1 00:00:08,920 --> 00:00:13,320 Speaker 1: This is the Meat Eater Podcast coming at you shirtless, severely, 2 00:00:13,480 --> 00:00:15,720 Speaker 1: bug bitten, and in my case, underwear. 3 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:19,320 Speaker 2: Listeningcast, you can't predict anything. 4 00:00:20,120 --> 00:00:22,800 Speaker 1: The Meat Eater Podcast is brought to you by First Light. 5 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:26,079 Speaker 1: Whether you're checking trail cams, hanging deer stands, or scouting 6 00:00:26,120 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 1: for el, First Light has performance apparel to support every 7 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:32,400 Speaker 1: hunter in every environment. Check it out at first light 8 00:00:32,520 --> 00:00:35,680 Speaker 1: dot com. F I R S T L I T 9 00:00:35,800 --> 00:00:41,479 Speaker 1: E dot com. Well, I'm gonna talk about first. I'm 10 00:00:41,479 --> 00:00:43,360 Speaker 1: not even gonna introduce who's here, because I'm gonna talk 11 00:00:43,360 --> 00:00:48,239 Speaker 1: about something that's such a I don't know how to 12 00:00:48,240 --> 00:00:50,440 Speaker 1: put it. It's so sad and depressing as when I 13 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:51,920 Speaker 1: talk about it for a minute, and then we're gonna 14 00:00:51,920 --> 00:00:54,560 Speaker 1: put it behind us and we're gonna introduce who's here? 15 00:00:55,640 --> 00:00:57,480 Speaker 1: Uh I somehow did you guys know? I didn't even 16 00:00:57,480 --> 00:01:00,160 Speaker 1: know about this till Maggie Hudlow wrote about it it 17 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:05,160 Speaker 1: on our website. So Maggie Hudlow has a piece up 18 00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:10,440 Speaker 1: on our website. Twenty year old face is involuntary manslaughter 19 00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:15,120 Speaker 1: charge for duck hunting accident. This happened down to Wyoming 20 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:17,120 Speaker 1: on January twenty of last year. But I hadn't heard 21 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:23,160 Speaker 1: about it. These three friends go duck hunting. One of 22 00:01:23,160 --> 00:01:25,840 Speaker 1: them had never been hunting, was interested in getting started 23 00:01:25,840 --> 00:01:28,000 Speaker 1: in hunting. His friends invite him out to go hunting. 24 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:40,040 Speaker 1: H One of the kids has a you know, has 25 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:43,240 Speaker 1: an accident with his gun. It kills his buddy and 26 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:49,880 Speaker 1: now has is facing some serious charges. Student at the 27 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: University of Wyoming. I lived up because a couple a 28 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:55,440 Speaker 1: couple of things. You know, we're hunting with the flying 29 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:59,000 Speaker 1: v guys, teohing, I'm looking at cow butties. 30 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:03,000 Speaker 3: I've never got the invite to go hunt with those guys. 31 00:02:03,400 --> 00:02:06,520 Speaker 1: You weren't there hunting with them one time, chilling ones. 32 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:07,720 Speaker 4: I was. 33 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:09,839 Speaker 1: I hunted with them once. Anyways, they do this thing 34 00:02:11,240 --> 00:02:14,200 Speaker 1: they do. They do when they're getting ready, when they 35 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:16,959 Speaker 1: set up and they're getting ready to hunt, they tell 36 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:19,040 Speaker 1: a story that almost makes you not want to hunt 37 00:02:19,919 --> 00:02:24,400 Speaker 1: about duck blind safety. Like they're like, hey, I know 38 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:26,760 Speaker 1: everybody's having a good time, but before shooting light begins 39 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: and before we pick up our shotguns, we're gonna have 40 00:02:28,520 --> 00:02:30,520 Speaker 1: a talk. And they do this every they sell me. 41 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:33,320 Speaker 1: They do it every time they hunt. And they tell 42 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:39,880 Speaker 1: a story about a death and a duck blind and 43 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,440 Speaker 1: uh and they would say, and none of those people 44 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:49,519 Speaker 1: ever hunted ever again with that right, Yeah, Oh it's sobering, 45 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:52,239 Speaker 1: but I just wanted to acknowledge it. I just yeah, 46 00:02:52,440 --> 00:02:55,240 Speaker 1: it's just like, you know, for even the kid that 47 00:02:57,960 --> 00:03:02,560 Speaker 1: you know, I mean, this kid could fad. And I'm 48 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:08,640 Speaker 1: not saying like I'm not criticizing prosecutors at all, but 49 00:03:09,600 --> 00:03:13,760 Speaker 1: in this accident, a maximum penalty of twenty years in prison. 50 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:19,720 Speaker 1: Me like to go and put the emphasis on the 51 00:03:19,760 --> 00:03:21,480 Speaker 1: person's in trouble. I'm not trying to do that. I mean, 52 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 1: a kid died. It's just be careful. 53 00:03:25,840 --> 00:03:28,919 Speaker 3: Yeah, well, it has to be talked about because we 54 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:31,679 Speaker 3: talk about all the fun things and the food and 55 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:35,440 Speaker 3: in this case, the dogs. You know, it's like waterfowl 56 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:40,800 Speaker 3: huntings are great. It's also, you know, in my experience, 57 00:03:40,920 --> 00:03:43,840 Speaker 3: like the place where accidents are going to happen. If 58 00:03:43,840 --> 00:03:46,040 Speaker 3: I'm going to be got in such a way in 59 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:48,920 Speaker 3: the hunting world, it's not gonna be during archery season. 60 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:50,840 Speaker 3: It's not gonna be during rightful season. It's going to 61 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:55,800 Speaker 3: be during waterfoul season. And it is the ultimate responsibility 62 00:03:55,840 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 3: sport because a very simple mistake can result in the 63 00:04:02,240 --> 00:04:03,360 Speaker 3: loss of a human life. 64 00:04:04,240 --> 00:04:06,960 Speaker 1: Think about how familiar this sounds. This is according to 65 00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:11,680 Speaker 1: the investigating officer. They're having a problem with one of 66 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:19,480 Speaker 1: their shotguns. They set the shotgun aside use the other shotgun. 67 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:22,120 Speaker 1: A while later, he returns to trying to figure out 68 00:04:22,120 --> 00:04:23,279 Speaker 1: what the hell's wrong with the shotgun. 69 00:04:24,520 --> 00:04:29,279 Speaker 3: And then yeah, and it is. That's that's the distraction, right, 70 00:04:29,720 --> 00:04:34,240 Speaker 3: It's like it's no longer a gun. It becomes this 71 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:40,760 Speaker 3: issue within the thing, and then it's you're it's a distraction. Yeah, 72 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:43,040 Speaker 3: it's terrible with that. 73 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:44,440 Speaker 1: Joined today by Chris Danny. 74 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:45,120 Speaker 5: Chris, I'm. 75 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:51,159 Speaker 1: I'm sorry. Make you coming after that? Uh, we're joined 76 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:52,440 Speaker 1: by a bunch of people. I gonna get there, but 77 00:04:52,760 --> 00:04:56,840 Speaker 1: real quick. People are familiar with you. 78 00:04:56,800 --> 00:04:59,120 Speaker 4: Now are they? 79 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:02,279 Speaker 1: They don't know it what they are. Where are you from? 80 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,200 Speaker 4: I'm from Little Rock, Little Rock, Arkansas. 81 00:05:05,279 --> 00:05:10,839 Speaker 1: Okay, so you're uh when was it Krinn in twenty 82 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:15,200 Speaker 1: twenty three? First off, Chris, I realized only recently you never. 83 00:05:16,680 --> 00:05:16,800 Speaker 6: Know. 84 00:05:16,839 --> 00:05:20,720 Speaker 1: You didn't know this. We tried really really hard, multiple 85 00:05:20,760 --> 00:05:24,680 Speaker 1: times to license one of your songs for our podcast. 86 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:33,560 Speaker 4: M dude, Oh really it's I don't know why it 87 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:36,920 Speaker 4: was so hard to get a hold of me. I'm 88 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:40,200 Speaker 4: so really good on all that stuff. People thought I 89 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:41,160 Speaker 4: was dead recently. 90 00:05:41,839 --> 00:05:44,039 Speaker 1: When you're If the Roses Don't Kill Us, am I 91 00:05:44,040 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 1: saying that right? 92 00:05:44,800 --> 00:05:45,560 Speaker 7: That's right, okay. 93 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:48,560 Speaker 1: When your album If the Roses Don't Kill Us came out, 94 00:05:49,720 --> 00:05:52,240 Speaker 1: I've listened to that album like a million times. 95 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:54,680 Speaker 4: Awesome, a million times thank. 96 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,560 Speaker 1: You taste, loved it, loved it, loved it, liked everything 97 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:00,360 Speaker 1: about it. And one of the songs I liked the 98 00:06:00,400 --> 00:06:05,520 Speaker 1: whole damn album. One of the songs I liked was uh, 99 00:06:06,279 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: I like the happy and sad, so I liked all 100 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:14,680 Speaker 1: that shit. But ride On Okay became a favorite, and 101 00:06:14,720 --> 00:06:16,640 Speaker 1: it became and I keep I've told this story before 102 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:19,360 Speaker 1: on the Show's At some point in time we had 103 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:21,960 Speaker 1: talked about, like now that the issue will come up 104 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:23,600 Speaker 1: and we'll talk about it, talk about and talk about 105 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:26,880 Speaker 1: talking about it. Something's kind of coming in the news, 106 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,120 Speaker 1: and so now and then it's will struggle to put 107 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:32,800 Speaker 1: a thing to bed, uh huh. And I remember one time, 108 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 1: like we had talked about a thing so much that 109 00:06:37,839 --> 00:06:43,320 Speaker 1: someone said something like, uh, someone said, you know, we 110 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:47,680 Speaker 1: beat the horse to death, okay, And I said to 111 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:51,000 Speaker 1: a colleague, I'm like, hey, go try to get permission 112 00:06:51,120 --> 00:06:54,440 Speaker 1: to use the song ride on, because in it, the 113 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:57,279 Speaker 1: point is we've done beat this damn horse to death 114 00:06:57,320 --> 00:07:02,920 Speaker 1: this time to ride on. And so they come back 115 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:05,040 Speaker 1: and like, well, you know this, and that it requires 116 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:07,120 Speaker 1: us and that to license the song or not, and 117 00:07:07,200 --> 00:07:10,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, well, okay, we're just gonna do it one time, 118 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:13,440 Speaker 1: but then it lives forever. So then it wound up 119 00:07:13,480 --> 00:07:15,160 Speaker 1: being well, maybe we just have to license it for 120 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:18,800 Speaker 1: eternity or like some long period of time. And then 121 00:07:18,840 --> 00:07:21,240 Speaker 1: we dropped it. And then later on I again said, man, 122 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 1: we should try to go license the song right on, 123 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:25,880 Speaker 1: and eventually got a license, and I assumed that whoever 124 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:27,080 Speaker 1: was doing it was dealing with you. 125 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:34,640 Speaker 4: Yeah, well we had sort of a falling out. I've 126 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:37,480 Speaker 4: been hard to work with over the years, and so 127 00:07:39,880 --> 00:07:45,480 Speaker 4: it just I just sort of just wasn't doing that anymore, 128 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:48,160 Speaker 4: and a lot of things just didn't work out the 129 00:07:48,200 --> 00:07:52,560 Speaker 4: way I wanted. I said no to a bunch of 130 00:07:52,600 --> 00:07:55,080 Speaker 4: things I probably should have said yes to, got it 131 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:59,200 Speaker 4: And anyways, this all ends up being me and my 132 00:07:59,320 --> 00:08:06,720 Speaker 4: career are sort of strangers. And then I started playing 133 00:08:06,760 --> 00:08:10,720 Speaker 4: in a bluegrass band called the gravel Yard, and I 134 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:13,880 Speaker 4: just really loved it because it really challenged me because 135 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:17,560 Speaker 4: that's a tough music to play. It's very fastes and 136 00:08:17,600 --> 00:08:21,680 Speaker 4: it's just wild. And so I'm really glad I did 137 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:24,160 Speaker 4: that because it got me back into playing. And also 138 00:08:24,280 --> 00:08:29,080 Speaker 4: I met Charlotte in the gravel Yard and started dating, 139 00:08:29,240 --> 00:08:32,719 Speaker 4: so yeah, she's here with me. She has to keep 140 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:33,200 Speaker 4: me in line. 141 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:35,959 Speaker 1: But You've been a musician your whole life, right. 142 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:40,680 Speaker 4: I have been since. I actually have videos of me 143 00:08:41,640 --> 00:08:46,000 Speaker 4: dressed up in a cowboy hat with feathers on it 144 00:08:46,360 --> 00:08:50,400 Speaker 4: and my shirt tucked in and like alligator skin boots 145 00:08:50,400 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 4: when I was like four years old, singing all the 146 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 4: words to like pretty much every country's song that came 147 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:59,360 Speaker 4: on the radio, and I knew all the words, like 148 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:02,480 Speaker 4: it was crazy. I wanted to do it from the 149 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:06,920 Speaker 4: time I was really young. So it's it makes it 150 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:10,720 Speaker 4: that much more bittersweet sometimes that I've had this issue 151 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:15,640 Speaker 4: with keeping my career in check and it's just taking 152 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:19,040 Speaker 4: me a long time to mature. Honestly, I thought I 153 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:21,800 Speaker 4: knew a lot of things that I had no idea about, 154 00:09:22,160 --> 00:09:24,840 Speaker 4: and there were other things I was so worried about 155 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:29,080 Speaker 4: that didn't really, they weren't that important to me as 156 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:33,000 Speaker 4: a person. They were just ego trip sort of things 157 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:39,160 Speaker 4: I was dealing with, you know, and worrying too much 158 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:42,880 Speaker 4: about how I looked doing what I was doing instead 159 00:09:42,920 --> 00:09:46,080 Speaker 4: of what I was doing, you know, and the outcome 160 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:49,599 Speaker 4: of that being positive for my life. You know, a 161 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:51,439 Speaker 4: lot of people don't learn that sort of thing, and 162 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:54,719 Speaker 4: there's a lot of people that are born just surviving, 163 00:09:55,280 --> 00:10:01,160 Speaker 4: you know, And so it's just it's taking me a 164 00:10:01,160 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 4: while to come around. You know, I got it. 165 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:05,320 Speaker 1: Well, we're gonna dig in on that. You're gonna play 166 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:07,560 Speaker 1: some music for us. Yeah, we're gonna talk about if 167 00:10:07,600 --> 00:10:10,480 Speaker 1: the roses don't kill us. First, we all hear a 168 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 1: cautionary tale about drinking with musicians. 169 00:10:14,360 --> 00:10:15,440 Speaker 4: I've got some of those. 170 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:25,760 Speaker 1: Real quick. Tony Peterson is with us, Doctor Randall Chester Chili, Cal, Charlotte, Chili. 171 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:28,480 Speaker 1: We keep wanting to chili. Can you tell the cautionary 172 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:31,080 Speaker 1: tale about drinking? Set it up? Should I set it up? 173 00:10:31,920 --> 00:10:32,199 Speaker 3: Yeah? 174 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, let's see that. Because you love this story. Yeah, 175 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:38,280 Speaker 1: so it's my favorite. Now your story. So I don't 176 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:41,320 Speaker 1: know about that. Hold your guitar up, Hold your guitar up. Chili. 177 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:45,600 Speaker 1: So Uh. I only thought we're doing this only now 178 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:47,839 Speaker 1: because now and then we have musicians in so we 179 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:52,400 Speaker 1: so we had co Wetzel, We had co Wetzel on 180 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 1: the show, and when he was in town to do 181 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:56,360 Speaker 1: the show, we went duck hunt and Chili thought it 182 00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:57,880 Speaker 1: would be a good idea to go out drinking with 183 00:10:57,920 --> 00:11:03,400 Speaker 1: those guys. They get to playing pool, and they get 184 00:11:03,440 --> 00:11:05,560 Speaker 1: to bet, and then they get to drinking and eventually 185 00:11:05,559 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 1: they start trading shotguns. 