Speaker 1: Let serving. What's up you guys. It's lift service. We're
Speaker 1: gonna have some fun today. I'm g G maguire, I'm
Speaker 1: lur y'all, I'm dreamgal. Why have your guy dreamed on
Speaker 1: these fucked up couches? That's cool. Majority studio cultures are
Speaker 1: sucked up stains, ashes, hooka burns, something, come things old type.
Speaker 1: What if you went to a guy's house and this
Speaker 1: is where hisself doesn't looking was never sitting on it.
Speaker 1: There was a lot of people that sat on these
Speaker 1: cultures like you know you exect, but like, come on, yeah,
Speaker 1: let's step it up a little bit. Alright, So let's
Speaker 1: talk to dream dial about situation ships and what you
Speaker 1: like and don't like in a man. Are you in
Speaker 1: a relationship right now? I'm not, okay a situation ship?
Speaker 1: Not really. I had to really fall back on the
Speaker 1: guys and really focus, and things are way better now,
Speaker 1: Like I actually want to practice like celibacy. Really, Are
Speaker 1: you sure not in a relationship because my crisis Come on,
Speaker 1: let's because because you know it swirling around that year off.
Speaker 1: I woke up one day and then that room was
Speaker 1: I'm silenting the records, I'm dating take off that's not true.
Speaker 1: But it's just crazy to me how you could, Like
Speaker 1: I really woke up and I'm like, oh shoot, I
Speaker 1: found this out about myself on Instagram. Everybody sent it
Speaker 1: to me. The guy that was when I did come out,
Speaker 1: the guy that I was, you know, had his had
Speaker 1: a situation ship where he was like, what's take off exactly?
Speaker 1: I don't even remember even the last time I've seen
Speaker 1: take off, like and not even send the time. I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: so we got a relationship that number? No, no, not
Speaker 1: we cool? We're cool? You tell me. We turned over
Speaker 1: and looked at him, thinking I had sentence time. I'm like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: he's like NA see that ship too. But you know,
Speaker 1: it's just crazy to me how people could just come
Speaker 1: on with these stories and people actually believe that. I
Speaker 1: think sometimes but it's not you. It makes it funny though,
Speaker 1: because as it's not like the worst rumor, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It'd be worse if it was like
Speaker 1: something foul. But dating rumors are not that bad. But
Speaker 1: when you when you're dealing with somebody, it is that bad,
Speaker 1: like when this happened. Because now when you go to Atlanta,
Speaker 1: they want to be blocking blown up your phone, you know,
Speaker 1: especially because the people, the people on the internet believe
Speaker 1: everything they see in it's kind of hard to distinguish
Speaker 1: it supposed to be a PR stuntbody believes it PR stunt,
Speaker 1: all types of stuff. I'm like, Okay, that would have
Speaker 1: been some cute triple days, So yeah, triple dates. Can
Speaker 1: you imagine that it had been you would take off?
Speaker 1: I don't want no rapper and it could have been
Speaker 1: quite with sweetie. I don't want no rapper? Just please no, really, wow,
Speaker 1: what's wrong with rapper? You're a rapper? Yeah, so I'm
Speaker 1: an artist, a rapper, Oh that coconut oil entrepreneur, right exactly.
Speaker 1: And he is a piece of all a piece of meat?
Speaker 1: Is he a piece of meat? But I mean we
Speaker 1: know he's a piece of meat. We've seen it. We've
Speaker 1: seen it. He's a walking, talking eight plant. Like not
Speaker 1: as how you got a whole deal behind you. That's
Speaker 1: let not mad at it was that like something for
Speaker 1: loving hip hop? Right? Was that like something where y'all
Speaker 1: actually had a relationship. We never had a relationship. He
Speaker 1: tried that. I'm sure I can imagine him trying to. Like,
Speaker 1: so far he's cools. We had him here, but I
Speaker 1: know he got game like with the you know, I
Speaker 1: don't really want to just sleep with women just oh yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm looking for my wife, a baby. He wanted to family.
Speaker 1: Random sex anymore, no more threesomes. I'm quite sure I'm
Speaker 1: not a cheater. I never cheated the one right now,
Speaker 1: you know all that stuff. But then let's have some fun. Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, So let's just say you're with a guy
Speaker 1: and he said he doesn't vote because it doesn't matter
Speaker 1: and it's all a conspiracy. Is that a turn off?
Speaker 1: I'm keeping real. You don't vote, I don't vote. I
Speaker 1: vote just bad. But um, you know, maybe I could
Speaker 1: have stopped the whole Trump movement. Yeah, is a lot
Speaker 1: of people that thought, like me, like, what is my
Speaker 1: little vote gonna do? You know? But when all I
Speaker 1: learned my lesson forward, I vote. You know, Okay, what
Speaker 1: if he voted for Trump? What if he voted for Trump? Um,
Speaker 1: I don't think that would happen me. I don't think
Speaker 1: I will deal with somebody to vote for Trump. It
Speaker 1: just won't be a connection. Like let's say, y'all was
Speaker 1: talking over because I was waiting for you to be
Speaker 1: like spoke about it. No, let me tell you no, No,
Speaker 1: he didn't actually, and then he just came out of
Speaker 1: nowhere and he was some ship like, yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: I understand where Trump is coming from. So I thought
Speaker 1: he was joking. I started laughing like like, now I'm
Speaker 1: I'm serious, like when he's talking about what this this
Speaker 1: down the third and I was like, you sound crazy
Speaker 1: at fun like and he was. When I realized he
Speaker 1: was serious, I started looking at different, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, because I can't. I can't back nobody like that.
Speaker 1: That's just that's that matter to you. I didn't think
Speaker 1: that you will, that we were run into that though.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't. You'd be surprised, he'd be surprised. Some people
Speaker 1: are ignorant. I don't really, Um, I wouldn't. You don't
Speaker 1: think so you don't know though, because some people might
Speaker 1: be like, well, financially, it's good for me because I
Speaker 1: have businesses. So I voted for him because there's a
Speaker 1: lot of tax breaks for the rich. That's what it is.
Speaker 1: Because he's that's the reason why a lot of people
Speaker 1: on him. But the brook is like, yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: they don't even care at the fact that it's it's
Speaker 1: just saving them money. They don't care the fact that
Speaker 1: he's racist, that he's sexist, that you know, he says
Speaker 1: this stuff. First of all, he tweeked more than me
Speaker 1: got about. Don't even use and use this other stuff
Speaker 1: going on like you via tweet and poop, like you working,
Speaker 1: you got too much time? All right. Now, Let's say
Speaker 1: you start dating a guy, right and he's still taking
Speaker 1: care of his ex's kid even though it's not his.
Speaker 1: He grew attached to this child while they were in
Speaker 1: a relationship, and he still takes a kid out, pays
Speaker 1: for stuff. How would you feel about that? Um depends
Speaker 1: on the situation because my younger days I would have
Speaker 1: been like, no, that's a dub you know that baby, right,
Speaker 1: But if if if the mother of the child is
Speaker 1: in a relationship or married, then it wouldn't really it
Speaker 1: wouldn't really affect, like you know, I reoually really care.
Speaker 1: But if she out here single, you think, are you're
Speaker 1: going there picking him up? If that ain't happening, it's
Speaker 1: just not going to work out for us. What do
Speaker 1: you guys think? I agree with? It would probably be
Speaker 1: more you know, easier on the mind. If she was
Speaker 1: in a relationship or you know, see it like Mary,
Speaker 1: you know, moved on with her life. But it's hard
Speaker 1: to say that you come in between family like as
Speaker 1: a woman, because that's not his real family. That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, right, But that's what I'm about to say.
Speaker 1: If it's a situation where he's been in the life
Speaker 1: of that child. Now, if if he was in a
Speaker 1: two year relationship and had two years and with the
Speaker 1: little boy, but if he if he raised that child
Speaker 1: and had that child in his life since that child
Speaker 1: was a baby, then that's his family. And as a
Speaker 1: woman and as a woman coming into a relationship, the
Speaker 1: one thing that you can never come in between his family.
Speaker 1: So it just all depends on how long you know,
Speaker 1: the situation, like it got to be some ship. Like
Speaker 1: they bringing them Christmas and birthday presents. Ain't gonna be
Speaker 1: like child support, right, that's not the child child support.
Speaker 1: But maybe he could just like pay the chips tuition
Speaker 1: or pay for the kid's birthday. Part. I don't even
Speaker 1: know relationships, well, you know, the it actually works like that,
Speaker 1: Like it's kind of like when I'm done with you,
Speaker 1: you ain't about to be around my kid, Like I'm
Speaker 1: petty like that, so that today I'm like, um, I'm like,
Speaker 1: we're talking about how you know mothers that used their
Speaker 1: child as babe, I said, I might be that mother.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep it real. What if that was best
Speaker 1: for the child, I would keep it real. You want it, Okay,
Speaker 1: here you go, eat child, whatever type of relationship. Here
Speaker 1: you go. And I'm keeping pushing, you know, but just
Speaker 1: don't be spiteful and keep the child away from the pain.
Speaker 1: I'm scared to be like that, you know, Like I
Speaker 1: already know myself. I already know my pettiness and with
Speaker 1: my pettiness when he set up, I might be that girl. Um,
Speaker 1: but I don't want to be that girl. Yeah, because
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, that only hurts the child.
Speaker 1: It doesn't really hurt the father of the child as
Speaker 1: much as you think it's hurting him, and hurts the
Speaker 1: child more. I mean, in my case, specifically, my daughter's
Speaker 1: father was murdered when she was two years old, so
Speaker 1: she hasn't had him in her life. Now, what if
Speaker 1: he was alive and I kept her from him intentionally?
Speaker 1: My dad was my dad is doing fifty five years, um,
Speaker 1: so you know he got taken away from when I
Speaker 1: was three, so I never really had a relationship with him.
