WEBVTT - Episode 376: Triple M (Feat. Malcolm Mays)

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<v Speaker 1>What's up? It's lift service. I'm into lay, I'm G

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<v Speaker 1>G Maguire, I'm a b M. I'm Laura Mura. That's

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<v Speaker 1>like roll in prison. But where's yours? I'lcolm's sunny? Malcolm made?

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<v Speaker 1>You got to say your phone name? You can just

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<v Speaker 1>say Malcolm. Why do you feel like class? Bros? Happenings?

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<v Speaker 1>All right? What do I look at? Who do I

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<v Speaker 1>say to? Just say? You know, just say it? Oh Malcolm, meet, y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate your thank you for coming. We are so excited

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<v Speaker 1>to have you. Because you know, Raising Cannon is my show.

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<v Speaker 1>There's not a lot of shows that I watched every

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<v Speaker 1>single week, but on Sundays I watched it early, like

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<v Speaker 1>on demand all the time, yes, like twelve o'clock and

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<v Speaker 1>in the morning as soon as it come up. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I do, because, first of all, be sleeping night, but

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<v Speaker 1>also because I'm like, all right, you know this is

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<v Speaker 1>my show, and I know you're filming, so I know

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<v Speaker 1>you make it through the season. Wait, wait, hold on,

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<v Speaker 1>you know to tell people that, well I already read

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<v Speaker 1>it in you know people know that, right, Okay, I'm alive,

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<v Speaker 1>so you know you don't know. I don't know I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really be caring either. I ain't because I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>no disrespect. I feel like they've already given me so much.

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<v Speaker 1>My life already been blessed, my family already been changed financially.

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<v Speaker 1>So you'll chip me if you want to, I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>get another job. So I appreciated it. It was great.

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<v Speaker 1>But you've been working all this time. I mean you've

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<v Speaker 1>been on Snowfall, You've been in like, You've done a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>You've written I know, New Jack City, we talked about

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<v Speaker 1>that previously, the sequel. So I feel like, is this

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<v Speaker 1>your biggest payday so far? Uh? Oh, that's a that's

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<v Speaker 1>a way I'm supposed to. Wait. I mean when you

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<v Speaker 1>said they've given you a lot, I'm like, given me

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<v Speaker 1>a lot because you know where some things are more

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<v Speaker 1>than money, you know, like something walking through our community,

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<v Speaker 1>my boy slum lower with me, So shout out to

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<v Speaker 1>the section, Shout out to the jungles. You know that's home.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. Being able to walk through my my neighborhood

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<v Speaker 1>and have people you know, really invested, like really know

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<v Speaker 1>who I am in my section in my city is

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<v Speaker 1>nothing like having a billboard over the four or five

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<v Speaker 1>you came from l A. When you really from l A,

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<v Speaker 1>lu lu Yeah, it was like my face was over

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<v Speaker 1>the four or five. Like that's different. You can't be

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<v Speaker 1>like Hollywood everywhere, and like I'm really I went to

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<v Speaker 1>like seven different high schools. I was like the kid

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<v Speaker 1>that went all over the city was really from the hood.

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<v Speaker 1>So when I when that happens, everybody's like calling my mama.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody's like, Oh, what's gonna have my daddy? He walking

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<v Speaker 1>around with his chest out now you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, he feels like, Yeah, it's really like the

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<v Speaker 1>most exciting thing is like for my parents to be

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<v Speaker 1>excited because I've been successful, like I've made money, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and where I'm from, Like not a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>make it from our particular section of Los Angeles, So

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<v Speaker 1>I've already been in my hood, like I got love

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<v Speaker 1>and stone up. So it's the larger cosmopolitan success just

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<v Speaker 1>like different. Yeah, and your bold at hell too, because

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<v Speaker 1>like even just your story from you just approaching people

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, because I think sometimes people would be intimidated,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to do the things that you've done, like

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<v Speaker 1>to approach like a John Singleton or to be like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna write and produce and direct this and as

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<v Speaker 1>a teenager, and he kind of banged on me. Actually

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<v Speaker 1>that's not, that's not fair, Like he was the one

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<v Speaker 1>who was bold, I was chilling. I was working at

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<v Speaker 1>Sony under the head of physical production, and he had

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship with him, and Nega didn't want to meet me.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't want to suck with me, like na noa.

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<v Speaker 1>And because you know how like when white people make

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<v Speaker 1>comps of people of color, you know, people of color

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<v Speaker 1>all be like, we're not all the same, We're not

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<v Speaker 1>a man living. So John was a big proponent of that.

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<v Speaker 1>So he'd be like, stopped telling people that this kid's

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<v Speaker 1>meet like, that's not that's not. At first I thought

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<v Speaker 1>he was being disrespectful, but what he was really trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do when I met him, he said, don't say

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna be me. Don't let nobody else say you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be me, because you right. And that was like

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<v Speaker 1>his since say yo, the way of like educating me

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<v Speaker 1>even before I met him. So when I finally met him,

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<v Speaker 1>because I had done something of of of Mary, then

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<v Speaker 1>he embraced me like I was his child. And that

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<v Speaker 1>was when it was like but he pressed me, he

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<v Speaker 1>like ran upon me, like so who who who the

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<v Speaker 1>fun you think you are? Like yeah, so he's a

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<v Speaker 1>good dude. Rest in peace miss him all right, And

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<v Speaker 1>I do like to talk about your back story too,

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<v Speaker 1>just because your uncle is, you know, Stanley two Key,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the founders of the Crips, him and Rain Washington. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's that's your mother's brother. Yeah, my grandmother, so yeah, yeah, absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>And then you grew up in a blood neighborhood. I did.

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<v Speaker 1>My godfather was t Rogers Rest in Peace. Yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>Lucky rest in peace, Lucky las Baby likes. And it

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<v Speaker 1>was It's tough because yeah, I just had a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of grace, Like a lot of people show me love.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't have that story, I'd be wanting, you

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<v Speaker 1>know how like rappers be like I have nothing in

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<v Speaker 1>the fridge, nobody will be like even if I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have nothing in the fridge, My community made sure I

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<v Speaker 1>ate you know that my my big homies, they was gangster.

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<v Speaker 1>But they was like you caught fades and got dped

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<v Speaker 1>and violated for not going to school. Like it was different. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a village because from the village, because this

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<v Speaker 1>has left service. All right, Now, what are the rules

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<v Speaker 1>when it comes to like if your crip a girl

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<v Speaker 1>is a blood, you're gonna get set up, knocked down

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<v Speaker 1>on the gig. Really, that's something good, dog. Yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not like I said, I mean we do. Wait, so

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<v Speaker 1>what do you think? Because it's like Romeo and Juliette,

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<v Speaker 1>like the Montacus and the Capitulat, people like because we

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<v Speaker 1>have you know, we got beat dogs fight beat dogs.

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<v Speaker 1>We got rips fighting chrips like what people don't understand,

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<v Speaker 1>especially in Gang bang in which I hate to like

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<v Speaker 1>make this the centrifugal force of this conversation, but crips

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<v Speaker 1>for crip. First, the first gang like war was between

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<v Speaker 1>two crips X. It wasn't bloods first a matter of fact,

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<v Speaker 1>like bloods weren't even blood yet. There was just like

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<v Speaker 1>a section like paroules like they was just different. So

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<v Speaker 1>it was just the nigs who didn't want to join,

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<v Speaker 1>and they got into it first. So it's always been

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<v Speaker 1>in fighting, like any government body that's being formed early,

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<v Speaker 1>like everybody be fighting. So at some point it becomes territory.

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<v Speaker 1>And if a girl from a certain territory, like man,

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<v Speaker 1>we were stalled life on that on that two twelve,

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<v Speaker 1>that two ten bus trying to get to some pussy.

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<v Speaker 1>We ain't handle business show for shure, but it builds character,

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't make you think twice Like I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>I should go talk to her because yeah, if you

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<v Speaker 1>were ye, if you you ain't gonna like if you

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<v Speaker 1>excuse me, uh where I'm from? You mean someone who

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't have to me it's my last name. I gotta explain,

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<v Speaker 1>like I need, I need a whole book of like so,

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<v Speaker 1>so a year is like basically a man of who

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<v Speaker 1>lacks character or resolve. If you ain't gonna you don't

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<v Speaker 1>change that, I gotta take that. But no, no, not

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<v Speaker 1>for you, like I gotta you're not you're you're you

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<v Speaker 1>know you're rebranding, but everybody else, if it's a man

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<v Speaker 1>and you get called the year is pretty disrespectful. So

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<v Speaker 1>like it just means if you're not if you don't

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<v Speaker 1>have no heart to go step out and do something,

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<v Speaker 1>like you're not gonna go, Like I never really was

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<v Speaker 1>scared to like if it meant my life. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're young, the vagina is everything, So like you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna risk your life for that one time to go

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<v Speaker 1>all the way to like wherever areas. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>when we were all young, we risk our lives for

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<v Speaker 1>the opposite, like for we were dating, because I think

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<v Speaker 1>about things that I did when I was young. The

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<v Speaker 1>funk was I thinking? Right, neighborhood? I was never from

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<v Speaker 1>the hood, and I used to be all through all

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<v Speaker 1>the hood. Now, well did yeah we need a story.

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<v Speaker 1>I want yours because you seem like you over your

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<v Speaker 1>whole ship already know he was terrible. She really wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>what she don't listen to her, don't listen to her.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the where was the square square? Well, I

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<v Speaker 1>was gonna say you again, that's not just someone who

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't because up and down Flatbush and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I wasn't, like you know, I was. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna lie. I was taking advantage of really yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean as an adult. I know I was at the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't think I was, but like I was just

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<v Speaker 1>I was up in on the streets. I just was

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<v Speaker 1>the girl that, like my friends would want to fight

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<v Speaker 1>me because I didn't want to jump into fights. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yo, I'm not jumping her like she didn't

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<v Speaker 1>do nothing. And then they'll fight me because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to jump in. Yeah, but I think about a guy.

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<v Speaker 1>What would guys like? Nah, I was a tomboy, but

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<v Speaker 1>those were the perfect ones. You did something well, seems

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<v Speaker 1>So this is the thing that my mom tricked me

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<v Speaker 1>and moved me from New York to Miami without telling me.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I just landed in Miami and was like, welcome home.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, wait what And coming from New York going

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<v Speaker 1>to Miami, it's a whole different lifestyle. That's when I

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<v Speaker 1>realized there's racism. That's when I realized there's black white hispanic.

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<v Speaker 1>You also learned about Dick clear because about because there's nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a child, I have a black leaving from

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<v Speaker 1>New York. Like when they come to the house, excuse me.

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<v Speaker 1>So he tryed to fight people when they try to

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<v Speaker 1>get at you. You know what, it's not to the

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<v Speaker 1>point where like he understands that I'm a young mom.

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<v Speaker 1>You get what I'm saying, Like at first, anybody put

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<v Speaker 1>anything in my comments, that's crazy. He's going like he's

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<v Speaker 1>like I've had again. Laura, Laura, Laura right there with

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<v Speaker 1>the two herds. I'm just playing, she said, I but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like it was different. It was like I know it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It's different. It's like moving from New York going to

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<v Speaker 1>Miami or going to the South. It's more like kids

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<v Speaker 1>are doing things he cooked. He ain't gonna make it

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<v Speaker 1>high school got bro. Hey look bro, you hold your mama, damn.

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<v Speaker 1>But she put you in positions. Bro, this don't take

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<v Speaker 1>every fade. It's not your it's not your fault. You

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<v Speaker 1>just gotta find as mama. Just this ain't yeh mom, Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>poppy artistic photos. You see this one artistic photos. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna show you these curbs. It's yeah, it worse horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>My mom was like that. She was horrible. Hole wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>when guys like you know if she was dating my mom,

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<v Speaker 1>Well my mom, that's what I got. I got treated differently.

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<v Speaker 1>My mama didn't bring no men in the house ever.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even remember her like like my pops, like

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<v Speaker 1>I told you on Breast Club, my mom and my

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<v Speaker 1>dad still date. So like there was a separation period

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<v Speaker 1>and then they got back together. So like my mom

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<v Speaker 1>was fine forever. She was thirty forever, and she never

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<v Speaker 1>told me her age. So until I started handling business

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<v Speaker 1>for the house, I didn't even know how old she was,

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<v Speaker 1>so men was hollering at her in the car and

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<v Speaker 1>the Ford Explorer like I'm like teen, and she like

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<v Speaker 1>them like leave my mom. I remember I popped out.

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<v Speaker 1>We was at what County build and she was working

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<v Speaker 1>at good Will. I must have went off on one

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<v Speaker 1>of the little workers, like I went crazy, like good

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<v Speaker 1>Will crazy. He gets we'll go to the store and

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<v Speaker 1>we'll get to the frank. He's like my, They're like my,

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, yeah, my mom. Say though, when you would

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<v Speaker 1>get like my mother, at some point it became like

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<v Speaker 1>at first I was a good kids, so I was sweet,

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<v Speaker 1>SO was different, like I had a mouth for me,

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<v Speaker 1>but I didn't have a hand yet. But then when

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<v Speaker 1>I developed the hands at thirteen, it was open. She

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't say nothing. We got beat up at first. That's

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<v Speaker 1>how you learned how to fight. You get hit in

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<v Speaker 1>the face. Who did you go to when it came

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<v Speaker 1>to you learning about sexual mom or your dad street Street.

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<v Speaker 1>That's really a crazy education. Mann, think about it. Until

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<v Speaker 1>right now, I didn't really know. I don't know this

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<v Speaker 1>is counch. Something wrong with this counch. It's not supposed

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<v Speaker 1>to be up. I never thought would you just make

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<v Speaker 1>fun of how I count? Yes, I did. That's wild.

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<v Speaker 1>Do I say it weird county again? You put an

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<v Speaker 1>end in it, like my cousins. I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>being finished your story. Yeah, yeah, I didn't know. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even think about it. My mother didn't really like

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<v Speaker 1>talk to me about sex, like she she gave me

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<v Speaker 1>to run down, like, don't bring no babies here that

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<v Speaker 1>you can't take care of. Don't make me no my

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<v Speaker 1>grandmother getting really about sex. My mama said, you can

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<v Speaker 1>like girls that don't look like me, but don't bring

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<v Speaker 1>nobody home that don't look like me. Because she was racist.

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<v Speaker 1>Now she's cool, now she raising she said you that way, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, that's a touchy subject for me, such

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<v Speaker 1>a subject because like it's not like my personal preferences

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<v Speaker 1>being displayed on screen. So I like people really, but

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<v Speaker 1>because of you know, black women, they had a hard

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<v Speaker 1>like women of color have had about it. What black

0:12:23.320 --> 0:12:38.880
<v Speaker 1>girls were you with them? Exactly? White pass you requested that.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen listen last episode. Listen. Look, I say it like this,

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<v Speaker 1>my penis is the u N but my heart is racist,

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<v Speaker 1>my heart black. I just like black women or women

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<v Speaker 1>of color of any kind. But like I've never really

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<v Speaker 1>like had a preference for I Like white people are cool.

