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Speaker 1: Let serving. What's up you guys. It's lift service. We're

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Speaker 1: gonna have some fun today. I'm g G maguire, I'm

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Speaker 1: lur y'all, I'm dreamgal. Why have your guy dreamed on

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Speaker 1: these fucked up couches? That's cool. Majority studio cultures are

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Speaker 1: sucked up stains, ashes, hooka burns, something, come things old type.

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Speaker 1: What if you went to a guy's house and this

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Speaker 1: There was a lot of people that sat on these

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Speaker 1: cultures like you know you exect, but like, come on, yeah,

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Speaker 1: let's step it up a little bit. Alright, So let's

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Speaker 1: talk to dream dial about situation ships and what you

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Speaker 1: like and don't like in a man. Are you in

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Speaker 1: a relationship right now? I'm not, okay a situation ship?

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Speaker 1: Not really. I had to really fall back on the

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Speaker 1: guys and really focus, and things are way better now,

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Speaker 1: Like I actually want to practice like celibacy. Really, Are

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Speaker 1: you sure not in a relationship because my crisis Come on,

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Speaker 1: let's because because you know it swirling around that year off.

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Speaker 1: I woke up one day and then that room was

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Speaker 1: I'm silenting the records, I'm dating take off that's not true.

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Speaker 1: But it's just crazy to me how you could, Like

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Speaker 1: to me. The guy that was when I did come out,

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Speaker 1: the guy that I was, you know, had his had

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Speaker 1: a situation ship where he was like, what's take off exactly?

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Speaker 1: I don't even remember even the last time I've seen

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Speaker 1: so we got a relationship that number? No, no, not

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Speaker 1: we cool? We're cool? You tell me. We turned over

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Speaker 1: and looked at him, thinking I had sentence time. I'm like, oh, well,

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Speaker 1: he's like NA see that ship too. But you know,

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Speaker 1: it's just crazy to me how people could just come

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Speaker 1: on with these stories and people actually believe that. I

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Speaker 1: think sometimes but it's not you. It makes it funny though,

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Speaker 1: because as it's not like the worst rumor, you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It'd be worse if it was like

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Speaker 1: something foul. But dating rumors are not that bad. But

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Speaker 1: when you when you're dealing with somebody, it is that bad,

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Speaker 1: like when this happened. Because now when you go to Atlanta,

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Speaker 1: they want to be blocking blown up your phone, you know,

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Speaker 1: especially because the people, the people on the internet believe

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Speaker 1: it supposed to be a PR stuntbody believes it PR stunt,

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Speaker 1: all types of stuff. I'm like, Okay, that would have

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Speaker 1: been some cute triple days, So yeah, triple dates. Can

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Speaker 1: you imagine that it had been you would take off?

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Speaker 1: I don't want no rapper and it could have been

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Speaker 1: quite with sweetie. I don't want no rapper? Just please no, really, wow,

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Speaker 1: what's wrong with rapper? You're a rapper? Yeah, so I'm

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Speaker 1: an artist, a rapper, Oh that coconut oil entrepreneur, right exactly.

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Speaker 1: And he is a piece of all a piece of meat?

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Speaker 1: Is he a piece of meat? But I mean we

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Speaker 1: know he's a piece of meat. We've seen it. We've

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Speaker 1: seen it. He's a walking, talking eight plant. Like not

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Speaker 1: as how you got a whole deal behind you. That's

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Speaker 1: let not mad at it was that like something for

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Speaker 1: loving hip hop? Right? Was that like something where y'all

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Speaker 1: Random sex anymore, no more threesomes. I'm quite sure I'm

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Speaker 1: not a cheater. I never cheated the one right now,

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Speaker 1: you know all that stuff. But then let's have some fun. Okay,

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Speaker 1: That's just that's that matter to you. I didn't think

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Speaker 1: like child support, right, that's not the child child support.

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Speaker 1: Like it's kind of like when I'm done with you,

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Speaker 1: Did he treat you well though? Your stepfather? Yeah, yeah, yeah, No,

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Speaker 1: doing stuff with each other. You know what Jack Thriller

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Speaker 1: that's cool. You're like no, so you get nasty, like

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Speaker 1: not that sloppy. I'm sorry. I don't want to know

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Speaker 1: the face. That's different. That's the thing you gottam. Can't

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Speaker 1: it's different. But if you're just playing around, of course

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Speaker 1: they're gonna do that. I taught you who finger she

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Speaker 1: She was like, no, I wasn go that far, not

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Speaker 1: not that it's only one butt that's going to be

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Speaker 1: I don't know. Maybe in a couple of years, I

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Speaker 1: Guys be type funky too, Like that's a fact. Now

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Club like, they don't be too. They

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Speaker 1: heard somebody say like it tastes like pennies, and I'm like, no,

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Speaker 1: tastes like put your tongue in the penny. That's about

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Speaker 1: it's my tongue on penny. When I was a little

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Speaker 1: kid that my sister told me that if I put

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Speaker 1: And I believe my sister, who I hate right now,

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Speaker 1: When I was a little kid, she had and she

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Speaker 1: It tell me if it tastes like pennies, Okay, you're

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Speaker 1: somebody that you cannot stand, and you find out before

422
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:07,879
Speaker 1: you a couple of years ago he used to date her.

423
00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:11,360
Speaker 1: Let me say something, and I presented that Tom's like that.

424
00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:16,359
Speaker 1: It would be either she sent them or he gathering ship.

425
00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:18,520
Speaker 1: I don't I would just wouldn't trust it. And you

426
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:21,160
Speaker 1: were interested because you wanna tell me all her business,

427
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,040
Speaker 1: and then you won't gather ship about me and you

428
00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:26,720
Speaker 1: wanna go running around. It's just a real risky situation.

429
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,639
Speaker 1: What if you just find out he follows her, like

430
00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:31,760
Speaker 1: you see he follows her on Instagram. I mean I'm

431
00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:33,920
Speaker 1: not that strict on Instagram. Just as long as you'll

432
00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:35,640
Speaker 1: be doing no, you'd be like, how do you even

433
00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:37,760
Speaker 1: know her? No, I'll be doing that. I'll be running

434
00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:41,600
Speaker 1: now the DM, like why you coming in? Why? Every

435
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:43,440
Speaker 1: time I look scroll up the pictures, I see you

436
00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:46,280
Speaker 1: like like a little bitties, you're like that. But I

437
00:23:46,359 --> 00:23:49,959
Speaker 1: just can't she sent for a reason? Right, what do

438
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:53,639
Speaker 1: you think? And I'm gonna look shady? Yeah, you with

439
00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:56,280
Speaker 1: the guy with the guy that your enemy used to date,

440
00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:58,760
Speaker 1: like you taking her leftover? Like it's gonna look like

441
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:01,520
Speaker 1: I'm being spiteful and I don't want your boost. I'm

442
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:03,280
Speaker 1: not trying to downgrade. So did we go with that?

443
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:06,280
Speaker 1: Oh you think it's a downgrade because you could have

444
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,479
Speaker 1: had him before that was the case. Like how public

445
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,119
Speaker 1: is their relationship? Though? Did I know that they were together?

446
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 1: And I purposely No, it's not our purpose. You just

447
00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:17,160
Speaker 1: find that. I'm saying, if I don't know, like that

448
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,680
Speaker 1: they funked around and nothing like that, I don't give

449
00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:22,760
Speaker 1: a funk, Like she don't own that man with him.

450
00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:24,560
Speaker 1: If I like him, I like him. I don't look

451
00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,920
Speaker 1: at that ship like that. I'm just different. I think

452
00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:29,360
Speaker 1: now if it's U, it's a public thing, I'm going

453
00:24:29,359 --> 00:24:32,400
Speaker 1: off public because sometimes back to the baby mom ship,

454
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:35,520
Speaker 1: sometimes you really don't know that. You really don't be

455
00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,080
Speaker 1: knowing who these nigs, but just very That's what I'm saying.

456
00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:40,680
Speaker 1: If it's public, that's something different. And now you linked

457
00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:43,200
Speaker 1: to the same Now that's messy. Yeah. But if it's

458
00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:46,359
Speaker 1: somebody that she dated, maybe her friends knew, I don't know,

459
00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,399
Speaker 1: like give a funk who that bit dated, Like I

460
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:52,760
Speaker 1: wouldn't even be paying attention. But if you find out after,

461
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,080
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna cut the nig If I like him,

462
00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:57,120
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna come off for a bit. I don't

463
00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,880
Speaker 1: like like. I don't know, you gotta pull up the resume. Yeah,

464
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:01,880
Speaker 1: I gotta ask about I'm gonna send you so every

465
00:25:01,880 --> 00:25:04,400
Speaker 1: group chat on my phone. I'm gonna do all types

466
00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:07,120
Speaker 1: of research anybody following on the same I'm make sure

467
00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:10,680
Speaker 1: I know, because nowadays you cannot chance it. You think

468
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,359
Speaker 1: we gotta do too much research when we date somebody nowadays?

469
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:17,639
Speaker 1: What a first picture from two thousand and thirteen? Stop

470
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,320
Speaker 1: playing to see I used to dress back in the day.

471
00:25:20,359 --> 00:25:24,399
Speaker 1: Everything I'm like, why you like that? Used to whack ass?

472
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:28,080
Speaker 1: Now exactly all the way down I go see everything.

473
00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 1: I search Google your name, search you on Facebook. I

474
00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:32,720
Speaker 1: do a whole snapper before you get this with j J.

475
00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:36,960
Speaker 1: To look at that Graham though, at least see who following.

476
00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:39,400
Speaker 1: I think you might find a little baby down there.

477
00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:43,400
Speaker 1: You never know what you might find. You never know

478
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:49,200
Speaker 1: what anything crazy research like, um yeah I did well,

479
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,199
Speaker 1: not crazy. I just found out that, you know, somebody

480
00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:57,879
Speaker 1: had a whole family three four months old. Who I'm like,

481
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:01,840
Speaker 1: oh no, I'm good. And you asked them no, you

482
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:05,480
Speaker 1: say something about no kid if you ask like you

483
00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:08,199
Speaker 1: got a four month child, you is still fucking that

484
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:13,720
Speaker 1: baby mother. You were at an ask, but still you

485
00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:15,240
Speaker 1: should not be out. He's trying to talk to me

486
00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:17,359
Speaker 1: that that's damn right. All right, now we see did

487
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:21,240
Speaker 1: he trying to get back with Cassie? Why is it that?

