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Speaker 1: Come from Danny tixcept Hello.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hi, what is your name? I'm Danny Danny? What's up? Danny?

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Speaker 2: How you doing?

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Speaker 3: What's going on? No way, dude, I'm like freaking out

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Speaker 3: a little bit. That's coat. Yeah yeah.

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Speaker 2: What what are you doing right now? What's up?

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Speaker 3: I'm walking around the living room.

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Speaker 2: Okay? Where do you live.

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Speaker 3: Louisiana?

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Speaker 2: I've never been to I don't think I've ever been

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Speaker 2: to Louisiana. How close are you to New Orleans?

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Speaker 3: I'm about four hours away Louisiana. The only interested part

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Speaker 3: of Louisiana is.

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Speaker 2: New So are you Is that where you were born

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Speaker 2: or did you move there?

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Speaker 3: I was born in Columbia.

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Speaker 2: Columbia like like the country. Yeah, oh when did you

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Speaker 2: move to Louisiana?

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Speaker 3: I was purchased when I was like three and no, yeah,

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Speaker 3: living Florida for a while, and then Texas to Florida

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Speaker 3: and Texas to Florida and then I'm a raft guy

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Speaker 3: and I met this girl and she lives in Louisiana.

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Speaker 3: So now I'm in Louisiana.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry you were you were purchased?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, when you're adopted cost like cost money?

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, I've never heard of. I've never heard somebody

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Speaker 2: refer to being adopted as being purchased.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, due to cost ten thousand, So you.

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Speaker 2: Were purchased when you were three, So I still okay,

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Speaker 2: So you were you were born to Colombian parents in Colombia, correct, Yes,

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Speaker 2: and then at three years old your parents were just like,

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Speaker 2: we can't do this, and they put you up for adoption.

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Speaker 3: Well, I have like thirteen siblings and they couldn't have

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Speaker 3: all of this, so all.

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Speaker 2: Right, Jesus they were meeting you guys, like, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: pretty crazy? Is that? So you had thirteen siblings and yeah,

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Speaker 2: your parents put you up for adoption when you were three?

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Speaker 2: Is that legal? You could just you could just give

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Speaker 2: up at three?

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Speaker 3: No, I was. I was seized by the state because

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Speaker 3: there were so many kids and my mom didn't want

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Speaker 3: to take care of all of us.

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Speaker 2: Basically, you were seized by the Colombian government. Yeah, like

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Speaker 2: like like CPS.

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Speaker 3: I think I have a whole report. So basically they

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Speaker 3: they went into the house for like domestic dispute for

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Speaker 3: my other siblings because someone reported them for like neglect,

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Speaker 3: and I was undocumented, Like I was just kind of

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Speaker 3: like she gave birth to me and she wasn't feeding me,

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Speaker 3: so I actually I have a severe delay.

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Speaker 2: In height because of that, a severe delay in height.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: How how tall are you?

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Speaker 3: I'm five to three, so I'm not like but like

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Speaker 3: you know, like my growth was just like really delayed.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm wow, holy cramp? Do you have you? When's

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Speaker 2: the last time? How old are you?

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Speaker 3: I'm twenty.

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Speaker 2: When's the last time you saw like your birth parents?

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Speaker 2: Do you ever see them?

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Speaker 3: No, I'm no, I've I've read about I've read about

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Speaker 3: them a whole bunch. But where where did you read?

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Speaker 2: Where did you read about them?

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Speaker 3: I just have one like one fat report that just

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Speaker 3: goes over the whole situation I was in when I

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Speaker 3: was a kid. So I just read about like I

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Speaker 3: just know their names and like what was going on,

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Speaker 3: and like that's about it. But it's just not too much.

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Speaker 3: It's so vague.

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Speaker 2: Who well, wait when you say you have this report?

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Speaker 2: Who where's this report coming from?

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Speaker 3: Other state of Columbia?

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Speaker 2: Uh? When did they give you that report?

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Speaker 3: So it was just like the report on like when

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Speaker 3: they found me and like everything that led up to

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Speaker 3: me being adopted, like the whole my whole background and

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Speaker 3: stuff because they like to give that to parents, so

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Speaker 3: like they can see if their kid has too much baggage.

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, all right, so when you were, as you say,

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Speaker 2: purchased at three, they gave that report to your parents. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: so who tell me who adopted you?

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Speaker 3: Uh? My dad? Uh two Americans. My dad's keeping my

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Speaker 3: mom's Colombian like background, so they went they wanted the

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Speaker 3: Colombian Colombian kids, so they lived in Colombia.

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Speaker 2: Okay, and are your parents are you like? Are are

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Speaker 2: they cool?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? They're pretty cool. They're pretty cool sometimes.

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Speaker 2: Are you you got a good relationship with them?

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Speaker 3: Oh? Yeah, yeah, I mean it used to be rocky.

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Speaker 3: I I called in because I have I had an addiction

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Speaker 3: to Vantage for two years and that makes me like

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Speaker 3: see and like dream about wicked ship. But during that

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Speaker 3: time it was but now it's all fixed up.

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Speaker 2: You had an addiction to Benadrill for two years? What

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Speaker 2: what two year period? Uh?

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Speaker 3: About twelve to fourteen.

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Speaker 2: Oh holy fucking shit. How are you doing now? You

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Speaker 2: kind of sound like you're doing all right now. You

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Speaker 2: said you met a girl and you moved to Louisiana.

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Speaker 2: How are you doing now?

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Speaker 3: I'm doing good. I do seasonal works that work for

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Speaker 3: like National parks there alright, got and so I travel

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Speaker 3: a whole bunch and cool, that's I'm met my partner.

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Speaker 3: I met it working at Yellowstone Cool.

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Speaker 2: Cool man. Damn you really made it out of some ship.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, oh yeah.

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Speaker 2: What does the so the but you wanted you said

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Speaker 2: you called in specifically you wanted to talk about Benadrill,

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Speaker 2: not that I you know, what, does this still affect you?

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Speaker 2: Does this still affect you? Six years later?

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Speaker 4: I still have like really crazy dreams, but like loly,

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Speaker 4: like like because I forgot someone was talking about something

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Speaker 4: about dreaming, not some man be thinking.

