WEBVTT - Episode 166: Tastes better the second time (Feat. Dreamdoll)

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<v Speaker 1>Let serving. What's up you guys. It's lift service. We're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna have some fun today. I'm g G maguire, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>lur y'all, I'm dreamgal. Why have your guy dreamed on

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<v Speaker 1>these fucked up couches? That's cool. Majority studio cultures are

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<v Speaker 1>sucked up stains, ashes, hooka burns, something, come things old type.

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<v Speaker 1>What if you went to a guy's house and this

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<v Speaker 1>is where hisself doesn't looking was never sitting on it.

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<v Speaker 1>There was a lot of people that sat on these

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<v Speaker 1>cultures like you know you exect, but like, come on, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>let's step it up a little bit. Alright, So let's

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<v Speaker 1>talk to dream dial about situation ships and what you

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<v Speaker 1>like and don't like in a man. Are you in

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship right now? I'm not, okay a situation ship?

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<v Speaker 1>Not really. I had to really fall back on the

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<v Speaker 1>guys and really focus, and things are way better now,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I actually want to practice like celibacy. Really, Are

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<v Speaker 1>you sure not in a relationship because my crisis Come on,

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<v Speaker 1>let's because because you know it swirling around that year off.

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<v Speaker 1>I woke up one day and then that room was

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<v Speaker 1>I'm silenting the records, I'm dating take off that's not true.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's just crazy to me how you could, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I really woke up and I'm like, oh shoot, I

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<v Speaker 1>found this out about myself on Instagram. Everybody sent it

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<v Speaker 1>to me. The guy that was when I did come out,

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<v Speaker 1>the guy that I was, you know, had his had

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<v Speaker 1>a situation ship where he was like, what's take off exactly?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even remember even the last time I've seen

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<v Speaker 1>take off, like and not even send the time. I'm like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>so we got a relationship that number? No, no, not

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<v Speaker 1>we cool? We're cool? You tell me. We turned over

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<v Speaker 1>and looked at him, thinking I had sentence time. I'm like, oh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>he's like NA see that ship too. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just crazy to me how people could just come

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<v Speaker 1>on with these stories and people actually believe that. I

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<v Speaker 1>think sometimes but it's not you. It makes it funny though,

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<v Speaker 1>because as it's not like the worst rumor, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. It'd be worse if it was like

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<v Speaker 1>something foul. But dating rumors are not that bad. But

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<v Speaker 1>when you when you're dealing with somebody, it is that bad,

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<v Speaker 1>like when this happened. Because now when you go to Atlanta,

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<v Speaker 1>they want to be blocking blown up your phone, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>especially because the people, the people on the internet believe

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<v Speaker 1>everything they see in it's kind of hard to distinguish

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<v Speaker 1>it supposed to be a PR stuntbody believes it PR stunt,

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<v Speaker 1>all types of stuff. I'm like, Okay, that would have

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<v Speaker 1>been some cute triple days, So yeah, triple dates. Can

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<v Speaker 1>you imagine that it had been you would take off?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want no rapper and it could have been

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<v Speaker 1>quite with sweetie. I don't want no rapper? Just please no, really, wow,

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<v Speaker 1>what's wrong with rapper? You're a rapper? Yeah, so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>an artist, a rapper, Oh that coconut oil entrepreneur, right exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>And he is a piece of all a piece of meat?

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<v Speaker 1>Is he a piece of meat? But I mean we

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<v Speaker 1>know he's a piece of meat. We've seen it. We've

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<v Speaker 1>seen it. He's a walking, talking eight plant. Like not

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<v Speaker 1>as how you got a whole deal behind you. That's

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<v Speaker 1>let not mad at it was that like something for

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<v Speaker 1>loving hip hop? Right? Was that like something where y'all

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<v Speaker 1>actually had a relationship. We never had a relationship. He

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<v Speaker 1>tried that. I'm sure I can imagine him trying to. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>so far he's cools. We had him here, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know he got game like with the you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really want to just sleep with women just oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking for my wife, a baby. He wanted to family.

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<v Speaker 1>Random sex anymore, no more threesomes. I'm quite sure I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not a cheater. I never cheated the one right now,

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<v Speaker 1>you know all that stuff. But then let's have some fun. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, So let's just say you're with a guy

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<v Speaker 1>and he said he doesn't vote because it doesn't matter

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<v Speaker 1>and it's all a conspiracy. Is that a turn off?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm keeping real. You don't vote, I don't vote. I

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<v Speaker 1>vote just bad. But um, you know, maybe I could

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<v Speaker 1>have stopped the whole Trump movement. Yeah, is a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people that thought, like me, like, what is my

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<v Speaker 1>little vote gonna do? You know? But when all I

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<v Speaker 1>learned my lesson forward, I vote. You know, Okay, what

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<v Speaker 1>if he voted for Trump? What if he voted for Trump? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that would happen me. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>I will deal with somebody to vote for Trump. It

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<v Speaker 1>just won't be a connection. Like let's say, y'all was

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<v Speaker 1>talking over because I was waiting for you to be

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<v Speaker 1>like spoke about it. No, let me tell you no, No,

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't actually, and then he just came out of

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<v Speaker 1>nowhere and he was some ship like, yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I understand where Trump is coming from. So I thought

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<v Speaker 1>he was joking. I started laughing like like, now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>I'm serious, like when he's talking about what this this

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<v Speaker 1>down the third and I was like, you sound crazy

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<v Speaker 1>at fun like and he was. When I realized he

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<v Speaker 1>was serious, I started looking at different, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, because I can't. I can't back nobody like that.

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<v Speaker 1>That's just that's that matter to you. I didn't think

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<v Speaker 1>that you will, that we were run into that though.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't. You'd be surprised, he'd be surprised. Some people

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<v Speaker 1>are ignorant. I don't really, Um, I wouldn't. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>think so you don't know though, because some people might

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<v Speaker 1>be like, well, financially, it's good for me because I

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<v Speaker 1>have businesses. So I voted for him because there's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of tax breaks for the rich. That's what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>Because he's that's the reason why a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>on him. But the brook is like, yeah, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't even care at the fact that it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>just saving them money. They don't care the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>he's racist, that he's sexist, that you know, he says

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<v Speaker 1>this stuff. First of all, he tweeked more than me

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<v Speaker 1>got about. Don't even use and use this other stuff

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<v Speaker 1>going on like you via tweet and poop, like you working,

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<v Speaker 1>you got too much time? All right. Now, Let's say

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<v Speaker 1>you start dating a guy, right and he's still taking

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<v Speaker 1>care of his ex's kid even though it's not his.

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<v Speaker 1>He grew attached to this child while they were in

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship, and he still takes a kid out, pays

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<v Speaker 1>for stuff. How would you feel about that? Um depends

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<v Speaker 1>on the situation because my younger days I would have

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<v Speaker 1>been like, no, that's a dub you know that baby, right,

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<v Speaker 1>But if if if the mother of the child is

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<v Speaker 1>in a relationship or married, then it wouldn't really it

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't really affect, like you know, I reoually really care.

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<v Speaker 1>But if she out here single, you think, are you're

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<v Speaker 1>going there picking him up? If that ain't happening, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just not going to work out for us. What do

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<v Speaker 1>you guys think? I agree with? It would probably be

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<v Speaker 1>more you know, easier on the mind. If she was

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<v Speaker 1>in a relationship or you know, see it like Mary,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, moved on with her life. But it's hard

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<v Speaker 1>to say that you come in between family like as

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<v Speaker 1>a woman, because that's not his real family. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, right, But that's what I'm about to say.

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<v Speaker 1>If it's a situation where he's been in the life

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<v Speaker 1>of that child. Now, if if he was in a

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<v Speaker 1>two year relationship and had two years and with the

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<v Speaker 1>little boy, but if he if he raised that child

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<v Speaker 1>and had that child in his life since that child

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<v Speaker 1>was a baby, then that's his family. And as a

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<v Speaker 1>woman and as a woman coming into a relationship, the

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<v Speaker 1>one thing that you can never come in between his family.

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<v Speaker 1>So it just all depends on how long you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the situation, like it got to be some ship. Like

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<v Speaker 1>they bringing them Christmas and birthday presents. Ain't gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>like child support, right, that's not the child child support.

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<v Speaker 1>But maybe he could just like pay the chips tuition

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<v Speaker 1>or pay for the kid's birthday. Part. I don't even

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<v Speaker 1>know relationships, well, you know, the it actually works like that,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's kind of like when I'm done with you,

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<v Speaker 1>you ain't about to be around my kid, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>petty like that, so that today I'm like, um, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>we're talking about how you know mothers that used their

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<v Speaker 1>child as babe, I said, I might be that mother.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna keep it real. What if that was best

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<v Speaker 1>for the child, I would keep it real. You want it, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>here you go, eat child, whatever type of relationship. Here

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<v Speaker 1>you go. And I'm keeping pushing, you know, but just

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<v Speaker 1>don't be spiteful and keep the child away from the pain.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm scared to be like that, you know, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>already know myself. I already know my pettiness and with

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<v Speaker 1>my pettiness when he set up, I might be that girl. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't want to be that girl. Yeah, because

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, that only hurts the child.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't really hurt the father of the child as

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<v Speaker 1>much as you think it's hurting him, and hurts the

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<v Speaker 1>child more. I mean, in my case, specifically, my daughter's

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<v Speaker 1>father was murdered when she was two years old, so

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<v Speaker 1>she hasn't had him in her life. Now, what if

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<v Speaker 1>he was alive and I kept her from him intentionally?

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<v Speaker 1>My dad was my dad is doing fifty five years, um,

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<v Speaker 1>so you know he got taken away from when I

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<v Speaker 1>was three, so I never really had a relationship with him.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, we never was that tight. So now

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<v Speaker 1>it's like a regret situation, like he wished he would

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<v Speaker 1>have spend time with me and stuff like that. Does

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<v Speaker 1>he hit you up now, like seeing all your success

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<v Speaker 1>and you're like, trust me, he hit me, and every

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<v Speaker 1>time you have to change the change I had everything

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<v Speaker 1>he does. He asked me all the time, Um, I

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<v Speaker 1>take care of him, like I go see him all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. He heard about the Powerhouse, you know, he

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<v Speaker 1>heard about about they were crazy at least, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he literally knows about everything I do. Like it's like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if maybe somebody watching my pages send

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<v Speaker 1>him everything. And even was it like that before or

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<v Speaker 1>is it just kind of more recent? Whoa every it's

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<v Speaker 1>been like that, even when like I used to bartend

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<v Speaker 1>like that, he was sending pictures to me and like

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<v Speaker 1>the leotar he'd be like what are you wearing in?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you a dancer? Like just crazy like that. Now

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't like it. I'm his baby girl, like his

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<v Speaker 1>only child, you know. So it's just like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>here's nothing that he can do. But but he has

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<v Speaker 1>to be proud now he's probably look at my baby girl.

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<v Speaker 1>He is. It's a journey, though, because you wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 1>here if it wasn't for everything else you did before.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, So did your mother ever date someone that

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<v Speaker 1>like kind of stayed around in your life that you

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<v Speaker 1>looked at like a father figure? You never had that, like, well, um,

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<v Speaker 1>my mom got married. I just never could like have

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<v Speaker 1>a I never would let a father figure come in

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<v Speaker 1>my life. I'm gonna keep it real. I just I

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<v Speaker 1>just believe in my dad only like me, My dad

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<v Speaker 1>always been in my life through the phone and through visits.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, I cannot have a like a like

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<v Speaker 1>call somebody else dad or really I kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>pushed my stuff all the way, you know, um, And

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<v Speaker 1>that's truefully speaking, Like nobody could take my dad's place.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he treat you well though? Your stepfather? Yeah, yeah, yeah, No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my brother's and sister's father. But it's just I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, And maybe that's why I'm so messed up

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<v Speaker 1>when it comes to guys. Through I go through so

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<v Speaker 1>much ship that I'd be like, oh, if my dad

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<v Speaker 1>was here, you know, that would have never happened. Or

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<v Speaker 1>what if I would have knew this, I never knew

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<v Speaker 1>was what was the perfect God. I never knew that

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<v Speaker 1>if a guy hit you, you leave them, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I never knew um, if a guy cheat on you,

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<v Speaker 1>you leave it, like I never My dad was never

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<v Speaker 1>around me throughout the whole process, so throughout me growing up.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like I always was the type to learn

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<v Speaker 1>from my mistakes. So that's why I don't trust the

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<v Speaker 1>guys at all. It's too a lot of us, Like

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<v Speaker 1>any way that we act in our relationships all goes

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<v Speaker 1>back to our relationship with our father or lack of people,

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<v Speaker 1>especially like certain stuff that you put up with because

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<v Speaker 1>it's like like when my father, he treated me well

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<v Speaker 1>as far as like he bought me things and would

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<v Speaker 1>you know, do things for me, like, but he was

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<v Speaker 1>like verbally abusive, so he would talk to me real crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So I realized like later on in my life that

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<v Speaker 1>like I would talk to men crazy, or I would

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<v Speaker 1>let men talk to me crazy, like not any old body,

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<v Speaker 1>but the person I'm dealing with. So I say, women

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<v Speaker 1>an argument, yeah, and they talked to me crazy. I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of just looked at it like that's normal. But

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<v Speaker 1>like my father did that. So if that's not love,

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<v Speaker 1>like that means my father didn't love me. You get

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So I'm like, no, that's normal, that's regular.

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<v Speaker 1>So you do. I do feel like you let some

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<v Speaker 1>stuff with you're like father or whatever. They say that's

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<v Speaker 1>the first man you fall your first heartbreak, the first

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<v Speaker 1>man you fall in love with, whatever, whatever. But I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's not fall in love with like sexual, but

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<v Speaker 1>that's the fall in love, your first first love. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because sometimes they do stuff to you, like not sexually.

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<v Speaker 1>And I gotta say this because Angel is a perv.

