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Speaker 1: You've born in London? How old were you when you

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Speaker 1: migrated came to the US, Like.

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Speaker 5: Six turning seven?

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Speaker 2: So do you remember a whole lot about being in London?

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Speaker 3: I remember like small things, but not like a lot,

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Speaker 3: like a little smart like going to my grandma house

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Speaker 3: right being with my mama. I remember like going to

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Speaker 3: the stoves, like across the street, and then like on

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Speaker 3: my mama side of town. It's like this shit called

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Speaker 3: a high street, okay, and it's like a street just

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Speaker 3: full of stoves.

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Speaker 5: I remember like walking over there, but.

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Speaker 3: I remember more like from when we went back and visited, okay, type,

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Speaker 3: because we went back once to go visit when I

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Speaker 3: I remember like stuff while I was there, like when

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Speaker 3: I was younger.

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Speaker 1: When you did you have very many friends? Do you

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Speaker 1: remember friends when you were growing up? You say you

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Speaker 1: left at six or seven, So did you have very

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Speaker 3: I just had family, like cousins, A lot of cousins. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: really need no friends.

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Speaker 1: So your family, your mom move you here. Of all

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Speaker 1: the places in the US, y at.

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Speaker 5: L you think I don't know, I ain't never asked you.

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Speaker 1: Never, you never asked you like mom, not New York,

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Speaker 1: not Chicago, not La not Detroit, Atlanta.

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Speaker 2: I ain't never asked of that.

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Speaker 1: Do you think about how different your life might have

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Speaker 5: Nah, I ain't never thought about that.

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Speaker 1: You were just so you were just happen to like, Okay,

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Speaker 1: so you get here, you get settled there, so obviously

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Speaker 1: you're in the new London is very bad.

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Speaker 2: So it's London. I'm assuming London is very different than Atlanta.

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Speaker 3: It is, but it ain't though, really to me, because

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Speaker 3: it's like it looked different. Okay, it's the same shitka,

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Speaker 3: you see what I'm saying. It's like like when I

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. So you're just around family?

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Speaker 2: Oh so your mom? So you had relatives in Atlanta.

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Speaker 5: Like my mama. Friends, they moved with us, a lot

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay, okay, So it wasn't like you were just

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Speaker 1: like moving to a by yourself, like just you and

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Speaker 2: Now you had a large contingent with it.

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Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, Oh.

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Speaker 2: So did that make the transition lot easier? I ain't

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Speaker 2: know about no transition. I'm just a child. I'm not

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Speaker 1: So how how soon did you get acclimated and how

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Speaker 1: soon did you make friends once you got to Atlanta?

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Speaker 5: Like quick?

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Speaker 3: Like it was this this boy named Skinny. He had

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Speaker 3: got killed though, like a couple of years ago. Wow,

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Speaker 3: But that was like the first person I met that

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Speaker 3: ended up being like my best friend. Like growing up,

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Speaker 3: they used to stay like we stayed in the upstairs apart.

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Speaker 3: He stayed directly under us and his mama Like we

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Speaker 3: was bad as hell because it was six of us.

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Speaker 3: Well back then it was like for us. So we

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Speaker 3: used to be jumping up and down, running around. And

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Speaker 3: he was the youngest, but his siblings was like way

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Speaker 3: older than him, okay, and like so their house was quiet,

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Speaker 3: they got plastic on their couch all that.

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Speaker 5: So like when we used to make.

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Speaker 3: I used to like stay at his house, used to

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Speaker 5: Wow.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, your your family, your background, you're thinking you're rialdly.

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Speaker 1: Your mama is from the Dominicana, your father is from now.

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Speaker 2: Dominica, Dominica.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, not not Dominican Republic, Dominica.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and so how much of the traditions from when

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Speaker 1: you came to from London did you guys bring with you?

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Speaker 1: So were did you matriculate into East Atlanta rather rather

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Speaker 1: rather seamlessly? Because you said you got a big thing.

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Speaker 1: You got six like four four boys and three boys

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Speaker 1: and three girls. Three boys okay, and your mom.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and then my little sister and I'm daddy. He

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Speaker 3: Jamaican Okay. And what you mean, like like food wise, yeah,

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Speaker 3: as far as yeah, my mama cooked okay for sure.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: So how soon did you start eating some of you know,

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Speaker 1: cause they get they got the monk's tail, they got

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Speaker 1: the mother pork chops from mother chicken. How soon when

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Speaker 1: you started eating that opposed to what you were customed

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Speaker 3: I think like that came with like like making friends,

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Speaker 3: Like when I used to go spend the night at

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Speaker 3: wasn't allowed.

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Speaker 2: To eat pork Okay, okay, you.

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Speaker 3: Know what I'm saying, Like other stuff like when I

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Speaker 3: go to my friend's house spending night as like when

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Speaker 3: I was younger, I eat whatever they cook. But I

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Speaker 2: How I was a little older.

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Speaker 1: You so when you went back home, You're like, mom my, friends.

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Speaker 1: They cooked this, their mom cooked this. You think you

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Speaker 1: might be able to cook that? Did you tell your

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Speaker 2: No, Hell, I can't telling them. I'm like, she wasn't

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Speaker 5: All I know she wasn't trying to I ain't even

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Speaker 5: the trib.

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Speaker 1: Did your mom share with you that you guys were

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Speaker 1: leaving London coming to the US or did you just

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Speaker 1: guys just up and lead? Did you know you were leaving?

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Speaker 5: I don't really remember. I just remember.

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Speaker 3: It's like so long ago, so i'd be trying to

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Speaker 3: really think about the story. But I'm sure my mama

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Speaker 3: told me where it was going for sure, because I

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Speaker 5: But I know it had to happen.

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Speaker 2: So do you remember?

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Speaker 1: You just remember getting on the plane, didn't have no

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Speaker 2: You just know you were leaving London?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, right, because I think at first it wasn't a

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Speaker 3: state thing.

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, she was just coming to visit, right, Okay, I.

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Speaker 5: Think we was coming to visit.

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Speaker 3: But I don't want to fuck the story up neither,

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Speaker 3: because my mama know the story, right, Okay, saying I

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Speaker 3: think it was like, let's see, we want to move here,

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Speaker 3: but we finna go see. If we don't like it,

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Speaker 3: we're gonna go back type shit. Okay, and then we

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Speaker 3: just stayed.

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Speaker 1: Right, So clearly she liked it. Yeah what about you?

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Speaker 1: Did you like it or you were just going along

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Speaker 1: with the flow? You really didn't have a choice in

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Speaker 1: the matter because you five.

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Speaker 7: Or six years oad, So if you didn't like it,

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Speaker 7: you were stuck anyway, you gonna just adapt. I liked

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Speaker 7: it though, Okay, I liked it, like it's hot, it

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Speaker 7: ain't cold all the time like London. I remember, like

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Speaker 7: playing outside, like doing the same shit that I used

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Speaker 7: to do, Like when I used to go like to

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Speaker 7: my grandma house on my daddy's side, like we're playing

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Speaker 7: the neighborhood go, like it was the same shit.

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Speaker 2: Right, So what was it? Like?

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Speaker 1: I mean, because all of a sudden they got these

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Speaker 1: these new this new family comes in and I'm pretty

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Speaker 1: sure you probably had an accent. Yeah yeah, so yeah, okay,

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Speaker 1: so now you're on the east side of Atlanta. Yeah

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Speaker 1: you got an accent. How how recepted were the kids

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Speaker 1: to you?

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Speaker 5: They used to teach I got in a fight on

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Speaker 3: Oh god from the jump. Yeah, they used to tease me. Okay,

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Speaker 3: Like I went to done that elementary. That was the

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Speaker 5: So we get on the bus to go home. They

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Speaker 5: So we get off the bus.

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Speaker 5: So we get off the bus. I beat them up.

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Speaker 3: So the girls, all the girls, they run and tell

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Speaker 2: So your sisters kids, the neighbor in the neighbor.

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Speaker 3: Ok So they run, they tell my mama because they

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Speaker 3: So so they they run and tell my mama.

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Speaker 5: So I'm trying to drag my feet to get home now.

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Speaker 5: So I walked to the door.

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Speaker 3: She grabbed me by my ear put me in the

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Speaker 3: I ain't get in punishment.

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Speaker 1: You ain't get no punishment. Na, she didn't ask you

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Speaker 1: what started at?

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Speaker 5: Uh? Huh?

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Speaker 3: You so I not from my memory, I feel what

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Speaker 3: don't even regard farts, you remember, I just remember the ear, Like.

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Speaker 1: So, what do you think was the biggest officer? You're

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Speaker 1: you haven't had a whole lot of Uh you're five or.

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Speaker 2: Six years away. You thank you're seven at this time.

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Speaker 2: So is there a big culture shop?

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Speaker 1: Do you notice anything different about being in London as

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Speaker 3: The most shit that I like that I used to like.

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Speaker 3: What I remember changing was the size of everything. Okay,

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Speaker 5: Right, you feel what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: Then I remember like we were still we was in

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Speaker 3: the house like this. Wow, you feel what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: But over here it's like more space. I remember that.

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Speaker 3: And I remember getting in a car to go everywhere

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Speaker 5: I remember like being we always was in the car

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Speaker 1: So you had an accent, I'm assuming were. So where

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Speaker 1: did you fall in the ranking as far as your siblings.

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Speaker 1: I'm the oldest, you're the oldest. Yeah, okay, so I'm

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Speaker 1: got three brother and three sisters, that means, man, you

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Speaker 1: got some babies.

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Speaker 2: You got an.

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Speaker 3: Ages three like cause it's a it's a three years

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Speaker 3: if I was seven, she was probably like three turn

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Speaker 5: Okay, I feel what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Right, right, So, did you feel a sense of responsibility

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Speaker 1: because you are the oldest you. I mean, even though

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Speaker 1: needed to, like, Okay, I need to be the man

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Speaker 3: I think so, yeah for sure. Yeah, like I was

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Speaker 3: naturally like a protector type shit, yeah for sure.

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Speaker 1: So what did your mom? What did your mom think

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Speaker 1: about that? So the type of relationship, because like you said,

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Speaker 1: new place, and granted they're a community that came with you,

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Speaker 1: but you the protector because you like, Okay, I got

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Speaker 1: to look after my mom, I got to look after

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Speaker 1: my brother and my sister. Did your mom tell you

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Speaker 5: I think it was just like instinct for the most part.

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Speaker 3: I feel like I feel like it's just in my

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Speaker 5: I don't know why I'm like that, but I think just.

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Speaker 3: Naturally, like I developed that because like my whole life,

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Speaker 3: I've been like that, like since I was old enough

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Speaker 3: I always like took care of my mama and my

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Speaker 2: You feel that? So when you were in London, do

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Speaker 2: you remember much about your dad being around? Yeah?

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Speaker 3: I remember my Daddy used to come get me like

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Speaker 5: So that's like like.

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Speaker 2: My oldest cousin, Taran here in a wheelchair.

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Speaker 3: I remember like following behind him a lot, right, I

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Speaker 5: So that's my Daddy's side, right.

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Speaker 1: So you so, in other words, you really love spending

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Speaker 1: where all the cousins were. That's where you got an

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Speaker 5: It was just deeper deep.

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Speaker 3: But my mama side too, because like my cousins on

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Speaker 3: my mama's side was bad as hell too, you see

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Speaker 3: what I'm saying. But it just wasn't a lot of us, right,

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Speaker 3: Like it was just me Kyron is wrong, right? Were

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Speaker 3: it was more. But it's shit, it's just different side.

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Speaker 1: Well, see, if it's only three of y'all, the trouble

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Speaker 1: when your dad's side is about thirty of y'all, So

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Speaker 1: you could play with a whole bunch of people. Oh god,

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Speaker 1: So brought up in the East Side, on that side

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Speaker 1: of town, Rappers, Gucci, Maine, Future o J, the Juice Man,

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Speaker 1: Richard mc kwan, child is getting to be No did

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Speaker 1: you did you know any of those guys when you

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Speaker 2: You had no idea about these I.