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Speaker 3: But I'll have like dreams where I'm just like stuff

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Speaker 3: and it feels like days and weeks.

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Speaker 5: M hm.

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Speaker 2: So do you what's one of your crazy dreams?

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Speaker 3: Uh? Like? I have a reoccurring dream where I'll show

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Speaker 3: up in a room and it's like a room that's

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Speaker 3: like painted like like an ocean. Like it's like I'm

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Speaker 3: looking at a horizon at like one of those doctor's offices,

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Speaker 3: and that's the only thing in the room. That's the

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Speaker 3: only thing in the room. And then there's a little

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Speaker 3: screaming no, and he just walks around me in like

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Speaker 3: circles and I can't move, but I'm like conscious, and

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Speaker 3: I'll sit there and I'll think for like hours and

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Speaker 3: I'll turn into like days, and then I'll feel hungry

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Speaker 3: and shit, and then I wake up and it was

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Speaker 3: like I only took like an hour nap and for

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Speaker 3: like two weeks.

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Speaker 2: So you're you have a sleep paralysis demon? Who's a gnome?

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Speaker 3: I guess he's not in everyone. Sometimes it's different, it's

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Speaker 3: a different thing, but it's always like there's something looking

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's like sleep paralysis, right, Yeah, I guess how

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Speaker 2: how often do you have these dreams? Uh?

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Speaker 3: Like twice a week?

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Speaker 2: Holy shit? You ever been to like a fucking doctor? Uh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I have. But that was when like so like

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Speaker 3: after I went to because I went to rehounds for

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Speaker 3: arounders and stuff, because I did it when I was younger.

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Speaker 3: We put some holes in my brain apparently some something psychological.

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Speaker 3: I don't know, but it just said to take a

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Speaker 3: take like twenty years to clear up or something and

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Speaker 3: heal from the damage. I just did that like a

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Speaker 3: really bad time.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmmm mm hm.

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Speaker 5: Hm hmm.

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Speaker 2: All right, So you were purchased why do you say

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Speaker 2: purchase instead of adopted?

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Speaker 3: It adds a little psaz?

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Speaker 2: No, it totally, it totally does it totally adds a

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Speaker 2: little pizaz.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I called him before one other time. I

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Speaker 3: don't know if you remember that, but I was. I

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Speaker 3: was that guy who got I got. I got expelled

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Speaker 3: from my school because I was in front of it.

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Speaker 2: You got expelled from your school because you shipped in

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Speaker 2: front of it?

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Speaker 3: No, because I got they like this, this has spending me,

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Speaker 3: and so I took a big sad crab from the school.

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Speaker 3: All right. I don't know I was to say it

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Speaker 3: because I told you that story one time.

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Speaker 2: When was when was this?

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Speaker 3: This is like, this was like eight months ago now

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Speaker 3: I'm thinking about it. It was a long ass time ago.

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Speaker 2: I don't remember a story. I'm sorry, I don't remember

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Speaker 2: a story about you taking a ship in front of

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Speaker 2: somebody taking a shit in front of their school.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you're right, Yeah, I just thought about that. I

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Speaker 3: was like, damn, that was a long ass time ago.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you were purchased. I guess it's it is

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Speaker 2: kind of a flex to be like you are inherent.

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Speaker 2: You have a like they say, you can't put a

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Speaker 2: price on human life. But you literally can be like

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Speaker 2: I am worth at least ten thousand dollars.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I guess if you look at it that way, Yeah,

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Speaker 3: ten thousand dollars. Dude, I paid. I paid ten thousand

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Speaker 3: dollars and sixteen cents from behind the city.

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Speaker 2: Okay, I mean that's pretty good.

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Speaker 3: I don't know, I think the piece of crap ten

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Speaker 3: thousand dollars? What would you buy with ten thousand dollars?

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Speaker 2: Like, what would I buy with ten thousand dollars? Well,

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Speaker 2: it's I mean, I guess it's it's interesting to know

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Speaker 2: that you can buy a baby for ten thousand dollars.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if I'm gonna do anything with that information.

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Speaker 2: But what else is worth ten thousand dollars? Maybe, like, uh,

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Speaker 2: I don't know you could buy I sold my car.

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Speaker 2: It was a Ford Focus and I only I got

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Speaker 2: like two thousand dollars for that ship. So I guess

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Speaker 2: I would buy five of those.

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Speaker 3: You're right, what is valuable to you?

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Speaker 2: What is valuable to me? Like like in life? Like

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Speaker 2: like what's like what's valuable to me? Like? What would

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Speaker 2: I what's valuable to me? Monetarily speaking? Or it just

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Speaker 2: in life.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, what is what is something like whatever? Whatever you

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Speaker 3: think about buying something like comfort or and that doesn't

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Speaker 3: have to do with food. What like what monetary?

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Speaker 2: I mean? I try to I mean I try to

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Speaker 2: put money away because I just never want my goal.

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Speaker 2: I just never want to have to like work a

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Speaker 2: real Like I've been able to successfully coast through life

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Speaker 2: never having a super real job, and I'd like to

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Speaker 2: be able to do that forever. So I just put

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Speaker 2: away money. That's the most valuable thing to me. But

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Speaker 2: like I like, I mean, I'll spend money on convenience,

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Speaker 2: like a good fucking Ubers and uber Eats and stuff

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Speaker 2: like that. You know, food definitely. I never cook, so

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Speaker 2: I'm always buying food out a lot because I don't

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Speaker 2: want to have to deal with cooking. You know, I'll

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Speaker 2: hire someone to come and clean all the dirt out

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Speaker 2: of my apartments stuff like that. You right, what about you?

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Speaker 3: Honestly, it's just honest. It's pretty much this tackle Bell.

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Speaker 3: I feel like I'm steel Bad or something. Is that

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Speaker 3: tacle Bell? It's like anything. I just get tackle Bell

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Speaker 3: and they have all the same shit, just different packaging

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Speaker 3: for all their foods. So I guess, like whatever kind

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Speaker 3: of witness I'm feeling, I get, you know, you.

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Speaker 2: Know as much as I as much as I love

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Speaker 2: talking about Taco Bell, I'm still not done talking about

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Speaker 2: your life story because you have an interesting thing going on.

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Speaker 2: Well, and what like where'd you go to high school?