186 00:11:09,600 --> 00:11:13,640 Speaker 8: In a nutshell, yeah, in a nutshell No. Actually, our 187 00:11:13,679 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 8: lovely Carinn texted me and said, hey, you need to 188 00:11:17,200 --> 00:11:19,679 Speaker 8: send We need to get these guys some some duck 189 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:23,920 Speaker 8: hunting stuff. And it was a Sunday Veterans Day weekend 190 00:11:24,679 --> 00:11:26,199 Speaker 8: and I was. 191 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:26,880 Speaker 1: Like, yeah, I'll do that. 192 00:11:27,240 --> 00:11:30,600 Speaker 8: And so I meet them at the local watering hole 193 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:34,800 Speaker 8: the Cat'spaw You're Mosman classic joint for those of you 194 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:37,959 Speaker 8: who don't know, and hand off the gear and they 195 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,000 Speaker 8: invite me to stay. The Cowboys were playing that night 196 00:11:40,040 --> 00:11:43,040 Speaker 8: and they're all those boys from Texas. So but yeah, 197 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:46,600 Speaker 8: and you know, I had a few drinks. I would 198 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:49,000 Speaker 8: say it's more of a cautionary tale about just making 199 00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:53,040 Speaker 8: making trades when you don't have what you want in hand. 200 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:58,160 Speaker 3: So anyways, you. 201 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:00,520 Speaker 8: Know, for the and then for those of you who 202 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:02,480 Speaker 8: don't know CO probably I think he CO plays with 203 00:12:02,520 --> 00:12:04,959 Speaker 8: the Gibson like J forty five on stage or something 204 00:12:05,000 --> 00:12:08,520 Speaker 8: like that. And he saw my shotgun in the back 205 00:12:08,559 --> 00:12:10,760 Speaker 8: of my truck and I said, hey, you want trade, 206 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:13,120 Speaker 8: I'll take that one of your guitars that you play 207 00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:13,880 Speaker 8: with on stage. 208 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: And he was like, yeah, man, that's all right, that's cool. 209 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 1: Let's do that and tell the shotgun your head. 210 00:12:19,160 --> 00:12:19,360 Speaker 9: Yeah. 211 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:22,480 Speaker 8: The shotgun I was running at the time was a 212 00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:26,160 Speaker 8: Frankie twelve gage. I was actually the first shotgun I 213 00:12:26,240 --> 00:12:30,679 Speaker 8: ever purchased, like me personally, well, like I went. 214 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:32,200 Speaker 1: Some kind of hand me down or whatever. 215 00:12:32,280 --> 00:12:35,480 Speaker 8: No, no, I went to Shields there in South Dakota 216 00:12:35,640 --> 00:12:38,320 Speaker 8: and I bought it and that was like that was mine. Yeah, 217 00:12:38,880 --> 00:12:42,120 Speaker 8: and then you derived in life. Yeah, I had made it. 218 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:45,520 Speaker 8: I think it was my eighteenth birthday. Brought some scratch offs, 219 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:52,280 Speaker 8: some cigars, and a shotgun, joined the Marines and then yeah, yeah. 220 00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:55,240 Speaker 1: The American way trying to bring your shotgun. 221 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:56,559 Speaker 3: Yeah, they wouldn't left. 222 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:06,560 Speaker 8: But yeah, and so well, so we agree, and you know, 223 00:13:07,160 --> 00:13:10,680 Speaker 8: it's just a shotgun. I guess it's not super important, 224 00:13:10,679 --> 00:13:13,600 Speaker 8: but I was excited to get potentially like the Gibson 225 00:13:13,800 --> 00:13:14,920 Speaker 8: J forty five. 226 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:17,480 Speaker 3: Really nice guitar. 227 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:21,959 Speaker 1: Or something, or just something something that's not this thing. 228 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:22,880 Speaker 10: Well you got something. 229 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:26,679 Speaker 3: So you're saying as as you guys. 230 00:13:26,440 --> 00:13:29,680 Speaker 1: Not watching, for everybody not watching on our YouTube channel, 231 00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:32,640 Speaker 1: it's uh when he when he says something he's got 232 00:13:32,640 --> 00:13:35,760 Speaker 1: a guitar, and what's that on hundred fifty doar guitar? Yeah, 233 00:13:35,760 --> 00:13:40,040 Speaker 1: it's about about with a big picture of licking his 234 00:13:40,200 --> 00:13:44,560 Speaker 1: fingers his finger. Yeah, he's staring at licking off his finger. 235 00:13:44,679 --> 00:13:45,079 Speaker 2: I don't know. 236 00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:48,360 Speaker 4: That's also that kind of photography with a hard shadow 237 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:49,280 Speaker 4: in the background. 238 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:54,760 Speaker 8: Yeah, it's like too much primo. He also for those 239 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:56,959 Speaker 8: that are not watching the video, and even the ones 240 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:59,600 Speaker 8: that are, I probably can't see this, but for the 241 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:03,840 Speaker 8: nickname is c h I l l y always cold, 242 00:14:04,120 --> 00:14:08,800 Speaker 8: always cold chili, Yes, and he likes He decided to 243 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:11,040 Speaker 8: spell it c h I l I So he likes 244 00:14:11,240 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 8: like chili, like a bollet chill. 245 00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:14,280 Speaker 4: You're too hot? 246 00:14:14,559 --> 00:14:18,079 Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, but really I think that upsets me. Oh 247 00:14:18,120 --> 00:14:20,000 Speaker 8: and when he addressed it and he sent it to me, 248 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:22,480 Speaker 8: it said Aaron, which is obviously not my first name, 249 00:14:23,240 --> 00:14:23,560 Speaker 8: and so. 250 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:27,640 Speaker 3: He's the type of guy who wants a dude licking 251 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:30,240 Speaker 3: his finger on his guitar, not a chili. 252 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:30,440 Speaker 1: Though. 253 00:14:30,520 --> 00:14:35,240 Speaker 11: I was so excited as I had just bought a 254 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:39,320 Speaker 11: D eighteen. Yeah, and we play together sometimes, so I 255 00:14:39,360 --> 00:14:41,400 Speaker 11: was like, oh man, what's what's he going to send you? 256 00:14:41,440 --> 00:14:42,680 Speaker 7: What's he going to send you? 257 00:14:42,720 --> 00:14:43,480 Speaker 3: Anyway? 258 00:14:43,640 --> 00:14:45,640 Speaker 1: I know you're trying to spin this off as something 259 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:48,040 Speaker 1: other than the cautionary tale about drinking, but I think 260 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:50,520 Speaker 1: it's cautionary tear about drinking. Well, we'll let the we'll 261 00:14:50,560 --> 00:14:52,560 Speaker 1: let the viewers decide what. I don't think they ever 262 00:14:52,560 --> 00:15:00,200 Speaker 1: should have repealed prohibition. I really know. We you can 263 00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:03,800 Speaker 1: get into that because a jump much money out of 264 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:07,600 Speaker 1: head if they hadn't, if they hadn't repealed prohibition, probably 265 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:10,640 Speaker 1: have more than you have now. I have more brain 266 00:15:10,720 --> 00:15:13,760 Speaker 1: cells too, probably, and you'd have more more. 267 00:15:13,600 --> 00:15:15,200 Speaker 3: Shot or a better guitar. 268 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:18,720 Speaker 8: But yeah, anyway, some months go by and like I 269 00:15:18,720 --> 00:15:20,920 Speaker 8: don't get anything, and like I'm you know, I'm not 270 00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:23,200 Speaker 8: worried about it. I'm just kind of like, you know, 271 00:15:24,280 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 8: I'll take it for what it is. Maybe just chalk 272 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,840 Speaker 8: this up to as a loss and then and it's 273 00:15:28,880 --> 00:15:31,240 Speaker 8: like six months go by and I finally get a 274 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:34,920 Speaker 8: guitar in the mail and it comes in a cardboard box. 275 00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:36,440 Speaker 8: It doesn't look like it's in a hard case or 276 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:39,120 Speaker 8: anything like that, and I'm like, I'm not too excited 277 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:42,560 Speaker 8: about this, and uh so I opened it up and 278 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:46,480 Speaker 8: there's old Cole Wetzel licking ice cream off his finger 279 00:15:46,600 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 8: or whatever, and. 280 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:54,400 Speaker 1: I don't think it's ice cream. 281 00:15:54,520 --> 00:15:58,920 Speaker 8: Well anyways, so that yeah, that's my story, and I, 282 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:01,960 Speaker 8: uh am I mad now now, I mean because. 283 00:16:01,840 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 1: Think about the joy it's brought me. 284 00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:06,120 Speaker 7: Yeah, I know everywhere we go, You're like, you know, 285 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 7: let me, there's probably. 286 00:16:07,240 --> 00:16:09,480 Speaker 1: So much joy. I'm already to buy you the shotgun 287 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:13,160 Speaker 1: because I don't drink, so I have a lot of money. 288 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 1: I'm already to buy you the shotgun that did, or 289 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:18,040 Speaker 1: buy you the guitar you wanted, just because I like 290 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:20,640 Speaker 1: telling the story about that guitar so much. I've gotten 291 00:16:20,640 --> 00:16:26,200 Speaker 1: I've got a thousand bucks out of pleasure out of that. 292 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:29,360 Speaker 8: Yeah, six months from now, get a picture of Steve 293 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:29,960 Speaker 8: locking his. 294 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:30,640 Speaker 1: Finger on the guitar. 295 00:16:31,640 --> 00:16:31,880 Speaker 6: Chilli. 296 00:16:31,920 --> 00:16:36,200 Speaker 1: When that thing in my locking finger picture, I'm gonna 297 00:16:36,200 --> 00:16:38,640 Speaker 1: have a look up this is a look of satisfaction. Yeah, 298 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,680 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have a look of like. 299 00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:46,480 Speaker 10: When you opened the box and saw that, did you 300 00:16:46,600 --> 00:16:48,880 Speaker 10: pick it up and strum it as you would, I 301 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:51,760 Speaker 10: assume any other guitar in the world, or did you 302 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:53,400 Speaker 10: just slide it back down into the box. 303 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:55,160 Speaker 3: No, I can honestly say I didn't. 304 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,880 Speaker 8: I didn't tune this guitar until Chester is over at 305 00:16:58,880 --> 00:17:02,160 Speaker 8: my place about two weeks ago. I've had this guitar 306 00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:03,440 Speaker 8: for probably over a year and a half. 307 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,320 Speaker 3: Now, well, we tried to. 308 00:17:05,920 --> 00:17:08,119 Speaker 8: We tried and it didn't work, and like then I 309 00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:09,640 Speaker 8: tried again. Yeah, it's just like. 310 00:17:09,680 --> 00:17:11,480 Speaker 1: Chili, play a couple of licks on air. Just sing 311 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,400 Speaker 1: your favorite song, something you wrote. It's gonna be something 312 00:17:13,440 --> 00:17:18,360 Speaker 1: you wrote. Oh I love Chili's voice. This is not 313 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:21,320 Speaker 1: a good guitar to do this. Hun First, lick your finger. 314 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:23,760 Speaker 1: Maybe he cut his finger on the string and he's 315 00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:24,679 Speaker 1: licking the blood off it. 316 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:28,199 Speaker 8: He's got a cocktail and I found out because one 317 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:31,200 Speaker 8: of his buddies moved up here, and uh, I was like, hey, 318 00:17:31,240 --> 00:17:33,879 Speaker 8: you need to text co Wetzel and like say thanks 319 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:36,560 Speaker 8: for the guitar. Chili really likes it, and that's what 320 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:39,439 Speaker 8: he did, and co texted back and said that one 321 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:44,120 Speaker 8: of these guitars sold at auction for like thirty six k. Yeah, 322 00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:46,440 Speaker 8: and I'm like, huh, I don't know who would have 323 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:47,040 Speaker 8: bought that, but. 324 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:51,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, quite. 325 00:17:53,560 --> 00:17:57,879 Speaker 8: Yeah, I mean yeah, I mean that's just a taste. 326 00:17:57,880 --> 00:17:59,159 Speaker 1: I'm not going to christ Jenny. Do you let other 327 00:17:59,160 --> 00:17:59,920 Speaker 1: people play guitar? 328 00:18:00,200 --> 00:18:06,840 Speaker 4: Oh? Oh yeah, you can play. 329 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:08,440 Speaker 1: Just a little quick lick. Just want I want everybody see 330 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:10,960 Speaker 1: how talented Chili is. You should get a record deal. 331 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:15,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you. 332 00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:19,840 Speaker 1: She might use it. That's sweet looking rig right there? Man, 333 00:18:20,840 --> 00:18:22,760 Speaker 1: I like call the little black tear drops missing? 334 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:25,280 Speaker 3: Hey Chester, do you want to point your mic at 335 00:18:25,280 --> 00:18:26,119 Speaker 3: the guitar a little bit? 336 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:30,880 Speaker 1: Strike? Play clear Tony Peters. In a minute, we're gonna 337 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:42,720 Speaker 1: talk about big box. So get ready, what are the 338 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:46,240 Speaker 1: words forgot him? Get a mouth on you. I can 339 00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:47,680 Speaker 1: have a scene. 340 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:51,520 Speaker 2: As that guys watching you. 341 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:52,760 Speaker 1: On the big screen. 342 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:57,360 Speaker 7: Then we went had and drink. 343 00:18:57,119 --> 00:18:58,760 Speaker 2: Up too. 344 00:18:59,800 --> 00:19:03,359 Speaker 7: From man on a new and food. 345 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:08,200 Speaker 1: He's taking, ladies, so take me mad. I can't play 346 00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:09,040 Speaker 1: it very well taken? 347 00:19:09,119 --> 00:19:09,720 Speaker 12: Yeah, taking? 348 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:13,520 Speaker 8: But yeah that's it, Thank you man, Good work, Chili, 349 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:14,080 Speaker 8: It's great story. 350 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:19,480 Speaker 1: Put me on the spot, Ladies, gentlemen, Chili, Chili cheval 351 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:21,560 Speaker 1: What the hell is your last name? Cheval Art, Yeah, 352 00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:30,920 Speaker 1: that's it. Chi now yeah, all right, Tony Peterson Foundation's 353 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:34,800 Speaker 1: podcast on Cal's feed. I got that. Oh you know 354 00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:36,639 Speaker 1: what else I forgot to say? Remember a minute going 355 00:19:36,640 --> 00:19:37,960 Speaker 1: out was saying to people, if you want to see 356 00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:42,399 Speaker 1: the guitar, you need to go. You have to go 357 00:19:42,440 --> 00:19:46,760 Speaker 1: to our podcast network YouTube channel. So are we still 358 00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:49,640 Speaker 1: we're still talking about this? Yes, just for the time, 359 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:51,480 Speaker 1: for for the rest of time. 360 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,439 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's how advertising works. 361 00:19:55,080 --> 00:19:56,040 Speaker 1: Oh oh oh. 362 00:19:56,840 --> 00:19:58,280 Speaker 3: Uh oh Riley. 363 00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:03,359 Speaker 1: For the beginning of the rest of time or for 364 00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 1: the rest of time. If you want to see the 365 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:09,120 Speaker 1: shows on our podcast network, if you want to see 366 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:11,960 Speaker 1: the video, the podcast network video, how much try to 367 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:15,199 Speaker 1: I struggle with this. If you want to watch the 368 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:18,240 Speaker 1: videos on YouTube, They're not on the normal me eater 369 00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:21,040 Speaker 1: YouTube feed anymore. We've created our own indo like we've 370 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:24,679 Speaker 1: created our own podcast network feed. So go to the 371 00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:28,600 Speaker 1: meat Eater podcast. Go to YouTube search me Eater podcast network, 372 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:32,080 Speaker 1: subscribe there, watch this and you'll be able to see 373 00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:41,959 Speaker 1: Chili's linger ficking good guitar, fingerlicking good guitar good. All 374 00:20:42,040 --> 00:20:48,040 Speaker 1: right now, Tony Peterson just recently wrote an article for 375 00:20:48,119 --> 00:20:49,960 Speaker 1: us and he's in He's in the room today instead 376 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:53,520 Speaker 1: of joining remote. Stop believing you live in a mature 377 00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 1: buck black hole. Everybody does. Everybody does, everybody does. You 378 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:00,399 Speaker 1: don't leave this true? 379 00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:02,800 Speaker 13: No, I don't think it's true. Can I Can I 380 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:08,000 Speaker 13: say something? I want to give Corinna suggestion here. The 381 00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:10,080 Speaker 13: more of these podcasts I do with you, I'm a 382 00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:12,479 Speaker 13: little surprised he hasn't slipped some adderall into your coffee 383 00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:14,320 Speaker 13: in the morning, just to keep you on the straight 384 00:21:14,359 --> 00:21:16,080 Speaker 13: and narrow, because there's. 385 00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:18,080 Speaker 1: A lot of I got a lot of jumping around, and. 386 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,160 Speaker 13: Now I'm just I'm kind of obsessed with the idea, 387 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:26,560 Speaker 13: not just in I mean I apply it to hunting, right. 388 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:29,719 Speaker 13: But everybody's like, oh, if I only lived in Iowa, 389 00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:32,160 Speaker 13: i'd have big bucks, or if I only lived this place, 390 00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 13: or if I had this property, And I'm like, they're 391 00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:37,280 Speaker 13: out there all over No, yeah they are. What did 392 00:21:37,320 --> 00:21:39,359 Speaker 13: you kill an Oklahoma on public land down there? 