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Speaker 3: Seen Gucci before, Okay, yeah, I seen Gucci before for sure.

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Speaker 3: I seen him at churches, chicken before, like when I

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Speaker 3: was real young, right right, No, Miss Winners, I seen

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Speaker 2: Zone.

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Speaker 1: I mean the east Side, that's Zone six. There's a

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Speaker 1: there's a lot of killings. Did you So what did

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Speaker 1: you can't be out this time of night, So what

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Speaker 5: Now, I don't.

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Speaker 3: I used to be outside, so I don't remember like

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Speaker 3: other than that, like I wasn't like when of them

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Speaker 3: to let me figure it out, because in London it's

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Speaker 5: But so like nah, she just used to let me, like,

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Speaker 3: I used to be with Skinny Okay, well Israel n

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Speaker 3: she would give me a little more freedom to do shit,

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Speaker 3: like as long as he watching over you you good?

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Speaker 2: Did you always gravitate towards older guys?

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Speaker 5: Yeah? I always hung with like people older.

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Speaker 1: Than me for sure, because you felt you were more

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Speaker 5: Yeah, for sure, because I was older. I had to be.

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Speaker 3: I'm the older right, so you naturally like a little

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Speaker 2: Right, So how was the struggle when your mom moving here?

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Speaker 1: Obviously in a different in a different country, obviously times

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Like I remember when we first moved you

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Speaker 2: You take off this your just your joint. Let's go ahead.

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Speaker 3: But I remember, like when we first moved over here,

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Speaker 5: Okay.

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Speaker 3: We used to share, Like we shared an apartment with

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Speaker 5: It was a two bedroom, Okay. I we didne got

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Speaker 3: I remember coming home and our stuff was outside in

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Speaker 3: sixth grade, it was they had a room. My mama

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Speaker 3: my siblings had a one room in a two bedroom apartment.

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Speaker 3: Then like I don't know what happened, they got a

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Speaker 3: but we used to call it cross the bridge.

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Speaker 5: It's like the other.

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Speaker 3: Side of the neighborhood, right, And we had got a

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Speaker 3: three bedrooms okay, the boys had their own room and

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Speaker 3: the girls had their own room. And then I met

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Speaker 3: my other big brother when I moved over there to VARs, right,

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Speaker 3: they stayed under us. They mama used to do the

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Speaker 3: same thing, Oh God, get the broom and bang the

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Speaker 2: Right.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but for sure it was a struggle because like

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Speaker 3: she couldn't get food stamps, she couldn't do none of

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Speaker 1: Right, So she's basically working any job that she can get,

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Speaker 1: maybe you know, maybe cleaning floors, maybe in the kitchen

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Speaker 3: The one job I remember her having, she and I

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Speaker 3: don't think she never like did, like no cleaning floors

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00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:34,480
Speaker 3: type shit. But the one job I remember her having

444
00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:37,080
Speaker 3: was like a daycare and they used to pay them

445
00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:40,040
Speaker 3: under the table. I remember hearing them conversations though, like

446
00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:42,840
Speaker 3: being nosy because I ain't even supposed to know that

447
00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:45,119
Speaker 3: as a job, but I remember hearing them talk about it,

448
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:48,840
Speaker 3: like right, and she she used to work at Autum,

449
00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:51,719
Speaker 3: used to work at the day her her man, and

450
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:53,760
Speaker 3: then the other families that I told you more with

451
00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:56,439
Speaker 3: us they used to work there too, and they used

452
00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,400
Speaker 3: to pay them under the table, like cash and shit.

453
00:20:58,680 --> 00:21:00,560
Speaker 3: That's the only job that I remember, though.

454
00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:03,120
Speaker 1: When you came home from school one day and you

455
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:09,720
Speaker 1: saw your family belongings outside, how did that make you feel?

456
00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:11,920
Speaker 1: Did the kids make fun of you? Did you realize

457
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,479
Speaker 1: what was going on when you saw all of your

458
00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,520
Speaker 1: belongings on the outside.

459
00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:18,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, because I didn't seen it happen before. And I

460
00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:21,840
Speaker 3: remember like we used to steal people shit, like because

461
00:21:21,880 --> 00:21:25,160
Speaker 3: I didn't seen other people evicted, seeing the stuff outside,

462
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,480
Speaker 3: and like all the kids, the badass kids will be

463
00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:30,440
Speaker 3: in the neighborhood walking around, see some shit, start going

464
00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:33,280
Speaker 3: through that shit. So I just remember instantly thinking like,

465
00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,760
Speaker 3: nobody better not touch my shit.

466
00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:39,639
Speaker 5: That's like the first stop. And I remember standings out

467
00:21:39,640 --> 00:21:39,800
Speaker 5: of that.

468
00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,639
Speaker 3: But I remember like I didn't really care about it

469
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:45,520
Speaker 3: that much because they put our shit out, but they

470
00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:49,080
Speaker 3: we instantly moved to a bigger apartment, so it kind

471
00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:51,280
Speaker 3: of was like it wasn't like we just our shit

472
00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:52,920
Speaker 3: was just out there and we were trying to figure

473
00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:55,720
Speaker 3: out right, I feel what I'm saying, Like I remember

474
00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:59,960
Speaker 3: us moving to a bigger apartment like instantly type shit.

475
00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:04,680
Speaker 2: So what was what was a typical meal in the household?

476
00:22:05,560 --> 00:22:08,879
Speaker 5: Oh, we had food. You had good not like steak

477
00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:13,000
Speaker 5: and ship though rum and hot dogs like that, like we.

478
00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:16,280
Speaker 3: Had the regular you know, but not like I don't

479
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:20,439
Speaker 3: remember no time, like well, it just wasn't nothing to

480
00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,159
Speaker 3: eat in the house. It's gonna be some bread. We

481
00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:25,600
Speaker 3: used to make like condensed milk sandwiches, like there was

482
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:28,400
Speaker 3: like I struggle meal, Like you take the you get

483
00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:30,320
Speaker 3: the bread and the condensed milk, and then you put

484
00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:33,800
Speaker 3: it in like the little toaster and you put it together.

485
00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:35,000
Speaker 5: That shit be good as fuck.

486
00:22:35,560 --> 00:22:38,280
Speaker 2: God you eat one of them now, hell y'all, I will.

487
00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:41,840
Speaker 5: God.

488
00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:45,600
Speaker 3: But like you know, hot dogs and noodles, My mama

489
00:22:45,680 --> 00:22:48,679
Speaker 3: used to make noodles, third fry, rummen noodles, right.

490
00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:54,240
Speaker 5: Curry chicken, jerk chicken, all that type of shit.

491
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,399
Speaker 1: Did you you, being the oldest, did you learn how

492
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:57,240
Speaker 1: to cook? Could you cook?

493
00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:57,520
Speaker 5: Shall?

494
00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:00,800
Speaker 1: Because I'm assuming like a lot of times your mom

495
00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:02,800
Speaker 1: probably was working and you had to take care of

496
00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,560
Speaker 1: your brothers and sisters, so it was left up to

497
00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:06,679
Speaker 1: you to probably cook the ram and or warm the

498
00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,440
Speaker 1: food up so they could eat when you got home

499
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:08,919
Speaker 1: from school.

500
00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:10,960
Speaker 3: Not cooked though, like the most my mama, what make

501
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:14,200
Speaker 3: me do is like unthoughted fool to me, like take

502
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:15,959
Speaker 3: the meat out. I used to get my ass if

503
00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,200
Speaker 3: I forget to take the meat out right and put

504
00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:20,359
Speaker 3: cause she don't play about the lemon, like don't just

505
00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,760
Speaker 3: sit it in the water. Put lemon juice in the

506
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:25,520
Speaker 3: water when you sit it in the water. So sometimes

507
00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:27,000
Speaker 3: I take the meat out and just sit it in

508
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:30,000
Speaker 3: the water without no lemon, get in trouble. Okay, But

509
00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:32,040
Speaker 3: she ain't ever just make me cook. But we used

510
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:34,480
Speaker 3: to make our own little food that we wanted. Like

511
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:36,639
Speaker 3: so if my little vetter than was hungry and they

512
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 3: wanted like a pack of noodles, I'd make them some

513
00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:39,720
Speaker 3: noodles or some shit.

514
00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,640
Speaker 1: Right, Yeah, obviously we talked a lot about your mom.

515
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:46,080
Speaker 2: What's the relationship like with your dad?

516
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,760
Speaker 3: Me and my dad in like a weird place. Because

517
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:55,359
Speaker 3: he got his side of how he looked at it.

518
00:23:55,440 --> 00:24:00,240
Speaker 3: I got my side of it, looked at it like

519
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:03,280
Speaker 3: like I kind of understand, like, okay, if your child

520
00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:06,760
Speaker 3: moved to another country, it's kind of hard type shit.

521
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:10,040
Speaker 3: But from a child point of view, all I can

522
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:13,200
Speaker 3: do is go af the emotion that I felt as

523
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:16,480
Speaker 3: a child, Like I don't, I can't. I can't tell

524
00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:18,480
Speaker 3: you how I would feel about it as an adult

525
00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:22,439
Speaker 3: because the hurt come from when I was a child.

526
00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:23,639
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying.

527
00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 3: So it's like it's like me whooping you as a

528
00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:30,160
Speaker 3: child and then expecting you to receive the pain as

529
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:32,760
Speaker 3: an adult. Like hell, now, I don't I know how

530
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:35,520
Speaker 3: it felt when it happened. I know, I felt abandoned.

531
00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:37,600
Speaker 3: That's how I felt. I felt like I used to

532
00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:40,440
Speaker 3: see like other kids in the neighborhood were not in

533
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,359
Speaker 3: the neighborhood. But remember the family that I told you

534
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:46,520
Speaker 3: that move. Yes, I had a front where he liked

535
00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:49,720
Speaker 3: My cousin basically rock him. He was in the same

536
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:53,560
Speaker 3: predicament like he was in another country with his mama,

537
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:56,440
Speaker 3: was with another man now his stepdaddy and his daddy

538
00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:59,600
Speaker 3: used to come visit him all the time, buy him shit.

539
00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:02,720
Speaker 3: So I used to be kind of jealous of where

540
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,200
Speaker 3: he had going, right, And so that's where a lot

541
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:09,080
Speaker 3: of the disappointment came from with my daddy. But my

542
00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 3: daddy was a good daddy to my siblings over there,

543
00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:13,800
Speaker 3: like my.

544
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 5: Love brother who died. My love brother got killed on

545
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 5: my daddy's side. They was best friends. You know what

546
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 5: I'm saying. I got twin little sisters and I got

547
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:25,520
Speaker 5: another love brother. They all love my daddy. You see what.

548
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:29,000
Speaker 5: So I can't just say, you know, mad Daddy with me,

549
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,560
Speaker 5: I feel like you didn't do what you were supposed

550
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 5: to do.

551
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:33,560
Speaker 1: The relationship that they have with him is not the

552
00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:37,719
Speaker 1: relationship you have with him. Facts right, because you saw

553
00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:40,879
Speaker 1: you said, the family that moved with you, you saw

554
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,959
Speaker 1: his mom even though she was in a foreign country

555
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:48,119
Speaker 1: and she had ended up having another man, his dad

556
00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:50,920
Speaker 1: still came over and would see him and buy him things.

557
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 1: And did you explain that to your father saying, look,

558
00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:57,800
Speaker 1: rock him, dad, his mom is with someone else, and

559
00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:59,880
Speaker 1: he found it time to come over here and see

560
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:01,920
Speaker 1: him and buy him things and spend time with him.

561
00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 2: Did you convey that.