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Speaker 3: Kind of really bad at like retaining so not really?

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Speaker 3: I met her in Yellowstone, like Yaloston National Park?

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Speaker 2: Where's Yellowstone?

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Speaker 2: Okay, So you grew so you go you kind of

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Speaker 3: I went straight to Yellowstone. I dropped out to college.

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Speaker 3: No, No, I dropped up before the first day Yellowstone,

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Speaker 3: Yeah. It just seemed like a scam. I was gonna

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Speaker 3: So they have a website called cool Works. It's like Indeed,

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Speaker 2: So anyway, so I just the only thing I'm like

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Speaker 3: Oh dude, Yellowstone is crazy to heart anybody. I do

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Speaker 3: I saw someone drink it black, I was drunk, try

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Speaker 2: Everywhere and did they Did they throw you some money

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Speaker 3: No? No, not really. Some some companies do what they don't.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, just like shitty fast foods. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: So you're running over to Montana and like what you

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Speaker 3: No, for two hundred bucks, you get three meals a

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I lived in the park.

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Speaker 2: Oh oh dude, that's awesome. That's so cool that they

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, like a fuck ton of people. There's people from

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Speaker 3: Pantry? I just made desserts and silets for rich people

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what's the demographic running around Yellowstone, dude?

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Speaker 3: Surprisingly, it's like mostly Asian apparently like Yellowstone super popular

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Speaker 2: H And so how long were you working there?

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Speaker 2: And how'd you meet your girlfriend?

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Speaker 3: She's working at the gas station and she uh, I

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Speaker 2: So cool, you got blood. She works at like the

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Wow, that's pretty that's pretty cool. What are these employee pubs?

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Speaker 3: So like all of I think all of the locations

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Speaker 2: How many people work at Yellowstone?

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Speaker 3: A lot of people, like like a whole bunch, Like

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Speaker 3: Maybe do they pay? Okay, no, they say, all right,

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Speaker 3: I don't know. They kind of stuck that dude. They'll

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Speaker 2: And when you left Keller, did you leave any friends

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Speaker 3: I have some I don't know, I really hate to say.

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Speaker 3: But other than that, no one else other than my family.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, And so you're at Yellowstone for six months,

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Speaker 2: Where is she originally from?

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Speaker 3: She lives in Louisiana her whole life.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you meet a lady and what happens at

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Speaker 3: No. So we we were based always basically like I'm

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Speaker 3: We live with her parents.

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Speaker 2: Okay, do you do you guys work?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: What do you guys do?

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Speaker 3: I don't have a job yet. I'm trying to get

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Speaker 2: She's waitressing and you guys are saving up for your

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Speaker 3: Well, most of like waiting. I'm like, I'm fine, I'm

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Speaker 3: You're waiting, Yeah, waiting?

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Speaker 2: What are you waiting for?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I wish you'd tell me, but who knows?

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Speaker 2: You're you're waiting on her?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Okay? Mmmm, what do you what? You're twenty?

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Speaker 2: Uh?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what's next for you? What do you want? Uh?

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Speaker 3: I kind of I just want to pick a direction

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Do you feel do you feel calm? Do

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Speaker 3: I feel pretty good. I don't know. I don't really

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Speaker 2: Yeah? I mean you like, uh, your whole attitude of

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Speaker 2: yeah you're at it, your your whole the attitude that

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Speaker 2: this call makes me feel like you're gonna be uh,

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Speaker 3: Wow, thank you love.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I really do. I mean that because you

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Speaker 3: Do you want to hear my girlfriend sat.

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Speaker 2: Cat like like the like hearing hearing me out?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, a squeeze is backing me.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I do want to hear that. Yeah, let me

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Speaker 3: Sucks. Come on, Oh he's parent. Never mind, Okay, this

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Speaker 2: How fa how much do you think he weighs?

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Speaker 3: I don't know if Billy touched the floor?

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Speaker 2: Wait wait wait wait wait he like when he walks

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Speaker 3: Yeah, like the back part of the building scrapes that

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Speaker 2: That sucks. That's so funny. Yeah, well, ship man, this

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Speaker 2: because I know there's a lot of people who listen

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Speaker 2: to this show that are being like, what the fuck

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Speaker 2: should I do with my life? And it's like it's

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Speaker 2: this is one of the cool This is one of

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Speaker 2: the things I like about doing this show is like

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Speaker 2: nobody will ever tell you what you should do with

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Speaker 2: and stuff. But I feel like you can. There's so

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00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:12,480
Speaker 2: much to learn from just like observing what other people

446
00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:15,119
Speaker 2: are doing with their lives and decisions they're making and

447
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,680
Speaker 2: how they have turned out. I mean, you're very young.

448
00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,440
Speaker 2: You still have a lot, you have, like so much

449
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:28,480
Speaker 2: more of yourself to develop, but you have that like

450
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:34,560
Speaker 2: adventurous spirit and willingness to like figure shit out. That

451
00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:39,080
Speaker 2: is like ensures to me that you'll have a good

452
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 2: life no matter what kind of setbacks you have, especially

453
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:47,280
Speaker 2: because you've i mean goddamn experienced plenty of setbacks already

454
00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:56,880
Speaker 2: that haven't stopped you from continuing to do shit. It's cool. Yeah, man,

455
00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,520
Speaker 2: do you so in Louisiana? Do you keep in touch

456
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 2: with your like you're I mean, you're I'm just gonna

457
00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:05,520
Speaker 2: I'm gonna all refer to the people who purchased you

458
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:08,720
Speaker 2: as your parents. Do you keep in touch with them? Oh?

459
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:11,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, like every every three days I get my mom.

460
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,480
Speaker 2: Will call, oh wonderful, Okay, great, So you're still you're

461
00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:18,719
Speaker 2: still cool with them? They're they're in your life? Oh yeah, okay?

462
00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:21,080
Speaker 2: And what about the two close friends from Keller?

463
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:34,600
Speaker 3: Uh, like three every three weeks? Maybe, I mean okay, yeah,

464
00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 3: I'm like horrible friends.

465
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:40,320
Speaker 2: Do you make do you and you're cool? You're cool

466
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:41,120
Speaker 2: with mom and dad?

467
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:43,639
Speaker 3: Yeah?