Speaker 1: But you know, we never was that tight. So now
Speaker 1: it's like a regret situation, like he wished he would
Speaker 1: have spend time with me and stuff like that. Does
Speaker 1: he hit you up now, like seeing all your success
Speaker 1: and you're like, trust me, he hit me, and every
Speaker 1: time you have to change the change I had everything
Speaker 1: he does. He asked me all the time, Um, I
Speaker 1: take care of him, like I go see him all
Speaker 1: the time. He heard about the Powerhouse, you know, he
Speaker 1: heard about about they were crazy at least, you know,
Speaker 1: he literally knows about everything I do. Like it's like
Speaker 1: I don't know if maybe somebody watching my pages send
Speaker 1: him everything. And even was it like that before or
Speaker 1: is it just kind of more recent? Whoa every it's
Speaker 1: been like that, even when like I used to bartend
Speaker 1: like that, he was sending pictures to me and like
Speaker 1: the leotar he'd be like what are you wearing in?
Speaker 1: Are you a dancer? Like just crazy like that. Now
Speaker 1: he didn't like it. I'm his baby girl, like his
Speaker 1: only child, you know. So it's just like, you know,
Speaker 1: here's nothing that he can do. But but he has
Speaker 1: to be proud now he's probably look at my baby girl.
Speaker 1: He is. It's a journey, though, because you wouldn't be
Speaker 1: here if it wasn't for everything else you did before.
Speaker 1: Of course, So did your mother ever date someone that
Speaker 1: like kind of stayed around in your life that you
Speaker 1: looked at like a father figure? You never had that, like, well, um,
Speaker 1: my mom got married. I just never could like have
Speaker 1: a I never would let a father figure come in
Speaker 1: my life. I'm gonna keep it real. I just I
Speaker 1: just believe in my dad only like me, My dad
Speaker 1: always been in my life through the phone and through visits.
Speaker 1: But you know, I cannot have a like a like
Speaker 1: call somebody else dad or really I kind of like
Speaker 1: pushed my stuff all the way, you know, um, And
Speaker 1: that's truefully speaking, Like nobody could take my dad's place.
Speaker 1: Did he treat you well though? Your stepfather? Yeah, yeah, yeah, No,
Speaker 1: that's my brother's and sister's father. But it's just I
Speaker 1: don't know, And maybe that's why I'm so messed up
Speaker 1: when it comes to guys. Through I go through so
Speaker 1: much ship that I'd be like, oh, if my dad
Speaker 1: was here, you know, that would have never happened. Or
Speaker 1: what if I would have knew this, I never knew
Speaker 1: was what was the perfect God. I never knew that
Speaker 1: if a guy hit you, you leave them, you know.
Speaker 1: I never knew um, if a guy cheat on you,
Speaker 1: you leave it, like I never My dad was never
Speaker 1: around me throughout the whole process, so throughout me growing up.
Speaker 1: So it's like I always was the type to learn
Speaker 1: from my mistakes. So that's why I don't trust the
Speaker 1: guys at all. It's too a lot of us, Like
Speaker 1: any way that we act in our relationships all goes
Speaker 1: back to our relationship with our father or lack of people,
Speaker 1: especially like certain stuff that you put up with because
Speaker 1: it's like like when my father, he treated me well
Speaker 1: as far as like he bought me things and would
Speaker 1: you know, do things for me, like, but he was
Speaker 1: like verbally abusive, so he would talk to me real crazy.
Speaker 1: So I realized like later on in my life that
Speaker 1: like I would talk to men crazy, or I would
Speaker 1: let men talk to me crazy, like not any old body,
Speaker 1: but the person I'm dealing with. So I say, women
Speaker 1: an argument, yeah, and they talked to me crazy. I
Speaker 1: kind of just looked at it like that's normal. But
Speaker 1: like my father did that. So if that's not love,
Speaker 1: like that means my father didn't love me. You get
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I'm like, no, that's normal, that's regular.
Speaker 1: So you do. I do feel like you let some
Speaker 1: stuff with you're like father or whatever. They say that's
Speaker 1: the first man you fall your first heartbreak, the first
Speaker 1: man you fall in love with, whatever, whatever. But I
Speaker 1: think that's not fall in love with like sexual, but
Speaker 1: that's the fall in love, your first first love. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because sometimes they do stuff to you, like not sexually.
Speaker 1: And I gotta say this because Angel is a perv.
Speaker 1: But like like like my father, he got married right
Speaker 1: and I didn't know. He didn't tell me, Like he
Speaker 1: would act like his wife was his friend and they
Speaker 1: would together and I didn't know. So that's kind of
Speaker 1: like you know when you find out something later on
Speaker 1: in life that's kind of like heartbreaking, like Dan, it's
Speaker 1: like a lot to me for all ages, Like that's hurtful,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But that's what I'm mean
Speaker 1: by it. Anything like that that dated a guy that
Speaker 1: has kids and you got attest to their kids, no,
Speaker 1: because the big mother was always a hate and that's bitch.
Speaker 1: Um you know I did. I wasn't a situation where
Speaker 1: I was dating a guy and his baby mother jumped
Speaker 1: me for nothing exactly. But I didn't know that. But
Speaker 1: you can't. One thing that you know that people get
Speaker 1: messed up is that you cannot blame the woman for
Speaker 1: not knowing him. Like even when it comes to like girlfriends,
Speaker 1: if you don't broadcast your girlfriend, I had them, you know.
Speaker 1: So I found myself in situation like that all the
Speaker 1: time because guys be keeping a secret society. You told
Speaker 1: me I want together. You were staying with me all
Speaker 1: the time. I ain't. There was no signs of girlfriend
Speaker 1: like right like you was barely even seeing your child.
Speaker 1: So when when not seeing him broke and she ran
Speaker 1: down about myself, I got chumped. What did he say
Speaker 1: after that happened? Like? What did he do? He yelled
Speaker 1: at me for going to Brooklyne, like it was just
Speaker 1: like moving around you know what, you went out? What
Speaker 1: you're doing in Brookley? Why are you put over there?
Speaker 1: I'm like, what, Like I just got what that's crazy?
Speaker 1: So I assume y'all broke up after that? No, of
Speaker 1: course we did. Oh I thought she was gonna course
Speaker 1: he did it, so I'd be scared to must for
Speaker 1: guys with kids that just like a strike on me.
Speaker 1: Not she gotta be some type of like that's why.
Speaker 1: Like you know, but you cannot help hold everybody responsible
Speaker 1: for your path, you know, it's hard not to sometimes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well I've eased up one and that's okay. If if
Speaker 1: she's in a whole relationship, okay, then maybe. But if y'all,
Speaker 1: if she's single and you single, I'm not jacking at
Speaker 1: yeah together, you're still vagina not checking on the clients.
Speaker 1: All right, here's another situation. Ship. Let's say you find
Speaker 1: out that your man before you used to be a stripper. Oh,
Speaker 1: it's not something that you can handle. Would you be
Speaker 1: okay with that? Oh? My boyfriends strippers? Now, let's if
Speaker 1: you do something extra rolling of your body that sucks? Like,
Speaker 1: have you ever been to a male review show? No,
Speaker 1: I've never even been a man strip couple. I gotta
Speaker 1: do something? Can we can we do something with dreams down?
Speaker 1: We gotta host the right We should do one because
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you something. It's not what you think
Speaker 1: it is, right, Really, I just think about popping in
Speaker 1: my face. I think about I'm staring at all the
Speaker 1: dicks like okay, like it's not like that, like just
Speaker 1: like all right. My first time in Miami, I was
Speaker 1: at a strip club and I've seen so much vagina.
Speaker 1: I was just staring at the vagina. I'm like, I
Speaker 1: never see this in my life. All different type. Do
Speaker 1: any of them look like? Some look better than other?
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm like, why is hanging like that?
Speaker 1: Like why do you look like that? Like why you
Speaker 1: don't cover it? Like I'm like the meat curtains that
Speaker 1: is disgusting. Come on when they be hanging mat and
Speaker 1: like you don't need to open the curtain like that.
Speaker 1: But but they have to get new, I know. But
Speaker 1: I was being such a pert where I was just
Speaker 1: staring at the vaginas everywhere. I'm like, oh, do you
Speaker 1: date girls? No? I never dated a girl. Well I try,
Speaker 1: I like to, you know. I was playing around a
Speaker 1: little something some but I don't know. I just need
Speaker 1: a guy. I need to fill a body on top
Speaker 1: of me. And then the the you know, sleeping on
Speaker 1: my this side, but my but the dick rubbed my butt.
Speaker 1: That's like that he can't be Um, what is it
Speaker 1: a shower? I like, you know, you're sleeping, you sleeping
Speaker 1: and you just curled up. He comes behind you that
Speaker 1: like act like he sleeps data a stripper, male stripper,
Speaker 1: like say he used to do that to go through college.
Speaker 1: I know what I'm about to say. It's probably gonna
Speaker 1: sound wrong. Yeah, Like I wouldn't naturally think that, Like
Speaker 1: off top, I would have just been like, maybe he's
Speaker 1: gay if he's like a male dancer, but they're not
Speaker 1: doing stuff with each other. You know what Jack Thriller
Speaker 1: used to be a stripper. Yeah, Jack Jack Thirling with
Speaker 1: the eye used to snipper. His name was Honey Bunny. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he told this story on Blood Service. He told the
Speaker 1: story here different now, No, I'm sorry, not me, but
Speaker 1: I want What I'm saying is that these male strippers,
Speaker 1: like when I hosted it, if a guy used to
Speaker 1: be a stripper, Yeah, if he used to, he probably
Speaker 1: probably sex game, do a whole kind of crazy stuff
Speaker 1: you've never seen. Like they'd be picking girl, flipping him
Speaker 1: in the air, doing all kind of crazy dick Remember
Speaker 1: that one guy maybe was like representing him and he
Speaker 1: could suck his own debt. Stop sucking. You think he
Speaker 1: could do the balls too, or you think listen, he'd
Speaker 1: probably lick his ass good no dick mouth. I don't
Speaker 1: live with them for Joe's your partners, leave me alone.
Speaker 1: Guy eats you, ask can he kiss you after? Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's cool. You're like no, so you get nasty, like
Speaker 1: it's not just your music, you for real about about it,
Speaker 1: about it, about it, sloppy with it? What if would
Speaker 1: you eat his asshole? Okay, well not that sloppy, then
Speaker 1: not that sloppy. I'm sorry. I don't want to know
Speaker 1: who type the mouth of nobody part for him? Why?