488
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:25,080
Speaker 1: Because I love them? I love them? Dave was like

489
00:26:25,119 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 1: totally goal for me. Well he posted the Michael Jackson

490
00:26:29,320 --> 00:26:31,720
Speaker 1: song Lady in My Life? Right, So what song could

491
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: have got dedicated to you that makes you want to

492
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:38,359
Speaker 1: get back with? That's a good one, Oh all right

493
00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:43,919
Speaker 1: for someone like all right, that's all it think? Not

494
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:52,760
Speaker 1: a grackhead, no im, what about you? What's song? Because

495
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:55,159
Speaker 1: somebody dedicated? I can't even think going you that you

496
00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:58,240
Speaker 1: was quick your song? I want to walk down the

497
00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,159
Speaker 1: hour with I got my together, she got it in

498
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:04,560
Speaker 1: the VA. Where's it gonna be to play on the

499
00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:13,680
Speaker 1: beach Jamaica Afe, pink gowns, pink talks, talk, pink pink

500
00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:15,680
Speaker 1: carpet you with this my oneding It's not how it

501
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:18,760
Speaker 1: was his mine. It's gonna be my favor. Why it's

502
00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:21,000
Speaker 1: gonna be the way I want visioned. My vision is

503
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:24,959
Speaker 1: gonna come true. She said, that's not our weadons one

504
00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:32,480
Speaker 1: option like pink or dark pink. Okay, Harriet can't think nothing. Actually,

505
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,920
Speaker 1: that's my favorite song, my favorite Michael Jacksons on Lady

506
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:39,840
Speaker 1: in My Life. I've listened to Adoption that I've said

507
00:27:39,880 --> 00:27:44,000
Speaker 1: that on the Instagram that I've been said that years ago.

508
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:45,440
Speaker 1: A lot of people that know me know that that's

509
00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:49,040
Speaker 1: my favorite. So my favorite gonna be back that ass up? Okay?

510
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 1: That are you look good on you? Okay? Prints adored,

511
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:03,320
Speaker 1: That's like my favorite song of all time. So, yeah,

512
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 1: you're too young doing is doing the Prince documentary. I'm sorry,

513
00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,440
Speaker 1: but the song ain't getting me the funk back like

514
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 1: you did. He You're gonna put on Instagram tell Cassie

515
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:21,640
Speaker 1: to listen to this songing No, Michael Jackson's Hologram from

516
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:24,520
Speaker 1: the Building to come this moon walk up the stairs.

517
00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:26,920
Speaker 1: It's probably not about money for her at this point.

518
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 1: I didn't say it had to be my big like that,

519
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:36,600
Speaker 1: but to be something like serial Hologram. And then she'd

520
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 1: be like, are you doing you know, essentially I wasn't

521
00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 1: in a red table talk like with Will and Jada,

522
00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:43,600
Speaker 1: and she was saying how for her forty. He was

523
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 1: saying how for her fortieth birthday, he went through all

524
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:48,280
Speaker 1: of this, right, he had like Mary J. Blige come sing,

525
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,240
Speaker 1: He did this huge party, spent all this money, and

526
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:52,920
Speaker 1: she was upset because all she wanted to do was

527
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:56,840
Speaker 1: spend time with him. And she was like, he's only

528
00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:00,400
Speaker 1: doing this for his own ego, like and he said

529
00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 1: that it was great. Now he said that she was right,

530
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:05,080
Speaker 1: like if all she wanted to do was spend time

531
00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 1: because they imagine they're both really busy, they don't get

532
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,120
Speaker 1: to spend time together. And now we got a million

533
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,360
Speaker 1: people around on my birthday when it could have been

534
00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:13,600
Speaker 1: just me and you doing something. And she was like

535
00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:15,360
Speaker 1: that was selfish in him because he wanted to do

536
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:17,480
Speaker 1: these things to show that he was Will Smith and

537
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,520
Speaker 1: he could do these things. But I felt like us

538
00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:23,280
Speaker 1: women ain't ain't like sometimes we don't be satisfied with things.

539
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:25,719
Speaker 1: Because that motherfucker would have came in the door like

540
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:29,080
Speaker 1: all right, let's just lay down, it's your birthday, like

541
00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:31,920
Speaker 1: a plan. But he could have got a private end.

542
00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:33,480
Speaker 1: They could have went away to two of them. But

543
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 1: he don't know what she wants to because I'm telling

544
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 1: you what I want for my birthday from them two

545
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:40,120
Speaker 1: months before you feel me. I'm like, you know, whatever

546
00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:42,120
Speaker 1: I want, it is what I want. I'm gonna keep

547
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:43,920
Speaker 1: telling you. So when I don't get it, you know

548
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:46,640
Speaker 1: you didn't get it. So when I'm tight, don't be mad.

549
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:50,680
Speaker 1: February from Pisces. What you want? What I want? I

550
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,720
Speaker 1: really really want Lambo druck. Okay, so then, but I

551
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 1: gotta get the guy that what if he gets it

552
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 1: as at least, and then you got to take the

553
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:02,800
Speaker 1: rest of the pain. I don't hill. I'm fine with that. Okay, Okay,

554
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:06,920
Speaker 1: I'm fine with me. I think my own bills every

555
00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:09,880
Speaker 1: month for gallless. But it's a president. Yeah, it's a

556
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:12,960
Speaker 1: president to get to the Lambu chuck. But it's in

557
00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 1: his name. Yeah, then I'm not to be good Penny

558
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:27,440
Speaker 1: like it. But come on, I don't know because I

559
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:30,480
Speaker 1: just I'm so indecisive and I get tired of guys

560
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,640
Speaker 1: so fast. That is just like, I don't know how

561
00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:36,760
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get a husband. Seriously speaking, that's because you

562
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 1: have pisces. Y'all. Just go over the water the waterloo. Okay,

563
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:43,479
Speaker 1: you ever got rid of a guy that you look

564
00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,960
Speaker 1: back and you're like, actually he was a really good guy. Yeah,

565
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 1: so he's like all the time, you're not gonna call

566
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:54,959
Speaker 1: him or nothing. Guys be so corny nowdays. Well I

567
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:56,800
Speaker 1: always find really good guy. I don't like the really

568
00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,920
Speaker 1: good guys. That'd be the problem. So you're not ready

569
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:01,360
Speaker 1: for a relationship. That's but that means I don't like

570
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: the good guys kind of like scam me your way up.

571
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:06,640
Speaker 1: But oh he took me shopping on the first date.

572
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 1: Something wrong. It's like hello, I'll be like think then

573
00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:16,960
Speaker 1: we're going tomorrow two. Right. There's just certain things scam

574
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,600
Speaker 1: me when it comes to the guys being too good

575
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: in that back dates. You know, my dad like I

576
00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 1: never like it's just like it's just you don't believe.

577
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,160
Speaker 1: You don't believe it. I don't believe in all that,

578
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:30,160
Speaker 1: but you know you deserve it. Don't not get drink

579
00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,920
Speaker 1: over what's got your foot where you put it? You're

580
00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:38,040
Speaker 1: supposed to be drinking it. I feel like she's shooting us,

581
00:31:38,080 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 1: Like these guys got you a drink, you're not gonna

582
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:45,760
Speaker 1: drink all right now? Can you up? Can you learn

583
00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:48,520
Speaker 1: to enjoy having sex with somebody like, say, it's not

584
00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,200
Speaker 1: that good at first, but then you can learn to

585
00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:52,000
Speaker 1: make it better and learn to like it. All right,

586
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:56,480
Speaker 1: keep it real. That's what we're here for, all right.

587
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 1: I don't want to say this you don't like, cause

588
00:31:57,960 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 1: you might watch it. I don't want to learn his

589
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:03,680
Speaker 1: feeling of his name. Yeah, you helping. I'm talking about

590
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 1: what you're helping him right now. So I tried, you know,

591
00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 1: to go back to somebody, and then it's just so

592
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:15,160
Speaker 1: happened that the person that I stop when I stopped

593
00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:18,440
Speaker 1: dealing with him, not moved on to that. I just like, like,

594
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:22,040
Speaker 1: you haven't had like has sex with somebody for so long,

595
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 1: and then when you had another dick, that's way better.

596
00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:27,440
Speaker 1: It's like even when you when you go back to him,

597
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:30,680
Speaker 1: you just keep thinking about that. That's what happened to me.

598
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:33,080
Speaker 1: That's like when I went back, I'm like Dane, like

599
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:41,560
Speaker 1: it ain't the same trash. I'm like, damn no, I

600
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 1: can't even be doing I'm not kidding. I felt like

601
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 1: a movie. You know in the movies when you be

602
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:47,920
Speaker 1: thinking about the other guy. You're just laying in and

603
00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,120
Speaker 1: you think about the other guy while you have to

604
00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:55,680
Speaker 1: say name. Yeah, I'm never gonna say his name, not

605
00:32:55,720 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 1: how to eat pussy and me, but you can teach him,

606
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:03,840
Speaker 1: and I tried to teach, but then the you gotta

607
00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:05,680
Speaker 1: know how if you don't. If you have, you got

608
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:07,640
Speaker 1: to know how to really lay you down, right, So

609
00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:09,720
Speaker 1: how do you gotta somebody gotta make up? It can't

610
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:11,320
Speaker 1: you can't give head and you can't sunk me like

611
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:12,959
Speaker 1: it got to be one of the others. What the

612
00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 1: hell is you doing with him for all that time?

613
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 1: For years? So it's like, damn, he's hurt. Feelings, it's

614
00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:21,240
Speaker 1: so hurt. Did you ever tell him he wasn't gonna

615
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:26,000
Speaker 1: eat him? Just? Sorry, guy, you do it. Just I'm

616
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:30,040
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. Like if you're messing somebody, do that head.

617
00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:33,160
Speaker 1: You find ways to deal with make yourself come now,

618
00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:39,160
Speaker 1: I'm not settling. That's it. Next, you had some good deck,

619
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:41,800
Speaker 1: more than one person how to eat my pussy before

620
00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:43,640
Speaker 1: you just didn't know what they was doing. And listen,

621
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 1: this is what you gotta do. I was nineteen, Yeah,

622
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,040
Speaker 1: I should have sent them to you. Actually, one of

623
00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:52,280
Speaker 1: my guys told me how to give head to get

624
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 1: like you biting me. I was just very young, inexperienced.

625
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:00,880
Speaker 1: You have a writ another butter, and he told me

626
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:03,640
Speaker 1: a lot of things to do it. You gotta do this,

627
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,160
Speaker 1: you gotta do that, you gotta do this, your hand,

628
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:08,440
Speaker 1: you gotta do that. Make it like this, he taught me,

629
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:17,680
Speaker 1: and I just took my talents elsewhere. I got okay,

630
00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:20,719
Speaker 1: you feel me and somebody touch you. How to give her?

631
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:23,520
Speaker 1: Nobody taught me, but I will say the first time

632
00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 1: I did it, I was awful and I didn't know

633
00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:28,080
Speaker 1: because I didn't know what I was doing. So, like,

634
00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:29,600
Speaker 1: I had a boyfriend for a long time and we

635
00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:31,279
Speaker 1: never had sex, and he used to be like, if

636
00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:32,839
Speaker 1: you don't have sex with me next time, I'm breaking

637
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: up with you. Because oh my god, that he used

638
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:36,880
Speaker 1: to say that to me. He didn't rape me, but

639
00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:38,839
Speaker 1: he would say, if we don't have sex, we're gonna

640
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:41,000
Speaker 1: break up. I was in high school so and we

641
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,080
Speaker 1: were together for like a year and a half, so

642
00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:44,839
Speaker 1: he really wanted to have sex, and I was like,

643
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 1: so then I was like, all right, I'll tied to

644
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,000
Speaker 1: second dick. But I didn't know what I was doing,

645
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 1: and I think I was like suctioning it too much.

646
00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:52,440
Speaker 1: And I think I definitely and then you know how,

647
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:56,040
Speaker 1: like I definitely scraped his dick. But your tea there.