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<v Speaker 1>But like like like my father, he got married right

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<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know. He didn't tell me, Like he

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<v Speaker 1>would act like his wife was his friend and they

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<v Speaker 1>would together and I didn't know. So that's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like you know when you find out something later on

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<v Speaker 1>in life that's kind of like heartbreaking, like Dan, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like a lot to me for all ages, Like that's hurtful,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. But that's what I'm mean

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<v Speaker 1>by it. Anything like that that dated a guy that

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<v Speaker 1>has kids and you got attest to their kids, no,

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<v Speaker 1>because the big mother was always a hate and that's bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>Um you know I did. I wasn't a situation where

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<v Speaker 1>I was dating a guy and his baby mother jumped

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<v Speaker 1>me for nothing exactly. But I didn't know that. But

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<v Speaker 1>you can't. One thing that you know that people get

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<v Speaker 1>messed up is that you cannot blame the woman for

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<v Speaker 1>not knowing him. Like even when it comes to like girlfriends,

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't broadcast your girlfriend, I had them, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So I found myself in situation like that all the

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<v Speaker 1>time because guys be keeping a secret society. You told

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<v Speaker 1>me I want together. You were staying with me all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. I ain't. There was no signs of girlfriend

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<v Speaker 1>like right like you was barely even seeing your child.

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<v Speaker 1>So when when not seeing him broke and she ran

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<v Speaker 1>down about myself, I got chumped. What did he say

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<v Speaker 1>after that happened? Like? What did he do? He yelled

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<v Speaker 1>at me for going to Brooklyne, like it was just

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<v Speaker 1>like moving around you know what, you went out? What

0:14:11.200 --> 0:14:13.040
<v Speaker 1>you're doing in Brookley? Why are you put over there?

0:14:13.360 --> 0:14:16.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what, Like I just got what that's crazy?

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<v Speaker 1>So I assume y'all broke up after that? No, of

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<v Speaker 1>course we did. Oh I thought she was gonna course

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<v Speaker 1>he did it, so I'd be scared to must for

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<v Speaker 1>guys with kids that just like a strike on me.

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<v Speaker 1>Not she gotta be some type of like that's why.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, but you cannot help hold everybody responsible

0:14:35.760 --> 0:14:41.680
<v Speaker 1>for your path, you know, it's hard not to sometimes. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>well I've eased up one and that's okay. If if

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<v Speaker 1>she's in a whole relationship, okay, then maybe. But if y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>if she's single and you single, I'm not jacking at

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<v Speaker 1>yeah together, you're still vagina not checking on the clients.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, here's another situation. Ship. Let's say you find

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<v Speaker 1>out that your man before you used to be a stripper. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not something that you can handle. Would you be

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<v Speaker 1>okay with that? Oh? My boyfriends strippers? Now, let's if

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<v Speaker 1>you do something extra rolling of your body that sucks? Like,

0:15:24.000 --> 0:15:26.080
<v Speaker 1>have you ever been to a male review show? No,

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<v Speaker 1>I've never even been a man strip couple. I gotta

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<v Speaker 1>do something? Can we can we do something with dreams down?

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<v Speaker 1>We gotta host the right We should do one because

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you something. It's not what you think

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<v Speaker 1>it is, right, Really, I just think about popping in

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<v Speaker 1>my face. I think about I'm staring at all the

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<v Speaker 1>dicks like okay, like it's not like that, like just

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<v Speaker 1>like all right. My first time in Miami, I was

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<v Speaker 1>at a strip club and I've seen so much vagina.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just staring at the vagina. I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 1>never see this in my life. All different type. Do

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<v Speaker 1>any of them look like? Some look better than other?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I'm like, why is hanging like that?

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<v Speaker 1>Like why do you look like that? Like why you

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<v Speaker 1>don't cover it? Like I'm like the meat curtains that

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<v Speaker 1>is disgusting. Come on when they be hanging mat and

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<v Speaker 1>like you don't need to open the curtain like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But but they have to get new, I know. But

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<v Speaker 1>I was being such a pert where I was just

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<v Speaker 1>staring at the vaginas everywhere. I'm like, oh, do you

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<v Speaker 1>date girls? No? I never dated a girl. Well I try,

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<v Speaker 1>I like to, you know. I was playing around a

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<v Speaker 1>little something some but I don't know. I just need

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<v Speaker 1>a guy. I need to fill a body on top

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<v Speaker 1>of me. And then the the you know, sleeping on

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<v Speaker 1>my this side, but my but the dick rubbed my butt.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like that he can't be Um, what is it

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<v Speaker 1>a shower? I like, you know, you're sleeping, you sleeping

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<v Speaker 1>and you just curled up. He comes behind you that

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<v Speaker 1>like act like he sleeps data a stripper, male stripper,

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<v Speaker 1>like say he used to do that to go through college.

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<v Speaker 1>I know what I'm about to say. It's probably gonna

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<v Speaker 1>sound wrong. Yeah, Like I wouldn't naturally think that, Like

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<v Speaker 1>off top, I would have just been like, maybe he's

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<v Speaker 1>gay if he's like a male dancer, but they're not

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<v Speaker 1>doing stuff with each other. You know what Jack Thriller

0:17:21.840 --> 0:17:27.159
<v Speaker 1>used to be a stripper. Yeah, Jack Jack Thirling with

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<v Speaker 1>the eye used to snipper. His name was Honey Bunny. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he told this story on Blood Service. He told the

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<v Speaker 1>story here different now, No, I'm sorry, not me, but

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<v Speaker 1>I want What I'm saying is that these male strippers,

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<v Speaker 1>like when I hosted it, if a guy used to

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<v Speaker 1>be a stripper, Yeah, if he used to, he probably

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<v Speaker 1>probably sex game, do a whole kind of crazy stuff

0:17:58.040 --> 0:18:00.960
<v Speaker 1>you've never seen. Like they'd be picking girl, flipping him

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<v Speaker 1>in the air, doing all kind of crazy dick Remember

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<v Speaker 1>that one guy maybe was like representing him and he

0:18:13.000 --> 0:18:15.280
<v Speaker 1>could suck his own debt. Stop sucking. You think he

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<v Speaker 1>could do the balls too, or you think listen, he'd

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<v Speaker 1>probably lick his ass good no dick mouth. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>live with them for Joe's your partners, leave me alone.

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<v Speaker 1>Guy eats you, ask can he kiss you after? Yeah,

0:18:36.359 --> 0:18:38.720
<v Speaker 1>that's cool. You're like no, so you get nasty, like

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<v Speaker 1>it's not just your music, you for real about about it,

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<v Speaker 1>about it, about it, sloppy with it? What if would

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<v Speaker 1>you eat his asshole? Okay, well not that sloppy, then

0:18:56.160 --> 0:18:57.800
<v Speaker 1>not that sloppy. I'm sorry. I don't want to know

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<v Speaker 1>who type the mouth of nobody part for him? Why?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but I didn't have a guy asked

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<v Speaker 1>me to do that before I felt I went bathroom

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<v Speaker 1>and called my friends and told them no, it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>even like trying to like pushed my head, my head

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<v Speaker 1>down way too far, so you're down there already. He

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<v Speaker 1>tried to push it further, like yeah, trying to, as

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<v Speaker 1>they say, scooth the gooch. When he was there, he

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<v Speaker 1>said that's what he does. He said, what you got

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<v Speaker 1>to scoot the gooch and kind of slide down, So

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<v Speaker 1>Davies like that I'm trying. He was talking about, how

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<v Speaker 1>do you do that? Exactly? What? You don't know how

0:19:48.480 --> 0:19:50.520
<v Speaker 1>to get into how to get there? So how would

0:19:50.560 --> 0:19:51.800
<v Speaker 1>you even get there? Because he said, well, he not

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<v Speaker 1>doing this getting on his hands and knees right over

0:19:57.560 --> 0:20:02.919
<v Speaker 1>like open up your legs like a butterfly. I don't know,

0:20:03.560 --> 0:20:08.000
<v Speaker 1>he's pushing your head down. That's already I'm disturbed, don't

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<v Speaker 1>super disturbing. That ended right then, And then what if

0:20:11.640 --> 0:20:13.399
<v Speaker 1>he was on his stomach and he was like, come here,

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<v Speaker 1>try something. No, no, no, no, I'm gonna be like

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<v Speaker 1>called one of my suss broke up. I gotta go.

0:20:21.480 --> 0:20:24.280
<v Speaker 1>You gotta try it one day. It's not nothing bad. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't know because one thing I could say,

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't got to deal with that, I know I

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<v Speaker 1>deal with If you play with they were a little

0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:33.399
<v Speaker 1>play with Pokemon the butt, they're ready to fight in

0:20:33.440 --> 0:20:35.880
<v Speaker 1>the face. That's different. That's the thing you gottam. Can't

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<v Speaker 1>use your finger. You gotta know you you just playing

0:20:39.520 --> 0:20:41.800
<v Speaker 1>around with but they don't play with they But you

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<v Speaker 1>can't though, if you try to do it seriously in

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<v Speaker 1>the moment and you gotta just like ease into it,

0:20:46.960 --> 0:20:48.640
<v Speaker 1>it's different. But if you're just playing around, of course

0:20:48.640 --> 0:20:50.560
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna do that. I taught you who finger she

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<v Speaker 1>could put her. But I mean, but I'm good. I

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<v Speaker 1>know the person I said that he wanted his aslet

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<v Speaker 1>who good one who pushed your head and push that

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<v Speaker 1>She was like, no, I wasn go that far, not

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<v Speaker 1>to that today. But you could have just stuck your

0:21:14.840 --> 0:21:16.600
<v Speaker 1>finger up his. But he would have liked that. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not that it's only one butt that's going to be

0:21:19.440 --> 0:21:23.000
<v Speaker 1>getting poked with or anything right here. None of that.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not jacking none of that. I'm just very like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Maybe in a couple of years, I

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<v Speaker 1>would feel like that. But any guy I deal what

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<v Speaker 1>they don't play with the check back with you. Yeah

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna check. We' gonna back there now. But when

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<v Speaker 1>I do, I'll let you know how it's out. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't gonna feel like nothing for you. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Guys be type funky too, Like that's a fact. Now

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<v Speaker 1>they got in a shower, you can't just be That's

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Club like, they don't be too. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't open up their cheeks and really clean. I'm convinced

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<v Speaker 1>that's yeah, exactly, like you gotta really go on the showers,

0:21:57.840 --> 0:22:02.360
<v Speaker 1>scrubbled up dub shades that that is you got an ass.

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<v Speaker 1>This is what I'm talking. I'll tell you before I've

0:22:05.320 --> 0:22:08.119
<v Speaker 1>heard somebody say like it tastes like pennies, and I'm like, no,

0:22:08.200 --> 0:22:10.919
<v Speaker 1>you were eating. Shut up, you're eating ship. No, I

0:22:11.000 --> 0:22:13.359
<v Speaker 1>wasn't that you sat down here, and I wouldn't take

0:22:13.480 --> 0:22:16.840
<v Speaker 1>tastes like put your tongue in the penny. That's about

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<v Speaker 1>it's my tongue on penny. When I was a little

0:22:19.680 --> 0:22:21.399
<v Speaker 1>kid that my sister told me that if I put

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<v Speaker 1>a tongue on my if I put my tongue on

0:22:23.640 --> 0:22:24.879
<v Speaker 1>a penny, that I would get shocked, like how it

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<v Speaker 1>will novel battery. And I didn't believe it. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>think that penny. It's not like people like five years old.

0:22:32.920 --> 0:22:34.760
<v Speaker 1>And I believe my sister, who I hate right now,

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<v Speaker 1>and she did a lot of ship to tour made me.

0:22:36.359 --> 0:22:38.639
<v Speaker 1>When I was a little kid, she had and she

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<v Speaker 1>had me put a penny on my tongue and she

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<v Speaker 1>said like this right with this looks like a lick.

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<v Speaker 1>It tell me if it tastes like pennies, Okay, you're

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<v Speaker 1>going with you? You would be good at this. Dream

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<v Speaker 1>just gave a lesson right and how could you date

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<v Speaker 1>the guy if he used to date your arch enemy,

0:23:02.520 --> 0:23:06.040
<v Speaker 1>somebody that you cannot stand, and you find out before

0:23:06.119 --> 0:23:07.879
<v Speaker 1>you a couple of years ago he used to date her.

0:23:08.160 --> 0:23:11.360
<v Speaker 1>Let me say something, and I presented that Tom's like that.

0:23:11.960 --> 0:23:16.359
<v Speaker 1>It would be either she sent them or he gathering ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I would just wouldn't trust it. And you

0:23:18.560 --> 0:23:21.160
<v Speaker 1>were interested because you wanna tell me all her business,

0:23:21.320 --> 0:23:23.040
<v Speaker 1>and then you won't gather ship about me and you

0:23:23.080 --> 0:23:26.720
<v Speaker 1>wanna go running around. It's just a real risky situation.

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<v Speaker 1>What if you just find out he follows her, like

0:23:28.720 --> 0:23:31.760
<v Speaker 1>you see he follows her on Instagram. I mean I'm

0:23:31.800 --> 0:23:33.920
<v Speaker 1>not that strict on Instagram. Just as long as you'll

0:23:33.920 --> 0:23:35.640
<v Speaker 1>be doing no, you'd be like, how do you even

0:23:35.720 --> 0:23:37.760
<v Speaker 1>know her? No, I'll be doing that. I'll be running

0:23:37.760 --> 0:23:41.600
<v Speaker 1>now the DM, like why you coming in? Why? Every

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<v Speaker 1>time I look scroll up the pictures, I see you

0:23:43.560 --> 0:23:46.280
<v Speaker 1>like like a little bitties, you're like that. But I

0:23:46.359 --> 0:23:49.959
<v Speaker 1>just can't she sent for a reason? Right, what do

0:23:50.000 --> 0:23:53.639
<v Speaker 1>you think? And I'm gonna look shady? Yeah, you with

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<v Speaker 1>the guy with the guy that your enemy used to date,

0:23:56.320 --> 0:23:58.760
<v Speaker 1>like you taking her leftover? Like it's gonna look like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm being spiteful and I don't want your boost. I'm

0:24:01.560 --> 0:24:03.280
<v Speaker 1>not trying to downgrade. So did we go with that?

0:24:03.680 --> 0:24:06.280
<v Speaker 1>Oh you think it's a downgrade because you could have

0:24:06.320 --> 0:24:09.479
<v Speaker 1>had him before that was the case. Like how public

0:24:09.600 --> 0:24:12.119
<v Speaker 1>is their relationship? Though? Did I know that they were together?

0:24:12.160 --> 0:24:14.720
<v Speaker 1>And I purposely No, it's not our purpose. You just

0:24:14.720 --> 0:24:17.160
<v Speaker 1>find that. I'm saying, if I don't know, like that

0:24:17.240 --> 0:24:19.680
<v Speaker 1>they funked around and nothing like that, I don't give

0:24:19.720 --> 0:24:22.760
<v Speaker 1>a funk, Like she don't own that man with him.