562
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 3: To him, not as a child, okay, but like my

563
00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,960
Speaker 3: little brother died in twenty twenty okay, and like that

564
00:26:11,119 --> 00:26:13,280
Speaker 3: was me and my daddy first time talking in like

565
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,160
Speaker 3: fifteen twenty years.

566
00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:20,879
Speaker 1: Type shit, savage, I mean you you didn't. You didn't

567
00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:25,200
Speaker 1: reach out when, like, at any point in time before

568
00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:27,080
Speaker 1: that fifteen years was up. Did you not reach out

569
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:28,560
Speaker 1: and try to have a conversation with your father?

570
00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,800
Speaker 3: Because like when I turned twenty one, I got shot, okay,

571
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:39,240
Speaker 3: and my mama came in in the like while I

572
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:42,920
Speaker 3: was in the ICU, she brought the phone. Well, I

573
00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:44,439
Speaker 3: don't know if I was in ic I don't know

574
00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 3: where I was at, but it was like fresh it

575
00:26:46,119 --> 00:26:48,720
Speaker 3: was right after I got to the hospital, okay, and

576
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 3: my best friend had just died like in the incident,

577
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 3: so like I just remember being like mad. I was

578
00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:59,639
Speaker 3: more mad than sad. So she tried to hand me

579
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:05,520
Speaker 3: the phone. But I remember telling my daddy like, because

580
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:10,560
Speaker 3: my mama and her my like my siblings, four of

581
00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:13,280
Speaker 3: my siblings got the same daddy, I got my own daddy,

582
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:15,359
Speaker 3: and then my youngest sister got her own daddy.

583
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:17,000
Speaker 5: Okay, so my.

584
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:19,640
Speaker 3: Mama was moved out here. When she came out here,

585
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:23,800
Speaker 3: the father of my four younger siblings, he came like

586
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:27,720
Speaker 3: a little later, and we always together. So when they

587
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:33,679
Speaker 3: had broke up, how I took it was like you

588
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:36,160
Speaker 3: ain't my daddy. I gotta figure my own life out,

589
00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:38,680
Speaker 3: Like I can't be up under your roof no more

590
00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:40,119
Speaker 3: because my mama.

591
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 5: Left, right, so I left. So I remember communicating like

592
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:45,680
Speaker 5: to my daddy.

593
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:47,880
Speaker 2: Like your biological father, yeah.

594
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:50,560
Speaker 3: Like like I'm in the street at this time, but

595
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 3: I'm telling him like I figure it out, Like I

596
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,280
Speaker 3: don't expect you to just be able to just put

597
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:57,480
Speaker 3: me up in an apartment and just pay my rent

598
00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 3: every month, Like but I'm like, can you can tribute

599
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:03,240
Speaker 3: like one hundred or two hundred dollars and I'm gonna

600
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:07,119
Speaker 3: figure the rest out. I'm probably like sixteen seventeen at

601
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:11,080
Speaker 3: this time, this like years before I got shot. I

602
00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:14,360
Speaker 3: remember communicating to him like, can you help a little bit,

603
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 3: Like my mama ain't got you on child support. You

604
00:28:17,640 --> 00:28:19,880
Speaker 3: don't really sending no money like that, And it ain't

605
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:23,720
Speaker 3: no disrespect because I he went in like he be

606
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:26,359
Speaker 3: taking shit, Like me telling my story is like trying

607
00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 3: to down him.

608
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:29,359
Speaker 5: But this is my truth. This is what I remember.

609
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,760
Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, right, Like from what I remember,

610
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:33,919
Speaker 3: he wasn't really sending no money to my mama, and

611
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,119
Speaker 3: my mama wasn't just pressing him for no money because

612
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:38,320
Speaker 3: she had a man. So you see what I'm saying.

613
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:42,360
Speaker 3: So I remember communicating that, and I remember like it

614
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:45,600
Speaker 3: not coming through. So now I gotta go extra harder

615
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,880
Speaker 3: in the lane that I'm in as a sixteen seventeen

616
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,200
Speaker 3: year old. You feel what I'm saying, because I got

617
00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:54,800
Speaker 3: a feel for myself, Damn there, I gotta feed myself

618
00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:57,480
Speaker 3: like I'm staying with friend, the friend, the friend.

619
00:28:57,520 --> 00:28:58,280
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying.

620
00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:01,920
Speaker 3: So I remember feeling let down by that on top

621
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 3: of all the other times that I was let down

622
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 3: when I was young, and I wanted shoes or a

623
00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:09,600
Speaker 3: phone or this or that, a new video game.

624
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:10,480
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying.

625
00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:14,120
Speaker 3: So at a certain point, I remember, like I got

626
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:15,240
Speaker 3: old enough to where it was.

627
00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:18,240
Speaker 5: Like I I don't even care to talk.

628
00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,120
Speaker 3: So that's how that build up came of me not

629
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:22,440
Speaker 3: talking to him about them years.

630
00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:23,160
Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying.

631
00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 1: Right, So in twenty twenty, your brother gets lose his life, right, Yeah,

632
00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:34,200
Speaker 1: at that point in time, did you think about putting

633
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:37,480
Speaker 1: everything else aside and try to re establish a relationship

634
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:37,920
Speaker 1: with the father?

635
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:42,840
Speaker 3: I did, and we got on the phone, and he

636
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:46,880
Speaker 3: started doing some things that rub me the wrong way,

637
00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:51,160
Speaker 3: like like just asking me for shit, like too early

638
00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:52,400
Speaker 3: and like.

639
00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:55,600
Speaker 1: So at this point in time, you had already become

640
00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:56,440
Speaker 1: what you become.

641
00:29:57,400 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, in twenty twenty one seven, right, you feel what

642
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:06,880
Speaker 3: I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah, but I kind of like fell

643
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:10,080
Speaker 3: back and then, like you know, like when I do interviews,

644
00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:12,680
Speaker 3: these questions come up and I just I'm truthful, So

645
00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:14,720
Speaker 3: I think that might have rubbed.

646
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:18,960
Speaker 5: Him the wrong way. You know what I'm saying. Type shit, Oh, okay.

647
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:23,480
Speaker 1: So you went back, your parents come you come over here,

648
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,960
Speaker 1: and you go back. So how long were you over

649
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:28,680
Speaker 1: here before you went back for a month, two months,

650
00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:29,760
Speaker 1: three months.

651
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 3: We came out here. I was seven six, I was

652
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:41,160
Speaker 3: six turning seven. We went back the summer of sixth grade,

653
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:42,440
Speaker 3: going into seventh grade.

654
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:47,920
Speaker 2: So however old you is okay, so probably eleven twelve?

655
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:50,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, so probably like what five years we was over here?

656
00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:51,560
Speaker 5: Five years?

657
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:55,200
Speaker 3: Because I know whatever it was, it was right before

658
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:58,440
Speaker 3: the visa expired. We went back and then renewed it.

659
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:03,040
Speaker 1: Type shit, you go over there, whether it did you

660
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,840
Speaker 1: remember anything about London because you had now you had

661
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:08,760
Speaker 1: spent just as much time in America as you had London,

662
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 1: because you remember you five or six when you left,

663
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 1: you stayed five, six, seven years here and you go back,

664
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:19,840
Speaker 1: did it seem like home or did it seem unfamiliar

665
00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 1: to you?

666
00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 3: It seemed like home, like even like like even when

667
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:27,440
Speaker 3: I just went back for the first time, and what

668
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,480
Speaker 3: I don't know how many years that is. If I

669
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,840
Speaker 3: the last time I went when I when I was twelve,

670
00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:35,920
Speaker 3: and I just went last year when I was thirty,

671
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:36,960
Speaker 3: that's what eighteen years.

672
00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:39,200
Speaker 5: Yes, I still remember how to get.

673
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:42,000
Speaker 3: To my grandma house, like cause like it's a parking

674
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 3: lot and you got to walk through to get to

675
00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:46,360
Speaker 3: her house, Like I still remember how to walk to

676
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 3: her house. I still remember how to walk to the stove.

677
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,520
Speaker 3: So it's like I remember. I don't remember everything, but

678
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:56,040
Speaker 3: I remember like key, like major parks type shit.

679
00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:59,000
Speaker 1: Once you get Once you get over there, did you

680
00:31:59,120 --> 00:31:59,920
Speaker 1: yearn to come back?

681
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:03,320
Speaker 2: Like? Yeah, I like London, but the US is my

682
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:03,880
Speaker 2: home now.

683
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,800
Speaker 3: When I was young, when we went back to visit, yeah, yeah,

684
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 3: I think I was ready to go home, not like

685
00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,840
Speaker 3: just in a rush, but it was like, all right,

686
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:16,000
Speaker 3: now I missed my other friends right like I missed y'all.

687
00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 5: We didn't kick it now.

688
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:18,520
Speaker 2: Ready to go back?

689
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 5: Yeah?

690
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:21,280
Speaker 2: So school, how were you in school? What type of

691
00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:22,320
Speaker 2: student were you in school?

692
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:25,680
Speaker 3: I was an excellent student up until a certain grade. Okay,

693
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:30,440
Speaker 3: Like I feel like like we was just talking about

694
00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,479
Speaker 3: this last night. We was playing the game and they

695
00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 3: was like spelled super califragilistic, xplidocious, and it was crazy

696
00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:41,760
Speaker 3: because I wanted the spelling bee in fifth grade spelling

697
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:44,760
Speaker 3: that same word wow, And I wont the math competition

698
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:45,560
Speaker 3: that same year.

699
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:48,720
Speaker 5: Okay, so I used to get all a's, but.

700
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 3: Like up until a certain point, I feel like when

701
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:55,280
Speaker 3: I when I found out, like really just realized, like, all,

702
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,160
Speaker 3: no matter how good I do in school, I can't

703
00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:00,720
Speaker 3: go to college because I'm an immigrant. I can't get

704
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:03,120
Speaker 3: a job, I can't get no driver's license. I feel

705
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:05,920
Speaker 3: like once that started to kick in, I kind of

706
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,080
Speaker 3: just gave up and just stop caring. I used to

707
00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 3: go to school, fall asleep in class, like just do our.

708
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 5: Types of shit.

709
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:18,680
Speaker 1: Right, So once you realize, like, man as smart as

710
00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 1: I am math was won the math competition when the

711
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:23,280
Speaker 1: spelling be.

712
00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 2: I can only.

713
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:29,960
Speaker 1: Advance so far in school. Now I might need to

714
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:33,800
Speaker 1: try a different path. Yeah, so you go on this

715
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,840
Speaker 1: So in school? So, so, how were the other kids

716
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 1: towards you because you're smart? Normally kids they pick on

717
00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:40,440
Speaker 1: kids that are smart.

718
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:41,480
Speaker 5: But I was the cool kid.

719
00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:42,800
Speaker 2: Oh you're the cool smart kid.

720
00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:46,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, okay, because I used to do bad stuff too.

721
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:51,160
Speaker 3: I just had I just had good grades, but I

722
00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:54,680
Speaker 3: still used to skip fight right, like do all the

723
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:57,200
Speaker 3: little mischievous things doing school.

724
00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:59,520
Speaker 5: But I was just smart. I'm still smart.

725
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 2: Did you get bullied in school?

726
00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 3: No, I ain't really get bullied. I had issues with people,

727
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,520
Speaker 3: not just like you ain't. Finna just put my head

728
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 3: in the toilet and take my lunch money, yo.

729
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,840
Speaker 2: So that's what it was. I mean, the older kids

730
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:13,120
Speaker 2: trying to take advantage of you.

731
00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:16,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, and nobody never tried to do that to me.

732
00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:18,080
Speaker 3: I'm just saying, like, I'm not one of them kids.

733
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:19,400
Speaker 3: I was never one of them kids.

734
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:21,000
Speaker 2: Right. You ain't letting nothing slide.

735
00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:23,239
Speaker 3: No, my mama ain't even finna go for that, right.