648
00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 1: I used to be thinkingus like, oh, still keep going.

649
00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:03,759
Speaker 1: Stop he's not to love you, right, like never stop you.

650
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,359
Speaker 1: But but he went to somebody else right after that, like, oh,

651
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:08,719
Speaker 1: you're gonna do this right, right, he'll be all cut

652
00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:11,040
Speaker 1: up and everything. He's still not gonna stop me the

653
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:13,880
Speaker 1: next time. Can you please just I know he was

654
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:22,240
Speaker 1: in the shower of them because scrapes is burning. Never.

655
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm at a grade with but I'm never

656
00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:31,120
Speaker 1: like with my team. I don't know that you're born

657
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 1: with the ability to set dick. I was to think

658
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:39,360
Speaker 1: I was born with the ability to set the beginners,

659
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 1: because you know what, you could be born with an experience,

660
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 1: I'm telling you. And I'm got introduced to sucking by

661
00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:47,399
Speaker 1: watching and I was also sucking. Somebody was eight years

662
00:35:47,400 --> 00:35:49,440
Speaker 1: older than me. See, I wasn't watching all yet you

663
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:53,480
Speaker 1: have that comment because I looked at it. So you're

664
00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:57,359
Speaker 1: a natural born dick sucker. I'm gonna tell you. I'm

665
00:35:57,400 --> 00:36:00,399
Speaker 1: not saying I was always the best, right, but I'm

666
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:03,440
Speaker 1: saying the beginning. I always knew on my mind if

667
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:09,839
Speaker 1: I had a dick right, what would like don't want

668
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:14,600
Speaker 1: teeth like scratching my skin off. No, So I always knew, like, bitch,

669
00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:17,680
Speaker 1: whatever you do, cover the team, that's all I knew.

670
00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:26,719
Speaker 1: I knew that covering my tea. I would come. I

671
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:29,720
Speaker 1: was like like with the best ever. But I wasn't

672
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:33,160
Speaker 1: grazing dick with who told you you were so good?

673
00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:35,480
Speaker 1: You know what? I had a boyfriend that you saw

674
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:38,640
Speaker 1: like love for me to give him head. So I

675
00:36:38,719 --> 00:36:41,399
Speaker 1: used to give him head like for like literally like

676
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:44,520
Speaker 1: an hour. You're not that good. No, look, no he

677
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:46,759
Speaker 1: would come. He was come break the news to you.

678
00:36:47,719 --> 00:36:50,399
Speaker 1: He would come, I'm telling you, and he would want

679
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:53,040
Speaker 1: like he just liked that. And I'll be like okay,

680
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:59,440
Speaker 1: and I would keep doing it, even practice perfect time,

681
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:03,480
Speaker 1: and maybe up on the nigger, I just sing, drink it, yeah,

682
00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 1: to throw it up. I've done it right back up. Yeah,

683
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:12,120
Speaker 1: I've done that. You stop right back up. That's what

684
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:18,040
Speaker 1: we're real quick. You got that run ship's not drunk,

685
00:37:18,120 --> 00:37:23,560
Speaker 1: sober sober, didn't grab your faces take it away. I

686
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:27,440
Speaker 1: hate that. Yeah it is by You've been trying to

687
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:29,000
Speaker 1: use your hands so I don't have to go all

688
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,600
Speaker 1: the day. And we're like there's too many in the

689
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:40,360
Speaker 1: and then maybe moving your hand. You we're just about

690
00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:41,759
Speaker 1: to throw up on his dick and just leave it.

691
00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:48,520
Speaker 1: I would never forget the best snapper. Now, I might

692
00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:50,359
Speaker 1: have threw up some patrol on the nigga duke. But

693
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:55,080
Speaker 1: now you're like, well, I got my money's work from

694
00:37:55,120 --> 00:38:05,520
Speaker 1: the snapper. I eat it twice twice. Why would you

695
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:08,279
Speaker 1: say such a thing. This is amazing. I didn't know

696
00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:10,319
Speaker 1: you knew how to seck dicks from when you were bored.

697
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:18,520
Speaker 1: No one, do you remember that first time somebody came

698
00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:24,120
Speaker 1: in your mouth? No, that's what Yeah, yeah, that happens. No,

699
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,360
Speaker 1: I was really trying. I don't I don't, I don't know.

700
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:29,600
Speaker 1: Julia Beverly's in the room, she remembers she just raised

701
00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,880
Speaker 1: her hand like yeah, that was like this when I

702
00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:35,759
Speaker 1: was younger, really just like insecure. I remember when he

703
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:37,920
Speaker 1: busted on her face and she was so mad and

704
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:39,480
Speaker 1: we were like, what are you mad for? You couldn't

705
00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:41,359
Speaker 1: do that back in the day. You had the calm day.

706
00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:43,000
Speaker 1: You had to they had to let you know that

707
00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:46,040
Speaker 1: it was about to calm and you move, and he

708
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:49,200
Speaker 1: just did it. Yeah, you loved if you was like, noa,

709
00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:52,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep doing you know what you're doing. You

710
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 1: fake act like you're gonna catch it and catch it

711
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:58,680
Speaker 1: in your hand right your right in the back room. Yeah,

712
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:00,880
Speaker 1: that's the worst. Guys. Hey, if you run to the bathroom,

713
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,040
Speaker 1: I spit it out right after. It's kind of a

714
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:12,759
Speaker 1: turn off, that know. I'll be like, I gotta right,

715
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:16,880
Speaker 1: I gotta bow my nose from me sucking a day. Now,

716
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:20,040
Speaker 1: we're gonna give the guys listening some information. What are

717
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:26,720
Speaker 1: the reasons that women cheat? When you look six, women

718
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:29,680
Speaker 1: cheat get bad. Women cheat because the sex is whack

719
00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:32,719
Speaker 1: and they just need something better. Women cheat because they

720
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:39,319
Speaker 1: hold I like that reason. Simple white guys could be

721
00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:43,160
Speaker 1: holes and girls get Yeah, guy's cheat because they hold

722
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 1: to that's you know, um God's cheat because in their mind,

723
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:49,200
Speaker 1: the very next pussy they get, it's gonna be the

724
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:53,440
Speaker 1: best pussy they ever had. So we're not talking s lation.

725
00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:57,680
Speaker 1: Maybe lack of action and attention, Like they're not giving

726
00:39:57,680 --> 00:40:00,560
Speaker 1: you enough attention. You go find it elsewhere and someone

727
00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,839
Speaker 1: else is, because everybody else here is ready to give

728
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:08,640
Speaker 1: attention and affection. All the things that tell Instagram of

729
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:18,719
Speaker 1: affection and post let me affection, she inspection action, That's

730
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:24,400
Speaker 1: what are the reasons that that you cheat, dreamed that

731
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:27,879
Speaker 1: you ever cheated, You're probably not gonna believe me. Lower

732
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:29,840
Speaker 1: you to my boyfriend, and then when he cheated on me,

733
00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:34,279
Speaker 1: I'll cheat back. Don't cheat on me because it's gonna

734
00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:37,239
Speaker 1: be brad for you revenge. You know, if you want

735
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:39,480
Speaker 1: to text other girls, I'm gonna text other guys and

736
00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,160
Speaker 1: I'm face you want to face, I see the face.

737
00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:42,920
Speaker 1: I'm just do everything you want to do so that

738
00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:46,480
Speaker 1: that when when it comes to light, remember when that

739
00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:48,720
Speaker 1: ship don't work though, because then when you get caught,

740
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:52,799
Speaker 1: it's a totally different And yeah, you're wrong. Yeah you

741
00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,879
Speaker 1: never heard the ending of it. I don't understand that ship. Man,

742
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:58,760
Speaker 1: it could be one person, he could have had five,

743
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:02,200
Speaker 1: and that one person is always gonna be a factor.

744
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:08,120
Speaker 1: So you got cut cheating? Um and think actually went

745
00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:10,239
Speaker 1: on a break. I always break break it off the

746
00:41:10,400 --> 00:41:13,520
Speaker 1: before you know do what I does. So I broke

747
00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:16,799
Speaker 1: it off and then um, like we made up through text.

748
00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,800
Speaker 1: But I was on tour with somebody, so it got

749
00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 1: pretty nasty for me. Did he know you weren't to

750
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,880
Speaker 1: w somebody? Yea they watching this whole team. I was

751
00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:27,680
Speaker 1: in the back and heard my voice. I went back

752
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,439
Speaker 1: on one of the Instagram that made him really want

753
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:32,319
Speaker 1: you back to probably know. He said, if you don't

754
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:34,680
Speaker 1: leave the I'm gonna show up at that show. What

755
00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:37,319
Speaker 1: remove you ship? Did you think he was really going

756
00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:39,719
Speaker 1: to do it? I wasn't trying to know if he

757
00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:42,120
Speaker 1: was gonna do it. I know he's steven thirties, so

758
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:45,759
Speaker 1: I didn't want to risk growing in my situation. So

759
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:48,000
Speaker 1: I said, I gotta go. You took off my takeoff

760
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:59,120
Speaker 1: play with you? No, it was not. I don't the

761
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 1: blogs like body else. These blogs, man, they get you

762
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:06,120
Speaker 1: in trouble. How do you stay off the blogs that

763
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:10,040
Speaker 1: you really can't not? When you pop in, I'll be like, oh,

764
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,720
Speaker 1: they'd be like sharing, what did they do? What they're wanted? Oh?

765
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 1: A fashion over? Okay? Cool. So you think love and

766
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:18,239
Speaker 1: hipop actually did good for you, you would say, because

767
00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 1: some people would say it hasn't been but for you.

768
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:23,040
Speaker 1: We've watched you climb up and I was like, I

769
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:25,239
Speaker 1: wonder if dream Doll is gonna make it, But it

770
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:28,680
Speaker 1: looks like you've been putting in the work. Yeah, Um,

771
00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:32,080
Speaker 1: I'm telling you what what was it? Though? You have

772
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:35,520
Speaker 1: to be able to know that you have to invest

773
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:38,000
Speaker 1: in see yourself. Like I just came off toward spent

774
00:42:38,040 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 1: three out of my own blocket. Everything I do, I like,

775
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:44,560
Speaker 1: I literally invest into everything that I have and anything

776
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:47,400
Speaker 1: I do, like, um, you know, put together a full team.

777
00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:51,520
Speaker 1: You know that. Shoot, people really have teams now, like

778
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:54,800
Speaker 1: I have a full staff. So it's like, um, you

779
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 1: know that, and you know, just trying to I try

780
00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,960
Speaker 1: to stay out the John but it always sucked me up.

781
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:02,360
Speaker 1: But just knowing what you want and put you all

782
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 1: into it, even if you go broke doing it. Because

783
00:43:05,160 --> 00:43:08,319
Speaker 1: music ain't expensive. You know that. Every time you walk

784
00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 1: in that movie, you being charged by the minute. You know,

785
00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:14,160
Speaker 1: it's expensive by the iwa you know, so it's very expensive,

786
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:16,239
Speaker 1: and you gotta know you gotta keep you in mind

787
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:18,560
Speaker 1: that Okay, I'm doing this. I don't see it now,

788
00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:20,840
Speaker 1: but I'm gonna see it one day, you know. I

789
00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:22,360
Speaker 1: Just like even when I went on too, I didn't

790
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:25,600
Speaker 1: I didn't even have hostings and them cities, I didn't have, um,

791
00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,120
Speaker 1: you know shows. I went on a radio promo tour

792
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:32,960
Speaker 1: and for as an independent artist to do that, you know,

793
00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: is not easy because you're not seeing a dollar back.