Speaker 1: I don't know, but I didn't have a guy asked
Speaker 1: me to do that before I felt I went bathroom
Speaker 1: and called my friends and told them no, it wasn't
Speaker 1: even like trying to like pushed my head, my head
Speaker 1: down way too far, so you're down there already. He
Speaker 1: tried to push it further, like yeah, trying to, as
Speaker 1: they say, scooth the gooch. When he was there, he
Speaker 1: said that's what he does. He said, what you got
Speaker 1: to scoot the gooch and kind of slide down, So
Speaker 1: Davies like that I'm trying. He was talking about, how
Speaker 1: do you do that? Exactly? What? You don't know how
Speaker 1: to get into how to get there? So how would
Speaker 1: you even get there? Because he said, well, he not
Speaker 1: doing this getting on his hands and knees right over
Speaker 1: like open up your legs like a butterfly. I don't know,
Speaker 1: he's pushing your head down. That's already I'm disturbed, don't
Speaker 1: super disturbing. That ended right then, And then what if
Speaker 1: he was on his stomach and he was like, come here,
Speaker 1: try something. No, no, no, no, I'm gonna be like
Speaker 1: called one of my suss broke up. I gotta go.
Speaker 1: You gotta try it one day. It's not nothing bad. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I don't know because one thing I could say,
Speaker 1: it didn't got to deal with that, I know I
Speaker 1: deal with If you play with they were a little
Speaker 1: play with Pokemon the butt, they're ready to fight in
Speaker 1: the face. That's different. That's the thing you gottam. Can't
Speaker 1: use your finger. You gotta know you you just playing
Speaker 1: around with but they don't play with they But you
Speaker 1: can't though, if you try to do it seriously in
Speaker 1: the moment and you gotta just like ease into it,
Speaker 1: it's different. But if you're just playing around, of course
Speaker 1: they're gonna do that. I taught you who finger she
Speaker 1: could put her. But I mean, but I'm good. I
Speaker 1: know the person I said that he wanted his aslet
Speaker 1: who good one who pushed your head and push that
Speaker 1: She was like, no, I wasn go that far, not
Speaker 1: to that today. But you could have just stuck your
Speaker 1: finger up his. But he would have liked that. I'm
Speaker 1: not that it's only one butt that's going to be
Speaker 1: getting poked with or anything right here. None of that.
Speaker 1: I'm not jacking none of that. I'm just very like,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Maybe in a couple of years, I
Speaker 1: would feel like that. But any guy I deal what
Speaker 1: they don't play with the check back with you. Yeah
Speaker 1: we're gonna check. We' gonna back there now. But when
Speaker 1: I do, I'll let you know how it's out. They
Speaker 1: don't gonna feel like nothing for you. I don't know.
Speaker 1: Guys be type funky too, Like that's a fact. Now
Speaker 1: they got in a shower, you can't just be That's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Club like, they don't be too. They
Speaker 1: don't open up their cheeks and really clean. I'm convinced
Speaker 1: that's yeah, exactly, like you gotta really go on the showers,
Speaker 1: scrubbled up dub shades that that is you got an ass.
Speaker 1: This is what I'm talking. I'll tell you before I've
Speaker 1: heard somebody say like it tastes like pennies, and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: you were eating. Shut up, you're eating ship. No, I
Speaker 1: wasn't that you sat down here, and I wouldn't take
Speaker 1: tastes like put your tongue in the penny. That's about
Speaker 1: it's my tongue on penny. When I was a little
Speaker 1: kid that my sister told me that if I put
Speaker 1: a tongue on my if I put my tongue on
Speaker 1: a penny, that I would get shocked, like how it
Speaker 1: will novel battery. And I didn't believe it. You don't
Speaker 1: think that penny. It's not like people like five years old.
Speaker 1: And I believe my sister, who I hate right now,
Speaker 1: and she did a lot of ship to tour made me.
Speaker 1: When I was a little kid, she had and she
Speaker 1: had me put a penny on my tongue and she
Speaker 1: said like this right with this looks like a lick.
Speaker 1: It tell me if it tastes like pennies, Okay, you're
Speaker 1: going with you? You would be good at this. Dream
Speaker 1: just gave a lesson right and how could you date
Speaker 1: the guy if he used to date your arch enemy,
Speaker 1: somebody that you cannot stand, and you find out before
Speaker 1: you a couple of years ago he used to date her.
Speaker 1: Let me say something, and I presented that Tom's like that.
Speaker 1: It would be either she sent them or he gathering ship.
Speaker 1: I don't I would just wouldn't trust it. And you
Speaker 1: were interested because you wanna tell me all her business,
Speaker 1: and then you won't gather ship about me and you
Speaker 1: wanna go running around. It's just a real risky situation.
Speaker 1: What if you just find out he follows her, like
Speaker 1: you see he follows her on Instagram. I mean I'm
Speaker 1: not that strict on Instagram. Just as long as you'll
Speaker 1: be doing no, you'd be like, how do you even
Speaker 1: know her? No, I'll be doing that. I'll be running
Speaker 1: now the DM, like why you coming in? Why? Every
Speaker 1: time I look scroll up the pictures, I see you
Speaker 1: like like a little bitties, you're like that. But I
Speaker 1: just can't she sent for a reason? Right, what do
Speaker 1: you think? And I'm gonna look shady? Yeah, you with
Speaker 1: the guy with the guy that your enemy used to date,
Speaker 1: like you taking her leftover? Like it's gonna look like
Speaker 1: I'm being spiteful and I don't want your boost. I'm
Speaker 1: not trying to downgrade. So did we go with that?
Speaker 1: Oh you think it's a downgrade because you could have
Speaker 1: had him before that was the case. Like how public
Speaker 1: is their relationship? Though? Did I know that they were together?
Speaker 1: And I purposely No, it's not our purpose. You just
Speaker 1: find that. I'm saying, if I don't know, like that
Speaker 1: they funked around and nothing like that, I don't give
Speaker 1: a funk, Like she don't own that man with him.
Speaker 1: If I like him, I like him. I don't look
Speaker 1: at that ship like that. I'm just different. I think
Speaker 1: now if it's U, it's a public thing, I'm going
Speaker 1: off public because sometimes back to the baby mom ship,
Speaker 1: sometimes you really don't know that. You really don't be
Speaker 1: knowing who these nigs, but just very That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: If it's public, that's something different. And now you linked
Speaker 1: to the same Now that's messy. Yeah. But if it's
Speaker 1: somebody that she dated, maybe her friends knew, I don't know,
Speaker 1: like give a funk who that bit dated, Like I
Speaker 1: wouldn't even be paying attention. But if you find out after,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna cut the nig If I like him,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna come off for a bit. I don't
Speaker 1: like like. I don't know, you gotta pull up the resume. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I gotta ask about I'm gonna send you so every
Speaker 1: group chat on my phone. I'm gonna do all types
Speaker 1: of research anybody following on the same I'm make sure
Speaker 1: I know, because nowadays you cannot chance it. You think
Speaker 1: we gotta do too much research when we date somebody nowadays?
Speaker 1: What a first picture from two thousand and thirteen? Stop
Speaker 1: playing to see I used to dress back in the day.
Speaker 1: Everything I'm like, why you like that? Used to whack ass?
Speaker 1: Now exactly all the way down I go see everything.
Speaker 1: I search Google your name, search you on Facebook. I
Speaker 1: do a whole snapper before you get this with j J.
Speaker 1: To look at that Graham though, at least see who following.
Speaker 1: I think you might find a little baby down there.
Speaker 1: You never know what you might find. You never know
Speaker 1: what anything crazy research like, um yeah I did well,
Speaker 1: not crazy. I just found out that, you know, somebody
Speaker 1: had a whole family three four months old. Who I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh no, I'm good. And you asked them no, you
Speaker 1: say something about no kid if you ask like you
Speaker 1: got a four month child, you is still fucking that
Speaker 1: baby mother. You were at an ask, but still you
Speaker 1: should not be out. He's trying to talk to me
Speaker 1: that that's damn right. All right, now we see did
Speaker 1: he trying to get back with Cassie? Why is it that?
Speaker 1: Because I love them? I love them? Dave was like
Speaker 1: totally goal for me. Well he posted the Michael Jackson
Speaker 1: song Lady in My Life? Right, So what song could
Speaker 1: have got dedicated to you that makes you want to
Speaker 1: get back with? That's a good one, Oh all right
Speaker 1: for someone like all right, that's all it think? Not
Speaker 1: a grackhead, no im, what about you? What's song? Because
Speaker 1: somebody dedicated? I can't even think going you that you
Speaker 1: was quick your song? I want to walk down the
Speaker 1: hour with I got my together, she got it in
Speaker 1: the VA. Where's it gonna be to play on the
Speaker 1: beach Jamaica Afe, pink gowns, pink talks, talk, pink pink
Speaker 1: carpet you with this my oneding It's not how it
Speaker 1: was his mine. It's gonna be my favor. Why it's
Speaker 1: gonna be the way I want visioned. My vision is
Speaker 1: gonna come true. She said, that's not our weadons one
Speaker 1: option like pink or dark pink. Okay, Harriet can't think nothing. Actually,
Speaker 1: that's my favorite song, my favorite Michael Jacksons on Lady
Speaker 1: in My Life. I've listened to Adoption that I've said
Speaker 1: that on the Instagram that I've been said that years ago.
Speaker 1: A lot of people that know me know that that's
Speaker 1: my favorite. So my favorite gonna be back that ass up? Okay?
Speaker 1: That are you look good on you? Okay? Prints adored,
Speaker 1: That's like my favorite song of all time. So, yeah,
Speaker 1: you're too young doing is doing the Prince documentary. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: but the song ain't getting me the funk back like
Speaker 1: you did. He You're gonna put on Instagram tell Cassie
Speaker 1: to listen to this songing No, Michael Jackson's Hologram from
Speaker 1: the Building to come this moon walk up the stairs.
