 3: it was one that said this and one that said that. 501 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:50,840 Speaker 3: There were numerous witnesses who all said that the suspect 502 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,760 Speaker 3: that the police were looking for was a guy whose street. 503 00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:54,440 Speaker 1: Name was Mustafa. 504 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,240 Speaker 3: And I want to encourage people to watch the show 505 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:01,440 Speaker 3: on jj coul Conviction, because in it you'll see the 506 00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:06,320 Speaker 3: actual police sketch, which it doesn't look any more like 507 00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:07,359 Speaker 3: you than it looks like me. 508 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:10,560 Speaker 1: It's a guy, It's a black guy with dreads. 509 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,200 Speaker 3: Had you known that, it would have been perfectly logical 510 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:16,480 Speaker 3: for you to go into the lineup. And I think 511 00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:18,919 Speaker 3: people can identify with the idea that you're going in 512 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,040 Speaker 3: there and saying, well, I mean you grew up as 513 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,200 Speaker 3: the son of a police officer. You're going to say 514 00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,000 Speaker 3: to yourself, well, the system is going to work. 515 00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:25,880 Speaker 2: Absolutely right. 516 00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,080 Speaker 3: I mean that was my belief, right, You're going to 517 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:29,919 Speaker 3: go in there and there's no way that somebody's going 518 00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:31,680 Speaker 3: to pick you out of that lineup, even not knowing 519 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,040 Speaker 3: what we just talked about, right, But had you known that, 520 00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,320 Speaker 3: you would have been one hundred percent sure that if 521 00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 3: you go in there, they can't pick you out of 522 00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:41,840 Speaker 3: that lineup. So finally, now you're going into the lineup. Yes, 523 00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:45,560 Speaker 3: and got to be a surreal experience too. It was 524 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:48,080 Speaker 3: like kind of right out of a movie, right, so 525 00:24:48,119 --> 00:24:49,879 Speaker 3: for this time, you're not watching, you're actually in it. 526 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:52,760 Speaker 2: Well, that was my second time ever being in a lineup. 527 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:55,040 Speaker 2: The first time I was a student at Martin Luther 528 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 2: King High School and they had this little bus coming 529 00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:01,040 Speaker 2: around and they were offering us five to appear in 530 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,119 Speaker 2: the lineup. And I took it five hours, you know, 531 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:05,720 Speaker 2: take that, and I went to a lineup. So it 532 00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:07,320 Speaker 2: wasn't the first time I was in a lineup, but 533 00:25:07,359 --> 00:25:08,720 Speaker 2: it was the first time I was in the lineup 534 00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:12,400 Speaker 2: as a suspect. And you know, I don't know what's 535 00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:14,119 Speaker 2: going on on the other side. If there's a mirror 536 00:25:14,119 --> 00:25:16,120 Speaker 2: there and I don't know what's going on the other side, 537 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:18,840 Speaker 2: but I do know that Susan Walsh is on that side. 538 00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:22,080 Speaker 2: So what happened was when Frank Goule finally realized that 539 00:25:22,119 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 2: I was determined to go into that priest and volunteer 540 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 2: for the lineup, he said, listen, if you're going in 541 00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:29,119 Speaker 2: for the lineup, you're going to stay here with Susan. 542 00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:31,520 Speaker 2: I have to leave because it would be a conflicent 543 00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:34,120 Speaker 2: interest for me to be your witness and your attorney. 544 00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:37,479 Speaker 2: So she's an attorney and she is your witness. And 545 00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:41,520 Speaker 2: that's basically where I still felt comfortable, because I was like, 546 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:44,520 Speaker 2: she's there, and I'm going to be all right. And 547 00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:48,600 Speaker 2: sure enough, at some point told number three to stand 548 00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:51,840 Speaker 2: and approach the mirror, and then they told him to 549 00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:55,080 Speaker 2: sit down. Then they said number two, we need you 550 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:57,160 Speaker 2: to stand up and approach the mirror. And I did 551 00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,600 Speaker 2: that and I sat back down. They said everybody said 552 00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:01,800 Speaker 2: thank you. Here it's like a speaker somewhere in the 553 00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:06,040 Speaker 2: room and he's like, thank you. Be there. Shortly somebody 554 00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:08,120 Speaker 2: comes and opens the door and says everybody can leave. 555 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:11,399 Speaker 2: I start to get up. He's like, no, you stay, 556 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:13,040 Speaker 2: so I don't know if I have to fill out 557 00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,280 Speaker 2: some paperwork or something before I leave, but I said, 558 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:18,159 Speaker 2: all right, I sit down. Eventually they take me around 559 00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:22,280 Speaker 2: back to the same room and Susan's there and she's like, Jay, 560 00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:26,320 Speaker 2: I'm sorry, but you're gonna be staying. I said, what 561 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:28,879 Speaker 2: are you talking about. I'm gonna be staying. She said, 562 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:33,119 Speaker 2: you know you were picked, but there's some serious problems 563 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,680 Speaker 2: with your lineup. They made me wear a hat. I 564 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,880 Speaker 2: don't know that that's a problem then, but they made 565 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:43,280 Speaker 2: us all wear these black pullover hats, winter hats, ski hats. 566 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,679 Speaker 2: They had a problem with fillers. But at the end 567 00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:52,359 Speaker 2: of the day, there's an existing affidavit from Susan Walsh. 568 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:55,840 Speaker 2: She's admitting that my lineup was manipulated on that day, 569 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,359 Speaker 2: and unbeknownst to me, what she's saying is that she 570 00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:02,480 Speaker 2: had an argument with the police officers about my position. 571 00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,840 Speaker 2: She wanted me between number five and number six and 572 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,080 Speaker 2: they said, nah, we're not doing that. Here he's sitting 573 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:09,160 Speaker 2: right there, he's number two. 574 00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:12,640 Speaker 3: They didn't want you to be between five and six. 575 00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:15,159 Speaker 1: They wanted you to be number two. What is the 576 00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:15,919 Speaker 1: significance to. 577 00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:19,320 Speaker 2: That, Even towards trial. I really didn't understand the significance 578 00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:22,960 Speaker 2: of it. But now in all my studies, it's supposed 579 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:26,600 Speaker 2: to be kind of a random process. And there's a 580 00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:29,760 Speaker 2: lot of studies going on now about sequential lineups and 581 00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:34,000 Speaker 2: double blind lineups. By putting me in a certain position, 582 00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:38,080 Speaker 2: it can be inferred that you have already told these 583 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:42,920 Speaker 2: witnesses that an individual that committed the crime is going 584 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:46,439 Speaker 2: to be sitting in a particular position, right, So that 585 00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:48,240 Speaker 2: would enable the identification. 586 00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:49,000 Speaker 1: Right. 587 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,520 Speaker 3: Of course, they could say up front, you know, take 588 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,440 Speaker 3: a real close look at number two, right, they could say, 589 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:56,800 Speaker 3: And that's why a double blind and for those of 590 00:27:56,800 --> 00:28:01,040 Speaker 3: you listening, a double blind means that the person conducting, 591 00:28:01,160 --> 00:28:04,240 Speaker 3: whether it's a police officer or anyone else conducting the lineup, 592 00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:08,240 Speaker 3: should not know cannot know who the suspect is, because 593 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:14,520 Speaker 3: even if their intentions are pure, they subconsciously can steer 594 00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:19,199 Speaker 3: a witness absolutely to just sort of take another I mean, 595 00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:21,720 Speaker 3: you're doing good. I know this is very difficult for you, 596 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:23,960 Speaker 3: but you know you got to really try hard. Because 597 00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,960 Speaker 3: we've seen it many times. A witness will say, I 598 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,600 Speaker 3: don't know, I don't I don't think I see the 599 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:30,680 Speaker 3: person in it. Go, well, listen, I mean, we really 600 00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:33,200 Speaker 3: need your help. You know, this is a brutal crime, 601 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:35,080 Speaker 3: this is a we've got to get this guy off 602 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:37,920 Speaker 3: the streets. What they should be saying is, we don't 603 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:41,840 Speaker 3: know whether the actual killer, the actual perpetrator, is in 604 00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:45,239 Speaker 3: this lineup. Absolutely, but if you see them, then we 605 00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:46,920 Speaker 3: need your help. But they don't do that. 606 00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:47,480 Speaker 2: They don't. 607 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:48,840 Speaker 1: Typically they they. 608 00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:51,800 Speaker 3: And they may in many cases, and we don't know, 609 00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:53,320 Speaker 3: but in your because we don't know what was going 610 00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:55,520 Speaker 3: on in that room. But it's entirely possible that in 611 00:28:55,560 --> 00:28:58,720 Speaker 3: your case, that your suspicions are true. That they said, 612 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:01,760 Speaker 3: we think we got the guy. We think it's number two. 613 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:04,840 Speaker 1: Take a look. Let's see if you agree. 