393 00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,200 Speaker 1: Nice little bark? Now? 394 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:46,280 Speaker 13: Do you think that most people hunting that public land 395 00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:47,480 Speaker 13: would consider that a little buck? 396 00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:50,720 Speaker 1: No? Right, that'd be a nice buck? Right? And how 397 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:53,160 Speaker 1: many people do you think you I was just trying 398 00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:57,560 Speaker 1: to counter your argument. But adderall is of ADHD medication. 399 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:05,280 Speaker 1: The Mitchepburd joke where he he's not afflicted, he doesn't 400 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:07,760 Speaker 1: have ADHD, but his buddy he takes one of his 401 00:22:07,800 --> 00:22:11,720 Speaker 1: buddies ADHD pills, and then he said. I spent the 402 00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:13,320 Speaker 1: rest of the day thinking to myself, there's got to 403 00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:22,120 Speaker 1: be more to that story. Anyways, go on, Yes, yeah, 404 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:25,560 Speaker 1: they're all over it, but I feel like some places 405 00:22:25,560 --> 00:22:29,080 Speaker 1: they're not though. But it's all relative, right, I. 406 00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:33,520 Speaker 3: Mean, so we talk a lot like fishing six inch 407 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:36,439 Speaker 3: Brookie stream and then you get a seven inch brook drought, right, 408 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:38,480 Speaker 3: Holy cow, look at the size of this thing, right. 409 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:42,960 Speaker 13: Yeah, but I think in the white tail space, a 410 00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:45,080 Speaker 13: lot of people sort of talk down on like if 411 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 13: you take the Pope and young minimum hundred and twenty 412 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:50,280 Speaker 13: five inches for a typical, people will talk about like 413 00:22:50,359 --> 00:22:53,480 Speaker 13: a little one hundred and twenty five inch or like 414 00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:56,320 Speaker 13: a young like it's kind of like a they're kind 415 00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:58,919 Speaker 13: of dismissive of it. Yeah, but I would bet that 416 00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,199 Speaker 13: ninety nine percent of all deer hunters out there that 417 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,399 Speaker 13: see one hundred and twenty five incher walking down the trailer, 418 00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:07,000 Speaker 13: like there's a big buck coming and I'm gonna sure, 419 00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:10,440 Speaker 13: and it's that's not like that crazy of a bar 420 00:23:10,520 --> 00:23:12,679 Speaker 13: to get to, and so so much of this is 421 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:14,480 Speaker 13: like just kind of in our heads, you know, like 422 00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:16,960 Speaker 13: I know Chris is probably going to get into this, 423 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,640 Speaker 13: but I was. I was reading the story about you 424 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:23,280 Speaker 13: the Carencent out to us, and that kind of mentality 425 00:23:23,359 --> 00:23:25,879 Speaker 13: sort of bleeds into all parts of our lives. Like 426 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:29,320 Speaker 13: you think, oh, I can't get sober, I'm wired wrong. 427 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:32,280 Speaker 13: It's like now you have this built an excuse to fail, 428 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,560 Speaker 13: you know, like I'm never going to kill a big 429 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:38,280 Speaker 13: buck because I don't live where they're at. And I 430 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:41,800 Speaker 13: think that's I think when you start with that mindset, 431 00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:44,440 Speaker 13: you're just screwed because you've already given yourself an hop. 432 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:46,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like the guy that wrote in that we 433 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 1: always like to have a laugh about who wrote in 434 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:50,760 Speaker 1: a letter to us that was signed a piste off 435 00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:57,160 Speaker 1: Michigan deer hunter, and it was it was that by 436 00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:00,000 Speaker 1: the time the hunting season opens, all the big buck 437 00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:04,399 Speaker 1: have been killed right by youth hunters right and crossbow 438 00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:08,159 Speaker 1: hunters in whatever right, they're not there anymore. Yeah, I 439 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 1: mean it's defeatist, right. 440 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,440 Speaker 13: It's easier to have a built in excuse for failure 441 00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:16,720 Speaker 13: than to put in the work to get there, you know. 442 00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:18,920 Speaker 13: I mean you see this a lot. You're seeing people, 443 00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:22,760 Speaker 13: a lot of Colorado residents are really celebrating. The non 444 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:25,360 Speaker 13: residents are now in twenty twenty five and beyond, it's 445 00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:27,679 Speaker 13: going to be all draw for ELK tags, you know, 446 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:30,840 Speaker 13: no more over the counter. And you see these guys 447 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,199 Speaker 13: who are like, you can't go out and kill a 448 00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:36,400 Speaker 13: bowl on public land in and over the counter unit 449 00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:39,360 Speaker 13: can do it? Too much pressure, too many non residents. 450 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:43,000 Speaker 13: And I go, there are people who drive in from 451 00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:47,000 Speaker 13: Pennsylvania who do that, and you live there. 452 00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:50,800 Speaker 1: But your idea knowing that but thousands right, yeah right. 453 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,399 Speaker 13: I've never had a bad hunt on a over the 454 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:57,480 Speaker 13: counter hunt on public land out there, It's all. I've 455 00:24:57,560 --> 00:24:59,919 Speaker 13: always had opportunities. And I look at that and I go, 456 00:25:00,440 --> 00:25:03,919 Speaker 13: the reason that you don't is because you've given yourself 457 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,359 Speaker 13: and out you're not going to put in the work. 458 00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:10,200 Speaker 13: And that's just everybody nobody likes to hear. Tony Well, 459 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,399 Speaker 13: this is I get, dude, I get so fired up. 460 00:25:12,680 --> 00:25:15,040 Speaker 13: You're gonna trigger me here here, cal I get so 461 00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:18,399 Speaker 13: fired up about this resident non resident fighting thing where 462 00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:23,600 Speaker 13: I never hear anybody say, wow, the pressure on public 463 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,879 Speaker 13: land is more than it was ten years ago. So 464 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:29,880 Speaker 13: I'm going to scout harder or or hunt mid October 465 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 13: versus the rut whenever he's going to be there something 466 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,960 Speaker 13: like that. There's it's always like, can I take you 467 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:36,879 Speaker 13: out of the equation to make it easier for me? 468 00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:41,439 Speaker 1: You know what I mean? And if things getting harder 469 00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,840 Speaker 1: was a reason not to do things, then everybody would 470 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:48,960 Speaker 1: have quit hunting. Jim Bridger wouldn't have hunted, right, Bridger 471 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:53,600 Speaker 1: bitched about all the pressure, right, Jim Bridger bitched about 472 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:56,840 Speaker 1: all the pressure. Yeah, things aren't like they were well. 473 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:02,040 Speaker 13: Right, Yeah, people in the county now and staff four 474 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:02,720 Speaker 13: you know. 475 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:06,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean talk to the Blackfeet, right, see how 476 00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:08,760 Speaker 1: they're feeling about pressure. 477 00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:11,320 Speaker 13: Yeah, But it's it's just so easy for us to 478 00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:16,399 Speaker 13: sort of, you know, just just believe that there's some 479 00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:19,159 Speaker 13: other reason we can't do this, like it's out of 480 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,399 Speaker 13: our control to find this success or do whatever. And 481 00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:24,639 Speaker 13: it's just like, well you were talking about playing guitar 482 00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:27,200 Speaker 13: like that, that moment's passed for me in my life 483 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,399 Speaker 13: and I'm like, no, yep. 484 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:30,560 Speaker 1: Two moments passed for me. 485 00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:34,919 Speaker 4: There will say this moment, well, my moment. 486 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:37,240 Speaker 1: To learn Spanish and my moment to learn how to 487 00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:38,359 Speaker 1: play a guitar have passed. 488 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:39,960 Speaker 13: You could learn them both at the same time. 489 00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:43,720 Speaker 1: Flamenco, something happened LaBamba. 490 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,040 Speaker 3: But I do have to say Steve has spent a 491 00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:52,399 Speaker 3: remarkable amount of time in Mexico without really annoying any 492 00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:54,160 Speaker 3: any Spanish. 493 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,679 Speaker 13: Hopes on my children, because in his head he's like, 494 00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:59,400 Speaker 13: I'm done, I can't do that, that's past. 495 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:02,960 Speaker 3: He's compared, mentalized and moved on. It's like, Nope, don't. 496 00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:04,919 Speaker 1: Know that I pinned all my hopes of my children. 497 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:10,400 Speaker 3: Tortilla. Give me some of that flat broad It's. 498 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:15,080 Speaker 11: Terrible, Like a stand up bass guy with those big 499 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:16,000 Speaker 11: fingers of yours. 500 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:22,440 Speaker 1: I'd like to tell you what uh Tommy Ed's in 501 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:29,560 Speaker 1: the blue collar scholar and describing uh my fingers. I 502 00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:31,960 Speaker 1: don't want to use a bad word. He basically has 503 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:37,159 Speaker 1: a fist full of packers. But use a dirty but 504 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:46,879 Speaker 1: use a naughty word. So it's yeah. So it's like 505 00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:48,439 Speaker 1: a self help article that you wrote. 506 00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:52,000 Speaker 13: Just a lot of the content we make is thinly 507 00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:52,880 Speaker 13: veiled self help. 508 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:53,200 Speaker 6: Yeah. 509 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:55,560 Speaker 1: But but but I'm hunted with you and I believe 510 00:27:55,560 --> 00:28:01,439 Speaker 1: it because you are you are uh like not a 511 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:03,560 Speaker 1: like I don't want to say, like an optim You're 512 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:06,640 Speaker 1: an optimist, but but not you don't have you don't 513 00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:11,000 Speaker 1: you don't have the rosy disposition, but you are like 514 00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:12,919 Speaker 1: not taking no for an answer. 515 00:28:13,280 --> 00:28:17,000 Speaker 7: That was a very pragmatic insult, you know. 516 00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:20,880 Speaker 1: I mean, you're not like today's the day boys, anything 517 00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:24,439 Speaker 1: could happen. Yeah, I mean, You're just gonna grind it 518 00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:27,960 Speaker 1: out and there is no other way that ship is 519 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,679 Speaker 1: gonna go except that you're gonna do what needs to 520 00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:33,760 Speaker 1: happen to make it happen. And like other conversations are 521 00:28:33,760 --> 00:28:39,240 Speaker 1: not welcome. Well the scowl if need be with a 522 00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:40,720 Speaker 1: scowl on your face. 523 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:44,440 Speaker 13: It just because I know, I know the process, you know. 524 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,160 Speaker 13: And I mean that's to be fair. That was not 525 00:28:47,240 --> 00:28:52,440 Speaker 13: like a totally uh normal take on me, because I 526 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:56,880 Speaker 13: was I was taking my boss's bosses boss on a 527 00:28:56,880 --> 00:29:00,800 Speaker 13: public land whitetail hunt. So I was stressed to no end. 528 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:04,960 Speaker 13: But honestly, it when I when I was a freelance 529 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:06,600 Speaker 13: writer way back in the day, and I was like, 530 00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:09,880 Speaker 13: I'm going to focus on public land white tails because 531 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,440 Speaker 13: the magazine I was working at the time, everybody kept 532 00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:14,760 Speaker 13: writing in there like I'm sick of the unrealistic stuff. 533 00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,120 Speaker 13: You know, I don't know a thousand acres in southern Iowa, 534 00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:20,120 Speaker 13: and I'm like, as kind of a no namer, I'm like, 535 00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:22,200 Speaker 13: I'm going to go. I didn't have kids yet, I'm like, 536 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 13: I'm gonna I'm gonna go after this hard. So many 537 00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:29,000 Speaker 13: people told me you you'll never kill one big buck 538 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,240 Speaker 13: on public land ever, like you can't do it, you 539 00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:35,240 Speaker 13: can't make a living at it. And you would hear 540 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:37,480 Speaker 13: this from state to state. Right you're going to Nebraska, 541 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,280 Speaker 13: talk to some dude at the gas station or whatever. 542 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:44,280 Speaker 13: It was always the same story. All the all the 543 00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:47,160 Speaker 13: big ones are killed off, there's not enough public land 544 00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:49,920 Speaker 13: in this state, whatever. And I would go out and 545 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:54,040 Speaker 13: have awesome hunts, just fun hunts where sometimes you'd kill 546 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:56,840 Speaker 13: big ones, and I was like, there's just so much 547 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,760 Speaker 13: of this, like these beliefs that just aren't true. But 548 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:02,240 Speaker 13: and you kind of figure out like our hunt where 549 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:07,800 Speaker 13: you're like, there's there's no path to success for me 550 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:11,320 Speaker 13: anyway other than just like you gotta figure it out 551 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:13,400 Speaker 13: and go every day and you got to use that 552 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:15,480 Speaker 13: time in between the CITs to scout like we did. 553 00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:19,720 Speaker 13: But eventually they're gonna give you something to work with, 554 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,400 Speaker 13: you know, and there's gonna be nobody in that parking area, 555 00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:23,760 Speaker 13: so you can go in there and it's just gonna 556 00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:26,880 Speaker 13: line up. But it's stressful, you know, because the weather 557 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:29,280 Speaker 13: changes all that stuff. But it's like so possible. You 558 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:30,480 Speaker 13: just kind of gotta believe it. 559 00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:32,640 Speaker 1: You did stuff that I wouldn't have done. Where he 560 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:34,080 Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys ever heard the story. 561 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:37,600 Speaker 1: He kills we killed three deer out of a tree, 562 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:44,440 Speaker 1: a tree. He's he kills two out of a tree 563 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:49,480 Speaker 1: and sees a buck gets kind of bumped like we 564 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:54,800 Speaker 1: were in a nice buck shows up and bumps. I 565 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:56,760 Speaker 1: would have been like, dude, you killed two deer out 566 00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:59,080 Speaker 1: of the tree and spook that buck. That place is done. 567 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:03,800 Speaker 1: And he's like, tomorrow, go back and do X, Y 568 00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:07,160 Speaker 1: and Z, and I'm like, this is the dumbest thing 569 00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 1: in the world, and go back and here comes the 570 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:12,560 Speaker 1: couch just because the layout and whatever. 571 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:17,000 Speaker 13: You know, well, I mean, think about that that buck. 572 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:17,960 Speaker 1: I don't know how old. 573 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,880 Speaker 13: It is just nice, really nice buck for Oklahoma public Land. 574 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:25,640 Speaker 13: How many times do you think that deer has been bumped? 