Speaker 1: It's probably not about money for her at this point.
Speaker 1: I didn't say it had to be my big like that,
Speaker 1: but to be something like serial Hologram. And then she'd
Speaker 1: be like, are you doing you know, essentially I wasn't
Speaker 1: in a red table talk like with Will and Jada,
Speaker 1: and she was saying how for her forty. He was
Speaker 1: saying how for her fortieth birthday, he went through all
Speaker 1: of this, right, he had like Mary J. Blige come sing,
Speaker 1: He did this huge party, spent all this money, and
Speaker 1: she was upset because all she wanted to do was
Speaker 1: spend time with him. And she was like, he's only
Speaker 1: doing this for his own ego, like and he said
Speaker 1: that it was great. Now he said that she was right,
Speaker 1: like if all she wanted to do was spend time
Speaker 1: because they imagine they're both really busy, they don't get
Speaker 1: to spend time together. And now we got a million
Speaker 1: people around on my birthday when it could have been
Speaker 1: just me and you doing something. And she was like
Speaker 1: that was selfish in him because he wanted to do
Speaker 1: these things to show that he was Will Smith and
Speaker 1: he could do these things. But I felt like us
Speaker 1: women ain't ain't like sometimes we don't be satisfied with things.
Speaker 1: Because that motherfucker would have came in the door like
Speaker 1: all right, let's just lay down, it's your birthday, like
Speaker 1: a plan. But he could have got a private end.
Speaker 1: They could have went away to two of them. But
Speaker 1: he don't know what she wants to because I'm telling
Speaker 1: you what I want for my birthday from them two
Speaker 1: months before you feel me. I'm like, you know, whatever
Speaker 1: I want, it is what I want. I'm gonna keep
Speaker 1: telling you. So when I don't get it, you know
Speaker 1: you didn't get it. So when I'm tight, don't be mad.
Speaker 1: February from Pisces. What you want? What I want? I
Speaker 1: really really want Lambo druck. Okay, so then, but I
Speaker 1: gotta get the guy that what if he gets it
Speaker 1: as at least, and then you got to take the
Speaker 1: rest of the pain. I don't hill. I'm fine with that. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm fine with me. I think my own bills every
Speaker 1: month for gallless. But it's a president. Yeah, it's a
Speaker 1: president to get to the Lambu chuck. But it's in
Speaker 1: his name. Yeah, then I'm not to be good Penny
Speaker 1: like it. But come on, I don't know because I
Speaker 1: just I'm so indecisive and I get tired of guys
Speaker 1: so fast. That is just like, I don't know how
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get a husband. Seriously speaking, that's because you
Speaker 1: have pisces. Y'all. Just go over the water the waterloo. Okay,
Speaker 1: you ever got rid of a guy that you look
Speaker 1: back and you're like, actually he was a really good guy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so he's like all the time, you're not gonna call
Speaker 1: him or nothing. Guys be so corny nowdays. Well I
Speaker 1: always find really good guy. I don't like the really
Speaker 1: good guys. That'd be the problem. So you're not ready
Speaker 1: for a relationship. That's but that means I don't like
Speaker 1: the good guys kind of like scam me your way up.
Speaker 1: But oh he took me shopping on the first date.
Speaker 1: Something wrong. It's like hello, I'll be like think then
Speaker 1: we're going tomorrow two. Right. There's just certain things scam
Speaker 1: me when it comes to the guys being too good
Speaker 1: in that back dates. You know, my dad like I
Speaker 1: never like it's just like it's just you don't believe.
Speaker 1: You don't believe it. I don't believe in all that,
Speaker 1: but you know you deserve it. Don't not get drink
Speaker 1: over what's got your foot where you put it? You're
Speaker 1: supposed to be drinking it. I feel like she's shooting us,
Speaker 1: Like these guys got you a drink, you're not gonna
Speaker 1: drink all right now? Can you up? Can you learn
Speaker 1: to enjoy having sex with somebody like, say, it's not
Speaker 1: that good at first, but then you can learn to
Speaker 1: make it better and learn to like it. All right,
Speaker 1: keep it real. That's what we're here for, all right.
Speaker 1: I don't want to say this you don't like, cause
Speaker 1: you might watch it. I don't want to learn his
Speaker 1: feeling of his name. Yeah, you helping. I'm talking about
Speaker 1: what you're helping him right now. So I tried, you know,
Speaker 1: to go back to somebody, and then it's just so
Speaker 1: happened that the person that I stop when I stopped
Speaker 1: dealing with him, not moved on to that. I just like, like,
Speaker 1: you haven't had like has sex with somebody for so long,
Speaker 1: and then when you had another dick, that's way better.
Speaker 1: It's like even when you when you go back to him,
Speaker 1: you just keep thinking about that. That's what happened to me.
Speaker 1: That's like when I went back, I'm like Dane, like
Speaker 1: it ain't the same trash. I'm like, damn no, I
Speaker 1: can't even be doing I'm not kidding. I felt like
Speaker 1: a movie. You know in the movies when you be
Speaker 1: thinking about the other guy. You're just laying in and
Speaker 1: you think about the other guy while you have to
Speaker 1: say name. Yeah, I'm never gonna say his name, not
Speaker 1: how to eat pussy and me, but you can teach him,
Speaker 1: and I tried to teach, but then the you gotta
Speaker 1: know how if you don't. If you have, you got
Speaker 1: to know how to really lay you down, right, So
Speaker 1: how do you gotta somebody gotta make up? It can't
Speaker 1: you can't give head and you can't sunk me like
Speaker 1: it got to be one of the others. What the
Speaker 1: hell is you doing with him for all that time?
Speaker 1: For years? So it's like, damn, he's hurt. Feelings, it's
Speaker 1: so hurt. Did you ever tell him he wasn't gonna
Speaker 1: eat him? Just? Sorry, guy, you do it. Just I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. Like if you're messing somebody, do that head.
Speaker 1: You find ways to deal with make yourself come now,
Speaker 1: I'm not settling. That's it. Next, you had some good deck,
Speaker 1: more than one person how to eat my pussy before
Speaker 1: you just didn't know what they was doing. And listen,
Speaker 1: this is what you gotta do. I was nineteen, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I should have sent them to you. Actually, one of
Speaker 1: my guys told me how to give head to get
Speaker 1: like you biting me. I was just very young, inexperienced.
Speaker 1: You have a writ another butter, and he told me
Speaker 1: a lot of things to do it. You gotta do this,
Speaker 1: you gotta do that, you gotta do this, your hand,
Speaker 1: you gotta do that. Make it like this, he taught me,
Speaker 1: and I just took my talents elsewhere. I got okay,
Speaker 1: you feel me and somebody touch you. How to give her?
Speaker 1: Nobody taught me, but I will say the first time
Speaker 1: I did it, I was awful and I didn't know
Speaker 1: because I didn't know what I was doing. So, like,
Speaker 1: I had a boyfriend for a long time and we
Speaker 1: never had sex, and he used to be like, if
Speaker 1: you don't have sex with me next time, I'm breaking
Speaker 1: up with you. Because oh my god, that he used
Speaker 1: to say that to me. He didn't rape me, but
Speaker 1: he would say, if we don't have sex, we're gonna
Speaker 1: break up. I was in high school so and we
Speaker 1: were together for like a year and a half, so
Speaker 1: he really wanted to have sex, and I was like,
Speaker 1: so then I was like, all right, I'll tied to
Speaker 1: second dick. But I didn't know what I was doing,
Speaker 1: and I think I was like suctioning it too much.
Speaker 1: And I think I definitely and then you know how,
Speaker 1: like I definitely scraped his dick. But your tea there.
Speaker 1: I used to be thinkingus like, oh, still keep going.
Speaker 1: Stop he's not to love you, right, like never stop you.
Speaker 1: But but he went to somebody else right after that, like, oh,
Speaker 1: you're gonna do this right, right, he'll be all cut
Speaker 1: up and everything. He's still not gonna stop me the
Speaker 1: next time. Can you please just I know he was
Speaker 1: in the shower of them because scrapes is burning. Never.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm at a grade with but I'm never
Speaker 1: like with my team. I don't know that you're born
Speaker 1: with the ability to set dick. I was to think
Speaker 1: I was born with the ability to set the beginners,
Speaker 1: because you know what, you could be born with an experience,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you. And I'm got introduced to sucking by
Speaker 1: watching and I was also sucking. Somebody was eight years
Speaker 1: older than me. See, I wasn't watching all yet you
Speaker 1: have that comment because I looked at it. So you're
Speaker 1: a natural born dick sucker. I'm gonna tell you. I'm
Speaker 1: not saying I was always the best, right, but I'm
Speaker 1: saying the beginning. I always knew on my mind if
Speaker 1: I had a dick right, what would like don't want
Speaker 1: teeth like scratching my skin off. No, So I always knew, like, bitch,
Speaker 1: whatever you do, cover the team, that's all I knew.
Speaker 1: I knew that covering my tea. I would come. I
Speaker 1: was like like with the best ever. But I wasn't
Speaker 1: grazing dick with who told you you were so good?
Speaker 1: You know what? I had a boyfriend that you saw
Speaker 1: like love for me to give him head. So I
Speaker 1: used to give him head like for like literally like
Speaker 1: an hour. You're not that good. No, look, no he
Speaker 1: would come. He was come break the news to you.
Speaker 1: He would come, I'm telling you, and he would want
Speaker 1: like he just liked that. And I'll be like okay,
Speaker 1: and I would keep doing it, even practice perfect time,
Speaker 1: and maybe up on the nigger, I just sing, drink it, yeah,
Speaker 1: to throw it up. I've done it right back up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've done that. You stop right back up. That's what
Speaker 1: we're real quick. You got that run ship's not drunk,
Speaker 1: sober sober, didn't grab your faces take it away. I
Speaker 1: hate that. Yeah it is by You've been trying to
Speaker 1: use your hands so I don't have to go all
Speaker 1: the day. And we're like there's too many in the
Speaker 1: and then maybe moving your hand. You we're just about
Speaker 1: to throw up on his dick and just leave it.
