WEBVTT - John Guare and Lisa Dwan Talk Theater with Alec Baldwin

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the thing,

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<v Speaker 1>My chance to talk with artists, policy makers and performers,

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<v Speaker 1>to hear their stories. What inspires their creations, what decisions

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<v Speaker 1>change their careers, what relationships influenced their work. Today I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be talking to two theater artists. One writes plays and

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<v Speaker 1>the other brings them to life. My first guest is

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<v Speaker 1>the great American playwright John Guare, best known for his

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<v Speaker 1>plays Landscape of the Body, House of Blue Leaves, and

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<v Speaker 1>Six Degrees of Separation. Guare's absurdest style and use of songs,

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<v Speaker 1>asides and monologus keeps his audiences on edge. Guare's good friend,

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<v Speaker 1>the late Louis Mall wrote about Gware that his quote,

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<v Speaker 1>brilliant at tearing apart the logical and the expected, make

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<v Speaker 1>him stand pretty much alone unquote. A lifelong New Yorker

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<v Speaker 1>where lives in Greenwich Village with his wife Adele. He

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<v Speaker 1>writes every day anywhere he can, he says, to keep

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<v Speaker 1>from getting sick. He's taught playwriting at Yale, Harvard, Princeton,

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<v Speaker 1>n y U, and Juilliard. John Ware says teaching others

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately helps his own work. I selfishly use the class

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<v Speaker 1>to teach what I'm going through, to teach problems that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm having that they don't know it. But if I'm

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<v Speaker 1>having this last time having problems, well, no, like once

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<v Speaker 1>many years ago I taught it Yale Black one to

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<v Speaker 1>eighty five or something. I um, I was having trouble

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<v Speaker 1>starting a play. I was having great trouble with exposition.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought of all those nineteenth century plays, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>where the butler comes to the two servants come in

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<v Speaker 1>and they say, oh, you know, five o'clock, the master

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<v Speaker 1>not home yet, and they just say yes ever since,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I mean whether or else the phone or

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<v Speaker 1>the heroine, you know, the wife the fan picks up

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<v Speaker 1>the telephone and says, no, no, no, we're not here

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<v Speaker 1>because we're involved in this terrible divorce case and my

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<v Speaker 1>but everything is fine with us and we'll be better,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And I could not figure out how to

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<v Speaker 1>begin a play in a neat way. So I thought

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<v Speaker 1>about Moss Heart said it's something rather true and fantastic.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, the audience will give you fifteen minutes, will

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<v Speaker 1>give any play fifteen minutes that they'll listen to it.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the sixteen minute there is some connected whether

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<v Speaker 1>to the base of your spine or whatever legs. You'll say,

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<v Speaker 1>I either want to go on this trip or I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to go on this trip. So I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just going to take the first fifteen minutes of

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<v Speaker 1>my favorite place and go through them. And I just

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<v Speaker 1>taught the first fifteen minutes of The Homecoming, the first

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen minutes of Waiting for Godot, the first fifteen minutes

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<v Speaker 1>of the Cherry Ords, of the first fifteen minutes of

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<v Speaker 1>Yours sty Every week we just say what do we

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<v Speaker 1>learn in the first fifteen minutes of these plays? And

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<v Speaker 1>with spectacular it was spectacular and something I'm still learning.

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<v Speaker 1>It's something where I'm still funny. I still go back

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<v Speaker 1>to that class. Do you find that it's that it's

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<v Speaker 1>difficult to teach the went how to write? No, you

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<v Speaker 1>only can help them to find. You can't teach them.

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<v Speaker 1>All you can do is help them to say, to

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<v Speaker 1>help them find their own voice, because young playwrights are clever,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're fantastic, ventriloquous, and they can write a play

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<v Speaker 1>that sounds like Sam Shepard or David Mammaged or Harold

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<v Speaker 1>and Mimic mimic mimic, but to help them find their

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<v Speaker 1>own voice. That is the key. And they might write

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<v Speaker 1>a fifty page play and there might be four lines

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<v Speaker 1>where you say, that's I've never heard that voice before.

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<v Speaker 1>That's original. That's where you've got to find that where

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<v Speaker 1>that's the task. Yeah, it's about finding your own voice.

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<v Speaker 1>Why did you stop? Uh? It just got no fun.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was the last time I talked was last year.

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<v Speaker 1>I was writer in residence at Hunter, and Hunter to

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<v Speaker 1>me was spectacular. Hunter was great because these were kids

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<v Speaker 1>that of course that I mean, you know, to pay

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<v Speaker 1>eight thousand dollars. The money was real. The money was real,

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<v Speaker 1>and they would make take them seven or eight years

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<v Speaker 1>to get a degree because they're working. And uh, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And there was one young woman who wrote a play

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<v Speaker 1>about being trapped in the projects uptown, you know, And

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<v Speaker 1>I said it, So this play was so interesting, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, the problems that are in your play,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't I can't sell them. But you know who

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<v Speaker 1>has so dealt with your problems you're dealing with Samuel

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<v Speaker 1>Beckett read Waiting for Good Reading, you know, endgame, trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get out, And she said the most wonderful words.

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<v Speaker 1>Who's Samuel Beckett? And that to me was because you

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<v Speaker 1>get kids at unnamed schools of higher learning and you'll

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<v Speaker 1>say so anybody, and they'll say, I know Samuel back

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<v Speaker 1>and I know all about them. I know all about him.

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<v Speaker 1>I took a class. They were going to graduate, you know, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>but in ten days or so, and we had she

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<v Speaker 1>was the last class. We were talking and it turned

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<v Speaker 1>out that none of them in the class had read

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<v Speaker 1>Madame Bovary, seen The Marks Blow this movie. And I said,

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<v Speaker 1>you have no right to get this degree. You should

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<v Speaker 1>say where. I'm sorry, I can't. I should until you

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<v Speaker 1>go back and read and see at least you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to see animal crackers, animal crackers or duck suit, no

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<v Speaker 1>duck soup. They'd have to see because all modern heroines

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<v Speaker 1>come out of Madame Bobery. Blanche Boy had a caple.

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<v Speaker 1>They're all the daughters of Madame Bobery. And uh, it's

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<v Speaker 1>um yeah, so, and but you'll say that each of

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<v Speaker 1>them said, well, I know about Madame Bovary. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>it's by Flowbert, I know all about the Marks Brothers.

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<v Speaker 1>They're anarchic, right, yeah, And one doesn't speak and one

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<v Speaker 1>is wise. Yeah, I know all about them, but have

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<v Speaker 1>you ever seen No, I don't have to know about them,

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<v Speaker 1>So I just got bored teaching. You grew up in

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<v Speaker 1>Queen's You've got your a lifelong New Yorker. I'm born

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<v Speaker 1>in Manhattan. I'll tell you so funny. We my parents

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<v Speaker 1>lived in the four hundred block on eighties six Street,

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<v Speaker 1>and they want to be closer to Columbia Presbyterian, where

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<v Speaker 1>I was born. So they learned that the people who

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<v Speaker 1>had built our apartment house on Stree had built the

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<v Speaker 1>identical apartment house up on Fort Washington Avenue. So we

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<v Speaker 1>moved when I was going to the same apartment, and

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<v Speaker 1>then it was too far away from the beach, because

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<v Speaker 1>I really called my home with the Atlantic, the East

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<v Speaker 1>Atlantic Beach, or a place where I still go a

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<v Speaker 1>house my father built with his buddies in nineteen and

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<v Speaker 1>still I still have it. I still go there. It's

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<v Speaker 1>great and that I called and I call home. That's

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<v Speaker 1>where my friends are. And uh, and it was too far.

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<v Speaker 1>It was too hard to get him. Fort Washington underworked

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<v Speaker 1>Penn Station. So they learned that those builders that built

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<v Speaker 1>the exact same apartment uh in Jackson Heights so they

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<v Speaker 1>moved to the same apartment again with the furniture fit

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<v Speaker 1>and so I grew up there because it was also

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<v Speaker 1>in the same block at Saint Johanavar Grammar School, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have to cross the street. Do you have any siblings, son?

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<v Speaker 1>You were an only child? Absolutely? It was great. And

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<v Speaker 1>then and then when you were parents year agoers were

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<v Speaker 1>the estate in that way. They like musicals, only like musicals.

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<v Speaker 1>What about you? What was the theater in your life

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<v Speaker 1>when you were a child? Well, I mean it was magnificent.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, well sure an You get your Gun was

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<v Speaker 1>the first show I saw and a ethel Merman and

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<v Speaker 1>it was I can still remember. It was absolutely devastating.

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<v Speaker 1>It was still was shocking that that could happen. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was mainly the now racist I'm an Indian two

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<v Speaker 1>with this great ballet by I found it years later

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<v Speaker 1>by Eugene Loring. It was spectacular, I must say. It

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<v Speaker 1>was terrifying. And because they were gonna put ethel Merman

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<v Speaker 1>the tire up at the stake and they're going to

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<v Speaker 1>burn her and eat her and everything, it was, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god. There was no business taking a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of time to burn. No, she would have gone up anything. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh no, we saw it, just saw musicals. I

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<v Speaker 1>could see. I remember, like from my twelve thirteenth birthday,

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<v Speaker 1>I could see one show. I could pick either King

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<v Speaker 1>and I or wish you here? And which one did

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<v Speaker 1>I pick? Well? I wish you were here because King

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<v Speaker 1>and I had some old lady named Gertrude Lawrence who

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<v Speaker 1>would always be around it. But I wish we had

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<v Speaker 1>a swimming pool on stage, and I was died diving

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<v Speaker 1>and swimming water ballets. It was great. And Eddie Fishers

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<v Speaker 1>sang the hit song They're not making the Skies is

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<v Speaker 1>blue this year, and I saw that and it was

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<v Speaker 1>And then I started going to see plays and uh well,

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<v Speaker 1>the TV hadn't taken off in the in the fifties,

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<v Speaker 1>it was about to Were you a filmgoer as well?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you enjoy films or was the theater always? I'll

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't I tell the movie saved me because in

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<v Speaker 1>nine my father had a heart attack. This was so

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<v Speaker 1>great and he had to had to take a year

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<v Speaker 1>off from work. And at the same time, his aunt

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<v Speaker 1>who had raised him up in Allenville, New York, so

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<v Speaker 1>we moved up there because my father loved his auntie,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I missed a lot of school because my

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<v Speaker 1>father checked the school up in allen Bool, New York,

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<v Speaker 1>and they did not say the pledge allegiance to the

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<v Speaker 1>flag or the our father. And my father said it

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<v Speaker 1>was a commed den and it was better than I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't go to school. Then went to a communist den

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<v Speaker 1>and the nuns at Saint John Novar and Jackson. I

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<v Speaker 1>just agreed with that. So we lived in Allenville good

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<v Speaker 1>part of the time. But those last two years of

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<v Speaker 1>grammar school and I went and I had nothing to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I was given a homeware. I go down of the

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<v Speaker 1>city every every a few weeks and take a test

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<v Speaker 1>or something. But what was great there were two movie

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<v Speaker 1>theaters in Allenville, the shadow Land and the Danbury, and

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<v Speaker 1>I went every day to the movie's first short to

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<v Speaker 1>in twelve o'clock, and it was Spectacle. Father went with

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<v Speaker 1>you because he was convalescing from his art attack. Don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I went by myself. They didn't I just the little kid.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't ask the little kid up in ellen Though

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<v Speaker 1>what he was doing going to the movies in the

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<v Speaker 1>middle of the day. They knew everybody was a small.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody knew was my uncle Frank, my and Teen's husband

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<v Speaker 1>had been the president of the bank, and everybody knew

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<v Speaker 1>who we were, so I didn't have to pay. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I was treated and Uncle Frank's bank on everybody's mortgage.

