1 00:00:02,440 --> 00:00:04,760 Speaker 1: Previously on We the un Housed. 2 00:00:05,840 --> 00:00:09,000 Speaker 2: The first thing that I tell people who don't have 3 00:00:09,240 --> 00:00:14,320 Speaker 2: any knowledge of the resources that exist in our systems 4 00:00:14,400 --> 00:00:18,040 Speaker 2: is that there are virtually none. Folks with mental illness 5 00:00:18,079 --> 00:00:20,520 Speaker 2: don't have any entitlements from the state of California. Right, 6 00:00:20,560 --> 00:00:22,600 Speaker 2: so you're stuck. You're not going to have a social 7 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:25,760 Speaker 2: safety net. There's no income, there's no housing. A lot 8 00:00:25,760 --> 00:00:28,639 Speaker 2: of times there's no adequate medical care either. 9 00:00:29,480 --> 00:00:35,080 Speaker 3: They stop using the medication and so then you know, 10 00:00:35,200 --> 00:00:38,080 Speaker 3: then it's a whole lot of chaos. And then they 11 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:41,919 Speaker 3: have these laws they have to decide theyselves. You know, well, 12 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:47,000 Speaker 3: how does a person that's not fully functionable make decisions 13 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:50,080 Speaker 3: on their own? It boggles my mind. 14 00:01:03,040 --> 00:01:08,560 Speaker 4: Welcome to Whedian House. I'm your host, Theo Henderson. This 15 00:01:08,680 --> 00:01:13,839 Speaker 4: episode is about further intersections of houselessness and we'll learn 16 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:18,480 Speaker 4: a lot from our guests Sakoya, including what body farming 17 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:22,000 Speaker 4: is and how it affects the indigenous community. 18 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:28,920 Speaker 1: But first and house news. This week, we want to 19 00:01:28,959 --> 00:01:30,039 Speaker 1: remember the. 20 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:35,160 Speaker 4: Life of a past guest on our show, Sydney McAllister. 21 00:01:36,560 --> 00:01:40,520 Speaker 4: Whiedian House takes certain responsibility and remember a people Indiana 22 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:43,640 Speaker 4: House community gone too soon. Who left the world a 23 00:01:43,680 --> 00:01:47,680 Speaker 4: better place. My name is Maybe Poplo. I'm the operations 24 00:01:47,680 --> 00:01:52,120 Speaker 4: manager for sela Neighborhood Homeless Coalition, and I'm honored to 25 00:01:52,120 --> 00:01:57,440 Speaker 4: be here memorializing Cindy McAllister, who is a beloved SEALA 26 00:01:57,520 --> 00:02:02,680 Speaker 4: participants and volunteer. Cindy unfortunately passed away a few weeks ago, 27 00:02:03,680 --> 00:02:08,360 Speaker 4: somewhat unexpectedly, and so we're here at CELA just sort of, 28 00:02:08,639 --> 00:02:12,080 Speaker 4: you know, remembering Cindy and just trying to keep. 29 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:15,200 Speaker 5: Her memory alive. And we were so grateful to have 30 00:02:15,240 --> 00:02:19,399 Speaker 5: her as a participant, as a volunteer, as a member 31 00:02:19,440 --> 00:02:24,080 Speaker 5: of our community. I first met Cindy when I started 32 00:02:24,120 --> 00:02:28,239 Speaker 5: at CELA about a year ago, and at the time 33 00:02:28,240 --> 00:02:30,760 Speaker 5: of Cindy's passing, I would say she had probably been 34 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:33,000 Speaker 5: a part of the SEILA community for about two years. 35 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:36,640 Speaker 5: And Cindy was just really special. She just had one 36 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:39,760 Speaker 5: of those smiles that lit up a room, and everybody 37 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:44,520 Speaker 5: loved Cindy. I was really happy as a trans non 38 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:47,959 Speaker 5: binary person to see Cindy, who was a trans woman 39 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:51,640 Speaker 5: so openly welcomed into the community and we got to 40 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:55,520 Speaker 5: share some special conversations. Cindy shared with me that she 41 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:58,440 Speaker 5: actually used to be a drag queen, and I'm a 42 00:02:58,520 --> 00:03:00,880 Speaker 5: drag queen, and so that was something that we were 43 00:03:00,919 --> 00:03:04,120 Speaker 5: able to bond over. And I was really excited to 44 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:09,200 Speaker 5: hear about her her storied history and how she was 45 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:12,200 Speaker 5: an actor and she actually acted as a drag queen 46 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:15,480 Speaker 5: in movies. She told me that she made a cameo 47 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:19,520 Speaker 5: in an early two thousands movie called Not Another Gay Movie, 48 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,680 Speaker 5: and so I'm excited to rewatch it to think about 49 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:24,519 Speaker 5: Cindy and keep her her memory alive. 50 00:03:26,040 --> 00:03:29,160 Speaker 1: Cindy was more of a person who experienced houselessness. 51 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:32,920 Speaker 6: Hi, my name's Rachel Sanov. I'm the volunteer engagement manager 52 00:03:32,960 --> 00:03:35,320 Speaker 6: here at CELA. So the things that are just Cindy 53 00:03:35,880 --> 00:03:39,440 Speaker 6: the person. She had such a fun sense of humor. 54 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:42,720 Speaker 6: She had amazing styles, like every time I saw. 55 00:03:42,520 --> 00:03:44,240 Speaker 7: Her, I cannot wait to see what she was wearing. 56 00:03:44,520 --> 00:03:49,680 Speaker 6: Always color coordinated, always accessories. She was very spiritual, and 57 00:03:49,720 --> 00:03:52,440 Speaker 6: she was very open about her spirituality, and that also 58 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:56,560 Speaker 6: means very open about anybody's spirituality. I know that her 59 00:03:57,040 --> 00:03:59,760 Speaker 6: ability to speak to that part of her life was 60 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:02,880 Speaker 6: comforting to a lot of our participants who also were 61 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:03,839 Speaker 6: as spirituals her. 62 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:09,280 Speaker 8: She used to text me just the silliest, sometimes dirtiest jokes. 63 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 8: And I mean we text it every day, and I'm 64 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,800 Speaker 8: going to miss that so much. I'm also really going 65 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:17,720 Speaker 8: to miss her sense of style. I think she may 66 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:20,440 Speaker 8: have talked about this in her interview, but Cindy was 67 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:23,239 Speaker 8: defined by her fashion. You know, she's a trans woman 68 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:25,840 Speaker 8: and she will forever be a drag queen. 69 00:04:25,960 --> 00:04:28,000 Speaker 7: She loved her style. 70 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:30,799 Speaker 8: And coming to Cela, she was you know, she always 71 00:04:30,839 --> 00:04:32,920 Speaker 8: wanted to pick out her clothes and she always wanted 72 00:04:32,920 --> 00:04:34,720 Speaker 8: to help other people pick out clothes. You know, she 73 00:04:34,839 --> 00:04:37,400 Speaker 8: was like, she loved her fashion, and I will miss 74 00:04:37,440 --> 00:04:40,839 Speaker 8: her style. She always rocked in wearing the most incredible pants, 75 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 8: and yeah, I think I'll just miss I'll miss her light. 76 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:47,680 Speaker 7: She was wonderful. 77 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 5: I was able to look at some of her belongings 78 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:56,760 Speaker 5: after her passing and just seeing some of her little 79 00:04:57,120 --> 00:05:00,880 Speaker 5: nick knacks and chowchke's and it just sort of really revealed, 80 00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:03,960 Speaker 5: you know, a part of who she was. And I 81 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:07,400 Speaker 5: felt very fortunate to be the receiver of one of 82 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:10,600 Speaker 5: her articles of clothing. It was a blue button up 83 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:13,520 Speaker 5: and it had all of these patches of Divine the 84 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:16,920 Speaker 5: drag Queen all over it. It's a really really cool piece 85 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:21,360 Speaker 5: of clothing, and so I'm honored to be able to 86 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:23,480 Speaker 5: keep that and you know, to be able to remember 87 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:24,000 Speaker 5: her by it. 88 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:28,800 Speaker 4: Cindy had a friendly, welcoming personality, one that was demonstrated 89 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:31,960 Speaker 4: when she sat at the front of the Seala Neighborhood Coalition. 90 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:35,120 Speaker 7: Cindy was a really special member of our community. 91 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:38,080 Speaker 8: Cindy is a representation of what we really try to 92 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:42,400 Speaker 8: practice here at SILA, which is true community. So she 93 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:45,680 Speaker 8: was someone who started coming to SILA as someone in 94 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,479 Speaker 8: need of services, someone who we identify as a participant 95 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:52,680 Speaker 8: in our programming, and then became a volunteer when you know, 96 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:55,200 Speaker 8: we supported her with getting into permanent supportive housing for 97 00:05:55,240 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 8: the first time in decades, and once she was settled, 98 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 8: she came in, started working the front desk and really 99 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:05,159 Speaker 8: gave back to her community here. So I got to 100 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,960 Speaker 8: know Cindy through that housing process, helped her move out 101 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:12,240 Speaker 8: of a tough situation and into her permanent supportive housing. 102 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:16,080 Speaker 8: She radiated light. You could just see people were drawn 103 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:20,200 Speaker 8: to her. She was truly a center. I used to 104 00:06:20,279 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 8: joke that she would hold court when you would come 105 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:25,800 Speaker 8: into a program and you would just see tons of 106 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:27,560 Speaker 8: people around a table and it was just you knew 107 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 8: Cindy was in the center of it. 108 00:06:31,040 --> 00:06:33,520 Speaker 4: I hope people realize that Cindy did not just become 109 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,440 Speaker 4: unhoused one day. 110 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:37,679 Speaker 8: She was loved by her mother and she was loved 111 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:40,240 Speaker 8: by her sister, both of whom lived in Arizona. She 112 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:41,919 Speaker 8: came out here to follow a dream to be a 113 00:06:41,960 --> 00:06:45,720 Speaker 8: performer and was injured on the job and financially just 114 00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:49,560 Speaker 8: wasn't able to sustain herself, ended up like many people, 115 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:54,839 Speaker 8: being prescribed pain medication and fell victim to the same 116 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:58,320 Speaker 8: cycle that a lot of Americans fall prey to. And 117 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 8: she worked really hard to pull herself out of that 118 00:07:01,440 --> 00:07:05,960 Speaker 8: cycle of addiction. She passed in her sixties, and it 119 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:08,360 Speaker 8: wasn't until her late fifties that she actually started living 120 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 8: as Cindy full time. She was living as a gay 121 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:13,240 Speaker 8: man for most of her life, and I just think 122 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:16,760 Speaker 8: it took so much bravery, and again, it's like all 123 00:07:16,800 --> 00:07:19,680 Speaker 8: of that courage, all of that love, the depth of 124 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 8: that story, everything that went into that life, you don't 125 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,280 Speaker 8: see when you see someone pushing a shopping cart down 126 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:30,560 Speaker 8: the street, And I think that that is again, Cyindy 127 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:32,840 Speaker 8: is more than a symbol, but she is just a 128 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:37,560 Speaker 8: really clear example of why we do what we do 129 00:07:37,760 --> 00:07:40,800 Speaker 8: here at CELA, because she is just one person, and 130 00:07:40,920 --> 00:07:43,640 Speaker 8: every person here has a story that is just as dynamic. 131 00:07:44,920 --> 00:07:48,400 Speaker 4: Cindy lived a very interesting life. She was also an 132 00:07:48,440 --> 00:07:49,400 Speaker 4: actress and performer. 133 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:51,960 Speaker 8: I think you know it wasn't that many years ago 134 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:54,120 Speaker 8: that someone would have seen her walking through the streets 135 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:57,240 Speaker 8: of West Hollywood pushing a cart and thinking putting all 136 00:07:57,320 --> 00:08:01,400 Speaker 8: sorts of things onto her right, making assumptions, thinking they 137 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:04,520 Speaker 8: knew where her story was, and not realizing that she 138 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:08,960 Speaker 8: had had this incredible vibrant life, like she had an 139 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:11,600 Speaker 8: autograph book where she had met like every TV star 140 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:14,840 Speaker 8: from the sixties and seventies. She was at one point 141 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:18,280 Speaker 8: like an incredibly prolific drag performer. 142 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:19,520 Speaker 7: In West Hollywood who was just known. 143 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:25,240 Speaker 8: She once was a personal shopper for share She helped 144 00:08:25,320 --> 00:08:29,760 Speaker 8: John Waters design his own toy like she was just 145 00:08:29,880 --> 00:08:32,760 Speaker 8: she was iconic in so many ways and prolific. 146 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:35,280 Speaker 7: And it was a series of things that. 147 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:37,680 Speaker 8: Took her to where she ended up living on the street, 148 00:08:38,240 --> 00:08:40,640 Speaker 8: and some of them in her control and some of 149 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:41,800 Speaker 8: them out of her control. 150 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:46,960 Speaker 4: Fun fact said they'd never let her flare with the 151 00:08:47,040 --> 00:08:49,599 Speaker 4: arts die down. Even when she was unhoused. 152 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:51,520 Speaker 8: Like I said, you would have seen Cindy walking down 153 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:54,440 Speaker 8: the street pushing her cart, and what you wouldn't have 154 00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:56,760 Speaker 8: known was in that cart were crystals. Like you would 155 00:08:56,760 --> 00:09:00,600 Speaker 8: have seen crystals and wigs and performing outfits because it 156 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:03,480 Speaker 8: was who she was. She was deeply connected to spirituality 157 00:09:03,480 --> 00:09:04,480 Speaker 8: and her faith. 158 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:08,680 Speaker 4: Cindy also wanted to be an example to other people 159 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:11,760 Speaker 4: affected by houselessness that there is a light at the 160 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:14,680 Speaker 4: end of the tunnel. Here's a clip of our interview 161 00:09:14,679 --> 00:09:15,680 Speaker 4: from earlier this year. 162 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:20,439 Speaker 9: Well, my name is Cindy McAllister and I listed transgender 163 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:24,120 Speaker 9: man to a woman. I've been coming to sea Live 164 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:26,840 Speaker 9: for about a year and a half now, and sea 165 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:29,800 Speaker 9: Let people are so welcoming and so friendly. I don't 166 00:09:29,800 --> 00:09:32,480 Speaker 9: know my time here, and I try to be a 167 00:09:32,559 --> 00:09:35,400 Speaker 9: friend to everybody who I know who comes here. I 168 00:09:35,559 --> 00:09:38,160 Speaker 9: try to be a positive attitude and I'm a class 169 00:09:38,200 --> 00:09:39,800 Speaker 9: of friends just because I'm a nice person. 170 00:09:41,480 --> 00:09:45,360 Speaker 4: Up until her passing, Cindy was in her community, volunteering, 171 00:09:45,720 --> 00:09:50,280 Speaker 4: referring friends to services, joking and enjoying time with her friends. 