736
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:26,759
Speaker 3: Like I remember like getting tried in the neighborhood my

737
00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:29,479
Speaker 3: mam and them coming outside to fight with us. What

738
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:31,240
Speaker 3: where y'all mama at facts?

739
00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:33,000
Speaker 2: Mom put it out like that.

740
00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:35,799
Speaker 3: I remember one time, like it was this lady and

741
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:37,960
Speaker 3: my little sister used to be real cool with this

742
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:41,000
Speaker 3: lady daughter, but I was just known as the bad

743
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,400
Speaker 3: kid in the neighborhood. So somebody spraying it spray painted

744
00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:46,440
Speaker 3: fuck you all over her car. She had like a

745
00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:49,880
Speaker 3: Lexus the man, the little bubble lexus, right, but it

746
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 3: was like it wasn't like the shoe, it was just

747
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,520
Speaker 3: like a regular little Lexis.

748
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:53,920
Speaker 2: Okay.

749
00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:56,919
Speaker 5: So she comes straight to my dough. My mama ain't

750
00:34:56,960 --> 00:35:00,879
Speaker 5: home though, banging on the door where y'all had ass sat.

751
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:03,319
Speaker 2: I know you did this shit.

752
00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:03,600
Speaker 5: Whoo.

753
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:06,960
Speaker 3: So she come to the door. So my Auntie was

754
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:09,480
Speaker 3: down the street. I guess my little sister ran and

755
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:12,360
Speaker 3: told my auntie. So my auntie, come down, My Auntie

756
00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:14,640
Speaker 3: come down. By this time, they don't call my mama.

757
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,239
Speaker 3: I remember my mama just smashing through the neighborhood in

758
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,280
Speaker 3: her Mini van. I remember I had some scissors.

759
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:20,080
Speaker 5: I had them.

760
00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,000
Speaker 3: Broke the scissors so it was just one side of

761
00:35:22,040 --> 00:35:25,400
Speaker 3: the scissors right there. So my mama pull up swerving,

762
00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:27,880
Speaker 3: she parted right in front of the lady billing. So

763
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:31,439
Speaker 3: the lady out there, the lady standing like on the car,

764
00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:33,560
Speaker 3: like with her back on the car, my mama jump

765
00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:34,040
Speaker 3: out the truck.

766
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 2: Bitch.

767
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:36,759
Speaker 5: She'dne mushed the.

768
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:40,160
Speaker 3: Lady on God, but the lady didn't want to fight.

769
00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 3: So my mama didn't really just mash the gas on

770
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,480
Speaker 3: the type shit on God. And me and my little brothers,

771
00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:47,319
Speaker 3: you know, we deep, it's all of us. Then we

772
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:50,880
Speaker 3: got friends right like and our friends down there like

773
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 3: our family, like we like this the hood right down there,

774
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:55,000
Speaker 3: like this our side.

775
00:35:54,840 --> 00:35:57,759
Speaker 5: Right So they all out there like ready like they

776
00:35:57,840 --> 00:35:58,680
Speaker 5: was gonna beat her up.

777
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,239
Speaker 3: But she she she bit her tongue and all My

778
00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:03,560
Speaker 3: mom I really didn't do the shit right. It really

779
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,359
Speaker 3: wasn't me who was spray painting her car. Right, That's

780
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:07,880
Speaker 3: how you know reputation.

781
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,879
Speaker 1: Is your reputation preceded you because you used to get

782
00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 1: into stuff, and they just automatical as soon as it's

783
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:15,120
Speaker 1: some issue with down savage did it?

784
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:19,279
Speaker 5: Oh God? That shit was crazy And I was an

785
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:21,080
Speaker 5: innocent as a motherfucking.

786
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:25,919
Speaker 1: So you go to school, you end up getting kicked

787
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,520
Speaker 1: out of school because you bought a firearm to school? Yeah,

788
00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:31,320
Speaker 1: what made you feel you need What made you feel

789
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:32,640
Speaker 1: like you needed to bring that fire on?

790
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:36,839
Speaker 5: I think I was just bad, like we was. It

791
00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:39,200
Speaker 5: was like some issues were a group of people from

792
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 5: like another neighborhood that we didn't really get along with

793
00:36:42,280 --> 00:36:45,000
Speaker 5: with saying like they were supposed to be trying to

794
00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:47,239
Speaker 5: fight us, and they was deep and one number like

795
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:50,120
Speaker 5: five six of us because all my friends are older

796
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:53,200
Speaker 5: so they in high school. Right, you see what I'm saying, Right, Okay.

797
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,520
Speaker 3: Like the people that I hang with, that's like I

798
00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:58,439
Speaker 3: feel like it's like me, it's only a few.

799
00:36:58,560 --> 00:36:59,720
Speaker 5: It was like three of us.

800
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:01,359
Speaker 2: And then like.

801
00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:04,879
Speaker 5: I was just being bad. Really I didn't really need

802
00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:05,680
Speaker 5: to bring no gun.

803
00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:07,840
Speaker 2: When you get when you get the strap.

804
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 3: From like this dude in my neighborhood had did something

805
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:12,920
Speaker 3: and he hid it somewhere and I knew where he

806
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:16,600
Speaker 3: heard it at, so I slick stole it, right.

807
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:21,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, And so someone to how did they find out

808
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,760
Speaker 1: that you had the piece on your school?

809
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:27,160
Speaker 3: Because when I got to school it was an is day.

810
00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 3: So I started thinking, like, I don't I don't want

811
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:32,000
Speaker 3: to just be had this motherfucker.

812
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:32,680
Speaker 2: In school suspension.

813
00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:35,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, I ain't want to just have it on me

814
00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:39,000
Speaker 3: all day. So I'm like, let me hide it. And

815
00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:42,040
Speaker 3: it was this little bitch as little like he ain't

816
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:44,000
Speaker 3: even really I don't even really fuck with him. He

817
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,080
Speaker 3: just happened to beat up while I'm hiding this shit.

818
00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:48,520
Speaker 3: Oh man, I ain't even thinking about this ship at

819
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 3: the time. I didn't put this shit up under some

820
00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:54,399
Speaker 3: leaves and some bushes and shit. So I guess they

821
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,640
Speaker 3: see us on the camera, but on the camera they

822
00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:58,120
Speaker 3: can't really tell who doing what.

823
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 5: They see me and him right there. I want something.

824
00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:04,640
Speaker 3: I don't know how it happened though, but they found it.

825
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 3: They end up finding it, so they come get me

826
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:09,800
Speaker 3: out of iss with the It was the school officer.

827
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:13,200
Speaker 3: His name was Valentino or Valencio some shit, but he

828
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:16,480
Speaker 3: was a police officer. But school police. They come get

829
00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:20,040
Speaker 3: me out of iss. They walked me into the assistant

830
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:24,080
Speaker 3: principal office. But they know me like all the cause

831
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:26,560
Speaker 3: you know, like and kids.

832
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:27,200
Speaker 5: This ain't for me.

833
00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 3: I'm not bragging about this, but when you bad as

834
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:34,319
Speaker 3: hell in school, you have assigned counselor type shit, and

835
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 3: normally your counselor is one of the assistant principles type shit.

836
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:41,880
Speaker 3: So I didn't have been counseled by all of them

837
00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 3: type shit. So they come get me out of iss.

838
00:38:44,920 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 3: They bring me in the.

839
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:48,000
Speaker 5: Office.

840
00:38:49,080 --> 00:38:51,520
Speaker 3: The nigga who was there while I was hiding the shit,

841
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,719
Speaker 3: he right there in the office. I'm like, a shit,

842
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:57,000
Speaker 3: even you out, I know it is about. So they

843
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:59,120
Speaker 3: bring me in the office. They're like, yeah, what what

844
00:38:59,160 --> 00:39:01,360
Speaker 3: was in the I'm like, know what y'all talking about?

845
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 5: I don't know nothing.

846
00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:03,120
Speaker 2: I don't know.

847
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:05,960
Speaker 5: I wasn't doing shit. So I just sit there.

848
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 3: Then I just every time I used to get in trouble,

849
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 3: I just get an attitude and get mad, and so

850
00:39:11,120 --> 00:39:13,640
Speaker 3: I don't got an answer to shit. I just be like, man, bro,

851
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:20,200
Speaker 3: you stop talking. So I stopped talking. So they like

852
00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:22,280
Speaker 3: all right, come on. They bring me back to ISS.

853
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:25,320
Speaker 3: So I'm like, oh, I'm straight. So I'm seeing the ISS.

854
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:29,400
Speaker 3: They start calling like you know, they be like buses, walkers,

855
00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:32,839
Speaker 3: riders woo woo. So everybody start going. So I get

856
00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:35,640
Speaker 3: up off the rip like I ride the bus right,

857
00:39:35,840 --> 00:39:39,160
Speaker 3: But they let I think either walkers or riders out first.

858
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:41,960
Speaker 3: I get up as soon as the first one get up.

859
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 3: So I'm walking out ISS. I'm walking out of you know,

860
00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:47,040
Speaker 3: ISS and the trailers. So I'm walking down the hill.

861
00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:49,680
Speaker 5: I see the school police. He's walking towards me. He

862
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:51,839
Speaker 5: come get me. He cuffed me. I'm like, ah shit,

863
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 5: But all I was worreing about was my mama.

864
00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 3: It's like when you're young and you get in trouble,

865
00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:58,360
Speaker 3: you don't give it damn about nothing else but what

866
00:39:58,480 --> 00:39:59,520
Speaker 3: your mama.

867
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:00,719
Speaker 5: Oh God.

868
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:04,200
Speaker 3: They cuffed me up, took me to they tried to

869
00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:07,279
Speaker 3: do some fake scared scrape ship. They took me to

870
00:40:07,719 --> 00:40:12,839
Speaker 3: the big jail, the cab county. But like they used to,

871
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:14,799
Speaker 3: like I don't know how they do it now, but

872
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 3: back in the day, they used to book you in

873
00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:19,919
Speaker 3: the big jail, not like put you in the big jail,

874
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:22,319
Speaker 3: but that like the juvenile facility was right there.

875
00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:24,799
Speaker 5: But they'll take your pictures and ship at the big jail.

876
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,279
Speaker 3: Right, So when they bring us in, I guess they

877
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 3: told one of the inmates like start banging on the

878
00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:31,680
Speaker 3: window and some ship to scares.

879
00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:33,120
Speaker 5: I'm like, bro, as the fuck.

880
00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:35,520
Speaker 2: That didn't work.

881
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:40,640
Speaker 5: Now, big ass, though, what you're gonna bust through the

882
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:43,000
Speaker 5: dough and do something?

883
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:49,360
Speaker 1: So now they banned you. You cannot go to school

884
00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:50,400
Speaker 1: in the cab County.

885
00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:52,759
Speaker 5: Correct, No, that ain't that. I got on.

886
00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:54,560
Speaker 2: Probation for that. Got on probation for that one.

887
00:40:54,600 --> 00:41:00,520
Speaker 5: Okay, right next year? No, this yeah, this this eighth grade.

888
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 3: I'm doing good. I'm still on probation playing football or whatever.

889
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:09,719
Speaker 3: So I'm at the back of the bus with all

890
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:12,520
Speaker 3: the cool kids were on the way to school.

891
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:13,760
Speaker 2: These niggas.

892
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:15,640
Speaker 3: It was this song when we were young called tea

893
00:41:15,719 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 3: bag that he Man, these niggas in the back, they

894
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 3: start beaning on the window, T bad dao ta baddo,

895
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:26,319
Speaker 3: banging on the window. So people start throwing shit because

896
00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 3: we had a substitute bus driver. Oh man, they started

897
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:31,040
Speaker 3: throwing paper at the bus driver.

898
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:31,880
Speaker 2: I'm just back there.

899
00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:34,760
Speaker 3: I ain't really doing because I'm on probation, so I'm chilling,

900
00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:37,440
Speaker 3: but I'm laughing, and shit, I think I was singing

901
00:41:37,440 --> 00:41:40,759
Speaker 3: the song a little bit. Man, they come get us.