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<v Speaker 1>So during the week I'd come back. We live in

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<v Speaker 1>Jackson Heights. But then if we have an element would

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<v Speaker 1>be like the King with the giant popcorn and a

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<v Speaker 1>soda and your feet up. Oh it was pretty and

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<v Speaker 1>I'd watched him twice. It was just great. And so

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<v Speaker 1>the movie is literally saved my life. And I read

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<v Speaker 1>and read and read, and I went to Georgetown in

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<v Speaker 1>Washington college I had to. You weren't allowed to. Johnny

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<v Speaker 1>was not a communist. Stand no, you owned the St. John's,

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<v Speaker 1>Prepp and Williamsburg and uh. And then you know, talking

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<v Speaker 1>about that, maybe going to Harvard, and they priests there said, Johnny,

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<v Speaker 1>what's which. You go to Hall, but you get a

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<v Speaker 1>great education and you lose your soul, or you go

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<v Speaker 1>to Catholic college, so maybe it's not a grain win.

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<v Speaker 1>It's okay, but you come out with your soul intact,

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<v Speaker 1>which is more Diplomat the commencement, Jesus gives you the diploma. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a great idea. Well, it was lucky when we're there.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a smart class and that we had there

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<v Speaker 1>was the first thing called an honors program. For the

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<v Speaker 1>last three years you didn't major in anything specifically. Everybody

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<v Speaker 1>had one specialty that they then would teach the other

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen guys in the class. And we were spending a

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<v Speaker 1>number of weeks on you know, on Henry James, and

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<v Speaker 1>then we would go to uh Lobachevsky to remain in geometry,

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<v Speaker 1>and then we'd go to history. You know. It was

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<v Speaker 1>all so it was all it was a very grab

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<v Speaker 1>bag education that was terrific. But not there. No, but

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<v Speaker 1>because the national the well no, because I was writing,

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<v Speaker 1>I started they had a second I can still remember

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<v Speaker 1>the drama club there was was called what mask the

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<v Speaker 1>Mask and Babble. How do you know that it's widely

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<v Speaker 1>known Mask and Babble that you were affiliated with that? Really?

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<v Speaker 1>I consider remember Kathy Eno, she was the only champion.

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<v Speaker 1>He's there were many girls around George now, but there's

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<v Speaker 1>this one girl, Kathy, and I started putting a sign

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<v Speaker 1>up on a tree that said player and the first

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<v Speaker 1>annual play running contest that Georgetown the masking Ball will presents.

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, that's a sign. I took this. I

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<v Speaker 1>took down and I wrote the play and and I yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and I came in second because I wrote a comedy

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<v Speaker 1>and the first play had to be serious, and the

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<v Speaker 1>second play was a comedy. Second prize play was a comedy.

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<v Speaker 1>And I wrote a play every year there and then

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<v Speaker 1>I went to Yale, and but also the same ye

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<v Speaker 1>for what play? Right? So he went to the graduate

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<v Speaker 1>program A game? Yeah yeah, But I also, what did

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<v Speaker 1>your father think about that? What did your favor where

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<v Speaker 1>we were? Did your mother have an opinion? My parents

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<v Speaker 1>were absolutely thrilled. My father said to me one thing.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, I don't care what you do, Johnny, never

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<v Speaker 1>get a job. Don't end up like me. He hated

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<v Speaker 1>Wall Street. He shauld never be a wage slave. Just

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<v Speaker 1>even keep it fairly legal if you can. But Mate,

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<v Speaker 1>when I have one happy moment all day long, I

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<v Speaker 1>wake up, he long goes off. I pushed this news button,

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<v Speaker 1>roll over, sleep, have a deep sleep for another couple

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<v Speaker 1>of minutes, and it goes and I'm so happy, and

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<v Speaker 1>then it goes off again, and then my feet hit

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<v Speaker 1>the ground. And it's downhill the rest of the day.

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<v Speaker 1>That the Yale program is two years, three years, three years.

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<v Speaker 1>It still is good God And and I all. I

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<v Speaker 1>went there also because the draft was on in those days,

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<v Speaker 1>and if I was if he weren't in grad school,

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<v Speaker 1>you would have been drafted immediately. So I went to Yale.

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<v Speaker 1>And Yale was just after George Holt was sort of

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<v Speaker 1>like a little high school, you know. It was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, very small. And I got to Yale and

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<v Speaker 1>who spoke to us there about six weeks who came

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<v Speaker 1>and spoke? Did everybody we want to hear? T? S Elliott?

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, this is Yale is really different And

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<v Speaker 1>it was great. I had a great It was very hard,

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<v Speaker 1>but I had a great time there. And when you

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<v Speaker 1>left there, what did you start? How did you start? Well?

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<v Speaker 1>I was incredibly lucky. Tennessee. Williams was having something done

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<v Speaker 1>at the play out of town. I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>it was, and Audrey what his agent was coming up

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<v Speaker 1>to New Haven to work something out, and there was

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<v Speaker 1>a store or something had rained or something, and the

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<v Speaker 1>meeting was canceled and she came to the drama school

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<v Speaker 1>and see what was on. And I had a play

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<v Speaker 1>on and she signed me. So I graduated from Yere

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<v Speaker 1>with Audrey Wood, who was the greatest agent in the universe,

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<v Speaker 1>the one who discovered Tennessee Williams and built his career

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<v Speaker 1>as my as my agent, and that really, uh, that

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<v Speaker 1>was fantastic. Why do you why do you think she

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<v Speaker 1>signed here? I hope because she liked my work? When

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<v Speaker 1>when when she you had written? How many plays? When

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<v Speaker 1>someone signs you out of Yale, you're just finished three years?

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<v Speaker 1>And this is right out of Yale. You know I

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<v Speaker 1>was in Yale. I was, I was under Then you

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<v Speaker 1>make my point, you're still in Yale. She thought, she

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<v Speaker 1>she has to show you. Do she read some work

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<v Speaker 1>you've done. She didn't even read it. She just thought

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<v Speaker 1>it had possibilities. And then when when you left Yale?

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<v Speaker 1>What was the first play you had produced? And how

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<v Speaker 1>long after you left Yale? Well, I got out of Yale?

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<v Speaker 1>What year? In sixty three? She got me a job.

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<v Speaker 1>She said, you don't have any money, and she said,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get you a job. I got your

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<v Speaker 1>job at Universal Pictures, and I went out to California

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<v Speaker 1>to work at Universal Pictures to make money. Yes, we're

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<v Speaker 1>writing screens. I didn't know what it was. I would

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<v Speaker 1>go out there to find out. And I got there,

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<v Speaker 1>and what was waiting for me when I arrived was

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<v Speaker 1>my draft notice. And because I still was under and

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<v Speaker 1>so I literally, at the last minute got into the reserves.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I got out of the service, and I

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<v Speaker 1>realized I never wanted to be in California again. Why

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<v Speaker 1>I hated it? What about it? It wasn't East Long Beach,

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<v Speaker 1>East Atlantic Beach, East Atlantic Beach. My soul would have

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<v Speaker 1>died in California. I just knew. I said, that's not

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<v Speaker 1>very We had nothing to do with screen writing. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean there was a movie life and uh back

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<v Speaker 1>east As my friend said to me once where he

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<v Speaker 1>was an agent. He said, I said, do you think

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<v Speaker 1>so and so I didn't want to hire me and

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<v Speaker 1>this one didn't want to hire me. This is, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>back in the early two thousands. And I said, do

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<v Speaker 1>you think this one doesn't want to hire me because

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<v Speaker 1>they don't like me or they think I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>be difficult to work with? He says, no, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think that's that they think badly of you. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's that they don't think of you at all. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's to me with l a like like everything

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<v Speaker 1>burns bright. You get your three years of the tail

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<v Speaker 1>of the comet streaming behind you, and then you're gone.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, nobody really really thinks of you. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's still one of the great moments in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>It was so shocking and hilarious and I mean it

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<v Speaker 1>was is that I was nominated for an oscar in

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<v Speaker 1>Atlantic City and Adela and I went in, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to where it was held that year and there were

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<v Speaker 1>five hundred photograph say two camera lights, lights, light lighte fantastic.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't win. We came out and there were the

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<v Speaker 1>two D and fifty camera and waiting there and they

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<v Speaker 1>saw a DELI came out and as if on stig

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<v Speaker 1>all two cameras dropped. They just dropped to silence and

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<v Speaker 1>waited for us to pass. It was jaw dropping. It

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<v Speaker 1>was great. Right to the airport and going home. I

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<v Speaker 1>did right. What was that experience like making that film?

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<v Speaker 1>One of the greatest mom you enjoyed working with Mom?

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<v Speaker 1>Louie became one of my best friends. We became great, great,

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<v Speaker 1>great great friends. And what was the origin of that?

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<v Speaker 1>They came to you had written the screenplay they hired.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I got a call one day and this

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<v Speaker 1>man with an accent said, is this junkua I'm looking for?

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<v Speaker 1>John said, yes, is he? And he said, did you

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<v Speaker 1>write that play I would have seen last year at

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<v Speaker 1>the Public Theater coll Landscape of the Body. I said yes.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, I've been looking for you. I would like

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to you about a project. If I said

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<v Speaker 1>where he's where, I said, come over, I'm out here.

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<v Speaker 1>So he came over to my apartment and he said,

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<v Speaker 1>I have got money to do a thrillout with Susan

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<v Speaker 1>Surrandon and an unnamed mail star. That is, there's a

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<v Speaker 1>big tax thing in Canada right now where you get

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<v Speaker 1>right off every every dollar invested in UH movie made

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<v Speaker 1>part of it has to be shot in Canada, with

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<v Speaker 1>the Canadians and with the Canadian Yes, And he said,

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<v Speaker 1>the screen we just we have no screenplay. What I hope,

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<v Speaker 1>It's just it's impossible. We have Susan Surrandon and a

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<v Speaker 1>building full of Canadians and no, it was not even.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was also what I loved about it was

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<v Speaker 1>that it was the money was it was a rabbi

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<v Speaker 1>from Winnipeg was in charge of the of the fun

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<v Speaker 1>that was putting this together. Had come to Louie to

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<v Speaker 1>direct thriller, and so he said, did I have any

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<v Speaker 1>ideas from moving? And I knew that Louie I'd loved

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<v Speaker 1>it because he was always made great documentaries. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>he'd started out of life as Jacques Cousto's cameraman and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, dope under this travel around the world diving

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<v Speaker 1>under the sea to day the Calypso is Erica, that's right,

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<v Speaker 1>the silent world. And they wanted to ask, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and our Jackson Heights neighbor when I was a kid,

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<v Speaker 1>it was still my mother's my father's not since long dead,

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<v Speaker 1>but our neighbor was a man named Tony Ray who

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<v Speaker 1>was head of Resorts Internationally Chalfon Hadden Hotel, which was

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<v Speaker 1>going to become the first the first hotel to go

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<v Speaker 1>to turn into a casino called Resorts International. And my

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<v Speaker 1>mother would listen to Dorothy all the time, saying how

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<v Speaker 1>exciting it was a game that was coming to Atlantic City.

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<v Speaker 1>Going to rescue this time was Tony and I had

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<v Speaker 1>moved from the world off down to the Atlantic City

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<v Speaker 1>and I was throwing it aways, and my mother bought

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<v Speaker 1>stock in It's International and so and I kept reading

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<v Speaker 1>about in the paper. It's how this whole city was

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<v Speaker 1>going to change thanks to this, And I said, it

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<v Speaker 1>seems to be really interesting what's going on down in

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<v Speaker 1>the Atlantic City right now? So he said, let's go down,

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<v Speaker 1>and we went down and Tony took us around and

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing we saw was in we went into

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<v Speaker 1>Resorts International and there was a clam bar, a wet bar,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was all these good looking girls opening clams,

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<v Speaker 1>shocking clams. So what's that, he said, Well, to prove

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<v Speaker 1>that they are serious about they wanted to be card dealers,

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<v Speaker 1>they have to work at a job like this for

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<v Speaker 1>three months before they're able to take lessons, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>learn how to become card dealers. I said that Susan Surandon,

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<v Speaker 1>Susan Surrandon will shuck will chuck clam. That was the

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<v Speaker 1>first image. Well that, yes, and her breasts and her

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<v Speaker 1>her shoulders and anyway, so in that time we met

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<v Speaker 1>Skinny Tomato, who was the number one mobster in town.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a great, great day. We stayed up all

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<v Speaker 1>night talking because there was so many rules in Atlantic City.