575 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:29,520 Speaker 1: And we were multiple times a day. I think, think 576 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:32,080 Speaker 1: about how I don't know about that multiple times a day. 577 00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,240 Speaker 1: He's alarmed by. 578 00:31:33,120 --> 00:31:36,040 Speaker 13: Something right, right, every day of his life in the season, 579 00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:39,920 Speaker 13: he hears somebody part, watches somebody walk in, smells where 580 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:44,160 Speaker 13: they went through some some level of encounter with humans, right. 581 00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:44,560 Speaker 4: And. 582 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:53,840 Speaker 1: Dog dude yelling at dog right, fishing guy, fishing farmer 583 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:54,720 Speaker 1: doing something. 584 00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:58,480 Speaker 13: I mean, you know, yeah, they you're not going to 585 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:00,320 Speaker 13: shake him off their routine that way. And then if 586 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:03,440 Speaker 13: that deer had had looked up into the tree and sauce, 587 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:06,640 Speaker 13: we would have moved to that next spot down. But 588 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:08,720 Speaker 13: because we were down one hundred yards from the stand, 589 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,000 Speaker 13: gotten that deer and he walked up nine thirty in 590 00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:14,600 Speaker 13: the morning, I'm like, this deer's he's just here, like 591 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,200 Speaker 13: he's close to where he wants to be moving. You know, 592 00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:19,240 Speaker 13: it wasn't like first light, and he was trucking through 593 00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:22,360 Speaker 13: and we hadn't hunted that place in an evening yet. 594 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:24,160 Speaker 13: And when I found it, I was like, this is 595 00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:26,920 Speaker 13: gonna be like in my head, I'm like, when we 596 00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:28,320 Speaker 13: sit here in the evening, it's gonna be good. I 597 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:29,640 Speaker 13: didn't know it would be as good in the morning. I 598 00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 13: thought it'd be pretty good. But it's just cool, man, 599 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:35,360 Speaker 13: And you know, people think you can't do that, and 600 00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:35,800 Speaker 13: it's like. 601 00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:43,680 Speaker 3: Well, the the comment of like, uh, not a monster, 602 00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:47,600 Speaker 3: but I got a buck, right, like all the qualifiers 603 00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,920 Speaker 3: that you hear throughout the season. The only response that 604 00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:55,200 Speaker 3: anybody who hunts should give to anyone who says, oh, 605 00:32:55,240 --> 00:33:00,640 Speaker 3: I got a deer should be great deer. Hey, if 606 00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:03,960 Speaker 3: they're happy with it, you be happy with it. B 607 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:06,880 Speaker 3: If you'd say, oh, that's not a great deer, they're 608 00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:09,080 Speaker 3: gonna think, oh, there must be bigger ones around and 609 00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:13,040 Speaker 3: you're just shooting yourself in the foot anyway. So it's 610 00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:16,360 Speaker 3: always a great deer. Yeah, And man, you shouldn't if 611 00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:18,120 Speaker 3: you don't like it, why'd you shoot it? 612 00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:24,840 Speaker 1: Right? That's a good point, right. Another article from our website, 613 00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:32,120 Speaker 1: it's kind of like crazy. This is by Jordan Sillers, 614 00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:38,040 Speaker 1: like an alarming string of animal moms attacking Coloraden's My 615 00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:44,800 Speaker 1: nature is mad at Coloradin's May thirty, Elk attack, June 616 00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:53,240 Speaker 1: third Elk attack, June seven, Elk attack, June seven deer 617 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:58,760 Speaker 1: attack think of that all in the same area. Well, 618 00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:03,200 Speaker 1: it's all described out. But yeah, ungulates have had enough. 619 00:34:04,240 --> 00:34:05,280 Speaker 1: Ungulates are up to here. 620 00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:06,840 Speaker 13: There's like an aggression team. 621 00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:10,359 Speaker 3: Well first, yeah, everybody's got. 622 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:17,080 Speaker 1: Are like chilly with that guitar? Had enough finger looking good? 623 00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:21,839 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we reported on this a whole bunch over 624 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:25,279 Speaker 1: the years. We haven't beat the horse of death. It's 625 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:27,880 Speaker 1: not time to ride on. Well, we reported on this 626 00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:31,359 Speaker 1: a bunch. So the Macaw tribe in Washington years ago 627 00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:38,160 Speaker 1: there was a big hubbloo. When how many years ago? 628 00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:40,359 Speaker 1: Was it twenty five years ago? How is that really? 629 00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 1: I remember that like it was like true, I was 630 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:48,920 Speaker 1: like an adult when that happened twenty five years ago. 631 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:52,400 Speaker 1: I was an adult. Twenty five years ago. The Macaw 632 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:55,719 Speaker 1: tribe in Washington exercised their treaty rights and killed a 633 00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:58,600 Speaker 1: grey whale. And they hadn't killed a grey whale since 634 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:05,880 Speaker 1: the twenties when grey whale population started to collapse. You 635 00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:09,800 Speaker 1: can imagine how much news that made. You know, Alaskan 636 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:15,200 Speaker 1: traves have been hunting whales fairly consistency, consistently in another 637 00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:18,160 Speaker 1: place too, but they hadn't done it in forever, and 638 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,240 Speaker 1: they did twenty five years ago, and it made tons 639 00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:25,840 Speaker 1: of news. Everybode's pissed off. They ran into some problems 640 00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:27,799 Speaker 1: they had. Part of the thing is, like you know, 641 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,480 Speaker 1: whale hunting is a huge part of their cultural identity 642 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:34,279 Speaker 1: and cultural heritage. But they had lost some of the 643 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,719 Speaker 1: skill set. So they got the gray whale, and I think, 644 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:42,480 Speaker 1: if I remember right, they ran up against time. Right, 645 00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:46,640 Speaker 1: they're trying to process the whale. A lot of stuff 646 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:52,239 Speaker 1: spoiled before they could get it adequately addressed. They haven't 647 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:56,279 Speaker 1: killed one since they've been petitioning did they want to? 648 00:35:57,080 --> 00:36:04,000 Speaker 1: They've been petitioning the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration to 649 00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:06,719 Speaker 1: give them permission to again go out and exercise their 650 00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:11,560 Speaker 1: treaty right, and they have been again granted permission to 651 00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:17,840 Speaker 1: go and resume very limited whaling. They're looking at doing 652 00:36:19,080 --> 00:36:20,080 Speaker 1: what many are they looking to do? 653 00:36:20,160 --> 00:36:20,399 Speaker 2: Here? 654 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:26,120 Speaker 1: They've been granted so last time we talked about this, 655 00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:29,120 Speaker 1: they were petitioning for a waiver under the Marine Mammal 656 00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:32,600 Speaker 1: Protection Act of nineteen seventy two, and a judge just 657 00:36:32,719 --> 00:36:37,080 Speaker 1: granted them a waiver under the Marine Mammal Protection Act 658 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:40,520 Speaker 1: and they will resume very limited whaling. Of how much. 659 00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,439 Speaker 3: I want to say they can get some pinnipeds too. 660 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,960 Speaker 1: In the next decade, they're gonna hunt up twenty five 661 00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:49,319 Speaker 1: They have permission to hunt or hunt up to twenty 662 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:52,920 Speaker 1: five whales. I find it like kind of surprising that 663 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:57,520 Speaker 1: they're even I find it a little bit surprising that 664 00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:00,440 Speaker 1: the tribe has even been like waiting for formalized mission, 665 00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:07,919 Speaker 1: that they even were willing to play such a protracted 666 00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:11,200 Speaker 1: legal game because it's in their treaty right to do so. 667 00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,279 Speaker 1: Historic like the they signed a treaty with the US 668 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,800 Speaker 1: government saying you have the right to do X, Y 669 00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:21,719 Speaker 1: and z, and that they wilfully pulled away from that 670 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:25,680 Speaker 1: to wait for everything and not just to eventually say, well, 671 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,359 Speaker 1: sorry boys, but we're going right. 672 00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:33,879 Speaker 3: Just in preservation of the culture would be reason enough. 673 00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,560 Speaker 1: All the usual players are very upset about this. 674 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:42,880 Speaker 3: I believe they can. They can hunt sea lions too, 675 00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:45,239 Speaker 3: I think so, which should make them a lot of 676 00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:46,080 Speaker 3: people's friends. 677 00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:47,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's true. 678 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,279 Speaker 3: On the salmon fish and. 679 00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:51,719 Speaker 1: A lot of salmon fisherm and be like, by god, 680 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:53,000 Speaker 1: that's a great idea. 681 00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:55,120 Speaker 3: Exactly, why don't you get away while you're at it. 682 00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,799 Speaker 1: So the Macaw tribe of Washington am I saying that right, 683 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:03,200 Speaker 1: Macaw Macau. I think so the macatribe of Washington set 684 00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 1: to resume whaling, and I think that would make them 685 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:11,560 Speaker 1: the only Lower forty eight, the only active whaling culture 686 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:15,560 Speaker 1: in the Lower forty eight. Yeah, yeah, it's gotta be the. 687 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:16,400 Speaker 3: First time around. 688 00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:17,040 Speaker 2: Uh. 689 00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:21,600 Speaker 3: It was really interesting, as you'll recall, because there was 690 00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:23,960 Speaker 3: like a lot of people who are just against whaling. 691 00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:31,279 Speaker 3: But the way that they weighed in is by saying that, well, 692 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,919 Speaker 3: if this is a cultural thing, why are they using 693 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,240 Speaker 3: motor boats? Why are they you know, it's. 694 00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:40,160 Speaker 1: Just saying, yeah, I know how you Indians are supposed 695 00:38:40,160 --> 00:38:41,239 Speaker 1: to do things exactly. 696 00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:43,960 Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, just jacket. 697 00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,439 Speaker 1: Yeah they killed they harpooned and killed it with a gun, 698 00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:49,080 Speaker 1: and people like that's not what Indians do. I know 699 00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:54,279 Speaker 1: all about Indians. Yeah, yeah, I know how they ought 700 00:38:54,280 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 1: to hunt. I've seen the movies. God bless them in 701 00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:06,279 Speaker 1: this case. I'm glad that it turned out the way 702 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:07,560 Speaker 1: that it did for the Macaw tribe. 703 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:10,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, I think it's awesome. 704 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 1: Chris danny Hey born in Arkansas. Did you grow up 705 00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:17,279 Speaker 1: You grew up doing some. 706 00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:23,600 Speaker 4: Fishing, Yeah, mostly trout fishing on the White River. Yeah, 707 00:39:23,600 --> 00:39:28,960 Speaker 4: White River yeah, Jack's Resort, uh in Mountain View, Arkansas. 708 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:36,000 Speaker 4: My grandparents on my well, my my I was adopted 709 00:39:36,080 --> 00:39:40,280 Speaker 4: by my uncle, my dad's brother, his wife, her parents, 710 00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:46,000 Speaker 4: So my adopted grandparents. They lived there and I really 711 00:39:46,040 --> 00:39:49,400 Speaker 4: struck a good relationship with him, and so I'd go 712 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,960 Speaker 4: spend sometimes there in the summer. 713 00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:54,920 Speaker 1: Why were you adopted? How did it come to be 714 00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:56,200 Speaker 1: that you were adopted by your uncle? 715 00:39:57,520 --> 00:40:02,200 Speaker 4: Well, my dad he was a uh traveled a lot 716 00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:07,799 Speaker 4: doing construction and uh. And my mom, Uh, she just 717 00:40:08,680 --> 00:40:11,960 Speaker 4: wasn't real really that grown up when she had us, 718 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:17,480 Speaker 4: you know, so she just was just figuring herself out. 719 00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:21,919 Speaker 4: I guess. Uh. So my uncle uh took took over 720 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:23,200 Speaker 4: guardianship of me. 721 00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:27,640 Speaker 7: Those your dad's brother, Yeah, they just both. 722 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:33,080 Speaker 4: Were addicts and they both were just like I guess 723 00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:35,560 Speaker 4: I kind of was like the parent in a way, 724 00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:37,719 Speaker 4: like when I was young, I had to like kind 725 00:40:37,719 --> 00:40:39,920 Speaker 4: of take care of them. They were they were a 726 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:41,000 Speaker 4: little bit out of control. 727 00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:44,400 Speaker 1: So like partiers beyond partiers. 728 00:40:44,560 --> 00:40:49,080 Speaker 4: They weren't together anymore either. Uh. I think that like 729 00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:55,399 Speaker 4: my dad was probably like too controlling, and I think 730 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:57,920 Speaker 4: that my mom was wild, and I don't think that 731 00:40:57,920 --> 00:40:59,080 Speaker 4: that was like a good mix. 732 00:41:00,360 --> 00:41:01,600 Speaker 1: You still in touch those guys, so. 733 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,640 Speaker 4: No, actually I'm a orphan now. Both of them are 734 00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,879 Speaker 4: passed away. Yeah, they're just seized. Yeah. 735 00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:10,200 Speaker 1: How old we are they when they died? 736 00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:17,879 Speaker 4: My mom was sixty two and my dad was fifty four. 737 00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:21,360 Speaker 1: Actually, wow, did they die related to drugs and alcohol? 738 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,479 Speaker 4: Yeah? They both did. Yeah. My mom, bless her heart, 739 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:32,480 Speaker 4: had a real bad uh ending, but yeah, it was sad, 740 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:34,920 Speaker 4: but she was able to tell me she loved me 741 00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:38,920 Speaker 4: before she passed away, and she was able to wait 742 00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:41,480 Speaker 4: till I got there before she passed away, which was 743 00:41:42,280 --> 00:41:46,040 Speaker 4: just they just couldn't even the doctor said, like, it 744 00:41:46,160 --> 00:41:48,680 Speaker 4: was wild that she had consciousness when I got there, 745 00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,719 Speaker 4: because she had waited because my sister had called me 746 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:55,320 Speaker 4: and she called my name out and I was able 747 00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:56,959 Speaker 4: to just hold her watch she passed away. 748 00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:58,000 Speaker 2: You know. 749 00:41:58,560 --> 00:42:00,399 Speaker 1: So you did you guys grow up poor? 750 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:05,480 Speaker 4: Yeah? 751 00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:06,239 Speaker 7: Yeah we did. 752 00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:09,920 Speaker 4: Uh. My dad made good money, but he uh, he 753 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:14,200 Speaker 4: liked gamble and he just he was just wild, you know. 754 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:19,160 Speaker 4: Uh so uh it was always like, you know, we 755 00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:21,640 Speaker 4: lived a kind of a crazy life. You know. My 756 00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:23,480 Speaker 4: mom taught me to kind of work the system. 