172 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,640 Speaker 5: One of the reasons that it really hurts finding out 173 00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:57,360 Speaker 5: about Cindy's passing was we were actually supposed to have 174 00:09:57,400 --> 00:09:59,960 Speaker 5: an outing with her the very week that she passed. 175 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:04,040 Speaker 5: We had plans to go to drag Bingo together, and 176 00:10:05,120 --> 00:10:06,800 Speaker 5: then we didn't hear from Cindy that week, and we 177 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:09,360 Speaker 5: started getting really worried. And then we had found out 178 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:13,080 Speaker 5: that she had passed away in her apartments, and so 179 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:15,760 Speaker 5: you know, that was just really hard to deal with. 180 00:10:16,720 --> 00:10:19,600 Speaker 5: After her passing, we set up a little makeshift memorial 181 00:10:19,760 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 5: at our Saturday program and literally the very first person 182 00:10:25,559 --> 00:10:29,560 Speaker 5: that walked into the program saw the framed picture of 183 00:10:29,600 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 5: her and the candles, and they just gasped and they 184 00:10:32,480 --> 00:10:35,240 Speaker 5: were like, oh my gosh, what happened to Cindy. And 185 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:38,800 Speaker 5: I witnessed this over and over and over, just everybody's 186 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:43,560 Speaker 5: shock and sadness about this very valued community member that 187 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:44,559 Speaker 5: we lost. 188 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:50,240 Speaker 9: I'll sit at the dusk and I'll sign people in, 189 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:53,319 Speaker 9: I'll help, you know, donate my time, and sometimes we'd 190 00:10:53,440 --> 00:11:04,560 Speaker 9: come here like today just to hang out with my friends. 191 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:08,720 Speaker 1: And here's more unhoused deuced. 192 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:15,680 Speaker 4: Our first story talks about the elderly unhoused, the number 193 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:18,400 Speaker 4: of people aged sixty five and older who are unhoused 194 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:21,679 Speaker 4: jump more than seventeen percent since last year and more 195 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,320 Speaker 4: than thirty six percent in two years. Elderly unhoused are 196 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:29,000 Speaker 4: estimated to be the fast and growing population in California. 197 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:33,440 Speaker 4: Services are being cut due to the Trump administration, such 198 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:37,400 Speaker 4: as cuts to Medicaid and SNAP. This means that this 199 00:11:37,600 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 4: vulnerable population are being turned away from free food programs 200 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:45,400 Speaker 4: and other supportive services. They are now struggling to choose 201 00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:49,200 Speaker 4: between their medications, having food to eat, or paying their rent, 202 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:52,920 Speaker 4: says Yvon Son of Special Services of Group Silver. 203 00:11:55,960 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 1: Our last story. 204 00:11:57,720 --> 00:12:01,920 Speaker 4: San Francisco bans the unhoused from living in RVs. This 205 00:12:02,080 --> 00:12:06,040 Speaker 4: band targets at least four hundred recreational vehicles in a 206 00:12:06,040 --> 00:12:10,200 Speaker 4: city of eight hundred thousand people. The San Francisco cost 207 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:15,040 Speaker 4: of living is very expensive, making RV living essential. The 208 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:18,600 Speaker 4: band sets a two hour parking limit citywide for all RVs, 209 00:12:18,840 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 4: regardless of whether they. 210 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:20,880 Speaker 1: Are being used for housing. 211 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:24,440 Speaker 4: People in RVs who arrive after May twenty twenty six 212 00:12:24,920 --> 00:12:28,000 Speaker 4: will not be eligible for the permit program and must 213 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:31,480 Speaker 4: abide by the two hour rule, which makes it impossible 214 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:34,920 Speaker 4: for a family in an RV to live within city limits. 215 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: And that's on house deuce. 216 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:46,359 Speaker 4: When we come back, I will speak with indigenous activists. 217 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:56,520 Speaker 4: Sequoya Decent. Welcome back to Witian House. I'm THEO Henderson. 218 00:12:57,920 --> 00:13:01,160 Speaker 4: Here is my interview with Sekoya educating us on the 219 00:13:01,240 --> 00:13:03,920 Speaker 4: issue of body farming. 220 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:08,160 Speaker 7: Hello. My name is Sequiathisen. 221 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:15,840 Speaker 10: I am a scholar and abolitionist. I also consider myself 222 00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:19,959 Speaker 10: a policy advisor more recently, and I'm very passionate about 223 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 10: the unhoused issues because I myself have suffered in that 224 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:27,520 Speaker 10: situation not really knowing where to go. Especially when I 225 00:13:27,559 --> 00:13:30,400 Speaker 10: first came out to California, I was a victim of 226 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:32,920 Speaker 10: patient brokering, and so that's something that I talk about 227 00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:33,240 Speaker 10: a lot. 228 00:13:33,320 --> 00:13:35,439 Speaker 1: Where did you come from originally, and how long were 229 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:35,920 Speaker 1: you in house? 230 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:40,120 Speaker 10: I'm from Montana, and so actually growing up I kind 231 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:43,840 Speaker 10: of walked two different worlds because my dad is a felon. 232 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:46,840 Speaker 10: But my mom she went to school when I was 233 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:50,240 Speaker 10: really young, she got a nursing degree, and she really 234 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:53,920 Speaker 10: tried to provide the best that she could life for us. 235 00:13:54,480 --> 00:13:57,880 Speaker 10: I was pretty stable in my childhood other than you know, 236 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:04,840 Speaker 10: my father's kind of stuff, and I started using drugs 237 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:06,160 Speaker 10: around the age of. 238 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:09,880 Speaker 7: Like sixteen ish. I had chronic pain. 239 00:14:10,559 --> 00:14:13,559 Speaker 10: My dad and me also like my dad was super strict, 240 00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:16,480 Speaker 10: Like he was very abusive, which he doesn't like me 241 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:19,760 Speaker 10: to talk about, but this is but it's real, like honestly, 242 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:22,560 Speaker 10: Like he can be mad, but it's real. Like So 243 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:27,000 Speaker 10: in Montana, it's pretty common for like kids, especially Native 244 00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:30,800 Speaker 10: kids to start drinking at like ten eleven years old, like, 245 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:33,480 Speaker 10: and so that was my story too, and I used 246 00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:34,080 Speaker 10: it to cope. 247 00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:34,720 Speaker 7: And then as I. 248 00:14:34,680 --> 00:14:38,359 Speaker 10: Got older, I also like did a lot of workaholism behaviors, 249 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:42,400 Speaker 10: just kind of throwing myself in work. When COVID started, 250 00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:45,560 Speaker 10: I started a couple of different businesses. I was doing photography, 251 00:14:45,720 --> 00:14:49,480 Speaker 10: I was doing different things, baking art. 252 00:14:49,800 --> 00:14:50,600 Speaker 7: I was also teaching. 253 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:54,320 Speaker 10: At the time, I started teaching middle schoolers, and like 254 00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:57,680 Speaker 10: I said, post COVID, you started seeing like all these 255 00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:02,760 Speaker 10: kids that were dealing with anxiety, displacement, they were having 256 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:06,200 Speaker 10: issues socially, and to me, it kind of just showed 257 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:09,240 Speaker 10: like how much the youth is neglected in general, Like 258 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:11,880 Speaker 10: we don't really think about them when big things happened. 259 00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:16,520 Speaker 10: They were definitely an afterthought during COVID, and so I realized, Okay, 260 00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:18,160 Speaker 10: I really need to get help if I want to 261 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:21,720 Speaker 10: help these kids. So I came out here to LA 262 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:25,040 Speaker 10: to actually go to rehab, and the first place that 263 00:15:25,120 --> 00:15:28,000 Speaker 10: I went wasn't technically bad. But this is why I 264 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:30,880 Speaker 10: talk out about this stuff is because I feel like 265 00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:34,560 Speaker 10: the rehab model in general is just very broken. I'm 266 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:37,960 Speaker 10: like a big proponent for harm reduction. I feel like 267 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:40,960 Speaker 10: treatment is one of those things that people need to 268 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:44,120 Speaker 10: make a lot of decisions for themselves, and it's not 269 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:47,480 Speaker 10: like a one size fits all kind of deal. And 270 00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:51,320 Speaker 10: so in Los Angeles specifically, this is one of the 271 00:15:51,480 --> 00:15:56,680 Speaker 10: SUD hotspots of like the whole nation, substance abuse disorder 272 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:01,600 Speaker 10: treatment is rampant here and what's really unfortunate is that 273 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:06,520 Speaker 10: they target the unhoused populations, not just in LA but nationally. 274 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,560 Speaker 7: And yeah, so I came out here. 275 00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:13,960 Speaker 10: I met my ex girlfriend who was actually I think 276 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:17,040 Speaker 10: she's been being patient brokeer for like six or seven 277 00:16:17,120 --> 00:16:20,160 Speaker 10: years at this point. Like she's been in this rehab 278 00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:22,960 Speaker 10: scene since she was like eighteen. She's never been able 279 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:26,760 Speaker 10: to escape it. And I spent about a year dealing 280 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:31,520 Speaker 10: with that, and the entire time I was very like adamant, Okay, 281 00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:34,520 Speaker 10: I want to go to school. I want to you know, 282 00:16:34,720 --> 00:16:36,680 Speaker 10: just I wanted to get my own place. I had 283 00:16:36,680 --> 00:16:39,000 Speaker 10: always lived on my own too, like before I lived 284 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:42,000 Speaker 10: out here and so, but what's crazy is that I 285 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:42,840 Speaker 10: had left my home. 286 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:44,200 Speaker 7: I had left everything. 287 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:47,920 Speaker 10: There's nothing wrong with losing everything as an addict, but honestly, 288 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:51,240 Speaker 10: I had given everything up to come and get clean. 289 00:16:51,280 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 10: And so when I did come here, I started immediately 290 00:16:54,720 --> 00:16:57,840 Speaker 10: being introduced to the fact that not all rehabs are 291 00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:01,080 Speaker 10: created equal. And I was like, oh, okay, you know 292 00:17:01,160 --> 00:17:05,560 Speaker 10: this is interesting. I met my ex girlfriend. She really 293 00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:10,680 Speaker 10: educated me, like street knowledge type shit, everything, like taught 294 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:13,159 Speaker 10: me everything there is because she had been. 295 00:17:13,040 --> 00:17:15,040 Speaker 7: Wrapped up in it and so for so long. 296 00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:22,639 Speaker 10: And so I was being housed by UCLA, and UCLA 297 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:28,440 Speaker 10: is such a vibrant community. There's like so many different groups. 298 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:31,399 Speaker 10: Westwood itself is very vibrant, and so I started thinking 299 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,760 Speaker 10: to myself, like, I really want to go back to school, 300 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:34,159 Speaker 10: like this is. 301 00:17:34,160 --> 00:17:35,160 Speaker 7: Something that I want to do. 302 00:17:35,880 --> 00:17:39,120 Speaker 10: And when I would start to try to mention this 303 00:17:39,320 --> 00:17:42,600 Speaker 10: to the people at the facility that I was at, 304 00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 10: they would get really hostile with me and they would 305 00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:47,399 Speaker 10: basically start to gaslight me and they would be like, 306 00:17:47,440 --> 00:17:51,800 Speaker 10: you need to focus on your recovery. And this is 307 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:53,520 Speaker 10: a very common theme. 308 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:55,399 Speaker 7: Like they like to be little school. 309 00:17:55,480 --> 00:17:58,359 Speaker 10: They like to and for me, like I have to 310 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:01,120 Speaker 10: say that school is not about earning knowledge at all. 311 00:18:01,280 --> 00:18:02,719 Speaker 7: It's about contributing knowledge. 312 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:04,959 Speaker 10: And that's what I love about your podcast too, is 313 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:08,000 Speaker 10: like going to the people who have actually been unhoused, 314 00:18:08,080 --> 00:18:11,000 Speaker 10: because I tell these lawmakers all the time, what do 315 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:13,840 Speaker 10: you know about liberty? What do you know about justice? 316 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:17,840 Speaker 7: No offense? Like you've never been without those things? Even truth? 317 00:18:17,880 --> 00:18:20,080 Speaker 7: Have you ever been without truth? Have you been lied to? 318 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:22,240 Speaker 7: Have you been coerced? You know? 319 00:18:23,000 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 10: And so this is like a super important part of 320 00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:33,000 Speaker 10: restorative justice is honoring people's lived experience. And so I 321 00:18:33,040 --> 00:18:35,080 Speaker 10: got really just okay, I need to leave this. A 322 00:18:35,080 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 10: couple months later, I got my own place with the 323 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:40,120 Speaker 10: help of my family. And this is another reason I'm 324 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:43,639 Speaker 10: so passionate about housing issues, is because I would not 325 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:44,320 Speaker 10: be where I. 326 00:18:44,280 --> 00:18:46,160 Speaker 7: Am at all if it wasn't for my family. 327 00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:49,119 Speaker 10: I can't even fathom what it's like to have to 328 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:53,040 Speaker 10: navigate these systems without those kinds of resources. 329 00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,720 Speaker 7: And I've seen it just in my advocacy, like. 330 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:57,400 Speaker 10: Okay, you have to go here, you have to wait 331 00:18:57,440 --> 00:19:01,280 Speaker 10: three months in order to get a voucher. You have 332 00:19:01,359 --> 00:19:03,800 Speaker 10: to you know, you've got to spend two hours just 333 00:19:03,840 --> 00:19:05,000 Speaker 10: on the phone with this person. 334 00:19:05,960 --> 00:19:08,760 Speaker 7: And it's so dehumanizing. 