Speaker 1: I would never forget the best snapper. Now, I might
Speaker 1: have threw up some patrol on the nigga duke. But
Speaker 1: now you're like, well, I got my money's work from
Speaker 1: the snapper. I eat it twice twice. Why would you
Speaker 1: say such a thing. This is amazing. I didn't know
Speaker 1: you knew how to seck dicks from when you were bored.
Speaker 1: No one, do you remember that first time somebody came
Speaker 1: in your mouth? No, that's what Yeah, yeah, that happens. No,
Speaker 1: I was really trying. I don't I don't, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Julia Beverly's in the room, she remembers she just raised
Speaker 1: her hand like yeah, that was like this when I
Speaker 1: was younger, really just like insecure. I remember when he
Speaker 1: busted on her face and she was so mad and
Speaker 1: we were like, what are you mad for? You couldn't
Speaker 1: do that back in the day. You had the calm day.
Speaker 1: You had to they had to let you know that
Speaker 1: it was about to calm and you move, and he
Speaker 1: just did it. Yeah, you loved if you was like, noa,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep doing you know what you're doing. You
Speaker 1: fake act like you're gonna catch it and catch it
Speaker 1: in your hand right your right in the back room. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's the worst. Guys. Hey, if you run to the bathroom,
Speaker 1: I spit it out right after. It's kind of a
Speaker 1: turn off, that know. I'll be like, I gotta right,
Speaker 1: I gotta bow my nose from me sucking a day. Now,
Speaker 1: we're gonna give the guys listening some information. What are
Speaker 1: the reasons that women cheat? When you look six, women
Speaker 1: cheat get bad. Women cheat because the sex is whack
Speaker 1: and they just need something better. Women cheat because they
Speaker 1: hold I like that reason. Simple white guys could be
Speaker 1: holes and girls get Yeah, guy's cheat because they hold
Speaker 1: to that's you know, um God's cheat because in their mind,
Speaker 1: the very next pussy they get, it's gonna be the
Speaker 1: best pussy they ever had. So we're not talking s lation.
Speaker 1: Maybe lack of action and attention, Like they're not giving
Speaker 1: you enough attention. You go find it elsewhere and someone
Speaker 1: else is, because everybody else here is ready to give
Speaker 1: attention and affection. All the things that tell Instagram of
Speaker 1: affection and post let me affection, she inspection action, That's
Speaker 1: what are the reasons that that you cheat, dreamed that
Speaker 1: you ever cheated, You're probably not gonna believe me. Lower
Speaker 1: you to my boyfriend, and then when he cheated on me,
Speaker 1: I'll cheat back. Don't cheat on me because it's gonna
Speaker 1: be brad for you revenge. You know, if you want
Speaker 1: to text other girls, I'm gonna text other guys and
Speaker 1: I'm face you want to face, I see the face.
Speaker 1: I'm just do everything you want to do so that
Speaker 1: that when when it comes to light, remember when that
Speaker 1: ship don't work though, because then when you get caught,
Speaker 1: it's a totally different And yeah, you're wrong. Yeah you
Speaker 1: never heard the ending of it. I don't understand that ship. Man,
Speaker 1: it could be one person, he could have had five,
Speaker 1: and that one person is always gonna be a factor.
Speaker 1: So you got cut cheating? Um and think actually went
Speaker 1: on a break. I always break break it off the
Speaker 1: before you know do what I does. So I broke
Speaker 1: it off and then um, like we made up through text.
Speaker 1: But I was on tour with somebody, so it got
Speaker 1: pretty nasty for me. Did he know you weren't to
Speaker 1: w somebody? Yea they watching this whole team. I was
Speaker 1: in the back and heard my voice. I went back
Speaker 1: on one of the Instagram that made him really want
Speaker 1: you back to probably know. He said, if you don't
Speaker 1: leave the I'm gonna show up at that show. What
Speaker 1: remove you ship? Did you think he was really going
Speaker 1: to do it? I wasn't trying to know if he
Speaker 1: was gonna do it. I know he's steven thirties, so
Speaker 1: I didn't want to risk growing in my situation. So
Speaker 1: I said, I gotta go. You took off my takeoff
Speaker 1: play with you? No, it was not. I don't the
Speaker 1: blogs like body else. These blogs, man, they get you
Speaker 1: in trouble. How do you stay off the blogs that
Speaker 1: you really can't not? When you pop in, I'll be like, oh,
Speaker 1: they'd be like sharing, what did they do? What they're wanted? Oh?
Speaker 1: A fashion over? Okay? Cool. So you think love and
Speaker 1: hipop actually did good for you, you would say, because
Speaker 1: some people would say it hasn't been but for you.
Speaker 1: We've watched you climb up and I was like, I
Speaker 1: wonder if dream Doll is gonna make it, But it
Speaker 1: looks like you've been putting in the work. Yeah, Um,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you what what was it? Though? You have
Speaker 1: to be able to know that you have to invest
Speaker 1: in see yourself. Like I just came off toward spent
Speaker 1: three out of my own blocket. Everything I do, I like,
Speaker 1: I literally invest into everything that I have and anything
Speaker 1: I do, like, um, you know, put together a full team.
Speaker 1: You know that. Shoot, people really have teams now, like
Speaker 1: I have a full staff. So it's like, um, you
Speaker 1: know that, and you know, just trying to I try
Speaker 1: to stay out the John but it always sucked me up.
Speaker 1: But just knowing what you want and put you all
Speaker 1: into it, even if you go broke doing it. Because
Speaker 1: music ain't expensive. You know that. Every time you walk
Speaker 1: in that movie, you being charged by the minute. You know,
Speaker 1: it's expensive by the iwa you know, so it's very expensive,
Speaker 1: and you gotta know you gotta keep you in mind
Speaker 1: that Okay, I'm doing this. I don't see it now,
Speaker 1: but I'm gonna see it one day, you know. I
Speaker 1: Just like even when I went on too, I didn't
Speaker 1: I didn't even have hostings and them cities, I didn't have, um,
Speaker 1: you know shows. I went on a radio promo tour
Speaker 1: and for as an independent artist to do that, you know,
Speaker 1: is not easy because you're not seeing a dollar back.
Speaker 1: Just know, that right now, but it will benefit because
Speaker 1: I was able to build relationships and you don't have
Speaker 1: mixer meetings and really be able to have these relationships
Speaker 1: with this with the stations and DJs. But um so
Speaker 1: personality doesn't matter a lot. It matters a lot. Um
Speaker 1: it matters a lot. Love hip Hop helped me a
Speaker 1: lot because the first day that my song ever aired,
Speaker 1: I went up thirty thousand streams wood the first day,
Speaker 1: so I gotta I got new listeners. Even if you
Speaker 1: don't like, you still check it for me, Perry Is,
Speaker 1: so you know it was able to help me. And
Speaker 1: you know I'm not I'm just trying to like you know,
Speaker 1: French awf a little bit, and I work on films
Speaker 1: and stuff like that. You know I can want to
Speaker 1: like acting. Not because it's so easy for you to
Speaker 1: get labeled as loving hip hop. I'm quite shaming that
Speaker 1: with that too. No, not anymore so now. But it's funny.
Speaker 1: I hated it, but you did two seasons and not
Speaker 1: only did one. I hated that ship with everybody like
Speaker 1: you from Loving hip Hop. No. I would tell people
Speaker 1: know like that did the Bad Girl's Club, and I
Speaker 1: still chased me to this day. People are still talking
Speaker 1: about that. Maybe they're trying to get me to do
Speaker 1: the Bad Girls Class. Really you would have fun, though
Speaker 1: I wasn't trying to do that chip. But then you're
Speaker 1: always battling different things. I remember they thought you were
Speaker 1: so mean on Bad Girls Club because you were kind
Speaker 1: of a bully, and you apologize for that. My thing
Speaker 1: with that, it was just like when I see you
Speaker 1: never know what you're doing until you watch it, and
Speaker 1: then it's like, Okay, I was late, but I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna blame it on like my actions. You know. Um,
Speaker 1: I still was accountable for it. But when I watched it,
Speaker 1: like when when at the reunion, when you'll watched this,
Speaker 1: when I watched it for me, so I immediately started
Speaker 1: crying because I know that they are little girls that
Speaker 1: look up to me, and I know that I have
Speaker 1: younger sisters and brothers, and I don't want them to
Speaker 1: think this is okay. So it was more of like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is bad, you know, And I'm
Speaker 1: still juggling with that until this day. But you think
Speaker 1: you felt pressure to be that way because it gives
Speaker 1: you more air time and it makes you stand out more.
Speaker 1: I was very angry Um. I was very angry um
Speaker 1: in the house, and you know, I was just living
Speaker 1: for the moment, and I watched previous show, so I've
Speaker 1: seen it went on, but it's different when you there,
Speaker 1: when it happened. When you when you're there, it's like,
Speaker 1: oh wow, now I come, this is the first show
Speaker 1: I ever did. I'm about to be labeled this and that.
Speaker 1: I just felt like overall, Baggers Club is just degrading
Speaker 1: the women. You know what. It's like, I don't think
Speaker 1: you should do I don't think you should do it.
Speaker 1: So it's very degrading you, you know what I think.
Speaker 1: I think maybe because like you're doing shows like that,
Speaker 1: like your fan big base is very like you have
Speaker 1: a lot of the young girls, which is like the
Speaker 1: making of someone that's gonna be big because you need
Speaker 1: those fans to grow with you, going to be the
Speaker 1: people that are gonna father support you. So like even
Speaker 1: like my nieces they're like sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, they love you.
Speaker 1: They actually really put me onto you for real, like
Speaker 1: they was like you heard this song talk nice like
Speaker 1: they was up on it. And I think that's dope
Speaker 1: because even that powerhous like you see all the girls.
Speaker 1: But do you feel like a pressure because I know
Speaker 1: you do have like like the cover of your your EP.
Speaker 1: It's like you're on the operating table. So do you
Speaker 1: feel like you get the pressures of like since they're
Speaker 1: looking up to you that, do you think you're kind
Speaker 1: of glorifying it for the girl? Okay? So to cover
Speaker 1: what's not me glorifying plastic surgery, I took my project.