614 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,440 Speaker 3: Anything like that, even something much more subtle than that, 615 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:11,880 Speaker 3: can really terribly mess up the process and eliminate objectivity. 616 00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:14,840 Speaker 3: But even their memories far from perfect, because. 617 00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:17,000 Speaker 2: That's what a lineup does. Who looks most like the individual, 618 00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:19,200 Speaker 2: it's not who looks most like the individual who did 619 00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:22,440 Speaker 2: it right. That's why we're here. And I was selected 620 00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 2: by three individuals, Philip Jones, Robert Jones, who were both brothers, 621 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:31,840 Speaker 2: and Augustus Brown. Later learning that Augustus Brown had actually 622 00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,480 Speaker 2: been the person who selected my photo which made me 623 00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:37,120 Speaker 2: a suspect, so there was really no need for him 624 00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:39,560 Speaker 2: to come and identify me again. So if you look 625 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,800 Speaker 2: at it in a realistic manner, at the lineup, there 626 00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,440 Speaker 2: were only two people who really identified me because Augustus 627 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:49,200 Speaker 2: Brown had already made me a suspect. But technically all 628 00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:54,440 Speaker 2: three of those individuals had of five individuals had identified me. 629 00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:57,800 Speaker 3: And we know that Augustus Brown had a very good 630 00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:01,520 Speaker 3: reason to want to identify you because Augustus Brown was 631 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:05,640 Speaker 3: a heroin dealer. Yes he was so not somebody you 632 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,680 Speaker 3: would consider to be a top notch witness or a 633 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:12,800 Speaker 3: reliable witness necessarily, and he had a motivation which was 634 00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:15,560 Speaker 3: that when he was picked up, and correctly, if I'm wrong, 635 00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:17,720 Speaker 3: when he was picked up he was in possession of 636 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,880 Speaker 3: ten bags of heroin, Yes he was, and the cops 637 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,880 Speaker 3: weren't letting him leave until he identified somebody they wanted 638 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:24,600 Speaker 3: this case soft. 639 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,680 Speaker 2: Yeah, Augustus Brown is an interesting character all to himself. 640 00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,760 Speaker 2: He has a rap sheet that we can stick on 641 00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:34,280 Speaker 2: the wall and drop to the floor, but in reality 642 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:37,400 Speaker 2: he was actively on probation at that time. We come 643 00:30:37,440 --> 00:30:39,920 Speaker 2: to find out a trial that he wasn't reporting, so 644 00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:43,360 Speaker 2: he had already abscounded from probation right this, which is 645 00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:46,480 Speaker 2: why he fled before any police would arrive. When he 646 00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:49,760 Speaker 2: gets picked up, because he didn't come to the priestint voluntarily, 647 00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:53,120 Speaker 2: they he was sent multiple messages to come to the precinct. 648 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:55,800 Speaker 2: He was arrested on a street corner that he sold 649 00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:58,920 Speaker 2: drugs on. He did get caught with ten bags of 650 00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:01,479 Speaker 2: heroin on him. He was brought to a precinct and 651 00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:03,880 Speaker 2: he spent hours in that precinct. He came about three 652 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:06,680 Speaker 2: o'clock and he wasn't let go until about eleven o'clock 653 00:31:06,680 --> 00:31:11,560 Speaker 2: at night from a different precint. He has stated on 654 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:16,680 Speaker 2: multiple occasions that he was wrong and that he was 655 00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:20,720 Speaker 2: forced to do what he did. And there's layers to this. 656 00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:25,240 Speaker 2: So when he was at the precinct, they were trying 657 00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:28,480 Speaker 2: to time in as an accessory to murder. They told 658 00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:31,720 Speaker 2: him we got you in possession of drugs. It violated 659 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:35,240 Speaker 2: your probation, and you fled the scene. And we have 660 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,360 Speaker 2: witnesses who think that you were a part of the team. 661 00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:40,719 Speaker 2: So you're going to be charged with accessory to murder 662 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:44,000 Speaker 2: if you don't help us do something he looks at 663 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:48,400 Speaker 2: thousands of photos. It's supposed to be eight photos per page, 664 00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,320 Speaker 2: and he looked at a total of one hundred and 665 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,560 Speaker 2: fifty six pages. But if you look at the description 666 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:57,880 Speaker 2: that he initially gave to the police, which was consistent 667 00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 2: and unanimous in the descriptions provided by all witnesses, that 668 00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:07,000 Speaker 2: stated that two black males came into that place and 669 00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:10,800 Speaker 2: victimize these individuals. One was dog skin and one was 670 00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:14,520 Speaker 2: light skin. The light skin individual had dreads or braids. 671 00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 2: I don't know which one. Some of them said braids, 672 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,000 Speaker 2: some of them said dreads. 673 00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 3: By the way, it's also arguable that your picture shouldn't 674 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:22,280 Speaker 3: have been in there in the first place, since you 675 00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:32,680 Speaker 3: were never convicted of any of it. Freedom Agenda is 676 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 3: a proud sponsor of this episode of wrongful conviction. Freedom 677 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:39,680 Speaker 3: Agenda is led by people directly impacted by incarceration, and 678 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:42,600 Speaker 3: they're organizing to get Mayor Eric Adams to follow the 679 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:46,080 Speaker 3: law and shut down Rikers Island. Right now, thousands of 680 00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:50,120 Speaker 3: people are awaiting trial there in life threatening conditions. Freedom 681 00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:53,400 Speaker 3: Agenda is committed to creating a safer and more just 682 00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:57,440 Speaker 3: city by winning investments in long neglected communities, protecting the 683 00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,520 Speaker 3: rights of people involved in the criminal legal system, ending 684 00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:04,080 Speaker 3: the cycle of violence that rikers perpetuates. To learn more 685 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:06,360 Speaker 3: about the Campaign to Close Rikers and to sign up 686 00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:09,400 Speaker 3: for Freedom Agenda's mailing list, go to Campaign to Close 687 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:13,320 Speaker 3: Rikers dot org, slash, get involved, or follow at Freedom 688 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:24,480 Speaker 3: Agenda and Why on social media. Back to where we 689 00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,440 Speaker 3: were at. You're now in this kafka esque and I 690 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:30,800 Speaker 3: always say that, but it's true nightmare where you're ready 691 00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:32,680 Speaker 3: to leave the police station. You know they must have 692 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:36,680 Speaker 3: identified somebody else or nobody because you didn't do anything 693 00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,360 Speaker 3: and you don't even know it. But you don't match 694 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:39,760 Speaker 3: the description, not even close. 