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<v Speaker 1>You know they're cool. They like I'm not. I'm not,

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<v Speaker 1>but it doesn't represent me properly to pretend as if

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<v Speaker 1>I'll really be out here just smashing women. You're marrying

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<v Speaker 1>a white woman and having conversations and like I can,

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<v Speaker 1>I can operate, but I'm not gonna feel at home

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<v Speaker 1>and even like I'll put like this black women on

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<v Speaker 1>number one, but I do gotta think for like Dominicans

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<v Speaker 1>of berto Ricans and ship after like I can't lie,

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<v Speaker 1>like if you if you had slave trade blood in

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<v Speaker 1>your in your ship, I can you know if anybody

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<v Speaker 1>we can we can get the yes I thought was

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<v Speaker 1>I am black. I tell people all the time, like

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<v Speaker 1>my family and funt with me the way they should

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<v Speaker 1>have because I was the dark like I was the black,

0:13:42.080 --> 0:13:46.280
<v Speaker 1>and I always like I felt more comfortable around black people.

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<v Speaker 1>I was treated at home the dark skin. Yeah see

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<v Speaker 1>that like that ship they're be doing right because it

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<v Speaker 1>was fuck niggas. And that's why y'all look like this.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why y'all got hair curls and asks. It's because

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<v Speaker 1>of us this division. We're all one. I'm Chinese and black,

0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:11.520
<v Speaker 1>you know what it is? All that? Yeah, so we

0:14:11.640 --> 0:14:17.440
<v Speaker 1>know like in that house somebody also, let's because I

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<v Speaker 1>love the fact that and I know I sent you

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<v Speaker 1>this message, but I love the fact that on Raising

0:14:22.080 --> 0:14:25.800
<v Speaker 1>Cain and you do music on like you're a record

0:14:25.880 --> 0:14:28.280
<v Speaker 1>label owner and produce it on that show, because that

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<v Speaker 1>is really you in real life. Kind of yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>guess so, like I don't think you've killed anyone, but yeah,

0:14:37.000 --> 0:14:39.400
<v Speaker 1>talking about it. No, No, I'm a square nothing in

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<v Speaker 1>my life. A matter of fact, I'll stay in the line.

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<v Speaker 1>But did you love the fact that that was your

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<v Speaker 1>storyline too? I didn't Actually I thought it was corny

0:14:47.280 --> 0:14:49.920
<v Speaker 1>really like I love how they're doing it as a story,

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<v Speaker 1>But for me as a person, I'm like, oh damn, Now,

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<v Speaker 1>niggas gonna roll their rds when me and the homies

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<v Speaker 1>getting popping on it because like like right now we

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<v Speaker 1>have like three we have a lot of people from

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<v Speaker 1>the section popping, like baby, don't gal is we got

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<v Speaker 1>mone You got Slumlord over there, he's big in my

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<v Speaker 1>in my studio right now, young Jay. We had a

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of chucks to rest in peace Monnica infant, Like

0:15:06.400 --> 0:15:08.120
<v Speaker 1>we was really going like my city is really having

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<v Speaker 1>a kind of a a revamp of music, and so

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<v Speaker 1>when the show came out, it just kind of became

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<v Speaker 1>like the obvious thing, even though I've like had Grammy

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<v Speaker 1>nominations since I was like twenty, like, and so it

0:15:17.960 --> 0:15:20.040
<v Speaker 1>kind of was like people gonna wrote their eyes, you

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<v Speaker 1>know how they did only because I already knew you

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<v Speaker 1>did music though. Yeah, but like, yeah, I've been writing

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<v Speaker 1>records with Brent and ship like I'll be really, so,

0:15:30.720 --> 0:15:34.560
<v Speaker 1>what records did you write with role model? Um? But

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<v Speaker 1>but if I'm being completely honest, Brent don't let nobody

0:15:36.880 --> 0:15:39.080
<v Speaker 1>write for him with him like that. So it was

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<v Speaker 1>really an honor just to be in the room I

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<v Speaker 1>came in. He was one of our favorite lip Service episode. Yeah,

0:15:44.200 --> 0:15:45.600
<v Speaker 1>we try to. We try to watch it last night.

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<v Speaker 1>He'd be too cool, like he's such a you know

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<v Speaker 1>what it is? I love I love Brent because he's

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<v Speaker 1>like the perfect young nigger, Like he calmed, he's wise,

0:15:54.800 --> 0:15:57.120
<v Speaker 1>he takes in game. He'd be anxious, but he like

0:15:57.280 --> 0:15:59.960
<v Speaker 1>he really liked he say anything. He don't give an

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<v Speaker 1>That's why that's why he might Yeah, I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 1>He really liked that, like I really and he's mad humble,

0:16:06.840 --> 0:16:09.520
<v Speaker 1>like he'll just put up. When we was in Baltimore

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<v Speaker 1>at that one, he was like, Oh, I see you

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<v Speaker 1>about to be in the city. I'm about to pull up.

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<v Speaker 1>He like that, Yeah, if you're gonna do he's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do it. Sally, you man. And that's why we connect.

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<v Speaker 1>And the best video I ever saw him was when

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<v Speaker 1>he was about when they was fighting and he just

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I was like, wait, the one where he

0:16:26.000 --> 0:16:28.680
<v Speaker 1>was fighting. I got on fighting and yeah, because I

0:16:28.680 --> 0:16:30.080
<v Speaker 1>was about to be like, yeah, I got on his

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<v Speaker 1>ask about him and his brother tearing up ship because

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<v Speaker 1>they was like, y'all can't be out here beat niggas

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<v Speaker 1>up without us. Man, you out the way. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>like he'd be telling me like, bro, you're the bag,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you got to protect the bag of tripping like

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<v Speaker 1>you standing over and we'll pack the niggas out. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's my city. If something happen to you, we share

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<v Speaker 1>the same manager. We have the same manager, Tom Bas

0:16:49.880 --> 0:16:53.720
<v Speaker 1>then Jane andrews Um those are our management. So they're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna call me if he in l A. Something happened

0:16:56.320 --> 0:16:58.280
<v Speaker 1>you beat somebody up, they go to the car, something

0:16:58.280 --> 0:17:02.600
<v Speaker 1>serious happened, bro, like what with it? Kind of wild?

0:17:02.680 --> 0:17:06.560
<v Speaker 1>Right now? I was going to say that, A it's

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<v Speaker 1>so funny to us. It's just regularly like yeah, when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm there, I try not to do nothing and not be,

0:17:14.119 --> 0:17:17.280
<v Speaker 1>you know where I'm not supposed to be, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>just my my business. I like go to my room,

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<v Speaker 1>go to whatever I'm supposed to, just because I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like even in my hotel, right I was staying at

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<v Speaker 1>the one that's like my favorite one hotel of course. Yeah,

0:17:28.280 --> 0:17:29.720
<v Speaker 1>and so there I was like, I'm gonna go to

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<v Speaker 1>Pink Dot and grab something at the front. I say,

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<v Speaker 1>were like, yeah, right across the street. That's why you

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<v Speaker 1>because it was right across street. I needed tampon. Pink

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<v Speaker 1>Dot is like a delivery service with the ghetto ass

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<v Speaker 1>clown car and then delivered three literally right across the street,

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<v Speaker 1>and I needed to go. Yes, they told me not

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<v Speaker 1>to go. That's funny, And I was like, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>walk across the street to get tampons, yeah, because they

0:17:51.720 --> 0:17:54.520
<v Speaker 1>didn't have any at the desk. People hype it up

0:17:54.600 --> 0:17:57.040
<v Speaker 1>like like my city has always been dangerous. But I

0:17:57.160 --> 0:17:58.879
<v Speaker 1>told the homies. Just like three years ago when we

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<v Speaker 1>first started shooting raising and I told everybody, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>this is what's gonna happen. The worst thing the government

0:18:03.320 --> 0:18:05.440
<v Speaker 1>could have done was print overprint all that money and

0:18:05.480 --> 0:18:07.040
<v Speaker 1>give it away to people. That's what Trump did to

0:18:07.080 --> 0:18:09.200
<v Speaker 1>keep niggas from tripping. And so the moment that happened,

0:18:09.280 --> 0:18:12.439
<v Speaker 1>niggas went and brought shells, guns, straps and designer clothing

0:18:13.720 --> 0:18:15.920
<v Speaker 1>and they got no more money. So Nick's gonna be

0:18:15.960 --> 0:18:17.680
<v Speaker 1>robbing you in the or and that's what's gonna happen.

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<v Speaker 1>And less than six months later started remember a being

0:18:21.040 --> 0:18:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I was out with you. We went out beach. I

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<v Speaker 1>had an appearance right at Capital Postal. You know, black women,

0:18:30.520 --> 0:18:34.080
<v Speaker 1>she owns this mail delivery service. We can do you whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>So after where you know, some of some of my

0:18:36.680 --> 0:18:38.560
<v Speaker 1>friends came and they were like, we're gonna come. They

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<v Speaker 1>want to make sure it was good. We went out

0:18:39.960 --> 0:18:43.679
<v Speaker 1>to go eat. What happened, Well, we went back to

0:18:43.720 --> 0:18:46.679
<v Speaker 1>the hotel, we left, they went home and one of

0:18:46.720 --> 0:18:50.960
<v Speaker 1>them ended up getting rock gunpoint right right after we left.

0:18:51.119 --> 0:18:55.400
<v Speaker 1>Female guys and they were like, you guys, don't wanna

0:18:55.560 --> 0:18:57.480
<v Speaker 1>don't wanna come kick it and you were like, nah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to do that acting. When you said it,

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<v Speaker 1>say it again absolutely, like this act is not leaving,

0:19:08.840 --> 0:19:12.400
<v Speaker 1>it's not going anywhere anywhere. She moved to Alaman, New York. Yeah,

0:19:12.480 --> 0:19:15.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm in l A. Now what welcome to the appreciate

0:19:15.760 --> 0:19:28.800
<v Speaker 1>where or don't. Yeah, I ain't gonna pretend right now.

0:19:28.920 --> 0:19:30.240
<v Speaker 1>Like I say it right now, if you're with me

0:19:30.280 --> 0:19:31.720
<v Speaker 1>and my niggas, then you with me and my niggas.

0:19:31.760 --> 0:19:33.919
<v Speaker 1>But when you're outside of us, ain't nothing we can do.

0:19:34.359 --> 0:19:40.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm on my business because I'm from New York woman,

0:19:40.359 --> 0:19:44.320
<v Speaker 1>and you gotta go and alerts. So in l A.

0:19:44.480 --> 0:19:47.120
<v Speaker 1>It's not my city. And I'm also like, I don't

0:19:47.119 --> 0:19:50.359
<v Speaker 1>be outside. I'm not like my home body. I go

0:19:50.440 --> 0:19:55.160
<v Speaker 1>out when I need. But the city is kind of hot. K. Yeah,

0:19:55.200 --> 0:19:57.719
<v Speaker 1>it's hot. But I think also like there is a

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<v Speaker 1>lot going on. But to your point, that's what I

0:20:00.640 --> 0:20:03.040
<v Speaker 1>used to. But I think the Internet also heightens things

0:20:03.080 --> 0:20:06.280
<v Speaker 1>because you see videos like tweets and things. Yeah, because

0:20:06.280 --> 0:20:07.440
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, and this is the

0:20:07.640 --> 0:20:09.480
<v Speaker 1>shift I hate because like there's an election coming up.

0:20:09.520 --> 0:20:11.879
<v Speaker 1>We got caring bass running, we got even in New Jersey,

0:20:11.920 --> 0:20:13.800
<v Speaker 1>they're just have an election. Like there's there's like local

0:20:13.960 --> 0:20:16.600
<v Speaker 1>really important things for like things want to talk about

0:20:16.600 --> 0:20:19.960
<v Speaker 1>the presidency and like your local election matters more more

0:20:20.160 --> 0:20:23.160
<v Speaker 1>don't none of them is they marks? But but but listen,

0:20:23.200 --> 0:20:25.879
<v Speaker 1>it's not because they're bad people. It's your job. Like

0:20:25.920 --> 0:20:27.920
<v Speaker 1>if I talk about you, it's like if your music trash,

0:20:27.960 --> 0:20:29.440
<v Speaker 1>your music trash, I don't mean you a bad person,

0:20:29.800 --> 0:20:31.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So I feel away about politicians.

0:20:31.640 --> 0:20:33.680
<v Speaker 1>The problem is is when they're bad at their jobs,

0:20:33.680 --> 0:20:35.880
<v Speaker 1>me and Monius go to jail. More, me and Monigus

0:20:35.920 --> 0:20:38.200
<v Speaker 1>don't get resources. The children don't get to grow the

0:20:38.800 --> 0:20:41.240
<v Speaker 1>like women don't have access to fucking tample, like should

0:20:41.280 --> 0:20:43.440
<v Speaker 1>get stupid. So I get a little bit a bit

0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:46.320
<v Speaker 1>more upset. But with with the current elections coming up,

0:20:46.600 --> 0:20:49.919
<v Speaker 1>it's like this ship is important. It's very It definitely is.

0:20:49.960 --> 0:20:52.560
<v Speaker 1>I always say that. But it's also important for us

0:20:52.600 --> 0:20:55.679
<v Speaker 1>to be informed, you know, on who's running for and

0:20:55.720 --> 0:20:58.040
<v Speaker 1>also to make sure that we're not just voting, but

0:20:58.240 --> 0:21:00.960
<v Speaker 1>also after you when you know you're gonna vote for somebody,

0:21:01.280 --> 0:21:03.199
<v Speaker 1>let them know what it is that you expect from

0:21:03.200 --> 0:21:05.600
<v Speaker 1>them showing up for certain things, because like I hold

0:21:05.680 --> 0:21:08.640
<v Speaker 1>certain town halls, I don't see you know, I need

0:21:08.680 --> 0:21:11.000
<v Speaker 1>more of us to be there, because I've been at

0:21:11.040 --> 0:21:13.520
<v Speaker 1>town halls where they say I need this, I need that,

0:21:13.560 --> 0:21:15.199
<v Speaker 1>I need this, and they're like, Okay, there's somebody right

0:21:15.240 --> 0:21:17.119
<v Speaker 1>here right now who you can talk to, and like,

0:21:17.160 --> 0:21:19.679
<v Speaker 1>hole people accountable. You can't just vote and then expect

0:21:19.680 --> 0:21:21.879
<v Speaker 1>things to just change. You gotta step on it. But

0:21:21.920 --> 0:21:23.800
<v Speaker 1>it's it's tough. Like but that's what I'm saying about

0:21:23.800 --> 0:21:25.520
<v Speaker 1>the city, Like I don't want to give the impression

0:21:25.520 --> 0:21:28.520
<v Speaker 1>that the city is like purging. Like that's also just

0:21:28.600 --> 0:21:31.160
<v Speaker 1>like a counter, a counter. I don't like that about

0:21:31.160 --> 0:21:33.720
<v Speaker 1>anywhere outside of New York, though. I feel like when

0:21:33.760 --> 0:21:37.120
<v Speaker 1>I move around other places, I think, well, New York

0:21:37.160 --> 0:21:40.840
<v Speaker 1>has been crazy too, but I'm so I'm from here,

0:21:41.040 --> 0:21:44.320
<v Speaker 1>so like, how do you like being in New York? Well,

0:21:44.359 --> 0:21:47.479
<v Speaker 1>I don't like being away from home, Like in New

0:21:47.520 --> 0:21:49.399
<v Speaker 1>York has a bunch of ships to offer, but I

0:21:49.440 --> 0:21:53.280
<v Speaker 1>ain't going because like I'm not going and you know

0:21:53.440 --> 0:21:56.320
<v Speaker 1>your streets. Yeah, yeah, I'm out the way, like and

0:21:56.359 --> 0:21:57.959
<v Speaker 1>like we just tapped in with some homies out here,

0:21:58.000 --> 0:21:59.679
<v Speaker 1>like they kind of I'm moving around. But the one

0:21:59.720 --> 0:22:01.960
<v Speaker 1>time I go outside. I'm with the home girl who

0:22:01.960 --> 0:22:04.040
<v Speaker 1>like does business. She's a square, she don't get no problems.