902
00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:44,200
Speaker 3: They treat us like we got Dawn. There's some some

903
00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 3: serious shit. They come get everybody, everybody who was in

904
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:49,400
Speaker 3: the back of the bus. They put us in the library.

905
00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:52,360
Speaker 3: They had a like it was some girls who was

906
00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:56,359
Speaker 3: like telling about what happened they got Dawn. I think

907
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:58,680
Speaker 3: some of the boys were like grabbing the girls, the

908
00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:01,640
Speaker 3: type shit bringing the girls back then and ship girls

909
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:02,719
Speaker 3: were sitting on people.

910
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:04,279
Speaker 5: Laps and just bad ship.

911
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,880
Speaker 3: So they had some girls who started telling like they

912
00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:10,600
Speaker 3: got in trouble, Like if you don't tell who was

913
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 3: doing it, we're gonna tell your parents that you've been.

914
00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:13,920
Speaker 5: Being fast back there.

915
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 3: So goddamn, I just remember they had We had like

916
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:20,360
Speaker 3: a they used to call that ship like a hearing,

917
00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:23,759
Speaker 3: a hearing in the library, they bringing all of us

918
00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:26,799
Speaker 3: to the window. They got girls lined up. We got

919
00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 3: to put our face at the window, like the hell.

920
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 5: They like.

921
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:34,439
Speaker 3: Yep, they said him. They put my face. I ain't

922
00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:34,879
Speaker 3: even dead.

923
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:35,960
Speaker 5: Ship they like yep him.

924
00:42:36,840 --> 00:42:39,600
Speaker 3: So when that happened by me being on propobation, already.

925
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 3: That's when they kicked me out of after school, right

926
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:43,320
Speaker 3: shit for that incident.

927
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:45,920
Speaker 2: So they lied on you.

928
00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:47,239
Speaker 5: Hell yeah, they lied on me.

929
00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:48,799
Speaker 2: Man. You sure, I mean you sure?

930
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:52,200
Speaker 3: You had no should have never been back there when

931
00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:54,360
Speaker 3: they started doing all that issues. You should have the

932
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:56,560
Speaker 3: got up and went to the front, So they didn't

933
00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 3: really lie. I was back there, right, I just wasn't

934
00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:01,480
Speaker 3: doing all this the ship that they was doing that.

935
00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:03,000
Speaker 3: I was in the mixed type shit.

936
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:06,600
Speaker 2: Did you have to go to juvenile attention for that?

937
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:08,680
Speaker 3: That was just like some school shit because they like, nigga,

938
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:11,799
Speaker 3: you're on probation, right, you still don't know how to act.

939
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:15,000
Speaker 2: So they informed your mom.

940
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:17,720
Speaker 1: That's when they kick you out of the cab County, right, Yeah,

941
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:18,840
Speaker 1: so they tell your mom.

942
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:22,399
Speaker 2: Yeah what did your mom say?

943
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:28,839
Speaker 3: I think that's the first time. I really just got grounded, Like, well,

944
00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:30,640
Speaker 3: you can't even leave the house. But I still was

945
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:35,120
Speaker 3: leaving the house. My mama know that shit though, She

946
00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:38,319
Speaker 3: know that shit, because yeah, I got grounded because matter

947
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:43,280
Speaker 3: of fact, on God, so boom, my mamach ain't whoop

948
00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:46,000
Speaker 3: me by then, I'm too grown, right, ain't no whooping.

949
00:43:46,560 --> 00:43:50,680
Speaker 3: So I get home and shit, she like you ain't leaving,

950
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:53,000
Speaker 3: you can't go nowhere. Sit inside the house, watch your

951
00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,920
Speaker 3: little brothers and sisters type shit. Because at this time,

952
00:43:56,239 --> 00:44:00,480
Speaker 3: my little brother rural. He was probably like two some shit.

953
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,320
Speaker 3: So I used to have the babysit. But my little

954
00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:07,400
Speaker 3: sister old enough to watch them too, right. So it

955
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:09,359
Speaker 3: was this little boy in the neighborhood. I ain't gonna say,

956
00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:11,680
Speaker 3: I don't even remember his name anyway, but he was

957
00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:15,239
Speaker 3: like younger than me. So I'm outside. We at the park,

958
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:19,319
Speaker 3: the park like right behind our building. So I'm at

959
00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:21,919
Speaker 3: the parking shit. He walked up, like, bro, I got

960
00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 3: some keys. I found them, some keys to this lady

961
00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:26,480
Speaker 3: car that live in the next building. So I grabbed

962
00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:28,160
Speaker 3: the keys, I take the kids. I'm like, what car

963
00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:31,080
Speaker 3: it is? He showed me the car. I'm like, all right,

964
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:34,480
Speaker 3: all right, So I don't supposed to be outside, no,

965
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:39,080
Speaker 3: so god damn, I go get the car. I crank

966
00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:39,440
Speaker 3: it up.

967
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh shit, have you ever driven a car before? Yeah?

968
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:49,400
Speaker 5: My mama, my mama, shit, yeah, oh god. So so

969
00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:51,279
Speaker 5: so I'm like, oh shit, this is the real keys.

970
00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 3: So I jump out. I jump out, I walk out,

971
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:57,000
Speaker 3: I walk back to the park. So you know how

972
00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:59,359
Speaker 3: when you're young, you're doing something bad, you always need

973
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,319
Speaker 3: somebody with you to do it too, like you ain't

974
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:04,600
Speaker 3: gonna just do it by yourself. So I forgot who

975
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,400
Speaker 3: it was. It was somebody, Oh it was it was

976
00:45:07,440 --> 00:45:08,719
Speaker 3: my partner. I forget his name.

977
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:09,360
Speaker 2: Terror.

978
00:45:09,440 --> 00:45:11,880
Speaker 5: He used to live across the bridge, though he was spoiled,

979
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:13,080
Speaker 5: though he was the only child.

980
00:45:13,360 --> 00:45:15,960
Speaker 3: They lived in the townhouse. So I used to kind

981
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:17,480
Speaker 3: of like be jealous in him. But I used to

982
00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:18,879
Speaker 3: so I used to fuck with him too. He used

983
00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:21,840
Speaker 3: to have all the games, right, unlimited snacks.

984
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:25,919
Speaker 5: Oh god. So I went and got tear.

985
00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:28,520
Speaker 3: I got a car. I got a hot boss. That's

986
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:30,200
Speaker 3: what we call like a stolen car. Right, I got

987
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:32,840
Speaker 3: a boss, I got a box. So I go get him.

988
00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:35,759
Speaker 3: We go get in the car. So we driving around

989
00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:41,080
Speaker 3: the neighborhood, spinning like suberving, like doing not burning out,

990
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:44,920
Speaker 3: but just like drifting. Right, So I go part the car,

991
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,120
Speaker 3: We jump out, We go back to the park again,

992
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:49,320
Speaker 3: we chilling, probably like thirty minutes.

993
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:51,640
Speaker 5: Go pass him like shit, let's go ride. Let's go ride.

994
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 3: So goddamn, now I feel like I done mastered the car.

995
00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:57,360
Speaker 3: So now I'm trying to do extra shit. So I

996
00:45:57,400 --> 00:46:00,120
Speaker 3: get in the car. I reversed, but we the car

997
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:03,720
Speaker 3: is parked directly in front of the people like building,

998
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:07,279
Speaker 3: that apartment build, so when we pulling off, we like

999
00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:10,319
Speaker 3: trying to ease off and then hurry up and smash off.

1000
00:46:11,120 --> 00:46:13,719
Speaker 3: So I put the car reverse and I back out

1001
00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:18,919
Speaker 3: the parking spot. So but he working the gear. I'm

1002
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:23,399
Speaker 3: just yeah, So I'm thinking this nigga. Put the car

1003
00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:25,560
Speaker 3: and dry it's still real. Got in, reversed and then

1004
00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:26,720
Speaker 3: smashed on the guys.

1005
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 2: Man.

1006
00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:35,160
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh shit, shit shit, I hurry up, apart

1007
00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:37,759
Speaker 3: the car, get out the car. We take our runt

1008
00:46:37,760 --> 00:46:39,359
Speaker 3: in the back because I ain't want to run this

1009
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:42,160
Speaker 3: way because my building right here. So we run behind

1010
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:44,600
Speaker 3: that building and I ran through the backway of my

1011
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:49,319
Speaker 3: building and go change my clothes type shit. So I

1012
00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:51,399
Speaker 3: come back out the cab. Count of police out there,

1013
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:55,839
Speaker 3: so I walk up. So they're like, who's seen where

1014
00:46:55,840 --> 00:46:57,160
Speaker 3: they went? Who's seen where they went?

1015
00:46:58,160 --> 00:46:59,000
Speaker 5: I'm like, I seen them.

1016
00:46:59,000 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 2: They had on white.

1017
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:03,120
Speaker 5: They ran in that way.

1018
00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:06,000
Speaker 3: My bitch ass little cousin and told his mama it

1019
00:47:06,040 --> 00:47:09,839
Speaker 3: was me. Oh man, So the police don't know, but

1020
00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 3: my mama no, right. So now, God damn, they heat

1021
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:17,560
Speaker 3: and told, but I think I can't remember. I got

1022
00:47:17,560 --> 00:47:19,480
Speaker 3: to call my mama and asked her, like, did she

1023
00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:21,880
Speaker 3: whooped me about that? Because I think she that's like

1024
00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:24,080
Speaker 3: she punched me about that, like something.

1025
00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:26,279
Speaker 5: I remember. I got in big trouble for that.

1026
00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 3: And I just remember that being like a couple of

1027
00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:32,799
Speaker 3: days after the school bus incident, because.

1028
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:34,680
Speaker 5: That was like fresh, Like I really wasn't supposed to

1029
00:47:34,680 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 5: be outside.

1030
00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:37,680
Speaker 1: Right, You're supposed to be inside. You Not only are

1031
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 1: you outside, you doing some good.

1032
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:42,239
Speaker 3: That's how I got to go outside. On God, I

1033
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:44,319
Speaker 3: told my mama I was taking my little brother to

1034
00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:46,400
Speaker 3: the part. Okay, So my little brother was at the

1035
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:47,520
Speaker 3: part with my little sister.

1036
00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:52,279
Speaker 7: That's how I got outside, Okay, On God, So you

1037
00:47:52,320 --> 00:47:53,360
Speaker 7: were supposed to be outside.

1038
00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,239
Speaker 2: You just wasn't supposed to be no hood shit.

1039
00:47:56,320 --> 00:48:01,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, and your brother Randy died out little color there.

1040
00:48:01,880 --> 00:48:04,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, he told his mama that it was me and

1041
00:48:04,080 --> 00:48:07,040
Speaker 3: my his mama told my mama type shit.

1042
00:48:07,320 --> 00:48:08,960
Speaker 2: But did the police ever find out it was you?

1043
00:48:09,080 --> 00:48:09,279
Speaker 5: Nah?

1044
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:11,680
Speaker 2: Well you straight there? Statue limitation yours up?

1045
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 5: Oh God?

1046
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:12,480
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1047
00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:17,719
Speaker 2: Sports? Did you play sports?

1048
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:22,320
Speaker 5: I played football, but I was too small but I tried.

1049
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:25,200
Speaker 5: You tried, but really I had to for probation.

1050
00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:28,239
Speaker 3: Okay, Like they was like, you gotta be in as

1051
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:32,319
Speaker 3: many extra curricular activities as possible to keep you from

1052
00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:35,960
Speaker 3: doing shit, just being at home doing nothing, right, So.

1053
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:36,799
Speaker 5: I had to.

1054
00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:40,440
Speaker 3: But then, like, I only played one season because at

1055
00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:43,680
Speaker 3: the end of the season, my mama them didn't have

1056
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:46,560
Speaker 3: enough money to pay the dues. Right, so I only

1057
00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:49,640
Speaker 3: played one season. I probably got on the field three times.