468
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:45,800
Speaker 2: Or do you have friends in Louisiana?

469
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:47,240
Speaker 5: No?

470
00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:50,240
Speaker 2: Are you trying to make friends in Louisiana?

471
00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:52,680
Speaker 3: Yes?

472
00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:56,800
Speaker 2: I bet you'll meet some I bet at the best

473
00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:59,000
Speaker 2: pro shop you'll meet some interesting folks.

474
00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:02,840
Speaker 3: Dude, I hope. So all my friends are like forty

475
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,960
Speaker 3: like acquaintances, you know, and I can't really hang out

476
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:09,639
Speaker 3: with them. You know. Sometimes I end up hanging out

477
00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,280
Speaker 3: with their kids and watching their kids. I don't want

478
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:14,840
Speaker 3: to hopefully and hopefully speak of my age.

479
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 2: Sure, sure, what's your name again? I'm Dan, Danny? Well, Danny,

480
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:28,040
Speaker 2: this is a did you get? Did you get whatever

481
00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:30,879
Speaker 2: you wanted out of this conversation? I've just wanted to know.

482
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:33,840
Speaker 3: I just want to hear your sweet voice loud.

483
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 2: Thanks, Danny, You're you're a cool guy. I'm excited for you.

484
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,399
Speaker 3: You're a cool guy. Now. I appreciate you.

485
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:43,320
Speaker 2: Man. Is there any is there anything else you want

486
00:27:43,359 --> 00:27:48,040
Speaker 2: to say to the people of the computer before we go. Uh.

487
00:27:50,359 --> 00:27:53,680
Speaker 3: When something feels overwhelming and you feel like you can't

488
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:55,720
Speaker 3: do it, you're only halfway there.

489
00:27:56,920 --> 00:28:00,920
Speaker 2: I like that. Take care of Danny, good luck, good

490
00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:07,200
Speaker 2: luck laugh. I like that guy. He's a cool guy,

491
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:14,359
Speaker 2: chill person, just to go. I like I like life,

492
00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 2: I really do. I like life. I like uh. I

493
00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 2: liked his story because he had a real life story.

494
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:26,159
Speaker 2: He had, he had a super real life story. I

495
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:34,480
Speaker 2: mean the growing up out of thirteen fucking kids. You

496
00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 2: get seized from the state because your parents are you know,

497
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:46,400
Speaker 2: and then you get adopted, and then you get addicted

498
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:51,480
Speaker 2: to Benaderrilla at twelve years old. That's insane. And then

499
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:55,480
Speaker 2: you fight sleep paralysis demons for the next who knows

500
00:28:55,520 --> 00:29:00,480
Speaker 2: how long, and then you graduate high schoo and you're

501
00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:04,000
Speaker 2: just like, I'm just gonna move to Montana because i

502
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:06,520
Speaker 2: just want to do it because I'm eighteen and I

503
00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:08,760
Speaker 2: need to see the world and I'm not gonna let

504
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:15,600
Speaker 2: anyone or anything stop me. And then you meet a

505
00:29:16,120 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 2: and then you meet a lady in real life, not

506
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:22,920
Speaker 2: on like you're not on Discord or on a dating app.

507
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 2: You need real life. You meet a lady who works

508
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:30,040
Speaker 2: at the gas station while you're blackout drunk, and then

509
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:35,000
Speaker 2: you guys get together, and then you move to Louisiana

510
00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 2: and get a job at bass Pro shops and plan

511
00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:41,440
Speaker 2: your next diventuon. That's cool. I like, that's such I

512
00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:46,760
Speaker 2: love this. I love this man's real fucking life. It's cool,

513
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 2: and it's like not even it's like the beginning of it.

514
00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:54,280
Speaker 2: And he's not worried. That was a cool thing. I like,

515
00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:58,560
Speaker 2: he wasn't worried. He didn't seem worried. He was just

516
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 2: like enjoying his life for exactly what it is while

517
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 2: planning his adventures. I think that's really cool. So shut

518
00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:13,760
Speaker 2: out Danny.

519
00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 3: From Madison.

520
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi, what is your name?

521
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 1: Minus Madison?

522
00:30:23,600 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 2: Madison? What's up? Madison? How's uh? How's life?

523
00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 1: Life is great? I've been trying to get in touch

524
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:33,320
Speaker 1: with you. We actually talked a couple of years ago. Now,

525
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,800
Speaker 1: I was the person that called in about my weird

526
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:41,600
Speaker 1: actual projection dreams and wait, you remember this.

527
00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:45,880
Speaker 2: We talked about a weird astral projection dream. Yeah, you

528
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 2: had what what was the name of the universe that

529
00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:53,040
Speaker 2: you astro projected? Cascada Cascada I I one hundred percent

530
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 2: remember you. I remember I remember several things. I remember

531
00:30:56,920 --> 00:31:01,280
Speaker 2: several things. I remember one that, yeah, that you astro

532
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 2: projected into a fucking crazy place, and then we met

533
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:07,280
Speaker 2: on stage at Bonnaroo.

534
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:10,920
Speaker 1: I think yes, which was my hail Mary, I just

535
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:13,360
Speaker 1: dumped Alvira on my face green.

536
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:17,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do remember that. I do remember that. So

537
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:19,640
Speaker 2: I'm gonna set for people who aren't familiar, I'm gonna

538
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:23,160
Speaker 2: set some contexts. So you called in a couple of

539
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:28,320
Speaker 2: years ago to talk about how you astro projected into

540
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 2: a different universe, which I guess means that you went

541
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:36,760
Speaker 2: to sleep and then your brain projected into another dimension

542
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:41,480
Speaker 2: that you call Cascada. Is that an accurate summary?

543
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:45,600
Speaker 1: Basically up as another person. So some people say it's

544
00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:49,280
Speaker 1: like dissociative, but not in my day to day life.

545
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:51,440
Speaker 1: I would just wake up and like, oh, I'm harper

546
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,960
Speaker 1: in Cascada, and if a month would pass here, a

547
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 1: month would have passed there. So it's been going on

548
00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:58,160
Speaker 1: for like fifteen years.

549
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:02,720
Speaker 2: Okay, well, well Madison, listen, I'm happy you called in again.