0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:24.560
<v Speaker 1>If I like him, I like him. I don't look

0:24:24.560 --> 0:24:26.920
<v Speaker 1>at that ship like that. I'm just different. I think

0:24:27.200 --> 0:24:29.360
<v Speaker 1>now if it's U, it's a public thing, I'm going

0:24:29.359 --> 0:24:32.400
<v Speaker 1>off public because sometimes back to the baby mom ship,

0:24:32.440 --> 0:24:35.520
<v Speaker 1>sometimes you really don't know that. You really don't be

0:24:35.560 --> 0:24:38.080
<v Speaker 1>knowing who these nigs, but just very That's what I'm saying.

0:24:38.080 --> 0:24:40.680
<v Speaker 1>If it's public, that's something different. And now you linked

0:24:40.720 --> 0:24:43.200
<v Speaker 1>to the same Now that's messy. Yeah. But if it's

0:24:43.240 --> 0:24:46.359
<v Speaker 1>somebody that she dated, maybe her friends knew, I don't know,

0:24:46.480 --> 0:24:49.399
<v Speaker 1>like give a funk who that bit dated, Like I

0:24:49.400 --> 0:24:52.760
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't even be paying attention. But if you find out after,

0:24:52.800 --> 0:24:55.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna cut the nig If I like him,

0:24:55.240 --> 0:24:57.120
<v Speaker 1>I ain't gonna come off for a bit. I don't

0:24:57.160 --> 0:24:59.880
<v Speaker 1>like like. I don't know, you gotta pull up the resume. Yeah,

0:25:00.080 --> 0:25:01.880
<v Speaker 1>I gotta ask about I'm gonna send you so every

0:25:01.880 --> 0:25:04.400
<v Speaker 1>group chat on my phone. I'm gonna do all types

0:25:04.480 --> 0:25:07.120
<v Speaker 1>of research anybody following on the same I'm make sure

0:25:07.160 --> 0:25:10.680
<v Speaker 1>I know, because nowadays you cannot chance it. You think

0:25:10.720 --> 0:25:13.359
<v Speaker 1>we gotta do too much research when we date somebody nowadays?

0:25:13.640 --> 0:25:17.639
<v Speaker 1>What a first picture from two thousand and thirteen? Stop

0:25:17.680 --> 0:25:20.320
<v Speaker 1>playing to see I used to dress back in the day.

0:25:20.359 --> 0:25:24.399
<v Speaker 1>Everything I'm like, why you like that? Used to whack ass?

0:25:24.880 --> 0:25:28.080
<v Speaker 1>Now exactly all the way down I go see everything.

0:25:28.119 --> 0:25:30.720
<v Speaker 1>I search Google your name, search you on Facebook. I

0:25:30.760 --> 0:25:32.720
<v Speaker 1>do a whole snapper before you get this with j J.

0:25:34.400 --> 0:25:36.960
<v Speaker 1>To look at that Graham though, at least see who following.

0:25:37.680 --> 0:25:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I think you might find a little baby down there.

0:25:39.440 --> 0:25:43.400
<v Speaker 1>You never know what you might find. You never know

0:25:43.520 --> 0:25:49.200
<v Speaker 1>what anything crazy research like, um yeah I did well,

0:25:49.720 --> 0:25:52.199
<v Speaker 1>not crazy. I just found out that, you know, somebody

0:25:52.240 --> 0:25:57.879
<v Speaker 1>had a whole family three four months old. Who I'm like,

0:25:57.920 --> 0:26:01.840
<v Speaker 1>oh no, I'm good. And you asked them no, you

0:26:02.359 --> 0:26:05.480
<v Speaker 1>say something about no kid if you ask like you

0:26:05.560 --> 0:26:08.199
<v Speaker 1>got a four month child, you is still fucking that

0:26:08.320 --> 0:26:13.720
<v Speaker 1>baby mother. You were at an ask, but still you

0:26:13.760 --> 0:26:15.240
<v Speaker 1>should not be out. He's trying to talk to me

0:26:15.280 --> 0:26:17.359
<v Speaker 1>that that's damn right. All right, now we see did

0:26:17.400 --> 0:26:21.240
<v Speaker 1>he trying to get back with Cassie? Why is it that?

0:26:21.280 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 1>Because I love them? I love them? Dave was like

0:26:25.119 --> 0:26:29.240
<v Speaker 1>totally goal for me. Well he posted the Michael Jackson

0:26:29.320 --> 0:26:31.720
<v Speaker 1>song Lady in My Life? Right, So what song could

0:26:31.720 --> 0:26:33.520
<v Speaker 1>have got dedicated to you that makes you want to

0:26:33.560 --> 0:26:38.359
<v Speaker 1>get back with? That's a good one, Oh all right

0:26:38.440 --> 0:26:43.919
<v Speaker 1>for someone like all right, that's all it think? Not

0:26:44.080 --> 0:26:52.760
<v Speaker 1>a grackhead, no im, what about you? What's song? Because

0:26:52.760 --> 0:26:55.159
<v Speaker 1>somebody dedicated? I can't even think going you that you

0:26:55.280 --> 0:26:58.240
<v Speaker 1>was quick your song? I want to walk down the

0:26:58.320 --> 0:27:01.159
<v Speaker 1>hour with I got my together, she got it in

0:27:01.240 --> 0:27:04.560
<v Speaker 1>the VA. Where's it gonna be to play on the

0:27:04.600 --> 0:27:13.680
<v Speaker 1>beach Jamaica Afe, pink gowns, pink talks, talk, pink pink

0:27:13.720 --> 0:27:15.680
<v Speaker 1>carpet you with this my oneding It's not how it

0:27:15.840 --> 0:27:18.760
<v Speaker 1>was his mine. It's gonna be my favor. Why it's

0:27:18.760 --> 0:27:21.000
<v Speaker 1>gonna be the way I want visioned. My vision is

0:27:21.040 --> 0:27:24.959
<v Speaker 1>gonna come true. She said, that's not our weadons one

0:27:25.000 --> 0:27:32.480
<v Speaker 1>option like pink or dark pink. Okay, Harriet can't think nothing. Actually,

0:27:32.520 --> 0:27:34.920
<v Speaker 1>that's my favorite song, my favorite Michael Jacksons on Lady

0:27:34.920 --> 0:27:39.840
<v Speaker 1>in My Life. I've listened to Adoption that I've said

0:27:39.880 --> 0:27:44.000
<v Speaker 1>that on the Instagram that I've been said that years ago.

0:27:44.000 --> 0:27:45.440
<v Speaker 1>A lot of people that know me know that that's

0:27:45.480 --> 0:27:49.040
<v Speaker 1>my favorite. So my favorite gonna be back that ass up? Okay?

0:27:49.040 --> 0:27:59.840
<v Speaker 1>That are you look good on you? Okay? Prints adored,

0:28:00.000 --> 0:28:03.320
<v Speaker 1>That's like my favorite song of all time. So, yeah,

0:28:03.400 --> 0:28:10.280
<v Speaker 1>you're too young doing is doing the Prince documentary. I'm sorry,

0:28:10.320 --> 0:28:12.440
<v Speaker 1>but the song ain't getting me the funk back like

0:28:12.520 --> 0:28:16.480
<v Speaker 1>you did. He You're gonna put on Instagram tell Cassie

0:28:16.480 --> 0:28:21.640
<v Speaker 1>to listen to this songing No, Michael Jackson's Hologram from

0:28:21.680 --> 0:28:24.520
<v Speaker 1>the Building to come this moon walk up the stairs.

0:28:25.040 --> 0:28:26.920
<v Speaker 1>It's probably not about money for her at this point.

0:28:27.119 --> 0:28:30.480
<v Speaker 1>I didn't say it had to be my big like that,

0:28:30.600 --> 0:28:36.600
<v Speaker 1>but to be something like serial Hologram. And then she'd

0:28:36.640 --> 0:28:39.200
<v Speaker 1>be like, are you doing you know, essentially I wasn't

0:28:39.240 --> 0:28:41.080
<v Speaker 1>in a red table talk like with Will and Jada,

0:28:41.600 --> 0:28:43.600
<v Speaker 1>and she was saying how for her forty. He was

0:28:43.640 --> 0:28:45.520
<v Speaker 1>saying how for her fortieth birthday, he went through all

0:28:45.560 --> 0:28:48.280
<v Speaker 1>of this, right, he had like Mary J. Blige come sing,

0:28:48.520 --> 0:28:51.240
<v Speaker 1>He did this huge party, spent all this money, and

0:28:51.320 --> 0:28:52.920
<v Speaker 1>she was upset because all she wanted to do was

0:28:52.960 --> 0:28:56.840
<v Speaker 1>spend time with him. And she was like, he's only

0:28:56.840 --> 0:29:00.400
<v Speaker 1>doing this for his own ego, like and he said

0:29:00.440 --> 0:29:03.120
<v Speaker 1>that it was great. Now he said that she was right,

0:29:03.200 --> 0:29:05.080
<v Speaker 1>like if all she wanted to do was spend time

0:29:05.200 --> 0:29:07.440
<v Speaker 1>because they imagine they're both really busy, they don't get

0:29:07.440 --> 0:29:09.120
<v Speaker 1>to spend time together. And now we got a million

0:29:09.120 --> 0:29:11.360
<v Speaker 1>people around on my birthday when it could have been

0:29:11.400 --> 0:29:13.600
<v Speaker 1>just me and you doing something. And she was like

0:29:13.640 --> 0:29:15.360
<v Speaker 1>that was selfish in him because he wanted to do

0:29:15.400 --> 0:29:17.480
<v Speaker 1>these things to show that he was Will Smith and

0:29:17.520 --> 0:29:19.520
<v Speaker 1>he could do these things. But I felt like us

0:29:19.560 --> 0:29:23.280
<v Speaker 1>women ain't ain't like sometimes we don't be satisfied with things.

0:29:23.320 --> 0:29:25.719
<v Speaker 1>Because that motherfucker would have came in the door like

0:29:25.760 --> 0:29:29.080
<v Speaker 1>all right, let's just lay down, it's your birthday, like

0:29:30.120 --> 0:29:31.920
<v Speaker 1>a plan. But he could have got a private end.

0:29:31.920 --> 0:29:33.480
<v Speaker 1>They could have went away to two of them. But

0:29:33.520 --> 0:29:35.440
<v Speaker 1>he don't know what she wants to because I'm telling

0:29:35.480 --> 0:29:37.240
<v Speaker 1>you what I want for my birthday from them two

0:29:37.240 --> 0:29:40.120
<v Speaker 1>months before you feel me. I'm like, you know, whatever

0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:42.120
<v Speaker 1>I want, it is what I want. I'm gonna keep

0:29:42.120 --> 0:29:43.920
<v Speaker 1>telling you. So when I don't get it, you know

0:29:44.000 --> 0:29:46.640
<v Speaker 1>you didn't get it. So when I'm tight, don't be mad.

0:29:46.880 --> 0:29:50.680
<v Speaker 1>February from Pisces. What you want? What I want? I

0:29:50.840 --> 0:29:53.720
<v Speaker 1>really really want Lambo druck. Okay, so then, but I

0:29:53.720 --> 0:29:57.800
<v Speaker 1>gotta get the guy that what if he gets it

0:29:57.840 --> 0:29:59.040
<v Speaker 1>as at least, and then you got to take the

0:29:59.040 --> 0:30:02.800
<v Speaker 1>rest of the pain. I don't hill. I'm fine with that. Okay, Okay,

0:30:05.040 --> 0:30:06.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm fine with me. I think my own bills every

0:30:06.920 --> 0:30:09.880
<v Speaker 1>month for gallless. But it's a president. Yeah, it's a

0:30:09.920 --> 0:30:12.960
<v Speaker 1>president to get to the Lambu chuck. But it's in

0:30:13.040 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 1>his name. Yeah, then I'm not to be good Penny

0:30:17.560 --> 0:30:27.440
<v Speaker 1>like it. But come on, I don't know because I

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:30.480
<v Speaker 1>just I'm so indecisive and I get tired of guys

0:30:30.520 --> 0:30:32.640
<v Speaker 1>so fast. That is just like, I don't know how

0:30:32.680 --> 0:30:36.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna get a husband. Seriously speaking, that's because you

0:30:36.840 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 1>have pisces. Y'all. Just go over the water the waterloo. Okay,

0:30:41.920 --> 0:30:43.479
<v Speaker 1>you ever got rid of a guy that you look

0:30:43.520 --> 0:30:45.960
<v Speaker 1>back and you're like, actually he was a really good guy. Yeah,

0:30:46.960 --> 0:30:48.520
<v Speaker 1>so he's like all the time, you're not gonna call

0:30:48.600 --> 0:30:54.959
<v Speaker 1>him or nothing. Guys be so corny nowdays. Well I

0:30:54.960 --> 0:30:56.800
<v Speaker 1>always find really good guy. I don't like the really

0:30:56.800 --> 0:30:58.920
<v Speaker 1>good guys. That'd be the problem. So you're not ready

0:30:58.920 --> 0:31:01.360
<v Speaker 1>for a relationship. That's but that means I don't like

0:31:01.440 --> 0:31:03.760
<v Speaker 1>the good guys kind of like scam me your way up.

0:31:03.760 --> 0:31:06.640
<v Speaker 1>But oh he took me shopping on the first date.

0:31:07.240 --> 0:31:12.080
<v Speaker 1>Something wrong. It's like hello, I'll be like think then

0:31:12.080 --> 0:31:16.960
<v Speaker 1>we're going tomorrow two. Right. There's just certain things scam

0:31:16.960 --> 0:31:18.600
<v Speaker 1>me when it comes to the guys being too good

0:31:19.120 --> 0:31:21.680
<v Speaker 1>in that back dates. You know, my dad like I

0:31:21.760 --> 0:31:24.800
<v Speaker 1>never like it's just like it's just you don't believe.