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<v Speaker 1>What you had to do in order to qualify for banking,

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<v Speaker 1>to make yourself legit. And I saw a book Atlantic

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<v Speaker 1>City biker named Vicki gold Leby was sailed down there.

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<v Speaker 1>I forgot her name. Yes, that's what it was. And

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<v Speaker 1>there was a picture of a gangster's convention in al Capol.

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<v Speaker 1>Was up at the top, like the far left corner.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a young boy smiling in the gangster's convention.

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, that's our male star. That's him as

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<v Speaker 1>a young man. He's he went for that picture and

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<v Speaker 1>he's been here ever since, and so the picture just

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<v Speaker 1>he But he said, the only problem is he said

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<v Speaker 1>that today is named male Star. Where did his character

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<v Speaker 1>come from? Well that that guy was that it was

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<v Speaker 1>a kid. The kid would yeah, yeah, Lancaster. Well but

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<v Speaker 1>it was like the seventh choice, Luis, there's only one

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<v Speaker 1>problemises today is July. And he said, we have to

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<v Speaker 1>have the picture in order qualify with the tax dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>and we have to finished shooting by December thirty one

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<v Speaker 1>nine this year. Get typing. Get typing, and I did,

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<v Speaker 1>and two weeks later I went over to Dynn. I

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<v Speaker 1>wag to Frands and I gave him a first draft

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<v Speaker 1>and we started working and we started filming on into October.

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<v Speaker 1>It was absolutely wonderful. Now we we talked because I

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<v Speaker 1>just finished doing a film with Will Smith. I did

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<v Speaker 1>this song about the NFL concussion policy that Peter Landisman

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<v Speaker 1>wrote and directed. And I told you that I worked

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<v Speaker 1>with Will who I had always loved me right movie

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<v Speaker 1>stars in this generation. And we talked about six Degrees

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<v Speaker 1>in the film and how you had said you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>see him in the part when you first no, because

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<v Speaker 1>they were were told that the guy who was bringing

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of money to the picture said he had

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<v Speaker 1>one His money came with one price that it had

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<v Speaker 1>to be uh, Will Smith had to play the league.

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, well, I don't take TV sitcom rap

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<v Speaker 1>singer and a TV in my important yes, and so

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<v Speaker 1>I said no, And so all we have. But so

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<v Speaker 1>both Fred Skepsy who was the director, and I we

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<v Speaker 1>agreed that we would meet Will separately and not and

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<v Speaker 1>you know when flipp a Coin and Fred would go first,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I would go the next night and meet

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<v Speaker 1>Will and then we would meet and to decide, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if we wanted him or not, because we were ready

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, to tank the picture would just say, well, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, if he isn't right, we'll walk from it

0:23:30.240 --> 0:23:33.600
<v Speaker 1>and I'll tear him. I went, and we'll open the door.

0:23:34.920 --> 0:23:38.040
<v Speaker 1>And within thirty seconds, I said, I let this guy

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<v Speaker 1>into my house. I mean, he was just great. He

0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:47.359
<v Speaker 1>was great. Will was absolutely first rate, was absolutely wonderful.

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<v Speaker 1>When you when you produce plays, when you premiere plays,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, like any playwright, not all of your plays

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<v Speaker 1>have been as successful as the others, and and and

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<v Speaker 1>the ones that have been successful, do they have something

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<v Speaker 1>in common the ones that worked best? I have no idea,

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<v Speaker 1>but of course six degrees people. If I knew, I

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<v Speaker 1>would just push I would push that. But I would

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<v Speaker 1>just push that button open keep scooping. There's no play.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I'll taste something. It's not like the play

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<v Speaker 1>was more success. That's I'm not trying to, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to cover my tracks. But I know the reason why

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<v Speaker 1>I wrote every play. I wrote. What that that play is,

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<v Speaker 1>not whether it's a failure or success. I mean it

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<v Speaker 1>might be whatever the reviews are, which I consume a report.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what your life will be should I get

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<v Speaker 1>that job teaching? You know, what what should I do?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, to get the money next year or else, Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna take you know, wow, we might have you know,

0:24:42.119 --> 0:24:45.280
<v Speaker 1>things might be good. We can you know. But I

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<v Speaker 1>know the reason why I wrote that play, and I

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<v Speaker 1>can look back in the past and said, oh damn,

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<v Speaker 1>I see how I screwed that up. I see what

0:24:54.000 --> 0:24:55.800
<v Speaker 1>I see what I did wrong in that. But I

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<v Speaker 1>must I can't fix that place, but I must be

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<v Speaker 1>aware of that in the next play. Uh No, So

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<v Speaker 1>I mean there's no button that you push to say.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, how many people have destroyed their careers because

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<v Speaker 1>they say how and they keep trying to write the same, replace, recreate,

0:25:12.200 --> 0:25:14.600
<v Speaker 1>recreate the same. So you have no idea. And if

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<v Speaker 1>you're new, if you said, okay, well, I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what I mean, I'm gonna lie. But

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<v Speaker 1>now now I don't gonna have too long, and then

0:25:21.200 --> 0:25:22.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna have pushed the hit button and I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to write that Yeah, it's as I plan. No, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I put that hit combination, that hit recipe, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's it's no. There's no such thing as a hit recipe.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all in the left. Is there one that was

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<v Speaker 1>less commercially successful than the others that you have a

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<v Speaker 1>tremendous fondness for. Is there one that you sit there

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<v Speaker 1>that you're child that you love the most. I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>dare to pick one of them. I wouldn't mean they're

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<v Speaker 1>all you know, Yeah, I mean my bother Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have any favorites. Is there something that your characters

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<v Speaker 1>in many, if not all, of your plays have in common?

0:25:58.160 --> 0:26:00.560
<v Speaker 1>Is there something that they're striving for? There's something that

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<v Speaker 1>they're seeking. Is there something you're working out yourself that's

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<v Speaker 1>manifested all of the players or most of the players.

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<v Speaker 1>You're right, it has to be. I mean what would

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<v Speaker 1>that be? I don't know. You just want the best.

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<v Speaker 1>You want the best. The truth seekers they want the

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<v Speaker 1>truth because my ultimate question is are you? Are you

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<v Speaker 1>as honest as the characters are on your play? Oh? No, oh,

0:26:21.480 --> 0:26:25.720
<v Speaker 1>of course I am. I am, I an. I have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea. I mean, I would think that would be Uh,

0:26:28.720 --> 0:26:30.959
<v Speaker 1>I can't. You'll have to ask other people. In my

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<v Speaker 1>own mind, I'm perfectly life and ask Adele Yes, let

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<v Speaker 1>me get to her first. Yes and no. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>uh no, I mean I think they so. I think

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<v Speaker 1>they all want something. I think they all want something ineffable.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's maybe some sort of divine in the

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<v Speaker 1>largest sense of the word, to my dissatisfaction. Is this

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<v Speaker 1>all it is? Is this? I want? I want more,

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<v Speaker 1>I want more, I one, What do you want more

0:27:01.840 --> 0:27:06.040
<v Speaker 1>of it? What did you want more of? Well? I

0:27:06.080 --> 0:27:11.119
<v Speaker 1>don't know what I wanted. I just wanted immortality. You know,

0:27:11.280 --> 0:27:13.280
<v Speaker 1>it's just as simple as that. Do you have that?

0:27:14.080 --> 0:27:16.800
<v Speaker 1>Of course? Not? Of course what do I do? All

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<v Speaker 1>I know is I'm but Kitty Hart, remember Kitty Carlisle.

0:27:20.240 --> 0:27:22.719
<v Speaker 1>I love Kitty, And she said, John, I'm not a

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<v Speaker 1>religious person, but I have one prayer that I said

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<v Speaker 1>every day. Oh dear God, I don't want anything more,

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<v Speaker 1>Just let me keep what I have, and that, to

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<v Speaker 1>me is the best. That's I'll settle for that. Now

0:27:36.160 --> 0:27:38.720
<v Speaker 1>you go to the theater, You go see theater, absolutely

0:27:38.800 --> 0:27:41.639
<v Speaker 1>right now, What was it changed in your lifetimes? Is

0:27:41.640 --> 0:27:43.639
<v Speaker 1>it basically the same way you feel it has changed?

0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:47.440
<v Speaker 1>The Broadway theater. There are things like you know, Curious

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<v Speaker 1>Center of the Dog in the Night, which is still thrilling.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you just say theater is dead, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you go see that and you just say it's from

0:27:53.720 --> 0:27:56.000
<v Speaker 1>a book. I didn't like especially and you go see

0:27:56.040 --> 0:27:58.600
<v Speaker 1>in your eye jaw drops it how wonderful it is.

0:27:59.119 --> 0:28:03.440
<v Speaker 1>And I'm going to see Hamilton's this weekend, and I'm

0:28:03.480 --> 0:28:06.560
<v Speaker 1>seeing it tomorrow night. I'm seeing Nathan tomorrow night and

0:28:07.160 --> 0:28:10.160
<v Speaker 1>have a double espresso and always going to be great.

0:28:10.240 --> 0:28:14.680
<v Speaker 1>And Hallie FIfF for this young playwright has a remarkable

0:28:14.680 --> 0:28:17.639
<v Speaker 1>play down at Atlantic Theater. Cool. I'm gonna pray for

0:28:17.640 --> 0:28:21.360
<v Speaker 1>you so hard. Uh, I mean, there's always stuff to see.

0:28:21.400 --> 0:28:25.120
<v Speaker 1>I love an economics, doesn't You don't find that daunting

0:28:25.160 --> 0:28:29.359
<v Speaker 1>or difference it was ever? Thus, I don't know. I mean, luckily,

0:28:29.400 --> 0:28:31.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm a Tony voter, so I get a pair of

0:28:31.320 --> 0:28:34.800
<v Speaker 1>tickets every show, which means a lot. But I mean

0:28:35.160 --> 0:28:37.600
<v Speaker 1>I was shocked at the price of the tickets for

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<v Speaker 1>for Iceman Cometh. You know. So the theater has always

0:28:41.120 --> 0:28:43.920
<v Speaker 1>been dying, It's always been horrible. It's always been terrible.

0:28:44.000 --> 0:28:46.040
<v Speaker 1>It's always no, I mean, it's just there, it is,

0:28:46.120 --> 0:28:48.200
<v Speaker 1>It's just it's just there. Do you think that New

0:28:48.280 --> 0:28:51.800
<v Speaker 1>York is still the most democratic? Say? Uh, as New

0:28:51.880 --> 0:28:55.280
<v Speaker 1>York changed in your lifetime or that still the same? Well? No,

0:28:55.360 --> 0:28:58.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I mean my New York is so many landmarks,

0:28:59.000 --> 0:29:04.400
<v Speaker 1>my personal and marks and missing you know from Uh,

0:29:04.600 --> 0:29:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean I when I first came to New York

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<v Speaker 1>fifty years ago, when I first go when I get

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<v Speaker 1>out of the Air Force, like, I had an apartment

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<v Speaker 1>corner of four Street and tenth Street in the village,

0:29:13.840 --> 0:29:17.080
<v Speaker 1>fourth floor, walkup, twenty ft ceiling with the skylight, wood

0:29:17.080 --> 0:29:20.360
<v Speaker 1>burning fireplace, eating kitchen in the bathroom, looking out on

0:29:20.400 --> 0:29:22.480
<v Speaker 1>the fourth looking out in the gardens below. What was

0:29:22.520 --> 0:29:26.920
<v Speaker 1>the rent? What was the rent? Two thirty two dollars

0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:29.960
<v Speaker 1>a month. Uh, you could really live in New York

0:29:29.960 --> 0:29:33.120
<v Speaker 1>and I just but kids now live in find new

0:29:33.120 --> 0:29:35.320
<v Speaker 1>places to live that the rules are always the rules

0:29:35.320 --> 0:29:37.800
<v Speaker 1>are always changing, and we're always looking for Paris in

0:29:37.800 --> 0:29:41.160
<v Speaker 1>the nineteen twenties, and it was a really rare time

0:29:42.080 --> 0:29:44.960
<v Speaker 1>in the early sixties in New York with Cafe Cino

0:29:45.080 --> 0:29:47.800
<v Speaker 1>and La Mama and the off off Broadway scene which

0:29:47.960 --> 0:29:50.479
<v Speaker 1>had never there never been anything like it in New

0:29:50.560 --> 0:29:53.560
<v Speaker 1>York before. And uh, yeah, so what do I miss

0:29:53.600 --> 0:29:58.120
<v Speaker 1>New York? No, I'm so New York still. I was

0:29:58.200 --> 0:30:00.680
<v Speaker 1>born here, conceived here, drug up here, and it still

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<v Speaker 1>makes my jaw drop with something you say, wow, wow,

0:30:03.920 --> 0:30:10.280
<v Speaker 1>I know it's throwing. The theater, John Guare says, is

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<v Speaker 1>a place of dreams where you lay out the unconscious

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<v Speaker 1>and make it visible. After the break, I'll talk with

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<v Speaker 1>Lisa dun a London based actress who's now tackling the

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<v Speaker 1>works of another influential playwright who exposes the unconscious, samuelil Beckett.