757 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:23,840 Speaker 7: You know. 758 00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:27,719 Speaker 4: Uh, when I was young, we had food stamps and 759 00:42:27,719 --> 00:42:32,920 Speaker 4: and my dad uh uh you know, he he would 760 00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:35,719 Speaker 4: work on the weekends doing side jobs. So he had 761 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:38,239 Speaker 4: a company he worked for, and it was just I 762 00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:40,120 Speaker 4: don't know where all the money was going because they 763 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:43,840 Speaker 4: were making a lot of it, you know. But uh, 764 00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:46,359 Speaker 4: you know, it was two different lives for me when 765 00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:50,200 Speaker 4: I got adopted. I went from being able to do 766 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:56,560 Speaker 4: whatever I wanted whenever I wanted, uh, two you know, 767 00:42:56,719 --> 00:43:06,080 Speaker 4: being basically like just there was so much authority being 768 00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:09,239 Speaker 4: brought down on me so quick that I think I 769 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,440 Speaker 4: probably became worse. 770 00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:12,120 Speaker 3: You know. 771 00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:14,000 Speaker 4: I was really a kind of a good kid when 772 00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:16,440 Speaker 4: I could do what I wanted. When I was told 773 00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:20,719 Speaker 4: what not to do, I started to not like it. 774 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,560 Speaker 4: And my uncle and I had a really hard relationship 775 00:43:23,600 --> 00:43:28,800 Speaker 4: because of that. But he is definitely like a father 776 00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:32,880 Speaker 4: to me, meaning you know, I love him, uh and 777 00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:37,359 Speaker 4: his approval means a lot to me. But I gets 778 00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:38,080 Speaker 4: on my nerves. 779 00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 3: Chris, Oh for sure. How old were you when you 780 00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:44,480 Speaker 3: when the structure change happened. 781 00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:48,439 Speaker 4: Oh, it's a crucial time. I was like eleven going 782 00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:51,560 Speaker 4: on twelve, while so I was just about to start 783 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:54,839 Speaker 4: going through puberty, which happened really quick for me. I was. 784 00:43:55,560 --> 00:44:00,520 Speaker 4: I was obese child. I was a huge kid, was 785 00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:04,040 Speaker 4: about four foot tall and I weighed one hundred and 786 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:08,680 Speaker 4: probably sixty pounds. And then the next year in seventh grade, 787 00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:13,799 Speaker 4: I was five foot nine. How tall I am now? 788 00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:18,480 Speaker 4: And I weighed like one and girls, I was invisible 789 00:44:18,560 --> 00:44:20,279 Speaker 4: up to that point. Then all of a sudden, it 790 00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:23,759 Speaker 4: was like I was like good looking tall. I got 791 00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:27,319 Speaker 4: to be tall for like a year or two. Never 792 00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:29,600 Speaker 4: grew another inch. I never grew another inch. 793 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:31,520 Speaker 1: Everybody caught up to you and passed year. 794 00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:33,560 Speaker 4: They just I mean, I was like, God, you do 795 00:44:33,680 --> 00:44:38,239 Speaker 4: hate me. It's good to know at least you know 796 00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:42,400 Speaker 4: he's there, you know. 797 00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:45,720 Speaker 1: When uh get back into the how you were exposed 798 00:44:45,760 --> 00:44:46,839 Speaker 1: a little bit of fishing. 799 00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:51,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, oh uh. Well, you know, I really was one 800 00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:57,080 Speaker 4: of those kids that was kind of always like looked 801 00:44:57,120 --> 00:44:59,919 Speaker 4: at anything that was living and breathing and was real 802 00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:03,120 Speaker 4: freaked out to hurt it in any way. You know, 803 00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:08,239 Speaker 4: there's always been people that have I've sort of, you know, 804 00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:12,040 Speaker 4: I am. I consider myself a Christian being, being from 805 00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:15,640 Speaker 4: the Bible belt. It's just a path of least resistance, honestly, 806 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,319 Speaker 4: but I more believe in just God and I don't 807 00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:23,120 Speaker 4: believe that anybody gets to decide all of the vocabulary 808 00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:26,960 Speaker 4: that needs to be used or anything else particulars. I 809 00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:30,440 Speaker 4: know that that's all sort of what that's saying. The 810 00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:31,680 Speaker 4: devils in the details? 811 00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:34,359 Speaker 3: You mean you don't have to understand Latin to understand God. 812 00:45:34,520 --> 00:45:36,520 Speaker 4: I don't know if you do. I'm not sure, but 813 00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:39,480 Speaker 4: I have to ask the Catholic Church and I'll get back. 814 00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:41,680 Speaker 7: To your So. 815 00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:49,640 Speaker 4: I felt really sort of weird about handling animals and 816 00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:53,680 Speaker 4: fish and killing animals, but then as I got older, 817 00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:59,520 Speaker 4: I sort of that became secondary to things I started 818 00:45:59,560 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 4: to enjoy way, which were, like, you know, I got 819 00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:08,920 Speaker 4: really into, uh, the lures because I'm a collector. I 820 00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:14,520 Speaker 4: collect things, antiques, I love just my girlfriend would call 821 00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:18,600 Speaker 4: me a order and we have to, like for her sanity, 822 00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:20,759 Speaker 4: I have to. When we first moved in together, I 823 00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:23,200 Speaker 4: had to basically just get rid of ninety percent of 824 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,920 Speaker 4: what I am. She won't say anything, but I can 825 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,560 Speaker 4: read it on her face and it's like she was like, 826 00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:33,000 Speaker 4: what is And one of my friends actually said, your 827 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,360 Speaker 4: girlfriend's kind of a genius, isn't she? And I was like, 828 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:37,759 Speaker 4: why you say that she was? He was like, she 829 00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:40,680 Speaker 4: doesn't really like having anything that She's like, it's just 830 00:46:40,719 --> 00:46:43,279 Speaker 4: like cleared out, you know, like it's one or two 831 00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:44,120 Speaker 4: things in there. 832 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,360 Speaker 1: And equated that intelligence. 833 00:46:46,480 --> 00:46:50,040 Speaker 4: Yeah, I was like, and so what am I? 834 00:46:50,120 --> 00:46:51,080 Speaker 14: You know, I like. 835 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:55,480 Speaker 4: Full of junk. There's you know, I mean, it's. 836 00:46:55,440 --> 00:47:02,240 Speaker 3: What is the what's the collection that was the most. 837 00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:06,120 Speaker 15: Oh my goodness. I don't know if I'm necessarily irked them, 838 00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:11,879 Speaker 15: but there's what baseball cards everywhere? Yeah, stamps everywhere. One 839 00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:14,680 Speaker 15: time we drove to Houston and back in one day 840 00:47:14,800 --> 00:47:15,399 Speaker 15: to try to. 841 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:20,040 Speaker 4: I thought I had like I thought I had a stamp. 842 00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:21,799 Speaker 15: From stamps that were with money. 843 00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:23,359 Speaker 5: It didn't work out. 844 00:47:23,560 --> 00:47:26,520 Speaker 7: It didn't work out. 845 00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:31,160 Speaker 4: Yeah, and more just became like Charlotte like basically paying 846 00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:34,239 Speaker 4: to drive me down to Houston and and like me 847 00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:37,120 Speaker 4: not even having and her being like you want to 848 00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:40,240 Speaker 4: get some food and like maybe like gosh, she's a keeper, 849 00:47:40,280 --> 00:47:46,880 Speaker 4: you know, she's a keeper. So but yeah, like lures, 850 00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:49,680 Speaker 4: I'm very interested by that sort of thing. I really like. 851 00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:52,760 Speaker 4: I like fish and lures a lot of it actually 852 00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:56,480 Speaker 4: messing around with trying to to make some and so 853 00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,920 Speaker 4: down there, Yeah, I will, I'll talk to you. 854 00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,240 Speaker 1: So when you grew up on like the White River fishing. 855 00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:09,320 Speaker 3: Were you like, were you fly fishing spinner? 856 00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:11,920 Speaker 4: No, No, I never have done that. Actually, you know 857 00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:16,919 Speaker 4: my old manager, uh JT. Van Zant, he's a he's 858 00:48:16,920 --> 00:48:19,759 Speaker 4: a he's a big fisherman. Uh And he did a 859 00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:22,560 Speaker 4: lot of fly fishing and stuff and told me it 860 00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:24,319 Speaker 4: was great, you know, but it seemed like a lot 861 00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:25,040 Speaker 4: of work to me. 862 00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:28,359 Speaker 7: I'm your van Zant. 863 00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:30,759 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, he was my manager for a while. He 864 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:34,840 Speaker 4: fired me, but he said I was too much like 865 00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,239 Speaker 4: his dad, so like he sort of fired me. 866 00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:37,920 Speaker 5: Really. 867 00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:40,400 Speaker 7: Yeah, he's been on the show, has he Yeah. 868 00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:42,960 Speaker 4: Yeah he knows me. He mentioned me to him, he'll 869 00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:44,560 Speaker 4: get a grin on his face for sure. 870 00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:45,879 Speaker 5: Yeah. 871 00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:46,880 Speaker 4: He was my manager. 872 00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:47,200 Speaker 5: Yeah. 873 00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:48,000 Speaker 4: He was a good guy. 874 00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:49,440 Speaker 1: He's a fly fishing guy. 875 00:48:49,520 --> 00:48:52,319 Speaker 4: Yeah he's great. Yeah, sure is. He should stick to 876 00:48:52,360 --> 00:48:52,799 Speaker 4: that too. 877 00:48:57,880 --> 00:48:58,680 Speaker 1: He was a manager. 878 00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:02,239 Speaker 4: Yeah, he managed is what's that guy's name, the blue 879 00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:05,440 Speaker 4: guy that does country sounds kind of like uh Waylon 880 00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:09,760 Speaker 4: Jennings And he has a bluegrass album too. Stergel Simpson. 881 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:14,120 Speaker 4: He's his manager. He was at one point. What Yeah, yeah, 882 00:49:14,120 --> 00:49:14,759 Speaker 4: he sure was. 883 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:16,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, he was your manager. 884 00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:19,120 Speaker 4: He was my manager. He fired you for what he 885 00:49:19,719 --> 00:49:25,080 Speaker 4: just being at just not doing my job, not doing 886 00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:27,480 Speaker 4: my job, which is I was trying to get back 887 00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:34,440 Speaker 4: there when I said that, thanks, but uh he was 888 00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:38,600 Speaker 4: he was my yeah, he oh well i'll tell you 889 00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:41,719 Speaker 4: what he's he did. He said that, he said, you know, 890 00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:43,440 Speaker 4: you kind of scare me, and you remind me of 891 00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:46,160 Speaker 4: my dad. You know, his dad was. It was a 892 00:49:46,239 --> 00:49:48,759 Speaker 4: terrible addict, great songwriter. 893 00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:52,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean he wrote all the songs. 894 00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:55,600 Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, and uh last one of them like me. 895 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:58,640 Speaker 4: You know, he got famous, more famous after he passed away. 896 00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:08,520 Speaker 4: Uh hint, hint, but yeah, he just I went on 897 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:11,400 Speaker 4: this tour and it was supposed to be sort of 898 00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:15,359 Speaker 4: a comeback thing because I had had a falling out 899 00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:17,799 Speaker 4: with my label. They wanted me to go to rehab basically, 900 00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:25,920 Speaker 4: and uh, I just I went to that tour. I 901 00:50:26,160 --> 00:50:30,759 Speaker 4: went to Little Rock, and I relapsed and I just 902 00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:33,560 Speaker 4: got stuck there for five years. I swear it was 903 00:50:33,600 --> 00:50:37,600 Speaker 4: five years later. I was sitting in jail cell and 904 00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:40,600 Speaker 4: in uh Little Rock, Arkansas, and I'd been in there 905 00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:44,640 Speaker 4: almost nine months, and I knew no one was gonna 906 00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:49,879 Speaker 4: be getting me out, and uh that I that was it, 907 00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:52,320 Speaker 4: you know what I mean, Like things had to change 908 00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:56,600 Speaker 4: when I came out of there, and they did, you know. Uh, 909 00:50:56,640 --> 00:50:58,080 Speaker 4: So I was in there for a year and then 910 00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:00,200 Speaker 4: I ended up going to rehab when I got out. 911 00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,359 Speaker 1: Is this after if the roses don't kill us? 912 00:51:02,560 --> 00:51:04,720 Speaker 4: It was, yeah, sure was yeah. 913 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:06,440 Speaker 1: And so what age you start drinking? 914 00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:11,320 Speaker 4: Oh, drinking? I can't remember a time I didn't drink. No, 915 00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:14,960 Speaker 4: I'm just as a little kid, probably probably young fourteen, 916 00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:20,399 Speaker 4: actually probably fourteen. Uh it was Marijuana was the first 917 00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:24,279 Speaker 4: thing I really enjoyed. Was like about twelve or so. 918 00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:27,480 Speaker 4: I got into that and uh yeah, they were uh, 919 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:31,160 Speaker 4: but drinking for me was always sort of something I 920 00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:34,680 Speaker 4: didn't like too much. I didn't like the idea of 921 00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:37,600 Speaker 4: getting drunk and waking up and having all these problems, 922 00:51:37,719 --> 00:51:40,760 Speaker 4: more problems than you had before you started drinking. Yeah, 923 00:51:40,800 --> 00:51:44,480 Speaker 4: because you don't know even and you feel like crap. 924 00:51:44,719 --> 00:51:47,200 Speaker 4: You know, that's that wasn't my thing. 925 00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:49,120 Speaker 1: So Randall's nodding his head down there. 926 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:50,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, we've been there. 927 00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:54,719 Speaker 4: It's just you gotta be tough to do that all 928 00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:57,040 Speaker 4: the time, you know. I guess I'm not that tough. 929 00:51:58,360 --> 00:51:59,440 Speaker 1: But you got into weed. 930 00:51:59,280 --> 00:52:02,520 Speaker 4: Young, oh yeah, I mean never got out of it. 931 00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:07,759 Speaker 1: I was listening to a neuroscientist on Terry You ever 932 00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:10,000 Speaker 1: hear of an interviewer named Terry Gross. She has a 933 00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:13,440 Speaker 1: show called fresh Air. She was interviewing a neuroscientist, and 934 00:52:13,480 --> 00:52:19,239 Speaker 1: the neuroscientist was talking about, like, it's kind of hard, 935 00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:21,000 Speaker 1: not hard to explain, I want to take a ton 936 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:25,040 Speaker 1: of time to explain it. But if you drinking young, 937 00:52:25,360 --> 00:52:30,919 Speaker 1: like drinking young makes alcoholics, you don't. She was talking about, 938 00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:37,520 Speaker 1: there's not many drunks that start drinking as adults when 939 00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:39,520 Speaker 1: you're when you're when I was a kid, like like 940 00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:42,879 Speaker 1: booze was the thing in high school, junior high even, right, 941 00:52:43,719 --> 00:52:47,560 Speaker 1: But it's it's that you start drinking young and your 942 00:52:48,080 --> 00:52:52,680 Speaker 1: rewrites your brain chemistry, like it offsets what's normal. Yeah, right, 943 00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:57,120 Speaker 1: you don't find your sort of like baseline tolerances, your 944 00:52:57,160 --> 00:53:00,840 Speaker 1: baseline happiness. You whack this whole thing out of and 945 00:53:00,920 --> 00:53:03,839 Speaker 1: that gives you the drunks later. Yeah, if you go 946 00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:08,120 Speaker 1: through if you go through maturity and go through adolescents, 947 00:53:08,520 --> 00:53:10,359 Speaker 1: and you'd be like at thirty, you're like, I'm gonna 948 00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:13,919 Speaker 1: have a drink, Dude, You're not gonna turn into a drunk. Yeah, yeah, 949 00:53:13,960 --> 00:53:16,160 Speaker 1: I mean it happens, but not like it does when 950 00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:17,000 Speaker 1: you start at fifteen. 