695 00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:41,320 Speaker 1: But they tell you to day. 696 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, so they tell me to stay. Susan says, listen, 697 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:47,760 Speaker 2: we'll see you in court tomorrow. You'll be arraigned, and 698 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:50,720 Speaker 2: we'll take it day by day, take it one step 699 00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:53,360 Speaker 2: at a time. In the meantime, before I leave, I 700 00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:56,920 Speaker 2: want you just to be conscious of something. We told 701 00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:59,600 Speaker 2: these offices that we took pictures of you and your 702 00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:02,600 Speaker 2: underwe in a hotel, and that if they touch you 703 00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:05,680 Speaker 2: they will be losing their job. So you should feel safe. 704 00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:08,359 Speaker 2: You should be all right. Do not speak to them 705 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:12,240 Speaker 2: about anything. And from that point I was escorted into 706 00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:17,360 Speaker 2: this small cage that had a concrete slab and a 707 00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:21,000 Speaker 2: bunch of bars, and I stood theify I don't know 708 00:34:21,040 --> 00:34:24,120 Speaker 2: how long, and you know, it was real. It was 709 00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:27,080 Speaker 2: a real, surreal experience where it was just like, you 710 00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:30,719 Speaker 2: know what, you gotta realize at this point, you just 711 00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:33,880 Speaker 2: have to block everything out and deal with the situation, 712 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:35,960 Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Don't talk to them, don't 713 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:39,560 Speaker 2: ask them no more questions, don't provoke them, just deal 714 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:42,080 Speaker 2: with it. And that's what I did. Eventually we got 715 00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:44,959 Speaker 2: to Central Booking, and Central Booking is like another zoo, 716 00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:47,920 Speaker 2: right they heard you from one place to another. You 717 00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:50,560 Speaker 2: shackled up on a chain gang. You got shackles on 718 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:54,040 Speaker 2: your feet, and you go from one bullpen to another bullpen, 719 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,600 Speaker 2: and it's twenty thirty of you moving. At the same time, 720 00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:59,400 Speaker 2: people are sitting on the floor. You have homeless people 721 00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:02,960 Speaker 2: in there. The smell is crazy. Some of these places. 722 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:05,200 Speaker 2: The plumbing is all messed up, so you might have 723 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:08,840 Speaker 2: some feet season and toilet or some urine in the toilet, 724 00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:11,080 Speaker 2: might have urine on the floor because it might have 725 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:14,160 Speaker 2: flowed out, you know, And it's just a bunch of 726 00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:16,240 Speaker 2: people around and you're lucky if you get a bench 727 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:19,720 Speaker 2: to sit on or whatever. And they kept moving, moving 728 00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:22,360 Speaker 2: the chain, moving the chain, and eventually you get to 729 00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:24,680 Speaker 2: this place and they start taking your stuff out of 730 00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:27,160 Speaker 2: your pockets and they're searching you on the wall. And 731 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:32,720 Speaker 2: that's when I had my first serious experience with corrections officer. 732 00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:36,600 Speaker 2: Just out of nowhere, towering office, A big hits me 733 00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,080 Speaker 2: in the back and I never knew that you can 734 00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,839 Speaker 2: get your wind knocked out from getting hit in the back. 735 00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:46,040 Speaker 2: Knocks me, knocks me down. I'm conscious, but I'm just 736 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:49,120 Speaker 2: like blown away and he's just wailing at me, and 737 00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:52,239 Speaker 2: I'm just covering up officers that brought me in. They 738 00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:55,279 Speaker 2: were still around and they had stopped them. They say, oh, listen, 739 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,759 Speaker 2: leave them alone. You can't do that. He's like, yeah, 740 00:35:57,760 --> 00:36:00,160 Speaker 2: but he killed a cop. He thinks he's a tough guy. Oh, 741 00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:03,040 Speaker 2: I'm a tough guy. And I'm like, yo, I don't 742 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:06,319 Speaker 2: know what's going on. And what ended up happening at 743 00:36:06,320 --> 00:36:10,160 Speaker 2: that point was they moved me and I got separated 744 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,879 Speaker 2: from the rest of the prisoners and I got put 745 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:14,360 Speaker 2: in a bullpenp by myself. I can still see prisoners 746 00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:18,160 Speaker 2: in a bullpen adjacent from me right across it got 747 00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:22,160 Speaker 2: bullpens everywhere. But I'm by myself now, so I definitely 748 00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:24,439 Speaker 2: have all the room to stretch out and lay down 749 00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:27,360 Speaker 2: and do whatever on a bench. That wasn't the problem. 750 00:36:28,640 --> 00:36:31,840 Speaker 2: But I start to realize the fear of what that 751 00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,279 Speaker 2: lawyer was talking about that first time when he told 752 00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:40,400 Speaker 2: my mother that this is serious, and I'm wondering how 753 00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:43,040 Speaker 2: much more do I have to go through? And he 754 00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:46,640 Speaker 2: had before I'm able to get out. Fortunately for me, 755 00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:52,200 Speaker 2: I never had that problem again. But that's where I 756 00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:56,399 Speaker 2: first got a taste of reality. The next day came 757 00:36:56,840 --> 00:37:01,319 Speaker 2: and I go into another bullpen where they have these 758 00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:04,520 Speaker 2: windows that you can have attorneys come visit you, so 759 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:08,120 Speaker 2: they call your name. So eventually my name gets called 760 00:37:08,239 --> 00:37:11,520 Speaker 2: and I go in there and it's another attorney. It's 761 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:15,560 Speaker 2: not frankl it's not Susan Wallash, somebody never met in 762 00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:19,520 Speaker 2: my life. His name is Norman Rima. And Norman Riema 763 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:23,080 Speaker 2: comes and he tells me, says, listen, mister Velasquez, we're 764 00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:26,040 Speaker 2: about to go in front of the judge and you're 765 00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:28,000 Speaker 2: going to be arrainged. But I just want to put 766 00:37:28,040 --> 00:37:30,320 Speaker 2: you on point to a few things that are important. 767 00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:34,000 Speaker 2: You're being charged with capital murder. I said, what is that? 768 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:39,000 Speaker 2: He says, you're facing the death penalty. I said, what 769 00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:43,879 Speaker 2: the death penalty? I mean, I don't understand what's going on. 770 00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:49,120 Speaker 2: And everything is spinning. The walls are spinning. Norman Reema 771 00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:52,320 Speaker 2: is talking. It's incoherent. I don't know what you're saying. 772 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,840 Speaker 2: I don't hear you. I block everything out, and I 773 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,319 Speaker 2: just I don't know how I got to that point. 774 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:01,680 Speaker 2: And at that point, I don't even know how I 775 00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,319 Speaker 2: coped with that, How I dealt with that, I don't know. 776 00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 2: I went into some short sense of trauma and I 777 00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:16,040 Speaker 2: became numb. I do recall him saying, don't worry about 778 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:21,000 Speaker 2: the death penalty, which was didn't do any good, right, 779 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,600 Speaker 2: But he said, don't worry about the death penalty because 780 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:27,239 Speaker 2: Robert Morgenthal has never pursued the death penalty in New York. 781 00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:32,120 Speaker 2: So within six months they'll probably drop that and you'll 782 00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:35,280 Speaker 2: be facing natural life in prison. And I said, Norman, 783 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:38,040 Speaker 2: I didn't commit this crime. Why are we talking about death? 784 00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:41,160 Speaker 2: Why are we talking about natural life? Why aren't we 785 00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:44,960 Speaker 2: talking about freedom? Why aren't we talking about restoring my status? 786 00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:50,279 Speaker 2: As a citizen, and he's like, listen, you just have 787 00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:53,600 Speaker 2: to stay strong. But you're not going nowhere. You're not 788 00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:57,480 Speaker 2: getting bail. You're gonna have to go through this process. 789 00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:00,359 Speaker 2: I said, well, how long is this process going to take? 790 00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:06,280 Speaker 2: And he said anywhere from six months to a year, 791 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:09,680 Speaker 2: maybe two years. There's no telling. You just gotta stay 792 00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:17,160 Speaker 2: strong and talk about a turning point in life. Everything 793 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:21,480 Speaker 2: changed from there. I got sent to Rikers Island. Ryk 794 00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:24,440 Speaker 2: As Island is a war zone. You know, they call 795 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:28,520 Speaker 2: that the school a hard knocks, but it's more like 796 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:34,120 Speaker 2: Vietnam or going to Iraq because everywhere you go there's blood. 