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<v Speaker 1>Take a listen to our archive where director Stephen Daldry

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<v Speaker 1>told me about the difference between working in theater and film.

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<v Speaker 1>One is it in the theater. Everybody's in the same room,

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<v Speaker 1>so everybody can see what the beast is. Everyone can

0:30:41.160 --> 0:30:43.440
<v Speaker 1>see what it's made. And you start at the beginning,

0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:45.280
<v Speaker 1>and you finished with people. You start with, the people

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:48.360
<v Speaker 1>you finish with, and the movie the people you prep with,

0:30:48.560 --> 0:30:50.160
<v Speaker 1>the people you shoot with them, the people you shoot with,

0:30:50.160 --> 0:30:52.360
<v Speaker 1>all the people you finish with the people. It's more

0:30:52.400 --> 0:30:55.280
<v Speaker 1>like a relay base making a movie. Take a listen

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<v Speaker 1>and here's the thing, Dot Org. This is Alec Baldwin

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<v Speaker 1>and you're listening to here's the thing. No matter, parents

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<v Speaker 1>are known, unheard of. Saving Valage not I is a

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<v Speaker 1>one woman play by Samuel Beckett, performed here by my

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<v Speaker 1>next guest, Lisa Duan on Speechless infant in the home.

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<v Speaker 1>No no, indeed, for that matter, any of any kind,

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<v Speaker 1>no love of any kind at any subsequent stage. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a typical affair, nothing of any note till coming up

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<v Speaker 1>to six D. The physical demands of not I are extreme,

0:31:32.280 --> 0:31:35.040
<v Speaker 1>and who better to rise to them? But it classically

0:31:35.040 --> 0:31:39.240
<v Speaker 1>trained a dancer like Dwan. For the past year, Duan

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<v Speaker 1>has performed three Beckett plays together, not I, Footfalls and

0:31:44.160 --> 0:31:47.840
<v Speaker 1>Rockabye last year at the Brooklyn Academy of Music last

0:31:47.880 --> 0:31:52.320
<v Speaker 1>month at London's Barbican. Lisa Dwan had done not I

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<v Speaker 1>on its own before, but wasn't convinced she could do

0:31:56.000 --> 0:31:59.400
<v Speaker 1>the trilogy. But Martin Sheen, her co star in a

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:03.400
<v Speaker 1>movie about the bull Pall disaster, suggested a one woman show.

0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 1>At the time, Duane, an attractive, petite blonde, was tired

0:32:07.760 --> 0:32:10.520
<v Speaker 1>of the roles she was being offered. She was desperate

0:32:10.600 --> 0:32:13.920
<v Speaker 1>for a challenge. I was feeling very frustrated, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>being a woman of a particular look. You're given these

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<v Speaker 1>kind of cardboard cutouts, these pithy little lines, these one dimensional,

0:32:26.080 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>little flimsy rolls, and it's demoralizing, it's depressing. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I sprung on the scene, thinking, I was like the

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<v Speaker 1>guys when I wanted to become I was a ballet

0:32:37.640 --> 0:32:40.960
<v Speaker 1>dancer first, and when I became an actress. And you

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<v Speaker 1>mean that transition because you were injured. Yeah, ballet ended

0:32:43.600 --> 0:32:45.520
<v Speaker 1>because of an injury. Would you have kept on if

0:32:45.520 --> 0:32:49.280
<v Speaker 1>you could have? Probably that was your passion? Yeah, yeah,

0:32:49.560 --> 0:32:52.840
<v Speaker 1>you know. I found I could express myself so much

0:32:52.840 --> 0:32:57.360
<v Speaker 1>more as a dancer. And yeah, it seems you've gone

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<v Speaker 1>from one extreme to the other because dancing, which is

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<v Speaker 1>purely physical and Beckett, which, in my mind of the

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<v Speaker 1>least the pieces you're doing are strictly about language. I disagree.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact, I feel I dance more now and express

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<v Speaker 1>myself more through kind of the principles of dance then

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<v Speaker 1>I ever did. In which of the three pieces or

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<v Speaker 1>all of them? All of them? All of them and

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<v Speaker 1>not I, which is you know, such a contradiction. The most,

0:33:29.280 --> 0:33:32.080
<v Speaker 1>I feel like an element in not I, I don't

0:33:32.120 --> 0:33:36.360
<v Speaker 1>even feel like a woman, are a human being. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like an element. And the fact that my head

0:33:39.520 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>is trapped in and my arms are strapped in and

0:33:42.480 --> 0:33:45.000
<v Speaker 1>into this head harness, so I don't move, so my

0:33:45.120 --> 0:33:48.600
<v Speaker 1>mouth is eight ft above the stage and doesn't move

0:33:48.600 --> 0:33:51.720
<v Speaker 1>out of this pinprick of light. So for people to understand,

0:33:51.720 --> 0:33:56.360
<v Speaker 1>because we're getting to this, we've gotten right into try

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<v Speaker 1>to get a tiptoe up on the Beckett and the

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<v Speaker 1>Nati tab low. But now that we've gotten right to

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<v Speaker 1>the to the steak and potatoes, here were skipping the

0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:07.080
<v Speaker 1>salad course. Ladies and gentlemen, For those who don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>briefly describe for us what you're talking about. The contraption

0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:13.239
<v Speaker 1>and everything when you look at it, if isolation of

0:34:13.360 --> 0:34:18.400
<v Speaker 1>the physical mouth, the tableau is of a mouth speaking

0:34:18.440 --> 0:34:20.920
<v Speaker 1>and everything else is blacked out. And you will explain

0:34:20.960 --> 0:34:23.640
<v Speaker 1>how that's achieved. But it couldn't have been achieved in

0:34:23.680 --> 0:34:25.640
<v Speaker 1>some more simple way. You couldn't have been sitting in

0:34:25.719 --> 0:34:28.000
<v Speaker 1>a chair and they put they draped something over you,

0:34:28.120 --> 0:34:33.640
<v Speaker 1>or I'm sure it could. That could demands sacrifice snow

0:34:33.760 --> 0:34:36.040
<v Speaker 1>in fact that he's not some sort of fetishist or something.

0:34:36.040 --> 0:34:37.680
<v Speaker 1>As a matter of fact, could you hold this cactus

0:34:37.719 --> 0:34:42.400
<v Speaker 1>between your knees while you're performing? I wouldn't put it

0:34:42.440 --> 0:34:45.279
<v Speaker 1>past him, but I don't think that was his intention.

0:34:45.480 --> 0:34:47.799
<v Speaker 1>And I think if technology had caught up with him,

0:34:48.200 --> 0:34:51.279
<v Speaker 1>such an innovator in theater, I would love him to

0:34:51.280 --> 0:34:54.160
<v Speaker 1>be around today because you could just imagine what he

0:34:54.200 --> 0:34:59.600
<v Speaker 1>could do with we're going to talk, We're going to twitter,

0:35:00.000 --> 0:35:03.120
<v Speaker 1>be it on Twitter. Well, I don't think it'd be

0:35:03.120 --> 0:35:06.120
<v Speaker 1>interested in that, but I just think technology could offer expression.

0:35:07.000 --> 0:35:10.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, I want to talk about the Beckett ethos

0:35:10.520 --> 0:35:13.960
<v Speaker 1>if you will, or pathos. But describe to me because

0:35:14.000 --> 0:35:16.880
<v Speaker 1>with this kind of thing, I find this fascinating. Described

0:35:16.920 --> 0:35:20.720
<v Speaker 1>to me how the day begins doing the not I process.

0:35:21.080 --> 0:35:22.960
<v Speaker 1>You wake up and what's the day like to the

0:35:23.000 --> 0:35:25.040
<v Speaker 1>moment that they're you know, they're greasing you up with

0:35:25.080 --> 0:35:28.400
<v Speaker 1>the black face and strapping you w into the contraption. Sure, well,

0:35:28.800 --> 0:35:30.840
<v Speaker 1>just for the listeners at home who don't know what

0:35:30.960 --> 0:35:34.640
<v Speaker 1>this is like, not I is a disembodied mouth eight

0:35:34.640 --> 0:35:36.600
<v Speaker 1>foot above the stage. It was a play that was

0:35:36.600 --> 0:35:41.759
<v Speaker 1>written in one and Beckett wrote it in a stream

0:35:41.800 --> 0:35:44.920
<v Speaker 1>of consciousness. Although I don't hear just one stream of consciousness.

0:35:44.920 --> 0:35:48.440
<v Speaker 1>I hear layers of them, a kind of cacophony of voices.

0:35:48.760 --> 0:35:54.720
<v Speaker 1>But it was first performed in one in the Lincoln Center.

0:35:54.880 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Speaker 1>Jessica Tandy performed it. That was the first one. Yeah,

0:36:00.200 --> 0:36:03.200
<v Speaker 1>she did in about twenty three minutes and Beckett went

0:36:03.239 --> 0:36:08.120
<v Speaker 1>backstage and said, you've destroyed my play. I mean, it

0:36:08.160 --> 0:36:11.800
<v Speaker 1>didn't harm her career clearly. But he then wrote to

0:36:11.840 --> 0:36:14.239
<v Speaker 1>Alan Schneider and said, I'd like to direct Billy White

0:36:14.280 --> 0:36:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Lawn this myself and find out if its theater or not.

0:36:17.480 --> 0:36:20.160
<v Speaker 1>And and he had had an ongoing relationship with White

0:36:20.200 --> 0:36:24.400
<v Speaker 1>law was his just a year before she had performed play,

0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:27.959
<v Speaker 1>which is these three people and Earns and these kind

0:36:27.960 --> 0:36:32.560
<v Speaker 1>of fragmented monologues. So Beckett was really working towards not

0:36:32.719 --> 0:36:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I It was always part of a trajectory of pairing away,

0:36:36.920 --> 0:36:40.000
<v Speaker 1>stripping away the unnecessary. This is when we get into

0:36:40.520 --> 0:36:45.640
<v Speaker 1>laid Beckett, which is distilled language. I mean, art is reduction,

0:36:46.200 --> 0:36:49.160
<v Speaker 1>and early Beckett is when he really had the albatross

0:36:49.280 --> 0:36:53.200
<v Speaker 1>of Joyce around his neck. You know, the verbosity and

0:36:53.280 --> 0:36:59.040
<v Speaker 1>in my view, slightly pretentious inaccessibility. You know Beckett later, Okay,

0:36:59.640 --> 0:37:02.520
<v Speaker 1>you're the Beckett interpreter who can label Joyce and I

0:37:02.520 --> 0:37:05.000
<v Speaker 1>don't know what I mean. I'm just shameless, I guess.