0:31:24.880 --> 0:31:27.160
<v Speaker 1>You don't believe it. I don't believe in all that,

0:31:27.360 --> 0:31:30.160
<v Speaker 1>but you know you deserve it. Don't not get drink

0:31:30.160 --> 0:31:32.920
<v Speaker 1>over what's got your foot where you put it? You're

0:31:32.920 --> 0:31:38.040
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be drinking it. I feel like she's shooting us,

0:31:38.080 --> 0:31:40.480
<v Speaker 1>Like these guys got you a drink, you're not gonna

0:31:40.560 --> 0:31:45.760
<v Speaker 1>drink all right now? Can you up? Can you learn

0:31:45.840 --> 0:31:48.520
<v Speaker 1>to enjoy having sex with somebody like, say, it's not

0:31:48.560 --> 0:31:50.200
<v Speaker 1>that good at first, but then you can learn to

0:31:50.240 --> 0:31:52.000
<v Speaker 1>make it better and learn to like it. All right,

0:31:52.280 --> 0:31:56.480
<v Speaker 1>keep it real. That's what we're here for, all right.

0:31:56.520 --> 0:31:57.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to say this you don't like, cause

0:31:57.960 --> 0:31:59.400
<v Speaker 1>you might watch it. I don't want to learn his

0:31:59.480 --> 0:32:03.680
<v Speaker 1>feeling of his name. Yeah, you helping. I'm talking about

0:32:03.960 --> 0:32:09.320
<v Speaker 1>what you're helping him right now. So I tried, you know,

0:32:09.440 --> 0:32:12.080
<v Speaker 1>to go back to somebody, and then it's just so

0:32:12.240 --> 0:32:15.160
<v Speaker 1>happened that the person that I stop when I stopped

0:32:15.160 --> 0:32:18.440
<v Speaker 1>dealing with him, not moved on to that. I just like, like,

0:32:18.560 --> 0:32:22.040
<v Speaker 1>you haven't had like has sex with somebody for so long,

0:32:22.280 --> 0:32:24.400
<v Speaker 1>and then when you had another dick, that's way better.

0:32:25.040 --> 0:32:27.440
<v Speaker 1>It's like even when you when you go back to him,

0:32:27.480 --> 0:32:30.680
<v Speaker 1>you just keep thinking about that. That's what happened to me.

0:32:30.720 --> 0:32:33.080
<v Speaker 1>That's like when I went back, I'm like Dane, like

0:32:34.120 --> 0:32:41.560
<v Speaker 1>it ain't the same trash. I'm like, damn no, I

0:32:41.600 --> 0:32:43.760
<v Speaker 1>can't even be doing I'm not kidding. I felt like

0:32:43.760 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 1>a movie. You know in the movies when you be

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:47.920
<v Speaker 1>thinking about the other guy. You're just laying in and

0:32:48.080 --> 0:32:50.120
<v Speaker 1>you think about the other guy while you have to

0:32:50.120 --> 0:32:55.680
<v Speaker 1>say name. Yeah, I'm never gonna say his name, not

0:32:55.720 --> 0:33:00.440
<v Speaker 1>how to eat pussy and me, but you can teach him,

0:33:00.480 --> 0:33:03.840
<v Speaker 1>and I tried to teach, but then the you gotta

0:33:03.880 --> 0:33:05.680
<v Speaker 1>know how if you don't. If you have, you got

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:07.640
<v Speaker 1>to know how to really lay you down, right, So

0:33:07.680 --> 0:33:09.720
<v Speaker 1>how do you gotta somebody gotta make up? It can't

0:33:09.760 --> 0:33:11.320
<v Speaker 1>you can't give head and you can't sunk me like

0:33:11.320 --> 0:33:12.959
<v Speaker 1>it got to be one of the others. What the

0:33:12.960 --> 0:33:14.640
<v Speaker 1>hell is you doing with him for all that time?

0:33:15.680 --> 0:33:19.440
<v Speaker 1>For years? So it's like, damn, he's hurt. Feelings, it's

0:33:19.440 --> 0:33:21.240
<v Speaker 1>so hurt. Did you ever tell him he wasn't gonna

0:33:21.240 --> 0:33:26.000
<v Speaker 1>eat him? Just? Sorry, guy, you do it. Just I'm

0:33:26.000 --> 0:33:30.040
<v Speaker 1>not gonna lie. Like if you're messing somebody, do that head.

0:33:30.120 --> 0:33:33.160
<v Speaker 1>You find ways to deal with make yourself come now,

0:33:33.240 --> 0:33:39.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm not settling. That's it. Next, you had some good deck,

0:33:39.760 --> 0:33:41.800
<v Speaker 1>more than one person how to eat my pussy before

0:33:42.280 --> 0:33:43.640
<v Speaker 1>you just didn't know what they was doing. And listen,

0:33:43.640 --> 0:33:47.200
<v Speaker 1>this is what you gotta do. I was nineteen, Yeah,

0:33:47.200 --> 0:33:49.040
<v Speaker 1>I should have sent them to you. Actually, one of

0:33:49.040 --> 0:33:52.280
<v Speaker 1>my guys told me how to give head to get

0:33:52.680 --> 0:33:58.520
<v Speaker 1>like you biting me. I was just very young, inexperienced.

0:33:58.560 --> 0:34:00.880
<v Speaker 1>You have a writ another butter, and he told me

0:34:00.920 --> 0:34:03.640
<v Speaker 1>a lot of things to do it. You gotta do this,

0:34:03.720 --> 0:34:05.160
<v Speaker 1>you gotta do that, you gotta do this, your hand,

0:34:05.200 --> 0:34:08.440
<v Speaker 1>you gotta do that. Make it like this, he taught me,

0:34:08.480 --> 0:34:17.680
<v Speaker 1>and I just took my talents elsewhere. I got okay,

0:34:18.520 --> 0:34:20.719
<v Speaker 1>you feel me and somebody touch you. How to give her?

0:34:21.560 --> 0:34:23.520
<v Speaker 1>Nobody taught me, but I will say the first time

0:34:23.560 --> 0:34:25.520
<v Speaker 1>I did it, I was awful and I didn't know

0:34:25.800 --> 0:34:28.080
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't know what I was doing. So, like,

0:34:28.120 --> 0:34:29.600
<v Speaker 1>I had a boyfriend for a long time and we

0:34:29.760 --> 0:34:31.279
<v Speaker 1>never had sex, and he used to be like, if

0:34:31.280 --> 0:34:32.839
<v Speaker 1>you don't have sex with me next time, I'm breaking

0:34:32.880 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 1>up with you. Because oh my god, that he used

0:34:35.280 --> 0:34:36.880
<v Speaker 1>to say that to me. He didn't rape me, but

0:34:36.920 --> 0:34:38.839
<v Speaker 1>he would say, if we don't have sex, we're gonna

0:34:38.840 --> 0:34:41.000
<v Speaker 1>break up. I was in high school so and we

0:34:41.000 --> 0:34:43.080
<v Speaker 1>were together for like a year and a half, so

0:34:43.200 --> 0:34:44.839
<v Speaker 1>he really wanted to have sex, and I was like,

0:34:45.120 --> 0:34:46.239
<v Speaker 1>so then I was like, all right, I'll tied to

0:34:46.280 --> 0:34:48.000
<v Speaker 1>second dick. But I didn't know what I was doing,

0:34:48.120 --> 0:34:50.080
<v Speaker 1>and I think I was like suctioning it too much.

0:34:50.080 --> 0:34:52.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think I definitely and then you know how,

0:34:52.560 --> 0:34:56.040
<v Speaker 1>like I definitely scraped his dick. But your tea there.

0:34:56.160 --> 0:34:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I used to be thinkingus like, oh, still keep going.

0:34:59.600 --> 0:35:03.759
<v Speaker 1>Stop he's not to love you, right, like never stop you.

0:35:03.840 --> 0:35:06.359
<v Speaker 1>But but he went to somebody else right after that, like, oh,

0:35:06.400 --> 0:35:08.719
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna do this right, right, he'll be all cut

0:35:08.760 --> 0:35:11.040
<v Speaker 1>up and everything. He's still not gonna stop me the

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:13.880
<v Speaker 1>next time. Can you please just I know he was

0:35:13.880 --> 0:35:22.240
<v Speaker 1>in the shower of them because scrapes is burning. Never.

0:35:22.560 --> 0:35:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm at a grade with but I'm never

0:35:26.160 --> 0:35:31.120
<v Speaker 1>like with my team. I don't know that you're born

0:35:31.160 --> 0:35:34.480
<v Speaker 1>with the ability to set dick. I was to think

0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:39.360
<v Speaker 1>I was born with the ability to set the beginners,

0:35:39.440 --> 0:35:42.120
<v Speaker 1>because you know what, you could be born with an experience,

0:35:42.400 --> 0:35:45.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you. And I'm got introduced to sucking by

0:35:45.239 --> 0:35:47.399
<v Speaker 1>watching and I was also sucking. Somebody was eight years

0:35:47.400 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 1>older than me. See, I wasn't watching all yet you

0:35:49.440 --> 0:35:53.480
<v Speaker 1>have that comment because I looked at it. So you're

0:35:53.480 --> 0:35:57.359
<v Speaker 1>a natural born dick sucker. I'm gonna tell you. I'm

0:35:57.400 --> 0:36:00.399
<v Speaker 1>not saying I was always the best, right, but I'm

0:36:00.480 --> 0:36:03.440
<v Speaker 1>saying the beginning. I always knew on my mind if

0:36:03.600 --> 0:36:09.839
<v Speaker 1>I had a dick right, what would like don't want

0:36:09.920 --> 0:36:14.600
<v Speaker 1>teeth like scratching my skin off. No, So I always knew, like, bitch,

0:36:14.640 --> 0:36:17.680
<v Speaker 1>whatever you do, cover the team, that's all I knew.

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:26.719
<v Speaker 1>I knew that covering my tea. I would come. I

0:36:26.760 --> 0:36:29.720
<v Speaker 1>was like like with the best ever. But I wasn't

0:36:30.120 --> 0:36:33.160
<v Speaker 1>grazing dick with who told you you were so good?

0:36:33.520 --> 0:36:35.480
<v Speaker 1>You know what? I had a boyfriend that you saw

0:36:36.000 --> 0:36:38.640
<v Speaker 1>like love for me to give him head. So I

0:36:38.719 --> 0:36:41.399
<v Speaker 1>used to give him head like for like literally like

0:36:41.480 --> 0:36:44.520
<v Speaker 1>an hour. You're not that good. No, look, no he

0:36:44.560 --> 0:36:46.759
<v Speaker 1>would come. He was come break the news to you.

0:36:47.719 --> 0:36:50.399
<v Speaker 1>He would come, I'm telling you, and he would want

0:36:50.800 --> 0:36:53.040
<v Speaker 1>like he just liked that. And I'll be like okay,

0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:59.440
<v Speaker 1>and I would keep doing it, even practice perfect time,

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:03.480
<v Speaker 1>and maybe up on the nigger, I just sing, drink it, yeah,

0:37:04.280 --> 0:37:08.719
<v Speaker 1>to throw it up. I've done it right back up. Yeah,

0:37:08.719 --> 0:37:12.120
<v Speaker 1>I've done that. You stop right back up. That's what

0:37:12.280 --> 0:37:18.040
<v Speaker 1>we're real quick. You got that run ship's not drunk,

0:37:18.120 --> 0:37:23.560
<v Speaker 1>sober sober, didn't grab your faces take it away. I

0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:27.440
<v Speaker 1>hate that. Yeah it is by You've been trying to

0:37:27.480 --> 0:37:29.000
<v Speaker 1>use your hands so I don't have to go all

0:37:29.040 --> 0:37:30.600
<v Speaker 1>the day. And we're like there's too many in the

0:37:31.040 --> 0:37:40.360
<v Speaker 1>and then maybe moving your hand. You we're just about

0:37:40.360 --> 0:37:41.759
<v Speaker 1>to throw up on his dick and just leave it.

0:37:41.760 --> 0:37:48.520
<v Speaker 1>I would never forget the best snapper. Now, I might

0:37:48.560 --> 0:37:50.359
<v Speaker 1>have threw up some patrol on the nigga duke. But

0:37:52.880 --> 0:37:55.080
<v Speaker 1>now you're like, well, I got my money's work from

0:37:55.120 --> 0:38:05.520
<v Speaker 1>the snapper. I eat it twice twice. Why would you

0:38:05.560 --> 0:38:08.279
<v Speaker 1>say such a thing. This is amazing. I didn't know

0:38:08.320 --> 0:38:10.319
<v Speaker 1>you knew how to seck dicks from when you were bored.

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:18.520
<v Speaker 1>No one, do you remember that first time somebody came

0:38:18.520 --> 0:38:24.120
<v Speaker 1>in your mouth? No, that's what Yeah, yeah, that happens. No,

0:38:24.320 --> 0:38:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I was really trying. I don't I don't, I don't know.

0:38:26.920 --> 0:38:29.600
<v Speaker 1>Julia Beverly's in the room, she remembers she just raised

0:38:29.600 --> 0:38:32.880
<v Speaker 1>her hand like yeah, that was like this when I

0:38:32.920 --> 0:38:35.759
<v Speaker 1>was younger, really just like insecure. I remember when he

0:38:35.800 --> 0:38:37.920
<v Speaker 1>busted on her face and she was so mad and

0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:39.480
<v Speaker 1>we were like, what are you mad for? You couldn't

0:38:39.480 --> 0:38:41.359
<v Speaker 1>do that back in the day. You had the calm day.

0:38:41.400 --> 0:38:43.000
<v Speaker 1>You had to they had to let you know that

0:38:43.040 --> 0:38:46.040
<v Speaker 1>it was about to calm and you move, and he

0:38:46.080 --> 0:38:49.200
<v Speaker 1>just did it. Yeah, you loved if you was like, noa,

0:38:49.440 --> 0:38:52.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna keep doing you know what you're doing. You

0:38:52.680 --> 0:38:54.160
<v Speaker 1>fake act like you're gonna catch it and catch it

0:38:54.160 --> 0:38:58.680
<v Speaker 1>in your hand right your right in the back room. Yeah,

0:38:58.719 --> 0:39:00.880
<v Speaker 1>that's the worst. Guys. Hey, if you run to the bathroom,

0:39:01.239 --> 0:39:03.040
<v Speaker 1>I spit it out right after. It's kind of a

0:39:03.040 --> 0:39:12.759
<v Speaker 1>turn off, that know. I'll be like, I gotta right,

0:39:13.480 --> 0:39:16.880
<v Speaker 1>I gotta bow my nose from me sucking a day. Now,

0:39:16.920 --> 0:39:20.040
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna give the guys listening some information. What are

0:39:20.080 --> 0:39:26.720
<v Speaker 1>the reasons that women cheat? When you look six, women

0:39:26.800 --> 0:39:29.680
<v Speaker 1>cheat get bad. Women cheat because the sex is whack

0:39:29.800 --> 0:39:32.719
<v Speaker 1>and they just need something better. Women cheat because they

0:39:32.800 --> 0:39:39.319
<v Speaker 1>hold I like that reason. Simple white guys could be

0:39:39.400 --> 0:39:43.160
<v Speaker 1>holes and girls get Yeah, guy's cheat because they hold

0:39:43.200 --> 0:39:47.239
<v Speaker 1>to that's you know, um God's cheat because in their mind,

0:39:47.400 --> 0:39:49.200
<v Speaker 1>the very next pussy they get, it's gonna be the

0:39:49.200 --> 0:39:53.440
<v Speaker 1>best pussy they ever had. So we're not talking s lation.