0:22:04.119 --> 0:22:06.399
<v Speaker 1>Some nica grab her. I'm already on his bumper. So

0:22:06.480 --> 0:22:09.240
<v Speaker 1>like just going outside being with me, my face on

0:22:09.320 --> 0:22:12.320
<v Speaker 1>ship is different. NI is looking at you like a trophy.

0:22:12.760 --> 0:22:15.239
<v Speaker 1>And I know that the best way to stay out

0:22:15.240 --> 0:22:16.520
<v Speaker 1>the way is to stay out the way now because

0:22:16.560 --> 0:22:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna get hurt. But I'll be done done something somebody,

0:22:19.920 --> 0:22:22.240
<v Speaker 1>and God forbid something having meat. You know, I'm a

0:22:22.280 --> 0:22:24.439
<v Speaker 1>mama child. So but I say that to say that, like,

0:22:24.520 --> 0:22:26.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't want. I hate that we give this impression

0:22:26.280 --> 0:22:28.639
<v Speaker 1>that everything is a mad city. That's not the truth.

0:22:28.880 --> 0:22:32.920
<v Speaker 1>Crime has decreased dramatically over history of like violence. It's

0:22:33.240 --> 0:22:36.000
<v Speaker 1>it's not like every block you're going to you're gonna die.

0:22:36.280 --> 0:22:38.640
<v Speaker 1>That's not right now. I agree with that. It's not fair.

0:22:38.760 --> 0:22:42.320
<v Speaker 1>It's really just like sections and reaching and being conscious

0:22:42.320 --> 0:22:46.280
<v Speaker 1>and being smart. I'm not, I'm somewhere. I just I'm

0:22:46.320 --> 0:22:48.479
<v Speaker 1>not trying to do no extra ship. If I'm not,

0:22:48.880 --> 0:22:51.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm not doing no extra ship. It's like relationships just chill.

0:22:51.920 --> 0:22:54.480
<v Speaker 1>I've always said I'm not moving out of my hood

0:22:54.520 --> 0:22:59.120
<v Speaker 1>to move into another hood. I'm good right here, right here,

0:22:59.600 --> 0:23:01.399
<v Speaker 1>I know, not gonna run up in my ship. I

0:23:01.400 --> 0:23:03.119
<v Speaker 1>wish it was like that my hood gone. Now that

0:23:03.160 --> 0:23:05.399
<v Speaker 1>ship gonna be it's gonna be buying up everything you

0:23:05.640 --> 0:23:09.800
<v Speaker 1>need to buy it up and that I wish people

0:23:09.840 --> 0:23:11.600
<v Speaker 1>would do more. That was the plan, but it just

0:23:11.640 --> 0:23:13.119
<v Speaker 1>got bought it. First of all, we didn't even know

0:23:13.119 --> 0:23:15.040
<v Speaker 1>the Jungles was owned by like one white family for

0:23:15.119 --> 0:23:18.000
<v Speaker 1>like since its inception, and then they just sold to

0:23:18.000 --> 0:23:24.200
<v Speaker 1>this one venture capitalist. Gone, it's gone. But that's why

0:23:24.200 --> 0:23:25.680
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to talk to Karen Bass at some point,

0:23:25.720 --> 0:23:27.359
<v Speaker 1>because like you know, they shout training day in my hood,

0:23:27.359 --> 0:23:29.080
<v Speaker 1>so I wanted to make it like a landmark so

0:23:29.119 --> 0:23:33.080
<v Speaker 1>that they can't is a landmark. Now, let me ask

0:23:33.080 --> 0:23:35.080
<v Speaker 1>you this, But you always popping like as a kid

0:23:35.119 --> 0:23:37.720
<v Speaker 1>and everything. I feel like, you know, just with the

0:23:37.840 --> 0:23:41.879
<v Speaker 1>ladies and being popular coming up, where you always the

0:23:41.960 --> 0:23:44.480
<v Speaker 1>man not the man. I feel like I had to

0:23:44.520 --> 0:23:47.879
<v Speaker 1>fight for everything because like I was never like the

0:23:47.880 --> 0:23:50.480
<v Speaker 1>first choice. I was already second strain, like I was

0:23:50.680 --> 0:23:53.520
<v Speaker 1>because when I was coming up, you know, remember Mario

0:23:53.600 --> 0:23:55.440
<v Speaker 1>had that song called break My Hair Ship, so the

0:23:55.520 --> 0:23:58.040
<v Speaker 1>light with baby hairs was winning for a minute. You know,

0:23:58.080 --> 0:23:59.879
<v Speaker 1>if she couldn't break your hair between her legs at

0:23:59.920 --> 0:24:01.560
<v Speaker 1>the school in the middle school, like you wasn't about

0:24:01.560 --> 0:24:02.720
<v Speaker 1>to get a pussy like that, So you have to

0:24:02.720 --> 0:24:05.320
<v Speaker 1>really have a mouthpiece. And then if you wasn't stepping

0:24:05.359 --> 0:24:07.000
<v Speaker 1>like that, like niggas didn't respect you. So I had

0:24:07.040 --> 0:24:08.919
<v Speaker 1>to like fight extra hard. I had to like have

0:24:09.080 --> 0:24:12.160
<v Speaker 1>a cold game, like really really have something different. Um,

0:24:12.200 --> 0:24:14.399
<v Speaker 1>so I didn't have an easy com When did you

0:24:14.440 --> 0:24:18.320
<v Speaker 1>have your first girlfriend? I have only had like one

0:24:18.760 --> 0:24:22.919
<v Speaker 1>and a half girlfriend's. Yeah, now you don't even have

0:24:22.960 --> 0:24:27.840
<v Speaker 1>like a little girlfriend in high school. Fucking but who

0:24:27.880 --> 0:24:29.800
<v Speaker 1>are you getting? Even back then, I knew that this

0:24:29.840 --> 0:24:31.679
<v Speaker 1>was stupid. We're not what are you doing? You're not

0:24:31.680 --> 0:24:35.960
<v Speaker 1>gonna last forever? But you didn't like you wasn't will

0:24:36.000 --> 0:24:38.000
<v Speaker 1>you be my girlfriend? Checked this box? None of that.

0:24:38.160 --> 0:24:46.320
<v Speaker 1>I was checked this box. What's happening? Like no, Like

0:24:46.400 --> 0:24:47.919
<v Speaker 1>I just knew it didn't make no s think you

0:24:47.920 --> 0:24:50.160
<v Speaker 1>were good at when you first started. Well, I got lucky,

0:24:50.200 --> 0:24:52.440
<v Speaker 1>I got I got I was what did they calling

0:24:52.520 --> 0:24:59.720
<v Speaker 1>out groomed older lady? Not that much older? She was

0:25:00.000 --> 0:25:02.840
<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna stitch out on here? Um she was like

0:25:03.240 --> 0:25:08.520
<v Speaker 1>she was just she was entering college and I was thirteen. Whoa, wait,

0:25:08.600 --> 0:25:13.119
<v Speaker 1>that's that's that's older. That's not that much older. Thirteen

0:25:13.440 --> 0:25:16.720
<v Speaker 1>entering college. She was like, I mean that's like eighteen nineteen.

0:25:17.119 --> 0:25:21.040
<v Speaker 1>I've heard way worse. This is not Yea, now I said,

0:25:21.040 --> 0:25:26.199
<v Speaker 1>I've heard way worse. Oh yeah, I was fieen and

0:25:26.280 --> 0:25:28.920
<v Speaker 1>he was like, yeah, that's but you know what though,

0:25:29.000 --> 0:25:31.359
<v Speaker 1>that's the fun up part I remember being you know

0:25:31.520 --> 0:25:32.879
<v Speaker 1>when you asked me, like, how was it? Like? I

0:25:32.920 --> 0:25:34.760
<v Speaker 1>always was able to accomplish the go like if I

0:25:34.760 --> 0:25:36.600
<v Speaker 1>wanted the woman, I eventually got her, but I had

0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:38.919
<v Speaker 1>to go after her work a little bit hard as

0:25:40.119 --> 0:25:41.560
<v Speaker 1>if I saw it I wanted to get Like that's

0:25:41.560 --> 0:25:43.240
<v Speaker 1>what it was. It was like, that's my only gift

0:25:43.240 --> 0:25:45.240
<v Speaker 1>in life. I didn't have no money, didn't have no clothes,

0:25:45.600 --> 0:25:49.040
<v Speaker 1>but if I wanted it, I could get it. How

0:25:49.040 --> 0:25:52.760
<v Speaker 1>did you even, like, when did this happen? It was

0:25:52.960 --> 0:25:56.280
<v Speaker 1>we were my cousin, George, LaRue and Devon. They were

0:25:56.359 --> 0:25:58.720
<v Speaker 1>like the prettiest niggers in the world. It sounds like,

0:26:01.320 --> 0:26:06.240
<v Speaker 1>sounds like they was. They was really like, but they

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:11.600
<v Speaker 1>was Georgians. George's lightskin had green oys, but he was.

0:26:11.720 --> 0:26:14.600
<v Speaker 1>He was a gang member, a superhand member. LaRue and

0:26:14.640 --> 0:26:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Devon had like they look like Native Americans. They slick

0:26:16.720 --> 0:26:20.200
<v Speaker 1>their hair back. They had like a pure Native American hair.

0:26:20.280 --> 0:26:23.000
<v Speaker 1>They had like red skin, like I'm the ugly nigga.

0:26:23.040 --> 0:26:27.440
<v Speaker 1>My family for sure always and they was like outside

0:26:27.760 --> 0:26:30.840
<v Speaker 1>and so they were. They would play ball or whatever.

0:26:30.840 --> 0:26:32.200
<v Speaker 1>And one of their homies who went to the league

0:26:32.480 --> 0:26:33.800
<v Speaker 1>or went to excuse me, went to a d one

0:26:33.800 --> 0:26:36.159
<v Speaker 1>in school went to USC. So like they would get

0:26:36.200 --> 0:26:38.280
<v Speaker 1>invited to the Kappa House, and so they would go

0:26:38.320 --> 0:26:39.960
<v Speaker 1>because everybody thought they were older and because they were

0:26:39.960 --> 0:26:41.720
<v Speaker 1>street things who protected the Cap House. The Cap House

0:26:41.760 --> 0:26:44.240
<v Speaker 1>was not on the USC campus. They lost their charter

0:26:44.280 --> 0:26:45.919
<v Speaker 1>back in the day, so they in the hood. The

0:26:45.920 --> 0:26:49.200
<v Speaker 1>house is in it's off at them, which is if

0:26:49.240 --> 0:26:53.399
<v Speaker 1>you know anything about it's like no, not Crinshaw and h. Washington.

0:26:53.600 --> 0:26:56.200
<v Speaker 1>So it's like in the hood lokey. So they needed

0:26:56.240 --> 0:26:57.760
<v Speaker 1>niggas who was around, who knew what they was doing.

0:26:57.760 --> 0:26:59.840
<v Speaker 1>So they invite him to And my mama wouldn't let

0:26:59.880 --> 0:27:01.320
<v Speaker 1>me go over nobody's house. She would let me sleep

0:27:01.359 --> 0:27:03.960
<v Speaker 1>over nobody's house unless they were family. So I'll be

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:09.000
<v Speaker 1>at the house and if they they there. So my

0:27:09.040 --> 0:27:11.600
<v Speaker 1>little baby face ass and a big gass profile, white

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:15.560
<v Speaker 1>t this like capa house part. It was looking like

0:27:15.600 --> 0:27:17.200
<v Speaker 1>a baby. Yeah. But I was first out, you know,

0:27:17.440 --> 0:27:19.800
<v Speaker 1>so I had like I had like like an air

0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:23.359
<v Speaker 1>about about me, you know, like you know, like you

0:27:23.400 --> 0:27:25.400
<v Speaker 1>know how like their kids, you'd be like, that's an adult.

0:27:26.000 --> 0:27:28.040
<v Speaker 1>So I wanted to ask you, did you ever lie

0:27:28.080 --> 0:27:30.240
<v Speaker 1>about your age to any women? At that point? I

0:27:30.280 --> 0:27:32.280
<v Speaker 1>was never big online. I just would avoid it. You

0:27:32.320 --> 0:27:35.160
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't even answer that. Yeah, but that's how But that's

0:27:35.160 --> 0:27:37.199
<v Speaker 1>how I ended up getting getting laid because it was

0:27:37.240 --> 0:27:45.720
<v Speaker 1>a damn I ain't go like this. There was a

0:27:45.760 --> 0:27:49.280
<v Speaker 1>young lady who was a friend of the family. Yeah,

0:27:49.600 --> 0:27:51.920
<v Speaker 1>so she was she was she had just entered college,

0:27:51.960 --> 0:27:53.600
<v Speaker 1>so she was at the party because she was a Greek.

0:27:54.000 --> 0:27:55.720
<v Speaker 1>So she was there and she seen me there like

0:27:55.800 --> 0:27:59.120
<v Speaker 1>out late, like what is this talking trying to talk

0:27:59.160 --> 0:28:00.560
<v Speaker 1>to one of the little fresh and like ne or

0:28:00.560 --> 0:28:02.680
<v Speaker 1>fight girls like and she was on my bumper. Bro.

0:28:02.800 --> 0:28:04.879
<v Speaker 1>She she like embarrassed me in front of the whole party,

0:28:04.920 --> 0:28:06.760
<v Speaker 1>Like she came home like this is a third this

0:28:06.800 --> 0:28:09.840
<v Speaker 1>is a little fucking boy. She was only bro. She

0:28:09.880 --> 0:28:12.879
<v Speaker 1>was fading. She was faded so so like she was

0:28:12.920 --> 0:28:15.800
<v Speaker 1>tripping and like George and LaRue and all dipped off

0:28:15.800 --> 0:28:17.320
<v Speaker 1>because they didn't want to get caught too, so they

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:19.399
<v Speaker 1>was like, they left me hanging. So she grabbed me.