794
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,919
Speaker 1: Just know, that right now, but it will benefit because

795
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,480
Speaker 1: I was able to build relationships and you don't have

796
00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:44,400
Speaker 1: mixer meetings and really be able to have these relationships

797
00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:47,520
Speaker 1: with this with the stations and DJs. But um so

798
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:50,759
Speaker 1: personality doesn't matter a lot. It matters a lot. Um

799
00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:53,320
Speaker 1: it matters a lot. Love hip Hop helped me a

800
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:55,839
Speaker 1: lot because the first day that my song ever aired,

801
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:59,080
Speaker 1: I went up thirty thousand streams wood the first day,

802
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:01,920
Speaker 1: so I gotta I got new listeners. Even if you

803
00:44:01,960 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 1: don't like, you still check it for me, Perry Is,

804
00:44:04,280 --> 00:44:06,480
Speaker 1: so you know it was able to help me. And

805
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,120
Speaker 1: you know I'm not I'm just trying to like you know,

806
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:11,320
Speaker 1: French awf a little bit, and I work on films

807
00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:13,480
Speaker 1: and stuff like that. You know I can want to

808
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,480
Speaker 1: like acting. Not because it's so easy for you to

809
00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:18,279
Speaker 1: get labeled as loving hip hop. I'm quite shaming that

810
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 1: with that too. No, not anymore so now. But it's funny.

811
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:26,279
Speaker 1: I hated it, but you did two seasons and not

812
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:29,279
Speaker 1: only did one. I hated that ship with everybody like

813
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:32,040
Speaker 1: you from Loving hip Hop. No. I would tell people

814
00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:34,160
Speaker 1: know like that did the Bad Girl's Club, and I

815
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:36,160
Speaker 1: still chased me to this day. People are still talking

816
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,520
Speaker 1: about that. Maybe they're trying to get me to do

817
00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:41,120
Speaker 1: the Bad Girls Class. Really you would have fun, though

818
00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:43,640
Speaker 1: I wasn't trying to do that chip. But then you're

819
00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:45,759
Speaker 1: always battling different things. I remember they thought you were

820
00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:48,359
Speaker 1: so mean on Bad Girls Club because you were kind

821
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:51,480
Speaker 1: of a bully, and you apologize for that. My thing

822
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 1: with that, it was just like when I see you

823
00:44:54,239 --> 00:44:56,440
Speaker 1: never know what you're doing until you watch it, and

824
00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:58,920
Speaker 1: then it's like, Okay, I was late, but I'm not

825
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,640
Speaker 1: gonna blame it on like my actions. You know. Um,

826
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 1: I still was accountable for it. But when I watched it,

827
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,239
Speaker 1: like when when at the reunion, when you'll watched this,

828
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:08,960
Speaker 1: when I watched it for me, so I immediately started

829
00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:11,600
Speaker 1: crying because I know that they are little girls that

830
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:13,440
Speaker 1: look up to me, and I know that I have

831
00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 1: younger sisters and brothers, and I don't want them to

832
00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:18,320
Speaker 1: think this is okay. So it was more of like,

833
00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:21,920
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is bad, you know, And I'm

834
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,359
Speaker 1: still juggling with that until this day. But you think

835
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:27,520
Speaker 1: you felt pressure to be that way because it gives

836
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:29,759
Speaker 1: you more air time and it makes you stand out more.

837
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:34,399
Speaker 1: I was very angry Um. I was very angry um

838
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:38,080
Speaker 1: in the house, and you know, I was just living

839
00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:39,960
Speaker 1: for the moment, and I watched previous show, so I've

840
00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:43,359
Speaker 1: seen it went on, but it's different when you there,

841
00:45:43,600 --> 00:45:45,120
Speaker 1: when it happened. When you when you're there, it's like,

842
00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,960
Speaker 1: oh wow, now I come, this is the first show

843
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,880
Speaker 1: I ever did. I'm about to be labeled this and that.

844
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,920
Speaker 1: I just felt like overall, Baggers Club is just degrading

845
00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:56,880
Speaker 1: the women. You know what. It's like, I don't think

846
00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:58,800
Speaker 1: you should do I don't think you should do it.

847
00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:02,680
Speaker 1: So it's very degrading you, you know what I think.

848
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 1: I think maybe because like you're doing shows like that,

849
00:46:06,680 --> 00:46:09,200
Speaker 1: like your fan big base is very like you have

850
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 1: a lot of the young girls, which is like the

851
00:46:12,120 --> 00:46:14,640
Speaker 1: making of someone that's gonna be big because you need

852
00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:17,320
Speaker 1: those fans to grow with you, going to be the

853
00:46:17,440 --> 00:46:20,759
Speaker 1: people that are gonna father support you. So like even

854
00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:24,840
Speaker 1: like my nieces they're like sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, they love you.

855
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:27,920
Speaker 1: They actually really put me onto you for real, like

856
00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:31,360
Speaker 1: they was like you heard this song talk nice like

857
00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:34,160
Speaker 1: they was up on it. And I think that's dope

858
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 1: because even that powerhous like you see all the girls.

859
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:38,719
Speaker 1: But do you feel like a pressure because I know

860
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:42,839
Speaker 1: you do have like like the cover of your your EP.

861
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:46,680
Speaker 1: It's like you're on the operating table. So do you

862
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 1: feel like you get the pressures of like since they're

863
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:52,080
Speaker 1: looking up to you that, do you think you're kind

864
00:46:52,080 --> 00:46:55,799
Speaker 1: of glorifying it for the girl? Okay? So to cover

865
00:46:56,719 --> 00:47:00,440
Speaker 1: what's not me glorifying plastic surgery, I took my project.

866
00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:04,280
Speaker 1: My first project was called life and plastic hashtag plastic

867
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:06,560
Speaker 1: and my pictures it's just me you wanna call It's

868
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 1: like whatever you want to call me. If I call

869
00:47:08,239 --> 00:47:10,000
Speaker 1: myself that, what else can you say? It's me living

870
00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:15,960
Speaker 1: my truth that if I postum five bands in my

871
00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:18,960
Speaker 1: brock cup. What you're gonna say, are you titi is fake?

872
00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:21,120
Speaker 1: What can you say? After I'm owning up to let

873
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:22,719
Speaker 1: me tell you what I say? People when they asked

874
00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:26,000
Speaker 1: me if my titis are real, they were real expensive exactly,

875
00:47:26,840 --> 00:47:29,520
Speaker 1: So you know it's just like um, you know. And

876
00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:32,279
Speaker 1: with the with my cover, it was me as the

877
00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:35,920
Speaker 1: patient and me as the doctor on both and it

878
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:40,879
Speaker 1: was me fixing myself as an artist, my delivery, my flow.

879
00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:44,359
Speaker 1: I'm still learning ship, I'm I'm just now being able

880
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:47,480
Speaker 1: to keep keep wrapping and hold my breath and what

881
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:50,200
Speaker 1: I what I was going like. You know, it's it's

882
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:52,759
Speaker 1: really a learning process because it's not easy, you know.

883
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:56,200
Speaker 1: And back dates to my part one and my part too.

884
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:59,759
Speaker 1: You hear the difference between my flow switch ups um

885
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:03,040
Speaker 1: thinks I talked about and you know, just me overall

886
00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:06,319
Speaker 1: as an artist, you can see growth even like situations

887
00:48:06,360 --> 00:48:08,120
Speaker 1: I've been through. I was scared to like I was.

888
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:11,040
Speaker 1: Baggarl's Cup affected me so much that I was scared

889
00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:12,680
Speaker 1: to let people in on my life. I was scared

890
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:14,759
Speaker 1: to show my true personality because they doesn't label me

891
00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:16,600
Speaker 1: to the world. So it's like, no matter what I do,

892
00:48:18,360 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 1: it doesn't make nothing. But I wasn't glorifying plastic surgery.

893
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:22,440
Speaker 1: And I say that all the time. It was me

894
00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:25,239
Speaker 1: operating on myself as an artist. That was life in

895
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:26,719
Speaker 1: plastic park one in the bed, and it was life

896
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 1: towards a doctor. That is what I was doing. When

897
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:32,040
Speaker 1: I tell girls that I'm sorry to cut you, but

898
00:48:32,480 --> 00:48:35,520
Speaker 1: I just sold you know, um, the younger girls that

899
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 1: do look up to me. I did plastic surgery for

900
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:39,920
Speaker 1: the wrong reason. I did it because I was in

901
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 1: a situation when somebody that made me feel insecure, made

902
00:48:42,239 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 1: me feel like I wasn't good enough, made me feel like, okay, uh,

903
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:49,600
Speaker 1: you're my fooda or my you know, go to the

904
00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:52,280
Speaker 1: gym and do this, and my titty or flat chested

905
00:48:52,360 --> 00:48:54,520
Speaker 1: a cup like made me feel like that. So I

906
00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:57,120
Speaker 1: tried to please him. And you know, I don't want no,

907
00:48:57,760 --> 00:48:59,560
Speaker 1: no woman out there to ever feel like they gotta

908
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:05,120
Speaker 1: gotta um to make changes to themselves, um to please

909
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:07,240
Speaker 1: a guy, because you're still going to be that same person.

910
00:49:07,520 --> 00:49:09,000
Speaker 1: But did it make you feel better as a woman?

911
00:49:09,239 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 1: Its your confidence just because of him, but just in

912
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:14,480
Speaker 1: general after you did it, was you like, Okay, even

913
00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:15,880
Speaker 1: though I did it at him, I'm actually gad that

914
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:17,800
Speaker 1: I did it because I like myself better or I

915
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:20,239
Speaker 1: feel about myself. And plus I kept going to the gym, says,

916
00:49:20,360 --> 00:49:23,640
Speaker 1: and it wasn't going away. Like I tried to train us,

917
00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:25,480
Speaker 1: I try all of that, Like I tried to be

918
00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:28,759
Speaker 1: better for him, you know, and it just wouldn't. It

919
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: just wouldn't. It just wasn't good enough. But at the

920
00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:32,920
Speaker 1: moment I did, you know, and I recognized and not

921
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:36,360
Speaker 1: really realized I went through so much like verbal abuse.

922
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 1: I ate sex to real fast cut him are glowed up.

923
00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:45,320
Speaker 1: You know the reason why I asked that is because

924
00:49:45,640 --> 00:49:48,359
Speaker 1: you know, I've had plastic surgery and I don't um,

925
00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:50,560
Speaker 1: you know, try to lie about it or deny. I'm

926
00:49:50,680 --> 00:49:53,279
Speaker 1: very open with it um And people always, you know,

927
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,080
Speaker 1: on the internet, they always say, you do you do

928
00:49:55,200 --> 00:49:57,160
Speaker 1: plastic surgery because you don't like yourself? When you do

929
00:49:57,200 --> 00:49:59,800
Speaker 1: plaxic surgery, because you don't love yourself for because somebody

930
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:01,600
Speaker 1: made you feel like you need to. But at the

931
00:50:01,680 --> 00:50:04,440
Speaker 1: end of the day, it's a confidence booster and some

932
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:06,640
Speaker 1: people don't realize it because they haven't been through it.