0:39:53.560 --> 0:39:57.680
<v Speaker 1>Maybe lack of action and attention, Like they're not giving

0:39:57.680 --> 0:40:00.560
<v Speaker 1>you enough attention. You go find it elsewhere and someone

0:40:00.640 --> 0:40:03.839
<v Speaker 1>else is, because everybody else here is ready to give

0:40:03.880 --> 0:40:08.640
<v Speaker 1>attention and affection. All the things that tell Instagram of

0:40:08.800 --> 0:40:18.719
<v Speaker 1>affection and post let me affection, she inspection action, That's

0:40:22.160 --> 0:40:24.400
<v Speaker 1>what are the reasons that that you cheat, dreamed that

0:40:24.520 --> 0:40:27.879
<v Speaker 1>you ever cheated, You're probably not gonna believe me. Lower

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:29.840
<v Speaker 1>you to my boyfriend, and then when he cheated on me,

0:40:29.840 --> 0:40:34.279
<v Speaker 1>I'll cheat back. Don't cheat on me because it's gonna

0:40:34.280 --> 0:40:37.239
<v Speaker 1>be brad for you revenge. You know, if you want

0:40:37.239 --> 0:40:39.480
<v Speaker 1>to text other girls, I'm gonna text other guys and

0:40:39.520 --> 0:40:41.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm face you want to face, I see the face.

0:40:41.239 --> 0:40:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm just do everything you want to do so that

0:40:43.000 --> 0:40:46.480
<v Speaker 1>that when when it comes to light, remember when that

0:40:46.520 --> 0:40:48.720
<v Speaker 1>ship don't work though, because then when you get caught,

0:40:49.000 --> 0:40:52.799
<v Speaker 1>it's a totally different And yeah, you're wrong. Yeah you

0:40:52.920 --> 0:40:55.879
<v Speaker 1>never heard the ending of it. I don't understand that ship. Man,

0:40:55.960 --> 0:40:58.760
<v Speaker 1>it could be one person, he could have had five,

0:40:58.920 --> 0:41:02.200
<v Speaker 1>and that one person is always gonna be a factor.

0:41:02.719 --> 0:41:08.120
<v Speaker 1>So you got cut cheating? Um and think actually went

0:41:08.160 --> 0:41:10.239
<v Speaker 1>on a break. I always break break it off the

0:41:10.400 --> 0:41:13.520
<v Speaker 1>before you know do what I does. So I broke

0:41:13.560 --> 0:41:16.799
<v Speaker 1>it off and then um, like we made up through text.

0:41:16.840 --> 0:41:19.800
<v Speaker 1>But I was on tour with somebody, so it got

0:41:19.800 --> 0:41:22.200
<v Speaker 1>pretty nasty for me. Did he know you weren't to

0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:25.880
<v Speaker 1>w somebody? Yea they watching this whole team. I was

0:41:25.920 --> 0:41:27.680
<v Speaker 1>in the back and heard my voice. I went back

0:41:27.680 --> 0:41:30.439
<v Speaker 1>on one of the Instagram that made him really want

0:41:30.480 --> 0:41:32.319
<v Speaker 1>you back to probably know. He said, if you don't

0:41:32.400 --> 0:41:34.680
<v Speaker 1>leave the I'm gonna show up at that show. What

0:41:34.960 --> 0:41:37.319
<v Speaker 1>remove you ship? Did you think he was really going

0:41:37.360 --> 0:41:39.719
<v Speaker 1>to do it? I wasn't trying to know if he

0:41:39.800 --> 0:41:42.120
<v Speaker 1>was gonna do it. I know he's steven thirties, so

0:41:42.560 --> 0:41:45.759
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to risk growing in my situation. So

0:41:45.800 --> 0:41:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I said, I gotta go. You took off my takeoff

0:41:48.920 --> 0:41:59.120
<v Speaker 1>play with you? No, it was not. I don't the

0:41:59.200 --> 0:42:02.640
<v Speaker 1>blogs like body else. These blogs, man, they get you

0:42:02.719 --> 0:42:06.120
<v Speaker 1>in trouble. How do you stay off the blogs that

0:42:06.200 --> 0:42:10.040
<v Speaker 1>you really can't not? When you pop in, I'll be like, oh,

0:42:10.080 --> 0:42:12.720
<v Speaker 1>they'd be like sharing, what did they do? What they're wanted? Oh?

0:42:12.880 --> 0:42:15.600
<v Speaker 1>A fashion over? Okay? Cool. So you think love and

0:42:15.640 --> 0:42:18.239
<v Speaker 1>hipop actually did good for you, you would say, because

0:42:18.440 --> 0:42:20.560
<v Speaker 1>some people would say it hasn't been but for you.

0:42:20.960 --> 0:42:23.040
<v Speaker 1>We've watched you climb up and I was like, I

0:42:23.080 --> 0:42:25.239
<v Speaker 1>wonder if dream Doll is gonna make it, But it

0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:28.680
<v Speaker 1>looks like you've been putting in the work. Yeah, Um,

0:42:28.680 --> 0:42:32.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you what what was it? Though? You have

0:42:32.160 --> 0:42:35.520
<v Speaker 1>to be able to know that you have to invest

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:38.000
<v Speaker 1>in see yourself. Like I just came off toward spent

0:42:38.040 --> 0:42:40.920
<v Speaker 1>three out of my own blocket. Everything I do, I like,

0:42:41.000 --> 0:42:44.560
<v Speaker 1>I literally invest into everything that I have and anything

0:42:44.640 --> 0:42:47.400
<v Speaker 1>I do, like, um, you know, put together a full team.

0:42:47.719 --> 0:42:51.520
<v Speaker 1>You know that. Shoot, people really have teams now, like

0:42:51.640 --> 0:42:54.800
<v Speaker 1>I have a full staff. So it's like, um, you

0:42:54.920 --> 0:42:58.200
<v Speaker 1>know that, and you know, just trying to I try

0:42:58.200 --> 0:42:59.960
<v Speaker 1>to stay out the John but it always sucked me up.

0:43:00.160 --> 0:43:02.360
<v Speaker 1>But just knowing what you want and put you all

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:04.520
<v Speaker 1>into it, even if you go broke doing it. Because

0:43:05.160 --> 0:43:08.319
<v Speaker 1>music ain't expensive. You know that. Every time you walk

0:43:08.360 --> 0:43:10.680
<v Speaker 1>in that movie, you being charged by the minute. You know,

0:43:10.760 --> 0:43:14.160
<v Speaker 1>it's expensive by the iwa you know, so it's very expensive,

0:43:14.200 --> 0:43:16.239
<v Speaker 1>and you gotta know you gotta keep you in mind

0:43:16.280 --> 0:43:18.560
<v Speaker 1>that Okay, I'm doing this. I don't see it now,

0:43:18.760 --> 0:43:20.840
<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna see it one day, you know. I

0:43:20.920 --> 0:43:22.360
<v Speaker 1>Just like even when I went on too, I didn't

0:43:22.400 --> 0:43:25.600
<v Speaker 1>I didn't even have hostings and them cities, I didn't have, um,

0:43:26.080 --> 0:43:29.120
<v Speaker 1>you know shows. I went on a radio promo tour

0:43:29.760 --> 0:43:32.960
<v Speaker 1>and for as an independent artist to do that, you know,

0:43:33.320 --> 0:43:36.239
<v Speaker 1>is not easy because you're not seeing a dollar back.

0:43:36.360 --> 0:43:38.919
<v Speaker 1>Just know, that right now, but it will benefit because

0:43:38.920 --> 0:43:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I was able to build relationships and you don't have

0:43:41.600 --> 0:43:44.400
<v Speaker 1>mixer meetings and really be able to have these relationships

0:43:44.440 --> 0:43:47.520
<v Speaker 1>with this with the stations and DJs. But um so

0:43:47.719 --> 0:43:50.759
<v Speaker 1>personality doesn't matter a lot. It matters a lot. Um

0:43:51.280 --> 0:43:53.320
<v Speaker 1>it matters a lot. Love hip Hop helped me a

0:43:53.400 --> 0:43:55.839
<v Speaker 1>lot because the first day that my song ever aired,

0:43:55.840 --> 0:43:59.080
<v Speaker 1>I went up thirty thousand streams wood the first day,

0:43:59.120 --> 0:44:01.920
<v Speaker 1>so I gotta I got new listeners. Even if you

0:44:01.960 --> 0:44:04.160
<v Speaker 1>don't like, you still check it for me, Perry Is,

0:44:04.280 --> 0:44:06.480
<v Speaker 1>so you know it was able to help me. And

0:44:06.560 --> 0:44:08.120
<v Speaker 1>you know I'm not I'm just trying to like you know,

0:44:08.560 --> 0:44:11.320
<v Speaker 1>French awf a little bit, and I work on films

0:44:11.960 --> 0:44:13.480
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that. You know I can want to

0:44:13.600 --> 0:44:15.480
<v Speaker 1>like acting. Not because it's so easy for you to

0:44:15.520 --> 0:44:18.279
<v Speaker 1>get labeled as loving hip hop. I'm quite shaming that

0:44:18.400 --> 0:44:24.040
<v Speaker 1>with that too. No, not anymore so now. But it's funny.

0:44:24.080 --> 0:44:26.279
<v Speaker 1>I hated it, but you did two seasons and not

0:44:26.400 --> 0:44:29.279
<v Speaker 1>only did one. I hated that ship with everybody like

0:44:29.400 --> 0:44:32.040
<v Speaker 1>you from Loving hip Hop. No. I would tell people

0:44:32.120 --> 0:44:34.160
<v Speaker 1>know like that did the Bad Girl's Club, and I

0:44:34.280 --> 0:44:36.160
<v Speaker 1>still chased me to this day. People are still talking

0:44:36.200 --> 0:44:38.520
<v Speaker 1>about that. Maybe they're trying to get me to do

0:44:38.600 --> 0:44:41.120
<v Speaker 1>the Bad Girls Class. Really you would have fun, though

0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't trying to do that chip. But then you're

0:44:43.640 --> 0:44:45.759
<v Speaker 1>always battling different things. I remember they thought you were

0:44:45.840 --> 0:44:48.359
<v Speaker 1>so mean on Bad Girls Club because you were kind

0:44:48.360 --> 0:44:51.480
<v Speaker 1>of a bully, and you apologize for that. My thing

0:44:51.560 --> 0:44:54.120
<v Speaker 1>with that, it was just like when I see you

0:44:54.239 --> 0:44:56.440
<v Speaker 1>never know what you're doing until you watch it, and

0:44:56.520 --> 0:44:58.920
<v Speaker 1>then it's like, Okay, I was late, but I'm not

0:44:58.920 --> 0:45:01.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna blame it on like my actions. You know. Um,

0:45:01.960 --> 0:45:04.040
<v Speaker 1>I still was accountable for it. But when I watched it,

0:45:04.120 --> 0:45:06.239
<v Speaker 1>like when when at the reunion, when you'll watched this,

0:45:06.280 --> 0:45:08.960
<v Speaker 1>when I watched it for me, so I immediately started

0:45:08.960 --> 0:45:11.600
<v Speaker 1>crying because I know that they are little girls that

0:45:11.680 --> 0:45:13.440
<v Speaker 1>look up to me, and I know that I have

0:45:13.640 --> 0:45:16.040
<v Speaker 1>younger sisters and brothers, and I don't want them to

0:45:16.120 --> 0:45:18.320
<v Speaker 1>think this is okay. So it was more of like,

0:45:18.520 --> 0:45:21.920
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, this is bad, you know, And I'm

0:45:22.000 --> 0:45:25.359
<v Speaker 1>still juggling with that until this day. But you think

0:45:25.400 --> 0:45:27.520
<v Speaker 1>you felt pressure to be that way because it gives

0:45:27.560 --> 0:45:29.759
<v Speaker 1>you more air time and it makes you stand out more.

0:45:29.800 --> 0:45:34.399
<v Speaker 1>I was very angry Um. I was very angry um

0:45:34.560 --> 0:45:38.080
<v Speaker 1>in the house, and you know, I was just living

0:45:38.120 --> 0:45:39.960
<v Speaker 1>for the moment, and I watched previous show, so I've

0:45:40.000 --> 0:45:43.359
<v Speaker 1>seen it went on, but it's different when you there,

0:45:43.600 --> 0:45:45.120
<v Speaker 1>when it happened. When you when you're there, it's like,

0:45:45.200 --> 0:45:47.960
<v Speaker 1>oh wow, now I come, this is the first show

0:45:48.000 --> 0:45:49.880
<v Speaker 1>I ever did. I'm about to be labeled this and that.

0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:52.920
<v Speaker 1>I just felt like overall, Baggers Club is just degrading

0:45:52.960 --> 0:45:56.880
<v Speaker 1>the women. You know what. It's like, I don't think

0:45:56.920 --> 0:45:58.800
<v Speaker 1>you should do I don't think you should do it.

0:45:59.760 --> 0:46:02.680
<v Speaker 1>So it's very degrading you, you know what I think.

0:46:03.960 --> 0:46:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I think maybe because like you're doing shows like that,

0:46:06.680 --> 0:46:09.200
<v Speaker 1>like your fan big base is very like you have

0:46:09.320 --> 0:46:11.920
<v Speaker 1>a lot of the young girls, which is like the

0:46:12.120 --> 0:46:14.640
<v Speaker 1>making of someone that's gonna be big because you need

0:46:15.080 --> 0:46:17.320
<v Speaker 1>those fans to grow with you, going to be the

0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:20.759
<v Speaker 1>people that are gonna father support you. So like even

0:46:20.840 --> 0:46:24.840
<v Speaker 1>like my nieces they're like sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, they love you.