0:28:19.440 --> 0:28:23.399
<v Speaker 1>She's like, I'm taking you home. She's on she too.

0:28:23.560 --> 0:28:25.320
<v Speaker 1>She took me to the at the time of the

0:28:25.359 --> 0:28:27.119
<v Speaker 1>Starbucks nap, but it was an empty lot, and so

0:28:27.160 --> 0:28:29.159
<v Speaker 1>we went in the car and I'm thinking, any excuse

0:28:29.200 --> 0:28:30.960
<v Speaker 1>not to have her take me back to the house

0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:33.280
<v Speaker 1>to the crib to like snitch me out. And I'm like, oh,

0:28:33.320 --> 0:28:35.520
<v Speaker 1>She's like, I'm gonna I can't wait, tell you're done,

0:28:35.560 --> 0:28:37.960
<v Speaker 1>you you cooked? I can't wait, like you're dumb for

0:28:38.080 --> 0:28:42.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, white, She's gonna go off and wait, hold on,

0:28:42.200 --> 0:28:47.000
<v Speaker 1>oh ship, I slipped her off. My mama watched this

0:28:47.120 --> 0:28:54.080
<v Speaker 1>like god. But essentially she like I had to come

0:28:54.080 --> 0:28:55.760
<v Speaker 1>over with any excuse to keep her from taking me home.

0:28:56.120 --> 0:28:58.480
<v Speaker 1>So I said, you can't, you can't take me home.

0:28:58.680 --> 0:29:03.320
<v Speaker 1>She's like why, I said, because drying k draw killed her.

0:29:03.360 --> 0:29:05.640
<v Speaker 1>She's done for she's cut and we're sitting there and

0:29:05.640 --> 0:29:07.080
<v Speaker 1>we're just sitting there. I was like, She's like, we're

0:29:07.120 --> 0:29:10.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna sit here to also. We sat there and it

0:29:10.360 --> 0:29:12.760
<v Speaker 1>was just like but I've known her my whole life,

0:29:12.800 --> 0:29:14.680
<v Speaker 1>so it was like, you know, it was already a

0:29:14.680 --> 0:29:16.840
<v Speaker 1>comfort there. There's already some tension. It was already and

0:29:16.840 --> 0:29:19.600
<v Speaker 1>it just that's crazy to me because i'd be looking

0:29:19.600 --> 0:29:21.320
<v Speaker 1>at you as a little kid if I know, especially

0:29:21.320 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 1>ifout knowing you my whole life, like seventeen, she wasn't

0:29:23.880 --> 0:29:27.440
<v Speaker 1>like but still I've seen way more like when you

0:29:27.440 --> 0:29:29.720
<v Speaker 1>were in high school. Four year difference is a big deal.

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:32.120
<v Speaker 1>Like I guess she's like a porch kid, bro, Like

0:29:32.160 --> 0:29:34.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's different. So what did you end up doing?

0:29:34.880 --> 0:29:36.720
<v Speaker 1>Like did you know what the funk you were doing? Well,

0:29:36.760 --> 0:29:38.680
<v Speaker 1>that's that's what happened. She she was taught to me,

0:29:38.720 --> 0:29:40.200
<v Speaker 1>like what the fun was you gonna do? She was

0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:42.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna get her number of way you don't kills nobody.

0:29:42.560 --> 0:29:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, I kill somebody. It's like you ain't.

0:29:44.240 --> 0:29:45.760
<v Speaker 1>You don't know what you're doing like you taught me.

0:29:45.760 --> 0:29:49.240
<v Speaker 1>And I was liked over and kissed her and she

0:29:49.320 --> 0:29:51.120
<v Speaker 1>was like taking off guard. But then she didn't stop it.

0:29:51.160 --> 0:29:53.440
<v Speaker 1>So it went where it went. And so that your

0:29:53.480 --> 0:29:55.240
<v Speaker 1>first time was in the car yeah, she was gorgeous too.

0:29:55.280 --> 0:29:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I can't lie. It wasn't the only time you did it. No,

0:29:58.560 --> 0:30:01.280
<v Speaker 1>we kept on, we kept on dormation. That could have

0:30:01.280 --> 0:30:05.840
<v Speaker 1>been like a true crime story right there. Yeah, how

0:30:05.880 --> 0:30:08.440
<v Speaker 1>are you guys? Now? She's dope. She got like three kids,

0:30:08.440 --> 0:30:10.479
<v Speaker 1>she's married to some football players, she's like a dentist

0:30:10.480 --> 0:30:15.959
<v Speaker 1>and masters, she's she's like a functioning, dope human. Actually

0:30:15.960 --> 0:30:17.480
<v Speaker 1>I am not regretted, Like that's my nigga. I don't

0:30:17.480 --> 0:30:20.080
<v Speaker 1>give that's my dog. So then after that, what did

0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>you like? Were you like, all right, I needed more pussy? No,

0:30:23.920 --> 0:30:25.840
<v Speaker 1>Like she was so solid, she was so bad, Like

0:30:26.000 --> 0:30:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I just like I'm glad to be here. Girls. Oh yeah,

0:30:32.000 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean well at that age, but between thirteen and sixteen,

0:30:35.120 --> 0:30:36.840
<v Speaker 1>the only people you having sex within the hood is

0:30:36.840 --> 0:30:41.240
<v Speaker 1>people with trauma. So like everybody, like everybody, either they're

0:30:41.240 --> 0:30:43.239
<v Speaker 1>older than you or they're just as traumatized or more

0:30:43.240 --> 0:30:45.240
<v Speaker 1>traumatizing than you. So it's nasty, it's sucked up, and

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:48.880
<v Speaker 1>you can form these weird ties and ship. And you know,

0:30:48.960 --> 0:30:50.959
<v Speaker 1>I was a negative cared. I wasn't like heartless, so

0:30:51.000 --> 0:30:54.720
<v Speaker 1>like it kind of got like taxing, like you care

0:30:54.800 --> 0:30:56.680
<v Speaker 1>about these girls, they Dady didn't touch on the uncle

0:30:56.720 --> 0:30:58.480
<v Speaker 1>then did this all types of ship and you'll be

0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:00.440
<v Speaker 1>running into these niggas and then you be on the bumper.

0:31:00.480 --> 0:31:03.000
<v Speaker 1>But you're a child, like you can't like it gets weird,

0:31:03.160 --> 0:31:05.320
<v Speaker 1>like I'm crazy. How do you think that affects you now?

0:31:05.440 --> 0:31:07.680
<v Speaker 1>Like as far as relations here, I'm tired now. I

0:31:07.720 --> 0:31:09.320
<v Speaker 1>just want pete. I don't want no smoke. I want,

0:31:09.680 --> 0:31:14.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, go to therapy. I'll look, I'm trying. I'm

0:31:14.560 --> 0:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>actually looking at my network right now. Yeah, so I'm

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:21.160
<v Speaker 1>going through the cycle of finding. No one tells you

0:31:21.200 --> 0:31:24.320
<v Speaker 1>that you got to find the perfect therapist. Yes, that's

0:31:24.320 --> 0:31:28.000
<v Speaker 1>a process. It's like a relationship. It really is. Sometimes

0:31:28.000 --> 0:31:30.520
<v Speaker 1>you try somebody you don't work and do you guys

0:31:30.560 --> 0:31:32.720
<v Speaker 1>find somebody that y'all like, yeah, y'all, y'all, I've never

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>done for a guy. I love her and I see Maria,

0:31:35.560 --> 0:31:38.720
<v Speaker 1>don't look at me like I have. I had a

0:31:38.800 --> 0:31:42.280
<v Speaker 1>very good therapist here in New York. Actually, yeah, you

0:31:42.320 --> 0:31:44.840
<v Speaker 1>think that. You think that in a relationship you have

0:31:44.920 --> 0:31:47.520
<v Speaker 1>to do like couples therapy. Well, it's tough because trauma

0:31:47.560 --> 0:31:54.960
<v Speaker 1>is seasoning on pussy traumas you know, trauma is seasoning

0:31:54.960 --> 0:31:58.440
<v Speaker 1>on pussy? What does that mean? Seasoning it as later?

0:31:58.440 --> 0:32:02.600
<v Speaker 1>What he's said, I'm trying to understand what me it like.

0:32:02.800 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 1>It's very rare that a girl who has no trauma

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:07.240
<v Speaker 1>fucking good if she got a daddy in her life.

0:32:07.520 --> 0:32:11.680
<v Speaker 1>The head ain't usually like wow, that's not I'm just

0:32:13.520 --> 0:32:16.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying, generally speaking, like if she's fucked up,

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:18.200
<v Speaker 1>the sex probably gonna be fired. That's just I'm just

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:22.400
<v Speaker 1>does it always just so you came from a good household?

0:32:22.640 --> 0:32:25.280
<v Speaker 1>What you mean, I'm saying, so you're good? So doesn't

0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:27.800
<v Speaker 1>mean no, no, no, I I had my mama and

0:32:27.840 --> 0:32:29.280
<v Speaker 1>my daddy till I was till I was a certain

0:32:29.320 --> 0:32:31.680
<v Speaker 1>age and it pops went off. But they also say

0:32:31.760 --> 0:32:34.160
<v Speaker 1>you learned sex from the streets to yeah, so like no,

0:32:34.320 --> 0:32:40.560
<v Speaker 1>because my parents are ship my first listen to Wait,

0:32:40.600 --> 0:32:43.800
<v Speaker 1>you killed my nigg over here, you're doubled him over.

0:32:44.200 --> 0:32:47.200
<v Speaker 1>He does this show every day. It's killed over right.

0:32:47.240 --> 0:32:52.800
<v Speaker 1>Now you get at your job. That's a handsome white

0:32:52.800 --> 0:32:56.360
<v Speaker 1>guy too. He'd be striking. Ship. You'll be striking when

0:32:56.440 --> 0:33:16.560
<v Speaker 1>you learn that she wasn't in his mouth right. It

0:33:16.640 --> 0:33:17.920
<v Speaker 1>was the first girl fell in love with So it

0:33:17.960 --> 0:33:21.560
<v Speaker 1>was like, um, like my brother at the time, his sister,

0:33:21.920 --> 0:33:23.560
<v Speaker 1>like it was his cousin, but like they grew up together,

0:33:23.560 --> 0:33:25.240
<v Speaker 1>so it was like a sister and I grew up

0:33:25.280 --> 0:33:27.760
<v Speaker 1>like admiring her. She was like perfect and like nice

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:30.640
<v Speaker 1>and sweet and just a great human. And then eventually

0:33:30.640 --> 0:33:32.400
<v Speaker 1>I ended up with her. Thank god. She was my

0:33:32.440 --> 0:33:35.560
<v Speaker 1>first girlfriend. Fell in love. Was dope And it's your

0:33:35.600 --> 0:33:37.760
<v Speaker 1>brother's cousin. No, he said his brother, like my brother,

0:33:38.000 --> 0:33:43.480
<v Speaker 1>like my brother, like like actual but like tramatic I

0:33:43.680 --> 0:33:47.680
<v Speaker 1>say that, but trauma that right, But it's been like

0:33:47.720 --> 0:33:49.800
<v Speaker 1>a half brother cousin that wasn't related to you that

0:33:51.520 --> 0:33:56.920
<v Speaker 1>She's not that another my brother from another n Okay,

0:33:56.960 --> 0:33:58.800
<v Speaker 1>so it was like a brother. Okay, it was like

0:33:58.800 --> 0:34:00.360
<v Speaker 1>a brother. So like she was just like, you know,

0:34:00.440 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 1>she's like you know you you know, you were kids

0:34:02.120 --> 0:34:03.680
<v Speaker 1>like the movie she come down the stairs that should

0:34:03.680 --> 0:34:05.960
<v Speaker 1>be slow motion. Yeah, so like that. So like, but

0:34:06.000 --> 0:34:07.440
<v Speaker 1>we were friends for a long time and then we

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:09.160
<v Speaker 1>got older. I got to deal with her on a

0:34:09.160 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 1>real level. So you know, for her, I was like

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:14.919
<v Speaker 1>because when I was young, you know, I was taught

0:34:15.000 --> 0:34:17.759
<v Speaker 1>to pleasure because I had the girl was teaching me

0:34:17.800 --> 0:34:20.040
<v Speaker 1>I was her sex toy. So it was like that

0:34:20.120 --> 0:34:22.600
<v Speaker 1>was always my upbringing. And so when I got to

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:25.799
<v Speaker 1>this young lady who was way younger than the women

0:34:25.840 --> 0:34:27.600
<v Speaker 1>I had been dealing with but older than me, it

0:34:27.640 --> 0:34:29.160
<v Speaker 1>was kind of like I was teaching her more so

0:34:29.320 --> 0:34:31.239
<v Speaker 1>than me being taught. But I hadn't ate a lot

0:34:31.280 --> 0:34:33.960
<v Speaker 1>of pussy because I thought it was special. Okay, I

0:34:34.200 --> 0:34:38.319
<v Speaker 1>don't think it special anymore. Now it's mandatory. Yeah, you know,

0:34:40.800 --> 0:34:43.160
<v Speaker 1>unless it's a random fling. Okay, Look, Mama, I don't

0:34:43.160 --> 0:34:52.480
<v Speaker 1>want William calling me all right, like you what about

0:34:52.480 --> 0:34:54.360
<v Speaker 1>the first time a girl squirting on you? Yeah, that

0:34:54.360 --> 0:34:56.600
<v Speaker 1>should happened so early I thought it was regularly and

0:34:56.640 --> 0:35:01.279
<v Speaker 1>then yeah, I just kept doing it. I kept going,

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:06.759
<v Speaker 1>is that something that you like? Um? I mean yeah.

0:35:07.400 --> 0:35:09.320
<v Speaker 1>Like what I did learn was as I started to

0:35:09.360 --> 0:35:11.160
<v Speaker 1>deal with more different women, it's not fair to expect

0:35:11.160 --> 0:35:13.200
<v Speaker 1>that out of every girl right now, you know, and

0:35:13.200 --> 0:35:15.480
<v Speaker 1>you bring that out of them, you know, you can't,

0:35:15.520 --> 0:35:17.440
<v Speaker 1>you know most you know. It's Look, I don't want

0:35:17.440 --> 0:35:20.160
<v Speaker 1>to degrade other people's sexual experience. So yes, it is

0:35:20.200 --> 0:35:25.040
<v Speaker 1>a thing that can happen. I would like here, Yeah

0:35:22.880 --> 0:35:36.600
<v Speaker 1>we're not because she never squirt that. Yeah, poor baby

0:35:37.760 --> 0:35:43.080
<v Speaker 1>good though, Like yeah, like when I'm rich, I think

0:35:43.080 --> 0:35:47.080
<v Speaker 1>when you squirts, I ever squirted, it's like an orgasm

0:35:47.120 --> 0:35:49.759
<v Speaker 1>and a climax. That's just because there's somebody who have

0:35:49.840 --> 0:35:52.400
<v Speaker 1>never tried that too. But it's just like there's nothing

0:35:52.440 --> 0:35:56.040
<v Speaker 1>like that hold that back. Like you can control of

0:35:56.600 --> 0:35:58.440
<v Speaker 1>orgasm if you choose to, but you can't control your

0:35:58.440 --> 0:36:01.840
<v Speaker 1>squirt at all. A lot lose control. You do you

0:36:01.880 --> 0:36:04.160
<v Speaker 1>care if it messes up your sheets? You're good? Well

0:36:04.160 --> 0:36:09.320
<v Speaker 1>that's why I put you know, yea, what do you pay?