335 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:11,400 Speaker 10: Because I think that even when you're in an emergency, 336 00:19:11,440 --> 00:19:13,920 Speaker 10: because I've been in this situation before, when I was 337 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:17,600 Speaker 10: being patient brokered, it was like being put to this rehab, 338 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:21,040 Speaker 10: this rehab, this rehab because after a while, like you 339 00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:24,600 Speaker 10: can't really stay anywhere long term, like you just don't 340 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:29,560 Speaker 10: have the capacity mentally because sobriety has been commodified. That's 341 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:32,200 Speaker 10: the problem with treatment in LA, I feel like, is 342 00:19:32,280 --> 00:19:35,119 Speaker 10: that there's so many places that it's kind of hard 343 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:37,200 Speaker 10: for people, at least for me to commit to one 344 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:40,720 Speaker 10: place because it's almost their fault because you can just 345 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:42,960 Speaker 10: start over at a new place. And the problem is 346 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:46,800 Speaker 10: when they're offering you X, Y, and Z and you're 347 00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:50,159 Speaker 10: already in a situation. This is like when I was 348 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:53,840 Speaker 10: being patient brokered from twenty twenty two to twenty twenty three, 349 00:19:54,280 --> 00:19:55,800 Speaker 10: that was like the only time that I had ever 350 00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:59,080 Speaker 10: really been I guess, unhoused in my life, and I 351 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:01,600 Speaker 10: was out here in LA. And one thing I want 352 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:05,679 Speaker 10: to mention about patient brokering too, is that I just 353 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:07,040 Speaker 10: want to define patient brokering REALM. 354 00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:09,280 Speaker 1: That was my next question ahead. 355 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:15,639 Speaker 10: So, patient brokering is when people are being offered money, luxury, housing, 356 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:20,199 Speaker 10: a job, various different things. Sometimes it's hormone replacement therapy, 357 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:21,840 Speaker 10: sometimes it's a shopping trip. 358 00:20:22,480 --> 00:20:24,679 Speaker 7: It could be a whole bucket of things. 359 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:28,320 Speaker 10: They're being offered those things to stay in treatment, and 360 00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:32,280 Speaker 10: this is something that begins cycle for people. So this 361 00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:35,760 Speaker 10: is happening on a national level and a local level, 362 00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:39,560 Speaker 10: and it's draining billions of dollars out of our insurance 363 00:20:40,119 --> 00:20:43,159 Speaker 10: all of our insurance networks that are private, so like ETNA, 364 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:46,680 Speaker 10: Blue Crossbow Shield Signa, a lot of them are under 365 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:47,359 Speaker 10: the same name. 366 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:50,439 Speaker 7: But actually ETNA. 367 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:54,000 Speaker 10: Is going to officially take their healthcare off the marketplace 368 00:20:54,119 --> 00:20:57,240 Speaker 10: because of this kind of fraud. And for me, it's 369 00:20:57,280 --> 00:21:00,119 Speaker 10: not really about what the insurance companies are losing, but 370 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,160 Speaker 10: it's about the lives that are lost because, like I said, 371 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:08,119 Speaker 10: like sobriety becomes commodified. You are told that if you 372 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:11,159 Speaker 10: don't tell the doctor that you're not feeling well or 373 00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:14,040 Speaker 10: maybe that you want to relapse, then your benefits will 374 00:21:14,080 --> 00:21:17,320 Speaker 10: run out. And this becomes something where people are just 375 00:21:17,400 --> 00:21:21,880 Speaker 10: then in treatment just to get housing, and I've even 376 00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:25,320 Speaker 10: seen this on the inside of the LA jails. I'm 377 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:28,960 Speaker 10: in the pod with like thirty women and they're like, yeah, 378 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,120 Speaker 10: you know, the judge ordered me to go to treatment, 379 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:33,720 Speaker 10: but I've already been in here for like three months. 380 00:21:33,840 --> 00:21:36,760 Speaker 10: And it's really unfortunate because a lot of them are 381 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:39,680 Speaker 10: going to be swept up by places that don't actually 382 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,400 Speaker 10: care if they actually get sober or not. What they 383 00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:44,000 Speaker 10: want to do is they actually want to keep you 384 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:47,840 Speaker 10: sick because they can bill you as much as possible. 385 00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:53,200 Speaker 10: And I think that three thousand people in I believe 386 00:21:53,280 --> 00:21:56,720 Speaker 10: January were made homeless at one time because of one 387 00:21:56,720 --> 00:21:59,959 Speaker 10: of the most infamous body brokers that we know of. 388 00:22:00,119 --> 00:22:04,919 Speaker 10: His name is Nathan Young, and he owns fifty five Silver. 389 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,360 Speaker 7: I think it's Hollywood rehab. 390 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:12,000 Speaker 10: Helping Hands and what he calls Santa Monica Rehab, but 391 00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:14,879 Speaker 10: there's really no such thing as Santa Monica Rehab. So 392 00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:17,520 Speaker 10: if you ever hear that those names, it's like those 393 00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:20,440 Speaker 10: aren't real places. And then same with there's a woman 394 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:24,480 Speaker 10: named Annie Mira Zion. She owns a place named Revived. 395 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:26,359 Speaker 10: She's been sued by EDNA. Both of them have been 396 00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:31,480 Speaker 10: sued by EDNA. For basically taking millions of dollars overcharging 397 00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:34,639 Speaker 10: for things. And what's really sick is that they go 398 00:22:34,760 --> 00:22:39,280 Speaker 10: to the unhoused populations and they will offer insurance policies, 399 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,560 Speaker 10: which is healthcare for a lot of people. That includes that, 400 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:47,760 Speaker 10: they offer housing, they offer surgeries sometimes like for our 401 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:51,800 Speaker 10: trans relatives, and honestly just safety, like they tell you 402 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:55,320 Speaker 10: that they're going to keep you safe. And also this 403 00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:57,359 Speaker 10: is the other part, is that it's not uncommon for 404 00:22:57,359 --> 00:23:00,720 Speaker 10: outreach workers to walk around with clipboards collect things like 405 00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:05,919 Speaker 10: social Security number, name, birthday. When these patient brokers collect 406 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,480 Speaker 10: those things from our unhoused relatives, sometimes they instantly sign 407 00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:12,000 Speaker 10: them up for a policy right then and there. And 408 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:15,080 Speaker 10: then what they do is they're charging these people for 409 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:18,760 Speaker 10: sometimes months before they're able to realize I'm actually seen 410 00:23:18,880 --> 00:23:21,880 Speaker 10: people die and then they're still being billed by an 411 00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:24,920 Speaker 10: insurance and it's so it's so. 412 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:26,919 Speaker 7: Sad. 413 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:28,720 Speaker 10: And then a lot of these places that they will 414 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:31,520 Speaker 10: bring you to are essentially trap houses. 415 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:33,680 Speaker 1: And for the audience, what is a trap house? 416 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:37,560 Speaker 10: So we have, you know, places that are really messy. 417 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:41,320 Speaker 10: Typically there's no security, like the door will be kind 418 00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:45,320 Speaker 10: of like faulty, Like I said, drugs throughout the house. 419 00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:49,000 Speaker 10: One time I arrived to a sober living and there 420 00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:52,040 Speaker 10: was three separate people overdosing, one of them in the 421 00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:54,639 Speaker 10: living room, one of them out in the back patio, 422 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 10: and then one of them in a bedroom, and the 423 00:23:57,800 --> 00:24:00,399 Speaker 10: police were there, the ambulance was there, but I was 424 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:04,240 Speaker 10: just arriving, like with my stuff, and I remember going 425 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:07,479 Speaker 10: upstairs and it was so ironic because I'm gay, and 426 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 10: the guy was like, oh, we don't allow that here, 427 00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:10,520 Speaker 10: and I'm like. 428 00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:14,160 Speaker 7: Broh, you guys have people like overdosed. 429 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:18,960 Speaker 10: On the couch, Like that's notise. I promise you being 430 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:22,560 Speaker 10: gay is not an issue. And so the problem is 431 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:24,560 Speaker 10: is that they only. 432 00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:26,679 Speaker 7: Really started caring about this stuff, I would. 433 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:29,879 Speaker 10: Say in twenty twenty two, which is when they're this 434 00:24:30,119 --> 00:24:34,439 Speaker 10: California Sober Living and Recovery task Force was created. And 435 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:37,520 Speaker 10: what's really sad is that they it was only created 436 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:43,680 Speaker 10: because of neighbors of these sober living places saying wow, 437 00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:47,119 Speaker 10: this is so crazy. A lot of them honestly complaining 438 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:50,760 Speaker 10: and treating us like we're some kind of sense in 439 00:24:50,800 --> 00:24:54,520 Speaker 10: their life, right yeah, and just talking about us like 440 00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 10: I remember one time. Because I'm a part of the 441 00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:59,320 Speaker 10: task force now, But I remember they one time they 442 00:24:59,320 --> 00:24:59,880 Speaker 10: told the story. 443 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,240 Speaker 7: It was very dehumanizing the way that they told this story. 444 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:05,840 Speaker 10: They were like, yeah, you know, there was a young 445 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,800 Speaker 10: man and he was given too much medication, and then 446 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 10: he was taken to another rehab and he was given 447 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:14,520 Speaker 10: too much medication again, and then he ended up having 448 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:20,399 Speaker 10: some kind of and he went to somebody's house and 449 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 10: somebody shot him. 450 00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:23,600 Speaker 7: And what was really. 451 00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:26,919 Speaker 10: Upsetting is that the task force kind of acted like 452 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:28,600 Speaker 10: the homeowner was the victim. 453 00:25:28,840 --> 00:25:30,440 Speaker 7: And you know, of course the homeowner. 454 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,000 Speaker 10: Was probably scared, that's why he did what he did, 455 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,920 Speaker 10: But he wasn't the victim in this situation at all. 456 00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:38,000 Speaker 10: And I try to remind these people of that is like, 457 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:42,960 Speaker 10: no matter how annoying you see somebody to be, that's 458 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:46,800 Speaker 10: just so ignorant because you don't understand, like that could 459 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:48,439 Speaker 10: be someone's lowest point in their life. 460 00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:50,240 Speaker 7: And then for you to just write. 461 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:53,639 Speaker 10: It off as annoying, it just shows how individualistic our 462 00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:57,040 Speaker 10: culture is and how people don't really care to It's 463 00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:59,560 Speaker 10: so one of the reasons I stopped teaching, because people 464 00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:02,000 Speaker 10: look at and they say, oh, the kid is being bad, 465 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:04,880 Speaker 10: why are they acting like that? But then they don't 466 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:06,960 Speaker 10: really think about the fact that the kid, you know, 467 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:08,720 Speaker 10: maybe has things. 468 00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:12,919 Speaker 7: Going on at home and trauma and all kinds of 469 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:13,520 Speaker 7: other stuff. 470 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:18,399 Speaker 4: So to back up a little bit to talk about brokerage. 471 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:24,080 Speaker 4: Patient brokerage is simply a type of fraud that uses 472 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:28,639 Speaker 4: to induce or to overcharge and get money in a 473 00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:32,280 Speaker 4: fraudulent manner. Yes, And the person that needs the most 474 00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:36,199 Speaker 4: help is without help. They are being spun around or 475 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:41,679 Speaker 4: they are being you know, volunteered involuntarily for benefits or 476 00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:44,919 Speaker 4: insurance or other incentives in order to keep them in 477 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:49,639 Speaker 4: this loop of staying involving the system where their focus 478 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:53,240 Speaker 4: was if they were dealing with substance usage issues and 479 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:57,160 Speaker 4: they were on the detox end, now they were focused 480 00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:01,320 Speaker 4: on housing. They have to play the game, yes, to 481 00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:05,800 Speaker 4: stay into the system. If they don't, then they're going 482 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,919 Speaker 4: to be in a different dilemma. And with what's going on, 483 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:12,960 Speaker 4: which I want to interject here to remind the community 484 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:16,560 Speaker 4: and our audience of what's going on right now, there 485 00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:21,159 Speaker 4: has been a wave of ordnances laws all across the 486 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:24,720 Speaker 4: country to criminalize unhouse people. And if you listen to 487 00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:27,600 Speaker 4: my show, I have a segment called Unhoused News, and 488 00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:31,000 Speaker 4: I try to keep as much as possible it happens 489 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:34,840 Speaker 4: so rapidly, to let people know what is going on 490 00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:37,919 Speaker 4: for unhoused people, to get a heads up, even if 491 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,919 Speaker 4: you don't live in the area, but to understand, to 492 00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:44,200 Speaker 4: see the connection and see how these interlocks or interlinks 493 00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:49,080 Speaker 4: with the conversation. Now it has reached to the White House. 