933
00:50:06,760 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 1: So I always asked women that I know have done it,

934
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:11,480
Speaker 1: like did it really boost because it definitely boosted mind.

935
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:13,640
Speaker 1: Not to say that I hated myself, because I didn't,

936
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:16,480
Speaker 1: but I know that being a hundred and ten pounds

937
00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:18,399
Speaker 1: in the eight cup, I didn't feel at my best.

938
00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:21,840
Speaker 1: But being a hundred and forty pounds and a double

939
00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:24,360
Speaker 1: D cup and more curber and you know, having the

940
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:26,920
Speaker 1: body that have it really boosted my confidence. And at

941
00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 1: the time, I was a dancer, so we boosted my

942
00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:32,480
Speaker 1: money as well, which in return, so I'm glad you'll

943
00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:34,160
Speaker 1: talk about that because I felt like a lot of

944
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:37,160
Speaker 1: women like when they think surgery is mostly they think

945
00:50:37,440 --> 00:50:40,080
Speaker 1: somebody that's big that wants to get stuff taken out

946
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:43,600
Speaker 1: and then just cities at it. That sometimes women my

947
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:48,440
Speaker 1: body literally that want to add stuff and they get

948
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 1: body shame. Like it's not only the girls that are

949
00:50:51,560 --> 00:50:54,640
Speaker 1: like a little heavier that good body shame is sometimes

950
00:50:54,800 --> 00:50:57,279
Speaker 1: you could be thin and you're also getting body shame.

951
00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:00,320
Speaker 1: And I didn't I didn't really realize that because like

952
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,920
Speaker 1: my want a girl that I'll call my sister, Like

953
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:06,400
Speaker 1: she was very very thin and she got like cities

954
00:51:06,440 --> 00:51:08,040
Speaker 1: and all that, and I used to be like, yeah,

955
00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:10,840
Speaker 1: body isn't like she like no, Like I get teased

956
00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: like and I'm like how you're mad thin and little

957
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:15,840
Speaker 1: and she I'm like that's a good thing. She's like no,

958
00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:19,800
Speaker 1: Like guys don't like this, Like they like your your shape,

959
00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:22,200
Speaker 1: you gotta shape, like they like that. She like they

960
00:51:22,239 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 1: didn't like I'm bony like I was bony, I was pounds.

961
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:30,040
Speaker 1: Because I do think that guys like anything, like they

962
00:51:30,160 --> 00:51:34,520
Speaker 1: definitely different from me to other trust me, guys, they

963
00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:37,880
Speaker 1: don't have no they really don't have no no no type.

964
00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:40,080
Speaker 1: Um And when I say that. I mean there's guys

965
00:51:40,120 --> 00:51:42,359
Speaker 1: I don't like me because I'm too thick, or I'm

966
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:45,360
Speaker 1: too big or I got too much, but or you know,

967
00:51:45,440 --> 00:51:47,280
Speaker 1: if there's guys that are like you and like Karucci.

968
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:49,320
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And like I think like

969
00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:51,719
Speaker 1: people be body shaming Karuchi, but I think she has

970
00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,400
Speaker 1: a nice figure, like I like how she looks. I

971
00:51:54,680 --> 00:51:57,839
Speaker 1: want to remove my eyes. I want to go down.

972
00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:01,640
Speaker 1: I want to be smaller, smaller. I was looking at

973
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:04,640
Speaker 1: my pictures last year, like, damn, help me cheap, just

974
00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:07,080
Speaker 1: look again, you know, And I know because you have

975
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 1: an ass and you know, everything goes there. It's like

976
00:52:11,200 --> 00:52:14,279
Speaker 1: a storage for the maybe like how do you eat

977
00:52:14,360 --> 00:52:16,440
Speaker 1: so much? How do you drink so much? Like like

978
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:19,239
Speaker 1: how do you drink liquor not you know and not stick.

979
00:52:19,280 --> 00:52:21,479
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, because it goes to my ass. Really,

980
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 1: So I can't wear no jeans. I can't wear no

981
00:52:24,280 --> 00:52:27,240
Speaker 1: cotton skirts. I can't wear I can only wear fashion

982
00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:31,600
Speaker 1: over jeans. Listen, I just had shout out to cousin Kay. Y'all, Okay,

983
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:33,759
Speaker 1: I just had the conversation with cousin Kay to day

984
00:52:33,800 --> 00:52:37,360
Speaker 1: that I tried on six pair of designer Jeans page

985
00:52:37,440 --> 00:52:40,319
Speaker 1: then um, um Jay brand, you know all this nice.

986
00:52:42,160 --> 00:52:44,520
Speaker 1: I triedir of jeans when I was getting dressed today

987
00:52:44,600 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 1: and I ended up in my cheap encore jeans and

988
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:48,840
Speaker 1: I just said to her, you know what, I'm gonna fashion.

989
00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:50,360
Speaker 1: We're gonna be like five pair of jeans because I

990
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,160
Speaker 1: hate the way all my regular jeans fit, and it's

991
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:54,880
Speaker 1: because of the shape of my body. Likes good my

992
00:52:54,960 --> 00:53:01,640
Speaker 1: regular jeans. Yeah, I wear a leg and swept. One

993
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 1: thing I really want to say, though, is that insecurities

994
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,879
Speaker 1: is something that you go through temporary, like because I'm

995
00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,160
Speaker 1: insecure a boy, my teeth or whatever, and then I

996
00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:10,719
Speaker 1: fix it. I'm not going to be instagram my teeth

997
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:12,680
Speaker 1: the rest of my life. You feel me, you know.

998
00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:15,319
Speaker 1: So it's just like it's not something I've always been

999
00:53:15,560 --> 00:53:18,319
Speaker 1: went through because you know, and and even I'm really

1000
00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:21,080
Speaker 1: open about you know, why I did seard you you

1001
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:22,799
Speaker 1: know what made me do it or why I felt

1002
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:25,560
Speaker 1: comfortable do it. And people would like to say, oh, um,

1003
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:28,200
Speaker 1: she's insecure, but I used to be insecure. I can

1004
00:53:28,239 --> 00:53:30,600
Speaker 1: admit it, but I'm not insecure no more, right, I

1005
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:33,160
Speaker 1: mean plastic surgers addicting. Anybody that know got it, they

1006
00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:36,240
Speaker 1: know ship last month. I want to do it requires

1007
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:44,880
Speaker 1: maintenance too, she had. Now it looks like, yeah, I

1008
00:53:44,960 --> 00:53:48,760
Speaker 1: was gonna do dimples until I researched. You gotta research

1009
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:52,360
Speaker 1: our research. And then I've seen that when you're not smiling,

1010
00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: it's still holes there. It's canned, look like just two holes.

1011
00:53:57,840 --> 00:54:01,319
Speaker 1: What do you think about guys having plastic surgery? M hmm,

1012
00:54:01,800 --> 00:54:04,440
Speaker 1: I don't know. I mean I never had a guy

1013
00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:08,400
Speaker 1: that actually did plastic surgery. Most of any of my guys, um,

1014
00:54:08,560 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 1: I only had their teeth I'll take them to do

1015
00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:15,120
Speaker 1: their teeth them. Look at you. That's funny. Let me

1016
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:19,480
Speaker 1: let me upgrade you. What if a guy if a

1017
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 1: guy got to like what if he had like a

1018
00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:25,720
Speaker 1: little tire and some moves and with it out moves.

1019
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:29,359
Speaker 1: I don't know. I never had that situation. I'll kind

1020
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:33,160
Speaker 1: of be still. I like the scammer belly, like like

1021
00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:39,760
Speaker 1: you like those bullies or the as. I see my types,

1022
00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:55,000
Speaker 1: it don't see your types. Everybody, I everybody. Person personality

1023
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:56,600
Speaker 1: means everything to me. And we got to be able

1024
00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:59,560
Speaker 1: to have conversation. If I cannot have a conversation with

1025
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:01,719
Speaker 1: matter what you look like. It don't matter what you

1026
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:04,960
Speaker 1: look like. I'm not a old You gotta be this this, this,

1027
00:55:05,360 --> 00:55:07,920
Speaker 1: this like, you gotta have this this. No, I'm not

1028
00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:11,960
Speaker 1: like that because it's never happens like that. You know. Um,

1029
00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:14,239
Speaker 1: I just got to be able to you know, we

1030
00:55:14,320 --> 00:55:17,920
Speaker 1: gotta have a connectionemistry, chemistry like if I'm not talking

1031
00:55:17,960 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 1: to you, I'm we like run down like it's just

1032
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:22,239
Speaker 1: a lot, you know, I'm just not a big he

1033
00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:28,320
Speaker 1: gotta have this type of God, it's a vibe. Alright,

1034
00:55:28,360 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 1: we got one more situation ship for you. Let's get

1035
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 1: it all right. So let's just say you give your

1036
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:37,760
Speaker 1: man in edible and just study dating him. I'm the question.

1037
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:40,439
Speaker 1: And then he tries to make out with your brother

1038
00:55:40,960 --> 00:55:43,840
Speaker 1: because he's the edible, and after where he don't remember

1039
00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:50,920
Speaker 1: a thing. Brother. First of all, whatever happens that in

1040
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:55,320
Speaker 1: that moment, he gonna remember because he had it. I

1041
00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:58,280
Speaker 1: don't give a damn if you had a strong molly.

1042
00:55:59,239 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 1: At least that he took some drugs and he was

1043
00:56:05,160 --> 00:56:10,680
Speaker 1: not acting like himself and tried to make out with Okay, okay,

1044
00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:14,680
Speaker 1: he's some kind of a drug drug even tried Molly's

1045
00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:17,359
Speaker 1: when I was younger, and it just makes you feel

1046
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:22,120
Speaker 1: very lusty sexy. A you walking the room, you're just

1047
00:56:22,200 --> 00:56:25,719
Speaker 1: gonna feel like so sexy like and then fix me

1048
00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:28,400
Speaker 1: a little lessbian ish when I'm okay, So maybe for

1049
00:56:28,560 --> 00:56:31,080
Speaker 1: him and made him a little No, that's not acceptable.

1050
00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:33,200
Speaker 1: What's the same thing that happened to you know? But

1051
00:56:33,480 --> 00:56:36,799
Speaker 1: it's just no, you don't know me. Then you want

1052
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:39,920
Speaker 1: my brother's out, that's it. And he's like, wait, I

1053
00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:44,400
Speaker 1: did what you don't remember? He don't remember? That mean

1054
00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:49,160
Speaker 1: he gave that. I said, you don't remember he was

1055
00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:52,120
Speaker 1: on the molley and I wantn't he started sucking this dick.