797 00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:38,440 Speaker 2: And that's all that happens is humans shedding other human's blood, 798 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,120 Speaker 2: and you see it everywhere. There's no way around it 799 00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:45,359 Speaker 2: to fight after fight. I mean, I don't know how 800 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:48,040 Speaker 2: is it able to navigate through a lot of that, 801 00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:51,359 Speaker 2: But I made it through. I have no scars, I'm 802 00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:55,280 Speaker 2: still safe, I'm in one piece, and I'm blessed. Eighteen 803 00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:58,640 Speaker 2: months I did on Rykers Island. Eighteen months. I was 804 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:03,000 Speaker 2: able to navigate through the bull and eventually I went 805 00:40:03,080 --> 00:40:06,560 Speaker 2: to trial. And going to trial was the first time 806 00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:10,480 Speaker 2: I get to learn how everything unfolded and took place. 807 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:15,800 Speaker 2: Because for all those months I still couldn't understand what's 808 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:20,160 Speaker 2: going on. How did it happen, what took place? Why 809 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:24,240 Speaker 2: am I here? Those questions weren't answered. They weren't answered 810 00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:27,439 Speaker 2: by my lawyers. They just stay strong, John, We're gonna 811 00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:29,319 Speaker 2: make it through and worry about it when we get 812 00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:33,839 Speaker 2: to trial. We mean, don't worry about it. Life continues, 813 00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:37,719 Speaker 2: It doesn't stop for anyone. My children are growing. I 814 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:41,319 Speaker 2: watched Jacob's first steps. We're in a visiting room on 815 00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:44,680 Speaker 2: Rikers Island. For me, the first time I seen my 816 00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:48,719 Speaker 2: son come to me. He's daddy walking. He's smaller than 817 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:53,280 Speaker 2: the table. I raised my children in prison. That wasn't easy, 818 00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:57,279 Speaker 2: and looking back at it now, I can't even take 819 00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:01,040 Speaker 2: credit for raising my children. Actually, So I go to trial, 820 00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:05,640 Speaker 2: and during the trial I start to learn things. I 821 00:41:05,760 --> 00:41:10,080 Speaker 2: learned that this cop tried to interfere with the robbery 822 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:12,920 Speaker 2: that was taking place because he owned the establishment, and 823 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,640 Speaker 2: I knew that relatively early, as a retired police officer 824 00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:19,440 Speaker 2: who owned the gambling place. He also owned the Basket 825 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,360 Speaker 2: Robbins one hundred and twenty Fifth Street. He also owned 826 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,319 Speaker 2: some print shop and another bar own a lot of 827 00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:29,839 Speaker 2: establishments for a police officer or a retired police officer rather, 828 00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:34,560 Speaker 2: and he had this legal gambling spot and somebody came in. 829 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:37,440 Speaker 2: They're saying to shoot him, this light skinned guy with 830 00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:41,279 Speaker 2: these braids or these dreads, and he came in. He 831 00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:44,879 Speaker 2: tried to place a bet. And this spot is one 832 00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:46,880 Speaker 2: hundred and twenty fifth Street between hundred twenty fifth and 833 00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:49,399 Speaker 2: one hundred twenty six and eighth Avenue. So this guy 834 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:54,040 Speaker 2: comes in, it's broad daylight, somewhere around noon, and he 835 00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,520 Speaker 2: comes in, he places a bet. So when he comes 836 00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:58,319 Speaker 2: into place to bet, the guy's like, yo, listen, we 837 00:41:58,320 --> 00:41:59,880 Speaker 2: don't do that here. You're a stranger. To get out 838 00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:01,799 Speaker 2: of it. And he's like, I ain't no stranger, man, 839 00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:04,120 Speaker 2: I'm not a cop from the projects. He said, Yeah, 840 00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:05,799 Speaker 2: I'm from the projects. I played my number on the 841 00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:07,440 Speaker 2: east Side. Man, I'm not trying to go down there. 842 00:42:07,480 --> 00:42:10,399 Speaker 2: Let me just play my number. Say like all right here. 843 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,960 Speaker 2: So he goes to fill out the betting slip. They 844 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,120 Speaker 2: said he filled out the wrong slip. This is Robert 845 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:19,160 Speaker 2: Jones testifying, right, because I learned everything through testimony. So 846 00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:22,280 Speaker 2: now Robert Jones says he filled out the wrong betting slip. 847 00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:25,200 Speaker 2: He takes it, throws it out, and fills out the 848 00:42:25,239 --> 00:42:27,959 Speaker 2: right slip for him. So then he leaves, he said. 849 00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:30,799 Speaker 2: Forty five minutes later to an hour later, this guy 850 00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:34,600 Speaker 2: comes back, knocks on the door. The numbers about to 851 00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:36,960 Speaker 2: come out. They're not taking more bets, they said, Yo, 852 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:38,360 Speaker 2: let him in. Let him in. Worry about he was 853 00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:41,200 Speaker 2: here earlier. So he's like, yo, want to place another bet? 854 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:43,280 Speaker 2: He said, Yo, be BET's a closed, but the numbers 855 00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:46,759 Speaker 2: about to come out. Just stick around. Next thing, you know, 856 00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:50,560 Speaker 2: another knock comes on the door, and then the doorman's 857 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:52,839 Speaker 2: at the door and he's like, yo, there's another guy here, man. 858 00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:54,640 Speaker 2: We can't keep betting these guys there. Next thing, you know, 859 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:56,799 Speaker 2: they said, this light skinned guy pulls out a gun. 860 00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,719 Speaker 2: He's like, you know what it is? Let my man. 861 00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:01,359 Speaker 2: The guy comes in. You know, they tell everybody get 862 00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:03,680 Speaker 2: on the ground, and I don't know what happened, but 863 00:43:03,719 --> 00:43:07,520 Speaker 2: there was an exchange of fire and eventually the officer 864 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:10,400 Speaker 2: or the retired officer wound up dead on the ground. 865 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:13,960 Speaker 3: So the pandemonium inside the bookie joint or the illegal 866 00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:15,960 Speaker 3: numbers joint is total. 867 00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:17,440 Speaker 1: You've got people being tied up. 868 00:43:17,480 --> 00:43:20,520 Speaker 3: You've got people jumping over things, you've got gunshots ringing out, 869 00:43:20,719 --> 00:43:25,000 Speaker 3: you've got people fleeing, and in the process, a retired 870 00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:29,160 Speaker 3: police officers killed. So here you are at the trial 871 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,520 Speaker 3: and you're being represented by Norman. 872 00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:35,480 Speaker 2: Reamer, Norman and Frank Goulden, and now you've. 873 00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:38,440 Speaker 1: Been in the system for eighteen months. 874 00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:41,800 Speaker 2: At that time. Yes, to be precise, I turned myself 875 00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:45,160 Speaker 2: in February second, nineteen ninety eight. I walked into that precinct. 876 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:47,120 Speaker 2: The choice to be in that lineup was the last 877 00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:50,160 Speaker 2: choice I made as a freeman. I was on trial 878 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:52,720 Speaker 2: in October of nineteen ninety nine. 879 00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:54,680 Speaker 3: Right, so over a year and a half in the 880 00:43:54,719 --> 00:43:58,600 Speaker 3: most dangerous prison in New York State, which is Rikers Island. 881 00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:01,759 Speaker 2: So the trial, at the trial, this is where I 882 00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:06,680 Speaker 2: get the revelation of what occurred. You have several witnesses 883 00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:09,560 Speaker 2: who come and they testified. What people need to realize 884 00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:12,440 Speaker 2: is that everybody that was at this illegal gambling spot 885 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:15,640 Speaker 2: was engaging in criminal activity. So every single one of 886 00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:18,719 Speaker 2: those people could have been arrested and charged with a 887 00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:23,200 Speaker 2: crime where the murder of a retired police officer occurred. 888 00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:25,439 Speaker 2: So it was serious for all of them. They were 889 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:28,480 Speaker 2: all under pressure, and then you have to think about 890 00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:32,759 Speaker 2: the response. You're talking about the center of Harlem in 891 00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:36,680 Speaker 2: broad daylight, a retired officer who worked that area, who 892 00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:41,280 Speaker 2: owned the basket Robbins in that area, was shot and killed. 