494 00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:53,480 Speaker 4: Most recently, President Trump's issued an executive order, and this 495 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,840 Speaker 4: executive order goes and basically makes out that unhoused people 496 00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,480 Speaker 4: are criminals. Demands the cities, the force on house people 497 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:05,080 Speaker 4: to go to treatment, to go to alcohol subst usage, 498 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:09,639 Speaker 4: and to involuntarily volunteer and house people to go to 499 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:15,120 Speaker 4: mental asylums or mental health agencies. These all interlink because 500 00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:18,320 Speaker 4: of the narrative that's out here about unhoused people. You 501 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,800 Speaker 4: have to understand when you hear people say that unhoused 502 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,880 Speaker 4: people don't want a job or people like being out there, 503 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:28,680 Speaker 4: they are contributing to that negative stereotype. There's over sixty 504 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:32,679 Speaker 4: six thousand unhoused people here in California alone. When you 505 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:37,159 Speaker 4: say those things, you cannot intelligently think that that's realistic. 506 00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:38,080 Speaker 1: It's the same. 507 00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:41,560 Speaker 4: It's like I would bring another similar though closely related 508 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:45,120 Speaker 4: topic about immigration, where people were talking about people doing 509 00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:48,600 Speaker 4: immigration the right way, but we see the lie to 510 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:52,200 Speaker 4: that because they are being swept away or attacked while they're. 511 00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:53,920 Speaker 1: Going to court doing it the right way. 512 00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:57,840 Speaker 4: See when you contribute to those kind of conversations or 513 00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:00,760 Speaker 4: agree with that, this is what the end result is. 514 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:03,600 Speaker 1: So understanding this now, this is where we're at. 515 00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:07,040 Speaker 4: Now. On house people and advocates and people that are 516 00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:09,760 Speaker 4: involved in the in house community have an upio battle 517 00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,360 Speaker 4: because now they've got to go to war with the 518 00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:15,720 Speaker 4: government because now they have singled them out as nothing 519 00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:19,960 Speaker 4: but criminals, substant usage users, and mentally ill, which has 520 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:23,680 Speaker 4: been a pernicious stereotype and the in house community for 521 00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 4: at least thirty years that I know of. 522 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,800 Speaker 10: Yeah, and this is crazy because I want to say, 523 00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,200 Speaker 10: in my area right in body brokering, there is an 524 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:36,520 Speaker 10: advocate who's out there saying that she loves ventanyl act 525 00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:38,920 Speaker 10: and all that stuff. And I'm like, what a contradiction 526 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:42,720 Speaker 10: you're saying that. You know, you advocate for body brokering, 527 00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:44,880 Speaker 10: but this is actually going to make body brokering worse 528 00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:49,800 Speaker 10: because now you know the administration has real stakes in 529 00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:53,000 Speaker 10: the game. You know, in fact, they're probably investing in 530 00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:56,040 Speaker 10: those companies as we speak, because that's kind of how. 531 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:57,160 Speaker 7: The administration does things. 532 00:29:57,200 --> 00:30:00,000 Speaker 10: As we've seen, like a lot of people get well 533 00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:03,360 Speaker 10: off of their stocks and they clearly are doing something 534 00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:07,719 Speaker 10: shady with that, and so yeah, it's so dehumanizing, like 535 00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:09,479 Speaker 10: to just assume. And that's one of the reasons I 536 00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:11,800 Speaker 10: tell my story, like when I went back to school, 537 00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:15,000 Speaker 10: I was able to discover some new history that I 538 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:18,600 Speaker 10: hope to publish in the next year. And it's such 539 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:23,880 Speaker 10: a disgusting stereotype to say, Okay, you know unhouse people X, Y, 540 00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:29,880 Speaker 10: and Z. I keep saying, I remind politicians, lawmakers, city officials, 541 00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:34,200 Speaker 10: the subaltern, the people who you consider so far outside 542 00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:37,720 Speaker 10: of society's bubble. Those people are so much smarter than 543 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,080 Speaker 10: you give them credit for. Those people are capable of 544 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 10: so much more than you give them credit for. In fact, 545 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,960 Speaker 10: those people are smarter than you. Those people have more 546 00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 10: capable in their bones than you do, because they've. 547 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,600 Speaker 7: Survived things that you never could. 548 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:53,800 Speaker 10: And so I remind them of those things often, because 549 00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:56,080 Speaker 10: that's one of the conversations with brokering too, is like 550 00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:59,000 Speaker 10: they try to criminalize those people, and I say, you 551 00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:01,480 Speaker 10: realize that somebody to rehab because they wanted to get 552 00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:05,920 Speaker 10: clean at one point, so there's no reason to. I 553 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:10,040 Speaker 10: mean there's no reason too anyways, but especially in that situation, 554 00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:13,120 Speaker 10: like and in my experience, most of the people that 555 00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:15,680 Speaker 10: I've met that are on housed don't even use drugs, 556 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:18,479 Speaker 10: Like it's like a very few, and it's such a 557 00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:22,880 Speaker 10: negative stereotype and people don't It's one of those things 558 00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:24,880 Speaker 10: that people have to be willing to put out of 559 00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:25,360 Speaker 10: their mind. 560 00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:27,600 Speaker 4: But also too because it didn't have to be willing 561 00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:30,040 Speaker 4: to have one empathy to put in the work, and 562 00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:34,080 Speaker 4: it's easy to hold on to, you know, pernicious stereotypes 563 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:36,360 Speaker 4: because you don't have to do any work. You can 564 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,840 Speaker 4: just like for example, I have this friend of mine 565 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:41,680 Speaker 4: that it just drove me crazy because every time we 566 00:31:41,680 --> 00:31:43,360 Speaker 4: would talk and I was in house and I was 567 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 4: trying to educate him, like you don't understand the quagmire 568 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:50,280 Speaker 4: that people have to go through, and he only focused 569 00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:54,280 Speaker 4: he zeroed in on the segment of they like being 570 00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:56,320 Speaker 4: out there, they don't want it, And then I have 571 00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,080 Speaker 4: to break it down to him, if you're in this system, 572 00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:02,360 Speaker 4: you don't understand and why people give up. You don't 573 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:06,920 Speaker 4: understand and understand the frustration and the never ending cycle, 574 00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,320 Speaker 4: the broken promises the city gives you. 575 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:10,040 Speaker 1: You're waiting for. 576 00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:13,680 Speaker 4: No one in the right mind wants to stay in 577 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:16,520 Speaker 4: a shelter or short term shelter. They would rather just 578 00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:18,720 Speaker 4: go through all of the paperwork. They need one time 579 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:21,719 Speaker 4: to get into housing and be done with it. They 580 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:23,920 Speaker 4: don't want to be making these five or six trips. 581 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,600 Speaker 4: They don't want to be dealing with this interested caseworker. 582 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:28,360 Speaker 4: They don't want to go all the way over this 583 00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:31,640 Speaker 4: way to get this paperwork. It's too much. Especially if 584 00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 4: you're on house, you have to be on top of that. 585 00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,280 Speaker 4: If you have health conditions, then you got to be 586 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:38,920 Speaker 4: on top of that. Then you have to basic upkeep, 587 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:41,080 Speaker 4: which is another paid in rebut when you're out there 588 00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:44,600 Speaker 4: in the house as well, so you are juggling all 589 00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:46,800 Speaker 4: of that. Not just like you're in a house where 590 00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:49,160 Speaker 4: you can go and remove your clothings and put other 591 00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:51,239 Speaker 4: clothes on the hump of the shower, or you can 592 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,960 Speaker 4: take a quick nap and then you can go to 593 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,480 Speaker 4: the doctor's appointment here and that you know, it's not 594 00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:57,920 Speaker 4: that And one of the things that I also want 595 00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:01,040 Speaker 4: to point out about substant usage is many people turn 596 00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:04,040 Speaker 4: the substances when they're on the street conversely, because they're 597 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:07,680 Speaker 4: dealing with the adverse conditions of trying to survive and 598 00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:11,840 Speaker 4: coping and trying to maintain a mental equilibrium, if there's 599 00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:15,239 Speaker 4: such a word in a crazy system being swept all 600 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 4: the time, being harassed all the time, or Billy dealing 601 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,120 Speaker 4: with the trauma that caused them to be in house, 602 00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:24,120 Speaker 4: or they're having a low point at whatever. Where our 603 00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 4: society has so much stigma, so much harsh consequences for 604 00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:30,280 Speaker 4: people out on the street, it makes it can be 605 00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:31,640 Speaker 4: very difficult to bear. 606 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:33,560 Speaker 7: Yeah, no, you're right. 607 00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:38,880 Speaker 10: One of the most like transforming experiences, transformative experiences that 608 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,160 Speaker 10: I've had while being in LA is that I got 609 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:45,360 Speaker 10: fifty two to fifty one time fifty fifty two because 610 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,720 Speaker 10: they keep you for two weeks. 611 00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:48,720 Speaker 1: Oh really, I didn't know that one. 612 00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:51,200 Speaker 10: Yeah, fifty one, fifty is the seventy two hours, and 613 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:53,880 Speaker 10: then fifty two is where they extend it for two weeks. 614 00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:55,920 Speaker 7: It was so bad, it was, Oh it was. 615 00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:58,600 Speaker 10: But I learned a lot in there because I was 616 00:33:58,600 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 10: around a lot of different people, and there was this 617 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:03,360 Speaker 10: guy in there, and he was an older man and 618 00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,960 Speaker 10: I would talk to him pretty much every day, and 619 00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:08,839 Speaker 10: he basically said, like, you know, they keep trying to 620 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:11,120 Speaker 10: force me to go to a shelter. I don't want 621 00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:13,200 Speaker 10: to go to a shelter. And I was just like 622 00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:14,440 Speaker 10: and I was like younger back then. 623 00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:15,279 Speaker 7: I was like, oh, why not? 624 00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:19,840 Speaker 10: And he was like, because I've had horrible things happen 625 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:20,719 Speaker 10: to me in shelters. 626 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:20,960 Speaker 7: You know. 627 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:23,840 Speaker 10: People have stolen from me, people have hurt me, people 628 00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:26,120 Speaker 10: have you know, done all kinds of things to me 629 00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:29,799 Speaker 10: for no reason, you know. And and finally I looked 630 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:31,120 Speaker 10: at him and I was like, wow, you know, that 631 00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:33,120 Speaker 10: actually makes a lot of sense. And he starts talking 632 00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:36,359 Speaker 10: about how, you know, he sleeps at this park every night, 633 00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:38,480 Speaker 10: and he said, no one has ever bothered me at 634 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:41,920 Speaker 10: this park. Nobody like people walk by me, if anything, 635 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 10: they're like scared of me, you know. And he was 636 00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:46,719 Speaker 10: like the sweetest guy too, and he lived in the 637 00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 10: valley and he said, every single night nobody bothers me, 638 00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:51,040 Speaker 10: he said, but when every time I go to a shelter, 639 00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:54,080 Speaker 10: it's one of the most traumatizing experiences. 640 00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 7: You know, that I've ever had. 641 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:58,440 Speaker 10: And I was like, wow, you know, that's real because 642 00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:01,440 Speaker 10: even like at the shelter, like they're not providing people 643 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:03,719 Speaker 10: the adequate care I feel like that they need in 644 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,279 Speaker 10: order to be successful. At most of them, it's kind 645 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,799 Speaker 10: of like you're allowed to exist there is what I've seen. 646 00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:11,120 Speaker 7: It depends on where you are too. 647 00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:13,600 Speaker 4: And my experiences with shelters, which I didn't like go 648 00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:17,720 Speaker 4: on either, but trying to explain to hardheaded or unwilling 649 00:35:17,719 --> 00:35:20,759 Speaker 4: people to understand that people that are living in this 650 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:24,120 Speaker 4: world have much more advanced knowledge and experience with it. 651 00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:25,359 Speaker 1: So when they're telling. 