1058
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:51,000
Speaker 2: What position did you play?

1059
00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:52,400
Speaker 5: Wide, receiving, cornerback?

1060
00:48:52,520 --> 00:48:55,440
Speaker 2: Okay, had you stuck with did you think you'd have

1061
00:48:55,480 --> 00:48:56,240
Speaker 2: been pretty good?

1062
00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:59,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, because I ended up getting taller as I got older, right,

1063
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 3: so probably well for sure, But I stopped going to

1064
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,480
Speaker 3: school in ninth grade.

1065
00:49:05,920 --> 00:49:09,719
Speaker 2: You might have been an NFL player, facts, but I.

1066
00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 3: Don't think the average and do that. How much money

1067
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:14,080
Speaker 3: do the average NFL player make? I make more than

1068
00:49:14,080 --> 00:49:14,520
Speaker 3: a rapper?

1069
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:21,359
Speaker 2: No, it all dead. I think I went the right route.

1070
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:24,640
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm mean unless you play quarterback. Now, quarterback,

1071
00:49:24,680 --> 00:49:26,960
Speaker 1: they make some bread. Yeah, they make forty fifty milll

1072
00:49:27,080 --> 00:49:29,319
Speaker 1: a year. Yeah, but you're doing better than that too.

1073
00:49:29,360 --> 00:49:31,399
Speaker 1: So if you did it right there, yeah, facts, yeah,

1074
00:49:31,440 --> 00:49:33,240
Speaker 1: you ain't tak You don't got to take no hits.

1075
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:38,239
Speaker 5: Yeah nah, yeah, I'll be bruised up. Yeah, and that

1076
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,160
Speaker 5: nigga fin to be pushing me to the ground and

1077
00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:40,680
Speaker 5: all that.

1078
00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:42,000
Speaker 2: So you go.

1079
00:49:42,120 --> 00:49:44,839
Speaker 1: So the ninth grade, Well that's the fartherest you went

1080
00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 1: in school, right, Yeah, you dropped out.

1081
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:48,799
Speaker 3: So I got kicked out eighth grade or you got

1082
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:51,040
Speaker 3: kicked out of eighth grade for the second semester of

1083
00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:51,520
Speaker 3: eighth grade?

1084
00:49:51,600 --> 00:49:53,680
Speaker 5: What did you do to get kicked out the butst shit?

1085
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:55,520
Speaker 2: Oh so yeah, but you had to.

1086
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:57,160
Speaker 1: But I thought you could go if you went to

1087
00:49:57,440 --> 00:49:59,880
Speaker 1: another county outside of the cab you were straight.

1088
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 5: That's what we thought.

1089
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:04,840
Speaker 3: So we move up the street to Gwenette County and

1090
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:08,399
Speaker 3: I had to go to alternative school right in Gwenette County, right,

1091
00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:12,240
Speaker 3: and they make you well like that shit was just different,

1092
00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:15,319
Speaker 3: bro like, because when I went to alternative school in

1093
00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:17,080
Speaker 3: the car County, you know, it's black kids.

1094
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:20,040
Speaker 5: It's like it's still like regular.

1095
00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:20,439
Speaker 2: Right.

1096
00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:22,719
Speaker 3: I got out there, it was just nothing but Mexicans,

1097
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:25,080
Speaker 3: but it was some black people too. But this when

1098
00:50:25,120 --> 00:50:29,279
Speaker 3: I first learned about gangs type shit. So I went

1099
00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:33,200
Speaker 3: there for a semester. Then I went to South Gwennette

1100
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 3: High School for like probably like a semester. Then they

1101
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,080
Speaker 3: was trying to kick me out because I was smelling

1102
00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:45,319
Speaker 3: like weed in school, falling sleeping class. But this is

1103
00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:48,520
Speaker 3: about around the time while I'm telling you like I ain't,

1104
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:51,279
Speaker 3: I ain't really feel like shit was gonna get me

1105
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:52,160
Speaker 3: nowhere because I'm.

1106
00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:55,239
Speaker 5: An immigrant, right, So I just stopped caring. So my

1107
00:50:55,280 --> 00:50:56,360
Speaker 5: mama just withdrew me.

1108
00:50:57,280 --> 00:51:00,480
Speaker 3: Type shit, and she started like trying to home school

1109
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 3: me and ship and then that ship. I don't know,

1110
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,520
Speaker 3: it's just eventually I just I don't know what the

1111
00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:07,280
Speaker 3: hell have but it just stopped.

1112
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:09,759
Speaker 2: You just kind of realize that, man, school ain't for me.

1113
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:11,640
Speaker 5: Yeah, oh god right, yeah?

1114
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,239
Speaker 1: And so what So once you realize like school ain't

1115
00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:16,120
Speaker 1: for me, what do you say, Like, what are you

1116
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:16,840
Speaker 1: gonna do?

1117
00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:17,800
Speaker 2: You gotta do something?

1118
00:51:19,239 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 5: Chill, hustle ship, that's all you. That's all I could do.

1119
00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,640
Speaker 2: Did you ever get your d ged? No?

1120
00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:27,719
Speaker 5: I'm finish, get it though.

1121
00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:30,640
Speaker 1: So when you when you're okay, your mom takes you

1122
00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 1: out of school.

1123
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,040
Speaker 5: No, I don't think I do.

1124
00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:35,879
Speaker 1: Your mom takes you out of school, She's gonna try

1125
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:38,719
Speaker 1: to home school you. You're like if it this ain't

1126
00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:42,800
Speaker 1: for me, what do you tell your mom? Mom, school

1127
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,800
Speaker 1: ain't for me. Hey, I'm not going this homeschooling ain't working.

1128
00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:49,120
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get on this grind or did you or

1129
00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:51,200
Speaker 1: did you? Just like I just got to do what

1130
00:51:51,239 --> 00:51:51,680
Speaker 1: I gotta do.

1131
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:56,040
Speaker 3: Honestly, my mom, I always just knew, like because I

1132
00:51:56,120 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 3: used to be getting in trouble for like having cars

1133
00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:00,799
Speaker 3: lined up outside the house and shit, so.

1134
00:52:00,920 --> 00:52:05,000
Speaker 1: Like cars lighting up outside the house. Yeah, huge general

1135
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:07,360
Speaker 1: manager of the car dealership or something, that's that's the

1136
00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:09,040
Speaker 1: only way that's supposed to happen, like.

1137
00:52:09,080 --> 00:52:13,480
Speaker 3: People outside waiting in the car and okay, yeah, so

1138
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:15,799
Speaker 3: she I feel like she had an idea, But I

1139
00:52:15,840 --> 00:52:18,439
Speaker 3: think I was just too grown. Even though I was young,

1140
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:21,520
Speaker 3: I was just like grown, Like I can't explain it.

1141
00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:22,160
Speaker 5: It was like.

1142
00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:25,800
Speaker 2: You were much older than your age.

1143
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:28,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like, you can't tell me nothing because I already

1144
00:52:28,560 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 3: be gone for god damn, two three weeks at a

1145
00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:35,600
Speaker 3: time type shit. So it's like if you tell me something,

1146
00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:37,719
Speaker 3: I'm gonna just get the hell on right and go

1147
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 3: do it somewhere else.

1148
00:52:40,200 --> 00:52:42,839
Speaker 1: So when did the affiliation with the gangs? When did

1149
00:52:42,880 --> 00:52:43,520
Speaker 1: that come about?

1150
00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 5: Like I don't know.

1151
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:48,520
Speaker 3: I feel like when you're from the hood, they just

1152
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:51,360
Speaker 3: automatically like affiliate you with a game, right.

1153
00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:54,040
Speaker 5: Just growing up in the area.

1154
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:57,279
Speaker 3: Did you feel me, I ain't never been initiated into

1155
00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:58,040
Speaker 3: no games, you know.

1156
00:52:58,120 --> 00:52:58,319
Speaker 5: Shit?

1157
00:52:59,360 --> 00:53:01,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's that's that's you're not a part of

1158
00:53:01,880 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 2: a gang.

1159
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:06,160
Speaker 1: And do people just assume because you was doing devious,

1160
00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:09,879
Speaker 1: you know stuff, right stealing the cars and whatever else

1161
00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:12,160
Speaker 1: was going on, they just automatically assume you were part

1162
00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:12,360
Speaker 1: of the.

1163
00:53:12,360 --> 00:53:18,719
Speaker 3: Gang, right, just from being from a certain side of town, right, Yeah.

1164
00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:20,720
Speaker 1: So did they say anything? Your mom didn't say anything

1165
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:22,879
Speaker 1: to you, like, bro, what you're gonna do with your life?

1166
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:31,240
Speaker 3: I think I think my mama used to like beg

1167
00:53:31,360 --> 00:53:36,359
Speaker 3: my daddy to like step up type shit more than

1168
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:40,640
Speaker 3: like to me, like because I feel like she felt

1169
00:53:40,680 --> 00:53:42,839
Speaker 3: she probably felt like, shit, what else can he do

1170
00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:43,239
Speaker 3: for real?

1171
00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:44,319
Speaker 5: Right type shit?

1172
00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:47,840
Speaker 3: And it wasn't like I was just stupid, like I

1173
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:51,239
Speaker 3: kind of knew what I was doing type shit. So

1174
00:53:51,280 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 3: I think she mightn't used to like say that ship

1175
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:57,439
Speaker 3: to my daddy, like come like get him or come

1176
00:53:57,480 --> 00:54:01,799
Speaker 3: be with him, or but then again, it's like she

1177
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:06,360
Speaker 3: probably was saying that, but I wasn't would I wouldn't

1178
00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:07,200
Speaker 3: have went for that though.

1179
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:07,680
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1180
00:54:07,760 --> 00:54:09,919
Speaker 1: I was about to say, even if he had come,

1181
00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:11,920
Speaker 1: if he had come to the States and tried to

1182
00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:13,919
Speaker 1: take you back where you gonna go.

1183
00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:15,800
Speaker 2: Younger?

1184
00:54:16,080 --> 00:54:20,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, I probably would have, like sixteen seventeen, but by

1185
00:54:20,120 --> 00:54:22,080
Speaker 3: the time I was twenty.

1186
00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:24,000
Speaker 2: But you've grown ass man now, I mean, he can't

1187
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:25,319
Speaker 2: get you to go nowhere? Right.

1188
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:27,920
Speaker 3: I had my son though, right, so it was that

1189
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:32,319
Speaker 3: wasn't an option, no more right type shit. I had

1190
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,120
Speaker 3: my son the same year I got shot, So that

1191
00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:38,760
Speaker 3: was twenty thirteen, right, twenty, so he was twenty.

1192
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:40,920
Speaker 5: Yeah, take us.

1193
00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:43,239
Speaker 2: Back to that day. Do you remember anything about that.

1194
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:46,799
Speaker 1: Day, the day you got shot and your friend got killed.

1195
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:49,080
Speaker 1: Do you remember anything about that day? Was it a

1196
00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:51,120
Speaker 1: normal day? Did you wake up like, oh, this is

1197
00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:53,640
Speaker 1: this is a Tuesday, this is a Wednesday. I'm gonna

1198
00:54:53,640 --> 00:54:56,160
Speaker 1: start my day. I'most gonna carry on. What was it

1199
00:54:56,200 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 1: about that day? Did anything feel different?

1200
00:55:00,600 --> 00:55:00,799
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1201
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:03,280
Speaker 5: It kind of some It ain't really feel different.

1202
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:05,640
Speaker 3: But when I look you know how you in the moment,

1203
00:55:06,080 --> 00:55:08,520
Speaker 3: you don't it don't feel different, right, But you look

1204
00:55:08,600 --> 00:55:11,399
Speaker 3: back on it and it's like, damn, because that day

1205
00:55:11,560 --> 00:55:12,280
Speaker 3: was my birthday.