1056
00:56:52,239 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 1: Then we're just going to ignore that. As long as

1057
00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:58,840
Speaker 1: you don't throw up and suck it back down you

1058
00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:03,520
Speaker 1: you don't even kill I don't know. That's never happened

1059
00:57:03,560 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 1: to me, but I'm just trying to picture it in

1060
00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:07,719
Speaker 1: my head, like if somebody, because I've been like, have

1061
00:57:07,800 --> 00:57:09,399
Speaker 1: you ever been in a situation where you don't remember

1062
00:57:09,480 --> 00:57:14,920
Speaker 1: it the next day? Of course? Okay, so maybe something happened.

1063
00:57:14,960 --> 00:57:16,920
Speaker 1: You're like, damn, I did that. I did what I

1064
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:21,520
Speaker 1: get aggressive when I get drunk out of her every run.

1065
00:57:23,680 --> 00:57:25,959
Speaker 1: What I'm saying is it could happen, And so maybe

1066
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,560
Speaker 1: things like that are just some things you got to

1067
00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:31,200
Speaker 1: talk through, Like if you truly don't remember, nah, Angela,

1068
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:35,520
Speaker 1: that's that's just too far. We're not with it. How

1069
00:57:35,560 --> 00:57:38,240
Speaker 1: do you move forward from there? Gone too far? Al Right?

1070
00:57:38,280 --> 00:57:39,640
Speaker 1: The last thing I want to talk about. I saw

1071
00:57:39,720 --> 00:57:42,840
Speaker 1: this article right about this woman. She's an Instagram star,

1072
00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:45,120
Speaker 1: and now she has this business. It's called jet set

1073
00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:47,800
Speaker 1: Babe dot com. So she teaches women had a bag

1074
00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:50,959
Speaker 1: of billionaire. Now this I started because at the age

1075
00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:54,120
Speaker 1: of nineteen, she was actually living a life of luxury,

1076
00:57:54,320 --> 00:57:57,280
Speaker 1: just jet setting around right doing what she does. And

1077
00:57:57,400 --> 00:57:59,280
Speaker 1: she actually now has his website where she can help

1078
00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:00,960
Speaker 1: you do the same things. She said, once you've tried

1079
00:58:01,040 --> 00:58:04,160
Speaker 1: this luxurious lifestyle, it's hard to go back. She said

1080
00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:05,720
Speaker 1: she could never fall in love with a man who

1081
00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:08,280
Speaker 1: wasn't wealthy, So she says, if you want to get

1082
00:58:08,280 --> 00:58:09,680
Speaker 1: a rich guy, you have to do some work on

1083
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:13,240
Speaker 1: yourself first. And she lost thirty three pounds, got a

1084
00:58:13,320 --> 00:58:16,200
Speaker 1: nose job, she got fillers in her cheekbones and her chin.

1085
00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:19,320
Speaker 1: She's got to be married, this bitch better be married

1086
00:58:19,400 --> 00:58:21,680
Speaker 1: to a billionaire. So now she has her school of

1087
00:58:21,760 --> 00:58:24,200
Speaker 1: affluence is giving women the choice of whether to work

1088
00:58:24,320 --> 00:58:26,280
Speaker 1: or not. She said, I don't think working should be

1089
00:58:26,360 --> 00:58:29,000
Speaker 1: forced upon women in high society. I don't think women

1090
00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:31,560
Speaker 1: should be judged if they're not working. And so her

1091
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:33,360
Speaker 1: whole thing is that what she does and she helps

1092
00:58:33,440 --> 00:58:38,920
Speaker 1: people like get themselves together to get a billionaire. Oh,

1093
00:58:40,360 --> 00:58:46,080
Speaker 1: let'm saying something, how successful happened? This is somebody that

1094
00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:51,600
Speaker 1: has man is very steals folks with. Somebody that's very successful,

1095
00:58:51,720 --> 00:58:54,640
Speaker 1: hasn't anything she can get she want rape, So she's

1096
00:58:54,640 --> 00:58:57,200
Speaker 1: probably bored at home and don't have you know how

1097
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:00,720
Speaker 1: a guy like whether your guy, because a lot of

1098
00:59:00,800 --> 00:59:03,280
Speaker 1: women nowadays, you know, the guys start up their business

1099
00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:09,360
Speaker 1: or lash line give them whatever, they start up money,

1100
00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:12,840
Speaker 1: and you know, she probably bored at home, don't want

1101
00:59:12,880 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 1: to see the boss bitches moving around and you know,

1102
00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:19,680
Speaker 1: want to be that businesswoman, you know, So she's just

1103
00:59:19,760 --> 00:59:22,240
Speaker 1: trying to find something to do. So she studied this

1104
00:59:22,280 --> 00:59:26,400
Speaker 1: whole yet said, that's right, like how many women had

1105
00:59:26,480 --> 00:59:31,160
Speaker 1: she actually helped find It's like millions millionaire. It's just

1106
00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:33,560
Speaker 1: what she brought up in the hood. Because I need

1107
00:59:33,600 --> 00:59:42,360
Speaker 1: to know if that's I'm disqualified from that? How you

1108
00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:45,200
Speaker 1: saying that she had her boyfriend for the past two

1109
00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:48,560
Speaker 1: years to teach women how to transform yourself. Well, you

1110
00:59:48,600 --> 00:59:51,880
Speaker 1: gotta teach so when you eat the right fork first

1111
00:59:52,000 --> 00:59:56,640
Speaker 1: week white college scam, that's the scam. Scam girl. I

1112
00:59:56,720 --> 00:59:58,280
Speaker 1: know you bought you all the money you want to

1113
00:59:58,560 --> 01:00:07,960
Speaker 1: have type of business, but get you some lashes. I

1114
01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:10,720
Speaker 1: think we should just semetic line. We should join it,

1115
01:00:10,920 --> 01:00:13,600
Speaker 1: just to see what she says. I want to know

1116
01:00:13,800 --> 01:00:17,560
Speaker 1: what you charging. Oh, I don't know. I don't say

1117
01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:20,800
Speaker 1: all that. Yeah, we go. The plot thickens. It's what

1118
01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:24,200
Speaker 1: she charges is the whole point. She about to make

1119
01:00:24,280 --> 01:00:26,200
Speaker 1: way more money off of you, and you ain't gonna

1120
01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:31,000
Speaker 1: walk away with nothing, no billionaires. How many women has

1121
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:37,160
Speaker 1: she actually a't got to got to be something. I

1122
01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:39,280
Speaker 1: want to see how what in the Kanyes workout plan

1123
01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:44,920
Speaker 1: is going on? Because I wrote a plane right, it

1124
01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:47,120
Speaker 1: ain't that hard. I ain't got I ain't got the

1125
01:00:49,720 --> 01:00:52,240
Speaker 1: She's like, okay, y'all not working with this bit of ship.

1126
01:00:52,520 --> 01:00:55,160
Speaker 1: But I wouldn't do it. You know, I don't believe

1127
01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:57,440
Speaker 1: in none of that. What kind of man are you

1128
01:00:57,520 --> 01:01:02,840
Speaker 1: looking for? Um? I want a man that has a

1129
01:01:03,400 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 1: business mentality when I say that I want to be

1130
01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:08,360
Speaker 1: able to we're both bringing something to the table. Oh

1131
01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:10,320
Speaker 1: I want this. I want I want to open up

1132
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:11,720
Speaker 1: a piece of shop. I want to open up a

1133
01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:14,200
Speaker 1: beauty supply store because they ain't no beauty supply stores

1134
01:01:14,480 --> 01:01:16,440
Speaker 1: where I live at. You know, I want to be

1135
01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:18,800
Speaker 1: able to be like come hand in hand when it

1136
01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:22,560
Speaker 1: comes to like you know, the long term stuff like

1137
01:01:23,080 --> 01:01:25,760
Speaker 1: you know, but that that takes time. But you know,

1138
01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:27,680
Speaker 1: I want to you not to be able to be like, Okay,

1139
01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:30,480
Speaker 1: I'm gonna spend two llars on the chain. I want

1140
01:01:30,520 --> 01:01:33,320
Speaker 1: to spend two hundred invest that into something we could build.

1141
01:01:33,360 --> 01:01:35,800
Speaker 1: So I want to be able to build like foundations

1142
01:01:35,880 --> 01:01:37,640
Speaker 1: with that guy. But like I said, it's all about

1143
01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:40,760
Speaker 1: personality to lead to me, and it's all about you know,

1144
01:01:41,720 --> 01:01:45,840
Speaker 1: just respect and being able to respect my work too,

1145
01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:49,040
Speaker 1: because a lot of one type of guy. And it's like,

1146
01:01:49,200 --> 01:01:51,600
Speaker 1: I don't know if I could date like somebody, I

1147
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:53,560
Speaker 1: don't understand that. Okay, I'm going to be in a

1148
01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:56,080
Speaker 1: studio with this person or I'm gonna be on You

1149
01:01:56,120 --> 01:02:00,880
Speaker 1: don't want to be an artist and these right, I

1150
01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:03,960
Speaker 1: don't want to people the artists. I pray Lord he

1151
01:02:04,200 --> 01:02:06,600
Speaker 1: don't give me one. What's the wrong with being with artists?

1152
01:02:08,320 --> 01:02:13,440
Speaker 1: I know I did. I just don't want to do it,

1153
01:02:13,640 --> 01:02:15,800
Speaker 1: Like I feel like they don't know what they want

1154
01:02:16,280 --> 01:02:18,040
Speaker 1: and you they're not ready to settle down and it's

1155
01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:23,560
Speaker 1: just another girl. So what happens if public honestly, okay,

1156
01:02:23,680 --> 01:02:26,760
Speaker 1: well that makes sense. Public, Well, what happens if y'all

1157
01:02:26,760 --> 01:02:29,080
Speaker 1: get a business together and then you just get tired

1158
01:02:29,120 --> 01:02:31,000
Speaker 1: at him because, like you said earlier, you're kind of

1159
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:34,520
Speaker 1: not really enough settling down. Let's say you'all doing good

1160
01:02:34,680 --> 01:02:37,640
Speaker 1: with your business, do you still work together? Well, that's

1161
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:41,560
Speaker 1: why I have a business manager. I have a business manager,

1162
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:46,000
Speaker 1: and um, I'll have employees and the check don't stop.

1163
01:02:46,800 --> 01:02:48,800
Speaker 1: And that's what these guys before they be and they

1164
01:02:48,920 --> 01:02:52,920
Speaker 1: feeling that's right, questions about getting into business. But somebody

1165
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:55,560
Speaker 1: that you're dating just because if things don't work out,

1166
01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:57,800
Speaker 1: that ship gets messy. But what if it works out

1167
01:02:57,840 --> 01:03:00,160
Speaker 1: and then, I mean, you can buy yourself out. That's

1168
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,560
Speaker 1: the kid. If you don't want to work, because I'm

1169
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,320
Speaker 1: still going to go and collect my bag and make

1170
01:03:04,320 --> 01:03:06,760
Speaker 1: sure that my business is so successful. My work is

1171
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:09,520
Speaker 1: never going to stop. But if you feel like it's

1172
01:03:09,560 --> 01:03:13,680
Speaker 1: too much for you. People buy yourself out. That's it,

1173
01:03:14,040 --> 01:03:17,160
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna make the other things. But if they didn't,

1174
01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:20,280
Speaker 1: if it didn't make it, yeah, then you could still

1175
01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:21,960
Speaker 1: buy yourself I would if theyn't make no money yet

1176
01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:24,720
Speaker 1: they just don't. Won't quest nothing. Just give me back,

1177
01:03:24,800 --> 01:03:26,400
Speaker 1: give me. I'll give you back the money you put in.