0:37:05.080 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 1>But your entitled to your opinion. Yeah, you've earned it

0:37:09.000 --> 0:37:12.640
<v Speaker 1>after what I've seen, But go ahead and continue. Never

0:37:12.719 --> 0:37:19.600
<v Speaker 1>be allowed to perform choice. But anyway, I first heard

0:37:19.640 --> 0:37:22.720
<v Speaker 1>about this play when I was about eighteen, just around

0:37:22.760 --> 0:37:26.080
<v Speaker 1>when I started to kind of start acting after my

0:37:26.080 --> 0:37:30.000
<v Speaker 1>my knee injury. Yeah, when I first heard about it,

0:37:30.440 --> 0:37:34.480
<v Speaker 1>and meanwhile I was doing this awful TV series where

0:37:34.520 --> 0:37:38.600
<v Speaker 1>I was the leading lady, and I just felt embarrassed.

0:37:39.520 --> 0:37:44.400
<v Speaker 1>Why I just feel very underused. Oh that's what you

0:37:44.440 --> 0:37:50.320
<v Speaker 1>think woman is? You know, maybe not very complex roles.

0:37:51.160 --> 0:37:53.480
<v Speaker 1>You're probably sick of hearing this, but don't know what's

0:37:53.880 --> 0:37:56.879
<v Speaker 1>what's the job? The job was what like a soap? Yeah,

0:37:56.880 --> 0:37:59.200
<v Speaker 1>it was a TV series and American TV series. I

0:37:59.239 --> 0:38:02.480
<v Speaker 1>did fifty six episodes of leading actress and this was

0:38:02.520 --> 0:38:05.800
<v Speaker 1>what my first professional gig. My first professional gig was

0:38:05.840 --> 0:38:08.520
<v Speaker 1>a soap opportunity. Okay, and you know you have all

0:38:08.560 --> 0:38:11.520
<v Speaker 1>of these romantic notions. I was reading the Greeks. I

0:38:11.560 --> 0:38:15.360
<v Speaker 1>wanted to play antigny. You know, back when women were

0:38:15.920 --> 0:38:19.279
<v Speaker 1>multifaceted and multi dimension you made that mistake of bringing

0:38:19.280 --> 0:38:22.680
<v Speaker 1>your appetite for fuagra to the hotdog stamp. Many people

0:38:22.680 --> 0:38:26.600
<v Speaker 1>do that a mistake. But whereas I when I did

0:38:26.600 --> 0:38:28.640
<v Speaker 1>a television series like that, I said thought to myself, Okay,

0:38:28.719 --> 0:38:31.719
<v Speaker 1>what is this. You've been acting, but you did fifty

0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:33.719
<v Speaker 1>six episodes, and it wasn't It was less about the

0:38:33.760 --> 0:38:36.320
<v Speaker 1>material than you being cast and how they saw women.

0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 1>So did you start to develop your roles and and

0:38:40.600 --> 0:38:42.920
<v Speaker 1>build the depth and what you were given as opposed

0:38:42.960 --> 0:38:46.280
<v Speaker 1>to I think that for me, I remember, the best

0:38:46.320 --> 0:38:48.799
<v Speaker 1>way to define it was I felt like I was

0:38:48.840 --> 0:38:51.760
<v Speaker 1>a guest in people's house. And then a few years

0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:54.440
<v Speaker 1>went by, and by the time I probably made my

0:38:54.560 --> 0:38:57.160
<v Speaker 1>eighth film, I'm sitting on a set and I'm going

0:38:57.760 --> 0:38:59.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, I've made as many films now as you

0:38:59.560 --> 0:39:03.480
<v Speaker 1>have the director, I have enough experience how to say,

0:39:03.520 --> 0:39:05.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I do that. You can't do good

0:39:05.840 --> 0:39:08.640
<v Speaker 1>work in film or television without good directors. Otherwise they're

0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:13.640
<v Speaker 1>just obstacles. But whereas in theater, in that moment, you

0:39:13.719 --> 0:39:17.680
<v Speaker 1>have ultimate control. And with Beckett he removes really the

0:39:17.760 --> 0:39:22.240
<v Speaker 1>necessity for directors. It really is a direct communication between

0:39:22.239 --> 0:39:24.480
<v Speaker 1>the writing and the actor. Do you have some knowledge

0:39:24.560 --> 0:39:26.600
<v Speaker 1>or in Psychi this would be fascinating as to what

0:39:26.680 --> 0:39:29.560
<v Speaker 1>Beckett's relationships were with the directors of his material. You

0:39:29.600 --> 0:39:34.040
<v Speaker 1>see Beckett's work as so multifaceted. You know, he he

0:39:34.160 --> 0:39:37.640
<v Speaker 1>took care of absolutely everything. He still takes care of

0:39:37.719 --> 0:39:42.040
<v Speaker 1>absolutely everything from Beyond the Grave. It's all the stage directions.

0:39:42.040 --> 0:39:46.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean, they are like art installations. He writes his score.

0:39:46.320 --> 0:39:47.960
<v Speaker 1>I wish I had it actually to show you, but

0:39:48.239 --> 0:39:51.080
<v Speaker 1>like you look at the early drafts of Footfalls, the

0:39:51.120 --> 0:39:53.839
<v Speaker 1>middle play that I do, which is highly complex and

0:39:54.040 --> 0:39:57.520
<v Speaker 1>probably one of Beckett's least understood plays, but it's written

0:39:57.800 --> 0:40:00.440
<v Speaker 1>like a score of music, so you have these ours

0:40:00.840 --> 0:40:04.200
<v Speaker 1>were on the third bar may and the length of

0:40:04.239 --> 0:40:08.360
<v Speaker 1>time spoken. He works out every step, so he's also choreographer,

0:40:09.120 --> 0:40:15.440
<v Speaker 1>so you know, it's high poeticism, both visually orally and emotionally.

0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:22.120
<v Speaker 1>And I feel Beckett's communicating directly with that instrument, which

0:40:22.200 --> 0:40:27.400
<v Speaker 1>is me or whoever the actor is, and the director

0:40:27.480 --> 0:40:29.839
<v Speaker 1>has to just kind of service that and get out

0:40:29.840 --> 0:40:32.479
<v Speaker 1>of the way and not try to place their own

0:40:32.680 --> 0:40:35.200
<v Speaker 1>stamp or ego on it. And I mean I've I've

0:40:35.239 --> 0:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>seen productions where it's such and such does Crabs last Tape,

0:40:40.120 --> 0:40:42.839
<v Speaker 1>and they want to make it, you know, put their

0:40:42.840 --> 0:40:45.400
<v Speaker 1>own stamp on it. And really I feel Becky can

0:40:45.440 --> 0:40:47.799
<v Speaker 1>hang you out to dry. You start to watch this

0:40:47.920 --> 0:40:50.960
<v Speaker 1>kind of tug of war between the language and the

0:40:51.080 --> 0:40:54.480
<v Speaker 1>music and what this person is trying to do, and

0:40:54.560 --> 0:40:57.360
<v Speaker 1>quite frankly, I've always felt that beck It always wins.

0:40:58.040 --> 0:41:02.520
<v Speaker 1>Now that's not to say that's well said, that's not try.

0:41:02.800 --> 0:41:05.359
<v Speaker 1>If you try to interpret Beckett, you're going to get

0:41:05.400 --> 0:41:08.880
<v Speaker 1>some kind of metaphysical electric shock from Beckett. That's not

0:41:08.960 --> 0:41:12.320
<v Speaker 1>to say that there isn't room for interpretation. There's plenty scope.

0:41:12.920 --> 0:41:16.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't move away that much from the stage directions.

0:41:16.680 --> 0:41:19.880
<v Speaker 1>Although I did take a big kind of leap with Footfalls,

0:41:19.880 --> 0:41:23.080
<v Speaker 1>which is normally played by two actresses. I played both roles,

0:41:23.200 --> 0:41:26.040
<v Speaker 1>this ninety year old woman off stage and May his

0:41:26.120 --> 0:41:29.040
<v Speaker 1>own stage in her forties. That I played both roles

0:41:29.400 --> 0:41:32.920
<v Speaker 1>and put together a kind of quite academic argument for

0:41:32.960 --> 0:41:35.120
<v Speaker 1>the Beckett the stage, and thankfully they gave me the

0:41:35.160 --> 0:41:38.120
<v Speaker 1>thumbs up. And it kind of worked because I wasn't

0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:40.880
<v Speaker 1>kind of stepping away too much from what I felt

0:41:41.040 --> 0:41:47.280
<v Speaker 1>was Beckett's intention within that realm, there's just so much scope.

0:41:47.680 --> 0:41:49.719
<v Speaker 1>Before we talk about the trip tick of the three

0:41:49.719 --> 0:41:54.959
<v Speaker 1>pieces together, well you did not I first and thought

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:57.600
<v Speaker 1>you didn't have the capacity to do all three. At

0:41:57.640 --> 0:41:58.880
<v Speaker 1>one point you said, oh, I don't think I can

0:41:58.960 --> 0:42:01.720
<v Speaker 1>do that. When someone began to suggest that, talk about

0:42:01.960 --> 0:42:04.040
<v Speaker 1>the night you do all three or even not I.

0:42:04.800 --> 0:42:07.479
<v Speaker 1>What's the day like for you? Describe what it's like. Yeah,

0:42:07.600 --> 0:42:09.600
<v Speaker 1>So I get up in the morning and I meditate

0:42:09.680 --> 0:42:11.839
<v Speaker 1>because not I as a beast, no matter how long

0:42:11.880 --> 0:42:15.400
<v Speaker 1>I've been doing it, it's daunting and frightening and demands

0:42:15.440 --> 0:42:19.040
<v Speaker 1>the most extreme form of concentration. And you know, in

0:42:19.080 --> 0:42:22.280
<v Speaker 1>a crass sense, not I as a representation of thought,

0:42:23.120 --> 0:42:25.680
<v Speaker 1>and when you're in it, you really realize he's a

0:42:25.719 --> 0:42:30.399
<v Speaker 1>genius because it's exactly how my mind works. And when

0:42:30.400 --> 0:42:32.920
<v Speaker 1>I read it first, did I be scared to be

0:42:32.960 --> 0:42:36.880
<v Speaker 1>at this booth with you? I think in different places,

0:42:36.920 --> 0:42:41.640
<v Speaker 1>the different plays resonate more or less, and not I

0:42:41.680 --> 0:42:45.520
<v Speaker 1>resonated very strongly here in New York because of the

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:48.840
<v Speaker 1>loudness of people's it's manic. The pace here is just manic,

0:42:48.880 --> 0:42:53.439
<v Speaker 1>and we're all feeling highly caffeinated, stressed out individuals trying

0:42:53.480 --> 0:42:56.279
<v Speaker 1>to keep pace. People are awake here, yeah, or we're

0:42:56.280 --> 0:43:00.680
<v Speaker 1>struggling to stay awake, very awake or there country, but

0:43:01.000 --> 0:43:03.440
<v Speaker 1>they're in the ring and leading with they're left. Yeah.

0:43:03.640 --> 0:43:06.239
<v Speaker 1>And you know, probably one of the biggest piece or

0:43:06.239 --> 0:43:10.520
<v Speaker 1>obstacles when doing not I is your own internal not I.