893 00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,320 Speaker 2: There has to be a response so that the people 894 00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:49,440 Speaker 2: in that neighborhood, the residents of Harlem, understand that this 895 00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:52,680 Speaker 2: is not tolerable. There has to be a response for 896 00:44:52,760 --> 00:44:55,160 Speaker 2: that the people in the residence of Harlem can understand 897 00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:58,600 Speaker 2: that this is still a safe environment. And that's why 898 00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,160 Speaker 2: there's so much pressure to bring somebody to jail. 899 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 3: And you bring up another interesting point, which is that 900 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:09,640 Speaker 3: everybody involved had a very strong motive. I want to 901 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:13,240 Speaker 3: identify you because it takes the heat off of them. 902 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:16,000 Speaker 1: I mean, it's as straightforward as it could be. 903 00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:18,440 Speaker 3: I mean, these are all people who were engaged in 904 00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:23,520 Speaker 3: the various activities of various different degrees, and the situation 905 00:45:23,719 --> 00:45:27,440 Speaker 3: provided them a very convenient way to make this problem 906 00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:28,000 Speaker 3: go away. 907 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:30,839 Speaker 1: And that opportunity was sitting right in front of them. 908 00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,960 Speaker 3: All they had to do was point to you and 909 00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:36,719 Speaker 3: say that's the guy who did it. Now you go 910 00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:40,080 Speaker 3: through the trial, all the evidence has been presented, prosecutors 911 00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:43,400 Speaker 3: do their thing, the defense does its thing. As we know, 912 00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:47,880 Speaker 3: the defense did a very competent job in your case, 913 00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:50,880 Speaker 3: but they were hamstrung by the fact that they didn't 914 00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:53,880 Speaker 3: have the money to do the proper investigations leading up 915 00:45:53,880 --> 00:45:56,279 Speaker 3: to the trial. And the fact is that's where the 916 00:45:56,320 --> 00:46:00,920 Speaker 3: real stuff happens, right, That's where you You can't go 917 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,440 Speaker 3: into a war with a toy pistol. 918 00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:04,799 Speaker 1: Right. 919 00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:08,240 Speaker 3: In fact, that's kind of what happens in these cases 920 00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:13,160 Speaker 3: when you have a defense team that isn't given access 921 00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:16,600 Speaker 3: to the evidence, that isn't given the resources or the 922 00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:21,640 Speaker 3: time because they're so busy to properly investigate the situation. 923 00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:23,960 Speaker 3: And then they're going in there and they're they're doing 924 00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:26,120 Speaker 3: the best job that they can and presenting the best 925 00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:28,200 Speaker 3: arguments of the kimp but they don't have the information 926 00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:30,399 Speaker 3: that they need that Actually, in your case, had they 927 00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:34,040 Speaker 3: been able to do that, it's almost impossible to imagine 928 00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,520 Speaker 3: that a jury would have convicted you. But that's exactly 929 00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:38,600 Speaker 3: what happened, and that's why we're sitting here right now, 930 00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:41,839 Speaker 3: and let's talk about that. So the moment comes when 931 00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:44,839 Speaker 3: all the evidence has been presented, the jury goes out 932 00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:47,200 Speaker 3: and They didn't go out for a short time either. 933 00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:49,080 Speaker 1: They were out for a long time. 934 00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:53,640 Speaker 2: They started getting their instructions Monday, and they started deliberating Tuesday, 935 00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:56,120 Speaker 2: and from Tuesday from ten in the morning to ten 936 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,920 Speaker 2: at night, Wednesday from ten in the morning to ten 937 00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:01,880 Speaker 2: at night, Thursday from ten in the morning to ten 938 00:47:01,960 --> 00:47:04,480 Speaker 2: at night, and to Friday, where the judges telling him 939 00:47:04,480 --> 00:47:06,680 Speaker 2: in the evening, if you do not come back with 940 00:47:06,719 --> 00:47:10,000 Speaker 2: a verdict, you will be sequested. That means that they 941 00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:12,160 Speaker 2: were going to be held and they weren't going to 942 00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:16,000 Speaker 2: be able to go home over the weekend. Probably about 943 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:18,719 Speaker 2: another hour later, an hour and a half later, they 944 00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:21,880 Speaker 2: came back with a verdict and they found me not 945 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:24,480 Speaker 2: guilty of murdering the first degree. 946 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:26,960 Speaker 3: Right, that was the first ruling. Right, so you had 947 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:29,600 Speaker 3: reason to be optimistic. Now all of a sudden, you're like, okay, 948 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:31,640 Speaker 3: so not guilty. 949 00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:37,880 Speaker 2: Murder, not guilty in a first degree, and then guilty, guilty, guilty. 950 00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:40,759 Speaker 2: I just kept hearing it over and over again. For 951 00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:44,080 Speaker 2: every other charge. They were charges of robbery, charges of 952 00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:47,680 Speaker 2: attempt murder, another charge of murder for the same exact 953 00:47:47,719 --> 00:47:49,319 Speaker 2: crime that I was just acquitted of. 954 00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:50,000 Speaker 5: Right. 955 00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:52,640 Speaker 2: The only reason why it was murdering the first degree 956 00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:55,440 Speaker 2: was because of the occupation, the former occupation of the 957 00:47:55,440 --> 00:47:58,920 Speaker 2: person who got killed, right because he was a police officer. 958 00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:01,800 Speaker 2: I was facing the death penalty, but I wasn't facing 959 00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,160 Speaker 2: the death penalty at that particular phase. I was actually 960 00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:07,479 Speaker 2: facing the same charge one twenty five twenty seven murder 961 00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:12,160 Speaker 2: in the first degree, natural life in prison, no opportunity 962 00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:15,000 Speaker 2: for parole, never to be released again. And that's what 963 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,719 Speaker 2: they acquitted me of. See, but the jury doesn't understand 964 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:21,080 Speaker 2: what's going on. In fact, through investigations in another film 965 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:25,360 Speaker 2: that's taking place now, I found out that several jurors 966 00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:27,640 Speaker 2: in that jury room, in that deliberation room, had an 967 00:48:27,640 --> 00:48:29,680 Speaker 2: impression that I might be able to go home in 968 00:48:29,680 --> 00:48:31,840 Speaker 2: two years as long as they acquitted me at the 969 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:33,920 Speaker 2: top charge and found me guilty of the lesson, and 970 00:48:33,960 --> 00:48:35,640 Speaker 2: they figured that I was young enough to be able 971 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,160 Speaker 2: to bounce back from that and continue with my life. 972 00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:41,080 Speaker 2: I have no idea where they got that impression, because 973 00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:43,720 Speaker 2: two decades have passed and I'm still in prison. 974 00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:48,239 Speaker 3: But that's extremely important because now with that information, you 975 00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:50,640 Speaker 3: can sort of see into the mind of some of 976 00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:54,280 Speaker 3: the jurors where they're sitting there and you have whatever 977 00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:57,319 Speaker 3: number of them, two, three are going the guy didn't 978 00:48:57,360 --> 00:48:58,600 Speaker 3: do it. The guy didn't do it, and the other 979 00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:00,839 Speaker 3: guys are going, I want to go home, and he's 980 00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,520 Speaker 3: only going to be in for two years. Just go 981 00:49:03,600 --> 00:49:06,560 Speaker 3: along with us. Maybe he did it, maybe he didn't. 982 00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:08,880 Speaker 3: We can't sit here all weekend. I got things to 983 00:49:08,920 --> 00:49:10,880 Speaker 3: do with my kids. I got to get back from 984 00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:11,879 Speaker 3: whatever the hell they're saying. 985 00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:15,520 Speaker 2: Right, absolutely, and it's obvious that this occurred because it 986 00:49:15,600 --> 00:49:18,000 Speaker 2: took four days to come back with a verdict, So 987 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,760 Speaker 2: there was obviously some dissension in that room. 988 00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:23,799 Speaker 3: Yeah, if it was a clear cut case, they would 989 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:25,160 Speaker 3: have been out of there in an hour. They would 990 00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,600 Speaker 3: have stayed for lunch. So now you're found guilty on 991 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:31,280 Speaker 3: all these charges, you end up in this unbelievable situation. 992 00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:34,080 Speaker 3: And here we are, right now inside the walls of 993 00:49:34,120 --> 00:49:39,000 Speaker 3: sing Sing, almost twenty years later. How did you manage 994 00:49:39,040 --> 00:49:41,279 Speaker 3: to cope? Where does that spirit come from? 995 00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:45,360 Speaker 2: It was an organic process, so it wasn't a methodical process. 996 00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:48,600 Speaker 2: It wasn't thought out. It just kind of occurred. Basically, 997 00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:52,000 Speaker 2: how I saw life was once I got out the fog, 998 00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:53,759 Speaker 2: Because it took me a few years to get out 999 00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:56,960 Speaker 2: the fog. What I realized is that life is about balance. 