652 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:28,160 Speaker 4: You these things and you just you know, they waste 653 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:30,960 Speaker 4: the time, they waste the energy, and then you just 654 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,360 Speaker 4: turn around to do the same damn thing. Then it's like, 655 00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:35,520 Speaker 4: but what is the point of trying to argue, complain 656 00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:37,640 Speaker 4: or talk to you. It's just like, you know, I'm 657 00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:41,400 Speaker 4: just going to give monosyllabic answers and just leave it alone. 658 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:45,399 Speaker 4: And so I had very difficult times in shelters too 659 00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,360 Speaker 4: because of the car sural nature, like you have to 660 00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:50,879 Speaker 4: be back at like a curfew, or if you don't, 661 00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,000 Speaker 4: then you call and you have to have a explain. 662 00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:54,719 Speaker 4: And if you're at work, I'm like, you know this 663 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:56,399 Speaker 4: is a shelter. This is not like you know, where 664 00:35:56,440 --> 00:35:58,719 Speaker 4: we're children, we have to have a note like from 665 00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,120 Speaker 4: a doctor and things like that, or you know, those 666 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,400 Speaker 4: kinds of things really just annoyed me. Were the food 667 00:36:04,560 --> 00:36:07,480 Speaker 4: restrictions or you couldn't have this behind, or you couldn't 668 00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:09,680 Speaker 4: bring this into the other room, or you know, it's 669 00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:13,920 Speaker 4: just yeah, to the point where it can be very difficult. 670 00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:17,320 Speaker 4: On top of that, Ice focuses on the undocumented that 671 00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:21,359 Speaker 4: house as well. But most importantly, what they're talking about 672 00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:24,319 Speaker 4: the conditions in these hotels. They cannot have guests, they 673 00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:28,319 Speaker 4: cannot have this curfews and things like that. So when 674 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:32,160 Speaker 4: you hear these glowing public relations statements, people are not 675 00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,640 Speaker 4: looking in deeper to it. People are not asking the 676 00:36:34,680 --> 00:36:38,040 Speaker 4: hard questions. People are not calling the service providers on 677 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,880 Speaker 4: the carpet. Why is it that these are grown adult 678 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,880 Speaker 4: people that they can't have guests? Are you saying that 679 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:48,000 Speaker 4: they are incompetent or stupid people that they can't have 680 00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:50,440 Speaker 4: a friend or they can't have a relationship, or they 681 00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:54,080 Speaker 4: can't bring people in Every place, even the hotels that 682 00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:57,520 Speaker 4: I've gone through allow you to have a guest. So 683 00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:00,440 Speaker 4: it just it begs the question to be humanized, yes, 684 00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:04,239 Speaker 4: and to try to talk to people that are so 685 00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:06,759 Speaker 4: adamant about trying to say that people don't want help 686 00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,719 Speaker 4: and things like that. They're so hard headed, so you 687 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:14,120 Speaker 4: can't penetrate too because they believe deep down that unhoused 688 00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:16,120 Speaker 4: people should be punished. But they won't go out and 689 00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:18,480 Speaker 4: say it because they know it's an ugly statement to say. 690 00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:21,760 Speaker 4: But they honestly believe that, and that's by their actions. 691 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:24,640 Speaker 4: They do those things or say those things in a 692 00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:27,880 Speaker 4: way make it criminality or make it like, for example, 693 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,640 Speaker 4: unhoused people that live near their care or elderly centered 694 00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:34,040 Speaker 4: or something. They make it sound like the unhoused person 695 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,960 Speaker 4: is jumping out of bushes and attacking old people or 696 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:40,120 Speaker 4: in attacking children and things like that. Most often not, 697 00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:42,799 Speaker 4: the unhoused people are just trying to survive or you 698 00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:46,040 Speaker 4: staying near resources, or they may have relatives or whatever 699 00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:48,480 Speaker 4: it is that it is. But it's the whole picture 700 00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:51,200 Speaker 4: that they pay. When you can be able to demonize 701 00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:53,279 Speaker 4: the people, then you can criminalize them. 702 00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:56,319 Speaker 10: I always say that, yeah, no exactly, And it's such 703 00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:59,959 Speaker 10: a contradiction too, because the whole point of I unders 704 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:04,000 Speaker 10: stand it, like mayor Bas's like interim housing program is 705 00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:06,480 Speaker 10: to give people autonomy, right, like, okay, you have an 706 00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:09,560 Speaker 10: hotel room instead of going to a shelter. But then 707 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,520 Speaker 10: they just completely cancel out every single benefit that you 708 00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:15,560 Speaker 10: would have by having like your own private room, your 709 00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:18,120 Speaker 10: own private space. If you do have your own private space, 710 00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:20,000 Speaker 10: you know, the idea is that you could be more 711 00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:23,440 Speaker 10: successful because you have that autonomy, and that autonomy is 712 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:28,080 Speaker 10: so important. Like taking people's autonomy is basically like making 713 00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:30,719 Speaker 10: them a slave, Like you're not giving them any options 714 00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:34,120 Speaker 10: to do what they want to do, and then that 715 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:37,960 Speaker 10: kind of affects people's will to live, It affects basically 716 00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:40,880 Speaker 10: everything about their mental health, and then it's going to 717 00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:42,640 Speaker 10: make it harder to motivate yourself. 718 00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:45,480 Speaker 7: Like there's a book by Virginia Wolf actually called The 719 00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:45,960 Speaker 7: Room of. 720 00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:48,960 Speaker 10: One's Own and it talks about like how important it 721 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,040 Speaker 10: is just as a woman to have your own room. 722 00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:53,760 Speaker 10: But I feel like you could apply that to everyone, 723 00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:57,239 Speaker 10: especially when you've lived a life where maybe you've been 724 00:38:57,280 --> 00:39:00,000 Speaker 10: controlled by others, you've been dominated, you've been a press, 725 00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,600 Speaker 10: you've been told what to do, and when you have 726 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,440 Speaker 10: your own space and you can just like I remember 727 00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:07,000 Speaker 10: when I got out of sober living, and I've always 728 00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:08,600 Speaker 10: lived on my own, but when I had got out 729 00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:12,239 Speaker 10: of the sober living, human trafficking unhoused space, and I 730 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:14,600 Speaker 10: just was like going back and forth to the store, 731 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,520 Speaker 10: and I was just, like you said, like doing those 732 00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:19,600 Speaker 10: basic things like Okay, I can go out until ten 733 00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:20,640 Speaker 10: pm and I can come home. 734 00:39:20,719 --> 00:39:22,720 Speaker 7: Like people take those things for granted. 735 00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:25,799 Speaker 10: So much like like you said earlier, people take just 736 00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:28,360 Speaker 10: being able to shower and change their outfit at home 737 00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:32,680 Speaker 10: for granted. And I think about that a lot, especially because, 738 00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:36,440 Speaker 10: like I said, like that's such a contradiction. The idea is, 739 00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:39,040 Speaker 10: if you want to give people housing, you also need 740 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:42,680 Speaker 10: to give them their own room, you know what I mean, 741 00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:43,879 Speaker 10: And that needs to be there. 742 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:45,719 Speaker 4: And let me add another thing too, just this is 743 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:49,560 Speaker 4: not only just hotels inside safe these are also SROs, 744 00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:52,120 Speaker 4: because like I'm in an SRO right now, and it 745 00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:56,120 Speaker 4: really frustrates me because again, the denseness or the resistance 746 00:39:56,239 --> 00:39:59,920 Speaker 4: to create humanity for people people go only so far 747 00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:03,080 Speaker 4: they create a kind of humane kind of solution. But 748 00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:06,000 Speaker 4: I remember I was having this challenge with this racist 749 00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:08,239 Speaker 4: person that lived in the same sorrow what it was, 750 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:11,600 Speaker 4: and this person tried to make it so difficult for 751 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:15,200 Speaker 4: me to stay there and was creating situations and then 752 00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:18,400 Speaker 4: pretended that he was the victims. He's because he's you know, 753 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,680 Speaker 4: he has a record and all of this kind of stuff. 754 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,919 Speaker 4: But it got to the point where they were like, well, 755 00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:25,840 Speaker 4: you just stay on this floor, you know. And the 756 00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,640 Speaker 4: way this SRO is set up is the kitchen is 757 00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:29,560 Speaker 4: on the floor, he's on. 758 00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:31,799 Speaker 1: The laundry is on this one. What he's on. They 759 00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:32,520 Speaker 1: don't keep up. 760 00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,719 Speaker 4: The showers like they're supposed to, so I usually use 761 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:36,920 Speaker 4: the other one because it has better water flow, what 762 00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:41,080 Speaker 4: needless to say, And to try to elucidate these type 763 00:40:41,080 --> 00:40:43,759 Speaker 4: of points, it was like we didn't want to hear 764 00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:46,120 Speaker 4: it out there. Other they just didn't comprehend and it 765 00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:49,239 Speaker 4: got so exasperated, which is why sometimes I get tired 766 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,960 Speaker 4: sometimes of house people that are in our communities and 767 00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:56,759 Speaker 4: they are resistant to understanding sometimes like why are you here? 768 00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,640 Speaker 4: Why do you join this place? And you don't want 769 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:01,480 Speaker 4: to listen and to the people that are being impacted. 770 00:41:03,280 --> 00:41:11,200 Speaker 4: And when we come back more with the choir, welcome back, 771 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:13,560 Speaker 4: it's to Steve Henderson with weedy in house. 772 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:14,879 Speaker 1: Let's get back to It. 773 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:19,480 Speaker 4: Here's the rest of my talk with Sakoit, who initially 774 00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:22,880 Speaker 4: started out this city, and the government was against hotels 775 00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:27,719 Speaker 4: because of the pandemic. Activists advocates like myself and others 776 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:30,560 Speaker 4: push for if you wanted to get rid of on 777 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,319 Speaker 4: the house so much, the house's issues so bad, why 778 00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:36,279 Speaker 4: not get these empty hotels. There was such a kerfuffle 779 00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:39,200 Speaker 4: that they didn't want to do it because they were 780 00:41:39,239 --> 00:41:41,759 Speaker 4: worried that the brand was going to be impacted and 781 00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:44,680 Speaker 4: things like that. So now they're using one or two 782 00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:48,719 Speaker 4: star or CD places to use these places. There's one 783 00:41:48,760 --> 00:41:51,359 Speaker 4: hotel where on house people are. They can't use the towel. 784 00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:55,080 Speaker 4: They get one four week a paper towel to use 785 00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:56,080 Speaker 4: to dry themselves off. 786 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:57,839 Speaker 1: I had one out an eagle rock. 787 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:02,239 Speaker 4: This is why I'm like, I don't know, why do 788 00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:04,480 Speaker 4: they get these advocates, But there was just one advocate 789 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:09,000 Speaker 4: was in an uproar or was against there's other unhoused 790 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:11,839 Speaker 4: people from having a coffee maker inside that room. 791 00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:14,080 Speaker 1: Put that in your mind, a coffee maker. 792 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:18,920 Speaker 4: It's insinuating that unhoused people don't drink coffee. It's insinuating 793 00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:21,719 Speaker 4: that they are too stupid to not you know, to 794 00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:24,360 Speaker 4: use know how to use a coffee machine. And I was, 795 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:26,280 Speaker 4: for the life of I'm like, I was so stumped 796 00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:28,680 Speaker 4: when she said, I thought she was joking. It says, 797 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:33,239 Speaker 4: why would that be such an issue? Because everybody you 798 00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:36,239 Speaker 4: go too, even the see hotels, they have some kind 799 00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:38,160 Speaker 4: of coffee maker or something like that. Why would that 800 00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:41,120 Speaker 4: be such an uproar issue or issue that you take 801 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:44,040 Speaker 4: issue with. It just didn't make any sense. I hear 802 00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:48,000 Speaker 4: abolitions always say stop the cough in your mind, I 803 00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:53,960 Speaker 4: would add, I would add, stop the judgment and lack 804 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:57,000 Speaker 4: of empathy in your mind. Out of house people are 805 00:42:57,080 --> 00:43:01,560 Speaker 4: human beings. They deserve just this much of the accouterment, 806 00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,400 Speaker 4: the incentives, like everybody else. If they want a coffee 807 00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:08,319 Speaker 4: machine in there, there should be no reason. If they 808 00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:11,239 Speaker 4: take a shower, God forbid, the world is not going 809 00:43:11,239 --> 00:43:13,200 Speaker 4: to end if they have a towel. 