0:43:10.960 --> 0:43:14.040
<v Speaker 1>So here, I am trying to say this impossible piece

0:43:14.239 --> 0:43:16.520
<v Speaker 1>at the speed of thought, which is what Beckett wanted,

0:43:17.120 --> 0:43:19.239
<v Speaker 1>with my head tied into harness, so I don't move

0:43:19.280 --> 0:43:22.160
<v Speaker 1>out of light. So I usually rehearse in the banisters

0:43:22.200 --> 0:43:24.399
<v Speaker 1>at home. I time my head with a scarf into

0:43:24.400 --> 0:43:29.799
<v Speaker 1>the banisters to train my diet from and I've got

0:43:29.880 --> 0:43:37.640
<v Speaker 1>very understanding neighbors. Come over here, honey, let's put the

0:43:37.640 --> 0:43:40.480
<v Speaker 1>groceries down on the table. I'm my face is lashed

0:43:40.480 --> 0:43:45.200
<v Speaker 1>to the banister. It's meditation. And then I read somewhere

0:43:45.200 --> 0:43:47.359
<v Speaker 1>where you do the piece a few times in the morning,

0:43:47.360 --> 0:43:49.560
<v Speaker 1>because no matter how many times you do it, you

0:43:49.880 --> 0:43:51.640
<v Speaker 1>have to kind of take a bite out of it

0:43:51.719 --> 0:43:53.360
<v Speaker 1>during the day and just to get a little bit

0:43:53.360 --> 0:43:55.440
<v Speaker 1>of a run into it. And then I use three

0:43:55.440 --> 0:43:59.120
<v Speaker 1>different forms of memory. One is the oral, so you know,

0:43:59.280 --> 0:44:01.960
<v Speaker 1>like a song or anything like that. The next is

0:44:02.000 --> 0:44:06.680
<v Speaker 1>the narrative, which isn't that difficult. It's just very fragmented,

0:44:06.800 --> 0:44:10.960
<v Speaker 1>and there's all these interruptions and insurrections and things like that.

0:44:11.239 --> 0:44:13.640
<v Speaker 1>And then there's how the piece looks on the page,

0:44:13.760 --> 0:44:20.040
<v Speaker 1>which is kind of my my visual peg. So memorization

0:44:20.160 --> 0:44:23.000
<v Speaker 1>just bizarre, isn't it how you remember and the new

0:44:23.040 --> 0:44:25.880
<v Speaker 1>monarchs you create. Like if I have a list of

0:44:25.920 --> 0:44:29.120
<v Speaker 1>adjectives or a list of institutions or a list of names,

0:44:29.600 --> 0:44:31.399
<v Speaker 1>I'll sit there and I'll say to someone, I'll go, well,

0:44:31.440 --> 0:44:37.120
<v Speaker 1>you realize that he's just preposterously wealthy and sophisticated. And

0:44:37.120 --> 0:44:41.120
<v Speaker 1>also then I'll go p w S, p w S.

0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:43.439
<v Speaker 1>I'll say that to myself in the games we play,

0:44:43.520 --> 0:44:46.000
<v Speaker 1>I know, and you need a few maddening Yeah, you

0:44:46.080 --> 0:44:50.400
<v Speaker 1>need a few different tricks. Yeah. So you do the

0:44:50.400 --> 0:44:53.839
<v Speaker 1>piece a few times. You get to the theater eight o'clock, Curt,

0:44:53.920 --> 0:44:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Let's say you're there, what time? Typically I come in

0:44:57.080 --> 0:44:59.239
<v Speaker 1>early and do a run in the head harness with

0:44:59.360 --> 0:45:03.920
<v Speaker 1>my stay manager, because the head harness is a whole different.

0:45:03.960 --> 0:45:05.799
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I could perform the piece here for you now,

0:45:05.840 --> 0:45:09.920
<v Speaker 1>and all the energy leaks away, and it's a lot easier,

0:45:10.000 --> 0:45:13.760
<v Speaker 1>and it's sayings and you see all the kind of dexterity,

0:45:13.840 --> 0:45:16.400
<v Speaker 1>and you see the traffic coming and going around my face,

0:45:16.440 --> 0:45:18.000
<v Speaker 1>and I could say the traffic because these are the

0:45:18.040 --> 0:45:20.880
<v Speaker 1>little waves of stream of consciousness. You know the roads

0:45:20.880 --> 0:45:24.200
<v Speaker 1>of Ireland, the sounds of Ireland. And then you lock

0:45:24.640 --> 0:45:29.520
<v Speaker 1>tight and something else happens, and you just go deep, deep,

0:45:29.680 --> 0:45:34.080
<v Speaker 1>deep into my consciousness. You know, I can't see. I've

0:45:34.120 --> 0:45:37.360
<v Speaker 1>got black makeup from my cheap bones to my collar bone.

0:45:37.600 --> 0:45:40.640
<v Speaker 1>And then I just release the lips. I just I

0:45:40.640 --> 0:45:43.040
<v Speaker 1>don't wear lipstick aroundthing. I just take off the black

0:45:43.080 --> 0:45:45.360
<v Speaker 1>where the lips should be. And then I put on

0:45:45.400 --> 0:45:49.359
<v Speaker 1>a blindfold and a shawl and then I slip into

0:45:49.400 --> 0:45:51.840
<v Speaker 1>the head harness so I can't see or hear, and

0:45:51.880 --> 0:45:55.320
<v Speaker 1>then my arms are put into brackets and I can't move,

0:45:56.239 --> 0:45:58.920
<v Speaker 1>and all of that energy, all the kind of the

0:45:58.960 --> 0:46:01.560
<v Speaker 1>pace and the role and the judgment of Ireland and

0:46:01.600 --> 0:46:04.760
<v Speaker 1>the hilarity my vision of it's just so the audience

0:46:04.800 --> 0:46:06.920
<v Speaker 1>can get this sense. I don't want to lose this idea.

0:46:07.320 --> 0:46:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Is when I saw the visual the pictures, it's almost

0:46:09.960 --> 0:46:13.279
<v Speaker 1>like you're on a massage table and your face is

0:46:13.280 --> 0:46:15.200
<v Speaker 1>through that cradle, you know what I mean, And then

0:46:15.239 --> 0:46:17.600
<v Speaker 1>there's a bar that goes across your back that kind

0:46:17.600 --> 0:46:20.160
<v Speaker 1>of smashes you into the massage table, you know. Then

0:46:20.200 --> 0:46:24.560
<v Speaker 1>they tilt the table straight up. It's a weird position

0:46:24.600 --> 0:46:27.840
<v Speaker 1>you're put in. Well, it's not something dissimilar from something

0:46:27.880 --> 0:46:30.600
<v Speaker 1>you'd see in a bog Arab with the water boarding

0:46:30.960 --> 0:46:34.000
<v Speaker 1>and just turned the other way. You know, it does

0:46:34.040 --> 0:46:37.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like a torture device, but then something bizarre happens.

0:46:37.960 --> 0:46:41.520
<v Speaker 1>So just from the audience point of view, I'm going

0:46:41.560 --> 0:46:45.200
<v Speaker 1>back to when I first heard about this play. I

0:46:45.239 --> 0:46:47.960
<v Speaker 1>remember this greatback at actor Stephen Brennan, when I was

0:46:48.000 --> 0:46:49.960
<v Speaker 1>in the middle of this TV series is my father,

0:46:50.080 --> 0:46:52.719
<v Speaker 1>and I'm just pent up with all of this kind

0:46:52.760 --> 0:46:56.160
<v Speaker 1>of I suppose what I recognized now it was artistic frustration,

0:46:56.280 --> 0:46:57.840
<v Speaker 1>but I didn't know what it was then. I was

0:46:57.920 --> 0:47:01.920
<v Speaker 1>just frustrated. And he told me about not I and

0:47:01.920 --> 0:47:05.120
<v Speaker 1>he said, there's this play, which is the toughest play.

0:47:05.239 --> 0:47:07.160
<v Speaker 1>Many actors have gone mad trying to learn it. But

0:47:07.680 --> 0:47:11.839
<v Speaker 1>this disembodied mouth hovers across the stage. And even though

0:47:11.880 --> 0:47:15.360
<v Speaker 1>the mouth is locked into place because of the sensory

0:47:15.360 --> 0:47:19.000
<v Speaker 1>deprivation in an entirely blackened out auditorium, the mouth appears

0:47:19.040 --> 0:47:22.040
<v Speaker 1>to osculate or travel across the audience. And that's different

0:47:22.040 --> 0:47:28.160
<v Speaker 1>for everybody in the audience. They all experience an optical illusion. Yeah,

0:47:28.480 --> 0:47:30.920
<v Speaker 1>fires around the place for people, and it's different for

0:47:31.000 --> 0:47:34.120
<v Speaker 1>every member of the audience. No, I don't really, but

0:47:34.200 --> 0:47:36.919
<v Speaker 1>the audience thinks I'm moving, and I think Becat takes

0:47:36.920 --> 0:47:39.680
<v Speaker 1>that to the extreme here. And this is why you

0:47:39.719 --> 0:47:42.440
<v Speaker 1>feel so safe. This is why I can splain myself

0:47:42.480 --> 0:47:46.880
<v Speaker 1>onto this torture chamber, because he's taken care of everything.

0:47:46.880 --> 0:47:48.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you've ever felt like that with

0:47:48.280 --> 0:47:53.120
<v Speaker 1>another writer, but you know one of his rehearsal periods

0:47:53.120 --> 0:47:55.400
<v Speaker 1>with Billy White and he said, Billy, Billy, bring your

0:47:55.400 --> 0:47:58.960
<v Speaker 1>pencil over here, three lines down, four words in. Can

0:47:59.000 --> 0:48:02.000
<v Speaker 1>you make those e dots to dots? And he took

0:48:02.080 --> 0:48:06.040
<v Speaker 1>up a dot. And if a writer can be that

0:48:06.160 --> 0:48:11.520
<v Speaker 1>pedantic about that, you can pretty much feel safe about

0:48:11.560 --> 0:48:16.160
<v Speaker 1>the whole. And I just feel his genius makes me

0:48:16.280 --> 0:48:19.799
<v Speaker 1>feel so held that all I have to do is

0:48:19.800 --> 0:48:23.080
<v Speaker 1>give him everything. Do you find it difficult not to

0:48:23.160 --> 0:48:28.240
<v Speaker 1>channel White Law? I was lucky the sequence of events

0:48:28.400 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 1>and how I ended up doing Beckett. I've just been

0:48:32.160 --> 0:48:36.160
<v Speaker 1>incredibly lucky. I hadn't seen White Laws performance and it's

0:48:36.200 --> 0:48:38.440
<v Speaker 1>on YouTube, and I didn't watch it when I first

0:48:38.440 --> 0:48:41.239
<v Speaker 1>got cast, so I had the image of my mind.

0:48:41.239 --> 0:48:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I still never seen nott I in the theater, only

0:48:43.680 --> 0:48:46.120
<v Speaker 1>my performance, so I only know what it's like to

0:48:46.200 --> 0:48:50.120
<v Speaker 1>be in it. And when I read the script. I

0:48:50.239 --> 0:48:53.840
<v Speaker 1>heard Ireland, I heard my father. I heard the streets

0:48:53.840 --> 0:48:57.319
<v Speaker 1>of Athlone, and the scorn and the bitterness, and the

0:48:57.440 --> 0:49:01.400
<v Speaker 1>nuns and the humor, and my family, and there's my aunt.

0:49:01.800 --> 0:49:05.719
<v Speaker 1>It became my personal landscape. And I didn't have this

0:49:05.840 --> 0:49:11.440
<v Speaker 1>kind of reverential holy Grail feelings of intimidation in regards

0:49:11.480 --> 0:49:15.640
<v Speaker 1>to Beckett. I suppose I was slightly sacrilegious or or

0:49:15.719 --> 0:49:19.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, I might as well have been wrapped to you. No,

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:23.120
<v Speaker 1>but it was home and it was mine, and I

0:49:23.160 --> 0:49:26.040
<v Speaker 1>think that's why I got the part, you know. And

0:49:26.080 --> 0:49:29.200
<v Speaker 1>then my director said, I don't want you to see

0:49:29.239 --> 0:49:33.400
<v Speaker 1>Billy's performance. This has to be yours. And that was

0:49:33.440 --> 0:49:35.799
<v Speaker 1>hard to do because Billy and Beckett, it's like a

0:49:35.880 --> 0:49:41.880
<v Speaker 1>natural call off response. Yeah, and I avoided it. And

0:49:41.920 --> 0:49:45.480
<v Speaker 1>then Edward Beckett came to the opening night into thousand

0:49:45.520 --> 0:49:46.839
<v Speaker 1>and five and said, you know, I think you could

0:49:46.840 --> 0:49:49.319
<v Speaker 1>meet Billy now that you found your own way and

0:49:49.360 --> 0:49:51.640
<v Speaker 1>we met each other. Did she come see you know?