0:36:10.080 --> 0:36:12.640
<v Speaker 1>What do you put? No? No? So look, so I'm

0:36:12.640 --> 0:36:17.239
<v Speaker 1>gonna be really girl on sta better than I think.

0:36:17.280 --> 0:36:20.440
<v Speaker 1>I know what he's gonna say. Go ahead, waterproof mattress cover.

0:36:21.120 --> 0:36:22.680
<v Speaker 1>You already know what that's there, and then check this

0:36:22.719 --> 0:36:24.440
<v Speaker 1>out you put it. So then there's like I got

0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:27.440
<v Speaker 1>a high. So I like soft sheets, right, I like that.

0:36:27.520 --> 0:36:28.920
<v Speaker 1>And I also learned when you was when I was

0:36:28.920 --> 0:36:30.360
<v Speaker 1>in the long term relationship with a female, what I

0:36:30.440 --> 0:36:32.279
<v Speaker 1>learned was, oh, you gotta have a satin pillows for

0:36:32.320 --> 0:36:35.360
<v Speaker 1>the hair. You gotta have that, you know, but nobody

0:36:35.360 --> 0:36:38.960
<v Speaker 1>wants to sleep on you. Yeah, exactly, So I have

0:36:39.080 --> 0:36:42.200
<v Speaker 1>like designated sheets for designated purposes. So if it's about

0:36:42.200 --> 0:36:45.360
<v Speaker 1>to get cracking, like, so how work though you switched

0:36:45.400 --> 0:36:49.080
<v Speaker 1>the sheets before you you you know you're gonna get

0:36:49.080 --> 0:36:56.320
<v Speaker 1>in the shower. So everything in as production and everything.

0:36:56.360 --> 0:36:59.840
<v Speaker 1>He just set that up. Do you take girls on

0:37:00.200 --> 0:37:09.120
<v Speaker 1>and you're ready? Like date? Okay, date, that's ridiculous out here.

0:37:10.800 --> 0:37:13.719
<v Speaker 1>Tell me it was more ridiculous. Two people spending up

0:37:13.760 --> 0:37:15.960
<v Speaker 1>scenes amount of money for somebody that they don't know

0:37:16.000 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 1>that even, Like, why does that to be obscene? I'm

0:37:17.560 --> 0:37:19.480
<v Speaker 1>just saying in this day and age, but it's not

0:37:19.960 --> 0:37:22.040
<v Speaker 1>does not have to be when you look at the

0:37:22.160 --> 0:37:24.560
<v Speaker 1>average cost to just go to the movies with gas

0:37:24.560 --> 0:37:27.440
<v Speaker 1>now with money, it's an expensive venture for most money.

0:37:27.600 --> 0:37:31.480
<v Speaker 1>Stop putting me in this. This is by the way,

0:37:31.480 --> 0:37:33.520
<v Speaker 1>I'll take care of five people I don't have money.

0:37:33.560 --> 0:37:35.160
<v Speaker 1>Don't come here for that. Have money and take care

0:37:35.160 --> 0:37:37.919
<v Speaker 1>of my mom my grandmama passed my hood. Like, no, no,

0:37:38.239 --> 0:37:40.000
<v Speaker 1>I have expenses is what I know? You have money?

0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:48.640
<v Speaker 1>Expense account is lengthy. They this to me on set

0:37:49.760 --> 0:37:52.680
<v Speaker 1>women on dates? No, No, I have taken women on dates.

0:37:52.719 --> 0:37:57.279
<v Speaker 1>They're my girlfriends, one and a half girlfriends. So she

0:37:57.400 --> 0:37:59.560
<v Speaker 1>got the best dates in the world. She went to

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:01.960
<v Speaker 1>boy for her like she went to BALI blow on

0:38:01.960 --> 0:38:03.400
<v Speaker 1>the dark tour. I was a kid, I was, I

0:38:03.440 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 1>really knew how to do this. I was really out

0:38:04.840 --> 0:38:10.839
<v Speaker 1>here dates after you guys become yeah, because I feel

0:38:10.840 --> 0:38:12.960
<v Speaker 1>like this is the situation I've never been or can't

0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:15.120
<v Speaker 1>see myself being with someone who hasn't been my friend first.

0:38:15.239 --> 0:38:17.840
<v Speaker 1>So we've been home and me and my homeies we

0:38:17.880 --> 0:38:21.319
<v Speaker 1>do ship like platonically. Me swim going somewhere. If I

0:38:21.360 --> 0:38:23.000
<v Speaker 1>got it, I'm paying for it. If he got it,

0:38:23.040 --> 0:38:24.680
<v Speaker 1>he paying for it. So there have been many of

0:38:24.680 --> 0:38:26.759
<v Speaker 1>women that I've had that I've we're getting to know

0:38:26.800 --> 0:38:28.440
<v Speaker 1>each other and I'm just blowing because you're my nigger.

0:38:28.800 --> 0:38:31.719
<v Speaker 1>But it gets into tricking when there's an expectation, when

0:38:31.719 --> 0:38:34.160
<v Speaker 1>there's an expectation of me spending money to have time

0:38:34.200 --> 0:38:37.400
<v Speaker 1>with you. My family was like my daddy, my huncles

0:38:37.440 --> 0:38:39.560
<v Speaker 1>was pimps like they that's tricking. I don't care how

0:38:39.600 --> 0:38:43.400
<v Speaker 1>you slicy. If I'm paying for your time, that is tricking.

0:38:43.400 --> 0:38:45.160
<v Speaker 1>But I don't think so. I think if you're paying,

0:38:46.040 --> 0:38:49.399
<v Speaker 1>if you're spending time with someone doing something right, that's

0:38:49.440 --> 0:38:52.440
<v Speaker 1>you're you're investing and hopes there would and hopes that

0:38:52.520 --> 0:39:03.840
<v Speaker 1>what happened. So your friends, though, do you pay for

0:39:03.920 --> 0:39:09.080
<v Speaker 1>my friends? And the difference is expectation. The difference is

0:39:09.120 --> 0:39:11.600
<v Speaker 1>what I have no interest in having sex with my

0:39:11.680 --> 0:39:14.560
<v Speaker 1>friend gil being, but I will pay for everything for her.

0:39:14.719 --> 0:39:17.120
<v Speaker 1>Her nigga gotta stop me from paying for ship because

0:39:17.120 --> 0:39:19.000
<v Speaker 1>that's my nigga, just like I would do for my

0:39:19.040 --> 0:39:20.840
<v Speaker 1>homie if we was homie. That's how I do. I

0:39:20.960 --> 0:39:22.880
<v Speaker 1>just take care of people. Now the moment that it

0:39:22.920 --> 0:39:26.719
<v Speaker 1>becomes about an exchange, it's different because now we're making

0:39:26.800 --> 0:39:29.400
<v Speaker 1>investments and I need to make sure that my investment

0:39:29.440 --> 0:39:31.200
<v Speaker 1>is secure. I don't have the luxury of coming from

0:39:31.200 --> 0:39:34.400
<v Speaker 1>generational wealth. Every dollar I've taken care of I've been

0:39:34.600 --> 0:39:37.200
<v Speaker 1>helping with rinces. I was fifteen, so let me so,

0:39:37.239 --> 0:39:41.040
<v Speaker 1>how do you determine like, because you pay for your friends,

0:39:41.160 --> 0:39:43.919
<v Speaker 1>so women is your friend first, and when you pay

0:39:44.000 --> 0:39:47.200
<v Speaker 1>for that with no expectation, and then it moves into

0:39:47.280 --> 0:39:49.279
<v Speaker 1>a different zone. Yeah, if you're my girlfriend, I'm we're

0:39:49.320 --> 0:39:52.960
<v Speaker 1>about to get married. Everything girlfriends. This is what I'm

0:39:52.960 --> 0:40:00.000
<v Speaker 1>trying to understand. Regardless you're saying we're okay, So they're

0:40:00.040 --> 0:40:02.160
<v Speaker 1>getting don't know each other, which is understandable. You pay

0:40:02.200 --> 0:40:04.640
<v Speaker 1>for me, I pay for you whatever. Right, Most of

0:40:04.680 --> 0:40:06.360
<v Speaker 1>the time, I gonna be real if it depends on

0:40:06.600 --> 0:40:09.680
<v Speaker 1>your situation. Like if I asked you to go somewhere,

0:40:09.800 --> 0:40:11.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm not letting you take care of it. I'll put

0:40:11.280 --> 0:40:13.120
<v Speaker 1>you in a position. I'll put you in a situation.

0:40:13.320 --> 0:40:15.160
<v Speaker 1>But if you ask me to go somewhere, I'm like,

0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:17.480
<v Speaker 1>if you expect me to pay, I'm looking at you funny.

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:19.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna pay because my mama for the South. But

0:40:19.120 --> 0:40:20.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna look at you funny, like you're trying to

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:22.279
<v Speaker 1>get a free But if a girl pays for you,

0:40:22.360 --> 0:40:25.440
<v Speaker 1>are you okay with that? It gets funny? It gets

0:40:25.480 --> 0:40:29.640
<v Speaker 1>tricky to do it. No, no, no, no, I've let

0:40:29.640 --> 0:40:32.160
<v Speaker 1>a woman do it. But we all know. Men know

0:40:32.560 --> 0:40:34.239
<v Speaker 1>when a woman does that, we're trying to see what

0:40:34.280 --> 0:40:35.799
<v Speaker 1>type of female you are. And if she does that,

0:40:35.800 --> 0:40:37.319
<v Speaker 1>we always make sure we're give it back. Anyway, she's

0:40:37.320 --> 0:40:41.160
<v Speaker 1>gonna leave with more money. Did she pay you? I'm sorry,

0:40:42.920 --> 0:40:45.160
<v Speaker 1>if your pussy, she should be paying me. So your friend,

0:40:46.440 --> 0:40:49.239
<v Speaker 1>your friends, oh god, you know what your friends, You're

0:40:49.239 --> 0:40:52.200
<v Speaker 1>getting to know each other, you're vibing and you fucked right.

0:40:52.480 --> 0:40:54.759
<v Speaker 1>So you go together because you're fucked. No, No, what

0:40:54.760 --> 0:40:56.640
<v Speaker 1>why are you attaching those two things? No, because you're

0:40:56.640 --> 0:40:59.000
<v Speaker 1>telling me about expectations, and I'm just trying to say

0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:06.879
<v Speaker 1>so let me, let me make this clear. If you're dating,

0:41:07.160 --> 0:41:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you're about to be. My wife's serious. If you if

0:41:10.200 --> 0:41:13.160
<v Speaker 1>you I'm paying you are, we're gonna get property in

0:41:13.200 --> 0:41:15.359
<v Speaker 1>your name. If i'm dating you, you're gonna leave. If

0:41:15.560 --> 0:41:17.480
<v Speaker 1>we don't work out, you're leaving with something. But I'm

0:41:17.480 --> 0:41:20.239
<v Speaker 1>curious to be going there. You I just don't want

0:41:20.320 --> 0:41:23.239
<v Speaker 1>to have time, But but I'm curious. You out with

0:41:23.280 --> 0:41:26.880
<v Speaker 1>your homies having a great time. Everybody's drinking, everybody having fun.

0:41:26.960 --> 0:41:29.080
<v Speaker 1>You see a girl that you really like. She's beautiful,

0:41:29.120 --> 0:41:32.200
<v Speaker 1>she's attractive, everything about her is glowing. You want to

0:41:32.239 --> 0:41:35.799
<v Speaker 1>get to know her. What happens? Then you decide to

0:41:35.840 --> 0:41:39.200
<v Speaker 1>be her friend? Friend pre two and twelve, I'm owner.

0:41:39.800 --> 0:41:41.719
<v Speaker 1>What's up? What's good with you? What you want? Like?

0:41:41.760 --> 0:41:43.759
<v Speaker 1>What's what's up? We can do things? We can go

0:41:43.800 --> 0:41:45.880
<v Speaker 1>to park, we can go to a museum. Yeah, it's

0:41:45.920 --> 0:41:47.920
<v Speaker 1>homies and learn each other. And then once we want

0:41:47.920 --> 0:41:50.480
<v Speaker 1>to go there, then I'll pay for everything. But after

0:41:50.920 --> 0:41:56.920
<v Speaker 1>after so far, after the me too. Movement was the thing,

0:41:57.920 --> 0:42:01.040
<v Speaker 1>and I'm not taking no chance. She gotta come say

0:42:01.040 --> 0:42:02.719
<v Speaker 1>something to me, But you damn never gotta come pull

0:42:02.719 --> 0:42:06.839
<v Speaker 1>a dick about me like they got straight up against her.

0:42:07.040 --> 0:42:09.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm not shooting. I mean, when's it. When's the first

0:42:09.160 --> 0:42:13.839
<v Speaker 1>time you suck the white woman? Early on? Uh, let's

0:42:14.000 --> 0:42:16.880
<v Speaker 1>let's see the first time a the white woman. Oh,

0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>there was this thing called your Black Scholars in l A.

0:42:23.320 --> 0:42:26.759
<v Speaker 1>We got going on here. Yeah, you know the kids

0:42:26.760 --> 0:42:28.440
<v Speaker 1>who like either you senior or you're a junior and

0:42:28.480 --> 0:42:30.360
<v Speaker 1>you in your grades is cool and you're from the section,

0:42:30.360 --> 0:42:31.799
<v Speaker 1>but they want you to do better in life, so

0:42:31.840 --> 0:42:33.560
<v Speaker 1>they want to prepare you for college life where you

0:42:33.600 --> 0:42:36.080
<v Speaker 1>get there because they had a horrible retention rate for

0:42:36.200 --> 0:42:39.759
<v Speaker 1>kids from the section or from disenfranchised areas. So they

0:42:39.800 --> 0:42:41.560
<v Speaker 1>would take you to go on a trip on the

0:42:41.560 --> 0:42:45.719
<v Speaker 1>college campus. Okay, so you went on the college campus

0:42:45.760 --> 0:42:47.919
<v Speaker 1>and the white girl shut out of her year. It's great.

0:42:48.120 --> 0:42:50.080
<v Speaker 1>How did that even happen? And she was one of

0:42:50.160 --> 0:42:51.799
<v Speaker 1>the people that were showing us around with the homie.

0:42:51.920 --> 0:42:54.359
<v Speaker 1>Actually that's my true my black There was a black

0:42:54.440 --> 0:42:57.160
<v Speaker 1>dude who was from l A who was our counselor

0:42:57.200 --> 0:42:59.200
<v Speaker 1>guy who like takes us around, you know, our peer

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:02.319
<v Speaker 1>to peer dude, and he has the white holes lined up.