810 00:43:14,280 --> 00:43:16,800 Speaker 7: That is that's pretty shocking. I don't want I like dang. 811 00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:17,640 Speaker 1: Like I said. 812 00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:19,800 Speaker 4: When I get the show and started going to different 813 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:22,640 Speaker 4: places and talking to other unhoused people and listening to 814 00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 4: their stories, it opened the world to me to understand 815 00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,200 Speaker 4: how these stories don't get told at how it flies 816 00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:35,680 Speaker 4: under the radar. Under the auspices of being helping unhouse people, 817 00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:38,640 Speaker 4: and when you really hear them telling you the stories 818 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:41,359 Speaker 4: and saying, no, this is definitely more than. 819 00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:42,040 Speaker 1: Met the eye. 820 00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:43,840 Speaker 7: No, it's true. 821 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:46,160 Speaker 10: Actually, that's one of the things I told the Sober 822 00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:48,799 Speaker 10: Living in Recovery Task Force. I said, stop looking at 823 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:51,920 Speaker 10: unhoused people, stop looking at people who suffer from addiction, 824 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:55,400 Speaker 10: stop looking at all of these people like somebody you 825 00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:56,320 Speaker 10: need to manage. 826 00:43:56,560 --> 00:43:59,760 Speaker 7: You don't need to manage us. We don't need your management. 827 00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:03,919 Speaker 10: What we need is like real tangible resources that you're 828 00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:06,440 Speaker 10: already giving to other people. I'm on the land back 829 00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:08,480 Speaker 10: in Operations House Force in Santa Monica, right, And there's 830 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:12,600 Speaker 10: a lot of conversations, especially around reperations in California, like, and. 831 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:14,040 Speaker 7: I remember I called this out in the meeting the 832 00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:14,400 Speaker 7: other day. 833 00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:17,160 Speaker 10: I was like, okay, but didn't the city council just 834 00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:22,879 Speaker 10: create this whole big plan to make Palisades businesses who 835 00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:25,640 Speaker 10: were burned down by the fire, probably mostly white owners, 836 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:29,440 Speaker 10: to be honest, move them to Santa Monica. Didn't you 837 00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:31,640 Speaker 10: guys come up with that in how long like three months? 838 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:33,640 Speaker 10: So and you guys are saying that you guys can't 839 00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:35,680 Speaker 10: come up with reparations. You guys can't come up with, 840 00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:40,640 Speaker 10: you know, real solutions to even the unhoused issue in 841 00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:44,640 Speaker 10: Santa Monica, like they refuse. The culture in Santa Monica 842 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:45,160 Speaker 10: is disgusting. 843 00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:46,560 Speaker 4: And I was going to say I was on house 844 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,319 Speaker 4: out there in San Monica before I I forced me 845 00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:52,040 Speaker 4: to move back down here because do you know it 846 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,640 Speaker 4: is again they were voting to you ban for unhoused 847 00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:57,360 Speaker 4: people to have blankets and pillows. 848 00:44:57,440 --> 00:44:59,160 Speaker 1: Yep, that's how backed up this. Yeah. 849 00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:02,879 Speaker 10: Yeah, I always get into it with people that live 850 00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:06,120 Speaker 10: in Santa Monica because you know, one of the things 851 00:45:06,160 --> 00:45:08,000 Speaker 10: I advocate on the task for us a lot, And 852 00:45:08,040 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 10: I say, you know, you cannot keep funding the police 853 00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:12,640 Speaker 10: the way that you do in Santa Monica and then 854 00:45:12,719 --> 00:45:15,680 Speaker 10: claim that you care about the unhouse population or claim 855 00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:20,399 Speaker 10: that you care about minorities because they literally target both, yes, 856 00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:21,880 Speaker 10: like aggressively. 857 00:45:22,160 --> 00:45:22,319 Speaker 1: Yes. 858 00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:25,960 Speaker 10: And I had a professor who was a prosecutor in 859 00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:28,880 Speaker 10: Santa Monica, and he actually straight up said that pretty 860 00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:31,200 Speaker 10: much all of the penal codes in Santa Monica and 861 00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:34,400 Speaker 10: civil codes and stuff are made up by white people 862 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:37,759 Speaker 10: who have nothing better to do. Hate in their heart 863 00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:40,400 Speaker 10: and they hate unhoused people, and they hate black and 864 00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:43,239 Speaker 10: brown people and pretty much all that they ins a 865 00:45:43,239 --> 00:45:45,560 Speaker 10: lot of women, and all that they do is make 866 00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:47,600 Speaker 10: laws like you can't ride your bike in Santa Monica, 867 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:50,560 Speaker 10: and that is specifically to target unhouse people. They will 868 00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:54,640 Speaker 10: never stop a tourist with that penal code ever, exactly 869 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:56,479 Speaker 10: never in their life will they do that. 870 00:45:57,080 --> 00:45:59,560 Speaker 4: And they will never have, but they will never stop 871 00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:01,799 Speaker 4: tourist that will put out a blanket in land the mouth, 872 00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:04,759 Speaker 4: but on the house person, that's what that's what they're 873 00:46:04,760 --> 00:46:07,680 Speaker 4: aiming for. And it's like it's so aggressive and so 874 00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:11,120 Speaker 4: openly disrespectful. They make it shown that the antipathy is 875 00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:14,239 Speaker 4: so known, you know, you can only stand there stay 876 00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:16,520 Speaker 4: there for some time. I used to go to before 877 00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,560 Speaker 4: they changed, the people concerned the Samuil Shell that used 878 00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:23,399 Speaker 4: to have an ocean park, and the way they will 879 00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:27,160 Speaker 4: talk about on house people, the way they were using 880 00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:30,760 Speaker 4: staff to try to convince unhouse people that we deserve 881 00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:31,880 Speaker 4: to be treated this way. 882 00:46:32,239 --> 00:46:35,360 Speaker 1: That's the that was what really turned me off. And really. 883 00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:39,720 Speaker 7: That's the craziest part. They literally make themselves the victim. 884 00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:42,080 Speaker 4: There was one staff member I have to tell this story, 885 00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:45,520 Speaker 4: and I was so infuriated because if you have to 886 00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,360 Speaker 4: go to the restroom there, it is so difficult to 887 00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:50,840 Speaker 4: go into that, you know, unless you know it was 888 00:46:50,840 --> 00:46:53,640 Speaker 4: a McDonald's there. If you're not there, then you have 889 00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:55,680 Speaker 4: to be trying to be creative and go. No, if 890 00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:57,640 Speaker 4: you don't get to the when they finished that new 891 00:46:57,680 --> 00:47:00,400 Speaker 4: part in time, then you're going to have that accident. 892 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:05,640 Speaker 4: But before that, the staff member comes to us all 893 00:47:05,640 --> 00:47:08,480 Speaker 4: over the young house there and she says, well, you know, 894 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:11,000 Speaker 4: there's this person that went to use the restaurant out 895 00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:13,239 Speaker 4: of the street. And I was appalled. I was so 896 00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:14,880 Speaker 4: offending and furious by it. I was like, you know, 897 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:16,720 Speaker 4: have you ever tried to go up usually the restaurant 898 00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:19,720 Speaker 4: out here and you're unhoused. You can't use the restaurant 899 00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:21,239 Speaker 4: out here, because a lot of people don't allow you 900 00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:23,680 Speaker 4: to use the restaurant out here. You know, they are 901 00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:27,880 Speaker 4: very adamant against there's no facilities, there's no free facilities 902 00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:29,880 Speaker 4: at the time, So of course they're going to have 903 00:47:29,880 --> 00:47:31,839 Speaker 4: to you know, human beings are going to be able 904 00:47:31,880 --> 00:47:34,480 Speaker 4: to either the use it on themselves, and they they 905 00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:36,919 Speaker 4: probably didn't want to do that, so they had to 906 00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:39,040 Speaker 4: be able to do what they needed to do. I 907 00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,759 Speaker 4: almost got arrested because I was out in the house 908 00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:44,800 Speaker 4: and waiting for the bus by people that was standing 909 00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:46,759 Speaker 4: out on the bus stop. And I don't never forget 910 00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:50,239 Speaker 4: it was a rainy Saturday at the time, and they 911 00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,759 Speaker 4: just saw me standing there and obviously I was must 912 00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:55,440 Speaker 4: be menacingly at God forbade it was rainy. I had 913 00:47:55,440 --> 00:47:59,759 Speaker 4: a hood on, right, I was going to attack these 914 00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:03,560 Speaker 4: people waiting for the bus. And that really was the 915 00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:06,000 Speaker 4: turning point for being like, you know what these people are. 916 00:48:06,239 --> 00:48:08,840 Speaker 4: I don't irredeemable, but I just think there's no point 917 00:48:09,080 --> 00:48:11,399 Speaker 4: in trying to convey to them the humanity because they'll 918 00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:11,920 Speaker 4: never see it. 919 00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:12,919 Speaker 1: Yeah. 920 00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:15,160 Speaker 7: No, there's people on the task Force even who are like, 921 00:48:15,440 --> 00:48:18,000 Speaker 7: let's go to the Santa Monica community. I'm like, no thanks. 922 00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:19,880 Speaker 10: If you want to do that and you want to 923 00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:23,360 Speaker 10: get vitriol hate from white supremacists, you go right ahead. 924 00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:25,360 Speaker 10: But what I want to do is I want to, 925 00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:27,839 Speaker 10: you know, hit up the people who already support us 926 00:48:27,880 --> 00:48:30,400 Speaker 10: and bring love to Santa Monica, because that's honestly what 927 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:32,600 Speaker 10: needs to be done. Like people need to go to 928 00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:35,560 Speaker 10: Santa Monica and use their voice because right now, the 929 00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:38,480 Speaker 10: white supremacists just take over those city council meetings as 930 00:48:38,520 --> 00:48:41,200 Speaker 10: far as like you know, and I feel like they 931 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:43,200 Speaker 10: feel empowered to do that because in LA it's a 932 00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:45,239 Speaker 10: little bit harder to do that, you know, you have 933 00:48:45,360 --> 00:48:47,440 Speaker 10: to watch your mouth a little bit more. Yeah, but 934 00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:51,040 Speaker 10: over there they really feel and like I was saying, 935 00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:52,520 Speaker 10: they really feel like they're the victim too. 936 00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:54,759 Speaker 7: They sit there and they're like, I'm not safe to 937 00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,000 Speaker 7: take my child out. Just shut the fuck up, bro. 938 00:48:57,239 --> 00:48:59,120 Speaker 4: Well, if they see it in the house and can 939 00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:01,400 Speaker 4: admit they feel like the child is going to be attacked. 940 00:49:01,560 --> 00:49:04,560 Speaker 4: It's like Sant Louis Abispo. When I was doing an 941 00:49:04,600 --> 00:49:06,200 Speaker 4: episode for my show, I went out there the San 942 00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:09,319 Speaker 4: Louis Abispo and it reminded me of Santa Mona. I said, 943 00:49:09,520 --> 00:49:12,600 Speaker 4: this is this is so surreal, and it's just the 944 00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:15,600 Speaker 4: way that people were acting and reacting. And what I 945 00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:20,600 Speaker 4: noticed is there was two people, two white people, and 946 00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:25,200 Speaker 4: I was asking questions and one white person was trying 947 00:49:25,239 --> 00:49:27,080 Speaker 4: to put a spin on it. 948 00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:29,960 Speaker 1: The other white person was just telling like, no, this 949 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:32,719 Speaker 1: is a racist place here. And the guy was. 950 00:49:32,719 --> 00:49:36,680 Speaker 4: Getting frustrated because he didn't want that part to be known. 951 00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:39,400 Speaker 4: And then when I started, you know, because I already 952 00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:41,480 Speaker 4: knew the answer, but I was asking the question to 953 00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:44,319 Speaker 4: see just how they would phrase it. And they were 954 00:49:44,320 --> 00:49:46,480 Speaker 4: phrasing it just like people from Santa Monica that they 955 00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:49,319 Speaker 4: were just decent people. They just they the quality of 956 00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:52,160 Speaker 4: life was being impacted when they see unhoused people there. 957 00:49:52,239 --> 00:49:53,959 Speaker 1: Was it was so hard. 958 00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:57,880 Speaker 4: Was that the unhoused people were literally living on the 959 00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:00,600 Speaker 4: edge near a river, a muddy side the river, on 960 00:50:00,640 --> 00:50:03,080 Speaker 4: a hill. And I'm talking about elderly people and things 961 00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:05,400 Speaker 4: like that. So it got to the point where on 962 00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:09,399 Speaker 4: house people were hiding because if they were shown throughing, 963 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:13,000 Speaker 4: you know, the city proper, they were going to be targeted. 964 00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:16,880 Speaker 4: And that was another is that's always what I noticed. 