Speaker 1: My first project was called life and plastic hashtag plastic
Speaker 1: and my pictures it's just me you wanna call It's
Speaker 1: like whatever you want to call me. If I call
Speaker 1: myself that, what else can you say? It's me living
Speaker 1: my truth that if I postum five bands in my
Speaker 1: brock cup. What you're gonna say, are you titi is fake?
Speaker 1: What can you say? After I'm owning up to let
Speaker 1: me tell you what I say? People when they asked
Speaker 1: me if my titis are real, they were real expensive exactly,
Speaker 1: So you know it's just like um, you know. And
Speaker 1: with the with my cover, it was me as the
Speaker 1: patient and me as the doctor on both and it
Speaker 1: was me fixing myself as an artist, my delivery, my flow.
Speaker 1: I'm still learning ship, I'm I'm just now being able
Speaker 1: to keep keep wrapping and hold my breath and what
Speaker 1: I what I was going like. You know, it's it's
Speaker 1: really a learning process because it's not easy, you know.
Speaker 1: And back dates to my part one and my part too.
Speaker 1: You hear the difference between my flow switch ups um
Speaker 1: thinks I talked about and you know, just me overall
Speaker 1: as an artist, you can see growth even like situations
Speaker 1: I've been through. I was scared to like I was.
Speaker 1: Baggarl's Cup affected me so much that I was scared
Speaker 1: to let people in on my life. I was scared
Speaker 1: to show my true personality because they doesn't label me
Speaker 1: to the world. So it's like, no matter what I do,
Speaker 1: it doesn't make nothing. But I wasn't glorifying plastic surgery.
Speaker 1: And I say that all the time. It was me
Speaker 1: operating on myself as an artist. That was life in
Speaker 1: plastic park one in the bed, and it was life
Speaker 1: towards a doctor. That is what I was doing. When
Speaker 1: I tell girls that I'm sorry to cut you, but
Speaker 1: I just sold you know, um, the younger girls that
Speaker 1: do look up to me. I did plastic surgery for
Speaker 1: the wrong reason. I did it because I was in
Speaker 1: a situation when somebody that made me feel insecure, made
Speaker 1: me feel like I wasn't good enough, made me feel like, okay, uh,
Speaker 1: you're my fooda or my you know, go to the
Speaker 1: gym and do this, and my titty or flat chested
Speaker 1: a cup like made me feel like that. So I
Speaker 1: tried to please him. And you know, I don't want no,
Speaker 1: no woman out there to ever feel like they gotta
Speaker 1: gotta um to make changes to themselves, um to please
Speaker 1: a guy, because you're still going to be that same person.
Speaker 1: But did it make you feel better as a woman?
Speaker 1: Its your confidence just because of him, but just in
Speaker 1: general after you did it, was you like, Okay, even
Speaker 1: though I did it at him, I'm actually gad that
Speaker 1: I did it because I like myself better or I
Speaker 1: feel about myself. And plus I kept going to the gym, says,
Speaker 1: and it wasn't going away. Like I tried to train us,
Speaker 1: I try all of that, Like I tried to be
Speaker 1: better for him, you know, and it just wouldn't. It
Speaker 1: just wouldn't. It just wasn't good enough. But at the
Speaker 1: moment I did, you know, and I recognized and not
Speaker 1: really realized I went through so much like verbal abuse.
Speaker 1: I ate sex to real fast cut him are glowed up.
Speaker 1: You know the reason why I asked that is because
Speaker 1: you know, I've had plastic surgery and I don't um,
Speaker 1: you know, try to lie about it or deny. I'm
Speaker 1: very open with it um And people always, you know,
Speaker 1: on the internet, they always say, you do you do
Speaker 1: plastic surgery because you don't like yourself? When you do
Speaker 1: plaxic surgery, because you don't love yourself for because somebody
Speaker 1: made you feel like you need to. But at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, it's a confidence booster and some
Speaker 1: people don't realize it because they haven't been through it.
Speaker 1: So I always asked women that I know have done it,
Speaker 1: like did it really boost because it definitely boosted mind.
Speaker 1: Not to say that I hated myself, because I didn't,
Speaker 1: but I know that being a hundred and ten pounds
Speaker 1: in the eight cup, I didn't feel at my best.
Speaker 1: But being a hundred and forty pounds and a double
Speaker 1: D cup and more curber and you know, having the
Speaker 1: body that have it really boosted my confidence. And at
Speaker 1: the time, I was a dancer, so we boosted my
Speaker 1: money as well, which in return, so I'm glad you'll
Speaker 1: talk about that because I felt like a lot of
Speaker 1: women like when they think surgery is mostly they think
Speaker 1: somebody that's big that wants to get stuff taken out
Speaker 1: and then just cities at it. That sometimes women my
Speaker 1: body literally that want to add stuff and they get
Speaker 1: body shame. Like it's not only the girls that are
Speaker 1: like a little heavier that good body shame is sometimes
Speaker 1: you could be thin and you're also getting body shame.
Speaker 1: And I didn't I didn't really realize that because like
Speaker 1: my want a girl that I'll call my sister, Like
Speaker 1: she was very very thin and she got like cities
Speaker 1: and all that, and I used to be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: body isn't like she like no, Like I get teased
Speaker 1: like and I'm like how you're mad thin and little
Speaker 1: and she I'm like that's a good thing. She's like no,
Speaker 1: Like guys don't like this, Like they like your your shape,
Speaker 1: you gotta shape, like they like that. She like they
Speaker 1: didn't like I'm bony like I was bony, I was pounds.
Speaker 1: Because I do think that guys like anything, like they
Speaker 1: definitely different from me to other trust me, guys, they
Speaker 1: don't have no they really don't have no no no type.
Speaker 1: Um And when I say that. I mean there's guys
Speaker 1: I don't like me because I'm too thick, or I'm
Speaker 1: too big or I got too much, but or you know,
Speaker 1: if there's guys that are like you and like Karucci.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And like I think like
Speaker 1: people be body shaming Karuchi, but I think she has
Speaker 1: a nice figure, like I like how she looks. I
Speaker 1: want to remove my eyes. I want to go down.
Speaker 1: I want to be smaller, smaller. I was looking at
Speaker 1: my pictures last year, like, damn, help me cheap, just
Speaker 1: look again, you know, And I know because you have
Speaker 1: an ass and you know, everything goes there. It's like
Speaker 1: a storage for the maybe like how do you eat
Speaker 1: so much? How do you drink so much? Like like
Speaker 1: how do you drink liquor not you know and not stick.
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, because it goes to my ass. Really,
Speaker 1: So I can't wear no jeans. I can't wear no
Speaker 1: cotton skirts. I can't wear I can only wear fashion
Speaker 1: over jeans. Listen, I just had shout out to cousin Kay. Y'all, Okay,
Speaker 1: I just had the conversation with cousin Kay to day
Speaker 1: that I tried on six pair of designer Jeans page
Speaker 1: then um, um Jay brand, you know all this nice.
Speaker 1: I triedir of jeans when I was getting dressed today
Speaker 1: and I ended up in my cheap encore jeans and
Speaker 1: I just said to her, you know what, I'm gonna fashion.
Speaker 1: We're gonna be like five pair of jeans because I
Speaker 1: hate the way all my regular jeans fit, and it's
Speaker 1: because of the shape of my body. Likes good my
Speaker 1: regular jeans. Yeah, I wear a leg and swept. One
Speaker 1: thing I really want to say, though, is that insecurities
Speaker 1: is something that you go through temporary, like because I'm
Speaker 1: insecure a boy, my teeth or whatever, and then I
Speaker 1: fix it. I'm not going to be instagram my teeth
Speaker 1: the rest of my life. You feel me, you know.
Speaker 1: So it's just like it's not something I've always been
Speaker 1: went through because you know, and and even I'm really
Speaker 1: open about you know, why I did seard you you
Speaker 1: know what made me do it or why I felt
Speaker 1: comfortable do it. And people would like to say, oh, um,
Speaker 1: she's insecure, but I used to be insecure. I can
Speaker 1: admit it, but I'm not insecure no more, right, I
Speaker 1: mean plastic surgers addicting. Anybody that know got it, they
Speaker 1: know ship last month. I want to do it requires
Speaker 1: maintenance too, she had. Now it looks like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: was gonna do dimples until I researched. You gotta research
Speaker 1: our research. And then I've seen that when you're not smiling,
Speaker 1: it's still holes there. It's canned, look like just two holes.
Speaker 1: What do you think about guys having plastic surgery? M hmm,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I mean I never had a guy
Speaker 1: that actually did plastic surgery. Most of any of my guys, um,
Speaker 1: I only had their teeth I'll take them to do
Speaker 1: their teeth them. Look at you. That's funny. Let me
Speaker 1: let me upgrade you. What if a guy if a
Speaker 1: guy got to like what if he had like a
Speaker 1: little tire and some moves and with it out moves.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I never had that situation. I'll kind
Speaker 1: of be still. I like the scammer belly, like like
Speaker 1: you like those bullies or the as. I see my types,
Speaker 1: it don't see your types. Everybody, I everybody. Person personality
Speaker 1: means everything to me. And we got to be able
Speaker 1: to have conversation. If I cannot have a conversation with
Speaker 1: matter what you look like. It don't matter what you
Speaker 1: look like. I'm not a old You gotta be this this, this,
Speaker 1: this like, you gotta have this this. No, I'm not
Speaker 1: like that because it's never happens like that. You know. Um,
Speaker 1: I just got to be able to you know, we
Speaker 1: gotta have a connectionemistry, chemistry like if I'm not talking
Speaker 1: to you, I'm we like run down like it's just
Speaker 1: a lot, you know, I'm just not a big he
Speaker 1: gotta have this type of God, it's a vibe. Alright,
Speaker 1: we got one more situation ship for you. Let's get
Speaker 1: it all right. So let's just say you give your
Speaker 1: man in edible and just study dating him. I'm the question.