0:43:03.520 --> 0:43:07.359
<v Speaker 1>You're doing God's work. Make you want to go there?

0:43:07.600 --> 0:43:17.040
<v Speaker 1>No teacher, I haven't the teacher, but I have the

0:43:17.120 --> 0:43:19.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, the college counselor, like the one who's supped

0:43:19.360 --> 0:43:22.799
<v Speaker 1>to help you to college guidance counsel God counselor. That's

0:43:22.840 --> 0:43:25.080
<v Speaker 1>close enough to a teacher. Now what do you be

0:43:25.160 --> 0:43:27.920
<v Speaker 1>thinking when you do your love scenes and lou and

0:43:28.080 --> 0:43:29.640
<v Speaker 1>thinking of me too movement? That's what I'm thinking of

0:43:29.680 --> 0:43:33.319
<v Speaker 1>it really thinking of not. I'm not. I don't want

0:43:33.400 --> 0:43:36.400
<v Speaker 1>that weird ship going nothing. I'll be thinking are you comfortable?

0:43:37.000 --> 0:43:39.480
<v Speaker 1>What do you need? What do you require? Is there

0:43:39.520 --> 0:43:43.720
<v Speaker 1>anything that we can all do? You're a great effident

0:43:43.760 --> 0:43:46.640
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not gonna like that last scene. Yeah, I

0:43:46.719 --> 0:43:48.920
<v Speaker 1>was in the state was like, you know my favorite.

0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:57.200
<v Speaker 1>She was like, you're not that? She said that, yeah,

0:43:58.760 --> 0:44:02.839
<v Speaker 1>better if I can finish all the dogs. There's a

0:44:02.840 --> 0:44:05.919
<v Speaker 1>whole death. There's a there's three men in here with

0:44:05.920 --> 0:44:09.600
<v Speaker 1>with semi automatic weapons and y'all work about man. I

0:44:09.640 --> 0:44:12.440
<v Speaker 1>like that. I thought that was great. Man. If it's

0:44:12.480 --> 0:44:16.719
<v Speaker 1>never enough, the fact that she already walked in on

0:44:16.840 --> 0:44:25.719
<v Speaker 1>some even crazier ship to her is like I was actually, yeah,

0:44:26.040 --> 0:44:30.560
<v Speaker 1>damn me, I pointed in the louver. You didn't started

0:44:30.600 --> 0:44:35.520
<v Speaker 1>an I'm disappointed in you. Should you should have kept

0:44:35.560 --> 0:44:38.960
<v Speaker 1>sucking it here because she was. There's nothing worse than

0:44:39.000 --> 0:44:43.000
<v Speaker 1>when you were about to have Oh my god, a

0:44:43.239 --> 0:44:45.239
<v Speaker 1>man that se like when you when you know that

0:44:45.280 --> 0:44:50.640
<v Speaker 1>she's about there. Oh you have blue balls, not really,

0:44:51.160 --> 0:44:56.040
<v Speaker 1>not even as a c First of all, first one,

0:44:58.040 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 1>just make sure that's not a thing. I'm not that

0:45:00.239 --> 0:45:05.680
<v Speaker 1>respect to them, But you've had blue balls. I think

0:45:05.719 --> 0:45:08.319
<v Speaker 1>that ship that niggas lie about when they're young. I

0:45:08.320 --> 0:45:11.520
<v Speaker 1>don't know it's been again they have. My experience is

0:45:11.520 --> 0:45:13.759
<v Speaker 1>not everybody. I was doing it early, so I didn't

0:45:13.800 --> 0:45:16.600
<v Speaker 1>have that problem. You just finished it yourself. No, I

0:45:16.600 --> 0:45:19.239
<v Speaker 1>actually didn't. I didn't. I actually didn't even receive an

0:45:19.320 --> 0:45:22.000
<v Speaker 1>orgasm until I was sixteen, and I've been thirteen. But

0:45:22.080 --> 0:45:24.120
<v Speaker 1>so what was happening? I was working shut out of girls.

0:45:24.120 --> 0:45:26.080
<v Speaker 1>Today came and the just and then you weren't coming,

0:45:26.440 --> 0:45:29.600
<v Speaker 1>not for years. Why I didn't know. I didn't know

0:45:29.640 --> 0:45:32.759
<v Speaker 1>how to. Yeah, I had never scared. So what was

0:45:32.800 --> 0:45:34.480
<v Speaker 1>your first I thought touching myself was gay. I was

0:45:34.480 --> 0:45:36.880
<v Speaker 1>really sucked up. So how did that feel? Your first orgasm?

0:45:37.280 --> 0:45:48.359
<v Speaker 1>She was crazy? Star spangled banners. This is from sacks?

0:45:48.960 --> 0:45:53.160
<v Speaker 1>Were you damn from heading? It was since thirteen? No,

0:45:53.280 --> 0:45:55.520
<v Speaker 1>he's had sixteen. No, I didn't have Yeah, I didn't

0:45:55.520 --> 0:45:57.920
<v Speaker 1>have my first orgasm saw sixteen. I've been working thirteen.

0:45:57.960 --> 0:46:00.600
<v Speaker 1>I've been getting heads and I was team good Lord,

0:46:00.719 --> 0:46:04.239
<v Speaker 1>you masturbate. No, I didn't know how to masturbate. Now

0:46:04.440 --> 0:46:06.040
<v Speaker 1>I masturbate. Now, yeah, I mean I learned how to

0:46:06.040 --> 0:46:08.480
<v Speaker 1>masatep you masturbate? Like, what time do you find and

0:46:09.000 --> 0:46:11.920
<v Speaker 1>everything you got? William? Don't listen here? You know it's

0:46:11.960 --> 0:46:14.399
<v Speaker 1>not to make an appointment? Is that I don't want

0:46:14.400 --> 0:46:16.839
<v Speaker 1>to to masturbate. I'm like, why are you asking what?

0:46:17.520 --> 0:46:19.440
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. Because you're a busy person

0:46:19.600 --> 0:46:21.640
<v Speaker 1>and you have a lot going on, and some men

0:46:21.719 --> 0:46:24.400
<v Speaker 1>say that they don't masturbate because they want to prefer

0:46:24.640 --> 0:46:28.920
<v Speaker 1>preserve their lives. You must talk to Joey. Yeah, okay,

0:46:28.920 --> 0:46:32.120
<v Speaker 1>now I get it. Okay, Yeah, Joe's nuts. I wasn't

0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:40.960
<v Speaker 1>here that you want thinking. It's always NICs. Joey's siminar

0:46:41.040 --> 0:46:44.160
<v Speaker 1>fluid retention is his own business. Kevin Gates that also,

0:46:44.640 --> 0:46:46.720
<v Speaker 1>you know what, let's let's leave young Gates out of it.

0:46:46.800 --> 0:46:49.840
<v Speaker 1>But you know, I don't know that man got a

0:46:49.840 --> 0:46:53.239
<v Speaker 1>lot going on. But yeah, look I support it. I

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:54.879
<v Speaker 1>think there is some type of like, you know, there's

0:46:54.920 --> 0:46:58.040
<v Speaker 1>probably some benefits to that. I personally just try to

0:46:58.080 --> 0:47:01.000
<v Speaker 1>be in moderation, you know. But I don't smoke. I

0:47:01.000 --> 0:47:04.120
<v Speaker 1>don't drink, so I gotta get something right. So when

0:47:04.120 --> 0:47:06.439
<v Speaker 1>did you start masturbating after I had my first word?

0:47:06.800 --> 0:47:14.279
<v Speaker 1>After that, you were like, I need to change smoke smoke. Yeah,

0:47:14.320 --> 0:47:15.600
<v Speaker 1>but I was scared having kids, so I like, I

0:47:15.800 --> 0:47:20.040
<v Speaker 1>didn't work without condomns until like nineteen. Okay, that's good.

0:47:20.120 --> 0:47:23.320
<v Speaker 1>That was responsible. So what about the first time you

0:47:23.360 --> 0:47:25.000
<v Speaker 1>didn't use econom Are you nervous? That was what the

0:47:25.040 --> 0:47:28.000
<v Speaker 1>girl told you my first girlfriend. Okay, did you have

0:47:28.080 --> 0:47:31.279
<v Speaker 1>a discussion about it? Like, um, well, I was in

0:47:31.320 --> 0:47:32.600
<v Speaker 1>love with her, so she wanted to have a baby.

0:47:32.600 --> 0:47:33.719
<v Speaker 1>I was down to have it. I was ready to

0:47:33.719 --> 0:47:37.720
<v Speaker 1>get married have baby. At eighteen, I was with it. Uh.

0:47:37.800 --> 0:47:39.239
<v Speaker 1>It's funny. She was older than me. She might have

0:47:39.239 --> 0:47:42.560
<v Speaker 1>been twenty one two. I was like, hey, I can't remember,

0:47:43.120 --> 0:47:45.520
<v Speaker 1>but she was young. She was older than me, but

0:47:45.560 --> 0:47:47.680
<v Speaker 1>she was younger than me because she had not left

0:47:47.719 --> 0:47:50.320
<v Speaker 1>the house. I had been out the house our sixteen,

0:47:50.840 --> 0:47:53.560
<v Speaker 1>so like for me, I was different, Like I just

0:47:53.600 --> 0:47:55.200
<v Speaker 1>wanted to be like a good nigg because my mom

0:47:55.280 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 1>and ship. I was like, oh, like, you know, if

0:47:57.080 --> 0:48:00.400
<v Speaker 1>I find one bow and were At the time, I

0:48:00.400 --> 0:48:02.279
<v Speaker 1>thought I had so much sex. I was cool, like

0:48:02.680 --> 0:48:06.120
<v Speaker 1>when you're from l A, you know, like it's funny

0:48:06.480 --> 0:48:09.120
<v Speaker 1>whenever I see rappers niggas from like small cities come

0:48:09.160 --> 0:48:10.560
<v Speaker 1>to l A or New York or whatever, they go

0:48:10.640 --> 0:48:12.920
<v Speaker 1>crazy over y'all, like because they like they haven't seen y'all,

0:48:12.920 --> 0:48:15.040
<v Speaker 1>they haven't been around y'all. But if you grew up here,

0:48:15.160 --> 0:48:17.200
<v Speaker 1>like there's a gorgeous woman in your class from the

0:48:17.200 --> 0:48:20.279
<v Speaker 1>age of like elementary school, so you didn't experience that,

0:48:20.320 --> 0:48:22.440
<v Speaker 1>so it's not crazy. So I didn't really want nothing else.

0:48:22.480 --> 0:48:23.799
<v Speaker 1>I just like I loved her and I just wanted

0:48:23.800 --> 0:48:24.960
<v Speaker 1>to be with her. I didn't care. I would have

0:48:24.960 --> 0:48:27.640
<v Speaker 1>been married to her to this day. Straight up. It's right.

0:48:28.400 --> 0:48:32.879
<v Speaker 1>That's so sweet. Yeah, still cool, that's okay, you cool

0:48:32.920 --> 0:48:43.480
<v Speaker 1>with all? Yeah, broy, No, I think I think no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

0:48:43.520 --> 0:48:45.319
<v Speaker 1>that's not a thing. I don't do that because because

0:48:45.320 --> 0:48:46.879
<v Speaker 1>there's a part of me that were cool. But you

0:48:46.880 --> 0:48:50.040
<v Speaker 1>you fumbled the bag. Bro. Yeah. So what do you

0:48:50.040 --> 0:48:53.000
<v Speaker 1>think about marriage now? I think it's a contract. I

0:48:53.000 --> 0:48:56.240
<v Speaker 1>think it's financial. I think that union, like eternal union,

0:48:56.480 --> 0:48:58.840
<v Speaker 1>is romantic and beautiful, and I think there's only a

0:48:58.840 --> 0:49:00.799
<v Speaker 1>few men on this planet that can do that monogamously,

0:49:00.840 --> 0:49:03.160
<v Speaker 1>and those men are brilliant and awesome. I think that

0:49:03.239 --> 0:49:05.640
<v Speaker 1>most of the time, what people think marriage is is

0:49:05.640 --> 0:49:08.319
<v Speaker 1>not what it is. It's partnership, do thick and thin

0:49:08.760 --> 0:49:10.840
<v Speaker 1>whatever it looked like. If y'all nigg is want to donkeys,

0:49:10.880 --> 0:49:15.200
<v Speaker 1>y'all don't want to do some people like that. Bro,

0:49:15.280 --> 0:49:18.440
<v Speaker 1>that's all y'all do your weird ship over the here.

0:49:18.520 --> 0:49:20.840
<v Speaker 1>But like I would judge somebody if they pressure, but

0:49:20.920 --> 0:49:23.880
<v Speaker 1>that's not your partner, because there's two people out here

0:49:23.880 --> 0:49:25.319
<v Speaker 1>that like the animals and they need to be together

0:49:25.360 --> 0:49:28.400
<v Speaker 1>doing whatever they do. But whatever, something from me, The

0:49:28.440 --> 0:49:30.799
<v Speaker 1>point is that like that's what marriages like that show.

0:49:31.040 --> 0:49:33.959
<v Speaker 1>That's your person. So you all go after you die,

0:49:34.120 --> 0:49:36.640
<v Speaker 1>your energy gonna find each other. So like you gotta

0:49:36.680 --> 0:49:39.360
<v Speaker 1>be careful with that. For me, Now, marriage is a

0:49:39.400 --> 0:49:42.120
<v Speaker 1>contract that is a business. You're combining to different businesses,

0:49:42.239 --> 0:49:44.720
<v Speaker 1>so we should be treated like you combining two different

0:49:44.719 --> 0:49:46.719
<v Speaker 1>businesses that ain't got nothing to do with you'all love

0:49:46.760 --> 0:49:48.960
<v Speaker 1>and none of the other ship. In my opinion, do

0:49:49.000 --> 0:49:51.760
<v Speaker 1>you have any fetishes since you don't drink, you don't smoke.

0:49:52.320 --> 0:49:54.120
<v Speaker 1>Basically I thought I did, but I'm basically, what do

0:49:54.160 --> 0:49:55.640
<v Speaker 1>you mean you thought you did? Because I thought, like

0:49:55.640 --> 0:49:57.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, like you know, because like you know, the

0:49:57.239 --> 0:49:58.560
<v Speaker 1>first time you do ain't it with a girl. Should

0:49:58.560 --> 0:49:59.960
<v Speaker 1>you're like, oh, yeah, they I'm a freak and they

0:50:00.040 --> 0:50:02.000
<v Speaker 1>you realize Nope, they're nigg is getting suck in the ass.