1178
01:03:26,640 --> 01:03:28,680
Speaker 1: That's it. But I think I'm thinking you're more so,

1179
01:03:28,920 --> 01:03:31,280
Speaker 1: like what if it's successful, right, and it's doing great,

1180
01:03:31,680 --> 01:03:33,720
Speaker 1: but y'all not together no more? And then you move on.

1181
01:03:34,200 --> 01:03:36,960
Speaker 1: Now you have another boyfriend, but he's like, what the

1182
01:03:37,040 --> 01:03:40,880
Speaker 1: fund is this? Like it's our business and did exactly

1183
01:03:41,720 --> 01:03:43,840
Speaker 1: That's something you got from the beginning when you came

1184
01:03:43,880 --> 01:03:45,360
Speaker 1: in and met me. You know, I had this business

1185
01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:47,800
Speaker 1: with my ex. But if it was vice versa and

1186
01:03:48,040 --> 01:03:50,640
Speaker 1: he was with him, I don't know how I feel

1187
01:03:50,640 --> 01:03:52,160
Speaker 1: about that. He doesn't want to get me a new

1188
01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:55,760
Speaker 1: business anyway, Like you gotta be My thing is if

1189
01:03:55,800 --> 01:03:58,720
Speaker 1: you complain about something, be able to fix it. Don't

1190
01:03:58,760 --> 01:04:01,200
Speaker 1: tell me I can't work with artists and you're not

1191
01:04:01,320 --> 01:04:04,400
Speaker 1: doing a record with me? Every well, tell me I

1192
01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:07,040
Speaker 1: gotta get back this watch that he gave me and

1193
01:04:07,080 --> 01:04:09,920
Speaker 1: you're not gonna get me an exactly. Want to step

1194
01:04:10,040 --> 01:04:11,920
Speaker 1: up and do what you gotta do. Don't tell me

1195
01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:14,360
Speaker 1: I can't bring this person out for my show and

1196
01:04:14,480 --> 01:04:17,000
Speaker 1: you ain't the one coming up. That's hard though, in

1197
01:04:17,080 --> 01:04:19,960
Speaker 1: this business, because you are gonna work with other guys regardless,

1198
01:04:20,240 --> 01:04:21,840
Speaker 1: and you don't want to date somebody that's telling you

1199
01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 1: I don't want you working with this person. Yeah, but

1200
01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:27,240
Speaker 1: there are people like that around me. Well, listen, I

1201
01:04:27,360 --> 01:04:29,720
Speaker 1: never think that's good for business. It's not. It's not

1202
01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:32,680
Speaker 1: because imagine what if he's like, y'all, I don't want

1203
01:04:32,680 --> 01:04:35,080
Speaker 1: to see you around geasy, but he brung you out

1204
01:04:35,080 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 1: of that power exactly. So if you can't add, then

1205
01:04:39,240 --> 01:04:43,400
Speaker 1: your subtraction with that. That's just how it got to be.

1206
01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:46,000
Speaker 1: You know, when did you realize that it was popping

1207
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:49,120
Speaker 1: off for you musically? Like what event or what happened

1208
01:04:49,160 --> 01:04:51,520
Speaker 1: that made you be like, finally, all my hard work

1209
01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:57,560
Speaker 1: is paying off. They understand it. I would have to

1210
01:04:57,760 --> 01:05:04,200
Speaker 1: say when I started actually getting booked for shows and

1211
01:05:04,280 --> 01:05:06,320
Speaker 1: then it was actually there. But when I really really

1212
01:05:06,400 --> 01:05:08,960
Speaker 1: found out like I was popping on my music was

1213
01:05:09,040 --> 01:05:11,200
Speaker 1: when I did my concert for my I did a

1214
01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:17,040
Speaker 1: um uh Life and Plastic to listening party concert and

1215
01:05:17,120 --> 01:05:19,880
Speaker 1: everybody's like, my project dropped on the seventh, but my

1216
01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:22,280
Speaker 1: concert was the night. So everybody's like, oh, are you

1217
01:05:22,360 --> 01:05:24,160
Speaker 1: scared that people not gonna know your song? I said, no.

1218
01:05:24,800 --> 01:05:26,439
Speaker 1: One thing I know is that my fans is gonna

1219
01:05:26,480 --> 01:05:28,840
Speaker 1: learn my ship. They've been beasting for this project for

1220
01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:31,000
Speaker 1: a whole year, so they're gonna make sure they know

1221
01:05:31,120 --> 01:05:33,760
Speaker 1: these songs. I learned people. I learned my like I

1222
01:05:33,840 --> 01:05:35,880
Speaker 1: love him, see how I learned them see hustle Ship.

1223
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:41,560
Speaker 1: When they dropped every song repeat drake too, I'm repeat repeat,

1224
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:44,800
Speaker 1: So you know, it's just like, um, I know that

1225
01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:48,840
Speaker 1: I knew that they got me, and um it was like,

1226
01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:51,800
Speaker 1: this is my first show that I'm headlining, so this

1227
01:05:51,960 --> 01:05:55,400
Speaker 1: is all me. I paid for the venue. I pay

1228
01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:59,200
Speaker 1: for the decorator. I made show that it looked at like, uh,

1229
01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:02,240
Speaker 1: like a hospital type of thing, like when you came

1230
01:06:02,280 --> 01:06:04,480
Speaker 1: in and had the mask, like I had the hospital

1231
01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:07,000
Speaker 1: bed on stage, the ivy the drinks was an ivy

1232
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,880
Speaker 1: bag like it was really like like like for the

1233
01:06:10,800 --> 01:06:14,160
Speaker 1: like for the cuature. So, um, it was so much

1234
01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:16,560
Speaker 1: pressure on me because I'm seeing the ticket sales, I'm like, damn,

1235
01:06:17,080 --> 01:06:19,240
Speaker 1: it's only eight percent sold out. I need my ship

1236
01:06:19,320 --> 01:06:25,480
Speaker 1: to sell out. Last last day, walked out on that

1237
01:06:25,600 --> 01:06:29,360
Speaker 1: stage seeing everything that this is big because there's no openness.

1238
01:06:29,480 --> 01:06:30,920
Speaker 1: I didn't want to open up. I wanted to be

1239
01:06:31,000 --> 01:06:32,760
Speaker 1: all about my project. I don't want to open us.

1240
01:06:33,080 --> 01:06:34,959
Speaker 1: It was well, Gonna came out. Shout out to Gonna.

1241
01:06:35,080 --> 01:06:38,640
Speaker 1: He came out, and um, you know, it was all

1242
01:06:38,680 --> 01:06:41,040
Speaker 1: about me, like this is everybody in this room is

1243
01:06:41,080 --> 01:06:43,840
Speaker 1: here for me, you know. So that's when I really

1244
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:49,120
Speaker 1: really really you know, like damn, like these people all

1245
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:52,160
Speaker 1: bought Like I used to be going to all about

1246
01:06:52,280 --> 01:06:55,520
Speaker 1: our concerts, like I was there. You know, I was young.

1247
01:06:55,600 --> 01:06:58,920
Speaker 1: I used to go to his stuff. So it's like York,

1248
01:06:59,360 --> 01:07:02,760
Speaker 1: good luck. I'm not going. But what I'm saying this,

1249
01:07:02,960 --> 01:07:08,720
Speaker 1: it's nah. It's just like when you have these concerts

1250
01:07:09,160 --> 01:07:11,920
Speaker 1: and you're the headline and this is yours. Everybody in

1251
01:07:12,000 --> 01:07:13,800
Speaker 1: that room was there for me. So like even my

1252
01:07:13,960 --> 01:07:16,600
Speaker 1: mom like she was like wow, everybody sick. See everybody

1253
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:20,160
Speaker 1: like you know, seeing her daughter, like this is her daughter.

1254
01:07:20,240 --> 01:07:23,880
Speaker 1: So it's like, you know, it was just the feeling

1255
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:26,680
Speaker 1: was like imrreplaceable, you know. And then I was scared.

1256
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:29,240
Speaker 1: Like even when when I came out for for something you,

1257
01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:32,560
Speaker 1: I was scared. I was scared. But I'm like, you

1258
01:07:32,640 --> 01:07:35,920
Speaker 1: know what, when New York City is so hard to

1259
01:07:36,440 --> 01:07:38,800
Speaker 1: win over and I speak about this with a whole

1260
01:07:38,800 --> 01:07:41,720
Speaker 1: bunch of the New York City crowds is hard. They're

1261
01:07:41,720 --> 01:07:43,120
Speaker 1: like they were just standing there. Don't know the records,

1262
01:07:43,120 --> 01:07:45,480
Speaker 1: They're just standing and there, you know. So I'm like,

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01:07:45,520 --> 01:07:47,720
Speaker 1: I went out there with full confidence and I'm like, yo,

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01:07:47,880 --> 01:07:50,680
Speaker 1: I know my city got my back, you know, and

1265
01:07:51,080 --> 01:07:53,800
Speaker 1: they had my back, and that's why I'm just like, Okay,

1266
01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:58,560
Speaker 1: everything's bad. I was. I was like, oh my god,

1267
01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:01,760
Speaker 1: I saw you it O Kim hanging. Do you think that, um,

1268
01:08:02,320 --> 01:08:06,160
Speaker 1: other women artists support you. Um, I'm gonna keep it real.

1269
01:08:07,120 --> 01:08:10,040
Speaker 1: I feel like no, UM, I feel like if I

1270
01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:13,040
Speaker 1: was friends with any female artists that they either stopped

1271
01:08:13,040 --> 01:08:15,800
Speaker 1: working with me or you started moving different. And it's

1272
01:08:15,880 --> 01:08:18,640
Speaker 1: like I can't help with that. You know, things are

1273
01:08:18,720 --> 01:08:21,040
Speaker 1: moving the way it is for me. Like I'm I'm

1274
01:08:21,080 --> 01:08:22,880
Speaker 1: trying to chase the back just like you, and I'm

1275
01:08:22,920 --> 01:08:25,639
Speaker 1: trying to work hard and make sure that I'll get

1276
01:08:25,680 --> 01:08:29,799
Speaker 1: my number one record, you know. And I'm just fully focused.