Speaker 1: And then he tries to make out with your brother
Speaker 1: because he's the edible, and after where he don't remember
Speaker 1: a thing. Brother. First of all, whatever happens that in
Speaker 1: that moment, he gonna remember because he had it. I
Speaker 1: don't give a damn if you had a strong molly.
Speaker 1: At least that he took some drugs and he was
Speaker 1: not acting like himself and tried to make out with Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: he's some kind of a drug drug even tried Molly's
Speaker 1: when I was younger, and it just makes you feel
Speaker 1: very lusty sexy. A you walking the room, you're just
Speaker 1: gonna feel like so sexy like and then fix me
Speaker 1: a little lessbian ish when I'm okay, So maybe for
Speaker 1: him and made him a little No, that's not acceptable.
Speaker 1: What's the same thing that happened to you know? But
Speaker 1: it's just no, you don't know me. Then you want
Speaker 1: my brother's out, that's it. And he's like, wait, I
Speaker 1: did what you don't remember? He don't remember? That mean
Speaker 1: he gave that. I said, you don't remember he was
Speaker 1: on the molley and I wantn't he started sucking this dick.
Speaker 1: Then we're just going to ignore that. As long as
Speaker 1: you don't throw up and suck it back down you
Speaker 1: you don't even kill I don't know. That's never happened
Speaker 1: to me, but I'm just trying to picture it in
Speaker 1: my head, like if somebody, because I've been like, have
Speaker 1: you ever been in a situation where you don't remember
Speaker 1: it the next day? Of course? Okay, so maybe something happened.
Speaker 1: You're like, damn, I did that. I did what I
Speaker 1: get aggressive when I get drunk out of her every run.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying is it could happen, And so maybe
Speaker 1: things like that are just some things you got to
Speaker 1: talk through, Like if you truly don't remember, nah, Angela,
Speaker 1: that's that's just too far. We're not with it. How
Speaker 1: do you move forward from there? Gone too far? Al Right?
Speaker 1: The last thing I want to talk about. I saw
Speaker 1: this article right about this woman. She's an Instagram star,
Speaker 1: and now she has this business. It's called jet set
Speaker 1: Babe dot com. So she teaches women had a bag
Speaker 1: of billionaire. Now this I started because at the age
Speaker 1: of nineteen, she was actually living a life of luxury,
Speaker 1: just jet setting around right doing what she does. And
Speaker 1: she actually now has his website where she can help
Speaker 1: you do the same things. She said, once you've tried
Speaker 1: this luxurious lifestyle, it's hard to go back. She said
Speaker 1: she could never fall in love with a man who
Speaker 1: wasn't wealthy, So she says, if you want to get
Speaker 1: a rich guy, you have to do some work on
Speaker 1: yourself first. And she lost thirty three pounds, got a
Speaker 1: nose job, she got fillers in her cheekbones and her chin.
Speaker 1: She's got to be married, this bitch better be married
Speaker 1: to a billionaire. So now she has her school of
Speaker 1: affluence is giving women the choice of whether to work
Speaker 1: or not. She said, I don't think working should be
Speaker 1: forced upon women in high society. I don't think women
Speaker 1: should be judged if they're not working. And so her
Speaker 1: whole thing is that what she does and she helps
Speaker 1: people like get themselves together to get a billionaire. Oh,
Speaker 1: let'm saying something, how successful happened? This is somebody that
Speaker 1: has man is very steals folks with. Somebody that's very successful,
Speaker 1: hasn't anything she can get she want rape, So she's
Speaker 1: probably bored at home and don't have you know how
Speaker 1: a guy like whether your guy, because a lot of
Speaker 1: women nowadays, you know, the guys start up their business
Speaker 1: or lash line give them whatever, they start up money,
Speaker 1: and you know, she probably bored at home, don't want
Speaker 1: to see the boss bitches moving around and you know,
Speaker 1: want to be that businesswoman, you know, So she's just
Speaker 1: trying to find something to do. So she studied this
Speaker 1: whole yet said, that's right, like how many women had
Speaker 1: she actually helped find It's like millions millionaire. It's just
Speaker 1: what she brought up in the hood. Because I need
Speaker 1: to know if that's I'm disqualified from that? How you
Speaker 1: saying that she had her boyfriend for the past two
Speaker 1: years to teach women how to transform yourself. Well, you
Speaker 1: gotta teach so when you eat the right fork first
Speaker 1: week white college scam, that's the scam. Scam girl. I
Speaker 1: know you bought you all the money you want to
Speaker 1: have type of business, but get you some lashes. I
Speaker 1: think we should just semetic line. We should join it,
Speaker 1: just to see what she says. I want to know
Speaker 1: what you charging. Oh, I don't know. I don't say
Speaker 1: all that. Yeah, we go. The plot thickens. It's what
Speaker 1: she charges is the whole point. She about to make
Speaker 1: way more money off of you, and you ain't gonna
Speaker 1: walk away with nothing, no billionaires. How many women has
Speaker 1: she actually a't got to got to be something. I
Speaker 1: want to see how what in the Kanyes workout plan
Speaker 1: is going on? Because I wrote a plane right, it
Speaker 1: ain't that hard. I ain't got I ain't got the
Speaker 1: She's like, okay, y'all not working with this bit of ship.
Speaker 1: But I wouldn't do it. You know, I don't believe
Speaker 1: in none of that. What kind of man are you
Speaker 1: looking for? Um? I want a man that has a
Speaker 1: business mentality when I say that I want to be
Speaker 1: able to we're both bringing something to the table. Oh
Speaker 1: I want this. I want I want to open up
Speaker 1: a piece of shop. I want to open up a
Speaker 1: beauty supply store because they ain't no beauty supply stores
Speaker 1: where I live at. You know, I want to be
Speaker 1: able to be like come hand in hand when it
Speaker 1: comes to like you know, the long term stuff like
Speaker 1: you know, but that that takes time. But you know,
Speaker 1: I want to you not to be able to be like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna spend two llars on the chain. I want
Speaker 1: to spend two hundred invest that into something we could build.
Speaker 1: So I want to be able to build like foundations
Speaker 1: with that guy. But like I said, it's all about
Speaker 1: personality to lead to me, and it's all about you know,
Speaker 1: just respect and being able to respect my work too,
Speaker 1: because a lot of one type of guy. And it's like,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I could date like somebody, I
Speaker 1: don't understand that. Okay, I'm going to be in a
Speaker 1: studio with this person or I'm gonna be on You
Speaker 1: don't want to be an artist and these right, I
Speaker 1: don't want to people the artists. I pray Lord he
Speaker 1: don't give me one. What's the wrong with being with artists?
Speaker 1: I know I did. I just don't want to do it,
Speaker 1: Like I feel like they don't know what they want
Speaker 1: and you they're not ready to settle down and it's
Speaker 1: just another girl. So what happens if public honestly, okay,
Speaker 1: well that makes sense. Public, Well, what happens if y'all
Speaker 1: get a business together and then you just get tired
Speaker 1: at him because, like you said earlier, you're kind of
Speaker 1: not really enough settling down. Let's say you'all doing good
Speaker 1: with your business, do you still work together? Well, that's
Speaker 1: why I have a business manager. I have a business manager,
Speaker 1: and um, I'll have employees and the check don't stop.
Speaker 1: And that's what these guys before they be and they
Speaker 1: feeling that's right, questions about getting into business. But somebody
Speaker 1: that you're dating just because if things don't work out,
Speaker 1: that ship gets messy. But what if it works out
Speaker 1: and then, I mean, you can buy yourself out. That's
Speaker 1: the kid. If you don't want to work, because I'm
Speaker 1: still going to go and collect my bag and make
Speaker 1: sure that my business is so successful. My work is
Speaker 1: never going to stop. But if you feel like it's
Speaker 1: too much for you. People buy yourself out. That's it,
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna make the other things. But if they didn't,
Speaker 1: if it didn't make it, yeah, then you could still
Speaker 1: buy yourself I would if theyn't make no money yet
Speaker 1: they just don't. Won't quest nothing. Just give me back,
Speaker 1: give me. I'll give you back the money you put in.
Speaker 1: That's it. But I think I'm thinking you're more so,
Speaker 1: like what if it's successful, right, and it's doing great,
Speaker 1: but y'all not together no more? And then you move on.
Speaker 1: Now you have another boyfriend, but he's like, what the
Speaker 1: fund is this? Like it's our business and did exactly
Speaker 1: That's something you got from the beginning when you came
Speaker 1: in and met me. You know, I had this business
Speaker 1: with my ex. But if it was vice versa and
Speaker 1: he was with him, I don't know how I feel
Speaker 1: about that. He doesn't want to get me a new
Speaker 1: business anyway, Like you gotta be My thing is if
Speaker 1: you complain about something, be able to fix it. Don't
Speaker 1: tell me I can't work with artists and you're not
Speaker 1: doing a record with me? Every well, tell me I
Speaker 1: gotta get back this watch that he gave me and
Speaker 1: you're not gonna get me an exactly. Want to step
Speaker 1: up and do what you gotta do. Don't tell me
Speaker 1: I can't bring this person out for my show and
Speaker 1: you ain't the one coming up. That's hard though, in
Speaker 1: this business, because you are gonna work with other guys regardless,
Speaker 1: and you don't want to date somebody that's telling you
Speaker 1: I don't want you working with this person. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: there are people like that around me. Well, listen, I
Speaker 1: never think that's good for business. It's not. It's not
Speaker 1: because imagine what if he's like, y'all, I don't want
Speaker 1: to see you around geasy, but he brung you out
Speaker 1: of that power exactly. So if you can't add, then
Speaker 1: your subtraction with that. That's just how it got to be.
Speaker 1: You know, when did you realize that it was popping
Speaker 1: off for you musically? Like what event or what happened
Speaker 1: that made you be like, finally, all my hard work
Speaker 1: is paying off. They understand it. I would have to
Speaker 1: say when I started actually getting booked for shows and
Speaker 1: then it was actually there. But when I really really
Speaker 1: found out like I was popping on my music was
Speaker 1: when I did my concert for my I did a
Speaker 1: um uh Life and Plastic to listening party concert and
Speaker 1: everybody's like, my project dropped on the seventh, but my
Speaker 1: concert was the night. So everybody's like, oh, are you
Speaker 1: scared that people not gonna know your song? I said, no.