550
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:07,760
Speaker 2: Is there like, uh uh, something update on this or

551
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:09,920
Speaker 2: something quick?

552
00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:13,320
Speaker 1: You encouraged us me to write it down the book,

553
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 1: which I did the book is almost done, and this

554
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 1: has changed the trajectory of my life. I just need

555
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:24,880
Speaker 1: to thank you. You can have actually changed how my

556
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:28,080
Speaker 1: life is playing out. I'm leaving in a month go

557
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 1: be a writer in residence in as Chateau in Champagne,

558
00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:36,200
Speaker 1: France among other artists based off of the book that

559
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 1: I've written.

560
00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 2: Wow, holy crap. Yeah, so you you started, You started

561
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:46,360
Speaker 2: writing a book about your experiences astro projecting into this

562
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,120
Speaker 2: crazy place.

563
00:32:48,040 --> 00:32:50,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, because you said something along the lines of this

564
00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:53,800
Speaker 1: sounds kind of like a Miyazaki movie. You write the

565
00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:54,480
Speaker 1: story down.

566
00:32:58,120 --> 00:32:59,440
Speaker 5: Yeah, so I did.

567
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:03,960
Speaker 1: I wrote this bitch down and I found on Instagram

568
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:07,000
Speaker 1: right and lay this writing or it was an artist's residency.

569
00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 1: They have them around. I always thought that was some

570
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:13,560
Speaker 1: rich kids shit, but I applied through Apply, I sent

571
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 1: them a short story i'd written and then the plot

572
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:19,240
Speaker 1: of the book. They offered me money to come work

573
00:33:19,280 --> 00:33:23,200
Speaker 1: on my book and be around other artists like writers, maeakers,

574
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 1: musicians and help get published. So I'm going to about

575
00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:31,680
Speaker 1: to go to Europe for the first time. I leave

576
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: in November third, and then after that I'm living off

577
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 1: grid in the nudest colony in the Canary Islands for

578
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:38,280
Speaker 1: Christmas time.

579
00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 2: You're going to a nudist colony in the Canary Islands.

580
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:44,280
Speaker 1: Yes, i am.

581
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 2: How did you find out about this?

582
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:50,600
Speaker 1: Okay, maybe you've talked about this before. Have you heard

583
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 1: of work away? Yeah?

584
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:54,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.

585
00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,720
Speaker 1: I was just browsing and work away because, like I said,

586
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,360
Speaker 1: I'm already gonna be over there, so while I'm over there,

587
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 1: I might as well an experience out of the trip.

588
00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:04,480
Speaker 1: So I'm looking for ways to ball on a budget

589
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:08,200
Speaker 1: and searching through these workaway things. And this because up

590
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:11,800
Speaker 1: this old gay Irish dude, he lives with this dog

591
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:15,239
Speaker 1: in this new community in alonzo Rote. He likes to

592
00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:21,440
Speaker 1: show people the culture. He lives in a camperman. You

593
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:23,680
Speaker 1: live in a tent, but it's part of the commune,

594
00:34:23,719 --> 00:34:25,920
Speaker 1: so you can stay as long as you want. So

595
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna stay for a month, including Christmas. I just

596
00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:33,759
Speaker 1: reached out to him. But hey, is this a real

597
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:36,120
Speaker 1: because it looked too good.

598
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 2: To be true.

599
00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:40,360
Speaker 1: But he has probably two hundred reviews like it's legit.

600
00:34:40,920 --> 00:34:43,880
Speaker 2: Okay, So so again, some more context for the people.

601
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:48,200
Speaker 2: So work Away free plug it's this website where you

602
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:52,280
Speaker 2: can go to like basically you search like a location

603
00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:55,320
Speaker 2: that you want to go to, and you can connect

604
00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 2: with people who like basically you work for them and

605
00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:05,319
Speaker 2: change for like housing and food and so it's like

606
00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 2: a way that people can go and uh, you know,

607
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:11,200
Speaker 2: meet new people, experience new places without having to spend

608
00:35:11,239 --> 00:35:13,279
Speaker 2: a whole bunch of money. So are you working for

609
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:14,840
Speaker 2: this newdist colony?

610
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:20,160
Speaker 1: So it's kind of helping out around the camp, but

611
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,400
Speaker 1: mostly he's older and needs companionship and he usesn't like

612
00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:26,560
Speaker 1: to be alone, so he'll have one or two people

613
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:29,760
Speaker 1: within that time. But the community is like fifty people

614
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:34,520
Speaker 1: from my research, So it's not like I'm building a thing.

615
00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:39,920
Speaker 1: But it's the truth, which is just saying, which is

616
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:40,799
Speaker 1: also crazy.

617
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:44,400
Speaker 2: Are you this isn't like a This isn't like a

618
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:45,920
Speaker 2: sugar daddy thing, is it?

619
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:47,200
Speaker 4: No?

620
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:51,000
Speaker 1: No, I looked into that, like, I mean, not that

621
00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:54,600
Speaker 1: at all. He's like, if it makes you better, I'm gay.

622
00:35:54,840 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 1: It's just this old gay dude that is not lonely,

623
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:03,040
Speaker 1: but he lives in his own little spot of land

624
00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 1: of this community. And I'm feeling like I'm gonna go

625
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:08,960
Speaker 1: roll up on a like old commune kind of situation.

626
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, which funny enough.

627
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, I already help out with a lot of these

628
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:19,000
Speaker 1: old hippies in Tennessee. I'm part of an environmental group.

629
00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:24,279
Speaker 1: It's like a lot of occagenarians and me doing environmental retreats.

630
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:26,440
Speaker 1: So I'm used to hanging out with old hippies. So

631
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:28,880
Speaker 1: I that's the vibe I'm getting.

632
00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:33,879
Speaker 2: How old are you, Madison, I'm twenty nine, very cool.

633
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:37,640
Speaker 2: I love I like this because I you know, I

634
00:36:37,719 --> 00:36:42,200
Speaker 2: struggle with uh, but I want just what I'm about

635
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 2: to say is just the most first world fucking problem ever.