951 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,719 Speaker 4: That's true. And there's a belief in AA meetings, which 952 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:24,319 Speaker 4: I've gone to a lot of. There's a belief in 953 00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:29,640 Speaker 4: there that people stop maturing emotionally when they start drinking. 954 00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:35,759 Speaker 4: And I sort of believe that, because what are we 955 00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:39,799 Speaker 4: trying to do if we're addicted, We're trying to cover 956 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:42,279 Speaker 4: something up. Most of the time, there's a way that 957 00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:44,920 Speaker 4: we're feeling that's good that we like more than the 958 00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:48,200 Speaker 4: way we feel so much that we'll keep doing that 959 00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:51,280 Speaker 4: over and over, regardless of how much it's hurting us. Therefore, 960 00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:54,520 Speaker 4: I do truly believe that we probably do emotionally stop 961 00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:58,600 Speaker 4: maturing at that same time when we start reacting to everything, 962 00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:01,759 Speaker 4: stop consciously things through. We're just like, Okay, I'm going 963 00:54:01,840 --> 00:54:03,920 Speaker 4: to run to this thing, sort of like a rat 964 00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:06,680 Speaker 4: stuck in a maze trying to get out. But then 965 00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:09,480 Speaker 4: there's this thing that it likes. It just keeps going 966 00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:11,799 Speaker 4: back to that, you know, And it'll go to that 967 00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:14,600 Speaker 4: before we'll go to the door that's open, you know, 968 00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:16,320 Speaker 4: and then it'll be closed by the time they go 969 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:18,720 Speaker 4: over there and do that. Because it's it's a reaction, 970 00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:21,600 Speaker 4: it's and I don't know what it is about feeling good. 971 00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:24,680 Speaker 4: You know that there's a Levon Helm song feeling good. 972 00:54:24,719 --> 00:54:27,000 Speaker 4: All the money in the world spent on feeling good, 973 00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:27,919 Speaker 4: and well, I. 974 00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,400 Speaker 1: Thought, man, feels good to be feeling good again. 975 00:54:30,840 --> 00:54:33,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's a gooling too, It's one, yeah it is, 976 00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:39,520 Speaker 4: but it's it's just, you know, I've been learning that, 977 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:42,000 Speaker 4: you know, my emotions are out of whack. I got 978 00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,319 Speaker 4: I got to thinking about things. I started thinking, you know, 979 00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:46,520 Speaker 4: look who I was raised by. God love them, I 980 00:54:46,560 --> 00:54:49,680 Speaker 4: do love them, but they are crazy people. The two 981 00:54:49,719 --> 00:54:52,719 Speaker 4: people that raised me were nuts, and so there's no 982 00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:54,759 Speaker 4: way that I could have come out with all that 983 00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:57,800 Speaker 4: much right. Like, you know, I was thinking I was 984 00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:00,279 Speaker 4: right about everything, and I was mad at the world, 985 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:03,480 Speaker 4: and I had to go, you know, as possible that 986 00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:07,160 Speaker 4: I don't know everything exactly, you know, like I think 987 00:55:07,200 --> 00:55:10,040 Speaker 4: I do, and that maybe I'm wrong. You know, maybe 988 00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:15,320 Speaker 4: the reason that these relationships, these you know, relationships with 989 00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:18,839 Speaker 4: my family, you know, jobs, things like that, maybe there's 990 00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:21,719 Speaker 4: a reason that I can't do this. And you know, 991 00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:24,200 Speaker 4: it's part of me that immediately wants to be mad 992 00:55:24,239 --> 00:55:28,400 Speaker 4: at the whole structure of life in society. Is it 993 00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:32,560 Speaker 4: doesn't align with you know, mile upbringing and the things 994 00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:35,239 Speaker 4: that I went through, and people just don't understand how 995 00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:36,839 Speaker 4: bad I've had it, and you know what, they never 996 00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:40,359 Speaker 4: really will actually, and so it's it's like I had 997 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:41,839 Speaker 4: to get to a place where I was like, I'm 998 00:55:41,840 --> 00:55:44,640 Speaker 4: not gonna treat myself like shit anymore, you know what 999 00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:48,359 Speaker 4: I mean. It's like I wouldn't let other people treat 1000 00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:51,520 Speaker 4: me like that. I immediately flip out when someone you know, 1001 00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:53,719 Speaker 4: tries to treat me the way and then the way 1002 00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:57,080 Speaker 4: I treat myself. It's just like wow, you know. And 1003 00:55:57,120 --> 00:56:01,080 Speaker 4: those are moments that are hard to with, you know, 1004 00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:07,200 Speaker 4: like emotionally, they're they're hard because you realize you have 1005 00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:11,360 Speaker 4: really messed things up for where you want to be 1006 00:56:11,840 --> 00:56:15,040 Speaker 4: and where you are so far off that it's going 1007 00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:17,799 Speaker 4: to take a miracle to get you back on track. 1008 00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:21,759 Speaker 4: You feel that way. But life is good and that 1009 00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:25,800 Speaker 4: it is forgiving, and you know time can heal things, 1010 00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:28,640 Speaker 4: you know, and and you just kind of keep trying 1011 00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:32,080 Speaker 4: to do a little bit more right for yourself, good 1012 00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:37,040 Speaker 4: for yourself every day and you realize, again, okay, I'm 1013 00:56:37,120 --> 00:56:41,719 Speaker 4: right back where I should be. I like myself and 1014 00:56:41,800 --> 00:56:46,400 Speaker 4: the things that I had become insecure about those maybe 1015 00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:49,520 Speaker 4: are the best things about me as far as I'm concerned. 1016 00:56:49,680 --> 00:56:53,320 Speaker 1: You know, when did you get serious about music? 1017 00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:58,880 Speaker 4: I've always been serious about it. That's that's what I 1018 00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:03,040 Speaker 4: meant earlier when I there's videos of me and my 1019 00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:06,839 Speaker 4: dad is putting a T shirt on me, and I said, no, sir, 1020 00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:09,759 Speaker 4: I'm not wearing no T shirt. And I put on 1021 00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:11,480 Speaker 4: the stress shirt and you see me tuck it in, 1022 00:57:11,760 --> 00:57:13,760 Speaker 4: and it was like I was like four years old, 1023 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:17,120 Speaker 4: and it was like I was very serious about I'd 1024 00:57:17,120 --> 00:57:19,040 Speaker 4: make my whole family sit there and listen to me, 1025 00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:21,480 Speaker 4: and there's videos of me just singing. That's just what 1026 00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:24,720 Speaker 4: I wanted to do. I always took it seriously, and 1027 00:57:24,960 --> 00:57:28,080 Speaker 4: I knew when I left high school, i'd already been 1028 00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:31,280 Speaker 4: telling people that I was signed to a major record label. 1029 00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:34,680 Speaker 4: And when I left high school, I went to New York, 1030 00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:36,400 Speaker 4: and I actually before. 1031 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:38,760 Speaker 1: Long, well, you were telling people that you were. 1032 00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:40,480 Speaker 4: Yeah, I was telling people that when I got out 1033 00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:42,920 Speaker 4: of school, i'd be going up there because I already 1034 00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:45,840 Speaker 4: had a record deal lined up. And I actually kind 1035 00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:48,400 Speaker 4: of like you were talking about, like positive thinking and 1036 00:57:48,560 --> 00:57:51,200 Speaker 4: positive putting out there in the world. I did that 1037 00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:54,520 Speaker 4: because before you know it, Atlantic Records was offering me 1038 00:57:54,560 --> 00:57:58,680 Speaker 4: a deal Rounder Records. I got plown to meet Rick Rubin. 1039 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:02,120 Speaker 4: You know, I turned it all down, stayed with this 1040 00:58:02,160 --> 00:58:07,040 Speaker 4: little lab. I turned down a deal with Rick Rubin. 1041 00:58:07,160 --> 00:58:08,919 Speaker 4: Let me straighten that out. I turned down a deal 1042 00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:15,680 Speaker 4: with Atlantic and with Rounder because I had gotten on 1043 00:58:15,720 --> 00:58:18,120 Speaker 4: this label. They had assured me that there was money. 1044 00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:21,040 Speaker 4: I'd talked to their backer all these things, and then 1045 00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:24,560 Speaker 4: everything fell through right after that, and it just sent 1046 00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:28,600 Speaker 4: me into a whirlwind of just being pissed off and 1047 00:58:29,080 --> 00:58:34,520 Speaker 4: emotional depression, and like I just I couldn't trust anyone anymore. 1048 00:58:34,560 --> 00:58:37,480 Speaker 4: It all fell through. This guy was there, him and 1049 00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:40,800 Speaker 4: his brother, and they had the money. We were like 1050 00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:43,440 Speaker 4: a family, We were building a relationship. We were going 1051 00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:46,520 Speaker 4: to actually say no to a deal that really wasn't 1052 00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:49,560 Speaker 4: good for me because it was when the industry was 1053 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:52,320 Speaker 4: coming out with three sixty deals, which meant they got 1054 00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:55,000 Speaker 4: part of your merch they got part of all these 1055 00:58:55,040 --> 00:58:59,600 Speaker 4: things they didn't have any business having. And so this 1056 00:58:59,680 --> 00:59:02,440 Speaker 4: was a deal for me. It felt right to stay 1057 00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:09,000 Speaker 4: where I was, you know. But it just his brother 1058 00:59:09,120 --> 00:59:11,560 Speaker 4: pulled all the funding and the money for it, and 1059 00:59:11,600 --> 00:59:14,200 Speaker 4: it just there was no I didn't know how to 1060 00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:16,160 Speaker 4: raise money at the time. That's not even where my 1061 00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:19,160 Speaker 4: head was, you know. I thought raising money was something 1062 00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:21,360 Speaker 4: that some other people did that I didn't get lucky 1063 00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:24,040 Speaker 4: enough to be that kind of person. I didn't realize, 1064 00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:27,400 Speaker 4: you know, I didn't use media and stuff like that 1065 00:59:27,520 --> 00:59:30,840 Speaker 4: very well, and so I couldn't do it. Now there's 1066 00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:33,760 Speaker 4: you know, a chance for me to to be able 1067 00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:36,320 Speaker 4: to raise money. Nowadays you can, you can do that, 1068 00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:39,360 Speaker 4: you know. And that's that's where I'm getting to a 1069 00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:41,640 Speaker 4: place in my life where I need to put out 1070 00:59:41,680 --> 00:59:43,560 Speaker 4: records and it's hard for me to work with other 1071 00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:46,000 Speaker 4: people because they always want to trying to change something 1072 00:59:46,200 --> 00:59:49,880 Speaker 4: because my voice is different, unique, and that's that's it. 1073 00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:52,560 Speaker 4: That's fine, and why why mess around with that, you know? 1074 00:59:52,640 --> 00:59:53,920 Speaker 1: And they want you to sing different? 1075 00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:58,000 Speaker 4: Well, sometimes yeah, people do. They they do, and I won't. 1076 00:59:58,080 --> 01:00:01,400 Speaker 4: I'm not going to, you know. It's just that would 1077 01:00:01,400 --> 01:00:03,960 Speaker 4: feel not wouldn't feel right to me to do that. 1078 01:00:04,120 --> 01:00:06,920 Speaker 1: So are you is that an ace card on your shoulder? 1079 01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:07,880 Speaker 1: You a gambler? 1080 01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:14,400 Speaker 4: Well, not a very good one. But I met a 1081 01:00:14,440 --> 01:00:17,360 Speaker 4: guy in San Francisco when I was out there living 1082 01:00:17,360 --> 01:00:21,080 Speaker 4: with my sister and he was a homeless guy. Man, 1083 01:00:21,240 --> 01:00:23,960 Speaker 4: I've just gotten a bunch of money for some songs 1084 01:00:23,960 --> 01:00:28,040 Speaker 4: that Marlborough was using. And I said, I want to. 1085 01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:29,440 Speaker 1: Hear about the tattoo. Explain that to me. 1086 01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:34,919 Speaker 4: Marlborough was doing some some songs online. They had this 1087 01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:35,760 Speaker 4: thing going. 1088 01:00:35,920 --> 01:00:36,720 Speaker 1: The cigarette place. 1089 01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:42,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, Steve, this is when he was responding to licensing music. Yeah, okay, 1090 01:00:42,920 --> 01:00:50,439 Speaker 3: different and so they give me a great meat eater 1091 01:00:50,520 --> 01:00:53,360 Speaker 3: Marlborough mix up. Yeah. 1092 01:00:53,600 --> 01:00:56,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, so they've wont some of your songs with your voice? 1093 01:00:57,240 --> 01:00:59,560 Speaker 4: They did, Yeah, they did. They didn't need to ask 1094 01:00:59,600 --> 01:01:01,200 Speaker 4: me to sing different they want. 1095 01:01:01,560 --> 01:01:03,240 Speaker 1: And they were using in cigarette ads. 1096 01:01:03,680 --> 01:01:07,640 Speaker 4: No, sure, I would never do that. They were They 1097 01:01:07,680 --> 01:01:12,360 Speaker 4: were used in an actual campaign to get people to 1098 01:01:12,440 --> 01:01:16,080 Speaker 4: quit smoking. No, I'm just kidding. They were used on 1099 01:01:16,120 --> 01:01:18,600 Speaker 4: their website. They were just kind of promoting some bands 1100 01:01:18,600 --> 01:01:20,600 Speaker 4: in the towns they were from. It was just the 1101 01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:21,920 Speaker 4: thing they were doing that was kind of like the 1102 01:01:22,000 --> 01:01:26,080 Speaker 4: remember the Marlborough miles, remember that up and then. 1103 01:01:25,840 --> 01:01:30,200 Speaker 1: Go and get remember like remember camel box. Yeah, we 1104 01:01:30,320 --> 01:01:33,000 Speaker 1: had those white sweats said camel down side of them 1105 01:01:33,360 --> 01:01:34,840 Speaker 1: from small ter Terrible. 1106 01:01:35,160 --> 01:01:40,600 Speaker 7: They were yellow though, with some sweats. 1107 01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:44,520 Speaker 4: Or a bag it's like you got your dad's backpack 1108 01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:48,640 Speaker 4: that he ordered from Marlborough. Miles going to poke holes 1109 01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:53,600 Speaker 4: in it so it's see through, you know. But yeah, 1110 01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:54,960 Speaker 4: that's that's that. 1111 01:01:55,160 --> 01:01:56,720 Speaker 1: No, just real quick. I don't mean to prive, but 1112 01:01:56,840 --> 01:01:58,960 Speaker 1: was that like a good chunk of change from Marlborough? 1113 01:01:59,160 --> 01:02:01,560 Speaker 4: Uh? I don't know. Is it two hundred thousand? No, 1114 01:02:01,600 --> 01:02:04,720 Speaker 4: I'm just kidding. You know, it was like twenty grand. 1115 01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:07,640 Speaker 1: So you're sayways, you run into a homeless guy. 1116 01:02:07,960 --> 01:02:10,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, he was like I always wanted to get an 1117 01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,400 Speaker 4: ace up my sleeve, and I was like, I was like, 1118 01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:14,880 Speaker 4: let's go get that tattooed. And so we did. We 1119 01:02:14,920 --> 01:02:16,880 Speaker 4: went and got it, and uh, he got one and 1120 01:02:16,960 --> 01:02:18,960 Speaker 4: I got one, and he got his on his face. 1121 01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:22,080 Speaker 14: Sleep. 1122 01:02:22,720 --> 01:02:27,280 Speaker 4: I'm not sure it was right above his eye, kind 1123 01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:29,400 Speaker 4: of like you know, Mike Tyson or something like that. 1124 01:02:29,400 --> 01:02:33,200 Speaker 4: That's when he got a spade on his face. Yeah. 1125 01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:36,800 Speaker 1: See, yours is even a little honey ace up my sleeve. 1126 01:02:37,240 --> 01:02:38,919 Speaker 1: I think it's right here right in my forum. 1127 01:02:39,240 --> 01:02:40,360 Speaker 3: He's a short sleeve game. 1128 01:02:40,520 --> 01:02:46,560 Speaker 4: Obviously I would have been just as bad as him, 1129 01:02:46,560 --> 01:02:47,640 Speaker 4: and I got it up there. 