Speaker 1: One thing I know is that my fans is gonna
Speaker 1: learn my ship. They've been beasting for this project for
Speaker 1: a whole year, so they're gonna make sure they know
Speaker 1: these songs. I learned people. I learned my like I
Speaker 1: love him, see how I learned them see hustle Ship.
Speaker 1: When they dropped every song repeat drake too, I'm repeat repeat,
Speaker 1: So you know, it's just like, um, I know that
Speaker 1: I knew that they got me, and um it was like,
Speaker 1: this is my first show that I'm headlining, so this
Speaker 1: is all me. I paid for the venue. I pay
Speaker 1: for the decorator. I made show that it looked at like, uh,
Speaker 1: like a hospital type of thing, like when you came
Speaker 1: in and had the mask, like I had the hospital
Speaker 1: bed on stage, the ivy the drinks was an ivy
Speaker 1: bag like it was really like like like for the
Speaker 1: like for the cuature. So, um, it was so much
Speaker 1: pressure on me because I'm seeing the ticket sales, I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: it's only eight percent sold out. I need my ship
Speaker 1: to sell out. Last last day, walked out on that
Speaker 1: stage seeing everything that this is big because there's no openness.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to open up. I wanted to be
Speaker 1: all about my project. I don't want to open us.
Speaker 1: It was well, Gonna came out. Shout out to Gonna.
Speaker 1: He came out, and um, you know, it was all
Speaker 1: about me, like this is everybody in this room is
Speaker 1: here for me, you know. So that's when I really
Speaker 1: really really you know, like damn, like these people all
Speaker 1: bought Like I used to be going to all about
Speaker 1: our concerts, like I was there. You know, I was young.
Speaker 1: I used to go to his stuff. So it's like York,
Speaker 1: good luck. I'm not going. But what I'm saying this,
Speaker 1: it's nah. It's just like when you have these concerts
Speaker 1: and you're the headline and this is yours. Everybody in
Speaker 1: that room was there for me. So like even my
Speaker 1: mom like she was like wow, everybody sick. See everybody
Speaker 1: like you know, seeing her daughter, like this is her daughter.
Speaker 1: So it's like, you know, it was just the feeling
Speaker 1: was like imrreplaceable, you know. And then I was scared.
Speaker 1: Like even when when I came out for for something you,
Speaker 1: I was scared. I was scared. But I'm like, you
Speaker 1: know what, when New York City is so hard to
Speaker 1: win over and I speak about this with a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of the New York City crowds is hard. They're
Speaker 1: like they were just standing there. Don't know the records,
Speaker 1: They're just standing and there, you know. So I'm like,
Speaker 1: I went out there with full confidence and I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: I know my city got my back, you know, and
Speaker 1: they had my back, and that's why I'm just like, Okay,
Speaker 1: everything's bad. I was. I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I saw you it O Kim hanging. Do you think that, um,
Speaker 1: other women artists support you. Um, I'm gonna keep it real.
Speaker 1: I feel like no, UM, I feel like if I
Speaker 1: was friends with any female artists that they either stopped
Speaker 1: working with me or you started moving different. And it's
Speaker 1: like I can't help with that. You know, things are
Speaker 1: moving the way it is for me. Like I'm I'm
Speaker 1: trying to chase the back just like you, and I'm
Speaker 1: trying to work hard and make sure that I'll get
Speaker 1: my number one record, you know. And I'm just fully focused.
Speaker 1: And you know that's why me doing a record with him,
Speaker 1: it means so much to me because it's like, Yo,
Speaker 1: this is a legend. She ain't collapse with no female
Speaker 1: in the last thing years besides Remy Ma. You feel
Speaker 1: me in Remy is a legend too. So it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, for me to have an O G coast
Speaker 1: so this is a co sign a situation. This is like,
Speaker 1: buch if you wantn't taking me serious when I last year,
Speaker 1: you're taking me serious right now because she actually she
Speaker 1: didn't have to do that. You feel me. I don't
Speaker 1: have this, I'm I don't have a crazy budget. The
Speaker 1: label paint not No, it was a innuine thing, you know,
Speaker 1: and it was actually believe it in me. And ever
Speaker 1: since the day I met Kim, you know, she been
Speaker 1: a honey with me, like very humble, I'm question man,
Speaker 1: She's very sweet, very humble and um she's very uplift,
Speaker 1: uplifting and you know, I just I'm so thankful for that.
Speaker 1: So you don't feel like other women have embraced you
Speaker 1: so much, No, and they and they'd be like aultomate
Speaker 1: it's like go against me automatically. What I want to
Speaker 1: collect with more women. You know, I actually want to
Speaker 1: collect women, especially you know, women from New York. You
Speaker 1: ever reach out to them, because you know, sometimes maybe
Speaker 1: mentioned females all the time and all my interviews, but
Speaker 1: I never reached out you right, But it's just like
Speaker 1: they were ready to be I think sometimes people pit
Speaker 1: each other against each other, and so it's all it
Speaker 1: takes is for one person to reach out to somebody
Speaker 1: else and be like, you know, I always wanted to
Speaker 1: work with you. Could we do something and it could
Speaker 1: be that simple. Yeah, they always put females against each
Speaker 1: other because as soon as you wrapped the first thing,
Speaker 1: oh you sound like I like when me, I always
Speaker 1: used to get like, oh you're sounding like little Kim
Speaker 1: back in the day, you sund like Remy Like. I
Speaker 1: used to hate that because I'm like, you know, I'll
Speaker 1: support them and I think they dope. But like I
Speaker 1: work now hard on my stuff. I don't want anybody
Speaker 1: saying I sound like anybody, And with these guys like nowadays,
Speaker 1: I feel like, motherfucker's do be sounding like because I cannot.
Speaker 1: I hate all I like, take that ship off sound
Speaker 1: and make somebody sound say do that tolerate auto tune
Speaker 1: and it's it's probably because you just feel like you
Speaker 1: have to te pain in the future. Yeah, but you
Speaker 1: have to, but you don't just like Future and Designer.
Speaker 1: They might have been cool, but as soon as Designer
Speaker 1: came out like this fake ass future now, when he
Speaker 1: sees Future now, he's gonna feel funny. So I feel
Speaker 1: like that's how it is. A female, it's like, well,
Speaker 1: you're the queen of and it's always got to be
Speaker 1: like that one queen or one like. But with guys,
Speaker 1: it's always like unity and somebody you want to work
Speaker 1: with and let's put it out there in the atmosphere. Um, yeah,
Speaker 1: I wanna work with card okay exactly. I could see
Speaker 1: that immediately, and yeah, you know, I just feel like
Speaker 1: the city is crazy, like we both from the Bronx,
Speaker 1: like the Bronx needed to feel me and she likes
Speaker 1: you and I just thinking herself made up they would
Speaker 1: never be But I feel like that, like I just
Speaker 1: want to be able to create, like like being the studio,
Speaker 1: just like really create something to see what type of
Speaker 1: record it will be, because I feel like on some
Speaker 1: like aggressive record that me and I will actually do
Speaker 1: really good on. Um. Yeah, but you know, females always
Speaker 1: putting there, They always put females against each other. I
Speaker 1: feel like, you know, one thing about Cam is that
Speaker 1: she like embraced me. And I felt it like I
Speaker 1: you know, I felt it like she wasn't like, oh
Speaker 1: I'm this, I'm this, I'm this high, I'm this high.
Speaker 1: She never was like that. She know where she stood.
Speaker 1: Wish what she's done, what she has done, how she
Speaker 1: changed the culture, and you know she don't have to
Speaker 1: even brag about it. She's securing herself. She said, you
Speaker 1: feel like when you get with somebody like Kim, do
Speaker 1: you feel like that's automatically you picking its side? Because
Speaker 1: it was kind of like they tried to throw you
Speaker 1: in with the whole Nikki Nikki and South Hassa and
Speaker 1: back and forth for and on the Instagram a few
Speaker 1: months ago. And I've seen they brought your name into
Speaker 1: it or your name was brought up into it. So
Speaker 1: do you think like when you do do a collaborate
Speaker 1: little Kim, who obviously we know she's wanted to you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, people that started this whole thing.
Speaker 1: But do you feel Brooklyn I lest exactly Chim is
Speaker 1: let's talk about the fact that nobody would have been
Speaker 1: wearing colored here if it wasn't. Let's talk about that.
Speaker 1: And she changed the coature. She's the culture period. But
Speaker 1: um yeah, of course like that, Like I feel like
Speaker 1: if you like this person, you can't like this person,
Speaker 1: you can't like that person. You know. Like I like music.
Speaker 1: If I want to dance to this song, will sing
Speaker 1: this song. I can sing it like I'm not obligated
Speaker 1: to do anything, but um yeah, I was brought up
Speaker 1: in that and you know it is what it is.
Speaker 1: Um my name is just with that mess, James. We
Speaker 1: appreciate you fun. It is our first extended conversation and
Speaker 1: we had a great time with you. Thank you. I'm
Speaker 1: happy to be here. We appreciate you the openness and
Speaker 1: your honesty, and we're very happy for you and your success.
Speaker 1: And we'll be watching you and make sure we cheer
Speaker 1: you on. Okay, we come into the next show. So yeah,
Speaker 1: I gotta compare, Yeah for sure. And we look forward
Speaker 1: to that CARDI B collab because we just put that out.
Speaker 1: We're gonna make I think that's a no brain of
Speaker 1: Brooklyn Johnny, you know, I'm sure he's already on it.
Speaker 1: I think it should be you Cardi take off and
Speaker 1: off that girl like the Outs. That should gonna be
Speaker 1: crazy though. It would be a dope song. So we'll
Speaker 1: d do double date, dole date. That's actually took Check
Speaker 1: that out. It should be called rest Snappers. Every time
Speaker 1: I was saying, you see, let's sew it up every
Speaker 1: song O rest not of that