1000 00:49:57,239 --> 00:49:59,960 Speaker 2: So I'm at a low, the lowest that could possibly 1001 00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:03,960 Speaker 2: be to be alive on earth. I consider my circumstances 1002 00:50:04,000 --> 00:50:06,880 Speaker 2: being buried alive. I say that a lot. I still 1003 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:10,160 Speaker 2: believe that, and I have this philosophy about time, and 1004 00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:13,080 Speaker 2: I said, I've been sent to twenty five of life. 1005 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,600 Speaker 2: I wasn't even twenty five years old when that happened, 1006 00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:18,600 Speaker 2: So I was looking at a portion of time that 1007 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:21,520 Speaker 2: I hadn't even lived yet under the circumstances that I 1008 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:23,879 Speaker 2: was in, and I couldn't see that. So I had 1009 00:50:23,920 --> 00:50:26,719 Speaker 2: to start lying to myself. And I didn't realize they 1010 00:50:26,719 --> 00:50:29,759 Speaker 2: were lies then. But twenty years lady, you look back 1011 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:31,640 Speaker 2: and you say, every year I told myself it would 1012 00:50:31,640 --> 00:50:35,080 Speaker 2: be my last in prison. I did that for nineteen years, 1013 00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:37,560 Speaker 2: and I'm still here. So I was lying to myself, 1014 00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:39,960 Speaker 2: not knowing. But it was that sense of hope that 1015 00:50:40,040 --> 00:50:44,000 Speaker 2: allowed me to rise from the ashes of oppression into 1016 00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:47,520 Speaker 2: this resilient spirit that I've acquired. And the balance was 1017 00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:52,160 Speaker 2: about how do I reach beyond the boundaries of prison 1018 00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:57,560 Speaker 2: and become a person who's felt outside of those boundaries 1019 00:50:58,200 --> 00:51:01,359 Speaker 2: how can I help others live? And that's where I 1020 00:51:01,400 --> 00:51:04,920 Speaker 2: started to acquire a love for writing, because my letters 1021 00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:08,400 Speaker 2: can reach outside the walls. My voice wasn't out yet, 1022 00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:13,280 Speaker 2: but I utilize writing, and you can change your life 1023 00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:16,480 Speaker 2: in prison. So instead of just taking time, the way 1024 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:19,359 Speaker 2: I look at it is this. My philosophy personally is 1025 00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:22,560 Speaker 2: that life is precious, There's no doubt about that, and 1026 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:26,279 Speaker 2: time is priceless. And why is time priceless Because our 1027 00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:29,480 Speaker 2: lives as humans are being measured by the time that 1028 00:51:29,520 --> 00:51:32,279 Speaker 2: we spend a live on this earth. And if I'm 1029 00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:35,359 Speaker 2: going to be spending all this time in prison, where 1030 00:51:35,400 --> 00:51:40,480 Speaker 2: I don't have particular responsibilities to anything except for my 1031 00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:44,320 Speaker 2: children and my mother, then I can utilize this time 1032 00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,440 Speaker 2: to learn because I have access to read. So I 1033 00:51:47,480 --> 00:51:51,040 Speaker 2: start reading, and I start listening, and I start watching, 1034 00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:54,839 Speaker 2: and I start observing, and I start to realize that 1035 00:51:55,080 --> 00:51:59,520 Speaker 2: there's an untapped pool of resources in prison that exist. 1036 00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:04,319 Speaker 2: What I'm around is a compounded environment that's actually a 1037 00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:07,920 Speaker 2: microcosm of society. And the majority of the individuals that 1038 00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:10,400 Speaker 2: I'm around are the people who took the wrong path 1039 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:14,839 Speaker 2: in life. So by sitting down and speaking to them 1040 00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:18,640 Speaker 2: and learning what caused them to come across this path. 1041 00:52:19,080 --> 00:52:23,560 Speaker 2: I've found answers that we can utilize as preventative measures. 1042 00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:26,960 Speaker 2: So now I've learned to take the tools that are 1043 00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:31,120 Speaker 2: around me and utilize them to spread the word, become 1044 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:34,040 Speaker 2: a voice for the voiceless, and try to create healthy 1045 00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:37,120 Speaker 2: communities from the inside out. And that's how these projects 1046 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:39,880 Speaker 2: started to take place. We have a project called Voices 1047 00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:43,600 Speaker 2: from Within right now. Voices from Within are a group 1048 00:52:43,600 --> 00:52:46,799 Speaker 2: of individuals or are using the power of their testimony, 1049 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,879 Speaker 2: guilty individuals that are using the power of their testimony 1050 00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:53,759 Speaker 2: to reach out to the youth and tell them you 1051 00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:54,480 Speaker 2: don't want to do this. 1052 00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:57,280 Speaker 3: And I've seen the Voices from Within and I recommend 1053 00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:00,440 Speaker 3: anybody check it out. It's so powerful because because there 1054 00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:05,960 Speaker 3: are people who shot someone, killed someone, they've they've taken life, 1055 00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:10,920 Speaker 3: and they have such an incredible sense of remorse and 1056 00:53:11,120 --> 00:53:15,799 Speaker 3: responsibility for their actions, and they're channeling it into a 1057 00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 3: need to help others not make those same mistakes. There's 1058 00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:23,279 Speaker 3: one that sticks in my mind. The guy who you 1059 00:53:23,320 --> 00:53:26,239 Speaker 3: know was in the movie theater right and you know what, 1060 00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:28,960 Speaker 3: think a rival gang or something like that started shooting 1061 00:53:29,000 --> 00:53:31,560 Speaker 3: and he shot back in the dark and shot an 1062 00:53:31,600 --> 00:53:34,440 Speaker 3: innocent person, and you know, you almost put yourself in 1063 00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:37,319 Speaker 3: that situation, and it's so vivid when you see him 1064 00:53:37,320 --> 00:53:39,840 Speaker 3: talk about it and the pain that he feels of 1065 00:53:40,040 --> 00:53:43,360 Speaker 3: having taken away as he says, the son of somebody, 1066 00:53:43,560 --> 00:53:46,480 Speaker 3: or the brother or the it's a very very powerful 1067 00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:48,880 Speaker 3: thing and a very positive thing that's turning a negative 1068 00:53:48,880 --> 00:54:06,440 Speaker 3: invitory positive. Aside from the voices from within, there's a 1069 00:54:06,520 --> 00:54:09,480 Speaker 3: number of other things that you've accomplished in prison. Absolutely, 1070 00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:12,960 Speaker 3: why don't you just run through some of the laundry 1071 00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:13,720 Speaker 3: list of things? 1072 00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:18,160 Speaker 2: For me, these weren't tasks. This was a lifestyle that 1073 00:54:18,239 --> 00:54:21,480 Speaker 2: I've adopted. So in running through them, a lot of 1074 00:54:21,520 --> 00:54:24,920 Speaker 2: them are vivid. But I never realized how much I've 1075 00:54:24,960 --> 00:54:28,120 Speaker 2: actually accomplished until I was tasked with putting this together 1076 00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:31,279 Speaker 2: for clemency. It all started with a think tank in 1077 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:34,120 Speaker 2: an inmate organization, and before you knew it, I became 1078 00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:37,240 Speaker 2: the community organizer of the facility and I started getting 1079 00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:40,520 Speaker 2: involved at anything that's positive or if anybody needed help 1080 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:43,480 Speaker 2: how to put something together. I had this tenacity that 1081 00:54:43,560 --> 00:54:46,440 Speaker 2: was inherent to just be able to put things together, 1082 00:54:46,920 --> 00:54:49,799 Speaker 2: and we started doing it. When I came to this facility, 1083 00:54:50,000 --> 00:54:54,520 Speaker 2: there were a lot more options available. Sinsing is the 1084 00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:57,440 Speaker 2: big house of New York. It's the prison right but 1085 00:54:58,160 --> 00:55:02,080 Speaker 2: it has been redubbed into sing Sing University and a 1086 00:55:02,200 --> 00:55:06,560 Speaker 2: documentary about Hudson Link that has been on HBO. So 1087 00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:09,600 Speaker 2: I started to go to college, right. I started to 1088 00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:12,719 Speaker 2: acquire a degree in behavioral science, and I started to 1089 00:55:12,760 --> 00:55:15,959 Speaker 2: apply what I was learning between that and what I've 1090 00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:20,280 Speaker 2: learned on my own and what was happening in organizations. 1091 00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:24,399 Speaker 2: And then I found like minded individuals and we called 1092 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:28,000 Speaker 2: ourselves the Forgotten Voices, and we said, you know what, 1093 00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:31,160 Speaker 2: we need to reach out to people who can make 1094 00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:35,160 Speaker 2: and affect change. So it's teaching children, and we're working 1095 00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:37,560 Speaker 2: with the children of incarcerated parents because they're the closest 1096 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:40,160 Speaker 2: ones to us, but we're trying to work with all children, 1097 00:55:40,200 --> 00:55:43,480 Speaker 2: and we're trying to reach out through organizations to help 1098 00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:49,000 Speaker 2: children choose better options in life and utilize the experiences 1099 00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:52,160 Speaker 2: of those who have choosed bad options in life as 1100 00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:56,400 Speaker 2: a platform of experience to learn from, saying you don't 1101 00:55:56,440 --> 00:55:59,840 Speaker 2: have to come here to learn this, you can be better. 1102 00:56:00,320 --> 00:56:02,680 Speaker 3: And it's so important because we know that number one 1103 00:56:02,719 --> 00:56:05,440 Speaker 3: factor that determines whether a child will end up in 1104 00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:10,239 Speaker 3: prison is not education or race or socioeconomic factors. It's 1105 00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:11,960 Speaker 3: whether or not they've had a parent in prison. So 1106 00:56:12,040 --> 00:56:15,840 Speaker 3: the idea that you're able to interfere and intervene, i 1107 00:56:15,880 --> 00:56:19,320 Speaker 3: should say, and help to prevent that from happening, is 1108 00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:24,320 Speaker 3: so critical in stopping that pipeline, because those kids deserve. 