1130 01:02:47,800 --> 01:02:49,240 Speaker 2: Probably got on his face. 1131 01:02:49,800 --> 01:02:50,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, he got it on his face. 1132 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:54,200 Speaker 3: That's not how I expected this story to go. 1133 01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,400 Speaker 4: I didn't expect a lot of things that that guy 1134 01:02:57,520 --> 01:02:58,240 Speaker 4: was pretty wild. 1135 01:02:58,280 --> 01:03:01,160 Speaker 3: He was. He was the who did the tattoo. And 1136 01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:03,320 Speaker 3: when you first started the story, Oh no, then you 1137 01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:05,160 Speaker 3: treated him to a tattoo. 1138 01:03:05,440 --> 01:03:07,720 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's yeah, and he yeah, at the last minute 1139 01:03:07,760 --> 01:03:10,280 Speaker 4: he went to get it on his face and I 1140 01:03:10,520 --> 01:03:13,400 Speaker 4: almost said, hey, you know, that's not up your sleep. 1141 01:03:13,480 --> 01:03:19,840 Speaker 1: And when we got outside, he was, that's up your eye. Yes, 1142 01:03:19,880 --> 01:03:21,680 Speaker 1: What the hell was Krin saying about you hiking a 1143 01:03:21,680 --> 01:03:24,080 Speaker 1: bunch of peaks in Colorado's that your Yeah? 1144 01:03:24,200 --> 01:03:27,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I didn't make that up. When I was younger, 1145 01:03:29,200 --> 01:03:33,640 Speaker 4: I went to a church in North Rock, Arkansas. UH 1146 01:03:33,680 --> 01:03:39,200 Speaker 4: and the pastor there was an outdoorsman, avid outdoorsman, so 1147 01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:41,600 Speaker 4: we uh we would do he had he was on 1148 01:03:41,640 --> 01:03:46,000 Speaker 4: a mission to do every fourteen thousand footer uh or 1149 01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:49,040 Speaker 4: twelve twelve thousand. He was on a mission to every 1150 01:03:49,040 --> 01:03:52,760 Speaker 4: twelve thousand footer and uh so summers we would uh 1151 01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:55,040 Speaker 4: go on some of those with him. I guess he 1152 01:03:55,080 --> 01:03:58,360 Speaker 4: wasn't going to stop for running the youth group, uh 1153 01:03:58,440 --> 01:04:01,680 Speaker 4: and he just decided to make his mission our mission. 1154 01:04:01,760 --> 01:04:05,480 Speaker 4: So we I was actually telling a story to Charlotte 1155 01:04:05,560 --> 01:04:10,320 Speaker 4: yesterday as we're at the hotel downtown that y'all put 1156 01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:16,560 Speaker 4: us up pins place. It's the Armory, you like, Yeah, yeah, dude, actually, 1157 01:04:16,680 --> 01:04:21,400 Speaker 4: uh they've rented me uh out and not rented. It's 1158 01:04:21,440 --> 01:04:25,360 Speaker 4: free but a Gibson. And they told me actually that 1159 01:04:25,400 --> 01:04:26,840 Speaker 4: I could bring it over here and play it, but 1160 01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:29,240 Speaker 4: I brought the next time. 1161 01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:31,840 Speaker 1: You want to play a Gibson, buddy, Yeah, sounds like 1162 01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:33,400 Speaker 1: you gotta get yourself down to the get a room 1163 01:04:33,400 --> 01:04:33,919 Speaker 1: at the Armory. 1164 01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:35,440 Speaker 3: I've been to the Army and they never offered me 1165 01:04:35,480 --> 01:04:35,880 Speaker 3: no gibs. 1166 01:04:39,720 --> 01:04:42,440 Speaker 4: You can get any kind that's in the case. You 1167 01:04:42,440 --> 01:04:45,200 Speaker 4: know in front of the hall they play music. Those 1168 01:04:45,240 --> 01:04:48,360 Speaker 4: four Gibsons in the case. You can rent any one 1169 01:04:48,360 --> 01:04:48,720 Speaker 4: of those. 1170 01:04:49,120 --> 01:04:51,120 Speaker 8: Well, if anyone's at the Army that's listening, you just 1171 01:04:51,160 --> 01:04:52,280 Speaker 8: bring Chili a guitar. 1172 01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:58,439 Speaker 1: Put you ask you bout climbing all those fourteen. 1173 01:04:58,160 --> 01:05:02,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, So you were Charlotte a story, Oh, Charlotte story. 1174 01:05:02,120 --> 01:05:04,360 Speaker 4: I was telling. Okay, I was telling Charlotte a story. 1175 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:06,440 Speaker 4: But we were looking out the window of the Armory 1176 01:05:06,760 --> 01:05:09,160 Speaker 4: and I said, you see those big patches of ice 1177 01:05:09,240 --> 01:05:12,080 Speaker 4: that are up on the mountain, you know, I said. 1178 01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:15,680 Speaker 4: We rode one of those on a tarp with about 1179 01:05:15,760 --> 01:05:19,160 Speaker 4: seven people from youth group, and someone had a little 1180 01:05:19,240 --> 01:05:22,919 Speaker 4: poodle and they threw their dog in the air when 1181 01:05:22,960 --> 01:05:25,160 Speaker 4: they said abandoned, like because we were going to run 1182 01:05:25,160 --> 01:05:28,680 Speaker 4: into some rocks. I mean, we were fine, dude, and 1183 01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:31,120 Speaker 4: we were going to run into some rocks. And he 1184 01:05:31,280 --> 01:05:34,760 Speaker 4: just when he said abandoned, they just threw his poodle 1185 01:05:34,920 --> 01:05:41,520 Speaker 4: band and I was like, I just, you know, roll over, 1186 01:05:41,600 --> 01:05:44,560 Speaker 4: and I flipped and what stopped me was my face 1187 01:05:44,640 --> 01:05:47,160 Speaker 4: hitting the eyes so hard that it just finally flipped 1188 01:05:47,160 --> 01:05:49,520 Speaker 4: me over and I slid down. And then the guy, 1189 01:05:49,680 --> 01:05:51,280 Speaker 4: our preacher was like all right, sitting down. 1190 01:05:51,360 --> 01:05:52,200 Speaker 7: The other group. 1191 01:05:54,480 --> 01:05:59,760 Speaker 4: We were just like what the poodle did not like 1192 01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:03,360 Speaker 4: the rest of the trip with that poodle was definitely scarred. 1193 01:06:03,840 --> 01:06:06,880 Speaker 4: And I don't think it walked on its own again 1194 01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:09,800 Speaker 4: after that. I think it had like a little will 1195 01:06:09,920 --> 01:06:14,400 Speaker 4: thing it just gave us. It was not hiking though, 1196 01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:18,400 Speaker 4: and two people were like my ankle For like almost 1197 01:06:18,400 --> 01:06:21,920 Speaker 4: another week, several of us had to trade off carrying 1198 01:06:22,040 --> 01:06:26,960 Speaker 4: two full packs. Two packs up a mountain. We've been 1199 01:06:27,120 --> 01:06:29,520 Speaker 4: just trading that back and forth. It was like your 1200 01:06:29,560 --> 01:06:32,680 Speaker 4: ankle hurts so bad that you can't carry your bag 1201 01:06:32,800 --> 01:06:46,280 Speaker 4: at all for the week, the whole weeks, exactly, exactly, No, 1202 01:06:46,480 --> 01:06:49,840 Speaker 4: I mean, you know, I'm glad we got to help him, 1203 01:06:49,960 --> 01:06:54,280 Speaker 4: you know, with his mission to climb all those I 1204 01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:56,400 Speaker 4: had no idea I wanted to do that so badly 1205 01:06:56,440 --> 01:06:56,840 Speaker 4: when you were. 1206 01:06:56,800 --> 01:06:59,680 Speaker 1: Spending that time. So at that time, had you been 1207 01:06:59,840 --> 01:07:03,240 Speaker 1: had you already been exposed to drugs and alcohol? 1208 01:07:05,160 --> 01:07:05,680 Speaker 4: I had? 1209 01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:06,560 Speaker 12: Uh? 1210 01:07:06,880 --> 01:07:07,400 Speaker 4: Yeah, I had. 1211 01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:09,760 Speaker 1: Well did you when you were like up in the 1212 01:07:10,200 --> 01:07:13,280 Speaker 1: hanging around on the mountains, okay, hiking the mountains, did 1213 01:07:13,320 --> 01:07:15,080 Speaker 1: you ever feel like did you ever get this feeling 1214 01:07:15,080 --> 01:07:17,400 Speaker 1: that there's these different paths you could take in life? 1215 01:07:17,920 --> 01:07:19,680 Speaker 1: And one hand would be that you kind of run 1216 01:07:19,720 --> 01:07:25,320 Speaker 1: around the mountains and be all healthy and you know, free, right, 1217 01:07:25,560 --> 01:07:27,520 Speaker 1: or on the other hand, you go down this path 1218 01:07:27,600 --> 01:07:32,200 Speaker 1: of like being a musician and boozing all the time. 1219 01:07:32,240 --> 01:07:34,120 Speaker 1: I mean, did you feel like you had that there 1220 01:07:34,200 --> 01:07:36,160 Speaker 1: was a way to go in different directions? 1221 01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:39,280 Speaker 4: You know, I will say this, I did not feel 1222 01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:43,560 Speaker 4: torn ever that I wasn't being true to myself. I 1223 01:07:43,680 --> 01:07:47,760 Speaker 4: just felt like my value for myself was not very high. 1224 01:07:48,280 --> 01:07:49,120 Speaker 4: So so there. 1225 01:07:49,040 --> 01:07:52,520 Speaker 1: Was that change that changed your decision making processes, yes. 1226 01:07:52,600 --> 01:07:55,160 Speaker 4: And and and and and therefore now they're changed. I 1227 01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:58,800 Speaker 4: will say this, though, don't let anyone fool you. As 1228 01:07:58,840 --> 01:08:01,400 Speaker 4: you get older. Everyone at this table seems to know this, 1229 01:08:01,440 --> 01:08:07,400 Speaker 4: besides Charlotte. As you get older, you will definitely be 1230 01:08:07,520 --> 01:08:10,440 Speaker 4: at a place where, though you wish you would have 1231 01:08:10,520 --> 01:08:14,840 Speaker 4: asked yourself those questions, you wished you would be in 1232 01:08:15,200 --> 01:08:17,919 Speaker 4: a more healthy spot where you did care about yourself 1233 01:08:18,040 --> 01:08:21,759 Speaker 4: more and could that your value for yourself was higher. 1234 01:08:22,479 --> 01:08:27,400 Speaker 4: But for me, it wasn't very high. And I always 1235 01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:30,320 Speaker 4: thought that was for someone else. You know that I 1236 01:08:30,439 --> 01:08:33,240 Speaker 4: wasn't good enough for that. And yeah, I mean that 1237 01:08:33,280 --> 01:08:35,240 Speaker 4: really has to change. And you know, there's a lot 1238 01:08:35,280 --> 01:08:37,599 Speaker 4: of people out there that have a real hard time 1239 01:08:37,640 --> 01:08:40,200 Speaker 4: making that sort of change on their own, and they 1240 01:08:40,200 --> 01:08:42,439 Speaker 4: do need people to care for them and love them. 1241 01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:45,000 Speaker 4: And I mean, to be honest with you, not to 1242 01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:48,120 Speaker 4: be too sappy, but you know, meeting Charlotte's like changed 1243 01:08:48,160 --> 01:08:54,120 Speaker 4: everything for me because after feeling so just like I 1244 01:08:54,320 --> 01:08:58,000 Speaker 4: messed everything up so bad, to have someone really good 1245 01:08:58,040 --> 01:09:01,599 Speaker 4: and positive in your life that cares about you, it 1246 01:09:01,640 --> 01:09:05,160 Speaker 4: can be the most important thing. So you can't give 1247 01:09:05,280 --> 01:09:06,400 Speaker 4: up on people you know. 1248 01:09:08,520 --> 01:09:09,320 Speaker 1: How'd you guys meet. 1249 01:09:10,920 --> 01:09:14,680 Speaker 4: We met playing in a band together. We play in 1250 01:09:14,960 --> 01:09:19,800 Speaker 4: this band called the gravel Yard and it's a bluegrass band. 1251 01:09:19,920 --> 01:09:26,519 Speaker 4: And Charlotte actually is has her masters in chamber music 1252 01:09:26,640 --> 01:09:30,799 Speaker 4: and uh what yeah, she's she's a she's special. 1253 01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:35,479 Speaker 1: Yeah, Charlotte, Ita tell you something terrible. That's my least 1254 01:09:35,479 --> 01:09:38,439 Speaker 1: favorite kind of music, chamber music because you know that 1255 01:09:38,520 --> 01:09:41,200 Speaker 1: show on remember that show of performance today on NPR. 1256 01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:44,640 Speaker 1: Oh Man, Like, if you listen to the news and 1257 01:09:44,680 --> 01:09:49,920 Speaker 1: also their likes time for performance today, I always be like, dude, 1258 01:09:49,960 --> 01:09:54,800 Speaker 1: I'm not ready listening to the news and everything, and 1259 01:09:54,840 --> 01:09:58,160 Speaker 1: then cut into chamber music at ten am, and I'd 1260 01:09:58,160 --> 01:10:02,400 Speaker 1: be working away and I'd be liked damn it, and 1261 01:10:02,479 --> 01:10:06,559 Speaker 1: I started to take it out on chamber music. Well, 1262 01:10:07,000 --> 01:10:08,240 Speaker 1: let's do my master's degree. 1263 01:10:08,800 --> 01:10:09,000 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1264 01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,840 Speaker 15: I went to the University of Michigan and an Arbor 1265 01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:15,439 Speaker 15: and I got actually two masters, one in chamber music 1266 01:10:15,479 --> 01:10:18,760 Speaker 15: and one in violin. And then I moved back. I'm 1267 01:10:18,760 --> 01:10:20,280 Speaker 15: from Arkansas and I moved back there. 1268 01:10:20,439 --> 01:10:25,240 Speaker 4: You're from Arkansas too, Oh shit, yeah, that makes him 1269 01:10:25,280 --> 01:10:25,960 Speaker 4: good down there. 1270 01:10:30,439 --> 01:10:30,679 Speaker 1: Huh? 1271 01:10:31,760 --> 01:10:35,439 Speaker 11: Did you guys being from Arkansas do like the whole 1272 01:10:35,479 --> 01:10:38,479 Speaker 11: like fiddle camp thing growing up or any of that stuff. 1273 01:10:38,560 --> 01:10:39,639 Speaker 15: Oh, I did for sure. 1274 01:10:39,760 --> 01:10:41,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, tell me about that. 1275 01:10:42,120 --> 01:10:42,320 Speaker 4: Well. 1276 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,559 Speaker 15: I started playing violin when I was four, and then 1277 01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:48,840 Speaker 15: a few years later I started fiddling as well. And 1278 01:10:48,920 --> 01:10:53,080 Speaker 15: there were Yeah, there was camps and I actually taught 1279 01:10:53,080 --> 01:10:55,640 Speaker 15: at a fiddle camp in my hometown a couple of 1280 01:10:55,680 --> 01:11:02,320 Speaker 15: years with my teacher, Tim Trewick. And there's a you know, 1281 01:11:02,360 --> 01:11:04,880 Speaker 15: there's Mountain View, Arkansas. There's so much up there, and 1282 01:11:04,960 --> 01:11:07,600 Speaker 15: my grandparents lived in Calicar Rock, which was close, so 1283 01:11:07,640 --> 01:11:10,920 Speaker 15: we would go up there and go to the The 1284 01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:15,000 Speaker 15: people just jam on the square and there's a lot 1285 01:11:15,040 --> 01:11:16,840 Speaker 15: of music up there. 1286 01:11:16,920 --> 01:11:17,280 Speaker 16: Progress. 1287 01:11:17,360 --> 01:11:19,920 Speaker 1: What were your people, mountain people going back in time? 1288 01:11:21,080 --> 01:11:24,240 Speaker 15: I wish they were more than they were. We didn't 1289 01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:26,040 Speaker 15: grow up. I mean I kind of wish I grew 1290 01:11:26,120 --> 01:11:28,639 Speaker 15: up in Mountain View or something like that, but because 1291 01:11:28,680 --> 01:11:31,120 Speaker 15: I just loved it there so much, you know, and 1292 01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:38,360 Speaker 15: I've always loved being outdoors. And I don't know, but 1293 01:11:38,439 --> 01:11:41,040 Speaker 15: I grew up in near Little Rock. 1294 01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:47,439 Speaker 1: So, yeah, were you aware his music when you met him? 1295 01:11:47,960 --> 01:11:52,439 Speaker 15: No, I hadn't. I hadn't heard of him before, but 1296 01:11:52,560 --> 01:11:55,360 Speaker 15: I did stock him after we joined. So we met 1297 01:11:55,439 --> 01:11:57,720 Speaker 15: when we joined. When I joined the gravel Yard. He 1298 01:11:57,800 --> 01:12:00,640 Speaker 15: was already playing in it for a while, and I 1299 01:12:00,680 --> 01:12:04,400 Speaker 15: was just really excited to play with a bluegrass band. 1300 01:12:04,439 --> 01:12:07,519 Speaker 15: And but then yeah, I went and stocked him and 1301 01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:11,640 Speaker 15: saw all his old music. I was like, Wow, he 1302 01:12:11,680 --> 01:12:14,240 Speaker 15: has a really unique voice. 1303 01:12:14,600 --> 01:12:14,880 Speaker 1: Unique. 1304 01:12:15,080 --> 01:12:16,080 Speaker 15: Yeah. 1305 01:12:17,160 --> 01:12:19,640 Speaker 1: You don't listen anyway that tries to make you sing different. 1306 01:12:19,360 --> 01:12:21,960 Speaker 4: Man, Oh I don't. I just feel sorry for him. 1307 01:12:25,320 --> 01:12:27,640 Speaker 10: I can emphasize because people have been telling me to 1308 01:12:27,680 --> 01:12:32,160 Speaker 10: sing different my whole life. Yeah, but I actually should 1309 01:12:32,160 --> 01:12:33,280 Speaker 10: probably take that to heart. 1310 01:12:33,960 --> 01:12:36,599 Speaker 1: I don't know what you're saying, Ran, You know, people 1311 01:12:36,680 --> 01:12:37,679 Speaker 1: tell me to sing different. 1312 01:12:39,280 --> 01:12:41,760 Speaker 10: Sorry, that didn't land. 1313 01:12:44,800 --> 01:12:47,040 Speaker 4: He sings. They're saying singing a different spot. 1314 01:12:47,320 --> 01:12:54,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, So what's what's that? You wrote all the music, 1315 01:12:54,280 --> 01:12:56,120 Speaker 1: you wrote all your stuff before. Do you write music 1316 01:12:56,160 --> 01:12:59,920 Speaker 1: now for the Graveyard? Are you the primary writer for Gravyard? 1317 01:13:00,080 --> 01:13:00,280 Speaker 16: No? 1318 01:13:00,280 --> 01:13:03,240 Speaker 4: No, no, now grave Yard. I haven't really written a 1319 01:13:03,280 --> 01:13:06,200 Speaker 4: whole lot for them. That's uh, that's not really the 1320 01:13:06,240 --> 01:13:08,880 Speaker 4: path I'm going down. I'm I'm I'm I'm writing for 1321 01:13:08,960 --> 01:13:11,760 Speaker 4: myself still. That's we do a lot of old time 1322 01:13:12,080 --> 01:13:15,759 Speaker 4: bluegrass stuff, some stuff. I released a couple of songs 1323 01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:20,400 Speaker 4: on an album with them called Strange Times and they 1324 01:13:20,439 --> 01:13:23,800 Speaker 4: had a different singer actually before, so I didn't come 1325 01:13:23,800 --> 01:13:26,800 Speaker 4: into the band until the Strange Times record. But uh, 1326 01:13:26,840 --> 01:13:30,240 Speaker 4: this whole thing with Christopher Denny, Uh, it's just you know, 1327 01:13:30,280 --> 01:13:32,280 Speaker 4: I've had I've had the songs for a long time. 1328 01:13:32,320 --> 01:13:34,040 Speaker 4: It's been a long time since I've done a record, 1329 01:13:34,439 --> 01:13:38,240 Speaker 4: and it's just a great time to uh do do 1330 01:13:38,400 --> 01:13:40,840 Speaker 4: a record and get come up with the money, and 1331 01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:43,240 Speaker 4: there's different avenues to do in that, and so that's 1332 01:13:43,280 --> 01:13:45,479 Speaker 4: that's kind of where I'm at now. But yeah, I've 1333 01:13:45,479 --> 01:13:46,920 Speaker 4: been writing my own stuff recently. 1334 01:13:47,080 --> 01:13:48,920 Speaker 3: How many stamps do you have to sell the cut 1335 01:13:48,920 --> 01:13:49,360 Speaker 3: a record? 1336 01:13:49,600 --> 01:13:52,840 Speaker 4: Oh? Uh, I mean apparently I don't know what's what. 1337 01:13:53,200 --> 01:13:57,519 Speaker 4: So this guy tells me, I don't know what's what? 1338 01:13:57,800 --> 01:14:00,120 Speaker 4: That that one would be on blue paper and have 1339 01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:01,480 Speaker 4: this many perforations. 1340 01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:06,160 Speaker 1: How much of a bummer if we have you play 1341 01:14:07,040 --> 01:14:09,160 Speaker 1: right on? Is it the super bummer that you can't 1342 01:14:09,160 --> 01:14:10,640 Speaker 1: play one of your new tunes? Do you guys know 1343 01:14:10,680 --> 01:14:12,040 Speaker 1: how to play your new tunes together? 1344 01:14:12,200 --> 01:14:12,400 Speaker 7: Yeah? 1345 01:14:12,479 --> 01:14:13,920 Speaker 4: We we we know some new tunes. 1346 01:14:14,160 --> 01:14:15,960 Speaker 1: Can you do one? Can you do right on? And 1347 01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:17,240 Speaker 1: then do one of your new tunes? 1348 01:14:17,320 --> 01:14:17,519 Speaker 4: Yeah? 1349 01:14:17,560 --> 01:14:20,040 Speaker 7: Yeah, totally Yeah, And want chilly. 1350 01:14:19,880 --> 01:14:21,559 Speaker 1: To get your to back you up on that lick 1351 01:14:21,640 --> 01:14:22,439 Speaker 1: that finger licking. 1352 01:14:22,720 --> 01:14:29,160 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, absolutely, but we'll tune his guitar first, and. 1353 01:14:28,400 --> 01:14:31,000 Speaker 1: A thing doesn't that doesn't happen. 1354 01:14:32,160 --> 01:14:35,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, I could play one right on and then we 1355 01:14:35,360 --> 01:14:36,840 Speaker 4: could do a tune. Yeah. 1356 01:14:36,920 --> 01:14:38,160 Speaker 1: You be able to play fiddle, You be able play 1357 01:14:38,200 --> 01:14:43,320 Speaker 1: fiddle on bolt these. But he's going to solo. 1358 01:14:43,120 --> 01:14:44,040 Speaker 2: On a couple. 