965 00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:18,879 Speaker 4: You know, when you see young house people who are 966 00:50:19,239 --> 00:50:23,600 Speaker 4: in the outskirts or in far flung places, chances are 967 00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:26,799 Speaker 4: very good that the people there, the house people there 968 00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:29,000 Speaker 4: are very are very nasty. 969 00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:31,759 Speaker 7: Yeah, it's really it's really disgusting. I don't like the 970 00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:32,439 Speaker 7: culture there. 971 00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:34,960 Speaker 10: And I've been saying this, I'm like, it's difficult to 972 00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:37,439 Speaker 10: navigate when those are the people that come and they're 973 00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:40,879 Speaker 10: so loud, right, And I remember one of my best 974 00:50:40,920 --> 00:50:43,440 Speaker 10: force members tried to be like, oh, they out organized this, 975 00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:47,319 Speaker 10: And I'm like, no, just don't say that, because that's 976 00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:49,919 Speaker 10: not an excuse for city council to not see through 977 00:50:49,960 --> 00:50:50,400 Speaker 10: that stuff. 978 00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:52,400 Speaker 7: Because these are people who are supposed to be educated 979 00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:53,080 Speaker 7: on policy. 980 00:50:53,400 --> 00:50:55,400 Speaker 10: These are people who are supposed to care about all 981 00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:59,600 Speaker 10: their constituents, not just you know, the rich white people 982 00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:03,279 Speaker 10: who have the time to come here, and and it's 983 00:51:03,320 --> 00:51:04,680 Speaker 10: a lot of time you got to dedicate to go 984 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,840 Speaker 10: to city council meetings. It's like seven eight hours sometimes 985 00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:11,239 Speaker 10: they be going on and so on. How's advocates are 986 00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:14,279 Speaker 10: so important because, like you said, like you just get 987 00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:16,080 Speaker 10: so beat up after a while and you're just trying 988 00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,279 Speaker 10: to survive. Like I remember when I was going through 989 00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:20,560 Speaker 10: all this, Oh my god, I couldn't have cared. Like 990 00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:22,880 Speaker 10: when people are saying things, it's like, oh my god, whatever, 991 00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:26,439 Speaker 10: like it's just noise. But then once you're like out 992 00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:28,080 Speaker 10: of it, or once you're trying to get out of it, 993 00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:30,600 Speaker 10: and then you start looking back at it, you're like, wow, 994 00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:33,480 Speaker 10: people are really people almost knock you down to that 995 00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:37,000 Speaker 10: point you like you're you're at that really low point 996 00:51:37,360 --> 00:51:40,600 Speaker 10: fiscally right, you don't have money, but then also emotionally 997 00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:44,200 Speaker 10: and socially, people are trying to minimize your existence all 998 00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:47,080 Speaker 10: the time, and so it's hard to bring yourself out 999 00:51:47,120 --> 00:51:49,919 Speaker 10: of that. And that's why I told the California Past Force, 1000 00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:52,000 Speaker 10: like you need to invest in these people, like, not 1001 00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:56,640 Speaker 10: just okay they're surviving, invest make sure they're good. 1002 00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:57,640 Speaker 1: And not only that too. 1003 00:51:57,719 --> 00:51:59,480 Speaker 4: I think one of the things that really turned it 1004 00:51:59,520 --> 00:52:03,440 Speaker 4: around from me to start to reinditt it was having 1005 00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:07,239 Speaker 4: people to talk about it, because when I noticed too 1006 00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:10,279 Speaker 4: that I was telling unhoused people too. When I did 1007 00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:14,400 Speaker 4: the show, I noticed on house people felt so relieved 1008 00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:18,600 Speaker 4: that I asked their opinion and they loved to talk. 1009 00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:21,880 Speaker 4: They talked so long and it frustrated the producers and 1010 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:22,719 Speaker 4: other listeners. 1011 00:52:22,760 --> 00:52:24,720 Speaker 1: And I have to always get on the house people. 1012 00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:25,360 Speaker 1: I like, listen. 1013 00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,600 Speaker 4: If you can listen to a kinburns or other things 1014 00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:32,680 Speaker 4: for three hours without changing the channel, that you can 1015 00:52:32,719 --> 00:52:35,640 Speaker 4: listen to onhouse people venting when they finally be heard. 1016 00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:37,279 Speaker 4: If you need to take a break, take a break, 1017 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:39,080 Speaker 4: put a pause on it, and then come back. But 1018 00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:42,120 Speaker 4: come on, you know, it's like it's just so disrespectful. 1019 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:44,799 Speaker 4: Just make it ten minutes. Just move on. But the 1020 00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:48,480 Speaker 4: second thing that I noticed about it too. Was when 1021 00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:51,120 Speaker 4: you're dealing with this kind of conversation. I was telling 1022 00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:55,080 Speaker 4: onhouse people this, I says, you may not think voting 1023 00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:58,680 Speaker 4: is important, you may not think having a voice is important, 1024 00:52:58,760 --> 00:53:03,640 Speaker 4: but I guarantee you somewhere somebody is at a meeting 1025 00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:07,640 Speaker 4: discussing a way to put you in a position that's 1026 00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:10,840 Speaker 4: going to cause you harm. Somebody voted for an ordinance 1027 00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:15,320 Speaker 4: against you. And if you don't think about that, or 1028 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:18,279 Speaker 4: you don't realize, because if voting was not it was, 1029 00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:21,759 Speaker 4: it's a waste of time. They wouldn't take time to 1030 00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:24,399 Speaker 4: do it, they wouldn't organize, they wouldn't put money into 1031 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:27,239 Speaker 4: and as an African American person and it was trying. 1032 00:53:27,600 --> 00:53:30,960 Speaker 4: That tells people that this was an issue that our 1033 00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,319 Speaker 4: ancestors were killed for. We couldn't do that even when 1034 00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:37,480 Speaker 4: we had the right. They intimidated so much because they 1035 00:53:37,560 --> 00:53:40,960 Speaker 4: knew that if there was a collective party or a 1036 00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:44,080 Speaker 4: collective block of people to stop what they were doing, 1037 00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:47,279 Speaker 4: then they would change the game entirely. So that was 1038 00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:51,000 Speaker 4: another Colonel of a nugget of wisdom that I keep 1039 00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:54,440 Speaker 4: making sure they're certainly a voting batch. You look what 1040 00:53:54,480 --> 00:53:56,959 Speaker 4: we got in the office. Now, look what they're doing. 1041 00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:00,640 Speaker 4: He just set out in a horrible executive order. It's 1042 00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:04,239 Speaker 4: giving license for people to go out and target on 1043 00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:07,400 Speaker 4: the house people in the most horrific of ways and 1044 00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:08,280 Speaker 4: making it legal. 1045 00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:10,440 Speaker 1: And you can say we'll voting. 1046 00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:12,160 Speaker 4: Into this, or they the same kind of part, or 1047 00:54:12,200 --> 00:54:14,319 Speaker 4: whatever it is you go to say, but you have 1048 00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:15,560 Speaker 4: to see the reality of it. 1049 00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:17,200 Speaker 1: This is what's just happening to you. 1050 00:54:17,400 --> 00:54:18,759 Speaker 4: So you're going to have to figure out a way 1051 00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:23,759 Speaker 4: to reconcolve yourself or understand the political process and understand 1052 00:54:23,960 --> 00:54:25,200 Speaker 4: how you need to be a part of it. 1053 00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:28,080 Speaker 10: Yeah, I agree, And I always tell people, I'm like, 1054 00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:29,840 Speaker 10: when you start to feel like I feel like a 1055 00:54:29,840 --> 00:54:32,520 Speaker 10: lot of people when they think of justice, there's a 1056 00:54:32,560 --> 00:54:35,160 Speaker 10: reason that we think of like cut handcuffs and. 1057 00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:38,000 Speaker 7: Jails and like laws and stuff. 1058 00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:41,239 Speaker 10: It's because, like, traditionally the law has been used to 1059 00:54:41,719 --> 00:54:45,920 Speaker 10: restrict people, like you said, like target people, knock people 1060 00:54:45,960 --> 00:54:48,360 Speaker 10: down a peg. And so when I'm thinking about like 1061 00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:50,799 Speaker 10: restorative justice, I try to give people hope and say, 1062 00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:53,319 Speaker 10: you know, we can make laws that actually give people 1063 00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:57,080 Speaker 10: second chances. We can make laws that target the corporations 1064 00:54:57,080 --> 00:55:00,120 Speaker 10: and the people who are actually exploiting us rather than 1065 00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:02,480 Speaker 10: us who are just trying to make a living and 1066 00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:05,000 Speaker 10: just trying to survive. And like, not to bring up 1067 00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:09,040 Speaker 10: the subaltern again, but the subaltern is I think Gary 1068 00:55:09,080 --> 00:55:11,520 Speaker 10: Spivack is her name. She's a scholar and she's a 1069 00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:15,160 Speaker 10: postcolonial scholar, and she talks about this idea of the subaltern. 1070 00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:18,600 Speaker 10: And in the cast system, in the India cast system, 1071 00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:22,360 Speaker 10: there is the bottom cast is the subaltern. And it 1072 00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:25,799 Speaker 10: said that the subaltern can't speak, like spiritually they're bound 1073 00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:28,960 Speaker 10: from speaking. And so in this article she poses the 1074 00:55:29,040 --> 00:55:33,440 Speaker 10: question can the subaltern speak? And the idea is, yes, 1075 00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:36,920 Speaker 10: we can speak the most oppressed people in society, the 1076 00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:39,000 Speaker 10: people who are on the sidelines the most, those of 1077 00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:41,880 Speaker 10: us who have had the hardest lives, we can speak. 1078 00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:45,759 Speaker 10: In fact, we can speak much louder. The fact that 1079 00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:49,600 Speaker 10: we're not heard, that's the problem. People don't listen. And 1080 00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:51,800 Speaker 10: like you said, like the fact that you give a 1081 00:55:51,920 --> 00:55:55,719 Speaker 10: voice to the subaltern, it's so powerful because these are 1082 00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:57,240 Speaker 10: the voices that people really. 1083 00:55:57,080 --> 00:55:58,160 Speaker 7: Don't hear from that often. 1084 00:55:58,160 --> 00:56:02,160 Speaker 10: I think that's why people are grab imitated towards especially. 1085 00:56:02,200 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 10: I feel like in the past couple of years, things 1086 00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:07,040 Speaker 10: like soft white underbelly or whatever, like yeah, I know. 1087 00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,480 Speaker 4: He's so exploitive and likes Yeah, that's another thing. 1088 00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:13,680 Speaker 10: But people, I think are gravitated towards that because people 1089 00:56:13,719 --> 00:56:16,480 Speaker 10: are curious and people do want to know, you know, 1090 00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:19,560 Speaker 10: what our lives are like. It just is unfortunate that 1091 00:56:19,640 --> 00:56:22,560 Speaker 10: people still exploit us for that trauma porn. 1092 00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:23,719 Speaker 1: And that's another thing. 1093 00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:25,600 Speaker 4: With one of the things, there was another I don't 1094 00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:28,640 Speaker 4: want to give anymore notoriety a person, but there's another 1095 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:33,319 Speaker 4: one that has another uh a program that does the 1096 00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:36,120 Speaker 4: similar thing. And then two we're gonna behind which I 1097 00:56:36,239 --> 00:56:39,360 Speaker 4: bring up like the white saverism they have, like or 1098 00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:45,480 Speaker 4: try to shape the conversation into white Saverism narrative. That's 1099 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:48,040 Speaker 4: what I'm trying to be as poliged as that possibly can. 1100 00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:50,400 Speaker 10: I know, I agree because there's a lot of connections 1101 00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:52,560 Speaker 10: between colonialism and homelessness. 1102 00:56:52,600 --> 00:56:54,279 Speaker 7: Yes, because what's crazy is. 1103 00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:57,719 Speaker 10: That some of the first homeless people were white settlers. 1104 00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:00,880 Speaker 10: And it's funny because when they were homeless, it was, oh, 1105 00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:03,279 Speaker 10: my god, the government needs to give me land, the 1106 00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:05,480 Speaker 10: government needs to give me five horses, and. 1107 00:57:05,400 --> 00:57:09,080 Speaker 7: Blah blah blah. And they did. They subsidized so much. 1108 00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:12,040 Speaker 4: But also too, like back in into even how the 1109 00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:15,200 Speaker 4: narrative would negatively frame and in some respects for them 1110 00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,960 Speaker 4: too is he does not work, does not eat. I 1111 00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:21,520 Speaker 4: remember being in this coat shelter that was saying that 1112 00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:24,400 Speaker 4: about non house people who knowunsn't worked, don't eat. So 1113 00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:26,560 Speaker 4: you have to have to do a job in order 1114 00:57:26,600 --> 00:57:29,439 Speaker 4: to get your suffer, or you have to pay, like 1115 00:57:29,440 --> 00:57:32,360 Speaker 4: like the at one point and rescue mission, in order 1116 00:57:32,400 --> 00:57:34,200 Speaker 4: to stay you have to pay part of your gr 1117 00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:38,160 Speaker 4: to stay there in these packed bunks. And so it's 1118 00:57:38,280 --> 00:57:41,920 Speaker 4: it's so these things are so intertwined in how the 1119 00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:45,080 Speaker 4: conversation of house blessness is. It is always sent for 1120 00:57:45,280 --> 00:57:49,320 Speaker 4: some kind of negative way of twisting support or there's 1121 00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:51,920 Speaker 4: some kind of way of making sure that you're that 1122 00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:55,000 Speaker 4: he is always on the neck of vulnerable people. But 1123 00:57:55,480 --> 00:57:59,560 Speaker 4: the soft underabilities and those conversations always has to have 1124 00:57:59,600 --> 00:58:03,360 Speaker 4: a phase of the white saviorism that's going to pull 1125 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:07,120 Speaker 4: the poor minorities out of their condition because they are 1126 00:58:07,240 --> 00:58:11,280 Speaker 4: unable to do it themselves. And in order this has happening, 1127 00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:14,320 Speaker 4: and I have seen it happen, they can dictate how 1128 00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:17,600 Speaker 4: they do it by shaping or being in the forefront 1129 00:58:17,720 --> 00:58:20,560 Speaker 4: or the front line or pushing themselves into it. I'll 1130 00:58:20,560 --> 00:58:23,720 Speaker 4: give you one last example. There is this one creator 1131 00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:27,479 Speaker 4: won't say the person's name, but this person goes into 1132 00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:30,800 Speaker 4: a rage, and I explained it to the person before 1133 00:58:31,160 --> 00:58:33,040 Speaker 4: I says the reason why I call it weedy in 1134 00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:37,000 Speaker 4: house because the term is much more up to date. 1135 00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:40,760 Speaker 4: It also gives a chance for the person that is 1136 00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:43,680 Speaker 4: displaced on housed just have us say how they want 1137 00:58:43,720 --> 00:58:47,880 Speaker 4: to be called. And it also opens the conversation and 1138 00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:52,320 Speaker 4: the mental landscape for people to realize not everyone responds 1139 00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:55,080 Speaker 4: to the word homeless. Not everyone wants to be called homeless. 