1109 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:25,799 Speaker 1: As much of a chance as anybody else. 1110 00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:29,440 Speaker 2: I think what's important to discuss when we discuss the 1111 00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:32,759 Speaker 2: projects and what I've accomplished with these projects, is to 1112 00:56:32,840 --> 00:56:36,759 Speaker 2: talk about how it really came to where it is today. Right, 1113 00:56:37,040 --> 00:56:40,200 Speaker 2: So what ended up really occurring was in two thousand 1114 00:56:40,239 --> 00:56:43,080 Speaker 2: and two, an individual came into my life. His name 1115 00:56:43,120 --> 00:56:45,799 Speaker 2: is Dan Slepian. He's a produci of NBC and he 1116 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:50,000 Speaker 2: did the documentary Conviction. He did the investigation that proves 1117 00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:54,160 Speaker 2: that I am an innocent man. And February twenty twelve, 1118 00:56:54,160 --> 00:56:58,440 Speaker 2: when that documentary aired, I was already heavily active in 1119 00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:02,800 Speaker 2: positive endeavors in prison, but when it aired, so many 1120 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:06,560 Speaker 2: people reached out to me. And I'm talking about young people, 1121 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,360 Speaker 2: old people, all kinds of people all over the world, 1122 00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:13,080 Speaker 2: but in particular, there were young people reaching out to 1123 00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:18,240 Speaker 2: me and telling me that my story changed their lives. 1124 00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:21,720 Speaker 2: Some of them were actively involved in the street life 1125 00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:25,120 Speaker 2: and realized that if an innocent man can come to prison, 1126 00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:28,240 Speaker 2: then I'm really getting there and I might be the 1127 00:57:28,280 --> 00:57:32,000 Speaker 2: next one. And what that did was because in going 1128 00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:33,600 Speaker 2: back again, we're going to go back and forth. In 1129 00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:37,400 Speaker 2: two thousand and four, I was the captain of Youth 1130 00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:40,120 Speaker 2: Assistance Program in green Haven and I used to deal 1131 00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:42,080 Speaker 2: with youth and we give them tours of the prison 1132 00:57:42,680 --> 00:57:45,920 Speaker 2: and we deal with them on a therapeutic manner. So 1133 00:57:46,480 --> 00:57:51,760 Speaker 2: from seeing how film works and seeing that for years 1134 00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:55,360 Speaker 2: I've been trying to get my voice outside the boundaries 1135 00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:58,240 Speaker 2: of this wall to reach people, to enact change in 1136 00:57:58,280 --> 00:58:02,040 Speaker 2: these communities and to change people lives, I realized that 1137 00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:05,160 Speaker 2: the media is a tool to be able to get 1138 00:58:05,240 --> 00:58:07,720 Speaker 2: us to them. Because the problem we had when I 1139 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:11,560 Speaker 2: was upstate in the Youth Assistance program was the resources 1140 00:58:11,600 --> 00:58:13,720 Speaker 2: to get the children to the prison so that we 1141 00:58:13,720 --> 00:58:16,480 Speaker 2: can speak to them. We were having an effect on them, 1142 00:58:16,880 --> 00:58:19,120 Speaker 2: but if we only saw them one time, we would 1143 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:21,560 Speaker 2: never see them again because the resources to get them 1144 00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:23,800 Speaker 2: up there that one time was hard enough. To get 1145 00:58:23,840 --> 00:58:26,880 Speaker 2: them to come back and do a reinforcement project was 1146 00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:30,120 Speaker 2: even harder. But I realized that we can bring the 1147 00:58:30,160 --> 00:58:33,840 Speaker 2: youth Assistance program to them by doing this. And in 1148 00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:37,880 Speaker 2: the same time, other individuals in prison were reaching out 1149 00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,840 Speaker 2: to me and saying, I'm innocent too, I need help, 1150 00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:43,000 Speaker 2: I need the type of help that you have. And 1151 00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:46,560 Speaker 2: I started passing names on to Dan Slepian right, and 1152 00:58:46,600 --> 00:58:50,920 Speaker 2: these individuals have gotten out of prison. Eric Glistens served 1153 00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:53,680 Speaker 2: seventeen years for a crime he didn't commit. He was 1154 00:58:53,720 --> 00:58:57,160 Speaker 2: featured on Dateline, a Bronx tale that was our work 1155 00:58:57,480 --> 00:59:01,000 Speaker 2: Johnny Encopier. His case was just dismiss this last week 1156 00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:05,840 Speaker 2: in Manhattan court. Another individual we have, Richard Rosario, a 1157 00:59:05,960 --> 00:59:08,960 Speaker 2: very dear and personal friend of mine, as is Eric Glisten, 1158 00:59:09,120 --> 00:59:11,919 Speaker 2: twenty years for a crime in commit shot him down 1159 00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:15,360 Speaker 2: in the courts all the way through. Six months later, 1160 00:59:17,360 --> 00:59:20,600 Speaker 2: the influence of media and a new prosecutor going into 1161 00:59:20,640 --> 00:59:23,640 Speaker 2: the Bronx became the perfect storm. And now he's a 1162 00:59:23,640 --> 00:59:26,400 Speaker 2: free man. And these are individuals I've been around. I've 1163 00:59:26,440 --> 00:59:28,960 Speaker 2: been around so many individuals who have been released over 1164 00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,640 Speaker 2: this time. This is like a whole nother life that 1165 00:59:31,720 --> 00:59:36,200 Speaker 2: I've lived in here, the ability to affect change in others' lives, 1166 00:59:36,280 --> 00:59:40,280 Speaker 2: and to see innocent men become free men based upon 1167 00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:43,720 Speaker 2: work that we've done together, To see prisoners who have 1168 00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:48,240 Speaker 2: taken lives trying to give back to life. To see 1169 00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:52,040 Speaker 2: all of these things taking place in the most unlikeliest 1170 00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:56,640 Speaker 2: place is amazing. And it's the driving force that keeps 1171 00:59:56,680 --> 00:59:59,240 Speaker 2: me vigilant, that keeps me alive, and that keeps me 1172 00:59:59,360 --> 01:00:04,120 Speaker 2: resilient to despite my circumstances, despite the devastation and the 1173 01:00:04,200 --> 01:00:07,040 Speaker 2: trauma that we've had to go through. Just think about this. 1174 01:00:08,640 --> 01:00:11,880 Speaker 2: My children for the first ten years of my incarceration, 1175 01:00:12,240 --> 01:00:15,120 Speaker 2: remember one was just a month old, one was three 1176 01:00:15,160 --> 01:00:18,120 Speaker 2: years old. They spent five days in school and one 1177 01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:20,960 Speaker 2: day in prison because my mother brought them up religiously 1178 01:00:21,000 --> 01:00:24,320 Speaker 2: every week. My mother worked hard as a union organizer, 1179 01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:28,640 Speaker 2: five days working, coming up one day bringing two young 1180 01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:32,160 Speaker 2: children to prison. What kind of social life did they have? 1181 01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:36,640 Speaker 2: They've experienced severe trauma. Vanessa, her and I were together. 1182 01:00:36,920 --> 01:00:39,240 Speaker 2: We were going to raise our children together. We're not 1183 01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:42,280 Speaker 2: together anymore, but I don't blame her. I was facing 1184 01:00:42,280 --> 01:00:45,320 Speaker 2: twenty five years in prison. We weren't twenty five years old. 1185 01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:48,520 Speaker 2: I left her with an unfair burden of having to 1186 01:00:48,640 --> 01:00:51,680 Speaker 2: raise two children in a broken home, a home that 1187 01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:55,160 Speaker 2: was broken by an egregious miscarriage of justice. The trauma 1188 01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:58,960 Speaker 2: just continues to spread throughout the community. When an innocent 1189 01:00:59,000 --> 01:01:02,720 Speaker 2: man is convicted, he's not the only person who experiences 1190 01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:06,240 Speaker 2: the trauma. As a result, the entire community will be 1191 01:01:06,280 --> 01:01:11,480 Speaker 2: affected because of the children, because of everything. You ask 1192 01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:15,480 Speaker 2: me what the worst thing that I've experienced in prison. 1193 01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:18,160 Speaker 2: The worst thing that I've experienced in prison is that 1194 01:01:18,280 --> 01:01:21,840 Speaker 2: my son became a victim to prison. My son came 1195 01:01:21,880 --> 01:01:24,880 Speaker 2: to prison because I wasn't there to guide him. Okay, 1196 01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:28,240 Speaker 2: he's not innocent, but he if he had me, he 1197 01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:31,080 Speaker 2: would have had a different life. And in that sense, 1198 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:34,520 Speaker 2: he was innocent. Whatever he got charged for he did, 1199 01:01:34,640 --> 01:01:36,800 Speaker 2: but he shouldn't have had to be in a position 1200 01:01:36,920 --> 01:01:39,240 Speaker 2: to be raised without a father and a role model 1201 01:01:39,240 --> 01:01:41,920 Speaker 2: in his life to teach him what's right, to guide 1202 01:01:41,960 --> 01:01:44,400 Speaker 2: them to see yo, listen, I see you going wrong. 1203 01:01:44,440 --> 01:01:46,720 Speaker 2: I'm not gonna let you do that to pull him up. 1204 01:01:47,520 --> 01:01:49,880 Speaker 2: I don't get that. I get two three hours of 1205 01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:51,880 Speaker 2: his life on a visit every once in a while. 1206 01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:55,160 Speaker 2: You think he's given me what he's going through. Nah, 1207 01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:58,880 Speaker 2: I'm going on to visit he's telling me I'm fine. Meanwhile, 1208 01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:00,760 Speaker 2: he has to go back and face those demons in 1209 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:06,040 Speaker 2: the Bronx. It's very unfair getting off the negative note 1210 01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:11,520 Speaker 2: and going to some of the more positive things. Besides 1211 01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:14,439 Speaker 2: the people that I've been able to touch. The thing 1212 01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:19,120 Speaker 2: I'm most proud about throughout this entire ordeal is my mother. 