0:46:25.520 --> 0:46:27.920
<v Speaker 1>They actually really put me onto you for real, like

0:46:28.400 --> 0:46:31.360
<v Speaker 1>they was like you heard this song talk nice like

0:46:31.560 --> 0:46:34.160
<v Speaker 1>they was up on it. And I think that's dope

0:46:34.160 --> 0:46:36.600
<v Speaker 1>because even that powerhous like you see all the girls.

0:46:36.880 --> 0:46:38.719
<v Speaker 1>But do you feel like a pressure because I know

0:46:38.840 --> 0:46:42.839
<v Speaker 1>you do have like like the cover of your your EP.

0:46:43.480 --> 0:46:46.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like you're on the operating table. So do you

0:46:46.760 --> 0:46:49.600
<v Speaker 1>feel like you get the pressures of like since they're

0:46:49.640 --> 0:46:52.080
<v Speaker 1>looking up to you that, do you think you're kind

0:46:52.080 --> 0:46:55.799
<v Speaker 1>of glorifying it for the girl? Okay? So to cover

0:46:56.719 --> 0:47:00.440
<v Speaker 1>what's not me glorifying plastic surgery, I took my project.

0:47:00.560 --> 0:47:04.280
<v Speaker 1>My first project was called life and plastic hashtag plastic

0:47:04.360 --> 0:47:06.560
<v Speaker 1>and my pictures it's just me you wanna call It's

0:47:06.600 --> 0:47:08.160
<v Speaker 1>like whatever you want to call me. If I call

0:47:08.239 --> 0:47:10.000
<v Speaker 1>myself that, what else can you say? It's me living

0:47:10.040 --> 0:47:15.960
<v Speaker 1>my truth that if I postum five bands in my

0:47:16.080 --> 0:47:18.960
<v Speaker 1>brock cup. What you're gonna say, are you titi is fake?

0:47:19.320 --> 0:47:21.120
<v Speaker 1>What can you say? After I'm owning up to let

0:47:21.160 --> 0:47:22.719
<v Speaker 1>me tell you what I say? People when they asked

0:47:22.719 --> 0:47:26.000
<v Speaker 1>me if my titis are real, they were real expensive exactly,

0:47:26.840 --> 0:47:29.520
<v Speaker 1>So you know it's just like um, you know. And

0:47:29.719 --> 0:47:32.279
<v Speaker 1>with the with my cover, it was me as the

0:47:32.360 --> 0:47:35.920
<v Speaker 1>patient and me as the doctor on both and it

0:47:36.120 --> 0:47:40.879
<v Speaker 1>was me fixing myself as an artist, my delivery, my flow.

0:47:40.920 --> 0:47:44.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm still learning ship, I'm I'm just now being able

0:47:44.400 --> 0:47:47.480
<v Speaker 1>to keep keep wrapping and hold my breath and what

0:47:47.600 --> 0:47:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I what I was going like. You know, it's it's

0:47:50.239 --> 0:47:52.759
<v Speaker 1>really a learning process because it's not easy, you know.

0:47:52.960 --> 0:47:56.200
<v Speaker 1>And back dates to my part one and my part too.

0:47:56.280 --> 0:47:59.759
<v Speaker 1>You hear the difference between my flow switch ups um

0:47:59.800 --> 0:48:03.040
<v Speaker 1>thinks I talked about and you know, just me overall

0:48:03.080 --> 0:48:06.319
<v Speaker 1>as an artist, you can see growth even like situations

0:48:06.360 --> 0:48:08.120
<v Speaker 1>I've been through. I was scared to like I was.

0:48:08.640 --> 0:48:11.040
<v Speaker 1>Baggarl's Cup affected me so much that I was scared

0:48:11.080 --> 0:48:12.680
<v Speaker 1>to let people in on my life. I was scared

0:48:12.719 --> 0:48:14.759
<v Speaker 1>to show my true personality because they doesn't label me

0:48:15.040 --> 0:48:16.600
<v Speaker 1>to the world. So it's like, no matter what I do,

0:48:18.360 --> 0:48:20.680
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't make nothing. But I wasn't glorifying plastic surgery.

0:48:20.680 --> 0:48:22.440
<v Speaker 1>And I say that all the time. It was me

0:48:22.600 --> 0:48:25.239
<v Speaker 1>operating on myself as an artist. That was life in

0:48:25.280 --> 0:48:26.719
<v Speaker 1>plastic park one in the bed, and it was life

0:48:27.000 --> 0:48:30.239
<v Speaker 1>towards a doctor. That is what I was doing. When

0:48:30.320 --> 0:48:32.040
<v Speaker 1>I tell girls that I'm sorry to cut you, but

0:48:32.480 --> 0:48:35.520
<v Speaker 1>I just sold you know, um, the younger girls that

0:48:35.600 --> 0:48:38.000
<v Speaker 1>do look up to me. I did plastic surgery for

0:48:38.080 --> 0:48:39.920
<v Speaker 1>the wrong reason. I did it because I was in

0:48:39.960 --> 0:48:42.239
<v Speaker 1>a situation when somebody that made me feel insecure, made

0:48:42.239 --> 0:48:45.680
<v Speaker 1>me feel like I wasn't good enough, made me feel like, okay, uh,

0:48:46.000 --> 0:48:49.600
<v Speaker 1>you're my fooda or my you know, go to the

0:48:49.680 --> 0:48:52.280
<v Speaker 1>gym and do this, and my titty or flat chested

0:48:52.360 --> 0:48:54.520
<v Speaker 1>a cup like made me feel like that. So I

0:48:54.719 --> 0:48:57.120
<v Speaker 1>tried to please him. And you know, I don't want no,

0:48:57.760 --> 0:48:59.560
<v Speaker 1>no woman out there to ever feel like they gotta

0:49:00.160 --> 0:49:05.120
<v Speaker 1>gotta um to make changes to themselves, um to please

0:49:05.120 --> 0:49:07.240
<v Speaker 1>a guy, because you're still going to be that same person.

0:49:07.520 --> 0:49:09.000
<v Speaker 1>But did it make you feel better as a woman?

0:49:09.239 --> 0:49:12.520
<v Speaker 1>Its your confidence just because of him, but just in

0:49:12.600 --> 0:49:14.480
<v Speaker 1>general after you did it, was you like, Okay, even

0:49:14.480 --> 0:49:15.880
<v Speaker 1>though I did it at him, I'm actually gad that

0:49:15.920 --> 0:49:17.800
<v Speaker 1>I did it because I like myself better or I

0:49:17.840 --> 0:49:20.239
<v Speaker 1>feel about myself. And plus I kept going to the gym, says,

0:49:20.360 --> 0:49:23.640
<v Speaker 1>and it wasn't going away. Like I tried to train us,

0:49:23.719 --> 0:49:25.480
<v Speaker 1>I try all of that, Like I tried to be

0:49:25.600 --> 0:49:28.759
<v Speaker 1>better for him, you know, and it just wouldn't. It

0:49:28.920 --> 0:49:30.680
<v Speaker 1>just wouldn't. It just wasn't good enough. But at the

0:49:30.760 --> 0:49:32.920
<v Speaker 1>moment I did, you know, and I recognized and not

0:49:33.000 --> 0:49:36.360
<v Speaker 1>really realized I went through so much like verbal abuse.

0:49:37.200 --> 0:49:40.759
<v Speaker 1>I ate sex to real fast cut him are glowed up.

0:49:43.800 --> 0:49:45.320
<v Speaker 1>You know the reason why I asked that is because

0:49:45.640 --> 0:49:48.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, I've had plastic surgery and I don't um,

0:49:48.920 --> 0:49:50.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, try to lie about it or deny. I'm

0:49:50.680 --> 0:49:53.279
<v Speaker 1>very open with it um And people always, you know,

0:49:53.360 --> 0:49:55.080
<v Speaker 1>on the internet, they always say, you do you do

0:49:55.200 --> 0:49:57.160
<v Speaker 1>plastic surgery because you don't like yourself? When you do

0:49:57.200 --> 0:49:59.800
<v Speaker 1>plaxic surgery, because you don't love yourself for because somebody

0:50:00.040 --> 0:50:01.600
<v Speaker 1>made you feel like you need to. But at the

0:50:01.680 --> 0:50:04.440
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, it's a confidence booster and some

0:50:04.520 --> 0:50:06.640
<v Speaker 1>people don't realize it because they haven't been through it.

0:50:06.760 --> 0:50:09.120
<v Speaker 1>So I always asked women that I know have done it,

0:50:09.200 --> 0:50:11.480
<v Speaker 1>like did it really boost because it definitely boosted mind.

0:50:11.640 --> 0:50:13.640
<v Speaker 1>Not to say that I hated myself, because I didn't,

0:50:13.840 --> 0:50:16.480
<v Speaker 1>but I know that being a hundred and ten pounds

0:50:16.520 --> 0:50:18.399
<v Speaker 1>in the eight cup, I didn't feel at my best.

0:50:18.719 --> 0:50:21.840
<v Speaker 1>But being a hundred and forty pounds and a double

0:50:21.880 --> 0:50:24.360
<v Speaker 1>D cup and more curber and you know, having the

0:50:24.400 --> 0:50:26.920
<v Speaker 1>body that have it really boosted my confidence. And at

0:50:26.960 --> 0:50:28.640
<v Speaker 1>the time, I was a dancer, so we boosted my

0:50:28.719 --> 0:50:32.480
<v Speaker 1>money as well, which in return, so I'm glad you'll

0:50:32.520 --> 0:50:34.160
<v Speaker 1>talk about that because I felt like a lot of

0:50:34.239 --> 0:50:37.160
<v Speaker 1>women like when they think surgery is mostly they think

0:50:37.440 --> 0:50:40.080
<v Speaker 1>somebody that's big that wants to get stuff taken out

0:50:40.520 --> 0:50:43.600
<v Speaker 1>and then just cities at it. That sometimes women my

0:50:43.719 --> 0:50:48.440
<v Speaker 1>body literally that want to add stuff and they get

0:50:48.920 --> 0:50:51.520
<v Speaker 1>body shame. Like it's not only the girls that are

0:50:51.560 --> 0:50:54.640
<v Speaker 1>like a little heavier that good body shame is sometimes

0:50:54.800 --> 0:50:57.279
<v Speaker 1>you could be thin and you're also getting body shame.

0:50:57.560 --> 0:51:00.320
<v Speaker 1>And I didn't I didn't really realize that because like

0:51:00.440 --> 0:51:02.920
<v Speaker 1>my want a girl that I'll call my sister, Like

0:51:03.480 --> 0:51:06.400
<v Speaker 1>she was very very thin and she got like cities

0:51:06.440 --> 0:51:08.040
<v Speaker 1>and all that, and I used to be like, yeah,

0:51:08.080 --> 0:51:10.840
<v Speaker 1>body isn't like she like no, Like I get teased

0:51:10.960 --> 0:51:13.520
<v Speaker 1>like and I'm like how you're mad thin and little

0:51:13.840 --> 0:51:15.840
<v Speaker 1>and she I'm like that's a good thing. She's like no,

0:51:16.080 --> 0:51:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Like guys don't like this, Like they like your your shape,

0:51:19.840 --> 0:51:22.200
<v Speaker 1>you gotta shape, like they like that. She like they

0:51:22.239 --> 0:51:25.480
<v Speaker 1>didn't like I'm bony like I was bony, I was pounds.

0:51:25.760 --> 0:51:30.040
<v Speaker 1>Because I do think that guys like anything, like they

0:51:30.160 --> 0:51:34.520
<v Speaker 1>definitely different from me to other trust me, guys, they

0:51:34.560 --> 0:51:37.880
<v Speaker 1>don't have no they really don't have no no no type.

0:51:38.440 --> 0:51:40.080
<v Speaker 1>Um And when I say that. I mean there's guys

0:51:40.120 --> 0:51:42.359
<v Speaker 1>I don't like me because I'm too thick, or I'm

0:51:42.360 --> 0:51:45.360
<v Speaker 1>too big or I got too much, but or you know,

0:51:45.440 --> 0:51:47.280
<v Speaker 1>if there's guys that are like you and like Karucci.

0:51:47.560 --> 0:51:49.320
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, And like I think like

0:51:49.360 --> 0:51:51.719
<v Speaker 1>people be body shaming Karuchi, but I think she has

0:51:51.800 --> 0:51:54.400
<v Speaker 1>a nice figure, like I like how she looks. I

0:51:54.680 --> 0:51:57.839
<v Speaker 1>want to remove my eyes. I want to go down.

0:51:58.200 --> 0:52:01.640
<v Speaker 1>I want to be smaller, smaller. I was looking at

0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:04.640
<v Speaker 1>my pictures last year, like, damn, help me cheap, just

0:52:04.800 --> 0:52:07.080
<v Speaker 1>look again, you know, And I know because you have

0:52:07.400 --> 0:52:11.120
<v Speaker 1>an ass and you know, everything goes there. It's like

0:52:11.200 --> 0:52:14.279
<v Speaker 1>a storage for the maybe like how do you eat

0:52:14.360 --> 0:52:16.440
<v Speaker 1>so much? How do you drink so much? Like like

0:52:16.520 --> 0:52:19.239
<v Speaker 1>how do you drink liquor not you know and not stick.

0:52:19.280 --> 0:52:21.479
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, because it goes to my ass. Really,

0:52:21.560 --> 0:52:24.160
<v Speaker 1>So I can't wear no jeans. I can't wear no

0:52:24.280 --> 0:52:27.240
<v Speaker 1>cotton skirts. I can't wear I can only wear fashion

0:52:27.280 --> 0:52:31.600
<v Speaker 1>over jeans. Listen, I just had shout out to cousin Kay. Y'all, Okay,

0:52:31.800 --> 0:52:33.759
<v Speaker 1>I just had the conversation with cousin Kay to day

0:52:33.800 --> 0:52:37.360
<v Speaker 1>that I tried on six pair of designer Jeans page

0:52:37.440 --> 0:52:40.319
<v Speaker 1>then um, um Jay brand, you know all this nice.

0:52:42.160 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I triedir of jeans when I was getting dressed today

0:52:44.600 --> 0:52:46.920
<v Speaker 1>and I ended up in my cheap encore jeans and

0:52:47.040 --> 0:52:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I just said to her, you know what, I'm gonna fashion.