1206
00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:16,839
Speaker 2: Okay, so like he was turning twenty one. Correct, Yeah,

1207
00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:17,480
Speaker 2: it was.

1208
00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:21,600
Speaker 3: My birthday, his his mama birthday, and his nephew birthday.

1209
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 3: Y'all got the same birthday. So I was trying to

1210
00:55:24,520 --> 00:55:26,640
Speaker 3: like book a hotel room so we could have like

1211
00:55:26,680 --> 00:55:33,120
Speaker 3: a kickback and shit like for that weekend. And he

1212
00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:35,880
Speaker 3: called me because I had like a couple of cars

1213
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:38,520
Speaker 3: and shit like, but they were not stolen cars, like

1214
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:41,759
Speaker 3: cars I paid for. In one of my cars, I

1215
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:44,200
Speaker 3: had speakers in the trunk like you know how people

1216
00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:47,040
Speaker 3: put speakers in the trump And one of his speakers

1217
00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:50,480
Speaker 3: went out and one of his cars. So he needed

1218
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:52,359
Speaker 3: one of mine. And he was like, shit, I'm gonna

1219
00:55:52,440 --> 00:55:54,840
Speaker 3: just give you one of mine when I when I

1220
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:56,680
Speaker 3: whenever I go by no one, I don't feel like

1221
00:55:56,719 --> 00:55:59,319
Speaker 3: going up there now. So and he was like, I

1222
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:03,479
Speaker 3: want to see my son. So I wasn't at the house.

1223
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:05,959
Speaker 3: I was with my other partner. He ended up getting

1224
00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:08,799
Speaker 3: killed too, his name one one I was with him.

1225
00:56:08,880 --> 00:56:11,279
Speaker 3: He was like riding with me and shit, we was

1226
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:12,920
Speaker 3: trying to get that he was gonna get the hotel

1227
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:14,680
Speaker 3: room in his name, because I ain't got no id,

1228
00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:17,160
Speaker 3: I ain't got no license, so I needed somebody to

1229
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:19,560
Speaker 3: get the room in their name. So I was running

1230
00:56:19,560 --> 00:56:22,960
Speaker 3: with him and Ship and Johnny is my friend who

1231
00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:24,400
Speaker 3: was with me that got killed.

1232
00:56:24,680 --> 00:56:27,359
Speaker 5: He had went to my mama house because me and

1233
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:30,880
Speaker 5: my mama, me and my mama last baby daddy, like

1234
00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:35,839
Speaker 5: my little sister daddy, we had all went in like

1235
00:56:36,040 --> 00:56:37,839
Speaker 5: we was paying rent on the house.

1236
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:40,680
Speaker 3: They was paying more than me, but I was paying.

1237
00:56:40,760 --> 00:56:42,719
Speaker 3: I was probably paying like five hundred. They was probably

1238
00:56:42,760 --> 00:56:46,680
Speaker 3: paying like six hundred or some shit. And so we

1239
00:56:46,680 --> 00:56:47,600
Speaker 3: was all staying together.

1240
00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:52,719
Speaker 5: So he had because remember I told you, like my

1241
00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:57,920
Speaker 5: mama and her other baby daddy broke up shit and

1242
00:56:58,000 --> 00:56:59,439
Speaker 5: she ain't had nowhere to go type shit.

1243
00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:04,480
Speaker 3: So we finally back together in the house. So Johnny

1244
00:57:04,520 --> 00:57:07,040
Speaker 3: had went to my mama house and he had went

1245
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:09,840
Speaker 3: to see my mama, went to see my son, and

1246
00:57:09,880 --> 00:57:11,560
Speaker 3: he had got to speak out the car and shit.

1247
00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:17,120
Speaker 3: But I remember like that whole day now that you

1248
00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:18,919
Speaker 3: say it, like I remember that whole day. I kept

1249
00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:20,880
Speaker 3: telling myself like I gotta pull up on Johnny. I

1250
00:57:20,880 --> 00:57:23,400
Speaker 3: got to put up on Johnny type shit, because he

1251
00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,480
Speaker 3: wanted something that I had and I wanted something that

1252
00:57:25,520 --> 00:57:32,160
Speaker 3: he had. So after he seen my son and shit,

1253
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:34,200
Speaker 3: and that was his first time just going to see

1254
00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:36,160
Speaker 3: my son on his own, like he ain't never did

1255
00:57:36,200 --> 00:57:39,280
Speaker 3: that before type shit. So after he went to go

1256
00:57:39,320 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 3: see my little boy and shit, I had put up

1257
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:46,280
Speaker 3: at his house and he was like, he was like,

1258
00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:48,320
Speaker 3: ride with me somewhere right quick. I got to handle

1259
00:57:48,360 --> 00:57:50,600
Speaker 3: some shit. He was like, I don't feel like going

1260
00:57:50,640 --> 00:57:52,720
Speaker 3: to my car, thor let's let's just ride in your car,

1261
00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:55,360
Speaker 3: because I was in one of my little pluck plucks,

1262
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:58,560
Speaker 3: like like a hoopie type shit, like a low key car.

1263
00:57:59,360 --> 00:58:04,120
Speaker 3: So god, damn, the ships so crazy because like when

1264
00:58:04,160 --> 00:58:06,560
Speaker 3: we was in the car on the way to wherever

1265
00:58:06,600 --> 00:58:09,640
Speaker 3: he was trying to go to, his grandma called and

1266
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:13,479
Speaker 3: his grandma was on the exact same street, but where

1267
00:58:13,480 --> 00:58:15,440
Speaker 3: we was going was to the left and where his

1268
00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:17,440
Speaker 3: grandma was at was to the right, but on the

1269
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:20,840
Speaker 3: same street, and she called like right before we turned

1270
00:58:21,160 --> 00:58:23,360
Speaker 3: on the street, like we was at the light waiting

1271
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:24,000
Speaker 3: to go left.

1272
00:58:24,880 --> 00:58:25,360
Speaker 5: Type ship.

1273
00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:29,040
Speaker 3: So when I used to think back on it, I

1274
00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:30,560
Speaker 3: used to be like, damn, like you know how to

1275
00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 3: be like in life, you you got a choice, like

1276
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:34,160
Speaker 3: which way you can go?

1277
00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:34,880
Speaker 2: Type ship.

1278
00:58:35,400 --> 00:58:36,760
Speaker 3: And I used to be like, damn, if he would

1279
00:58:36,760 --> 00:58:39,000
Speaker 3: have went right, he would have still been alive through ship.

1280
00:58:39,720 --> 00:58:41,800
Speaker 3: So we made, we made, We ended up making the

1281
00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:43,640
Speaker 3: left or whatever. We ended up pulling up or whatever,

1282
00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:47,560
Speaker 3: and like a nigga just jumped in the back seat

1283
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:50,920
Speaker 3: and just was like gear up type ship. Then a

1284
00:58:50,920 --> 00:58:53,680
Speaker 3: whole bunch of just shit started happening. Boom boom boo boo.

1285
00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:55,640
Speaker 2: Do you think what the setup?

1286
00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:58,000
Speaker 1: Because that means you say, this is a this is

1287
00:58:58,040 --> 00:59:00,400
Speaker 1: a bucket, this is the car that you know, Okey,

1288
00:59:00,520 --> 00:59:02,960
Speaker 1: don't nobody really know that the people know you had this.

1289
00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:07,080
Speaker 5: Car, not people who knew me, because I was always

1290
00:59:07,120 --> 00:59:08,800
Speaker 5: like a super low key right.

1291
00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:13,240
Speaker 3: Like I got a fly I had a flashy car too, right,

1292
00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:16,360
Speaker 3: But nah, I didn't nobody know about this car for real.

1293
00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:20,439
Speaker 3: I be thinking back on like a lot of shit

1294
00:59:21,360 --> 00:59:23,760
Speaker 3: because even like after that shit, I used to be like, damn,

1295
00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:26,320
Speaker 3: I didn't did like a lot of shit to a

1296
00:59:26,400 --> 00:59:27,479
Speaker 3: lot of people type shit.

1297
00:59:29,320 --> 00:59:30,640
Speaker 5: So I used to be like this shit caulse it

1298
00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:32,920
Speaker 5: came from anywhere type of shit, So that there used

1299
00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:36,240
Speaker 5: to cross my mind. But I don't really know.

1300
00:59:36,360 --> 00:59:38,280
Speaker 1: Did you feel you let your guard down to allow

1301
00:59:38,360 --> 00:59:39,600
Speaker 1: somebody to get to jump on you like.

1302
00:59:39,640 --> 00:59:50,240
Speaker 5: That, not really, not really, because I was on point.

1303
00:59:50,640 --> 00:59:54,080
Speaker 3: I think that's how I made it type shit, like

1304
00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:56,000
Speaker 3: I was already looking back type shit.

1305
00:59:56,560 --> 00:59:57,320
Speaker 2: Did you know the guy?

1306
00:59:58,640 --> 00:59:59,080
Speaker 5: I ain't know?

1307
00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:03,480
Speaker 1: So he says, give it up, whatever you have on you, Like, okay, bro, hey,

1308
01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:06,760
Speaker 1: whatever I got here, take mm hmm. You didn't have

1309
01:00:06,880 --> 01:00:09,200
Speaker 1: it you, he said, I ain't got none, Bro, I

1310
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:11,800
Speaker 1: had some, but you told him you you told him

1311
01:00:11,840 --> 01:00:12,720
Speaker 1: you didn't have anything.

1312
01:00:13,600 --> 01:00:16,600
Speaker 5: No, I had something else for him, not what he wanted.

1313
01:00:16,640 --> 01:00:21,280
Speaker 7: You're right right right, okay, okay, yeah, type ship.

1314
01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:25,360
Speaker 5: But he had something for me too. Ship. So he

1315
01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:29,080
Speaker 5: got to jump on you kind of, not really though,

1316
01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:30,760
Speaker 5: because they was really scared for real.

1317
01:00:32,280 --> 01:00:33,000
Speaker 2: It was one or two.

1318
01:00:33,280 --> 01:00:33,760
Speaker 5: It was two.

1319
01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:36,360
Speaker 3: It was one of them jumped in the back seat.

1320
01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 3: One of them was standing up outside the car. Okay,

1321
01:00:40,240 --> 01:00:43,440
Speaker 3: type ship. So the one who was shot standing outside

1322
01:00:43,480 --> 01:00:46,200
Speaker 3: the car, he shot me off thrill right here, okay

1323
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:49,000
Speaker 3: because I'm turned like this, so he like, fuck nigga.

1324
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:50,960
Speaker 5: Type ship.

1325
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:51,520
Speaker 2: Okay.

1326
01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:54,920
Speaker 3: Then he take off running. So now it's just me

1327
01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:57,520
Speaker 3: and Buddy in the back seat.

1328
01:00:57,800 --> 01:01:00,280
Speaker 5: But my brother he.

1329
01:01:03,640 --> 01:01:06,800
Speaker 3: Like, I remember screaming to him type shit because me

1330
01:01:06,840 --> 01:01:11,200
Speaker 3: and Buddy started going back and forth, like his arm

1331
01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:13,360
Speaker 3: was like over the seat and my arm was like

1332
01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:14,040
Speaker 3: over the seat.

1333
01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:16,760
Speaker 5: So I remember like, but I was shot.

1334
01:01:16,960 --> 01:01:20,480
Speaker 3: So I remember saying like like Johnny, shoot him, shoot him,

1335
01:01:20,480 --> 01:01:24,000
Speaker 3: shoot him, type shit, and me and Buddy was just

1336
01:01:24,000 --> 01:01:27,240
Speaker 3: going back and forth, and then he started. Buddy in

1337
01:01:27,240 --> 01:01:28,840
Speaker 3: the back seat started screaming.

1338
01:01:28,480 --> 01:01:30,880
Speaker 2: Like, ah, before you hit him.