0:49:52.400 --> 0:49:55.520
<v Speaker 1>She was quite reclusive at that point, but she agreed

0:49:55.560 --> 0:49:57.920
<v Speaker 1>to meet me because she'd never met anyone who had

0:49:57.920 --> 0:50:00.160
<v Speaker 1>played not I, and she was a beautiful woman him

0:50:00.160 --> 0:50:02.320
<v Speaker 1>when she was young. She was I've seen shots of

0:50:02.640 --> 0:50:05.200
<v Speaker 1>people forget that about Whitelaw because she played you know,

0:50:05.320 --> 0:50:09.000
<v Speaker 1>the wacky nun and the almend nanny and the almend

0:50:09.520 --> 0:50:14.200
<v Speaker 1>very severe and very kind of scary, the older, middle

0:50:14.239 --> 0:50:17.320
<v Speaker 1>aged Billy Whitelaw. But young Billy Whitelaw. I looked online

0:50:17.320 --> 0:50:21.160
<v Speaker 1>and there was She's like ravish, She's like the smugging

0:50:21.320 --> 0:50:23.160
<v Speaker 1>musty and you know, and she played that when she

0:50:23.160 --> 0:50:26.440
<v Speaker 1>did Happy Days as well. You know, she was no

0:50:26.640 --> 0:50:29.680
<v Speaker 1>kind of character church. She was a leading lady when

0:50:29.719 --> 0:50:31.719
<v Speaker 1>she was when she was younger. But but so you

0:50:31.800 --> 0:50:33.640
<v Speaker 1>finally met her. So I met her, and we greeted

0:50:33.680 --> 0:50:35.880
<v Speaker 1>each other like a long lost war veterans, and it

0:50:35.960 --> 0:50:40.759
<v Speaker 1>was just this immediate access, comrade. Yeah, and you know,

0:50:40.760 --> 0:50:43.479
<v Speaker 1>we were straight into the most intimate details. And where

0:50:43.480 --> 0:50:45.040
<v Speaker 1>did you go on? What did you think of this?

0:50:45.120 --> 0:50:47.080
<v Speaker 1>And you know, when did you swallow? Did you feel

0:50:47.120 --> 0:50:49.320
<v Speaker 1>like a Pelican? Yes? Or did I you know? And

0:50:49.640 --> 0:50:51.920
<v Speaker 1>and also I asked her a lot about Beckett and stuff.

0:50:52.000 --> 0:50:54.680
<v Speaker 1>And I'm so lucky. And if there's anything I can

0:50:54.680 --> 0:50:56.720
<v Speaker 1>ever pass on to any other actor in the future,

0:50:56.719 --> 0:50:59.160
<v Speaker 1>if they ever want anything for me, is to remove

0:50:59.200 --> 0:51:02.160
<v Speaker 1>all the am I all that swear? No, I'll think

0:51:02.160 --> 0:51:05.960
<v Speaker 1>of something to remove all the kind of rubbish. If

0:51:05.960 --> 0:51:07.920
<v Speaker 1>you don't swear, I'm going to be upset now all

0:51:07.920 --> 0:51:12.480
<v Speaker 1>the bullshit surrounding Beckett. I can do better. But well,

0:51:15.040 --> 0:51:17.680
<v Speaker 1>but but if we can remove all of that and

0:51:17.719 --> 0:51:19.759
<v Speaker 1>really get down to the crux of the matter, to

0:51:19.840 --> 0:51:24.640
<v Speaker 1>the truth, like I'm only beginning to find out, actually,

0:51:24.680 --> 0:51:27.879
<v Speaker 1>And I think Beckett is what has taught me this

0:51:28.440 --> 0:51:31.600
<v Speaker 1>Beckett and maybe a few other things, but I don't

0:51:31.640 --> 0:51:35.080
<v Speaker 1>know if I really knew what truth sounded like. And

0:51:35.120 --> 0:51:37.960
<v Speaker 1>being Irish, we can pretend to be all hard in

0:51:38.000 --> 0:51:41.120
<v Speaker 1>your sleeve and sure we're so open and you know,

0:51:41.600 --> 0:51:46.200
<v Speaker 1>and that's an act, but when you hear real truth,

0:51:47.600 --> 0:51:52.840
<v Speaker 1>you can't argue with that. And Beckett is the type

0:51:52.840 --> 0:51:55.719
<v Speaker 1>of artists that if you try and bring him anything

0:51:55.800 --> 0:51:58.359
<v Speaker 1>less than that, he hangs you out today. But how

0:51:58.400 --> 0:52:00.040
<v Speaker 1>do you feel, because I want to get back to

0:52:01.080 --> 0:52:02.880
<v Speaker 1>the night of and then the three and then the

0:52:02.880 --> 0:52:05.160
<v Speaker 1>three pieces together, But how do you feel when you

0:52:05.239 --> 0:52:07.759
<v Speaker 1>say that? I want to read you a quote you

0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:11.000
<v Speaker 1>talk about how Beckett looked down the barrel of life

0:52:11.280 --> 0:52:13.040
<v Speaker 1>was a quote I got from here and you said,

0:52:13.080 --> 0:52:15.680
<v Speaker 1>I met David Hair recently, and he said he wasn't

0:52:15.680 --> 0:52:19.359
<v Speaker 1>convinced that Beckett believed his own worldview, that if he had,

0:52:19.360 --> 0:52:21.120
<v Speaker 1>he wouldn't have gotten out of bed in the morning.

0:52:21.120 --> 0:52:23.480
<v Speaker 1>The truth is he didn't often get out of bed.

0:52:23.520 --> 0:52:26.680
<v Speaker 1>He was depressive, he was considered maladjusted. He suffered a

0:52:26.680 --> 0:52:29.680
<v Speaker 1>great deal. And people have said to me, meaning you

0:52:29.680 --> 0:52:32.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, Beckett's a very cruel writer. It might be

0:52:32.480 --> 0:52:34.399
<v Speaker 1>okay for him to describe the world in that way,

0:52:34.400 --> 0:52:36.960
<v Speaker 1>but the rest of us need our delusions unquote. Well,

0:52:36.960 --> 0:52:39.000
<v Speaker 1>there's a certain amount of truth in that, but once

0:52:39.040 --> 0:52:41.319
<v Speaker 1>you've looked down the barrel of life that way, it's

0:52:41.440 --> 0:52:45.640
<v Speaker 1>very hard to forget what you've seen. Now, how do

0:52:45.680 --> 0:52:47.600
<v Speaker 1>you think this is going to affect your work? Meaning

0:52:47.600 --> 0:52:50.320
<v Speaker 1>when you do something that's as raw or whatever adjective

0:52:50.360 --> 0:52:52.480
<v Speaker 1>you want to use, that's as truthful. That was the

0:52:52.520 --> 0:52:54.239
<v Speaker 1>word you I think you use when you do a

0:52:54.280 --> 0:52:56.920
<v Speaker 1>piece that reaches into you the way this has reached

0:52:56.920 --> 0:53:01.239
<v Speaker 1>into you. What do you do when you go to work?

0:53:01.239 --> 0:53:06.440
<v Speaker 1>And it's not that I don't know, you know? And

0:53:06.480 --> 0:53:11.160
<v Speaker 1>I remember after meeting Billy, she wanted to direct me.

0:53:11.280 --> 0:53:15.600
<v Speaker 1>She wanted to pass on Beckett's notes and I had

0:53:15.640 --> 0:53:18.200
<v Speaker 1>been trying to do Beckett as I thought beck it

0:53:18.280 --> 0:53:21.440
<v Speaker 1>should be done. You know, I had heard no color

0:53:21.640 --> 0:53:24.520
<v Speaker 1>and don't act, and I was trying to kind of

0:53:24.520 --> 0:53:26.880
<v Speaker 1>put this kind of monotone and not be too indulgent.

0:53:26.960 --> 0:53:30.200
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I come from a strict classical ballet world,

0:53:30.640 --> 0:53:33.960
<v Speaker 1>so I was adopting that kind of control and technique

0:53:34.000 --> 0:53:36.000
<v Speaker 1>and not trying to be flashy in all of that

0:53:36.080 --> 0:53:39.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of stuff. And Billy said, what are you doing?

0:53:40.160 --> 0:53:43.960
<v Speaker 1>Bring that all in? Because I was resisting these urges

0:53:44.280 --> 0:53:48.000
<v Speaker 1>my own landscape, you know, my own sense of home

0:53:48.239 --> 0:53:51.200
<v Speaker 1>and what that provokes in me. To bring that all in,

0:53:52.320 --> 0:53:54.840
<v Speaker 1>And then the piece just started to sing and it

0:53:54.960 --> 0:53:58.640
<v Speaker 1>was unlike anything that had been done before and not

0:53:58.840 --> 0:54:03.799
<v Speaker 1>I and it worked. So Billy Billy into thousand and

0:54:03.880 --> 0:54:08.080
<v Speaker 1>nine directed the version I did solo then without any director,

0:54:08.239 --> 0:54:10.840
<v Speaker 1>and the night or the week I was opening, she

0:54:10.880 --> 0:54:14.560
<v Speaker 1>went into hospital and that was it. And she's so

0:54:14.719 --> 0:54:17.480
<v Speaker 1>desperate to pass on the notes. But I read a

0:54:17.520 --> 0:54:20.120
<v Speaker 1>review that night and it said, this is going to

0:54:20.160 --> 0:54:22.759
<v Speaker 1>spoil her for anything else. I don't be daff for

0:54:22.840 --> 0:54:25.439
<v Speaker 1>Christ's sake, you know, beck And it's highly disciplined work,

0:54:25.480 --> 0:54:28.440
<v Speaker 1>but you know, you can't have a symphony all the time.

0:54:28.480 --> 0:54:32.359
<v Speaker 1>You can have occasional pop song. He does. Once you've

0:54:32.360 --> 0:54:37.360
<v Speaker 1>tasted truth to that level, once you've had the most multifaceted,

0:54:37.480 --> 0:54:42.719
<v Speaker 1>expansive landscape to work in, you're completely spoiled. So they

0:54:42.760 --> 0:54:45.480
<v Speaker 1>strap you in when you do the three pieces, not

0:54:45.640 --> 0:54:48.279
<v Speaker 1>I as the first, and then you take off the

0:54:48.280 --> 0:54:50.640
<v Speaker 1>makeup and the you do the other two pieces two minutes.

0:54:51.040 --> 0:54:54.000
<v Speaker 1>You d rig from that I in two minute, then

0:54:54.040 --> 0:54:56.239
<v Speaker 1>go and do the other piece. So you're strapped in

0:54:56.360 --> 0:54:58.200
<v Speaker 1>and you're in the on the launch pad there and

0:54:58.239 --> 0:55:01.759
<v Speaker 1>it's five four three two go? Do you get it?

0:55:01.840 --> 0:55:04.839
<v Speaker 1>Letter perfect? Every night more or less there's the out

0:55:04.840 --> 0:55:07.160
<v Speaker 1>on my skip a section, you know, a little two

0:55:07.160 --> 0:55:09.040
<v Speaker 1>words or something like that, and give my stage manager

0:55:09.040 --> 0:55:10.919
<v Speaker 1>a heart attack because you can find it. She can't

0:55:10.960 --> 0:55:13.520
<v Speaker 1>keep up at that kind of speed. But it's terrifying

0:55:13.520 --> 0:55:15.919
<v Speaker 1>because you know it is a tightrope act. If I

0:55:16.000 --> 0:55:20.279
<v Speaker 1>trip up or make mistake, have killed the piece. But

0:55:20.440 --> 0:55:25.719
<v Speaker 1>what happens, and this is where I feel like I'm

0:55:25.760 --> 0:55:29.200
<v Speaker 1>an element. So there I am unable to move our

0:55:29.400 --> 0:55:33.480
<v Speaker 1>ce or here, and I take flight. So while the

0:55:33.520 --> 0:55:38.200
<v Speaker 1>audience are experiencing this hallucinations, all the exit signs are

0:55:38.200 --> 0:55:41.319
<v Speaker 1>taken out, every led, everything is just blacked out. And

0:55:41.360 --> 0:55:45.520
<v Speaker 1>they're experiencing this optical illusion of these lips hovering about

0:55:45.560 --> 0:55:48.200
<v Speaker 1>the stage and moving rapidly, are coming really close to them,

0:55:48.200 --> 0:55:51.080
<v Speaker 1>are going further away, and just moving like a spaceship.