1277
01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:32,720
Speaker 1: And you know that's why me doing a record with him,

1278
01:08:32,760 --> 01:08:34,920
Speaker 1: it means so much to me because it's like, Yo,

1279
01:08:35,040 --> 01:08:37,160
Speaker 1: this is a legend. She ain't collapse with no female

1280
01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:39,439
Speaker 1: in the last thing years besides Remy Ma. You feel

1281
01:08:39,479 --> 01:08:41,640
Speaker 1: me in Remy is a legend too. So it's like,

1282
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:44,439
Speaker 1: you know, for me to have an O G coast

1283
01:08:44,479 --> 01:08:46,360
Speaker 1: so this is a co sign a situation. This is like,

1284
01:08:46,400 --> 01:08:49,320
Speaker 1: buch if you wantn't taking me serious when I last year,

1285
01:08:49,360 --> 01:08:52,840
Speaker 1: you're taking me serious right now because she actually she

1286
01:08:52,920 --> 01:08:55,120
Speaker 1: didn't have to do that. You feel me. I don't

1287
01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:57,880
Speaker 1: have this, I'm I don't have a crazy budget. The

1288
01:08:57,960 --> 01:09:01,200
Speaker 1: label paint not No, it was a innuine thing, you know,

1289
01:09:01,400 --> 01:09:04,000
Speaker 1: and it was actually believe it in me. And ever

1290
01:09:04,080 --> 01:09:06,439
Speaker 1: since the day I met Kim, you know, she been

1291
01:09:06,520 --> 01:09:08,640
Speaker 1: a honey with me, like very humble, I'm question man,

1292
01:09:08,720 --> 01:09:12,559
Speaker 1: She's very sweet, very humble and um she's very uplift,

1293
01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:16,680
Speaker 1: uplifting and you know, I just I'm so thankful for that.

1294
01:09:17,040 --> 01:09:18,800
Speaker 1: So you don't feel like other women have embraced you

1295
01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:21,200
Speaker 1: so much, No, and they and they'd be like aultomate

1296
01:09:21,280 --> 01:09:24,840
Speaker 1: it's like go against me automatically. What I want to

1297
01:09:24,880 --> 01:09:26,920
Speaker 1: collect with more women. You know, I actually want to

1298
01:09:26,960 --> 01:09:30,080
Speaker 1: collect women, especially you know, women from New York. You

1299
01:09:30,160 --> 01:09:32,559
Speaker 1: ever reach out to them, because you know, sometimes maybe

1300
01:09:32,880 --> 01:09:35,600
Speaker 1: mentioned females all the time and all my interviews, but

1301
01:09:35,600 --> 01:09:37,880
Speaker 1: I never reached out you right, But it's just like

1302
01:09:38,000 --> 01:09:40,120
Speaker 1: they were ready to be I think sometimes people pit

1303
01:09:40,240 --> 01:09:42,200
Speaker 1: each other against each other, and so it's all it

1304
01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:44,920
Speaker 1: takes is for one person to reach out to somebody

1305
01:09:44,960 --> 01:09:46,360
Speaker 1: else and be like, you know, I always wanted to

1306
01:09:46,400 --> 01:09:48,360
Speaker 1: work with you. Could we do something and it could

1307
01:09:48,360 --> 01:09:51,280
Speaker 1: be that simple. Yeah, they always put females against each

1308
01:09:51,320 --> 01:09:53,599
Speaker 1: other because as soon as you wrapped the first thing,

1309
01:09:53,680 --> 01:09:56,599
Speaker 1: oh you sound like I like when me, I always

1310
01:09:56,680 --> 01:09:59,000
Speaker 1: used to get like, oh you're sounding like little Kim

1311
01:09:59,040 --> 01:10:01,680
Speaker 1: back in the day, you sund like Remy Like. I

1312
01:10:01,880 --> 01:10:04,439
Speaker 1: used to hate that because I'm like, you know, I'll

1313
01:10:04,479 --> 01:10:06,920
Speaker 1: support them and I think they dope. But like I

1314
01:10:07,040 --> 01:10:08,960
Speaker 1: work now hard on my stuff. I don't want anybody

1315
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:12,919
Speaker 1: saying I sound like anybody, And with these guys like nowadays,

1316
01:10:12,960 --> 01:10:17,160
Speaker 1: I feel like, motherfucker's do be sounding like because I cannot.

1317
01:10:17,680 --> 01:10:21,760
Speaker 1: I hate all I like, take that ship off sound

1318
01:10:21,880 --> 01:10:25,320
Speaker 1: and make somebody sound say do that tolerate auto tune

1319
01:10:25,360 --> 01:10:27,120
Speaker 1: and it's it's probably because you just feel like you

1320
01:10:27,200 --> 01:10:29,600
Speaker 1: have to te pain in the future. Yeah, but you

1321
01:10:29,720 --> 01:10:35,000
Speaker 1: have to, but you don't just like Future and Designer.

1322
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:37,240
Speaker 1: They might have been cool, but as soon as Designer

1323
01:10:37,320 --> 01:10:40,120
Speaker 1: came out like this fake ass future now, when he

1324
01:10:40,200 --> 01:10:42,479
Speaker 1: sees Future now, he's gonna feel funny. So I feel

1325
01:10:42,479 --> 01:10:44,519
Speaker 1: like that's how it is. A female, it's like, well,

1326
01:10:44,560 --> 01:10:47,360
Speaker 1: you're the queen of and it's always got to be

1327
01:10:47,479 --> 01:10:50,799
Speaker 1: like that one queen or one like. But with guys,

1328
01:10:51,040 --> 01:10:54,200
Speaker 1: it's always like unity and somebody you want to work

1329
01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:58,040
Speaker 1: with and let's put it out there in the atmosphere. Um, yeah,

1330
01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:02,760
Speaker 1: I wanna work with card okay exactly. I could see

1331
01:11:02,800 --> 01:11:05,960
Speaker 1: that immediately, and yeah, you know, I just feel like

1332
01:11:06,080 --> 01:11:09,519
Speaker 1: the city is crazy, like we both from the Bronx,

1333
01:11:09,600 --> 01:11:11,840
Speaker 1: like the Bronx needed to feel me and she likes

1334
01:11:11,880 --> 01:11:15,960
Speaker 1: you and I just thinking herself made up they would

1335
01:11:16,000 --> 01:11:22,519
Speaker 1: never be But I feel like that, like I just

1336
01:11:22,600 --> 01:11:25,639
Speaker 1: want to be able to create, like like being the studio,

1337
01:11:25,760 --> 01:11:28,280
Speaker 1: just like really create something to see what type of

1338
01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:30,400
Speaker 1: record it will be, because I feel like on some

1339
01:11:30,800 --> 01:11:33,240
Speaker 1: like aggressive record that me and I will actually do

1340
01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:37,120
Speaker 1: really good on. Um. Yeah, but you know, females always

1341
01:11:37,120 --> 01:11:38,880
Speaker 1: putting there, They always put females against each other. I

1342
01:11:38,920 --> 01:11:41,320
Speaker 1: feel like, you know, one thing about Cam is that

1343
01:11:41,439 --> 01:11:44,200
Speaker 1: she like embraced me. And I felt it like I

1344
01:11:44,760 --> 01:11:46,640
Speaker 1: you know, I felt it like she wasn't like, oh

1345
01:11:46,720 --> 01:11:48,960
Speaker 1: I'm this, I'm this, I'm this high, I'm this high.

1346
01:11:49,280 --> 01:11:51,599
Speaker 1: She never was like that. She know where she stood.

1347
01:11:52,080 --> 01:11:55,040
Speaker 1: Wish what she's done, what she has done, how she

1348
01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:58,200
Speaker 1: changed the culture, and you know she don't have to

1349
01:11:58,520 --> 01:12:02,240
Speaker 1: even brag about it. She's securing herself. She said, you

1350
01:12:02,320 --> 01:12:04,560
Speaker 1: feel like when you get with somebody like Kim, do

1351
01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:07,160
Speaker 1: you feel like that's automatically you picking its side? Because

1352
01:12:07,200 --> 01:12:09,040
Speaker 1: it was kind of like they tried to throw you

1353
01:12:09,160 --> 01:12:11,680
Speaker 1: in with the whole Nikki Nikki and South Hassa and

1354
01:12:12,200 --> 01:12:14,519
Speaker 1: back and forth for and on the Instagram a few

1355
01:12:14,560 --> 01:12:17,280
Speaker 1: months ago. And I've seen they brought your name into

1356
01:12:17,360 --> 01:12:19,560
Speaker 1: it or your name was brought up into it. So

1357
01:12:19,760 --> 01:12:22,120
Speaker 1: do you think like when you do do a collaborate

1358
01:12:22,200 --> 01:12:25,280
Speaker 1: little Kim, who obviously we know she's wanted to you

1359
01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:27,720
Speaker 1: know what I mean, people that started this whole thing.

1360
01:12:27,960 --> 01:12:30,880
Speaker 1: But do you feel Brooklyn I lest exactly Chim is

1361
01:12:31,040 --> 01:12:32,880
Speaker 1: let's talk about the fact that nobody would have been

1362
01:12:32,880 --> 01:12:35,640
Speaker 1: wearing colored here if it wasn't. Let's talk about that.

1363
01:12:35,720 --> 01:12:38,560
Speaker 1: And she changed the coature. She's the culture period. But

1364
01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:41,000
Speaker 1: um yeah, of course like that, Like I feel like

1365
01:12:41,280 --> 01:12:43,000
Speaker 1: if you like this person, you can't like this person,

1366
01:12:43,080 --> 01:12:46,200
Speaker 1: you can't like that person. You know. Like I like music.

1367
01:12:46,560 --> 01:12:49,240
Speaker 1: If I want to dance to this song, will sing

1368
01:12:49,360 --> 01:12:51,560
Speaker 1: this song. I can sing it like I'm not obligated

1369
01:12:51,600 --> 01:12:55,439
Speaker 1: to do anything, but um yeah, I was brought up

1370
01:12:55,479 --> 01:12:58,439
Speaker 1: in that and you know it is what it is.

1371
01:12:58,720 --> 01:13:03,160
Speaker 1: Um my name is just with that mess, James. We

1372
01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:07,439
Speaker 1: appreciate you fun. It is our first extended conversation and

1373
01:13:07,520 --> 01:13:10,439
Speaker 1: we had a great time with you. Thank you. I'm

1374
01:13:10,479 --> 01:13:12,680
Speaker 1: happy to be here. We appreciate you the openness and

1375
01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:15,439
Speaker 1: your honesty, and we're very happy for you and your success.

1376
01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:17,800
Speaker 1: And we'll be watching you and make sure we cheer

1377
01:13:17,840 --> 01:13:20,880
Speaker 1: you on. Okay, we come into the next show. So yeah,

1378
01:13:20,880 --> 01:13:23,519
Speaker 1: I gotta compare, Yeah for sure. And we look forward

1379
01:13:23,520 --> 01:13:25,640
Speaker 1: to that CARDI B collab because we just put that out.

1380
01:13:26,439 --> 01:13:28,439
Speaker 1: We're gonna make I think that's a no brain of

1381
01:13:28,520 --> 01:13:31,000
Speaker 1: Brooklyn Johnny, you know, I'm sure he's already on it.

1382
01:13:31,439 --> 01:13:34,400
Speaker 1: I think it should be you Cardi take off and

1383
01:13:34,560 --> 01:13:40,760
Speaker 1: off that girl like the Outs. That should gonna be

1384
01:13:40,840 --> 01:13:47,519
Speaker 1: crazy though. It would be a dope song. So we'll

1385
01:13:49,080 --> 01:13:55,960
Speaker 1: d do double date, dole date. That's actually took Check

1386
01:13:56,080 --> 01:14:03,400
Speaker 1: that out. It should be called rest Snappers. Every time

1387
01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:07,360
Speaker 1: I was saying, you see, let's sew it up every

1388
01:14:07,479 --> 01:14:10,680
Speaker 1: song O rest not of that