1339
01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:34,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I was hit up too, right, So when

1340
01:01:34,800 --> 01:01:37,600
Speaker 3: I remember, like the gun jamed type shit.

1341
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:40,000
Speaker 5: So I had copped it back.

1342
01:01:39,840 --> 01:01:43,160
Speaker 3: Again, and when I put my arm over the seat,

1343
01:01:43,680 --> 01:01:46,400
Speaker 3: he put his gun on my arm and shot me.

1344
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:49,160
Speaker 3: So my gun fell out my hand, and I remember

1345
01:01:49,240 --> 01:01:52,160
Speaker 3: us fighting over my gun. Then they went off one

1346
01:01:52,160 --> 01:01:55,400
Speaker 3: more time. Boom, I got shot right here in my

1347
01:01:55,480 --> 01:01:58,480
Speaker 3: hand from holding the gun type shit. Then he got

1348
01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:00,960
Speaker 3: up and he tried to run and then he collapsed

1349
01:02:00,960 --> 01:02:07,640
Speaker 3: type shit. And then I remember that's when I had

1350
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,000
Speaker 3: an iPhone, and this was probably like the iPhone three

1351
01:02:10,080 --> 01:02:12,040
Speaker 3: or some shit uglass.

1352
01:02:13,240 --> 01:02:14,080
Speaker 2: So god damn.

1353
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:17,640
Speaker 3: I remember like trying to unlock the phone to car

1354
01:02:17,800 --> 01:02:20,920
Speaker 3: nine one one, and like my blood kept drying up

1355
01:02:20,920 --> 01:02:23,840
Speaker 3: the screen type shit. So I remember I got out

1356
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:27,360
Speaker 3: the car, but first that's how I knew Johnny was

1357
01:02:27,400 --> 01:02:30,560
Speaker 3: dead type shit, because like after Buddy got out the

1358
01:02:30,600 --> 01:02:33,640
Speaker 3: corn raun I remember I told Johnny like pull off,

1359
01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:37,120
Speaker 3: pull off, pull off, and then the car wasn't moving,

1360
01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,000
Speaker 3: but his foot was on the gas but it was

1361
01:02:40,000 --> 01:02:42,640
Speaker 3: in park, so the engine was just like rep ding.

1362
01:02:44,240 --> 01:02:46,240
Speaker 3: Then it was like some movie shit. The wind shell

1363
01:02:46,280 --> 01:02:49,720
Speaker 3: wipers was like but it wasn't raining. And then you

1364
01:02:49,760 --> 01:02:51,440
Speaker 3: know the door like when you got the door up

1365
01:02:51,480 --> 01:02:54,080
Speaker 3: in ding ding ding, like the alarm to tell you

1366
01:02:54,080 --> 01:02:58,000
Speaker 3: closed the door type shit. So I jumped out the car,

1367
01:02:58,080 --> 01:03:00,800
Speaker 3: went and knocked on somebody's door. They ain't come to

1368
01:03:00,880 --> 01:03:03,720
Speaker 3: the door. So I went back to the car and

1369
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:09,160
Speaker 3: god damn, I unlocked my phone. I finally like, I

1370
01:03:09,160 --> 01:03:12,480
Speaker 3: didn't even unlock it back then it was like slide

1371
01:03:12,520 --> 01:03:13,720
Speaker 3: for emergency car.

1372
01:03:13,840 --> 01:03:16,800
Speaker 5: Right, So I ended up sliding the car now my

1373
01:03:16,920 --> 01:03:18,280
Speaker 5: one like, yeah, I'm shot.

1374
01:03:20,200 --> 01:03:23,479
Speaker 3: They get to asking our type just dicked out asked

1375
01:03:23,560 --> 01:03:25,840
Speaker 3: questions like what the fuck, bro, like.

1376
01:03:26,040 --> 01:03:27,880
Speaker 2: I'm shot, what shift? What street man?

1377
01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:30,560
Speaker 3: What the fuck you mean? What street who? I don't

1378
01:03:30,600 --> 01:03:33,800
Speaker 3: know the street I'm just shot right type shit. So

1379
01:03:34,840 --> 01:03:38,720
Speaker 3: they like I remember telling them like my brother dad,

1380
01:03:38,800 --> 01:03:40,080
Speaker 3: my brother dad type shit.

1381
01:03:40,800 --> 01:03:41,360
Speaker 5: And then.

1382
01:03:42,800 --> 01:03:46,880
Speaker 3: I remember laying there, and I guess the nigga who

1383
01:03:46,960 --> 01:03:50,240
Speaker 3: was driving them niggas he came looking for the nigga

1384
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:52,360
Speaker 3: who was in the back seat. I guess he couldn't

1385
01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:53,760
Speaker 3: find a nigga, so.

1386
01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:57,840
Speaker 5: God damn they he.

1387
01:03:57,920 --> 01:03:59,680
Speaker 3: Rode back past, and I remember being on the phone

1388
01:03:59,720 --> 01:04:01,560
Speaker 3: because I thought they was finna ride back past the

1389
01:04:01,560 --> 01:04:05,080
Speaker 3: handle of the business. So I scooped back type shit.

1390
01:04:05,240 --> 01:04:06,840
Speaker 3: I was on the phone that lay like that running

1391
01:04:06,840 --> 01:04:07,600
Speaker 3: back past.

1392
01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:13,800
Speaker 5: Type shit. Then I remember the police pulled up. I

1393
01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:14,960
Speaker 5: don't even think I told her.

1394
01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:17,400
Speaker 3: I think I just put the phone like down type

1395
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:20,960
Speaker 3: shit and just did like that. Then the police pull up,

1396
01:04:21,520 --> 01:04:23,640
Speaker 3: so I get out the car because I'm a victim.

1397
01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:27,320
Speaker 3: I'm like, man, this nigga tell me, I put your

1398
01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:29,919
Speaker 3: hands up. He put your hands up, let me see

1399
01:04:29,920 --> 01:04:32,560
Speaker 3: your hands. I'm like, bro, I can only put I

1400
01:04:32,560 --> 01:04:34,800
Speaker 3: can only put this arm up because remember I told

1401
01:04:34,800 --> 01:04:37,360
Speaker 3: you he shot me in this arm, So I put

1402
01:04:37,360 --> 01:04:39,640
Speaker 3: the arm up. I'm like, I'm shotting this arm. I'm

1403
01:04:39,640 --> 01:04:43,040
Speaker 3: shot in this arm. He like, sit on the curb

1404
01:04:43,080 --> 01:04:45,200
Speaker 3: and put both of your hands behind your back. I'm like, man,

1405
01:04:45,240 --> 01:04:47,280
Speaker 3: I'm shotting this arm. I can't put it behind my back.

1406
01:04:47,320 --> 01:04:49,560
Speaker 3: He like, put it behind your back. So I think,

1407
01:04:49,600 --> 01:04:52,720
Speaker 3: I just like, I mean this shit like that type shit.

1408
01:04:53,480 --> 01:04:56,120
Speaker 3: Then I sat right there for a minute. Then the

1409
01:04:56,120 --> 01:05:01,800
Speaker 3: ambulance pulled up. And when the ambulance got there, I

1410
01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:04,080
Speaker 3: remember the lady. It was a white lady. I wanted

1411
01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:06,280
Speaker 3: to see her, like so I wonder, like how she

1412
01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:09,600
Speaker 3: doing type shit. But she she was in the back

1413
01:05:09,640 --> 01:05:11,640
Speaker 3: of the ambulance. So they put me on the scratching

1414
01:05:11,640 --> 01:05:15,200
Speaker 3: and shit, they cut my clothes open, put me on

1415
01:05:15,200 --> 01:05:17,520
Speaker 3: the stretcher. So she put me in the back and

1416
01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:22,280
Speaker 3: she was like, she was like, let's hurry up and

1417
01:05:22,280 --> 01:05:24,600
Speaker 3: get him to the hospital before the sergeant get here.

1418
01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:27,800
Speaker 3: And he bleed to death type shit. Because I guess,

1419
01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:33,960
Speaker 3: like when when you're in critical condition or some shit like, well,

1420
01:05:33,960 --> 01:05:36,000
Speaker 3: I don't even think I was in critical condition. I

1421
01:05:36,040 --> 01:05:39,320
Speaker 3: think I was just bleeding a lot, right, I guess

1422
01:05:39,480 --> 01:05:45,160
Speaker 3: like they they objective is for the detective to hurry

1423
01:05:45,200 --> 01:05:48,080
Speaker 3: up and ask you questions just in case, right, type shit.

1424
01:05:48,440 --> 01:05:50,200
Speaker 3: So she was like, hurry up. So they put me

1425
01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:52,360
Speaker 3: in an ambulance and we just went to the hospital.

1426
01:05:52,480 --> 01:05:53,640
Speaker 2: How many times did you get hit?

1427
01:05:53,840 --> 01:05:54,120
Speaker 5: Six?

1428
01:05:55,400 --> 01:05:59,440
Speaker 3: And then no vital organs though, no, no vital Organs.

1429
01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:01,720
Speaker 2: So what do you think happened to you? He got

1430
01:06:01,720 --> 01:06:02,360
Speaker 2: friendly fire?

1431
01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:03,920
Speaker 5: My brother?

1432
01:06:04,080 --> 01:06:05,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, the one that was in the car with you.

1433
01:06:05,560 --> 01:06:08,760
Speaker 3: No, I think the dude in the backseat shot him

1434
01:06:08,760 --> 01:06:11,840
Speaker 3: in the head, oh like when it first happened, right,

1435
01:06:12,600 --> 01:06:15,640
Speaker 3: because he had his gun on him too, right, But

1436
01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:17,040
Speaker 3: he never shot right.

1437
01:06:17,440 --> 01:06:19,720
Speaker 1: So that's why when you're saying, Johnny shoot him, he

1438
01:06:19,760 --> 01:06:21,439
Speaker 1: couldn't because he had already got hit.

1439
01:06:21,560 --> 01:06:24,040
Speaker 5: Yeah. I think he got hit like off the rep

1440
01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:25,720
Speaker 5: type shit, right.

1441
01:06:25,920 --> 01:06:27,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, So what happened to the guy that was in

1442
01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:29,320
Speaker 1: the back that ended up collapsing?

1443
01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:30,800
Speaker 2: Did he live? Yeah?

1444
01:06:30,840 --> 01:06:32,520
Speaker 5: He livet Okay, he was paralyzed.

1445
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:34,640
Speaker 3: I don't know about now. Well that's what I heard.

1446
01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:36,480
Speaker 3: You know how you hear shit in the street, but

1447
01:06:36,560 --> 01:06:40,560
Speaker 3: you don't know, right, Yeah, he lived though from what

1448
01:06:40,600 --> 01:06:43,080
Speaker 3: I remember what I know, Yeah.

1449
01:06:42,680 --> 01:06:43,040
Speaker 2: The guy.

1450
01:06:43,120 --> 01:06:45,200
Speaker 1: Did they ever find the guy that shot you that

1451
01:06:45,320 --> 01:06:46,960
Speaker 1: was outside the car?

1452
01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:47,720
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1453
01:06:47,760 --> 01:06:50,520
Speaker 5: They they they they. I don't know about that.

1454
01:06:50,640 --> 01:06:54,360
Speaker 3: I know they found two people, but I didn't know

1455
01:06:54,400 --> 01:06:57,439
Speaker 3: what they looked at like, right, so I couldn't.

1456
01:06:57,120 --> 01:06:59,720
Speaker 5: Tell, like the police shit, really it.

1457
01:06:59,680 --> 01:07:00,480
Speaker 2: Was arch type.

1458
01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:04,000
Speaker 3: So I think they ended up they got charged and

1459
01:07:04,040 --> 01:07:05,880
Speaker 3: then it got thrown out some type of shit.

1460
01:07:06,960 --> 01:07:07,360
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.