0:52:49.040 --> 0:52:50.360
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna be like five pair of jeans because I

0:52:50.360 --> 0:52:52.160
<v Speaker 1>hate the way all my regular jeans fit, and it's

0:52:52.200 --> 0:52:54.880
<v Speaker 1>because of the shape of my body. Likes good my

0:52:54.960 --> 0:53:01.640
<v Speaker 1>regular jeans. Yeah, I wear a leg and swept. One

0:53:01.680 --> 0:53:04.319
<v Speaker 1>thing I really want to say, though, is that insecurities

0:53:04.360 --> 0:53:06.879
<v Speaker 1>is something that you go through temporary, like because I'm

0:53:06.920 --> 0:53:09.160
<v Speaker 1>insecure a boy, my teeth or whatever, and then I

0:53:09.239 --> 0:53:10.719
<v Speaker 1>fix it. I'm not going to be instagram my teeth

0:53:10.760 --> 0:53:12.680
<v Speaker 1>the rest of my life. You feel me, you know.

0:53:12.880 --> 0:53:15.319
<v Speaker 1>So it's just like it's not something I've always been

0:53:15.560 --> 0:53:18.319
<v Speaker 1>went through because you know, and and even I'm really

0:53:18.400 --> 0:53:21.080
<v Speaker 1>open about you know, why I did seard you you

0:53:21.160 --> 0:53:22.799
<v Speaker 1>know what made me do it or why I felt

0:53:22.800 --> 0:53:25.560
<v Speaker 1>comfortable do it. And people would like to say, oh, um,

0:53:26.040 --> 0:53:28.200
<v Speaker 1>she's insecure, but I used to be insecure. I can

0:53:28.239 --> 0:53:30.600
<v Speaker 1>admit it, but I'm not insecure no more, right, I

0:53:30.640 --> 0:53:33.160
<v Speaker 1>mean plastic surgers addicting. Anybody that know got it, they

0:53:33.239 --> 0:53:36.240
<v Speaker 1>know ship last month. I want to do it requires

0:53:36.280 --> 0:53:44.880
<v Speaker 1>maintenance too, she had. Now it looks like, yeah, I

0:53:44.960 --> 0:53:48.760
<v Speaker 1>was gonna do dimples until I researched. You gotta research

0:53:49.239 --> 0:53:52.360
<v Speaker 1>our research. And then I've seen that when you're not smiling,

0:53:52.400 --> 0:53:57.600
<v Speaker 1>it's still holes there. It's canned, look like just two holes.

0:53:57.840 --> 0:54:01.319
<v Speaker 1>What do you think about guys having plastic surgery? M hmm,

0:54:01.800 --> 0:54:04.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I mean I never had a guy

0:54:04.480 --> 0:54:08.400
<v Speaker 1>that actually did plastic surgery. Most of any of my guys, um,

0:54:08.560 --> 0:54:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I only had their teeth I'll take them to do

0:54:10.200 --> 0:54:15.120
<v Speaker 1>their teeth them. Look at you. That's funny. Let me

0:54:15.280 --> 0:54:19.480
<v Speaker 1>let me upgrade you. What if a guy if a

0:54:19.520 --> 0:54:21.239
<v Speaker 1>guy got to like what if he had like a

0:54:21.440 --> 0:54:25.720
<v Speaker 1>little tire and some moves and with it out moves.

0:54:26.080 --> 0:54:29.359
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I never had that situation. I'll kind

0:54:29.360 --> 0:54:33.160
<v Speaker 1>of be still. I like the scammer belly, like like

0:54:34.440 --> 0:54:39.760
<v Speaker 1>you like those bullies or the as. I see my types,

0:54:39.840 --> 0:54:55.000
<v Speaker 1>it don't see your types. Everybody, I everybody. Person personality

0:54:55.080 --> 0:54:56.600
<v Speaker 1>means everything to me. And we got to be able

0:54:56.640 --> 0:54:59.560
<v Speaker 1>to have conversation. If I cannot have a conversation with

0:55:00.040 --> 0:55:01.719
<v Speaker 1>matter what you look like. It don't matter what you

0:55:01.840 --> 0:55:04.960
<v Speaker 1>look like. I'm not a old You gotta be this this, this,

0:55:05.360 --> 0:55:07.920
<v Speaker 1>this like, you gotta have this this. No, I'm not

0:55:08.080 --> 0:55:11.960
<v Speaker 1>like that because it's never happens like that. You know. Um,

0:55:12.160 --> 0:55:14.239
<v Speaker 1>I just got to be able to you know, we

0:55:14.320 --> 0:55:17.920
<v Speaker 1>gotta have a connectionemistry, chemistry like if I'm not talking

0:55:17.960 --> 0:55:20.040
<v Speaker 1>to you, I'm we like run down like it's just

0:55:20.080 --> 0:55:22.239
<v Speaker 1>a lot, you know, I'm just not a big he

0:55:22.360 --> 0:55:28.320
<v Speaker 1>gotta have this type of God, it's a vibe. Alright,

0:55:28.360 --> 0:55:30.560
<v Speaker 1>we got one more situation ship for you. Let's get

0:55:30.600 --> 0:55:33.160
<v Speaker 1>it all right. So let's just say you give your

0:55:33.200 --> 0:55:37.760
<v Speaker 1>man in edible and just study dating him. I'm the question.

0:55:38.120 --> 0:55:40.439
<v Speaker 1>And then he tries to make out with your brother

0:55:40.960 --> 0:55:43.840
<v Speaker 1>because he's the edible, and after where he don't remember

0:55:43.880 --> 0:55:50.920
<v Speaker 1>a thing. Brother. First of all, whatever happens that in

0:55:51.040 --> 0:55:55.320
<v Speaker 1>that moment, he gonna remember because he had it. I

0:55:55.360 --> 0:55:58.280
<v Speaker 1>don't give a damn if you had a strong molly.

0:55:59.239 --> 0:56:05.080
<v Speaker 1>At least that he took some drugs and he was

0:56:05.160 --> 0:56:10.680
<v Speaker 1>not acting like himself and tried to make out with Okay, okay,

0:56:11.000 --> 0:56:14.680
<v Speaker 1>he's some kind of a drug drug even tried Molly's

0:56:14.680 --> 0:56:17.359
<v Speaker 1>when I was younger, and it just makes you feel

0:56:17.520 --> 0:56:22.120
<v Speaker 1>very lusty sexy. A you walking the room, you're just

0:56:22.200 --> 0:56:25.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna feel like so sexy like and then fix me

0:56:25.760 --> 0:56:28.400
<v Speaker 1>a little lessbian ish when I'm okay, So maybe for

0:56:28.560 --> 0:56:31.080
<v Speaker 1>him and made him a little No, that's not acceptable.

0:56:31.239 --> 0:56:33.200
<v Speaker 1>What's the same thing that happened to you know? But

0:56:33.480 --> 0:56:36.799
<v Speaker 1>it's just no, you don't know me. Then you want

0:56:36.840 --> 0:56:39.920
<v Speaker 1>my brother's out, that's it. And he's like, wait, I

0:56:40.000 --> 0:56:44.400
<v Speaker 1>did what you don't remember? He don't remember? That mean

0:56:44.480 --> 0:56:49.160
<v Speaker 1>he gave that. I said, you don't remember he was

0:56:49.239 --> 0:56:52.120
<v Speaker 1>on the molley and I wantn't he started sucking this dick.

0:56:52.239 --> 0:56:54.279
<v Speaker 1>Then we're just going to ignore that. As long as

0:56:54.320 --> 0:56:58.840
<v Speaker 1>you don't throw up and suck it back down you

0:56:59.840 --> 0:57:03.520
<v Speaker 1>you don't even kill I don't know. That's never happened

0:57:03.560 --> 0:57:05.080
<v Speaker 1>to me, but I'm just trying to picture it in

0:57:05.200 --> 0:57:07.719
<v Speaker 1>my head, like if somebody, because I've been like, have

0:57:07.800 --> 0:57:09.399
<v Speaker 1>you ever been in a situation where you don't remember

0:57:09.480 --> 0:57:14.920
<v Speaker 1>it the next day? Of course? Okay, so maybe something happened.

0:57:14.960 --> 0:57:16.920
<v Speaker 1>You're like, damn, I did that. I did what I

0:57:17.000 --> 0:57:21.520
<v Speaker 1>get aggressive when I get drunk out of her every run.

0:57:23.680 --> 0:57:25.959
<v Speaker 1>What I'm saying is it could happen, And so maybe

0:57:26.000 --> 0:57:27.560
<v Speaker 1>things like that are just some things you got to

0:57:27.640 --> 0:57:31.200
<v Speaker 1>talk through, Like if you truly don't remember, nah, Angela,

0:57:31.320 --> 0:57:35.520
<v Speaker 1>that's that's just too far. We're not with it. How

0:57:35.560 --> 0:57:38.240
<v Speaker 1>do you move forward from there? Gone too far? Al Right?

0:57:38.280 --> 0:57:39.640
<v Speaker 1>The last thing I want to talk about. I saw

0:57:39.720 --> 0:57:42.840
<v Speaker 1>this article right about this woman. She's an Instagram star,

0:57:42.960 --> 0:57:45.120
<v Speaker 1>and now she has this business. It's called jet set

0:57:45.200 --> 0:57:47.800
<v Speaker 1>Babe dot com. So she teaches women had a bag

0:57:47.880 --> 0:57:50.959
<v Speaker 1>of billionaire. Now this I started because at the age

0:57:50.960 --> 0:57:54.120
<v Speaker 1>of nineteen, she was actually living a life of luxury,

0:57:54.320 --> 0:57:57.280
<v Speaker 1>just jet setting around right doing what she does. And

0:57:57.400 --> 0:57:59.280
<v Speaker 1>she actually now has his website where she can help

0:57:59.320 --> 0:58:00.960
<v Speaker 1>you do the same things. She said, once you've tried

0:58:01.040 --> 0:58:04.160
<v Speaker 1>this luxurious lifestyle, it's hard to go back. She said

0:58:04.200 --> 0:58:05.720
<v Speaker 1>she could never fall in love with a man who

0:58:05.880 --> 0:58:08.280
<v Speaker 1>wasn't wealthy, So she says, if you want to get

0:58:08.280 --> 0:58:09.680
<v Speaker 1>a rich guy, you have to do some work on

0:58:09.760 --> 0:58:13.240
<v Speaker 1>yourself first. And she lost thirty three pounds, got a

0:58:13.320 --> 0:58:16.200
<v Speaker 1>nose job, she got fillers in her cheekbones and her chin.

0:58:16.600 --> 0:58:19.320
<v Speaker 1>She's got to be married, this bitch better be married

0:58:19.400 --> 0:58:21.680
<v Speaker 1>to a billionaire. So now she has her school of

0:58:21.760 --> 0:58:24.200
<v Speaker 1>affluence is giving women the choice of whether to work

0:58:24.320 --> 0:58:26.280
<v Speaker 1>or not. She said, I don't think working should be

0:58:26.360 --> 0:58:29.000
<v Speaker 1>forced upon women in high society. I don't think women

0:58:29.040 --> 0:58:31.560
<v Speaker 1>should be judged if they're not working. And so her

0:58:31.600 --> 0:58:33.360
<v Speaker 1>whole thing is that what she does and she helps

0:58:33.440 --> 0:58:38.920
<v Speaker 1>people like get themselves together to get a billionaire. Oh,

0:58:40.360 --> 0:58:46.080
<v Speaker 1>let'm saying something, how successful happened? This is somebody that

0:58:46.560 --> 0:58:51.600
<v Speaker 1>has man is very steals folks with. Somebody that's very successful,

0:58:51.720 --> 0:58:54.640
<v Speaker 1>hasn't anything she can get she want rape, So she's

0:58:54.640 --> 0:58:57.200
<v Speaker 1>probably bored at home and don't have you know how

0:58:58.000 --> 0:59:00.720
<v Speaker 1>a guy like whether your guy, because a lot of

0:59:00.800 --> 0:59:03.280
<v Speaker 1>women nowadays, you know, the guys start up their business

0:59:03.440 --> 0:59:09.360
<v Speaker 1>or lash line give them whatever, they start up money,

0:59:10.120 --> 0:59:12.840
<v Speaker 1>and you know, she probably bored at home, don't want

0:59:12.880 --> 0:59:16.680
<v Speaker 1>to see the boss bitches moving around and you know,

0:59:16.880 --> 0:59:19.680
<v Speaker 1>want to be that businesswoman, you know, So she's just

0:59:19.760 --> 0:59:22.240
<v Speaker 1>trying to find something to do. So she studied this

0:59:22.280 --> 0:59:26.400
<v Speaker 1>whole yet said, that's right, like how many women had

0:59:26.480 --> 0:59:31.160
<v Speaker 1>she actually helped find It's like millions millionaire. It's just

0:59:31.640 --> 0:59:33.560
<v Speaker 1>what she brought up in the hood. Because I need

0:59:33.600 --> 0:59:42.360
<v Speaker 1>to know if that's I'm disqualified from that? How you

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<v Speaker 1>saying that she had her boyfriend for the past two

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<v Speaker 1>years to teach women how to transform yourself. Well, you

0:59:48.600 --> 0:59:51.880
<v Speaker 1>gotta teach so when you eat the right fork first

0:59:52.000 --> 0:59:56.640
<v Speaker 1>week white college scam, that's the scam. Scam girl. I

0:59:56.720 --> 0:59:58.280
<v Speaker 1>know you bought you all the money you want to

0:59:58.560 --> 1:00:07.960
<v Speaker 1>have type of business, but get you some lashes. I

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<v Speaker 1>think we should just semetic line. We should join it,

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<v Speaker 1>just to see what she says. I want to know

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<v Speaker 1>what you charging. Oh, I don't know. I don't say

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<v Speaker 1>all that. Yeah, we go. The plot thickens. It's what

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<v Speaker 1>she charges is the whole point. She about to make

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<v Speaker 1>way more money off of you, and you ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 1>walk away with nothing, no billionaires. How many women has

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<v Speaker 1>she actually a't got to got to be something. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to see how what in the Kanyes workout plan

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<v Speaker 1>is going on? Because I wrote a plane right, it

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<v Speaker 1>ain't that hard. I ain't got I ain't got the

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<v Speaker 1>She's like, okay, y'all not working with this bit of ship.

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<v Speaker 1>But I wouldn't do it. You know, I don't believe

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<v Speaker 1>in none of that. What kind of man are you

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<v Speaker 1>looking for? Um? I want a man that has a

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<v Speaker 1>business mentality when I say that I want to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to we're both bringing something to the table. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>I want this. I want I want to open up

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<v Speaker 1>a piece of shop. I want to open up a

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<v Speaker 1>beauty supply store because they ain't no beauty supply stores

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<v Speaker 1>where I live at. You know, I want to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to be like come hand in hand when it

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<v Speaker 1>comes to like you know, the long term stuff like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, but that that takes time. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to you not to be able to be like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna spend two llars on the chain. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to spend two hundred invest that into something we could build.