1140 00:58:55,240 --> 00:58:57,960 Speaker 4: There's a person a friend of mine, calls herself ruthless. 1141 00:58:58,240 --> 00:59:04,080 Speaker 4: There's another person that calls themselves yeah, you know what 1142 00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:08,600 Speaker 4: were called four walls removed. There are so many people 1143 00:59:08,720 --> 00:59:13,400 Speaker 4: that have a personality choose a conversation, but this person 1144 00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:17,600 Speaker 4: flies into a rage and enlist other homeless people that 1145 00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:20,360 Speaker 4: are okay with it to say these things. And I 1146 00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:24,680 Speaker 4: have to always says, why does it puts people into 1147 00:59:24,720 --> 00:59:27,760 Speaker 4: a rage that people are using their own autonomy, They're 1148 00:59:27,800 --> 00:59:30,760 Speaker 4: using their own voice to say what they want to 1149 00:59:30,760 --> 00:59:33,959 Speaker 4: be called. Why would you want to relegate? Because again 1150 00:59:34,000 --> 00:59:36,440 Speaker 4: it goes back to that white say riism complex. It 1151 00:59:36,440 --> 00:59:40,200 Speaker 4: goes back to that punitive kind of belief system that 1152 00:59:40,240 --> 00:59:44,960 Speaker 4: they cannot they cannot kill the you know, puneral cards 1153 00:59:44,960 --> 00:59:47,920 Speaker 4: through nature in their mind about on house people or 1154 00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:52,840 Speaker 4: homeless people or displaced people, ruthless or four walls removed, 1155 00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:56,800 Speaker 4: or however you want to say what your condition is. 1156 00:59:57,080 --> 00:59:59,480 Speaker 4: Because you once you start to take ownership of who 1157 00:59:59,520 --> 01:00:02,280 Speaker 4: you are and how you want to be called, it 1158 01:00:02,360 --> 01:00:06,480 Speaker 4: shifts the mental landscape and it makes you much more 1159 01:00:06,480 --> 01:00:09,280 Speaker 4: confident in how you will be addressing your situation or 1160 01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:11,120 Speaker 4: how you want to address it, and what you want 1161 01:00:11,160 --> 01:00:14,200 Speaker 4: to say when people talk to you, because you demanding 1162 01:00:14,440 --> 01:00:16,360 Speaker 4: that they see you instead of just looking and at 1163 01:00:16,360 --> 01:00:20,880 Speaker 4: another homeless person on which the idea escapes in it 1164 01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:22,880 Speaker 4: really does, and it escapes a lot of people. They 1165 01:00:22,880 --> 01:00:25,040 Speaker 4: don't get that deeper context to it. 1166 01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:26,960 Speaker 7: So yeah, no, I think you're right. 1167 01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:30,160 Speaker 10: Actually, when I first escaped body broken, there's no resources 1168 01:00:30,200 --> 01:00:33,360 Speaker 10: for people who escape body brokeing. So I remember going 1169 01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:36,480 Speaker 10: to different like nonprofits and different access centers and stuff 1170 01:00:36,520 --> 01:00:39,840 Speaker 10: and talking with different people, and I remember the term 1171 01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:43,400 Speaker 10: unhoused actually helped me realize that I was actually being 1172 01:00:43,480 --> 01:00:46,680 Speaker 10: human trafficked in the first place, because you're right, it 1173 01:00:46,760 --> 01:00:49,840 Speaker 10: is such a fluid term, and you start to realize 1174 01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:52,280 Speaker 10: that different people are experiencing a lot of different things, 1175 01:00:52,840 --> 01:00:56,720 Speaker 10: and some people, you know, are couch serving, some people 1176 01:00:56,840 --> 01:01:00,000 Speaker 10: are you know, creative, and they're going and they're fighting 1177 01:01:00,120 --> 01:01:02,800 Speaker 10: places to sleep that aren't necessarily legal, but you know, 1178 01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:04,160 Speaker 10: they're finding somewhere to sleep. 1179 01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:06,480 Speaker 7: And so I think it is much. 1180 01:01:06,360 --> 01:01:09,439 Speaker 10: More of a fluid term that allows you to talk 1181 01:01:09,480 --> 01:01:12,960 Speaker 10: about your really unique experience because everyone's experience is really different, 1182 01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:15,600 Speaker 10: and especially because a lot of it is based off 1183 01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:19,320 Speaker 10: of like your safety, like what you feel safe doing. 1184 01:01:19,440 --> 01:01:21,960 Speaker 10: Some people feel safe right here in Hollywood. Some people 1185 01:01:21,960 --> 01:01:25,080 Speaker 10: prefer to go to like a neighborhood and lay low. 1186 01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:30,360 Speaker 10: So I think you're right like honoring people's individuality and 1187 01:01:30,440 --> 01:01:32,880 Speaker 10: not judging them and just trying to come from a 1188 01:01:32,920 --> 01:01:35,240 Speaker 10: place of understanding like, oh why do you do that? 1189 01:01:35,520 --> 01:01:37,960 Speaker 10: Why do you feel more comfortable here, and not trying 1190 01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:40,840 Speaker 10: to judge them, but just trying to genuinely understand like 1191 01:01:40,880 --> 01:01:41,840 Speaker 10: where they're coming from. 1192 01:01:42,200 --> 01:01:44,040 Speaker 1: And that's that's the hardest part too. 1193 01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:46,960 Speaker 4: Like, for example, it gives you you are the master 1194 01:01:47,000 --> 01:01:49,000 Speaker 4: of your fate. It gives you a little bit more 1195 01:01:49,040 --> 01:01:53,280 Speaker 4: control into an uncontrollable kind of situation. What you're dealing 1196 01:01:53,320 --> 01:01:55,760 Speaker 4: in housesness because there's a lot of chaotic things there. 1197 01:01:55,800 --> 01:01:57,800 Speaker 4: There's a lot of things that beyond your control. But 1198 01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:00,680 Speaker 4: what you can control is who you are are and 1199 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:04,120 Speaker 4: how you respond to the conflicts that are the storms 1200 01:02:04,160 --> 01:02:07,840 Speaker 4: of your life. But also I think because people don't 1201 01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:10,560 Speaker 4: think of it is like, for example, I'll give you 1202 01:02:10,600 --> 01:02:14,200 Speaker 4: the counter argument that they always spout off, well, if 1203 01:02:14,200 --> 01:02:16,920 Speaker 4: you change the name, you know, then it's not going 1204 01:02:17,000 --> 01:02:18,200 Speaker 4: to address the issue. 1205 01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:19,840 Speaker 1: I was like, well, let me put let me put 1206 01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:20,560 Speaker 1: it to you this way. 1207 01:02:21,040 --> 01:02:25,160 Speaker 4: Black people have changed from Afro American African American Negro 1208 01:02:25,640 --> 01:02:28,760 Speaker 4: and we still have reasons for it, and the world 1209 01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:32,400 Speaker 4: still moves. And the saving with people from the lgbtt 1210 01:02:32,520 --> 01:02:37,200 Speaker 4: I plus community, they have used terms now back with 1211 01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,320 Speaker 4: I hear and when I was growing up and this 1212 01:02:40,480 --> 01:02:42,520 Speaker 4: is going to you know, on the grade, so give 1213 01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:48,160 Speaker 4: the gray. But the fighting words was if we could 1214 01:02:48,200 --> 01:02:51,040 Speaker 4: go back to time and time using the word queer, 1215 01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:54,080 Speaker 4: because that was that was you did not use that word. 1216 01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:58,200 Speaker 4: People try and selling that for older generation. 1217 01:02:59,640 --> 01:03:01,920 Speaker 7: Yeah, a lot of them, they're gay elders. Sometimes Like 1218 01:03:01,960 --> 01:03:03,919 Speaker 7: when I was like oh queer, They're like, oh my god, 1219 01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:07,920 Speaker 7: we can't say that out Yeah, exactly exactly. 1220 01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:12,080 Speaker 4: So it's the same thing, the evolution of those conversations. 1221 01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:14,440 Speaker 4: Why is it that when we're dealing with the houseless 1222 01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:17,800 Speaker 4: or the unhoused and homeless and displaced that we cannot 1223 01:03:17,960 --> 01:03:18,960 Speaker 4: use those. 1224 01:03:19,000 --> 01:03:21,000 Speaker 1: Same evolutionary terms again. 1225 01:03:21,160 --> 01:03:24,240 Speaker 4: We're going back again to the punitive nature of our 1226 01:03:24,760 --> 01:03:28,160 Speaker 4: society and the punitive nature of our spirit, that we 1227 01:03:28,320 --> 01:03:31,680 Speaker 4: are just trying to relegate or dictate what they can 1228 01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:34,480 Speaker 4: and cannot do and say what they can say. So 1229 01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,200 Speaker 4: I want people when they're listening to the show to 1230 01:03:37,360 --> 01:03:41,480 Speaker 4: understand by the show it's so incremental and so instrumental 1231 01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:45,960 Speaker 4: to discuss these things and to walk away with a 1232 01:03:46,040 --> 01:03:50,200 Speaker 4: more nuanced and more humane approach when you're dealing with it, 1233 01:03:50,280 --> 01:03:53,240 Speaker 4: and when the terms are used, when people. 1234 01:03:53,040 --> 01:03:54,960 Speaker 1: Ask, well, what do you what do you call them? 1235 01:03:55,200 --> 01:03:57,960 Speaker 4: Well, they're human beings you feel you ask you for 1236 01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:00,720 Speaker 4: your name and say, okay, if you can say, what's 1237 01:04:00,720 --> 01:04:04,320 Speaker 4: your pronouns? Okay, what do you like to be called? 1238 01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:06,560 Speaker 4: Some people say I'm homeless, when some people say I'm 1239 01:04:06,600 --> 01:04:09,080 Speaker 4: just out there. Some people just say I'm displaced. But 1240 01:04:09,360 --> 01:04:11,480 Speaker 4: what the point of it is is giving them the 1241 01:04:11,560 --> 01:04:16,080 Speaker 4: power of control and the respect. Now, you may be 1242 01:04:16,480 --> 01:04:18,400 Speaker 4: want to be called something else. I maybe want to 1243 01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:21,560 Speaker 4: be called this. Some people like being called homeless. Some 1244 01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:23,400 Speaker 4: don't like to be called homeless. They like to be 1245 01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:27,000 Speaker 4: caught hobos. Now that was a trouble word. But this 1246 01:04:27,080 --> 01:04:29,480 Speaker 4: group of people like that. That's the term they want. 1247 01:04:29,800 --> 01:04:32,480 Speaker 4: So what are you going to do, you know, yell 1248 01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:34,320 Speaker 4: at them because they want to be called what they 1249 01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:34,959 Speaker 4: want to be called. 1250 01:04:35,240 --> 01:04:36,080 Speaker 1: That doesn't make sense. 1251 01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:38,480 Speaker 10: And it's like a reclaiming of the term too, like 1252 01:04:38,760 --> 01:04:41,520 Speaker 10: like you know, yeah, who cares? Like, you know, I 1253 01:04:41,600 --> 01:04:44,680 Speaker 10: embrace it. Like the terms are always connected with the 1254 01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:47,680 Speaker 10: culture and how cultures are shifting. Like the term person 1255 01:04:47,720 --> 01:04:51,280 Speaker 10: of color was coined by the white abolitionists because they 1256 01:04:51,320 --> 01:04:55,200 Speaker 10: wanted a way to talk about black communities without saying 1257 01:04:55,480 --> 01:04:56,479 Speaker 10: the same things that. 1258 01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:57,880 Speaker 7: The white supremacists were saying. 1259 01:04:57,880 --> 01:05:00,080 Speaker 10: They wanted a different term that was more respectful in 1260 01:05:00,120 --> 01:05:01,160 Speaker 10: their head, and so. 1261 01:05:01,440 --> 01:05:03,800 Speaker 7: Garrison came up with that term. Actually, and it's. 1262 01:05:03,640 --> 01:05:06,600 Speaker 10: Funny they've been talking about retiring it now yeah yeah, yeah. 1263 01:05:06,480 --> 01:05:08,640 Speaker 4: It's and then too, even in our communities we have 1264 01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:11,880 Speaker 4: people when you were saying for people of color, we're 1265 01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:15,240 Speaker 4: trying to divorce ourselves from people of color and use 1266 01:05:15,280 --> 01:05:18,120 Speaker 4: it for people that are not black or people are 1267 01:05:18,160 --> 01:05:22,200 Speaker 4: not African American because of the nuances of our conversations 1268 01:05:22,200 --> 01:05:28,160 Speaker 4: and their struggles. But yeah, it's again things change, time change, 1269 01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:30,520 Speaker 4: and we should be open to that and it should 1270 01:05:30,640 --> 01:05:33,880 Speaker 4: not be such a which, like I said, you know, 1271 01:05:34,080 --> 01:05:37,560 Speaker 4: just you know, it just made me more aware when 1272 01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:42,080 Speaker 4: I'm interfacing with people that experienced houses, there's a homelessness 1273 01:05:42,120 --> 01:05:45,840 Speaker 4: that are non black or non I won't say a 1274 01:05:45,840 --> 01:05:50,840 Speaker 4: person of color, but other races. They can't help themselves 1275 01:05:51,080 --> 01:05:54,040 Speaker 4: but try to dictate or snatch the conversation and for 1276 01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:57,760 Speaker 4: us other vulnerable people to follow their lead because they 1277 01:05:57,760 --> 01:06:00,320 Speaker 4: obviously know they feel that they know best, and us 1278 01:06:00,320 --> 01:06:02,800 Speaker 4: as people of color, as other house, we don't know 1279 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:03,720 Speaker 4: what we're talking about. 1280 01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,880 Speaker 1: So right, well, I have enjoyed this conversation. 1281 01:06:06,960 --> 01:06:09,640 Speaker 4: I do not want to overstay my welcome, and I 1282 01:06:09,640 --> 01:06:12,200 Speaker 4: would like to invite you again to the show. I'm 1283 01:06:12,240 --> 01:06:14,520 Speaker 4: creating the panel and I'll probably reach out to you 1284 01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:17,000 Speaker 4: to see if I can invite you to. But I 1285 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:20,040 Speaker 4: wanted to ask two follow up questions. You mentioned you 1286 01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:22,760 Speaker 4: a native, were you on the reservation? Or were you 1287 01:06:23,480 --> 01:06:24,280 Speaker 4: independently out? 1288 01:06:24,640 --> 01:06:27,800 Speaker 10: So I'm from Montana Great Falls, and so from what 1289 01:06:27,920 --> 01:06:30,720 Speaker 10: I know, Great Falls is partially on like what. 1290 01:06:30,720 --> 01:06:32,440 Speaker 7: Is considered a reservation. 1291 01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:36,040 Speaker 10: Yeah, but technically I just kind of like grew up 1292 01:06:36,040 --> 01:06:37,000 Speaker 10: in the city. 1293 01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:38,960 Speaker 7: But most like pretty. 1294 01:06:38,680 --> 01:06:40,720 Speaker 10: Much how it's like half and half where I'm from 1295 01:06:40,800 --> 01:06:45,000 Speaker 10: the past native population, half white and so I'm Ojibway 1296 01:06:45,960 --> 01:06:48,840 Speaker 10: descendant of the Turtle Mountain Turtle Mountain Indians. 1297 01:06:49,080 --> 01:06:51,400 Speaker 1: Okay, okay, well, thank you very much. 1298 01:06:51,480 --> 01:06:53,560 Speaker 4: Is there anything else that you would like to add 1299 01:06:53,600 --> 01:06:55,560 Speaker 4: to the conversation before Sol's on out? 1300 01:06:56,240 --> 01:06:58,120 Speaker 7: No, just thank you so much for having me, and 1301 01:06:58,160 --> 01:06:59,560 Speaker 7: I would definitely be willing to come back. 1302 01:06:59,680 --> 01:07:00,840 Speaker 1: Oh, thank you very much. 1303 01:07:00,840 --> 01:07:04,280 Speaker 4: Of This is Theo Henderson from Whedian House and again 1304 01:07:04,320 --> 01:07:07,800 Speaker 4: I promise you a very exciting and titilating conversation and 1305 01:07:07,880 --> 01:07:10,760 Speaker 4: I have thank you, Thank you, thank you very much. 1306 01:07:17,160 --> 01:07:20,160 Speaker 4: Thank you so much to Secoya for her time. 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