0:50:02.040 --> 0:50:05.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm not him, not with all that. But that could

0:50:05.400 --> 0:50:07.960
<v Speaker 1>be a fetish though, like like having any with women

0:50:08.040 --> 0:50:11.280
<v Speaker 1>like that could be something that's like the only thing,

0:50:12.120 --> 0:50:15.000
<v Speaker 1>the only way you can come and that's different. And

0:50:15.000 --> 0:50:17.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't judge people that the woman asked you to

0:50:17.160 --> 0:50:19.560
<v Speaker 1>do it. Yeah, of course I wasn't finished volunteer like

0:50:19.960 --> 0:50:21.759
<v Speaker 1>what some guys do, Like they might be like I

0:50:21.760 --> 0:50:23.600
<v Speaker 1>want to see excuse me. I don't want to sound

0:50:23.640 --> 0:50:25.560
<v Speaker 1>like whatever, but like bro, I didn't I didn't hop

0:50:25.560 --> 0:50:29.360
<v Speaker 1>into that, like, yeah, I need that. How did she

0:50:29.440 --> 0:50:32.120
<v Speaker 1>ask you like put in my ass? Was it during sex? That?

0:50:32.200 --> 0:50:33.839
<v Speaker 1>Was it a conversation? That it was? A white girl

0:50:34.000 --> 0:50:36.160
<v Speaker 1>used to drive me from the square as school in

0:50:36.200 --> 0:50:38.200
<v Speaker 1>the valley when I got kicked out of my my

0:50:38.280 --> 0:50:41.480
<v Speaker 1>school in the hood and tested into this like actually

0:50:41.520 --> 0:50:44.520
<v Speaker 1>it was like a like a Christian school. It was

0:50:44.600 --> 0:50:47.160
<v Speaker 1>turned out, it was turned up, like my mama thought

0:50:47.200 --> 0:50:52.120
<v Speaker 1>she was doing good. They were doing drugs in the bathroom. Yeah, yeah,

0:50:52.120 --> 0:50:53.960
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't for I, Like, that's probably the first time

0:50:53.960 --> 0:50:55.759
<v Speaker 1>I ever had my dick by two women? Was that

0:50:58.400 --> 0:51:01.799
<v Speaker 1>the other one? Same time? Middle class? How in the

0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:05.439
<v Speaker 1>middle of it in the classroom. But maybe it's huge

0:51:05.440 --> 0:51:07.080
<v Speaker 1>and it needed to women. You know what, I'm not

0:51:07.080 --> 0:51:09.000
<v Speaker 1>even gonna do all that I want to know so

0:51:09.840 --> 0:51:13.480
<v Speaker 1>you have a reason. But how some women suck your

0:51:13.480 --> 0:51:16.880
<v Speaker 1>dick at the same time you want No, I haven't. Oh,

0:51:17.000 --> 0:51:20.879
<v Speaker 1>y'all are bad friends. She deserves that, she deserves three,

0:51:21.160 --> 0:51:25.160
<v Speaker 1>she deserves that she she get what she wanted to

0:51:25.200 --> 0:51:32.360
<v Speaker 1>indulge in. I thought that was a train. No. Well, look, stigma,

0:51:32.480 --> 0:51:34.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't care how you stigmatize whatever, you do, what

0:51:34.160 --> 0:51:36.359
<v Speaker 1>you want, it's two. You live your best life as

0:51:36.360 --> 0:51:38.800
<v Speaker 1>long as you're healthy. Everybody get checked. You checked everything

0:51:38.880 --> 0:51:40.960
<v Speaker 1>four panels? What the fun you want to do? Respect

0:51:40.960 --> 0:51:44.200
<v Speaker 1>each other. I'm gonna turn fifty. I'm gonna make stands

0:51:44.200 --> 0:51:46.840
<v Speaker 1>on my fiftiest birthday. And I have a whole she

0:51:46.960 --> 0:51:49.640
<v Speaker 1>got time, she got okay that it was around the corn. No,

0:51:49.800 --> 0:51:51.759
<v Speaker 1>just because the story with A. J. Johnson, I wanted

0:51:51.840 --> 0:52:00.840
<v Speaker 1>like two men overrated? Is that true after a while,

0:52:00.880 --> 0:52:03.040
<v Speaker 1>But it's not like that. It's everything's overrated if you

0:52:03.080 --> 0:52:05.160
<v Speaker 1>do it too much. That's why everything is moderation like,

0:52:05.760 --> 0:52:07.440
<v Speaker 1>but you know, it's when you've been starving, when you

0:52:07.440 --> 0:52:09.399
<v Speaker 1>ain't eight in a long time. The moment you get food,

0:52:09.440 --> 0:52:11.600
<v Speaker 1>you're going crazy. But if you have steaking obs every day,

0:52:11.600 --> 0:52:13.239
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna want something else. Have you ever gone through

0:52:13.239 --> 0:52:21.520
<v Speaker 1>a period of like celibacy? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, because when

0:52:21.520 --> 0:52:24.600
<v Speaker 1>people say that when perfectly choose and not have yea

0:52:26.480 --> 0:52:30.840
<v Speaker 1>all the time? What was the time frame though? Maybe

0:52:30.840 --> 0:52:32.319
<v Speaker 1>the longest was It wasn't that I was like two

0:52:32.360 --> 0:52:37.600
<v Speaker 1>or three months because I wanted to accomplish the task

0:52:37.640 --> 0:52:39.680
<v Speaker 1>and then I accomplished it. So like when I write scripts,

0:52:39.800 --> 0:52:42.040
<v Speaker 1>it takes like three months for me to like really

0:52:42.040 --> 0:52:43.439
<v Speaker 1>get it. Right, I could do it in a month,

0:52:43.480 --> 0:52:45.400
<v Speaker 1>but then you gotta polish it and really kick it around.

0:52:45.560 --> 0:52:47.040
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, yo, this is a big deal.

0:52:47.080 --> 0:52:48.759
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot of money, and I wanted to put

0:52:48.760 --> 0:52:51.040
<v Speaker 1>it to myself. Yeah, I wanted to like deny myself

0:52:51.120 --> 0:52:53.640
<v Speaker 1>until I did. It was almost like when the boxer

0:52:53.719 --> 0:52:56.719
<v Speaker 1>is training and exactly like that. And it's been like

0:52:56.719 --> 0:52:59.680
<v Speaker 1>that when we get into it with excuse me when

0:52:59.719 --> 0:53:01.600
<v Speaker 1>I when I've been in situations that were of the

0:53:01.600 --> 0:53:04.359
<v Speaker 1>street calibery sometimes it ain't on time for no bit,

0:53:04.640 --> 0:53:06.160
<v Speaker 1>like it's time for getting in, it's time to go

0:53:06.200 --> 0:53:08.520
<v Speaker 1>do what you gotta do. So those were those times.

0:53:08.560 --> 0:53:13.160
<v Speaker 1>But I was like that the homies like, no, we

0:53:13.239 --> 0:53:16.399
<v Speaker 1>need it. When you orgasm, do let your knees get weak?

0:53:16.480 --> 0:53:22.440
<v Speaker 1>Do you fall asleep? Like? What's that? It's about? Yes?

0:53:25.520 --> 0:53:30.000
<v Speaker 1>Game game one game too? Uh No, I don't, I'm not.

0:53:30.160 --> 0:53:31.799
<v Speaker 1>I would like to, I guess, I don't know if

0:53:31.840 --> 0:53:33.319
<v Speaker 1>you would like to what? I don't know what it

0:53:33.320 --> 0:53:37.600
<v Speaker 1>seems like, you know the nigs to be tinkling. He

0:53:37.640 --> 0:53:41.840
<v Speaker 1>doesn't do all that for you? Do you scream? You

0:53:42.560 --> 0:53:44.440
<v Speaker 1>and she's squired and you come in you're looking dead

0:53:44.440 --> 0:53:46.080
<v Speaker 1>and the ship like, yeah, give me your soul. Do

0:53:46.120 --> 0:53:48.680
<v Speaker 1>you moan when you haven't sex? Like if it feels great,

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:50.960
<v Speaker 1>do you are you moaning or you quiet? Like get

0:53:51.000 --> 0:53:55.719
<v Speaker 1>that ship. I believe. I think he happened. Just a

0:53:55.719 --> 0:54:00.319
<v Speaker 1>little show us some video. Let me see. I know

0:54:00.360 --> 0:54:03.799
<v Speaker 1>you have a video on your phone. You don't have

0:54:03.840 --> 0:54:08.359
<v Speaker 1>the phone at you don't have at this we need

0:54:08.360 --> 0:54:12.879
<v Speaker 1>to see. I know you need because it's attractive when

0:54:12.880 --> 0:54:14.960
<v Speaker 1>a man is to me, at least when a man

0:54:15.120 --> 0:54:18.000
<v Speaker 1>is moaning during sex. I like that. Like if you're

0:54:18.000 --> 0:54:20.000
<v Speaker 1>too quiet, I'm like, all right, what's going on? I

0:54:20.120 --> 0:54:23.919
<v Speaker 1>like when like they're like, I'm like, damn, they're good,

0:54:24.520 --> 0:54:30.840
<v Speaker 1>Like when they get paralyzed after don't touch Yeah, rolling,

0:54:30.880 --> 0:54:37.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, twitching good? Or when they right? So you

0:54:37.480 --> 0:54:39.880
<v Speaker 1>can go like over there scrolling through the vault. I

0:54:39.920 --> 0:54:44.759
<v Speaker 1>tell you, I know he got something. Wow, what what's that?

0:54:46.160 --> 0:54:49.839
<v Speaker 1>That's somebody you know? No, I don't know. That's somebody

0:54:49.880 --> 0:54:54.719
<v Speaker 1>you know on your phone with you freak. He got

0:54:54.719 --> 0:54:57.480
<v Speaker 1>a lot of videos there over there right, we want

0:54:57.480 --> 0:55:03.240
<v Speaker 1>to see to be going down, he said, this is wild. Honestly,

0:55:04.160 --> 0:55:06.960
<v Speaker 1>you might have to pass the phone. If I'm being

0:55:06.960 --> 0:55:11.040
<v Speaker 1>real with you, it's crazy just be saying. I'll just

0:55:11.080 --> 0:55:13.400
<v Speaker 1>be like, wow, I can't when they'd send me a

0:55:13.400 --> 0:55:15.960
<v Speaker 1>picture or not. I'm good even you do not request

0:55:16.000 --> 0:55:18.319
<v Speaker 1>even yeah, I don't trust that ship like you said

0:55:20.320 --> 0:55:26.719
<v Speaker 1>everywhere and no because sometimes it's not him, you know,

0:55:27.040 --> 0:55:31.520
<v Speaker 1>because no, the reality is I haven't a man that

0:55:31.560 --> 0:55:33.880
<v Speaker 1>made me feel The reality is what don't nobody care

0:55:33.880 --> 0:55:36.040
<v Speaker 1>about your pussy online? Let me tell you truth. There's

0:55:36.040 --> 0:55:41.440
<v Speaker 1>so much pussy online. Nobody cares. Nobody cares a boy

0:55:41.800 --> 0:55:44.600
<v Speaker 1>one star. But at the end of the day, just

0:55:44.680 --> 0:55:47.200
<v Speaker 1>let me tell you something. There's some bitchess niggers out

0:55:47.200 --> 0:55:51.760
<v Speaker 1>here that a like men are more bitches like they're

0:55:51.840 --> 0:55:58.480
<v Speaker 1>just they would like, yeah, man want to women like

0:55:59.080 --> 0:56:02.960
<v Speaker 1>that kiss and tell ship like really yeah, well Malcolm,

0:56:02.960 --> 0:56:05.719
<v Speaker 1>do you send dick picks? I can't do it no more. No,

0:56:07.239 --> 0:56:09.040
<v Speaker 1>it's not that I would. I want you. I wish

0:56:09.080 --> 0:56:10.959
<v Speaker 1>that the world. So you was dealing with a woman

0:56:11.120 --> 0:56:15.600
<v Speaker 1>and she actually for this is how it goes. This,

0:56:15.600 --> 0:56:17.719
<v Speaker 1>This is how I try to She was nice. First

0:56:17.760 --> 0:56:19.160
<v Speaker 1>of all, you got that demon little too. You saw

0:56:19.280 --> 0:56:22.000
<v Speaker 1>she said, would you send? This is how it go

0:56:22.960 --> 0:56:26.400
<v Speaker 1>If TMZ get ahold of my dick, you get money

0:56:26.719 --> 0:56:29.560
<v Speaker 1>if your pussy get up online, nobody paying. So it's

0:56:29.560 --> 0:56:32.439
<v Speaker 1>not it's not true. It's not you think you yes,

0:56:32.719 --> 0:56:35.600
<v Speaker 1>your pussy will go from online, go crazy pussy Michael

0:56:35.600 --> 0:56:38.360
<v Speaker 1>crazy pussy Michael, crazy pussy crazy. You guys everything, but

0:56:38.480 --> 0:56:42.359
<v Speaker 1>regular women. No, nobody gives an my dick. They can't

0:56:42.360 --> 0:56:45.160
<v Speaker 1>wait to be like that nigga's dick. It's so you know,

0:56:45.280 --> 0:56:48.120
<v Speaker 1>or so small or whatever they do you know shave, Yeah,

0:56:48.120 --> 0:56:49.480
<v Speaker 1>I do all that. I've been out here. Do you

0:56:49.520 --> 0:56:53.520
<v Speaker 1>care for a woman? None of that? So you don't

0:56:53.520 --> 0:56:57.400
<v Speaker 1>give this a big old like seventies with seven p

0:56:58.200 --> 0:56:59.799
<v Speaker 1>Is the pussy good or not? Y'all be too worried

0:56:59.800 --> 0:57:02.800
<v Speaker 1>about I'm not gonna that's the man that eat pussy

0:57:02.880 --> 0:57:07.719
<v Speaker 1>the best. But they don't care. I care about one thing,

0:57:07.760 --> 0:57:12.319
<v Speaker 1>your pH balance in your respect level. If you shut

0:57:12.360 --> 0:57:14.240
<v Speaker 1>the funk up and get this dick and we're good, shut,

0:57:14.239 --> 0:57:17.240
<v Speaker 1>then have you ever had to say no because of her?

0:57:18.960 --> 0:57:22.640
<v Speaker 1>But this is the thing. I'm honest to you for

0:57:22.800 --> 0:57:26.920
<v Speaker 1>being honest about that. Because men will and women lie

0:57:26.920 --> 0:57:28.800
<v Speaker 1>to men about their penis sizes. I think we should

0:57:28.840 --> 0:57:30.360
<v Speaker 1>all be honest. So I see here, I put a

0:57:30.360 --> 0:57:32.080
<v Speaker 1>condom on there, has been times where you're young, you're

0:57:32.040 --> 0:57:33.640
<v Speaker 1>just gonna bust it down because you gotta bust it.

0:57:33.720 --> 0:57:35.880
<v Speaker 1>Damn like you just she bad, you gotta do it,

0:57:35.920 --> 0:57:37.200
<v Speaker 1>and you put the comum on. You do what you do.

0:57:37.280 --> 0:57:39.080
<v Speaker 1>But then when you've been in the long term relationship

0:57:39.080 --> 0:57:40.800
<v Speaker 1>with a woman and you learn her body, you learn

0:57:40.840 --> 0:57:43.400
<v Speaker 1>about the microbiome, you learn about the different flora, you

0:57:43.520 --> 0:57:44.920
<v Speaker 1>learned about that it ain't her fault all the time

0:57:44.960 --> 0:57:47.360
<v Speaker 1>you learn all that ship suddenly you you like, baby,

0:57:47.400 --> 0:57:49.160
<v Speaker 1>let me talk to you, you know, let me, let's

0:57:49.160 --> 0:57:52.480
<v Speaker 1>have a conversations. You have to. Like I just told,

0:57:52.480 --> 0:57:53.880
<v Speaker 1>I just told at home. By the other day, I said, oh,

0:57:53.880 --> 0:57:56.000
<v Speaker 1>I think I think, I said, at your period coming on?