0:55:51.880 --> 0:55:56.480
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm taking flight. And that's a bizarre

0:55:56.560 --> 0:56:00.480
<v Speaker 1>experience where I feel I'm circling around the old storium.

0:56:00.600 --> 0:56:04.560
<v Speaker 1>It's a bizarre experience. Then two minutes to decompress, if

0:56:04.560 --> 0:56:06.320
<v Speaker 1>you will, to go to the next piece. And the

0:56:06.360 --> 0:56:09.080
<v Speaker 1>next piece is What Footfalls, And that's a piece about what,

0:56:09.800 --> 0:56:12.160
<v Speaker 1>among other things. It's like a chamber piece of music,

0:56:12.200 --> 0:56:15.799
<v Speaker 1>but it's an exploration of trauma and conflict. Well, it's

0:56:15.800 --> 0:56:19.560
<v Speaker 1>a jew log with myself, with my mother in my head,

0:56:19.719 --> 0:56:24.480
<v Speaker 1>the critic, and it's it's this call and response, you know,

0:56:24.520 --> 0:56:28.040
<v Speaker 1>Beckett described as kind of thogy. She's trying to kill

0:56:28.160 --> 0:56:31.040
<v Speaker 1>the voice in her head, the oppressor, the critics. And

0:56:31.120 --> 0:56:33.560
<v Speaker 1>what's the third piece, rock a Bye, which is like

0:56:33.880 --> 0:56:43.759
<v Speaker 1>um being rocked to death, summoning death. Well, I think

0:56:43.800 --> 0:56:49.120
<v Speaker 1>death is summoning her. Are you afraid to die? Well?

0:56:49.160 --> 0:56:52.400
<v Speaker 1>The thing about Beckett's characters, they kind of laugh, of death.

0:56:52.960 --> 0:56:57.959
<v Speaker 1>They've been well, they've been dead already. You know, these

0:56:57.960 --> 0:57:01.239
<v Speaker 1>works are a kind of haunting. I don't know, I

0:57:01.320 --> 0:57:03.560
<v Speaker 1>kind of feel the death or among us, you know,

0:57:04.719 --> 0:57:08.120
<v Speaker 1>either in our minds or in the ether. You do

0:57:08.200 --> 0:57:11.000
<v Speaker 1>these pieces, and you do especially not I, which is

0:57:11.040 --> 0:57:14.040
<v Speaker 1>this very difficult piece in your personal life? Without getting

0:57:14.040 --> 0:57:18.000
<v Speaker 1>two personal do you like things to be when Lisa

0:57:18.080 --> 0:57:20.120
<v Speaker 1>Dwan goes home? Does she like everything to be nice

0:57:20.160 --> 0:57:23.600
<v Speaker 1>and easy? What do you like? A complex and challenging

0:57:23.680 --> 0:57:28.440
<v Speaker 1>in all things? I tend to gravitate towards those. You know.

0:57:28.480 --> 0:57:30.160
<v Speaker 1>My mother said that would you stopped doing that now,

0:57:30.200 --> 0:57:35.680
<v Speaker 1>you'd be like Joan Crawford comedy next, you know. But

0:57:36.040 --> 0:57:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I guess one of the things I find hard, And

0:57:39.120 --> 0:57:40.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to sound like one of those kind

0:57:40.600 --> 0:57:43.760
<v Speaker 1>of winging women, but I do find it hard when

0:57:43.800 --> 0:57:46.800
<v Speaker 1>people present I I went to see Angels in America.

0:57:46.800 --> 0:57:50.560
<v Speaker 1>Amazing play. What a poet, What a poet, what amazing

0:57:50.680 --> 0:57:55.440
<v Speaker 1>nuanced roles? Faceted? Yeah is the Eva who but all

0:57:55.480 --> 0:58:00.280
<v Speaker 1>these amazing complex roles for men. The women get the

0:58:00.320 --> 0:58:06.360
<v Speaker 1>two stereotypes, the hysterical wife and the mother. Rosenberg is

0:58:06.360 --> 0:58:11.800
<v Speaker 1>in there. Well, it's frustration. Well, we're gonna get to

0:58:11.800 --> 0:58:16.720
<v Speaker 1>that lastly. But what has Beckett? What has the truth

0:58:17.320 --> 0:58:20.560
<v Speaker 1>or truths that Beckett compels us to look at or

0:58:20.680 --> 0:58:23.240
<v Speaker 1>stare down if you will. What's it told you about

0:58:23.320 --> 0:58:27.600
<v Speaker 1>being Irish? Oh? I don't know much about what it

0:58:27.640 --> 0:58:30.120
<v Speaker 1>means to be Irish. To be honest, I have a

0:58:30.120 --> 0:58:33.400
<v Speaker 1>complex relationship with Ireland, does becketted? You know, kind of

0:58:33.440 --> 0:58:37.200
<v Speaker 1>loving and loathing of the place. You love about it?

0:58:38.080 --> 0:58:44.720
<v Speaker 1>The poetry, the poetry in the everyday language at humor um,

0:58:44.800 --> 0:58:48.760
<v Speaker 1>the beauty of the music, you know, the inherent music

0:58:48.920 --> 0:58:55.240
<v Speaker 1>and poetry. Oh, the small mindedness, the tall poppy syndrome,

0:58:55.360 --> 0:58:59.880
<v Speaker 1>the misogyny. I sound like such an angry feminist. And

0:59:00.160 --> 0:59:02.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe it's a phase I'm going through. Open When you

0:59:02.480 --> 0:59:04.840
<v Speaker 1>say face, is it something you felt this way throughout

0:59:05.360 --> 0:59:07.000
<v Speaker 1>You've been acting for a while now, have you have

0:59:07.080 --> 0:59:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you felt this? I don't think I had the balls

0:59:10.240 --> 0:59:13.360
<v Speaker 1>to put my finger on it. And I'm nowhere near

0:59:13.440 --> 0:59:17.800
<v Speaker 1>your level or anybody's. But you know where you can

0:59:17.840 --> 0:59:22.760
<v Speaker 1>actually just allow yourself, give yourself permission to have a viewpoint.

0:59:23.480 --> 0:59:27.360
<v Speaker 1>And I suppose Beckett's kind of pushed me in that

0:59:27.440 --> 0:59:31.120
<v Speaker 1>direction where I start to notice things. No, you're trying

0:59:31.160 --> 0:59:34.880
<v Speaker 1>to squeeze me into this little box. You can't come

0:59:34.960 --> 0:59:39.600
<v Speaker 1>at truth from that direction. You know, it comes from

0:59:39.640 --> 0:59:43.520
<v Speaker 1>another place. And that's what Beckett has taught me more

0:59:43.560 --> 0:59:47.480
<v Speaker 1>than anything. I had to use my personal landscape, my

0:59:47.520 --> 0:59:54.760
<v Speaker 1>own story, the wounds of I don't know, rejection, whatever

0:59:54.880 --> 0:59:59.000
<v Speaker 1>I grew up with. I use those, you know, really

0:59:59.320 --> 1:00:02.800
<v Speaker 1>ordinary things, these these wounds, these weapons. And when the

1:00:02.800 --> 1:00:05.840
<v Speaker 1>bell goes and footfalls, I picked those gaps and they

1:00:05.880 --> 1:00:08.520
<v Speaker 1>bleed up. Well, let me just mention this because we're

1:00:08.560 --> 1:00:10.120
<v Speaker 1>going to run out of time, and I want to say,

1:00:11.760 --> 1:00:14.720
<v Speaker 1>you have a lot of energy. You have a lot

1:00:14.760 --> 1:00:16.920
<v Speaker 1>of creative energy. I mean, you're like a real you

1:00:16.960 --> 1:00:20.000
<v Speaker 1>know flame, you know, and in your work you're doing

1:00:20.040 --> 1:00:22.960
<v Speaker 1>this remarkably difficult work, and it's remarkably precise work, and

1:00:23.000 --> 1:00:27.160
<v Speaker 1>this remarkably disciplined work that you're nailing. I mean, people are,

1:00:27.200 --> 1:00:29.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, lauding you and saying, well, these wonderful things.

1:00:29.680 --> 1:00:34.560
<v Speaker 1>But you are someone who, as I said to you before,

1:00:34.720 --> 1:00:38.880
<v Speaker 1>there are princesses of the theater, which they have a

1:00:38.920 --> 1:00:41.800
<v Speaker 1>seat here in New York for you. They got a

1:00:41.840 --> 1:00:44.960
<v Speaker 1>seat here for you. They're ready for you. You come here,

1:00:45.040 --> 1:00:47.439
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna work. You're gonna work and work and play

1:00:47.480 --> 1:00:50.440
<v Speaker 1>great roles and whether you do head of Gabbler or whatever.

1:00:50.440 --> 1:00:52.440
<v Speaker 1>You they had a lot of parts here for you

1:00:52.520 --> 1:00:57.360
<v Speaker 1>to play. So what are you moving here? That's really

1:00:57.440 --> 1:00:59.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of what do you need the name of a broker?

1:00:59.480 --> 1:01:04.720
<v Speaker 1>I have? I need everything? You should come here. I'd

1:01:04.720 --> 1:01:06.720
<v Speaker 1>love to come here, But there's no. But no, that

1:01:06.800 --> 1:01:08.480
<v Speaker 1>doesn't that that doesn't mean there's there's going to be

1:01:08.560 --> 1:01:15.000
<v Speaker 1>opportunity here, not necessarily happiness. Oh I've given up. See

1:01:15.080 --> 1:01:21.400
<v Speaker 1>that that's the Irish landscape. What's that? I wouldn't recognize

1:01:21.440 --> 1:01:23.560
<v Speaker 1>it a bit in the urs. Well, i'll tell you what.

1:01:23.800 --> 1:01:26.600
<v Speaker 1>That's another thing about Beckett. You know, he's hilarious and

1:01:26.640 --> 1:01:28.760
<v Speaker 1>he laughs at our situation. But you know what, he

1:01:28.840 --> 1:01:32.640
<v Speaker 1>doesn't sell us anything. He doesn't he doesn't sell us anything.

1:01:32.720 --> 1:01:36.600
<v Speaker 1>And well, he's at war with sentimentality and he has

1:01:36.640 --> 1:01:39.880
<v Speaker 1>taught me what you know, emotional gangsters are. He's been

1:01:39.880 --> 1:01:42.600
<v Speaker 1>great at helping me not pick the duds that I

1:01:43.280 --> 1:01:47.439
<v Speaker 1>used to draw in the past, you know, And he's

1:01:47.440 --> 1:01:49.959
<v Speaker 1>been greater kind of helping me to thine own self

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<v Speaker 1>be true. It's a big eye opener, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>I could move to a place like New York with

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of strong sense of myself and maybe not

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<v Speaker 1>fall apart if things don't work out as planned. I

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<v Speaker 1>have a hunch things will work out very well for

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<v Speaker 1>Lisa Dwan if she makes the move. She'll have another

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<v Speaker 1>chance to try out New York living when she performs

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<v Speaker 1>two more Beckett pieces at Lincoln Center this fall. Billy

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<v Speaker 1>Whitelaw will not be there to guide Dwan. The actress

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<v Speaker 1>passed away in December last year. This is Alec Baldwin

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<v Speaker 1>you're listening to. Here's the thing