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<v Speaker 1>So I want to be able to build like foundations

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<v Speaker 1>with that guy. But like I said, it's all about

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<v Speaker 1>personality to lead to me, and it's all about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just respect and being able to respect my work too,

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<v Speaker 1>because a lot of one type of guy. And it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I could date like somebody, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't understand that. Okay, I'm going to be in a

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<v Speaker 1>studio with this person or I'm gonna be on You

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to be an artist and these right, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to people the artists. I pray Lord he

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<v Speaker 1>don't give me one. What's the wrong with being with artists?

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<v Speaker 1>I know I did. I just don't want to do it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I feel like they don't know what they want

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<v Speaker 1>and you they're not ready to settle down and it's

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<v Speaker 1>just another girl. So what happens if public honestly, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well that makes sense. Public, Well, what happens if y'all

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<v Speaker 1>get a business together and then you just get tired

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<v Speaker 1>at him because, like you said earlier, you're kind of

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<v Speaker 1>not really enough settling down. Let's say you'all doing good

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<v Speaker 1>with your business, do you still work together? Well, that's

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<v Speaker 1>why I have a business manager. I have a business manager,

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<v Speaker 1>and um, I'll have employees and the check don't stop.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what these guys before they be and they

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<v Speaker 1>feeling that's right, questions about getting into business. But somebody

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<v Speaker 1>that you're dating just because if things don't work out,

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<v Speaker 1>that ship gets messy. But what if it works out

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<v Speaker 1>and then, I mean, you can buy yourself out. That's

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<v Speaker 1>the kid. If you don't want to work, because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>still going to go and collect my bag and make

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<v Speaker 1>sure that my business is so successful. My work is

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<v Speaker 1>never going to stop. But if you feel like it's

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<v Speaker 1>too much for you. People buy yourself out. That's it,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm gonna make the other things. But if they didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>if it didn't make it, yeah, then you could still

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<v Speaker 1>buy yourself I would if theyn't make no money yet

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<v Speaker 1>they just don't. Won't quest nothing. Just give me back,

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<v Speaker 1>give me. I'll give you back the money you put in.

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<v Speaker 1>That's it. But I think I'm thinking you're more so,

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<v Speaker 1>like what if it's successful, right, and it's doing great,

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<v Speaker 1>but y'all not together no more? And then you move on.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you have another boyfriend, but he's like, what the

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<v Speaker 1>fund is this? Like it's our business and did exactly

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<v Speaker 1>That's something you got from the beginning when you came

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<v Speaker 1>in and met me. You know, I had this business

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<v Speaker 1>with my ex. But if it was vice versa and

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<v Speaker 1>he was with him, I don't know how I feel

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<v Speaker 1>about that. He doesn't want to get me a new

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<v Speaker 1>business anyway, Like you gotta be My thing is if

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<v Speaker 1>you complain about something, be able to fix it. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>tell me I can't work with artists and you're not

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<v Speaker 1>doing a record with me? Every well, tell me I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta get back this watch that he gave me and

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<v Speaker 1>you're not gonna get me an exactly. Want to step

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<v Speaker 1>up and do what you gotta do. Don't tell me

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<v Speaker 1>I can't bring this person out for my show and

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<v Speaker 1>you ain't the one coming up. That's hard though, in

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<v Speaker 1>this business, because you are gonna work with other guys regardless,

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't want to date somebody that's telling you

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want you working with this person. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>there are people like that around me. Well, listen, I

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<v Speaker 1>never think that's good for business. It's not. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>because imagine what if he's like, y'all, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to see you around geasy, but he brung you out

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<v Speaker 1>of that power exactly. So if you can't add, then

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<v Speaker 1>your subtraction with that. That's just how it got to be.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, when did you realize that it was popping

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<v Speaker 1>off for you musically? Like what event or what happened

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<v Speaker 1>that made you be like, finally, all my hard work

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<v Speaker 1>is paying off. They understand it. I would have to

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<v Speaker 1>say when I started actually getting booked for shows and

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<v Speaker 1>then it was actually there. But when I really really

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<v Speaker 1>found out like I was popping on my music was

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<v Speaker 1>when I did my concert for my I did a

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<v Speaker 1>um uh Life and Plastic to listening party concert and

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<v Speaker 1>everybody's like, my project dropped on the seventh, but my

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<v Speaker 1>concert was the night. So everybody's like, oh, are you

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<v Speaker 1>scared that people not gonna know your song? I said, no.

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<v Speaker 1>One thing I know is that my fans is gonna

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<v Speaker 1>learn my ship. They've been beasting for this project for

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<v Speaker 1>a whole year, so they're gonna make sure they know

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<v Speaker 1>these songs. I learned people. I learned my like I

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<v Speaker 1>love him, see how I learned them see hustle Ship.

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<v Speaker 1>When they dropped every song repeat drake too, I'm repeat repeat,

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, it's just like, um, I know that

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<v Speaker 1>I knew that they got me, and um it was like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is my first show that I'm headlining, so this

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<v Speaker 1>is all me. I paid for the venue. I pay

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<v Speaker 1>for the decorator. I made show that it looked at like, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>like a hospital type of thing, like when you came

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<v Speaker 1>in and had the mask, like I had the hospital

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<v Speaker 1>bed on stage, the ivy the drinks was an ivy

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<v Speaker 1>bag like it was really like like like for the

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<v Speaker 1>like for the cuature. So, um, it was so much

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<v Speaker 1>pressure on me because I'm seeing the ticket sales, I'm like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>it's only eight percent sold out. I need my ship

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<v Speaker 1>to sell out. Last last day, walked out on that

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<v Speaker 1>stage seeing everything that this is big because there's no openness.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to open up. I wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>all about my project. I don't want to open us.

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<v Speaker 1>It was well, Gonna came out. Shout out to Gonna.

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<v Speaker 1>He came out, and um, you know, it was all

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<v Speaker 1>about me, like this is everybody in this room is

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<v Speaker 1>here for me, you know. So that's when I really

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<v Speaker 1>really really you know, like damn, like these people all

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<v Speaker 1>bought Like I used to be going to all about

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<v Speaker 1>our concerts, like I was there. You know, I was young.

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<v Speaker 1>I used to go to his stuff. So it's like York,

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<v Speaker 1>good luck. I'm not going. But what I'm saying this,

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<v Speaker 1>it's nah. It's just like when you have these concerts

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<v Speaker 1>and you're the headline and this is yours. Everybody in

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<v Speaker 1>that room was there for me. So like even my

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<v Speaker 1>mom like she was like wow, everybody sick. See everybody

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, seeing her daughter, like this is her daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like, you know, it was just the feeling

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<v Speaker 1>was like imrreplaceable, you know. And then I was scared.

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<v Speaker 1>Like even when when I came out for for something you,

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<v Speaker 1>I was scared. I was scared. But I'm like, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, when New York City is so hard to

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<v Speaker 1>win over and I speak about this with a whole

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of the New York City crowds is hard. They're

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<v Speaker 1>like they were just standing there. Don't know the records,

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<v Speaker 1>They're just standing and there, you know. So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I went out there with full confidence and I'm like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>I know my city got my back, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>they had my back, and that's why I'm just like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>everything's bad. I was. I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>I saw you it O Kim hanging. Do you think that, um,

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<v Speaker 1>other women artists support you. Um, I'm gonna keep it real.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like no, UM, I feel like if I

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<v Speaker 1>was friends with any female artists that they either stopped

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<v Speaker 1>working with me or you started moving different. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>like I can't help with that. You know, things are

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<v Speaker 1>moving the way it is for me. Like I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to chase the back just like you, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to work hard and make sure that I'll get

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<v Speaker 1>my number one record, you know. And I'm just fully focused.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know that's why me doing a record with him,

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<v Speaker 1>it means so much to me because it's like, Yo,

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<v Speaker 1>this is a legend. She ain't collapse with no female

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<v Speaker 1>in the last thing years besides Remy Ma. You feel

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<v Speaker 1>me in Remy is a legend too. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, for me to have an O G coast

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<v Speaker 1>so this is a co sign a situation. This is like,

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<v Speaker 1>buch if you wantn't taking me serious when I last year,

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<v Speaker 1>you're taking me serious right now because she actually she

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have to do that. You feel me. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have this, I'm I don't have a crazy budget. The

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<v Speaker 1>label paint not No, it was a innuine thing, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was actually believe it in me. And ever

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<v Speaker 1>since the day I met Kim, you know, she been

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<v Speaker 1>a honey with me, like very humble, I'm question man,

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<v Speaker 1>She's very sweet, very humble and um she's very uplift,

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<v Speaker 1>uplifting and you know, I just I'm so thankful for that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you don't feel like other women have embraced you

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<v Speaker 1>so much, No, and they and they'd be like aultomate

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<v Speaker 1>it's like go against me automatically. What I want to

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<v Speaker 1>collect with more women. You know, I actually want to

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<v Speaker 1>collect women, especially you know, women from New York. You

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<v Speaker 1>ever reach out to them, because you know, sometimes maybe

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned females all the time and all my interviews, but

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<v Speaker 1>I never reached out you right, But it's just like

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<v Speaker 1>they were ready to be I think sometimes people pit

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<v Speaker 1>each other against each other, and so it's all it

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<v Speaker 1>takes is for one person to reach out to somebody

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<v Speaker 1>else and be like, you know, I always wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>work with you. Could we do something and it could

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<v Speaker 1>be that simple. Yeah, they always put females against each

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<v Speaker 1>other because as soon as you wrapped the first thing,

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<v Speaker 1>oh you sound like I like when me, I always

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<v Speaker 1>used to get like, oh you're sounding like little Kim

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<v Speaker 1>back in the day, you sund like Remy Like. I

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<v Speaker 1>used to hate that because I'm like, you know, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>support them and I think they dope. But like I

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<v Speaker 1>work now hard on my stuff. I don't want anybody

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<v Speaker 1>saying I sound like anybody, And with these guys like nowadays,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, motherfucker's do be sounding like because I cannot.

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<v Speaker 1>I hate all I like, take that ship off sound

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<v Speaker 1>and make somebody sound say do that tolerate auto tune

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<v Speaker 1>and it's it's probably because you just feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>have to te pain in the future. Yeah, but you

1:10:29.720 --> 1:10:35.000
<v Speaker 1>have to, but you don't just like Future and Designer.

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<v Speaker 1>They might have been cool, but as soon as Designer

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<v Speaker 1>came out like this fake ass future now, when he

1:10:40.200 --> 1:10:42.479
<v Speaker 1>sees Future now, he's gonna feel funny. So I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that's how it is. A female, it's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you're the queen of and it's always got to be

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<v Speaker 1>like that one queen or one like. But with guys,

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<v Speaker 1>it's always like unity and somebody you want to work

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<v Speaker 1>with and let's put it out there in the atmosphere. Um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanna work with card okay exactly. I could see

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<v Speaker 1>that immediately, and yeah, you know, I just feel like

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<v Speaker 1>the city is crazy, like we both from the Bronx,

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<v Speaker 1>like the Bronx needed to feel me and she likes

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<v Speaker 1>you and I just thinking herself made up they would

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<v Speaker 1>never be But I feel like that, like I just

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<v Speaker 1>want to be able to create, like like being the studio,

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<v Speaker 1>just like really create something to see what type of

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<v Speaker 1>record it will be, because I feel like on some

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<v Speaker 1>like aggressive record that me and I will actually do

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<v Speaker 1>really good on. Um. Yeah, but you know, females always

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<v Speaker 1>putting there, They always put females against each other. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, one thing about Cam is that

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<v Speaker 1>she like embraced me. And I felt it like I

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I felt it like she wasn't like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>I'm this, I'm this, I'm this high, I'm this high.

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<v Speaker 1>She never was like that. She know where she stood.

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<v Speaker 1>Wish what she's done, what she has done, how she

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<v Speaker 1>changed the culture, and you know she don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>even brag about it. She's securing herself. She said, you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like when you get with somebody like Kim, do

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<v Speaker 1>you feel like that's automatically you picking its side? Because

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<v Speaker 1>it was kind of like they tried to throw you

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<v Speaker 1>in with the whole Nikki Nikki and South Hassa and

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<v Speaker 1>back and forth for and on the Instagram a few

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<v Speaker 1>months ago. And I've seen they brought your name into

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<v Speaker 1>it or your name was brought up into it. So

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<v Speaker 1>do you think like when you do do a collaborate

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<v Speaker 1>little Kim, who obviously we know she's wanted to you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, people that started this whole thing.

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<v Speaker 1>But do you feel Brooklyn I lest exactly Chim is

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk about the fact that nobody would have been

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<v Speaker 1>wearing colored here if it wasn't. Let's talk about that.

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<v Speaker 1>And she changed the coature. She's the culture period. But

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<v Speaker 1>um yeah, of course like that, Like I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>if you like this person, you can't like this person,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't like that person. You know. Like I like music.

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<v Speaker 1>If I want to dance to this song, will sing

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<v Speaker 1>this song. I can sing it like I'm not obligated

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<v Speaker 1>to do anything, but um yeah, I was brought up

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<v Speaker 1>in that and you know it is what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>Um my name is just with that mess, James. We

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate you fun. It is our first extended conversation and

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<v Speaker 1>we had a great time with you. Thank you. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>happy to be here. We appreciate you the openness and

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<v Speaker 1>your honesty, and we're very happy for you and your success.

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<v Speaker 1>And we'll be watching you and make sure we cheer

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<v Speaker 1>you on. Okay, we come into the next show. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta compare, Yeah for sure. And we look forward

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<v Speaker 1>to that CARDI B collab because we just put that out.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna make I think that's a no brain of

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<v Speaker 1>Brooklyn Johnny, you know, I'm sure he's already on it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it should be you Cardi take off and

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<v Speaker 1>off that girl like the Outs. That should gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>crazy though. It would be a dope song. So we'll

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<v Speaker 1>d do double date, dole date. That's actually took Check

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<v Speaker 1>that out. It should be called rest Snappers. Every time

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<v Speaker 1>I was saying, you see, let's sew it up every

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<v Speaker 1>song O rest not of that