0:57:56.200 --> 0:57:58.080
<v Speaker 1>She said why, she said, yeah, I'm like two days out.

0:57:58.120 --> 0:58:01.080
<v Speaker 1>I said, yeah, So it's it's you're straight because sometimes

0:58:02.720 --> 0:58:05.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, nickers know, like you know, if you pay attention,

0:58:05.480 --> 0:58:08.320
<v Speaker 1>you feel me most men don't pay atten You're so unfortunately,

0:58:09.400 --> 0:58:11.280
<v Speaker 1>what about sex in the period? Would you do that

0:58:11.600 --> 0:58:15.520
<v Speaker 1>if it's my woman? I guess that's not good. Because

0:58:15.560 --> 0:58:18.600
<v Speaker 1>you got the the plastic, the what do you call it?

0:58:18.960 --> 0:58:23.840
<v Speaker 1>The water? It's just like you got you should have

0:58:27.840 --> 0:58:31.880
<v Speaker 1>I definitely have a waterproof mattress cover all my baby's

0:58:32.920 --> 0:58:36.560
<v Speaker 1>But you don't want to mess that. But I want

0:58:36.560 --> 0:58:39.760
<v Speaker 1>to mess up my good mattress. If you had a

0:58:39.800 --> 0:58:46.760
<v Speaker 1>tampon it? What did you wait? Would you say I

0:58:46.800 --> 0:58:51.920
<v Speaker 1>didn't hear what she say. I'm saying that girl tamp

0:58:52.120 --> 0:59:01.360
<v Speaker 1>Would you eat around while you had her? Yeah? Before that. Look,

0:59:01.360 --> 0:59:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna put like this we're talking about. I may

0:59:02.960 --> 0:59:04.680
<v Speaker 1>be one, but I ain't with all that and then

0:59:04.760 --> 0:59:11.480
<v Speaker 1>do that. Yeah, hold on when you said he does,

0:59:11.560 --> 0:59:16.240
<v Speaker 1>and he's got to put a preamble that he does

0:59:16.280 --> 0:59:21.520
<v Speaker 1>ain't when I participated at her discretion, I don't be

0:59:21.520 --> 0:59:26.200
<v Speaker 1>getting nothing put in my ship's period. You would do

0:59:26.280 --> 0:59:29.840
<v Speaker 1>a no if she like, yeah, sure if you to.

0:59:30.880 --> 0:59:36.800
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not slip service about crazy already nothing nothing,

0:59:37.200 --> 0:59:39.960
<v Speaker 1>don't do that. We're here now, I'm gonna sit here

0:59:39.960 --> 0:59:41.760
<v Speaker 1>and we're just gonna sit in silence. You figure out

0:59:41.760 --> 0:59:44.040
<v Speaker 1>what you're gonna do. No, I was just gonna ask, like,

0:59:44.240 --> 0:59:46.480
<v Speaker 1>what's the difference, like do you prefer? Because I know

0:59:46.560 --> 0:59:48.360
<v Speaker 1>a no, it is tighter, so I know man like

0:59:48.360 --> 0:59:55.800
<v Speaker 1>like that type mans vagina. I can't speak, I can't

0:59:55.800 --> 0:59:57.520
<v Speaker 1>speak know what I'm saying for you like when you

0:59:57.720 --> 1:00:01.640
<v Speaker 1>like you know, do you? I don't from so if

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<v Speaker 1>this man get offended when you're asking about a situation

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<v Speaker 1>with some men prefer because of the tightness, like it's

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<v Speaker 1>a different tightness. No, I don't, I don't have I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think that's what it is. I think for me

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<v Speaker 1>it's because even because there's different types of orgasm, right,

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<v Speaker 1>there's there's one, so like I just like my If

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<v Speaker 1>my woman wants to be pleasure and she gets pleasure

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<v Speaker 1>from that, the best part for me is that moment

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<v Speaker 1>where she clinched up. Okay, that's it. I don't care

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<v Speaker 1>what hole it happens in ship. It's the friend in

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<v Speaker 1>the background. You know what about if we tell you

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<v Speaker 1>eat as too? Whoa look, look, look look a much.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen this is the book. Hold, this is how she

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<v Speaker 1>get started. I don't even answer like that. I haven't

1:00:53.760 --> 1:01:05.160
<v Speaker 1>even answered if it was she's been taking side shows. Open.

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<v Speaker 1>This is what I said. You asked if if I

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<v Speaker 1>like eating as or do I do? Do you if

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<v Speaker 1>my woman would like that? And she mine if it's home,

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<v Speaker 1>if it's in home, pussy, I'm doing it. So I

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<v Speaker 1>have a question because you've been saying a lot. If

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<v Speaker 1>she's my woman, she's my woman. And you said that

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<v Speaker 1>you had one and a half women, right, so what

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<v Speaker 1>does that look like? How freaky are you with a

1:01:25.480 --> 1:01:28.040
<v Speaker 1>woman that's not your woman? Since you haven't been in

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of relationships. I think it's time on the board.

1:01:34.160 --> 1:01:36.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like your credit score, your credit history. How long

1:01:36.840 --> 1:01:39.800
<v Speaker 1>is your credit history, what's your whole facts? And that's

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<v Speaker 1>not even how many niggas, it's which niggas because there

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<v Speaker 1>are women quality over quantity. Let me talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I remember this happened to me. This is when

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<v Speaker 1>I realized because the homies used to be really terrible people.

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<v Speaker 1>We didn't know better. Oh she shucked my dick, like

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<v Speaker 1>by transitive property. If she'sn't terrible for second your dick,

1:01:55.360 --> 1:01:59.320
<v Speaker 1>that makes your dick terrible. Like that's so I now go.

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<v Speaker 1>If you nigga and you're working with a girl like

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<v Speaker 1>if she funck with like top tier niggas her pussy,

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<v Speaker 1>top tier, I'm not talking about money, I'm talking about everything.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, there's some niggas like if she sucked with Slum,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not really as worried that she suke with some

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<v Speaker 1>of the other at homes like I wouldn't work behind

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<v Speaker 1>slum because that's my brother. But if he was another

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<v Speaker 1>man that I didn't know, and I just knew of

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<v Speaker 1>his pedigree status, like he's a good nigga. Okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>can see how you ran that one. Like my nigga Tristan.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a great person, great human. He's married now, but

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<v Speaker 1>there was a time when he wasn't. And I remember

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<v Speaker 1>being like, if a woman sucked with Tristan, she was

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<v Speaker 1>she was, she was good. Yeah, yeah yeah, if you

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<v Speaker 1>got a hunt of bodies and it's my hot. But gandhi, man,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you're like all the women it was, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know who he too old? Like, so who's a

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<v Speaker 1>young good nigga? That's the problem. All these things is trashed.

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<v Speaker 1>So I like, respectively, he's a good to get at

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<v Speaker 1>your fun like a good ma. I'm single, nba, young boy?

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<v Speaker 1>What b don't fast to that? Man, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard, but but if if but the man kind

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<v Speaker 1>of slowed what he comes slow, like like he's slow,

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<v Speaker 1>like he with the bullshit, like my niggas are slow,

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<v Speaker 1>like with my homies like in in the hood. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't mean you're special. It just means that like if

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<v Speaker 1>there's action or conflict, we don't think twice about it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So it's not like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>calling him it's good. It's like he with the bullshit.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think i'd be like, oh, yeah, I'm glad

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<v Speaker 1>you got that jacket. Let me see he was a

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<v Speaker 1>good guy. Stop that sounds like that guy from that

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<v Speaker 1>other planet you asked us. Okay, when I am a

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<v Speaker 1>good guy, we see him and yeah, good guys. Let

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<v Speaker 1>us first of all, I don't let me precursor. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that man's hard, so let me step away.

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<v Speaker 1>If it's heart is good and you take care of people,

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<v Speaker 1>he's a good man. But what I'm saying is when

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<v Speaker 1>we're talking about premier men, elite men, men who win

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<v Speaker 1>him like, it's not just enough to be compassionate and

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<v Speaker 1>empathetic and understanding and sweets. When you step in the room,

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<v Speaker 1>do men respect you're a man, because there are cool

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<v Speaker 1>niggas who ain't good niggas. I'm talking about seeing like,

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't seemed like a good but it's not cool. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not a cool It's like when you step in the room,

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<v Speaker 1>do men respect you, and there's certain things that you

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<v Speaker 1>don't do as a man to other men. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know their business, so I can't speak on it. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not speaking on this personality, but from what it would

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<v Speaker 1>appear from the limited information I had. Look from the

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<v Speaker 1>limited information, I have some of the things and activities

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<v Speaker 1>that happen as a as a person who has children

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<v Speaker 1>with a man like I don't give a funk. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know your business, but you go talk to that

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<v Speaker 1>man first. If you really a man and I'm really

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<v Speaker 1>about my girl, I'm gonna come see you about them.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna come see you about them kids. We're not

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<v Speaker 1>doing the photos all that other ship. And then you

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<v Speaker 1>find out later that's yees ship gonna come to you.

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<v Speaker 1>If it's a man, make this word. Understand what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying he's got a kid. I'm not like damn. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know. You know who? You

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<v Speaker 1>know who? I would say he's like that nigga, you

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<v Speaker 1>know someone like um, But I don't know. I actually

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if he's that name nigga, who's that nigg

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<v Speaker 1>like Jake Hole is a good nigger ok that's a

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<v Speaker 1>solid wife. Yeah, so if you see you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, Like if Cole strikes you back in the day,

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<v Speaker 1>kids a good nick kid, you kid, you you have

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<v Speaker 1>some you know you did that ship? You feel me

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<v Speaker 1>like I would? Yeah like that. Maybe someone like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe there's someone in politics I can't like. Okay, you

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<v Speaker 1>top tier, you tpp tier, you get you make good

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<v Speaker 1>decisions with your vagina. You have good pussy man, You

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<v Speaker 1>have good pussy man. Time you see that and then

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<v Speaker 1>you open up more to her and like you got

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<v Speaker 1>good good man. I'm not nigga because there's no girls

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<v Speaker 1>that you would be like. I mean, I'm sure like

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<v Speaker 1>striking ship, but that's sucking somebody that you did, like

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<v Speaker 1>not like not sing, but you ain't claiming it. Well yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm talking about, like not claiming Aboudy. You

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<v Speaker 1>didn't lie. I've not claimed the body before. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>claimed Why Because I felt like she got it about

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<v Speaker 1>me and I felt like she she she she came

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<v Speaker 1>up on dick that wasn't supposed to be. Sometimes sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>you're a different person. I just didn't say anything. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't lie lately, but I didn't say nothing. I just

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<v Speaker 1>like the homies be talking about her and ship and

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be like to be quite quiet. Wasn't good? I

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<v Speaker 1>think I'm always excellent. The homies day about her. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's funny to hump. They wanted to smack like she

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<v Speaker 1>was a girl that all the homies wanted to smatch.

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<v Speaker 1>So why why are you ashamed? Because I didn't like

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<v Speaker 1>her like spirit, like she was weak, Like I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>to see what was it wasn't the pussy. The pussy

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<v Speaker 1>was me. The person it was was the full package

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<v Speaker 1>that liked it. But every I don't want to smash

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<v Speaker 1>so overrated. My jack is good enough. I'm fine, like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm now, I'm like, I'm very proud of my resume

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm good. I'm saying I don't need another you know,

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<v Speaker 1>oh you did that? Like but Malcolm, like they're interns.

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<v Speaker 1>But I went before you get out of here, I

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<v Speaker 1>want to talk about everything that you have come down

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<v Speaker 1>the pipeline, not that pipeline. Yeah, yeah, this is wild,

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<v Speaker 1>This is this is a this is a very toxic podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Gonna have me in trouble, bro, Yeah, don't have her,

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<v Speaker 1>I know. But it's like there's somebody who want to

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<v Speaker 1>be and they want to be never kept one of

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<v Speaker 1>the homies, man, not the homies. Homies can't regulate that

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<v Speaker 1>that girl, the girl home the girl for sure they're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be on. And of course it's like a woman

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<v Speaker 1>who like it's you know, she up there. She could

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<v Speaker 1>get right keep almost she keeps going right, y'all, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>cooked out here, she do right, do right. I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 1>out the game. I'm sitting it down, like we'll figure

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<v Speaker 1>out what should I talk about that? But wait, she'll

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<v Speaker 1>know though, I'm not gonna lie real good. You should

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<v Speaker 1>be there with you unless she gives me, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the whole passed and I'm you know, oh my god. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>it's up to her. It depends on when she's earned

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<v Speaker 1>that equity. She can tell me what to do with

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<v Speaker 1>market equity. Okay, well anyway back to what you have

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<v Speaker 1>coming down? Yea pipeline, so let us know so we

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<v Speaker 1>can at least okay, the show's out, y'all need to

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<v Speaker 1>keep doing that finale and finale in like two weeks,

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<v Speaker 1>I believe, but everywhere on it, um what one of

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<v Speaker 1>my doing. I just wrote a movie for Nike about

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<v Speaker 1>she kill king Griffin. Hopefully that comes through and did

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<v Speaker 1>did the Lego movie. Just wrote the Lego Sports Sports

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<v Speaker 1>movie for Lebron, Hopefully they do that. Um music, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>more music to come or EP. Got a EP out

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<v Speaker 1>right now called red Flags. Y'all can stream that now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we heard a lot of those Red Flags. It's about

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<v Speaker 1>you and congratulations on that, thank you. And then yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like the Home you got album coming out, slum Lord,

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<v Speaker 1>tril bsg anything, anybody from the Jungles, anybody from Village

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<v Speaker 1>A albums out and music out. We're doing deals and

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<v Speaker 1>ship and Brent's albums out. I wrote on that, Joey's

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<v Speaker 1>albums out. I worked on that. So yeah, keep doing

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<v Speaker 1>those and yeah, just keep making movies and ship. I

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<v Speaker 1>got a movie coming down the line. We'll see Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>my dog Tristan mac Wilds, that's my dog. Good father,

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<v Speaker 1>good man, good human. Alright, we're all going to get

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<v Speaker 1>there right one day. Know, But Malcolm May thank you

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<v Speaker 1>so much. I do appreciate you for coming through because

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<v Speaker 1>I know you got a super pack schedule. I know

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<v Speaker 1>you were filming earlier today, so that means you made

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<v Speaker 1>it and so made it through to the next season.

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<v Speaker 1>So We're so happy to hear that, and honestly like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're so dope, so thank you so much, appreciate what

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<v Speaker 1>sweating ahead of you said. Ha sure everything else was

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<v Speaker 1>sold out? Okay,