636
00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:50,879
Speaker 2: But I'm gonna say it anyway. Is I struggle with

637
00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:58,920
Speaker 2: like continually believing that uh, that life that like, my

638
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,759
Speaker 2: life will continue to spans and I'll continue to have

639
00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:07,520
Speaker 2: enriching life experiences and reasons to like wake up in

640
00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 2: the morning and stuff. And when I hear your story,

641
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 2: I'm inspired because I'm like, you know, if my life

642
00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 2: ever gets stale and I really need something to juice

643
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:22,360
Speaker 2: it up, I can always go to a nudist colony

644
00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:25,720
Speaker 2: in the Canary Islands and hang out with an old

645
00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:29,080
Speaker 2: gay Irish guy. I mean I mean that, Since I

646
00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:33,120
Speaker 2: mean that, Since I mean that, so sincerely, like I

647
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:37,240
Speaker 2: sleep better at night knowing that anytime I want that option,

648
00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:40,920
Speaker 2: I can take that option in life. And I like

649
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:43,080
Speaker 2: hearing that you're talking about this too, because you know

650
00:37:43,239 --> 00:37:44,719
Speaker 2: I've talked I talk about this too, Like a lot

651
00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:48,400
Speaker 2: of people think that. Well, so I mean break this

652
00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 2: down for me real quick, are you? So you're you

653
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,960
Speaker 2: You have to pay to get to the Canary Islands, right,

654
00:37:57,040 --> 00:37:58,360
Speaker 2: you have to pay your own airfare?

655
00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:02,960
Speaker 1: Yes, but it's not as much as you'd think. So

656
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:06,959
Speaker 1: my writing thing is in Champagne. From there, I'm gonna

657
00:38:07,040 --> 00:38:09,600
Speaker 1: take a train through the Swiss Alps for it's like

658
00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:12,640
Speaker 1: fifty euros and it's a take you through World Heritage sites.

659
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:15,000
Speaker 1: Gonna go take that beautiful.

660
00:38:14,520 --> 00:38:15,520
Speaker 5: Train right down to Italy.

661
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:19,680
Speaker 1: Then I'm gonna pop around the Coke Barcelona, Madrid. But

662
00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:23,960
Speaker 1: Madrid to the Canary Islands is like thirty five euros

663
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:28,440
Speaker 1: for a ticket a plane ride, so it's not it's

664
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:31,000
Speaker 1: nothing crazy, and I already have those tickets.

665
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:35,080
Speaker 2: And then once you're there, you can you basically work

666
00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:37,600
Speaker 2: a little bit and you're staying at this place for

667
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:38,840
Speaker 2: free and you're eating for free.

668
00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:42,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I'm just trading. I'm helping out around camp.

669
00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:46,160
Speaker 5: It's genuinely seems like a lot of people fish.

670
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,040
Speaker 1: Around this community, so that might be part of how

671
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 1: they get food. I'm not showing up with no money,

672
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: you know, you never you never know. But he says,

673
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:56,760
Speaker 1: stay here for free, help out around. We're a really

674
00:38:56,800 --> 00:39:00,239
Speaker 1: strong community, so we're just excited to have somebody to

675
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,160
Speaker 1: learn about everything.

676
00:39:01,920 --> 00:39:04,520
Speaker 2: Cool. Well, I like that. I like, uh, the idea

677
00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:07,520
Speaker 2: of like, you know, you you can go out and

678
00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:09,520
Speaker 2: have a new life experience and you don't need to

679
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:14,840
Speaker 2: spend like an astronomical amount of money to do it

680
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 2: because anytime, like when I go on Instagram and I

681
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,480
Speaker 2: see like travel content, it's always like people. So it's

682
00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:23,360
Speaker 2: people having like fancy fucking dinners and staying at the

683
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:27,799
Speaker 2: w and like all this crap. And you know you can.

684
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:30,680
Speaker 2: You can do it on a on a budget. You know,

685
00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:31,239
Speaker 2: you just need a.

686
00:39:31,239 --> 00:39:32,520
Speaker 1: Lot on a budget.

687
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:34,320
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, So I like, I don't.

688
00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:37,239
Speaker 1: Work remote and I'm taking two months off, so I'm

689
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 1: making it work. I really am.

690
00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,239
Speaker 2: I liked that. I think it's I think it's cool

691
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,840
Speaker 2: making it work. I just want to say one thing

692
00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:46,759
Speaker 2: before we go. I appreciate that you said that I

693
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,640
Speaker 2: changed the trajectory of your life, but I just really

694
00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 2: need you to understand that all I I just said, oh,

695
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,319
Speaker 2: maybe you should write a book, and you went and

696
00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:59,440
Speaker 2: you wrote a whole fucking book. So you you were

697
00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,239
Speaker 2: the one who changed the trajectory of your life, not

698
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:04,400
Speaker 2: me so, but I appreciate.

699
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:07,479
Speaker 1: I have sent to me. You were the lightning rod

700
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:09,400
Speaker 1: that helped me see the direction I needed to be

701
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:12,200
Speaker 1: stepping into. And I just want to thank you for that.

702
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:14,360
Speaker 1: That was a chance, but you were the person that

703
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:15,239
Speaker 1: allowed me that chance.

704
00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:17,759
Speaker 2: So thanks, well, thanks Madison. I hope to what I

705
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:22,440
Speaker 2: hope one day I can astro project into into this

706
00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:26,360
Speaker 2: crazy place that you you hopefully created in your own brain.

707
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:27,320
Speaker 2: That would be fun.

708
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:29,440
Speaker 1: I'll send you a copy of the book as soon

709
00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:31,760
Speaker 1: as it's I'll published.

710
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,080
Speaker 2: Madison, is there anything else you want to say to

711
00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:35,600
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?

712
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:41,840
Speaker 1: No, this life is crazy and you can do whatever

713
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:47,080
Speaker 1: you want, which sounds crazy.

714
00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:49,719
Speaker 2: To cut out. Well oh wait, or maybe you didn't,

715
00:40:49,719 --> 00:40:54,640
Speaker 2: Maybe that you.

716
00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:54,520
Speaker 1: Was you can It was just quick.

717
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:58,319
Speaker 2: Thanks for calling, Madison, Take care, Thank you, good luck

718
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,320
Speaker 2: good luck at the good luck at the newdest colony

719
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,400
Speaker 2: in the Canary Islands.

720
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 1: Yes, my tities will be out and it will be amazing.