1359 01:14:44,400 --> 01:14:46,240 Speaker 4: Yeah that's fine. 1360 01:14:46,640 --> 01:14:48,400 Speaker 1: Dude, I want to do it. Oh no, let's do it. 1361 01:14:48,520 --> 01:14:50,439 Speaker 4: Okay, let's do let's get that. 1362 01:14:50,760 --> 01:14:53,160 Speaker 1: See this is all part of background because people people 1363 01:14:53,200 --> 01:14:55,880 Speaker 1: didn't know what the hell to make when we started 1364 01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:57,519 Speaker 1: using your son. People don't know what to make of it. 1365 01:14:57,640 --> 01:14:57,840 Speaker 5: Yeah. 1366 01:14:58,200 --> 01:14:59,840 Speaker 4: I read a lot of things online that were like, 1367 01:15:00,320 --> 01:15:01,680 Speaker 4: I thought that was a girl, and I was like, 1368 01:15:03,000 --> 01:15:05,280 Speaker 4: you know, I did too for a while. 1369 01:15:11,200 --> 01:15:16,840 Speaker 1: Phil Ready, Oh man, you know, while he's tuning that up, 1370 01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:21,040 Speaker 1: my kids got so my kids got pet pigeons a 1371 01:15:21,040 --> 01:15:23,559 Speaker 1: week ago. It's amazing. They got those pigeons a week ago. 1372 01:15:24,439 --> 01:15:28,880 Speaker 1: They could they couldn't even stand up, you know they could, 1373 01:15:28,920 --> 01:15:30,920 Speaker 1: they couldn't ride, They couldn't move themselves. You had to 1374 01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:33,320 Speaker 1: manually move them from one place to the other. Those 1375 01:15:33,360 --> 01:15:35,880 Speaker 1: things not run all around the yard, and they are 1376 01:15:35,920 --> 01:15:41,519 Speaker 1: so imprinted on people. They think every single person is 1377 01:15:41,560 --> 01:15:45,639 Speaker 1: their mom. They followed the kids anywhere they go. Climb 1378 01:15:45,680 --> 01:15:49,240 Speaker 1: up on your feet. Dude, it's a wild little pet. 1379 01:15:49,520 --> 01:15:51,120 Speaker 1: I had them a long time ago, but I kind 1380 01:15:51,120 --> 01:15:52,080 Speaker 1: of forgot about all that. 1381 01:15:52,800 --> 01:15:56,200 Speaker 10: Is this making them reconsider the pigeon trapping business. 1382 01:15:56,240 --> 01:16:00,719 Speaker 1: They don't view it. I don't know. They sold forty 1383 01:16:00,760 --> 01:16:03,479 Speaker 1: five of them into like near certain death. They're able 1384 01:16:03,520 --> 01:16:07,439 Speaker 1: to hold that stinction. And he spent He gets to 1385 01:16:07,479 --> 01:16:11,080 Speaker 1: reading that one of his pigeons has a thing called canker. Okay, 1386 01:16:11,080 --> 01:16:14,599 Speaker 1: it's a little sickness pigeons get. He spent. He spent 1387 01:16:15,680 --> 01:16:22,840 Speaker 1: twenty four dollars yesterday on medicine for the pigeon. I'm like, 1388 01:16:22,880 --> 01:16:25,080 Speaker 1: I'm not putting money in these pigeons. So he sells 1389 01:16:25,080 --> 01:16:29,479 Speaker 1: pigeons at seventy He traded three and a half a 1390 01:16:29,520 --> 01:16:32,120 Speaker 1: piece and then spent twenty four bucks to medicate his 1391 01:16:32,200 --> 01:16:36,680 Speaker 1: other pigeon. I love it. It's just like in like 1392 01:16:36,760 --> 01:16:39,920 Speaker 1: however things play out in kids' heads. So funny, man, 1393 01:16:40,680 --> 01:16:41,520 Speaker 1: you ready. 1394 01:16:41,560 --> 01:16:43,960 Speaker 11: Yeah, what kind of guitar you got there? 1395 01:16:44,439 --> 01:16:47,280 Speaker 1: This is that's old ass guitar. 1396 01:16:47,680 --> 01:16:53,440 Speaker 4: Old old craftsman. Okay, old craftsman, it's a harmony. 1397 01:16:54,560 --> 01:16:55,320 Speaker 8: Do you want to trade? 1398 01:16:56,600 --> 01:16:56,840 Speaker 5: Yeah? 1399 01:16:56,960 --> 01:16:59,320 Speaker 7: Yeah, he got. 1400 01:16:59,120 --> 01:16:59,920 Speaker 4: A J forty five. 1401 01:17:03,920 --> 01:17:06,479 Speaker 1: I'm excited, so you canna do right? Yeah, all right, 1402 01:17:06,520 --> 01:17:07,880 Speaker 1: And then you guys are gonna do a fiddle. You're 1403 01:17:07,920 --> 01:17:13,000 Speaker 1: gonna do some something with fiddle accompaniment. Yeah, yeah, for sure, everybody. 1404 01:17:13,120 --> 01:17:14,160 Speaker 1: Christopher Danny. 1405 01:17:15,960 --> 01:17:18,800 Speaker 3: M hm. 1406 01:17:23,360 --> 01:17:25,680 Speaker 5: H m. 1407 01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:28,040 Speaker 4: M. 1408 01:17:33,960 --> 01:17:37,560 Speaker 6: When we met, you thought that I was shined and 1409 01:17:37,760 --> 01:17:44,679 Speaker 6: the fine out the time you're ran to tell your 1410 01:17:44,720 --> 01:17:53,639 Speaker 6: mother your favorite color turned black. I walked through fire 1411 01:17:53,800 --> 01:17:57,400 Speaker 6: with my own kind of cross, tried to feel like. 1412 01:17:57,760 --> 01:17:58,960 Speaker 4: Jesus did. 1413 01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:03,639 Speaker 6: M hm, which is someone I can't forgive. 1414 01:18:05,880 --> 01:18:15,400 Speaker 16: M Ride on, Ride on, little daughter. 1415 01:18:18,080 --> 01:18:23,200 Speaker 6: I want to seal your gray hair shine like silver 1416 01:18:23,560 --> 01:18:24,479 Speaker 6: in the sun. 1417 01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:36,640 Speaker 16: Yeah, ride on, Ride on a long time, sweetheart. We 1418 01:18:36,920 --> 01:18:41,360 Speaker 16: done beat this damn horse today, So take a new 1419 01:18:41,400 --> 01:18:43,040 Speaker 16: one and ride on. 1420 01:18:45,040 --> 01:18:45,680 Speaker 9: Mm hm hm. 1421 01:18:47,439 --> 01:18:49,920 Speaker 2: Mm hmmmmmm. 1422 01:18:54,680 --> 01:18:54,960 Speaker 1: Oh. 1423 01:18:55,120 --> 01:18:57,880 Speaker 6: When you said you want it up, that's when I 1424 01:18:58,320 --> 01:19:06,760 Speaker 6: want it down. You saw nice t shades of ten 1425 01:19:06,920 --> 01:19:15,120 Speaker 6: on us all was brown. When you found that mo 1426 01:19:15,280 --> 01:19:18,720 Speaker 6: hoof for split, you know you beat it just like 1427 01:19:18,720 --> 01:19:33,240 Speaker 6: I can't. That's why it's time. M ride on, Ride on, 1428 01:19:34,920 --> 01:19:43,280 Speaker 6: little darling. Hold the seal, gray hair, shine like silver 1429 01:19:43,640 --> 01:19:44,599 Speaker 6: in the sun. 1430 01:19:46,439 --> 01:19:53,120 Speaker 16: M hm, ride on, Ride on a long. 1431 01:19:52,960 --> 01:19:54,040 Speaker 4: Time, sweetheart. 1432 01:19:56,240 --> 01:20:00,439 Speaker 16: We done beat this damn horse to death. So take 1433 01:20:00,479 --> 01:20:02,519 Speaker 16: your new one right on. 1434 01:20:12,120 --> 01:20:14,000 Speaker 4: Be help if I help, If I learned the chords 1435 01:20:14,000 --> 01:20:14,280 Speaker 4: to it? 1436 01:20:14,360 --> 01:20:18,160 Speaker 1: Hell yeah, I love it, I love it. 1437 01:20:19,000 --> 01:20:19,400 Speaker 3: Wow. 1438 01:20:19,720 --> 01:20:24,400 Speaker 1: That's great, man. You guys. Are you guys here tonight? 1439 01:20:25,560 --> 01:20:26,559 Speaker 4: Yes, sir, Yeah, you guys. 1440 01:20:26,760 --> 01:20:29,120 Speaker 1: Come over my house for dinner tonight. You tell my 1441 01:20:29,160 --> 01:20:30,800 Speaker 1: kids that's the dude who sings to ride on, so. 1442 01:20:33,360 --> 01:20:34,400 Speaker 5: That that'd be great. 1443 01:20:36,080 --> 01:20:39,160 Speaker 1: All right, what's next? So you're gonna get your fiddle out? 1444 01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:45,479 Speaker 4: Okay, okay, this one it's gonna get good here. Hey, 1445 01:20:45,560 --> 01:20:47,960 Speaker 4: do you want to do Bigfoot's Real or do you 1446 01:20:47,960 --> 01:20:48,479 Speaker 4: want to play? 1447 01:20:49,479 --> 01:20:51,080 Speaker 15: Yeah? 1448 01:20:51,160 --> 01:20:54,320 Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, let's do that. When you want to just uh, 1449 01:20:54,520 --> 01:20:56,400 Speaker 4: I'm gonna. I'm gonna We're. 1450 01:20:56,240 --> 01:21:00,559 Speaker 10: Gonna bigfoots Real is very on brand for us, Big Bigfoot? 1451 01:21:01,160 --> 01:21:02,519 Speaker 1: Can you do? Can you do? He's not real? 1452 01:21:04,479 --> 01:21:06,080 Speaker 4: This is r E E L. 1453 01:21:07,160 --> 01:21:07,960 Speaker 16: It's a type of. 1454 01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:12,679 Speaker 1: Like a Virginia. 1455 01:21:12,680 --> 01:21:14,120 Speaker 4: You're gonna play here over here? 1456 01:21:14,160 --> 01:21:22,000 Speaker 1: Is that gonna be bringing a post up? 1457 01:21:23,720 --> 01:21:24,720 Speaker 4: Oh no, let's just play there. 1458 01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:26,320 Speaker 3: Just relinquish the stage. 1459 01:21:26,360 --> 01:21:28,120 Speaker 4: Let's just do this. You can take she can take 1460 01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:29,880 Speaker 4: this one. I'm just she's playing guitar on this one. 1461 01:21:31,479 --> 01:21:35,000 Speaker 2: Son mm hmm. 1462 01:21:37,040 --> 01:21:41,240 Speaker 4: Yeah, well let's just let's just do me then you 1463 01:21:41,280 --> 01:21:43,519 Speaker 4: and then just do the so part and do it out. 1464 01:21:43,600 --> 01:21:46,240 Speaker 5: Yeah. 1465 01:21:47,040 --> 01:21:48,800 Speaker 3: Thanks, that's a good point. 1466 01:21:56,000 --> 01:22:06,559 Speaker 5: I love it already. 1467 01:22:07,400 --> 01:22:11,320 Speaker 4: Well this is this is instrumental, but if you want 1468 01:22:11,320 --> 01:22:12,639 Speaker 4: me to do one with singing, I can. 1469 01:22:12,920 --> 01:22:15,960 Speaker 7: No dudever hell you want? 1470 01:22:20,680 --> 01:22:25,599 Speaker 1: Oh you want Charlotte on that Mica genuine master's degree 1471 01:22:25,600 --> 01:22:26,680 Speaker 1: in fiddle plane. 1472 01:22:28,920 --> 01:22:29,639 Speaker 2: Text mes out. 1473 01:22:33,280 --> 01:22:35,360 Speaker 4: All right, whenever you all are ready. 1474 01:22:36,200 --> 01:23:49,040 Speaker 12: Mh I'm ready when you guys are ready. 1475 01:24:37,479 --> 01:24:38,599 Speaker 1: Thanks, man, that was great. 1476 01:24:38,680 --> 01:24:42,680 Speaker 4: Thanks, thanks for letting us do that after this. 1477 01:24:42,800 --> 01:24:44,559 Speaker 11: Would you guys want to jam to? Do you guys 1478 01:24:44,560 --> 01:24:47,599 Speaker 11: know whiskey before breakfast? I just tried to learn that one. 1479 01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:50,320 Speaker 4: Yeah there out. 1480 01:24:50,160 --> 01:24:50,639 Speaker 3: In the front. 1481 01:24:50,880 --> 01:24:52,120 Speaker 11: Ye see if I can do it? 1482 01:24:52,240 --> 01:24:55,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, great, dude, thanks for coming out. Man. 1483 01:24:55,560 --> 01:24:58,160 Speaker 4: Yes, I'm really glad to be here and uh uh 1484 01:24:58,280 --> 01:25:00,840 Speaker 4: uh just thank y'all. 1485 01:25:01,040 --> 01:25:04,760 Speaker 1: I want you to make more albums. Oh yeah, yeah, 1486 01:25:04,760 --> 01:25:05,360 Speaker 1: it's all about that. 1487 01:25:06,120 --> 01:25:12,280 Speaker 4: So it's so awesome. So I we freaked out and 1488 01:25:12,320 --> 01:25:14,360 Speaker 4: we were like, we've got to get this thing done 1489 01:25:14,360 --> 01:25:17,160 Speaker 4: because I had been taken so long to do this kickstarter, 1490 01:25:19,000 --> 01:25:22,120 Speaker 4: and so we we weren't sure. I had just assumed 1491 01:25:22,160 --> 01:25:24,880 Speaker 4: in my mind that we were shooting live today, and 1492 01:25:24,920 --> 01:25:29,040 Speaker 4: so we like went crazy getting this thing finished. And 1493 01:25:29,080 --> 01:25:33,719 Speaker 4: then find out I finally asked I finally actually asked 1494 01:25:33,760 --> 01:25:36,280 Speaker 4: Green when we were when this was going out. She said, oh, 1495 01:25:36,320 --> 01:25:36,960 Speaker 4: like a month or so. 1496 01:25:37,320 --> 01:25:39,599 Speaker 1: And I was like, oh my gosh, man, well, yeah, 1497 01:25:39,640 --> 01:25:42,360 Speaker 1: I got a bunch of Yeah, I got a bunch 1498 01:25:42,400 --> 01:25:44,360 Speaker 1: of travels, so we got it's totally fine. 1499 01:25:44,439 --> 01:25:46,400 Speaker 4: But I just you should have been in our household 1500 01:25:47,000 --> 01:25:50,400 Speaker 4: two weeks ago. My hair was falling out. 1501 01:25:50,479 --> 01:25:50,640 Speaker 5: You know. 1502 01:25:50,760 --> 01:25:52,760 Speaker 4: Charlotte's like, I don't know if I'm leaving him or not. 1503 01:25:55,439 --> 01:25:59,280 Speaker 4: So it's just, uh it's so we're so I'm raising 1504 01:25:59,320 --> 01:26:03,120 Speaker 4: money to do record. Uh yeah, I'm in a place 1505 01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:08,200 Speaker 4: now where I've got Charlotte's gonna help me. Uh. I've 1506 01:26:08,360 --> 01:26:12,240 Speaker 4: I've redone my business and I'm starting it uh fresh 1507 01:26:12,320 --> 01:26:17,360 Speaker 4: with her helping me. Uh to just she's just like 1508 01:26:17,400 --> 01:26:19,759 Speaker 4: I said, she's just my partner and keeps me in check. 1509 01:26:20,120 --> 01:26:23,160 Speaker 4: And so we're gonna try to put out this third record. 1510 01:26:23,160 --> 01:26:25,200 Speaker 4: You know, I've really I've been down through there with 1511 01:26:25,360 --> 01:26:30,400 Speaker 4: record labels. My brother, Drew Denny is his name. He 1512 01:26:30,479 --> 01:26:33,160 Speaker 4: actually heard my song on y'all show because he's an 1513 01:26:33,600 --> 01:26:38,880 Speaker 4: avid fan, avid listener, a big fan of So he 1514 01:26:38,960 --> 01:26:41,519 Speaker 4: calls me and he says, hey, your song is playing 1515 01:26:41,600 --> 01:26:44,760 Speaker 4: at the end of this podcast that I love. And 1516 01:26:44,800 --> 01:26:48,040 Speaker 4: I said, well, uh, that's news to. 1517 01:26:48,000 --> 01:26:54,880 Speaker 7: Me, so uh, paperwork. 1518 01:26:54,680 --> 01:27:00,240 Speaker 4: I've already seen it. I'm just kidding, no, but I 1519 01:27:00,280 --> 01:27:05,639 Speaker 4: think here's something that does happen when you let go 1520 01:27:05,800 --> 01:27:09,599 Speaker 4: of things in your world and you are succumbed to addiction. 1521 01:27:10,479 --> 01:27:13,720 Speaker 4: You lose track of taking care of the things you 1522 01:27:13,760 --> 01:27:16,720 Speaker 4: need to take care of, and people take advantage of you. 1523 01:27:17,320 --> 01:27:19,800 Speaker 4: And they do that because you leave yourself wide open 1524 01:27:19,840 --> 01:27:24,200 Speaker 4: to it. And I haven't received any kind of accounting 1525 01:27:24,280 --> 01:27:27,439 Speaker 4: or anything on my second record for anything. And this 1526 01:27:27,520 --> 01:27:31,599 Speaker 4: is not the only thing that I've heard about, you know, 1527 01:27:31,680 --> 01:27:35,160 Speaker 4: not to mention, not a dime from any Spotify songs anything. 1528 01:27:35,240 --> 01:27:37,639 Speaker 4: I have not seen a dime from that record since 1529 01:27:37,680 --> 01:27:41,120 Speaker 4: it came out. So it's not y'all, it's it's partly 1530 01:27:41,160 --> 01:27:45,200 Speaker 4: me and it's partly the business. It's not made up 1531 01:27:45,200 --> 01:27:47,920 Speaker 4: of honest people. I'm not calling them liars, but they're 1532 01:27:47,920 --> 01:27:49,519 Speaker 4: not going to come out and do the right thing 1533 01:27:49,600 --> 01:27:51,360 Speaker 4: by you, just for no good reason, you know what 1534 01:27:51,360 --> 01:27:54,920 Speaker 4: I mean. And so I'm doing a Kickstarter to be 1535 01:27:54,920 --> 01:27:57,360 Speaker 4: able to do this record and have some say in 1536 01:27:57,400 --> 01:28:01,120 Speaker 4: my career, in my life. I believe that that it's 1537 01:28:01,120 --> 01:28:05,000 Speaker 4: gonna happen. You know. It's Uh, the album is called 1538 01:28:05,040 --> 01:28:09,280 Speaker 4: Blue Jeans g E. N E S. Blue Jeans got 1539 01:28:09,360 --> 01:28:14,000 Speaker 4: It And that's gonna be the name for the kickstarter campaign. 1540 01:28:14,120 --> 01:28:15,679 Speaker 1: Well, I'm gonna kick in on the Kickstarter. 1541 01:28:15,960 --> 01:28:16,880 Speaker 4: Oh well, thank. 1542 01:28:16,760 --> 01:28:18,919 Speaker 3: You, we can help kick off the Kickstarter. 1543 01:28:19,000 --> 01:28:23,080 Speaker 4: Well we we do appreciate that because uh, we're you know, 1544 01:28:23,160 --> 01:28:28,080 Speaker 4: and there's some some great things giving back to on there. 1545 01:28:28,160 --> 01:28:30,680 Speaker 4: So you know, it's not gonna be something that you 1546 01:28:30,880 --> 01:28:33,719 Speaker 4: just give money, and you know you'll be a part 1547 01:28:33,760 --> 01:28:36,920 Speaker 4: of making something happen that needed to happen for a 1548 01:28:36,920 --> 01:28:43,520 Speaker 4: long time. And it's gonna be my best record I've got. 1549 01:28:41,920 --> 01:28:42,080 Speaker 12: Uh. 1550 01:28:44,080 --> 01:28:46,599 Speaker 4: I can't remember Chad's last name, but he's the guy 1551 01:28:46,600 --> 01:28:50,200 Speaker 4: I worked with in Norman, Oklahoma at Black Watch Studios. 1552 01:28:50,439 --> 01:28:52,880 Speaker 4: He's gonna he's the guy I wanted to record it, y'all. 1553 01:28:52,920 --> 01:28:54,880 Speaker 4: When I went and recorded with him a few years ago, 1554 01:28:55,200 --> 01:28:57,320 Speaker 4: I thought to myself. This is about ten years ago. 1555 01:28:57,520 --> 01:28:59,280 Speaker 4: This guy is going to do big things and he's 1556 01:28:59,439 --> 01:29:02,120 Speaker 4: he's worked on like Kelly Clarkson albums. They fly them 1557 01:29:02,120 --> 01:29:06,160 Speaker 4: out to to mix. You know, he's just great. He's talented, 1558 01:29:06,400 --> 01:29:09,040 Speaker 4: and he's going to take on recording this and producing 1559 01:29:09,040 --> 01:29:11,439 Speaker 4: it if we come up with the money to do it, And. 1560 01:29:13,520 --> 01:29:14,960 Speaker 1: Well, how much money does it take to do something 1561 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:15,320 Speaker 1: like that. 1562 01:29:15,640 --> 01:29:18,160 Speaker 4: We're I think we're asking for like twenty five because 1563 01:29:18,200 --> 01:29:22,439 Speaker 4: we're I need I need money to run a press 1564 01:29:22,479 --> 01:29:25,640 Speaker 4: campaign for several months. That's important to me. 1565 01:29:25,920 --> 01:29:29,800 Speaker 1: So well, man, I'm glad you. I'm glad you sobered up. 1566 01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:30,720 Speaker 4: Thank you. 1567 01:29:30,720 --> 01:29:32,360 Speaker 1: I don't mind a little bit drinking, but I'm glad 1568 01:29:32,400 --> 01:29:34,760 Speaker 1: you're not drinking. Drinking. Well, he probably shuld stay away 1569 01:29:34,760 --> 01:29:35,559 Speaker 1: from any kind of drinking. 1570 01:29:35,800 --> 01:29:36,880 Speaker 16: I do. I do. 1571 01:29:37,240 --> 01:29:40,960 Speaker 4: JT knows that I don't need to drink, so he 1572 01:29:41,000 --> 01:29:42,120 Speaker 4: can he can tell you that. 1573 01:29:43,800 --> 01:29:45,320 Speaker 1: Well, dude, thanks so much for coming on. 1574 01:29:45,439 --> 01:29:45,599 Speaker 4: Man. 1575 01:29:45,640 --> 01:29:47,160 Speaker 1: That means the world to me that you came out. 1576 01:29:47,800 --> 01:29:50,200 Speaker 1: I appreciate it a lot. Get to know you, love 1577 01:29:50,240 --> 01:29:52,920 Speaker 1: your love your music. I can't wait for you to 1578 01:29:52,920 --> 01:29:55,080 Speaker 1: make more. I'm glad you got cleaned up and didn't 1579 01:29:55,160 --> 01:29:55,759 Speaker 1: kill yourself. 1580 01:29:55,920 --> 01:29:58,559 Speaker 4: Yeah me too, all right, dude, thanks man, Thanks. 1581 01:29:58,360 --> 01:30:00,439 Speaker 1: All right, So how do they find the starter? One 1582 01:30:00,479 --> 01:30:01,759 Speaker 1: last time? How do you find a kickstarter? 1583 01:30:02,479 --> 01:30:05,439 Speaker 4: It's it's under it's gonna be Christopher Denny Blue, your 1584 01:30:05,520 --> 01:30:09,519 Speaker 4: last name d E n n y and it's a 1585 01:30:09,760 --> 01:30:13,599 Speaker 4: blue Jeans g E n E s like the genes 1586 01:30:13,640 --> 01:30:16,599 Speaker 4: you're born with and I was born with blue ones. 1587 01:30:17,160 --> 01:30:20,759 Speaker 4: And uh so it's gonna be the Blue Jeans album 1588 01:30:21,040 --> 01:30:24,800 Speaker 4: Christopher Denny a Kickstarter and then uh that yeah, that's it. 1589 01:30:24,840 --> 01:30:25,840 Speaker 4: That's damn man. 1590 01:30:26,200 --> 01:30:28,120 Speaker 1: I'm glad for you. Thanks dude. 1591 01:30:28,320 --> 01:30:33,320 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, also Christopher Denny's music page on Facebook, and 1592 01:30:33,360 --> 01:30:36,600 Speaker 4: then uh there's links there to Instagram and all that. 1593 01:30:38,360 --> 01:30:41,040 Speaker 4: So yeah, I'm sorry that I don't have the Instagram. 1594 01:30:41,080 --> 01:30:44,519 Speaker 4: But okay, thank you, thank you so much. I appreciate that. 1595 01:30:44,560 --> 01:30:46,559 Speaker 1: All right, keep it up, all right, thank you very much. 1596 01:30:46,640 --> 01:31:00,000 Speaker 2: Thank you. 1597 01:31:02,080 --> 01:31:08,880 Speaker 14: On a seal gray shine like silver in the sun, 1598 01:31:12,680 --> 01:31:20,240 Speaker 14: ride ride, ride on along, sweetheart. 1599 01:31:21,120 --> 01:31:26,040 Speaker 9: We're done beat this damp horse to death, taking a 1600 01:31:26,160 --> 01:31:33,599 Speaker 9: new one and ride away. We're done beat this damn 1601 01:31:33,880 --> 01:31:39,160 Speaker 9: horse today, so take a new one and ride on