1213 01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:24,720 Speaker 2: My mother. She's carried my weight in a devastating way. 1214 01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:27,560 Speaker 2: She's the strongest person I know. She's been a father 1215 01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:33,040 Speaker 2: to my children. She's been amazing. I don't know anybody 1216 01:02:33,080 --> 01:02:36,160 Speaker 2: who has the strength that she has and the driver 1217 01:02:36,240 --> 01:02:40,360 Speaker 2: and the determination to carry the burden that was left 1218 01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:44,240 Speaker 2: by this miscarriage of justice. My mother is old man. 1219 01:02:45,120 --> 01:02:47,840 Speaker 2: She was young, and she was vibrant. She deserves to 1220 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:50,400 Speaker 2: have me there taken care of. I'm a holy child, 1221 01:02:51,000 --> 01:02:53,320 Speaker 2: not been in prison. She's been taking care of me 1222 01:02:53,440 --> 01:02:57,640 Speaker 2: since I was born. That's not fair. Forty one years old. 1223 01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,520 Speaker 2: She deserves better, and she's been through way too much. 1224 01:03:00,680 --> 01:03:03,720 Speaker 2: Trauma is different for different people. And while I'm in 1225 01:03:03,760 --> 01:03:08,120 Speaker 2: the experience, prison has taught me that in order to survive, 1226 01:03:08,640 --> 01:03:12,320 Speaker 2: you have to become numb. And I've become numb to 1227 01:03:12,440 --> 01:03:15,760 Speaker 2: my environment and the circumstances in it so that I 1228 01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:18,200 Speaker 2: can deal with it. But in some regard, I haven't 1229 01:03:18,200 --> 01:03:20,600 Speaker 2: dealt with it yet, and I don't know what I'm 1230 01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:22,439 Speaker 2: going to and I don't know what's going to happen 1231 01:03:22,520 --> 01:03:24,800 Speaker 2: as a result. But I hope what has happened to 1232 01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:28,160 Speaker 2: others won't happen to me. David Ranter served twenty four 1233 01:03:28,240 --> 01:03:30,520 Speaker 2: years for a crime in commit and within a week 1234 01:03:30,600 --> 01:03:32,800 Speaker 2: of his release he had a heart attack. Within that 1235 01:03:32,840 --> 01:03:36,480 Speaker 2: same year, he had two more. Anthony Yarborough served twenty 1236 01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:38,560 Speaker 2: two or twenty three years for a crime and commit 1237 01:03:39,600 --> 01:03:43,160 Speaker 2: They said he killed his own sister and mother. DNA 1238 01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:46,440 Speaker 2: exonerated him. He died within the year of his release. 1239 01:03:47,000 --> 01:03:50,480 Speaker 2: Willie Lopez, personal friend of mine, we worked together, got 1240 01:03:50,480 --> 01:03:53,360 Speaker 2: out of prison after about twenty two twenty three years, 1241 01:03:53,800 --> 01:03:57,000 Speaker 2: and he died within a year of his release. I'm 1242 01:03:57,040 --> 01:03:59,800 Speaker 2: forty one years old. My father died at forty nine, 1243 01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:05,240 Speaker 2: and he wasn't killed. People need to understand how serious 1244 01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:09,400 Speaker 2: rawful convictions are. I've been told that eleven million people 1245 01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:14,160 Speaker 2: cycle through the American penal system angrily. Even if we 1246 01:04:14,160 --> 01:04:18,680 Speaker 2: were to imagine a ninety nine percent success rate in 1247 01:04:18,720 --> 01:04:23,080 Speaker 2: the accuracy of convictions. One percent of that eleven million 1248 01:04:23,240 --> 01:04:26,120 Speaker 2: cycle through prison for crimes they don't commit. That's one 1249 01:04:26,160 --> 01:04:29,520 Speaker 2: hundred and ten thousand people on an annual basis, And 1250 01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:32,720 Speaker 2: if they come through for a serious offense, think about 1251 01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:35,080 Speaker 2: the type of time that they have to face. Fernando 1252 01:04:35,080 --> 01:04:39,280 Speaker 2: Bermuda is a personal friend of mine seventeen years. Jeffrey 1253 01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:44,240 Speaker 2: Dskovic personal friend of mine sixteen years. David limis the 1254 01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:47,040 Speaker 2: person who introduced me to Dan Slepian from the Palladium 1255 01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:51,200 Speaker 2: murder fourteen years. Eric Glisson an individual I helped get 1256 01:04:51,240 --> 01:04:55,720 Speaker 2: out seventeen years. Richard Rozario an individual I helped get 1257 01:04:55,760 --> 01:04:59,800 Speaker 2: out twenty years. Johnny and Capier an individual helped get 1258 01:04:59,840 --> 01:05:04,600 Speaker 2: out twenty five years. The list will continue to go 1259 01:05:04,760 --> 01:05:08,080 Speaker 2: on the years go into the thousands. 1260 01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:13,120 Speaker 3: People are hearing this story. It's an outrageous miscarriage of justice. 1261 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:16,120 Speaker 3: It's got to be fixed. I'm sure people are wondering 1262 01:05:16,520 --> 01:05:18,440 Speaker 3: what can they do to help? What can they do 1263 01:05:18,480 --> 01:05:21,160 Speaker 3: to help you? In particular? We've talked about things that 1264 01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:24,280 Speaker 3: people can do in general on the show. Is there 1265 01:05:24,320 --> 01:05:26,400 Speaker 3: anything they can do to help in this particular situation? 1266 01:05:26,640 --> 01:05:30,240 Speaker 3: And as concise a manner as possible, is there something 1267 01:05:30,240 --> 01:05:33,080 Speaker 3: that you would have people do to help, as you've 1268 01:05:33,080 --> 01:05:35,840 Speaker 3: helped so many other people reverse their wrongful conviction. 1269 01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:39,640 Speaker 2: I always think that we can't make change, but we 1270 01:05:39,720 --> 01:05:43,640 Speaker 2: have demonstrated that we can. And I believe in the 1271 01:05:43,680 --> 01:05:47,120 Speaker 2: power of people. I think I need people, particularly the 1272 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:50,640 Speaker 2: listeners of this show, to believe in the power of themselves. 1273 01:05:50,840 --> 01:05:54,320 Speaker 2: There's a website being utilized to advocate for my freedom. 1274 01:05:54,560 --> 01:05:57,800 Speaker 2: It's called free John adriavealaskis dot org j O n 1275 01:05:58,320 --> 01:06:03,720 Speaker 2: ADRII E l A z qu easy. If, however, many 1276 01:06:03,800 --> 01:06:06,160 Speaker 2: people listen to this show with to go and get 1277 01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:09,600 Speaker 2: ten people to sign that petition, we would have thousands. 1278 01:06:10,240 --> 01:06:12,919 Speaker 2: I'm a stamp away from anybody who cares. I'm sitting 1279 01:06:12,960 --> 01:06:15,880 Speaker 2: in sing sing correctional facility. My number zero zero a 1280 01:06:16,080 --> 01:06:18,680 Speaker 2: twenty three oh three reach out. I'll tell you how 1281 01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,960 Speaker 2: you can help. Go to the website, they'll tell you 1282 01:06:21,000 --> 01:06:21,680 Speaker 2: how you can help. 1283 01:06:21,840 --> 01:06:23,520 Speaker 3: I think that's the most important thing is go to 1284 01:06:23,520 --> 01:06:27,160 Speaker 3: the website. It's free John adrewandlaskuz dot org. And again 1285 01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:30,360 Speaker 3: that's j O N A d R I A n 1286 01:06:30,760 --> 01:06:34,840 Speaker 3: V E l A z que z and then of 1287 01:06:34,840 --> 01:06:38,400 Speaker 3: course dot org. So free John adrewandalaskaz dot org. Go there, 1288 01:06:38,520 --> 01:06:41,360 Speaker 3: learn how you can help. John has generously offered to 1289 01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,400 Speaker 3: have people write to him, and like I said earlier, 1290 01:06:44,440 --> 01:06:46,520 Speaker 3: you should expect a letter back that you're going to 1291 01:06:46,560 --> 01:06:49,320 Speaker 3: think ulmust have had help from a great novelist or 1292 01:06:49,520 --> 01:06:51,960 Speaker 3: a professor of English at an Ivy League university. 1293 01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:54,160 Speaker 1: But he writes beautiful letters. 1294 01:06:54,400 --> 01:06:58,720 Speaker 2: You have already somehow reached society because over the time 1295 01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:01,800 Speaker 2: of Decemble Christmas, I got a stack of mail about 1296 01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:05,120 Speaker 2: this big I appreciate that. Thank you. I want everyone 1297 01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:10,280 Speaker 2: to know how touched I am by their humanity and 1298 01:07:10,320 --> 01:07:14,440 Speaker 2: their opportunity to say, you know what, somebody cares about you. 1299 01:07:14,720 --> 01:07:19,000 Speaker 2: And that's some of the energy that I utilize to 1300 01:07:19,760 --> 01:07:24,439 Speaker 2: basically catalyze my drive. So I appreciate it. I want 1301 01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:27,360 Speaker 2: people to be patient. I've been working on a petition 1302 01:07:27,400 --> 01:07:29,960 Speaker 2: for clemency. I've been working on my appeal, but I 1303 01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:33,360 Speaker 2: will try to get back to everyone, and upon my release, 1304 01:07:33,400 --> 01:07:37,280 Speaker 2: I guarantee that I'll be available somewhere on social media 1305 01:07:37,320 --> 01:07:38,400 Speaker 2: and we'll get to everyone. 1306 01:07:38,560 --> 01:07:40,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, we'll have a big party, but everybody's going to 1307 01:07:40,520 --> 01:07:43,280 Speaker 3: have to sign some petitions to get in, that's for sure. 1308 01:07:43,640 --> 01:07:45,840 Speaker 1: JJ I want to thank you for being on the show. 1309 01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:48,640 Speaker 2: I want to thank Revolver Productions for having me. I 1310 01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:50,600 Speaker 2: want to thank you Jason for having me and for 1311 01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:54,640 Speaker 2: doing everything that you have. You're an amazing individual. Thank you. 1312 01:07:54,640 --> 01:07:59,120 Speaker 3: You've been listening to the first episode of Wrongful Conviction 1313 01:07:59,280 --> 01:08:02,520 Speaker 3: Behind Bar, and it won't be the last. I think 1314 01:08:02,520 --> 01:08:05,280 Speaker 3: it's very important that we bring these stories to light 1315 01:08:05,560 --> 01:08:09,640 Speaker 3: from inside a maximum security prison, in this case Sing Sing. 1316 01:08:10,040 --> 01:08:13,520 Speaker 3: I want to thank the Superintendent Capra for allowing us 1317 01:08:13,600 --> 01:08:17,920 Speaker 3: to film with JJ inside the prison walls. And again 1318 01:08:18,080 --> 01:08:22,120 Speaker 3: our guest today, John Adrian Velasquez. John, I'm looking forward 1319 01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:24,400 Speaker 3: to seeing you as I saw Felipe the other day 1320 01:08:24,479 --> 01:08:27,519 Speaker 3: on the outside with your family, and it's going to 1321 01:08:27,600 --> 01:08:29,679 Speaker 3: happen because we're not going to give up until it does. 1322 01:08:30,040 --> 01:08:43,880 Speaker 5: Thank you, don't forget to give us a fantastic review. 1323 01:08:43,920 --> 01:08:46,160 Speaker 5: Wherever you get your podcasts. 1324 01:08:45,600 --> 01:08:46,519 Speaker 1: It really helps. 1325 01:08:46,960 --> 01:08:49,800 Speaker 3: And I'm a proud donor to the Innocence Project and 1326 01:08:49,840 --> 01:08:52,559 Speaker 3: I really hope you'll join me in supporting this very 1327 01:08:52,560 --> 01:08:56,599 Speaker 3: important cause and helping to prevent future wrongful convictions. 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