721
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:17,160
Speaker 2: Doesn't that sound fun? Doesn't that sound fun? Isn't I really?

722
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:17,799
Speaker 5: Uh?

723
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:26,080
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know, like you know, you can.

724
00:41:26,239 --> 00:41:28,200
Speaker 2: I guess you can just do if you really want to.

725
00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:30,439
Speaker 2: I really do believe like if you want to make

726
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:37,160
Speaker 2: it work, to just go do something random and weird. Yeah,

727
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 2: I'd like to think it's figure outable. I'd like to

728
00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:46,160
Speaker 2: think if you just you decide I want to do

729
00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:52,600
Speaker 2: a random, weird thing and I'm gonna figure out logistically

730
00:41:52,719 --> 00:41:56,520
Speaker 2: how I'm gonna do it, that it's possible. I'd like

731
00:41:56,600 --> 00:42:00,640
Speaker 2: to think that a new where is the Canary Eye Islands?

732
00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 2: Is that a real place that sounds like a that

733
00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:13,399
Speaker 2: sounds fake? Canary Islands a newdest resort? Well, yeah, maybe

734
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:14,239
Speaker 2: I'll do that one day.

735
00:42:14,239 --> 00:42:18,360
Speaker 3: Who knows all from Lena?

736
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:20,840
Speaker 2: Hello?

737
00:42:22,080 --> 00:42:22,560
Speaker 5: Hey man?

738
00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 2: Hi? What is your name?

739
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,400
Speaker 5: My name is Lena?

740
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,720
Speaker 2: Hello Lena? Have we ever spoken before? Lena?

741
00:42:31,719 --> 00:42:31,919
Speaker 5: No?

742
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,799
Speaker 2: Well? What's up? Dude? How How's how can I? How

743
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:39,880
Speaker 2: can I be a gecko on the phone with you today?

744
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:41,719
Speaker 3: So?

745
00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 5: Get this right? I have this cat. He's really cool.

746
00:42:48,560 --> 00:42:51,719
Speaker 5: He right? I thought it was a she this whole time.

747
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:55,160
Speaker 5: I got him In May. I think I have a

748
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:58,840
Speaker 5: transgender cat, and I want to know if I should

749
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:04,560
Speaker 5: have like a coming out party or I don't know,

750
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:07,200
Speaker 5: if you have something you know, like it's a pretty

751
00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:07,680
Speaker 5: big deal.

752
00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't think that you initially thinking that

753
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 2: your cat is uh you you thought it was a boy.

754
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:18,040
Speaker 5: I thought it was a girl. So I had it

755
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 5: for months and I thought it was a girl, and

756
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:24,319
Speaker 5: then I was giving it a bad because he she

757
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:27,840
Speaker 5: at the time liked.

758
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:28,879
Speaker 2: Well, I just just real quick, just I don't think

759
00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:33,719
Speaker 2: that you thinking your cat is a girl and then

760
00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:37,719
Speaker 2: realizing it's a boy is the same thing as your

761
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:40,200
Speaker 2: cat being transgender.

762
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:45,160
Speaker 5: That's I think it is, because why because I don't know.

763
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:47,239
Speaker 5: It just seems so sudden, you know what I mean.

764
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:49,880
Speaker 5: Like I feel like I would have known. I should

765
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:52,239
Speaker 5: have I should have known in the beginning. And I

766
00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:56,200
Speaker 5: feel like I've just been disrespecting their gender this whole time.

767
00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:59,120
Speaker 2: Well, I guess your cat, I mean, I guess your

768
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:01,520
Speaker 2: cat has it like a small penis that you just

769
00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 2: didn't realize was that.

770
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:07,239
Speaker 5: Yeah, but none of that.

771
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,399
Speaker 2: But yeah, but that doesn't make that doesn't make your

772
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:14,560
Speaker 2: cat trans that your cat. I'll say, here's what I'll say.

773
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:21,480
Speaker 2: The idea that you personally had a trans gender cat

774
00:44:21,719 --> 00:44:26,879
Speaker 2: existed in your brain because you in your brain there

775
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:32,480
Speaker 2: was a girl cat who then transitioned into a boy cat.

776
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:35,920
Speaker 2: But that's that's I mean, so you can have a

777
00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 2: you can have a coming out party in your own consciousness,

778
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,080
Speaker 2: but that's not I guess what's taking place in reality.

779
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:48,080
Speaker 5: Him them, but the cat.

780
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:50,759
Speaker 2: But the cat was always a boy, right, It didn't like,

781
00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:51,880
Speaker 2: nothing changed.

782
00:44:55,120 --> 00:45:01,040
Speaker 5: So my cat's name is Kouchie, right and Ramonte. Now

783
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:05,640
Speaker 5: now that I know it's a boy, and I don't know,

784
00:45:05,719 --> 00:45:08,800
Speaker 5: I feel like this whole time, like the pink toy,

785
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:12,360
Speaker 5: the girly conversations. Of course I talked to my cat.

786
00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:16,200
Speaker 5: I feel like I've just been I've just been disrespecting

787
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:17,320
Speaker 5: it this whole time.

788
00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:19,279
Speaker 2: I mean you can keep I mean, you can keep

789
00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:21,239
Speaker 2: treating your cat like a girl. I don't know, like

790
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:22,320
Speaker 2: do I don't think.

791
00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:26,320
Speaker 5: He's very fasty too, dude, you can't treating here's.

792
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:28,560
Speaker 2: Here's here's you can keep treating your cat like a

793
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 2: girl because he's like your cat. I don't even think

794
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:35,920
Speaker 2: your cat. I don't think that your cat knows anything

795
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:39,959
Speaker 2: about itself. I don't think your cat knows it's a cat.

796
00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:42,160
Speaker 2: I don't think it knows it's a boy or a girl.

797
00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:48,759
Speaker 2: I think your cat is dumb, no offense, your animals are.

798
00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:51,680
Speaker 2: Animals are dumb, and I don't care. I know that.

799
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:53,319
Speaker 2: I know that there's a you can show me a

800
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:57,760
Speaker 2: YouTube video of a cat that like saves another cat

801
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,239
Speaker 2: from a thing. But animals are just dumb. But they

802
00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:05,279
Speaker 2: don't have awareness of them. So the reason why I can't,

803
00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:10,120
Speaker 2: the reason why a cat can't be transgender and a

804
00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 2: human ken is because a human has the awareness to

805
00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:19,279
Speaker 2: know what they are, and a cat, the cat's brain

806
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:24,040
Speaker 2: isn't developed enough to do that. So I mean, I

807
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:25,600
Speaker 2: guess your cat could be gay.

808
00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:30,080
Speaker 5: He's gay. We figured it out. He's just gay.

809
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 2: I'm not saying he is. I'm saying he could be.

810
00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:35,719
Speaker 5: He's gay though he's gay.

811
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,239
Speaker 2: I just you you want your cat to be gay

812
00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:41,439
Speaker 2: for some reason. I don't know why.

813
00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:46,600
Speaker 5: You know. You know that question gay son or thought

814
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:48,879
Speaker 5: daughter gay son? All the way.

815
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:51,520
Speaker 2: I don't. I hate that question. I really, I really,

816
00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:53,680
Speaker 2: I really do have that question. I do. I hate

817
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:56,960
Speaker 2: that question. What's wrong with having either? I'm not even

818
00:46:57,000 --> 00:46:59,200
Speaker 2: saying that to like sound like a good person. I

819
00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:01,600
Speaker 2: just don't like that question.

820
00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:06,960
Speaker 5: You're absolutely right. I think I want my cat to

821
00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:08,840
Speaker 5: be gay. I think I'm the problem.

822
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:11,920
Speaker 2: Mile, It's it's possible.

823
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:16,760
Speaker 5: Wow, you really are a therapist.

824
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 2: No, I'm not at all. I'm not a therapist. I

825
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:24,960
Speaker 2: am not a therapist. I am I am. I am

826
00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:28,200
Speaker 2: a green man, That's what I am.

827
00:47:28,600 --> 00:47:30,239
Speaker 5: You really helped me figure this one out. Man.

828
00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:34,719
Speaker 2: Well I'm glad. I'm very glad that I know. I

829
00:47:34,719 --> 00:47:37,280
Speaker 2: don't think. I don't think. I don't think I did anything,

830
00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:42,480
Speaker 2: and I don't think you did anything. I don't think, Lena,

831
00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:43,800
Speaker 2: is there anything else you want to say to the

832
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 2: people of the computer before we go?

833
00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 5: Listen, guys, if you ever think your cat may be

834
00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:58,319
Speaker 5: gay or transgender or anything, maybe maybe they're not and

835
00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:01,400
Speaker 5: maybe they're just a cat and they just want to

836
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:06,719
Speaker 5: love you and be there for you and have no labels.

837
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:08,919
Speaker 5: They want to be cat or dog.

838
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:11,720
Speaker 3: Wow.

839
00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:13,520
Speaker 5: Thank you, this was this was healing.

840
00:48:14,880 --> 00:48:17,040
Speaker 2: I have a good one, Lena, Thank you.

841
00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:17,440
Speaker 5: Good night.

842
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:24,840
Speaker 2: You know this illustrates something to me, is I think

843
00:48:26,560 --> 00:48:29,000
Speaker 2: you know people are always people always are mad about

844
00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:32,240
Speaker 2: like like when someone goes on Facebook and they see

845
00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 2: like a status from a guy and he's like, I've

846
00:48:35,719 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 2: decided that I identify as a wolf, and they get

847
00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:40,640
Speaker 2: like upset about that. I don't. I don't think that's

848
00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:43,960
Speaker 2: something to get upset by. It's something to be celebrated

849
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:48,239
Speaker 2: because like the like the awareness that you, as a

850
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:54,719
Speaker 2: human being, you are endowed with a brain that is

851
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:58,399
Speaker 2: aware of itself. You're aware of your own death, You're

852
00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 2: aware of your own identity, like you know, you're like no,

853
00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:06,560
Speaker 2: no animal knows its name or whether it's a boy

854
00:49:06,680 --> 00:49:10,120
Speaker 2: or animals, they just they don't have awareness of them,

855
00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:13,839
Speaker 2: so they don't know that they're gonna die. It's kind

856
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:17,360
Speaker 2: of blissful, actually, it's it sounds peaceful to be an animal.

857
00:49:17,520 --> 00:49:19,680
Speaker 2: That's why dogs are always happy and they always have

858
00:49:19,719 --> 00:49:24,759
Speaker 2: that face. But as a human, you have awareness, and

859
00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:31,480
Speaker 2: you with that awareness, like deciding who you are is like, uh,

860
00:49:32,120 --> 00:49:39,879
Speaker 2: it's kind of a beautiful advancements of the human species

861
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:43,440
Speaker 2: in a sense. You get to customize, you get you

862
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:47,359
Speaker 2: can be whatever you want. You can decide what you

863
00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:53,080
Speaker 2: are because you're a human. It's cool, you know. Can't

864
00:49:53,160 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 2: cats can't do that. Cats can only be cats because

865
00:49:59,520 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 2: they have they don't have the awareness to identify as

866
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:09,600
Speaker 2: anything else, which is I was gonna say that that's

867
00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:12,960
Speaker 2: a bummer, but I also think, but I also think awareness.

868
00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,160
Speaker 2: I don't know about you guys, I don't know about

869
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:19,359
Speaker 2: the people listening, but I most of life's problems are

870
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:27,320
Speaker 2: due to awareness. Although the animal Kingdom, uh, the animal

871
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:31,879
Speaker 2: kingdom is mainly concerned with only with present dangers. There's

872
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:38,719
Speaker 2: a lion is gonna come kill me. Animals only know

873
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:41,600
Speaker 2: that they're gonna die if they're like right about two,

874
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Like, an animal only knows

875
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:48,480
Speaker 2: is gonna die if if a lion is chasing it.

876
00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 2: But we're we're sitting here like, oh no, in sixty years,

877
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:57,960
Speaker 2: I'm gonna get heart disease. And you get sad about that.

878
00:50:59,440 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 2: It's kind of a they're kind of a bad way

879
00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:03,920
Speaker 2: to live, kind of a bad way to live. There

880
00:51:04,120 --> 00:51:07,240
Speaker 2: be Cant goes on the line taking your phone calls

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